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TWO YEARS BEFORE THE MAST

A Personal Narrative of Life at Sea


By

Richard Henry Dana, Jr.



With an introduction and notes by
Homer Eaton Keyes, B.L.
Assistant Professor of Art in Dartmouth College



——Crowded in the rank and narrow ship,—
Housed on the wild sea with wild usages,—
Whate'er in the inland dales the land conceals
Of fair and exquisite, O! nothing, nothing,
Do we behold of that in our rude voyage.
             Coleridge's Wallenstein.

——Packed into the cramped and narrow ship,—
Stuck on the wild sea with rough ways,—
Whatever beauty or charm the inland valleys hold
Of lovely and exquisite, O! nothing, nothing,
Do we see of that on our rough journey.
                 Coleridge's Wallenstein.




CONTENTS

Introduction
     Biographical Note
     California and her Missions
     Bibliographical References
     Diagram of Ships
     Explanation of Diagram

Two Years Before the Mast

Twenty-Four Years After




INTRODUCTION


Biographical Note

Two years before the mast were but an episode in the life of Richard Henry Dana, Jr.; yet the narrative in which he details the experiences of that period is, perhaps, his chief claim to a wide remembrance. His services in other than literary fields occupied the greater part of his life, but they brought him comparatively small recognition and many disappointments. His happiest associations were literary, his pleasantest acquaintanceships those which arose through his fame as the author of one book. The story of his life is one of honest and competent effort, of sincere purpose, of many thwarted hopes. The traditions of his family forced him into a profession for which he was intellectually but not temperamentally fitted: he should have been a scholar, teacher, and author; instead he became a lawyer.

Two years at sea were just a chapter in the life of Richard Henry Dana, Jr.; however, the story he tells about that time is likely his main claim to lasting fame. His work outside of writing took up most of his life, but it brought him little recognition and many disappointments. His most enjoyable connections were in literature, and his best friendships came from his reputation as the author of one book. His life story reflects honest and capable effort, sincere intentions, and many unfulfilled dreams. Family expectations pushed him into a career that suited him intellectually but not temperamentally: he should have been a scholar, teacher, and author; instead, he became a lawyer.

Born in Cambridge, Mass., August 1, 1815, Richard Henry Dana, Jr., came of a line of Colonial ancestors whose legal understanding and patriotic zeal had won them distinction. His father, if possessed of less vigor than his predecessors, was yet a man of culture and ability. He was widely known as poet, critic, and lecturer; and endowed his son with native qualities of intelligence, good breeding, and honesty.

Born in Cambridge, Massachusetts, on August 1, 1815, Richard Henry Dana, Jr. came from a lineage of Colonial ancestors known for their legal insight and patriotic fervor, which earned them recognition. His father, although less vigorous than his ancestors, was still a cultured and capable man. He was well-known as a poet, critic, and lecturer, and he passed on to his son the innate qualities of intelligence, good manners, and integrity.

After somewhat varied and troublous school days, young Dana entered Harvard University, where he took high rank in his classes and bid fair to make a reputation as a scholar. But at the beginning of his third year of college a severe attack of measles interrupted his course, and so affected his eyes as to preclude, for a time at least, all idea of study. The state of the family finances was not such as to permit of foreign travel in search of health. Accordingly, prompted by necessity and by a youthful love of adventure, he shipped as a common sailor in the brig, Pilgrim, bound for the California coast. His term of service lasted a trifle over two years—from August, 1834, to September, 1836. The undertaking was one calculated to kill or cure. Fortunately it had the latter effect; and, upon returning to his native place, physically vigorous but intellectually starved, he reentered Harvard and worked with such enthusiasm as to graduate in six months with honor.

After a mix of challenging school days, young Dana started at Harvard University, where he excelled in his classes and seemed on track to become a well-known scholar. However, at the start of his third year, a severe case of measles interrupted his studies and affected his eyesight, making it impossible for him to focus on school for a while. The family’s finances didn’t allow for traveling abroad to regain his health. So, driven by necessity and a youthful desire for adventure, he signed up as a common sailor on the brig, Pilgrim, headed for the California coast. His service lasted just over two years—from August 1834 to September 1836. The journey was risky, but fortunately, it had a positive outcome; when he returned home, he was physically healthy but lacking intellectual stimulation. He rejoined Harvard and worked with such enthusiasm that he graduated with honors in just six months.

Then came the question of his life work. Though intensely religious, he did not feel called to the ministry; business made no appeal; his ancestors had been lawyers; it seemed best that he should follow where they had led. Had conditions been those of to-day, he would naturally have drifted into some field of scholarly research,—political science or history. As it was, he entered law school, which, in 1840, he left to take up the practice of his profession. But Dana had not the tact, the personal magnetism, or the business sagacity to make a brilliant success before the bar. Despite the fact that he had become a master of legal theory, an authority upon international questions, and a counsellor of unimpeachable integrity, his progress was painfully slow and toilsome. Involved with his lack of tact and magnetism there was, too, an admirable quality of sturdy obstinacy that often worked him injury. Though far from sharing the radical ideas of the Abolitionists, he was ardent in his anti-slavery ideas and did not hesitate to espouse the unpopular doctrines of the Free-Soil party of 1848, or to labor for the freedom of those Boston negroes, who, under the Fugitive Slave Law of 1850, were in danger of deportation to the South.

Then came the question of his life's work. Although he was deeply religious, he didn't feel called to the ministry; business didn’t interest him; his ancestors had been lawyers, so it seemed logical for him to follow in their footsteps. If the conditions had been like they are today, he would have probably found himself in some area of scholarly research—like political science or history. Instead, he started law school, which he left in 1840 to begin practicing law. However, Dana lacked the tact, personal charm, or business savvy to achieve significant success at the bar. Even though he became an expert in legal theory, an authority on international issues, and a lawyer of unquestionable integrity, his progress was painstakingly slow and difficult. Along with his shortcomings in charm and tact, he also had a commendable stubbornness that often worked against him. While he didn’t share the radical views of the Abolitionists, he was passionate about anti-slavery and wasn’t afraid to support the unpopular beliefs of the Free-Soil party of 1848 or to fight for the freedom of those Boston blacks who were at risk of being deported to the South under the Fugitive Slave Law of 1850.

His activity in the latter direction resulted in pecuniary loss, social ostracism and worse; for upon one occasion he was set upon and nearly killed by a pair of thugs. But Dana was not a man to be swerved from his purpose by considerations of policy or of personal safety. He met his problems as they came to him, took the course which he believed to be right and then stuck to it with indomitable tenacity. Yet, curiously enough, with none of the characteristics of the politician, he longed for political preferment. At the hands of the people this came to him in smallest measure only. Though at one time a member of the Massachusetts Legislature, he was defeated as candidate for the lower house of Congress, and in 1876 suffered the bitterest disappointment of his life, when the libellous attacks of enemies prevented the ratification of his nomination as Minister to England.

His actions in that area led to financial loss, social rejection, and even worse; on one occasion, he was attacked and nearly killed by two thugs. But Dana was not someone to be swayed from his goal by concerns about strategy or personal safety. He faced his challenges head-on, chose the path he believed was right, and remained committed to it with unwavering determination. Yet, oddly enough, despite lacking any of the traits of a politician, he desired political advancement. However, the public only granted him a small measure of this. Although he was once a member of the Massachusetts Legislature, he lost his bid for the lower house of Congress, and in 1876, he experienced the deepest disappointment of his life when false attacks from enemies derailed his nomination as Minister to England.

Previous to this he had served his country as United States District Attorney during the Civil War, a time when the office demanded the highest type of ability and uprightness. That the government appreciated this was shown in 1867 by its choice of Dana as one of its counsel in the prosecution of Jefferson Davis for treason. The position of legal representative before the Halifax tribunal of 1877, which met to discuss fishery questions at issue between the United States and Canada, was given him no doubt in part because of his eminent fitness, in part as balm for the wound of the preceding year.

Before this, he served his country as the United States District Attorney during the Civil War, a time when the role required exceptional skill and integrity. The government's recognition of his capabilities was evident in 1867 when it selected Dana as one of its lawyers in the prosecution of Jefferson Davis for treason. He was appointed as the legal representative before the Halifax tribunal in 1877, which convened to address fishery issues between the United States and Canada, likely due to his outstanding qualifications and also as a way to ease the disappointment from the previous year.

But whatever satisfaction he may have found in such honors as time and ripening years brought to him, his chief joy and relaxation lay in travel. When worry and overwork began to tell upon him, he would betake himself to shore or mountains. Upon several occasions he visited Europe, and in 1859 made a tour of the world. At length, in 1876, he gave up active life and took residence abroad, with the idea of finding leisure for the preparation of a treatise on international law. He was still engaged in collecting his material when, on January 6, 1882, death overtook him. He was buried in Rome in the Protestant Cemetery, whose cypresses cast their long shadows over the graves of many distinguished foreigners who have sought a last refuge of health and peace under the skies of Italy.

But no matter how much satisfaction he found in the honors that came with time and maturity, his main joy and relaxation came from traveling. When stress and too much work started to weigh on him, he would escape to the shore or the mountains. He visited Europe several times, and in 1859, he traveled around the world. Eventually, in 1876, he stepped away from active life and moved abroad, hoping to find the time to prepare a study on international law. He was still gathering his materials when, on January 6, 1882, death caught up with him. He was laid to rest in Rome at the Protestant Cemetery, where the cypresses cast their long shadows over the graves of many distinguished foreigners who sought their final refuge of health and peace under the skies of Italy.

Such a career as his would seem far enough from being a failure. Yet, in retirement, Dana looked back upon it not without regret. As a lawyer, he had felt a justifiable desire to see his labors crowned by his elevation to the bench; as an active participant in public affairs, he had felt that his services and talents rendered him deserving of a seat in Congress. Lacking these things, he might have hoped that the practice of his profession would yield him a fortune. Here again he was disappointed. In seeking the fulfillment of his ambitions, he was always on the high road to success; he never quite arrived.

Such a career as his would seem far from a failure. Yet, in retirement, Dana looked back on it with some regret. As a lawyer, he had a reasonable desire to see his work recognized by being appointed to the bench; as an active participant in public affairs, he felt that his services and skills warranted a seat in Congress. Missing out on these achievements, he might have hoped that practicing law would make him wealthy. Again, he was let down. In pursuing his ambitions, he was always on the path to success; he just never quite got there.

It is remarkable that, having written one successful book, Dana did not seek further reward as a man of letters. Two Years before the Mast appeared in 1840, while its author was still a law student. Though at the time it created no great stir in the United States, it was most favorably received in England, where it paved the way for many pleasant and valuable acquaintanceships. The following year, Dana produced a small volume on seamanship, entitled The Seaman's Friend. This, and a short account of a trip to Cuba in 1859, constitute the sole additions to his early venture. He was a copious letter-writer and kept full journals of his various travels; but he never elaborated them for publication. Yet, long before his death, he had seen the narrative of his sailor days recognized as an American classic. Time has not diminished its reputation. We read it to-day not merely for its simple, unpretentious style; but for its clear picture of sea life previous to the era of steam navigation, and for its graphic description of conditions in California before visions of gold sent the long lines of "prairie schooners" drifting across the plains to unfold the hidden destiny of the West.

It’s impressive that, after writing one successful book, Dana didn't chase more recognition as a writer. Two Years before the Mast came out in 1840, while he was still in law school. Although it didn't make a big impact in the United States at the time, it was very well received in England, leading to many enjoyable and valuable friendships. The next year, Dana released a small book on seamanship called The Seaman's Friend. This, along with a brief account of a trip to Cuba in 1859, makes up the only additions to his early work. He was a prolific letter writer and kept detailed journals of his travels, but he never expanded them for publication. Yet, long before he died, his account of his sailor days had been acknowledged as an American classic. Time hasn’t erased its significance. We read it today not only for its straightforward, humble style but also for its clear depiction of sea life before the age of steam navigation and its vivid portrayal of California’s conditions before the gold rush sent long lines of "prairie schooners" rolling across the plains to uncover the West's hidden destiny.


California and her Missions

It is not easy to realize that, during the stirring days when the eastern coast-line of North America was experiencing the ferment of revolution, the Pacific seaboard was almost totally unexplored, its population largely a savage one. But Spain, long established in Mexico, was slowly pushing northward along the California coast. Her emissaries were the Franciscan friars; her method the founding of Indian missions round which, in due course, should arise towns intended to afford harbor for Spanish ships and to serve as outposts against the steady encroachments of Russia, who, from Alaska, was reaching out toward San Francisco Bay.

It’s hard to believe that while the eastern coast of North America was caught up in the excitement of revolution, the Pacific coast was mostly uncharted, with a largely indigenous population. But Spain, already established in Mexico, was gradually moving north along the California coast. Their representatives were the Franciscan friars, and their strategy was to set up Indian missions that would eventually grow into towns meant to provide shelter for Spanish ships and act as outposts against Russia’s persistent push southward from Alaska toward San Francisco Bay.

Thus began the white settlement of California. San Diego Mission was founded in 1769; San Carlos, at Monterey, in 1770; San Francisco, in 1776; Santa Barbara, in 1786. For the general guardianship of these missions a garrison, or presidio, was in each case provided. It was responsible not only for the protection of the town thus created, but for all the missions in the district. The presidio of San Diego, for example, was in charge of the missions of San Diego, San Gabriel, San Juan Capistrano, and San Luis Rey. So, likewise, there were garrisons with extensive jurisdiction at Santa Barbara, Monterey, and San Francisco.

Thus began the white settlement of California. San Diego Mission was founded in 1769; San Carlos, at Monterey, in 1770; San Francisco, in 1776; Santa Barbara, in 1786. For the overall protection of these missions, a garrison, or presidio, was established at each location. It was responsible not only for the safety of the town created there but also for all the missions in the area. The presidio of San Diego, for example, oversaw the missions of San Diego, San Gabriel, San Juan Capistrano, and San Luis Rey. Similarly, there were garrisons with broad responsibilities in Santa Barbara, Monterey, and San Francisco.

The Indians in the immediate vicinity of a mission were attached thereto by a sort of gentle enslavement. They were provided special quarters, were carefully looked after by the priests, their religious education fostered, and their innate laziness conquered by specific requirements of labor in agriculture, cattle raising, and simple handicrafts. It was an arrangement which worked well for both parties concerned. The slavery of the Indians was not unlike the obligation of children to their parents; they were comfortable, well behaved, and for the most part contented with the rule of the friars, who, on their side, began to accumulate considerable wealth from the well-directed efforts of their charges.

The Native Americans living near the mission were connected to it through a kind of mild servitude. They were given special living quarters, carefully cared for by the priests, received religious education, and their natural tendency towards laziness was addressed through specific work requirements in farming, cattle raising, and simple crafts. This setup benefited both sides. The situation of the Native Americans was similar to that of children with their parents; they were comfortable, well-behaved, and mostly satisfied with the friars' authority, who, in turn, started to accumulate significant wealth from the successful efforts of their charges.

The supposition was that in the course of years the Indians might become so habituated to thrift and industry as to be released from supervision and safely left to their own devices. But that happy consummation had not occurred when, in 1826, Mexico succeeded in separating herself from the mother country and began her career as an independent republic, of which California was a part. Nevertheless, the greed of politicians suddenly wrought the change which was to have come as the slow development of years. By governmental decree, the Indians were declared free of obligation to the friars; the latter were stripped of their temporal powers, their funds seized under the guise of a loan, and their establishments often subjected to what was little short of pillage. This state of affairs had scarcely begun at the time of the author's visit to California; still, as he points out in Chapter XXI, the decline of the missions had already set in.

The assumption was that over the years, the Native Americans might become so used to saving and working hard that they could be trusted to manage their own lives without supervision. But that ideal situation hadn't happened by 1826, when Mexico managed to separate from the mother country and began its journey as an independent republic, with California as part of it. Still, the greed of politicians quickly triggered the change that was meant to develop gradually over time. By government decree, the Native Americans were declared free from their obligations to the friars; the friars lost their power, their funds were taken under the pretense of a loan, and their establishments were often subjected to what was basically looting. This situation had barely begun by the time the author visited California; however, as he notes in Chapter XXI, the decline of the missions had already started.

The final blow to their power and usefulness came, however, with the upheaval accompanying the Mexican war and the acquisition of California by the United States. Although this country returned all mission buildings to the control of the Church, their reason for being had vanished; they were sold, or destroyed, or feebly maintained on funds insufficient to forestall dilapidation. Fortunately the Franciscan friars had built for beauty as well as for use; the architecture which they devised in skillful adaptation of their native Spanish type displayed originality and picturesque charm. Hence, of late years, Californians have come to feel a worthy pride in the monuments of the early history of their state, and have taken steps to preserve such of them as survive. No less than twenty-one are today the goal of the traveller.

The final blow to their power and usefulness came with the turmoil of the Mexican War and the U.S. acquisition of California. Although the U.S. returned all mission buildings to the Church, their purpose had disappeared; they were either sold, destroyed, or poorly maintained with funds that weren't enough to prevent decay. Luckily, the Franciscan friars built not only for practicality but also for beauty; the architecture they created, skillfully adapting their native Spanish style, displayed originality and picturesque charm. As a result, in recent years, Californians have developed a sense of pride in the monuments of their state's early history and have taken steps to preserve those that still exist. Today, no fewer than twenty-one of these sites are on every traveler's list.

The reader who is interested in pursuing the subject thus outlined will find its satisfactory treatment in George Wharton James's In and out of the old Missions of California, a book that combines agreeable reading with excellent illustrations.

The reader who wants to explore the topic outlined here will find it well covered in George Wharton James's In and out of the old Missions of California, a book that offers enjoyable reading along with great illustrations.


Bibliographical References

The author's life is fully and sympathetically treated in Charles Francis Adams's Richard Henry Dana. Boston, 1890.

The author's life is thoroughly and compassionately covered in Charles Francis Adams's Richard Henry Dana. Boston, 1890.

The most exhaustive history of California and the Pacific coast in general is H. H. Bancroft's History of the Pacific States of North America. San Francisco, 1882-1888. A briefer work is Josiah Royce's California. Boston, 1886. Though this book considers mainly the transition period, 1846-1856, its introduction gives an excellent survey of earlier years. F. J. Turner's Rise of the New West, which is volume XIV of the American Nation, New York, 1907, tells the story of the development of the whole territory west of the Mississippi.

The most comprehensive history of California and the Pacific coast is H. H. Bancroft's *History of the Pacific States of North America*. San Francisco, 1882-1888. A shorter work is Josiah Royce's *California*. Boston, 1886. Although this book mainly focuses on the transition period from 1846 to 1856, its introduction provides an excellent overview of earlier years. F. J. Turner's *Rise of the New West*, which is volume XIV of the *American Nation*, New York, 1907, narrates the story of the development of the entire territory west of the Mississippi.

Those who are curious to search out all the items of ship construction will find them adequately illustrated, under the caption, "ship," in both Standard and Century dictionaries.

Those who are curious about exploring all aspects of ship construction will find them well illustrated under the heading "ship" in both the Standard and Century dictionaries.


Explanation of Diagram

The following diagram, from which many details have been omitted, presents sufficient data for an understanding of the more important nautical terms which occur in the text. A number of other such terms have been explained in the notes. In omitting reference to many more, the editor has felt that ovarannotation would turn a straightforward and interesting narrative into a mere excuse for a nautical dictionary, and quite defeat the purpose of the book. The author's technical vocabulary, even when most bewildering, serves to give force and the vividness of local color to his descriptions. To pause in the midst of a storm at sea for comment and definition would result merely in checking the movement of the story and putting a damper upon the imagination.

The following diagram, which leaves out many details, provides enough information to understand the key nautical terms used in the text. Several other terms have been clarified in the notes. By choosing not to include many more terms, the editor believed that too much annotation would turn a straightforward and engaging narrative into just a nautical dictionary, undermining the book's purpose. The author’s technical language, even when confusing, adds strength and a sense of local color to his descriptions. Stopping in the middle of a storm at sea to explain and define would only interrupt the story's flow and dampen the imagination.

Two Years before the Mast affords the teacher a somewhat unusual opportunity. Few literary works are better calculated to stimulate inquiry into the remarkable changes which three-quarters of a century have wrought in the United States. Much profitable class employment in the drawing of maps and the writing of brief themes dealing with various phases of the romantic history of California will suggest itself. The numerous geographical allusions should be traced with the aid of an atlas.

Two Years before the Mast offers teachers a unique opportunity. Few literary works are better suited to inspire exploration into the significant changes that have taken place in the United States over the past seventy-five years. Engaging classroom activities like drawing maps and writing short essays about the various aspects of California's romantic history will come to mind. The many geographical references should be explored using an atlas.

            |        --+--
          --+--      | |j|
           /| |      --+--
          / |f|      | |i|
         /  +--     ---+---
        /  /|e|     |  |  |
       /  / +---    |  | h|
      /  /  |  |   ----+----
     /a /   |d |   |   |   |
    /__/ b  +----  |   | g |
   /  /_____|c  |   \__|____\
  /__/      |___|      |
     \------+----------+-------
      \_______________________/
            |        --+--
          --+--      | |j|
           /| |      --+--
          / |f|      | |i|
         /  +--     ---+---
        /  /|e|     |  |  |
       /  / +---    |  | h|
      /  /  |  |   ----+----
     /a /   |d |   |   |   |
    /__/ b  +----  |   | g |
   /  /_____|c  |   \__|____\
  /__/      |___|      |
     \------+----------+-------
      \_______________________/
  a. Flying jib.
  b. Jib.
  c. Foresail.
  d. Foretopsail.
  e. Foretopgallantsail.
  f. Foreroyal.
  g. Mainsail.
  h. Maintopsail.
  i. Maintopgallantsail.
  j. Mainroyal.
  a. Flying jib.  
  b. Jib.  
  c. Foresail.  
  d. Foretopsail.  
  e. Foretopgallantsail.  
  f. Foreroyal.  
  g. Mainsail.  
  h. Maintopsail.  
  i. Maintopgallantsail.  
  j. Mainroyal.  


                         |
                         |B2
                |        |        |C2
                |A2   6--+--      |
             3--+--      |     9--+--
                |       ||        |
               ||       |        ||
               |     5--+--      |
           2---+---     |B1      |C1
  E --__       |A1     ||    8---+---
        --__  ||       |         |
            --|   4----+----    ||
         1----+----    |   7----+----          G __--
              |        |        |            __-- /
              |A       |B       |C     F __-- \  /
   D          |        |        |    __--     H\/
  ------______|________|________|________---------
        \_______________________________/
                         |
                         |B2
                |        |        |C2
                |A2   6--+--      |
             3--+--      |     9--+--
                |       ||        |
               ||       |        ||
               |     5--+--      |
           2---+---     |B1      |C1
  E --__       |A1     ||    8---+---
        --__  ||       |         |
            --|   4----+----    ||
         1----+----    |   7----+----          G __--
              |        |        |            __-- /
              |A       |B       |C     F __-- \  /
   D          |        |        |    __--     H\/
  ------______|________|________|________---------
        \_______________________________/
   A. Mizzenmast.
  A1. Mizzentopmast.
  A2. Mizzentopgallant and royalmast.
   B. Mainmast.
  B1. Maintopmast.
  B2. Maintopgallant and royalmast.
   C. Foremast.
  C1. Foretopmast.
  C2. Foretopgallant and royalmast.
   D. Spanker boom.
   E. Spanker gaff.
   F. Bowsprit.
   G. Jib boom and flying jib boom.
   H. Martingale boom.
   A. Mizzenmast.  
  A1. Mizzentopmast.  
  A2. Mizzentopgallant and royalmast.  
   B. Mainmast.  
  B1. Maintopmast.  
  B2. Maintopgallant and royalmast.  
   C. Foremast.  
  C1. Foretopmast.  
  C2. Foretopgallant and royalmast.  
   D. Spanker boom.  
   E. Spanker gaff.  
   F. Bowsprit.  
   G. Jib boom and flying jib boom.  
   H. Martingale boom.  
  1. Crossjack yard.
  2. Mizzentopsail yard.
  3. Mizzentopgallant yard.
  4. Main yard.
  5. Maintopsail yard.
  6. Maintopgallant yard.
  7. Fore yard.
  8. Foretopsail yard.
  9. Foretopgallant yard.
  1. Crossjack yard.
  2. Mizzentopsail yard.
  3. Mizzentopgallant yard.
  4. Main yard.
  5. Maintopsail yard.
  6. Maintopgallant yard.
  7. Fore yard.
  8. Foretopsail yard.
  9. Foretopgallant yard.

[Editor: Many more numbered lifts, stays, and braces were left out of these simplified diagrams. They are intended to be viewed using a fixed-width font.]

[Editor: Many more numbered lifts, stays, and braces were left out of these simplified diagrams. They are intended to be viewed using a fixed-width font.]

Each mast section is joined to the lower one in two places:

Each mast section is connected to the lower one in two spots:

              | |
              | |
           ___|_|_
           \_____/  Mast cap.
            | | |
            | | |
            | | |
           _|_|_|_
           \_____/  Trestletree.
            | |
            | |
              | |
              | |
           ___|_|_
           \_____/  Mast cap.
            | | |
            | | |
            | | |
           _|_|_|_
           \_____/  Trestletree.
            | |
            | |

Each mast also sports net-like rigging from the lowest trestletree to the deck. These are called "shrouds".

Each mast also has net-like rigging from the lowest trestletree to the deck. These are called "shrouds."




TWO YEARS BEFORE THE MAST


CONTENTS

  PREFACE
I   DEPARTURE
II   FIRST IMPRESSIONS—"SAIL HO!"
III   SHIP'S DUTIES—TROPICS
IV   A ROGUE—TROUBLE ON BOARD—"LAND HO!"—POMPERO—CAPE HORN
V   CAPE HORN—A VISIT
VI   LOSS OF A MAN—SUPERSTITION
VII   JUAN FERNANDEZ—THE PACIFIC
VIII   "TARRING DOWN"—DAILY LIFE—"GOING AFT"—CALIFORNIA
IX   CALIFORNIA—A SOUTH-EASTER
X   A SOUTH-EASTER—PASSAGE UP THE COAST
XI   PASSAGE UP THE COAST—MONTEREY
XII   LIFE AT MONTEREY
XIII   TRADING—A BRITISH SAILOR
XIV   SANTA BARBARA—HIDE-DROGHING—HARBOR DUTIES—DISCONTENT—SAN PEDRO
XV   A FLOGGING—A NIGHT ON SHORE—THE STATE OF THINGS ON BOARD—SAN DIEGO
XVI   LIBERTY-DAY ON SHORE
XVII   SAN DIEGO—A DESERTION—SAN PEDRO AGAIN—BEATING THE COAST
XVIII   EASTER SUNDAY—"SAIL HO!"—WHALES—SAN JUAN—ROMANCE OF HIDE-DROGHING—SAN DIEGO AGAIN
XIX   THE SANDWICH ISLANDERS—HIDE-CURING—WOOD-CUTTING—RATTLE-SNAKES—NEW-COMERS
XX   LEISURE—NEWS FROM HOME—"BURNING THE WATER"
XXI   CALIFORNIA AND ITS INHABITANTS
XXII   LIFE ON SHORE—THE ALERT
XXIII   NEW SHIP AND SHIPMATES—MY WATCHMATE
XXIV   SAN DIEGO AGAIN—A DESCENT—HURRIED DEPARTURE—A NEW SHIPMATE
XXV   RUMORS OF WAR—A SPOUTER—SLIPPING FOR A SOUTH-EASTER—A GALE
XXVI   SAN FRANCISCO—MONTEREY
XXVII   THE SUNDAY WASH-UP—ON SHORE—A SET-TO—A GRANDEE—"SAIL HO!"—A FANDANGO
XXVIII   AN OLD FRIEND—A VICTIM—CALIFORNIA RANGERS—NEWS FROM
XXIX   LOADING FOR HOME—A SURPRISE—LAST OF AN OLD FRIEND—THE LAST HIDE—A HARD CASE—UP ANCHOR, FOR HOME!—HOMEWARD BOUND
XXX   BEGINNING THE LONG RETURN VOYAGE—A SCARE
XXXI   BAD PROSPECTS—FIRST TOUCH OF CAPE HORN—ICEBERGS—TEMPERANCE SHIPS—SHIPS—LYING-UP—ICE—DIFFICULTY ON BOARD—CHANGE OF COURSE—STRAITS OF MAGELLAN
XXXII   ICE AGAIN—A BEAUTIFUL AFTERNOON—CAPE HORN—"LAND HO!"—HEADING FOR HOME
XXXIII   CRACKING ON—PROGRESS HOMEWARD—A PLEASANT SUNDAY—A FINE
XXXIV   NARROW ESCAPES—THE EQUATOR—TROPICAL SQUALLS—A THUNDER STORM
XXXV   A DOUBLE-REEF-TOP-SAIL BREEZE—SCURVY—A FRIEND IN NEED—PREPARING FOR PORT—THE GULF STREAM
XXXVI   SOUNDINGS—SIGHTS FROM HOME—BOSTON HARBOR—LEAVING THE SHIP CONCLUDING CHAPTER



PREFACE

I am unwilling to present this narrative to the public without a few words in explanation of my reasons for publishing it. Since Mr. Cooper's Pilot and Red Rover, there have been so many stories of sea-life written, that I should really think it unjustifiable in me to add one to the number without being able to give reasons in some measure warranting me in so doing.

I’m not comfortable sharing this story with the public without explaining why I decided to publish it. Since Mr. Cooper’s *Pilot* and *Red Rover*, there have been so many sea-life stories written that it feels unfair for me to add another one without providing some justification for doing so.

With the single exception, as I am quite confident, of Mr. Ames's entertaining, but hasty and desultory work, called "Mariner's Sketches," all the books professing to give life at sea have been written by persons who have gained their experience as naval officers, or passengers, and of these, there are very few which are intended to be taken as narratives of facts.

With the one exception, which I’m pretty sure is Mr. Ames's entertaining but quick and scattered work titled "Mariner's Sketches," all the books claiming to portray life at sea have been written by people who’ve gained their experience as naval officers or passengers, and very few of these are meant to be seen as factual narratives.

Now, in the first place, the whole course of life, and daily duties, the discipline, habits and customs of a man-of-war are very different from those of the merchant service; and in the next place, however entertaining and well written these books may be, and however accurately they may give sea-life as it appears to their authors, it must still be plain to every one that a naval officer, who goes to sea as a gentleman, "with his gloves on," (as the phrase is,) and who associated only with his fellow-officers, and hardly speaks to a sailor except through a boatswain's mate, must take a very different view of the whole matter from that which would be taken by a common sailor.

First of all, the entire lifestyle, daily responsibilities, discipline, habits, and customs of a warship are very different from those of commercial shipping. Furthermore, no matter how entertaining and well-written these books are, or how accurately they depict life at sea from the authors' perspectives, it should be obvious to everyone that a naval officer, who goes to sea as a gentleman “with his gloves on,” as the saying goes, and who interacts only with fellow officers, often speaking to sailors only through a boatswain's mate, must have a very different view of the whole situation compared to an average sailor.

Besides the interest which every one must feel in exhibitions of life in those forms in which he himself has never experienced it; there has been, of late years, a great deal of attention directed toward common seamen, and a strong sympathy awakened in their behalf. Yet I believe that, with the single exception which I have mentioned, there has not been a book written, professing to give their life and experiences, by one who has been of them, and can know what their life really is. A voice from the forecastle has hardly yet been heard.

Besides the interest that everyone must have in seeing aspects of life they haven't experienced themselves, there has been a lot of attention in recent years focused on ordinary sailors, along with a strong sense of sympathy for them. Still, I believe that, except for the one example I mentioned, there hasn’t been a book written about their lives and experiences by someone who has actually been part of that world and knows what their life is really like. A voice from the crew quarters has hardly been heard yet.

In the following pages I design to give an accurate and authentic narrative of a little more than two years spent as a common sailor, before the mast, in the American merchant service. It is written out from a journal which I kept at the time, and from notes which I made of most of the events as they happened; and in it I have adhered closely to fact in every particular, and endeavored to give each thing its true character. In so doing, I have been obliged occasionally to use strong and coarse expressions, and in some instances to give scenes which may be painful to nice feelings; but I have very carefully avoided doing so, whenever I have not felt them essential to giving the true character of a scene. My design is, and it is this which has induced me to publish the book, to present the life of a common sailor at sea as it really is,—the light and the dark together.

In the following pages, I plan to provide an accurate and genuine account of a little over two years I spent as an ordinary sailor, working on the deck, in the American merchant service. It's based on a journal I kept at the time and notes I made about most of the events as they occurred; I’ve stuck closely to the facts in every detail and tried to convey the true nature of each situation. In doing so, I’ve had to occasionally use strong and blunt language, and at times depict scenes that might upset sensitive readers; however, I’ve been very careful to avoid this whenever I didn’t think it was necessary to convey the true essence of a scene. My goal, which is also why I decided to publish this book, is to portray the life of a common sailor at sea as it truly is—both the good and the bad.

There may be in some parts a good deal that is unintelligible to the general reader; but I have found from my own experience, and from what I have heard from others, that plain matters of fact in relation to customs and habits of life new to us, and descriptions of life under new aspects, act upon the inexperienced through the imagination, so that we are hardly aware of our want of technical knowledge. Thousands read the escape of the American frigate through the British channel, and the chase and wreck of the Bristol trader in the Red Rover, and follow the minute nautical manoeuvres with breathless interest, who do not know the name of a rope in the ship; and perhaps with none the less admiration and enthusiasm for their want of acquaintance with the professional detail.

There might be parts that are pretty hard to understand for the average reader, but from my experience and what I've heard from others, straightforward facts about customs and lifestyles that are new to us, along with descriptions of life from different perspectives, really engage those who are inexperienced, so much so that we hardly notice our lack of technical knowledge. Thousands read about the American frigate escaping through the British channel and the chase and wreck of the Bristol trader in the Red Rover. They follow the detailed nautical maneuvers with intense interest, even if they can't name a single rope on the ship, and they may even admire and appreciate it more due to their unfamiliarity with the professional details.

In preparing this narrative I have carefully avoided incorporating into it any impressions but those made upon me by the events as they occurred, leaving to my concluding chapter, to which I shall respectfully call the reader's attention, those views which have been suggested to me by subsequent reflection.

In writing this story, I’ve intentionally only included my thoughts and feelings based on the events as they happened. I’ll save my reflections and opinions from later consideration for the last chapter, which I will respectfully direct the reader’s attention to.

These reasons, and the advice of a few friends, have led me to give this narrative to the press. If it shall interest the general reader, and call more attention to the welfare of seamen, or give any information as to their real condition, which may serve to raise them in the rank of beings, and to promote in any measure their religious and moral improvement, and diminish the hardships of their daily life, the end of its publication will be answered.

These reasons, along with the suggestions from a few friends, have prompted me to share this story with the public. If it captures the interest of readers, brings more focus to the well-being of sailors, or provides insights into their true situation that could help elevate their status and support their spiritual and moral growth, and ease the challenges of their everyday lives, then the purpose of this publication will be fulfilled.

R.H.D., Jr.
Boston, July, 1840.

R.H.D., Jr.
Boston, July 1840.




CHAPTER I

DEPARTURE

The fourteenth of August was the day fixed upon for the sailing of the brig Pilgrim on her voyage from Boston round Cape Horn to the western coast of North America. As she was to get under weigh early in the afternoon, I made my appearance on board at twelve o'clock, in full sea-rig, and with my chest, containing an outfit for a two or three year voyage, which I had undertaken from a determination to cure, if possible, by an entire change of life, and by a long absence from books and study, a weakness of the eyes, which had obliged me to give up my pursuits, and which no medical aid seemed likely to cure.

The fourteenth of August was the day set for the sailing of the brig Pilgrim on her journey from Boston around Cape Horn to the west coast of North America. Since she was supposed to leave early in the afternoon, I showed up on board at noon, fully dressed for sea, with my suitcase that held supplies for a two to three-year voyage. I had decided to take this trip to try to heal a problem with my eyesight, which had forced me to quit my studies, and no medical treatment seemed to offer any hope of a cure.

The change from the tight dress coat, silk cap, and kid gloves of an undergraduate at Cambridge, to the loose duck trowsers, checked shirt and tarpaulin hat of a sailor, though somewhat of a transformation, was soon made, and I supposed that I should pass very well for a jack tar. But it is impossible to deceive the practised eye in these matters; and while I supposed myself to be looking as salt as Neptune himself, I was, no doubt, known for a landsman by every one on board as soon as I hove in sight. A sailor has a peculiar cut to his clothes, and a way of wearing them which a green hand can never get. The trowsers, tight round the hips, and thence hanging long and loose round the feet, a superabundance of checked shirt, a low-crowned, well varnished black hat, worn on the back of the head, with half a fathom of black ribbon hanging over the left eye, and a peculiar tie to the black silk neckerchief, with sundry other minutiae, are signs, the want of which betray the beginner at once. Beside the points in my dress which were out of the way, doubtless my complexion and hands were enough to distinguish me from the regular salt, who, with a sun-burnt cheek, wide step, and rolling gait, swings his bronzed and toughened hands athwart-ships, half open, as though just ready to grasp a rope.

The switch from the fitted dress coat, silk cap, and kid gloves of a Cambridge student to the loose duck trousers, checked shirt, and tarpaulin hat of a sailor was quite a change, but it happened quickly, and I thought I could easily pass for a sailor. However, it’s impossible to fool the trained eye in these situations; while I believed I looked as sea-worthy as Neptune himself, I was likely recognized as a landlubber by everyone on board as soon as I appeared. A sailor's clothes have a unique fit and a style that a novice can never replicate. The trousers are snug around the hips and fall long and loose around the feet, there’s an excess of checked shirt fabric, a low-crowned, shiny black hat worn at the back of the head with a length of black ribbon hanging over the left eye, and a specific way the black silk neckerchief is tied, along with other details that immediately identify a beginner. Besides the unusual aspects of my outfit, my complexion and hands surely set me apart from the seasoned sailors, who, with sun-kissed cheeks, confident strides, and a rolling walk, swing their tanned, toughened hands across the deck, half open, as if ready to grab a rope.

"With all my imperfections on my head," I joined the crew, and we hauled out into the stream, and came to anchor for the night. The next day we were employed in preparations for sea, reeving studding-sail gear, crossing royal yards, putting on chafing gear, and taking on board our powder. On the following night, I stood my first watch. I remained awake nearly all the first part of the night from fear that I might not hear when I was called; and when I went on deck, so great were my ideas of the importance of my trust, that I walked regularly fore and aft the whole length of the vessel, looking out over the bows and taffrail at each turn, and was not a little surprised at the coolness of the old salt whom I called to take my place, in stowing himself snugly away under the long boat, for a nap. That was sufficient lookout, he thought, for a fine night, at anchor in a safe harbor.

"With all my flaws weighing on me," I joined the crew, and we sailed out into the stream, then dropped anchor for the night. The next day, we busied ourselves getting ready for sea, rigging up the studding-sail gear, crossing the royal yards, putting on protective gear, and loading our powder. That night, I stood my first watch. I stayed awake for most of the first part of the night, worried that I wouldn't hear when I was called; and when I went on deck, I was so aware of my responsibility that I walked back and forth the entire length of the vessel, peering over the bows and the stern each time. I was somewhat taken aback by the relaxed attitude of the old sailor I called to take my spot, as he cozied up under the longboat for a nap. He figured that was enough lookout for a nice night, anchored in a safe harbor.

The next morning was Saturday, and a breeze having sprung up from the southward, we took a pilot on board, hove up our anchor, and began beating down the bay. I took leave of those of my friends who came to see me off, and had barely opportunity to take a last look at the city, and well-known objects, as no time is allowed on board ship for sentiment. As we drew down into the lower harbor, we found the wind ahead in the bay, and were obliged to come to anchor in the roads. We remained there through the day and a part of the night. My watch began at eleven o'clock at night, and I received orders to call the captain if the wind came out from the westward. About midnight the wind became fair, and having called the captain, I was ordered to call all hands. How I accomplished this I do not know, but I am quite sure I did not give the true hoarse, boatswain call of "A-a-ll ha-a-a-nds! up anchor, a-ho-oy!" In a short time every one was in motion, the sails loosed, the yards braced, and we began to heave up the anchor, which was our last hold upon Yankee land. I could take but little part in all these preparations. My little knowledge of a vessel was all at fault. Unintelligible orders were so rapidly given and so immediately executed; there was such a hurrying about, and such an intermingling of strange cries and stranger actions, that I was completely bewildered. There is not so helpless and pitiable an object in the world as a landsman beginning a sailor's life. At length those peculiar, long-drawn sounds, which denote that the crew are heaving the windlass, began, and in a few moments we were under weigh. The noise of the water thrown from the bows began to be heard, the vessel leaned over from the damp night breeze, and rolled with the heavy ground swell, and we had actually begun our long, long journey. This was literally bidding "good night" to my native land.

The next morning was Saturday, and with a breeze coming in from the south, we brought a pilot on board, weighed anchor, and started making our way down the bay. I said goodbye to the friends who came to see me off and hardly had time for a last glance at the city and familiar sights, as there's no time for sentiment on a ship. As we moved into the lower harbor, the wind shifted and came at us in the bay, forcing us to anchor in the roads. We stayed there for the day and part of the night. My watch started at eleven o'clock, and I was instructed to call the captain if the wind shifted to the west. Around midnight, the wind became favorable, and after summoning the captain, I was told to call the entire crew. I can't remember exactly how I did it, but I'm pretty sure I didn't use the proper boatswain's call of "A-a-ll ha-a-a-nds! up anchor, a-ho-oy!" Before long, everyone was moving, the sails were loosened, the yards were adjusted, and we began to lift the anchor, which was our last connection to Yankee land. I couldn't really participate in all the preparations; my limited knowledge about sailing left me confused. Orders were shouted out quickly and executed just as fast; there was so much rushing around and a jumble of strange shouts and actions that I was totally lost. There's nothing more helpless and pitiful than a landlubber starting a sailor's life. Eventually, those distinct, drawn-out sounds signaling that the crew was cranking the windlass began, and within minutes, we were underway. The splash of water from the bow could be heard, the ship tilted in the damp night breeze, and rolled with the heavy swell, and we had truly started our long journey. It was literally saying "good night" to my homeland.




CHAPTER II

FIRST IMPRESSIONS—"SAIL HO!"

The first day we passed at sea was the Sabbath. As we were just from port, and there was a great deal to be done on board, we were kept at work all day, and at night the watches were set, and everything put into sea order. When we were called aft to be divided into watches, I had a good specimen of the manner of a sea captain. After the division had been made, he gave a short characteristic speech, walking the quarter deck with a cigar in his mouth, and dropping the words out between the puffs.

The first day we spent at sea was on a Sunday. Since we had just left port and there was a lot to do on the ship, we worked all day. At night, the watches were assigned, and everything was secured for the sea. When we were called to the back of the ship to be divided into watches, I got a good look at how a sea captain operates. After the division was made, he gave a brief, distinctive speech while pacing the quarterdeck with a cigar in his mouth, letting the words slip out between puffs.

"Now, my men, we have begun a long voyage. If we get along well together, we shall have a comfortable time; if we don't, we shall have hell afloat.—All you've got to do is to obey your orders and do your duty like men,—then you'll fare well enough;—if you don't, you'll fare hard enough,—I can tell you. If we pull together, you'll find me a clever fellow; if we don't, you'll find me a bloody rascal.—That's all I've got to say.—Go below, the larboard watch!"

"Alright, guys, we’ve started a long journey. If we work well together, we’ll have an easy time; if not, it’ll be tough out here. All you need to do is follow your orders and do your job like men, and you’ll be just fine; if you don’t, things won’t go well for you, believe me. If we unite, you’ll see that I’m a good leader; if we don’t, you’ll see a real jerk. That’s all I have to say. Now, go below, the left watch!"

I being in the starboard or second mate's watch, had the opportunity of keeping the first watch at sea. S——, a young man, making, like myself, his first voyage, was in the same watch, and as he was the son of a professional man, and had been in a counting-room in Boston, we found that we had many friends and topics in common. We talked these matters over,—Boston, what our friends were probably doing, our voyage, etc., until he went to take his turn at the look-out, and left me to myself. I had now a fine time for reflection. I felt for the first time the perfect silence of the sea. The officer was walking the quarter deck, where I had no right to go, one or two men were talking on the forecastle, whom I had little inclination to join, so that I was left open to the full impression of everything about me. However much I was affected by the beauty of the sea, the bright stars, and the clouds driven swiftly over them, I could not but remember that I was separating myself from all the social and intellectual enjoyments of life. Yet, strange as it may seem, I did then and afterwards take pleasure in these reflections, hoping by them to prevent my becoming insensible to the value of what I was leaving.

I was on the starboard watch, also known as the second mate's watch, and had the chance to take the first watch at sea. S——, a young guy who was also on his first voyage, was in the same watch. Since he was the son of a professional and had worked in a counting room in Boston, we discovered we had a lot of mutual friends and topics to discuss. We talked about things like Boston, what our friends were probably up to, our voyage, and so on, until he went to take his turn at the lookout, leaving me alone. This gave me a great opportunity for reflection. For the first time, I truly felt the perfect silence of the sea. The officer was walking the quarterdeck, where I didn’t belong, and a couple of guys were chatting on the forecastle, but I had little desire to join them, so I was left to fully absorb everything around me. As much as I was captivated by the beauty of the sea, the bright stars, and the clouds swiftly drifting by, I couldn't help but remember that I was distancing myself from all the social and intellectual joys of life. Yet, strangely enough, I found pleasure in these thoughts, hoping they would help me appreciate what I was leaving behind.

But all my dreams were soon put to flight by an order from the officer to trim the yards, as the wind was getting ahead; and I could plainly see by the looks the sailors occasionally cast to windward, and by the dark clouds that were fast coming up, that we had bad weather to prepare for, and had heard the captain say that he expected to be in the Gulf Stream by twelve o'clock. In a few minutes eight bells were struck, the watch called, and we went below. I now began to feel the first discomforts of a sailor's life. The steerage in which I lived was filled with coils of rigging, spare sails, old junk and ship stores, which had not been stowed away. Moreover, there had been no berths built for us to sleep in, and we were not allowed to drive nails to hang our clothes upon. The sea, too, had risen, the vessel was rolling heavily, and everything was pitched about in grand confusion. There was a complete "hurrah's nest," as the sailors say, "everything on top and nothing at hand." A large hawser had been coiled away upon my chest; my hats, boots, mattress and blankets had all fetched away and gone over to leeward, and were jammed and broken under the boxes and coils of rigging. To crown all, we were allowed no light to find anything with, and I was just beginning to feel strong symptoms of sea-sickness, and that listlessness and inactivity which accompany it. Giving up all attempts to collect my things together, I lay down upon the sails, expecting every moment to hear the cry of "all hands, ahoy," which the approaching storm would soon make necessary. I shortly heard the rain-drops falling on deck, thick and fast, and the watch evidently had their hands full of work, for I could hear the loud and repeated orders of the mate, the trampling of feet, the creaking of blocks, and all the accompaniments of a coming storm. In a few minutes the slide of the hatch was thrown back, which let down the noise and tumult of the deck still louder, the loud cry of "All hands, ahoy! tumble up here and take in sail," saluted our ears, and the hatch was quickly shut again. When I got upon deck, a new scene and a new experience were before me. The little brig was close hauled upon the wind, and lying over, as it then seemed to me, nearly upon her beam ends. The heavy head sea was beating against her bows with the noise and force almost of a sledge-hammer, and flying over the deck, drenching us completely through. The topsail halyards had been let go, and the great sails filling out and backing against the masts with a noise like thunder. The wind was whistling through the rigging, loose ropes flying about; loud and, to me, unintelligible orders constantly given and rapidly executed, and the sailors "singing out" at the ropes in their hoarse and peculiar strains. In addition to all this, I had not got my "sea legs on," was dreadfully sick, with hardly strength enough to hold on to anything, and it was "pitch dark." This was my state when I was ordered aloft, for the first time, to reef topsails.

But all my dreams were soon dashed by an order from the officer to trim the yards, as the wind was picking up. I could clearly see by the looks the sailors occasionally shot towards the wind and the dark clouds quickly rolling in that we had bad weather to get ready for, and I had heard the captain say he expected to be in the Gulf Stream by noon. In a few minutes, the bell struck eight, the watch was called, and we went below deck. I was starting to feel the first discomforts of a sailor's life. The area where I stayed was cluttered with coils of rigging, spare sails, old junk, and ship supplies that hadn’t been stored properly. To make things worse, there were no bunks for us to sleep in, and we weren't allowed to hammer in nails to hang our clothes on. The sea had picked up, the ship was rolling heavily, and everything was tossed about in chaotic confusion. It was a complete "hurrah's nest," as the sailors say, "everything on top and nothing at hand." A large hawser had been coiled away on my chest; my hats, boots, mattress, and blankets had all flown away and gone over to leeward, crushing under boxes and coils of rigging. To top it all off, we weren’t allowed any light to see anything, and I was just starting to feel strong signs of seasickness, along with that sense of listlessness and inactivity that comes with it. Giving up on collecting my things, I lay down on the sails, expecting to hear the cry of "all hands, ahoy," which the approaching storm would soon make necessary. I soon heard the rain pouring down on deck, fast and heavy, and the watch clearly had their hands full because I could hear the loud and repeated orders from the mate, the sound of footsteps, the creaking of blocks, and all the commotion of a brewing storm. In a few minutes, the hatch slid open, letting in the noise and chaos from the deck even louder, followed by the loud shout of "All hands, ahoy! Tumble up here and take in sail," which reached our ears before the hatch was quickly shut again. When I got up on deck, a new scene and a new experience awaited me. The little brig was close-hauled against the wind, and it seemed to me she was nearly on her side. The heavy head sea was crashing against her bow with a force and noise almost like a sledgehammer, drenching us completely. The topsail halyards had been released, and the great sails filled out and pressed against the masts with a sound like thunder. The wind was whistling through the rigging, loose ropes were flying around; loud and, to me, incomprehensible orders were being constantly shouted and quickly followed, and the sailors were "singing out" at the ropes in their rough and unique voices. On top of all this, I hadn't gotten my "sea legs" yet, was feeling terribly sick, barely had the strength to hold on to anything, and it was "pitch dark." This was my state when I was ordered up into the rigging for the first time to reef the topsails.

How I got along, I cannot now remember. I "laid out" on the yards and held on with all my strength. I could not have been of much service, for I remember having been sick several times before I left the topsail yard. Soon all was snug aloft, and we were again allowed to go below. This I did not consider much of a favor, for the confusion of everything below, and that inexpressible sickening smell, caused by the shaking up of the bilge-water in the hold, made the steerage but an indifferent refuge from the cold, wet decks. I had often read of the nautical experiences of others, but I felt as though there could be none worse than mine; for in addition to every other evil, I could not but remember that this was only the first night of a two years' voyage. When we were on deck we were not much better off, for we were continually ordered about by the officer, who said that it was good for us to be in motion. Yet anything was better than the horrible state of things below. I remember very well going to the hatchway and putting my head down, when I was oppressed by nausea, and always being relieved immediately. It was as good as an emetic.

How I managed, I can't really recall now. I "laid out" on the yards and held on with all my strength. I can't have been much help, as I remember feeling sick several times before I left the topsail yard. Soon everything was secured up high, and we were allowed to go down below again. I didn’t see this as much of a favor, because the chaos down there and that indescribably nauseating smell from the bilge water in the hold made the steerage an unimpressive refuge from the cold, wet decks. I had often read about other people's naval experiences, but I felt like none could be worse than mine; in addition to everything else, I couldn’t help but remember that this was only the first night of a two-year voyage. When we were on deck, things weren't much better, as we were constantly commanded by the officer, who insisted it was good for us to stay active. But anything was better than the awful conditions below. I clearly remember going to the hatchway and leaning down when I felt nauseous, and always finding immediate relief. It was like a natural remedy.

This state of things continued for two days.

This situation went on for two days.

Wednesday, Aug. 20th. We had the watch on deck from four till eight, this morning. When we came on deck at four o'clock, we found things much changed for the better. The sea and wind had gone down, and the stars were out bright. I experienced a corresponding change in my feelings; yet continued extremely weak from my sickness. I stood in the waist on the weather side, watching the gradual breaking of the day, and the first streaks of the early light. Much has been said of the sun-rise at sea; but it will not compare with the sun-rise on shore. It wants the accompaniments of the songs of birds, the awakening hum of men, and the glancing of the first beams upon trees, hills, spires, and house-tops, to give it life and spirit. But though the actual rise of the sun at sea is not so beautiful, yet nothing will compare with the early breaking of day upon the wide ocean.

Wednesday, Aug. 20th. We had the watch on deck from four to eight this morning. When we came on deck at four o'clock, we noticed that things had changed quite a bit for the better. The sea and wind had calmed down, and the stars were shining brightly. I felt a shift in my emotions, though I still felt very weak from my illness. I stood in the waist on the windward side, watching the gradual dawn and the first hints of early light. A lot has been said about sunrises at sea, but they don't compare to sunrises on land. They lack the sounds of birds singing, the hum of people waking up, and the first light reflecting off trees, hills, spires, and rooftops, which all bring it to life. However, even if the actual sunrise at sea isn’t as beautiful, nothing can compare to the early light breaking over the vast ocean.

There is something in the first grey streaks stretching along the eastern horizon and throwing an indistinct light upon the face of the deep, which combines with the boundlessness and unknown depth of the sea around you, and gives one a feeling of loneliness, of dread, and of melancholy foreboding, which nothing else in nature can give. This gradually passes away as the light grows brighter, and when the sun comes up, the ordinary monotonous sea day begins.

There’s something about the first grey streaks appearing on the eastern horizon, casting a vague light on the surface of the ocean, that mixes with the endless and mysterious depths of the sea around you. It creates a feeling of isolation, unease, and a deep sense of melancholy that nothing else in nature can evoke. This slowly fades as the light gets brighter, and when the sun rises, the typical monotonous day at sea begins.

From such reflections as these, I was aroused by the order from the officer, "Forward there! rig the head-pump!" I found that no time was allowed for day-dreaming, but that we must "turn-to" at the first light. Having called up the "idlers," namely carpenter, cook, steward, etc., and rigged the pump, we commenced washing down the decks. This operation, which is performed every morning at sea, takes nearly two hours; and I had hardly strength enough to get through it. After we had finished, swabbed down, and coiled up the rigging, I sat down on the spars, waiting for seven bells, which was the sign for breakfast. The officer, seeing my lazy posture, ordered me to slush the main-mast, from the royal-mast-head, down. The vessel was then rolling a little, and I had taken no sustenance for three days, so that I felt tempted to tell him that I had rather wait till after breakfast; but I knew that I must "take the bull by the horns," and that if I showed any sign of want of spirit or of backwardness, that I should be ruined at once. So I took my bucket of grease and climbed up to the royal-mast-head. Here the rocking of the vessel, which increases the higher you go from the foot of the mast, which is the fulcrum of the lever, and the smell of the grease, which offended my fastidious senses, upset my stomach again, and I was not a little rejoiced when I got upon the comparative terra firma of the deck. In a few minutes seven bells were struck, the log hove, the watch called, and we went to breakfast. Here I cannot but remember the advice of the cook, a simple-hearted African. "Now," says he, "my lad, you are well cleaned out; you haven't got a drop of your 'long-shore swash aboard of you. You must begin on a new tack,—pitch all your sweetmeats overboard, and turn-to upon good hearty salt beef and sea bread, and I'll promise you, you'll have your ribs well sheathed, and be as hearty as any of 'em, afore you are up to the Horn." This would be good advice to give to passengers, when they speak of the little niceties which they have laid in, in case of sea-sickness.

From thoughts like these, I was jolted by the officer's command, "Forward there! Rig the head-pump!" I realized there was no time for daydreaming; we had to "turn-to" at first light. After gathering the "idlers," like the carpenter, cook, steward, and so on, and rigging the pump, we started washing down the decks. This task, done every morning at sea, takes nearly two hours, and I barely had the strength to finish it. Once we completed the washing and coiling up the rigging, I sat on the spars, waiting for seven bells, the signal for breakfast. The officer, noticing my lazy position, told me to slush the main-mast from the royal-mast-head down. The ship was rolling a bit, and I hadn't eaten anything for three days, so I was tempted to tell him I'd rather wait until after breakfast. But I knew I had to "take the bull by the horns," and if I showed any sign of lack of spirit or hesitance, I’d be immediately in trouble. So, I took my bucket of grease and climbed up to the royal-mast-head. The swaying of the vessel, which increased the higher I climbed, and the smell of the grease, which was unpleasant to my sensitive stomach, made me feel queasy again, and I was relieved when I finally reached the relatively stable deck. A few minutes later, seven bells rang, the log was hove, the watch was called, and we went to breakfast. I can't help but remember the cook's advice, a kind-hearted African. "Now," he said, "my lad, you’re all cleaned out; you don't have a drop of your 'long-shore swash aboard you. You need to start fresh—throw all your sweet treats overboard and focus on good hearty salt beef and sea bread, and I promise you, you'll be in great shape and as hearty as any of them before you reach the Horn." This would be solid advice for passengers who mention the little luxuries they've brought along in case they get seasick.

I cannot describe the change which half a pound of cold salt beef and a biscuit or two produced in me. I was a new being. We had a watch below until noon, so that I had some time to myself; and getting a huge piece of strong, cold, salt beef from the cook, I kept gnawing upon it until twelve o'clock. When we went on deck I felt somewhat like a man, and could begin to learn my sea duty with considerable spirit. At about two o'clock we heard the loud cry of "sail ho!" from aloft, and soon saw two sails to windward, going directly athwart our hawse. This was the first time that I had seen a sail at sea. I thought then, and always have since, that it exceeds every other sight in interest and beauty. They passed to leeward of us, and out of hailing distance; but the captain could read the names on their sterns with the glass. They were the ship Helen Mar, of New York, and the brig Mermaid, of Boston. They were both steering westward, and were bound in for our "dear native land."

I can't explain the transformation that half a pound of cold salt beef and a biscuit or two made in me. I felt like a totally new person. We had a break until noon, so I had some time to myself; and after getting a big piece of cold, salty beef from the cook, I gnawed on it until twelve o'clock. When we went on deck, I felt a bit more human and was ready to learn my sea duties with real enthusiasm. Around two o'clock, we heard the loud shout of "sail ho!" from above and soon spotted two sails off to our side, heading right across our path. This was the first time I had ever seen a sail at sea. I thought then, and still believe, that it’s the most captivating and beautiful sight there is. They passed by us downwind, out of earshot, but the captain was able to read the names on their backs with his binoculars. They were the ship Helen Mar from New York and the brig Mermaid from Boston. Both were headed west, making their way back to our "beloved homeland."

Thursday, Aug. 21st. This day the sun rose clear, we had a fine wind, and everything was bright and cheerful. I had now got my sea legs on, and was beginning to enter upon the regular duties of a sea-life. About six bells, that is, three o'clock, P.M., we saw a sail on our larboard bow. I was very anxious, like every new sailor, to speak her. She came down to us, backed her main-top-sail, and the two vessels stood "head on," bowing and curvetting at each other like a couple of war-horses reined in by their riders. It was the first vessel that I had seen near, and I was surprised to find how much she rolled and pitched in so quiet a sea. She lunged her head into the sea, and then, her stern settling gradually down, her huge bows rose up, showing the bright copper, and her stern, and bresthooks dripping, like old Neptune's locks, with the brine. Her decks were filled with passengers who had come up at the cry of "sail ho," and who by their dress and features appeared to be Swiss and French emigrants. She hailed us at first in French, but receiving no answer, she tried us in English. She was the ship La Carolina, from Havre, for New York. We desired her to report the brig Pilgrim, from Boston, for the north-west coast of America, five days out. She then filled away and left us to plough on through our waste of waters. This day ended pleasantly; we had got into regular and comfortable weather, and into that routine of sea-life which is only broken by a storm, a sail, or the sight of land.

Thursday, Aug. 21st. The sun rose clear this day, we had a nice breeze, and everything felt bright and cheerful. I had finally gotten my sea legs and was starting to settle into the regular duties of life at sea. Around six bells, which means three o'clock in the afternoon, we spotted a sail on our port side. Like every new sailor, I was eager to communicate with her. She approached us, backed her main topsail, and the two ships faced each other, bowing and dancing like a pair of warhorses held back by their riders. It was the first ship I'd seen up close, and I was surprised at how much she rolled and pitched even in such calm waters. Her bow dipped into the sea, and then as her stern slowly settled, her large bow rose, revealing bright copper. Water streamed off her stern and breast hooks like old Neptune's hair, dripping with seawater. Her decks were crowded with passengers who had come up when they heard the cry of "sail ho," and by their clothing and features, they looked like Swiss and French immigrants. She called out to us first in French, but when we didn’t respond, she switched to English. She was the ship La Carolina, coming from Havre, headed to New York. We asked her to report the brig Pilgrim, which was from Boston and five days out, headed for the northwest coast of America. She then set sail again, leaving us to continue our journey through the vast ocean. The day ended pleasantly; we had settled into regular, comfortable weather and into the routine of sea life, broken only by a storm, a sail, or the sight of land.




CHAPTER III

SHIP'S DUTIES—TROPICS

As we had now a long "spell" of fine weather, without any incident to break the monotony of our lives, there can be no better place to describe the duties, regulations, and customs of an American merchantman, of which ours was a fair specimen.

As we now enjoyed an extended period of nice weather, without anything to interrupt the routine of our lives, there’s no better time to outline the responsibilities, rules, and traditions of an American merchant ship, of which ours was a typical example.

The captain, in the first place, is lord paramount. He stands no watch, comes and goes when he pleases, and is accountable to no one, and must be obeyed in everything, without a question, even from his chief officer. He has the power to turn his officers off duty, and even to break them and make them do duty as sailors in the forecastle. When there are no passengers and no supercargo, as in our vessel, he has no companion but his own dignity, and no pleasures, unless he differs from most of his kind, but the consciousness of possessing supreme power, and, occasionally, the exercise of it.

The captain is essentially in charge. He doesn’t keep watch, comes and goes as he pleases, and answers to no one. He must be obeyed in everything, without question, even by his chief officer. He can take his officers off duty and even assign them to work as sailors in the forecastle. When there are no passengers and no supercargo, like on our ship, he has no companion except his own authority, and no joys, unless he’s different from most captains, other than the awareness of having total control and, sometimes, the chance to exercise it.

The prime minister, the official organ, and the active and superintending officer, is the chief mate. He is first lieutenant, boatswain, sailing-master, and quarter-master. The captain tells him what he wishes to have done, and leaves to him the care of overseeing, of allotting the work, and also the responsibility of its being well done. The mate (as he is always called, par excellence) also keeps the log-book, for which he is responsible to the owners and insurers, and has the charge of the stowage, safe keeping, and delivery of the cargo. He is also, ex-officio, the wit of the crew; for the captain does not condescend to joke with the men, and the second mate no one cares for; so that when "the mate" thinks fit to entertain "the people" with a coarse joke or a little practical wit, every one feels bound to laugh.

The prime minister, the official representative, and the active supervising officer, is the chief mate. He is the first lieutenant, bosun, sailing master, and quartermaster. The captain tells him what he wants done and leaves him in charge of overseeing, assigning tasks, and ensuring everything is done well. The mate (as he’s always referred to) also keeps the logbook, for which he is accountable to the owners and insurers, and is responsible for the stowage, safe keeping, and delivery of the cargo. He is also, by default, the crew's comedian; the captain doesn't joke with the crew, and no one pays attention to the second mate, so when "the mate" decides to entertain "the people" with a crude joke or some clever banter, everyone feels obliged to laugh.

The second mate's is proverbially a dog's berth. He is neither officer nor man. The men do not respect him as an officer, and he is obliged to go aloft to reef and furl the topsails, and to put his hands into the tar and slush, with the rest. The crew call him the "sailor's waiter," as he has to furnish them with spun-yarn, marline, and all other stuffs that they need in their work, and has charge of the boatswain's locker, which includes serving-boards, marline-spikes, etc. He is expected by the captain to maintain his dignity and to enforce obedience, and still is kept at a great distance from the mate, and obliged to work with the crew. He is one to whom little is given and of whom much is required. His wages are usually double those of a common sailor, and he eats and sleeps in the cabin; but he is obliged to be on deck nearly all the time, and eats at the second table, that is, makes a meal out of what the captain and chief mate leave.

The second mate's position is often considered a tough job. He isn’t fully respected as an officer, yet he has to climb up to reef and furl the topsails and handle the tar and slush like everyone else. The crew calls him the "sailor's waiter" because he has to provide them with spun-yarn, marline, and all the supplies they need for their work, and he manages the boatswain's locker, which contains serving boards, marline spikes, and other tools. The captain expects him to keep his authority and ensure the crew follows orders, but he has to stay far away from the mate and work alongside the crew. He gets little recognition but has a lot of responsibilities. His pay is usually double that of a regular sailor, and he has a cabin to eat and sleep in; however, he has to be on deck most of the time and eats at the second table, meaning he makes meals from what the captain and chief mate leave behind.

The steward is the captain's servant, and has charge of the pantry, from which every one, even the mate himself, is excluded. These distinctions usually find him an enemy in the mate, who does not like to have any one on board who is not entirely under his control; the crew do not consider him as one of their number, so he is left to the mercy of the captain.

The steward is the captain's assistant and is in charge of the pantry, from which everyone, including the first mate, is excluded. These distinctions often make the first mate resentful, as he prefers to have complete control over everyone on board. The crew doesn't see the steward as one of them, so he is left at the captain's mercy.

The cook is the patron of the crew, and those who are in his favor can get their wet mittens and stockings dried, or light their pipes at the galley on the night watch. These two worthies, together with the carpenter and sailmaker, if there be one, stand no watch, but, being employed all day, are allowed to "sleep in" at night, unless all hands are called.

The cook is in charge of the crew, and those who are on his good side can get their wet gloves and socks dried or light their pipes in the galley during the night shift. These two guys, along with the carpenter and sailmaker, if there is one, don’t stand watch. Instead, since they work all day, they’re allowed to "sleep in" at night unless everyone is called to duty.

The crew are divided into two divisions, as equally as may be, called the watches. Of these the chief mate commands the larboard, and the second mate the starboard. They divide the time between them, being on and off duty, or, as it is called, on deck and below, every other four hours. If, for instance, the chief mate with the larboard watch have the first night-watch from eight to twelve; at the end of the four hours, the starboard watch is called, and the second mate takes the deck, while the larboard watch and the first mate go below until four in the morning, when they come on deck again and remain until eight; having what is called the morning watch. As they will have been on deck eight hours out of the twelve, while those who had the middle watch—from twelve to four, will only have been up four hours, they have what is called a "forenoon watch below," that is, from eight, A.M., till twelve, M. In a man-of-war, and in some merchantmen, this alteration of watches is kept up throughout the twenty-four hours; but our ship, like most merchantmen, had "all hands" from twelve o'clock till dark, except in bad weather, when we had "watch and watch."

The crew is split into two divisions, as evenly as possible, called watches. The chief mate commands the port side, and the second mate oversees the starboard side. They take turns, being on and off duty, or as it’s called, on deck and below, every four hours. For example, if the chief mate with the port watch has the first night watch from eight to midnight, after four hours, the starboard watch is called, and the second mate takes over on deck while the port watch and the chief mate go below until four in the morning when they return to the deck until eight, having what’s known as the morning watch. Since they will have been on deck for eight hours out of twelve, while those on the middle watch—from midnight to four—will only have been up for four hours, they have what’s called a "forenoon watch below," which lasts from eight A.M. to noon. In a warship and some merchant ships, this rotation of watches continues through the entire twenty-four hours; however, our ship, like most merchant ships, had “all hands” from noon until dark, except in bad weather when we had “watch and watch.”

An explanation of the "dog watches" may, perhaps, be of use to one who has never been at sea. They are to shift the watches each night, so that the same watch need not be on deck at the same hours. In order to effect this, the watch from four to eight, P.M., is divided into two half, or dog watches, one from four to six, and the other from six to eight. By this means they divide the twenty-four hours into seven watches instead of six, and thus shift the hours every night. As the dog watches come during twilight, after the day's work is done, and before the night watch is set, they are the watches in which everybody is on deck. The captain is up, walking on the weather side of the quarter-deck, the chief mate is on the lee side, and the second mate about the weather gangway. The steward has finished his work in the cabin, and has come up to smoke his pipe with the cook in the galley. The crew are sitting on the windlass or lying on the forecastle, smoking, singing, or telling long yarns. At eight o'clock, eight bells are struck, the log is hove, the watch set, the wheel relieved, the galley shut up, and the other watch goes below.

An explanation of "dog watches" might be helpful for someone who has never been at sea. They change the watches every night so that the same crew isn't on deck at the same times. To do this, the watch from four to eight P.M. is split into two half watches, one from four to six, and the other from six to eight. This way, they break the twenty-four hours into seven watches instead of six, and shift the hours every night. Since the dog watches happen during twilight, after the day's work is done and before the night watch starts, these are the times when everyone is on deck. The captain is walking on the windward side of the quarterdeck, the chief mate is on the leeward side, and the second mate is near the windward gangway. The steward has wrapped up his work in the cabin and has come up to smoke a pipe with the cook in the galley. The crew is sitting on the windlass or lying on the forecastle, smoking, singing, or sharing long stories. At eight o'clock, eight bells are struck, the log is heaved, the watch is set, the wheel is relieved, the galley is closed up, and the other watch goes below.

The morning commences with the watch on deck's "turning-to" at day-break and washing down, scrubbing, and swabbing the decks. This, together with filling the "scuttled butt" with fresh water, and coiling up the rigging, usually occupies the time until seven bells, (half after seven,) when all hands get breakfast. At eight, the day's work begins, and lasts until sun-down, with the exception of an hour for dinner.

The morning starts with the watch on deck's "turning-to" at dawn, cleaning, scrubbing, and mopping the decks. This, along with filling the "scuttled butt" with fresh water and coiling up the rigging, usually takes up the time until seven bells (7:30), when everyone has breakfast. At eight, the day's work begins and continues until sunset, with a break for an hour for lunch.

Before I end my explanations, it may be well to define a day's work, and to correct a mistake prevalent among landsmen about a sailor's life. Nothing is more common than to hear people say—"Are not sailors very idle at sea?—what can they find to do?" This is a very natural mistake, and being very frequently made, it is one which every sailor feels interested in having corrected. In the first place, then, the discipline of the ship requires every man to be at work upon something when he is on deck, except at night and on Sundays. Except at these times, you will never see a man, on board a well-ordered vessel, standing idle on deck, sitting down, or leaning over the side. It is the officers' duty to keep every one at work, even if there is nothing to be done but to scrape the rust from the chain cables. In no state prison are the convicts more regularly set to work, and more closely watched. No conversation is allowed among the crew at their duty, and though they frequently do talk when aloft, or when near one another, yet they always stop when an officer is nigh.

Before I wrap up my explanations, it might be helpful to define what a day's work looks like and address a common misunderstanding among land-dwellers about a sailor's life. It's pretty common to hear people say, "Aren't sailors just lazy at sea? What could they possibly be doing?" This is a natural misconception, and since it comes up so often, every sailor has a vested interest in setting the record straight. First off, the ship's discipline requires every crew member to be working on something when they're on deck, except at night and on Sundays. Outside of those times, you won't see anyone on a well-run vessel just standing around, sitting down, or leaning over the side. It's the officers' job to keep everyone busy, even if it's just scraping the rust off the chain cables. In fact, convicts in a state prison are kept more systematically busy and watched more closely. No chatting is allowed among the crew while they're on duty, and while they often talk when they're up high or close to each other, they always stop when an officer is nearby.

With regard to the work upon which the men are put, it is a matter which probably would not be understood by one who has not been at sea. When I first left port, and found that we were kept regularly employed for a week or two, I supposed that we were getting the vessel into sea trim, and that it would soon be over, and we should have nothing to do but sail the ship; but I found that it continued so for two years, and at the end of the two years there was as much to be done as ever. As has often been said, a ship is like a lady's watch, always out of repair. When first leaving port, studding-sail gear is to be rove, all the running rigging to be examined, that which is unfit for use to be got down, and new rigging rove in its place: then the standing rigging is to be overhauled, replaced, and repaired, in a thousand different ways; and wherever any of the numberless ropes or the yards are chafing or wearing upon it, there "chafing gear," as it is called, must be put on. This chafing gear consists of worming, parcelling, roundings, battens, and service of all kinds—both rope-yarns, spun-yarn, marline and seizing-stuffs. Taking off, putting on, and mending the chafing gear alone, upon a vessel, would find constant employment for two or three men, during working hours, for a whole voyage.

Regarding the work the crew is assigned, it’s something that probably wouldn’t be understood by anyone who hasn’t been at sea. When I first left port and saw that we were kept busy for a week or two, I thought we were just getting the ship ready for sailing and that it would be over soon, and then we’d only need to sail the vessel. But I discovered that this kept going for two years, and even after that time, there was just as much to do as ever. As often said, a ship is like a lady's watch, always in need of repair. When departing from port, we have to rig the studding sails, check all the running rigging, take down anything that's not usable, and replace it with new rigging. Then the standing rigging has to be overhauled, replaced, and repaired in countless ways. Wherever the numerous ropes or yards are rubbing or wearing against anything, we have to install what's called "chafing gear." This chafing gear includes worming, parcelling, roundings, battens, and all kinds of service materials—like rope-yarns, spun-yarn, marline, and securing materials. Just taking off, putting on, and fixing the chafing gear alone on a ship would keep two or three crew members occupied for an entire voyage, during working hours.

The next point to be considered is, that all the "small stuffs" which are used on board a ship—such as spun-yarn, marline, seizing-stuff, etc.—are made on board. The owners of a vessel buy up incredible quantities of "old junk," which the sailors unlay, after drawing out the yarns, knot them together, and roll them up in balls. These "rope-yarns" are constantly used for various purposes, but the greater part is manufactured into spun-yarn. For this purpose every vessel is furnished with a "spun-yarn winch;" which is very simple, consisting of a wheel and spindle. This may be heard constantly going on deck in pleasant weather; and we had employment, during a great part of the time, for three hands in drawing and knotting yarns, and making them spun-yarn.

The next point to consider is that all the "small stuff" used on board a ship—like spun-yarn, marline, seizing stuff, etc.—is made on the ship. The owners of a vessel buy up huge amounts of "old junk," which the sailors then unravel, draw out the yarns, knot them together, and roll them into balls. These "rope-yarns" are used for various purposes, but most of them are turned into spun-yarn. For this, every vessel is equipped with a "spun-yarn winch," which is very simple, consisting of a wheel and spindle. You can often hear it running on deck during nice weather; we employed three hands for a lot of the time drawing and knotting yarns and making them into spun-yarn.

Another method of employing the crew is, "setting up" rigging. Whenever any of the standing rigging becomes slack, (which is continually happening), the seizings and coverings must be taken off, tackles got up, and after the rigging is bowsed well taut, the seizings and coverings replaced; which is a very nice piece of work. There is also such a connection between different parts of a vessel, that one rope can seldom be touched without altering another. You cannot stay a mast aft by the back stays, without slacking up the head stays, etc. If we add to this all the tarring, greasing, oiling, varnishing, painting, scraping, and scrubbing which is required in the course of a long voyage, and also remember this is all to be done in addition to watching at night, steering, reefing, furling, bracing, making and setting sail, and pulling, hauling, and climbing in every direction, one will hardly ask, "What can a sailor find to do at sea?"

Another way to use the crew is by "setting up" the rigging. Whenever the standing rigging gets loose, which happens all the time, the seizings and coverings need to be removed, tackles set up, and after everything is tightened well, the seizings and coverings are put back on; it's quite a detailed job. There’s also a connection between different parts of a ship, so adjusting one rope usually affects another. You can't secure a mast from the back stays without loosening the head stays, and so on. If you factor in all the tarring, greasing, oiling, varnishing, painting, scraping, and scrubbing required during a long voyage, plus the nighttime watch, steering, reefing, furling, bracing, making and setting sail, and pulling, hauling, and climbing in every direction, you wouldn't really wonder, "What can a sailor possibly do at sea?"

If, after all this labor—after exposing their lives and limbs in storms, wet and cold,

If, after all this hard work—after risking their lives and limbs in storms, wet and cold,

"Wherein the cub-drawn bear would couch;
The lion and the belly-pinched wolf
Keep their fur dry;—"

"Where the bear raised by cubs would lie down;
The lion and the hungry wolf
Stay dry in their fur;—"

the merchants and captain think that they have not earned their twelve dollars a month, (out of which they clothe themselves,) and their salt beef and hard bread, they keep them picking oakum—ad infinitum. This is the usual resource upon a rainy day, for then it will not do to work upon rigging; and when it is pouring down in floods, instead of letting the sailors stand about in sheltered places, and talk, and keep themselves comfortable, they are separated to different parts of the ship and kept at work picking oakum. I have seen oakum stuff placed about in different parts of the ship, so that the sailors might not be idle in the snatches between the frequent squalls upon crossing the equator. Some officers have been so driven to find work for the crew in a ship ready for sea, that they have set them to pounding the anchors (often done) and scraping the chain cables. The "Philadelphia Catechism" is,

the merchants and captain believe they haven’t earned their twelve dollars a month (from which they buy their clothes), along with their salted beef and hard bread, so they keep everyone busy picking oakum endlessly. This is the usual go-to activity on a rainy day, as it’s not practical to work on rigging when it’s pouring. Instead of allowing the sailors to gather in sheltered spots, chat, and stay comfortable, they are spread out across the ship and made to work on oakum. I’ve seen oakum placed in various areas so that the sailors wouldn’t be idle during breaks between the frequent squalls while crossing the equator. Some officers have been so pressured to find tasks for the crew on a ship that’s ready to sail that they’ve had them pounding the anchors (a common task) and scraping the chain cables. The "Philadelphia Catechism" is,

"Six days shalt thou labor and do all thou art able,
And on the seventh—holystone the decks and scrape the cable."

"Six days you shall work and do everything you can,
And on the seventh—clean the decks and scrape the cable."

This kind of work, of course, is not kept up off Cape Horn, Cape of Good Hope, and in extreme north and south latitudes; but I have seen the decks washed down and scrubbed, when the water would have frozen if it had been fresh; and all hands kept at work upon the rigging, when we had on our pea-jackets, and our hands so numb that we could hardly hold our marline-spikes.

This type of work, of course, isn’t done off Cape Horn, the Cape of Good Hope, or in the extreme northern and southern latitudes; but I’ve seen the decks washed down and scrubbed when the water would have frozen if it had been fresh; and everyone kept working on the rigging while we wore our pea jackets, with our hands so numb that we could barely hold our marline spikes.

I have here gone out of my narrative course in order that any who read this may form as correct an idea of a sailor's life and duty as possible. I have done it in this place because, for some time, our life was nothing but the unvarying repetition of these duties, which can be better described together. Before leaving this description, however, I would state, in order to show landsmen how little they know of the nature of a ship, that a ship-carpenter is kept in constant employ during good weather on board vessels which are in, what is called, perfect sea order.

I've stepped outside of my story to give readers a clearer picture of a sailor's life and responsibilities. I've chosen this moment because, for a while, our routine was just a repetitive cycle of these duties, which are easier to explain all at once. Before I wrap up this description, I want to highlight for those who aren’t familiar with ships how little they understand about them. A ship's carpenter is always busy during good weather on vessels that are in what’s known as perfect sea order.




CHAPTER IV

A ROGUE—TROUBLE ON BOARD—"LAND HO!"—POMPERO—CAPE HORN

After speaking the Carolina, on the 21st August, nothing occurred to break the monotony of our life until

After speaking with the Carolina on August 21st, nothing happened to disrupt the monotony of our lives until

Friday, September 5th, when we saw a sail on our weather (starboard) beam. She proved to be a brig under English colors, and passing under our stern, reported herself as forty-nine days from Buenos Ayres, bound to Liverpool. Before she had passed us, "sail ho!" was cried again, and we made another sail, far on our weather bow, and steering athwart our hawse. She passed out of hail, but we made her out to be an hermaphrodite brig, with Brazilian colors in her main rigging. By her course, she must have been bound from Brazil to the south of Europe, probably Portugal.

Friday, September 5th, we spotted a sail on our starboard beam. It turned out to be a brig flying English colors, and as it passed behind us, it reported being forty-nine days out from Buenos Aires, headed to Liverpool. Before it got too far, someone shouted "sail ho!" again, and we spotted another sail far on our weather bow, steering across our path. It moved out of hearing range, but we identified it as an hermaphrodite brig with Brazilian colors in its main rigging. Based on its course, it was likely headed from Brazil to southern Europe, probably Portugal.

Sunday, Sept. 7th. Fell in with the north-east trade winds. This morning we caught our first dolphin, which I was very eager to see. I was disappointed in the colors of this fish when dying. They were certainly very beautiful, but not equal to what has been said of them. They are too indistinct. To do the fish justice, there is nothing more beautiful than the dolphin when swimming a few feet below the surface, on a bright day. It is the most elegantly formed, and also the quickest fish, in salt water; and the rays of the sun striking upon it, in its rapid and changing motions, reflected from the water, make it look like a stray beam from a rainbow.

Sunday, Sept. 7th. Came across the northeast trade winds. This morning, we caught our first dolphin, which I was really excited to see. I was a bit let down by the colors of this fish when it was dying. They were certainly gorgeous, but not as impressive as I had heard. They were too muted. To give the fish its due, nothing is more beautiful than the dolphin swimming just a few feet below the surface on a bright day. It’s the most elegantly shaped and the fastest fish in saltwater, and when sunlight hits it as it moves quickly and shifts, it looks like a stray beam from a rainbow.

This day was spent like all pleasant Sabbaths at sea. The decks are washed down, the rigging coiled up, and everything put in order; and throughout the day, only one watch is kept on deck at a time. The men are all dressed in their best white duck trowsers, and red or checked shirts, and have nothing to do but to make the necessary changes in the sails. They employ themselves in reading, talking, smoking, and mending their clothes. If the weather is pleasant, they bring their work and their books upon deck, and sit down upon the forecastle and windlass. This is the only day on which these privileges are allowed them. When Monday comes, they put on their tarry trowsers again, and prepare for six days of labor.

This day was spent just like any enjoyable Sunday at sea. The decks are cleaned, the rigging is neatly coiled, and everything is organized; throughout the day, only one watch is assigned to the deck at a time. The crew is all dressed in their best white cotton pants and red or checkered shirts, with nothing to do but make necessary adjustments to the sails. They keep themselves busy reading, chatting, smoking, and mending their clothes. If the weather is nice, they bring their work and books up on deck and sit on the forecastle and windlass. This is the only day they are allowed these comforts. When Monday arrives, they put on their work pants again and get ready for six days of hard work.

To enhance the value of the Sabbath to the crew, they are allowed on that day a pudding, or, as it is called, a "duff." This is nothing more than flour boiled with water, and eaten with molasses. It is very heavy, dark, and clammy, yet it is looked upon as a luxury, and really forms an agreeable variety with salt beef and pork. Many a rascally captain has made friends of his crew by allowing them duff twice a week on the passage home.

To make the Sabbath more enjoyable for the crew, they get to have a pudding, known as "duff," on that day. It's just flour boiled with water and served with molasses. It’s quite heavy, dark, and sticky, but it's seen as a treat and actually adds a nice change from the usual salt beef and pork. Many shady captains have won over their crews by giving them duff twice a week on the way home.

On board some vessels this is made a day of instruction and of religious exercises; but we had a crew of swearers, from the captain to the smallest boy; and a day of rest, and of something like quiet, social enjoyment, was all that we could expect.

On some ships, this is a day for lessons and religious activities; but we had a crew of cursers, from the captain down to the youngest boy; and a day of rest, along with a bit of quiet, social fun, was all we could hope for.

We continued running large before the north-east trade winds for several days, until Monday—

We kept running fast ahead with the northeast trade winds for several days, until Monday—

September 22d; when, upon coming on deck at seven bells in the morning, we found the other watch aloft throwing water upon the sails; and looking astern, we saw a small clipper-built brig with a black hull heading directly after us. We went to work immediately, and put all the canvas upon the brig which we could get upon her, rigging out oars for studding-sail yards; and continued wetting down the sails by buckets of water whipped up to the mast-head, until about nine o'clock, when there came on a drizzling rain. The vessel continued in pursuit, changing her course as we changed ours, to keep before the wind. The captain, who watched her with his glass, said that she was armed, and full of men, and showed no colors. We continued running dead before the wind, knowing that we sailed better so, and that clippers are fastest on the wind. We had also another advantage. The wind was light, and we spread more canvas than she did, having royals and sky-sails fore and aft, and ten studding-sails; while she, being an hermaphrodite brig, had only a gaff topsail, aft. Early in the morning she was overhauling us a little, but after the rain came on and the wind grew lighter, we began to leave her astern. All hands remained on deck throughout the day, and we got our arms in order; but we were too few to have done anything with her, if she had proved to be what we feared. Fortunately there was no moon, and the night which followed was exceedingly dark, so that by putting out all the lights and altering our course four points, we hoped to get out of her reach. We had no light in the binnacle, but steered by the stars, and kept perfect silence through the night. At daybreak there was no sign of anything in the horizon, and we kept the vessel off to her course.

September 22nd; when we came on deck at seven o'clock in the morning, we saw the other watch up in the rigging throwing water on the sails. Looking back, we spotted a small clipper-built brig with a black hull chasing us directly. We immediately got to work and set up all the sails we could on the brig, rigging out oars for the studding-sail yards, and continued drenching the sails with buckets of water hoisted to the masthead until about nine o'clock, when a light rain started. The vessel kept pursuing us, adjusting her course as we changed ours to stay ahead of the wind. The captain, observing her through his binoculars, said she was armed, had a crew, and wasn’t flying any colors. We kept sailing directly before the wind, knowing we were faster that way, and that clippers perform best on the wind. We had another advantage: the wind was light, and we spread more sails than she did, with royals and sky-sails both fore and aft, and ten studding-sails; while she, being a hermaphrodite brig, only had a gaff topsail at the back. Early in the morning, she was catching up to us a bit, but after the rain started and the wind lightened further, we began to pull ahead. Everyone stayed on deck all day, and we organized our weapons; but we were too few to take her on if she turned out to be a threat. Luckily, there was no moon, and the night that followed was extremely dark, so we put out all the lights and changed our course by four points, hoping to get out of her range. We had no light in the binnacle but navigated by the stars and kept perfectly quiet throughout the night. At daybreak, there was no sign of anything on the horizon, and we set the vessel back on her course.

Wednesday, October 1st. Crossed the equator in long. 24° 24' W. I now, for the first time, felt at liberty, according to the old usage, to call myself a son of Neptune, and was very glad to be able to claim the title without the disagreeable initiation which so many have to go through. After once crossing the line you can never be subjected to the process, but are considered as a son of Neptune, with full powers to play tricks upon others. This ancient custom is now seldom allowed, unless there are passengers on board, in which case there is always a good deal of sport.

Wednesday, October 1st. Crossed the equator at long. 24° 24' W. For the first time, I felt free, according to the old tradition, to call myself a son of Neptune, and I was really happy to claim that title without having to go through the unpleasant initiation that so many have to endure. Once you cross the line, you can never be subjected to that process again; you’re considered a son of Neptune, with full permission to play pranks on others. This ancient tradition isn’t often permitted anymore unless there are passengers on board, in which case there’s usually a lot of fun.

It had been obvious to all hands for some time that the second mate, whose name was F——, was an idle, careless fellow, and not much of a sailor, and that the captain was exceedingly dissatisfied with him. The power of the captain in these cases was well known, and we all anticipated a difficulty. F—— (called Mr. by virtue of his office) was but half a sailor, having always been short voyages and remained at home a long time between them. His father was a man of some property, and intended to have given his son a liberal education; but he, being idle and worthless, was sent off to sea, and succeeded no better there; for, unlike many scamps, he had none of the qualities of a sailor—he was "not of the stuff that they make sailor of." He was one of that class of officers who are disliked by their captain and despised by the crew. He used to hold long yarns with the crew, and talk about the captain, and play with the boys, and relax discipline in every way. This kind of conduct always makes the captain suspicious, and is never pleasant, in the end, to the men; they preferring to have an officer active, vigilant, and distant as may be, with kindness. Among other bad practices, he frequently slept on his watch, and having been discovered asleep by the captain, he was told that he would be turned off duty if he did it again. To prevent it in every way possible, the hen-coops were ordered to be knocked up, for the captain never sat down on deck himself, and never permitted an officer to do so.

It had been clear to everyone for a while that the second mate, named F——, was a lazy and careless guy, not much of a sailor, and the captain was really unhappy with him. The captain's authority in these situations was well understood, and we all expected some issues. F—— (referred to as Mr. due to his position) was only half a sailor, having always done short trips and spent a lot of time at home in between. His father had some money and wanted to give his son a good education, but since he was lazy and useless, he was sent to sea, where he didn’t do any better; unlike many troublemakers, he lacked the qualities needed to be a sailor—he was “not made of the stuff to be a sailor.” He was the kind of officer who was disliked by his captain and looked down on by the crew. He used to chat with the crew for long periods, talk about the captain, play with the boys, and let discipline slide in various ways. This behavior always made the captain suspicious and was never good for the crew; they preferred an officer who was active, alert, and somewhat distant yet kind. Among other bad habits, he often fell asleep during his watch, and after the captain caught him dozing off, he was warned that he’d be off duty if it happened again. To prevent this as much as possible, the hen-coops were ordered to be set up, since the captain never sat down on deck himself and never allowed an officer to do so.

The second night after crossing the equator, we had the watch from eight till twelve, and it was "my helm" for the last two hours. There had been light squalls through the night, and the captain told Mr. F——, who commanded our watch, to keep a bright look-out. Soon after I came to the helm, I found that he was quite drowsy, and at last he stretched himself on the companion and went fast asleep. Soon afterwards, the captain came very quietly on deck, and stood by me for some time looking at the compass. The officer at length became aware of the captain's presence, but pretending not to know it, began humming and whistling to himself, to show that he was not asleep, and went forward, without looking behind him, and ordered the main royal to be loosed. On turning round to come aft, he pretended surprise at seeing the master on deck. This would not do. The captain was too "wide awake" for him, and beginning upon him at once, gave him a grand blow-up, in true nautical style—"You're a lazy, good-for-nothing rascal; you're neither man, boy, soger, nor sailor! you're no more than a thing aboard a vessel! you don't earn your salt! you're worse than a Mahon soger!" and other still more choice extracts from the sailor's vocabulary. After the poor fellow had taken the harangue, he was sent into his state-room, and the captain stood the rest of the watch himself.

The second night after crossing the equator, we had the watch from eight until midnight, and I was at the helm for the last two hours. There had been light squalls throughout the night, and the captain told Mr. F——, who was in charge of our watch, to keep a sharp lookout. Soon after I took over at the helm, I noticed he was getting pretty drowsy, and eventually, he stretched out on the companionway and fell fast asleep. Shortly after, the captain came quietly on deck and stood beside me for a while, watching the compass. Eventually, the officer realized the captain was there, but pretending not to notice, he started humming and whistling to himself, trying to show he wasn't asleep, and went forward without looking back to order the main royal to be loosed. When he turned to come back, he acted surprised to see the captain on deck. That wouldn't fly. The captain was too alert for him and immediately launched into a classic verbal thrashing—"You're a lazy, good-for-nothing rascal; you aren’t a man, boy, soldier, or sailor! You’re just a useless thing on this ship! You don’t even earn your keep! You’re worse than a Mahon soldier!" and a bunch of other colorful phrases from the sailor's lexicon. After the poor guy had taken the lecture, he was sent to his state-room, and the captain finished the watch himself.

At seven bells in the morning, all hands were called aft and told that F—— was no longer an officer on board, and that we might choose one of our own number for second mate. It is usual for the captain to make this offer, and it is very good policy, for the crew think themselves the choosers and are flattered by it, but have to obey, nevertheless. Our crew, as is usual, refused to take the responsibility of choosing a man of whom we would never be able to complain, and left it to the captain. He picked out an active and intelligent young sailor, born near the Kennebee, who had been several Canton voyages, and proclaimed him in the following manner: "I choose Jim Hall—he's your second mate. All you've got to do is, to obey him as you would me; and remember that he is Mr. Hall." F—— went forward into the forecastle as a common sailor, and lost the handle to his name, while young fore-mast Jim became Mr. Hall, and took up his quarters in the land of knives and forks and tea-cups.

At seven o'clock in the morning, everyone was called to the back and informed that F—— was no longer an officer on board, and that we could choose one of our own for second mate. It's common for the captain to make this offer, and it’s a smart move, as the crew feels like they have a say and appreciate it, but they still have to follow orders. Our crew, as usual, didn't want to take on the responsibility of choosing someone we couldn't complain about later, so we left it up to the captain. He selected a young, active, and smart sailor from near the Kennebee, who had been on a few trips to Canton, and announced in this way: "I choose Jim Hall—he's your second mate. All you have to do is obey him as you would me; and remember that he is Mr. Hall." F—— went forward into the forecastle as an ordinary sailor, losing his title, while young fore-mast Jim became Mr. Hall and settled into the dining area with knives, forks, and tea cups.

Sunday, October 5th. It was our morning watch; when, soon after the day began to break, a man on the forecastle called out, "Land ho!" I had never heard the cry before, and did not know what it meant, (and few would suspect what the words were, when hearing the strange sound for the first time,) but I soon found, by the direction of all eyes, that there was land stretching along our weather beam. We immediately took in studding-sails and hauled our wind, running in for the land. This was done to determine our longitude; for by the captain's chronometer we were in 25º W., but by his observations we were much farther, and he had been for some time in doubt whether it was his chronometer or his sextant which was out of order. This land-fall settled the matter, and the former instrument was condemned, and becoming still worse, was never afterwards used.

Sunday, October 5th. It was our morning watch; when, shortly after dawn, a man on the forecastle shouted, "Land ho!" I had never heard that call before and didn't know what it meant (and few would guess what those words were when they first heard that unfamiliar sound), but I quickly realized, by the direction of everyone's gaze, that land was visible off our starboard side. We immediately took in the studding-sails and adjusted our course to sail towards the land. This was done to figure out our longitude; according to the captain's chronometer, we were at 25º W., but his observations showed we were much further, and he had been uncertain for a while about whether his chronometer or his sextant was malfunctioning. This sighting of land clarified the situation, the chronometer was deemed faulty, and as it continued to worsen, it was never used again.

As we ran in towards the coast, we found that we were directly off the port of Pernambuco, and could see with the telescope the roofs of the houses, and one large church, and the town of Olinda. We ran along by the mouth of the harbor, and saw a full-rigged brig going in. At two, P.M., we again kept off before the wind, leaving the land on our quarter, and at sun-down, it was out of sight. It was here that I first saw one of those singular things called catamarans. They are composed of logs lashed together upon the water; have one large sail, are quite fast, and, strange as it may seem, are trusted as good sea boats. We saw several, with from one to three men in each, boldly putting out to sea, after it had become almost dark. The Indians go out in them after fish, and as the weather is regular in certain seasons, they have no fear. After taking a new departure from Olinda, we kept off on our way to Cape Horn.

As we ran toward the coast, we realized we were right off the port of Pernambuco, and through the telescope, we could see the rooftops of the houses, a large church, and the town of Olinda. We moved along by the mouth of the harbor and spotted a full-rigged brig coming in. At 2 PM, we again turned with the wind, leaving the land behind us, and by sunset, it was out of sight. It was here that I first encountered those unique things called catamarans. They're made of logs tied together on the water, have one large sail, are pretty fast, and surprisingly, are considered good sea boats. We saw several, with one to three men in each, bravely heading out to sea as it was getting almost dark. The Indians use them to go fishing, and since the weather is stable in certain seasons, they have no fear. After setting a new course from Olinda, we continued on our way to Cape Horn.

We met with nothing remarkable until we were in the latitude of the river La Plata. Here there are violent gales from the south-west, called Pomperos, which are very destructive to the shipping in the river, and are felt for many leagues at sea. They are usually preceded by lightning. The captain told the mates to keep a bright look-out, and if they saw lightning at the south-west, to take in sail at once. We got the first touch of one during my watch on deck. I was walking in the lee gangway, and thought that I saw lightning on the lee bow. I told the second mate, who came over and looked out for some time. It was very black in the south-west, and in about ten minutes we saw a distinct flash. The wind, which had been south-east, had now left us, and it was dead calm. We sprang aloft immediately and furled the royals and top-gallant-sails, and took in the flying jib, hauled up the mainsail and trysail, squared the after yards, and awaited the attack. A huge mist capped with black clouds came driving towards us, extending over that quarter of the horizon, and covering the stars, which shone brightly in the other part of the heavens. It came upon us at once with a blast, and a shower of hail and rain, which almost took our breath from us. The hardiest was obliged to turn his back. We let the halyards run, and fortunately were not taken aback. The little vessel "paid off" from the wind, and ran on for some time directly before it, tearing through the water with everything flying. Having called all hands, we close-reefed the topsails and trysail, furled the courses and job, set the fore-top-mast staysail, and brought her up nearly to her course, with the weather braces hauled in a little, to ease her.

We didn't see anything unusual until we reached the area near the river La Plata. Here, there are fierce winds from the southwest, known as Pomperos, which can seriously harm ships in the river and can be felt many miles out at sea. These winds are usually preceded by lightning. The captain instructed the crew to stay alert, and if they spotted lightning to the southwest, to lower the sails immediately. I experienced the first sign of one during my watch on deck. I was walking in the sheltered part of the ship when I thought I saw lightning on the left front. I told the second mate, who came over and watched for a while. The sky was very dark to the southwest, and about ten minutes later, we saw a clear flash. The wind, which had been coming from the southeast, suddenly stopped, and it became completely calm. We quickly climbed up and secured the royal and top-gallant sails, took in the flying jib, raised the mainsail and trysail, adjusted the after yards, and braced ourselves for what was coming. A massive mist topped with dark clouds rushed toward us, covering that part of the horizon and blocking out the stars, which were shining brightly in the other part of the sky. It hit us suddenly with a gust, followed by a downpour of hail and rain that nearly knocked the breath out of us. Even the toughest among us had to turn away. We let the halyards go, and luckily, we weren't taken by surprise. The small vessel turned away from the wind and ran straight forward for a while, cutting through the water with everything set. After gathering the crew, we closely reefed the topsails and trysail, secured the lower sails, set the fore-topmast staysail, and steered her back toward our course, easing her a bit by hauling in the weather braces.

This was the first blow, that I had seen, which could really be called a gale. We had reefed our topsails in the Gulf Stream, and I thought it something serious, but an older sailor would have thought nothing of it. As I had now become used to the vessel and to my duty, I was of some service on a yard, and could knot my reef-point as well as anybody. I obeyed the order to lay[1] aloft with the rest, and found the reefing a very exciting scene; for one watch reefed the fore-topsail, and the other the main, and every one did his utmost to get his topsail hoisted first. We had a great advantage over the larboard watch, because the chief mate never goes aloft, while our new second mate used to jump into the rigging as soon as we began to haul out the reef-tackle, and have the weather earing passed before there was a man upon the yard. In this way we were almost always able to raise the cry of "Haul out to leeward" before them, and having knotted our points, would slide down the shrouds and back-stays, and sing out at the topsail halyards to let it be known that we were ahead of them. Reefing is the most exciting part of a sailor's duty. All hands are engaged upon it, and after the halyards are let go, there is no time to be lost—no "sogering," or hanging back, then. If one is not quick enough, another runs over him. The first on the yard goes to the weather earing, the second to the lee, and the next two to the "dog's ears;" while the others lay along into the bunt, just giving each other elbow-room. In reefing, the yard-arms (the extremes of the yards) are the posts of honor; but in furling, the strongest and most experienced stand in the slings, (or, middle of the yard,) to make up the bunt. If the second mate is a smart fellow, he will never let any one take either of these posts from him; but if he is wanting either in seamanship, strength, or activity, some better man will get the bunt and earings from him; which immediately brings him into disrepute.

This was the first real storm I had seen, one that could truly be called a gale. We had reefed our topsails in the Gulf Stream, and I thought it was serious, but an experienced sailor wouldn't have thought much of it. Since I was now familiar with the vessel and my responsibilities, I contributed on the yard and could tie my reef-point as well as anyone else. I followed the order to go up with the rest of the crew and found reefing to be quite an exciting scene; one watch reefed the fore-topsail while the other worked on the main, and everyone was doing their best to get their topsail hoisted first. We had a big advantage over the port watch because the chief mate never goes up, while our new second mate would jump into the rigging as soon as we started hauling out the reef-tackle, getting the weather earing ready before anyone else was on the yard. This way, we would almost always be able to shout "Haul out to leeward" before them, and after tying our points, we would slide down the shrouds and back-stays, calling out at the topsail halyards to let everyone know we were ahead. Reefing is the most thrilling part of a sailor's job. Everyone is involved, and once the halyards are released, there's no time to waste—no dawdling or holding back allowed. If you're not quick enough, someone else will beat you to it. The first person on the yard goes for the weather earing, the second for the lee, and the next two handle the "dog's ears," while the others work their way into the bunt, just making sure there's room. In reefing, the yard-arms (the ends of the yards) are the most prestigious positions, but when furling, the strongest and most skilled stand in the slings (the middle of the yard) to secure the bunt. If the second mate is sharp, he won't let anyone take these important positions from him, but if he's lacking in seamanship, strength, or agility, a better sailor will claim the bunt and earings, which will quickly tarnish his reputation.

We remained for the rest of the night, and throughout the next day, under the same close sail, for it continued to blow very fresh; and though we had no more hail, yet there was a soaking rain, and it was quite cold and uncomfortable; the more so, because we were not prepared for cold weather, but had on our thin clothes. We were glad to get a watch below, and put on our thick clothing, boots, and south-westers. Towards sun-down the gale moderated a little, and it began to clear off in the south-west. We shook our reefs out, one by one, and before midnight had top-gallant sails upon her.

We stayed for the rest of the night and all through the next day under the same tight sail, because it was still blowing quite strongly. Although we weren't hit by any more hail, there was a heavy rain, and it felt really cold and uncomfortable, especially since we weren't prepared for cold weather and were wearing our light clothes. We were relieved to get a watch below and put on our warmer clothing, boots, and waterproof hats. As the sun began to set, the storm eased up a bit, and the skies started to clear in the southwest. We shook out our reefs one by one, and before midnight, we had the top-gallant sails up.

We had now made up our minds for Cape Horn and cold weather, and entered upon every necessary preparation.

We had now decided on heading to Cape Horn and dealing with cold weather, and began making all the necessary preparations.

Tuesday, Nov. 4th. At day-break, saw land upon our larboard quarter. There were two islands, of different size but of the same shape; rather high, beginning low at the water's edge, and running with a curved ascent to the middle. They were so far off as to be of a deep blue color, and in a few hours we sank them in the north-east. These were the Falkland Islands. We had run between them and the main land of Patagonia. At sun-set the second mate, who was at the masthead, said that he saw land on the starboard bow. This must have been the island of Staten Land; and we were now in the region of Cape Horn, with a fine breeze from the northward, top-mast and top-gallant studding-sails set, and every prospect of a speedy and pleasant passage round.

Tuesday, Nov. 4th. At dawn, we spotted land on our left side. There were two islands, different sizes but similar shapes; they were fairly tall, starting low at the water's edge and gradually rising in a curve to the middle. They were distant enough to appear a deep blue, and in a few hours, we lost sight of them in the northeast. These were the Falkland Islands. We had navigated between them and the mainland of Patagonia. At sunset, the second mate, who was on watch at the masthead, reported seeing land on the right side. This was likely Staten Island; we were now in the Cape Horn area, with a nice breeze coming from the north, and with the top-mast and top-gallant studding sails up, we had every expectation of a quick and pleasant journey ahead.


[1] This word "lay," which is in such general use on board ship, being used in giving orders instead of "go"; as "Lay forward!" "Lay aft!" "Lay aloft!" etc., I do not understand to be the neuter verb, lie, mispronounced, but to be the active verb lay, with the objective case understood; as "Lay yourselves forwards!" "Lay yourselves aft!" etc.

[1] This word "lay," which is commonly used on ships, is used to give commands instead of "go"; for example, "Lay forward!" "Lay aft!" "Lay aloft!" etc. I don't think it's the neuter verb, lie, mispronounced, but rather the active verb lay, with the object implied; as in "Lay yourselves forward!" "Lay yourselves aft!" etc.




CHAPTER V

CAPE HORN—A VISIT

Wednesday, Nov. 5th. The weather was fine during the previous night, and we had a clear view of the Magellan Clouds, and of the Southern Cross. The Magellan Clouds consist of three small nebulae in the southern part of the heavens,—two bright, like the milky-way, and one dark. These are first seen, just above the horizon, soon after crossing the southern tropic. When off Cape Horn, they are nearly overhead. The cross is composed of four stars in that form, and is said to be the brightest constellation in the heavens.

Wednesday, Nov. 5th. The weather was nice the night before, and we had a clear view of the Magellan Clouds and the Southern Cross. The Magellan Clouds are three small nebulae in the southern sky—two bright ones, similar to the Milky Way, and one dark. They are first visible just above the horizon soon after crossing the southern tropic. When you're off Cape Horn, they are almost directly overhead. The cross is made up of four stars arranged in that shape and is known to be the brightest constellation in the sky.

During the first part of this day (Wednesday) the wind was light, but after noon it came on fresh, and we furled the royals. We still kept the studding-sails out, and the captain said he should go round with them, if he could. Just before eight o'clock, (then about sun-down, in that latitude,) the cry of "All hands ahoy!" was sounded down the fore scuttle and the after hatchway, and hurrying upon deck, we found a large black cloud rolling on toward us from the south-west, and blackening the whole heavens. "Here comes the Cape Horn!" said the chief mate; and we had hardly time to haul down and clew up, before it was upon us. In a few moments, a heavier sea was raised than I had ever seen before, and as it was directly ahead, the little brig, which was no better than a bathing machine, plunged into it, and all the forward part of her was under water; the sea pouring in through the bow-ports and hawse-hole and over the knight-heads, threatening to wash everything overboard. In the lee scuppers it was up to a man's waist. We sprang aloft and double reefed the topsails, and furled all the other sails, and made all snug. But this would not do; the brig was laboring and straining against the head sea, and the gale was growing worse and worse. At the same time the sleet and hail were driving with all fury against us. We clewed down, and hauled out the reef-tackles again, and close-reefed the fore-topsail, and furled the main, and hove her to on the starboard tack. Here was an end to our fine prospects. We made up our minds to head winds and cold weather; sent down the royal yards, and unrove the gear, but all the rest of the top hamper remained aloft, even to the sky-sail masts and studding-sail booms.

During the first part of the day (Wednesday), the wind was light, but after noon it picked up, and we furled the royals. We still had the studding sails out, and the captain said he would keep them up if he could. Just before eight o'clock, (which was around sunset in that area), the call of "All hands ahoy!" rang down the fore scuttle and the after hatchway. Rushing onto the deck, we saw a large black cloud rolling towards us from the southwest, darkening the sky. "Here comes the Cape Horn!" said the chief mate; we barely had time to haul down and secure the sails before it hit us. Within moments, a bigger sea was raised than I had ever seen before, and since it was coming straight at us, the little brig, which was really just a big bathtub, plunged into it, submerging the forward part of the boat. Water poured in through the bow-ports and hawse-hole and over the knight-heads, threatening to wash everything overboard. In the lee scuppers, the water was up to a man's waist. We rushed aloft and double-reefed the topsails, furled all the other sails, and secured everything. But that wasn't enough; the brig was straining against the head sea, and the storm was getting worse. At the same time, sleet and hail pelted us furiously. We clewed down, pulled out the reef-tackles again, close-reefed the fore-topsail, furled the main sail, and hove her to on the starboard tack. This marked the end of our nice weather. We braced ourselves for headwinds and cold weather; sent down the royal yards, and unfastened the gear, but all the other top gear stayed up, even the sky-sail masts and studding-sail booms.

Throughout the night it stormed violently—rain, hail, snow, and sleet beating down upon the vessel—the wind continuing to break ahead, and the sea running high. At daybreak (about three, A.M.) the deck was covered with snow. The captain sent up the steward with a glass of grog to each of the watch; and all the time that we were off the Cape, grog was given to the morning watch, and to all hands whenever we reefed topsails. The clouds cleared away at sun-rise, and the wind becoming more fair, we again made sail and stood nearly up to our course.

Throughout the night, there was a fierce storm—rain, hail, snow, and sleet pounding down on the ship—the wind constantly breaking ahead, and the sea was really rough. At dawn (around three in the morning), the deck was covered in snow. The captain sent the steward up with a glass of grog for each member of the watch; and during the time we were off the Cape, grog was given to the morning watch and to everyone whenever we reefed the topsails. The clouds cleared at sunrise, and as the wind became more favorable, we set sail again and headed almost back on course.

Thursday, Nov. 6th. It continued more pleasant through the first part of the day, but at night we had the same scene over again. This time, we did not heave to, as on the night before, but endeavored to beat to windward under close-reefed top-sails, balance-reefed trysail, and fore top-mast stay-sail. This night it was my turn to steer, or, as the sailors say, my trick at the helm, for two hours. Inexperienced as I was, I made out to steer to the satisfaction of the officer, and neither S—— nor myself gave up our tricks, all the time that we were off the Cape. This was something to boast of, for it requires a good deal of skill and watchfulness to steer a vessel close hauled, in a gale of wind, against a heavy head sea. "Ease her when she pitches," is the word; and a little carelessness in letting her ship a heavy sea, might sweep the decks, or knock masts out of her.

Thursday, Nov. 6th. It stayed pretty nice during the first part of the day, but at night we faced the same situation again. This time, we didn’t heave to like we did the night before; instead, we tried to sail against the wind using close-reefed top-sails, balance-reefed trysail, and fore top-mast stay-sail. That night, it was my turn to steer, or as the sailors say, my watch at the helm, for two hours. Despite my lack of experience, I managed to steer well enough to satisfy the officer, and neither S—— nor I gave up our watches the whole time we were off the Cape. This was something to be proud of because it takes a lot of skill and alertness to steer a ship close-hauled in a storm against a heavy head sea. "Ease her when she pitches," is the instruction; and a bit of carelessness in letting her take on a heavy wave could wash the decks or even take down the masts.

Friday, Nov. 7th. Towards morning the wind went down, and during the whole forenoon we lay tossing about in a dead calm, and in the midst of a thick fog. The calms here are unlike those in most parts of the world, for there is always such a high sea running, and the periods of calm are so short, that it has no time to go down; and vessels, being under no command of sails or rudder, lie like logs upon the water. We were obliged to steady the booms and yards by guys and braces, and to lash everything well below. We now found our top hamper of some use, for though it is liable to be carried away or sprung by the sudden "bringing up" of a vessel when pitching in a chopping sea, yet it is a great help in steadying a vessel when rolling in a long swell; giving it more slowness, ease, and regularity to the motion.

Friday, Nov. 7th. Towards morning, the wind died down, and throughout the whole morning we drifted in a dead calm surrounded by thick fog. The calms here are different from those in most parts of the world, as there is always a significant sea running, and the calm periods are so brief that the waves don’t have time to settle; boats, not being controlled by sails or rudders, just lay on the water like logs. We had to secure the booms and yards with guys and braces and tie everything down well. We found our top hamper somewhat useful, because while it can be damaged or bent by a sudden jolt when a boat pitches in a choppy sea, it greatly helps to steady a boat when rolling in a long swell, making its motion smoother, slower, and more steady.

The calm of the morning reminds me of a scene which I forgot to describe at the time of its occurrence, but which I remember from its being the first time that I had heard the near breathing of whales. It was on the night that we passed between the Falkland Islands and Staten Land. We had the watch from twelve to four, and coming upon deck, found the little brig lying perfectly still, surrounded by a thick fog, and the sea as smooth as though oil had been poured upon it; yet now and then a long, low swell rolling over its surface, slightly lifting the vessel, but without breaking the glassy smoothness of the water. We were surrounded far and near by shoals of sluggish whales and grampuses; which the fog prevented our seeing, rising slowly to the surface, or perhaps lying out at length, heaving out those peculiar lazy, deep, and long-drawn breathings which give such an impression of supineness and strength. Some of the watch were asleep, and the others were perfectly still, so that there was nothing to break the illusion, and I stood leaning over the bulwarks, listening to the slow breathing of the mighty creatures—now one breaking the water just alongside, whose black body I almost fancied that I could see through the fog; and again another, which I could just hear in the distance—until the low and regular swell seemed like the heaving of the ocean's mighty bosom to the sound of its heavy and long-drawn respirations.

The calm of the morning reminds me of a scene I forgot to describe when it happened, but I remember it because it was the first time I heard the nearby breathing of whales. It was the night we passed between the Falkland Islands and Staten Land. We had the watch from midnight to four, and when we came on deck, we found the little brig perfectly still, surrounded by a thick fog, and the sea as smooth as if oil had been poured on it; yet now and then a long, low swell rolled over its surface, slightly lifting the vessel without breaking the glassy smoothness of the water. We were surrounded far and wide by groups of sluggish whales and grampuses, which the fog prevented us from seeing, rising slowly to the surface, or maybe lying flat, exhaling those peculiar lazy, deep, and drawn-out breaths that give such an impression of relaxation and power. Some of the watch were asleep, and those who were awake were completely still, so nothing broke the illusion, and I leaned over the bulwarks, listening to the slow breathing of the mighty creatures—now one broke the surface right next to us, its black body almost visible through the fog; and again another, which I could just hear in the distance—until the low and regular swell felt like the heaving of the ocean's great chest to the sound of its heavy and drawn-out breaths.

Towards the evening of this day, (Friday 7th,) the fog cleared off, and we had every appearance of a cold blow; and soon after sun-down it came on. Again it was clew up and haul down, reef and furl, until we had got her down to close-reefed topsails, double-reefed trysail, and reefed forespenser. Snow, hail, and sleet were driving upon us most of the night, and the sea was breaking over the bows and covering the forward part of the little vessel; but as she would lay her course the captain refused to heave her to.

By the evening of that day (Friday the 7th), the fog cleared, and we could see we were in for a cold wind. Soon after sunset, it hit. We were back to adjusting sails — pulling up and dropping down, reefing and securing them — until we had managed to get her down to closely reefed topsails, a double-reefed trysail, and a reefed foresail. Snow, hail, and sleet were coming at us all night, and the waves were crashing over the front of the little boat, but since she was still holding her course, the captain refused to stop sailing.

Saturday, Nov. 8th. This day commenced with calm and thick fog, and ended with hail, snow, a violent wind, and close-reefed topsails.

Saturday, Nov. 8th. This day started with calm, thick fog and ended with hail, snow, a strong wind, and tightly furled sails.

Sunday, Nov. 9th. To-day the sun rose clear and continued so until twelve o'clock, when the captain got an observation. This was very well for Cape Horn, and we thought it a little remarkable that, as we had not had one unpleasant Sunday during the whole voyage, the only tolerable day here should be a Sunday. We got time to clear up the steerage and forecastle, and set things to rights, and to overhaul our wet clothes a little. But this did not last very long. Between five and six—the sun was then nearly three hours high—the cry of "All starbowlines ahoy!" summoned our watch on deck; and immediately all hands were called. A true specimen of Cape Horn was coming upon us. A great cloud of a dark slate-color was driving on us from the south-west; and we did our best to take in sail, (for the light sails had been set during the first part of the day,) before we were in the midst of it. We had got the light sails furled, the courses hauled up, and the topsail reef-tackles hauled out, and were just mounting the fore-rigging, when the storm struck us. In an instant the sea, which had been comparatively quiet, was running higher and higher; and it became almost as dark as night. The hail and sleet were harder than I had yet felt them; seeming to almost pin us down to the rigging. We were longer taking in sail than ever before; for the sails were stiff and wet, the ropes and rigging covered with snow and sleet, and we ourselves cold and nearly blinded with the violence of the storm. By the time we had got down upon deck again, the little brig was plunging madly into a tremendous head sea, which at every drive rushed in through the bow-ports and over the bows, and buried all the forward part of the vessel. At this instant the chief mate, who was standing on the top of the windlass, at the foot of the spenser mast, called out, "Lay out there and furl the jib!" This was no agreeable or safe duty, yet it must be done. An old Swede, (the best sailor on board,) who belonged on the forecastle, sprang out upon the bowsprit. Another one must go: I was near the mate, and sprang forward, threw the down-haul over the windlass, and jumped between the knight-heads out upon the bowsprit. The crew stood abaft the windlass and hauled the jib down, while we got out upon the weather side of the jib-boom, our feet on the foot ropes, holding on by the spar, the great jib flying off to leeward and slatting so as almost to throw us off of the boom. For some time we could do nothing but hold on, and the vessel diving into two huge seas, one after the other, plunged us twice into the water up to our chins. We hardly knew whether we were on or off; when coming up, dripping from the water, we were raised high into the air. John (that was the sailor's name) thought the boom would go, every moment, and called out to the mate to keep the vessel off, and haul down the staysail; but the fury of the wind and the breaking of the seas against the bows defied every attempt to make ourselves heard, and we were obliged to do the best we could in our situation. Fortunately, no other seas so heavy struck her, and we succeeded in furling the jib "after a fashion"; and, coming in over the staysail nettings, were not a little pleased to find that all was snug, and the watch gone below; for we were soaked through, and it was very cold. The weather continued nearly the same through the night.

Sunday, Nov. 9th. Today the sun rose clear and stayed that way until noon, when the captain took an observation. This was quite good for Cape Horn, and we found it a bit remarkable that, since we hadn’t experienced an unpleasant Sunday during the whole voyage, the only nice day here should be a Sunday. We had time to tidy up the steerage and forecastle, straighten things out, and go through our wet clothes a bit. But this didn’t last long. Between five and six—the sun was then nearly three hours high—the cry of "All starbowlines ahoy!" called our watch on deck; and immediately everyone was summoned. A true Cape Horn storm was approaching us. A huge cloud of dark slate color was coming at us from the southwest, and we did our best to take in sail (for the light sails had been up during the first part of the day) before it hit us. We had managed to furled the light sails, haul up the courses, and pull out the topsail reef-tackles, and were just climbing the fore-rigging when the storm hit us. In an instant, the sea, which had been relatively calm, swelled higher and higher; it became almost as dark as night. The hail and sleet were harder than I had ever felt, making it seem like they were pinning us down to the rigging. We took longer to get the sails down than ever before; the sails were stiff and wet, the ropes and rigging covered with snow and sleet, and we were cold and nearly blinded by the storm's intensity. By the time we made it back down to the deck, the little brig was plunging wildly into a massive head sea, which rushed in through the bow ports and over the front, drenching the entire forward part of the vessel. At that moment, the chief mate, who was standing on top of the windlass at the base of the spenser mast, shouted, "Lay out there and furl the jib!" This was neither a pleasant nor safe task, but it had to be done. An old Swede, the best sailor on board, who belonged to the forecastle, leaped onto the bowsprit. Another one needed to go: I was close to the mate, so I dashed forward, threw the down-haul over the windlass, and jumped between the knight-heads onto the bowsprit. The crew stood behind the windlass and pulled the jib down while we moved to the weather side of the jib-boom, our feet on the foot ropes, holding onto the spar, with the big jib flying off to leeward and slatting around, nearly throwing us off the boom. For a while, all we could do was hang on, and as the vessel dove into two huge waves one after the other, we were plunged underwater up to our chins. We hardly knew whether we were above or below water; when we came up, dripping, we were suddenly lifted high into the air. John (that was the sailor's name) thought the boom would break at any moment and shouted to the mate to keep the vessel off and haul down the staysail; but the ferocity of the wind and the crashing waves against the bows made it impossible to hear anything, and we had to do our best in our position. Luckily, no other huge waves hit us, and we managed to furl the jib "in a way"; and, coming in over the staysail nettings, we were pleased to find everything was secure and the watch had gone below; because we were soaked through and it was very cold. The weather stayed pretty much the same through the night.

Monday, Nov. 10th. During a part of this day we were hove to, but the rest of the time were driving on, under close-reefed sails, with a heavy sea, a strong gale, and frequent squalls of hail and snow.

Monday, Nov. 10th. During part of the day, we were at a standstill, but for the rest of the time, we were moving forward with tightly furled sails, facing a rough sea, a strong wind, and frequent bursts of hail and snow.

Tuesday, Nov. 11th. The same.

Tuesday, Nov. 11. Same.

Wednesday, Nov. 12th. The same.

Wednesday, Nov. 12. The same.

Thursday, Nov. 13th. The same.

Thursday, Nov. 13. Same.

We had now got hardened to Cape weather, the vessel was under reduced sail, and everything secured on deck and below, so that we had little to do but steer and to stand our watch. Our clothes were all wet through, and the only change was from wet to more wet. It was in vain to think of reading or working below, for we were too tired, the hatchways were closed down, and everything was wet and uncomfortable, black and dirty, heaving and pitching. We had only to come below when the watch was out, wring out our wet clothes, hang them up, and turn in and sleep as soundly as we could, until the watch was called again. A sailor can sleep anywhere—no sound of wind, water, wood or iron can keep him awake—and we were always fast asleep when three blows on the hatchway, and the unwelcome cry of "All starbowlines ahoy! eight bells there below! do you hear the news?" (the usual formula of calling the watch), roused us up from our berths upon the cold, wet decks. The only time when we could be said to take any pleasure was at night and morning, when we were allowed a tin pot full of hot tea, (or, as the sailors significantly call it, "water bewitched,") sweetened with molasses. This, bad as it was, was still warm and comforting, and, together with our sea biscuit and cold salt beef, made quite a meal. Yet even this meal was attended with some uncertainty. We had to go ourselves to the galley and take our kid of beef and tin pots of tea, and run the risk of losing them before we could get below. Many a kid of beef have I seen rolling in the scuppers, and the bearer lying at his length on the decks. I remember an English lad who was always the life of the crew, but whom we afterwards lost overboard, standing for nearly ten minutes at the galley, with this pot of tea in his hand, waiting for a chance to get down into the forecastle; and seeing what he thought was a "smooth spell," started to go forward. He had just got to the end of the windlass, when a great sea broke over the bows, and for a moment I saw nothing of him but his head and shoulders; and at the next instant, being taken off of his legs, he was carried aft with the sea, until her stern lifting up and sending the water forward, he was left high and dry at the side of the long-boat, still holding on to his tin pot, which had now nothing in it but salt water. But nothing could ever daunt him, or overcome, for a moment, his habitual good humor. Regaining his legs, and shaking his fist at the man at the wheel, he rolled below, saying, as he passed, "A man's no sailor, if he can't take a joke." The ducking was not the worst of such an affair, for, as there was an allowance of tea, you could get no more from the galley; and though sailors would never suffer a man to go without, but would always turn in a little from their own pots to fill up his, yet this was at best but dividing the loss among all hands.

We had gotten used to the Cape weather, the ship was sailing with reduced sails, and everything was secured on deck and below, so we had little to do but steer and keep watch. Our clothes were completely soaked, and the only change was from wet to even wetter. It was pointless to think about reading or working below decks; we were too exhausted, the hatches were closed, and everything was wet, uncomfortable, dark, and dirty, swaying and pitching. We could only go below when our watch was done, wring out our wet clothes, hang them up, and try to sleep as soundly as we could until the watch was called again. A sailor can sleep anywhere—no sound of wind, water, wood, or iron can keep him awake—and we were always fast asleep when the three knocks on the hatch and the unwelcome shout of "All starbowlines ahoy! Eight bells there below! Do you hear the news?" (the usual call for watch change) woke us from our bunks on the cold, wet decks. The only time we could really enjoy ourselves was at night and morning when we were allowed a tin pot full of hot tea, (or, as the sailors jokingly call it, "water bewitched"), sweetened with molasses. This, as bad as it was, was still warm and comforting, and along with our sea biscuit and cold salt beef, made for quite a meal. But even this meal came with some uncertainty. We had to go to the galley ourselves to get our portion of beef and tin pots of tea and risk losing them before we could get below. Many times I’ve seen a kid of beef rolling in the scuppers with the person carrying it lying spread-eagle on the deck. I remember an English boy who was always the life of the crew, but who we later lost overboard, standing for almost ten minutes at the galley with his pot of tea in his hand, waiting for a chance to get down to the forecastle; and seeing what he thought was a "smooth spell," he started to head forward. He had just reached the end of the windlass when a huge wave crashed over the bow, and for a moment all I could see was his head and shoulders; the next moment, he was knocked off his feet and swept toward the stern with the wave until the ship lifted up and sent the water forward, leaving him high and dry beside the longboat, still holding onto his tin pot, which was now filled only with salt water. But nothing could ever discourage him or dampen his usual good spirits. Regaining his footing and shaking his fist at the man at the wheel, he rolled below, saying as he passed, "A man's no sailor if he can't take a joke." The dunking was not the worst part of it; since there was a limited supply of tea, you couldn’t get any more from the galley. And although sailors would never let a man go without and would always contribute a little from their own pots to fill his up, that was still just sharing the loss among all hands.

Something of the same kind befell me a few days after. The cook had just made for us a mess of hot "scouse"—that is, biscuit pounded fine, salt beef cut into small pieces, and a few potatoes, boiled up together and seasoned with pepper. This was a rare treat, and I, being the last at the galley, had it put in my charge to carry down for the mess. I got along very well as far as the hatchway, and was just getting down the steps, when a heavy sea, lifting the stern out of water, and passing forward, dropping it down again, threw the steps from their place, and I came down into the steerage a little faster than I meant to, with the kid on top of me, and the whole precious mess scattered over the floor. Whatever your feelings may be, you must make a joke of everything at sea; and if you were to fall from aloft and be caught in the belly of a sail, and thus saved from instant death, it would not do to look at all disturbed, or to make a serious matter of it.

Something similar happened to me a few days later. The cook had just prepared a batch of hot "scouse"—which is biscuit crushed up, salt beef chopped into small pieces, and a few potatoes, all boiled together and seasoned with pepper. This was a rare treat, and since I was the last one at the galley, I was tasked with carrying it down for the crew. I managed to make it to the hatchway without any issues, but just as I was going down the steps, a heavy wave lifted the back of the ship out of the water, then dropped it again, causing the steps to shift. I ended up coming down into the steerage a lot faster than I intended, with the kid landing on top of me, and the entire precious meal scattered across the floor. No matter how you feel, you have to find humor in everything at sea; if you were to fall from above and land in a sail, thus escaping instant death, it wouldn’t be appropriate to seem at all disturbed or to take it seriously.

Friday, Nov. 14th. We were now well to the westward of the Cape and were changing our course to the northward as much as we dared, since the strong south-west winds, which prevailed then, carried us in toward Patagonia. At two, P.M., we saw a sail on our larboard beam, and at four we made it out to be a large ship, steering our course, under single-reefed topsails. We at that time had shaken the reefs out of our topsails, as the wind was lighter, and set the main top-gallant sail. As soon as our captain saw what sail she was under, he set the fore top-gallant sail and flying jib; and the old whaler—for such, his boats and short sail showed him to be—felt a little ashamed, and shook the reefs out of his topsails, but could do no more, for he had sent down his top-gallant masts off the Cape. He ran down for us, and answered our hail as the whale-ship, New England, of Poughkeepsie, one hundred and twenty days from New York. Our captain gave our name, and added, ninety-two days from Boston. They then had a little conversation about longitude, in which they found that they could not agree. The ship fell astern, and continued in sight during the night. Toward morning, the wind having become light, we crossed our royal and skysail yards, and at daylight we were seen under a cloud of sail, having royal and skysails fore and aft. The "spouter," as the sailors call a whaleman, had sent up his main top-gallant mast and set the sail, and made signal for us to heave to. About half-past seven their whale-boat came alongside, and Captain Job Terry sprang on board, a man known in every port and by every vessel in the Pacific ocean. "Don't you know Job Terry? I thought everybody knew Job Terry," said a green-hand, who came in the boat, to me, when I asked him about his captain. He was indeed a singular man. He was six feet high, wore thick, cowhide boots, and brown coat and trowsers, and, except a sun-burnt complexion, had not the slightest appearance of a sailor; yet he had been forty years in the whale trade, and, as he said himself, had owned ships, built ships, and sailed ships. His boat's crew were a pretty raw set, just out of the bush, and as the sailor's phrase is, "hadn't got the hayseed out of their hair." Captain Terry convinced our captain that our reckoning was a little out, and, having spent the day on board, put off in his boat at sunset for his ship, which was now six or eight miles astern. He began a "yarn" when he came on board, which lasted, with but little intermission, for four hours. It was all about himself, and the Peruvian government, and the Dublin frigate, and Lord James Townshend, and President Jackson, and the ship Ann M'Kim of Baltimore. It would probably never have come to an end, had not a good breeze sprung up, which sent him off to his own vessel. One of the lads who came in his boat, a thoroughly countrified-looking fellow, seemed to care very little about the vessel, rigging, or anything else, but went round looking at the live stock, and leaned over the pig-sty, and said he wished he was back again tending his father's pigs.

Friday, Nov. 14th. We were now well west of the Cape and were changing our course north as much as we could, since the strong southwest winds at the time were pushing us toward Patagonia. At 2 PM, we spotted a sail on our left side, and by 4 PM we realized it was a large ship heading in our direction, with single-reefed topsails. At that moment, we had taken the reefs out of our topsails because the wind was lighter and set the main top-gallant sail. As soon as our captain noticed what sails the other ship was using, he hoisted the fore top-gallant sail and flying jib. The old whaler—indicated by his boats and short sails—seemed a bit embarrassed and shook the reefs out of his topsails, but couldn’t do much more since he had lowered his top-gallant masts off the Cape. He headed down towards us and responded to our hail as the whaling ship New England, from Poughkeepsie, having been out for one hundred and twenty days from New York. Our captain introduced our ship and mentioned that we were ninety-two days out from Boston. They then had a brief conversation about longitude, but couldn’t seem to agree. The ship fell behind and remained in sight throughout the night. By morning, with light winds, we crossed our royal and skysail yards, and at daybreak, we were visible under a full set of sails, having royal and skysails up front and back. The "spouter," as sailors call a whaleman, raised his main top-gallant mast and set the sail, signaling for us to stop. Around 7:30 AM, their whale boat came alongside, and Captain Job Terry jumped on board, a man well-known in every port and by every vessel in the Pacific Ocean. "Don’t you know Job Terry? I thought everyone knew Job Terry," said a newbie who came in the boat when I asked about his captain. He was indeed a unique character. He was six feet tall, wore thick cowhide boots, and had a brown coat and trousers. Besides a sunburned complexion, he bore no resemblance to a sailor; yet he had been in the whaling trade for forty years and, as he claimed, had owned, built, and sailed ships. His crew looked pretty rough, just out of the wilderness, and as the saying goes among sailors, "hadn't gotten the hayseed out of their hair." Captain Terry convinced our captain that our navigation was slightly off, and after spending the day on board, he headed back in his boat at sunset to his ship, which was now six or eight miles behind us. When he came aboard, he started a "yarn" that lasted, with barely any breaks, for four hours. It was all about himself, the Peruvian government, the Dublin frigate, Lord James Townshend, President Jackson, and the ship Ann M'Kim of Baltimore. It probably would have gone on forever, if not for a good breeze that prompted him to return to his own vessel. One of the guys who came in his boat, a distinctly country-looking fellow, seemed to care very little about the ship, rigging, or anything else, but wandered around checking out the livestock, leaned over the pigsty, and said he wished he was back tending to his father's pigs.

At eight o'clock we altered our course to the northward, bound for Juan Fernandez.

At 8:00, we changed our course to north, heading for Juan Fernandez.

This day we saw the last of the albatrosses, which had been our companions a great part of the time off the Cape. I had been interested in the bird from descriptions which I had read of it, and was not at all disappointed. We caught one or two with a baited hook which we floated astern upon a shingle. Their long, flapping wings, long legs, and large, staring eyes, give them a very peculiar appearance. They look well on the wing; but one of the finest sights that I have ever seen, was an albatross asleep upon the water, during a calm, off Cape Horn, when a heavy sea was running. There being no breeze, the surface of the water was unbroken, but a long, heavy swell was rolling, and we saw the fellow, all white, directly ahead of us, asleep upon the waves, with his head under his wing; now rising on the top of a huge billow, and then falling slowly until he was lost in the hollow between. He was undisturbed for some time, until the noise of our bows, gradually approaching, roused him, when, lifting his head, he stared upon us for a moment, and then spread his wide wings and took his flight.

Today we saw the last of the albatrosses, which had been our companions for much of the time off the Cape. I had been intrigued by the bird from the descriptions I had read and was not at all disappointed. We caught one or two using a baited hook that we floated behind the boat. Their long, flapping wings, long legs, and large, staring eyes give them a very unique look. They look great in the air, but one of the most amazing sights I've ever seen was an albatross sleeping on the water during a calm spell off Cape Horn, while a heavy sea was rolling in. Without a breeze, the water's surface was smooth, but a long, heavy swell was moving, and we spotted the bird, completely white, directly in front of us, asleep on the waves with his head tucked under his wing; sometimes rising to the top of a huge wave and then slowly sinking until he disappeared in the trough below. He remained undisturbed for a while until the sound of our bow gradually getting closer woke him up. He lifted his head, stared at us for a moment, and then spread his enormous wings and took off.




CHAPTER VI

LOSS OF A MAN—SUPERSTITION

Monday, Nov. 19th. This was a black day in our calendar. At seven o'clock in the morning, it being our watch below, we were aroused from a sound sleep by the cry of "All hands ahoy! a man overboard!" This unwonted cry sent a thrill through the heart of every one, and hurrying on deck we found the vessel hove flat aback, with all her studding-sails set; for the boy who was at the helm left it to throw something overboard, and the carpenter, who was an old sailor, knowing that the wind was light, put the helm down and hove her aback. The watch on deck were lowering away the quarter-boat, and I got on deck just in time to heave myself into her as she was leaving the side; but it was not until out upon the wide Pacific, in our little boat, that I knew whom we had lost. It was George Ballmer, a young English sailor, who was prized by the officers as an active lad and willing seaman, and by the crew as a lively, hearty fellow, and a good shipmate. He was going aloft to fit a strap round the main top-mast-head, for ringtail halyards, and had the strap and block, a coil of halyards and a marline-spike about his neck. He fell from the starboard futtock shrouds, and not knowing how to swim, and being heavily dressed, with all those things round his neck, he probably sank immediately. We pulled astern, in the direction in which he fell, and though we knew that there was no hope of saving him, yet no one wished to speak of returning, and we rowed about for nearly an hour, without the hope of doing anything, but unwilling to acknowledge to ourselves that we must give him up. At length we turned the boat's head and made towards the vessel.

Monday, Nov. 19th. This was a dark day on our calendar. At seven in the morning, during our off-duty time, we were jolted awake by the shout of "All hands ahoy! A man overboard!" This unexpected cry sent a jolt through everyone, and as we rushed on deck, we found the ship stopped and with all her extra sails set; the boy at the helm had left it to throw something overboard, and the carpenter, an experienced sailor, knowing the wind was light, had turned the helm and stopped the ship. The crew on watch was lowering the quarter-boat, and I got on deck just in time to jump into it as it was leaving the side; however, it wasn’t until we were out on the vast Pacific in our small boat that I realized who we had lost. It was George Ballmer, a young English sailor valued by the officers for being a hardworking and willing seaman, and by the crew for being a lively and friendly guy, as well as a great shipmate. He was going aloft to secure a strap around the main top-mast head for the ringtail halyards and had the strap and block, a coil of halyards, and a marline-spike around his neck. He fell from the starboard futtock shrouds, and not knowing how to swim and weighed down by his heavy clothes and all those things around his neck, he likely sank immediately. We paddled back in the direction he fell, and even though we knew there was no chance of saving him, no one wanted to mention turning back, so we rowed aimlessly for nearly an hour, unwilling to admit to ourselves that we had to give up. Finally, we turned the boat around and headed back towards the ship.

Death is at all times solemn, but never so much so as at sea. A man dies on shore; his body remains with his friends, and "the mourners go about the streets;" but when a man falls overboard at sea and is lost, there is a suddenness in the event, and a difficulty in realizing it, which give to it an air of awful mystery. A man dies on shore—you follow his body to the grave, and a stone marks the spot. You are often prepared for the event. There is always something which helps you to realize it when it happens, and to recall it when it has passed. A man is shot down by your side in battle, and the mangled body remains an object, and a real evidence; but at sea, the man is near you—at your side—you hear his voice, and in an instant he is gone, and nothing but a vacancy shows his loss. Then, too, at sea—to use a homely but expressive phrase—you miss a man so much. A dozen men are shut up together in a little bark, upon the wide, wide sea, and for months and months see no forms and hear no voices but their own, and one is taken suddenly from among them, and they miss him at every turn. It is like losing a limb. There are no new faces or new scenes to fill up the gap. There is always an empty berth in the forecastle, and one man wanting when the small night watch is mustered. There is one less to take the wheel, and one less to lay out with you upon the yard. You miss his form, and the sound of his voice, for habit had made them almost necessary to you, and each of your senses feels the loss.

Death is always serious, but it's even more so at sea. When a man dies on land, his body stays with his loved ones, and "the mourners go about the streets." But when someone falls overboard and is lost at sea, the suddenness of it all makes it feel shrouded in terrible mystery. A man dies on land—you follow his body to the grave, and a stone marks the place. You often have some preparation for it. There's usually something that helps you understand when it happens and reminds you of it later. If a man falls next to you in battle, his mangled body is there as a tangible reminder; but at sea, the man is right there next to you—you hear his voice, and in an instant, he's gone, leaving nothing but emptiness to mark his absence. Also, at sea—to use a simple but fitting expression—you really feel the loss of a man. A dozen men are cramped together in a small boat on the vast ocean, and for months they see no one else and hear no voices but their own. When one of them is suddenly taken, they feel his absence at every moment. It's like losing a limb. There are no new faces or scenes to fill the void. There's always an empty spot in the living quarters, and one fewer man when the night watch is called. There’s one less person to take the wheel, and one less to share the hard work on the sails with you. You feel the absence of his presence and the sound of his voice, as they had become almost essential to you, and every sense feels the loss.

All these things make such a death peculiarly solemn, and the effect of it remains upon the crew for some time. There is more kindness shown by the officers to the crew, and by the crew to one another. There is more quietness and seriousness. The oath and the loud laugh are gone. The officers are more watchful, and the crew go more carefully aloft. The lost man is seldom mentioned, or is dismissed with a sailor's rude eulogy—"Well, poor George is gone! His cruise is up soon! He knew his work, and did his duty, and was a good shipmate." Then usually follows some allusion to another world, for sailors are almost all believers; but their notions and opinions are unfixed and at loose ends. They say,—"God won't be hard upon the poor fellow," and seldom get beyond the common phrase which seems to imply that their sufferings and hard treatment here will excuse them hereafter,—"To work hard, live hard, die hard, and go to hell after all, would be hard indeed!" Our cook, a simple-hearted old African, who had been through a good deal in his day, and was rather seriously inclined, always going to church twice a day when on shore, and reading his Bible on a Sunday in the galley, talked to the crew about spending their Sabbaths badly, and told them that they might go as suddenly as George had, and be as little prepared.

All these things make such a death especially solemn, and its impact lingers on the crew for a while. There’s more kindness shown by the officers to the crew and by the crew to each other. There’s more quietness and seriousness. The playful jokes and loud laughter are gone. The officers are more vigilant, and the crew is more careful when climbing. The lost man is rarely mentioned or is brushed aside with a sailor’s blunt tribute—“Well, poor George is gone! His time was up! He knew his stuff, did his job, and was a good shipmate.” Then there’s usually some mention of the afterlife, as nearly all sailors believe, but their ideas and opinions are vague and unformed. They say, “God won’t be hard on the poor fellow,” and seldom move beyond the common phrase that seems to suggest that their struggles and harsh treatment here will excuse them later—“To work hard, live hard, die hard, and then go to hell after all would be pretty rough!” Our cook, a kind-hearted old African who had been through a lot in his life, and who was quite serious, always going to church twice a day when on land and reading his Bible on Sundays in the galley, talked to the crew about wasting their Sundays and warned them that they could go as suddenly as George did, and be just as unprepared.

Yet a sailor's life is at best, but a mixture of a little good with much evil, and a little pleasure with much pain. The beautiful is linked with the revolting, the sublime with the commonplace, and the solemn with the ludicrous.

Yet a sailor's life is, at best, a mix of a little good and a lot of bad, and some pleasure with a lot of pain. The beautiful is connected to the disgusting, the amazing to the ordinary, and the serious to the ridiculous.

We had hardly returned on board with our sad report, before an auction was held of the poor man's clothes. The captain had first, however, called all hands aft and asked them if they were satisfied that everything had been done to save the man, and if they thought there was any use in remaining there longer. The crew all said that it was in vain, for the man did not know how to swim, and was very heavily dressed. So we then filled away and kept her off to her course.

We had barely gotten back on board with our sad news when an auction was held for the poor man's clothes. Before that, though, the captain gathered everyone together and asked if they were sure that everything that could be done to save the man had been done, and if they thought there was any point in staying there longer. The crew all agreed it was useless, since the man couldn't swim and was wearing heavy clothes. So, we then adjusted the sails and continued on our course.

The laws regulating navigation make the captain answerable for the effects of a sailor who dies during the voyage, and it is either a law or a universal custom, established for convenience, that the captain should immediately hold an auction of his things, in which they are bid off by the sailors, and the sums which they give are deducted from their wages at the end of the voyage. In this way the trouble and risk of keeping his things through the voyage are avoided, and the clothes are usually sold for more than they would be worth on shore. Accordingly, we had no sooner got the ship before the wind, than his chest was brought up upon the forecastle, and the sale began. The jackets and trowsers in which we had seen him dressed but a few days before, were exposed and bid off while the life was hardly out of his body, and his chest was taken aft and used as a store-chest, so that there was nothing left which could be called his. Sailors have an unwillingness to wear a dead man's clothes during the same voyage, and they seldom do so unless they are in absolute want.

The laws governing navigation hold the captain responsible for the consequences of a sailor's death during the voyage. It's either a law or a general custom, created for convenience, that the captain should immediately auction off the deceased sailor’s belongings, which are bid on by the other sailors, with the amounts deducted from their wages at the end of the journey. This approach avoids the hassle and risk of storing the belongings throughout the trip, and the clothes usually sell for more than their value on land. As soon as we had the ship sailing smoothly, his chest was brought up to the forecastle, and the auction started. The jackets and trousers he wore just a few days earlier were put up for bidding, barely moments after his death, while his chest was taken to the back of the ship to be used as a storage chest, leaving nothing behind that could be considered his. Sailors are generally reluctant to wear a deceased man’s clothes during the same voyage, and they rarely do so unless they are in dire need.

As is usual after a death, many stories were told about George. Some had heard him say that he repented never having learned to swim, and that he knew that he should meet his death by drowning. Another said that he never knew any good to come of a voyage made against the will, and the deceased man shipped and spent his advance and was afterwards very unwilling to go, but not being able to refund, was obliged to sail with us. A boy, too, who had become quite attached to him, said that George talked to him during most of the watch on the night before, about his mother and family at home, and this was the first time that he had mentioned the subject during the voyage.

As is common after someone dies, many stories were shared about George. Some people recalled him saying he regretted never learning to swim and predicted that he would die by drowning. Another person mentioned that he never saw anything good come from a trip taken against one's will, and that George had boarded the ship, spent his advance, and was later very hesitant to go. However, unable to get a refund, he had to sail with us. A boy who had grown quite fond of him said that George talked to him for most of the watch the night before about his mother and family back home, which was the first time he had brought up that topic during the trip.

The night after this event, when I went to the galley to get a light, I found the cook inclined to be talkative, so I sat down on the spars, and gave him an opportunity to hold a yarn. I was the more inclined to do so, as I found that he was full of the superstitions once more common among seamen, and which the recent death had waked up in his mind. He talked about George's having spoken of his friends, and said he believed few men died without having a warning of it, which he supported by a great many stories of dreams, and the unusual behavior of men before death. From this he went on to other superstitions, the Flying Dutchman, etc., and talked rather mysteriously, having something evidently on his mind.

The night after this happened, I went to the kitchen to grab a light, and I found the cook eager to chat, so I sat down on the wood and gave him a chance to share a story. I was more open to it since I noticed he was full of the superstitions once common among sailors, which the recent death had brought back to his mind. He talked about how George had mentioned his friends and said he believed that few people died without some kind of warning, backing this up with a lot of stories about dreams and how people acted differently before they died. From there, he moved on to other superstitions, like the Flying Dutchman, and spoke pretty mysteriously, clearly having something on his mind.

At length he put his head out of the galley and looked carefully about to see if any one was within hearing, and being satisfied on that point, asked me in a low tone—

At last, he peeked out of the kitchen and looked around carefully to check if anyone was within earshot, and once he was satisfied with that, he asked me in a quiet voice—

"I say! you know what countryman 'e carpenter be?"

"I say! Do you know what country the carpenter is from?"

"Yes," said I; "he's a German."

"Yeah," I said, "he's German."

"What kind of a German?" said the cook.

"What kind of German?" said the cook.

"He belongs to Bremen," said I.

"He's from Bremen," I said.

"Are you sure o' dat?" said he.

"Are you sure about that?" he said.

I satisfied him on that point by saying that he could speak no language but the German and English.

I satisfied him on that point by saying that he could only speak German and English.

"I'm plaguy glad o' dat," said the cook. "I was mighty 'fraid he was a Fin. I tell you what, I been plaguy civil to that man all the voyage."

"I'm really glad about that," said the cook. "I was really afraid he was a Fin. I tell you what, I've been really polite to that man the whole trip."

I asked him the reason of this, and found that he was fully possessed with the notion that Fins are wizards, and especially have power over winds and storms. I tried to reason with him about it, but he had the best of all arguments, that from experience, at hand, and was not to be moved. He had been in a vessel at the Sandwich Islands, in which the sail-maker was a Fin, and could do anything he was of a mind to. This sail-maker kept a junk bottle in his berth, which was always just half full of rum, though he got drunk upon it nearly every day. He had seen him sit for hours together, talking to this bottle, which he stood up before him on the table. The same man cut his throat in his berth, and everybody said he was possessed.

I asked him why he thought that, and discovered he was completely convinced that Fins are wizards, especially capable of controlling winds and storms. I tried to reason with him about it, but he had the strongest argument—his own experience—and wouldn’t change his mind. He had been on a ship in the Sandwich Islands, where the sail-maker was a Fin, who could do anything he wanted. This sail-maker kept a bottle of junk in his cabin, which was always half full of rum, even though he managed to get drunk on it almost every day. He had seen the guy sit for hours talking to this bottle, which he placed on the table in front of him. That same man ended up cutting his throat in his cabin, and everyone said he was possessed.

He had heard of ships, too, beating up the gulf of Finland against a head wind, and having a ship heave in sight astern, overhaul and pass them, with as fair a wind as could blow, and all studding-sails out, and find she was from Finland.

He had also heard about ships struggling up the Gulf of Finland against a headwind, and then seeing another ship come into view behind them, catch up, and sail past with the best wind possible, all sails set, only to discover it was from Finland.

"Oh ho!" said he; "I've seen too much of them men to want to see 'em 'board a ship. If they can't have their own way, they'll play the d—-l with you."

"Oh wow!" he said; "I've seen too much of those guys to want to see them on a ship. If they can't get their way, they'll make your life a nightmare."

As I still doubted, he said he would leave it to John, who was the oldest seaman aboard, and would know, if anybody did. John, to be sure, was the oldest, and at the same time the most ignorant, man in the ship; but I consented to have him called. The cook stated the matter to him, and John, as I anticipated, sided with the cook, and said that he himself had been in a ship where they had a head wind for a fortnight, and the captain found out at last that one of the men, whom he had had some hard words with a short time before, was a Fin, and immediately told him if he didn't stop the head wind he would shut him down in the fore peak, and would not give him anything to eat. The Fin held out for a day and a half, when he could not stand it any longer, and did something or other which brought the wind round again, and they let him up.

As I still had doubts, he said he would leave it to John, the oldest sailor onboard, who would know, if anyone would. John, of course, was the oldest and also the most clueless guy on the ship; but I agreed to have him called. The cook explained the situation to him, and John, as I expected, sided with the cook. He said he had once been on a ship that had a headwind for two weeks, and the captain eventually discovered that one of the crew members, whom he had recently had a fight with, was a Finn. The captain immediately warned him that if he didn’t stop the headwind, he would lock him in the fore peak and wouldn't give him any food. The Finn held out for a day and a half, but when he couldn’t take it anymore, he did something that changed the wind back, and they let him out.

"There," said the cook, "what do you think o' dat?"

"There," said the cook, "what do you think of that?"

I told him I had no doubt it was true, and that it would have been odd if the wind had not changed in fifteen days, Fin or no Fin.

I told him I was sure it was true, and that it would have been strange if the wind hadn’t changed in fifteen days, Fin or no Fin.

"Oh," says he, "go 'way! You think, 'cause you been to college, you know better than anybody. You know better than them as 'as seen it with their own eyes. You wait till you've been to sea as long as I have, and you'll know."

"Oh," he says, "go away! You think that just because you've been to college, you know better than everyone else. You think you know better than those who have seen it with their own eyes. Just wait until you've been at sea as long as I have, and then you'll understand."




CHAPTER VII

JUAN FERNANDEZ—THE PACIFIC

We continued sailing along with a fair wind and fine weather until Tuesday, Nov. 25th, when at daylight we saw the island of Juan Fernandez, directly ahead, rising like a deep blue cloud out of the sea. We were then probably nearly seventy miles from it; and so high and so blue did it appear, that I mistook it for a cloud, resting over the island, and looked for the island under it, until it gradually turned to a deader and greener color, and I could mark the inequalities upon its surface. At length we could distinguish trees and rocks; and by the afternoon, this beautiful island lay fairly before us, and we directed our course to the only harbor. Arriving at the entrance soon after sun-down, we found a Chilian man-of-war brig, the only vessel, coming out. She hailed us, and an officer on board, whom we supposed to be an American, advised us to run in before night, and said that they were bound to Valparaiso. We ran immediately for the anchorage, but, owing to the winds which drew about the mountains and came to us in flaws from every point of the compass, we did not come to an anchor until nearly midnight. We had a boat ahead all the time that we were working in, and those aboard were continually bracing the yards about for every puff that struck us, until about 12 o'clock, when we came-to in 40 fathoms water, and our anchor struck bottom for the first time since we left Boston—one hundred and three days. We were then divided into three watches, and thus stood out the remainder of the night.

We kept sailing along with a nice wind and good weather until Tuesday, Nov. 25th, when at dawn we spotted Juan Fernandez Island directly ahead, rising like a deep blue cloud out of the sea. We were probably about seventy miles away; it looked so high and blue that I mistook it for a cloud hovering over the island and kept looking for the island beneath it until it slowly turned a duller and greener color, and I could see the unevenness on its surface. Eventually, we could make out trees and rocks, and by afternoon, this stunning island was right in front of us, and we set our course for the only harbor. We reached the entrance shortly after sunset and encountered a Chilian man-of-war brig, the only ship coming out. They called out to us, and an officer on board, who we thought was American, advised us to head in before nightfall and mentioned they were bound for Valparaiso. We immediately made our way to the anchorage, but because of the winds swirling around the mountains that hit us in gusts from every direction, we didn't anchor until nearly midnight. We had a boat ahead of us the whole time we were maneuvering, and the people on board were constantly adjusting the sails for each gust we felt until about 12 o'clock when we finally dropped anchor in 40 fathoms of water, our anchor touching the bottom for the first time since we left Boston—one hundred and three days earlier. We then split into three watches and kept watch for the rest of the night.

I was called on deck to stand my watch at about three in the morning, and I shall never forget the peculiar sensation which I experienced on finding myself once more surrounded by land, feeling the night breeze coming from off shore, and hearing the frogs and crickets. The mountains seemed almost to hang over us, and apparently from the very heart there came out, at regular intervals, a loud echoing sound, which affected me as hardly human. We saw no lights, and could hardly account for the sound, until the mate, who had been there before, told us that it was the "Alerta" of the Spanish soldiers, who were stationed over some convicts confined in caves nearly halfway up the mountain. At the expiration of my watch I went below, feeling not a little anxious for the day, that I might see more nearly, and perhaps tread upon, this romantic, I may almost say, classic island.

I was called to the deck to start my watch around three in the morning, and I’ll never forget the strange feeling I had as I found myself once again surrounded by land, feeling the night breeze coming from the shore, and listening to the frogs and crickets. The mountains seemed to loom over us, and from deep within them came a loud echoing sound at regular intervals that felt almost unnatural. We saw no lights and could barely explain the noise until the mate, who had been there before, told us it was the "Alerta" from the Spanish soldiers stationed over some convicts locked up in caves nearly halfway up the mountain. When my watch was over, I went below deck, feeling quite anxious for the day to come so I could see more clearly and maybe even set foot on this romantic, I might even say, classic island.

When all hands were called it was nearly sunrise, and between that time and breakfast, although quite busy on board in getting up water-casks, etc., I had a good view of the objects about me. The harbor was nearly land-locked, and at the head of it was a landing-place, protected by a small breakwater of stones, upon which two large boats were hauled up, with a sentry standing over them. Near this was a variety of huts or cottages, nearly an hundred in number, the best of them built of mud and white washed, but the greater part only Robinson Crusoe like—of posts and branches of trees. The governor's house, as it is called, was the most conspicuous, being large, with grated windows, plastered walls, and roof of red tiles; yet, like all the rest, only of one story. Near it was a small chapel, distinguished by a cross; and a long, low brown-looking building, surrounded by something like a palisade, from which an old and dingy-looking Chilian flag was flying. This, of course, was dignified by the title of Presidio. A sentinel was stationed at the chapel, another at the governor's house, and a few soldiers armed with bayonets, looking rather ragged, with shoes out at the toes, were strolling about among the houses, or waiting at the landing-place for our boat to come ashore.

When all hands were called, it was nearly sunrise, and between that time and breakfast, even though I was quite busy on board getting up water casks, I had a good view of the surroundings. The harbor was almost land-locked, and at its head was a landing area protected by a small stone breakwater, where two large boats were pulled up, with a sentry standing guard over them. Near this were about a hundred different huts or cottages, the best made of mud and whitewashed, but most were pretty basic—just posts and branches like something out of Robinson Crusoe. The governor's house, as it's called, stood out the most, being large, with barred windows, plastered walls, and a roof of red tiles; still, like everything else, it was only one story. Close by was a small chapel marked by a cross, and a long, low, brown building surrounded by what looked like a palisade, from which an old, dingy Chilean flag was flying. This was officially referred to as the Presidio. A sentinel was stationed at the chapel, another at the governor's house, and a few soldiers armed with bayonets, looking quite ragged with shoes worn out at the toes, were wandering around among the houses or waiting at the landing area for our boat to come ashore.

The mountains were high, but not so overhanging as they appeared to be by starlight. They seemed to bear off towards the centre of the island, and were green and well wooded, with some large, and, I am told, exceedingly fertile valleys, with mule-tracks leading to different parts of the island.

The mountains were high, but not as steep as they looked in the starlight. They appeared to stretch toward the center of the island and were covered in green forests, with some large and, I've heard, really fertile valleys, along with mule tracks leading to various parts of the island.

I cannot forget how my friend S—— and myself got the laugh of the crew upon us for our eagerness to get on shore. The captain having ordered the quarter-boat to be lowered, we both sprang down into the forecastle, filled our jacket pockets with tobacco to barter with the people ashore, and when the officer called for "four hands in the boat," nearly broke our necks in our haste to be first over the side, and had the pleasure of pulling ahead of the brig with a tow-line for a half an hour, and coming on board again to be laughed at by the crew, who had seen our manoeuvre.

I can't forget how my friend S—— and I became the crew's joke because of our eagerness to get ashore. When the captain ordered the quarter-boat to be lowered, we both dashed down into the forecastle, stuffed our jacket pockets with tobacco to trade with the people on land, and when the officer called for "four hands in the boat," we nearly broke our necks trying to be the first ones over the side. We had the thrill of pulling ahead of the brig with a tow-line for half an hour and came back on board to be laughed at by the crew, who had witnessed our antics.

After breakfast the second mate was ordered ashore with five hands to fill the water-casks, and to my joy I was among the number. We pulled ashore with the empty casks; and here again fortune favored me, for the water was too thick and muddy to be put into the casks, and the governor had sent men up to the head of the stream to clear it out for us, which gave us nearly two hours of leisure. This leisure we employed in wandering about among the houses, and eating a little fruit which was offered to us. Ground apples, melons, grapes, strawberries of an enormous size, and cherries, abounded here. The latter are said to have been planted by Lord Anson. The soldiers were miserably clad, and asked with some interest whether we had any shoes to sell on board. I doubt very much if they had the means of buying them. They were very eager to get tobacco, for which they gave shells, fruits, etc. Knives also were in demand, but we were forbidden by the governor to let any one have them, as he told us that all the people there, except the soldiers and a few officers, were convicts sent from Valparaiso, and that it was necessary to keep all weapons from their hands. The island, it seems, belongs to Chili, and had been used by the government as a sort of Botany Bay for nearly two years; and the governor—an Englishman who had entered the Chilian navy—with a priest, half a dozen task-masters, and a body of soldiers, were stationed there to keep them in order. This was no easy task; and only a few months before our arrival, a few of them had stolen a boat at night, boarded a brig lying in the harbor, sent the captain and crew ashore in their boat, and gone off to sea. We were informed of this, and loaded our arms and kept strict watch on board through the night, and were careful not to let the convicts get our knives from us when on shore. The worst part of the convicts, I found, were locked up under sentry in caves dug into the side of the mountain, nearly halfway up, with mule-tracks leading to them, whence they were taken by day and set to work under task-masters upon building an aqueduct, a wharf, and other public works; while the rest lived in the houses which they put up for themselves, had their families with them, and seemed to me to be the laziest people on the face of the earth. They did nothing but take a paseo into the woods, a paseo among the houses, a paseo at the landing-place, looking at us and our vessel, and too lazy to speak fast; while the others were driving—or rather, driven—about, at a rapid trot, in single file, with burdens on their shoulders, and followed up by their task-masters, with long rods in their hands, and broadbrimmed straw hats upon their heads. Upon what precise grounds this great distinction was made, I do not know, and I could not very well know, for the governor was the only man who spoke English upon the island, and he was out of my walk.

After breakfast, the second mate was ordered ashore with five crew members to fill the water casks, and I was thrilled to be one of them. We rowed to shore with the empty casks; and once again, luck was on my side because the water was too thick and muddy to fill the casks. The governor had sent workers upstream to clear it out for us, giving us nearly two hours of free time. We used this time to wander around the houses and snack on some fruit that was offered to us. There were plenty of ground apples, melons, grapes, huge strawberries, and cherries. The cherries were said to have been planted by Lord Anson. The soldiers looked poorly dressed and curiously asked if we had any shoes for sale on board. I seriously doubted they could afford them. They were eager to trade for tobacco, offering shells and fruits in exchange. Knives were also in demand, but the governor had forbidden us from giving any to anyone, explaining that almost everyone there, except the soldiers and a few officers, were convicts sent from Valparaiso, and it was essential to keep all weapons away from them. The island belonged to Chile and had been used by the government as a sort of Botany Bay for nearly two years. The governor—an Englishman who had joined the Chilean navy—along with a priest, a few overseers, and a group of soldiers were stationed there to maintain order. This wasn’t an easy job; just a few months before we arrived, some of the convicts had stolen a boat at night, boarded a brig in the harbor, sent the captain and crew ashore in their own boat, and sailed away. We were made aware of this and armed ourselves, keeping a strict watch on board throughout the night, careful not to let the convicts get our knives while we were ashore. I found that the worst convicts were locked up under guard in caves dug into the mountainside, nearly halfway up, where mule tracks led to them. They were taken out during the day and put to work under overseers building an aqueduct, a wharf, and other public projects, while the rest lived in the houses they constructed for themselves, had their families with them, and seemed to me to be the laziest people on Earth. They did nothing but take strolls in the woods, strolls among the houses, and strolls at the landing place, watching us and our ship, too lazy to speak quickly. Meanwhile, the others were being driven—quite literally—at a fast pace in single file, burdened with loads on their shoulders, followed by their overseers, who carried long rods and wore wide-brimmed straw hats. I had no idea why this significant distinction was made, and I couldn’t really find out, since the governor was the only person who spoke English on the island, and he was out of my reach.

Having filled our casks, we returned on board, and soon after, the governor, dressed in a uniform like that of an American militia officer, the Padre, in the dress of the grey friars, with hood and all complete, and the Capitan, with big whiskers and dirty regimentals, came on board to dine. While at dinner, a large ship appeared in the offing, and soon afterwards we saw a light whale-boat pulling into the harbor. The ship lay off and on, and a boat came alongside of us, and put on board the captain, a plain young Quaker, dressed all in brown. The ship was the Cortes, whaleman, of New Bedford, and had put in to see if there were any vessels from round the Horn, and to hear the latest news from America. They remained aboard a short time and had a little talk with the crew, when they left us and pulled off to their ship, which, having filled away, was soon out of sight.

After filling our barrels, we went back on board, and not long after, the governor, wearing a uniform like an American militia officer, the Padre in the attire of the grey friars, complete with a hood, and the Captain, sporting big whiskers and dirty military gear, joined us for dinner. While we were eating, a large ship appeared on the horizon, and shortly after, we saw a light whale boat rowing into the harbor. The ship drifted in and out, and a boat came alongside, bringing the captain, a straightforward young Quaker dressed entirely in brown. The ship was the Cortes, a whaling vessel from New Bedford, which had docked to check for any ships from around the Horn and to get the latest updates from America. They spent a brief time on board talking with the crew before leaving us and rowing back to their ship, which set sail and was soon out of sight.

A small boat which came from the shore to take away the governor and suite—as they styled themselves—brought, as a present to the crew, a large pail of milk, a few shells, and a block of sandal wood. The milk, which was the first we had tasted since leaving Boston, we soon despatched; a piece of the sandal wood I obtained, and learned that it grew on the hills in the centre of the island. I have always regretted that I did not bring away other specimens of the products of the island, having afterwards lost all that I had with me—the piece of sandal wood, and a small flower which I plucked and brought on board in the crown of my tarpaulin, and carefully pressed between the leaves of a book.

A small boat that came from the shore to pick up the governor and his entourage— as they liked to call themselves—brought a large pail of milk, a few shells, and a block of sandalwood as a gift for the crew. The milk, which was the first we had tasted since leaving Boston, was quickly consumed. I managed to get a piece of the sandalwood and found out that it grew on the hills in the center of the island. I've always regretted not bringing back more samples of the island's products, since I later lost everything I had with me— the piece of sandalwood and a small flower I picked and brought on board in the crown of my tarpaulin, which I had carefully pressed between the pages of a book.

About an hour before sun-down, having stowed our water casks, we commenced getting under weigh, and were not a little while about it; for we were in thirty fathoms water, and in one of the gusts which came off shore had let go our other bow anchor; and as the southerly wind draws round the mountains and comes off in uncertain flaws, we were continually swinging round, and had thus got a very foul hawse. We hove in upon our chain, and after stoppering and unshackling it again and again, and hoisting and hauling down sail, we at length tipped our anchor and stood out to sea. It was bright starlight when we were clear of the bay, and the lofty island lay behind us, in its still beauty, and I gave a parting look, and bid farewell, to the most romantic spot of earth that my eyes had ever seen. I did then, and have ever since, felt an attachment for that island, altogether peculiar. It was partly, no doubt, from its having been the first land that I had seen since leaving home, and still more from the associations which every one has connected with it in their childhood from reading Robinson Crusoe. To this I may add the height and romantic outline of its mountains, the beauty and freshness of its verdure, and the extreme fertility of its soil, and its solitary position in the midst of the wide expanse of the South Pacific, as all concurring to give it its peculiar charm.

About an hour before sunset, after we secured our water barrels, we started to get moving, which took us a bit of time; we were in thirty fathoms of water, and during one of the gusts from the shore, we had dropped our other bow anchor. The southerly wind swirled around the mountains, coming in unpredictable bursts, causing us to swing around constantly, resulting in a very tangled hawse. We pulled in on our chain, and after stopping and unhooking it repeatedly, and raising and lowering the sails, we finally lifted our anchor and headed out to sea. It was clear starlight as we left the bay, the towering island faded behind us, beautiful in its stillness, and I took a final glance, bidding farewell to the most picturesque place I had ever seen. I felt, then and ever since, a unique attachment to that island. Part of it was, no doubt, because it was the first land I saw after leaving home, but it was also due to the associations everyone has with it from reading Robinson Crusoe as a child. Additionally, the height and romantic shape of its mountains, the beauty and vibrancy of its greenery, the extreme fertility of its soil, and its isolated position in the vastness of the South Pacific all contributed to its distinctive charm.

When thoughts of this place have occurred to me at different times, I have endeavored to recall more particulars with regard to it. It is situated in about 33º 30' S., and is distant a little more than three hundred miles from Valparaiso, on the coast of Chili, which is in the same latitude. It is about fifteen miles in length and five in breadth. The harbor in which we anchored (called by Lord Anson, Cumberland bay) is the only one in the island; two small bights of land on each side of the main bay (sometimes dignified by the name of bays) being little more than landing-places for boats. The best anchorage is at the western side of the bay, where we lay at about three cables' lengths from the shore, in a little more than thirty fathoms water. This harbor is open to the N.N.E., and in fact nearly from N. to E., but the only dangerous winds being the south-west, on which side are the highest mountains, it is considered very safe. The most remarkable thing perhaps about it is the fish with which it abounds. Two of our crew, who remained on board, caught in a few minutes enough to last us for several days, and one of the men, who was a Marblehead man, said that he never saw or heard of such an abundance. There were cod, breams, silver-fish, and other kinds whose names they did not know, or which I have forgotten.

When I think about this place at different times, I've tried to remember more details about it. It's located around 33º 30' S., and is just over three hundred miles from Valparaiso, on the coast of Chile, which is at the same latitude. It's about fifteen miles long and five miles wide. The harbor where we anchored (called Cumberland Bay by Lord Anson) is the only one on the island; two small inlets on either side of the main bay (sometimes called bays) are just landing spots for boats. The best anchorage is on the western side of the bay, where we anchored about three cable lengths from the shore, in a little over thirty fathoms of water. This harbor is open to the N.N.E., and almost from N. to E., but the only dangerous winds come from the southwest, where the highest mountains are, so it's considered very safe. The most remarkable thing about it is probably the abundance of fish. Two of our crew members who stayed on board caught enough fish in just a few minutes to last us for several days, and one of the guys, who was from Marblehead, said he had never seen or heard of such a huge catch. There were cod, bream, silver fish, and other types whose names they didn’t know or that I've forgotten.

There is an abundance of the best of water upon the island, small streams running through every valley, and leaping down from the sides of the hills. One stream of considerable size flows through the centre of the lawn upon which the houses are built, and furnishes an easy and abundant supply to the inhabitants. This, by means of a short wooden aqueduct, was brought quite down to our boats. The convicts had also built something in the way of a breakwater, and were to build a landing-place for boats and goods, after which the Chilian government intended to lay port charges.

There is plenty of fresh water on the island, with small streams running through every valley and cascading down from the hillsides. One fairly large stream flows right through the middle of the lawn where the houses are located, providing an easy and abundant supply for the residents. This stream was connected to our boats via a short wooden aqueduct. The convicts had also constructed something resembling a breakwater and were planning to build a landing area for boats and goods, after which the Chilian government planned to implement port fees.

Of the wood I can only say, that it appeared to be abundant; the island in the month of November, when we were there, being in all the freshness and beauty of spring, appeared covered with trees. These were chiefly aromatic, and the largest was the myrtle. The soil is very loose and rich, and wherever it is broken up, there spring up immediately radishes, turnips, ground apples, and other garden fruits. Goats, we were told, were not abundant, and we saw none, though it was said we might, if we had gone into the interior. We saw a few bullocks winding about in the narrow tracks upon the sides of the mountains, and the settlement was completely overrun with dogs of every nation, kindred, and degree. Hens and chickens were also abundant, and seemed to be taken good care of by the women. The men appeared to be the laziest people upon the face of the earth; and indeed, as far as my observation goes, there are no people to whom the newly-invented Yankee word of "loafer" is more applicable than to the Spanish Americans. These men stood about doing nothing, with their cloaks, little better in texture than an Indian's blanket, but of rich colors, thrown over their shoulders with an air which it is said that a Spanish beggar can always give to his rags; and with great politeness and courtesy in their address, though with holes in their shoes and without a sou in their pockets. The only interruption to the monotony of their day seemed to be when a gust of wind drew round between the mountains and blew off the boughs which they had placed for roofs to their houses, and gave them a few minutes' occupation in running about after them. One of these gusts occurred while we were ashore, and afforded us no little amusement at seeing the men look round, and if they found that their roofs had stood, conclude that they might stand too, while those who saw theirs blown off, after uttering a few Spanish oaths, gathered their cloaks over their shoulders, and started off after them. However, they were not gone long, but soon returned to their habitual occupation of doing nothing.

Of the wood, I can only say that it looked plentiful; the island in November, when we were there, was fresh and beautiful like spring, appearing to be covered with trees. These were mostly aromatic, with the largest being the myrtle. The soil is very loose and rich, and wherever it's disturbed, radishes, turnips, ground apples, and other garden crops sprout up instantly. We were told goats weren’t common, and we didn’t see any, although it was said we might have if we had gone inland. We spotted a few bullocks wandering on the narrow trails along the mountains, and the settlement was completely overrun with dogs of all types. Hens and chickens were also plentiful and seemed well cared for by the women. The men looked like the laziest people in the world; in fact, from what I observed, no one embodies the newly coined Yankee term "loafer" better than the Spanish Americans. These men stood around doing nothing, draped in cloaks that were little better than an Indian’s blanket but in vibrant colors, wearing them with an air that supposedly allows a Spanish beggar to make rags look appealing; they were very polite and courteous despite having holes in their shoes and not a cent in their pockets. The only break in their monotony came when a gust of wind swept between the mountains and blew off the branches they had used as roofs for their houses, giving them a few minutes of running around after them. One such gust happened while we were ashore, and it amused us to see the men look around; those whose roofs remained stood were relieved, while those who lost theirs muttered a few Spanish curses, gathered their cloaks, and chased after them. However, they didn’t stay gone long and soon returned to their usual activity of doing nothing.

It is perhaps needless to say that we saw nothing of the interior; but all who have seen it, give very glowing accounts of it. Our captain went with the governor and a few servants upon mules over the mountains, and upon their return, I heard the governor request him to stop at the island on his passage home, and offer him a handsome sum to bring a few deer with him from California, for he said that there were none upon the island, and he was very desirous of having it stocked.

It’s probably unnecessary to mention that we didn’t see anything inside; however, everyone who has has given very positive reviews. Our captain rode with the governor and a few aides on mules over the mountains, and when they returned, I heard the governor ask him to stop by the island on his way home and offer him a nice sum to bring back a few deer from California, since he said there were none on the island and he really wanted to stock it.

A steady, though light south-westerly wind carried us well off from the island, and when I came on deck for the middle watch I could just distinguish it from its hiding a few low stars in the southern horizon, though my unpracticed eyes would hardly have known it for land. At the close of the watch a few trade-wind clouds which had arisen, though we were hardly yet in their latitude, shut it out from our view, and the next day,

A gentle, but steady, southwest wind took us far from the island, and when I came on deck for the middle watch, I could barely see it as it hid behind a few low stars on the southern horizon, even though my inexperienced eyes would hardly have recognized it as land. By the end of the watch, some trade-wind clouds had formed, even though we were still a bit far from their usual position, blocking it from our sight, and the next day,

Thursday, Nov. 27th, upon coming on deck in the morning, we were again upon the wide Pacific, and saw no more land until we arrived upon the western coast of the great continent of America.

Thursday, Nov. 27th, when we went on deck in the morning, we were once again on the vast Pacific Ocean, and we didn't see any more land until we reached the western coast of the huge continent of America.




CHAPTER VIII

"TARRING DOWN"—DAILY LIFE—"GOING AFT"—CALIFORNIA

As we saw neither land nor sail from the time of leaving Juan Fernandez until our arrival in California, nothing of interest occurred except our own doing on board. We caught the south-east trades, and run before them for nearly three weeks, without so much as altering a sail or bracing a yard. The captain took advantage of this fine weather to get the vessel in order for coming upon the coast. The carpenter was employed in fitting up a part of the steerage into a trade-room; for our cargo, we now learned, was not to be landed, but to be sold by retail from on board; and this trade-room was built for the samples and the lighter goods to be kept in, and as a place for the general business. In the mean time we were employed in working upon the rigging. Everything was set up taut, the lower rigging rattled down, or rather rattled up, (according to the modern fashion,) an abundance of spun-yarn and seizing-stuff made, and finally, the whole standing-rigging, fore and aft, was tarred down. This was my first essay at this latter business, and I had enough of it; for nearly all of it came upon my friend S—— and myself. The men were needed at the other work, and M——, the other young man who came out with us, was laid up with the rheumatism in his feet, and the boy was rather too young and small for the business; and as the winds were light and regular, he was kept during most of the daytime at the helm; so that nearly all the tarring came upon us. We put on short duck frocks, and taking a small bucket of tar and a bunch of oakum in our hands we went aloft, one at the main royal-mast-head and the other at the fore, and began tarring down. This is an important operation, and is usually done about once in six months in vessels upon a long voyage. It was done in our vessel several times afterwards, but by the whole crew at once, and finished off in a day; but at this time, as most of it came upon two of us, and we were new at the business, it took us several days. In this operation they always begin at the mast-head and work down, tarring the shrouds, back-stays, standing parts of the lifts, the ties, runners, etc., and go out to the yard-arms, and come in, tarring, as they come, the lifts and foot-ropes. Tarring the stays is more difficult, and is done by an operation which the sailors call "riding down." A long piece of rope—top-gallant-studding-sail halyards, or something of the kind—is taken up to the mast-head from which the stay leads, and rove through a block for a girt-line, or, as the sailors usually call it, a gant-line; with the end of this a bowline is taken round the stay, into which the man gets with his bucket of tar and a bunch of oakum, and the other end being fast on deck, with some one to tend it, he is lowered down gradually, and tars the stay carefully as he goes. There he "sings aloft 'twixt heaven and earth," and if the rope slips, breaks, or is let go, or if the bowline slips, he falls overboard or breaks his neck. This, however, is a thing which never enters into a sailor's calculation. He thinks only of leaving no holydays, (places not tarred,) for in case he should, he would have to go over the whole again; or of dropping no tar upon deck, for then there would be a soft word in his ear from the mate. In this manner I tarred down all the head-stays, but found the rigging about the jib-booms, martingale, and spritsail yard, upon which I was afterwards put, the hardest. Here you have to hang on with your eye-lids and tar with your hands.

As we saw neither land nor sail from the time we left Juan Fernandez until we arrived in California, nothing notable happened except for our activities on board. We caught the southeast trade winds and sailed smoothly for nearly three weeks without adjusting a single sail or changing our course. The captain took advantage of the good weather to prepare the vessel for our arrival on the coast. The carpenter was busy converting part of the steerage into a trade room; we learned that our cargo was not to be unloaded but sold retail right from the ship, and this trade room was made for storing samples and lighter goods, as well as for conducting general business. Meanwhile, we worked on the rigging. Everything was tightened up, the lower rigging was rattled down—or rather rattled up, according to the modern way—along with a good amount of spun-yarn and seizing stuff made, and finally, all the standing rigging, fore and aft, was tarred. This was my first attempt at this last task, and it was quite enough for me since most of it fell on my friend S—— and me. The other crew members were needed for different tasks, and M——, the other young man who came out with us, was sidelined with rheumatism in his feet, and the boy was too young and small for the job; plus, since the winds were light and steady, he was kept at the helm most of the day, which meant that the majority of the tarring was left to us. We put on short duck frocks and grabbed a small bucket of tar and a bunch of oakum, heading aloft, one at the main royal-mast head and the other at the fore, and started tarring. This is an important process, usually done about once every six months on long voyages. It was done several times on our ship later, but by the whole crew at once, wrapping up in a day; however, since most of it fell to just two of us who were new at this, it took us several days. In this job, you always start at the mast head and work down, tarring the shrouds, back-stays, standing parts of the lifts, the ties, runners, and so on, then go out to the yard arms and back, tarring the lifts and foot ropes as you come. Tarring the stays is trickier and involves a process sailors call "riding down." A long piece of rope—like top-gallant-studding-sail halyards or something similar—is taken up to the mast head where the stay leads, and passed through a block to create a girt-line, or what sailors usually call a gant-line; with the end of it, a bowline is made around the stay, allowing the man to get in with his bucket of tar and a bunch of oakum. The other end stays secured on deck, with someone to manage it, he is lowered down gradually, carefully tarring the stay as he goes. There he “sings aloft 'twixt heaven and earth,” and if the rope slips, breaks, or is let go, or if the bowline slips, he risks falling overboard or injuring himself badly. However, this is not something a sailor thinks about; he’s only concerned with not leaving any untarred spots (called holydays) behind, because if he does, he would have to redo the whole thing; or making sure not to drop any tar on deck, as that would earn him a scolding from the mate. This way, I tarred all the head stays, but I found the rigging around the jib-booms, martingale, and spritsail yard – where I was assigned later – the toughest. There, you really have to hang on tightly and tar with your hands.

This dirty work could not last forever, and on Saturday night we finished it, scraped all the spots from the deck and rails, and, what was of more importance to us, cleaned ourselves thoroughly, rolled up our tarry frocks and trowsers and laid them away for the next occasion, and put on our clean duck clothes, and had a good comfortable sailor's Saturday night. The next day was pleasant, and indeed we had but one unpleasant Sunday during the whole voyage, and that was off Cape Horn, where we could expect nothing better. On Monday we commenced painting, and getting the vessel ready for port. This work, too, is done by the crew, and every sailor who has been long voyages is a little of a painter, in addition to his other accomplishments. We painted her, both inside and out, from the truck to the water's edge. The outside is painted by lowering stages over the side by ropes, and on those we sat, with our brushes and paint-pots by us, and our feet half the time in the water. This must be done, of course, on a smooth day, when the vessel does not roll much. I remember very well being over the side painting in this way, one fine afternoon, our vessel going quietly along at the rate of four or five knots, and a pilot-fish, the sure precursor of the shark, swimming alongside of us. The captain was leaning over the rail watching him, and we quietly went on with our work. In the midst of our painting, on

This dirty work couldn't last forever, and on Saturday night we wrapped it up, cleaned all the spots off the deck and rails, and, more importantly to us, thoroughly cleaned ourselves up. We rolled up our tarry frocks and trousers and stored them away for next time, then put on our clean duck clothes and enjoyed a nice, comfortable sailor's Saturday night. The next day was pleasant, and honestly, we only had one unpleasant Sunday during the entire voyage, and that was off Cape Horn, where we couldn't expect anything better. On Monday, we started painting and getting the ship ready for port. This work is also done by the crew, and every sailor who's been on long voyages knows a bit about painting, alongside other skills. We painted her both inside and out, from the top down to the water's edge. The outside was painted by lowering platforms over the side with ropes, and we'd sit on those with our brushes and paint pots next to us, with our feet half the time in the water. This has to be done, of course, on a calm day when the ship isn’t rolling much. I remember very well hanging over the side painting like this one nice afternoon, our ship cruising along at about four or five knots, with a pilot fish—the sure sign of a shark—swimming next to us. The captain was leaning over the rail watching it, and we quietly continued with our work. In the midst of our painting, on

Friday, Dec. 19th, we crossed the equator for the second time. I had the feeling which all have when, for the first time, they find themselves living under an entire change of seasons; as, crossing the line under a burning sun in the midst of December, and, as I afterwards was, beating about among ice and snow on the fourth of July.

Friday, Dec. 19th, we crossed the equator for the second time. I felt what everyone does when they first experience a complete change of seasons; like crossing the line under a scorching sun in December, and later, struggling through ice and snow on the fourth of July.

Thursday, Dec. 25th. This day was Christmas, but it brought us no holiday. The only change was that we had a "plum duff" for dinner, and the crew quarrelled with the steward because he did not give us our usual allowance of molasses to eat with it. He thought the plums would be a substitute for the molasses, but we were not to be cheated out of our rights in this way.

Thursday, Dec. 25th. This day was Christmas, but it gave us no break from work. The only difference was that we had "plum duff" for dinner, and the crew argued with the steward because he didn't give us our usual amount of molasses to eat with it. He thought the plums would be a substitute for the molasses, but we weren't going to let him take away our rights like that.

Such are the trifles which produce quarrels on shipboard. In fact, we had been too long from port. We were getting tired of one another, and were in an irritable state, both forward and aft. Our fresh provisions were, of course, gone, and the captain had stopped our rice, so that we had nothing but salt beef and salt pork throughout the week, with the exception of a very small duff on Sunday. This added to the discontent; and a thousand little things, daily and almost hourly occurring, which no one who has not himself been on a long and tedious voyage can conceive of or properly appreciate,—little wars and rumors of wars,—reports of things said in the cabin,—misunderstanding of words and looks,—apparent abuses,—brought us into a state in which everything seemed to go wrong. Every encroachment upon the time allowed for rest, appeared unnecessary. Every shifting of the studding-sails was only to "haze"[1] the crew.

These are the little things that cause conflicts on a ship. Honestly, we had been away from port for too long. We were starting to get fed up with each other and were in a cranky mood, both at the front and back of the ship. Our fresh food was long gone, and the captain had cut off our rice, leaving us with only salt beef and salt pork all week, except for a tiny bit of duff on Sunday. This added to our dissatisfaction, and countless minor issues, happening daily and almost hourly, arose—things that no one who hasn't been on a long and exhausting voyage can truly understand or appreciate—small disputes and whispers of conflict—rumors about things said in the cabin—miscommunications in words and glances—perceived slights—created a situation where it felt like everything was going wrong. Any interruption to our rest time felt unjustified. Every adjustment of the studding sails seemed to be just to "haze" the crew.

In this midst of this state of things, my messmate S—— and myself petitioned the captain for leave to shift our berths from the steerage, where we had previously lived, into the forecastle. This, to our delight, was granted, and we turned in to bunk and mess with the crew forward. We now began to feel like sailors, which we never fully did when we were in the steerage. While there, however useful and active you may be, you are but a mongrel,—and sort of afterguard and "ship's cousin." You are immediately under the eye of the officers, cannot dance, sing, play, smoke, make a noise, or growl, (i.e. complain,) or take any other sailor's pleasure; and you live with the steward, who is usually a go-between; and the crew never feel as though you were one of them. But if you live in the forecastle, you are "as independent as a wood-sawyer's clerk," (nautice',) and are a sailor. You hear sailor's talk, learn their ways, their peculiarities of feeling as well as speaking and acting; and moreover pick up a great deal of curious and useful information in seamanship, ship's customs, foreign countries, etc., from their long yarns and equally long disputes. No man can be a sailor, or know what sailors are, unless he has lived in the forecastle with them—turned in and out with them, eaten of their dish and drank of their cup. After I had been a week there, nothing would have tempted me to go back to my old berth, and never afterwards, even in the worst of weather, when in a close and leaking forecastle off Cape Horn, did I for a moment wish myself in the steerage. Another thing which you learn better in the forecastle than you can anywhere else, is, to make and mend clothes, and this is indispensable to sailors. A large part of their watches below they spend at this work, and here I learned that art which stood me in so good stead afterwards.

In the middle of all this, my messmate S—— and I asked the captain if we could move our bunks from the steerage, where we had previously lived, to the forecastle. To our delight, the captain agreed, and we started bunking and eating with the crew up front. We began to feel like real sailors, which we hadn’t fully experienced while in the steerage. While there, no matter how useful and active you might be, you’re just a bit of a nobody—kind of an afterthought and "ship's cousin." You’re always under the officers' watchful eye, can’t dance, sing, play, smoke, make noise, or complain, and you share space with the steward, who usually acts as a middleman; the crew never quite sees you as one of them. But if you live in the forecastle, you’re "as independent as a wood-sawyer's clerk," and you’re a sailor. You hear sailors’ talk, learn their ways, and pick up on their unique feelings and expressions; plus, you gain a lot of interesting and useful knowledge about seamanship, ship customs, foreign countries, and more from their long stories and arguments. No one can truly be a sailor or understand them unless they’ve lived in the forecastle with them—coming and going together, sharing their meals and drinks. After spending a week there, nothing could have persuaded me to go back to my old spot, and even during the worst weather, when stuck in a cramped and leaking forecastle off Cape Horn, I never wished to return to the steerage. Another thing you learn better in the forecastle than anywhere else is how to make and repair clothes, which is essential for sailors. They spend a lot of their downtime doing this, and that’s where I learned a skill that came in handy later on.

But to return to the state of the crew. Upon our coming into the forecastle, there was some difficulty about the uniting of the allowances of bread, by which we thought we were to lose a few pounds. This set us into a ferment. The captain would not condescend to explain, and we went aft in a body, with a Swede, the oldest and best sailor of the crew, for spokesman. The recollection of the scene that followed always brings up a smile, especially the quarter-deck dignity and eloquence of the captain. He was walking the weather side of the quarter-deck, and seeing us coming aft, stopped short in his walk, and, with a voice and look intended to annihilate us, called out, "Well, what do you want now?" Whereupon we stated our grievances as respectfully as we could, but he broke in upon us, saying that we were getting fat and lazy, didn't have enough to do, and that made us find fault. This provoked us, and we began to give word for word. This would never answer. He clenched his fist, stamped and swore, and sent us all forward, saying, with oaths enough interspersed to send the words home,—"Away with you! go forward every one of you! I'll haze you! I'll work you up! You don't have enough to do! You've mistaken your man. I'm F—— T——, all the way from 'down east.' I've been through the mill, ground, and bolted, and come out a regular-built down-east johnny-cake, good when it's hot, but when it's cold, sour and indigestible;—and you'll find me so!" The latter part of the harangue I remember well, for it made a strong impression, and the "down-east johnny-cake" became a by-word for the rest of the voyage. So much for our petition for the redress of grievances. The matter was however set right, for the mate, after allowing the captain due time to cool off, explained it to him, and at night we were all called aft to hear another harangue, in which, of course, the whole blame of the misunderstanding was thrown upon us. We ventured to hint that he would not give us time to explain; but it wouldn't do. We were driven back discomforted. Thus the affair blew over, but the irritation caused by it remained; and we never had peace or a good understanding again so long as the captain and crew remained together.

But back to the situation with the crew. When we got to the forecastle, there was some trouble about combining our bread rations, which we thought might cost us a few pounds. This stirred us up. The captain wouldn’t bother explaining, so we went to confront him as a group, led by a Swede, the oldest and best sailor among us. The recollection of what happened next always makes me smile, especially the captain’s dignity and speech on the quarter-deck. He was pacing on the weather side of the quarter-deck, and seeing us approaching, he suddenly stopped and, with a voice and look that could take us down, called out, “Well, what do you want now?” We shared our complaints as respectfully as we could, but he interrupted us, saying we were getting fat and lazy, didn’t have enough to do, and that’s why we were complaining. This fired us up, and we started arguing back and forth. This wouldn’t do any good. He clenched his fists, stomped his feet, and cursed, sending us all back forward with enough swears to make his point clear—“Get out of here! Go forward, all of you! I’ll haze you! I’ll keep you busy! You don’t have enough work! You’ve got the wrong man. I’m F—— T——, all the way from ‘down east.’ I’ve been through it all, ground and bolted, and come out like a classic down-east johnny-cake, good when it’s hot but cold, sour, and hard to digest;—and you’ll find me that way!” I remember that last part well because it made a strong impression, and the “down-east johnny-cake” became a joke for the rest of the trip. So much for our request to fix things. Fortunately, the mate, after giving the captain some time to cool off, explained it to him, and that night we were all called back to hear another speech, where, of course, all the blame for the misunderstanding was placed on us. We tried to suggest that he wouldn’t let us explain, but it didn’t matter. We were sent back feeling defeated. So, the issue blew over, but the irritation lingered, and we never had peace or a good relationship again as long as the captain and crew stayed together.

We continued sailing along in the beautiful temperate climate of the Pacific. The Pacific well deserves its name, for except in the southern part, at Cape Horn, and in the western parts, near the China and Indian oceans, it has few storms, and is never either extremely hot or cold. Between the tropics there is a slight haziness, like a thin gauze, drawn over the sun, which, without obstructing or obscuring the light, tempers the heat which comes down with perpendicular fierceness in the Atlantic and Indian tropics. We sailed well to the westward to have the full advantage of the north-east trades, and when we had reached the latitude of Point Conception, where it is usual to make the land, we were several hundred miles to the westward of it. We immediately changed our course due east, and sailed in that direction for a number of days. At length we began to heave-to after dark, for fear of making the land at night on a coast where there are no light-houses and but indifferent charts, and at daybreak on the morning of

We kept sailing through the beautiful temperate climate of the Pacific. The Pacific truly lives up to its name because, except for the southern part near Cape Horn and in the western regions near the China and Indian oceans, it has few storms and never gets extremely hot or cold. Between the tropics, there's a slight haze, like a thin veil, over the sun, which, without blocking or dimming the light, softens the intense heat that falls straight down in the Atlantic and Indian tropics. We sailed well to the west to take full advantage of the northeast trade winds, and when we reached the latitude of Point Conception, where it's common to spot land, we were several hundred miles west of it. We quickly changed our course due east and sailed in that direction for several days. Eventually, we started to heave-to after dark, worried about hitting the land at night along a coast that has no lighthouses and pretty unreliable charts, and at sunrise on the morning of

Tuesday, Jan 13th, 1835, we made the land at Point Conception, lat 34º 32' N., long 120º 06' W. The port of Santa Barbara, to which we were bound, lying about sixty miles to the southward of this point, we continued sailing down the coast during the day and following night, and on the next morning,

Tuesday, Jan 13th, 1835, we reached land at Point Conception, lat 34º 32' N., long 120º 06' W. The port of Santa Barbara, which we were heading to, is about sixty miles south of this point. We kept sailing down the coast throughout the day and into the following night, and the next morning,

Jan. 14th, 1835, we came to anchor in the spacious bay of Santa Barbara, after a voyage of one hundred and fifty days from Boston.

Jan. 14th, 1835, we dropped anchor in the large bay of Santa Barbara, after a journey of one hundred and fifty days from Boston.


[1] Haze is a word of frequent use on board ship, and never, I believe, used elsewhere. It is very expressive to a sailor, and means to punish by hard work. Let an officer once say, "I'll haze you," and your fate is fixed. You will be "worked up," if you are not a better man than he is.

[1] Haze is a term commonly used on ships and, I believe, not much anywhere else. It’s very clear to a sailor and means to punish someone with hard labor. If an officer says, "I'll haze you," your fate is sealed. You’ll be “worked up,” unless you’re better than he is.




CHAPTER IX

CALIFORNIA—A SOUTH-EASTER

California extends along nearly the whole of the western coast of Mexico, between the gulf of California in the south and the bay of Sir Francis Drake on the north, or between the 22d and 38th degrees of north latitude. It is subdivided into two provinces—Lower or Old California, lying between the gulf and the 32d degree of latitude, or near it; (the division line running, I believe, between the bay of Todos Santos and the port of San Diego;) and New or Upper California, the southernmost port of which is San Diego, in lat. 32º 39', and the northernmost, San Francisco, situated in the large bay discovered by Sir Francis Drake, in lat. 37º 58', and called after him by the English, though the Mexicans call it Yerba Buena. Upper California has the seat of its government at Monterey, where is also the custom-house, the only one on the coast, and at which every vessel intending to trade on the coast must enter its cargo before it can commence its traffic. We were to trade upon this coast exclusively, and therefore expected to go to Monterey at first; but the captain's orders from home were to put in at Santa Barbara, which is the central port of the coast, and wait there for the agent who lives there, and transacts all the business for the firm to which our vessel belonged.

California stretches along almost the entire western coast of Mexico, from the Gulf of California in the south to the Bay of Sir Francis Drake in the north, or between the 22nd and 38th degrees of north latitude. It's divided into two provinces—Lower or Old California, which lies between the Gulf and around the 32nd degree of latitude (the dividing line runs, I believe, between the Bay of Todos Santos and the Port of San Diego); and New or Upper California, with San Diego as its southernmost port at 32º 39' latitude, and San Francisco as its northernmost port located in the large bay discovered by Sir Francis Drake at 37º 58' latitude, named after him by the English, though the Mexicans call it Yerba Buena. Upper California has its government seated in Monterey, which also hosts the custom house—the only one on the coast—where every vessel intending to trade on the coast must declare its cargo before starting its business. We were supposed to trade exclusively on this coast, so we planned to go to Monterey at first; however, the captain's orders from home were to stop at Santa Barbara, the central port of the coast, and wait there for the agent who resides there, handling all the business for the firm our vessel belonged to.

The bay, or, as it was commonly called, the canal of Santa Barbara, is very large, being formed by the main land on one side, (between Point Conception on the north and Point St. Buena Ventura on the south,) which here bends in like a crescent, and three large islands opposite to it and at the distance of twenty miles. This is just sufficient to give it the name of a bay, while at the same time it is so large and so much exposed to the south-east and north-west winds, that it is little better than an open roadstead; and the whole swell of the Pacific ocean rolls in here before a south-easter, and breaks with so heavy a surf in the shallow waters, that it is highly dangerous to lie near to the shore during the south-easter season; that is, between the months of November and April.

The bay, typically known as the Santa Barbara Canal, is quite large, formed by the mainland on one side (with Point Conception to the north and Point St. Buena Ventura to the south), which curves in like a crescent, and three large islands about twenty miles away. This is just enough to earn it the title of a bay, but it's so vast and exposed to south-east and north-west winds that it’s hardly more than an open roadstead. The entire swell of the Pacific rolls in here during a south-easter, creating a heavy surf in the shallow waters, making it very dangerous to stay close to the shore between November and April, which is the south-easter season.

This wind (the south-easter) is the bane of the coast of California. Between the months of November and April, (including a part of each,) which is the rainy season in this latitude, you are never safe from it, and accordingly, in the ports which are open to it, vessels are obliged, during these months, to lie at anchor at a distance of three miles from the shore, with slip-ropes on their cables, ready to slip and go to sea at a moment's warning. The only ports which are safe from this wind are San Francisco and Monterey in the north, and San Diego in the south.

This wind (the southeast) is a real problem for the California coast. Between November and April (including parts of both months), which is the rainy season here, you’re never safe from it. As a result, in the ports that are exposed to it, vessels have to anchor at least three miles from the shore during these months, with slip ropes on their cables, ready to let go and head to sea at a moment's notice. The only ports that are safe from this wind are San Francisco and Monterey in the north, and San Diego in the south.

As it was January when we arrived, and the middle of the south-easter season, we accordingly came to anchor at the distance of three miles from the shore, in eleven fathoms water, and bent a slip-rope and buoys to our cables, cast off the yard-arm gaskets from the sails, and stopped them all with rope-yarns. After we had done this, the boat went ashore with the captain, and returned with orders to the mate to send a boat ashore for him at sundown. I did not go in the first boat, and was glad to find that there was another going before night; for after so long a voyage as ours had been, a few hours is long to pass in sight and out of reach of land. We spent the day on board in the usual avocations; but as this was the first time we had been without the captain, we felt a little more freedom, and looked about us to see what sort of a country we had got into, and were to spend a year or two of our lives in.

Since it was January when we arrived, and in the middle of the southeast season, we anchored three miles from the shore in eleven fathoms of water. We attached a slip-rope and buoys to our cables, removed the yard-arm gaskets from the sails, and secured them with rope-yarns. After we finished this, the boat went ashore with the captain and came back with instructions for the mate to send a boat for him at sundown. I didn’t go in the first boat and was relieved to find that another one would go before nightfall; after such a long voyage, just a few hours feel like forever when you're in sight but out of reach of land. We spent the day on board doing our usual tasks, but since it was the first time we had been without the captain, we felt a little more freedom and looked around to see what kind of place we had arrived in, where we would be spending one or two years of our lives.

In the first place, it was a beautiful day, and so warm that we had on straw hats, duck trowsers, and all the summer gear; and as this was mid-winter, it spoke well for the climate; and we afterwards found that the thermometer never fell to the freezing-point throughout the winter, and that there was very little difference between the seasons, except that during a long period of rainy and south-easterly weather, thick clothes were not uncomfortable.

First of all, it was a gorgeous day, so warm that we were wearing straw hats, light pants, and all our summer clothes; and since it was mid-winter, that was a good sign for the climate. We later discovered that the temperature never dropped to freezing during the winter, and there wasn't much difference between the seasons, except that during a long stretch of rainy, southeast weather, wearing heavier clothes was totally fine.

The large bay lay about us, nearly smooth, as there was hardly a breath of wind stirring, though the boat's crew who went ashore told us that the long ground swell broke into a heavy surf upon the beach. There was only one vessel in the port—a long, sharp brig of about 300 tons, with raking masts and very square yards, and English colors at her peak. We afterwards learned that she was built at Guayaquil, and named the Ayacucho, after the place where the battle was fought that gave Peru her independence, and was now owned by a Scotchman named Wilson, who commanded her, and was engaged in the trade between Callao, the Sandwich Islands, and California. She was a fast sailer, as we frequently afterwards perceived, and had a crew of Sandwich Islanders on board. Beside this vessel there was no object to break the surface of the bay. Two points ran out as the horns of the crescent, one of which—the one to the westward—was low and sandy, and is that to which vessels are obliged to give a wide berth when running out for a south-easter; the other is high, bold, and well wooded, and, we were told, has a mission upon it, called St. Buenaventura, from which the point is named. In the middle of this crescent, directly opposite the anchoring ground, lie the mission and town of Santa Barbara, on a low, flat plain, but little above the level of the sea, covered with grass, though entirely without trees, and surrounded on three sides by an amphitheatre of mountains, which slant off to the distance of fifteen or twenty miles. The mission stands a little back of the town, and is a large building, or rather a collection of buildings, in the centre of which is a high tower, with a belfry of five bells; and the whole, being plastered, makes quite a show at a distance, and is the mark by which vessels come to anchor. The town lies a little nearer to the beach—about half a mile from it—and is composed of one-story houses built of brown clay—some of them plastered—with red tiles on the roofs. I should judge that there were about an hundred of them; and in the midst of them stands the Presidio, or fort, built of the same materials, and apparently but little stronger. The town is certainly finely situated, with a bay in front, and an amphitheatre of hills behind. The only thing which diminishes its beauty is, that the hills have no large trees upon them, they having been all burnt by a great fire which swept them off about a dozen years before, and they had not yet grown up again. The fire was described to me by an inhabitant, as having been a very terrible and magnificent sight. The air of the whole valley was so heated that the people were obliged to leave the town and take up their quarters for several days upon the beach.

The large bay stretched around us, almost calm since there was hardly a breath of wind. However, the boat crew that went ashore informed us that the long ground swell broke into heavy surf on the beach. Only one vessel was in port—a sleek brig of about 300 tons, with steeply raked masts and very square yards, flying the English flag at her peak. We later learned that she was built in Guayaquil and named Ayacucho, after the place where the battle for Peru's independence took place. She was owned by a Scotsman named Wilson, who captained her and was involved in trade between Callao, the Sandwich Islands, and California. She was a fast sailor, as we frequently noticed later, and had a crew of Sandwich Islanders on board. Besides this vessel, nothing else broke the surface of the bay. Two points jutted out like the horns of a crescent; one to the west was low and sandy, which vessels had to navigate around when heading southeast, while the other was high, bold, and well-wooded, and we were told it had a mission called St. Buenaventura, from which the point gets its name. In the center of this crescent, directly opposite the anchoring area, lay the mission and town of Santa Barbara, on a low, flat plain just above sea level, covered in grass but lacking trees, and surrounded on three sides by an amphitheater of mountains stretching out fifteen to twenty miles away. The mission stood a bit back from the town and was a large building—or rather a collection of buildings—with a tall tower featuring a belfry with five bells; the whole structure, plastered, stood out from a distance and served as a landmark for vessels coming to anchor. The town was closer to the beach—about half a mile away—and consisted of one-story houses made of brown clay—some plastered—with red tiles on the roofs. I estimated there were about a hundred of them, and in their midst stood the Presidio, or fort, constructed from the same materials and looking not much stronger. The town was definitely well-placed, with a bay in front and a backdrop of hills behind. The only thing that detracted from its beauty was the absence of large trees on the hills, which had all burned in a devastating fire about a dozen years prior, and they had not yet regrown. An inhabitant described the fire as a terrifying and magnificent sight. The heat in the entire valley was so intense that people had to leave the town and camp on the beach for several days.

Just before sun-down the mate ordered a boat's crew ashore, and I went as one of the number. We passed under the stern of the English brig, and had a long pull ashore. I shall never forget the impression which our first landing on the beach of California made upon me. The sun had just gone down; it was getting dusky; the damp night wind was beginning to blow, and the heavy swell of the Pacific was setting in, and breaking in loud and high "combers" upon the beach. We lay on our oars in the swell, just outside of the surf, waiting for a good chance to run in, when a boat, which had put off from the Ayacucho just after us, came alongside of us, with a crew of dusky Sandwich Islanders, talking and halooing in their outlandish tongue. They knew that we were novices in this kind of boating, and waited to see us go in. The second mate, however, who steered our boat, determined to have the advantage of their experience, and would not go in first. Finding, at length, how matters stood, they gave a shout, and taking advantage of a great comber which came swelling in, rearing its head, and lifting up the stern of our boat nearly perpendicular, and again dropping it in the trough, they gave three or four long and strong pulls, and went in on top of the great wave, throwing their oars overboard, and as far from the boat as they could throw them, and jumping out the instant that the boat touched the beach, and then seizing hold of her and running her up high and dry upon the sand. We saw, at once, how it was to be done, and also the necessity of keeping the boat "stern on" to the sea; for the instant the sea should strike upon her broad-side or quarter, she would be driven up broad-side-on, and capsized. We pulled strongly in, and as soon as we felt that the sea had got hold of us and was carrying us in with the speed of a race-horse, we threw the oars as far from the boat as we could, and took hold of the gunwale, ready to spring out and seize her when she struck, the officer using his utmost strength to keep her stern on. We were shot up upon the beach like an arrow from a bow, and seizing the boat, ran her up high and dry, and soon picked up our oars, and stood by her, ready for the captain to come down.

Just before sunset, the mate sent a crew ashore, and I joined them. We passed under the back of the English brig and had a long row to the shore. I will never forget the feeling our first landing on the beach in California gave me. The sun had just set; it was getting dark; the cool night wind was starting to blow, and the big waves of the Pacific were rolling in and crashing loudly on the beach. We paused on our oars in the swells, just outside the surf, waiting for a good moment to come in when another boat, which had launched from the Ayacucho right after us, pulled up alongside. They had a crew of dark-skinned Sandwich Islanders, chatting and shouting in their strange language. They knew we were new to this kind of boating and waited to see how we would go in. However, the second mate, who was steering our boat, decided to take advantage of their experience and wouldn't be the first to go in. Eventually realizing what was happening, they shouted and, taking advantage of a big wave that came rolling in, lifted the stern of our boat nearly straight up and then dropped it back down. They pulled hard a few times and rode in on top of the wave, tossing their oars out of the boat as far as they could and jumping out the second their boat hit the beach. Then they grabbed it and pulled it high and dry onto the sand. We quickly understood how to do it and realized we needed to keep the boat facing the sea; the moment a wave struck her side or back, she would be turned sideways and capsized. We rowed hard in, and as soon as we felt the wave catching us and pulling us in fast, we tossed the oars far from the boat and grabbed the sides, ready to jump out and secure her when she hit. The officer did his best to keep the stern toward the waves. We launched up onto the beach like an arrow from a bow, grabbed the boat, pulled her high and dry, and soon picked up our oars, standing by her, ready for the captain to come down.

Finding that the captain did not come immediately, we put our oars in the boat, and leaving one to watch it, walked about the beach to see what we could, of the place. The beach is nearly a mile in length between the two points, and of smooth sand. We had taken the only good landing-place, which is in the middle; it being more stony toward the ends. It is about twenty yards in width from high-water mark to a slight bank at which the soil begins, and so hard that it is a favorite place for running horses. It was growing dark, so that we could just distinguish the dim outlines of the two vessels in the offing; and the great seas were rolling in, in regular lines, growing larger and larger as they approached the shore, and hanging over the beach upon which they were to break, when their tops would curl over and turn white with foam, and, beginning at one extreme of the line, break rapidly to the other, as a long card-house falls when the children knock down the cards at one end. The Sandwich Islanders, in the mean time, had turned their boat round, and ran her down into the water, and were loading her with hides and tallow. As this was the work in which we were soon to be engaged, we looked on with some curiosity. They ran the boat into the water so far that every large sea might float her, and two of them, with their trowsers rolled up, stood by the bows, one on each side, keeping her in her right position. This was hard work; for beside the force they had to use upon the boat, the large seas nearly took them off their legs. The others were running from the boat to the bank, upon which, out of the reach of the water, was a pile of dry bullocks' hides, doubled lengthwise in the middle, and nearly as stiff as boards. These they took upon their heads, one or two at a time, and carried down to the boat, where one of their number stowed them away. They were obliged to carry them on their heads, to keep them out of the water, and we observed that they had on thick woolen caps. "Look here, Bill, and see what you're coming to!" said one of our men to another who stood by the boat. "Well, D——," said the second mate to me, "this does not look much like Cambridge college, does it? This is what I call 'head work.'" To tell the truth, it did not look very encouraging.

Finding that the captain didn't come right away, we put our oars in the boat, leaving one person to keep watch while we walked along the beach to see what we could find. The beach stretches nearly a mile between two points and is smooth sand. We had chosen the only good spot to land, which is in the middle; the ends are rockier. It is about twenty yards wide from the high-water mark to a slight bank where the soil begins, and it's so packed that it's a popular place for galloping horses. As it got darker, we could barely make out the faint outlines of the two ships offshore, while large waves rolled in regularly, growing bigger as they approached the shore. They would crash onto the beach, their tops curling over and turning white with foam, breaking rapidly from one end to the other, like a long card house collapsing when kids knock down the cards at one end. Meanwhile, the Sandwich Islanders had turned their boat around and pushed it into the water, loading it with hides and tallow. Since this was the job we would soon be doing, we watched with some interest. They pushed the boat into the water far enough that every big wave would lift it, while two of them, with their pants rolled up, stood by the front, one on each side, keeping it steady. This was tough work because, in addition to the effort required to manage the boat, the large waves nearly knocked them off their feet. The others ran back and forth from the boat to the bank, where a pile of dry bull hides lay out of reach of the water, folded lengthwise in the middle and almost as stiff as boards. They balanced one or two hides on their heads at a time to carry them down to the boat, where one of their group packed them away. They had to carry them on their heads to keep them dry, and we noticed they were wearing thick wool hats. "Look here, Bill, and see what you're getting into!" one of our crew called out to another by the boat. "Well, D——," said the second mate to me, "this doesn't look much like Cambridge College, does it? This is what I call 'head work.'" To be honest, it didn't seem very promising.

After they had got through with the hides, they laid hold of the bags of tallow, (the bags are made of hide, and are about the size of a common meal bag,) and lifting each upon the shoulders of two men, one at each end, walked off with them to the boat, and prepared to go aboard. Here, too, was something for us to learn. The man who steered, shipped his oar and stood up in the stern, and those that pulled the after oars sat upon their benches, with their oars shipped, ready to strike out as soon as she was afloat. The two men at the bows kept their places; and when, at length, a large sea came in and floated her, seized hold of the gunwale, and ran out with her till they were up to their armpits, and then tumbled over the gunwale into the bows, dripping with water. The men at the oars struck out, but it wouldn't do; the sea swept back and left them nearly high and dry. The two fellows jumped out again; and the next time they succeeded better, and, with the help of a deal of outlandish hallooing and bawling, got her well off. We watched them till they were out of the breakers, and saw them steering for their vessel, which was now hidden in the darkness.

After they finished with the hides, they grabbed the bags of tallow (the bags are made of hide and are about the size of a regular meal bag) and lifted each one onto the shoulders of two men, one at each end. They then walked over to the boat and got ready to go aboard. There was something for us to learn here too. The man steering put his oar down and stood up in the stern, while those pulling the oars in the back sat on their benches with their oars in place, ready to push off as soon as they were afloat. The two men at the front kept their positions, and when a large wave came in and lifted the boat, they grabbed the sides and ran out with her until they were up to their armpits, then fell over the edge into the front, soaking wet. The men at the oars tried to push off, but it didn’t work; the wave pulled back and left them almost stuck. The two guys jumped out again, and the next time they did better, and with a lot of loud shouting and yelling, they got her off. We watched them until they were out of the breakers and saw them steering toward their vessel, which was now hidden in the darkness.

The sand of the beach began to be cold to our bare feet; the frogs set up their croaking in the marshes, and one solitary owl, from the end of the distant point, gave out his melancholy note, mellowed by the distance, and we began to think that it was high time for "the old man," as the captain is generally called, to come down. In a few minutes we heard something coming towards us. It was a man on horseback. He came up on the full gallop, reined up near us, addressed a few words to us, and receiving no answer, wheeled around and galloped off again. He was nearly as dark as an Indian, with a large Spanish hat, blanket cloak or surreppa, and leather leggins, with a long knife stuck in them. "This is the seventh city that ever I was in, and no Christian one neither," said Bill Brown. "Stand by!" said Tom, "you haven't seen the worst of it yet." In the midst of this conversation the captain appeared; and we winded the boat round, shoved her down, and prepared to go off. The captain, who had been on the coast before and "knew the ropes," took the steering oar, and we went off in the same way as the other boat. I, being the youngest, had the pleasure of standing at the bow, and getting wet through. We went off well, though the seas were high. Some of them lifted us up, and sliding from under us, seemed to let us drop through the air like a flat plank upon the body of the water. In a few minutes we were in the low, regular swell, and pulled for a light, which, as we came up, we found had been run up to our trysail gaff.

The sand on the beach started to feel cold against our bare feet; the frogs began croaking in the marshes, and a lone owl from the distant point called out its sad note, softened by the distance. We started to think it was about time for "the old man," as everyone usually called the captain, to come down. A few minutes later, we heard something coming toward us. It was a man on horseback. He came galloping up, stopped near us, said a few words, and when we didn’t respond, he turned around and rode off again. He was nearly as dark as an Indian, wearing a large Spanish hat, a blanket cloak, and leather leggings, with a long knife stuck in them. "This is the seventh city I've been to, and not a single Christian one," Bill Brown said. "Hold on!" Tom replied, "You haven't seen the worst of it yet." In the middle of this conversation, the captain showed up; we turned the boat around, pushed it down, and got ready to leave. The captain, who had been on the coast before and "knew the ropes," took the steering oar, and we set off just like the other boat. I, being the youngest, had the fun of standing at the front and getting soaked. We started off well, even though the waves were high. Some of them lifted us up, and as they slid away, it felt like we dropped through the air, like a flat plank onto the surface of the water. In a few minutes, we were in the smooth, regular swell, and we headed for a light, which, as we got closer, we saw had been pulled up to our trysail gaff.

Coming aboard, we hoisted up all the boats, and diving down into the forecastle, changed our wet clothes, and got our supper. After supper the sailors lighted their pipes, (cigars, those of us who had them,) and we had to tell all we had seen ashore. Then followed conjectures about the people ashore, the length of the voyage, carrying hides, etc., until eight bells, when all hands were called aft, and the "anchor watch" set. We were to stand two in a watch, and as the nights were pretty long, two hours were to make a watch. The second mate was to keep the deck until eight o'clock, and all hands were to be called at daybreak, and the word was passed to keep a bright look-out, and to call the mate if it should come on to blow from the south-east. We had also orders to strike the bells every half-hour through the night, as at sea. My watchmate was John, the Swedish sailor, and we stood from twelve to two, he walking the larboard side, and I the starboard. At daylight all hands were called, and we went through the usual process of washing down, swabbing, etc., and got breakfast at eight o'clock. In the course of the forenoon, a boat went aboard of the Ayacucho and brought off a quarter of beef, which made us a fresh bite for dinner. This we were glad enough to have, and the mate told us that we should live upon fresh beef while we were on the coast, as it was cheaper here than the salt. While at dinner, the cook called, "Sail ho!" and coming on deck, we saw two sails coming round the point. One was a large ship under top-gallant sails, and the other a small hermaphrodite brig. They both backed their topsails and sent boats aboard of us. The ship's colors had puzzled us, and we found that she was from Genoa, with an assorted cargo, and was trading on the coast. She filled away again, and stood out; being bound up the coast to San Francisco. The crew of the brig's boat were Sandwich Islanders, but one of them, who spoke a little English, told us that she was the Loriotte, Captain Nye, from Oahu, and was engaged in this trade. She was a lump of a thing—what the sailors call a butter-box. This vessel, as well as the Ayacucho, and others which we afterwards saw engaged in the same trade, have English or Americans for officers, and two or three before the mast to do the work upon the rigging, and to rely upon for seamanship, while the rest of the crew are Sandwich Islanders, who are active, and very useful in boating.

Once we boarded, we hoisted all the boats, dove down into the forecastle, changed out of our wet clothes, and had our dinner. After dinner, the sailors lit their pipes (or cigars, for those of us who had them), and we had to share everything we had seen onshore. This led to speculations about the people ashore, the length of the voyage, transporting hides, and so on, until eight bells, when everyone was called to the aft and the "anchor watch" was set. We were to stand in pairs, and since the nights were quite long, each watch would last two hours. The second mate was to keep watch until eight o'clock, and everyone would be called at daybreak. We were instructed to keep a sharp lookout and to notify the mate if the wind started blowing from the southeast. We were also ordered to strike the bells every half-hour throughout the night, just like at sea. My watchmate was John, the Swedish sailor, and we stood watch from midnight to two, he walked the port side, and I walked the starboard. At daybreak, everyone was called, and we went through our usual routine of washing down, swabbing, etc., and had breakfast at eight o'clock. During the morning, a boat from the Ayacucho brought us a quarter of beef, giving us a fresh meal for lunch. We were happy to have it, and the mate informed us that we would be eating fresh beef while on the coast since it was cheaper than salt beef. While we were having lunch, the cook shouted, "Sail ho!" and as we rushed on deck, we spotted two sails coming around the point. One was a large ship with its top-gallant sails up, and the other was a small hermaphrodite brig. Both backed their topsails and sent boats our way. We were puzzled by the ship's colors and discovered it was from Genoa, carrying a mixed cargo and trading along the coast. The ship then set sail again, heading up the coast to San Francisco. The crew from the brig's boat were Sandwich Islanders, but one of them, who spoke a little English, informed us that it was the Loriotte, Captain Nye, from Oahu, involved in this trade. It was quite a clunky vessel—what sailors call a butter-box. This ship, along with the Ayacucho, and others we later saw in the same trade, had English or American officers and two or three crew members to manage the rigging and assist with seamanship while the majority of the crew were Sandwich Islanders, who were quick and very helpful with boating.

The three captains went ashore after dinner, and came off again at night. When in port, everything is attended to by the chief mate; the captain, unless he is also supercargo, has little to do, and is usually ashore much of his time. This we thought would be pleasanter for us, as the mate was a good-natured man and not very strict. So it was for a time, but we were worse off in the end; for wherever the captain is a severe, energetic man, and the mate is wanting in both these qualities, there will always be trouble. And trouble we had already begun to anticipate. The captain had several times found fault with the mate, in presence of the crew; and hints had been dropped that all was not right between them. When this is the case, and the captain suspects that his officer is too easy and familiar with the crew, then he begins to interfere in all the duties, and to draw the reins tauter, and the crew have to suffer.

The three captains went ashore after dinner and returned at night. When in port, the chief mate takes care of everything; the captain, unless he’s also the supercargo, has little to do and usually spends a lot of time on land. We thought this would be more enjoyable for us since the mate was easygoing and not very strict. For a while, it was, but in the end, we were worse off because when the captain is a tough, driven person and the mate lacks those qualities, trouble is always around the corner. We had already started to sense the issues. The captain had repeatedly criticized the mate in front of the crew, and there were hints that things weren’t quite right between them. When this happens, and the captain thinks his officer is too relaxed and close with the crew, he starts to interfere in all the duties and tighten up the reins, which leads to the crew facing the consequences.




CHAPTER X

A SOUTH-EASTER—PASSAGE UP THE COAST

This night, after sundown, it looked black at the southward and eastward, and we were told to keep a bright look-out. Expecting to be called up, we turned in early. Waking up about midnight, I found a man who had just come down from his watch, striking a light. He said that it was beginning to puff up from the south-east, and that the sea was rolling in, and he had called the captain; and as he threw himself down on his chest with all his clothes on, I knew that he expected to be called. I felt the vessel pitching at her anchor, and the chain surging and snapping, and lay awake, expecting an instant summons. In a few minutes it came—three knocks on the scuttle, and "All hands ahoy! bear-a-hand up and make sail." We sprang up for our clothes, and were about halfway dressed, when the mate called out, down the scuttle, "Tumble up here, men! tumble up! before she drags her anchor." We were on deck in an instant. "Lay aloft and loose the topsails!" shouted the captain, as soon as the first man showed himself. Springing into the rigging, I saw that the Ayacucho's topsails were loosed, and heard her crew singing-out at the sheets as they were hauling them home. This had probably started our captain; as "old Wilson" (the captain of the Ayacucho) had been many years on the coast, and knew the signs of the weather. We soon had the topsails loosed; and one hand remaining, as usual, in each top, to overhaul the rigging and light the sail out, the rest of us laid down to man the sheets. While sheeting home, we saw the Ayacucho standing athwart our bows, sharp upon the wind, cutting through the head sea like a knife, with her raking masts and sharp bows running up like the head of a greyhound. It was a beautiful sight. She was like a bird which had been frightened and had spread her wings in flight. After the topsails had been sheeted home, the head yards braced aback, the fore-top-mast staysail hoisted, and the buoys streamed, and all ready forward, for slipping, we went aft and manned the slip-rope which came through the stern port with a turn round the timber-heads. "All ready forward?" asked the captain. "Aye, aye, sir; all ready," answered the mate. "Let go!" "All gone, sir;" and the iron cable grated over the windlass and through the hawse-hole, and the little vessel's head swinging off from the wind under the force of her backed head sails, brought the strain upon the slip-rope. "Let go aft!" Instantly all was gone, and we were under weigh. As soon as she was well off from the wind, we filled away the head yards, braced all up sharp, set the foresail and trysail, and left our anchorage well astern, giving the point a good berth. "Nye's off too," said the captain to the mate; and looking astern, we could just see the little hermaphrodite brig under sail standing after us.

That night, after the sun went down, it looked dark to the south and east, and we were told to keep a close watch. Expecting to be called, we turned in early. Waking up around midnight, I found a man who had just come down from his watch, trying to light a match. He said that it was starting to pick up from the southeast, the sea was getting rough, and he had called the captain. As he threw himself down on his chest still fully dressed, I knew he was expecting to be called. I felt the ship rocking at anchor, the chain straining and snapping, and stayed awake, waiting for the call. A few minutes later, it came—three knocks on the hatch and “All hands ahoy! Hurry up and make sail!” We jumped up to get dressed and were about halfway done when the mate shouted down the hatch, “Get up here, men! Hurry up! Before she drags her anchor.” We were on deck in no time. “Climb up and loosen the topsails!” yelled the captain as soon as the first person appeared. Climbing into the rigging, I saw that the Ayacucho's topsails were already loose, and I heard her crew calling out at the sheets as they were hauling them in. This probably alerted our captain, as “old Wilson” (the captain of the Ayacucho) had been on the coast for many years and knew the weather signs. We quickly had the topsails loosened, with one person staying, as usual, up in each top to check the rigging and set the sail, while the rest of us got ready to man the sheets. While we were hauling in the sails, we saw the Ayacucho directly in front of us, sharp into the wind, slicing through the waves like a knife, with her tall masts and sleek bow resembling the head of a greyhound. It was a gorgeous sight. She looked like a bird that had been startled and was spreading its wings to fly. After the topsails were secured, the head yards were braced back, the fore-top-mast staysail was raised, and the buoys were streamed, we went back and handled the slip-rope that came through the stern port, secured around the timber-heads. “All ready forward?” the captain asked. “Aye, aye, sir; all ready,” the mate replied. “Let go!” “All gone, sir,” and the iron cable grated over the windlass and through the hawse-hole, and the little vessel’s head swung away from the wind thanks to the force of her backed head sails, putting tension on the slip-rope. “Let go aft!” Instantly everything was gone, and we were underway. As soon as we were clear of the wind, we filled the head yards, adjusted everything sharply, set the foresail and trysail, and left our anchorage well behind us, giving the point a wide berth. “Nye's off too,” the captain told the mate; looking back, we could just see the little hermaphrodite brig under sail following us.

It now began to blow fresh; the rain fell fast, and it grew very black; but the captain would not take in sail until we were well clear of the point. As soon as we left this on our quarter, and were standing out to sea, the order was given, and we sprang aloft, double reefed each topsail, furled the foresail, and double reefed the trysail, and were soon under easy sail. In those cases of slipping for south-easters, there is nothing to be done, after you have got clear of the coast, but to lie-to under easy sail, and wait for the gale to be over, which seldom lasts more than two days, and is often over in twelve hours; but the wind never comes back to the southward until there has been a good deal of rain fallen. "Go below the watch," said the mate; but here was a dispute which watch it should be, which the mate soon however settled by sending his watch below, saying that we should have our turn the next time we got under weigh. We remained on deck till the expiration of the watch, the wind blowing very fresh and the rain coming down in torrents. When the watch came up, we wore ship, and stood on the other tack, in towards land. When we came up again, which was at four in the morning, it was very dark, and there was not much wind, but it was raining as I thought I had never seen it rain before. We had on oil-cloth suits and south-wester caps, and had nothing to do but to stand bolt upright and let it pour down upon us. There are no umbrellas, and no sheds to go under, at sea.

It started to blow fresh; the rain came down hard, and it got really dark; but the captain wouldn’t take in the sails until we were a good distance from the point. As soon as we left that behind us and were heading out to sea, the order was given, and we climbed up to double reef each topsail, furled the foresail, and double reefed the trysail, and soon we were under easy sail. In situations like this with south-easterly winds, once you’re clear of the coast, all you can do is lie to under easy sail and wait for the storm to pass, which rarely lasts more than two days and often clears up in twelve hours; but the wind doesn’t shift back to the south until there’s been quite a bit of rain. “Go below, the watch,” said the mate; but there was a debate about which watch it should be, which the mate quickly resolved by sending his watch below, saying we’d get our turn the next time we set off. We stayed on deck until our watch was over, with the wind blowing strongly and the rain pouring down like crazy. When the next watch came up, we tacked and headed back toward land. When we came back on deck at four in the morning, it was very dark, there wasn’t much wind, but it was raining harder than I had ever seen. We were in oilcloth suits and sou'westers, with nothing to do but stand there and let the rain drench us. There are no umbrellas or shelters at sea.

While we were standing about on deck, we saw the little brig drifting by us, hove to under her fore topsail double reefed; and she glided by like a phantom. Not a word was spoken, and we saw no one on deck but the man at the wheel. Toward morning the captain put his head out of the companion-way and told the second mate, who commanded our watch, to look out for a change of wind, which usually followed a calm and heavy rain; and it was well that he did; for in a few minutes it fell dead calm, the vessel lost her steerage-way, and the rain ceased. We hauled up the trysail and courses, squared the after yards, and waited for the change, which came in a few minutes, with a vengeance, from the north-west, the opposite point of the compass. Owing to our precautions, we were not taken aback, but ran before the wind with square yards. The captain coming on deck, we braced up a little and stood back for our anchorage. With the change of wind came a change of weather, and in two hours the wind moderated into the light steady breeze, which blows down the coast the greater part of the year, and, from its regularity, might be called a trade-wind. The sun came up bright, and we set royals, skysails, and studding-sails, and were under fair way for Santa Barbara. The little Loriotte was astern of us, nearly out of sight; but we saw nothing of the Ayacucho. In a short time she appeared, standing out from Santa Rosa Island, under the lee of which she had been hove to, all night. Our captain was anxious to get in before her, for it would be a great credit to us, on the coast, to beat the Ayacucho, which had been called the best sailer in the North Pacific, in which she had been known as a trader for six years or more. We had an advantage over her in light winds, from our royals and skysails which we carried both at the fore and main, and also in our studding-sails; for Captain Wilson carried nothing above top-gallant-sails, and always unbent his studding-sails when on the coast. As the wind was light and fair, we held our own, for some time, when we were both obliged to brace up and come upon a taut bowline, after rounding the point; and here he had us on fair ground, and walked away from us, as you would haul in a line. He afterwards said that we sailed well enough with the wind free, but that give him a taut bowline, and he would beat us, if we had all the canvas of the Royal George.

While we were hanging out on deck, we saw the little brig drifting by us, rigged with her fore topsail double reefed; she glided by like a ghost. No one said a word, and the only person we saw on deck was the guy at the wheel. In the early morning, the captain poked his head out of the companionway and told the second mate, who was in charge of our watch, to keep an eye out for a change in the wind, which usually followed a calm and heavy rain; it was a good thing he did, because just a few minutes later it fell completely calm, the ship lost her steerage-way, and the rain stopped. We pulled up the trysail and courses, squared the after yards, and waited for the change, which came quickly and fiercely from the northwest, the opposite direction on the compass. Thanks to our preparations, we weren’t caught off guard, but ran before the wind with square yards. When the captain came on deck, we adjusted a bit and headed back toward our anchorage. With the change in wind came a change in weather, and in two hours the wind eased into a light, steady breeze that blows down the coast most of the year, which could be considered a trade wind due to its regularity. The sun rose bright, and we set royals, skysails, and studding-sails, making good progress toward Santa Barbara. The little Loriotte was behind us, nearly out of sight; but we saw nothing of the Ayacucho. Before long, she emerged from Santa Rosa Island, where she had been hove to all night. Our captain was eager to arrive before her, as it would be a big deal for us along the coast to beat the Ayacucho, which had been regarded as the best sailor in the North Pacific, where she had been trading for six years or more. We had an advantage over her in light winds, thanks to our royals and skysails which we set on both the fore and main, as well as our studding-sails; Captain Wilson only had top-gallant-sails up and always took down his studding-sails along the coast. Since the wind was light and favorable, we held steady for a while, but we both had to brace up and come onto a taut bowline after rounding the point; here, he had us on level ground and pulled away from us as easily as reeling in a line. He later said that we sailed well enough with the wind free, but once it was a taut bowline, he could beat us even if we had all the canvas of the Royal George.

The Ayacucho got to the anchoring ground about half an hour before us, and was furling her sails when we came up to it. This picking up your cables is a very nice piece of work. It requires some seamanship to do it, and come to at your former moorings, without letting go another anchor. Captain Wilson was remarkable, among the sailors on the coast, for his skill in doing this; and our captain never let go a second anchor during all the time that I was with him. Coming a little to windward of our buoy, we clewed up the light sails, backed our main topsail, and lowered a boat, which pulled off, and made fast a spare hawser to the buoy on the end of the slip-rope. We brought the other end to the captain, and hove in upon it until we came to the slip-rope, which we took to the windlass, and walked her up to her chain, the captain helping her by backing and filling the sails. The chain is then passed through the hawse-hole and round the windlass, and bitted, the slip-rope taken round outside and brought into the stern port, and she is safe in her old berth. After we had got through, the mate told us that this was a small touch of California, the like of which we must expect to have through the winter.

The Ayacucho reached the anchoring area about half an hour before us and was taking in her sails when we arrived. Picking up your cables is quite a skillful task. It requires some seamanship to do it and return to your original moorings without dropping another anchor. Captain Wilson was particularly known among the sailors on the coast for his expertise in this, and our captain never let go of a second anchor during my time with him. Coming slightly upwind of our buoy, we folded the light sails, backed our mainsail, and lowered a boat that went out to secure a spare hawser to the buoy at the end of the slip-rope. We brought the other end back to the captain and pulled on it until we reached the slip-rope, which we took to the windlass and wound it up to the chain, with the captain assisting by adjusting the sails. The chain is then passed through the hawse-hole and around the windlass, secured, the slip-rope wrapped around the outside and brought into the stern port, and she’s safely back in her old spot. After we finished, the mate told us this was a little taste of California, something we could expect to encounter throughout the winter.

After we had furled the sails and got dinner, we saw the Loriotte nearing, and she had her anchor before night. At sun-down we went ashore again, and found the Loriotte's boat waiting on the beach. The Sandwich Islander who could speak English, told us that he had been up to the town; that our agent, Mr. R——, and some other passengers, were going to Monterey with us, and that we were to sail the same night. In a few minutes Captain T——, with two gentlemen and one female, came down, and we got ready to go off. They had a good deal of baggage, which we put into the bows of the boat, and then two of us took the señora in our arms, and waded with her through the water, and put her down safely in the stern. She appeared much amused with the transaction, and her husband was perfectly satisfied, thinking any arrangement good which saved his wetting his feet. I pulled the after oar, so that I heard the conversation, and learned that one of the men, who, as well as I could see in the darkness, was a young-looking man, in the European dress, and covered up in a large cloak, was the agent of the firm to which our vessel belonged; and the other, who was dressed in the Spanish dress of the country, was a brother of our captain, who had been many years a trader on the coast, and had married the lady who was in the boat. She was a delicate, dark-complexioned young woman, and of one of the best families in California. I also found that we were to sail the same night. As soon as we got on board, the boats were hoisted up, the sails loosed, the windlass manned, the slip-ropes and gear cast off; and after about twenty minutes of heaving at the windlass, making sail, and bracing yards, we were well under weigh, and going with a fair wind up the coast to Monterey. The Loriotte got under weigh at the same time, and was also bound up to Monterey, but as she took a different course from us, keeping the land aboard, while we kept well out to sea, we soon lost sight of her. We had a fair wind, which is something unusual when going up, as the prevailing wind is the north, which blows directly down the coast; whence the northern are called the windward, and the southern the leeward ports.

After we had rolled up the sails and had dinner, we saw the Loriotte coming closer, and she dropped her anchor before nightfall. At sunset, we went ashore again and found the Loriotte's boat waiting on the beach. The Sandwich Islander who could speak English told us that he had been to town; that our agent, Mr. R——, and some other passengers were going to Monterey with us, and that we were set to sail that same night. A few minutes later, Captain T—— came down with two gentlemen and a lady, and we got ready to leave. They had a lot of luggage, which we loaded into the front of the boat, and then two of us carried the lady in our arms and waded through the water to safely set her down in the back. She seemed quite entertained by the whole thing, and her husband was completely happy, thinking any arrangement that kept his feet dry was a good one. I pulled the back oar, so I heard their conversation and learned that one of the men, who looked young and was dressed in European clothes and a large cloak, was the agent of the company that owned our ship; the other, dressed in traditional Spanish attire, was the captain's brother, who had been a trader on the coast for many years and had married the lady in the boat. She was a delicate, dark-skinned young woman from one of the best families in California. I also discovered that we were to sail that night. As soon as we got on board, the boats were hoisted, the sails unfurled, the windlass manned, and the ropes and gear were released; after about twenty minutes of working at the windlass, setting the sails, and adjusting the yards, we were well under way and headed up the coast to Monterey with a favorable wind. The Loriotte set sail at the same time, also heading to Monterey, but since she took a different route, staying close to shore while we went farther out to sea, we quickly lost sight of her. We had a good wind, which is unusual when heading north, as the prevailing wind is from the north, blowing directly down the coast; hence, the northern ports are called windward and the southern ports leeward.




CHAPTER XI

PASSAGE UP THE COAST—MONTEREY

We got clear of the islands before sunrise the next morning, and by twelve o'clock were out of the canal, and off Point Conception, the place where we first made the land upon our arrival. This is the largest point on the coast, and is uninhabited headland, stretching out into the Pacific, and has the reputation of being very windy. Any vessel does well which gets by it without a gale, especially in the winter season. We were going along with studding-sails set on both sides, when, as we came round the point, we had to haul our wind, and take in the lee studding-sails. As the brig came more upon the wind, she felt it more, and we doused the sky-sails, but kept the weather studding-sails on her, bracing the yards forward so that the swinging-boom nearly touched the sprit-sail yard. She now lay over to it, the wind was freshening, and the captain was evidently "dragging on to her." His brother and Mr. R——, looking a little squally, said something to him, but he only answered that he knew the vessel and what she would carry. He was evidently showing off his vessel, and letting them know how he could carry sail. He stood up to windward, holding on by the backstays, and looking up at the sticks, to see how much they would bear; when a puff came which settled the matter. Then it was "haul down," and "clew up," royals, flying-jib, and studding-sails, all at once. There was what the sailors call a "mess"—everything let go, nothing hauled in, and everything flying. The poor Spanish woman came to the companion-way, looking as pale as a ghost, and nearly frightened to death. The mate and some men forward were trying to haul in the lower studding-sail, which had blown over the sprit-sail yard-arm and round the guys; while the topmast-studding-sail boom, after buckling up and springing out again like a piece of whalebone, broke off at the boom-iron. I sprang aloft to take in the main top-gallant studding-sail, but before I got into the top, the tack parted, and away went the sail, swinging forward of the top-gallant-sail, and tearing and slatting itself to pieces. The halyards were at this moment let go by the run; and such a piece of work I never had before, in taking in a sail. After great exertions I got it, or the remains of it, into the top, and was making it fast, when the captain, looking up, called out to me, "Lay aloft there, D——, and furl that main royal." Leaving the studding-sail, I went up to the cross trees; and here it looked rather squally. The foot of the top-gallant-mast was working between the cross and trussel trees, and the royal-mast lay over at a fearful angle with the mast below, while everything was working, and cracking, strained to the utmost.

We cleared the islands before sunrise the next morning, and by noon we were out of the canal and off Point Conception, where we first landed upon our arrival. This is the largest point on the coast, an uninhabited headland extending into the Pacific, known for being very windy. Any vessel that gets past it without facing a storm is doing well, especially in the winter. We were moving along with studding sails set on both sides when, as we rounded the point, we had to adjust our sails and take in the lee studding sails. As the brig came more into the wind, she started to feel it more, so we took down the sky sails but kept the weather studding sails up, bracing the yards forward until the swinging boom nearly touched the sprit-sail yard. She was leaning into the wind, which was picking up, and the captain was clearly "pulling on her." His brother and Mr. R——, looking a bit nervous, said something to him, but he just replied that he knew the ship and what she could handle. He was clearly showing off his vessel and demonstrating how much sail he could manage. He stood to windward, holding onto the backstays and looking up at the mast to see how much wind they could take; then a gust came that made the decision for us. It was then a flurry of "haul down" and "clew up," with royals, flying jib, and studding sails all at once. There was what sailors call a "mess"—everything let go, nothing pulled in, and everything flapping around. The poor Spanish woman came to the companion way, looking as pale as a ghost and nearly terrified. The mate and some men forward were trying to haul in the lower studding sail, which had blown over the sprit-sail yard-arm and tangled around the guys, while the topmast-studding-sail boom, after bending and springing back like a piece of whalebone, broke off at the boom-iron. I climbed aloft to take in the main top-gallant studding sail, but before I reached the top, the tack broke, and the sail flew away, swinging forward of the top-gallant sail and ripping itself to shreds. The halyards were released all at once, and I had never experienced such chaos while trying to take in a sail. After a lot of effort, I managed to get the remnants of it into the top and was tying it down when the captain, looking up, shouted, "Lay aloft there, D——, and furl that main royal." Leaving the studding sail, I climbed up to the crosstrees; and it looked pretty rough up there. The foot of the top-gallant mast was moving between the cross and trussel trees, and the royal mast leaned over at a dangerous angle with the mast below, while everything was working and cracking, pushed to the limit.

There's nothing for Jack to do but to obey orders, and I went up upon the yard; and there was a worse "mess," if possible, than I had left below. The braces had been let go, and the yard was swinging about like a turnpike-gate, and the whole sail having blown over to leeward, the lee leach was over the yard-arm, and the sky-sail was all adrift and flying over my head. I looked down, but it was in vain to attempt to make myself heard, for every one was busy below, and the wind roared, and sails were flapping in every direction. Fortunately, it was noon and broad daylight, and the man at the wheel, who had his eyes aloft, soon saw my difficulty, and after numberless signs and gestures, got some one to haul the necessary ropes taut. During this interval I took a look below. Everything was in confusion on deck; the little vessel was tearing through the water as if she were mad, the seas flying over her, and the masts leaning over at an angle of forty-five degrees from the vertical. At the other royal-mast-head was S——, working away at the sail, which was blowing from him as fast as he could gather it in. The top-gallant-sail below me was soon clewed up, which relieved the mast, and in a short time I got my sail furled, and went below; but I lost overboard a new tarpaulin hat, which troubled me more than anything else. We worked for about half an hour with might and main; and in an hour from the time the squall struck us, from having all our flying kites abroad, we came down to double-reefed top-sails and the storm-sails.

Jack had no choice but to follow orders, so I went up onto the yard; and there was an even bigger mess than what I had left below. The braces had been let go, and the yard was swinging around like a turnpike gate, with the entire sail blown to leeward, the lee leach over the yard-arm, and the sky-sail all adrift, flying above me. I looked down, but trying to make myself heard was pointless, as everyone was busy below, the wind was howling, and sails were flapping in every direction. Luckily, it was noon and sunny, and the man at the wheel, who was keeping an eye up top, quickly noticed my trouble. After countless signs and gestures, he managed to get someone to haul the necessary ropes tight. During this time, I glanced below. Everything was in chaos on deck; the little boat was racing through the water as if it had lost its mind, waves crashing over it, and the masts leaning at a forty-five-degree angle from vertical. At the other royal-mast-head was S——, struggling with the sail that was blowing away from him as fast as he could pull it in. Soon, the top-gallant sail below me was clewed up, which eased the strain on the mast, and shortly after, I got my sail furled and went below. However, I lost a new tarpaulin hat overboard, which bothered me more than anything else. We worked for about half an hour with all our might; and an hour after the squall hit us, we went from all our flying sails out to double-reefed top-sails and storm-sails.

The wind had hauled ahead during the squall, and we were standing directly in for the point. So, as soon as we had got all snug, we wore round and stood off again, and had the pleasant prospect of beating up to Monterey, a distance of an hundred miles, against a violent head wind. Before night it began to rain; and we had five days of rainy, stormy weather, under close sail all the time, and were blown several hundred miles off the coast. In the midst of this, we discovered that our fore topmast was sprung, (which no doubt happened in the squall,) and were obliged to send down the fore top-gallant-mast and carry as little sail as possible forward. Our four passengers were dreadfully sick, so that we saw little or nothing of them during the five days. On the sixth day it cleared off, and the sun came out bright, but the wind and sea were still very high. It was quite like being at sea again: no land for hundreds of miles, and the captain taking the sun every day at noon. Our passengers now made their appearance, and I had for the first time the opportunity of seeing what a miserable and forlorn creature a sea-sick passenger is. Since I had got over my own sickness, the third day from Boston, I had seen nothing but hale, hearty men, with their sea legs on, and able to go anywhere, (for we had no passengers;) and I will own there was a pleasant feeling of superiority in being able to walk the deck, and eat, and go about, and comparing one's self with two poor, miserable, pale creatures, staggering and shuffling about decks, or holding on and looking up with giddy heads, to see us climbing to the mast-heads, or sitting quietly at work on the ends of the lofty yards. A well man at sea has little sympathy with one who is seasick; he is too apt to be conscious of a comparison favorable to his own manhood. After a few days we made the land at Point Pinos, (pines,) which is the headland at the entrance of the bay of Monterey. As we drew in, and ran down the shore, we could distinguish well the face of the country, and found it better wooded than that to the southward of Point Conception. In fact, as I afterwards discovered, Point Conception may be made the dividing line between two different faces of the country. As you go to the northward of the point, the country becomes more wooded, has a richer appearance, and is better supplied with water. This is the case with Monterey, and still more so with San Francisco; while to the southward of the point, as at Santa Barbara, San Pedro, and particularly San Diego, there is very little wood, and the country has a naked, level appearance, though it is still very fertile.

The wind had shifted ahead during the storm, and we were heading straight for the point. So, as soon as we were all settled, we turned around and headed back out, facing the unpleasant task of sailing to Monterey, a hundred miles away, against a strong headwind. By nightfall, it started to rain, and we endured five days of wet, stormy weather, with our sails tightly furled the entire time, which pushed us several hundred miles off the coast. In the middle of all this, we discovered that our fore topmast was damaged (which probably happened during the storm), and we had to take down the fore top-gallant-mast and carry as little sail as we could at the front. Our four passengers were incredibly seasick, so we barely saw them during those five days. On the sixth day, the weather cleared up, and the sun shone brightly, but the wind and waves remained really high. It felt much like being at sea again: no land in sight for hundreds of miles, and the captain taking the sun's position every day at noon. Our passengers finally came out, and I had the chance to see for the first time how miserable and helpless a seasick passenger looks. Since overcoming my own seasickness on the third day after leaving Boston, I had only seen healthy, strong men with their sea legs on, able to move around freely (since we had no other passengers). I must admit, it felt good to walk the deck, eat, and move about while comparing myself with those two poor, pale individuals staggering and shuffling around the deck or hanging on and looking up, feeling dizzy as they watched us climbing the mast or sitting comfortably at work on the ends of the tall yards. A healthy person at sea tends to have little sympathy for someone who is seasick, often feeling superior in terms of their own masculinity. After a few days, we reached the land at Point Pinos, which is the headland at the entrance to the bay of Monterey. As we sailed in and along the shore, we could clearly see the landscape and noticed that it was better wooded than the area south of Point Conception. As I later found out, Point Conception serves as a dividing line between two distinct landscapes. Going north of the point, the countryside becomes more wooded, appears richer, and has better water supply. This is true for Monterey, and even more so for San Francisco; while to the south of the point, such as at Santa Barbara, San Pedro, and especially San Diego, there is very little forest, and the land looks bare and flat, although it is still quite fertile.

The bay of Monterey is very wide at the entrance, being about twenty-four miles between the two points, Año Nuevo at the north, and Pinos at the south, but narrows gradually as you approach the town, which is situated in a bend, or large cove, at the south-eastern extremity, and about eighteen miles from the points, which makes the whole depth of the bay. The shores are extremely well wooded, (the pine abounding upon them,) and as it was now the rainy season, everything was as green as nature could make it,—the grass, the leaves, and all; the birds were singing in the woods, and great numbers of wild-fowl were flying over our heads. Here we could lie safe from the south-easters. We came to anchor within two cable lengths of the shore, and the town lay directly before us, making a very pretty appearance; its houses being plastered, which gives a much better effect than those of Santa Barbara, which are of a mud-color. The red tiles, too, on the roofs, contrasted well with the white plastered sides and with the extreme greenness of the lawn upon which the houses—about an hundred in number—were dotted about, here and there, irregularly. There are in this place, and in every other town which I saw in California, no streets, or fences, (except here and there a small patch was fenced in for a garden,) so that the houses are placed at random upon the green, which, as they are of one story and of the cottage form, gives them a pretty effect when seen from a little distance.

The bay of Monterey is quite wide at the entrance, spanning about twenty-four miles between Año Nuevo to the north and Pinos to the south, but it narrows gradually as you get closer to the town, which is located in a bend, or large cove, at the southeastern end, about eighteen miles from the points, defining the entire depth of the bay. The shores are lushly wooded, mainly with pines, and since it's the rainy season, everything is as green as nature can make it—the grass, the leaves, and all; the birds are singing in the woods, and numerous wildfowl are flying overhead. Here we can safely ride out the south-easters. We anchored within two cable lengths of the shore, and the town was right in front of us, looking quite charming; its houses are plastered, which gives a much better look than those in Santa Barbara, which are mud-colored. The red tiles on the roofs also contrasted nicely with the white plaster of the walls and the deep green lawn where the houses—about a hundred in total—were scattered irregularly. In this place, and in every other town I saw in California, there are no streets or fences (except for a few small fenced patches for gardens), so the houses are placed randomly on the green, and since they are one story and cottage-style, they create a lovely visual when viewed from a distance.

It was a fine Saturday afternoon when we came to anchor, the sun about an hour high, and everything looking pleasantly. The Mexican flag was flying from the little square Presidio, and the drums and trumpets of the soldiers, who were out on parade, sounded over the water, and gave great life to the scene. Every one was delighted with the appearance of things. We felt as though we had got into a Christian (which in the sailor's vocabulary means civilized) country. The first impression which California had made upon us was very disagreeable:—the open roadstead of Santa Barbara; anchoring three miles from the shore; running out to sea before every south-easter; landing in a high surf; with a little dark-looking town, a mile from the beach; and not a sound to be heard, or anything to be seen, but Sandwich Islanders, hides, and tallow-bags. Add to this the gale off Point Conception, and no one can be at a loss to account for our agreeable disappointment in Monterey. Beside all this, we soon learned, which was of no small importance to us, that there was little or no surf here, and this afternoon the beach was as smooth as a duck-pond.

It was a beautiful Saturday afternoon when we dropped anchor, the sun about an hour high, and everything looked pleasant. The Mexican flag was flying from the small square Presidio, and the drums and trumpets of the soldiers on parade echoed over the water, adding life to the scene. Everyone was thrilled with how things looked. We felt like we had arrived in a civilized country. Our first impression of California had been quite unpleasant: the open roadstead of Santa Barbara, anchoring three miles from the shore, struggling against the sea before every southeast wind, landing in heavy surf, with a small dark-looking town a mile from the beach, and not a sound or sight in sight apart from Sandwich Islanders, hides, and tallow bags. On top of that, there was the gale off Point Conception, which explained our pleasant surprise in Monterey. Besides all this, we quickly learned, which was very important for us, that there was little to no surf here, and this afternoon the beach was as smooth as a duck pond.

We landed the agent and passengers, and found several persons waiting for them on the beach, among whom were some, who, though dressed in the costume of the country, spoke English; and who, we afterwards learned, were English and Americans who had married and settled in the country.

We landed the agent and passengers and found several people waiting for them on the beach. Among them were some who, although dressed in local attire, spoke English. We later learned that they were English and Americans who had married and settled in the country.

I also connected with our arrival here another circumstance which more nearly concerns myself; viz, my first act of what the sailors will allow to be seamanship—sending down a royal-yard. I had seen it done once or twice at sea, and an old sailor, whose favor I had taken some pains to gain, had taught me carefully everything which was necessary to be done, and in its proper order, and advised me to take the first opportunity when we were in port, and try it. I told the second mate, with whom I had been pretty thick when he was before the mast, that I would do it, and got him to ask the mate to send me up the first time they were struck. Accordingly I was called upon, and went up, repeating the operations over in my mind, taking care to get everything in its order, for the slightest mistake spoils the whole. Fortunately, I got through without any word from the officer, and heard the "well done" of the mate, when the yard reached the deck, with as much satisfaction as I ever felt at Cambridge on seeing a "bene" at the foot of a Latin exercise.

I also connected our arrival here with something that concerns me more directly: my first act of what sailors would consider seamanship—bringing down a royal yard. I had seen it done a couple of times at sea, and an old sailor, whose approval I had worked hard to earn, had carefully taught me everything I needed to know and the proper order to do it. He advised me to take the first chance we got in port to try it out. I told the second mate, with whom I'd become pretty friendly during his time before the mast, that I would do it, and I got him to ask the mate to signal me the first time they needed someone up there. So, I was called upon, went up, and kept repeating the steps in my mind, making sure everything was in the right order because even the smallest mistake could ruin the whole thing. Luckily, I managed to do it without any comments from the officer and heard the mate say "well done" when the yard hit the deck, which gave me as much satisfaction as I ever felt at Cambridge when seeing a "bene" at the bottom of a Latin exercise.




CHAPTER XII

LIFE AT MONTEREY

The next day being Sunday, which is the liberty-day among merchantmen, when it is usual to let a part of the crew go ashore, the sailors had depended upon a day on land, and were already disputing who should ask to go, when, upon being called in the morning, we were turned-to upon the rigging, and found that the topmast, which had been sprung, was to come down, and a new one to go up, and top-gallant and royal-masts, and the rigging to be set up. This was too bad. If there is anything that irritates sailors and makes them feel hardly used, it is being deprived of their Sabbath. Not that they would always, or indeed generally, spend it religiously, but it is their only day of rest. Then, too, they are often necessarily deprived of it by storms, and unavoidable duties of all kinds, that to take it from them when lying quietly and safely in port, without any urgent reason, bears the more hardly. The only reason in this case was, that the captain had determined to have the custom-house officers on board on Monday, and wished to have his brig in order. Jack is a slave aboard ship; but still he has many opportunities of thwarting and balking his master. When there is danger, or necessity, or when he is well used, no one can work faster than he; but the instant he feels that he is kept at work for nothing, no sloth could make less headway. He must not refuse his duty, or be in any way disobedient, but all the work that an officer gets out of him, he may be welcome to. Every man who has been three months at sea knows how to "work Tom Cox's traverse"—"three turns round the long-boat, and a pull at the scuttled-butt." This morning everything went in this way. "Sogering" was the order of the day. Send a man below to get a block, and he would capsize everything before finding it, then not bring it up till an officer had called him twice, and take as much time to put things in order again. Marline-spikes were not to be found; knives wanted a prodigious deal of sharpening, and, generally, three or four were waiting round the grindstone at a time. When a man got to the mast-head, he would come slowly down again to get something which he had forgotten; and after the tackles were got up, six men would pull less than three who pulled "with a will." When the mate was out of sight, nothing was done. It was all uphill work; and at eight o'clock, when we went to breakfast, things were nearly where they were when we began.

The next day was Sunday, which is the day off for sailors, when they usually get to go ashore. The crew was looking forward to spending the day on land and were already arguing about who should ask to go. However, when we were called in the morning, we were put to work on the rigging and found out that the topmast, which had been damaged, was coming down, and a new one was going up, along with the top-gallant and royal masts, and the rigging needed to be set up. This was frustrating. If there's anything that annoys sailors and makes them feel taken advantage of, it's being deprived of their day off. Not that they always spend it religiously, but it's their only day to rest. Plus, they're often forced to miss it due to storms and various obligations, so to take it away when they’re safely in port without a good reason feels particularly unfair. The only reason this time was that the captain wanted the custom-house officers on board Monday and wanted the brig looking good. Jack is like a slave on the ship, but he still finds ways to push back against authority. When there’s danger or a real need, no one works harder than he does; but the moment he feels he’s working for no good reason, no one can move more slowly. He can't refuse his duties or be disobedient, but anything an officer gets out of him will have been a struggle. Anyone who's been at sea for three months knows how to "work Tom Cox's traverse"— "three turns around the longboat and a pull at the scuttled-butt." This morning was just like that. "Sogering" was the name of the game. Send a guy below to grab a block, and he'd knock everything over before finding it, then wouldn’t bring it back up until called twice by an officer, taking ages to put things back in order. Marline-spikes were nowhere to be found; knives needed a ridiculous amount of sharpening, with three or four guys waiting at the grindstone at once. When someone got to the masthead, they'd slowly come back down to get something they’d forgotten; and after the tackles were raised, six men would pull less than three who were really trying. When the mate was out of sight, nothing got done. Everything felt like an uphill battle; and by eight o'clock, when we went to breakfast, we were nearly back where we started.

During our short meal, the matter was discussed. One proposed refusing to work; but that was mutiny, and of course was rejected at once. I remember, too, that one of the men quoted "Father Taylor," (as they call the seamen's preacher at Boston,) who told them that if they were ordered to work on Sunday, they must not refuse their duty, and the blame would not come upon them. After breakfast, it leaked out, through the officers, that if we would get through our work soon, we might have a boat in the afternoon and go fishing. This bait was well thrown, and took with several who were fond of fishing; and all began to find that as we had one thing to do, and were not to be kept at work for the day, the sooner we did it, the better.

During our brief meal, we talked about the situation. One person suggested refusing to work, but that was seen as mutiny, so it got shut down immediately. I also remember one of the guys quoted "Father Taylor," as they refer to the seamen's preacher in Boston, who told them that if they were told to work on Sunday, they should not refuse their duty since the blame wouldn’t fall on them. After breakfast, the officers hinted that if we finished our work quickly, we could have a boat in the afternoon to go fishing. This incentive was appealing to several people who enjoyed fishing, so everyone started to realize that since we had a task to complete and wouldn’t be working all day, the sooner we got it done, the better.

Accordingly, things took a new aspect; and before two o'clock this work, which was in a fair way to last two days, was done; and five of us went a fishing in the jolly-boat, in the direction of Point Pinos; but leave to go ashore was refused. Here we saw the Loriotte, which sailed with us from Santa Barbara, coming slowly in with a light sea-breeze, which sets in towards afternoon, having been becalmed off the point all the first part of the day. We took several fish of various kinds, among which cod and perch abounded, and F——, (the ci-devant second mate,) who was of our number, brought up with his hook a large and beautiful pearl-oyster shell. We afterwards learned that this place was celebrated for shells, and that a small schooner had made a good voyage, by carrying a cargo of them to the United States.

Things began to look different, and before two o'clock, what was supposed to take two days was finished. Five of us decided to go fishing in the small boat toward Point Pinos, but we weren’t allowed to go ashore. We spotted the Loriotte, which had sailed with us from Santa Barbara, coming in slowly with a light afternoon breeze after being calm off the point for most of the day. We caught several kinds of fish, especially cod and perch, and F—— (the former second mate) pulled up a large and beautiful pearl oyster shell with his hook. We later found out that this area was known for its shells and that a small schooner had made a profitable trip by taking a load of them to the United States.

We returned by sun-down, and found the Loriotte at anchor, within a cable's length of the Pilgrim. The next day we were "turned-to" early, and began taking off the hatches, overhauling the cargo, and getting everything ready for inspection. At eight, the officers of the customs, five in number, came on board, and began overhauling the cargo, manifest, etc.

We returned at sunset and found the Loriotte anchored within a cable's length of the Pilgrim. The next day we got started early and began removing the hatches, checking the cargo, and getting everything ready for inspection. At eight, the customs officers, five in total, came on board and started reviewing the cargo, manifest, and so on.

The Mexican revenue laws are very strict, and require the whole cargo to be landed, examined, and taken on board again; but our agent, Mr. R——, had succeeded in compounding with them for the two last vessels, and saving the trouble of taking the cargo ashore. The officers were dressed in the costume which we found prevailed through the country. A broad-brimmed hat, usually of a black or dark-brown color, with a gilt or figured band round the crown, and lined inside with silk; a short jacket of silk or figured calico, (the European skirted body-coat is never worn;) the shirt open in the neck; rich waistcoat, if any; pantaloons wide, straight, and long, usually of velvet, velveteen, or broadcloth; or else short breeches and white stockings. They wear the deer-skin shoe, which is of a dark-brown color, and, (being made by Indians,) usually a good deal ornamented. They have no suspenders, but always wear a sash round the waist, which is generally red, and varying in quality with the means of the wearer. Add to this the never-failing cloak, and you have the dress of the Californian. This last garment, the cloak, is always a mark of the rank and wealth of the owner. The "gente de razón," or aristocracy, wear cloaks of black or dark blue broadcloth, with as much velvet and trimmings as may be; and from this they go down to the blanket of the Indian; the middle classes wearing something like a large table-cloth, with a hole in the middle for the head to go through. This is often as coarse as a blanket, but being beautifully woven with various colors, is quite showy at a distance. Among the Mexicans there is no working class; (the Indians being slaves and doing all the hard work;) and every rich man looks like a grandee, and every poor scamp like a broken-down gentleman. I have often seen a man with a fine figure, and courteous manners, dressed in broadcloth and velvet, with a noble horse completely covered with trappings; without a real in his pocket, and absolutely suffering for something to eat.

The Mexican tax laws are really strict, requiring that all cargo be unloaded, inspected, and then reloaded. However, our agent, Mr. R——, managed to negotiate a deal for the last two ships, avoiding the hassle of unloading the cargo. The officers were dressed in the style common in the country. They wore broad-brimmed hats, usually black or dark brown, with a decorative band around the crown and silk lining inside. Their jackets were short, made of silk or patterned fabric (the European style jacket with a longer body is never worn); the shirts had open necks; any waistcoat they had was fancy; their pants were wide, straight, and long, usually made of velvet, velveteen, or broadcloth; or they opted for short pants and white stockings. They wore dark-brown shoes made from deer skin, often elaborately decorated since they were made by Indigenous people. Instead of suspenders, they wore a sash around their waist, typically red, with the quality depending on their wealth. And the mandatory cloak rounded out the typical Californian attire. This cloak is a sign of a person's rank and wealth. The "gente de razón," or aristocrats, wore cloaks made of black or dark blue broadcloth, heavily trimmed with velvet. Below them in status, the middle class wore something resembling a large tablecloth with a hole cut for their head; it was often as rough as a blanket but brightly woven in various colors, making it visually striking from a distance. Among the Mexicans, there isn't a working class (the Indigenous people are enslaved and do all the labor), so every wealthy person looks like a noble, while every poor person resembles a fallen gentleman. I've often seen a well-built man with charming manners, dressed in broadcloth and velvet, with an impressive horse covered in decorative gear, yet without a single coin to his name and struggling to find something to eat.




CHAPTER XIII

TRADING—A BRITISH SAILOR

The next day, the cargo having been entered in due form, we began trading. The trade-room was fitted up in the steerage, and furnished out with the lighter goods, and with specimens of the rest of the cargo; and M——, a young man who came out from Boston with us, before the mast, was taken out of the forecastle, and made supercargo's clerk. He was well qualified for the business, having been clerk in a counting-house in Boston. He had been troubled for some time with the rheumatism, which unfitted him for the wet and exposed duty of a sailor on the coast. For a week or ten days all was life on board. The people came off to look and to buy—men, women, and children; and we were continually going in the boats, carrying goods and passengers,—for they have no boats of their own. Everything must dress itself and come aboard and see the new vessel, if it were only to buy a paper of pins. The agent and his clerk managed the sales, while we were busy in the hold or in the boats. Our cargo was an assorted one; that is, it consisted of everything under the sun. We had spirits of all kinds, (sold by the cask,) teas, coffee, sugars, spices, raisins, molasses, hardware, crockery-ware, tinware, cutlery, clothing of all kinds, boots and shoes from Lynn, calicoes and cottons from Lowell, crepes, silks; also shawls, scarfs, necklaces, jewelry, and combs for the ladies; furniture; and in fact, everything that can be imagined, from Chinese fire-works to English cart-wheels—of which we had a dozen pairs with their iron rims on.

The next day, after properly logging the cargo, we started trading. The trading area was set up in the steerage and stocked with lighter goods, along with samples of the rest of the cargo. M——, a young man who had traveled from Boston with us, was moved from the forecastle to be the supercargo's clerk. He was well-suited for the job since he had worked as a clerk in a counting house back in Boston. He had been dealing with some rheumatism for a while, which made him unfit for the wet, exposed work of a sailor along the coast. For about a week to ten days, there was constant activity on board. People came to look and buy—men, women, and children; and we were always heading out in the boats, ferrying goods and passengers—since they didn't have boats of their own. Everyone had to come aboard to check out the new ship, even if it was just to buy a packet of pins. The agent and his clerk handled the sales while we busied ourselves in the hold or in the boats. Our cargo was a mixed assortment; that is, it had everything imaginable. We had all kinds of spirits (sold by the cask), teas, coffee, sugars, spices, raisins, molasses, hardware, crockery, tinware, cutlery, clothing of all types, boots and shoes from Lynn, calicoes and cotton from Lowell, crepes, silks; plus shawls, scarves, necklaces, jewelry, and combs for the ladies; furniture; and really, everything you could think of, from Chinese fireworks to English cartwheels—of which we had a dozen pairs with their iron rims.

The Californians are an idle, thriftless people, and can make nothing for themselves. The country abounds in grapes, yet they buy bad wines made in Boston and brought round by us, at an immense price, and retail it among themselves at a real (12½ cents) by the small wine-glass. Their hides, too, which they value at two dollars in money, they give for something which costs seventy-five cents in Boston; and buy shoes (like as not, made of their own hides, and which have been carried twice around Cape Horn) at three or four dollars, and "chicken-skin" boots at fifteen dollars apiece. Things sell, on an average, at an advance of nearly three hundred per cent upon the Boston prices. This is partly owing to the heavy duties which the government, in their wisdom, with the intent, no doubt, of keeping the silver in the country, has laid upon imports. These duties, and the enormous expenses of so long a voyage, keep all merchants, but those of heavy capital, from engaging in the trade. Nearly two-thirds of all the articles imported into the country from round Cape Horn, for the last six years, have been by the single house of Bryant, Sturgis & Co., to whom our vessel belonged, and who have a permanent agent on the coast.

The Californians are a lazy, wasteful people who can't make anything for themselves. The land is full of grapes, yet they buy terrible wines made in Boston that we bring around at a huge price, selling it among themselves for a real (12½ cents) per small wine-glass. Their hides, which they think are worth two dollars, are traded for something that costs seventy-five cents in Boston. They buy shoes (likely made from their own hides, which have traveled twice around Cape Horn) for three or four dollars, and "chicken-skin" boots for fifteen dollars each. On average, things are sold for nearly three hundred percent more than Boston prices. This is partly because of the high duties the government has imposed with the intention, no doubt, of keeping the silver in the country. These duties, along with the enormous costs of such a long journey, prevent all merchants except those with significant capital from getting involved in the trade. Nearly two-thirds of all the goods imported into the country from around Cape Horn over the last six years have come from the single company Bryant, Sturgis & Co., to which our ship belonged, and who have a permanent agent on the coast.

This kind of business was new to us, and we liked it very well for a few days, though we were hard at work every minute from daylight to dark; and sometimes even later.

This type of business was new to us, and we really enjoyed it for a few days, even though we were working hard every minute from sunrise to sunset; and sometimes even later.

By being thus continually engaged in transporting passengers with their goods, to and fro, we gained considerable knowledge of the character, dress, and language of the people. The dress of the men was as I have before described it. The women wore gowns of various texture—silks, crape, calicoes, etc.,—made after the European style, except that the sleeves were short, leaving the arm bare, and that they were loose about the waist, having no corsets. They wore shoes of kid, or satin; sashes or belts of bright colors; and almost always a necklace and ear-rings. Bonnets they had none. I only saw one on the coast, and that belonged to the wife of an American sea-captain who had settled in San Diego, and had imported the chaotic mass of straw and ribbon, as a choice present to his new wife. They wear their hair (which is almost invariably black, or a very dark brown) long in their necks, sometimes loose, and sometimes in long braids; though the married women often do it up on a high comb. Their only protection against the sun and weather is a large mantle which they put over their heads, drawing it close round their faces, when they go out of doors, which is generally only in pleasant weather. When in the house, or sitting out in front of it, which they often do in fine weather, they usually wear a small scarf or neckerchief of a rich pattern. A band, also, about the top of the head, with a cross, star, or other ornament in front, is common. Their complexions are various, depending—as well as their dress and manner—upon their rank; or, in other words, upon the amount of Spanish blood they can lay claim to. Those who are of pure Spanish blood, having never intermarried with the aborigines, have clear brunette complexions, and sometimes, even as fair as those of English women. There are but few of these families in California; being mostly those in official stations, or who, on the expiration of their offices, have settled here upon property which they have acquired; and others who have been banished for state offences. These form the aristocracy; inter-marrying, and keeping up an exclusive system in every respect. They can be told by their complexions, dress, manner, and also by their speech; for, calling themselves Castilians, they are very ambitious of speaking the pure Castilian language, which is spoken in a somewhat corrupted dialect by the lower classes. From this upper class, they go down by regular shades, growing more and more dark and muddy, until you come to the pure Indian, who runs about with nothing upon him but a small piece of cloth, kept up by a wide leather strap drawn round his waist. Generally speaking, each person's caste is decided by the quality of the blood, which shows itself, too plainly to be concealed, at first sight. Yet the least drop of Spanish blood, if it be only of quadroon or octoroon, is sufficient to raise them from the rank of slaves, and entitle them to a suit of clothes—boots, hat, cloak, spurs, long knife, and all complete, though coarse and dirty as may be,—and to call themselves Españolos, and to hold property, if they can get any.

By regularly transporting passengers and their goods back and forth, we learned a lot about the people's character, clothing, and language. The men's attire was as I described before. The women wore gowns made of various fabrics—silks, crape, calicoes, etc.—designed in the European style, but with short sleeves that left their arms bare and a loose fit around the waist without corsets. They wore shoes made of kid or satin; bright-colored sashes or belts; and most of the time, a necklace and earrings. They didn’t wear bonnets. The only one I saw was on the coast, belonging to the wife of an American sea captain who had settled in San Diego and brought it as a gift for his new wife. They typically wore their hair (which is almost always black or very dark brown) long at the back, sometimes loose and sometimes in long braids, although married women often style it up high with a comb. Their only protection against the sun and weather is a large mantle that they pull over their heads, wrapping it close around their faces when they go outside, which is usually only in nice weather. When they are inside or sitting outside their homes, which they often do in good weather, they typically wear a small scarf or neckerchief with a rich pattern. It’s also common for them to have a band around the top of their heads with a cross, star, or other ornament at the front. Their complexions vary based on their rank, which also influences their clothing and manners—meaning it depends on how much Spanish blood they claim. Those of pure Spanish descent, who have never intermarried with the natives, often have clear brunette complexions and can even be as fair as English women. There are only a few of these families in California, mostly those in official positions or those who, after leaving their posts, settled here with the property they've acquired, alongside others who have been exiled for political reasons. These families form the aristocracy, engaging in intermarriage and maintaining an exclusive social system in all respects. You can identify them by their complexions, attire, manners, and speech; they refer to themselves as Castilians and are eager to speak the pure Castilian language, which is somewhat corrupted by the lower classes. From this upper class, it transitions downwards through increasingly darker and muddier shades until you reach the pure Indians, who typically wear nothing but a small piece of cloth secured by a wide leather strap around their waist. Generally speaking, a person's caste is determined by the quality of their blood, which is evident right away. However, even the slightest trace of Spanish blood, whether it's a quadroon or an octoroon, is enough to elevate them from the status of slaves, granting them a suit of clothes—boots, hat, cloak, spurs, long knife, and all—even if they are coarse and dirty—and allows them to call themselves Españolos and own property if they can acquire any.

The fondness for dress among the women is excessive, and is often the ruin of many of them. A present of a fine mantle, or of a necklace or pair of ear-rings, gains the favor of the greater part of them. Nothing is more common than to see a woman living in a house of only two rooms, and the ground for a floor, dressed in spangled satin shoes, silk gown, high comb, and gilt, if not gold, ear-rings and necklace. If their husbands do not dress them well enough, they will soon receive presents from others. They used to spend whole days on board our vessels, examining the fine clothes and ornaments, and frequently made purchases at a rate which would have made a seamstress or waiting-maid in Boston open her eyes.

The obsession with clothing among women is extreme and often leads to their downfall. A gift like a nice coat, necklace, or pair of earrings easily wins the affection of most of them. It's very common to see a woman living in a small two-room house, with dirt floors, dressed in glittery satin shoes, a silk dress, a tall hairstyle, and earrings and a necklace that are gilded, if not real gold. If their husbands don't dress them well enough, they will quickly receive gifts from others. They would spend entire days on our ships, looking at beautiful clothes and accessories, and often made purchases at prices that would leave a seamstress or maid in Boston astonished.

Next to the love of dress, I was most struck with the fineness of the voices and beauty of the intonations of both sexes. Every common ruffian-looking fellow, with a slouched hat, blanket cloak, dirty under-dress, and soiled leather leggins, appeared to me to be speaking elegant Spanish. It was a pleasure, simply to listen to the sound of the language, before I could attach any meaning to it. They have a good deal of the Creole drawl, but it is varied with an occasional extreme rapidity of utterance, in which they seem to skip from consonant to consonant, until, lighting upon a broad, open vowel, they rest upon that to restore the balance of sound. The women carry this peculiarity of speaking to a much greater extreme than the men, who have more evenness and stateliness of utterance. A common bullock-driver, on horseback, delivering a message, seemed to speak like an ambassador at an audience. In fact, they sometimes appeared to me to be a people on whom a curse had fallen, and stripped them of everything but their pride, their manners, and their voices.

Next to my love for fashion, I was really impressed by the quality of the voices and the beauty of the tones from both men and women. Every rough-looking guy, wearing a slouched hat, a blanket cloak, a dirty shirt, and worn leather leggings, seemed to me to be speaking elegant Spanish. It was a pleasure just to listen to the sound of the language before I could understand any of it. They have a bit of a Creole drawl, but it’s mixed with bursts of rapid speech, where they seem to jump from consonant to consonant until they land on a broad, open vowel, which gives a nice balance to the sound. Women take this speaking style to an even greater extreme than men, who tend to speak with more steadiness and dignity. A typical cattle driver, on horseback, delivering a message, seemed to talk like an ambassador in an audience. In fact, they sometimes seemed to me like a people cursed, stripped of everything but their pride, their manners, and their voices.

Another thing that surprised me was the quantity of silver that was in circulation. I certainly never saw so much silver at one time in my life, as during the week that we were at Monterey. The truth is, they have no credit system, no banks, and no way of investing money but in cattle. They have no circulating medium but silver and hides—which the sailors call "California bank notes." Everything that they buy they must pay for in one or the other of these things. The hides they bring down dried and doubled, in clumsy ox-carts, or upon mules' backs, and the money they carry tied up in a handkerchief;—fifty, eighty, or an hundred dollars and half dollars.

Another thing that surprised me was how much silver was in circulation. I definitely had never seen so much silver all at once in my life as during the week we were in Monterey. The truth is, they have no credit system, no banks, and no way to invest money other than in cattle. They have no currency except for silver and hides—which the sailors refer to as "California bank notes." Everything they buy must be paid for with one or the other of these items. They bring the hides down dried and folded, in clumsy ox-carts, or on mules' backs, and they carry the money tied up in a handkerchief—fifty, eighty, or a hundred dollars and half dollars.

I had never studied Spanish while at college, and could not speak a word, when at Juan Fernandez; but during the latter part of the passage out, I borrowed a grammar and dictionary from the cabin, and by a continual use of these, and a careful attention to every word that I heard spoken, I soon got a vocabulary together, and began talking for myself. As I soon knew more Spanish than any of the crew, (who indeed knew none at all,) and had been at college and knew Latin, I got the name of a great linguist, and was always sent for by the captain and officers to get provisions, or to carry letters and messages to different parts of the town. I was often sent to get something which I could not tell the name of to save my life; but I liked the business, and accordingly never pleaded ignorance. Sometimes I managed to jump below and take a look at my dictionary before going ashore; or else I overhauled some English resident on my way, and got the word from him; and then, by signs, and the help of my Latin and French, contrived to get along. This was a good exercise for me, and no doubt taught me more than I should have learned by months of study and reading; it also gave me opportunities of seeing the customs, characters, and domestic arrangements of the people; beside being a great relief from the monotony of a day spent on board ship.

I had never studied Spanish in college and couldn't speak a word when I was at Juan Fernandez. However, during the later part of the journey, I borrowed a grammar and dictionary from the cabin. By continuously using these and paying close attention to every word I heard, I quickly built up a vocabulary and started speaking for myself. Since I soon knew more Spanish than any of the crew (who actually knew none at all), and because I had been to college and knew Latin, I earned the reputation of being a great linguist. The captain and officers often called on me to get provisions or to deliver letters and messages around town. I was frequently sent to find something whose name I couldn't recall for the life of me, but I enjoyed the job and never admitted my ignorance. Sometimes, I would sneak below deck to check my dictionary before going ashore, or I would find an English resident along the way to ask for the word, and then, using gestures along with my knowledge of Latin and French, I figured out how to get by. This was great practice for me and undoubtedly taught me more than months of studying and reading would have. It also gave me a chance to observe the customs, personalities, and daily life of the people, as well as being a refreshing break from the monotony of a day spent on the ship.

Monterey, as far as my observation goes, is decidedly the pleasantest and most civilized-looking place in California. In the centre of it is an open square, surrounded by four lines of one-story plastered buildings, with half a dozen cannon in the centre; some mounted, and others not. This is the "Presidio," or fort. Every town has a presidio in its centre; or rather, every presidio has a town built around it; for the forts were first built by the Mexican government, and then the people built near them for protection. The presidio here was entirely open and unfortified. There were several officers with long titles, and about eighty soldiers, but they were poorly paid, fed, clothed, and disciplined. The governor-general, or, as he is commonly called, the "general," lives here; which makes it the seat of government. He is appointed by the central government at Mexico, and is the chief civil and military officer. In addition to him, each town has a commandant, who is the chief military officer, and has charge of the fort, and of all transactions with foreigners and foreign vessels; and two or three alcaldes and corregidores, elected by the inhabitants, who are the civil officers. Courts and jurisprudence they have no knowledge of. Small municipal matters are regulated by the alcaldes and corregidores; and everything relating to the general government, to the military, and to foreigners, by the commandants, acting under the governor-general. Capital cases are decided by him, upon personal inspection, if he is near; or upon minutes sent by the proper officers, if the offender is at a distant place. No Protestant has any civil rights, nor can he hold any property, or, indeed, remain more than a few weeks on shore, unless he belong to some vessel. Consequently, the Americans and English who intend to remain here become Catholics, to a man; the current phrase among them being,—"A man must leave his conscience at Cape Horn."

Monterey, from what I've seen, is definitely the nicest and most civilized place in California. In the center, there's an open square surrounded by four rows of one-story plaster buildings, with a few cannons in the middle; some are mounted and some aren’t. This area is called the "Presidio" or fort. Every town has a presidio at its center; actually, every presidio has a town built around it because the Mexican government initially built the forts, and then people settled nearby for protection. Here, the presidio was completely open and not fortified. There were several officers with long titles and about eighty soldiers, but they were poorly paid, fed, clothed, and disciplined. The governor-general, often just called the "general," lives here, making it the seat of government. He is appointed by the central government in Mexico and is the top civil and military officer. Each town also has a commandant, who is the main military officer and is in charge of the fort and dealings with foreigners and foreign ships; plus, there are two or three alcaldes and corregidores, elected by the locals, who are the civil officers. They have no knowledge of courts or legal systems. Small local matters are handled by the alcaldes and corregidores, while everything related to the central government, the military, and foreign affairs is managed by the commandants under the governor-general’s authority. Serious cases are decided by him based on personal inspection if he's nearby, or through reports sent by the appropriate officers if the offender is far away. No Protestant has any civil rights, nor can they own property, or stay more than a few weeks on land unless they are part of a ship's crew. As a result, Americans and English people who plan to stay here all convert to Catholicism; the common saying among them is, “A man must leave his conscience at Cape Horn.”

But to return to Monterey. The houses here, as everywhere else in California, are of one story, built of clay made into large bricks, about a foot and a half square and three or four inches thick, and hardened in the sun. These are cemented together by mortar of the same material, and the whole are of a common dirt-color. The floors are generally of earth, the windows grated and without glass; and the doors, which are seldom shut, open directly into the common room; there being no entries. Some of the more wealthy inhabitants have glass to their windows and board floors; and in Monterey nearly all the houses are plastered on the outside. The better houses, too, have red tiles upon the roofs. The common ones have two or three rooms which open into each other, and are furnished with a bed or two, a few chairs and tables, a looking-glass, a crucifix of some material or other, and small daubs of paintings enclosed in glass, and representing some miracle or martyrdom. They have no chimneys or fire-places in the houses, the climate being such as to make a fire unnecessary; and all their cooking is done in a small cook-house, separated from the house. The Indians, as I have said before, do all the hard work, two or three being attached to each house; and the poorest persons are able to keep one, at least, for they have only to feed them and give them a small piece of coarse cloth and a belt, for the males; and a coarse gown, without shoes or stockings, for the females.

But back to Monterey. The houses here, like everywhere else in California, are single-story and built from clay made into large bricks, about a foot and a half square and three to four inches thick, dried in the sun. These are held together with mortar made from the same material, and the entire structure is a dusty, earth-toned color. The floors are usually just dirt, the windows are barred and have no glass, and the doors, which are rarely closed, open directly into the main room, with no hallways. Some of the wealthier residents have glass in their windows and wooden floors, and in Monterey, almost all the houses are plastered on the outside. The nicer homes also have red tiles on the roofs. The more basic houses typically have two or three rooms that connect to each other and are furnished with a bed or two, a few chairs and tables, a mirror, a crucifix of some kind, and small framed paintings representing some miracle or martyrdom. They don’t have chimneys or fireplaces since the climate makes fires unnecessary, and all cooking is done in a small detached cookhouse. The Indigenous people, as I mentioned before, do all the heavy labor, with two or three attached to each household; even the poorest families can afford to keep at least one, as they only need to provide food and a small piece of rough cloth and a belt for the men, and a simple gown, without shoes or stockings, for the women.

In Monterey there are a number of English and Americans (English or "Ingles" all are called who speak the English language) who have married Californians, become united to the Catholic church, and acquired considerable property. Having more industry, frugality, and enterprise than the natives, they soon get nearly all the trade into their hands. They usually keep shops, in which they retail the goods purchased in larger quantities from our vessels, and also send a good deal into the interior, taking hides in pay, which they again barter with our vessels. In every town on the coast there are foreigners engaged in this kind of trade, while I recollect but two shops kept by natives. The people are generally suspicious of foreigners, and they would not be allowed to remain, were it not that they become good Catholics, and by marrying natives, and bringing up their children as Catholics and Mexicans, and not teaching them the English language, they quiet suspicion, and even become popular and leading men. The chief alcaldes in Monterey and Santa Barbara were both Yankees by birth.

In Monterey, there are several English and Americans (referred to as "Ingles," all of whom speak English) who have married Californians, joined the Catholic Church, and acquired a significant amount of property. With more drive, thriftiness, and ambition than the locals, they quickly dominate most of the trade. They typically run shops where they sell goods bought in bulk from our ships and also send a lot deeper into the region, taking hides as payment, which they then trade with our vessels. In every coastal town, there are foreigners involved in this type of trade, while I can remember only two shops run by locals. The people are generally wary of outsiders, and they wouldn't be allowed to stay if it weren't for their conversion to Catholicism and their marriages to locals, raising their children as Catholics and Mexicans, and not teaching them English, which eases suspicion and even helps them become respected and influential figures. The main alcaldes in Monterey and Santa Barbara were both originally from the East.

The men in Monterey appeared to me to be always on horseback. Horses are as abundant here as dogs and chickens were in Juan Fernandez. There are no stables to keep them in, but they are allowed to run wild and graze wherever they please, being branded, and having long leather ropes, called "lassos," attached to their necks and dragging along behind them, by which they can be easily taken. The men usually catch one in the morning, throw a saddle and bridle upon him, and use him for the day, and let him go at night, catching another the next day. When they go on long journeys, they ride one horse down, and catch another, throw the saddle and bridle upon him, and after riding him down, take a third, and so on to the end of the journey. There are probably no better riders in the world. They get upon a horse when only four or five years old, their little legs not long enough to come half way over his sides; and may almost be said to keep on him until they have grown to him. The stirrups are covered or boxed up in front, to prevent their catching when riding through the woods; and the saddles are large and heavy, strapped very tight upon the horse, and have large pommels, or loggerheads, in front, round which the "lasso" is coiled when not in use. They can hardly go from one house to another without getting on a horse, there being generally several standing tied to the door-posts of the little cottages. When they wish to show their activity, they make no use of their stirrups in mounting, but striking the horse, spring into the saddle as he starts, and sticking their long spurs into him, go off on the full run. Their spurs are cruel things, having four or five rowels, each an inch in length, dull and rusty. The flanks of the horses are often sore from them, and I have seen men come in from chasing bullocks with their horses' hind legs and quarters covered with blood. They frequently give exhibitions of their horsemanship, in races, bull-baitings, etc.; but as we were not ashore during any holyday, we saw nothing of it. Monterey is also a great place for cock-fighting, gambling of all sorts, fandangos, and every kind of amusement and knavery. Trappers and hunters, who occasionally arrive here from over the Rocky mountains, with their valuable skins and furs, are often entertained with every sort of amusement and dissipation, until they have wasted their time and their money, and go back, stripped of everything.

The men in Monterey always seem to be on horseback. Horses are as common here as dogs and chickens were in Juan Fernandez. There are no stables for them; instead, they roam freely and graze wherever they want, marked with brands, and dragging long leather ropes called "lassos" around their necks, making them easy to catch. The men usually grab one in the morning, throw a saddle and bridle on it for the day, and let it go at night, then catch another the next day. When they go on long trips, they ride one horse down, catch another, saddle it up, ride it until worn out, and take a third, continuing this way to the end of their journey. There aren't many better riders in the world. They start riding at just four or five years old, their little legs not long enough to reach halfway over the horse's sides, and they almost stay on until they've grown up. The stirrups are covered at the front to prevent catching on branches while riding through the woods, and the saddles are large and heavy, strapped tightly to the horse, with big pommels, or loggerheads, in front where the "lasso" coils when not in use. It's rare for them to go from one house to another without getting on a horse; there are usually several tied to the doorposts of small cottages. When they want to show off their skills, they skip the stirrups when mounting, striking the horse and leaping into the saddle as it starts, then digging their long spurs into it and taking off at a full gallop. Their spurs are pretty harsh, with four or five rowels each an inch long, dull and rusty. The horses’ flanks often end up sore from this, and I've seen men come back from chasing cattle with their horses' back legs and rumps covered in blood. They frequently put on displays of their riding skills in races, bull-baiting, and more, but since we weren't on shore during any holidays, we didn't see any of it. Monterey is also a hotspot for cockfighting, all kinds of gambling, fandangos, and various forms of entertainment and mischief. Trappers and hunters who occasionally come here from over the Rocky Mountains, bringing their valuable skins and furs, often indulge in all sorts of fun and wild activities until they waste their time and money, returning home with nothing left.

Nothing but the character of the people prevents Monterey from becoming a great town. The soil is as rich as man could wish; climate as good as any in the world; water abundant, and situation extremely beautiful. The harbor, too, is a good one, being subject only to one bad wind, the north; and though the holding-ground is not the best, yet I heard of but one vessel's being driven ashore here. That was a Mexican brig, which went ashore a few months before our arrival, and was a total wreck, all the crew but one being drowned. Yet this was from the carelessness or ignorance of the captain, who paid out all his small cable before he let go his other anchor. The ship Lagoda, of Boston, was there at the time, and rode out the gale in safety, without dragging at all, or finding it necessary to strike her top-gallant masts.

The only thing holding Monterey back from becoming a great town is the character of its people. The soil is incredibly fertile; the climate is among the best in the world; there's plenty of water, and the location is stunning. The harbor is also good, affected only by one bad wind from the north; even though the holding ground isn't the best, I only heard of one ship being driven ashore here. That was a Mexican brig that ran aground a few months before we got here and was completely wrecked, with all but one crew member drowning. This happened because the captain was careless or clueless, letting out all his small cable before releasing his other anchor. The ship Lagoda from Boston was there at the time and rode out the storm safely, without dragging or needing to take down her top-gallant masts.

The only vessel in port with us was the little Loriotte. I frequently went on board her, and became very well acquainted with her Sandwich Island crew. One of them could speak a little English, and from him I learned a good deal about them. They were well formed and active, with black eyes, intelligent countenances, dark-olive, or, I should rather say, copper complexions and coarse black hair, but not woolly like the negroes. They appeared to be talking continually. In the forecastle there was a complete Babel. Their language is extremely guttural, and not pleasant at first, but improves as you hear it more, and is said to have great capacity. They use a good deal of gesticulation, and are exceedingly animated, saying with their might what their tongues find to say. They are complete water-dogs, therefore very good in boating. It is for this reason that there are so many of them on the coast of California; they being very good hands in the surf. They are also quick and active in the rigging, and good hands in warm weather; but those who have been with them round Cape Horn, and in high latitudes, say that they are useless in cold weather. In their dress they are precisely like our sailors. In addition to these Islanders, the vessel had two English sailors, who acted as boatswains over the Islanders, and took care of the rigging. One of them I shall always remember as the best specimen of the thoroughbred English sailor that I ever saw. He had been to sea from a boy, having served a regular apprenticeship of seven years, as all English sailors are obliged to do, and was then about four or five and twenty. He was tall; but you only perceived it when he was standing by the side of others, for the great breadth of his shoulders and chest made him appear but little above the middle height. His chest was as deep as it was wide; his arm like that of Hercules; and his hand "the fist of a tar—every hair a rope-yarn." With all this he had one of the pleasantest smiles I ever saw. His cheeks were of a handsome brown; his teeth brilliantly white; and his hair, of a raven black, waved in loose curls all over his head, and fine, open forehead; and his eyes he might have sold to a duchess at the price of diamonds, for their brilliancy. As for their color, they were like the Irishman's pig, which would not stay to be counted, every change of position and light seemed to give them a new hue; but their prevailing color was black, or nearly so. Take him with his well-varnished black tarpaulin stuck upon the back of his head; his long locks coming down almost into his eyes; his white duck trowsers and shirt; blue jacket; and black kerchief, tied loosely round his neck; and he was a fine specimen of manly beauty. On his broad chest he had stamped with India ink "Parting moments;"—a ship ready to sail; a boat on the beach; and a girl and her sailor lover taking their farewell. Underneath were printed the initials of his own name, and two other letters, standing for some name which he knew better than I did. This was very well done, having been executed by a man who made it his business to print with India ink, for sailors, at Havre. On one of his broad arms, he had the crucifixion, and on the other the sign of the "foul anchor."

The only boat in the harbor with us was the little Loriotte. I often went aboard and got to know her Sandwich Island crew well. One of them could speak a bit of English, and from him I learned a lot about them. They were well-built and agile, with black eyes, intelligent faces, dark-olive, or rather, copper skin and coarse black hair, but not woolly like that of some black people. They seemed to be constantly chatting. In the forecastle, there was a total mix of languages. Their language is very guttural and not pleasant at first, but it gets better the more you hear it and is said to have great potential. They use a lot of gestures and are very animated, expressing fully what their tongues can manage. They are great in the water, which makes them excellent for boating. That’s why there are so many of them along the California coast; they do well in the surf. They are also quick and agile in the rigging and good in warm weather, but those who’ve been with them around Cape Horn and in colder areas say they aren't great in chilly conditions. Their clothing is just like ours. Besides these Islanders, the ship had two English sailors who acted as bosuns over the Islanders and managed the rigging. One of them stands out in my memory as the best example of a thoroughbred English sailor I ever saw. He had been at sea since he was young, having completed a seven-year apprenticeship, as all English sailors must, and he was then about twenty-four or twenty-five. He was tall, but you could only see it when he was next to others, since the width of his shoulders and chest made him appear shorter than he was. His chest was as deep as it was wide; his arms were like Hercules; and his hand was as rough as a sailor's—“every hair a rope-yarn.” Despite all this, he had one of the friendliest smiles I’ve ever seen. His cheeks were a handsome brown, his teeth were brilliantly white, and his raven-black hair waved in loose curls all over his head and his fine forehead; his eyes were as bright as diamonds. They were like an Irish pig that wouldn't stay still for counting; every shift in position and light seemed to change their shade, but their main color was black or close to it. Picture him with his well-polished black tarpaulin hat on the back of his head; his long hair nearly in his eyes; his white duck trousers and shirt; blue jacket; and black kerchief loosely tied around his neck; he was a striking example of manly beauty. On his broad chest, he had “Parting moments” tattooed in India ink—depicting a ship ready to sail, a boat on the beach, and a girl bidding farewell to her sailor lover. Below that were the initials of his name and two other letters for a name he knew better than I did. This was well done, having been done by a professional tattoo artist who specialized in sailors' tattoos in Havre. On one of his broad arms, he had the crucifixion, and on the other, the sign of the "foul anchor."

He was very fond of reading, and we lent him most of the books which we had in the forecastle, which he read and returned to us the next time we fell in with him. He had a good deal of information, and his captain said he was a perfect seaman, and worth his weight in gold on board a vessel, in fair weather and in foul. His strength must have been great, and he had the sight of a vulture. It is strange that one should be so minute in the description of an unknown, outcast sailor, whom one may never see again, and whom no one may care to hear about; but so it is. Some people we see under no remarkable circumstances, but whom, for some reason or other, we never forget. He called himself Bill Jackson; and I know no one of all my accidental acquaintances to whom I would more gladly give a shake of the hand than to him. Whoever falls in with him will find a handsome, hearty fellow, and a good shipmate.

He really loved to read, and we lent him most of the books we had in the forecastle, which he read and returned to us the next time we ran into him. He had a lot of knowledge, and his captain said he was a top-notch sailor, worth his weight in gold on a ship, in both good and bad weather. He must have been very strong, and he had the keen eyesight of a vulture. It’s odd to be so detailed in describing an unknown, outcast sailor, someone we may never see again and who no one may care about; but that’s just how it is. Some people we encounter under ordinary circumstances stick in our minds for some reason. He called himself Bill Jackson; and among all my random acquaintances, he’s someone I’d be more than happy to shake hands with. Anyone who meets him will find a charming, friendly guy and a great shipmate.

Sunday came again while we were at Monterey, but as before, it brought us no holyday. The people on shore dressed themselves and came off in greater numbers than ever, and we were employed all day in boating and breaking out cargo, so that we had hardly time to eat. Our cidevant second mate, who was determined to get liberty if it was to be had, dressed himself in a long coat and black hat, and polished his shoes, and went aft and asked to go ashore. He could not have done a more imprudent thing; for he knew that no liberty would be given; and besides, sailors, however sure they may be of having liberty granted them always go aft in their working clothes, to appear as though they had no reason to expect anything, and then wash, dress, and shave, after they get their liberty. But this poor fellow was always getting into hot water, and if there was a wrong way of doing a thing, was sure to hit upon it. We looked to see him go aft, knowing pretty well what his reception would be. The captain was walking the quarter-deck, smoking his morning cigar, and F—— went as far as the break of the deck, and there waited for him to notice him. The captain took two or three turns, and then walking directly up to him, surveyed him from head to foot, and lifting up his forefinger, said a word or two, in a tone too low for us to hear, but which had a magical effect upon poor F——. He walked forward, sprang into the forecastle, and in a moment more made his appearance in his common clothes, and went quietly to work again. What the captain said to him, we never could get him to tell, but it certainly changed him outwardly and inwardly in a most surprising manner.

Sunday came around again while we were in Monterey, but just like before, it didn't feel like a holiday. More people came from the shore than ever, and we spent the whole day boating and unloading cargo, barely having time to eat. Our former second mate, eager to get some time off if possible, put on a long coat and black hat, polished his shoes, went to the back of the ship, and asked to go ashore. He couldn't have made a more foolish decision; he knew there was no chance of permission being granted. Besides, sailors usually go to ask for liberty in their working clothes, trying to look like they have no expectation of it, and then clean up and change once they get the time off. But this poor guy always found himself in trouble, and if there was a wrong way to do something, he would find it. We watched him approach, knowing full well what his greeting would be. The captain was pacing the quarter-deck, smoking his morning cigar, and F—— waited by the edge of the deck for him to notice him. The captain took a couple of turns before walking directly up to him, looking him over from head to toe, and raising his forefinger, said a couple of words in a low tone that we couldn't hear, but it had a strong effect on poor F——. He walked back to the front, jumped into the forecastle, and shortly after, reappeared in his usual clothes and went back to work quietly. What the captain said to him, we could never get him to reveal, but it definitely changed him inside and out in a very noticeable way.




CHAPTER XIV

SANTA BARBARA—HIDE-DROGHING—HARBOR DUTIES—DISCONTENT—SAN PEDRO

After a few days, finding the trade beginning to slacken, we hove our anchor up, set our topsails, ran the stars and stripes up to the peak, fired a gun, which was returned from the Presidio, and left the little town astern, running out of the bay, and bearing down the coast again, for Santa Barbara. As we were now going to leeward, we had a fair wind and a plenty of it. After doubling Point Pinos, we bore up, set studding-sails alow and aloft, and were walking off at the rate of eight or nine knots, promising to traverse in twenty-four hours the distance which we were nearly three weeks in traversing on the passage up. We passed Point Conception at a flying rate, the wind blowing so that it would have seemed half a gale to us, if we had been going the other way and close hauled. As we drew near the islands off Santa Barbara, it died away a little but we came-to at our old anchoring-ground in less than thirty hours from the time of leaving Monterey.

After a few days of noticing that trade was starting to slow down, we pulled up our anchor, set our topsails, raised the stars and stripes at the peak, fired a cannon, which was answered from the Presidio, and left the little town behind as we sailed out of the bay and headed down the coast again towards Santa Barbara. Since we were now going with the wind, we had a good breeze and plenty of it. After rounding Point Pinos, we adjusted our sails and set the studding sails both below and above, moving along at a speed of eight or nine knots, promising to cover in twenty-four hours the distance that had taken us nearly three weeks to travel on the way up. We sped past Point Conception, the wind blowing strong enough that it would have felt like a gale if we had been headed the other way and sailing against it. As we approached the islands near Santa Barbara, the wind eased up a bit, but we arrived at our old anchoring spot in less than thirty hours after leaving Monterey.

Here everything was pretty much as we left it—the large bay without a vessel in it; the surf roaring and rolling in upon the beach; the white mission; the dark town and the high, treeless mountains. Here, too, we had our south-easter tacks aboard again,—slip-ropes, buoy-ropes, sails furled with reefs in them, and rope-yarns for gaskets. We lay here about a fortnight, employed in landing goods and taking off hides, occasionally, when the surf was not high; but there did not appear to be one-half the business doing here that there was in Monterey. In fact, so far as we were concerned, the town might almost as well have been in the middle of the Cordilleras. We lay at a distance of three miles from the beach, and the town was nearly a mile farther; so that we saw little or nothing of it. Occasionally we landed a few goods, which were taken away by Indians in large, clumsy ox-carts, with the yoke on the ox's neck instead of under it, and with small solid wheels. A few hides were brought down, which we carried off in the California style. This we had now got pretty well accustomed to; and hardened to also; for it does require a little hardening even to the toughest.

Here, everything was pretty much as we left it—the large bay empty; the surf crashing and rolling onto the beach; the white mission, the dark town, and the tall, treeless mountains. We also had our south-easter tacks on board again—slip-ropes, buoy-ropes, sails furled with reefs in them, and rope-yarns for gaskets. We stayed here for about two weeks, unloading goods and taking hides whenever the surf wasn’t too high; but there didn’t seem to be half as much activity here as there was in Monterey. In fact, as far as we were concerned, the town might as well have been in the middle of the mountains. We were about three miles from the beach, and the town was nearly a mile farther, so we saw little of it. Occasionally, we unloaded some goods, which were taken away by Indians in large, clumsy ox-carts, with the yoke on the ox's neck instead of underneath, and with small solid wheels. A few hides were brought down, which we took away in the California way. We had now gotten pretty used to it and toughened up too; it does take some getting used to, even for the toughest of us.

The hides are always brought down dry, or they would not be received. When they are taken from the animal, they have holes cut in the ends, and are staked out, and thus dried in the sun without shrinking. They are then doubled once, lengthwise, with the hair side usually in, and sent down, upon mules or in carts, and piled above highwater mark; and then we rake them upon our heads, one at a time, or two, if they are small, and wade out with them and throw them into the boat, which as there are no wharves, we are usually kept anchored by a small kedge, or keelek, just outside of the surf. We all provided ourselves with thick Scotch caps, which would be soft to the head, and at the same time protect it; for we soon found that however it might look or feel at first the "head-work" was the only system for California. For besides that the seas, breaking high, often obliged us to carry the hides so, in order to keep them dry, we found that, as they were very large and heavy, and nearly as stiff as boards, it was the only way that we could carry them with any convenience to ourselves. Some of the crew tried other expedients, saying that they looked too much like West India negroes; but they all came to it at last. The great art is in getting them on the head. We had to take them from the ground, and as they were often very heavy, and as wide as the arms could stretch and easily taken by the wind, we used to have some trouble with them. I have often been laughed at myself, and joined in laughing at others, pitching themselves down in the sand, trying to swing a large hide upon their heads, or nearly blown over with one in a little gust of wind. The captain made it harder for us, by telling us that it was "California fashion" to carry two on the head at a time; and as he insisted upon it, and we did not wish to be outdone by other vessels, we carried two for the first few months; but after falling in with a few other "hide-droghers," and finding that they carried only one at a time we "knocked off" the extra one, and thus made our duty somewhat easier.

The hides are always brought down dry, or they won't be accepted. When they're taken from the animal, holes are cut in the ends, and they are staked out to dry in the sun without shrinking. They're then folded in half lengthwise, usually with the hair side inward, and transported on mules or in carts, stacked above high water mark. We then take them one at a time, or two if they're small, balanced on our heads, wading out and tossing them into the boat, which, since there are no docks, is typically kept anchored by a small kedge, just outside the surf. We all got ourselves thick Scottish caps, which were soft on the head and protective; we soon discovered that “head-work” was the only way to go in California. Besides the fact that the high seas often forced us to carry the hides this way to keep them dry, they were very large and heavy, nearly as stiff as boards, so this was the only way to carry them conveniently. Some of the crew tried different methods, claiming they looked too much like West Indian blacks, but eventually, everyone adopted it. The key challenge was getting them on our heads. We had to lift them from the ground, and since they were often quite heavy and as wide as our arms could stretch, they could easily be caught by the wind, making it tricky. I’ve often been laughed at, and have laughed at others who ended up face down in the sand, trying to swing a large hide onto their heads, or nearly toppled over in a gust of wind. The captain made things harder by saying it was “California style” to carry two on our heads at once; since he insisted on this and we didn’t want to fall behind other vessels, we carried two for the first few months. But after we met a few other “hide-droghers” and saw they only carried one at a time, we decided to drop the extra one, making our job a bit easier.

After we had got our heads used to the weight, and had learned the true California style of tossing a hide, we could carry off two or three hundred in a short time, without much trouble; but it was always wet work, and, if the beach was stony, bad for our feet; for we, of course, always went barefooted on this duty, as no shoes could stand such constant wetting with salt water. Then, too, we had a long pull of three miles, with a loaded boat, which often took a couple of hours.

After we got used to the weight and learned the real California way of handling a hide, we could haul off two or three hundred in no time, without much hassle. But it was always a messy job, and if the beach was rocky, it was rough on our feet. We, of course, went barefoot for this task since no shoes could handle that constant exposure to saltwater. Plus, we had a long three-mile trek with a loaded boat, which often took a couple of hours.

We had now got well settled down into our harbor duties, which, as they are a good deal different from those at sea, it may be well enough to describe. In the first place, all hands are called at daylight, or rather—especially if the days are short—before daylight, as soon as the first grey of the morning. The cook makes his fire in the galley; the steward goes about his work in the cabin; and the crew rig the head pump, and wash down the decks. The chief mate is always on deck, but takes no active part, all the duty coming upon the second mate, who has to roll up his trowsers and paddle about decks barefooted, like the rest of the crew. The washing, swabbing, squilgeeing, etc., lasts, or is made to last, until eight o'clock, when breakfast is ordered, fore and aft. After breakfast, for which half an hour is allowed, the boats are lowered down, and made fast astern, or out to the swinging booms, by ges-warps, and the crew are turned-to upon their day's work. This is various, and its character depends upon circumstances. There is always more or less of boating, in small boats; and if heavy goods are to be taken ashore, or hides are brought down to the beach for us, then all hands are sent ashore with an officer in the long boat. Then there is always a good deal to be done in the hold: goods to be broken out; and cargo to be shifted, to make room for hides, or to keep the trim of the vessel. In addition to this, the usual work upon the rigging must be done. There is a good deal of the latter kind of work which can only be done when the vessel is in port;—and then everything must be kept taut and in good order; spun-yarn made; chafing gear repaired; and all the other ordinary work. The great difference between sea and harbor duty is in the division of time. Instead of having a watch on deck and a watch below, as at sea, all hands are at work together, except at meal times, from daylight till dark; and at night an "anchor-watch" is kept, which consists of only two at a time; the whole crew taking turns. An hour is allowed for dinner, and at dark, the decks are cleared up; the boats hoisted; supper ordered; and at eight, the lights put out, except in the binnacle, where the glass stands; and the anchor-watch is set. Thus, when at anchor, the crew have more time at night, (standing watch only about two hours,) but have no time to themselves in the day; so that reading, mending clothes, etc., has to be put off until Sunday, which is usually given. Some religious captains give their crews Saturday afternoons to do their washing and mending in, so that they may have their Sundays free. This is a good arrangement, and does much toward creating the preference sailors usually show for religious vessels. We were well satisfied if we got Sunday to ourselves, for, if any hides came down on that day, as was often the case when they were brought from a distance, we were obliged to bring them off, which usually took half a day; and as we now lived on fresh beef, and ate one bullock a week, the animal was almost always brought down on Sunday, and we had to go ashore, kill it, dress it, and bring it aboard, which was another interruption. Then, too, our common day's work was protracted and made more fatiguing by hides coming down late in the afternoon, which sometimes kept us at work in the surf by star-light, with the prospect of pulling on board, and stowing them all away, before supper.

We had settled into our harbor duties, which are quite different from those at sea, so it might be worth describing them. First of all, everyone gets called at daylight, or actually—especially when the days are short—before daylight, as soon as the first light of morning appears. The cook starts his fire in the galley; the steward begins his tasks in the cabin; and the crew sets up the head pump and washes down the decks. The chief mate is always on deck but doesn’t actively participate; all the duties fall to the second mate, who has to roll up his pants and walk barefoot on the deck like the rest of the crew. The cleaning and washing last, or are made to last, until eight o'clock, when breakfast is served throughout the ship. After breakfast, which takes half an hour, the boats are lowered and secured at the back or out to the swinging booms with ropes, and the crew gets to work for the day. This work varies depending on the circumstances. There's typically a fair amount of small boating; and if heavy goods need to be taken ashore or hides are brought down for us, all hands go ashore with an officer in the longboat. There's also a lot to do in the hold: goods need to be sorted, and cargo has to be shifted to make space for hides or to maintain the vessel's balance. Additionally, the usual rigging work has to be done. Much of this kind of work can only be done while the vessel is in port; everything must be kept tight and in good shape; ropes must be made; protective gear repaired; and other typical tasks handled. The main difference between sea and harbor duty is how time is divided. Instead of having a watch on deck and one below, as at sea, everyone works together from daylight until dark, except during meal times; at night, there’s an "anchor-watch" with just two on duty at a time, and the entire crew takes turns. An hour is set aside for dinner, and at dark, the decks are cleaned up; the boats are hoisted; supper is served; and at eight, the lights are turned off, except for the binnacle, where the glass stands; then the anchor-watch begins. So, when at anchor, the crew has more free time at night (standing watch for only about two hours), but they don’t have any personal time during the day. Reading, mending clothes, etc., has to wait until Sunday, which is usually given. Some religious captains allow their crews Saturday afternoons to do their washing and mending, so they can have their Sundays free. This is a good arrangement and helps explain why sailors often prefer religious vessels. We were happy to have Sundays to ourselves because if any hides arrived on that day, which often happened when they were brought from a distance, we had to haul them ashore, taking up half the day. Since we now lived on fresh beef, consuming one bull a week, the animals were almost always brought down on Sunday, so we had to go ashore, kill it, dress it, and bring it back onboard, which caused another interruption. Moreover, our daily work was stretched out and made more exhausting by hides arriving late in the afternoon, which sometimes kept us working in the surf by starlight, with the expectation of pulling everything onboard and stowing it away before supper.

But all these little vexations and labors would have been nothing,—they would have been passed by as the common evils of a sea-life, which every sailor, who is a man, will go through without complaint,—were it not for the uncertainty, or worse than uncertainty, which hung over the nature and length of our voyage. Here we were, in a little vessel, with a small crew, on a half-civilized coast, at the ends of the earth, and with a prospect of remaining an indefinite period, two or three years at the least. When we left Boston we supposed that it was to be a voyage of eighteen months, or two years, at most; but upon arriving on the coast, we learned something more of the trade, and found that in the scarcity of hides, which was yearly greater and greater, it would take us a year, at least, to collect our own cargo, beside the passage out and home; and that we were also to collect a cargo for a large ship belonging to the same firm, which was soon to come on the coast, and to which we were to act as tender. We had heard rumors of such a ship to follow us, which had leaked out from the captain and mate, but we passed them by as mere "yarns," till our arrival, when they were confirmed by the letters which we brought from the owners to their agent. The ship California, belonging to the same firm, had been nearly two years on the coast; had collected a full cargo, and was now at San Diego, from which port she was expected to sail in a few weeks for Boston; and we were to collect all the hides we could, and deposit them at San Diego, when the new ship, which would carry forty thousand, was to be filled and sent home; and then we were to begin anew, and collect our own cargo. Here was a gloomy prospect before us, indeed. The California had been twenty months on the coast, and the Lagoda, a smaller ship, carrying only thirty-one or thirty-two thousand, had been two years getting her cargo; and we were to collect a cargo of forty thousand beside our own, which would be twelve or fifteen thousand; and hides were said to be growing scarcer. Then, too, this ship, which had been to us a worse phantom than any flying Dutchman, was no phantom, or ideal thing, but had been reduced to a certainty; so much so that a name was given her, and it was said that she was to be the Alert, a well-known India-man, which was expected in Boston in a few months, when we sailed. There could be no doubt, and all looked black enough. Hints were thrown out about three years and four years;—the older sailors said they never should see Boston again, but should lay their bones in California; and a cloud seemed to hang over the whole voyage. Besides, we were not provided for so long a voyage, and clothes, and all sailors' necessaries, were excessively dear—three or four hundred per cent. advance upon the Boston prices. This was bad enough for them; but still worse was it for me, who did not mean to be a sailor for life; having intended only to be gone eighteen months or two years. Three or four years would make me a sailor in every respect, mind and habits, as well as body—nolens volens; and would put all my companions so far ahead of me that college and a profession would be in vain to think of; and I made up my mind that, feel as I might, a sailor I must be, and to be master of a vessel, must be the height of my ambition.

But all these little annoyances and hard work would have been nothing—they would have been brushed aside as the normal challenges of life at sea, which every sailor worth his salt goes through without complaining—if it weren’t for the uncertainty, or worse than uncertainty, that loomed over the nature and duration of our voyage. Here we were, in a small boat, with a tiny crew, along a barely civilized coastline, at the edge of the world, with the prospect of staying for an indefinite time, at least two or three years. When we left Boston, we thought it would be a trip of eighteen months, or two years at most; but upon reaching the coast, we learned more about the trade and discovered that due to the increasing scarcity of hides, it would take us at least a year to gather our own cargo, not including the trip out and back home; plus we were also expected to collect a cargo for a large ship from the same company, which was soon to arrive on the coast, and we were to act as its support vessel. We had heard rumors of such a ship following us, which had leaked out from the captain and mate, but we dismissed them as mere "tales" until we arrived and found them confirmed by the letters we carried from the owners to their agent. The ship California, also owned by the same company, had been on the coast for nearly two years; it had collected a full cargo and was now in San Diego, expected to sail to Boston in a few weeks; our job was to gather as many hides as we could and store them in San Diego, where the new ship, carrying forty thousand, would be filled and sent home; then we would start over and collect our own cargo. There was indeed a gloomy outlook ahead of us. The California had spent twenty months on the coast, and the Lagoda, a smaller ship that carried only thirty-one or thirty-two thousand, had taken two years to gather her cargo; and we were expected to collect a cargo of forty thousand in addition to our own, which would be twelve or fifteen thousand; and hides were reportedly getting rarer. Moreover, this ship, which had been a more daunting ghost than any flying Dutchman, was no mere figment but had become a reality; so much so that it was given a name, and it was rumored that it would be called the Alert, a well-known ship from the East Indies, slated to arrive in Boston in a few months when we set sail. There could be no doubt, and everything seemed really bleak. There were whispers about three years and four years; the older sailors said they’d never see Boston again and would end up buried in California, and a shadow seemed to hang over the entire voyage. Additionally, we weren't prepared for such a long journey, and clothes, along with all necessary supplies for sailors, were extremely expensive—three or four hundred percent higher than Boston prices. This was bad enough for them, but even worse for me since I didn’t plan to be a sailor for life; I had only intended to be away for eighteen months or two years. Three or four years would turn me into a sailor in every sense—mind, habits, and body—whether I liked it or not; and it would set my fellow sailors so far ahead of me that thinking about college and a career would be pointless; I decided that, as I felt, I would have to be a sailor, and to be the captain of a ship must be the peak of my ambitions.

Beside the length of the voyage, and the hard and exposed life, we were at the ends of the earth; on a coast almost solitary; in a country where there is neither law nor gospel, and where sailors are at their captain's mercy, there being no American consul, or any one to whom a complaint could be made. We lost all interest in the voyage; cared nothing about the cargo, which we were only collecting for others; began to patch our clothes; and felt as though we were fixed beyond all hope of change.

Besides the long journey and the tough, exposed life, we were at the edge of the world; on a nearly deserted coast; in a place where there’s no law or religion, and where sailors depend entirely on their captain's mercy, as there was no American consulate or anyone to file a complaint with. We lost all interest in the voyage; didn’t care about the cargo, which we were just gathering for someone else; started to repair our clothes; and felt like we were stuck with no hope of change.

In addition to, and perhaps partly as a consequence of, this state of things, there was trouble brewing on board the vessel. Our mate (as the first mate is always called, par excellence) was a worthy man;—a more honest, upright, and kind-hearted man I never saw; but he was too good for the mate of a merchantman. He was not the man to call a sailor a "son of a b—-h," and knock him down with a handspike. He wanted the energy and spirit for such a voyage as ours, and for such a captain. Captain T—— was a vigorous, energetic fellow. As sailors say, "he hadn't a lazy bone in him." He was made of steel and whalebone. He was a man to "toe the mark," and to make every one else step up to it. During all the time that I was with him, I never saw him sit down on deck. He was always active and driving; severe in his discipline, and expected the same of his officers. The mate not being enough of a driver for him, and being perhaps too easy with the crew, he was dissatisfied with him, became suspicious that discipline was getting relaxed, and began to interfere in everything. He drew the reins tauter; and as, in all quarrels between officers, the sailors side with the one who treats them best, he became suspicious of the crew. He saw that everything went wrong—that nothing was done "with a will;" and in his attempt to remedy the difficulty by severity, he made everything worse. We were in every respect unfortunately situated. Captain, officers, and crew, entirely unfitted for one another; and every circumstance and event was like a two-edged sword, and cut both ways. The length of the voyage, which made us dissatisfied, made the captain, at the same time, feel the necessity of order and strict discipline; and the nature of the country, which caused us to feel that we had nowhere to go for redress, but were entirely at the mercy of a hard master, made the captain feel, on the other hand, that he must depend entirely upon his own resources. Severity created discontent, and signs of discontent provoked severity. Then, too, ill-treatment and dissatisfaction are no "linimenta laborum;" and many a time have I heard the sailors say that they should not mind the length of the voyage, and the hardships, if they were only kindly treated, and if they could feel that something was done to make things lighter and easier. We felt as though our situation was a call upon our superiors to give us occasional relaxations, and to make our yoke easier. But the contrary policy was pursued. We were kept at work all day when in port; which, together with a watch at night, made us glad to turn-in as soon as we got below. Thus we got no time for reading, or—which was of more importance to us—for washing and mending our clothes. And then, when we were at sea, sailing from port to port, instead of giving us "watch and watch," as was the custom on board every other vessel on the coast, we were all kept on deck and at work, rain or shine, making spun-yarn and rope, and at other work in good weather, and picking oakum, when it was too wet for anything else. All hands were called to "come up and see it rain," and kept on deck hour after hour in a drenching rain, standing round the deck so far apart as to prevent our talking with one another, with our tarpaulins and oil-cloth jackets on, picking old rope to pieces, or laying up gaskets and robands. This was often done, too, when we were lying in port with two anchors down, and no necessity for more than one man on deck as a look-out. This is what is called "hazing" a crew, and "working their old iron up."

In addition to, and maybe partly because of, this situation, there was trouble brewing on the ship. Our first mate (as the first mate is always referred to) was a good man; I’ve never seen anyone more honest, upright, and kind-hearted. But he was too good to be the mate on a merchant ship. He wasn’t the type to call a sailor a “son of a b—-h” and knock him down with a handspike. He lacked the energy and spirit needed for a voyage like ours and for such a captain. Captain T—— was a strong, energetic guy. As sailors say, “he didn’t have a lazy bone in him.” He was tough as steel and whalebone. He was the type to “toe the mark” and expected everyone else to measure up. Throughout my time with him, I never saw him sit down on deck. He was always active and pushing things forward; strict in his discipline and expected the same from his officers. Since the mate wasn’t demanding enough for him and was perhaps too lenient with the crew, the captain grew dissatisfied, became suspicious that discipline was slipping, and started to meddle in everything. He tightened the reins, and as is often the case in conflicts between officers, the sailors sided with whoever treated them better, which made him suspicious of the crew. He noticed everything was going wrong—that nothing was done “with a will,” and in his efforts to fix the problem through strictness, he only made things worse. We were in a tough spot all around. The captain, officers, and crew were completely mismatched, and every situation and event felt like a double-edged sword, cutting both ways. The long voyage, which made us unhappy, also made the captain realize the need for order and strict discipline; meanwhile, the nature of the country, which left us feeling like we had nowhere to turn for help and were completely at the mercy of a harsh master, led the captain to depend entirely on his own resources. Strictness bred discontent, and signs of discontent sparked more strictness. Additionally, mistreatment and dissatisfaction were no remedy for our struggles; many times I heard the sailors say they wouldn't mind the length of the voyage and the hardships if they were treated kindly and felt that something was being done to make things easier. We felt like our situation called for our superiors to give us occasional breaks and to lighten our burden. But the opposite approach was taken. We worked all day when in port, which, combined with night watches, made us eager to go below as soon as we could. This left us no time for reading, or more importantly to us, for washing and mending our clothes. And then, while at sea, moving from port to port, instead of giving us “watch and watch,” as was the norm on every other vessel along the coast, we were kept on deck and busy, rain or shine, making spun-yarn and rope in good weather, and picking oakum when it was too wet for anything else. All hands were called to “come up and see it rain,” and we were kept on deck for hours in a soaking rain, standing around the deck far enough apart to prevent us from speaking to each other, wearing our tarpaulins and oil-cloth jackets, picking apart old rope or laying up gaskets and robands. This often happened even when we were docked with two anchors down, and there was no need for more than one person on deck as a lookout. This is what’s known as “hazing” a crew and “working their old iron up.”

While lying at Santa Barbara, we encountered another south-easter; and, like the first, it came on in the night; the great black clouds coming round from the southward, covering the mountain, and hanging down over the town, appearing almost to rest upon the roofs of the houses. We made sail, slipped our cable, cleared the point, and beat about, for four days, in the offing, under close sail, with continual rain and high seas and winds. No wonder, thought we, they have no rain in the other seasons, for enough seemed to have fallen in those four days to last through a common summer. On the fifth day it cleared up, after a few hours, as is usual, of rain coming down like a four hours' shower-bath, and we found ourselves drifted nearly ten leagues from the anchorage; and having light head winds, we did not return until the sixth day. Having recovered our anchor, we made preparations for getting under weigh to go down to leeward. We had hoped to go directly to San Diego, and thus fall in with the California before she sailed for Boston; but our orders were to stop at an intermediate port called San Pedro, and as we were to lie there a week or two, and the California was to sail in a few days, we lost the opportunity. Just before sailing, the captain took on board a short, red-haired, round-shouldered, vulgar-looking fellow, who had lost one eye, and squinted with the other, and introducing him as Mr. Russell, told us that he was an officer on board. This was too bad. We had lost overboard, on the passage, one of the best of our number, another had been taken from us and appointed clerk, and thus weakened and reduced, instead of shipping some hands to make our work easier, he had put another officer over us, to watch and drive us. We had now four officers, and only six in the forecastle. This was bringing her too much down by the stern for our comfort.

While we were at Santa Barbara, we ran into another southeast storm; like the first one, it hit us at night. The huge black clouds rolled in from the south, covering the mountains and hanging over the town, almost resting on the rooftops. We set sail, released our anchor, cleared the point, and spent four days drifting in the open sea with close sails, facing constant rain, high seas, and strong winds. No wonder, we thought, they don't have rain during the other seasons; it felt like enough had fallen in those four days to last through an entire summer. On the fifth day, it cleared up after a few hours of heavy rain, like a four-hour downpour, and we realized we had drifted nearly ten leagues from where we had anchored. With light winds, we didn’t make it back until the sixth day. Once we retrieved our anchor, we prepared to set sail to head downwind. We had hoped to go straight to San Diego so we could catch the California before it left for Boston, but our orders were to stop at an intermediate port called San Pedro. Since we were supposed to stay there for a week or two, and the California was set to sail in just a few days, we missed our chance. Just before we left, the captain brought on board a short, red-haired, round-shouldered, rough-looking guy who had lost one eye and squinted with the other. He introduced him as Mr. Russell and told us he would be an officer on the ship. This was frustrating. We had already lost one of our best crew members overboard during the journey, and another was taken from us and appointed as clerk. Instead of bringing on extra hands to lighten our workload, the captain added another officer to oversee us, which made our situation even tougher. We now had four officers but only six people in the forecastle. This was making the ship feel uncomfortably heavy in the back.

Leaving Santa Barbara, we coasted along down, the country appearing level or moderately uneven, and, for the most part, sandy and treeless; until, doubling a high, sandy point, we let go our anchor at a distance of three or three and a half miles from shore. It was like a vessel, bound to Halifax, coming to anchor on the Grand Banks; for the shore being low, appeared to be at a greater distance than it actually was, and we thought we might as well have staid at Santa Barbara, and sent our boat down for the hides. The land was of a clayey consistency, and, as far as the eye could reach, entirely bare of trees and even shrubs; and there was no sign of a town,—not even a house to be seen. What brought us into such a place, we could not conceive. No sooner had we come to anchor, than the slip-rope, and the other preparations for south-easters, were got ready; and there was reason enough for it, for we lay exposed to every wind that could blow, except the north-west, and that came over a flat country with a range of more than a league of water. As soon as everything was snug on board, the boat was lowered, and we pulled ashore, our new officer, who had been several times in the port before, taking the place of steersman. As we drew in, we found the tide low, and the rocks and stones, covered with kelp and sea-weed, lying bare for the distance of nearly an eighth of a mile. Picking our way barefooted over these, we came to what is called the landing-place, at high-water mark. The soil was as it appeared at first, loose and clayey, and except the stalks of the mustard plant, there was no vegetation. Just in front of the landing, and immediately over it, was a small hill, which, from its being not more than thirty or forty feet high, we had not perceived from our anchorage. Over this hill we saw three men coming down, dressed partly like sailors and partly like Californians; one of them having on a pair of untanned leather trowsers and a red baize shirt. When they came down to us, we found that they were Englishmen, and they told us that they had belonged to a small Mexican brig which had been driven ashore here in a south-easter, and now lived in a small house just over the hill. Going up this hill with them, we saw, just behind it, a small, low building, with one room, containing a fire-place, cooking apparatus, etc., and the rest of it unfinished, and used as a place to store hides and goods. This, they told us, was built by some traders in the Pueblo, (a town about thirty miles in the interior, to which this was the port,) and used by them as a storehouse, and also as a lodging place when they came down to trade with the vessels. These three men were employed by them to keep the house in order, and to look out for the things stored in it. They said that they had been there nearly a year; had nothing to do most of the time, living upon beef, hard bread, and frijoles (a peculiar kind of bean very abundant in California). The nearest house, they told us, was a Rancho, or cattle-farm, about three miles off; and one of them went up, at the request of our officer, to order a horse to be sent down, with which the agent, who was on board, might go up to the Pueblo. From one of them, who was an intelligent English sailor, I learned a good deal, in a few minutes' conversation, about the place, its trade, and the news from the southern ports. San Diego, he said, was about eighty miles to the leeward of San Pedro; that they had heard from there, by a Mexican who came up on horseback, that the California had sailed for Boston, and that the Lagoda, which had been in San Pedro only a few weeks before, was taking in her cargo for Boston. The Ayacucho was also there, loading for Callao, and the little Loriotte, which had run directly down from Monterey, where we left her. San Diego, he told me, was a small, snug place, having very little trade, but decidedly the best harbor on the coast, being completely land-locked, and the water as smooth as a duck-pond. This was the depot for all the vessels engaged in the trade; each one having a large house there, built of rough boards, in which they stowed their hides, as fast as they collected them in their trips up and down the coast, and when they had procured a full cargo, spent a few weeks there, taking it in, smoking ship, supplying wood and water, and making other preparations for the voyage home. The Lagoda was now about this business. When we should be about it, was more than I could tell; two years, at least, I thought to myself.

Leaving Santa Barbara, we sailed down the coast, the landscape looking mostly flat or slightly uneven, and primarily sandy and treeless. After rounding a high, sandy point, we dropped anchor about three to three and a half miles from shore. It felt like a ship bound for Halifax anchoring on the Grand Banks; the low shore seemed farther away than it actually was, making us think we might as well have stayed in Santa Barbara and sent our boat for the hides. The land was clay-like, completely devoid of trees or even shrubs as far as we could see, without a single sign of a town—not even a house in sight. We couldn't understand why we had come to such a place. No sooner had we anchored than we started preparing the slip-rope and other gear for the south-easter winds, which made sense since we were exposed to every wind except the north-west, and that came over flat land with more than a league of water in between. Once everything was secured on board, we lowered the boat and rowed ashore, with our new officer, who had been to this port several times before, taking the helm. As we approached, we noticed the tide was low, exposing rocks and stones covered in kelp and seaweed for nearly an eighth of a mile. We carefully walked barefoot over these to reach what is known as the landing place at high-water mark. The ground was just as it looked at first—loose and clayey— and except for the stalks of mustard plants, there was no other vegetation. Right in front of the landing, slightly elevated, was a small hill that we hadn’t noticed from our anchorage, standing no more than thirty or forty feet high. Over this hill, we saw three men coming down, dressed partly like sailors and partly like locals; one of them wore untanned leather trousers and a red flannel shirt. As they reached us, we discovered they were Englishmen. They explained that they had been part of a small Mexican brig forced ashore during a south-easter and now lived in a tiny house just over the hill. Climbing the hill with them, we found a small, single-room building behind it, equipped with a fireplace and cooking supplies, while the rest was unfinished and used for storing hides and goods. They told us it was built by some traders from the Pueblo, a town about thirty miles inland that used this as a port, serving as both a storage facility and a lodging place when they came down to trade with ships. These three men were employed to maintain the house and look after the stored items. They mentioned they had been there for nearly a year, with not much to do most of the time, surviving on beef, hard bread, and frijoles (a type of bean commonly found in California). They informed us that the nearest house was a Rancho, or cattle farm, around three miles away, and one of them went up, at our officer's request, to arrange for a horse to be sent down so the agent on board could travel to the Pueblo. From one of them, an insightful English sailor, I quickly learned a lot about the area, its trade, and news from the southern ports. He said San Diego was about eighty miles downwind of San Pedro; they had heard from a Mexican who rode up on horseback that the California had sailed for Boston, and the Lagoda, which had been in San Pedro just weeks before, was loading cargo for Boston. The Ayacucho was also there, loading for Callao, as was the little Loriotte, which had come directly down from Monterey, where we had left her. He described San Diego as a small, cozy spot with very little trade but decidedly the best harbor on the coast, completely sheltered and with water as calm as a duck pond. This was the central hub for all the vessels engaged in trade, each having a large house there made of rough boards for storing hides they collected during their coastal trips. When they had gathered a full cargo, they would spend a few weeks there preparing for the voyage home, taking it in, making repairs, stocking up on wood and water, and so on. The Lagoda was currently busy with this process. When we would get around to it was anyone's guess; I figured at least two years.

I also learned, to my surprise, that the desolate-looking place we were in was the best place on the whole coast for hides. It was the only port for a distance of eighty miles, and about thirty miles in the interior was a fine plane country, filled with herds of cattle, in the centre of which was the Pueblo de los Angelos—the largest town in California—and several of the wealthiest missions; to all of which San Pedro was the sea-port.

I was surprised to discover that the desolate-looking area we were in was actually the best spot on the entire coast for hides. It was the only port within eighty miles, and about thirty miles inland was a beautiful flatland filled with herds of cattle, with the Pueblo de los Angelos at its center—the largest town in California—along with several of the richest missions; San Pedro served as the seaport for all of these.

Having made our arrangements for a horse to take the agent to the Pueblo the next day, we picked our way again over the green, slippery rocks, and pulled aboard. By the time we reached the vessel, which was so far off that we could hardly see her, in the increasing darkness, the boats were hoisted up, and the crew at supper. Going down into the forecastle, eating our supper, and lighting our cigars and pipes, we had, as usual, to tell all we had seen or heard ashore. We all agreed that it was the worst place we had seen yet, especially for getting off hides, and our lying off at so great a distance looked as though it was bad for south-easters. After a few disputes as to whether we should have to carry our goods up the hill, or not, we talked of San Diego, the probability of seeing the Lagoda before she sailed, etc., etc.

Having arranged for a horse to take the agent to the Pueblo the next day, we carefully made our way over the green, slippery rocks and boarded the boat. By the time we reached the ship, which was so far away we could barely see her in the growing darkness, the boats were already hoisted up and the crew was having dinner. Descending into the forecastle, we ate our dinner, lit our cigars and pipes, and, as usual, shared everything we had seen or heard on shore. We all agreed that it was the worst place we had encountered so far, especially for unloading hides, and our position at such a distance seemed unfavorable for south-easters. After some debate about whether we’d need to carry our goods up the hill or not, we discussed San Diego and the likelihood of seeing the Lagoda before she set sail, and so on.

The next day we pulled the agent ashore, and he went up to visit the Pueblo and the neighboring missions; and in a few days, as the result of his labors, large ox-carts, and droves of mules, loaded with hides, were seen coming over the flat country. We loaded our long-boat with goods of all kinds, light and heavy, and pulled ashore. After landing and rolling them over the stones upon the beach, we stopped, waiting for the carts to come down the hill and take them; but the captain soon settled the matter by ordering us to carry them all up to the top, saying that, that was "California fashion." So what the oxen would not do, we were obliged to do. The hill was low, but steep, and the earth, being clayey and wet with the recent rains, was but bad holding-ground for our feet. The heavy barrels and casks we rolled up with some difficulty, getting behind and putting our shoulders to them; now and then our feet slipping, added to the danger of the casks rolling back upon us. But the greatest trouble was with the large boxes of sugar. These, we had to place upon oars, and lifting them up rest the oars upon our shoulders, and creep slowly up the hill with the gait of a funeral procession. After an hour or two of hard work, we got them all up, and found the carts standing full of hides, which we had to unload, and also to load again with our own goods; the lazy Indians, who came down with them, squatting down on their hams, looking on, doing nothing, and when we asked them to help us, only shaking their heads, or drawling out "no quiero."

The next day we brought the agent ashore, and he went to check out the Pueblo and nearby missions. A few days later, thanks to his efforts, we saw big ox-carts and herds of mules bringing in loads of hides across the flat land. We loaded our long boat with all sorts of goods, both light and heavy, and pulled ashore. After landing and rolling everything over the stones on the beach, we waited for the carts to come down the hill and take them. But the captain quickly took charge and told us to carry everything up to the top, saying that was the "California way." So, whatever the oxen wouldn’t do, we had to. The hill was low but steep, and the ground was soft and muddy from the recent rain, making it hard for us to keep our footing. We rolled the heavy barrels and casks up with some effort, getting behind them and using our shoulders to push. Sometimes our feet slipped, which made it dangerous with the casks almost rolling back on us. But the biggest challenge was the large boxes of sugar. We had to place them on oars, lift them onto our shoulders, and crawl slowly up the hill like a slow-moving funeral procession. After an hour or two of hard work, we finally made it to the top and found the carts full of hides, which we had to unload and reload with our own goods. The lazy Indians who had brought them down just squatted on their haunches, watching us do all the work. When we asked them for help, they just shook their heads or drawled out "no quiero."

Having loaded the carts, we started up the Indians, who went off, one on each side of the oxen, with long sticks, sharpened at the end, to punch them with. This is one of the means of saving labor in California;—two Indians to two oxen. Now, the hides were to be got down; and for this purpose, we brought the boat round to a place where the hill was steeper, and threw them down, letting them slide over the slope. Many of them lodged, and we had to let ourselves down and set them agoing again; and in this way got covered with dust, and our clothes torn. After we had got them all down, we were obliged to take them on our heads, and walk over the stones, and through the water, to the boat. The water and the stones together would wear out a pair of shoes a day, and as shoes were very scarce and very dear, we were compelled to go barefooted. At night, we went on board, having had the hardest and most disagreeable day's work that we had yet experienced. For several days, we were employed in this manner, until we had landed forty or fifty tons of goods, and brought on board about two thousand hides; when the trade began to slacken, and we were kept at work, on board, during the latter part of the week, either in the hold or upon the rigging. On Thursday night, there was a violent blow from the northward, but as this was off-shore, we had only to let go our other anchor and hold on. We were called up at night to send down the royal-yards. It was as dark as a pocket, and the vessel pitching at her anchors, I went up to the fore, and my friend S——, to the main, and we soon had them down "ship-shape and Bristol fashion," for, as we had now got used to our duty aloft, everything above the cross-trees was left to us, who were the youngest of the crew, except one boy.

After loading the carts, we set the Indians to work, who went off, one on each side of the oxen, with long sticks sharpened at the end to prod them. This is one way of saving effort in California—two Indians for every two oxen. Now, we needed to get the hides down, so we brought the boat around to a spot where the hill was steeper and let them slide down the slope. Many of them got stuck, and we had to lower ourselves down and set them moving again, which ended up covering us in dust and tearing our clothes. Once we got them all down, we had to carry them on our heads and walk over the stones and through the water to the boat. The combination of rocks and water could wear out a pair of shoes in a day, and since shoes were scarce and expensive, we had to go barefoot. That night, we returned to the ship after the hardest and most unpleasant day’s work we had faced so far. We spent several days doing this until we had unloaded about forty or fifty tons of goods and brought on board around two thousand hides, when the trade started to slow down. We were then kept busy on board for the latter part of the week, either in the hold or up in the rigging. On Thursday night, there was a strong wind from the north, but since it was offshore, we just had to release our other anchor and hold steady. We were called up at night to lower the royal-yards. It was pitch dark, and with the ship pitching at anchor, I went to the fore, while my friend S—— went to the main, and soon we had everything down "ship-shape and Bristol fashion," since we had now become accustomed to our duties aloft, and everything above the cross-trees was left to us, the youngest members of the crew, except for one boy.




CHAPTER XV

A FLOGGING—A NIGHT ON SHORE—THE STATE OF THINGS ON BOARD—SAN DIEGO

For several days the captain seemed very much out of humor. Nothing went right, or fast enough for him. He quarrelled with the cook, and threatened to flog him for throwing wood on deck; and had a dispute with the mate about reeving a Spanish burton; the mate saying that he was right, and had been taught how to do it by a man who was a sailor! This, the captain took in dudgeon, and they were at sword's points at once. But his displeasure was chiefly turned against a large, heavy-moulded fellow from the Middle States, who was called Sam. This man hesitated in his speech, and was rather slow in his motions, but was a pretty good sailor, and always seemed to do his best; but the captain took a dislike to him, thought he was surly, and lazy; and "if you once give a dog a bad name"—as the sailor-phrase is—"he may as well jump overboard." The captain found fault with everything this man did, and hazed him for dropping a marline-spike from the main-yard, where he was at work. This, of course, was an accident, but it was set down against him. The captain was on board all day Friday, and everything went on hard and disagreeably. "The more you drive a man, the less he will do," was as true with us as with any other people. We worked late Friday night, and were turned-to early Saturday morning. About ten o'clock the captain ordered our new officer, Russell, who by this time had become thoroughly disliked by all the crew, to get the gig ready to take him ashore. John, the Swede, was sitting in the boat alongside, and Russell and myself were standing by the main hatchway, waiting for the captain, who was down in the hold, where the crew were at work, when we heard his voice raised in violent dispute with somebody, whether it was with the mate, or one of the crew, I could not tell; and then came blows and scuffling. I ran to the side and beckoned to John, who came up, and we leaned down the hatchway; and though we could see no one, yet we knew that the captain had the advantage, for his voice was loud and clear—

For several days, the captain seemed really out of sorts. Nothing was going right or fast enough for him. He got into an argument with the cook and threatened to whip him for leaving wood on deck; and had a disagreement with the mate about reeving a Spanish burton, with the mate insisting that he was right and had learned it from a sailor. The captain took offense to this, and they were ready to fight in no time. But his main frustration was directed at a large, heavyset guy from the Midwest named Sam. This guy struggled with his words and moved a bit slowly, but he was a decent sailor and always tried his best. Still, the captain disliked him, thought he was grumpy and lazy; and “once you give a dog a bad name”—as the saying goes—“he might as well jump overboard.” The captain criticized everything Sam did and bullied him for dropping a marline-spike from the main yard while he was working. This was just an accident, but it went against him. The captain was on board all day Friday, and everything was tough and uncomfortable. “The more you push a man, the less he will do,” was just as true for us as for anyone else. We worked late on Friday night and were up early on Saturday morning. Around ten o'clock, the captain told our new officer, Russell, who by now was thoroughly disliked by the whole crew, to get the gig ready to take him ashore. John, the Swede, was sitting in the boat next to us, and Russell and I were standing by the main hatch, waiting for the captain, who was down in the hold where the crew were working, when we heard him yelling violently at someone, whether it was the mate or one of the crew, I couldn’t tell; then there were blows and a scuffle. I ran to the side and waved to John, who came up, and we leaned down the hatch. Although we couldn’t see anyone, we knew the captain had the upper hand because his voice was loud and clear—

"You see your condition! You see your condition! Will you ever give me any more of your jaw?" No answer; and then came wrestling and heaving, as though the man was trying to turn him. "You may as well keep still, for I have got you," said the captain. Then came the question, "Will you ever give me any more of your jaw?"

"You see your situation! You see your situation! Are you ever going to talk back to me again?" No response; then there was struggling and pushing, like the man was trying to flip him over. "You might as well stay quiet because I have you now," said the captain. Then came the question, "Are you ever going to talk back to me again?"

"I never gave you any, sir," said Sam; for it was his voice that we heard, though low and half choked.

"I never gave you any, sir," Sam said; it was his voice we heard, though it was low and a bit choked.

"That's not what I ask you. Will you ever be impudent to me again?"

"That's not what I asked you. Will you ever be rude to me again?"

"I never have been, sir," said Sam.

"I've never been, sir," said Sam.

"Answer my question, or I'll make a spread eagle of you! I'll flog you, by G—d."

"Answer my question, or I'll pin you down! I'll whip you, I swear."

"I'm no negro slave," said Sam.

"I'm not a Black slave," said Sam.

"Then I'll make you one," said the captain; and he came to the hatchway, and sprang on deck, threw off his coat, and rolling up his sleeves, called out to the mate—"Seize that man up, Mr. A——! Seize him up! Make a spread eagle of him! I'll teach you all who is master aboard!"

"Then I'll make one for you," said the captain. He stepped up to the hatchway and jumped onto the deck, took off his coat, and rolled up his sleeves. He shouted to the mate, "Grab that guy, Mr. A——! Grab him! Spread-eagle him! I'll show everyone who's in charge here!"

The crew and officers followed the captain up the hatchway, and after repeated orders the mate laid hold of Sam, who made no resistance, and carried him to the gangway.

The crew and officers followed the captain up the hatchway, and after several commands, the mate grabbed Sam, who didn't resist, and took him to the gangway.

"What are you going to flog that man for, sir?" said John, the Swede, to the captain.

"What are you going to punish that man for, sir?" asked John, the Swede, to the captain.

Upon hearing this, the captain turned upon him, but knowing him to be quick and resolute, he ordered the steward to bring the irons, and calling upon Russell to help him, went up to John.

Upon hearing this, the captain turned to him, but knowing him to be quick and determined, he ordered the steward to bring the handcuffs, and calling on Russell to assist him, approached John.

"Let me alone," said John. "I'm willing to be put in irons. You need not use any force;" and putting out his hands, the captain slipped the irons on, and sent him aft to the quarter-deck. Sam by this time was seized up, as it is called, that is, placed against the shrouds, with his wrists made fast to the shrouds, his jacket off, and his back exposed. The captain stood on the break of the deck, a few feet from him, and a little raised, so as to have a good swing at him, and held in his hand the bight of a thick, strong rope. The officers stood round, and the crew grouped together in the waist. All these preparations made me feel sick and almost faint, angry and excited as I was. A man—a human being, made in God's likeness—fastened up and flogged like a beast! A man, too, whom I had lived with and eaten with for months, and knew almost as well as a brother. The first and almost uncontrollable impulse was resistance. But what was to be done? The time for it had gone by. The two best men were fast, and there were only two beside myself, and a small boy of ten or twelve years of age. And then there were (beside the captain) three officers, steward, agent and clerk. But beside the numbers, what is there for sailors to do? If they resist, it is mutiny; and if they succeed, and take the vessel, it is piracy. If they ever yield again, their punishment must come; and if they do not yield, they are pirates for life. If a sailor resist his commander, he resists the law, and piracy or submission are his only alternatives. Bad as it was, it must be borne. It is what a sailor ships for. Swinging the rope over his head, and bending his body so as to give it full force, the captain brought it down upon the poor fellow's back. Once, twice—six times. "Will you ever give me any more of your jaw?" The man writhed with pain, but said not a word. Three times more. This was too much, and he muttered something which I could not hear; this brought as many more as the man could stand; when the captain ordered him to be cut down, and to go forward.

"Leave me alone," John said. "I'm okay with being locked up. You don’t need to use any force." As he extended his hands, the captain put the cuffs on him and sent him back to the quarter-deck. By this time, Sam was tied up, as they called it, which meant he was against the shrouds with his wrists secured, his jacket off, and his back exposed. The captain stood on the edge of the deck a few feet away, elevated slightly so he could swing better, holding a thick, strong rope. The officers stood around, and the crew clustered in the center. All these preparations made me feel sick and nearly faint, even though I was angry and excited. A man—a human being, made in God's image—tied up and whipped like an animal! A man who I had lived and shared meals with for months, someone I knew almost as well as a brother. My first, almost uncontrollable impulse was to resist. But what could be done? That time had passed. The two best men were secured, and there were only two others besides me, along with a small boy who was ten or twelve years old. And then there were, besides the captain, three officers—a steward, an agent, and a clerk. But aside from the numbers, what could sailors do? If they resist, it’s mutiny; if they succeed and take the ship, it’s piracy. If they ever yield again, punishment is certain; and if they don’t yield, they become lifelong pirates. If a sailor defies his commander, he’s defying the law; submission or piracy are his only choices. Bad as it was, it had to be endured. It’s part of what sailors sign up for. The captain swung the rope over his head, bending down to create full force, and brought it down on the poor guy’s back. Once, twice—six times. "Are you going to give me any more of your nonsense?" The man writhed in pain but said nothing. Three more times. This was too much, and he muttered something I couldn’t hear; this earned him as many more as he could take, and then the captain ordered him to be untied and sent forward.

"Now for you," said the captain, making up to John and taking his irons off. As soon as he was loose, he ran forward to the forecastle. "Bring that man aft," shouted the captain. The second mate, who had been a shipmate of John's, stood still in the waist, and the mate walked slowly forward; but our third officer, anxious to show his zeal, sprang forward over the windlass, and laid hold of John; but he soon threw him from him. At this moment I would have given worlds for the power to help the poor fellow; but it was all in vain. The captain stood on the quarter-deck, bare-headed, his eyes flashing with rage, and his face as red as blood, swinging the rope, and calling out to his officers, "Drag him aft!—Lay hold of him! I'll sweeten him!" etc., etc. The mate now went forward and told John quietly to go aft; and he, seeing resistance in vain, threw the blackguard third mate from him; said he would go aft of himself; that they should not drag him; and went up to the gangway and held out his hands; but as soon as the captain began to make him fast, the indignity was too much, and he began to resist; but the mate and Russell holding him, he was soon seized up. When he was made fast, he turned to the captain, who stood turning up his sleeves and getting ready for the blow, and asked him what he was to be flogged for. "Have I ever refused my duty, sir? Have you ever known me to hang back, or to be insolent, or not to know my work?"

"Now for you," said the captain, walking over to John and taking off his restraints. As soon as he was free, he ran to the front of the ship. "Bring that guy back here," shouted the captain. The second mate, who had been a fellow sailor with John, stood still in the middle of the ship, and the mate walked slowly toward the front; but our third officer, eager to show his enthusiasm, jumped over the windlass and grabbed John, but he quickly pushed him away. At that moment, I would have given anything to help the poor guy; but it was all useless. The captain stood on the quarter-deck, bare-headed, his eyes blazing with anger, and his face as red as blood, swinging the rope and shouting to his officers, "Drag him back!—Grab him! I'll teach him!" and so on. The mate then went forward and calmly told John to go back; and he, seeing resistance was pointless, threw off the aggressive third mate; said he'd go back on his own; that they shouldn't drag him; and walked up to the gangway and held out his hands; but as soon as the captain started to tie him up, the humiliation became too much, and he began to fight back; but with the mate and Russell holding him, he was soon restrained. Once he was secured, he turned to the captain, who was rolling up his sleeves and getting ready to strike, and asked him what he was being punished for. "Have I ever refused my duty, sir? Have you ever known me to hold back, be disrespectful, or not know my job?"

"No," said the captain, "it is not that that I flog you for; I flog you for your interference—for asking questions."

"No," said the captain, "that's not why I'm punishing you; I'm punishing you for interfering—for asking questions."

"Can't a man ask a question here without being flogged?"

"Can't a guy ask a question here without getting punished?"

"No," shouted the captain; "nobody shall open his mouth aboard this vessel, but myself;" and began laying the blows upon his back, swinging half round between each blow, to give it full effect. As he went on, his passion increased, and he danced about the deck, calling out as he swung the rope,—"If you want to know what I flog you for, I'll tell you. It's because I like to do it!—because I like to do it!—It suits me! That's what I do it for!"

"No," yelled the captain; "nobody gets to speak on this ship except me;" and he started hitting the guy on the back, swinging halfway around with each hit to make it hurt more. As he continued, his anger grew, and he paced the deck, shouting as he swung the rope, "If you want to know why I'm whipping you, I'll tell you. It's because I enjoy it!—because I enjoy it!—It suits me! That's why I'm doing it!"

The man writhed under the pain, until he could endure it no longer, when he called out, with an exclamation more common among foreigners than with us—"Oh, Jesus Christ! Oh, Jesus Christ!"

The man twisted in pain until he could take it no more, then he shouted out, with an expression more typical of foreigners than of us—"Oh, Jesus Christ! Oh, Jesus Christ!"

"Don't call on Jesus Christ," shouted the captain; "he can't help you. Call on Captain T——, he's the man! He can help you! Jesus Christ can't help you now!"

"Don't call on Jesus Christ," shouted the captain; "he can't help you. Call on Captain T——, he's the one! He can help you! Jesus Christ can't help you right now!"

At these words, which I never shall forget, my blood ran cold. I could look on no longer. Disgusted, sick, and horror-struck, I turned away and leaned over the rail, and looked down into the water. A few rapid thoughts of my own situation, and of the prospect of future revenge, crossed my mind; but the falling of the blows and the cries of the man called me back at once. At length they ceased, and turning round, I found that the mate, at a signal from the captain had cut him down. Almost doubled up with pain, the man walked slowly forward, and went down into the forecastle. Every one else stood still at his post, while the captain, swelling with rage and with the importance of his achievement, walked the quarter-deck, and at each turn, as he came forward, calling out to us,—"You see your condition! You see where I've got you all, and you know what to expect!"—"You've been mistaken in me—you didn't know what I was! Now you know what I am!"—"I'll make you toe the mark, every soul of you, or I'll flog you all, fore and aft, from the boy, up!"—"You've got a driver over you! Yes, a slave-driver—a negro-driver! I'll see who'll tell me he isn't a negro slave!" With this and the like matter, equally calculated to quiet us, and to allay any apprehensions of future trouble, he entertained us for about ten minutes, when he went below. Soon after, John came aft, with his bare back covered with stripes and wales in every direction, and dreadfully swollen, and asked the steward to ask the captain to let him have some salve, or balsam, to put upon it. "No," said the captain, who heard him from below; "tell him to put his shirt on; that's the best thing for him; and pull me ashore in the boat. Nobody is going to lay-up on board this vessel." He then called to Mr. Russell to take those men and two others in the boat, and pull him ashore. I went for one. The two men could hardly bend their backs, and the captain called to them to "give way," "give way!" but finding they did their best, he let them alone. The agent was in the stern sheets, but during the whole pull—a league or more—not a word was spoken. We landed; the captain, agent, and officer went up to the house, and left us with the boat. I, and the man with me, staid near the boat, while John and Sam walked slowly away, and sat down on the rocks. They talked some time together, but at length separated, each sitting alone. I had some fears of John. He was a foreigner, and violently tempered, and under suffering; and he had his knife with him, and the captain was to come down alone to the boat. But nothing happened; and we went quietly on board. The captain was probably armed, and if either of them had lifted a hand against him, they would have had nothing before them but flight, and starvation in the woods of California, or capture by the soldiers and Indian blood-hounds, whom the offer of twenty dollars would have set upon them.

At those words, which I will never forget, I felt my blood run cold. I couldn't watch any longer. Disgusted, sick, and horrified, I turned away and leaned over the railing, looking down into the water. A few quick thoughts about my own situation and the hope for future revenge crossed my mind, but the sound of the blows and the man's cries pulled me back immediately. Eventually, the beating stopped, and when I turned around, I saw that the first mate had cut him down at the captain's signal. The man, nearly doubled over in pain, walked slowly forward and went down into the forecastle. Everyone else remained still at their posts, while the captain, filled with rage and pride over his accomplishment, paced the quarter-deck, and with each turn as he came forward, shouted to us, "You see your situation! You see where I've got you all, and you know what to expect!"—"You've been mistaken about me—you didn’t know what I was! Now you know what I am!"—"I’ll make you toe the line, every single one of you, or I’ll whip you all, from the boy up!"—"You've got a driver over you! Yes, a slave-driver—a black driver! I'll see who dares to tell me he's not a black slave!" With this sort of talk, aimed to intimidate us and calm any fears of future trouble, he entertained us for about ten minutes before going below deck. Soon after, John came back, his bare back covered with stripes and welts in every direction and badly swollen, and asked the steward to tell the captain to let him have some salve or ointment for it. "No," the captain said, overhearing from below; "tell him to put his shirt on; that's the best thing for him; and pull me ashore in the boat. No one is taking it easy on this vessel." He then called Mr. Russell to take those men and two others in the boat and row him ashore. I went for one of the oars. The two men could hardly bend their backs, and the captain shouted for them to "pull harder," "pull harder!" but seeing they were doing their best, he left them alone. The agent sat in the stern of the boat, but throughout the entire row—a league or more—not a word was spoken. We landed; the captain, agent, and officer went up to the house, leaving us with the boat. I and the man with me stayed near the boat, while John and Sam walked away slowly and sat down on the rocks. They talked for a while, but eventually separated, each sitting alone. I was somewhat worried about John. He was a foreigner, had a violent temper, and was in pain; plus, he had his knife with him, and the captain was supposed to come down alone to the boat. But nothing happened, and we quietly headed back on board. The captain was probably armed, and if either of them had tried anything against him, they would have faced nothing but escape, starvation in the California woods, or capture by soldiers and Indian bloodhounds, who could have been set upon them for a twenty-dollar bounty.

After the day's work was done, we went down into the forecastle, and ate our plain supper; but not a word was spoken. It was Saturday night; but there was no song—no "sweethearts and wives." A gloom was over everything. The two men lay in their berths, groaning with pain, and we all turned in, but for myself, not to sleep. A sound coming now and then from the berths of the two men showed that they were awake, as awake they must have been, for they could hardly lie in one posture a moment; the dim, swinging lamp of the forecastle shed its light over the dark hole in which we lived; and many and various reflections and purposes coursed through my mind. I thought of our situation, living under a tyranny; of the character of the country we were in; of the length of the voyage, and of the uncertainty attending our return to America; and then, if we should return, of the prospect of obtaining justice and satisfaction for these poor men; and vowed that if God should ever give me the means, I would do something to redress the grievances and relieve the sufferings of that poor class of beings, of whom I then was one.

After the day's work was done, we went down into the forecastle and had our simple dinner, but no one spoke a word. It was Saturday night, but there was no singing—no "sweethearts and wives." A cloud of gloom hung over everything. The two men lay in their bunks, groaning in pain, and we all turned in, but I, for one, wasn’t going to sleep. Every now and then, I could hear sounds coming from the bunks of the two men, which showed they were awake, as they must have been since they could hardly stay in one position for even a moment. The dim, swinging lamp in the forecastle cast its light over the dark space where we lived, and many thoughts and reflections raced through my mind. I thought about our situation, living under oppression; about the nature of the country we were in; about how long the voyage would take, and the uncertainty of whether we’d make it back to America; and then, if we did return, what the chances were of getting justice and relief for these poor men. I vowed that if God ever gave me the opportunity, I would do something to address the wrongs and ease the suffering of that underprivileged group of people, of which I was then a part.

The next day was Sunday. We worked as usual, washing decks, etc., until breakfast-time. After breakfast, we pulled the captain ashore, and finding some hides there which had been brought down the night before, he ordered me to stay ashore and watch them, saying that the boat would come again before night. They left me, and I spent a quiet day on the hill, eating dinner with the three men at the little house. Unfortunately, they had no books, and after talking with them and walking about, I began to grow tired of doing nothing. The little brig, the home of so much hardship and suffering, lay in the offing, almost as far as one could see; and the only other thing which broke the surface of the great bay was a small, desolate-looking island, steep and conical, of a clayey soil, and without the sign of vegetable life upon it; yet which had a peculiar and melancholy interest to me, for on the top of it were buried the remains of an Englishman, the commander of a small merchant brig, who died while lying in this port. It was always a solemn and interesting spot to me. There it stood, desolate, and in the midst of desolation; and there were the remains of one who died and was buried alone and friendless. Had it been a common burying-place, it would have been nothing. The single body corresponded well with the solitary character of everything around. It was the only thing in California from which I could ever extract anything like poetry. Then, too, the man died far from home; without a friend near him; by poison, it was suspected, and no one to inquire into it; and without proper funeral rites; the mate, (as I was told,) glad to have him out of the way, hurrying him up the hill and into the ground, without a word or a prayer.

The next day was Sunday. We worked as usual, washing the decks and so on, until breakfast time. After breakfast, we took the captain ashore and found some hides that had been brought down the night before. He told me to stay ashore and keep an eye on them, saying that the boat would come back before nightfall. They left me, and I spent a quiet day on the hill, having dinner with the three men at the little house. Unfortunately, they didn't have any books, and after talking with them and wandering around, I started to get bored doing nothing. The little brig, which had been the source of so much hardship and suffering, was floating out in the bay, nearly as far as the eye could see. The only other thing that broke the surface of the vast bay was a small, desolate-looking island, steep and cone-shaped, made of clay and devoid of any sign of plant life. Yet it had a strange and sad significance for me because the remains of an Englishman, the commander of a small merchant brig, were buried on top of it. He had died while in this port. It was always a somber and intriguing spot for me. There it stood, lonely, amidst the desolation; and there lay the remains of someone who died and was buried all alone, without friends. If it had been a regular graveyard, it wouldn't have meant much. The single body matched the solitary nature of everything around it. It was the only thing in California from which I could find anything resembling poetry. Plus, the man died far from home; with no friends around him; suspected to have been poisoned, with no one to investigate; and without proper burial rites; the mate, as I was told, was just glad to get him out of the way, hurriedly putting him in the ground without a word or a prayer.

I looked anxiously for a boat, during the latter part of the afternoon, but none came; until toward sundown, when I saw a speck on the water, and as it drew near, I found it was the gig, with the captain. The hides, then, were not to go off. The captain came up the hill, with a man, bringing my monkey jacket and a blanket. He looked pretty black, but inquired whether I had enough to eat; told me to make a house out of the hides, and keep myself warm, as I should have to sleep there among them, and to keep good watch over them. I got a moment to speak to the man who brought my jacket.

I anxiously searched for a boat in the late afternoon, but none appeared; that is, until just before sunset when I spotted a small dot on the water. As it got closer, I realized it was the gig with the captain. So, the hides wouldn’t be leaving. The captain came up the hill with a man, bringing my monkey jacket and a blanket. He looked pretty upset but asked if I had enough food. He told me to make a shelter out of the hides and keep warm since I would have to sleep there among them and to watch over them carefully. I had a moment to talk to the man who brought my jacket.

"How do things go aboard?" said I.

"How's everything going on board?" I asked.

"Bad enough," said he; "hard work and not a kind word spoken."

"Pretty tough," he said; "a lot of hard work and not a single nice word."

"What," said I, "have you been at work all day?"

"What," I said, "have you been working all day?"

"Yes! no more Sunday for us. Everything has been moved in the hold, from stem to stern, and from the waterways to the keelson."

"Yes! No more Sundays for us. Everything has been shifted in the hold, from front to back, and from the waterways to the keelson."

I went up to the house to supper. We had frijoles, (the perpetual food of the Californians, but which, when well cooked, are the best bean in the world,) coffee made of burnt wheat, and hard bread. After our meal, the three men sat down by the light of a tallow candle, with a pack of greasy Spanish cards, to the favorite game of "treinta uno," a sort of Spanish "everlasting." I left them and went out to take up my bivouack among the hides. It was now dark; the vessel was hidden from sight, and except the three men in the house, there was not a living soul within a league. The coati (a wild animal of a nature and appearance between that of the fox and the wolf) set up their sharp, quick bark, and two owls, at the end of two distant points running out into the bay, on different sides of the hills where I lay, kept up their alternate, dismal notes. I had heard the sound before at night, but did not know what it was, until one of the men, who came down to look at my quarters, told me it was the owl. Mellowed by the distance, and heard alone, at night, I thought it was the most melancholy, boding sound I had ever heard. Through nearly all the night they kept it up, answering one another slowly, at regular intervals. This was relieved by the noisy coati, some of which came quite near to my quarters, and were not very pleasant neighbors. The next morning, before sunrise, the long-boat came ashore, and the hides were taken off.

I went up to the house for dinner. We had beans (the staple food of Californians, which, when well cooked, are the best beans in the world), coffee made from burnt wheat, and hard bread. After our meal, the three men sat down by the light of a tallow candle, playing a greasy pack of Spanish cards in their favorite game of "treinta uno," a kind of Spanish version of "everlasting." I left them and went outside to set up my camp among the hides. It was now dark; the vessel was out of sight, and besides the three men in the house, there wasn't a living soul within a mile. The coatis (wild animals with features and appearance similar to both foxes and wolves) began their sharp, quick barks, and two owls, at either end of two distant points reaching into the bay, on different sides of the hills where I lay, kept up their haunting calls. I had heard the sound before at night, but didn't know what it was until one of the men came down to check on my camp and told me it was the owl. Softened by the distance and heard alone at night, I thought it was the most mournful, ominous sound I had ever encountered. They went on like this for most of the night, answering each other slowly at regular intervals. This was interrupted by the noisy coatis, some of which came quite close to my camp and were not very pleasant company. The next morning, before sunrise, the longboat came ashore, and the hides were taken off.

We lay at San Pedro about a week, engaged in taking off hides and in other labors, which had now become our regular duties. I spent one more day on the hill, watching a quantity of hides and goods, and this time succeeded in finding a part of a volume of Scott's Pirate, in a corner of the house; but it failed me at a most interesting moment, and I betook myself to my acquaintances on shore, and from them learned a good deal about the customs of the country, the harbors, etc. This, they told me, was a worse harbor than Santa Barbara, for south-easters; the bearing of the headland being a point and a half more to windward, and it being so shallow that the sea broke often as far out as where we lay at anchor. The gale from which we slipped at Santa Barbara, had been so bad a one here, that the whole bay, for a league out, was filled with the foam of the breakers, and seas actually broke over the Dead Man's island. The Lagoda was lying there, and slipped at the first alarm, and in such haste that she was obliged to leave her launch behind her at anchor. The little boat rode it out for several hours, pitching at her anchor, and standing with her stern up almost perpendicularly. The men told me that they watched her till towards night, when she snapped her cable and drove up over the breakers, high and dry upon the beach.

We stayed at San Pedro for about a week, working on removing hides and doing other tasks that had now become our regular duties. I spent one more day on the hill, keeping an eye on a bunch of hides and goods, and this time I found part of a volume of Scott's Pirate in a corner of the house; but it let me down at a really interesting moment, so I went to my friends onshore and learned a lot about the local customs, the harbors, and so on. They told me this harbor was worse than Santa Barbara for handling south-easterly winds, as the headland was a point and a half more to windward, and it was so shallow that the sea often broke all the way out to where we were anchored. The storm that we escaped at Santa Barbara had been so bad here that the entire bay, out for a league, was filled with foam from the waves, and seas actually crashed over Dead Man's Island. The Lagoda was there and left at the first sign of trouble, so hastily that she had to leave her launch behind at anchor. The little boat managed to ride it out for several hours, pitching at her anchor and leaning back almost vertically. The men told me they watched her until it got dark, when she snapped her cable and got driven up over the breakers, high and dry on the beach.

On board the Pilgrim, everything went on regularly, each one trying to get along as smoothly as possible; but the comfort of the voyage was evidently at an end. "That is a long lane which has no turning"—-"Every dog must have his day, and mine will come by-and-by"—and the like proverbs, were occasionally quoted; but no one spoke of any probable end to the voyage, or of Boston, or anything of the kind; or if he did, it was only to draw out the perpetual, surly reply from his shipmate—"Boston, is it? You may thank your stars if you ever see that place. You had better have your back sheathed, and your head coppered, and your feet shod, and make out your log for California for life!" or else something of this kind—"Before you get to Boston the hides will wear the hair off your head, and you'll take up all your wages in clothes, and won't have enough left to buy a wig with!"

On board the Pilgrim, everything went on as usual, with everyone trying to get along as smoothly as possible; but it was clear that the comfort of the voyage was over. "That’s a long road that doesn’t have a turn"—"Every dog has its day, and mine will come eventually"—and similar sayings were sometimes mentioned; but no one talked about when the voyage might end, or about Boston, or anything like that; and if someone did, it was only to get the usual, grumpy response from their shipmate—"Boston, huh? You’d better count your lucky stars if you ever see that place. You might as well get your back covered, your head protected, and your feet ready, and write up your log for California for good!" or something like—"By the time you reach Boston, the sun will have taken the hair off your head, and you’ll spend all your wages on clothes, leaving you with not enough left to buy a wig!"

The flogging was seldom if ever alluded to by us, in the forecastle. If any one was inclined to talk about it, the others, with a delicacy which I hardly expected to find among them, always stopped him, or turned the subject. But the behavior of the two men who were flogged toward one another showed a delicacy and a sense of honor, which would have been worthy of admiration in the highest walks of life. Sam knew that the other had suffered solely on his account, and in all his complaints, he said that if he alone had been flogged, it would have been nothing; but that he never could see that man without thinking what had been the means of bringing that disgrace upon him; and John never, by word or deed, let anything escape him to remind the other that it was by interfering to save his shipmate, that he had suffered.

The flogging was rarely, if ever, mentioned by us in the forecastle. If someone brought it up, the others, with a sensitivity I didn't expect from them, always shut him down or changed the subject. But the way the two men who were flogged interacted with each other showed a level of thoughtfulness and honor that would be admirable in the highest social circles. Sam understood that the other man had suffered purely because of him, and in all his complaints, he expressed that if he had been the only one flogged, it wouldn't have mattered; but he could never see that man without remembering what had caused that disgrace for him. And John never, by word or action, hinted at the fact that it was because he stepped in to protect his shipmate that he had suffered.

Having got all our spare room filled with hides, we hove up our anchor and made sail for San Diego. In no operation can the disposition of a crew be discovered better than in getting under weigh.

Having filled our spare room with hides, we raised our anchor and set sail for San Diego. You can learn a lot about a crew’s attitude from how they handle getting underway.

Where things are "done with a will," every one is like a cat aloft: sails are loosed in an instant; each one lays out his strength on his handspike, and the windlass goes briskly round with the loud cry of "Yo heave ho! Heave and pawl! Heave hearty ho!" But with us, at this time, it was all dragging work. No one went aloft beyond his ordinary gait, and the chain came slowly in over the windlass. The mate, between the knight-heads, exhausted all his official rhetoric, in calls of "Heave with a will!"—"Heave hearty, men!—heave hearty!"—"Heave and raise the dead!"—"Heave, and away!" etc., etc.; but it would not do. Nobody broke his back or his hand-spike by his efforts. And when the cat-tackle-fall was strung along, and all hands—cook, steward, and all—laid hold, to cat the anchor, instead of the lively song of "Cheerily, men!" in which all hands join in the chorus, we pulled a long, heavy, silent pull, and—as sailors say a song is as good as ten men—the anchor came to the cat-head pretty slowly. "Give us 'Cheerily!'" said the mate; but there was no "cheerily" for us, and we did without it. The captain walked the quarterdeck, and said not a word. He must have seen the change, but there was nothing which he could notice officially.

Where things are "done with enthusiasm," everyone is like a cat up high: sails are unfurled in an instant; each person puts all their effort into their handspike, and the windlass moves quickly with loud shouts of "Yo heave ho! Heave and pawl! Heave hearty ho!" But for us, at that moment, it was all slow work. No one climbed higher than their usual pace, and the chain was pulled in slowly over the windlass. The mate, standing between the knight-heads, exhausted all his official calls with "Heave with determination!"—"Heave strong, men!—heave strong!"—"Heave and raise the dead!"—"Heave, and let’s go!" etc., etc.; but it didn’t help. Nobody broke a sweat or their hand-spike from trying. And when the cat-tackle-fall was set up, and everyone—cook, steward, and all—joined in to haul up the anchor, instead of the lively song of "Cheerily, men!" that everyone sings along to, we pulled slowly and silently, and—as sailors say, a song is as good as ten men—the anchor came up to the cat-head quite slowly. "Give us 'Cheerily!'" said the mate; but there was no "cheerily" for us, and we managed without it. The captain paced the quarterdeck and didn’t say a word. He must have noticed the change, but there was nothing he could address officially.

We sailed leisurely down the coast before a light fair wind, keeping the land well aboard, and saw two other missions, looking like blocks of white plaster, shining in the distance; one of which, situated on the top of a high hill, was San Juan Campestrano, under which vessels sometimes come to anchor, in the summer season, and take off hides. The most distant one was St. Louis Rey, which the third mate said was only fifteen miles from San Diego. At sunset on the second day, we had a large and well wooded headland directly before us, behind which lay the little harbor of San Diego. We were becalmed off this point all night, but the next morning, which was Saturday, the 14th of March, having a good breeze, we stood round the point, and hauling our wind, brought the little harbor, which is rather the outlet of a small river, right before us. Every one was anxious to get a view of the new place. A chain of high hills, beginning at the point, (which was on our larboard hand, coming in,) protected the harbor on the north and west, and ran off into the interior as far as the eye could reach. On the other sides, the land was low, and green, but without trees. The entrance is so narrow as to admit but one vessel at a time, the current swift, and the channel runs so near to a low stony point that the ship's sides appeared almost to touch it. There was no town in sight, but on the smooth sand beach, abreast, and within a cable's length of which three vessels lay moored, were four large houses, built of rough boards, and looking like the great barns in which ice is stored on the borders of the large ponds near Boston; with piles of hides standing round them, and men in red shirts and large straw hats, walking in and out of the doors. These were the hide-houses. Of the vessels: one, a short, clumsy, little hermaphrodite brig, we recognized as our old acquaintance, the Loriotte; another, with sharp bows and raking masts, newly painted and tarred, and glittering in the morning sun, with the blood-red banner and cross of St. George at her peak, was the handsome Ayacucho. The third was a large ship, with top-gallant-masts housed, and sails unbent, and looking as rusty and worn as two years' "hide-droghing" could make her. This was the Lagoda. As we drew near, carried rapidly along by the current, we overhauled our chain, and clewed up the topsails. "Let go the anchor!" said the captain but either there was not chain enough forward of the windlass, or the anchor went down foul, or we had too much headway on, for it did not bring us up. "Pay out chain!" shouted the captain; and we gave it to her; but it would not do. Before the other anchor could be let go, we drifted down, broadside on, and went smash into the Lagoda. Her crew were at breakfast in the forecastle, and the cook, seeing us coming, rushed out of his galley, and called up the officers and men.

We sailed slowly down the coast with a gentle breeze, keeping the land nearby, and spotted two other missions that looked like white plaster blocks shining in the distance. One of them, perched on top of a high hill, was San Juan Campestrano, where ships sometimes anchor in the summer to pick up hides. The farthest one was St. Louis Rey, which the third mate said was only fifteen miles from San Diego. By sunset on the second day, we saw a large, well-wooded headland right in front of us, behind which lay the small harbor of San Diego. We were stuck here all night, but the next morning, Saturday, March 14th, we had a good breeze and rounded the point, adjusting our sails to bring the little harbor, mainly the outlet of a small river, right before us. Everyone was eager to catch a glimpse of the new location. A chain of high hills started at the point (on our left as we entered) and protected the harbor on the north and west, stretching into the distance as far as we could see. On the other sides, the land was low and green, but treeless. The entrance was so narrow that only one vessel could pass at a time, with a swift current, and the channel ran so close to a low rocky point that the side of our ship almost touched it. There was no town in sight, but on the smooth sand beach, which was just within a cable's length from where three vessels were moored, stood four large houses made of rough boards, resembling the big barns used to store ice by the large ponds near Boston. Piles of hides surrounded them, and men in red shirts and wide-brimmed straw hats walked in and out of the doors. These were the hide-houses. Among the vessels, we recognized one, a short, clumsy little hermaphrodite brig, as our old friend, the Loriotte. Another one, with sharp bows and leaning masts, freshly painted and tarred, shining in the morning sun with the blood-red flag and cross of St. George at its peak, was the beautiful Ayacucho. The third was a large ship, with its top-gallant masts down and sails taken down, looking as rusty and worn as two years of "hide-droghing" could make her. This was the Lagoda. As we got closer, carried swiftly along by the current, we took in our anchor chain and furled the topsails. "Let go the anchor!" said the captain, but either there wasn't enough chain in front of the windlass, or the anchor snagged, or we were going too fast, because it didn't stop us. "Pay out chain!" shouted the captain, and we did, but it wasn't effective. Before we could drop the other anchor, we drifted sideways and slammed into the Lagoda. Her crew was having breakfast in the forecastle, and the cook noticed us approaching, rushed out of his galley, and called up the officers and crew.

Fortunately no great harm was done. Her jib-boom ran between our fore and main masts, carrying away some of our rigging, and breaking down the rail. She lost her martingale. This brought us up, and as they paid out chain, we swung clear of them, and let go the other anchor; but this had as bad luck as the first, for, before any one perceived it, we were drifting on to the Loriotte. The captain now gave out his orders rapidly and fiercely, sheeting home the topsails, and backing and filling the sails, in hope of starting or clearing the anchors; but it was all in vain, and he sat down on the rail, taking it very leisurely, and calling out to Captain Nye, that he was coming to pay him a visit. We drifted fairly into the Loriotte, her larboard bow into our starboard quarter, carrying away a part of our starboard quarter railing, and breaking off her larboard bumpkin, and one or two stanchions above the deck. We saw our handsome sailor, Jackson, on the forecastle, with the Sandwich Islanders, working away to get us clear. After paying out chain, we swung clear, but our anchors were no doubt afoul of hers. We manned the windlass, and hove, and hove away, but to no purpose. Sometimes we got a little upon the cable, but a good surge would take it all back again. We now began to drift down toward the Ayacucho, when her boat put off and brought her commander, Captain Wilson, on board. He was a short, active, well-built man, between fifty and sixty years of age; and being nearly twenty years older than our captain, and a thorough seaman, he did not hesitate to give his advice, and from giving advice, he gradually came to taking the command; ordering us when to heave and when to pawl, and backing and filling the topsails, setting and taking in jib and trysail, whenever he thought best. Our captain gave a few orders, but as Wilson generally countermanded them, saying, in an easy, fatherly kind of way, "Oh no! Captain T——, you don't want the jib on her," or "it isn't time yet to heave!" he soon gave it up. We had no objections to this state of things, for Wilson was a kind old man, and had an encouraging and pleasant way of speaking to us, which made everything go easily. After two or three hours of constant labor at the windlass, heaving and "Yo ho!"-ing with all our might, we brought up an anchor, with the Loriotte's small bower fast to it, Having cleared this and let it go, and cleared our hawse, we soon got our other anchor, which had dragged half over the harbor. "Now," said Wilson, "I'll find you a good berth;" and setting both the topsails, he carried us down, and brought us to anchor, in handsome style, directly abreast of the hide-house which we were to use. Having done this, he took his leave, while we furled the sails, and got our breakfast, which was welcome to us, for we had worked hard, and it was nearly twelve o'clock. After breakfast, and until night, we were employed in getting out the boats and mooring ship.

Fortunately, no major damage was done. Her jib-boom ran between our fore and main masts, taking out some of our rigging and breaking the rail. She lost her martingale. This brought us to a halt, and as they let out chain, we swung clear of them and dropped the other anchor; but this was as unfortunate as the first, because before anyone noticed, we were drifting toward the Loriotte. The captain quickly gave orders, pulling in the topsails and adjusting the sails, hoping to free the anchors, but it was all in vain. He then sat down on the rail, taking it easy, and called out to Captain Nye that he was coming to pay a visit. We drifted right into the Loriotte, her port bow crashing into our starboard quarter, breaking part of our starboard quarter railing and snapping her port bumpkin and a couple of stanchions above deck. We spotted our handsome sailor, Jackson, on the forecastle, working with the Sandwich Islanders to get us free. After letting out chain, we swung clear, but our anchors were definitely tangled with hers. We manned the windlass and pulled, but it was no use. Sometimes we managed to gain some slack in the cable, but a good surge would pull it all back. We began to drift toward the Ayacucho when her boat arrived, bringing her commander, Captain Wilson, on board. He was a short, active, well-built man, between fifty and sixty years old. Being nearly twenty years older than our captain and a skilled seaman, he didn't hesitate to offer advice, and gradually took over the command, telling us when to heave and when to stop, backing and filling the topsails, and setting and taking in the jib and trysail whenever he thought it was necessary. Our captain issued a few commands, but since Wilson often countered them in a friendly, fatherly manner, saying, "Oh no! Captain T——, you don’t want the jib on her," or "It’s not time yet to heave!" he soon gave up. We had no objections to this arrangement, as Wilson was a kind old man with an encouraging and pleasant way of speaking that made everything easier. After two or three hours of constant effort at the windlass, heaving and calling "Yo ho!" at the top of our lungs, we pulled up an anchor, with the Loriotte's small bower snagged on it. After clearing that and letting it go, we soon retrieved our other anchor, which had dragged halfway across the harbor. "Now," said Wilson, "I'll find you a good spot;" and hoisting both topsails, he skillfully navigated us down and anchored us right in front of the hide-house we were supposed to use. Once he finished that, he took his leave while we furled the sails and had our breakfast, which was much appreciated since we had worked hard and it was nearly noon. After breakfast, we spent the rest of the day getting the boats out and mooring the ship.

After supper, two of us took the captain on board the Lagoda. As he came alongside, he gave his name, and the mate, in the gangway, called out to the captain down the companion-way—"Captain T—— has come aboard, sir!" "Has he brought his brig with him?" said the rough old fellow, in a tone which made itself heard fore and aft. This mortified our captain a little, and it became a standing joke among us for the rest of the voyage. The captain went down into the cabin, and we walked forward and put our heads down the forecastle, where we found the men at supper, "Come down, shipmates! Come down!" said they, as soon as they saw us; and we went down, and found a large, high forecastle, well lighted; and a crew of twelve or fourteen men, eating out of their kids and pans, and drinking their tea, and talking and laughing, all as independent and easy as so many "wood-sawyer's clerks." This looked like comfort and enjoyment, compared with the dark little forecastle, and scanty, discontented crew of the brig. It was Saturday night; they had got through with their work for the week; and being snugly moored, had nothing to do until Monday, again. After two years' hard service, they had seen the worst, and all, of California;—had got their cargo nearly stowed, and expected to sail in a week or two, for Boston. We spent an hour or more with them, talking over California matters, until the word was passed—"Pilgrims, away!" and we went back with our captain. They were a hardy, but intelligent crew; a little roughened, and their clothes patched and old, from California wear; all able seamen, and between the ages of twenty and thirty-five. They inquired about our vessel, the usage, etc., and were not a little surprised at the story of the flogging. They said there were often difficulties in vessels on the coast, and sometimes knock-downs and fightings, but they had never heard before of a regular seizing-up and flogging. "Spread-eagles" were a new kind of bird in California.

After dinner, two of us brought the captain on board the Lagoda. As he came alongside, he introduced himself, and the mate in the gangway called out to the captain down the companionway, "Captain T—— has come aboard, sir!" "Did he bring his brig with him?" said the gruff old guy, in a tone that could be heard all around. This embarrassed our captain a bit, and it became a running joke among us for the rest of the trip. The captain went down into the cabin, and we walked forward and stuck our heads into the forecastle, where we found the crew at dinner. "Come down, shipmates! Come down!" they called as soon as they saw us, and we went down to find a large, well-lit forecastle with a crew of twelve or fourteen men eating from their bowls and pans, drinking tea, and chatting and laughing, all as relaxed and easy as a bunch of "wood-sawyer's clerks." This looked like comfort and enjoyment compared to the dark little forecastle and the unhappy, small crew of the brig. It was Saturday night; they had finished their work for the week, and being comfortably moored, had nothing to do until Monday. After two years of hard work, they had seen all the worst of California, had nearly loaded their cargo, and expected to set sail in a week or two for Boston. We spent an hour or so with them, discussing California stuff, until we heard the call—"Pilgrims, away!" and we returned with our captain. They were a tough but smart crew, a bit weathered, with patched and worn clothes from their time in California; all experienced sailors, aged between twenty and thirty-five. They asked about our vessel, the conditions, etc., and were quite surprised by the story of the flogging. They mentioned that there were often issues on vessels along the coast, sometimes even fights, but they had never heard of an official seizing-up and flogging before. "Spread-eagles" were a new type of bird in California.

Sunday, they said, was always given in San Diego, both at the hide-houses and on board the vessels, a large number usually going up to the town, on liberty. We learned a good deal from them about curing and stowing of hides, etc. and they were anxious to have the latest news (seven months old) from Boston. One of their first inquiries was for Father Taylor, the seamen's preacher in Boston. Then followed the usual strain of conversation, inquiries, stories, and jokes, which, one must always hear in a ship's forecastle, but which are perhaps, after all, no worse, nor, indeed, more gross, than that of many well-dressed gentlemen at their clubs.

Sunday, they said, was always a day off in San Diego, both at the hide-houses and on the ships, with a lot of people usually heading into town for some free time. We learned quite a bit from them about curing and storing hides, among other things, and they were eager to hear the latest news (which was seven months old) from Boston. One of their first questions was about Father Taylor, the seamen's preacher in Boston. Then came the usual flow of conversation—questions, stories, and jokes—that you always hear in a ship's forecastle, but honestly, it’s probably no worse or more crude than what you’d hear from many well-dressed gentlemen at their clubs.




CHAPTER XVI

LIBERTY-DAY ON SHORE

The next day being Sunday, after washing and clearing decks, and getting breakfast, the mate came forward with leave for one watch to go ashore, on liberty. We drew lots, and it fell to the larboard, which I was in. Instantly all was preparation. Buckets of fresh water, (which we were allowed in port,) and soap, were put in use; go-ashore jackets and trowsers got out and brushed; pumps, neckerchiefs, and hats overhauled; one lending to another; so that among the whole each one got a good fit-out. A boat was called to pull the "liberty men" ashore, and we sat down in the stern sheets, "as big as pay passengers," and jumping ashore, set out on our walk for the town, which was nearly three miles off.

The next day was Sunday. After we washed up and cleaned the decks and had breakfast, the mate came forward and announced that one watch could go ashore on leave. We drew lots, and it was the port side, which I was on. Immediately, everyone started getting ready. Buckets of fresh water, which we were allowed to use in port, and soap were brought out; we pulled out our shore jackets and pants and brushed them off; we checked our pumps, neckerchiefs, and hats, borrowing from each other so that everyone had a good outfit. A boat was called to take the "liberty men" ashore, and we sat in the stern, "as proud as paying passengers," and when we jumped ashore, we began our walk to the town, which was nearly three miles away.

It is a pity that some other arrangement is not made in merchant vessels, with regard to the liberty-day. When in port, the crews are kept at work all the week, and the only day they are allowed for rest or pleasure is the Sabbath; and unless they go ashore on that day, they cannot go at all. I have heard of a religious captain who gave his crew liberty on Saturdays, after twelve o'clock. This would be a good plan, if shipmasters would bring themselves to give their crews so much time. For young sailors especially, many of whom have been brought up with a regard for the sacredness of the day, this strong temptation to break it, is exceedingly injurious. As it is, it can hardly be expected that a crew, on a long and hard voyage, will refuse a few hours of freedom from toil and the restraints of a vessel, and an opportunity to tread the ground and see the sights of society and humanity, because it is on a Sunday. It is too much like escaping from prison, or being drawn out of a pit, on the Sabbath day.

It's a shame that merchant ships don't have a better system for time off. When in port, the crews work all week, and the only day they're allowed to rest or have fun is on Sunday; if they don’t get ashore that day, they can’t go at all. I've heard of a captain who let his crew have Saturday afternoons off, which seems like a good idea if other ship captains would agree to it. For young sailors, many of whom have been raised to respect the sanctity of the day, the pressure to break it is really harmful. Given the circumstances, it’s unrealistic to expect a crew on a long, tough journey to skip a few hours of freedom from work and the confines of the ship, just because it's Sunday. It feels too much like escaping from prison or being pulled out of a pit on the Sabbath.

I shall never forget the delightful sensation of being in the open air, with the birds singing around me, and escaped from the confinement, labor, and strict rule of a vessel—of being once more in my life, though only for a day, my own master. A sailor's liberty is but for a day; yet while it lasts it is perfect. He is under no one's eye, and can do whatever, and go wherever, he pleases. This day, for the first time, I may truly say, in my whole life, I felt the meaning of a term which I had often heard—the sweets of liberty. My friend S—— was with me, and turning our backs upon the vessels, we walked slowly along, talking of the pleasure of being our own masters, of the times past, and when we were free in the midst of friends, in America, and of the prospect of our return; and planning where we would go, and what we would do, when we reached home. It was wonderful how the prospect brightened, and how short and tolerable the voyage appeared, when viewed in this new light. Things looked differently from what they did when we talked them over in the little dark forecastle, the night after the flogging at San Pedro. It is not the least of the advantages of allowing sailors occasionally a day of liberty, that it gives them a spring, and makes them feel cheerful and independent, and leads them insensibly to look on the bright side of everything for some time after.

I will never forget the amazing feeling of being outside, with the birds singing around me, free from the confinement, hard work, and strict rules of a ship—getting to be, even if just for a day, my own boss again. A sailor's freedom lasts only a day; yet while it lasts, it’s complete. He’s not under anyone’s watch and can do whatever he wants and go wherever he pleases. This day, for the first time in my entire life, I can honestly say I understood a term I had often heard—the joys of freedom. My friend S—— was with me, and as we turned our backs on the ships, we walked slowly, discussing the pleasure of being our own bosses, reminiscing about the past, when we were free among friends in America, and imagining our return; planning where we would go and what we would do when we got home. It was incredible how the future looked brighter, and how short and bearable the journey seemed, when seen through this new perspective. Things looked different than when we talked about them in the small, dark forecastle, the night after the punishment at San Pedro. One of the biggest benefits of giving sailors a day of freedom is that it gives them a boost, makes them feel happy and independent, and naturally leads them to see the bright side of everything for a while after.

S—— and myself determined to keep as much together as possible, though we knew that it would not do to cut our shipmates; for, knowing our birth and education, they were a little suspicious that we would try to put on the gentleman when we got ashore, and would be ashamed of their company; and this won't do with Jack. When the voyage is at an end, you may do as you please, but so long as you belong to the same vessel, you must be a shipmate to him on shore, or he will not be a shipmate to you on board. Being forewarned of this before I went to sea, I took no "long togs" with me, and being dressed like the rest, in white duck trowsers, blue jacket and straw hat, which would prevent my going in better company, and showing no disposition to avoid them, I set all suspicion at rest. Our crew fell in with some who belonged to the other vessels, and, sailor-like, steered for the first grog-shop. This was a small mud building, of only one room, in which were liquors, dry and West India goods, shoes, bread, fruits, and everything which is vendible in California. It was kept by a yankee, a one-eyed man, who belonged formerly to Fall River, came out to the Pacific in a whale-ship, left her at the Sandwich Islands, and came to California and set up a "Pulperia." S—— and I followed in our shipmates' wake, knowing that to refuse to drink with them would be the highest affront, but determining to slip away at the first opportunity. It is the universal custom with sailors for each one, in his turn, to treat the whole, calling for a glass all round, and obliging every one who is present, even the keeper of the shop, to take a glass with him. When we first came in, there was some dispute between our crew and the others, whether the new comers or the old California rangers should treat first; but it being settled in favor of the latter, each of the crews of the other vessels treated all round in their turn, and as there were a good many present, (including some "loafers" who had dropped in, knowing what was going on, to take advantage of Jack's hospitality,) and the liquor was a real (12½ cents) a glass, it made somewhat of a hole in their lockers. It was now our ship's turn, and S—— and I, anxious to get away, stepped up to call for glasses; but we soon found that we must go in order—the oldest first, for the old sailors did not choose to be preceded by a couple of youngsters; and bon gré mal gré, we had to wait our turn, with the twofold apprehension of being too late for our horses, and of getting corned; for drink you must, every time; and if you drink with one and not with another, it is always taken as an insult.

S—— and I decided to stick together as much as we could, even though we knew it wouldn't be smart to ditch our shipmates. They were a bit suspicious of us, knowing our background and education, thinking we might act like we were better than them when we got ashore and be embarrassed to be with them. That won't fly with Jack. When the voyage ends, you can do what you want, but as long as you're on the same ship, you have to be a shipmate on land, or he won't be a shipmate to you on board. Knowing this before I went to sea, I didn’t pack any “fancy clothes” and wore the same as the others: white duck trousers, a blue jacket, and a straw hat. This made it hard for me to hang out with better people and showed I didn't want to avoid them, which eased their suspicions. Our crew ran into some from other vessels and, being sailors, headed straight for the nearest bar. It was a small mud building with just one room, stocked with liquor, dry and West India goods, shoes, bread, fruit, and anything else you could sell in California. It was owned by a Yankee, a one-eyed guy from Fall River who had come to the Pacific on a whale ship, left it in the Sandwich Islands, and moved to California to open a "Pulperia." S—— and I followed our shipmates, knowing that refusing to drink with them would be a serious insult, but we planned to slip away at the first chance. It’s a common practice among sailors for each person, in turn, to buy a round, making everyone present—including the bar owner—drink with them. When we first arrived, there was some arguing between our crew and the others about whether the newcomers or the old California rangers should buy first. It was decided in favor of the latter, so each crew from the other vessels took their turn buying rounds. With a good number of people present, including some “loafers” who had dropped in for the free drinks, and the liquor costing a decent price (12½ cents) a glass, it drained their wallets a bit. It was now our ship's turn, and S—— and I, eager to escape, stepped up to order drinks. But we quickly realized we had to go in order—the oldest first—because the old sailors didn’t want to be preceded by a couple of young guys. And whether we liked it or not, we had to wait our turn, worrying about being late for our horses and the risk of getting drunk. You had to drink every time, and if you drank with one person and not another, it was seen as an insult.

Having at length gone through our turns and acquitted ourselves of all obligations, we slipped out, and went about among the houses, endeavoring to get horses for the day, so that we might ride round and see the country. At first we had but little success, all that we could get out of the lazy fellows, in reply to our questions, being the eternal drawling "Quien sabe?" ("who knows?") which is an answer to all questions. After several efforts, we at length fell in with a little Sandwich Island boy, who belonged to Captain Wilson of the Ayacucho, and was well acquainted in the place; and he, knowing where to go, soon procured us two horses, ready saddled and bridled, each with a lasso coiled over the pommel. These we were to have all day, with the privilege of riding them down to the beach at night, for a dollar, which we had to pay in advance. Horses are the cheapest thing in California; the very best not being worth more than ten dollars apiece, and very good ones being often sold for three, and four. In taking a day's ride, you pay for the use of the saddle, and for the labor and trouble of catching the horses. If you bring the saddle back safe, they care but little what becomes of the horse. Mounted on our horses, which were spirited beasts, and which, by the way, in this country, are always steered by pressing the contrary rein against the neck, and not by pulling on the bit,—we started off on a fine run over the country. The first place we went to was the old ruinous presidio, which stands on a rising ground near the village, which it overlooks. It is built in the form of an open square, like all the other presidios, and was in a most ruinous state, with the exception of one side, in which the commandant lived, with his family. There were only two guns, one of which was spiked, and the other had no carriage. Twelve, half clothed, and half starved looking fellows, composed the garrison; and they, it was said, had not a musket apiece. The small settlement lay directly below the fort, composed of about forty dark brown looking huts, or houses, and two larger ones, plastered, which belonged to two of the "gente de razón." This town is not more than half as large as Monterey, or Santa Barbara, and has little or no business. From the presidio, we rode off in the direction of the mission, which we were told was three miles distant. The country was rather sandy, and there was nothing for miles which could be called a tree, but the grass grew green and rank, and there were many bushes and thickets, and the soil is said to be good. After a pleasant ride of a couple of miles, we saw the white walls of the mission, and fording a small river, we came directly before it. The mission is built of mud, or rather of the unburnt bricks of the country, and plastered. There was something decidedly striking in its appearance: a number of irregular buildings, connected with one another, and disposed in the form of a hollow square, with a church at one end, rising above the rest, with a tower containing five belfries, in each of which hung a large bell, and with immense rusty iron crosses at the tops. Just outside of the buildings, and under the walls, stood twenty or thirty small huts, built of straw and of the branches of trees, grouped together, in which a few Indians lived, under the protection and in the service of the mission.

After finally finishing our tasks and clearing our responsibilities, we slipped out and wandered around the houses, trying to find some horses for the day so we could explore the countryside. At first, we didn’t have much luck; the lazy locals just responded with their usual drawling "Quien sabe?" ("who knows?") to all our questions. After several attempts, we met a young boy from the Sandwich Islands, who belonged to Captain Wilson of the Ayacucho and knew the area well. He quickly arranged for us to get two horses, already saddled and bridled, each with a lasso coiled over the saddle horn. We could use them all day and even ride them down to the beach at night for a dollar, which we had to pay upfront. Horses are incredibly cheap in California; even the best ones usually cost no more than ten dollars each, and decent ones can often be found for three or four. When you take a horse for the day, you pay for the saddle's use and for the effort of catching the horses. If you return the saddle safely, they care little about what happens to the horse. Once mounted on our spirited steeds—by the way, in this area, horses are controlled by pressing the opposite rein against their neck instead of pulling on the bit—we took off for a nice run across the countryside. Our first stop was the old, crumbling presidio, which sits on an elevated spot overlooking the village. It’s set up in an open square like other presidios and was in a dilapidated state, except for one side where the commandant lived with his family. There were only two cannons; one was spiked, and the other had no carriage. The garrison was made up of twelve half-clothed, half-starved men, who supposedly didn’t each have a musket. Right below the fort was a small settlement of about forty dark brown huts and two larger plastered houses that belonged to two of the "gente de razón." This town is less than half the size of Monterey or Santa Barbara and has little to no business activity. From the presidio, we headed toward the mission, which we were told was three miles away. The terrain was quite sandy, and for miles, there were no trees, although the grass was lush and thick, and there were plenty of bushes and thickets, with the soil said to be fertile. After a nice ride of a couple of miles, we spotted the white walls of the mission. We crossed a small river and arrived directly in front of it. The mission was made of mud, or rather unburnt bricks from the area, and plastered. Its appearance was striking: several irregular buildings connected to each other, arranged in a hollow square, with a church at one end rising above the rest, featuring a tower with five belfries, each holding a large bell and topped with huge rusty iron crosses. Just outside the structures, underneath the walls, were twenty or thirty small huts made of straw and tree branches, grouped together where a few Indians lived under the protection and service of the mission.

Entering a gate-way, we drove into the open square, in which the stillness of death reigned. On one side was the church; on another, a range of high buildings with grated windows; a third was a range of smaller buildings, or offices; and the fourth seemed to be little more than a high connecting wall. Not a living creature could we see. We rode twice round the square, in the hope of waking up some one; and in one circuit, saw a tall monk, with shaven head, sandals, and the dress of the Grey Friars, pass rapidly through a gallery, but he disappeared without noticing us. After two circuits, we stopped our horses, and saw, at last, a man show himself in front of one of the small buildings. We rode up to him, and found him dressed in the common dress of the country, with a silver chain round his neck, supporting a large bunch of keys. From this, we took him to be the steward of the mission, and addressing him as "Mayordomo," received a low bow and an invitation to walk into his room. Making our horses fast, we went in. It was a plain room, containing a table, three or four chairs, a small picture or two of some saint, or miracle, or martyrdom, and a few dishes and glasses. "Hay algunas cosa de comer?" said I. "Si Señor!" said he. "Que gusta usted?" Mentioning frijoles, which I knew they must have if they had nothing else, and beef and bread, and a hint for wine, if they had any, he went off to another building, across the court, and returned in a few moments, with a couple of Indian boys, bearing dishes and a decanter of wine. The dishes contained baked meats, frijoles stewed with peppers and onions, boiled eggs, and California flour baked into a kind of macaroni. These, together with the wine, made the most sumptuous meal we had eaten since we left Boston; and, compared with the fare we had lived upon for seven months, it was a regal banquet. After despatching our meal, we took out some money and asked him how much we were to pay. He shook his head, and crossed himself, saying that it was charity:—that the Lord gave it to us. Knowing the amount of this to be that he did not sell it, but was willing to receive a present, we gave him ten or twelve reals, which he pocketed with admirable nonchalance, saying, "Dios se lo pague." Taking leave of him, we rode out to the Indians' huts. The little children were running about among the huts, stark naked, and the men were not much better; but the women had generally coarse gowns, of a sort of tow cloth. The men are employed, most of the time, in tending the cattle of the mission, and in working in the garden, which is a very large one, including several acres, and filled, it is said, with the best fruits of the climate. The language of these people, which is spoken by all the Indians of California, is the most brutish and inhuman language, without any exception, that I ever heard, or that could well be conceived of. It is a complete slabber. The words fall off of the ends of their tongues, and a continual slabbering sound is made in the cheeks, outside of the teeth. It cannot have been the language of Montezuma and the independent Mexicans.

Entering a gateway, we drove into the open square where an eerie stillness hung in the air. On one side stood the church; on another, a row of tall buildings with barred windows; the third side had smaller buildings or offices; and the fourth looked little more than a tall connecting wall. We couldn’t see a single living creature. We circled the square twice, hoping to rouse someone; during one pass, we spotted a tall monk—bald head, sandals, and dressed like the Grey Friars—hurry through a corridor, but he vanished without noticing us. After our second lap, we paused and finally saw a man appear in front of one of the smaller buildings. We approached him and found him dressed in the country’s typical attire, with a silver chain around his neck holding a big bunch of keys. We took him to be the mission's steward and, calling him "Mayordomo," received a courteous bow and an invitation to enter his room. Tying up our horses, we went inside. It was a simple room with a table, three or four chairs, a small painting or two of a saint, miracle, or martyrdom, and a few dishes and glasses. "Hay algunas cosas de comer?" I asked. "Sí, Señor!" he replied. "¿Qué gusta usted?" Mentioning frijoles, which I figured they must have if nothing else, plus beef, bread, and a hint for wine if they had any, he went off to another building across the courtyard, and soon returned with a couple of Indian boys carrying dishes and a decanter of wine. The dishes included baked meats, frijoles stewed with peppers and onions, boiled eggs, and California flour baked into a sort of macaroni. This, along with the wine, made the most lavish meal we had had since leaving Boston; compared to the food we had lived on for the past seven months, it felt like a royal feast. After finishing our meal, we took out some money and asked him how much we owed. He shook his head and crossed himself, saying it was charity—that the Lord provided it for us. Realizing this meant he wouldn’t sell it but would accept a gift, we gave him ten or twelve reals, which he accepted with admirable indifference, saying, "Dios se lo pague." After saying our goodbyes, we rode to the Indians' huts. Little children ran around among the huts, completely naked, and the men were hardly better dressed; however, the women mostly wore rough gowns made of tow cloth. The men spent most of their time tending to the mission's cattle and working in a very large garden, said to be filled with the best fruits of the region. The language spoken by these people, which every Indian in California used, was the most brutish and inhuman language I had ever heard or could imagine. It sounded like a complete slur of words. The words fell from their tongues, accompanied by a continual sloshing sound made in their cheeks, outside their teeth. It couldn't have been the language of Montezuma and the independent Mexicans.

Here, among the huts, we saw the oldest man that I had ever seen; and, indeed, I never supposed that a person could retain life and exhibit such marks of age. He was sitting out in the sun, leaning against the side of a hut; and his legs and arms, which were bare, were of a dark red color, the skin withered and shrunk up like burnt leather, and the limbs not larger round than those of a boy of five years. He had a few grey hairs, which were tied together at the back of his head; and he was so feeble that, when we came up to him, he raised his hands slowly to his face, and taking hold of his lids with his fingers, lifted them up to look at us; and being satisfied, let them drop again. All command over the lid seemed to have gone. I asked his age, but could get no answer but "Quien sabe?" and they probably did not know the age.

Here, among the huts, we saw the oldest man I had ever encountered; in fact, I never thought someone could live so long and show such signs of aging. He was sitting in the sun, leaning against the side of a hut; his bare legs and arms were a dark red color, the skin shriveled and wrinkled like burned leather, and his limbs were no thicker than those of a five-year-old boy. He had a few gray hairs tied at the back of his head; and he was so frail that when we approached him, he slowly raised his hands to his face, lifted his eyelids with his fingers to look at us, and then let them drop again, as if he had lost all control over them. I asked him his age, but all I got in response was "Quien sabe?"—they probably didn’t know how old he was.

Leaving the mission, we returned to village, going nearly all the way on a full run. The California horses have no medium gait, which is pleasant, between walking and running; for as there are no streets and parades, they have no need of the genteel trot, and their riders usually keep them at the top of their speed until they are fired, and then let them rest themselves by walking. The fine air of the afternoon; the rapid rate of the animals, who seemed almost to fly over the ground; and the excitement and novelty of the motion to us, who had been so long confined on shipboard, were exhilarating beyond expression, and we felt willing to ride all day long. Coming into the village, we found things looking very lively. The Indians, who always have a holyday on Sunday, were engaged at playing a kind of running game of ball, on a level piece of ground, near the houses. The old ones sat down in a ring, looking on, while the young ones—men, boys and girls—were chasing the ball, and throwing it with all their might. Some of the girls ran like greyhounds. At every accident, or remarkable feat, the old people set up a deafening screaming and clapping of hands. Several blue jackets were reeling about among the houses, which showed that the pulperias had been well patronized. One or two of the sailors had got on horseback, but being rather indifferent horsemen, and the Spaniards having given them vicious horses, they were soon thrown, much to the amusement of the people. A half dozen Sandwich Islanders, from the hide-houses and the two brigs, who are bold riders, were dashing about on the full gallop, hallooing and laughing like so many wild men.

Leaving the mission, we headed back to the village, almost sprinting the entire way. The California horses don’t have a middle gait that’s nice for between walking and running; since there are no streets or parades, they don’t need a fancy trot. Their riders usually keep them at full speed until they tire out, then let them rest by walking. The fresh afternoon air, the fast pace of the horses that seemed to fly over the ground, and the excitement and novelty of the motion, especially for us who had been stuck on the ship for so long, was incredibly invigorating, and we felt like we could ride all day. As we entered the village, everything felt lively. The Indians, who always have a holiday on Sunday, were playing a running ball game on a flat area near the houses. The older folks sat in a circle watching while the younger ones—men, boys, and girls—chased the ball and threw it with all their strength. Some of the girls were as fast as greyhounds. Every time something happened or someone pulled off a great move, the older people erupted with deafening cheers and claps. A few sailors were staggering around the houses, indicating that the local pulperias had been busy. A couple of sailors had gotten on horses, but since they weren’t great riders and the Spaniards had given them difficult horses, they were quickly thrown off, much to the crowd’s amusement. A handful of Sandwich Islanders from the hide-houses and the two brigs, who were skilled riders, were galloping around, shouting and laughing like wild men.

It was now nearly sundown, and S—— and myself went into a house and sat quietly down to rest ourselves before going down to the beach. Several people were soon collected to see "los Ingles marineros," and one of them—a young woman—took a great fancy to my pocket handkerchief, which was a large silk one that I had before going to sea, and a handsomer one than they had been in the habit of seeing. Of course, I gave it to her; which brought us into high favor; and we had a present of some pears and other fruits, which we took down to the beach with us. When we came to leave the house, we found that our horses, which we left tied at the door, were both gone. We had paid for them to ride down to the beach, but they were not to be found. We went to the man of whom we hired them, but he only shrugged his shoulders, and to our question, "Where are the horses?" only answered—"Quien sabe?" but as he was very easy, and made no inquiries for the saddles, we saw that he knew very well where they were. After a little trouble, determined not to walk down,—a distance of three miles—we procured two, at four reals apiece, with an Indian boy to run on behind and bring them back. Determined to have "the go" out of the horses, for our trouble, we went down at full speed, and were on the beach in fifteen minutes. Wishing to make our liberty last as long as possible, we rode up and down among the hide-houses, amusing ourselves with seeing the men, as they came down, (it was now dusk,) some on horseback and others on foot. The Sandwich Islanders rode down, and were in "high snuff." We inquired for our shipmates, and were told that two of them had started on horseback and had been thrown or had fallen off, and were seen heading for the beach, but steering pretty wild, and by the looks of things, would not be down much before midnight.

It was almost sunset, and S—— and I went into a house and sat quietly to rest before heading to the beach. Soon, several people gathered to see "the English sailors," and one of them—a young woman—became quite fond of my pocket handkerchief, which was a large silk one I'd had before going to sea and was nicer than what they were used to. Naturally, I gave it to her, which made us very popular, and we received some pears and other fruits as a gift, which we took with us to the beach. When we were about to leave the house, we discovered that our horses, which we had tied at the door, were missing. We had paid to ride them down to the beach, but they couldn't be found. We approached the man we had rented them from, but he just shrugged his shoulders, and when we asked, "Where are the horses?" he simply replied, "Who knows?" Since he seemed relaxed and didn't ask about the saddles, it was clear he knew exactly where they were. After some hassle, determined not to walk three miles, we managed to get two horses for four reals each, along with an Indian boy to run behind and bring them back. Wanting to make the most of our ride, we took off at full speed and reached the beach in fifteen minutes. To prolong our freedom, we rode up and down among the hide houses, enjoying watching the men come down (it was now getting dark), some on horseback and others on foot. The Sandwich Islanders rode down and were in "high spirits." We asked about our shipmates and were told that two of them had started on horseback but had either been thrown off or fallen, and were seen heading for the beach but were riding quite erratically and, judging by the situation, wouldn't arrive until much closer to midnight.

The Indian boys having arrived, we gave them our horses, and having seen them safely off, hailed for a boat and went aboard. Thus ended our first liberty-day on shore. We were well tired, but had had a good time, and were more willing to go back to our old duties. About midnight, we were waked up by our two watchmates, who had come aboard in high dispute. It seems they had started to come down on the same horse, double-backed; and each was accusing the other of being the cause of his fall. They soon, however, turned-in and fell asleep, and probably forgot all about it, for the next morning the dispute was not renewed.

The Indian boys arrived, so we gave them our horses, and after seeing them off safely, we called for a boat and boarded it. That wrapped up our first day of freedom on land. We were pretty tired but had a great time, making us more eager to return to our usual tasks. Around midnight, we were awakened by our two watchmates, who came aboard arguing loudly. Apparently, they had tried to ride down on the same horse together and were blaming each other for the fall. However, they soon settled down and fell asleep, likely forgetting all about it, because the next morning they didn’t bring it up again.




CHAPTER XVII

SAN DIEGO—A DESERTION—SAN PEDRO AGAIN—BEATING THE COAST

The next sound we heard was "All hands ahoy!" and looking up the scuttle, saw that it was just daylight. Our liberty had now truly taken flight, and with it we laid away our pumps, stockings, blue jackets, neckerchiefs, and other go-ashore paraphernalia, and putting on old duck trowsers, red shirts, and Scotch caps, began taking out and landing our hides. For three days we were hard at work, from the grey of the morning until starlight, with the exception of a short time allowed for meals, in this duty. For landing and taking on board hides, San Diego is decidedly the best place in California. The harbor is small and land-locked; there is no surf; the vessels lie within a cable's length of the beach; and the beach itself is smooth, hard sand, without rocks or stones. For these reasons, it is used by all the vessels in the trade, as a depot; and, indeed, it would be impossible, when loading with the cured hides for the passage home, to take them on board at any of the open ports, without getting them wet in the surf, which would spoil them. We took possession of one of the hide-houses, which belonged to our firm, and had been used by the California. It was built to hold forty thousand hides, and we had the pleasing prospect of filling it before we could leave the coast; and toward this, our thirty-five hundred, which we brought down with us, would do but little. There was not a man on board who did not go a dozen times into the house, and look round, and make some calculation of the time it would require.

The next sound we heard was "All hands ahoy!" and looking up the hatch, we saw that it was just daylight. Our freedom had truly begun, and we set aside our pumps, stockings, blue jackets, neckerchiefs, and other shore-going gear, putting on old duck trousers, red shirts, and Scottish caps as we started taking out and landing our hides. For three days, we worked hard from dawn until starlight, with only a short break for meals. San Diego is definitely the best spot in California for landing and taking on hides. The harbor is small and protected; there’s no surf; the vessels are anchored close to the beach; and the beach itself is smooth, hard sand without rocks or stones. Because of this, it's used by all the vessels in the trade as a depot; in fact, it would be impossible to load the cured hides for the trip home at any of the open ports without getting them wet in the surf, which would ruin them. We took over one of the hide houses that belonged to our company, which had been used by the California. It was built to hold forty thousand hides, and we were excited about the prospect of filling it before we could leave the coast; however, our thirty-five hundred hides that we brought down wouldn’t get us very far. Every man on board went into the hide house a dozen times, looking around and calculating how long it would take.

The hides, as they come rough and uncured from the vessels, are piled up outside of the houses, whence they are taken and carried through a regular process of pickling, drying, cleaning, etc., and stowed away in the house, ready to be put on board. This process is necessary in order that they may keep, during a long voyage, and in warm latitudes. For the purpose of curing and taking care of these hides, an officer and a part of the crew of each vessel are usually left ashore and it was for this business, we found, that our new officer had joined us. As soon as the hides were landed, he took charge of the house, and the captain intended to leave two or three of us with him, hiring Sandwich Islanders to take our places on board; but he could not get any Sandwich Islanders to go, though he offered them fifteen dollars a month; for the report of the flogging had got among them, and he was called "aole maikai," (no good,) and that was an end of the business. They were, however, willing to work on shore, and four of them were hired and put with Mr. Russell to cure the hides.

The hides, as they come rough and uncured from the ships, are piled up outside the houses, where they are taken and processed through pickling, drying, cleaning, etc., and stored in the house, ready to be loaded onto the ship. This process is necessary to preserve them during a long voyage in warm climates. To take care of these hides, an officer and part of the crew from each ship are usually left ashore, and we learned that our new officer joined us for this purpose. As soon as the hides were unloaded, he took charge of the house, and the captain planned to leave two or three of us with him, hiring Sandwich Islanders to take our places on board; however, he couldn't find any Sandwich Islanders willing to go, even with an offer of fifteen dollars a month. The word had gotten around about the flogging, and he was labeled "aole maikai" (no good), which ended that idea. However, they were willing to work on shore, and four of them were hired and assigned to Mr. Russell to cure the hides.

After landing our hides, we next sent ashore all our spare spars and rigging; all the stores which we did not want to use in the course of one trip to windward; and, in fact, everything which we could spare, so as to make room for hides: among other things, the pig-sty, and with it "old Bess." This was an old sow that we had brought from Boston, and which lived to get around Cape Horn, where all the other pigs died from cold and wet. Report said that she had been a Canton voyage before. She had been the pet of the cook during the whole passage, and he had fed her with the best of everything, and taught her to know his voice, and to do a number of strange tricks for his amusement. Tom Cringle says that no one can fathom a negro's affection for a pig; and I believe he is right, for it almost broke our poor darky's heart when he heard that Bess was to be taken ashore, and that he was to have the care of her no more during the whole voyage. He had depended upon her as a solace, during the long trips up and down the coast. "Obey orders, if you break owners!" said he. "Break hearts," he meant to have said; and lent a hand to get her over the side, trying to make it as easy for her as possible. We got a whip up on the main-yard, and hooking it to a strap around her body, swayed away; and giving a wink to one another, ran her chock up to the yard. "'Vast there! 'vast!" said the mate; "none of your skylarking! Lower away!" But he evidently enjoyed the joke. The pig squealed like the "crack of doom," and tears stood in the poor darky's eyes; and he muttered something about having no pity on a dumb beast. "Dumb beast!" said Jack; "if she's what you call a dumb beast, then my eyes a'n't mates." This produced a laugh from all but the cook. He was too intent upon seeing her safe in the boat. He watched her all the way ashore, where, upon her landing, she was received by a whole troop of her kind, who had been sent ashore from the other vessels, and had multiplied and formed a large commonwealth. From the door of his galley, the cook used to watch them in their manoeuvres, setting up a shout and clapping his hands whenever Bess came off victorious in the struggles for pieces of raw hide and half-picked bones which were lying about the beach. During the day, he saved all the nice things, and made a bucket of swill, and asked us to take it ashore in the gig, and looked quite disconcerted when the mate told him that he would pitch the swill overboard, and him after it, if he saw any of it go into the boats. We told him that he thought more about the pig than he did about his wife, who lived down in Robinson's Alley; and, indeed, he could hardly have been more attentive, for he actually, on several nights, after dark, when he thought he would not be seen, sculled himself ashore in a boat with a bucket of nice swill, and returned like Leander from crossing the Hellespont.

After we unloaded our hides, we sent all our extra spars and rigging ashore, along with any supplies we wouldn’t need for a single trip upwind, and basically everything we could spare to make room for the hides—including the pigsty, which meant saying goodbye to "old Bess." She was a sow we had brought from Boston, and she managed to survive the journey around Cape Horn when all the other pigs died from the cold and wet conditions. Rumor had it that she had been on a voyage to Canton before. She was the cook's pet throughout the entire trip, and he fed her the best of everything, taught her to recognize his voice, and trained her to perform various tricks for his entertainment. Tom Cringle says that nobody can understand a Black man's affection for a pig, and I believe he’s right, because it nearly broke our poor darky’s heart when he learned that Bess was going ashore and he wouldn’t be taking care of her for the rest of the voyage. He had relied on her for comfort during our long trips up and down the coast. “Obey orders, if you break owners!” he joked. “Break hearts,” he actually meant to say; and he lent a hand to help get her over the side, trying to make it as smooth as possible for her. We rigged a whip on the main yard, hooked it to a strap around her body, and started to hoist her. Giving each other a knowing wink, we hoisted her up to the yard. “Hold on! Hold on!” said the mate; “none of your fooling around! Lower away!” But he clearly enjoyed the joke. The pig squealed loudly, and tears filled the darky’s eyes as he muttered something about not having pity on a dumb animal. “Dumb animal!” Jack retorted; “if she’s what you call a dumb animal, then I’m no mate.” This got a laugh from everyone except the cook, who was too focused on making sure she made it safely to the boat. He watched her all the way to the shore, where, upon arrival, she was greeted by a group of her kind that had been sent ashore from other vessels, which had increased in number and formed a big community. From the door of his galley, the cook would watch them, cheering and clapping his hands whenever Bess won her battles for pieces of raw hides and half-picked bones on the beach. During the day, he saved all the tasty scraps and made a bucket of slop, asking us to take it ashore in the small boat, looking quite flustered when the mate told him he’d throw the slop overboard and toss him after it if he saw any of it go into the boats. We remarked that he cared more about the pig than his wife, who lived down in Robinson’s Alley; and honestly, he couldn’t have been more attentive. In fact, several nights after dark, when he thought no one would notice, he would row himself ashore in a boat with a bucket of slop, returning like Leander crossing the Hellespont.

The next Sunday the other half of our crew went ashore on liberty, and left us on board, to enjoy the first quiet Sunday which we had had upon the coast. Here were no hides to come off, and no south-easters to fear. We washed and mended our clothes in the morning, and spent the rest of the day in reading and writing. Several of us wrote letters to send home by the Lagoda. At twelve o'clock the Ayacucho dropped her fore topsail, which was a signal for her sailing. She unmoored and warped down into the bight, from which she got under way. During this operation, her crew were a long time heaving at the windlass, and I listened for nearly an hour to the musical notes of a Sandwich Islander, called Mahannah, who "sang out" for them. Sailors, when heaving at a windlass, in order that they may heave together, always have one to sing out; which is done in a peculiar, high and long-drawn note, varying with the motion of the windlass. This requires a high voice, strong lungs, and much practice, to be done well. This fellow had a very peculiar, wild sort of note, breaking occasionally into a falsetto. The sailors thought it was too high, and not enough of the boatswain hoarseness about it; but to me it had a great charm. The harbor was perfectly still, and his voice rang among the hills, as though it could have been heard for miles. Toward sundown, a good breeze having sprung up, she got under weigh, and with her long, sharp head cutting elegantly through the water, on a taut bowline, she stood directly out of the harbor, and bore away to the southward. She was bound to Callao, and thence to the Sandwich Islands, and expected to be on the coast again in eight or ten months.

The next Sunday, the other half of our crew went ashore on their day off, leaving us on the ship to enjoy the first quiet Sunday we’d had along the coast. There were no hides to process and no south-easters to worry about. We washed and fixed our clothes in the morning and spent the rest of the day reading and writing. Several of us wrote letters to send home with the Lagoda. At noon, the Ayacucho lowered her fore topsail, signaling that she was about to sail. She unmoored and maneuvered into the bight to get underway. During this process, her crew spent a long time working the windlass while I listened for nearly an hour to the melodic voice of a Sandwich Islander named Mahannah, who was singing to help them keep rhythm. When sailors are working at a windlass, they always have one person sing out to coordinate their efforts, using a specific high and elongated note that varies with the motion of the windlass. This requires a high voice, strong lungs, and a lot of practice to do well. This guy had a very unique, wild kind of note, sometimes breaking into a falsetto. The sailors thought it was too high and lacked the roughness of a boatswain's voice, but to me, it was quite charming. The harbor was completely calm, and his voice echoed among the hills, as if it could be heard for miles. Toward sunset, as a good breeze picked up, she set sail, her long, sharp bow slicing elegantly through the water on a taut bowline, heading straight out of the harbor and making her way south. She was headed to Callao and then continuing on to the Sandwich Islands, expecting to return to the coast in eight to ten months.

At the close of the week we were ready to sail, but were delayed a day or two by the running away of F——, the man who had been our second mate, and was turned forward. From the time that he was "broken," he had had a dog's berth on board the vessel, and determined to run away at the first opportunity. Having shipped for an officer when he was not half a seaman, he found little pity with the crew, and was not man enough to hold his ground among them. The captain called him a "soger,"[1] and promised to "ride him down as he would the main tack;" and when officers are once determined to "ride a man down," it is a gone case with him. He had had several difficulties with the captain, and asked leave to go home in the Lagoda; but this was refused him. One night he was insolent to an officer on the beach, and refused to come aboard in the boat. He was reported to the captain; and as he came aboard,—it being past the proper hour,—he was called aft, and told that he was to have a flogging. Immediately, he fell down on the deck, calling out—"Don't flog me, Captain T——; don't flog me!" and the captain, angry with him, and disgusted with his cowardice, gave him a few blows over the back with a rope's end and sent him forward. He was not much hurt, but a good deal frightened, and made up his mind to run away that very night. This was managed better than anything he ever did in his life, and seemed really to show some spirit and forethought. He gave his bedding and mattress to one of the Lagoda's crew, who took it aboard his vessel as something which he had bought, and promised to keep it for him. He then unpacked his chest, putting all his valuable clothes into a large canvas bag, and told one of us, who had the watch, to call him at midnight. Coming on deck, at midnight, and finding no officer on deck, and all still aft, he lowered his bag into a boat, got softly down into it, cast off the painter, and let it drop silently with the tide until he was out of hearing, when he sculled ashore.

At the end of the week, we were all set to sail, but we were held back for a day or two because of F——, the guy who had been our second mate and was now assigned to the front. Ever since he was "demoted," he had a terrible job on the ship and decided to escape at the first chance he got. Since he signed on as an officer without really being qualified, the crew had no sympathy for him, and he didn’t have the guts to stand his ground among them. The captain called him a "soger" and promised to deal with him as he would the main tack; when officers are determined to take someone down, it’s game over for that person. He had several run-ins with the captain and requested to go home on the Lagoda, but was denied. One night, he was rude to an officer on shore and refused to come back on the boat. He was reported to the captain, and when he finally returned aboard—well past curfew—he was summoned to the stern and told he was going to be flogged. He immediately fell down on the deck, crying out, “Don’t flog me, Captain T——; please don’t flog me!” The captain, furious with him and disgusted by his cowardice, gave him a few lashes with a rope’s end and sent him forward. He wasn’t badly hurt, but pretty scared, and decided he would run away that very night. He pulled this off better than anything he had ever done and actually showed some spirit and planning. He gave his bedding and mattress to one of the Lagoda's crew, telling him to take it aboard as if it were something he had bought and promised to hold it for him. Then he unpacked his chest, putting all his valuable clothes into a large canvas bag, and asked one of us on watch to wake him at midnight. When he came on deck at midnight and saw no officers around and everything quiet at the back, he lowered his bag into a boat, quietly climbed in, untied the painter, and let it drift silently with the tide until he was out of earshot, at which point he paddled ashore.

The next morning, when all hands were mustered, there was a great stir to find F——. Of course, we would tell nothing, and all they could discover was, that he had left an empty chest behind him, and that he went off in a boat; for they saw it lying up high and dry on the beach. After breakfast, the captain went up to the town, and offered a reward of twenty dollars for him; and for a couple of days, the soldiers, Indians, and all others who had nothing to do, were scouring the country for him, on horseback, but without effect; for he was safely concealed, all the time, within fifty rods of the hide-houses. As soon as he had landed, he went directly to the Lagoda's hide-house, and a part of her crew, who were living there on shore, promised to conceal him and his traps until the Pilgrim should sail, and then to intercede with Captain Bradshaw to take him on board the ship. Just behind the hide-houses, among the thickets and underwood, was a small cave, the entrance to which was known only to two men on the beach, and which was so well concealed that, though, when I afterwards came to live on shore, it was shown to me two or three times, I was never able to find it alone. To this cave he was carried before daybreak in the morning, and supplied with bread and water, and there remained until he saw us under weigh and well round the point.

The next morning, when everyone was gathered, there was a lot of commotion to find F––. Of course, we wouldn’t say anything, and all they could figure out was that he had left behind an empty chest and had taken off in a boat; they saw it sitting high and dry on the beach. After breakfast, the captain went to the town and offered a reward of twenty dollars for him. For a couple of days, the soldiers, Indians, and anyone else who had no work to do were searching the area for him on horseback, but without success; he was safely hidden just fifty rods away from the hide-houses. As soon as he landed, he went straight to the Lagoda's hide-house, where part of her crew, who were living ashore, promised to hide him and his gear until the Pilgrim set sail, and then to talk to Captain Bradshaw about taking him on board the ship. Just behind the hide-houses, among the bushes and undergrowth, was a small cave, the entrance to which was known only to two men on the beach, and it was so well hidden that even when I later lived on shore and it was shown to me two or three times, I could never find it by myself. He was taken to this cave before dawn in the morning, given bread and water, and stayed there until he saw us under way and rounding the point.

Friday, March 27th. The captain, having given up all hope of finding F——, and being unwilling to delay any longer, gave orders for unmooring the ship, and we made sail, dropping slowly down with the tide and light wind. We left letters with Captain Bradshaw to take to Boston, and had the satisfaction of hearing him say that he should be back again before we left the coast. The wind, which was very light, died away soon after we doubled the point, and we lay becalmed for two days, not moving three miles the whole time, and a part of the second day were almost within sight of the vessels. On the third day, about noon, a cool sea-breeze came rippling and darkening the surface of the water, and by sundown we were off San Juan's, which is about forty miles from San Diego, and is called half way to San Pedro, where we were now bound. Our crew was now considerably weakened. One man we had lost overboard; another had been taken aft as clerk; and a third had run away; so that, beside S—— and myself, there were only three able seamen and one boy of twelve years of age. With this diminished and discontented crew, and in a small vessel, we were now to battle the watch through a couple of years of hard service; yet there was not one who was not glad that F—— had escaped; for, shiftless and good for nothing as he was, no one could wish to see him dragging on a miserable life, cowed down and disheartened; and we were all rejoiced to hear, upon our return to San Diego, about two months afterwards, that he had been immediately taken aboard the Lagoda, and went home in her, on regular seaman's wages.

Friday, March 27th. The captain, having lost all hope of finding F——, and not wanting to delay any longer, ordered the ship to be unmoored, and we set sail, gradually drifting down with the tide and light wind. We left letters with Captain Bradshaw to take to Boston, and were pleased to hear him say he would be back before we left the coast. The wind, which was very light, died down soon after we rounded the point, and we were stuck for two days without moving more than three miles in total, and for part of the second day, we were almost in sight of the vessels. On the third day, around noon, a cool sea breeze picked up, rippling and darkening the water's surface, and by sundown, we reached San Juan's, which is about forty miles from San Diego, and is considered halfway to San Pedro, where we were headed. Our crew was significantly weakened. We had lost one man overboard, another had been taken on as a clerk, and a third had run away; so besides S—— and me, there were only three able seamen and a twelve-year-old boy. With this smaller and unhappy crew, and in a small vessel, we were now set to brave the next couple of years of tough service; yet no one wished ill on F——, as shiftless and useless as he was; no one wanted to see him struggling through a miserable life, beaten down and discouraged. We were all glad to hear, when we returned to San Diego about two months later, that he had been quickly taken aboard the Lagoda and went home on regular seaman's pay.

After a slow passage of five days, we arrived, on Wednesday, the first of April, at our old anchoring ground at San Pedro. The bay was as deserted, and looked as dreary, as before, and formed no pleasing contrast with the security and snugness of San Diego, and the activity and interest which the loading and unloading of four vessels gave to that scene. In a few days the hides began to come slowly down, and we got into the old business of rolling goods up the hill, pitching hides down, and pulling our long league off and on. Nothing of note occurred while we were lying here, except that an attempt was made to repair the small Mexican brig which had been cast away in a south-easter, and which now lay up, high and dry, over one reef of rocks and two sand-banks. Our carpenter surveyed her, and pronounced her capable of refitting, and in a few days the owners came down from the Pueblo, and, waiting for the high spring tides, with the help of our cables, kedges, and crew, got her off and afloat, after several trials. The three men at the house on shore, who had formerly been a part of her crew, now joined her, and seemed glad enough at the prospect of getting off the coast.

After a slow five-day journey, we arrived on Wednesday, April 1, at our old anchoring spot in San Pedro. The bay was just as abandoned and dreary as before, offering no exciting contrast to the comfort and bustle of San Diego, where the loading and unloading of four ships brought a lively atmosphere. A few days later, the hides started to come down slowly, and we got back into the familiar routine of rolling goods up the hill, pitching hides down, and hauling our long league back and forth. Nothing significant happened while we were there, except for an attempt to repair a small Mexican brig that had been stranded during a southeast storm. It was now sitting high and dry on a reef of rocks and two sandbanks. Our carpenter inspected the vessel and declared it fixable. A few days later, the owners came down from the Pueblo, and waiting for the high spring tides, they, with the help of our cables, kedges, and crew, managed to get her off and afloat after several attempts. The three men at the house on shore, who had previously been part of her crew, joined her and seemed quite pleased at the chance to leave the coast.

On board our own vessel, things went on in the common monotonous way. The excitement which immediately followed the flogging scene had passed off, but the effect of it upon the crew, and especially upon the two men themselves, remained. The different manner in which these men were affected, corresponding to their different characters, was not a little remarkable. John was a foreigner and high-tempered, and, though mortified, as any one would be at having had the worst of an encounter, yet his chief feeling seemed to be anger; and he talked much of satisfaction and revenge, if he ever got back to Boston. But with the other, it was very different. He was an American, and had had some education; and this thing coming upon him, seemed completely to break him down. He had a feeling of the degradation that had been inflicted upon him, which the other man was incapable of. Before that, he had a good deal of fun, and mused us often with queer negro stories,—(he was from a slave state); but afterwards he seldom smiled; seemed to lose all life and elasticity; and appeared to have but one wish, and that was for the voyage to be at an end. I have often known him to draw a long sigh when he was alone, and he took but little part or interest in John's plans of satisfaction and retaliation.

On our ship, things continued in the usual monotonous way. The excitement that followed the whipping scene had faded, but its impact on the crew, especially the two men involved, lingered. The different ways these men reacted, reflecting their distinct personalities, were quite striking. John, a foreigner with a hot temper, felt humiliated, as anyone would after losing a fight, but his main emotion seemed to be anger. He often mentioned wanting satisfaction and revenge if he ever made it back to Boston. The other man’s reaction was very different. He was American and somewhat educated; this incident seemed to completely break him. He felt deeply degraded by what had happened, a feeling the other man couldn’t comprehend. Before this, he had a lot of fun and entertained us with odd dark stories—he was from a slave state—but afterward, he rarely smiled. He seemed to lose all energy and enthusiasm, and his only desire appeared to be for the voyage to end. I often noticed him sighing deeply when he was by himself, and he showed little interest in John’s plans for revenge and retaliation.

After a stay of about a fortnight, during which we slipped for one south-easter, and were at sea two days, we got under weigh for Santa Barbara. It was now the middle of April, and the south-easter season was nearly over; and the light, regular trade-winds, which blow down the coast, began to set steadily in, during the latter part of each day. Against these, we beat slowly up to Santa Barbara—a distance of about ninety miles—in three days. There we found, lying at anchor, the large Genoese ship which we saw in the same place, on the first day of our coming upon the coast. She had been up to San Francisco, or, as it is called, "chock up to windward," had stopped at Monterey on her way down, and was shortly to proceed to San Pedro and San Diego, and thence, taking in her cargo, to sail for Valparaiso and Cadiz. She was a large, clumsy ship, and with her topmasts stayed forward, and high poop-deck, looked like an old woman with a crippled back. It was now the close of Lent, and on Good Friday she had all her yards a'cock-bill, which is customary among Catholic vessels. Some also have an effigy of Judas, which the crew amuse themselves with keel-hauling and hanging by the neck from the yard-arms.

After staying for about two weeks, during which we experienced one southeast wind and were at sea for two days, we set off for Santa Barbara. It was now mid-April, and the southeast wind season was almost over; the light, steady trade winds that blow down the coast began to pick up consistently in the late afternoons. Against these winds, we slowly made our way to Santa Barbara—a distance of about ninety miles—in three days. There, we found the large Genoese ship we had seen on our first day on the coast, anchored in the same spot. She had gone up to San Francisco, or as it’s put, “chock up to windward,” stopped at Monterey on her way down, and was soon to head to San Pedro and San Diego, before loading her cargo and sailing to Valparaiso and Cadiz. She was a large, clunky ship, and with her topmasts braced forward and high poop deck, she resembled an old woman with a hunched back. It was now the end of Lent, and on Good Friday, she had all her yards set at an angle, which is customary for Catholic vessels. Some also have an effigy of Judas that the crew enjoys keel-hauling and hanging by the neck from the yardarms.


[1] Soger (soldier) is the worst term of reproach that can be applied to a sailor. It signifies a skulk, a sherk,—one who is always trying to get clear of work, and is out of the way, or hanging back, when duty is to be done. "Marine" is the term applied more particularly to a man who is ignorant and clumsy about seaman's work—a green-horn—a land-lubber. To make a sailor shoulder a handspike, and walk fore and aft the deck, like a sentry, is the most ignominious punishment that could be put upon him. Such a punishment inflicted upon an able seaman in a vessel of war, would break his spirit down more than a flogging.

[1] Calling someone a soger (soldier) is the worst insult you can throw at a sailor. It means they're a slacker, someone who always tries to avoid hard work and is either hiding away or dragging their feet when it’s time to do their job. The word "marine" is specifically used for a person who is clueless and awkward about sailor’s tasks—a newbie—a landlubber. Making a sailor carry a handspike and walk back and forth on deck like a guard is the most humiliating punishment you could impose on them. Such a punishment on a skilled sailor in a warship would crush their spirit even more than a beating.




CHAPTER XVIII

EASTER SUNDAY—"SAIL HO!"—WHALES—SAN JUAN—ROMANCE OF HIDE-DROGHING—SAN DIEGO AGAIN

The next Sunday was Easter Sunday, and as there had been no liberty at San Pedro, it was our turn to go ashore and misspend another Sabbath. Soon after breakfast, a large boat, filled with men in blue jackets, scarlet caps, and various colored under-clothes, bound ashore on liberty, left the Italian ship, and passed under our stern; the men singing beautiful Italian boat-songs, all the way, in fine, full chorus. Among the songs I recognized the favorite "O Pescator dell' onda." It brought back to my mind pianofortes, drawing-rooms, young ladies singing, and a thousand other things which as little befitted me, in my situation, to be thinking upon. Supposing that the whole day would be too long a time to spend ashore, as there was no place to which we could take a ride, we remained quietly on board until after dinner. We were then pulled ashore in the stern of the boat, and, with orders to be on the beach at sundown, we took our way for the town. There, everything wore the appearance of a holyday. The people were all dressed in their best; the men riding about on horseback among the houses, and the women sitting on carpets before the doors. Under the piazza of a "pulperia," two men were seated, decked out with knots of ribbons and bouquets, and playing the violin and the Spanish guitar. These are the only instruments, with the exception of the drums and trumpets at Monterey that I ever heard in California; and I suspect they play upon no others, for at a great fandango at which I was afterwards present, and where they mustered all the music they could find, there were three violins and two guitars, and no other instrument. As it was now too near the middle of the day to see any dancing and hearing that a bull was expected down from the country, to be baited in the presidio square, in the course of an hour or two we took a stroll among the houses. Inquiring for an American who, we had been told, had married in the place, and kept a shop, we were directed to a long, low building, at the end of which was a door, with a sign over it, in Spanish. Entering the shop, we found no one in it, and the whole had an empty, deserted appearance. In a few minutes the man made his appearance, and apologized for having nothing to entertain us with, saying that he had had a fandango at his house the night before, and the people had eaten and drunk up everything.

The next Sunday was Easter Sunday, and since there hadn't been any freedom at San Pedro, it was our turn to go ashore and waste another Sabbath. Shortly after breakfast, a large boat full of men in blue jackets, red caps, and various brightly colored clothes headed for shore on liberty, leaving the Italian ship and passing by our stern. The men sang beautiful Italian boat songs all the way, harmonizing wonderfully. Among the songs, I recognized the favorite "O Pescator dell'onda." It reminded me of pianos, drawing rooms, young ladies singing, and a thousand other things that were hardly appropriate for me to be thinking about in my situation. Assuming that a whole day ashore would be too long since there was nowhere to ride, we stayed quietly on board until after dinner. We were then rowed ashore in the back of the boat, and with instructions to return to the beach at sunset, we made our way to the town. Everything there had a festive atmosphere. People were dressed in their best; men were riding around on horseback among the houses, and women were sitting on carpets in front of their doors. Under the piazza of a "pulperia," two men were sitting, adorned with ribbons and bouquets, playing the violin and the Spanish guitar. These were the only instruments I ever heard in California, aside from the drums and trumpets in Monterey. I suspect they stick to just these, because at a big fandango I later attended, which gathered all the music they could find, there were three violins and two guitars, and nothing else. Since it was now too close to midday to see any dancing and we heard a bull was expected from the countryside to be baited in the presidio square, we took a stroll among the houses for the next hour or two. When we asked about an American who we had heard married in the area and owned a shop, we were directed to a long, low building with a door at the end, marked with a sign in Spanish. Upon entering the shop, we found it empty and deserted. A few minutes later, the man appeared and apologized for not having anything to entertain us, explaining that he had hosted a fandango at his house the night before, and the guests had eaten and drunk everything.

"Oh yes!" said I, "Easter holydays?"

"Oh yeah!" I said, "Easter holidays?"

"No!" said he, with a singular expression to his face; "I had a little daughter die the other day, and that's the custom of the country."

"No!" he said, with a unique look on his face; "I recently lost a little daughter, and that’s how things are done here."

Here I felt a little strangely, not knowing what to say, or whether to offer consolation or no, and was beginning to retire, when he opened a side door and told us to walk in. Here I was no less astonished; for I found a large room, filled with young girls, from three or four years of age up to fifteen and sixteen, dressed all in white, with wreaths of flowers on their heads, and bouquets in their hands. Following our conductor through all these girls, who were playing about in high spirits, we came to a table, at the end of the room, covered with a white cloth, on which lay a coffin, about three feet long, with the body of his child. The coffin was lined on the outside with white cloth, and on the inside with white satin, and was strewed with flowers. Through an open door we saw, in another room, a few elderly people in common dresses; while the benches and tables thrown up in a corner, and the stained walls, gave evident signs of the last night's "high go." Feeling, like Garrick, between tragedy and comedy, an uncertainty of purpose and a little awkwardness, I asked the man when the funeral would take place, and being told that it would move toward the mission in about an hour, took my leave.

I felt a bit strange, not sure what to say or whether to offer comfort or not, and was about to leave when he opened a side door and invited us in. I was even more surprised; I found a large room filled with young girls, ranging from three or four years old to fifteen and sixteen, all dressed in white, wearing flower wreaths on their heads and holding bouquets. Following our guide through the group of girls, who were playing joyfully, we reached a table at the end of the room, covered with a white cloth, on which lay a coffin about three feet long with his child's body inside. The coffin was lined outside with white cloth and inside with white satin, and was adorned with flowers. Through an open door, we could see a few elderly people in everyday clothes in another room; meanwhile, the benches and tables piled in a corner, along with the stained walls, clearly showed signs of last night's celebration. Feeling, like Garrick, caught between tragedy and comedy, I asked the man when the funeral would be, and after learning that it would head to the mission in about an hour, I took my leave.

To pass away the time, we took horses and rode down to the beach, and there found three or four Italian sailors, mounted, and riding up and down, on the hard sand, at a furious rate. We joined them, and found it fine sport. The beach gave us a stretch of a mile or more, and the horses flew over the smooth, hard sand, apparently invigorated and excited by the salt sea-breeze, and by the continual roar and dashing of the breakers. From the beach we returned to the town, and finding that the funeral procession had moved, rode on and overtook it, about half-way to the mission. Here was as peculiar a sight as we had seen before in the house; the one looking as much like a funeral procession as the other did like a house of mourning. The little coffin was borne by eight girls, who were continually relieved by others, running forward from the procession and taking their places. Behind it came a straggling company of girls, dressed as before, in white and flowers, and including, I should suppose by their numbers, nearly all the girls between five and fifteen in the place. They played along on the way, frequently stopping and running all together to talk to some one, or to pick up a flower, and then running on again to overtake the coffin. There were a few elderly women in common colors; and a herd of young men and boys, some on foot and others mounted, followed them, or walked or rode by their side, frequently interrupting them by jokes and questions. But the most singular thing of all was, that two men walked, one on each side of the coffin, carrying muskets in their hands, which they continually loaded, and fired into the air. Whether this was to keep off the evil spirits or not, I do not know. It was the only interpretation that I could put upon it.

To pass the time, we took horses and rode down to the beach, where we found three or four Italian sailors riding up and down on the hard sand at a crazy speed. We joined them, and it turned out to be a lot of fun. The beach stretched for over a mile, and our horses sped across the smooth, hard sand, clearly energized and thrilled by the salty sea breeze and the constant crashing of the waves. After we left the beach, we headed back to town and realized that the funeral procession had already started, so we rode ahead to catch up with it about halfway to the mission. It was just as strange a sight as what we’d seen at the house; one as much like a funeral procession as the other looked like a house of mourning. The small coffin was carried by eight girls, who were continually swapped out by others running up from the procession to take their place. Behind them was a scattered group of girls dressed in white and flowers, likely including nearly all the girls aged five to fifteen in the area. They played along the way, often stopping to run ahead and chat with someone or pick a flower, then running back to catch up with the coffin. There were a few older women dressed in plain colors, and a group of young men and boys, some on foot and others on horseback, who walked or rode alongside them, often interrupting with jokes and questions. The most unusual sight was two men walking on either side of the coffin, carrying muskets, which they frequently loaded and fired into the air. Whether this was to ward off evil spirits or not, I can’t say. It was the only explanation I could come up with.

As we drew near the mission, we saw the great gate thrown open, and the pádre standing on the steps, with a crucifix in hand. The mission is a large and deserted-looking place, the out-buildings going to ruin, and everything giving one the impression of decayed grandeur. A large stone fountain threw out pure water, from four mouths, into a basin, before the church door; and we were on the point of riding up to let our horses drink, when it occurred to us that it might be consecrated, and we forbore. Just at this moment, the bells set up their harsh, discordant clang; and the procession moved into the court. I was anxious to follow, and see the ceremony, but the horse of one of my companions had become frightened, and was tearing off toward the town; and having thrown his rider, and got one of his feet caught in the saddle, which had slipped, was fast dragging and ripping it to pieces. Knowing that my shipmate could not speak a word of Spanish, and fearing that he would get into difficulty, I was obliged to leave the ceremony and ride after him. I soon overtook him, trudging along, swearing at the horse, and carrying the remains of the saddle, which he had picked up on the road. Going to the owner of the horse, we made a settlement with him, and found him surprisingly liberal. All parts of the saddle were brought back, and, being capable of repair, he was satisfied with six reáls. We thought it would have been a few dollars. We pointed to the horse, which was now half way up one of the mountains; but he shook his head, saying, "No importe!" and giving us to understand that he had plenty more.

As we got closer to the mission, we saw the big gate wide open, with the padre standing on the steps, holding a crucifix. The mission looked large and deserted, with the outbuildings falling apart and everything giving off an air of faded grandeur. A big stone fountain was spouting fresh water from four spouts into a basin in front of the church door, and we were just about to ride up and let our horses drink when we remembered it might be consecrated, so we held back. At that moment, the bells started ringing loudly and off-key, and the procession entered the courtyard. I was eager to follow and watch the ceremony, but one of my friend's horse got spooked and bolted toward town; it threw him off and got one of its feet caught in the slipping saddle, dragging it and tearing it apart. Knowing my shipmate couldn’t speak any Spanish and worried he might get into trouble, I had to leave the ceremony and ride after him. I quickly caught up with him as he trudged along, cursing the horse and carrying the remains of the saddle he had picked up from the road. We approached the horse's owner and worked out a deal with him, and to our surprise, he was quite generous. He got all the saddle pieces back, and since they could be repaired, he was happy with just six reáls. We thought it would cost a few dollars. We pointed to the horse, which was now halfway up one of the mountains, but he shook his head, saying, "No importa!" indicating he had plenty more.

Having returned to the town, we saw a great crowd collected in the square before the principal pulperia, and riding up, found that all these people—men, women, and children—had been drawn together by a couple of bantam cocks. The cocks were in full tilt, springing into one another, and the people were as eager, laughing and shouting, as though the combatants had been men. There had been a disappointment about the bull; he had broken his bail, and taken himself off, and it was too late to get another; so the people were obliged to put up with a cock-fight. One of the bantams having been knocked in the head, and had an eye put out, he gave in, and two monstrous prize-cocks were brought on. These were the object of the whole affair; the two bantams having been merely served up as a first course, to collect the people together. Two fellows came into the ring holding the cocks in their arms, and stroking them, and running about on all fours, encouraging and setting them on. Bets ran high, and, like most other contests, it remained for some time undecided. They both showed great pluck, and fought probably better and longer than their masters would have done. Whether, in the end, it was the white or the red that beat, I do not recollect; but, whichever it was, he strutted off with the true veni-vidi-vici look, leaving the other lying panting on his beam-ends.

Having returned to town, we saw a huge crowd gathered in the square in front of the main pulperia, and as we rode up, we found that all these people—men, women, and children—had come together to watch a couple of bantam cocks. The cocks were in full battle mode, leaping at each other, and the crowd was just as excited, laughing and shouting, as if the fighters had been men. There had been a letdown regarding the bull; he had broken free and wandered off, and it was too late to find another, so the people had to settle for a cock-fight instead. One of the bantams got hit in the head, lost an eye, and gave up, so they brought in two massive prize-cocks. These were the main event; the two bantams had just served as the opening act to gather the crowd. Two guys entered the ring holding the cocks in their arms, petting them, and crawling around on all fours, cheering them on. Bets were flying, and, like with most contests, it stayed undecided for a while. Both cocks showed a lot of guts and likely fought longer and better than their owners would have. I don’t remember whether the white or the red won in the end, but whoever it was strutted away looking victorious, while the other lay there gasping for breath.

This matter having been settled, we heard some talk about "caballos" and "carrera" and seeing the people all streaming off in one direction, we followed, and came upon a level piece of ground, just out of the town, which was used as a race-course. Here the crowd soon became thick again; the ground was marked off; the judges stationed; and the horses led up to one end. Two fine-looking old gentlemen—Don Carlos and Don Domingo, so called—held the stakes, and all was now ready. We waited some time, during which we could just see the horses twisting round and turning, until, at length, there was a shout along the lines, and on they came—heads stretched out and eyes starting;—working all over, both man and beast. The steeds came by us like a couple of chain-shot—neck and neck; and now we could see nothing but their backs, and their hind hoofs flying in the air. As fast as the horses passed, the crowd broke up behind them, and ran to the goal. When we got there, we found the horses returning on a slow walk, having run far beyond the mark, and heard that the long, bony one had come in head and shoulders before the other. The riders were light-built men; had handkerchiefs tied round their heads; and were bare-armed and bare-legged. The horses were noble-looking beasts, not so sleek and combed as our Boston stable-horses, but with fine limbs, and spirited eyes. After this had been settled, and fully talked over, the crowd scattered again and flocked back to the town.

Once this was sorted out, we heard some chatter about "horses" and "races," and seeing everyone heading in one direction, we followed along until we reached a flat area just outside the town that served as a racecourse. The crowd quickly thickened again; the track was marked off, the judges were in place, and the horses were brought to one end. Two distinguished-looking older gentlemen—Don Carlos and Don Domingo—were holding the stakes, and everything was set. We waited for a while, during which we could just make out the horses moving around, until finally, there was a shout from the sidelines, and they came charging in—heads stretched out and eyes wide; both riders and horses were fully engaged. The horses raced past us like two cannonballs—neck and neck; all we could see were their backs and their hind legs kicking up in the air. As the horses sped by, the crowd split up behind them and rushed toward the finish line. When we got there, we found the horses returning at a slow walk, having gone well past the mark, and we heard that the tall, lanky one had won by a clear margin over the other. The riders were slim men with handkerchiefs tied around their heads, and they were bare-armed and bare-legged. The horses were striking creatures, not as shiny and groomed as the ones from our Boston stables, but with strong legs and spirited eyes. After this was settled and discussed, the crowd dispersed once more and headed back into the town.

Returning to the large pulperia, we found the violin and guitar screaming and twanging away under the piazza, where they had been all day. As it was now sundown, there began to be some dancing. The Italian sailors danced, and one of our crew exhibited himself in a sort of West India shuffle, much to the amusement of the bystanders, who cried out, "Bravo!" "Otra vez!" and "Vivan los marineros!" but the dancing did not become general, as the women and the "gente de razón" had not yet made their appearance. We wished very much to stay and see the style of dancing; but, although we had had our own way during the day, yet we were, after all, but 'foremast Jacks; and having been ordered to be on the beach by sundown, did not venture to be more than an hour behind the time; so we took our way down. We found the boat just pulling ashore through the breakers, which were running high, there having been a heavy fog outside, which, from some cause or other, always brings on, or precedes a heavy sea. Liberty-men are privileged from the time they leave the vessel until they step on board again; so we took our places in the stern sheets, and were congratulating ourselves upon getting off dry, when a great comber broke fore and aft the boat, and wet us through and through, filling the boat half full of water. Having lost her buoyancy by the weight of the water, she dropped heavily into every sea that struck her, and by the time we had pulled out of the surf into deep water, she was but just afloat, and we were up to our knees. By the help of a small bucket and our hats, we bailed her out, got on board, hoisted the boats, eat our supper, changed our clothes, gave (as is usual) the whole history of our day's adventures to those who had staid on board, and having taken a night-smoke, turned-in. Thus ended our second day's liberty on shore.

Returning to the large pulperia, we found the violin and guitar blaring away under the piazza, where they had been all day. Since it was now sunset, some dancing started. The Italian sailors broke into a dance, and one of our crew showed off a kind of West India shuffle, much to the amusement of the onlookers, who shouted, "Bravo!" "Otra vez!" and "Vivan los marineros!" However, the dancing didn’t turn into a larger gathering since the women and the "gente de razón" hadn't arrived yet. We really wanted to stay and see how they danced, but even though we had been free to do as we pleased during the day, we were still just 'foremast Jacks' and had been ordered to be on the beach by sunset, so we didn’t want to be more than an hour late; therefore, we made our way down. We found the boat just pulling ashore through the big waves, which were running high; there had been a heavy fog outside, which usually brings on or precedes a rough sea. Liberty-men are allowed to relax from the time they leave the ship until they board again, so we took our places in the back of the boat and were congratulating ourselves on staying dry when a huge wave crashed over the boat, soaking us completely and filling it halfway with water. Losing buoyancy from all the water, the boat dropped heavily with every wave that hit it, and by the time we pulled out of the surf and into deeper water, it was barely floating, and we were up to our knees in water. With the help of a small bucket and our hats, we bailed it out, got on board, hoisted the boats, ate our supper, changed our clothes, shared (as is usual) the whole story of our day's adventures with those who had stayed on board, and after having a smoke before bed, turned in. Thus ended our second day of freedom on shore.

On Monday morning, as an offset to our day's sport, we were all set to work "tarring down" the rigging. Some got girt-lines up for riding down the stays and back-stays, and others tarred the shrouds, lifts, etc., laying out on the yards, and coming down the rigging. We overhauled our bags and took out our old tarry trowsers and frocks, which we had used when we tarred down before, and were all at work in the rigging by sunrise. After breakfast, we had the satisfaction of seeing the Italian ship's boat go ashore, filled with men, gaily dressed, as on the day before, and singing their barcarollas. The Easter holydays are kept up on shore during three days; and being a Catholic vessel, the crew had the advantage of them. For two successive days, while perched up in the rigging, covered with tar and engaged in our disagreeable work, we saw these fellows going ashore in the morning, and coming off again at night, in high spirits. So much for being Protestants. There's no danger of Catholicism's spreading in New England; Yankees can't afford the time to be Catholics. American shipmasters get nearly three weeks more labor out of their crews, in the course of a year, than the masters of vessels from Catholic countries. Yankees don't keep Christmas, and ship-masters at sea never know when Thanksgiving comes, so Jack has no festival at all.

On Monday morning, as a break from our day's tasks, we were all ready to start "tarring down" the rigging. Some of us set up girt-lines for climbing down the stays and back-stays, while others tarred the shrouds, lifts, etc., laying out on the yards and coming down the rigging. We rummaged through our bags and pulled out our old tar-covered trousers and jackets, which we had worn during previous tarring sessions, and we were all working in the rigging by sunrise. After breakfast, we were pleased to see the Italian ship's boat head ashore, filled with men dressed brightly, just like the day before, singing their traditional songs. The Easter holidays are celebrated on shore for three days, and since it was a Catholic vessel, the crew benefitted from that. For two days straight, while we perched in the rigging, covered in tar and focusing on our tough task, we watched those guys head ashore in the morning and come back at night, in great spirits. So much for being Protestants. There's no risk of Catholicism spreading in New England; people in New England can't afford the time to be Catholics. American ship captains get nearly three more weeks of work from their crews each year than captains from Catholic countries do. New Englanders don’t celebrate Christmas, and ship captains at sea never know when Thanksgiving is, so sailors have no holidays at all.

About noon, a man aloft called out "Sail ho!" and looking round, we saw the head sails of a vessel coming round the point. As she drew round, she showed the broadside of a full-rigged brig, with the Yankee ensign at her peak. We ran up our stars and stripes, and, knowing that there was no American brig on the coast but ourselves, expected to have news from home. She rounded-to and let go her anchor, but the dark faces on her yards, when they furled the sails, and the Babel on deck, soon made known that she was from the Islands. Immediately afterwards, a boat's crew came aboard, bringing her skipper, and from them we learned that she was from Oahu, and was engaged in the same trade with the Ayacucho, Loriotte, etc., between the coast, the Sandwich Islands, and the leeward coast of Peru and Chili. Her captain and officers were Americans, and also a part of her crew; the rest were Islanders. She was called the Catalina, and, like all the others vessels in that trade, except the Ayacucho, her papers and colors were from Uncle Sam. They, of course, brought us no news, and we were doubly disappointed, for we had thought, at first, it might be the ship which we were expecting from Boston.

Around noon, a man up high shouted, "Sail ho!" and looking around, we saw the headsails of a ship coming around the point. As she turned, we saw the broadside of a fully rigged brig with the Yankee flag at her peak. We raised our stars and stripes, and knowing there was no other American brig on the coast except for us, we expected to hear news from home. She rounded up and dropped anchor, but the dark faces on her yards as they furled the sails and the chatter on deck quickly revealed that she was from the Islands. Soon after, a crew from a boat came aboard, bringing her captain, and from them, we learned that she was from Oahu and was involved in the same trade as the Ayacucho, Loriotte, etc., between the coast, the Sandwich Islands, and the leeward coast of Peru and Chile. Her captain and officers were Americans, and some of her crew were as well; the rest were Islanders. She was called the Catalina, and like all the other ships in that trade, except for the Ayacucho, her papers and colors came from Uncle Sam. They, of course, brought us no news, and we were even more disappointed because we had initially thought it might be the ship we were expecting from Boston.

After lying here about a fortnight, and collecting all the hides the place afforded, we set sail again for San Pedro. There we found the brig which we had assisted in getting off lying at anchor, with a mixed crew of Americans, English, Sandwich Islanders, Spaniards, and Spanish Indians; and, though much smaller than we, yet she had three times the number of men; and she needed them, for her officers were Californians. No vessels in the world go so poorly manned as American and English; and none do so well. A Yankee brig of that size would have had a crew of four men, and would have worked round and round her. The Italian ship had a crew of thirty men; nearly three times as many as the Alert, which was afterwards on the coast, and was of the same size; yet the Alert would get under weigh and come-to in half the time, and get two anchors, while they were all talking at once—jabbering like a parcel of "Yahoos," and running about decks to find their cat-block.

After lying here for about two weeks and gathering all the hides we could find, we set sail again for San Pedro. There, we found the brig we had helped rescue anchored with a mixed crew of Americans, English, Sandwich Islanders, Spaniards, and Spanish Indians. Even though it was much smaller than us, it had three times the number of men, and they definitely needed them since the officers were Californians. No vessels are staffed as poorly as American and English ones, and none perform as well. A Yankee brig of that size would have a crew of just four men and would manage just fine. The Italian ship had a crew of thirty men—almost three times as many as the Alert, which was later on the coast and was the same size. However, the Alert could get ready to sail and anchor in half the time, while they were all shouting at once—chattering like a bunch of "Yahoos" and running around the deck trying to find their equipment.

There was only one point in which they had the advantage over us, and that was in lightening their labors in the boats by their songs. The Americans are a time and money saving people, but have not yet, as a nation, learned that music may be "turned to account." We pulled the long distances to and from the shore, with our loaded boats, without a word spoken, and with discontented looks, while they not only lightened the labor of rowing, but actually made it pleasant and cheerful, by their music. So true is it, that—

There was only one area where they had the edge over us, and that was by easing their work in the boats with their songs. Americans are a practical bunch, focused on saving time and money, but as a nation, they haven't yet realized that music can be beneficial. We made the long trips to and from the shore with our loaded boats in silence, looking unhappy, while they not only made rowing easier but also turned it into a fun and joyful experience with their music. So true is it, that—

"For the tired slave, song lifts the languid oar,
     And bids it aptly fall, with chime
That beautifies the fairest shore,
     And mitigates the harshest clime."

"For the weary slave, song raises the heavy oar,
And encourages it to fall in rhythm,
That beautifies the most beautiful shore,
And softens the harshest climate."

We lay about a week in San Pedro, and got under weigh for San Diego, intending to stop at San Juan, as the south-easter season was nearly over, and there was little or no danger.

We spent about a week in San Pedro, and then set sail for San Diego, planning to stop at San Juan since the southeast season was almost over, and there was little to no danger.

This being the spring season, San Pedro, as well as all the other open ports upon the coast, was filled with whales, that had come in to make their annual visit upon soundings. For the first few days that we were here and at Santa Barbara, we watched them with great interest—calling out "there she blows!" every time we saw the spout of one breaking the surface of the water; but they soon became so common that we took little notice of them. They often "broke" very near us; and one thick, foggy night, during a dead calm, while I was standing anchor-watch, one of them rose so near, that he struck our cable, and made all surge again. He did not seem to like the encounter much himself, for he sheered off, and spouted at a good distance. We once came very near running one down in the gig, and should probably have been knocked to pieces and blown sky-high. We had been on board the little Spanish brig, and were returning, stretching out well at our oars, the little boat going like a swallow; our backs were forward, (as is always the case in pulling,) and the captain, who was steering, was not looking ahead, when, all at once, we heard the spout of a whale directly ahead. "Back water! back water, for your lives!" shouted the captain; and we backed our blades in the water and brought the boat to in a smother of foam. Turning our heads, we saw a great, rough, hump-backed whale, slowly crossing our fore foot, within three or four yards of the boat's stem. Had we not backed water just as we did, we should inevitably have gone smash upon him, striking him with our stem just about amidships. He took no notice of us, but passed slowly on, and dived a few yards beyond us, throwing his tail high in the air. He was so near that we had a perfect view of him and as may be supposed, had no desire to see him nearer. He was a disgusting creature; with a skin rough, hairy, and of an iron-grey color. This kind differs much from the sperm, in color and skin, and is said to be fiercer. We saw a few sperm whales; but most of the whales that come upon the coast are fin-backs, hump-backs, and right-whales, which are more difficult to take, and are said not to give oil enough to pay for the trouble. For this reason whale-ships do not come upon the coast after them. Our captain, together with Captain Nye of the Loriotte, who had been in a whale-ship, thought of making an attempt upon one of them with two boats' crews, but as we had only two harpoons and no proper lines, they gave it up.

Being springtime, San Pedro and all the other open ports along the coast were full of whales that had come for their annual visit. For the first few days we were here and at Santa Barbara, we watched them with great interest, shouting "there she blows!" every time we spotted a spout breaking the surface. But they soon became so common that we barely paid attention. They often surfaced close to us, and one foggy night, while I was on anchor watch during a dead calm, one swam so near that it hit our cable, causing the boat to surge. It didn't seem to enjoy the encounter much either, as it swam away and spouted from a distance. We almost ran one over in the small boat, which likely would have left us in a dangerous situation. We had just been aboard a little Spanish brig and were coming back, rowing hard as the little boat sped through the water; our backs were arched forward, and since the captain was steering, he wasn't looking ahead when suddenly we heard the spout of a whale right in front of us. "Back water! Back water, for your lives!" shouted the captain. We quickly pulled back on our oars, bringing the boat to a stop in a flurry of foam. Turning to look, we saw a huge, rough, hump-backed whale slowly crossing just a few yards in front of the boat's bow. If we hadn't backed up when we did, we would have crashed into it at mid-length. The whale ignored us and swam slowly past, diving a bit further away and flipping its tail high into the air. It was so close that we got a clear view, and understandably, we did not want to get any closer. It was a grotesque creature, with rough, hairy skin that was iron-gray in color. This type is quite different from sperm whales in both color and skin texture and is believed to be fiercer. We saw a few sperm whales, but most of the whales along the coast are fin-backs, hump-backs, and right whales, which are harder to catch and are said not to yield enough oil to justify the effort. For this reason, whaling ships do not come to the coast for them. Our captain and Captain Nye of the Loriotte, who had been on a whaling ship, considered trying to hunt one with two crews of boats, but since we only had two harpoons and no proper lines, they decided to abandon the idea.

During the months of March, April, and May, these whales appear in great numbers in the open ports of Santa Barbara, San Pedro, etc., and hover off the coast, while a few find their way into the close harbors of San Diego and Monterey. They are all off again before midsummer, and make their appearance on the "off-shore ground." We saw some fine "schools" of sperm whales, which are easily distinguished by their spout, blowing away, a few miles to windward, on our passage to San Juan.

During March, April, and May, these whales show up in large numbers at the open ports of Santa Barbara, San Pedro, and others, often hanging around the coast, while a few venture into the nearby harbors of San Diego and Monterey. They all leave before midsummer and reappear in the "off-shore ground." On our way to San Juan, we spotted some impressive "schools" of sperm whales, which are easily recognizable by their spouts, blowing several miles upwind.

Coasting along on the quiet shore of the Pacific, we came to anchor, in twenty fathoms' water, almost out at sea, as it were, and directly abreast of a steep hill which overhung the water, and was twice as high as our royal-mast-head. We had heard much of this place, from the Lagoda's crew, who said it was the worst place in California. The shore is rocky, and directly exposed to the south-east, so that vessels are obliged to slip and run for their lives on the first sign of a gale; and late as it was in the season, we got up our slip-rope and gear, though we meant to stay only twenty-four hours. We pulled the agent ashore, and were ordered to wait for him, while he took a circuitous way round the hill to the mission, which was hidden behind it. We were glad of the opportunity to examine this singular place, and hauling the boat up and making her well fast, took different directions up and down the beach, to explore it.

Coasting along the quiet Pacific shore, we dropped anchor in twenty fathoms of water, almost out at sea, right in front of a steep hill that towered over the water and was twice as tall as our royal mast. We had heard a lot about this spot from the Lagoda's crew, who claimed it was the worst place in California. The shore is rocky and directly exposed to the southeast, which means ships have to slip anchor and flee at the first sign of a storm; so, even though it was late in the season, we prepared our slip-rope and gear, despite our plan to stay only twenty-four hours. We took the agent ashore and were instructed to wait while he took a longer route around the hill to the mission, which was hidden behind it. We were glad for the chance to check out this unique place, so we pulled the boat up and secured it well, then split up to explore the beach in different directions.

San Juan is the only romantic spot in California. The country here for several miles is high table-land, running boldly to the shore, and breaking off in a steep hill, at the foot of which the waters of the Pacific are constantly dashing. For several miles the water washes the very base of the hill, or breaks upon ledges and fragments of rocks which run out into the sea. Just where we landed was a small cove, or "bight," which gave us, at high tide, a few square feet of sand-beach between the sea and the bottom of the hill. This was the only landing-place. Directly before us, rose the perpendicular height of four or five hundred feet. How we were to get hides down, or goods up, upon the table-land on which the mission was situated, was more than we could tell. The agent had taken a long circuit, and yet had frequently to jump over breaks, and climb up steep places, in the ascent. No animal but a man or monkey could get up it. However, that was not our look-out; and knowing that the agent would be gone an hour or more, we strolled about, picking up shells, and following the sea where it tumbled in, roaring and spouting, among the crevices of the great rocks. What a sight, thought I, must this be in a south-easter! The rocks were as large as those of Nahant or Newport, but, to my eye, more grand and broken. Beside, there was a grandeur in everything around, which gave almost a solemnity to the scene: a silence and solitariness which affected everything! Not a human being but ourselves for miles; and no sound heard but the pulsations of the great Pacific! and the great steep hill rising like a wall, and cutting us off from all the world, but the "world of waters!" I separated myself from the rest and sat down on a rock, just where the sea ran in and formed a fine spouting horn. Compared with the plain, dull sand-beach of the rest of the coast, this grandeur was as refreshing as a great rock in a weary land. It was almost the first time that I had been positively alone—free from the sense that human beings were at my elbow, if not talking with me—since I had left home. My better nature returned strong upon me. Everything was in accordance with my state of feeling, and I experienced a glow of pleasure at finding that what of poetry and romance I ever had in me, had not been entirely deadened by the laborious and frittering life I had led. Nearly an hour did I sit, almost lost in the luxury of this entire new scene of the play in which I had been so long acting, when I was aroused by the distant shouts of my companions, and saw that they were collecting together, as the agent had made his appearance, on his way back to our boat.

San Juan is the only romantic spot in California. The land here for several miles is high, flat terrain that stretches boldly to the shore, ending in a steep hill, where the waters of the Pacific constantly crash against it. For several miles, the water reaches the very base of the hill or splashes against ledges and chunks of rock that extend into the sea. Right where we landed was a small cove, or "bight," which gave us, at high tide, a little bit of sandy beach between the ocean and the bottom of the hill. This was our only landing spot. Directly in front of us rose a vertical cliff about four or five hundred feet high. How we were going to get hides down or goods up to the flat area where the mission was located was beyond us. The agent had taken a long route but often had to jump over gaps and climb steep spots along the way. No animal except a man or monkey could make it up there. However, that was not our concern; knowing the agent would be gone for an hour or more, we wandered around, collecting shells and following the ocean as it crashed and spouted among the crevices of the massive rocks. What a sight this must be during a southeast storm! The rocks were as large as those at Nahant or Newport, but to me, they seemed more grand and rugged. Moreover, there was a majesty in everything around that made the scene almost solemn: a stillness and solitude that impacted everything! There wasn't another person for miles, and the only sound was the rhythm of the mighty Pacific! And the steep hill rose like a wall, cutting us off from everything except the "world of waters!" I moved away from the others and sat on a rock, right where the sea surged in and created a beautiful spouting horn. Compared to the plain, dull sandy beach of the rest of the coast, this grandeur felt as refreshing as a great rock in a parched land. It was almost the first time I had felt truly alone—free from the awareness of other people nearby—since I left home. My better side came back to me strongly. Everything matched my feelings, and I felt a surge of happiness realizing that the poetry and romance I once had in me hadn't been completely smothered by the tiring and trivial life I'd led. I sat there for nearly an hour, almost lost in the pleasure of this entirely new scene in the ongoing drama of my life, when I was brought back to reality by the distant shouts of my companions and saw them gathering as the agent returned to our boat.

We pulled aboard, and found the long-boat hoisted out, and nearly laden with goods; and after dinner, we all went on shore in the quarter-boat, with the long-boat in tow. As we drew in, we found an ox-cart and a couple of men standing directly on the brow of the hill; and having landed, the captain took his way round the hill, ordering me and one other to follow him. We followed, picking our way out, and jumping and scrambling up, walking over briers and prickly pears, until we came to the top. Here the country stretched out for miles as far as the eye could reach, on a level, table surface; and the only habitation in sight was the small white mission of San Juan Capistrano, with a few Indian huts about it, standing in a small hollow, about a mile from where we were. Reaching the brow of the hill where the cart stood, we found several piles of hides, and Indians sitting round them. One or two other carts were coming slowly on from the mission, and the captain told us to begin and throw the hides down. This, then, was the way they were to be got down: thrown down, one at a time, a distance of four hundred feet! This was doing the business on a great scale. Standing on the edge of the hill and looking down the perpendicular height, the sailors,

We docked and saw that the longboat was lifted out and nearly loaded with goods. After lunch, we all went ashore in the smaller boat, towing the longboat behind us. As we approached, we spotted an ox-cart and a couple of men standing right at the top of the hill. Once we landed, the captain headed around the hill, instructing me and another crew member to follow him. We did so, carefully making our way, jumping and scrambling up, walking over thorns and cacti, until we reached the summit. From there, the landscape stretched for miles in a flat, table-like expanse, with the only building in sight being the small white mission of San Juan Capistrano, along with a few Indian huts nearby, located in a small hollow about a mile from where we stood. Once we reached the hilltop where the cart was, we found several piles of hides and some Indians sitting around them. One or two other carts were slowly coming from the mission, and the captain told us to start tossing the hides down. This was how they got them down: tossed one by one over a drop of four hundred feet! This was a big operation. Standing on the edge of the hill and looking down at the steep drop, the sailors,

—"That walk upon the beach,
Appeared like mice; and our tall anchoring bark
Diminished to her cock; her cock a buoy
Almost too small for sight."

—"That walk on the beach,
Looked like mice; and our tall anchored ship
Shrunk down to her small boat; her boat a buoy
Almost too small to see."

Down this height we pitched the hides, throwing them as far out into the air as we could; and as they were all large, stiff, and doubled, like the cover of a book, the wind took them, and they swayed and eddied about, plunging and rising in the air, like a kite when it has broken its string. As it was now low tide, there was no danger of their falling into the water, and as fast as they came to ground, the men below picked them up, and taking them on their heads, walked off with them to the boat. It was really a picturesque sight: the great height; the scaling of the hides; and the continual walking to and fro of the men, who looked like mites, on the beach! This was the romance of hide-droghing!

Down from the height, we tossed the hides as far as we could into the air. Since they were all large, stiff, and folded like a book cover, the wind caught them, making them sway and whirl around, rising and falling like a kite that’s lost its string. With the tide being low, there was no risk of them landing in the water, and as soon as they touched the ground, the men below picked them up, balancing them on their heads, and walked off to the boat. It was truly a picturesque scene: the tall height, the throwing of the hides, and the men constantly moving back and forth, resembling tiny figures on the beach! This was the romance of hide-droghing!

Some of the hides lodged in cavities which were under the bank and out of our sight, being directly under us; but by sending others down in the same direction, we succeeded in dislodging them. Had they remained there, the captain said he should have sent on board for a couple of pairs of long halyards, and got some one to have gone down for them. It was said that one of the crew of an English brig went down in the same way, a few years before. We looked over, and thought it would not be a welcome task, especially for a few paltry hides; but no one knows what he can do until he is called upon; for, six months afterwards, I went down the same place by a pair of top-gallant studding-sail halyards, to save a half a dozen hides which had lodged there.

Some of the hides got stuck in cavities under the bank and out of our sight, right below us; but by sending others down in the same direction, we managed to free them. If they had stayed there, the captain said he would have called for a couple of long ropes and found someone to go down for them. It was mentioned that one of the crew from an English brig had gone down the same way a few years earlier. We looked over and thought it wouldn't be a fun job, especially for just a few worthless hides; but no one knows what they're capable of until they're faced with it; because, six months later, I went down the same spot using a pair of ropes to save a half dozen hides that had gotten stuck there.

Having thrown them all down, we took our way back again, and found the boat loaded and ready to start. We pulled off; took the hides all aboard; hoisted in the boats; hove up our anchor; made sail; and before sundown, were on our way to San Diego.

Having thrown everything down, we made our way back and found the boat loaded and ready to go. We set off, loaded the hides on board, hoisted the boats, raised our anchor, set the sails, and before sundown, we were on our way to San Diego.

Friday, May 8th, 1835. Arrived at San Diego. Here we found the little harbor deserted. The Lagoda, Ayacucho, Loriotte, and all, had left the coast, and we were nearly alone. All the hide-houses on the beach, but ours, were shut up, and the Sandwich Islanders, a dozen or twenty in number, who had worked for the other vessels and been paid off when they sailed, were living on the beach, keeping up a grand carnival. A Russian discovery-ship which had been in this port a few years before, had built a large oven for baking bread, and went away, leaving it standing. This, the Sandwich Islanders took possession of, and had kept, ever since, undisturbed. It was big enough to hold six or eight men—that is, it was as large as a ship's forecastle; had a door at the side, and a vent-hole at top. They covered it with Oahu mats, for a carpet; stopped up the vent-hole in bad weather, and made it their head-quarters. It was now inhabited by as many as a dozen or twenty men, who lived there in complete idleness—drinking, playing cards, and carousing in every way. They bought a bullock once a week, which kept them in meat, and one of them went up to the town every day to get fruit, liquor, and provisions. Besides this, they had bought a cask of ship-bread, and a barrel of flour from the Lagoda, before she sailed. There they lived, having a grand time, and caring for nobody. Captain T—— was anxious to get three or four of them to come on board the Pilgrim, as we were so much diminished in numbers; and went up to the oven and spent an hour or two trying to negotiate with them. One of them,—a finely built, active, strong and intelligent fellow,— who was a sort of king among them, acted as spokesman. He was called Mannini,—or rather, out of compliment to his known importance and influence, Mr. Mannini—and was known all over California. Through him, the captain offered them fifteen dollars a month, and one month's pay in advance; but it was like throwing pearls before swine, or rather, carrying coals to Newcastle. So long as they had money, they would not work for fifty dollars a month, and when their money was gone, they would work for ten.

Friday, May 8th, 1835. Arrived at San Diego. Here we found the small harbor deserted. The Lagoda, Ayacucho, Loriotte, and all the others had left the coast, and we were nearly alone. All the hide-houses on the beach, except for ours, were closed, and the Sandwich Islanders, a dozen or twenty in number, who had worked for the other vessels and been paid off when they sailed, were living on the beach, throwing a big party. A Russian discovery ship that had been in this port a few years earlier had built a large oven for baking bread and left it behind. The Sandwich Islanders took it over and had kept it ever since, completely undisturbed. It was big enough to fit six or eight men—that is, it was as large as a ship's forecastle; it had a door on the side and a vent-hole on top. They covered it with Oahu mats for flooring, blocked the vent-hole in bad weather, and made it their headquarters. It was now home to about a dozen or twenty men, who lived there in total leisure—drinking, playing cards, and partying in every way. They bought a bull once a week to keep them in meat, and one of them went up to town every day to get fruit, liquor, and supplies. Besides that, they had purchased a barrel of ship-bread and a barrel of flour from the Lagoda before she left. They were living it up, not caring about anyone else. Captain T—— wanted to get three or four of them to come on board the Pilgrim since we were so short on crew, and spent an hour or two trying to negotiate with them at the oven. One of them—a strong, athletic, and smart guy who was a sort of leader among them—acted as the spokesperson. He was called Mannini—or rather, out of respect for his known importance and influence, Mr. Mannini—and was recognized all over California. Through him, the captain offered them fifteen dollars a month and a month's pay in advance; but it was like throwing pearls before swine or carrying coals to Newcastle. As long as they had money, they wouldn’t work for fifty dollars a month, and once their money ran out, they would work for ten.

"What do you do here, Mr. Mannini?"[1] said the captain.

"What do you do here, Mr. Mannini?" asked the captain.

"Oh, we play cards, get drunk, smoke—do anything we're a mind to."

"Oh, we play cards, drink, smoke—do whatever we want."

"Don't you want to come aboard and work?"

"Don't you want to come on board and work?"

"Aole! aole make make makou i ka hana. Now, got plenty money; no good, work. Mamule, money pau—all gone. Ah! very good, work!—maikai, hana hana nui!"

"Aole! No way we can work. Now, we have plenty of money; it doesn't help, can't work. But now, money is all gone. Ah! Working is great!—very good, lots of work!"

"But you'll spend all your money in this way," said the captain.

"But you'll spend all your money like this," said the captain.

"Aye! me know that. By-'em-by money pau—all gone; then Kanaka work plenty."

"Aye! I know that. After a while, the money will run out—all gone; then the labor will be a lot."

This was a hopeless case, and the captain left them, to wait patiently until their money was gone.

This was a lost cause, and the captain left them to wait it out until their money ran out.

We discharged our hides and tallow, and in about a week were ready to set sail again for the windward. We unmoored, and got everything ready, when the captain made another attempt upon the oven. This time he had more regard to the "mollia tempora fandi," and succeeded very well. He got Mr. Mannini in his interest, and as the shot was getting low in the locker, prevailed upon him and three others to come on board with their chests and baggage, and sent a hasty summons to me and the boy to come ashore with our things, and join the gang at the hide-house. This was unexpected to me; but anything in the way of variety I liked; so we got ready, and were pulled ashore. I stood on the beach while the brig got under weigh, and watched her until she rounded the point, and then went up to the hide-house to take up my quarters for a few months.

We unloaded our hides and tallow, and in about a week, we were ready to set sail again for the windward. We unmoored and got everything ready when the captain made another attempt with the oven. This time, he was more considerate of the “mollia tempora fandi,” and it went really well. He got Mr. Mannini on his side, and since our supplies were running low, he convinced him and three others to come on board with their bags and belongings. He also sent a quick message for me and the boy to come ashore with our stuff and join the group at the hide-house. This was unexpected for me, but I liked anything that added some variety, so we got ready and were taken ashore. I stood on the beach while the brig set off, watching her until she rounded the point, and then I went up to the hide-house to settle in for a few months.


[1] The letter i in the Sandwich Island language is sounded like e in the English.

[1] The letter i in the Sandwich Island language is pronounced like e in English.




CHAPTER XIX

THE SANDWICH ISLANDERS—HIDE-CURING—WOOD-CUTTING—RATTLE- SNAKES—NEW-COMERS

Here was a change in my life as complete as it had been sudden. In the twinkling of an eye, I was transformed from a sailor into a "beach-comber" and a hide-curer; yet the novelty and the comparative independence of the life were not unpleasant. Our hide-house was a large building, made of rough boards, and intended to hold forty thousand hides. In one corner of it, a small room was parted off, in which four berths were made, where we were to live, with mother earth for our floor. It contained a table, a small locker for pots, spoons, plates, etc., and a small hole cut to let in the light. Here we put our chests, threw our bedding into the berths, and took up our quarters. Over our head was another small room, in which Mr. Russell lived, who had charge of the hide-house; the same man who was for a time an officer of the Pilgrim. There he lived in solitary grandeur; eating and sleeping alone, (and these were his principal occupations,) and communing with his own dignity. The boy was to act as cook; while myself, a giant of a Frenchman named Nicholas, and four Sandwich Islanders, were to cure the hides. Sam, the Frenchman, and myself, lived together in the room, and the four Sandwich Islanders worked and ate with us, but generally slept at the oven. My new messmate, Nicholas, was the most immense man that I had ever seen in my life. He came on the coast in a vessel which was afterwards wrecked, and now let himself out to the different houses to cure hides. He was considerably over six feet, and of a frame so large that he might have been shown for a curiosity. But the most remarkable thing about him was his feet. They were so large that he could not find a pair of shoes in California to fit him, and was obliged to send to Oahu for a pair; and when he got them, he was compelled to wear them down at the heel. He told me once, himself, that he was wrecked in an American brig on the Goodwin Sands, and was sent up to London, to the charge of the American consul, without clothing to his back or shoes to his feet, and was obliged to go about London streets in his stocking feet three or four days, in the month of January, until the consul could have a pair of shoes made for him. His strength was in proportion to his size, and his ignorance to his strength—"strong as an ox, and ignorant as strong." He neither knew how to read nor write. He had been to sea from a boy, and had seen all kinds of service, and been in every kind of vessel: merchantmen, men-of-war, privateers, and slavers; and from what I could gather from his accounts of himself, and from what he once told me, in confidence, after we had become better acquainted, he had even been in worse business than slave-trading. He was once tried for his life in Charleston, South Carolina, and though acquitted, yet he was so frightened that he never would show himself in the United States again; and I could not persuade him that he could never be tried a second time for the same offence. He said he had got safe off from the breakers, and was too good a sailor to risk his timbers again.

Here was a change in my life as complete as it had been sudden. In the blink of an eye, I went from being a sailor to a "beach-comber" and a hide-curer; yet the newness and the relative freedom of this life were not unpleasant. Our hide-house was a large building made of rough boards, designed to hold forty thousand hides. In one corner, a small room was set aside, with four bunks where we would live, with the earth as our floor. It had a table, a small locker for pots, spoons, plates, etc., and a tiny hole cut to let in some light. Here we put our chests, stuffed our bedding into the bunks, and settled in. Above us was another small room where Mr. Russell lived, the guy in charge of the hide-house; he was the same man who had been an officer on the Pilgrim for a while. He lived there in solitary grandeur, mainly eating and sleeping alone, and handling his own dignity. The boy was supposed to be the cook, while Nicholas, a giant of a Frenchman, four Sandwich Islanders, and I were tasked with curing the hides. Sam, the Frenchman, and I shared the room, while the four Sandwich Islanders worked and ate with us but generally slept by the oven. My new buddy, Nicholas, was the largest man I'd ever seen. He arrived on the coast in a vessel that later got wrecked, and now he hired himself out to different houses for hide-curing. He was well over six feet tall, with a frame so big he could've been displayed as a curiosity. But what stood out most about him were his feet. They were so huge that he couldn’t find a pair of shoes in California that fit him, so he had to send to Oahu for a pair; when they finally arrived, he had to wear them down at the heel. He once told me that he was wrecked in an American brig on the Goodwin Sands and was sent up to London, entrusted to the American consul, without clothes or shoes, and had to walk around the streets of London in his socks for three or four days in January until the consul could have some shoes made for him. His strength matched his size, and his ignorance matched his strength—"strong as an ox, and ignorant as strong." He didn’t know how to read or write. He had been at sea since he was a boy, seen all kinds of service, and been on every type of vessel: merchant ships, warships, privateers, and slavers; and from what I gathered from his stories and what he once confided in me after we got to know each other better, he had even been involved in worse things than slave-trading. He was once tried for his life in Charleston, South Carolina, and although he was acquitted, he was so scared he never showed himself in the United States again; I couldn’t convince him that he could never be tried for the same offense again. He said he had safely made it off the breakers and was too good a sailor to risk his luck again.

Though I knew what his life had been, yet I never had the slightest fear of him. We always got along very well together, and, though so much stronger and larger than I, he showed a respect for my education, and for what he had heard of my situation before coming to sea. "I'll be good friends with you," he used to say, "for by-and-by you'll come out here captain, and then you'll haze me well!" By holding well together, we kept the officer in good order, for he was evidently afraid of Nicholas, and never ordered us, except when employed upon the hides. My other companions, the Sandwich Islanders, deserve particular notice.

Though I knew what his life had been like, I never felt the slightest fear of him. We always got along very well, and even though he was much stronger and bigger than me, he showed respect for my education and what he had heard about my background before coming to sea. "I'll be good friends with you," he would say, "because eventually you'll be the captain here, and then you'll give me a hard time!" By sticking together, we kept the officer in line, as he was clearly afraid of Nicholas and only gave us orders when we were working on the hides. My other companions, the Sandwich Islanders, deserve special mention.

A considerable trade has been carried on for several years between California and the Sandwich Islands, and most of the vessels are manned with Islanders; who, as they, for the most part, sign no articles, leave whenever they choose, and let themselves out to cure hides at San Diego, and to supply the places of the men of the American vessels while on the coast. In this way, quite a colony of them had become settled at San Diego, as their headquarters. Some of these had recently gone off in the Ayacucho and Loriotte, and the Pilgrim had taken Mr. Mannini and three others, so that there were not more than twenty left. Of these, four were on pay at the Ayacucho's house, four more working with us, and the rest were living at the oven in a quiet way; for their money was nearly gone, and they must make it last until some other vessel came down to employ them.

A significant trade has been happening for several years between California and the Sandwich Islands, and most of the ships are crewed by Islanders who, since they usually don’t sign contracts, leave whenever they want. They take jobs curing hides in San Diego and fill in for the crew of American ships while they're on the coast. This way, a good number of them have settled in San Diego, where they have made their base. Recently, some of them left on the Ayacucho and Loriotte, and the Pilgrim took Mr. Mannini and three others, leaving no more than twenty behind. Out of these, four were being paid at the Ayacucho's place, four more were working with us, and the rest were living quietly near the oven; their money was almost gone, and they needed to stretch it until another ship came to hire them.

During the four months that I lived here, I got well acquainted with all of them, and took the greatest pains to become familiar with their language, habits, and characters. Their language, I could only learn, orally, for they had not any books among them, though many of them had been taught to read and write by the missionaries at home. They spoke a little English, and by a sort of compromise, a mixed language was used on the beach, which could be understood by all. The long name of Sandwich Islanders is dropped, and they are called by the whites, all over the Pacific ocean, "Kanákas," from a word in their own language which they apply to themselves, and to all South Sea Islanders, in distinction from whites, whom they call "Haole." This name, "Kanaka," they answer to, both collectively and individually. Their proper names, in their own language, being difficult to pronounce and remember, they are called by any names which the captains or crews may choose to give them. Some are called after the vessel they are in; others by common names, as Jack, Tom, Bill; and some have fancy names, as Ban-yan, Fore-top, Rope-yarn, Pelican, etc., etc. Of the four who worked at our house one was named "Mr. Bingham," after the missionary at Oahu; another, Hope, after a vessel that he had been in; a third, Tom Davis, the name of his first captain; and the fourth, Pelican, from his fancied resemblance to that bird. Then there was Lagoda-Jack, California-Bill, etc., etc. But by whatever names they might be called, they were the most interesting, intelligent, and kind-hearted people that I ever fell in with. I felt a positive attachment for almost all of them; and many of them I have, to this time, a feeling for, which would lead me to go a great way for the mere pleasure of seeing them, and which will always make me feel a strong interest in the mere name of a Sandwich Islander.

During the four months I lived here, I got to know all of them really well and made a big effort to understand their language, habits, and personalities. I could only learn their language orally because they didn't have any books, although many had been taught to read and write by missionaries back home. They spoke a bit of English, and on the beach, a mixed language was used that everyone could understand. The long name of Sandwich Islanders was dropped, and all across the Pacific Ocean, they were referred to as "Kanákas," which is a term they use for themselves and all South Sea Islanders, distinguishing them from whites, whom they call "Haole." They respond to the name "Kanaka," both as a group and individually. Their native names are hard to pronounce and remember, so they are called whatever names the captains or crews decide to give them. Some are named after the ships they're on; others have common names like Jack, Tom, or Bill, while some have unique names like Ban-yan, Fore-top, Rope-yarn, Pelican, and so on. Of the four who worked at our house, one was named "Mr. Bingham," after the missionary at Oahu; another was named Hope, after a ship he had been on; a third was Tom Davis, named after his first captain; and the fourth was Pelican, for his supposed resemblance to that bird. There were also Lagoda-Jack, California-Bill, and others. But no matter what names they went by, they were the most interesting, intelligent, and kind-hearted people I ever met. I developed a genuine attachment for almost all of them, and even now, I feel a strong connection that makes me willing to travel a long way just for the joy of seeing them. Their very name, "Sandwich Islander," will always hold a special place in my heart.

Tom Davis knew how to read, write, and cipher in common arithmetic; had been to the United States, and spoke English quite well. His education was as good as that of three-quarters of the Yankees in California, and his manners and principles a good deal better, and he was so quick of apprehension that he might have been taught navigation, and the elements of many of the sciences, with the most perfect ease. Old "Mr. Bingham" spoke very little English—almost none, and neither knew how to read nor write; but he was the best-hearted old fellow in the world. He must have been over fifty years of age, and had two of his front teeth knocked out, which was done by his parents as a sign of grief at the death of Kamehameha, the great king of the Sandwich Islands. We used to tell him that he ate Captain Cook, and lost his teeth in that way. That was the only thing that ever made him angry. He would always be quite excited at that; and say—"Aole!" (no.) "Me no eat Captain Cook! Me pikinini—small—so high—no more! My father see Captain Cook! Me—no!" None of them liked to have anything said about Captain Cook, for the sailors all believe that he was eaten, and that, they cannot endure to be taunted with.—"New Zealand Kanaka eat white man;—Sandwich Island Kanaka—no. Sandwich Island Kanaka ua like pu na haole—all 'e same a' you!"

Tom Davis could read, write, and do basic math; he had been to the United States and spoke English quite well. His education was as good as that of three-quarters of the Yankees in California, and his manners and values were much better. He was so quick to grasp things that he could have easily learned navigation and many sciences. Old Mr. Bingham spoke very little English—almost none—and didn't know how to read or write, but he was the kindest old man in the world. He was probably over fifty and had two of his front teeth knocked out, which his parents did as a sign of mourning for Kamehameha, the great king of the Sandwich Islands. We used to joke that he had eaten Captain Cook and lost his teeth that way. That was the only thing that ever made him upset. He would always get quite worked up and say, "Aole!" (no). "I didn't eat Captain Cook! I was a child—so small—no more! My father saw Captain Cook! Not me!" None of them liked to hear anything about Captain Cook because sailors all believed he was eaten, and they couldn’t stand being teased about it. "New Zealand Kanaka eats white men; Sandwich Island Kanaka—no. Sandwich Island Kanaka ua like pu na haole—all 'e same a' you!"

Mr. Bingham was a sort of patriarch among them, and was always treated with great respect, though he had not the education and energy which gave Mr. Mannini his power over them. I have spent hours in talking with this old fellow about Kamehameha, the Charlemagne of the Sandwich Islands; his son and successor Riho Riho, who died in England, and was brought to Oahu in the frigate Blonde, Captain Lord Byron, and whose funeral he remembered perfectly; and also about the customs of his country in his boyhood, and the changes which had been made by the missionaries. He never would allow that human beings had been eaten there; and, indeed, it always seemed like an insult to tell so affectionate, intelligent, and civilized a class of men, that such barbarities had been practised in their own country within the recollection of many of them. Certainly, the history of no people on the globe can show anything like so rapid an advance. I would have trusted my life and my fortune in the hands of any one of these people; and certainly had I wished for a favor or act of sacrifice, I would have gone to them all, in turn, before I should have applied to one of my own countrymen on the coast, and should have expected to have seen it done, before my own countrymen had got half through counting the cost. Their costumes, and manner of treating one another, show a simple, primitive generosity, which is truly delightful; and which is often a reproach to our own people. Whatever one has, they all have. Money, food, clothes, they share with one another; even to the last piece of tobacco to put in their pipes. I once heard old Mr. Bingham say, with the highest indignation, to a Yankee trader who was trying to persuade him to keep his money to himself—"No! We no all 'e same a' you!—Suppose one got money, all got money. You;—suppose one got money—lock him up in chest.—No good!"—"Kanaka all 'e same a' one!" This principle they carry so far, that none of them will eat anything in the sight of others without offering it all round. I have seen one of them break a biscuit, which had been given him, into five parts, at a time when I knew he was on a very short allowance, as there was but little to eat on the beach.

Mr. Bingham was kind of a father figure among them, and was always treated with great respect, even though he didn’t have the education and energy that gave Mr. Mannini his influence over them. I’ve spent hours talking with this old guy about Kamehameha, the Charlemagne of the Sandwich Islands; his son and successor Riho Riho, who died in England and was brought to Oahu in the frigate Blonde, Captain Lord Byron, and whose funeral he remembered perfectly; and also about the customs of his country when he was young and the changes brought by the missionaries. He would never admit that humans had been eaten there; and honestly, it always felt like an insult to tell such affectionate, intelligent, and civilized people that such barbaric practices had happened in their own country within the memory of many of them. No other people in the world can show such rapid progress. I would have trusted my life and my fortune in the hands of any one of these people; if I needed a favor or a sacrifice, I would have gone to them all before asking one of my own countrymen on the coast, and I would have expected it to be done before my fellow countrymen had even finished considering the cost. Their clothing and the way they treat each other demonstrate a simple, primitive generosity that is truly heartwarming, and it often puts our own people to shame. Whatever one of them has, they all have. Money, food, clothes—they share everything, even to the last piece of tobacco for their pipes. I once heard old Mr. Bingham say, with great indignation, to a Yankee trader who was trying to persuade him to keep his money to himself—"No! We’re not all the same as you!—If one has money, we all have money. You—if one has money—lock it up in a chest—No good!"—"Kanaka all the same as one!" They take this principle so far that none of them will eat anything in front of others without offering it to everyone first. I saw one of them break a biscuit, which had been given to him, into five pieces, even though I knew he was on a very tight budget since there was little to eat on the beach.

My favorite among all of them, and one who was liked by both officers and men, and by whomever he had anything to do with, was Hope. He was an intelligent, kind-hearted little fellow, and I never saw him angry, though I knew him for more than a year, and have seen him imposed upon by white people, and abused by insolent officers of vessels. He was always civil, and always ready, and never forgot a benefit. I once took care of him when he was ill, getting medicines from the ship's chests, when no captain or officer would do anything for him, and he never forgot it. Every Kanaka has one particular friend, whom he considers himself bound to do everything for, and with whom he has a sort of contract,—an alliance offensive and defensive,—and for whom he will often make the greatest sacrifices. This friend they call aikane; and for such did Hope adopt me. I do not believe I could have wanted anything which he had, that he would not have given me. In return for this, I was always his friend among the Americans, and used to teach him letters and numbers; for he left home before he had learned how to read. He was very curious about Boston (as they call the United States); asking many questions about the houses, the people, etc., and always wished to have the pictures in books explained to him. They were all astonishingly quick in catching at explanations, and many things which I had thought it utterly impossible to make them understand, they often seized in an instant, and asked questions which showed that they knew enough to make them wish to go farther. The pictures of steamboats and railroad cars, in the columns of some newspapers which I had, gave me great difficulty to explain. The grading of the road, the rails, the construction of the carriages, they could easily understand, but the motion produced by steam was a little too refined for them. I attempted to show it to them once by an experiment upon the cook's coppers, but failed; probably as much from my own ignorance as from their want of apprehension; and, I have no doubt, left them with about as clear an idea of the principle as I had myself. This difficulty, of course, existed in the same force with the steamboats and all I could do was to give them some account of the results, in the shape of speed; for, failing in the reason, I had to fall back upon the fact. In my account of the speed I was supported by Tom, who had been to Nantucket, and seen a little steamboat which ran over to New Bedford.

My favorite among all of them, who was liked by both the officers and the crew, as well as everyone he interacted with, was Hope. He was a smart, kind-hearted little guy, and I never saw him angry, even though I knew him for over a year and witnessed him being taken advantage of by white people and mistreated by rude ship officers. He was always polite, always willing to help, and never forgot a kindness shown to him. One time, I cared for him when he was sick, getting medicine from the ship’s supplies when no captain or officer would help, and he never forgot my support. Every Kanaka has one close friend whom they feel obligated to do everything for, and with whom they form a sort of alliance—both supportive and defensive—and for whom they are often willing to make huge sacrifices. This friend is called aikane, and Hope chose me as his. I truly believe that there was nothing he had that he wouldn’t share with me. In return, I was always his friend among the Americans and would teach him letters and numbers since he had left home before learning to read. He was really curious about Boston (as they call the United States), asking lots of questions about the buildings, the people, etc., and always wanted to have the pictures in books explained to him. They were surprisingly quick to grasp explanations, and many things I thought would be impossible for them to understand, they often got right away and asked questions that showed they were eager to learn more. The pictures of steamboats and train cars in some newspapers I had were particularly challenging for me to explain. They could easily grasp the grading of the road, the rails, and how the carriages were built, but the motion created by steam was a bit beyond their understanding. I once tried to demonstrate it with the cook’s pots, but it didn’t go well; likely due to my own lack of knowledge as much as their difficulty in grasping the concept. I have no doubt that I left them with as clear an understanding of the principle as I had myself. This problem existed with the steamboats as well, and all I could do was explain the results in terms of speed; when I failed to explain the reason, I had to rely on the facts. In describing the speed, I was supported by Tom, who had been to Nantucket and seen a small steamboat that ran over to New Bedford.

A map of the world, which I once showed them, kept their attention for hours; those who knew how to read pointing out the places and referring to me for the distances. I remember being much amused with a question which Hope asked me. Pointing to the large irregular place which is always left blank round the poles, to denote that it is undiscovered, he looked up and asked.—"Pau?" (Done? ended?)

A map of the world that I once showed them kept them engaged for hours; those who could read pointed out different locations and asked me about the distances. I remember being quite amused by a question that Hope asked me. Pointing to the large irregular area that is always left blank around the poles to indicate it's undiscovered, he looked up and asked, "Pau?" (Done? Ended?)

The system of naming the streets and numbering the houses, they easily understood, and the utility of it. They had a great desire to see America, but were afraid of doubling Cape Horn, for they suffer much in cold weather, and had heard dreadful accounts of the Cape, from those of their number who had been round it.

The way streets were named and houses were numbered made perfect sense to them, and they saw the practicality of it. They really wanted to see America, but they were worried about rounding Cape Horn because they really struggled in cold weather and had heard terrifying stories about the Cape from others in their group who had made the journey.

They smoke a great deal, though not much at a time; using pipes with large bowls, and very short stems, or no stems at all. These, they light, and putting them to their mouths, take a long draught, getting their mouths as full as they can hold, and their cheeks distended, and then let it slowly out through their mouths and nostrils. The pipe is then passed to others, who draw, in the same manner, one pipe-full serving for half a dozen. They never take short, continuous draughts, like Europeans, but one of these "Oahu puffs," as the sailors call them, serves for an hour or two, until some one else lights his pipe, and it is passed round in the same manner. Each Kanaka on the beach had a pipe, flint, steel, tinder, a hand of tobacco, and a jack-knife, which he always carried about with him.

They smoke a lot, but not in large amounts at once; using pipes with big bowls and very short stems, or sometimes no stems at all. They light the pipes, put them to their mouths, take a deep drag, fill their mouths as much as they can, and puff it out slowly through their mouths and noses. Then the pipe is passed to others, who take a draw in the same way, with one pipe serving for about six people. They don’t take short, continuous puffs like Europeans do; instead, one of these "Oahu puffs," as the sailors call them, can last for an hour or two, until someone else lights their pipe and it gets passed around again. Each Kanaka on the beach had a pipe, flint, steel, tinder, a supply of tobacco, and a jackknife, which they always carried with them.

That which strikes a stranger most peculiarly is their style of singing. They run on, in a low, guttural, monotonous sort of chant, their lips and tongues seeming hardly to move, and the sounds modulated solely in the throat. There is very little tune to it, and the words, so far as I could learn, are extempore. They sing about persons and things which are around them, and adopt this method when they do not wish to be understood by any but themselves; and it is very effectual, for with the most careful attention I never could detect a word that I knew. I have often heard Mr. Mannini, who was the most noted improvisatore among them, sing for an hour together, when at work in the midst of Americans and Englishmen; and, by the occasional shouts and laughter of the Kanakas, who were at a distance, it was evident that he was singing about the different men that he was at work with. They have great powers of ridicule, and are excellent mimics; many of them discovering and imitating the peculiarities of our own people, before we had seen them ourselves.

What stands out most to a stranger is their way of singing. They go on in a low, guttural, monotonous chant, with hardly any movement of their lips and tongues, and the sounds seem to come solely from their throats. There’s very little melody, and as far as I could tell, the lyrics are improvised. They sing about the people and things around them, using this method when they don’t want anyone else to understand them; it’s very effective since, despite listening carefully, I could never catch a word I knew. I’ve often heard Mr. Mannini, the most famous improviser among them, sing for an hour while working with Americans and Englishmen; the occasional shouts and laughter from the Kanakas in the distance made it clear he was singing about the various men he was working with. They have a great talent for mockery and are excellent mimics, with many of them picking up and imitating the quirks of our own people even before we had noticed them ourselves.

These were the people with whom I was to spend a few months; and who, with the exception of the officer, Nicholas the Frenchman, and the boy, made the whole population of the beach. I ought, perhaps, to except the dogs, for they were an important part of our settlement. Some of the first vessels brought dogs out with them, who, for convenience, were left ashore, and there multiplied, until they came to be a great people. While I was on the beach, the average number was about forty, and probably an equal, or greater number are drowned, or killed in some other way, every year. They are very useful in guarding the beach, the Indians being afraid to come down at night; for it was impossible for any one to get within half a mile of the hide-houses without a general alarm. The father of the colony, old Sachem, so called from the ship in which he was brought out, died while I was there, full of years, and was honorably buried. Hogs, and a few chickens, were the rest of the animal tribe, and formed, like the dogs, a common company, though they were all known and marked, and usually fed at the houses to which they belonged.

These were the people I would spend a few months with; and aside from the officer, Nicholas the Frenchman, and the boy, they made up the entire population of the beach. I might also mention the dogs, since they were an essential part of our settlement. Some of the first ships brought dogs with them, which were conveniently left ashore and multiplied until they formed a significant population. While I was on the beach, the average number was about forty, and likely an equal or greater number got drowned or killed in other ways each year. They were very helpful in guarding the beach, as the Indians were afraid to approach at night; it was impossible for anyone to get within half a mile of the hide-houses without triggering a general alarm. The father of the colony, old Sachem, named after the ship he arrived on, passed away while I was there, having lived a long life, and was honorably buried. Hogs and a few chickens were the rest of the animal inhabitants and formed, like the dogs, a common group, even though they were all known and marked and usually fed at the houses they belonged to.

I had been but a few hours on the beach, and the Pilgrim was hardly out of sight, when the cry of "Sail ho!" was raised, and a small hermaphrodite brig rounded the point, bore up into the harbor, and came to anchor. It was the Mexican brig Fazio, which we had left at San Pedro, and which had come down to land her tallow, try it all over, and make new bags, and then take it in, and leave the coast. They moored ship, erected their try-works on shore, put up a small tent, in which they all lived, and commenced operations. They made an addition to our society, and we spent many evenings in their tent, where, amid the Babel of English, Spanish, French, Indian, and Kanaka, we found some words that we could understand in common.

I had only been on the beach for a few hours, and the Pilgrim was barely out of sight when someone shouted, "Sail ho!" A small mixed-use brig came around the point, headed into the harbor, and dropped anchor. It was the Mexican brig Fazio, which we had left at San Pedro. It had come down to offload its tallow, process it again, make new bags, and then head out and leave the coast. They anchored the ship, set up their processing works onshore, put up a small tent where they all lived, and started their operations. They joined our group, and we spent many evenings in their tent, where, amid the mix of English, Spanish, French, Indian, and Kanaka, we managed to find some words we could all understand.

The morning after my landing, I began the duties of hide-curing. In order to understand these, it will be necessary to give the whole history of a hide, from the time it is taken from a bullock until it is put on board the vessel to be carried to Boston. When the hide is taken from the bullock, holes are cut round it, near the edge, by which it is staked out to dry. In this manner it dries without shrinking. After they are thus dried in the sun, they are received by the vessels, and brought down to the depot at San Diego. The vessels land them, and leave them in large piles near the houses.

The morning after I arrived, I started the process of curing hides. To understand this, it’s important to know the entire journey of a hide, from when it’s taken off a bullock until it’s loaded onto a ship bound for Boston. When the hide is removed from the bullock, holes are cut around the edges so it can be staked out to dry. This way, it dries without shrinking. Once they’re dried in the sun, the vessels pick them up and take them to the depot in San Diego. The vessels unload them and leave them in large piles near the buildings.

Then begins the hide-curer's duty. The first thing is to put them in soak. This is done by carrying them down at low tide, and making them fast, in small piles, by ropes, and letting the tide come up and cover them. Every day we put in soak twenty-five for each man, which, with us, made an hundred and fifty. There they lie forty-eight hours, when they are taken out, and rolled up, in wheelbarrows, and thrown into the vats. These vats contain brine, made very strong; being sea-water, with great quantities of salt thrown in. This pickles the hides, and in this they lie forty-eight hours; the use of the sea-water, into which they are first put, being merely to soften and clean them. From these vats, they are taken, and lie on a platform twenty-four hours, and then are spread upon the ground, and carefully stretched and staked out, so that they may dry smooth. After they were staked, and while yet wet and soft, we used to go upon them with our knives, and carefully cut off all the bad parts:—the pieces of meat and fat, which would corrupt and infect the whole if stowed away in a vessel for many months, the large flippers, the ears, and all other parts which would prevent close stowage. This was the most difficult part of our duty: as it required much skill to take everything necessary off and not to cut or injure the hide. It was also a long process, as six of us had to clean an hundred and fifty, most of which required a great deal to be done to them, as the Spaniards are very careless in skinning their cattle. Then, too, as we cleaned them while they were staked out, we were obliged to kneel down upon them, which always gives beginners the back-ache. The first day, I was so slow and awkward that I cleaned only eight; at the end of a few days I doubled my number; and in a fortnight or three weeks, could keep up with the others, and clean my proportion—twenty-five.

Then the hide-curer's job begins. The first step is to soak the hides. This is done by bringing them down to the shore at low tide, fastening them in small piles with ropes, and letting the tide come in and cover them. Every day, we soak twenty-five hides for each person, which totals one hundred and fifty for us. They stay there for forty-eight hours before being rolled up in wheelbarrows and tossed into the vats. These vats hold a strong brine made from seawater with a lot of salt added. This pickles the hides, and they remain in this brine for another forty-eight hours; the seawater is just used to soften and clean them initially. After they come out of the vats, they sit on a platform for twenty-four hours, and then we spread them out on the ground, carefully stretching and staking them down to dry smoothly. Once they are staked and while they are still wet and soft, we go over them with our knives and carefully cut off any bad parts: pieces of meat and fat that could spoil and ruin everything if stored away for months, the large flippers, the ears, and anything else that would prevent tight packing. This was the toughest part of our job because it required a lot of skill to remove everything necessary without cutting or damaging the hide. It was also time-consuming since six of us had to clean one hundred and fifty hides, most of which needed a lot of work because the Spaniards were very careless when skinning their cattle. Plus, while we cleaned them, we had to kneel on them, which always gave beginners back pain. The first day, I was so slow and clumsy that I only cleaned eight hides; after a few days, I managed to double that number, and in two to three weeks, I could keep up with the others and clean my share of twenty-five.

This cleaning must be got through with before noon; for by that time they get too dry. After the sun has been upon them a few hours, they are carefully gone over with scrapers, to get off all the grease which the sun brings out. This being done, the stakes are pulled up, and the hides carefully doubled, with the hair side out, and left to dry. About the middle of the afternoon they are turned upon the other side, and at sundown piled up and covered over. The next day they are spread out and opened again, and at night, if fully dry, are thrown upon a long, horizontal pole, five at a time, and beat with flails. This takes all the dust from them. Then, being salted, scraped, cleaned, dried, and beaten, they are stowed away in the house. Here ends their history, except that they are taken out again when the vessel is ready to go home, beaten, stowed away on board, carried to Boston, tanned, made into shoes and other articles for which leather is used; and many of them, very probably, in the end, brought back again to California in the shape of shoes, and worn out in pursuit of other bullocks, or in the curing of other hides.

This cleaning has to be done before noon because after that time they become too dry. Once the sun has been on them for a few hours, they are carefully scraped to remove all the grease that the sun brings out. After this, the stakes are pulled up, and the hides are carefully folded with the hair side out and left to dry. In the middle of the afternoon, they are turned over to the other side, and by sundown, they are piled up and covered. The next day, they are spread out and opened again, and at night, if they are fully dry, they are placed on a long, horizontal pole, five at a time, and beaten with flails. This removes all the dust from them. Then, after being salted, scraped, cleaned, dried, and beaten, they are stored away in the house. Here ends their story, except that they are taken out again when the ship is ready to go home, beaten, packed onboard, taken to Boston, tanned, and turned into shoes and other leather goods; many of them are likely brought back to California as shoes, worn out while chasing more cattle or curing other hides.

By putting an hundred and fifty in soak every day, we had the same number at each stage of curing, on each day; so that we had, every day, the same work to do upon the same number: an hundred and fifty to put in soak; an hundred and fifty to wash out and put in the vat; the same number to haul from the vat and put on the platform to drain; the same number to spread and stake out and clean; and the same number to beat and stow away in the home. I ought to except Sunday; for, by a prescription which no captain or agent has yet ventured to break in upon, Sunday has been a day of leisure on the beach for years. On Saturday night, the hides, in every stage of progress, are carefully covered up, and not uncovered until Monday morning. On Sundays we had absolutely no work to do, unless it was to kill a bullock, which was sent down for our use about once a week, and sometimes came on Sunday. Another good arrangement was, that we had just so much work to do, and when that was through, the time was our own. Knowing this, we worked hard, and needed no driving. We "turned out" every morning at the first signs of daylight, and allowing a short time, about eight o'clock, for breakfast, generally got through our labor between one and two o'clock, when we dined, and had the rest of the time to ourselves; until just before sundown, when we beat the dry hides and put them in the house, and covered over all the others. By this means we had about three hours to ourselves every afternoon; and at sundown we had our supper, and our work was done for the day. There was no watch to stand, and no topsails to reef. The evenings we generally spent at one another's houses, and I often went up and spent an hour or so at the oven; which was called the "Kanaka Hotel," and the "Oahu Coffee-house." Immediately after dinner we usually took a short siésta to make up for our early rising, and spent the rest of the afternoon according to our own fancies. I generally read, wrote, and made or mended clothes; for necessity, the mother of invention, had taught me these two latter arts. The Kanakas went up to the oven, and spent the time in sleeping, talking, and smoking; and my messmate, Nicholas, who neither knew how to read or write, passed away the time by a long siésta, two or three smokes with his pipe, and a paséo to the other houses. This leisure time is never interfered with, for the captains know that the men earn it by working hard and fast, and that if they interfered with it, the men could easily make their twenty-five hides apiece last through the day. We were pretty independent, too, for the master of the house—"capitan de la casa"—had nothing to say to us, except when we were at work on the hides, and although we could not go up to the town without his permission, this was seldom or never refused.

By soaking one hundred and fifty hides every day, we maintained the same number at each stage of curing daily; so every day we had to do the same tasks for the same number: one hundred and fifty to soak, one hundred and fifty to wash and put in the vat, the same number to haul from the vat and put on the platform to drain, the same number to spread, stake out, and clean, and the same number to beat and store away at home. I should mention Sundays; for a tradition that no captain or agent has dared to break, Sunday has been a day of rest on the beach for years. On Saturday night, the hides in every stage of progress are carefully covered up and not uncovered until Monday morning. On Sundays, we had no work to do, unless we had to kill a bullock, which was sent down for our use about once a week and sometimes arrived on Sunday. Another good thing was that we had just enough work to do, and when that was done, the rest of the time was ours. Knowing this, we worked hard without needing to be pushed. We started every morning at the first light of day and, after a short break for breakfast around eight o'clock, we typically finished our work between one and two o'clock, when we had lunch and then had the rest of the day to ourselves; until just before sunset when we beat the dry hides, put them in the house, and covered all the others. This way, we had about three hours to ourselves every afternoon; and at sunset, we had our dinner, and our work for the day was finished. There was no watch to keep, and no topsails to reef. We usually spent our evenings at each other’s homes, and I often went to spend an hour or so at the oven, which was called the "Kanaka Hotel" and the "Oahu Coffee-house." Right after dinner, we typically took a short nap to catch up from our early rising, and spent the rest of the afternoon as we liked. I usually read, wrote, and made or mended clothes; necessity, the mother of invention, had taught me those skills. The Kanakas would go up to the oven and spent their time sleeping, talking, and smoking; my messmate, Nicholas, who didn’t know how to read or write, passed the time with a long nap, a couple of pipe smokes, and a stroll to the other houses. This free time was never interrupted, because the captains knew the men earned it by working hard and quickly, and if they disrupted it, the men could easily stretch their twenty-five hides apiece over the whole day. We were also quite independent, as the house master—"capitan de la casa"—only spoke to us when we were working on the hides, and though we couldn’t go up to town without his permission, this was rarely refused.

The great weight of the wet hides, which we were obliged to roll about in wheelbarrows; the continual stooping upon those which were pegged out to be cleaned; and the smell of the vats, into which we were often obliged to get, knee-deep, to press down the hides; all made the work disagreeable and fatiguing;—but we soon got hardened to it, and the comparative independence of our life reconciled us to it; for there was nobody to haze us and find fault; and when we got through, we had only to wash and change our clothes, and our time was our own. There was, however, one exception to the time's being our own; which was, that on two afternoons of every week we were obliged to go off and get wood, for the cook to use in the galley. Wood is very scarce in the vicinity of San Diego; there being no trees of any size, for miles. In the town, the inhabitants burn the small wood which grows in thickets, and for which they send out Indians, in large numbers, every few days. Fortunately, the climate is so fine that they had no need of a fire in their houses, and only use it for cooking. With us the getting of wood was a great trouble; for all that in the vicinity of the houses had been cut down, and we were obliged to go off a mile or two, and to carry it some distance on our backs, as we could not get the hand-cart up the hills and over the uneven places. Two afternoons in the week, generally Monday and Thursday, as soon as we had got through dinner, we started off for the bush, each of us furnished with a hatchet and a long piece of rope, and dragging the hand-cart behind us, and followed by the whole colony of dogs, who were always ready for the bush, and were half mad whenever they saw our preparations. We went with the hand-cart as far as we could conveniently drag it, and leaving it in an open, conspicuous place, separated ourselves; each taking his own course, and looking about for some good place to begin upon. Frequently, we had to go nearly a mile from the hand-cart before we could find any fit place. Having lighted upon a good thicket, the next thing was to clear away the under-brush, and have fair play at the trees. These trees are seldom more than five or six feet high, and the highest that I ever saw in these expeditions could not have been more than twelve; so that, with lopping off the branches and clearing away the underwood, we had a good deal of cutting to do for a very little wood. Having cut enough for a "back-load," the next thing was to make it well fast with the rope, and heaving the bundle upon our backs, and taking the hatchet in hand, to walk off, up hill and down dale, to the hand-cart. Two good back-loads apiece filled the hand-cart; and that was each one's proportion. When each had brought down his second load, we filled the hand-cart, and took our way again slowly back, and unloading, covering the hides for the night, and getting our supper, finished the day's work.

The heavy, wet hides that we had to roll around in wheelbarrows, the constant bending over those spread out to be cleaned, and the smell of the vats, which we often had to wade into knee-deep to press down the hides, made the work unpleasant and tiring. However, we quickly got used to it, and the relative freedom of our lives made it bearable; there was no one to bully us or complain. When we were done, all we had to do was wash up and change our clothes, and then our time was our own. There was one exception to this freedom: twice a week, on Monday and Thursday afternoons, we had to go out to collect wood for the cook to use in the galley. Wood is pretty scarce around San Diego, as there aren’t any sizable trees for miles. In town, people burn small branches from thickets and send out groups of Indians to gather it every few days. Luckily, the weather is so nice that they don’t need to have fires in their homes, only for cooking. For us, collecting wood was a hassle, as everything nearby had already been cut down, and we had to trek a mile or two away, carrying it back on our shoulders since we couldn’t take the hand-cart up the hills and over uneven ground. So, on those two afternoons, right after lunch, we’d head out for the bushes, each with a hatchet and a long piece of rope, dragging the hand-cart behind us, followed by a pack of dogs that were always eager for the adventure and went a bit crazy whenever they saw us getting ready. We’d drag the hand-cart as far as we could, leave it in a visible spot, and then split up, each looking for a good spot to start chopping. Often, we had to walk nearly a mile from the hand-cart to find decent trees. Once we found a good thicket, we would clear away the underbrush and work on the trees. The trees were rarely taller than five or six feet, and the tallest I ever saw during those trips was about twelve feet; so while we were clearing the undergrowth and trimming branches, we ended up doing a lot of chopping for not much wood. After we had enough for a “back-load,” we’d secure it with the rope, hoist the bundle onto our backs, grab our hatchet, and make our way back to the hand-cart, navigating up and down hills. Two good back-loads filled the hand-cart, which was each person’s share. After each of us carried down our second load, we filled the hand-cart, then slowly headed back, unloaded, covered the hides for the night, and had dinner to wrap up the day’s work.

These wooding excursions had always a mixture of something rather pleasant in them. Roaming about in the woods with hatchet in hand, like a backwoodsman, followed by a troop of dogs; starting up of birds, snakes, hares and foxes, and examining the various kinds of trees, flowers, and birds' nests, was at least, a change from the monotonous drag and pull on shipboard. Frequently, too, we had some amusement and adventure. The coati, of which I have before spoken,—a sort of mixture of the fox and wolf breeds,—fierce little animals, with bushy tails and large heads, and a quick, sharp bark, abound here, as in all other parts of California. These, the dogs were very watchful for, and whenever they saw them, started off in full run after them. We had many fine chases; yet, although our dogs ran finely, the rascals generally escaped. They are a match for the dog,—-one to one,—but as the dogs generally went in squads, there was seldom a fair fight. A smaller dog, belonging to us, once attacked a coati, single, and got a good deal worsted, and might perhaps have been killed had we not come to his assistance. We had, however, one dog which gave them a good deal of trouble, and many hard runs. He was a fine, tall fellow, and united strength and agility better than any dog that I have ever seen. He was born at the Islands, his father being an English mastiff, and his mother a greyhound. He had the high head, long legs, narrow body, and springing gait of the latter, and the heavy jaw, thick jowls, and strong fore-quarters of the mastiff. When he was brought to San Diego, an English sailor said that he looked, about the face, precisely like the Duke of Wellington, whom he had once seen at the Tower; and, indeed, there was something about him which resembled the portraits of the Duke. From this time he was christened "Welly," and became the favorite and bully of the beach. He always led the dogs by several yards in the chase, and had killed two coati at different times in single combats. We often had fine sport with these fellows. A quick, sharp bark from a coati, and in an instant every dog was at the height of his speed. A few moments made up for an unfair start, and gave each dog his relative place. Welly, at the head, seemed almost to skim over the bushes; and after him came Fanny, Feliciana, Childers, and the other fleet ones,—the spaniels and terriers; and then behind, followed the heavy corps—bulldogs, etc., for we had every breed. Pursuit by us was in vain, and in about half an hour a few of them would come panting and straggling back.

These wood excursions were always a mix of something quite enjoyable. Wandering through the woods with a hatchet in hand, like a frontiersman, followed by a pack of dogs; chasing after birds, snakes, hares, and foxes, and checking out different types of trees, flowers, and bird nests was definitely a break from the monotonous grind on the ship. We often found some fun and adventure too. The coati, which I mentioned before—a sort of cross between a fox and a wolf—are fierce little creatures with bushy tails, big heads, and a sharp, quick bark. They were everywhere here, just like in other parts of California. The dogs were always on the lookout for them, and whenever they spotted one, they would take off running after it. We had many thrilling chases; however, even though our dogs were fast, those little rascals usually got away. They could hold their own against a dog, but since our dogs often ran in groups, there was rarely a fair fight. One of our smaller dogs once went after a coati on its own and ended up worse for wear, and might've been killed if we hadn't stepped in to help. We did have one dog that caused the coatis a lot of trouble and had many tough chases. He was a tall, strong dog that combined strength and agility better than any I’d ever seen. He was born in the Islands, his father was an English mastiff, and his mother a greyhound. He had the high head, long legs, narrow body, and springing stride of the greyhound, along with the heavy jaw, thick cheeks, and strong front legs of the mastiff. When he arrived in San Diego, an English sailor said he looked exactly like the Duke of Wellington around the face, whom he had seen at the Tower; and indeed, there was something about him resembling the Duke’s portraits. From that moment on, he was nicknamed "Welly" and became the favorite and dominant dog on the beach. He always led the pack by several yards during a chase and had killed two coatis in single combat at different times. We often had a blast with these guys. A quick, sharp bark from a coati would instantly get every dog sprinting at full speed. A few moments would make up for an unfair start and give each dog their position. Welly, at the front, seemed to glide over the bushes; followed by Fanny, Feliciana, Childers, and the other swift ones—the spaniels and terriers; then bringing up the rear were the bigger dogs—bulldogs, etc., since we had every breed. Our pursuit was usually futile, and after about half an hour, a few of them would come back panting and trailing behind.

Beside the coati, the dogs sometimes made prizes of rabbits and hares, which are very plentiful here, and great numbers of which we often shot for our dinners. There was another animal that I was not so much disposed to find amusement from, and that was the rattlesnake. These are very abundant here, especially during the spring of the year. The latter part of the time that I was on shore, I did not meet with so many, but for the first two months we seldom went into "the bush" without one of our number starting some of them. The first that I ever saw, I remember perfectly well. I had left my companions, and was beginning to clear away a fine clump of trees, when just in the midst of the thicket, not more than eight yards from me, one of these fellows set up his hiss. It is a sharp, continuous sound, and resembles very much the letting off of the steam from the small pipe of a steamboat, except that it is on a smaller scale. I knew, by the sound of an axe, that one of my companions was near, and called out to him, to let him know what I had fallen upon. He took it very lightly, and as he seemed inclined to laugh at me for being afraid, I determined to keep my place. I knew that so long as I could hear the rattle, I was safe, for these snakes never make a noise when they are in motion. Accordingly, I kept at my work, and the noise which I made with cutting and breaking the trees kept him in alarm; so that I had the rattle to show me his whereabouts. Once or twice the noise stopped for a short time, which gave me a little uneasiness, and retreating a few steps, I threw something into the bush, at which he would set his rattle agoing; and finding that he had not moved from his first place, I was easy again. In this way I continued at my work until I had cut a full load, never suffering him to be quiet for a moment. Having cut my load, I strapped it together, and got everything ready for starting. I felt that I could now call the others without the imputation of being afraid; and went in search of them. In a few minutes we were all collected, and began an attack upon the bush. The big Frenchman, who was the one that I had called to at first, I found as little inclined to approach the snake as I had been. The dogs, too, seemed afraid of the rattle, and kept up a barking at a safe distance; but the Kanakas showed no fear, and getting long sticks, went into the bush, and keeping a bright look-out, stood within a few feet of him. One or two blows struck near him, and a few stones thrown, started him, and we lost his track, and had the pleasant consciousness that he might be directly under our feet. By throwing stones and chips in different directions, we made him spring his rattle again, and began another attack. This time we drove him into the clear ground, and saw him gliding off, with head and tail erect, when a stone, well aimed, knocked him over the bank, down a declivity of fifteen or twenty feet, and stretched him at his length. Having made sure of him, by a few more stones, we went down, and one of the Kanakas cut off his rattle. These rattles vary in number it is said, according to the age of the snake; though the Indians think they indicate the number of creatures they have killed. We always preserved them as trophies, and at the end of the summer had quite a number. None of our people were ever bitten by them, but one of our dogs died of a bite, and another was supposed to have been bitten, but recovered. We had no remedy for the bite, though it was said that the Indians of the country had, and the Kanakas professed to have an herb which would cure it, but it was fortunately never brought to the test.

Next to the coati, the dogs sometimes caught rabbits and hares, which are really common here, and we often shot a lot of them for our dinners. There was another animal that I didn’t find amusing, and that was the rattlesnake. They are very common here, especially in the spring. Towards the end of my time on shore, I didn’t see as many, but for the first two months, we rarely went into "the bush" without one of us disturbing some. I remember the first one I ever saw clearly. I had gone off from my companions and was starting to clear a nice clump of trees when suddenly, right in the middle of the thicket, not more than eight yards away, one of these snakes started to rattle. It makes a sharp, continuous sound, very much like the sound of steam escaping from the small pipe of a steamboat, but on a smaller scale. I could hear one of my friends chopping wood nearby, so I called out to let him know what I had come across. He took it lightly, and since he seemed ready to laugh at me for being scared, I decided to stay put. I knew that as long as I could hear the rattle, I was safe because these snakes don’t make noise when they’re moving. So, I kept working, and the noise I made while cutting and breaking branches kept the snake on edge, which let me know where it was. A couple of times, the noise stopped for a bit, making me a little uneasy, so I stepped back, threw something into the bushes, and got the rattle going again; once I saw he hadn’t moved from his spot, I felt better. I continued working until I had a full load, never letting him have a moment of peace. Once I bundled it up and got everything ready to go, I felt I could call the others without looking scared, and I went to find them. In a few minutes, we all gathered and started attacking the bush. The big Frenchman, the one I had called to initially, seemed just as hesitant to approach the snake as I had been. The dogs also seemed afraid of the rattle and kept barking from a safe distance; however, the Kanakas showed no fear. They grabbed long sticks, went into the bushes, and stood just a few feet away from him, keeping a sharp lookout. A couple of blows landed near him and a few stones thrown made him start moving, and we lost track of him, with the unsettling thought that he could be right under our feet. By tossing stones and wood chips in different directions, we got him to rattle again and started another attempt. This time, we drove him into clear ground and saw him sliding away, head and tail up, when a well-aimed stone knocked him over the bank, down a slope of about fifteen or twenty feet, and stretched him out flat. Once we were sure he was finished with a few more stones, we went down, and one of the Kanakas cut off his rattle. These rattles supposedly vary in number based on the age of the snake, although the Indians believe they signify the number of creatures the snake has killed. We always kept them as trophies, and by the end of summer, we had quite a few. None of our group ever got bitten, but one of our dogs died from a bite, and another was thought to have been bitten but recovered. We had no remedy for snake bites, although it was said that the local Indians had one, and the Kanakas claimed to have an herb that would cure it, but thankfully, it never needed to be tested.

Hares and rabbits, as I said before, were abundant, and, during the winter months, the waters are covered with wild ducks and geese. Crows, too, were very numerous, and frequently alighted in great numbers upon our hides, picking at the pieces of dried meat and fat. Bears and wolves are numerous in the upper parts, and in the interior, (and, indeed, a man was killed by a bear within a few miles of San Pedro, while we were there,) but there were none in our immediate neighborhood. The only other animals were horses. Over a dozen of these were owned by different people on the beach, and were allowed to run loose among the hills, with a long lasso attached to them, and pick up feed wherever they could find it. We were sure of seeing them once a day, for there was no water among the hills, and they were obliged to come down to the well which had been dug upon the beach. These horses were bought at, from two, to six and eight dollars apiece, and were held very much as common property. We generally kept one fast to one of the houses every day, so that we could mount him and catch any of the others. Some of them were really fine animals, and gave us many good runs up to the Presidio and over the country.

Hares and rabbits, as I mentioned earlier, were plentiful, and during the winter months, the waters were full of wild ducks and geese. Crows were also very numerous and often landed in large groups on our hides, pecking at the dried meat and fat. Bears and wolves were common in the higher areas and further inland (in fact, a man was killed by a bear just a few miles from San Pedro while we were there), but none were close to us. The only other animals around were horses. More than a dozen of these belonged to various people on the beach and were allowed to roam freely among the hills with a long lasso attached to them to find food. We saw them at least once a day because there was no water in the hills, so they had to come down to the well that had been dug on the beach. These horses were bought for between two and six to eight dollars each and were considered common property. We usually tied one to a house every day so we could ride it and catch any of the others. Some of them were truly fine animals and gave us many enjoyable rides to the Presidio and across the countryside.




CHAPTER XX

LEISURE—NEWS FROM HOME—"BURNING THE WATER"

After we had been a few weeks on shore, and had begun to feel broken into the regularity of our life, its monotony was interrupted by the arrival of two vessels from the windward. We were sitting at dinner in our little room, when we heard the cry of "Sail ho!" This, we had learned, did not always signify a vessel, but was raised whenever a woman was seen coming down from the town; or a squaw, or an ox-cart, or anything unusual, hove in sight upon the road; so we took no notice of it. But it soon became so loud and general from all parts of the beach, that we were led to go to the door; and there, sure enough, were two sails coming round the point, and leaning over from the strong north-west wind, which blows down the coast every afternoon. The headmost was a ship, and the other, a brig. Everybody was alive on the beach, and all manner of conjectures were abroad. Some said it was the Pilgrim, with the Boston ship, which we were expecting; but we soon saw that the brig was not the Pilgrim, and the ship with her stump top-gallant masts and rusty sides, could not be a dandy Boston Indiaman. As they drew nearer, we soon discovered the high poop and top-gallant forecastle, and other marks of the Italian ship Rosa, and the brig proved to be the Catalina, which we saw at Santa Barbara, just arrived from Valparaiso. They came to anchor, moored ship, and commenced discharging hides and tallow. The Rosa had purchased the house occupied by the Lagoda, and the Catalina took the other spare one between ours and the Ayacucho's, so that, now, each one was occupied, and the beach, for several days, was all alive. The Catalina had several Kanakas on board, who were immediately besieged by the others, and carried up to the oven, where they had a long pow-wow, and a smoke. Two Frenchmen, who belonged to the Rosa's crew, came in, every evening, to see Nicholas; and from them we learned that the Pilgrim was at San Pedro, and was the only other vessel now on the coast. Several of the Italians slept on shore at their hide-house; and there, and at the tent in which the Fazio's crew lived, we had some very good singing almost every evening. The Italians sang a variety of songs—barcarollas, provincial airs, etc.; in several of which I recognized parts of our favorite operas and sentimental songs. They often joined in a song, taking all the different parts; which produced a fine effect, as many of them had good voices, and all seemed to sing with spirit and feeling. One young man, in particular, had a falsetto as clear as a clarionet.

After we had spent a few weeks on land and were starting to adjust to our routine, the monotony was broken by the arrival of two ships from up the coast. We were having dinner in our small room when we heard someone shout, "Sail ho!" We learned that this shout didn't always mean an actual ship; it was also called out whenever a woman came down from the town, or there was a Native American, or an ox-cart, or anything unusual appeared on the road, so we paid it no mind. But the cry grew loud and spread across the beach, which prompted us to go to the door; sure enough, we saw two sails coming around the point, leaning over in the strong north-west wind that blows down the coast every afternoon. The first vessel was a ship, and the other one was a brig. Everyone on the beach was energized, and there were all sorts of guesses flying around. Some speculated it was the Pilgrim, the Boston ship we were expecting. However, it soon became clear that the brig wasn't the Pilgrim, and the ship, with its short top-gallant masts and rusty sides, couldn't possibly be a fancy Boston Indiaman. As they got closer, we quickly recognized the tall stern and top-gallant forecastle, among other features of the Italian ship Rosa, and the brig turned out to be the Catalina, which we had seen in Santa Barbara, just arrived from Valparaiso. They anchored, secured their ships, and started unloading hides and tallow. The Rosa had bought the house occupied by the Lagoda, and the Catalina took the other spare house between ours and the Ayacucho, so now every house was occupied, and the beach was lively for several days. The Catalina had several Kanakas on board, who were immediately swarmed by others and taken to the oven, where they had a long meeting and smoked. Two Frenchmen from the Rosa's crew came every evening to see Nicholas; from them, we learned that the Pilgrim was at San Pedro and was the only other ship on the coast at that time. Several of the Italians slept onshore at their hide-house, and there, as well as at the tent where the Fazio's crew lived, we enjoyed some fantastic singing almost every evening. The Italians sang a variety of songs—barcarollas, regional tunes, etc.; in several of them, I recognized parts of our favorite operas and sentimental songs. They often sang together, harmonizing in different parts, which sounded beautiful since many had good voices, and all seemed to sing with passion and feeling. One young man, in particular, had a falsetto as clear as a clarinet.

The greater part of the crews of the vessels came ashore every evening, and we passed the time in going about from one house to another, and listening to all manner of languages. The Spanish was the common ground upon which we all met; for every one knew more or less of that. We had now, out of forty or fifty, representatives from almost every nation under the sun: two Englishmen, three Yankees, two Scotchmen, two Welshmen, one Irishman, three Frenchmen (two of whom were Normans, and the third from Gascony,) one Dutchman, one Austrian, two or three Spaniards, (from old Spain,) half a dozen Spanish-Americans and half-breeds, two native Indians from Chili and the Island of Chiloe, one Negro, one Mulatto, about twenty Italians, from all parts of Italy, as many more Sandwich Islanders, one Otaheitan, and one Kanaka from the Marquesas Islands.

Most of the crews from the ships came ashore every evening, and we spent our time visiting one house after another, listening to all kinds of languages. Spanish was the common language we all shared; everyone knew a bit of it. We now had, out of forty or fifty, representatives from almost every nation under the sun: two Englishmen, three Americans, two Scots, two Welshmen, one Irishman, three Frenchmen (two from Normandy and the third from Gascony), one Dutchman, one Austrian, two or three Spaniards (from Spain), half a dozen Spanish-Americans and mixed heritage individuals, two Native Americans from Chile and the Island of Chiloé, one Black person, one mixed-race individual, about twenty Italians from various regions of Italy, as many more from the Sandwich Islands, one person from Otaheite, and one Kanaka from the Marquesas Islands.

The night before the vessels were ready to sail, all the Europeans united and had an entertainment at the Rosa's hide-house, and we had songs of every nation and tongue. A German gave us "Och! mein lieber Augustin!" the three Frenchmen roared through the Marseilles Hymn; the English and Scotchmen gave us "Rule Britannia," and "Wha'll be King but Charlie?" the Italians and Spaniards screamed through some national affairs, for which I was none the wiser; and we three Yankees made an attempt at the "Star-spangled Banner." After these national tributes had been paid, the Austrian gave us a very pretty little love-song, and the Frenchmen sang a spirited thing called "Sentinelle! O prenez garde a vous!" and then followed the melange which might have been expected. When I left them, the aguardiente and annisou was pretty well in their heads, and they were all singing and talking at once, and their peculiar national oaths were getting as plenty as pronouns.

The night before the ships were set to sail, everyone came together for a party at Rosa's hideout, and we enjoyed songs from every country and language. A German treated us to "Och! mein lieber Augustin!" while the three French guys belted out the Marseilles Hymn. The English and Scots sang "Rule Britannia" and "Wha'll be King but Charlie?" The Italians and Spaniards passionately performed some national anthems, but I didn’t understand any of it. We three Americans gave the "Star-spangled Banner" a shot. After we paid our national tributes, the Austrian sang a lovely little love song, and the Frenchmen performed an energetic piece called "Sentinelle! O prenez garde a vous!" Then a mix of songs followed, just as you’d expect. When I left, the aguardiente and anise liqueur had taken effect, and everyone was singing and talking at the same time, with their unique national exclamations becoming as common as pronouns.

The next day, the two vessels got under weigh for the windward, and left us in quiet possession of the beach. Our numbers were somewhat enlarged by the opening of the new houses, and the society of the beach a little changed. In charge of the Catalina's house, was an old Scotchman, who, like most of his countrymen, had a pretty good education, and, like many of them, was rather pragmatical, and had a ludicrously solemn conceit. He employed his time in taking care of his pigs, chickens, turkeys, dogs, etc., and in smoking his long pipe. Everything was as neat as a pin in the house, and he was as regular in his hours as a chronometer, but as he kept very much by himself, was not a great addition to our society. He hardly spent a cent all the time he was on the beach, and the others said he was no shipmate. He had been a petty officer on board the British frigate Dublin, Capt. Lord James Townshend, and had great ideas of his own importance. The man in charge of the Rosa's house was an Austrian by birth, but spoke, read, and wrote four languages with ease and correctness. German was his native tongue, but being born near the borders of Italy, and having sailed out of Genoa, the Italian was almost as familiar to him as his own language. He was six years on board of an English man-of-war, where he learned to speak our language with ease, and also to read and write it. He had been several years in Spanish vessels, and had acquired that language so well, that he could read any books in it. He was between forty and fifty years of age, and was a singular mixture of the man-of-war's-man and Puritan. He talked a great deal about propriety and steadiness, and gave good advice to the youngsters and Kanakas, but seldom went up to the town, without coming down "three sheets in the wind." One holyday, he and old Robert (the Scotchman from the Catalina) went up to the town, and got so cozy, talking over old stories and giving one another good advice, that they came down double-backed, on a horse, and both rolled off into the sand as soon as the horse stopped. This put an end to their pretensions, and they never heard the last of it from the rest of the men. On the night of the entertainment at the Rosa's house, I saw old Schmidt, (that was the Austrian's name) standing up by a hogshead, holding on by both hands, and calling out to himself—"Hold on, Schmidt! hold on, my good fellow, or you'll be on your back!" Still, he was an intelligent, good-natured old fellow, and had a chest-full of books, which he willingly lent me to read. In the same house with him was a Frenchman and an Englishman; the latter a regular-built "man-of-war Jack;" a thorough seaman; a hearty, generous fellow; and, at the same time, a drunken, dissolute dog. He made it a point to get drunk once a fortnight, (when he always managed to sleep on the road, and have his money stolen from him,) and to battle the Frenchman once a week. These, with a Chilian, and a half a dozen Kanakas, formed the addition to our company.

The next day, the two boats set sail for the windward and left us peacefully on the beach. Our group got a bit bigger with the opening of the new houses, and the beach society changed slightly. In charge of the Catalina's house was an old Scotsman, who, like many from his country, was fairly well-educated but also a bit pompous with a funny sense of self-importance. He spent his time caring for his pigs, chickens, turkeys, dogs, etc., and smoking his long pipe. Everything in his house was spotless, and he kept a strict routine, but since he mostly kept to himself, he didn’t contribute much to our social life. He hardly spent any money while he was on the beach, and others would say he wasn't much of a shipmate. He had been a petty officer on the British frigate Dublin, captained by Lord James Townshend, and had an inflated view of his own significance. The man in charge of the Rosa's house was an Austrian by birth, but he could easily speak, read, and write four languages. German was his first language, but being born near the Italian border and having sailed out of Genoa, he was almost as comfortable with Italian. He spent six years on an English warship, where he learned to speak, read, and write our language with ease. He also spent several years on Spanish ships and had picked up Spanish well enough to read any book in it. He was between forty and fifty years old, a strange mix of a sailor and a Puritan. He often talked about propriety and steadiness, giving advice to the younger guys and Kanakas, but he rarely went into town without coming back "three sheets to the wind." One holiday, he and old Robert (the Scotsman from the Catalina) went into town and got so cozy reminiscing and giving each other advice that they came back on a horse and both fell off into the sand as soon as the horse stopped. This ended their pretensions, and the rest of the men never let them forget it. On the night of the entertainment at the Rosa's house, I saw old Schmidt (that was the Austrian's name) standing next to a barrel, holding on tightly and talking to himself, "Hold on, Schmidt! Hold on, my good fellow, or you'll be on your back!" Still, he was an intelligent, good-natured old guy with a chest full of books, which he happily lent me to read. In the same house with him was a Frenchman and an Englishman; the latter was a typical “man-of-war Jack,” a skilled sailor, a generous guy, but also a drunken, dissolute character. He made it a point to get drunk every other week (which meant he usually ended up sleeping on the road and having his money stolen) and to fight the Frenchman every week. Together with a Chilean and a handful of Kanakas, they made up the extra members of our group.

In about six weeks from the time when the Pilgrim sailed, we had got all the hides which she left us cured and stowed away; and having cleared up the ground, and emptied the vats, and set everything in order, had nothing more to do until she should come down again, but to supply ourselves with wood. Instead of going twice a week for this purpose, we determined to give one whole week to getting wood, and then we should have enough to last us half through the summer. Accordingly, we started off every morning, after an early breakfast, with our hatchets in hand, and cut wood until the sun was over the point,—which was our only mark of time, as there was not a watch on the beach—and then came back to dinner, and after dinner, started off again with our hand-cart and ropes, and carted and "backed" it down, until sunset. This, we kept up for a week, until we had collected several cords,—enough to last us for six or eight weeks—when we "knocked off" altogether, much to my joy; for, though I liked straying in the woods, and cutting, very well, yet the backing the wood for so great a distance, over an uneven country, was, without exception, the hardest work I had ever done. I usually had to kneel down and contrive to heave the load, which was well strapped together, upon my back, and then rise up and start off with it up the hills and down the vales, sometimes through thickets,—the rough points sticking into the skin, and tearing the clothes, so that, at the end of the week, I had hardly a whole shirt to my back.

About six weeks after the Pilgrim set sail, we had cured and stored all the hides she left us. We cleaned up the area, emptied the vats, and organized everything. There was nothing left to do until she returned except gather wood. Instead of going twice a week for this, we decided to dedicate one full week to collecting wood, which would be enough to last us halfway through the summer. So every morning, after an early breakfast, we set out with our hatchets and cut wood until the sun was high in the sky—our only way of keeping track of time since we had no watch on the beach. After that, we came back for lunch, and after eating, we headed out again with our hand cart and ropes, hauling it back until sunset. We maintained this routine for a week until we had gathered several cords—enough to last us six to eight weeks—at which point we stopped, much to my relief. Although I enjoyed wandering in the woods and cutting wood, carting it back for such a long distance over uneven terrain was, without a doubt, the hardest work I had ever done. I often had to kneel down, figure out how to lift the well-strapped load onto my back, and then get up and start trudging with it up hills and down valleys, sometimes pushing through thickets—the rough edges digging into my skin and tearing my clothes, so by the end of the week, I barely had a whole shirt left.

We were now through all our work, and had nothing more to do until the Pilgrim should come down again. We had nearly got through our provisions too, as well as our work; for our officer had been very wasteful of them, and the tea, flour, sugar, and molasses, were all gone. We suspected him of sending them up to the town; and he always treated the squaws with molasses, when they came down to the beach. Finding wheat-coffee and dry bread rather poor living, we dubbed together, and I went up to the town on horseback with a great salt-bag behind the saddle, and a few reáls in my pocket, and brought back the bag full of onions, pears, beans, water-melons, and other fruits; for the young woman who tended the garden, finding that I belonged to the American ship, and that we were short of provisions, put in a double portion. With these we lived like fighting-cocks for a week or two, and had, besides, what the sailors call "a blow-out on sleep;" not turning out in the morning until breakfast was ready. I employed several days in overhauling my chest, and mending up all my old clothes, until I had got everything in order—patch upon patch, like a sand-barge's mainsail. Then I took hold of Bowditch's Navigator, which I had always with me. I had been through the greater part of it, and now went carefully through it, from beginning to end working out most of the examples. That done, and there being no signs of the Pilgrim, I made a descent upon old Schmidt, and borrowed and read all the books there were upon the beach. Such a dearth was there of these latter articles, that anything, even a little child's story-book, or the half of a shipping calendar, appeared like a treasure. I actually read a jest-book through, from beginning to end, in one day, as I should a novel, and enjoyed it very much. At last, when I thought that there were no more to be got, I found, at the bottom of old Schmidt's chest, "Mandeville, a Romance, by Godwin, in five volumes." This I had never read, but Godwin's name was enough, and after the wretched trash I had devoured, anything bearing the name of a distinguished intellectual man, was a prize indeed. I bore it off, and for two days I was up early and late, reading with all my might, and actually drinking in delight. It is no extravagance to say that it was like a spring in a desert land.

We had finished all our work and had nothing left to do until the Pilgrim came back down. We were almost out of supplies too, just like our work; our officer had been careless with them, and the tea, flour, sugar, and molasses were all gone. We suspected he sent them up to the town, and he always gave the women molasses when they came down to the beach. Finding wheat coffee and dry bread pretty bland, we got together, and I rode up to the town on horseback with a big salt bag behind the saddle and a few coins in my pocket, bringing back the bag filled with onions, pears, beans, watermelons, and other fruits; the young woman who took care of the garden gave me extra since she knew I was from the American ship and that we were low on supplies. With these, we lived really well for a week or two, plus we had what sailors call "a blow-out on sleep," not getting up in the morning until breakfast was ready. I spent several days going through my chest and fixing up all my old clothes until everything was in order—patch on patch, like a sand barge's mainsail. Then I picked up Bowditch's Navigator, which I always had with me. I had already gone through most of it, and now I carefully worked through it from start to finish, solving most of the examples. Once that was done and there were no signs of the Pilgrim, I raided old Schmidt's collection and borrowed and read all the books that were on the beach. There was such a shortage of these that anything, even a children's storybook or half of a shipping calendar, felt like a treasure. I actually read a joke book from start to finish in one day, enjoying it as much as I would a novel. Finally, when I thought I had exhausted my options, I discovered at the bottom of old Schmidt's chest, "Mandeville, a Romance, by Godwin, in five volumes." I had never read it, but just the name Godwin was enough, and after the terrible stuff I had consumed, anything with the name of a renowned intellectual felt like a true find. I took it home, and for two days, I was up early and late, reading with all my energy and genuinely soaking up the joy. It's no exaggeration to say it felt like finding a spring in a desert.

From the sublime to the ridiculous—so with me, from Mandeville to hide-curing, was but a step; for

From the amazing to the absurd—so with me, from Mandeville to hide-curing, was just a step; for

Wednesday, July 18th, brought us the brig Pilgrim from the windward. As she came in, we found that she was a good deal altered in her appearance. Her short top-gallant masts were up; her bowlines all unrove (except to the courses); the quarter boom-irons off her lower yards; her jack-cross-trees sent down; several blocks got rid of; running-rigging rove in new places; and numberless other changes of the same character. Then, too, there was a new voice giving orders, and a new face on the quarter-deck,—a short, dark-complexioned man, in a green jacket and a high leather cap. These changes, of course, set the whole beach on the qui-vive, and we were all waiting for the boat to come ashore, that we might have things explained. At length, after the sails were furled and the anchor carried out, the boat pulled ashore, and the news soon flew that the expected ship had arrived at Santa Barbara, and that Captain T—— had taken command of her, and her captain, Faucon, had taken the Pilgrim, and was the green-jacketed man on the quarter-deck. The boat put directly off again, without giving us time to ask any more questions, and we were obliged to wait till night, when we took a little skiff, that lay on the beach, and paddled off. When I stepped aboard, the second mate called me aft, and gave me a large bundle, directed to me, and marked "Ship Alert." This was what I had longed for, yet I refrained from opening it until I went ashore. Diving down into the forecastle, I found the same old crew, and was really glad to see them again. Numerous inquiries passed as to the new ship, the latest news from Boston, etc., etc. S—— had received letters from home, and nothing remarkable had happened. The Alert was agreed on all hands to be a fine ship, and a large one: "Larger than the Rosa"—"Big enough to carry off all the hides in California"—"Rail as high as a man's head"—"A crack ship"—"A regular dandy," etc., etc. Captain T—— took command of her, and she went directly up to Monterey; from thence she was to go to San Francisco, and probably would not be in San Diego under two or three months. Some of the Pilgrim's crew found old ship-mates aboard of her, and spent an hour or two in her forecastle, the evening before she sailed. They said her decks were as white as snow—holystoned every morning, like a man-of-war's; everything on board "shipshape and Bristol fashion;" a fine crew, three mates, a sailmaker and carpenter, and all complete. "They've got a man for mate of that ship, and not a bloody sheep about decks!"—"A mate that knows his duty, and makes everybody do theirs, and won't be imposed upon either by captain or crew." After collecting all the information we could get on this point, we asked something about their new captain. He had hardly been on board long enough for them to know much about him, but he had taken hold strong, as soon as he took command;—sending down the top-gallant masts, and unreeving half the rigging, the very first day.

Wednesday, July 18th, brought in the brig Pilgrim from the windward. As she arrived, we noticed she looked quite different. Her short top-gallant masts were up; the bowlines were all unrove (except for the courses); the quarter boom-irons were off her lower yards; her jack-cross-trees were down; several blocks were removed; running rigging was set up in new places; and countless other similar changes were evident. Also, there was a new voice giving orders and a new face on the quarter-deck—a short, dark-complexioned man in a green jacket and a high leather cap. These changes obviously had everyone on the beach curious, and we were all waiting for the boat to come ashore so we could get more information. Finally, after the sails were furled and the anchor dropped, the boat came ashore, and word spread quickly that the expected ship had arrived at Santa Barbara, Captain T—— had taken command of her, and her captain, Faucon, had taken the Pilgrim and was the green-jacketed man on the quarter-deck. The boat headed back right away, without giving us time to ask any more questions, so we had to wait until night when we took a small skiff that was lying on the beach and paddled out. When I stepped aboard, the second mate called me to the back and handed me a large bundle addressed to me and marked "Ship Alert." This was what I had been waiting for, but I held off opening it until I got ashore. Diving down into the forecastle, I found the same old crew and was really happy to see them again. There were many questions about the new ship, the latest news from Boston, etc. S—— had received letters from home, and nothing out of the ordinary had happened. It was agreed by all that the Alert was a fine and large ship: "Larger than the Rosa"—"Big enough to carry off all the hides in California"—"Rail as high as a man's head"—"A great ship"—"A real beauty," etc. Captain T—— took command of her, and she headed directly up to Monterey; from there she was to go to San Francisco and probably wouldn’t be in San Diego for another two or three months. Some of the Pilgrim's crew found old shipmates aboard her and spent an hour or two in her forecastle the evening before she sailed. They said her decks were as white as snow—holystoned every morning, like a man-of-war's; everything on board was "shipshape and Bristol fashion;" a fine crew, three mates, a sailmaker and carpenter, and everything complete. "They've got a guy for mate of that ship, and not a lazy sheep about the decks!"—"A mate who knows his duty, makes everyone do theirs, and won’t be pushed around by either captain or crew." After gathering all the info we could find about this, we asked something about their new captain. He hadn’t been on board long enough for them to know much about him, but he had taken charge strongly right from the start—sending down the top-gallant masts and unreeving half the rigging on his very first day.

Having got all the news we could, we pulled ashore; and as soon as we reached the house, I, as might be supposed, proceeded directly to opening my bundle, and found a reasonable supply of duck, flannel shirts, shoes, etc., and, what was still more valuable, a packet of eleven letters. These I sat up nearly all the night to read, and put them carefully away, to be read and re-read again and again at my leisure. Then came a half a dozen newspapers, the last of which gave notice of Thanksgiving, and of the clearance of "ship Alert, Edward H. Faucon, master, for Callao and California, by Bryant, Sturgis & Co." No one has ever been on distant voyages, and after a long absence received a newspaper from home, who cannot understand the delight that they give one. I read every part of them—the houses to let; things lost or stolen; auction sales, and all. Nothing carries you so entirely to a place, and makes you feel so perfectly at home, as a newspaper. The very name of "Boston Daily Advertiser" "sounded hospitably upon the ear."

After gathering all the news we could, we pulled ashore; and as soon as we reached the house, I immediately started unpacking my bundle. I found a decent supply of duck, flannel shirts, shoes, and, even more valuable, a package of eleven letters. I stayed up nearly all night reading them and put them away carefully to read and re-read at my leisure. Then I found half a dozen newspapers, the last of which announced Thanksgiving and the clearance of "ship Alert, Edward H. Faucon, master, for Callao and California, by Bryant, Sturgis & Co." Anyone who has been on long voyages and received a newspaper from home after a long absence knows the joy they can bring. I read every part of them—the houses for rent, lost or stolen items, auction sales, and everything. Nothing makes you feel more connected to a place or at home than a newspaper. The very name "Boston Daily Advertiser" sounded welcoming to my ears.

The Pilgrim discharged her hides, which set us at work again, and in a few days we were in the old routine of dry hides—wet hides—cleaning—beating, etc. Captain Faucon came quietly up to me, as I was at work, with my knife, cutting the meat from a dirty hide, asked me how I liked California, and repeated—"Tityre, tu patulae recubans sub tegmine fagi." Very apropos, thought I, and, at the same time, serves to show that you understand Latin. However, a kind word from a captain is a thing not to be slighted; so I answered him civilly, and made the most of it.

The Pilgrim dropped off her hides, which got us busy again, and in a few days, we were back to the same old routine of dealing with dry hides, wet hides, cleaning, beating, and so on. Captain Faucon approached me quietly while I was working, using my knife to cut the meat off a dirty hide. He asked how I liked California and quoted, "Tityre, tu patulae recubans sub tegmine fagi." I thought that was quite relevant and noted that he knew some Latin. Still, a kind word from a captain is something you shouldn't overlook, so I replied politely and made the most of the moment.

Saturday, July 11th. The Pilgrim set sail for the windward, and left us to go on in our old way. Having laid in such a supply of wood, and the days being now long, and invariably pleasant, we had a good deal of time to ourselves. All the duck I received from home, I soon made up into trowsers and frocks, and displayed, every Sunday, a complete suit of my own make, from head to foot, having formed the remnants of the duck into a cap. Reading, mending, sleeping, with occasional excursions into the bush, with the dogs, in search of coati, hares, and rabbits, or to encounter a rattlesnake, and now and then a visit to the Presidio, filled up our spare time after hide-curing was over for the day. Another amusement, which we sometimes indulged in, was "burning the water" for craw-fish. For this purpose, we procured a pair of grains, with a long staff like a harpoon, and making torches with tarred rope twisted round a long pine stick, took the only boat on the beach, a small skiff, and with a torch-bearer in the bow, a steersman in the stern, and one man on each side with the grains, went off, on dark nights, to burn the water. This is fine sport. Keeping within a few rods of the shore, where the water is not more than three or four feet deep, with a clear sandy bottom, the torches light everything up so that one could almost have seen a pin among the grains of sand. The craw-fish are an easy prey, and we used soon to get a load of them. The other fish were more difficult to catch, yet we frequently speared a number of them, of various kinds and sizes. The Pilgrim brought us down a supply of fish-hooks, which we had never had before, on the beach, and for several days we went down to the Point, and caught a quantity of cod and mackerel. On one of these expeditions, we saw a battle between two Sandwich Islanders and a shark. "Johnny" had been playing about our boat for some time, driving away the fish, and showing his teeth at our bait, when we missed him, and in a few moments heard a great shouting between two Kanakas who were fishing on the rock opposite to us: "E hana hana make i ka ia nui!" "E pii mai Aikane!" etc., etc.; and saw them pulling away on a stout line, and "Johnny Shark" floundering at the other end. The line soon broke; but the Kanakas would not let him off so easily, and sprang directly into the water after him. Now came the tug of war. Before we could get into deep water, one of them seized him by the tail, and ran up with him upon the beach; but Johnny twisted round, turning his head under his body, and, showing his teeth in the vicinity of the Kanaka's hand, made him let go and spring out of the way. The shark now turned tail and made the best of his way, by flapping and floundering, toward deep water; but here again, before he was fairly off, the other Kanaka seized him by the tail, and made a spring towards the beach, his companion at the same time paying away upon him with stones and a large stick. As soon, however, as the shark could turn, he was obliged to let go his hold; but the instant he made toward deep water, they were both behind him, watching their chance to seize him. In this way the battle went on for some time, the shark, in a rage, splashing and twisting about, and the Kanakas, in high excitement, yelling at the top of their voices; but the shark at last got off, carrying away a hook and liner and not a few severe bruises.

Saturday, July 11th. The Pilgrim set sail for the windward and left us to continue our usual routine. Having stocked up on wood, and with the days now long and always pleasant, we had plenty of time to ourselves. I quickly turned all the duck fabric I received from home into trousers and dresses, and every Sunday, I wore a complete outfit I made myself, even crafting a cap from the leftover fabric. Reading, fixing things, sleeping, and occasional trips into the bush with the dogs to hunt for coatis, hares, and rabbits, or to encounter a rattlesnake, filled our spare time after hide-curing was done for the day. Another fun activity we sometimes enjoyed was "burning the water" for crawfish. For this, we got a pair of grains with a long staff like a harpoon, and made torches by twisting tarred rope around a long pine stick. We took the only boat on the beach, a small skiff, and with one person holding the torch at the front, one steering at the back, and one on each side with the grains, we headed out on dark nights to burn the water. This was great fun. Staying a few rods from the shore, where the water was only three or four feet deep with a clear sandy bottom, the torches lit everything up so brightly that you could almost see a pin among the grains of sand. The crawfish were easy to catch, and we quickly gathered a good amount. The other fish were harder to catch, but we often speared several of different types and sizes. The Pilgrim brought us fish-hooks, which we had never had before on the beach, and for several days, we went down to the Point and caught a lot of cod and mackerel. During one of these trips, we witnessed a fight between two Sandwich Islanders and a shark. "Johnny" had been circling our boat for some time, scaring off the fish and showing his teeth at our bait. When we lost sight of him, we heard loud shouting from two Kanakas fishing on the rock across from us: "E hana hana make i ka ia nui!" "E pii mai Aikane!" etc., and saw them pulling hard on a strong line, with "Johnny Shark" thrashing on the other end. The line soon snapped, but the Kanakas were not about to let him get away that easily and jumped straight into the water after him. Then the struggle began. Before we could reach deeper water, one of them grabbed him by the tail and dragged him onto the beach. But Johnny twisted around, turning his head under his body and showing his teeth near the Kanaka's hand, making him let go and jump out of the way. The shark then swam off, flapping and floundering toward deeper water, but once again, before he could escape, the other Kanaka caught him by the tail and lunged toward the beach, while his companion threw stones and swung a large stick at him. As soon as the shark could turn, he had to let go, but the moment he swam back toward deeper water, both Kanakas were right behind him, waiting for another chance to grab him. This continued for a while, with the shark thrashing and splashing in anger, and the Kanakas screaming at the top of their lungs; but eventually, the shark got away, taking with him a hook and line and a few serious bruises.




CHAPTER XXI

CALIFORNIA AND ITS INHABITANTS

We kept up a constant connection with the Presidio, and by the close of the summer I had added much to my vocabulary, beside having made the acquaintance of nearly everybody in the place, and acquired some knowledge of the character and habits of the people, as well as of the institutions under which they live.

We maintained a steady connection with the Presidio, and by the end of summer, I had greatly expanded my vocabulary, met almost everyone in the area, and gained some insight into the personalities and behaviors of the people, along with the systems they live by.

California was first discovered in 1536, by Cortes, and was subsequently visited by numerous other adventurers as well as commissioned voyagers of the Spanish crown. It was found to be inhabited by numerous tribes of Indians, and to be in many parts extremely fertile; to which, of course, was added rumors of gold mines, pearl fishery, etc. No sooner was the importance of the country known, than the Jesuits obtained leave to establish themselves in it, to Christianize and enlighten the Indians. They established missions in various parts of the country toward the close of the seventeenth century, and collected the natives about them, baptizing them into the church, and teaching them the arts of civilized life. To protect the Jesuits in their missions, and at the same time to support the power of the crown over the civilized Indians, two forts were erected and garrisoned, one at San Diego, and the other at Monterey. These were called Presidios, and divided the command of the whole country between them. Presidios have since been established at Santa Barbara and San Francisco; thus dividing the country into four large districts, each with its presidio, and governed by the commandant. The soldiers, for the most part, married civilized Indians; and thus, in the vicinity of each presidio, sprung up, gradually, small towns. In the course of time, vessels began to come into the ports to trade with the missions, and received hides in return; and thus began the great trade of California. Nearly all the cattle in the country belonged to the missions, and they employed their Indians, who became, in fact, their slaves, in tending their vast herds. In the year 1793, when Vancouver visited San Diego, the mission had obtained great wealth and power, and are accused of having depreciated the country with the sovereign, that they might be allowed to retain their possessions. On the expulsion of the Jesuits from the Spanish dominions, the missions passed into the hands of the Franciscans, though without any essential change in their management. Ever since the independence of Mexico, the missions have been going down; until, at last, a law was passed, stripping them of all their possessions, and confining the priests to their spiritual duties; and at the same time declaring all the Indians free and independent Rancheros. The change in the condition of the Indians was, as may be supposed, only nominal: they are virtually slaves, as much as they ever were. But in the missions, the change was complete. The priests have now no power, except in their religious character, and the great possessions of the missions are given over to be preyed upon by the harpies of the civil power, who are sent there in the capacity of administradores, to settle up the concerns; and who usually end, in a few years, by making themselves fortunes, and leaving their stewardships worse than they found them. The dynasty of the priests was much more acceptable to the people of the country, and indeed, to every one concerned with the country, by trade or otherwise, than that of the administradores. The priests were attached perpetually to one mission, and felt the necessity of keeping up its credit. Accordingly, their debts were regularly paid, and the people were, in the main, well treated, and attached to those who had spent their whole lives among them. But the administradores are strangers sent from Mexico, having no interest in the country; not identified in any way with their charge, and, for the most part, men of desperate fortunes—broken down politicians and soldiers—whose only object is to retrieve their condition in as short a time as possible. The change had been made but a few years before our arrival upon the coast, yet, in that short time, the trade was much diminished, credit impaired, and the venerable missions going rapidly to decay. The external arrangements remain the same. There are four presidios, having under their protection the various missions, and pueblos, which are towns formed by the civil power, and containing no mission or presidio. The most northerly presidio is San Francisco; the next Monterey; the next Santa Barbara; including the mission of the same, St. Louis Obispo, and St. Buenaventura, which is the finest mission in the whole country, having very fertile soil and rich vineyards. The last, and most southerly, is San Diego, including the mission of the same, San Juan Campestrano, the Pueblo de los Angelos, the largest town in California, with the neighboring mission of San Gabriel. The priests in spiritual matters are subject to the Archbishop of Mexico, and in temporal matters to the governor-general, who is the great civil and military head of the country.

California was first discovered in 1536 by Cortes and was later visited by many other explorers and official voyagers from the Spanish crown. It was found to be home to numerous Native American tribes and had many areas that were extremely fertile; rumors of gold mines and pearl fisheries added to its allure. As soon as the country’s significance became known, the Jesuits got permission to set up missions to convert and educate the Indians. They established missions across the region toward the end of the seventeenth century, gathering locals around them, baptizing them into the church, and teaching them civilized ways of life. To protect the Jesuits and support the crown's influence over the settled Indians, two forts were built and garrisoned—one in San Diego and the other in Monterey. These were called Presidios, and they shared command of the entire region. Later, Presidios were set up in Santa Barbara and San Francisco, dividing the area into four large districts, each overseen by a commandant. Most soldiers married local Indians, leading to the gradual emergence of small towns near each presidio. Over time, ships began arriving at the ports to trade with the missions, exchanging hides for goods, thus starting California's large-scale trade. Almost all the cattle in the region belonged to the missions, which employed the Indians—who essentially became their slaves—to manage their vast herds. By 1793, when Vancouver visited San Diego, the mission had gained significant wealth and power and was accused of misleading the crown to retain its holdings. After the Jesuits were expelled from Spanish territories, the Franciscans took over the missions, though their management remained largely unchanged. Since Mexico's independence, the missions have been in decline, leading to a law that stripped them of their assets and limited the priests to spiritual responsibilities, while declaring all Indians free and independent Rancheros. However, the change for the Indians was mostly superficial; they remained virtual slaves as they had always been. But the missions faced a complete transformation. The priests lost their authority except in their religious roles, while the missions' vast properties fell prey to civil power agents known as administradores, who were sent to manage the affairs but often ended up making fortunes for themselves and leaving the missions in worse condition. The priests’ leadership was much more welcomed by the locals and those involved in trade. The priests were dedicated to a single mission and felt compelled to maintain its reputation, regularly settling their debts, and generally treating people well, which earned their loyalty. In contrast, the administradores were outsiders from Mexico, with no real commitment to the land—often desperate individuals aiming to improve their circumstances quickly. A few years had passed since this transition when we arrived on the coast, yet in that brief period, trade had significantly slowed, credit weakened, and the once-esteemed missions were rapidly deteriorating. The overall structure remained unchanged, with four presidios overseeing the various missions and pueblos—towns formed by civil governance without a mission or presidio. The northernmost presidio is in San Francisco, followed by Monterey, then Santa Barbara, which includes the mission of the same name, as well as St. Louis Obispo and St. Buenaventura, the finest mission in the area with its fertile soil and rich vineyards. The southernmost presidio is San Diego, which encompasses the same-named mission, San Juan Capistrano, the Pueblo de los Angeles, the largest town in California, along with the nearby mission of San Gabriel. The priests are under the jurisdiction of the Archbishop of Mexico for spiritual matters and the governor-general for civil matters, who is the overall head of the country both civilly and militarily.

The government of the country is an arbitrary democracy; having no common law, and no judiciary. Their only laws are made and unmade at the caprice of the legislature, and are as variable as the legislature itself. They pass through the form of sending representatives to the congress at Mexico, but as it takes several months to go and return, and there is very little communication between the capital and this distant province, a member usually stays there, as permanent member, knowing very well that there will be revolutions at home before he can write and receive an answer; if another member should be sent, he has only to challenge him, and decide the contested election in that way.

The government of the country is a random democracy; it has no common law or judicial system. Their only laws are created and changed at the whim of the legislature, and they're as unpredictable as the legislature itself. They send representatives to the congress in Mexico, but since it takes several months to travel there and back, and communication between the capital and this remote province is very limited, a representative usually remains as a permanent member, fully aware that there will likely be revolutions at home before he can write and get a response; if another representative is sent, he just has to challenge him and settle the disputed election that way.

Revolutions are matters of constant occurrence in California. They are got up by men who are at the foot of the ladder and in desperate circumstances, just as a new political party is started by such men in our own country. The only object, of course, is the loaves and fishes; and instead of caucusing, paragraphing, libelling, feasting, promising, and lying, as with us, they take muskets and bayonets, and seizing upon the presidio and custom-house, divide the spoils, and declare a new dynasty. As for justice, they know no law but will and fear. A Yankee, who had been naturalized, and become a Catholic, and had married in the country, was sitting in his house at the Pueblo de los Angelos, with his wife and children, when a Spaniard, with whom he had had a difficulty, entered the house, and stabbed him to the heart before them all. The murderer was seized by some Yankees who had settled there, and kept in confinement until a statement of the whole affair could be sent to the governor-general. He refused to do anything about it, and the countrymen of the murdered man, seeing no prospect of justice being administered, made known that if nothing was done, they should try the man themselves. It chanced that, at this time, there was a company of forty trappers and hunters from Kentucky, with their rifles, who had made their head-quarters at the Pueblo; and these, together with the Americans and Englishmen in the place, who were between twenty and thirty in number, took possession of the town, and waiting a reasonable time, proceeded to try the man according to the forms in their own country. A judge and jury were appointed, and he was tried, convicted, sentenced to be shot, and carried out before the town, with his eyes blindfolded. The names of all the men were then put into a hat and each one pledging himself to perform his duty, twelve names were drawn out, and the men took their stations with their rifles, and, firing at the word, laid him dead. He was decently buried, and the place was restored quietly to the proper authorities. A general, with titles enough for an hidalgo, was at San Gabriel, and issued a proclamation as long as the fore-top-bowline, threatening destruction to the rebels, but never stirred from his fort; for forty Kentucky hunters, with their rifles, were a match for a whole regiment of hungry, drawling, lazy half-breeds. This affair happened while we were at San Pedro, (the port of the Pueblo,) and we had all the particulars directly from those who were on the spot. A few months afterwards, another man, whom we had often seen in San Diego, murdered a man and his wife on the high road between the Pueblo and San Louis Rey, and the foreigners not feeling themselves called upon to act in this case, the parties being all natives, nothing was done about it; and I frequently afterwards saw the murderer in San Diego, where he was living with his wife and family.

Revolutions happen all the time in California. They’re started by people who are at the bottom and in tough situations, similar to how a new political party might form in our country. The main goal, of course, is to get the benefits; instead of holding meetings, writing articles, spreading rumors, partying, making promises, and lying like we do, they grab guns and swords, take control of the presidio and the customs house, share the loot, and declare a new government. As for justice, they only recognize power and fear. A guy from New England, who had become a citizen, converted to Catholicism, and married locally, was at his house in the Pueblo de los Angelos with his wife and kids when a Spaniard with whom he had a conflict came in and stabbed him in front of them. Some locals, who were also from New England, captured the murderer and kept him locked up until they could report the incident to the governor-general. The governor-general refused to take action, and seeing no hope for justice, the murdered man’s fellow countrymen announced that if nothing was done, they’d take it upon themselves to deal with the murderer. At that time, a group of forty trappers and hunters from Kentucky, armed with rifles, had set up camp in the Pueblo; together with the Americans and British living there, who numbered between twenty and thirty, they took control of the town. After waiting a reasonable amount of time, they decided to put the murderer on trial according to their own standards. They appointed a judge and jury, and he was tried, found guilty, sentenced to be shot, and taken out in front of the town with a blindfold. All the names of the men were put into a hat, and after each one promised to do his duty, twelve names were drawn. Those men got into position with their rifles and, at the command, shot him dead. He was buried respectfully, and the town was peacefully returned to the proper authorities. A general, with a bunch of fancy titles, was stationed at San Gabriel and put out a long proclamation threatening to punish the rebels, but he never left his fort; because forty Kentucky hunters with their rifles were more than a match for an entire regiment of lazy, hungry half-breeds. This all took place while we were at San Pedro, the port of the Pueblo, and we heard all the details directly from eyewitnesses. A few months later, another man we had seen several times in San Diego killed a man and his wife on the road between the Pueblo and San Luis Rey. The foreigners didn’t feel the need to act since all the involved parties were locals, so nothing happened; I often saw the murderer later in San Diego, where he was living with his wife and family.

When a crime has been committed by Indians, justice, or rather vengeance, is not so tardy. One Sunday afternoon, while I was at San Diego, an Indian was sitting on his horse, when another, with whom he had had some difficulty, came up to him, drew a long knife, and plunged it directly into the horse's heart. The Indian sprang from his falling horse, drew out the knife, and plunged it into the other Indian's breast, over his shoulder, and laid him dead. The poor fellow was seized at once, clapped into the calabozo, and kept there until an answer could be received from Monterey. A few weeks afterwards, I saw the poor wretch, sitting on the bare ground, in front of the calabozo, with his feet chained to a stake, and handcuffs about his wrists. I knew there was very little hope for him. Although the deed was done in hot blood, the horse on which he was sitting being his own, and a great favorite, yet he was an Indian, and that was enough. In about a week after I saw him, I heard that he had been shot. These few instances will serve to give one a notion of the distribution of justice in California.

When a crime is committed by Native Americans, justice, or more accurately, revenge, is swift. One Sunday afternoon in San Diego, an Indian was sitting on his horse when another, with whom he had a conflict, approached him, pulled out a long knife, and stabbed it straight into the horse's heart. The Indian jumped off his collapsing horse, yanked out the knife, stabbed the other Indian in the chest, and killed him. The poor guy was immediately arrested, thrown into jail, and kept there while they awaited word from Monterey. A few weeks later, I saw the unfortunate man sitting on the bare ground in front of the jail, with his feet shackled to a post and handcuffs on his wrists. I knew there was little chance for him. Even though he acted in a fit of rage, and the horse he was riding was his own and a beloved companion, he was still an Indian, and that was enough. About a week after I saw him, I heard he had been shot. These few examples provide a glimpse into the way justice is handled in California.

In their domestic relations, these people are no better than in their public. The men are thriftless, proud, and extravagant, and very much given to gaming; and the women have but little education, and a good deal of beauty, and their morality, of course, is none of the best; yet the instances of infidelity are much less frequent than one would at first suppose. In fact, one vice is set over against another; and thus, something like a balance is obtained. The women have but little virtue, but then the jealousy of their husbands is extreme, and their revenge deadly and almost certain. A few inches of cold steel has been the punishment of many an unwary man, who has been guilty, perhaps, of nothing more than indiscretion of manner. The difficulties of the attempt are numerous, and the consequences of discovery fatal. With the unmarried women, too, great watchfulness is used. The main object of the parents is to marry their daughters well, and to this, the slightest slip would be fatal. The sharp eyes of a dueña, and the cold steel of a father or brother, are a protection which the characters of most of them—men and women—render by no means useless; for the very men who would lay down their lives to avenge the dishonor of their own family, would risk the same lives to complete the dishonor of another.

In their domestic lives, these people are no better than in public. The men are careless with money, proud, and flashy, and are very into gambling; the women have little education, a lot of beauty, and their morals aren't the greatest. However, instances of infidelity are less common than one might think at first. In fact, one vice balances out another, so there’s something like equilibrium. The women may lack virtue, but their husbands are extremely jealous, and their revenge is deadly and almost certain. A few inches of cold steel have been the punishment for many unsuspecting men who may have done nothing more than act inappropriately. There are many challenges in attempting infidelity, and the consequences of getting caught are severe. Unmarried women are also closely monitored. The main goal of their parents is to marry them well, and even the slightest mistake could be disastrous. The watchful eyes of a duenna, along with the cold steel of a father or brother, provide protection that is made effective by their characters—both men and women—because the very men who would risk their lives to avenge their own family's dishonor would just as easily risk those lives to bring dishonor to someone else’s family.

Of the poor Indians, very little care is taken. The priests, indeed, at the missions, are said to keep them very strictly, and some rules are usually made by the alcaldes to punish their misconduct; but it all amounts to but little. Indeed, to show the entire want of any sense of morality or domestic duty among them, I have frequently known an Indian to bring his wife, to whom he was lawfully married in the church, down to the beach, and carry her back again, dividing with her the money which she had got from the sailors. If any of the girls were discovered by the alcalde to be open evil-livers, they were whipped, and kept at work sweeping the square of the presidio, and carrying mud and bricks for the buildings; yet a few reáls would generally buy them off. Intemperance, too, is a common vice among the Indians. The Spaniards, on the contrary, are very abstemious, and I do not remember ever having seen a Spaniard intoxicated.

Very little care is given to the poor Indians. The priests at the missions are said to keep them in line, and the alcaldes usually set rules to punish their misbehavior, but it doesn’t mean much in the grand scheme. In fact, to highlight their complete lack of any sense of morality or responsibility, I've often seen an Indian take his church-married wife down to the beach and then back, splitting the money she got from sailors. If any girls got caught by the alcalde for being immoral, they were whipped and had to sweep the presidio square and carry mud and bricks for the buildings; yet a few coins could generally buy their freedom. Alcohol abuse is also a common problem among the Indians. The Spaniards, on the other hand, are very moderate, and I don’t recall ever seeing a Spaniard drunk.

Such are the people who inhabit a country embracing four or five hundred miles of sea-coast, with several good harbors; with fine forests in the north; the waters filled with fish, and the plains covered with thousands of herds of cattle; blessed with a climate, than which there can be no better in the world; free from all manner of diseases, whether epidemic or endemic; and with a soil in which corn yields from seventy to eighty fold. In the hands of an enterprising people, what a country this might be! we are ready to say. Yet how long would a people remain so, in such a country? The Americans (as those from the United States are called) and Englishmen, who are fast filling up the principal towns, and getting the trade into their hands, are indeed more industrious and effective than the Spaniards; yet their children are brought up Spaniards, in every respect, and if the "California fever" (laziness) spares the first generation, it always attacks the second.

Such are the people living in a country with four or five hundred miles of coastline, several good harbors, beautiful forests in the north, waters teeming with fish, and plains covered with thousands of cattle. It's blessed with a climate that's among the best in the world, free from all kinds of diseases, whether they are widespread or localized. The soil is so fertile that corn can yield seventy to eighty times what was planted. Imagine what a thriving nation this could be in the hands of a driven people! Yet, how long would that drive last in such a place? The Americans (as those from the United States are called) and Englishmen, who are quickly populating the main towns and dominating the trade, are indeed more hardworking and effective than the Spaniards. However, their children are raised like Spaniards in every way, and if the "California fever" (laziness) spares the first generation, it always hits the second.




CHAPTER XXII

LIFE ON SHORE—THE ALERT

Saturday, July 18th. This day, sailed the Mexican hermaphrodite brig, Fazio, for San Blas and Mazatlan. This was the brig which was driven ashore at San Pedro in a south-easter, and had been lying at San Diego to repair and take in her cargo. The owner of her had had a good deal of difficulty with the government about the duties, etc., and her sailing had been delayed for several weeks; but everything having been arranged, she got under weigh with a light breeze, and was floating out of the harbor, when two horsemen came dashing down to the beach, at full speed, and tried to find a boat to put off after her; but there being none on the beach, they offered a handful of silver to any Kanaka who would swim off and take a letter on board. One of the Kanakas, a fine, active, well-made young fellow, instantly threw off everything but his duck trowsers, and putting the letter into his hat, swam off, after the vessel. Fortunately, the wind was very light and the vessel was going slowly, so that, although she was nearly a mile off when he started, he gained on her rapidly. He went through the water leaving a wake like a small steamboat. I certainly never saw such swimming before. They saw him coming from the deck, but did not heave-to, suspecting the nature of his errand; yet, the wind continuing light, he swam alongside and got on board, and delivered his letter. The captain read the letter, told the Kanaka there was no answer, and giving him a glass of brandy, left him to jump overboard and find the best of his way to the shore. The Kanaka swam in for the nearest point of land, and, in about an hour, made his appearance at the hide-house. He did not seem at all fatigued, had made three or four dollars, got a glass of brandy, and was in fine spirits. The brig kept on her course, and the government officers, who had come down to forbid her sailing, went back, each with something like a flea in his ear, having depended upon extorting a little more money from the owner.

Saturday, July 18. Today, the Mexican hermaphrodite brig, Fazio, set sail for San Blas and Mazatlan. This was the same brig that got stuck on the shore at San Pedro during a southeast wind and had been at San Diego to repair and load its cargo. The owner had faced quite a bit of trouble with the government over duties and other issues, which delayed her sailing for several weeks; but now that everything was sorted, she got underway with a light breeze and was drifting out of the harbor when two horsemen raced down to the beach at full speed, trying to find a boat to follow her. With no boats on the beach, they offered a handful of silver to any local who would swim out and deliver a letter. One young local, a strong and athletic guy, quickly stripped down to just his trousers, tucked the letter into his hat, and swam after the ship. Luckily, the wind was gentle and the vessel was moving slowly, so despite being nearly a mile away when he started, he quickly closed the distance. He cut through the water, leaving a wake like a small steamboat. I had never seen such impressive swimming before. They spotted him from the deck but didn’t stop, suspecting what he was up to; however, as the wind stayed light, he swam alongside and managed to get onboard, delivering his letter. The captain read the letter, told the local there was no reply, gave him a glass of brandy, and then let him jump back into the water to swim to shore. The local swam toward the nearest land and showed up at the hide-house about an hour later. He didn’t seem tired at all, had made three or four dollars, enjoyed a glass of brandy, and was in high spirits. The brig continued on its way, while the government officials who had come to prevent her from sailing went back, each feeling a bit outsmarted, having hoped to squeeze a bit more money out of the owner.

It was now nearly three months since the Alert arrived at Santa Barbara, and we began to expect her daily. About a half a mile behind the hide-house, was a high hill; and every afternoon, as soon as we had done our work, some one of us walked up to see if there were any sail in sight, coming down before the regular trades, which blow every afternoon. Each day, after the latter part of July, we went up the hill, and came back disappointed. I was anxious for her arrival, for I had been told by letter that the owners in Boston, at the request of my friends, had written to Captain T—— to take me on board the Alert, in case she returned to the United States before the Pilgrim; and I, of course, wished to know whether the order had been received, and what was the destination of the ship. One year more or less might be of small consequence to others, but it was everything to me. It was now just a year since we sailed from Boston, and at the shortest, no vessel could expect to get away under eight or nine months, which would make our absence two years in all. This would be pretty long, but would not be fatal. It would not necessarily be decisive of my future life. But one year more would settle the matter. I should be a sailor for life; and although I had made up my mind to it before I had my letters from home, and was, as I thought, quite satisfied; yet, as soon as an opportunity was held out to me of returning, and the prospect of another kind of life was opened to me, my anxiety to return, and, at least, to have the chance of deciding upon my course for myself, was beyond measure. Beside that, I wished to be "equal to either fortune," and to qualify myself for an officer's berth, and a hide-house was no place to learn seamanship in. I had become experienced in hide-curing, and everything went on smoothly, and I had many opportunities of becoming acquainted with the people, and much leisure for reading and studying navigation; yet practical seamanship could only be got on board ship; therefore, I determined to ask to be taken on board the ship when she arrived. By the first of August, we finished curing all our hides, stored them away, cleaned out our vats, (in which latter work we spent two days, up to our knees in mud and the sediments of six months' hide-curing, in a stench which would drive a donkey from his breakfast,) and got in readiness for the arrival of the ship, and had another leisure interval of three or four weeks; which I spent, as usual, in reading, writing, studying, making and mending my clothes, and getting my wardrobe in complete readiness, in case I should go on board the ship; and in fishing, ranging the woods with the dogs, and in occasional visits to the presidio and mission. A good deal of my time was spent in taking care of a little puppy, which I had selected from thirty-six, that were born within three days of one another, at our house. He was a fine, promising pup, with four white paws, and all the rest of his body of a dark brown. I built a little kennel for him, and kept him fastened there, away from the other dogs, feeding and disciplining him myself. In a few weeks, I got him in complete subjection, and he grew finely, was very much attached to me, and bid fair to be one of the leading dogs on the beach. I called him Bravo, and the only thing I regretted at the thought of leaving the beach, was parting with him.

It had now been nearly three months since the Alert arrived in Santa Barbara, and we started to expect her every day. About half a mile behind the hide-house was a high hill, and every afternoon, as soon as we finished our work, one of us would walk up to see if there were any sails in sight, coming in before the regular trade winds that blow every afternoon. Each day, after late July, we hiked up the hill and returned disappointed. I was eager for her arrival because I had been told by letter that the owners in Boston, at the request of my friends, had written to Captain T—— to take me on board the Alert if she returned to the United States before the Pilgrim. Naturally, I wanted to know if the order had been received and what the ship's destination was. One year more or less might be insignificant to others, but it meant everything to me. It had been exactly a year since we sailed from Boston, and at the very least, no vessel could expect to depart in under eight or nine months, which would make our total absence two years. While this would be quite long, it wouldn't be catastrophic or necessarily determine my future. However, an additional year would be decisive. I would be a sailor for life; although I'd made peace with that decision before receiving my letters from home and thought I was quite content, the moment the chance to return was presented to me and the prospect of another lifestyle opened up, my longing to go back and at least have the opportunity to choose my path for myself became overwhelming. Plus, I wanted to be prepared for "either fortune" and to qualify for an officer's position, as a hide-house was not the place to learn seamanship. I had gained experience in hide-curing, everything was running smoothly, and I had many chances to get to know the locals, along with ample free time for reading and studying navigation. However, practical seamanship could only be learned on a ship; so I decided to ask to be taken on board when the ship arrived. By the beginning of August, we finished curing all our hides, stored them away, cleaned out our vats (which took us two days, up to our knees in mud and the remains of six months of hide-curing, in a stench that would drive a donkey away from his breakfast), and got ready for the ship's arrival. We had another free stretch of three or four weeks, which I spent as usual reading, writing, studying, making and mending my clothes, and ensuring my wardrobe was ready in case I went on board the ship. I also fished, roamed the woods with the dogs, and made occasional visits to the presidio and mission. A lot of my time was taken up caring for a little puppy I had chosen from thirty-six that were born within three days of each other at our place. He was a fine, promising pup with four white paws and a dark brown body. I built a small kennel for him and kept him separated from the other dogs, feeding and training him myself. In a few weeks, I had him completely under control, and he grew well, becoming very attached to me and showing promise of being one of the top dogs on the beach. I named him Bravo, and the only thing I regretted at the thought of leaving the beach was saying goodbye to him.

Day after day, we went up the hill, but no ship was to be seen, and we began to form all sorts of conjectures as to her whereabouts; and the theme of every evening's conversation at the different houses, and in our afternoon's paséo upon the beach, was the ship—where she could be—had she been to San Francisco?—how many hides she would bring, etc., etc.

Day after day, we climbed the hill, but no ship appeared, and we started to imagine all kinds of theories about where she might be; the topic of every evening’s conversation at the various houses and during our afternoon stroll on the beach was the ship—where she could be—had she gone to San Francisco?—how many hides she would bring, etc., etc.

Tuesday, August 25th. This morning, the officer in charge of our house went off beyond the point a fishing, in a small canoe, with two Kanakas; and we were sitting quietly in our room at the hide-house, when, just before noon, we heard a complete yell of "Sail ho!" breaking out from all parts of the beach, at once,—from the Kanakas' oven to the Rosa's house. In an instant, every one was out of his house; and there was a fine, tall ship, with royals and skysails set, bending over before the strong afternoon breeze, and coming rapidly round the point. Her yards were braced sharp up; every sail was set, and drew well; the Yankee ensign was flying from her mizen-peak; and having the tide in her favor, she came up like a race-horse. It was nearly six months since a new vessel had entered San Diego, and of course, every one was on the qui-vive. She certainly made a fine appearance. Her light sails were taken in, as she passed the low, sandy tongue of land, and clewing up her head sails, she rounded handsomely to, under her mizen topsail, and let go the anchor at about a cable's length from the shore. In a few minutes, the topsail yards were manned, and all three of the topsails furled at once. From the fore top-gallant yard, the men slid down the stay to furl the jib, and from the mizen top-gallant yard, by the stay, into the maintop, and thence to the yard; and the men on the topsail yards came down the lifts to the yard-arms of the courses. The sails were furled with great care, the bunts triced up by jiggers, and the jibs stowed in cloth. The royal yards were then struck, tackles got upon the yard-arms and the stay, the long-boat hoisted out, a large anchor carried astern, and the ship moored. Then the captain's gig was lowered away from the quarter, and a boat's crew of fine lads, between the ages of fourteen and eighteen, pulled the captain ashore. The gig was a light whale-boat, handsomely painted, and fitted up with cushions, etc., in the stern sheets. We immediately attacked the boat's crew, and got very thick with them in a few minutes. We had much to ask about Boston, their passage out, etc., and they were very curious to know about the life we were leading upon the beach. One of them offered to exchange with me; which was just what I wanted; and we had only to get the permission of the captain.

Tuesday, August 25th. This morning, the officer in charge of our house went fishing with two locals in a small canoe. We were sitting quietly in our room at the hide-house when, just before noon, we heard a loud shout of "Sail ho!" coming from all over the beach—from the locals' oven to Rosa's house. Instantly, everyone rushed out of their homes to see a beautiful, tall ship with all its sails set, leaning into the strong afternoon breeze and swiftly rounding the point. The ship’s sails were braced tightly, and every sail was catching the wind well; the American flag was flying from its mizzen peak, and with the tide on its side, it approached like a racehorse. It had been nearly six months since a new vessel had entered San Diego, so naturally, everyone was alert. It looked impressive. As it passed the low, sandy land, it took in its light sails, pulled up its head sails, rounded gracefully under its mizzen topsail, and dropped anchor about a cable's length from the shore. In a few minutes, the topsail yards were manned, and all three topsails were furled at the same time. The crew slid down the stay from the fore top-gallant yard to fold the jib, and from the mizzen top-gallant yard, they went down into the maintop and then to the yard. The crew on the topsail yards came down to the yard-arms of the courses. The sails were carefully furled, with the bunts triced up using jiggers, and the jibs were stored in cloth. Then, the royal yards were struck, tackles were rigged on the yard-arms and the stay, the long-boat was lowered, a large anchor was carried to the back, and the ship was moored. Afterward, the captain's gig was lowered from the quarter, and a crew of young lads, aged between fourteen and eighteen, rowed the captain ashore. The gig was a lightweight whale-boat, beautifully painted and fitted with cushions in the stern. We quickly approached the crew and got to know them in no time. We had a lot to ask about Boston, their journey, and they were very interested in our life on the beach. One of them offered to switch places with me, which was exactly what I wanted; we just needed the captain's permission.

After dinner, the crew began discharging their hides, and, as we had nothing to do at the hide-houses, we were ordered aboard to help them. I had now my first opportunity of seeing the ship which I hoped was to be my home for the next year. She looked as well on board as she did from without. Her decks were wide and roomy, (there being no poop, or house on deck, which disfigures the after part of most of our vessels,) flush, fore and aft, and as white as snow, which the crew told us was from constant use of holystones. There was no foolish gilding and gingerbread work, to take the eye of landsmen and passengers, but everything was "ship-shape and Bristol fashion." There was no rust, no dirt, no rigging hanging slack, no fag ends of ropes and "Irish pendants" aloft, and the yards were squared "to a t" by lifts and braces.

After dinner, the crew started unloading their hides, and since we had nothing to do at the hide-houses, we were called on board to help them. I finally had my first chance to see the ship that I hoped would be my home for the next year. She looked just as good inside as she did from the outside. Her decks were spacious and open (there was no poop or house on deck that usually clutter the back of most of our ships), flush, front and back, and as white as snow, which the crew said was from constantly using holystones. There was no unnecessary gilding or flashy decorations to catch the eye of landlubbers and passengers; everything was "ship-shape and Bristol fashion." There was no rust, no dirt, no slack rigging, and no frayed ropes or "Irish pendants" hanging up high, and the yards were perfectly squared with lifts and braces.

The mate was a fine, hearty, noisy fellow, with a voice like a lion, and always wide awake. He was "a man, every inch of him," as the sailors said; and though "a bit of a horse," and "a hard customer," yet he was generally liked by the crew. There was also a second and third mate, a carpenter, sailmaker, steward, cook, etc., and twelve, including boys, before the mast. She had, on board, seven thousand hides, which she had collected at the windward, and also horns and tallow. All these we began discharging, from both gangways at once, into the two boats, the second mate having charge of the launch, and the third mate of the pinnace. For several days, we were employed in this way, until all the hides were taken out, when the crew began taking in ballast, and we returned to our old work, hide-curing.

The mate was a strong, lively, noisy guy with a voice like a lion, always alert. He was "a man, every inch of him," as the sailors put it; and although "a bit of a horse" and "a tough guy," he was generally well-liked by the crew. There was also a second and third mate, a carpenter, sailmaker, steward, cook, etc., and twelve crew members, including boys, before the mast. On board, there were seven thousand hides that we had collected upwind, along with horns and tallow. We started offloading these from both gangways at once, with the second mate in charge of the launch and the third mate overseeing the pinnace. We spent several days doing this until all the hides were unloaded, after which the crew started taking in ballast, and we got back to our original task of curing hides.

Saturday, Aug. 29th. Arrived, brig Catalina, from the windward.

Saturday, Aug. 29th. Arrived, brig Catalina, from the windward.

Sunday, 30th. This was the first Sunday that the crew had been in San Diego, and of course they were all for going up to see the town. The Indians came down early, with horses to let for the day, and all the crew, who could obtain liberty, went off to the Presidio and mission, and did not return until night. I had seen enough of San Diego, and went on board and spent the day with some of the crew, whom I found quietly at work in the forecastle, mending and washing their clothes, and reading and writing. They told me that the ship stopped at Callao in the passage out, and there lay three weeks. She had a passage of little over eighty days from Boston to Callao, which is one of the shortest on record. There, they left the Brandywine frigate, and other smaller American ships of war, and the English frigate Blonde, and a French seventy-four. From Callao they came directly to California, and had visited every port on the coast, including San Francisco. The forecastle in which they lived was large, tolerably well lighted by bulls-eyes, and, being kept perfectly clean, had quite a comfortable appearance; at least, it was far better than the little, black, dirty hole in which I had lived so many months on board the Pilgrim. By the regulations of the ship, the forecastle was cleaned out every morning, and the crew, being very neat, kept it clean by some regulations of their own, such as having a large spitbox always under the steps and between the bits, and obliging every man to hang up his wet clothes, etc. In addition to this, it was holystoned every Saturday morning. In the after part of the ship was a handsome cabin, a dining-room, and a trade-room, fitted out with shelves and furnished with all sorts of goods. Between these and the forecastle was the "between-decks," as high as the gun deck of a frigate; being six feet and a half, under the beams. These between-decks were holystoned regularly, and kept in the most perfect order; the carpenter's bench and tools being in one part, the sailmaker's in another, and boatswain's locker, with the spare rigging, in a third. A part of the crew slept here, in hammocks swung fore and aft from the beams, and triced up every morning. The sides of the between-decks were clapboarded, the knees and stanchions of iron, and the latter made to unship. The crew said she was as tight as a drum, and a fine sea boat, her only fault being, that of most fast ships,—that she was wet, forward. When she was going, as she sometimes would, eight or nine knots on a wind, there would not be a dry spot forward of the gangway. The men told great stories of her sailing, and had great confidence in her as a "lucky ship." She was seven years old, and had always been in the Canton trade, and never had met with an accident of any consequence, and had never made a passage that was not shorter than the average. The third mate, a young man of about eighteen years of age, nephew of one of the owners, had been in the ship from a small boy, and "believed in the ship;" and the chief mate thought more of her than he would of a wife and family.

Sunday, 30th. This was the first Sunday that the crew had been in San Diego, and obviously, they all wanted to explore the town. The local Indians came down early, offering horses for rent for the day, and all the crew members who could get time off headed to the Presidio and mission, not returning until night. I had seen enough of San Diego, so I went back on board and spent the day with some of the crew, who I found peacefully working in the forecastle, mending and washing their clothes, as well as reading and writing. They told me that the ship had stopped at Callao on the way out and spent three weeks there. The journey from Boston to Callao took just over eighty days, which is one of the shortest on record. There, they left the Brandywine frigate and other smaller American warships, along with the English frigate Blonde and a French seventy-four. From Callao, they went straight to California, visiting every port along the coast, including San Francisco. The forecastle where they lived was large and reasonably well-lit by bulls-eyes, and it was kept perfectly clean, giving it quite a comfortable look; at least, it was much better than the small, dark, dirty hole I had lived in for so many months on the Pilgrim. According to the ship's regulations, the forecastle was cleaned every morning, and the crew, being very tidy, maintained it with their own rules, like having a large spitbox always under the steps and between the bits, and requiring each person to hang up their wet clothes, etc. Additionally, it was holystoned every Saturday morning. In the back part of the ship, there was an attractive cabin, a dining room, and a trade room, set up with shelves and stocked with all sorts of goods. Between these areas and the forecastle was the "between-decks," which was as high as the gun deck of a frigate, standing six and a half feet under the beams. These between-decks were regularly holystoned and kept in perfect order; the carpenter's bench and tools were in one section, the sailmaker's in another, and the boatswain's locker, along with spare rigging, in a third. Some crew members slept here in hammocks that were hung fore and aft from the beams and triced up every morning. The sides of the between-decks were clapboarded, with iron knees and stanchions, the latter designed to be removed. The crew claimed she was as tight as a drum and a good sea boat, her only flaw being like that of most fast ships—she was wet forward. When she was sailing, sometimes at eight or nine knots against the wind, there wouldn’t be a dry spot forward of the gangway. The men told grand tales of her sailing capabilities and had great faith in her as a "lucky ship." She was seven years old and had always been in the Canton trade, never having encountered an accident of any significance, and had never made a passage longer than average. The third mate, about eighteen years old and the nephew of one of the owners, had been on the ship since he was a small boy, and he "believed in the ship;" the chief mate cared for her more than he would for a wife and family.

The ship lay about a week longer in port, when, having discharged her cargo and taken in ballast, she prepared to get under weigh. I now made my application to the captain to go on board. He told me that I could go home in the ship when she sailed (which I knew before); and, finding that I wished to be on board while she was on the coast, said he had no objection, if I could find one of my own age to exchange with me, for the time. This, I easily accomplished, for they were glad to change the scene by a few months on shore, and, moreover, escape the winter and the south-easters; and I went on board the next day, with my chest and hammock, and found myself once more afloat.

The ship stayed in port for about another week. After unloading her cargo and taking on ballast, she got ready to set sail. I asked the captain if I could go on board. He told me I could go home on the ship when she left, which I already knew. Since I wanted to be on board while she was still along the coast, he said he had no problem with that if I could find someone my age to swap places with me for a bit. I managed to do this pretty easily because they were happy to switch things up and spend a few months on land, plus avoid the winter weather and the southeast winds. The next day, I boarded the ship with my chest and hammock, and I was back on the water again.




CHAPTER XXIII

NEW SHIP AND SHIPMATES—MY WATCHMATE

Tuesday, Sept. 8th. This was my first day's duty on board the ship; and though a sailor's life is a sailor's life wherever it may be, yet I found everything very different here from the customs of the brig Pilgrim. After all hands were called, at day-break, three minutes and a half were allowed for every man to dress and come on deck, and if any were longer than that, they were sure to be overhauled by the mate, who was always on deck, and making himself heard all over the ship. The head-pump was then rigged, and the decks washed down by the second and third mates; the chief mate walking the quarter-deck and keeping a general supervision, but not deigning to touch a bucket or a brush. Inside and out, fore and aft, upper deck and between decks, steerage and forecastle, rail, bulwarks, and water-ways, were washed, scrubbed and scraped with brooms and canvas, and the decks were wet and sanded all over, and then holystoned. The holystone is a large, soft stone, smooth on the bottom, with long ropes attached to each end, by which the crew keep it sliding fore and aft, over the wet, sanded decks. Smaller hand-stones, which the sailors call "prayer-books," are used to scrub in among the crevices and narrow places, where the large holystone will not go. An hour or two, we were kept at this work, when the head-pump was manned, and all the sand washed off the decks and sides. Then came swabs and squilgees; and after the decks were dry, each one went to his particular morning job. There were five boats belonging to the ship,—launch, pinnace, jolly-boat, larboard quarter-boat, and gig,—each of which had a coxswain, who had charge of it, and was answerable for the order and cleanness of it. The rest of the cleaning was divided among the crew; one having the brass and composition work about the capstan; another the bell, which was of brass, and kept as bright as a gilt button; a third, the harness-cask; another, the man-rope stanchions; others, the steps of the forecastle and hatchways, which were hauled up and holystoned. Each of these jobs must be finished before breakfast; and, in the meantime, the rest of the crew filled the scuttle-butt, and the cook scraped his kids (wooden tubs out of which the sailors eat) and polished the hoops, and placed them before the galley, to await inspection. When the decks were dry, the lord paramount made his appearance on the quarter-deck, and took a few turns, when eight bells were struck, and all hands went to breakfast. Half an hour was allowed for breakfast, when all hands were called again; the kids, pots, bread-bags, etc., stowed away; and, this morning, preparations were made for getting under weigh. We paid out on the chain by which we swung; hove in on the other; catted the anchor; and hove short on the first. This work was done in shorter time than was usual on board the brig; for though everything was more than twice as large and heavy, the cat-block being as much as a man could lift, and the chain as large as three of the Pilgrim's, yet there was a plenty of room to move about in, more discipline and system, more men, and more good will. Every one seemed ambitious to do his best: officers and men knew their duty, and all went well. As soon as she was hove short, the mate, on the forecastle, gave the order to loose the sails, and, in an instant, every one sprung into the rigging, up the shrouds, and out on the yards, scrambling by one another,—the first up the best fellow,—cast off the yard-arm gaskets and bunt gaskets, and one man remained on each yard, holding the bunt jigger with a turn round the tye, all ready to let go, while the rest laid down to man the sheets and halyards. The mate then hailed the yards—"All ready forward?"—"All ready the cross-jack yards?" etc., etc., and "Aye, aye, sir!" being returned from each, the word was given to let go; and in the twinkling of an eye, the ship, which had shown nothing but her bare yards, was covered with her loose canvas, from the royal-mast-heads to the decks. Every one then laid down, except one man in each top, to overhaul the rigging, and the topsails were hoisted and sheeted home; all three yards going to the mast-head at once, the larboard watch hoisting the fore, the starboard watch the main, and five light hands, (of whom I was one,) picked from the two watches, the mizen. The yards were then trimmed, the anchor weighed, the cat-block hooked on, the fall stretched out, manned by "all hands and the cook," and the anchor brought to the head with "cheerily men!" in full chorus. The ship being now under weigh, the light sails were set, one after another, and she was under full sail, before she had passed the sandy point. The fore royal, which fell to my lot, (being in the mate's watch,) was more than twice as large as that of the Pilgrim, and, though I could handle the brig's easily, I found my hands full, with this, especially as there were no jacks to the ship; everything being for neatness, and nothing left for Jack to hold on by, but his eyelids.

Tuesday, Sept. 8th. This was my first day working on the ship; and although a sailor's life is the same wherever you are, I noticed everything was quite different from the routines on the brig Pilgrim. After all hands were called at dawn, each man was allowed three and a half minutes to get dressed and come on deck, and if anyone took longer than that, the mate, who was always on deck and made sure his voice was heard throughout the ship, would definitely call them out. The head pump was then set up, and the decks were washed down by the second and third mates, while the chief mate walked the quarter-deck, overseeing everything but refusing to touch a bucket or brush. Inside and out, from the bow to the stern, upper deck to below decks, steerage and forecastle, railings, bulwarks, and waterways were all washed, scrubbed, and scraped with brooms and canvas. The decks were thoroughly wet and sanded, and then holystoned. The holystone is a large, soft stone, smooth on the bottom, with long ropes attached to each end, which the crew uses to slide it back and forth over the wet, sanded decks. Smaller hand stones, which the sailors call "prayer books," are used for scrubbing in the crevices and tight spots where the big holystone can't reach. We worked at this for an hour or two, after which the head pump was manned again to wash off the sand from the decks and sides. Then came swabs and squeegees; after the decks had dried, each person moved on to their specific morning task. There were five boats belonging to the ship—launch, pinnace, jolly-boat, larboard quarter-boat, and gig—each with a coxswain responsible for its order and cleanliness. The rest of the cleaning duties were divided among the crew: one person took care of the brass and composition work around the capstan; another polished the brass bell, keeping it as shiny as a gold button; a third handled the harness-cask; another took care of the man-rope stanchions; and others cleaned the steps of the forecastle and hatchways, which were pulled up and holystoned. Each of these tasks had to be completed before breakfast, while the rest of the crew filled the scuttle-butt and the cook scrubbed the kids (wooden tubs the sailors ate from) and polished the hoops, placing them in front of the galley for inspection. When the decks were dry, the head guy appeared on the quarter-deck, took a few turns, and then eight bells rang, signaling everyone to go to breakfast. Half an hour was allowed for breakfast, after which all hands were called again; the kids, pots, bread-bags, etc., were stowed away, and that morning, preparations were made to get underway. We let out the chain we swung from, pulled in on the other, lifted the anchor, and tightened up on the first. This was done more quickly than usual on the brig; even though everything was more than twice as large and heavy, with the cat-block being as heavy as a man could lift and the chain as thick as three of the Pilgrim's, there was plenty of room to move, more discipline and organization, more crew members, and a greater willingness to cooperate. Everyone seemed eager to do their best: officers and men knew their roles, and everything ran smoothly. As soon as we were tightened up, the mate on the forecastle ordered the sails to be loosened, and instantly everyone sprang into the rigging, climbing up the shrouds and out onto the yards, jostling each other—the first up was the best guy—casting off the yard-arm gaskets and bunt gaskets, with one man left on each yard to hold the bunt jigger with a turn around the tie, all ready to let go while the rest positioned themselves to manage the sheets and halyards. The mate then called to the yards—“All ready forward?”—“All ready the cross-jack yards?” etc., and received “Aye, aye, sir!” from each. When the word was given to let go, the ship, which had only shown her bare yards, was suddenly covered with her loose canvas, from the royal mastheads down to the decks. Everyone then laid low, except one person in each top, to check the rigging while the topsails were hoisted and set; all three yards went to the masthead at once, with the larboard watch hoisting the fore, the starboard watch the main, and five light hands, including myself, picked from the two watches to handle the mizen. The yards were then trimmed, the anchor was weighed, the cat-block hooked on, the fall stretched out, manned by "all hands and the cook," and the anchor was brought to the head with "cheerily men!" in full chorus. With the ship now underway, the light sails were set one after another, and she was under full sail before we passed the sandy point. The fore royal, which I was responsible for (being in the mate's watch), was more than twice as large as that of the Pilgrim, and while I could easily manage the brig's, I found my hands full with this one, especially since there were no jacks on the ship; everything was made for neatness, leaving nothing for Jack to hold onto except his eyelids.

As soon as we were beyond the point, and all sail out, the order was given, "Go below the watch!" and the crew said that, ever since they had been on the coast, they had had "watch and watch," while going from port to port; and, in fact, everything showed that, though strict discipline was kept, and the utmost was required of every man, in the way of his duty, yet, on the whole, there was very good usage on board. Each one knew that he must be a man, and show himself smart when at his duty, yet every one was satisfied with the usage; and a contented crew, agreeing with one another, and finding no fault, was a contrast indeed with the small, hard-used, dissatisfied, grumbling, desponding crew of the Pilgrim.

As soon as we passed the point and had all the sails up, the order was given, "Go below the watch!" The crew mentioned that ever since they had been along the coast, they had been on "watch and watch" while moving from port to port. Everything indicated that even though strict discipline was maintained and a lot was expected from each man regarding his duties, there was overall a very good working atmosphere on board. Each person understood that they had to step up and perform well in their role, yet everyone was happy with the treatment they received. A content crew that got along and didn’t complain stood in stark contrast to the small, overworked, dissatisfied, grumbling, and discouraged crew of the Pilgrim.

It being the turn of our watch to go below, the men went to work, mending their clothes, and doing other little things for themselves; and I, having got my wardrobe in complete order at San Diego, had nothing to do but to read. I accordingly overhauled the chests of the crew, but found nothing that suited me exactly, until one of the men said he had a book which "told all about a great highway-man," at the bottom of his chest, and producing it, I found, to my surprise and joy, that it was nothing else than Bulwer's Paul Clifford. This, I seized immediately, and going to my hammock, lay there, swinging and reading, until the watch was out. The between-decks were clear, the hatchways open, and a cool breeze blowing through them, the ship under easy way, and everything comfortable. I had just got well into the story, when eight bells were struck, and we were all ordered to dinner. After dinner came our watch on deck for four hours, and, at four o'clock, I went below again, turned into my hammock, and read until the dog watch. As no lights were allowed after eight o'clock, there was no reading in the night watch. Having light winds and calms, we were three days on the passage, and each watch below, during the daytime, I spent in the same manner, until I had finished my book. I shall never forget the enjoyment I derived from it. To come across anything with the slightest claims to literary merit, was so unusual, that this was a perfect feast to me. The brilliancy of the book, the succession of capital hits, lively and characteristic sketches, kept me in a constant state of pleasing sensations. It was far too good for a sailor. I could not expect such fine times to last long.

As it was our turn for watch below, the crew got to work fixing their clothes and taking care of personal tasks. I, having sorted my wardrobe completely back at San Diego, had nothing to do but read. I started going through the crew's chests but didn’t find anything that really caught my interest until one of the guys mentioned he had a book about a famous highwayman at the bottom of his chest. When he handed it over, I was surprised and thrilled to find it was Bulwer's Paul Clifford. I grabbed it instantly and climbed into my hammock, swinging and reading until the watch ended. The between-decks were clear, the hatches were open, and a nice breeze was flowing through, with the ship sailing smoothly and everything feeling comfortable. Just when I was getting into the story, eight bells rang, and we were called to dinner. After dinner, we had our watch on deck for four hours, and at four o'clock, I went below again, settled into my hammock, and read until the dog watch. Since no lights were allowed after eight o'clock, I couldn’t read during the night watch. With light winds and calm seas, we spent three days on the passage, and each time I was below during the day, I spent it the same way until I finished my book. I’ll never forget how much I enjoyed it. Finding something with even a hint of literary quality was so rare that it felt like a real treat. The brilliance of the book, the series of great moments, lively and characteristic descriptions kept me in a constant state of delight. It was far too good for a sailor. I didn’t expect such good times to last long.

While on deck, the regular work of the ship went on. The sailmaker and carpenter worked between decks, and the crew had their work to do upon the rigging, drawing yarns, making spun-yarn, etc., as usual in merchantmen. The night watches were much more pleasant than on board the Pilgrim. There, there were so few in a watch, that, one being at the wheel, and another on the look-out, there was no one left to talk with; but here, we had seven in a watch, so that we had long yarns, in abundance. After two or three night watches, I became quite well acquainted with all the larboard watch. The sailmaker was the head man of the watch, and was generally considered the most experienced seaman on board. He was a thoroughbred old man-of-war's-man, had been to sea twenty-two years, in all kinds of vessels—men-of-war, privateers, slavers, and merchantmen;—everything except whalers, which a thorough sailor despises, and will always steer clear of, if he can. He had, of course, been in all parts of the world, and was remarkable for drawing a long bow. His yarns frequently stretched through a watch, and kept all hands awake. They were always amusing from their improbability, and, indeed, he never expected to be believed, but spun them merely for amusement; and as he had some humor and a good supply of man-of-war slang and sailor's salt phrases, he always made fun. Next to him in age and experience, and, of course, in standing in the watch, was an Englishman, named Harris, of whom I shall have more to say hereafter. Then, came two or three Americans, who had been the common run of European and South American voyages, and one who had been in a "spouter," and, of course, had all the whaling stories to himself. Last of all, was a broad-backed, thick-headed boy from Cape Cod, who had been in mackerel schooners, and was making his first voyage in a square-rigged vessel. He was born in Hingham, and of course was called "Bucketmaker." The other watch was composed of about the same number. A tall, fine-looking Frenchman, with coal-black whiskers and curly hair, a first-rate seaman, and named John, (one name is enough for a sailor,) was the head man of the watch. Then came two Americans (one of whom had been a dissipated young man of property and family, and was reduced to duck trowsers and monthly wages,) a German, an English lad, named Ben, who belonged on the mizen topsail yard with me, and was a good sailor for his years, and two Boston boys just from the public schools. The carpenter sometimes mustered in the starboard watch, and was an old sea-dog, a Swede by birth, and accounted the best helmsman in the ship. This was our ship's company, beside cook and steward, who were blacks, three mates, and the captain.

While on deck, the regular work of the ship continued. The sailmaker and carpenter worked below deck, and the crew went about their tasks on the rigging, drawing yarns, making spun-yarn, and so on, just like usual on merchant ships. The night watches were much more enjoyable than on the Pilgrim. There, we had so few people in a watch that with one at the wheel and another on lookout, there was no one left to chat with; but here, we had seven in a watch, so we had plenty of long conversations. After a couple of night watches, I got to know everyone in the larboard watch pretty well. The sailmaker was the lead guy in the watch and was generally seen as the most experienced sailor on board. He was a seasoned old sailor who had spent twenty-two years at sea in all kinds of vessels—men-of-war, privateers, slavers, and merchant ships—everything except whalers, which a true sailor looks down on and avoids if possible. He had, of course, traveled to all parts of the world and was known for telling tall tales. His stories often lasted through an entire watch, keeping everyone awake. They were always entertaining due to their implausibility, and honestly, he never expected anyone to believe them; he shared them just for fun. With a good sense of humor and plenty of man-of-war slang and salty sailor phrases, he always had a good time. Next to him in age and experience—and of course rank in the watch—was an Englishman named Harris, who I’ll speak more about later. Then there were two or three Americans who had gone through the usual European and South American voyages, and one who had been on a "spouter" and naturally had all the whaling stories to himself. Lastly, there was a big, solid-headed kid from Cape Cod who had been on mackerel schooners and was making his first trip on a square-rigged vessel. He was from Hingham, so he was nicknamed "Bucketmaker." The other watch had about the same number of crew members. A tall, good-looking Frenchman with coal-black whiskers and curly hair, a top-notch sailor named John (one name is enough for a sailor), was the lead man of that watch. Then there were two Americans (one of whom had been a partying young man from a wealthy family and was now reduced to wearing duck trousers and earning monthly wages), a German, an English lad named Ben who worked on the mizen topsail yard with me and was a solid sailor for his age, and two Boston boys who had just come from public school. The carpenter sometimes joined the starboard watch and was an old sea dog, a Swede by birth, regarded as the best helmsman on the ship. That was our crew, along with a cook and steward who were black, three mates, and the captain.

The second day out, the wind drew ahead, and we had to beat up the coast; so that, in tacking ship, I could see the regulations of the vessel. Instead of going wherever was most convenient, and running from place to place, wherever work was to be done, each man had his station. A regular tacking and wearing bill was made out. The chief mate commanded on the forecastle, and had charge of the head sails and the forward part of the ship. Two of the best men in the ship—the sailmaker from our watch, and John, the Frenchman, from the other, worked the forecastle. The third mate commanded in the waist, and, with the carpenter and one man, worked the main tack and bowlines; the cook, ex-officio, the fore sheet, and the steward the main. The second mate had charge of the after yards, and let go the lee fore and main braces. I was stationed at the weather cross-jack braces; three other light hands at the lee; one boy at the spanker-sheet and guy; a man and a boy at the main topsail, top-gallant, and royal braces; and all the rest of the crew—men and boys—tallied on to the main brace. Every one here knew his station, must be there when all hands were called to put the ship about, and was answerable for every rope committed to him. Each man's rope must be let go and hauled in at the order, properly made fast, and neatly coiled away when the ship was about. As soon as all hands are at their stations, the captain, who stands on the weather side of the quarter-deck, makes a sign to the man at the wheel to put it down, and calls out "Helm's a lee'!" "Helm's a lee'!" answers the mate on the forecastle, and the head sheets are let go. "Raise tacks and sheets!" says the captain; "tacks and sheets!" is passed forward, and the fore tack and main sheet are let go. The next thing is to haul taut for a swing. The weather cross-jack braces and the lee main braces are each belayed together upon two pins, and ready to be let go; and the opposite braces hauled taut. "Main topsail haul!" shouts the captain; the braces are let go; and if he has taken his time well, the yards swing round like a top; but if he is too late, or too soon, it is like drawing teeth. The after yards are then braced up and belayed, the main sheet hauled aft, the spanker eased over to leeward, and the men from the braces stand by the head yards. "Let go and haul!" says the captain; the second mate lets go the weather fore braces, and the men haul in to leeward. The mate, on the forecastle, looks out for the head yards. "Well, the fore topsail yard!" "Top-gallant yard's well!" "Royal yard too much! Haul into windward! So! well that!" "Well all!" Then the starboard watch board the main tack, and the larboard watch lay forward and board the fore tack and haul down the jib sheet, clapping a tackle upon it, if it blows very fresh. The after yards are then trimmed, the captain generally looking out for them himself. "Well the cross-jack yard!" "Small pull the main top-gallant yard!" "Well that!" "Well the mizen top-gallant yard!" "Cross-jack yards all well!" "Well all aft!" "Haul taut to windward!" Everything being now trimmed and in order, each man coils up the rigging at his own station, and the order is given—"Go below the watch!"

On the second day out, the wind picked up, and we had to sail up the coast; as a result, while tacking the ship, I was able to see how the vessel was run. Instead of moving around wherever was easiest and jumping from task to task, each person had their assigned spot. A specific tacking and wearing plan was set. The chief mate controlled the forecastle and was responsible for the head sails and the front part of the ship. Two of the best crew members—the sailmaker from our watch and John, the Frenchman, from the other watch—worked the forecastle. The third mate took care of the waist and, along with the carpenter and one other crew member, managed the main tack and bowlines; the cook, by default, handled the fore sheet, and the steward dealt with the main sheet. The second mate oversaw the back sails and released the lee fore and main braces. I was positioned at the weather cross-jack braces; three other lighter crew members were at the lee; one boy managed the spanker-sheet and guy; a man and a boy worked the main topsail, top-gallant, and royal braces; and all the rest of the crew—men and boys—were on the main brace. Everyone here knew their role, had to be present when all hands were called to adjust the ship, and was responsible for every rope assigned to them. Each person's rope had to be released and pulled in on command, securely fastened, and neatly coiled when the ship changed direction. Once everyone was in their positions, the captain, standing on the weather side of the quarter-deck, signaled to the helmsman to lower it and called out "Helm's a lee!" "Helm's a lee!" answered the mate on the forecastle, as the head sheets were released. "Raise tacks and sheets!" commanded the captain; "tacks and sheets!" was passed forward, and the fore tack and main sheet were let go. The next step was to tighten everything for a swing. The weather cross-jack braces and the lee main braces were belayed together on two pins, ready to be released, while the opposite braces were tightened. "Main topsail haul!" shouted the captain; the braces were released; and if he timed it right, the yards swung around perfectly; if not, it would be a struggle. The after yards were then adjusted and secured, the main sheet pulled aft, the spanker eased over to leeward, and the men from the braces prepared by the head yards. "Let go and haul!" the captain ordered; the second mate released the weather fore braces, and the men pulled in to leeward. The mate on the forecastle watched out for the head yards. "Fore topsail yard is good!" "Top-gallant yard is good!" "Royal yard is over! Pull windward! Perfect!" "All good!" Then the starboard watch took control of the main tack, and the larboard watch moved forward to manage the fore tack and lowered the jib sheet, securing it with a tackle if it was really windy. The after yards were then adjusted, with the captain typically overseeing them. "Cross-jack yard is good!" "Little pull on the main top-gallant yard!" "That's good!" "Mizen top-gallant yard is good!" "Cross-jack yards are all good!" "All clear aft!" "Haul tight to windward!" Once everything was adjusted and in place, each person coiled up the rigging at their station, and the order was given—"Go below the watch!"

During the last twenty-four hours of the passage, we beat off and on the land, making a tack about once in four hours, so that I had a sufficient opportunity to observe the working of the ship; and certainly, it took no more men to brace about this ship's lower yards, which were more than fifty feet square, than it did those of the Pilgrim, which were not much more than half the size; so much depends upon the manner in which the braces run, and the state of the blocks; and Captain Wilson, of the Ayacucho, who was afterwards a passenger with us, upon a trip to windward, said he had no doubt that our ship worked two men lighter than his brig.

During the last twenty-four hours of the journey, we sailed back and forth near the land, tacking about once every four hours, which gave me plenty of time to observe how the ship operated. It was clear that it took no more crew to adjust this ship's lower yards, which were over fifty feet square, than it did for those of the Pilgrim, which were only about half that size. A lot depends on how the braces are laid out and the condition of the blocks. Captain Wilson, from the Ayacucho, who later traveled with us on a trip upwind, said he was sure our ship operated with two fewer crew members than his brig.

Friday, Sept. 11th. This morning, at four o'clock, went below, San Pedro point being about two leagues ahead, and the ship going on under studding-sails. In about an hour we were waked up by the hauling of the chain about decks, and in a few minutes "All hands ahoy!" was called; and we were all at work, hauling in and making up the studding-sails, overhauling the chain forward, and getting the anchors ready. "The Pilgrim is there at anchor," said some one, as we were running about decks; and taking a moment's look over the rail, I saw my old friend, deeply laden, lying at anchor inside of the kelp. In coming to anchor, as well as in tacking, each one had his station and duty. The light sails were clewed up and furled, the courses hauled up and the jibs down; then came the topsails in the buntlines, and the anchor let go. As soon as she was well at anchor, all hands lay aloft to furl the topsails; and this, I soon found, was a great matter on board this ship; for every sailor knows that a vessel is judged of, a good deal, by the furl of her sails. The third mate, a sailmaker, and the larboard watch went upon the fore topsail yard; the second mate, carpenter, and the starboard watch upon the main; and myself and the English lad, and the two Boston boys, and the young Cape-Cod man, furled the mizen topsail. This sail belonged to us altogether, to reef and to furl, and not a man was allowed to come upon our yard. The mate took us under his special care, frequently making us furl the sail over, three or four times, until we got the bunt up to a perfect cone, and the whole sail without a wrinkle. As soon as each sail was hauled up and the bunt made, the jigger was bent on to the slack of the buntlines, and the bunt triced up, on deck. The mate then took his place between the knightheads to "twig" the fore, on the windlass to twig the main, and at the foot of the mainmast, for the mizen; and if anything was wrong,—too much bunt on one side, clews too taut or too slack, or any sail abaft the yard,—the whole must be dropped again. When all was right, the bunts were triced well up, the yard-arm gaskets passed, so as not to leave a wrinkle forward of the yard—short gaskets with turns close together.

Friday, Sept. 11th. This morning, at four o'clock, we went below, with San Pedro point about two leagues ahead and the ship moving along under studding sails. About an hour later, we were woken up by the sound of the chain being hauled on deck, and in a few minutes, “All hands ahoy!” was called; we all jumped to work, hauling in and stowing the studding sails, checking the chain up front, and preparing the anchors. “The Pilgrim is anchored there,” someone said as we hurried around the deck, and taking a quick look over the rail, I spotted my old friend, heavily loaded, lying at anchor inside the kelp. While coming to anchor and tacking, everyone had their spot and job. The light sails were clewed up and furled, the courses were hauled up, and the jibs were lowered; then the topsails were managed with the buntlines, and the anchor was dropped. Once the ship was securely anchored, all hands went aloft to furl the topsails; and I quickly realized this was a significant task on board this ship because every sailor knows that a vessel is often judged by how well its sails are furled. The third mate, who was a sailmaker, along with the larboard watch, went up on the fore topsail yard; the second mate, carpenter, and the starboard watch went on the main; and I, the English lad, two Boston boys, and the young man from Cape Cod furled the mizen topsail. This sail was our responsibility to reef and furl, and no one else was allowed on our yard. The mate paid special attention to us, often making us furled the sail over three or four times until we shaped the bunt into a perfect cone, ensuring the whole sail was wrinkle-free. Once each sail was hauled up and the bunt was made, the jigger was attached to the slack of the buntlines, and the bunt was secured on deck. The mate then took his position between the knightheads to check the fore, on the windlass to check the main, and at the foot of the mainmast for the mizen; and if anything was incorrect—too much bunt on one side, clews too taut or too loose, or any sail behind the yard—the whole thing had to be dropped again. Once everything was right, the bunts were tightly triced up, and the yard-arm gaskets were passed, making sure not to leave any wrinkles forward of the yard—short gaskets with closely spaced turns.

From the moment of letting go the anchor, when the captain ceases his care of things, the chief mate is the great man. With a voice like a young lion, he was hallooing and bawling, in all directions, making everything fly, and, at the same time, doing everything well. He was quite a contrast to the worthy, quiet, unobtrusive mate of the Pilgrim; not so estimable a man, perhaps, but a far better mate of a vessel; and the entire change in Captain T——'s conduct, since he took command of the ship, was owing, no doubt, in a great measure, to this fact. If the chief officer wants force, discipline slackens, everything gets out of joint, the captain interferes continually; that makes a difficulty between them, which encourages the crew, and the whole ends in a three-sided quarrel. But Mr. Brown (the mate of the Alert) wanted no help from anybody; took everything into his own hands; and was more likely to encroach upon the authority of the master, than to need any spurring. Captain T—— gave his directions to the mate in private, and, except in coming to anchor, getting under weigh, tacking, reefing topsails, and other "all-hands-work," seldom appeared in person. This is the proper state of things, and while this lasts, and there is a good understanding aft, everything will go on well.

From the moment the anchor was dropped, when the captain stopped overseeing everything, the chief mate was in charge. With a voice like a young lion, he was shouting and directing everyone, making things happen while handling everything efficiently. He was a stark contrast to the decent, calm, and unobtrusive mate of the Pilgrim; maybe not as admirable, but definitely a better mate for the ship. The complete change in Captain T——'s behavior since he took command was largely due to this. If the chief officer lacks authority, discipline falls apart, everything goes wrong, and the captain constantly interferes; this creates tension between them, which emboldens the crew, leading to a three-way dispute. But Mr. Brown (the mate of the Alert) didn't need help from anyone; he took charge of everything and was more likely to overstep the captain’s authority than to require any encouragement. Captain T—— gave instructions to the mate privately, and except for coming to anchor, getting underway, tacking, reefing topsails, and other jobs that required the whole crew, he rarely appeared in person. This is how things should be, and as long as this arrangement continues and there is good communication on board, everything will run smoothly.

Having furled all the sails, the royal yards were next to be sent down. The English lad and myself sent down the main, which was larger than the Pilgrim's main top-gallant yard; two more light hands, the fore; and one boy, the mizen. This order, we always kept while on the coast; sending them up and down every time we came in and went out of port. They were all tripped and lowered together, the main on the starboard side, and the fore and mizen, to port. No sooner was she all snug, than tackles were got up on the yards and stays, and the long-boat and pinnace hove out. The swinging booms were then guyed out, and the boats made fast by geswarps, and everything in harbor style. After breakfast, the hatches were taken off, and all got ready to receive hides from the Pilgrim. All day, boats were passing and repassing, until we had taken her hides from her, and left her in ballast trim. These hides made but little show in our hold, though they had loaded the Pilgrim down to the water's edge. This changing of the hides settled the question of the destination of the two vessels, which had been one of some speculation to us. We were to remain in the leeward ports, while the Pilgrim was to sail, the next morning, for San Francisco. After we had knocked off work, and cleared up decks for the night, my friend S—— came on board, and spent an hour with me in our berth between decks. The Pilgrim's crew envied me my place on board the ship, and seemed to think that I had got a little to windward of them; especially in the matter of going home first. S—— was determined to go home on the Alert, by begging or buying; if Captain T—— would not let him come on other terms, he would purchase an exchange with some one of the crew. The prospect of another year after the Alert should sail, was rather "too much of the monkey." About seven o'clock, the mate came down into the steerage, in fine trim for fun, roused the boys out of the berth, turned up the carpenter with his fiddle, sent the steward with lights to put in the between-decks, and set all hands to dancing. The between-decks were high enough to allow of jumping; and being clear, and white, from holystoning, made a fine dancing-hall. Some of the Pilgrim's crew were in the forecastle, and we all turned-to and had a regular sailor's shuffle, till eight bells. The Cape-Cod boy could dance the true fisherman's jig, barefooted, knocking with his heels, and slapping the decks with his bare feet, in time with the music. This was a favorite amusement of the mate's, who always stood at the steerage door, looking on, and if the boys would not dance, he hazed them round with a rope's end, much to the amusement of the men.

Having furled all the sails, the next step was to lower the royal yards. The English boy and I took down the main yard, which was bigger than the Pilgrim's main top-gallant yard; two more guys handled the fore; and one boy dealt with the mizen. We maintained this routine while on the coast, sending them up and down every time we entered or left port. They were all tripped and lowered together: the main yard on the starboard side, and the fore and mizen on the port side. As soon as everything was secured, we rigged tackles on the yards and stays, and launched the long-boat and pinnace. The swinging booms were then guyed out, and the boats were secured by geswarps, everything arranged for harbor. After breakfast, the hatches were removed, and we got ready to receive hides from the Pilgrim. All day, boats were coming and going until we had taken all her hides and left her in ballast trim. These hides barely filled our hold, even though they had weighed down the Pilgrim to the water's edge. This swap of hides settled the question of the two vessels' destinations, which had been a topic of speculation among us. We were to remain in the leeward ports, while the Pilgrim planned to set sail for San Francisco the next morning. After we finished work and cleaned up the decks for the night, my friend S—— came aboard and spent an hour with me in our berth between decks. The Pilgrim's crew envied my position on the ship and thought I had it better, especially since I would get to go home first. S—— was determined to return on the Alert, either by begging or buying passage; if Captain T—— wouldn't let him come any other way, he’d swap with someone in the crew. The thought of spending another year after the Alert departed was quite overwhelming. Around seven o'clock, the mate came down to the steerage, ready for some fun, roused the boys out of their bunks, called up the carpenter with his fiddle, sent the steward for lights to place in the between-decks, and got everyone dancing. The between-decks were high enough for jumping, and being clean and white from scrubbing, made a great dance floor. Some of the Pilgrim's crew were in the forecastle, and we all joined in for a proper sailor's shuffle until eight bells. The Cape Cod boy could dance the true fisherman's jig, barefoot, stomping his heels and slapping the deck in rhythm with the music. This was a favorite pastime of the mate's, who always stood at the steerage door watching, and if the boys weren't dancing, he would chase them around with a rope’s end, much to the amusement of the men.

The next morning, according to the orders of the agent, the Pilgrim set sail for the windward, to be gone three or four months. She got under weigh with very little fuss, and came so near us as to throw a letter on board, Captain Faucon standing at the tiller himself, and steering her as he would a mackerel smack. When Captain T—— was in command of the Pilgrim, there was as much preparation and ceremony as there would be in getting a seventy-four under weigh. Captain Faucon was a sailor, every inch of him; he knew what a ship was, and was as much at home in one, as a cobbler in his stall. I wanted no better proof of this than the opinion of the ship's crew, for they had been six months under his command, and knew what he was; and if sailors allow their captain to be a good seaman, you may be sure he is one, for that is a thing they are not always ready to say.

The next morning, as instructed by the agent, the Pilgrim set sail towards the windward, planning to be gone for three or four months. She got underway with very little fuss and came close enough for Captain Faucon, who was at the helm himself, to throw a letter on board as if he were steering a small fishing boat. When Captain T—— was in charge of the Pilgrim, there was a lot more preparation and ceremony, similar to getting a seventy-four-gun ship underway. Captain Faucon was a true sailor; he understood ships completely and felt just as comfortable on one as a cobbler does in his workshop. I needed no better proof of this than the opinion of the ship's crew, who had served under him for six months and knew what he was like. If sailors respect their captain as a skilled seaman, you can be sure he is, because that's not something they say lightly.

After the Pilgrim left us, we lay three weeks at San Pedro, from the 11th of September until the 2nd of October, engaged in the usual port duties of landing cargo, taking off hides, etc., etc. These duties were much easier, and went on much more agreeably, than on board the Pilgrim. "The more, the merrier," is the sailor's maxim; and a boat's crew of a dozen could take off all the hides brought down in a day, without much trouble, by division of labor; and on shore, as well as on board, a good will, and no discontent or grumbling, make everything go well. The officer, too, who usually went with us, the third mate, was a fine young fellow, and made no unnecessary trouble; so that we generally had quite a sociable time, and were glad to be relieved from the restraint of the ship. While here, I often thought of the miserable, gloomy weeks we had spent in this dull place, in the brig; discontent and hard usage on board, and four hands to do all the work on shore. Give me a big ship. There is more room, more hands, better outfit, better regulation, more life, and more company. Another thing was better arranged here: we had a regular gig's crew. A light whale-boat, handsomely painted, and fitted out with stern seats, yoke, tiller-ropes, etc., hung on the starboard quarter, and was used as the gig. The youngest lad in the ship, a Boston boy about thirteen years old, was coxswain of this boat, and had the entire charge of her, to keep her clean, and have her in readiness to go and come at any hour. Four light hands, of about the same size and age, of whom I was one, formed the crew. Each had his oar and seat numbered, and we were obliged to be in our places, have our oars scraped white, our tholepins in, and the fenders over the side. The bow-man had charge of the boat-hook and painter, and the coxswain of the rudder, yoke, and stern-sheets. Our duty was to carry the captain and agent about, and passengers off and on; which last was no trifling duty, as the people on shore have no boats, and every purchaser, from the boy who buys his pair of shoes, to the trader who buys his casks and bales, were to be taken off and on, in our boat. Some days, when people were coming and going fast, we were in the boat, pulling off and on, all day long, with hardly time for our meals; making, as we lay nearly three miles from shore, from forty to fifty miles' rowing in a day. Still, we thought it the best berth in the ship; for when the gig was employed, we had nothing to do with the cargo, except small bundles which the passengers carried with them, and no hides to carry, besides the opportunity of seeing everybody, making acquaintances, hearing the news, etc. Unless the captain or agent were in the boat, we had no officer with us, and often had fine times with the passengers, who were always willing to talk and joke with us. Frequently, too, we were obliged to wait several hours on shore; when we would haul the boat up on the beach, and leaving one to watch her, go up to the nearest house, or spend the time in strolling about the beach, picking up shells, or playing hopscotch, and other games, on the hard sand. The rest of the crew never left the ship, except for bringing heavy goods and taking off hides; and though we were always in the water, the surf hardly leaving us a dry thread from morning till night, yet we were young, and the climate was good, and we thought it much better than the quiet, hum-drum drag and pull on board ship. We made the acquaintance of nearly half of California; for, besides carrying everybody in our boat,—men, women, and children,—all the messages, letters, and light packages went by us, and being known by our dress, we found a ready reception everywhere.

After the Pilgrim left, we stayed at San Pedro for three weeks, from September 11th to October 2nd, handling the usual port duties like unloading cargo and taking off hides, etc. These tasks were much easier and more pleasant than working on the Pilgrim. "The more, the merrier" is the sailor's saying, and a crew of twelve could easily handle all the hides brought in each day by dividing the work. Both onshore and on the ship, a positive attitude with no complaints made everything run smoothly. The officer who usually went with us, the third mate, was a great guy and didn’t cause any unnecessary issues, so we generally had a good time and were happy to be free from the ship's restrictions. While we were there, I often thought about the miserable, dreary weeks we had spent in the brig; dealing with discontent and tough conditions on board, with only four of us to do all the shore work. Give me a big ship. There’s more space, more hands, better gear, better organization, more excitement, and more company. Another improvement was that we had a regular gig crew. A light whale boat, beautifully painted and equipped with stern seats, yoke, tiller ropes, etc., was secured on the starboard quarter for our gig. The youngest kid on the ship, a Boston boy about thirteen years old, was the coxswain of this boat and was responsible for keeping it clean and ready to go at any time. Four young hands of similar size and age, including me, made up the crew. Each of us had a numbered oar and seat, and we had to be in our spots, with our oars cleaned, tholepins in place, and fenders over the side. The bowman was in charge of the boat hook and painter, while the coxswain managed the rudder, yoke, and stern sheets. Our job was to transport the captain, agent, and passengers to and from shore, which was no small task since there were no boats on the shore, and we had to take everyone from the kid buying a pair of shoes to the trader purchasing casks and bales. Some days, when people were coming and going quickly, we spent all day in the boat, ferrying back and forth, hardly having time for meals; since we were nearly three miles from shore, we would row forty to fifty miles a day. Still, we thought it was the best job on the ship; when the gig was in use, we didn’t have to deal with the cargo, except for small bundles that passengers carried, and no hides to transport, plus we had the chance to meet everyone, make friends, and catch up on the news. Unless the captain or agent was in the boat, we had no officer with us, and we often had a great time chatting and joking with the passengers. We frequently had to wait for several hours on shore; during those times, we would pull the boat up on the beach, leave one person to watch it, and head to the nearest house or wander along the beach, picking up shells or playing hopscotch and other games on the firm sand. The rest of the crew rarely left the ship except to transport heavy goods and take off hides. Even though we were constantly in the water, with the surf often leaving us soaked from morning to night, we were young, the weather was nice, and we thought it was way better than the dull, monotonous routine on board. We got to know nearly half of California; not only did we carry everyone in our boat—men, women, and children—but all the messages, letters, and light packages went through us, and because of our outfits, we were greeted warmly everywhere.

At San Pedro, we had none of this amusement, for, there being but one house in the place, we, of course, had but little company. All the variety that I had, was riding, once a week, to the nearest rancho, to order a bullock down for the ship.

At San Pedro, we didn't have any of that entertainment because there was only one house in the area, so we hardly had any company. The only change in my routine was riding once a week to the nearest ranch to order a bull for the ship.

The brig Catalina came in from San Diego, and being bound up to windward, we both got under weigh at the same time, for a trial of speed up to Santa Barbara, a distance of about eighty miles. We hove up and got under sail about eleven o'clock at night, with a light land-breeze, which died away toward morning, leaving us becalmed only a few miles from our anchoring-place. The Catalina, being a small vessel, of less than half our size, put out sweeps and got a boat ahead, and pulled out to sea, during the night, so that she had the sea-breeze earlier and stronger than we did, and we had the mortification of seeing her standing up the coast, with a fine breeze, the sea all ruffled about her, while we were becalmed, in-shore. When the sea-breeze died away, she was nearly out of sight; and, toward the latter part of the afternoon, the regular north-west wind set in fresh, we braced sharp upon it, took a pull at every sheet, tack, and halyard, and stood after her, in fine style, our ship being very good upon a tautened bowline. We had nearly five hours of fine sailing, beating up to windward, by long stretches in and off shore, and evidently gaining upon the Catalina at every tack. When this breeze left us, we were so near as to count the painted ports on her side. Fortunately, the wind died away when we were on our inward tack, and she on her outward, so we were in-shore, and caught the land-breeze first, which came off upon our quarter, about the middle of the first watch. All hands were turned-up, and we set all sail, to the skysails and the royal studding-sails; and with these, we glided quietly through the water, leaving the Catalina, which could not spread so much canvas as we, gradually astern, and, by daylight, were off St. Buenaventura, and our antagonist nearly out of sight. The sea-breeze, however, favored her again, while we were becalmed under the headland, and laboring slowly along, she was abreast of us by noon. Thus we continued, ahead, astern, and abreast of one another, alternately; now, far out at sea, and again, close in under the shore. On the third morning, we came into the great bay of Santa Barbara, two hours behind the brig, and thus lost the bet; though, if the race had been to the point, we should have beaten her by five or six hours. This, however, settled the relative sailing of the vessels, for it was admitted that although she, being small and light, could gain upon us in very light winds, yet whenever there was breeze enough to set us agoing, we walked away from her like hauling in a line; and in beating to windward, which is the best trial of a vessel, we had much the advantage of her.

The brig Catalina came in from San Diego, and since we both needed to head into the wind, we set sail at the same time for a speed test up to Santa Barbara, which is about eighty miles away. We raised the anchor and got under sail around eleven at night with a light land breeze, but it faded by morning, leaving us stuck just a few miles from where we had anchored. The Catalina, being a smaller vessel and less than half our size, put out oars and sent a boat ahead to pull out to sea during the night. This meant she caught the sea breeze earlier and stronger than we did, and we watched in frustration as she sailed up the coast with a nice wind, while we were stuck in calm waters near shore. By the time the sea breeze calmed down, she was almost out of sight. Later that afternoon, the regular northwest wind picked up, and we adjusted our sails, pulled on every sheet, tack, and halyard, and took off after her in style since our ship performed well with a taut bowline. We enjoyed nearly five hours of excellent sailing, making good progress against the wind in long stretches in and out, clearly gaining on the Catalina with every tack. When the breeze died down, we were close enough to count the painted ports on her side. Luckily, the wind dropped just as we were tacking inward while she was tacking outward, so we were closer to shore and caught the land breeze first, which came off our quarter around the middle of the first watch. Everyone was called up, and we set all sails, including the sky sails and royal studding sails. With those, we glided smoothly through the water, slowly leaving the Catalina behind, as she couldn’t spread as much canvas as we could, and by daylight, we were off St. Buenaventura, with our rival nearly out of sight. However, the sea breeze favored her again while we were stuck under the headland, and as we struggled along, she was level with us by noon. We continued to trade places, alternating between being ahead, behind, and alongside each other; sometimes far out at sea, and at other times close to the shore. On the third morning, we entered the large bay of Santa Barbara two hours behind the brig, losing the bet; however, if it had been a race to a specific point, we would have beaten her by five or six hours. This settled the matter of the vessels' relative sailing abilities, as it was agreed that although she could gain on us in very light winds due to her smaller and lighter frame, whenever there was enough breeze for us to set sail, we quickly pulled away from her. In terms of beating to windward, which is the best test of a vessel, we had a significant advantage over her.

Sunday, Oct. 4th. This was the day of our arrival; and somehow or other, our captain always managed not only to sail, but to come into port, on a Sunday. The main reason for sailing on the Sabbath is not, as many people suppose, because Sunday is thought a lucky day, but because it is a leisure day. During the six days, the crew are employed upon the cargo and other ship's works, and the Sabbath, being their only day of rest, whatever additional work can be thrown into Sunday, is so much gain to the owners. This is the reason of our coasters, packets, etc, sailing on the Sabbath. They get six good days' work out of the crew, and then throw all the labor of sailing into the Sabbath. Thus it was with us, nearly all the time we were on the coast, and many of our Sabbaths were lost entirely to us. The Catholics on shore have no trading and make no journeys on Sunday, but the American has no national religion, and likes to show his independence of priestcraft by doing as he chooses on the Lord's day.

Sunday, Oct. 4th. This was the day we arrived, and our captain always managed to not only set sail but also come into port on a Sunday. The main reason for sailing on the Sabbath isn’t, as many people think, that Sunday is considered a lucky day, but because it’s a day of leisure. During the six days of the week, the crew is busy with cargo and other ship duties, and since the Sabbath is their only day of rest, any extra work done on Sunday is just added profit for the owners. This is why many coastal vessels and ferries operate on the Sabbath. They get six full days' work from the crew and then add all the sailing work to Sunday. This happened to us for most of the time we were along the coast, and many of our Sundays were completely taken from us. The Catholics on shore don’t trade or travel on Sundays, but Americans have no national religion and enjoy asserting their independence from religious traditions by doing as they please on the Lord's day.

Santa Barbara looked very much as it did when I left it five months before: the long sand beach, with the heavy rollers, breaking upon it in a continual roar, and the little town, imbedded on the plain, girt by its amphitheatre of mountains. Day after day, the sun shone clear and bright upon the wide bay and the red roofs of the houses; everything being as still as death, the people really hardly seeming to earn their sun-light. Daylight actually seemed thrown away upon them. We had a few visitors, and collected about a hundred hides, and every night, at sundown, the gig was sent ashore, to wait for the captain, who spent his evenings in the town. We always took our monkey-jackets with us, and flint and steel, and made a fire on the beach with the driftwood and the bushes we pulled from the neighboring thickets, and lay down by it, on the sand. Sometimes we would stray up to the town, if the captain was likely to stay late, and pass the time at some of the houses, in which we were almost always well received by the inhabitants. Sometimes earlier and sometimes later, the captain came down; when, after a good drenching in the surf, we went aboard, changed our clothes, and turned in for the night—yet not for all the night, for there was the anchor watch to stand.

Santa Barbara looked pretty much the same as it did when I left five months ago: the long sandy beach with heavy waves crashing against it in a continuous roar, and the little town nestled on the plain, surrounded by a ring of mountains. Day after day, the sun shone bright and clear over the wide bay and the red roofs of the houses; everything was as still as death, and the people didn’t seem to be making the most of the sunlight. Daylight honestly felt wasted on them. We had a few visitors and collected about a hundred hides, and every night at sunset, the small boat was sent ashore to wait for the captain, who spent his evenings in town. We always took our jackets with us, along with flint and steel, and made a fire on the beach using driftwood and bushes we pulled from nearby thickets, laying down beside it on the sand. Sometimes we wandered into town if we thought the captain would be out late, and spent time at some of the houses, where we were almost always welcomed by the residents. The captain would come down at varying times; after a good soaking in the waves, we’d head back on board, change our clothes, and go to bed for the night—but not for the whole night since someone had to stand watch over the anchor.

This leads me to speak of my watchmate for nine months—and, taking him all in all, the most remarkable man I have ever seen—Tom Harris. An hour, every night, while lying in port, Harris and myself had the deck to ourselves, and walking fore and aft, night after night, for months, I learned his whole character and history, and more about foreign nations, the habits of different people, and especially the secrets of sailors' lives and hardships, and also of practical seamanship, (in which he was abundantly capable of instructing me,) than I could ever have learned elsewhere. But the most remarkable thing about him, was the power of his mind. His memory was perfect; seeming to form a regular chain, reaching from his earliest childhood up to the time I knew him, without one link wanting. His power of calculation, too, was remarkable. I called myself pretty quick at figures, and had been through a course of mathematical studies; but, working by my head, I was unable to keep within sight of this man, who had never been beyond his arithmetic: so rapid was his calculation. He carried in his head not only a log-book of the whole voyage, in which everything was complete and accurate, and from which no one ever thought of appealing, but also an accurate registry of all the cargo; knowing, precisely, where each thing was, and how many hides we took in at every port.

This brings me to talk about my watchmate for nine months—Tom Harris, who, overall, is the most incredible man I've ever met. Every night, while anchored, Harris and I had the deck to ourselves for an hour. Walking back and forth, night after night for months, I got to know his entire character and history, along with a lot about foreign countries, the customs of different people, and especially the secrets of sailors' lives and their struggles, as well as practical seamanship (in which he was highly skilled at teaching me) more than I could have learned anywhere else. But the most impressive thing about him was the strength of his mind. His memory was flawless; it seemed to create a complete chain linking his earliest childhood to the time I knew him, without a single gap. His calculation skills were also remarkable. I considered myself pretty quick with numbers and had studied mathematics, but in mental calculations, I couldn’t keep up with him, even though he had only studied arithmetic—he was that fast. He had a complete logbook of the entire journey in his mind, where everything was accurate and reliable, and nobody thought to question it. He also kept an exact record of all the cargo, knowing exactly where everything was and how many hides we collected at each port.

One night, he made a rough calculation of the number of hides that could be stowed in the lower hold, between the fore and main masts, taking the depth of hold and breadth of beam, (for he always knew the dimension of every part of the ship, before he had been a month on board,) and the average area and thickness of a hide; he came surprisingly near the number, as it afterwards turned out. The mate frequently came to him to know the capacity of different parts of the vessel, so he could tell the sailmaker very nearly the amount of canvas he would want for each sail in the ship; for he knew the hoist of every mast, and spread of every sail, on the head and foot, in feet and inches. When we were at sea, he kept a running account, in his head, of the ship's way—the number of knots and the courses; and if the courses did not vary much during the twenty-four hours, by taking the whole progress, and allowing so many eighths southing or northing, to so many easting or westing; he would make up his reckoning just before the captain took the sun at noon, and often came wonderfully near the mark. Calculation of all kinds was his delight. He had, in his chest, several volumes giving accounts of inventions in mechanics, which he read with great pleasure, and made himself master of. I doubt if he ever forgot anything that he read. The only thing in the way of poetry that he ever read was Falconer's Shipwreck, which he was delighted with, and whole pages of which he could repeat. He knew the name of every sailor that had ever been his shipmate, and also, of every vessel, captain, and officer, and the principal dates of each voyage; and a sailor whom he afterwards fell in with, who had been in a ship with Harris nearly twelve years before, was very much surprised at having Harris tell him things about himself which he had entirely forgotten. His facts, whether dates or events, no one thought of disputing; and his opinions, few of the sailors dared to oppose; for, right or wrong, he always had the best of the argument with them. His reasoning powers were remarkable. I have had harder work maintaining an argument with him in a watch, even when I knew myself to be right, and he was only doubting, than I ever had before; not from his obstinacy, but from his acuteness. Give him only a little knowledge of his subject, and, certainly among all the young men of my acquaintance and standing at college, there was not one whom I had not rather meet, than this man. I never answered a question from him, or advanced an opinion to him, without thinking more than once. With an iron memory, he seemed to have your whole past conversation at command, and if you said a thing now which ill agreed with something said months before, he was sure to have you on the hip. In fact, I always felt, when with him, that I was with no common man. I had a positive respect for his powers of mind, and felt often that if half the pains had been spent upon his education which are thrown away, yearly, in our colleges, he would have been a man of great weight in society. Like most self-taught men, he over-estimated the value of an education; and this, I often told him, though I profited by it myself; for he always treated me with respect, and often unnecessarily gave way to me, from an over-estimate of my knowledge. For the intellectual capacities of all the rest of the crew, captain and all, he had the most sovereign contempt. He was a far better sailor, and probably a better navigator, than the captain, and had more brains than all the after part of the ship put together. The sailors said, "Tom's got a head as long as the bowsprit," and if any one got into an argument with him, they would call out—"Ah, Jack! you'd better drop that, as you would a hot potato, for Tom will turn you inside out before you know it."

One night, he roughly calculated how many hides could fit in the lower hold, between the fore and main masts, considering the depth of the hold and beam width (because he always knew the dimensions of every part of the ship before even a month on board), along with the average area and thickness of a hide; he ended up being surprisingly close to the actual number. The mate often consulted him about the capacity of different areas of the vessel so he could give the sailmaker a pretty accurate estimate of how much canvas he would need for each sail on the ship; he knew the height of every mast and the spread of every sail, both on the head and foot, in feet and inches. When we were at sea, he kept a running tally in his head of the ship’s speed—the number of knots and courses; and if the courses didn’t change much over twenty-four hours, by calculating the overall progress and allowing for so many eighths south or north to so many east or west, he could figure out his reckoning just before the captain took the sun at noon and often came remarkably close to the mark. He loved all kinds of calculations. In his chest, he had several volumes about inventions in mechanics, which he read with great enjoyment and mastered completely. I doubt he ever forgot anything he read. The only poetry he ever read was Falconer's Shipwreck, which he loved and could recite whole pages of. He remembered the name of every sailor he ever served with, as well as every vessel, captain, and officer, and the key dates of each voyage; a sailor he ran into later who had been in a ship with Harris nearly twelve years earlier was shocked when Harris remembered details about him that he had completely forgotten. No one questioned his facts, whether they were dates or events, and few sailors dared to oppose his opinions; right or wrong, he always won the argument with them. His reasoning skills were impressive. I found it harder to maintain an argument with him during a watch, even when I knew I was right, and he was only uncertain, than I had ever experienced before; not because he was stubborn, but because he was so sharp. Give him just a bit of knowledge about his topic, and certainly among all the young men I knew in college, there wasn’t anyone I’d rather face than him. I never answered a question from him or shared an opinion without reflecting several times. With a steel trap memory, he seemed to recall every conversation we’d ever had, and if you said something now that contradicted something from months ago, he would definitely call you out on it. Honestly, I always felt like I was in the company of someone exceptional when I was with him. I had genuine respect for his intellect and often thought that if he had received even half the attention in his education that we waste every year in colleges, he would have been a significant figure in society. Like many self-taught individuals, he overvalued formal education; I often told him this, even though I benefited from it myself, as he always treated me with respect and often deferred to me unnecessarily because he overestimated my knowledge. He had absolute contempt for the intellectual abilities of the rest of the crew, including the captain. He was a much better sailor, and likely a better navigator, than the captain, and had more smarts than the entire aft part of the ship combined. The sailors would say, “Tom’s got a head as long as the bowsprit,” and if anyone got into an argument with him, they would shout, “Ah, Jack! You’d better drop that like a hot potato, because Tom will turn you inside out before you know it.”

I recollect his posing me once on the subject of the Corn Laws. I was called to stand my watch, and, coming on deck, found him there before me; and we began, as usual, to walk fore and aft, in the waist. He talked about the Corn Laws; asked me my opinion about them, which I gave him; and my reasons; my small stock of which I set forth to the best advantage, supposing his knowledge on the subject must be less than mine, if, indeed, he had any at all. When I had got through, he took the liberty of differing from me, and, to my surprise, brought arguments and facts connected with the subject which were new to me, to which I was entirely unable to reply. I confessed that I knew almost nothing of the subject, and expressed my surprise at the extent of his information. He said that, a number of years before, while at a boarding-house in Liverpool, he had fallen in with a pamphlet on the subject, and, as it contained calculations, had read it very carefully, and had ever since wished to find some one who could add to his stock of knowledge on the question. Although it was many years since he had seen the book, and it was a subject with which he had no previous acquaintance, yet he had the chain of reasoning, founded upon principles of political economy, perfect in his memory; and his facts, so far as I could judge, were correct; at least, he stated them with great precision. The principles of the steam engine, too, he was very familiar with, having been several months on board of a steamboat, and made himself master of its secrets. He knew every lunar star in both hemispheres, and was a perfect master of his quadrant and sextant. Such was the man, who, at forty, was still a dog before the mast, at twelve dollars a month. The reason of this was to be found in his whole past life, as I had it, at different times, from himself.

I remember him once asking me about the Corn Laws. I was called to take my turn on watch, and when I got on deck, he was already there. We began our usual routine of walking back and forth in the waist. He talked about the Corn Laws and asked for my opinion, which I shared along with my reasons. I did my best to present my limited understanding, thinking he must know less about it than I did, if he knew anything at all. After I was done, he surprisingly disagreed with me and presented arguments and facts on the topic that were new to me, and I couldn't respond at all. I admitted that I knew almost nothing about the subject and was taken aback by how much he knew. He told me that many years ago, while staying at a boarding house in Liverpool, he had come across a pamphlet on the topic. It contained calculations, so he read it thoroughly, and since then, he had wanted to find someone who could expand his knowledge on the issue. Even though it had been years since he had seen the book and he had no prior knowledge of the subject, he had the reasoning, based on principles of political economy, perfectly memorized. From what I could tell, his facts were accurate, as he stated them with great precision. He was also very knowledgeable about steam engine principles, having spent several months on a steamboat and mastered its workings. He could identify every lunar star in both hemispheres and was highly skilled with his quadrant and sextant. That was the kind of man he was, still a sailor at forty, earning twelve dollars a month. The reason for this lay in his entire life story, which I had learned from him at different times.

He was an Englishman, by birth, a native of Ilfracomb, in Devonshire. His father was skipper of a small coaster, from Bristol, and dying, left him, when quite young, to the care of his mother, by whose exertions he received a common-school education, passing his winters at school and his summers in the coasting trade, until his seventeenth year, when he left home to go upon foreign voyages. Of his mother, he often spoke with the greatest respect, and said that she was a strong-minded woman, and had the best system of education he had ever known; a system which had made respectable men of his three brothers, and failed only in him, from his own indomitable obstinacy. One thing he often mentioned, in which he said his mother differed from all other mothers that he had ever seen disciplining their children; that was, that when he was out of humor and refused to eat, instead of putting his plate away, as most mothers would, and saying that his hunger would bring him to it, in time, she would stand over him and oblige him to eat it—every mouthful of it. It was no fault of hers that he was what I saw him; and so great was his sense of gratitude for her efforts, though unsuccessful, that he determined, at the close of the voyage, to embark for home with all the wages he should get, to spend with and for his mother, if perchance he should find her alive.

He was an Englishman, originally from Ilfracombe, Devonshire. His father was the captain of a small coastal ship from Bristol, and after he died when the son was still young, his mother took care of him. She worked hard to provide him with a basic education, so he spent his winters at school and his summers working in coastal shipping, until he left home for foreign voyages at seventeen. He often spoke highly of his mother, describing her as a strong-willed woman with the best education system he had ever known; a system that helped his three brothers turn out well, but it failed only with him due to his stubbornness. One thing he frequently mentioned was how his mother disciplined him differently than other mothers. When he was in a bad mood and refused to eat, instead of taking his plate away and waiting for his hunger to make him change his mind like most mothers would, she would stand over him and make him eat every single bite. It wasn’t her fault that he turned out the way I saw him, and he felt so grateful for her efforts, even if they didn’t work out, that he decided to return home after the voyage with all his wages to spend time with his mother, hoping she would still be alive.

After leaving home, he had spent nearly twenty years, sailing upon all sorts of voyages, generally out of the ports of New York and Boston. Twenty years of vice! Every sin that a sailor knows, he had gone to the bottom of. Several times he had been hauled up in the hospitals, and as often, the great strength of his constitution had brought him out again in health. Several times, too, from his known capacity, he had been promoted to the office of chief mate, and as often, his conduct when in port, especially his drunkenness, which neither fear nor ambition could induce him to abandon, put him back into the forecastle. One night, when giving me an account of his life, and lamenting the years of manhood he had thrown away, he said that there, in the forecastle, at the foot of the steps—a chest of old clothes—was the result of twenty-two years of hard labor and exposure—worked like a horse, and treated like a dog. As he grew older, he began to feel the necessity of some provision for his later years, and came gradually to the conviction that rum had been his worst enemy. One night, in Havana, a young shipmate of his was brought aboard drunk, with a dangerous gash in his head, and his money and new clothes stripped from him. Harris had seen and been in hundreds of such scenes as these, but in his then state of mind, it fixed his determination, and he resolved never to taste another drop of strong drink, of any kind. He signed no pledge, and made no vow, but relied on his own strength of purpose. The first thing with him was a reason, and then a resolution, and the thing was done. The date of his resolution he knew, of course, to the very hour. It was three years before I knew him, and during all that time, nothing stronger than cider or coffee had passed his lips. The sailors never thought of enticing Tom to take a glass, any more than they would of talking to the ship's compass. He was now a temperate man for life, and capable of filling any berth in a ship, and many a high station there is on shore which is held by a meaner man.

After leaving home, he spent almost twenty years sailing on all kinds of voyages, mostly out of the ports of New York and Boston. Twenty years of bad choices! He experienced every sin a sailor knows. Several times he ended up in the hospital, and each time, his strong constitution helped him recover. He was promoted to chief mate several times due to his abilities, but his behavior in port, especially his drinking, which he wouldn't give up for fear or ambition, continually sent him back to the forecastle. One night, while recounting his life and regretting the years of manhood he wasted, he mentioned that there, at the foot of the steps in the forecastle, was a chest of old clothes—representing twenty-two years of hard work and hardship—worked like a horse and treated like a dog. As he got older, he started to realize he needed to plan for his later years and gradually came to believe that rum was his worst enemy. One night in Havana, a young shipmate was brought aboard drunk, with a dangerous cut on his head, and his money and new clothes stolen from him. Harris had witnessed and been part of hundreds of scenes like this, but in that moment, it strengthened his resolve, and he decided never to touch alcohol again. He didn’t sign any pledges or make vows; he relied on his own determination. For him, it started with a reason, followed by a resolution, and then it was done. He remembered the exact date and time of his decision. It was three years before I met him, and during that entire time, he hadn’t consumed anything stronger than cider or coffee. The sailors never even considered tempting Tom to drink, just as they wouldn’t think of speaking to the ship’s compass. He was now committed to sobriety for life and was capable of handling any position on a ship, and there are many high-ranking roles on land held by lesser men.

He understood the management of a ship upon scientific principles, and could give the reason for hauling every rope; and a long experience, added to careful observation at the time, and a perfect memory, gave him a knowledge of the expedients and resorts in times of hazard, which was remarkable, and for which I became much indebted to him, as he took the greatest pleasure in opening his stores of information to me, in return for what I was able to do for him. Stories of tyranny and hardship which had driven men to piracy;—of the incredible ignorance of masters and mates, and of horrid brutality to the sick, dead, and dying; as well as of the secret knavery and impositions practised upon seamen by connivance of the owners, landlords, and officers; all these he had, and I could not but believe them; for men who had known him for fifteen years had never taken him even in an exaggeration, and, as I have said, his statements were never disputed. I remember, among other things, his speaking of a captain whom I had known by report, who never handed a thing to a sailor, but put it on deck and kicked it to him; and of another, who was of the best connections in Boston, who absolutely murdered a lad from Boston that went out with him before the mast to Sumatra, by keeping him hard at work while ill of the coast fever, and obliging him to sleep in the close steerage. (The same captain has since died of the same fever on the same coast.)

He understood how to manage a ship using scientific principles and could explain why each rope had to be pulled. His extensive experience, along with careful observation and an excellent memory, gave him remarkable knowledge about the tricks and strategies to handle dangerous situations, for which I was very grateful to him, as he took great pleasure in sharing his knowledge with me in exchange for what I could do for him. He shared stories of cruelty and hardship that pushed men to piracy; tales of the astounding ignorance of captains and mates, and the horrific treatment of the sick, dead, and dying; as well as the sneaky schemes and scams aimed at seamen, tolerated by the owners, landlords, and officers. I couldn't help but believe him; for men who had known him for fifteen years never took him as exaggerating, and, as I mentioned, his claims were never contested. I remember him talking about a captain I had only heard about who never handed anything to a sailor but instead placed it on deck and kicked it toward him; and another captain, from a prominent family in Boston, who outright murdered a young man from Boston who sailed with him to Sumatra by forcing him to work hard while suffering from the coastal fever, making him sleep in the cramped steerage. (That same captain later died from the same fever on the same coast.)

In fact, taking together all that I learned from him of seamanship, of the history of sailors' lives, of practical wisdom, and of human nature under new circumstances,—a great history from which many are shut out,—I would not part with the hours I spent in the watch with that man for any given hours of my life passed in study and social intercourse.

In fact, considering everything I learned from him about seamanship, the history of sailors' lives, practical wisdom, and human nature in new situations—a rich history that many are excluded from—I wouldn’t trade the hours I spent on watch with that man for any number of hours of my life spent in studying or socializing.




CHAPTER XXIV

SAN DIEGO AGAIN—A DESCENT—HURRIED DEPARTURE—A NEW SHIPMATE

Sunday, Oct. 11th. Set sail this morning for the leeward; passed within sight of San Pedro, and, to our great joy, did not come to anchor, but kept directly on to San Diego, where we arrived and moored ship on.

Sunday, Oct. 11th. Set sail this morning for the leeward; passed within sight of San Pedro and, to our great joy, didn't anchor, but continued straight on to San Diego, where we arrived and moored the ship.

Thursday, Oct. 15th. Found here the Italian ship La Rosa, from the windward, which reported the brig Pilgrim at San Francisco, all well. Everything was as quiet here as usual. We discharged our hides, horns, and tallow, and were ready to sail again on the following Sunday. I went ashore to my old quarters, and found the gang at the hide-house going on in the even tenor of their way, and spent an hour or two, after dark, at the oven, taking a whiff with my old Kanaka friends, who really seemed glad to see me again, and saluted me as the Aikane of the Kanakas. I was grieved to find that my poor dog Bravo was dead. He had sickened and died suddenly, the very day after I sailed in the Alert.

Thursday, Oct. 15th. I found the Italian ship La Rosa here, coming from the windward, and it reported that the brig Pilgrim was doing well in San Francisco. Everything was as quiet as usual. We unloaded our hides, horns, and tallow, and we were ready to set sail again on the following Sunday. I went ashore to my old place and found the crew at the hide-house continuing with their routine. I spent a couple of hours after dark at the oven, catching up with my old Kanaka friends, who genuinely seemed happy to see me again and greeted me as the Aikane of the Kanakas. I was saddened to learn that my poor dog Bravo had died. He had gotten sick and passed away suddenly, the very day after I left on the Alert.

Sunday was again, as usual, our sailing day, and we got under weigh with a stiff breeze, which reminded us that it was the latter part of the autumn, and time to expect south-easters once more. We beat up against a strong head wind, under reefed top-sails, as far as San Juan, where we came to anchor nearly three miles from the shore, with slip-ropes on our cables, in the old south-easter style of last winter. On the passage up, we had an old sea captain on board, who had married and settled in California, and had not been on salt water for more than fifteen years. He was astonished at the changes and improvements that had been made in ships, and still more at the manner in which we carried sail; for he was really a little frightened; and said that while we had top-gallant sails on, he should have been under reefed topsails. The working of the ship, and her progress to windward, seemed to delight him, for he said she went to windward as though she were kedging.

Sunday was once again our sailing day, and we set off with a strong breeze, reminding us it was late autumn and time to expect south-easterly winds again. We sailed against a strong headwind with reefed topsails all the way to San Juan, where we anchored nearly three miles from the shore, using slip-ropes on our cables, just like we did last winter. During the trip, we had an old sea captain on board who had married and settled in California and hadn’t been on the ocean for over fifteen years. He was amazed by the changes and improvements in ships, and even more surprised by how we handled the sails; in fact, he seemed a bit scared and said that while we had top-gallant sails up, he would have been using reefed topsails. Watching the ship navigate and make progress against the wind seemed to really please him, as he remarked that she was sailing upwind as if she were kedging.

Tuesday, Oct. 20th. Having got everything ready, we set the agent ashore, who went up to the mission to hasten down the hides for the next morning. This night we had the strictest orders to look out for south-easters; and the long, low clouds seemed rather threatening. But the night passed over without any trouble, and early the next morning, we hove out the long-boat and pinnace, lowered away the quarter-boats, and went ashore to bring off our hides. Here we were again, in this romantic spot; a perpendicular hill, twice the height of the ship's mast-head, with a single circuitous path to the top, and long sand beach at its base, with the swell of the whole Pacific breaking high upon it, and our hides ranged in piles on the overhanging summit. The captain sent me, who was the only one of the crew that had ever been there before, to the top, to count the hides and pitch them down. There I stood again, as six months before, throwing off the hides, and watching them, pitching and scaling, to the bottom, while the men, dwarfed by the distance, were walking to and fro on the beach, carrying the hides, as they picked them up, to the distant boats, upon the tops of their heads. Two or three boat-loads were sent off, until, at last, all were thrown down, and the boats nearly loaded again; when we were delayed by a dozen or twenty hides which had lodged in the recesses of the hill, and which we could not reach by any missiles, as the general line of the side was exactly perpendicular, and these places were caved in, and could not be seen or reached from the top. As hides are worth in Boston twelve and a half cents a pound, and the captain's commission was two per cent, he determined not to give them up; and sent on board for a pair of top-gallant studding-sail halyards, and requested some one of the crew to go to the top, and come down by the halyards. The older sailors said the boys, who were light and active, ought to go, while the boys thought that strength and experience were necessary. Seeing the dilemma, and feeling myself to be near the medium of these requisites, I offered my services, and went up, with one man to tend the rope, and prepared for the descent.

Tuesday, Oct. 20th. Having everything ready, we sent the agent ashore, who headed to the mission to speed up getting the hides for the next morning. That night, we had strict orders to watch out for south-easters, and the long, low clouds looked pretty threatening. But the night went by without any issues, and early the next morning, we got the longboat and pinnace out, lowered the quarter-boats, and went ashore to collect our hides. We were back in this picturesque spot; a sheer hill twice the height of the ship's mast, with a single winding path to the top, and a long sandy beach at its base, where the Pacific waves crashed high upon it, with our hides stacked in piles on the overhanging summit. The captain sent me, the only crew member who had been there before, to the top to count the hides and toss them down. There I was again, like six months ago, throwing off the hides and watching them tumble and bounce to the bottom while the men, looking small from the distance, walked back and forth on the beach, carrying the hides on their heads to the distant boats. A few boatloads went off until all the hides were tossed down and the boats were nearly loaded again; then we got stuck on a dozen or so hides that had gotten wedged in the recesses of the hill, which we couldn’t reach with any throws since the hillside was completely vertical, and those spots were caved in and out of sight from the top. Since hides are worth twelve and a half cents a pound in Boston and the captain's commission was two percent, he decided not to give up on them; he sent for a pair of top-gallant studding-sail halyards and asked someone from the crew to go to the top and come down using the halyards. The older sailors said the boys, who were light and nimble, should go, while the boys thought strength and experience were needed. Seeing the dilemma and thinking I was a good middle ground for those skills, I offered my help, went up with one man to manage the rope, and got ready to come down.

We found a stake fastened strongly into the ground, and apparently capable of holding my weight, to which we made one end of the halyards well fast, and taking the coil, threw it over the brink. The end, we saw, just reached to a landing-place, from which the descent to the beach was easy. Having nothing on but shirt, trowsers, and hat, the common sea-rig of warm weather, I had no stripping to do, and began my descent, by taking hold of the rope in each hand, and slipping down, sometimes with hands and feet round the rope, and sometimes breasting off with one hand and foot against the precipice, and holding on to the rope with the other. In this way I descended until I came to a place which shelved in, and in which the hides were lodged. Keeping hold of the rope with one hand, I scrambled in, and by the other hand and feet succeeded in dislodging all the hides, and continued on my way. Just below this place, the precipice projected again, and going over the projection, I could see nothing below me but the sea and the rocks upon which it broke, and a few gulls flying in mid-air. I got down in safety, pretty well covered with dirt; and for my pains was told, "What a d—d fool you were to risk your life for a half a dozen hides!"

We found a stake firmly anchored in the ground that seemed strong enough to hold my weight, to which we securely tied one end of the halyards and tossed the coil over the edge. The end of the rope just reached a landing spot where the slope down to the beach was easy. Wearing only a shirt, trousers, and a hat—the typical summer gear—I had no need to change my clothes and started my descent by gripping the rope with both hands, sliding down. Sometimes I wrapped my hands and feet around the rope, other times I pressed against the cliff with one hand and foot while holding on to the rope with the other. I continued down until I reached a spot that sloped inward, where the hides were piled up. With one hand still on the rope, I scrambled in and managed to pull out all the hides with my other hand and feet, then carried on. Just below this spot, the cliff jutted out again, and as I went over the edge, all I could see beneath me was the sea and the rocks where the waves crashed, along with a few seagulls flying in the air. I made it down safely, pretty much covered in dirt; and for my effort, someone said, "What a damn fool you were to risk your life for a handful of hides!"

While we were carrying the hides to the boat, I perceived, what I had been too busy to observe before, that heavy black clouds were rolling up from seaward, a strong swell heaving in, and every sign of a south-easter. The captain hurried everything. The hides were pitched into the boats; and, with some difficulty, and by wading nearly up to our armpits, we got the boats through the surf, and began pulling aboard. Our gig's crew towed the pinnace astern of the gig, and the launch was towed by six men in the jolly-boat. The ship was lying three miles off, pitching at her anchor, and the farther we pulled, the heavier grew the swell. Our boat stood nearly up and down several times; the pinnace parted her towline, and we expected every moment to see the launch swamped. We at length got alongside, our boats half full of water; and now came the greatest difficulty of all,—unloading the boats, in a heavy sea, which pitched them about so that it was almost impossible to stand in them; raising them sometimes even with the rail, and again dropping them below the bends. With great difficulty, we got all the hides aboard and stowed under hatches, the yard and stay tackles hooked on, and the launch and pinnace hoisted, checked, and griped. The quarter-boats were then hoisted up, and we began heaving in on the chain. Getting the anchor was no easy work in such a sea, but as we were not coming back to this port, the captain determined not to slip. The ship's head pitched into the sea, and the water rushed through the hawse-holes, and the chain surged so as almost to unship the barrel of the windlass. "Hove short, sir!" said the mate. "Aye, aye! Weather-bit your chain and loose the topsails! Make sail on her, men—with a will!" A few moments served to loose the topsails, which were furled with reefs, to sheet them home, and hoist them up. "Bear a hand!" was the order of the day; and every one saw the necessity of it, for the gale was already upon us. The ship broke out her own anchor, which we catted and fished, after a fashion, and stood off from the lee-shore against a heavy head sea, under reefed topsails, fore-topmast staysail and spanker. The fore course was given to her, which helped her a little; but as she hardly held her own against the sea which was settling her leeward—"Board the main tack!" shouted the captain; when the tack was carried forward and taken to the windlass, and all hands called to the handspikes. The great sail bellied out horizontally as though it would lift up the main stay; the blocks rattled and flew about; but the force of machinery was too much for her. "Heave ho! Heave and pawl! Yo, heave, hearty, ho!" and, in time with the song, by the force of twenty strong arms, the windlass came slowly round, pawl after pawl, and the weather clew of the sail was brought down to the waterways. The starboard watch hauled aft the sheet, and the ship tore through the water like a mad horse, quivering and shaking at every joint, and dashing from its head the foam, which flew off at every blow, yards and yards to leeward. A half hour of such sailing served our turn, when the clews of the sail were hauled up, the sail furled, and the ship, eased of her press, went more quietly on her way. Soon after, the foresail was reefed, and we mizen-top men were sent up to take another reef in the mizen topsail. This was the first time I had taken a weather earing, and I felt not a little proud to sit, astride of the weather yard-arm, pass the earing, and sing out "Haul out to leeward!" From this time until we got to Boston, the mate never suffered any one but our own gang to go upon the mizen topsail yard, either for reefing or furling, and the young English lad and myself generally took the earings between us.

While we were carrying the hides to the boat, I noticed, for the first time because I had been too busy before, that heavy black clouds were rolling in from the sea, a strong swell was building up, and every sign indicated a southeast storm. The captain rushed everything. The hides were thrown into the boats, and with some effort, wading nearly up to our armpits, we got the boats through the surf and started pulling them aboard. Our gig's crew towed the pinnace behind the gig, while six men in the jolly boat towed the launch. The ship was lying three miles away, pitching at anchor, and the farther we pulled, the heavier the swell became. Our boat nearly went straight up and down several times; the pinnace lost its towline, and we expected to see the launch capsize at any moment. Eventually, we reached the ship with our boats half full of water; now came the biggest challenge of all—unloading the boats in heavy seas that tossed them around so much it was almost impossible to stand in them, raising them sometimes even with the rail, and lowering them below the bends. After great difficulty, we managed to get all the hides on board and stowed below, the yard and stay tackles hooked on, and the launch and pinnace hoisted, secured, and gripped. The quarter-boats were then raised, and we began to haul in the anchor chain. Retrieving the anchor was no easy task in those waves, but since we weren't coming back to this port, the captain decided not to let it go. The ship's bow plunged into the sea, water rushed through the hawse-holes, and the chain surged so much it nearly unshackled the barrel of the windlass. “Hove short, sir!” said the mate. “Aye, aye! Weather-bit your chain and loose the topsails! Make sail on her, men—with a will!” A few moments were enough to free the topsails, which had been reefed, trim them home, and hoist them up. “Bear a hand!” was the order of the day, and everyone recognized the urgency, as the storm was already upon us. The ship broke out her own anchor, which we managed to secure, and we moved away from the lee shore against the heavy waves, under reefed topsails, fore-topmast staysail, and spanker. We set the fore course, which helped a little, but since she was barely keeping her position against the sea pushing her sideways—“Board the main tack!” shouted the captain; the tack was taken forward to the windlass, and all hands were called to the handspikes. The large sail swelled out horizontally as if it would lift the main stay; the blocks rattled and flew around; but the machinery’s force was too much for her. “Heave ho! Heave and pawl! Yo, heave, hearty, ho!” and in time with the chant, through the strength of twenty strong arms, the windlass turned slowly, pawl by pawl, and the weather clew of the sail was lowered to the waterways. The starboard watch pulled the sheet back, and the ship tore through the water like a wild horse, shuddering and shaking at every joint, and flinging foam from her bow, which flew off at every blow, yards and yards to leeward. After half an hour of such sailing, the clews of the sail were drawn in, the sail furled, and the ship, relieved of her pressure, continued more steadily on her way. Soon after, the foresail was reefed, and we mizen-top crew members were sent up to reef the mizen topsail again. This was the first time I had taken a weather earring, and I felt quite proud to sit astride the weather yard-arm, pass the earring, and call out “Haul out to leeward!” From that time until we reached Boston, the mate never allowed anyone but our own crew to go up on the mizen topsail yard for reefing or furling, and the young English lad and I generally took turns with the earrings.

Having cleared the point and got well out to sea, we squared away the yards, made more sail, and stood on, nearly before the wind, for San Pedro. It blew strong, with some rain, nearly all night, but fell calm toward morning, and the gale having gone over, we came-to,—

Having made our point and gotten far out to sea, we adjusted the sails, added more sail, and headed, almost directly with the wind, for San Pedro. It was blowing hard, with some rain, almost all night, but it got calm towards morning, and the storm having passed, we anchored,—

Thursday, Oct. 22d, at San Pedro, in the old south-easter berth, a league from shore, with a slip-rope on the cable, reefs in the topsails, and rope-yarns for gaskets. Here we lay ten days, with the usual boating, hide-carrying, rolling of cargo up the steep hill, walking barefooted over stones, and getting drenched in salt water.

Thursday, Oct. 22, at San Pedro, in the old southeast berth, a mile from shore, with a slip-rope on the cable, reefs in the topsails, and rope-yarns for gaskets. Here we stayed for ten days, with the usual boating, carrying hides, rolling cargo up the steep hill, walking barefoot on stones, and getting soaked in salt water.

The third day after our arrival, the Rosa came in from San Juan, where she went the day after the south-easter. Her crew said it was as smooth as a mill-pond, after the gale, and she took off nearly a thousand hides, which had been brought down for us, and which we lost in consequence of the south-easter. This mortified us; not only that an Italian ship should have got to windward of us in the trade, but because every thousand hides went toward completing the forty thousand which we were to collect before we could say good-by to California.

The third day after we arrived, the Rosa came in from San Juan, where she went the day after the southeast wind. Her crew said the water was as calm as a mill-pond after the storm, and she took off nearly a thousand hides that had been brought down for us, which we lost because of the southeast wind. This upset us; not only that an Italian ship got ahead of us in the trade, but also because every thousand hides counted toward the forty thousand we needed to collect before we could say goodbye to California.

While lying here, we shipped one new hand, an Englishman, of about two or three and twenty, who was quite an acquisition, as he proved to be a good sailor, could sing tolerably, and, what was of more importance to me, had a good education, and a somewhat remarkable history. He called himself George P. Marsh; professed to have been at sea from a small boy, and to have served his time in the smuggling trade between Germany and the coasts of France and England. Thus he accounted for his knowledge of the French language, which he spoke and read as well as he did English; but his cutter education would not account for his English, which was far too good to have been learned in a smuggler; for he wrote an uncommonly handsome hand, spoke with great correctness, and frequently, when in private talk with me, quoted from books, and showed a knowledge of the customs of society, and particularly of the formalities of the various English courts of law, and of Parliament, which surprised me. Still, he would give no other account of himself than that he was educated in a smuggler. A man whom we afterwards fell in with, who had been a shipmate of George's a few years before, said that he heard at the boarding-house from which they shipped, that George had been at college, (probably a naval one, as he knew no Latin or Greek,) where he learned French and mathematics. He was by no means the man by nature that Harris was. Harris had made everything of his mind and character in spite of obstacles; while this man had evidently been born in a different rank, and educated early in life accordingly, but had been a vagabond, and done nothing for himself since. What had been given to him by others, was all that made him to differ from those about him; while Harris had made himself what he was. Neither had George the character, strength of mind, acuteness, or memory of Harris; yet there was about him the remains of a pretty good education, which enabled him to talk perhaps beyond his brains, and a high spirit and sense of honor, which years of a dog's life had not broken. After he had been a little while on board, we learned from him his remarkable history, for the last two years, which we afterwards heard confirmed in such a manner, as put the truth of it beyond a doubt.

While lying here, we brought on a new crew member, an Englishman around twenty-two or twenty-three, who turned out to be quite a catch. He was a good sailor, could sing decently, and, more importantly to me, had a solid education and an interesting backstory. He introduced himself as George P. Marsh; he claimed to have been at sea since he was a kid and to have worked in the smuggling trade between Germany and the coasts of France and England. This explained his knowledge of French, which he spoke and read as well as he did English. However, his background didn’t explain why his English was so polished—it was much too good for someone who had worked as a smuggler. He had excellent penmanship, spoke very correctly, and often quoted books in our private conversations, displaying knowledge of social customs and the formalities of various English courts and Parliament, which surprised me. Still, he would only say that he had been educated by a smuggler. Later, we met a man who had been George’s shipmate a few years earlier; he mentioned hearing at the boarding house where they had shipped that George had been to college (probably a naval one, since he didn’t know any Latin or Greek), where he studied French and math. He was definitely not the same type of person as Harris. Harris had worked hard to build his mind and character despite challenges, while George seemed to have been born into a different class and educated accordingly but had since become a drifter and done nothing for himself. What set him apart from others was what had been given to him, while Harris had shaped himself into who he was. George also lacked the character, mental strength, sharpness, or memory that Harris had. Yet he still retained some signs of a decent education, which allowed him to speak perhaps more confidently than he warranted, along with a sense of pride and honor that years of hardship hadn’t entirely crushed. After he'd been aboard for a while, we learned about his intriguing story from the past two years, which we later confirmed in a way that left no doubt about its truth.

He sailed from New York in the year 1833, if I mistake not, before the mast, in the brig Lascar, for Canton. She was sold in the East Indies, and he shipped at Manilla, in a small schooner, bound on a trading voyage among the Ladrone and Pelew Islands. On one of the latter islands, their schooner was wrecked on a reef, and they were attacked by the natives, and, after a desperate resistance, in which all their number except the captain, George, and a boy, were killed or drowned, they surrendered, and were carried bound, in a canoe, to a neighboring island. In about a month after this, an opportunity occurred by which one of their number might get away. I have forgotten the circumstances, but only one could go, and they yielded to the captain, upon his promising to send them aid if he escaped. He was successful in his attempt; got on board an American vessel, went back to Manilla, and thence to America, without making any effort for their rescue, or indeed, as George afterwards discovered, without even mentioning their case to any one in Manilla. The boy that was with George died, and he being alone, and there being no chance for his escape, the natives soon treated him with kindness, and even with attention. They painted him, tattooed his body, (for he would never consent to be marked in the face or hands,) gave him two or three wives; and, in fact, made quite a pet of him. In this way, he lived for thirteen months, in a fine climate, with a plenty to eat, half naked, and nothing to do. He soon, however, became tired, and went round the island, on different pretences, to look out for a sail. One day, he was out fishing in a small canoe with another man, when he saw a large sail to the windward, about a league and a half off, passing abreast of the island and standing westward. With some difficulty, he persuaded the islander to go off with him to the ship, promising to return with a good supply of rum and tobacco. These articles, which the islanders had got a taste of from American traders, were too strong a temptation for the fellow, and he consented. They paddled off in the track of the ship, and lay-to until she came down to them. George stepped on board the ship, nearly naked, painted from head to foot, and in no way distinguishable from his companion until he began to speak. Upon this, the people on board were not a little astonished; and, having learned his story, the captain had him washed and clothed, and sending away the poor astonished native with a knife or two and some tobacco and calico, took George with him on the voyage. This was the ship Cabot, of New York, Captain Low. She was bound to Manilla, from across the Pacific, and George did seaman's duty in her until her arrival in Manilla, when he left her, and shipped in a brig bound to the Sandwich Islands. From Oahu, he came, in the British brig Clementine, to Monterey, as second officer, where, having some difficulty with the captain, he left her, and coming down the coast, joined us at San Pedro. Nearly six months after this, among some papers we received by an arrival from Boston, we found a letter from Captain Low, of the Cabot, published immediately upon his arrival at New York, and giving all the particulars just as we had them from George. The letter was published for the information of the friends of George, and Captain Low added, that he left him at Manilia to go to Oahu, and he had heard nothing of him since.

He set sail from New York in 1833, if I’m not mistaken, before the mast, on the brig Lascar, heading for Canton. She was sold in the East Indies, and he boarded a small schooner in Manila for a trading trip among the Ladrone and Pelew Islands. On one of those islands, their schooner ran aground on a reef, and they were attacked by the locals. After a fierce resistance, where all but the captain, George, and a boy were killed or drowned, they surrendered and were taken in a canoe to a nearby island. About a month later, an opportunity arose for one of them to escape. I can’t recall the details, but only one person was allowed to go, and they agreed to let the captain leave, on the condition that he would send help if he was able to get away. He managed to escape, boarded an American ship, returned to Manila, and then to America, without making any attempt to rescue them or, as George later found out, even mentioning their plight to anyone in Manila. The boy with George died, and being alone with no hope of escape, the locals soon began to treat him with kindness and even care. They painted him, tattooed his body (since he refused to be marked on his face or hands), gave him two or three wives, and basically made him a pet. In this way, he lived for thirteen months in a beautiful climate, with plenty to eat, half-naked, and nothing to do. However, he soon grew tired of this and wandered around the island on various pretenses, looking for a ship. One day, while out fishing in a small canoe with another man, he spotted a large sail to the windward, about a mile and a half away, moving alongside the island and heading west. With some effort, he convinced the islander to go with him to the ship, promising to return with a good supply of rum and tobacco. These items, which the islanders had developed a taste for from American traders, were too tempting for the man, and he agreed. They paddled toward the ship and waited until she came near. George climbed aboard the ship, nearly naked, painted from head to toe, and indistinguishable from his companion until he started to speak. The crew was quite surprised, and after hearing his story, the captain had him washed and clothed and sent the shocked islander away with a couple of knives, some tobacco, and calico, taking George with him on the voyage. This was the ship Cabot from New York, captained by Low. She was headed to Manila from across the Pacific, and George worked as a seaman until they arrived in Manila, where he left and joined a brig bound for the Sandwich Islands. From Oahu, he traveled on the British brig Clementine to Monterey as the second officer, but after having some disagreements with the captain, he left and came down the coast to join us in San Pedro. Nearly six months later, among some papers we received by a ship from Boston, we found a letter from Captain Low of the Cabot, published right after he arrived in New York, detailing everything just as George had told us. The letter was published to inform George’s friends, and Captain Low added that he had left him in Manila to go to Oahu and hadn’t heard anything about him since.

George had an interesting journal of his adventures in the Pelew Islands, which he had written out at length, in a handsome hand, and in correct English.

George kept a fascinating journal of his adventures in the Pelew Islands, which he had written out in detail, in neat handwriting, and in proper English.




CHAPTER XXV

RUMORS OF WAR—A SPOUTER—SLIPPING FOR A SOUTH-EASTER—A GALE

Sunday, November 1st. Sailed this day, (Sunday again,) for Santa Barbara, where we arrived on the 5th. Coming round St. Buenaventura, and nearing the anchorage, we saw two vessels in port, a large full-rigged, and a small hermaphrodite brig. The former, the crew said must be the Pilgrim; but I had been too long in the Pilgrim to be mistaken in her, and I was right in differing from them; for, upon nearer approach, her long, low shear, sharp bows, and raking masts, told quite another story. "Man-of-war brig," said some of them; "Baltimore clipper," said others; the Ayacucho, thought I; and soon the broad folds of the beautiful banner of St. George,—white field with blood-red border and cross,—were displayed from her peak. A few minutes put it beyond a doubt, and we were lying by the side of the Ayacucho, which had sailed from San Diego about nine months before, while we were lying there in the Pilgrim. She had since been to Valparaiso, Callao, and the Sandwich Islands, and had just come upon the coast. Her boat came on board, bringing Captain Wilson; and in half an hour the news was all over the ship that there was a war between the United States and France. Exaggerated accounts reached the forecastle. Battles had been fought, a large French fleet was in the Pacific, etc., etc.; and one of the boat's crew of the Ayacucho said that when they left Callao, a large French frigate and the American frigate Brandywine, which were lying there, were going outside to have a battle, and that the English frigate Blonde was to be umpire, and see fair play. Here was important news for us. Alone, on an unprotected coast, without an American man-of-war within some thousands of miles, and the prospect of a voyage home through the whole length of the Pacific and Atlantic oceans! A French prison seemed a much more probable place of destination than the good port of Boston. However, we were too salt to believe every yarn that comes into the forecastle, and waited to hear the truth of the matter from higher authority. By means of a supercargo's clerk, I got the account of the matter, which was, that the governments had had difficulty about the payment of a debt; that war had been threatened and prepared for, but not actually declared, although it was pretty generally anticipated. This was not quite so bad, yet was no small cause of anxiety. But we cared very little about the matter ourselves. "Happy go lucky" with Jack! We did not believe that a French prison would be much worse than "hide-droghing" on the coast of California; and no one who has not been on a long, dull voyage, shut up in one ship, can conceive of the effect of monotony upon one's thoughts and wishes. The prospect of a change is like a green spot in a desert, and the remotest probability of great events and exciting scenes gives a feeling of delight, and sets life in motion, so as to give a pleasure, which any one not in the same state would be entirely unable to account for. In fact, a more jovial night we had not passed in the forecastle for months. Every one seemed in unaccountably high spirits. An undefined anticipation of radical changes, of new scenes, and great doings, seemed to have possessed every one, and the common drudgery of the vessel appeared contemptible. Here was a new vein opened; a grand theme of conversation, and a topic for all sorts of discussions. National feeling was wrought up. Jokes were cracked upon the only Frenchman in the ship, and comparisons made between "old horse" and "soup meagre," etc., etc.

Sunday, November 1st. We set sail today (again on a Sunday) for Santa Barbara, arriving on the 5th. As we rounded St. Buenaventura and got close to the anchorage, we saw two vessels in the port: a large fully-rigged ship and a small hermaphrodite brig. The crew said the big one must be the Pilgrim, but I had spent too much time on the Pilgrim to be mistaken about her, and I was correct in my disagreement. As we got closer, her long, low profile, sharp bows, and raked masts told a different story. Some of the crew called her a "man-of-war brig," while others said she was a "Baltimore clipper." I thought, “It must be the Ayacucho,” and soon the wide folds of the beautiful St. George's banner—white with a blood-red border and cross—were displayed from her peak. A few minutes confirmed it, and we were alongside the Ayacucho, which had set sail from San Diego about nine months before, while we were still on the Pilgrim. Since then, she had been to Valparaiso, Callao, and the Sandwich Islands, and had just returned to the coast. Her boat came over, bringing Captain Wilson; and within half an hour, news spread through the ship that there was a war between the United States and France. Exaggerated stories reached the forecastle. Battles had been fought, a large French fleet was in the Pacific, and so on. One of the Ayacucho’s crew mentioned that when they left Callao, a large French frigate and the American frigate Brandywine, both anchored there, were heading out to battle, with the English frigate Blonde set to umpire and ensure fair play. This was big news for us. Here we were, alone on an unprotected coast, with no American warship within thousands of miles and the possibility of a long voyage home through the Pacific and Atlantic oceans! A French prison seemed a lot more likely than the nice port of Boston. However, we were too seasoned to believe every tale that came into the forecastle and waited for the truth from a higher authority. Through the clerk of a supercargo, I learned that the issue was related to a debt payment; war had been threatened and preparations made, but it hadn’t officially been declared, although it was widely expected. This was somewhat better news, yet still a source of concern. But we didn't care too much about it ourselves. “Happy-go-lucky” with Jack! We figured a French prison wouldn’t be much worse than “hide-droghing” on the California coast; and no one who hasn’t been on a long, dull voyage, stuck on one ship, can understand how monotony affects your thoughts and desires. The idea of a change felt like a green oasis in a desert, and even the slightest chance of great events and exciting scenes brought a thrill and made life feel vibrant, providing a joy that anyone not in the same situation could never fully grasp. In fact, we hadn't had a more cheerful night in the forecastle for months. Everyone seemed inexplicably high-spirited. An undefined sense of impending radical changes, new scenes, and major happenings seemed to energize everyone, making the usual drudgery of the vessel feel trivial. This opened a new topic; a grand theme for conversation and discussions of all sorts. National pride was heightened. Jokes were made about the only Frenchman on the ship, and comparisons were drawn between “old horse” and “soup meagre,” and so on.

We remained in uncertainty as to this war for more than two months, when an arrival from the Sandwich Islands brought us the news of an amicable arrangement of the difficulties.

We stayed uncertain about this war for over two months, until a report from the Sandwich Islands brought us word of a friendly resolution to the issues.

The other vessel which we found in port was the hermaphrodite brig Avon, from the Sandwich Islands. She was fitted up in handsome style; fired a gun and ran her ensign up and down at sunrise and sunset; had a band of four or five pieces of music on board, and appeared rather like a pleasure yacht than a trader; yet, in connection with the Loriotte, Clementine, Bolivar, Convoy, and other small vessels, belonging to sundry Americans at Oahu, she carried on a great trade—legal and illegal—in otter skins, silks, teas, specie, etc.

The other ship we found in port was the hermaphrodite brig Avon, from the Sandwich Islands. She was outfitted elegantly; fired a cannon and raised her flag at sunrise and sunset; had a band with four or five instruments on board, and looked more like a luxury yacht than a trading vessel; yet, along with the Loriotte, Clementine, Bolivar, Convoy, and other small boats owned by various Americans at Oahu, she engaged in significant trade—both legal and illegal—in otter skins, silk, tea, precious metals, and more.

The second day after our arrival, a full-rigged brig came round the point from the northward, sailed leisurely through the bay, and stood off again for the south-east, in the direction of the large island of Catalina. The next day the Avon got under weigh, and stood in the same direction, bound for San Pedro. This might do for marines and Californians, but we knew the ropes too well. The brig was never again seen on the coast, and the Avon arrived at San Pedro in about a week, with a full cargo of Canton and American goods.

The second day after we arrived, a fully-rigged brig came around the point from the north, sailed casually through the bay, and then headed back southeast toward the big island of Catalina. The next day, the Avon set sail in the same direction, heading for San Pedro. This might work for marines and Californians, but we knew the ropes too well. The brig was never seen on the coast again, and the Avon reached San Pedro in about a week, loaded with a full cargo of goods from Canton and America.

This was one of the means of escaping the heavy duties the Mexicans lay upon all imports. A vessel comes on the coast, enters a moderate cargo at Monterey, which is the only custom-house, and commences trading. In a month or more, having sold a large part of her cargo, she stretches over to Catalina, or other of the large uninhabited islands which lie off the coast, in a trip from port to port, and supplies herself with choice goods from a vessel from Oahu, which has been lying off and on the islands, waiting for her. Two days after the sailing of the Avon, the Loriotte came in from the leeward, and without doubt had also a snatch at the brig's cargo.

This was one way to avoid the heavy taxes that the Mexicans imposed on all imports. A ship arrives on the coast, unloads a moderate amount of cargo at Monterey, which is the only customs office, and starts trading. After about a month, having sold a large part of her cargo, she heads over to Catalina or one of the other large uninhabited islands offshore, making a trip from port to port, and stocks up on quality goods from a ship from Oahu that has been cruising around the islands, waiting for her. Two days after the Avon set sail, the Loriotte came in from downwind and had definitely also eyed the brig's cargo.

Tuesday, Nov. 10th. Going ashore, as usual, in the gig, just before sundown, to bring off the captain, we found, upon taking in the captain and pulling off again, that our ship, which lay the farthest out, had run up her ensign. This meant "Sail ho!" of course, but as we were within the point we could see nothing. "Give way, boys! Give way! Lay out on your oars, and long stroke!" said the captain; and stretching to the whole length of our arms, bending back again, so that our backs touched the thwarts, we sent her through the water like a rocket. A few minutes of such pulling opened the islands, one after another, in range of the point, and gave us a view of the Canal, where was a ship, under top-gallant sails, standing in, with a light breeze, for the anchorage. Putting the boat's head in the direction of the ship, the captain told us to lay out again; and we needed no spurring, for the prospect of boarding a new ship, perhaps from home, hearing the news and having something to tell of when we got back, was excitement enough for us, and we gave way with a will. Captain Nye, of the Loriotte, who had been an old whaleman, was in the stern-sheets, and fell mightily into the spirit of it. "Bend your backs and break your oars!" said he. "Lay me on, Captain Bunker!" "There she flukes!" and other exclamations, peculiar to whalemen. In the meantime, it fell flat calm, and being within a couple of miles of the ship, we expected to board her in a few moments, when a sudden breeze sprung up, dead ahead for the ship, and she braced up and stood off toward the islands, sharp on the larboard tack, making good way through the water. This, of course, brought us up, and we had only to "ease larboard oars; pull round starboard!" and go aboard the Alert, with something very like a flea in the ear. There was a light land-breeze all night, and the ship did not come to anchor until the next morning. As soon as her anchor was down, we went aboard, and found her to be the whaleship, Wilmington and Liverpool Packet, of New Bedford, last from the "off-shore ground," with nineteen hundred barrels of oil. A "spouter" we knew her to be as soon as we saw her, by her cranes and boats, and by her stump top-gallant masts, and a certain slovenly look to the sails, rigging, spars and hull; and when we got on board, we found everything to correspond,—spouter fashion. She had a false deck, which was rough and oily, and cut up in every direction by the chimes of oil casks; her rigging was slack and turning white; no paint on the spars or blocks; clumsy seizings and straps without covers, and homeward-bound splices in every direction. Her crew, too, were not in much better order. Her captain was a slab-sided, shamble-legged Quaker, in a suit of brown, with a broad-brimmed hat, and sneaking about decks, like a sheep, with his head down; and the men looked more like fishermen and farmers than they did like sailors.

Tuesday, Nov. 10th. Heading ashore in the small boat just before sunset to pick up the captain, we noticed that our ship, which was anchored the furthest out, had displayed her flag. This meant "Sail ho!" of course, but since we were around the point, we couldn’t see anything. "Put your backs into it, guys! Let’s go! Dig deep with your oars and take long strokes!" the captain directed. Stretching our arms out completely, leaning back until we felt our backs touch the benches, we propelled the boat through the water like a rocket. After a few minutes of this effort, we started to see the islands lined up ahead, revealing the Canal, where a ship was approaching, under top-gallant sails, heading for the anchorage with a light breeze. The captain pointed the boat towards the ship and encouraged us to pull harder; we didn’t need much motivation because the thought of boarding a new ship, possibly from home, to hear news and share stories when we returned was thrilling enough. Captain Nye of the Loriotte, an experienced whaleman, was in the back and fully embraced the spirit of the moment. "Bend your backs and break your oars!" he exclaimed. "Go, Captain Bunker!" “There she goes!” and other phrases typical of whalemen. Meanwhile, it became completely calm, and we were just a couple of miles from the ship, expecting to board her in moments when a sudden breeze hit us directly in the face, causing the ship to change course towards the islands, sharply on the left tack, moving swiftly through the water. This, of course, halted our progress, and we just needed to "ease the left oars; pull around to the right!" before going aboard the Alert, feeling somewhat anxious. A light land breeze persisted all night, and the ship didn't anchor until the next morning. As soon as her anchor dropped, we boarded and discovered she was the whale ship, Wilmington and Liverpool Packet, from New Bedford, recently returned from the "off-shore ground," with nineteen hundred barrels of oil. We recognized her as a "spouter" the moment we saw her, from her cranes and boats, her short top-gallant masts, and the somewhat messy appearance of her sails, rigging, spars, and hull; everything on board matched that spouter style. She had a rough, oily false deck, scarred by the edges of oil casks; her rigging was loose and turning white; there was no paint on the spars or blocks; clumsy bindings and straps without covers, and messy splices in every direction. Her crew didn’t look much better either. The captain was a broad-shouldered, awkward Quaker, dressed in a brown suit with a wide-brimmed hat, lurking around the deck like a sheep, head down; and the crew looked more like fishermen and farmers than sailors.

Though it was by no means cold weather, (we having on only our red shirts and duck trowsers,) they all had on woollen trowsers—not blue and shipshape—but of all colors—brown, drab, grey, aye, and green, with suspenders over their shoulders, and pockets to put their hands in. This, added to guernsey frocks, striped comforters about the neck, thick cowhide boots, woollen caps, and a strong, oily smell, and a decidedly green look, will complete the description. Eight or ten were on the fore-topsail yard, and as many more in the main, furling the topsails, while eight or ten were hanging about the forecastle, doing nothing. This was a strange sight for a vessel coming to anchor; so we went up to them, to see what was the matter. One of them, a stout, hearty-looking fellow, held out his leg and said he had the scurvy; another had cut his hand; and others had got nearly well, but said that there were plenty aloft to furl the sails, so they were sogering on the forecastle. There was only one "splicer" on board, a fine-looking old tar, who was in the bunt of the fore-topsail. He was probably the only sailor in the ship, before the mast. The mates, of course, and the boat-steerers, and also two or three of the crew, had been to sea before, but only whaling voyages; and the greater part of the crew were raw hands, just from the bush, as green as cabbages, and had not yet got the hay-seed out of their heads. The mizen topsail hung in the bunt-lines until everything was furled forward. Thus a crew of thirty men were half an hour in doing what would have been done in the Alert with eighteen hands to go aloft, in fifteen or twenty minutes.

Although it wasn't exactly cold (we were only wearing our red shirts and duck trousers), everyone else was in wool trousers—not the neat blue ones, but various colors—brown, drab, gray, and even green, with suspenders over their shoulders and pockets to stick their hands in. This, along with their guernsey shirts, striped scarfs around their necks, thick cowhide boots, wool caps, a strong oily smell, and a distinctly green appearance, rounds out the description. Eight or ten were on the fore-topsail yard, and a similar number were on the main sail, furling the topsails, while another eight or ten were lounging around the forecastle, doing nothing. This was an unusual sight for a ship coming to anchor, so we went up to see what was going on. One of them, a stocky, hearty-looking guy, showed his leg and said he had scurvy; another had cut his hand; and others were nearly healed but claimed there were plenty of hands up top to furl the sails, so they were hanging out on the forecastle. There was only one "splicer" on board, a robust-looking old sailor who was in the bunt of the fore-topsail. He was probably the only true sailor on the ship, ahead of the mast. The mates, of course, and the boat steersmen, along with a couple of the crew, had some prior experience at sea, but only on whaling trips; most of the crew were complete novices, fresh from the bush, as green as can be, and hadn’t yet shaken off their inexperience. The mizen topsail was hanging in the bunt lines until everything was properly furled forward. Thus, a crew of thirty men took half an hour to do what would have been completed in the Alert in fifteen to twenty minutes with just eighteen people going aloft.

We found they had been at sea six or eight months, and had no news to tell us; so we left them, and promised to get liberty to come on board in the evening, for some curiosities, etc. Accordingly, as soon as we were knocked off in the evening and had got supper, we obtained leave, took a boat, and went aboard and spent an hour or two. They gave us pieces of whalebone, and the teeth and other parts of curious sea animals, and we exchanged books with them—a practice very common among ships in foreign ports, by which you get rid of the books you have read and re-read, and a supply of new ones in their stead, and Jack is not very nice as to their comparative value.

We learned they had been at sea for six or eight months and had no news to share with us, so we left and promised to get permission to come back on board in the evening for some souvenirs, etc. As soon as we were off duty in the evening and had dinner, we got permission, took a boat, and went on board, spending an hour or two there. They gave us pieces of whalebone, teeth, and other parts of interesting sea creatures, and we swapped books with them—a common practice among ships in foreign ports. It’s a way to get rid of books you’ve read and reread and get a fresh supply in return, and Jack isn’t very picky about their value.

Thursday, Nov. 12th. This day was quite cool in the early part, and there were black clouds about; but as it was often so in the morning, nothing was apprehended, and all the captains went ashore together, to spend the day. Towards noon, the clouds hung heavily over the mountains, coming half way down the hills that encircle the town of Santa Barbara, and a heavy swell rolled in from the south-east. The mate immediately ordered the gig's crew away, and at the same time, we saw boats pulling ashore from the other vessels. Here was a grand chance for a rowing match, and every one did his best. We passed the boats of the Ayacucho and Loriotte, but could gain nothing upon, and indeed, hardly hold our own with, the long, six-oared boat of the whale-ship. They reached the breakers before us; but here we had the advantage of them, for, not being used to the surf, they were obliged to wait to see us beach our boat, just as, in the same place, nearly a year before, we, in the Pilgrim, were glad to be taught by a boat's crew of Kanakas.

Thursday, Nov. 12th. The day started off pretty cool, with dark clouds in the sky; however, since this was a common occurrence in the morning, no one worried, and all the captains headed ashore together to enjoy the day. By noon, the clouds loomed heavily over the mountains, reaching halfway down the hills that surround the town of Santa Barbara, and a strong swell rolled in from the southeast. The mate quickly ordered the gig's crew to get ready, and at the same time, we spotted boats making their way to shore from the other vessels. This was a great opportunity for a rowing match, and everyone gave it their all. We passed the boats from the Ayacucho and Loriotte, but couldn’t catch up, and honestly, we could barely keep pace with the long, six-oared boat of the whaling ship. They made it to the breakers before we did; however, we had the upper hand there because, not being accustomed to the surf, they had to wait for us to beach our boat, just as we had learned nearly a year before from a crew of Kanakas in the same spot while we were on the Pilgrim.

We had hardly got the boats beached, and their heads out, before our old friend, Bill Jackson, the handsome English sailor, who steered the Loriotte's boat, called out that the brig was adrift; and, sure enough, she was dragging her anchors, and drifting down into the bight of the bay. Without waiting for the captain, (for there was no one on board but the mate and steward,) he sprung into the boat, called the Kanakas together, and tried to put off. But the Kanakas, though capital water-dogs, were frightened by their vessel's being adrift, and by the emergency of the case, and seemed to lose their faculties. Twice, their boat filled, and came broadside upon the beach. Jackson swore at them for a parcel of savages, and promised to flog every one of them. This made the matter no better; when we came forward, told the Kanakas to take their seats in the boat, and, going two on each side, walked out with her till it was up to our shoulders, and gave them a shove, when, giving way with their oars, they got her safely into the long, regular swell. In the mean time, boats had put off from our ships and the whaler, and coming all on board the brig together, they let go the other anchor, paid out chain, braced the yards to the wind, and brought the vessel up.

We had just gotten the boats beached and out of the water when our old friend, Bill Jackson, the good-looking English sailor who was steering the Loriotte's boat, shouted that the brig was adrift; and sure enough, she was dragging her anchors and drifting into the bay. Without waiting for the captain, since only the mate and steward were on board, he jumped into the boat, gathered the Kanakas, and tried to set off. But the Kanakas, even though they were great in the water, got scared by the drifting vessel and the urgency of the situation and seemed to freeze up. Twice, their boat filled with water and washed ashore sideways. Jackson yelled at them, calling them a bunch of savages, and threatened to whip every one of them. This didn’t help; when we came up, we told the Kanakas to get back in the boat, and with two of us on each side, we walked it out until the water was up to our shoulders, gave it a push, and when they started rowing, they got it safely into the steady swell. In the meantime, boats had launched from our ships and the whaler, and when they all came on board the brig together, they dropped the other anchor, paid out chain, adjusted the sails to the wind, and got the vessel stable.

In a few minutes, the captains came hurrying down, on the run; and there was no time to be lost, for the gale promised to be a severe one, and the surf was breaking upon the beach, three deep, higher and higher every instant. The Ayacucho's boat, pulled by four Kanakas, put off first, and as they had no rudder or steering oar, would probably never have got off, had we not waded out with them, as far as the surf would permit. The next that made the attempt was the whale-boat, for we, being the most experienced "beach-combers," needed no help, and staid till the last. Whalemen make the best boats' crews in the world for a long pull, but this landing was new to them, and notwithstanding the examples they had had, they slued round and were hove up—boat, oars, and men—altogether, high and dry upon the sand. The second time, they filled, and had to turn their boat over, and set her off again. We could be of no help to them, for they were so many as to be in one another's way, without the addition of our numbers. The third time, they got off, though not without shipping a sea which drenched them all, and half filled their boat, keeping them baling, until they reached their ship. We now got ready to go off, putting the boat's head out; English Ben and I, who were the largest, standing on each side of the bows, to keep her "head on" to the sea, two more shipping and manning the two after oars, and the captain taking the steering oar. Two or three Spaniards, who stood upon the beach looking at us, wrapped their cloaks about them, shook their heads, and muttered "Caramba!" They had no taste for such doings; in fact, the hydrophobia is a national malady, and shows itself in their persons as well as their actions.

In a few minutes, the captains hurried down, running; and there was no time to waste, as the storm looked like it would be a bad one, and the surf was crashing on the beach, three waves deep, rising higher by the second. The Ayacucho's boat, rowed by four Kanakas, was the first to set off, and since they had no rudder or steering oar, they probably wouldn't have made it without us wading out with them as far as the surf allowed. Next was the whale boat. We, being the most experienced "beach-combers," didn’t need any help and stayed until the end. Whalemen are the best boat crews in the world for a long pull, but this landing was new to them, and despite the examples they had seen, they turned around and ended up stranded—boat, oars, and all—high and dry on the sand. The second time, they took on water and had to flip the boat over to try again. We couldn’t help them, as there were too many people already getting in each other's way without our adding to the crowd. The third time, they finally got off, though not without taking on a wave that soaked them completely and half-filled their boat, keeping them busy bailing until they reached their ship. We then prepared to head out, pointing the boat’s bow toward the sea; English Ben and I, the largest, stood on each side of the front to keep her facing the waves, while two others manned the two back oars, and the captain took the steering oar. Two or three Spaniards on the beach watched us, wrapped their cloaks around themselves, shook their heads, and muttered “Caramba!” They weren’t fans of such activities; the fear of water is a common issue for them and shows in both their demeanor and their actions.

Watching for a "smooth chance," we determined to show the other boats the way it should be done; and, as soon as ours floated, ran out with her, keeping her head on, with all our strength, and the help of the captain's oar, and the two after oarsmen giving way regularly and strongly, until our feet were off the ground, we tumbled into the bows, keeping perfectly still, from fear of hindering the others. For some time it was doubtful how it would go. The boat stood nearly up and down in the water, and the sea, rolling from under her, let her fall upon the water with a force which seemed almost to stave her bottom in. By quietly sliding two oars forward, along the thwarts, without impeding the rowers, we shipped two bow oars, and thus, by the help of four oars and the captain's strong arm, we got safely off, though we shipped several seas, which left us half full of water. We pulled alongside of the Loriotte, put her skipper on board, and found her making preparations for slipping, and then pulled aboard our own ship. Here Mr. Brown, always "on hand," had got everything ready, so that we had only to hook on the gig and hoist it up, when the order was given to loose the sails. While we were on the yards, we saw the Loriotte under weigh, and before our yards were mast-headed, the Ayacucho had spread her wings, and, with yards braced sharp up, was standing athwart our hawse. There is no prettier sight in the world than a full-rigged, clipper-built brig, sailing sharp on the wind. In a moment, our slip-rope was gone, the head-yards filled away, and we were off. Next came the whaler; and in a half an hour from the time when four vessels were lying quietly at anchor, without a rag out, or a sign of motion, the bay was deserted, and four white clouds were standing off to sea. Being sure of clearing the point, we stood off with our yards a little braced in, while the Ayacucho went off with a taut bowline, which brought her to windward of us. During all this day, and the greater part of the night, we had the usual south-easter entertainment, a gale of wind, variegated and finally topped off with a drenching rain of three or four hours. At daybreak, the clouds thinned off and rolled away, and the sun came up clear. The wind, instead of coming out from the northward, as is usual, blew steadily and freshly from the anchoring-ground. This was bad for us, for, being "flying light," with little more than ballast trim, we were in no condition for showing off on a taut bowline, and had depended upon a fair wind, with which, by the help of our light sails and studding-sails, we meant to have been the first at the anchoring-ground; but the Ayacucho was a good league to windward of us, and was standing in, in fine style. The whaler, however, was as far to leeward of us, and the Loriotte was nearly out of sight, among the islands, up the Canal. By hauling every brace and bowline, and clapping watch-tackles upon all the sheets and halyards, we managed to hold our own, and drop the leeward vessels a little in every tack. When we reached the anchoring-ground, the Ayacucho had got her anchor, furled her sails, squared her yards, and was lying as quietly as if nothing had happened for the last twenty-four hours.

Watching for a "smooth chance," we decided to show the other boats how it should be done. As soon as ours floated, we headed out with all our strength, aided by the captain's oar and the two rowers in the back pushing hard and steadily. Once we were off the ground, we tumbled into the front, staying perfectly still out of fear of getting in the way of the others. For a while, it was unclear how it would go. The boat stood almost straight up in the water, and the waves rolling underneath made her slam down with a force that felt like it could break her bottom. By carefully sliding two oars forward along the seats without hindering the rowers, we brought in two front oars. With the help of four oars and the captain's strong arm, we managed to get off safely, although we took on several waves that left us half-filled with water. We pulled alongside the Loriotte, put her captain on board, and saw her getting ready to set off, before returning to our own ship. Mr. Brown, always "on hand," had everything prepared, so we just needed to hook on the gig and hoist it up when the order was given to loosen the sails. While we were on the yards, we saw the Loriotte setting sail, and before we had our yards raised, the Ayacucho had unfurled her sails and was positioning right in front of us. There’s nothing prettier in the world than a full-rigged, clipper-built brig sailing sharply into the wind. In an instant, our slip-rope was gone, the head-yards filled, and we were off. Next came the whaler, and in half an hour from the time when four vessels were quietly anchored without a sail out or any sign of movement, the bay was deserted, and four white sails were heading out to sea. Confident we could clear the point, we moved off with our yards slightly braced in, while the Ayacucho sailed off with a taut bowline, putting her ahead of us. Throughout that day and most of the night, we experienced the typical south-easter conditions, with a strong wind followed by a heavy rain lasting three to four hours. At dawn, the clouds thinned and rolled away, and the sun rose clear. Instead of the usual wind coming from the north, it blew steadily and fresh from the anchoring grounds. This was not good for us, as we were "flying light," with just enough ballast trim, and weren’t in a position to perform well on a taut bowline. We had counted on a favorable wind, which, with our light sails and studding sails, would have helped us arrive first at the anchoring ground. However, the Ayacucho was a good league ahead of us and was moving in smoothly. The whaler, on the other hand, was further behind, and the Loriotte was nearly out of sight among the islands up the Canal. By tightening every brace and bowline and using watch-tackles on all the sheets and halyards, we managed to maintain our position and pass the vessels to leeward a little on each tack. When we finally reached the anchoring ground, the Ayacucho had dropped anchor, furled her sails, squared her yards, and was resting as calmly as if nothing had happened in the last twenty-four hours.

We had our usual good luck in getting our anchor without letting go another, and were all snug, with our boats at the boom-ends, in half an hour. In about two hours more, the whaler came in, and made a clumsy piece of work in getting her anchor, being obliged to let go her best bower, and finally, to get out a kedge and a hawser. They were heave-ho-ing, stopping and unstopping, pawling, catting, and fishing, for three hours; and the sails hung from the yards all the afternoon, and were not furled until sundown. The Loriotte came in just after dark, and let go her anchor, making no attempt to pick up the other until the next day.

We had our usual good luck in getting our anchor without losing another one and had everything set up neatly, with our boats at the boom ends, in half an hour. A couple of hours later, the whaler came in and created a bit of a mess trying to drop her anchor. She had to let go of her best bower and eventually had to use a kedge and a hawser. They were heaving, stopping and starting, pawling, catting, and fishing for three hours; the sails hung from the yards all afternoon and weren't furled until sunset. The Loriotte came in just after dark and dropped her anchor, making no effort to retrieve the other one until the next day.

This affair led to a great dispute as to the sailing of our ship and the Ayacucho. Bets were made between the captains, and the crews took it up in their own way; but as she was bound to leeward and we to windward, and merchant captains cannot deviate, a trial never took place; and perhaps it was well for us that it did not, for the Ayacucho had been eight years in the Pacific, in every part of it—Valparaiso, Sandwich Islands, Canton, California, and all, and was called the fastest merchantman that traded in the Pacific, unless it was the brig John Gilpin, and perhaps the ship Ann McKim of Baltimore.

This situation sparked a big argument about the sailing of our ship and the Ayacucho. Bets were placed between the captains, and the crews got involved in their own way; but since she was heading downwind and we were going upwind, and merchant captains can’t change course, a race never happened. Maybe it was better that it didn’t, because the Ayacucho had spent eight years in the Pacific, covering every part of it—Valparaiso, the Sandwich Islands, Canton, California, and more. It was said to be the fastest merchant ship trading in the Pacific, unless you count the brig John Gilpin and possibly the ship Ann McKim from Baltimore.

Saturday, Nov. 14th. This day we got under weigh, with the agent and several Spaniards of note, as passengers, bound up to Monterey. We went ashore in the gig to bring them off with their baggage, and found them waiting on the beach, and a little afraid about going off, as the surf was running very high. This was nuts to us; for we liked to have a Spaniard wet with salt water; and then the agent was very much disliked by the crew, one and all; and we hoped, as there was no officer in the boat, to have a chance to duck them; for we knew that they were such "marines" that they would not know whether it was our fault or not. Accordingly, we kept the boat so far from shore as to oblige them to wet their feet in getting into her; and then waited for a good high comber, and letting the head slue a little round, sent the whole force of the sea into the stern-sheets, drenching them from head to feet. The Spaniards sprang out of the boat, swore, and shook themselves and protested against trying it again; and it was with the greatest difficulty that the agent could prevail upon them to make another attempt. The next time we took care, and went off easily enough, and pulled aboard. The crew came to the side to hoist in their baggage, and we gave them the wink, and they heartily enjoyed the half-drowned looks of the company.

Saturday, Nov. 14th. Today we set off with the agent and several notable Spaniards as passengers, heading to Monterey. We went ashore in the small boat to bring them back with their luggage and found them waiting on the beach, looking a bit nervous about getting on board since the waves were pretty rough. This was perfect for us because we loved to see a Spaniard get splashed with salt water; plus, the crew didn't like the agent at all, and we figured that since there was no officer in the boat, we might have a chance to give them a little dunking. We knew they were such inexperienced "marines" that they wouldn’t be able to tell if it was our fault. So, we positioned the boat far enough from the shore that they had to get their feet wet getting in. We waited for a big wave, turned the boat a bit, and let the sea crash into the back of the boat, soaking them from head to toe. The Spaniards jumped out, cursed, shook themselves off, and protested against trying again; it took the agent a lot of effort to convince them to give it another shot. The next time, we made sure to approach more smoothly, and it went fine as we pulled them aboard. When the crew came to the side to haul in their luggage, we exchanged a look, and they thoroughly enjoyed seeing the half-drenched expressions on everyone’s faces.

Everything being now ready, and the passengers aboard, we ran up the ensign and broad pennant, (for there was no man-of-war, and we were the largest vessel on the coast,) and the other vessels ran up their ensigns. Having hove short, cast off the gaskets, and made the bunt of each sail fast by the jigger, with a man on each yard; at the word, the whole canvas of the ship was loosed, and with the greatest rapidity possible, everything was sheeted home and hoisted up, the anchor tripped and catheaded, and the ship under headway. We were determined to show the "spouter" how things could be done in a smart ship, with a good crew, though not more than half their number. The royal yards were all crossed at once, and royals and skysails set, and, as we had the wind free, the booms were run out, and every one was aloft, active as cats, laying out on the yards and booms, reeving the studding-sail gear; and sail after sail the captain piled upon her, until she was covered with canvas, her sails looking like a great white cloud resting upon a black speck. Before we doubled the point, we were going at a dashing rate, and leaving the shipping far astern. We had a fine breeze to take us through the Canal, as they call this bay of forty miles long by ten wide. The breeze died away at night, and we were becalmed all day on Sunday, about half way between Santa Barbara and Point Conception. Sunday night we had a light, fair wind, which set us up again; and having a fine sea-breeze on the first part of Monday, we had the prospect of passing, without any trouble, Point Conception,—the Cape Horn of California, where it begins to blow the first of January, and blows all the year round. Toward the latter part of the afternoon, however, the regular northwest wind, as usual, set in, which brought in our studding-sails, and gave us the chance of beating round the Point, which we were now just abreast of, and which stretched off into the Pacific, high, rocky and barren, forming the central point of the coast for hundreds of miles north and south. A cap-full of wind will be a bag-full here, and before night our royals were furled, and the ship was laboring hard under her top-gallant sails. At eight bells our watch went below, leaving her with as much sail as she could stagger under, the water flying over the forecastle at every plunge. It was evidently blowing harder, but then there was not a cloud in the sky, and the sun had gone down bright.

Everything was ready, and the passengers were aboard, so we raised the flag and broad pennant (since there was no warship around, and we were the biggest vessel on the coast), and the other ships did the same. Having tightened up the lines, we untied the gaskets and secured the bunt of each sail with the jigger, with a crew member on each yard; at the command, the entire canvas of the ship was released, and as quickly as possible, everything was sheeted home and hoisted up, the anchor was lifted and stowed, and the ship was on its way. We were determined to show the "spouter" how things could be done efficiently on a solid ship with a good crew, even if we had less than half their number. The royal yards were crossed simultaneously, and royals and skysails were set. With the wind at our back, the booms were extended, and everyone was up high, nimble as cats, working on the yards and booms, adjusting the studding-sail gear. The captain added sail after sail until the ship was covered with canvas, her sails resembling a large white cloud resting on a small black dot. Before we rounded the point, we were moving swiftly, leaving the other ships far behind. We had a nice breeze to carry us through what they call the Canal, a bay that is forty miles long and ten miles wide. The wind died down at night, and we were stuck without wind all day Sunday, about halfway between Santa Barbara and Point Conception. Sunday night, a light, favorable wind picked up again; and with a good sea-breeze the first part of Monday, we were optimistic about passing Point Conception without any issues—the Cape Horn of California, where the strong winds start in early January and continue throughout the year. However, by late afternoon, the regular northwest wind set in, which brought in our studding-sails and gave us the opportunity to sail around the Point, which we were now right next to, extending into the Pacific, high, rocky, and barren, marking the central point of the coast for hundreds of miles north and south. A bit of wind here feels like a lot, and by nightfall, our royals were furled, and the ship was struggling under her top-gallant sails. At eight bells, our watch went below, leaving her with as much sail as she could handle, the water spraying over the forecastle at every plunge. It was clearly blowing harder, but there wasn’t a cloud in sight, and the sun had set brightly.

We had been below but a short time, before we had the usual premonitions of a coming gale: seas washing over the whole forward part of the vessel, and her bows beating against them with a force and sound like the driving of piles. The watch, too, seemed very busy trampling about decks, and singing out at the ropes. A sailor can always tell, by the sound, what sail is coming in, and, in a short time, we heard the top-gallant sails come in, one after another, and then the flying jib. This seemed to ease her a good deal, and we were fast going off to the land of Nod, when—bang, bang, bang—on the scuttle, and "All hands, reef topsails, ahoy!" started us out of our berths; and, it not being very cold weather, we had nothing extra to put on, and were soon on deck. I shall never forget the fineness of the sight. It was a clear, and rather a chilly night; the stars were twinkling with an intense brightness, and as far as the eye could reach, there was not a cloud to be seen. The horizon met the sea in a defined line. A painter could not have painted so clear a sky. There was not a speck upon it. Yet it was blowing great guns from the north-west. When you can see a cloud to windward, you feel that there is a place for the wind to come from; but here it seemed to come from nowhere. No person could have told, from the heavens, by their eyesight alone, that it was not a still summer's night. One reef after another, we took in the topsails, and before we could get them hoisted up, we heard a sound like a short, quick rattling of thunder, and the jib was blown to atoms out of the bolt-rope. We got the topsails set, and the fragments of the jib stowed away, and the fore-topmast staysail set in its place, when the great mainsail gaped open, and the sail ripped from head to foot. "Lay up on that main-yard and furl the sail, before it blows to tatters!" shouted the captain; and in a moment, we were up, gathering the remains of it upon the yard. We got it wrapped, round the yard, and passed gaskets over it as snugly as possible, and were just on deck again, when, with another loud rent, which was heard throughout the ship, the fore-topsail, which had been double-reefed, split in two, athwartships, just below the reefband, from earing to earing. Here again it was down yard, haul out reef-tackles, and lay out upon the yard for reefing. By hauling the reef-tackles chock-a-block, we took the strain from the other earings, and passing the close-reef earing, and knotting the points carefully, we succeeded in setting the sail, close-reefed.

We had been below for only a short time when we started to feel the usual signs of an approaching storm: waves crashing over the front of the ship, and the bow hitting them with a force and sound like a pile driver. The crew seemed really busy moving around the decks and calling out about the ropes. A sailor can always tell by sound what sail is being taken in, and soon we heard the top-gallant sails being lowered one after the other, followed by the flying jib. This seemed to relieve the pressure on the ship quite a bit, and we were drifting off to sleep when—bang, bang, bang—on the hatch, and “All hands, reef topsails, ahoy!” got us out of our bunks; since it wasn’t too cold, we didn’t need anything extra to put on, and we were soon on deck. I’ll never forget how beautiful the scene was. It was a clear, slightly chilly night; the stars were shining brightly, and as far as we could see, there wasn’t a cloud in the sky. The horizon met the sea in a sharp line. A painter couldn’t have captured a clearer sky. There wasn’t a single speck on it. And yet, it was blowing fiercely from the northwest. When you can see a cloud in the distance, you know the wind has a source; but here, it felt like the wind was coming from nowhere. No one could have guessed, just by looking at the sky, that it wasn’t a calm summer night. One by one, we took in the topsails, and just before we could hoist them up, we heard a sound like a quick rumbling of thunder, and the jib was blown to pieces out of the bolt-rope. We managed to set the topsails and stow away the remnants of the jib, putting the fore-topmast staysail in its place, when the great mainsail burst open, ripping from top to bottom. “Go up to the main-yard and furl the sail before it’s torn to shreds!” shouted the captain; and in an instant, we were up, collecting the remains on the yard. We wrapped it around the yard and secured it as tightly as we could, just as we stepped back on deck when, with another loud rip that echoed through the ship, the fore-topsail, which had been double-reefed, split in two across the middle, just below the reefband, from one earing to the other. Again, it was down the yard, haul out the reef tackles, and lay out on the yard to reef it. By pulling the reef tackles tight, we relieved the strain on the other earings, and by passing the close-reef earing and carefully knotting the points, we were able to set the sail, close-reefed.

We had but just got the rigging coiled up, and were waiting to hear "go below the watch!" when the main royal worked loose from the gaskets, and blew directly out to leeward, flapping, and shaking the mast like a wand. Here was a job for somebody. The royal must come in or be cut adrift, or the mast would be snapped short off. All the light hands in the starboard watch were sent up, one after another, but they could do nothing with it. At length, John, the tall Frenchman, the head of the starboard watch, (and a better sailor never stepped upon a deck,) sprang aloft, and, by the help of his long arms and legs, succeeded, after a hard struggle,—the sail blowing over the yard-arm to leeward, and the skysail blowing directly over his head—in smothering it, and frapping it with long pieces of sinnet. He came very near being blown or shaken from the yard, several times, but he was a true sailor, every finger a fish-hook. Having made the sail snug, he prepared to send the yard down, which was a long and difficult job; for, frequently, he was obliged to stop and hold on with all his might, for several minutes, the ship pitching so as to make it impossible to do anything else at that height. The yard at length came down safe, and after it, the fore and mizen royal-yards were sent down. All hands were then sent aloft, and for an hour or two we were hard at work, making the booms well fast; unreeving the studding-sail and royal and skysail gear; getting rolling-ropes on the yards; setting up the weather breast-backstays; and making other preparations for a storm. It was a fine night for a gale; just cool and bracing enough for quick work, without being cold, and as bright as day. It was sport to have a gale in such weather as this. Yet it blew like a hurricane. The wind seemed to come with a spite, an edge to it, which threatened to scrape us off the yards. The mere force of the wind was greater than I had ever seen it before; but darkness, cold, and wet are the worst parts of a storm to a sailor.

We had just finished coiling up the rigging and were waiting to hear "go below the watch!" when the main royal came loose from the gaskets and blew out to the leeward, flapping and shaking the mast like a wand. This was a job for someone. The royal had to be retrieved or cut loose, or the mast would be snapped off. All the lighter hands in the starboard watch were sent up, one after another, but they couldn't do anything about it. Finally, John, the tall Frenchman and head of the starboard watch (and a better sailor never stepped on a deck), sprang up and, with the help of his long arms and legs, managed, after a tough struggle—the sail blowing over the yard-arm to leeward and the skysail blowing directly over his head—to smother it and secure it with long pieces of sinnet. He came close to being blown or shaken off the yard several times, but he was a true sailor, every finger like a fish-hook. After securing the sail, he prepared to lower the yard, which was a long and difficult task; frequently, he had to stop and hold on with all his strength for several minutes, as the ship pitched so much that it made it impossible to do anything else at that height. The yard was finally brought down safely, and afterward, the fore and mizen royal-yards were lowered. Everyone was then sent aloft, and for a couple of hours, we worked hard, securing the booms, removing the studding-sail, royal, and skysail gear, getting rolling-ropes on the yards, setting up the weather breast-backstays, and making other preparations for a storm. It was a nice night for a gale; just cool enough for quick work without being cold, and as bright as day. It was enjoyable to face a gale in weather like this. Yet it blew like a hurricane. The wind seemed to come with a grudge, as if it threatened to scrape us off the yards. The sheer force of the wind was stronger than I had ever seen before; but darkness, cold, and wet are the worst parts of a storm for a sailor.

Having got on deck again, we looked round to see what time of night it was, and whose watch. In a few minutes the man at the wheel struck four bells, and we found that the other watch was out, and our own half out. Accordingly, the starboard watch went below, and left the ship to us for a couple of hours, yet with orders to stand by for a call.

Having gotten back on deck, we looked around to check the time and see whose watch it was. In just a few minutes, the guy at the wheel rang four bells, and we realized the other watch had finished and ours was halfway through. So, the starboard watch headed below and left the ship to us for a couple of hours but with instructions to be ready for a call.

Hardly had they got below, before away went the fore-topmast staysail, blown to ribbons. This was a small sail, which we could manage in the watch, so that we were not obliged to call up the other watch. We laid out upon the bowsprit, where we were under water half the time, and took in the fragments of the sail, and as she must have some head sail on her, prepared to bend another staysail. We got the new one out, into the nettings; seized on the tack, sheets, and halyards, and the hanks; manned the halyards, cut adrift the frapping lines, and hoisted away; but before it was half way up the stay, it was blown all to pieces. When we belayed the halyards, there was nothing left but the bolt-rope. Now large eyes began to show themselves in the foresail, and knowing that it must soon go, the mate ordered us upon the yard to furl it. Being unwilling to call up the watch who had been on deck all night, he roused out the carpenter, sailmaker, cook, steward, and other idlers, and, with their help, we manned the foreyard, and after nearly half an hour's struggle, mastered the sail, and got it well furled round the yard. The force of the wind had never been greater than at this moment. In going up the rigging, it seemed absolutely to pin us down to the shrouds; and on the yard, there was no such thing as turning a face to windward. Yet here was no driving sleet, and darkness, and wet, and cold, as off Cape Horn; and instead of a stiff oil-cloth suit, south-wester caps, and thick boots, we had on hats, round jackets, duck trowsers, light shoes, and everything light and easy. All these things make a great difference to a sailor. When we got on deck, the man at the wheel struck eight bells, (four o'clock in the morning,) and "All starbowlines, ahoy!" brought the other watch up. But there was no going below for us. The gale was now at its height, "blowing like scissors and thumb-screws;" the captain was on deck; the ship, which was light, rolling and pitching as though she would shake the long sticks out of her; and the sail gaping open and splitting, in every direction. The mizen topsail, which was a comparatively new sail, and close-reefed, split, from head to foot, in the bunt; the fore-topsail went, in one rent, from clew to earing, and was blowing to tatters; one of the chain bobstays parted; the spritsail-yard sprung in the slings; the martingale had slued away off to leeward; and, owing to the long dry weather, the lee rigging hung in large bights, at every lurch. One of the main top-gallant shrouds had parted; and, to crown all, the galley had got adrift, and gone over to leeward, and the anchor on the lee bow had worked loose, and was thumping the side. Here was work enough for all hands for half a day. Our gang laid out on the mizen topsail yard, and after more than half an hour's hard work, furled the sail, though it bellied out over our heads, and again, by a slant of the wind, blew in under the yard, with a fearful jerk, and almost threw us off from the foot-ropes.

As soon as they got below deck, the fore-topmast staysail was torn to shreds by the wind. This was a small sail that we could handle while on watch, so we didn’t have to wake the other watch. We climbed out onto the bowsprit, which was underwater half the time, and collected the pieces of the sail. Knowing the ship needed some head sail, we got ready to attach another staysail. We pulled out the new one, reaching into the netting; we grabbed the tack, sheets, halyards, and hanks; we manned the halyards, cut loose the frapping lines, and started hoisting it. But before it was even halfway up the stay, it was completely destroyed. When we secured the halyards, only the bolt-rope was left. Now, large tears started showing in the foresail, and realizing it would soon come down, the mate ordered us to go up on the yard to roll it up. Not wanting to wake the watch that had been on deck all night, he brought up the carpenter, sailmaker, cook, steward, and some other idlers, and with their help, we climbed the foreyard. After nearly half an hour of struggling, we managed to roll up the sail around the yard. The wind was at its fiercest then. Climbing the rigging felt like it was pinning us to the shrouds, and on the yard, there was no way to face the wind. Yet it wasn’t icy fog, darkness, wet, and cold like off Cape Horn; instead of heavy oilcloth suits, sou’westers, and thick boots, we wore hats, light jackets, duck trousers, light shoes, and everything felt easy. These little things make a huge difference to a sailor. When we got on deck, the man at the wheel struck eight bells (four o'clock in the morning), and “All starbowlines, ahoy!” called the other watch up. But we couldn’t go below. The storm was at its peak, “blowing like scissors and thumb-screws;” the captain was on deck; the ship, which was light, was rolling and pitching as if it might shake the long sticks off; and the sail was flapping open and ripping apart in all directions. The mizen topsail, which was relatively new and tightly reefed, tore from top to bottom in the middle; the fore-topsail ripped from clew to earing and was shredding apart; one of the chain bobstays broke; the spritsail-yard sprung in the slings; the martingale had swung off to leeward; and because of the long dry weather, the lee rigging hung in deep loops with each lurch. One of the main top-gallant shrouds had snapped; and to top it all off, the galley had come loose and drifted to leeward, and the anchor on the lee bow had come loose and was banging against the side. There was enough work here for everyone for half a day. Our group climbed out on the mizen topsail yard, and after more than half an hour of tough work, we rolled up the sail, even though it flapped out over our heads, and then, due to a shift in the wind, it blew back under the yard with a terrifying jerk, nearly throwing us off the foot-ropes.

Double gaskets were passed round the yards, rolling tackles and other gear bowsed taut, and everything made as secure as could be. Coming down, we found the rest of the crew just coming down the fore rigging, having furled the tattered topsail, or, rather, swathed it round the yard, which looked like a broken limb, bandaged. There was no sail now on the ship but the spanker and the close-reefed main topsail, which still held good. But this was too much after sail; and order was given to furl the spanker. The brails were hauled up, and all the light hands in the starboard watch sent out on the gaff to pass the gaskets; but they could do nothing with it. The second mate swore at them for a parcel of "sogers," and sent up a couple of the best men; but they could do no better, and the gaff was lowered down. All hands were now employed in setting up the lee rigging, fishing the spritsail-yard, lashing the galley, and getting tackles upon the martingale, to bowse it to windward. Being in the larboard watch, my duty was forward, to assist in setting up the martingale. Three of us were out on the martingale guys and back-ropes for more than half an hour, carrying out, hooking and unhooking the tackles, several times buried in the seas, until the mate ordered us in, from fear of our being washed off. The anchors were then to be taken up on the rail, which kept all hands on the forecastle for an hour, though every now and then the seas broke over it, washing the rigging off to leeward, filling the lee scuppers breast high, and washing chock aft to the taffrail.

Double gaskets were passed around the yards, rolling tackles and other gear were tightened, and everything was made as secure as possible. When we came down, we found the rest of the crew just coming down the fore rigging after they had furled the ripped topsail, or rather, wrapped it around the yard, which looked like a broken limb in a bandage. There was no sail on the ship except for the spanker and the close-reefed main topsail, which was still holding strong. But this was too much sail for the conditions, so orders were given to furl the spanker. The brails were hauled up, and all the light hands in the starboard watch were sent out on the gaff to pass the gaskets, but they couldn’t manage it. The second mate yelled at them for being a bunch of "slackers" and sent up a couple of the best men; but they fared no better, and the gaff was lowered down. Everyone was then busy setting up the lee rigging, fishing the spritsail-yard, lashing the galley, and getting tackles on the martingale to pull it to windward. Being in the larboard watch, my duty was forward to help set up the martingale. Three of us worked on the martingale guys and back-ropes for over half an hour, carrying out, hooking, and unhooking the tackles, often getting soaked by the waves, until the mate ordered us to come in for fear of being washed off. The anchors were then to be brought up on the rail, which kept all hands on the forecastle for an hour, though every now and then waves broke over it, washing the rigging down to leeward, filling the lee scuppers up to breast height, and flooding back to the taffrail.

Having got everything secure again, we were promising ourselves some breakfast, for it was now nearly nine o'clock in the forenoon, when the main topsail showed evident signs of giving way. Some sail must be kept on the ship, and the captain ordered the fore and main spencer gaffs to be lowered down, and the two spencers (which were storm sails, bran new, small, and made of the strongest canvas) to be got up and bent; leaving the main topsail to blow away, with a blessing on it, if it would only last until we could set the spencers. These we bent on very carefully, with strong robands and seizings, and making tackles fast to the clews, bowsed them down to the water-ways. By this time the main topsail was among the things that have been, and we went aloft to stow away the remnant of the last sail of all those which were on the ship twenty-four hours before. The spencers were now the only whole sails on the ship, and, being strong and small, and near the deck, presenting but little surface to the wind above the rail, promised to hold out well. Hove-to under these, and eased by having no sail above the tops, the ship rose and fell, and drifted off to leeward like a line-of-battle ship.

Once we had everything secure again, we promised ourselves breakfast, as it was now almost nine o'clock in the morning, when the main topsail showed clear signs of failing. Some sail had to be kept on the ship, so the captain ordered the fore and main spencer gaffs to be lowered, and the two spencers (which were brand new storm sails made of the strongest canvas) to be hoisted and rigged; we hoped the main topsail would hold on long enough for us to set the spencers. We carefully rigged the spencers with strong ties and secured them, attaching tackles to the clews and pulling them down to the water-ways. By this time, the main topsail was history, and we went aloft to stow away the remnants of the last sail that had been on the ship just twenty-four hours ago. The spencers were now the only intact sails on the ship, and since they were small, strong, and close to the deck, presenting minimal surface area to the wind above the rail, they offered a good chance of holding up. Hove-to under these sails, and with no canvas above the tops, the ship rose and fell, drifting off to leeward like a battleship.

It was now eleven o'clock, and the watch was sent below to get breakfast, and at eight bells (noon), as everything was snug, although the gale had not in the least abated, the watch was set, and the other watch and idlers sent below. For three days and three nights, the gale continued with unabated fury, and with singular regularity. There was no lulls, and very little variation in its fierceness. Our ship, being light, rolled so as almost to send the fore yard-arm under water, and drifted off bodily, to leeward. All this time there was not a cloud to be seen in the sky, day or night;—no, not so large as a man's hand. Every morning the sun rose cloudless from the sea, and set again at night, in the sea, in a flood of light. The stars, too, came out of the blue, one after another, night after night, unobscured, and twinkled as clear as on a still frosty night at home, until the day came upon them. All this time, the sea was rolling in immense surges, white with foam, as far as the eye could reach, on every side, for we were now leagues and leagues from shore.

It was now eleven o'clock, and the crew was sent below to get breakfast. At eight bells (noon), everything was secured, even though the storm hadn't let up at all. The watch was set, and the other crew members and idle hands were sent below. For three days and three nights, the storm raged on with relentless intensity and remarkable consistency. There were no lulls and very little change in its ferocity. Our ship, being light, rolled so much that it almost sent the fore yard-arm underwater, and it drifted off to the leeward. During this time, there wasn't a cloud in the sky—day or night; not even one the size of a man’s hand. Each morning, the sun rose cloudless from the sea and set again at night in a blaze of light. The stars also appeared one by one out of the clear blue night, shining as brightly as they do on a crisp, frosty evening back home until daylight came. Meanwhile, the sea was rolling in huge surges, white with foam, stretching as far as the eye could see in every direction, as we were now leagues away from shore.

The between-decks being empty, several of us slept there in hammocks, which are the best things in the world to sleep in during a storm; it not being true of them, as it is of another kind of bed, "when the wind blows, the cradle will rock;" for it is the ship that rocks, while they always hang vertically from the beams. During these seventy-two hours we had nothing to do, but to turn in and out, four hours on deck, and four below, eat, sleep, and keep watch. The watches were only varied by taking the helm in turn, and now and then, by one of the sails, which were furled, blowing out of the gaskets, and getting adrift, which sent us up on the yards; and by getting tackles on different parts of the rigging, which were slack. Once, the wheel-rope parted, which might have been fatal to us, had not the chief mate sprung instantly with a relieving tackle to windward, and kept the tiller up, till a new one could be rove. On the morning of the twentieth, at daybreak, the gale had evidently done its worst, and had somewhat abated; so much so, that all hands were called to bend new sails, although it was still blowing as hard as two common gales. One at a time, and with great difficulty and labor, the old sails were unbent and sent down by the bunt-lines, and three new topsails, made for the homeward passage round Cape Horn, and which had never been bent, were got up from the sailroom, and under the care of the sailmaker, were fitted for bending, and sent up by the halyards into the tops, and, with stops and frapping lines, were bent to the yards, close-reefed, sheeted home, and hoisted. These were done one at a time, and with the greatest care and difficulty. Two spare courses were then got up and bent in the same manner and furled, and a storm-jib, with the bonnet off, bent and furled to the boom. It was twelve o'clock before we got through; and five hours of more exhausting labor I never experienced; and no one of that ship's crew, I will venture to say, will ever desire again to unbend and bend five large sails, in the teeth of a tremendous north-wester. Towards night, a few clouds appeared in the horizon, and as the gale moderated, the usual appearance of driving clouds relieved the face of the sky. The fifth day after the commencement of the storm, we shook a reef out of each topsail, and set the reefed foresail, jib and spanker; but it was not until after eight days of reefed topsails that we had a whole sail on the ship; and then it was quite soon enough, for the captain was anxious to make up for leeway, the gale having blown us half the distance to the Sandwich Islands.

Since the space between the decks was empty, several of us slept in hammocks, which are the best things to sleep in during a storm; it's not like another kind of bed, where "when the wind blows, the cradle will rock." With hammocks, the ship rocks, but they always hang straight from the beams. During those seventy-two hours, we had nothing to do but turn in and out, spending four hours on deck and four below, eating, sleeping, and keeping watch. The watches were varied only by taking turns at the helm and occasionally dealing with sails that were furled, blowing out of the gaskets, and getting loose, which sent us up on the yards. We also adjusted slack tackles on different parts of the rigging. Once, the wheel-rope snapped, which could have been disastrous, had the chief mate not quickly sprung into action with a relieving tackle to windward and held the tiller up until a new one could be rigged. On the morning of the twentieth, at daybreak, it was clear the gale had done its worst, and it had calmed down somewhat; so much so that all hands were called to put on new sails, even though it was still blowing as hard as two regular gales. One at a time, and with great difficulty and effort, the old sails were removed and lowered, and three new topsails, made for the return journey around Cape Horn and never before put on, were brought up from the sailroom. Under the sailmaker's supervision, they were prepared for attaching and sent up by the halyards into the tops. After being secured with stops and frapping lines, they were bent to the yards, closely reefed, sheeted home, and hoisted. This was done one at a time, requiring immense care and difficulty. Two spare courses were then brought up, bent, and furled similarly, along with a storm jib without the bonnet, which was bent and furled to the boom. It was noon before we finished; and I had never experienced five hours of more exhausting labor. I doubt any crew member will ever want to unbend and bend five large sails again while facing a fierce north-wester. As night approached, a few clouds appeared on the horizon, and as the gale weakened, the usual sight of drifting clouds lightened the sky. On the fifth day of the storm, we shook a reef out of each topsail and set the reefed foresail, jib, and spanker; but it wasn’t until after eight days of reefed topsails that we finally had a full sail on the ship; and even then, it was just in time since the captain was eager to make up for lost time, as the gale had blown us halfway to the Sandwich Islands.

Inch by inch, as fast as the gale would permit, we made sail on the ship, for the wind still continued a-head, and we had many days' sailing to get back to the longitude we were in when the storm took us. For eight days more we beat to windward under a stiff top-gallant breeze, when the wind shifted and became variable. A light south-easter, to which we could carry a reefed topmast studding-sail, did wonders for our dead reckoning.

Inch by inch, as fast as the wind would allow, we set sail on the ship, since the wind was still blowing against us, and we had many days of sailing to return to the longitude we were at when the storm hit us. For eight more days, we struggled against the wind with a strong breeze, when the wind changed and became unpredictable. A light south-easter, which allowed us to use a reefed topmast studding-sail, worked wonders for our navigation.

Friday, December 4th, after a passage of twenty days, we arrived at the mouth of the bay of San Francisco.

Friday, December 4th, twenty days later, we reached the entrance of the San Francisco Bay.




CHAPTER XXVI

SAN FRANCISCO—MONTEREY

Our place of destination had been Monterey, but as we were to the northward of it when the wind hauled a-head, we made a fair wind for San Francisco. This large bay, which lies in latitude 37° 58', was discovered by Sir Francis Drake, and by him represented to be (as indeed it is) a magnificent bay, containing several good harbors, great depth of water, and surrounded by a fertile and finely wooded country. About thirty miles from the mouth of the bay, and on the south-east side, is a high point, upon which the presidio is built. Behind this, is the harbor in which trading vessels anchor, and near it, the mission of San Francisco, and a newly begun settlement, mostly of Yankee Californians, called Yerba Buena, which promises well. Here, at anchor, and the only vessel, was a brig under Russian colors, from Asitka, in Russian America, which had come down to winter, and to take in a supply of tallow and grain, great quantities of which latter article are raised in the missions at the head of the bay. The second day after our arrival, we went on board the brig, it being Sunday, as a matter of curiosity; and there was enough there to gratify it. Though no larger than the Pilgrim, she had five or six officers, and a crew of between twenty and thirty; and such a stupid and greasy-looking set, I certainly never saw before. Although it was quite comfortable weather, and we had nothing on but straw hats, shirts, and duck trowsers, and were barefooted, they had, every man of them, double-soled boots, coming up to the knees, and well greased; thick woolen trowsers, frocks, waistcoats, pea-jackets, woolen caps, and everything in true Nova Zembla rig; and in the warmest days they made no change. The clothing of one of these men would weigh nearly as much as that of half our crew. They had brutish faces, looked like the antipodes of sailors, and apparently dealt in nothing but grease. They lived upon grease; eat it, drank it, slept in the midst of it, and their clothes were covered with it. To a Russian, grease is the greatest luxury. They looked with greedy eyes upon the tallow-bags as they were taken into the vessel, and, no doubt, would have eaten one up whole, had not the officer kept watch over it. The grease seemed actually coming through their pores, and out in their hair, and on their faces. It seems as if it were this saturation which makes them stand cold and rain so well. If they were to go into a warm climate, they would all die of the scurvy.

Our destination was Monterey, but since we were north of it when the wind changed to come from the front, we made a good course for San Francisco. This large bay, located at latitude 37° 58', was discovered by Sir Francis Drake, who described it as (and indeed it is) a stunning bay with several good harbors, deep waters, and surrounded by fertile, well-forested land. About thirty miles from the bay's entrance, on the southeast side, sits a high point where the presidio is located. Behind this is the harbor where trading vessels anchor, and nearby is the mission of San Francisco, along with a newly started settlement mostly populated by Yankee Californians called Yerba Buena, which shows promise. Here, at anchor and the only ship present, was a brig flying Russian colors from Sitka in Russian America, which had come down to winter and gather supplies of tallow and grain, which is plentifully grown in the missions at the head of the bay. Two days after our arrival, we boarded the brig on Sunday out of curiosity, and there was plenty to satisfy it. Though it was no bigger than the Pilgrim, it had five or six officers and a crew of twenty to thirty; they were the most lackluster and greasy-looking group I had ever seen. Even though the weather was quite pleasant, and we wore nothing but straw hats, shirts, and light trousers while going barefoot, every one of them was dressed in knee-high, double-soled boots that were well-greased, thick woolen trousers, frocks, waistcoats, pea jackets, woolen caps, and everything in traditional Nova Zembla style; they made no changes even on the warmest days. One of their outfits probably weighed about as much as half of our crew's clothing. They had brutish faces, looked like the opposite of sailors, and seemed to be involved only with grease. They lived off grease; they ate it, drank it, and slept in it, and their clothes were covered in it. For a Russian, grease is the ultimate luxury. They watched the tallow bags being brought onto the ship with greedy eyes and would have likely consumed one whole if the officer hadn’t kept an eye on them. The grease seemed to ooze from their pores, their hair, and their faces. It appeared that this saturation was what allowed them to withstand cold and rain. If they were to go to a warm climate, they would likely all suffer from scurvy.

The vessel was no better than the crew. Everything was in the oldest and most inconvenient fashion possible; running trusses on the yards, and large hawser cables, coiled all over the decks, and served and parcelled in all directions. The topmasts, top-gallant masts and studding-sail booms were nearly black for want of scraping, and the decks would have turned the stomach of a man-of-war's-man. The galley was down in the forecastle; and there the crew lived, in the midst of the steam and grease of the cooking, in a place as hot as an oven, and as dirty as a pigsty. Five minutes in the forecastle was enough for us, and we were glad to get into the open air. We made some trade with them, buying Indian curiosities, of which they had a great number; such as bead-work, feathers of birds, fur moccasins, etc. I purchased a large robe, made of the skins of some animals, dried and sewed nicely together, and covered all over on the outside with thick downy feathers, taken from the breasts of various birds, and arranged with their different colors, so as to make a brilliant show.

The ship was just as bad as the crew. Everything was set up in the oldest, most inconvenient way possible; with running trusses on the yards and large hawser cables tangled all over the decks, served and bundled in all directions. The topmasts, top-gallant masts, and studding-sail booms were nearly black from lack of scraping, and the decks would have made a sailor sick. The galley was down in the forecastle, where the crew lived amid the steam and grease from cooking, in a place as hot as an oven and as filthy as a pigsty. Five minutes in the forecastle was long enough for us, and we were relieved to get into the fresh air. We exchanged goods with them, buying Indian curiosities, as they had a lot; things like beadwork, bird feathers, fur moccasins, etc. I bought a large robe made from various animal skins, dried and sewn together nicely, and covered all over on the outside with thick downy feathers from different birds, arranged in various colors to create a brilliant display.

A few days after our arrival, the rainy season set in, and, for three weeks, it rained almost every hour, without cessation. This was bad for our trade, for the collecting of hides is managed differently in this port from what it is in any other on the coast. The mission of San Francisco near the anchorage, has no trade at all, but those of San José, Santa Clara, and others, situated on large creeks or rivers which run into the bay, and distant between fifteen and forty miles from the anchorage, do a greater business in hides than any in California. Large boats, manned by Indians, and capable of carrying nearly a thousand hides apiece, are attached to the missions, and sent down to the vessels with hides, to bring away goods in return. Some of the crews of the vessels are obliged to go and come in the boats, to look out for the hides and goods. These are favorite expeditions with the sailors, in fine weather; but now to be gone three or four days, in open boats, in constant rain, without any shelter, and with cold food, was hard service. Two of our men went up to Santa Clara in one of these boats, and were gone three days, during all which time they had a constant rain, and did not sleep a wink, but passed three long nights, walking fore and aft the boat, in the open air. When they got on board, they were completely exhausted, and took a watch below of twelve hours. All the hides, too, that came down in the boats, were soaked with water, and unfit to put below, so that we were obliged to trice them up to dry, in the intervals of sunshine or wind, upon all parts of the vessel. We got up tricing-lines from the jib-boom-end to each arm of the fore yard, and thence to the main and cross-jack yard-arms. Between the tops, too, and the mast-heads, from the fore to the main swifters, and thence to the mizen rigging, and in all directions athwartships, tricing-lines were run, and strung with hides. The head stays and guys, and the spritsail-yard, were lined, and, having still more, we got out the swinging booms, and strung them and the forward and after guys, with hides. The rail, fore and aft, the windlass, capstan, the sides of the ship, and every vacant place on deck, were covered with wet hides, on the least sign of an interval for drying. Our ship was nothing but a mass of hides, from the cat-harpins to the water's edge, and from the jib-boom-end to the taffrail.

A few days after we arrived, the rainy season began, and for three weeks, it rained almost every hour without stopping. This was bad for our business because collecting hides here is done differently than at any other port on the coast. The mission of San Francisco near the anchorage doesn’t do any trade at all, but missions like San José, Santa Clara, and others located on large creeks or rivers that flow into the bay, which are fifteen to forty miles away from the anchorage, have a bigger business in hides than anywhere else in California. Large boats, crewed by Indians and able to carry nearly a thousand hides each, are attached to the missions and sent down to the ships with hides to bring back goods in exchange. Some crew members are required to go back and forth in the boats to keep an eye out for the hides and goods. These trips are popular with the sailors when the weather is nice; however, it was tough to be out for three or four days in open boats in constant rain, without any shelter, and with cold food. Two of our men went to Santa Clara in one of these boats and were gone for three days, facing nonstop rain and not sleeping at all, spending three long nights walking back and forth in the open air. When they finally got back on board, they were completely worn out and took a twelve-hour break below deck. All the hides that came down in the boats were soaked and unsuitable for storage, so we had to hang them up to dry whenever the sun or wind allowed, on all parts of the ship. We rigged up lines from the jib-boom end to each arm of the fore yard, and then to the main and cross-jack yardarms. We also set up lines between the tops and mastheads, from the fore to the main swifters, leading to the mizen rigging, and in all directions across the ship. We lined the head stays, guys, and the spritsail yard, and with even more hides, we got out the swinging booms and strung them along with the forward and after guys. The rail, both fore and aft, the windlass, capstan, the ship's sides, and every empty space on deck was covered with wet hides at the slightest chance of drying. Our ship had turned into nothing but a pile of hides, from the cat-harpins down to the water line, and from the jib-boom end to the taffrail.

One cold, rainy evening, about eight o'clock, I received orders to get ready to start for San José at four the next morning, in one of these Indian boats, with four days' provisions. I got my oil-cloth clothes, south-wester, and thick boots all ready, and turned into my hammock early, determined to get some sleep in advance, as the boat was to be alongside before daybreak. I slept on till all hands were called in the morning; for, fortunately for me, the Indians, intentionally, or from mistaking their orders, had gone off alone in the night, and were far out of sight. Thus I escaped three or four days of very uncomfortable service.

One cold, rainy evening, around eight o'clock, I got the order to prepare to leave for San José at four the next morning, in one of those Indian boats, with four days' worth of supplies. I got my oilcloth clothes, raincoat, and sturdy boots all set, and turned in early to my hammock, planning to get some sleep ahead of time since the boat was supposed to be there before dawn. I slept soundly until everyone was called in the morning; luckily for me, the Indians had either intentionally or mistakenly gone off alone during the night and were far out of sight. So, I managed to avoid three or four days of pretty uncomfortable work.

Four of our men, a few days afterwards, went up in one of the quarter-boats to Santa Clara, to carry the agent, and remained out all night in a drenching rain, in the small boat, where there was not room for them to turn round; the agent having gone up to the mission and left the men to their fate, making no provision for their accommodation, and not even sending them anything to eat. After this, they had to pull thirty miles, and when they got on board, were so stiff that they could not come up the gangway ladder. This filled up the measure of the agent's unpopularity, and never after this could he get anything done by any of the crew; and many a delay and vexation, and many a good ducking in the surf, did he get to pay up old scores, or "square the yards with the bloody quill-driver."

Four of our guys, a few days later, went out in one of the small boats to Santa Clara to take the agent there and ended up spending the entire night in heavy rain, cramped in the small boat where they couldn't even turn around. The agent went to the mission and left the men behind without making any arrangements for their comfort or even sending them food. After that, they had to row thirty miles, and when they finally got on board, they were so stiff they could barely climb the gangway ladder. This just added to the agent's unpopularity, and after that, he couldn't get anything done by any of the crew. He faced many delays and frustrations, and he got soaked plenty of times in the surf as payback for his past mistakes.

Having collected nearly all the hides that were to be procured, we began our preparations for taking in a supply of wood and water, for both of which, San Francisco is the best place on the coast. A small island, situated about two leagues from the anchorage, called by us "Wood Island," and by the Spaniards "Isle de los Angelos," was covered with trees to the water's edge; and to this, two of our crew, who were Kennebec men, and could handle an axe like a plaything, were sent every morning to cut wood, with two boys to pile it up for them. In about a week, they had cut enough to last us a year, and the third mate, with myself and three others, were sent over in a large, schooner-rigged, open launch, which we had hired of the mission, to take in the wood, and bring it to the ship. We left the ship about noon, but, owing to a strong head wind, and a tide, which here runs four or five knots, did not get into the harbor, formed by two points of the island, where the boats lie, until sundown. No sooner had we come-to, than a strong south-easter, which had been threatening us all day, set in, with heavy rain and a chilly atmosphere. We were in rather a bad situation: an open boat, a heavy rain, and a long night; for in winter, in this latitude, it was dark nearly fifteen hours. Taking a small skiff which we had brought with us, we went ashore, but found no shelter, for everything was open to the rain, and collecting a little wood, which we found by lifting up the leaves and brush, and a few mussels, we put aboard again, and made the best preparations in our power for passing the night. We unbent the mainsail, and formed an awning with it over the after part of the boat, made a bed of wet logs of wood, and, with our jackets on, lay down, about six o'clock, to sleep. Finding the rain running down upon us, and our jackets getting wet through, and the rough, knotty-logs, rather indifferent couches, we turned out; and taking an iron pan which we brought with us, we wiped it out dry, put some stones around it, cut the wet bark from some sticks, and striking a light, made a small fire in the pan. Keeping some sticks near, to dry, and covering the whole over with a roof of boards, we kept up a small fire, by which we cooked our mussels, and ate them, rather for an occupation than from hunger. Still, it was not ten o'clock, and the night was long before us, when one of the party produced an old pack of Spanish cards from his monkey-jacket pocket, which we hailed as a great windfall; and keeping a dim, flickering light by our fagots, we played game after game, till one or two o'clock, when, becoming really tired, we went to our logs again, one sitting up at a time, in turn, to keep watch over the fire. Toward morning, the rain ceased, and the air became sensibly colder, so that we found sleep impossible, and sat up, watching for daybreak. No sooner was it light than we went ashore, and began our preparations for loading our vessel. We were not mistaken in the coldness of the weather, for a white frost was on the ground, a thing we had never seen before in California, and one or two little puddles of fresh water were skimmed over with a thin coat of ice. In this state of the weather and before sunrise, in the grey of the morning, we had to wade off, nearly up to our hips in water, to load the skiff with the wood by armsfull. The third mate remained on board the launch, two more men staid in the skiff, to load and manage it, and all the water-work, as usual, fell upon the two youngest of us; and there we were, with frost on the ground, wading forward and back, from the beach to the boat, with armsfull of wood, barefooted, and our trowsers rolled up. When the skiff went off with her load, we could only keep our feet from freezing by racing up and down the beach on the hard sand, as fast as we could go. We were all day at this work, and towards sundown, having loaded the vessel as deep as she would bear, we hove up our anchor, and made sail, beating out the bay. No sooner had we got into the large bay, than we found a strong tide setting us out to seaward, a thick fog which prevented our seeing the ship, and a breeze too light to set us against the tide; for we were as deep as a sand-barge. By the utmost exertions, we saved ourselves from being carried out to sea, and were glad to reach the leewardmost point of the island, where we came-to, and prepared to pass another night, more uncomfortable than the first, for we were loaded up to the gunwale, and had only a choice among logs and sticks for a resting-place. The next morning, we made sail at slack water, with a fair wind, and got on board by eleven o'clock, when all hands were turned-to, to unload and stow away the wood, which took till night.

Having gathered almost all the hides we needed, we started preparing to stock up on wood and water, as San Francisco is the best place for both on the coast. There was a small island, about two leagues from where we anchored, which we called "Wood Island" and the Spaniards referred to as "Isle de los Angelos." It was covered with trees right down to the water. Two of our crew, who were from Kennebec and could handle an axe easily, were sent there every morning to cut wood, along with two boys to stack it for them. Within a week, they had chopped enough wood to last us a year. The third mate, along with me and three others, took a large, open launch that we had rented from the mission to gather the wood and bring it back to the ship. We left the ship around noon, but due to a strong headwind and a tide running at four to five knots, we didn't reach the harbor formed by two points of the island, where the boats are, until sunset. As soon as we arrived, a strong southeast wind kicked in, bringing heavy rain and a chilly atmosphere, leaving us in a tough spot: an open boat, pouring rain, and a long night ahead, as it was almost dark for fifteen hours in winter at this latitude. We took a small skiff we had brought with us to go ashore, but there was no shelter since everything was exposed to the rain. After gathering a bit of wood by lifting up leaves and brush, along with some mussels, we returned to the boat and did our best to prepare for the night. We took down the mainsail and used it as an awning over the back of the boat, created a bed with wet logs, and, wearing our jackets, lay down around six o’clock to sleep. However, when we felt rain dripping on us and our jackets getting soaked, along with the rough logs being uncomfortable to sleep on, we got up. We took an iron pan we had brought, wiped it dry, placed some stones around it, peeled the wet bark off some sticks, and started a small fire in the pan. By keeping some sticks nearby to dry and covering everything with a makeshift roof of boards, we maintained a small fire to cook our mussels, eating more for something to do than out of hunger. It was still not even ten o'clock, and we had a long night ahead when one of the group pulled out an old pack of Spanish cards from his pocket, which we celebrated as a great find. With a dim, flickering light from our firewood, we played game after game until early morning when we finally felt really tired. We returned to our logs, taking turns sitting up to keep watch over the fire. As dawn approached, the rain stopped, and the temperature dropped noticeably, making it impossible for us to sleep as we waited for daybreak. Once it was light, we went ashore to prepare for loading our vessel. We weren't wrong about the cold weather, as there was white frost on the ground—something we had never seen before in California—and a couple of small puddles of fresh water were covered with a thin layer of ice. In these conditions and just before sunrise, in the gray morning, we waded almost up to our hips in water to load the skiff with armfuls of wood. The third mate stayed on the launch, while two more men remained in the skiff to load and manage it. The usual water work fell on the two youngest of us, so there we were, with frost on the ground, wading back and forth from the beach to the boat, barefoot and with our pants rolled up. When the skiff left with a load, we could only keep our feet from freezing by racing up and down the hard sand on the beach as fast as we could. We worked all day, and as the sun set, we had loaded the vessel as deep as it could go. We hoisted the anchor and set sail, making our way out of the bay. As soon as we got into the larger bay, we encountered a strong tide pushing us out to sea, a thick fog that obscured our view of the ship, and a breeze too light to help us against the tide, since we were heavily loaded. With great effort, we managed to avoid being carried out to sea and were relieved to reach the leewardmost point of the island, where we stopped to spend another night, even less comfortable than the first since we were loaded to the gunwale and had only logs and sticks to rest on. The following morning, we set sail at slack water with a favorable wind and reached the ship by eleven o'clock, where everyone pitched in to unload and store the wood, which took us until nightfall.

Having now taken in all our wood, the next morning a water-party was ordered off with all the casks. From this we escaped, having had a pretty good siege with the wooding. The water-party were gone three days, during which time they narrowly escaped being carried out to sea, and passed one day on an island, where one of them shot a deer, great numbers of which overrun the islands and hills of San Francisco Bay.

Having gathered all our wood, the next morning a water crew was sent out with all the barrels. We managed to avoid that task, having dealt with the wood gathering. The water crew was gone for three days, during which time they nearly got swept out to sea and spent one day on an island, where one of them shot a deer, which are plentiful on the islands and hills of San Francisco Bay.

While not off, on these wood and water parties, or up the rivers to the missions, we had very easy times on board the ship. We were moored, stem and stern, within a cable's length of the shore, safe from south-easters, and with very little boating to do; and as it rained nearly all the time, awnings were put over the hatchways, and all hands sent down between decks, where we were at work, day after day, picking oakum, until we got enough to caulk the ship all over, and to last the whole voyage. Then we made a whole suit of gaskets for the voyage home, a pair of wheel-ropes from strips of green hide, great quantities of spun-yarn, and everything else that could be made between decks. It being now mid-winter and in high latitude, the nights were very long, so that we were not turned-to until seven in the morning, and were obliged to knock off at five in the evening, when we got supper; which gave us nearly three hours before eight bells, at which time the watch was set.

While not out, during these wood and water outings, or on the way to the missions, we had pretty easy days on the ship. We were docked, bow and stern, just a cable's length from the shore, protected from southeast winds, with very little boating to do; and since it rained almost all the time, we set up awnings over the hatchways and sent everyone below deck, where we spent our days picking oakum until we had enough to caulk the ship completely for the whole journey. Then we made a full set of gaskets for the trip back home, a pair of wheel ropes from strips of green hide, lots of spun-yarn, and everything else that could be made below deck. Now that it was mid-winter and we were at a high latitude, the nights were very long, so we didn’t start until seven in the morning and had to wrap up by five in the evening, when we had supper; this gave us nearly three hours before eight bells, when the watch was set.

As we had now been about a year on the coast, it was time to think of the voyage home; and knowing that the last two or three months of our stay would be very busy ones, and that we should never have so good an opportunity to work for ourselves as the present, we all employed our evenings in making clothes for the passage home, and more especially for Cape Horn. As soon as supper was over and the kids cleared away, and each one had taken his smoke, we seated ourselves on our chests round the lamp, which swung from a beam, and each one went to work in his own way, some making hats, others trowsers, others jackets, etc., etc.; and no one was idle. The boys who could not sew well enough to make their own clothes, laid up grass into sinnet for the men, who sewed for them in return. Several of us clubbed together and bought a large piece of twilled cotton, which we made into trowsers and jackets, and giving them several coats of linseed oil, laid them by for Cape Horn. I also sewed and covered a tarpaulin hat, thick and strong enough to sit down upon, and made myself a complete suit of flannel under-clothing, for bad weather. Those who had no south-wester caps, made them, and several of the crew made themselves tarpaulin jackets and trowsers, lined on the inside with flannel. Industry was the order of the day, and every one did something for himself; for we knew that as the season advanced, and we went further south, we should have no evenings to work in.

As we had now been on the coast for about a year, it was time to think about the journey home. Knowing that the last couple of months of our stay would be really busy and that we wouldn’t have a better chance to prepare for ourselves than now, we all spent our evenings making clothes for the trip back, especially for Cape Horn. As soon as supper was over and the kids were cleared away, and after everyone had their smoke, we gathered around the lamp that was hanging from a beam on our chests. Each of us worked in our own way—some were making hats, others trousers, jackets, and so on; no one was idle. The boys who couldn’t sew well enough to make their own clothes would weave sinnet from grass for the men, who would then sew for them in return. Several of us chipped in and bought a large piece of twilled cotton, which we turned into trousers and jackets, giving them several coats of linseed oil and setting them aside for Cape Horn. I also sewed and covered a tarpaulin hat that was thick and strong enough to sit on, and I made myself a complete set of flannel underclothes for bad weather. Those who didn’t have south-wester caps made some, and several of the crew made themselves tarpaulin jackets and trousers, lined inside with flannel. Hard work was the focus of the day, and everyone contributed for themselves; we knew that as the season progressed and we went further south, we wouldn’t have any evenings left to work.

Friday, December 25th. This day was Christmas; and as it rained all day long, and there were no hides to take in, and nothing especial to do, the captain gave us a holiday, (the first we had had since leaving Boston,) and plum duff for dinner. The Russian brig, following the Old Style, had celebrated their Christmas eleven days before; when they had a grand blow-out and (as our men said) drank, in the forecastle, a barrel of gin, ate up a bag of tallow, and made a soup of the skin.

Friday, December 25th. It was Christmas day, and since it rained all day long, there were no hides to bring in, and nothing special to do, the captain gave us a holiday (the first one we had since leaving Boston) and plum duff for dinner. The Russian brig, following the Old Style, had celebrated their Christmas eleven days earlier, when they had a big feast and (as our crew said) drank a barrel of gin in the forecastle, devoured a bag of tallow, and made soup from the skin.

Sunday, December 27th. We had now finished all our business at this port, and it being Sunday, we unmoored ship and got under weigh, firing a salute to the Russian brig, and another to the Presidio, which were both answered. The commandant of the Presidio, Don Gaudaloupe Villego, a young man, and the most popular, among the Americans and English, of any man in California, was on board when we got under weigh. He spoke English very well, and was suspected of being favorably inclined to foreigners.

Sunday, December 27th. We had finished all our business at this port, and since it was Sunday, we unmoored the ship and set sail, firing a salute to the Russian brig and another to the Presidio, both of which were returned. The commandant of the Presidio, Don Gaudaloupe Villego, a young man and the most liked by both Americans and English in California, was on board when we set sail. He spoke English very well and was thought to be favorably inclined toward foreigners.

We sailed down this magnificent bay with a light wind, the tide, which was running out, carrying us at the rate of four or five knots. It was a fine day; the first of entire sunshine we had had for more than a month. We passed directly under the high cliff on which the Presidio is built, and stood into the middle of the bay, from whence we could see small bays, making up into the interior, on every side; large and beautifully-wooded islands; and the mouths of several small rivers. If California ever becomes a prosperous country, this bay will be the centre of its prosperity. The abundance of wood and water, the extreme fertility of its shores, the excellence of its climate, which is as near to being perfect as any in the world, and its facilities for navigation, affording the best anchoring-grounds in the whole western coast of America, all fit it for a place of great importance; and, indeed, it has attracted much attention, for the settlement of "Yerba Buena," where we lay at anchor, made chiefly by Americans and English, and which bids fair to become the most important trading place on the coast, at this time began to supply traders, Russian ships, and whalers, with their stores of wheat and frijoles.

We sailed down this beautiful bay with a light wind and the outgoing tide, which was pushing us along at about four or five knots. It was a great day—the first full sunny day we’d had in over a month. We went right under the high cliff where the Presidio is located and headed into the middle of the bay, from where we could see small inlets leading inland on all sides, large and beautifully wooded islands, and the mouths of several small rivers. If California ever becomes a thriving state, this bay will be at the heart of its success. The abundance of wood and water, the incredible fertility of its shores, the excellent climate—arguably one of the best in the world—and its navigational advantages, providing the safest anchoring spots along the entire western coast of America, make it a place of great significance. Indeed, it has drawn a lot of attention, as "Yerba Buena," where we dropped anchor, had mainly been settled by Americans and the English, and looked set to become the most important trading hub on the coast. At that time, it was already starting to supply traders, Russian ships, and whalers with their supplies of wheat and beans.

The tide leaving us, we came to anchor near the mouth of the bay, under a high and beautifully sloping hill, upon which herds of hundreds and hundreds of red deer, and the stag, with his high branching antlers, were bounding about, looking at us for a moment, and then starting off, affrighted at the noises which we made for the purpose of seeing the variety of their beautiful attitudes and motions.

As the tide went out, we anchored near the entrance of the bay, beneath a tall and gently sloping hill. Herds of red deer, along with stags boasting their wide, branching antlers, frolicked around, glancing at us for a moment before darting away, startled by the sounds we made to observe their graceful poses and movements.

At midnight, the tide having turned, we hove up our anchor and stood out of the bay, with a fine starry heaven above us,—the first we had seen for weeks and weeks. Before the light northerly winds, which blow here with the regularity of trades, we worked slowly along, and made Point Año Nuevo, the northerly point of the Bay of Monterey, on Monday afternoon. We spoke, going in, the brig Diana, of the Sandwich Islands, from the North-west Coast, last from Asitka. She was off the point at the same time with us, but did not get in to the anchoring-ground until an hour or two after us. It was ten o'clock on Tuesday morning when we came to anchor. The town looked just as it did when I saw it last, which was eleven months before, in the brig Pilgrim. The pretty lawn on which it stands, as green as sun and rain could make it; the pine wood on the south; the small river on the north side; the houses, with their white plastered sides and red-tiled roofs, dotted about on the green; the low, white presidio, with its soiled, tri-colored flag flying, and the discordant din of drums and trumpets for the noon parade; all brought up the scene we had witnessed here with so much pleasure nearly a year before, when coming from a long voyage, and our unprepossessing reception at Santa Barbara. It seemed almost like coming to a home.

At midnight, when the tide turned, we pulled up our anchor and set out of the bay, with a beautiful starry sky above us—the first we’d seen in weeks. With the light northern winds blowing here consistently like trade winds, we made our way slowly along and reached Point Año Nuevo, the northern point of the Bay of Monterey, on Monday afternoon. As we entered, we passed the brig Diana from the Sandwich Islands, which had come from the Northwest Coast and last from Alaska. She was off the point at the same time as us but didn’t anchor until an hour or two later. We finally dropped anchor at ten o'clock on Tuesday morning. The town looked just as it had when I last saw it, which was eleven months earlier on the brig Pilgrim. The lovely lawn it sits on, as green as the sun and rain could make it; the pine grove to the south; the small river on the north side; the houses with their white plaster sides and red-tiled roofs scattered across the greenery; the low, white presidio with its soiled, tri-colored flag flying, and the chaotic noise of drums and trumpets for the noon parade—all evoked memories of the scene we had enjoyed here nearly a year ago when returning from a long voyage, contrasting with our less-than-warm welcome in Santa Barbara. It felt almost like coming home.




CHAPTER XXVII

THE SUNDAY WASH-UP—ON SHORE—A SET-TO—A GRANDEE—"SAIL HO!"—A FANDANGO

The only other vessel in port was the Russian government bark, from Asitka, mounting eight guns, (four of which we found to be Quakers,) and having on board the ex-governor, who was going in her to Mazatlan, and thence overland to Vera Cruz. He offered to take letters, and deliver them to the American consul at Vera Cruz, whence they could be easily forwarded to the United States. We accordingly made up a packet of letters, almost every one writing, and dating them "January 1st, 1836." The governor was true to his promise, and they all reached Boston before the middle of March; the shortest communication ever yet made across the country.

The only other ship in port was the Russian government bark from Asitka, armed with eight guns (four of which we discovered were Quakers). Onboard was the ex-governor, who was heading to Mazatlan and then overland to Veracruz. He offered to take letters and deliver them to the American consul in Veracruz, from where they could be easily sent to the United States. So, we put together a packet of letters, with almost everyone writing and dating them "January 1st, 1836." The governor kept his promise, and they all reached Boston before mid-March; it was the fastest communication ever made across the country.

The brig Pilgrim had been lying in Monterey through the latter part of November, according to orders, waiting for us. Day after day, Captain Faucon went up to the hill to look out for us, and at last, gave us up, thinking we must have gone down in the gale which we experienced off Point Conception, and which had blown with great fury over the whole coast, driving ashore several vessels in the snuggest ports. An English brig, which had put into San Francisco, lost both her anchors; the Rosa was driven upon a mud bank in San Diego; and the Pilgrim, with great difficulty, rode out the gale in Monterey, with three anchors a-head. She sailed early in December for San Diego and intermedios.

The brig Pilgrim had been anchored in Monterey for most of November, as ordered, waiting for us. Day after day, Captain Faucon climbed the hill to look for us, but eventually, he lost hope, believing we must have gone down in the storm we faced off Point Conception, which had violently swept over the entire coast, causing several ships to run aground in the safest ports. An English brig that docked in San Francisco lost both its anchors; the Rosa was stuck on a mud bank in San Diego; and the Pilgrim barely weathered the storm in Monterey, using three anchors to stay secure. She set sail for San Diego and the intermedios in early December.

As we were to be here over Sunday, and Monterey was the best place to go ashore on the whole coast, and we had had no liberty-day for nearly three months, every one was for going ashore. On Sunday morning, as soon as the decks were washed, and we had got breakfast, those who had obtained liberty began to clean themselves, as it is called, to go ashore. A bucket of fresh water apiece, a cake of soap, a large coarse towel, and we went to work scrubbing one another, on the forecastle. Having gone through this, the next thing was to get into the head,—one on each side—with a bucket apiece, and duck one another, by drawing up water and heaving over each other, while we were stripped to a pair of trowsers. Then came the rigging-up. The usual outfit of pumps, white stockings, loose white duck trowsers, blue jackets, clean checked shirts, black kerchiefs, hats well varnished, with a fathom of black ribbon over the left eye, a silk handkerchief flying from the outside jacket pocket, and four or five dollars tied up in the back of the neckerchief, and we were "all right." One of the quarter-boats pulled us ashore, and we steamed up to the town. I tried to find the church, in order to see the worship, but was told that there was no service, except a mass early in the morning; so we went about the town, visiting the Americans and English, and the natives whom we had known when we were here before. Toward noon we procured horses, and rode out to the Carmel mission, which is about a league from the town, where we got something in the way of a dinner—beef, eggs, frijoles, tortillas, and some middling wine—from the mayordomo, who, of course, refused to make any charge, as it was the Lord's gift, yet received our present, as a gratuity, with a low bow, a touch of the hat, and "Dios se lo pague!"

Since we were going to be here over Sunday, and Monterey was the best place to go ashore on the whole coast, and we hadn't had a day off in nearly three months, everyone was eager to go ashore. On Sunday morning, as soon as the decks were washed and we had breakfast, those who were allowed to go ashore started to clean up. With a bucket of fresh water each, a bar of soap, and a large coarse towel, we began scrubbing each other on the forecastle. After that, the next step was to go into the head—two on each side—with a bucket each, and splash water on one another by filling the buckets and pouring them over each other, while we just wore a pair of trousers. Then came getting dressed. The usual outfit included pumps, white stockings, loose white duck trousers, blue jackets, clean checked shirts, black kerchiefs, well-varnished hats with a piece of black ribbon over the left eye, a silk handkerchief flying from the outside jacket pocket, and four or five dollars tied in the back of the neckerchief, and we were "all set." One of the quarter-boats took us ashore, and we headed into town. I tried to find the church to see the service, but I was told there was no service except an early morning mass; so we wandered around town, visiting the Americans, the English, and the locals we had met when we were here before. Around noon, we got horses and rode out to the Carmel mission, which is about a league from town, where we got something to eat—beef, eggs, frijoles, tortillas, and some decent wine—from the mayordomo, who, of course, said there was no charge since it was the Lord's gift, but accepted our tip with a low bow, a touch of his hat, and "Dios se lo pague!"

After this repast, we had a fine run, scouring the whole country on our fleet horses, and came into town soon after sundown. Here we found our companions who had refused to go to ride with us, thinking that a sailor has no more business with a horse than a fish has with a balloon. They were moored, stem and stern, in a grog-shop, making a great noise, with a crowd of Indians and hungry half-breeds about them, and with a fair prospect of being stripped and dirked, or left to pass the night in the calabozo. With a great deal of trouble, we managed to get them down to the boats, though not without many angry looks and interferences from the Spaniards, who had marked them out for their prey. The Diana's crew,—a set of worthless outcasts, who had been picked up at the islands from the refuse of whale-ships,—were all as drunk as beasts, and had a set-to, on the beach, with their captain, who was in no better state than themselves. They swore they would not go aboard, and went back to the town, were stripped and beaten, and lodged in the calabozo, until the next day, when the captain bought them out. Our forecastle, as usual after a liberty-day, was a scene of tumult all night long, from the drunken ones. They had just got to sleep toward morning, when they were turned up with the rest, and kept at work all day in the water, carrying hides, their heads aching so that they could hardly stand. This is sailor's pleasure.

After this meal, we had a great ride, exploring the countryside on our fast horses, and returned to town just after sunset. There, we found our friends who had decided not to ride with us, thinking that a sailor is as out of place on a horse as a fish is with a balloon. They were hanging out, completely out of control, in a bar, making a lot of noise with a group of Native Americans and starving half-breeds around them, and it seemed likely they would either get robbed or spend the night in jail. After a lot of effort, we managed to get them to the boats, despite many hostile glares and interruptions from the Spaniards, who had set their sights on them. The crew of the Diana—a bunch of worthless outcasts picked up from the leftovers of whale ships—were all completely drunk and got into a fight on the beach with their captain, who was just as wasted as they were. They claimed they wouldn’t go back on board, went back to town instead, got robbed and beaten, and ended up in jail until the next day when the captain paid to get them out. Our forecastle, as usual after a day off, was chaotic all night long with the drunken ones. They had just started to fall asleep toward morning when they were woken up with the rest and forced to work all day in the water, hauling hides, their heads pounding so badly they could barely stand. This is the life of a sailor.

Nothing worthy of remark happened while we were here, except a little boxing-match on board our own ship, which gave us something to talk about. A broad-backed, big-headed Cape Cod boy, about sixteen years old, had been playing the bully, for the whole voyage, over a slender, delicate-looking boy, from one of the Boston schools, and over whom he had much the advantage, in strength, age, and experience in the ship's duty, for this was the first time the Boston boy had been on salt water. The latter, however, had "picked up his crumbs," was learning his duty, and getting strength and confidence daily; and began to assert his rights against his oppressor. Still, the other was his master, and, by his superior strength, always tackled with him and threw him down. One afternoon, before we were turned-to, these boys got into a violent squabble in the between-decks, when George (the Boston boy) said he would fight Nat, if he could have fair play. The chief mate heard the noise, dove down the hatchway, hauled them both up on deck, and told them to shake hands and have no more trouble for the voyage, or else they should fight till one gave in for beaten. Finding neither willing to make an offer for reconciliation, he called all hands up, (for the captain was ashore, and he could do as he chose aboard,) ranged the crew in the waist, marked a line on the deck, brought the two boys up to it, making them "toe the mark;" then made the bight of a rope fast to a belaying pin, and stretched it across the deck, bringing it just above their waists. "No striking below the rope!" And there they stood, one on each side of it, face to face, and went at it like two game-cocks. The Cape Cod boy, Nat, put in his double-fisters, starting the blood, and bringing the black and blue spots all over the face and arms of the other, whom we expected to see give in every moment: but the more he was hurt, the better he fought. Time after time he was knocked nearly down, but up he came again and faced the mark, as bold as a lion, again to take the heavy blows, which sounded so as to make one's heart turn with pity for him. At length he came up to the mark for the last time, his shirt torn from his body, his face covered with blood and bruises, and his eyes flashing fire, and swore he would stand there until one or the other was killed, and set-to like a young fury. "Hurrah in the bow!" said the men, cheering him on. "Well crowed!" "Never say die, while there's a shot in the locker!" Nat tried to close with him, knowing his advantage, but the mate stopped that, saying there should be fair play, and no fingering. Nat then came up to the mark, but looked white about the mouth, and his blows were not given with half the spirit of his first. He was evidently cowed. He had always been his master, and had nothing to gain, and everything to lose; while the other fought for honor and freedom, under a sense of wrong. It would not do. It was soon over. Nat gave in; not so much beaten, as cowed and mortified; and never afterwards tried to act the bully on board. We took George forward, washed him in the deck-tub, complimented his pluck, and from this time he became somebody on board, having fought himself into notice. Mr. Brown's plan had a good effect, for there was no more quarrelling among the boys for the rest of the voyage.

Nothing worth mentioning happened while we were here, except for a little boxing match on our own ship, which gave us something to talk about. A broad-shouldered, big-headed boy from Cape Cod, about sixteen years old, had been acting like a bully the whole trip towards a slender, delicate-looking boy from one of the Boston schools, who was at a disadvantage in strength, age, and experience with the ship's duties since this was the first time the Boston boy had been on salt water. However, the latter had "picked up his crumbs," was learning his responsibilities, and gaining strength and confidence every day; he started to assert himself against his bully. Still, the other boy was in charge, and with his superior strength, he always managed to tackle him and throw him down. One afternoon, before we were called to work, these boys got into a heated argument in the lower deck when George (the Boston boy) declared that he would fight Nat, provided he could have a fair chance. The chief mate heard the noise, jumped down the hatchway, brought them both up on deck, and told them to shake hands and stop causing trouble for the rest of the voyage, or they would fight until one of them gave up. Seeing that neither was willing to reconcile, he called everyone up (the captain was ashore, so he could do what he wanted on board), lined up the crew in the middle, marked a line on the deck, brought the two boys to the line, instructing them to "toe the mark;" then he secured a rope to a belaying pin and stretched it across the deck, just above their waists. "No hitting below the rope!" And there they stood, one on each side, face to face, and went at it like two fighting roosters. The Cape Cod boy, Nat, threw his punches, starting to draw blood and leaving bruises all over the other boy's face and arms, and we expected him to give up at any moment: but the more he got hurt, the better he fought. Time after time he was nearly knocked down, but he kept getting back up and faced the mark, as brave as a lion, ready to take the heavy hits, which made everyone feel sorry for him. Eventually, he came up to the line for the last time, his shirt torn, his face covered in blood and bruises, and his eyes filled with determination, swearing he would stand there until one of them was knocked out, and he charged in like a young warrior. "Hurrah in the bow!" yelled the men, cheering him on. "Well done!" "Never give up, while there’s a shot left!" Nat tried to grapple with him, knowing he had the advantage, but the mate stopped that, saying there should be fair play and no grabbing. Nat then stepped up to the mark, but he looked pale and his punches lacked the same spirit as before. He was clearly intimidated. He had always been the dominant one and had nothing to gain, while the other fought for pride and freedom, feeling wronged. It wouldn’t work. It was over quickly. Nat gave in, not so much beaten, but overwhelmed and embarrassed; he never tried to bully anyone on board again. We took George forward, washed him in the deck tub, praised his bravery, and from that point on, he became someone important on board, having fought his way into recognition. Mr. Brown's approach had a positive impact, as there were no more arguments among the boys for the rest of the voyage.

Wednesday, January 6th. Set sail from Monterey, with a number of Spaniards as passengers, and shaped our course for Santa Barbara. The Diana went out of the bay in company with us, but parted from us off Point Pinos, being bound to the Sandwich Islands. We had a smacking breeze for several hours, and went along at a great rate, until night, when it died away, as usual, and the land-breeze set in, which brought us upon a taut bowline. Among our passengers was a young man who was the best representation of a decayed gentleman I had ever seen. He reminded me much of some of the characters in Gil Blas. He was of the aristocracy of the country, his family being of pure Spanish blood, and once of great importance in Mexico. His father had been governor of the province, and having amassed a large property, settled at San Diego, where he built a large house with a court-yard in front, kept a great retinue of Indians, and set up for the grandee of that part of the country. His son was sent to Mexico, where he received the best education, and went into the first society of the capital. Misfortune, extravagance, and the want of funds, or any manner of getting interest on money, soon eat the estate up, and Don Juan Bandini returned from Mexico accomplished, poor, and proud, and without any office or occupation, to lead the life of most young men of the better families—dissolute and extravagant when the means are at hand; ambitious at heart, and impotent in act; often pinched for bread; keeping up an appearance of style, when their poverty is known to each half-naked Indian boy in the street, and they stand in dread of every small trader and shopkeeper in the place. He had a slight and elegant figure, moved gracefully, danced and waltzed beautifully, spoke the best of Castilian, with a pleasant and refined voice and accent, and had, throughout, the bearing of a man of high birth and figure. Yet here he was, with his passage given him, (as I afterwards learned,) for he had not the means of paying for it, and living upon the charity of our agent. He was polite to every one, spoke to the sailors, and gave four reáls—I dare say the last he had in his pocket—to the steward, who waited upon him. I could not but feel a pity for him, especially when I saw him by the side of his fellow-passenger and townsman, a fat, coarse, vulgar, pretending fellow of a Yankee trader, who had made money in San Diego, and was eating out the very vitals of the Bandinis, fattening upon their extravagance, grinding them in their poverty; having mortgages on their lands, forestalling their cattle, and already making an inroad upon their jewels, which were their last hope.

Wednesday, January 6th. We set sail from Monterey with several Spaniards on board and headed towards Santa Barbara. The Diana left the bay with us but separated at Point Pinos, heading for the Sandwich Islands. We enjoyed a strong breeze for a few hours and made great progress until nightfall when, as usual, the wind died down and the land breeze appeared, forcing us to trim the sails tight. Among our passengers was a young man who perfectly embodied a fallen gentleman. He strongly reminded me of characters from Gil Blas. He came from an aristocratic family with pure Spanish heritage, once quite prominent in Mexico. His father had been the governor of the province and, after accumulating considerable wealth, settled in San Diego, where he built a large house with a front courtyard, maintained a notable group of servants, and positioned himself as a grand figure in the area. His son was sent to Mexico for an excellent education and mingled with the elite in the capital. Unfortunately, misfortune, extravagance, and a lack of funds or ways to earn interest quickly depleted the estate, and Don Juan Bandini returned from Mexico refined, broke, and without any job or purpose, living the typical life of many young men from affluent families—dissolute and extravagant when they have the means; ambitious at heart, yet powerless in action; often struggling to afford basic needs; maintaining a facade of sophistication even when their financial struggles are known to every half-naked Indian boy in the street, living in fear of every small trader and shopkeeper nearby. He had a slender, elegant figure, moved with grace, danced and waltzed beautifully, spoke impeccable Castilian with a pleasant and refined voice and accent, and carried the demeanor of someone from a noble background. Yet, here he was, having his passage covered (as I learned later) because he couldn't afford it, reliant on the generosity of our agent. He was polite to everyone, chatted with the sailors, and even gave four reáls—I suspect it was all he had left—to the steward who served him. I couldn't help but feel sorry for him, especially when I saw him next to a fellow passenger and local, a crude, pompous Yankee trader who had made money in San Diego and was essentially feeding off the Bandinis, profiting from their extravagance and exploiting their poverty; he had mortgages on their lands, overstepped bounds with their cattle, and was already starting to make a claim on their jewels, their last remaining hope.

Don Juan had with him a retainer, who was as much like many of the characters in Gil Blas as his master. He called himself a private secretary, though there was no writing for him to do, and he lived in the steerage with the carpenter and sailmaker. He was certainly a character; could read and write extremely well; spoke good Spanish; had been all over Spanish America, and lived in every possible situation, and served in every conceivable capacity, though generally in that of confidential servant to some man of figure. I cultivated this man's acquaintance, and during the five weeks that he was with us,—for he remained on board until we arrived at San Diego,—I gained a greater knowledge of the state of political parties in Mexico, and the habits and affairs of the different classes of society, than I could have learned from almost any one else. He took great pains in correcting my Spanish, and supplying me with colloquial phrases, and common terms and exclamations in speaking. He lent me a file of late newspapers from the city of Mexico, which were full of triumphal receptions of Santa Ana, who had just returned from Tampico after a victory, and with the preparations for his expedition against the Texans. "Viva Santa Ana!" was the by-word everywhere, and it had even reached California, though there were still many here, among whom was Don Juan Bandini, who were opposed to his government, and intriguing to bring in Bustamente. Santa Ana, they said, was for breaking down the missions; or, as they termed it—"Santa Ana no quiere religion." Yet I had no doubt that the office of administrador of San Diego would reconcile Don Juan to any dynasty, and any state of the church. In these papers, too, I found scraps of American and English news; but which were so unconnected, and I was so ignorant of everything preceding them for eighteen months past, that they only awakened a curiosity which they could not satisfy. One article spoke of Taney as Justicia Mayor de los Estados Unidos, (what had become of Marshall? was he dead, or banished?) and another made known, by news received from Vera Cruz, that "El Vizconde Melbourne" had returned to the office of "primer ministro," in place of Sir Roberto Peel. (Sir Robert Peel had been minister, then? and where were Earl Grey and the Duke of Wellington?) Here were the outlines of a grand parliamentary overturn, the filling up of which I could imagine at my leisure.

Don Juan had a servant with him, who resembled many characters from *Gil Blas* just like his master. He called himself a private secretary, even though there was no writing for him to do, and he lived in the lower deck with the carpenter and sailmaker. He was definitely a character; he could read and write really well, spoke good Spanish, had traveled all over Spanish America, lived in just about every situation, and worked in all sorts of roles, mostly as a confidential servant to someone important. I got to know this man, and during the five weeks he was with us—since he stayed on board until we reached San Diego—I learned more about the political parties in Mexico and the habits and lives of different social classes than I could have picked up from almost anyone else. He took great care in correcting my Spanish and teaching me colloquial phrases, common terms, and expressions for conversation. He lent me a collection of recent newspapers from Mexico City, which were full of the triumphal receptions of Santa Ana, who had just returned from Tampico after a victory, and the preparations for his expedition against the Texans. "Viva Santa Ana!" was the common saying everywhere, and it had even made its way to California, although there were still many here, including Don Juan Bandini, who opposed his government and were plotting to bring in Bustamente. They said Santa Ana was trying to dismantle the missions; or, as they put it—"Santa Ana no quiere religión." Still, I had no doubt that the position of administrator of San Diego would make Don Juan accept any ruling authority and any state of the church. In these papers, I also found bits of American and English news; but they were so disconnected, and I was so unaware of everything that had happened in the past eighteen months, that they only sparked a curiosity they couldn't satisfy. One article mentioned Taney as Justicia Mayor de los Estados Unidos (whatever happened to Marshall? was he dead or exiled?), and another reported from Vera Cruz that "El Vizconde Melbourne" had returned to the office of "primer ministro," replacing Sir Robert Peel. (Had Sir Robert Peel been minister then? And what happened to Earl Grey and the Duke of Wellington?) Here were hints of a major parliamentary upheaval, the details of which I could imagine in my own time.

The second morning after leaving Monterey, we were off Point Conception. It was a bright, sunny day, and the wind, though strong, was fair; and everything was in striking contrast with our experience in the same place two months before, when we were drifting off from a northwester under a fore and main spencer. "Sail ho!" cried a man who was rigging out a top-gallant studding-sail boom.—"Where away?"—"Weather beam, sir!" and in a few minutes a full-rigged brig was seen standing out from under Point Conception. The studding-sail halyards were let go, and the yards boom-ended, the after yards braced aback, and we waited her coming down. She rounded to, backed her main topsail, and showed her decks full of men, four guns on a side, hammock nettings, and everything man-of-war fashion, except that there was no boatswain's whistle, and no uniforms on the quarter-deck. A short, square-built man, in a rough grey jacket, with a speaking-trumpet in hand, stood in the weather hammock nettings. "Ship ahoy!"—"Hallo!"—"What ship is that, pray?"—"Alert."—"Where are you from, pray?" etc., etc. She proved to be the brig Convoy, from the Sandwich Islands, engaged in otter hunting, among the islands which lie along the coast. Her armament was from her being an illegal trader. The otter are very numerous among these islands, and being of great value, the government require a heavy sum for a license to hunt them, and lay a high duty upon every one shot or carried out of the country. This vessel had no license, and paid no duty, besides being engaged in smuggling goods on board other vessels trading on the coast, and belonging to the same owners in Oahu. Our captain told him to look out for the Mexicans, but he said they had not an armed vessel of his size in the whole Pacific. This was without doubt the same vessel that showed herself off Santa Barbara a few months before. These vessels frequently remain on the coast for years, without making port, except at the islands for wood and water, and an occasional visit to Oahu for a new outfit.

The second morning after leaving Monterey, we were off Point Conception. It was a bright, sunny day, and the wind, although strong, was favorable; everything felt like a sharp contrast to our experience in the same spot two months ago when we were drifting along with a northwester under a fore and main spencer. "Sail ho!" shouted a man who was rigging out a top-gallant studding-sail boom. "Where away?" "Weather beam, sir!" In just a few minutes, we spotted a full-rigged brig emerging from under Point Conception. The studding-sail halyards were released, the yards were boom-ended, the after yards were braced aback, and we waited for her to come down. She rounded to, backed her main topsail, and revealed her decks crowded with men, four guns on each side, hammock nettings, and everything in a naval style, except there was no boatswain's whistle and no uniforms on the quarter-deck. A short, square-built man, wearing a rough grey jacket and holding a speaking trumpet, stood in the weather hammock nettings. "Ship ahoy!" "Hello!" "What ship is that, please?" "Alert." "Where are you from, please?" and so on. She turned out to be the brig Convoy from the Sandwich Islands, involved in otter hunting among the islands along the coast. Her armament was due to her being an illegal trader. The otters are very plentiful among these islands and are highly valuable, so the government charges a hefty fee for a hunting license and imposes a high duty on every otter shot or exported from the country. This vessel had no license and paid no duty, and she was also engaged in smuggling goods onto other vessels trading along the coast, all belonging to the same owners in Oahu. Our captain warned him to be cautious of the Mexicans, but he claimed they didn't have an armed vessel his size anywhere in the entire Pacific. This was undoubtedly the same vessel that had been seen off Santa Barbara a few months earlier. These ships often stay along the coast for years without entering port, except at the islands for wood and water, and occasionally visiting Oahu for a fresh supply.

Sunday, January 10th. Arrived at Santa Barbara, and on the following Wednesday, slipped our cable and went to sea, on account of a south-easter. Returned to our anchorage the next day. We were the only vessel in the port. The Pilgrim had passed through the Canal and hove-to off the town, nearly six weeks before, on her passage down from Monterey, and was now at the leeward. She heard here of our safe arrival at San Francisco.

Sunday, January 10th. Arrived in Santa Barbara, and the next Wednesday, we cast off our cable and set out to sea because of a southeast wind. We returned to our anchorage the following day. We were the only ship in the port. The Pilgrim had gone through the Canal and was anchored off the town nearly six weeks earlier on her way down from Monterey, and was now downwind of us. She found out here about our safe arrival in San Francisco.

Great preparations were making on shore for the marriage of our agent, who was to marry Donna Anneta De G—— De N—— y C——, youngest daughter of Don Antonio N——, the grandee of the place, and the head of the first family in California. Our steward was ashore three days, making pastry and cake, and some of the best of our stores were sent off with him. On the day appointed for the wedding, we took the captain ashore in the gig, and had orders to come for him at night, with leave to go up to the house and see the fandango. Returning on board, we found preparations making for a salute. Our guns were loaded and run out, men appointed to each, cartridges served out, matches lighted, and all the flags ready to be run up. I took my place at the starboard after gun, and we all waited for the signal from on shore. At ten o'clock the bride went up with her sister to the confessional, dressed in deep black. Nearly an hour intervened, when the great doors of the mission church opened, the bells rang out a loud, discordant peal, the private signal for us was run up by the captain ashore, the bride, dressed in complete white, came out of the church with the bridegroom, followed by a long procession. Just as she stepped from the church door, a small white cloud issued from the bows of our ship, which was full in sight, the loud report echoed among the surrounding hills and over the bay, and instantly the ship was dressed in flags and pennants from stem to stern. Twenty-three guns followed in regular succession, with an interval of fifteen seconds between each when the cloud cleared away, and the ship lay dressed in her colors, all day. At sun-down, another salute of the same number of guns was fired, and all the flags run down. This we thought was pretty well—a gun every fifteen seconds—for a merchantman with only four guns and a dozen or twenty men.

Great preparations were underway onshore for the wedding of our agent, who was set to marry Donna Anneta De G—— De N—— y C——, the youngest daughter of Don Antonio N——, the prominent local aristocrat and the head of the first family in California. Our steward spent three days ashore making pastries and cakes, and some of our best supplies were sent along with him. On the day of the wedding, we took the captain ashore in the small boat and were instructed to come back for him at night, with permission to head up to the house and see the fandango. When we returned on board, we found preparations being made for a salute. Our cannons were loaded and rolled out, men assigned to each one, cartridges distributed, matches lit, and all the flags ready to be raised. I took my position at the starboard side after the cannon, and we all waited for the signal from ashore. At ten o'clock, the bride went to the confessional with her sister, dressed in deep black. Almost an hour later, the large doors of the mission church opened, the bells rang out a loud, jarring peal, the private signal for us was raised by the captain on shore, and the bride, now dressed entirely in white, emerged from the church with the groom, followed by a long procession. Just as she stepped out of the church door, a small white cloud billowed from the bow of our ship, clearly visible, the loud report reverberated among the surrounding hills and across the bay, and instantly the ship was adorned with flags and pennants from front to back. Twenty-three cannon shots followed in regular succession, with a fifteen-second interval between each, until the cloud dissipated, and the ship was dressed in her colors for the entire day. At sunset, another salute of the same number of cannon shots was fired, and all the flags were lowered. We thought that was pretty impressive—a cannon fired every fifteen seconds—for a merchant ship with only four cannons and a dozen or twenty men.

After supper, the gig's crew were called, and we rowed ashore, dressed in our uniform, beached the boat, and went up to the fandango. The bride's father's house was the principal one in the place, with a large court in front, upon which a tent was built, capable of containing several hundred people. As we drew near, we heard the accustomed sound of violins and guitars, and saw a great motion of the people within. Going in, we found nearly all the people of the town—men, women, and children—collected and crowded together, leaving barely room for the dancers; for on these occasions no invitations are given, but every one is expected to come, though there is always a private entertainment within the house for particular friends. The old women sat down in rows, clapping their hands to the music, and applauding the young ones. The music was lively, and among the tunes, we recognized several of our popular airs, which we, without doubt, have taken from the Spanish. In the dancing, I was much disappointed. The women stood upright, with their hands down by their sides, their eyes fixed upon the ground before them, and slided about without any perceptible means of motion; for their feet were invisible, the hem of their dresses forming a perfect circle about them, reaching to the ground. They looked as grave as though they were going through some religious ceremony, their faces as little excited as their limbs; and on the whole, instead of the spirited, fascinating Spanish dances which I had expected, I found the Californian fandango, on the part of the women at least, a lifeless affair. The men did better. They danced with grace and spirit, moving in circles round their nearly stationary partners, and showing their figures to great advantage.

After dinner, the crew of the boat was called, and we rowed ashore, dressed in our uniforms. We beached the boat and headed to the fandango. The bride's father's house was the main one in the area, featuring a large courtyard where a tent was set up to hold several hundred people. As we got closer, we heard the familiar sounds of violins and guitars and saw a lot of movement from the people inside. Once we entered, we found nearly everyone from the town—men, women, and children—gathered together, leaving barely enough space for the dancers; on these occasions, no invitations are sent out, but everyone is expected to attend, although there’s always a private gathering inside the house for close friends. The older women sat in rows, clapping along to the music and cheering on the younger ones. The music was lively, and we recognized several of our popular songs, which we have undoubtedly borrowed from the Spanish. I was quite disappointed with the dancing. The women stood upright, their hands at their sides, their eyes fixed on the ground in front of them, gliding around with no visible means of movement; their feet were hidden, the hems of their dresses forming a perfect circle around them, reaching the ground. They appeared as serious as if they were participating in some religious ceremony, with their faces as expressionless as their limbs; overall, instead of the lively, captivating Spanish dances I had anticipated, I found the Californian fandango, at least on the women's part, to be rather dull. The men, however, performed better. They danced with grace and energy, moving in circles around their mostly stationary partners and showcasing their figures to great effect.

A great deal was said about our friend Don Juan Bandini, and when he did appear, which was toward the close of the evening, he certainly gave us the most graceful dancing that I had ever seen. He was dressed in white pantaloons neatly made, a short jacket of dark silk, gaily figured, white stockings and thin morocco slippers upon his very small feet. His slight and graceful figure was well calculated for dancing, and he moved about with the grace and daintiness of a young fawn. An occasional touch of the toe to the ground, seemed all that was necessary to give him a long interval of motion in the air. At the same time he was not fantastic or flourishing, but appeared to be rather repressing a strong tendency to motion. He was loudly applauded, and danced frequently toward the close of the evening. After the supper, the waltzing began, which was confined to a very few of the "gente de razón," and was considered a high accomplishment, and a mark of aristocracy. Here, too, Don Juan figured greatly, waltzing with the sister of the bride, (Donna Angustia, a handsome woman and a general favorite,) in a variety of beautiful, but, to me, offensive figures, which lasted as much as half an hour, no one else taking the floor. They were repeatedly and loudly applauded, the old men and women jumping out of their seats in admiration, and the young people waving their hats and handkerchiefs. Indeed among people of the character of these Mexicans, the waltz seemed to me to have found its right place. The great amusement of the evening,—which I suppose was owing to its being carnival—was the breaking of eggs filled with cologne, or other essences, upon the heads of the company. One end of the egg is broken and the inside taken out, then it is partly filled with cologne, and the whole sealed up. The women bring a great number of these secretly about them, and the amusement is to break one upon the head of a gentleman when his back is turned. He is bound in gallantry to find out the lady and return the compliment, though it must not be done if the person sees you. A tall, stately Don, with immense grey whiskers, and a look of great importance, was standing before me, when I felt a light hand on my shoulder, and turning round, saw Donna Angustia, (whom we all knew, as she had been up to Monterey, and down again, in the Alert,) with her finger upon her lip, motioning me gently aside. I stepped back a little, when she went up behind the Don, and with one hand knocked off his huge sombrero, and at the same instant, with the other, broke the egg upon his head, and springing behind me, was out of sight in a moment. The Don turned slowly round, the cologne, running down his face, and over his clothes, and a loud laugh breaking out from every quarter. He looked round in vain, for some time, until the direction of so many laughing eyes showed him the fair offender. She was his niece, and a great favorite with him, so old Don Domingo had to join in the laugh. A great many such tricks were played, and many a war of sharp manoeuvering was carried on between couples of the younger people, and at every successful exploit a general laugh was raised.

A lot was said about our friend Don Juan Bandini, and when he finally showed up, which was toward the end of the evening, he definitely put on the most graceful dance I had ever seen. He wore neat white pants, a short dark silk jacket with colorful patterns, white stockings, and thin leather slippers on his very small feet. His slim and graceful figure was perfectly suited for dancing, and he moved with the grace and delicacy of a young deer. An occasional tap of his toe on the ground seemed to be all he needed to create long moments of floating in the air. He wasn’t showy or extravagant; it felt like he was holding back a strong desire to move more. He received loud applause and often danced as the evening came to a close. After dinner, the waltzing began, limited to just a few of the "gente de razón," and it was regarded as a refined skill and a sign of aristocracy. Again, Don Juan took center stage, waltzing with the bride's sister, Donna Angustia, a beautiful woman and a crowd favorite, in a series of lovely yet to me slightly overwhelming figures that lasted up to half an hour, with no one else taking the floor. They drew repeated and enthusiastic applause, with older folks jumping out of their seats in admiration and younger people waving their hats and handkerchiefs. Indeed, among this crowd of Mexicans, the waltz seemed perfectly suited. The main entertainment of the evening—which I guess was because it was carnival—was breaking eggs filled with cologne or other scents on people's heads. One end of the egg is broken and the contents removed, then it's partly filled with cologne and sealed up again. The women secretly carry a lot of these around, and the fun comes from breaking one on a guy's head when he’s not looking. He has to gracefully figure out who did it and return the favor, but only if the person doesn’t see him. A tall, impressive man with huge gray whiskers and a serious expression stood in front of me when I felt a light hand on my shoulder. Turning around, I saw Donna Angustia, who we all knew since she had traveled to Monterey and back on the Alert, with her finger on her lip, signaling me to move aside. I stepped back a bit, and she went behind the man, knocked off his big sombrero with one hand, and at the same moment broke the egg on his head with the other, then quickly leaped behind me and vanished. The man turned slowly around, the cologne dripping down his face and onto his clothes, with laughter erupting from all directions. He looked around in vain for a while until the gaze of so many laughing eyes pointed him to the playful culprit. She was his niece and a favorite of his, so old Don Domingo had to join in the laughter. Many such pranks were played, and a lot of playful battles ensued between younger couples, with every successful trick sparking a general laugh.

Another singular custom I was for some time at a loss about. A pretty young girl was dancing, named, after what would appear to us the sacrilegious custom of the country—Espiritu Santo, when a young man went behind her and placed his hat directly upon her head, letting it fall down over her eyes, and sprang back among the crowd. She danced for some time with the hat on, when she threw it off, which called forth a general shout; and the young man was obliged to go out upon the floor and pick it up. Some of the ladies, upon whose heads hats had been placed, threw them off at once, and a few kept them on throughout the dance, and took them off at the end, and held them out in their hands, when the owner stepped out, bowed, and took it from them. I soon began to suspect the meaning of the thing, and was afterward told that it was a compliment, and an offer to become the lady's gallant for the rest of the evening, and to wait upon her home. If the hat was thrown off, the offer was refused, and the gentleman was obliged to pick up his hat amid a general laugh. Much amusement was caused sometimes by gentlemen putting hats on the ladies' heads, without permitting them to see whom it was done by. This obliged them to throw them off, or keep them on at a venture, and when they came to discover the owner, the laugh was often turned upon them. The captain sent for us about ten o'clock, and we went aboard in high spirits, having enjoyed the new scene much, and were of great importance among the crew, from having so much to tell, and from the prospect of going every night until it was over; for these fandangos generally last three days. The next day, two of us were sent up to the town, and took care to come back by way of Capitan Noriego's and take a look into the booth. The musicians were still there, upon their platform, scraping and twanging away, and a few people, apparently of the lower classes, were dancing. The dancing is kept up, at intervals, throughout the day, but the crowd, the spirit, and the élite, come in at night. The next night, which was the last, we went ashore in the same manner, until we got almost tired of the monotonous twang of the instruments, the drawling sounds which the women kept up, as an accompaniment, and the slapping of the hands in time with the music, in place of castanets. We found ourselves as great objects of attention as any persons or anything at the place. Our sailor dresses—and we took great pains to have them neat and shipshape—were much admired, and we were invited, from every quarter, to give them an American sailor's dance; but after the ridiculous figure some of our countrymen cut, in dancing after the Spaniards, we thought it best to leave it to their imaginations. Our agent, with a tight, black, swallow-tailed coat, just imported from Boston, a high stiff cravat, looking as if he had been pinned and skewered, with only his feet and hands left free, took the floor just after Bandini; and we thought they had had enough of Yankee grace.

Another strange custom had me puzzled for a while. A pretty young girl was dancing, named after what we would consider the sacrilegious tradition of the country—Espiritu Santo—when a young man came up behind her and placed his hat directly on her head, letting it fall over her eyes, and then jumped back into the crowd. She danced for a while with the hat on, then threw it off, which got a big reaction; the young man had to go out onto the floor and pick it up. Some of the ladies, who had hats placed on their heads, tossed them off right away, while a few kept them on the whole time and removed them at the end, holding them out in their hands as the owner stepped out, bowed, and took it back from them. I soon began to understand what this was about, and later found out it was a compliment and a proposal to be the lady's partner for the evening and to escort her home. If the hat was thrown off, the proposal was declined, and the gentleman had to pick up his hat while everyone laughed. It was often amusing when men placed hats on ladies’ heads without them knowing who had done it. This forced them to either throw them off or keep them on, and when they discovered the owner, the joke was often on them. The captain called for us around ten o'clock, and we went back on board in high spirits, having enjoyed the new experience a lot, and we felt very important among the crew because we had so much to share, along with the excitement of going every night until it ended; these fandangos usually last three days. The next day, two of us were sent up to the town, making sure to return via Capitan Noriego's just to take a peek into the booth. The musicians were still there on their platform, playing away, and a few people, clearly from the lower classes, were dancing. The dancing continued at intervals throughout the day, but the crowd, the energy, and the elite came out at night. The following night, which was the last, we went ashore in the same way, until we were almost tired of the repetitive twang of the instruments, the lazy sounds made by the women as accompaniment, and the clapping of hands in time with the music instead of using castanets. We found that we attracted as much attention as anyone or anything at the venue. Our sailor outfits—and we took great care to make them neat and shipshape—were much admired, and we were invited from all sides to show them an American sailor's dance; but after seeing how ridiculous some of our fellow countrymen looked while trying to dance like the Spaniards, we thought it best to let them imagine it. Our agent, wearing a tight black swallow-tailed coat just brought in from Boston and a high stiff cravat that looked like it had skewered him with only his feet and hands free, took the floor just after Bandini; we thought they had had enough of Yankee style.

The last night they kept it up in great style, and were getting into a high-go, when the captain called us off to go aboard, for, it being south-easter season, he was afraid to remain on shore long; and it was well he did not, for that very night, we slipped our cables, as a crowner to our fun ashore, and stood off before a south-easter, which lasted twelve hours, and returned to our anchorage the next day.

The last night they celebrated in style and were getting pretty wild when the captain called us to come aboard. Since it was the southeast season, he was worried about staying on shore too long. It was a good thing he did, because that very night, we slipped our cables, as a grand finale to our fun on land, and sailed out before a southeast wind, which lasted twelve hours, and we returned to our anchorage the next day.




CHAPTER XXVIII

AN OLD FRIEND—A VICTIM—CALIFORNIA RANGERS—NEWS FROM HOME—LAST LOOKS

Monday, Feb. 1st. After having been in port twenty-one days, we sailed for San Pedro, where we arrived on the following day, having gone "all fluking," with the weather clew of the mainsail hauled up, the yards braced in a little, and the lower studding-sails just drawing; the wind hardly shifting a point during the passage. Here we found the Ayacucho and the Pilgrim, which last we had not seen since the 11th of September,—nearly five months; and I really felt something like an affection for the old brig which had been my first home, and in which I had spent nearly a year, and got the first rough and tumble of a sea life. She, too, was associated, in my mind with Boston, the wharf from which we sailed, anchorage in the stream, leave-taking, and all such matters, which were now to me like small links connecting me with another world, which I had once been in, and which, please God, I might yet see again. I went on board the first night, after supper; found the old cook in the galley, playing upon the fife which I had given him, as a parting present; had a hearty shake of the hand from him; and dove down into the forecastle, where were my old ship-mates, the same as ever, glad to see me; for they had nearly given us up as lost, especially when they did not find us in Santa Barbara. They had been at San Diego last, had been lying at San Pedro nearly a month, and had received three thousand hides from the pueblo. These were taken from her the next day, which filled us up, and we both got under weigh on the 4th, she bound up to San Francisco again, and we to San Diego, where we arrived on the 6th.

Monday, Feb. 1st. After being in port for twenty-one days, we set sail for San Pedro, arriving the next day. We went "all fluking," with the weather clew of the mainsail up, the yards adjusted a bit, and the lower studding sails just catching a breeze; the wind barely changed direction during the trip. Here, we found the Ayacucho and the Pilgrim, which we hadn’t seen since September 11th—almost five months. I actually felt a sense of fondness for the old brig that had been my first home, where I spent nearly a year and got my first taste of life at sea. She was also tied to my memories of Boston, the wharf we sailed from, anchoring in the stream, saying goodbye, and all those little things that felt like small connections to another world I once knew and hoped to see again. That first night, after dinner, I went on board and found the old cook in the galley playing the fife I’d given him as a farewell gift. We exchanged a hearty handshake, and then I went down to the forecastle, where my old shipmates welcomed me back, just like before. They were really glad to see me; they had nearly given us up for lost, especially when we didn't show up in Santa Barbara. They last docked in San Diego, had been in San Pedro for nearly a month, and received three thousand hides from the pueblo. These were taken off the next day, which filled us up, and we both set sail on the 4th, with her heading back to San Francisco and us going to San Diego, where we arrived on the 6th.

We were always glad to see San Diego; it being the depot, and a snug little place, and seeming quite like home, especially to me, who had spent a summer there. There was no vessel in port, the Rosa having sailed for Valparaiso and Cadiz, and the Catalina for Callao, nearly a month before. We discharged our hides, and in four days were ready to sail again for the windward; and, to our great joy—for the last time! Over thirty thousand hides had been already collected, cured, and stowed away in the house, which, together with what we should collect, and the Pilgrim would bring down from San Francisco, would make out her cargo. The thought that we were actually going up for the last time, and that the next time we went round San Diego point it would be "homeward bound," brought things so near a close, that we felt as though we were just there, though it must still be the greater part of a year before we could see Boston.

We were always happy to see San Diego; it was a small, cozy place that felt a lot like home, especially to me, since I had spent a summer there. There was no ship in port— the Rosa had left for Valparaiso and Cadiz, and the Catalina had sailed for Callao nearly a month earlier. We unloaded our hides, and in four days, we were ready to set sail again for the windward; and, to our great happiness—this would be the last time! Over thirty thousand hides had already been collected, cured, and stored in the house, which, along with what we would collect and what the Pilgrim would bring down from San Francisco, would make up her cargo. The thought that we were really going up for the last time, and that the next time we rounded San Diego point it would be "homeward bound," made things feel so close to an end that it seemed like we were right there, even though it would still be more than a year before we could see Boston.

I spent one evening, as had been my custom, at the oven with the Sandwich Islanders; but it was far from being the usual noisy, laughing time. It has been said, that the greatest curse to each of the South Sea islands, was the first man who discovered it; and every one who knows anything of the history of our commerce in those parts, knows how much truth there is in this; and that the white men, with their vices, have brought in diseases before unknown to the islanders, and which are now sweeping off the native population of the Sandwich Islands, at the rate of one fortieth of the entire population annually. They seem to be a doomed people. The curse of a people calling themselves Christian, seems to follow them everywhere; and even here, in this obscure place, lay two young islanders, whom I had left strong, active young men, in the vigor of health, wasting away under a disease, which they would never have known but for their intercourse with Christianized Mexico and people from Christian America. One of them was not so ill; and was moving about, smoking his pipe, and talking, and trying to keep up his spirits; but the other, who was my friend, and Aikane—Hope, was the most dreadful object I had ever seen in my life: his eyes sunken and dead, his cheeks fallen in against his teeth, his hands looking like claws; a dreadful cough, which seemed to rack his whole shattered system, a hollow whispering voice, and an entire inability to move himself. There he lay, upon a mat, on the ground, which was the only floor of the oven, with no medicine, no comforts, and no one to care for, or help him, but a few Kanakas, who were willing enough, but could do nothing. The sight of him made me sick, and faint. Poor fellow! During the four months that I lived upon the beach, we were continually together, both in work, and in our excursions in the woods, and upon the water. I really felt a strong affection for him, and preferred him to any of my own countrymen there; and I believe there was nothing which he would not have done for me. When I came into the oven he looked at me, held out his hand, and said, in a low voice, but with a delightful smile, "Aloha, Aikane! Aloha nui!" I comforted him as well as I could, and promised to ask the captain to help him from the medicine-chest, and told him I had no doubt the captain would do what he could for him, as he had worked in our employ for several years, both on shore and aboard our vessels on the coast. I went aboard and turned into my hammock, but I could not sleep.

I spent one evening, as was my routine, at the oven with the Sandwich Islanders; but it was far from the usual noisy, laughing time. It has been said that the biggest curse for each of the South Sea islands was the first person who discovered it; and anyone who knows anything about the history of our trade in those areas understands how true this is. The white people, with their vices, have brought diseases previously unknown to the islanders, which are now decimating the native population of the Sandwich Islands at the rate of one fortieth of the entire population each year. They seem to be a doomed people. The curse of people who call themselves Christian seems to follow them everywhere; and even here, in this remote place, lay two young islanders, whom I had known as strong, active young men in the prime of health, now wasting away from a disease they would never have known if it weren't for their interactions with Christianized Mexico and people from Christian America. One of them was not as ill; he was moving around, smoking his pipe, talking, and trying to keep his spirits up. But the other, who was my friend, Aikane—Hope, was the most horrifying sight I had ever seen: his eyes were sunken and lifeless, his cheeks collapsed against his teeth, his hands looked like claws; he had a terrible cough that seemed to shake his entire broken body, a hollow whispering voice, and he was completely unable to move. There he lay, on a mat on the ground, which was the only floor of the oven, with no medicine, no comfort, and no one to care for or assist him except a few Kanakas, who meant well but couldn’t do anything. Seeing him made me feel sick and faint. Poor guy! During the four months I lived on the beach, we were constantly together, both in work and on our outings in the woods and on the water. I really felt a strong bond with him, and I preferred him over any of my countrymen there; and I believe he would have done anything for me. When I entered the oven, he looked at me, reached out his hand, and said in a low voice, but with a warm smile, "Aloha, Aikane! Aloha nui!" I did my best to comfort him and promised to ask the captain to help him from the medicine chest, telling him I was sure the captain would do what he could since he had worked for us for several years, both onshore and aboard our boats along the coast. I went back aboard and got into my hammock, but I couldn't sleep.

Thinking, from my education, that I must have some knowledge of medicine, the Kanakas had insisted upon my examining him carefully; and it was not a sight to be forgotten. One of our crew, an old man-of-war's man, of twenty years' standing, who had seen sin and suffering in every shape, and whom I afterwards took to see Hope, said it was dreadfully worse than anything he had ever seen, or even dreamed of. He was horror-struck, as his countenance showed; yet he had been among the worst cases in our naval hospitals. I could not get the thought of the poor fellow out of my head all night; his horrible suffering, and his apparently inevitable, horrible end.

Thinking, based on my education, that I needed to have some knowledge of medicine, the Kanakas insisted that I examine him closely; and it was a sight I would never forget. One of our crew, an old sailor with twenty years of experience, who had witnessed sin and suffering in every form, and who I later took to see Hope, said it was far worse than anything he had ever seen or even imagined. He was visibly horrified, as his expression showed; yet he had been around the worst cases in our naval hospitals. I couldn't shake the image of the poor guy from my mind all night; his terrible suffering and his seemingly unavoidable, dreadful fate.

The next day I told the captain of Hope's state, and asked him if he would be so kind as to go and see him.

The next day, I informed the captain about Hope's condition and asked if he could kindly go to see him.

"What? a d——d Kanaka?"

"What? a damn Kanaka?"

"Yes, sir," said I; "but he has worked four years for our vessels, and has been in the employ of our owners, both on shore and aboard."

"Yes, sir," I said; "but he has worked four years for our ships and has been employed by our owners, both on land and at sea."

"Oh! he be d——d!" said the captain, and walked off.

"Oh! he’s damn!" said the captain, and walked off.

This same man died afterwards of a fever on the deadly coast of Sumatra; and God grant he had better care taken of him in his sufferings, than he ever gave to any one else! Finding nothing was to be got from the captain, I consulted an old shipmate, who had much experience in these matters, and got from him a recipe, which he always kept by him. With this I went to the mate, and told him the case. Mr. Brown had been entrusted with the general care of the medicine-chest, and although a driving fellow, and a taut hand in a watch, he had good feelings, and was always inclined to be kind to the sick. He said that Hope was not strictly one of the crew, but as he was in our employ when taken sick, he should have the medicines; and he got them and gave them to me, with leave to go ashore at night. Nothing could exceed the delight of the Kanakas, when I came bringing the medicines. All their terms of affection and gratitude were spent upon me, and in a sense wasted, (for I could not understand half of them,) yet they made all known by their manner. Poor Hope was so much revived at the bare thought of anything's being done for him, that he was already stronger and better. I knew he must die as he was, and he could but die under the medicines, and any chance was worth running. An oven, exposed to every wind and change of weather, is no place to take calomel; but nothing else would do, and strong remedies must be used, or he was gone. The applications, internal and external, were powerful, and I gave him strict directions to keep warm and sheltered, telling him it was his only chance for life. Twice, after this, I visited him, having only time to run up, while waiting in the boat. He promised to take his medicines regularly until we returned, and insisted upon it that he was doing better.

This same man later died of a fever on the deadly coast of Sumatra; and I hope he received better care during his suffering than he ever gave to anyone else! Finding that I couldn't get anything from the captain, I talked to an old shipmate who had a lot of experience with these things, and he shared with me a recipe he always kept on hand. With this, I went to the mate and explained the situation. Mr. Brown was in charge of the medicine chest, and although he was a tough guy and a strict officer, he had a good heart and was always willing to help the sick. He agreed that Hope wasn’t officially part of the crew, but since he was working for us when he got sick, he should get the medicine; he handed it over to me and allowed me to go ashore at night. The joy of the Kanakas when I returned with the medicines was overwhelming. They showered me with expressions of affection and gratitude, which I couldn’t fully understand, but their manner made their feelings clear. Poor Hope was so uplifted by the mere thought of receiving help that he was already feeling stronger and better. I knew he would die without treatment, and though he could also die from the medicines, any chance was worth taking. An oven, exposed to every wind and weather, is no place to take calomel; but nothing else would suffice, and strong remedies were necessary, or he would be lost. The treatments, both internal and external, were powerful, and I instructed him to stay warm and sheltered, emphasizing that it was his only chance for survival. Twice more I visited him, squeezing in a quick stop while waiting in the boat. He promised to take his medicines regularly until we got back and insisted that he was getting better.

We got under weigh on the 10th, bound up to San Pedro, and had three days of calm and head winds, making but little progress. On the fourth, we took a stiff south-easter, which obliged us to reef our topsails. While on the yard, we saw a sail on the weather bow, and in about half an hour, passed the Ayacucho, under double-reefed topsails, beating down to San Diego. Arrived at San Pedro on the fourth day, and came-to in the old place, a league from shore, with no other vessel in port, and the prospect of three weeks, or more, of dull life, rolling goods up a slippery hill, carrying hides on our heads over sharp stones, and, perhaps, slipping for a south-easter.

We set sail on the 10th, heading to San Pedro, and faced three days of calm and headwinds, making little progress. On the fourth day, we encountered a strong southeast wind, which forced us to reef our topsails. While on the yard, we spotted a sail on the weather bow, and about half an hour later, we passed the Ayacucho, which was under double-reefed topsails, making its way to San Diego. We arrived at San Pedro on the fourth day and anchored in the usual spot, a mile from shore, with no other vessel in the port and the expectation of three weeks or more of a monotonous routine: rolling goods up a steep hill, carrying hides on our backs over sharp stones, and possibly dealing with another southeast wind.

There was but one man in the only house here, and him I shall always remember as a good specimen of a California ranger. He had been a tailor in Philadelphia, and getting intemperate and in debt, he joined a trapping party and went to the Columbia river, and thence down to Monterey, where he spent everything, left his party, and came to the Pueblo de los Angelos, to work at his trade. Here he went dead to leeward among the pulperias, gambling rooms, etc., and came down to San Pedro, to be moral by being out of temptation. He had been in the house several weeks, working hard at his trade, upon orders which he had brought with him, and talked much of his resolution, and opened his heart to us about his past life. After we had been here some time, he started off one morning, in fine spirits, well dressed, to carry the clothes which he had been making to the pueblo, and saying he would bring back his money and some fresh orders the next day. The next day came, and a week passed, and nearly a fortnight, when, one day, going ashore, we saw a tall man, who looked like our friend the tailor, getting out of the back of an Indian's cart, which had just come down from the pueblo. He stood for the house, but we bore up after him; when finding that we were overhauling him, he hove-to and spoke us. Such a sight I never saw before. Barefooted, with an old pair of trowsers tied round his waist by a piece of green hide, a soiled cotton shirt, and a torn Indian hat; "cleaned out," to the last reál, and completely "used up." He confessed the whole matter; acknowledged that he was on his back; and now he had a prospect of a fit of the horrors for a week, and of being worse than useless for months. This is a specimen of the life of half of the Americans and English who are adrift over the whole of California. One of the same stamp was Russell, who was master of the hide-house at San Diego, while I was there, and afterwards turned away for his misconduct. He spent his own money and nearly all the stores among the half-bloods upon the beach, and being turned away, went up to the Presidio, where he lived the life of a desperate "loafer," until some rascally deed sent him off "between two days," with men on horseback, dogs, and Indians in full cry after him, among the hills. One night, he burst into our room at the hide-house, breathless, pale as a ghost, covered with mud, and torn by thorns and briers, nearly naked, and begged for a crust of bread, saying he had neither eaten nor slept for three days. Here was the great Mr. Russell, who a month before was "Don Tomàs," "Capitán de la playa," "Maéstro de la casa," etc., etc., begging food and shelter of Kanakas and sailors. He staid with us till he gave himself up, and was dragged off to the calabozo.

There was only one man in the only house here, and I'll always remember him as a true California ranger. He used to be a tailor in Philadelphia but got into trouble with drinking and debt, so he joined a trapping crew and went to the Columbia River, and then down to Monterey. There, he spent all his money, left his group, and came to Pueblo de los Angelos to work as a tailor. He got caught up in the bars and gambling spots and eventually moved to San Pedro to stay away from temptation. He had been in the house for several weeks, working hard at his trade on orders he brought with him, often talking about his commitment to change and opening up to us about his past. After a while, he left one morning in high spirits, well-dressed, to deliver the clothes he had made to the pueblo, promising to return with his money and some new orders the next day. The next day came and went, then a week, and nearly two weeks later, while we were going ashore, we spotted a tall man who resembled our tailor friend getting out of an Indian cart that had just come from the pueblo. He headed towards the house, but we caught up with him; when he realized we were gaining on him, he stopped and talked to us. It was a sight I'll never forget. He was barefoot, wearing an old pair of trousers tied around his waist with a piece of green leather, a dirty cotton shirt, and a torn Indian hat, completely broke and utterly exhausted. He confessed everything, admitted he was out of money, and now faced a potential week of horrors, making him worse than useless for months. This is a glimpse into the life of many Americans and English who are struggling all over California. Another similar case was Russell, who managed the hide-house in San Diego while I was there, but was later let go for bad behavior. He spent his own money and almost all the supplies among the half-breeds on the beach, and when he was dismissed, he went up to the Presidio, where he lived like a desperate "loafer" until some shady act forced him to flee "between two days," with men on horseback, dogs, and Indians chasing him through the hills. One night, he burst into our room at the hide-house, out of breath, pale as a ghost, covered in mud, and torn by thorns and brambles, nearly naked, begging for a crust of bread, saying he hadn’t eaten or slept for three days. Here was the great Mr. Russell, who just a month earlier was "Don Tomàs," "Capitán de la playa," "Maéstro de la casa," etc., etc., begging for food and shelter from Kanakas and sailors. He stayed with us until he surrendered and was taken off to the calabozo.

Another, and a more amusing specimen, was one whom we saw at San Francisco. He had been a lad on board the ship California, in one of her first voyages, and ran away and commenced Ranchéro, gambling, stealing horses, etc. He worked along up to San Francisco, and was living on a rancho near there, while we were in port. One morning, when we went ashore in the boat, we found him at the landing-place, dressed in California style,—a wide hat, faded velveteen trowsers, and a blanket cloak thrown over his shoulders—and wishing to go off in the boat, saying he was going to paseár with our captain a little. We had many doubts of the reception he would meet with; but he seemed to think himself company for any one. We took him aboard, landed him at the gangway, and went about our work, keeping an eye upon the quarter-deck, where the captain was walking. The lad went up to him with the most complete assurance, and raising his hat, wished him a good afternoon. Captain T—— turned round, looked at him from head to foot, and saying coolly, "Hallo! who the h—- are you?" kept on his walk. This was a rebuff not to be mistaken, and the joke passed about among the crew by winks and signs, at different parts of the ship. Finding himself disappointed at headquarters, he edged along forward to the mate, who was overseeing some work on the forecastle, and tried to begin a yarn; but it would not do. The mate had seen the reception he had met with aft, and would have no cast-off company. The second mate was aloft, and the third mate and myself were painting the quarter-boat, which hung by the davits, so he betook himself to us; but we looked at one another, and the officer was too busy to say a word. From us, he went to one and another of the crew, but the joke had got before him, and he found everybody busy and silent. Looking over the rail a few moments afterward, we saw him at the galley-door talking to the cook. This was a great comedown, from the highest seat in the synagogue to a seat in the galley with the black cook. At night, too, when supper was called, he stood in the waist for some time, hoping to be asked down with the officers, but they went below, one after another, and left him. His next chance was with the carpenter and sail-maker, and he lounged round the after hatchway until the last had gone down. We had now had fun enough out of him, and taking pity on him, offered him a pot of tea, and a cut at the kid, with the rest, in the forecastle. He was hungry, and it was growing dark, and he began to see that there was no use in playing the caballero any longer, and came down into the forecastle, put into the "grub" in sailor's style, threw off all his airs, and enjoyed the joke as much as any one; for a man must take a joke among sailors. He gave us the whole account of his adventures in the country,—roguery and all—and was very entertaining. He was a smart, unprincipled fellow, was at the bottom of most of the rascally doings of the country, and gave us a great deal of interesting information in the ways of the world we were in.

Another, and a more amusing character, was someone we saw in San Francisco. He had been a young guy on the ship California during one of its early voyages, but he ran away and became a rancher, gambling, stealing horses, and so on. He made his way up to San Francisco and was living on a ranch nearby while we were in port. One morning, when we went ashore in the boat, we found him at the landing, dressed in California style—a wide hat, faded velvet pants, and a blanket cloak thrown over his shoulders—wanting to go out in our boat, saying he was going to hang out with our captain for a bit. We had our doubts about how he’d be received, but he seemed to think he was good company for anyone. We took him aboard, landed him at the gangway, and got back to our work, keeping an eye on the quarter-deck where the captain was walking. The guy approached him with complete confidence, tipped his hat, and said good afternoon. Captain T—— turned around, looked him up and down, and coolly said, "Hey! Who the hell are you?" and continued walking. This was a pretty clear rejection, and the crew shared glances and chuckles about it at different parts of the ship. Realizing he wasn’t getting anywhere with the captain, he tried to chat with the mate, who was overseeing some work on the forecastle, but that didn’t work either. The mate had seen how he was treated by the captain and didn’t want to deal with him. The second mate was up in the rigging, and the third mate and I were painting the quarter-boat, which was hanging by the davits. So, he turned to us, but we exchanged looks and the officer was too busy to say anything. He moved on to other crew members, but the joke had preceded him, and everyone was busy and quiet. A few moments later, we saw him at the galley door chatting with the cook. This was quite a fall from trying to talk to the captain to hanging out with the cook. In the evening, when supper was called, he stood in the waist for a while, hoping someone would invite him down with the officers, but they went below one by one and left him behind. His next shot was with the carpenter and sailmaker, and he lingered by the after hatchway until the last one went down. By this point, we’d had enough fun at his expense, and feeling sorry for him, we offered him a cup of tea and some food in the forecastle. He was hungry, it was getting dark, and he began to realize there was no point in pretending to be a big shot any longer, so he came down into the forecastle, dug into the food like a sailor, dropped all his pretenses, and enjoyed the joke as much as anyone; after all, you’ve got to take a joke among sailors. He shared the entire account of his adventures in the country—his mischief and all—and was quite entertaining. He was a clever, unscrupulous guy, involved in a lot of the shady business in the area, and he gave us plenty of interesting insight into the world we were in.

Saturday, Feb. 13th. Were called up at midnight to slip for a violent north-easter, for this rascally hole of San Pedro is unsafe in every wind but a south-wester, which is seldom known to blow more than once in a half century. We went off with a flowing sheet, and hove-to under the lee of Catalina island, where we lay three days, and then returned to our anchorage.

Saturday, Feb. 13th. We were called up at midnight to prepare for a violent north-east wind, as this troublesome spot in San Pedro is unsafe in every wind except for a south-wester, which rarely blows more than once every fifty years. We set off with full sails and took shelter under the lee of Catalina Island, where we stayed for three days before heading back to our anchorage.

Tuesday, Feb. 23d. This afternoon, a signal was made from the shore, and we went off in the gig, and found the agent's clerk, who had been up to the pueblo, waiting at the landing-place, with a package under his arm, covered with brown papers and tied carefully with twine. No sooner had we shoved off than he told us there was good news from Santa Barbara. "What's that?" said one of the crew; "has the bloody agent slipped off the hooks? Has the old bundle of bones got him at last?"—"No; better than that. The California has arrived." Letters, papers, news, and, perhaps,—friends, on board! Our hearts were all up in our mouths, and we pulled away like good fellows; for the precious packet could not be opened except by the captain. As we pulled under the stern, the clerk held up the package, and called out to the mate, who was leaning over the taffrail, that the California had arrived.

Tuesday, Feb. 23rd. This afternoon, a signal was sent from the shore, and we headed out in the small boat to find the agent's clerk, who had been up at the pueblo, waiting at the landing with a package under his arm, wrapped in brown paper and tied securely with twine. As soon as we pushed off, he told us there was good news from Santa Barbara. "What’s that?" asked one of the crew. "Did the damn agent finally get caught? Is the old skeleton after him?"—"No; even better. The California has arrived." Letters, papers, news, and maybe—friends, on board! Our hearts raced, and we rowed hard; the important package could only be opened by the captain. As we pulled under the stern, the clerk lifted the package and called out to the mate, who was leaning over the back railing, that the California had arrived.

"Hurrah!" said the mate, so as to be heard fore and aft; "California come, and news from Boston!"

"Hurrah!" shouted the mate, so everyone could hear him; "California's here, along with news from Boston!"

Instantly there was a confusion on board which no one could account for who has not been in the same situation. All discipline seemed for a moment relaxed.

Instantly, there was chaos on board that no one could explain unless they had been in the same situation. All discipline seemed to fade for a moment.

"What's that, Mr. Brown?" said the cook, putting his head out of the galley—"California come?"

"What's that, Mr. Brown?" the cook said, sticking his head out of the kitchen. "Did California arrive?"

"Aye, aye! you angel of darkness, and there's a letter for you from Bullknop 'treet, number two-two-five—green door and brass knocker!"

"Hey, you dark angel, there's a letter for you from Bullknop Street, number 225—green door and brass knocker!"

The packet was sent down into the cabin, and every one waited to hear of the result. As nothing came up, the officers began to feel that they were acting rather a child's part, and turned the crew to again and the same strict discipline was restored, which prohibits speech between man and man, while at work on deck; so that, when the steward came forward with letters for the crew, each man took his letters, carried them below to his chest, and came up again immediately; and not a letter was read until we had cleared up decks for the night.

The packet was sent down into the cabin, and everyone waited to hear the result. Since nothing came up, the officers started to feel like they were acting childish, so they called the crew back to order and restored the same strict discipline, which forbids talking while working on deck. Therefore, when the steward came forward with letters for the crew, each person took their letters, brought them below to their chest, and came back up right away; and not a single letter was read until we finished cleaning the decks for the night.

An overstrained sense of manliness is the characteristic of seafaring men, or, rather, of life on board ship. This often gives an appearance of want of feeling, and even of cruelty. From this, if a man comes within an ace of breaking his neck and escapes, it is made a joke of; and no notice must be taken of a bruise or cut; and any expression of pity, or any show of attention, would look sisterly, and unbecoming a man who has to face the rough and tumble of such a life. From this, too, the sick are neglected at sea, and whatever sailors may be ashore, a sick man finds little sympathy or attention, forward or aft. A man, too, can have nothing peculiar or sacred on board ship; for all the nicer feelings they take pride in disregarding, both in themselves and others. A thin-skinned man could not live an hour on ship-board. One would be torn raw unless he had the hide of an ox. A moment of natural feeling for home and friends, and then the frigid routine of sea-life returned. Jokes were made upon those who showed any interest in the expected news, and everything near and dear was made common stock for rude jokes and unfeeling coarseness, to which no exception could be taken by any one.

An excessive sense of manliness is typical among sailors, or more accurately, it's part of life on a ship. This often creates an impression of being unsentimental, even cruel. When a guy narrowly escapes serious injury, it becomes a joke; bruises or cuts are ignored, and showing any sympathy or concern would seem too soft and inappropriate for someone who has to deal with the roughness of that lifestyle. Consequently, sick sailors are often overlooked at sea, and whether ashore or on board, a sick person finds little support or care. A sailor can't have anything unique or sacred on the ship because they take pride in dismissing all the delicate feelings they have—both in themselves and for others. A sensitive person wouldn’t last an hour on a ship; they'd be torn apart unless they had a tough exterior. There might be brief moments of genuine feeling for home and friends, but then it’s back to the cold routine of life at sea. Those who showed any interest in the latest news were teased, and everything precious to them became fodder for crude jokes and heartless banter, which everyone accepted without complaint.

Supper, too, must be eaten before the letters were read; and when, at last, they were brought out, they all got round any one who had a letter, and expected to have it read aloud, and have it all in common. If any one went by himself to read, it was—"Fair play, there; and no skulking!" I took mine and went into the sailmaker's berth, where I could read it without interruption. It was dated August, just a year from the time I had sailed from home; and every one was well, and no great change had taken place. Thus, for one year, my mind was set at ease, yet it was already six months from the date of the letter, and what another year would bring to pass, who could tell? Every one away from home thinks that some great thing must have happened, while to those at home there seems to be a continued monotony and lack of incident.

Supper also had to be eaten before the letters were read; and when they were finally brought out, everyone gathered around anyone who had a letter, expecting it to be read aloud and shared. If someone went off by themselves to read, it was met with comments like, “Fair play, there; and no hiding!” I took mine and went into the sailmaker's area, where I could read it without being interrupted. It was dated August, exactly a year from when I had left home; everyone was well, and not much had changed. For that year, my mind was at ease, but it was already six months since the letter had been written, and who knew what another year would bring? Everyone away from home thinks that something significant must have happened, while those at home seem to experience a steady dullness and lack of excitement.

As much as my feelings were taken up by my own intelligence from home, I could not but be amused by a scene in the steerage. The carpenter had been married just before leaving Boston, and during the voyage had talked much about his wife, and had to bear and forbear, as every man, known to be married, must, aboard ship; yet the certainty of hearing from his wife by the first ship, seemed to keep up his spirits. The California came, the packet was brought on board; no one was in higher spirits than he; but when the letters came forward, there was none for him. The captain looked again, but there was no mistake. Poor "Chips," could eat no supper. He was completely down in the mouth. "Sails" (the sailmaker) tried to comfort him, and told him he was a bloody fool to give up his grub for any woman's daughter, and reminded him that he had told him a dozen times that he'd never see or hear from his wife again.

As much as I was wrapped up in my own thoughts from home, I couldn’t help but be amused by a scene in the steerage. The carpenter had just gotten married before leaving Boston, and during the journey, he talked a lot about his wife. Like every married man on a ship, he had to deal with the ups and downs, but the thought of hearing from her on the next ship kept his spirits up. When the California arrived and the mail was brought on board, he was in the best mood. But when the letters came out, there was nothing for him. The captain checked again, but there was no mistake. Poor "Chips" couldn’t even eat his supper. He was totally depressed. "Sails" (the sailmaker) tried to cheer him up and told him he was a fool to skip his meal for any woman. He reminded him that he had warned him many times that he would never see or hear from his wife again.

"Ah!" said "Chips," "you don't know what it is to have a wife, and"—

"Ah!" said "Chips," "you don't know what it's like to have a wife, and"—

"Don't I?" said Sails; and then came, for the hundredth time, the story of his coming ashore at New York, from the Constellation frigate, after a cruise of four years round the Horn,—being paid off with over five hundred dollars,—marrying, and taking a couple of rooms in a four-story house,—furnishing the rooms, (with a particular account of the furniture, including a dozen flag-bottomed chairs, which he always dilated upon, whenever the subject of furniture was alluded to,)—going off to sea again, leaving his wife half-pay, like a fool,—coming home and finding her "off, like Bob's horse, with nobody to pay the reckoning;" furniture gone,—flag-bottomed chairs and all;—and with it, his "long togs," the half-pay, his beaver hat, white linen shirts, and everything else. His wife he never saw, or heard of, from that day to this, and never wished to. Then followed a sweeping assertion, not much to the credit of the sex, if true, though he has Pope to back him. "Come, Chips, cheer up like a man, and take some hot grub! Don't be made a fool of by anything in petticoats! As for your wife, you'll never see her again; she was 'up keeleg and off' before you were outside of Cape Cod. You hove your money away like a fool; but every man must learn once, just as I did; so you'd better square the yards with her, and make the best of it."

"Don't I?" said Sails; and then came, for the hundredth time, the story of how he came ashore in New York, from the Constellation frigate, after a four-year cruise around the Horn—getting paid off with over five hundred dollars—marrying, and renting a couple of rooms in a four-story house—furnishing the rooms (with a detailed account of the furniture, including a dozen flag-bottomed chairs, which he always went on about whenever furniture was mentioned)—going back to sea again, leaving his wife on half-pay, like a fool—coming home and finding her "gone, like Bob's horse, with nobody to pay the bill;" furniture gone—flag-bottomed chairs and all—and with it, his "fancy clothes," the half-pay, his beaver hat, white linen shirts, and everything else. He never saw or heard from his wife since that day, and never wanted to. Then came a sweeping statement, not exactly flattering to the women, if true, though he had Pope to support him. "Come on, Chips, cheer up like a man, and eat something hot! Don't let anything in a skirt make a fool of you! As for your wife, you'll never see her again; she was 'out of here and gone' before you even got outside of Cape Cod. You threw your money away like a fool; but every man has to learn that lesson once, just like I did; so you might as well settle things with her and make the best of it."

This was the best consolation "Sails" had to offer, but it did not seem to be just the thing the carpenter wanted; for, during several days, he was very much dejected, and bore with difficulty the jokes of the sailors, and with still more difficulty their attempts at advice and consolation, of most of which the sailmaker's was a good specimen.

This was the best comfort "Sails" could provide, but it didn't seem to be what the carpenter really wanted; for several days, he was quite down, struggling to handle the jokes from the sailors, and even more so their attempts at advice and comfort, much of which the sailmaker’s was a prime example.

Thursday, Feb. 25th. Set sail for Santa Barbara, where we arrived on Sunday, the 28th. We just missed of seeing the California, for she had sailed three days before, bound to Monterey, to enter her cargo and procure her license, and thence to San Francisco, etc. Captain Arthur left files of Boston papers for Captain T——, which, after they had been read and talked over in the cabin, I procured from my friend the third mate. One file was of all the Boston Transcripts for the month of August, 1835, and the rest were about a dozen Daily Advertisers and Couriers, of different dates. After all, there is nothing in a strange land like a newspaper from home. Even a letter, in many respects, is nothing, in comparison with it. It carries you back to the spot, better than anything else. It is almost equal to clairvoyance. The names of the streets, with the things advertised, are almost as good as seeing the signs; and while reading "Boy lost!" one can almost hear the bell and well-known voice of "Old Wilson," crying the boy as "strayed, stolen, or mislaid!" Then there was the Commencement at Cambridge, and the full account of the exercises at the graduating of my own class. A list of all those familiar names, (beginning as usual with Abbot, and ending with W., ) which, as I read them over, one by one, brought up their faces and characters as I had known them in the various scenes of college life. Then I imagined them upon the stage, speaking their orations, dissertations, colloquies, etc., with the gestures and tones of each, and tried to fancy the manner in which each would handle his subject, *****, handsome, showy, and superficial; *****, with his strong head, clear brain, cool self-possession; *****, modest, sensitive, and underrated; *****, the mouth-piece of the debating clubs, noisy, vaporous, and democratic; and so following. Then I could see them receiving their A. Bs. from the dignified, feudal-looking President, with his "auctoritate mihi commissâ," and walking off the stage with their diplomas in their hands; while upon the very same day, their classmate was walking up and down California beach with a hide upon his head.

Thursday, Feb. 25th. We set sail for Santa Barbara and arrived on Sunday, the 28th. We just missed seeing the California, which had left three days earlier, heading to Monterey to pick up its cargo and get its license, then on to San Francisco, and so on. Captain Arthur left a set of Boston newspapers for Captain T——, and after they were read and discussed in the cabin, I got them from my friend, the third mate. One set was all the Boston Transcripts from August 1835, and the rest were about a dozen Daily Advertisers and Couriers from different dates. After all, there's nothing like a newspaper from home in a foreign land. Even a letter doesn’t compare to it in many ways. It brings you back to that place better than anything else. It's almost like having a superpower. The street names and the ads are nearly as good as seeing the signs themselves; and while reading "Boy lost!" you can almost hear the bell and the familiar voice of "Old Wilson" calling out that the boy is "strayed, stolen, or mislaid!" Then there was the Commencement at Cambridge, complete with a full account of the graduation exercises for my own class. A list of all those familiar names, starting with Abbot and ending with W., brought back their faces and personalities as I remembered them from different moments in college life. I imagined them on stage, delivering their speeches, their dissertations, and discussions, picturing the gestures and tones of each, like *****, handsome, flashy, and shallow; *****, with his strong mind, clear thinking, and calm confidence; *****, modest, sensitive, and overlooked; *****, the voice of the debating clubs, loud, opinionated, and democratic; and so on. Then I could see them receiving their bachelor's degrees from the dignified, feudal-looking President, with his "auctoritate mihi commissâ," and walking off the stage with their diplomas. Meanwhile, on that same day, their classmate was strolling along the California beach with a hide on his head.

Every watch below, for a week, I pored over these papers, until I was sure there could be nothing in them that had escaped my attention, and was ashamed to keep them any longer.

Every day for a week, I carefully examined these papers until I was certain there was nothing in them I hadn't noticed, and I felt embarrassed to hold onto them any longer.

Saturday, March 5th. This was an important day in our almanac, for it was on this day that we were first assured that our voyage was really drawing to a close. The captain gave orders to have the ship ready for getting under weigh; and observed that there was a good breeze to take us down to San Pedro. Then we were not going up to windward. Thus much was certain, and was soon known, fore and aft; and when we went in the gig to take him off, he shook hands with the people on the beach, and said that he never expected to see Santa Barbara again. This settled the matter, and sent a thrill of pleasure through the heart of every one in the boat. We pulled off with a will, saying to ourselves (I can speak for myself at least)—"Good-by, Santa Barbara!—This is the last pull here—No more duckings in your breakers, and slipping from your cursed south-easters!" The news was soon known aboard, and put life into everything when we were getting under weigh. Each one was taking his last look at the mission, the town, the breakers on the beach, and swearing that no money would make him ship to see them again; and when all hands tallied on to the cat-fall, the chorus of "Time for us to go!" was raised for the first time, and joined in, with full swing, by everybody. One would have thought we were on our voyage home, so near did it seem to us, though there were yet three months for us on the coast.

Saturday, March 5th. This was a significant day on our calendar, as it marked the moment we realized our voyage was finally coming to an end. The captain ordered the crew to prepare the ship to set sail and noted that there was a good breeze to carry us down to San Pedro. So, we wouldn’t need to fight against the wind. That much was clear and quickly spread throughout the ship. When we took the gig to pick him up, he shook hands with the people on the beach and remarked that he never expected to see Santa Barbara again. This settled the matter and sent a wave of excitement through everyone in the boat. We rowed away with determination, telling ourselves (I can speak for myself at least)—"Goodbye, Santa Barbara!—This is the last row here—No more dips in your waves, and no more dealing with your annoying south-easters!" The news quickly spread aboard, energizing everyone as we prepared to set sail. Each person took one last look at the mission, the town, the waves on the beach, vowing that no amount of money would persuade them to return. When all hands gathered at the cat-fall, the chant of "Time for us to go!" was sung out for the first time, enthusiastically joined by everyone. You would have thought we were heading home, it felt so close to us, even though we still had three months left on the coast.

We left here the young Englishman, George Marsh, of whom I have before spoken, who was wrecked upon the Pelew Islands. He left us to take the berth of second mate on board the Ayacucho, which was lying in port. He was well qualified for this, and his education would enable him to rise to any situation on board ship. I felt really sorry to part from him. There was something about him which excited my curiosity; for I could not, for a moment, doubt that he was well born, and, in early life, well bred. There was the latent gentleman about him, and the sense of honor, and no little of the pride, of a young man of good family. The situation was offered him only a few hours before we sailed; and though he must give up returning to America, yet I have no doubt that the change from a dog's berth to an officer's, was too agreeable to his feelings to be declined. We pulled him on board the Ayacucho, and when he left the boat he gave each of its crew a piece of money, except myself, and shook hands with me, nodding his head, as much as to say,—"We understand one another," and sprang on board. Had I known, an hour sooner, that he was to leave us, I would have made an effort to get from him the true history of his early life. He knew that I had no faith in the story which he told the crew, and perhaps, in the moment of parting from me, probably forever, he would have given me the true account. Whether I shall ever meet him again, or whether his manuscript narrative of his adventures in the Pelew Islands, which would be creditable to him and interesting to the world, will ever see the light, I cannot tell. His is one of those cases which are more numerous than those suppose, who have never lived anywhere but in their own homes, and never walked but in one line from their cradles to their graves. We must come down from our heights, and leave our straight paths, for the byways and low places of life, if we would learn truths by strong contrasts; and in hovels, in forecastles, and among our own outcasts in foreign lands, see what has been wrought upon our fellow-creatures by accident, hardship, or vice.

We left behind the young Englishman, George Marsh, whom I mentioned before, who got shipwrecked on the Pelew Islands. He left us to take the position of second mate on the Ayacucho, which was docked in port. He was well-suited for this role, and his education would allow him to advance to any position on board. I genuinely felt sad to say goodbye to him. There was something about him that piqued my curiosity; I couldn't doubt for a moment that he came from a good background and had been well brought up in his early years. He had the demeanor of a true gentleman, along with a sense of honor and a fair amount of the pride of a young man from a respectable family. The opportunity was offered to him only a few hours before we sailed, and although he had to give up his return to America, I have no doubt that the shift from a lowly position to an officer's was too appealing for him to refuse. We helped him on board the Ayacucho, and when he left the boat, he gave each crew member a piece of money except for me, and shook hands with me, nodding his head as if to say, “We get each other,” before jumping on board. If I had known just an hour earlier that he was leaving us, I would have tried to get the real story of his early life from him. He was aware that I didn't believe the story he told the crew, and maybe, at that moment of parting from me, likely forever, he would have shared the truth. Whether I will ever see him again or if his written account of his adventures in the Pelew Islands, which would be both respectable and intriguing, will ever be shared, I can't say. His case is one of those that are more common than people think, especially those who have never lived anywhere but in their own homes and have only walked a straight path from their cradles to their graves. We must step down from our high places and leave our straight paths to explore the byways and low places of life if we want to learn truths through strong contrasts; in shacks, crew quarters, and among our own outcasts in foreign lands, we can see what has shaped our fellow humans through misfortune, struggle, or vice.

Two days brought us to San Pedro, and two days more (to our no small joy) gave us our last view of that place, which was universally called the hell of California, and seemed designed, in every way, for the wear and tear of sailors. Not even the last view could bring out one feeling of regret. No thanks, thought I, as we left the sandy shores in the distance, for the hours I have walked over your stones, barefooted, with hides on my head;—for the burdens I have carried up your steep, muddy hill; for the duckings in your surf; and for the long days and longer nights passed on your desolate hill, watching piles of hides, hearing the sharp bark of your eternal coati, and the dismal hooting of your owls.

Two days brought us to San Pedro, and two more days (to our great relief) gave us our last look at that place, which everyone called the hell of California, and seemed made, in every way, for the hardships of sailors. Not even the last view sparked any feelings of regret. No way, I thought, as we left the sandy shores behind, for the hours I spent walking over your stones, barefoot, with hides on my head; for the loads I carried up your steep, muddy hill; for the dunking in your surf; and for the long days and even longer nights spent on your desolate hill, watching piles of hides, hearing the sharp barks of your endless coatis, and the gloomy hooting of your owls.

As I bade good-by to each successive place, I felt as though one link after another were struck from the chain of my servitude. Having kept close in shore, for the land-breeze, we passed the mission of San Juan Campestráno the same night, and saw distinctly, by the bright moonlight, the hill which I had gone down by a pair of halyards in search of a few paltry hides. "Forsan et haec olim," thought I, and took my last look of that place too. And on the next morning we were under the high point of San Diego. The flood tide took us swiftly in, and we came-to, opposite our hide-house, and prepared to get everything in trim for a long stay. This was our last port. Here we were to discharge everything from the ship, clean her out, smoke her, take in our hides, wood, water, etc., and set sail for Boston. While all this was doing, we were to lie still in one place, and the port was a safe one, and there was no fear of south-easters. Accordingly, having picked out a good berth, in the stream, with a good smooth beach opposite, for a landing-place and within two cables' length of our hide-house, we moored ship, unbent all the sails, sent down the top-gallant yards and all the studding-sail booms, and housed the top-gallant masts. The boats were then hove out, and all the sails, spare spars, the stores, the rigging not rove, and, in fact, everything which was not in daily use, sent ashore, and stowed away in the house. Then went all our hides and horns, and we left hardly anything in the ship but her ballast, and this we made preparation to heave out, the next day. At night, after we had knocked off, and were sitting round in the forecastle, smoking and talking and taking sailor's pleasure, we congratulated ourselves upon being in that situation in which we had wished ourselves every time we had come into San Diego. "If we were only here for the last time," we had often said, "with our top-gallant masts housed and our sails unbent!"—and now we had our wish. Six weeks, or two months, of the hardest work we had yet seen, was before us, and then—"Good-by to California!"

As I said goodbye to each place, it felt like one link after another was breaking in the chain of my servitude. We kept close to the shore to catch the land breeze and passed the San Juan Campestrano mission that same night, clearly seeing, in the bright moonlight, the hill where I had climbed down a pair of halyards in search of a few worthless hides. “Maybe someday,” I thought, and took my last look at that place too. The next morning, we were under the high point of San Diego. The flood tide carried us in quickly, and we dropped anchor in front of our hide-house, getting everything ready for a long stay. This was our last port. Here we would unload everything from the ship, clean her out, smoke her, take on our hides, wood, water, etc., and set sail for Boston. While all this was happening, we would stay put in one place, and the port was safe, with no worries about south-easters. So, having chosen a good spot in the stream, with a smooth beach opposite for landing and within two cables' length of our hide-house, we moored the ship, unfurled all the sails, lowered the top-gallant yards and studding-sail booms, and housed the top-gallant masts. The boats were then lowered, and all the sails, spare spars, unused rigging, and basically everything that wasn’t needed daily was sent ashore and stored in the house. All our hides and horns followed, leaving hardly anything on the ship except for her ballast, which we planned to remove the next day. At night, after we wrapped up and gathered in the forecastle, smoking and chatting and enjoying a sailor's life, we congratulated ourselves on being in the situation we had wished for every time we had come to San Diego. “If only we could be here for the last time," we had often said, "with our top-gallant masts housed and our sails unfurled!”—and now our wish had come true. Six weeks or two months of the hardest work we’d ever faced were ahead of us, and then—“Goodbye to California!”




CHAPTER XXIX

LOADING FOR HOME—A SURPRISE—LAST OF AN OLD FRIEND—THE LAST HIDE—A HARD CASE—UP ANCHOR, FOR HOME!—HOMEWARD BOUND

We turned-in early, knowing that we might expect an early call; and sure enough, before the stars had quite faded, "All hands ahoy!" and we were turned-to, heaving out ballast. A regulation of the port forbids any ballast to be thrown overboard; accordingly, our long-boat was lined inside with rough boards and brought alongside the gangway, but where one tub-full went into the boat, twenty went overboard. This is done by every vessel, for the ballast can make but little difference in the channel, and it saves more than a week of labor, which would be spent in loading the boats, rowing them to the point, and unloading them. When any people from the Presidio were on board, the boat was hauled up and ballast thrown in; but when the coast was clear, she was dropped astern again, and the ballast fell overboard. This is one of those petty frauds which every vessel practises in ports of inferior foreign nations, and which are lost sight of, among the countless deeds of greater weight which are hardly less common. Fortunately a sailor, not being a free agent in work aboard ship, is not accountable; yet the fact of being constantly employed, without thought, in such things, begets an indifference to the rights of others.

We went to bed early, knowing we might get called out early; and sure enough, before the stars had completely disappeared, we heard, "All hands ahoy!" and we were up and moving ballast. A rule at the port prohibits throwing any ballast overboard; so, we lined our long-boat with rough boards and brought it up to the gangway. But for every tub-full that went into the boat, twenty ended up overboard. This is something every ship does, since the ballast doesn't really affect the channel, and it saves more than a week of work that would otherwise be spent loading the boats, rowing them to the spot, and unloading them. When anyone from the Presidio was on board, we would pull the boat up and toss in ballast; but when the coast was clear, we let it drop back into the water, and the ballast went overboard. This is one of those small cheats that every ship pulls in lesser foreign ports, often overlooked amid the many bigger offenses that are nearly just as common. Luckily, a sailor, since he’s not in control of his work aboard ship, isn’t held accountable. But constantly being involved in such actions without thinking makes one indifferent to the rights of others.

Friday, and a part of Saturday, we were engaged in this work, until we had thrown out all but what we wanted under our cargo on the passage home; when, as the next day was Sunday, and a good day for smoking ship, we cleared everything out of the cabin and forecastle, made a slow fire of charcoal, birch bark, brimstone, and other matters, on the ballast in the bottom of the hold, calked up the hatches and every open seam, and pasted over the cracks of the windows, and the slides of the scuttles, and companionway. Wherever smoke was seen coming out, we calked and pasted, and, so far as we could, made the ship smoke tight. The captain and officers slept under the awning which was spread over the quarter-deck; and we stowed ourselves away under an old studding-sail, which we drew over one side of the forecastle. The next day, from fear that something might happen, orders were given for no one to leave the ship, and, as the decks were lumbered up with everything, we could not wash them down, so we had nothing to do, all day long. Unfortunately, our books were where we could not get at them, and we were turning about for something to do, when one man recollected a book he had left in the galley. He went after it, and it proved to be Woodstock. This was a great windfall, and as all could not read it at once, I, being the scholar of the company, was appointed reader. I got a knot of six or eight about me, and no one could have had a more attentive audience. Some laughed at the "scholars," and went over the other side of the forecastle, to work, and spin their yarns; but I carried the day, and had the cream of the crew for my hearers. Many of the reflections, and the political parts, I omitted, but all the narrative they were delighted with; especially the descriptions of the Puritans, and the sermons and harangues of the Round-head soldiers. The gallantry of Charles, Dr. Radcliffe's plots, the knavery of "trusty Tompkins,"—in fact, every part seemed to chain their attention. Many things which, while I was reading, I had a misgiving about, thinking them above their capacity, I was surprised to find them enter into completely.

On Friday and part of Saturday, we were working hard until we had cleared out everything except what we needed for the journey home. Since the next day was Sunday—a good day for cleaning the ship—we emptied the cabin and forecastle, built a slow fire using charcoal, birch bark, brimstone, and other materials on the ballast at the bottom of the hold. We sealed up the hatches and every open seam, covered the cracks in the windows, scuttles, and companionway with paste. Wherever smoke escaped, we sealed it off as best as we could to make the ship smoke-tight. The captain and officers slept under the awning on the quarter-deck, while we tucked ourselves under an old studding-sail that we pulled over one side of the forecastle. The next day, worried that something might go wrong, orders came down that no one was allowed to leave the ship. Since the decks were cluttered with everything, we couldn't clean them, so we had nothing to do all day. Unfortunately, our books were out of reach, and as we were looking for something to occupy ourselves, one man remembered a book he had left in the galley. He went to retrieve it, and it turned out to be Woodstock. This was a huge stroke of luck, and since not everyone could read at once, I, being the scholar of the group, was designated as the reader. I gathered a group of six or eight around me, and I couldn't have asked for a more attentive audience. Some people laughed at the "scholars" and moved to the other side of the forecastle to work and share their stories, but I had the best listeners from the crew. I skipped many of the reflections and political sections, but they loved the narrative; especially the parts about the Puritans, and the sermons and speeches of the Roundhead soldiers. The bravery of Charles, Dr. Radcliffe's schemes, the trickery of "trusty Tompkins"—every part seemed to captivate them. I was surprised to find that many things I worried might be too complex for them turned out to resonate completely.

I read nearly all day, until sundown; when, as soon as supper was over, as I had nearly finished, they got a light from the galley; and by skipping what was less interesting, I carried them through to the marriage of Everard, and the restoration of Charles the Second, before eight o'clock.

I read almost all day until sunset. After dinner, once I was nearly done, they got a light from the kitchen. By skipping the less interesting parts, I got them up to the marriage of Everard and the restoration of Charles the Second before eight o'clock.

The next morning, we took the battens from the hatches, and opened the ship. A few stifled rats were found; and what bugs, cockroaches, fleas, and other vermin, there might have been on board, must have unrove their life-lines before the hatches were opened. The ship being now ready, we covered the bottom of the hold over, fore and aft, with dried brush for dunnage, and having levelled everything away, we were ready to take in our cargo. All the hides that had been collected since the California left the coast, (a little more than two years,) amounting to about forty thousand, were cured, dried, and stowed away in the house, waiting for our good ship to take them to Boston.

The next morning, we removed the covers from the hatches and opened up the ship. We found a few trapped rats, and any bugs, cockroaches, fleas, and other pests that might have been on board must have escaped before we opened the hatches. With the ship now ready, we lined the bottom of the hold with dried brush for dunnage and leveled everything off so we could load our cargo. All the hides that had been collected since California left the coast, which was a little more than two years ago, totaled about forty thousand; they were cured, dried, and stored in the hold, waiting for our good ship to take them to Boston.

Now began the operation of taking in our cargo, which kept us hard at work, from the grey of the morning till star-light, for six weeks, with the exception of Sundays, and of just time to swallow our meals. To carry the work on quicker, a division of labor was made. Two men threw the hides down from the piles in the house, two more picked them up and put them on a long horizontal pole, raised a few feet from the ground, where they were beaten, by two more, with flails, somewhat like those used in threshing wheat. When beaten, they were taken from this pole by two more, and placed upon a platform of boards; and ten or a dozen men, with their trowsers rolled up, were constantly going, back and forth, from the platform to the boat, which was kept off where she would just float, with the hides upon their heads. The throwing the hides upon the pole was the most difficult work, and required a sleight of hand which was only to be got by long practice. As I was known for a hide-curer, this post was assigned to me, and I continued at it for six or eight days, tossing, in that time, from eight to ten thousand hides, until my wrists became so lame that I gave in; and was transferred to the gang that was employed in filling the boats, where I remained for the rest of the time. As we were obliged to carry the hides on our heads from fear of their getting wet, we each had a piece of sheepskin sewed into the inside of our hats, with the wool next to our heads, and thus were able to bear the weight, day after day, which would otherwise have soon worn off our hair, and borne hard upon our skulls. Upon the whole, ours was the best berth; for though the water was nipping cold, early in the morning and late at night, and being so continually wet was rather an exposure, yet we got rid of the constant dust and dirt from the beating of the hides, and being all of us young and hearty, did not mind the exposure. The older men of the crew, whom it would have been dangerous to have kept in the water, remained on board with the mate, to stow the hides away, as fast as they were brought off by the boats.

Now we began loading our cargo, which kept us busy from dawn until night for six weeks, except for Sundays and just enough time to eat our meals. To speed up the work, we divided the tasks. Two men tossed the hides down from the piles in the house, while two others picked them up and put them on a long horizontal pole raised a few feet off the ground, where two more men beat them with flails, similar to those used for threshing wheat. Once beaten, the hides were taken down from the pole by two more men and placed on a wooden platform. Ten or twelve men, with their pants rolled up, were constantly going back and forth from the platform to the boat, which was anchored just where it would float, carrying the hides on their heads. Tossing the hides onto the pole was the toughest job and required a skill that could only be developed through long practice. Since I was known as a hide-curer, I was assigned to this task, and I kept at it for six to eight days, throwing around eight to ten thousand hides in that time, until my wrists became so sore that I had to quit; I was then moved to the group filling the boats, where I stayed for the rest of the time. To avoid getting the hides wet, we had to carry them on our heads, so we each had a piece of sheepskin sewn into the inside of our hats with the wool against our heads, which helped support the weight day after day, preventing it from messing up our hair and putting pressure on our skulls. Overall, we had the best job; even though the water was freezing cold early in the morning and late at night, and constantly being wet was somewhat risky, we avoided the constant dust and dirt from beating the hides. Since we were all young and strong, we didn’t mind the exposure. The older men of the crew, who could not stay in the water for too long, remained on the boat with the mate, placing the hides away as quickly as they were brought off by the boats.

We continued at work in this manner until the lower hold was filled to within four feet of the beams, when all hands were called aboard to commence steeving. As this is a peculiar operation, it will require a minute description.

We kept working like this until the lower hold was filled to within four feet of the beams, at which point everyone was called on board to start steeving. Since this is a unique process, it will need a detailed explanation.

Before stowing the hides, as I have said, the ballast is levelled off, just above the keelson, and then loose dunnage placed upon it, on which the hides rest. The greatest care is used in stowing, to make the ship hold as many hides as possible. It is no mean art, and a man skilled in it is an important character in California. Many a dispute have I heard raging high between professed "beach-combers," as to whether the hides should be stowed "shingling," or "back-to-back, and flipper-to-flipper;" upon which point there was an entire and bitter division of sentiment among the savans. We adopted each method at different periods of the stowing, and parties ran high in the forecastle, some siding with "old Bill" in favor of the former, and others scouting him, and relying upon "English Bob" of the Ayacucho, who had been eight years in California, and was willing to risk his life and limb for the latter method. At length a compromise was effected, and a middle course, of shifting the ends and backs at every lay, was adopted, which worked well, and which, though they held it inferior to their own, each party granted was better than that of the other.

Before storing the hides, as I mentioned, the ballast is leveled off just above the keelson, and then loose dunnage is placed on it, on which the hides rest. Great care is taken in storing to make the ship hold as many hides as possible. It's no simple task, and someone skilled at it is an important figure in California. I've heard many heated arguments among self-proclaimed "beach-combers" about whether the hides should be stored "shingling" or "back-to-back, and flipper-to-flipper;" this caused a complete and intense division of opinion among the experts. We adopted each method at different times during the storing process, and opinions ran high in the forecastle, with some supporting "old Bill" in favor of the first method, while others opposed him and backed "English Bob" from the Ayacucho, who had been in California for eight years and was willing to risk everything for the latter method. Eventually, a compromise was reached, and a middle ground of alternating the ends and backs on every layer was adopted, which worked well. Although each group considered their own method superior, they both agreed it was better than the other's approach.

Having filled the ship up, in this way, to within four feet of her beams, the process of steeving commenced, by which an hundred hides are got into a place where one could not be forced by hand, and which presses the hides to the utmost, sometimes starting the beams of the ship, resembling in its effects the jack-screws which are used in stowing cotton. Each morning we went ashore, and beat and brought off as many hides as we could steeve in the course of the day, and, after breakfast, went down into the hold, where we remained at work until night. The whole length of the hold, from stem to stern, was floored off level, and we began with raising a pile in the after part, hard against the bulkhead of the run, and filling it up to the beams, crowding in as many as we could by hand and pushing in with oars; when a large "book" was made of from twenty-five to fifty hides, doubled at the backs, and put into one another, like the leaves of a book. An opening was then made between two hides in the pile, and the back of the outside hide of the book inserted. Two long, heavy spars, called steeves, made of the strongest wood, and sharpened off like a wedge at one end, were placed with their wedge ends into the inside of the hide which was the centre of the book, and to the other end of each, straps were fitted, into which large tackles were hooked, composed each of two huge purchase blocks, one hooked to the strap on the end of the steeve, and the other into a dog, fastened into one of the beams, as far aft as it could be got. When this was arranged, and the ways greased upon which the book was to slide, the falls of the tackles were stretched forward, and all hands tallied on, and bowsed away until the book was well entered; when these tackles were nippered, straps and toggles clapped upon the falls, and two more luff tackles hooked on, with dogs, in the same manner; and thus, by luff upon luff, the power was multiplied, until into a pile in which one hide more could not be crowded by hand, an hundred or an hundred and fifty were often driven in by this complication of purchases. When the last luff was hooked on, all hands were called to the rope—cook, steward, and all—and ranging ourselves at the falls, one behind the other, sitting down on the hides, with our heads just even with the beams, we set taut upon the tackles, and striking up a song, and all lying back at the chorus, we bowsed the tackles home, and drove the large books chock in out of sight.

Having filled the ship up to within four feet of her beams, the process of stowing began, where we managed to fit a hundred hides into a space that couldn't be forced by hand, compressing the hides to the maximum, sometimes even bending the beams of the ship, similar to how jack-screws are used for stowing cotton. Each morning, we went ashore, beat and brought back as many hides as we could stack throughout the day. After breakfast, we worked in the hold until night. The entire length of the hold, from bow to stern, was leveled off, starting by piling hides in the aft section against the bulkhead and filling it up to the beams, cramming in as many as we could by hand while pushing with oars. When a large "book" was formed from twenty-five to fifty hides, doubled at the backs and interleaved like the pages of a book, we created an opening between two hides in the pile and inserted the back of the outer hide of the book. Two long, heavy poles called steeves, made of strong wood and sharpened like a wedge at one end, were positioned with their wedge ends inside the center hide of the book. Straps were attached to the other ends of each steeve, with large tackle hooked on, each consisting of two big purchase blocks—one hooked to the strap at the end of the steeve, and the other secured to a dog fastened to one of the beams, positioned as far aft as possible. Once this was set up, and the ways lubricated where the book would slide, the tackle falls were stretched forward, everyone pitched in, and we pulled until the book was snugly in place. When everything was set, the tackles were secured, straps and toggles placed on the falls, and two more luff tackles hooked on with dogs in the same manner. This way, by using multiple luffs, the power increased until we managed to cram in a hundred or a hundred and fifty hides into a pile that couldn't fit even one more by hand. When the last luff was attached, all hands were called to the rope—cook, steward, and everyone else. We lined up at the falls, one behind the other, sitting on the hides with our heads level with the beams, we tightened the tackles, started singing, and on the chorus, we leaned back, pulled the tackles tight, and drove the large books in, out of sight.

The sailor's songs for capstans and falls are of a peculiar kind, having a chorus at the end of each line. The burden is usually sung, by one alone, and, at the chorus, all hands join in,—and the louder the noise, the better. With us, the chorus seemed almost to raise the decks of the ship, and might be heard at a great distance, ashore. A song is as necessary to sailors as the drum and fife to a soldier. They can't pull in time, or pull with a will, without it. Many a time, when a thing goes heavy, with one fellow yo-ho-ing, a lively song, like "Heave, to the girls!" "Nancy oh!" "Jack Cross-tree," etc., has put life and strength into every arm. We often found a great difference in the effect of the different songs in driving in the hides. Two or three songs would be tried, one after the other; with no effect;—not an inch could be got upon the tackles—when a new song, struck up, seemed to hit the humor of the moment, and drove the tackles "two blocks" at once. "Heave round hearty!" "Captain gone ashore!" and the like, might do for common pulls, but in an emergency, when we wanted a heavy, "raise-the-dead" pull, which should start the beams of the ship, there was nothing like "Time for us to go!" "Round the corner," or "Hurrah! hurrah! my hearty bullies!"

The sailor's songs for capstans and falls are pretty unique, featuring a chorus at the end of each line. One person usually sings the main part, and everyone joins in for the chorus—the louder, the better. With us, the chorus felt like it could lift the ship's decks, and you could hear it from far away on land. A song is just as essential for sailors as a drum and fife are for soldiers. They can't pull in time or pull with energy without it. Many times, when things are tough, someone starts a lively song like "Heave, to the girls!" "Nancy oh!" or "Jack Cross-tree," and it gives strength to every arm. We often noticed a big difference in how different songs affected driving in the hides. We'd try two or three songs one after the other, without any progress—not even an inch on the tackles—until a new song, which matched the mood perfectly, would get the tackles moving "two blocks" at once. "Heave round hearty!" and "Captain gone ashore!" might work for regular pulls, but in a tough spot, when we needed a heavy "raise-the-dead" pull that would move the beams of the ship, nothing worked like "Time for us to go!" "Round the corner," or "Hurrah! hurrah! my hearty bullies!"

This was the most lively part of our work. A little boating and beach work in the morning; then twenty or thirty men down in a close hold, where we were obliged to sit down and slide about, passing hides, and rowsing about the great steeves, tackles, and dogs, singing out at the falls, and seeing the ship filling up every day. The work was as hard as it could well be. There was not a moment's cessation from Monday morning till Saturday night, when we were generally beaten out, and glad to have a full night's rest, a wash and shift of clothes, and a quiet Sunday. During all this time,—which would have startled Dr. Graham—we lived upon almost nothing but fresh beef; fried beefsteaks, three times a day,—morning, noon, and night. At morning and night we had a quart of tea to each man; and an allowance of about a pound of hard bread a day; but our chief article of food was the beef. A mess, consisting of six men, had a large wooden kid piled up with beefsteaks, cut thick, and fried in fat, with the grease poured over them. Round this we sat, attacking it with our jack-knives and teeth, and with the appetite of young lions, and sent back an empty kid to the galley. This was done three times a day. How many pounds each man ate in a day, I will not attempt to compute. A whole bullock (we ate liver and all) lasted us but four days. Such devouring of flesh, I will venture to say, was seldom known before. What one man ate in a day, over a hearty man's allowance, would make a Russian's heart leap into his mouth. Indeed, during all the time we were upon the coast, our principal food was fresh beef, and every man had perfect health; but this was a time of especial devouring; and what we should have done without meat, I cannot tell. Once or twice, when our bullocks failed and we were obliged to make a meal upon dry bread and water, it seemed like feeding upon shavings. Light and dry, feeling unsatisfied, and, at the same time, full, we were glad to see four quarters of a bullock, just killed, swinging from the fore-top. Whatever theories may be started by sedentary men, certainly no men could have gone through more hard work and exposure for sixteen months in more perfect health, and without ailings and failings, than our ship's crew, let them have lived upon Hygeia's own baking and dressing.

This was the most energetic part of our job. A bit of boating and beach work in the morning; then twenty or thirty of us crammed into a small hold, where we had to sit down and slide around, passing hides, messing with the big steeves, tackles, and dogs, shouting as the falls came, and watching the ship get filled up day by day. The work was as tough as it could get. There was no break from Monday morning until Saturday night, when we were usually worn out and grateful for a full night’s rest, a wash, a change of clothes, and a peaceful Sunday. During this entire time—which would have shocked Dr. Graham—we survived almost entirely on fresh beef; we had fried beefsteaks three times a day—morning, noon, and night. In the morning and at night, each man got a quart of tea, along with about a pound of hard bread daily; but our main food was the beef. A group of six men shared a big wooden tub filled with thick-cut beefsteaks, fried in fat, with grease poured over them. We gathered around this, digging in with our jack-knives and teeth, hungry as young lions, and sent back an empty tub to the galley. We did this three times a day. I won’t even try to calculate how many pounds each man ate in a day. A whole bullock (we ate liver and all) only lasted us four days. I would dare say such excessive meat consumption was rarely seen before. What one man ate in a day, beyond a hearty man’s portion, would make a Russian’s heart race. In fact, throughout our time on the coast, our main food was fresh beef, and every man was in great health; but this was a period of exceptional eating; I can’t imagine what we would have done without meat. Once or twice, when our bullocks ran out and we had to make a meal from just dry bread and water, it felt like eating shavings. Light and dry, feeling hungry yet somehow full, we were relieved to see four quarters of a freshly killed bullock swinging from the fore-top. Regardless of any theories proposed by sedentary individuals, no group of men could have worked harder and endured more exposure for sixteen months in such perfect health, without any issues, than our ship's crew, even if they had lived on the finest foods of Hygeia.

Friday, April 15th. Arrived, brig Pilgrim, from the windward. It was a sad sight for her crew to see us getting ready to go off the coast, while they, who had been longer on the coast than the Alert, were condemned to another year's hard service. I spent an evening on board, and found them making the best of the matter, and determined to rough it out as they might; but my friend S—— was determined to go home in the ship, if money or interest could bring it to pass. After considerable negotiating and working, he succeeded in persuading my English friend, Tom Harris,—my companion in the anchor watch—for thirty dollars, some clothes, and an intimation from Captain Faucon that he should want a second mate before the voyage was up, to take his place in the brig as soon as she was ready to go up to windward.

Friday, April 15th. Arrived, brig Pilgrim, from the windward. It was a sad sight for her crew to watch us getting ready to head off the coast, while they, who had been on the coast longer than the Alert, were stuck for another year of hard service. I spent an evening on board and found them making the best of the situation, determined to tough it out as best they could; however, my friend S—— was set on going home on the ship, if he could swing it with money or connections. After some serious negotiating, he managed to convince my English friend, Tom Harris—my partner in the anchor watch—for thirty dollars, some clothes, and a hint from Captain Faucon that he would need a second mate before the voyage ended, to take his place in the brig as soon as she was ready to head upwind.

The first opportunity I could get to speak to Captain Faucon, I asked him to step up to the oven and look at Hope, whom he knew well, having had him on board his vessel. He went to see him, but said that he had so little medicine, and expected to be so long on the coast, that he could do nothing for him, but that Captain Arthur would take care of him when he came down in the California, which would be in a week or more. I had been to see Hope the first night after we got into San Diego this last time, and had frequently since spent the early part of a night in the oven. I hardly expected, when I left him to go to windward, to find him alive upon my return. He was certainly as low as he could well be when I left him, and what would be the effect of the medicines that I gave him, I hardly then dared to conjecture. Yet I knew that he must die without them. I was not a little rejoiced, therefore, and relieved, upon our return, to see him decidedly better. The medicines were strong, and took hold and gave a check to the disorder which was destroying him; and, more than that, they had begun the work of exterminating it. I shall never forget the gratitude that he expressed. All the Kanakas attributed his escape solely to my knowledge, and would not be persuaded that I had not all the secrets of the physical system open to me and under my control. My medicines, however, were gone, and no more could be got from the ship, so that his life was left to hang upon the arrival of the California.

The first chance I got to talk to Captain Faucon, I asked him to step over to the oven and check on Hope, whom he knew well from having had him on his ship. He went to see him but said he had very little medicine and expected to be on the coast for a long time, so he couldn’t do anything for him. However, Captain Arthur would take care of him when he came in the California, which would be in a week or so. I had visited Hope the first night we arrived in San Diego this last time, and since then, I frequently spent the early part of the night in the oven. I hardly expected to find him alive when I returned after going to windward. He was definitely as low as he could be when I left him, and I could hardly guess what effect the medicines I gave him would have. Yet I knew he would die without them. So, I was quite relieved to see he was noticeably better when we got back. The medicines were strong and took effect, slowing down the illness that was killing him; more than that, they had started to work on getting rid of it. I will never forget how grateful he was. All the Kanakas believed his recovery was entirely due to my knowledge and wouldn’t be convinced that I didn’t have all the secrets of the body open to me and under my control. However, my medicines were gone, and I couldn’t get more from the ship, so his life was left hanging on the arrival of the California.

Sunday, April 24th. We had now been nearly seven weeks in San Diego, and had taken in the greater part of our cargo, and were looking out, every day, for the arrival of the California, which had our agent on board; when, this afternoon, some Kanakas, who had been over the hill for rabbits and to fight rattlesnakes, came running down the path, singing out, "Kail ho!" with all their might. Mr. H., our third mate, was ashore, and asking them particularly about the size of the sail, etc., and learning that it was "Moku—Nui Moku," hailed our ship, and said that the California was on the other side of the point. Instantly, all hands were turned up, the bow guns run out and loaded, the ensign and broad pennant set, the yards squared by lifts and braces, and everything got ready to make a good appearance. The instant she showed her nose round the point, we began our salute. She came in under top-gallant sails, clewed up and furled her sails in good order, and came-to, within good swinging distance of us. It being Sunday, and nothing to do, all hands were on the forecastle, criticising the new-comer. She was a good, substantial ship, not quite so long as the Alert, and wall-sided and kettle-bottomed, after the latest fashion of south-shore cotton and sugar wagons; strong, too, and tight, and a good average sailor, but with no pretensions to beauty, and nothing in the style of a "crack ship." Upon the whole, we were perfectly satisfied that the Alert might hold up her head with a ship twice as smart as she.

Sunday, April 24th. We had been in San Diego for almost seven weeks and had taken on most of our cargo. Every day, we were eagerly waiting for the arrival of the California, which had our agent aboard. This afternoon, some Kanakas who had been over the hill hunting rabbits and fighting rattlesnakes came running down the path, shouting, "Kail ho!" as loud as they could. Mr. H., our third mate, was ashore and asked them about the size of the sail, etc. They told him it was "Moku—Nui Moku," so he called out to our ship and said that the California was around the point. Instantly, everyone sprang into action— the bow guns were pulled out and loaded, the ensign and broad pennant were raised, the yards were squared by lifts and braces, and everything was set to make a good impression. The moment she rounded the point, we began our salute. She came in under top-gallant sails, quickly clewed up, and furled her sails properly, coming to a stop at a good distance from us. Since it was Sunday and there was nothing to do, everyone gathered on the forecastle to check out the newcomer. She was a solid ship, not quite as long as the Alert, with a wall-sided and kettle-bottomed design, typical of the latest south-shore cotton and sugar wagons; strong, tight, and a decent sailor, but with no claims to beauty and nothing like a "crack ship." Overall, we were completely satisfied that the Alert could hold her own against a ship twice as flashy as hers.

At night, some of us got a boat and went on board, and found a large, roomy forecastle, (for she was squarer forward than the Alert,) and a crew of a dozen or fifteen men and boys, sitting around on their chests, smoking and talking, and ready to give a welcome to any of our ship's company. It was just seven months since they left Boston, which seemed but yesterday to us. Accordingly, we had much to ask, for though we had seen the newspapers that she brought, yet these were the very men who had been in Boston and seen everything with their own eyes. One of the green-hands was a Boston boy, from one of the public schools, and, of course, knew many things which we wished to ask about, and on inquiring the names of our two Boston boys, found that they had been schoolmates of his. Our men had hundreds of questions to ask about Ann street, the boarding-houses, the ships in port, the rate of wages, and other matters.

At night, some of us got a boat and boarded it, discovering a spacious forecastle (since it was squarer in the front than the Alert) and a crew of about twelve to fifteen men and boys sitting around on their chests, smoking and chatting, ready to welcome any of our ship's crew. It had been just seven months since they left Boston, which felt like just yesterday to us. So, we had a lot to ask, because even though we had seen the newspapers they brought, these were the very guys who had been in Boston and experienced everything firsthand. One of the new hands was a Boston boy from one of the public schools, and naturally, he knew a lot of things we wanted to ask about. When we inquired about the names of our two Boston boys, we found out they had been schoolmates with him. Our crew had hundreds of questions about Ann Street, the boarding houses, the ships in port, the wages, and other topics.

Among her crew were two English man-of-war's-men, so that, of course, we soon had music. They sang in the true sailor's style, and the rest of the crew, which was a remarkably musical one, joined in the choruses. They had many of the latest sailor songs, which had not yet got about among our merchantmen, and which they were very choice of. They began soon after we came on board, and kept it up until after two bells, when the second mate came forward and called "the Alerts away!" Battle-songs, drinking-songs, boat-songs, love-songs, and everything else, they seemed to have a complete assortment of, and I was glad to find that "All in the Downs," "Poor Tom Bowline," "The Bay of Biscay," "List, ye Landsmen!" and all those classical songs of the sea, still held their places. In addition to these, they had picked up at the theatres and other places a few songs of a little more genteel cast, which they were very proud of; and I shall never forget hearing an old salt, who had broken his voice by hard drinking on shore, and bellowing from the mast-head in a hundred northwesters, with all manner of ungovernable trills and quavers in the high notes, breaking into a rough falsetto—and in the low ones, growling along like the dying away of the boatswain's "all hands ahoy!" down the hatch-way, singing, "Oh, no, we never mention him."

Among her crew were two English sailors, so naturally, we soon had some music. They sang in true sailor style, and the rest of the crew, who were particularly musical, joined in the choruses. They knew many of the latest sea shanties that hadn’t yet spread among our merchant ships, and they were very proud of them. They started singing soon after we boarded and kept it going until after two bells, when the second mate came forward and called, "the Alerts away!" They had battle songs, drinking songs, boat songs, love songs, and just about everything else, and I was pleased to hear that "All in the Downs," "Poor Tom Bowline," "The Bay of Biscay," "List, ye Landsmen!" and all those classic sea songs were still popular. In addition to these, they had picked up a few songs from theaters and other places that were a bit more refined, which they were very proud of; and I’ll never forget hearing an old sailor, who had ruined his voice from hard drinking on shore and shouting from the masthead in countless storms, breaking into a rough falsetto—and when he sang in a lower range, he growled like the fading echo of the boatswain's "all hands ahoy!" down the hatchway, singing, "Oh, no, we never mention him."

"Perhaps, like me, he struggles with
Each feeling of regret;
But if he's loved as I have loved,
He never can forget!"

"Maybe, like me, he deals with
Every feeling of regret;
But if he’s loved like I have loved,
He can never forget!"

The last line, being the conclusion, he roared out at the top of his voice, breaking each word up into half a dozen syllables. This was very popular, and Jack was called upon every night to give them his "sentimental song." No one called for it more loudly than I, for the complete absurdity of the execution, and the sailors' perfect satisfaction in it, were ludicrous beyond measure.

The last line, being the conclusion, he shouted at the top of his lungs, stretching each word into at least six syllables. This was a big hit, and Jack was asked every night to perform his "sentimental song." No one requested it more than I did, because the sheer ridiculousness of his performance, combined with the sailors' absolute enjoyment of it, was hilarious beyond belief.

The next day, the California commenced unloading her cargo; and her boats' crews, in coming and going, sang their boat-songs, keeping time with their oars. This they did all day long for several days, until their hides were all discharged, when a gang of them were sent on board the Alert, to help us steeve our hides. This was a windfall for us, for they had a set of new songs for the capstan and fall, and ours had got nearly worn out by six weeks' constant use. I have no doubt that this timely reinforcement of songs hastened our work several days.

The next day, the California started unloading her cargo, and the crews of her boats sang their songs as they went back and forth, syncing their rowing with the rhythm. They did this all day for several days until all the hides were unloaded, at which point a group of them came on board the Alert to help us with the hides. This was a lucky break for us since they had a bunch of new songs for the capstan and fall, while ours were almost worn out from six weeks of nonstop use. I’m sure this timely boost of new songs sped up our work by a few days.

Our cargo was now nearly all taken in; and my old friend, the Pilgrim, having completed her discharge, unmoored, to set sail the next morning on another long trip to windward. I was just thinking of her hard lot, and congratulating myself upon my escape from her, when I received a summons into the cabin. I went aft, and there found, seated round the cabin table, my own captain, Captain Faucon of the Pilgrim, and Mr. R——, the agent. Captain T—— turned to me and asked abruptly—

Our cargo was almost all loaded; and my old friend, the Pilgrim, having finished her unloading, loosened the ropes to set sail the next morning on another long journey against the wind. I was just reflecting on her tough situation and patting myself on the back for getting away from it when I got called into the cabin. I went to the back, and there I found my own captain, Captain Faucon of the Pilgrim, and Mr. R——, the agent, gathered around the cabin table. Captain T—— turned to me and asked directly—

"D——, do you want to go home in the ship?"

"D——, do you want to go home on the boat?"

"Certainly, sir," said I; "I expect to go home in the ship."

"Of course, sir," I said; "I plan to go home on the ship."

"Then," said he, "you must get some one to go in your place on board the Pilgrim."

"Then," he said, "you need to find someone to go in your place on the Pilgrim."

I was so completely "taken aback" by this sudden intimation, that for a moment I could make no reply. I knew that it would be hopeless to attempt to prevail upon any of the ship's crew to take twelve months more upon the California in the brig. I knew, too, that Captain T—— had received orders to bring me home in the Alert, and he had told me, when I was at the hide-house, that I was to go home in her; and even if this had not been so, it was cruel to give me no notice of the step they were going to take, until a few hours before the brig would sail. As soon as I had got my wits about me, I put on a bold front, and told him plainly that I had a letter in my chest informing me that he had been written to, by the owners in Boston, to bring me home in the ship, and moreover, that he had told me that I was to go in the ship.

I was so completely caught off guard by this sudden news that for a moment I couldn’t respond. I knew it would be pointless to try to convince any of the ship's crew to spend another twelve months on the California in the brig. I also knew that Captain T—— had received orders to bring me home on the Alert, and he had told me when I was at the hide-house that I was supposed to go home with her. Even if that weren’t the case, it was harsh to give me no warning about their decision until just a few hours before the brig would set sail. Once I collected my thoughts, I put on a brave face and told him straight up that I had a letter in my chest saying that the owners in Boston had instructed him to bring me home on the ship, and besides that, he had told me I was going to go in the ship.

To have this told him, and to be opposed in such a manner, was more than my lord paramount had been used to.

To hear this from him and to be challenged like that was more than my lord paramount was used to.

He turned fiercely upon me, and tried to look me down, and face me out of my statement; but finding that that wouldn't do, and that I was entering upon my defence in such a way as would show to the other two that he was in the wrong,—he changed his ground, and pointed to the shipping papers of the Pilgrim, from which my name had never been erased, and said that there was my name,—that I belonged to her,—that he had an absolute discretionary power,—and, in short, that I must be on board the Pilgrim by the next morning with my chest and hammock, or have some one ready to go in my place, and that he would not hear another word from me. No court or star chamber could proceed more summarily with a poor devil, than this trio was about to do with me; condemning me to a punishment worse than a Botany Bay exile, and to a fate which would alter the whole current of my future life; for two years more in California would have made me a sailor for the rest of my days. I felt all this, and saw the necessity of being determined. I repeated what I had said, and insisted upon my right to return in the ship.

He turned on me fiercely, trying to intimidate me and make me back down from my statement. But when he realized that wasn't going to work, especially since I was presenting my defense in a way that would show the other two he was wrong, he shifted his approach. He pointed to the shipping papers for the Pilgrim, which still had my name on them, claiming that I belonged to the ship, that he had complete authority, and that I had to be on board the Pilgrim by the next morning with my belongings, or find someone to take my place. He made it clear he wouldn't listen to another word from me. No court or secret tribunal could act more harshly than this trio was about to do with me; they were condemning me to a fate worse than being exiled to Botany Bay and one that would change the entire course of my future. Two more years in California would have turned me into a sailor for life. I understood this and knew I had to stand my ground. I repeated what I had said and asserted my right to return on the ship.

I "raised my arm, and tauld my crack,
Before them a'."

I "raised my arm and shared my story,
In front of them all."

But it would have all availed me nothing, had I been "some poor body," before this absolute, domineering tribunal. But they saw that I would not go, unless "vi et armis," and they knew that I had friends and interest enough at home to make them suffer for any injustice they might do me. It was probably this that turned the matter; for the captain changed his tone entirely, and asked me if, in case any one went in my place, I would give him the same sum that S—— gave Harris to exchange with him. I told him that if any one was sent on board the brig, I should pity him, and be willing to help him to that, or almost any amount; but would not speak of it as an exchange.

But it wouldn't have done me any good if I had been “some poor nobody” in front of this powerful, overbearing group. They recognized that I wouldn’t leave without a fight, and they knew I had enough friends and influence back home to make them pay for any unfair treatment they might give me. This probably changed the situation; the captain completely shifted his tone and asked if I would pay the same amount that S—— gave Harris if someone went in my place. I told him that if anyone was sent aboard the brig, I would feel sorry for him and would be willing to help him out with that, or almost any amount; but I wouldn't refer to it as an exchange.

"Very well," said he. "Go forward about your business, and send English Ben here to me!"

"Alright," he said. "Carry on with what you're doing, and send English Ben to me!"

I went forward with a light heart, but feeling as angry, and as much contempt as I could well contain between my teeth. English Ben was sent aft, and in a few moments came forward, looking as though he had received his sentence to be hung. The captain had told him to get his things ready to go on board the brig the next morning; and that I would give him thirty dollars and a suit of clothes. The hands had "knocked off" for dinner, and were standing about the forecastle, when Ben came forward and told his story. I could see plainly that it made a great excitement, and that, unless I explained the matter to them, the feeling would be turned against me. Ben was a poor English boy, a stranger in Boston, and without friends or money; and being an active, willing lad, and a good sailor for his years, was a general favorite. "Oh, yes!" said the crew, "the captain has let you off, because you are a gentleman's son, and have got friends, and know the owners; and taken Ben, because he is poor, and has got nobody to say a word for him!" I knew that this was too true to be answered, but I excused myself from any blame, and told them that I had a right to go home, at all events. This pacified them a little, but Jack had got a notion that a poor lad was to be imposed upon, and did not distinguish very clearly; and though I knew that I was in no fault, and, in fact, had barely escaped the grossest injustice, yet I felt that my berth was getting to be a disagreeable one. The notion that I was not "one of them," which, by a participation in all their labor and hardships, and having no favor shown me, had been laid asleep, was beginning to revive. But far stronger than any feeling for myself, was the pity I felt for the poor lad. He had depended upon going home in the ship; and from Boston, was going immediately to Liverpool, to see his friends. Beside this, having begun the voyage with very few clothes, he had taken up the greater part of his wages in the slop-chest, and it was every day a losing concern to him; and, like all the rest of the crew, he had a hearty hatred of California, and the prospect of eighteen months or two years more of hide-droghing seemed completely to break down his spirit. I had determined not to go myself, happen what would, and I knew that the captain would not dare to attempt to force me. I knew, too, that the two captains had agreed together to get some one, and that unless I could prevail upon somebody to go voluntarily, there would be no help for Ben. From this consideration, though I had said that I would have nothing to do with an exchange, I did my best to get some one to go voluntarily. I offered to give an order upon the owners in Boston for six months' wages, and also all the clothes, books, and other matters, which I should not want upon the voyage home. When this offer was published in the ship, and the case of poor Ben was set forth in strong colors, several, who would not have dreamed of going themselves, were busy in talking it up to others, who, they thought, might be tempted to accept it; and, at length, one fellow, a harum-scarum lad, whom we called Harry Bluff, and who did not care what country or ship he was in, if he had clothes enough and money enough—partly from pity for Ben, and partly from the thought he should have "cruising money" for the rest of his stay,—came forward, and offered to go and "sling his hammock in the bloody hooker." Lest his purpose should cool, I signed an order for the sum upon the owners in Boston, gave him all the clothes I could spare, and sent him aft to the captain, to let him know what had been done. The skipper accepted the exchange, and was, doubtless, glad to have it pass off so easily. At the same time he cashed the order, which was endorsed to him,[1] and the next morning, the lad went aboard the brig, apparently in good spirits, having shaken hands with each of us and wished us a pleasant passage home, jingling the money in his pockets, and calling out, "Never say die, while there's a shot in the locker." The same boat carried off Harris, my old watchmate, who had previously made an exchange with my friend S——.

I moved forward with a light heart, but I was filled with anger and contempt that I could barely keep in check. English Ben was sent to the back, and in a few moments, he came forward looking like he had just been sentenced to hang. The captain told him to pack his things to board the brig the next morning and that I would give him thirty dollars and a suit of clothes. The crew had taken a break for dinner and were hanging around the forecastle when Ben came to tell his story. I could see it stirred up a lot of excitement, and unless I explained everything to them, they would turn against me. Ben was a poor English kid, a stranger in Boston, with no friends or money; being an active, eager young man, and a good sailor for his age, he was well-liked by everyone. "Oh, sure!" said the crew, "The captain let you off because you're a gentleman's son, you have friends, and you know the owners, and he’s taking Ben because he’s poor and has no one to speak up for him!" I knew this was too true to dispute, but I defended myself, saying I had a right to go home anyway. This calmed them down a bit, but Jack had gotten the idea that a poor guy was being taken advantage of, and he wasn’t seeing things clearly; even though I knew I had done nothing wrong and had barely escaped a huge injustice, I started to feel uncomfortable in my position. The idea that I was not "one of them," which had been quieted by participating in all their labor and hardships with no favoritism shown to me, was beginning to resurface. But even stronger than any concern for myself was the pity I felt for the poor kid. He had expected to go home on the ship, and from Boston, he was set to go straight to Liverpool to see his family. Besides that, he had started the voyage with very few clothes, taking most of his wages from the supply store, and it was costing him more every day; like the rest of the crew, he hated California, and the thought of another eighteen months or two years of hide-droghing really crushed his spirit. I had decided not to go myself, no matter what happened, and I knew the captain wouldn’t dare to force me. I also knew that the two captains had agreed to find someone willing to go, and unless I could convince someone to volunteer, Ben wouldn’t have any hope. With this in mind, even though I said I wanted nothing to do with the exchange, I tried my best to find someone willing to go. I offered to arrange for six months’ wages from the owners in Boston and all the clothes, books, and other things I wouldn’t need on the trip home. When this offer was shared on the ship, and the situation of poor Ben was emphasized, several guys who wouldn’t dream of going themselves were busy trying to talk others into taking the deal. Eventually, one wild guy, whom we called Harry Bluff, who didn’t care what country or ship he was in as long as he had enough clothes and money—partly out of pity for Ben, and partly because he thought he’d have "cruising money" for the rest of his time—came forward and offered to go and "sling his hammock in the bloody hooker." To make sure he didn’t change his mind, I signed the order for the payment to the owners in Boston, gave him all the clothes I could spare, and sent him to the captain to let him know what happened. The captain accepted the exchange and was probably relieved it went smoothly. At the same time, he cashed the order, which was endorsed to him, and the next morning, the kid went aboard the brig, apparently in good spirits, shaking hands with each of us and wishing us a pleasant trip home, jingling the money in his pockets, and calling out, "Never say die, while there's a shot in the locker." The same boat also took away Harris, my old watchmate, who had previously made an exchange with my friend S——.

I was sorry to part with Harris. Nearly two hundred hours (as we had calculated it) had we walked the ship's deck together, at anchor watch, when all hands were below, and talked over and over every subject which came within the ken of either of us. He gave me a strong gripe with his hand; and I told him, if he came to Boston again, not to fail to find me out, and let me see an old watchmate. The same boat brought on board S——, my friend, who had begun the voyage with me from Boston, and, like me, was going back to his family and to the society which we had been born and brought up in. We congratulated one another upon finding what we had long talked over and wished for, thus brought about; and none on board the ship were more glad than ourselves to see the old brig standing round the point, under full sail. As she passed abreast of us, we all collected in the waist, and gave her three loud, hearty cheers, waving our hats in the air. Her crew sprang into the rigging and chains, answered us with three as loud, to which we, after the nautical custom, gave one in return. I took my last look of their familiar faces as they got over the rail, and saw the old black cook put his head out of the galley, and wave his cap over his head. The crew flew aloft to loose the top-gallant sails and royals; the two captains waved their hands to one another; and, in ten minutes, we saw the last inch of her white canvas, as she rounded the point.

I felt sad to say goodbye to Harris. We had spent nearly two hundred hours together walking the ship's deck during anchor watch, when everyone else was below deck, discussing every topic we could think of. He gave me a firm handshake, and I told him that if he came to Boston again, he should definitely look me up so I could see an old shipmate. The same boat also brought on board S——, my friend who had started the journey with me from Boston and, like me, was heading back to our families and the community we had grown up in. We congratulated each other on finally achieving what we had wished for and talked about for so long. No one on the ship was happier than us to see the old brig coming around the point, under full sail. As she passed by us, we all gathered in the middle and cheered loudly three times, waving our hats in the air. Her crew climbed into the rigging and chains and answered our cheers with three of their own, to which we responded, following the nautical tradition. I took one last look at their familiar faces as they crossed the rail and saw the old black cook peek out of the galley, waving his cap over his head. The crew rushed aloft to unfurl the top-gallant sails and royals; the two captains waved to each other, and within ten minutes, we saw the last bit of her white sails as she rounded the point.

Relieved as I was to see her well off, (and I felt like one who had just sprung from an iron trap which was closing upon him) I had yet a feeling of regret at taking the last look at the old craft in which I had spent a year, and the first year, of my sailor's life—which had been my first home in the new world into which I had entered—and with which I had associated so many things,—my first leaving home, my first crossing the equator, Cape Horn, Juan Fernandez, death at sea, and other things, serious and common. Yet, with all this, and the feeling I had for my old shipmates, condemned to another term of California life, the thought that we were done with it, and that one week more would see us on our way to Boston, was a cure for everything.

As relieved as I was to see her safe, feeling like someone who had just escaped a closing iron trap, I still had a sense of regret as I took my last look at the old ship where I had spent a year—my first year as a sailor—which had been my first home in this new world I had entered. It was tied to so many memories for me: my first time leaving home, crossing the equator, rounding Cape Horn, visiting Juan Fernandez, facing death at sea, and a mix of other serious and ordinary experiences. Yet, despite all that and my feelings for my old shipmates who were stuck with another term of life in California, the thought that we were done with it, and that just one more week would have us heading to Boston, made it all feel better.

Friday, May 6th, completed the taking of our cargo, and was a memorable day in our calendar. The time when we were to take in our last hide, we had looked forward to, for sixteen months, as the first bright spot. When the last hide was stowed away, and the hatches calked down, the tarpaulins battened on to them, the long-boat hoisted in and secured, and the decks swept down for the night,—the chief mate sprang upon the top of the long-boat, called all hands into the waist, and giving us a signal by swinging his cap over his head,—we gave three long, loud cheers, which came from the bottom of our hearts, and made the hills and valleys ring again. In a moment, we heard three, in answer, from the California's crew, who had seen us taking in our long-boat, and—"the cry they heard—its meaning knew."

Friday, May 6th, marked the end of loading our cargo and was a significant day for us. We had been looking forward to the moment when we would take in our last hide for sixteen months, seeing it as our first real milestone. Once the last hide was packed away, the hatches were sealed, the tarpaulins secured, the longboat hoisted and secured, and the decks cleaned for the night—the chief mate climbed onto the longboat, called everyone over, and giving us a signal by waving his cap over his head—we let out three long, loud cheers that came from deep in our hearts, echoing across the hills and valleys. Moments later, we heard three cheers in response from the California's crew, who had seen us bringing in our longboat and understood the significance of our shout.

The last week, we had been occupied in taking in a supply of wood and water for the passage home, and bringing on board the spare spars, sails, etc. I was sent off with a party of Indians to fill the water-casks, at a spring, about three miles from the shipping, and near the town, and was absent three days, living at the town, and spending the daytime in filling the casks and transporting them on ox-carts to the landing-place, whence they were taken on board by the crew with boats. This being all done with, we gave one day to bending our sails; and at night, every sail, from the courses to the skysails, was bent, and every studding-sail ready for setting.

Last week, we were busy gathering wood and water for the trip home, as well as bringing on board extra spars, sails, and so on. I was sent out with a group of Indigenous people to fill the water casks at a spring about three miles from the ship and close to the town. I spent three days there, living in town, and during the day, I filled the casks and transported them on ox carts to the landing area, where the crew would take them on board using boats. Once all that was done, we dedicated one day to rigging our sails. By nightfall, every sail, from the main sails to the skysails, was rigged, and all the studding sails were ready to be set.

Before our sailing, an unsuccessful attempt was made by one of the crew of the California to effect an exchange with one of our number. It was a lad, between fifteen and sixteen years of age, who went by the name of the "reefer," having been a midshipman in an East India Company's ship. His singular character and story had excited our interest ever since the ship came into the port. He was a delicate, slender little fellow, with a beautiful pearly complexion, regular features, forehead as white as marble, black haired, curling beautifully, rounded, tapering, delicate fingers, small feet, soft voice, gentle manners, and, in fact, every sign of having been well born and bred. At the same time there was something in his expression which showed a slight deficiency of intellect. How great the deficiency was, or what it resulted from; whether he was born so; whether it was the result of disease or accident; or whether, as some said, it was brought on by his distress of mind, during the voyage, I cannot say. From his own account of himself, and from many circumstances which were known in connection with his story, he must have been the son of a man of wealth. His mother was an Italian woman. He was probably a natural son, for in scarcely any other way could the incidents of his early life be accounted for. He said that his parents did not live together, and he seemed to have been ill treated by his father. Though he had been delicately brought up, and indulged in every way, (and he had then with him trinkets which had been given him at home,) yet his education had been sadly neglected; and when only twelve years old, he was sent as midshipman in the Company's service. His own story was, that he afterwards ran away from home, upon a difficulty which he had with his father, and went to Liverpool, whence he sailed in the ship Rialto, Captain Holmes, for Boston. Captain Holmes endeavored to get him a passage back, but there being no vessel to sail for some time, the boy left him, and went to board at a common sailor's boarding-house, in Ann street, where he supported himself for a few weeks by selling some of his valuables. At length, according to his own account, being desirous of returning home, he went to a shipping-office, where the shipping articles of the California were open. Upon asking where the ship was going, he was told by the shipping-master that she was bound to California. Not knowing where that was, he told him that he wanted to go to Europe, and asked if California was in Europe. The shipping-master answered him in a way which the boy did not understand, and advised him to ship. The boy signed the articles, received his advance, laid out a little of it in clothes, and spent the rest, and was ready to go on board, when, upon the morning of sailing, he heard that the ship was bound upon the North-west Coast, on a two or three years' voyage, and was not going to Europe. Frightened at this prospect, he slipped away when the crew was going aboard, wandered up into another part of the town, and spent all the forenoon in straying about the common, and the neighboring streets.

Before we set sail, one of the crew from the California made a failed attempt to trade with one of us. The person in question was a boy, about fifteen or sixteen years old, known as the "reefer," because he had been a midshipman on an East India Company ship. His unique character and backstory had intrigued us ever since the ship arrived in port. He was a delicate, slender young man with a stunning pearly complexion, well-defined features, a forehead as white as marble, beautifully curled black hair, rounded, tapering delicate fingers, small feet, a soft voice, and gentle manners – all signs of having been born into a good family. At the same time, there was something about his expression that indicated a slight intellectual deficiency. I can’t say how significant the deficiency was or what caused it; whether it was something he was born with, a result of illness or accident, or, as some suggested, a consequence of distress during the voyage. From what he shared about himself and various known details, it seemed he must have been the son of a wealthy man. His mother was Italian. He was likely a natural son, as that was the only way to make sense of the events of his early life. He mentioned that his parents didn’t live together, and he appeared to have been mistreated by his father. Although he had been raised delicately and spoiled in every way (he even had jewelry with him that had been given to him at home), his education had been poorly managed. By the age of twelve, he was sent to serve as a midshipman. According to his own account, he later ran away from home following a conflict with his father and went to Liverpool, where he boarded the ship Rialto, Captain Holmes, headed for Boston. Captain Holmes tried to arrange for him to return home, but with no ship sailing for some time, the boy left him and went to stay at a common sailor's boarding house on Ann Street, where he managed to support himself for a few weeks by selling some of his belongings. Eventually, wanting to go home, he visited a shipping office, where the shipping articles for the California were available. When he asked where the ship was headed, the shipping master told him it was going to California. Not knowing what that was, he asked if California was in Europe. The shipping master responded in a way the boy didn’t understand and encouraged him to apply for a position. The boy signed the articles, received his advance payment, bought a few clothes, spent the rest, and was ready to board. However, on the morning of departure, he found out that the ship was actually headed to the Northwest Coast for a two- or three-year voyage and was not going to Europe. Terrified by this news, he sneaked away while the crew was boarding, wandered into another part of town, and spent the entire morning aimlessly walking around the common and nearby streets.

Having no money, and all his clothes and other things being in the chest, on board, and being a stranger, he became tired and hungry, and ventured down toward the shipping, to see if the vessel had sailed. He was just turning the corner of a street, when the shipping-master, who had been in search of him, popped upon him, seized him, and carried him on board. He cried and struggled, and said he did not wish to go in the ship, but the topsails were at the mast-head, the fasts just ready to be cast off, and everything in the hurry and confusion of departure, so that he was hardly noticed; and the few who did inquire about the matter were told that it was merely a boy who had spent his advance and tried to run away. Had the owners of the vessel known anything of the matter, they would have interfered at once; but they either knew nothing of it, or heard, like the rest, that it was only an unruly boy who was sick of his bargain. As soon as the boy found himself actually at sea, and upon a voyage of two or three years in length, his spirits failed him; he refused to work, and became so miserable, that Captain Arthur took him into the cabin, where he assisted the steward, and occasionally pulled and hauled about decks. He was in this capacity when we saw him; and though it was much better for him than the life in the forecastle, and the hard work, watching, and exposure, which his delicate frame could not have borne, yet, to be joined with a black fellow in waiting upon a man whom he probably looked upon as but little, in point of education and manners, above one of his father's servants, was almost too much for his spirit to bear. Had he entered upon his situation of his own free will, he could have endured it; but to have been deceived, and, in addition to that, forced into it, was intolerable. He made every effort to go home in our ship, but his captain refused to part with him except in the way of exchange, and that he could not effect. If this account of the whole matter, which we had from the boy, and which was confirmed by all the crew, be correct, I cannot understand why Captain Arthur should have refused to let him go, especially being a captain who had the name, not only with that crew, but with all whom he had ever commanded, of an unusually kind-hearted man.

Having no money and all his clothes and belongings in the chest on board, and being a stranger, he grew tired and hungry. He ventured down toward the docks to see if the ship had left. Just as he was turning the corner of a street, the shipping-master, who had been looking for him, suddenly appeared, grabbed him, and took him on board. He cried and struggled, insisting that he didn’t want to go on the ship, but the topsails were up, the lines were being loosened, and with all the rush and chaos of departure, he was hardly noticed. The few who did ask about him were told it was just a boy who had spent his advance and tried to run away. If the ship's owners had known anything about the situation, they would have intervened immediately, but either they knew nothing or, like everyone else, they heard it was just a troublesome boy unhappy with his deal. Once the boy found himself actually at sea on a voyage lasting two or three years, his spirits sank; he refused to work and became so miserable that Captain Arthur brought him into the cabin, where he helped the steward and sometimes worked on deck. He was in this role when we saw him, and even though it was much better for him than the harsh life in the forecastle, with the demanding work, watch duty, and exposure that his delicate body couldn't handle, being paired with a black fellow serving a man he likely viewed as not much better than one of his father's servants was hard for him to accept. If he had taken this role willingly, he might have managed it, but being deceived and forced into it was unbearable. He tried desperately to return home on our ship, but his captain refused to let him go unless it was in an exchange, which he couldn’t arrange. If this account, which we heard from the boy and was confirmed by the entire crew, is correct, I can't understand why Captain Arthur wouldn’t allow him to leave, especially since he was known among that crew and all others he had commanded as a particularly kind-hearted man.

The truth is, the unlimited power which merchant captains have, upon long voyages on strange coasts, takes away a sense of responsibility, and too often, even in men otherwise well-disposed, substitutes a disregard for the rights and feelings of others. The lad was sent on shore to join the gang at the hide-house; from whence, I was afterwards rejoiced to hear, he effected his escape, and went down to Callao in a small Spanish schooner; and from Callao, he probably returned to England.

The truth is, the complete power that merchant captains have during long trips along unfamiliar coasts can diminish their sense of responsibility, and too often, even in otherwise decent people, leads to a disregard for the rights and feelings of others. The boy was sent ashore to join the crew at the hide-house; from there, I was later glad to hear, he managed to escape and went to Callao in a small Spanish schooner; and from Callao, he likely returned to England.

Soon after the arrival of the California, I spoke to Captain Arthur about Hope; and as he had known him on the voyage before, and was very fond of him, he immediately went to see him, gave him proper medicines, and, under such care, he began rapidly to recover. The Saturday night before our sailing, I spent an hour in the oven, and took leave of my Kanaka friends; and, really, this was the only thing connected with leaving California which was in any way unpleasant. I felt an interest and affection for many of these simple, true-hearted men, such as I never felt before but for a near relation. Hope shook me by the hand, said he should soon be well again, and ready to work for me when I came upon the coast, next voyage, as officer of the ship; and told me not to forget, when I became captain, how to be kind to the sick. Old "Mr. Bingham" and "King Mannini" went down to the boat with me, shook me heartily by the hand, wished us a good voyage, and went back to the oven, chanting one of their deep monotonous songs, the burden of which I gathered to be about us and our voyage.

Soon after the California arrived, I talked to Captain Arthur about Hope. Since he had known Hope on the previous voyage and really liked him, he immediately went to see him, provided the right medicine, and under that care, Hope started to recover quickly. The Saturday night before we set sail, I spent an hour at the oven and said goodbye to my Kanaka friends. Honestly, this was the only part of leaving California that felt even slightly unpleasant. I had a genuine interest and affection for many of these simple, sincere men, feelings I had never experienced before with anyone except a close relative. Hope shook my hand, said he would soon be better and ready to work for me when I returned to the coast on the next voyage as the ship’s officer. He reminded me not to forget to be kind to the sick when I became captain. Old "Mr. Bingham" and "King Mannini" walked down to the boat with me, gave me a warm handshake, wished us a safe trip, and then returned to the oven, singing one of their deep, monotonous songs, the main theme of which I gathered was about us and our journey.

Sunday, May 8th. This promised to be our last day in California.

Sunday, May 8th. This was expected to be our final day in California.

Our forty thousand hides, thirty thousand horns, besides several barrels of otter and beaver skins, were all stowed below, and the hatches calked down. All our spare spars were taken on board and lashed; our water-casks secured; and our live stock, consisting of four bullocks, a dozen sheep, a dozen or more pigs, and three or four dozen of poultry, were all stowed away in their different quarters: the bullocks in the long-boat, the sheep in a pen on the fore-hatch, and the pigs in a sty under the bows of the long-boat, and the poultry in their proper coop; and the jolly-boat was full of hay for the sheep and bullocks. Our unusually large cargo, together with the stores for a five months' voyage, brought the ship channels down into the water. In addition to this, she had been steeved so thoroughly, and was so bound by the compression of her cargo, forced into her by so powerful machinery, that she was like a man in a straight-jacket, and would be but a dull sailer, until she had worked herself loose.

Our forty thousand hides, thirty thousand horns, and several barrels of otter and beaver skins were all packed away below deck, and the hatches were sealed tight. We had taken on all our spare spars and lashed them down; our water barrels were secured, and our livestock—four bullocks, a dozen sheep, over a dozen pigs, and three or four dozen chickens—were all settled in their designated spots: the bullocks were in the longboat, the sheep were penned in on the fore-hatch, the pigs were in a sty under the front of the longboat, and the chickens were in their coop. The jolly boat was filled with hay for the sheep and bullocks. Our unusually large cargo, along with the supplies for a five-month voyage, had the ship sitting low in the water. Additionally, she had been loaded so thoroughly and was so tightly bound by the pressure of her cargo, forced into her by such powerful machinery, that she felt like a man in a straitjacket and would be a slow sailer until she managed to shake it off.

The California had finished discharging her cargo, and was to get under weigh at the same time with us. Having washed down decks and got our breakfast, the two vessels lay side by side, in complete readiness for sea, our ensigns hanging from the peaks, and our tall spars reflected from the glassy surface of the river, which, since sunrise, had been unbroken by a ripple. At length, a few whiffs came across the water, and, by eleven o'clock, the regular north-west wind set steadily in. There was no need of calling all hands, for we had all been hanging about the forecastle the whole forenoon, and were ready for a start upon the first sign of a breeze.

The California had finished unloading her cargo and was set to leave at the same time as us. After cleaning the decks and having breakfast, the two ships sat side by side, completely ready to sail, our flags flying from the peaks, and our tall masts reflecting off the calm surface of the river, which had been smooth since sunrise. Finally, a few gusts of wind swept across the water, and by eleven o'clock, the regular north-west wind started blowing steadily. There was no need to call the crew, as we had all been hanging around the forecastle the entire morning, ready to set off at the first sign of a breeze.

All eyes were aft upon the captain, who was walking the deck, with, every now and then, a look to windward. He made a sign to the mate, who came forward, took his station, deliberately between the knight-heads, cast a glance aloft, and called out, "All hands, lay aloft and loose the sails!" We were half in the rigging before the order came, and never since we left Boston were the gaskets off the yards, and the rigging overhauled, in a shorter time. "All ready forward, sir!"—"All ready the main!"—"Cross-jack yards all ready, sir!"—"Lay down, all hands but one on each yard!" The yard-arm and bunt gaskets were cast off; and each sail hung by the jigger, with one man standing by the tie to let it go. At the same moment that we sprang aloft, a dozen hands sprang into the rigging of the California, and in an instant were all over her yards; and her sails, too, were ready to be dropped at the word. In the mean time our bow gun had been loaded and run out, and its discharge was to be the signal for dropping sails. A cloud of smoke came out of our bows; the echoes of the gun rattled our farewell among the hills of California; and the two ships were covered, from head to foot, with their white canvas. For a few minutes, all was uproar and apparent confusion: men flying about like monkeys in the rigging; ropes and blocks flying; orders given and answered, and the confused noises of men singing out at the ropes. The top-sails came to the mast-heads with "Cheerily, men!" and, in a few minutes, every sail was set; for the wind was light. The head sails were backed, the windlass came round "slip-slap" to the cry of the sailors;—"Hove short, sir," said the mate;—"Up with him!"—"Aye, aye, sir."—A few hearty and long heaves, and the anchor showed its head. "Hook cat!"—The fall was stretched along the decks; all hands laid hold;—"Hurrah, for the last time," said the mate; and the anchor came to the cat-head to the tune of "Time for us to go," with a loud chorus. Everything was done quick, as though it were for the last time. The head yards were filled away, and our ship began to move through the water on her homeward-bound course.

All eyes were on the captain, who was walking the deck, glancing up at the wind now and then. He signaled to the mate, who stepped forward, took his position deliberately between the knight-heads, looked up, and shouted, "All hands, go up and loosen the sails!" We were halfway into the rigging before the order came, and since we left Boston, it had never taken us so little time to get the gaskets off the yards and the rigging cleared. "All ready forward, sir!"—"All ready the main!"—"Cross-jack yards all ready, sir!"—"Lay down, all hands but one on each yard!" The yard-arm and bunt gaskets were untied; and each sail was hanging by the jigger, with one person standing by the tie to release it. At the same moment we dashed up, a dozen hands climbed into the rigging of the California, and in an instant, they were all over her yards; her sails were also ready to be dropped on command. In the meantime, our bow gun had been loaded and rolled out, and its firing was the signal for dropping sails. A cloud of smoke billowed from our bow; the echoes of the gun echoed our farewell among the hills of California; and both ships were draped in white canvas from top to bottom. For a few minutes, there was chaos and seeming confusion: men darting about like monkeys in the rigging; ropes and blocks flying; orders being shouted and responded to, with the chaotic noise of men calling out at the ropes. The top-sails rose to the mast-heads with "Cheer up, men!" and, in a few minutes, every sail was set; the wind was light. The head sails were backed, and the windlass turned "slip-slap" to the sailors' shout;—"Hove short, sir," said the mate;—"Up with him!"—"Aye, aye, sir."—A few strong and long pulls, and the anchor showed its head. "Hook cat!"—The fall was stretched along the decks; all hands grabbed hold;—"Hurrah, for the last time," said the mate; and the anchor came to the cat-head to the tune of "Time for us to go," with a loud chorus. Everything was done quickly, as if it were for the last time. The head yards were filled away, and our ship began to move through the water on her homeward-bound course.

The California had got under weigh at the same moment; and we sailed down the narrow bay abreast and were just off the mouth, and finding ourselves gradually shooting ahead of her, were on the point of giving her three parting cheers, when, suddenly, we found ourselves stopped short, and the California ranging fast ahead of us. A bar stretches across the mouth of the harbor, with water enough to float common vessels, but, being low in the water, and having kept well to leeward, as we were bound to the southward, we had stuck fast, while the California, being light, had floated over.

The California had also set off at the same time, and we sailed down the narrow bay side by side, just off the entrance. As we noticed we were gradually pulling ahead of her, we were about to give her three cheers goodbye when suddenly we came to a complete stop, and the California shot ahead of us. A bar stretches across the entrance of the harbor, with enough water to float regular vessels, but since we were low in the water and had kept well to the leeward heading south, we got stuck while the California, being lighter, sailed right over it.

We kept all sail on, in the hope of forcing over, but failing in this, we hove aback, and lay waiting for the tide, which was on the flood, to take us back into the channel. This was somewhat of a damper to us, and the captain looked not a little mortified and vexed. "This is the same place where the Rosa got ashore," observed the redheaded second mate, most mal-a-propos. A malediction on the Rosa, and him too, was all the answer he got, and he slunk off to leeward. In a few minutes, the force of the wind and the rising of the tide backed us into the stream, and we were on our way to our old anchoring-place, the tide setting swiftly up, and the ship barely manageable, in the light breeze. We came-to, in our old berth, opposite the hide-house, whose inmates were not a little surprised to see us return. We felt as though we were tied to California; and some of the crew swore that they never should get clear of the bloody coast.

We kept all the sails up, hoping to push through, but when that didn't work, we backed off and waited for the tide, which was coming in, to carry us back into the channel. This was a bit of a downer for us, and the captain looked pretty upset and frustrated. "This is the same spot where the Rosa ran aground," said the redheaded second mate, totally inappropriate. All he got in response was a curse directed at the Rosa and him, and he slinked away downwind. In a few minutes, the wind and the rising tide pushed us back into the current, and we were on our way to our old anchorage, the tide flowing rapidly and the ship barely manageable in the light breeze. We dropped anchor in our old spot, across from the hide-house, which surprised its occupants quite a bit to see us back. We felt as if we were tied to California, and some of the crew swore they would never escape the damn coast.

In about half an hour, which was near high water, the order was given to man the windlass, and again the anchor was catted; but not a word was said about the last time. The California had come back on finding that we had returned, and was hove-to, waiting for us, off the point. This time we passed the bar safely, and were soon up with the California, who filled away, and kept us company.

In about half an hour, which was close to high tide, the command was given to work the windlass, and the anchor was raised once more; however, no one mentioned the last time. The California had come back upon discovering that we were back and was anchored, waiting for us off the point. This time, we crossed the bar without any issues and soon caught up with the California, who set sail and kept us company.

She seemed desirous of a trial of speed, and our captain accepted the challenge, although we were loaded down to the bolts of our chain plates, as deep as a sand-barge, and bound so taut with our cargo that we were no more fit for a race than a man in fetters;—while our antagonist was in her best trim. Being clear of the point, the breeze became stiff, and the royal masts bent under our sails, but we would not take them in until we saw three boys spring aloft into the rigging of the California; when they were all furled at once, but with orders to stay aloft at the top-gallant mastheads, and loose them again at the word. It was my duty to furl the fore royal; and while standing by to loose it again, I had a fine view of the scene. From where I stood, the two vessels seemed nothing but spars and sails, while their narrow decks, far below, slanting over by the force of the wind aloft, appeared hardly capable of supporting the great fabrics raised upon them. The California was to windward of us, and had every advantage; yet, while the breeze was stiff, we held our own. As soon as it began to slacken, she ranged a little ahead, and the order was given to loose the royals. In an instant the gaskets were off and the bunt dropped. "Sheet home the fore royal!—Weather sheet's home!"—"Hoist away, sir!" is bawled from aloft. "Overhaul your clew-lines!" shouts the mate. "Aye, aye, sir, all clear!"—"taut leech! belay! Well the lee brace; haul taut to windward"—and the royals are set. These brought us up again; but the wind continuing light, the California set hers, and it was soon evident that she was walking away from us. Our captain then hailed, and said that he should keep off to his course; adding—"She isn't the Alert now. If I had her in your trim, she would have been out of sight by this time." This was good-naturedly answered from the California, and she braced sharp up, and stood close upon the wind up the coast; while we squared away our yards, and stood before the wind to the south-south-west. The California's crew manned her weather rigging, waved their hats in the air, and gave up three hearty cheers, which we answered as heartily, and the customary single cheer came back to us from over the water. She stood on her way, doomed to eighteen months' or two years' hard service upon that hated coast, while we were making our way to our home, to which every hour and every mile was bringing us nearer.

She seemed eager for a speed challenge, and our captain took it on, even though we were loaded down like a sand barge and as tight as could be with our cargo, making us no more fit for a race than someone in chains, while our competitor was in peak condition. Once we cleared the point, the wind picked up, and our masts bent under the sails, but we refused to take them down until we saw three boys climb up into the rigging of the California; then we furled everything at once, with orders to stay up at the top-gallant mastheads and let them loose again on command. It was my job to furl the fore royal, and while I stood by to release it again, I had a great view of the scene. From my position, the two ships looked like nothing but masts and sails, while their narrow decks below leaned crazily due to the strong wind above, appearing barely able to support the massive structures on them. The California was to windward and had the upper hand; yet, even with the strong breeze, we held our ground. As soon as the wind started to die down a bit, she pulled ahead slightly, and we were ordered to unfurl the royals. In an instant, the gaskets were off and the sail dropped. "Sheet home the fore royal! – Weather sheet's home!" – "Hoist away, sir!" shouted from above. "Overhaul your clew-lines!" yelled the mate. "Aye, aye, sir, all clear!" – "Tight leech! Belay! Well done on the lee brace; haul tight to windward," and the royals were set. This helped us pick up speed again; but with the wind remaining light, the California set her sails, and it became clear that she was pulling away from us. Our captain then called out, saying he would steer back to his course, adding, "She isn't the Alert now. If I had her in your condition, she would have been out of sight by now." This was responded to good-naturedly from the California, who then braced sharply and sailed close to the wind up the coast, while we adjusted our sails to head south-southwest. The crew of the California manned her weather rigging, waved their hats, and cheered three hearty cheers, which we returned just as enthusiastically, and the usual single cheer replied from across the water. She continued on her journey, facing eighteen months to two years of tough service on that dreaded coast, while we were heading toward home, coming closer with every hour and mile.

As soon as we parted company with the California, all hands were sent aloft to set the studding-sails. Booms were rigged out, tacks and halyards rove, sail after sail packed upon her, until every available inch of canvas was spread, that we might not lose a breath of the fair wind. We could now see how much she was cramped and deadened by her cargo; for with a good breeze on her quarter, and every stitch of canvas spread, we could not get more than six knots out of her. She had no more life in her than if she were water-logged. The log was hove several times; but she was doing her best. We had hardly patience with her, but the older sailors said—"Stand by! you'll see her work herself loose in a week or two, and then she'll walk up to Cape Horn like a race-horse."

As soon as we left the California, everyone was sent up to set the studding sails. Booms were rigged out, tacks and halyards were set up, and sail after sail was packed on her until every inch of canvas was spread to catch the fair wind. We could see how much she was weighed down by her cargo; even with a good breeze behind her and all the sails out, we couldn’t get her to go faster than six knots. She had no more energy than if she were waterlogged. The log was checked several times, but she was doing her best. We were hardly patient with her, but the older sailors said, “Hang on! You’ll see her break free in a week or two, and then she’ll sail up to Cape Horn like a racehorse.”

When all sail had been set, and the decks cleared up, the California was a speck in the horizon, and the coast lay like a low cloud along the north-east. At sunset they were both out of sight, and we were once more upon the ocean where sky and water meet.

When all the sails were up and the decks were tidied, California was just a dot on the horizon, and the coast appeared as a low cloud in the northeast. At sunset, both were out of sight, and we found ourselves once again on the ocean where the sky meets the water.


[1] When the crew were paid off in Boston, the owners answered the order, but generously refused to deduct the amount from the pay-roll, saying that the exchange was made under compulsion. They also allowed S—— his exchange money.

[1] When the crew was paid off in Boston, the owners responded to the request, but kindly decided not to deduct the amount from the payroll, saying that the exchange was forced. They also gave S—— his exchange money.




CHAPTER XXX

BEGINNING THE LONG RETURN VOYAGE—A SCARE

At eight o'clock all hands were called aft, and the watches set for the voyage. Some changes were made; but I was glad to find myself still in the larboard watch. Our crew was somewhat diminished; for a man and a boy had gone in the Pilgrim; another was second mate of the Ayacucho; and a third, the oldest man of the crew, had broken down under the hard work and constant exposure on the coast, and, having had a stroke of the palsy, was left behind at the hide-house under the charge of Captain Arthur. The poor fellow wished very much to come home in the ship; and he ought to have been brought home in her. But a live dog is better than a dead lion, and a sick sailor belongs to nobody's mess; so he was sent ashore with the rest of the lumber, which was only in the way. By these diminutions, we were short-handed for a voyage round Cape Horn in the dead of winter. Besides S—— and myself, there were only five in the forecastle; who, together with four boys in the steerage, the sailmaker, carpenter, etc., composed the whole crew. In addition to this, we were only three or four days out, when the sailmaker, who was the oldest and best seaman on board, was taken with the palsy, and was useless for the rest of the voyage. The constant wading in the water, in all weathers, to take off hides, together with the other labors, is too much for old men, and for any who have not good constitutions. Beside these two men of ours, the second officer of the California and the carpenter of the Pilgrim broke down under the work, and the latter died at Santa Barbara. The young man, too, who came out with us from Boston in the Pilgrim, had to be taken from his berth before the mast and made clerk, on account of a fit of rheumatism which attacked him soon after he came upon the coast. By the loss of the sailmaker, our watch was reduced to five, of whom two were boys, who never steered but in fine weather, so that the other two and myself had to stand at the wheel four hours apiece out of every twenty-four; and the other watch had only four helmsmen. "Never mind—we're homeward bound!" was the answer to everything; and we should not have minded this, were it not for the thought that we should be off Cape Horn in the very dead of winter. It was now the first part of May; and two months would bring us off the cape in July, which is the worst month in the year there; when the sun rises at nine and sets at three, giving eighteen hours night, and there is snow and rain, gales and high seas, in abundance.

At eight o'clock, everyone was called to the back of the ship, and the watches were set for the voyage. Some changes were made, but I was glad to find that I was still in the port watch. Our crew was a bit smaller; a man and a boy had left on the Pilgrim, another became the second mate of the Ayacucho, and a third, the oldest man in the crew, had broken down due to the hard work and constant exposure on the coast. After suffering a stroke, he was left behind at the hide-house under Captain Arthur's care. The poor guy really wanted to come home on the ship, and he should have been brought back. But a live dog is better than a dead lion, and a sick sailor doesn't belong to anyone's mess, so he was sent ashore with the leftover lumber, which was just in the way. Because of these losses, we were short-handed for a voyage around Cape Horn in the dead of winter. Besides S—— and me, there were only five in the forecastle, who, along with four boys in the steerage, the sailmaker, carpenter, and others, made up the entire crew. Furthermore, just three or four days out, the sailmaker, who was the oldest and best seaman on board, suffered from a stroke and was useless for the rest of the trip. Constantly wading in water, in all kinds of weather, to haul in hides, along with the other work, is too much for old men and anyone without a strong constitution. Along with our two, the second officer of the California and the carpenter of the Pilgrim also fell ill due to the workload, and the latter died in Santa Barbara. The young guy who sailed out with us from Boston on the Pilgrim had to be pulled from his position before the mast and made the clerk because he got hit with a bad case of rheumatism as soon as he arrived on the coast. With the sailmaker gone, our watch was reduced to five, two of whom were boys who only steered in good weather, meaning the other two and I had to take turns at the wheel for four hours out of every twenty-four; the other watch had only four helmsmen. "Never mind—we're heading home!" was the response to everything; and we wouldn't have minded this, except for the fact that we'd be off Cape Horn in the dead of winter. It was now early May; and in two months, we'd be at the cape in July, which is the worst month of the year there, when the sun rises at nine and sets at three, leaving eighteen hours of night, along with plenty of snow, rain, gales, and rough seas.

The prospect of meeting this in a ship half manned, and loaded so deep that every heavy sea must wash her fore and aft, was by no means pleasant. The Alert, in her passage out, doubled the Cape in the month of February, which is midsummer; and we came round in the Pilgrim in the latter part of October, which we thought was bad enough. There was only one of our crew who had been off there in the winter, and that was in a whaleship, much lighter and higher than our ship; yet he said they had man-killing weather for twenty days without intermission, and their decks were swept twice, and they were all glad enough to see the last of it. The Brandywine frigate, also, in her passage round, had sixty days off the Cape, and lost several boats by the heavy sea. All this was for our comfort; yet pass it we must; and all hands agreed to make the best of it.

The thought of tackling this in a ship with half the crew and so heavily loaded that every rough wave could wash over both the front and back wasn’t exactly reassuring. The Alert went around the Cape in February, which is the middle of summer, while we came around in the Pilgrim towards the end of October, and that felt pretty bad to us. Only one of our crew had been there in the winter, and he was on a whaling ship that was much lighter and taller than ours; still, he said they faced brutal weather for twenty straight days, their decks were swept clean twice, and everyone was more than happy to see it end. The Brandywine frigate also spent sixty days around the Cape and lost several boats due to the rough seas. All of this was meant to be comforting; still, we had to get through it, and everyone agreed to make the best of the situation.

During our watches below we overhauled our clothes, and made and mended everything for bad weather. Each of us had made for himself a suit of oil-cloth or tarpaulin, and these we got out, and gave thorough coatings of oil or tar, and hung upon the stays to dry.

During our time off, we fixed up our clothes and prepared everything for bad weather. Each of us had made ourselves a suit out of oilcloth or tarpaulin, so we pulled those out, gave them a good coating of oil or tar, and hung them up to dry.

Our stout boots, too, we covered over with a thick mixture of melted grease and tar, and hung out to dry. Thus we took advantage of the warm sun and fine weather of the Pacific to prepare for its other face. In the forenoon watches below, our forecastle looked like the workshop of what a sailor is,—a Jack at all trades. Thick stockings and drawers were darned and patched; mittens dragged from the bottom of the chest and mended; comforters made for the neck and ears; old flannel shirts cut up to line monkey jackets; south-westers lined with flannel, and a pot of paint smuggled forward to give them a coat on the outside; and everything turned to hand; so that, although two years had left us but a scanty wardrobe, yet the economy and invention which necessity teaches a sailor, soon put each of us in pretty good trim for bad weather, even before we had seen the last of the fine. Even the cobbler's art was not out of place. Several old shoes were very decently repaired, and with waxed ends, an awl, and the top of an old boot, I made me quite a respectable sheath for my knife.

We covered our sturdy boots with a thick mix of melted grease and tar and hung them out to dry. This way, we took advantage of the warm sun and nice weather of the Pacific to prepare for its harsher side. During the morning watches below, our forecastle looked like the workshop of a sailor—someone who can do everything. We darned and patched thick stockings and long underwear; pulled out mittens from the bottom of the chest to fix; made comforters for our necks and ears; cut up old flannel shirts to line our jackets; lined our south-westers with flannel, and snuck a pot of paint forward to give them a fresh coat on the outside. Everything was put to use, so even though two years had left us with a limited wardrobe, the resourcefulness and creativity that necessity teaches a sailor quickly got each of us ready for bad weather, even before we had seen the last of the good. Even cobbling came into play. Several old shoes were nicely repaired, and with some waxed ends, an awl, and the top of an old boot, I made a pretty decent sheath for my knife.

There was one difficulty, however, which nothing that we could do would remedy; and that was the leaking of the forecastle, which made it very uncomfortable in bad weather, and rendered half of the berths tenantless. The tightest ships, in a long voyage, from the constant strain which is upon the bowsprit, will leak, more or less, round the heel of the bowsprit, and the bitts, which come down into the forecastle; but, in addition to this, we had an unaccountable leak on the starboard bow, near the cat-head, which drove us from the forward berths on that side, and, indeed, when she was on the starboard tack, from all the forward berths. One of the after berths, too, leaked in very bad weather; so that in a ship which was in other respects as tight as a bottle, and brought her cargo to Boston perfectly dry, we had, after every effort made to prevent it, in the way of caulking and leading, a forecastle with only three dry berths for seven of us. However, as there is never but one watch below at a time, by 'turning in and out,' we did pretty well. And there being, in our watch, but three of us who lived forward, we generally had a dry berth apiece in bad weather.[1]

There was one problem, though, that nothing we did could fix: the forecastle was leaking, making it really uncomfortable during bad weather and leaving half of the berths empty. Even the tightest ships will leak a bit around the bow’s heel and the bitts after a long voyage due to the strain on the bowsprit. On top of that, we had a mysterious leak on the starboard bow, near the cat-head, which pushed us out of the forward berths on that side, and when the ship was on the starboard tack, we had to avoid all the forward berths. One of the aft berths also leaked during really bad weather, so in a ship that was otherwise as tight as a bottle and delivered her cargo to Boston totally dry, we ended up with only three dry berths for the seven of us, even after all our efforts to fix it with caulking and leading. However, since only one watch is below at a time, by 'turning in and out,' we managed okay. And since there were only three of us from our watch living forward, we usually ended up with a dry berth each during bad weather.[1]

All this, however, was but anticipation. We were still in fine weather in the North Pacific, running down the north-east trades, which we took on the second day after leaving San Diego.

All this, however, was just anticipation. We were still enjoying good weather in the North Pacific, sailing down the northeast trades, which we picked up two days after leaving San Diego.

Sunday, May 15th, one week out, we were in latitude 14° 56' N., long. 116° 14' W., having gone, by reckoning, over thirteen hundred miles in seven days. In fact, ever since leaving San Diego, we had had a fair wind, and as much as we wanted of it. For seven days, our lower and topmast studding-sails were set all the time, and our royals and top-gallant studding-sails, whenever she could stagger under them. Indeed, the captain had shown, from the moment we got to sea, that he was to have no boy's play, but that the ship had got to carry all she could, and that he was going to make up, by "cracking on" to her, what she wanted in lightness. In this way, we frequently made three degrees of latitude, besides something in longitude, in the course of twenty-four hours.—Our days were spent in the usual ship's work. The rigging which had become slack from being long in port was to be set up; breast backstays got up; studding-sail booms rigged upon the main yard; and the royal studding-sails got ready for the light trades; ring-tail set; and new rigging fitted and sails got ready for Cape Horn. For, with a ship's gear, as well as a sailor's wardrobe, fine weather must be improved to get ready for the bad to come. Our forenoon watch below, as I have said, was given to our own work, and our night watches were spent in the usual manner:—a trick at the wheel, a look-out on the forecastle, a nap on a coil of rigging under the lee of the rail; a yarn round the windlass-end; or, as was generally my way, a solitary walk fore and aft, in the weather waist, between the windlass-end and the main tack. Every wave that she threw aside brought us nearer home, and every day's observation at noon showed a progress which, if it continued, would in less than five months, take us into Boston Bay. This is the pleasure of life at sea,—fine weather, day after day, without interruption,—fair wind, and a plenty of it,—and homeward bound. Every one was in good humor; things went right; and all was done with a will. At the dog watch, all hands came on deck, and stood round the weather side of the forecastle, or sat upon the windlass, and sung sea songs, and those ballads of pirates and highwaymen, which sailors delight in. Home, too, and what we should do when we got there, and when and how we should arrive, was no infrequent topic. Every night, after the kids and pots were put away, and we had lighted our pipes and cigars at the galley, and gathered about the windlass, the first question was,—

Sunday, May 15th, one week out, we were at latitude 14° 56' N., longitude 116° 14' W., having traveled over thirteen hundred miles in seven days according to our calculations. Ever since we left San Diego, we had a strong wind and as much as we could handle. For those seven days, our lower and topmast studding sails were set the entire time, and our royals and top-gallant studding sails were up whenever the ship could handle them. The captain made it clear from the moment we got to sea that he wasn't messing around; the ship was going to carry as much as she could, and he intended to make up for any lightness by pushing her. This way, we often covered three degrees of latitude and made some longitude too in a 24-hour period. Our days were filled with the usual ship duties. The rigging, which had gotten loose from being in port for so long, needed tightening; we had to set up the backstays; rig the studding sail booms on the main yard; prepare the royal studding sails for the light winds; set the ring-tail; and fit new rigging and sails for Cape Horn. With a ship's gear and a sailor's wardrobe, you have to take advantage of good weather to prepare for the bad weather ahead. Our morning watch below, as I mentioned, was dedicated to our own work, and we spent our night watches in the usual ways: taking turns at the wheel, keeping watch on the forecastle, catching a nap on a coil of rigging under the rail; telling stories by the windlass; or, as was my usual routine, taking a solitary walk back and forth in the weather waist, between the windlass and the main tack. Every wave the ship cut through brought us closer to home, and every day's noon observation showed progress that, if it kept up, would have us in Boston Bay in less than five months. This is the joy of life at sea—consistently nice weather day after day without interruption—steady winds and plenty of them—heading home. Everyone was in good spirits; things were going smoothly; and everything was done with enthusiasm. During the dog watch, everyone came on deck, gathered on the weather side of the forecastle or sat on the windlass, singing sea shanties and those ballads about pirates and outlaws that sailors love. We talked about home, what we’d do when we got there, and when and how we would arrive, which was a frequent subject. Every night, after the dishes were put away, and we’d lit up our pipes and cigars at the galley and gathered around the windlass, the first question was—

"Well, Tom, what was the latitude to-day?"

"Well, Tom, what was the latitude today?"

"Why fourteen, north, and she has been going seven knots ever since."

"Why fourteen north, and she’s been moving at seven knots ever since."

"Well, this will bring us up to the line in five days."

"Well, this will get us to the finish line in five days."

"Yes, but these trades won't last twenty-four hours longer," says an old salt, pointing with the sharp of his hand to leeward,—"I know that by the look of the clouds."

"Yes, but these winds won’t last another twenty-four hours," says an old sailor, pointing with the edge of his hand to the side away from the wind, "I can tell by the way the clouds look."

Then came all manner of calculations and conjectures as to the continuance of the wind, the weather under the line, the south-east trades, etc., and rough guesses as to the time the ship would be up with the Horn; and some, more venturous, gave her so many days to Boston light, and offered to bet that she would not exceed it.

Then all sorts of calculations and guesses were made about how long the wind would hold, the weather along the equator, the southeast trades, and so on. People also made rough estimates of when the ship would reach the Horn, and a few bolder ones even predicted how many days it would take to get to Boston light, offering to bet that it wouldn't take longer than that.

"You'd better wait till you get round Cape Horn," says an old croaker.

"You should wait until you get around Cape Horn," says an old grouch.

"Yes," says another, "you may see Boston, but you've got to 'smell hell' before that good day."

"Yeah," says another, "you might see Boston, but you have to 'smell hell' before that good day."

Rumors also of what had been said in the cabin, as usual, found their way forward. The steward had heard the captain say something about the straits of Magellan, and the man at the wheel fancied he had heard him tell the "passenger" that, if he found the wind ahead and the weather very bad off the Cape, he should stick her off for New Holland, and come home round the Cape of Good Hope.

Rumors about what was said in the cabin, as usual, circulated among the crew. The steward overheard the captain mention the straits of Magellan, and the guy at the wheel thought he heard the captain tell the "passenger" that if he encountered strong winds and really bad weather off the Cape, he should head towards New Holland and come back around the Cape of Good Hope.

This passenger—the first and only one we had had, except to go from port to port, on the coast, was no one else than a gentleman whom I had known in my better days; and the last person I should have expected to have seen on the coast of California—Professor N——, of Cambridge. I had left him quietly seated in the chair of Botany and Ornithology, in Harvard University; and the next I saw of him, was strolling about San Diego beach, in a sailor's pea-jacket, with a wide straw hat, and barefooted, with his trowsers roiled up to his knees, picking up stones and shells. He had travelled overland to the North-west Coast, and come down in a small vessel to Monterey. There he learned that there was a ship at the leeward, about to sail for Boston; and, taking passage in the Pilgrim, which was then at Monterey, he came slowly down, visiting the intermediate ports, and examining the trees, plants, earths, birds, etc., and joined us at San Diego shortly before we sailed. The second mate of the Pilgrim told me that they had an old gentleman on board who knew me, and came from the college that I had been in.

This passenger—the first and only one we had, apart from traveling from port to port along the coast—was none other than a gentleman I had known in better times; the last person I would have expected to see on the coast of California—Professor N—— from Cambridge. I had left him quietly seated in his chair of Botany and Ornithology at Harvard University, and the next time I saw him, he was strolling around San Diego beach in a sailor's pea coat, wearing a wide straw hat, barefoot, with his pants rolled up to his knees, picking up stones and shells. He had traveled overland to the Northwest Coast and came down in a small vessel to Monterey. There, he found out that there was a ship headed to Boston, and by taking passage on the Pilgrim, which was at Monterey at the time, he slowly made his way down, stopping at the ports along the way to examine the trees, plants, soil, birds, etc., and joined us at San Diego just before we set sail. The second mate of the Pilgrim told me that there was an old gentleman on board who knew me and came from the college where I had studied.

He could not recollect his name, but said he was a "sort of an oldish man," with white hair, and spent all his time in the bush, and along the beach, picking up flowers and shells, and such truck, and had a dozen boxes and barrels, full of them. I thought over everybody who would be likely to be there, but could fix upon no one; when, the next day, just as we were about to shove off from the beach, he came down to the boat, in the rig I have described, with his shoes in his hand, and his pockets full of specimens. I knew him at once, though I should not have been more surprised to have seen the Old South steeple shoot up from the hide-house. He probably had no less difficulty in recognizing me. As we left home about the same time, we had nothing to tell one another; and, owing to our different situations on board, I saw but little of him on the passage home. Sometimes, when I was at the wheel of a calm night, and the steering required no attention, and the officer of the watch was forward, he would come aft and hold a short yarn with me; but this was against the rules of the ship, as is, in fact, all intercourse between passengers and the crew. I was often amused to see the sailors puzzled to know what to make of him, and to hear their conjectures about him and his business. They were as much puzzled as our old sailmaker was with the captain's instruments in the cabin.

He couldn’t remember his name, but he said he was "kind of an older man," with white hair, who spent all his time in the woods and along the beach, collecting flowers and shells and stuff like that. He had a dozen boxes and barrels full of them. I thought about everyone who might be there, but I couldn’t pinpoint anyone. Then, the next day, just as we were about to leave the beach, he came down to the boat, dressed as I described, with his shoes in his hand and his pockets full of specimens. I recognized him immediately, though I wouldn't have been more surprised if I had seen the Old South steeple rise up from the hide-house. He probably had just as much trouble recognizing me. Since we left home around the same time, we didn’t have much to share with each other, and because of our different positions on board, I didn’t see much of him on the way back. Sometimes, when I was at the wheel during a calm night, and steering didn’t require much attention, with the officer of the watch up front, he would come to the back and chat briefly with me. But this was against the ship's rules, as was any interaction between passengers and the crew. I often found it amusing to watch the sailors try to figure him out and listen to their guesses about who he was and what he was doing. They were just as puzzled as our old sailmaker was by the captain's tools in the cabin.

He said there were three:—the chro-nometer, the chre-nometer, and the the-nometer. (Chronometer, barometer, and thermometer.) The Pilgrim's crew christened Mr. N. "Old Curious," from his zeal for curiosities, and some of them said that he was crazy, and that his friends let him go about and amuse himself in this way. Why else a rich man (sailors call every man rich who does not work with his hands, and wears a long coat and cravat) should leave a Christian country, and come to such a place as California, to pick up shells and stones, they could not understand. One of them, however, an old salt, who had seen something more of the world ashore, set all to rights, as he thought,—"Oh, 'vast there!—You don't know anything about them craft. I've seen them colleges, and know the ropes. They keep all such things for cur'osities, and study 'em, and have men a' purpose to go and get 'em. This old chap knows what he's about. He a'n't the child you take him for. He'll carry all these things to the college, and if they are better than any that they have had before, he'll be head of the college. Then, by-and-by, somebody else will go after some more, and if they beat him, he'll have to go again, or else give up his berth. That's the way they do it. This old covey knows the ropes. He has worked a traverse over 'em, and come 'way out here, where nobody's ever been afore, and where they'll never think of coming." This explanation satisfied Jack; and as it raised Mr. N.'s credit for capacity, and was near enough to the truth for common purposes, I did not disturb it.

He said there were three: the chronometer, the barometer, and the thermometer. The Pilgrim's crew nicknamed Mr. N. "Old Curious" because of his enthusiasm for collecting oddities, and some of them claimed he was crazy, suggesting his friends let him go around and entertain himself in this way. They couldn’t understand why a wealthy man (sailors believe anyone who doesn’t work with their hands and wears a long coat and cravat is rich) would leave a Christian country and come to a place like California just to gather shells and stones. However, one of them, an old sailor who had experienced more of the world on land, set the record straight, or so he thought: "Oh, hush! You don't know anything about this stuff. I've seen those colleges and know how they work. They keep all kinds of things for curiosities, study them, and hire people specifically to go get them. This old guy knows what he’s doing. He’s not the fool you think he is. He'll take all these things to the college, and if they’re better than what they’ve had before, he’ll be the head of the college. Then, eventually, someone else will go after more, and if they outdo him, he’ll have to go again or lose his position. That’s how they do it. This old fellow knows the game. He’s traveled over them, ended up out here where nobody’s been before, and where they’ll never think of coming." This explanation satisfied Jack, and since it boosted Mr. N.'s reputation for intelligence and was close enough to the truth for everyday purposes, I didn’t challenge it.

With the exception of Mr. N., we had no one on board but the regular ship's company, and the live stock. Upon this, we had made a considerable inroad. We killed one of the bullocks every four days, so that they did not last us up to the line. We, or, rather, they, then began upon the sheep and the poultry, for these never come into Jack's mess.[2] The pigs were left for the latter part of the voyage, for they are sailors, and can stand all weathers. We had an old sow on board, the mother of a numerous progeny, who had been twice round the Cape of Good Hope, and once round Cape Horn. The last time going round, was very nearly her death. We heard her squealing and moaning one dark night, after it had been snowing and hailing for several hours, and getting into the sty, we found her nearly frozen to death. We got some straw, an old sail, and other things, and wrapped her up in a corner of the sty, where she staid until we got into fine weather again.

Aside from Mr. N., we only had the usual crew and the livestock on board. We made a significant dent in their numbers. We killed one of the bulls every four days, so they didn’t last us until we reached the equator. Then we, or rather they, started on the sheep and the poultry since these never made it to Jack’s meals. We saved the pigs for later in the journey because they are tough and can handle any weather. We had an old sow on board, the mother of many piglets, who had been around the Cape of Good Hope twice and Cape Horn once. The last trip nearly killed her. One dark night, after hours of snow and hail, we heard her squealing and moaning. When we checked on her, we found her nearly frozen to death in the sty. We got some straw, an old sail, and other things, and wrapped her up in a corner of the sty, where she stayed until the weather improved.

Wednesday, May 18th. Lat. 9° 54' N., long. 113° 17' W. The north-east trades had now left us, and we had the usual variable winds, which prevail near the line, together with some rain. So long as we were in these latitudes, we had but little rest in our watch on deck at night, for, as the winds were light and variable, and we could not lose a breath, we were all the watch bracing the yards, and taking in and making sail, and "humbugging" with our flying kites. A little puff of wind on the larboard quarter, and then—"larboard fore braces!" and studding-booms were rigged out, studding-sails set alow and aloft, the yards trimmed, and jibs and spanker in; when it would come as calm as a duck-pond, and the man at the wheel stand with the palm of his hand up, feeling for the wind. "Keep her off a little!" "All aback forward, sir!" cries a man from the forecastle. Down go the braces again; in come the studding-sails, all in a mess, which half an hour won't set right; yards braced sharp up; and she's on the starboard tack, close hauled.

Wednesday, May 18th. Lat. 9° 54' N., long. 113° 17' W. The northeast trade winds had left us, and we were dealing with the usual shifting winds that happen near the equator, along with some rain. As long as we were in these latitudes, we barely got any rest during our night watches on deck because the winds were light and unpredictable, and we couldn't afford to lose even a breath of wind. The entire watch was busy adjusting the sails, taking them in and putting them out, and "messing around" with our flying kites. A small puff of wind would come from the left side, and then it was "larboard fore braces!" and we would rig out the studding-booms, set the studding-sails both low and high, trim the yards, and keep the jibs and spanker in. Then it would go completely calm, like a mirror, and the helmsman would hold his hand up, feeling for the wind. "Keep her off a little!" "All aback forward, sir!" someone would call from the forecastle. Down went the braces again; in came the studding-sails, all tangled, which wouldn't be fixed in half an hour; yards braced tightly up; and she was on the starboard tack, close-hauled.

The studding-sails must now be cleared away, and set up in the tops, and on the booms. By the time this is done, and you are looking out for a soft plank for a nap,—"Lay aft here, and square in the head yards!" and the studding-sails are all set again on the starboard side. So it goes until it is eight bells,—call the watch,—heave the log,—relieve the wheel, and go below the larboard watch.

The studding sails need to be taken down and arranged in the tops and on the booms. By the time you finish that and are looking for a comfortable spot to take a nap, it’s time to "Lay aft here, and square in the head yards!" and the studding sails are all set up again on the starboard side. This continues until it’s eight bells—call the watch—heave the log—relieve the wheel, and the larboard watch can go below.

[Editor's note: the "166°" in the following paragraph is clearly an error, with "116°" actually meant. Longitude 166° would have put the ship southwest of the Sandwich Islands. However, this printing error goes back to at least an 1869 edition of this book.]

[Editor's note: the "166°" in the following paragraph is clearly an error, with "116°" actually meant. Longitude 166° would have put the ship southwest of the Sandwich Islands. However, this printing error goes back to at least an 1869 edition of this book.]

Sunday, May 22d. Lat. 5° 14' N., long. 166° 45' W. We were now a fortnight out, and within five degrees of the line, to which two days of good breeze would take us; but we had, for the most part, what sailors call "an Irishman's hurricane,—right up and down."

Sunday, May 22. Lat. 5° 14' N., long. 166° 45' W. We were now two weeks out, and within five degrees of the equator, which two days of good wind could get us to; but for the most part, we had what sailors call "an Irishman's hurricane—going straight up and down."

This day it rained nearly all day, and being Sunday, and nothing to do, we stopped up the scuppers and filled the decks with rain water, and bringing all our clothes on deck, had a grand wash, fore and aft. When this was through, we stripped to our drawers, and taking pieces of soap and strips of canvas for towels, we turned-to and soaped, washed, and scrubbed one another down, to get off, as we said, the California dust; for the common wash in salt water, which is all Jack can get, being on an allowance of fresh, had little efficacy, and was more for taste than utility. The captain was below all the afternoon, and we had something nearer to a Saturnalia than anything we had yet seen; for the mate came into the scuppers, with a couple of boys to scrub him, and got into a battle with them in heaving water. By unplugging the holes, we let the soap-suds off the decks, and in a short time had a new supply of rain water, in which we had a grand rinsing. It was surprising to see how much soap and fresh water did for the complexions of many of us; how much of what we supposed to be tan and sea-blacking, we got rid of. The next day, the sun rising clear, the ship was covered, fore and aft, with clothes of all sorts, hanging out to dry.

Today it rained almost all day, and since it was Sunday and we had nothing to do, we blocked the scuppers and filled the decks with rainwater. We brought all our clothes on deck and had a big wash, front and back. When we were done, we stripped down to our underwear, grabbed some soap and strips of canvas to use as towels, and went to work soaping, washing, and scrubbing each other down to get rid of, as we called it, the California dust. The usual wash in saltwater, which is all Jack could get since we were limited in fresh water, wasn’t very effective and was more for flavor than for actual cleaning. The captain stayed below all afternoon, and we had something closer to a party than anything we’d seen before; the mate came into the scuppers with a couple of boys to help him scrub and ended up in a water fight with them. By unplugging the holes, we let the soapy water wash off the decks, and before long, we had a fresh supply of rainwater to rinse off. It was surprising to see how much soap and fresh water improved many of our complexions; we ended up getting rid of a lot of what we thought was just tan and sea grime. The next day, with the sun shining brightly, the ship was covered, front and back, with all sorts of clothes hanging out to dry.

As we approached the line, the wind became more easterly, and the weather clearer, and in twenty days from San Diego,—

As we got closer to the line, the wind shifted to the east, and the weather got clearer, and in twenty days from San Diego,—

Saturday, May 28th, at about three P. M., with a fine breeze from the east-south-east, we crossed the equator. In twenty-four hours after crossing the line, which was very unusual, we took the regular south-east trades. These winds come a little from the eastward of south-east, and, with us, they blew directly from the east-south-east, which was fortunate for us, for our course was south-by-west, and we could thus go one point free. The yards were braced so that every sail drew, from the spanker to the flying-jib; and the upper yards being squared in a little, the fore and main top-gallant studding-sails were set, and just drew handsomely. For twelve days this breeze blew steadily, not varying a point, and just so fresh that we could carry our royals; and, during the whole time, we hardly started a brace. Such progress did we make, that at the end of seven days from the time we took the breeze, on

Saturday, May 28th, around 3 PM, with a nice breeze coming from the east-southeast, we crossed the equator. Within twenty-four hours after crossing the line, which was quite unusual, we caught the normal southeast trade winds. These winds came slightly from the east of southeast, and for us, they blew directly from the east-southeast, which was lucky since our course was south-by-west, allowing us to sail a point free. The yards were adjusted so that every sail was filled, from the spanker to the flying jib; and with the upper yards squared in a bit, we set the fore and main top-gallant studding sails, and they filled nicely. This breeze blew steadily for twelve days without changing direction, consistently fresh enough for us to carry our royals; and during the entire period, we hardly adjusted a brace. We made such good progress that, seven days after getting the breeze, we on

Sunday, June 5th, we were in lat. 19° 29' S., and long. 118° 01' W., having made twelve hundred miles in seven days, very nearly upon a taut bowline. Our good ship was getting to be herself again, had increased her rate of sailing more than one-third since leaving San Diego. The crew ceased complaining of her, and the officers hove the log every two hours with evident satisfaction. This was glorious sailing. A steady breeze; the light trade-wind clouds over our heads; the incomparable temperature of the Pacific,—neither hot nor cold; a clear sun every day, and clear moon and stars each night; and new constellations rising in the south, and the familiar ones sinking in the north, as we went on our course,—"stemming nightly toward the pole." Already we had sunk the north star and the Great Bear in the northern horizon, and all hands looked out sharp to the southward for the Magellan Clouds, which, each succeeding night, we expected to make. "The next time we see the north star," said one, "we shall be standing to the northward, the other side of the Horn." This was true enough, and no doubt it would be a welcome sight; for sailors say that in coming home from round Cape Horn, and the Cape of Good Hope, the north star is the first land you make.

On Sunday, June 5th, we were at latitude 19° 29' S. and longitude 118° 01' W., having traveled twelve hundred miles in seven days, almost entirely on a taut bowline. Our good ship was starting to feel like herself again, sailing faster by more than a third since we left San Diego. The crew stopped complaining about her, and the officers checked the log every two hours with obvious satisfaction. This was fantastic sailing. A steady breeze; the light trade-wind clouds above us; the perfect temperature of the Pacific—neither hot nor cold; a clear sun every day, and clear moon and stars every night; new constellations rising in the south, and the familiar ones setting in the north as we continued our route—"heading nightly toward the pole." Already, we had lost sight of the north star and the Great Bear on the northern horizon, and everyone was keenly scanning the southern sky for the Magellan Clouds, which we expected to see each night. "The next time we spot the north star," one said, "we'll be heading north on the other side of the Horn." This was true enough, and it would surely be a welcome sight; because sailors say that when coming home from around Cape Horn and the Cape of Good Hope, the north star is the first land you see.

These trades were the same that, in the passage out in the Pilgrim, lasted nearly all the way from Juan Fernandez to the line; blowing steadily on our starboard quarter for three weeks, without our starting a brace, or even brailing down the skysails. Though we had now the same wind, and were in the same latitude with the Pilgrim on her passage out, yet we were nearly twelve hundred miles to the westward of her course; for the captain, depending upon the strong south-west winds which prevail in high southern latitudes during the winter months, took the full advantage of the trades, and stood well to the westward, so far that we passed within about two hundred miles of Ducie's Island.

These trades were the same ones that, on the way out in the Pilgrim, lasted almost the entire journey from Juan Fernandez to the equator; blowing steadily on our starboard side for three weeks, without us adjusting a brace or even lowering the skysails. Although we now had the same wind and were in the same latitude as the Pilgrim during her outbound journey, we were nearly twelve hundred miles to the west of her path. The captain, relying on the strong south-west winds that are common in high southern latitudes during the winter months, fully took advantage of the trades and headed well to the west, so much so that we passed within about two hundred miles of Ducie's Island.

It was this weather and sailing that brought to my mind a little incident that occurred on board the Pilgrim, while we were in the same latitude. We were going along at a great rate, dead before the wind, with studding-sails out on both sides, alow and aloft, on a dark night, just after midnight, and everything was as still as the grave, except the washing of the water by the vessel's side; for, being before the wind, with a smooth sea, the little brig, covered with canvas, was doing great business, with very little noise. The other watch was below, and all our watch, except myself and the man at the wheel, were asleep under the lee of the boat. The second mate, who came out before the mast, and was always very thick with me, had been holding a yarn with me, and just gone aft to his place on the quarter-deck, and I had resumed my usual walk to and from the windlass-end, when, suddenly, we heard a loud scream coming from ahead, apparently directly from under the bows. The darkness, and complete stillness of the night, and the solitude of the ocean, gave to the sound a dreadful and almost supernatural effect. I stood perfectly still, and my heart beat quick.

It was this weather and sailing that reminded me of a little incident that happened on the Pilgrim while we were in the same latitude. We were cruising along at a fast pace, running with the wind, with sails out on both sides, both above and below, on a dark night just after midnight, and everything was as quiet as could be, except for the sound of the water against the side of the boat; because we were running with the wind on a smooth sea, the little brig, covered in canvas, was making good speed with very little noise. The other watch was below deck, and everyone in our watch, except for me and the guy at the wheel, was asleep under the boat’s protection. The second mate, who came out in front of the mast and was always friendly with me, had been chatting with me and just gone back to the quarter-deck, and I had started my usual walk to and from the windlass-end when suddenly we heard a loud scream coming from ahead, seemingly right from under the bows. The darkness, the total stillness of the night, and the solitude of the ocean made the sound feel terrifying and almost supernatural. I stood completely still, my heart racing.

The sound woke up the rest of the watch, who stood looking at one another. "What, in the name of God, is that?" said the second mate, coming slowly forward. The first thought I had was, that it might be a boat, with the crew of some wrecked vessel, or perhaps the boat of some whaleship, out over night, and we had run them down in the darkness. Another scream, but less loud than the first. This started us, and we ran forward, and looked over the bows, and over the sides, to leeward, but nothing was to be seen or heard. What was to be done. Call the captain, and heave the ship aback? Just at this moment, in crossing the forecastle, one of the men saw a light below, and looking down the scuttle, saw the watch all out of their berths, and afoul of one poor fellow, dragging him out of his berth, and shaking him, to wake him out of a nightmare.

The sound woke up the rest of the crew on watch, who looked at each other in confusion. "What in the world is that?" said the second mate, moving cautiously forward. My first thought was that it might be a boat with the crew from a wrecked ship, or maybe the boat from a whaling ship that had been out all night, and we had accidentally run them down in the dark. Another scream rang out, but it was quieter than the first. This got us moving, and we ran to the front, looking over the bow and sides to the leeward, but we couldn't see or hear anything. What should we do? Call the captain and slow the ship? Just then, as we crossed the forecastle, one of the men noticed a light below. He looked down the hatch and saw the watch out of their berths, grabbing one poor guy and shaking him, trying to wake him from a nightmare.

They had been waked out of their sleep, and as much alarmed at the scream as we were, and were hesitating whether to come on deck, when the second sound, coming directly from one of the berths, revealed the cause of the alarm. The fellow got a good shaking for the trouble he had given. We made a joke of the matter and we could well laugh, for our minds were not a little relieved by its ridiculous termination.

They had been woken from their sleep and were just as startled by the scream as we were. They hesitated about coming on deck when the second sound, coming from one of the berths, revealed what was causing the alarm. The guy got a good shake for the trouble he caused. We made a joke out of it and laughed, feeling much better because of its silly ending.

We were now close upon the southern tropical line, and, with so fine a breeze, were daily leaving the sun behind us, and drawing nearer to Cape Horn, for which it behoved us to make every preparation. Our rigging was all examined and overhauled, and mended, or replaced with new, where it was necessary: new and strong bobstays fitted in the place of the chain ones, which were worn out; the spritsail yard and martingale guys and back-ropes set well taut; bran new fore and main braces rove; top-gallant sheets, and wheel-ropes, made of green hide, laid up in the form of rope, were stretched and fitted; and new top-sail clewlines, etc., rove; new fore-topmast back-stays fitted; and other preparations made, in good season, that the ropes might have time to stretch and become limber before we got into cold weather.

We were now close to the southern tropical line, and with such a nice breeze, we were daily leaving the sun behind us and getting closer to Cape Horn, for which we had to prepare thoroughly. Our rigging was all checked, repaired, or replaced with new equipment where necessary: new and strong bobstays were installed in place of the worn-out chain ones; the spritsail yard and martingale guys and back-ropes were set tight; brand new fore and main braces were rove; top-gallant sheets and wheel-ropes, made of green hide and twisted like rope, were stretched and fitted; new top-sail clewlines were rove; new fore-topmast back-stays were installed; and other preparations were made early enough so that the ropes could stretch and become flexible before we encountered colder weather.

Sunday, June 12th. Lat. 26° 04' S., 116° 31' W. We had now lost the regular trades, and had the winds variable, principally from the westward, and kept on, in a southerly course, sailing very nearly upon a meridian, and at the end of the week,

Sunday, June 12th. Lat. 26° 04' S., 116° 31' W. We had now lost the steady trade winds, and the winds were unpredictable, mostly coming from the west. We continued on a southerly course, sailing almost directly down a meridian, and by the end of the week,

Sunday, June 19th, were in lat. 34° 15' S., and long. 116° 38' W.

Sunday, June 19th, we were at latitude 34° 15' S and longitude 116° 38' W.


[1] On removing the cat-head, after the ship arrived at Boston, it was found that there were two holes under it which had been bored for the purpose of driving tree-nails, and which, accidentally, had not been plugged up when the cat-head was placed over them. This was sufficient to account for the leak, and for our not having been able to discover and stop it.

[1] After taking off the cat-head when the ship reached Boston, we found two holes underneath that had been drilled to insert tree-nails, which, by chance, hadn’t been sealed when the cat-head was put on. This was enough to explain the leak and why we couldn’t find and fix it.

[2] The customs as to the allowance of "grub" are very nearly the same in all American merchantmen. Whenever a pig is killed, the sailors have one mess from it. The rest goes to the cabin. The smaller live stock, poultry, etc., they never taste.

[2] The rules about food allowance are pretty much the same on all American merchant ships. Whenever a pig is slaughtered, the sailors get one serving from it. The rest goes to the cabin. They never get to taste the smaller livestock, like poultry, etc.

And, indeed, they do not complain of this, for it would take a great deal to supply them with a good meal, and without the accompaniments, (which could hardly be furnished to them,) it would not be much better than salt beef. But even as to the salt beef, they are scarcely dealt fairly with; for whenever a barrel is opened, before any of the beef is put into the harness-cask, the steward comes up, and picks it all over, and takes out the best pieces, (those that have any fat in them) for the cabin.

And, in fact, they don’t complain about this because it would take a lot to provide them with a proper meal, and without the sides (which are unlikely to be provided), it wouldn’t be much better than salted beef. But even regarding the salted beef, they’re not treated fairly; whenever a barrel is opened, before any of the beef is put into the harness cask, the steward comes over, goes through it all, and takes out the best pieces (the ones with fat) for the cabin.

This was done in both the vessels I was in, and the men said that it was usual in other vessels. Indeed, it is made no secret, but some of the crew are usually called to help in assorting and putting away the pieces. By this arrangement the hard, dry pieces, which the sailors call "old horse," come to their share.

This happened on both ships I was on, and the guys said it was common on other ships too. In fact, it's no secret; some of the crew are usually asked to help sort and store the pieces. Because of this setup, the tough, dry pieces, which the sailors refer to as "old horse," end up being their share.

There is a singular piece of rhyme, traditional among sailors, which they say over such pieces of beef. I do not know that it ever appeared in print before. When seated round the kid, if a particularly bad piece is found, one of them takes it up, and addressing it, repeats these lines: "Old horse! old horse! what brought you here?"

There’s a unique rhyme that sailors have, which they recite over certain cuts of beef. I'm not sure if it has ever been published before. When they’re gathered around the food, if they find a particularly bad piece, one of them picks it up and, speaking to it, repeats these lines: “Old horse! old horse! what brought you here?”

—"From Sacarap to Portland pier
I've carted stone this many a year:
Till, killed by blows and sore abuse,
They salted me down for sailors' use.

—"From Sacarap to Portland pier
I've hauled stones for many years:
Until, battered by hits and rough treatment,
They preserved me for sailors' use.

The sailors they do me despise:
They turn me over and damn my eyes;
Cut off my meat, and pick my bones,
And pitch the rest to Davy Jones."

The sailors totally disrespect me:
They flip me over and curse my eyes;
Cut off my meat, and pick my bones,
And throw the rest to Davy Jones."

There is a story current among seamen, that a beef-dealer was convicted, at Boston, of having sold old horse for ship's stores, instead of beef, and had been sentenced to be confined in jail, until he should eat the whole of it; and that he is now lying in Boston jail. I have heard this story often, on board other vessels beside those of our own nation. It is very generally believed, and is always highly commended, as a fair instance of retaliatory justice.

There’s a story going around among sailors that a beef dealer was convicted in Boston for selling old horse meat as ship’s provisions instead of beef. He was sentenced to serve time in jail until he ate all of it, and supposedly, he’s currently in a Boston jail. I’ve heard this story plenty of times on other ships besides our own. It’s widely believed and often praised as a prime example of justice served.




CHAPTER XXXI

BAD PROSPECTS—FIRST TOUCH OF CAPE HORN—ICEBERGS—TEMPERANCE SHIPS—LYING-UP—ICE—DIFFICULTY ON BOARD—CHANGE OF COURSE—STRAITS OF MAGELLAN

There now began to be a decided change in the appearance of things. The days became shorter and shorter; the sun running lower in its course each day, and giving less and less heat; and the nights so cold as to prevent our sleeping on deck; the Magellan Clouds in sight, of a clear night; the skies looking cold and angry; and, at times, a long, heavy, ugly sea, setting in from the southwards told us what we were coming to. Still, however, we had a fine, strong breeze, and kept on our way, under as much sail as our ship would bear. Toward the middle of the week, the wind hauled to the southward, which brought us upon a taut bowline, made the ship meet, nearly head on, the heavy swell which rolled from that direction; and there was something not at all encouraging in the manner in which she met it. Being so deep and heavy, she wanted the buoyancy which should have carried her over the seas, and she dropped heavily into them, the water washing over the decks; and every now and then, when an unusually large sea met her fairly upon the bows, she struck it with a sound as dead and heavy as that with which a sledge-hammer falls upon the pile, and took the whole of it in upon the forecastle, and rising, carried it aft in the scuppers, washing the rigging off the pins, and carrying along with it everything which was loose on deck. She had been acting in this way all of our forenoon watch below; as we could tell by the washing of the water over our heads, and the heavy breaking of the seas against her bows, (with a sound as though she were striking against a rock,) only the thickness of the plank from our heads, as we lay in our berths, which are directly against the bows. At eight bells, the watch was called, and we came on deck, one hand going aft to take the wheel, and another going to the galley to get the grub for dinner. I stood on the forecastle, looking at the seas, which were rolling high, as far as the eye could reach, their tops white with foam, and the body of them of a deep indigo blue, reflecting the bright rays of the sun. Our ship rose slowly over a few of the largest of them, until one immense fellow came rolling on, threatening to cover her, and which I was sailor enough to know, by "the feeling of her" under my feet, she would not rise over. I sprang upon the knight-heads, and seizing hold of the fore-stay with my hands, drew myself upon it. My feet were just off the stanchion, when she struck fairly into the middle of the sea, and it washed her fore and aft, burying her in the water. As soon as she rose out of it, I looked aft, and everything forward of the main-mast, except the long-boat, which was griped and double-lashed down to the ring-bolts, was swept off clear. The galley, the pig-sty, the hen-coop, and a large sheep-pen which had been built upon the forehatch, were all gone, in the twinkling of an eye—leaving the deck as clean as a chin new-reaped—and not a stick left, to show where they had stood. In the scuppers lay the galley, bottom up, and a few boards floating about, the wreck of the sheep-pen,—and half a dozen miserable sheep floating among them, wet through, and not a little frightened at the sudden change that had come upon them. As soon as the sea had washed by, all hands sprung out of the forecastle to see what had become of the ship and in a few moments the cook and old Bill crawled out from under the galley, where they had been lying in the water, nearly smothered, with the galley over them. Fortunately, it rested against the bulwarks, or it would have broken some of their bones. When the water ran off, we picked the sheep up, and put them in the long-boat, got the galley back in its place, and set things a little to rights; but, had not our ship had uncommonly high bulwarks and rail, everything must have been washed overboard, not excepting Old Bill and the cook.

There was now a noticeable change in the environment. The days got shorter; the sun dipped lower in the sky each day, providing less warmth, and the nights turned so cold we couldn't sleep on deck. The Magellan Clouds were visible on clear nights, the skies looked cold and stormy, and at times, a long, heavy sea rolled in from the south, hinting at what lay ahead. Still, we had a strong breeze and continued on our course, sailing as much as our ship could handle. By midweek, the wind shifted to the south, forcing us to sail with a tight bowline, which meant the ship faced the heavy swell directly from that direction, and the way she met it was concerning. She was so deep and heavy that she lacked the buoyancy to ride over the waves, dropping heavily into them; water washed over the decks, and occasionally, when a particularly large wave struck her bows, it hit with a thud as solid as a sledgehammer hitting a pile, flooding the forecastle, then sweeping backward and washing the rigging off the pins, along with anything loose on deck. She’d been behaving this way all through our forenoon watch below; we could tell by the water washing over our heads and the heavy crashing of waves against her bows (sounding as if she were hitting a rock), separated from us only by the thickness of the plank above our heads as we lay in our berths directly against the bows. At eight bells, the watch was called, and we came on deck, with one person going aft to take the wheel and another heading to the galley to get the food for dinner. I stood on the forecastle, watching the high rolling seas as far as I could see, their crests white with foam and their bodies a deep indigo blue reflecting the bright sunlight. Our ship slowly rose over some of the largest waves until one huge wave came rolling in, threatening to engulf her, and I instinctively felt under my feet that she wouldn’t rise over this one. I jumped onto the knight-heads and grabbed hold of the fore-stay with my hands, just as my feet were leaving the stanchion when she struck the middle of the wave, submerging her in water. As soon as she emerged, I looked back, and everything in front of the main-mast, except the long-boat, which was securely tied down, had been swept away in an instant—leaving the deck spotless and with not a single stick left to mark where they had been. In the scuppers lay the galley, upside down, a few boards floating nearby, remnants of the sheep-pen, and half a dozen soaked and scared sheep bobbing around with them, bewildered by the sudden change. Once the water receded, all hands rushed out of the forecastle to see what had happened to the ship, and moments later, the cook and old Bill crawled out from under the galley, where they had been submerged in water, nearly smothered, with the galley resting on them. Luckily, it had ended up leaning against the bulwarks; otherwise, it could have broken their bones. When the water cleared, we gathered the sheep and put them in the long-boat, got the galley back in place, and tidied things up a bit; however, if our ship hadn't had unusually high bulwarks and railings, everything, including Old Bill and the cook, would likely have been washed overboard.

Bill had been standing at the galley-door, with the kid of beef in his hand for the forecastle mess, when, away he went, kid, beef, and all. He held on to the kid till the last, like a good fellow, but the beef was gone, and when the water had run off, we saw it lying high and dry, like a rock at low tide—nothing could hurt that. We took the loss of our beef very easily, consoling ourselves with the recollection that the cabin had more to lose than we; and chuckled not a little at seeing the remains of the chicken-pie and pan-cakes floating in the scuppers. "This will never do!" was what some said, and every one felt. Here we were, not yet within a thousand miles of the latitude of Cape Horn, and our decks swept by a sea not one half so high as we must expect to find there. Some blamed the captain for loading his ship so deep, when he knew what he must expect; while others said that the wind was always southwest, off the Cape, in the winter; and that, running before it, we should not mind the seas so much. When we got down into the forecastle, Old Bill, who was somewhat of a croaker,—having met with a great many accidents at sea—said that if that was the way she was going to act, we might as well make our wills, and balance the books at once, and put on a clean shirt. "'Vast there, you bloody old owl! You're always hanging out blue lights! You're frightened by the ducking you got in the scuppers, and can't take a joke! What's the use in being always on the look-out for Davy Jones?" "Stand by!" says another, "and we'll get an afternoon watch below, by this scrape;" but in this they were disappointed, for at two bells, all hands were called and set to work, getting lashings upon everything on deck; and the captain talked of sending down the long top-gallant masts; but, as the sea went down toward night, and the wind hauled abeam, we left them standing, and set the studding-sails.

Bill had been standing at the galley door, holding the piece of beef for the forecastle meal, when suddenly he vanished, beef and all. He clung to the kid until the very end, like a good guy, but the beef was gone. When the water receded, we saw it just sitting there, high and dry, like a rock at low tide—nothing could damage that. We took the loss of our beef pretty well, reassuring ourselves that the cabin had more to lose than we did, and we couldn't help but laugh at the sight of the leftover chicken pie and pancakes floating in the scuppers. "This isn’t good!" some people complained, and everyone felt the same. Here we were, still a thousand miles from the latitude of Cape Horn, with waves sweeping our decks that weren't even half as high as we should expect there. Some blamed the captain for weighing down the ship so much when he knew what was coming; others argued that the wind always came from the southwest off the Cape in winter, and that running with it wouldn’t be that bad. When we got down into the forecastle, Old Bill, who was a bit of a pessimist—having experienced many accidents at sea—said that if this was how the ship was going to behave, we might as well write our wills, balance our accounts, and change into clean shirts. "'Quit it there, you grumpy old man! You're always forecasting doom! You're just shaken up from getting splashed in the scuppers and can't take a joke! What’s the point of always worrying about Davy Jones?" "Hold on!" said another, "and we might get an afternoon watch below with this mess;" but they were let down because at two bells, all hands were called and got to work securing everything on deck; the captain even mentioned sending down the long top-gallant masts. However, as the sea calmed down toward night and the wind came from the side, we left them up and set the studding sails.

The next day, all hands were turned-to upon unbending the old sails, and getting up the new ones; for a ship, unlike people on shore, puts on her best suit in bad weather. The old sails were sent down, and three new topsails, and new fore and main courses, jib, and fore-topmast staysail, which were made on the coast, and never had been used, were bent, with a complete set of new earings, robands and reef-points; and reef-tackles were rove to the courses, and spilling-lines to the top-sails. These, with new braces and clew-lines, fore and aft, gave us a good suit of running rigging.

The next day, everyone pitched in to take down the old sails and put up the new ones; because a ship, unlike people on land, dresses its best in bad weather. The old sails were taken down, and three new topsails, along with new fore and main sails, jib, and fore-topmast staysail that were made on the coast and never used, were fitted, complete with a set of new earings, robands, and reef-points. Reef-tackles were attached to the sails, and spilling-lines to the topsails. These, along with new braces and clew-lines, both front and back, gave us a solid set of running rigging.

The wind continued westerly, and the weather and sea less rough since the day on which we shipped the heavy sea, and we were making great progress under studding-sails, with our light sails all set, keeping a little to the eastward of south; for the captain, depending upon westerly winds off the Cape, had kept so far to the westward, that though we were within about five hundred miles of the latitude of Cape Horn, we were nearly seventeen hundred miles to the westward of it. Through the rest of the week, we continued on with a fair wind, gradually, as we got more to the southward, keeping a more easterly course, and bringing the wind on our larboard quarter, until—

The wind was coming from the west, and the weather and sea were calmer since the day we faced the heavy waves. We were making good progress with our extra sails up and all our light sails set, steering a bit east of south. The captain, relying on westerly winds near the Cape, had kept us far to the west, so even though we were about five hundred miles from the latitude of Cape Horn, we were almost seventeen hundred miles to the west of it. Throughout the rest of the week, we continued with a favorable wind, gradually shifting more to the east as we moved further south and bringing the wind to our port side, until—

Sunday, June 26th, when, having a fine, clear day, the captain got a lunar observation, as well as his meridian altitude, which made us in lat. 47° 50' S., long. 113° 49' W.; Cape Horn bearing, according to my calculation, E. S. E. 1/2 E., and distant eighteen hundred miles.

Sunday, June 26th, on a beautiful, clear day, the captain took a lunar observation along with his meridian altitude, placing us at latitude 47° 50' S. and longitude 113° 49' W. According to my calculations, Cape Horn was bearing E. S. E. 1/2 E. and was eighteen hundred miles away.

Monday, June 27th. During the first part of this day, the wind continued fair, and, as we were going before it, it did not feel very cold, so that we kept at work on deck, in our common clothes and round jackets. Our watch had an afternoon watch below, for the first time since leaving San Diego, and having inquired of the third mate what the latitude was at noon, and made our usual guesses as to the time she would need, to be up with the Horn, we turned-in, for a nap. We were sleeping away "at the rates of knots," when three knocks on the scuttle, and "All hands ahoy!" started us from our berths. What could be the matter? It did not appear to be blowing hard, and looking up through the scuttle, we could see that it was a clear day, overhead; yet the watch were taking in sail.

Monday, June 27th. During the first part of the day, the wind was still favorable, and since we were sailing with it, it didn’t feel too cold, so we worked on deck in our regular clothes and jackets. Our watch had an afternoon off below deck for the first time since leaving San Diego. After asking the third mate what the latitude was at noon and making our usual guesses about how long it would take to reach the Horn, we decided to take a nap. We were sleeping soundly when three knocks on the hatch and “All hands ahoy!” jolted us awake. What could be going on? It didn’t seem to be blowing hard, and looking up through the hatch, we could see it was a clear day; yet the watch was taking in sail.

We thought there must be a sail in sight, and that we were about to heave-to and speak her; and were just congratulating ourselves upon it—for we had seen neither sail nor land since we had left port—when we heard the mate's voice on deck, (he turned-in "all standing," and was always on deck the moment he was called,) singing out to the men who were taking in the studding-sails, and asking where his watch were. We did not wait for a second call, but tumbled up the ladder; and there, on the starboard bow, was a bank of mist, covering sea and sky, and driving directly for us. I had seen the same before, in my passage round in the Pilgrim, and knew what it meant, and that there was no time to be lost. We had nothing on but thin clothes, yet there was not a moment to spare, and at it we went.

We thought there had to be a sail in sight, and that we were about to stop and talk to her; and we were just congratulating ourselves on it—since we hadn’t seen either a sail or land since leaving port—when we heard the mate's voice on deck (he always jumped out of bed as soon as he was called), shouting to the crew who were taking in the studding-sails, asking where his watch was. We didn't wait for a second call but scrambled up the ladder; and there, on the starboard bow, was a wall of mist covering the sea and sky, heading straight for us. I had seen the same thing before on my passage around in the Pilgrim, and I knew what it meant and that there was no time to waste. We were only wearing light clothing, but there was no time to lose, and we got to work.

The boys of the other watch were in the tops, taking in the top-gallant studding-sails, and the lower and topmast studding-sails were coming down by the run. It was nothing but "haul down and clew up," until we got all the studding-sails in, and the royals, flying-jib, and mizen top-gallant sail furled, and the ship kept off a little, to take the squall. The fore and main top-gallant sails were still on her, for the "old man" did not mean to be frightened in broad daylight, and was determined to carry sail till the last minute.

The boys on the other watch were up in the rigging, taking down the top-gallant studding sails, while the lower and topmast studding sails were coming down quickly. It was all about "haul down and clew up" until we got all the studding sails in, along with the royals, flying jib, and mizen top-gallant sail furled. The ship turned a bit to handle the squall. The fore and main top-gallant sails were still up because the "old man" wasn’t going to get spooked in broad daylight and was determined to keep the sails up until the very last moment.

We all stood waiting for its coming, when the first blast showed us that it was not be trifled with. Rain, sleet, snow, and wind, enough to take our breath from us, and make the toughest turn his back to windward! The ship lay nearly over on her beam-ends; the spars and rigging snapped and cracked; and her top-gallant masts bent like whip-sticks. "Clew up the fore and main top-gallant sails!" shouted the captain, and all hands sprang to the clewlines. The decks were standing nearly at an angle of forty-five degrees, and the ship going like a mad steed through the water, the whole forward part of her in a smother of foam. The halyards were let go and the yard clewed down, and the sheets started, and in a few minutes the sails smothered and kept in by clewlines and buntlines.—"Furl 'em, sir?" asked the mate.—"Let go the topsail halyards, fore and aft!" shouted the captain, in answer, at the top of his voice. Down came the topsail yards, the reef-tackles were manned and hauled out, and we climbed up to windward, and sprang into the weather rigging. The violence of the wind, and the hail and sleet, driving nearly horizontally across the ocean, seemed actually to pin us down to the rigging. It was hard work making head against them. One after another, we got out upon the yards. And here we had work to do; for our new sails, which had hardly been bent long enough to get the starch out of them, were as stiff as boards, and the new earings and reef-points, stiffened with the sleet, knotted like pieces of iron wire. Having only our round jackets and straw hats on, we were soon wet through, and it was every moment growing colder. Our hands were soon stiffened and numbed, which, added to the stiffness of everything else, kept us a good while on the yard. After we had got the sail hauled upon the yard, we had to wait a long time for the weather earing to be passed; but there was no fault to be found, for French John was at the earing, and a better sailor never laid out on a yard; so we leaned over the yard, and beat our hands upon the sail to keep them from freezing. At length the word came—"Haul out to leeward,"—and we seized the reef-points and hauled the band taut for the lee earing. "taut band—Knot away," and we got the first reef fast, and were just going to lay down, when—"Two reefs—two reefs!" shouted the mate, and we had a second reef to take, in the same way. When this was fast, we laid down on deck, manned the halyards to leeward, nearly up to our knees in water, set the topsail, and then laid aloft on the main topsail yard, and reefed that sail in the same manner; for, as I have before stated, we were a good deal reduced in numbers, and, to make it worse, the carpenter, only two days before, cut his leg with an axe, so that he could not go aloft. This weakened us so that we could not well manage more than one topsail at a time, in such weather as this, and, of course, our labor was doubled. From the main topsail yard, we went upon the main yard, and took a reef in the mainsail. No sooner had we got on deck, than—"Lay aloft there, mizen-top-men, and close-reef the mizen topsail!" This called me; and being nearest to the rigging, I got first aloft, and out to the weather earing. English Ben was on the yard just after me, and took the lee earing, and the rest of our gang were soon on the yard, and began to fist the sail, when the mate considerately sent up the cook and steward, to help us. I could now account for the long time it took to pass the other earings, for, to do my best, with a strong hand to help me at the dog's ear, I could not get it passed until I heard them beginning to complain in the bunt. One reef after another we took in, until the sail was close-reefed, when we went down and hoisted away at the halyards. In the mean time, the jib had been furled and the staysail set, and the ship, under her reduced sail, had got more upright and was under management; but the two top-gallant sails were still hanging in the buntlines, and slatting and jerking as though they would take the masts out of her. We gave a look aloft, and knew that our work was not done yet; and, sure enough, no sooner did the mate see that we were on deck, than—"Lay aloft there, four of you, and furl the top-gallant sails!" This called me again, and two of us went aloft, up the fore rigging, and two more up the main, upon the top-gallant yards.

We all stood waiting for it to arrive, when the first blast made it clear that it was serious. Rain, sleet, snow, and wind, enough to take our breath away and make even the toughest turn his back to the wind! The ship was nearly tipped over on its side; the spars and rigging were snapping and cracking; and her top-gallant masts bent like whips. "Clew up the fore and main top-gallant sails!" shouted the captain, and everyone jumped to the clewlines. The decks were almost at a forty-five-degree angle, and the ship was racing through the water like a wild horse, with the entire front part covered in foam. The halyards were released, and the yard was lowered, and the sheets flew loose, and within a few minutes, the sails were smothered and held in check by clewlines and buntlines. "Furl 'em, sir?" asked the mate. "Let go the topsail halyards, fore and aft!" shouted the captain at the top of his lungs. Down came the topsail yards, the reef-tackles were manned and pulled out, and we climbed up to the windward side, leaping into the weather rigging. The force of the wind, along with hail and sleet, driving almost horizontally across the ocean, seemed to pin us down to the rigging. It was tough work pushing against them. One after another, we made it out onto the yards. And here we had work to do; our new sails, which had barely been bent long enough to lose their stiffness, were as rigid as boards, and the new earings and reef points, stiffened by the sleet, were knotted like pieces of iron wire. Wearing only our round jackets and straw hats, we quickly became soaked, and it was getting colder by the moment. Our hands soon became stiff and numb, which, combined with the stiffness of everything else, kept us up on the yard for quite a while. After we finally got the sail on the yard, we had to wait a long time for the weather earing to be passed; but there were no complaints, as French John was at the earing, and there was no better sailor to be found on a yard; so we leaned over the yard, beating our hands against the sail to keep them from freezing. At last, the word came—"Haul out to leeward,"—and we grabbed the reef points and pulled the band tight for the lee earing. "Taut band—Knot away," and we got the first reef secured, and were just about to sit down when—"Two reefs—two reefs!" shouted the mate, and we had to take a second reef in the same way. Once that was secured, we lay down on deck, manned the halyards to leeward, nearly knee-deep in water, set the topsail, and then climbed up on the main topsail yard to reef that sail in the same manner; as I mentioned earlier, our numbers were quite reduced, and to make matters worse, the carpenter had cut his leg with an axe just two days before, so he couldn’t go up. This weakened us, making it difficult to handle more than one topsail at a time in this kind of weather, which meant our work was doubled. From the main topsail yard, we went onto the main yard and took a reef in the mainsail. No sooner had we gotten back on deck than—"Lay aloft there, mizen-top-men, and close-reef the mizen topsail!" This called me, and being closest to the rigging, I got up first, heading out to the weather earing. English Ben followed me onto the yard and took the lee earing, and our crew quickly joined us on the yard, starting to work on the sail, when the mate kindly sent up the cook and steward to assist us. Now I understood why it took so long to pass the other earings; despite my best efforts, even with a strong hand helping me at the dog's ear, I couldn’t get it passed until I heard them starting to complain in the bunt. One reef after another, we pulled in until the sail was closely reefed, then we went down and hoisted the halyards. In the meantime, the jib had been furled and the staysail set, and the ship, under her reduced sail, had become more upright and manageable; but the two top-gallant sails were still hanging in the buntlines, flapping and jerking as though they might take the masts with them. We looked up and realized our work wasn’t over yet; sure enough, as soon as the mate saw we were back on deck, he called out—"Lay aloft there, four of you, and furl the top-gallant sails!" This summoned me again, and two of us went up the fore rigging while the other two climbed the main mast, heading for the top-gallant yards.

The shrouds were now iced over, the sleet having formed a crust or cake round all the standing rigging, and on the weather side of the masts and yards. When we got upon the yard, my hands were so numb that I could not have cast off the knot of the gasket to have saved my life. We both lay over the yard for a few seconds, beating our hands upon the sail, until we started the blood into our fingers' ends, and at the next moment our hands were in a burning heat. My companion on the yard was a lad, who came out in the ship a weak, puny boy, from one of the Boston schools,—"no larger than a spritsail sheet knot," nor "heavier than a paper of lamp-black," and "not strong enough to haul a shad off a gridiron," but who was now "as long as a spare topmast, strong enough to knock down an ox, and hearty enough to eat him." We fisted the sail together, and after six or eight minutes of hard hauling and pulling and beating down the sail, which was as stiff as sheet iron, we managed to get it furled; and snugly furled it must be, for we knew the mate well enough to be certain that if it got adrift again, we should be called up from our watch below, at any hour of the night, to furl it.

The sails were now frozen over, with sleet creating a hard layer around the standing rigging and on the windy side of the masts and yards. When we got on the yard, my hands were so numb that I couldn’t even untie the knot of the gasket to save my life. We both hung over the yard for a few seconds, pounding our hands on the sail until we got the blood flowing into our fingertips, and in the next moment, our hands felt burning hot. My companion on the yard was a kid who had come out on the ship, a weak, scrawny boy from one of the Boston schools—“no bigger than a spritsail sheet knot,” nor “heavier than a packet of lamp-black,” and “not strong enough to haul a shad off a grill,” but now “as long as a spare topmast, strong enough to take down an ox, and hearty enough to eat him.” We worked on the sail together, and after six or eight minutes of hard pulling and beating down the sail, which was as stiff as sheet iron, we finally managed to get it furled; and it had to be snugly furled, as we knew the mate well enough to be sure that if it got loose again, we’d be called up from our watch below at any hour of the night to furl it.

I had been on the look-out for a moment to jump below and clap on a thick jacket and south-wester; but when we got on deck we found that eight bells had been struck, and the other watch gone below, so that there were two hours of dog watch for us, and a plenty of work to do. It had now set in for a steady gale from the south-west; but we were not yet far enough to the southward to make a fair wind of it, for we must give Terra del Fuego a wide berth. The decks were covered with snow, and there was a constant driving of sleet. In fact, Cape Horn had set in with good earnest. In the midst of all this, and before it became dark, we had all the studding-sails to make up and stow away, and then to lay aloft and rig in all the booms, fore and aft, and coil away the tacks, sheets, and halyards. This was pretty tough work for four or five hands, in the face of a gale which almost took us off the yards, and with ropes so stiff with ice that it was almost impossible to bend them. I was nearly half an hour out on the end of the fore yard, trying to coil away and stop down the topmast studding-sail tack and lower halyards. It was after dark when we got through, and we were not a little pleased to hear four bells struck, which sent us below for two hours, and gave us each a pot of hot tea with our cold beef and bread, and, what was better yet, a suit of thick, dry clothing, fitted for the weather, in place of our thin clothes, which were wet through and now frozen stiff.

I had been waiting for a chance to jump down and put on a thick jacket and a waterproof hat, but when we got on deck, we found out that it was eight o'clock, and the other watch had gone below, leaving us with two hours of the dog watch and plenty of work to do. A steady gale had kicked in from the southwest, but we weren’t far enough south to benefit from it since we had to give Terra del Fuego a wide berth. The decks were covered in snow, and sleet was constantly blowing in. Cape Horn had definitely made its presence known. Amidst all this, and before it got dark, we had to set up and stow away all the studding-sails, then go aloft to rig in all the booms, both fore and aft, and coil up the tacks, sheets, and halyards. This was pretty tough work for four or five people, especially with a gale that nearly knocked us off the yards and ropes so stiff with ice that it was almost impossible to work with them. I spent nearly half an hour on the end of the fore yard, trying to coil and secure the topmast studding-sail tack and lower halyards. It was after dark when we finally finished, and we were really happy to hear four bells signal us below for two hours. We were treated to a pot of hot tea with our cold beef and bread, and even better, we got a set of thick, dry clothes suited for the weather instead of our thin clothes, which were soaked and now frozen stiff.

This sudden turn, for which we were so little prepared, was as unacceptable to me as to any of the rest; for I had been troubled for several days with a slight tooth-ache, and this cold weather, and wetting and freezing, were not the best things in the world for it.

This sudden change, which we were hardly ready for, was just as unacceptable to me as it was to the others; I had been dealing with a bit of a toothache for several days, and this cold weather, along with getting wet and freezing, was really not good for it.

I soon found that it was getting strong hold, and running over all parts of my face; and before the watch was out I went aft to the mate, who had charge of the medicine-chest, to get something for it.

I quickly realized that it was taking a strong hold and spreading all over my face; and before the watch was over, I went to the back to the mate, who was in charge of the medicine chest, to get something for it.

But the chest showed like the end of a long voyage, for there was nothing that would answer but a few drops of laudanum, which must be saved for any emergency; so I had only to bear the pain as well as I could.

But the chest was like the end of a long journey, because all I found was a few drops of laudanum, which I needed to save for emergencies; so I just had to deal with the pain as best as I could.

When we went on deck at eight bells, it had stopped snowing, and there were a few stars out, but the clouds were still black, and it was blowing a steady gale. Just before midnight, I went aloft and sent down the mizen royal yard, and had the good luck to do it to the satisfaction of the mate, who said it was done "out of hand and ship-shape." The next four hours below were but little relief to me, for I lay awake in my berth, the whole time, from the pain in my face, and heard every bell strike, and, at four o'clock, turned out with the watch, feeling little spirit for the hard duties of the day.

When we went on deck at eight bells, it had stopped snowing, and a few stars were visible, but the clouds were still dark, and there was a strong wind blowing. Just before midnight, I went up and took down the mizen royal yard, and I was lucky enough to do it to the mate's satisfaction, who said it was done "quickly and neatly." The next four hours below didn’t offer me much relief, as I lay awake in my bunk the whole time, due to the pain in my face, and I heard every bell toll. At four o'clock, I got up with the watch, feeling unmotivated for the tough tasks of the day ahead.

Bad weather and hard work at sea can be borne up against very well, if one only has spirit and health; but there is nothing brings a man down, at such a time, like bodily pain and want of sleep.

Bad weather and tough work at sea can be handled pretty well if you have the right attitude and good health; but nothing can break a person down during those times like physical pain and lack of sleep.

There was, however, too much to do to allow time to think; for the gale of yesterday, and the heavy seas we met with a few days before, while we had yet ten degrees more southing to make, had convinced the captain that we had something before us which was not to be trifled with, and orders were given to send down the long top-gallant masts. The top-gallant and royal yards were accordingly struck, the flying jib-boom rigged in, and the top-gallant masts sent down on deck, and all lashed together by the side of the long-boat.

There was just too much to do to take a moment to think; the strong winds from yesterday and the rough seas we faced a few days earlier, even though we still had ten more degrees to travel south, made the captain realize we were dealing with something serious. Orders were given to lower the long top-gallant masts. The top-gallant and royal yards were taken down, the flying jib-boom was brought in, and the top-gallant masts were lowered onto the deck, all secured next to the long-boat.

The rigging was then sent down and coiled away below, and everything was made snug aloft. There was not a sailor in the ship who was not rejoiced to see these sticks come down; for, so long as the yards were aloft, on the least sign of a lull, the top-gallant sails were loosed, and then we had to furl them again in a snow-squall, and shin up and down single ropes caked with ice, and send royal yards down in the teeth of a gale coming right from the south pole. It was an interesting sight, too, to see our noble ship, dismantled of all her top-hamper of long tapering masts and yards, and boom pointed with spear-head, which ornamented her in port; and all that canvas, which a few days before had covered her like a cloud, from the truck to the water's edge, spreading far out beyond her hull on either side, now gone; and she, stripped, like a wrestler for the fight. It corresponded, too, with the desolate character of her situation;—alone, as she was, battling with storms, wind, and ice, at this extremity of the globe, and in almost constant night.

The rigging was then brought down and stored away below, and everything was secured up high. Every sailor on the ship was glad to see those masts come down; for, as long as the yards were up, at the slightest hint of calm, the top-gallant sails would be released, and then we had to roll them up again in a snowstorm, climbing up and down icy ropes, and lower the royal yards in a gale blowing right from the South Pole. It was also an impressive sight to see our magnificent ship, stripped of all her tall, slender masts and yards, and her boom pointed like a spear, which had decorated her in port; and all that canvas, which just a few days ago had covered her like a cloud from the top to the water's edge, spreading far out beyond her sides, was now gone; she was like a wrestler getting ready for a fight. It matched the bleak nature of her situation—alone, as she was, fighting against storms, wind, and ice, at this far point of the globe, and in almost constant darkness.

Friday, July 1st. We were now nearly up to the latitude of Cape Horn, and having over forty degrees of easting to make, we squared away the yards before a strong westerly gale, shook a reef out of the fore-topsail, and stood on our way, east-by-south, with the prospect of being up with the Cape in a week or ten days. As for myself, I had had no sleep for forty-eight hours; and the want of rest, together with constant wet and cold, had increased the swelling, so that my face was nearly as large as two, and I found it impossible to get my mouth open wide enough to eat. In this state, the steward applied to the captain for some rice to boil for me, but he only got a—"No! d—- you! Tell him to eat salt junk and hard bread, like the rest of them." For this, of course, I was much obliged to him, and in truth it was just what I expected. However, I did not starve, for the mate, who was a man as well as a sailor, and had always been a good friend to me, smuggled a pan of rice into the galley, and told the cook to boil it for me, and not let the "old man" see it. Had it been fine weather, or in port, I should have gone below and lain by until my face got well; but in such weather as this, and short-handed as we were, it was not for me to desert my post; so I kept on deck, and stood my watch and did my duty as well as I could.

Friday, July 1st. We were now almost at the latitude of Cape Horn, and with over forty degrees of eastward travel to cover, we adjusted the sails to catch a strong westerly wind, shook a reef out of the fore-topsail, and continued our journey southeast, hoping to reach the Cape in about a week or ten days. As for me, I hadn’t slept in forty-eight hours; the lack of rest, combined with constant dampness and cold, had worsened the swelling, making my face nearly as big as two, and I found it impossible to open my mouth wide enough to eat. In this condition, the steward asked the captain for some rice to boil for me, but he got a response of, “No! Damn you! Tell him to eat salt junk and hard bread, like everyone else.” I was, of course, grateful for that, and honestly, it was exactly what I expected. However, I didn’t starve, because the mate, who was a good man as well as a sailor and had always been a good friend to me, secretly brought a pan of rice into the galley and told the cook to boil it for me, without letting the "old man" see it. If it had been nice weather, or if we were in port, I would have gone below and rested until my face healed; but in this weather, and with so few hands, it wasn’t right for me to abandon my post, so I stayed on deck, stood my watch, and did my duty as best as I could.

Saturday, July 2nd. This day the sun rose fair, but it ran too low in the heavens to give any heat, or thaw out our sails and rigging; yet the sight of it was pleasant; and we had a steady "reef topsail breeze" from the westward. The atmosphere, which had previously been clear and cold, for the last few hours grew damp, and had a disagreeable, wet chilliness in it; and the man who came from the wheel said he heard the captain tell "the passenger" that the thermometer had fallen several degrees since morning, which he could not account for in any other way than by supposing that there must be ice near us; though such a thing had never been heard of in this latitude, at this season of the year. At twelve o'clock we went below, and had just got through dinner, when the cook put his head down the scuttle and told us to come on deck and see the finest sight that we had ever seen. "Where away, cook?" asked the first man who was up. "On the larboard bow." And there lay, floating in the ocean, several miles off, an immense, irregular mass, its top and points covered with snow, and its center of a deep indigo color.

Saturday, July 2nd. The sun rose beautifully today, but it was too low in the sky to provide any warmth, or to melt our sails and rigging; still, it was nice to see. We had a steady breeze from the west that was just right for reefing the topsail. The air, which had been clear and cold, became damp over the last few hours, bringing an unpleasant, chilly wetness; the man at the wheel reported that he heard the captain tell "the passenger" that the thermometer had dropped several degrees since morning, which he could only explain by guessing that we must be near some ice, even though that's never been reported in this latitude at this time of year. At noon, we went below deck and had just finished dinner when the cook leaned down from the hatch and told us to come above deck to see the most amazing sight we had ever witnessed. "Where is it, cook?" asked the first man to get up. "Off the port bow." And there, floating in the ocean several miles away, was a huge, irregular mass, its top and peaks blanketed in snow, with a deep indigo center.

This was an iceberg, and of the largest size, as one of our men said who had been in the Northern ocean. As far as the eye could reach, the sea in every direction was of a deep blue color, the waves running high and fresh, and sparkling in the light, and in the midst lay this immense mountain-island, its cavities and valleys thrown into deep shade, and its points and pinnacles glittering in the sun.

This was an iceberg, and it was huge, as one of our crew members who had been in the Northern Ocean said. As far as the eye could see, the sea stretched in every direction, a deep blue color, with the waves high and fresh, sparkling in the light. In the middle of it all was this massive mountain-island, its hollows and valleys cast in deep shadow, while its peaks and summits shone in the sun.

All hands were soon on deck, looking at it, and admiring in various ways its beauty and grandeur. But no description can give any idea of the strangeness, splendor, and, really, the sublimity, of the sight.

All hands were quickly on deck, checking it out and admiring its beauty and grandeur in different ways. But no description can convey the strangeness, splendor, and truly the sublimity of the sight.

Its great size;—for it must have been from two to three miles in circumference, and several hundred feet in height;—its slow motion, as its base rose and sank in the water, and its high points nodded against the clouds; the dashing of the waves upon it, which, breaking high with foam, lined its base with a white crust; and the thundering sound of the cracking of the mass, and the breaking and tumbling down of huge pieces; together with its nearness and approach, which added a slight element of fear,—all combined to give to it the character of true sublimity. The main body of the mass was, as I have said, of an indigo color, its base crusted with frozen foam; and as it grew thin and transparent toward the edges and top, its color shaded off from a deep blue to the whiteness of snow.

Its enormous size—being two to three miles around and several hundred feet tall—along with its slow movement as its base rose and sank in the water, and its peaks swaying against the clouds; the crashing waves that broke high with foam, creating a white layer at its base; the thunderous sounds of the cracking mass and the huge pieces breaking and tumbling down; combined with its closeness and approach, adding a slight element of fear—all contributed to its dramatic presence. The main part of the mass was, as I mentioned, an indigo color, its base covered in frozen foam; and as it became thinner and more transparent towards the edges and top, the color faded from a deep blue to the whiteness of snow.

It seemed to be drifting slowly toward the north, so that we kept away and avoided it. It was in sight all the afternoon; and when we got to leeward of it, the wind died away, so that we lay-to quite near it for a greater part of the night. Unfortunately, there was no moon, but it was a clear night, and we could plainly mark the long, regular heaving of the stupendous mass, as its edges moved slowly against the stars. Several times in our watch loud cracks were heard, which sounded as though they must have run through the whole length of the iceberg, and several pieces fell down with a thundering crash, plunging heavily into the sea. Toward morning, a strong breeze sprang up, and we filled away, and left it astern, and at daylight it was out of sight. The next day, which was

It seemed to be drifting slowly north, so we kept our distance and avoided it. It was visible all afternoon, and when we were downwind of it, the wind dropped, so we stayed quite close for most of the night. Unfortunately, there was no moon, but it was a clear night, and we could clearly see the long, steady movement of the massive ice as its edges slowly shifted against the stars. Several times during our watch, we heard loud cracks that sounded like they traveled the entire length of the iceberg, and some chunks broke off with a thundering crash, plunging heavily into the ocean. Toward morning, a strong breeze picked up, and we set sail away from it, and by sunrise, it was out of sight. The next day, which was

Sunday, July 3d, the breeze continued strong, the air exceedingly chilly, and the thermometer low. In the course of the day we saw several icebergs, of different sizes, but none so near as the one which we saw the day before. Some of them, as well as we could judge, at the distance at which we were, must have been as large as that, if not larger. At noon we were in latitude 55° 12' south, and supposed longitude 89° 5' west. Toward night the wind hauled to the southward, and headed us off our course a little, and blew a tremendous gale; but this we did not mind, as there was no rain nor snow, and we were already under close sail.

Sunday, July 3rd, the breeze remained strong, the air was extremely chilly, and the temperature was low. Throughout the day, we spotted several icebergs of different sizes, but none were as close as the one we saw the day before. Some of them, as far as we could tell from our distance, were about the same size, if not larger. At noon, we were at latitude 55° 12' south and thought we were at longitude 89° 5' west. As night approached, the wind shifted to the south, which slightly altered our course, and it blew a fierce gale; however, we didn't mind since there was no rain or snow, and we were already sailing with reduced sails.

Monday, July 4th. This was "independence day" in Boston. What firing of guns, and ringing of bells, and rejoicings of all sorts, in every part of our country! The ladies (who have not gone down to Nahant, for a breath of cool air, and sight of the ocean) walking the streets with parasols over their heads, and the dandies in their white pantaloons and silk stockings! What quantities of ice-cream have been eaten, and what quantities of ice brought into the city from a distance, and sold out by the lump and the pound! The smallest of the islands which we saw today would have made the fortune of poor Jack, if he had had it in Boston; and I dare say he would have had no objection to being there with it. This, to be sure, was no place to keep the fourth of July. To keep ourselves warm, and the ship out of the ice, was as much as we could do. Yet no one forgot the day; and many were the wishes, and conjectures, and comparisons, both serious and ludicrous, which were made among all hands. The sun shone bright as long as it was up, only that a scud of black clouds was ever and anon driving across it. At noon we were in lat. 54° 27' S., and long. 85° 5' W., having made a good deal of easting, but having lost in our latitude by the heading of the wind. Between daylight and dark—that is, between nine o'clock and three—we saw thirty-four ice islands, of various sizes; some no bigger than the hull of our vessel, and others apparently nearly as large as the one that we first saw; though, as we went on, the islands became smaller and more numerous; and, at sundown of this day, a man at the mast-head saw large fields of floating ice called "field-ice" at the south-east. This kind of ice is much more dangerous than the large islands, for those can be seen at a distance, and kept away from; but the field-ice, floating in great quantities, and covering the ocean for miles and miles, in pieces of every size—large, flat, and broken cakes, with here and there an island rising twenty and thirty feet, and as large as the ship's hull;—this, it is very difficult to sheer clear of. A constant look-out was necessary; for any of these pieces, coming with the heave of the sea, were large enough to have knocked a hole in the ship, and that would have been the end of us; for no boat (even if we could have got one out) could have lived in such a sea; and no man could have lived in a boat in such weather. To make our condition still worse, the wind came out due east, just after sundown, and it blew a gale dead ahead, with hail and sleet, and a thick fog, so that we could not see half the length of the ship. Our chief reliance, the prevailing westerly gales, was thus cut off; and here we were, nearly seven hundred miles to the westward of the Cape, with a gale dead from the eastward, and the weather so thick that we could not see the ice with which we were surrounded, until it was directly under our bows.

Monday, July 4th. This was "Independence Day" in Boston. There was gunfire, bell ringing, and celebrations all over the country! The ladies (who hadn't gone down to Nahant for a cool breeze and a view of the ocean) were walking the streets with parasols, and the dashing young men in their white pants and silk stockings! They consumed massive amounts of ice cream, and a ton of ice was brought into the city from far away and sold by the chunk and pound! The smallest of the islands we saw today would have made poor Jack rich if he had owned it in Boston; and I bet he would have loved to be there with it. However, this was definitely not the place to celebrate the Fourth of July. Keeping ourselves warm and the ship clear of ice was all we could manage. Still, nobody forgot the day, and there were lots of wishes, speculations, and comparisons, both serious and funny, shared among the crew. The sun shone brightly as long as it was up, although black clouds would occasionally scud across it. At noon, we were at latitude 54° 27' S and longitude 85° 5' W. We had made a lot of eastward progress, but lost some latitude due to the wind direction. Between daylight and dusk—specifically between nine o'clock and three—we spotted thirty-four ice islands of various sizes; some were no bigger than our ship's hull, while others seemed nearly as large as the first one we saw. However, as we continued, the islands became smaller and more numerous. By sundown, someone up in the mast saw large fields of floating ice, referred to as "field-ice," to the southeast. This type of ice is much more dangerous than the large islands, because those can be seen from a distance and avoided; but the field-ice, floating in large quantities and covering the ocean for miles in all sizes—large, flat pieces and broken chunks, with occasional islands rising twenty to thirty feet high and as big as our ship's hull—are very hard to avoid. We had to keep a constant lookout; any of these chunks, moving with the sea, were big enough to punch a hole in our ship, and that would have meant our doom. No lifeboat (even if we could have launched one) would survive in such conditions, and no one could last in a boat in that weather. To make matters worse, the wind picked up from the east right after sundown, blowing a gale straight at us, along with hail, sleet, and thick fog, so we couldn't see more than half the length of the ship. Our main hope, the usual westerly gales, were now lost; and there we were, nearly seven hundred miles west of the cape, battling an east wind, in such thick weather that we couldn't see the ice surrounding us until it was directly in front of us.

At four, P. M. (it was then quite dark) all hands were called, and sent aloft in a violent squall of hail and rain, to take in sail. We had now all got on our "Cape Horn rig"—thick boots, south-westers coming down over our neck and ears, thick trowsers and jackets, and some with oil-cloth suits over all. Mittens, too, we wore on deck, but it would not do to go aloft with them on, for it was impossible to work with them, and, being wet and stiff, they might let a man slip overboard, for all the hold he could get upon a rope; so, we were obliged to work with bare hands, which, as well as our faces, were often cut with the hail-stones, which fell thick and large. Our ship was now all cased with ice,—hull, spars, and standing rigging;—and the running rigging so stiff that we could hardly bend it so as to belay it, or, still worse, take a knot with it; and the sails nearly as stiff as sheet iron. One at a time, (for it was a long piece of work and required many hands,) we furled the courses, mizen topsail, and fore-topmast staysail, and close-reefed the fore and main topsails, and hove the ship to under the fore, with the main hauled up by the clewlines and buntlines, and ready to be sheeted home, if we found it necessary to make sail to get to windward of an ice island. A regular look-out was then set, and kept by each watch in turn, until the morning. It was a tedious and anxious night. It blew hard the whole time, and there was an almost constant driving of either rain, hail, or snow. In addition to this, it was "as thick as muck," and the ice was all about us. The captain was on deck nearly the whole night, and kept the cook in the galley, with a roaring fire, to make coffee for him, which he took every few hours, and once or twice gave a little to his officers; but not a drop of anything was there for the crew. The captain, who sleeps all the daytime, and comes and goes at night as he chooses, can have his brandy and water in the cabin, and his hot coffee at the galley; while Jack, who has to stand through everything, and work in wet and cold, can have nothing to wet his lips or warm his stomach.

At 4 P.M. (it was already pretty dark), everyone was called up and sent up into a violent squall of hail and rain to take in the sails. We had all put on our “Cape Horn rig”—thick boots, sou'westers pulled down over our necks and ears, thick trousers and jackets, and some had oilcloth suits over everything. We also wore mittens on deck, but we couldn’t go up with them on because it was impossible to work with them; being wet and stiff, they could cause someone to slip overboard no matter how tightly they held onto a rope. So, we had to work with bare hands, which, along with our faces, often got cut by the thick and large hailstones. Our ship was now completely covered in ice—hull, masts, and standing rigging; the running rigging was so stiff that we could hardly bend it to secure it, or even worse, tie knots with it; and the sails were nearly as rigid as sheet metal. One by one, (since it was a long task that needed many hands), we furled the courses, mizen topsail, and fore-topmast staysail, and reefed the fore and main topsails, positioning the ship under the fore with the main raised by the clewlines and buntlines, ready to be sheeted home if we needed to sail to windward of an ice island. A strict lookout was then established, with each watch taking turns until morning. It was a long and anxious night. It blew hard the entire time, with constant rain, hail, or snow. Plus, it was “as thick as muck,” and the ice surrounded us. The captain was on deck nearly all night, keeping the cook in the galley with a roaring fire to make coffee for him, which he drank every few hours and occasionally shared a little with his officers; but the crew got nothing. The captain, who sleeps all day and comes and goes at night as he pleases, can have his brandy and water in the cabin and hot coffee in the galley, while Jack, who has to endure everything and work in the wet and cold, has nothing to wet his lips or warm his stomach.

This was a "temperance ship," and, like too many such ships, the temperance was all in the forecastle. The sailor, who only takes his one glass as it is dealt out to him, is in danger of being drunk; while the captain, who has all under his hand, and can drink as much as he chooses, and upon whose self-possession and cool judgment the lives of all depend, may be trusted with any amount, to drink at his will. Sailors will never be convinced that rum is a dangerous thing, by taking it away from them, and giving it to the officers; nor that, that temperance is their friend, which takes from them what they have always had, and gives them nothing in the place of it. By seeing it allowed to their officers, they will not be convinced that it is taken from them for their good; and by receiving nothing in its place, they will not believe that it is done in kindness. On the contrary, many of them look upon the change as a new instrument of tyranny. Not that they prefer rum. I never knew a sailor, in my life, who would not prefer a pot of hot coffee or chocolate, in a cold night, to all the rum afloat. They all say that rum only warms them for a time; yet, if they can get nothing better, they will miss what they have lost. The momentary warmth and glow from drinking it; the break and change which is made in a long, dreary watch by the mere calling all hands aft and serving of it out; and the simply having some event to look forward to, and to talk about; give it an importance and a use which no one can appreciate who has not stood his watch before the mast. On my passage round Cape Horn before, the vessel that I was in was not under temperance articles, and grog was served out every middle and morning watch, and after every reefing of topsails; and though I had never drank rum before, and never intend to again, I took my allowance then at the capstan, as the rest did, merely for the momentary warmth it gave the system, and the change in our feelings and aspect of our duties on the watch. At the same time, as I have stated, there was not a man on board who would not have pitched the rum to the dogs, (I have heard them say so, a dozen times) for a pot of coffee or chocolate; or even for our common beverage—"water bewitched, and tea begrudged," as it was.[1]

This was a "temperance ship," and, like too many others, the temperance was only in the forecastle. The sailor, who only gets his one drink as it's served to him, is at risk of getting drunk; while the captain, who has everything under control and can drink as much as he wants, and on whose calmness and judgment the lives of everyone depend, can be trusted to drink as he likes. Sailors will never be convinced that rum is dangerous by taking it away from them and giving it to the officers; nor will they see that temperance is their ally when it takes away what they’ve always had and offers them nothing in return. By seeing it available to their officers, they won’t believe it’s taken from them for their own benefit; and with nothing given in exchange, they won’t think it’s done out of kindness. Instead, many see this change as fresh oppression. Not that they prefer rum; I’ve never met a sailor who wouldn’t rather have a hot cup of coffee or chocolate on a cold night than all the rum in the world. They all say rum only warms them temporarily; yet, if they can't have anything better, they’ll miss what they’ve lost. The short-term warmth and buzz from drinking it, the break and change in a long, dreary watch by simply calling everyone together and serving it out, and having something to look forward to and discuss, give it a significance and purpose that no one can truly understand unless they’ve stood their watch before the mast. On my previous trip around Cape Horn, the ship I was on wasn’t under temperance rules, and grog was handed out during every middle and morning watch, and after every reefing of the topsails; and even though I had never drunk rum before and never plan to again, I took my share at the capstan like everyone else, just for the temporary warmth it brought and the change in our mood and approach to our duties. At the same time, as I mentioned, there wasn’t a man on board who wouldn’t have thrown the rum to the dogs (I’ve heard them say it a dozen times) for a cup of coffee or chocolate; or even for our regular drink—"bewitched water and begrudged tea," as it was.

The temperance reform is the best thing that ever was undertaken for the sailor; but when the grog is taken from him, he ought to have something in its place. As it is now, in most vessels, it is a mere saving to the owners; and this accounts for the sudden increase of temperance ships, which surprised even the best friends of the cause. If every merchant, when he struck grog from the list of the expenses of his ship, had been obliged to substitute as much coffee, or chocolate, as would give each man a pot-full when he came off the topsail yard, on a stormy night;—I fear Jack might have gone to ruin on the old road.[2] But this is not doubling Cape Horn. Eight hours of the night, our watch was on deck, and during the whole of that time we kept a bright look-out: one man on each bow, another in the bunt of the fore yard, the third mate on the scuttle, one on each quarter, and a man always standing by the wheel. The chief mate was everywhere, and commanded the ship when the captain was below.

The temperance reform is the best thing that ever happened for sailors; but when you take away their grog, they need something to replace it. Right now, on most ships, it just saves money for the owners, which explains the sudden rise in temperance ships, surprising even the strongest supporters of the movement. If every ship owner, when removing grog from their ship’s expenses, had to replace it with as much coffee or chocolate as would give each crew member a full mug when they came down from the topsail yard on a stormy night—I'm afraid Jack might have ended up going back to his old ways. But this isn’t like doubling Cape Horn. For eight hours of the night, our watch was on deck, and during that entire time, we stayed alert: one person on each bow, another in the middle of the fore yard, the third mate at the hatch, one at each quarter, and someone always by the wheel. The chief mate was everywhere, taking charge of the ship when the captain was below deck.

When a large piece of ice was seen in our way, or drifting near us, the word was passed along, and the ship's head turned one way and another; and sometimes the yards squared or braced up. There was little else to do than to look out; and we had the sharpest eyes in the ship on the forecastle. The only variety was the monotonous voice of the look-out forward—"Another island!"—"Ice ahead!"—"Ice on the lee bow!"—"Hard up the helm!"—"Keep her off a little!"—"Stead-y!"

When a big chunk of ice appeared in our path or drifted close to us, the word was communicated, and the ship's direction was adjusted. Sometimes the sails were squared or repositioned. There wasn't much else to do but keep watch; we had the keenest eyes on the ship up in the forecastle. The only change in routine was the repetitive calls from the lookout at the front—"Another island!"—"Ice ahead!"—"Ice on the left!"—"Turn the wheel hard!"—"Steer off a bit!"—"Steady!"

In the meantime, the wet and cold had brought my face into such a state that I could neither eat nor sleep; and though I stood it out all night, yet, when it became light, I was in such a state, that all hands told me I must go below, and lie-by for a day or two, or I should be laid up for a long time, and perhaps have the lock-jaw.

In the meantime, the wet and cold had put my face in such bad shape that I couldn't eat or sleep; and even though I managed to tough it out all night, by morning, I was in such rough condition that everyone told me I had to go below deck and rest for a day or two, or I would end up seriously ill and maybe even get tetanus.

When the watch was changed I went into the steerage, and took off my hat and comforter, and showed my face to the mate, who told me to go below at once, and stay in my berth until the swelling went down, and gave the cook orders to make a poultice for me, and said he would speak to the captain.

When the watch changed, I went into the steerage, took off my hat and scarf, and showed my face to the mate, who told me to go below immediately and stay in my bunk until the swelling went down. He gave the cook instructions to make a poultice for me and said he would talk to the captain.

I went below and turned-in, covering myself over with blankets and jackets, and lay in my berth nearly twenty-four hours, half asleep and half awake, stupid, from the dull pain. I heard the watch called, and the men going up and down, and sometimes a noise on deck, and a cry of "ice," but I gave little attention to anything. At the end of twenty-four hours the pain went down, and I had a long sleep, which brought me back to my proper state; yet my face was so swollen and tender, that I was obliged to keep to my berth for two or three days longer. During the two days I had been below, the weather was much the same that it had been, head winds, and snow and rain; or, if the wind came fair, too foggy, and the ice too thick, to run. At the end of the third day the ice was very thick; a complete fog-bank covered the ship. It blew a tremendous gale from the eastward, with sleet and snow, and there was every promise of a dangerous and fatiguing night. At dark, the captain called all hands aft, and told them that not a man was to leave the deck that night; that the ship was in the greatest danger; any cake of ice might knock a hole in her, or she might run on an island and go to pieces. No one could tell whether she would be a ship the next morning. The look-outs were then set, and every man was put in his station. When I heard what was the state of things, I began to put on my clothes to stand it out with the rest of them, when the mate came below, and looking at my face, ordered me back to my berth, saying that if we went down, we should all go down together, but if I went on deck I might lay myself up for life. This was the first word I had heard from aft; for the captain had done nothing, nor inquired how I was, since I went below.

I went below and got into bed, covering myself with blankets and jackets, and lay in my bunk for almost twenty-four hours, half asleep and half awake, feeling dull and stupid from the pain. I heard the watch called, and the men moving around, and sometimes a noise on deck, followed by a shout of "ice," but I paid little attention to anything. After twenty-four hours, the pain subsided, and I had a long sleep that brought me back to normal; however, my face was so swollen and tender that I had to stay in my bunk for another two or three days. During the two days I had been below, the weather remained the same, with headwinds, snow, and rain; and when the wind was favorable, it was too foggy, and the ice was too thick to move. By the end of the third day, the ice was very thick, and a complete fog surrounded the ship. The wind howled from the east with sleet and snow, and the promise of a dangerous and exhausting night loomed. At dark, the captain called everyone to gather at the back and warned them that no one was to leave the deck that night; the ship was in great danger, and any piece of ice could put a hole in her, or she could run aground and break apart. No one knew if she would still be a ship by morning. The lookouts were assigned, and every man took his position. When I heard the situation, I started to put on my clothes to stick it out with everyone else, when the mate came below, saw my face, and ordered me back to my bunk, saying that if we went down, we would all go down together, but if I went on deck, I might end up incapacitated for life. This was the first I had heard from the back since the captain hadn’t checked on me or inquired about my condition since I went below.

In obedience to the mate's orders, I went back to my berth; but a more miserable night I never wish to spend. I never felt the curse of sickness so keenly in my life. If I could only have been on deck with the rest, where something was to be done, and seen, and heard; where there were fellow-beings for companions in duty and danger—but to be cooped up alone in a black hole, in equal danger, but without the power to do, was the hardest trial. Several times, in the course of the night, I got up, determined to go on deck; but the silence which showed that there was nothing doing, and the knowledge that I might make myself seriously ill, for nothing, kept me back. It was not easy to sleep, lying, as I did, with my head directly against the bows, which might be dashed in by an island of ice, brought down by the very next sea that struck her. This was the only time I had been ill since I left Boston, and it was the worst time it could have happened. I felt almost willing to bear the plagues of Egypt for the rest of the voyage, if I could but be well and strong for that one night. Yet it was a dreadful night for those on deck.

Following the mate's orders, I returned to my bunk; but I wouldn't want to spend a more miserable night. I never felt the burden of sickness so intensely in my life. If only I could have been on deck with everyone else, where there was something to be done, seen, and heard; where there were others for companionship in duty and danger—but being trapped alone in a dark hole, facing the same danger without the ability to act, was the hardest trial. Several times throughout the night, I got up, determined to go on deck; but the silence indicated there was nothing happening, and the realization that I could seriously hurt myself for no reason stopped me. It wasn’t easy to sleep, lying with my head directly against the bow, which could be crushed by an iceberg with the next wave that hit us. This was the only time I had been sick since leaving Boston, and it couldn't have come at a worse moment. I felt almost willing to endure the plagues of Egypt for the rest of the trip if I could just be healthy and strong for that one night. Yet it was a terrifying night for those on deck.

A watch of eighteen hours, with wet, and cold, and constant anxiety, nearly wore them out; and when they came below at nine o'clock for breakfast, they almost dropped asleep on their chests, and some of them were so stiff that they could with difficulty sit down. Not a drop of anything had been given them during the whole time, (though the captain, as on the night that I was on deck, had his coffee every four hours,) except that the mate stole a potful of coffee for two men to drink behind the galley, while he kept a look-out for the captain. Every man had his station, and was not allowed to leave it; and nothing happened to break the monotony of the night, except once setting the main topsails to run clear of a large island to leeward, which they were drifting fast upon. Some of the boys got so sleepy and stupefied, that they actually fell asleep at their posts; and the young third mate, whose station was the exposed one of standing on the fore scuttle, was so stiff, when he was relieved, that he could not bend his knees to get down. By a constant look-out, and a quick shifting of the helm, as the islands and pieces came in sight, the ship went clear of everything but a few small pieces, though daylight showed the ocean covered for miles. At daybreak it fell a dead calm, and with the sun, the fog cleared a little, and a breeze sprung up from the westward, which soon grew into a gale. We had now a fair wind, daylight, and comparatively clear weather; yet, to the surprise of every one, the ship continued hove-to. Why does not he run? What is the captain about? was asked by every one; and from questions, it soon grew into complaints and murmurings. When the daylight was so short, it was too bad to lose it, and a fair wind, too, which every one had been praying for. As hour followed hour, and the captain showed no sign of making sail, the crew became impatient, and there was a good deal of talking and consultation together, on the forecastle. They had been beaten out with the exposure and hardship, and impatient to get out of it, and this unaccountable delay was more than they could bear in quietness, in their excited and restless state. Some said that the captain was frightened,—completely cowed, by the dangers and difficulties that surrounded us, and was afraid to make sail; while others said that in his anxiety and suspense he had made a free use of brandy and opium, and was unfit for his duty. The carpenter, who was an intelligent man, and a thorough seaman, and had great influence with the crew, came down into the forecastle, and tried to induce the crew to go aft and ask the captain why he did not run, or request him, in the name of all hands, to make sail. This appeared to be a very reasonable request, and the crew agreed that if he did not make sail before noon, they would go aft. Noon came, and no sail was made. A consultation was held again, and it was proposed to take the ship from the captain and give the command of her to the mate, who had been heard to say that, if he could have his way, the ship would have been half the distance to the Cape before night,—ice or no ice. And so irritated and impatient had the crew become, that even this proposition, which was open mutiny, punishable with state prison, was entertained, and the carpenter went to his berth, leaving it tacitly understood that something serious would be done, if things remained as they were many hours longer. When the carpenter left, we talked it all over, and I gave my advice strongly against it. Another of the men, too, who had known something of the kind attempted in another ship by a crew who were dissatisfied with their captain, and which was followed with serious consequences, was opposed to it. S——, who soon came down, joined us, and we determined to have nothing to do with it. By these means, they were soon induced to give it up, for the present, though they said they would not lie where they were much longer without knowing the reason.

A watch lasting eighteen hours, filled with wet, cold, and constant anxiety, nearly wore them out; and when they came down at nine o'clock for breakfast, they barely stayed awake on their chests, and some were so stiff they could hardly sit down. Not a drop of anything had been given to them during that time (although the captain, like he did the night I was on deck, had coffee every four hours), except for the mate who secretly took a pot of coffee for two men to drink behind the galley while he kept watch for the captain. Every man had his station and wasn't allowed to leave it, and nothing broke the monotony of the night except once when they set the main topsails to avoid drifting onto a large island nearby. Some of the crew got so sleepy and dazed that they actually dozed off at their posts; the young third mate, who stood watch on the fore scuttle, was so stiff when relieved that he couldn’t bend his knees to get down. By keeping a constant lookout and quickly shifting the helm as islands came into view, the ship avoided everything except a few small pieces, even though daylight revealed the ocean covered for miles. At daybreak, a dead calm set in, and with the sun, the fog lifted a bit, and a breeze came up from the west that quickly turned into a gale. We now had good wind, daylight, and relatively clear weather; yet, to everyone's surprise, the ship remained hove-to. "Why isn’t he running? What’s the captain doing?" everyone was asking, and soon these questions turned into complaints and murmurs. With daylight being so short, it felt wrong to waste it, especially with a fair wind that everyone had been hoping for. As time passed and the captain showed no sign of setting sail, the crew grew impatient, leading to a lot of chatter and consultations on the forecastle. They were exhausted from the exposure and hardship, eager to get out of it, and this inexplicable delay was too much for them to endure quietly in their excited and restless state. Some claimed the captain was scared—completely intimidated by the dangers and difficulties around us—and hesitant to make sail; while others thought that in his anxiety and uncertainty, he might have overindulged in brandy and opium, making him unfit for duty. The carpenter, an intelligent man and a competent seaman who held a lot of sway with the crew, came down to the forecastle and tried to persuade them to go aft and ask the captain why he wasn’t running or to request that he set sail on behalf of all hands. This seemed like a very reasonable request, and the crew agreed that if he didn’t make sail by noon, they would approach him. Noon came, and no sail was set. Another consultation took place, and it was suggested to take the ship from the captain and hand control over to the mate, who had been heard saying that if he had his way, the ship would have been halfway to the Cape before nightfall—ice or no ice. The crew had become so irritated and impatient that even this suggestion, which was outright mutiny punishable with prison time, was considered, and the carpenter went to his cabin, tacitly leaving it agreed that something serious would happen if things stayed the same for many more hours. After the carpenter left, we talked it all over, and I strongly advised against it. Another man, who had seen something similar attempted in another ship by a crew unhappy with their captain, which ended badly, also opposed it. S——, who came down soon after, joined us, and we decided not to get involved. With these discussions, they were soon convinced to drop the idea for the moment, though they asserted they wouldn’t stay where they were much longer without knowing the reason.

The affair remained in this state until four o'clock, when an order came forward for all hands to come aft upon the quarter-deck. In about ten minutes they came forward again, and the whole affair had been blown. The carpenter, very prematurely, and without any authority from the crew, had sounded the mate as to whether he would take command of the ship, and intimated an intention to displace the captain; and the mate, as in duty bound, had told the whole to the captain, who immediately sent for all hands aft. Instead of violent measures, or, at least, an outbreak of quarter-deck bravado, threats, and abuse, which they had every reason to expect, a sense of common danger and common suffering seemed to have tamed his spirit, and begotten something like a humane fellow-feeling; for he received the crew in a manner quiet, and even almost kind. He told them what he had heard, and said that he did not believe that they would try to do any such thing as was intimated; that they had always been good men,—obedient, and knew their duty, and he had no fault to find with them; and asked them what they had to complain of—said that no one could say that he was slow to carry sail, (which was true enough;) and that, as soon as he thought it was safe and proper, he should make sail. He added a few words about their duty in their present situation, and sent them forward, saying that he should take no further notice of the matter; but, at the same time, told the carpenter to recollect whose power he was in, and that if he heard another word from him he would have cause to remember him to the day of his death.

The situation stayed as it was until four o'clock, when an order was given for everyone to gather on the quarter-deck. About ten minutes later, they returned, and the whole situation had been exposed. The carpenter, acting too soon and without any permission from the crew, had asked the mate if he would take over the ship and had hinted at plans to remove the captain; the mate, as he was supposed to do, informed the captain about this, who then called everyone aft. Instead of resorting to harsh actions or, at least, an outburst of bravado and insults, which they had every reason to expect, a shared sense of danger and hardship seemed to have calmed his demeanor and fostered some sense of empathy; he welcomed the crew in a calm, even somewhat kind manner. He explained what he had heard and expressed that he didn’t believe they would actually consider doing anything like what was suggested. He stated that they had always been good team members—obedient and aware of their responsibilities—and he had no complaints about them. He asked if they had any grievances and noted that no one could say he was slow to set sail (which was true); and that he would adjust the sails as soon as he thought it was safe and appropriate. He added a few words about their responsibilities in their current situation and sent them back, saying he wouldn't pursue the matter further; but at the same time, he instructed the carpenter to remember who was in charge and warned him that if he heard another word from him, he would have cause to regret it for the rest of his life.

This language of the captain had a very good effect upon the crew, and they returned quietly to their duty.

The captain's words had a positive impact on the crew, and they quietly returned to their tasks.

For two days more the wind blew from the southward and eastward; or in the short intervals when it was fair, the ice was too thick to run; yet the weather was not so dreadfully bad, and the crew had watch and watch. I still remained in my berth, fast recovering, yet still not well enough to go safely on deck. And I should have been perfectly useless; for, from having eaten nothing for nearly a week, except a little rice, which I forced into my mouth the last day or two, I was as weak as an infant. To be sick in a forecastle is miserable indeed. It is the worst part of a dog's life; especially in bad weather. The forecastle, shut up tight to keep out the water and cold air;—the watch either on deck, or asleep in their berths;—no one to speak to;—the pale light of the single lamp, swinging to and fro from the beam, so dim that one can scarcely see, much less read by it;—the water dropping from the beams and carlines, and running down the sides; and the forecastle so wet, and dark, and cheerless, and so lumbered up with chests and wet clothes, that sitting up is worse than lying in the berth! These are some of the evils. Fortunately, I needed no help from any one, and no medicine; and if I had needed help, I don't know where I should have found it. Sailors are willing enough; but it is true, as is often said—No one ships for nurse on board a vessel. Our merchant ships are always under-manned, and if one man is lost by sickness, they cannot spare another to take care of him. A sailor is always presumed to be well, and if he's sick, he's a poor dog. One has to stand his wheel, and another his lookout, and the sooner he gets on deck again, the better.

For two more days, the wind blew from the south and east; or during the short times when it was calm, the ice was too thick to navigate; still, the weather wasn't too terrible, and the crew worked in shifts. I stayed in my bunk, recovering, but not well enough to safely go on deck. Honestly, I would have been completely useless; having eaten nothing for nearly a week except a bit of rice I managed to swallow in the last couple of days, I was as weak as a baby. Being sick in a forecastle is truly miserable. It’s the worst part of a sailor’s life, especially in bad weather. The forecastle is tightly shut to keep out the water and cold; the crew either on deck or sleeping in their bunks; no one to talk to; the dim light from the single lamp swinging back and forth from the beam is so faint that you can hardly see, let alone read; water dripping from the beams and running down the sides; and the forecastle is so damp, dark, and dismal, filled with chests and wet clothes, that sitting up is even worse than lying down! These are just some of the hardships. Luckily, I didn’t need help from anyone or any medicine; and if I did, I have no idea where I would have found it. Sailors are always willing to lend a hand, but it’s true what they say—no one signs up to be a nurse on a ship. Our merchant ships are always short-staffed, and if one person gets sick, they can't spare another to look after him. A sailor is expected to be healthy, and if he's sick, he's in a tough spot. One guy has to take his turn at the wheel, and another has to keep lookout, and the sooner you can get back on deck, the better.

Accordingly, as soon as I could possibly go back to my duty, I put on my thick clothes and boots and south-wester, and made my appearance on deck. Though I had been but a few days below, yet everything looked strangely enough. The ship was cased in ice,—decks, sides, masts, yards, and rigging. Two close-reefed top-sails were all the sail she had on, and every sail and rope was frozen so stiff in its place, that it seemed as though it would be impossible to start anything. Reduced, too, to her top-masts, she had altogether a most forlorn and crippled appearance. The sun had come up brightly; the snow was swept off the decks, and ashes thrown upon them, so that we could walk, for they had been as slippery as glass.

As soon as I could get back to my duties, I put on my heavy clothes, boots, and raincoat, and stepped out onto the deck. Even though I had only been below for a few days, everything looked really strange. The ship was covered in ice—decks, sides, masts, yards, and rigging. She only had two reefed top sails up, and every sail and rope was frozen solid in place, making it seem impossible to get anything moving. Reduced to just her top-masts, she looked really worn out and damaged. The sun was shining brightly; the snow had been cleared off the decks, and ashes were spread on them so we could walk, since they had been as slippery as ice.

It was, of course, too cold to carry on any ship's work, and we had only to walk the deck and keep ourselves warm. The wind was still ahead, and the whole ocean, to the eastward, covered with islands and field-ice. At four bells the order was given to square away the yards; and the man who came from the helm said that the captain had kept her off to N. N. E. What could this mean? Some said that he was going to put into Valparaiso, and winter, and others that he was going to run out of the ice and cross the Pacific, and go home round the Cape of Good Hope. Soon, however, it leaked out, and we found that we were running for the straits of Magellan. The news soon spread through the ship, and all tongues were at work, talking about it. No one on board had been through the straits, but I had in my chest an account of the passage of the ship A. J. Donelson, of New York, through those straits, a few years before.

It was definitely too cold to do any work on the ship, so we just walked the deck to keep warm. The wind was still coming from the front, and the entire ocean to the east was filled with islands and ice. At four o'clock, the order was given to square the yards; the guy from the helm said the captain had turned us to N.N.E. What could that mean? Some speculated he was planning to stop at Valparaiso for the winter, while others thought he would try to get out of the ice, cross the Pacific, and head home around the Cape of Good Hope. However, it soon got out, and we found out we were heading for the Strait of Magellan. The news quickly spread throughout the ship, and everyone was talking about it. None of us on board had been through the strait, but I had a story in my chest about the ship A.J. Donelson from New York going through those straits a few years earlier.

The account was given by the captain, and the representation was as favorable as possible. It was soon read by every one on board, and various opinions pronounced. The determination of our captain had at least this good effect; it gave every one something to think and talk about, made a break in our life, and diverted our minds from the monotonous dreariness of the prospect before us. Having made a fair wind of it, we were going off at a good rate, and leaving the thickest of the ice behind us. This, at least, was something.

The captain provided the account, and it was presented in the most positive light possible. It was soon read by everyone on board, leading to various opinions. Our captain's decision had at least one good effect; it gave everyone something to think and talk about, broke up our routine, and distracted us from the monotonous bleakness of what lay ahead. With a good wind at our backs, we were moving along quickly and leaving the densest part of the ice behind us. This was, at least, something.

Having been long enough below to get my hands well warmed and softened, the first handling of the ropes was rather tough; but a few days hardened them, and as soon as I got my mouth open wide enough to take in a piece of salt beef and hard bread, I was all right again.

Having been down there long enough to warm up and soften my hands, using the ropes for the first time was pretty rough; but after a few days, my hands toughened up, and as soon as I could open my mouth wide enough to chew on some salted beef and hard bread, I was back to normal.

Sunday, July 10th. Lat. 54° 10', long. 79° 07'. This was our position at noon. The sun was out bright; the ice was all left behind, and things had quite a cheering appearance. We brought our wet pea-jackets and trowsers on deck, and hung them up in the rigging, that the breeze and the few hours of sun might dry them a little; and, by the permission of the cook, the galley was nearly filled with stockings and mittens, hung round to be dried. Boots, too, were brought up; and having got a little tar and slush from below, we gave them a thick coat. After dinner, all hands were turned-to, to get the anchors over the bows, bend on the chains, etc. The fish-tackle was got up, fish-davit rigged out, and after two or three hours of hard and cold work, both the anchors were ready for instant use, a couple of kedges got up, a hawser coiled away upon the fore-hatch, and the deep-sea-lead-line overhauled and got ready. Our spirits returned with having something to do; and when the tackle was manned to bowse the anchor home, notwithstanding the desolation of the scene, we struck up "Cheerily ho!" in full chorus. This pleased the mate, who rubbed his hands and cried out—"That's right, my boys; never say die! That sounds like the old crew!" and the captain came up, on hearing the song, and said to the passenger, within hearing of the man at the wheel,—"That sounds like a lively crew. They'll have their song so long as there're enough left for a chorus!"

Sunday, July 10th. Lat. 54° 10', long. 79° 07'. This was our position at noon. The sun was shining brightly; the ice was all behind us, and everything looked quite cheerful. We brought our wet pea jackets and trousers on deck and hung them in the rigging to dry a bit in the breeze and the few hours of sun. With the cook's permission, the galley was nearly filled with stockings and mittens hanging out to dry. We also brought up our boots and, using some tar and slush from below, gave them a thick coat. After dinner, everyone got to work to hoist the anchors over the bows, attach the chains, and so on. The fishing tackle was brought up, the fish davit was rigged out, and after two or three hours of hard, cold work, both anchors were ready for immediate use, a couple of kedges were brought up, a hawser was coiled away on the fore hatch, and the deep-sea lead line was overhauled and prepared. Our spirits lifted since we had something to do; when the tackle was manned to haul the anchor home, despite the bleakness of the scene, we broke into a full chorus of "Cheerily ho!" This pleased the mate, who rubbed his hands and exclaimed, "That's right, my boys; never give up! That sounds like the old crew!" The captain, hearing the song, came up and said to the passenger, within earshot of the man at the wheel, "That sounds like a lively crew. They'll keep singing as long as there are enough of them for a chorus!"

This preparation of the cable and anchors was for the passage of the straits; for, being very crooked, and with a variety of currents, it is necessary to come frequently to anchor. This was not, by any means, a pleasant prospect, for, of all the work that a sailor is called upon to do in cold weather, there is none so bad as working the ground-tackle. The heavy chain cables to be hauled and pulled about the decks with bare hands; wet hawsers, slip-ropes, and buoy-ropes to be hauled aboard, dripping in water, which is running up your sleeves, and freezing; clearing hawse under the bows; getting under weigh and coming-to, at all hours of the night and day, and a constant look-out for rocks and sands and turns of tides;—these are some of the disagreeables of such a navigation to a common sailor. Fair or foul, he wants to have nothing to do with the ground-tackle between port and port. One of our hands, too, had unluckily fallen upon a half of an old newspaper which contained an account of the passage, through the straits, of a Boston brig, called, I think, the Peruvian, in which she lost every cable and anchor she had, got aground twice, and arrived at Valparaiso in distress. This was set off against the account of the A. J. Donelson, and led us to look forward with less confidence to the passage, especially as no one on board had ever been through, and the captain had no very perfect charts. However, we were spared any further experience on the point; for the next day, when we must have been near the Cape of Pillars, which is the south-west point of the mouth of the straits, a gale set in from the eastward, with a heavy fog, so that we could not see half of the ship's length ahead. This, of course, put an end to the project, for the present; for a thick fog and a gale blowing dead ahead are not the most favorable circumstances for the passage of difficult and dangerous straits. This weather, too, seemed likely to last for some time, and we could not think of beating about the mouth of the straits for a week or two, waiting for a favorable opportunity; so we braced up on the larboard tack, put the ship's head due south, and struck her off for Cape Horn again.

This preparation of the cable and anchors was for navigating the straits; since they are very winding and have various currents, it’s necessary to anchor frequently. This was definitely not an appealing prospect, because of all the tasks a sailor faces in cold weather, none is worse than dealing with the ground tackle. Hauling and handling heavy chain cables on the deck with bare hands; pulling in wet hawsers, slip-ropes, and buoy-ropes dripping with water that runs up your sleeves and freezes; clearing the bow; getting underway and coming to anchor at all hours; and constantly watching for rocks, sand, and changing tides—these are just some of the tough parts of such navigation for an ordinary sailor. Whether the weather is good or bad, he wants nothing to do with the ground tackle between ports. One of our crew members had unfortunately come across a part of an old newspaper that described the passage through the straits of a Boston brig, I think called the Peruvian, which lost every cable and anchor it had, ran aground twice, and arrived at Valparaíso in trouble. This account made us regard our own passage with less confidence, especially since no one on board had ever been through and the captain didn't have very reliable charts. However, we were spared any more experiences on that front; the next day, as we must have been near the Cape of Pillars, the southwestern point at the mouth of the straits, a gale came in from the east with heavy fog, making it impossible to see beyond half the length of the ship. This obviously ended that project for now, as a thick fog with a headwind is not the best condition for navigating difficult and dangerous straits. The weather also seemed likely to hang around for a while, and we didn’t want to drift in front of the straits for a week or two waiting for a good chance; so we adjusted our course to the larboard tack, pointed the ship due south, and headed back towards Cape Horn.


[1] The proportions of the ingredients of the tea that was made for us (and ours, as I have before stated, was a favorable specimen of American merchantmen) were, a pint of tea, and a pint and a half of molasses, to about three gallons of water.

[1] The proportions of the ingredients for the tea that was made for us (and ours, as I mentioned before, was a good example of American merchant ships) were one pint of tea and one and a half pints of molasses to about three gallons of water.

These are all boiled down together in the "coppers," and before serving it out, the mess is stirred up with a stick, so as to give each man his fair share of sweetening and tea-leaves. The tea for the cabin is, of course, made in the usual way, in a tea-pot, and drank with sugar.

These are all mixed together in the "coppers," and before serving it, the mess is stirred with a stick to make sure each person gets their fair share of sweetness and tea leaves. The tea for the cabin is made in the usual way, in a teapot, and is drunk with sugar.

[2] I do not wish these remarks, so far as they relate to the saving of expense in the outfit, to be applied to the owners of our ship, for she was supplied with an abundance of stores, of the best kind that are given to seamen;, though the dispensing of them is necessarily left to the captain, Indeed, so high was the reputation of "the employ" among men and officers, for the character and outfit of their vessels, and for their liberality in conducting their voyages, that when it was known that they had a ship fitting out for a long voyage, and that hands were to be shipped at a certain time,—a half hour before the time, as one of the crew told me, numbers of sailors were steering down the wharf, hopping over the barrels, like flocks of sheep.

[2] I don't want these comments, regarding saving money on supplies, to be directed at the owners of our ship, because she was stocked with plenty of the best provisions for sailors. However, the distribution of those supplies is ultimately the captain's responsibility. In fact, the reputation of "the employ" among both crew and officers was so strong for the quality and outfitting of their vessels, as well as for their generosity during voyages, that when word got out they were preparing a ship for a long journey and that crew members were to be hired at a specific time—one of the crew told me that a half hour before the scheduled time, crowds of sailors were racing down the wharf, jumping over the barrels like a herd of sheep.




CHAPTER XXXII

ICE AGAIN—A BEAUTIFUL AFTERNOON—CAPE HORN—"LAND HO!"—HEADING FOR HOME

In our first attempt to double the Cape, when we came up to the latitude of it, we were nearly seventeen hundred miles to the westward, but, in running for the straits of Magellan, we stood so far to the eastward, that we made our second attempt at a distance of not more than four or five hundred miles; and we had great hopes, by this means, to run clear of the ice; thinking that the easterly gales, which had prevailed for a long time, would have driven it to the westward. With the wind about two points free, the yards braced in a little, and two close-reefed topsails and a reefed foresail on the ship, we made great way toward the southward and, almost every watch, when we came on deck, the air seemed to grow colder, and the sea to run higher. Still, we saw no ice, and had great hopes of going clear of it altogether, when, one afternoon, about three o'clock, while we were taking a siesta during our watch below, "All hands!" was called in a loud and fearful voice. "Tumble up here, men!—tumble up!—don't stop for your clothes—before we're upon it!" We sprang out of our berths and hurried upon deck.

In our first attempt to double the Cape, when we reached its latitude, we were nearly seventeen hundred miles to the west, but as we headed for the straits of Magellan, we veered so far east that our second attempt was only about four or five hundred miles away. We had high hopes that this would help us avoid the ice, thinking that the easterly winds, which had been strong for a while, would have pushed it to the west. With the wind slightly behind us, the sails adjusted a bit, and two closely reefed topsails along with a reefed foresail on the ship, we made good progress southward. Almost every time we came on deck, the air felt colder, and the sea began to swell. Still, we didn’t see any ice and were optimistic about staying clear of it. Then, one afternoon around three o'clock, while we were taking a nap during our watch below, we heard a loud and urgent shout of "All hands!" "Get up here, men!—hurry up!—don't bother with your clothes—before we hit it!" We jumped out of our bunks and rushed onto the deck.

The loud, sharp voice of the captain was heard giving orders, as though for life or death, and we ran aft to the braces, not waiting to look ahead, for not a moment was to be lost. The helm was hard up, the after yards shaking, and the ship in the act of wearing.

The captain's loud, urgent voice rang out with commands that felt critical, and we hurried to the back of the ship to adjust the sails without pausing to look ahead, as there was no time to waste. The wheel was turned sharply, the back sails were fluttering, and the ship was in the process of changing direction.

Slowly, with stiff ropes and iced rigging, we swung the yards round, everything coming hard, and with a creaking and rending sound, like pulling up a plank which had been frozen into the ice. The ship wore round fairly, the yards were steadied, and we stood off on the other tack, leaving behind us, directly under our larboard quarter, a large ice island, peering out of the mist, and reaching high above our tops, while astern; and on either side of the island, large tracts of field-ice were dimly seen, heaving and rolling in the sea. We were now safe, and standing to the northward; but, in a few minutes more, had it not been for the sharp look-out of the watch, we should have been fairly upon the ice, and left our ship's old bones adrift in the Southern ocean. After standing to the northward a few hours, we wore ship, and the wind having hauled, we stood to the southward and eastward. All night long, a bright lookout was kept from every part of the deck; and whenever ice was seen on the one bow or the other, the helm was shifted and the yards braced, and by quick working of the ship she was kept clear. The accustomed cry of "Ice ahead!"—"Ice on the lee bow!"—"Another island!" in the same tones, and with the same orders following them, seemed to bring us directly back to our old position of the week before.

Slowly, with stiff ropes and icy rigging, we swung the yards around, everything moving stiffly with a creaking and tearing sound, like pulling up a plank frozen into the ice. The ship turned nicely, the yards were steadied, and we sailed on the other tack, leaving behind us, directly under our left quarter, a large ice island peeking out of the mist, towering high above our masts. Behind us, and on either side of the island, we could dimly see large patches of field-ice heaving and rolling in the sea. We were now safe and heading north; however, if it hadn't been for the sharp lookout of the watch just a few minutes later, we would have ended up right on the ice, leaving our ship's old bones adrift in the Southern Ocean. After sailing north for a few hours, we turned the ship, and as the wind shifted, we headed south and east. All night long, we kept a sharp lookout from every part of the deck; whenever ice was spotted on one side or the other, the helm was adjusted and the yards braced. Through quick maneuvering, we managed to keep the ship clear. The familiar cries of "Ice ahead!" — "Ice on the lee bow!" — "Another island!" in the same tones, with the same commands following, seemed to drop us right back to where we had been the week before.

During our watch on deck, which was from twelve to four, the wind came out ahead, with a pelting storm of hail and sleet, and we lay hove-to, under a close-reefed main topsail, the whole watch. During the next watch it fell calm, with a drenching rain, until daybreak, when the wind came out to the westward, and the weather cleared up, and showed us the whole ocean, in the course which we should have steered, had it not been for the head wind and calm, completely blocked up with ice. Here then our progress was stopped, and we wore ship, and once more stood to the northward and eastward; not for the straits of Magellan, but to make another attempt to double the Cape, still farther to the eastward; for the captain was determined to get round if perseverance could do it; and the third time, he said, never failed.

During our watch on deck, which was from midnight to 4 AM, the wind came in from the front, bringing a heavy storm of hail and sleet, and we stayed hove-to under a tightly reefed main topsail for the entire watch. During the next watch, it calmed down, with relentless rain, until daybreak, when the wind shifted to the west, the weather cleared, and revealed the entire ocean ahead of us. The course we would have taken, had it not been for the headwind and calm, was completely blocked with ice. At that point, our progress stopped, so we turned the ship around and once again headed north and east—not towards the straits of Magellan, but to make another attempt to round the Cape, further east this time. The captain was determined to succeed if perseverance was key, and he insisted that the third try never fails.

With a fair wind we soon ran clear of the field-ice, and by noon had only the stray islands floating far and near upon the ocean.

With a good wind, we quickly got away from the field ice, and by noon, we were left with just a few isolated islands floating here and there in the ocean.

The sun was out bright, the sea of a deep blue, fringed with the white foam of the waves which ran high before a strong south-wester; our solitary ship tore on through the water, as though glad to be out of her confinement; and the ice islands lay scattered upon the ocean here and there, of various sizes and shapes, reflecting the bright rays of the sun, and drifting slowly northward before the gale. It was a contrast to much that we had lately seen, and a spectacle not only of beauty, but of life; for it required but little fancy to imagine these islands to be animate masses which had broken loose from the "thrilling regions of thick-ribbed ice," and were working their way, by wind and current, some alone, and some in fleets, to milder climes. No pencil has ever yet given anything like the true effect of an iceberg. In a picture, they are huge, uncouth masses, stuck in the sea, while their chief beauty and grandeur,—their slow, stately motion; the whirling of the snow about their summits, and the fearful groaning and cracking of their parts,—the picture cannot give. This is the large iceberg; while the small and distant islands, floating on the smooth sea, in the light of a clear day, look like little floating fairy isles of sapphire.

The sun was shining brightly, the sea a deep blue, edged with the white foam of the waves that surged high before a strong southwesterly wind; our lone ship sped through the water, seemingly happy to be free from its confinement; and the icebergs floated scattered across the ocean, varying in size and shape, reflecting the sun's bright rays and drifting slowly northward in the gale. It was a stark contrast to much of what we had seen recently, a scene not only of beauty but of life; it took little imagination to picture these icebergs as living masses that had broken free from the “thrilling regions of thick-ribbed ice," making their way, propelled by wind and current, some alone and some in groups, toward warmer climates. No painter has ever captured the true essence of an iceberg. In a painting, they appear as huge, awkward lumps stuck in the sea, while their main beauty and grandeur— their slow, stately movement; the swirling snow around their peaks, and the ominous groaning and cracking of their structure— cannot be conveyed. This is the large iceberg; meanwhile, the small, distant islands, gliding on the calm sea in the bright light of a clear day, resemble little floating magical islands of sapphire.

From a north-east course we gradually hauled to the eastward, and after sailing about two hundred miles, which brought us as near to the western coast of Terra del Fuego as was safe, and having lost sight of the ice altogether,—for the third time we put the ship's head to the southward, to try the passage of the Cape. The weather continued clear and cold, with a strong gale from the westward, and we were fast getting up with the latitude of the Cape, with a prospect of soon being round. One fine afternoon, a man who had gone into the fore-top to shift the rolling tackles, sung out, at the top of his voice, and with evident glee,—"Sail ho!" Neither land nor sail had we seen since leaving San Diego; and any one who has traversed the length of a whole ocean alone, can imagine what an excitement such an announcement produced on board. "Sail ho!" shouted the cook, jumping out of his galley; "Sail ho!" shouted a man, throwing back the slide of the scuttle, to the watch below, who were soon out of their berths and on deck; and "Sail ho!" shouted the captain down the companion-way to the passenger in the cabin. Besides the pleasure of seeing a ship and human beings in so desolate a place, it was important for us to speak a vessel, to learn whether there was ice to the eastward, and to ascertain the longitude; for we had no chronometer, and had been drifting about so long that we had nearly lost our reckoning, and opportunities for lunar observations are not frequent or sure in such a place as Cape Horn. For these various reasons, the excitement in our little community was running high, and conjectures were made, and everything thought of for which the captain would hail, when the man aloft sung out—"Another sail, large on the weather bow!"

From a northeast course, we gradually headed eastward, and after sailing about two hundred miles, which brought us as close to the western coast of Terra del Fuego as was safe, and having lost sight of the ice completely, we pointed the ship's bow south again to try the passage of the Cape for the third time. The weather stayed clear and cold, with a strong westward gale, and we were quickly approaching the latitude of the Cape, with hopes of rounding it soon. One fine afternoon, a crew member who had gone up to the fore-top to shift the rolling tackles yelled at the top of his lungs, clearly excited, “Sail ho!” We hadn't seen land or another ship since leaving San Diego, and anyone who's crossed an entire ocean alone can imagine the thrill such an announcement caused on board. “Sail ho!” shouted the cook, jumping out of his galley; “Sail ho!” yelled a man, throwing back the slide of the scuttle to alert the watch below, who quickly climbed out of their berths and came on deck; and “Sail ho!” called the captain down the companionway to the passengers in the cabin. Besides the joy of spotting another ship and fellow humans in such a desolate place, it was vital for us to communicate with a vessel to find out if there was ice to the east and to determine our longitude; we didn't have a chronometer and had been drifting for so long that we had nearly lost our reckoning, and chances for lunar observations aren’t frequent or reliable around Cape Horn. For all these reasons, excitement was high in our little community, and speculations flew as we wondered what the captain would want to know when the man up high shouted, “Another sail, large on the weather bow!”

This was a little odd, but so much the better, and did not shake our faith in their being sails. At length the man in the top hailed, and said he believed it was land, after all. "Land in your eye!" said the mate, who was looking through a telescope; "they are ice islands, if I can see a hole through a ladder;" and a few moments showed the mate to be right and all our expectations fled; and instead of what we most wished to see, we had what we most dreaded, and what we hoped we had seen the last of. We soon, however, left these astern, having passed within about two miles of them; and at sundown the horizon was clear in all directions.

This was a bit strange, but that just made it better, and it didn’t shake our belief that they were sails. Eventually, the guy in the crow's nest called out, saying he thought it was land after all. “Land, my eye!” said the mate, who was looking through a telescope; “they’re icebergs, if I can see a hole through a ladder.” A few moments later, it turned out the mate was right, and all our hopes were dashed; instead of what we wanted to see, we got what we feared the most, and what we hoped we’d seen the last of. However, we soon left those behind, having passed within about two miles of them; and by sunset, the horizon was clear in all directions.

Having a fine wind, we were soon up with and passed the latitude of the Cape, and having stood far enough to the southward to give it a wide berth, we began to stand to the eastward, with a good prospect of being round and steering to the northward on the other side, in a very few days.

With a good wind, we quickly reached and surpassed the latitude of the Cape. After moving far enough south to give it plenty of space, we started heading east, with a strong chance of going around and steering north on the other side in just a few days.

But ill luck seemed to have lighted upon us. Not four hours had we been standing on in this course, before it fell dead calm; and in half an hour it clouded up; a few straggling blasts, with spits of snow and sleet, came from the eastward; and in an hour more, we lay hove-to under a close-reefed main topsail, drifting bodily off to leeward before the fiercest storm that we had yet felt, blowing dead ahead, from the eastward. It seemed as though the genius of the place had been roused at finding that we had nearly slipped through his fingers, and had come down upon us with tenfold fury. The sailors said that every blast, as it shook the shrouds, and whistled through the rigging, said to the old ship, "No, you don't!"—"No, you don't!"

But bad luck seemed to have found us. Not even four hours had passed since we set this course, when it suddenly went dead calm; then, half an hour later, it clouded over. A few stray gusts, along with some snow and sleet, came from the east, and an hour later, we were hove-to under a close-reefed main topsail, drifting off to leeward in the fiercest storm we had faced yet, blowing straight at us from the east. It felt like the spirit of the place had been awakened, realizing we were almost getting away, and it came at us with increased fury. The sailors claimed that every gust, as it shook the shrouds and whistled through the rigging, taunted the old ship, saying, "No, you don't!"—"No, you don't!"

For eight days we lay drifting about in this manner. Sometimes,—generally towards noon,—it fell calm; once or twice a round copper ball showed itself for a few moments in the place where the sun ought to have been; and a puff or two came from the westward, giving some hope that a fair wind had come at last. During the first two days, we made sail for these puffs, shaking the reefs out of the topsails and boarding the tacks of the courses; but finding that it only made work for us when the gale set in again, it was soon given up, and we lay-to under our close-reefs.

For eight days, we floated around like this. Sometimes—usually around noon—it would go completely still; a couple of times, a round copper ball briefly appeared where the sun should have been, and a few puffs of wind came from the west, giving us some hope that a good wind had finally arrived. During the first two days, we tried to catch those puffs by raising the sails, shaking out the reefs from the topsails and adjusting the tacks of the courses. But when the strong winds returned, it just ended up being more trouble for us, so we quickly abandoned that plan and hunkered down under our close-reefs.

We had less snow and hail than when we were farther to the westward, but we had an abundance of what is worse to a sailor in cold weather—drenching rain. Snow is blinding, and very bad when coming upon a coast, but, for genuine discomfort, give me rain with freezing weather. A snow-storm is exciting, and it does not wet through the clothes (which is important to a sailor); but a constant rain there is no escaping from. It wets to the skin, and makes all protection vain. We had long ago run through all our dry clothes, and as sailors have no other way of drying them than by the sun, we had nothing to do but to put on those which were the least wet.

We had less snow and hail than when we were further west, but we faced an overwhelming issue even worse for a sailor in cold weather—soaking rain. Snow can be blinding and really problematic when it hits the coast, but for true discomfort, give me rain combined with freezing temperatures. A snowstorm can be thrilling and doesn't soak through clothes (which is crucial for a sailor), but with constant rain, there's no way to escape. It gets you completely wet and makes all your gear useless. We had long since gone through all our dry clothes, and since sailors can only dry them in the sun, we had no choice but to wear the ones that were the least damp.

At the end of each watch, when we came below, we took off our clothes and wrung them out; two taking hold of a pair of trowsers,—one at each end,—and jackets in the same way. Stockings, mittens, and all, were wrung out also and then hung up to drain and chafe dry against the bulk-heads. Then, feeling of all our clothes, we picked out those which were the least wet, and put them on, so as to be ready for a call, and turned-in, covered ourselves up with blankets, and slept until three knocks on the scuttle and the dismal sound of "All starbowlines ahoy! Eight bells, there below! Do you hear the news?" drawled out from on deck, and the sulky answer of "Aye, aye!" from below, sent us up again.

At the end of each watch, when we came below deck, we took off our clothes and wrung them out; two of us would grab a pair of pants—one at each end—and do the same with our jackets. Stockings, mittens, and everything else were wrung out too and then hung up to drain and dry against the walls. After feeling through all our clothes, we picked the least wet ones and put them on to be ready for a call. Then we crawled into our bunks, covered ourselves with blankets, and slept until we heard three knocks on the hatch and the gloomy announcement, "All hands on deck! Eight bells, below! Do you hear the news?" droned from above, to which we sulkily replied, "Aye, aye!" and went back up again.

On deck, all was as dark as a pocket, and either a dead calm, with the rain pouring steadily down, or, more generally, a violent gale dead ahead, with rain pelting horizontally, and occasional variations of hail and sleet;—decks afloat with water swashing from side to side, and constantly wet feet; for boots could not be wrung out like drawers, and no composition could stand the constant soaking. In fact, wet and cold feet are inevitable in such weather, and are not the least of those little items which go to make up the grand total of the discomforts of a winter passage round the Cape. Few words were spoken between the watches as they shifted, the wheel was relieved, the mate took his place on the quarter-deck, the look-outs in the bows; and each man had his narrow space to walk fore and aft in, or, rather, to swing himself forward and back in, from one belaying pin to another,—for the decks were too slippery with ice and water to allow of much walking. To make a walk, which is absolutely necessary to pass away the time, one of us hit upon the expedient of sanding the deck; and afterwards, whenever the rain was not so violent as to wash it off, the weatherside of the quarter-deck and a part of the waist and forecastle were sprinkled with the sand which we had on board for holystoning; and thus we made a good promenade, where we walked fore and aft, two and two, hour after hour, in our long, dull, and comfortless watches. The bells seemed to be an hour or two apart, instead of half an hour, and an age to elapse before the welcome sound of eight bells. The sole object was to make the time pass on. Any change was sought for, which would break the monotony of the time; and even the two hours' trick at the wheel, which came round to each of us, in turn, once in every other watch, was looked upon as a relief. Even the never-failing resource of long yarns, which eke out many a watch, seemed to have failed us now; for we had been so long together that we had heard each other's stories told over and over again, till we had them by heart; each one knew the whole history of each of the others, and we were fairly and literally talked out. Singing and joking, we were in no humor for, and, in fact, any sound of mirth or laughter would have struck strangely upon our ears, and would not have been tolerated, any more than whistling, or a wind instrument. The last resort, that of speculating upon the future, seemed now to fail us, for our discouraging situation, and the danger we were really in, (as we expected every day to find ourselves drifted back among the ice) "clapped a stopper" upon all that. From saying—"when we get home"—we began insensibly to alter it to—"if we get home"—and at last the subject was dropped by a tacit consent.

On deck, it was pitch black, either completely calm with rain coming down hard, or more often, a fierce gale straight ahead, with rain hitting sideways and occasional bursts of hail and sleet. The decks were flooded, water sloshing from side to side, and our feet were constantly wet, since boots couldn't be dried out like clothes, and nothing could withstand the continuous soaking. Wet and cold feet are unavoidable in that weather, and they add to the long list of discomforts during a winter passage around the Cape. Few words were exchanged between watches as they switched, the wheel was handed over, the mate took his spot on the quarter-deck, and the lookouts stood at the bow. Each person had their limited space to move back and forth in, or more like to swing themselves from one belaying pin to another, since the decks were too slick with ice and water for much walking. To create a way to pass the time, one of us came up with the idea of sanding the deck; and whenever the rain wasn't heavy enough to wash it away, we sprinkled sand from our holystoning supplies on the weather side of the quarter-deck and part of the waist and forecastle. This gave us a decent surface to walk on, where we could stroll back and forth, two by two, hour after hour, during our long, dull, and uncomfortable watches. The bells seemed to ring an hour or two apart instead of every half hour, making it feel like ages before the welcome sound of eight bells. Our only goal was to make the time go by. We sought out any change to break the monotony; even the two-hour shift at the wheel, which rotated to each of us once every other watch, felt like a welcome change. Our fallback of sharing long tales to fill the hours had run dry; having been together for so long, we had repeated each other's stories until we knew them by heart. Each of us was familiar with the entire history of the others, and we were completely talked out. We were in no mood for singing or joking; in fact, any hint of laughter or cheerfulness would have felt out of place and wouldn't have been accepted, just like whistling or playing an instrument. Our last fallback—the thought of speculating about the future—now felt hopeless, given our discouraging situation and the real danger we faced (since we expected to be pushed back into the ice any day). We shifted from saying “when we get home” to “if we get home,” and eventually, the conversation died down by mutual agreement.

In this state of things, a new light was struck out, and a new field opened, by a change in the watch. One of our watch was laid up for two or three days by a bad hand, (for in cold weather the least cut or bruise ripens into a sore,) and his place was supplied by the carpenter. This was a windfall, and there was quite a contest, who should have the carpenter to walk with him. As "Chips" was a man of some little education, and he and I had had a good deal of intercourse with each other, he fell in with me in my walk. He was a Fin, but spoke English very well, and gave me long accounts of his country;—the customs, the trade, the towns, what little he knew of the government, (I found he was no friend of Russia), his voyages, his first arrival in America, his marriage and courtship;—he had married a countrywoman of his, a dress-maker, whom he met with in Boston. I had very little to tell him of my quiet, sedentary life at home; and, in spite of our best efforts, which had protracted these yarns through five or six watches, we fairly talked one another out, and I turned him over to another man in the watch, and put myself upon my own resources.

In this situation, a new opportunity arose due to a change in the watch. One of our watch members was out for a couple of days with a bad hand (because in cold weather, even a small cut or bruise can become a sore), so the carpenter took his place. This was a lucky break, and there was a bit of competition over who would get to walk with the carpenter. Since "Chips" had some education and he and I had spent a good amount of time talking, he decided to walk with me. He was Finnish but spoke English very well and shared lots of stories about his home country—the customs, the trade, the towns, what little he knew about the government (I discovered he wasn't a fan of Russia), his travels, his arrival in America, and his courtship; he had married a fellow countrywoman, a dressmaker, whom he met in Boston. I didn’t have much to share about my quiet, leisurely life back home, and despite our best efforts, which stretched these conversations over five or six watches, we eventually ran out of things to say. I passed him over to another guy in the watch and relied on my own thoughts.

I commenced a deliberate system of time-killing, which united some profit with a cheering up of the heavy hours. As soon as I came on deck, and took my place and regular walk, I began with repeating over to myself a string of matters which I had in my memory, in regular order. First, the multiplication table and the tables of weights and measures; then the states of the union, with their capitals; the counties of England, with their shire towns; the kings of England in their order; and a large part of the peerage, which I committed from an almanac that we had on board; and then the Kanaka numerals. This carried me through my facts, and, being repeated deliberately, with long intervals, often eked out the two first bells. Then came the ten commandments; the thirty-ninth chapter of Job, and a few other passages from Scripture. The next in the order, that I never varied from, came Cowper's Castaway, which was a great favorite with me; the solemn measure and gloomy character of which, as well as the incident that it was founded upon, made it well suited to a lonely watch at sea. Then his lines to Mary, his address to the jackdaw, and a short extract from Table Talk; (I abounded in Cowper, for I happened to have a volume of his poems in my chest;) "Ille et nefasto" from Horace, and Goethe's Erl King. After I had got through these, I allowed myself a more general range among everything that I could remember, both in prose and verse. In this way, with an occasional break by relieving the wheel, heaving the log, and going to the scuttle-butt for a drink of water, the longest watch was passed away; and I was so regular in my silent recitations, that if there was no interruption by ship's duty, I could tell very nearly the number of bells by my progress.

I started a conscious routine of passing the time, combining some usefulness with lightening the long hours. As soon as I got on deck and settled into my usual spot and walk, I began by going over a list of things I had memorized, in a specific order. First, the multiplication table and the measurements for weights and distances; then the states in the U.S. along with their capitals; the counties of England and their main towns; the kings of England in chronological order; and a good portion of the peerage that I memorized from an almanac we had on board; then the Kanaka numerals. This helped me recall my facts, and repeating them slowly with long pauses often filled the first two bells. Next were the ten commandments, the thirty-ninth chapter of Job, and a few other verses from the Bible. Following that, I consistently recited Cowper's "Castaway," which I loved; its serious tone and somber theme, along with the story it was based on, made it perfect for a solitary watch at sea. Then came his poems to Mary, his lines about the jackdaw, and a short excerpt from "Table Talk" (I had plenty of Cowper because I happened to have a volume of his poems in my sea chest); "Ille et nefasto" from Horace, and Goethe's "Erl-King." After I finished those, I allowed myself to recall a broader range of things I could remember, both prose and poetry. In this way, with occasional breaks to steer the wheel, check the log, and grab a drink of water, the longest watch passed by; and I was so consistent in my silent recitations that if there were no interruptions from ship duties, I could almost guess the number of bells by my progress.

Our watches below were no more varied than the watch on deck.

Our watches below were just as monotonous as the watch on deck.

All washing, sewing, and reading was given up; and we did nothing but eat, sleep, and stand our watch, leading what might be called a Cape Horn life. The forecastle was too uncomfortable to sit up in; and whenever we were below, we were in our berths. To prevent the rain, and the sea-water which broke over the bows, from washing down, we were obliged to keep the scuttle closed, so that the forecastle was nearly air-tight. In this little, wet, leaky hole, we were all quartered, in an atmosphere so bad that our lamp, which swung in the middle from the beams, sometimes actually burned blue, with a large circle of foul air about it. Still I was never in better health than after three weeks of this life. I gained a great deal of flesh, and we all ate like horses. At every watch, when we came below, before turning-in, the bread barge and beef kid were overhauled. Each man drank his quart of hot tea night and morning; and glad enough we were to get it, for no nectar and ambrosia were sweeter to the lazy immortals, than was a pot of hot tea, a hard biscuit, and a slice of cold salt beef, to us after a watch on deck. To be sure, we were mere animals and had this life lasted a year instead of a month we should have been little better than the ropes in the ship. Not a razor, nor a brush, nor a drop of water, except the rain and the spray, had come near us all the time; for we were on an allowance of fresh water; and who would strip and wash himself in salt water on deck, in the snow and ice, with the thermometer at zero?

All washing, sewing, and reading was abandoned; and we did nothing but eat, sleep, and take our turns watching, living what could be called a Cape Horn life. The forecastle was too uncomfortable to sit in; and whenever we were below, we were in our bunks. To keep the rain and the sea water crashing over the bow from flooding us, we had to keep the scuttle closed, making the forecastle almost air-tight. In this small, wet, leaky space, we were all packed together, in an atmosphere so bad that our lamp, swinging in the middle from the beams, sometimes actually burned with a blue flame, surrounded by a large circle of foul air. Still, I had never been healthier than after three weeks of this lifestyle. I gained a lot of weight, and we all ate like horses. At every watch, when we came below, before turning in, we checked the bread barge and the beef kid. Each man drank his quart of hot tea morning and night; and we were more than happy to have it, because no nectar and ambrosia were sweeter to lazy gods than a pot of hot tea, a hard biscuit, and a slice of cold salt beef to us after a watch on deck. Of course, we were just like animals, and if this life had lasted a year instead of a month, we would have been little better than the ropes on the ship. Not a razor, brush, or drop of fresh water, except for rain and spray, had touched us during that time; we were on a limited supply of fresh water; and who would strip down and wash themselves in salt water on deck, in the snow and ice, with the temperature at zero?

After about eight days of constant easterly gales, the wind hauled occasionally a little to the southward, and blew hard, which, as we were well to the southward, allowed us to brace in a little and stand on, under all the sail we could carry. These turns lasted but a short while, and sooner or later it set again from the old quarter; yet each time we made something, and were gradually edging along to the eastward. One night, after one of these shifts of the wind, and when all hands had been up a great part of the time, our watch was left on deck, with the mainsail hanging in the buntlines, ready to be set if necessary. It came on to blow worse and worse, with hail and snow beating like so many furies upon the ship, it being as dark and thick as night could make it. The mainsail was blowing and slatting with a noise like thunder, when the captain came on deck, and ordered it to be furled. The mate was about to call all hands, when the captain stopped him, and said that the men would be beaten out if they were called up so often; that as our watch must stay on deck, it might as well be doing that as anything else.

After about eight days of nonstop easterly gales, the wind occasionally shifted a bit to the south and blew hard. Since we were well to the south, this allowed us to tighten our sails a bit and continue on, with all the sail we could handle. These shifts only lasted a short time, and sooner or later, the wind would return to its original direction; still, each time we managed to make some progress and were gradually moving east. One night, after one of these changes in the wind, and when the whole crew had been up for a long time, our watch stayed on deck, with the mainsail ready to be set if needed. The wind picked up, bringing hail and snow that pounded the ship fiercely, as it was as dark and thick as night could make it. The mainsail was flapping and making a noise like thunder when the captain came on deck and ordered it to be furled. The mate was about to call the crew up, but the captain stopped him, saying the men would be worn out if they were called up so often; since our watch had to stay on deck, it might as well be doing that as anything else.

Accordingly, we went upon the yard; and never shall I forget that piece of work. Our watch had been so reduced by sickness, and by some having been left in California, that, with one man at the wheel, we had only the third mate and three beside myself, to go aloft; so that at most, we could only attempt to furl one yard-arm at a time. We manned the weather yard-arm, and set to work to make a furl of it. Our lower masts being short, and our yards very square, the sail had a head of nearly fifty feet, and a short leach, made still shorter by the deep reef which was in it, which brought the clew away out on the quarters of the yard, and made a bunt nearly as square as the mizen royal-yard. Beside this difficulty, the yard over which we lay was cased with ice, the gaskets and rope of the foot and leach of the sail as stiff and hard as a piece of suction-hose, and the sail itself about as pliable as though it had been made of sheets of sheathing copper. It blew a perfect hurricane, with alternate blasts of snow, hail, and rain. We had to fist the sail with bare hands. No one could trust himself to mittens, for if he slipped, he was a gone man. All the boats were hoisted in on deck, and there was nothing to be lowered for him. We had need of every finger God had given us. Several times we got the sail upon the yard, but it blew away again before we could secure it. It required men to lie over the yard to pass each turn of the gaskets, and when they were passed, it was almost impossible to knot them so that they would hold. Frequently we were obliged to leave off altogether and take to beating our hands upon the sail, to keep them from freezing.

So, we went out onto the deck, and I’ll never forget that task. Our crew had been so diminished by illness, and with some left behind in California, we had, at most, one person at the wheel, the third mate, and three others, including myself, to go up the mast. This meant we could only try to furl one yard-arm at a time. We took on the weather yard-arm and started working to furl it. Our lower masts were short, and our yards were very square, making the sail nearly fifty feet high with a short leech, made even shorter by the deep reef in it, which pulled the clew out toward the quarters of the yard and made the bunt almost as square as the mizzen royal-yard. On top of this challenge, the yard we were working on was covered in ice, while the gaskets and ropes on the foot and leach of the sail were as stiff and unyielding as suction hoses, and the sail itself was as inflexible as if it was made from sheets of copper. A full-on hurricane was blowing, with gusts of snow, hail, and rain coming at us. We had to grip the sail with our bare hands, as no one could rely on mittens; if you slipped, you were done for. All the boats were hoisted onto the deck, and there was nothing for anyone to lower. We needed every finger God gave us. We managed to get the sail on the yard several times, but it was blown away again before we could secure it. It took people lying over the yard just to pass each turn of the gaskets, and once they were passed, it was nearly impossible to tie them off securely. Often, we had to stop entirely and just beat our hands on the sail to keep them from freezing.

After some time,—which seemed forever,—we got the weather side stowed after a fashion, and went over to leeward for another trial.

After a while—which felt like an eternity—we managed to stow the weather side somewhat, and moved to the leeward side for another attempt.

This was still worse, for the body of the sail had been blown over to leeward, and as the yard was a-cock-bill by the lying over of the vessel, we had to light it all up to windward. When the yard-arms were furled, the bunt was all adrift again, which made more work for us. We got all secure at last, but we had been nearly an hour and a half upon the yard, and it seemed an age. It just struck five bells when we went up, and eight were struck soon after we came down. This may seem slow work, but considering the state of everything, and that we had only five men to a sail with just half as many square yards of canvas in it as the mainsail of the Independence, sixty-gun ship, which musters seven hundred men at her quarters, it is not wonderful that we were no quicker about it. We were glad enough to get on deck, and still more, to go below. The oldest sailor in the watch said, as he went down,—"I shall never forget that main yard;—it beats all my going a fishing. Fun is fun, but furling one yard-arm of a course, at a time, off Cape Horn, is no better than man-killing."

This was even worse because the body of the sail had been blown over to the leeward side, and since the yard was tilted due to the vessel's lean, we had to secure everything to the windward side. When we got the yard-arms furled, the bunt was loose again, which meant more work for us. We finally got everything secured, but we had spent nearly an hour and a half on the yard, and it felt like an eternity. It was just striking five bells when we went up, and eight were struck shortly after we came down. This might seem slow, but considering the condition we were in and that we had only five men to handle a sail that had just half as many square yards of canvas as the mainsail of the Independence, a sixty-gun ship manned by seven hundred crew members, it’s not surprising that we weren’t faster. We were more than happy to get back on deck, and even more relieved to go below. The oldest sailor in the watch said as he went down, “I’ll never forget that main yard; it tops all my fishing trips. Fun is fun, but furling one yard-arm of a course at a time off Cape Horn is no better than risking our lives.”

During the greater part of the next two days, the wind was pretty steady from the southward. We had evidently made great progress, and had good hope of being soon up with the Cape, if we were not there already. We could put but little confidence in our reckoning, as there had been no opportunities for an observation, and we had drifted too much to allow of our dead reckoning being anywhere near the mark. If it would clear off enough to give a chance for an observation, or if we could make land, we should know where we were; and upon these, and the chances of falling in with a sail from the eastward, we depended almost entirely.

For most of the next two days, the wind was pretty steady coming from the south. We clearly made significant progress and hoped to reach the Cape soon, if we weren't there already. We couldn’t trust our calculations much since we had no chance for a sighting, and we had drifted too much for our dead reckoning to be accurate. If the weather cleared enough to allow for a sighting, or if we could spot land, we'd know where we were; we were almost entirely relying on that and the chance of encountering another ship from the east.

Friday, July 22d. This day we had a steady gale from the southward, and stood on under close sail, with the yards eased a little by the weather braces, the clouds lifting a little, and showing signs of breaking away. In the afternoon, I was below with Mr. H——, the third mate, and two others, filling the bread locker in the steerage from the casks, when a bright gleam of sunshine broke out and shone down the companion-way and through the skylight, lighting up everything below, and sending a warm glow through the heart of every one. It was a sight we had not seen for weeks,—an omen, a god-send. Even the roughest and hardest face acknowledged its influence. Just at that moment we heard a loud shout from all parts of the deck, and the mate called out down the companion-way to the captain, who was sitting in the cabin. What he said, we could not distinguish, but the captain kicked over his chair, and was on deck at one jump. We could not tell what it was; and, anxious as we were to know, the discipline of the ship would not allow of our leaving our places. Yet, as we were not called, we knew there was no danger. We hurried to get through with our job, when, seeing the steward's black face peering out of the pantry, Mr. H—— hailed him, to know what was the matter. "Lan' o, to be sure, sir! No you hear 'em sing out, 'Lan' o?' De cap'em say 'im Cape Horn!"

Friday, July 22. Today we faced a strong wind from the south and sailed on with all sails set, easing the yards slightly with the weather braces. The clouds began to lift a bit, hinting at clearer skies. In the afternoon, I was below deck with Mr. H——, the third mate, and two others, filling the bread locker in the steerage from the casks, when a bright ray of sunshine burst through and illuminated the companionway and skylight, brightening everything below and warming the hearts of everyone. It was a sight we hadn’t seen in weeks—an omen, a blessing. Even the toughest faces acknowledged its impact. Just then, we heard a loud shout from all over the deck, and the mate called down the companionway to the captain, who was sitting in the cabin. We couldn’t make out what he said, but the captain kicked over his chair and dashed on deck in one leap. We couldn’t figure out what it was; although we were eager to know, the ship’s discipline kept us from leaving our spots. Still, since we weren’t summoned, we knew there wasn’t any danger. We hurried to finish our task, when we noticed the steward’s dark face peering out of the pantry. Mr. H—— called out to him to find out what was going on. “Land ho, of course, sir! Didn’t you hear them shout, ‘Land ho?’ The captain says it’s Cape Horn!”

This gave us a new start, and we were soon through our work, and on deck; and there lay the land, fair upon the larboard beam, and slowly edging away upon the quarter. All hands were busy looking at it—the captain and mates from the quarter-deck, the cook from his galley, and the sailors from the forecastle; and even Mr. N., the passenger, who had kept in his shell for nearly a month, and hardly been seen by anybody, and who we had almost forgotten was on board, came out like a butterfly, and was hopping round as bright as a bird.

This gave us a fresh start, and we quickly finished our work and went on deck; there was the land, nicely positioned on the left side, slowly drifting away behind us. Everyone was busy watching it—the captain and mates from the quarter-deck, the cook from his kitchen, and the sailors from the forecastle; even Mr. N., the passenger who had stayed hidden for almost a month and hardly been seen by anyone, and who we had almost forgotten was on board, came out like a butterfly, flitting around as lively as a bird.

The land was the island of Staten Land, and, just to the eastward of Cape Horn; and a more desolate-looking spot I never wish to set eyes upon;—bare, broken, and girt with rocks and ice, with here and there, between the rocks and broken hillocks, a little stunted vegetation of shrubs. It was a place well suited to stand at the junction of the two oceans, beyond the reach of human cultivation, and encounter the blasts and snows of a perpetual winter. Yet, dismal as it was, it was a pleasant sight to us; not only as being the first land we had seen, but because it told us that we had passed the Cape,—were in the Atlantic,—and that, with twenty-four hours of this breeze, might bid defiance to the Southern Ocean. It told us, too, our latitude and longitude better than any observation; and the captain now knew where we were, as well as if we were off the end of Long wharf.

The land was Staten Land, located just east of Cape Horn, and I hope to never see a more desolate-looking place; it was bare, rocky, and surrounded by ice, with a few stunted shrubs scattered between the rocks and small hills. It was an area fit for standing at the junction of the two oceans, far from human civilization, enduring the harsh winds and snows of a never-ending winter. Yet, as bleak as it was, it was a welcome sight to us; not only because it was the first land we had encountered, but because it meant we had passed the Cape—we were in the Atlantic—and that with just twenty-four hours of this breeze, we could stand strong against the Southern Ocean. It also provided our location better than any navigational observation; the captain now knew exactly where we were, as if we were right at the end of Long Wharf.

In the general joy, Mr. N. said he should like to go ashore upon the island and examine a spot which probably no human being had ever set foot upon; but the captain intimated that he would see the island—specimens and all,—in—another place, before he would get out a boat or delay the ship one moment for him.

In the overall excitement, Mr. N. expressed his desire to go ashore on the island and check out a location that likely no one had ever visited; however, the captain hinted that he would show Mr. N. the island—along with any samples—somewhere else before he would launch a boat or hold up the ship for even a moment.

We left the land gradually astern; and at sundown had the Atlantic Ocean clear before us.

We gradually left the land behind, and by sunset, the Atlantic Ocean was clear in front of us.




CHAPTER XXXIII

CRACKING ON—PROGRESS HOMEWARD—A PLEASANT SUNDAY—A FINE SIGHT—BY-PLAY

It is usual, in voyages round the Cape from the Pacific, to keep to the eastward of the Falkland Islands; but as it had now set in a strong, steady, and clear south-wester, with every prospect of its lasting, and we had had enough of high latitudes, the captain determined to stand immediately to the northward, running inside the Falkland Islands. Accordingly, when the wheel was relieved at eight o'clock, the order was given to keep her due north, and all hands were turned up to square away the yards and make sail. In a moment, the news ran through the ship that the captain was keeping her off, with her nose straight for Boston, and Cape Horn over her taffrail. It was a moment of enthusiasm. Every one was on the alert, and even the two sick men turned out to lend a hand at the halyards. The wind was now due south-west, and blowing a gale to which a vessel close hauled could have shown no more than a single close-reefed sail; but as we were going before it, we could carry on.

It's common for voyages around the Cape from the Pacific to stay to the east of the Falkland Islands, but since a strong, steady, and clear southwesterly wind had set in, promising to last, and we had experienced enough of high latitudes, the captain decided to head directly north, going inside the Falkland Islands. So, when the wheel was relieved at eight o'clock, the order was given to steer due north, and everyone was called to square away the yards and set the sails. In an instant, word spread through the ship that the captain was steering us off, heading straight for Boston, with Cape Horn behind us. It was an exciting moment. Everyone was alert, and even the two sick crew members got up to help with the halyards. The wind was now directly from the southwest, blowing a gale that a vessel close-hauled could manage with only a single close-reefed sail, but since we were going with it, we were able to carry on.

Accordingly, hands were sent aloft, and a reef shaken out of the top-sails, and the reefed foresail set. When we came to masthead the topsail yards, with all hands at the halyards, we struck up "Cheerily, men," with a chorus which might have been heard half-way to Staten Land. Under her increased sail, the ship drove on through the water. Yet she could bear it well; and the captain sang out from the quarter-deck—"Another reef out of that fore-topsail, and give it to her!" Two hands sprang aloft; the frozen reef-points and earings were cast adrift, the halyards manned, and the sail gave out her increased canvas to the gale. All hands were kept on deck to watch the effect of the change. It was as much as she could well carry, and with a heavy sea astern, it took two men at the wheel to steer her. She flung the foam from her bows; the spray breaking aft as far as the gangway. She was going at a prodigious rate.

So, hands went up, and we shook out the reef from the topsails and set the reefed foresail. When we got ready to hoist the topsail yards, everyone grabbed the halyards, and we burst into "Cheerily, men," with a chorus loud enough to be heard halfway to Staten Land. With the added sail, the ship surged forward through the water. She could handle it well, and the captain called out from the quarter-deck, “Get another reef out of that fore-topsail and let her have it!” Two crew members climbed up; they untied the frozen reef-points and earings, grabbed the halyards, and the sail opened up to face the wind. Everyone stayed on deck to see how it would affect the ship. It was pushing her to her limits, and with a heavy sea behind her, it took two men at the wheel to steer. She was throwing foam from her bows, with spray splashing back as far as the gangway. She was moving at an incredible speed.

Still, everything held. Preventer braces were reeved and hauled taut; tackles got upon the backstays; and each thing done to keep all snug and strong. The captain walked the deck at a rapid stride, looked aloft at the sails, and then to windward; the mate stood in the gangway, rubbing his hands, and talking aloud to the ship—"Hurrah, old bucket! the Boston girls have got hold of the tow-rope!" and the like; and we were on the forecastle, looking to see how the spars stood it, and guessing the rate at which she was going,—when the captain called out—"Mr. Brown, get up the topmast studding-sail! What she can't carry she may drag!" The mate looked a moment; but he would let no one be before him in daring.

Still, everything held together. Preventer braces were tightened and secured; tackles were attached to the backstays; and everything was done to keep everything secure and strong. The captain walked the deck with a quick pace, looked up at the sails, and then into the wind; the mate stood in the gangway, rubbing his hands and speaking to the ship—"Hurrah, old bucket! The Boston girls have grabbed the tow-rope!" and similar things; while we were on the forecastle, watching how the spars held up and guessing how fast we were going—when the captain called out—"Mr. Brown, get up the topmast studding-sail! What she can't carry, she can drag!" The mate paused for a moment, but he wouldn’t let anyone outdo him in boldness.

He sprang forward—"Hurrah, men! rig out the topmast studding-sail boom! Lay aloft, and I'll send the rigging up to you!"—We sprang aloft into the top; lowered a girt-line down, by which we hauled up the rigging; rove the tacks and halyards; ran out the boom and lashed it fast, and sent down the lower halyards, as a preventer. It was a clear starlight night, cold and blowing; but everybody worked with a will. Some, indeed, looked as though they thought the "old man" was mad, but no one said a word. We had had a new topmast studding-sail made with a reef in it,—a thing hardly ever heard of, and which the sailors had ridiculed a good deal, saying that when it was time to reef a studding-sail, it was time to take it in. But we found a use for it now; for, there being a reef in the topsail, the studding-sail could not be set without one in it also. To be sure, a studding-sail with reefed topsails was rather a new thing; yet there was some reason in it, for if we carried that away, we should lose only a sail and a boom; but a whole topsail might have carried away the mast and all.

He jumped forward—"Hey, guys! Get the topmast studding-sail boom ready! Climb up high, and I’ll send the rigging up to you!"—We quickly climbed up to the top; dropped down a girt-line to haul up the rigging; threaded the tacks and halyards; extended the boom and secured it, and lowered the lower halyards as a safety measure. It was a clear, starry night, cold and windy; but everyone worked hard. Some even looked like they thought the "old man" was crazy, but no one said anything. We had a new topmast studding-sail made with a reef in it—a rare thing, and the sailors had made fun of it, saying that when it was time to reef a studding-sail, it was time to take it down. But we found a use for it now; since there was a reef in the topsail, the studding-sail couldn’t be set without one in it too. Sure, a studding-sail with reefed topsails was quite unconventional; yet it made sense, because if we lost that, we’d only lose a sail and a boom; but if we lost a whole topsail, it could take down the mast and everything with it.

While we were aloft, the sail had been got out, bent to the yard, reefed, and ready for hoisting. Waiting for a good opportunity, the halyards were manned and the yard hoisted fairly up to the block; but when the mate came to shake the catspaw out of the downhaul, and we began to boom-end the sail, it shook the ship to her centre. The boom buckled up and bent like a whip-stick, and we looked every moment to see something go; but, being of the short, tough upland spruce, it bent like whalebone, and nothing could break it. The carpenter said it was the best stick he had ever seen. The strength of all hands soon brought the tack to the boom-end, and the sheet was trimmed down, and the preventer and the weather brace hauled taut to take off the strain. Every rope-yarn seemed stretched to the utmost, and every thread of canvas; and with this sail added to her, the ship sprang through the water like a thing possessed. The sail being nearly all forward, it lifted her out of the water, and she seemed actually to jump from sea to sea. From the time her keel was laid, she had never been so driven; and had it been life or death with every one of us, she could not have borne another stitch of canvas.

While we were up in the air, the sail was set up, secured to the yard, reefed, and ready to be hoisted. Waiting for the right moment, we took hold of the halyards and raised the yard up to the block; but when the mate went to release the downhaul and we started to boom-end the sail, it shook the ship to her core. The boom bent and flexed like a whip, and we expected something to break any second; but because it was made of short, tough upland spruce, it bent like whalebone and nothing could snap it. The carpenter said it was the best stick he had ever seen. With everyone working together, we soon secured the tack to the boom-end, trimmed the sheet, and pulled the preventer and the weather brace tight to relieve the strain. Every rope seemed to be stretched to its limit, and every thread of canvas too; and with this sail added, the ship flew through the water like it was possessed. Since most of the sail was toward the front, it lifted her out of the water, making her seem like she was jumping from wave to wave. From the moment her keel was laid, she had never been driven so hard; and if it had been life or death for all of us, she couldn’t have handled another bit of canvas.

Finding that she would bear the sail, the hands were sent below, and our watch remained on deck. Two men at the wheel had as much as they could do to keep her within three points of her course, for she steered as wild as a young colt. The mate walked the deck, looking at the sails, and then over the side to see the foam fly by her, slapping his hands upon his thighs and talking to the ship—"Hurrah, you jade, you've got the scent!—you know where you're going!" And when she leaped over the seas, and almost out of the water, and trembled to her very keel, the spars and masts snapping and creaking,—"There she goes!—There she goes,—handsomely!—as long as she cracks she holds!"—while we stood with the rigging laid down fair for letting go, and ready to take in sail and clear away, if anything went. At four bells we hove the log, and she was going eleven knots fairly; and had it not been for the sea from aft which sent the ship home, and threw her continually off her course, the log would have shown her to have been going much faster. I went to the wheel with a young fellow from the Kennebec, who was a good helmsman; and for two hours we had our hands full. A few minutes showed us that our monkey-jackets must come off; and, cold as it was, we stood in our shirt-sleeves, in a perspiration; and were glad enough to have it eight bells, and the wheel relieved. We turned-in and slept as well as we could, though the sea made a constant roar under her bows, and washed over the forecastle like a small cataract.

Finding that she could carry the sail, the crew went below, and our watch stayed on deck. Two guys at the wheel had their hands full trying to keep her within three points of her course because she steered as wildly as a young colt. The mate walked the deck, checking the sails and then looking over the side to watch the foam rush by, slapping his hands on his thighs and talking to the ship—"Hurrah, you rascal, you've got the scent!—you know where you're headed!" When she leaped over the waves, almost completely out of the water, and trembled down to her keel, the masts and spars snapping and creaking,—"There she goes!—There she goes,—smoothly!—as long as she creaks she's holding strong!"—while we stood with the rigging set for letting go, ready to take in sail and clear away if anything went wrong. At four bells we checked the log, and she was going eleven knots easily; and if it hadn't been for the sea from behind pushing the ship off course, the log would have shown her going even faster. I took the wheel with a young guy from the Kennebec, who was a skilled helmsman; and for two hours we had our hands full. A few minutes in, we realized that we needed to take off our jackets; and, cold as it was, we stood in our shirt sleeves, sweating; and were more than happy when it was eight bells and we could hand over the wheel. We turned in and slept as well as we could, even though the sea roared constantly under her bows and washed over the forecastle like a small waterfall.

At four o'clock, we were called again. The same sail was still on the vessel, and the gale, if there was any change, had increased a little. No attempt was made to take the studding-sail in; and, indeed, it was too late now. If we had started anything toward taking it in, either tack or halyards, it would have blown to pieces, and carried something away with it. The only way now was to let everything stand, and if the gale went down, well and good; if not, something must go—the weakest stick or rope first—and then we could get it in. For more than an hour she was driven on at such a rate that she seemed actually to crowd the sea into a heap before her; and the water poured over the spritsail yard as it would over a dam. Toward daybreak the gale abated a little, and she was just beginning to go more easily along, relieved of the pressure, when Mr. Brown, determined to give her no respite, and depending upon the wind's subsiding as the sun rose, told us to get along the lower studding-sail. This was an immense sail, and held wind enough to last a Dutchman a week,—hove-to. It was soon ready, the boom topped up, preventer guys rove, and the idlers called up to man the halyards; yet such was still the force of the gale, that we were nearly an hour setting the sail; carried away the outhaul in doing it, and came very near snapping off the swinging boom. No sooner was it set than the ship tore on again like one that was mad, and began to steer as wild as a hawk. The men at the wheel were puffing and blowing at their work, and the helm was going hard up and hard down, constantly. Add to this, the gale did not lessen as the day came on, but the sun rose in clouds. A sudden lurch threw the man from the weather wheel across the deck and against the side. The mate sprang to the wheel, and the man, regaining his feet, seized the spokes, and they hove the wheel up just in time to save her from broaching to; though nearly half the studding-sail went under water; and as she came to, the boom stood up at an angle of forty five degrees. She had evidently more on her than she could bear; yet it was in vain to try to take it in—the clewline was not strong enough; and they were thinking of cutting away, when another wide yaw and a come-to, snapped the guys, and the swinging boom came in, with a crash, against the lower rigging. The outhaul block gave way, and the topmast studding-sail boom bent in a manner which I never before supposed a stick could bend. I had my eye on it when the guys parted, and it made one spring and buckled up so as to form nearly a half circle, and sprang out again to its shape.

At four o'clock, we were called again. The same sail was still on the boat, and the wind, if it had changed at all, had picked up a bit. No one tried to take in the studding-sail; in fact, it was too late for that now. If we had started to take it in, whether by the tack or halyards, it would have been ripped to shreds and taken something with it. The only option now was to leave everything as it was, and if the wind died down, great; if not, something would have to give—the weakest stick or rope first—and then we could bring it in. For more than an hour, the ship was pushed along so fast that it seemed to shove the sea into a pile in front of it, and the water spilled over the spritsail yard like it would over a dam. Toward dawn, the wind eased a bit, and she started to move easier, relieved of some strain, when Mr. Brown, determined not to let her rest and counting on the wind calming down as the sun rose, ordered us to get the lower studding-sail ready. This was a huge sail and had enough wind in it to keep a Dutchman busy for a week. It was soon prepared, the boom lifted, preventer guys rigged, and the idle crew called up to manage the halyards; yet, such was the strength of the wind that it took us nearly an hour to set the sail, we broke the outhaul doing it, and came very close to snapping off the swinging boom. No sooner was it set than the ship tore off again like she was possessed, steering wildly. The men at the wheel were struggling hard, working the helm up and down constantly. On top of that, the wind didn’t die down as the day arrived, but instead, the sun rose behind clouds. A sudden lurch threw the man at the weather wheel across the deck and into the side. The mate jumped to the wheel, and as the man got back on his feet, he grabbed the spokes, and they managed to steer the wheel just in time to prevent her from capsizing; though nearly half the studding-sail went underwater, and as she righted herself, the boom shot up at a forty-five-degree angle. She clearly had more weight on her than she could handle; yet it was pointless to try to take it in—the clewline wasn't strong enough; and they were considering cutting it away when another wild swing and a sudden righting snapped the guys, and the swinging boom crashed into the lower rigging. The outhaul block failed, and the topmast studding-sail boom bent in a way I never thought was possible for a stick to bend. I was watching it when the guys broke, and it sprang and bent nearly into a half-circle before snapping back to shape.

The clewline gave way at the first pull; the cleat to which the halyards were belayed was wrenched off, and the sail blew round the spritsail yards and head guys, which gave us a bad job to get it in.

The clewline snapped at the first pull; the cleat where the halyards were tied was ripped off, and the sail wrapped around the spritsail yards and head guys, making it really difficult to get it in.

A half hour served to clear all away, and she was suffered to drive on with her topmast studding-sail set, it being as much as she could stagger under.

A half hour was enough to clear everything away, and she was allowed to continue sailing with her topmast studding-sail up, which was about all she could handle.

During all this day and the next night, we went on under the same sail, the gale blowing with undiminished force; two men at the wheel all the time; watch and watch, and nothing to do but to steer and look out for the ship, and be blown along;—until the noon of the next day—

During the whole of that day and the following night, we continued with the same sail, the strong wind blowing just as fiercely; two men at the wheel the entire time, taking turns, with nothing to do but steer, watch the ship, and let the wind carry us along—until noon of the next day—

Sunday, July 24th, when we were in latitude 50° 27' S., longitude 62° 13' W., having made four degrees of latitude in the last twenty-four hours. Being now to northward of the Falkland Islands, the ship was kept off, north-east, for the equator; and with her head for the equator, and Cape Horn over her taffrail, she went gloriously on; every heave of the sea leaving the Cape astern, and every hour bringing us nearer to home, and to warm weather. Many a time, when blocked up in the ice, with everything dismal and discouraging about us, had we said,—if we were only fairly round, and standing north on the other side, we should ask for no more:—and now we had it all, with a clear sea, and as much wind as a sailor could pray for. If the best part of the voyage is the last part, surely we had all now that we could wish. Every one was in the highest spirits, and the ship seemed as glad as any of us at getting out of her confinement. At each change of the watch, those coming on deck asked those going below—"How does she go along?" and got for answer, the rate, and the customary addition—"Aye! and the Boston girls have had hold of the tow-rope all the watch, and can't haul half the slack in!" Each day the sun rose higher in the horizon, and the nights grew shorter; and at coming on deck each morning, there was a sensible change in the temperature. The ice, too, began to melt from off the rigging and spars, and, except a little which remained in the tops and round the hounds of the lower masts, was soon gone. As we left the gale behind us, the reefs were shaken out of the topsails, and sail made as fast as she could bear it; and every time all hands were sent to the halyards, a song was called for, and we hoisted away with a will.

Sunday, July 24th, when we were at latitude 50° 27' S., longitude 62° 13' W., having traveled four degrees of latitude in the last twenty-four hours. Now that we were north of the Falkland Islands, the ship was steered northeast towards the equator; with the equator ahead and Cape Horn behind us, she sailed triumphantly on; each wave leaving Cape Horn further behind, and every hour bringing us closer to home and warmer weather. Many times, when stuck in the ice, facing everything bleak and discouraging, we had said—if we could just make it around and head north on the other side, we wouldn't ask for anything more:—and now we had it all, with a clear sea and as much wind as any sailor could hope for. If the best part of the voyage is the last part, surely we had everything we could desire. Everyone was in the best spirits, and the ship seemed just as happy as we were to be free from her confinement. At each watch change, those coming on deck asked those going below, "How's she doing?" and got the rate, plus the usual addition—"Yeah! and the Boston girls have been pulling on the tow-rope all watch and can't haul in half the slack!" Each day, the sun rose higher in the sky, and the nights got shorter; and every morning as we came on deck, there was a noticeable change in the temperature. The ice also began to melt off the rigging and masts, and aside from a little that remained at the tops and around the lower mast heads, it was soon gone. As we left the storm behind us, the reefs were let out of the topsails, and we set sail as quickly as we could handle it; and every time all hands were called to the halyards, a song was requested, and we hoisted with enthusiasm.

Sail after sail was added, as we drew into fine weather; and in one week after leaving Cape Horn, the long topgallant masts were got up, topgallant and royal yards crossed, and the ship restored to her fair proportions.

Sail after sail was added as we entered good weather; and one week after leaving Cape Horn, the long topgallant masts were put up, the topgallant and royal yards crossed, and the ship was restored to her proper shape.

The Southern Cross we saw no more after the first night; the Magellan Clouds settled lower and lower in the horizon; and so great was our change of latitude each succeeding night, that we sank some constellation in the south, and raised another in the northern horizon.

The Southern Cross disappeared after the first night; the Magellanic Clouds dropped lower and lower on the horizon; and our shift in latitude each night was so significant that we lost one constellation in the south and brought another into view in the northern horizon.

Sunday, July 31st. At noon we were in lat. 36° 41' S., long. 38° 08' W.; having traversed the distance of two thousand miles, allowing for changes of course, in nine days. A thousand miles in four days and a half!—This is equal to steam.

Sunday, July 31st. At noon we were at latitude 36° 41' S., longitude 38° 08' W.; after covering a distance of two thousand miles, considering changes in course, in nine days. A thousand miles in four and a half days!—This is equivalent to steam.

Soon after eight o'clock, the appearance of the ship gave evidence that this was the first Sunday we had yet had in fine weather. As the sun came up clear, with the promise of a fair, warm day, and, as usual on Sunday, there was no work going on, all hands turned-to upon clearing out the forecastle. The wet and soiled clothes which had accumulated there during the past month, were brought up on deck; the chests moved; brooms, buckets of water, swabs, scrubbing-brushes, and scrapers carried down, and applied, until the forecastle floor was as white as chalk, and everything neat and in order. The bedding from the berths was then spread on deck, and dried, and aired; the deck-tub filled with water; and a grand washing begun of all the clothes which were brought up. Shirts, frocks, drawers, trowsers, jackets, stockings, of every shape and color, wet and dirty—many of them mouldy from having been lying a long time wet in a foul corner—these were all washed and scrubbed out, and finally towed overboard for half an hour; and then made fast in the rigging to dry. Wet boots and shoes were spread out to dry in sunny places on deck; and the whole ship looked like a back yard on a washing day. After we had done with our clothes, we began upon our own persons. A little fresh water, which we had saved from our allowance, was put in buckets, and with soap and towels, we had what sailors call a fresh-water wash. The same bucket, to be sure, had to go through several hands, and was spoken for by one after another, but as we rinsed off in salt water, pure from the ocean, and the fresh was used only to start the accumulated grime and blackness of five weeks, it was held of little consequence.

Soon after eight o'clock, the sight of the ship showed that this was the first Sunday we had experienced with nice weather. With the sun rising bright and promising a warm, clear day, and as usual on Sundays, there was no work happening, everyone got busy clearing out the forecastle. The wet and dirty clothes that had piled up over the past month were brought on deck; the chests were moved; brooms, buckets of water, mops, scrubbing brushes, and scrapers were brought down and used until the forecastle floor was spotless, looking as white as chalk, and everything was neat and tidy. The bedding from the bunks was then spread out on deck to dry and air out; the deck tub was filled with water; and we started a big laundry day for all the clothes that were brought up. Shirts, dresses, underwear, trousers, jackets, and socks of all kinds and colors, wet and filthy—many of them moldy from being left damp in a filthy corner—were all washed and scrubbed, then finally towed overboard for half an hour; after that, they were secured in the rigging to dry. Wet boots and shoes were laid out to dry in sunny spots on deck, and the whole ship looked like a yard on wash day. After we finished with our clothes, we moved on to ourselves. A little fresh water, which we had saved from our rations, was put in buckets, and with soap and towels, we had what sailors call a fresh-water wash. Of course, the same bucket had to be passed around several times and was claimed by one person after another, but since we rinsed off in saltwater, pure from the ocean, and the fresh water was only used to get rid of the built-up grime from five weeks, it didn’t matter much.

We soaped down and scrubbed one another with towels and pieces of canvas, stripping to it; and then, getting into the head, threw buckets of water upon each other. After this, came shaving, and combing, and brushing; and when, having spent the first part of the day in this way, we sat down on the forecastle, in the afternoon, with clean duck trowsers, and shirts on, washed, shaved, and combed, and looking a dozen shades lighter for it, reading, sewing, and talking at our ease, with a clear sky and warm sun over our heads, a steady breeze over the larboard quarter, studding-sails out alow and aloft, and all the flying kites aboard;—we felt that we had got back into the pleasantest part of a sailor's life. At sundown the clothes were all taken down from the rigging—clean and dry—and stowed neatly away in our chests; and our southwesters, thick boots, guernsey frocks, and other accompaniments of bad weather, put out of the way, we hoped, for the rest of the voyage, as we expected to come upon the coast early in the autumn.

We soaped ourselves down and scrubbed each other with towels and pieces of canvas, getting right into it; then, getting into the spirit of things, we threw buckets of water on one another. After that, we shaved, combed our hair, and brushed ourselves off. Having spent the first part of the day like this, we relaxed on the forecastle in the afternoon, dressed in clean duck trousers and shirts, washed, shaved, and combed, and looking a good few shades lighter for it. We read, sewed, and chatted comfortably under a clear sky and warm sun, with a steady breeze at our left side, sails out both above and below, and all the kites flying onboard;—we felt like we had returned to the best part of a sailor's life. At sundown, we took all our clothes down from the rigging—clean and dry—and neatly stowed them away in our chests. We hoped to stash our sou'westers, thick boots, guernsey frocks, and other gear for bad weather out of sight for the rest of the voyage, since we expected to reach the coast early in the autumn.

Notwithstanding all that has been said about the beauty of a ship under full sail, there are very few who have ever seen a ship, literally, under all her sail. A ship coming in or going out of port, with her ordinary sails, and perhaps two of three studding-sails, is commonly said to be under full sail; but a ship never has all her sail upon her, except when she has a light, steady breeze, very nearly, but not quite, dead aft, and so regular that it can be trusted, and is likely to last for some time. Then, with all her sails, light and heavy, and studding-sails, on each side, alow and aloft, she is the most glorious moving object in the world. Such a sight, very few, even some who have been at sea a great deal, have ever beheld; for from the deck of your own vessel you cannot see her, as you would a separate object.

Despite everything that's been said about the beauty of a ship with all its sails up, very few people have actually seen a ship truly under full sail. A ship entering or leaving port, with its regular sails and maybe a couple of studding sails, is usually referred to as being under full sail. However, a ship never has all its sails unfurled except when there’s a light, steady breeze coming almost directly from behind, and it's so consistent that you can rely on it lasting for a while. At that point, with all her sails—both light and heavy—and studding sails set on both sides, above and below, she becomes the most magnificent moving sight in the world. Such a view is rare; even many who have spent a lot of time at sea have never witnessed it, because from the deck of your own vessel, you can't see her as you would see a distinct object.

One night, while we were in these tropics, I went out to the end of the flying-jib-boom, upon some duty, and, having finished it, turned round, and lay over the boom for a long time, admiring the beauty of the sight before me. Being so far out from the deck, I could look at the ship, as at a separate vessel;—and there rose up from the water, supported only by the small black hull, a pyramid of canvas, spreading out far beyond the hull, and towering up almost, as it seemed in the indistinct night air, to the clouds. The sea was as still as an inland lake; the light trade-wind was gently and steadily breathing from astern; the dark blue sky was studded with the tropical stars; there was no sound but the rippling of the water under the stem; and the sails were spread out, wide and high;—the two lower studding-sails stretching, on each side, far beyond the deck; the topmast studding-sails, like wings to the topsails; the top-gallant studding-sails spreading fearlessly out above them; still higher, the two royal studding-sails, looking like two kites flying from the same string; and, highest of all, the little skysail, the apex of the pyramid, seeming actually to touch the stars, and to be out of reach of human hand. So quiet, too, was the sea, and so steady the breeze, that if these sails had been sculptured marble, they could not have been more motionless. Not a ripple upon the surface of the canvas; not even a quivering of the extreme edges of the sail—so perfectly were they distended by the breeze. I was so lost in the sight, that I forgot the presence of the man who came out with me, until he said, (for he, too, rough old man-of-war's-man as he was, had been gazing at the show,) half to himself, still looking at the marble sails—"How quietly they do their work!"

One night, while we were in the tropics, I went out to the end of the flying-jib boom to take care of some duty. After finishing it, I turned around and lay over the boom for a while, admiring the stunning view in front of me. Being so far from the deck, I could see the ship as if it were a separate vessel—rising from the water, supported only by its small black hull, was a pyramid of canvas that spread out far beyond the hull and towered up, almost seeming to reach the clouds in the hazy night air. The sea was as calm as a lake; a gentle trade wind was steadily blowing from behind; the dark blue sky was dotted with tropical stars; and the only sound was the water rippling beneath the bow. The sails were spread wide and high: the two lower studding sails extended on each side well beyond the deck; the topmast studding sails looked like wings attached to the topsails; the top-gallant studding sails spread out boldly above them; even higher were the two royal studding sails, resembling two kites flying from the same string; and at the top was the little sky sail, the apex of the pyramid, seemingly touching the stars and beyond anyone's reach. The sea was so quiet and the breeze so steady that if the sails had been made of sculpted marble, they would have looked even more motionless. Not a ripple crossed the surface of the canvas, not even a twitch at the edges of the sail—so perfectly was it filled by the breeze. I was so absorbed in the sight that I forgot about the man who had come out with me until he said, half to himself, still gazing at the marble sails, “How quietly they do their work!”

The fine weather brought work with it; as the ship was to be put in order for coming into port. This may give a landsman some notion of what is done on board ship.—All the first part of a passage is spent in getting a ship ready for sea, and the last part in getting her ready for port. She is, as sailors say, like a lady's watch, always out of repair. The new, strong sails, which we had up off Cape Horn, were to be sent down, and the old set, which were still serviceable in fine weather, to be bent in their place; all the rigging to be set up, fore and aft; the masts stayed; the standing rigging to be tarred down; lower and topmast rigging rattled down, fore and aft; the ship scraped, inside and out, and painted; decks varnished; new and neat knots, seizings and coverings to be fitted; and every part put in order, to look well to the owner's eye, on coming into Boston. This, of course, was a long matter; and all hands were kept on deck at work for the whole of each day, during the rest of the voyage. Sailors call this hard usage; but the ship must be in crack order, and "we're homeward bound" was the answer to everything.

The nice weather brought work with it, as the ship needed to be prepared for coming into port. This might give someone who's never been on a ship an idea of what happens on board. The first part of a journey is spent getting a ship ready for the sea, and the last part is about getting her ready for port. Sailors say she’s like a lady's watch, always needing repairs. The new, strong sails we had up off Cape Horn were to be taken down, and the old set, which was still useful in good weather, would be put in their place; all the rigging needed to be tightened, both fore and aft; the masts secured; the standing rigging coated with tar; the lower and topmast rigging adjusted, fore and aft; the ship scraped inside and out, and painted; decks varnished; new and tidy knots, seizings, and coverings to be fitted; and everything put in order to look good for the owner when arriving in Boston. This, of course, took a long time, and everyone was kept on deck working the whole day for the rest of the journey. Sailors call this hard work, but the ship had to be in top condition, and “we’re homeward bound” was the answer to everything.

We went on for several days, employed in this way, nothing remarkable occurring; and, at the latter part of the week, fell in with the south-east trades, blowing about east-south-east, which brought them nearly two points abaft our beam. These blew strong and steady, so that we hardly started a rope, until we were beyond their latitude. The first day of "all hands," one of those little incidents occurred, which are nothing in themselves, but are great matters in the eyes of a ship's company, as they serve to break the monotony of a voyage, and afford conversation to the crew for days afterwards. These small matters, too, are often interesting, as they show the customs and state of feeling on shipboard.

We sailed on for several days like this, with nothing significant happening. By the end of the week, we hit the south-east trade winds, blowing from the east-south-east, which came almost two points behind our beam. These winds were strong and steady, so we barely adjusted any ropes until we were out of their latitude. On the first day of “all hands,” a little incident happened that might seem trivial, but it became a big deal for the crew since it broke the monotony of the journey and gave us something to talk about for days. These small events are often interesting because they reflect the customs and morale onboard.

In merchant vessels, the captain gives his orders as to the ship's work, to the mate, in a general way, and leaves the execution of them, with the particular ordering, to him. This has become so fixed a custom, that it is like a law, and is never infringed upon by a wise master, unless his mate is no seaman; in which case, the captain must often oversee things for himself. This, however, could not be said of our chief mate; and he was very jealous of any encroachment upon the borders of his authority.

On merchant ships, the captain gives general orders about the ship's operations to the first mate and leaves the details of execution to him. This has become such a standard practice that it feels like a rule, and a smart captain never breaks it unless his first mate lacks seamanship; in that case, the captain often needs to take charge himself. However, this was not true for our first mate, who was very protective of his authority.

On Monday morning, the captain told him to stay the fore-topmast plumb. He accordingly came forward, turned all hands to, with tackles on the stays and back-stays, coming up with the seizings, hauling here, belaying there, and full of business, standing between the knightheads to sight the mast,—when the captain came forward, and also began to give orders. This made confusion, and the mate, finding that he was all aback, left his place and went aft, saying to the captain—

On Monday morning, the captain told him to keep the fore-topmast straight. He moved to the front, got everyone involved, using tackles on the stays and back-stays, working on the seizings, hauling here, securing there, and busy with tasks while standing between the knightheads to line up the mast—when the captain came forward and started giving orders too. This created confusion, and the mate, realizing he was at a loss, left his position and went to the back, saying to the captain—

"If you come forward, sir, I'll go aft. One is enough on the forecastle."

"If you come over here, sir, I’ll head to the back. One person is enough on the front deck."

This produced a reply, and another fierce answer; and the words flew, fists were doubled up, and things looked threateningly.

This sparked a response, and another intense reply came in; the words were exchanged rapidly, fists were clenched, and the situation looked dangerous.

"I'm master of this ship."

"I'm the captain of this ship."

"Yes, sir, and I'm mate of her, and know my place! My place is forward, and yours is aft!"

"Yes, sir, and I’m her mate, and I know what my role is! My role is upfront, and yours is at the back!"

"My place is where I choose! I command the whole ship; and you are mate only so long as I choose!"

"My ship, my rules! I’m in charge of everything, and you’re my first mate only as long as I decide!"

"Say the word, Capt. T., and I'm done! I can do a man's work aboard! I didn't come through the cabin windows! If I'm not mate, I can be man," etc., etc.

"Just say the word, Capt. T., and I’m finished! I can do a man's work on board! I didn’t sneak in through the cabin windows! If I’m not first mate, I can be crew," etc., etc.

This was all fun for us, who stood by, winking at each other, and enjoying the contest between the higher powers. The captain took the mate aft; and they had a long talk, which ended in the mate's returning to his duty. The captain had broken through a custom, which is a part of the common-law of a ship, and without reason; for he knew that his mate was a sailor, and needed no help from him; and the mate was excusable for being angry. Yet he was wrong, and the captain right. Whatever the captain does is right, ipso facto, and any opposition to it is wrong, on board ship; and every officer and man knows this when he signs the ship's articles.

This was all enjoyable for us as we watched, exchanging knowing glances, and relishing the showdown between the higher-ups. The captain took the mate to the back of the ship for a long conversation, which ended with the mate going back to his duties. The captain had broken a tradition that is part of a ship's unwritten rules, and without any good reason; he knew that his mate was a skilled sailor and didn't need his assistance. The mate had a right to be upset. Still, he was in the wrong, and the captain was in the right. Whatever the captain decides is correct, by default, and any disagreement is wrong on board the ship; every officer and crew member understands this when they sign the ship's articles.

It is a part of the contract. Yet there has grown up in merchant vessels a series of customs, which have become a well understood system, and have almost the force of prescriptive law. To be sure, all power is in the captain, and the officers hold their authority only during his will; and the men are liable to be called upon for any service; yet, by breaking in upon these usages, many difficulties have occurred on board ship, and even come into courts of justice, which are perfectly unintelligible to any one not acquainted with the universal nature and force of these customs. Many a provocation has been offered, and a system of petty oppression pursued towards men, the force and meaning of which would appear as nothing to strangers, and doubtless do appear so to many "'long-shore" juries and judges.

It’s part of the contract. However, a series of customs has developed on merchant ships, which have become a well-understood system and function almost like established law. Of course, all power lies with the captain, and the officers only have their authority as long as he permits it; the crew can be called upon for any duty. Still, by disrupting these practices, many challenges have arisen on board and even reached the courts, which are completely baffling to anyone unfamiliar with the universal nature and significance of these customs. Many provocations have been made, and a pattern of minor oppression has been directed at the crew, the implications of which may seem trivial to outsiders, and likely do appear so to many "longshore" juries and judges.

The next little diversion, was a battle on the forecastle one afternoon, between the mate and the steward. They had been on bad terms the whole voyage; and had threatened a rupture several times. This afternoon, the mate asked him for a tumbler of water, and he refused to get it for him, saying that he waited upon nobody but the captain: and here he had the custom on his side. But in answering, he left off "the handle to the mate's name." This enraged the mate, who called him a "black soger;" and at it they went, clenching, striking, and rolling over and over; while we stood by, looking on, and enjoying the fun. The darky tried to butt him, but the mate got him down, and held him, the steward singing out, "Let me go, Mr. Brown, or there'll be blood spilt!" In the midst of this, the captain came on deck, separated them, took the steward aft, and gave him half a dozen with a rope's end.

The next little distraction was a fight on the deck one afternoon between the mate and the steward. They had been on bad terms the entire trip and had threatened to fight several times. That afternoon, the mate asked him for a glass of water, and the steward refused to get it, saying he only served the captain: and he had some tradition on his side. But in his reply, he dropped "the handle to the mate's name." This made the mate furious, who called him a "black soldier," and they went at it, grabbing, hitting, and rolling around. We stood by, watching and enjoying the spectacle. The steward tried to butt him, but the mate took him down and held him, with the steward shouting, "Let me go, Mr. Brown, or there'll be blood spilled!" In the middle of this, the captain came on deck, broke them up, took the steward to the back, and gave him a few hits with a rope's end.

The steward tried to justify himself; but he had been heard to talk of spilling blood, and that was enough to earn him his flogging; and the captain did not choose to inquire any further.

The steward tried to defend himself, but he had been overheard talking about spilling blood, and that was enough to get him whipped; the captain didn’t want to investigate any further.




CHAPTER XXXIV

NARROW ESCAPES—THE EQUATOR—TROPICAL SQUALLS—A THUNDER STORM

The same day, I met with one of those narrow escapes, which are so often happening in a sailor's life. I had been aloft nearly all the afternoon, at work, standing for as much as an hour on the fore top-gallant yard, which was hoisted up, and hung only by the tie; when, having got through my work, I balled up my yarns, took my serving-board in my hand, laid hold deliberately of the top-gallant rigging, took one foot from the yard, and was just lifting the other, when the tie parted, and down the yard fell. I was safe, by my hold upon the rigging, but it made my heart beat quick. Had the tie parted one instant sooner, or had I stood an instant longer on the yard, I should inevitably have been thrown violently from the height of ninety or a hundred feet, overboard; or, what is worse, upon the deck. However, "a miss is as good as a mile;" a saying which sailors very often have occasion to use. An escape is always a joke on board ship. A man would be ridiculed who should make a serious matter of it. A sailor knows too well that his life hangs upon a thread, to wish to be always reminded of it; so, if a man has an escape, he keeps it to himself, or makes a joke of it. I have often known a man's life to be saved by an instant of time, or by the merest chance,—the swinging of a rope,—and no notice taken of it. One of our boys, when off Cape Horn, reefing topsails of a dark night, and when there were no boats to be lowered away, and where, if a man fell overboard he must be left behind,—lost his hold of the reef-point, slipped from the foot-rope, and would have been in the water in a moment, when the man who was next to him on the yard caught him by the collar of his jacket, and hauled him up upon the yard, with—"Hold on, another time, you young monkey, and be d——d to you!"—and that was all that was heard about it.

The same day, I had one of those narrow escapes that happen so often in a sailor's life. I had been up high nearly all afternoon, working and standing for about an hour on the top-gallant yard, which was hoisted up and held only by a tie; when, having finished my work, I rolled up my yarns, took my serving-board in my hand, grabbed onto the top-gallant rigging, took one foot off the yard, and was just lifting the other when the tie broke, and the yard fell. I was safe because I held onto the rigging, but it made my heart race. If the tie had broken just one second earlier, or if I had stood there just one second longer, I would have been thrown violently from a height of ninety or a hundred feet, either overboard or, worse, onto the deck. However, "a miss is as good as a mile," a saying sailors often use. An escape is always a joke on a ship. A man would be mocked for taking it seriously. A sailor knows well that his life hangs by a thread, so he doesn’t want to constantly be reminded of it; if he escapes, he keeps it to himself or jokes about it. I have seen a man's life saved by a split second or by the slightest chance—a swinging rope—and no one even mentions it. One of our guys, while off Cape Horn, reefing topsails on a dark night, with no boats available, and where if someone fell overboard, they would be left behind—lost his grip on the reef-point, slipped from the foot-rope, and would have fallen into the water in a second, when the guy next to him on the yard grabbed him by the collar of his jacket and pulled him back up onto the yard, saying, “Hold on next time, you young monkey, and be damned to you!”—and that was all that was said about it.

Sunday, August 7th. Lat. 25° 59' S., long. 27° 0' W. Spoke the English bark Mary-Catherine, from Bahia, bound to Calcutta. This was the first sail we had fallen in with, and the first time we had seen a human form or heard the human voice, except of our own number, for nearly a hundred days. The very yo-ho-ing of the sailors at the ropes sounded sociably upon the ear. She was an old, damaged-looking craft, with a high poop and top-gallant forecastle, and sawed off square, stem and stern, like a true English "tea-wagon," and with a run like a sugar-box. She had studding-sails out alow and aloft, with a light but steady breeze, and her captain said he could not get more than four knots out of her and thought he should have a long passage. We were going six on an easy bowline.

Sunday, August 7th. Lat. 25° 59' S., long. 27° 0' W. Spotted the English bark Mary-Catherine, coming from Bahia and heading to Calcutta. This was the first ship we had come across and the first time we had seen another person or heard another voice besides our own in nearly a hundred days. The sailors’ yo-ho-ing at the ropes sounded friendly to our ears. She was an old, weathered ship, with a tall poop deck and raised forecastle, cut off square at both ends, just like a classic English “tea-wagon,” and she had a hull that looked like a sugar box. She had sails extended above and below, in a gentle but steady breeze, and her captain mentioned he couldn't get more than four knots out of her and expected a long journey. We were cruising at six on an easy course.

The next day, about three P. M., passed a large corvette-built ship, close upon the wind, with royals and skysails set fore and aft, under English colors. She was standing south-by-east, probably bound round Cape Horn. She had men in her tops, and black mast-heads; heavily sparred, with sails cut to a t, and other marks of a man-of-war. She sailed well, and presented a fine appearance; the proud, aristocratic-looking banner of St. George, the cross in a blood-red field, waving from the mizen. We probably were as fine a sight, with our studding-sails spread far out beyond the ship on either side, and rising in a pyramid to royal studding-sails and sky-sails, burying the hull in canvas, and looking like what the whale-men on the Banks, under their stump top-gallant masts, call "a Cape Horn-er under a cloud of sail."

The next day, around 3 PM, we saw a large corvette-built ship, close-hauled, with royals and skysails set both fore and aft, flying the English flag. She was sailing south-by-east, likely headed around Cape Horn. There were sailors in her rigging, and her black mastheads stood out; she was heavily sparred, with sails expertly trimmed, and she showed all the signs of a warship. She sailed smoothly and had a striking appearance, with the proud, aristocratic-looking St. George's flag, a red cross on a blood-red background, waving from the mizzen. We probably looked just as impressive, with our studding-sails spread out far on either side of the ship, rising in a pyramid to our royal studding-sails and skysails, completely cloaked in canvas, resembling what the whalers on the Banks call "a Cape Horner under a cloud of sail," with their short top-gallant masts.

Friday, August 12th. At daylight made the island of Trinidad, situated in lat. 20° 28' S., long. 29° 08' W. At twelve M., it bore N. W. 1/2 N., distant twenty-seven miles. It was a beautiful day, the sea hardly ruffled by the light trades, and the island looking like a small blue mound rising from a field of glass.

Friday, August 12th. At daylight, we sighted the island of Trinidad, located at 20° 28' S latitude and 29° 08' W longitude. At noon, it was located to the northwest, about twenty-seven miles away. It was a beautiful day, with the sea barely disturbed by the gentle trade winds, and the island appeared like a small blue mound emerging from a glassy sea.

Such a fair and peaceful-looking spot is said to have been, for a long time, the resort of a band of pirates, who ravaged the tropical seas.

Such a beautiful and peaceful-looking place is said to have been the hangout for a group of pirates who terrorized the tropical seas for a long time.

Thursday, August 18th. At three P. M., made the island of Fernando Naronha, lying in lat. 3° 55' S., long. 32° 35' W.; and between twelve o'clock Friday night and one o'clock Saturday morning, crossed the equator, for the fourth time since leaving Boston, in long. 35° W.; having been twenty-seven days from Staten Land—a distance, by the courses we had made, of more than four thousand miles.

Thursday, August 18th. At 3 PM, we reached the island of Fernando Naronha, located at 3° 55' S latitude and 32° 35' W longitude. Between midnight Friday and 1 AM Saturday, we crossed the equator for the fourth time since leaving Boston, at 35° W longitude. It had taken us twenty-seven days from Staten Land, covering a distance of over four thousand miles by our navigation.

We were now to the northward of the line, and every day added to our latitude. The Magellan Clouds, the last sign of South latitude, were sunk in the horizon, and the north star, the Great Bear, and the familiar signs of northern latitudes, were rising in the heavens.

We were now north of the equator, and each day took us further up in latitude. The Magellanic Clouds, the last marker of southern latitude, had disappeared below the horizon, and the North Star, the Big Dipper, and the familiar constellations of the northern skies were coming into view.

Next to seeing land, there is no sight which makes one realize more that he is drawing near home, than to see the same heavens, under which he was born, shining at night over his head. The weather was extremely hot, with the usual tropical alternations of a scorching sun and squalls of rain; yet not a word was said in complaint of the heat, for we all remembered that only three or four weeks before we would have given nearly our all to have been where we now were. We had plenty of water, too, which we caught by spreading an awning, with shot thrown in to make hollows. These rain squalls came up in the manner usual between the tropics.—A clear sky; burning, vertical sun; work going lazily on, and men about decks with nothing but duck trowsers, checked shirts, and straw hats; the ship moving as lazily through the water; the man at the helm resting against the wheel, with his hat drawn over his eyes; the captain below, taking an afternoon nap; the passenger leaning over the taffrail, watching a dolphin following slowly in our wake; the sailmaker mending an old topsail on the lee side of the quarter-deck; the carpenter working at his bench, in the waist; the boys making sinnet; the spun-yarn winch whizzing round and round, and the men walking slowly fore and aft with their yarns.—A cloud rises to windward, looking a little black; the sky-sails are brailed down; the captain puts his head out of the companion-way, looks at the cloud, comes up, and begins to walk the deck.—The cloud spreads and comes on;—the tub of yarns, the sail, and other matters, are thrown below, and the sky-light and booby-hatch put on, and the slide drawn over the forecastle.—"Stand by the royal halyards;"—the man at the wheel keeps a good weather helm, so as not to be taken aback. The squall strikes her. If it is light, the royal yards are clewed down, and the ship keeps on her way; but if the squall takes strong hold, the royals are clewed up, fore and aft; light hands lay aloft and furl them; top-gallant yards clewed down, flying-jib hauled down, and the ship kept off before it,—the man at the helm laying out his strength to heave the wheel up to windward. At the same time a drenching rain, which soaks one through in an instant. Yet no one puts on a jacket or cap; for if it is only warm, a sailor does not mind a ducking; and the sun will soon be out again. As soon as the force of the squall has passed, though to a common eye the ship would seem to be in the midst of it,—"Keep her up to her course, again!"—"Keep her up, sir," (answer);—"Hoist away the top-gallant yards!"—"Run up the flying jib!"—"Lay aloft, you boys, and loose the royals!"—and all sail is on her again before she is fairly out of the squall; and she is going on in her course. The sun comes out once more, hotter than ever, dries up the decks and the sailors' clothes; the hatches are taken off; the sail got up and spread on the quarter-deck; spun-yarn winch set a whirling again; rigging coiled up; captain goes below; and every sign of an interruption is removed.

Next to seeing land, nothing makes you feel closer to home than looking up at the same sky that was over you when you were born. The weather was extremely hot, with the usual tropical shifts of a blazing sun and sudden rain showers; yet no one complained about the heat because we all remembered that just three or four weeks earlier, we would have given nearly anything to be where we were now. We also had plenty of water, which we collected by spreading an awning and tossing in shot to make dips. These rain squalls came up as they usually do in the tropics. A clear sky, a burning sun directly overhead, work being done slowly, and men on deck wearing only light pants, checked shirts, and straw hats; the ship drifting lazily through the water; the helmsman leaning against the wheel with his hat pulled over his eyes; the captain below taking an afternoon nap; a passenger leaning over the railing, watching a dolphin slowly swimming behind us; the sailmaker repairing an old topsail on the sheltered side of the quarter-deck; the carpenter at his workbench in the middle of the ship; the boys making sinnet; the winch spinning around, and the men moving slowly back and forth with their yarns. A cloud starts to form on the horizon, looking a bit dark; the sky-sails are lowered; the captain peeks out from below deck, examines the cloud, comes up, and begins walking the deck. The cloud spreads and approaches. The pile of yarns, sails, and other items are quickly stowed below, and the skylight and hatch are secured, pulling the slide over the forecastle. "Stand by the royal halyards;" the helmsman keeps a steady course to avoid being caught off guard. The squall hits us. If it’s light, the royal yards are lowered and the ship continues on its path; but if the squall grips strongly, the royals are secured fore and aft; quick hands go aloft to furl them; the top-gallant yards lowered, the flying-jib taken in, and the ship steered away from it— the helmsman using all his strength to keep the wheel against the wind. At the same time, a torrential rain falls, drenching everyone instantly. Yet no one puts on a jacket or cap; if it’s warm, sailors don’t mind getting wet, and the sun will be back out soon. Once the squall’s intensity fades, though to an untrained eye it might seem like the ship is still in its grip—“Hold her to her course again!”—“Holding her steady, sir,” comes the response;—“Hoist the top-gallant yards!”—“Raise the flying jib!”—“You boys, go aloft and unfurl the royals!”—and before the ship is completely out of the squall, she’s set to sail again, continuing on her course. The sun reappears, hotter than ever, drying the decks and the sailors' clothes; the hatches are opened; sails are hoisted and spread on the quarter-deck; the spun-yarn winch starts spinning again; rigging is coiled up; the captain goes below; and all signs of interruption are cleared away.

These scenes, with occasional dead calms, lasting for hours, and sometimes for days, are fair specimens of the Atlantic tropics. The nights were fine; and as we had all hands all day, the watch were allowed to sleep on deck at night, except the man at the wheel, and one look-out on the forecastle. This was not so much expressly allowed, as winked at. We could do it if we did not ask leave. If the look-out was caught napping, the whole watch was kept awake.

These scenes, with occasional periods of complete calm that lasted for hours or even days, are typical of the Atlantic tropics. The nights were beautiful; since we had everyone working all day, the crew was allowed to sleep on deck at night, except for the person at the wheel and one lookout on the forecastle. This wasn't so much a formal permission as something that was overlooked. We could do it as long as we didn't ask for permission. If the lookout was caught sleeping, the entire watch had to stay awake.

We made the most of this permission, and stowed ourselves away upon the rigging, under the weather rail, on the spars, under the windlass, and in all the snug corners; and frequently slept out the watch, unless we had a wheel or a look-out. And we were glad enough to get this rest; for under the "all hands" system, out of every other thirty-six hours, we had only four below; and even an hour's sleep was a gain not to be neglected. One would have thought so, to have seen our watch, some nights, sleeping through a heavy rain. And often have we come on deck, and finding a dead calm and a light, steady rain, and determined not to lose our sleep, have laid a coil of rigging down so as to keep us out of the water which was washing about decks, and stowed ourselves away upon it, covering a jacket over us, and slept as soundly as a Dutchman between two feather beds.

We took full advantage of this permission and tucked ourselves away in the rigging, under the weather rail, on the spars, under the windlass, and in all the cozy corners; we often slept through our watch unless we had to steer or keep watch. We were more than happy to get this rest; because of the "all hands" system, out of every thirty-six hours, we had only four below deck; even getting an hour of sleep was a benefit we couldn't afford to waste. You would think so, seeing our watch some nights, sleeping through heavy rain. Many times, we went on deck to find a dead calm and light, steady rain, and determined not to lose our sleep, we'd lay a coil of rigging down to keep us out of the water washing around the deck, stowing ourselves on it, covering up with a jacket, and sleeping as soundly as a Dutchman between two feather beds.

For a week or ten days after crossing the line, we had the usual variety of calms, squalls, head winds, and fair winds;—at one time braced sharp upon the wind, with a taut bowline, and in an hour after, slipping quietly along, with a light breeze over the taffrail, and studding-sails out on both sides;—until we fell in with the north-east trade-winds; which we did on the afternoon of

For about a week or ten days after crossing the line, we experienced the usual mix of calm seas, squalls, headwinds, and tailwinds. At one point, we were tightly braced against the wind with the bowline pulled taut, and an hour later, we were gliding along quietly with a light breeze at our backs, sails extended out on both sides. Then, we encountered the northeast trade winds in the afternoon of

Sunday, August 28th, in lat. 12° N. The trade-wind clouds had been in sight for a day or two previously, and we expected to take them every hour. The light southerly breeze, which had been blowing languidly during the first part of the day, died away toward noon, and in its place came puffs from the north-east, which caused us to take our studding-sails in and brace up; and in a couple of hours more, we were bowling gloriously along, dashing the spray far ahead and to leeward, with the cool, steady north-east trades, freshening up the sea, and giving us as much as we could carry our royals to. These winds blew strong and steady, keeping us generally upon a bowline, as our course was about north-north-west; and sometimes, as they veered a little to the eastward, giving us a chance at a main top-gallant studding-sail; and sending us well to the northward, until—

Sunday, August 28th, at 12° N latitude. The trade-wind clouds had been visible for a day or two, and we expected to reach them any hour now. The light southern breeze that had been blowing lazily earlier in the day faded away by noon, replaced by gusts from the northeast that prompted us to take in our studding-sails and adjust our sails. A couple of hours later, we were sailing beautifully along, sending spray far ahead and to the side, with the cool, consistent northeast trades picking up the sea, allowing us to carry our royals to the fullest. These winds were strong and steady, keeping us mostly on a bowline since our course was about north-northwest. Occasionally, as the winds shifted slightly to the east, we had the opportunity to use a main top-gallant studding-sail, pushing us further north until—

Sunday, Sept. 4th, when they left us, in lat. 22° N., long. 51° W., directly under the tropic of Cancer.

Sunday, Sept. 4th, when they left us, at latitude 22° N, longitude 51° W, directly under the tropic of Cancer.

For several days we lay "humbugging about" in the Horse latitudes, with all sorts of winds and weather, and occasionally, as we were in the latitude of the West Indies—a thunder storm. It was hurricane month, too, and we were just in the track of the tremendous hurricane of 1830, which swept the North Atlantic, destroying almost everything before it. The first night after the tradewinds left us, while we were in the latitude of the island of Cuba, we had a specimen of a true tropical thunder storm. A light breeze had been blowing directly from aft during the first part of the night which gradually died away, and before midnight it was dead calm, and a heavy black cloud had shrouded the whole sky. When our watch came on deck at twelve o'clock, it was as black as Erebus; the studding-sails were all taken in, and the royals furled; not a breath was stirring; the sails hung heavy and motionless from the yards; and the perfect stillness, and the darkness, which was almost palpable, were truly appalling. Not a word was spoken, but every one stood as though waiting for something to happen. In a few minutes the mate came forward; and in a low tone, which was almost a whisper, told us to haul down the jib. The fore and mizen top-gallant sails were taken in, in the same silent manner; and we lay motionless upon the water, with an uneasy expectation, which, from the long suspense, became actually painful. We could hear the captain walking the deck, but it was too dark to see anything more than one's hand before the face. Soon the mate came forward again, and gave an order, in a low tone, to clew up the main top-gallant sail; and so infectious was the awe and silence, that the clewlines and buntlines were hauled up without any of the customary singing out at the ropes. An English lad and myself went up to furl it; and we had just got the bunt up, when the mate called out to us, something, we did not hear what,—but supposing it to be an order to bear-a-hand, we hurried, and made all fast, and came down, feeling our way among the rigging. When we got down we found all hands looking aloft, and there, directly over where we had been standing, upon the main top-gallant-mast-head, was a ball of light, which the sailors name a corposant (corpus sancti), and which the mate had called out to us to look at. They were all watching it carefully, for sailors have a notion that if the corposant rises in the rigging, it is a sign of fair weather, but if it comes lower down, there will be a storm. Unfortunately, as an omen, it came down, and showed itself on the top-gallant yard-arm. We were off the yard in good season, for it is held a fatal sign to have the pale light of the corposant thrown upon one's face. As it was, the English lad did not feel comfortably at having had it so near him, and directly over his head. In a few minutes it disappeared, and showed itself again on the fore top-gallant yard; and after playing about for some time, disappeared again; when the man on the forecastle pointed to it upon the flying-jib-boom-end. But our attention was drawn from watching this, by the falling of some drops of rain and by a perceptible increase of the darkness, which seemed suddenly to add a new shade of blackness to the night. In a few minutes, low, grumbling thunder was heard, and some random flashes of lightning came from the south-west. Every sail was taken in but the topsails, still, no squall appeared to be coming. A few puffs lifted the topsails, but they fell again to the mast, and all was as still as ever. A moment more, and a terrific flash and peal broke simultaneously upon us, and a cloud appeared to open directly over our heads and let down the water in one body, like a falling ocean. We stood motionless, and almost stupefied; yet nothing had been struck. Peal after peal rattled over our heads, with a sound which seemed actually to stop the breath in the body, and the "speedy gleams" kept the whole ocean in a glare of light. The violent fall of rain lasted but a few minutes, and was succeeded by occasional drops and showers; but the lightning continued incessant for several hours, breaking the midnight darkness with irregular and blinding flashes. During all which time there was not a breath stirring, and we lay motionless, like a mark to be shot at, probably the only object on the surface of the ocean for miles and miles. We stood hour after hour, until our watch was out, and we were relieved, at four o'clock. During all this time, hardly a word was spoken; no bells were struck, and the wheel was silently relieved. The rain fell at intervals in heavy showers, and we stood drenched through and blinded by the flashes, which broke the Egyptian darkness with a brightness which seemed almost malignant; while the thunder rolled in peals, the concussion of which appeared to shake the very ocean. A ship is not often injured by lightning, for the electricity is separated by the great number of points she presents, and the quantity of iron which she has scattered in various parts. The electric fluid ran over our anchors, top-sail sheets and ties; yet no harm was done to us. We went below at four o'clock, leaving things in the same state. It is not easy to sleep, when the very next flash may tear the ship in two, or set her on fire; or where the deathlike calm may be broken by the blast of a hurricane, taking the masts out of the ship. But a man is no sailor if he cannot sleep when he turns-in, and turn out when he's called. And when, at seven bells, the customary "All the larboard watch, ahoy?" brought us on deck, it was a fine, clear, sunny morning, the ship going leisurely along, with a good breeze and all sail set.

For several days we hung around in the Horse Latitudes, dealing with all sorts of winds and weather, including a thunderstorm since we were in the latitude of the West Indies. It was hurricane month as well, and we were right in the path of the massive hurricane of 1830, which swept through the North Atlantic, destroying nearly everything in its way. The first night after the trade winds left us, while we were near Cuba, we experienced a real tropical thunderstorm. A light breeze had been blowing from behind during the first part of the night, but it gradually faded, and by midnight, it was completely still, with a heavy black cloud covering the entire sky. When our watch came on deck at midnight, it was pitch dark; the studding sails were all taken in, and the royals furled; not a breath of wind was stirring. The sails hung heavy and motionless from the yards, and the complete silence and heavy darkness were truly frightening. No one spoke; everyone stood as if waiting for something to happen. A few minutes later, the mate came forward and, nearly whispering, told us to haul down the jib. The fore and mizzen top-gallant sails were taken in just as quietly, and we remained still on the water, feeling an uneasy anticipation that grew painfully from the long wait. We could hear the captain walking on deck, but it was too dark to see anything more than our hands in front of our faces. Soon, the mate returned with another quiet order to clew up the main top-gallant sail; the quiet and seriousness were so contagious that the clewlines and buntlines were pulled without the usual calls for the ropes. An English lad and I went up to furl it; just as we got the bunt up, the mate called out to us, but we didn’t hear what he said. Assuming it was to hurry up, we quickly secured everything and made our way down, feeling our way among the rigging. Once down, we found all hands looking up, and there, directly above where we had just been standing on the main top-gallant mast head, was a ball of light called a corposant (corpus sancti), which the mate had wanted us to notice. Everyone was watching it closely, as sailors believe that if the corposant rises in the rigging, it signals fair weather, but if it drops lower, a storm is on the way. Unfortunately, as a bad sign, it came down to the top-gallant yard-arm. We were up off the yard in good time, as it’s thought to be a fatal omen to have the pale light of the corposant shine on your face. The English lad was uneasy about having it so close and right over his head. A few minutes later it disappeared and reappeared on the fore top-gallant yard; after playing around for a while, it vanished again, and the man on the forecastle pointed to it on the flying-jib-boom-end. But we were distracted from watching it by some raindrops falling and a noticeable increase in the darkness, which suddenly added a new layer of blackness to the night. In minutes, we heard low, rumbling thunder and saw random flashes of lightning coming from the southwest. Every sail was taken in except the topsails, but still, no squall seemed to be approaching. A few puffs lifted the topsails, but they quickly fell back, and everything was as still as ever. A moment later, a tremendous flash and clap of thunder hit us simultaneously, and a cloud opened right above us, releasing a torrent of rain like a falling ocean. We stood frozen, nearly stunned, yet nothing was struck. Thunderclap after thunderclap rumbled overhead, with a sound so intense it felt like it stopped our breaths, and the “swift gleams” kept the entire ocean illuminated. The heavy rain poured down for only a few minutes, followed by occasional drops and showers, but the lightning continued non-stop for several hours, intermittently breaking the midnight darkness with blinding flashes. Throughout this time, there wasn’t a breath of wind, and we lay motionless, like a target on the ocean’s surface, likely the only object in sight for miles. We stood there hour after hour until our watch ended and we were relieved at four o’clock. During the whole time, hardly a word was exchanged; no bells rang, and the wheel was silently taken over. Rain fell in heavy showers at intervals, leaving us soaked and blinded by the flashes that pierced the pitch-black night with a brightness that seemed almost sinister, while the thunder rolled with peals that felt like they shook the ocean itself. A ship isn’t often struck by lightning, as the electricity is dispersed by the many points it presents and the amount of iron it has scattered throughout. The electric current ran over our anchors, topsail sheets, and ties, but we suffered no harm. We went below at four o’clock, leaving everything in the same condition. It’s not easy to fall asleep when the next flash could tear the ship apart or ignite a fire, or when the stillness could be broken by a hurricane that could take down the masts. But a sailor isn’t really a sailor if he can’t sleep when he turns in and wake up when he’s called. And when, at seven bells, the usual “All the larboard watch, ahoy?” brought us on deck, it was a beautiful, clear, sunny morning, the ship moving leisurely along, with a gentle breeze and all sails set.




CHAPTER XXXV

A DOUBLE-REEF-TOP-SAIL BREEZE—SCURVY—A FRIEND IN NEED—PREPARING FOR PORT—THE GULF STREAM

From the latitude of the West Indies, until we got inside the Bermudas, where we took the westerly and south-westerly winds, which blow steadily off the coast of the United States early in the autumn, we had every variety of weather, and two or three moderate gales, or, as sailors call them, double-reef-topsail breezes, which came on in the usual manner, and of which one is a specimen of all.—A fine afternoon; all hands at work, some in the rigging, and others on deck; a stiff breeze, and ship close upon the wind, and skysails brailed down.—Latter part of the afternoon, breeze increases, ship lies over to it, and clouds look windy. Spray begins to fly over the forecastle, and wets the yarns the boys are knotting;—ball them up and put them below.—Mate knocks off work and clears up decks earlier than usual, and orders a man who has been employed aloft to send the royal halyards over to windward, as he comes down. Breast backstays hauled taut, and tackle got upon the martingale back-rope.—One of the boys furls the mizen royal.—Cook thinks there is going to be "nasty work," and has supper ready early.—Mate gives orders to get supper by the watch, instead of all hands, as usual.—While eating supper, hear the watch on deck taking in the royals.—Coming on deck, find it is blowing harder, and an ugly head sea is running.—Instead of having all hands on the forecastle in the dog watch, smoking, singing, and telling yarns, one watch goes below and turns-in, saying that it's going to be an ugly night, and two hours' sleep is not to be lost.

From the latitude of the West Indies until we reached the Bermudas, where we caught the steady westerly and south-westerly winds that blow off the coast of the United States in early autumn, we experienced every kind of weather, including two or three moderate gales, or what sailors call double-reef-topsail breezes, which happened in the usual way, and one of them serves as a typical example. It started as a fine afternoon; everyone was busy, some in the rigging and others on deck, with a strong breeze and the ship sailing close to the wind, skysails brailed down. As the afternoon went on, the breeze picked up, the ship tilted over, and the clouds looked ominous. Spray started flying over the forecastle, getting the yarns the boys were knotting wet—so they balled them up and put them below. The mate called off work and started clearing the decks earlier than usual, instructing a guy who had been working high up to send the royal halyards over to windward on his way down. The breast backstays were pulled taut, and tackle was set on the martingale back-rope. One of the boys furled the mizen royal. The cook sensed that things were going to get "nasty" and had supper ready early. The mate ordered supper to be served by the watch instead of having everyone eat together, as was typical. While eating supper, we heard the watch on deck taking in the royals. When we came on deck, we found it was blowing harder, and an unpleasant head sea was building. Instead of everyone gathering on the forecastle during the dog watch to smoke, sing, and share stories, one watch went below to sleep, saying it was going to be a rough night and that two hours of sleep shouldn’t be wasted.

Clouds look black and wild; wind rising, and ship working hard against a heavy sea, which breaks over the forecastle, and washes aft through the scuppers. Still, no more sail is taken in, for the captain is a driver, and, like all drivers, very partial to his top-gallant sails. A top-gallant sail, too, makes the difference between a breeze and a gale. When a top-gallant sail is on a ship, it is only a breeze, though I have seen ours set over a reefed topsail, when half the bowsprit was under water, and it was up to a man's knees in the scuppers. At eight bells, nothing is said about reefing the topsails, and the watch go below, with orders to "stand by for a call." We turn-in, growling at the "old man" for not reefing the topsails when the watch was changed, but putting it off so as to call all hands, and break up a whole watch below. Turn-in "all standing," and keep ourselves awake, saying there is no use in going asleep to be waked up again.—Wind whistles on deck, and ship works hard, groaning and creaking, and pitching into a heavy head sea, which strikes against the bows, with a noise like knocking upon a rock.—The dim lamp in the forecastle swings to and fro, and things "fetch away" and go over to leeward.—"Doesn't that booby of a second mate ever mean to take in his top-gallant sails?—He'll have the sticks out of her soon," says old Bill, who was always growling, and, like most old sailors, did not like to see a ship abused.—By-and-by an order is given—"Aye, aye, sir!" from the forecastle;—rigging is heaved down on deck;—the noise of a sail is heard fluttering aloft, and the short, quick cry which sailors make when hauling upon clewlines.—"Here comes his fore-top-gallant sail in!"—We are wide awake, and know all that's going on as well as if we were on deck.—A well-known voice is heard from the mast-head singing out the officer of the watch to haul taut the weather brace.—"Hallo! There's S—— aloft to furl the sail!"—Next thing, rigging is heaved down directly over our heads, and a long-drawn cry and a rattling of hanks announce that the flying-jib has come in.—The second mate holds on to the main top-gallant sail until a heavy sea is shipped, and washes over the forecastle as though the whole ocean had come aboard; when a noise further aft shows that that sail, too, is taking in. After this, the ship is more easy for a time; two bells are struck, and we try to get a little sleep. By-and-by, bang, bang, bang, on the scuttle—"All ha-a-ands, a ho-o-y!"—We spring out of our berths, clap on a monkey-jacket and southwester, and tumble up the ladder.—Mate up before us, and on the forecastle, singing out like a roaring bull; the captain singing out on the quarter-deck, and the second mate yelling, like a hyena, in the waist. The ship is lying over half upon her beam-ends; lee scuppers under water, and forecastle all in a smother of foam.—Rigging all let go, and washing about decks; topsail yards down upon the caps, and sails flapping and beating against the masts; and starboard watch hauling out the reef-tackles of the main topsail. Our watch haul out the fore, and lay aloft and put two reefs into it, and reef the foresail, and race with the starboard watch, to see which will mast-head its topsail first. All hands tally-on to the main tack, and while some are furling the jib, and hoisting the staysail, we mizen-topmen double-reef the mizen topsail and hoist it up. All being made fast—"Go below, the watch!" and we turn-in to sleep out the rest of the time, which is perhaps an hour and a half. During all the middle, and for the first part of the morning watch, it blows as hard as ever, but toward daybreak it moderates considerably, and we shake a reef out of each topsail, and set the top-gallant sails over them and when the watch come up, at seven bells, for breakfast, shake the other reefs out, turn all hands to upon the halyards, get the watch-tackle upon the top-gallant sheets and halyards, set the flying-jib, and crack on to her again.

Clouds look dark and wild; the wind is picking up, and the ship is struggling hard against a rough sea, which crashes over the forecastle and washes towards the back through the scuppers. Still, no more sail is taken in, because the captain is a tough boss who, like all tough bosses, really likes his top-gallant sails. A top-gallant sail makes all the difference between a light breeze and a full gale. When a ship has a top-gallant sail up, it feels like just a breeze, even though I've seen ours set over a reefed topsail when half the bowsprit was submerged, and water was up to a man's knees in the scuppers. At eight bells, no one mentions reefing the topsails, and the watch goes below with orders to "stand by for a call." We turn in, complaining about the "old man" for not reefing the topsails when the watch changed, but delaying it so he can call everyone up and disrupt a whole watch below. We stay awake in our beds, arguing that there's no point in going to sleep just to get woken up again. The wind whistles on deck, the ship struggles, groaning and creaking as it pitches into a heavy head sea that strikes the bows with a noise like banging on a rock. The dim lamp in the forecastle swings back and forth, and things "fetch away" and slide over to leeward. "Doesn't that clueless second mate ever plan to take in his top-gallant sails? He'll soon have the sticks out of her," grumbles old Bill, who always complains and, like most old sailors, hates to see a ship mistreated. After a while, an order is given — “Aye, aye, sir!” comes from the forecastle; rigging is pulled down to the deck; the sound of a sail fluttering aloft is heard, along with the quick shouts sailors make when pulling on clewlines. "Here comes his fore-top-gallant sail in!" We are wide awake and know everything that's going on as well as if we were on deck. A familiar voice from the masthead calls out to the officer of the watch to pull in the weather brace. "Hey! There's S—— up there furling the sail!" Next, rigging is pulled down right over our heads, and a long cry followed by rattling hanks announces that the flying-jib has come in. The second mate holds on to the main top-gallant sail until a heavy sea washes over the forecastle, as if the whole ocean has come aboard; then a noise from further back shows that that sail is being taken in too. After this, the ship eases up for a bit; two bells ring, and we try to get a little sleep. After a while, bang, bang, bang on the scuttle — "All ha-a-ands, a ho-o-y!" — We jump out of our bunks, throw on a monkey jacket and southwester, and scramble up the ladder. The mate is in front of us and on the forecastle, shouting like a bull; the captain is calling out from the quarter-deck, and the second mate is loudly yelling in the waist. The ship leans heavily on one side; the lee scuppers are underwater, and the forecastle is covered in foam. The rigging is all let go and tossed around the decks; the topsail yards are down on the caps, and sails are flapping and banging against the masts, with the starboard watch hauling out the reef-tackles of the main topsail. Our watch pulls out the fore, goes aloft, puts two reefs in it, reefs the foresail, and races with the starboard watch to see who will raise their topsail first. All hands pull on the main tack, and while some are furling the jib and hoisting the staysail, we mizen-topmen double-reef the mizen topsail and hoist it up. After everything is secured — "Go below, the watch!" and we turn in to sleep for the rest of the time, which is maybe an hour and a half. Throughout the middle of the watch and the first part of the morning watch, it blows as fiercely as ever, but by dawn it calms down a lot, and we shake a reef out of each topsail, set the top-gallant sails over them, and when the watch comes up at seven bells for breakfast, we shake the other reefs out, call everyone to the halyards, get the watch-tackle on the top-gallant sheets and halyards, set the flying-jib, and get back to it again.

Our captain had been married only a few weeks before he left Boston; and, after an absence of over two years, it may be supposed he was not slow in carrying sail. The mate, too, was not to be beaten by anybody; and the second mate, though he was afraid to press sail, was afraid as death of the captain, and being between two fears, sometimes carried on longer than any of them. We snapped off three flying-jib booms in twenty-four hours, as fast as they could be fitted and rigged out; sprung the spritsail yard; and made nothing of studding-sail booms. Beside the natural desire to get home, we had another reason for urging the ship on. The scurvy had begun to show itself on board. One man had it so badly as to be disabled and off duty, and the English lad, Ben, was in a dreadful state, and was daily growing worse. His legs swelled and pained him so that he could not walk; his flesh lost its elasticity, so that if it was pressed in, it would not return to its shape; and his gums swelled until he could not open his mouth. His breath, too, became very offensive; he lost all strength and spirit; could eat nothing; grew worse every day; and, in fact, unless something was done for him, would be a dead man in a week, at the rate at which he was sinking. The medicines were all, or nearly all, gone; and if we had had a chest-full, they would have been of no use; for nothing but fresh provisions and terra firma has any effect upon the scurvy. This disease is not so common now as formerly; and is attributed generally to salt provisions, want of cleanliness, the free use of grease and fat (which is the reason of its prevalence among whalemen,) and, last of all, to laziness. It never could have been from the latter cause on board our ship; nor from the second, for we were a very cleanly crew, kept our forecastle in neat order, and were more particular about washing and changing clothes than many better-dressed people on shore. It was probably from having none but salt provisions, and possibly from our having run very rapidly into hot weather, after having been so long in the extremest cold.

Our captain had been married only a few weeks before he left Boston, and after being away for over two years, it’s safe to say he was eager to get back. The first mate was equally determined not to be outdone by anyone, and the second mate, although hesitant to push the sails, was terrified of the captain. Caught between two fears, he often kept going longer than the others. We broke three flying-jib booms in just twenty-four hours, as fast as they could be repaired and rigged; damaged the spritsail yard; and made no issue out of damaged studding-sail booms. Besides the natural desire to return home, we had another reason to push the ship forward: scurvy was starting to show up on board. One crew member was so badly affected he couldn’t work, and the English boy, Ben, was in terrible condition and getting worse by the day. His legs were swollen and painful, making it impossible for him to walk; his flesh lost its elasticity, so that if pressed in, it wouldn’t return to shape; and his gums swelled so much he couldn’t open his mouth. His breath became very foul, and he lost all strength and energy; he couldn’t eat anything and deteriorated daily. Unless something was done for him, he would likely be dead within a week at the rate he was declining. We were almost out of medicine, and even if we had a full chest, it wouldn’t have helped much, because nothing works against scurvy like fresh food and solid ground. This disease isn’t as common now as it used to be, and is generally linked to eating salt food, poor hygiene, excessive use of grease and fat (which is why it’s prevalent among whalers), and, lastly, laziness. It definitely couldn’t have been caused by laziness on our ship, nor by poor hygiene, since we had a very tidy crew that kept our living quarters neat, and were more diligent about washing and changing clothes than many well-dressed people on shore. It was likely due to having only salt provisions, and possibly because we had quickly moved into hot weather after being in extreme cold for so long.

Depending upon the westerly winds, which prevail off the coast in the autumn, the captain stood well to the westward, to run inside of the Bermudas, and in the hope of falling in with some vessel bound to the West Indies or the Southern States. The scurvy had spread no farther among the crew, but there was danger that it might; and these cases were bad ones.

Depending on the westerly winds, which are common off the coast in the fall, the captain kept the ship well to the west to navigate inside the Bermudas, hoping to encounter a vessel headed to the West Indies or the Southern States. The scurvy hadn’t spread further among the crew, but there was a risk that it might, and those affected were in serious condition.

Sunday, Sept. 11th. Lat. 30° 04' N., long. 63° 23' W.; the Bermudas bearing north-north-west, distant one hundred and fifty miles. The next morning, about ten o'clock, "Sail ho!" was cried on deck; and all hands turned up to see the stranger. As she drew nearer, she proved to be an ordinary-looking hermaphrodite brig, standing south-south-east; and probably bound out, from the Northern States, to the West Indies; and was just the thing we wished to see. She hove-to for us, seeing that we wished to speak her; and we ran down to her; boom-ended our studding-sails; backed our main topsail, and hailed her—"Brig, ahoy!"—"Hallo!"—"Where are you from, pray?"—"From New York, bound to Curaçoa."—"Have you any fresh provisions to spare?"—"Aye, aye! plenty of them!" We lowered away the quarter-boat, instantly; and the captain and four hands sprang in, and were soon dancing over the water, and alongside the brig. In about half an hour, they returned with half a boat-load of potatoes and onions, and each vessel filled away, and kept on her course. She proved to be the brig Solon, of Plymouth, from the Connecticut river, and last from New York, bound to the Spanish Main, with a cargo of fresh provisions, mules, tin bake-pans, and other notions. The onions were genuine and fresh; and the mate of the brig told the men in the boat, as he passed the bunches over the side, that the girls had strung them on purpose for us the day he sailed. We had supposed, on board, that a new president had been chosen, the last winter, and, just as we filled away, the captain hailed and asked who was president of the United States. They answered, Andrew Jackson; but thinking that the old General could not have been elected for a third time, we hailed again, and they answered—Jack Downing; and left us to correct the mistake at our leisure.

Sunday, Sept. 11th. Latitude 30° 04' N., longitude 63° 23' W.; the Bermudas were to the north-northwest, about one hundred and fifty miles away. The next morning, around ten o'clock, someone shouted, "Sail ho!" on deck, and everyone came up to check out the ship. As it got closer, we realized it was a standard-looking hermaphrodite brig heading south-southeast, likely coming from the Northern States and headed to the West Indies—exactly what we wanted to see. It slowed down for us since we wanted to talk, and we made our way to it, lowering our studding sails, backing our main topsail, and calling out, “Brig, ahoy!”—“Hallo!”—“Where are you from?”—“From New York, heading to Curaçoa.”—“Do you have any fresh provisions you can share?”—“Yes! Plenty!” We quickly lowered the quarter-boat, and the captain and four crew members jumped in, racing over the water to the brig. About half an hour later, they returned with a boatload of potatoes and onions, and both vessels set off again on their courses. The brig turned out to be the Solon from Plymouth, coming from the Connecticut River and last in New York, headed to the Spanish Main with a cargo of fresh provisions, mules, tin bake pans, and other supplies. The onions were fresh, and the mate of the brig told our crew that the girls had strung them together just for us the day he departed. On our ship, we assumed a new president had been elected the previous winter, and just as we were leaving, the captain called out to ask who was president of the United States. They replied, Andrew Jackson; but since we thought the old General couldn't have been elected for a third time, we called out again, and they answered—Jack Downing; then left us to sort it out at our own pace.

It was just dinner-time when we filled away; and the steward, taking a few bunches of onions for the cabin, gave the rest to us, with a bottle of vinegar. We carried them forward, stowed them away in the forecastle, refusing to have them cooked, and ate them raw, with our beef and bread. And a glorious treat they were. The freshness and crispness of the raw onion, with the earthy taste, give it a great relish to one who has been a long time on salt provisions.

It was just dinner time when we set off; and the steward, grabbing a few bunches of onions for the cabin, handed the rest to us along with a bottle of vinegar. We took them forward, stored them away in the forecastle, refusing to have them cooked, and ate them raw with our beef and bread. And they were a fantastic treat. The freshness and crunch of the raw onion, with its earthy flavor, made it incredibly enjoyable for someone who's been on a diet of salt-rationed food for a long time.

We were perfectly ravenous after them. It was like a scent of blood to a hound. We ate them at every meal, by the dozen; and filled our pockets with them, to eat in our watch on deck; and the bunches, rising in the form of a cone, from the largest at the bottom, to the smallest, no larger than a strawberry, at the top, soon disappeared.

We were completely starving after that. It was like the smell of blood to a dog. We ate them at every meal, by the dozen, and stuffed our pockets with them to snack on during our watch on deck. The clusters, stacked in a cone shape with the biggest at the bottom and the smallest, no larger than a strawberry, at the top, quickly vanished.

The chief use, however, of the fresh provisions, was for the men with the scurvy. One of them was able to eat, and he soon brought himself to, by gnawing upon raw potatoes; but the other, by this time, was hardly able to open his mouth; and the cook took the potatoes raw, pounded them in a mortar, and gave him the juice to drink. This he swallowed, by the tea-spoonful at a time, and rinsed it about his gums and throat. The strong earthy taste and smell of this extract of the raw potato at first produced a shuddering through his whole frame, and after drinking it, an acute pain, which ran through all parts of his body; but knowing, by this, that it was taking strong hold, he persevered, drinking a spoonful every hour or so, and holding it a long time in his mouth; until, by the effect of this drink, and of his own restored hope, (for he had nearly given up, in despair) he became so well as to be able to move about, and open his mouth enough to eat the raw potatoes and onions pounded into a soft pulp. This course soon restored his appetite and strength; and in ten days after we spoke the Solon, so rapid was his recovery, that, from lying helpless and almost hopeless in his berth, he was at the mast-head, furling a royal.

The main use of the fresh food was for the men suffering from scurvy. One of them managed to eat and began gnawing on raw potatoes; however, the other could hardly even open his mouth by that point. The cook took the raw potatoes, mashed them in a mortar, and gave him the juice to drink. He took it in teaspoonfuls, swishing it around in his gums and throat. The strong earthy taste and smell of the raw potato extract made him shudder at first, and after drinking it, he felt a sharp pain that spread throughout his body. But realizing it was having a strong effect, he kept going, drinking a spoonful every hour or so and holding it in his mouth for a while. Eventually, thanks to this drink and his renewed hope—having nearly given up in despair—he got well enough to move around and open his mouth enough to eat the raw potatoes and onions mashed into a soft pulp. This approach quickly restored his appetite and strength, and within ten days of our conversation about the Solon, he had recovered so rapidly that he went from lying helpless and almost hopeless in his bunk to being at the masthead, furling a royal.

With a fine south-west wind, we passed inside of the Bermudas; and notwithstanding the old couplet, which was quoted again and again by those who thought we should have one more touch of a storm before our voyage was up,—

With a nice southwest wind, we sailed past the Bermudas; and despite the old saying that was repeated over and over by those who believed we would face one last storm before our journey ended,—

"If the Bermudas let you pass,
You must beware of Hatteras—"

"If the Bermudas allow you to go through,
You need to be cautious of Hatteras—"

we were to the northward of Hatteras, with good weather, and beginning to count, not the days, but the hours, to the time when we should be at anchor in Boston harbor.

we were north of Hatteras, with nice weather, and starting to count not the days, but the hours, until we would be anchored in Boston harbor.

Our ship was in fine order, all hands having been hard at work upon her from daylight to dark, every day but Sunday, from the time we got into warm weather on this side the Cape.

Our ship was in great shape, with everyone working hard on her from dawn till dusk, every day except Sunday, ever since we reached warm weather on this side of the Cape.

It is a common notion with landsmen that a ship is in her finest condition when she leaves port to enter upon her voyage; and that she comes home, after a long absence,

It is a common belief among non-sailors that a ship is in its best shape when it leaves port to start its journey; and that it returns home, after being away for a long time,

"With over-weathered ribs and ragged sails; Lean, rent and beggared by the strumpet wind."

"With worn-out ribs and tattered sails; Thin, torn, and impoverished by the relentless wind."

But so far from that, unless a ship meets with some accident, or comes upon the coast in the dead of winter, when work cannot be done upon the rigging, she is in her finest order at the end of the voyage. When she sails from port, her rigging is generally slack; the masts need staying; the decks and sides are black and dirty from taking in cargo; riggers' seizings and overhand knots in place of nice seamanlike work; and everything, to a sailor's eye, adrift.

But far from that, unless a ship runs into some trouble or arrives at the coast in the middle of winter when work can't be done on the rigging, she is usually in great shape at the end of the journey. When she leaves the port, her rigging is typically loose; the masts need support; the decks and sides are black and dirty from loading cargo; riggers' ties and overhand knots instead of proper sailor work; and everything looks messy to a sailor's eye.

But on the passage home, the fine weather between the tropics is spent in putting the ship into the neatest order. No merchant vessel looks better than an Indiaman, or a Cape Horn-er, after a long voyage; and many captains and mates will stake their reputation for seamanship upon the appearance of their ship when she hauls into the dock. All our standing rigging, fore and aft, was set up and tarred; the masts stayed; the lower and top-mast rigging rattled down, (or up, as the fashion now is;) and so careful were our officers to keep the rattlins taut and straight, that we were obliged to go aloft upon the ropes and shearpoles with which the rigging was swifted in; and these were used as jury rattlins until we got close upon the coast. After this, the ship was scraped, inside and out, decks, masts, booms and all; a stage being rigged outside, upon which we scraped her down to the water-line; pounding the rust off the chains, bolts and fastenings. Then, taking two days of calm under the line, we painted her on the outside, giving her open ports in her streak, and finishing off the nice work upon the stern, where sat Neptune in his car, holding his trident, drawn by sea-horses; and re-touched the gilding and coloring of the cornucopia which ornamented her billet-head. The inside was then painted, from the skysail truck to the waterways—the yards black; mast-heads and tops, white; monkey-rail, black, white, and yellow; bulwarks, green; plank-shear, white; waterways, lead color, etc., etc. The anchors and ring-bolts, and other iron work, were blackened with coal-tar; and the steward kept at work, polishing the brass of the wheel, bell, capstan, etc. The cabin, too, was scraped, varnished, and painted; and the forecastle scraped and scrubbed; there being no need of paint and varnish for Jack's quarters. The decks were then scraped and varnished, and everything useless thrown overboard; among which the empty tar barrels were set on fire and thrown overboard, on a dark night, and left blazing astern, lighting up the ocean for miles. Add to all this labor, the neat work upon the rigging;—the knots, flemish-eyes, splices, seizings, coverings, pointings, and graftings, which show a ship in crack order. The last preparation, and which looked still more like coming into port, was getting the anchors over the bows, bending the cables, rowsing the hawsers up from between decks, and overhauling the deep-sea-lead-line.

But on the way home, the nice weather between the tropics is spent getting the ship into top shape. No merchant vessel looks better than an Indiaman or a Cape Horn ship after a long voyage; many captains and mates will risk their reputation for seamanship based on how their ship looks when it comes into the dock. All our standing rigging, both fore and aft, was tightened and coated with tar; the masts were secured; the lower and top-mast rigging was loosened or tightened (as is the trend now); and our officers were so careful to keep the rigging tight and straight that we had to go up on the ropes and poles used to adjust it. These were used as temporary rigging until we got close to the coast. After that, the ship was scraped inside and out, including the decks, masts, booms, and everything; a staging was set up outside, where we scraped her down to the waterline, pounding the rust off the chains, bolts, and fastenings. Then, after taking two calm days near the equator, we painted her exterior, opening the ports along the side, and finishing the detailed work on the stern, where Neptune sat in his chariot, holding his trident, drawn by sea horses; we also retouched the gilding and coloring of the cornucopia that decorated her figurehead. The inside was then painted from the skysail truck down to the waterways—the yards were black; mastheads and tops were white; monkey-rail was black, white, and yellow; bulwarks were green; plank-shear was white; waterways were lead color, etc. The anchors, ring-bolts, and other ironwork were coated with coal tar; and the steward kept busy polishing the brass on the wheel, bell, capstan, etc. The cabin was also scraped, varnished, and painted; and the forecastle was scraped and scrubbed, as there was no need for paint and varnish in Jack's quarters. The decks were scraped and varnished, and everything unnecessary was thrown overboard; among those were empty tar barrels, which were set on fire and tossed overboard on a dark night, illuminating the ocean for miles. Adding to all this work was the careful detailing on the rigging—knots, Flemish eyes, splices, seizings, coverings, pointings, and graftings, which showed a ship in prime condition. The final prep, which looked even more like arriving in port, was getting the anchors over the bows, bending the cables, hauling the hawsers up from below deck, and checking the deep-sea lead line.

Thursday, September 15th. This morning the temperature and peculiar appearance of the water, the quantities of gulf-weed floating about, and a bank of clouds lying directly before us, showed that we were on the border of the Gulf Stream. This remarkable current, running north-east, nearly across the ocean, is almost constantly shrouded in clouds, and is the region of storms and heavy seas. Vessels often run from a clear sky and light wind, with all sail, at once into a heavy sea and cloudy sky, with double-reefed topsails. A sailor told me that on a passage from Gibraltar to Boston, his vessel neared the Gulf Stream with a light breeze, clear sky, and studding-sails out, alow and aloft; while, before it, was a long line of heavy, black clouds, lying like a bank upon the water, and a vessel coming out of it, under double-reefed topsails, and with royal yards sent down. As they drew near, they began to take in sail after sail, until they were reduced to the same condition; and, after twelve or fourteen hours of rolling and pitching in a heavy sea, before a smart gale, they ran out of the bank on the other side, and were in fine weather again, and under their royals and skysails. As we drew into it, the sky became cloudy, the sea high, and everything had the appearance of the going off, or the coming on, of a storm. It was blowing no more than a stiff breeze; yet the wind, being north-east, which is directly against the course of the current, made an ugly, chopping sea, which heaved and pitched the vessel about, so that we were obliged to send down the royal yards, and to take in our light sails. At noon, the thermometer, which had been repeatedly lowered into the water, showed the temperature to be seventy; which was considerably above that of the air,—as is always the case in the centre of the Stream. A lad who had been at work at the royal mast-head, came down upon the deck, and took a turn round the long-boat; and looking very pale, said he was so sick that he could stay aloft no longer, but was ashamed to acknowledge it to the officer. He went up again, but soon gave out and came down, and leaned over the rail, "as sick as a lady passenger."

Thursday, September 15th. This morning, the temperature and the strange look of the water, along with the patches of gulf weed floating around and a bank of clouds directly in front of us, indicated that we were on the edge of the Gulf Stream. This remarkable current, flowing northeast across the ocean, is almost always covered in clouds and is known for storms and rough seas. Ships often sail from a clear sky and light winds, fully rigged, into suddenly heavy seas and overcast skies, with their topsails reefed. A sailor told me that during a trip from Gibraltar to Boston, his ship approached the Gulf Stream with a light breeze, a clear sky, and all sails set; meanwhile, in front of them was a long line of dark clouds, sitting like a wall on the water, and a ship coming out of it, with double-reefed topsails and lowered royal yards. As they got closer, they began to take down sail after sail until they were in the same situation; after rolling and pitching for twelve or fourteen hours in a heavy sea and strong wind, they finally emerged on the other side into clear weather, re-raising their royal and skysails. As we entered it, the sky turned cloudy, the sea got rough, and everything felt like a storm was either starting or settling down. The wind was only a stiff breeze; however, since it was coming from the northeast, directly against the current, it created a nasty, choppy sea that tossed the ship around, forcing us to lower the royal yards and take in our light sails. By noon, the thermometer, which we had repeatedly dipped into the water, showed a temperature of seventy, which was much warmer than the air, as is always the case in the center of the Stream. A young guy who had been working at the top of the royal mast came down to the deck, walked around the long-boat, and looking very pale, said he felt so sick he couldn’t stay up there anymore but was too embarrassed to admit it to the officer. He went back up but soon gave in and came down, leaning over the rail, "as sick as a lady passenger."

He had been to sea several years, and had, he said, never been sick before. He was made so by the irregular, pitching motion of the vessel, increased by the height to which he had been above the hull, which is like the fulcrum of the lever. An old sailor, who was at work on the top-gallant yard, said he felt disagreeably all the time, and was glad, when his job was done, to get down into the top, or upon the deck. Another hand was sent to the royal mast-head, who staid nearly an hour, but gave up. The work must be done, and the mate sent me. I did very well for some time, but began at length to feel very unpleasantly, though I had never been sick since the first two days from Boston, and had been in all sorts of weather and situations. Still, I kept my place, and did not come down, until I had got through my work, which was more than two hours. The ship certainly never acted so badly before. She was pitched and jerked about in all manner of ways; the sails seeming to have no steadying power over her. The tapering points of the masts made various curves and angles against the sky overhead, and sometimes, in one sweep of an instant, described an arc of more than forty-five degrees, bringing up with a sudden jerk which made it necessary to hold on with both hands, and then sweeping off, in another long, irregular curve. I was not positively sick, and came down with a look of indifference, yet was not unwilling to get upon the comparative terra firma of the deck. A few hours more carried us through, and when we saw the sun go down, upon our larboard beam, in the direction of the continent of North America, we had left the bank of dark, stormy clouds astern, in the twilight.

He had been at sea for several years and claimed he had never been sick before. The irregular, bouncing motion of the ship, combined with how high he was above the hull—like the fulcrum of a lever—was making him feel ill. An old sailor working on the top-gallant yard mentioned that he felt uncomfortable the entire time and was relieved to get down into the top or back onto the deck once his task was finished. Another crew member was sent to the royal masthead and stayed up there for nearly an hour before giving up. The work had to be done, so the mate sent me up. I managed fine for a while, but eventually started to feel really unpleasant, even though I hadn’t been sick since the first couple of days after leaving Boston and had faced all sorts of weather and situations. Still, I held my position and didn’t come down until I finished my work, which took more than two hours. The ship was definitely behaving worse than before; it pitched and jerked in every possible way, and the sails seemed to have no stabilizing effect on her. The masts’ pointed tops were making various curves and angles against the sky, sometimes describing an arc of more than forty-five degrees in a single instant, followed by a sudden jerk that forced me to hold on with both hands, only to sweep off in another long, uneven curve. I wasn’t fully sick and came down with an indifferent look but wasn’t unhappy to be back on the relatively stable deck. A few more hours passed, and when we saw the sun set on our left side towards North America, we had left behind a bank of dark, stormy clouds in the twilight.




CHAPTER XXXVI

SOUNDINGS—SIGHTS FROM HOME—BOSTON HARBOR—LEAVING THE SHIP

Friday, Sept. 16th. Lat. 38° N., long. 69° 00' W. A fine south-west wind; every hour carrying us nearer in toward land. All hands on deck at the dog watch, and nothing talked about, but our getting in; where we should make the land; whether we should arrive before Sunday; going to church; how Boston would look; friends; wages paid;—and the like. Every one was in the best of spirits; and, the voyage being nearly at an end, the strictness of discipline was relaxed; for it was not necessary to order in a cross tone, what every one was ready to do with a will.

Friday, Sept. 16th. Lat. 38° N., long. 69° 00' W. A nice southwest wind; each hour bringing us closer to land. Everyone was on deck during the dog watch, and all we talked about was getting in; where we'd land; whether we'd arrive before Sunday; going to church; what Boston would look like; friends; wages being paid; and such. Everyone was in great spirits, and with the voyage almost over, the strictness of discipline was loosened; it wasn't necessary to give orders in a harsh tone for what everyone was eager to do.

The little differences and quarrels which a long voyage breeds on board a ship, were forgotten, and every one was friendly; and two men, who had been on the eve of a battle half the voyage, were laying out a plan together for a cruise on shore. When the mate came forward, he talked to the men, and said we should be on George's Bank before to-morrow noon; and joked with the boys, promising to go and see them, and to take them down to Marblehead in a coach.

The small disagreements and fights that a long journey creates on a ship were forgotten, and everyone got along; two men, who had nearly come to blows for half the trip, were now making plans for an outing on land together. When the mate came to the front, he chatted with the crew and mentioned that we would reach George's Bank by tomorrow noon. He joked with the young guys, promising to visit them and take them down to Marblehead in a coach.

Saturday, 17th. The wind was light all day, which kept us back somewhat; but a fine breeze springing up at nightfall, we were running fast in toward the land. At six o'clock we expected to have the ship hove-to for soundings, as a thick fog, coming up showed we were near them; but no order was given, and we kept on our way. Eight o'clock came, and the watch went below, and, for the whole of the first hour, the ship was tearing on, with studding-sails out, alow and aloft, and the night as dark as a pocket. At two bells the captain came on deck, and said a word to the mate, when the studding sails were hauled into the tops, or boom-ended, the after yards backed, the deep-sea-lead carried forward, and everything got ready for sounding. A man on the spritsail yard with the lead, another on the cathead with a handful of the line coiled up, another in the fore chains, another in the waist, and another in the main chains, each with a quantity of the line coiled away in his hand. "All ready there, forward?"—"Aye, aye, sir!"—"He-e-e-ave!"—"Watch! ho! watch!" sings out the man on the spritsail yard, and the heavy lead drops into the water. "Watch! ho! watch!" bawls the man on the cat-head, as the last fake of the coil drops from his hand, and "Watch! ho! watch!" is shouted by each one as the line falls from his hold; until it comes to the mate, who tends the lead, and has the line in coils on the quarter-deck. Eighty fathoms, and no bottom! A depth as great as the height of St. Peter's! The line is snatched in a block upon the swifter, and three or four men haul it in and coil it away. The after yards are braced full, the studding-sails hauled out again, and in a few minutes more the ship had her whole way upon her. At four bells, backed again, hove the lead, and—soundings! at sixty fathoms! Hurrah for Yankee land! Hand over hand, we hauled the lead in, and the captain, taking it to the light, found black mud on the bottom.

Saturday, 17th. The wind was light all day, which held us back a bit; but as a nice breeze picked up at night, we began to speed toward the land. At six o'clock, we thought we would stop the ship to take soundings since a thick fog was rolling in, indicating we were close to shore; however, no order was given, and we kept moving forward. By eight o'clock, the watch went below, and for the entire first hour, the ship was speeding along with studding sails out above and below, and the night was pitch black. At two bells, the captain came on deck and spoke to the mate, then the studding sails were taken in, the after yards were backed, the deep-sea lead was prepped, and everything was set up for sounding. One man was on the spritsail yard with the lead, another on the cathead with a coil of line, another in the fore chains, another in the waist, and another in the main chains, each holding some of the line coiled in their hands. "All ready up front?"—"Aye, aye, sir!"—"Heave!"—"Watch! ho! watch!" called out the man on the spritsail yard as the heavy lead splashed into the water. "Watch! ho! watch!" yelled the man on the cathead as the last coil slipped from his grip, and "Watch! ho! watch!" was echoed by each crew member as their lines fell; until it got to the mate, who managed the lead and held the line coiled on the quarter-deck. Eighty fathoms, and still no bottom! A depth as deep as St. Peter's is high! The line was pulled in swiftly, and three or four men coiled it as they brought it in. The after yards were adjusted, the studding sails were set out again, and within minutes, the ship had full speed. At four bells, we backed again, took the lead, and—soundings! at sixty fathoms! Hurrah for Yankee land! We pulled the lead in hand over hand, and the captain brought it to the light, discovering black mud on the bottom.

Studding-sails taken in; after yards filled, and ship kept on under easy sail all night; the wind dying away.

Studding sails taken in; after the yards were filled, the ship continued on under easy sail all night; the wind died down.

The soundings on the American coast are so regular that a navigator knows as well where he has made land, by the soundings, as he would by seeing the land. Black mud is the soundings of Block Island. As you go toward Nantucket, it changes to a dark sand; then, sand and white shells; and on George's Banks, white sand; and so on. Being off Block Island, our course was due east, to Nantucket Shoals, and the South Channel; but the wind died away and left us becalmed in a thick fog, in which we lay the whole of Sunday. At noon of

The depth readings along the American coast are so consistent that a navigator can tell where they've reached land by the depth measurements just as easily as by actually seeing the land. Black mud indicates Block Island. As you move toward Nantucket, it shifts to dark sand; then, you find sand mixed with white shells; and on George's Banks, you'll see white sand, and so forth. While we were off Block Island, we headed straight east towards Nantucket Shoals and the South Channel, but the wind died down, leaving us stuck in a thick fog, where we remained all of Sunday. At noon of

Sunday, 18th, Block Island bore, by calculation, N. W. 1/4 W. fifteen miles; but the fog was so thick all day that we could see nothing.

Sunday, the 18th, Block Island was about fifteen miles away to the northwest, a little west; but the fog was so dense all day that we couldn't see anything.

Having got through the ship's duty, and washed and shaved, we went below, and had a fine time overhauling our chests, laying aside the clothes we meant to go ashore in and throwing overboard all that were worn out and good for nothing. Away went the woollen caps in which we had carried hides upon our heads, for sixteen months, on the coast of California; the duck frocks, for tarring down rigging; and the worn-out and darned mittens and patched woollen trowsers which had stood the tug of Cape Horn.

After finishing our ship duties, and having washed and shaved, we went below deck and had a great time going through our trunks, setting aside the clothes we planned to wear on land and tossing overboard everything that was worn out and useless. We got rid of the wool hats we wore while carrying hides on our heads for sixteen months along the coast of California; the duck frocks we used for tarring down rigging; and the worn and patched mittens and wool trousers that had survived the hardships of Cape Horn.

We hove them overboard with a good will; for there is nothing like being quit of the very last appendages and remnants of our evil fortune. We got our chests all ready for going ashore, ate the last "duff" we expected to have on board the ship Alert; and talked as confidently about matters on shore as though our anchor were on the bottom.

We threw them overboard with enthusiasm because there's nothing like getting rid of the last bits and pieces of our bad luck. We got our bags ready to go ashore, enjoyed the last "duff" we expected to have on the ship Alert, and talked about things on land as confidently as if our anchor was already down.

"Who'll go to church with me a week from to-day?"

"Who will go to church with me a week from today?"

"I will," says Jack; who said aye to everything.

"I will," says Jack, who agreed to everything.

"Go away, salt water!" says Tom. "As soon as I get both legs ashore, I'm going to shoe my heels, and button my ears behind me, and start off into the bush, a straight course, and not stop till I'm out of the sight of salt water!"

"Get lost, salt water!" says Tom. "As soon as I get both feet on dry land, I'm going to put on my shoes, cover my ears, and head into the wilderness, taking a straight path, and not stop until I can't see the ocean anymore!"

"Oh! belay that! Spin that yarn where nobody knows your filling! If you get once moored, stem and stern, in old B——'s grog-shop, with a coal fire ahead and the bar under your lee, you won't see daylight for three weeks!"

"Oh! Stop that! Tell that story where no one knows your background! If you get stuck, bow and stern, in old B——'s bar, with a coal fire in front and the bar nearby, you won't see daylight for three weeks!"

"No!" says Tom, "I'm going to knock off grog, and go and board at the Home, and see if they won't ship me for a deacon!"

"No!" says Tom, "I'm done with drinking, and I'm going to stay at the Home, and see if they won't hire me as a deacon!"

"And I," says Bill, "am going to buy a quadrant and ship for navigator of a Hingham packet!"

"And I," says Bill, "am going to buy a quadrant and a ship to be the navigator of a Hingham packet!"

These and the like jokes served to pass the time while we were lying waiting for a breeze to clear up the fog and send us on our way.

These jokes and others like them helped us pass the time while we were lying there, waiting for a breeze to clear the fog and get us moving.

Toward night a moderate breeze sprang up; the fog however continuing as thick as before; and we kept on to the eastward. About the middle of the first watch, a man on the forecastle sang out, in a tone which showed that there was not a moment to be lost,—"Hard up the helm!" and a great ship loomed up out of the fog, coming directly down upon us. She luffed at the same moment, and we just passed one another; our spanker boom grazing over her quarter. The officer of the deck had only time to hail, and she answered, as she went into the fog again, something about Bristol—probably, a whaleman from Bristol, Rhode Island, bound out. The fog continued through the night, with a very light breeze, before which we ran to the eastward, literally feeling our way along. The lead was heaved every two hours, and the gradual change from black mud to sand, showed that we were approaching Nantucket South Shoals. On Monday morning, the increased depth and deep blue color of the water, and the mixture of shells and white sand which we brought up, upon sounding, showed that we were in the channel, and nearing George's; accordingly, the ship's head was put directly to the northward, and we stood on, with perfect confidence in the soundings, though we had not taken an observation for two days, nor seen land; and the difference of an eighth of a mile out of the way might put us ashore. Throughout the day a provokingly light wind prevailed, and at eight o'clock, a small fishing schooner, which we passed, told us we were nearly abreast of Chatham lights.

As night fell, a light breeze picked up, but the fog remained as thick as ever, and we continued heading east. Around the middle of the first watch, a crew member on the forecastle shouted urgently, "Hard up the helm!" and a large ship suddenly appeared out of the fog, coming straight toward us. She turned at the same time, and we barely avoided each other, with our spanker boom brushing past her stern. The officer on deck had just enough time to call out, and she responded as she disappeared back into the fog, mentioning something about Bristol—likely a whaling ship from Bristol, Rhode Island, setting out. The fog persisted through the night, along with a gentle breeze that helped us move east, literally feeling our way along. We took depth readings every two hours, and the transition from black mud to sand indicated we were nearing Nantucket South Shoals. On Monday morning, the greater depth and deep blue water, along with a mix of shells and white sand we brought up while sounding, confirmed we were in the channel and approaching George's; so we steered the ship directly north and continued on with full confidence in the depth readings, despite not having taken a sighting for two days or seen land; being off by even an eighth of a mile could cause us to run aground. A frustratingly light wind blew throughout the day, and at eight o'clock, we passed a small fishing schooner that indicated we were nearly level with Chatham lights.

Just before midnight, a light land-breeze sprang up, which carried us well along; and at four o'clock, thinking ourselves to the northward of Race Point, we hauled upon the wind and stood into the bay, west-north-west, for Boston light, and commenced firing guns for a pilot. Our watch went below at four o'clock, but could not sleep, for the watch on deck were banging away at the guns every few minutes. And, indeed, we cared very little about it, for we were in Boston Bay; and if fortune favored us, we could all "sleep in" the next night, with nobody to call the watch every four hours.

Just before midnight, a light breeze picked up, which helped us move along nicely; and at four o'clock, thinking we were north of Race Point, we changed our course and headed into the bay, west-northwest, towards Boston light, and started firing guns for a pilot. Our watch went below at four o'clock but couldn't sleep because the crew on deck kept firing the guns every few minutes. Honestly, it didn’t bother us much since we were in Boston Bay; if luck was on our side, we could all "sleep in" the next night without anyone waking us up every four hours.

We turned out, of our own will, at daybreak, to get a sight of land.

We decided to wake up at daybreak to catch a glimpse of land.

In the grey of the morning, one or two small fishing smacks peered out of the mist; and when the broad day broke upon us, there lay the low sand-hills of Cape Cod, over our larboard quarter, and before us, the wide waters of Massachusetts Bay, with here and there a sail gliding over its smooth surface. As we drew in toward the mouth of the harbor, as toward a focus, the vessels began to multiply until the bay seemed actually alive with sails gliding about in every direction; some on the wind, and others before it, as they were bound to or from the emporium of trade and centre of the bay. It was a stirring sight for us, who had been months on the ocean without seeing anything but two solitary sails; and over two years without seeing more than the three or four traders on an almost desolate coast. There were the little coasters, bound to and from the various towns along the south shore, down in the bight of the bay, and to the eastward; here and there a square-rigged vessel standing out to seaward; and, far in the distance, beyond Cape Ann, was the smoke of a steamer, stretching along in a narrow, black cloud upon the water. Every sight was full of beauty and interest. We were coming back to our homes; and the signs of civilization, and prosperity, and happiness, from which we had been so long banished, were multiplying about us. The high land of Cape Ann and the rocks and shore of Cohasset were full in sight, the lighthouses, standing like sentries in white before the harbors, and even the smoke from the chimney on the plains of Hingham was seen rising slowly in the morning air. One of our boys was the son of a bucket-maker; and his face lighted up as he saw the tops of the well-known hills which surround his native place. About ten o'clock a little boat came bobbing over the water, and put a pilot on board, and sheered off in pursuit of other vessels bound in.

In the gray of the morning, one or two small fishing boats emerged from the mist; and when the bright day broke upon us, there lay the low sand dunes of Cape Cod, off our left side, and ahead of us, the vast waters of Massachusetts Bay, with sails occasionally gliding over its calm surface. As we moved closer to the harbor's entrance, like a focal point, the number of vessels increased until the bay seemed truly alive with sails moving in every direction; some sailing into the wind, others with it, as they traveled to or from the trading hub at the center of the bay. It was an exciting sight for us, having spent months at sea without encountering anything but two lonely sails; and it had been over two years since we had seen more than three or four ships along an almost deserted coast. There were small coaster ships, traveling to and from various towns along the south shore, down in the bend of the bay, and to the east; now and then, a square-rigged vessel headed out to sea; and far in the distance, beyond Cape Ann, we could see the smoke of a steamer, forming a long, dark cloud across the water. Every sight was filled with beauty and interest. We were returning to our homes; and the signs of civilization, prosperity, and happiness, from which we had been away for so long, were all around us. The high land of Cape Ann and the rocks and shore of Cohasset were clearly visible, the lighthouses standing like guards in white before the harbors, and even the smoke from the chimney in the plains of Hingham could be seen rising slowly in the morning air. One of our crew members was the son of a bucket-maker; his face lit up as he saw the familiar hills surrounding his hometown. Around ten o'clock, a small boat came bobbing over the water, brought a pilot on board, and then headed off to pursue other vessels coming in.

Being now within the scope of the telegraph stations, our signals were run up at the fore, and in half an hour afterwards, the owner on 'change, or in his counting-room, knew that his ship was below; and the landlords, runners, and sharks in Ann street learned that there was a rich prize for them down in the bay: a ship from round the Horn, with a crew to be paid off with two years' wages.

Now that we were within range of the telegraph stations, we sent up our signals, and half an hour later, the owner on the stock exchange or in his office knew that his ship had arrived; and the landlords, hustlers, and opportunists in Ann Street found out that there was a lucrative opportunity for them down in the bay: a ship that had come around the Horn, with a crew ready to be paid off with two years' worth of wages.

The wind continuing very light, all hands were sent aloft to strip off the chafing gear; and battens, parcellings, roundings, hoops, mats, and leathers, came flying from aloft, and left the rigging neat and clean, stripped of all its sea bandaging. The last touch was put to the vessel by painting the skysail poles; and I was sent up to the fore, with a bucket of white paint and a brush, and touched her off, from the truck to the eyes of the royal rigging. At noon, we lay becalmed off the lower light-house; and it being about slack water, we made little progress. A firing was heard in the direction of Hingham, and the pilot said there was a review there.

The wind was still very light, so everyone went up to take off the chafing gear. Battens, parcellings, roundings, hoops, mats, and leathers came flying down from above, leaving the rigging neat and clean, stripped of all its sea bandages. We finished up the vessel by painting the skysail poles, and I was sent to the fore with a bucket of white paint and a brush to touch her up, from the top to the eyes of the royal rigging. At noon, we were stuck off the lower lighthouse with no wind, and since it was about slack water, we made little progress. We heard a firing in the direction of Hingham, and the pilot said there was a review taking place there.

The Hingham boy got wind of this, and said if the ship had been twelve hours sooner, he should have been down among the soldiers, and in the booths, and having a grand time. As it was, we had little prospect of getting in before night. About two o'clock a breeze sprang up ahead, from the westward, and we began beating up against it. A full-rigged brig was beating in at the same time, and we passed one another, in our tacks, sometimes one and sometimes the other, working to windward, as the wind and tide favored or opposed. It was my trick at the wheel from two till four; and I stood my last helm, making between nine hundred and a thousand hours which I had spent at the helms of our two vessels. The tide beginning to set against us, we made slow work; and the afternoon was nearly spent, before we got abreast of the inner light. In the meantime, several vessels were coming down, outward bound; among which, a fine, large ship, with yards squared, fair wind and fair tide, passed us like a race-horse, the men running out upon her yards to rig out the studding-sail booms. Toward sundown the wind came off in flaws, sometimes blowing very stiff, so that the pilot took in the royals, and then it died away; when, in order to get us in before the tide became too strong, the royals were set again. As this kept us running up and down the rigging all the time, one hand was sent aloft at each mast-head, to stand-by to loose and furl the sails, at the moment of the order. I took my place at the fore, and loosed and furled the royal five times between Rainsford Island and the Castle. At one tack we ran so near to Rainsford Island, that, looking down from the royal yard, the island, with its hospital buildings, nice gravelled walks, and green plats, seemed to lie directly under our yard-arms. So close is the channel to some of these islands, that we ran the end of our flying-jib-boom over one of the out-works of the fortifications on George's Island; and had an opportunity of seeing the advantages of that point as a fortified place; for, in working up the channel, we presented a fair stem and stern, for raking, from the batteries, three or four times. One gun might have knocked us to pieces.

The Hingham boy heard about this and said that if the ship had arrived twelve hours earlier, he would have been among the soldiers, enjoying himself in the booths. As it was, we had little chance of getting in before night. Around two o'clock, a breeze picked up ahead of us from the west, and we started sailing against it. A fully-rigged brig was also making its way in at the same time, and we passed each other in our tacks, alternating between leading and trailing as the wind and tide shifted. I was at the wheel from two to four; I noted that I had spent between nine hundred and a thousand hours at the helms of our two vessels. The tide began to set against us, which slowed our progress; it was nearly evening before we reached the inner light. In the meantime, several vessels were sailing out, including a large ship with her sails set, moving past us like a racehorse, with crew members running out onto the yards to rig the studding-sail booms. As sunset approached, the wind came in gusts, sometimes blowing quite strong that the pilot took in the royals, then it calmed down; we set the royals again to get us in before the tide turned too strong. Because of this, we were constantly moving up and down the rigging, so one crew member was sent up to each mast-head to be ready to loosen and secure the sails at a moment's notice. I took my spot at the fore and loosened and furled the royal five times between Rainsford Island and the Castle. At one point, we got so close to Rainsford Island that, looking down from the royal yard, I could see the island with its hospital buildings, nicely graveled paths, and green spaces seeming to lie right below our yard-arms. The channel is so narrow near some of these islands that we ran the end of our flying-jib-boom over one of the fortification works on George's Island; we got a good view of the strategic advantages of that point as a fortified position because, while making our way up the channel, we presented a clear target for the batteries, three or four times. One cannon could have taken us out.

We had all set our hearts upon getting up to town before night and going ashore, but the tide beginning to run strong against us, and the wind, what there was of it, being ahead, we made but little by weather-bowing the tide, and the pilot gave orders to cock-bill the anchor and overhaul the chain. Making two long stretches, which brought us into the roads, under the lee of the castle, he clewed up the topsails, and let go the anchor; and for the first time since leaving San Diego,—one hundred and thirty-five days—our anchor was upon bottom. In half an hour more, we were lying snugly, with all sails furled, safe in Boston harbor; our long voyage ended; the well-known scene about us; the dome of the State House fading in the western sky; the lights of the city starting into sight, as the darkness came on; and at nine o'clock the clangor of the bells, ringing their accustomed peals; among which the Boston boys tried to distinguish the well-known tone of the Old South.

We all really wanted to get into town before nightfall and go ashore, but with the tide running strong against us and the wind, what little there was, in our face, we made slow progress against the tide. The pilot ordered to raise the anchor and pull in the chain. After making two long stretches that brought us into the roads under the shelter of the castle, he secured the topsails and dropped the anchor; for the first time since leaving San Diego—one hundred and thirty-five days—our anchor was down. In another half-hour, we were resting comfortably, sails furled, safe in Boston harbor; our long journey was over; the familiar scene around us; the dome of the State House fading in the western sky; the city lights appearing as darkness fell; and at nine o'clock, the ringing of the bells echoed their familiar chimes, among which the Boston kids tried to pick out the recognizable sound of the Old South.

We had just done furling the sails, when a beautiful little pleasure-boat luffed up into the wind, under our quarter, and the junior partner of the firm to which our ship belonged, jumped on board. I saw him from the mizen topsail yard, and knew him well.

We had just finished rolling up the sails when a lovely little pleasure boat came into the wind near our side, and the junior partner of the firm our ship belonged to jumped on board. I saw him from the mizzen topsail yard and recognized him immediately.

He shook the captain by the hand, and went down into the cabin, and in a few moments came up and inquired of the mate for me.

He shook the captain's hand, went down into the cabin, and a few moments later came back up and asked the mate about me.

The last time I had seen him, I was in the uniform of an undergraduate of Harvard College, and now, to his astonishment, there came down from aloft a "rough alley" looking fellow, with duck trowsers and red shirt, long hair, and face burnt as black as an Indian's. He shook me by the hand, congratulated me upon my return and my appearance of health and strength, and said my friends were all well. I thanked him for telling me what I should not have dared to ask; and if—

The last time I had seen him, I was in the uniform of an undergraduate at Harvard College, and now, to his surprise, a "rough" looking guy came down from above, wearing duck trousers and a red shirt, with long hair and a face as dark as an Indian's. He shook my hand, congratulated me on my return and my apparent health and strength, and said my friends were all doing well. I thanked him for telling me what I wouldn’t have dared to ask; and if—

"the first bringer of unwelcome news
Hath but a losing office; and his tongue
Sounds ever after like a sullen bell—"

"the first person to deliver bad news
has only a thankless job; and their words
echo afterward like a gloomy bell—"

certainly I shall ever remember this man and his words with pleasure.

I will always remember this man and his words fondly.

The captain went up to town in the boat with Mr. H——, and left us to pass another night on board ship, and to come up with the morning's tide under command of the pilot.

The captain took the boat to town with Mr. H——, leaving us to spend another night on the ship and to head to shore with the morning tide under the pilot's guidance.

So much did we feel ourselves to be already at home, in anticipation, that our plain supper of hard bread and salt beef was barely touched; and many on board, to whom this was the first voyage, could scarcely sleep. As for myself, by one of those anomalous changes of feeling of which we are all the subjects, I found that I was in a state of indifference, for which I could by no means account. A year before, while carrying hides on the coast, the assurance that in a twelvemonth we should see Boston, made me half wild; but now that I was actually there, and in sight of home, the emotions which I had so long anticipated feeling, I did not find, and in their place was a state of very nearly entire apathy. Something of the same experience was related to me by a sailor whose first voyage was one of five years upon the North-west Coast. He had left home, a lad, and after several years of very hard and trying experience, found himself homeward bound; and such was the excitement of his feelings that, during the whole passage, he could talk and think of nothing else but his arrival, and how and when he should jump from the vessel and take his way directly home. Yet when the vessel was made fast to the wharf and the crew dismissed, he seemed suddenly to lose all feeling about the matter. He told me that he went below and changed his dress; took some water from the scuttle-butt and washed himself leisurely; overhauled his chest, and put his clothes all in order; took his pipe from its place, filled it, and sitting down upon his chest, smoked it slowly for the last time. Here he looked round upon the forecastle in which he had spent so many years, and being alone and his shipmates scattered, he began to feel actually unhappy. Home became almost a dream; and it was not until his brother (who had heard of the ship's arrival) came down into the forecastle and told him of things at home, and who were waiting there to see him, that he could realize where he was, and feel interest enough to put him in motion toward that place for which he had longed, and of which he had dreamed, for years. There is probably so much of excitement in prolonged expectation, that the quiet realizing of it produces a momentary stagnation of feeling as well as of effort. It was a good deal so with me. The activity of preparation, the rapid progress of the ship, the first making land, the coming up the harbor, and old scenes breaking upon the view, produced a mental as well as bodily activity, from which the change to a perfect stillness, when both expectation and the necessity of labor failed, left a calmness, almost of indifference, from which I must be roused by some new excitement. And the next morning, when all hands were called, and we were busily at work, clearing the decks, and getting everything in readiness for going up to the wharves,—loading the guns for a salute, loosing the sails, and manning the windlass—mind and body seemed to wake together.

We felt so much at home in our anticipation that our simple supper of hard bread and salt beef went largely untouched; many on board, especially those on their first voyage, could hardly sleep. As for me, in one of those strange emotional shifts we all experience, I found myself feeling indifferent, and I couldn't really explain why. A year earlier, while transporting hides along the coast, just the thought of reaching Boston in a year drove me nearly wild; but now that I was actually here, close to home, the emotions I'd been expecting to feel didn't surface, and instead, I felt nearly completely apathetic. A sailor shared a similar experience with me; it was his first five-year voyage on the North-west Coast. He left home as a kid, and after years of tough experiences, he was finally heading home. He was so excited that throughout the whole journey, all he could think about was how and when he'd jump off the ship and head straight home. But once the ship docked and the crew was dismissed, he suddenly felt entirely numb about it all. He told me he went below deck to change his clothes, took some water from the scuttle-butt, and washed himself leisurely; he went through his chest, organized his clothes, took out his pipe, filled it, and sat on his chest to smoke it slowly for the last time. Looking around at the forecastle where he'd spent so many years, and feeling alone with his shipmates scattered, he began to feel genuinely unhappy. Home started to feel like a distant dream; it wasn’t until his brother (who had heard about the ship’s arrival) came down into the forecastle, telling him about things back home and about who was waiting to see him, that he could grasp where he was and felt enough interest to finally move toward the place he had longed for and dreamed about for years. There's likely a lot of excitement in waiting for something for a long time, and when it finally happens, the calm realization of it can lead to a momentary halt in emotions and effort. I felt something similar. The hustle of preparation, the ship's swift progress, the sighting of land, coming into the harbor, and familiar scenes appearing created a mental and physical energy, and when everything suddenly stopped, after both the anticipation and the need for work disappeared, I was left with a calmness that bordered on indifference, needing some new excitement to shake me awake. The next morning, when everyone was called to duty, and we busily worked to clear the decks and get ready to head to the wharves — loading the guns for a salute, loosening the sails, and manning the windlass — both my mind and body seemed to come alive together.

About ten o'clock, a sea-breeze sprang up, and the pilot gave orders to get the ship under weigh. All hands manned the windlass, and the long-drawn "Yo, heave, ho!" which we had last heard dying away among the desolate hills of San Diego, soon brought the anchor to the bows; and, with a fair wind and tide, a bright sunny morning, royals and sky-sails set, ensign, streamer, signals, and pennant, flying, and with our guns firing, we came swiftly and handsomely up to the city. Off the end of the wharf, we rounded-to and let go our anchor; and no sooner was it on the bottom, than the decks were filled with people: custom-house officers; Topliff's agent, to inquire for news; others, inquiring for friends on board, or left upon the coast; dealers in grease, besieging the galley to make a bargain with the cook for his slush; "loafers" in general; and last and chief, boarding-house runners, to secure their men.

About ten o'clock, a sea breeze picked up, and the pilot ordered the ship to get moving. Everyone manned the windlass, and the long "Yo, heave, ho!" that we had last heard fading away among the lonely hills of San Diego quickly brought the anchor to the front; with a good wind and tide, on a bright sunny morning, royals and sky-sails set, flag, streamer, signals, and pennant flying, and with our guns firing, we sailed swiftly and beautifully into the city. Off the end of the wharf, we turned around and dropped our anchor; as soon as it hit the bottom, the decks filled with people: customs officers; Topliff's agent, checking for news; others asking about friends on board or left on the coast; grease dealers, crowding the galley to negotiate a deal with the cook for his slush; various "loafers"; and last but not least, boarding-house runners trying to secure their guests.

Nothing can exceed the obliging disposition of these runners, and the interest they take in a sailor returned from a long voyage with a plenty of money. Two or three of them, at different times, took me by the hand; remembered me perfectly; were quite sure I had boarded with them before I sailed; were delighted to see me back; gave me their cards; had a hand-cart waiting on the wharf, on purpose to take my things up: would lend me a hand to get my chest ashore; bring a bottle of grog on board if we did not haul in immediately,—and the like. In fact, we could hardly get clear of them, to go aloft and furl the sails. Sail after sail, for the hundredth time, in fair weather and in foul, we furled now for the last time together, and came down and took the warp ashore, manned the capstan, and with a chorus which waked up half the North End, and rang among the buildings in the dock, we hauled her in to the wharf. Here, too, the landlords and runners were active and ready, taking a bar to the capstan, lending a hand at the ropes, laughing and talking and telling the news. The city bells were just ringing one when the last turn was made fast, and the crew dismissed; and in five minutes more, not a soul was left on board the good ship Alert, but the old ship-keeper, who had come down from the counting-house to take charge of her.

Nothing can match the helpful nature of these port runners and their excitement over a sailor returning from a long voyage with lots of cash. A couple of them, at different times, took my hand, recognized me immediately, confidently recalled that I had stayed with them before I left, were thrilled to see me back, handed me their cards, and had a cart waiting on the dock specifically to carry my stuff. They offered to help me get my trunk off the ship and even promised to bring a bottle of grog on board if we didn't haul in right away—and all that sort of thing. Honestly, we could barely shake them off long enough to go up top and furl the sails. Sail after sail, for the hundredth time, in both good and bad weather, we furled them for the last time together, then came down, took the warp ashore, manned the capstan, and with a shout that woke up half the North End and echoed through the buildings at the dock, we pulled her in to the wharf. Here too, the landlords and runners were busy and eager, taking a bar to the capstan, helping with the ropes, laughing, chatting, and sharing the news. The city bells were just ringing one o'clock when we made the last turn secure and dismissed the crew; in just five more minutes, the only person left on board the good ship Alert was the old ship-keeper, who had come down from the counting-house to look after her.




CONCLUDING CHAPTER

I trust that they who have followed me to the end of my narrative, will not refuse to carry their attention a little farther, to the concluding remarks which I here present to them.

I trust that those who have followed me to the end of my story will not hesitate to stick around for a bit longer as I share my final thoughts.

This chapter is written after the lapse of a considerable time since the end of my voyage, and after a return to my former pursuits; and in it I design to offer those views of what may be done for seamen, and of what is already doing, which I have deduced from my experiences, and from the attention which I have since gladly given to the subject.

This chapter is written a significant time after my journey has ended and I've returned to my previous activities. In it, I plan to share my thoughts on what can be done for sailors and what is currently being done, based on my experiences and the interest I have since developed in the topic.

The romantic interest which many take in the sea, and in those who live upon it, may be of use in exciting their attention to this subject, though I cannot but feel sure that all who have followed me in my narrative must be convinced that the sailor has no romance in his every-day life to sustain him, but that it is very much the same plain, matter-of-fact drudgery and hardship, which would be experienced on shore. If I have not produced this conviction, I have failed in persuading others of what my own experience has most fully impressed upon myself.

The fascination that many people have for the sea and those who live on it might help draw attention to this topic, but I'm pretty convinced that anyone who has followed my story must realize that the life of a sailor is devoid of romance in day-to-day living. It's really just the same hard, straightforward work and struggles that one would face on land. If I haven't made this point clear, then I haven't succeeded in sharing what my own experiences have strongly taught me.

There is a witchery in the sea, its songs and stories, and in the mere sight of a ship, and the sailor's dress, especially to a young mind, which has done more to man navies, and fill merchantmen, than all the press-gangs of Europe. I have known a young man with such a passion for the sea, that the very creaking of a block stirred up his imagination so that he could hardly keep his feet on dry ground; and many are the boys, in every seaport, who are drawn away, as by an almost irresistible attraction, from their work and schools, and hang about the decks and yards of vessels, with a fondness which, it is plain, will have its way. No sooner, however, has the young sailor begun his new life in earnest, than all this fine drapery falls off, and he learns that it is but work and hardship, after all. This is the true light in which a sailor's life is to be viewed; and if in our books, and anniversary speeches, we would leave out much that is said about "blue water," "blue jackets," "open hearts," "seeing God's hand on the deep," and so forth, and take this up like any other practical subject, I am quite sure we should do full as much for those we wish to benefit. The question is, what can be done for sailors, as they are,—men to be fed, and clothed, and lodged, for whom laws must be made and executed, and who are to be instructed in useful knowledge, and, above all, to be brought under religious influence and restraint? It is upon these topics that I wish to make a few observations.

There’s a certain magic in the sea, its songs and stories, and just the sight of a ship, along with the sailor's outfit, especially for a young mind. This has done more to create navies and fill merchant ships than all the press gangs in Europe. I’ve known young men who are so passionate about the sea that just the sound of a block creaking ignites their imagination, making it hard for them to stay on solid ground. Many boys in every seaport are drawn away from their jobs and schools by an almost irresistible pull, spending time around the decks and rigging of ships with a fondness that clearly won’t be ignored. However, as soon as a young sailor starts his new life for real, all that romanticism fades away, and he realizes it’s mostly just hard work and struggle. This is the real perspective from which we should view a sailor's life; if we were to skip much of the talk about "blue water," "blue jackets," "open hearts," "seeing God's hand on the deep," and so on in our books and speeches, and treat it like any other practical issue, I’m sure we’d do just as much for those we want to help. The question is what can be done for sailors as they are—men who need to be fed, clothed, and housed, for whom laws need to be made and enforced, and who must be taught useful skills, while most importantly being guided by religious influence and discipline. It’s on these topics that I’d like to share a few thoughts.

In the first place, I have no fancies about equality on board ship, It is a thing out of the question, and certainly, in the present state of mankind, not to be desired. I never knew a sailor who found fault with the orders and ranks of the service; and if I expected to pass the rest of my life before the mast, I would not wish to have the power of the captain diminished an iota. It is absolutely necessary that there should be one head and one voice, to control everything, and be responsible for everything. There are emergencies which require the instant exercise of extreme power. These emergencies do not allow of consultation; and they who would be the captain's constituted advisers might be the very men over whom he would be called upon to exert his authority. It has been found necessary to vest in every government, even the most democratic, some extraordinary, and, at first sight, alarming powers; trusting in public opinion, and subsequent accountability to modify the exercise of them. These are provided to meet exigencies, which all hope may never occur, but which yet by possibility may occur, and if they should, and there were no power to meet them instantly, there would be an end put to the government at once. So it is with the authority of the shipmaster. It will not answer to say that he shall never do this and that thing, because it does not seem always necessary and advisable that it should be done. He has great cares and responsibilities; is answerable for everything; and is subject to emergencies which perhaps no other man exercising authority among civilized people is subject to. Let him, then, have powers commensurate with his utmost possible need; only let him be held strictly responsible for the exercise of them. Any other course would be injustice, as well as bad policy.

First of all, I don’t have any illusions about equality on a ship; it’s simply not feasible and, honestly, not something we want given the current state of humanity. I’ve never met a sailor who complained about the orders and ranks in the service; and if I were to spend the rest of my life on deck, I wouldn’t want to weaken the captain’s authority at all. It’s absolutely essential for there to be one leader and one voice to manage everything and take responsibility for it all. There are situations that demand the immediate exercise of significant power. These situations don’t allow for discussion, and those who would advise the captain could very well be the same people he needs to command. It’s been deemed necessary for every government, even the most democratic, to grant some extraordinary and initially alarming powers, trusting that public opinion and accountability will help manage the use of those powers. These powers are in place for emergencies that we all hope won’t arise, but can potentially happen; if they do and there’s no power to deal with them right away, it could spell the end of the government. The same goes for the shipmaster’s authority. It’s not helpful to say that he should never do this or that, simply because it doesn’t always seem necessary or advisable. He carries significant burdens and responsibilities; he’s accountable for everything; and he faces emergencies that perhaps no one else in a civilized society does. Therefore, he should have powers that match his greatest possible needs, but he must also be held strictly accountable for how he uses them. Any other approach would be both unjust and poor policy.

In the treatment of those under his authority, the captain is amenable to the common law, like any other person. He is liable at common law for murder, assault and battery, and other offences; and in addition to this, there is a special statute of the United States which makes a captain or other officer liable to imprisonment for a term not exceeding five years, and to a fine not exceeding a thousand dollars, for inflicting any cruel punishment upon, withholding food from, or in any other way maltreating a seaman. This is the state of the law on the subject; while the relation in which the parties stand, and the peculiar necessities, excuses, and provocations arising from that relation, are merely circumstances to be considered in each case. As to the restraints upon the master's exercise of power, the laws themselves seem, on the whole, to be sufficient. I do not see that we are in need, at present, of more legislation on the subject. The difficulty lies rather in the administration of the laws; and this is certainly a matter that deserves great consideration, and one of no little embarrassment.

In dealing with those under his command, the captain is subject to common law, just like anyone else. He can be held accountable for murder, assault and battery, and other crimes; additionally, there’s a specific statute in the United States that holds a captain or any other officer liable for up to five years in prison and a fine of up to a thousand dollars for inflicting cruel punishment, withholding food, or otherwise mistreating a seaman. This outlines the legal framework on the topic; however, the relationship between the parties, along with the unique needs, excuses, and provocations that arise from that relationship, are factors to consider in each situation. Regarding the limits on a master’s use of power, the laws themselves generally seem adequate. I don't believe we currently need more legislation on the matter. The real challenge lies in how these laws are enforced; this is definitely an important issue that warrants significant attention and is not without its complications.

In the first place, the courts have said that public policy requires the power of the master and officers should be sustained. Many lives and a great amount of property are constantly in their hands, for which they are strictly responsible. To preserve these, and to deal justly by the captain, and not lay upon him a really fearful responsibility, and then tie up his hands, it is essential that discipline should be supported. In the second place, there is always great allowance to be made for false swearing and exaggeration by seamen, and for combinations among them against their officers; and it is to be remembered that the latter have often no one to testify on their side. These are weighty and true statements, and should not be lost sight of by the friends of seamen. On the other hand, sailors make many complaints, some of which are well founded.

Firstly, the courts have stated that public policy supports the authority of the captain and crew. They are responsible for many lives and a significant amount of property, which they must protect. To ensure their ability to do so, while also treating the captain fairly and not placing an overwhelming burden on him, it's crucial to maintain discipline. Secondly, we must consider that seamen often exaggerate and may lie, and there can be collusion among them against their officers; it's important to remember that those officers frequently have no one to support their side of the story. These are serious and valid points that should not be overlooked by those advocating for seamen. However, sailors do have numerous complaints, some of which are legitimate.

On the subject of testimony, seamen labor under a difficulty full as great as that of the captain. It is a well-known fact, that they are usually much better treated when there are passengers on board.

On the topic of testimony, sailors face challenges that are just as significant as those of the captain. It's a well-known fact that they tend to be treated much better when there are passengers on board.

The presence of passengers is a restraint upon the captain, not only from his regard to their feelings and to the estimation in which they may hold him, but because he knows they will be influential witnesses against him if he is brought to trial. Though officers may sometimes be inclined to show themselves off before passengers, by freaks of office and authority, yet cruelty they would hardly dare to be guilty of. It is on long and distant voyages, where there is no restraint upon the captain, and none but the crew to testify against him, that sailors need most the protection of the law. On such voyages as these, there are many cases of outrageous cruelty on record, enough to make one heartsick, and almost disgusted with the sight of man; and many, many more, which have never come to light, and never will be known, until the sea shall give up its dead. Many of these have led to mutiny and piracy,—stripe for stripe, and blood for blood. If on voyages of this description the testimony of seamen is not to be received in favor of one another, or too great a deduction is made on account of their being seamen, their case is without remedy; and the captain, knowing this, will be strengthened in that disposition to tyrannize which the possession of absolute power, without the restraints of friends and public opinion, is too apt to engender.

The presence of passengers keeps the captain in check, not just because he cares about their feelings and how they see him, but also because he realizes they could be key witnesses against him if he faces a trial. While officers might sometimes show off in front of passengers through displays of power and authority, they would likely think twice before being cruel. It's on long and distant voyages, where the captain faces no constraints and only the crew can testify against him, that sailors need the law’s protection the most. On these kinds of voyages, there are many documented cases of extreme cruelty that can make anyone feel sick and almost disgusted with humanity, and there are countless more that will never come to light, remaining unknown until the sea reveals its secrets. Many of these situations have led to mutiny and piracy—an eye for an eye, and blood for blood. If, on such voyages, the testimonies of seamen aren't trusted or too much skepticism is cast due to their profession, their situation remains hopeless. The captain, knowing this, is likely to feel emboldened to abuse his power, which absolute authority without the checks of friends and public opinion tends to create.

It is to be considered, also, that the sailor comes into court under very different circumstances from the master. He is thrown among landlords, and sharks of all descriptions; is often led to drink freely; and comes upon the stand unaided, and under a certain cloud of suspicion as to his character and veracity. The captain, on the other hand, is backed by the owners and insurers, and has an air of greater respectability; though, after all, he may have but a little better education than the sailor, and sometimes, (especially among those engaged in certain voyages that I could mention) a very hackneyed conscience.

It should also be noted that the sailor enters the courtroom under very different circumstances than the captain. He is surrounded by landlords and all kinds of shady characters; he is often encouraged to drink excessively; and he takes the stand alone, carrying a certain level of suspicion regarding his character and truthfulness. On the other hand, the captain is supported by the owners and insurers, giving him a greater sense of respectability; yet, in reality, he may only have slightly better education than the sailor and sometimes, especially among those involved in certain voyages I'm aware of, a rather questionable conscience.

These are the considerations most commonly brought up on the subject of seamen's evidence; and I think it cannot but be obvious to every one that here, positive legislation would be of no manner of use. There can be no rule of law regulating the weight to be given to seamen's evidence. It must rest in the mind of the judge and jury; and no enactment or positive rule of court could vary the result a hair, in any one case. The effect of a sailor's testimony in deciding a case must depend altogether upon the reputation of the class to which he belongs, and upon the impression he himself produces in court by his deportment, and by those infallible marks of character which always tell upon a jury.

These are the main points usually discussed regarding seamen's testimony; and it's clear to everyone that specific laws wouldn't help in this situation. There can’t be any legal standard dictating how much weight to give seamen's testimony. It all comes down to the judgment of the judge and jury, and no law or court rule could make a difference in any particular case. The impact of a sailor's testimony on the outcome of a case relies entirely on the reputation of the group he comes from and the impression he makes in court through his behavior and those unmistakable signs of character that always influence a jury.

In fine, after all the well-meant and specious projects that have been brought forward, we seem driven back to the belief, that the best means of securing a fair administration of the laws made for the protection of seamen, and certainly the only means which can create any important change for the better, is the gradual one of raising the intellectual and religious character of the sailor, so that as an individual and as one of a class, he may, in the first instance, command the respect of his officers, and if any difficulty should happen, may upon the stand carry that weight which an intelligent and respectable man of the lower class almost always does with a jury. I know there are many men who, when a few cases of great hardship occur, and it is evident that there is an evil somewhere, think that some arrangement must be made, some law passed, or some society got up, to set all right at once. On this subject there can be no call for any such movement; on the contrary, I fully believe that any public and strong action would do harm, and that we must be satisfied to labor in the less easy and less exciting task of gradual improvement, and abide the issue of things working slowly together for good.

Ultimately, after all the well-intentioned but misleading plans that have been proposed, we seem to be brought back to the understanding that the best way to ensure fair enforcement of laws designed to protect sailors—and the only way to make any significant positive change—is to gradually improve the education and moral character of sailors. This way, as individuals and as a group, they can first earn the respect of their officers, and if any issues arise, they can stand their ground and command the authority that an informed and respected person from the lower class usually has with a jury. I know many people believe that when a few cases of severe hardship happen, and it’s clear that something is wrong, there should be some immediate solution, whether it’s a new law or a charity created to fix everything right away. However, I don’t think there’s a need for any drastic action; in fact, I believe that any strong public response could be counterproductive. We must be content to work on the slower and less exciting path of gradual improvement and allow time for things to develop positively.

Equally injudicious would be any interference with the economy of the ship. The lodging, food, hours of sleep, etc., are all matters which, though capable of many changes for the better, must yet be left to regulate themselves. And I am confident that there will be, and that there is now a gradual improvement in all such particulars. The forecastles of most of our ships are small, black, and wet holes, which few landsmen would believe held a crew of ten or twelve men on a voyage of months or years; and often, indeed in most cases, the provisions are not good enough to make a meal anything more than a necessary part of a day's duty;[1] and on the score of sleep, I fully believe that the lives of merchant seamen are shortened by the want of it. I do not refer to those occasions when it is necessarily broken in upon; but, for months, during fine weather, in many merchantmen, all hands are kept, throughout the day, and, then, there are eight hours on deck for one watch each night. Thus it is usually the case that at the end of a voyage, where there has been the finest weather, and no disaster, the crew have a wearied and worn-out appearance. They never sleep longer than four hours at a time, and are seldom called without being really in need of more rest. There is no one thing that a sailor thinks more of as a luxury of life on shore, than a whole night's sleep. Still, all these things must be left to be gradually modified by circumstances.

It would be equally unwise to interfere with the ship's economy. The sleeping arrangements, food, hours of rest, etc., are all aspects that, while capable of improvement, must be allowed to adjust on their own. I’m confident that there will be, and that there is already, a gradual improvement in all these areas. The crew quarters on most of our ships are cramped, dark, and damp spaces that few people on land would believe could accommodate ten or twelve men for months or years; and often, in fact in most cases, the food isn’t good enough to make a meal feel more than a routine part of the day;[1] and regarding sleep, I truly believe that the lives of merchant sailors are shortened by a lack of it. I’m not talking about those times when their sleep is interrupted out of necessity; but for months, during good weather, on many merchant ships, the entire crew is kept busy throughout the day, and then has only eight hours on deck for one watch each night. Therefore, it’s usually true that at the end of a voyage, even with perfect weather and no mishaps, the crew appears tired and worn out. They rarely sleep longer than four hours at a stretch and are seldom called to duty without actually needing more rest. There’s nothing a sailor cherishes more as a luxury while on land than a full night’s sleep. Still, all of these issues must be gradually adjusted by the circumstances.

Whenever hard cases occur, they should be made known, and masters and owners should be held answerable, and will, no doubt, in time, be influenced in their arrangements and discipline by the increased consideration in which sailors are held by the public.

Whenever tough situations arise, they should be brought to light, and captains and owners should be held accountable. Over time, they will likely adjust their practices and management based on the growing respect that the public has for sailors.

It is perfectly proper that the men should live in a different part of the vessel from the officers; and if the forecastle is made large and comfortable, there is no reason why the crew should not live there as well as in any other part. In fact, sailors prefer the forecastle. It is their accustomed place, and in it they are out of the sight and hearing of their officers.

It’s completely fine for the men to stay in a different part of the ship from the officers. If the forecastle is made big and comfortable, there’s no reason the crew can’t live there just as well as anywhere else. In fact, sailors actually prefer the forecastle. It’s where they’re used to being, and it keeps them out of sight and sound of their officers.

As to their food and sleep, there are laws, with heavy penalties, requiring a certain amount of stores to be on board, and safely stowed; and, for depriving the crew unnecessarily of food or sleep, the captain is liable at common law, as well as under the statute before referred to. Farther than this, it would not be safe to go.

Regarding their food and sleep, there are strict laws in place with serious penalties, mandating that a specific amount of supplies must be on board and securely stored. If the captain unnecessarily deprives the crew of food or sleep, they can be held accountable both under common law and the previously mentioned statute. Beyond this, it would be unwise to proceed.

The captain must be the judge when it is necessary to keep his crew from their sleep; and sometimes a retrenching, not of the necessaries, but of some of the little niceties of their meals, as, for instance, duff on Sunday, may be a mode of punishment, though I think generally an injudicious one.

The captain has to decide when it's necessary to wake up his crew; sometimes that means cutting back not on the essentials, but on some small treats in their meals, like dessert on Sunday. This can serve as a punishment, though I believe it’s usually not a smart choice.

I could not do justice to this subject without noticing one part of the discipline of a ship, which has been very much discussed of late, and has brought out strong expressions of indignation from many,—I mean the infliction of corporal punishment. Those who have followed me in my narrative will remember that I was witness to an act of great cruelty inflicted upon my own shipmates; and indeed I can sincerely say that the simple mention of the word flogging, brings up in me feelings which I can hardly control. Yet, when the proposition is made to abolish it entirely and at once; to prohibit the captain from ever, under any circumstances, inflicting corporal punishment; I am obliged to pause, and, I must say, to doubt exceedingly the expediency of making any positive enactment which shall have that effect. If the design of those who are writing on this subject is merely to draw public attention to it, and to discourage the practice of flogging, and bring it into disrepute, it is well; and, indeed, whatever may be the end they have in view, the mere agitation of the question will have that effect, and, so far, must do good. Yet I should not wish to take the command of a ship to-morrow, running my chance of a crew, as most masters must, and know, and have my crew know, that I could not, under any circumstances, inflict even moderate chastisement. I should trust that I might never have to resort to it; and, indeed, I scarcely know what risk I would not run, and to what inconvenience I would not subject myself, rather than do so. Yet not to have the power of holding it up in terrorem, and indeed of protecting myself, and all under my charge, by it, if some extreme case should arise, would be a situation I should not wish to be placed in myself, or to take the responsibility of placing another in.

I can’t properly address this topic without mentioning one aspect of ship discipline that has been heavily debated lately, and has sparked strong feelings of outrage from many—I'm talking about physical punishment. Those who have followed my story will remember that I witnessed a terrible act of cruelty towards my fellow crew members; in fact, I genuinely say that just hearing the word flogging stirs up emotions in me that are hard to control. However, when the idea is proposed to completely abolish it right away, to prevent the captain from ever administering physical punishment under any circumstances, I have to pause and honestly question whether it's practical to put such a strict rule in place. If the goal of those discussing this issue is simply to raise public awareness about it, discourage the practice of flogging, and make it socially unacceptable, then that's a positive thing. And indeed, regardless of their intentions, just the act of bringing this topic up will have that effect, which is beneficial. Yet I wouldn’t want to take command of a ship tomorrow, hoping for a decent crew, as most captains must, and know—along with my crew—that I couldn’t, under any circumstances, administer even mild punishment. I would hope that I’d never need to do so; honestly, I can’t imagine what risks I wouldn’t take, or how much trouble I wouldn’t put myself in, rather than resort to it. Still, not having the ability to threaten with it, and to protect myself and everyone under my care if an extreme situation arises, is a scenario I wouldn’t want to find myself in, nor would I want to be responsible for putting someone else in that position.

Indeed, the difficulties into which masters and officers are liable to be thrown, are not sufficiently considered by many whose sympathies are easily excited by stories, frequent enough, and true enough of outrageous abuse of this power. It is to be remembered that more than three-fourths of the seamen in our merchant vessels are foreigners. They are from all parts of the world. A great many from the north of Europe, beside Frenchmen, Spaniards, Portuguese, Italians, men from all parts of the Mediterranean, together with Lascars, Negroes, and, perhaps worst of all, the off-casts of British men-of-war, and men from our own country who have gone to sea because they could not be permitted to live on land.

Indeed, the challenges that masters and officers face are often overlooked by many who are easily moved by stories—plenty of them, and true—that highlight the severe misuse of this power. It's important to remember that over three-quarters of the crew on our merchant ships are foreigners. They come from all parts of the world. A significant number are from northern Europe, in addition to French, Spanish, Portuguese, and Italian sailors, along with men from across the Mediterranean, as well as Lascars, Black sailors, and possibly worst of all, the rejects from British naval ships, and individuals from our own country who took to the sea because they couldn't find a place to live on land.

As things now are, many masters are obliged to sail without knowing anything of their crews, until they get out at sea. There may be pirates or mutineers among them; and one bad man will often infect all the rest; and it is almost certain that some of them will be ignorant foreigners, hardly understanding a word of our language, accustomed all their lives to no influence but force, and perhaps nearly as familiar with the use of the knife as with that of the marline-spike. No prudent master, however peaceably inclined, would go to sea without his pistols and handcuffs. Even with such a crew as I have supposed, kindness and moderation would be the best policy, and the duty of every conscientious man; and the administering of corporal punishment might be dangerous, and of doubtful use. But the question is not, what a captain ought generally to do, but whether it shall be put out of the power of every captain, under any circumstances, to make use of, even moderate, chastisement. As the law now stands, a parent may correct moderately his child, and the master his apprentice; and the case of the shipmaster has been placed upon the same principle. The statutes, and the common law as expounded in the decisions of courts, and in the books of commentators, are express and unanimous to this point, that the captain may inflict moderate corporal chastisement, for a reasonable cause. If the punishment is excessive, or the cause not sufficient to justify it, he is answerable; and the jury are to determine, by their verdict in each case, whether, under all the circumstances, the punishment was moderate, and for a justifiable cause.

As things stand today, many captains have to set sail without knowing anything about their crew until they are out at sea. There could be pirates or mutineers among them; one bad person can easily influence the rest. It’s also likely that some of them will be foreign workers who barely understand our language, having lived their whole lives under harsh conditions, and they might be just as comfortable using a knife as they are with a marline spike. No sensible captain, even if they prefer peace, would go to sea without guns and handcuffs. Even with such a crew, kindness and moderation would be the best approach and the duty of any conscientious person; administering physical punishment could be risky and not effective. However, the issue isn’t about what a captain should generally do, but whether every captain should ever be allowed to administer even mild punishment. Under current law, a parent can moderately discipline their child, and a master can do the same with their apprentice. Shipmasters are treated the same way under the law. The statutes and common law, as outlined in court decisions and legal commentaries, clearly state that a captain may impose moderate corporal punishment for a valid reason. If the punishment is too harsh or the reason isn’t sufficient to justify it, the captain is held accountable; it’s up to the jury to decide, based on the specific circumstances, whether the punishment was moderate and warranted.

This seems to me to be as good a position as the whole subject can be left in. I mean to say, that no positive enactment, going beyond this, is needed, or would be a benefit either to masters or men, in the present state of things. This again would seem to be a case which should be left to the gradual working of its own cure. As seamen improve, punishment will become less necessary; and as the character of officers is raised, they will be less ready to inflict it; and, still more, the infliction of it upon intelligent and respectable men, will be an enormity which will not be tolerated by public opinion, and by juries, who are the pulse of the body politic. No one can have a greater abhorrence of the infliction of such punishment than I have, and a stronger conviction that severity is bad policy with a crew; yet I would ask every reasonable man whether he had not better trust to the practice becoming unnecessary and disreputable; to the measure of moderate chastisement and a justifiable cause being better understood, and thus, the act becoming dangerous, and in course of time to be regarded as an unheard-of barbarity—than to take the responsibility of prohibiting it, at once, in all cases, and in what ever degree, by positive enactment?

This seems to me to be as good a position as the whole subject can be left in. I mean to say that no clear law, going beyond this, is needed, or would benefit either masters or workers, given the current state of things. This again appears to be a situation that should be left to gradually fix itself. As sailors improve, punishment will become less necessary; and as the quality of officers improves, they will be less inclined to impose it; and even more so, punishing intelligent and respectable people will become something that public opinion and juries—who reflect the mood of society—will not tolerate. No one feels more strongly against such punishment than I do, nor believes more firmly that harshness is bad policy with a crew; yet I ask every reasonable person whether it wouldn't be better to rely on the practice becoming unnecessary and disreputable, to develop a better understanding of moderate punishment and justifiable reasons, and thus make the act dangerous, eventually considering it an unheard-of barbarity—rather than to take the responsibility of outright prohibiting it in all cases and to any degree through a strict law?

There is, however, one point connected with the administration of justice to seamen, to which I wish seriously to call the attention of those interested in their behalf, and, if possible, also of some of those concerned in that administration. This is, the practice which prevails of making strong appeals to the jury in mitigation of damages, or to the judge, after a verdict has been rendered against a captain or officer, for a lenient sentence, on the grounds of their previous good character, and of their being poor, and having friends and families depending upon them for support. These appeals have been allowed a weight which is almost incredible, and which, I think, works a greater hardship upon seamen than any one other thing in the laws, or the execution of them. Notwithstanding every advantage the captain has over the seaman in point of evidence, friends, money, and able counsel, it becomes apparent that he must fail in his defence. An appeal is then made to the jury, if it is a civil action, or to the judge for a mitigated sentence, if it is a criminal prosecution, on the two grounds I have mentioned. The same form is usually gone through in every case. In the first place, as to the previous good character of the party. Witnesses are brought from the town in which he resides, to testify to his good character, and to his unexceptionable conduct when on shore. They say that he is a good father, or husband, or son, or neighbor, and that they never saw in him any signs of a cruel or tyrannical disposition. I have even known evidence admitted to show the character he bore when a boy at school. The owners of the vessel, and other merchants, and perhaps the president of the insurance company, are then introduced; and they testify to his correct deportment, express their confidence in his honesty, and say that they have never seen anything in his conduct to justify a suspicion of his being capable of cruelty or tyranny. This evidence is then put together, and great stress is laid upon the extreme respectability of those who give it. They are the companions and neighbors of the captain, it is said,—men who know him in his business and domestic relations, and who knew him in his early youth. They are also men of the highest standing in the community, and who, as the captain's employers, must be supposed to know his character. This testimony is then contrasted with that of some half dozen obscure sailors, who, the counsel will not forget to add, are exasperated against the captain because he has found it necessary to punish them moderately, and who have combined against him, and if they have not fabricated a story entirely, have at least so exaggerated it, that little confidence can be placed in it.

There’s one point related to the justice system for seamen that I want to bring to the attention of everyone involved with their welfare, and hopefully also to some people in charge of that system. This is the common practice of strongly appealing to the jury to lower damages, or to the judge for a lighter sentence after a verdict goes against a captain or officer, citing their good character and their financial struggles, along with their dependence on family and friends for support. These appeals carry unbelievable weight, and I believe they create more hardship for seamen than anything else in the law or how it’s enforced. Despite all the advantages a captain has over a seaman in terms of evidence, connections, money, and competent legal representation, it becomes clear that the captain’s defense will likely fail. In such cases, an appeal is made to the jury in civil actions or to the judge in criminal cases for a lighter sentence based on the two reasons I mentioned. The same procedure is typically followed in every situation. First, there's the emphasis on the captain's good character. Witnesses are brought in from his hometown to vouch for his integrity and conduct while on land. They describe him as a good father, husband, son, or neighbor, claiming they've never seen any signs of cruelty or tyranny in him. I’ve even seen evidence presented about his character as a schoolboy. Then, the shipowners, other merchants, and possibly the president of the insurance company are called to testify about his proper behavior, express their trust in his honesty, and say they’ve never witnessed anything that would make them suspect he could be cruel or tyrannical. This evidence is compiled together, and the exceptional respectability of the witnesses is emphasized. They are described as friends and neighbors of the captain—people who know him in his professional and personal life, as well as from his youth. They are also prominent members of the community, and as the captain's employers, they should be seen as knowledgeable about his character. This testimony is then contrasted with that of a few disgruntled sailors, whom the attorney will not hesitate to point out are upset with the captain for having had to discipline them moderately. They are portrayed as having conspired against him, and if their accusations aren’t completely fabricated, they’ve at least exaggerated the truth to the point where little trust can be placed in their claims.

The next thing to be done is to show to the court and jury that the captain is a poor man, and has a wife and family, or other friends, depending upon him for support; that if he is fined, it will only be taking bread from the mouths of the innocent and helpless, and laying a burden upon them which their whole lives will not be able to work off; and that if he is imprisoned, the confinement, to be sure, he will have to bear, but the distress consequent upon the cutting him off from his labor and means of earning his wages, will fall upon a poor wife and helpless children, or upon an infirm parent. These two topics, well put, and urged home earnestly, seldom fail of their effect.

The next step is to show the court and jury that the captain is struggling financially and has a wife and family, or other friends, relying on him for support. If he is fined, it will only take food from the mouths of the innocent and helpless, and place a burden on them that they will never be able to fully recover from. If he is imprisoned, he will certainly endure the confinement, but the distress from cutting him off from his job and income will fall on a poor wife and vulnerable children, or an elderly parent. These two points, if expressed clearly and passionately, rarely fail to have an impact.

In deprecation of this mode of proceeding, and in behalf of men who I believe are every day wronged by it, I would urge a few considerations which seem to me to be conclusive.

In disapproval of this way of doing things, and on behalf of men I believe are wronged by it every day, I’d like to put forward a few points that seem conclusive to me.

First, as to the evidence of the good character the captain sustains on shore. It is to be remembered that masters of vessels have usually been brought up in a forecastle; and upon all men, and especially upon those taken from lower situations, the conferring of absolute power is too apt to work a great change. There are many captains whom I know to be cruel and tyrannical men at sea, who yet, among their friends, and in their families, have never lost the reputation they bore in childhood. In fact, the sea-captain is seldom at home, and when he is, his stay is short, and during the continuance of it he is surrounded by friends who treat him with kindness and consideration, and he has everything to please, and at the same time to restrain him. He would be a brute indeed, if, after an absence of months or years, during his short stay, so short that the novelty and excitement of it has hardly time to wear off, and the attentions he receives as a visitor and stranger hardly time to slacken,—if, under such circumstances, a townsman or neighbor would be justified in testifying against his correct and peaceable deportment. With the owners of the vessel, also, to which he is attached, and among merchants and insurers generally, he is a very different man from what he may be at sea, when his own master, and the master of everybody and everything about him. He knows that upon such men, and their good opinion of him, he depends for his bread. So far from their testimony being of any value in determining what his conduct would be at sea, one would expect that the master who would abuse and impose upon a man under his power, would be the most compliant and deferential to his employers at home.

First, regarding the evidence of the good character the captain maintains on land. It's important to remember that ship captains often come from a humble background. For many men, especially those from lower positions, having absolute power can lead to significant changes in behavior. I know several captains who are cruel and tyrannical at sea, yet among their friends and family, they still hold the reputation they had as children. In fact, a sea captain is rarely home, and when he is, his visits are short. During these times, he's surrounded by friends who treat him kindly, and he has everything that both pleases and restrains him. He would have to be quite devoid of humanity if, after being away for months or years, someone could justify criticizing his decent and peaceful behavior during such a brief stay, especially when the novelty and excitement haven't had time to fade, and the attention he receives as a visitor hasn't had time to diminish. When interacting with the owners of the ship he works for, as well as merchants and insurers in general, he presents himself quite differently than he does at sea, where he is the ultimate authority. He understands that his livelihood depends on their good opinion of him. Therefore, rather than their testimony being valuable in judging how he acts at sea, one might expect that the captain who mistreats those under his command would be the most compliant and respectful to his employers on land.

As to the appeal made in the captain's behalf on the ground of his being poor and having persons depending upon his labor for support, the main and fatal objection to it is, that it will cover every case of the kind, and exempt nearly the whole body of masters and officers from the punishment the law has provided for them. There are very few, if any masters or other officers of merchantmen in our country, who are not poor men, and having either parents, wives, children, or other relatives, depending mainly or wholly upon their exertions for support in life. Few others follow the sea for subsistence. Now if this appeal is to have weight with courts in diminishing the penalty the law would otherwise inflict, is not the whole class under a privilege which will, in a degree, protect it in wrong-doing? It is not a thing that happens now and then. It is the invariable appeal, the last resort, of counsel, when everything else has failed. I have known cases of the most flagrant nature, where after every effort has been made for the captain, and yet a verdict rendered against him, and all other hope failed, this appeal has been urged, and with such success that the punishment has been reduced to something little more than nominal, the court not seeming to consider that it might be made in almost every such case that could come before them. It is a little singular, too, that it seems to be confined to cases of shipmasters and officers. No one ever heard of a sentence, for an offence committed on shore, being reduced by the court on the ground of the prisoner's poverty, and the relation in which he may stand to third persons. On the contrary, it had been thought that the certainty that disgrace and suffering will be brought upon others as well as himself, is one of the chief restraints upon the criminally disposed. Besides, this course works a peculiar hardship in the case of the sailor. For if poverty is the point in question, the sailor is the poorer of the two; and if there is a man on earth who depends upon whole limbs and an unbroken spirit for support, it is the sailor. He, too, has friends to whom his hard earnings may be a relief, and whose hearts will bleed at any cruelty or indignity practised upon him. Yet I never knew this side of the case to be once adverted to in these arguments addressed to the leniency of the court, which are now so much in vogue; and certainly they are never allowed a moment's consideration when a sailor is on trial for revolt, or for an injury done to an officer. Notwithstanding the many difficulties which lie in a seaman's way in a court of justice, presuming that they will be modified in time, there would be little to complain of, were it not for these two appeals.

Regarding the appeal made on behalf of the captain, claiming he is poor and has people depending on his work for support, the main and significant issue with it is that it could apply to every similar case and exempt almost all masters and officers from the punishments the law has set for them. Very few, if any, shipmasters or officers of merchant vessels in our country aren’t poor and don’t have parents, wives, children, or other relatives relying primarily or entirely on their efforts for support. Few others make a living at sea. If this appeal is taken seriously by the courts in reducing the penalties that the law would normally impose, doesn’t it give this entire group a privilege that somewhat shields it from wrongdoing? This isn’t something that happens occasionally. It's the common appeal, the last-ditch effort of lawyers when everything else has failed. I’ve seen cases of the most blatant nature where, after every attempt has been made for the captain, and a verdict is rendered against him with all other hope lost, this appeal has been made, leading to such success that the punishment has been lowered to merely nominal, with the court seeming not to realize it could be used in almost every similar case they encounter. It’s also somewhat strange that this appears to be limited to cases involving shipmasters and officers. No one has ever heard of a sentence for an offense committed on land being reduced by the court based on the prisoner’s poverty and their relation to others. On the contrary, it has been believed that the awareness of disgrace and suffering being inflicted on others as well as himself is one of the main deterrents for those with criminal intent. Furthermore, this approach creates a particular hardship for sailors. If poverty is the issue, the sailor is poorer of the two, and if there’s anyone on earth who relies on their whole body and a strong spirit for support, it’s the sailor. He also has friends who rely on his hard-earned money for support, and whose hearts will ache at any cruelty or indignity directed toward him. Yet, I’ve never seen this aspect brought up in recent arguments urging leniency from the court; and they are certainly not given a moment’s thought when a sailor is on trial for revolt or for any harm done to an officer. Despite the numerous challenges a seaman faces in a court of law, assuming they will improve over time, there would be little to complain about if it weren’t for these two appeals.

It is no cause of complaint that the testimony of seamen against their officers is viewed with suspicion, and that great allowance is made for combinations and exaggeration. On the contrary, it is the judge's duty to charge the jury on these points strongly. But there is reason for objection, when, after a strict cross-examination of witnesses, after the arguments of counsel, and the judge's charge, a verdict is found against the master, that the court should allow the practice of hearing appeals to its lenity, supported solely by evidence of the captain's good conduct when on shore, (especially where the case is one in which no evidence but that of sailors could have been brought against the accused), and then, on this ground, and on the invariable claims of the wife and family, be induced to cut down essentially the penalty imposed by a statute made expressly for masters and officers of merchantmen, and for no one else.

It's not a problem that the testimonies of sailors against their officers are taken with skepticism, and that there's a lot of leeway for claims of collusion and exaggeration. In fact, it's the judge's responsibility to instruct the jury on these issues emphatically. However, there is a valid concern when, after thorough cross-examinations of witnesses, after the arguments from the lawyers, and the judge's instructions, a verdict is reached against the captain, and the court decides to grant leniency based solely on evidence of the captain's good behavior while on shore, especially in cases where only sailors' testimonies could have potentially brought charges against the accused. Then, on this basis—and due to the constant appeals from the wife and family—the court is swayed to significantly reduce the penalty set by a law that was specifically created for masters and officers of merchant ships, and for no one else.

There are many particulars connected with the manning of vessels, the provisions given to crews, and the treatment of them while at sea, upon which there might be a good deal said; but as I have, for the most part, remarked upon them as they came up in the course of my narrative, I will offer nothing further now, except on the single point of the manner of shipping men. This, it is well known, is usually left entirely to the shipping-masters, and is a cause of a great deal of difficulty, which might be remedied by the captain, or owner, if he has any knowledge of seamen, attending to it personally. One of the members of the firm to which our ship belonged, Mr. S——, had been himself a master of a vessel, and generally selected the crew from a number sent down to him from the shipping-office. In this way he almost always had healthy, serviceable, and respectable men; for any one who has seen much of sailors can tell pretty well at first sight, by a man's dress, countenance, and deportment, what he would be on board ship. This same gentleman was also in the habit of seeing the crew together, and speaking to them previously to their sailing. On the day before our ship sailed, while the crew were getting their chests and clothes on board, he went down into the forecastle and spoke to them about the voyage, the clothing they would need, the provision he had made for them, and saw that they had a lamp and a few other conveniences. If owners or masters would more generally take the same pains, they would often save their crews a good deal of inconvenience, beside creating a sense of satisfaction and gratitude, which makes a voyage begin under good auspices, and goes far toward keeping up a better state of feeling throughout its continuance.

There are many details related to staffing ships, providing for crews, and how they are treated while at sea that could be discussed; however, since I've mostly addressed these topics as they appeared in my story, I won't say much more now, except for one point about hiring crew members. It's well known that this is usually entirely left to the shipping masters, which can lead to many problems that could be solved if the captain or owner, if they know anything about seamen, took care of it themselves. One of the partners in the company that owned our ship, Mr. S——, had previously been a ship captain and usually selected the crew from a group sent to him from the shipping office. This way, he consistently had healthy, capable, and respectable men; anyone who has spent time around sailors can usually tell pretty quickly, just by a man's clothing, face, and behavior, what he would be like on board. This same man also made a point of gathering the crew and talking to them before they set sail. The day before our ship left, while the crew was loading their chests and belongings on board, he went into the forecastle and talked to them about the voyage, the clothing they would need, the provisions he had arranged for them, and made sure they had a lamp and a few other essentials. If ship owners or captains made this kind of effort more often, they could save their crews a lot of hassle, as well as create a sense of satisfaction and gratitude that helps start a voyage on a positive note and contributes to maintaining a better atmosphere throughout the journey.

It only remains for me now to speak of the associated public efforts which have been making of late years for the good of seamen: a far more agreeable task than that of finding fault, even where fault there is. The exertions of the general association, called the American Seamen's Friend Society, and of the other smaller societies throughout the Union, have been a true blessing to the seaman; and bid fair, in course of time, to change the whole nature of the circumstances in which he is placed, and give him a new name, as well as a new character. These associations have taken hold in the right way, and aimed both at making the sailor's life more comfortable and creditable, and at giving him spiritual instruction. Connected with these efforts, the spread of temperance among seamen, by means of societies, called, in their own nautical language, Windward-Anchor Societies, and the distribution of books; the establishment of Sailors' Homes, where they can be comfortably and cheaply boarded, live quietly and decently, and be in the way of religious services, reading and conversation; also the institution of Savings Banks for Seamen; the distribution of tracts and Bibles;—are all means which are silently doing a great work for this class of men. These societies make the religious instruction of seamen their prominent object. If this is gained, there is no fear but that all other things necessary will be added unto them. A sailor never becomes interested in religion, without immediately learning to read, if he did not know how before; and regular habits, forehandedness (if I may use the word) in worldly affairs, and hours reclaimed from indolence and vice, which follow in the wake of the converted man, make it sure that he will instruct himself in the knowledge necessary and suitable to his calling. The religious change is the great object. If this is secured, there is no fear but that knowledge of things of the world will come in fast enough. With the sailor, as with all other men in fact, the cultivation of the intellect, and the spread of what is commonly called useful knowledge, while religious instruction is neglected, is little else than changing an ignorant sinner into an intelligent and powerful one. That sailor upon whom, of all others, the preaching of the Cross is least likely to have effect, is the one whose understanding has been cultivated, while his heart has been left to its own devices. I fully believe that those efforts which have their end in the intellectual cultivation of the sailor; in giving him scientific knowledge; putting it in his power to read everything, without securing, first of all, a right heart which shall guide him in judgment; in giving him political information, and interesting him in newspapers;—an end in the furtherance of which he is exhibited at ladies' fairs and public meetings, and complimented for his gallantry and generosity,—are all doing a harm which the labors of many faithful men cannot undo.

I just want to talk about the recent public efforts aimed at helping sailors, which is a much more pleasant job than pointing out flaws, even when there are some. The work of the American Seamen's Friend Society and other smaller groups across the country has truly benefited sailors. Over time, these efforts are likely to completely transform the conditions they face and give them a new identity and character. These associations have approached the issue correctly, focusing on making a sailor's life both more comfortable and respectable, while also providing spiritual guidance. In connection with these efforts, there's been a rise in temperance among sailors through groups known, in their own nautical terms, as Windward-Anchor Societies, along with the distribution of books. They've established Sailors' Homes where sailors can be housed comfortably and affordably, live quietly and decently, and partake in religious services, reading, and conversation. They've also set up Savings Banks for Seamen and distributed tracts and Bibles. All these initiatives are quietly making a significant impact on this group of men. The primary goal of these societies is to provide religious instruction for sailors. Once this is achieved, we can trust that all other necessary things will follow. When a sailor becomes interested in religion, he often learns to read if he didn’t already know how, and the regular habits, foresight in practical matters, and time reclaimed from laziness and vice that come with conversion ensure that he will educate himself in the knowledge relevant to his profession. The key objective is the religious transformation. Once that's secure, worldly knowledge will surely follow. For sailors, like for all people, developing their intellect and spreading what’s often called useful knowledge without focusing on religious education is simply turning an ignorant sinner into a knowledgeable and powerful one. The sailor who is least likely to be moved by the message of the Cross is often the one whose mind has been shaped while his heart has been neglected. I genuinely believe that those initiatives focused on the intellectual development of sailors—giving them scientific knowledge, enabling them to read anything, while failing to secure a right heart to guide their judgment, as well as providing political information and engaging them with newspapers—are ultimately doing more harm than good. This is especially true when they are showcased at ladies' fairs and public meetings and praised for their bravery and generosity, an approach that undermines the hard work of many committed individuals.

The establishment of Bethels in most of our own seaports, and in many foreign ports frequented by our vessels, where the gospel is regularly preached and the opening of "Sailors' Homes," which I have before mentioned, where there are usually religious services and other good influences, are doing a vast deal in this cause. But it is to be remembered that the sailor's home is on the deep. Nearly all his life must be spent on board ship; and to secure a religious influence there, should be the great object. The distribution of Bibles and tracts into cabins and forecastles, will do much toward this. There is nothing which will gain a sailor's attention sooner, and interest him more deeply, than a tract, especially one which contains a story. It is difficult to engage their attention in mere essays and arguments, but the simplest and shortest story, in which home is spoken of, kind friends, a praying mother or sister, a sudden death, and the like, often touches the heart of the roughest and most abandoned. The Bible is to the sailor a sacred book. It may lie in the bottom of his chest, voyage after voyage; but he never treats it with positive disrespect. I never knew but one sailor who doubted its being the inspired word of God; and he was one who had received an uncommonly good education, except that he had been brought up without any early religious influence. The most abandoned man of our crew, one Sunday morning, asked one of the boys to lend him his Bible. The boy said he would, but was afraid he would make sport of it. "No!" said the man, "I don't make sport of God Almighty." This is a feeling general among sailors, and is a good foundation for religious influence.

The establishment of Bethels in most of our seaports, and in many foreign ports that our ships visit, where the gospel is regularly preached, along with the opening of "Sailors' Homes," which I mentioned before, where there are usually religious services and positive influences, is making a significant impact in this area. However, it's important to remember that a sailor's home is at sea. Nearly all of his life is spent on board the ship, so providing a religious influence there should be a primary goal. Distributing Bibles and tracts in cabins and forecastles will greatly help with this. Nothing captures a sailor's attention and interests him more than a tract, especially one that tells a story. It’s hard to engage them with simple essays and arguments, but a brief and straightforward story that mentions home, kind friends, a praying mother or sister, a sudden death, and similar themes often touches the hearts of even the roughest and most hardened sailors. The Bible is a sacred book for sailors. It might sit at the bottom of his chest voyage after voyage, but he never shows it any outright disrespect. I’ve only known one sailor who doubted that it was the inspired word of God, and he was someone who had received a particularly good education, except he was raised without any early religious influence. One Sunday morning, the most troubled man in our crew asked one of the boys to lend him his Bible. The boy agreed but expressed concern that the man would make fun of it. "No!" the man replied, "I don't make fun of God Almighty." This sentiment is common among sailors and provides a solid foundation for religious influence.

A still greater gain is made whenever, by means of a captain who is interested in the eternal welfare of those under his command, there can be secured the performance of regular religious exercises, and the exertion, on the side of religion, of that mighty influence which a captain possesses for good, or for evil. There are occurrences at sea which he may turn to great account,—a sudden death, the apprehension of danger, or the escape from it, and the like; and all the calls for gratitude and faith. Besides, this state of thing alters the whole current of feeling between the crew and their commander. His authority assumes more of the parental character; and kinder feelings exist. Godwin, though an infidel, in one of his novels, describing the relation in which a tutor stood to his pupil, says that the conviction the tutor was under, that he and his ward were both alike awaiting a state of eternal happiness or misery, and that they must appear together before the same judgment-seat, operated so upon his naturally morose disposition, as to produce a feeling of kindness and tenderness toward his ward, which nothing else could have caused. Such must be the effect upon the relation of master and common seaman.

An even greater benefit occurs when a captain, who genuinely cares about the well-being of those under his command, ensures that regular religious activities take place and leverages the significant influence he has, whether for good or bad. There are events at sea that he can use to great effect—like a sudden death, facing danger, or escaping it—and all the moments that call for gratitude and faith. Additionally, this situation changes the entire dynamic between the crew and their captain. His authority takes on a more parental tone, fostering kinder feelings. Godwin, although an atheist, in one of his novels describing the relationship between a tutor and his student, points out that the tutor's belief that both he and his pupil were waiting for eternal happiness or misery, and that they would face the same judgment, impacted his naturally gloomy nature, leading him to feel kindness and tenderness toward his pupil in a way nothing else could. This must be the effect on the relationship between a captain and a common sailor.

There are now many vessels sailing under such auspices, in which great good is done. Yet I never happened to fall in with one of them. I did not hear a prayer made, a chapter read in public, nor see anything approaching to a religious service, for two years and a quarter. There were, in the course of the voyage, many incidents which made, for the time, serious impressions upon our minds, and which might have been turned to our good; but there being no one to use the opportunity, and no services, the regular return of which might have kept something of the feeling alive in us, the advantage of them was lost, to some, perhaps, forever.

There are now many ships operating under such support, doing a lot of good. Yet I never came across one of them. I didn’t hear a prayer, a chapter read in public, or see anything resembling a religious service for two years and a quarter. Throughout the voyage, there were many events that made a serious impact on us at the time, which could have been beneficial for us; however, with no one taking the opportunity and no regular services to keep some of that feeling alive in us, the benefits were lost, for some, possibly forever.

The good which a single religious captain may do can hardly be calculated. In the first place, as I have said, a kinder state of feeling exists on board the ship. There is no profanity allowed; and the men are not called by any opprobrious names, which is a great thing with sailors. The Sabbath is observed. This gives the men a day of rest, even if they pass it in no other way. Such a captain, too, will not allow a sailor on board his ship to remain unable to read his Bible and the books given to him; and will usually instruct those who need it, in writing, arithmetic, and navigation; since he has a good deal of time on his hands, which he can easily employ in such a manner. He will also have regular religious services; and, in fact, by the power of his example, and, where it can judiciously be done, by the exercise of his authority, will give a character to the ship and all on board. In foreign ports, a ship is known by her captain; for, there being no general rules in the merchant service, each master may adopt a plan of his own. It is to be remembered, too, that there are, in most ships, boys of a tender age, whose characters for life are forming, as well as old men, whose lives must be drawing toward a close. The greater part of sailors die at sea; and when they find their end approaching, if it does not, as is often the case, come without warning, they cannot, as on shore, send for a clergyman, or some religious friend, to speak to them of that hope in a Saviour, which they have neglected, if not despised, through life; but if the little hull does not contain such an one within its compass, they must be left without human aid in their great extremity. When such commanders and such ships, as I have just described, shall become more numerous, the hope of the friends of seamen will be greatly strengthened; and it is encouraging to remember that the efforts among common sailors will soon raise up such a class; for those of them who are brought under these influences will inevitably be the ones to succeed to the places of trust and authority. If there is on earth an instance where a little leaven may leaven the whole lump, it is that of the religious shipmaster.

The impact a single religious captain can have is hard to measure. First of all, as I mentioned, there's a better atmosphere on the ship. Profanity isn't allowed, and the crew isn't insulted with harsh names, which is important for sailors. The Sabbath is respected, giving the crew a day of rest, even if they don't spend it in any special way. This type of captain ensures that no sailor goes without being able to read the Bible and the books given to him; he often teaches those who need help with writing, math, and navigation, as he has plenty of time to do so. He will also hold regular religious services and, through his example and wise use of authority, will shape the character of the ship and its crew. In foreign ports, a ship is identified by its captain; since there are no standard rules in merchant shipping, each captain can implement his own approach. It's also important to note that most ships have young boys who are shaping their futures, as well as older men whose lives are nearing their end. Most sailors die at sea, and when they sense their time is near—if it doesn't come unexpectedly—they can't simply call for a clergyman or a religious friend to offer them hope in a Savior, which they may have ignored or scorned during their lives. Without someone to provide that support within the ship, they are left without help in their most desperate moments. When more captains and ships like the ones I've described become common, the hope of seamen's families will be greatly strengthened. It's encouraging to think that efforts among ordinary sailors will soon foster such a group, as those influenced by these practices will likely step into positions of trust and authority. If there's anywhere on Earth that little good can transform the whole, it's with religious shipmasters.

It is to the progress of this work among seamen that we must look with the greatest confidence for the remedying of those numerous minor evils and abuses that we so often hear of. It will raise the character of sailors, both as individuals and as a class. It will give weight to their testimony in courts of justice, secure better usage to them on board ship, and add comforts to their lives on shore and at sea. There are some laws that can be passed to remove temptation from their way and to help them in their progress; and some changes in the jurisdiction of the lower courts, to prevent delays, may, and probably will, be made. But, generally speaking, more especially in things which concern the discipline of ships, we had better labor in this great work, and view with caution the proposal of new laws and arbitrary regulations, remembering that most of those concerned in the making of them must necessarily be little qualified to judge of their operation.

We need to focus on the progress of this work among seamen with great confidence, as it will help address the many minor issues and abuses we often hear about. It will elevate the reputation of sailors, both as individuals and as a group. It will make their testimonies more credible in courts, ensure better treatment on ships, and enhance their quality of life both on land and at sea. Some laws can be enacted to remove temptations from their path and assist them in their progress; changes in the jurisdiction of lower courts to reduce delays may also be implemented. However, overall, especially regarding ship discipline, it's better for us to work diligently on this important task and approach new laws and strict regulations with caution, keeping in mind that most of those involved in creating them may not be well-qualified to assess their impact.

Without any formal dedication of my narrative to that body of men, of whose common life it is intended to be a picture, I have yet borne them constantly in mind during its preparation. I cannot but trust that those of them, into whose hands it may chance to fall, will find in it that which shall render any professions of sympathy and good wishes on my part unnecessary. And I will take the liberty, on parting with my reader, who has gone down with us to the ocean, and "laid his hand upon its mane," to commend to his kind wishes, and to the benefit of his efforts, that class of men with whom, for a time, my lot was cast. I wish the rather to do this, since I feel that whatever attention this book may gain, and whatever favor it may find, I shall owe almost entirely to that interest in the sea, and those who follow it, which is so easily excited in us all.

Without any official dedication of my story to the group of people whose shared lives it aims to depict, I have kept them in mind throughout its creation. I truly hope that those who read this will find enough within it that they won't need any declarations of sympathy or good wishes from me. As I say goodbye to my reader, who has journeyed with us to the ocean and "laid his hand upon its mane," I want to ask for your kind thoughts and support for the group of men with whom I briefly shared my life. I feel particularly compelled to do this because I believe that any attention this book may receive and any favor it may find are mainly due to the interest in the sea and those who pursue it, which is something that can easily stir our hearts.


[1] I am not sure that I have stated, in the course of my narrative, the manner in which sailors eat, on board ship. There are neither tables, knives, forks, nor plates, in a forecastle; but the kid (a wooden tub, with iron hoops) is placed on the floor and the crew sit round it, and each man cuts for himself with the common jack-knife or sheath-knife, that he carries about him. They drink their tea out of tin pots, holding little less than a quart each.

[1] I'm not sure I've mentioned how sailors eat on a ship. There aren't any tables, knives, forks, or plates in the forecastle; instead, a wooden tub called the kid, reinforced with iron hoops, is set on the floor, and the crew gathers around it. Each man uses his own jack-knife or sheath-knife to cut his food. They drink their tea from tin pots that hold nearly a quart each.

These particulars are not looked upon as hardships, and, indeed, may be considered matters of choice. Sailors, in our merchantmen, furnish their own eating utensils, as they do many of the instruments which they use in the ship's work, such as knives, palms and needles, marline-spikes, rubbers, etc. And considering their mode of life in other respects, the little time they would have for laying and clearing away a table with its apparatus, and the room it would take up in a forecastle, as well as the simple character of their meals, consisting generally of only one piece of meat,—it is certainly a convenient method, and, as the kid and pans are usually kept perfectly clean, a neat and simple one. I had supposed these things to be generally known, until I heard, a few months ago, a lawyer of repute, who has had a good deal to do with marine cases, ask a sailor upon the stand whether the crew had "got up from table" when a certain thing happened.

These details aren’t seen as hardships and can actually be thought of as choices. Sailors on our merchant ships bring their own eating utensils, just like they do with many of the tools they use for their work on the ship, such as knives, palms, needles, marline spikes, and rubbers. Given their lifestyle in other ways, the limited time they have for setting and clearing a table, and the space it would occupy in a forecastle, along with the simple nature of their meals—typically just one piece of meat—it’s definitely a convenient choice. Plus, since the pots and pans are usually kept perfectly clean, it’s a tidy and straightforward method. I thought these aspects were commonly understood until a few months ago, when I heard a well-respected lawyer, who has dealt with many marine cases, ask a sailor on the stand if the crew had "got up from table" when a specific event took place.




TWENTY-FOUR YEARS AFTER

It was in the winter of 1835-6 that the ship Alert, in the prosecution of her voyage for hides on the remote and almost unknown coast of California, floated into the vast solitude of the Bay of San Francisco. All around was the stillness of nature. One vessel, a Russian, lay at anchor there, but during our whole stay not a sail came or went. Our trade was with remote Missions, which sent hides to us in launches manned by their Indians. Our anchorage was between a small island, called Yerba Buena, and a gravel beach in a little bight or cove of the same name, formed by two small projecting points. Beyond, to the westward of the landing-place, were dreary sand-hills, with little grass to be seen, and few trees, and beyond them higher hills, steep and barren, their sides gullied by the rains. Some five or six miles beyond the landing-place, to the right, was a ruinous Presidio, and some three or four miles to the left was the Mission of Dolores, as ruinous as the Presidio, almost deserted, with but few Indians attached to it, and but little property in cattle. Over a region far beyond our sight there were no other human habitations, except that an enterprising Yankee, years in advance of his time, had put up, on the rising ground above the landing, a shanty of rough boards, where he carried on a very small retail trade between the hide ships and the Indians. Vast banks of fog, invading us from the North Pacific, drove in through the entrance, and covered the whole bay; and when they disappeared, we saw a few well-wooded islands, the sand-hills on the west, the grassy and wooded slopes on the east, and the vast stretch of the bay to the southward, where we were told lay the Missions of Santa Clara and San José, and still longer stretches to the northward and northeastward, where we understood smaller bays spread out, and large rivers poured in their tributes of waters. There were no settlements on these bays or rivers, and the few ranchos and Missions were remote and widely separated. Not only the neighborhood of our anchorage, but the entire region of the great bay, was a solitude. On the whole coast of California there was not a lighthouse, a beacon, or a buoy, and the charts were made up from old and disconnected surveys by British, Russian, and Mexican voyagers. Birds of prey and passage swooped and dived about us, wild beasts ranged through the oak groves, and as we slowly floated out of the harbor with the tide, herds of deer came to the water's edge, on the northerly side of the entrance, to gaze at the strange spectacle.

It was during the winter of 1835-1836 that the ship Alert, while on its voyage for hides along the remote and mostly unknown coast of California, entered the vast isolation of the Bay of San Francisco. All around was the quiet of nature. One ship, a Russian one, was anchored there, but during our entire stay, not a single sail came in or went out. Our trade was with distant Missions that sent hides to us in small boats operated by their Native Americans. We anchored between a small island called Yerba Buena and a gravel beach in a small cove of the same name, created by two small points that jutted out. Beyond that, to the west of the landing area, were bleak sand dunes with little visible grass and few trees, and beyond those, higher hills that were steep and barren, their sides washed away by the rains. About five or six miles past the landing area on the right, there was a dilapidated Presidio, and about three or four miles to the left was the Mission of Dolores, just as run-down as the Presidio, nearly deserted, with only a few Native Americans attached to it and very little livestock. In the region far beyond what we could see, there were no other human settlements, except for an enterprising Yankee, ahead of his time, who had built a shack from rough boards on the hillside above the landing, where he conducted a very small retail trade between the hide ships and the Native Americans. Huge banks of fog rolled in from the North Pacific, enveloping the entire bay; when they cleared, we saw a few well-wooded islands, the sand dunes to the west, the grassy and wooded slopes to the east, and the vast stretch of the bay to the south, where we were told the Missions of Santa Clara and San José were located, along with even longer stretches to the north and northeast, where we understood smaller bays extended and large rivers contributed their waters. There were no settlements on these bays or rivers, and the few ranches and Missions were distant and widely spaced apart. Not only the area around our anchorage but the entire expanse of the great bay was empty. Along the entire coast of California, there were no lighthouses, beacons, or buoys, and the maps were based on old, disconnected surveys by British, Russian, and Mexican explorers. Birds of prey and migratory birds swooped and dived around us, wild animals roamed through the oak groves, and as we slowly drifted out of the harbor with the tide, herds of deer came to the water's edge on the northern side of the entrance to curiously observe the strange sight.

On the evening of Saturday, the 13th of August, 1859, the superb steamship Golden Gate, gay with crowds of passengers, and lighting the sea for miles around with the glare of her signal lights of red, green, and white, and brilliant with lighted saloons and staterooms, bound up from the Isthmus of Panama, neared the entrance to San Francisco, the great centre of a world-wide commerce. Miles out at sea, on the desolate rocks of the Farallones, gleamed the powerful rays of one of the most costly and effective light-houses in the world. As we drew in through the Golden Gate, another light-house met our eyes, and in the clear moonlight of the unbroken California summer we saw, on the right, a large fortification protecting the narrow entrance, and just before us the little island of Alcatraz confronted us,—one entire fortress. We bore round the point toward the old anchoring-ground of the hide ships, and there, covering the sand-hills and the valleys, stretching from the water's edge to the base of the great hills, and from the old Presidio to the Mission, flickering all over with the lamps of its streets and houses, lay a city of one hundred thousand inhabitants. Clocks tolled the hour of midnight from its steeples, but the city was alive from the salute of our guns, spreading the news that the fortnightly steamer had come, bringing mails and passengers from the Atlantic world. Clipper ships of the largest size lay at anchor in the stream, or were girt to the wharves; and capacious high-pressure steamers, as large and showy as those of the Hudson or Mississippi, bodies of dazzling light, awaited the delivery of our mails to take their courses up the Bay, stopping at Benicia and the United States Naval Station, and then up the great tributaries—the Sacramento, San Joaquin, and Feather Rivers—to the far inland cities of Sacramento, Stockton, and Marysville.

On the evening of Saturday, August 13, 1859, the impressive steamship Golden Gate, bustling with passengers and lighting up the ocean for miles with its red, green, and white signal lights, along with its brightly lit lounges and cabins, was making its way from the Isthmus of Panama toward the entrance of San Francisco, a major hub of global trade. Miles out at sea, the powerful beams from one of the most expensive and effective lighthouses in the world shimmered on the desolate rocks of the Farallones. As we sailed through the Golden Gate, another lighthouse came into view, and under the clear moonlight of a perfect California summer, we could see, to our right, a large fortification guarding the narrow entrance. Right in front of us was Alcatraz Island, a complete fortress. We turned toward the old anchoring spot for hide ships, and there, spreading over the sand dunes and valleys from the water’s edge to the base of the towering hills, and from the old Presidio to the Mission, was a city of one hundred thousand residents, sparkling with the lights of its streets and homes. Clocks chimed midnight from the steeples, but the city was vibrant from the sound of our cannons announcing the arrival of the biweekly steamer, which brought mail and passengers from the Atlantic. Large clipper ships were anchored in the water or tied to the docks, and substantial, impressive steamers, as grand and flashy as those on the Hudson or Mississippi, eagerly awaited our mail delivery to head up the Bay, stopping at Benicia and the United States Naval Station, and then along the major rivers—the Sacramento, San Joaquin, and Feather Rivers—to the distant cities of Sacramento, Stockton, and Marysville.

The dock into which we drew, and the streets about it, were densely crowded with express wagons and hand-carts to take luggage, coaches and cabs for passengers, and with men,—some looking out for friends among our hundreds of passengers,—agents of the press, and a greater multitude eager for newspapers and verbal intelligence from the great Atlantic and European world. Through this crowd I made my way, along the well-built and well-lighted streets, as alive as by day, where boys in high-keyed voices were already crying the latest New York papers; and between one and two o'clock in the morning found myself comfortably abed in a commodious room, in the Oriental Hotel, which stood, as well as I could learn, on the filled-up cove, and not far from the spot where we used to beach our boats from the Alert.

The dock where we arrived, and the surrounding streets, were packed with delivery trucks and handcarts for luggage, along with coaches and taxis for passengers. There were also people—some looking for friends among the hundreds of travelers—reporters, and a big crowd eager for newspapers and news from the vast world across the Atlantic and in Europe. I navigated through this crowd along the well-constructed and well-lit streets, buzzing with activity even at night, where boys were already shouting the latest headlines from New York papers. By between one and two in the morning, I found myself comfortably settled in a spacious room at the Oriental Hotel, which, as far as I could tell, was located on the filled-in cove, not far from where we used to launch our boats from the Alert.

Sunday, August 14th. When I awoke in the morning, and looked from my windows over the city of San Francisco, with its storehouses, towers, and steeples; its court-houses, theatres, and hospitals; its daily journals; its well-filled learned professions; its fortresses and light-houses; its wharves and harbor, with their thousand-ton clipper ships, more in number than London or Liverpool sheltered that day, itself one of the capitals of the American Republic, and the sole emporium of a new world, the awakened Pacific; when I looked across the bay to the eastward, and beheld a beautiful town on the fertile, wooded shores of the Contra Costa, and steamers, large and small, the ferryboats to the Contra Costa, and capacious freighters and passenger-carriers to all parts of the great bay and its tributaries, with lines of their smoke in the horizon,—when I saw all these things, and reflected on what I once was and saw here, and what now surrounded me, I could scarcely keep my hold on reality at all, or the genuineness of anything, and seemed to myself like one who had moved in "worlds not realized."

Sunday, August 14th. When I woke up in the morning and looked out of my windows over the city of San Francisco, with its warehouses, towers, and steeples; its courthouses, theaters, and hospitals; its daily newspapers; its well-respected professions; its fortifications and lighthouses; its wharves and harbor, filled with thousand-ton clipper ships, more numerous than those docked in London or Liverpool that day, it was one of the capitals of the American Republic and the only hub of a new world, the awakened Pacific. When I gazed across the bay to the east and saw a beautiful town on the fertile, wooded shores of Contra Costa, with steamers, both large and small, ferryboats to Contra Costa, and spacious freighters and passenger vessels heading to all parts of the great bay and its tributaries, leaving trails of smoke on the horizon—when I took all this in and thought about who I used to be and what I once saw here compared to what surrounded me now, I could hardly grasp reality or the authenticity of anything, and felt like someone who had moved through "worlds not realized."

I could not complain that I had not a choice of places of worship. The Roman Catholics have an archbishop, a cathedral, and five or six smaller churches, French, German, Spanish, and English; and the Episcopalians, a bishop, a cathedral, and three other churches; the Methodists and Presbyterians have three or four each, and there are Congregationalists, Baptists, a Unitarian, and other societies. On my way to church, I met two classmates of mine at Harvard standing in a door-way, one a lawyer and the other a teacher, and made appointments for a future meeting. A little farther on I came upon another Harvard man, a fine scholar and wit, and full of cleverness and good-humor, who invited me to go to breakfast with him at the French house—he was a bachelor, and a late riser on Sundays. I asked him to show me the way to Bishop Kip's church. He hesitated, looked a little confused, and admitted that he was not as well up in certain classes of knowledge as in others, but, by a desperate guess, pointed out a wooden building at the foot of the street, which any one might have seen could not be right, and which turned out to be an African Baptist meeting-house. But my friend had many capital points of character, and I owed much of the pleasure of my visit to his attentions.

I couldn't complain about lacking options for places to worship. The Roman Catholics have an archbishop, a cathedral, and five or six smaller churches in French, German, Spanish, and English; the Episcopalians have a bishop, a cathedral, and three other churches; the Methodists and Presbyterians both have three or four churches each, and there are Congregationalists, Baptists, a Unitarian, and other groups. On my way to church, I ran into two classmates from Harvard standing in a doorway—one a lawyer and the other a teacher—and we made plans to meet up later. A bit further along, I bumped into another Harvard guy, a great scholar and witty, always full of cleverness and good humor, who invited me to breakfast with him at the French house—he was a bachelor and liked to sleep in on Sundays. I asked him for directions to Bishop Kip's church. He hesitated, seemed a little embarrassed, and admitted he wasn't as familiar with some types of knowledge as others, but, taking a wild guess, he pointed out a wooden building at the end of the street that anyone could see wasn't right, which turned out to be an African Baptist meeting house. Still, my friend had many great qualities, and I really appreciated his efforts to make my visit enjoyable.

The congregation at the Bishop's church was precisely like one you would meet in New York, Philadelphia, or Boston. To be sure, the identity of the service makes one feel at once at home, but the people were alike, nearly all of the English race, though from all parts of the Union. The latest French bonnets were at the head of the chief pews, and business men at the foot. The music was without character, but there was an instructive sermon, and the church was full.

The congregation at the Bishop's church was exactly like one you'd find in New York, Philadelphia, or Boston. Sure, the familiar nature of the service makes you feel right at home, but the people were similar, mostly of English descent, though from all over the country. The latest French hats were at the front of the main pews, and businessmen were at the back. The music lacked character, but there was an insightful sermon, and the church was packed.

I found that there were no services at any of the Protestant churches in the afternoon. They have two services on Sunday; at 11 A. M., and after dark. The afternoon is spent at home, or in friendly visiting, or teaching of Sunday Schools, or other humane and social duties.

I discovered that there were no services at any of the Protestant churches in the afternoon. They have two services on Sunday: at 11 A.M. and after dark. The afternoon is spent at home, visiting friends, teaching Sunday school, or doing other community-related activities.

This is as much the practice with what at home are called the strictest denominations as with any others. Indeed, I found individuals, as well as public bodies, affected in a marked degree by a change of oceans and by California life. One Sunday afternoon I was surprised at receiving the card of a man whom I had last known, some fifteen years ago, as a strict and formal deacon of a Congregational Society in New England. He was a deacon still, in San Francisco, a leader in all pious works, devoted to his denomination and to total abstinence,—the same internally, but externally—what a change! Gone was the downcast eye, the bated breath, the solemn, non-natural voice, the watchful gait, stepping as if he felt responsible for the balance of the moral universe! He walked with a stride, an uplifted open countenance, his face covered with beard, whiskers, and mustache, his voice strong and natural;—and, in short, he had put off the New England deacon and become a human being. In a visit of an hour I learned much from him about the religious societies, the moral reforms, the "Dashaways,"—total abstinence societies, which had taken strong hold on the young and wilder parts of society,—and then of the Vigilance Committee, of which he was a member, and of more secular points of interest.

This is the case with what are referred to at home as the strictest denominations, just like with any others. In fact, I noticed that both individuals and organizations were significantly influenced by the changes brought by the oceans and life in California. One Sunday afternoon, I was surprised to receive a card from a man I had last known about fifteen years ago as a strict and formal deacon of a Congregational Society in New England. He was still a deacon, now in San Francisco, a leader in all charitable works, dedicated to his denomination and to total abstinence—internally the same, but externally—what a transformation! Gone was the downcast gaze, the restrained demeanor, the solemn, unnatural voice, and the careful walk as if he carried the weight of the moral universe! He strode confidently, with an open and uplifted expression, his face covered in beard, whiskers, and mustache, his voice strong and natural; in short, he had shed the New England deacon persona and embraced being a real person. During an hour-long visit, I learned a lot from him about religious organizations, moral reforms, the "Dashaways"—total abstinence societies that had gained significant traction among the younger, more impulsive segments of society—and he shared insights about the Vigilance Committee, of which he was a member, as well as other interesting secular topics.

In one of the parlors of the hotel, I saw a man of about sixty years of age, with his feet bandaged and resting in a chair, whom somebody addressed by the name of Lies.[1] Lies! thought I, that must be the man who came across the country from Kentucky to Monterey while we lay there in the Pilgrim in 1835, and made a passage in the Alert, when he used to shoot with his rifle bottles hung from the top-gallant studding-sail-boom-ends. He married the beautiful Doña Rosalía Vallejo, sister of Don Guadalupe. There were the old high features and sandy hair. I put my chair beside him, and began conversation, as any one may do in California. Yes, he was the Mr. Lies; and when I gave my name he professed at once to remember me, and spoke of my book. I found that almost—I might perhaps say quite—every American in California had read it; for when California "broke out," as the phrase is, in 1848, and so large a portion of the Anglo-Saxon race flocked to it, there was no book upon California but mine. Many who were on the coast at the time the book refers to, and afterwards read it, and remembered the Pilgrim and Alert, thought they also remembered me. But perhaps more did remember me than I was inclined at first to believe, for the novelty of a collegian coming out before the mast had drawn more attention to me than I was aware of at the time.

In one of the hotel lounges, I saw a man around sixty years old, with his feet bandaged and propped up in a chair, whom someone referred to as Lies.[1] Lies! I thought, that must be the guy who traveled from Kentucky to Monterey while we were there on the Pilgrim in 1835, and took a trip on the Alert, where he shot at bottles hanging from the ends of the top-gallant studding-sail boom. He married the stunning Doña Rosalía Vallejo, sister of Don Guadalupe. He had those classic features and sandy hair. I took a seat next to him and started a conversation, as anyone can do in California. Yes, he was indeed Mr. Lies; and when I introduced myself, he instantly claimed to remember me and talked about my book. I discovered that almost—I might even say nearly—every American in California had read it; because when California "erupted," as they say, in 1848, and a huge number of Anglo-Saxons rushed in, mine was the only book about California at the time. Many who were on the coast during the period my book covers, and later read it, thought they remembered me as well as the Pilgrim and Alert. But maybe more people remembered me than I initially thought, since the unusual sight of a college student working on a ship had drawn more attention to me than I realized back then.

Late in the afternoon, as there were vespers at the Roman Catholic churches, I went to that of Notre Dame des Victoires. The congregation was French, and a sermon in French was preached by an Abbé; the music was excellent, all things airy and tasteful, and making one feel as if in one of the chapels in Paris. The Cathedral of St. Mary, which I afterwards visited, where the Irish attend, was a contrast indeed, and more like one of our stifling Irish Catholic churches in Boston or New York, with intelligence in so small a proportion to the number of faces. During the three Sundays I was in San Francisco, I visited three of the Episcopal churches, and the Congregational, a Chinese Mission Chapel, and on the Sabbath (Saturday) a Jewish synagogue. The Jews are a wealthy and powerful class here. The Chinese, too, are numerous, and do a great part of the manual labor and small shop-keeping, and have some wealthy mercantile houses.

Late in the afternoon, when the vespers were held at the Roman Catholic churches, I headed to Notre Dame des Victoires. The congregation was French, and an Abbé delivered a sermon in French; the music was incredible, everything felt light and tasteful, making it feel like one of the chapels in Paris. The Cathedral of St. Mary, which I visited afterward, where the Irish go, was a stark contrast and felt more like one of our stuffy Irish Catholic churches in Boston or New York, with a lack of intelligence relative to the number of faces present. During the three Sundays I spent in San Francisco, I attended three Episcopal churches, a Congregational church, a Chinese Mission Chapel, and on the Sabbath (Saturday) a Jewish synagogue. The Jewish community here is wealthy and influential. The Chinese population is also large, contributing significantly to manual labor and small businesses, and they operate several prosperous commercial enterprises.

It is noticeable that European Continental fashions prevail generally in this city,—French cooking, lunch at noon, and dinner at the end of the day, with café noir after meals, and to a great extent the European Sunday,—to all which emigrants from the United States and Great Britain seem to adapt themselves. Some dinners which were given to me at French restaurants were, it seemed to me,—a poor judge of such matters, to be sure,—as sumptuous and as good, in dishes and wines, as I have found in Paris. But I had a relish-maker which my friends at table did not suspect—the remembrance of the forecastle dinners I ate here twenty-four years before.

It's clear that European Continental styles are dominant in this city—French cuisine, lunch at noon, and dinner in the evening, with café noir after meals, along with a distinctly European Sunday—all of which American and British immigrants seem to embrace. Some dinners I had at French restaurants appeared to me—no expert on these things, I admit—to be as lavish and enjoyable, in both food and wine, as what I've experienced in Paris. However, I had a secret ingredient that my dining companions didn't know about—memories of the meals I had here on the forecastle twenty-four years ago.

August 17th. The customs of California are free; and any person who knows about my book speaks to me. The newspapers have announced the arrival of the veteran pioneer of all. I hardly walk out without meeting or making acquaintances. I have already been invited to deliver the anniversary oration before the Pioneer Society, to celebrate the settlement of San Francisco. Any man is qualified for election into the society who came to California before 1853. What moderns they are! I tell them of the time when Richardson's shanty of 1835—not his adobe house of 1836—was the only human habitation between the Mission and the Presidio, and when the vast bay, with all its tributaries and recesses, was a solitude,—and yet I am but little past forty years of age. They point out the place where Richardson's adobe house stood, and tell me that the first court and first town council were convened in it, the first Protestant worship performed in it, and in it the first capital trial by the Vigilance Committee held. I am taken down to the wharves, by antiquaries of a ten or twelve years' range, to identify the two points, now known as Clark's and Rincon, which formed the little cove of Yerba Buena, where we used to beach our boats,—now filled up and built upon. The island we called "Wood Island," where we spent the cold days and nights of December, in our launch, getting wood for our year's supply, is clean shorn of trees; and the bare rocks of Alcatraz Island, an entire fortress. I have looked at the city from the water and islands from the city, but I can see nothing that recalls the times gone by, except the venerable Mission, the ruinous Presidio, the high hills in the rear of the town, and the great stretches of the bay in all directions.

August 17th. The customs in California are relaxed, and anyone who knows about my book talks to me. The newspapers have announced the arrival of the veteran pioneer of all. I hardly step outside without meeting or making new friends. I've already been invited to give the anniversary speech for the Pioneer Society to celebrate the founding of San Francisco. Any man who came to California before 1853 is eligible for membership in the society. What a modern bunch they are! I tell them about the time when Richardson's hut from 1835—not his adobe house from 1836—was the only human dwelling between the Mission and the Presidio, when the vast bay, with all its inlets and recesses, was a wilderness, yet I am still just over forty years old. They point out the spot where Richardson's adobe house used to be and tell me that the first court and the first town council met there, the first Protestant service was held there, and it was where the first capital trial by the Vigilance Committee took place. I'm taken down to the wharves by history buffs who are about ten or twelve years younger than me to identify what are now known as Clark's and Rincon, which made up the small cove of Yerba Buena, where we used to pull our boats onto the shore—now completely filled in and built over. The island we called "Wood Island," where we spent the chilly days and nights of December in our launch, gathering wood for our yearly supply, is now completely stripped of trees; and the bare rocks of Alcatraz Island stand as a full fortress. I've looked at the city from the water and the islands from the city, but there's nothing that reminds me of the past except the old Mission, the crumbling Presidio, the high hills behind the town, and the vast stretches of the bay in every direction.

To-day I took a California horse of the old style,—the run, the loping gait,—and visited the Presidio. The walls stand as they did, with some changes made to accommodate a small garrison of United States troops. It has a noble situation, and I saw from it a clipper ship of the very largest class, coming through the Gate, under her fore-and-aft sails. Thence I rode to the Fort, now nearly finished, on the southern shore of the Gate, and made an inspection of it. It is very expensive and of the latest style. One of the engineers here is Custis Lee, who has just left West Point at the head of his class,—a son of Colonel Robert E. Lee, who distinguished himself in the Mexican War.

Today I took an old-fashioned California horse—the run and the loping gait—and visited the Presidio. The walls are just as they were, with some changes made to accommodate a small garrison of U.S. troops. It has a beautiful location, and from there I saw a large clipper ship coming through the Golden Gate, with her fore-and-aft sails up. From there, I rode to the Fort, which is nearly finished, on the southern shore of the Gate, and I inspected it. It's quite expensive and designed in the latest style. One of the engineers here is Custis Lee, who just graduated at the top of his class from West Point—he's the son of Colonel Robert E. Lee, who made a name for himself in the Mexican War.

Another morning I ride to the Mission Dolores. It has a strangely solitary aspect, enhanced by its surroundings of the most uncongenial, rapidly growing modernisms; the hoar of ages surrounded by the brightest, slightest, and rapidest of modern growths. Its old belfries still clanged with the discordant bells, and Mass was saying within, for it is used as a place of worship for the extreme south part of the city.

Another morning I ride to Mission Dolores. It has an oddly isolated feel, made even more noticeable by the jarring contrast of the fast-growing modern buildings around it; the age-old structure stands out among the brightest, lightest, and most rapid modern developments. Its old bell towers still rang with discordant bells, and Mass was being held inside, as it serves as a place of worship for the southernmost part of the city.

In one of my walks about the wharves, I found a pile of dry hides lying by the side of a vessel. Here was something to feelingly persuade me what I had been, to recall a past scarce credible to myself. I stood lost in reflection. What were these hides—what were they not?—to us, to me, a boy, twenty-four years ago? These were our constant labor, our chief object, our almost habitual thought. They brought us out here, they kept us here, and it was only by getting them that we could escape from the coast and return to home and civilized life. If it had not been that I might be seen, I should have seized one, slung it over my head, walked off with it, and thrown it by the old toss—I do not believe yet a lost art—to the ground. How they called up to my mind the months of curing at San Diego, the year and more of beach and surf work, and the steering of the ship for home! I was in a dream of San Diego, San Pedro—with its hills so steep for taking up goods, and its stones so hard to our bare feet—and the cliffs of San Juan! All this, too, is no more! The entire hide-business is of the past, and to the present inhabitants of California a dim tradition. The gold discoveries drew off all men from the gathering or cure of hides, the inflowing population made an end of the great droves of cattle; and now not a vessel pursues the—I was about to say dear—the dreary once hated business of gathering hides upon the coast, and the beach of San Diego is abandoned and its hide-houses have disappeared. Meeting a respectable-looking citizen on the wharf, I inquired of him how the hide-trade was carried on. "O," said he, "there is very little of it, and that is all here. The few that are brought in are placed under sheds in winter, or left out on the wharf in summer, and are loaded from the wharves into the vessels alongside. They form parts of cargoes of other materials." I really felt too much, at the instant, to express to him the cause of my interest in the subject, and only added, "Then the old business of trading up and down the coast and curing hides for cargoes is all over?" "O yes, sir," said he, "those old times of the Pilgrim and Alert and California, that we read about, are gone by."

During one of my walks along the docks, I came across a pile of dry hides next to a ship. This struck a deep chord in me and reminded me of who I used to be, bringing back memories that felt almost unbelievable. I stood there, lost in thought. What did these hides mean to us, to me, as a boy twenty-four years ago? They were our constant work, our main focus, our almost everyday concern. They brought us here, kept us here, and the only way to escape back to home and a civilized life was by collecting them. If I hadn’t been worried about being seen, I would have grabbed one, thrown it over my shoulder, walked away with it, and tossed it down—something I still can’t believe is a lost skill. They triggered memories of the months spent curing at San Diego, over a year working on the beach, and steering the ship back home! I was in a daydream about San Diego, San Pedro—with its steep hills for loading goods and its hard stones that hurt our bare feet—and the cliffs of San Juan! All of that is gone now! The whole hide industry is part of the past, little more than a faint memory for the people living in California today. The gold rush pulled everyone away from collecting or curing hides, and the influx of new residents ended the massive herds of cattle. Now, no ships are engaged in what I was about to call a beloved—the once-dreaded task of collecting hides along the coast, and the beach at San Diego is deserted, its hide houses have vanished. I ran into a respectable-looking man on the dock and asked him how the hide trade was going. "Oh," he said, "there’s very little left, and what there is is all right here. The few that are brought in are kept under cover in the winter or left out on the dock in the summer and loaded directly onto ships next to the wharf. They are part of cargoes for other goods." I was feeling too much in that moment to explain why I was interested in the topic and simply replied, "So, the old business of trading along the coast and curing hides for cargo is completely over?" "Oh yes, sir," he said, “those old days of the Pilgrim and the Alert and California that we read about are long gone."

Saturday, August 20th. The steamer Senator makes regular trips up and down the coast, between San Francisco and San Diego, calling at intermediate ports. This is my opportunity to revisit the old scenes. She sails to-day, and I am off, steaming among the great clippers anchored in the harbor, and gliding rapidly round the point, past Alcatraz Island, the light-house, and through the fortified Golden Gate, and bending to the southward,—all done in two or three hours, which, in the Alert, under canvas, with head tides, variable winds, and sweeping currents to deal with, took us full two days.

Saturday, August 20th. The steamer Senator makes regular trips up and down the coast, between San Francisco and San Diego, stopping at various ports along the way. This is my chance to revisit the old sights. She sets sail today, and I'm off, motoring among the great clippers anchored in the harbor, quickly rounding the point, passing Alcatraz Island, the lighthouse, and through the fortified Golden Gate, heading south—all in just two or three hours. In the Alert, under sail, with headwinds, shifting breezes, and strong currents to navigate, this journey would have taken us a full two days.

Among the passengers I noticed an elderly gentleman, thin, with sandy hair and face that seemed familiar. He took off his glove and showed one shrivelled hand. It must be he! I went to him and said, "Captain Wilson, I believe." Yes, that was his name. "I knew you, sir, when you commanded the Ayacucho on this coast, in old hide-droghing times, in 1835-6." He was quickened by this, and at once inquiries were made on each side, and we were in full talk about the Pilgrim and Alert, Ayacucho and Loriotte, the California and Lagoda. I found he had been very much flattered by the praise I had bestowed in my book on his seamanship, especially in bringing the Pilgrim to her berth in San Diego harbor, after she had drifted successively into the Lagoda and Loriotte, and was coming into him. I had made a pet of his brig, the Ayacucho, which pleased him almost as much as my remembrance of his bride and their wedding, which I saw at Santa Barbara in 1836. Doña Ramona was now the mother of a large family, and Wilson assured me that if I would visit him at his rancho, near San Luis Obispo, I should find her still a handsome woman, and very glad to see me. How we walked the deck together, hour after hour, talking over the old times,—the ships, the captains, the crews, the traders on shore, the ladies, the Missions, the south-easters! indeed, where could we stop? He had sold the Ayacucho in Chili for a vessel of war, and had given up the sea, and had been for years a ranchero. (I learned from others that he had become one of the most wealthy and respectable farmers in the State, and that his rancho was well worth visiting.) Thompson, he said, hadn't the sailor in him; and he never could laugh enough at his fiasco in San Diego, and his reception by Bradshaw. Faucon was a sailor and a navigator. He did not know what had become of George Marsh (ante, pp. 199-202, 252), except that he left him in Callao; nor could he tell me anything of handsome Bill Jackson (ante, p. 86), nor of Captain Nye of the Loriotte. I told him all I then knew of the ships, the masters, and the officers. I found he had kept some run of my history, and needed little information. Old Señor Noriego of Santa Barbara, he told me, was dead, and Don Carlos and Don Santiago, but I should find their children there, now in middle life. Doña Augustia, he said, I had made famous by my praises of her beauty and dancing, and I should have from her a royal reception. She had been a widow, and remarried since, and had a daughter as handsome as herself. The descendants of Noriego had taken the ancestral name of De la Guerra, as they were nobles of Old Spain by birth; and the boy Pablo, who used to make passages in the Alert, was now Don Pablo de la Guerra, a Senator in the State Legislature for Santa Barbara County.

Among the passengers, I noticed an elderly man who was thin, had sandy hair, and a face that looked familiar. He took off his glove to reveal a shriveled hand. It must be him! I approached him and said, "Captain Wilson, I believe." Yes, that was his name. "I knew you, sir, when you commanded the Ayacucho on this coast during the old hide-trading days back in 1835-36." He was excited by this, and we quickly started asking each other questions, reminiscing about the Pilgrim and Alert, Ayacucho and Loriotte, California and Lagoda. I found out he was really pleased by the compliments I had given in my book about his seamanship, particularly how he brought the Pilgrim into San Diego harbor after it had drifted into the Lagoda and Loriotte and was heading toward him. I had even made a favorite of his brig, the Ayacucho, which delighted him almost as much as my memory of his bride and their wedding, which I witnessed in Santa Barbara in 1836. Doña Ramona was now the mother of a large family, and Wilson assured me that if I visited him at his ranch near San Luis Obispo, I would still find her a beautiful woman, very eager to see me. We walked the deck together for hours, talking about the old times—the ships, the captains, the crews, the traders on shore, the ladies, the Missions, the south-easters! Where could we even stop? He had sold the Ayacucho in Chile for a warship, quit the sea, and had been a rancher for years. (I learned from others that he had become one of the wealthiest and most respected farmers in the State, and his ranch was definitely worth visiting.) Thompson, he said, didn’t have the spirit of a sailor; he could never stop laughing at his mishap in San Diego and his reception by Bradshaw. Faucon was a sailor and navigator. He didn't know what had happened to George Marsh (ante, pp. 199-202, 252), only that he left him in Callao; he also had no information about the handsome Bill Jackson (ante, p. 86), nor Captain Nye of the Loriotte. I told him everything I knew about the ships, the captains, and the officers. I discovered he had kept up with my history, needing little information. Old Señor Noriego of Santa Barbara was dead, along with Don Carlos and Don Santiago, but I would find their children there, now in middle age. He told me I had made Doña Augustia famous with my praises of her beauty and dancing, and I would receive a royal welcome from her. She had been a widow but remarried since and had a daughter as beautiful as she was. The descendants of Noriego had taken the ancestral name of De la Guerra, as they were nobles of Old Spain by birth; and the boy Pablo, who used to travel on the Alert, was now Don Pablo de la Guerra, a Senator in the State Legislature for Santa Barbara County.

The points in the country, too, he noticed, as he passed them,—Santa Cruz, San Luis Obispo, Point Año Nuevo, the opening to Monterey, which to my disappointment we did not visit. No; Monterey, the prettiest town on the coast, and its capital and seat of customs, had got no advantage from the great changes, was out of the way of commerce and of the travel to the mines and great rivers, and was not worth stopping at. Point Conception we passed in the night, a cheery light gleaming over the waters from its tar light-house, standing on its outermost peak. Point Conception! That word was enough to recall all our experiences and dreads of gales, swept decks, topmast carried away, and the hardships of a coast service in the winter. But Captain Wilson tells me that the climate has altered; that the southeasters are no longer the bane of the coast they once were, and that vessels now anchor inside the kelp at Santa Barbara and San Pedro all the year round. I should have thought this owing to his spending his winters on a rancho instead of the deck of the Ayacucho, had not the same thing been told me by others.

The spots in the country caught his attention as he passed them—Santa Cruz, San Luis Obispo, Point Año Nuevo, and the entrance to Monterey, which, to my disappointment, we didn’t visit. No, Monterey, the most beautiful town on the coast and its capital and customs hub, hadn't benefited from the big changes; it was off the main trade routes and the travel to the mines and major rivers, so it wasn’t worth stopping there. We passed Point Conception at night, a cheerful light shining over the waters from its lighthouse standing on the outermost peak. Point Conception! Just saying that brought back all our memories and fears of storms, wet decks, lost topmasts, and the challenges of working the coast in winter. But Captain Wilson tells me that the climate has changed; the southeasters are no longer the problems they used to be, and ships now anchor inside the kelp at Santa Barbara and San Pedro all year round. I would have thought this was because he spends his winters on a rancho instead of the deck of the Ayacucho, but I've heard the same thing from others.

Passing round Point Conception, and steering easterly, we opened the islands that form, with the main-land, the canal of Santa Barbara. There they are, Santa Cruz and Santa Rosa; and there is the beautiful point, Santa Buenaventura; and there lies Santa Barbara on its plain, with its amphitheatre of high hills and distant mountains. There is the old white Mission with its belfries, and there the town, with its one-story adobe houses, with here and there a two-story wooden house of later build; yet little is it altered,—the same repose in the golden sunlight and glorious climate, sheltered by its hills; and then, more remindful than anything else, there roars and tumbles upon the beach the same grand surf of the great Pacific as on the beautiful day when the Pilgrim, after her five months' voyage, dropped her weary anchors here; the same bright blue ocean, and the surf making just the same monotonous, melancholy roar, and the same dreamy town, and gleaming white Mission, as when we beached our boats for the first time, riding over the breakers with shouting Kanakas, the three small hide-traders lying at anchor in the offing. But now we are the only vessel, and that an unromantic, sail-less, spar-less, engine-driven hulk!

As we rounded Point Conception and headed east, we spotted the islands that make up the Santa Barbara Channel along with the mainland. There are Santa Cruz and Santa Rosa; and there's the beautiful point, Santa Buenaventura; and there lies Santa Barbara on its plain, surrounded by a backdrop of high hills and distant mountains. There’s the old white Mission with its bell towers, and then the town with its one-story adobe houses, punctuated here and there by a two-story wooden house built later; yet little has changed—it still has that same tranquility in the golden sunlight and amazing climate, sheltered by its hills. And then, more than anything else, there crashes and tumbles on the beach the same powerful surf of the great Pacific as on that beautiful day when the Pilgrim, after a five-month journey, dropped her weary anchors here; the same bright blue ocean, the surf producing that same monotonous, melancholy roar, and the same dreamy town, and shining white Mission, just like when we first beached our boats, riding over the waves with shouting Kanakas, while the three small hide-traders waited at anchor nearby. But now we are the only vessel, and that’s an unromantic, sail-less, spar-less, engine-driven hulk!

I landed in the surf, in the old style, but it was not high enough to excite us, the only change being that I was somehow unaccountably a passenger, and did not have to jump overboard and steady the boat, and run her up by the gunwales.

I arrived in the waves, the old way, but they weren't high enough to thrill us. The only difference was that I was strangely a passenger this time, so I didn’t have to jump overboard to steady the boat or pull her up by the sides.

Santa Barbara has gained but little. I should not know, from anything I saw, that she was now a seaport of the United States, a part of the enterprising Yankee nation, and not still a lifeless Mexican town. At the same old house, where Señor Noriego lived, on the piazza in front of the court-yard, where was the gay scene of the marriage of our agent, Mr. Robinson, to Doña Anita, where Don Juan Bandini and Doña Augustia danced, Don Pablo de la Guerra received me in a courtly fashion. I passed the day with the family, and in walking about the place; and ate the old dinner with its accompaniments of frijoles, native olives and grapes, and native wines. In due time I paid my respects to Doña Augustia, and notwithstanding what Wilson told me, I could hardly believe that after twenty-four years there would still be so much of the enchanting woman about her.

Santa Barbara hasn't changed much. From what I saw, I wouldn't have known that it was now a seaport of the United States, part of the enterprising American nation, and not just a lifeless Mexican town. At the same old house where Señor Noriego lived, on the porch in front of the courtyard—where the lively wedding of our agent, Mr. Robinson, to Doña Anita took place, and where Don Juan Bandini and Doña Augustia danced—Don Pablo de la Guerra welcomed me warmly. I spent the day with the family, strolling around the area, and enjoyed the same old dinner with frijoles, local olives and grapes, and native wines. Eventually, I paid my respects to Doña Augustia, and despite what Wilson had told me, I could hardly believe that after twenty-four years, she could still exude so much charm.

She thanked me for the kind and, as she called them, greatly exaggerated compliments I had paid her; and her daughter told me that all travellers who came to Santa Barbara called to see her mother, and that she herself never expected to live long enough to be a belle.

She thanked me for the kind and, as she put it, greatly exaggerated compliments I had given her; and her daughter told me that all the travelers who came to Santa Barbara made a point to visit her mother, and that she herself never expected to live long enough to become a belle.

Mr. Alfred Robinson, our agent in 1835-6, was here, with a part of his family. I did not know how he would receive me, remembering what I had printed to the world about him at a time when I took little thought that the world was going to read it; but there was no sign of offence, only cordiality which gave him, as between us, rather the advantage in status.

Mr. Alfred Robinson, our agent in 1835-6, was here with some of his family. I wasn't sure how he would greet me, considering what I had published about him at a time when I didn't think anyone would pay attention; but there was no sign of offense, only warmth, which made him seem to have the upper hand in our relationship.

The people of this region are giving attention to sheep-raising, wine-making, and the raising of olives, just enough to keep the town from going backwards.

The people in this area are focusing on raising sheep, making wine, and growing olives, just enough to keep the town from declining.

But evening is drawing on, and our boat sails to-night. So, refusing a horse or carriage, I walk down, not unwilling to be a little early, that I may pace up and down the beach, looking off to the islands and the points, and watching the roaring, tumbling billows. How softening is the effect of time! It touches us through the affections. I almost feel as if I were lamenting the passing away of something loved and dear,—the boats, the Kanakas, the hides, my old shipmates. Death, change, distance, lend them a character which makes them quite another thing from the vulgar, wearisome toil of uninteresting, forced manual labour.

But evening is approaching, and our boat is leaving tonight. So, turning down a horse or carriage, I walk there, not minding being a bit early, so I can stroll along the beach, gazing at the islands and the points, and watching the crashing waves. How softening is the effect of time! It reaches us through our emotions. I almost feel like I’m mourning the loss of something beloved and cherished—the boats, the locals, the hides, my old crewmates. Death, change, and distance give them a quality that makes them feel completely different from the dull, exhausting grind of uninteresting, forced manual labor.

The breeze freshened as we stood out to sea, and the wild waves rolled over the red sun, on the broad horizon of the Pacific; but it is summer, and in summer there can be no bad weather in California. Every day is pleasant. Nature forbids a drop of rain to fall by day or night, or a wind to excite itself beyond a fresh summer breeze.

The breeze picked up as we stood out at sea, and the wild waves crashed over the red sun on the wide horizon of the Pacific; but it’s summer, and in summer, there’s no such thing as bad weather in California. Every day is nice. Nature makes sure no rain falls, day or night, and the wind doesn’t get stronger than a cool summer breeze.

The next morning we found ourselves at anchor in the Bay of San Pedro. Here was this hated, this thoroughly detested spot. Although we lay near, I could scarce recognize the hill up which we rolled and dragged and pushed and carried our heavy loads, and down which we pitched the hides, to carry them barefooted over the rocks to the floating long-boat. It was no longer the landing-place. One had been made at the head of the creek, and boats discharged and took off cargoes from a mole or wharf, in a quiet place, safe from southeasters. A tug ran to take off passengers from the steamer to the wharf,—for the trade of Los Angeles is sufficient to support such a vessel. I got the captain to land me privately, in a small boat, at the old place by the hill. I dismissed the boat, and, alone, found my way to the high ground. I say found my way, for neglect and weather had left but few traces of the steep road the hide-vessels had built to the top. The cliff off which we used to throw the hides, and where I spent nights watching them, was more easily found. The population was doubled, that is to say, there were two houses, instead of one, on the hill. I stood on the brow and looked out toward the offing, the Santa Catalina Island, and, nearer, the melancholy Dead Man's Island, with its painful tradition, and recalled the gloomy days that followed the flogging, and fancied the Pilgrim at anchor in the offing. But the tug is going toward our steamer, and I must awake and be off. I walked along the shore to the new landing-place, where were two or three store-houses and other buildings, forming a small depot; and a stage-coach, I found, went daily between this place and the Pueblo. I got a seat on the top of the coach, to which were tackled six little less than wild California horses. Each horse had a man at his head, and when the driver had got his reins in hand he gave the word, all the horses were let go at once, and away they went on a spring, tearing over the ground, the driver only keeping them from going the wrong way, for they had a wide, level pampa to run over the whole thirty miles to the Pueblo. This plain is almost treeless, with no grass, at least none now in the drought of mid-summer, and is filled with squirrel-holes, and alive with squirrels. As we changed horses twice, we did not slacken our speed until we turned into the streets of the Pueblo.

The next morning we found ourselves anchored in the Bay of San Pedro. Here was this hated, thoroughly detested spot. Although we were close by, I could barely recognize the hill that we rolled, dragged, pushed, and carried our heavy loads up, and down which we would pitch the hides, only to carry them barefoot over the rocks to the floating longboat. It was no longer the landing spot. A new one had been created at the creek's head, where boats loaded and unloaded cargo from a mole or wharf, in a quiet place safe from southeaster winds. A tugboat was running to take passengers from the steamer to the wharf—Los Angeles had enough trade to support such a vessel. I convinced the captain to privately drop me off in a small boat at the old spot by the hill. I dismissed the boat and, alone, made my way to the high ground. I say made my way, as neglect and weather had left few traces of the steep road the hide-vessels had built to the top. The cliff where we used to throw the hides, and where I spent nights watching them, was easier to find. The population had doubled; there were now two houses instead of one on the hill. I stood at the edge and looked out toward the sea, Santa Catalina Island, and, closer in, the sad Dead Man's Island, with its painful history, and remembered the gloomy days that followed the flogging, imagining the Pilgrim anchored in the distance. But the tug was heading toward our steamer, and I needed to wake up and leave. I walked along the shore to the new landing spot, where there were two or three storehouses and other buildings forming a small depot; I found a stagecoach that ran daily between this place and the Pueblo. I got a seat on the top of the coach, which was hitched to six horses that were almost wild. Each horse had a handler, and once the driver had his reins in hand, he gave the signal, and all the horses took off at once, tearing over the ground. The driver only had to keep them from going the wrong way, as they had a wide, flat plain to run for the full thirty miles to the Pueblo. This plain was almost treeless, with no grass—at least there wasn't any in the drought of mid-summer—and was filled with squirrel holes and teeming with squirrels. As we changed horses twice, we didn't slow down until we entered the streets of the Pueblo.

The Pueblo de los Angeles I found a large and flourishing town of about twenty thousand inhabitants, with brick sidewalks, and blocks of stone or brick houses. The three principal traders when we were here for hides in the Pilgrim and Alert are still among the chief traders of the place,—Stearns, Temple, and Warner, the two former being reputed very rich. I dined with Mr. Stearns, now a very old man, and met there Don Juan Bandini, to whom I had given a good deal of notice in my book. From him, as indeed from every one in this town, I met with the kindest attentions. The wife of Don Juan, who was a beautiful young girl when we were on the coast, Doña Refugio, daughter of Don Santiago Argüello, the commandante of San Diego, was with him, and still handsome. This is one of several instances I have noticed of the preserving quality of the California climate. Here, too, was Henry Mellus, who came out with me before the mast in the Pilgrim, and left the brig to be agent's clerk on shore. He had experienced varying fortunes here, and was now married to a Mexican lady, and had a family. I dined with him, and in the afternoon he drove me round to see the vineyards, the chief objects in this region. The vintage of last year was estimated at half a million of gallons. Every year new square miles of ground are laid down to vineyards, and the Pueblo promises to be the centre of one of the largest wine-producing regions in the world. Grapes are a drug here, and I found a great abundance of figs, olives, peaches, pears, and melons. The climate is well suited to these fruits, but is too hot and dry for successful wheat crops.

In the Pueblo de los Angeles, I found a large and thriving town with about twenty thousand residents, featuring brick sidewalks and blocks of stone or brick houses. The three main traders during our visit for hides in the Pilgrim and Alert—Stearns, Temple, and Warner—are still among the top traders in the area, with Stearns and Temple rumored to be quite wealthy. I had dinner with Mr. Stearns, now quite elderly, and there I met Don Juan Bandini, whom I had mentioned a lot in my book. From him, as well as from everyone else in the town, I received the warmest hospitality. Don Juan's wife, Doña Refugio, who was a beautiful young girl when we were on the coast and is the daughter of Don Santiago Argüello, the commandant of San Diego, was with him and still looks good. This is one of several examples I've noticed of how the California climate helps preserve people's appearances. Also present was Henry Mellus, who came out with me as a crew member on the Pilgrim and later left the brig to work as an agent's clerk onshore. He had seen different fortunes while here, and was now married to a Mexican woman and had a family. I dined with him, and in the afternoon, he took me on a tour of the vineyards, which are the main attraction in this region. Last year's grape harvest was estimated at half a million gallons. Each year, new square miles of land are turned into vineyards, and the Pueblo seems set to become the center of one of the largest wine-producing areas in the world. Grapes are abundant here, and I also discovered many figs, olives, peaches, pears, and melons. The climate is ideal for these fruits, but it's too hot and dry for successful wheat farming.

Towards evening, we started off in the stage coach, with again our relays of six mad horses, and reached the creek before dark, though it was late at night before we got on board the steamer, which was slowly moving her wheels, under way for San Diego.

Towards evening, we set off in the stagecoach, once again with our team of six wild horses, and arrived at the creek before dark. However, it was late at night by the time we boarded the steamer, which was gradually turning its wheels and heading for San Diego.

As we skirted along the coast, Wilson and I recognized, or thought we did, in the clear moonlight, the rude white Mission of San Juan Capistrano, and its cliff, from which I had swung down by a pair of halyards to save a few hides,—a boy who could not be prudential, and who caught at every chance for adventure.

As we followed the coastline, Wilson and I thought we spotted, in the bright moonlight, the rough white Mission of San Juan Capistrano and its cliff, from which I had swung down using a pair of ropes to grab a few hides—a kid who couldn't play it safe and who seized every opportunity for adventure.

As we made the high point off San Diego, Point Loma, we were greeted by the cheering presence of a light-house. As we swept round it in the early morning, there, before us, lay the little harbor of San Diego, its low spit of sand, where the water runs so deep; the opposite flats, where the Alert grounded in starting for home; the low hills, without trees, and almost without brush; the quiet little beach;—but the chief objects, the hide houses, my eye looked for in vain. They were gone, all, and left no mark behind.

As we reached the high point off San Diego, Point Loma, we were welcomed by the cheerful sight of a lighthouse. As we turned around it in the early morning, there before us lay the small harbor of San Diego, with its low strip of sand where the water is very deep; the opposite flats where the Alert ran aground while trying to head home; the low hills, lacking trees and almost devoid of brush; the peaceful little beach;—but the main things I was searching for, the hide houses, I couldn't find anywhere. They were gone, completely, without a trace left behind.

I wished to be alone, so I let the other passengers go up to the town, and was quietly pulled ashore in a boat, and left to myself. The recollections and the emotions all were sad, and only sad.

I wanted to be alone, so I let the other passengers head into town, and I was quietly brought ashore in a boat, left to myself. The memories and feelings were all sad, and nothing but sad.

Fugit, interea fugit irreparabile tempus.

Time flies, irretrievably lost time.

The past was real. The present, all about me, was unreal, unnatural, repellant. I saw the big ships lying in the stream, the Alert, the California, the Rosa, with her Italians; then the handsome Ayacucho, my favorite; the poor, dear old Pilgrim, the home of hardship and hopelessness; the boats passing to and fro; the cries of the sailors at the capstan or falls; the peopled beach; the large hide-houses with their gangs of men; and the Kanakas interspersed everywhere. All, all were gone! not a vestige to mark where one hide-house stood. The oven, too, was gone. I searched for its site, and found, where I thought it should be, a few broken bricks and bits of mortar. I alone was left of all, and how strangely was I here! What changes to me! Where were they all? Why should I care for them,—poor Kanakas and sailors, the refuse of civilization, the outlaws and beach-combers of the Pacific! Time and death seemed to transfigure them. Doubtless nearly all were dead; but how had they died, and where? In hospitals, in fever-climes, in dens of vice, or falling from the mast, or dropping exhausted from the wreck,—

The past was real. The present, surrounding me, felt unreal, unnatural, and off-putting. I saw the big ships anchored in the stream: the Alert, the California, the Rosa with her Italians; then my favorite, the handsome Ayacucho; and the poor, dear old Pilgrim, its home filled with hardship and hopelessness. Boats were passing by, sailors were shouting at the capstan or falls, the beach was bustling with people, there were large hidehouses with their crews, and Kanakas were scattered everywhere. But all of that was gone! Not a trace remained to mark where one hidehouse had stood. The oven was gone too. I looked for its spot and found, where I thought it should be, just a few broken bricks and chunks of mortar. I was the only one left, and how strange it was that I was here! So much had changed for me! Where was everyone? Why should I care about them—poor Kanakas and sailors, the outcasts of civilization, the outlaws and beach bums of the Pacific? Time and death seemed to have transformed them. Most of them were probably dead, but how had they died, and where? In hospitals, in fever-stricken places, in dens of vice, falling from the mast, or exhausting themselves on a wreck—

"When for a moment, like a drop of rain,
He sinks into thy depths with bubbling groan,
Without a grave, unknelled, uncoffined, and unknown."

"When for a moment, like a drop of rain,
He sinks into your depths with a bubbling groan,
Without a grave, unburied, unshrouded, and unknown."

The light-hearted boys are now hardened middle-aged men, if the seas, rocks, fevers, and the deadlier enemies that beset a sailor's life on shore have spared them; and the then strong men have bowed themselves, and the earth or sea has covered them.

The carefree boys are now tough middle-aged men, if the storms, rocks, illnesses, and more dangerous foes that come with a sailor's life on land have left them unscathed; and those once strong men have bent low, while the earth or sea has claimed them.

Even the animals are gone,—the colony of dogs, the broods of poultry, the useful horses; but the coyotes bark still in the woods, for they belong not to man, and are not touched by his changes.

Even the animals are gone—the pack of dogs, the flocks of poultry, the helpful horses; but the coyotes still bark in the woods because they don't belong to humans and aren't affected by his changes.

I walked slowly up the hill, finding my way among the few bushes, for the path was long grown over, and sat down where we used to rest in carrying our burdens of wood, and to look out for vessels that might, though so seldom, be coming down from the windward.

I walked slowly up the hill, making my way through the few bushes, since the path had been completely overgrown. I sat down where we used to take a break while carrying our wood, and looked out for ships that, even though rarely, might be coming down from the windward.

To rally myself by calling to mind my own better fortune and nobler lot, and cherished surroundings at home, was impossible. Borne down by depression, the day being yet at its noon, and the sun over the old point—it is four miles to the town, the Presidio,—I have walked it often, and can do it once more,—I passed the familiar objects, and it seemed to me that I remembered them better than those of any other place I had ever been in;—the opening to the little cave; the low hills where we cut wood and killed rattlesnakes, and where our dogs chased the coyotes; and the black ground where so many of the ship's crew and beach-combers used to bring up on their return at the end of a liberty day, and spend the night sub Jove.

It's impossible to lift my spirits by thinking about my better luck, better life, and the beloved home I cherish. Weighed down by sadness, with the day still at its peak and the sun shining over the old point—it’s four miles to town, the Presidio—I’ve walked this route many times, and I can do it again. I passed by familiar sights, and it felt like I remembered them more vividly than anything else from my past; the entrance to the little cave, the low hills where we chopped wood and hunted rattlesnakes, where our dogs chased coyotes; and the black ground where so many of the ship's crew and beachcombers would come back after a day off and spend the night under the stars.

The little town of San Diego has undergone no change whatever that I can see. It certainly has not grown. It is still, like Santa Barbara, a Mexican town. The four principal houses of the gente de razon—of the Bandinis, Estudillos, Argüellos, and Picos—are the chief houses now; but all the gentlemen—and their families, too, I believe—are gone. The big vulgar shop-keeper and trader, Fitch, is long since dead; Tom Wrightington, who kept the rival pulpería, fell from his horse when drunk, and was found nearly eaten up by coyotes; and I can scarce find a person whom I remember. I went into a familiar one-story adobe house, with its piazza and earthen floor, inhabited by a respectable lower-class family by the name of Muchado, and inquired if any of the family remained, when a bright-eyed middle-aged woman recognized me, for she had heard I was on board the steamer, and told me she had married a shipmate of mine, Jack Stewart, who went out as second mate the next voyage, but left the ship and married and settled here. She said he wished very much to see me. In a few minutes he came in, and his sincere pleasure in meeting me was extremely grateful. We talked over old times as long as I could afford to. I was glad to hear that he was sober and doing well. Doña Tomasa Pico I found and talked with. She was the only person of the old upper class that remained on the spot, if I rightly recollect. I found an American family here, with whom I dined,—Doyle and his wife, nice young people, Doyle agent for the great line of coaches to run to the frontier of the old States.

The little town of San Diego hasn’t changed at all, as far as I can tell. It definitely hasn’t grown. It’s still, like Santa Barbara, a Mexican town. The four main houses of the gente de razon—of the Bandinis, Estudillos, Argüellos, and Picos—are still the key residences; but all the gentlemen—and their families, I believe—are gone. The big, brash shopkeeper and trader, Fitch, has been dead for a long time; Tom Wrightington, who ran the rival store, fell off his horse while drunk and was found nearly eaten by coyotes; and I can hardly find anyone I remember. I went into a familiar one-story adobe house, with its porch and dirt floor, where a respectable lower-class family named Muchado lived, and asked if any of the family was still around. A bright-eyed middle-aged woman recognized me, because she had heard I was on board the steamer, and told me she married a shipmate of mine, Jack Stewart, who went out as second mate the next voyage, but left the ship, got married, and settled here. She said he really wanted to see me. A few minutes later, he came in, and he was genuinely happy to see me, which I really appreciated. We reminisced about old times as long as I could. I was glad to hear he was sober and doing well. I also found Doña Tomasa Pico and spoke with her. She was the only person from the old upper class still around, if I remember correctly. I came across an American family here, with whom I had dinner—Doyle and his wife, nice young people. Doyle was the agent for the major line of coaches running to the frontier of the old States.

I must complete my acts of pious remembrance, so I take a horse and make a run out to the old Mission, where Ben Stimson and I went the first liberty day we had after we left Boston (ante, p. 115). All has gone to decay. The buildings are unused and ruinous, and the large gardens show now only wild cactuses, willows, and a few olive-trees. A fast run brings me back in time to take leave of the few I knew and who knew me, and to reach the steamer before she sails. A last look—yes, last for life—to the beach, the hills, the low point, the distant town, as we round Point Loma and the first beams of the light-house strike out towards the setting sun.

I need to finish my moments of reflection, so I hop on a horse and head out to the old Mission, where Ben Stimson and I went on our first day off after leaving Boston (ante, p. 115). Everything has fallen apart. The buildings are abandoned and in ruins, and the large gardens now only have wild cacti, willows, and a few olive trees. A quick ride gets me back just in time to say goodbye to the few people I knew and who knew me, and to catch the steamer before it departs. A final look—yes, the last for my lifetime—at the beach, the hills, the low point, the distant town, as we round Point Loma and the first rays from the lighthouse shine out towards the setting sun.

Wednesday, August 24th. At anchor at San Pedro by daylight. But instead of being roused out of the forecastle to row the long-boat ashore and bring off a load of hides before breakfast, we were served with breakfast in the cabin, and again took our drive with the wild horses to the Pueblo and spent the day; seeing nearly the same persons as before, and again getting back by dark. We steamed again for Santa Barbara, where we only lay an hour, and passed through its canal and round Point Conception, stopping at San Luis Obispo to land my friend, as I may truly call him after this long passage together, Captain Wilson, whose most earnest invitation to stop here and visit him at his rancho I was obliged to decline.

Wednesday, August 24th. We were anchored at San Pedro by daylight. But instead of being woken up in the forecastle to row the longboat ashore and bring back a load of hides before breakfast, we had breakfast served in the cabin and then went on another drive with the wild horses to the Pueblo and spent the day there, seeing nearly the same people as before, and returning by dark. We set sail again for Santa Barbara, where we only stayed for an hour, passing through its canal and around Point Conception, stopping at San Luis Obispo to drop off my friend, whom I can truly call that after this long journey together, Captain Wilson, whose heartfelt invitation to stop here and visit him at his ranch I had to decline.

Friday evening, 26th August, we entered the Golden Gate, passed the light-houses and forts, and clipper ships at anchor, and came to our dock, with this great city, on its high hills and rising surfaces, brilliant before us, and full of eager life.

Friday evening, August 26th, we sailed through the Golden Gate, passed the lighthouses and forts, and anchored near the clipper ships, arriving at our dock. The magnificent city, with its steep hills and rising terrain, sparkled in front of us, buzzing with energy and life.

Making San Francisco my head-quarters, I paid visits to various parts of the State,—down the Bay to Santa Clara, with its live oaks and sycamores, and its Jesuit College for boys; and San José, where is the best girls' school in the State, kept by the Sisters of Notre Dame,—a town now famous for a year's session of "The legislature of a thousand drinks,"—and thence to the rich Almaden quicksilver mines, returning on the Contra Costa side through the rich agricultural country, with its ranchos and the vast grants of the Castro and Soto families, where farming and fruit-raising are done on so large a scale. Another excursion was up the San Joaquin to Stockton, a town of some ten thousand inhabitants, a hundred miles from San Francisco, and crossing the Tuolumne and Stanislaus and Merced, by the little Spanish town of Hornitos, and Snelling's Tavern, at the ford of the Merced, where so many fatal fights are had. Thence I went to Mariposa County, and Colonel Fremont's mines, and made an interesting visit to "the Colonel," as he is called all over the country, and Mrs. Fremont, a heroine equal to either fortune, the salons of Paris and the drawing-rooms of New York and Washington, or the roughest life of the remote and wild mining regions of Mariposa,—with their fine family of spirited, clever children. After a rest there, we went on to Clark's Camp and the Big Trees, where I measured one tree ninety-seven feet in circumference without its bark, and the bark is usually eighteen inches thick; and rode through another which lay on the ground, a shell, with all the insides out—rode through it mounted, and sitting at full height in the saddle; then to the wonderful Yo Semite Valley,—itself a stupendous miracle of nature, with its Dome, its Capitan, its walls of three thousand feet of perpendicular height,—but a valley of streams, of waterfalls from the torrent to the mere shimmer of a bridal veil, only enough to reflect a rainbow, with their plunges of twenty-five hundred feet, or their smaller falls of eight hundred, with nothing at the base but thick mists, which form and trickle, and then run and at last plunge into the blue Merced that flows through the centre of the valley. Back by the Coulterville trail, the peaks of Sierra Nevada in sight, across the North Fork of the Merced, by Gentry's Gulch, over hills and through cañons, to Fremont's again, and thence to Stockton and San Francisco—all this at the end of August, when there has been no rain for four months, and the air is dear and very hot, and the ground perfectly dry; windmills, to raise water for artificial irrigation of small patches, seen all over the landscape, while we travel through square miles of hot dust, where they tell us, and truly that in winter and early spring we should be up to our knees in flowers; a country, too, where surface gold-digging is so common and unnoticed that the large, six-horse stage-coach, in which I travelled from Stockton to Hornitos, turned off in the high road for a Chinaman, who, with his pan and washer, was working up a hole which an American had abandoned, but where the minute and patient industry of the Chinaman averaged a few dollars a day.

Making San Francisco my base, I visited various parts of the state—down the Bay to Santa Clara, with its live oaks and sycamores and its Jesuit College for boys; and San José, home to the best girls' school in the state run by the Sisters of Notre Dame—a town now known for a year's session of "The legislature of a thousand drinks"—and then to the rich Almaden mercury mines, returning on the Contra Costa side through fertile farmland, with its ranchos and the vast land grants of the Castro and Soto families, where farming and fruit-growing are done on a large scale. Another trip was up the San Joaquin River to Stockton, a town with about ten thousand residents, a hundred miles from San Francisco, crossing the Tuolumne, Stanislaus, and Merced rivers, by the small Spanish town of Hornitos, and Snelling's Tavern, at the ford of the Merced, where many fatal fights have occurred. From there, I went to Mariposa County and visited Colonel Fremont's mines, enjoying a visit with "the Colonel," as he is called everywhere, and Mrs. Fremont, a remarkable woman equally comfortable in the salons of Paris and the drawing-rooms of New York and Washington, as well as in the tough life of the remote and wild mining areas of Mariposa, along with their spirited and intelligent children. After a rest there, we went on to Clark's Camp and the Big Trees, where I measured one tree at ninety-seven feet in circumference without its bark, which is usually eighteen inches thick; I rode through another that lay on the ground, a shell, with all its insides exposed—mounted and sitting upright in the saddle; then to the incredible Yosemite Valley—a stunning miracle of nature, with its Dome, its El Capitan, and its walls rising three thousand feet straight up—but a valley filled with streams, waterfalls ranging from torrential cascades to a gentle shimmer like a bridal veil, just enough to reflect a rainbow, with drops of twenty-five hundred feet or smaller falls of eight hundred, creating thick mists at their base, which form, trickle, and then rush down to plunge into the blue Merced that flows through the center of the valley. Returning by the Coulterville trail, with the peaks of the Sierra Nevada in sight, across the North Fork of the Merced, through Gentry's Gulch, over hills and through canyons, back to Fremont's again, and then to Stockton and San Francisco—all this by the end of August, after four months without rain, when the air is clear and scorching, and the ground is completely dry; windmills for raising water for irrigating small patches dot the landscape, as we travel through square miles of hot dust, where we're told, and rightly so, that in winter and early spring we would be up to our knees in flowers; it's a place where surface gold mining is so common and unnoticed that the large six-horse stagecoach I took from Stockton to Hornitos veered off the main road for a Chinese miner, who, with his pan and washer, was working a hole abandoned by an American, where the Chinese miner’s careful work averaged a few dollars a day.

These visits were so full of interest, with grandeurs and humors of all sorts, that I am strongly tempted to describe them. But I remember that I am not to write a journal of a visit over the new California, but to sketch briefly the contrasts with the old spots of 1835-6, and I forbear.

These visits were really interesting, filled with all kinds of grandeur and humor, which makes me want to describe them. But I remember that I shouldn't be writing a journal of a trip through the new California; instead, I need to briefly outline the differences compared to the old places from 1835-6, so I hold back.

How strange and eventful has been the brief history of this marvellous city, San Francisco! In 1835 there was one board shanty. In 1836, one adobe house on the same spot. In 1847, a population of four hundred and fifty persons, who organized a town government. Then came the auri sacra fames, the flocking together of many of the worst spirits of Christendom; a sudden birth of a city of canvas and boards, entirely destroyed by fire five times in eighteen months, with a loss of sixteen millions of dollars, and as often rebuilt, until it became a solid city of brick and stone, of nearly one hundred thousand inhabitants, with all the accompaniments of wealth and culture, and now (in 1859) the most quiet and well-governed city of its size in the United States. But it has been through its season of Heaven-defying crime, violence, and blood, from which it was rescued and handed back to soberness, morality, and good government, by that peculiar invention of Anglo-Saxon Republican America, the solemn, awe-inspiring Vigilance Committee of the most grave and responsible citizens, the last resort of the thinking and the good, taken to only when vice, fraud, and ruffianism have intrenched themselves behind the forms of law, suffrage, and ballot, and there is no hope but in organized force, whose action must be instant and thorough, or its state will be worse than before. A history of the passage of this city through those ordeals, and through its almost incredible financial extremes, should be written by a pen which not only accuracy shall govern, but imagination shall inspire.

How strange and eventful has been the brief history of this amazing city, San Francisco! In 1835, there was just one wooden shack. By 1836, there was one adobe house on the same spot. In 1847, the population grew to four hundred and fifty people, who set up a town government. Then came the greed for gold, attracting many of the worst characters from around the world; a sudden emergence of a city made of canvas and wood, which was completely destroyed by fire five times in eighteen months, resulting in a loss of sixteen million dollars, and rebuilt just as often, until it transformed into a sturdy city of brick and stone, with nearly one hundred thousand residents, showcasing all the signs of wealth and culture, and by 1859, the calmest and best-run city of its size in the United States. But it has gone through a period of defiant crime, violence, and bloodshed, from which it was saved and restored to sobriety, morality, and good governance by the unique creation of Anglo-Saxon Republican America, the serious, impressive Vigilance Committee made up of the most responsible citizens, a last resort for the thoughtful and the good, brought into action only when vice, fraud, and thuggery had entrenched themselves behind the law, voting rights, and ballots, leaving no hope except in organized force, whose actions must be immediate and thorough, or the situation will be worse than before. A history detailing this city's journey through those challenges, and its incredible financial highs and lows, deserves to be written by a hand guided not just by accuracy, but also inspired by imagination.

I cannot pause for the civility of referring to the many kind attentions I received, and the society of educated men and women from all parts of the Union I met with; where New England, the Carolinas, Virginia, and the new West sat side by side with English, French, and German civilization.

I can’t take the time to mention all the kind attention I received and the company of educated men and women from all over the country I encountered; where New England, the Carolinas, Virginia, and the new West came together with English, French, and German culture.

My stay in California was interrupted by an absence of nearly four months, when I sailed for the Sandwich Islands in the noble Boston clipper ship Mastiff, which was burned at sea to the water's edge; we escaping in boats, and carried by a friendly British bark into Honolulu, whence, after a deeply interesting visit of three months in that most fascinating group of islands, with its natural and its moral wonders, I returned to San Francisco in an American whaler, and found myself again in my quarters on the morning of Sunday, December 11th, 1859.

My time in California was interrupted by almost four months when I sailed to the Sandwich Islands on the impressive Boston clipper ship Mastiff, which was burned at sea down to the waterline; we escaped in boats and were rescued by a friendly British ship that took us to Honolulu. After an incredibly interesting three-month visit to that captivating group of islands, filled with natural beauty and cultural wonders, I returned to San Francisco on an American whaler and found myself back in my room on the morning of Sunday, December 11th, 1859.

My first visit after my return was to Sacramento, a city of about forty thousand inhabitants, more than a hundred miles inland from San Francisco, on the Sacramento, where was the capital of the State, and where were fleets of river steamers, and a large inland commerce. Here I saw the inauguration of a Governor, Mr. Latham, a young man from Massachusetts, much my junior; and met a member of the State Senate, a man who, as a carpenter, repaired my father's house at home some ten years before; and two more Senators from southern California, relics of another age,—Don Andres Pico, from San Diego; and Don Pablo de la Guerra, whom I have mentioned as meeting at Santa Barbara. I had a good deal of conversation with these gentlemen, who stood alone in an assembly of Americans, who had conquered their country, spared pillars of the past. Don Andres had fought us at San Pazqual and Sepulveda's rancho, in 1846, and as he fought bravely, not a common thing among the Mexicans, and, indeed, repulsed Kearney, is always treated with respect. He had the satisfaction, dear to the proud Spanish heart, of making a speech before a Senate of Americans, in favor of the retention in office of an officer of our army who was wounded at San Pazqual and whom some wretched caucus was going to displace to carry out a political job. Don Andres's magnanimity and indignation carried the day.

My first visit after returning was to Sacramento, a city of about forty thousand people, situated more than a hundred miles inland from San Francisco, on the Sacramento River, where the state capital is located and where there are fleets of riverboats and a thriving inland trade. Here, I witnessed the inauguration of Governor Mr. Latham, a young man from Massachusetts who is much younger than I am. I also met a member of the State Senate, a man who, as a carpenter, fixed my father's house about ten years ago, along with two other Senators from Southern California, remnants of a different era—Don Andres Pico from San Diego and Don Pablo de la Guerra, whom I previously mentioned meeting in Santa Barbara. I had quite a conversation with these gentlemen, who stood out in a gathering of Americans who had taken their country and preserved aspects of the past. Don Andres had fought against us at San Pasqual and at Sepulveda's rancho in 1846, and since he fought bravely, which wasn't common among the Mexicans, and actually repulsed Kearney, he is always treated with respect. He had the satisfaction, cherished by the proud Spanish heart, of making a speech before a Senate of Americans, advocating for the retention of an army officer who was injured at San Pasqual and whom some unfortunate caucus was planning to replace to further their political agenda. Don Andres's generosity and anger swayed the decision.

My last visit in this part of the country was to a new and rich farming region, the Napa Valley, the United States Navy Yard at Mare Island, the river gold workings, and the Geysers, and old Mr. John Yount's rancho. On board the steamer, found Mr. Edward Stanley, formerly member of Congress from North Carolina, who became my companion for the greater part of my trip. I also met—a revival on the spot of an acquaintance of twenty years ago—Don Guadalupe Vallejo; I may say acquaintance, for although I was then before the mast, he knew my story, and, as he spoke English well, used to hold many conversations with me, when in the boat or on shore. He received me with true earnestness, and would not hear of my passing his estate without visiting him. He reminded me of a remark I made to him once, when pulling him ashore in the boat, when he was commandante at the Presidio. I learned that the two Vallejos, Guadalupe and Salvador, owned, at an early time, nearly all Napa and Sonoma, having princely estates. But they have not much left. They were nearly ruined by their bargain with the State, that they would put up the public buildings if the Capital should be placed at Vallejo, then a town of some promise. They spent $100,000, the Capital was moved there, and in two years removed to San José on another contract. The town fell to pieces, and the houses, chiefly wooden, were taken down and removed. I accepted the old gentleman's invitation so far as to stop at Vallejo to breakfast.

My last visit to this part of the country was to a new and prosperous farming area, Napa Valley, the United States Navy Yard at Mare Island, the river gold mining sites, the Geysers, and old Mr. John Yount's ranch. On board the steamer, I found Mr. Edward Stanley, a former member of Congress from North Carolina, who became my companion for most of my trip. I also reconnected with Don Guadalupe Vallejo, an acquaintance from twenty years ago; I can call him an acquaintance because even then, when I was just a sailor, he knew my story and, since he spoke English well, we used to have many conversations while in the boat or on shore. He welcomed me warmly and insisted that I visit him instead of passing by his estate. He reminded me of a remark I made to him once while pulling him ashore in the boat when he was in charge at the Presidio. I learned that the two Vallejos, Guadalupe and Salvador, once owned nearly all of Napa and Sonoma, having vast estates. But now they don’t own much. They were almost bankrupted by their deal with the state to build public buildings if the capital was moved to Vallejo, which at the time seemed promising. They spent $100,000, the capital was moved there, and within two years, it was relocated to San José under another contract. The town fell apart, and most of the wooden houses were taken down and removed. I accepted the old gentleman's invitation to stop in Vallejo for breakfast.

The United States Navy Yard, at Mare Island, near Vallejo, is large and well placed, with deep fresh water. The old Independence, and the sloop Decatur, and two steamers were there, and they were experimenting on building a despatch boat, the Saginaw, of California timber.

The United States Navy Yard, at Mare Island, near Vallejo, is big and well-located, with deep fresh water. The old Independence, the sloop Decatur, and two steamers were there, and they were working on building a dispatch boat, the Saginaw, made from California timber.

I have no excuse for attempting to describe my visit through the fertile and beautiful Napa Valley, nor even, what exceeded that in interest, my visit to old John Yount at his rancho, where I heard from his own lips some of his most interesting stories of hunting and trapping and Indian fighting, during an adventurous life of forty years of such work, between our back settlements in Missouri and Arkansas, and the mountains of California, trapping in Colorado and Gila,—and his celebrated dream, thrice repeated, which led him to organize a party to go out over the mountains, that did actually rescue from death by starvation the wretched remnants of the Donner party.

I have no excuse for trying to describe my trip through the rich and beautiful Napa Valley, or even, what was even more fascinating, my visit to old John Yount at his ranch, where I heard some of his most captivating stories about hunting, trapping, and fighting Indians during his adventurous life of forty years spent in such pursuits, between our back settlements in Missouri and Arkansas, and the mountains of California, trapping in Colorado and Gila—and his famous dream, told three times, that led him to put together a group to cross the mountains and actually rescue the poor survivors of the Donner party from starvation.

I must not pause for the dreary country of the Geysers, the screaming escapes of steam, the sulphur, the boiling caldrons of black and yellow and green, and the region of Gehenna, through which runs a quiet stream of pure water; nor for the park scenery, and captivating ranchos of the Napa Valley, where farming is done on so grand a scale—where I have seen a man plough a furrow by little red flags on sticks, to keep his range by, until nearly out of sight, and where, the wits tell us, he returns the next day on the back furrow; a region where, at Christmas time, I have seen old strawberries still on the vines, by the side of vines in full blossom for the next crop, and grapes in the same stages, and open windows, and yet a grateful wood fire on the hearth in early morning; nor for the titanic operations of hydraulic surface mining, where large mountain streams are diverted from their ancient beds, and made to do the work, beyond the reach of all other agents, of washing out valleys and carrying away hills, and changing the whole surface of the country, to expose the stores of gold hidden for centuries in the darkness of their earthly depths.

I can’t stop for the gloomy land of the Geysers, the loud bursts of steam, the sulfur, the boiling pools of black, yellow, and green, and the area of Gehenna, where a quiet stream of pure water flows; nor for the park-like scenery and charming ranches of Napa Valley, where farming is done on such a grand scale—where I’ve seen a man plow a furrow using little red flags on sticks to mark his path, until nearly out of sight, and where, as the locals say, he comes back the next day on the back furrow; a place where, at Christmas, I’ve seen old strawberries still on the vines, alongside vines fully blossoming for the next crop, and grapes at the same stages, with open windows allowing the cool air in, yet a comforting fire burning in the hearth early in the morning; nor for the massive operations of hydraulic surface mining, where large mountain streams are redirected from their ancient beds to do work that no other method can achieve, washing out valleys and moving away hills, dramatically altering the entire landscape to reveal the gold hidden for centuries in the dark depths of the earth.

January 10th, 1860. I am again in San Francisco, and my revisit to California is closed. I have touched too lightly and rapidly for much impression upon the reader on my last visit into the interior; but, as I have said, in a mere continuation to a narrative of a sea-faring life on the coast, I am only to carry the reader with me on a visit to those scenes in which the public has long manifested so gratifying an interest. But it seemed to me that slight notices of these entirely new parts of the country would not be out of place, for they serve to put in strong contrast with the solitudes of 1835-6 the developed interior, with its mines, and agricultural wealth, and rapidly filling population, and its large cities, so far from the coast, with their education, religion, arts, and trade.

January 10th, 1860. I’m back in San Francisco, and my trip to California has come to an end. I didn't provide much detail about my last visit to the interior because I wanted to focus on my life at sea along the coast. However, I want to take you along to explore the places that have captured the public's interest for so long. I believe it's worthwhile to briefly mention these new areas, as they contrast sharply with the empty landscapes of 1835-36. Now, the interior is filled with mines, agricultural resources, a growing population, and large cities far from the coast, rich in education, religion, arts, and commerce.

On the morning of the 11th January, 1860, I passed, for the eighth time, through the Golden Gate, on my way across the delightful Pacific to the Oriental world, with its civilization three thousand years older than that I was leaving behind. As the shores of California faded in the distance, and the summits of the Coast Range sank under the blue horizon, I bade farewell—yes, I do not doubt, forever—to those scenes which, however changed or unchanged, must always possess an ineffable interest for me.

On the morning of January 11, 1860, I passed through the Golden Gate for the eighth time, heading across the beautiful Pacific to the Asian world, with its civilization three thousand years older than the one I was leaving behind. As the shores of California disappeared in the distance and the peaks of the Coast Range dipped below the blue horizon, I said goodbye—yes, I’m sure, for good—to those places which, whether changed or not, will always hold a special interest for me.


It is time my fellow-travellers and I should part company. But I have been requested by a great many persons to give some account of the subsequent history of the vessels and their crews, with which I had made them acquainted. I attempt the following sketches in deference to these suggestions, and not, I trust, with any undue estimate of the general interest my narrative may have created.

It’s time for my fellow travelers and me to go our separate ways. However, many people have asked me to share what happened next with the ships and their crews I had previously introduced. I’m making these sketches out of respect for those requests, and hopefully not with an inflated sense of the interest my story may have generated.

Something less than a year after my return in the Alert, and when, my eyes having recovered, I was again in college life, I found one morning in the newspapers, among the arrivals of the day before, "The brig Pilgrim, Faucon, from San Diego, California." In a few hours I was down in Ann Street, and on my way to Hackstadt's boarding-house, where I knew Tom Harris and others would lodge. Entering the front room, I heard my name called from amid a group of blue-jackets, and several sunburned, tar-colored men came forward to speak to me. They were, at first, a little embarrassed by the dress and style in which they had never seen me, and one of them was calling me Mr. Dana; but I soon stopped that, and we were shipmates once more. First, there was Tom Harris, in a characteristic occupation. I had made him promise to come and see me when we parted in San Diego; he had got a directory of Boston, found the street and number of my father's house, and, by a study of the plan of the city, had laid out his course, and was committing it to memory. He said he could go straight to the house without asking a question. And so he could, for I took the book from him, and he gave his course, naming each street and turn to right or left, directly to the door.

Something less than a year after I returned on the Alert, and once my eyesight had fully recovered and I was back in college life, I came across a newspaper one morning that announced, among the arrivals from the day before, "The brig Pilgrim, Faucon, from San Diego, California." A few hours later, I found myself down on Ann Street, heading to Hackstadt's boarding-house, where I knew Tom Harris and others were staying. As I entered the front room, I heard someone call my name from a group of blue-jackets, and several sunburned, tar-colored men approached to talk to me. At first, they seemed a bit awkward with my appearance, having only seen me in a different style, and one of them was calling me Mr. Dana; but I quickly put an end to that, and we were shipmates again. First up was Tom Harris, engaged in a typical activity. I had asked him to come and see me when we parted ways in San Diego; he had found a directory for Boston, located the street and number of my father's house, and had studied a map of the city to plan his route, memorizing it. He confidently said he could make it straight to my house without needing to ask anyone for directions. And he could, as I took the book from him, and he recited his route, naming each street and direction to the door.

Tom had been second mate of the Pilgrim, and had laid up no mean sum of money. True to his resolution, he was going to England to find his mother, and he entered into the comparative advantages of taking his money home in gold or in bills,—a matter of some moment, as this was in the disastrous financial year of 1837. He seemed to have his ideas well arranged, but I took him to a leading banker, whose advice he followed; and, declining my invitation to go up and show himself to my friends, he was off for New York that afternoon, to sail the next day for Liverpool. The last I ever saw of Tom Harris was as he passed down Tremont Street on the sidewalk, a man dragging a hand-cart in the street by his side, on which were his voyage-worn chest, his mattress, and a box of nautical instruments.

Tom had been the second mate on the Pilgrim and had saved up a decent amount of money. Staying true to his plan, he was heading to England to find his mother, and he was considering whether to take his money home in gold or in banknotes—this was an important choice, given that it was the rough financial year of 1837. He seemed to have his thoughts organized, but I took him to a well-known banker, whose advice he decided to take; and, turning down my invitation to come see my friends, he set off for New York that afternoon to catch a flight to Liverpool the next day. The last time I saw Tom Harris was as he walked down Tremont Street on the sidewalk, a man pulling a hand cart beside him, which held his travel-worn chest, his mattress, and a box of sailing instruments.

Sam seemed to have got funny again, and he and John the Swede learned that Captain Thompson had several months before sailed in command of a ship for the coast of Sumatra, and that their chance of proceedings against him at law was hopeless. Sam was afterwards lost in a brig off the coast of Brazil, when all hands went down. Of John and the rest of the men I have never heard. The Marblehead boy, Sam, turned out badly; and, although he had influential friends, never allowed them to improve his condition. The old carpenter, the Fin, of whom the cook stood in such awe (ante p. 41), had fallen sick and died in Santa Barbara, and was buried ashore. Jim Hall, from the Kennebec, who sailed with us before the mast, and was made second mate in Foster's place, came home chief mate of the Pilgrim. I have often seen him since. His lot has been prosperous, as he well deserved it should be. He has commanded the largest ships, and when I last saw him, was going to the Pacific coast of South America, to take charge of a line of mail steamers. Poor, luckless Foster I have twice seen. He came into my rooms in Boston, after I had become a barrister and my narrative had been published, and told me he was chief mate of a big ship; that he had heard I had said some things unfavorable of him in my book; that he had just bought it, and was going to read it that night, and if I had said anything unfair of him, he would punish me if he found me in State Street. I surveyed him from head to foot, and said to him, "Foster, you were not a formidable man when I last knew you, and I don't believe you are now." Either he was of my opinion, or thought I had spoken of him well enough, for the next (and last) time I met him he was civil and pleasant.

Sam seemed to be acting strange again, and he and John the Swede learned that Captain Thompson had set sail months earlier in command of a ship to the coast of Sumatra, making their chances of taking legal action against him hopeless. Later, Sam was lost at sea on a brig off the coast of Brazil, along with everyone else on board. I haven’t heard anything about John or the other men since. The Marblehead boy, Sam, went down a bad path; and despite having influential friends, he never let them help improve his situation. The old carpenter, the Fin, whom the cook was so afraid of (ante p. 41), got sick and died in Santa Barbara and was buried on land. Jim Hall, from the Kennebec, who sailed with us before the mast and was made second mate in Foster's place, returned home as chief mate of the Pilgrim. I’ve seen him often since then. His life has gone well, as he truly deserved. He has commanded the biggest ships, and the last time I saw him, he was heading to the Pacific coast of South America to manage a line of mail steamers. Poor, unfortunate Foster I’ve seen twice. He came to my place in Boston after I became a barrister and my story was published, and told me he was chief mate of a big ship; that he heard I had said some negative things about him in my book; that he had just bought it and was going to read it that night, and if I’d said anything unfair about him, he’d make me pay if he saw me on State Street. I looked him up and down and said, "Foster, you weren't a threatening man when I last knew you, and I don’t think you are now." Either he agreed with me or thought I had spoken about him in a good way, because the next (and last) time I ran into him, he was polite and friendly.

I believe I omitted to state that Mr. Andrew B. Amerzene, the chief mate of the Pilgrim, an estimable, kind, and trustworthy man, had a difficulty with Captain Faucon, who thought him slack, was turned off duty, and sent home with us in the Alert. Captain Thompson, instead of giving him the place of a mate off duty, put him into the narrow between-decks, where a space, not over four feet high, had been left out among the hides, and there compelled him to live the whole wearisome voyage, through trades and tropics, and round Cape Horn, with nothing to do,—not allowed to converse or walk with the officers, and obliged to get his grub himself from the galley, in the tin pot and kid of a common sailor. I used to talk with him as much as I had opportunity to, but his lot was wretched, and in every way wounding to his feelings. After our arrival, Captain Thompson was obliged to make him compensation for this treatment. It happens that I have never heard of him since.

I realize I didn’t mention that Mr. Andrew B. Amerzene, the chief mate of the Pilgrim, a respectable, kind, and dependable man, had a conflict with Captain Faucon, who thought he was slacking off. As a result, he was removed from duty and sent home with us on the Alert. Instead of giving him a proper mate's position while off duty, Captain Thompson confined him to the cramped space between-decks, where a spot not even four feet high had been left among the hides. There, he was forced to endure the entire exhausting voyage—through trades and tropics, around Cape Horn—with nothing to do. He wasn't allowed to talk or walk with the officers and had to fetch his own food from the galley in the tin pot and kit of a regular sailor. I tried to talk with him whenever I could, but his situation was miserable and hurtful to his dignity. After we arrived, Captain Thompson had to compensate him for this treatment. I’ve never heard from him since.

Henry Mellus, who had been in a counting-house in Boston, and left the forecastle, on the coast, to be agent's clerk, and whom I met, a married man, at Los Angeles in 1859, died at that place a few years ago, not having been successful in commercial life. Ben Stimson left the sea for the fresh water and prairies, and settled in Detroit as a merchant, and when I visited that city, in 1863, I was rejoiced to find him a prosperous and respected man, and the same generous-hearted shipmate as ever.

Henry Mellus, who had worked in a counting house in Boston and left the forecastle on the coast to become an agent's clerk, and whom I met, a married man, in Los Angeles in 1859, passed away there a few years ago, having not found success in business. Ben Stimson left the sea for fresh water and the prairies, settling in Detroit as a merchant. When I visited that city in 1863, I was happy to find him a successful and respected man, still the same kind-hearted shipmate as always.

This ends the catalogue of the Pilgrim's original crew, except her first master, Captain Thompson. He was not employed by the same firm again, and got up a voyage to the coast of Sumatra for pepper. A cousin and classmate of mine, Mr. Channing, went as supercargo, not having consulted me as to the captain. First, Captain Thompson got into difficulties with another American vessel on the coast, which charged him with having taken some advantage of her in getting pepper; and then with the natives, who accused him of having obtained too much pepper for his weights. The natives seized him, one afternoon, as he landed in his boat, and demanded of him to sign an order on the supercargo for the Spanish dollars that they said were due them, on pain of being imprisoned on shore. He never failed in pluck, and now ordered his boat aboard, leaving him ashore, the officer to tell the supercargo to obey no direction except under his hand. For several successive days and nights, his ship, the Alciope, lay in the burning sun, with rain-squalls and thunder-clouds coming over the high mountains, waiting for a word from him. Toward evening of the fourth or fifth day he was seen on the beach, hailing for the boat. The natives, finding they could not force more money from him, were afraid to hold him longer, and had let him go. He sprang into the boat, urged her off with the utmost eagerness, leaped on board the ship like a tiger, his eyes flashing and his face full of blood, ordered the anchor aweigh, and the topsails set, the four guns, two on a side, loaded with all sorts of devilish stuff, and wore her round, and, keeping as close into the bamboo village as he could, gave them both broadsides, slam-bang into the midst of the houses and people, and stood out to sea! As his excitement passed off, headache, languor, fever, set in,—the deadly coast-fever, contracted from the water and night-dews on shore and his maddened temper. He ordered the ship to Penang, and never saw the deck again. He died on the passage, and was buried at sea. Mr. Channing, who took care of him in his sickness and delirium, caught the fever from him, but, as we gratefully remember, did not die until the ship made port, and he was under the kindly roof of a hospitable family in Penang. The chief mate, also, took the fever, and the second mate and crew deserted; and although the chief mate recovered and took the ship to Europe and home, the voyage was a melancholy disaster. In a tour I made round the world in 1859-1860, of which my revisit to California was the beginning, I went to Penang. In that fairy-like scene of sea and sky and shore, as beautiful as material earth can be, with its fruits and flowers of a perpetual summer,—somewhere in which still lurks the deadly fever,—I found the tomb of my kinsman, classmate, and friend. Standing beside his grave, I tried not to think that his life had been sacrificed to the faults and violence of another; I tried not to think too hardly of that other, who at least had suffered in death.

This ends the list of the Pilgrim's original crew, except for her first captain, Captain Thompson. He wasn’t hired by the same company again and organized a trip to the coast of Sumatra for pepper. A cousin and classmate of mine, Mr. Channing, went along as supercargo, without consulting me about the captain. First, Captain Thompson got into trouble with another American ship on the coast, which accused him of taking advantage of her to get pepper; then he had issues with the locals, who claimed he had collected too much pepper for his weights. The locals captured him one afternoon as he landed in his boat and demanded that he sign an order to the supercargo for the Spanish dollars they said he owed them, threatening to imprison him on shore if he didn’t comply. He never backed down and ordered his boat back to the ship, leaving him on shore, with instructions for the officer to follow no orders except those given directly by him. For several days and nights, his ship, the Alciope, lay in the scorching sun, with rain squalls and thunderclouds rolling in from the high mountains, waiting for news from him. Toward the evening of the fourth or fifth day, he was spotted on the beach, calling for the boat. The locals, realizing they couldn’t extort more money from him, were scared to hold him any longer and let him go. He jumped into the boat, hurried it off as fast as he could, leaped onto the ship like a tiger, his eyes blazing and his face covered in blood, ordered the anchor up and the topsails set, with the four cannons, two on each side, loaded with all kinds of nasty stuff, turned her around, and keeping as close to the bamboo village as possible, fired both broadsides right into the middle of the houses and people before sailing out to sea! Once his adrenaline wore off, he started feeling headache, fatigue, and fever—the deadly coast fever he caught from the water and night dews on shore, mixed with his frenzied state. He ordered the ship to Penang and never stepped on deck again. He died on the journey and was buried at sea. Mr. Channing, who took care of him during his sickness and delirium, caught the fever from him but, thankfully, didn’t die until the ship reached port, and he was under the warm roof of a welcoming family in Penang. The chief mate also caught the fever, and the second mate and crew deserted; although the chief mate recovered and took the ship back to Europe and home, the trip ended in sorrowful disaster. During a trip I took around the world in 1859-1860, which started with my return to California, I visited Penang. In that enchanting scene of sea and sky and shore, as beautiful as material earth can be, with its fruits and flowers of a constant summer—somewhere in that beauty still lurks the deadly fever—I found the grave of my kinsman, classmate, and friend. Standing beside his grave, I tried not to think that his life had been lost because of someone else's faults and violence; I tried not to judge that other person too harshly, knowing that they had suffered in death as well.

The dear old Pilgrim herself! She was sold, at the end of this voyage, to a merchant in New Hampshire, who employed her on short voyages, and, after a few years, I read of her total loss at sea, by fire, off the coast of North Carolina.

The beloved old Pilgrim! She was sold at the end of this voyage to a merchant in New Hampshire, who used her for short trips, and after a few years, I read about her being completely lost at sea due to a fire off the coast of North Carolina.

Captain Faucon, who took out the Alert, and brought home the Pilgrim, spent many years in command of vessels in the Indian and Chinese seas, and was in our volunteer navy during the late war, commanding several large vessels in succession, on the blockade of the Carolinas, with the rank of lieutenant. He has now given up the sea, but still keeps it under his eye, from the piazza of his house on the most beautiful hill in the environs of Boston. I have the pleasure of meeting him often. Once, in speaking of the Alert's crew, in a company of gentlemen, I heard him say that that crew was exceptional: that he had passed all his life at sea, but whether before the mast or abaft, whether officer or master, he had never met such a crew, and never should expect to; and that the two officers of the Alert, long ago shipmasters, agreed with him that, for intelligence, knowledge of duty and willingness to perform it, pride in the ship, her appearance and sailing, and in absolute reliableness, they never had seen their equal. Especially he spoke of his favorite seaman, French John. John, after a few more years at sea, became a boatman, and kept his neat boat at the end of Granite Wharf, and was ready to take all, but delighted to take any of us of the old Alert's crew, to sail down the harbor. One day Captain Faucon went to the end of the wharf to board a vessel in the stream, and hailed for John. There was no response, and his boat was not there. He inquired of a boatman near, where John was. The time had come that comes to all! There was no loyal voice to respond to the familiar call, the hatches had closed over him, his boat was sold to another, and he had left not a trace behind. We could not find out even where he was buried.

Captain Faucon, who took out the Alert and brought home the Pilgrim, spent many years in command of ships in the Indian and Chinese seas and served in our volunteer navy during the recent war, commanding several large vessels in succession on the blockade of the Carolinas, with the rank of lieutenant. He has now retired from the sea but still keeps an eye on it from the porch of his house on the most beautiful hill near Boston. I enjoy meeting him often. Once, while discussing the Alert's crew with a group of gentlemen, I heard him say that the crew was exceptional: he'd spent his entire life at sea, and whether before the mast or behind it, whether as an officer or captain, he had never encountered a crew like them and probably never would. The two officers from the Alert, who were shipmasters long ago, agreed with him that for intelligence, knowledge of duty and willingness to fulfill it, pride in the ship, her appearance and sailing, and in absolute reliability, they had never seen their equal. He especially spoke fondly of his favorite sailor, French John. John eventually became a boatman after a few more years at sea and kept his tidy boat at the end of Granite Wharf, always ready to take anyone from the old Alert's crew for a sail down the harbor. One day, Captain Faucon went to the end of the wharf to board a vessel in the stream and called for John. There was no reply, and his boat was missing. He asked a nearby boatman where John was. The time had come that comes to all! There was no loyal voice to answer the familiar call, the hatches had closed over him, his boat had been sold to someone else, and he had left no trace behind. We couldn't even find out where he was buried.

Mr. Richard Brown, of Marblehead, our chief mate in the Alert, commanded many of our noblest ships in the European trade, a general favorite. A few years ago, while stepping on board his ship from the wharf, he fell from the plank into the hold and was killed. If he did not actually die at sea, at least he died as a sailor,—he died on board ship.

Mr. Richard Brown, from Marblehead, our chief mate on the Alert, commanded many of our finest ships in the European trade and was a general favorite. A few years ago, while boarding his ship from the dock, he fell from the plank into the hold and was killed. Even if he didn't actually die at sea, he certainly died as a sailor—he died on board the ship.

Our second mate, Evans, no one liked or cared for, and I know nothing of him, except that I once saw him in court, on trial for some alleged petty tyranny towards his men,—still a subaltern officer.

Our second mate, Evans, was disliked and disregarded by everyone, and I don't know much about him, except that I once saw him in court, facing trial for some supposed minor abuse of his crew—still a junior officer.

The third mate, Mr. Hatch, a nephew of one of the owners, though only a lad on board the ship, went out chief mate the next voyage, and rose soon to command some of the finest clippers in the California and India trade, under the new order of things,—a man of character, good judgment, and no little cultivation.

The third mate, Mr. Hatch, a nephew of one of the owners, although still just a kid on board the ship, became the chief mate on the next voyage and quickly moved up to command some of the best clippers in the California and India trade, in this new era—he was a man of character, good judgment, and a decent education.

Of the other men before the mast in the Alert, I know nothing of peculiar interest. When visiting, with a party of ladies and gentlemen, one of our largest line-of-battle ships, we were escorted about the decks by a midshipman, who was explaining various matters on board, when one of the party came to me and told me that there was an old sailor there with a whistle round his neck, who looked at me and said of the officer, "he can't show him anything aboard a ship." I found him out, and, looking into his sunburnt face, covered with hair, and his little eyes drawn up into the smallest passages for light,—like a man who had peered into hundreds of northeasters,—there was old "Sails" of the Alert, clothed in all the honors of boatswain's-mate. We stood aside, out of the cun of the officers, and had a good talk over old times. I remember the contempt with which he turned on his heel to conceal his face, when the midshipman (who was a grown youth) could not tell the ladies the length of a fathom, and said it depended on circumstances. Notwithstanding his advice and consolation to "Chips," in the steerage of the Alert, and his story of his runaway wife and the flag-bottomed chairs (ante, p. 249), he confessed to me that he had tried marriage again, and had a little tenement just outside the gate of the yard.

I don't know anything particularly interesting about the other men on the Alert. When I visited one of our largest battleships with a group of ladies and gentlemen, a midshipman was showing us around the decks and explaining various things on board. At one point, someone in our group came over to me and mentioned an old sailor with a whistle around his neck who looked at me and remarked about the officer, "he can't show him anything on a ship." I went over to him, and looking into his sunburned, bearded face and tiny eyes squinting for light—like a man who had weathered countless storms—I recognized old "Sails" from the Alert, now dressed in the uniform of a boatswain's mate. We stepped aside from the officers and reminisced about the old days. I remember the disdain with which he turned away to hide his expression when the midshipman (who was a young man) couldn’t tell the ladies how long a fathom was and said it depended on the circumstances. Despite his advice and consolation to "Chips" in the steerage of the Alert, and the story of his runaway wife and the flag-bottomed chairs (ante, p. 249), he admitted he had tried marriage again and had a small apartment just outside the yard gate.

Harry Bennett, the man who had the palsy, and was unfeelingly left on shore when the Alert sailed, came home in the Pilgrim, and I had the pleasure of helping to get him into the Massachusetts General Hospital. When he had been there about a week, I went to see him in his ward, and asked him how he got along. "Oh! first-rate usage, sir; not a hand's turn to do, and all your grub brought to you, sir." This is a sailor's paradise,—not a hand's turn to do, and all your grub brought to you. But an earthly paradise may pall. Bennett got tired of in-doors and stillness, and was soon out again, and set up a stall, covered with canvas, at the end of one of the bridges, where he could see all the passers-by, and turn a penny by cakes and ale. The stall in time disappeared, and I could learn nothing of his last end, if it has come.

Harry Bennett, the guy who had palsy and was thoughtlessly left behind when the Alert sailed, returned home on the Pilgrim, and I was happy to help him get into the Massachusetts General Hospital. After he had been there for about a week, I went to visit him in his ward and asked how he was doing. "Oh! It's great, sir; not a thing to do, and all your food brought to you, sir." This is a sailor's paradise—not a thing to do and all your food brought to you. But even a paradise can get boring. Bennett got tired of being indoors and the quiet, so he soon went back out and set up a stall covered with canvas at the end of one of the bridges, where he could watch everyone passing by and make some money selling cakes and ale. The stall eventually disappeared, and I couldn’t find out what happened to him, if anything at all.

Of the lads who, beside myself, composed the gig's crew, I know something of all but one. Our bright-eyed, quick-witted little cockswain, from the Boston public schools, Harry May, or Harry Bluff, as he was called, with all his songs and gibes, went the road to ruin as fast as the usual means could carry him. Nat, the "bucket-maker," grave and sober, left the seas, and, I believe, is a hack-driver in his native town, although I have not had the luck to see him since the Alert hauled into her berth at the North End.

Of the guys who, along with me, made up the crew of the gig, I know something about all of them except one. Our bright-eyed, quick-witted little coxswain, Harry May—also known as Harry Bluff—who came from Boston's public schools, went downhill fast with all his songs and jokes. Nat, the "bucket-maker," serious and solemn, left the sea and I believe he’s now a taxi driver in his hometown, although I haven't had the chance to see him since the Alert docked at the North End.

One cold winter evening, a pull at the bell, and a woman in distress wished to see me. Her poor son George,—George Somerby,—"you remember him, sir; he was a boy in the Alert; he always talks of you,—he is dying in my poor house." I went with her, and in a small room, with the most scanty furniture, upon a mattress on the floor,—emaciated, ashy pale, with hollow voice and sunken eyes,—lay the boy George, whom we took out a small, bright boy of fourteen from a Boston public school, who fought himself into a position on board ship (ante, p. 231), and whom we brought home a tall, athletic youth, that might have been the pride and support of his widowed mother. There he lay, not over nineteen years of age, ruined by every vice a sailor's life absorbs. He took my hand in his wasted feeble fingers, and talked a little with his hollow, death-smitten voice. I was to leave town the next day for a fortnight's absence, and whom had they to see to them? The mother named her landlord,—she knew no one else able to do much for them. It was the name of a physician of wealth and high social position, well known in the city as the owner of many small tenements, and of whom hard things had been said as to his strictness in collecting what he thought his dues. Be that as it may, my memory associates him only with ready and active beneficence. His name has since been known the civilized world over, from his having been the victim of one of the most painful tragedies in the records of the criminal law. I tried the experiment of calling upon him; and, having drawn him away from the cheerful fire, sofa, and curtains of a luxurious parlor, I told him the simple tale of woe, of one of his tenants, unknown to him even by name. He did not hesitate; and I well remember how, in that biting, eager air, at a late hour, he drew his cloak about his thin and bent form, and walked off with me across the Common, and to the South End, nearly two miles of an exposed walk, to the scene of misery. He gave his full share, and more, of kindness and material aid; and, as George's mother told me, on my return, had with medical aid and stores, and a clergyman, made the boy's end as comfortable and hopeful as possible.

One cold winter evening, a woman in distress rang the bell and asked to see me. Her poor son George—George Somerby—you remember him, right? He was a boy on the Alert; he always talks about you. He is dying in my poor house. I went with her, and in a small room with minimal furniture, on a mattress on the floor, lay the boy George, who we took out as a small, bright fourteen-year-old from a Boston public school, who fought his way onto a ship (ante, p. 231), and who came back to us a tall, athletic young man who could have been the pride and support of his widowed mother. There he lay, not even nineteen, ruined by all the vices of a sailor's life. He took my hand in his frail, weak fingers and spoke a little with his hollow, deathly voice. I was leaving town the next day for two weeks, and who would take care of them? The mother mentioned her landlord; she didn't know anyone else who could help them. It was the name of a wealthy physician with a high social standing, well-known in the city as the owner of many small rental properties, and about whom some harsh things had been said regarding his strictness in collecting what he believed he was owed. Regardless, my memory associates him only with prompt and generous kindness. His name became known worldwide after he became a victim of one of the most painful tragedies in criminal law history. I decided to visit him; having pulled him away from the cozy fire, sofa, and elegant curtains of his luxurious living room, I shared the simple story of hardship regarding one of his tenants, whose name he didn’t even know. He didn’t hesitate. I clearly remember how, in that biting cold air, at a late hour, he wrapped his cloak around his thin, hunched frame and walked with me across the Common and down to the South End, a nearly two-mile exposed walk to the scene of suffering. He gave generously, providing kindness and material support. As George's mother told me upon my return, he had arranged for medical help and supplies, along with a clergyman, making the boy’s final moments as comfortable and hopeful as possible.

The Alert made two more voyages to the coast of California, successful, and without a mishap, as usual, and was sold by Messrs. Bryant and Sturgis, in 1843, to Mr. Thomas W. Williams, a merchant of New London, Connecticut, who employed her in the whale-trade in the Pacific. She was as lucky and prosperous there as in the merchant service. When I was at the Sandwich Islands in 1860, a man was introduced to me as having commanded the Alert on two cruises, and his friends told me that he was as proud of it as if he had commanded a frigate.

The Alert made two more successful trips to the California coast without any issues, just like before, and in 1843, Messrs. Bryant and Sturgis sold her to Mr. Thomas W. Williams, a merchant from New London, Connecticut, who used her in the whale trade in the Pacific. She was just as lucky and successful there as she had been in the merchant service. When I was in the Sandwich Islands in 1860, a man was introduced to me as having captained the Alert on two voyages, and his friends told me he was as proud of it as if he had commanded a frigate.

I am permitted to publish the following letter from the owner of the Alert, giving her later record and her historic end,—captured and burned by the rebel Alabama:—

I have permission to publish the following letter from the owner of the Alert, detailing her later history and her tragic end—captured and burned by the rebel Alabama:—


New London, March 17, 1868.

New London, March 17, 1868.

Richard H. Dana, Esq.:

Richard H. Dana, Attorney:

Dear Sir,—I am happy to acknowledge the receipt of your favor of the 14th inst., and to answer your inquiries about the good ship Alert. I bought her of Messrs. Bryant and Sturgis in the year 1843, for my firm of Williams and Haven, for a whaler, in which business she was successful until captured by the rebel steamer Alabama, September, 1862, making a period of more than nineteen years, during which she took and delivered at New London upwards of twenty-five thousand barrels of whale and sperm oil. She sailed last from this port, August 30, 1862, for Hurd's Island (the newly discovered land south of Kerguelen's), commanded by Edwin Church, and was captured and burned on the 9th of September following, only ten days out, near or close to the Azores, with thirty barrels of sperm oil on board, and while her boats were off in pursuit of whales.

Dear Sir, — I’m glad to confirm that I received your letter from the 14th and to respond to your questions about the ship Alert. I bought her from Bryant and Sturgis in 1843 for my company, Williams and Haven, to be used as a whaler, and she was successful in that role until she was captured by the rebel steamer Alabama in September 1862. This means she was in operation for more than nineteen years, during which she took and delivered over twenty-five thousand barrels of whale and sperm oil at New London. Her last departure from this port was on August 30, 1862, bound for Hurd's Island (the newly discovered land south of Kerguelen's), under the command of Edwin Church. She was captured and burned on September 9, just ten days after leaving, near the Azores, with thirty barrels of sperm oil on board, while her boats were out chasing whales.

The Alert was a favorite ship with all owners, officers, and men who had anything to do with her; and I may add almost all who heard her name asked if that was the ship the man went in who wrote the book called "Two Years before the Mast"; and thus we feel, with you, no doubt, a sort of sympathy at her loss, and that, too, in such a manner, and by wicked acts of our own countrymen.

The Alert was a beloved ship among all the owners, officers, and crew who were involved with her; and I can also add that almost everyone who heard her name wondered if that was the ship the guy took who wrote the book called "Two Years before the Mast." So, we share, with you, a sense of sympathy for her loss, especially in such a way and due to the vile actions of our own countrymen.

My partner, Mr. Haven, sends me a note from the office this P. M., saying that he had just found the last log-book, and would send up this evening a copy of the last entry on it; and if there should be anything of importance I will enclose it to you, and if you have any further inquiries to put, I will, with great pleasure, endeavor to answer them.

My partner, Mr. Haven, sent me a note from the office this afternoon, saying that he just found the last log book and would send a copy of the final entry this evening. If there’s anything important, I’ll include it for you, and if you have any more questions, I’ll be happy to try to answer them.

Remaining very respectfully and truly yours,

Respectfully and sincerely yours,

THOMAS W. WILLIAMS.

THOMAS W. WILLIAMS.

P. S.—Since writing the above I have received the extract from the log-book, and enclose the same.

P.S.—Since writing the above, I’ve received the excerpt from the logbook and I’m enclosing it.


THE LAST ENTRY IN THE LOG-BOOK OF THE ALERT.

"September 9, 1862.

September 9, 1862.

"Shortly after the ship came to the wind, with the main yard aback, we went alongside and were hoisted up, when we found we were prisoners of war, and our ship a prize to the Confederate steamer Alabama. We were then ordered to give up all nautical instruments and letters appertaining to any of us. Afterwards we were offered the privilege, as they called it, of joining the steamer or signing a parole of honor not to serve in the army or navy of the United States. Thank God no one accepted the former of these offers. We were all then ordered to get our things ready in haste, to go on shore,—the ship running off shore all the time. We were allowed four boats to go on shore in, and when we had got what things we could take in them, were ordered to get into the boats and pull for the shore,—the nearest land being about fourteen miles off,—which we reached in safety, and, shortly after, saw the ship in flames.

"Shortly after the ship changed direction, with the main sail back, we pulled alongside and were lifted up, only to find out we were prisoners of war, and our ship was captured by the Confederate steamer Alabama. We were then required to hand over all nautical instruments and letters belonging to any of us. Later, they offered us the option, as they put it, to join the steamer or to sign a promise not to serve in the U.S. army or navy. Thank God nobody took the first option. We were all then told to quickly get our things in order to go ashore, while the ship continued moving away from the shore. We were given four boats to row to the shore, and after gathering what we could take in them, we were ordered to get into the boats and row toward the shore—the nearest land being about fourteen miles away—which we reached safely, and shortly after that, we saw our ship in flames."

"So end all our bright prospects, blasted by a gang of miscreants, who certainly can have no regard for humanity so long as they continue to foster their so-called peculiar institution, which is now destroying our country."

"So end all our bright prospects, ruined by a group of criminals who clearly have no respect for humanity as long as they keep supporting their so-called peculiar institution, which is now destroying our country."


I love to think that our noble ship, with her long record of good service and uniform success, attractive and beloved in her life, should have passed, at her death, into the lofty regions of international jurisprudence and debate, forming a part of the body of the "Alabama Claims"; that, like a true ship, committed to her element once for all at her launching, she perished at sea, and, without an extreme use of language, we may say, a victim in the cause of her country.

I love to imagine that our proud ship, with her long history of excellent service and consistent success, cherished and admired during her life, has now entered the elevated realms of international law and discussion, becoming part of the "Alabama Claims"; that, like a true ship, fully committed to the sea since her launch, she sank in the ocean, and, without overstating it, we can say she was a casualty for the sake of her country.

R. H. D., Jr.

R.H.D. Jr.

BOSTON, May 6, 1869.

BOSTON, May 6, 1869.


[1] Pronounced Leese.

Pronounced "Leese."






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