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JOHN SPLENDID
The Tale of a Poor Gentleman, and the Little Wars of Lorn
By Neil Munro
William Blackwood And Sons
Edinburgh And London
MDCCCXCVIII


CONTENTS
(Note: Chapter XII notation skipped in the print copy.)
CHAPTER I. FROM THE FOREIGN FIELD.
CHAPTER II. GILLESBEG GRUAMACH.
CHAPTER III. THE LADY ON THE STAIR.
CHAPTER IV. A NIGHT ALARM.
CHAPTER V. KIRK LAW.
CHAPTER VI. MY LADY OF MOODS.
CHAPTER VII. CHILDREN OF THE MIST.
CHAPTER VIII. THE BALE-FIRES ON THE BENS.
CHAPTER IX. INVASION.
CHAPTER X. THE FLIGHT TO THE FOREST.
CHAPTER XI. ON BENS OF WAR.
CHAPTER XIII. WHERE TREADS THE DEER.
CHAPTER XIV. MY LADY AND THE CHILD.
CHAPTER XV. CONFESSIONS OF A MARQUIS.
CHAPTER XVI. OUR MARCH FOR LOCHABER.
CHAPTER XVII. IN THE LAND OF LORN.
CHAPTER XVIII. BARD OF KEPPOCH.
CHAPTER XIX. THE MIRACULOUS JOURNEY.
CHAPTER XX. INVERLOCHY.
CHAPTER XXI. SEVEN BROKEN MEN.
CHAPTER XXII. DAME DUBH.
CHAPTER XXIII. THE WIDOW OF GLENCOE.
CHAPTER XXIV. A NIGHT’S SHELTER.
CHAPTER XXV. THE ANGRY EAVESDROPPER.
CHAPTER XXVI. TRAPPED.
CHAPTER XXVII. A TAVERN IN THE WILDS.
CHAPTER XXVIII. LOST ON THIS MOOR OF KANNOCH.
CHAPTER XXIX. THE RETURN.
CHAPTER XXX. ARGILE’S BEDROOM.
CHAPTER XXXI. MISTRESS BETTY.
CHAPTER XXXII. A SCANDAL AND A QUARREL.
CHAPTER XXXIII. THE BROKEN SWORD.
CHAPTER XXXIV. LOVE IN THE WOODS.
CHAPTER XXXV. FAREWELL.
CONTENTS
(Note: Chapter XII is not included in the print version.)
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_2__ FROM THE FOREIGN FIELD.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_3__ GILLESBEG GRUAMACH.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_4__ THE LADY ON THE STAIR.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_5__ A NIGHT ALARM.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_6__ KIRK LAW.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_7__ MY LADY OF MOODS.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_8__ CHILDREN OF THE MIST.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_9__ THE BALE-FIRES ON THE BENS.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_10__ INVASION.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_11__ THE FLIGHT TO THE FOREST.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_12__ ON BENS OF WAR.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_13__ WHERE TREADS THE DEER.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_14__ MY LADY AND THE CHILD.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_15__ CONFESSIONS OF A MARQUIS.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_16__ OUR MARCH FOR LOCHABER.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_17__ IN THE LAND OF LORN.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_18__ BARD OF KEPPOCH.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_19__ THE MIRACULOUS JOURNEY.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_20__ INVERLOCHY.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_21__ SEVEN BROKEN MEN.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_22__ DAME DUBH.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_23__ THE WIDOW OF GLENCOE.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_24__ A NIGHT’S SHELTER.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_25__ THE ANGRY EAVESDROPPER.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_26__ TRAPPED.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_27__ A TAVERN IN THE WILDS.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_28__ LOST ON THIS MOOR OF KANNOCH.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_29__ THE RETURN.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_30__ ARGILE’S BEDROOM.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_31__ MISTRESS BETTY.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_32__ A SCANDAL AND A QUARREL.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_33__ THE BROKEN SWORD.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_34__ LOVE IN THE WOODS.
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_35__ FAREWELL.
DEDICATION.
To read this tale, dear Hugh, without any association of its incidents with the old respectable chronicles of the Historians is what I should wish you could always do. That is the happy manner with Romance; that is the enviable aptness of the child. But when (by the favour of God) you grow older and more reflective, seeking perhaps for more in these pages than they meant to give, you may wonder that the streets, the lanes, the tenements herein set forth so much resemble those we know to-day, though less than two hundred years ago the bracken waved upon their promontory. You may wonder, too, that the Silver Mines of Coillebhraid, discovered in the time of your greatgrandfather, should have so strangely been anticipated in the age of Gillesbeg Gruamach. Let not those chronological divergences perturb you; they were in the manuscript (which you will be good enough to assume) of Elrigmore, and I would not alter them. Nor do I diminish by a single hour Elrigmore’s estimate that two days were taken on the Miraculous Journey to Inverlochy, though numerous histories have made it less. In that, as in a few other details, Elrigmore’s account is borne out by one you know to whom The Little Wars of Lorn and Lochaber are yet, as it were, an impulse of yesterday, and the name of Athole is utterly detestable.
To read this story, dear Hugh, without connecting its events to the old respected chronicles of the historians is what I wish you could always do. That's the joyful way of Romance; that's the enviable quality of a child. But when (thanks to God) you grow older and more thoughtful, perhaps looking for more in these pages than they intended to provide, you might wonder why the streets, the lanes, and the buildings described here resemble those we know today, even though less than two hundred years ago the bracken was waving on their shore. You might also be surprised that the Silver Mines of Coillebhraid, discovered during your great-grandfather's time, were so oddly predicted in the age of Gillesbeg Gruamach. Don’t let those chronological discrepancies bother you; they were in the manuscript (which you’ll kindly assume) of Elrigmore, and I wouldn’t change them. I also wouldn’t decrease by a single hour Elrigmore’s estimate that it took two days for the Miraculous Journey to Inverlochy, even though many histories have made it shorter. In that, as in a few other details, Elrigmore’s account is supported by someone you know, for whom The Little Wars of Lorn and Lochaber are still, in a sense, a recent memory, and the name of Athole is completely detestable.
I give you this book, dear Hugh, not for History, though a true tale—a sad old tale—is behind it, but for a picture of times and manners, of a country that is dear to us in every rock and valley, of a people we know whose blood is ours. And that you may grow in wisdom as in years, and gain the riches of affection, and escape the giants of life as Connal did the giants of Erin O, in our winter tale, is my fervent prayer.
I give you this book, dear Hugh, not for its historical value, even though it tells a true story—a sad old tale—but to show you a picture of times and manners, of a country that's dear to us in every rock and valley, of a people we know whose blood is ours. And that you may grow in wisdom as you grow older, gain the wealth of affection, and navigate life's challenges like Connal did with the giants of Erin O, in our winter tale, is my heartfelt wish.
N. M.
N. M.
September 1898.
September 1898.
JOHN SPLENDID.
CHAPTER I.—FROM THE FOREIGN FIELD.
Many a time, in college or in camp, I had planned the style of my home-coming. Master Webster, in the Humanities, droning away like a Boreraig bagpipe, would be sending my mind back to Shira Glen, its braes and corries and singing waters, and Ben Bhuidhe over all, and with my chin on a hand I would ponder on how I should go home again when this weary scholarship was over. I had always a ready fancy and some of the natural vanity of youth, so I could see myself landing off the lugger at the quay of Inneraora town, three inches more of a man than when I left with a firkin of herring and a few bolls of meal for my winter’s provand; thicker too at the chest, and with a jacket of London green cloth with brass buttons. Would the fishermen about the quay-head not lean over the gun’les of their skiffs and say, “There goes young Elrigmore from Colleging, well-knit in troth, and a pretty lad”? I could hear (all in my daydream in yon place of dingy benches) the old women about the well at the town Cross say, “Oh laochain! thou art come back from the Galldach, and Glascow College; what a thousand curious things thou must know, and what wisdom thou must have, but never a change on thine affability to the old and to the poor!” But it was not till I had run away from Glascow College, and shut the boards for good and all, as I thought, on my humane letters and history, and gone with cousin Gavin to the German wars in Mackay’s Corps of true Highlanders, that I added a manlier thought to my thinking of the day when I should come home to my native place. I’ve seen me in the camp at night, dog-wearied after stoury marching on their cursed foreign roads, keeping my eyes open and the sleep at an arm’s-length, that I might think of Shira Glen. Whatever they may say of me or mine, they can never deny but I had the right fond heart for my own countryside, and I have fought men for speaking of its pride and poverty—their ignorance, their folly!—for what did they ken of the Highland spirit? I would be lying in the lap of the night, and my Ferrara sword rolled in my plaid as a pillow for my head, fancying myself—all those long wars over, march, siege, and sack—riding on a good horse down the pass of Aora and through the arches into the old town. Then, it was not the fishermen or the old women I thought of, but the girls, and the winking stars above me were their eyes, glinting merrily and kindly on a stout young gentleman soldier with jack and morion, sword at haunch, spur at heel, and a name for bravado never a home-biding laird in our parish had, burgh or landward. I would sit on my horse so, the chest well out, the back curved, the knees straight, one gauntlet off to let my white hand wave a salute when needed, and none of all the pretty ones would be able to say Elrigmore thought another one the sweetest Oh! I tell you we learnt many arts in the Lowland wars, more than they teach Master of Art in the old biggin’ in the Hie Street of Glascow.
Many times, in college or at camp, I imagined how I would come home. Master Webster, in Humanities, droning on like a Boreraig bagpipe, would send my mind back to Shira Glen, its hills and streams, and Ben Bhuidhe towering above. With my chin resting on my hand, I would daydream about how I would return home once this tiring scholarship ended. I had a vivid imagination and some youthful vanity, so I could picture myself stepping off the lugger at the quay of Inneraora town, three inches taller than when I left with a barrel of herring and some bags of meal for my winter supplies; stronger in the chest, wearing a jacket of green London cloth with brass buttons. Wouldn’t the fishermen at the quay lean over the sides of their boats and say, “There goes young Elrigmore from college, looking fit and quite handsome”? I could hear, all in my daydream in that place of dull benches, the old women by the well at the town Cross say, “Oh laochain! you’ve returned from the Galldach and Glasgow College; what a thousand interesting things you must know, and how wise you must be, but you’ve not changed a bit in your friendliness to the old and the poor!” But it wasn’t until I had left Glasgow College for good, as I thought, closing the book on my studies in the humanities and history, and going with cousin Gavin to the German wars in Mackay’s Corps of true Highlanders, that I added a more manly thought to my daydreams about returning home. I’ve seen myself in the camp at night, exhausted after rough marching on those cursed foreign roads, keeping my eyes open and sleep at bay, just to think of Shira Glen. Whatever people may say about me or my family, they can never deny that I had a deep love for my own countryside, and I’ve fought others for speaking ill of its pride and poverty—their ignorance, their foolishness!—for what do they know of the Highland spirit? I would lie in the stillness of the night, my Ferrara sword wrapped in my plaid as a pillow for my head, imagining myself—all those long wars over, with marches, sieges, and sackings—riding on a good horse down the pass of Aora and through the arches into the old town. Then, it wasn’t the fishermen or the old women I thought of, but the girls, and the twinkling stars above me seemed to be their eyes, shining cheerfully and kindly on a strong young soldier with armor and helmet, sword at my side, spurs on my heels, and a boldness that no homebound landowner in our parish ever had, whether in town or countryside. I could picture myself on that horse, chest out, back straight, knees firm, one gauntlet off to wave a salute when needed, and none of the lovely ones would ever be able to say that Elrigmore thought another girl was sweeter. Oh! I tell you we learned many skills in the Lowland wars, more than they teach in the Master of Arts at that old building on High Street in Glasgow.
One day, at a place called Nordlingen near the Mid Franken, binding a wound Gavin got in the sword-arm, I said, “What’s your wish at this moment, cousin?”
One day, at a place called Nordlingen near Mid Franken, as I was tending to a wound Gavin had on his sword arm, I asked, “What do you wish for right now, cousin?”
He looked at me with a melting eye, and the flush hove to his face.
He looked at me with a soft gaze, and his face turned red.
“‘Fore God, Colin,” said he, “I would give my twelve months’ wage to stand below the lintel of my mother’s door and hear her say ‘Darling scamp!’”
“‘For God’s sake, Colin,” he said, “I would give my entire year’s salary to stand under the doorway of my mother’s house and hear her say ‘Darling troublemaker!’”
“If you had your wish, Gavin, when and how would you go into Inneraora town after those weary years away?”
“If you could have it your way, Gavin, when and how would you return to Inneraora town after all those exhausting years away?”
“Man, I’ve made that up long syne,” said he, and the tear was at his cheek. “Let me go into it cannily at night-fall from the Cromalt end, when the boys and girls were dancing on the green to the pipes at the end of a harvest-day. Them in a reel, with none of the abulziements of war about me, but a plain civil lad like the rest, I would join in the strathspey and kiss two or three of the girls ere ever they jaloused a stranger was among them.”
“Man, I made that up a long time ago,” he said, a tear rolling down his cheek. “Let me sneak in at dusk from the Cromalt end, when the boys and girls are dancing on the green to the pipes after a harvest day. Just me as a regular guy, without any of the burdens of war weighing on me, I’d join in the strathspey and kiss two or three of the girls before they even realized a stranger was among them.”
Poor Gavin, good Gavin! he came home no way at all to his mother and his mountains; but here was I, with some of his wish for my fortune, riding cannily into Inneraora town in the dark.
Poor Gavin, good Gavin! He came home with no way to find his mother and his mountains; but here I was, with some of his wish for my future, riding cleverly into Inneraora town in the dark.
It is wonderful how travel, even in a marching company of cavaliers of fortune, gives scope to the mind. When I set foot, twelve years before this night I speak of, on the gabert that carried me down to Dunbarton on my way to the Humanities classes, I could have sworn I was leaving a burgh most large and wonderful. The town houses of old Stonefield, Craignish, Craignure, Asknish, and the other cadets of Clan Campbell, had such a strong and genteel look; the windows, all but a very few, had glass in every lozen, every shutter had a hole to let in the morning light, and each door had its little ford of stones running across the gutter that sped down the street, smelling fishily a bit, on its way to the shore. For me, in those days, each close that pierced the tall lands was as wide and high as a mountain eas, the street itself seemed broad and substantial, crowded with people worth kenning for their graces and the many things they knew.
It’s amazing how travel, even with a group of adventurous people, expands the mind. When I stepped onto the boat that took me down to Dunbarton on my way to my Humanities classes twelve years ago, I could have sworn I was leaving behind a big and incredible place. The townhouses of old Stonefield, Craignish, Craignure, Asknish, and the other branches of Clan Campbell had such a strong and refined appearance; nearly all the windows had glass in them, every shutter had a hole to let in the morning light, and each door had a small stone bridge across the gutter that flowed down the street, smelling a bit fishy on its way to the shore. Back then, every close that cut through the tall land felt as wide and high as a mountain pass; the street itself seemed broad and solid, filled with people worth knowing for their charm and the many things they understood.
I came home now on this night of nights with Munchen and Augsburg, and the fine cities of all the France, in my mind, and I tell you I could think shame of this mean rickle of stones I had thought a town, were it not for the good hearts and kind I knew were under every roof. The broad street crowded with people, did I say? A little lane rather; and Elrigmore, with schooling and the wisdom of travel, felt he could see into the heart’s core of the cunningest merchant in the place.
I returned home tonight, thinking about Munich and Augsburg, and all the beautiful cities of France, and I swear I felt embarrassed by this tiny pile of stones I once thought was a town, if it weren't for the good hearts and kindness I knew were under every roof. Was that broad street filled with people I mentioned? More like a narrow lane; and Elrigmore, with his education and worldly experience, felt he could see straight into the heart of the shrewdest merchant in town.
But anyway, here I was, riding into town from the Cromalt end on a night in autumn. It was after ten by my Paris watch when I got the length of the Creags, and I knew that there was nothing but a sleeping town before me, for our folks were always early bedders when the fishing season was on. The night hung thick with stars, but there was no moon; a stiff wind from the east prinked at my right ear and cooled my horse’s skin, as he slowed down after a canter of a mile or two on this side of Pennymore. Out on the loch I could see the lights of a few herring-boats lift and fall at the end of their trail of nets.
But anyway, here I was, riding into town from the Cromalt end on a fall night. It was after ten by my Paris watch when I reached the Creags, and I knew that there was nothing but a sleeping town ahead of me, since our folks always went to bed early during fishing season. The night was thick with stars, but there was no moon; a brisk wind from the east nipped at my right ear and cooled my horse’s skin as he slowed down after a mile or two of cantering on this side of Pennymore. Out on the loch, I could see the lights of a few herring boats rise and fall at the end of their nets.
“Too few of you there for the town to be busy and cheerful,” said I to myself; “no doubt the bulk of the boats are down at Otter, damming the fish in the narrow gut, and keeping them from searching up to our own good townsmen.”
“Too few of you here for the town to feel lively and cheerful,” I thought to myself; “no doubt most of the boats are down at Otter, blocking the fish in the narrow channel, and preventing them from coming up to our own good townspeople.”
I pressed my brute to a trot, and turned round into the nether part of the town. It was what I expected—the place was dark, black out. The people were sleeping; the salt air of Loch Finne went sighing through the place in a way that made me dowie for old days. We went over the causeway-stones with a clatter that might have wakened the dead, but no one put a head out, and I thought of the notion of a cheery home-coming poor Gavin had—my dear cousin, stroked out and cold under foreign clods at Velshiem, two leagues below the field of Worms of Hessen, on the banks of the Rhine, in Low Germanie.
I urged my horse into a trot and turned into the lower part of town. It was just as I expected—the place was dark, completely blacked out. The people were asleep; the salty air of Loch Finne flowed through the area in a way that made me nostalgic for the old days. We clattered over the causeway stones loudly enough to wake the dead, but no one peeked out, and I thought about the idea of a cheerful homecoming my poor cousin Gavin had—my dear cousin, lying cold and still under foreign soil in Velshiem, two leagues below the battlefield of Worms in Hessen, on the banks of the Rhine, in Low Germany.
It is a curious business this riding into a town in the dark waste of night; curious even in a strange town when all are the same for you that sleep behind those shutters and those doors, but doubly curious when you know that behind the dark fronts are folk lying that you know well, that have been thinking, and drinking, and thriving when you were far away. As I went clattering slowly by, I would say at one house front, “Yonder’s my old comrade, Tearlach, who taught me my one tune on the pipe-chanter; is his beard grown yet, I wonder?” At another, “There is the garret window of the schoolmaster’s daughter—does she sing so sweetly nowadays in the old kirk?”
It’s a strange thing, riding into a town in the dark of night; it’s odd even in a new place where everyone behind those shutters and doors is just a stranger to you, but it’s even more peculiar when you know that behind those dark facades are people you’re familiar with, who have been thinking, drinking, and living well while you were away. As I slowly clattered past, I would remark about one house, “There’s my old buddy, Tearlach, who taught me my only tune on the pipe; I wonder if his beard has grown yet?” At another, “There’s the attic window of the schoolmaster’s daughter—does she still sing so beautifully in the old church?”
In the dead middle of the street I pulled my horse up, just to study the full quietness of the hour. Leaning over, I put a hand on his nostrils and whispered in his ear for a silence, as we do abroad in ambuscade. Town Innera-ora slept sound, sure enough! All to hear was the spilling of the river at the cascade under the bridge and the plopping of the waves against the wall we call the ramparts, that keeps the sea from thrashing on the Tolbooth. And then over all I could hear a most strange moaning sound, such as we boys used to make with a piece of lath nicked at the edges and swung hurriedly round the head by a string. It was made by the wind, I knew, for it came loudest in the gusty bits of the night and from the east, and when there was a lull I could hear it soften away and end for a second or two with a dunt, as if some heavy, soft thing struck against wood.
In the middle of the street, I stopped my horse to take in the complete stillness of the hour. Leaning forward, I placed a hand on his nostrils and whispered in his ear for silence, like we do when hiding. Town Innera-ora was definitely sound asleep! All I could hear was the river spilling at the cascade under the bridge and the waves splashing against the wall we call the ramparts, which keeps the sea from pounding on the Tolbooth. Then, all around, I could hear a strange moaning sound, like the noise we boys used to make with a piece of wood with notched edges swung quickly by a string. I knew it was the wind, as it was loudest during the gusty parts of the night and came from the east, and when there was a lull, I could hear it fade away and end for a second or two with a thud, as if some heavy, soft thing had hit wood.
Whatever it was, the burghers of Inneraora paid no heed, but slept, stark and sound, behind their steeked shutters.
Whatever it was, the people of Inneraora paid no attention, but slept, deep and sound, behind their shut shutters.
The solemnity of the place that I knew so much better in a natural lively mood annoyed me, and I played there and then a prank more becoming a boy in his first kilt than a gentleman of education and travel and some repute for sobriety. I noticed I was opposite the house of a poor old woman they called Black Kate, whose door was ever the target in my young days for every lad that could brag of a boot-toe, and I saw that the shutter, hanging ajee on one hinge, was thrown open against the harled wall of the house. In my doublet-pocket there were some carabeen bullets, and taking one out, I let bang at the old woman’s little lozens. There was a splinter of glass, and I waited to see if any one should come out to find who had done the damage. My trick was in vain; no one came. Old Kate, as I found next day, was dead since Martinmas, and her house was empty.
The serious vibe of the place that I was so much more familiar with in a lively, natural way bothered me, and I ended up playing a prank that was more fitting for a boy in his first kilt than a well-educated gentleman with some reputation for being sober. I noticed I was across from the house of a poor old woman they called Black Kate, whose door was always a target in my younger days for every boy who could show off a boot-toe. I saw that the shutter, hanging askew on one hinge, was thrown open against the rough wall of the house. In my doublet pocket, I had some carabeen bullets, and taking one out, I aimed for the old woman’s little window. There was a splash of glass, and I waited to see if anyone would come out to find out who had caused the damage. My prank was pointless; no one came. Old Kate, as I found out the next day, had been dead since Martinmas, and her house was empty.
Still the moaning sound came from the town-head, and I went slowly riding in its direction. It grew clearer and yet uncannier as I sped on, and mixed with the sough of it I could hear at last the clink of chains.
Still, the moaning sound came from the town center, and I slowly rode in that direction. It became clearer and even more eerie as I continued on, and along with it, I could finally hear the clink of chains.
“What in God’s name have I here?” said I to myself, turning round Islay Campbell’s corner, and yonder was my answer!
“What on earth do I have here?” I said to myself, turning around the corner of Islay Campbell, and there was my answer!
The town gibbets were throng indeed! Two corpses swung in the wind, like net bows on a drying-pole, going from side to side, making the woeful sough and clink of chains, and the dunt I had heard when the wind dropped.
The town's gallows were really crowded! Two bodies swung in the wind, like nets drying on a pole, swaying back and forth, making the sad sound of chains rattling, and the thud I had heard when the wind died down.
I grued more at the sound of the soughing than at the sight of the hanged fellows, for I’ve seen the Fell Sergeant in too many ugly fashions to be much put about at a hanging match. But it was such a poor home-coming! It told me as plain as could be, what I had heard rumours of in the low country, riding round from the port of Leith, that the land was uneasy, and that pit and gallows were bye-ordinar busy at the gates of our castle. When I left for my last session at Glascow College, the countryside was quiet as a village green, never a raider nor a reiver in the land, and so poor the Doomster’s trade (Black George) that he took to the shoeing of horses.
I felt more disturbed by the sound of the wind than by the sight of the hanged men, because I had seen the Fell Sergeant in too many gruesome situations to be really bothered by a hanging. But this homecoming was so disheartening! It clearly showed me what I had heard rumors about in the low country while riding back from the port of Leith: that the land was restless, and that the gallows and the pit were unusually busy at the gates of our castle. When I left for my last term at Glasgow College, the countryside was as peaceful as a village green, with not a bandit or thief in sight, and the local executioner (Black George) was so short on work that he started shoeing horses.
“There must be something wicked in the times, and cheatery rampant indeed,” I thought, “when the common gibbet of Inneraora has a drunkard’s convoy on either hand to prop it up.”
“There must be something wrong with the times, and deceit is certainly everywhere,” I thought, “when the usual gallows of Inneraora has a drunk’s entourage on either side to support it.”
But it was no time for meditation. Through the rags of plaiding on the chains went the wind again so eerily that I bound to be off, and I put my horse to it, bye the town-head and up the two miles to Glen Shira. I was sore and galled sitting on the saddle; my weariness hung at the back of my legs and shoulders like an ague, and there was never a man in this world came home to his native place so eager for taking supper and sleep as young Elrigmore.
But there wasn't time to think. The wind howled through the tattered flags on the chains in such an eerie way that I knew I had to leave, so I urged my horse on, past the town center and up the two miles to Glen Shira. My back ached from sitting in the saddle; my exhaustion weighed down on my legs and shoulders like a fever, and no one in this world is as eager to get home for dinner and sleep as young Elrigmore.
What I expected at my father’s door I am not going to set down here. I went from it a fool, with not one grace about me but the love of my good mother, and the punishment I had for my hot and foolish cantrip was many a wae night on foreign fields, vexed to the core for the sore heart I had left at home.
What I expected at my dad’s door I'm not going to write down here. I left feeling like a fool, with nothing but my mom’s love to my name, and the consequence of my reckless and foolish actions was many a painful night in foreign lands, deeply troubled by the aching heart I had left at home.
My mind, for all my weariness, was full of many things, and shame above all, as I made for my father’s house. The horse had never seen Glen Shira, but it smelt the comfort of the stable and whinnied cheerfully as I pulled up at the gate. There was but one window to the gable-end of Elrigmore, and it was something of a surprise to me to find a light in it, for our people were not overly rich in these days, and candle or cruisie was wont to be doused at bedtime. More was my surprise when, leading my horse round to the front, feeling my way in the dark by memory, I found the oak door open and my father, dressed, standing in the light of it.
My mind, despite my exhaustion, was filled with many thoughts, especially shame, as I made my way to my father's house. The horse had never been to Glen Shira before, but it sensed the comfort of the stable and whinnied happily as I arrived at the gate. There was only one window at the gable end of Elrigmore, so I was surprised to see a light in it, since our family wasn’t very well-off at that time, and candles or lamps were usually turned off at bedtime. I was even more surprised when, leading my horse around to the front and finding my way in the dark by memory, I discovered the oak door open and my father, fully dressed, standing in the light.
A young sgalag came running to the reins, and handing them to him, I stepped into the light of the door, my bonnet in my hand.
A young sgalag ran up to the reins and handed them to him, while I stepped into the light of the doorway, holding my hat in my hand.
“Step in, sir, caird or gentleman,” said my father—looking more bent at the shoulder than twelve years before.
“Step in, sir, card or gentleman,” my father said—looking more hunched at the shoulder than he did twelve years ago.
I went under the door-lintel, and stood a little abashed before him.
I went under the door frame and stood there feeling a bit embarrassed in front of him.
“Colin! Colin!” he cried in the Gaelic “Did I not ken it was you?” and he put his two hands on my shoulders.
“Colin! Colin!” he shouted in Gaelic. “Did I not know it was you?” and he placed his hands on my shoulders.
“It is Colin sure enough, father dear,” I said, slipping readily enough into the mother tongue they did their best to get out of me at Glascow College. “Is he welcome in this door?” and the weariness weighed me down at the hip and bowed my very legs.
“It’s definitely Colin, dear father,” I said, easily slipping into the language they tried so hard to eliminate from me at Glasgow College. “Is he welcome here?” The exhaustion pressed down on me at the hip and made my legs feel weak.
He gripped me tight at the elbows, and looked me hungrily in the face.
He held my elbows tightly and gazed at me intensely.
“If you had a murdered man’s head in your oxter, Colin,” said he, “you were still my son. Colin, Colin! come ben and put off your boots!”
“If you had a murdered man’s head under your arm, Colin,” he said, “you would still be my son. Colin, Colin! come in and take off your boots!”
“Mother———” I said, but he broke in on my question.
“Mom—” I said, but he interrupted my question.
“Come in, lad, and sit down. You are back from the brave wars you never went to with my will, and you’ll find stirring times here at your own parish. It’s the way of the Sennachies’ stories.”
“Come in, kid, and take a seat. You’re back from the brave wars you never went to by my choice, and you’ll find exciting times here in your own parish. It’s the nature of the Sennachies’ stories.”
“How is that, sir?”
“How's that, sir?”
“They tell, you know, that people wander far on the going foot for adventure, and adventure is in the first turning of their native lane.”
“They say that people go far on foot for adventure, and the adventure is right in the first turn of their own street.”
I was putting my boots off before a fire of hissing logs that filled the big room with a fir-wood smell right homely and comforting to my heart, and my father was doing what I should have known was my mother’s office if weariness had not left me in a sort of stupor—he was laying on the board a stout and soldierly supper and a tankard of the red Bordeaux wine the French traffickers bring to Loch Finne to trade for cured herring. He would come up now and then where I sat fumbling sleepily at my belt, and put a hand on my head, a curious unmanly sort of thing I never knew my father do before, and I felt put-about at this petting, which would have been more like my sister if ever I had had the luck to have one.
I was taking off my boots in front of a crackling fire that filled the big room with a cozy fir wood smell, warm and comforting to my heart. My dad was doing what I now realized was my mom’s job, though exhaustion had left me in a bit of a daze—he was setting a hearty, soldier-like dinner on the table along with a tankard of the red Bordeaux wine that the French traders bring to Loch Finne to exchange for cured herring. He would come over every now and then while I sat there sleepily fiddling with my belt and put a hand on my head, a strangely gentle gesture I had never seen from my dad before. I felt a bit out of sorts with this affection, which would have felt more like something my sister might do if I had ever had the luck to have one.
“You are tired, Colin, my boy?” he said.
“You tired, Colin, my boy?” he said.
“A bit, father, a bit,” I answered; “rough roads you know. I was landed at break of day at Skipness and—Is mother———?”
“A little, dad, a little,” I replied; “the roads are rough, you know. I arrived at Skipness at dawn and—Is mom———?”
“Sit in, laochain! Did you meet many folks on the road?”
“Come in, laochain! Did you meet a lot of people on your way?”
“No, sir; as pestilent barren a journey as ever I trotted on, and the people seemingly on the hill, for their crops are unco late in the field.”
“No, sir; it’s as miserable and useless a journey as I’ve ever been on, and the people up on the hill seem to have late crops sitting in the field.”
“Ay, ay, lad, so they are,” said my father, pulling back his shoulders a bit—a fairly straight wiry old man, with a name for good swordsmanship in his younger days.
“Ay, ay, kid, that's right,” said my father, straightening his shoulders a bit—a pretty fit, wiry old man, known for his swordsmanship in his younger days.
I was busy at a cold partridge, and hard at it, when I thought again how curious it was that my father should be a-foot in the house at such time of night and no one else about, he so early a bedder for ordinary and never the last to sneck the outer door.
I was focused on a cold partridge, really getting into it, when I thought again how strange it was that my father was wandering around the house at this late hour with no one else around, since he usually goes to bed early and is never the last one to lock the front door.
“Did you expect any one, father,” I asked, “that you should be waiting up with the collation, and the outer door unsnecked?”
“Did you expect anyone, Dad,” I asked, “that you’d be waiting up with the snacks, and the front door unlocked?”
“There was never an outer door snecked since you left, Colin,” said he, turning awkwardly away and looking hard into the loof of his hand like a wife spaeing fortunes—for sheer want, I could see, of some engagement for his eyes. “I could never get away with the notion that some way like this at night would ye come back to Elngmore.”
“There hasn’t been an outer door locked since you left, Colin,” he said, turning away awkwardly and focusing hard on his palm like someone trying to read their fortune—out of sheer need, I could tell, for something to occupy his gaze. “I could never shake the idea that somehow, like this at night, you would come back to Elngmore.”
“Mother would miss me?”
"Mom would miss me?"
“She did, Colin, she did; I’m not denying.”
“She did, Colin, she did; I’m not denying.”
“She’ll be bedded long syne, no doubt, father?”
“She’ll be in bed for a while, no doubt, Dad?”
My father looked at me and gulped at the throat.
My father looked at me and swallowed hard.
“Bedded indeed, poor Colin,” said he, “this very day in the clods of Kilmalieu!”
“Buried, poor Colin,” he said, “right here in the dirt of Kilmalieu today!”
And that was my melancholy home-coming to my father’s house of Elngmore, in the parish of Glcnaora, in the shire of Argile.
And that was my sad return to my father's house in Elngmore, in the parish of Glcnaora, in the county of Argile.
CHAPTER II.—GILLESBEG GRUAMACH.
Every land, every glen or town, I make no doubt, has its own peculiar air or atmosphere that one familiar with the same may never puzzle about in his mind, but finds come over him with a waft at odd moments like the scent of bog-myrtle and tansy in an old clothes-press. Our own air in Glen Shira had ever been very genial and encouraging to me. Even when a young lad, coming back from the low country or the scaling of school, the cool fresh breezes of the morning and the riper airs of the late afternoon went to my head like a mild white wine; very heartsome too, rousing the laggard spirit that perhaps made me, before, over-apt to sit and dream of the doing of grand things instead of putting out a hand to do them. In Glascow the one thing that I had to grumble most about next to the dreary hours of schooling was the clammy air of street and close; in Germanie it was worse, a moist weakening windiness full of foreign smells, and I’ve seen me that I could gaily march a handful of leagues to get a sniff of the salt sea. Not that I was one who craved for wrack and bilge at my nose all the time. What I think best is a stance inland from the salt water, where the mountain air, brushing over gall and heather, takes the sting from the sea air, and the two blended give a notion of the fine variousness of life. We had a herdsman once in Elrigmore, who could tell five miles up the glen when the tide was out on Loch Firme. I was never so keen-scented as that, but when I awakened next day in a camceiled room in Elrigmore, and put my head out at the window to look around, I smelt the heather for a second like an escapade in a dream.
Every place, every valley or town, has its own unique vibe or atmosphere that someone familiar with it might not really think about, but feels it wash over them at random moments like the scent of bog-myrtle and tansy in an old closet. The atmosphere in Glen Shira has always been really warm and uplifting for me. Even as a young boy returning from the lowlands or school, the cool fresh breezes in the morning and the warmer air in the late afternoon felt invigorating, like a light white wine; they were also quite uplifting, shaking me out of my tendency to just sit and dream about doing great things instead of actually doing them. In Glasgow, the main thing I complained about, aside from the dull school hours, was the damp air of the streets and alleys; in Germany, it was even worse, a wet, exhausting wind filled with foreign smells. I found myself wishing I could happily march several miles just to catch a whiff of the salty sea. Not that I wanted the smell of seaweed and bilge all the time. What I prefer is a place a bit inland from the salty water, where the mountain air, brushing over gorse and heather, takes the bite out of the sea air, and the combination gives a sense of life's beautiful variety. We once had a herdsman in Elrigmore who could tell five miles up the glen when the tide was out on Loch Firme. I was never that good at it, but when I woke up the next day in a cozy room in Elrigmore, and peered out the window to look around, I caught a whiff of heather for a moment, like a memory from a dream.
Down to Ealan Eagal I went for a plunge in the linn in the old style, and the airs of Shira Glen hung about me like friends and lovers, so well acquaint and jovial.
Down to Ealan Eagal I went for a swim in the pool in the old-fashioned way, and the breezes of Shira Glen surrounded me like friends and loved ones, so familiar and cheerful.
Shira Glen, Shira Glen! if I was bard I’d have songs to sing to it, and all I know is one sculduddry verse on a widow that dwelt in Maam! There, at the foot of my father’s house, were the winding river, and north and south the brown hills, split asunder by God’s goodness, to give a sample of His bounty. Maam, Elrigmore and Elrigbeg, Kilblaan and Ben Bhuidhe—their steep sides hung with cattle, and below crowded the reeking homes of tacksman and cottar; the bums poured hurriedly to the flat beneath their borders of hazel and ash; to the south, the fresh water we call Dubh Loch, flapping with ducks and fringed with shelisters or water-flags and bulrush, and farther off the Cowal hills; to the north, the wood of Drimlee and the wild pass the red Macgregors sometimes took for a back-road to our cattle-folds in cloud of night and darkness. Down on it all shone the polished and hearty sun, birds chinned on every tree, though it was late in the year; blackcock whirred across the alders, and sturdy heifers bellowed tunefully, knee-deep at the ford.
Shira Glen, Shira Glen! If I were a bard, I’d have songs to sing about you, but all I know is one silly verse about a widow who lived in Maam! Right there, at the foot of my father’s house, was the winding river, and to the north and south were the brown hills, separated by God’s grace, showcasing His generosity. Maam, Elrigmore and Elrigbeg, Kilblaan and Ben Bhuidhe—their steep sides filled with cattle, and below were the crowded homes of farmers and laborers; the streams rushed down to the flatlands edged with hazel and ash; to the south, there’s the fresh water we call Dubh Loch, lively with ducks and lined with water plants like flag iris and bulrushes, and further away, the Cowal hills; to the north, the Drimlee woods and the wild path the red Macgregors sometimes used as a back-road to our cattle pens under the cover of night. The bright and warm sun shone down on everything, birds chirped in every tree, even though it was late in the season; black grouse flitted across the alders, and strong heifers mooed rhythmically, standing knee-deep at the ford.
“Far have I wandered,” thought I to myself, “warring other folk’s wars for the humour of it and small wages, but here’s the one place I’ve seen yet that was worth hacking good steel for in earnest!”
“I've wandered far,” I thought to myself, “fighting other people's battles for fun and a pittance, but here's the one place I've seen so far that’s worth really working hard for!”
But still my heart was sore for mother, and sore, too, for the tale of changed times in Campbell country my father told me over a breakfast of braddan, fresh caught in a creel from the Gearron river, oaten bannock, and cream.
But still my heart ached for my mother, and I also felt sad about the story of the changed times in Campbell country that my father told me over a breakfast of braddan, freshly caught from the Gearron river, oaten bannock, and cream.
After breakfast I got me into my kilt for town. There are many costumes going about the world, but, with allowance for every one, I make bold to think our own tartan duds the gallantest of them all. The kilt was my wear when first I went to Glascow College, and many a St Mungo keelie, no better than myself at classes or at English language, made fun of my brown knees, sometimes not to the advantage of his headpiece when it came to argument and neifs on the Fleshers’ Haugh. Pulling on my old breacan this morning in Elrigmore was like donning a fairy garb, and getting back ten years of youth. We have a way of belting on the kilt in real Argile I have seen nowhere else. Ordinarily, our lads take the whole web of tartan cloth, of twenty ells or more, and coil it once round their middle, there belting it, and bring the free end up on the shoulder to pin with a brooch—not a bad fashion for display and long marches and for sleeping out on the hill with, but somewhat discommodious for warm weather. It was our plan sometimes to make what we called a philabeg, or little kilt, maybe eight yards long, gathered in at the haunch and hung in many pleats behind, the plain brat part in front decked off with a leather sporran, tagged with thong points tied in knots, and with no plaid on the shoulder. I’ve never seen a more jaunty and suitable garb for campaigning, better by far for short sharp tulzies with an enemy than the philamore or the big kilt our people sometimes throw off them in a skirmish, and fight (the coarsest of them) in their gartered hose and scrugged bonnets.
After breakfast, I slipped into my kilt for town. There are many outfits out there, but I honestly think our own tartan clothes are the most stylish of them all. I wore the kilt when I first went to Glasgow College, and plenty of St Mungo students, not any better than I was in classes or in English, made fun of my brown knees—sometimes at their own expense when we got into arguments and fights on the Fleshers’ Haugh. Pulling on my old breacan this morning in Elrigmore felt like putting on a fairy outfit and getting back ten years of youth. We have a unique way of wearing the kilt in real Argyll that I haven’t seen anywhere else. Normally, our guys take the whole length of tartan cloth, twenty yards or more, wrap it once around their waist, belt it, and then bring the free end up over the shoulder to pin with a brooch—not a bad style for show, long walks, or sleeping out on the hills, but a bit uncomfortable in warm weather. Sometimes, we’d make what we called a philabeg, or little kilt, maybe eight yards long, gathered at the hip and pleated at the back, with the front part styled up with a leather sporran, tied with thong ties, and no plaid over the shoulder. I’ve never seen a more stylish and practical outfit for campaigning, far better for quick, sharp skirmishes with an enemy than the philamore or the big kilt that our guys sometimes shed in a fight and end up battling in their gartered hose and scruffy bonnets.
With my kilt and the memory of old times about me, I went walking down to Inneraora in the middle of the day. I was prepared for change from the complaints of my father, but never for half the change I found in the burgh town of MacCailein Mor. In my twelve foreign years the place was swamped by incomers, black unwelcome Covenanters from the shires of Air and Lanrick—Brices, Yuilles, Rodgers, and Richies—all brought up here by Gillesbeg Gruamach, Marquis of Argile, to teach his clans the arts of peace and merchandise. Half the folk I met between the arches and the Big Barns were strangers that seemingly never had tartan on their hurdies, but settled down with a firm foot in the place, I could see by the bold look of them as I passed on the plain-stanes of the street A queer town this on the edge of Loch Finne, and far in the Highlands! There were shops with Lowland stuffs in them, and over the doors signboards telling of the most curious trades for a Campbell burgh—horologers, cordiners, baxters, and such like mechanicks that I felt sure poor Donald had small call for. They might be incomers, but they were thirled to Gillesbeg all the same, as I found later on.
With my kilt and memories of the past around me, I walked down to Inneraora in the middle of the day. I was ready for my father's complaints, but I was completely unprepared for the drastic changes I found in the town of MacCailein Mor. In my twelve years away, the place had been flooded with newcomers—unwelcome Covenanters from the shires of Air and Lanrick—Brices, Yuilles, Rodgers, and Richies—all brought here by Gillesbeg Gruamach, Marquis of Argile, to teach his clans the ways of peace and trade. Half the people I encountered between the arches and the Big Barns were strangers who seemed to have never worn tartan, but had settled in firmly, as I could see from their confident demeanor as I walked along the cobblestones. What a strange town this was on the edge of Loch Finne, deep in the Highlands! There were shops selling Lowland goods, and over the doors were signboards advertising the most unusual trades for a Campbell town—horologists, cobblers, bakers, and other mechanics that I felt sure poor Donald had little need for. They might be newcomers, but they were tied to Gillesbeg just the same, as I learned later on.
It was the court day, and his lordship was sitting in judgment on two Strathlachlan fellows, who had been brawling at the Cross the week before and came to knives, more in a frolic than in hot blood, with some of the town lads. With two or three old friends I went into the Tolbooth to see the play—for play it was, I must confess, in town Inneraora, when justice was due to a man whose name by ill-luck was not Campbell, or whose bonnet-badge was not the myrtle stem.
It was court day, and the judge was hearing a case involving two guys from Strathlachlan who had gotten into a fight at the Cross the week before. They ended up using knives, more for fun than out of anger, alongside some of the local lads. With a couple of old friends, I headed into the Tolbooth to watch the spectacle—because it really was a spectacle in town Inneraora when justice was served to someone whose name, by bad luck, wasn’t Campbell, or whose bonnet-badge wasn’t the myrtle stem.
The Tolbooth hall was, and is to this day, a spacious high-ceiled room, well lighted from the bay-side. It was crowded soon after we got in, with Cowalside fishermen and townpeople all the one way or the other—for or against the poor lads in bilboes, who sat, simple-looking enough, between the town officers, a pair of old bodachs in long scarlet coats and carrying tuaghs, Lochaber axes, or halberds that never smelt blood since they came from the smith.
The Tolbooth hall was, and still is today, a large room with high ceilings, well-lit from the bay side. It quickly filled up after we arrived, with fishermen from Cowalside and townspeople gathered, either supporting or opposing the poor lads in shackles, who sat there looking quite simple between the town officials, a couple of old men in long red coats, carrying their traditional weapons like Lochaber axes or halberds that hadn’t seen any blood since they left the forge.
It was the first time ever I saw Gillesbeg Gruamach sitting on the bench, and I was startled at the look of the man. I’ve seen some sour dogs in my day—few worse than Ruthven’s rittmasters whom we met in Swabia—but I never saw a man who, at the first vizzy, had the dour sour countenance of Archibald, Marquis of Argile and Lord of Lochow. Gruamach, or grim-faced, our good Gaels called him in a bye-name, and well he owned it, for over necklace or gorget I’ve seldom seen a sterner jowl or a more sinister eye. And yet, to be fair and honest, this was but the notion one got at a first glint; in a while I thought little was amiss with his looks as he leaned on the table and cracked in a humoursome laughing way with the paneled jury.
It was the first time I ever saw Gillesbeg Gruamach sitting on the bench, and I was shocked by the way he looked. I’ve come across some grumpy people in my time—few worse than Ruthven’s rittmasters we met in Swabia—but I’ve never seen anyone who, at first glance, had such a grim and sour face as Archibald, Marquis of Argile and Lord of Lochow. Gruamach, or grim-faced as our good Gaels nicknamed him, certainly lived up to it, because I’ve rarely seen a stronger jaw or a more ominous look. Yet, to be fair and honest, that’s just what I thought at first; after a while, I realized there wasn’t much wrong with his appearance as he leaned on the table and joked in a humorous way with the jury.
He might have been a plain cottar on Glen Aora side rather than King of the Highlands for all the airs he assumed, and when he saw me, better put-on in costume than my neighbours in court, he seemingly asked my name in a whisper from the clerk beside him, and finding who I was, cried out in St Andrew’s English—
He could have just been an average farmer on the Glen Aora side instead of the King of the Highlands with all the attitude he had, and when he saw me, dressed better than my neighbors at court, he apparently asked my name in a low voice to the clerk next to him. After he found out who I was, he exclaimed in St. Andrew’s English—
“What! Young Elrigmore back to the Glens! I give you welcome, sir, to Baile Inneraora!”
“What! Young Elrigmore is back in the Glens! Welcome, sir, to Baile Inneraora!”
I but bowed, and in a fashion saluted, saying nothing in answer, for the whole company glowered at me, all except the home-bred ones who had better manners.
I just bowed and nodded, saying nothing in response, because the entire group was glaring at me, except for the locals who had better manners.
The two MacLachlans denied in the Gaelic the charge the sheriff clerk read to them in a long farrago of English with more foreign words to it than ever I learned the sense of in College.
The two MacLachlans denied in Gaelic the accusation that the sheriff clerk read to them in a lengthy jumble of English, filled with more foreign words than I ever understood in college.
His lordship paid small heed to the witnesses who came forward to swear to the unruliness of the Strathlachlan men, and the jury talked heedlessly with one another in a fashion scandalous to see. The man who had been stabbed—it was but a jag at the shoulder, where the dirk had gone through from front to back with only some lose of blood—was averse from being hard on the panels. He was a jocular fellow with the right heart for a duello, and in his nipped burgh Gaelic he made light of the disturbance and his injury.
His lordship barely paid attention to the witnesses who came forward to testify about the unruliness of the Strathlachlan men, and the jury chatted carelessly with each other in a way that was scandalous to witness. The man who had been stabbed—it was just a small cut on his shoulder, where the dirk had gone through from front to back with only a bit of blood loss—was reluctant to be too hard on the defendants. He was a funny guy with the right attitude for a duel, and in his clipped burgh Gaelic, he joked about the commotion and his injury.
“Nothing but a bit play, my jurymen—MacCailein—my lordship—a bit play. If the poor lad didn’t happen to have his dirk out and I to run on it, nobody was a bodle the worse.”
“Just a little fun, my jurymen—MacCailein—my lord—just a little fun. If the poor guy hadn't happened to have his dagger out and I hadn't run into it, no one would have been any worse off.”
“But the law”—started the clerk to say.
"But the law," began the clerk to say.
“No case for law at all,” said the man. “It’s an honest brawl among friends, and I could settle the account with them at the next market-day, when my shoulder’s mended.”
“No case for law at all,” said the man. “It’s just a friendly fight, and I can settle things with them at the next market day, once my shoulder is healed.”
“Better if you would settle my account for your last pair of brogues, Alasdair M’Iver,” said a black-avised juryman.
“It's better if you settle my bill for your last pair of brogues, Alasdair M’Iver,” said a jury member with a black beard.
“What’s your trade?” asked the Marquis of the witness.
“What do you do for a living?” asked the Marquis of the witness.
“I’m at the Coillebhraid silver-mines,” said he. “We had a little too much drink, or these MacLachlan gentlemen and I had never come to variance.”
“I’m at the Coillebhraid silver-mines,” he said. “We had a bit too much to drink, or else I wouldn’t have had a falling out with these MacLachlan gentlemen.”
The Marquis gloomed at the speaker and brought down his fist with a bang on the table before him.
The Marquis scowled at the speaker and slammed his fist down on the table in front of him.
“Damn those silver-mines!” said he; “they breed more trouble in this town of mine than I’m willing to thole. If they put a penny in my purse it might not be so irksome, but they plague me sleeping and waking, and I’m not a plack the richer. If it were not to give my poor cousin, John Splendid, a chance of a living and occupation for his wits, I would drown them out with the water of Cromalt Burn.”
“Damn those silver mines!” he exclaimed; “they cause more trouble in my town than I can bear. If they filled my pockets with even a penny, it might not be so annoying, but they bother me day and night, and I'm not any richer for it. If it weren't to give my poor cousin, John Splendid, a chance to make a living and keep himself occupied, I would flood them out with the water from Cromalt Burn.”
The witness gave a little laugh, and ducking his head oddly like one taking liberties with a master, said, “We’re a drouthy set, my lord, at the mines, and I wouldn’t be saying but what we might drink them dry again of a morning, if we had been into town the night before.”
The witness chuckled lightly, ducking his head awkwardly like someone being cheeky with a boss, and said, “We're a thirsty bunch, my lord, at the mines, and I wouldn't be surprised if we drank them dry again in the morning, especially if we had been in town the night before.”
His lordship cut short his sour smile at the man’s fancy, and bade the officers on with the case.
His lordship wiped away his sarcastic smile at the man's fancy and instructed the officers to continue with the case.
“You have heard the proof,” he said to the jury when it came to his turn to charge them. “Are they guilty, or not? If the question was put to me I should say the Laird of MacLachlan, arrant Papist! should keep his men at home to Mass on the other side of the loch instead of loosing them on honest, or middling honest, Campbells, for the strict virtue of these Coillebhraid miners is what I am not going to guarantee.”
“You’ve heard the evidence,” he said to the jury when it was his turn to address them. “Are they guilty or not? If you asked me, I would say the Laird of MacLachlan, a blatant Papist, should have his men stay home for Mass on the other side of the loch instead of sending them against the decent, or somewhat decent, Campbells, because I’m not going to vouch for the strict virtue of these Coillebhraid miners.”
Of course the fellows were found guilty—one of stabbing, the other of art and part—for MacLachlan was no friend of MacCailein Mor, and as little friend to the merchant burghers of Inneraora, for he had the poor taste to buy his shop provand from the Lamont towns of Low Cowal.
Of course, the guys were found guilty—one for stabbing, the other for being involved—because MacLachlan was no friend of MacCailein Mor, and he was just as unpopular with the merchant townfolk of Inneraora, since he had the poor judgment to buy his shop supplies from the Lamont towns of Low Cowal.
“A more unfriendly man to the Laird of MacLachlan might be for hanging you on the gibbet at the town-head,” said his lordship to the prisoners, spraying ink-sand idly on the clean page of a statute-book as he spoke; “but our three trees upbye are leased just now to other tenants,—Badenoch hawks a trifle worse than yourselves, and more deserving.”
“A more unfriendly man to the Laird of MacLachlan might be for hanging you on the gibbet at the town-head,” said his lordship to the prisoners, idly sprinkling ink-sand on the clean page of a statute book as he spoke; “but our three trees up there are currently leased to other tenants—Badenoch's hawks are a bit worse than you all, and more deserving.”
The men looked stupidly about them, knowing not one word of his lordship’s English, and he was always a man who disdained to converse much in Erse. He looked a little cruelly at them and went on.
The men looked around blankly, not understanding a single word of his lordship’s English, and he was the kind of man who looked down on speaking much in Erse. He glanced at them with a hint of cruelty and continued on.
“Perhaps clipping your lugs might be the bonniest way of showing you what we think of such on-goings in honest Inneraora; or getting the Doomster to bastinado you up and down the street But we’ll try what a fortnight in the Tolbooth may do to amend your visiting manners. Take them away, officers.”
“Maybe clipping your ears is the prettiest way to show you what we think of your behavior here in honest Inneraora; or getting the Doomster to beat you up and down the street. But we'll see what a couple of weeks in the Tolbooth can do to improve your visiting manners. Take them away, officers.”
“Abair moran taing—say ‘many thanks’ to his lordship,” whispered one of the red-coat halberdiers in the ear of the bigger of the two prisoners. I could hear the command distinctly where I sat, well back in the court, and so no doubt could Gillesbeg Gruamach, but he was used to such obsequious foolishness and he made no dissent or comment.
“Abair moran taing—say ‘many thanks’ to his lordship,” whispered one of the red-coated soldiers into the ear of the larger of the two prisoners. I could hear the command clearly from where I sat, far back in the courtroom, and so could Gillesbeg Gruamach, but he was used to such sycophantic nonsense and made no objection or remark.
“Taing! taing!” said one spokesman of the two MacLachlans in his hurried Cowal Gaelic, and his neighbour, echoing him word for word in the comic fashion they have in these parts; “Taing! taing! I never louted to the horseman that rode over me yet, and I would be ill-advised to start with the Gruamach one!”
“Thanks! thanks!” said one spokesman of the two MacLachlans in his hurried Cowal Gaelic, and his neighbor, echoing him word for word in the funny way they do around here; “Thanks! thanks! I never bowed to the horseman who rode over me yet, and I would be foolish to start with the Gruamach one!”
The man’s face flushed up as he spoke. It’s a thing I’ve noticed about our own poor Gaelic men: speaking before them in English or Scots, their hollow look and aloofness would give one the notion that they lacked sense and sparkle; take the muddiest-looking among them and challenge him in his own tongue, and you’ll find his face fill with wit and understanding.
The man's face turned red as he spoke. I've noticed this about our poor Gaelic men: when you talk to them in English or Scots, their blank expressions and cool demeanor make you think they lack intelligence and charm; take the most disheveled-looking one and challenge him in his own language, and you'll see his face light up with cleverness and insight.
I was preparing to leave the court-room, having many people to call on in Inneraora, and had turned with my two friends to the door, when a fellow brushed in past us—a Highlander, I could see, but in trews—and he made to go forward into the body of the court, as if to speak to his lordship, now leaning forward in a cheerful conversation with the Provost of the burgh, a sonsy gentleman in a peruke and figured waistcoat.
I was getting ready to leave the courtroom, planning to meet up with several people in Inneraora, and I had turned with my two friends to the door when a guy brushed past us—he was a Highlander, I could tell, but wearing trews—and he headed toward the front of the court, as if he wanted to speak to his lordship, who was leaning forward in a friendly chat with the Provost of the burgh, a cheerful gentleman in a wig and patterned waistcoat.
“Who is he, this bold fellow?” I asked one of my friends, pausing with a foot on the door-step, a little surprised at the want of reverence to MacCailein in the man’s bearing.
“Who is this bold guy?” I asked one of my friends, pausing with a foot on the doorstep, a bit surprised at the lack of respect for MacCailein in the man's attitude.
“Iain Aluinn—John Splendid,” said my friend. We were talking in the Gaelic, and he made a jocular remark there is no English for. Then he added, “A poor cousin of the Marquis, a M’Iver Campbell (on the wrong side), with little schooling, but some wit and gentlemanly parts. He has gone through two fortunes in black cattle, fought some fighting here and there, and now he manages the silver-mines so adroitly that Gillesbeg Gruamach is ever on the brink of getting a big fortune, but never done launching out a little one instead to keep the place going. A decent soul the Splendid! throughither a bit, and better at promise than performance, but at the core as good as gold, and a fellow you would never weary of though you tramped with him in a thousand glens. We call him Splendid, not for his looks but for his style.”
“Iain Aluinn—John Splendid,” my friend said. We were speaking in Gaelic, and he made a joke that doesn’t translate into English. Then he added, “He’s a poor cousin of the Marquis, a M’Iver Campbell (on the wrong side), with little education, but some wit and gentlemanly traits. He has gone through two fortunes in cattle, fought a bit here and there, and now he manages the silver mines so skillfully that Gillesbeg Gruamach is always on the verge of making a big fortune but ends up just getting a little one to keep the place afloat. A decent guy, Splendid! A bit rough around the edges and better at making promises than keeping them, but at heart as good as gold, and someone you’d never tire of even if you walked with him through a thousand glens. We call him Splendid, not for his looks but for his style.”
The object of my friend’s description was speaking into the ear of MacCailein Mor by this time, and the Marquis’s face showed his tale was interesting, to say the least of it.
The person my friend was describing was now whispering in MacCailein Mor's ear, and the look on the Marquis's face clearly indicated that the story was quite intriguing, to put it mildly.
We waited no more, but went out into the street I was barely two closes off from the Tolbooth when a messenger came running after me, sent by the Marquis, who asked if I would oblige greatly by waiting till he made up on me. I went back, and met his lordship with his kinsman and mine-manager coming out of the court-room together into the lobby that divided the place from the street.
We didn't wait any longer and stepped out into the street. I was just a couple of steps away from the Tolbooth when a messenger ran after me, sent by the Marquis, who requested that I kindly wait until he joined me. I turned back and saw his lordship with his relative and my manager coming out of the courtroom and into the lobby that separated the building from the street.
“Oh, Elrigmore!” said the Marquis, in an offhand jovial and equal way; “I thought you would like to meet my cousin here—M’Iver of the Barbreck; something of a soldier like yourself, who has seen service in Lowland wars.”
“Oh, Elrigmore!” said the Marquis casually and cheerfully, “I thought you’d enjoy meeting my cousin here—M’Iver of the Barbreck; he’s a bit of a soldier like you, who has served in Lowland wars.”
“In the Scots Brigade, sir?” I asked M’lver, eyeing him with greater interest than ever. He was my senior by about a dozen years seemingly, a neat, well-built fellow, clean-shaven, a little over the middle height, carrying a rattan in his hand, though he had a small sword tucked under the skirt of his coat.
“In the Scots Brigade, sir?” I asked M’lver, looking at him with more interest than ever. He seemed to be about twelve years older than me, a fit, well-built guy, clean-shaven, and a bit above average height, holding a rattan stick in his hand, even though he had a small sword hidden beneath the hem of his coat.
“With Lumsden’s regiment,” he said. “His lordship here has been telling me you have just come home from the field.”
“With Lumsden’s regiment,” he said. “His lordship has been telling me you just got back from the field.”
“But last night. I took the liberty while Inneraora was snoring. You were before my day in foreign service, and yet I thought I knew by repute every Campbell that ever fought for the hard-won dollars of Gustavus even before my day. There were not so many of them from the West Country.”
“But last night, I took the chance while Inneraora was snoozing. You were around before my time in foreign service, and yet I thought I knew about every Campbell who ever fought for the hard-earned dollars of Gustavus, even before my time. There weren’t that many of them from the West Country.”
“I trailed a pike privately,” laughed M’lver, “and for the honour of Clan Diarmaid I took the name Munro. My cousin here cares to have none of his immediate relatives make a living by steel at any rank less than a cornal’s, or a major’s at the very lowest Frankfort, and Landsberg, and the stark field of Leipzig were the last I saw of foreign battles, and the God’s truth is they were my bellyful. I like a bit splore, but give it to me in our old style, with the tartan instead of buff, and the target for breastplate and taslets. I came home sick of wars.”
“I secretly hunted a pike,” laughed M’lver, “and for the honor of Clan Diarmaid, I adopted the name Munro. My cousin here doesn’t want any of his close relatives earning a living through fighting unless they're at least a colonel, or a major at the very least. Frankfort, Landsberg, and the brutal battlefield of Leipzig were the last foreign conflicts I experienced, and honestly, they were more than enough for me. I enjoy a little adventure, but I'd rather have it in our traditional style, with tartan instead of leather, and using targets for armor and arm guards. I returned home tired of wars.”
“Our friend does himself injustice, my dear Elrigmore,” said Argile, smiling; “he came home against his will, I have no doubt, and I know he brought back with him a musketoon bullet in the hip, that couped him by the heels down in Glassary for six months.”
“Our friend is being too hard on himself, my dear Elrigmore,” said Argile, smiling; “he returned home against his wishes, I’m sure, and I know he brought back a musketoon bullet in his hip, which left him laid up in Glassary for six months.”
“The result,” M’Iver hurried to exclaim, but putting out his breast with a touch of vanity, “of a private rencontre, an affair of my own with a Reay gentleman, and not to be laid to my credit as part of the war’s scaith at all.”
“The result,” M’Iver rushed to say, puffing out his chest a bit with pride, “of a private meeting, a personal matter I had with a Reay gentleman, and it shouldn’t be counted as part of the war’s damage at all.”
“You conducted your duello in odd style under Lums-den, surely,” said I, “if you fought with powder and ball instead of steel, which is more of a Highlander’s weapon to my way of thinking. All our affairs in the Reay battalion were with claymore—sometimes with targe, sometimes wanting.”
“You held your duel in a strange way under Lums-den, didn’t you?” I said, “if you fought with gunpowder and bullets instead of swords, which I think is more of a Highlander’s weapon. In the Reay battalion, we always used claymores—sometimes with shields, sometimes without.”
“This was a particular business of our own,” laughed John Splendid (as I may go on to call M’lver, for it was the name he got oftenest behind and before in Argile). “It was less a trial of valour than a wager about which had the better skill with the musket. If I got the bullet in my groin, I at least showed the Mackay gentleman in question that an Argile man could handle arquebus as well as arme blanche as we said in the France. I felled my man at one hundred and thirty paces, with six to count from a ritt-master’s signal. Blow, present, God sain Mackay’s soul! But I’m not given to braggadocio.”
“This was a particular business of our own,” laughed John Splendid (as I’ll refer to M’lver, since that’s the name he was most often called in Argile). “It was less about proving bravery and more of a bet on who was better with a musket. Even though I got shot in the groin, I still showed that an Argile man could handle a gun just as well as sword fighting, as we used to say in France. I took down my opponent from one hundred and thirty paces, with six to count from a captain’s signal. Aim, present, God save Mackay’s soul! But I’m not one to brag.”
“Not a bit, cousin,” said the Marquis, looking quizzingly at me.
“Not at all, cousin,” said the Marquis, giving me a curious look.
“I could not make such good play with the gun against a fort gable at so many feet,” said I.
“I couldn’t aim the gun well at a fort gable from so many feet away,” I said.
“You could, sir, you could,” said John Splendid in an easy, offhand, flattering way, that gave me at the start of our acquaintance the whole key to his character. “I’ve little doubt you could allow me half-a-dozen paces and come closer on the centre of the target.”
“You could, sir, you could,” said John Splendid in a casual, flattering way that gave me, right from the beginning of our acquaintance, the full insight into his character. “I have no doubt you could give me a few steps and still hit the center of the target.”
By this time we were walking down the street, the Marquis betwixt the pair of us commoners, and I to the left side. Lowlanders and Highlanders quickly got out of the way before us and gave us the crown of the causeway. The main part of them the Marquis never let his eye light on; he kept his nose cocked in the air in the way I’ve since found peculiar to his family. It was odd to me that had in wanderings got to look on all honest men as equal (except Camp-Master Generals and Pike Colonels), to see some of his lordship’s poor clansmen cringing before him. Here indeed was the leaven of your low-country scum, for in all the broad Highlands wandering before and since I never saw the like! “Blood of my blood, brother of my name!” says our good Gaelic old-word: it made no insolents in camp or castle, yet it kept the poorest clansmen’s head up before the highest chief. But there was, even in Baile Inneraora, sinking in the servile ways of the incomer, something too of honest worship in the deportment of the people. It was sure enough in the manner of an old woman with a face peat-tanned to crinkled leather who ran out of the Vennel or lane, and, bending to the Marquis his lace wrist-bands, kissed them as I’ve seen Papists do the holy duds in Notre Dame and Bruges Kirk.
By this time, we were walking down the street, the Marquis between us commoners, with me on the left side. Lowlanders and Highlanders quickly stepped aside for us and gave us the best spot on the path. The Marquis never glanced at the main group; he kept his nose in the air, a trait I've since noticed is common in his family. It struck me as strange, having traveled and seen all honest men as equals (except for Camp-Master Generals and Pike Colonels), to see some of his lordship's poor clansmen bowing before him. Here was indeed the mark of the low-country scum, because in all my travels through the Highlands, I had never seen anything like it! “Blood of my blood, brother of my name!” says our good old Gaelic phrase: it didn't create insolence in camp or castle, yet it kept the heads of the poorest clansmen high before the highest chief. But there was, even in Baile Inneraora, sinking into the servile ways of outsiders, something genuine in the respect shown by the people. It was evident in the manner of an old woman with a face weathered and leather-like from the sun who ran out of the lane and, bending down to the Marquis's lace wrist-bands, kissed them like I've seen Catholics do with holy relics in Notre Dame and Bruges.
This display before me, something of a stranger, a little displeased Gillesbeg Gruamach. “Tut, tut!” he cried in Gaelic to the cailltach, “thou art a foolish old woman!”
This strange sight in front of me, a somewhat annoyed Gillesbeg Gruamach. “Tut, tut!” he shouted in Gaelic to the cailltach, “you’re a silly old woman!”
“God keep thee, MacCailein!” said she; “thy daddy put his hand on my head like a son when he came back from his banishment in Spain, and I keened over thy mother dear when she died. The hair of Peggy Bheg’s head is thy door-mat, and her son’s blood is thy will for a foot-bath.”
“God bless you, MacCailein!” she said; “your father placed his hand on my head like a son when he returned from his exile in Spain, and I mourned your dear mother when she passed away. The hair of Peggy Bheg’s head is your doormat, and her son’s blood is your payment for a foot-bath.”
“Savage old harridan!” cried the Marquis, jerking away; but I could see he was not now unpleased altogether that a man new from the wide world and its ways should behold how much he was thought of by his people.
“Mean old witch!” shouted the Marquis, pulling away; but I could see he was actually somewhat pleased that a man fresh from the outside world and its ways could see how much his people thought of him.
He put his hands in a friendly way on the shoulders of us on either hand of him, and brought us up a bit round turn, facing him at a stand-still opposite the door of the English kirk. To this day I mind well the rumour of the sea that came round the corner.
He placed his hands casually on our shoulders, one on each side, and turned us a bit to face him while we stood still in front of the door of the English church. I still vividly remember the sound of the sea that drifted around the corner.
“I have a very particular business with both you gentlemen,” he said. “My friend here, M’Iver, has come hot-foot to tell me of a rumour that a body of Irish banditry under Alasdair MacDonald, the MacColkitto as we call him, has landed somewhere about Kinlochaline or Knoydart This portends damnably, if I, an elder ordained of this kirk, may say so. We have enough to do with the Athole gentry and others nearer home. It means that I must on with plate and falchion again, and out on the weary road for war I have little stomach for, to tell the truth.”
“I have a specific matter to discuss with both of you,” he said. “My friend here, M’Iver, has rushed over to inform me about a rumor that a group of Irish bandits led by Alasdair MacDonald, the MacColkitto as we call him, has landed somewhere near Kinlochaline or Knoydart. This is quite troubling, especially for me, an elder of this church, if I may say so. We already have enough issues with the Athole gentry and others closer to home. It means I’ll have to gear up with my armor and sword again and set out on a long and tiresome journey for a fight I’m not really eager for, to be honest.”
“You’re able for the best of them, MacCailein,” cried John Splendid, in a hot admiration. “For a scholar you have as good judgment on the field and as gallant a seat on the saddle as any man ever I saw in haberschone and morion. With your schooling I could go round the world conquering.”
“You’re as good as the best of them, MacCailein,” shouted John Splendid, with intense admiration. “As a scholar, you have excellent judgment in battle and you ride with as much bravery as anyone I've ever seen in armor and helmet. With your education, I could travel the world conquering."
“Ah! flatterer, flatterer! Ye have all the guile of the tongue our enemies give Clan Campbell credit for, and that I wish I had a little more of. Still and on, it’s no time for fair words. Look! Elrigmore. You’ll have heard of our kittle state in this shire for the past ten years, and not only in this shire but all over the West Highlands. I give you my word I’m no sooner with the belt off me and my chair pulled in to my desk and papers than its some one beating a point of war or a piper blowing the warning under my window. To look at my history for the past few years any one might think I was Dol’ Gorm himself, fight and plot, plot and fight! How can I help it—thrust into this hornets’ nest from the age of sixteen, when my father (beannachd leis!) took me out warring against the islesmen, and I only in the humour for playing at shinty or fishing like the boys on the moor-lochs behind the town. I would sooner be a cottar in Auchnagoul down there, with porridge for my every meal, than constable, chastiser, what not, or whatever I am, of all these vexed Highlands. Give me my book in my closet, or at worst let me do my country’s work in a courtier’s way with brains, and I would ask no more.”
“Ah! You flatterer! You have all the sly talk that our enemies say Clan Campbell is known for, and I actually wish I had a bit more of it. But really, it’s not the time for sweet words. Look! Elrigmore. You’ve heard about our tricky situation in this area for the past ten years, not just here but all across the West Highlands. I swear, no sooner do I get my belt off and settle into my chair with my papers than someone is either sounding the alarm for war or a piper is playing a warning right outside my window. If anyone looked at my recent history, they might think I’m Dol' Gorm himself, always fighting and plotting, plotting and fighting! What can I do? I was thrown into this hornets’ nest at sixteen when my father (bless him!) took me off to battle against the islanders while I was just interested in playing shinty or fishing like the other boys in the moor-lochs behind the town. I would rather be a laborer in Auchnagoul down there, eating porridge for every meal, than be the constable, enforcer, whatever I am, for all these troubled Highlands. Just give me my book in my room, or at least let me serve my country in a clever way, and I wouldn’t ask for anything more.”
“Except Badenoch and Nether Lochaber—fat land, fine land, MacCailein!” said John Splendid, laughing cunningly.
“Except Badenoch and Nether Lochaber—great land, good land, MacCailein!” said John Splendid, laughing slyly.
“You’re an ass, John,” he said; “picking up the countryside’s gossip. I have no love for the Athole and Great Glen folks as ye ken; but I could long syne have got letters of fire and sword that made Badenoch and Nether Lochaber mine if I had the notion. Don’t interrupt me with your nonsense, cousin; I’m telling Elrigmore here, for he’s young and has skill of civilised war, that there may, in very few weeks, be need of every arm in the parish or shire to baulk Colkitto. The MacDonald and other malignants have been robbing high and low from Lochow to Loch Finne this while back; I have hanged them a score a month at the town-head there, but that’s dealing with small affairs, and I’m sore mistaken if we have not cruel times to come.”
“You're an idiot, John,” he said; “listening to the gossip from the countryside. I don't care for the folks in Athole and Great Glen, as you know; but I could have easily gotten letters of fire and sword that would make Badenoch and Nether Lochaber mine if I wanted to. Don't interrupt me with your nonsense, cousin; I'm telling Elrigmore here, since he's young and knows about civil war, that in just a few weeks, we might need every hand in the parish or shire to stop Colkitto. The MacDonald and other troublemakers have been stealing from Lochow to Loch Finne for a while now; I've hanged a dozen of them each month at the town-head there, but that's dealing with minor issues, and I'm afraid we'll have some serious times ahead.”
“Well, sir,” I said, “what can I do?”
“Well, sir,” I said, “what can I do?”
The Marquis bit his moustachio and ran a spur on the ground for a little without answering, as one in a quandary, and then he said, “You’re no vassal of mine, Baron” (as if he were half sorry for it), “but all you Glen Shira folk are well disposed to me and mine, and have good cause, though that Macnachtan fellow’s a Papisher. What I had in my mind was that I might count on you taking a company of our fencible men, as John here is going to do, and going over-bye to Lorn with me to cut off those Irish blackguards of Alasdair MacDonald’s from joining Montrose.”
The Marquis bit his mustache and scratched the ground with a spur for a moment without replying, looking uncertain, and then he said, “You’re not my vassal, Baron” (as if he felt a bit bad about it), “but all you Glen Shira folks are friendly towards me and mine, and you have good reason to be, even though that Macnachtan guy is a Catholic. What I was thinking was that I could rely on you to lead a company of our local men, just like John here is going to do, and come with me to Lorn to prevent those Irish thugs from Alasdair MacDonald from joining Montrose.”
For some minutes I stood turning the thing over in my mind, being by nature slow to take on any scheme of high emprise without some scrupulous balancing of chances. Half-way up the closes, in the dusk, and in their rooms, well back from the windows, or far up the street, all aloof from his Majesty MacCailein Mor, the good curious people of Inneraora watched us. They could little guess the pregnancy of our affairs. For me, I thought how wearily I had looked for some rest from wars, at home in Glen Shira after my years of foreign service. Now that I was here, and my mother no more, my old father needed me on hill and field, and Argile’s quarrel was not my quarrel until Argile’s enemies were at the foot of Ben Bhuidhe or coming all boden in fier of war up the pass of Shira Glen. I liked adventure, and a captaincy was a captaincy, but——
For a few minutes, I stood there considering everything, as I tend to be slow to jump into any grand plan without carefully weighing my options. Halfway up the streets, in the dim light, the curious locals of Inneraora watched us from their homes, far from the windows and up the street, detached from his Majesty MacCailein Mor. They had no idea how serious our situation was. Personally, I thought about how tired I was of seeking peace after my years of fighting abroad, especially back in Glen Shira. Now that I was here and my mother was gone, my old father needed me for the work on the land, and Argile’s conflict wasn’t my conflict until Argile’s enemies were at the foot of Ben Bhuidhe or marching up the pass of Shira Glen in the heat of battle. I enjoyed adventure, and a captaincy was a captaincy, but——
“Is it boot and saddle at once, my lord?” I asked.
“Is it time to get ready and ride, my lord?” I asked.
“It must be that or nothing. When a viper’s head is coming out of a hole, crunch it incontinent, or the tail may be more than you can manage.”
“It has to be that or nothing. When a snake’s head is coming out of a hole, crush it right away, or the tail might be more than you can handle.”
“Then, my lord,” said I, “I must cry off. On this jaunt at least. It would be my greatest pleasure to go with you and my friend M’lver, not to mention all the good fellows I’m bound to know in rank in your regiment, but for my duty to my father and one or two other considerations that need not be named. But—if this be any use—I give my word that should MacDonald or any other force come this side the passes at Accurach Hill, or anywhere east Lochow, my time and steel are yours.”
“Then, my lord,” I said, “I have to back out. At least for this trip. I would love to go with you and my friend M’lver, not to mention all the good guys I’m sure to meet in your regiment, but I have my duty to my father and a couple of other things that don’t need to be mentioned. But—if this helps at all—I promise that if MacDonald or any other force comes over the passes at Accurach Hill, or anywhere east of Lochow, my time and support are yours.”
MacCailein Mor looked a bit annoyed, and led us at a fast pace up to the gate of the castle that stood, high towered and embrasured for heavy pieces, stark and steeve above town Inneraora. A most curious, dour, and moody man, with a mind roving from key to key. Every now and then he would stop and think a little without a word, then on, and run his fingers through his hair or fumble nervously at his leathern buttons, paying small heed to the Splendid and I, who convoyed him, so we got into a crack about the foreign field of war.
MacCailein Mor looked a bit irritated and led us quickly up to the castle gate that loomed over Inneraora with its tall towers and heavy artillery slots. He was a strange, serious, and moody guy, with his mind jumping from one thought to another. Every so often, he would pause and think silently for a moment, then move on, running his fingers through his hair or nervously fiddling with his leather buttons, hardly noticing the Splendid and me as we followed him. This gave us the chance to talk about the foreign battlefield.
“Quite right, Elrigmore, quite right!” at last cried the Marquis, pulling up short, and looked me plump in the eyes. “Bide at hame while bide ye may. I would never go on this affair myself if by God’s grace I was not Marquis of Argile and son of a house with many bitter foes. But, hark ye! a black day looms for these our home-lands if ever Montrose and those Irish dogs get through our passes. For twenty thousand pounds Saxon I would not have the bars off the two roads of Accurach! And I thank you, Elrigmore, that at the worst I can count on your service at home. We may need good men here on Loch Finneside as well as farther afield, overrun as we are by the blackguardism of the North and the Papist clans around us. Come in, friends, and have your meridian. I have a flagon of French brown brandy you never tasted the equal of in any town you sacked in all Low Germanie.”
“Exactly right, Elrigmore, exactly right!” the Marquis finally exclaimed, stopping abruptly and looking me straight in the eyes. “Stay at home while you can. I wouldn’t get involved in this matter myself if I weren’t, by God’s grace, the Marquis of Argile and the son of a family that has many bitter enemies. But listen! A dark day is ahead for our homeland if Montrose and those Irish thugs manage to get through our passes. For twenty thousand pounds Saxon, I wouldn’t want to open the two roads of Accurach! And I appreciate, Elrigmore, that at the very least, I can rely on your help here at home. We may need good men here by Loch Finneside as much as we do out there, with all the scoundrels from the North and the Papist clans surrounding us. Come in, friends, and have your midday meal. I have a flagon of French brown brandy that you’ve never tasted the like of in any town you’ve raided in all of Low Germany.”
CHAPTER III.—THE LADY ON THE STAIR.
John Splendid looked at me from the corner of an eye as we came out again and daundered slowly down the town.
John Splendid glanced at me from the corner of his eye as we stepped out again and strolled slowly through the town.
“A queer one yon!” said he, as it were feeling his way with a rapier-point at my mind about his Marquis.
“A strange one over there!” he said, as if he were probing my thoughts about his Marquis with a sharp point.
“Do you tell me?” I muttered, giving him parry of low quarte like a good swordsman, and he came to the recover with a laugh.
“Do you tell me?” I muttered, parrying low like a skilled swordsman, and he responded with a laugh as he recovered.
“Foil, Elrigmore!” he cried. “But we’re soldiers and lads of the world, and you need hardly be so canny. You see MacCailein’s points as well as I do. His one weakness is the old one—books, books,—the curse of the Highlands and every man of spirit, say I. He has the stuff in him by nature, for none can deny Clan Diarmaid courage and knightliness; but for four generations court, closet, and college have been taking the heart out of our chiefs. Had our lordship in-bye been sent a fostering in the old style, brought up to the chase and the sword and manly comportment, he would not have that wan cheek this day, and that swithering about what he must be at next!”
“Foil, Elrigmore!” he shouted. “But we’re soldiers and guys of the world, and you don’t have to be so clever. You see MacCailein’s weaknesses just like I do. His main flaw is the same old issue—books, books—the curse of the Highlands and every spirited man, I say. He has the qualities in him by nature, as no one can deny Clan Diarmaid’s bravery and nobility; but for four generations, court, closet, and college have been draining the strength from our leaders. If our lordship had been brought up the old way, trained for the hunt, the sword, and manly behavior, he wouldn’t have that pale face today and be so uncertain about what he should do next!”
“You forget that I have had the same ill-training,” I said (in no bad humour, for I followed his mind). “I had a touch of Glascow College myself.”
“You forget that I've had the same poor training,” I said (not in a bad mood, since I was following his line of thought). “I had a bit of a stint at Glasgow College myself.”
“Yes, yes,” he answered quickly; “you had that, but by all accounts it did you no harm. You learned little of what they teach there.”
“Yes, yes,” he replied quickly; “you had that, but from what I hear, it didn’t do you any harm. You didn’t learn much of what they teach there.”
This annoyed me, I confess, and John Splendid was gleg enough to see it
This annoyed me, I admit, and John Splendid was quick enough to notice it.
“I mean,” he added, “you caught no fever for paper and ink, though you may have learned many a quirk I was the better of myself. I could never even write my name; and I’ve kept compt of wages at the mines with a pickle chuckie-stones.”
“I mean,” he added, “you didn’t get obsessed with paper and ink, although you might have picked up some quirks that I benefited from. I could never even write my name; and I’ve kept track of wages at the mines with a handful of stones.”
“That’s a pity,” says I, drily.
"That's too bad," I say, dryly.
“Oh, never a bit,” says he, gaily, or at any rate with a way as if to carry it off vauntingly. “I can do many things as well as most, and a few others colleges never learned me. I know many winter tales, from ‘Minochag and Morag’ to ‘The Shifty Lad’; I can make passable poetry by word of mouth; I can speak the English and the French, and I have seen enough of courtiers to know that half their canons are to please and witch the eye of women in a way that I could undertake to do by my looks alone and some good-humour. Show me a beast on hill or in glen I have not the history of; and if dancing, singing, the sword, the gun, the pipes—ah, not the pipes,—it’s my one envy in the world to play the bagpipes with some show of art and delicacy, and I cannot. Queer is that, indeed, and I so keen on them! I would tramp right gaily a night and a day on end to hear a scholar fingering ‘The Glen is Mine.’”
“Oh, not at all,” he says cheerfully, or at least with an air of bravado. “I can do lots of things just as well as most people, and a few more that colleges never taught me. I know many winter tales, from ‘Minochag and Morag’ to ‘The Shifty Lad’; I can tell decent poetry off the top of my head; I can speak English and French, and I’ve seen enough of courtiers to know that half their rules are about impressing and charming women in a way that I could manage with just my looks and some good humor. Show me any animal on a hill or in a glen that I don’t already know about; and when it comes to dancing, singing, the sword, or the gun—oh, not the bagpipes—it's my one envy in the world that I can't play the bagpipes with any skill or finesse, even though I really want to. Isn't that strange? I would happily walk through the night and day just to hear a scholar playing ‘The Glen is Mine.’”
There was a witless vanity about my friend that sat on him almost like a virtue. He made parade of his crafts less, I could see, because he thought much of them, than because he wanted to keep himself on an equality with me. In the same way, as I hinted before, he never, in all the time of our wanderings after, did a thing well before me but he bode to keep up my self-respect by maintaining that I could do better, or at least as good.
There was a foolish pride about my friend that felt almost like a good quality. He showed off his skills not so much because he valued them, but because he wanted to be on the same level as me. Similarly, as I mentioned earlier, during all our travels, whenever he did something well in front of me, he made sure to suggest that I could do better, or at least as well.
“Books, I say,” he went on, as we clinked heels on the causeway-stones, and between my little bit cracks with old friends in the by-going,— “books, I say, have spoiled Mac-Cailein’s stomach. Ken ye what he told me once? That a man might readily show more valour in a conclusion come to in the privacy of his bed-closet than in a victory won on the field. That’s what they teach by way of manly doctrine down there in the new English church, under the pastorage of Maister Alexander Gordon, chaplain to his lordship and minister to his lordship’s people! It must be the old Cavalier in me, but somehow (in your lug) I have no broo of those Covenanting cattle from the low country—though Gordon’s a good soul, there’s no denying.”
"Books, I tell you," he continued, as we tapped our heels on the cobblestones, and I shared a few words with old friends passing by, "books, I say, have messed up Mac-Cailein’s stomach. Do you know what he once told me? That a man might show more bravery in a decision made in the privacy of his own bedroom than in a victory on the battlefield. That’s the kind of manly lesson they teach down there in the new English church, under the leadership of Pastor Alexander Gordon, chaplain to his lordship and minister to his lordship’s people! It must be the old Cavalier in me, but somehow (in your ear) I have no respect for those Covenanting folks from the low country—though I can’t deny Gordon’s a good guy."
“Are you Catholic?” I said, in a surprise.
“Are you Catholic?” I said, surprised.
“What are you yourself?” he asked, and then he flushed, for he saw a little smile in my face at the transparency of his endeavour to be always on the pleasing side.
“What are you yourself?” he asked, and then he blushed, because he noticed a little smile on my face at the obviousness of his effort to always be on the charming side.
“To tell the truth,” he said, “I’m depending on salvation by reason of a fairly good heart, and an eagerness to wrong no man, gentle or semple. I love my fellows, one and all, not offhand as the Catechism enjoins, but heartily, and I never saw the fellow, carl or king, who, if ordinary honest and cheerful, I could not lie heads and thraws with at a camp-fire. In matters of strict ritual, now,—ha—urn!”
“To be honest,” he said, “I’m counting on being saved because I have a pretty good heart and a desire to do no one any harm, whether they’re kind or not. I genuinely care about my fellow humans, all of them, not just in a casual way like the Catechism says, but with real affection, and I’ve never met anyone, whether a commoner or a king, with whom I couldn’t share stories and have a good time around a campfire if they were generally honest and cheerful. Now, regarding strict rituals—ha—urn!”
“Out with it, man!” I cried, laughing.
“Spit it out, dude!” I said, laughing.
“I’m like Parson Kilmalieu upbye. You’ve heard of him—easy-going soul, and God sain him! When it came to the bit, he turned the holy-water font of Kilcatrine blue-stone upside-down, scooped a hole in the bottom, and used the new hollow for Protestant baptism. ‘There’s such a throng about heaven’s gate,’ said he, ‘that it’s only a mercy to open two;’ and he was a good and humour-some Protestant-Papist till the day he went under the flagstones of his chapel upbye.”
“I’m like Parson Kilmalieu from up the hill. You’ve heard of him—an easy-going guy, and God bless him! When it came down to it, he flipped the holy-water font at Kilcatrine upside down, made a hole in the bottom, and used the new opening for Protestant baptisms. ‘There’s such a crowd at heaven’s gate,’ he said, ‘that it’s only fair to open two;’ and he was a good-natured Protestant-Catholic until the day he was buried beneath the flagstones of his chapel up the hill.”
Now here was not a philosophy to my mind. I fought in the German wars less for the kreutzers than for a belief (never much studied out, but fervent) that Protestantism was the one good faith, and that her ladyship of Babylon, that’s ever on the ran-don, cannot have her downfall one day too soon. You dare not be playing corners-change-corners with religion as you can with the sword of what the ill-bred have called a mercenary (when you come to ponder on’t, the swords of patriot or paid man are both for selfish ends unsheathed); and if I set down here word for word what John Splendid said, it must not be thought to be in homologation on my part of such latitudinarianism.
Now, to me, this wasn’t really a philosophy. I fought in the German wars more for my belief (which I never really examined but felt strongly about) that Protestantism is the one true faith, and that Lady Babylon, who’s always on the run, shouldn’t have to wait too long for her downfall. You can’t mess around with religion like you can with the sword, which the rude have referred to as mercenary (if you think about it, both the patriot's sword and the paid soldier's sword are drawn for selfish reasons); and if I write here exactly what John Splendid said, it shouldn’t be seen as my approval of such broad-mindedness.
I let him run on in this key till we came to the change-house of a widow—one Fraser—and as she curtsied at the door, and asked if the braw gentlemen would favour her poor parlour, we went in and tossed a quaich or two of aqua, to which end she set before us a little brown bottle and two most cunningly contrived and carven cups made of the Coillebhraid silver.
I let him keep talking until we reached the widow Fraser's change-house. When she curtsied at the door and asked if the fine gentlemen would like to come into her modest parlor, we went in and had a drink or two. To that end, she brought out a small brown bottle and two beautifully crafted cups made of Coillebhraid silver.
The houses in Inneraora were, and are, built all very much alike, on a plan I thought somewhat cosy and genteel, ere ever I went abroad and learned better. I do not even now deny the cosiness of them, but of the genteelity it were well to say little. They were tall lands or tenements, three storeys high, with through-going closes, or what the English might nominate passages, running from front to back, and leading at their midst to stairs, whereby the occupants got to their domiciles in the flats above. Curved stairs they were, of the same blue-stone the castle is built of, and on their landings at each storey they branched right and left to give access to the single apartments or rooms and kitchens of the residenters. Throng tenements they are these, even yet, giving, as I write, clever children to the world. His Grace nowadays might be granting the poor people a little more room to grow in, some soil for their kail, and a better prospect from their windows than the whitewashed wall of the opposite land; but in the matter of air there was and is no complaint The sea in stormy days came bellowing to the very doors, salt and stinging, tremendous blue and cold. Staying in town of a night, I used to lie awake in my relative’s, listening to the spit of the waves on the window-panes and the grumble of the tide, that rocked the land I lay in till I could well fancy it was a ship. Through the closes the wind ever stalked like something fierce and blooded, rattling the iron snecks with an angry finger, breathing beastily at the hinge, and running back a bit once in a while to leap all the harder against groaning lintel and post.
The houses in Inneraora were, and still are, built quite similarly, based on a design I once thought was cozy and classy before I traveled and learned otherwise. I can't deny their coziness, but it's probably best to say less about how classy they are. They were tall buildings, three stories high, with passageways that ran from the front to the back, leading to stairs in the middle that took the residents up to their apartments above. The stairs were curved and made from the same blue stone as the castle, and on each landing, they branched off to the left and right to access the individual rooms and kitchens of the people living there. These tenements are still bustling with families, producing bright kids for the world as I write this. Nowadays, the Duke might consider giving these poor folks a little more space to grow, some land for their vegetables, and a nicer view from their windows than the plain white wall of the opposite building; but when it comes to fresh air, there are no complaints. On stormy days, the sea would roar right up to their doors, salty and stinging, a deep cold blue. When I stayed in town at night, I would lie awake at my relative’s, listening to the waves spattering against the window panes and the rumble of the tide rocking the ground beneath me until it felt like I was on a ship. The wind would sweep through the passageways like a fierce creature, rattling the iron bolts with an aggressive touch, hissing at the hinges, and sometimes pulling back just to slam harder against the groaning doorframe and post.
The change-house of the widow was on the ground-flat, a but and ben, the ceilings arched with stone—a strange device in masonry you’ll seldom find elsewhere, Highland or Lowland. But she had a garret-room up two stairs where properly she abode, the close flat being reserved for trade of vending uisgebeatha and ale. I describe all this old place so fully because it bears on a little affair that happened therein on that day John Splendid and I went in to clink glasses.
The widow’s change-house was on the ground floor, a small space with an arched stone ceiling—a unique architectural feature you won’t often see anywhere else, in the Highlands or the Lowlands. However, she had a small room upstairs where she actually lived, while the main floor was set aside for selling whiskey and ale. I’m sharing all these details about the place because it’s relevant to a little incident that occurred there on the day John Splendid and I went in to raise our glasses.
The widow had seen that neither of us was very keen on her aqua, which, as it happened, was raw new stuff brewed over at Karnes, Lochow, and she asked would we prefer some of her brandy.
The widow noticed that neither of us was really into her aqua, which, by the way, was freshly made stuff from Karnes, Lochow, and she asked if we’d like some of her brandy instead.
“After his lordship’s it might be something of a down-come,” said John Splendid, half to me and half to the woman.
“After his lordship’s, it might be a bit of a letdown,” said John Splendid, half to me and half to the woman.
She caught his meaning, though he spoke in the English; and in our own tongue, laughing toothlessly, she said—
She understood what he meant, even though he was speaking in English; and in our own language, laughing without teeth, she said—
“The same stilling, Barbreck, the same stilling I make no doubt MacCailein gets his brown brandy by my brother’s cart from French Foreland; it’s a rough road, and sometimes a bottle or two spills on the way. I’ve a flagon up in a cupboard in my little garret, and I’ll go fetch it.”
“The same quietness, Barbreck, the same quietness that I’m sure MacCailein gets his brown brandy from my brother’s cart coming from French Foreland; it’s a bumpy road, and sometimes a bottle or two spills along the way. I’ve got a flask up in a cupboard in my little attic, and I’ll go grab it.”
She was over-old a woman to climb three steep stairs for the sake of two young men’s drought, and I (having always some regard for the frail) took the key from her hand and went, as was common enough with her younger customers, seeking my own liquor up the stair.
She was too old to climb three steep stairs for the sake of two young men’s thirst, and I (who always had some sympathy for the vulnerable) took the key from her hand and went upstairs, like many of her younger customers, to get my own drink.
In those windy flights in the fishing season there is often the close smell of herring-scale, of bow tar and the bark-tan of the fishing nets; but this stair I climbed for the wherewithal was unusually sweet-odoured and clean, because on the first floor was the house of Provost Brown—a Campbell and a Gael, but burdened by accident with a Lowland-sounding cognomen. He had the whole flat to himself—half-a-dozen snug apartments with windows facing the street or the sea as he wanted. I was just at the head of the first flight when out of a door came a girl, and I clean forgot all about the widow’s flask of French brandy.
In those windy moments during fishing season, there's often a strong smell of herring scales, bow tar, and the tanned bark of fishing nets; but this stairway I climbed for what I needed was unusually sweet-smelling and clean because Provost Brown lived on the first floor—a Campbell and a Gael, but accidentally stuck with a Lowland-sounding last name. He had the entire flat to himself—half a dozen cozy rooms with windows facing either the street or the sea, whichever he preferred. I was just at the top of the first flight when a girl stepped out of a door, and I completely forgot about the widow’s flask of French brandy.
Little more than twelve years syne the Provost’s daughter had been a child at the grammar-school, whose one annoyance in life was that the dominie called her Betsy instead of Betty, her real own name: here she was, in the flat of her father’s house in Inneraora town, a full-grown woman, who gave me check in my stride and set my face flaming. I took in her whole appearance at one glance—a way we have in foreign armies. Between my toe on the last step of the stair and the landing I read the picture: a well-bred woman, from her carriage, the neatness of her apparel, the composure of her pause to let me bye in the narrow passage to the next stair; not very tall (I have ever had a preference for such as come no higher than neck and oxter); very dark brown hair, eyes sparkling, a face rather pale than ruddy, soft skinned, full of a keen nervousness.
Just over twelve years ago, the Provost’s daughter was a child at the grammar school, where her only annoyance was that the teacher called her Betsy instead of her real name, Betty. Now, she was in her father’s flat in Inneraora town, a grown woman who interrupted my stride and made my face flush. I took in her entire appearance in one glance—a habit we have in foreign armies. Between my foot on the last step of the staircase and the landing, I assessed the scene: a well-bred woman, evident from her posture, the neatness of her clothing, and the calm way she paused to let me pass in the narrow corridor to the next stair; not very tall (I’ve always preferred those who come no higher than neck and armpit); with very dark brown hair, sparkling eyes, a face that was more pale than rosy, and soft skin full of a keen nervous energy.
In this matter of a woman’s eyes—if I may quit the thread of my history—I am a trifle fastidious, and I make bold to say that the finest eyes in the world are those of the Highland girls of Argile—burgh or landward—the best bred and gentlest of them, I mean: There is in them a full and melting friendliness, a mixture to my sometimes notion of poetry and of calm—a memory, as I’ve thought before, of the deep misty glens and their sights and secrets. I have seen more of the warm heart and merriment in a simple Loch Finne girl’s eyes than in all the faces of all the grand dames ever I looked on, Lowland or foreign.
In this matter of a woman’s eyes—if I may pause from my story—I’m a bit picky, and I dare say that the most beautiful eyes in the world belong to the Highland girls of Argyll—whether from the town or the countryside—the best-mannered and gentlest of them, I mean: There’s in them a warm and inviting friendliness, a blend that aligns with my sometimes poetic and tranquil thoughts—a reminder, as I’ve considered before, of the deep misty valleys and their sights and secrets. I’ve seen more warmth and joy in a simple Loch Finne girl's eyes than in all the faces of all the grand ladies I’ve ever looked at, whether from the Lowlands or abroad.
What pleased me first and foremost about this girl Betty, daughter of Provost Brown, were her eyes, then, that showed, even in yon dusky passage, a humoursome interest in young Elrigmore in a kilt coming up-stairs swinging on a finger the key of Lucky Fraser’s garret. She hung back doubtfully, though she knew me (I could see) for her old school-fellow and sometime boy-lover, but I saw something of a welcome in the blush at her face, and I gave her no time to chill to me.
What I liked most about this girl Betty, daughter of Provost Brown, were her eyes, which, even in that dim hallway, reflected a playful interest in young Elrigmore in a kilt coming upstairs, swinging the key to Lucky Fraser’s attic on a finger. She hesitated a bit, even though she recognized me (I could tell) as her old schoolmate and former crush, but I noticed a hint of warmth in her blush, so I quickly made sure she wouldn’t have time to pull away from me.
“Betty lass, ‘tis you,” said I, putting out a hand and shaking her soft fingers. “What think you of my ceremony in calling at the earliest chance to pay my devoirs to the Provost of this burgh and his daughter?”
“Betty, it’s you,” I said, reaching out my hand and shaking her soft fingers. “What do you think of my plan to visit the Provost of this town and his daughter as soon as I could?”
I put the key behind my back to give colour a little to my words; but my lady saw it and jumped at my real errand on the stair, with that quickness ever accompanying eyes of the kind I have mentioned.
I hid the key behind my back to add some emphasis to my words, but my lady noticed it and quickly figured out my true purpose on the stairs, with that swift perception that always comes with eyes like hers.
“Ceremony here, devoir there!” said she, smiling, “there was surely no need for a key to our door, Elrigmore—-”
“Ceremony here, duty there!” she said with a smile, “there was definitely no need for a key to our door, Elrigmore—”
“Colin, Mistress Brown, plain Colin, if you please.”
“Colin, Ms. Brown, just Colin, if you don’t mind.”
“Colin, if you will, though it seems daftlike to be so free with a soldier of twelve years’ fortune. You were for the widow’s garret Does some one wait on you below?”
“Colin, if you don’t mind, even though it seems silly to be so casual with a soldier who has twelve years of experience. You were heading to the widow’s place. Is someone waiting for you downstairs?”
“John Splendid.”
"John Splendid."
“My mother’s in-bye. She will be pleased to see you back again if you and your friend call. After you’ve paid the lawing,” she added, smiling like a rogue.
“My mom’s in bye. She’ll be happy to see you back again if you and your friend stop by. After you’ve settled the bill,” she added, smiling mischievously.
“That will we,” said I; but I hung on the stair-head, and she leaned on the inner sill of the stair window.
"That we will," I said; but I stayed at the top of the stairs, while she leaned on the inner sill of the stair window.
We got into a discourse upon old days, that brought a glow to my heart the brandy I forgot had never brought to my head. We talked of school, and the gay days in wood and field, of our childish wanderings on the shore, making sand-keps and stone houses, herding the crabs of God—so little that bairns dare not be killing them, of venturings to sea many ells out in the fishermen’s coracles, of journeys into the brave deep woods that lie far and wide round Inneraora, seeking the branch for the Beltane fire; of nutting in the hazels of the glens, and feasts upon the berry on the brae. Later, the harvest-home and the dance in green or barn when I was at almost my man’s height, with the pluck to put a bare lip to its apprenticeship on a woman’s cheek; the songs at ceilidh fires, the telling of sgeulachdan and fairy tales up on the mountain sheiling——
We started reminiscing about the good old days, which warmed my heart more than the brandy I had forgotten never did. We chatted about school and the fun days spent in the woods and fields, our childhood adventures on the shore, building sandcastles and stone houses, gently playing with the tiny crabs without harming them, and bravely venturing out to sea in the fishermen's small boats. We recounted our journeys into the vast, beautiful woods around Inneraora, searching for branches for the Beltane fire; picking hazelnuts in the hollows and enjoying berry feasts on the hillsides. Later on, we talked about harvest home and the dances in the fields or barns when I was nearly a man, bold enough to plant a gentle kiss on a woman's cheek; the songs at the ceilidh fires, the sharing of stories and fairy tales up in the mountain shieling——
“Let me see,” said I; “when I went abroad, were not you and one of the Glenaora Campbells chief?”
“Let me see,” I said; “when I went overseas, weren’t you and one of the Glenaora Campbells in charge?”
I said it as if the recollection had but sprung to me, while the truth is I had thought on it often in camp and field, with a regret that the girl should throw herself off on so poor a partner.
I said it as if the memory had just come to me, but the truth is I had thought about it many times in camp and on the battlefield, regretting that the girl would settle for such a poor partner.
She laughed merrily with her whole soul in the business, and her face without art or pretence—a fashion most wholesome to behold.
She laughed joyfully, fully invested in the moment, and her face was genuine and unforced—a sight that was truly refreshing to see.
“He married some one nearer him in years long syne,” said she. “You forget I was but a bairn when we romped in the hay-dash.” And we buckled to the crack again, I more keen on it than ever. She was a most marvellous fine girl, and I thought her (well I mind me now) like the blue harebell that nods upon our heather hills.
“He married someone closer to his age a long time ago,” she said. “You forget I was just a kid when we played in the hay.” And we got back to chatting again, I more eager than ever. She was an incredibly beautiful girl, and I remember thinking of her like the blue harebell that sways on our heather hills.
We might, for all I dreamt of the widow’s brandy, have been conversing on the stair-head yet, and my story had a different conclusion, had not a step sounded on the stair, and up banged John Splendid, his sword-scabbard clinking against the wall of the stair with the haste of him.
We could have easily been chatting at the top of the stairs for all my thoughts about the widow’s brandy, and my story might have ended differently if it weren't for the sound of footsteps on the stairs. Then John Splendid burst in, his sword scabbard clinking against the stairway wall as he rushed up.
“Set a cavalier at the side of an anker of brandy,” he cried, “an——”
“Set a valet at the side of a barrel of brandy,” he shouted, “an——”
Then he saw he was in company. He took off his bonnet with a sweep I’ll warrant he never learned anywhere out of France, and plunged into the thick of our discourse with a query.
Then he realized he was with others. He took off his hat with a flourish I bet he never learned anywhere but France, and jumped right into our conversation with a question.
“At your service, Mistress Brown,” said he. “Half my errand to town to-day was to find if young MacLach-lan, your relative, is to be at the market here to-morrow. If so——”
“At your service, Mistress Brown,” he said. “Half of my trip to town today was to see if young MacLachlan, your relative, will be at the market here tomorrow. If so——”
“He is,” said Betty.
“He is,” said Betty.
“Will he be intending to put up here all night, then?”
“Is he planning to stay here all night then?”
“He comes to supper at least,” said she, “and his biding overnight is yet to be settled.”
“He comes for dinner at least,” she said, “and whether he’ll stay overnight is still to be decided.”
John Splendid toyed with the switch in his hand in seeming abstraction, and yet as who was pondering on how to put an unwelcome message in plausible language.
John Splendid fiddled with the switch in his hand, appearing lost in thought, but it was clear he was figuring out how to phrase an unwelcome message in a convincing way.
“Do you know,” said he at last to the girl, in a low voice, for fear his words should reach the ears of her mother in-bye, “I would as well see MacLachlan out of town the morn’s night. There’s a waft of cold airs about this place not particularly wholesome for any of his clan or name. So much I would hardly care to say to himself; but he might take it from you, madam, that the other side of the loch is the safest place for sound sleep for some time to come.”
“Do you know,” he finally said to the girl, lowering his voice so her mother wouldn’t overhear, “I’d prefer to see MacLachlan leave town by tomorrow night. There’s a chill in the air around here that isn’t good for anyone from his clan or family. I wouldn’t usually say this to him directly, but he might take it better from you, madam, that the other side of the lake is the safest place to get some good rest for a while.”
“Is it the MacNicolls you’re thinking of?” asked the girl.
“Are you thinking about the MacNicolls?” asked the girl.
“That same, my dear.”
“That same, my friend.”
“You ken,” he went on, turning fuller round to me, to tell a story he guessed a new-comer was unlikely to know the ins and outs of—“you ken that one of the MacLachlans, a cousin-german of old Lachie the chief, came over in a boat to Braleckan a few weeks syne on an old feud, and put a bullet into a Mac Nicoll, a peaceable lad who was at work in a field. Gay times, gay times, aren’t they? From behind a dyke wall too—a far from gentlemanly escapade even in a MacLa—— Pardon, mistress; I forgot your relationship, but this was surely a very low dog of his kind. Now from that day to this the murtherer is to find; there are some to say old Lachie could put his hand on him at an hour’s notice if he had the notion. But his lordship, Justiciar-General, upbye, has sent his provost-marshal with letters of arrest to the place in vain. Now here’s my story. The MacNicolls of Elrig have joined cause with their cousins and namesakes of Braleckan; there’s a wheen of both to be in the town at the market to-morrow, and if young Mac-Lachlan bides in this house of yours overnight, Mistress Betty Brown, you’ll maybe have broken delf and worse ere the day daw.”
"You know," he continued, turning more fully to me to share a story he thought a newcomer wouldn’t be familiar with—"you know that one of the MacLachlans, a cousin of old Lachie the chief, came over in a boat to Braleckan a few weeks ago over an old feud, and shot a Mac Nicoll, a peaceful lad who was working in a field. Good times, good times, right? He did it from behind a wall—far from a gentlemanly move, even for a MacLa—— Sorry, ma'am; I forgot your connection, but this guy was truly a low scoundrel for his kind. Since that day, the murderer has yet to be found; some say old Lachie could locate him in an hour if he wanted to. But the lordship, the Justiciar-General up there, has sent his provost-marshal with arrest orders to the place with no luck. Now here’s my story. The MacNicolls of Elrig have allied with their cousins and namesakes from Braleckan; there are quite a few of both expected in town for the market tomorrow, and if young Mac-Lachlan stays in your house tonight, Mistress Betty Brown, you might end up with broken dishes and worse by dawn."
Mistress Brown took it very coolly; and as for me, I was thinking of a tiny brown mole-spot she used to have low on the white of her neck when I put daisy-links on her on the summers we played on the green, and wondering if it was still to the fore and hid below her collar. In by the window came the saucy breeze and kissed her on a curl that danced above her ear.
Mistress Brown stayed calm about it, and I couldn't help but think about the small brown mole she used to have low on the white part of her neck when I made daisy chains for her during the summers we played on the grass, wondering if it was still there, hidden under her collar. A playful breeze came in through the window and kissed a curl that danced above her ear.
“I hope there will be no lawlessness here,” said she: “whether he goes or bides, surely the burghers of Inner-aora will not quietly see their Provost’s domicile invaded by brawlers.”
“I hope there won't be any lawlessness here,” she said. “Whether he stays or goes, the citizens of Inner-aora certainly won't just sit back and watch as their Provost's home is invaded by troublemakers.”
“Exactly so,” said John Splendid, drily. “Nothing may come of it, but you might mention the affair to MacLachlan if you have the chance. For me to tell him would be to put him in the humour for staying—dour fool that he is—out of pure bravado and defiance. To tell the truth, I would bide myself in such a case. ‘Thole feud’ is my motto. My granddad writ it on his sword-blade in clear round print letters I’ve often marvelled at the skill of. If it’s your will, Elrigmore, we may be doing without the brandy, and give the house-dame a call now.”
“Exactly,” John Splendid said dryly. “Nothing may come of it, but you could mention the situation to MacLachlan if you get the chance. If I tell him, it would just encourage him to stick around—stubborn fool that he is—out of sheer pride and defiance. To be honest, I would stay out of it. ‘Endure the feud’ is my motto. My grandfather wrote it on his sword blade in clear, round letters that I’ve often admired for their craftsmanship. If it’s your choice, Elrigmore, we can skip the brandy and go see the housekeeper now.”
We went in and paid our duties to the goodwife—a silver-haired dame with a look of Betty in every smile.
We went in and paid our respects to the nice lady—a silver-haired woman with a look of Betty in every smile.
CHAPTER IV.—A NIGHT ALARM.
Writing all this old ancient history down, I find it hard to riddle out in my mind the things that have really direct and pregnant bearing on the matter in hand. I am tempted to say a word or two anent my Lord Marquis’s visit to my father, and his vain trial to get me enlisted into his corps for Lorn. Something seems due, also, to be said about the kindness I found from all the old folks of Inneraora, ever proud to see a lad of their own of some repute come back among them; and of my father’s grieving about his wae widowerhood: but these things must stand by while I narrate how there arose a wild night in town Inneraora, with the Highlandmen from the glens into it with dirk and sword and steel Doune pistols, the flambeaux flaring against the tall lands, and the Lowland burghers of the place standing up for peace and tranquil sleep.
Writing down all this ancient history, I find it hard to sort out in my mind the things that really matter for what's happening now. I'm tempted to say a few words about my Lord Marquis's visit to my father and his unsuccessful attempt to get me enlisted in his corps for Lorn. I feel like I should also mention the kindness I received from all the older folks in Inneraora, always proud to see a local boy of some reputation come back; and my father's sadness about his heartbreaking widowhood. But those things have to wait while I recount the wild night in Inneraora, with Highlanders from the glens coming in with daggers, swords, and steel Doune pistols, the torches flickering against the tall lands, while the Lowland townspeople stood up for peace and a good night's sleep.
The market-day came on the morning after the day John Splendid and I foregathered with my Lord Archibald. It was a smaller market than usual, by reason of the troublous times; but a few black and red cattle came from the landward part of the parish and Knapdale side, while Lochow and Bredalbane sent hoof nor horn. There was never a blacker sign of the time’s unrest But men came from many parts of the shire, with their chieftains or lairds, and there they went clamping about this Lowland-looking town like foreigners. I counted ten tartans in as many minutes between the cross and the kirk, most of them friendly with MacCailein Mor, but a few, like that of MacLachlan of that ilk, at variance, and the wearers with ugly whingers or claymores at their belts. Than those MacLachlans one never saw a more barbarous-looking set. There were a dozen of them in the tail or retinue of old Lachie’s son—a henchman, piper, piper’s valet, gille-mor, gille wet-sole, or running footman, and such others as the more vain of our Highland gentry at the time ever insisted on travelling about with, all stout junky men of middle size, bearded to the brows, wearing flat blue bonnets with a pervenke plant for badge on the sides of them, on their feet deerskin brogues with the hair out, the rest of their costume all belted tartan, and with arms clattering about them. With that proud pretence which is common in our people when in strange unfamiliar occasions—and I would be the last to dispraise it—they went about by no means braggardly but with the aspect of men who had better streets and more shops to show at home; surprised at nothing in their alert moments, but now and again forgetting their dignity and looking into little shop-windows with the wonder of bairns and great gabbling together, till MacLachlan fluted on his whistle, and they came, like good hounds, to heel.
The market day came the morning after John Splendid and I met with Lord Archibald. It was a smaller market than usual because of the troubled times; however, a few black and red cattle arrived from the landward part of the parish and Knapdale side, while Lochow and Bredalbane didn’t send any. There was never a darker sign of the unrest of the times. But men came from many parts of the shire, along with their chiefs or lords, and they moved about this Lowland-looking town like strangers. I spotted ten different tartans in just as many minutes between the cross and the kirk, most of them allied with MacCailein Mor, but a few, like that of MacLachlan of that ilk, were at odds, and the wearers had ugly daggers or claymores at their belts. You’d never see a more barbaric-looking group than those MacLachlans. There were a dozen of them in the entourage of old Lachie’s son—a henchman, a piper, a piper’s assistant, gille-mor, gille wet-sole, or running footman, and others that the more vain members of our Highland gentry at the time insisted on traveling with, all sturdy, middle-sized men, bearded to the brows, wearing flat blue bonnets with a pervenke plant as a badge on the sides, deerskin brogues with the hair out on their feet, and the rest of their attire all belted tartan, with weapons clattering around them. With that proud demeanor common among our people in unfamiliar situations—and I would be the last to criticize it—they moved about not in a boastful manner but as if they had better streets and more shops to show back home; surprised by nothing during their alert moments, occasionally forgetting their dignity as they peered into little shop windows with the wonder of children and chattered loudly, until MacLachlan played his whistle, and they came, like good hounds, to heel.
All day the town hummed with Gaelic and the round bellowing of cattle. It was clear warm weather, never a breath of wind to stir the gilding trees behind the burgh. At ebb-tide the sea-beach whitened and smoked in the sun, and the hot air quivered over the stones and the crisping wrack. In such a season the bustling town in the heart of the stem Highlands seemed a fever spot. Children came boldly up to us for fairings or gifts, and they strayed—the scamps!—behind the droves and thumped manfully on the buttocks of the cattle. A constant stream of men passed in and out at the change-house closes and about the Fisherland tenements, where seafarers and drovers together sang the maddest love-ditties in the voices of roaring bulls; beating the while with their feet on the floor in our foolish Gaelic fashion, or, as one could see through open windows, rugging and riving at the corners of a plaid spread between them,—a trick, I daresay, picked up from women, who at the waulking or washing of woollen cloth new spun, pull out the fabric to tunes suited to such occasions.
All day, the town buzzed with Gaelic and the loud calls of cattle. The weather was clear and warm, with hardly a breath of wind to rustle the golden trees behind the town. At low tide, the beach turned white and sparkled in the sun, and the hot air shimmered over the stones and the curling seaweed. During this season, the busy town in the heart of the Highlands felt like a hot spot. Kids eagerly approached us for treats or gifts, and they playfully wandered—those little rascals!—behind the herds, playfully slapping the cattle. A steady stream of men came and went at the tavern entrances and around the Fisherland apartments, where sailors and drovers sang the wildest love songs with voices as loud as roaring bulls; stomping their feet on the floor in our silly Gaelic way, or as one could see through open windows, pulling and tugging at the corners of a plaid spread between them—something I’d guess they learned from women, who during the waulking or washing of freshly spun wool, stretch the fabric to tunes suited for those moments.
I spent most of the day with John Splendid and one Tearlach Fraser, on old comrade, and as luck, good or ill, would have it, the small hours of morning were on me before I thought of going home. By dusk the bulk of the strangers left the town by the highroads, among them the MacNicolls, who had only by the cunning of several friends (Splendid as busy as any) been kept from coming to blows with the MacLachlan tail. Earlier in the day, by a galley or wherry, the MacLachlans also had left, but not the young laird, who put up for the night at the house of Provost Brown.
I spent most of the day with John Splendid and an old comrade, Tearlach Fraser, and before I knew it, the early hours of the morning had arrived, and I still hadn’t thought about heading home. By dusk, most of the strangers had left town via the main roads, including the MacNicolls, who, thanks to the cleverness of several friends (with Splendid being as involved as anyone), had managed to avoid getting into a fight with the MacLachlan group. Earlier in the day, the MacLachlans had also left by boat, but the young laird stayed behind and spent the night at Provost Brown’s house.
The three of us I have mentioned sat at last playing cartes in the ferry-house, where a good glass could be had and more tidiness than most of the hostelries in the place could boast of. By the stroke of midnight we were the only customers left in the house, and when, an hour after, I made the move to set out for Glen Shira, John Splendid yoked on me as if my sobriety were a crime.
The three of us I mentioned were finally sitting in the ferry-house playing cards, where you could get a decent drink and it was cleaner than most places around. By midnight, we were the last customers in the place, and an hour later, when I decided to head out for Glen Shira, John Splendid jumped on me as if my being sober was a crime.
“Wait, man, wait, and I’ll give you a convoy up the way,” he would say, never thinking of the road he had himself to go down to Coillebhraid.
“Hold on, man, hold on, and I’ll get you a ride up the road,” he would say, never considering the path he had to take to Coillebhraid himself.
And aye it grew late and the night more still. There would be a foot going by at first at short intervals, sometimes a staggering one and a voice growling to itself in Gaelic; and anon the wayfarers were no more, the world outside in a black and solemn silence. The man who kept the ferry-house was often enough in the custom of staying up all night to meet belated boats from Kilcatrine; we were gentrice and good customers, so he composed himself in a lug chair and dovered in a little room opening off ours, while we sat fingering the book. Our voices as we called the cartes seemed now and then to me like a discourtesy to the peace and order of the night.
And yes, it got late and the night became more still. At first, there would be a few people passing by at short intervals, sometimes swaying as they walked, with someone muttering to themselves in Gaelic; then there were no more travelers, and the world outside was wrapped in deep, solemn silence. The man who ran the ferry house often stayed up all night to meet late boats from Kilcatrine; because we were good customers, he settled into a comfortable chair and dozed off in a little room next to ours while we sat flipping through the book. Our voices as we called out the cards sometimes felt like a disruption to the peace and tranquility of the night.
“I must go,” said I a second time.
“I have to go,” I said again.
“Another one game,” cried John Splendid. He had been winning every bout, but with a reluctance that shone honestly on his face, and I knew it was to give Tearlach and me a chance to better our reputation that he would have us hang on.
“Another game,” shouted John Splendid. He had been winning every match, but with a genuine reluctance that was clear on his face, and I knew he was letting Tearlach and me have a chance to improve our reputation by having us stick around.
“You have hard luck indeed,” he would say. Or, “You played that trick as few could do it” Or, “Am not I in the key to-night? there’s less craft than luck here.” And he played even slovenly once or twice, flushing, we could read, lest we should see the stratagem. At these times, by the curious way of chance, he won more surely than ever.
“You really have bad luck,” he would say. Or, “You pulled that off like very few could.” Or, “Am I not in the zone tonight? There’s less skill than luck involved.” And he played a bit carelessly once or twice, blushing, as we could tell, so we wouldn’t notice the trickery. During these moments, oddly enough, he won more consistently than ever.
“I must be going,” I said again. And this time I put the cartes bye, firmly determined that my usual easy and pliant mood in fair company would be my own enemy no more.
“I have to go,” I said again. And this time I put the cards down, firmly resolved that my usual easygoing and accommodating attitude in pleasant company would no longer be my downfall.
“Another chappin of ale,” said he. “Tearlach, get Elrigmore to bide another bit. Tuts, the night’s but young, the chap of two and a fine clear clean air with a wind behind you for Shira Glen.”
“Another pint of ale,” he said. “Tearlach, have Elrigmore stay a bit longer. Come on, the night is still young, a couple of drinks and a nice clear breeze pushing you towards Shira Glen.”
“Wheest!” said Tearlach of a sudden, and he put up a hand.
"Wheest!" Tearlach suddenly said, raising his hand.
There was a skliffing of feet on the road outside—many feet and wary, with men’s voices in a whisper caught at the teeth—a sound at that hour full of menace. Only a moment and then all was by.
There was a shuffling of feet on the road outside—lots of feet, cautious, with men’s voices whispering—in a sound that felt threatening at that hour. Just a moment, and then it was all gone.
“There’s something strange here!” said John Splendid, “let’s out and see.” He put round his rapier more on the groin, and gave a jerk at the narrow belt creasing his fair-day crimson vest For me I had only the dirk to speak of, for the sgian dubh at my leg was a silver toy, and Tearlach, being a burgh man, had no arm at all. He lay hold on an oaken shinty stick that hung on the wall, property of the ferry-house landlord’s son.
“Something feels off here!” said John Splendid, “let’s go check it out.” He fastened his rapier more securely around his waist and adjusted the narrow belt that pressed against his bright crimson vest. As for me, I only had my dirk to talk about, since the sgian dubh at my leg was just a silver trinket, and Tearlach, being a town guy, wasn’t armed at all. He grabbed an oaken shinty stick that was hanging on the wall, which belonged to the ferry-house landlord’s son.
Out we went in the direction of the footsteps, round Gillemor’s corner and the jail, past the Fencibles’ arm-room and into the main street of the town, that held no light in door or window. There would have been moon, but a black wrack of clouds filled the heavens. From the kirk corner we could hear a hushed tumult down at the Provost’s close-mouth.
Out we went following the footsteps, around Gillemor’s corner and the jail, past the Fencibles’ armory, and into the main street of the town, where there was no light in any door or window. There should have been moonlight, but a thick mass of clouds covered the sky. From the church corner, we could hear a quiet commotion coming from the Provost’s close mouth.
“Pikes and pistols!” cried Splendid. “Is it not as I said? yonder’s your MacNicolls for you.”
“Pikes and pistols!” shouted Splendid. “Isn’t it just as I said? There’s your MacNicolls right there.”
In a flash I thought of Mistress Betty with her hair down, roused by the marauding crew, and I ran hurriedly down the street shouting the burgh’s slogan, “Slochd!”
In an instant, I thought of Mistress Betty with her hair down, awakened by the invading crew, and I rushed down the street shouting the town’s slogan, “Slochd!”
“Damn the man’s hurry!” said John Splendid, trotting at my heels, and with Tearlach too he gave lungs to the shout.
“Damn the guy’s hurry!” said John Splendid, jogging at my heels, and with Tearlach too he added his voice to the shout.
“Slochd!” I cried, and “Slochd!” they cried, and the whole town clanged like a bell. Windows opened here and there, and out popped heads, and then—
“Slochd!” I shouted, and “Slochd!” they shouted, and the whole town rang out like a bell. Windows opened here and there, heads popped out, and then—
“Murder and thieves!” we cried stoutly again.
“Murder and thieves!” we shouted boldly again.
“Is’t the Athole dogs?” asked some one in bad English from a window, but we did not bide to tell him.
“Are those the Athole dogs?” someone asked in poor English from a window, but we didn’t stop to tell him.
“Slochd! slochd! club and steel!” more nimble burghers cried, jumping out at closes in our rear, and following with neither hose nor brogue, but the kilt thrown at one toss on the haunch and some weapon in hand. And the whole wide street was stark awake.
“Slochd! slochd! club and steel!” more agile townspeople shouted, emerging from alleyways behind us, and following with no pants or shoes, just a kilt tossed over one hip and some weapon in hand. And the entire street was wide awake.
The MacNicolls must have numbered fully threescore. They had only made a pretence (we learned again) of leaving the town, and had hung on the riverside till they fancied their attempt at seizing Maclachlan was secure from the interference of the townfolk. They were packed in a mass in the close and on the stair, and the foremost were solemnly battering at the night door at the top of the first flight of stairs, crying, “Fuil airson fuil!—blood for blood, out with young Lachie!”
The MacNicolls must have numbered roughly sixty. They had only pretended (as we learned again) to leave the town and had lingered by the riverside until they thought their attempt to capture Maclachlan was safe from the townspeople's intervention. They were crowded together in the hallway and on the stairs, and the ones at the front were seriously banging on the night door at the top of the first flight of stairs, shouting, “Fuil airson fuil!—blood for blood, bring out young Lachie!”
We fell to on the rearmost with a will, first of all with the bare fist, for half of this midnight army were my own neighbours in Glen Shira, peaceable men in ordinary affairs, kirk-goers, law-abiders, though maybe a little common in the quality, and between them and the mustering burghers there was no feud. For a while we fought it dourly in the darkness with the fingers at the throat or the fist in the face, or wrestled warmly on the plain-stones, or laid out, such as had staves, with good vigour on the bonneted heads. Into the close we could not—soon I saw it—push our way, for the enemy filled it—a dense mass of tartan—stinking with peat and oozing with the day’s debauchery.
We jumped right into the fight with determination, starting off with our fists, because half of this midnight army were my own neighbors from Glen Shira—peaceful men in normal life, churchgoers, law-abiding folks, although maybe a bit average in quality, and there was no feud between them and the gathering townspeople. For a while, we fought fiercely in the dark, grabbing at throats or throwing punches, wrestling tightly on the rough ground, or hitting those with sticks vigorously on their capped heads. I quickly realized that we couldn't push our way into the narrow space—the enemy completely filled it—a dense crowd in tartan—reeked of peat and soaked in the excesses of the day.
“We’ll have him out, if it’s in bits,” they said, and aye upon the stair-head banged the door.
“We’ll get him out, even if it’s in pieces,” they said, and sure enough, the door banged at the top of the stairs.
“No remedy in this way for the folks besieged,” thought I, and stepping aside I began to wonder how best to aid our friends by strategy rather than force of arms. All at once I had mind that at the back of the land facing the shore an outhouse with a thatched roof ran at a high pitch well up against the kitchen window, and I stepped through a close farther up and set, at this outhouse, to the climbing, leaving my friends fighting out in the darkness in a town tumultuous. To get up over the eaves of the outhouse was no easy task, and I would have failed without a doubt had not the stratagem of John Splendid come to his aid a little later than my own and sent him after me. He helped me first on the roof, and I had him soon beside me. The window lay unguarded (all the inmates of the house being at the front), and we stepped in and found ourselves soon in a household vastly calm considering the rabble dunting on its doors.
“No way to help the people under siege,” I thought, stepping aside as I began to think about how to support our friends with strategy instead of brute force. Suddenly, I remembered that behind the land facing the shore, there was an outhouse with a thatched roof that extended high near the kitchen window. I took a narrow path and headed to this outhouse to climb up, leaving my friends fighting in the chaos outside. Getting over the eaves of the outhouse wasn't easy, and I probably would have failed if John Splendid hadn’t come along shortly after and helped me out. He got me up on the roof, and soon he was right beside me. The window was unguarded (since everyone in the house was at the front), so we slipped inside and found ourselves in a surprisingly calm home, given the chaos happening outside.
“A pot of scalding water and a servant wench at that back-window we came in by would be a good sneck against all that think of coming after us,” said John Splendid, stepping into the passage where we had met Mistress Betty the day before—now with the stair-head door stoutly barred and barricaded up with heavy chests and napery-aumries.
“A pot of boiling water and a servant girl at that back window we came in by would be a great deterrent against anyone thinking of coming after us,” said John Splendid, stepping into the hallway where we had met Mistress Betty the day before—now with the stairway door firmly barred and blocked with heavy chests and linen cupboards.
“God! I’m glad to see you, sir!” cried the Provost, “and you, Elrigmore!” He came forward in a trepidation which was shared by few of the people about him.
“Wow! I’m so glad to see you, sir!” shouted the Provost, “and you, Elrigmore!” He stepped forward with a nervousness that few of the people around him shared.
Young MacLachlan stood up against the wall facing the barricaded door, a lad little over twenty, with a steel-grey quarrelsome eye, and there was more bravado than music in a pipe-tune he was humming in a low key to himself. A little beyond, at the door of the best room, half in and half out, stood the goodwife Brown and her daughter. A long-legged lad, of about thirteen, with a brog or awl was teasing out the end of a flambeau in preparation to light it for some purpose not to be guessed at, and a servant lass, pock-marked, with one eye on the pot and the other up the lum, as we say of a glee or cast, made a storm of lamentation, crying in Gaelic—
Young MacLachlan stood against the wall facing the barricaded door, a guy just over twenty, with a steely, defiant gaze, and there was more swagger than melody in the tune he was softly humming to himself. A bit further along, at the door of the best room, half in and half out, stood goodwife Brown and her daughter. A tall boy, about thirteen, was fiddling with the end of a flambeau, getting it ready to light for some unknown reason, while a servant girl, pockmarked, kept one eye on the pot and the other up the chimney, as we say, making a big fuss and crying in Gaelic—
“My grief! my grief! what’s to come of poor Peggy?” (Peggy being herself.) “Nothing for it but the wood and cave and the ravishing of the Ben Bhuidhe wolves.”
“My grief! My grief! What will happen to poor Peggy?” (Peggy being herself.) “Nothing to do but head to the woods and cave and face the terrifying Ben Bhuidhe wolves.”
Mistress Betty laughed at her notion, a sign of humour and courage in her (considering the plight) that fairly took me.
Mistress Betty laughed at her idea, which showed her humor and bravery in her situation, and I found it quite striking.
“I daresay, Peggy, they’ll let us be,” she said, coming forward to shake Splendid and me by the hand. “To keep me in braws and you in ashets to break would be more than the poor creatures would face, I’m thinking. You are late in the town, Elrigmore.”
“I bet, Peggy, they’ll leave us alone,” she said, stepping forward to shake Splendid and me by the hand. “Keeping me in trouble and you in dresses to ruin would be more than those poor souls could handle, I think. You’re late to town, Elrigmore.”
“Colin,” I corrected her, and she bit the inside of her nether lip in a style that means temper.
“Colin,” I corrected her, and she bit the inside of her lower lip in a way that showed she was getting angry.
“It’s no time for dalliance, I think. I thought you had been up the glen long syne, but we are glad to have your service in this trouble, Master—Colin” (with a little laugh and a flush at the cheek), “also Barbreck. Do you think they mean seriously ill by MacLachlan?”
“It’s not a time for wasting time, I believe. I thought you had gone up the glen a while ago, but we are thankful for your help in this situation, Master—Colin” (with a little laugh and a flush on his cheek), “and also Barbreck. Do you think they really mean that MacLachlan is seriously ill?”
“Ill enough, I have little doubt,” briskly replied Splendid. “A corps of MacNicolls, arrant knaves from all airts, worse than the Macaulays or the Gregarach themselves, do not come banging at the burgh door of Inner-aora at this uncanny hour for a child’s play. Sir” (he went on, to MacLachlan), “I mind you said last market-day at Kilmichael, with no truth to back it, that you could run, shoot, or sing any Campbell ever put on hose; let a Campbell show you the way out of a bees’-bike. Take the back-window for it, and out the way we came in. I’ll warrant there’s not a wise enough (let alone a sober enough) man among all the idiots battering there who’ll think of watching for your retreat.”
“Ill enough, I have little doubt,” replied Splendid briskly. “A group of MacNicolls, notorious troublemakers from all over, worse than the Macaulays or the Gregarach themselves, don’t come knocking at the door of Inner-aora at this strange hour for any game. Sir” (he continued, addressing MacLachlan), “I remember you said last market day at Kilmichael, without any proof to support it, that you could run, shoot, or sing better than any Campbell ever put on hose; let a Campbell show you how to escape a swarm of bees. Take the back window and go out the way we came in. I bet there isn’t a single smart enough (not to mention sober enough) person among all those fools banging on the door who’ll think to watch for your exit.”
MacLachlan, a most extraordinarily vain and pompous little fellow, put his bonnet suddenly on his head, scragged it down vauntingly on one side over the right eye, and stared at John Splendid with a good deal of choler or hurt vanity.
MacLachlan, an incredibly vain and arrogant little guy, suddenly placed his hat on his head, tilted it boastfully to one side over his right eye, and glared at John Splendid with a mix of anger and wounded pride.
“Sir,” said he, “this was our affair till you put a finger into it. You might know me well enough to understand that none of our breed ever took a back-door if a front offered.”
“Sir,” he said, “this was our business until you got involved. You should know me well enough to realize that none of our kind ever took a back door when a front one was available.”
“Whilk it does not in this case,” said John Splendid, seemingly in a mood to humour the man. “But I’ll allow there’s the right spirit in the objection—to begin with in a young lad. When I was your age I had the same good Highland notion that the hardest way to face the foe was the handsomest ‘Pallas Armata’ * (is’t that you call the book of arms, Elrigmore?) tells different; but ‘Pallas Armata’ (or whatever it is) is for old men with cold blood.”
“Which it doesn’t in this case,” said John Splendid, apparently in a mood to humor the guy. “But I admit there’s a good spirit in the objection—especially in a young man. When I was your age, I had the same proud Highland belief that the toughest way to confront the enemy was the most admirable. ‘Pallas Armata’ (is that what you call the book of arms, Elrigmore?) tells a different story, but ‘Pallas Armata’ (or whatever it is) is for old men with cold blood.”
* It could hardly be ‘Pallas Armata.’ The narrator anticipates Sir James Turner’s ingenious treatise by several years.—N. M.
* It could hardly be 'Pallas Armata.' The narrator anticipates Sir James Turner’s clever essay by several years.—N. M.
Of a sudden MacLachlan made dart at the chests and pulled them back from the door with a most surprising vigour of arm before any one could prevent him. The Provost vainly tried to make him desist; John Splendid said in English, “Wha will to Cupar maun to Cupar,” and in a jiffy the last of the barricade was down, but the door was still on two wooden bars slipping into stout staples. Betty in a low whisper asked me to save the poor fellow from his own hot temper.
Suddenly, MacLachlan lunged at the chests and pulled them away from the door with surprising strength before anyone could stop him. The Provost tried in vain to make him stop; John Splendid said in English, “Who wants to go to Cupar must go to Cupar,” and in no time, the last part of the barricade was removed, but the door was still secured by two wooden bars resting in sturdy staples. Betty quietly asked me to save the poor guy from his own rage.
At the minute I grudged him the lady’s consideration—too warm, I thought, even in a far-out relative, but a look at her face showed she was only in the alarm of a woman at the thought of any one’s danger.
At that moment, I resented him for the woman’s attention—too affectionate, I thought, even for a distant relative—but seeing her expression made it clear she was just a woman worried about someone’s safety.
I caught MacLachlan by the sleeve of his shirt—he had on but that and a kilt and vest—and jerked him back from his fool’s employment; but I was a shave late. He ran back both wooden bars before I let him.
I grabbed MacLachlan by the sleeve of his shirt—he was just wearing that along with a kilt and vest—and pulled him back from his silly task; but I was a second too late. He pushed both wooden bars back before I could stop him.
With a roar and a display of teeth and steel the MacNicolls came into the lobby from the crowded stair, and we were driven to the far parlour end. In the forefront of them was Nicol Beg MacNicoll, the nearest kinsman of the murdered Braleckan lad. He had a targe on his left arm—a round buckler of darach or oakwood covered with dun cow-hide, hair out, and studded in a pleasing pattern with iron bosses—a prong several inches long in the middle of it Like every other scamp in the pack, he had dirk out. Beg or little he was in the countryside’s bye-name, but in truth he was a fellow of six feet, as hairy as a brock and in the same straight bristly fashion. He put out his arms at full reach to keep back his clansmen, who were stretching necks at poor MacLachlan like weasels, him with his nostrils swelling and his teeth biting his bad temper.
With a roar and a show of teeth and steel, the MacNicolls stormed into the lobby from the crowded staircase, and we were pushed to the far end of the parlor. Leading them was Nicol Beg MacNicoll, the closest relative of the murdered Braleckan lad. He had a shield on his left arm—a round buckler made of oakwood, covered with tough cowhide, hair out, and studded in a nice pattern with iron bosses—with a prong several inches long in the center. Like every other troublemaker in the group, he had his dirk drawn. Known as Beg or little in the countryside, he was actually a guy around six feet tall, as hairy as a badger and with a similarly bristly appearance. He stretched out his arms to hold back his clansmen, who were craning their necks at poor MacLachlan like weasels, while MacLachlan's nostrils flared and his teeth clenched in anger.
“Wait a bit, lads,” said Nicol Beg; “perhaps we may get our friend here to come peaceably with us. I’m sorry” (he went on, addressing the Provost) “to put an honest house to rabble at any time, and the Provost of Inneraora specially, for I’m sure there’s kin’s blood by my mother’s side between us; but there was no other way to get MacLachlan once his tail was gone.”
“Hold on a minute, guys,” said Nicol Beg; “maybe we can convince our friend here to come along with us peacefully. I’m sorry” (he continued, addressing the Provost) “to disturb an honest household at any time, and especially the Provost of Inneraora, because I’m sure there’s family blood on my mother’s side between us; but there was no other way to get MacLachlan once his tail was gone.”
“You’ll rue this, MacNicoll,” fumed the Provost—as red as a bubblyjock at the face—mopping with a napkin at his neck in a sweat of annoyance; “you’ll rue it, rue it, rue it!” and he went into a coil of lawyer’s threats against the invaders, talking of brander-irons and gallows, hame-sucken and housebreaking.
“You’ll regret this, MacNicoll,” the Provost shouted, his face as red as a lobster, wiping the sweat from his neck with a napkin out of frustration; “you’ll regret it, regret it, regret it!” He then launched into a series of lawyerly threats against the invaders, mentioning branding irons and gallows, home theft, and breaking and entering.
We were a daft-like lot in that long lobby in a wan candle-light. Over me came that wonderment that falls on one upon stormy occasions (I mind it at the sally of Lecheim), when the whirl of life seems to come to a sudden stop, all’s but wooden dummies and a scene empty of atmosphere, and between your hand on the basket-hilt and the drawing of the sword is a lifetime. We could hear at the close-mouth and far up and down the street the shouting of the burghers, and knew that at the stair-foot they were trying to pull out the bottom-most of the marauders like tods from a hole. For a second or two nobody said a word to Nicol MacNicoll’s remark, for he put the issue so cool (like an invitation to saunter along the road) that all at once it seemed a matter between him and MacLachlan alone. I stood between the housebreakers and the women-folk beside me—John Splendid looking wonderfully ugly for a man fairly clean fashioned at the face by nature. We left the issue to MacLachlan, and I must say he came up to the demands of the moment with gentlemanliness, minding he was in another’s house than his own.
We were a silly group in that dimly lit lobby. A sense of wonder washed over me, like that feeling you get during a storm (I remember it at the attack on Lecheim), when life seems to suddenly freeze, and everyone feels like wooden dolls in a lifeless scene. The time between my hand on the basket-hilt and drawing the sword felt like a lifetime. We could hear the townspeople shouting from far up and down the street, knowing they were at the bottom of the stairs trying to drag out the last of the attackers like foxes from a hole. For a moment, no one responded to Nicol MacNicoll's comment; he presented it so casually (like a simple invitation to take a walk) that it felt like it was just between him and MacLachlan. I was caught between the intruders and the women beside me—John Splendid looked surprisingly rough for a man who was generally well-formed. We left the decision to MacLachlan, and I must say he handled the situation with dignified composure, remembering he was in someone else's home.
“What is it ye want?” he asked MacNicoll, burring out his Gaelic r’s with punctilio.
“What do you want?” he asked MacNicoll, rolling his Gaelic r’s with precision.
“We want you in room of a murderer your father owes us,” said MacNicoll.
“We need you in the room with a murderer your father owes us,” said MacNicoll.
“You would slaughter me, then?” said MacLachlan, amazingly undisturbed, but bringing again to the front, by a motion of the haunch accidental to look at, the sword he leaned on.
“You're going to kill me, then?” said MacLachlan, surprisingly calm, but once again drawing attention to the sword he was leaning on with a casual shift of his body.
“Fuil airson fuil!” cried the rabble on the stairs, and it seemed ghastly like an answer to the young laird’s question; but Nicol Beg demanded peace, and assured MacLachlan he was only sought for a hostage.
“Blood for blood!” shouted the crowd on the stairs, and it sounded horrifying like a response to the young laird’s question; but Nicol Beg insisted on calm, reassuring MacLachlan that he was only being asked for as a hostage.
“We but want your red-handed friend Dark Neil,” said he; “your father kens his lair, and the hour he puts him in our hands for justice, you’ll have freedom.”
“We just need your guilty friend Dark Neil,” he said; “your father knows where he is hiding, and the moment he hands him over to us for justice, you’ll be free.”
“Do you warrant me free of scaith?” asked the young laird.
“Do you guarantee that I’ll be safe?” asked the young lord.
“I’ll warrant not a hair of your head’s touched,” answered Nicol Beg—no very sound warranty, I thought, from a man who, as he gave it, had to put his weight back on the eager crew that pushed at his shoulders, ready to spring like weasels at the throat of the gentleman in the red tartan.
“I can guarantee that not a single hair on your head has been touched,” replied Nicol Beg—though I thought it wasn't a very solid guarantee coming from a guy who, while saying it, had to lean back against the eager group that was pushing at his shoulders, ready to spring like weasels at the throat of the gentleman in the red tartan.
He was young, MacLachlan, as I said; for him this was a delicate situation, and we about him were in no less a quandary than himself. If he defied the Glen Shira men, he brought bloodshed on a peaceable house, and ran the same risk of bodily harm that lay in the alternative of his going with them that wanted him.
He was young, MacLachlan, as I mentioned; for him, this was a tricky situation, and the rest of us were just as confused as he was. If he stood up to the Glen Shira guys, he would bring violence to a peaceful home and faced the same danger of getting hurt as he would if he went along with those who wanted him.
Round he turned and looked for guidance—broken just a little at the pride, you could see by the lower lip. The Provost was the first to meet him eye for eye.
Round he turned and looked for guidance—slightly broken by pride, as you could see from his lower lip. The Provost was the first to meet him eye to eye.
“I have no opinion, Lachie,” said the old man, snuffing rappee with the butt of an egg-spoon and spilling the brown dust in sheer nervousness over the night-shirt bulging above the band of his breeks. “I’m wae to see your father’s son in such a corner, and all my comfort is that every tenant in Elrig and Braleckan pays at the Tolbooth or gallows of Inneraora town for this night’s frolic.”
“I have no opinion, Lachie,” said the old man, using the end of an egg spoon to take some snuff and spilling the brown powder nervously all over the nightshirt sticking out above the waistband of his pants. “It pains me to see your father's son in such a situation, and the only comfort I have is knowing that every tenant in Elrig and Braleckan pays at the Tolbooth or gallows of Inneraora town for tonight's mischief.”
“A great consolation to think of!” said John Splendid.
“A great comfort to think about!” said John Splendid.
The goodwife, a nervous body at her best, sobbed away with her pock-marked hussy in the parlour, but Betty was to the fore in a passion of vexation. To her the lad made next his appeal.
The goodwife, usually a nervous person, cried along with her pock-marked friend in the living room, but Betty was upfront, feeling incredibly frustrated. It was to her that the young man directed his next appeal.
“Should I go?” he asked, and I thought he said it more like one who almost craved to stay. I never saw a woman in such a coil. She looked at the dark Mac-Nicolls, and syne she looked at the fair-haired young fellow, and her eyes were swimming, her bosom heaving under her screen of Campbell tartan, her fingers twisting at the pleated hair that fell in sheeny cables to her waist.
“Should I stay?” he asked, and I thought he sounded like someone who really wanted to remain. I had never seen a woman in such a tangle. She looked at the dark Mac-Nicolls, then at the fair-haired young man, and her eyes were filled with tears, her chest rising and falling beneath her Campbell tartan, her fingers twisting the pleated hair that fell in shiny strands to her waist.
“If I were a man I would stay, and yet—if you stay—— Oh, poor Lachlan! I’m no judge,” she cried; “my cousin, my dear cousin!” and over brimmed her tears.
“If I were a man, I would stay, but if you stay—oh, poor Lachlan! I’m no judge,” she exclaimed; “my cousin, my dear cousin!” and her tears overflowed.
All this took less time to happen than it tikes to tell with pen and ink, and though there may seem in reading it to be too much palaver on this stair-head, it was but a minute or two, after the bar was off the door, that John Splendid took me by the coat-lapel and back a bit to whisper in my ear—
All this happened faster than it takes to say with pen and ink, and even though it might seem like there's too much chatting at this stairhead, it was only a minute or two after the bar was off the door that John Splendid grabbed me by the coat-lapel and pulled me back a bit to whisper in my ear—
“If he goes quietly or goes gaffed like a grilse, it’s all one on the street. Out-bye the place is hotching with the town-people. Do you think the MacNicolls could take a prisoner bye the Cross?”
“If he leaves quietly or gets caught like a small salmon, it’s all the same in the street. Outside the place, it’s buzzing with townspeople. Do you think the MacNicolls could take a prisoner by the Cross?”
“It’ll be cracked crowns on the causeway,” said I.
"It'll be broken crowns on the walkway," I said.
“Cracked crowns any way you take it,” said he, “and better on the causeway than on Madame Brown’s parlour floor. It’s a gentleman’s policy, I would think, to have the squabble in the open air, and save the women the likely sight of bloody gashes.”
“Cracked crowns no matter how you look at it,” he said, “and it’s better on the street than on Madame Brown’s parlor floor. It’s a gentleman’s approach, I’d say, to have the argument outside and spare the women the likely view of bloody wounds.”
“What do you think, Elrigmore?” Betty cried to me the next moment, and I said it were better the gentleman should go. The reason seemed to flash on her there and then, and she backed my counsel; but the lad was not the shrewdest I’ve seen, even for a Cowal man, and he seemed vexed that she should seek to get rid of him, glancing at me with a scornful eye as if I were to blame.
“What do you think, Elrigmore?” Betty shouted to me a moment later, and I said it would be better if the gentleman left. The reason seemed to hit her right then, and she supported my advice; but the guy wasn't the brightest I've encountered, even for a Cowal man, and he looked annoyed that she wanted to get rid of him, casting a scornful glance my way as if I were to blame.
“Just so,” he said, a little bitterly; “the advice is well meant,” and on went his jacket that had hung on a peg behind him, and his bonnet played scrug on his forehead. A wiry young scamp, spirited too! He was putting his sword into its scabbard, but MacNicoll stopped him, and he went without it.
“Exactly,” he said, a bit bitterly; “the advice is well-intentioned,” and he put on his jacket that had been hanging on a peg behind him, pulling his cap down on his forehead. A wiry young troublemaker, full of spirit! He was about to put his sword in its sheath, but MacNicoll stopped him, so he left without it.
Now it was not the first time “Slochd a Chubair!” was cried as slogan in Baile Inneraora in the memory of the youngest lad out that early morning with a cudgel. The burgh settled to its Lowlandishness with something of a grudge. For long the landward clans looked upon the incomers to it as foreign and unfriendly. More than once in fierce or drunken escapades they came into the place in their mogans at night, quiet as ghosts, mischievous as the winds, and set fire to wooden booths, or shot in wantonness at any mischancy unkilted citizen late returning from the change-house. The tartan was at those times the only passport to their good favour; to them the black cloth knee-breeches were red rags to a bull, and ill luck to the lad who wore the same anywhere outside the Crooked Dyke that marks the town and policies of his lordship! If he fared no worse, he came home with his coat-skirts scantily filling an office unusual. Many a time “Slochd!” rang through the night on the Athole winter when I dosed far off on the fields of Low Germanie, or sweated in sallies from leaguered towns. And experience made the burghers mighty tactical on such occasions. Old Leslie or ‘Pallas Armata’ itself conferred no better notion of strategic sally than the simple one they used when the MacNicolls came down the stair with their prisoner; for they had dispersed themselves in little companies up the closes on either side the street, and past the close the invaders bound to go.
Now, it wasn’t the first time that "Slochd a Chubair!" was shouted as a slogan in Baile Inneraora, at least not in the memory of the youngest guy out there that early morning with a stick. The town settled into its Lowland ways with a bit of resentment. For a long time, the rural clans viewed the newcomers as outsiders and hostile. More than once, during wild or drunken nights, they crept into the place in their mogans, silent as ghosts and as mischievous as the winds, setting fire to wooden stalls or randomly shooting at any unlucky guy without a kilt who was coming home late from the pub. During those times, wearing tartan was the only way to gain their favor; to them, the black cloth knee-breeches were like waving a red flag at a bull, and it was bad luck for any lad wearing them outside the Crooked Dyke that marks the town and the estates of his lordship! If he didn’t end up in worse trouble, he returned home with his coat skirts barely holding together. Many times, “Slochd!” echoed through the night in Athole’s winter while I slept far away in the fields of Low Germanie or fought amid besieged towns. And experience made the townspeople quite clever in such situations. Old Leslie or even 'Pallas Armata' provided no better idea of a strategic retreat than the simple method they used when the MacNicolls marched down the stairs with their prisoner; they split into small groups and hid in the alleyways on either side of the street, knowing the invaders had to pass through.
They might have known, the MacNicolls, that mischief was forward in that black silence, but they were, like all Glen men, unacquaint with the quirks of urban war. For them the fight in earnest was only fair that was fought on the heather and the brae; and that was always my shame of my countrymen, that a half company of hagbutiers, with wall cover to depend on, could worst the most chivalrous clan that ever carried triumph at a rush.
They might have realized, the MacNicolls, that trouble was lurking in that deep silence, but they were, like all the men from Glen, unfamiliar with the oddities of city warfare. To them, a real fight was only one fought on the heather and the hillside; and that was always my shame about my fellow countrymen, that a small group of riflemen, with wall cover to rely on, could defeat the most noble clan that ever celebrated victory in a charge.
For the middle of the street the invaders made at once, half ready for attack from before or behind, but ill prepared to meet it from all airts as attack came. They were not ten yards on their way when Splendid and I, emerging behind them, found them pricked in the rear by one company, brought up short by another in front at Stonefield’s land, and harassed on the flanks by the lads from the closes. They were caught in a ring.
For the middle of the street, the invaders moved forward quickly, half ready to defend against attacks from the front or behind, but poorly prepared for threats coming from all sides. They hadn’t gone ten yards when Splendid and I, coming up behind them, saw that they were being pressured from the rear by one group, stopped in their tracks by another in front at Stonefield’s land, and harassed on the sides by the guys from the nearby alleys. They were trapped in a circle.
Lowland and Highland, they roared lustily as they came to blows, and the street boiled like a pot of herring: in the heart of the commotion young MacLachlan tossed hither and yond—a stick in a linn. A half-score more of MacNicolls might have made all the difference in the end of the story, for they struck desperately, better men by far as weight and agility went than the burgh half-breds, but (to their credit) so unwilling to shed blood, that they used the flat of the claymore instead of the edge and fired their pistols in the air.
Lowland and Highland, they shouted loudly as they fought, and the street stirred up like a boiling pot of herring: at the center of the chaos, young MacLachlan was tossed around like a stick in a stream. A few more MacNicolls might have changed the outcome of the story, as they fought fiercely, being much better men in terms of size and speed than the local half-breeds, but (to their credit) they were so reluctant to draw blood that they used the flat side of the claymore instead of the sharp edge and fired their pistols into the air.
The long-legged lad flung up a window and lit the street with the flare of the flambeau he had been teasing out so earnestly, and dunt, dunt went the oaken rungs on the bonnets of Glen Shira, till Glen Shira smelt defeat and fell slowly back.
The tall guy threw open a window and lit up the street with the flame of the torch he had been working on so hard, and thud, thud went the wooden rungs on the hoods of Glen Shira, until Glen Shira sensed defeat and slowly pulled back.
In all this horoyally I took but an onlooker’s part MacLachlan’s quarrel was not mine, the burgh was none of my blood, and the Glen Shira men were my father’s friends and neighbours. Splendid, too, candidly kept out of the turmoil when he saw that young MacLachlan was safely free of his warders, and that what had been a cause militant was now only a Highland diversion.
In all this chaos, I was just a spectator. MacLachlan’s fight wasn’t my fight, the town wasn’t part of my family, and the Glen Shira guys were my dad’s friends and neighbors. Splendid, too, kept himself out of the mess when he noticed that young MacLachlan was safely away from his guards, and that what had been a serious issue was now just a Highland distraction.
“Let them play away at it,” he said; “I’m not keen to have wounds in a burgher’s brawl in my own town when there’s promise of braver sport over the hills among other tartans.”
“Let them play at it,” he said; “I’m not interested in getting hurt in a local fight in my own town when there’s the chance of better competition over the hills with other clans.”
Up the town drifted the little battle, no dead left as luck had it, but many a gout of blood. The white gables clanged back the cries, in claps like summer thunder, the crows in the beech-trees complained in a rasping roupy chorus, and the house-doors banged at the back of men, who, weary or wounded, sought home to bed. And Splendid and I were on the point of parting, secure that the young laird of MacLachlan was at liberty, when that gentleman himself came scouring along, hard pressed by a couple of MacNicolls ready with brands out to cut him down. He was without steel or stick, stumbling on the causeway-stones in a stupor of weariness, his mouth gasping and his coat torn wellnigh off the back of him. He was never in his twenty years of life nearer death than then, and he knew it; but when he found John Splendid and me before him he stopped and turned to face the pair that followed him—a fool’s vanity to show fright had not put the heels to his hurry! We ran out beside him, and the MacNicolls refused the rencontre, left their quarry, and fled again to the town-head, where their friends were in a dusk the long-legged lad’s flambeau failed to mitigate.
Up the town drifted the little battle, with no dead left as luck would have it, but plenty of bloodshed. The white gables echoed the cries like summer thunder, while the crows in the beech trees complained in a rough, hoarse chorus, and the house doors slammed behind men who, weary or wounded, were trying to get home to bed. Splendid and I were just about to part ways, confident that the young laird of MacLachlan was safe, when he came rushing along, chased hard by a couple of MacNicolls ready to take him down. He was unarmed, stumbling on the cobblestones in a daze from exhaustion, gasping for breath, and his coat was nearly torn off his back. In his twenty years of life, he was never closer to death than at that moment, and he knew it; but when he saw John Splendid and me in front of him, he stopped and turned to confront his pursuers—a foolish attempt to hide his fear! We ran up beside him, and the MacNicolls backed off, abandoning their target and retreating to the town where their friends were waiting in the darkness that the tall lad’s torch failed to brighten.
“I’ll never deny after this that you can outrun me!” said John Splendid, putting up his small sword.
“I won’t deny it anymore after this: you can definitely outrun me!” said John Splendid, raising his small sword.
“I would have given them their kail through the reek in a double dose if I had only a simple knife,” said the lad angrily, looking up the street, where the fighting was now over. Then he whipped into Brown’s close and up the stair, leaving us at the gable of Craignure’s house.
“I would have given them their beatdown right in the smoke with a double dose if I just had a regular knife,” the guy said angrily, glancing up the street where the fighting had ended. Then he dashed into Brown’s alley and up the stairs, leaving us by the side of Craignure’s house.
John Splendid, ganting sleepily, pointed at the fellow’s disappearing skirts. “Do you see yon?” said he, and he broke into a line of a Gaelic air that told his meaning.
John Splendid, yawning sleepily, pointed at the guy's vanishing skirts. “Do you see that?” he said, and he started singing a line from a Gaelic tune that conveyed his meaning.
“Lovers?” I asked.
"Are you two lovers?" I asked.
“What do you think yourself?” said he.
“What do you think about yourself?” he asked.
“She is mighty put about at his hazard,” I confessed, reflecting on her tears.
“She is really upset about his situation,” I admitted, thinking about her tears.
“Cousins, ye ken, cousins!” said Splendid, and he put a finger in my side, laughing meaningly.
“Cousins, you know, cousins!” said Splendid, and he poked me in the side, laughing knowingly.
I got home when the day stirred among the mists over Strone.
I got home when the day broke through the fog over Strone.
CHAPTER V.—KIRK LAW.
Of course Clan MacNicoll was brought to book for this frolic on Inneraora fair-day, banned by Kirk, and soundly beaten by the Doomster in name of law. To read some books I’ve read, one would think our Gaels in the time I speak of, and even now, were pagan and savage. We are not, I admit it, fashioned on the prim style of London dandies and Italian fops; we are—the poorest of us—coarse a little at the hide, too quick, perhaps, to slash out with knife or hatchet, and over-ready to carry the most innocent argument the dire length of a thrust with the sword. That’s the blood; it’s the common understanding among ourselves. But we were never such thieves and marauders, caterans bloody and unashamed, as the Galloway kerns and the Northmen, and in all my time we had plenty to do to fend our straths against reivers and cattle-drovers from the bad clans round about us. We lift no cattle in all Campbell country. When I was a lad some of the old-fashioned tenants in Glenaora once or twice went over to Glen Nant and Rannoch and borrowed a few beasts; but the Earl (as he was then) gave them warning for it that any vassal of his found guilty of such practice again should hang at the town-head as readily as he would hang a Cowal man for theftuously awaytaking a board of kipper salmon. My father (peace with him!) never could see the logic of it “It’s no theft,” he would urge, “but war on the parish scale: it needs coolness of the head, some valour, and great genius to take fifty or maybe a hundred head of bestial hot-hoof over hill and moor. I would never blame a man for lifting a mart of black cattle any more than for killing a deer: are not both the natural animals of these mountains, prey lawful to the first lad who can tether or paunch them?”
Of course, Clan MacNicoll was held accountable for their antics on Inneraora fair day, banned by the church, and soundly punished by the law. If you read some of the books I’ve come across, you’d think our Gaelic people back then, and even now, were uncivilized and barbaric. I admit we’re not shaped like the polished style of London gentlemen or Italian fops; we are—the poorest among us—rough around the edges, a bit too quick to reach for a knife or hatchet, and all too eager to escalate even the mildest disagreement into a full-blown fight. That’s just our nature; we all understand that. But we’ve never been the kind of thieves and raiders, the bloody and unrepentant caterans, like the Galloway kerns and the Northmen. Throughout my life, we had more than enough to do defending our lands against cattle thieves from the bad clans nearby. We don’t steal cattle in Campbell country. When I was a boy, some of the old-style tenants in Glenaora occasionally crossed over to Glen Nant and Rannoch to borrow a few cattle, but the Earl (as he was then) warned them that any of his subjects caught doing that again would be hanged in town just as readily as a Cowal man for stealing a board of kipper salmon. My father (may he rest in peace!) could never grasp the reasoning behind it. “It’s not theft,” he would argue, “it’s just war on a parish level: it takes a cool head, a bit of bravery, and great skill to drive fifty or maybe a hundred head of cattle over hill and moor. I’d never blame a man for taking a bunch of black cattle any more than for hunting a deer: aren’t both natural animals of these mountains, fair game for whoever can catch or butcher them?”
“Not in the fold, father!” I mind of remonstrating once.
“Not in the fold, dad!” I remember protesting once.
“In the fold too,” he said. “Who respects Bredal-bane’s fenced deer? Not the most Christian elders in Glenurchy: they say grace over venison that crossed a high dyke in the dead of night tail first, or game birds that tumbled out of their dream on the bough into the reek of a brimstone fire. A man might as well claim the fish of the sea and the switch of the wood, and refuse the rest of the world a herring or a block of wood, as put black cattle in a fank and complain because he had to keep watch on them!”
“In the fold too,” he said. “Who cares about Bredal-bane’s fenced deer? Not even the most devout elders in Glenurchy: they say grace over venison that hopped a high fence in the dead of night, or game birds that fell from their perch into the smoke of a fire. A person might as well claim the fish of the sea and the branches of the forest, and deny everyone else a herring or a log, as to pen black cattle and complain about having to watch over them!”
It was odd law, but I must admit my father made the practice run with the precept, for more than once he refused to take back cattle lifted by the Macgregors from us, because they had got over his march-stone.
It was a strange law, but I have to admit my father followed the rule, because more than once he refused to reclaim cattle taken by the Macgregors from us, since they had crossed his boundary stone.
But so far from permitting this latitude in the parish of Inneraora, Kirk and State frowned it down, and sins far less heinous. The session was bitterly keen on Sabbath-breakers, and to start on a Saturday night a kiln-drying of oats that would claim a peat or two on Sabbath, was accounted immorality of the most gross kind.
But instead of allowing this kind of freedom in the parish of Inneraora, the church and the state disapproved harshly, even for sins that were much less serious. The church council was extremely strict about people who broke the Sabbath, and starting a kiln-drying of oats on Saturday night that would take a bit of fuel on Sunday was considered a serious moral offense.
Much of this strict form, it is to be owned, was imported by the Lowland burghers, and set up by the Lowland session of the English kirk, of which his lordship was an elder, and the Highlanders took to it badly for many a day. They were aye, for a time, driving their cattle through the town on the Lord’s day or stravaiging about the roads and woods, or drinking and listening to pipers piping in the change-houses at time of sermon, fond, as all our people are by nature, of the hearty open air, and the smell of woods, and lusty sounds like the swing of the seas and pipers playing old tunes. Out would come elders and deacons to scour the streets and change-houses for them, driving them, as if with scourges, into worship. Gaelic sermon (or Irish sermon, as the Scots called it) was but every second Sabbath, and on the blank days the landward Highlanders found in town bound to go to English sermon whether they knew the language or not, a form which it would be difficult nowadays to defend. And it was, in a way, laughable to see the big Gaels driven to chapel like boys by the smug light burghers they could have crushed with a hand. But time told; there was sown in the landward mind by the blessing of God (and some fear of the Marquis, no doubt) a respect for Christian ordinance, and by the time I write of there were no more devout churchgoers and respecters of the law ecclesiastic than the umquhile pagan small-clans of Loch Firme and the Glens.
A lot of this strict structure, it must be acknowledged, was brought in by the Lowland townspeople and established by the Lowland session of the English church, where the lord was an elder, and the Highlanders resisted it for quite a while. For a time, they were always herding their cattle through town on Sundays or wandering around the roads and woods, drinking and listening to pipers in the taverns during the sermon, enjoying, like all our people do by nature, the fresh air, the scent of the woods, and lively sounds like the crashing waves and pipers playing old melodies. Elders and deacons would come out to patrol the streets and taverns, driving them, like with whips, into worship. Gaelic sermons (or Irish sermons, as the Scots referred to them) happened only every other Sunday, and on the off weeks, the Highlanders who came to town were expected to attend English sermons, whether they understood the language or not, a practice that would be hard to justify today. It was somewhat amusing to see the large Gaels herded to church like children by the self-satisfied Lowland townspeople they could have easily overpowered. But over time, the landward folks, with God’s blessing (and some fear of the Marquis, no doubt), developed a respect for church practices, and by the time I’m writing about, there were no more dedicated churchgoers and law-abiding parishioners than the previously pagan small clans of Loch Firme and the Glens.
It is true that Nicol Beg threatened the church-officer with his dirk when he came to cite him before the session a few days after the splore in Inneraora, but he stood his trial like a good Christian all the same, he and half a score of his clan, as many as the church court could get the names of. I was a witness against them, much against my will, with John Splendid, the Provost, and other townsfolk.
It’s true that Nicol Beg threatened the church officer with his knife when he came to summon him before the session a few days after the uproar in Inneraora, but he faced his trial like a good Christian anyway, along with half a dozen members of his clan, as many as the church court could gather names for. I was a reluctant witness against them, alongside John Splendid, the Provost, and other townspeople.
Some other defaulters were dealt with before the Mac-Nicolls, a few throughither women and lads from the back-lanes of the burghs, on the old tale, a shoreside man for houghing a quey, and a girl Mac Vicar, who had been for a season on a visit to some Catholic relatives in the Isles, and was charged with malignancy and profanity.
Some other offenders were handled before the Mac-Nicolls, a few being women and boys from the back alleys of the towns, on the usual story, a coastal man for stealing a cow, and a girl named Mac Vicar, who had spent some time visiting her Catholic relatives in the Isles and was accused of being malicious and disrespectful.
Poor lass! I was wae for her. She stood bravely beside her father, whose face was as begrutten as hers was serene, and those who put her through her catechism found to my mind but a good heart and tolerance where they sought treachery and rank heresy. They convicted her notwithstanding.
Poor girl! I felt sorry for her. She stood bravely next to her father, whose face was as sad as hers was calm, and those who put her through her catechism found, in my opinion, a kind heart and tolerance where they expected betrayal and serious heresy. They convicted her anyway.
“You have stood your trials badly, Jean MacVicar,” said Master Gordon. “A backslider and malignant proven! You may fancy your open profession of piety, your honesty and charity, make dykes to the narrow way. A fond delusion, woman! There are, sorrow on it! many lax people of your kind in Scotland this day, hangers-on at the petticoat tails of the whore of Babylon, sitting like you, as honest worshippers at the tables of the Lord, eating Christian elements that but for His mercy choked them at the thrapple. You are a wicked woman!”
“You've handled your challenges poorly, Jean MacVicar,” Master Gordon said. “A backslider and a proven troublemaker! You might think your open display of devotion, your honesty, and your kindness shield you from the truth. That's a foolish illusion, woman! Unfortunately, there are many irresponsible people like you in Scotland today, clinging to the skirts of the whore of Babylon, sitting like you, as sincere worshippers at the Lord's table, consuming Christian elements that, without His mercy, would have choked them. You are a wicked woman!”
“She’s a good daughter,” broke in the father through his tears; but his Gaelic never stopped the minister.
“She’s a good daughter,” interrupted the father through his tears; but his Gaelic didn’t stop the minister.
“An ignorant besom.”
“An ignorant broom.”
“She’s leech-wife to half Kenmore,” protested the old man.
“She’s the leech-wife of half of Kenmore,” protested the old man.
“And this court censures you, ordains you to make public confession at both English and Gaelic kirks before the congregations, thereafter to be excommunicate and banished furth and from this parish of Inneraora and Glenaora.”
“And this court condemns you, orders you to make a public confession at both English and Gaelic churches before the congregations, and then to be excommunicated and banned from this parish of Inneraora and Glenaora.”
The girl never winced.
The girl didn't flinch.
Her father cried again. “She can’t leave me,” said he, and he looked to the Marquis, who all the time sat on the hard deal forms, like a plain man. “Your lordship kens she is motherless and my only kin; that’s she true and honest.”
Her father cried again. “She can’t leave me,” he said, looking at the Marquis, who sat on the hard wooden benches, like an ordinary man. “Your lordship knows she doesn’t have a mother and she’s my only family; that’s the truth and she’s honest.”
The Marquis said yea nor nay, but had a minute’s talk with the clergyman, as I thought at the time, to make him modify his ruling. But Master Gordon enforced the finding of the session.
The Marquis didn't say yes or no, but he had a brief conversation with the clergyman, which I believed at the time was to get him to change his decision. However, Master Gordon upheld the session's ruling.
“Go she must,” said he; “we cannot have our young people poisoned at the mind.”
“She has to go,” he said; “we can’t let our young people be poisoned in their minds.”
“Then she’ll bide with me,” said the father, angrily.
“Then she’ll stay with me,” said the father, angrily.
“You dare not, as a Christian professor, keep an excommunicate in your house,” said Gordon; “but taking to consideration that excommunication precludes not any company of natural relations, we ordain you never to keep her in your house in this parish any more; but if you have a mind to do so with her, to follow her wherever she goes.”
“You can’t, as a Christian professor, keep someone who has been excommunicated in your house,” said Gordon. “But considering that excommunication doesn’t stop natural family ties, we command you to never have her in your house in this parish again; if you want to be with her, you can follow her wherever she goes.”
And that sorry small family went out at the door, in tears.
And that sad little family walked out the door, crying.
Some curious trials followed, and the making of quaint bylaws; for now that his lordship, ever a restraining influence on his clans, was bound for new wars elsewhere, a firmer hand was wanted on the people he left behind, and Master Gordon pressed for stricter canons. Notification was made discharging the people of the burgh from holding lyke-wakes in the smaller houses, from unnecessary travel on the Sabbath, from public flyting and abusing, and from harbouring ne’er-do-weels from other parishes; and seeing it had become a practice of the women attending kirk to keep their plaids upon their heads and faces in time of sermon as occasion of sleeping, as also that they who slept could not be distinguished from those who slept not, that they might be wakened, it was ordained that such be not allowed hereafter, under pain of taking the plaids from them.
Some interesting trials followed, along with the creation of odd bylaws; since his lordship, always a restraining influence on his clans, was off to fight new wars elsewhere, a firmer hand was needed for the people he left behind, and Master Gordon pushed for stricter rules. An announcement was made freeing the people of the burgh from holding wakes in smaller houses, from unnecessary travel on Sundays, from public arguments and insults, and from giving shelter to good-for-nothings from other parishes; and since it had become common for women at church to keep their shawls over their heads and faces during the sermon as a way to sleep, and because those who slept couldn’t be told apart from those who were awake, so that they might be roused, it was decided that this would no longer be allowed, under the penalty of having their shawls taken away.
With these enactments too came evidence of the Kirk’s paternity. It settled the salary (200 pounds Scots) of a new master for the grammar-school, agreed to pay the fees of divers poor scholars, instructed the administering of the funds in the poor’s-box, fixed a levy on the town for the following week to help the poorer wives who would be left by their fencible husbands, and paid ten marks to an elderly widow woman who desired, like a good Gael, to have her burial clothes ready, but had not the wherewithal for linen.
With these laws came proof of the church’s support. It established a salary (200 pounds Scots) for a new headmaster at the grammar school, agreed to cover the fees for several underprivileged students, provided guidelines for managing the charity funds, set a tax on the town for the following week to assist the poorer women who would be left behind by their able-bodied husbands, and gave ten marks to an elderly widow who, like a good Gael, wanted to have her burial clothes prepared but couldn’t afford the linen.
“We are,” said Master Gordon, sharpening a pen in a pause ere the MacNicolls came forward, “the fathers and guardians of this parish people high and low. Too long has Loch Finne side been ruled childishly. I have no complaint about its civil rule—his lordship here might well be trusted to that; but its religion was a thing of rags. They tell me old Campbell in the Gaelic end of the church (peace with him!) used to come to the pulpit with a broadsword belted below his Geneva gown. Savagery, savagery, rank and stinking! I’ll say it to his face in another world, and a poor evangel and ensample truly for the quarrelsome landward folk of this parish, that even now, in the more unctuous times of God’s grace, doff steel weapons so reluctantly. I found a man with a dirk at his hip sitting before the Lord’s table last Lammas!”
“We are,” said Master Gordon, sharpening a pen during a pause before the MacNicolls stepped forward, “the fathers and guardians of this parish, both high and low. For too long, Loch Finne side has been ruled in a childish way. I have no complaints about its civil leadership—his lordship here can be trusted with that; but its religion was a mess. They say old Campbell in the Gaelic end of the church (rest in peace!) used to come to the pulpit with a broadsword strapped under his Geneva gown. It was savagery, pure and simple! I’ll say it to his face in another world, and he was a poor example for the quarrelsome folks in this parish, who even now, in these supposedly more gracious times, reluctantly put down their weapons. I found a man with a dirk at his hip sitting before the Lord’s table last Lammas!”
“Please God,” said the Marquis, “the world shall come to its sight some day. My people are of an unruly race, I ken, good at the heart, hospitable, valorous, even with some Latin chivalry; but, my sorrow! they are sorely unamenable to policies of order and peace.”
“Please God,” said the Marquis, “the world will see clearly one day. I know my people are a wild bunch, good at heart, welcoming, brave, and even have some Latin chivalry; but, unfortunately! they are really resistant to policies of order and peace.”
“Deil the hair vexed am I,” said John Splendid in my ear; “I have a wonderful love for nature that’s raw and human, and this session-made morality is but a gloss. They’ll be taking the tartan off us next maybe! Some day the old dog at the heart of the Highlands will bark for all his sleek coat Man! I hate the very look of those Lowland cattle sitting here making kirk laws for their emperors, and their bad-bred Scots speech jars on my ear like an ill-tuned bagpipe.”
“Damn it, I’m really annoyed,” John Splendid said in my ear; “I have a deep love for nature that’s real and human, and this made-up morality is just a surface layer. Next, they might even take the tartan away from us! One day, the old spirit of the Highlands will howl for all his polished exterior! I can’t stand the sight of those Lowland cattle sitting here creating church rules for their rulers, and their poorly spoken Scots accent grates on my ears like a badly tuned bagpipe.”
Master Gordon possibly guessed what was the topic of Splendid’s confidence,—in truth, few but knew my hero’s mind on these matters; and I have little doubt it was for John’s edification he went on to sermonise, still at the shaping of his pen.
Master Gordon likely figured out the subject of Splendid’s confidence—honestly, only a few understood my hero’s thoughts on these issues; and I’m pretty sure it was for John’s benefit that he continued to preach, still shaping his pen.
“Your lordship will have the civil chastisement of these MacNicolls after this session is bye with them. We can but deal with their spiritual error. Nicol Beg and his relatives are on our kirk rolls as members or adherents, and all we can do is to fence the communion-table against them for a period, and bring them to the stool of repentance. Some here may think a night of squabbling and broken heads in a Highland burgh too trifling an affair for the interference of the kirk or the court of law: I am under no such delusion. There is a valour better than the valour of the beast unreasoning. Your lordship has seen it at its proper place in your younger wars; young Elrigmore, I am sure, has seen it on the Continent, where men live quiet burgh lives while left alone, and yet comport themselves chivalrously and gallantly on the stricken fields when their country or a cause calls for them so to do. In the heart of man is hell smouldering, always ready to leap out in flames of sharpened steel; it’s a poor philosophy that puffs folly in at the ear to stir the ember, saying, ‘Hiss, catch him, dog!’ I’m for keeping hell (even in a wild High-landman’s heart) for its own business of punishing the wicked.”
“Your lordship will handle the punishment of the MacNicolls after this session is over. We can only address their spiritual faults. Nicol Beg and his relatives are on our church membership rolls as members or supporters, and all we can do is exclude them from the communion table for a while and guide them towards repentance. Some may think a night of fighting and injuries in a Highland town is too trivial for the church or the law to get involved: I am not under that illusion. There is a kind of bravery that’s better than mindless violence. Your lordship has witnessed it in your past wars; I’m sure young Elrigmore has seen it on the Continent, where people live peacefully in towns when left alone, yet rise to chivalrous and brave actions on the battlefield when their country or a cause needs them. In every man’s heart lies hell, always ready to burst forth in flames of sharpened steel; it’s foolish thinking that stirs up trouble, whispering, ‘Go on, get him, you dog!’ I believe in keeping that hell (even in a wild Highland man’s heart) focused on its job of punishing the wicked.”
“Amen to yon!” cried MacCailein, beating his hand on a book-board, and Master Gordon took a snuff like a man whose doctrine is laid out plain for the world and who dare dispute it. In came the beadle with the MacNicolls, very much cowed, different men truly from the brave gentlemen who cried blood for blood on Provost Brown’s stair.
“Amen to that!” yelled MacCailein, slamming his hand on the table, and Master Gordon took a pinch of snuff like someone whose beliefs are clearly stated for everyone to see and who dares anyone to challenge them. The beadle entered with the MacNicolls, looking quite intimidated, definitely not the same bold men who shouted for revenge on Provost Brown’s steps.
They had little to deny, and our evidence was but a word ere the session passed sentence of suspension from the kirk tables, as Gordon had said, and a sheriffs officer came to hale them to the Tolbooth for their trial on behalf of the civil law.
They had very little to argue against, and our evidence was just a statement before the session passed the sentence of suspension from the church meetings, as Gordon had mentioned, and a sheriff's officer came to take them to the Tolbooth for their trial under civil law.
With their appearance there my tale has nothing to do; the Doomster, as I have said, had the handling of them with birch. What I have described of this kirk-session’s cognisance of those rough fellows’ ill behaviour is designed ingeniously to convey a notion of its strict ceremony and its wide dominion,—to show that even in the heart of Arraghael we were not beasts in that year when the red flash of the sword came on us and the persecution of the torch. The MacNicoll’s Night in the Hie Street of MacCailein Mot’s town was an adventure uncommon enough to be spoken of for years after, and otherwise (except for the little feuds between the Glens-men and the burghers without tartan), our country-side was as safe as the heart of France—safer even. You might leave your purse on the open road anywhere within the Crooked Dyke with uncounted gold in it and be no penny the poorer at the week’s end; there was never lock or bar on any door in any of the two glens—locks, indeed, were a contrivance the Lowlanders brought for the first time to the town; and the gardens lay open to all who had appetite for kail or berry. There was no man who sat down to dinner (aye in the landward part I speak of; it differed in the town) without first going to the door to look along the high road to see if wayfarers were there to share the meal with him and his family. “There he goes,” was the saying about any one who passed the door at any time without coming in to take a spoon—“there he goes; I’ll warrant he’s a miser at home to be so much of a churl abroad” The very gipsy claimed the cleanest bed in a Glenman’s house whenever he came that way, and his gossip paid handsomely for his shelter.
With their appearance, my story has nothing to do with; the Doomster, as I mentioned, was in charge of them with a birch rod. What I’ve described about this kirk session's awareness of those rough folks’ bad behavior is meant to cleverly illustrate its strict customs and its extensive power—to show that even in the center of Arraghael we were not animals during the year when the red flash of the sword struck us and the persecution began. The MacNicoll’s Night on the High Street of MacCailein Mot’s town was an adventure unique enough to be talked about for years after, and aside from a few small feuds between the Glens-men and the townsfolk without tartan, our countryside was as safe as the heart of France—maybe even safer. You could leave your purse on the open road anywhere within the Crooked Dyke filled with gold and not lose a single penny by the end of the week; there was never a lock or bolt on any door in either of the two glens—locks were actually a device the Lowlanders brought for the first time to the town; and the gardens were open to anyone who wanted kale or berries. There was no man who sat down to dinner (I’m referring to the rural area; it was different in the town) without first going to the door to check along the high road to see if there were travelers to share the meal with him and his family. “There he goes,” was the saying about anyone who passed by the door at any time without coming in to take a spoon—“there he goes; I bet he’s a miser at home to be so stingy abroad.” Even the gypsy claimed the cleanest bed in a Glenman’s house whenever he passed through, and his gossip paid generously for his hospitality.
It was a fine fat land this of ours, mile upon mile thick with herds, rolling in the grassy season like the seas, growing such lush crops as the remoter Highlands never dreamt of. Not a foot of good soil but had its ploughing, or at least gave food to some useful animal, and yet so rocky the hills between us and lower Lochow, so tremendous steep and inaccessible the peaks and corries north of Ben Bhuidhe, that they were relegated to the chase. There had the stag his lodging and the huntsman a home almost perpetual. It was cosy, indeed, to see at evening the peat-smoke from well-governed and comfortable hearths lingering on the quiet air, to go where you would and find bairns toddling on the braes or singing women bent to the peat-creel and the reaping-hook.
It was a beautiful, fertile land of ours, stretching for miles, filled with herds, rolling in the grassy season like the ocean, producing such rich crops that the more remote Highlands could never imagine. Every bit of good soil was plowed or at least supported some useful animal, yet the hills between us and lower Lochow were so rocky, and the peaks and gullies north of Ben Bhuidhe were so steep and hard to reach, that they were left for hunting. There, the stag found a place to rest, and the huntsman had a nearly permanent home. It was truly comforting to see the peat smoke from well-kept and cozy hearths lingering in the calm air in the evenings, to wander around and find children playing on the hills or women singing while they tended to the peat creels and harvesting.
In that autumn I think nature gave us her biggest cup brimmingly, and my father, as he watched his servants binding corn head high, said he had never seen the like before. In the hazel-woods the nuts bent the branches, so thick were they, so succulent; the hip and the haw, the blaeberry and the rowan, swelled grossly in a constant sun; the orchards of the richer folks were in a revelry of fruit Somehow the winter grudged, as it were, to come. For ordinary, October sees the trees that beard Dun-chuach and hang for miles on the side of Creag Dubh searing and falling below the frost; this season the cold stayed aloof long, and friendly winds roved from the west and south. The forests gleamed in a golden fire that only cooled to darkness when the firs, my proud tall friends, held up their tasselled heads in unquenching green. Birds swarmed in the heather, and the sides of the bare hills moved constantly with deer. Never a stream in all real Argile but boiled with fish; you came down to Eas-a-chleidh on the Aora with a creel and dipped it into the linn to bring out salmon rolling with fat.
In that autumn, I think nature gave us her biggest bounty, and my father, while watching his workers gather corn as high as their heads, said he had never seen anything like it before. In the hazel woods, the nuts weighed down the branches, they were so plentiful and rich; the rose hips and hawthorn, the blueberries and rowan berries, swelled in the constant sunlight; the orchards of the wealthy were bursting with fruit. It seemed like winter was hesitant to arrive. Usually, in October, the trees that cover Dun-chuach and stretch for miles along the side of Creag Dubh start to shrivel and drop their leaves with the frost; this year, the cold stayed away for a long time, and warm winds blew in from the west and south. The forests glowed with a golden light that only faded to darkness when the fir trees, my proud tall friends, stood tall in their unquenchable green. Birds flocked to the heather, and the sides of the bare hills were constantly alive with deer. There wasn't a stream in all of Argile that wasn't teeming with fish; you could head down to Eas-a-chleidh on the Aora with a creel and dip it into the water to pull out plump, fatty salmon.
All this I dwell on for a sensible purpose, though it may seem to be but an old fellow’s boasting and a childish vanity about my own calf-country. ‘Tis the picture I would paint—a land laughing and content, well governed by Gillesbeg, though Gruamach he might be by name and by nature. Fourpence a-day was a labourer’s wage, but what need had one of even fourpence, with his hut free and the food piling richly at his very door?
All this I focus on for a good reason, even if it sounds like an old man's bragging and a childish pride in my own home. It’s the image I want to create—a happy and content land, well governed by Gillesbeg, even if he might be known as Gruamach by name and nature. Fourpence a day was a laborer's pay, but who needed even fourpence when his hut was free and food was plentiful right at his doorstep?
CHAPTER VI.—MY LADY OF MOODS.
On the 27th of July in this same year 1644 we saw his lordship and his clan march from Inneraora to the dreary north. By all accounts (brought in to the Marquis by foot-runners from the frontier of Lorn), the Irishry of Colkitto numbered no more than 1200, badly armed with old matchlocks and hampered by two or three dozen camp-women bearing the bairns of this dirty regiment at their breasts. Add to this as many Highlanders under Montrose and his cousin Para Dubh of Inchbrackie, and there was but a force of 3500 men for the good government of Argile to face. But what were they? If the Irish were poorly set up in weapons the Gaels were worse. On the spring before, Gillesbeg had harried Athole, and was cunning enough to leave its armouries as bare as the fields he burned, so now its clans had but home-made claymores, bows, and arrows, Lochaber tuaghs and cudgels, with no heavy pieces. The cavalry of this unholy gang was but three garrons, string and bone. Worse than their ill-arming, as any soldier of experience will allow, were the jealousies between the two bodies of the scratched-up army. Did ever one see a Gael that nestled to an Irishman? Here’s one who will swear it impossible, though it is said the blood is the same in both races, and we nowadays read the same Gaelic Bible. Colkitto MacDonald was Gael by birth and young breeding, but Erinach by career, and repugnant to the most malignant of the west clans before they got to learn, as they did later, his quality as a leader. He bore down on Athole, he and his towsy rabble, hoping to get the clans there to join him greedily for the sake of the old feud against MacCailein Mor, but the Stewarts would have nothing to say to him, and blows were not far off when Montrose and his cousin Black Pate came on the scene with his king’s licence.
On July 27th of the same year, 1644, we watched as his lordship and his clan marched from Inneraora to the bleak north. According to information sent to the Marquis by messengers from the Lorn front, the Irish forces led by Colkitto numbered only about 1,200, poorly equipped with old matchlocks and burdened by a couple dozen camp women carrying the children of this ragtag group. If we add the Highlanders under Montrose and his cousin Black Pate of Inchbrackie, the total force facing the administration of Argyle was just 3,500 men. But what kind of troops were they? While the Irish were inadequately armed, the Gaels were in an even worse situation. The spring before, Gillesbeg had devastated Athole and was clever enough to leave its armories as empty as the fields he burned, so now its clans only had makeshift claymores, bows, and arrows, Lochaber battle axes, and clubs, with no heavy weapons at all. The cavalry of this ragged group consisted of just three scraggly ponies. Worse than their poor armament, which any seasoned soldier would acknowledge, were the rivalries between the two factions of this patched-together army. Have you ever seen a Gael who cozied up to an Irishman? Here’s one who would say it’s impossible, though it’s said that both races share the same blood, and we now read the same Gaelic Bible. Colkitto MacDonald was a Gael by birth and upbringing, but Irish by career, and he was looked down upon by the more hostile clans from the west until they learned later about his capabilities as a leader. He charged into Athole with his disheveled mob, hoping to entice the local clans to join him eagerly for the old grudge against MacCailein Mor, but the Stewarts wanted nothing to do with him, and conflict was imminent when Montrose and his cousin Black Pate arrived on the scene with the king’s mandate.
To meet this array now playing havoc on the edge of Campbell country, rumour said two armies were moving from the north and east: if Argile knew of them he kept his own counsel on the point, but he gave colour to the tale by moving from Inneraora with no more than 2000 foot and a troop of horse. These regimentals had mustered three days previously, camping on the usual camping-ground at the Maltland, where I spent the last day and night with them. They were, for the main part, the Campbells of the shire: of them alone the chief could muster 5000 half-merkland men at a first levy, all capable swordsmen, well drilled and disciplined soldadoes, who had, in addition to the usual schooling in arms of every Gael, been taught many of the niceties of new-fashioned war, countermarch, wheeling, and pike-drill. To hear the orders, “Pouldron to pouldron; keep your files; and middlemen come forth!” was like an echo from my old days in Germanie. These manoeuvres they were instructed in by hired veterans of the Munro and Mackay battalions who fought with Adolphus. Four or five companies of Lowland soldiers from Dunbarton and Stirling eked out the strength; much was expected from the latter, for they were, unlike our clansmen, never off the parade-ground, and were in receipt of pay for their militant service; but as events proved, they were MacCailein’s poor reed.
To deal with the chaos now wreaking havoc on the edge of Campbell country, rumors said that two armies were advancing from the north and east. If Argile was aware of them, he kept it to himself, but he fueled the story by moving from Inneraora with just 2,000 foot soldiers and a cavalry unit. These troops had gathered three days earlier, camping at the usual site at Maltland, where I spent the last day and night with them. They were mainly the Campbells from the shire: at a first call, the chief could assemble 5,000 capable fighters, all well-trained in swordplay and discipline. In addition to the usual military training every Gael receives, they had learned various advanced tactics of modern warfare, like countermarching, wheeling, and pike drills. Hearing commands like “Shoulder to shoulder; maintain your lines; and middlemen step forward!” felt like a blast from my past in Germany. They were trained in these maneuvers by hired veterans from the Munro and Mackay battalions who had fought alongside Adolphus. Four or five companies of Lowland soldiers from Dunbarton and Stirling bolstered their numbers; high hopes were placed on the latter, as they were, unlike our clan members, always on the parade ground and receiving pay for their military service. But as events unfolded, they turned out to be MacCailein’s poor support.
I spent, as I have said, a day and a night in the camp between Aora river and the deep wood of Tarradubh. The plain hummed with our little army, where now are but the nettle and the ivied tower, and the yellow bee booming through the solitude; morning and night the shrill of the piob-mhor rang cheerily to the ear of Dun-chuach; the sharp call of the chieftains and sergeants, the tramp of the brogued feet in their simple evolutions, the clatter of arms, the contention and the laughing, the song, the reprimand, the challenge, the jest,—all these were pleasant to me.
I spent a day and a night in the camp between the Aora River and the deep woods of Tarradubh. The plain buzzed with our little army, where now only nettles and the ivy-covered tower remain, along with the yellow bee buzzing through the quiet. Morning and night, the lively sound of the piob-mhor rang cheerfully to Dun-chuach; the sharp calls of the chiefs and sergeants, the thud of brogued feet as they moved in formation, the clatter of weapons, the disagreements and laughter, the songs, the scoldings, the challenges, the jokes—all of these were enjoyable to me.
One morning I got up from a bed of gall or bog-myrtle I shared with John Splendid after a late game of chess, and fared out on a little eminence looking over the scene. Not a soldier stirred in his plaid; the army was drugged by the heavy fir-winds from the forest behind. The light of the morning flowed up wider and whiter from the Cowal hills, the birds woke to a rain of twittering prayer among the bushes ere ever a man stirred more than from side to side to change his dream. It was the most melancholy hour I ever experienced, and I have seen fields in the wan morning before many a throng and bloody day. I felt “fey,” as we say at home—a premonition that here was no conquering force, a sorrow for the glens raped of their manhood, and hearths to be desolate. By-and-by the camp moved into life, Dun-barton’s drums beat the reveille, the pipers arose, doffed their bonnets to the sun, and played a rouse; my gloom passed like a mist from the mountains.
One morning, I got up from a bed of bog-myrtle I shared with John after a late game of chess, and stepped out onto a small hill overlooking the scene. Not a soldier moved in his plaid; the army was knocked out by the heavy fir winds from the forest behind. The morning light spread wider and brighter from the Cowal hills, and the birds awoke with a chorus of chirping prayers among the bushes before any man stirred more than to shift in his sleep. It was the saddest hour I ever experienced, and I had seen fields in the pale morning before many chaotic and bloody days. I felt “fey,” as we say at home—a sense that there was no conquering force, a sorrow for the glens stripped of their strength, and homes that would be empty. After a while, the camp came to life, Dunbarton's drums sounded the reveille, the pipers stood up, tipped their hats to the sun, and played a lively tune; my gloom lifted like mist from the mountains.
They went north by the Aora passes into the country of Bredalbane, and my story need not follow them beyond.
They traveled north through the Aora passes into Bredalbane, and my story doesn’t need to follow them any further.
Inneraora burghers went back to their commercial affairs, and I went to Glen Shira to spend calm days on the river and the hill. My father seemed to age perceptibly, reflecting on his companion gone, and he clung to me like the crotal to the stone. Then it was (I think) that some of the sobriety of life first came to me, a more often cogitation and balancing of affairs. I began to see some of the tanglement of nature, and appreciate the solemn mystery of our travel across this vexed and care-warped world. Before, I was full of the wine of youth, giving doubt of nothing a lodgment in my mind, acting ever on the impulse, sucking the lemon, seeds and all, and finding it unco sappy and piquant to the palate. To be face to face day after day with this old man’s grief, burdened with his most apparent double love, conscious that I was his singular bond to the world he would otherwise be keen to be leaving, set me to chasten my dalliance with fate. Still and on, our affection and its working on my prentice mind is nothing to dwell on publicly. I’ve seen bearded men kiss each other in the France, a most scandalous exhibition surely, one at any rate that I never gazed on without some natural Highland shame, and I would as soon kiss my father at high noon on the open street as dwell with paper and ink upon my feeling to him.
Inneraora burghers returned to their businesses, and I went to Glen Shira to spend peaceful days by the river and on the hill. My father seemed to age noticeably, reflecting on his lost companion, and he held onto me like the crotal to the stone. It was then (I think) that I first started to grasp the seriousness of life, thinking more and weighing my choices. I began to see the complexities of nature and appreciate the deep mystery of our journey through this troubled and burdened world. Before, I was filled with youthful exuberance, allowing no doubt to take root in my mind, always acting on impulse, fully enjoying the bitter and sweet without hesitation. Facing this old man's grief day after day, burdened by his evident love for two people, made me reconsider my carefree attitude toward fate. Still, my feelings and our bond are not something I wish to discuss openly. I’ve seen men with beards kiss each other in France, which many would find scandalous, and I’ve never looked upon it without some natural embarrassment from my Highland upbringing. I would rather kiss my father openly in the street than write about my feelings for him.
We settled down to a few quiet weeks after the troops had gone. Rumours came of skirmishes at Tippermuir and elsewhere. I am aware that the fabulous Wishart makes out that our lads were defeated by Montrose at every turning, claiming even Dundee, Crief, Strathbogie, Methven Wood, Philiphaugh, Inverness, and Dunbeath. Let any one coldly calculate the old rogue’s narrative, and it will honestly appear that the winner was more often Argile, though his lordship never followed up his advantage with slaughter and massacre as did his foes at Aberdeen. All these doings we heard of but vaguely, for few came back except an odd lad wounded and cut off in the wilds of Athole from the main body.
We settled into a few quiet weeks after the troops had left. There were rumors of skirmishes at Tippermuir and other places. I know that the outrageous Wishart claims our guys were defeated by Montrose at every turn, even mentioning Dundee, Crief, Strathbogie, Methven Wood, Philiphaugh, Inverness, and Dunbeath. If anyone were to carefully assess the old trickster’s story, it would honestly seem that Argile was the victor more often, even though he never followed up his advantage with slaughter and massacre like his enemies did at Aberdeen. We heard about all these events only vaguely, since few returned except for the occasional young man who was wounded and cut off in the wilds of Athole from the main group.
Constant sentinels watched the land from the fort of Dunchuach, that dominates every pass into our country, and outer guards took day and night about on the remoter alleys of Aora and Shira Glens. South, east, and west, we had friendly frontiers; only to the north were menace and danger, and from the north came our scaith—the savage north and jealous.
Constant sentinels watched over the land from the fort of Dunchuach, which overlooks every entrance into our country, while outer guards patrolled day and night along the more remote paths of Aora and Shira Glens. To the south, east, and west, we had friendly borders; only to the north did we face threats and danger, and from the north came our troubles—the savage and envious north.
These considerations seemed, on the surface, little to affect Inneraora and its adjacent parts. We slept soundly at night, knowing the warders were alert; the women with absent husbands tempered their anxiety with the philosophy that comes to a race ever bound to defend its own doors.
These thoughts didn’t seem to impact Inneraora and the surrounding areas much. We slept well at night, reassured that the guards were watchful; the women with husbands away managed their worries by embracing the mindset of a people always ready to protect their home.
The common folks had ceilidhs at night—gossip parties in each other’s houses, and in our own hall the herds and shepherds often convocat to change stories, the tales of the Fingalians, Ossian and the Firme. The burgh was a great place for suppers too, and never ceilidh nor supper went I to but the daughter of Provost Brown was there before me. She took a dislike to me, I guessed at last, perhaps thinking I appeared too often; and I was never fully convinced of this till I met her once with some companions walking in the garden of the castle, that always stood open for the world.
The locals had ceilidhs at night—gossip parties at each other's homes, and in our hall, the herders and shepherds would often gather to share stories, the tales of the Fingalians, Ossian, and the Firme. The town was also a great place for dinners, and there was never a ceilidh or dinner I attended without Provost Brown's daughter being there first. I eventually figured out that she seemed to dislike me, possibly thinking I showed up too often; and I only became truly convinced of this when I saw her walking with some friends in the castle garden, which was always open to everyone.
I was passing up the Dame’s Pad, as it was called, a little turfed road, overhung by walnut trees brought by the old Earl from England. I had on a Lowland costume with a velvet coat and buckled shoes, and one or two vanities a young fellow would naturally be set up about, and the consciousness of my trim clothing put me in a very complacent mood as I stopped and spoke with the damsels.
I was walking past what they called the Dame’s Pad, a small grassy path shaded by walnut trees that the old Earl had brought over from England. I was wearing a Lowland outfit with a velvet coat and buckled shoes, along with a couple of things a young guy would normally feel proud about, and the awareness of my sharp clothes put me in a really good mood as I paused to chat with the girls.
They were pretty girls all, and I remember particularly that Betty had a spray of bog-myrtle and heather fastened at a brooch at her neck.
They were all attractive girls, and I especially remember that Betty had a spray of bog-myrtle and heather pinned as a brooch around her neck.
She was the only one who received me coldly, seemed indeed impatient to be off, leaving the conversation to her friends while she toyed with a few late flowers on the bushes beside her.
She was the only one who greeted me coolly, actually seemed eager to leave, ignoring the conversation with her friends while she fiddled with some late blooms on the bushes next to her.
“You should never put heather and gall together,” I said to her, rallyingly.
“You should never mix heather and gall together,” I said to her, encouragingly.
“Indeed!” she said, flushing. “Here’s one who wears what she chooses, regardless of custom or freit.”
“Absolutely!” she said, blushing. “Here’s someone who wears what she likes, no matter the norms or opinions.”
“But you know,” I said, “the badge of the Campbell goes badly with that of so bitter a foe as the MacDonald. You might as well add the oak-stalk of Montrose, and make the emblem tell the story of those troubles.”
“But you know,” I said, “the Campbell badge doesn’t really go well with that of such a bitter enemy as the MacDonald. You might as well add the Montrose oak stalk and let the emblem tell the story of those conflicts.”
It was meant in good-humour, but for some reason it seemed to sting her to the quick. I could see it in the flash of her eyes and the renewed flush at her temples.
It was said in a playful way, but for some reason, it really seemed to hurt her. I could see it in the brief look in her eyes and the returning redness at her temples.
There was a little mischievous girl in the company, who giggled and said, “Betty’s in a bad key to-day; her sweetheart has vexed her surely.”
There was a little mischievous girl in the group, who giggled and said, “Betty's in a bad mood today; her boyfriend has definitely upset her.”
It was a trivial remark, but I went off with it in my mind.
It was a small comment, but I kept thinking about it.
A strange interest in the moods of this old school-friend had begun to stir me. Meeting her on my daily walks to town by the back way through the new avenue, I found her seemingly anxious to avoid me, and difficult to warm to any interest but in the most remote and abstract affairs. Herself she would never speak of, her plans, cares, ambitions, preferences, or aversions; she seemed dour set on aloofness. And though she appeared to listen to my modestly phrased exploits with attention and respect, and some trepidation at the dangerous portions, she had notably more interest in my talk of others. Ours was the only big house in the glen she never came calling to, though her father was an attentive visitor and supped his curds-and-cream of a Saturday with friendly gusto, apologising for her finding something to amuse and detain her at Roderick’s over the way, or the widow’s at Gearran Bridge.
A strange curiosity about the moods of this old school friend had started to stir within me. When I met her on my daily walks to town by the back way through the new avenue, I noticed she seemed eager to avoid me and was hard to connect with on anything except the most distant and abstract topics. She never talked about herself—her plans, worries, ambitions, likes, or dislikes; she seemed determined to remain distant. And even though she appeared to listen to my modestly described adventures with attention and respect, and some nervousness regarding the riskier parts, she was clearly much more interested in hearing about other people. Our house was the only big one in the glen that she never visited, even though her father frequently stopped by and enjoyed his Saturday curds and cream with friendly enthusiasm, apologizing for her being occupied with something entertaining at Roderick’s across the way, or at the widow’s at Gearran Bridge.
I would go out on these occasions and walk in the open air with a heart uneasy.
I would go out on these occasions and walk in the fresh air with an uneasy heart.
And now it was I came to conclude, after all, that much as a man may learn of many women studied indifferently, there is something magical about his personal regard for one, that sets up a barrier of mystery between them. So long as I in former years went on the gay assumption that every girl’s character was on the surface, and I made no effort to probe deeper, I was the confidant, the friend, of many a fine woman. They all smiled at my douce sobriety, but in the end they preferred it to the gaudy recklessness of more handsome men.
And now I've come to realize that, no matter how much a guy might learn about different women just casually, there's something special about his personal connection with one that creates an air of mystery between them. Back in the day, when I believed that every girl’s character was obvious and I didn’t dig any deeper, I found myself as the trusted friend of many wonderful women. They all appreciated my calm demeanor, but in the end, they often preferred it over the flashy boldness of more attractive men.
But here was the conclusion of my complacent belief in my knowledge of the sex. The oftener I met her the worse my friendship progressed. She became a problem behind a pretty mask, and I would sit down, as it were, dumb before it and guess at the real woman within. Her step on the road as we would come to an unexpected meeting, her handling of a flower I might give her in a courtesy, her most indifferent word as we met or parted, became a precious clue I must ponder on for hours. And the more I weighed these things, the more confused thereafter I became in her presence. “If I were in love with the girl,” I had to say to myself at last, “I could not be more engrossed on her mind.”
But this was the end of my smug belief in my understanding of women. The more often I saw her, the worse our friendship seemed to get. She turned into a puzzle behind a pretty smile, and I would sit there, almost speechless, trying to figure out the real woman underneath. Her footsteps as we unexpectedly crossed paths, the way she handled a flower I might give her as a gesture, her most casual words when we met or said goodbye—they all became precious clues I felt I had to think about for hours. And the more I analyzed these moments, the more confused I felt when I was around her. “If I were truly in love with her,” I finally had to admit to myself, “I couldn't be more obsessed with understanding her.”
The hill itself, with days of eager hunting after the red-deer, brought not enough distraction, and to stand by the mountain tarns and fish the dark trout was to hold a lonely carnival with discontent.
The hill itself, after days of eagerly hunting red deer, didn’t provide enough distraction, and standing by the mountain ponds trying to catch dark trout felt like throwing a lonely party filled with dissatisfaction.
It happened sometimes that on the street of Inneraora I would meet Betty convoying her cousin young Mac-Lachlan to his wherry (he now took care to leave for home betimes), or with his sister going about the shops. It would be but a bow in the bye-going, she passing on with equanimity and I with a maddening sense of awkwardness, that was not much bettered by the tattle of the plainstanes, where merchant lads and others made audible comment on the cousinly ardour of young Lachie.
It would sometimes happen that on the street of Inneraora, I would run into Betty, either escorting her cousin young Mac-Lachlan to his boat (he now made sure to leave for home early) or out shopping with his sister. It would be just a nod as we passed by, her moving on calmly while I felt a frustrating sense of awkwardness, which wasn’t helped by the chatter from the sidewalks, where merchant boys and others openly commented on the cousinly affection of young Lachie.
On Sundays, perhaps worst of all, I found my mind’s torment. Our kirk to-day is a building of substantiality and even grace; then it was a somewhat squalid place of worship, in whose rafters the pigeon trespassed and the swallow built her home. We sat in torturous high-backed benches so narrow that our knees rasped the boards before us, and sleep in Master Gordon’s most dreary discourse was impossible. Each good family in the neighbourhood had its own pew, and Elrigmore’s, as it is to this day, lay well in the rear among the shadows of the loft, while the Provost’s was a little to the left and at right angles, so that its occupants and ours were in a manner face to face.
On Sundays, possibly the worst day of all, I found myself tormented. Our church today is a solid, even beautiful building; back then, it was a rather shabby place of worship, where pigeons roosted and swallows made their nests in the rafters. We sat on uncomfortable high-backed benches so narrow that our knees scraped against the wooden boards in front of us, making it impossible to sleep through Master Gordon’s incredibly dull sermons. Every respectable family in the neighborhood had their own pew, and Elrigmore's, as it still is today, was located toward the back in the shadows of the loft, while the Provost’s pew was slightly to the left and at a right angle, putting their occupants directly across from us.
Gordon would be into many deeps of doctrine no doubt while I was in the deeper depths of speculation upon my lady’s mind. I think I found no great edification from the worship of those days—shame to tell it!—for the psalms we chanted had inevitably some relevance to an earthly affection, and my eyes were for ever roaming from the book or from the preacher’s sombre face.
Gordon would probably be diving deep into various doctrines while I was lost in deeper thoughts about my lady’s mind. I don’t think I got much enlightenment from the worship of those days—shame on me!—because the psalms we sang always seemed to relate to some earthly love, and my eyes were constantly wandering away from the book or the preacher’s serious face.
They might rove far and long, but the end of each journey round that dull interior was ever in the Provost’s pew, and, as if by some hint of the spirit, though Betty might be gazing steadfastly where she ought, I knew that she knew I was looking on her. It needed but my glance to bring a flush to her averted face. Was it the flush of annoyance or of the conscious heart? I asked myself, and remembering her coldness elsewhere, I was fain to think my interest was considered an impertinence. And there I would be in a cold perspiration of sorry apprehension.
They might wander far and wide, but the end of each journey through that boring interior was always in the Provost’s pew, and, almost as if guided by some invisible force, even though Betty might be looking straight ahead where she was supposed to, I could tell she knew I was watching her. All it took was my glance to bring a flush to her turned-away face. Was it a blush of annoyance or of self-awareness? I wondered, and remembering how distant she was in other situations, I couldn’t help but think that my interest was seen as rude. And there I would be, bathed in a cold sweat of anxious worry.
CHAPTER VII.—CHILDREN OF THE MIST.
The Highlanders of Lochaber, as the old saying goes, “pay their daughters’ tochers by the light of the Michaelmas moon.” Then it was that they were wont to come over our seven hills and seven waters to help themselves to our cattle when the same were at their fattest and best It would be a skurry of bare knees down pass and brae, a ring of the robbers round the herd sheltering on the bieldy side of the hill or in the hollows among the ripe grass, a brisk change of shot and blow if alarm rose, and then hie! over the moor by Macfarlane’s lantern.
The Highlanders from Lochaber, as the saying goes, “settle their daughters’ dowries by the light of the Michaelmas moon.” That's when they used to come over our seven hills and seven streams to help themselves to our cattle when they were at their fattest and best. It would be a rush of bare knees down the path and slope, a circle of thieves around the herd sheltering on the sunny side of the hill or in the hollows among the tall grass, a quick exchange of shots and blows if there was an alarm, and then off they went over the moor guided by Macfarlane's lantern.
This Michaelmas my father put up a buaile-mhart, a square fold of wattle and whinstone, into which the herdsmen drove the lowing beasts at the mouth of every evening, and took turn about in watching them throughout the clear season. It was perhaps hardly needed, for indeed the men of Lochaber and Glenfalloch and the other dishonest regions around us were too busy dipping their hands in the dirty work of Montrose and his Irish major-general to have any time for their usual autumn’s recreation. But a buaile-mhart when shifted from time to time in a field is a profitable device in agriculture, and custom had made the existence of it almost a necessity to the sound slumber of our glens. There was a pleasant habit, too, of neighbours gathering at night about a fire within one of the spaces of the fold and telling tales and singing songs. Our whole West Country is full of the most wonderful stories one might seek in vain for among the world of books and scholars—of giants and dwarfs, fairies, wizards, water-horse, and sea-maiden. The most unlikely looking peasant that ever put his foot to a caschrom, the most uncouth hunter that ever paunched a deer, would tell of such histories in the most scrupulous language and with cunning regard for figure of speech. I know that nowadays, among people of esteemed cultivation in the low country and elsewhere, such a diversion might be thought a waste of time, such narratives a sign of superstition. Of that I am not so certain. The practice, if it did no more, gave wings to our most sombre hours, and put a point on the imagination. As for the superstition of the tales of ceilidh and buaile-mhart I have little to say. Perhaps the dullest among us scarce credited the giant and dwarf; but the Little Folks are yet on our topmost hills.
This Michaelmas, my father set up a buaile-mhart, a square enclosure made of wattle and stones, where the herdsmen drove the lowing cattle every evening and took turns watching them throughout the clear season. It was probably unnecessary since the folks from Lochaber, Glenfalloch, and other shady areas around us were too occupied with their dirty work for Montrose and his Irish general to enjoy their usual autumn leisure. But moving a buaile-mhart around a field is a smart farming practice, and tradition had made it almost essential for the peaceful sleep of our glens. There was also a nice tradition of neighbors gathering at night around a fire in one of the enclosures, sharing stories and singing songs. Our entire West Country is full of amazing tales that one could search in vain for among books and scholars—of giants, dwarfs, fairies, wizards, water-horses, and sea-maidens. The most unlikely-looking peasant that ever set foot on a caschrom, the most awkward hunter that ever dressed a deer, could tell these stories using the most careful language and a clever sense of style. I know that these days, among well-educated people in the low country and elsewhere, such pastimes might be seen as a waste of time, and such narratives might be considered superstitious. I'm not so sure about that. The practice, if nothing else, lifted our heaviest moments and sparked our imagination. As for the superstition surrounding the tales of ceilidh and buaile-mhart, I don't have much to say. Perhaps even the dullest among us barely believed in the giant and dwarf; but the Little Folks are still on our highest hills.
A doctor laughed at me once for an experience of my own at the Piper’s Knowe, on which any man, with a couchant ear close to the grass, may hear fairy tunes piped in the under-world.
A doctor once laughed at me for my experience at Piper’s Knowe, where anyone who lies close to the grass can hear fairy tunes being played from the underworld.
“A trick of the senses,” said he.
"A trick of the senses," he said.
“But I can bring you scores who have heard it!” said I.
“But I can bring you loads of people who have heard it!” I said.
“So they said of every miracle since time began,” said he; “it but proves the widespread folly and credulity of human nature.”
“So they’ve said about every miracle since time began,” he said; “it just proves the widespread foolishness and gullibility of human nature.”
I protested I could bring him to the very spot or whistle him the very tunes; but he was busy, and wondered so sedate a man as myself could cherish so strange a delusion.
I insisted I could take him to the exact spot or whistle the exact tunes; but he was preoccupied and found it odd that someone as calm as me could hold such a strange belief.
Our fold on Elrigmore was in the centre of a flat meadowland that lies above Dhu Loch, where the river winds among rush and willow-tree, a constant whisperer of love and the distant hills and the salt inevitable sea. There we would be lying under moon and star, and beside us the cattle deeply breathing all night long. To the simple tale of old, to the humble song, these circumstances gave a weight and dignity they may have wanted elsewhere. Never a teller of tale, or a singer of song so artless in that hour and mood of nature, but he hung us breathless on his every accent: we were lone inhabitants of a little space in a magic glen, and the great world outside the flicker of our fire hummed untenanted and empty through the jealous night.
Our fold on Elrigmore was in the middle of a flat meadow that sits above Dhu Loch, where the river winds among rushes and willow trees, a constant whisper of love and the distant hills and the inevitable salty sea. There we would lie under the moon and stars, with the cattle beside us breathing deeply all night long. The simple stories of old and the humble songs gained a weight and dignity here that they might lack elsewhere. Never was there a storyteller or a singer so genuine in that hour and mood of nature, but they captivated us with every word: we were the only inhabitants of a little space in a magical glen, and the great world beyond the flicker of our fire buzzed empty and desolate through the jealous night.
It happened on a night of nights—as the saying goes—that thus we were gathered in the rushy flat of Elrigmore and our hearts easy as to reivers—for was not MacCailein scourging them over the north?—when a hint came to us of a strange end to these Lorn wars, and of the last days of the Lord of Argile. A night with a sky almost pallid, freckled with sparkling stars; a great moon with an aureole round it, rolling in the east, and the scent of fern and heather thick upon the air.
It happened on one of those unforgettable nights, as the saying goes, that we were gathered in the grassy flat of Elrigmore, our hearts feeling light about the raiders—wasn't MacCailein dealing with them up north?—when we got a hint about a strange ending to these Lorn wars and the final days of the Lord of Argyle. It was a night with a nearly pale sky, sprinkled with shining stars; a big moon with a halo around it, rising in the east, and the air thick with the scent of fern and heather.
We had heard many stories, we had joined in a song or two, we had set proverb and guess and witty saying round and round, and it was the young morning when through the long grass to the fold came a band of strangers. We were their equal in numbers, whatever their mission might be, and we waited calmly where we were, to watch.
We had heard many stories, sung a song or two, shared proverbs, guesses, and clever sayings back and forth, and it was early morning when a group of strangers approached through the tall grass. There were just as many of us as there were of them, no matter what their purpose was, and we stayed where we were, watching calmly.
The bulk of them stood back from the pin-fold wall, and three of them came forward and put arms upon the topmost divots, so that they could look in and see the watchers gathered round the fire.
The majority of them stepped back from the pin-fold wall, while three of them came forward and rested their arms on the top divots, allowing them to look inside and see the spectators gathered around the fire.
“Co tha’n sud’s an uchd air a bhuaile?” (“Who is there leaning on the fold?”) asked one of our men, with a long bow at stretch in his hands.
“Who’s there leaning on the fold?” asked one of our men, holding a long bow at the ready.
He got no answer from any of the three strangers, who looked ghastly eerie in their silence on the wall.
He didn't get any response from any of the three strangers, who looked creepily unnerving in their silence against the wall.
“Mar freagar sibh mise bithidh m’inthaidh aig an fhear as gile broilleach agaibh” (“My arrow’s for the whitest breast, if ye make no answer “), said my man, and there was no answer.
“Mar freagar sibh mise bithidh m’inthaidh aig an fhear as gile broilleach agaibh” (“My arrow’s for the whitest breast, if you don’t respond”), said my man, and there was no answer.
The string twanged, the arrow sped, and the stranger with the white breast fell—shot through her kerchief. For she was a woman of the clan they name Macaulay, children of the mist, a luckless dame that, when we rushed out to face her company, they left dying on the field.
The string twanged, the arrow sped, and the stranger with the white breast fell—shot through her kerchief. For she was a woman of the clan they call Macaulay, children of the mist, an unfortunate lady who, when we rushed out to confront her group, they left dying on the battlefield.
They were the robber widows of the clan, a gang then unknown to us, but namely now through the west for their depredations when the absence of their men in battles threw them upon their own resource.
They were the widow bandits of the clan, a group that was unknown to us at the time, but is now recognized throughout the west for their crimes, which arose when their men were away fighting in battles and they had to rely on themselves.
And she was the oldest of her company, a half-witted creature we grieved at slaying, but reptile in her malice, for as she lay passing, with the blood oozing to her breast, she reviled us with curses that overran each other in their hurry from her foul lips.
And she was the oldest of our group, a slow-witted being we felt sorry for killing, but her spite was like that of a snake. As she lay dying, blood seeping to her chest, she hurled curses at us that spilled out one after another in their rush from her twisted lips.
“Dogs! dogs!—heaven’s worst ill on ye, dogs!” she cried, a waeful spectacle, and she spat on us as we carried her beside the fire to try and staunch her wound. She had a fierce knife at her waist and would have used it had she the chance, but we removed it from her reach, and she poured a fresher, fuller stream of malediction.
“Dogs! dogs!—the worst curse on you, dogs!” she shouted, looking pitiful, and she spat at us as we carried her to the fire to try and stop her bleeding. She had a sharp knife at her waist and would have used it if she could, but we took it away from her, and she unleashed a new wave of insults.
Her voice at last broke and failed to a thin piping whisper, and it was then—with the sweat on her brow—she gave the hint I speak of, the hint of the war’s end and the end of MacCailein Mor.
Her voice finally cracked and turned into a faint whisper, and it was then—with sweat on her forehead—that she dropped the hint I’m talking about, the hint about the war’s end and the end of MacCailein Mor.
“Wry-mouths, wry-mouths!” said she; “I see the heather above the myrtle on Lhinne-side, and MacCailein’s head on a post.”
“Wry-mouths, wry-mouths!” she exclaimed; “I see the heather above the myrtle on Lhinne-side, and MacCailein’s head on a post.”
That was all.
That’s everything.
It is a story you will find in no books, and yet a story that has been told sometime or other by every fireside of the shire—not before the prophecy was fulfilled but after, when we were loosed from our bonded word. For there and then we took oath on steel to tell no one of the woman’s saying till the fulness of time should justify or disgrace the same.
It’s a story you won’t find in any books, yet it’s a story that’s been shared at every fireside in the shire at some point—not before the prophecy came true, but after, when we were free from our promise. At that moment, we swore an oath on steel not to tell anyone about the woman’s words until the right time would either prove them true or false.
Though I took oath on this melancholy business like the rest, there was one occasion, but a day or two after, that I almost broke my pledged word, and that to the lady who disturbed my Sunday worship and gave me so much reflection on the hunting-road. Her father, as I have said, came up often on a Saturday and supped his curds-and-cream and grew cheery over a Dutch bottle with my father, and one day, as luck had it, Betty honoured our poor doorstep. She came so far, perhaps, because our men and women were at work on the field I mention, whose second crop of grass they were airing for the winter byres—a custom brought to the glen from foreign parts, and with much to recommend it.
Though I took an oath on this sad matter like everyone else, there was one time, just a day or two later, when I almost broke my promise, and it was to the lady who interrupted my Sunday worship and made me think so much on the hunting road. Her father, as I mentioned, visited often on Saturdays, enjoying his curds-and-cream and becoming cheerful over a Dutch bottle with my father. One day, as luck would have it, Betty graced our humble doorstep. She may have come this far because our men and women were working in the field I mentioned, where they were airing their second crop of grass for the winter byres—a practice brought to the glen from elsewhere, and with many advantages.
I had such a trepidation at her presence that I had almost fled on some poor excuse to the hill; but the Provost, who perhaps had made sundry calls in the bye-going at houses farther down the glen, and was in a mellow humour, jerked a finger over his shoulder towards the girl as she stood hesitating in the hall after a few words with my father and me, and said, “I’ve brought you a good harvester here, Colin, and she’ll give you a day’s darg for a kiss.”
I was so nervous around her that I almost made up some excuse to escape to the hill; but the Provost, who might have stopped at a few houses further down the valley and was in a good mood, pointed back at the girl as she stood unsure in the hall after chatting with my dad and me, and said, “I’ve brought you a great worker here, Colin, and she’ll give you a day’s labor for a kiss.”
I stammered a stupid comment that the wage would be well earned on so warm a day, and could have choked, the next moment, at my rusticity.
I stammered a foolish comment that the pay would be well deserved on such a warm day, and I could have cringed at my awkwardness the next moment.
Mistress Betty coloured and bit her lip.
Mistress Betty blushed and bit her lip.
“Look at the hussy!” said her father again, laughing with heaving shoulders. “‘Where shall we go to-day on our rounds?’ said I; ‘Where but to Elrigmore,’ said she; ‘I have not seen Colin for an age!’ Yet I’ll warrant you thought the cunning jade shy of a gentleman soldier! Ah, those kirtles, those kirtles! I’ll give you a word of wisdom, sir, you never learned in Glascow Hie Street nor in the army.”
“Look at that hussy!” her father said again, laughing hard. “‘Where should we go today on our rounds?’ I asked. ‘Where else but to Elrigmore,’ she replied. ‘I haven’t seen Colin in ages!’ But I bet you thought that sly girl was shy around a soldier! Ah, those dresses, those dresses! Let me give you some advice, sir, that you never learned on Glasgow High Street or in the army.”
I looked helplessly after the girl, who had fled, incontinent, to the women at work in the field.
I watched helplessly as the girl ran away, panicking, to join the women working in the field.
“Well, sir,” I said, “I shall be pleased to hear it. If it has any pertinence to the harvesting of a second crop it would be welcome.”
“Well, sir,” I said, “I’d be happy to hear it. If it relates to harvesting a second crop, that would be great.”
My father sighed. He never entered very heartily into diversion nowadays—small wonder!—so the Provost laughed on with his counsel.
My father sighed. He didn’t really get into fun activities these days—no surprise there!—so the Provost kept laughing with his advice.
“You know very well it has nothing to do with harvesting nor harrowing,” he cried; “I said kirtles, didn’t I! And you needn’t be so coy about the matter; surely to God you never learned modesty at your trade of sacking towns. Many a wench——”
“You know very well it has nothing to do with harvesting or plowing,” he yelled; “I said dresses, didn’t I! And you don’t have to act so shy about it; for sure, you didn’t learn modesty in your job of plundering towns. Many a girl——”
“About this counsel,” I put in; “I have no trick or tale of wenchcraft beyond the most innocent. And beside, sir, I think we were just talking of a lady who is your daughter.”
“About this advice,” I said; “I don’t have any tricks or stories about witchcraft beyond the most innocent. Also, sir, I believe we were just discussing a woman who is your daughter.”
Even in his glass he was the gentleman, for he saw the suggestion at once.
Even in his glass, he was still a gentleman because he noticed the hint right away.
“Of course, of course, Colin,” he said hurriedly, coughing in a confusion. “Never mind an old fool’s havering.” Then said he again, “There’s a boy at many an old man’s heart. I saw you standing there and my daughter was yonder, and it just came over me like the verse of a song that I was like you when I courted her mother. My sorrow! it looks but yesterday, and yet here’s an old done man! Folks have been born and married (some of them) and died since syne, and I’ve been going through life with my eyes shut to my own antiquity. It came on me like a flash three minutes ago, that this gross oldster, sitting of a Saturday sipping the good aqua of Elrigmore, with a pendulous waistcoat and a wrinkled hand, is not the lad whose youth and courtship you put me in mind of.”
“Of course, of course, Colin,” he said quickly, coughing in embarrassment. “Don’t pay any attention to an old fool rambling on.” Then he said again, “There’s a boy in the hearts of many old men. I saw you standing there and my daughter was over there, and it suddenly hit me like the lyrics of a song that I was like you when I was courting her mother. My goodness! It feels like just yesterday, and yet here I am, an old man! People have been born and married (some of them) and died since then, and I’ve been going through life with my eyes closed to my own age. It struck me like a lightning bolt three minutes ago, that this ancient guy, sitting on a Saturday sipping the good aqua of Elrigmore, with a sagging waistcoat and a wrinkled hand, is not the young man whose youth and courtship you reminded me of.”
“Stretch your hand, Provost, and fill your glass,” said my father. He was not merry in his later years, but he had a hospitable heart.
“Reach out your hand, Provost, and fill your glass,” my father said. He wasn’t very cheerful in his later years, but he had a welcoming heart.
The two of them sat dumb a space, heedless of the bottle or me, and at last, to mar their manifest sad reflections, I brought the Provost back to the topic of his counsel.
The two of them sat silently for a while, ignoring the bottle and me, and finally, to disrupt their obvious gloomy thoughts, I brought the Provost back to the subject of his advice.
“You had a word of advice,” I said, very softly. There was a small tinge of pleasure in my guess that what he had to say might have reference to his daughter.
“You had a piece of advice,” I said, very quietly. There was a slight hint of satisfaction in my guess that what he had to say might be about his daughter.
“Man! I forget now,” he said, rousing himself. “What were we on?”
“Man! I can’t remember now,” he said, snapping back to attention. “What were we talking about?”
“Harvesting,” said father.
“Harvesting,” Dad said.
“No, sir; kirtles,” said I.
“No, sir; dresses,” said I.
“Kirtles—so it was,” said the Provost. “My wife at Betty’s age, when I first sought her company, was my daughter’s very model, in face and figure.”
“Kirtles—that's how it was,” said the Provost. “My wife at Betty’s age, when I first wanted to be around her, was the perfect image of my daughter, both in looks and shape.”
“She was a handsome woman, Provost,” said my father. “I can well believe it,” said I. “She is that to-day,” cried the Provost, pursing his lips and lifting up his chin in a challenge. “And I learned one thing at the courting of her which is the gist of my word of wisdom to you, Colin. Keep it in mind till you need it. It’s this: There’s one thing a woman will put up with blandly in every man but the one man she has a notion of, and that’s the absence of conceit about himself or her.” In the field by the river, the harvesters sat at a mid-day meal, contentedly eating their bannock and cheese. They were young folks all, at the age when toil and plain living but give a zest to the errant pleasures of life, so they filled their hour of leisure with gallivanting among the mown and gathered grass. And oh! mo chridhe, but that was long ago! Let no one, remembering the charm of an autumn field in his youth, test its cheerfulness when he has got up in years. For he will find it lying under a sun less genial than then; he will fret at some influence lost; the hedges tall and beautiful will have turned to stunted boundaries upon his fancy; he will ache at the heart at the memory of those old careless crops and reapers when he sits, a poor man or wealthy, among the stubble of grass and youth.
“She was a beautiful woman, Provost,” my father said. “I can definitely believe it,” I replied. “She is still that way today,” the Provost exclaimed, pursing his lips and lifting his chin like he was making a challenge. “And I learned one important lesson while courting her, which is the essence of my advice to you, Colin. Keep it in mind until you need it. It’s this: There’s one thing a woman will tolerate in every man except the one she has feelings for, and that’s a lack of confidence in himself or her.” In the field by the river, the harvesters were taking a midday break, happily eating their bannock and cheese. They were all young, at an age when hard work and simple living only enhance the joys of life, so they spent their free time playing around in the cut and gathered grass. And oh! mo chridhe, but that was so long ago! Let no one, reminiscing about the beauty of an autumn field in their youth, test its happiness when they've grown older. Because they will find it under a sun that's not as warm as it used to be; they will feel the loss of something; the tall and beautiful hedges will have turned into mere stunted boundaries in their mind; they will ache at the memory of those old carefree crops and harvesters when they sit, whether poor or wealthy, among the stubble of grass and youth.
As I lay on the shady side of an alder bank watching our folk at their gambols, I found a serenity that again set me at my ease with the Provost’s daughter. I gathered even the calmness to invite her to sit beside me, and she made no demur.
As I rested in the shade of an alder bank, watching our people having fun, I felt a peace that put me back at ease with the Provost’s daughter. I even felt relaxed enough to invite her to sit next to me, and she didn't hesitate.
“You are short of reapers, I think, by the look of them,” she said; “I miss some of the men who were here last year.”
“You're a bit short on harvesters, I think, from the looks of it,” she said; “I miss some of the guys who were here last year.”
They were gone with MacCailein, I explained, as paid volunteers.
They had left with MacCailein, I explained, as paid volunteers.
“Oh! those wars!” she cried sadly. “I wish they were ended. Here are the fields, good crops, food and happiness for all, why must men be fighting?”
“Oh! those wars!” she exclaimed sadly. “I wish they would end. Look at the fields, the good crops, food, and happiness for everyone—why do men have to fight?”
“Ask your Highland heart,” said I. “We are children of strife.”
“Ask your Highland heart,” I said. “We are children of conflict.”
“In my heart,” she replied, “there’s but love for all. I toss sleepless, at night, thinking of the people we know—the good, kind, gallant; merry lads we know—waging savage battle for something I never had the wit to discover the meaning of.”
“In my heart,” she replied, “there’s only love for everyone. I lie awake at night, thinking about the people we know—the good, kind, brave; cheerful guys we know—fighting fiercely for something I’ve never been smart enough to understand the meaning of.”
“The Almighty’s order—we have been at it from the birth of time.”
“The Almighty’s command—we’ve been doing this since the beginning of time.”
“So old a world might have learned,” she said, “to break that order when they break so many others. Is his lordship likely to be back soon?”
“So old a world might have learned,” she said, “to break that order when they break so many others. Is his lordship likely to be back soon?”
“I wish he might be,” said I, with a dubious accent, thinking of the heather above the myrtle and MacCailein’s head on a post “Did you hear of the Macaulay beldame shot by Roderick?”
“I wish he could be,” I said, with a hint of doubt, thinking of the heather above the myrtle and MacCailein’s head on a post. “Did you hear about the Macaulay woman who was shot by Roderick?”
“Yes,” she said; “an ugly business! What has that to do with MacCailein’s home-coming?”
“Yes,” she said; “a messy situation! What does that have to do with MacCailein’s return home?”
“Very little indeed,” I answered, recalling our bond; “but she cursed his lordship and his army with a zeal that was alarming, even to an old soldier of Sweden.”
“Very little, actually,” I replied, remembering our connection; “but she cursed his lordship and his army with a passion that was shocking, even to a seasoned soldier of Sweden.”
“God ward all evil!” cried Betty in a passion of earnestness. “You’ll be glad to see your friend M’Iver back, I make no doubt.”
“God protect us from all evil!” Betty exclaimed, full of sincerity. “I’m sure you’ll be happy to see your friend M’Iver back.”
“Oh! he’s an old hand at war, madam; he’ll come safe out of this by his luck and skill, if he left the army behind him.”
“Oh! He’s been through a lot in war, ma’am; he’ll get through this safely thanks to his luck and skill, as long as he left the army behind him.”
“I’m glad to hear it,” said she, smiling.
“I’m glad to hear that,” she said with a smile.
“What!” I cried in raillery; “would you be grateful for so poor a balance left of a noble army?”
“What!” I exclaimed teasingly; “would you really be thankful for such a meager remnant of a great army?”
And she reddened and smiled again, and a servant cried us in to the dinner-table.
And she blushed and smiled again, and a servant called us into the dinner table.
In spite of the Macaulay prophecy, MacCailein and his men came home in the fulness of time. They came with the first snowstorm of winter, the clan in companies down Glenaora and his lordship roundabout by the Lowlands, where he had a mission to the Estates. The war, for the time, was over, a truce of a kind was patched up, and there was a cheerful prospect—too briefly ours—that the country would settle anon to peace.
In spite of the Macaulay prophecy, MacCailein and his men returned home in due time. They arrived with the first snowstorm of winter, the clan coming down Glenaora in groups while his lordship took a route through the Lowlands, where he had a mission to the Estates. The war, for now, was over; a sort of truce had been worked out, and there was a hopeful, albeit short-lived, chance that the country would soon settle into peace.
CHAPTER VIII.—THE BALE-FIRES ON THE BENS.
Hard on the heels of the snow came a frost that put shackles on the very wind. It fell black and sudden on the country, turning the mud floors of the poorer dwellings into iron that rang below the heel, though the peat-fires burned by day and night, and Loch Finne, lying flat as a girdle from shore to shore, crisped and curdled into ice on the surface in the space of an afternoon. A sun almost genial to look at, but with no warmth at the heart of him, rode among the white hills that looked doubly massive with their gullies and cornes, for ordinary black or green, lost in the general hue, and at mid-day bands of little white birds would move over the country from the north, flapping weakly to a warmer clime. They might stay a little, some of them, deceived by the hanging peat-smoke into the notion that somewhere here were warmth and comfort; but the cold searched them to the core, and such as did not die on the roadside took up their dismal voyaging anew.
Right after the snow came a frost that shackled the very wind. It fell quickly and unexpectedly on the land, turning the muddy floors of the poorer homes into something as hard as iron, ringing beneath anyone who stepped on it, even though the peat fires burned day and night. Loch Finne lay flat like a girdle from shore to shore, but by the afternoon, its surface had frozen solid. A sun that seemed almost friendly to look at, but had no warmth at its core, hung over the white hills that appeared even more substantial with their dips and slopes, blending into the general whiteness. At midday, small flocks of white birds would cross the land from the north, struggling to fly to a warmer place. Some of them might linger briefly, misguided by the peat smoke into thinking there was warmth and comfort nearby; but the cold hit them hard, and those that didn’t perish by the roadside resumed their bleak journey anew.
The very deer came down from the glens—cabarfeidh stags, hinds, and prancing roes. At night we could hear them bellowing and snorting as they went up and down the street in herds from Ben Bhrec or the barren sides of the Black Mount and Dalness in the land of Bredalbane, seeking the shore and the travellers’ illusion—the content that’s always to come. In those hours, too, the owls seemed to surrender the fir-woods and come to the junipers about the back-doors, for they keened in the darkness, even on, woeful warders of the night, telling the constant hours.
The deer came down from the hills—caberfeidh stags, does, and graceful roes. At night, we could hear them bellowing and snorting as they wandered through the streets in herds from Ben Bhrec or the barren slopes of the Black Mount and Dalness in Bredalbane, searching for the shore and the travelers’ dream—the content that always lies ahead. During those hours, the owls seemed to leave the fir trees and come to the junipers by the back doors, for they cried out in the darkness, like sorrowful sentinels of the night, marking the passing hours.
Twas in these bitter nights, shivering under blanket and plaid, I thought ruefully of foreign parts, of the frequented towns I had seen elsewhere, the cleanly paven streets, swept of snow, the sea-coal fires, and the lanterns swinging over the crowded causeways, signs of friendly interest and companionship. Here were we, poor peasants, in a waste of frost and hills, cut off from the merry folks sitting by fire and flame at ease! Even our gossiping, our ceilidh in each other’s houses, was stopped; except in the castle itself no more the song and story, the pipe and trump.
It was during these cold nights, shivering under my blanket and plaid, that I thought sadly of distant places, of the busy towns I had visited before, with their clean streets, free of snow, the coal fires, and the lanterns swinging over the bustling pathways, symbols of warmth and community. Here we were, poor peasants, in a bleak expanse of frost and hills, separated from the cheerful people relaxing by their fires! Even our chatting, our ceilidh in each other’s homes, had come to a halt; except in the castle itself, there was no more song and story, no pipes or trumpets.
In the morning when one ventured abroad he found the deer-slot dimpling all the snow on the street, and down at the shore, unafeared of man, would be solitary hinds, widows and rovers from their clans, sniffing eagerly over to the Cowal hills. Poor beasts! poor beasts! I’ve seen them in their madness take to the ice for it when it was little thicker than a groat, thinking to reach the oak-woods of Ardchyline. For a time the bay at the river mouth was full of long-tailed ducks, that at a whistle almost came to your hand, and there too came flocks of wild-swan, flying in wedges, trumpeting as they flew. Fierce otters quarrelled over their eels at the mouth of the Black Burn that flows underneath the town and out below the Tolbooth to the shore, or made the gloaming melancholy with their doleful whistle. A roebuck in his winter jacket of mouse-brown fur died one night at my relative’s door, and a sea-eagle gorged himself so upon the carcass that at morning he could not flap a wing, and fell a ready victim to a knock from my staff.
In the morning, when someone ventured outside, they found deer tracks dimpling all the snow on the street. Down by the shore, unafraid of humans, solitary hinds—widows and outcasts from their clans—sniffed eagerly towards the Cowal hills. Poor creatures! I've seen them in their desperation risk the ice when it was barely thicker than a coin, hoping to reach the oak woods of Ardchyline. For a while, the bay at the river mouth was filled with long-tailed ducks that would almost come to your hand at a whistle, and flocks of wild swans flew in formations, trumpeting as they soared. Fierce otters fought over their eels at the mouth of the Black Burn, which runs under the town and out below the Tolbooth to the shore, or made the twilight sad with their mournful whistling. A roebuck in its winter coat of mouse-brown fur died one night at my relative's door, and a sea eagle gorged himself so much on the carcass that by morning he couldn't flap a wing and easily became a target for a knock from my staff.
The passes to the town were head-high with drifted snow, our warders at the heads of Aora and Shira could not themselves make out the road, and the notion of added surety this gave us against Antrim’s Irishmen was the only compensation for the ferocity of nature.
The paths to the town were buried in snow, so our guards at the heads of Aora and Shira couldn't even see the road, and the feeling of extra security this provided us against Antrim's Irishmen was the only consolation for the harshness of nature.
In three days the salt loch, in that still and ardent air, froze like a fishpond, whereupon the oddest spectacle ever my country-side saw was his that cared to rise at morning to see it. Stags and hinds in tremendous herds, black cattle, too, from the hills, trotted boldly over the ice to the other side of the loch, that in the clarity of the air seemed but a mile off. Behind them went skulking foxes, pole-cats, badgers, cowering hares, and bead-eyed weasels. They seemed to have a premonition that Famine was stalking behind them, and they fled our luckless woods and fields like rats from a sinking ship.
In three days, the salt loch, in that still and intense air, froze like a fishpond, and the strangest sight my countryside ever witnessed was those who bothered to get up in the morning to see it. Stags and hinds in massive herds, along with black cattle from the hills, boldly trotted over the ice to the other side of the loch, which, in the clear air, looked only a mile away. Following them were sneaky foxes, polecats, badgers, cowering hares, and beady-eyed weasels. They seemed to sense that Famine was lurking behind them, and they fled our unfortunate woods and fields like rats abandoning a sinking ship.
To Master Gordon I said one morning as we watched a company of dun heifers mid-way on the loch, “This is an ill omen or I’m sore mistaken.”
To Master Gordon I said one morning as we watched a group of gray heifers halfway across the lake, “This is a bad sign or I’m seriously wrong.”
He was not a man given to superstitions, but he could not gainsay me. “There’s neither hip nor haw left in our woods,” he said; “birds I’ve never known absent here in the most eager winters are gone, and wild-eyed strangers, their like never seen here before, tamely pick crumbs at my very door. Signs! signs! It beats me sometimes to know how the brute scents the circumstance to come, but—whats the Word?—‘Not a sparrow shall fall.’”
He wasn't a superstitious guy, but he couldn't argue with me. “There’s no sign of life left in our woods,” he said; “birds I’ve never seen missing here in the harshest winters are gone, and strange wild-eyed newcomers, unlike anyone I’ve seen before, are calmly picking crumbs right at my door. Signs! Signs! Sometimes I really wonder how the animal senses what’s about to happen, but—what’s the saying?—‘Not a sparrow shall fall.’”
We fed well on the wild meat driven to our fireside, and to it there never seemed any end, for new flocks took up the tale of the old ones, and a constant procession of fur and feather moved across our white prospect. Even the wolf—from Benderloch no doubt—came baying at night at the empty gibbets at the town-head, that spoke of the law’s suspense.
We ate well on the wild meat brought to our fireside, and it seemed like there was no end to it, as new flocks replaced the old ones, creating a never-ending parade of fur and feather across our snowy landscape. Even the wolf—from Benderloch, no doubt—howled at night at the empty gallows at the town’s edge, reminding us of the law’s uncertainty.
Only in Castle Inneraora was there anything to be called gaiety. MacCailein fumed at first at the storm that kept his letters from him and spoiled the laburnums and elms he was coaxing to spring about his garden; but soon he settled down to his books and papers, ever his solace in such homely hours as the policy and travel of his life permitted. And if the burgh was dull and dark, night after night there was merriment over the drawbrig of the castle. It would be on the 10th or the 15th of the month that I first sampled it I went up with a party from the town and neighbourhood, with their wives and daughters, finding an atmosphere wondrous different from that of the cooped and anxious tenements down below. Big logs roared behind the fire-dogs, long candles and plenty lit the hall, and pipe and harp went merrily. Her ladyship had much of the French manner—a dainty dame with long thin face and bottle shoulders, attired always in Saxon fashion, and indulgent in what I then thought a wholesome levity, that made up for the Gruamach husband. And she thought him, honestly, the handsomest and noblest in the world, though she rallied him for his overmuch sobriety of deportment. To me she was very gracious, for she had liked my mother, and I think she planned to put me in the way of the Provost’s daughter as often as she could.
Only in Castle Inneraora was there anything you could call fun. MacCailein was initially frustrated by the storm that kept his letters from him and ruined the laburnums and elms he was trying to get to bloom in his garden. But soon he turned to his books and papers, which were always a comfort during those simple hours that his duties and travels allowed. And even though the town felt dull and dark, there was always a lively atmosphere over the drawbridge of the castle at night. It would be around the 10th or the 15th of the month when I first experienced it; I went up with a group from the town and nearby areas, along with their wives and daughters, finding a vibe completely different from the cramped and worried little homes down below. Big logs crackled in the fireplace, long candles lit up the hall, and the sound of the pipe and harp filled the air. Her ladyship had a lot of French flair—a delicate lady with a long, thin face and narrow shoulders, always dressed in Saxon style, and she showed a playful spirit that I thought was a refreshing change from her serious husband. She genuinely believed him to be the most handsome and noble man in the world, even though she teased him for being so serious. She was very kind to me because she had liked my mother, and I think she intended to introduce me to the Provost’s daughter as often as possible.
When his lordship was in his study, our daffing was in Gaelic, for her ladyship, though a Morton, and only learning the language, loved to have it spoken about her. Her pleasure was to play the harp—a clarsach of great beauty, with Iona carving on it—to the singing of her daughter Jean, who knew all the songs of the mountains and sang them like the bird. The town girls, too, sang, Betty a little shyly, but as daintily as her neighbours, and we danced a reel or two to the playing of Paruig Dall, the blind piper. Venison and wine were on the board, and whiter bread than the town baxters afforded. It all comes back on me now—that lofty hall, the skins of seal and otter and of stag upon the floor, the flaring candles and the glint of glass and silver, the banners swinging upon the walls over devices of pike, gun, and claymore—the same to be used so soon!
When his lordship was in his study, we spoke in Gaelic, because her ladyship, though a Morton and still learning the language, loved to hear it spoken around her. She enjoyed playing the harp—a beautifully carved clarsach from Iona—while her daughter Jean sang, knowing all the songs of the mountains and singing them beautifully like a bird. The town girls sang too, with Betty a bit shy but as graceful as her friends, and we danced a reel or two to the music of Paruig Dall, the blind piper. Venison and wine were on the table, along with whiter bread than what the town bakers could make. It all comes back to me now—that grand hall, with seal, otter, and stag skins on the floor, the flickering candles and the sparkle of glass and silver, the banners swinging on the walls over the designs of pike, gun, and claymore—the same to be used so soon!
The castle, unlike its successor, sat adjacent to the river-side, its front to the hill of Dunchuach on the north, and its back a stone-cast from the mercat cross and the throng street of the town. Between it and the river was the small garden consecrate to her ladyship’s flowers, a patch of level soil, cut in dice by paths whose tiny pebbles and broken shells crunched beneath the foot at any other season than now when the snow covered all.
The castle, unlike the one that came after it, was located next to the river, facing the hill of Dunchuach to the north, with its back just a stone’s throw away from the market cross and the bustling street of the town. Between the castle and the river was a small garden dedicated to her ladyship’s flowers, a flat piece of land divided by paths that crunched underfoot with tiny pebbles and broken shells, except for now when the snow covered everything.
John Splendid, who was of our party, in a lull of the entertainment was looking out at the prospect from a window at the gable end of the hall, for the moon sailed high above Strone, and the outside world was beautiful in a cold and eerie fashion. Of a sudden he faced round and beckoned to me with a hardly noticeable toss of the head.
John Splendid, who was with us, during a break in the entertainment was looking out at the view from a window at the end of the hall, because the moon was high above Strone, and the outside world looked beautiful in a cold and eerie way. Suddenly, he turned around and signaled me over with a subtle nod of his head.
I went over and stood beside him. He was bending a little to get the top of Dunchuach in the field of his vision, and there was a puzzled look on his face.
I walked over and stood next to him. He was leaning slightly to catch a glimpse of the top of Dunchuach in his line of sight, and there was a confused expression on his face.
“Do you see any light up yonder?” he asked, and I followed his query with a keen scrutiny of the summit, where the fort should be lying in darkness and peace.
“Do you see any light up there?” he asked, and I followed his question with a careful look at the top, where the fort should be shrouded in darkness and calm.
There was a twinkle of light that would have shown fuller if the moonlight were less.
There was a glimmer of light that would have appeared brighter if the moonlight were dimmer.
“I see a spark,” I said, wondering a little at his interest in so small an affair.
“I see a spark,” I said, a bit surprised by his interest in something so minor.
“That’s a pity,” said he, in a rueful key. “I was hoping it might be a private vision of my own, and yet I might have known my dream last night of a white rat meant something. If that’s flame there’s more to follow. There should be no lowe on this side of the fort after nightfall, unless the warders on the other side have news from the hills behind Dunchuach. In this matter of fire at night Dunchuach echoes Ben Bhuidhe or Ben Bhrec, and these two in their turn carry on the light of our friends farther ben in Bredalbane and Cruachan. It’s not a state secret to tell you we were half feared some of our Antrim gentry might give us a call; but the Worst Curse on the pigs who come guesting in such weather!”
"That's too bad," he said, sounding regretful. "I was hoping it could be a personal vision of mine, and I should have realized my dream last night about a white rat meant something. If there's fire, there’s more to come. There shouldn't be any lowe on this side of the fort after dark, unless the guards on the other side have news from the hills behind Dunchuach. Regarding late-night fires, Dunchuach reflects Ben Bhuidhe or Ben Bhrec, and these two, in turn, continue the light from our friends farther on in Bredalbane and Cruachan. It’s not a secret to say we were a bit worried some of our Antrim gentry might pay us a visit; but a pox on those who come visiting in this kind of weather!"
He was glowering almost feverishly at the hill-top, and I turned round to see that the busy room had no share in our apprehension. The only eyes I found looking in our direction were those of Betty, who finding herself observed, came over, blushing a little, and looked out into the night.
He was glaring intensely at the hilltop, and I turned around to see that the bustling room was completely unaware of our unease. The only person I noticed looking our way was Betty, who, realizing she was being watched, came over, blushing slightly, and peered out into the night.
“You were hiding the moonlight from me,” she said with a smile, a remark which struck me as curious, for she could not, from where she sat, see out at the window.
“You were hiding the moonlight from me,” she said with a smile, a comment that I found interesting, because she couldn't see out the window from where she was sitting.
“I never saw one who needed it less,” said Splendid, and still he looked intently at the mount. “You carry your own with you.”
“I never saw anyone who needed it less,” said Splendid, and yet he continued to stare at the mount. “You bring your own with you.”
Having no need to bend, she saw the top of Dun-chuach whenever she got close to the window, and by this time the light on it looked like a planet, wan in the moonlight, but unusually large and angry.
Having no need to bend, she could see the top of Dun-chuach whenever she got close to the window, and by then the light on it looked like a planet, pale in the moonlight, but unusually large and fierce.
“I never saw star so bright,” said the girl, in a natural enough error.
“I’ve never seen a star this bright,” said the girl, in a perfectly understandable mistake.
“A challenge to your eyes, madam,” retorted Splendid again, in a raillery wonderful considering his anxiety, and he whispered in my ear—“or to us to war.”
“A challenge to your eyes, ma'am,” Splendid replied again, jokingly despite his anxiety, and he whispered in my ear—“or to us to battle.”
As he spoke, the report of a big gun boomed through the frosty air from Dunchuach to the plain, and the beacon flashed up, tall, flaunting, and unmistakable.
As he talked, the sound of a large cannon echoed through the chilly air from Dunchuach to the plain, and the signal fire blazed up, tall, vivid, and unmistakable.
John Splendid turned into the hall and raised his voice a little, to say with no evidence of disturbance—
John Splendid walked into the hall and spoke a bit louder, saying with no sign of upset—
“There’s something amiss up the glens, your ladyship.”
“There’s something off up the valleys, your ladyship.”
The harp her ladyship strummed idly on at the moment had stopped on a ludicrous and unfinished note, the hum of conversation ended abruptly. Up to the window the company crowded, and they could see the balefire blazing hotly against the cool light of the moon and the widely sprinkled stars. Behind them in a little came Argile, one arm only thrust hurriedly in a velvet jacket, his hair in a disorder, the pallor of study on his cheek. He very gently pressed to the front, and looked out with a lowering brow at the signal.
The harp that her ladyship was idly playing had come to a ridiculous and unfinished note, and the chatter stopped suddenly. The guests crowded to the window, where they could see the bonfire burning brightly against the cool glow of the moon and the scattered stars. Behind them, Argile arrived in a rush, only one arm hastily shoved into a velvet jacket, his hair messy and a pale look from studying on his face. He quietly pushed his way to the front and gazed out with a furrowed brow at the signal.
“Ay, ay!” he said in the English, after a pause that kept the room more intent on his face than on the balefire. “My old luck bides with me. I thought the weather guaranteed me a season’s rest, but here’s the claymore again! Alasdair, Craignish, Sir Donald, I wish you gentlemen would set the summons about with as little delay as need be. We have no time for any display of militant science, but as these beacons carry their tale fast we may easily be at the head of Glen Aora before the enemy is down Glenurchy.”
“Yeah, yeah!” he said in English, after a pause that kept everyone more focused on his face than on the fire. “My old luck is still with me. I thought the weather would give me a break this season, but here’s the claymore again! Alasdair, Craignish, Sir Donald, I wish you guys would send out the summons without any delay. We don’t have time for any show of military might, but since these beacons spread the word quickly, we can easily make it to the head of Glen Aora before the enemy gets down to Glenurchy.”
Sir Donald, who was the eldest of the officers his lordship addressed, promised a muster of five hundred men in three hours’ time. “I can have a crois-tara,” he said, “at the very head of Glen Shira in an hour.”
Sir Donald, the oldest of the officers his lordship spoke to, promised to gather five hundred men in three hours. “I can have a crois-tara ready at the top of Glen Shira in an hour,” he said.
“You may save yourself the trouble,” said John Splendid; “Glen Shira’s awake by this time, for the watchers have been in the hut on Ben Bhuidhe since ever we came back from Lorn, and they are in league with other watchers at the Gearron town, who will have the alarm miles up the Glen by now if I make no mistake about the breed.”
“You can skip the hassle,” said John Splendid; “Glen Shira’s already awake by now, since the watchers have been in the hut on Ben Bhuidhe ever since we got back from Lorn, and they’re working with other watchers in Gearron town, who must have spread the alarm miles up the Glen by now, if I’m not mistaken about their kind.”
By this time a servant came in to say Sithean Sluaidhe hill on Cowal was ablaze, and likewise the hill of Ardno above the Ardkinglas lands.
By this time, a servant came in to say that Sithean Sluaidhe hill on Cowal was on fire, and also the hill of Ardno above the Ardkinglas lands.
“The alarm will be over Argile in two hours,” said his lordship. “We’re grand at the beginnings of things,” and as he spoke he was pouring, with a steady hand, a glass of wine for a woman in the tremors. “I wish to God we were better at the endings,” he added, bitterly. “If these Athole and Antrim caterans have the secret of our passes, we may be rats in a trap before the morn’s morning.”
“The alarm will go off over Argile in two hours,” said his lordship. “We’re great at starting things,” and as he spoke, he poured a glass of wine for a woman who was shaking. “I wish to God we were better at ending things,” he added, bitterly. “If those Athole and Antrim raiders have figured out our routes, we might be trapped like rats by morning.”
The hall emptied quickly, a commotion of folks departing rose in the courtyard, and candle and torch moved about. Horses put over the bridge at a gallop, striking sparks from the cobble-stones, swords jingled on stirrups. In the town, a piper’s tune hurriedly lifted, and numerous lights danced to the windows of the burghers. John Splendid, the Marquis, and I were the only ones left in the hall, and the Marquis turned to me with a smile—
The hall cleared out fast, and a noise of people leaving filled the courtyard, with candles and torches flickering around. Horses galloped across the bridge, kicking up sparks from the cobblestones, and swords clinked against stirrups. In the town, a piper's tune quickly started up, and many lights flickered in the windows of the townspeople. John Splendid, the Marquis, and I were the only ones left in the hall, and the Marquis turned to me with a smile—
“You see your pledge calls for redemption sooner than you expected, Elrigmore. The enemy’s not far from Ben Bhuidhe now, and your sword is mine by the contract.”
“You see your pledge demands redemption sooner than you anticipated, Elrigmore. The enemy is close to Ben Bhuidhe now, and your sword is mine according to the contract.”
“Your lordship can count on me to the last ditch,” I cried; and indeed I might well be ready, for was not the menace of war as muckle against my own hearth as against his?
“Your lordship can count on me to the very end,” I shouted; and I truly might be prepared, for wasn’t the threat of war just as much against my own home as against his?
“Our plan,” he went on, “as agreed upon at a council after my return from the north, was to hold all above Inneraora in simple defence while lowland troops took the invader behind. Montrose or the Mac Donalds can’t get through our passes.”
“Our plan,” he continued, “as we agreed in a council after I got back from the north, was to defend everything above Inneraora while the lowland troops dealt with the invader from behind. Montrose or the MacDonalds can’t get through our passes.”
“I’m not cock-sure of that, MacCailein,” said Splendid. “We’re here in the bottom of an ashet; there’s more than one deserter from your tartan on the outside of it, and once they get on the rim they have, by all rules strategic, the upper hand of us in some degree. I never had much faith (if I dare make so free) in the surety of our retreat here. It’s an old notion of our grandads that we could bar the passes.”
“I’m not completely sure about that, MacCailein,” said Splendid. “We’re stuck here in the bottom of a dish; there are several deserters from your side out there, and once they get to the edge, they have the advantage over us, at least to some extent. I never had much faith (if I can be so bold) in the safety of our retreat here. It’s an old belief from our grandfathers that we could close off the passes.”
“So we can, sir, so we can!” said the Marquis, nervously picking at his buttons with his long white fingers, the nails vexatiously polished and shaped.
“So we can, sir, so we can!” said the Marquis, nervously fidgeting with his buttons using his long white fingers, the nails annoyingly polished and shaped.
“Against horse and artillery, I allow, surely not against Gaelic foot. This is not a wee foray of broken men, but an attack by an army of numbers. The science of war—what little I learned of it in the Low Countries with gentlemen esteemed my betters—convinces me that if a big enough horde fall on from the rim of our ashet, as I call it, they might sweep us into the loch like rattons.”
“Against horses and artillery, I admit, definitely not against Gaelic infantry. This isn't just a small raid by a few defeated men, but an assault by a large army. What little I know about the art of war, which I picked up in the Low Countries with gentlemen who are considered my superiors, tells me that if a big enough group charges in from the edge of our plate, as I call it, they could sweep us into the loch like rats.”
I doubt MacCailein Mor heard little of this uncheery criticism, for he was looking in a seeming blank abstraction out of the end window at the town lights increasing in number as the minutes passed. His own piper in the close behind the buttery had tuned up and into the gathering—
I doubt MacCailein Mor paid much attention to this gloomy criticism, as he was staring blankly out the end window at the town lights growing brighter as the minutes went by. His own piper in the nearby buttery had started to play and join the gathering—
“Bha mi air banais ‘am bail’ Inneraora. Banais bu mhiosa bha riamh air an t-saoghal!”
“Bha mi air banais ‘am bail’ Inneraora. Banais bu mhiosa bha riamh air an t-saoghal!”
I felt the tune stir me to the core, and M’Iver, I could see by the twitch of his face, kindled to the old call.
I felt the music move me deeply, and M’Iver, I could tell by the twitch of his face, lit up at the familiar call.
“Curse them!” cried MacCailein; “Curse them!” he cried in the Gaelic, and he shook a white fist foolishly at the north; “I’m wanting but peace and my books. I keep my ambition in leash, and still and on they must be snapping like curs at Argile. God’s name! and I’ll crush them like ants on the ant-heap.”
“Curse them!” shouted MacCailein; “Curse them!” he yelled in Gaelic, shaking a white fist foolishly at the north; “I just want peace and my books. I keep my ambition in check, and still, they keep snapping like dogs at Argyle. For heaven's sake! I’ll crush them like ants on an anthill.”
From the door at the end of the room, as he stormed, a little bairn toddled in, wearing a night-shirt, a curly gold-haired boy with his cheeks like the apple for hue, the sleep he had risen from still heavy on his eyes. Seemingly the commotion had brought him from his bed, and up he now ran, and his little arms went round his father’s knees. On my word I’ve seldom seen a man more vastly moved than was Archibald, Marquis of Argile. He swallowed his spittle as if it were wool, and took the child to his arms awkwardly, like one who has none of the handling of his own till they are grown up, and I could see the tear at the cheek he laid against the youth’s ruddy hair.
From the door at the end of the room, as he stormed in, a little kid toddled in, wearing a nightshirt, a curly blonde boy with cheeks as rosy as apples, still heavy with sleep in his eyes. It seemed like the noise had pulled him from his bed, and he ran up now, wrapping his little arms around his father’s knees. Honestly, I’ve rarely seen a man more deeply affected than Archibald, Marquis of Argile. He swallowed hard as if something was stuck in his throat, and awkwardly picked up the child, like someone who’s not used to handling their own kids until they're older, and I could see a tear on the cheek he rested against the boy’s rosy hair.
“Wild men coming!” said the child, not much put about after all.
“Wild men are coming!” said the child, not really worried after all.
“They shan’t touch my little Illeasbuig,” whispered his lordship, kissing him on the mouth. Then he lifted his head and looked hard at John Splendid. “I think,” he said, “if I went post-haste to Edinburgh, I could be of some service in advising the nature and route of the harassing on the rear of Montrose. Or do you think—do you think——?”
“They won’t touch my little Illeasbuig,” whispered his lordship, kissing him on the mouth. Then he lifted his head and looked intently at John Splendid. “I think,” he said, “if I hurried to Edinburgh, I could help by advising on the nature and route of the harassment behind Montrose. Or do you think—do you think——?”
He ended in a hesitancy, flushing a little at the brow, his lips weakening at the corner.
He finished with a bit of uncertainty, his forehead flushing slightly, and the corners of his lips drooping.
John Splendid, at my side, gave me with his knee the least nudge on the leg next him.
John Splendid, next to me, nudged my leg slightly with his knee.
“Did your lordship think of going to Edinburgh at once?” he asked, with an odd tone in his voice, and keeping his eyes very fixedly on a window.
“Did you think about heading to Edinburgh right away?” he asked, in a strange tone, keeping his eyes fixed on a window.
“If it was judicious, the sooner the better,” said the Marquis, nuzzling his face in the soft warmth of the child’s neck.
“If it was wise, the sooner the better,” said the Marquis, nuzzling his face in the soft warmth of the child’s neck.
Splendid looked helpless for a bit, and then took up the policy that I learned later to expect from him in every similar case. He seemed to read (in truth it was easy enough!) what was in his master’s mind, and he said, almost with gaiety—
Splendid looked a bit lost for a moment, then adopted the approach that I later came to expect from him in similar situations. He seemed to understand what his master was thinking (it was actually pretty obvious!), and he said, almost cheerfully—
“The best thing you could do, my lord. Beyond your personal encouragement (and a Chiefs aye a consoling influence on the field, I’ll never deny), there’s little you could do here that cannot, with your pardon, be fairly well done by Sir Donald and myself, and Elrigmore here, who have made what you might call a trade of tulzie and brulzie.”
“The best thing you can do, my lord. Besides your personal support (and a Chief’s presence is definitely reassuring on the field, I won’t deny that), there’s not much you can do here that can’t, with your permission, be handled quite well by Sir Donald, me, and Elrigmore here, who have kind of turned this into a business of conflict and resolution.”
MacCailein Mor looked uneasy for all this open assurance. He set the child down with an awkward kiss, to be taken away by a servant lass who had come after him.
MacCailein Mor looked uncomfortable despite all the overt confidence. He set the child down with an awkward kiss, to be taken away by a young servant girl who had come after him.
“Would it not look a little odd!” he said, eyeing us keenly.
“Wouldn’t that look a bit strange?” he said, looking at us intently.
“Your lordship might be sending a trusty message to Edinburgh,” I said; and John Splendid with a “Pshaw!” walked to the window, saying what he had to say with his back to the candle-light.
“Your lordship might be sending a reliable message to Edinburgh,” I said; and John Splendid with a “Pshaw!” walked to the window, saying what he had to say with his back to the candlelight.
“There’s not a man out there but would botch the whole business if you sent him,” he said; “it must be his lordship or nobody. And what’s to hinder her ladyship and the children going too? Snugger they’d be by far in Stirling Lodge than here, I’ll warrant. If I were not an old runt of a bachelor, it would be my first thought to give my women and bairns safety.”
“There’s not a single guy out there who wouldn’t mess everything up if you sent him,” he said; “it has to be his lordship or no one. And what’s stopping her ladyship and the kids from going too? They’d be much cozier at Stirling Lodge than here, I swear. If I weren’t just an old bachelor, my first thought would be to make sure my family and kids were safe.”
MacCailein flew at the notion. “Just so, just so,” he cried, and of a sudden he skipped out of the room.
MacCailein jumped at the idea. “Exactly, exactly,” he exclaimed, and suddenly he skipped out of the room.
John Splendid turned, pushed the door to after the nobleman, and in a soft voice broke into the most terrible torrent of bad language ever I heard (and I’ve known cavaliers of fortune free that way). He called his Marquis everything but a man.
John Splendid turned, shut the door after the nobleman, and in a quiet voice unleashed the worst stream of curse words I’ve ever heard (and I’ve known gamblers who talk like that). He called his Marquis everything but a human being.
“Then why in the name of God do you urge him on to a course that a fool could read the poltroonery of? I never gave MacCailein Mor credit for being a coward before,” said I.
“Then why on earth are you pushing him toward a path that even a fool could see is cowardly? I never thought MacCailein Mor was a coward before,” I said.
“Coward!” cried Splendid. “It’s no cowardice but selfishness—the disease, more or less, of us all. Do you think yon gentleman a coward? Then you do not know the man. I saw him once, empty-handed, in the forest, face the white stag and beat it off a hunter it was goring to death, and they say he never blenched when the bonnet was shot off his head at Drimtyne, but jested with a ‘Close on’t: a nail-breadth more, and Colin was heir to an earlhood!’”
“Coward!” shouted Splendid. “It’s not cowardice, but selfishness—the issue we all have to some extent. Do you think that guy is a coward? Then you really don’t know him. I saw him once, unarmed, in the forest, face down the white stag and drive it away from a hunter it was about to kill, and they say he never flinched when his hat was shot off at Drimtyne, joking about it with, ‘Just a little more and Colin would be heir to an earldom!’”
“I’m sorry to think the worst of an Argile and a Campbell, but surely his place is here now.”
“I hate to think badly of an Argile and a Campbell, but he really should be here now.”
“It is, I admit; and I egged him to follow his inclination because I’m a fool in one thing, as you’ll discover anon, because ifs easier and pleasanter to convince a man to do what he wants to do than to convince him the way he would avoid is the only right one.”
“It’s true, I admit; and I encouraged him to go after what he wants because I’m a fool in one way, as you’ll find out shortly. It’s easier and more enjoyable to persuade someone to do what they want than to convince them that the path they want to avoid is the only right choice.”
“It’s not an altogether nice quirk of the character,” I said, drily. It gave me something of a stroke to find so weak a bit in a man of so many notable parts.
“It’s not a very nice trait of the character,” I said, dryly. It shocked me a bit to discover such a weak point in a man with so many impressive qualities.
He spunked up like tinder.
He ignited like tinder.
“Do you call me a liar?” he said, with a face as white as a clout, his nostrils stretching in his rage.
“Are you calling me a liar?” he said, his face as pale as a cloth, his nostrils flaring with anger.
“Liar!” said I, “not I. It would be an ill time to do it with our common enemy at the door. A lie (as I take it in my own Highland fashion) is the untruth told for cowardice or to get a mean advantage of another: your way with MacCailein was but a foolish way (also Highland, I’ve noticed) of saving yourself the trouble of spurring up your manhood to put him in the right.”
“Liar!” I said, “not me. It would be a bad time to do that with our common enemy at the door. A lie (as I see it in my own Highland way) is an untruth told out of fear or to gain a petty advantage over someone else: your approach with MacCailein was just a silly way (also Highland, I’ve noticed) of avoiding the effort of summoning your courage to set him straight.”
“You do me less than half justice,” said Splendid, the blood coming back to his face, and him smiling again; “I allow I’m no preacher. If a man must to hell, he must, his own gait. The only way I can get into argument with him about the business is to fly in a fury. If I let my temper up I would call MacCailein coward to his teeth, though I know it’s not his character. But I’ve been in a temper with my cousin before now, and I ken the stuff he’s made of: he gets as cold as steel the hotter I get, and with the poorest of causes he could then put me in a black confusion——”
“You're not giving me enough credit,” said Splendid, the color returning to his face as he smiled again. “I admit I’m no preacher. If someone’s going to hell, they have to walk there on their own. The only way I can get into an argument with him about it is to lose my cool. If I let my temper rise, I would call MacCailein a coward to his face, even though I know that’s not who he is. But I’ve lost my temper with my cousin before, and I know what he’s made of: he gets as cold as steel while I get hotter, and even with the weakest of reasons, he could leave me completely flustered.”
“But you——”
"But you—"
“Stop, stop! let me finish my tale. Do you know, I put a fair face on the black business to save the man his own self-respect. He’ll know himself his going looks bad without my telling him, and I would at least leave him the notion that we were blind to his weakness. After all it’s not much of a weakness—the wish to save a wife and children from danger. Another bookish disease, I admit: their over-much study has deadened the man to a sense of the becoming, and in an affair demanding courage he acts like a woman, thinking of his household when he should be thinking of his clan. My only consolation is that after all (except for the look of the thing) his leaving us matters little.”
“Stop, stop! Let me finish my story. You know, I put a good spin on the ugly situation to save the guy his self-respect. He’ll realize his exit looks bad without me telling him, and I wanted to at least leave him with the impression that we were oblivious to his weakness. After all, it’s not really a big weakness—the desire to protect a wife and kids from danger. I admit it’s another academic flaw: his excessive studying has numbed him to what’s appropriate, and in a situation that requires bravery, he acts like a woman, thinking about his family when he should be focusing on his community. My only comfort is that ultimately (aside from appearances) his leaving us doesn’t really matter.”
I thought different on that point, and I proved right. If it takes short time to send a fiery cross about, it takes shorter yet to send a naughty rumour, and the story that MacCailein Mor and his folks were off in a hurry to the Lowlands was round the greater part of Argile before the clansmen mustered at Inneraora. They never mustered at all, indeed, for the chieftains of the small companies that came from Glen Finne and down the country no sooner heard that the Marquis was off than they took the road back, and so Montrose and Colkitto MacDonald found a poltroon and deserted countryside waiting them.
I had a different opinion on that, and I turned out to be right. While it doesn't take long to spread a fiery message, it takes even less time to spread a scandalous rumor, and the word that MacCailein Mor and his people were quickly heading to the Lowlands spread throughout most of Argyle before the clansmen gathered at Inneraora. They didn't gather at all, actually, because as soon as the leaders of the small groups from Glen Finne and the surrounding areas heard that the Marquis was leaving, they headed back home. So, Montrose and Colkitto MacDonald found a cowardly and abandoned countryside waiting for them.
CHAPTER IX.—INVASION.
Eight hours after the beacon kindled on Dunchuach, the enemy was feeling at the heart of Argile.
Eight hours after the beacon lit up on Dunchuach, the enemy was at the heart of Argile.
It came out years after, that one Angus Macalain, a Glencoe man, a branded robber off a respectable Water-of-Duglas family, had guided the main body of the invaders through the mountains of the Urchy and into our territory. They came on in three bands, Alasdair Mac-Donald and the Captain of Clanranald (as they called John MacDonald, the beast—a scurvy knave!), separating at Accurach at the forking of the two glens, and entering both, Montrose himself coming on the rear as a support As if to favour the people of the Glens, a thaw came that day with rain and mist that cloaked them largely from view as they ran for the hills to shelter in the sheiling bothies. The ice, as I rode up the water-side, home to Glen Shira to gather some men and dispose my father safely, was breaking on the surface of the loch and roaring up on the shore in the incoming tide. It came piling in layers in the bays—a most wonderful spectacle! I could not hear my horse’s hooves for the cracking and crushing and cannonade of it as it flowed in on a south wind to the front of the Gearran, giving the long curve of the land an appearance new and terrible, filled as it was far over high-water mark with monstrous blocks, answering with groans and cries to every push of the tide.
It came out years later that one Angus Macalain, a man from Glencoe, a branded thief from a respectable family by the Water of Duglas, had guided the main group of invaders through the Urchy mountains and into our territory. They arrived in three groups, with Alasdair Mac-Donald and the Captain of Clanranald (as they referred to John MacDonald, the scoundrel—a filthy rogue!) splitting up at Accurach where the two glens meet and entering both, while Montrose himself followed behind for support. To aid the people of the Glens, a thaw came that day with rain and mist, which mostly concealed them from view as they fled to the hills to take shelter in the sheiling bothies. The ice, as I rode up the riverside, heading home to Glen Shira to gather some men and keep my father safe, was breaking on the surface of the loch and crashing onto the shore with the incoming tide. It piled in layers in the bays—a truly amazing sight! I could hardly hear my horse's hooves over the cracking and crashing and booming of it as it rolled in on a south wind to the front of the Gearran, giving the long curve of the land a new and terrifying appearance, filled as it was well above high-water mark with monstrous blocks, groaning and crying in response to every push of the tide.
I found the glen wrapped in mist, the Gearran hamlet empty of people, Maam, Kilblaan, Stuchgoy, and Ben Bhuidhe presenting every aspect of desolation. A weeping rain was making sodden all about my father’s house when I galloped to the door, to find him and the sgalag the only ones left.
I found the valley covered in mist, the Gearran village deserted, Maam, Kilblaan, Stuchgoy, and Ben Bhuidhe showing every sign of desolation. A steady rain was soaking everything around my father’s house when I raced to the door, only to discover that he and the sgalag were the only ones left.
The old man was bitter on the business.
The old man was frustrated with the business.
“Little I thought,” said he, “to see the day when Glen Shira would turn tail on an enemy.”
“Little did I think,” he said, “I’d see the day when Glen Shira would back down from an enemy.”
“Where are they?” I asked, speaking of our absent followers; but indeed I might have saved the question, for I knew before he told me they were up in the conies between the mounts, and in the caves of Glen Finne.
“Where are they?” I asked, referring to our missing followers; but honestly, I could have skipped the question because I already knew before he told me that they were up in the rabbit burrows between the hills and in the caves of Glen Finne.
He was sitting at a fire that was down to its grey ash, a mournful figure my heart was vexed to see. Now and then he would look about him, at the memorials of my mother, her chair and her Irish Bible (the first in the parish), and a posy of withered flowers that lay on a bowl on a shelf where she had placed them, new cut and fresh, the day she took to her deathbed. Her wheel, too, stood in the corner, with the thread snapped short in the heck—a hint, I many times thought, at the sundered interests of life.
He was sitting by a fire that had turned to grey ash, a sad figure my heart ached to see. Every now and then, he would glance around at the reminders of my mother: her chair, her Irish Bible (the first in the parish), and a bunch of dried flowers resting in a bowl on a shelf where she had put them, freshly cut on the day she went to her deathbed. Her spinning wheel was also in the corner, with the thread broken off short—a sign, I often thought, of the interrupted connections of life.
“I suppose we must be going with the rest,” I ventured; “there’s small sense in biding here to be butchered.”
“I guess we should leave with the others,” I suggested; “it doesn’t make much sense to stay here and get killed.”
He fell in a rain of tears, fearing nor death nor hardship, I knew, but wae at the abandonment of his home. I had difficulty in getting him to consent to come with me, but at last I gave the prospect of safety in the town and the company of friends there so attractive a hue that he consented So we hid a few things under a bruach or overhanging brae beside the burn behind the house, and having shut all the doors—a comical precaution against an army, it struck me at the time—we rode down to Inneraora, to the town house of our relative Craignure.
He broke down in tears, not out of fear of death or hardship, I knew, but because he was heartbroken about leaving his home. I found it hard to get him to agree to come with me, but eventually I painted such an appealing picture of safety in the town and the company of friends there that he finally agreed. So we stashed a few things under a bruach or overhanging bank by the stream behind the house, and after locking all the doors—a funny precaution against an army, I thought at the time—we rode down to Inneraora, to the town house of our relative Craignure.
It was a most piteous community, crowded in every lane and pend with men, women, and children dreadful of the worst All day the people had been trooping in from the landward parts, flying before the rumour of the Athole advance down Cladich. For a time there was the hope that the invaders would but follow the old Athole custom and plunder as they went, sparing unarmed men and women, but this hope we surrendered when a lad came from Camus with a tale of two old men, who were weavers there, and a woman, nailed into their huts and burned to death.
It was a truly pitiful community, packed in every street and alley with men, women, and children terrified of the worst. All day, people had been arriving from the inland areas, escaping from the news of the Athole advance down Cladich. For a while, there was hope that the invaders would stick to the old Athole tradition of plundering as they went while sparing unarmed men and women, but we lost that hope when a boy came from Camus with a story about two old men, who were weavers there, and a woman, trapped in their huts and burned to death.
Had Inneraora been a walled town, impregnable, say, as a simple Swabian village with a few sconces and redoubts, and a few pieces of cannon, we old soldiers would have counselled the holding of it against all comers; but it was innocently open to the world, its back windows looking into the fields, its through-going wynds and closes leading frankly to the highway.
Had Inneraora been a walled town, completely secure like a basic Swabian village with a few defensive towers and barricades, along with some cannons, we old soldiers would have advised defending it against anyone. But it was naively exposed to the world, its back windows facing the fields, with its winding paths and alleys leading directly to the main road.
A high and sounding wind had risen from the south, the sea got in a tumult, the ice-blocks ran like sheep before it to the Gearran bay and the loch-head. I thought afterwards it must be God’s providence that opened up for us so suddenly a way of flight from this lamentable trap, by the open water now free from shore to shore in front of the town. Generalling the community as if he was a marshal of brigade, John Splendid showed me the first of his manly quality in his preparation for the removal of the women and children. He bade the men run out the fishing smacks, the wherries and skiffs, at the Cadger’s Quay, and moving about that frantic people, he disposed them in their several places on the crafts that were to carry them over the three-mile ferry to Cowal. A man born to enterprise and guidance, certes! I never saw his equal. He had the happy word for all, the magic hint of hope, a sober merriment when needed, sometimes a little raillery and laughing, sometimes (with the old) a farewell in the ear. Even the better gentry, Sir Donald and the rest, took a second place in the management, beholding in this poor gentleman the human heart that at a pinch is better than authority in a gold-braided coat.
A strong and loud wind had come up from the south, the sea was in a frenzy, and the ice blocks scattered like sheep before it to Gearran Bay and the head of the loch. I thought later that it must have been God’s providence that suddenly opened a way for us to escape from this miserable trap, with the open water now clear from one shore to the other in front of the town. Taking charge of the community like a brigade leader, John Splendid showed his true character as he prepared to evacuate the women and children. He instructed the men to bring out the fishing boats, wherries, and skiffs at Cadger’s Quay, and while moving through that frantic crowd, he organized them into their spots on the vessels that would take them across the three-mile ferry to Cowal. A man born for leadership and guidance, no doubt! I’ve never seen anyone like him. He had the right words for everyone, a magical hint of hope, a sober cheerfulness when it was needed, sometimes a bit of teasing and laughter, and occasionally (with the elderly) a quiet farewell. Even the more upper-class folks, Sir Donald and the others, took a back seat to the operation, recognizing in this humble man a human touch that’s more valuable than authority in a fancy uniform.
By noon we had every bairn and woman (but for one woman I’ll mention) on their way from the shore, poor dears! tossing on the turbulent sea, the women weeping bitterly for the husbands and sons they left, for of men there went with them but the oldsters, able to guide a boat, but poorly equipped for battling with Irish banditty. And my father was among them, in the kind hands of his sgaiag and kinswomen, but in a vague indifference of grief.
By noon, we had every child and woman (except for one woman I’ll mention) on their way from the shore, poor things! Tossing on the choppy sea, the women were crying bitterly for the husbands and sons they left behind, as only the elderly men who could handle a boat were with them, but they were not well-suited for fighting against Irish bandits. My father was among them, cared for by his sisters and relatives, yet he seemed lost in a vague indifference to his grief.
A curious accident, that in the grace of God made the greatest difference on my after-life, left among them that found no place in the boats the daughter of Provost Brown. She had made every preparation to go with her father and mother, and had her foot on the beam of the boat, when an old woman set up a cry for an oe that had been forgot in the confusion, and was now, likely, crying in the solitude of the back lands. It was the love-bairn of a dead mother, brought up in the kindly Highland fashion, free of every gimel and kail-pot. Away skirted Betty up the causeway of the Cadger’s Quay, and in among the lanes for the little one, and (I learned again) she found it playing well content among puddled snow, chattering to itself in the loneliness of yon war-menaced town. And she had but snatched it up to seek safety with her in the boats when the full tide of Colkitto’s robbers came pelting in under the Arches. They cut her off from all access to the boats by that way, so she turned and made for the other end of the town, hoping to hail in her father’s skiff when he had put far enough off shore to see round the point and into the second bay.
A strange twist of fate, brought about by the grace of God, drastically changed my life afterward. Among those who couldn’t find a spot in the boats was Provost Brown’s daughter. She had everything ready to leave with her parents and had her foot on the edge of the boat when an old woman shouted about a child who had been forgotten in the chaos, now likely crying alone in the back lands. That child was the love-child of a deceased mother, raised in the caring Highland way, free from any trouble. Betty dashed up the path of Cadger’s Quay and through the lanes to find the little one, and (as I learned later) she discovered it happily playing among the puddled snow, chattering to itself in the solitude of the town threatened by war. Just as she picked it up to seek safety in the boats, the full force of Colkitto’s raiders came rushing in under the Arches. They blocked her access to the boats that way, so she turned and headed for the other side of the town, hoping to catch her father’s skiff when he had gotten far enough off the shore to see around the point and into the second bay.
We had but time to shout her apparent project to her father, when we found ourselves fighting hand-to-hand against the Irish gentry in trews. This was no market-day brawl, but a stark assault-at-arms. All in the sound of a high wind, broken now and then with a rain blattering even-down, and soaking through tartan and clo-dubh we at it for dear life. Of us Clan Campbell people, gentrice and commoners, and so many of the Lowland mechanics of the place as were left behind, there would be something less than two hundred, for the men who had come up the loch-side to the summon of the beacons returned the way they came when they found MacCailein gone, and hurried to the saving of wife and bairn. We were all well armed with fusil and sword, and in that we had some advantage of the caterans bearing down on us; for they had, for the main part, but rusty matchlocks, pikes, billhooks—even bows and arrows, antique enough contrivance for a time of civilised war! But they had hunger and hate for their backers, good guidance in their own savage fashion from MacDonald, and we were fighting on a half heart, a body never trained together, and stupid to the word of command.
We barely had time to shout her apparent plan to her father when we found ourselves fighting hand-to-hand against the Irish gentry in trousers. This was no ordinary market-day brawl, but a serious battle. The wind was howling, occasionally interrupted by rain pouring down and soaking through our tartan and clo-dubh as we fought for our lives. Among us Clan Campbell folks, both gentry and commoners, and the few Lowland workers who were left behind, there were just under two hundred of us. The men who had come up the loch-side in response to the beacons turned back when they discovered MacCailein was gone and rushed to protect their wives and children. We were all well-armed with guns and swords, and in that aspect, we had some advantage over the caterans charging at us, as they mostly had nothing but rusty matchlocks, pikes, billhooks—even bows and arrows, which seemed outdated for a time of civilized warfare! But they had desperation and anger driving them, solid leadership from MacDonald in their rough way, while we were fighting with divided hearts, a group that had never trained together, and were slow to follow commands.
From the first, John took the head of our poor defence. He was duine-uasail enough, and he had, notoriously, the skill that earned him the honour, even over myself (in some degree), and certainly over Sir Donald.
From the beginning, John led our struggling defense. He was duine-uasail enough, and he had, famously, the talent that gave him the respect, even more than I (to some extent), and definitely more than Sir Donald.
The town-head fronted the upper bay, and between it and the grinding ice on the shore lay a broad tract of what might be called esplanade, presenting ample space for our encounter.
The town's center faced the upper bay, and between it and the crushing ice on the shore was a wide area that could be called an esplanade, providing plenty of room for our meeting.
“Gentlemen,” cried John, picking off a man with the first shot from a silver-butted dag he pulled out of his waist-belt at the onset, “and with your leave, Sir Donald (trusting you to put pluck in these Low Country shopkeepers), it’s Inneraora or Ifrinn for us this time. Give them cold steel, and never an inch of arm-room for their bills!”
“Gentlemen,” shouted John, taking out a man with the first shot from a silver-butted dag he drew from his waist-belt at the start, “and with your permission, Sir Donald (hoping you'll inspire some courage in these Low Country shopkeepers), it’s Inneraora or Ifrinn for us this time. Give them cold steel, and don’t give them an inch of room for their bills!”
Forgotten were the boats, behind lay all our loves and fortunes—was ever Highland heart but swelled on such a time? Sturdy black and hairy scamps the Irish—never German boor so inelegant—but venomous in their courage! Score upon score of them ran in on us through the Arches. Our lads had but one shot from the muskets, then into them with the dirk and sword.
Forgotten were the boats, behind lay all our loves and fortunes—was there ever a Highland heart that didn’t swell at such a time? Sturdy, black, and hairy troublemakers, the Irish—never has a German been so clumsy—but fierce in their bravery! Scores of them rushed at us through the Arches. Our guys had only one shot from the muskets, then it was in with the dagger and sword.
“Montrose! Montrose!” cried the enemy, even when the blood glucked at the thrapple, and they twisted to the pain of the knife.
“Montrose! Montrose!” shouted the enemy, even as the blood bubbled at their throat, and they writhed in the agony of the knife.
“A papist dog!” cried Splendid, hard at it on my right, for once a zealous Protestant, and he was whisking around him his broadsword like a hazel wand, facing half-a-dozen Lochaber-axes. “Cruachan, Cruachan!” he sang. And we cried the old slogan but once, for time pressed and wind was dear.
“A papist dog!” shouted Splendid, really getting into it on my right, being a passionate Protestant this time. He was swinging his broadsword around like a stick, facing off against half a dozen Lochaber axes. “Cruachan, Cruachan!” he sang. We echoed the old slogan just once, since time was running out and the wind was precious.
Sitting cosy in taverns with friends long after, listening to men singing in the cheery way of taverns the ditty that the Leckan bard made upon this little spulzie, I could weep and laugh in turns at minding of yon winter’s day. In the hot stress of it I felt but the ardour that’s in all who wear tartan—less a hatred of the men I thrust and slashed at with Sir Claymore than a zest in the busy traffic, and something of a pride (God help me!) in the pretty way my blade dirled on the ham-pans of the rascals. There was one trick of the sword I had learned off an old sergeant of pikes in Macka’s Scots, in a leisure afternoon in camp, that I knew was alien to every man who used the targe in home battles, and it served me like a Mull wife’s charm. They might be sturdy, the dogs, valorous too, for there’s no denying the truth, and they were gleg, gleg with the target in fending, but, man, I found them mighty simple to the feint and lunge of Alasdair Mor!
Sitting comfortably in taverns with friends long after, listening to men cheerfully singing the song that the Leckan bard wrote about this little scuffle, I could alternately laugh and cry thinking about that winter day. In the heat of it all, I felt nothing but the passion that comes naturally to anyone in tartan—less of a hatred for the men I fought with Sir Claymore, and more of a thrill in the busy fighting, along with a bit of pride (God help me!) in the way my blade rang against the fools' weapons. There was one sword trick I had learned from an old sergeant of pikes in Macka’s Scots on a leisurely afternoon in camp, which I knew was foreign to anyone who used a shield in hometown battles, and it worked for me like a Mull woman's charm. They might have been tough, those dogs, brave too, as there's no denying that truth, and they were quick, quick with the shield in defense, but, man, I found them really easy to trick with Alasdair Mor's feint and thrust!
Listening, as I say, to a song in a tavern, I’m sad for the stout fellows of our tartan who fell that day, and still I could laugh gaily at the amaze of the ragged corps who found gentlemen before them. They pricked at us, for all their natural ferocity, with something like apology for marring our fine clothes; and when the end came, and we were driven back, they left the gentlemen of our band to retreat by the pends to the beech-wood, and gave their attention to the main body of our common townsmen.
Listening to a song in a bar, I feel sad for the brave guys in our tartan who fell that day, yet I can't help but laugh at the surprise of the ragged crew who faced gentlemen before them. They poked at us, despite their wild nature, with something like an apology for ruining our nice clothes; and when it was over, and we were pushed back, they let the gentlemen of our group retreat through the gates to the beech wood and focused their attention on the main group of our townspeople.
We had edged, Splendid and Sir Donald and I, into a bit of green behind the church, and we held a council of war on our next move.
We had crept, Splendid, Sir Donald, and I, into a patch of greenery behind the church, and we held a strategy meeting about our next move.
Three weary men, the rain smirring on our sweating, faces, there we were! I noticed that a trickle of blood was running down my wrist, and I felt at the same time a beat at the shoulder that gave the explanation, and had mind that a fellow in the Athole corps had fired a pistolet point-blank at me, missing me, as I had thought, by the thickness of my doublet-sleeve.
Three exhausted men, the rain drizzling on our sweaty faces, there we were! I noticed a trickle of blood running down my wrist, and at the same time, I felt a thump on my shoulder that explained it. I remembered that a guy in the Athole corps had fired a pistol at me from a point-blank range, missing me, or so I thought, by the thickness of my doublet sleeve.
“You’ve got a cut,” said Sir Donald. “You have a face like the clay.”
“You’ve got a cut,” said Sir Donald. “Your face looks like clay.”
“A bit of the skin off,” said I, unwilling to vex good company.
“A little bit of skin off,” I said, not wanting to upset good company.
“We must take to Eas-a-chosain for it,” said Splendid, his eyes flashing wild upon the scene, the gristle of his red neck throbbing.
“We need to go to Eas-a-chosain for it,” said Splendid, his eyes shining wildly as he looked at the scene, his red neck pulsing.
Smoke was among the haze of the rain; from the thatch of the town-head houses the wind brought on us the smell of burning heather and brake and fir-joist.
Smoke mingled with the mist from the rain; the wind carried the scent of burning heather, bracken, and fir wood from the thatched roofs of the town's houses.
“Here’s the lamentable end of town Inneraora!” said John, in a doleful key.
“Here’s the unfortunate end of Inneraora town!” said John, in a sad tone.
And we ran, the three of us, up the Fisherland burn side to the wood of Creag Dubh.
And we ran, the three of us, up the Fisherland stream side to the woods of Creag Dubh.
CHAPTER X.—THE FLIGHT TO THE FOREST.
We made good speed up the burn-side, through the fields, and into the finest forest that was (or is to this day, perhaps) in all the wide Highlands. I speak of Creag Dubh, great land of majestic trees, home of the red-deer, rich with glades carpeted with the juiciest grass, and endowed with a cave or two where we knew we were safe of a sanctuary if it came to the worst, and the Athole men ran at our heels. It welcomed us from the rumour of battle with a most salving peace. Under the high fir and oak we walked in a still and scented air, aisles lay about and deep recesses, the wind sang in the tops and in the vistas of the trees, so that it minded one of Catholic kirks frequented otherwhere. We sped up by the quarries and through Eas-a-chosain (that little glen so full of fondest memorials for all that have loved and wandered), and found our first resting-place in a cunning little hold on an eminence looking down on the road that ran from the town to Coillebhraid mines. Below us the hillside dipped three or four hundred feet in a sharp slant bushed over with young darach wood; behind us hung a tremendous rock that few standing upon would think had a hollow heart Here was our refuge, and the dry and stoury alleys of the fir-wood we had traversed gave no clue of our track to them that might hunt us.
We moved quickly along the burn-side, through the fields, and into the most beautiful forest that exists (or maybe still exists today) in all the vast Highlands. I’m talking about Creag Dubh, a great land filled with majestic trees, home to red deer, rich with clearings covered in the juiciest grass, and equipped with a cave or two where we knew we could find sanctuary if things got bad, and the Athole men chased after us. It welcomed us from the sounds of battle with a soothing peace. Under the tall fir and oak trees, we walked in a still and fragrant air, with aisles and deep recesses around us, and the wind sang in the treetops and through the vistas, making it reminiscent of Catholic churches found elsewhere. We moved swiftly past the quarries and through Eas-a-chosain (that little valley filled with the fondest memories for all who have loved and wandered), and found our first resting place in a clever little hideout on a rise overlooking the road that led from the town to the Coillebhraid mines. Below us, the hillside dropped sharply three or four hundred feet, covered with young darach trees; behind us loomed a massive rock that few standing on it would suspect had a hollow heart. Here was our refuge, and the dry, dusty paths of the fir-wood we had crossed left no sign of our trail for anyone who might be hunting us.
We made a fire whose smoke curled out at the back of the cave into a linn at the bottom of a fall the Cromalt burn has here, and had there been any to see the reek they would have thought it but the finer spray of the thawed water rising among the melting ice-lances. We made, too, couches of fir-branches—the springiest and most wholesome of beds in lieu of heather or gall, and laid down our weariness as a soldier would relinquish his knapsack, after John Splendid had bandaged my wounded shoulder.
We built a fire, and the smoke drifted out of the back of the cave into a small stream at the bottom of a waterfall created by the Cromalt burn. If anyone had been there to see the smoke, they might have thought it was just the fine spray of thawing water rising among the melting ice. We also made couches out of fir branches—the springiest and healthiest beds instead of heather or moss—and rested our tiredness like a soldier would drop his backpack after John Splendid wrapped up my injured shoulder.
In the cave of Eas-a-chosain we lay for more days than I kept count of, I immovable, fevered with my wound, Sir Donald my nurse, and John Splendid my provider. They kept keen scrutiny on the road below, where sometimes they could see the invaders passing in bands in their search for scattered townships or crofts.
In the cave of Eas-a-chosain, we stayed for more days than I could keep track of. I was stuck there, burning with fever from my wound, while Sir Donald took care of me and John Splendid brought us supplies. They kept a close watch on the road below, where they sometimes spotted groups of invaders passing by as they searched for scattered towns or farms.
On the second night John ventured into the edge of the town to see how fared Inneraora and to seek provand. He found the place like a fiery cross,—burned to char at the ends, and only the mid of it—the solid Tolbooth and the gentle houses—left to hint its ancient pregnancy. A corps of Irish had it in charge while their comrades scoured the rest of the country, and in the dusk John had an easy task to find brandy in the cellars of Craig-nure (the invaders never thought of seeking a cellar for anything more warming than peats), a boll of meal in handfuls here and there among the meal-girnels of the commoner houses that lay open to the night, smelling of stale hearth-fires, and harried.
On the second night, John went to the edge of town to see how Inneraora was doing and to look for supplies. He found the place scarred like a fiery cross—burned to a crisp at the edges, with only the solid Tolbooth and the quaint houses remaining to hint at its storied past. A group of Irish soldiers was in charge while their comrades searched the rest of the countryside, and as dusk fell, John easily found brandy in the cellars of Craig-nure (the invaders never thought to look for anything warmer than peat in the cellars), and managed to gather a few handfuls of meal from the open meal bins of the simpler houses, which smelled of stale fires and neglect.
To get fresh meat was a matter even easier, though our guns we dare not be using, for there were blue hares to snare, and they who have not taken fingers to a roasted haunch of badger harried out of his hiding with a club have fine feeding yet to try. The good Gaelic soldier will eat, sweetly, crowdy made in his brogue—how much better off were we with the stout and well-fired oaten cakes that this Highland gentleman made on the flagstone in front of our cave-fire!
Getting fresh meat was even easier, though we didn’t dare use our guns, because there were blue hares to trap, and those who haven't tried a roasted badger chased out of his hiding with a club have some great food ahead of them. The good Gaelic soldier will happily eat creamy porridge made in his pot—how much better off were we with the thick, well-baked oat cakes that this Highland gentleman made on the stone in front of our campfire!
Never had a wounded warrior a more rapid healing than I. “Ruigidh an ro-ghiullach air an ro-ghalar”—good nursing will overcome the worst disease, as our antique proverb says, and I had the best of nursing and but a baggage-master’s wound after all. By the second week I was hale and hearty. We were not uncomfortable in our forest sanctuary; we were well warmed by the perfumed roots of the candle-fir; John Splendid’s foraging was richer than we had on many a campaign, and a pack of cartes lent some solace to the heaviest of our hours. To our imprisonment we brought even a touch of scholarship. Sir Donald was a student of Edinburgh College—a Master of Arts—learned in the moral philosophies, and he and I discoursed most gravely of many things that had small harmony with our situation in that savage foe-haunted countryside.
Never had a wounded warrior healed as quickly as I did. “Good nursing will overcome the worst disease”—as our old proverb says, and I had the best care, considering it was just a baggage-master’s wound after all. By the second week, I was fit and strong. We were comfortable in our forest hideout; we were well warmed by the fragrant roots of the candle-fir; John Splendid’s foraging provided us with richer food than many of our campaigns, and a deck of cards brought some comfort during our toughest hours. Even in our confinement, we brought a touch of intellect. Sir Donald was a student from Edinburgh College—a Master of Arts—well-versed in moral philosophy, and he and I had serious discussions about many topics that had little to do with our situation in that savage, enemy-infested land.
To these, our learned discourses, John Splendid would listen with an impatient tolerance, finding in the most shrewd saying of the old scholars we dealt with but a paraphrase of some Gaelic proverb or the roundabout expression of his own views on life and mankind.
To these scholarly discussions, John Splendid would listen with a mix of impatience and tolerance, recognizing in the clever remarks of the old scholars we talked about just a restatement of some Gaelic proverb or a convoluted way of expressing his own thoughts on life and people.
“Tuts! tuts!” he would cry, “I think the dissensions of you two are but one more proof of the folly of book-learning. Your minds are not your own, but the patches of other people’s bookish duds. A keen eye, a custom of puzzling everything to its cause, a trick of balancing the different motives of the human heart, get John M’Iver as close on the bone when it comes to the bit. Every one of the scholars you are talking of had but my own chance (maybe less, for who sees more than a Cavalier of fortune?) of witnessing the real true facts of life. Did they live to-day poor and hardy, biting short at an oaten bannock to make it go the farther, to-morrow gorging on fat venison and red rich wine? Did they parley with cunning lawyers, cajole the boor, act the valorous on a misgiving heart, guess at the thought of man or woman oftener than we do? Did ever you find two of them agree on the finer points of their science? Never the bit!”
“Tsk! Tsk!” he would exclaim, “I think your disagreements are just more evidence of the foolishness of relying on books. Your thoughts aren't truly yours; they’re just fragments of other people's academic nonsense. A sharp eye, a habit of tracing everything back to its roots, a knack for balancing the various motives of the human heart—these traits get John M’Iver closer to the heart of the matter. Every one of the scholars you’re talking about had only the same chance as I did (maybe less, since who really knows more than a fortunate adventurer?) to see the true realities of life. Did they struggle today with little to eat, gnawing on a simple oatcake to stretch their meager rations, only to feast tomorrow on rich venison and fine wine? Did they negotiate with shrewd lawyers, manipulate the simple folk, play the hero in uncertain times, and understand the thoughts of men and women more than we do? Did you ever find two of them agreeing on the finer details of their field? Never!”
We forgave him his heresies for the sake of their wit, that I but poorly chronicle, and he sang us wonderful Gaelic songs that had all of that same wisdom he bragged of—no worse, I’ll allow, than the wisdom of print; not all love-songs, laments, or such naughty ballads as you will hear to-day, but the poetry of the more cunning bards. Our cavern, in its inner recesses, filled with the low rich chiming of his voice; his face, and hands, and whole body took part in the music. In those hours his character borrowed just that touch of sincerity it was in want of at ordinary times, for he was one of those who need trial and trouble to bring out their better parts.
We forgave him his questionable views because of their cleverness, which I can only poorly describe, and he sang us amazing Gaelic songs that had all the same wisdom he bragged about—no worse, I’ll admit, than the wisdom found in books; not just love songs, laments, or the cheeky ballads you hear today, but the poetry of the more skillful bards. Our cave, in its deeper corners, echoed with the warm, rich ringing of his voice; his face, hands, and whole body joined in the music. During those moments, his character had just the sincerity it usually lacked, as he was one of those people who need challenges and struggles to reveal their better qualities.
We might have been happy, we might have been content, living thus in our cave the old hunter’s life; walking out at early mornings in the adjacent parts of the wood for the wherewithal to breakfast; rounding in the day with longer journeys in the moonlight, when the shadows were crowded with the sounds of night bird and beast;—we might have been happy, I say, but for thinking of our country’s tribulation. Where were our friends and neighbours? Who were yet among the living? How fared our kin abroad in Cowal or fled farther south to the Rock of Dunbarton? These restless thoughts came oftener to me than to my companions, and many an hour I spent in woeful pondering in the alleys of the wood.
We could have been happy, we could have been content, living our old hunter's life in our cave; heading out early in the morning to find food for breakfast; spending our days on longer journeys in the moonlight, when the shadows were alive with the sounds of night birds and animals;—we could have been happy, I say, except for our worries about our country’s troubles. Where were our friends and neighbors? Who was still alive? How were our family members doing in Cowal or those who fled farther south to the Rock of Dunbarton? These restless thoughts occupied my mind more often than my companions, and I spent many hours in sad contemplation in the paths of the woods.
At last it seemed the Irish who held the town were in a sure way to discover our hiding if we remained any longer there. Their provender was running low, though they had driven hundreds of head of cattle before them down the Glens; the weather hardened to frost again, and they were pushing deeper into the wood to seek for bestial. It was full of animals we dare not shoot, but which they found easy to the bullet; red-deer with horns—even at three years old—stunted to knobs by a constant life in the shade and sequestration of the trees they threaded their lives through, or dun-bellied fallow-deer unable to face the blasts of the exposed hills, light-coloured yeld hinds and hornless “heaviers” (or winterers) the size of oxen. A flock or two of wild goat, even, lingered on the upper slopes towards Ben Bhrec, and they were down now browsing in the ditches beside the Marriage Tree.
At last, it seemed like the Irish controlling the town were about to discover our hiding spot if we stayed there any longer. Their food supply was running low, even though they had driven hundreds of cattle down the Glens. The weather had turned to frost again, and they were moving deeper into the woods to search for livestock. The woods were full of animals we dared not shoot, but which they had no problem targeting; red deer with antlers—even at three years old—were stunted to mere knobs from living constantly in the shade and seclusion of the trees. There were also fallow deer unable to withstand the winds of the open hills, light-colored hinds without horns, and heavy “heaviers” (or winterers) the size of oxen. A flock or two of wild goats even lingered on the upper slopes toward Ben Bhrec, and they were now grazing in the ditches beside the Marriage Tree.
We could see little companies of the enemy come closer and closer on our retreat each day—attracted up the side of the hill from the road by birds and beast that found cover under the young oaks.
We could see small groups of the enemy getting closer and closer to us each day as we retreated—drawn up the hillside from the road by birds and animals that found shelter under the young oaks.
“We’ll have to be moving before long,” said Sir Donald, ruefully looking at them one day—so close at hand that we unwittingly had our fingers round the dirk-hilts.
“We’ll have to be moving soon,” said Sir Donald, looking at them with concern one day—so close that we unknowingly had our fingers around the dirk hilts.
He had said the true word.
He spoke the truth.
It was the very next day that an Irishman, bending under a bush to lift a hedgehog that lay sleeping its winter sleep tightly rolled up in grass and bracken, caught sight of the narrow entrance to our cave. Our eyes were on him at the time, and when he came closer we fell back into the rear of our dark retreat, thinking he might not push his inquiry further.
It was the very next day that an Irishman, crouching by a bush to pick up a hedgehog that was curled up in the grass and bracken, spotted the narrow entrance to our cave. We were watching him at that moment, and when he came closer, we retreated deeper into our dark hideout, hoping he wouldn't investigate any further.
For once John Splendid’s cunning forsook him in the most ludicrous way. “I could have stabbed him where he stood,” he said afterwards, “for I was in the shadow at his elbow;” but he forgot that the fire whose embers glowed red within the cave would betray its occupation quite as well as the sight of its occupants, and that we were discovered only struck him when the man, after but one glance in, went bounding down the hill to seek for aid in harrying this nest of ours.
For once, John Splendid's cleverness let him down in the most ridiculous way. “I could have stabbed him where he stood,” he said later, “because I was right in the shadow next to him;” but he forgot that the fire, with its glowing embers lighting up the cave, would reveal our presence just as much as the sight of us would, and the realization that we had been found only hit him when the man, after just one quick look inside, started racing down the hill to get help for attacking our hideout.
It was “Bundle and Go” on the bagpipes. We hurried to the top of the hill and along the ridge just inside the edge of the pines in the direction of the Aora, apprehensive that at every step we should fall upon bands of the enemy, and if we did not come upon themselves, we came upon numerous enough signs of their employment. Little farms lay in the heart of the forest of Creag Dubh,—or rather more on the upper edge of it,—their fields scalloped into the wood, their hills a part of the mountains that divide Loch Finne from Lochow. To-day their roof-trees lay humbled on the hearth, the gable-walls stood black and eerie, with the wind piping between the stones, the cabars or joists held charred arms to heaven, like poor martyrs seeking mercy. Nothing in or about these once happy homesteads, and the pertinents and pendicles near them, had been spared by the robbers.
It was “Bundle and Go” on the bagpipes. We rushed to the top of the hill and along the ridge just inside the edge of the pines toward the Aora, anxious that with each step we would stumble upon groups of the enemy. Even if we didn’t encounter them directly, we found plenty of signs of their presence. Small farms were scattered throughout the heart of the Creag Dubh forest—or rather, more on its upper edge—where their fields merged into the woods, and the hills formed part of the mountains that separate Loch Finne from Lochow. Today, their rooftops lay in ruins, the gable walls stood dark and eerie, with the wind whistling through the stones, and the rafters held up charred beams to the sky, like poor martyrs pleading for mercy. Nothing in or around these once happy homes, or the surrounding lands, had been left untouched by the looters.
But we had no time for weeping over such things as we sped on our way along the hillside for Dunchuach, the fort we knew impregnable and sure to have safety for us if we could get through the cordon that was bound to be round it.
But we didn't have time to cry about such things as we rushed along the hillside toward Dunchuach, the fortress we knew was impenetrable and sure to keep us safe if we could get past the barrier that was sure to be around it.
It was a dull damp afternoon, an interlude in the frost, chilly and raw in the air, the forest filled with the odours of decaying leaves and moss. The greater part of our way lay below beechwood neither thick nor massive, giving no protection from the rain to the soil below it, so that we walked noisily and uncomfortably in a mash of rotten vegetation. We were the length of the Cherry Park, moving warily, before our first check came. Here, if possible, it were better we should leave the wood and cut across the mouth of the Glen to Dunchuach on the other side. But there was no cover to speak of in that case. The river Aora, plopping and crying on its hurried way down, had to be crossed, if at all, by a wooden bridge, cut at the parapets in the most humorous and useless way in embrasures, every embrasure flanked by port-holes for musketry—a laughable pretence about an edifice in itself no stronger against powder than a child’s toy.
It was a dull, damp afternoon, a break in the frost, cold and raw in the air, with the forest filled with the smell of decaying leaves and moss. Most of our path lay beneath a beechwood that was neither thick nor dense, offering no shelter from the rain for the ground below, so we walked noisily and uncomfortably through a mess of rotten vegetation. We had covered the length of Cherry Park, moving carefully, before we encountered our first obstacle. Here, if possible, it would be better for us to leave the woods and cut across the mouth of the Glen to reach Dunchuach on the other side. But there was no proper cover in that direction. The river Aora, splashing and gurgling on its quick journey down, had to be crossed, if we were to do so, by a wooden bridge, which was comically designed with useless embrasures cut into the parapets, each embrasure flanked by gun ports—a ridiculous pretense for a structure that was no more resilient against gunpowder than a child's toy.
On the very lowest edges of the wood, in the shade of a thick plump of beech, strewed generously about the foot by old bushes of whin and bramble, we lay at last studying the open country before us, and wondering how we should win across it to the friendly shelter of Dunchuach. Smoke was rising from every chimney in the castle, which, with its moat and guns, and its secret underground passage to the seashore, was safe against surprises or attacks through all this disastrous Antrim occupation. But an entrance to the castle was beyond us; there was nothing for it but Dunchuach, and it cheered us wonderfully too, that from the fort there floated a little stream of domestic reek, white-blue against the leaden grey of the unsettled sky.
On the very edge of the woods, under a thick cluster of beech trees, surrounded by old bushes of gorse and brambles, we finally lay down, taking in the open countryside ahead of us and wondering how we would make it to the welcoming shelter of Dunchuach. Smoke was rising from every chimney in the castle, which, with its moat and cannons, and its secret underground passage to the seashore, was secure against unexpected attacks throughout this troubled Antrim occupation. But getting into the castle was not an option; all we could do was head to Dunchuach, and it lifted our spirits to see a little wisp of homey smoke drifting from the fort, white-blue against the dull grey of the cloudy sky.
“Here we are, dears, and yonder would we be,” said John, digging herb-roots with his knife and chewing them in an abstraction of hunger, for we had been disturbed at a meal just begun to.
“Here we are, guys, and over there is where we’d be,” said John, digging up herb roots with his knife and chewing on them absentmindedly because we had been interrupted at the start of our meal.
I could see a man here and there between us and the lime-kiln we must pass on our way up Dunchuach. I confessed myself in as black a quandary as ever man experienced. As for Sir Donald—good old soul!—he was now, as always, unable to come to any conclusion except such as John Splendid helped him to.
I could see a man now and then between us and the lime-kiln we had to pass on our way up Dunchuach. I admitted I was in as tough a situation as any man could face. As for Sir Donald—good old guy!—he was now, just like always, unable to reach any conclusion without John Splendid's help.
We lay, as I say, in the plump, each of us under his bush, and the whole of us overhung a foot or two by a brow of land bound together by the spreading beech-roots. To any one standing on the bruach we were invisible, but a step or two would bring him round to the foot of our retreat and disclose the three of us.
We lay there, as I mentioned, comfortably, each of us under our own bush, and we were all slightly covered by a rise of land held together by the spreading beech roots. To anyone standing on the bruach, we were out of sight, but taking a step or two would bring them to the base of our shelter and reveal the three of us.
The hours passed, with us ensconced there—every hour the length of a day to our impatience and hunger; but still the way before was barred, for the coming and going of people in the valley was unceasing. We had talked at first eagerly in whispers, but at last grew tired of such unnatural discourse, and began to sleep in snatches for sheer lack of anything eke to do. It seemed we were prisoned there till nightfall at least, if the Athole man who found our cave did not track us to our hiding.
The hours dragged on as we sat there—each hour felt like a day because of our impatience and hunger; yet the path ahead was still blocked, as people were constantly moving in and out of the valley. At first, we spoke eagerly in whispers, but eventually, we got tired of that strange conversation and started napping intermittently out of sheer boredom. It felt like we were stuck there until nightfall at least, unless the Athole man who discovered our cave managed to track us down.
I lay on the right of my two friends, a little more awake, perhaps, than they, and so I was the first to perceive a little shaking of the soil, and knew that some one was coming down upon our hiding. We lay tense, our breathing caught at the chest, imposing on ourselves a stillness that swelled the noises of nature round about us—the wind, the river, the distant call of the crows—to a most clamorous and appalling degree.
I was lying on the right side of my two friends, probably a bit more awake than they were, and I was the first to notice a slight trembling of the ground, realizing that someone was approaching our hiding spot. We lay there tense, our breath trapped in our chests, forcing ourselves to remain still, which made the sounds of nature around us—the wind, the river, the distant cawing of the crows—seem overwhelmingly loud and frightening.
We could hear our visitor breathing as he moved about cautiously on the stunted grass above us, and so certain seemed discovery that we had our little black knives lying naked along our wrists.
We could hear our visitor breathing as he quietly moved around on the short grass above us, and it felt so certain that we would be discovered that we had our small black knives bare on our wrists.
The suspense parched me at the throat till I thought the rasping of my tongue on the roof of my palate seemed like the scraping of a heath-brush in a wooden churn. Unseen we were, we knew, but it was patent that the man above us would be round in front of us at any moment, and there we were to his plain eyesight! He was within three yards of a steel death, even had he been Fin MacCoul; but the bank he was standing on—or lying on, as we learned again—crumbled at the edge and threw him among us in a different fashion from that we had looked for.
The suspense dried my throat until I felt like the scraping of my tongue against the roof of my mouth was like a brush scraping in a wooden churn. We knew we were hidden, but it was obvious that the man above us could come around to our front at any moment, and there we would be in plain sight! He was just three yards away from a deadly fate, even if he had been Fin MacCoul; but the bank he was standing—or lying, as we later realized—crumbled at the edge and sent him tumbling down to us in a way we hadn’t expected.
My fingers were on his throat before I saw that we had for our visitor none other than young MacLachlan.
My fingers were on his throat before I realized our visitor was none other than young MacLachlan.
He had his sgian dubh almost at my stomach before our mutual recognition saved the situation.
He had his sgian dubh nearly pressed against my stomach before we recognized each other and diffused the situation.
“You’re a great stranger,” said John Splendid, with a fine pretence at more coolness than he felt, “and yet I thought Cowal side would be more to your fancy than real Argile in this vexatious time.”
“You're quite the mystery,” said John Splendid, trying to sound more composed than he actually was, “and yet I thought you'd prefer the Cowal side over real Argile in these annoying times.”
“I wish to God I was on Cowal side now!” said the lad, ruefully. “At this minute I wouldn’t give a finger-length of the Loch Eck road for the whole of this rich strath.”
“I wish to God I was on Cowal side now!” said the kid, sadly. “Right now, I wouldn’t trade a finger’s length of the Loch Eck road for all of this wealthy valley.”
“I don’t suppose you were forced over here,” I commented.
“I don’t think you were brought over here against your will,” I said.
“As well here in one way as another,” he said “I suppose you are unaware that Montrose and MacDonald have overrun the whole country. They have sacked and burned the greater part of Cowal; they have gone down as far as Knapdale. I could have been in safety with my own people (and the bulk of your Inneraora people too) by going to Bute or Dunbarton, but I could hardly do that with my kinsfolk still hereabouts in difficulties.”
“As well here in one way as another,” he said, “I guess you don’t know that Montrose and MacDonald have taken over the whole country. They’ve looted and burned most of Cowal; they’ve gone as far as Knapdale. I could have been safe with my own people (and most of your Inneraora folks too) by going to Bute or Dunbarton, but I could hardly do that with my relatives still nearby in trouble.”
“Where, where?” I cried; “and who do you mean?”
“Where, where?” I shouted; “and who are you talking about?”
He coughed, in a sort of confusion, I could see, and said he spoke of the Provost and his family.
He coughed, looking a bit confused, as I could see, and said he was talking about the Provost and his family.
“But the Provost’s gone, man!” said I, “and his family too.”
“But the Provost is gone, man!” I said, “and so is his family.”
“My cousin Betty is not gone among them,” said he; “she’s either in the castle yonder—and I hope to God she is—or a prisoner to the MacDonalds, or——”
“My cousin Betty isn’t lost among them,” he said; “she’s either in that castle over there—and I hope to God she is—or a prisoner of the MacDonalds, or——”
“The Worst Curse on their tribe!” cried John Splendid, in a fervour.
“The worst curse on their tribe!” shouted John Splendid, passionately.
Betty, it seemed, from a narrative that gave me a stound of anguish, had never managed to join her father in the boats going over to Cowal the day the MacDonalds attacked the town. Terror had seemingly sent her, carrying the child, away behind the town; for though her father and others had put ashore again at the south bay, they could not see her, and she was still unfound when the triumph of the invader made flight needful again.
Betty, as I learned from a story that filled me with deep sorrow, had never been able to join her father on the boats heading over to Cowal the day the MacDonalds attacked the town. Fear seemed to have driven her, with the child in her arms, away from the town; because even though her father and others had returned to shore at the south bay, they couldn't find her, and she was still missing when the invaders' victory forced everyone to flee once more.
“Her father would have bided too,” said MacLachlan, “but that he had reason to believe she found the safety of the castle. Lying off the quay when the light was on, some of the people in the other boats saw a woman with a burden run up the riverside to the back of the castle garden, and there was still time to get over the draw-brig then.”
“Her father would have waited too,” MacLachlan said, “if he hadn’t had reason to think she made it to the safety of the castle. While anchored near the dock with the light on, some people in the other boats saw a woman with a load run up the riverside to the back of the castle garden, and there was still time to cross the drawbridge then.”
MacLachlan himself had come round by the head of the loch, and by going through the Barrabhreac wood and over the shoulder of Duntorval, had taken Inneraora on the rear flank. He had lived several days in a bothy above the Beannan on High Balantyre, and, like ourselves, depended on his foraging upon the night and the luck of the woods.
MacLachlan had made his way around to the top of the loch, going through the Barrabhreac woods and over the shoulder of Duntorval, catching Inneraora from the back. He had spent a few days in a cabin above the Beannan on High Balantyre and, like us, relied on his nighttime foraging and the fortunes of the woods.
We lay among the whins and bramble undisturbed till the dusk came on. The rain had stopped, a few stars sedately decked the sky. Bursts of laughing, the cries of comrades, bits of song, came on the air from the town where the Irish caroused. At last between us and Dun-chuach there seemed to be nothing to prevent us venturing on if the bridge was clear.
We lay among the bushes and thorns undisturbed until dusk arrived. The rain had stopped, and a few stars quietly twinkled in the sky. Laughter, the shouts of friends, and bits of songs filled the air from the town where the Irish were celebrating. Finally, it seemed that nothing stood in our way between us and Dun-chuach if the bridge was clear.
“If not,” said Sir Donald, “here’s a doomed old man, for I know no swimming.”
“If not,” said Sir Donald, “then here’s a doomed old man, because I can’t swim.”
“There’s Edinburgh for you, and a gentleman’s education!” said John Splendid, with a dry laugh; and he added, “But I daresay I could do the swimming for the both of us, Sir Donald I have carried my accoutrements dry over a German river ere now, and I think I could convey you safe over yon bit burn even if it were not so shallow above the bridge as I expect it is after these long frosts.”
“There’s Edinburgh for you, and a gentleman’s education!” said John Splendid with a dry laugh. He added, “But I’m sure I could do the swimming for both of us, Sir Donald. I’ve carried my gear dry across a German river before, and I think I could safely get you over that little stream, even if it isn’t as shallow above the bridge as I expect it is after these long frosts.”
“I would sooner force the bridge if ten men held it,” said MacLachlan. “I have a Highland hatred of the running stream, and small notion to sleep a night in wet tartan.”
“I’d rather fight my way across the bridge if ten men were guarding it,” said MacLachlan. “I have a deep disdain for fast-moving water, and I have no desire to spend a night in damp tartan.”
John looked at the young fellow with a struggle for tolerance. “Well, well,” he said; “we have all a touch of the fop in our youth.”
John looked at the young guy with a bit of patience. “Well, well,” he said; “we all have a bit of vanity when we’re young.”
“True enough, you’re not so young as you were once,” put in MacLachlan, with a sly laugh.
“It's true, you're not as young as you used to be,” MacLachlan said with a sly laugh.
“I’m twenty at the heart,” cried John,—“at the heart, man,—and do my looks make me more than twice that age? I can sing you, or run you, or dance you. What I thought was that at your age I was dandified too about my clothing. I’ll give you the benefit of believing that it’s not the small discomfort of a journey in wet tartan you vex yourself over. Have we not—we old campaigners of Lumsden’s—soaked our plaids in the running rivers of Low Germanie, and rolled them round us at night to make our hides the warmer, our sleep the snugger? Oh, the old days! Oh, the stout days! God’s name, but I ken one man who wearies of these tame and comfortable times!”
“I’m twenty at heart,” shouted John, “at heart, man—and do I really look more than twice that age? I can sing for you, run for you, or dance for you. I remember that at your age, I was all about my fashion too. I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume it’s not just the small discomfort of a journey in wet tartan that’s bothering you. Haven’t we—us old soldiers of Lumsden’s—drenched our plaids in the rushing rivers of Low Germany and wrapped them around ourselves at night to keep us warmer and our sleep cozier? Oh, the good old days! Oh, the strong days! God's name, but I know one guy who’s tired of these dull and cozy times!”
“Whether or not,” said Sir Donald, anxious to be on, “I wish the top of Dunchuach was under our brogues.”
“Whether it happens or not,” said Sir Donald, eager to move on, “I wish we were standing on top of Dunchuach right now.”
“Allons, mes amis, then,” said John, and out we set.
Let's go, my friends, then,” said John, and off we went.
Out we went, and we sped swiftly down to the bridge, feeling a sense of safety in the dark and the sound of the water that mourned in a hollow way under the wooden cabars. There was no sentinel, and we crossed dry and safely. On the other side, the fields, broken here and there by dry-stone dykes, a ditch or two, and one long thicket of shrubs, rose in a gentle ascent to the lime-kiln. We knew every foot of the way as ‘twere in our own pockets, and had small difficulty in pushing on in the dark. The night, beyond the kiln and its foreign trees, was loud with the call of white-horned owls, sounding so human sometimes that it sent the heart vaulting and brought us to pause in a flurried cluster on the path that we followed closely as it twisted up the hill.
Out we went, and we sped quickly down to the bridge, feeling a sense of safety in the dark and the sound of the water that echoed hollowly under the wooden beams. There was no guard, and we crossed dry and safely. On the other side, the fields, broken here and there by dry-stone walls, a ditch or two, and one long thicket of shrubs, rose gently up to the lime-kiln. We knew every bit of the path as if it were in our own pockets and had little trouble moving forward in the dark. The night, beyond the kiln and its unusual trees, was filled with the calls of white-horned owls, sounding so human sometimes that it made our hearts race and caused us to pause in a flustered group on the path that we followed closely as it twisted up the hill.
However, we were in luck’s way for once. Never a creature challenged our progress until we landed at the north wall of the fort, and crouching in the rotten brake, cried, “Gate, oh!” to the occupants.
However, we were fortunate for once. Not a single creature stopped us until we reached the north wall of the fort, and crouching in the decaying brush, shouted, “Gate, oh!” to the people inside.
A stir got up within; a torch flared on the wall, and a voice asked our tartan and business.
A commotion broke out inside; a torch flickered on the wall, and a voice inquired about our plaid and purpose.
“Is that you, Para Mor?” cried John Splendid. “It’s a time for short ceremony. Here are three or four of your closest friends terribly keen to see the inside of a wall.”
“Is that you, Para Mor?” shouted John Splendid. “It's time for a quick ceremony. Here are three or four of your closest friends really eager to see what's inside a wall.”
“Barbreck, is’t?” cried Para Mor, holding the flambeau over his head that he might look down on us.
“Barbreck, is it?” shouted Para Mor, holding the torch over his head so he could look down at us.
“Who’s that with the red tartan?” he asked, speaking of MacLachlan, whose garments shone garish in the light beside our dull Campbell country war-cloth.
“Who’s that wearing the red tartan?” he asked, referring to MacLachlan, whose clothes looked bright and flashy next to our dull Campbell country war-cloth.
“Condemn your parley, Para Mor,” cried Sir Donald; “it’s young MacLachlan,—open your doors!”
“Shut down your talk, Para Mor,” shouted Sir Donald; “it’s young MacLachlan—open your doors!”
And the gate in a little swung on its hinges to pass us in.
And the gate swung open slightly on its hinges to let us in.
CHAPTER XI.—ON BENS OF WAR.
This mount of Dunchuach, on which we now found ourselves ensconced, rises in a cone shape to a height of about eight hundred feet, its bottom being but a matter of a quarter-mile from the castle door. It is wooded to the very nose, almost, except for the precipitous sgornach or scaur, that, seen from a distance, looks like a red wound on the face of it The fort, a square tower of extraordinarily stout masonry, with an eminent roof, had a sconce with escarpment round it, placed on the very edge of the summit. Immediately behind Dunchuach is Duntorvil, its twin peak, that, at less distance than a shout will carry, lifts a hundred feet higher on the north. The two hills make, indeed, but one, in a manner of talking, except for this hundred feet of a hollow worn by a burn lost midway in long sour grasses. It had always been a surprise to me that Argile’s grandfather, when he set the fort on the hill, chose the lower of the two eminences, contrary to all good guidance of war. But if he had not full domination on Dunchuach, he had, at any rate, a fine prospect I think, in all my time, I have never witnessed a more pleasing scene than ever presents itself in clear weather from the brow of this peak. Loch Finne—less, as the whim of the fancy might have it, a loch than a noble river—runs south in a placid band; the Cowal hills rise high on the left, bare but of heather and gall; in front is the heart of Argile, green with the forest of Creag Dubh, where the stag bays in the gloaming. For miles behind the town and castle lies a plain, flat and rich, growing the most lush crops. The town itself, that one could almost throw a stone down on, looks like a child’s toy. And away to the north and west are the abundant hills, rising higher and higher, sprinkled here and there with spots of moor loch.
This mountain of Dunchuach, where we now found ourselves settled, rises in a cone shape to a height of about eight hundred feet, its base just a quarter-mile from the castle door. It's heavily wooded, almost to the very top, except for the steep sgornach or scaur, which, seen from afar, looks like a red wound on its surface. The fort, a sturdy square tower built with exceptionally thick stonework and a prominent roof, has a defensive bank around it, situated right on the edge of the summit. Directly behind Dunchuach is Duntorvil, its twin peak, which rises a hundred feet higher in the north and is close enough that you could shout to it. The two hills are really one, in a way, except for the hundred-foot dip created by a stream that gets lost in the long, sour grasses. I’ve always found it surprising that Argile’s grandfather, when he built the fort on the hill, chose the lower of the two peaks, going against all good military advice. But even if he didn't fully control Dunchuach, he certainly had a great view. I think I’ve never seen a more beautiful scene than what you can enjoy on a clear day from the top of this peak. Loch Finne—less like a lake and more like a noble river—flows south in a calm stretch; the Cowal hills rise high on the left, mostly bare except for some heather and gorse; ahead is the heart of Argile, green with the forest of Creag Dubh, where the stag calls in the twilight. For miles behind the town and castle lies a flat, rich plain, producing the most lush crops. The town itself, which seems so close you could almost throw a stone to reach it, looks like a child’s toy. And off to the north and west are the rolling hills, getting higher and higher, dotted here and there with patches of moorland and loch.
The fort this night was held by a hundred men of the body called the Marquis his Halberdiers, a corps of antique heroes whose weapon for ordinary was a long axe, a pretty instrument on a parade of state, but small use, even at close quarters, with an enemy. They had skill of artillery, however, and few of them but had a Highlander’s training in the use of the broadsword. Besides two culverins mounted on the less precipitous side of the hill—which was the way we came—they had smaller firearms in galore on the sconce, and many kegs of powder disposed in a recess or magazine at the base of the tower. To the east of the tower itself, and within the wall of the fort (where now is but an old haw-tree), was a governor’s house perched on the sheer lip of the hill, so that, looking out at its window, one could spit farther than a musket-ball would carry on the level.
The fort tonight was occupied by a hundred men from the unit known as the Marquis’s Halberdiers, a group of old-school warriors whose go-to weapon was a long axe—a nice piece for ceremonial occasions, but not very effective, even up close, against an enemy. They did have some knowledge of artillery, and most had been trained by Highlanders in using the broadsword. Besides two culverins set up on the less steep side of the hill—which is how we arrived—they had plenty of smaller firearms on the ramparts, and many barrels of gunpowder stored in a recess or magazine at the base of the tower. To the east of the tower itself, and within the fort’s walls (where there's only an old hawthorn tree now), stood the governor’s house, perched right on the edge of the hill, so that from its window, you could spit farther than a musket ball would travel on flat ground.
We were no sooner in than MacLachlan was scenting round and into this little house. He came out crestfallen, and went over to the group of halberdiers, who were noisily telling their story to myself and Splendid.
We barely stepped inside when MacLachlan started sniffing around this little house. He came back looking disappointed and went over to the group of halberdiers, who were loudly sharing their story with me and Splendid.
“Are no people here but men?” he asked Para Mor, who was sergeant of the company, and to all appearance in charge of the place.
“Are there no people here besides men?” he asked Para Mor, who was the sergeant of the company and appeared to be in charge of the place.
He caught me looking at him in some wonder, and felt bound, seemingly, to explain himself.
He noticed me watching him with some curiosity and felt the need to explain himself.
“I had half the hope,” said he, “that my cousin had come here; but she’ll be in the castle after all, as her father thought.”
“I had some hope,” he said, “that my cousin had come here; but she’ll be at the castle after all, just like her father thought.”
John Splendid gave me the pucker of an eye and a line of irony about the edge of his lips, that set my blood boiling. I was a foolish and ungoverned creature in those days of no-grace. I cried in my English, “One would think you had a goodman’s interest in this bit girl.”
John Splendid gave me a sly look and a smirk that really got my blood boiling. I was a foolish and wild person back in those days. I shouted in English, “You’d think you had a guy’s interest in this little girl.”
MacLachlan leered at me with a most devilish light in his black eyes, and said, “Well, well, I might have even more. Marriage, they say, makes the sweetest woman wersh. But I hope you’ll not grudge me, my dear Elrigmore, some anxiety about my own relatives.”
MacLachlan looked at me with a devilish glint in his dark eyes and said, “Well, well, I might have even more. They say marriage turns the sweetest woman sour. But I hope you won’t hold it against me, my dear Elrigmore, if I have some worries about my own family.”
The fellow was right enough (that was the worst of it), for a cousin’s a cousin in the friendly North; but I found myself for the second time since I came home grudging him the kinship to the Provost of Inneraora’s daughter.
The guy was right (that was the worst part), because a cousin is a cousin in the friendly North; but I found myself, for the second time since I got home, resenting his connection to the Provost of Inneraora’s daughter.
That little tirravee passed, and we were soon heartily employed on a supper that had to do duty for two meals. We took it at a rough table in the tower, lighted by a flambeau that sent sparks flying like pigeons into the sombre height of the building which tapered high overhead as a lime-kiln upside down. From this retreat we could see the proof of knavery in the villages below. Far down on Knapdale, and back in the recesses of Lochow, were burning homes, to judge from the blotched sky.
That little excitement passed, and we were soon busy with a dinner that needed to serve as two meals. We had it at a simple table in the tower, lit by a torch that sent sparks flying like birds into the dark height of the building, which tapered high overhead like an upside-down lime kiln. From this spot, we could see evidence of wrongdoing in the villages below. Far down in Knapdale, and back in the depths of Lochow, homes were burning, judging by the stained sky.
Dunchuach had never yet been attacked, but that was an experience expected at any hour, and its holders were ready for it They had disposed their guns round the wall in such a way as to command the whole gut between the hills, and consequently the path up from the glens. The town side of the fort wall, and the east side, being on the sheer face (almost) of the rock, called for no artillery.
Dunchuach had never been attacked, but that was an experience expected at any moment, and its defenders were prepared for it. They had arranged their guns along the wall to cover the entire gap between the hills, and as a result, the path coming up from the valleys. The town side of the fort wall, and the east side, being on a nearly vertical rock face, didn’t require any artillery.
It was on the morning of the second day there that our defence was put to the test by a regiment of combined Irish and Athole men. The day was misty, with the frost in a hesitancy, a raw gowsty air sweeping over the hills. Para Mor, standing on the little north bastion or ravelin, as his post of sergeant always demanded, had been crooning a ditty and carving a scroll with his hunting-knife on a crook he would maybe use when he got back to the tack where his home was in ashes and his cattle were far to seek, when he heard a crackle of bushes at the edge of the wood that almost reached the hill-top, but falls short for lack of shelter from the sinister wind. In a second a couple of scouts in dirty red and green tartans, with fealdags or pleatless kilts on them instead of the better class philabeg, crept cannily out into the open, unsuspicious that their position could be seen from the fort.
It was on the morning of the second day there that our defense was put to the test by a regiment of combined Irish and Athole men. The day was misty, with frost hanging in the air and a raw, chilly breeze sweeping over the hills. Para Mor, standing on the small north bastion or ravelin, as his post as sergeant required, had been humming a tune and carving a design with his hunting knife on a stick he might use when he returned to the farm, where his home was in ruins and his cattle were lost, when he heard a crackling sound from the bushes at the edge of the woods that almost reached the hilltop, but fell short due to the lack of cover from the gusty wind. In an instant, a couple of scouts in dirty red and green tartans, wearing fealdags or pleatless kilts instead of the nicer philabeg, cautiously stepped into the open, unaware that their position could be seen from the fort.
Para Mor stopped his song, projected his firelock over the wall as he ducked his body behind it—all but an eye and shoulder—and, with a hairy cheek against the stock, took aim at the foremost The crack of the musket sounded odd and moist in the mist, failing away in a dismal slam that carried but a short distance, yet it was enough to rouse Dunchuach.
Para Mor stopped singing, aimed his gun over the wall while ducking down—only his eye and shoulder were visible. With his cheek pressed against the stock, he took aim at the nearest target. The sound of the shot was strange and muffled in the fog, fading into a dull thud that didn’t travel far, but it was enough to wake Dunchuach.
We took the wall as we stood,—myself, I remember me, in my kilt, with no jacket, and my shirt-sleeves rolled up to the shoulder; for I had been putting the stone, a pleasant Highland pastime, with John Splendid, who was similarly disaccoutred.
We took our position at the wall as we stood—me in my kilt, no jacket, and my shirt sleeves rolled up to my shoulders; I had been throwing stones, a fun Highland activity, with John Splendid, who was dressed the same way.
“All the better for business,” said he, though the raw wind, as we lined the wall, cut like sharp steel.
“All the better for business,” he said, even though the cold wind, as we leaned against the wall, felt like sharp steel.
Para Mor’s unfortunate gentleman was the only living person to see when we looked into the gut, and he was too little that way to say much about. Para had fired for the head, but struck lower, so that the scout writhed to his end with a red-hot coal among his last morning’s viands.
Para Mor’s unfortunate gentleman was the only person alive to witness when we looked into the gut, and he was too small that way to say much about it. Para had aimed for the head but hit lower, causing the scout to writhe in pain with a red-hot coal among his last morning’s food.
Long after, it would come back to me, the oddity of that spectacle in the hollow—a man in a red fealdag, with his hide-covered buckler grotesquely flailing the grass, he, in the Gaelic custom, making a great moan about his end, and a pair of bickering rooks cawing away heartily as if it was no more than a sheep in the throes of braxy.
Long after, I would remember the strangeness of that scene in the hollow—a man in a red cloak, with his hide-covered shield awkwardly hitting the grass, mourning his fate in the Gaelic tradition, while a couple of squabbling crows cawed away cheerfully as if it were just a sheep suffering from disease.
After a little the moan of the MacDonald stopped, the crows slanted down to the loch-side, stillness came over the place. We talked in whispers, sped about the walls on the tiptoes of our brogues, and peered wonderingly down to the edge of the wood. Long we waited and wearily, and by-and-by who came out high on the shoulder of Duntorvil but a band of the enemy, marching in good order for the summit of that paramount peak?
After a while, the moan of the MacDonald stopped, the crows swooped down to the lakeside, and the area grew quiet. We spoke in whispers, moved around the walls on our tiptoes, and gazed curiously down towards the edge of the woods. We waited for a long time, feeling tired, and eventually, who came out high on the shoulder of Duntorvil but a group of the enemy, marching in formation towards the top of that important peak?
“I hope to God they have no large pieces with them yonder,” said John; “for they’ll have a coign there to give us trouble if once they get mother of muskets in train.”
“I really hope they don’t have any big weapons over there,” said John; “because if they do, they’ll have a strong position that could give us a lot of trouble once they start firing their guns.”
But, fortunately for us, no artillery ever came to Duntorvil.
But fortunately for us, no artillery ever arrived at Duntorvil.
Fully two hundred of the enemy massed on the hill, commanded by a squat officer in breeks and wearing a peruke Anglicè, that went oddly with his tartan plaid. He was the master of Clanranald, we learned anon, a cunning person, whose aim was to avail himself of the impetuousness of the kilts he had in his corps. Gaels on the attack, as he knew, are omnipotent as God’s thunderbolts: give them a running start at a foe, with no waiting, and they might carry the gates of hell against the Worst One and all his clan; on a standing defence where coolness and discipline are wanted they have less splendid virtues. Clanranald was well aware that to take his regiment all into the hollow where his scout was stiffening was not only to expose them to the fire of the fort without giving them any chance of quick reply, but to begin the siege off anything but the bounding shoe-sole the Highlander has the natural genius for. What he devised was to try musketry at long range (and to shorten my tale, that failed), then charge from his summit, over the rushy gut, and up the side of Dunchuach, disconcerting our aim and bringing his men in on their courageous heat.
Two hundred of the enemy gathered on the hill, led by a short officer in trousers and a wig that looked odd with his tartan plaid. We soon learned he was the master of Clanranald, a clever guy whose goal was to take advantage of the impulsiveness of the kilted soldiers in his unit. He knew that Gaels on the attack are as powerful as God’s thunderbolts: give them a running start at an enemy, without hesitation, and they could charge right into the gates of hell against the Worst One and his entire clan. However, in a steady defense requiring calmness and discipline, their strengths are not as impressive. Clanranald understood that taking his regiment into the hollow where his scout was pinned down would not only expose them to the fort's fire without any chance for a quick response, but would also start the siege in a way that didn’t suit the Highlander's natural talent for rapid assault. What he planned was to try musket fire at long range (which, to shorten my story, didn’t go well), then charge from his position on the hill, across the marshy ground, and up the slope of Dunchuach, throwing off our aim and rallying his men with their bold enthusiasm.
We ran back our pieces through the gorge of the bastions, wheeled them in on the terre-plein back from the wall, and cocked them higher on their trunnions to get them in train for the opposite peak.
We moved our cannons back through the gorge of the fortifications, rolled them onto the flat area behind the wall, and angled them higher on their supports to aim at the opposite peak.
“Boom!” went the first gun, and a bit of brown earth spat up to the left of the enemy, low by a dozen paces.
“Boom!” went the first gun, and a bit of brown earth shot up to the left of the enemy, short by a dozen paces.
A silly patter of poor musketry made answer, but their bullets might as well have been aimed at snipe for all the difference it made to us: they came short or spattered against our wall. We could hear the shouts of the foe, and saw their confusion as our third gun sent its message into the very heart of them.
A weak volley of bad shooting responded, but their bullets might as well have been fired at birds for all the difference it made to us: they either fell short or ricocheted off our wall. We could hear the enemy shouting and saw their disarray as our third cannon fired its shot right into the middle of them.
Then they charged Dunchuach.
Then they attacked Dunchuach.
Our artillery lost its value, and we met them with fusil and caliver.
Our artillery became ineffective, and we faced them with rifles and muskets.
They came on in a sort of echelon of four companies, close ordered, and not as a more skilly commander would make them, and the leading company took the right. The rushy grass met them with a swish as they bounded over it like roebucks, so fast that our few score of muskets made no impression on them until they were climbing up the steep brae that led to our walls.
They approached in a formation of four companies, tightly packed, not as a more skilled commander would arrange them, with the leading company taking the right. The tall grass brushed against them as they leaped over it like deer, moving so quickly that our handful of muskets had no effect on them until they were scaling the steep slope toward our walls.
Over a man in a minority, waiting, no matter how well ensconced, the onslaught of numbers carried on the wings of hate, there comes a strange feeling—I’ll never deny it—a sort of qualm at the pit of the stomach, a notion to cry parley or turn a tail disgraceful. I felt it but for a second, and then I took to my old practice of making a personal foe of one particular man in front of me. This time I chose a lieutenant or sergeant of the MacDonalds (by his tartan), a tall lean rascal, clean shaved, in trews and a tight-fitting cota gearr or short coat, with an otter-skin cap on his head, the otter-tail still attached and dangling behind like a Lowlander’s queue. He was striding along zealfully, brandishing his sword, and disdaining even to take off his back the bull-hide targe, though all his neighbours kept theirs in front of them on the left arm.
Over a man in a minority, waiting, no matter how secure he feels, the onslaught of numbers fueled by hate brings a strange feeling—I can’t deny it—a sort of unease in my stomach, a temptation to call for peace or to back down in shame. I felt it for just a moment, and then I reverted to my usual habit of making a personal enemy out of one specific person in front of me. This time I picked a lieutenant or sergeant from the MacDonalds (going by his tartan), a tall, lean guy, clean-shaven, in trews and a snug-fitting cota gearr or short coat, with an otter-skin cap on his head, the otter-tail still attached and hanging down behind like a Lowlander’s queue. He was striding confidently, waving his sword around, and even refused to take his bull-hide shield off his back, while all his neighbors were holding theirs in front of their left arms.
“You have wrecked honest homes!” I argued with him in my mind. “You put the torch to the widow’s thatch, you have driven the cattle from Elrigmore, and what of a girl with dark eyes like the sloe? Fancy man, man of my fancy! Oh! here’s the end of your journey!”
“You’ve destroyed good homes!” I argued with him in my mind. “You set fire to the widow’s roof, you’ve chased the cattle from Elrigmore, and what about a girl with dark eyes like sloes? Dream guy, the guy of my dreams! Oh! this is where your journey ends!”
Our assailants, after their usual custom, dropped their pieces, such as had them, when they had fired the first shot, and risked all on the push of the target and the slash of the broad brand, confident even that our six or seven feet of escarpment would never stay their onset any time to speak of. An abattis or a fosse would have made this step futile; but as things were, it was not altogether impossible that they might surmount our low wall. Our advantage was that the terre-plein on which we stood was three or four feet higher than they were at the outer side of the wall, apart from the fact that they were poised precariously on a steep brae. We leaned calmly over the wall and spat at them with pistols now and then as they ran up the hill, with Clanranald and some captains crying them on at the flank or middle. In the plain they left a piper who had naturally not enough wind to keep his instrument going and face the hill at the same time. He strode up and down in the deadliest part of the valley where a well-sent musket ball would never lose him, and played a tune they call “The Galley of the Waves,” a Stewart rant with a hint of the zest of the sea in it Nobody thought of firing at him, though his work was an encouragement to our foes, and anon the hill-tops rang with a duel of pibrochs between him and a lad of our garrison, who got round on the top of the wall near the governor’s house and strutted high shouldered up and down, blasting at the good braggart air of “Baile Inneraora.”
Our attackers, as was their custom, dropped their weapons, whatever they had, after firing the first shot, and went all in on charging us with swords drawn, confident that our six or seven feet of embankment wouldn’t really slow them down. If there had been a barricade or a ditch, this move would have been pointless; but given the circumstances, it wasn’t entirely out of the question for them to get over our low wall. Our advantage was that the ground we stood on was three or four feet higher than theirs on the outside of the wall, plus the fact that they were balancing on a steep slope. We casually leaned over the wall and occasionally shot at them with our pistols as they rushed up the hill, with Clanranald and some captains urging them on from the sides or the middle. On the plain, they left a piper who obviously didn’t have enough breath to keep playing his instrument while facing the hill at the same time. He paced back and forth in the most dangerous part of the valley, where a well-aimed bullet could easily hit him, and played a tune known as “The Galley of the Waves,” a vigorous Stewart song that had a bit of a marine spirit to it. No one thought to shoot at him, even though his music encouraged our enemies, and soon the hilltops echoed with a musical duel between him and one of our garrison lads, who managed to get up to the top of the wall near the governor’s house and strutted back and forth, blasting out the lively air of “Baile Inneraora.”
Those snorting, wailing, warring pipes mingled oddly with the shout of the fighting men, who had ways of battle new to me in practice though they were in a sense my own countrymen. Gaelic slogans and maledictions they shouted, and when one of them fell in the mob, his immediate comrades never failed to stop short in their charge and coolly rob him of a silver button from his coat, or a weapon if it seemed worth while.
Those loud, crying, aggressive pipes mixed strangely with the shouts of the fighting men, who had battle techniques new to me in action even though they were in a way my own countrymen. They yelled Gaelic battle cries and curses, and when one of them went down in the crowd, his nearby comrades would always halt their charge and calmly take a silver button from his coat or a weapon if it seemed valuable.
In a little they were soon clamouring against our wall. We laughed and prodded them off with the long-handed axes to get free play with the fusils, and one after another of them fell off, wounded or dead.
In a little while, they were soon shouting against our wall. We laughed and pushed them away with the long-handled axes to have a clear shot with the guns, and one after another, they fell off, either injured or dead.
“This is the greatest folly ever I saw,” said Sir Donald, wiping his brow with a bloody hand.
“This is the biggest mistake I’ve ever seen,” said Sir Donald, wiping his forehead with a bloodied hand.
“I wish I was sure there was no trick in it,” said John. He was looking around him and taking a tug at his belt, that braced him by a couple of holes. Then he spat, for luck, on a ball he dropped into his fusil, said a Glassary charm on it as he rammed home the charge and brought the butt to his cheek, aiming at a white-faced Irisher with a leathern waistcoat, who fell backward into a dub of mud and stirred no more.
“I wish I was sure there wasn’t any trick involved,” said John. He was glancing around him while adjusting his belt, which he had tightened a few notches. Then he spat for luck on a ball he dropped into his gun, said a charm over it as he packed in the charge and brought the butt to his cheek, aiming at a pale Irishman in a leather waistcoat, who then fell back into a puddle of mud and didn’t move again.
“Four!” said John; “I could scarcely do better with my own French fusil Main Og.”
“Four!” said John; “I could hardly do better with my own French rifle Main Og.”
The enemy drew off at a command of their captain, and into the edge of the wood that came up on the left near our summit. We lost our interest in them for a time, watching a man running up the little valley from the right, above Kilmalieu. He came on waving his arms wildly and pointing ahead; but though he was plain to our view, he was out of sight of the enemy on the left.
The enemy pulled back at their captain's command and moved into the edge of the woods on the left near our peak. We stopped paying attention to them for a bit as we watched a man running up the small valley from the right, above Kilmalieu. He was waving his arms frantically and pointing ahead; however, even though we could see him clearly, the enemy on the left couldn't see him at all.
A long black coat hampered his movements, and he looked gawky enough, stumbling through the rushes.
A long black coat got in the way of his movements, and he looked awkward enough, tripping through the rushes.
“If I didn’t think the inside of Castle Inneraora was too snug to quit for a deadly hillside,” said John, “I could believe yon was our friend the English minister.”
“If I didn’t think the inside of Castle Inneraora was too cozy to leave for a dangerous hillside,” said John, “I could believe that was our friend the English minister.”
“The English minister sure enough!” said half-a-dozen beside us.
“The English minister, for sure!” said half a dozen people next to us.
“Here’s ill-luck for us then!” cried John, with irony. “He’ll preach us to death: the fellow’s deadlier than the Clanranald ban ditty.”
“Here’s bad luck for us then!” cried John, with irony. “He’ll preach us to death: the guy’s worse than the Clanranald ban ditty.”
Some one ran to the post beside the governor’s house, and let the gentleman in when he reached it. He was panting like a winded hound, the sweat standing in beads on his shaven jowl, and for a minute or two he could say nothing, only pointing at the back of our fort in the direction of the town.
Somebody rushed to the post next to the governor’s house and let the guy in when he arrived. He was out of breath, sweating heavily on his clean-shaven jaw, and for a minute or two he could barely speak, just pointing at the back of our fort towards the town.
“A parish visit, is it, sir?” asked John, still in his irony.
“A parish visit, is it, sir?” asked John, still being ironic.
The minister sat him down on a log of wood and clutched his side, still pointing eagerly to the south of our fort No one could understand him, but at last he found a choked and roupy voice.
The minister sat him down on a wooden log and held his side, still pointing excitedly to the south of our fort. No one could understand him, but finally, he managed to speak with a hoarse and raspy voice.
“A band behind there,” he said; “your—front—attack is—but—a—feint”
“A group behind there,” he said; “your—front—attack is—but—a—distraction.”
As he spoke, half-a-dozen men in a north-country tartan got on the top of our low rear wall that we thought impregnable on the lip of the hill, and came on us with a most ferocious uproar. “Badenoch!” they cried in a fashion to rend the hills, and the signal (for such it was more than slogan) brought on our other side the Clanranald gentry.
As he spoke, half a dozen men in a northern tartan climbed on top of our low rear wall, which we thought was unbreakable on the edge of the hill, and charged at us with a terrifying shout. “Badenoch!” they yelled in a way that seemed to shake the hills, and the signal (which was more than just a slogan) brought the Clanranald gentry to our other side.
What followed in that hearthstone fight so hot and brisk took so short a space of time, and happened in so confused and terrible a moment, that all but my personal feeling escapes me. My every sense stirred with something horrible—the numb sound of a musket-butt on a head, the squeal of men wounded at the vitals, and the deeper roar of hate; a smell of blood as I felt it when a boy holding the candle at night to our shepherds slaughtering sheep in the barn at home; before the eyes a red blur cleared at intervals when I rubbed the stinging sweat from my face.
What happened during that fight by the hearth was so intense and chaotic that it all blurs together in my memory. Every part of me was filled with something horrific—the dull thud of a rifle butt hitting someone’s head, the cries of men who were badly injured, and the overwhelming roar of hatred; a smell of blood that reminded me of when I was a boy holding a candle while our shepherds slaughtered sheep in the barn at home; in front of me, there was a red haze that cleared now and then as I wiped the stinging sweat from my face.
Half a hundred of those back-gait assailants were over our low wall with their axe-hooks and ladders before we could charge and prime, engaging us hand to hand in the cobbled square of our fort, at the tower foot. The harassment on this new side gave the first band of the enemy the chance to surmount our front wall, and they were not slow to take it.
Half a hundred of those attackers were over our low wall with their axe-hooks and ladders before we could get ready to fight, engaging us directly in the cobbled square of our fort, at the base of the tower. The pressure from this new group gave the first wave of the enemy the opportunity to get over our front wall, and they didn't hesitate to take it.
Luckily our halberdiers stood firm in a mass that faced both ways, and as luckily, we had in Master John M’Iver a general of strategy and experience.
Fortunately, our halberdiers stood strong in a formation that faced both directions, and thankfully, we had Master John M’Iver as our general, bringing strategy and experience.
“Stand fast, Campbell Halberdiers!” he cried. “It’s bloody death, whether we take it like cravens or Gaelic gentlemen!” He laid about him with a good purpose, and whether they tried us in front or rear, the scamps found the levelled pikes and the ready swords. Some dropped beside, but more dropped before us, for the tod in a hole will face twenty times what he will flee from in the open wood, but never a man of all our striving company fought sturdier than our minister, with a weapon snatched from an Athole man he had levelled at a first blow from an oaken rung.
“Hold your ground, Campbell Halberdiers!” he shouted. “It’s certain death, whether we face it like cowards or like gentlemen!” He swung his weapon with determination, and whether they attacked us from the front or back, the scoundrels found our pikes aimed and swords ready. Some fell beside us, but more fell in front, because a fox in a hole will face anything, while he will run from danger in the open woods, but not a single person in our struggling group fought tougher than our minister, wielding a weapon taken from an Athole man that he had sent flying with a single blow from an oaken rung.
“The sword of the Lord and of Gideon!” he would cry; “for all the kings of the Amorites that dwell in the mountains are gathered together against us.” A slim elder man he was, ordinarily with a wan sharp face; now it was flushed and hoved in anger, and he hissed his texts through his teeth as he faced the dogs. Some of youth’s schooling was there, a Lowland youth’s training with the broadsword, for he handled it like no novice, and even M’Iver gave him “Bravo, suas e!”
“The sword of the Lord and of Gideon!” he would shout; “because all the kings of the Amorites living in the mountains have come together against us.” He was a thin, older man, usually with a pale, sharp face; now it was flushed and twisted in anger, and he spat his words through clenched teeth as he faced the dogs. Some of his youth’s training was evident, a Lowland youth’s experience with the broadsword, as he wielded it like a pro, and even M’Iver cheered him on, “Bravo, suas e!”
That we held our ground was no great virtue—we could scarcely do less; but we did more, for soon we had our enemy driven back on the walls. They fought with a frenzy that made them ill to beat, but when a couple of scores of our lads lined the upper wall again and kept back the leak from that airt by the command of John Splendid, it left us the chance of sweeping our unwelcome tenants back again on the lower wall. They stayed stubbornly, but we had weight against them and the advantage of the little brae, and by-and-by we pinned them, like foumarts, against the stones. Most of them put back against the wall, and fought, even with the pike at their vitals, slashing empty air with sword or dirk; some got on the wall again and threw themselves over the other side, risking the chance of an uglier death on the rocks below.
That we held our ground wasn't really a big deal—we could hardly do less; but we did more, as we soon had our enemy pushed back against the walls. They fought with a wild intensity that was hard to beat, but when a couple dozen of our guys lined the upper wall again and contained the leak from that area under John's command, it gave us the chance to push our unwelcome guests back against the lower wall. They remained stubborn, but we had strength on our side and the advantage of the slight slope, and before long, we pinned them, like weasels, against the stones. Most of them backed up against the wall and fought, even with the spear at their chests, flailing at empty air with their swords or daggers; some got back on the wall and threw themselves over the side, risking a more gruesome death on the rocks below.
In less than an hour after the shot of Para Mor (himself a stricken corpse now) rang over Dunchuach, our piper, with a gash on his face, was playing some vaunting air on the walls again, and the fort was free of the enemy, of whom the bulk had fallen back into the wood, and seemingly set out for Inneraora.
In less than an hour after the Para Mor shot (now just a lifeless body) echoed over Dunchuach, our piper, with a cut on his face, was playing a triumphant tune on the walls again, and the fort was clear of the enemy, most of whom had retreated into the woods and appeared to be heading for Inneraora.
Then we gathered and stroked our dead—twenty-and-three; we put our wounded in the governor’s house, and gave them the rough leech-craft of the fighting field; the dead of the assailants we threw over the rock, and among them was a clean-shaven man in trews and a tight-fitting cota gearr, who left two halves of an otter-skin cap behind him.
Then we came together and tended to our dead—twenty-three in total; we took our wounded to the governor’s house and provided them with the basic medical care we could manage on the battlefield; we tossed the attackers' dead over the rock, and among them was a clean-shaven man in trousers and a snug cota gearr, who left behind two halves of an otter-skin cap.
“I wish to God!” cried John Splendid, “that I had a drink of Altanaluinn at this minute, or the well of Beal-loch-an-uarain.”
“I wish to God!” cried John Splendid, “that I had a drink of Altanaluinn at this moment, or the well of Beal-loch-an-uarain.”
It was my own first thought, or something very like it, when the fighting was over, for a most cruel thirst crisped my palate, and, as ill luck had it, there was not a cup of water in the fort.
It was my first thought, or something close to it, when the fighting ended, because an intense thirst dried my mouth, and, as bad luck would have it, there was not a drop of water in the fort.
“I could be doing with a drop myself,” said the English minister. “I’ll take a stoup and go down to the well yonder and fetch it.”
“I could use a drink myself,” said the English minister. “I’ll grab a jug and head down to the well over there to get it.”
He spoke of the spout in the gut, a clean little well of hill-water that, winter or summer, kept full to the lip and accessible.
He talked about the spout in the gut, a small, clean well of hill water that, winter or summer, stayed full to the edge and easy to reach.
We had gathered into the tower itself (all but a few sentinels), glad for a time to escape the sight of yon shambles of friend and foe that the battle had left us. The air had softened of a sudden from its piercing cold to a mildness balmy by comparison; the sky had leadened over with a menacing vapour, and over the water—in the great glen between Ben Ime and Ardno—a mist hurried to us like driving smoke. A few flakes of snow fell, lingering in the air as feathers from a nest in spring.
We had all gathered in the tower itself (except for a few guards), thankful for a moment to escape the sight of the wreckage of both friends and enemies that the battle had left behind. The air had suddenly shifted from its biting cold to a surprisingly mild temperature; the sky had darkened with a threatening haze, and over the water—in the wide valley between Ben Ime and Ardno—a mist rushed toward us like drifting smoke. A few snowflakes fell, lingering in the air like feathers from a nest in spring.
“Here’s a friend of Argile back again,” said an old halberdier, staunching a savage cut on his knee, and mumbling his words because he was chewing as he spoke an herb that’s the poultice for every wound.
“Here’s a friend of Argile back again,” said an old halberdier, trying to stop the bleeding from a nasty cut on his knee, and mumbling his words because he was chewing an herb that acts as a poultice for every wound.
“Frost and snow might have been Argile’s friend when that proverb was made,” said John Splendid, “but here are changed times; our last snow did not keep Colkitto on the safe side of Cladich. Still, if this be snow in earnest,” he added with a cheerier tone, “it may rid us of these vermin, who’ll find provand iller to get every extra day they bide. Where are you going, Master Gordon?”
“Frost and snow might have been Argile’s friend when that saying was made,” said John Splendid, “but these are different times; our last snow didn’t keep Colkitto safe on the right side of Cladich. Still, if this is real snow,” he added with a more upbeat tone, “it might help us get rid of these pests, who’ll find it harder to find food the longer they stick around. Where are you headed, Master Gordon?”
“To the well,” said the minister, simply, stopping at the port, with a wooden stoup in his hand. “Some of our friends must be burning for a mouthful, poor dears; the wounded flesh is drouthy.”
“To the well,” said the minister, simply, stopping at the dock, with a wooden bowl in his hand. “Some of our friends must be craving a drink, poor things; the wounded flesh is thirsty.”
John turned himself round on a keg he sat on, and gave a French shrug he had picked up among foreign cavaliers.
John turned himself around on the keg he was sitting on and gave a French shrug he had picked up from foreign nobility.
“Put it down, sir,” he said; “there’s a wheen less precious lives in this hold than a curate’s, and for the turn you did us in coming up to alarm us of the rear attack, if for nothing else, I would be sorry to see you come to any skaith. Do you not know that between us and the well there might be death half-a-dozen times? The wood, I’ll warrant, is hotching still with those disappointed warriors of Clanranald, who would have no more reverence for your life than for your Geneva bands.”
“Put it down, sir,” he said; “there are a whole lot fewer precious lives in this hold than a curate’s, and for the favor you did us by coming to warn us about the rear attack, if for no other reason, I would hate to see you come to any harm. Don't you know that between us and the well, there could be death waiting half a dozen times? The woods, I’ll bet, are still full of those frustrated warriors of Clanranald, who would have no more respect for your life than for your Geneva bands.”
“There’s no surer cure for the disease of death in a hind than for the same murrain in a minister of the Gospel—or a landed gentleman,” said Gordon, touched in his tone a little by the austerity of his speeches as we heard them at the kirk-session.
“There's no better cure for the problem of death in a deer than for the same illness in a minister of the Gospel—or a wealthy gentleman,” said Gordon, his tone slightly influenced by the seriousness of his speeches as we heard them at the church meeting.
John showed some confusion in his face, and the minister had his feet on the steps before he could answer him.
John looked confused, and the minister had his feet on the steps before he could respond.
“Stop, stop!” he cried. “Might I have the honour of serving the Kirk for once? I’ll get the water from the well, minister, if you’ll go in again and see how these poor devils of ours are thriving. I was but joking when I hinted at the risk; our Athole gentry are, like enough, far off by this time.”
“Stop, stop!” he shouted. “Could I have the honor of serving the church just this once? I’ll grab the water from the well, minister, if you’ll go back inside and check on how our poor folks are doing. I was only joking when I mentioned the risk; our Athole gentry are probably far away by now.”
“I liked you better when you were selfish and told the truth, than now that you’re valiant (in a small degree) and excuse it with a lie,” quo’ the minister, and off he set.
“I liked you better when you were selfish and told the truth than I do now that you’re brave (in a small way) and try to justify it with a lie,” said the minister, and off he went.
He was beyond the wall, and stepping down the brae before we could be out at the door to look after him.
He was beyond the wall, and walking down the slope before we could get out the door to watch him.
“Damn his nipped tongue!” fumed John. “But man! there’s a lovable quirk in his character too. I’ll give twenty pounds (Scots) to his kirk-plate at the first chance if he wins out of this fool’s escapade of his without injury.”
“Damn his sharp tongue!” John fumed. “But hey! there’s a charming quirk in his character too. I’ll donate twenty pounds (Scots) to his church plate at the first opportunity if he gets through this ridiculous mess of his without getting hurt.”
There was no doubt the minister’s task had many hazards in it, for he carried stave nor steel as he jogged on with the stoup, over the frank open brae-side, down to the well. Looking at him going down into the left of the gut as unafeared as he had come up on the right of it, I put myself in his place, and felt the skin of my back pimp-ling at the instinct of lurking enemies.
There was no doubt the minister's job had its risks, since he didn't carry a staff or weapon as he walked with the pitcher, over the broad open hillside, down to the well. Watching him head down into the left side of the ravine, just as unafraid as he had come up on the right side of it, I imagined being in his position and felt my back prickling with the instinct of hidden dangers.
But Gordon got safely to the well, through the snow, now falling in a heavy shower, dipped out a stoupful, and turned about to come home. A few yards off his path back, to the right and closer to the wood, lay the only man of all the bodies lying in the valley who seemed to have any life left in him. This fellow lay on his side, and was waving his hands feverishly when the minister went up to him, and—as we saw in a dim way through the snow—gave him a drink of the water from the lip of the stoup.
But Gordon made it safely to the well, through the snow, which was now coming down heavily, dipped out a cupful, and turned to head home. A few yards off his path back, to the right and closer to the woods, lay the only man among all the bodies in the valley who seemed to still have any life in him. This man lay on his side, waving his arms frantically when the minister approached him, and—as we could see vaguely through the snow—gave him a drink of water from the edge of the cup.
“Sassenach fool!” said young MacLachlan, parched with thirst, gathering in with a scooped hand the snow as it fell on the wall, and gluttonously sucking it.
“Sassenach fool!” said young MacLachlan, parched with thirst, scooping up the falling snow from the wall with his hand and greedily sucking it.
“There are many kinds of folly, man,” said I; “and I would think twice before I would grudge a cleric’s right to give a mouthful of water to a dying man, even if he was a Mac Donald on his way to the Pit.”
“There are many types of foolishness, man,” I said; “and I would think twice before I would begrudge a cleric’s right to give a sip of water to a dying man, even if he was a Mac Donald on his way to the Pit.”
“Tuts, tuts! Elrigmore,” cried John, “let the young cock crow; he means no more than that it’s hard to be hungry and see your brother feed a foeman. Indeed I could be wishing myself that his reverence was the Good Samaritan on a more fitting occasion.”
“Tut, tut! Elrigmore,” yelled John, “let the young rooster crow; he doesn’t mean anything more than it’s tough to be hungry and watch your brother feed an enemy. Honestly, I wish that his reverence was the Good Samaritan at a more appropriate time.”
We were bandying words now, and not so closely watching our friend in the hollow, and it was Sir Donald, standing to a side a little, who called our attention anew, with a cry of alarm.
We were exchanging words now, not paying as much attention to our friend in the hollow, when Sir Donald, standing a bit off to the side, drew our attention again with a shout of alarm.
“Look, lads, look!” he cried, “God help Gordon!”
“Look, guys, look!” he shouted, “God help Gordon!”
We looked through the snow—a grey veil—and saw two or three men fall on the minister.
We looked through the snow—a gray curtain—and saw two or three men fall on the minister.
John Splendid but stopped a second to say, “It may be a feint to draw us off the fort; bide where ye are,” and then he leaped over the wall, armed with a claymore picked from the haunch of a halberdier beside him. I was over at his heels, and the pair of us scoured down the brae.
John Splendid paused for a moment to say, “This could be a trick to lure us away from the fort; stay where you are,” and then he jumped over the wall, grabbing a claymore from a halberdier next to him. I followed closely behind him, and the two of us rushed down the slope.
There was some hazard in the enterprise; I’m ashamed to this day to tell I thought that, at every foot of the way as we ran on. Never before nor since have I felt a wood so sinister, so ghastly, so inspired by dreadful airs, and when it was full on our flank, I kept my head half turned to give an eye to where I was going and an eye to what might come out on my rear. People tell you fear takes wings at a stern climax, that a hot passion fills the brain with blood and the danger blurs to the eye. It’s a theory that works but poorly on a forlorn-hope, with a certainty that the enemy are outnumbering you on the rear. With man and ghost, I have always felt the same: give me my back to the wall, and I could pluck up valour enough for the occasion, but there’s a spot between the shoulders that would be coward flesh in Hector himself. That, I’m thinking, is what keeps some armies from turning tail to heavy odds.
There was some risk in the venture; I’m still embarrassed to admit I felt that way at every step we took. Never before or since have I experienced a forest that felt so eerie, so horrifying, and so filled with terrifying vibes. When it was right beside us, I kept my head turned halfway to watch where I was going and what might be coming up behind me. People say fear fades during a critical moment, that intense emotion fills your mind and makes danger seem less real. It’s a theory that doesn't hold up well when you're in a losing situation, knowing the enemy outnumbers you from behind. With both people and ghosts, I've always felt the same: if I'm backed against a wall, I can muster enough courage for the moment, but there’s a spot between the shoulder blades that would make a coward out of even Hector. I believe that's what prevents some armies from retreating against overwhelming odds.
Perhaps the terror behind (John swore anon he never thought on’t till he learned I had, and then he said he felt it worse than I) gave our approach all the more impetuousness, for we were down in the gut before the MacDonald loiterers (as they proved) were aware of our coming. We must have looked unco numerous and stalwart in the driving snow, for the scamps dashed off into the wood as might children caught in a mischief. We let them go, and bent over our friend, lying with a very gashly look by the body of the MacDonald, a man well up in years, now in the last throes, a bullet-wound in his neck and the blood frothing at his mouth.
Maybe the fear behind it (John swore he never thought about it until he found out I had, and then he said it felt worse than I did) made our approach even more urgent because we reached the spot before the MacDonald onlookers (as they turned out to be) realized we were coming. We must have looked very numerous and strong in the driving snow, as the troublemakers ran off into the woods like kids caught in the act. We let them go and knelt by our friend, who looked really pale next to the body of the MacDonald, an older man now in his final moments, a bullet wound in his neck and blood bubbling from his mouth.
“Art hurt, sir?” asked John, bending on a knee, but the minister gave no answer.
“Did art hurt, sir?” asked John, kneeling down, but the minister didn't respond.
We turned him round and found no wound but a bruise on the head, that showed he had been attacked with a cudgel by some camp-followers of the enemy, who had neither swords, nor reverence for a priest who was giving a brotherly sup to one of their own tartan. In that driving snow we rubbed him into life again, cruelly pallid, but with no broken bit about him.
We turned him around and found no injury, just a bruise on his head that showed he had been struck with a club by some enemy camp followers, who had neither swords nor respect for a priest who was offering aid to one of their own. In that heavy snow, we revived him, his face pale but with nothing broken.
“Where’s my stoup?” were his first words; “my poor lads upbye must be wearying for water.” He looked pleased to see the same beside him where he had set it down, with its water untouched, and then he cast a wae glance on the dead man beside him.
“Where’s my water jug?” were his first words; “my poor friends uphill must be thirsty for water.” He looked happy to see the same jug beside him where he had left it, with its water untouched, and then he cast a sad glance at the dead man next to him.
“Poor wretch, poor wretch!” said he.
“Poor wretch, poor wretch!” he said.
We took the stoup and our minister up to the summit, and had got him but safely set there when he let out what gave me the route again from Dunchuach, and led to divers circumstances that had otherwise never come into this story if story there was, which I doubt there had never been. Often I’ve thought me since how pregnant was that Christian act of Gordon in giving water to a foe. Had I gone, or had John gone, for the stoup of water, none of us, in all likelihood, had stirred a foot to relieve yon enemy’s drouth; but he found a godly man, though an austere one too on occasion, and paid for the cup of water with a hint in broken English that was worth all the gold in the world to me. Gordon told us the man’s dying confidence whenever he had come to himself a little more in the warmth of the fort fire.
We took the bowl and our minister to the top, and just as we had safely set him down, he revealed something that made me think back to Dunchuach, leading to several events that might never have been part of this story if there even was one, which I doubt there ever was. I've often reflected on how significant that act of kindness from Gordon was in giving water to an enemy. If I had gone, or if John had gone, for the bowl of water, neither of us would have likely made an effort to help that enemy's thirst; but he found a devout man, even if he could be strict at times, and he paid for the cup of water with a hint in broken English that was worth more than all the gold in the world to me. Gordon told us about the man's dying trust once he regained a bit of his strength by the warmth of the fort's fire.
“There’s a woman and child,” said he, “in the wood of Strongara.”
“There’s a woman and a child,” he said, “in the Strongara woods.”
CHAPTER XIII.—WHERE TREADS THE DEER.
When the English minister, in his odd lalland Scots, had told us this tale of the dying MacDonald, I found for the first time my feeling to the daughter of the Provost of Inneraora, Before this the thought of her was but a pleasant engagement for the mind at leisure moments; now it flashed on my heart with a stound that yon black eyes were to me the dearest jewels in the world, that lacking her presence these glens and mountains were very cold and empty. I think I gave a gasp that let John Splendid into my secret there and then; but at least I left him no doubt about what I would be at.
When the English minister, speaking in his strange Lalland Scots, told us the story of the dying MacDonald, I realized for the first time how I felt about the daughter of the Provost of Inneraora. Before this, thinking about her was just a pleasant distraction during my free time; now it hit me hard that those dark eyes were the most precious jewels in the world, and without her presence, these valleys and mountains felt incredibly cold and empty. I think I gasped, which made John Splendid aware of my feelings right then and there; but at least I left him with no doubt about what I intended to do.
“What’s the nearer way to Strongara?” I asked; “alongside the river, or through Tombreck?”
“What’s the quicker way to Strongara?” I asked; “by the river, or through Tombreck?”
He but peered at me oddly a second under his brows—a trifle wistfully, though I might naturally think his mood would be quizzical, then he sobered in a moment That’s what I loved about the man; a fool would have laughed at the bravado of my notion, a man of thinner sentiment would have marred the moment by pointing out difficulties.
He just looked at me strangely for a second, a little sadly, even though I would naturally think he’d be curious. Then he got serious. That’s what I loved about him; a fool would have laughed at my bold idea, and a less sensitive person would have ruined the moment by pointing out the problems.
“So that’s the airt the wind’s in!” he said, and then he added, “I think I could show you, not the shortest, but the safest road.”
“So that’s the direction the wind's blowing!” he said, and then he added, “I think I could show you, not the quickest, but the safest route.”
“I need no guidance,” I cried in a hurry, “only——”
“I don’t need any guidance,” I said quickly, “just——”
“Only a friend who knows every wood in the country-side, and has your interest at heart, Colin,” he said, softly, putting a hand on my elbow and gripping it in a homely way. It was the first time he gave me my Christian name since I made his acquaintance.
“Only a friend who knows every forest in the countryside and cares about you, Colin,” he said gently, putting a hand on my elbow and giving it a friendly squeeze. It was the first time he used my first name since we met.
His company was not to be denied.
His company was unstoppable.
We made up some bear-meal bannocks, and a collop of boiled venison in a knapsack that I carried on my back, borrowed plaids from some of the common soldiery, and set out for Strongara at the mouth of the night, with the snow still driving over the land.
We made some bear-meal bannocks and packed some boiled venison in a knapsack I carried on my back. We borrowed plaid blankets from some of the soldiers and set out for Strongara at nightfall, with the snow still swirling across the land.
MacLachlan was for with us, but John turned on him with a great deal of determination, and dared him to give extra risk to our enterprise by adding another man to the chance of the enemy seeing us.
MacLachlan was with us, but John confronted him with a lot of determination and dared him to increase the risk to our mission by adding another person who could potentially expose us to the enemy.
The lad met the objection ungraciously, and John took to his flattery.
The guy responded to the objection rudely, and John resorted to flattery.
“The fact is, MacLachlan,” said he, taking him aside with a hand on his lapel, and a show of great confidence—“the fact is, we can’t be leaving this place in charge of a lot of old bodachs—Sir Donald the least able of them all,—and if there’s another attack the guidance of the defence will depend on you. You may relish that or you may not; perhaps after all you would be safer with us——”
“The thing is, MacLachlan,” he said, pulling him aside and gripping his lapel confidently, “the truth is, we can’t leave this place in the hands of a bunch of old bodachs—especially Sir Donald, who is the least capable of them all—and if there’s another attack, the defense will rely on you. You might appreciate that or you might not; maybe you’d really be safer with us—”
MacLachlan put up his chest an inch or two, unconscious that he did it, and whistled a stave of music to give evidence of his indifférence. Then he knitted his brows to cogitate, as it were, and—
MacLachlan puffed out his chest a bit, not even realizing he was doing it, and whistled a tune to show how carefree he was. Then he frowned in thought, as if to...
“Very well!” said he. “If you come on my coz, you’ll bring her back here, or to the castle, I suppose?”
“Alright!” he said. “If you’re bringing my cousin back, you’ll take her here, or to the castle, right?”
“I had no thought of running away with the lass, I’ll take my oath,” cried John, sticking his tongue in the cheek nearest me.
“I wasn’t planning on running away with the girl, I swear,” shouted John, playfully sticking his tongue in the cheek closest to me.
“I wish I could fathom yon fellow’s mind,” I said to my comrade, as we stepped out through the snow and into the wooded brae-side, keeping a wary eye about for spies of the enemy, whose footprints we came on here and there, but so faint in the fresh snowfall that it was certain they were now in the valley.
“I wish I could understand that guy's mind,” I said to my friend, as we stepped out through the snow and into the wooded hillside, keeping a close watch for enemy spies, whose footprints we spotted here and there, but they were so faint in the fresh snowfall that it was clear they were now in the valley.
“Do you find it difficult?” asked John. “I thought a man of schooling, with Latin at his tongue’s-end, would see to the deepest heart of MacLachlan.”
“Do you find it hard?” John asked. “I figured a well-educated man, with Latin at his fingertips, would understand the true essence of MacLachlan.”
“He’s crafty.”
"He's clever."
“So’s the polecat till the fox meets him. Tuts, man, you have a singular jealousy of the creature.”
“So is the polecat until the fox encounters him. Come on, man, you really have an odd jealousy of that creature.”
“Since the first day I saw him.”
“Since the first day I met him.”
John laughed.
John laughed.
“That was in the Provost’s,” quo’ he, and he hummed a song I caught the meaning of but slightly.
“That was in the Provost’s,” he said, and he hummed a song that I understood only a little.
“Wrong, wrong!” said I, striding under the trees as we slanted to the right for Tombreck. “His manner is provoking.”
“Wrong, wrong!” I said, walking under the trees as we turned right toward Tombreck. “His attitude is infuriating.”
“I’ve seen him polish it pretty well for the ladies.”
“I’ve seen him clean it up pretty nicely for the ladies.”
“His temper’s always on the boil.”
“His temper always flares up.”
“Spirit, man; spirit! I like a fellow of warmth now and then.”
“Come on, man; have some spirit! I appreciate a guy with enthusiasm every now and then.”
“He took it most ungraciously when we put him out of the Provost’s house on the night of the squabble in the town.”
“He took it very badly when we kicked him out of the Provost’s house on the night of the fight in the town.”
“It was an awkward position he was in. I’d have been a bit black-browed about it myself,” said John. “Man! it’s easy to pick holes in the character of an unfriend, and you and MacLachlan are not friendly, for one thing that’s not his fault any more than yours.”
“It was an uncomfortable situation he was in. I would have been pretty upset about it myself,” said John. “Man! It’s easy to criticize the character of someone you don’t get along with, and you and MacLachlan aren’t friends, which isn’t his fault any more than it is yours.”
“You’re talking of the girl,” I said, sharply, and not much caring to show him how hot my face burned at having to mention her.
“You're talking about the girl,” I said, sharply, not really wanting to reveal how much my face was burning from having to mention her.
“That same,” said he; “I’ll warrant that if it wasn’t for the girl (the old tale! the old tale!), you had thought the young sprig not a bad gentleman after all.”
“Same here,” he said; “I bet that if it weren’t for the girl (the same old story! the same old story!), you would have thought the young guy wasn’t a bad gentleman after all.”
“Oh, damn his soul!” I blurted out “What is he that he should pester his betters with his attentions?”
“Oh, damn his soul!” I said impulsively. “Who does he think he is to bother those who are better than him with his attention?”
“A cousin, I think, a simple cousin-german they tell me,” said John, drily; “and in a matter of betters, now—eh?”
“A cousin, I think, just a regular cousin they tell me,” said John, dryly; “and in a matter of bets, now—eh?”
My friend coughed on the edge of his plaid, and I could swear he was laughing at me. I said nothing for a while, and with my skin burning, led the way at a hunter’s pace. But John was not done with the subject.
My friend coughed on the edge of his plaid, and I could swear he was laughing at me. I didn’t say anything for a while, and with my skin on fire, I led the way at a hunter’s pace. But John wasn’t finished with the topic.
“I’m a bit beyond the age of it myself,” he said; “but that’s no reason why I shouldn’t have eyes in my head. I know how much put about you are to have this young fellow gallivanting round the lady.”
“I’m a little past that age myself,” he said; “but that’s no reason I shouldn’t be aware of what’s going on. I see how much effort you put into having this young guy running around with the lady.”
“Jealous, you mean,” I cried.
“Jealous, you mean?” I said.
“I didn’t think of putting it that way.”
“I never thought to put it that way.”
“No; it’s too straightforward a way for you,—ever the roundabout way for you. I wish to God you would sometimes let your Campbell tongue come out of the kink, and say what you mean.”
“No; that’s too direct for you — it’s always got to be the roundabout way for you. I wish to God you would sometimes let your Campbell tongue get untied and say what you really mean.”
With a most astonishing steady voice for a man as livid as the snow on the hair of his brogues, and with his hand on the hilt of his dirk, John cried—
With an incredibly calm voice for a man as pale as the snow on his boots, and with his hand on the hilt of his dagger, John shouted—
“Stop a bit.”
“Hold on a second.”
I faced him in a most unrighteous humour, ready to quarrel with my shadow.
I confronted him in a really bad mood, ready to argue with my own shadow.
“For a man I’m doing a favour to, Elrigmore,” he said, “you seem to have a poor notion of politeness. I’m willing to make some allowance for a lover’s tirravee about a woman who never made tryst with him; but I’ll allow no man to call down the credit of my clan and name.”
“For a guy I'm trying to help, Elrigmore,” he said, “you really don't understand politeness. I can overlook a lover's rant about a woman who never agreed to meet him; but I won’t let any man tarnish the reputation of my clan and name.”
A pair of gowks, were we not, in that darkening wood, quarrelling on an issue as flimsy as a spider’s web, but who will say it was not human nature? I daresay we might have come to hotter words and bloody blows there and then, but for one of the trifles that ever come in the way to change—not fate, for that’s changeless, but the semblance of it.
A couple of fools, weren't we, in that darkening woods, arguing about something as trivial as a spider's web, but who can say it wasn't just human nature? I bet we could have started yelling and throwing punches right then and there, if not for one of those little things that always pops up to change—not fate, since that’s constant, but the appearance of it.
“My mother herself was a Campbell of an older family than yours,” I started to say, to show I had some knowledge of the breed, and at the same time a notion of fairness to the clan.
“My mother was a Campbell from an older family than yours,” I started to say, trying to show I knew something about the lineage, and at the same time, a sense of fairness to the clan.
This was fresh heather on the fire.
This was fresh heather on the fire.
“Older!” he cried; “she was a MacVicar as far as ever I heard; it was the name she took to kirk with her when she married your father.”
“Older!” he shouted; “she was a MacVicar as far as I know; it was the name she took to church with her when she married your father.”
“So,” said I; “but——”
“So,” I said; “but——”
“And though I allow her grandfather Dpl-a-mhonadh [Donald-of-the-Hills] was a Campbell, it was in a roundabout way; he was but the son of one of the Craignish gentry.”
“And even though I acknowledge that her grandfather Dpl-a-mhonadh [Donald-of-the-Hills] was a Campbell, it was in a roundabout way; he was just the son of one of the Craignish gentry.”
“You yourself——”
"You yourself—"
“Sir!” said he in a new tone, as cold as steel and as sharp, misjudging my intention.
“Sir!” he said in a new tone, cold as steel and just as sharp, completely misunderstanding my intention.
“You yourself are no more than a M’Iver.”
“You're nothing more than a M’Iver.”
“And what of that?” he cried, cooling down a bit “The M’ivers of Asknish are in the direct line from Duncan, Lord of Lochow. We had Pennymore, Stron-shira, and Glenaora as cadets of Clan Campbell when your Craignish cross-breeds were under the salt.”
“And what about that?” he shouted, calming down a bit. “The M’ivers of Asknish are directly descended from Duncan, Lord of Lochow. We had Pennymore, Stron-shira, and Glenaora as cadets of Clan Campbell when your Craignish crossbreeds were under the ground.”
“Only by the third cousin,” said I; “my father has told me over and over again that Duncan’s son had no heir.”
“Only by the third cousin,” I said; “my dad has told me repeatedly that Duncan’s son had no heir.”
And so we went into all this perplexity of Highland pedigree like old wives at a waulking, forgetting utterly that what we began to quarrel about was the more serious charge of lying. M’lver was most frantic about the business, and I think I was cool, for I was never a person that cared a bodle about my history bye the second generation. They might be lairds or they might be lackeys for all the differ it made to me. Not that there were any lackeys among them. My grandfather was the grandson of Tormaid Mor, who held the whole east side of Lochow from Ford to Sonachan, and we have at home the four-posted bed that Tormaid slept on when the heads of the house of Argile were lying on white-hay or chaff.
So, we got caught up in all this confusion about Highland lineage like old ladies at a fabric shrinking party, completely forgetting that what we were really arguing about was the much more serious accusation of lying. M’lver was pretty frantic about it, while I stayed calm because I’ve never really cared much about my family history beyond the second generation. They could be aristocrats or servants; it didn't matter to me. Not that there were any servants among them. My grandfather was the grandson of Tormaid Mor, who owned the entire east side of Lochow from Ford to Sonachan, and we still have the four-poster bed that Tormaid slept on when the heads of the house of Argile were resting on straw or chaff.
At last John broke into a laugh.
At last, John burst out laughing.
“Aren’t you the amadan to be biting the tongue between your teeth?” he said.
“Aren't you the amadan to be biting your tongue between your teeth?” he said.
“What is it?” I asked, constrained to laugh too.
“What is it?” I asked, forcing myself to laugh as well.
“You talk about the crook in our Campbell tongue in one breath,” said he, “and in the next you would make yourself a Campbell more sib to the chief than I am myself. Don’t you think we might put off our little affairs of family history till we find a lady and a child in Stron-gara?”
“You talk about the crook in our Campbell dialect one moment,” he said, “and the next, you want to make yourself a Campbell closer to the chief than I am. Don’t you think we should put off our family discussions until we find a lady and a child in Stron-gara?”
“No more of it, then,” said I. “Our difference began on my fool’s notion that because I had something of what you would call a liking for this girl, no one else should let an eye light on her.”
“No more of this, then,” I said. “Our disagreement started with my foolish idea that just because I had some feelings for this girl, no one else should even look at her.”
By now we were in a wide glade in the Tombreck wood. On our left we could see lying among the grey snow the house of Tombreck, with no light nor lowe (as the saying goes); and though we knew better than to expect there might be living people in it, we sped down to see the place.
By now we were in a wide clearing in the Tombreck woods. On our left, we could see the house of Tombreck lying among the gray snow, with no light or fire (as the saying goes); and even though we knew better than to expect any living people there, we rushed down to check it out.
“There’s one chance in a million she might have ventured here,” I said.
“There’s a one in a million chance she might have come here,” I said.
A most melancholy dwelling! Dwelling indeed no more but for the hoodie-crow, and for the fawn of the hill that years after I saw treading over the grass-grown lintel of its door. To-night the place was full of empty airs and ghosts of sounds inexplicable, wailing among the cabars that jutted black and scarred mid-way from wall to wall The byre was in a huddle of damp thatch, and strewn (as God’s my judge) by the bones of the cattle the enemy had refused to drive before them in the sauciness of their glut A desolate garden slept about the place, with bush and tree—once tended by a family of girls, left orphan and desolate for evermore.
A really sad place! It's not a home anymore, just a haunt for crows and the deer from the hills that I later saw stepping over the overgrown doorway. Tonight, the place was filled with empty sounds and ghostly echoes that wailed among the dark, jagged walls. The barn was huddled with damp thatch, and scattered (as God is my judge) with the bones of the cattle that the enemy had chosen not to drive away in their arrogance. A deserted garden surrounded the place, with overgrown bushes and trees—once cared for by a family of girls, now left orphaned and abandoned forever.
We went about on tiptoes as it might be in a house of the dead, and peeped in at the windows at where had been chambers lit by the cheerful cruisie or dancing with peat-fire flame—only the dark was there, horrible with the odours of char, or the black joist against the dun sky. And then we went to the front door (for Tombreck was a gentle-house), and found it still on the hinges, but hanging half back to give view to the gloomy interior. It was a spectacle to chill the heart, a house burned in hatred, the hearth of many songs and the chambers of love, merrymaking, death, and the children’s feet, robbed of every interest but its ghosts and the memories of them they came to.
We walked on tiptoes like we were in a haunted house and peeked through the windows into rooms that used to be lit by cheerful lights or filled with the glow of a peat fire—now all that was left was darkness, heavy with the smell of charred wood, and the black beams against the gray sky. Then we went to the front door (since Tombreck was a kind house), and found it still on its hinges, hanging partly open to reveal the gloomy inside. It was a heart-wrenching sight, a house burned by hatred, the home of many songs and the rooms filled with love, joy, death, and the laughter of children, stripped of all life but its ghosts and the memories they left behind.
“It were useless to look here; she is not here,” I said in a whisper to my comrade.
“It’s pointless to look here; she’s not here,” I said in a whisper to my friend.
He stood with his bonnet in his hand, dumb for a space, then speaking with a choked utterance.
He stood with his hat in his hand, silent for a moment, then spoke with a strained voice.
“Our homes, our homes, Colin!” he cried. “Have I not had the happy nights in those same walls, those harmless hospitable halls, those dead halls?”
“Our homes, our homes, Colin!” he shouted. “Haven’t I spent joyful nights within those same walls, those welcoming halls, those empty halls?”
And he looked broadcast over the country-side.
And he looked all around the countryside.
“The curse of Conan and the black stones on the hands that wrought this work!” he said. “Poison to their wells; may the brutes die far afield!”
“The curse of Conan and the black stones on the hands that created this work!” he said. “Poison to their wells; may the beasts perish far from here!”
The man was in a tumult of grief and passion, the tears, I knew by his voice, welling to his eyes. And indeed I was not happy myself, had not been happy indeed, by this black home, even if the girl I loved was waiting me at the turn of the road.
The man was overwhelmed with grief and passion, and I could tell by his voice that tears were filling his eyes. Honestly, I wasn't happy either, and I hadn’t been happy at all in this dark home, even though the girl I loved was waiting for me just down the road.
“Let us be going,” I said at last.
“Let’s get going,” I finally said.
“She might be here; she might be in the little plantation!” he said (and still in the melancholy and quiet of the place we talked in whispers).
“She could be here; she could be at the small plantation!” he said (and still in the sadness and calm of the place we spoke in whispers).
“Could you not give a call, a signal?” he asked; and I had mind of the call I had once taught her, the doleful pipe of the curlew.
“Could you not give a call, a signal?” he asked; and I remembered the call I had once taught her, the sorrowful sound of the curlew.
I gave it with hesitancy to the listening night. It came back an echo from the hills, but brought no other answer.
I offered it cautiously to the night around me. It returned as an echo from the hills, but no other response came back.
A wild bird roosting somewhere in the ruined house flapped out by the door and over us. I am not a believer in the ghostly—at least to the extent of some of our people; yet I was alarmed, till my reason came to me and the badinage of the professors at college, who had twitted me on my fears of the mischancy. But M’Iver clutched me by the shoulder in a frenzy of terror. I could hear his teeth chittering as if he had come out of the sea.
A wild bird perched somewhere in the abandoned house flapped out through the door and flew over us. I'm not someone who believes in ghosts—at least not as much as some people do; yet I felt uneasy until my rational thoughts kicked in, remembering how the professors at college had teased me for being scared of the supernatural. But M’Iver grabbed my shoulder in a panic. I could hear his teeth chattering as if he had just emerged from the ocean.
“Name of God!” he cried, “what was yon?”
“Name of God!” he shouted, “what was that?”
“But a night-hag,” said I.
“But a night-hag,” I said.
He was ashamed of his weakness; but the night, as he said, had too many holes in it for his fancy.
He felt embarrassed about his weakness; but the night, as he put it, had too many gaps in it for his imagination.
And so we went on again across the hill-face in the sombre gloaming. It was odd that the last time I had walked on this hillside had been for a glimpse of that same girl we sought to-night. Years ago, when I was a lad, she had on a summer been sewing with a kinswoman in Car-lunnan, the mill croft beside a linn of the river, where the salmon plout in a most wonderful profusion, and I had gone at morning to the hill to watch her pass up and down in the garden of the mill, or feed the pigeons at the round doo-cot, content (or wellnigh content) to see her and fancy the wind in her tresses, the song at her lip. In these mornings the animals of the hill and the wood and I were friendly; they guessed somehow, perhaps, no harm was in my heart: the young roes came up unafraid, almost to my presence, and the birds fluttered like comrades about me, and the little animals that flourish in the wild dallied boldly in my path. It was a soft and tranquil atmosphere, it was a world (I think now) very happy and unperplexed. And at evening, after a hurried meal, I was off over the hills to this brae anew, to watch her who gave me an unrest of the spirit, unappeasable but precious. I think, though the mornings were sweet, ‘twas the eve that was sweeter still. All the valley would be lying soundless and sedate, the hills of Salachary and the forest of Creag Dubh purpling in the setting sun, a rich gold tipping Dunchuach like a thimble. Then the eastern woods filled with dark caverns of shade, wherein the tall trunks of the statelier firs stood grey as ghosts. What was it, in that precious time, gave me, in the very heart of my happiness, a foretaste of the melancholy of coming years? My heart would swell, the tune upon my lip would cease, my eyes would blur foolishly, looking on that prospect most magic and fine. Rarely, in that happy age, did I venture to come down and meet the girl, but—so contrary is the nature of man!—the day was happier when I worshipped afar, though I went home fuming at my own lack of spirit.
And so we continued across the hillside in the gloomy twilight. It was strange that the last time I had been on this hill was to catch a glimpse of that same girl we were looking for tonight. Years ago, when I was young, she spent a summer sewing with a relative in Car-lunnan, the mill cottage by a waterfall in the river where the salmon were abundant, and I would go in the morning to the hill to watch her moving around in the mill's garden or feeding the pigeons at the round dovecote, content (or nearly content) just to see her and imagine the wind in her hair and the song on her lips. In those mornings, the animals of the hill and the woods were friendly with me; they seemed to sense, somehow, that I meant no harm: the young deer would approach fearlessly, almost to my side, the birds fluttered around me like friends, and the small creatures that thrive in the wild would boldly cross my path. It was a soft, peaceful atmosphere; it was a world (I think now) that was very happy and uncomplicated. And in the evening, after a quick meal, I would head back over the hills to this slope again, to see her who gave me an unrest of the spirit, something unquenchable yet precious. I think that even though the mornings were sweet, the evenings were even sweeter. The valley would be quiet and calm, the hills of Salachary and the forest of Creag Dubh turning purple in the setting sun, a rich gold lighting up Dunchuach like a thimble. Then the eastern woods filled with dark shadows, where the tall trunks of the stately firs stood grey like ghosts. What was it, in that precious time, that gave me, right in the heart of my happiness, a hint of the melancholy to come? My heart would swell, the tune on my lips would fade, and my eyes would foolishly blur as I gazed at that enchanting and beautiful view. Rarely, in those happy days, did I dare to come down and meet the girl, but—how contradictory human nature is!—the day felt happier when I admired her from a distance, even though I would go home frustrated with my own lack of courage.
To-day, my grief! how different the tale! That bygone time loomed upon me like a wave borne down on a mariner on a frail raft, the passion of the past ground me inwardly in a numb pain.
Today, my grief! How different the story! That time long gone loomed over me like a wave crashing down on a sailor on a fragile raft, the intensity of the past grinding me inwardly in a dull pain.
We stumbled through the snow, and my comrade—good heart!—said never a word to mar my meditation. On our right the hill of Meall Ruadh rose up like a storm-cloud ere the blackest of the night fell; we walked on the edges of the plantations, surmising our way by the aid of the grey snow around us.
We trudged through the snow, and my friend—bless their heart!—didn’t say a word to interrupt my thoughts. To our right, the hill of Meall Ruadh loomed like a storm cloud just before the darkest part of the night set in; we walked along the edges of the woods, finding our way with the help of the gray snow surrounding us.
It was not till we were in the very heart of Strongara wood that I came to my reason and thought what folly was this to seek the wanderer in such a place in dead of night. To walk that ancient wood, on the coarse and broken ground, among fallen timber, bog, bush, water-pass, and hillock, would have tried a sturdy forester by broad day; it was, to us weary travellers, after a day of sturt, a madness to seek through it at night for a woman and child whose particular concealment we had no means of guessing.
It wasn't until we were deep in Strongara wood that I realized what a foolish idea it was to search for the wanderer in such a place in the dead of night. Walking through that ancient forest, with its rough and uneven ground, fallen logs, marshy areas, thick bushes, water trails, and small hills, would have tested even the strongest woodsman in broad daylight; for us tired travelers, after a day of trouble, it was crazy to try to find a woman and child in the dark when we had no clue where they might be hiding.
M’lver, natheless, let me flounder through that perplexity for a time, fearful, I suppose, to hurt my feelings by showing me how little I knew of it, and finally he hinted at three cairns he was acquaint with, each elevated somewhat over the general run of the country, and if not the harbourage a refugee would make for, at least the most suitable coign to overlook the Strongara wood.
M’lver, nevertheless, let me struggle through that confusion for a while, afraid, I guess, of hurting my feelings by showing me how little I understood it. Eventually, he mentioned three landmarks he knew of, each slightly higher than the surroundings, and while they might not be the hiding place a refugee would seek, they would at least be the best spot to overlook the Strongara woods.
“Lead me anywhere, for God’s sake!” said I; “I’m as helpless as a mowdie on the sea-beach.”
“Take me anywhere, for God's sake!” I said; “I’m as helpless as a mole on the beach.”
He knew the wood as ‘twere his own garden, for he had hunted it many times with his cousiri, and so he led me briskly, by a kind of natural path, to the first cairn. Neither there nor at the second did I get answer to my whistle.
He knew the woods like it was his own garden, because he had hunted there many times with his cousin, so he quickly led me along a natural path to the first cairn. At neither that spot nor the second did I get a response to my whistle.
“We’ll go up on the third,” said John, “and bide there till morning; scouring a wood in this fashion is like hunting otters in the deep sea.”
“We'll head up to the third floor,” said John, “and stay there until morning; searching a forest like this is like trying to hunt otters in the open sea.”
We reached the third cairn when the hour was long past midnight I piped again in vain, and having ate part of our coilop, we set us down to wait the dawn. The air, for mid-winter, was almost congenial; the snow fell no longer; the north part of the sky was wondrous clear and even jubilant with star.
We reached the third cairn long after midnight. I called out again in vain, and after eating some of our provisions, we settled down to wait for dawn. The air, surprisingly mild for mid-winter, was almost pleasant; the snow had stopped falling; the northern part of the sky was remarkably clear and even joyful with stars.
CHAPTER XIV.—MY LADY AND THE CHILD.
I woke with a shiver at the hour before dawn, that strange hour when the bird turns on the bough to change his dream, when the wild-cat puts out his tongue to taste the air and curls more warmly into his own fur, when the leaf of the willows gives a tremor in the most airless morning. M’Iver breathed heavily beside me, rolled in his plaid to the very nose, but the dumb cry of the day in travail called him, too, out of the chamber of sleep, and he turned on his back with a snatch of a soldier’s drill on his lips, but without opening his eyes.
I woke up shivering just before dawn, that strange time when the bird shifts on the branch to change its dream, when the wildcat tastes the air with its tongue and snuggles deeper into its fur, when the willow leaves tremble in the stillness of the morning. M’Iver was breathing heavily beside me, wrapped in his blanket up to his nose, but the silent cry of the day in labor pulled him from sleep as well. He rolled onto his back, mumbling a bit of a soldier's drill without even opening his eyes.
We were on the edge of a glade of the wood, at the watershed of a small burn that tinkled among its ice along the ridge from Tombreck, dividing close beside us, half of it going to Shira Glen and half to Aora. The tall trees stood over us like sentinels, coated with snow in every bough; a cool crisp air fanned me, with a hint in it, somehow, of a smouldering wood-fire. And I heard close at hand the call of an owl, as like the whimper of a child as ever howlet’s vesper mocked. Then to my other side, my plaid closer about me, and to my dreaming anew.
We were on the edge of a clearing in the woods, where a small stream trickled among the ice along the ridge from Tombreck, splitting right beside us—half flowing to Shira Glen and the other half to Aora. The tall trees loomed over us like guards, covered in a layer of snow on every branch; a cool, crisp breeze brushed against me, carrying a hint of a smoldering campfire. I heard the call of an owl nearby, sounding as much like a child's whimper as any owl's evening call I've ever heard. Then, shifting to my other side, I wrapped my plaid tighter around me and let my thoughts drift again.
It was the same whimper waked me a second time, too prolonged to be an owl’s complaint, and I sat upright to listen. It was now the break of day. A faint grey light brooded among the tree-tops.
It was the same whimper that woke me up a second time, too long to be an owl’s complaint, and I sat up to listen. It was now dawn. A faint gray light hovered among the treetops.
“John! John!” I said in my companion’s ear, shaking his shoulder.
“John! John!” I said in my friend's ear, shaking his shoulder.
He stood to his feet in a blink, wide awake, fumbling at his sword-belt as a man at hurried wakings on foreign shores.
He jumped to his feet in an instant, fully alert, fumbling with his sword-belt like someone who has just woken up abruptly on unfamiliar shores.
“What is it?” he asked, in a whisper.
“What is it?” he asked, whispering.
I had no need to answer him, for anew the child’s cry rose in the wood—sharp, petulant, hungry. It came from a thick clump of undergrowth to the left of our night’s lodging, not sixty yards away, and in the half-light of the morning had something of the eerie about it.
I didn’t need to respond to him because once again the child’s cry echoed in the woods—sharp, whiny, desperate. It came from a dense patch of bushes to the left of where we camped for the night, not more than sixty yards away, and in the dim morning light, it felt a bit unsettling.
John Splendid crossed himself ere he had mind of his present creed, and “God sain us!” he whispered; “have we here banshee or warlock!”
John Splendid crossed himself before remembering his current beliefs, and “God help us!” he whispered; “do we have a banshee or a warlock here?”
“I’ll warrant we have no more than what we seek,” said I, with a joyous heart, putting my tartan about me more orderly, and running a hand through my hair.
“I bet we have exactly what we’re looking for,” I said, feeling happy, adjusting my tartan more neatly, and running a hand through my hair.
“I’ve heard of unco uncanny things assume a wean’s cry in a wood,” said he, very dubious in his aspect.
"I’ve heard some really strange things sound like a baby crying in the woods," he said, looking very uncertain.
I laughed at him, and “Come away, ‘ille,” I said; “here’s the Provost’s daughter.” And I was hurrying in the direction of the cry.
I laughed at him and said, “Come on, ‘ille,’ here’s the Provost’s daughter.” Then I rushed toward the source of the shout.
M’Iver put a hand on my shoulder.
M’Iver placed a hand on my shoulder.
“Canny, man, canny; would ye enter a lady’s chamber (even the glade of the wood) without tirling at the pin?”
“Clever, man, clever; would you enter a lady’s room (even the woods) without knocking at the door?”
We stopped, and I softly sounded my curlew-call—once, twice, thrice.
We paused, and I gently made my curlew call—once, twice, three times.
The echo of the third time had not ceased on the hill when out stepped Betty. She looked miraculous tall and thin in the haze of the dawn, with the aspiring firs behind her, pallid at the face, wearied in her carriage, and torn at her kirtle by whin or thorn. The child clung at her coats, a ruddy brat, with astonishment stilling its whimper.
The sound of the third bell had barely faded on the hill when Betty stepped out. She appeared incredibly tall and thin in the morning mist, with the towering fir trees behind her, her face pale, looking exhausted, and her dress snagged by brambles or thorns. The child clung to her coat, a rosy-cheeked little one, its whine silenced by surprise.
For a little the girl half misdoubted us, for the wood behind us and the still sombre west left us in a shadow, and there was a tremor in her voice as she challenged in English—
For a moment, the girl was unsure about us, as the woods behind us and the dark western sky cast a shadow over us. There was a quiver in her voice as she questioned us in English—
“Is that you, Elrigmore?”
“Is that you, Elrigmore?”
I went forward at a bound, in a stupid rapture that made her shrink in alarm; but M’Iver lingered in the rear, with more discretion than my relations to the girl gave occasion for.
I moved ahead excitedly, in a dumbfounded joy that caused her to pull back in fear; but M’Iver stayed behind, showing more caution than my behavior toward the girl warranted.
“Friends! oh, am not I glad to see yoa?” she said simply, her wan face lighting up. Then she sat down on a hillock and wept in her hands. I gave her awkward comfort, my wits for once failing me, my mind in a confusion, my hands, to my own sense, seeming large, coarse, and in the way. Yet to have a finger on her shoulder was a thrill to the heart, to venture a hand on her hair was a passionate indulgence.
“Friends! Oh, I’m so glad to see you!” she said simply, her pale face lighting up. Then she sat down on a small hill and cried in her hands. I offered her awkward comfort, my thoughts failing me for once, my mind in a jumble, my hands feeling, to me, large, rough, and clumsy. Yet just to place a finger on her shoulder was a thrill to my heart; to dare to run my hand through her hair was a passionate indulgence.
The bairn joined in her tears till M’Iver took it in his arms. He had a way with little ones that had much of magic in it, and soon this one was nestling to his breast with its sobs sinking, an arm round his neck.
The child joined in her tears until M’Iver picked it up in his arms. He had a special way with little ones that had a touch of magic, and soon this one was snuggling against his chest, its sobs quieting, an arm wrapped around his neck.
More at the pair of them than at me did Betty look with interest when her tears were concluded.
Betty looked more at the two of them than at me with interest when she finished crying.
“Amn’t I like myself this morning?” asked John, jocularly, dandling the bairn in his arms.
“Am I not like myself this morning?” asked John playfully, holding the baby in his arms.
Betty turned away without a reply, and when the child was put down and ran to her, she scarcely glanced on it, but took it by the hand and made to go before us, through the underwood she had come from.
Betty turned away without saying anything, and when the child was set down and ran over to her, she barely looked at it. Instead, she took its hand and started to lead us through the underbrush she had come from.
“Here’s my home, gentlemen,” she said, “like the castle of Colin Dubh, with the highest ceiling in the world and the stars for candles.”
“Here’s my home, gentlemen,” she said, “like the castle of Colin Dubh, with the tallest ceiling in the world and the stars for lights.”
We might have passed it a score of times in broad daylight and never guessed its secret. It was the beildy side of the hill. Two fir-trees had fallen at some time in the common fashion of wind-blown pines, with their roots clean out of the earth, and raised up, so that coming together at two edges they made two sides of a triangle. To add to its efficiency as a hiding-place, some young firs grew at the open third side of the triangle.
We might have walked past it a hundred times in broad daylight and never guessed its secret. It was the sheltered side of the hill. Two fir trees had fallen at some point in the typical way that wind-blown pines do, with their roots completely exposed, creating a shape that was like two edges of a triangle. To enhance its effectiveness as a hiding spot, some young firs grew along the open third side of the triangle.
In this confined little space (secure enough from any hurried search) there was still a greasach as we call it, the ember of a fire that the girl had kindled with a spark from a flint the night before, to warm the child, and she had kept it at the lowest extremity short of letting it die out altogether, lest it should reveal her whereabouts to any searchers in the wood.
In this small space (safe enough from any quick search) there was still a greasach, as we call it, the ember of a fire that the girl had started with a spark from a flint the night before, to warm the child. She had kept it at the lowest level without letting it go out completely, so it wouldn't give away her location to any searchers in the woods.
We told her our story and she told us hers. She had fled on the morning of the attack, in the direction of the castle, but found her way cut off by a wing of the enemy, a number of whom chased her as she ran with the child up the river-side to the Cairnbaan, where she eluded her pursuers among his lordship’s shrubberies, and discovered a road to the wood. For a week she found shelter and food in a cow-herd’s abandoned bothy among the alders of Tarra-dubh; then hunger sent her travelling again, and she reached Leacainn Mhor, where she shared the cotter’s house with a widow woman who went out to the burn with a kail-pot and returned no more, for the tardy bullet found her. The murderers were ransacking the house when Betty and the child were escaping through the byre. This place of concealment in Strongara she sought by the advice of a Glencoe man well up in years, who came on her suddenly, and, touched by her predicament, told her he and his friends had so well beaten that place, it was likely to escape further search.
We shared our story with her, and she shared hers with us. She had escaped on the morning of the attack, heading toward the castle, but found her path blocked by a group of the enemy, some of whom chased her as she ran with the child along the riverbank to Cairnbaan, where she managed to lose them among his lordship’s bushes and found a way to the woods. For a week, she found shelter and food in an abandoned cowherd's hut among the alders of Tarra-dubh; then hunger drove her to move again, and she arrived at Leacainn Mhor, where she shared a small house with a widow who went to the stream with a pot and never returned, as the late gunshot found her. The murderers were looting the house when Betty and the child were escaping through the barn. She sought this place of hiding in Strongara based on the advice of an older man from Glencoe, who encountered her unexpectedly and, moved by her situation, told her he and his friends had searched that area so thoroughly that it was likely to be left alone.
“And so I am here with my charge,” said the girl, affecting a gaiety it were hard for her to feel “I could be almost happy and content, if I were assured my father and mother were safe, and the rest of my kinsfolk.”
“And so I’m here with my responsibility,” said the girl, trying to sound cheerful even though it was hard for her to feel that way. “I could be almost happy and content if I knew that my dad and mom were safe, along with the rest of my family.”
“There’s but one of them in all the countryside,” I said. “Young MacLachlan, and he’s on Dunchuach.”
“There’s only one of them in the whole area,” I said. “Young MacLachlan, and he’s at Dunchuach.”
To my critical scanning her cheek gave no flag.
To my careful observation, her cheek showed no indication.
“Oh, my cousin!” she said. “I am pleased that he is safe, though I would sooner hear he was in Cowal than in Campbell country.”
“Oh, my cousin!” she said. “I’m glad he’s safe, but I’d rather hear he’s in Cowal than in Campbell territory.”
“He’s honoured in your interest, madam,” I could not refrain from saying, my attempt at raillery I fear a rather forlorn one.
“He’s flattered by your interest, ma’am,” I couldn’t help but say, my attempt at joking feeling rather hopeless.
She flushed at this, but said never a word, only biting her nether lip and fondling the child.
She blushed at this, but didn’t say a word, just biting her lower lip and playing with the child.
I think we put together a cautious little fire and cooked some oats from my dorlach, though the ecstasy of the meeting with the girl left me no great recollection of all that happened. But in a quiet part of the afternoon we sat snugly in our triangle of fir roots and discoursed of trifles that had no reasonable relation to our precarious state. Betty had almost an easy heart, the child slept on my comrade’s plaid, and I was content to be in her company and hear the little turns and accents of her voice, and watch the light come and go in her face, and the smile hover, a little wae, on her lips at some pleasant tale of Mover’s.
I think we started a small, cautious fire and cooked some oats from my dorlach, but the excitement of seeing the girl left me with little clear memory of everything that happened. However, in a quiet part of the afternoon, we settled comfortably in our triangle of fir roots and talked about trivial things that had no real connection to our uncertain situation. Betty seemed almost at ease, the child slept on my friend’s plaid, and I was happy to be with her, listening to the little nuances and tones of her voice, watching the light shift on her face, and seeing her smile linger, a bit wistfully, on her lips during some nice story from Mover.
“How came you round about these parts?” she asked—for our brief account of our doings held no explanation of our presence in the wood of Strongara.
“How did you end up around here?” she asked—our quick summary of what we had been doing didn’t explain why we were in the woods of Strongara.
“Ask himself here,” said John, cocking a thumb over his shoulder at me; “I have the poorest of scents on the track of a woman.”
“Ask him here,” said John, pointing his thumb back at me; “I have the worst sense when it comes to tracking a woman.”
Betty turned to me with less interest in the question than she had shown when she addressed it first to my friend.
Betty turned to me with less interest in the question than she had shown when she first asked my friend.
I told her what the Glencoe man had told the parson, and she sighed. “Poor man!” said she, “(blessing with him!) it was he that sent me here to Strongara, and gave me tinder and flint.”
I told her what the Glencoe guy had said to the pastor, and she sighed. “Poor man!” she said, “(blessing with him!) he was the one who sent me here to Strongara and gave me some tinder and flint.”
“We could better have spared any of his friends, then,” said I. “But you would expect some of us to come in search of you?”
"We could have saved any of his friends instead," I said. "But would you expect some of us to come looking for you?"
“I did,” she said in a hesitancy, and crimsoning in a way that tingled me to the heart with the thought that she meant no other than myself. She gave a caressing touch to the head of the sleeping child, and turned to M’Iver, who lay on his side with his head propped on an elbow, looking out on the hill-face.
“I did,” she said hesitantly, blushing in a way that made my heart race with the thought that she meant only me. She gently touched the head of the sleeping child and then turned to M’Iver, who was lying on his side with his head propped on his elbow, looking out at the hillside.
“Do you know the bairn?” she asked.
“Do you know the kid?” she asked.
“No,” he said, with a careless look where it lay as peaceful as in a cradle rocked by a mother’s foot.
“No,” he said, glancing at it casually, lying there as peacefully as a baby in a cradle rocked by its mother’s foot.
“It’s the oe of Peggie Mhor,” she said.
“It’s the oe of Peggie Mhor,” she said.
“So,” said he; “poor dear!” and he turned and looked out again at the snow.
“So,” he said, “poor thing!” and he turned to look out at the snow again.
We were, in spite of our dead Glencoe man’s assurance, in as wicked a piece of country as well might be. No snow had fallen since we left Tombreck, and from that dolorous ruin almost to our present retreat was the patent track of our march.
We were, despite our dead Glencoe man's assurance, in as wicked a place as you could find. No snow had fallen since we left Tombreck, and from that sad ruin nearly to where we were now was a clear trail of our journey.
“I’m here, and I’m making a fair show at an easy mind,” said M’I ver; “but I’ve been in cheerier circumstances ere now.”
“I’m here, and I’m pretending to be relaxed,” said M’Iver; “but I’ve been in happier situations before.”
“So have I, for that part of it,” said Betty with spirit, half humorously, half in an obvious punctilio.
“So have I, in that regard,” said Betty with enthusiasm, partly joking, partly with a clear sense of formality.
“Mistress,” said he, sitting up gravely, “I beg your pardon. Do you wonder if I’m not in a mood for saying dainty things? Our state’s precarious (it’s needless to delude ourselves otherwise), and our friend Sandy and his bloody gang may be at a javelin’s throw from us as we sit here. I wish—”
“Mistress,” he said, sitting up seriously, “I apologize. Are you surprised that I’m not in the mood for saying sweet things? Our situation is fragile (there’s no point in fooling ourselves about that), and our friend Sandy and his damn gang might be just a stone's throw away from us as we sit here. I wish—”
He saw the girl’s face betray her natural alarm, and amended his words almost too quickly for the sake of the illusion.
He noticed the girl’s face reveal her instinctive fear and quickly changed his words to maintain the illusion.
“Tuts, tuts!” he cried. “I forgot the wood was searched before, and here I’m putting a dismal black face on a drab business. We might be a thousand times worse. I might be a clay-cold corp with my last week’s wage unspent in my sporran, as it happens to be, and here I’m to the fore with four or five MacDonalds to my credit If I’ve lost my mercantile office as mine-manager (curse your trades and callings!) my sword is left me; you have equal fortune, Elrigmore; and you, Mistress Brown, have them you love spared to you.”
“Come on!” he exclaimed. “I forgot the wood was searched earlier, and here I am making a gloomy situation even worse. It could be a thousand times worse. I could be a cold, lifeless body with last week’s pay sitting unspent in my wallet, which is exactly what I’m dealing with, and here I am, lucky enough to have four or five MacDonalds to my name. If I’ve lost my job as mine-manager (curse your jobs and trades!), my sword is still with me; you have the same luck, Elrigmore; and you, Mistress Brown, have those you care about safe with you.”
Again the girl blushed most fiercely. “Thank God! Thank God!” she cried in a stifled ecstasy, “and O! but I’m grateful.” And anew she fondled the little bye-blow as it lay with its sunny hair on the soldier’s plaid.
Again the girl blushed deeply. “Thank God! Thank God!” she exclaimed in a suppressed joy, “and oh! I’m so grateful.” And again she caressed the little child as it rested with its golden hair on the soldier’s plaid.
John glanced at her from the corners of his eyes with a new expression, and asked her if she was fond of bairns.
John looked at her out of the corner of his eye with a new expression and asked her if she liked kids.
“Need you ask that of a woman?” she said. “But for the company of this one on my wanderings, my heart had failed me a hundred times a-day. It was seeing him so helpless that gave me my courage: the dark at night in the bothy and the cot and the moaning wind of this lone spot had sent me crazy if I had not this little one’s hand in mine, and his breath in my hair as we lay together.”
“Do you really need to ask that of a woman?” she said. “If it weren't for having this little one with me on my journey, I would have lost hope a hundred times a day. It was seeing him so vulnerable that gave me strength: the darkness at night in the hut and the creaking wind in this lonely place would have driven me mad if I didn’t have his small hand in mine and his breath in my hair as we lay together.”
“To me,” said John, “they’re like flowers, and that’s the long and the short of it.”
“To me,” said John, “they’re like flowers, and that’s all there is to it.”
“You’re like most men, I suppose,” said Betty, archly; “fond of them in the abstract, and with small patience for the individuals of them. This one now—you would not take half the trouble with him I found a delight in. But the nursing of bairns—even their own—is not a soldier’s business.”
“You're like most guys, I guess,” said Betty playfully; “you like men in theory, but have little patience for the actual individuals. This one now—you wouldn't put in half the effort with him that I found enjoyable. But taking care of kids—even their own—is not really a soldier’s job.”
“No, perhaps not,” said M’Iver, surveying her gravely; “and yet I’ve seen a soldier, a rough hired cavalier, take a wonderful degree of trouble about a duddy little bairn of the enemy in the enemy’s country. He was struck—as he told me after—by the look of it sitting in a scene of carnage, orphaned without the sense of it, and he carried it before him on the saddle for a many leagues’ march till he found a peaceful wayside cottage, where he gave it in the charge of as honest a woman, to all appearance, as these parts could boast He might even—for all I know to the contrary—have fairly bought her attention for it by a season’s paying of the kreutzers, and I know it cost him a duel with a fool who mocked the sentiment of the deed.”
“No, maybe not,” said M’Iver, looking at her seriously; “but I’ve seen a soldier, a rough hired fighter, go to great lengths for a little enemy child in enemy territory. He told me later that he was struck by how it looked sitting in the middle of a massacre, orphaned and not even aware of it, so he carried it on his saddle for many miles until he found a peaceful cottage, where he handed it over to what seemed like a truly honest woman from the area. He might have even—who knows?—paid her off with a season’s worth of coins to get her to take care of it, and I know it cost him a duel with some idiot who made fun of him for being sentimental about it.”
“I hope so brave and good a man was none the worse for his duel in a cause so noble,” said the girl, softly.
“I hope such a brave and good man wasn't harmed by his duel for such a noble cause,” the girl said softly.
“Neither greatly brave nor middling good,” said John, laughing, “at least to my way of thinking, and I know him well. But he was no poorer but by the kreutzers for his advocacy of an orphan bairn.”
“Neither very brave nor even just okay,” said John, laughing, “at least that’s how I see it, and I know him well. But he didn’t lose any money for supporting an orphan kid.”
“I think I know the man,” said I, innocently, “and his name would be John.”
“I think I know the guy,” I said innocently, “and his name is John.”
“And John or George,” said the girl, “I could love him for his story.”
“And John or George,” said the girl, “I could love him for his story.”
M’Iver lifted a tress of the sleeping child’s hair and toyed with it between his fingers.
M’Iver picked up a strand of the sleeping child's hair and played with it between his fingers.
“My dear, my dear!” said he; “it’s a foolish thing to judge a man’s character by a trifle like yon: he’s a poor creature who has not his fine impulse now and then; and the man I speak of, as like as not, was dirling a wanton flagon (or maybe waur) ere nightfall, or slaying with cruelty and zest the bairn’s uncles in the next walled town he came to. At another mood he would perhaps balance this lock of hair against a company of burghers but fighting for their own fire-end.”
“My dear, my dear!” he said; “it’s silly to judge a person’s character by something trivial like that: he’s a miserable soul who doesn’t have a spark of goodness now and then; and the man I’m talking about was probably downing a drink (or worse) by nightfall, or cruelly taking down the child’s uncles in the next town he came to. In a different mood, he might weigh this lock of hair against a group of citizens fighting for their own home.”
“The hair is not unlike your own,” said Betty, comparing with quick eyes the curl he held and the curls that escaped from under the edge of his flat blue bonnet.
“The hair is pretty similar to yours,” Betty said, quickly comparing the curl he held to the curls that peeked out from under the edge of his flat blue hat.
“May every hair of his be a candle to light him safely through a mirk and dangerous world,” said he, and he began to whittle assiduously at a stick, with a little black oxter-knife he lugged from his coat.
“May every hair on his head be a candle to guide him safely through a dark and dangerous world,” he said, and he started to carve diligently at a stick with a small black pocket knife he pulled from his coat.
“Amen!” said the girl, bravely; “but he were better with the guidance of a good father, and that there seems small likelihood of his enjoying—poor thing!”
“Amen!” said the girl, bravely; “but he would be better off with a good father to guide him, and it seems unlikely that he will have that—poor thing!”
A constraint fell on us; it may have been there before, but only now I felt it myself. I changed the conversation, thinking that perhaps the child’s case was too delicate a subject, but unhappily made the plundering of our glens my dolorous text, and gloom fell like a mort-cloth on our little company. If my friend was easily uplifted, made buoyantly cheerful by the least accident of life, he was as prone to a hellish melancholy when fate lay low. For the rest of the afternoon he was ever staving with a gloomy brow about the neighbourhood, keeping an eye, as he said, to the possible chance of the enemy.
A weight pressed down on us; it might have been there before, but I only felt it now. I changed the topic, thinking the child’s situation was too sensitive, but unfortunately turned our conversation to the sad state of our glens, and a heavy gloom settled over our small group. While my friend could easily be lifted up, finding joy in the smallest things, he was just as likely to sink into a deep sadness when things went wrong. For the rest of the afternoon, he wandered around the area with a troubled expression, keeping an eye out, as he put it, for any signs of the enemy.
Left thus for long spaces in the company of Betty and the child, that daffed and croodled about her, and even became warmly friendly with me for the sake of my Paris watch and my glittering waistcoat buttons, I made many gallant attempts to get on my old easy footing. That was the wonder of it: when my interest in her was at the lukewarm, I could face her repartee with as good as she gave; now that I loved her (to say the word and be done with it), my words must be picked and chosen and my tongue must stammer in a contemptible awkwardness. Nor was she, apparently, quite at her ease, for when our talk came at any point too close on her own person, she was at great pains adroitly to change it to other directions.
Left alone for a long time with Betty and the child, who played around her and even became friendly with me because of my Paris watch and shiny waistcoat buttons, I made several brave attempts to regain my old comfortable relationship with her. That was the strange part: when my feelings for her were lukewarm, I could hold my own against her quick replies; now that I loved her (let’s just say it and get it over with), I felt like I had to choose my words carefully and my tongue stumbled in an embarrassing awkwardness. She didn’t seem completely at ease either, because whenever our conversation got too personal, she skillfully redirected it to other topics.
I never, in all my life, saw a child so muckle made use of. It seemed, by the most wonderful of chances, to be ever needing soothing or scolding or kissing or running after in the snow, when I had a word to say upon the human affections, or a compliment to pay upon some grace of its most assiduous nurse.
I’ve never seen a child so overused in all my life. It seemed, by some amazing chance, to always need comforting, being scolded, kissed, or chased after in the snow, just when I had something to say about human feelings or wanted to compliment its most dedicated caregiver.
“I’m afraid,” said Betty at last, “you learned some courtiers’ flatteries and coquetries in your travels. You should have taken the lesson like your friend and fellow-cavalier M’Iver, and got the trick of keeping a calm heart.”
“I’m afraid,” said Betty at last, “you picked up some flattery and tricks from the courtiers during your travels. You should have taken the lesson like your friend and fellow-cavalier M’Iver and managed to keep a cool heart.”
“M’Iver!” I cried. “He’s an old hand at the business.”
“M’Iver!” I yelled. “He’s experienced in this whole thing.”
She put her lips to the child’s neck and kissed it tumultuously.
She pressed her lips to the child's neck and kissed it passionately.
“Not—not at the trade of lovier?” she asked after a while, carelessly keeping up the crack.
“Not—not at the job of loving?” she asked after a while, casually continuing the banter.
“Oh no!” I said, laughing. “He’s a most religious man.”
“Oh no!” I said, laughing. “He’s a really religious guy.”
“I would hardly say so much,” she answered, coldly; “for there have been tales—some idle, some otherwise—about him, but I think his friend should be last to hint at any scandal.”
“I wouldn't say that,” she replied, coldly. “There have been stories—some just gossip, some more serious—about him, but I think his friend should be the last one to suggest any scandal.”
Good heavens! here was a surprise for one who had no more notion of traducing his friend than of miscalling the Shorter Catechism. The charge stuck in my gizzard. I fumed and sweat, speechless at the injustice of it, while the girl held herself more aloof than ever, busy preparing for our evening meal.
Good heavens! Here was a surprise for someone who had no intention of betraying his friend any more than miscalling the Shorter Catechism. The accusation stuck in my throat. I was furious and sweating, speechless at the unfairness of it, while the girl kept herself even more distant, focused on preparing our dinner.
But I had no time to put myself right in her estimate of me before M’Iver came back from his airing with an alarming story.
But I didn’t have time to correct her opinion of me before M'Iver came back from his walk with a shocking story.
“It’s time we were taking our feet from here,” he cried, running up to us. “I’ve been up on Meall Ruadh there, and I see the whole countryside’s in a confusion. Pipers are blowing away down the glen and guns are firing; if it’s not a muster of the enemy preparatory to their quitting the country, it’s a call to a more particular search in the hills and woods. Anyway we must be bundling.”
“It’s time for us to get moving,” he shouted, rushing over to us. “I’ve just been up on Meall Ruadh, and I can see that the whole area is in chaos. Bagpipes are blaring down the valley and guns are firing; if it’s not an enemy gathering getting ready to leave the country, it’s a call for a more thorough search in the hills and woods. Either way, we need to hurry up.”
He hurriedly stamped out the fire, that smoked a faint blue reek which might have advertised our whereabouts, and Betty clutched the child to her arms, her face again taking the hue of hunt and fear she wore when we first set eyes on her in the morning.
He quickly put out the fire, which was giving off a faint blue smoke that could have revealed our location, and Betty held the child tightly in her arms, her face once again showing the look of hunt and fear she had when we first saw her in the morning.
“Where is safety?” she asked, hopelessly. “Is there a sheep-fank or a sheiling-bothy in Argile that is not at the mercy of those blood-hounds?”
“Where is safety?” she asked, feeling hopeless. “Is there a sheep pen or a small shelter in Argile that isn't at the mercy of those bloodhounds?”
“If it wasn’t for the snow on the ground,” said M’Iver, “I could find a score of safe enough hidings between here and the Beannan.” “Heavens!” he added, “when I think on it, the Beannan itself is the place for us; it’s the one safe spot we can reach by going through the woods without leaving any trace, if we keep under the trees and in the bed of the burn.”
“If it weren't for the snow on the ground,” said M’Iver, “I could find plenty of safe hiding spots between here and the Beannan.” “Wow!” he added, “when I think about it, the Beannan itself is the perfect place for us; it’s the one safe spot we can get to by going through the woods without leaving any trace, as long as we stay under the trees and in the streambed.”
We took the bairn in turns, M’Iver and I, and the four of us set out for the opposite side of Glenaora for the eas or gully called the Beannan, that lay out of any route likely to be followed by the enemy, whether their object was a retreat or a hunting. But we were never to reach this place of refuge, as it happened; for M’Iver, leading down the burn by a yard or two, had put his foot on the path running through the pass beside the three bridges, when he pulled back, blanching more in chagrin than apprehension.
We took turns carrying the kid, M’Iver and I, and the four of us headed for the other side of Glenaora to the eas or gully called the Beannan, which wasn't on any likely route the enemy would take, whether they were retreating or hunting. But we never reached this safe spot, as it turned out; M’Iver, leading us down the stream by a yard or two, stepped onto the path that ran through the pass by the three bridges and suddenly stopped, looking more frustrated than scared.
“Here they are,” he said “We’re too late; there’s a band of them on the march up this way.”
“Here they are,” he said. “We’re too late; there’s a group of them heading this way.”
At our back was the burned ruin of a house that had belonged to a shepherd who was the first to flee to the town when the invaders came. Its byre was almost intact, and we ran to it up the burn as fast as we could, and concealed ourselves in the dark interior. Birds came chirping under the eaves of thatch and by the vent-holes, and made so much bickering to find us in their sanctuary that we feared the bye-passers, who were within a whisper of our hiding, would be surely attracted Band after band of the enemy passed, laden in the most extraordinary degree with the spoil of war. They had only a rough sort of discipline in their retirement: the captains or chieftains marched together, leaving the companies to straggle as they might, for was not the country deserted by every living body but themselves? In van of them they drove several hundreds of black and red cattle, and with the aid of some rough ponies, that pulled such sledges (called carns) as are used for the hauling home of peat on hilly land, they were conveying huge quantities of household plenishing and the merchandise of the burgh town.
At our back was the charred remains of a house that belonged to a shepherd who was the first to run to the town when the invaders arrived. Its barn was almost undamaged, and we ran to it up the stream as fast as we could, hiding ourselves in the dark interior. Birds chirped under the thatch and at the vent holes, making so much noise trying to find us in their sanctuary that we feared the passersby, who were just a whisper away from our hiding spot, would surely notice us. Group after group of the enemy passed, heavily loaded with the spoils of war. They had only a loose kind of discipline as they retreated: the captains or leaders marched together, leaving the troops to scatter as they could, since wasn't the countryside deserted by everyone except for them? In front of them, they drove several hundred black and red cattle, and with the help of some rough ponies that pulled sledges (called carns) used for hauling peat on hilly land, they were transporting huge amounts of household goods and products from the town.
Now we had more opportunity of seeing those coarse savage forces than on any occasion since they came to Argile, for the whole of them had mustered at Inneraora after scouring the shire, and were on their march out of the country to the north, fatter men and better put-on than when they came. Among them were numerous tartans, either as kilt, trews, or plaid; the bonnet was universal, except that some of the officers wore steel helms, with a feather tip in them, and a clan badge of heather or whin or moss, and the dry oak-stalk whimsy of Montrose. They had come bare-footed and bare-buttocked (many of the privates of them) to Campbell country; now, as I say, they were very snod, the scurviest of the knaves set up with his hosen and brogues. Sturdy and black, or lank and white-haired like the old sea-rovers, were they, with few among them that ever felt the razor edge, so that the hair coated them to the very eyeholes, and they looked like wolves. The pipers, of whom there were three, were blasting lustily at Clanranald’s march when they came up the lower part of the Glen, according to M’Iver, who had heard them from Meall Ruadh; but now the music was stopped, and all were intent upon driving the cattle or watching their stolen gear’, for doubtless among such thieves there was not as much honour as would prevent one from picking his neighbour’s sporran.
Now we had more chances to see those rough, savage forces than ever since they arrived in Argile, because they had all gathered at Inneraora after raiding the shire and were on their way out of the country to the north, now stockier and better dressed than when they first arrived. Among them were many tartans, either as kilts, trousers, or plaids; the bonnet was common, except some officers wore steel helmets with a feather on top and a clan badge made of heather, whin, or moss, along with the dry oak-stalk whimsies of Montrose. They had arrived barefoot and bare-bottomed (many of the privates) in Campbell country; now, as I said, they were very neat, the scruffiest of the guys dressed up in their hose and shoes. Sturdy and dark-skinned, or lanky and white-haired like the old sea raiders, they looked like wolves, with few of them ever having felt a razor, so their hair grew wild, covering their faces. The pipers, of whom there were three, were playing loudly at Clanranald’s march as they came up the lower part of the Glen, according to M’Iver, who had heard them from Meall Ruadh; but now the music had stopped, and everyone was focused on driving the cattle or keeping an eye on their stolen goods, because surely among such thieves there wasn't enough honor to stop someone from stealing their neighbor’s sporran.
We lay buried to the head in bracken that filled one side of the byre, and keeked through the plenteous holes in the dry-stone wall at the passing army. Long gaps were between the several clans, and the Irish came last It seemed—they moved so slowly on account of the cattle—that the end of the cavalcade was never to come; but at length came the baggage and the staff of Montrose himself. Then I got my first look of the man whose name stinks in the boar’s snout to this day. A fellow about thirty-three years of age, of mid height, hair of a very dark red, hanging in a thick fell on the shoulders of the tartan jacket (for he wore no armour), with a keen scrutinising eye, and his beard trimmed in the foreign vein. He sat his horse with considerable ease and grace, and was surrounded by half-a-dozen of the chiefs who had come under his banner. The most notable-looking of these was Alasdair MacDonald, the Major-General, an uncouth dog, but a better general, as I learned later, than ever God or practice made James Grahame of Montrose; with John of Moidart, the Captain of Clanranald, Donald Glas MacRanald of Keppoch, the laird of Glencoe, Stewart of Appin, and one of the Knoydart house, all of whilk we distinguished by their tartans and badges.
We lay buried up to our heads in bracken that filled one side of the barn, and peeked through the many holes in the dry-stone wall at the passing army. There were long gaps between the different clans, and the Irish came last. It seemed like they moved so slowly because of the cattle that the end of the procession would never arrive; but eventually, we saw the baggage and Montrose's staff. That was when I got my first look at the man whose name is still disliked today. He was about thirty-three years old, of average height, with very dark red hair that fell thickly on the shoulders of his tartan jacket (since he wasn’t wearing armor), sharp, scrutinizing eyes, and a beard styled in a foreign way. He rode his horse with a considerable amount of ease and grace, surrounded by half a dozen chiefs who came under his banner. The most notable of these was Alasdair MacDonald, the Major-General, a rough-looking guy but a better general, as I later learned, than anyone God or experience could make out of James Grahame of Montrose; along with John of Moidart, the Captain of Clanranald, Donald Glas MacRanald of Keppoch, the laird of Glencoe, Stewart of Appin, and one of the Knoydart family, all of whom we recognized by their tartans and badges.
In the mien of these savage chiefs there was great elation that Montrose had little share in, to all appearance. He rode moodily, and when fair opposite our place of concealment he stopped his horse as if to quit the sell, but more likely to get, for a little, out of the immediate company of his lawless troops. None of those home-returning Gaels paid heed to his pause, for they were more Alasdair Macdonald’s men than his; Mac-Donald brought them to the lair of the boar, MacDonald glutted their Highland thirst for Campbell blood, Mac-Donald had compelled this raid in spite of the protests of the nobleman who held the King’s Commission and seal.
In the presence of these fierce leaders, there was a lot of excitement that Montrose seemed to be untouched by. He rode with a gloomy demeanor, and when he was directly across from our hiding spot, he stopped his horse as if he was about to leave the group, but more likely just wanted to get away for a bit from his unruly troops. None of those returning Gaels paid any attention to his pause, as they were more loyal to Alasdair Macdonald than to him; Macdonald led them to the boar's den, Macdonald satisfied their Highland thirst for Campbell blood, and Macdonald had forced this raid despite the objections of the nobleman who held the King’s Commission and seal.
For some minutes his lordship stood alone on the pathway. The house where we lay was but one, and the meanest, among a numerous cluster of such drear memorials of a black business, and it was easy to believe this generalissimo had some gloomy thoughts as he gazed on the work he had lent consent to. He looked at the ruins and he looked up the pass at his barbarians, and shrugged his shoulders with a contempt there was no mistaking.
For a few minutes, his lordship stood alone on the path. The house where we were was just one, and the smallest, among a large group of these dreary reminders of a dark trade, and it was easy to think that this leader had some troubling thoughts as he looked at the work he had allowed to happen. He stared at the ruins and then looked up the path at his men, shrugging his shoulders with a clear sense of disdain.
“I could bring him down like a capercailzie,” said M’Iver, coolly, running his eye along his pistol and cocking it through his keek-hole.
“I could take him down like a capercailzie,” said M’Iver, casually, glancing along his pistol and cocking it through his peephole.
“For God’s sake don’t shoot!” I said, and he laughed quietly.
“For God’s sake, don’t shoot!” I said, and he chuckled softly.
“Is there anything in my general deportment, Colin, that makes ye think me an assassin or an idiot? I never wantonly shot an unsuspecting enemy, and I’m little likely to shoot Montrose and have a woman and bairn suffer the worst for a stupid moment of glory.”
“Is there anything in my general behavior, Colin, that makes you think I’m an assassin or an idiot? I’ve never deliberately shot an unsuspecting enemy, and I’m not likely to shoot Montrose and have a woman and child suffer the worst for a foolish moment of glory.”
As ill luck would have it, the bairn, that had been playing peacefully in the dusk, at this critical minute let up a cry Montrose plainly heard.
As bad luck would have it, the child, who had been playing quietly in the dusk, at this crucial moment let out a cry that Montrose clearly heard.
“We’re lost, we’re lost,” said Betty, trembling till the crisp dry bracken rustled about her, and she was for instant flight.
“We’re lost, we’re lost,” Betty said, trembling until the dry bracken rustled around her, and she was ready to run away at any moment.
“If we’re lost, there’s a marquis will go travelling with us,” said M’Iver, covering his lordship’s heart with his pistol.
“If we’re lost, there’s a marquis who will travel with us,” said M’Iver, aiming his pistol at his lordship’s heart.
Had Montrose given the slightest sign that he intended to call back his men to tread out this last flicker of life in Aora Glen he would never have died on the gibbet at the Grassmarket of Dunedin, Years after, when Grahame met his doom (with much more courtliness and dignity than I could have given him credit for), M’Iver would speak of his narrow escape at the end of the raiding.
Had Montrose shown even the faintest indication that he planned to recall his men to extinguish this last flicker of life in Aora Glen, he would never have met his end on the gallows at the Grassmarket of Dunedin. Years later, when Grahame met his fate (with much more grace and dignity than I would have expected), M’Iver would talk about his close call at the end of the raid.
“I had his life in the crook of my finger,” he would say; “had I acted on my first thought, Clan Campbell would never have lost Inverlochy; but bha e air an dàn,—what will be will be,—and Grahame’s fate was not in the crook of my finger, though so I might think it Aren’t we the fools to fancy sometimes our human wills decide the course of fate, and the conclusions of circumstances? From the beginning of time, my Lord Marquis of Montrose was meant for the scaffold.”
“I had his life in the palm of my hand,” he would say; “if I had taken my first instinct, Clan Campbell would never have lost Inverlochy; but what will be will be,—and Grahame’s fate wasn’t in my control, even though I thought it was. Aren’t we foolish to sometimes believe that our human wills shape fate and the outcome of events? From the very beginning, my Lord Marquis of Montrose was destined for the scaffold.”
Montrose, when he heard the child’s cry, only looked to either hand to see that none of his friends heard it, and finding there was no one near him, took off his Highland bonnet, lightly, to the house where he jaloused there was a woman with the wean, and passed slowly on his way.
Montrose, upon hearing the child's cry, glanced around to make sure none of his friends noticed, and realizing he was alone, removed his Highland bonnet and continued slowly towards the house where he suspected a woman was with the baby.
“It’s so honest an act,” said John, pulling in his pistol, “that I would be a knave to advantage myself of the occasion.”
“It’s such an honest act,” said John, putting away his pistol, “that I would be a fool to take advantage of the situation.”
A generous act enough. I daresay there were few in the following of James Grahame would have borne such a humane part at the end of a bloody business, and I never heard our people cry down the name of Montrose (bitter foe to me and mine) but I minded to his credit that he had a compassionate ear for a child’s cry in the ruined hut of Aora Glen.
A generous act indeed. I would say there were few in James Grahame's following who would have shown such humanity after a violent conflict, and I never heard our people speak badly of Montrose (a bitter enemy to me and mine) without remembering that he had a compassionate heart for a child's cry in the ruined hut of Aora Glen.
Montrose gave no hint to his staff of what he had heard, for when he joined them, he nor they turned round to look behind. Before us now, free and open, lay the way to Inneraora. We got down before the dusk fell, and were the first of its returning inhabitants to behold what a scandal of charred houses and robbed chests the Athole and Antrim caterans had left us.
Montrose didn’t let his staff know what he had heard. When he joined them, neither he nor they looked back. Before us now, wide and clear, was the path to Inneraora. We arrived just before nightfall and were the first returning residents to see the shocking scene of burned houses and looted belongings that the Athole and Antrim raiders had left behind.
In the grey light the place lay tenantless and melancholy, the snow of the silent street and lane trodden to a slush, the evening star peeping between the black roof-timbers, the windows lozenless, the doors burned out or hanging off their hinges. Before the better houses were piles of goods and gear turned out on the causeway. They had been turned about by pike-handles and trodden upon with contemptuous heels, and the pick of the plenishing was gone. Though upon the rear of the kirk there were two great mounds, that showed us where friend and foe had been burled, that solemn memorial was not so poignant to the heart at the poor relics of the homes gutted and sacked. The Provost’s tenement, of all the lesser houses in the burgh, was the only one that stood in its outer entirety, its arched ceils proof against the malevolent fire. Yet its windows gaped black and empty. The tide was in close on the breast-wall behind, and the sound of it came up and moaned in the close like the sough of a sea-shell held against the ear.
In the dim light, the place felt deserted and sad, the snow on the quiet street and alley turned to slush, the evening star peeking through the dark roof beams, the windows empty, the doors either burned or hanging off their hinges. In front of the nicer houses were stacks of belongings tossed onto the sidewalk. They had been upended by pike handles and trampled under disdainful feet, and the best of the stuff was gone. Though there were two large mounds behind the church marking where friends and enemies were buried, that solemn reminder didn’t hit as hard as the sad remnants of the homes that had been looted and destroyed. The Provost’s house was the only one of the smaller buildings in the town that stood intact, its arched ceilings safe from the destructive fire. Still, its windows were dark and empty. The tide was close to the breast wall behind, and its sound rose up and echoed in the alley like the whisper of a seashell held to the ear.
We stood in the close, the three of us (the bairn clinging in wonder to the girl’s gown), with never a word for a space, and that sough of the sea was almost a coronach.
We stood in the small area, the three of us (the child clinging in awe to the girl’s dress), without saying a word for a while, and the sound of the sea was almost like a lament.
CHAPTER XV.—CONFESSIONS OF A MARQUIS.
In a few hours, as it were, the news that the enemy had left the country was put about the shire, and people returned to pick up the loose ends of the threads of family and affairs. Next day my lord the Marquis came round Lochlong and Glencroe in a huge chariot with four wheels, the first we had ever seen in these parts, a manner of travel incumbent upon him because of a raxed shoulder he had met with at Dunbarton. He came back to a poor reception: the vestiges of his country’s most bitter extremity were on every hand, and, what was bound to be embarrassing to any nobleman of spirit, there was that in the looks and comportment of his clansmen that must have given MacCailein some unpleasant thought.
In just a few hours, the news that the enemy had left the country spread throughout the shire, and people returned to sort out the loose ends of their families and businesses. The next day, my lord the Marquis came around Lochlong and Glencroe in a large four-wheeled chariot, the first we had ever seen in our area, which he needed for traveling because of a shoulder injury he had sustained at Dunbarton. He received a chilly welcome: the signs of his country’s most painful struggles were everywhere, and what would be awkward for any nobleman with pride was the look and behavior of his clansmen, which must have given MacCailein some uncomfortable thoughts.
Behind his lordship came eleven hundred Lowland levies that had been with Baillie in England, and to command them came his cousin, Sir Duncan Campbell of Auchinbreac, luckily new over from Ireland, and in the spirit for campaigning. A fiery cross was sent round the clan, that in better times should easily have mustered five thousand of the prettiest lads ever trod heather, but it brought only a remnant of a thousand, and the very best that would have been welcome under the galley flag were too far afield for the summons to reach them in time. But every well-affected branch of Clan Campbell sent its gentlemen to officer our brigade.
Behind his lordship came eleven hundred Lowland troops who had been with Baillie in England, led by his cousin, Sir Duncan Campbell of Auchinbreac, who had just arrived from Ireland and was eager to campaign. A fiery cross was sent out to the clan, which in better times would have easily gathered five thousand of the finest young men to tread the heather, but it only brought together a remnant of a thousand, and many of those who would have been eager to fight under the galley flag were too far away for the message to reach them in time. However, every loyal branch of Clan Campbell sent their gentlemen to lead our brigade.
A parley of war held in the castle determined on immediate pursuit of Montrose to Lochaber, keeping within easy distance, but without attacking till he was checked in front by troops that had gone up to flank him by way of Stirling. I was at the council, but had little to do with its decision, though the word of M’Iver and myself (as was due to cavaliers of experience) was invited with respect.
A meeting about the war held in the castle decided on the immediate chase of Montrose to Lochaber, staying close but not attacking until he was confronted by troops that had moved in to flank him via Stirling. I attended the council but had little influence on its decision, though the perspectives of M’Iver and myself (as was appropriate for experienced cavalry officers) were welcomed with respect.
We were to march in two days; and as I had neither house nor ha’ to shelter me, seeing the old place up the glen was even more of a ruin than in Donald Gorm’s troubles, when the very roof-tree was thrown in Dhuloch, I shared quarters with M’Iver in the castle, where every available corner was occupied by his lordship’s guests.
We were set to march in two days, and since I had no home or shelter, seeing the old place up the glen was even more of a wreck than during Donald Gorm’s troubles, when the very roof was destroyed in Dhuloch. I ended up sharing a room with M’Iver in the castle, where every available space was taken up by his lordship’s guests.
When these other guests were bedded, and the house in all our wing of it was still, my comrade and I sat down to a tasse of brandy in our chamber, almost blythe, as you would say, at the prospect of coming to blows with our country’s spoilers. We were in the midst of a most genial crack when came a faint rap at the door, and in steps the goodman, as solemn as a thunder-cloud, in spite of the wan smile he fixed upon his countenance. He bore his arm out of his sleeve in a sling, and his hair was un-trim, and for once a most fastidious nobleman was anything but perjink.
When the other guests had gone to bed and our part of the house was quiet, my friend and I settled down with a glass of brandy in our room, almost cheerful, as you might say, at the thought of confronting our country’s wrongdoers. We were in the middle of a friendly conversation when there was a soft knock at the door, and in walked the host, looking as serious as a storm cloud, despite the weak smile he tried to put on. He had his arm in a sling, his hair was unkempt, and for once, a very particular nobleman was anything but fussy.
“I cry pardon, gentlemen!” he said in Gaelic, “for breaking in on my guests’ privacy; but I’m in no humour for sleeping, and I thought you might have a spare glass for a friend.”
“I’m sorry, gentlemen!” he said in Gaelic, “for intruding on my guests’ privacy; but I’m not in the mood to sleep, and I thought you might have an extra drink for a friend.”
“It’s your welcome, Argile,” said I, putting a wand chair to the front for him. He sat himself down in it with a sigh of utter weariness, and nervously poking the logs on the fire with a purring-iron, looked sadly about the chamber.
“It’s your welcome, Argile,” I said, pulling a chair to the front for him. He settled into it with a sigh of complete exhaustion and, nervously prodding the logs in the fire with a poker, glanced around the room sadly.
It was his wife’s tiring-room, or closet, or something of that nature, fitted up hastily for our accommodation, and there were signs of a woman’s dainty hand and occupation about it The floor was carpeted, the wall was hung with arras; a varnish ‘scrutoire, some sweet-wood boxes, two little statues of marble, two raised silver candlesticks with snuffers conform, broidery-work unfinished, and my lord’s picture, in a little gilded frame hanging over a dressing-table, were among its womanly plenishing.
It was his wife's dressing room, or closet, or something like that, quickly set up for our use, and you could see the touches of a woman's delicate hand and presence. The floor was carpeted, the walls were draped with fabric; there was a polished writing desk, some wooden boxes, two small marble statues, two raised silver candlesticks with matching snuffers, unfinished embroidery work, and my lord's picture in a little gilded frame hanging over a dressing table, all part of its feminine décor.
“Well, coz,” said his lordship, breaking an awkward silence, “we have an enormous and dastardly deed here to avenge.”
“Well, cousin,” said his lordship, breaking the awkward silence, “we have a huge and despicable act here to get revenge for.”
“We have that!” said M’Iver. “It’s a consolation that we are in the mood and in the position to set about paying the debt. Before the glad news came of your return, I was half afraid that our quarry would be too far gone ere we set loose the dogs on him. Luckily he can be little farther than Glenurchy now. Elrigmore and I had the honour to see the visitors make their departure. They carried so much stolen gear, and drove so big a prize of cattle, that I would not give them more than a twenty miles’ march to the day.”
“We have that!” said M’Iver. “It's a relief that we’re in the right mindset and position to start repaying the debt. Before I heard the good news of your return, I was worried our target would be too far away by the time we got a chance to go after him. Fortunately, he can't be much farther than Glenurchy now. Elrigmore and I had the honor of seeing the visitors leave. They were loaded with so much stolen stuff and drove away such a big herd of cattle that I wouldn’t estimate them to be more than a twenty-mile march in a day.”
“Will they hang together, do you think?” asked his lordship, fingering a crystal bottle for essence that lay on the ‘scrutoire.
“Do you think they'll stick together?” his lordship asked, playing with a crystal bottle of essence that was on the desk.
“I misdoubt it,” said M’Iver. “You know the stuff, MacCailein? He may have his Irish still; but I’ll wager the MacDonalds, the Stewarts, and all the rest of that reiving crowd are off to their holds, like the banditty they are, with their booty. A company of pikes on the rear of him, as like as not, would settle his business.”
“I doubt it,” said M’Iver. “Do you know what he's like, MacCailein? He might still have his Irish spirit, but I’ll bet the MacDonalds, the Stewarts, and all those other raiders are hiding away with their loot, like the bandits they are. A group of spears coming up behind him would probably take care of things.”
The Marquis, besides his dishevelment, was looking very lean and pale. I am wrong if I had not before me a man who had not slept a sound night’s sleep in his naked bed since the point of war beat under his castle window.
The Marquis, despite his unkempt appearance, looked very thin and pale. I would be mistaken if I didn’t see a man who hadn’t had a good night’s sleep in his bare bed since the sound of war echoed outside his castle window.
“Your arm, my lord “—I said in a pause of his conversation with Mlver, “is it a fashious injury? You look off your ordinary.”
“Your arm, my lord”—I said during a pause in his conversation with Milver, “is it a serious injury? You seem out of sorts.”
“I do,” he said. “I daresay I do, and I wish to God it was only this raxed arm that was the worst of my ailment.”
“I do,” he said. “I definitely do, and I wish to God that this worn-out arm was the worst of my problems.”
His face burned up red in the candle-light, his nostrils swelled, and he rose in his chair. A small table was between us. He put his uninjured hand on it to steady himself, and leaned over to me to make his words more weighty for my ear.
His face flushed in the candlelight, his nostrils flared, and he stood up from his chair. A small table was in between us. He placed his uninjured hand on it to steady himself and leaned toward me to make his words more impactful for me to hear.
“Do you know,” he added, “I’m Archibald, Marquis of Argile, and under the cope and canopy of heaven this January night there’s not a creature of God’s making more down in the heart and degraded than I? If the humblest servant in my house pointed a scornful finger at me and cried ‘Coward,’ I would bow my head. Ay, ay! it’s good of you, sir, to shake a dissenting head; but I’m a chief discredited. I know it, man. I see it in the faces about me. I saw it at Rosneath, when my very gardener fumbled, and refused to touch his bonnet when I left. I saw it to-night at my own table, when the company talked of what they should do, and what my men should do, and said never a word of what was to be expected of MacCailein Mor.”
“Do you know,” he added, “I’m Archibald, Marquis of Argile, and under the sky on this January night, there’s not a single creature made by God more miserable and degraded than I am? If the humblest servant in my house pointed a scornful finger at me and shouted ‘Coward,’ I would hang my head in shame. Yes, yes! It’s kind of you, sir, to shake your head in disagreement; but I’m completely discredited. I know it, man. I can see it in the faces around me. I saw it at Rosneath when my own gardener hesitated and wouldn’t even lift his hat when I left. I saw it tonight at my own table when the company talked about what they should do, and what my men should do, and never mentioned what was expected of MacCailein Mor.”
“I think, my lord,” I cried “that you’re exaggerating a very small affair.”
“I think, my lord,” I exclaimed, “that you’re blowing a minor issue out of proportion.”
“Small affair!” he said (and he wetted his lips with his tongue before the words came). “Small affair! Hell’s flame! is there anything smaller than the self-esteem of a man who by some infernal quirk of his nature turns his back on his most manifest duty—leaves the blood of his blood and the skin of his skin to perish for want of his guidance and encouragement, and wakens at morning to find it no black nightmare but the horrible fact? Answer me that, Elrigmore!”
“Small deal!” he said (and he wet his lips with his tongue before the words came). “Small deal! Hell’s flames! Is there anything smaller than the self-esteem of a man who, by some terrible twist of his nature, turns his back on his most obvious duty—leaves his own flesh and blood to suffer without his guidance and support, and wakes up in the morning to find it’s not a bad dream but a horrible reality? Answer me that, Elrigmore!”
“Tut, tut,” said M’Iver, pouring his cousin a glass; “you’re in the vapours, and need a good night’s sleep. There’s no one in Argile dare question your spirit, whatever they may think of your policy.”
“Tut, tut,” said M’Iver, pouring his cousin a glass; “you’re feeling down, and you need a good night’s sleep. No one in Argile would dare question your spirit, no matter what they might think of your policy.”
Argile relapsed into his chair, and looked with a pitiful eye at his kinsman.
Argile slumped back in his chair and looked at his relative with a pitiful expression.
“My good Iain,” he said, “do you ken the old Lochow wife’s story of the two daws? ‘Thou didst well,’ said the one, ‘though thy wings are cut; thou didst well to do as I told thee.’ I’m not blaming you; you are a brave man of your own hands, and a middling honest man too, as honesty goes among mercenaries; but your tongue’s plausible, plausible, and you are the devil’s counsellor to any other man who slackens his will by so much as a finger-length.”
“My good Iain,” he said, “do you know the old Lochow wife’s story about the two crows? ‘You did well,’ said one, ‘even though your wings are clipped; you did well to follow my advice.’ I’m not blaming you; you are a brave man and somewhat honest too, at least by mercenary standards; but your words are smooth, very smooth, and you’re the devil’s advisor to anyone else who weakens their resolve by even a little bit.”
M’Iver took on a set stern jaw, and looked his chief very dourly in the face.
M’Iver set his jaw firmly and looked very seriously at his chief.
“My Lord of Argile,” he said, “you’re my cousin-ger-man, and you’re in a despondent key, and small blame to you with your lands smoking about you from Cruachan to Kilmartin; but if you were King Tearlach himself, I would take no insult from you. Do you charge me with any of your misfortunes?”
“My Lord of Argile,” he said, “you’re my cousin, and you’re feeling down, which is understandable with your lands in ruins from Cruachan to Kilmartin; but even if you were King Tearlach himself, I wouldn’t take offense from you. Are you blaming me for any of your troubles?”
“I charge you with nothing, John,” said Argile, wearily. “I’m only saying that at a time of stress, when there’s a conflict in a man’s mind between ease and exertion, you’re not the best of consciences. Are we two going to quarrel about a phrase while our clansmen’s blood is crying from the sod? Sit down, sir; sit down, if it please you,” he said more sternly, the scowl that gave him the gruamach reputation coming on his face; “sit down, if it please you, and instead of ruffling up like the bubbly-jock over words, tell me, if you can, how to save a reputation from the gutter. If it was not that I know I have your love, do you think I should be laying my heart bare here and now? You have known me some time now, M’Iver—did you ever find me without some reserve in my most intimate speech? Did you ever hear me say two words that I had not a third in the background to bring forward if the policy of the moment called for it?”
“I’m not blaming you for anything, John,” Argile said tiredly. “I’m just pointing out that during stressful times, when a person is torn between comfort and effort, you’re not the most reliable conscience. Are we really going to argue about a word while our clansmen’s blood cries out from the ground? Please, sit down,” he said more firmly, his scowl—what earned him the gruamach reputation—starting to show; “sit down, if you would, and instead of getting riled up over words, tell me, if you can, how to save a reputation from disgrace. If it wasn’t for the fact that I know I have your support, do you think I’d be laying my heart bare right now? You’ve known me for a while, M’Iver—have you ever seen me without some level of reserve in my most personal conversations? Have you ever heard me say two words without a third one ready in case the situation called for it?”
M’Iver laughed slyly, and hesitated to make any answer.
M'Iver chuckled coyly and paused before responding.
“It’s a simple question,” said the Marquis; “am I to think it needs too straightforward an answer for John Splendid to give it?”
“It’s a simple question,” said the Marquis; “should I believe it requires too straightforward an answer for John Splendid to provide?”
“I’m as frank as my neighbours,” said M’Iver.
“I’m as straightforward as my neighbors,” said M’Iver.
“Well, sir, do not check the current of my candour by any picking and choosing of words. I ask if you have ever found me with the babbling and unbridled tongue of a fool in my mouth, giving my bottom-most thought to the wind and the street?”
“Well, sir, please don’t hold back my honesty by nitpicking my words. I’m asking if you’ve ever seen me with the rambling and uncontrolled speech of a fool, throwing my deepest thoughts out into the wind and onto the street?”
“You were no Gael if you did, my lord. That’s the sin of the shallow wit. I aye kept a bit thought of my own in the corner of my vest.”
“You weren't a true Gael if you did, my lord. That's the flaw of shallow thinking. I always kept a little thought of my own tucked away in the corner of my vest.”
MacCailein sighed, and the stem of the beaker he was fingering broke in his nervous fingers. He threw the fragments with an impatient cry into the fireplace.
MacCailein sighed, and the stem of the beaker he was touching broke in his nervous fingers. He tossed the pieces into the fireplace with an annoyed shout.
“It’s the only weakness of our religion (God pardon the sin of hinting at any want in that same!) that we have no chance of laying the heart bare to mortal man. Many a time I could wish for the salving influence of the confessional, even without the absolution to follow.”
“It’s the only flaw in our faith (God forgive me for even suggesting there’s a flaw!) that we can’t fully reveal our hearts to anyone. There have been many times I wished for the healing comfort of confession, even without the absolution that comes after.”
“I think,” said John Splendid, “it would be a strange day when MacCailein Mor, Marquis of Argile, would ask or need shriving from anything or any one. There was never a priest or vicar in the shire you couldn’t twist the head off!”
“I think,” said John Splendid, “it would be a weird day when MacCailein Mor, Marquis of Argile, would ask for or need confession from anything or anyone. There was never a priest or pastor in the county you couldn’t fool!”
The Marquis turned to me with a vexed toss of his shoulder. “It’s a hopeless task to look for a pagan’s backbone,” said he. “Come, I’ll confess. I dare not hint at my truant thought to Auchinbreac or before any of these fiery officers of mine, who fear perhaps more than they love me. At the black tale of my weakness they would make no allowance for my courage as the same was shown before.”
The Marquis turned to me with an annoyed shrug. “It’s a pointless effort to look for a pagan's courage,” he said. “Come on, I’ll admit it. I can’t even hint at my wandering thoughts to Auchinbreac or any of my fiery officers, who probably fear me more than they actually care. If they heard about my weakness, they wouldn’t recognize my courage like they did before.”
“Your courage, sir,” said I, “has been proved; it is the inheritance of your race. But I dare not strain my conscience, my lord, much as I love and honour your house, to say I could comprehend or concur in the extraordinary retirement you made from these parts when our need for your presence was the sorest.”
“Your courage, sir,” I said, “has been shown; it’s in your blood. But I can’t ignore my conscience, my lord, no matter how much I love and respect your house, to say I could understand or agree with the unusual withdrawal you made from these parts when we needed you the most.”
“I thank you for that, Elrigmore,” said his lordship, cordially. “You say no more now than you showed by your face (and perhaps said too) on the night the beacon flamed on Dunchuach. To show that I value your frankness—that my kinsman here seems to fancy a flaw ol character—I’ll be explicit on the cause of my curious behaviour in this crisis. When I was a boy I was brought up loyally to our savage Highland tradition, that feuds were to carry on, and enemies to confound, and that no logic under heaven should keep the claymore in its sheath while an old grudge was to wipe out in blood or a wrong to right.”
“I appreciate that, Elrigmore,” his lordship said warmly. “You’re saying no more now than what your face showed (and maybe what you said too) on the night the beacon blazed on Dunchuach. To show that I value your honesty—since my relative here seems to think there’s a character flaw—I’ll be clear about why I’ve been acting this way in this situation. When I was a boy, I was raised to uphold our fierce Highland tradition, where feuds were to be continued, and enemies to be defeated, and that no reasoning in the world should keep the sword sheathed while an old grudge needed to be settled in blood or a wrong needed to be righted.”
“A most sensible and laudable doctrine!” cried M’Iver. “With that and no more of a principle in life—except paying your way among friends—a good man of his hands could make a very snug and reputable progress through the world.”
“A very sensible and admirable idea!” exclaimed M’Iver. “With that and no other principle in life—except paying your way among friends—a good person could easily achieve a comfortable and respectable life in the world.”
“Some men might,” said Argile, calmly; “I do not know whether to envy or pity their kind. But they are not my kind. I think I bore myself not ungracefully in the Cabinet, in the field too, so long as I took my father’s logic without question. But I have read, I have pondered——”
“Some guys might,” said Argile, calmly; “I’m not sure whether to envy or feel sorry for them. But they’re not my type. I think I manage to keep myself entertained in the Cabinet and in the field too, as long as I accepted my father’s reasoning without questioning it. But I’ve read, I’ve thought—”
“Just so,” whispered M’Iver, not a bit abashed that a sneer was in his interjection and his master could behold it.
“Exactly,” whispered M’Iver, completely unbothered by the fact that there was a sneer in his tone and his boss could see it.
“—And I have my doubts about the righteousness of much of our warfare, either before my day or now. I have brought the matter to my closet I have prayed——”
“—And I have my doubts about the morality of a lot of our wars, both in the past and now. I have taken this issue to my private space and prayed——”
“Pshaw!” exclaimed M’Iver, but at once he asked pardon.
“Ugh!” exclaimed M’Iver, but he immediately apologized.
“—I am a man come—or wellnigh come—to the conclusion that his life was never designed by the Creator to be spent in the turmoil of faction and field. There is, I allow, a kind of man whom strife sets off, a middling good man in his way, perhaps, with a call to the sword whose justice he has never questioned. I have studied the philosophies; I have reflected on life—this unfathomable problem—and ‘fore God I begin to doubt my very right to wear a breastplate against the poignard of fate. Dubiety plays on me like a flute.”
“—I’m a man who has come—or nearly come—to the conclusion that my life wasn’t meant by the Creator to be spent in the chaos of conflict and battle. I admit, there’s a certain type of person who thrives in strife, a somewhat decent person in his own right, maybe, who feels called to wield a sword without ever questioning his sense of justice. I’ve studied philosophies; I’ve reflected on life—this complex puzzle—and honestly, I’m starting to doubt my right to wear armor against the dagger of fate. Uncertainty plays me like a flute.”
To all this I listened soberly, at the time comprehending that this was a gentleman suffering from the disease of being unable to make up his mind. I would have let him go on in that key while he pleasured it, for it’s a vein there’s no remedy for at the time being; but M’Iver was not of such tolerant stuff as I. He sat with an amazed face till his passion simmered over into a torrent of words.
To all this, I listened seriously, understanding that this was a man who couldn't make up his mind. I would have let him continue in that vein while he enjoyed it, since there's no fix for that right now; but M'Iver wasn't as patient as I was. He sat there, looking amazed, until his frustration boiled over into a flood of words.
“MacCailein!” said he, “I’ll never call you coward, but I’ll call you mad, book mad, closet mad! Was this strong fabric your house of Argile (John M’Iver the humblest of its members) built up on doubt and whim and shillyshally hither and yond? Was’t that made notable the name of your ancestor Cailein Mor na Sringe, now in the clods of Kilchrenan, or Cailein Iongataich who cooled his iron hide in Linne-na-luraich; or your father himself (peace with him!), who did so gallantly at Glenlivet?”
“MacCailein!” he said, “I won’t call you a coward, but I’ll say you’re crazy, book crazy, closet crazy! Was this strong structure your house of Argile (John M’Iver, the humblest of its members) built on doubt and indecision? Was it that made famous the name of your ancestor Cailein Mor na Sringe, now resting in the clods of Kilchrenan, or Cailein Iongataich who cooled his iron hide in Linne-na-luraich; or your father himself (rest in peace!), who fought so bravely at Glenlivet?”
“——And taught me a little of the trade of slaughter at the Western Isles thirty years ago come Candlemas,” said the Marquis. “How a man ages! Then—then I had a heart like the bird of spring.”
“——And taught me a bit about the slaughter trade in the Western Isles thirty years ago around Candlemas,” said the Marquis. “How a man ages! Back then—I had a heart like a spring bird.”
“He could have taught you worse! I’m your cousin, and I’ll say it to your beard, sir! Your glens and howes are ruined, your cattle are houghed and herried, your clan’s name is a bye-word this wae day in all Albainn, and you sit there like a chemist weighing the wind on your stomach.”
“He could have taught you worse! I’m your cousin, and I’ll say it to your face, sir! Your valleys and hills are destroyed, your cattle are injured and taken, your clan’s name is a joke today in all of Scotland, and you sit there like a scientist measuring the wind with your gut.”
“You see no farther than your nose, John,” said the Marquis, petulantly, the candle-light turning his eyes blood-red.
“You can’t see past your own nose, John,” the Marquis said, irritably, the candlelight making his eyes look blood-red.
“Thank God for that same!” said Mlver, “if it gives me the wit to keep an enemy from striking the same. If the nose was Argile’s, it might be twisted off his face while he debated upon his right to guard it.”
“Thank God for that!” said Mlver, “if it gives me the sense to keep an enemy from striking back. If the nose belonged to Argile, it might be twisted off his face while he argued over his right to protect it.”
“You’re in some ways a lucky man,” said the Marquis, still in the most sad and tolerant humour. “Did you never have a second’s doubt about the right of your side in battle?”
“You’re in some ways a lucky guy,” said the Marquis, still in the saddest and most understanding mood. “Did you never have a moment’s doubt about the righteousness of your side in battle?”
“Here’s to the doubt, sir!” said M’Iver. “I’m like yourself and every other man in a quandary of that kind, that thinking on it rarely brought me a better answer to the guess than I got from my instinct to start with.”
“Here’s to the doubt, sir!” said M’Iver. “I’m just like you and every other guy facing a dilemma like that; thinking about it hardly ever leads me to a better answer than the instinct I had to begin with.”
Argile put his fingers through his hair, clearing the temples, and shutting wearied eyes on a perplexing world.
Argile ran his fingers through his hair, smoothing back the sides, and closed his tired eyes against a confusing world.
“I have a good deal of sympathy with John’s philosophy,” I said, modestly. “I hold with my father that the sword is as much God’s scheme as the cassock. What are we in this expedition about to start but the instruments of Heaven’s vengeance on murtherers and unbelievers?”
“I can really relate to John’s philosophy,” I said, humbly. “I agree with my father that the sword is just as much a part of God’s plan as the cassock. What are we but tools of Heaven’s punishment against murderers and non-believers on this mission we’re about to begin?”
“I could scarcely put it more to the point myself,” cried M’Iver. “A soldier’s singular and essential duty is to do the task set him with such art and accomplishment as he can—in approach, siege, trench, or stronghold.”
“I could hardly say it better myself,” shouted M’Iver. “A soldier’s main and essential duty is to carry out the task given to him with as much skill and success as he can—in approach, siege, trench, or stronghold.”
“Ay, ay! here we are into our dialectics again,” said his lordship, laughing, with no particular surrender in his merriment. “You gentlemen make no allowance for the likelihood that James Grahame, too, may be swearing himself Heaven’s chosen weapon. ‘Who gave Jacob to the spoil and Israel to the robbers—did not I, the Lord?’ Oh, it’s a confusing world!”
“Ah, here we go with our debates again,” his lordship said, laughing without holding back. “You guys don’t consider the possibility that James Grahame might also think he’s Heaven’s chosen instrument. ‘Who gave Jacob to the spoil and Israel to the robbers—wasn’t it me, the Lord?’ Oh, what a confusing world it is!”
“Even so, MacCailein; I’m a plain man,” said M’Iver, “though of a good family, brought up roughly among men, with more regard to my strength and skill of arm than to book-learning; but I think I can say that here and in this crisis I am a man more fit, express, and appropriate than yourself. In the common passions of life, in hate, in love, it is the simple and confident act that quicker achieves its purpose than the cunning ingenuity. A man in a swither is a man half absent, as poor a fighter as he is indifferent a lover; the enemy and the girl will escape him ere he has throttled the doubt at his heart There’s one test to my mind for all the enterprises of man—are they well contrived and carried to a good conclusion? There may be some unco quirks to be performed, and some sore hearts to confer at the doing of them, but Heaven itself, for all its puissance, must shorten the pigeon’s wing that the gled of the wood may have food to live on.”
“Even so, MacCailein; I’m just an ordinary guy,” M’Iver said, “even though I come from a good family, raised roughly among men, valued more for my strength and skill than for book smarts; but I believe I can say that in this situation, I’m more suited and ready than you are. In the basic emotions of life, like hate and love, it’s the straightforward and confident action that gets results faster than clever tricks. A man who's unsure is as good as absent, just as poor in a fight as he is in love; both the enemy and the girl will slip away from him before he can overcome the doubt in his heart. There’s one test for all of mankind’s endeavors—are they well planned and achieve a good outcome? There may be some strange twists to go through and some broken hearts to deal with along the way, but even Heaven, despite its power, must clip the pigeon’s wings so that the hawk in the woods has food to survive on.”
“Upon my word, M’Iver,” said Argile, “you beat me at my own trade of debate, and—have you ever heard of a fellow Machiavelli?”
“Honestly, M’Iver,” said Argile, “you’ve outsmarted me in my own game of debate, and—have you ever heard of a guy named Machiavelli?”
“I kent a man of that name in a corps we forgathered with at Mentz—a ‘provient schriever,’ as they called him. A rogue, with a hand in the sporran of every soldier he helped pay wage to.”
“I knew a man by that name in a group we met up with in Mentz—a 'proficient scammer,' as they called him. A rogue, always with his hand in the pouch of every soldier he helped pay.”
“This was a different person; but no matter. Let us back to the beginning of our argument—why did you favour my leaving for Dunbarton when Montrose came down the Glen?”
“This was a different person; but it doesn’t matter. Let’s go back to the start of our discussion—why did you want me to leave for Dunbarton when Montrose came down the Glen?”
The blood swept to M’Iver’s face, and his eye quailed.
The blood rushed to M’Iver’s face, and his eye trembled.
“I favoured no such impolitic act,” said he, slowly. “I saw you were bent on going, and I but backed you up, to leave you some rags of illusion to cover your naked sin.”
“I didn't support such an unwise action,” he said slowly. “I saw you were determined to go, and I just went along with you to leave you some scraps of illusion to cover your exposed sin.”
“I thought no less,” said Argile, sadly, “and yet, do you know, Iain, you did me a bad turn yonder. You made mention of my family’s safety, and it was the last straw that broke the back of my resolution. One word of honest duty from you at that time had kept me in Inner-aora though Abijah’s array and Jeroboam’s horse and foot were coming down the glens.”
“I thought so too,” said Argile, sadly, “but you know, Iain, you really did me a disservice back there. You brought up my family’s safety, and it was the final blow to my determination. If you had said just one thing about doing what was right at that moment, it would have kept me in Inner-aora, even with Abijah’s army and Jeroboam’s cavalry coming down the valleys.”
For a little M’Iver gave no answer, but sat in a chair of torture.
For a moment, M’Iver didn't respond but sat in an uncomfortable chair.
“I am sorry for it,” he said at last, in a voice that was scarce his own; “I’m in an agony for it now; and your horse was not round Strone before I could have bit out the tongue that flattered your folly.”
“I’m really sorry about it,” he finally said, using a voice that barely sounded like his own; “I’m in so much pain over it now; and your horse hadn’t gone around Strone before I could have bitten out the tongue that praised your foolishness.”
MacCailein smiled with a solemn pity that sat oddly on the sinister face that was a mask to a complex and pliable soul.
MacCailein smiled with a serious pity that strangely contrasted with the dark look of his face, which masked a complicated and adaptable spirit.
“I have no doubt,” said he, “and that’s why I said you were a devil’s counsellor. Man, cousin! have we not played together as boys on the shore, and looked at each other on many a night across a candid bowl? I know you like the open book; you and your kind are the weak, strong men of our Highland race. The soft tongue and the dour heart; the good man at most things but at your word!”
“I have no doubt,” he said, “and that's why I called you a devil's adviser. Man, cousin! haven’t we played together as kids on the shore, and shared many nights looking at each other over a clear drink? I know you like to be honest; you and your kind are the weak but strong men of our Highland heritage. The smooth talk and the tough heart; the good man in most things but not when it comes to your word!”
CHAPTER XVI.—OUR MARCH FOR LOCHABER.
The essence of all human melancholy is in the sentiment of farewells. There are people roving about the world, to-day here, to-morrow afar, who cheat fate and avoid the most poignant wrench of this common experience by letting no root of their affection strike into a home or a heart Self-contained, aloof, unloved, and unloving, they make their campaign through life in movable tents that they strike as gaily as they pitch, and, beholding them thus evade the one touch of sorrow that is most inevitable and bitter to every sensitive soul, I have sometimes felt an envy of their fortune. To me the world was almost mirthful if its good-byes came less frequent. Cold and heat, the contumely of the slanderer, the insult of the tyrant, the agues and fevers of the flesh, the upheavals of personal fortune, were events a robust man might face with calm valiancy if he could be spared the cheering influence of the homely scene or the unchanged presence of his familiars and friends. I have sat in companies and put on an affected mirth, and laughed and sung with the most buoyant of all around, and yet ever and anon I chilled at the intruding notion of life’s brevity.
The core of all human sadness lies in the feeling of goodbyes. There are people wandering the world, here today, gone tomorrow, who cheat fate and escape the most intense pain of this shared experience by never letting their affection take root in a home or a heart. Self-sufficient, distant, unloved, and unloving, they journey through life in temporary setups that they take down just as cheerfully as they set them up. Watching them avoid the one sorrow that is most inevitable and painful for every sensitive soul, I sometimes find myself envying their situation. For me, the world seemed almost joyful if its departures were less frequent. Cold and heat, the insults of the gossip, the abuse from the oppressor, the aches and fevers of the body, the ups and downs of fortune—these are events a strong person could face with brave calm if they could be spared the uplifting influence of familiar surroundings or the constant presence of loved ones and friends. I have sat in groups and pretended to be joyful, laughing and singing alongside the most upbeat people around, yet now and then, I would feel a chill from the nagging thought of life’s fleeting nature.
Thus my leaving town Inneraora—its frozen hearths, its smokeless vents, its desecrated doorways, and the few of my friends who were back to it—was a stupendous grief. My father and my kinspeople were safe—we had heard of them by the returners from Lennox; but a girl with dark tresses gave me a closer passion for my native burgh than ever I felt for the same before. If love of his lady had been Argile’s reason for retreat (thought I), there was no great mystery in his act.
Thus my leaving the town of Inneraora—its frozen hearths, smokeless vents, desecrated doorways, and the few friends who had returned there—was a tremendous sorrow. My father and my relatives were safe—we had heard about them from those returning from Lennox; but a girl with dark hair gave me a deeper connection to my hometown than I had ever felt before. If Argile's reason for retreat was his love for a woman (I thought), there was no great mystery in his actions.
What enhanced my trouble was that Clan MacLachlan—as Catholics always safe to a degree from the meddling of the invaders—had re-established themselves some weeks before in their own territory down the loch, and that young Lachlan, as his father’s proxy, was already manifesting a guardian’s interest in his cousin. The fact came to my knowledge in a way rather odd, but characteristic of John Splendid’s anxiety to save his friends the faintest breeze of ill-tidings.
What made my situation worse was that the MacLachlan clan—who, as Catholics, were usually somewhat protected from the invaders’ interference—had settled back in their own land by the loch a few weeks earlier. Young Lachlan, acting on behalf of his father, was already showing a protective interest in his cousin. I learned about this in a rather unusual way, but it was typical of John Splendid’s eagerness to shield his friends from even the smallest hint of bad news.
We were up early betimes in the morning of our departure for Lorn, though our march was fixed for the afternoon, as we had to await the arrival of some officers from Ceanntyre; and John and I, preparing our accoutrements, began to talk of the business that lay heaviest at my heart—the leaving of the girl we had found in Strongara wood.
We woke up early on the morning of our departure for Lorn, even though our march was scheduled for the afternoon since we had to wait for some officers from Ceanntyre to arrive. As John and I got our gear ready, we started discussing the thing that weighed most on my mind—the girl we had found in Strongara wood.
“The oddest thing that ever happened to me,” he said, after a while, “is that in the matter of this child she mothers so finely she should be under the delusion that I have the closest of all interests in its paternity. Did you catch her meaning when she spoke of its antecedents as we sat, the four of us, behind the fir-roots?”
“The strangest thing that ever happened to me,” he said after a moment, “is that in the way she looks after this child so well, she's completely convinced that I have the deepest interest in its paternity. Did you understand what she meant when she talked about its background while we were sitting, the four of us, behind the fir roots?”
“No, I can’t say that I did,” said I, wonderingly.
“No, I can’t say that I did,” I said, wondering.
“You’re not very gleg at some things, Elrigmore,” he said, smiling. “Your Latin gave you no clue, did it, to the fact that she thought John M’Iver a vagabond of the deepest dye?”
“You’re not very quick at some things, Elrigmore,” he said, smiling. “Your Latin didn’t give you any hint, did it, that she thought John M’Iver a complete layabout?”
“If she thought that,” I cried, “she baffles me; for a hint I let drop in a mere careless badinage of your gallanting reputation made her perilously near angry.”
“If she thought that,” I exclaimed, “she confuses me; because a comment I made in a casual joking way about your charming reputation almost made her really angry.”
John with pursed lips stroked his chin, musing on my words. I was afraid for a little he resented my indiscretion, but resentment was apparently not in his mind, for his speech found no fault with me.
John, with his lips pressed together, stroked his chin, thinking about what I said. I was a bit worried that he might resent my bluntness, but it seemed that wasn’t the case, as he didn’t criticize me at all.
“Man, Colin,” he said, “you could scarcely have played a more cunning card if you had had myself to advise you. But no matter about that.”
“Dude, Colin,” he said, “you couldn't have played a smarter move if you had me helping you out. But it doesn't really matter.”
“If she thinks so badly of you, then,” I said, “why not clear yourself from her suspicions, that I am willing to swear (less because of your general character than because of your conduct since she and you and the child met) are without foundation?”
“If she thinks so poorly of you, then,” I said, “why not clear yourself of her suspicions? I’m willing to swear (more because of your behavior since she, you, and the child met than because of your overall character) that they are unfounded?”
“I could scarcely meet her womanly innuendo with a coarse and abrupt denial,” said he. “There are some shreds of common decency left in me yet.”
“I could hardly respond to her feminine insinuation with a harsh and blunt rejection,” he said. “I still have some remnants of decency left in me.”
“And you prefer to let her think the worst?”
“And you would rather let her think the worst?”
He looked at me with a heightened colour, and he laughed shortly.
He looked at me, his face flushed, and let out a brief laugh.
“You’ll be no loser by that, perhaps,” he said; and before I could answer he added, “Pardon a foolish speech, Colin; I learned the trick of fanfaron among foreign gentry who claimed a conquête d’amour for every woman who dropped an eye to their bold scrutiny. Do not give me any share of your jealousy for Lachlan MacLachlan of that ilk—I’m not deserving the honour. And that reminds me——”
“You won't look like a loser because of that, maybe,” he said; and before I could respond, he added, “Sorry for my silly talk, Colin; I picked up the habit of bragging from foreign nobility who boasted about their love conquests every time a woman glanced their way. Don’t include me in your jealousy for Lachlan MacLachlan from that crowd—I don’t deserve that kind of recognition. And that reminds me——”
He checked himself abruptly.
He abruptly checked himself.
“Come, come,” said I, “finish your story; what about MacLachlan and the lady?”
“Come on,” I said, “finish your story; what happened with MacLachlan and the lady?”
“The lady’s out of the tale this time,” he said, shortly. “I met him stravaiging the vacant street last night; that was all.”
“The lady’s not part of the story this time,” he said briefly. “I saw him wandering the empty street last night; that’s all.”
“Then I can guess his mission without another word from you,” I cried, after a little dumfounderment. “He would be on the track of his cousin.”
“Then I can figure out his mission without you saying another word,” I exclaimed, after a moment of being stunned. “He would be looking for his cousin.”
“Not at all,” said John, with a bland front; “he told me he was looking for a boatman to ferry him over the loch.”
“Not at all,” said John, with a calm expression; “he told me he was looking for a boatman to take him across the lake.”
This story was so plainly fabricated to ease my apprehension that down I went, incontinent, and sought the right tale in the burgh.
This story was so clearly made up to calm my nerves that I just went down and looked for the right story in the town.
Indeed it was not difficult to learn the true particulars, for the place rang all the worse for its comparative emptiness with the scandal of M’Iver’s encounter with Mac-Lachlan, whom, it appeared, he had found laying a gallant’s siege to the upper window of Askaig’s house, whose almost unharmed condition had made it a convenient temporary shelter for such as had returned to the town. In the chamber behind the window that Mac-Lachlan threw his peebles at, were his cousin and the child, as M’Iver speedily learned, and he trounced him from the neighbourhood with indignities.
Indeed, it wasn't hard to learn the real details, as the place felt even emptier with the scandal of M’Iver’s encounter with Mac-Lachlan. It turned out that Mac-Lachlan was unsuccessfully trying to get the attention of someone at the upper window of Askaig’s house, which, due to its relatively unscathed condition, had become a convenient temporary shelter for those who had returned to the town. In the room behind the window that Mac-Lachlan was throwing stones at were his cousin and the child, as M’Iver quickly found out, and he chased him away from the area with insults.
“What set you on the man?” I asked John when I came back after learning this.
“What got you interested in the guy?” I asked John when I returned after finding this out.
“What do you think?” said he.
“What do you think?” he asked.
“You could have done no more if you had an eye on the girl yourself,” I said, “and that, you assure me, is out of the question.”
“You couldn't have done any more if you were keeping an eye on the girl yourself,” I said, “and that, you assure me, is not an option.”
“The reason was very simple,” he answered. “I have a sort of elder man’s mischievous pleasure in spoiling a young buck’s ploy, and—and—there might be an extra interest in my entertainment in remembering that you had some jealous regard for the lady.”
“The reason is pretty simple,” he said. “I get a bit of a kick out of messing up a young guy’s plans, and—and—there’s also a bit of extra fun for me in remembering that you were a little jealous of the lady.”
All I had that was precious to take with me when we left Inneraora to follow the track of Montrose was the friendly wave of Mistress Betty’s hand as we marched out below the Arches on our way to the North.
All I had that was valuable to take with me when we left Inneraora to follow Montrose's path was the kind wave from Mistress Betty as we marched out under the Arches heading North.
Argile and Auchinbreac rode at our head—his lordship on a black horse called Lepanto, a spirited beast that had been trained to active exercises and field-practice; Auchinbreac on a smaller animal, but of great spirit and beauty. M’Iver and I walked, as did all the officers. We had for every one of our corps twelve shot apiece, and in the rear a sufficiency of centners of powder, with ball and match. But we depended more on the prick of pike and the slash of sword than on our culverins. Our Lowland levies looked fairly well disciplined and smart, but there was apparent among them no great gusto about our expedition, and we had more hope of our vengeance at the hands of our uncouth but eager clansmen who panted to be at the necks of their spoilers and old enemies.
Argile and Auchinbreac led the way—his lordship on a black horse named Lepanto, an energetic beast that had been trained for active drills and field exercises; Auchinbreac on a smaller but equally spirited and beautiful animal. M’Iver and I walked, along with the other officers. We carried twelve rounds each for our corps, and behind us was plenty of gunpowder, along with balls and matches. However, we relied more on the thrust of pikes and the swing of swords than on our cannons. Our Lowland troops looked fairly well-trained and sharp, but they didn’t seem too enthusiastic about our mission. We had higher hopes for our rough but eager clansmen, who were eager to confront their foes and old adversaries.
M’Iver confided to me more than once his own doubts about the mettle of the companies from Dumbarton.
M’Iver shared his doubts with me more than once about the courage of the companies from Dumbarton.
“I could do well with them on a foreign strand,” he said, “fighting for the bawbees against half-hearted soldiery like themselves, but I have my doubts about their valour or their stomach for this broil with a kind of enemy who’s like to surprise them terribly when the time comes. This affair’s decision must depend, I’m afraid, for the most part on our own lads, and I wish there were more of them.”
“I could do well with them on a foreign shore,” he said, “fighting for the money against half-hearted soldiers like themselves, but I have my doubts about their bravery or their stomach for this fight against an enemy who’s likely to catch them off guard when the time comes. The outcome of this situation must depend, I’m afraid, mostly on our own guys, and I wish there were more of them.”
We went up the Glen at a good pace, an east wind behind us, and the road made a little easier for us since the snow had been trodden by the folks we were after. To-day you will find Aora Glen smiling—happy with crop and herd on either hand and houses at every turn of the road, with children playing below the mountain-ash that stands before each door. You cannot go a step but human life’s in sight Our march was in a desolate valley—the winds with the cold odour (one might almost think) of ruin and death.
We walked up the Glen at a good pace, with an east wind at our backs, and the road was a bit easier since the snow had been packed down by the people we were following. Today, you'll see Aora Glen looking vibrant—full of crops and livestock on both sides, and houses around every bend, with children playing beneath the mountain-ash tree in front of each home. There's not a step you can take without seeing signs of life all around. Our journey, though, was through a desolate valley—the winds carrying a cold scent that almost felt like ruin and death.
Beyond Lecknamban, where the time by the shadow on Tom-an-Uarader was three hours of the afternoon, a crazy old cailleach, spared by some miracle from starvation and doom, ran out before us wringing her hands, and crying a sort of coronach for a family of sons of whom not one had been spared to her. A gaunt, dark woman, with a frenzied eye, her cheeks collapsed, her neck and temples like crinkled parchment, her clothes dropping off her in strips, and her bare feet bleeding in the snow.
Beyond Lecknamban, where the shadow on Tom-an-Uarader marked three in the afternoon, a frazzled old woman, saved by some miracle from starvation and despair, rushed out in front of us, wringing her hands and crying out a kind of lament for her sons, none of whom had survived. She was a gaunt, dark woman with a wild look in her eyes, sunken cheeks, a neck and temples like crumpled parchment, her clothes hanging off her in tatters, and her bare feet bleeding in the snow.
Argile scoffed at the superstition, as he called it, and the Lowland levies looked on it as a jocular game, when we took a few drops of her blood from her forehead for luck—a piece of chirurgy that was perhaps favourable to her fever, and one that, knowing the ancient custom, and respecting it, she made no fraca about.
Argile laughed at the superstition, as he called it, while the Lowland levies viewed it as a lighthearted game when we took a few drops of her blood from her forehead for good luck—a bit of surgery that might have even helped her fever, and knowing the old tradition, she didn’t make a fuss about it.
She followed us in the snow to the ruins of Camus, pouring out her curses upon Athole and the men who had made her home desolate and her widowhood worse than the grave, and calling on us a thousand blessings.
She followed us in the snow to the ruins of Camus, unleashing her curses on Athole and the men who had made her home desolate and her widowhood worse than death, while showering us with a thousand blessings.
Lochow—a white, vast meadow, still bound in frost—we found was able to bear our army and save us the toilsome bend round Stronmealchan. We put out on its surface fearlessly. The horses pranced between the isles; our cannon trundled on over the deeps; our feet made a muffled thunder, and that was the only sound in all the void. For Cruachan had looked down on the devastation of the enemy. And at the falling of the night we camped at the foot of Glen Noe.
Lochow—a wide, white meadow, still covered in frost—we discovered could support our army and spare us the exhausting detour around Stronmealchan. We ventured out onto its surface fearlessly. The horses danced between the islands; our cannons rolled over the depths; our footsteps created a muted thunder, and that was the only sound in the emptiness. For Cruachan had witnessed the destruction of the enemy. And as night fell, we set up camp at the base of Glen Noe.
It was a night of exceeding clearness, with a moon almost at the full, sailing between us and the south. A certain jollity was shed by it upon our tired brigade, though all but the leaders (who slept in a tent) were resting in the snow on the banks of the river, with not even a saugh-tree to give the illusion of a shelter. There was but one fire in the bivouac, for there was no fuel at hand, and we had to depend upon a small stock of peats that came with us in the stores-sledge.
It was a clear night, with a nearly full moon shining down on us from the south. Its brightness brought a bit of cheer to our exhausted group, even though only the leaders (who were sleeping in a tent) were resting comfortably. The rest of us lay in the snow along the riverbank, with no trees around to create even a sense of shelter. There was only one fire in the camp since we had no fuel available, and we had to rely on a small supply of peat that we brought with us in the supplies sled.
Deer came to the hill and belled mournfully, while we ate a frugal meal of oat-bannock and wort. The Low-landers—raw lads—became boisterous; our Gaels, stern with remembrance and eagerness for the coming business, thawed to their geniality, and soon the laugh and song went round our camp. Argile himself for a time joined in our diversion. He came out of his tent and lay in his plaid among his more immediate followers, and gave his quota to the story or the guess. In the deportment of his lordship now there was none of the vexatious hesitancy that helped him to a part so poor as he played in his frowning tower at home among the soothing and softening effects of his family’s domestic affairs. He was true Diarmaid the bold, with a calm eye and steadfast, a worthy general for us his children, who sat round in the light of the cheerful fire. So sat his forebears and ours on the close of many a weary march, on the eve of many a perilous enterprise. That cold pride that cocked his head so high on the causeway-stones of Inneraora relinquished to a mien generous, even affectionate, and he brought out, as only affection may, the best that was of accomplishment and grace in his officers around.
Deer came to the hill and called out sadly while we had a simple meal of oat-bread and herbs. The lowlanders—rowdy boys—got loud; our Gaelic friends, serious with memories and anticipation for the upcoming tasks, warmed up and soon laughter and songs filled our camp. Argyle himself joined in our fun for a while. He emerged from his tent and lay on his plaid among his closest followers, contributing to the stories and guesses. In the way he carried himself now, there was none of the annoying hesitation that had made him play such a poor role back at his gloomy tower, surrounded by the distracting comforts of family life. He was truly Diarmaid the Bold, with a steady gaze and determination, a deserving leader for us, his children, who sat around the bright fire. Just as his ancestors and ours had sat after many a tough march and on the eve of many dangerous ventures. That cold pride that had once made him hold his head so high on the rough stones of Inneraora softened into a generous, almost affectionate demeanor, and he brought out the best in his officers, as only genuine affection can.
“Craignure,” he would say, “I remember your story of the young King of Easaidh Ruadh; might we have it anew?” Or, “Donald, is the Glassary song of the Target in your mind? It haunts me like a charm.”
“Craignure,” he would say, “I remember your tale of the young King of Easaidh Ruadh; could we hear it again?” Or, “Donald, do you have the Glassary song of the Target in your thoughts? It lingers in my mind like a spell.”
And the stories came free, and in the owercome of the songs the dark of Glen Noe joined most lustily.
And the stories flowed freely, and in the chorus of the songs, the darkness of Glen Noe joined in more enthusiastically.
Songs will be failing from the memory in the ranging of the years, the passions that rose to them of old burned low in the ash, so that many of the sweetest ditties I heard on that night in Glen Noe have long syne left me for ever—all but one that yet I hum to the children at my knee. It was one of John Splendid’s; the words and air were his as well as the performance of them, and though the English is a poor language wherein to render any fine Gaelic sentiment, I cannot forbear to give something of its semblance here. He called it in the Gaelic “The Sergeant of Pikes,” and a few of its verses as I mind them might be Scotticed so—
Songs will fade from memory over the years, the passions that once surrounded them have diminished, so many of the sweetest tunes I heard that night in Glen Noe have long since left me forever—all except one that I still hum to the kids at my knee. It was one of John Splendid’s; he wrote the lyrics and the melody, and even though English isn’t great for capturing the beauty of Gaelic sentiment, I can’t help but share a bit of its essence here. He called it in Gaelic “The Sergeant of Pikes,” and a few verses as I remember them might be expressed like this—
When I sat in the service o’ foreign commanders, Selling a sword for a beggar man’s fee, Learning the trade o’ the warrior who wanders, To mak’ ilka stranger a sworn enemie; There was ae thought that nerved roe, and brawly it served me. With pith to the claymore wherever I won,— ‘Twas the auld sodger’s story, that, gallows or glory, The Hielan’s, the Hielan’s were crying me on! I tossed upon swinging seas, splashed to my kilted knees, Ocean or ditch, it was ever the same; In leaguer or sally, tattoo or revally, The message on every pibroch that came, Was “Cruachan, Cruachan, O son remember us, Think o’ your fathers and never be slack!” Blade and buckler together, though far off the heather, The Hielan’s, the Hielan’s were all at my back! The ram to the gate-way, the torch to the tower, We rifled the kist, and the cattle we maimed; Our dirks stabbed at guess through the leaves o’ the bower, And crimes we committed that needna be named: Moonlight or dawning grey, Lammas or Lady-day, Donald maun dabble his plaid in the gore; He maun hough and maun harry, or should he miscarry, The Hielan’s, the Hielan’s will own him no more! And still, O strange Providence! mirk is your mystery, Whatever the country that chartered our steel Because o’ the valiant repute o’ our history, The love o’ our ain land we maistly did feel; Many a misty glen, many a sheiling pen, Rose to our vision when slogans rang high; And this was the solace bright came to our starkest fight, A’ for the Hielan’s, the Hielan’s we die! A Sergeant o’ Pikes, I have pushed and have parried O (My heart still at tether in bonny Glenshee); Weary the marches made, sad the towns harried O, But in fancy the heather was aye at my knee: The hill-berry mellowing, stag o’ ten bellowing, The song o’ the fold and the tale by the hearth, Bairns at the crying and auld folks a-dying, The Hielan’s sent wi’ me to fight round the earth! O the Hielan’s, the Hielan’s, praise God for His favour, That ane sae unworthy should heir sic estate, That gi’ed me the zest o the sword, and the savour That lies in the loving as well as the hate. Auld age may subdue me, a grim death be due me, For even a Sergeant o’ Pikes maun depart, But I’ll never complain o’t, whatever the pain o’t, The Hielan’s, the Hielan’s were aye at my heart!
When I served under foreign commanders, Selling my sword for a beggar’s pay, Learning the craft of the wandering warrior, To make every stranger a sworn enemy; There was one thought that strengthened me, and it served me well. With spirit for the claymore wherever I went— It was the old soldier’s tale, that, gallows or glory, The Highlanders, the Highlanders were cheering me on! I tossed on swinging seas, soaked to my kilted knees, Ocean or ditch, it was always the same; In siege or sortie, tattoo or reveille, The message in every pibroch that came, Was “Cruachan, Cruachan, O son remember us, Think of your fathers and never be slack!” Blade and shield together, though far from the heather, The Highlanders, the Highlanders were all at my back! The ram at the gate, the torch at the tower, We plundered the chest, and the cattle we harmed; Our daggers stabbed wildly through the leaves of the bower, And crimes we committed that need not be named: Moonlight or dawn, Lammas or Lady Day, Donald must plunge his plaid in the blood; He must butcher and harry, or if he should fail, The Highlanders, the Highlanders will claim him no more! And still, O strange Providence! dark is your mystery, Whatever the country that enlisted our steel Because of the brave reputation of our history, The love of our own land we mostly felt; Many a misty glen, many a humble home, Appeared in our vision when slogans rang high; And this was the bright comfort that came to our fiercest fight, All for the Highlanders, the Highlanders we die! As a Sergeant of Pikes, I’ve fought and defended, (My heart still tied to lovely Glenshee); Weary were the marches, sad were the towns raided, But in spirit, the heather was always at my knee: The hill berries ripening, stag of ten roaring, The song of the fold and the tale by the fire, Children crying and old folks dying, The Highlanders sent me to fight around the world! O the Highlanders, the Highlanders, praise God for His favor, That one so unworthy should inherit such a fate, That gave me the thrill of the sword and the joy That comes from love as well as hate. Old age may overcome me, a grim death may claim me, For even a Sergeant of Pikes must depart, But I’ll never complain about it, whatever the pain, The Highlanders, the Highlanders were always in my heart!
We closed in our night’s diversion with the exercise of prayer, wherein two clerics led our devotion, one Master Mungo Law, a Lowlander, and the other his lordship’s chaplain—Master Alexander Gordon, who had come on this expedition with some fire of war in his face, and never so much as a stiletto at his waist.
We wrapped up our evening's entertainment with a prayer session, led by two clerics: Master Mungo Law, a Lowlander, and Master Alexander Gordon, the lord's chaplain. Gordon joined us on this trip looking fierce and didn't even have a knife at his waist.
They prayed a trifle long and drearily the pair of them, and both in the English that most of our clansmen but indifferently understood. They prayed as prayed David, that the counsel of Ahithophel might be turned to foolishness; and “Lo,” they said, “be strong and courageous; fear not, neither be afraid of the King of Ashur, neither for all the multitude that is with him; for there be more with us than with him,” and John Splendid turned to me at this with a dry laugh.
They prayed a bit too long and drearily, both of them, in English that most of our clansmen barely understood. They prayed like David did, asking for Ahithophel's advice to be made foolish; and they said, “Look, be strong and courageous; don’t be afraid of the King of Assyria or all the people with him; because there are more of us than there are of him.” At this, John Splendid turned to me with a dry laugh.
“Colin, my dear,” said he, “thus the hawk upon the mountain-side, and the death of the winged eagle to work up a valour for! ‘There be more with us than with him.’ I never heard it so bluntly put before. But perhaps Heaven will forgive us the sin of our caution, seeing that half our superior number are but Lowland levies.”
“Colin, my dear,” he said, “just like the hawk on the mountainside, and the death of the winged eagle to inspire courage! ‘There are more of us than of him.’ I’ve never heard it stated so straightforwardly before. But maybe Heaven will forgive us for being cautious, considering that half of our greater number are just Lowland recruits.”
And all night long deer belled to deer on the braes of Glen Noe.
And all night long, deer called to each other on the hills of Glen Noe.
CHAPTER XVII.—IN THE LAND OF LORN.
We might well be at our prayers. Appin paid dearly for its merriment in the land of Cailein Mor, and the MacDonalds were mulct most generously for our every hoof and horn. For when we crossed Loch Etive there came behind us from the ruined glens of Lower Lorn hordes of shepherds, hunters, small men of small families, who left their famished dens and holes, hunger sharping them at the nose, the dead bracken of concealment in their hair, to join in the vengeance on the cause of their distress. Without chieftains or authority, they came in savage bands, affronting the sea with their shouts as they swam or ferried; they made up with the wildest of our troops, and ho, ro! for the plaids far and wide on the errands of Hell. In that clear, cold, white weather—the weather of the badger’s dream, as our proverb calls it—we brought these glens unfriendly, death in the black draught and the red wine of fire. A madness of hate seized on us; we glutted our appetites to the very gorge. I must give Argile the credit of giving no licence to our on-goings. He rode after us with his Lowlanders, protesting, threatening, cajoling in vain. Many a remonstrance, too, made Gordon, many an opening fire he stamped out in cot and bam. But the black smoke of the granary belching against the white hills, or the kyloe, houghed and maimed, roaring in its agony, or the fugitive brought bloody on his knees among the rocks—God’s mercy!
We might as well be praying. Appin paid a high price for its joy in the land of Cailein Mor, and the MacDonalds were hit hard for every hoof and horn. When we crossed Loch Etive, hordes of shepherds, hunters, and small families came after us from the ruined glens of Lower Lorn. They left their starving homes, with hunger gnawing at them, and dead bracken in their hair, joining in the revenge for their suffering. Without any leaders or authority, they came in savage groups, shouting at the sea as they swam or took ferries; they blended with the wildest of our troops, and ho, ro! for the plaids far and wide on their hell-bent errands. In that clear, cold weather—what our proverb calls the weather of the badger’s dream—we brought death to these unfriendly glens, both in the black draughts and the fiery red wine. A madness of hatred overtook us; we indulged our appetites to excess. I have to give Argile credit for trying to rein us in. He rode after us with his Lowlanders, protesting, threatening, and pleading in vain. Gordon also made many protests, extinguishing many fires in homes and barns. But the thick black smoke from the granary against the white hills, or the kyloe, wounded and howling in pain, or the fugitive brought to his bloody knees among the rocks—God have mercy!
Do you know why those unco spectacles were sometimes almost sweet to me, though I was more often a looker-on than a sharer in their horror? It was because I never saw a barn blaze in Appin or Glencoe but I minded on our own black barns in Shira Glen; nor a beast slashed at the sinew with a wanton knife, but I thought of Moira, the dappled one that was the pride of my mother’s byre, made into hasty collops for a Stewart meal. Through this remoter Lorn I went, less conscious of cruelty than when I plied fire and sword with legitimate men of war, for ever in my mind was the picture of real Argile, scorched to the vitals with the invading flame, and a burgh town I cherished reft of its people, and a girl with a child at her neck flying and sobbing among the hills.
Do you know why those strange sights were sometimes almost sweet to me, even though I was more often just watching than actually experiencing their horror? It was because every time I saw a barn burning in Appin or Glencoe, I remembered our own black barns in Shira Glen; and whenever an animal was slashed at the tendon with a cruel knife, I thought of Moira, the dappled one who had been my mother’s pride, turned into quick cuts for a Stewart meal. As I traveled through this distant Lorn, I felt less aware of cruelty than when I fought with legitimate soldiers, because in my mind was the image of real Argyle, burned to the core by the invading flames, a town I cherished taken from its people, and a girl with a child at her neck fleeing and crying among the hills.
Montrose and MacColkitto were far before us, marching up the Great Glen. They had with them the pick of the clans, so we lived, as it were, at free quarters, and made up for weeks of short fare by a time of high feeding.
Montrose and MacColkitto were well ahead of us, marching up the Great Glen. They had brought the best of the clans, so we lived, in a way, at their expense, and made up for weeks of limited food with a time of generous feasting.
Over Etive and through the Benderloch, and through Appin and even up to Glencoe, by some strange spasm of physique—for she was frail and famished—the barefooted old cailleach of Carnus came after us, a bird of battle, croaking in a horrible merriment over our operations. The Dark Dame we called her. She would dance round the butchery of the fold, chanting her venomous Gaelic exultation in uncouth rhymes that she strung together as easily as most old people of her kind can do such things in times of passion or trance. She must have lived like a vulture, for no share would she have in our pots, though sometimes she added a relish to them by fetching dainties from houses by the way, whose larders in our masculine ignorance we had overlooked.
Over Etive and through Benderloch, and through Appin and even up to Glencoe, for some strange reason—since she was thin and starving—the barefooted old cailleach of Carnus followed us, a battle bird, cawing with a terrible glee over what we were doing. We called her the Dark Dame. She would dance around the slaughter at the fold, chanting her nasty Gaelic songs in awkward rhymes that she put together as easily as most elderly people like her do in moments of excitement or trance. She must have lived like a vulture, for she wouldn’t take any of our food, though sometimes she spiced it up by bringing treats from houses along the way, which we had overlooked in our masculine ignorance.
“I would give thee the choicest of the world,” she would say. “What is too good for my heroes, O heroes of the myrtle-badge?”
“I would give you the best in the world,” she would say. “What is too good for my heroes, oh heroes of the myrtle badge?”
“Sit down and pick,” John Splendid bade her once, putting a roysterer’s playful arm round her waist, and drawing her to the fire where a dinner stewed.
“Sit down and choose,” John Splendid told her while playfully wrapping his arm around her waist and pulling her towards the fire where dinner was cooking.
Up she threw her claws, and her teeth were at his neck with a weasel’s instinct But she drew back at a gleam of reason.
Up she threw her claws, and her teeth were at his neck with the instinct of a weasel. But she pulled back at a glimpse of reason.
“Oh, darling, darling,” she cried, patting him with her foul hands, “did I not fancy for the moment thou wert of the spoilers of my home and honour—thou, the fleet foot, the avenger, the gentleman with an account to pay—on thee this mother’s blessing, for thee this widow’s prayers!”
“Oh, darling, darling,” she exclaimed, patting him with her dirty hands, “did I not think for a moment you were one of the ones who ruined my home and honor—you, the swift one, the avenger, the gentleman with a debt to settle—on you this mother’s blessing, for you this widow’s prayers!”
M’Iver was more put about at her friendliness than at her ferocity, as he shook his plaiding to order and fell back from her worship.
M’Iver was more taken aback by her friendliness than her fierceness as he adjusted his plaid and stepped back from her admiration.
“I’ve seldom seen a more wicked cat,” said he; “go home, grandam, and leave us to our business. If they find you in Lochaber they will gralloch you like a Yule hind.”
“I’ve rarely seen a more wicked cat,” he said; “go home, grandma, and leave us to our business. If they find you in Lochaber, they will gut you like a Yule hind.”
She leered, witch-like, at him, clutched suddenly at his sword-hilt, and kissed it with a frenzy of words, then sped off, singing madly as she flew.
She glared at him, looking almost witch-like, suddenly grabbed his sword-hilt, kissed it with a chaotic outburst of words, and then took off, singing wildly as she went.
We left the Dark Dame on Levenside as we ferried over to Lochaber, and the last we saw of her, she stood knee-deep in the water, calling, calling, calling, through the grey dun morning, a curse on Clan Donald and a blessing on Argile.
We left the Dark Dame on Levenside as we crossed over to Lochaber, and the last we saw of her, she was standing knee-deep in the water, shouting, shouting, shouting, through the gray morning, cursing Clan Donald and blessing Argile.
His lordship sat at the helm of a barge, his face pallid and drawn with cold, and he sighed heavily as the beldame’s cries came after us.
His lordship sat at the helm of a barge, his face pale and strained from the cold, and he sighed heavily as the old woman's cries echoed after us.
“There’s little of God’s grace in such an omen,” said he, in English, looking at the dim figure on the shore, and addressing Gordon.
“There’s not much of God’s grace in that omen,” he said in English, looking at the shadowy figure on the shore and speaking to Gordon.
“It could happen nowhere else,” said the cleric, “but in such a ferocious land. I confess it, my lord—I confess it with the bitter shame of surrender, that I behold generations of superstition and savagery still to beat down ere your people are so amenable to the Gospel as the folks of the Lowland shires. To them such a shrieking harridan would be an object of pity and stern measure; they would call her mad as an etter-cap, and keep her in bounds: here she is made something of a prophetess———”
“It could happen nowhere else,” said the cleric, “but in such a fierce land. I admit it, my lord—I admit it with the bitter shame of surrender, that I see generations of superstition and brutality still needing to be overcome before your people are as open to the Gospel as those in the Lowland shires. To them, such a screeching woman would be an object of pity and strict treatment; they would call her as mad as a hatter and keep her in check: here she is treated like some kind of prophetess———”
“How?” asked Argile, shortly, and he was looking wistfully at the hills we were leaving—the hills that lay between him and his books.
“How?” Argile asked abruptly, gazing longingly at the hills we were leaving—the hills that separated him from his books.
“There’s not a Highlander in your corps but has bowed his head to her blessing; there’s not one but looks upon her curse of the MacDonalds as so much of a gain in this enterprise.”
“There isn’t a Highlander in your group who hasn’t bowed their head to her blessing; not one who doesn’t see her curse on the MacDonalds as a benefit in this venture.”
“Oh,” said his lordship, “you are a little extravagant We have our foolish ways, Gordon, but we are not altogether heathen; and do you think that after all there might not be something in the portents of a witch like yon in her exaltation?”
“Oh,” said his lordship, “you can be a bit extravagant. We have our silly ways, Gordon, but we’re not completely barbaric; and do you really think that there might not be something to the warnings from a witch like her in her high state?”
“No more than’s in the howling of the wind in the chimney,” said Gordon, quickly.
“No more than what’s in the howling of the wind in the chimney,” said Gordon, quickly.
“Perhaps not,” said Argile, after a little, “perhaps not; but even the piping of the vent has something of prophecy in it, though the wind bloweth where it listeth. I have only a scholar’s interest in these things, I give you my word, and——”
“Maybe not,” said Argile after a moment, “maybe not; but even the sound of the vent has a hint of prophecy in it, even though the wind blows wherever it wants. I assure you, I’m only interested in these things as a scholar, and——”
He laughed with a little restraint before he went on.
He chuckled a bit before continuing.
“Do you know, John,” he called out to M’Iver—“do you know what our cailleach friend says of our jaunt? She put a head in at my tent last night, and ‘Listen, MacCailein,’ said she, ‘and keep on high roads,’ said she, ‘and Inverlochy’s a perilous place,’ said she, ‘and I’d be wae to see the heather above the gall.’”
“Do you know, John,” he called out to M’Iver—“do you know what our cailleach friend says about our trip? She popped her head into my tent last night, and ‘Listen, MacCailein,’ she said, ‘stick to the main roads,’ she said, ‘and Inverlochy’s a dangerous place,’ she said, ‘and I’d be sorry to see the heather above the gall.’”
John Splendid’s back was to him as he sat at the prow of a boat coming close on our stern, but I saw the skin of his neck flame. He never turned: he made no answer for a moment, and when he spoke it was with a laughing allusion in English to the folly of portents.
John Splendid’s back was to him as he sat at the front of a boat approaching our rear, but I saw the skin on his neck flush. He didn’t turn around: he didn’t respond for a moment, and when he finally spoke, it was with a teasing reference in English to the absurdity of omens.
This was so odd an attitude for a man usually superstitious to take up, that I engaged him on the point whenever we landed.
This was such an unusual attitude for a man who is usually superstitious that I brought it up with him whenever we landed.
“You seem to have no great respect for the Dark Dame’s wizardy,” said I.
“You don't seem to have much respect for the Dark Dame's magic,” I said.
He took me aside from some of the clansmen who could overhear.
He pulled me aside from some of the tribe members who could hear us.
“Never let these lads think that you either lightly Dame Dubh or make overmuch of her talk about the heather and gall, for they prize her blessing, strangely enough, and they might lay too great stress on its failure. You catch me?”
“Never let these guys think that you either take Dame Dubh lightly or put too much weight on her talk about the heather and gall, because they value her blessing, oddly enough, and they might put too much importance on its absence. Do you get me?”
I nodded to keep him going, and turned the thing over in my mind.
I nodded to encourage him to continue and thought it over.
“What do you think of the prophecy yourself?” he asked; “is it not familiar?”
“What do you think about the prophecy?” he asked. “Doesn’t it sound familiar?”
In a flash it came to my mind that I had half-hinted to him at what the Macaulay woman had said in the fold of Elrigmore.
In a flash, it struck me that I had vaguely hinted to him about what the Macaulay woman had said in the fold of Elrigmore.
“I think,” said I, “the less the brooding on these things the better.”
“I think,” I said, “the less we dwell on these things, the better.”
If we had our own misgivings about the end of this jaunt, our companions had none. They plunged with hearts almost jocular into the woods on Lochaber’s edge, in a bright sunshine that glinted on the boss of the target and on the hilt of the knife or sword, and we came by the middle of the day to the plain on which lay the castle of Inverlochy—a staunch quadrangular edifice with round towers at the angles, and surrounded by a moat that smelled anything but freshly. And there we lay for a base, and thence we sent out round Keppoch and Locheil some dashing companies that carried on the work we began in Athole.
If we had our own doubts about the end of this trip, our companions had none. They dove into the woods on Lochaber’s edge with almost playful enthusiasm, in bright sunshine that sparkled on the target's boss and on the hilt of the knife or sword. By midday, we reached the plain where the castle of Inverlochy stood—a solid square building with round towers at the corners, surrounded by a moat that didn't smell fresh at all. We set up base there and sent out some bold companies around Keppoch and Locheil to continue the work we started in Athole.
Auchinbreac’s notion, for he was more than my lord the guide of this enterprise, was to rest a day or two in the castle and then follow on the heels of Montrose, who, going up Loch Ness-side, as we knew he was, would find himself checked in front by Seaforth, and so hemmed between two fires.
Auchinbreac’s idea, since he was more than just my lord guiding this venture, was to stay a day or two in the castle and then pursue Montrose, who we knew was making his way up the Loch Ness side. He would end up getting stuck in front by Seaforth and trapped between two threats.
It was about three o’clock on Wednesday afternoon when Argile sent for M’Iver and myself to suggest a reconnoitring excursion up the Great Glen by the side of the lochs, to see how far the enemy might have reached before us.
It was around three o’clock on Wednesday afternoon when Argile called for M’Iver and me to propose a scouting trip up the Great Glen alongside the lochs, to check how far the enemy might have gotten ahead of us.
“I’m sorry to lose your company, gentlemen,” said he, “even for a day; but this is a delicate embassy, and I can fancy no one better able to carry it through successfully than the two gentlemen who have done more delicate and dangerous work in the ranks of the honourable Scots Brigade.”
“I regret having to part ways with you, gentlemen,” he said, “even for just a day; but this mission is quite sensitive, and I can’t imagine anyone better suited to handle it successfully than the two gentlemen who have accomplished more delicate and risky tasks in the ranks of the honorable Scots Brigade.”
“I can say for myself,” said John, “that there’s not a man in Keppoch could guess my nativity or my politics if I had on another tartan than that of the Diarmaid.”
“I can say for myself,” John said, “that there’s not a single person in Keppoch who could guess my origins or my political views if I were wearing a different tartan than Diarmaid's.”
“Ah! you have the tongue, no doubt of it,” said Argile, smiling; “and if a change of colour would make your task less hazardous, why not effect it? I’m sure we could accommodate you with some neutral fabric for kilt and plaid.”
“Ah! You definitely have the talent for words,” Argile said with a smile. “And if changing colors would make your job less risky, why not do it? I’m sure we can provide you with some neutral fabric for your kilt and plaid.”
“For the humour of the thing,” said John, “I would like to try it; but I have no notion of getting hanged for a spy. James Grahame of Montrose has enough knowledge of the polite arts of war to know the difference between a spy in his camp in a false uniform and a scout taking all the risks of the road by wearing his own colours. In the one case he would hang us offhand, in the other there’s a hair’s-breadth of chance that he might keep us as hostages.”
“For the fun of it,” said John, “I’d like to give it a shot; but I have no intention of getting hanged as a spy. James Grahame of Montrose knows the polite arts of war well enough to see the difference between a spy in his camp in a disguise and a scout who’s taking all the risks by wearing his own colors. In one case, he’d hang us on the spot; in the other, there’s a slim chance he might keep us as hostages.”
“But in any tartan, cousin, you’re not going to let yourself be caught,” said Argile. “We have too much need for you here. Indeed, if I thought you were not certain to get through all right, I would send cheaper men in your place.”
“But in any tartan, cousin, you’re not going to let yourself be caught,” said Argile. “We need you too much here. Honestly, if I didn’t believe you would make it through without a problem, I’d send less valuable men in your place.”
John laughed.
John chuckled.
“There’s no more cure,” said he, “for death in a common herd than for the same murrain in an ensign of foot.”
“There’s no cure for death in a regular crowd any more than there is for the same disease in a foot soldier.”
“A scholar’s sentiment!” cried Argile. “Are you taking to the philosophies?”
“A scholar’s sentiment!” cried Argile. “Are you getting into philosophy?”
“It’s the sentiment, or something like it, of your chaplain, Master Gordon,” said John; “he reproved me with it on Dunchuach. But to do myself justice, I was never one who would run another into any danger I was unwilling to face myself.”
“It’s the feeling, or something like that, from your chaplain, Master Gordon,” said John; “he called me out on it at Dunchuach. But to be fair to myself, I was never the kind of person to put anyone in danger I wasn't willing to face myself.”
The Marquis said no more, so we set about preparing for the journey.
The Marquis didn't say anything else, so we started getting ready for the trip.
“Well, Elrigmore, here we are running the loupegarthe with MacDonalds on the one side of us and Camerons on the other,” said my comrade, as we set out at the mouth of the evening, after parting from a number of the clan who went up to the right at Spean to do some harrying in Glen Roy.
“Well, Elrigmore, here we are navigating the loupegarthe with the MacDonalds on one side and the Camerons on the other,” said my friend as we set out in the evening after saying goodbye to several members of the clan who headed up to the right at Spean to do some raiding in Glen Roy.
No gavilliger or provost-marshal ever gave a more hazardous gauntlet to run, thought I, and I said as much; but my musings brought only a good-humoured banter from my friend.
No officer or provost-marshal ever presented a more dangerous challenge to face, I thought, and I mentioned this; but my reflections only earned some lighthearted teasing from my friend.
All night we walked on a deserted rocky roadway under moon and star. By the side of Loch Lochy there was not a light to be seen; even the solitary dwellings we crept bye in the early part of our journey were without smoke at the chimney or glimmer at the chink. And on that loch-side, towards the head of it, there were many groups of mean little hovels, black with smoke and rain, with ragged sloven thatch, the midden at the very door and the cattle routing within, but no light, no sign of human occupation.
All night we walked along a deserted, rocky road under the moon and stars. Next to Loch Lochy, there wasn't a single light to be seen; even the lonely houses we passed early in our journey had no smoke coming from the chimneys or light shining through the cracks. And along that loch-side, near the top of it, there were many groups of shabby little huts, dark with smoke and rain, with tattered, messy thatch, the garbage right at the door, and the cattle rummaging inside, but no light, no signs of anyone living there.
It was the dawning of the day, a fine day as it proved and propitious to its close, that we ventured to enter one such hut or bothy at the foot of another loch that lay before us. Auchinbreac’s last order to us had been to turn wherever we had indication of the enemy’s whereabouts, and to turn in any case by morning. Before we could go back, however, we must have some sleep and food, so we went into this hut to rest us. It stood alone in a hollow by a burn at the foot of a very high hill, and was tenanted by a buxom, well-featured woman with a herd of duddy children. There was no man about the place; we had the delicacy not to ask the reason, and she had the caution not to offer any. As we rapped at her door we put our arms well out of sight below our neutral plaids, but I daresay our trade was plain enough to the woman when she came out and gave us the Gael’s welcome somewhat grudgingly, with an eye on our apparel to look for the tartan.
It was the break of day, a lovely day that turned out to be favorable as it went on, when we decided to enter one of the huts at the foot of the loch that lay ahead of us. Auchinbreac’s last command had been to turn back at any signs of the enemy and definitely turn back by morning. However, before we could head back, we needed some sleep and food, so we went into this hut to rest. It stood alone in a hollow by a stream at the base of a very tall hill, and was inhabited by a robust, good-looking woman with a bunch of ragged children. There was no man around; we were polite enough not to ask why, and she was careful not to volunteer any information. As we knocked on her door, we kept our arms well hidden beneath our neutral cloaks, but I’m sure our business was obvious enough to the woman when she came out and gave us a somewhat reluctant Gael’s welcome, eyeing our clothing for the tartan.
“Housewife,” said John M’Iver, blandly, “we’re a bit off our way here by no fault of our own, and we have been on the hillside all night, and——”
“Housewife,” said John M'Iver casually, “we've strayed a bit off our path here through no fault of our own, and we’ve been on the hillside all night, and——”
“Come in,” she said, shortly, still scrutinising us very closely, till I felt myself flushing wildly. She gave us the only two stools in her dwelling, and broke the peats that smouldered on the middle of her floor. The chamber—a mean and contracted interior—was lit mainly from the door and the smoke-vent, that gave a narrow glimpse of heaven through the black cabar and thatch. Round about the woman gathered her children, clinging at her gown, and their eyes stared large and round in the gloom at the two of us who came so appallingly into their nest.
“Come in,” she said shortly, still examining us closely, until I felt myself blushing furiously. She offered us the only two stools in her home and stirred the smoldering peats on the floor. The room—a small and cramped space—was mostly lit by the door and the smoke vent, which provided a narrow glimpse of the sky through the dark cabar and thatch. Around the woman, her children gathered, clinging to her skirt, their eyes wide and round in the dim light as they stared at the two of us who had unexpectedly entered their home.
We sat for a little with our plaids about us, revelling in the solace of the hearty fire that sent wafts of odorous reek round the dwelling; and to our dry rations the woman added whey, that we drank from birch cogies.
We sat for a while with our blankets wrapped around us, enjoying the comfort of the warm fire that filled the house with a pleasant smell; and along with our dry rations, the woman added whey, which we drank from birch cups.
“I am sorry I have no milk just now,” she said. “I had a cow till the day before yesterday; now she’s a cow no more, but pith in Colkitto’s heroes.”
“I’m sorry, I don’t have any milk right now,” she said. “I had a cow until the day before yesterday; now she’s not a cow anymore, but just meat for Colkitto’s heroes.”
“They lifted her?” asked John.
“They picked her up?” asked John.
“I would not say they lifted her,” said the woman, readily, “for who would be more welcome to my all than the gentlemen of Keppoch and Seumais Grahame of Montrose?” And again she looked narrowly at our close-drawn plaids.
“I wouldn’t say they lifted her,” the woman replied quickly, “because who would be more welcome to everything I have than the gentlemen of Keppoch and Seumais Grahame of Montrose?” And again she looked closely at our tightly drawn plaids.
I stood up, pulled out my plaid-pin, and let the folds off my shoulder, and stood revealed to her in a Diarmaid tartan.
I stood up, took off my plaid pin, and slid the folds off my shoulder, revealing myself to her in a Diarmaid tartan.
“You see we make no pretence at being other than what we are,” I said, softly; “are we welcome to your whey and to your fire-end?”
“You see, we aren't pretending to be anything other than who we are,” I said softly. “Are we welcome to your whey and your fire-end?”
She showed no sign of astonishment or alarm, and she answered with great deliberation, choosing her Gaelic, and uttering it with an air to impress us.
She didn't show any shock or concern, and she responded thoughtfully, selecting her Gaelic carefully and speaking it with the intention of impressing us.
“I dare grudge no one at my door,” said she, “the warmth of a peat and what refreshment my poor dwelling can give; but I’ve seen more welcome guests than the spoilers of Appin and Glencoe. I knew you for Campbells when you knocked.”
“I have no grudge against anyone at my door,” she said, “for the warmth of a peat fire and whatever refreshments my humble home can offer; but I’ve had more welcome guests than the raiders of Appin and Glencoe. I knew you were Campbells as soon as you knocked.”
“Well, mistress,” said M’Iver, briskly, “you might know us for Campbells, and might think the worse of us for that same fact (which we cannot help), but it is to be hoped you will know us for gentlemen too. If you rue the letting of us in, we can just go out again. But we are weary and cold and sleepy, for we have been on foot since yesterday, and an hour among bracken or white hay would be welcome.”
“Well, ma'am,” said M’Iver, cheerfully, “you might recognize us as Campbells and think less of us because of it (which isn’t our fault), but hopefully, you’ll see us as gentlemen too. If you regret letting us in, we can simply leave. But we’re tired, cold, and sleepy since we’ve been on our feet since yesterday, and an hour resting in the ferns or soft hay would be greatly appreciated.”
“And when you were sleeping,” said the woman; “what if I went out and fetched in some men of a clan who would be glad to mar your slumber?”
“And when you were sleeping,” said the woman; “what if I went out and brought in some guys from a clan who would be happy to disturb your sleep?”
John studied her face for a moment It was a sonsy and simple face, and her eyes were not unkindly.
John studied her face for a moment. It was a pleasing and straightforward face, and her eyes were quite friendly.
“Well,” he said, “you might have some excuse for a deed so unhospitable, and a deed so different from the spirit of the Highlands as I know them. Your clan would be little the better for the deaths of two gentlemen whose fighting has been in other lands than this, and a wife with a child at her breast would miss me, and a girl with her wedding-gown at the making would miss my friend here. These are wild times, good wife, wild and cruel times, and a widow more or less is scarcely worth troubling over. I think we’ll just risk you calling in your men, for, God knows, I’m wearied enough to sleep on the verge of the Pit itself.”
“Well,” he said, “you might have some reason for an action so unwelcoming, and one so different from the spirit of the Highlands as I know them. Your clan wouldn’t benefit at all from the deaths of two gentlemen whose battles have taken place in lands far from here, and a wife with a child in her arms would miss me, while a girl preparing her wedding dress would miss my friend here. These are wild times, good woman, wild and brutal times, and a widow here or there isn’t really something worth worrying about. I think we’ll just take the chance of you calling in your men, because, God knows, I’m tired enough to sleep right on the edge of the Pit itself.”
The woman manifestly surrendered her last scruple at his deliverance. She prepared to lay out a rough bedding of the bleached bog-grass our people gather in the dry days of spring.
The woman clearly let go of her last hesitation at his rescue. She started to set up a rough sleeping area with the dried bog grass that our people collect during the dry days of spring.
“You may rest you a while, then,” said she. “I have a husband with Keppoch, and he might be needing a bed among strangers himself.”
“You can take a break for a bit, then,” she said. “I have a husband with Keppoch, and he might need a place to sleep among strangers too.”
“We are much in your reverence, housewife,” said John, nudging me so that I felt ashamed of his double-dealing. “That’s a bonny bairn,” he continued, lifting one of the children in his arms; “the rogue has your own good looks in every lineament.”
“We have great admiration for you, housewife,” said John, nudging me so that I felt embarrassed by his deceit. “That’s a beautiful child,” he continued, picking one of the kids up in his arms; “the little rascal has your good looks in every feature.”
“Aye, aye,” said the woman, drily, spreading her blankets; “I would need no sight of tartan to guess your clan, master. Your flattery goes wrong this time, for by ill-luck you have the only bairn that does not belong to me of all the brood.”
“Aye, aye,” said the woman, dryly, spreading her blankets; “I wouldn’t need to see any tartan to guess your clan, master. Your flattery is off this time, because, unfortunately, you have the only child that doesn’t belong to me out of all the bunch.”
“Now that I look closer,” he laughed, “I see a difference; but I’ll take back no jot of my compliment to yourself.”
“Now that I look more closely,” he laughed, “I see a difference; but I won’t take back anything I said to compliment you.”
“I was caught yonder,” said he to me a little later in a whisper in English, as we lay down in our corner. “A man of my ordinary acuteness should have seen that the brat was the only unspoiled member of all the flock.”
“I got caught over there,” he said to me a little later in a whisper in English, as we settled down in our corner. “Someone as sharp as I usually am should have realized that the kid was the only unspoiled one in the whole group.”
We slept, it might be a couple of hours, and wakened together at the sound of a man’s voice speaking with the woman outside the door. Up we sat, and John damned the woman for her treachery.
We slept for maybe a couple of hours and woke up together at the sound of a man's voice talking to the woman outside the door. We sat up, and John cursed the woman for her betrayal.
“Wait a bit,” I said. “I would charge her with no treachery till I had good proofs for it I’m mistaken if your lie about your wife and weans has not left her a more honest spirit towards us.”
“Hang on a second,” I said. “I wouldn’t accuse her of any betrayal until I had solid proof. If I’m wrong about your lie concerning your wife and kids, it might have actually made her more honest with us.”
The man outside was talking in a shrill, high voice, and the woman in a softer voice was making excuses for not asking him to go in. One of her little ones was ill of a fever, she said, and sleeping, and her house, too, was in confusion, and could she hand him out something to eat?
The man outside was speaking in a loud, high-pitched voice, while the woman, whose tone was softer, was making excuses for not inviting him in. She mentioned that one of her kids was sick with a fever and sleeping, and her house was in disarray. Could she offer him something to eat instead?
“A poor place Badenoch nowadays!” said the man, petulantly. “I’ve seen the day a bard would be free of the best and an honour to have by any one’s fire. But out with the bannocks and I’ll be going. I must be at Kilcumin with as much speed as my legs will lend me.”
“A poor place Badenoch these days!” said the man, irritably. “I remember when a bard was valued and a pleasure to have by anyone’s fire. But enough with the small talk; I need to go. I have to get to Kilcumin as fast as my legs can take me.”
He got his bannocks and he went, and we lay back a while on our bedding and pretended to have heard none of the incident It was a pleasant feature of the good woman’s character that she said never a word of her tactics in our interest.
He grabbed his bannocks and left, and we rested for a bit on our bedding and acted like we hadn't heard anything about the incident. It was a nice aspect of the good woman's character that she never mentioned her strategies for our benefit.
“So you did not bring in your gentlemen?” said John, as we were preparing to go. “I was half afraid some one might find his way unbidden, and then it was all bye with two poor soldiers of fortune.”
“So you didn't bring your friends?” John said as we were getting ready to leave. “I was kind of worried that someone might show up uninvited, and then it would be the end for two poor soldiers of fortune.”
“John MacDonald the bard, John Lorn, as we call him, went bye a while ago,” she answered simply, “on his way to the clan at Kilcumin.”
“John MacDonald the bard, John Lorn, as we call him, went by a while ago,” she answered simply, “on his way to the clan at Kilcumin.”
“I have never seen the bard yet that did not demand his bardic right to kail-pot and spoon at every passing door.”
“I’ve never come across a bard who didn’t expect their share of soup and a spoon at every house they passed.”
“This one was in a hurry,” said the woman, reddening a little in confusion.
“This one was in a hurry,” the woman said, blushing a bit in confusion.
“Just so,” said M’Iver, fumbling in his hand some coin he had taken from his sporran; “have you heard of the gold touch for fever? A child has been brought from the edge of the grave by the virtue of a dollar rubbed on its brow. I think I heard you say some neighbour’s child was ill? I’m no physician, but if my coin could—what?”
“Exactly,” said M’Iver, nervously holding some coins he had taken from his sporran; “have you heard about the gold touch for fever? A child was brought back from the brink of death by the power of a dollar rubbed on its forehead. I think I heard you mention that a neighbor’s child was sick? I’m not a doctor, but if my coins could—what?”
The woman flushed deeper than ever, an angered pride this time in her heat.
The woman blushed even more than before, her pride burning with anger this time.
“There’s no child ill that I know of,” said she; “if there was, we have gold of our own.”
“There’s no kid sick that I know of,” she said; “if there was, we have our own money.”
She bustled about the house and put past her blankets, and out with a spinning-wheel and into a whirr of it, with a hummed song of the country at her lips—all in a mild temper, or to keep her confusion from showing itself undignified.
She hurried around the house, putting away her blankets, then took out her spinning wheel and got busy with it, humming a folk song—keeping a calm demeanor to hide her emotions from showing in an undignified way.
“Come away,” I said to my comrade in English; “you’ll make her bitterly angry if you persist in your purpose.”
“Come on,” I said to my friend in English; “you’ll really upset her if you keep this up.”
He paid no heed to me, but addressed the woman again with a most ingenious story, apparently contrived, with his usual wit, as he went on with it.
He ignored me and spoke to the woman again, spinning a clever story that seemed made up, using his usual wit as he continued.
“Your pardon, goodwife,” said he, “but I see you are too sharp for my small deceit I daresay I might have guessed there was no child ill; but for reasons of my own I’m anxious to leave a little money with you till I come back this road again. We trusted you with our lives for a couple of hours there, and surely, thinks I, we can trust you with a couple of yellow pieces.”
“Excuse me, ma'am,” he said, “but I see you’re too clever for my little trick. I probably should have figured there wasn’t really a sick child; but for my own reasons, I want to leave you a bit of money until I pass this way again. We trusted you with our lives for a couple of hours there, and surely we can trust you with a couple of gold coins.”
The woman stopped her wheel and resumed her good-humour. “I thought,” said she,—“I thought you meant payment for——”
The woman stopped her wheel and got back to her cheerful self. “I thought,” she said, “I thought you meant payment for——”
“You’re a bit hard on my manners, goodwife,” said John. “Of course I have been a soldier, and might have done the trick of paying forage with a sergeant’s blunt-ness, but I think I know a Gaelic woman’s spirit better.”
“You're being a bit tough on my manners, ma'am,” said John. “Sure, I have been a soldier and could've handled things more bluntly like a sergeant, but I believe I understand a Gaelic woman's spirit better.”
“But are you likely to be passing here again at any time?” cried the woman, doubt again darkening her face, and by this time she had the money in her hand. “I thought you were going back by the Glen?”
“But are you going to pass by here again at any point?” the woman exclaimed, doubt creeping back into her expression, and by now she had the money in her hand. “I thought you were taking the route through the Glen?”
“That was our notion,” said my comrade, marvellously ready, “but to tell the truth we are curious to see this Keppoch bard, whose songs we know very well in real Argile, and we take a bit of the road to Kilcumin after him.”
“That's what we thought,” my friend said enthusiastically, “but honestly, we're eager to meet this Keppoch bard, whose songs we know so well in real Argyle, and we’re taking a little detour to Kilcumin to find him.”
The weakness of this tale was not apparent to the woman, who I daresay had no practice of such trickery as my friend was the master of, and she put the money carefully in a napkin and in a recess beneath one of the roof-joists. Our thanks she took carelessly, no doubt, because we were Campbells.
The woman didn't see the flaws in this story; she definitely wasn't used to the kind of deception my friend was skilled at. She neatly wrapped the money in a napkin and tucked it away in a space under one of the roof beams. She accepted our thanks without much thought, probably because we were Campbells.
I was starting on the way to Inverlochy when M’Iver protested we must certainly go a bit of the way to Kilcumin.
I was setting off to Inverlochy when M’Iver insisted we definitely needed to go part of the way to Kilcumin.
“I’m far from sure,” said he, “that that very particular bit of MacDonald woman is quite confident of the truth of my story. At any rate, she’s no woman if she’s not turning it over in her mind by now, and she’ll be out to look the road we take before very long or I’m mistaken.”
“I’m not too sure,” he said, “that that particular MacDonald woman really believes my story. Anyway, she’s definitely thinking it over right now, and she’ll be out to check the route we take before too long, or I’m wrong.”
We turned up the Kilcumin road, which soon led us out of sight of the hut, and, as my friend said, a glance behind us showed us the woman in our rear, looking after us.
We went up the Kilcumin road, which quickly took us out of view of the hut, and, as my friend mentioned, a look back revealed the woman behind us, watching us.
“Well, there’s no turning so long as she’s there,” said I. “I wish your generosity had shown itself in a manner more convenient for us. There’s another example of the error of your polite and truthless tongue! When you knew the woman was not wanting the money, you should have put it in your sporran again, and——”
“Well, there’s no turning back as long as she’s around,” I said. “I wish your generosity had come through in a way that was better for us. There’s another example of how your polite but dishonest words can lead to trouble! When you knew the woman didn't actually need the money, you should have just put it back in your sporran, and——”
“Man, Elrigmore,” he cried, “you have surely studied me poorly if you would think me the man to insult the woman—and show my own stupidity at the same time—by exposing my strategy when a bit fancy tale and a short daunder on a pleasant morning would save the feelings of both the lady and myself.”
“Man, Elrigmore,” he shouted, “you really don’t know me well if you think I’m the type to insult a woman—and embarrass myself—by revealing my plan when a little polite story and a short chat on a nice morning would spare the feelings of both the lady and me.”
“You go through life on a zigzag,” I protested, “aiming for some goal that another would cut straight across for, making deviations of an hour to save you a second’s unpleasantness. I wish I could show you the diplomacy of straightforwardness: the honest word, though hard to say sometimes, is a man’s duty as much as the honest deed of hand.”
“You navigate through life in a zigzag,” I objected, “chasing after some goal that someone else would approach directly, making detours of an hour to avoid a moment of discomfort. I wish I could demonstrate to you the effectiveness of being straightforward: the honest word, even when it’s tough to express, is just as much a man’s responsibility as doing the right thing.”
“Am I not as honest of my word as any in a matter of honour? I but gloze sometimes for the sake of the affection I have for all God’s creatures.”
“Am I not as honest about my word as anyone when it comes to honor? I just smooth things over sometimes out of the love I have for all of God’s creatures.”
I was losing patience of his attitude and speaking perhaps with bitterness, for here were his foolish ideas of punctilio bringing us a mile or two off our road and into a part of the country where we were more certain of being observed by enemies than in the way behind us.
I was losing patience with his attitude and speaking maybe out of bitterness, because his foolish insistence on formality was taking us a mile or two off our route and into an area where we were more likely to be seen by enemies than on the road behind us.
“You jink from ambuscade to ambuscade of phrase like a fox,” I cried.
“You dart from one clever expression to another like a fox,” I exclaimed.
“Call it like a good soldier, and I’ll never quarrel with your compliment,” he said, good-humouredly. “I had the second excuse for the woman in my mind before the first one missed fire.”
“Call it like a good soldier, and I won’t argue with your compliment,” he said, cheerfully. “I already had the second excuse for the woman in my mind before the first one fell through.”
“Worse and worse!”
"Getting worse!"
“Not a bit of it: it is but applying a rule of fortification to a peaceful palaver. Have bastion and ravelin as sure as may be, but safer still the sally-port of retreat.”
“Not at all: it's just applying a method of defense to a friendly conversation. Have your bastion and ravelin as secure as possible, but even safer is the escape route.”
I stood on the road and looked at him, smiling very smug and self-complacent before me, and though I loved the man I felt bound to prick a hole in his conceit.
I stood on the road and looked at him, smiling very smug and self-satisfied in front of me, and even though I loved the guy, I felt the need to burst his bubble.
But at that moment a dead branch snapped in a little plantation that lay by the way, and we turned quickly to see come to us a tall lean man in MacDonald clothing.
But at that moment, a dead branch snapped in a small grove beside the path, and we quickly turned to see a tall, thin man approaching us in MacDonald clothing.
CHAPTER XVIII.—BARD OF KEPPOCH.
He was a lantern-jawed, sallow-faced, high-browed fellow in his prime, with the merest hint of a hirple or halt in his walk, very shabby in his dress, wearing no sporran, but with a dagger bobbing about at his groin. I have never seen a man with surprise more sharply stamped on his visage than was betrayed by this one when he got close upon us and found two of a clan so unlikely to have stray members out for a careless airing on a forenoon in Badenoch.
He was a guy with a strong jaw, pale face, and a prominent forehead in his prime, with a slight limp in his walk. He was dressed very shabbily, without a sporran, but had a dagger swinging at his waist. I've never seen someone look more surprised than he did when he got closer and saw two people from a clan that seemed unlikely to be wandering around casually on a morning in Badenoch.
“You’re taking your walk?” he said, with a bantering tone, after a moment’s pause.
“You going for your walk?” he said, teasingly, after a brief pause.
“You couldn’t have guessed better,” said John. “We are taking all we’re likely to get in so barren a country.”
“You couldn’t have guessed better,” John said. “We’re taking everything we’re likely to get in such a barren country.”
The stranger chuckled sourly as the three of us stood in a group surveying each other. “My name,” said he, in his odd north Gaelic, and throwing out his narrow chest, “is John MacDonad I’m Keppoch’s bard, and I’ve no doubt you have heard many of my songs. I’m namely in the world for the best songs wit ever strung together. Are you for war? I can stir you with a stave to set your sinews straining. Are you for the music of the wood? The thrush itself would be jealous of my note. Are you for the ditty of the lover? Here’s the songster to break hearts. Since the start of time there have been ‘prentices at my trade: I have challenged North and East, South and the isle-flecked sea, and they cry me back their master.”
The stranger chuckled bitterly as the three of us stood in a group, eyeing each other. “My name,” he said in his unusual Northern Gaelic, puffing out his narrow chest, “is John MacDonald. I’m Keppoch’s bard, and I’m sure you’ve heard many of my songs. I’m known for having the best songs ever put together. Are you ready for war? I can fire you up with a tune that will make your muscles tense. Are you in the mood for the music of the woods? Even the thrush would be envious of my voice. Want a love song? I’m the one to break hearts. Since the beginning of time, there have been apprentices in my trade: I’ve challenged the North and East, the South, and the sea dotted with islands, and they call me their master.”
M’Iver put a toe on one of mine, and said he, “Amn’t I the unlucky man, for I never heard of you?”
M’Iver stepped on my toe and said, “Aren’t I the unlucky guy, since I’ve never heard of you?”
“Tut, tut,” cried the bard in a fret, “perhaps you think so much in Argile of your hedge-chanters that you give the lark of the air no ear.”
“Tut, tut,” exclaimed the bard in a huff, “maybe you think so highly of your hedge singers in Argile that you don't even listen to the lark in the sky.”
“We have so many poets between Knapdale and Cruachan,” said John, “that the business is fallen out of repute, and men brag when they can make an honest living at prose.”
“We have so many poets between Knapdale and Cruachan,” said John, “that the profession has lost its respect, and men boast when they can earn a decent living writing prose.”
“Honest living,” said the bard, “would be the last thing I would expect Clan Campbell to brag of.”
“Honest living,” said the bard, “is the last thing I’d expect Clan Campbell to boast about.”
He was still in an annoyance at the set-back to his vanity, shuffling his feet restlessly on the ground, and ill at ease about the mouth, that I’ve noticed is the first feature to show a wound to the conceit.
He was still annoyed by the blow to his pride, shuffling his feet restlessly on the ground, and feeling uneasy about his mouth, which I've noticed is the first place to reveal a hit to one's vanity.
“Come, come,” he went on, “will you dare tell me that the sheiling singers on Loch Finneside have never heard my ‘Harp of the Trees’? If there’s a finer song of its kind in all Albainn I’ve yet to learn it.”
“Come on,” he continued, “are you really going to tell me that the singers in the sheiling by Loch Finneside have never heard my ‘Harp of the Trees’? If there’s a better song like it anywhere in Scotland, I haven’t come across it yet.”
“If I heard it,” said John, “I’ve forgotten it.”
“If I heard it,” John said, “I’ve forgotten it.”
“Name of God!” cried the bard in amaze, “you couldn’t; it goes so”—and he hummed the tune that every one in Argile and the west had been singing some years before.
“Name of God!” exclaimed the bard in disbelief, “you couldn’t; it goes like this”—and he hummed the tune that everyone in Argile and the west had been singing a few years prior.
We pretended to listen with eagerness to recall a single strain of it, and affected to find no familiar note. He tried others of his budget—some rare and beautiful songs, I must frankly own: some we knew by fragments; some we had sung in the wood of Creag Dubh—but to each and all John Splendid raised a vacant face and denied acquaintance.
We acted like we were eager to listen, trying to remember even one note of it, but pretended not to recognize anything familiar. He tried out other songs from his collection—some rare and beautiful tunes, I must admit: some we knew bits of; some we had sung in the woods of Creag Dubh—but for every single one, John Splendid just looked blank and said he didn’t know them.
“No doubt,” said he, “they are esteemed in the glens of Keppoch, but Argile is fairly happy without them. Do you do anything else for a living but string rhymes?”
“No doubt,” he said, “they're valued in the glens of Keppoch, but Argile is pretty content without them. Do you do anything else for a living except write poetry?”
The bard was in a sweat of vexation. “I’ve wandered far,” said he, “and you beat all I met in a multitude of people. Do you think the stringing of rhymes so easy that a man should be digging and toiling in the field and the wood between his duans?”
The bard was sweating with frustration. “I’ve traveled a lot,” he said, “and you outshine everyone I’ve encountered in a crowd. Do you really think putting together rhymes is so simple that a guy should be working hard in the fields and the woods between his duans?”
“I think,” said Splendid (and it was the only time a note of earnestness was in his utterance)—“I think his songs would be all the better for some such manly interregnum. You sing of battles: have you felt the blood rush behind the eyes and the void of courageous alarm at the pit of the stomach? You hum of grief: have you known the horror of a desolate home? Love,—sir, you are young, young———”
“I think,” said Splendid (and it was the only time a note of seriousness was in his voice)—“I think his songs would be much better with some of that kind of manly pause. You sing about battles: have you ever felt the blood rush to your head and the emptiness of brave fear in your stomach? You hum about sorrow: have you ever experienced the dread of an empty home? Love—sir, you’re young, young———”
“Thanks be with you,” said the bard; “your last word gives me the clue to my answer to your first I have neither fought nor sorrowed in the actual fact; but I have loved, not a maid (perhaps), nor in errant freaks of the mind, but a something unnameable and remote, with a bounteous overflowing of the spirit. And that way I learned the splendour of war as I sat by the fire; and the widows of my fancy wring my heart with a sorrow as deep as the ruined homes your clan have made in my country could confer.”
“God be with you,” said the bard; “your last word gives me the key to my answer to your first. I have neither fought nor grieved in reality, but I have loved, not a girl (perhaps), nor in wild fantasies, but something unnameable and distant, filled with a generous overflow of spirit. And that’s how I discovered the glory of war as I sat by the fire; and the widows of my imagination grip my heart with a sorrow as deep as the ruins your clan has left in my homeland.”
I’m afraid I but half comprehended his meaning, but the rapture of his eye infected me like a glisk of the sun. He was a plain, gawky, nervous man, very freckled at the hands, and as poor a leg in the kilt as well could be. He was fronting us with the unspoken superiority of the fowl on its own midden, but he had a most heart-some and invigorating glow.
I’m afraid I only partly understood what he meant, but the excitement in his eyes excited me like a flash of sunlight. He was a simple, awkward, nervous guy, very freckled on his hands, and not very good at wearing a kilt. He faced us with the unspoken confidence of a bird on its own dung heap, but he had a really warm and uplifting vibe.
“John Lorn, John Lom!” I cried, “I heard a soldier sing your songs in the ship Archangel of Leith that took us to Elsinore.”
“John Lorn, John Lom!” I shouted, “I heard a soldier singing your songs on the ship Archangel of Leith that took us to Elsinore.”
He turned with a grateful eye from M’Iver to me, and I felt that I had one friend now in Badenoch.
He turned with a grateful look from M’Iver to me, and I felt that I had a friend now in Badenoch.
“Do you tell me?” he asked, a very child in his pleasure, that John Splendid told me after he had not the heart to mar. “Which one did they sing—‘The Harp of the Trees’ or ‘Macrannul Og’s Lament’? I am sure it would be the Lament: it is touched with the sorrow of the starless night on a rain-drummed, wailing sea. Or perhaps they knew—the gentle hearts—my ‘Farewell to the Fisher.’ I made it with yon tremor of joy, and it is telling of the far isles beyond Uist and Barra, and the Seven Hunters, and the white sands of Colomkill.”
“Do you tell me?” he asked, like a child in his excitement, as John Splendid informed me after he couldn’t bring himself to spoil the moment. “Which one did they sing—‘The Harp of the Trees’ or ‘Macrannul Og’s Lament’? I’m sure it would be the Lament: it’s filled with the sorrow of a starless night over a rain-beaten, wailing sea. Or maybe they knew—those gentle souls—my ‘Farewell to the Fisher.’ I created it with that thrill of joy, and it tells of the distant islands beyond Uist and Barra, the Seven Hunters, and the white sands of Colomkill.”
M’Iver sat down on the wayside and whittled a stick with a pretence at patience I knew he could scarcely feel, for we were fools to be dallying thus on the way in broad morning when we should be harking back to our friends as secretly as the fox.
M'Iver sat down by the side of the road and carved a stick, pretending to be patient, though I could tell he was barely managing it. We were idiots to be wasting time like this in the bright morning when we should be sneaking back to our friends like a fox.
“Were you on the ocean?” he asked the bard, whose rapture was not abated.
“Were you out at sea?” he asked the bard, whose excitement remained unchanged.
“Never,” said he, “but I know Linnhe and Loch Eil and the fringe of Morar.”
“Never,” he replied, “but I know Linnhe and Loch Eil and the edge of Morar.”
“Mere dubs,” said M’Iver, pleasantly—“mere dubs or ditches. Now I, Barbreck, have been upon the deeps, tossed for days at hazard without a headland to the view. I may have made verse on the experience,—I’ll not say yea or nay to that,—but I never gave a lochan credit for washing the bulged sides of the world.”
“Mere puddles,” said M’Iver, cheerfully—“just mere puddles or ditches. Now I, Barbreck, have been out on the deep waters, thrown around for days without any land in sight. I might have written some poetry about that experience—I won’t confirm or deny it—but I never believed a small lake could wash the swollen edges of the world.”
“You hadn’t fancy for it, my good fellow,” said the bard, angry again. “I forgot to say that I saw Loch Finne too, and the Galley of Lorn taking MacCailein off from his castle. I’m making a song on that now.”
“You didn’t have much taste for it, my good friend,” the bard said, getting angry again. “I forgot to mention that I saw Loch Finne too, and the Galley of Lorn taking MacCailein away from his castle. I’m working on a song about that now.”
“Touched!” thinks I, for it was a rapier-point at my comrade’s very marrow. He reddened at once, pulled down his brows, and scanned the bard of Keppoch, who showed his knowledge of his advantage.
“Gotcha!” I thought, because it was a sharp jab right at my friend's core. He turned red immediately, furrowed his brows, and looked over at the bard of Keppoch, who clearly knew he had the upper hand.
“If I were you,” said John in a little, “I would not put the finish on that ditty till I learned the end of the transaction. Perhaps MacCailein (and God bless my chief!) is closer on Lochiel and Lochaber to-day than you give him credit for.”
“If I were you,” John said softly, “I wouldn’t finish that song until I knew how this whole thing turns out. Maybe MacCailein (and God bless my leader!) is closer to Lochiel and Lochaber today than you think.”
“Say nothing about that,” said I warningly in English to my friend, never knowing (what I learned on a later occasion) that John Lorn had the language as well as myself.
“Don’t say anything about that,” I warned my friend in English, not realizing (as I found out later) that John Lorn spoke the language just like I did.
“When MacCailein comes here,” said the bard, “he’ll get a Badenoch welcome.”
“When MacCailein arrives here,” said the bard, “he’ll get a Badenoch welcome.”
“And that is the thief’s welcome, the shirt off his very back,” cried M’Iver.
“And that is the thief’s welcome, the shirt off his very back,” shouted M’Iver.
“Off his back very likely,” said the bard; “it’s the back we see oftenest of the bonny gentleman.”
“Probably off his back,” said the bard; “it’s the back we see the most of from the handsome gentleman.”
M’Iver grew livid to the very lip, and sprang to his feet, dutching with great menace the black knife he had been whittling with. Not a bit abashed, the bard pulled out his dirk, and there was like to be a pretty to-do when I put between them.
M’Iver turned bright red with anger and jumped to his feet, threateningly brandishing the black knife he had been carving. Unfazed, the bard drew his dagger, and it looked like a serious fight was about to break out until I stepped in between them.
The issue of the quarrel that thus I retarded was postponed altogether by a circumstance that changed the whole course of our adventure in this wild country,—severed us at a sharp wrench from the Campbell regiments, and gave us the chance—very unwelcome it was—of beholding the manner of war followed by Alasdair MacDonald’s savage tribes. It happened in a flash, without warning. No blow had been struck by the two gentlemen at variance, when we were all three thrown to the ground, and the bound prisoners of a squad of Macgregors who had got out of the thicket and round us unobserved in the heat of the argument.
The conflict I was delaying was completely overshadowed by an unexpected event that turned our experience in this wild region upside down. It tore us away sharply from the Campbell regiments and forced us—though it was a very unwelcome opportunity—to witness the kind of warfare practiced by Alasdair MacDonald’s fierce tribes. It happened in an instant, without any warning. No blows had been exchanged between the two arguing gentlemen when we were all thrown to the ground, becoming the captured prisoners of a group of MacGregors who had sneaked out of the bushes and surrounded us without us noticing in the heat of the argument.
They treated us all alike—the bard as curt as the Campbells, in spite of his tartan,—and without exchanging any words with us marched us before them on a journey of several hours to Kilcumin.
They treated us all the same—the bard was just as gruff as the Campbells, despite his tartan—and without saying a word to us, they marched us in front of them on a journey that lasted several hours to Kilcumin.
Long or ever we reached Kilcumin we were manifestly in the neighbourhood of Montrose’s force. His pickets held the road; the hillsides moved with his scouts. On a plain called Leiter-nan-lub the battalion lay camped, a mere fragment of the force that brought ruin to Argile: Athol men under the Tutor of Struan, Stewarts of Appin, Maclans of Glencoe, a few of the more sedate men of Glengarry, Keppoch, and Maclean, as well as a handful of the Gregaraich who had captured us. It was the nightfall when we were turned into the presence of Sir Alasdair, who was sitting under a few ells of canvas playing cartes with some chieftains by the light of a fir-root fire.
By the time we reached Kilcumin, we were clearly close to Montrose’s forces. His pickets were stationed along the road; his scouts were moving on the hillsides. On a plain called Leiter-nan-lub, the battalion was camped, just a small portion of the force that had brought destruction to Argyle: Athol men led by the Tutor of Struan, Stewarts of Appin, Maclans of Glencoe, a few of the more reserved men from Glengarry, Keppoch, and Maclean, along with a handful of the Gregaraich who had taken us captive. It was at nightfall when we were brought into the presence of Sir Alasdair, who was sitting under a bit of canvas playing cards with some chieftains by the light of a fir-root fire.
“Whom have we here?” said he, never stopping for more than a glimpse of us.
“Who do we have here?” he said, barely stopping for more than a quick look at us.
“Two Campbells and a man who says he’s bard of Keppoch,” he was told.
“Two Campbells and a guy who claims he’s the bard of Keppoch,” he was told.
“A spy in an honest tartan, no doubt,” said Sir Alas-dair; “but well put it to the test with Keppoch himself: tell him to come over and throw an eye on the fellow.”
“A spy in a honest tartan, for sure,” said Sir Alas-dair; “but let’s really find out with Keppoch himself: tell him to come over and check out the guy.”
Keppoch was sent for, and came across from a fire at another part of the field, a hiccough at his throat and a blear look in his eye as one that has been overly brisk with the bottle, but still and on the gentleman and in a very good humour.
Keppoch was called over and came from a fire in another part of the field, with a hiccup in his throat and a bleary look in his eye like someone who’s had a bit too much to drink, but overall still acting like a gentleman and in a really good mood.
“Here’s my bard sure enough!” he cried. “John, John, what do you seek in Kilcumin, and in Campbell company too?”
“Here’s my bard for sure!” he shouted. “John, John, what are you looking for in Kilcumin, and with Campbell around too?”
“The company is none of my seeking,” said John Lorn, very short and blunt “And we’re like to have a good deal more of the same clan’s company than we want before long, for Argile and his clan to three times your number are at Inverlochy. I have tramped a weary day to tell you the tale, and I get but a spy’s reception.”
“The company is not what I'm looking for,” said John Lorn, very short and blunt. “And we’re likely to have a lot more company from the same clan than we want before long, since Argile and his clan are at Inverlochy with three times your numbers. I’ve trudged a long day to tell you this, and I’m getting nothing more than a spy’s welcome.”
The tale went round the camp in the time a man would whistle an air. Up came Montrose on the instant, and he was the first to give us a civil look. But for him we had no doubt got a short quittance from MacColkitto, who was for the tow gravatte on the spot Instead we were put on parole when his lordship learned we had been Cavaliers of fortune. The moon rose with every sign of storm, the mountains lay about white to their foundations, and ardent winds belched from the glens, but by mountain and glen Mac Donald determined to get round on the flank of Argile.
The story spread around the camp in the time it takes for a man to whistle a tune. Montrose showed up right away and was the first to give us a friendly glance. If it weren't for him, we would have definitely faced a quick punishment from MacColkitto, who was ready to take action right then and there. Instead, we were put on probation when his lordship found out we had been adventurers. The moon rose, signaling a storm, the mountains were covered in white, and strong winds howled from the valleys, but Mac Donald was determined to maneuver around the side of Argile.
CHAPTER XIX.—THE MIRACULOUS JOURNEY.
The month of January, as our old Gaelic notion has it, borrows three days from July for a bribe of three young lambs. Those three days we call Faoilteaeh, and often they are very genial and cheerful days, with a sun that in warmth is a sample of the mellow season at hand. But this year, as my history has shown, we had no sign of a good Faoilteach, and on the morning of the last day of January, when Alasdair MacDonald’s army set over the hills, it was wild, tempestuous weather. A wind rose in the dawning and increased in vehemence as the day aged, and with it came a storm of snow—the small bitter sifting snow that, encountered on the hill, stings like the ant and drifts in monstrous and impassable wreaths. Round about us yawned the glens, to me nameless, mysterious, choked to the throat with snow-mist that flapped and shook like grey rags. The fields were bleak and empty; the few houses that lay in the melancholy plain were on no particularly friendly terms with this convocation of Erse-men and wild kerns: they shut their doors steadfastly on our doings, and gave us not even the compliment of looking on at our strange manoeuvres. There was but one exception, in a staunch and massive dwelling,—a manifest baron keep or stout domicile of that nature, just on the border of the Meld in which the camp was pitched: it was apparently in the charge of two old spinster sisters whose men-folk were afield somewhere else, for they had shuttered the windows, barricaded the gates, and ever and anon would they show blanched faces as the tumult of our preparation disturbed them, and they came to the door and cunningly pulled it open a little and looked out on this warlike array. If a soldier made a step in their direction they fled inside with terror, and their cries rang in the interior.
The month of January, as our old Gaelic belief suggests, takes three days from July in exchange for three young lambs. We call those three days Faoilteach, and they often bring warm, cheerful weather, with a sun that feels like a hint of the pleasant season to come. However, this year, as my account has shown, we had no sign of a good Faoilteach. On the last morning of January, when Alasdair MacDonald’s army moved over the hills, the weather was wild and stormy. A strong wind picked up at dawn and gained strength as the day wore on, bringing with it a biting snowstorm—the kind of small, stinging snow that, when met on the hill, feels like ants biting and drifts into huge, impassable piles. Around us, the valleys, which were nameless and mysterious to me, gaped wide, choked with a snow mist that flapped and trembled like grey rags. The fields were bleak and empty; the few houses scattered in the desolate plain were not particularly welcoming to this gathering of Irish men and wild fighters. They firmly shut their doors to our activities, not even bothering to observe our strange maneuvers. There was only one exception—a sturdy, solid dwelling, obviously a fortified home or something similar, located right at the edge of the Meld where our camp was set up. It seemed to be managed by two old unmarried sisters whose families were off somewhere else, as they had covered the windows, barricaded the gates, and periodically showed their pale faces when the noise from our preparations disturbed them. They would open the door just a bit to peek out at our military setup. If a soldier approached them, they would quickly retreat in fear, their screams echoing from inside.
Those two spinsters—very white, very thin clad for a morn so rigorous, and with a trepidation writ on every feature—were all that saw us off on our march to the south-east They came out and stood hand in hand on the door-stoop, and I have little doubt the honest bodies thanked the God of Israel that the spoilers were departed furth their neighbourhood.
Those two single women—very pale and dressed too lightly for such a cold morning, with anxiety clear on their faces—were the only ones to see us off on our march to the southeast. They came out and stood hand in hand on the doorstep, and I have no doubt that the kind-hearted ladies thanked the God of Israel that the troublemakers had left their neighborhood.
The country we now plunged into, as may be guessed, was a terra incognita to me. Beyond that it was Bade-noch and an unhealthy clime for all that wear the Campbell tartan, I could guess no more. It was after these little wars were over I discovered the names of the localities—the glens, mounts, passes, streams, and drove-roads—over which we passed in a march that Gustavus never faced the like of.
The country we just entered, as you might expect, was totally unknown to me. All I knew was that it was called Bade-noch and it was an unhealthy place for anyone wearing the Campbell tartan; I couldn’t figure out anything more. It wasn't until after these minor battles were done that I learned the names of the places—the valleys, mountains, passes, streams, and driving roads—we covered in a march that Gustavus had never experienced before.
With good judgment enough our captors put a small advance-guard ahead, a score of Airlie’s troopers, swanky blaspheming persons, whose horses pranced very gaily up Glen Tarf, guided by John Lom. M’Iver and I walked together with the main body, quite free and unfettered, sometimes talking with affability to our captors. The Irish were in good humour; they cracked jokes with us in their peculiar Gaelic that at first is ill for a decent Gael of Albion to follow, if uttered rapidly, but soon becomes as familiar as the less foreign language of the Athole men, whose tongue we Argiles find some strange conceits in. If the Irish were affable, the men of our own side of the ocean were most singularly morose—small wonder, perhaps, for we have little reason to love each other. Sour dogs! they gloomed at us under their bonnets and swore in their beards. I have no doubt but for their gentry there had been dirks in us before we reached Corryarick.
With good judgment, our captors sent a small advance guard ahead, about twenty of Airlie’s soldiers, flashy and swearing men, whose horses pranced merrily up Glen Tarf, led by John Lom. M’Iver and I walked alongside the main group, feeling free and unrestrained, sometimes chatting amiably with our captors. The Irish were in good spirits; they joked with us in their unique Gaelic, which is a bit tricky for a decent Gael from Albion to grasp when spoken quickly, but soon became as familiar as the less foreign language of the Athole men, whose speech we Argiles find some oddities in. While the Irish were friendly, the men from our side of the ocean were unusually gloomy—no surprise, perhaps, since we have little reason to like each other. Sour faces! They glared at us from under their bonnets and grumbled to themselves. I have no doubt that without their nobles, we would have faced daggers before we reached Corryarick.
It was with the repartee of the Irish and the scowls of the Gaels we went up the rough valley of the Tarf, where the wind moaned most drearily and drove the thin fine snow like a smoke of burning heather. But when we got to the pass of Corryarick our trials began, and then such spirit did M’Iver put in the struggle with the task before us, such snatches of song, sharp saying and old story,—such commradary as it might be named,—that we were on good terms with all. For your man of family the Gael has ever some regard. M’Iver (not to speak of myself) was so manifestly the duine-uasail that the coarsest of the company fell into a polite tone, helped to their manners to some degree no doubt by the example of Montrose and Airlie, who at the earliest moments of our progress walked beside us and discoursed on letters and hunting, and soldiering in the foreign wars.
It was with the witty banter of the Irish and the frowns of the Gaels that we made our way up the rough valley of the Tarf, where the wind howled mournfully and blew the light, fine snow like smoke from burning heather. But once we reached the pass of Corryarick, our challenges began, and M'Iver brought such energy to our task ahead, with snippets of song, clever remarks, and old tales—such camaraderie, as you could call it—that we got along well with everyone. The Gael always holds some respect for a man of family. M'Iver (not to mention myself) was so clearly the duine-uasail that even the roughest among us shifted to a more polite tone, likely influenced by the example of Montrose and Airlie, who from the very beginning of our journey walked alongside us and chatted about literature, hunting, and military service in foreign wars.
The pass of Corryarick met us with a girning face and white fangs. On Tarf-side there was a rough bridle-path that the wind swept the snow from, and our progress was fairly easy. Here the drifts lay waist high, the horses plunged to the belly-bands, the footmen pushed through in a sweat. It was like some Hyperborean hell, and we the doomed wretches sentenced to our eternity of toil. We had to climb up the shoulder of the hill, now among tremendous rocks, now through water unfrozen, now upon wind-swept ice, but the snow—the snow—the heartless snow was our constant companion. It stood in walls before, it lay in ramparts round us, it wearied the eye to a most numbing pain. Unlucky were they who wore trews, for the same clung damply to knee and haunch and froze, while the stinging sleet might flay the naked limb till the blood rose among the felt of the kilted, but the suppleness of the joints was unmarred.
The pass of Corryarick confronted us with a grim expression and white fangs. On Tarf-side, there was a rough trail that the wind cleared of snow, making our movement fairly easy. Here, the snow drifts were waist high, the horses struggled to their belly-bands, and the foot soldiers toiled through in a sweat. It felt like some frozen hell, and we were the unfortunate souls doomed to our endless struggle. We had to climb up the shoulder of the hill, sometimes among massive rocks, other times through unfrozen water, and on wind-swept ice, but the snow—the relentless snow—was our constant companion. It stood in walls ahead of us, it formed ramparts around us, and it strained the eyes to a numbing pain. Those who wore trousers were especially unfortunate, as they clung damply to their knees and thighs and froze, while the stinging sleet could strip the bare limbs until blood trickled among the felt of the kilted. However, their joint flexibility remained unaffected.
It was long beyond noon when we reached the head of the pass, and saw before us the dip of the valley of the Spey. We were lost in a wilderness of mountain-peaks; the bens started about us on every hand like the horrors of a nightmare, every ben with its death-sheet, menacing us, poor insects, crawling in our pain across the landscape.
It was well past noon when we reached the top of the pass and looked down into the valley of the Spey. We found ourselves surrounded by a wilderness of mountain peaks; the hills loomed around us on all sides like the terrors of a nightmare, each peak looming over us, threatening us as we, tiny creatures, crawled in our suffering across the landscape.
I thought we had earned a halt and a bite of meat by this forenoon of labour; and Montrose himself, who had walked the pass on foot like his fellows, seemed anxious to rest, but Sir Alasdair pushed us on like a fate relentless.
I thought we deserved a break and a bit of meat after this morning's work; and Montrose himself, who had walked the path on foot like everyone else, seemed eager to rest, but Sir Alasdair urged us on like an unyielding force.
“On, on,” he cried, waving his long arms to the prospect before; “here’s but the start of our journey; far is the way before; strike fast, strike hot! Would ye eat a meal with appetite while the Diarmaids wait in the way?”
“Come on, come on,” he shouted, waving his long arms toward the path ahead; “this is just the beginning of our journey; there’s a long way to go; move quickly, move with purpose! Would you enjoy a meal with good appetite while the Diarmaids linger in the way?”
M’iver, who was plodding beside MacDonald when he said these words, gave a laugh. “Take your time, Sir Sandy,” said he; “you’ll need a bowl or two of brose ere you come to grips with MacCailein.”
M’iver, who was walking alongside MacDonald when he said this, chuckled. “Take your time, Sir Sandy,” he said; “you’ll need a bowl or two of broth before you can handle MacCailein.”
“Well never come to grips with MacCailein,” said MacDonald, taking the badinage in good part, “so long as he has a back-gate to go out at or a barge to sail off in.”
“Well never figure out MacCailein,” said MacDonald, taking the teasing in stride, “as long as he has a back gate to sneak out of or a boat to sail away in.”
“I could correct you on that point in a little affair of arms as between gentlemen—if the time and place were more suitable,” said M’Iver, warmly.
“I could correct you on that point in a little duel of honor—if the time and place were more appropriate,” said M’Iver, passionately.
“Let your chief defend himself, friend,” said MacDonald. “Man, I’ll wager we never see the colour of his face when it comes to close quarters.”
“Let your leader handle it himself, friend,” said MacDonald. “Honestly, I bet we won’t see the color of his face when things get intense.”
“I wouldn’t wonder,” I ventured. “He is in no great trim for fighting, for his arm is——”
“I wouldn’t be surprised,” I said. “He’s not in great shape for fighting, because his arm is——”
Sir Alasdair gave a gesture of contempt and cried, “Faugh! we’ve heard of the raxed arm: he took care when he was making his tale that he never made it a raxed leg.”
Sir Alasdair scoffed and exclaimed, “Ugh! We’ve heard about the twisted arm: he made sure when he was telling his story that he never mentioned a twisted leg.”
Montrose edged up at this, with a red face and a somewhat annoyed expression. He put his gloved hand lightly on MacDonald’s shoulder and chided him for debate with a prisoner of war.
Montrose leaned closer, his face flushed and looking a bit irritated. He gently placed his gloved hand on MacDonald's shoulder and scolded him for arguing with a prisoner of war.
“Let our friends be, Alasdair,” he said, quietly. “They are, in a way, our guests: they would perhaps be more welcome if their tartan was a different hue, but in any case we must not be insulting them. Doubtless they have their own ideas of his lordship of Argile——”
“Let our friends be, Alasdair,” he said quietly. “They are, in a way, our guests: they might be more welcome if their tartan was a different color, but we must not insult them. They surely have their own views about his lordship of Argile——”
“I never ask to serve a nobler or a more generous chief,” said M’Iver, firmly.
“I never ask to serve a nobler or more generous leader,” said M’Iver, firmly.
“I would expect no other sentiment from a gentleman of Argile’s clan. He has ever done honestly enough by his own people. But have we not had enough of this? We are wasting our wind that should be more precious, considering the toils before us.”
“I wouldn’t expect anything less from a gentleman of Argile’s clan. He has always treated his own people fairly. But haven’t we had enough of this? We’re wasting our breath that should be more valuable, given the challenges ahead of us.”
We found the descent of Corryarick even more ill than its climbing. The wind from the east had driven the snow into the mouth of it like a wedge. The horses, stepping ahead, more than once slipped into drifts that rose to their necks. Then they became wild with terror, dashed with frantic hooves into deeper trouble, or ran back, quivering in every sinew and snorting with affright till the troopers behove to dismount and lead them. When we in the van reached the foot of the come we looked back on a spectacle that fills me with new wonder to this day when I think of it,—a stream of black specks in the distance dropping, as it were, down the sheer face of white; nearer, the broken bands of different clansmen winding noiselessly and painfully among the drifts, their kilts pinned between their thighs, their plaids crossed on their chests—all their weapons a weariness to them.
We found the descent of Corryarick even more challenging than the climb. The wind from the east had pushed the snow into the entrance like a wedge. The horses, moving ahead, often slipped into drifts that rose to their necks. They became panicked, thrashing their hooves in a frantic attempt to escape, or ran back, trembling and snorting in fear, until the troopers had to get off and lead them. When we at the front reached the foot of the slope, we looked back and saw a sight that still fills me with amazement today—a stream of dark figures in the distance dropping down the steep, white surface; closer, the broken groups of different clansmen moving quietly and slowly through the drifts, their kilts pinned between their thighs, their plaids crossed over their chests—all their weapons feeling like a burden.
In the afternoon the snow ceased to fall, but the dusk came on early notwithstanding, for the sky was blotted over with driving clouds.
In the afternoon, the snow stopped falling, but dusk arrived early anyway since the sky was covered with dark, moving clouds.
At the head of Glen Roy the MacDonalds, who had lost their bauchles of brogues in the pass, started to a trot, and as the necessity was we had to take up the pace too. Long lank hounds, they took the road like deer, their limbs purple with the cold, their faces pinched to the aspect of the wolf, their targets and muskets clattering about them. “There are Campbells to slay, and suppers to eat,” the Major-General had said. It would have given his most spiritless followers the pith to run till morning across a strand of rock and pebble. They knew no tiring, they seemingly felt no pain in their torn and bleeding feet, but put mile after mile below them.
At the top of Glen Roy, the MacDonalds, who had lost their shoes in the pass, started to jog, and since we had to, we picked up the pace too. Long, lean hounds, they moved down the road like deer, their legs purple with cold, their faces pinched like a wolf’s, their targets and muskets clanking around them. “There are Campbells to take down and meals to enjoy,” the Major-General had said. It would have motivated even his most lackluster followers to run until morning over the rocky ground. They didn’t show signs of getting tired, and they seemingly felt no pain in their torn and bleeding feet, but kept pushing mile after mile behind them.
But the Campbells were not in Glen Roy. They had been there and skirmished for a day among their old foes and had gone back to Lochyside, little thinking the fires they left in the Cameron barns at morning would light the enemy on ere night The roofs still smouldered, and a granary here and there on the sides of the valley sent up its flames,—at once a spur to the spirit of the MacDonalds and a light to their vengeance.
But the Campbells weren't in Glen Roy anymore. They had been there and had a brief fight with their old enemies before heading back to Lochyside, not realizing that the fires they left burning in the Cameron barns in the morning would flare up for the enemy by night. The roofs were still smoldering, and a granary here and there along the sides of the valley was sending up flames—both a boost to the spirits of the MacDonalds and a signal for their revenge.
We halted for the night in Glen Spean, with Ben Chlin-aig looming high to the south, and the river gulping in ice beside our camp. Around was plenty of wood: we built fires and ate as poor a meal as the Highlands ever granted in a bad year, though it was the first break in our fast for the day. Gentle and simple, all fared alike—a whang of barley bannock, a stirabout of oat-and-water, without salt, a quaich of spirits from some kegs the troopers carried, that ran done before the half of the corps had been served. Sentinels were posted, and we slept till the morning pipe with sweet weariness in our bones.
We stopped for the night in Glen Spean, with Ben Chlin-aig towering to the south and the river drinking in ice next to our camp. There was plenty of wood around, so we built fires and ate the worst meal the Highlands could offer in a bad year, even though it was the first time we had eaten all day. Everyone had the same simple fare—a chunk of barley bread, a mix of oats and water, no salt, and a cup of spirits from some kegs the soldiers carried, which ran out before half the group had been served. Guards were posted, and we slept until morning came, feeling pleasantly exhausted.
Our second day was a repetition of the first. We left without even a breakfast whenever the pipers set up the Cameron rant, “Sons of the dogs, O come and get flesh!” The Campbells had spoiled the bridge with a charge of powder, so we had to ford the river among the ice-lumps, MacDonald showing the way with his kilt-tail about his waist A hunter from a hamlet at the glen foot gladly left the smoking ruin of his home and guided us on a drove-road into the wilds of Lochaber, among mountains more stupendous than those we had left behind. These relentless peaks were clad with blinding snow. The same choking drifts that met us in Corryarick filled the passes between Stob Choire and Easan Mor and Stob Ban, that cherish the snow in their crannies in the depths of midsummer. Hunger was eating at our hearts when we got to Glen Nevis, but the glen was empty of people, and the second night fell ere we broke fast.
Our second day was just like the first. We set off without even having breakfast as soon as the pipers played the Cameron rant, "Sons of the dogs, O come and get flesh!" The Campbells had damaged the bridge with explosives, so we had to cross the river through the ice chunks, with MacDonald leading the way, his kilt pulled up around his waist. A hunter from a village at the foot of the glen willingly left the burned remains of his home and guided us along a drove road into the wilderness of Lochaber, among mountains even more impressive than the ones we had just left. These unyielding peaks were covered in blinding snow. The same suffocating drifts we encountered in Corryarick filled the passes between Stob Choire and Easan Mor and Stob Ban, which hold onto the snow in their nooks even in the middle of summer. Hunger gnawed at us when we reached Glen Nevis, but the glen was deserted, and the second night arrived before we could eat.
I have hungered many times on weary marches, but yon was the most cruel hunger of my life. And though the pain of the starving could be dulled a little by draughts of water from the wayside springs, what there was no remede for was the weakness that turned the flesh in every part of me to a nerveless pulp. I went down Nevis Glen a man in a delirium. My head swam with vapours, so that the hillside seemed to dance round and before me. If I had fallen in the snow I should assuredly have lain there and died, and the thought of how simple and sweet it would be to stretch out my heavy limbs and sleep the sleep for ever, more than once robbed me of my will. Some of the Stewarts and Camerons, late recruits to the army, and as yet not inured to its toils, fell on the wayside halfway down the glen. Mac Donald was for leaving them—“We have no need for weaklings,” he said, cruelly, fuming at the delay; but their lairds gave him a sharp answer, and said they would bide bye them till they had recovered. Thus a third of our force fell behind us in the march, and I would have been behind too, but for M’Iver’s encouragement. His songs were long done; his stories chilled on his lip. The hunger had him at the heart, but he had a lion’s will and a lion’s vigour.
I’ve felt extreme hunger many times on long marches, but this was the worst I’ve ever experienced. Even though I could ease the pain of hunger a bit with sips of water from the springs along the way, nothing could fix the weakness that turned my body into a lifeless mass. I went down Nevis Glen in a daze. My head spun with fog, making the hillside appear to dance around me. If I had collapsed in the snow, I surely would have just laid there and died, and the thought of how simple and peaceful it would be to stretch out my aching limbs and sleep forever made me lose my determination more than once. Some of the Stewarts and Camerons, who were new recruits and still unaccustomed to the hardships of army life, fell by the roadside halfway down the glen. MacDonald wanted to leave them behind—“We don’t need weaklings,” he cruelly said, frustrated by the delay; but their leaders sharply told him they would wait for them to recover. So a third of our force lagged behind in the march, and I would have too if it weren’t for M’Iver’s encouragement. His songs were long finished; his stories froze on his lips. Hunger was gnawing at him, but he had the will and strength of a lion.
“For the love of God!” he said to me, “do not let them think we are so much of the Covenanter that we cannot keep up! For a Scots Cavalier you are giving in over early.”
“For the love of God!” he said to me, “don’t let them think we’re such devoted Covenanters that we can’t keep up! As a Scots Cavalier, you’re giving in way too early.”
“Campaigning with Mackay was never like this,” I pleaded, wearily; “give me the open road and an enemy before me, and I would tramp gaily to the world’s end. Here’s but a choked ravine the very deer abhor in such weather, and before us but a battle we must not share in.”
“Campaigning with Mackay was never like this,” I pleaded, tiredly; “give me the open road and an enemy to face, and I would happily march to the ends of the earth. Instead, we’re stuck in this cramped ravine that even the deer avoid in this weather, and ahead of us is a battle we can’t take part in.”
He said never a word for a few moments, but trudged on. My low-heeled shoon were less fitted for the excursion than his close-thonged brogues that clung to the feet like a dry glove, and I walked lamely. Ever and anon he would look askance at me, and I was annoyed that he should think me a poorer mountaineer than those unwearied knaves who hurried us. I must have shown my feeling in my face, for in a little he let-on to fall lame too, and made the most grievous complaint of ache and weariness. His pretence deceived me but for a little. He was only at his old quirk of keeping me in good repaie with myself, but he played the part with skill, letting us both fall behind the general company a little, so that the Mac Donalds might not witness the indignity of it.
He stayed silent for a few moments but continued to trudge on. My low-heeled shoes were less suitable for the hike than his tightly fitting brogues that hugged his feet like a dry glove, making me walk awkwardly. Every now and then, he would glance at me sideways, and I felt annoyed that he thought I was a worse mountaineer than those tireless guys who were hustling us along. I must have shown my feelings on my face because soon enough, he pretended to be lame as well and started complaining about pain and exhaustion. His act fooled me for a bit. He was just up to his usual trick of keeping me feeling good about myself, but he played the role well, allowing us to lag behind the rest of the group a little so that the MacDonalds wouldn’t see the embarrassment of it.
Glen Nevis, as I saw it that night in the light of the moon, is what comes to me now in my dreams. I smell the odour of the sweat-drenched, uncleanly deeding of those savage clans about us; I see the hills lift on either hand with splintered peaks that prick among the stars—gorge and ravine and the wide ascending passes filled ever with the sound of the river, and the coarse, narrow drove-road leads into despair. That night the moon rode at the full about a vacant sky. There was not even a vapour on the hills; the wind had failed in the afternoon.
Glen Nevis, as I saw it that night in the moonlight, is what comes to me now in my dreams. I can smell the odor of the sweaty, dirty deeds of those savage clans around us; I see the hills rising on either side with jagged peaks that poke at the stars—gorges and ravines, and the wide, climbing paths filled constantly with the sound of the river, while the rough, narrow drove-road leads to despair. That night, the moon shone brightly in an empty sky. There wasn't even a mist on the hills; the wind had died down in the afternoon.
At the foot of the hill Cam Dearg (or the Red Mount), that is one of three gallant mountains that keep company for Nevis Ben the biggest of all, the path we followed made a twist to the left into a gully from which a blast of the morning’s wind had cleaned out the snow as by a giant’s spade.
At the base of Cam Dearg (or the Red Mount), one of three impressive mountains that stand alongside Ben Nevis, the tallest of them all, the path we took turned left into a gully where a gust of the morning wind had swept away the snow as if by a giant’s spade.
So much the worse for us, for now the path lay strewn with boulders that the dragoons took long to thread through, and the bare feet of the private soldiers bled redly anew. Some lean high fir-trees threw this part into a shadow, and so it happened that as I felt my way wearily on, I fell over a stone. The fall lost me the last of my senses: I but heard some of the Stewarts curse me for an encumbrance as they stumbled over me and passed on, heedless of my fate, and saw, as in a dwam, one of them who had abraded his knees by his stumble over my body, turn round with a drawn knife that glinted in a shred of moonlight.
So much for our luck, because now the path was littered with boulders that the dragoons struggled to navigate, and the bare feet of the infantry soldiers were bleeding again. Some skinny tall fir trees cast a shadow over this part, and as I wearily felt my way forward, I tripped over a stone. The fall knocked the last of my senses away: I only heard some of the Stewarts curse me for being a burden as they stumbled over me and moved on, ignoring my situation, and I saw, as if in a daze, one of them who had scraped his knees from tripping over my body turn around with a drawn knife that glinted in a sliver of moonlight.
I came to, with M’Iver bent over me, and none of our captors at hand.
I woke up to find M’Iver leaning over me, and none of our captors nearby.
“I had rather this than a thousand rix-dollars,” said he, as I sat up and leaned on my arm.
“I would prefer this over a thousand rix-dollars,” he said, as I sat up and leaned on my arm.
“Have they left us?” I asked, with no particular interest in the answer. It could work little difference whatever it might be. “I thought I saw one of them turn on me with a knife.”
“Have they left us?” I asked, not really caring about the answer. It wouldn't change much either way. “I thought I saw one of them come at me with a knife.”
“You did,” said M’Iver. “He broke his part of the parole, and is lying on the other side of you, I think with a hole in his breast. An ugly and a treacherous scamp! It’s lucky for us that Montrose or MacColkitto never saw the transaction between this clay and John M’Iver, or their clemency had hardly been so great ‘You can bide and see to your friend,’ was James Grahame’s last words, and that’s the reason I’m here.”
“You did,” M’Iver said. “He broke his part of the deal and is lying on the other side of you, I think with a hole in his chest. What a nasty and treacherous guy! It’s lucky for us that Montrose or MacColkitto never saw what happened between this guy and John M’Iver, or their mercy wouldn’t have been so great. ‘You can wait and take care of your friend,’ were James Grahame’s last words, and that’s why I’m here.”
M’Iver lifted me to my feet, and we stood a little to think what we should do. My own mind had no idea save the one that we were bound to keep in touch with the company whose prisoners we were, but M’Iver hinted at an alternative scarce so honest—namely, a desertion and a detour to the left that would maybe lead us to the Campbell army before active hostilities began.
M’Iver helped me up, and we paused for a moment to consider our next move. I couldn’t think of anything except that we needed to stay in contact with the group we were prisoners of, but M’Iver suggested a less-than-honest alternative—namely, abandoning ship and taking a detour to the left that might take us to the Campbell army before the fighting started.
“You would surely not break parole?” said I, surprised, for he was usually as honourable in such matters as any Highlander I ever met.
“You wouldn't really break parole, would you?” I said, surprised, because he was usually as honorable in these matters as any Highlander I've ever met.
“Bah!” he cried, pretending contempt at hesitation, though I could perceive by his voice he was somewhat ashamed of the policy he proposed. “Who quitted the contract first? Was it not that Stewart gentleman on your other side who broke it in a most dastardly way by aiming at your life?”
“Bah!” he exclaimed, feigning disdain for any hesitation, though I could tell by his tone that he felt a bit embarrassed about the plan he suggested. “Who backed out of the contract first? Wasn’t it that Stewart guy on your side who violated it in a truly cowardly manner by trying to take your life?”
“I’m thankful for the life you saved, John,” said I, “little worth though it seems at this time, but Montrose is not to be held responsible for the sudden impulse of a private. We made our pact as between gentleman and gentleman—let us be going.”
“I'm grateful for the life you saved, John,” I said, “even if it doesn't seem like much right now, but Montrose shouldn't be blamed for the sudden actions of an individual. We made our agreement as gentlemen—let's get going.”
“Oh, very well!” said he, shortly. “Let us be going. After all, we are in a trap anyway we look at all; for half the Stewarts and Gainerons are behind in the wood there, and our flank retreat among these hills might be a tempting of Providence. But are you thinking of this Athole corp and what his kin will be doing to his slayers?”
“Oh, fine!” he said curtly. “Let’s get moving. After all, we’re caught no matter how we look at it; half the Stewarts and Gainerons are back in those woods, and trying to escape among these hills could be asking for trouble. But are you considering what this Athole guy and his family will do to his killers?”
“I’ll risk it,” I said, shortly. “We may be out of their hands one way or the other before they miss him.”
“I'll take the chance,” I said briefly. “We could be out of their reach one way or another before they realize he's gone.”
On a sudden there rose away before us towards the mouth of the glen the sound of a bagpipe. It came on the tranquil air with no break in its uproar, and after a preparatory tuning it broke into an air called “Cogadh no Sith”—an ancient braggart pibroch made by one Macruimen of the Isle of Skye,—a tune that was commonly used by the Campbells as a night-retreat or tattoo.
Suddenly, we heard the sound of a bagpipe coming from the mouth of the glen. It filled the calm air without any interruption, and after a brief tuning, it launched into a tune called “Cogadh no Sith”—an old boastful pibroch created by one Macruimen from the Isle of Skye—a melody that the Campbells often used as a nighttime retreat or tattoo.
My heart filled with the strain. It gave me not only the simple illusion that I saw again the regimentals of my native country—many a friend and comrade among them in the shelter of the Castle of Inverlochy—but it roused in me a spirit very antique, very religious and moving too, as the music of his own land must in every honest Gael.
My heart was overwhelmed. It not only made me feel like I was seeing the uniforms of my home country again—many friends and comrades among them in the shelter of Inverlochy Castle—but it also stirred up a very ancient, deeply spiritual feeling in me, as the music of your own land must for every honest Gael.
“Cruachan for ever!” I said lightly to M’Iver, though my heart was full.
“Cruachan forever!” I said casually to M’Iver, even though my heart was full.
He was as much touched by that homely lilt as myself. “The old days, the old styles!” said he. “God! how that pibroch stings me to the core!” And as the tune came more clearly in the second part, or Crunluadh as we call it, and the player maybe came round a bend of the road, my comrade stopped in his pace and added with what in another I might have thought a sob—“I’ve trudged the world; I have learned many bravadoes, so that my heart never stirred much to the mere trick of an instrument but one, and the piob mhor conquers me. What is it, Colin, that’s in us, rich and poor, yon rude cane-reeds speak so human and friendly to?”
He was just as moved by that familiar tune as I was. “Ah, the good old days, the classic styles!” he said. “Wow! That pibroch really hits me deep!” And as the melody became clearer in the second part, or Crunluadh as we call it, and the player maybe turned around a bend in the road, my friend stopped walking and added with what I might have thought was a sob from someone else—“I’ve traveled the world; I’ve picked up many bravadoes, so my heart doesn’t get stirred much by just any instrument, except for one, and the piob mhor moves me. What is it, Colin, in us all, rich and poor, that those rough reeds sound so human and friendly to?”
“Tis the Gaelic,” I said, cheered myself by the air. “Never a roar of the drone or a sob of the chanter but’s in the Gaelic tongue.”
“It’s the Gaelic,” I said, lifting my spirits with the music. “There’s never a roar from the drone or a sob from the chanter that isn’t in the Gaelic language.”
“Maybe,” said he, “maybe: I’ve heard the scholars like yourself say the sheepskin and the drones were Roman—that or Spanish, it’s all one to me. I heard them at Boitzenburg when we gave the butt of the gun to Tilly’s soldadoes, they played us into Holstein, and when the ditch of Stralsund was choked with the tartan of Mackay, and our lads were falling like corn before the hook, a Reay piper stood valiantly in front and played a salute. Then and now it’s the pipes, my darling!”
“Maybe,” he said, “maybe. I’ve heard scholars like you say that the sheepskin and the drones were Roman—or Spanish; it’s all the same to me. I heard them at Boitzenburg when we aimed the gun at Tilly’s soldiers, and they marched us into Holstein. When the ditch of Stralsund was filled with Mackay’s tartan and our guys were falling like corn before the sickle, a piper from Reay bravely stood in front and played a salute. Then and now, it’s the pipes, my darling!”
“I would as lief have them in a gayer strain. My fondest memories are of reels I’ve danced to their playing,” I said, and by now we were walking down the glen.
“I would prefer them to be more cheerful. My favorite memories are of the dances I’ve enjoyed to their music,” I said, and by now we were walking down the glen.
“And of one reel you danced,” said he, quizzingly, “not more than two months gone in a town that was called Inneraora?”
“And you danced at one party,” he said teasingly, “just a couple of months ago in a town called Inneraora?”
“Two months!” I cried,—“two months! I could have sworn offhand we have been wandering in Lorn and Badenoch for as many years!”
“Two months!” I exclaimed, “two months! I could have sworn we’ve been wandering in Lorn and Badenoch for years!”
Such spirit did my native pipes, played by a clansman, put in me that my weariness much abated, and we made great progress down the glen, so that before the tune had ceased we were on the back of Montrose’s men as they crept on quietly in the night.
Such energy did my native pipes, played by a clansman, give me that my tiredness faded significantly, and we advanced rapidly down the glen, so that before the music ended, we were right behind Montrose’s men as they quietly made their way through the night.
The piper stopped suddenly enough when some shots rang out,—an exchange of compliments between our pickets ahead and some wandering scouts of Argile.
The piper suddenly stopped when some gunshots were fired—a back-and-forth between our sentries up front and some roaming scouts from Argile.
And yonder below us, Loch Linnhe and Locheil glanced in the moonlight, and the strong towers of Inverlochy sat like a scowl on the fringe of the wave!
And down below us, Loch Linnhe and Locheil shimmered in the moonlight, while the strong towers of Inverlochy loomed like a frown at the edge of the waves!
CHAPTER XX.—INVERLOCHY.
When we came up with the main body of MacDonald’s army, the country, as I say, was shining in the light of the moon, with only a camp-fire down in the field beside the castle to show in all the white world a sign of human life. We had got the Campbells in the rear, but they never knew it A few of their scouts came out across the fields and challenged our pickets; there was an exchange of musketry, but, as we found again, we were thought to be some of the Lochaber hunters unworthy of serious engagement.
When we finally reached the main part of MacDonald’s army, the landscape was glowing under the moonlight, with just a campfire in the field next to the castle showing any sign of human presence in the bright surroundings. We had the Campbells behind us, but they had no idea. A few of their scouts ventured out across the fields and questioned our guards; there was some gunfire exchanged, but, as we discovered again, they thought we were just some of the Lochaber hunters not worth a serious fight.
For the second time in so many days we tasted food, a handful of meal to the quaich of water—no more and no less; and James Grahame, Marquis of Montrose, supped his brose like the rest of us, with the knife from his belt doing the office of a horn-spoon.
For the second time in just a few days, we had food, a small amount of meal with a cup of water—nothing more, nothing less; and James Grahame, Marquis of Montrose, had his porridge like the rest of us, using the knife from his belt as a spoon.
Some hours after us came up the Camerons, who had fallen behind, but fresher and more eager for fighting than our own company, for they had fallen on a herd of roe on the slope of Sgur an Iolair, and had supped savagely on the warm raw flesh.
Some hours later, the Camerons arrived, having lagged behind, but they were fresher and more eager to fight than our group because they had come across a herd of roe on the slope of Sgur an Iolair and had feasted ravenously on the warm, raw flesh.
“You might have brought us a gigot off your take,” Sir Alasdair said to the leader of them, Dol Ruadh. He was a short-tempered man of no great manners, and he only grunted his response.
“You might have brought us a leg of lamb from your catch,” Sir Alasdair said to their leader, Dol Ruadh. He was a hot-headed man with poor manners, and he just grunted in response.
“They may well call you Camerons of the soft mouth,” said Alasdair, angrily, “that would treat your comrades so.”
“They might as well call you Camerons with the soft mouth,” Alasdair said angrily, “for treating your comrades like that.”
“You left us to carry our own men,” said the chief, shortly; “we left you to find your own deer.”
“You left us to handle our own guys,” the chief said curtly, “and we left you to track your own deer.”
We were perhaps the only ones who slept at the mouth of Glen Nevis that woeful night, and we slept because, as my comrade said, “What cannot be mended may be well slept on; it’s an ease to the heart.” And the counsel was so wise and our weariness so acute, that we lay on the bare ground till we were roused to the call of a trumpet.
We were probably the only ones who slept at the entrance of Glen Nevis that miserable night, and we slept because, as my friend said, “What can’t be fixed can be slept on; it’s a relief for the heart.” And the advice was so smart and our exhaustion so intense, that we lay on the bare ground until we were awakened by the sound of a trumpet.
It was St Bridget’s Day, and Sunday morning. A myriad bens around gave mists, as smoke from a censer, to the day. The Athole pipers high-breastedly strutted with a vain port up and down their lines and played incessantly. Alasdair laid out the clans with amazing skill, as M’Iver and I were bound to confess to ourselves,—the horse (with Montrose himself on his charger) in the centre, the men of Clanranald, Keppoch, Locheil, Glengarry, and Maclean, and the Stewarts of Appin behind. MacDonald and O’Kyan led the Irish on the wings.
It was St. Bridget's Day, and Sunday morning. A multitude of hills surrounding us shrouded the day in mist, like smoke from a censer. The Athole pipers strutted proudly up and down their lines, playing continuously. Alasdair arranged the clans with incredible skill, as M’Iver and I had to admit to ourselves—the horse (with Montrose himself on his charger) at the center, the men of Clanranald, Keppoch, Locheil, Glengarry, and Maclean, and the Stewarts of Appin behind. MacDonald and O’Kyan led the Irish on the flanks.
In the plain we could see Argile’s forces in a somewhat similar order, with the tartan as it should be in the midst of the bataille and the Lowland levies on the flanks. Over the centre waved the black galley of Lorne on a gold standard.
In the plain, we could see Argile's forces arranged in a somewhat similar way, with the tartan as it should be in the middle of the battle and the Lowland troops on the sides. Over the center flew the black galley of Lorne on a gold banner.
I expressed some doubt about the steadfastness of the Lowlanders, and M’Iver was in sad agreement with me.
I voiced some skepticism about the reliability of the Lowlanders, and M’Iver sadly agreed with me.
“I said it in Glenaora when we left,” said he, “and I say it again. They would be fairly good stuff against foreign troops; but they have no suspicion of the character of Gaelic war. I’m sore feared they’ll prove a poor reed to lean on. Why, in heaven’s name, does Mac-Cailein take the risk of a battle in such an awkward corner? An old soldier like Auchinbreac should advise him to follow the Kilcumin road and join forces with Seaforth, who must be far down Glen Albyn by now.”
“I mentioned it in Glenaora when we left,” he said, “and I’ll say it again. They would be pretty solid against foreign troops, but they have no idea about the nature of Gaelic warfare. I’m really worried they’ll turn out to be unreliable. Why on earth is Mac-Cailein taking the risk of a battle in such a tricky spot? An experienced soldier like Auchinbreac should be advising him to take the Kilcumin road and team up with Seaforth, who must be far down Glen Albyn by now.”
As we were standing apart thus, up to us came Ian Lorn, shaking the brogue-money he got from Grahame in his dirty loof. He was very bitter.
As we were standing apart like that, Ian Lorn approached us, shaking the coins he got from Grahame in his dirty glove. He was really upset.
“I never earned an honester penny,” he said, looking up almost insolently in our faces, so that it was a temptation to give him a clout on the cunning jowl.
“I never earned a more honest penny,” he said, looking up almost defiantly at us, which made it tempting to give him a punch on his sly jaw.
“So Judas thought too, I daresay, when he fingered his filthy shekels,” said I. “I thought no man from Keppoch would be skulking aside here when his pipers blew the onset.”
“So Judas probably thought the same when he handled his dirty coins,” I said. “I didn’t imagine anyone from Keppoch would be hiding over here when the pipers started playing.”
“Och!” said M’Iver, “what need ye be talking? Bardery and bravery don’t very often go together.”
“Och!" said M'Iver, "why do you need to talk? Showmanship and courage don’t usually go hand in hand.”
Ian Lorn scowled blackly at the taunt, but was equal to answer it.
Ian Lorn glared fiercely at the taunt, but was ready to respond.
“If the need arise,” said he, “you’ll see whether the bard is brave or not There are plenty to fight; there’s but one to make the song of the fight, and that’s John MacDonald, with your honours’ leave.”
“If the need arises,” he said, “you’ll see if the bard is brave or not. There are many to fight; there’s only one to create the song of the fight, and that’s John MacDonald, with your honors’ permission.”
We would, like enough, have been pestered with the scamp’s presence and garrulity a good deal longer; but Montrose came up at that moment and took us aside with a friendly enough beckon of his head.
We would probably have been annoyed by the kid's presence and chatter for a while longer; but Montrose showed up at that moment and motioned us aside with a friendly nod of his head.
“Gentlemen,” he said in English, “as cavaliers you can guess fairly well already the issue of what’s to happen below there, and as Cavaliers who, clansmen or no clansmen of the Campbell chief, have done well for old Scotland’s name abroad, I think you deserve a little more consideration at our hands at this juncture than common prisoners of war can lay claim to. If you care you can quit here as soon as the onset begins, abiding of course by your compact to use no arms against my friends. You have no objection?” he added, turning about on his horse and crying to Alasdair.
“Gentlemen,” he said in English, “as knights, you already have a good idea of what's going to happen down there. And as knights who, whether you are clansmen or not of the Campbell chief, have represented Scotland well abroad, I believe you deserve a bit more consideration from us right now than what ordinary prisoners of war can expect. If you're interested, you can leave here as soon as the action starts, of course sticking to your agreement not to use any weapons against my allies. Do you have any objections?” he added, turning around on his horse and shouting to Alasdair.
The Major-General came up and looked at us. “I suppose they may go,” said he,—“though, to tell my mind on the matter, I could devise a simpler way of getting rid of them. We have other methods in Erin O, but as your lordship has taken the fancy, they may go, I daresay. Only they must not join their clan or take arms with them until this battle is over. They must be on the Loch Linnhe road before we call the onset.”
The Major-General approached and surveyed us. "I suppose they can leave," he said, "though honestly, I could think of an easier way to deal with them. We have different approaches in Erin O, but since you’re interested, they can go, I guess. Just make sure they don’t join their group or take up arms with them until this battle is finished. They need to be on the Loch Linnhe road before we start the attack."
Montrose flushed at the ill-breeding of his officer, and waved us away to the left on the road that led to Argile by Loch Linnhe side, and took us clear of the coming encounter.
Montrose blushed at his officer's rudeness and gestured for us to move to the left on the road that led to Argile along Loch Linnhe, steering us away from the upcoming confrontation.
We were neither of us slow to take advantage of the opportunity, but set off at a sharp walk at the moment that O’Kyan on the right flank was slowly moving in the direction of Argile’s line.
We both wasted no time seizing the opportunity and started walking briskly just as O’Kyan on the right flank was slowly moving towards Argile’s line.
John broke his sharp walk so quickly into a canter that I wondered what he meant I ran close at his heels, but I forbore to ask, and we had put a good lump of moorland between us and the MacDonalds before he explained.
John shifted his quick stride into a canter so suddenly that I was left wondering what he was thinking. I followed closely behind him, but I held back from asking. By the time he explained, we had already crossed a good stretch of moorland, distancing ourselves from the MacDonalds.
“You perhaps wondered what my hurry was,” he said, with the sweat standing in beads on his face, though the air was full of frost. “It wasn’t for exercise, as you might guess at anyrate. The fact is, we were within five minutes of getting a wheen Stewart dirks in our doublets, and if there was no brulzie on foot we were even yet as good as lost on Brae Lochaber.”
“You might be wondering why I was in such a hurry,” he said, sweat beading on his forehead, even though the air was icy. “It wasn’t for exercise, as you might think. The truth is, we were just five minutes away from getting a bunch of Stewart daggers in our jackets, and if there wasn’t a fight happening, we were basically as good as lost on Brae Lochaber.”
“How does that happen?” I asked. “They seemed to let us away generously enough and with no great ill-will.”
“How does that happen?” I asked. “They seemed to let us go pretty easily and without any real hard feelings.”
“Just so! But when Montrose gave us the congé, I happened to turn an eye up Glen Nevis and I saw some tardy Stewarts (by their tartan) come running down the road. These were the lads Dol Ruadh left behind last night, and they could scarcely miss in daylight the corpse we left by the road, and their clansmen missed in the mirk. That was my notion at the first glance I got of them, and when we ran they ran too, and what do you make of that?”
“Exactly! But when Montrose dismissed us, I happened to look up Glen Nevis and saw some late-arriving Stewarts (by their tartan) rushing down the road. These were the guys Dol Ruadh left behind last night, and they could hardly miss seeing the body we left by the road in the daylight, which their clansmen missed in the darkness. That’s what I thought at first glance when I saw them, and when we started running, they ran too. What do you think about that?”
“What we should make of it,” I said in alarm, “is as good a pace into Lorn as we can: they may be on the heels of us now,”—for we were in a little dip of the ground from which the force we had just parted so gladly were not to be seen.
“What we should make of it,” I said in alarm, “is to move as quickly as we can into Lorn: they might be right behind us now,”—since we were in a small dip in the ground where the group we had just left could not be seen.
On that point M’Iver speedily assured me.
On that note, M’Iver quickly reassured me.
“No, no!” he said. “If Seumas Grahame himself were stretched out yonder instead of a Glenart cearnoch of no great importance to any one, Alasdair MacDonald would be scarcely zealous fool enough to spoil his battle order to prosecute a private feud. Look at that,” he proceeded, turning round on a little knowe he ran lightly up on and I after him— “Look at that! the battle’s begun.”
“No, no!” he said. “Even if Seumas Grahame himself were lying over there instead of a Glenart cearnoch who doesn't matter to anyone, Alasdair MacDonald wouldn’t be reckless enough to ruin his battle line just to settle a personal grudge. Look at that,” he continued, turning to a small hill that he quickly climbed, and I followed him—“Look at that! The battle’s started.”
We stood on that knowe of Brae Lochaber, and I saw from thence a spectacle whose like, by the grace of God, I have never seen before nor since in its agony for any eye that was friendly to Diarmaid Clan. I need not here set down the sorry end of that day at Inverlochy. It has been written many times, though I harbour no book on my shelves that tells the story. We saw MacDonald’s charge; we saw the wings of Argile’s army—the rotten Lowland levies—break off and skurry along the shore; we saw the lads of the Diarmaid tartan hewn down on the edge of the tide till its waves ran red; but we were as helpless as the rush that waved at our feet. Between us and our friends lay the enemy and our parole—I daresay our parole was forgotten in that terrible hour.
We stood on that hill at Brae Lochaber, and from there I witnessed a scene unlike any other, one that, by the grace of God, I've never seen before or since in its brutality for anyone who cared about the Diarmaid Clan. I don’t need to recount the unfortunate ending of that day at Inverlochy. It has been documented many times, though I don’t have any books on my shelves that tell the tale. We saw MacDonald’s attack; we saw the flanks of Argile’s army—the pathetic Lowland troops—fall apart and scamper along the shore; we watched the young men in the Diarmaid tartan cut down at the water's edge until the waves ran red; but we were as powerless as the rushes swaying at our feet. Between us and our friends lay the enemy and our parole—I dare say our parole was forgotten in that dreadful moment.
John M’Iver laid him down on the tulaich and clawed with his nails the stunted grass that in wind-blown patches came through the snow. None of my words made any difference on his anguish. I was piping to the surrender of sorrow, nigh mad myself.
John M’Iver lay down on the tulaich and scratched at the stunted grass that poked through the snow in wind-blown patches. None of my words had any impact on his suffering. I was playing a tune to surrender to sorrow, almost losing my mind myself.
The horses of Ogilvie—who himself fell in the brulzie—chased the Lowlanders along the side of Loch Linnhe, and so few of the flying had the tartan that we had no great interest in them, till we saw six men with their plaid-ing cast run unobserved up the plain, wade waist-deep through the Nevis, and come somewhat in our direction. We went down to join them, and ran hard and fast and came on them at a place called the Rhu at the water of Kiachnish.
The horses from Ogilvie—who himself fell in the chaos—chased the Lowlanders along the bank of Loch Linnhe, and since so few of those fleeing wore tartan, we weren’t very interested in them, until we spotted six men wearing their plaids running unseen up the hillside, wading waist-deep through the Nevis, and heading somewhat in our direction. We went down to join them, running quickly, and caught up with them at a place called the Rhu by the river Kiachnish.
CHAPTER XXI.—SEVEN BROKEN MEN.
At last there was but one horseman in chase of the six men who were fleeing without a look behind them—a frenzied blackavised trooper on a short-legged garron he rode most clumsily, with arms that swung like wings from the shoulders, his boots keeping time to the canter with grotesque knockings against the gaunt and sweating flanks of his starven animal. He rode with a shout, and he rode with a fool’s want of calculation, for he had left all support behind him and might readily enough have been cut off by any judicious enemy in the rear. Before we could hurry down to join the fugitives they observed for themselves that the pursuit had declined to this solitary person, so up they drew (all but one of them), with dirks or sgians out to give him his welcome. And yet the dragoon put no check on his horse. The beast, in a terror at the din of the battle, was indifferent to the rein of its master, whom it bore with thudding hooves to a front that must certainly have appalled him. He was a person of some pluck, or perhaps the drunkenness of terror lent him the illusion of valour; at least, when he found a bloody end inevitable he made the best of the occasion. Into the heaving sides of the brute he drove desperate spurs, anew he shouted a scurrilous name at Clan Campbell, then fired his pistol as he fell upon the enemy. The dag failed of its purpose, but the breast of the horse struck an elderly man on the brow and threw him on his back, so that one of the hind-hooves of the animal crushed in his skull like a hazel-nut.
At last, there was only one horseman chasing the six men who were running away without glancing back—a frenzied, bearded soldier on a short-legged pony that he rode awkwardly, with arms flailing like wings from his shoulders. His boots thudded rhythmically against the bony, sweating sides of his starving horse. He shouted as he rode, without a care in the world, having left all support behind him, making it easy for any smart enemy to cut him off from the back. Before we could rush down to join the runners, they realized themselves that the chase had come down to just this one person. So, they all halted (except for one), pulling out daggers or knives to welcome him. Still, the trooper didn't slow his horse. The animal, terrified by the noise of the battle, ignored its master's reins and charged forward with heavy hooves towards a situation that must have terrified him. He showed some guts, or maybe the adrenaline of fear made him feel brave; at least, when he realized a bloody end was unavoidable, he made the best of it. He drove his spurs into the side of the beast, shouted a vulgar name at Clan Campbell, and fired his pistol as he charged at the enemy. The shot missed its mark, but the horse collided with an older man, knocking him onto his back, and one of the horse's hind hooves smashed his skull like a hazelnut.
Who of that fierce company brought the trooper to his end we never knew, but when M’Iver and I got down to the level he was dead as knives could make him, and his horse, more mad than ever, was disappearing over a mossy moor with a sky-blue lochan in the midst of it.
Who from that fierce group took the trooper down, we never found out, but when M'Iver and I reached the level, he was as dead as could be, and his horse, more frantic than ever, was vanishing over a mossy moor with a sky-blue pond in the middle of it.
Of the five Campbells three were gentlemen—Forbes the baron-bailie of Ardkinglas, Neil Campbell in Sonachan, Lochowside, and the third no other than Master Gordon the minister, who was the most woebegone and crestfallen of them all. The other two were small tacksmen from the neighbourhood of Inneraora—one Callum Mac-Iain vie Ruarie vie Allan (who had a little want, as we say of a character, or natural, and was ever moist with tears), and a Rob Campbell in Auchnatra, whose real name was Stewart, but who had been in some trouble at one time in a matter of a neighbour’s sheep on the braes of Appin, had discreetly fled that country, and brought up a family under a borrowed name in a country that kept him in order.
Of the five Campbells, three were gentlemen—Forbes, the baron-bailie of Ardkinglas, Neil Campbell in Sonachan, Lochowside, and the third was Master Gordon the minister, who looked the most miserable and downcast of them all. The other two were minor landholders from the nearby area of Inneraora—one being Callum Mac-Iain vie Ruarie vie Allan (who was a bit lacking in character, as we say, and was always teary-eyed), and a Rob Campbell in Auchnatra, whose real name was Stewart. He had once gotten into trouble over a neighbor’s sheep on the hills of Appin, and had wisely fled that place, raising his family under a borrowed name in a more orderly community.
We were, without doubt, in a most desperate extremity, If we had escaped the immediate peril of the pursuing troopers of MacDonald, we had a longer, wearier hazard before us. Any one who knows the countryside I am writing of, or takes a glance at my relative Neill Bane’s diagram or map of the same, will see that we were now in the very heart of a territory hotching (as the rough phrase goes) with clans inimical to the house of Argile. Between us and the comparative safety of Bredalbane lay Stewarts, MacDonalds, Macgregors, and other families less known in history, who hated the name of MacCailein more than they feared the wrath of God. The sight of our tartan in any one of their glens would rouse hell in every heart about us.
We were undeniably in a tough situation. Even if we had escaped the immediate danger of MacDonald's pursuing soldiers, we faced a longer and more exhausting threat ahead of us. Anyone familiar with the area I'm describing, or who looks at my relative Neill Bane’s map, will realize that we were now deep in enemy territory, filled with clans hostile to the house of Argyle. Between us and the relative safety of Bredalbane were the Stewarts, MacDonalds, MacGregors, and other lesser-known families who loathed the name MacCailein more than they feared God's wrath. Just seeing our tartan in any of their valleys would unleash chaos among everyone around us.
Also our numbers and the vexed state of the times were against us. We could hardly pass for peaceable drovers at such a season of the year; we were going the wrong airt for another thing, and the fact that not we alone but many more of Argile’s forces in retreat were fleeing home would be widely advertised around the valleys in a very few hours after the battle had been fought For the news of war—good or ill—passes among the glens with a magic speed. It runs faster than the fiery cross itself—so fast and inexplicable on any natural law, that more than once I have been ready to believe it a witches’ premonition more than a message carried on young men’s feet.
Also, our numbers and the troubled state of the times were against us. We could hardly be seen as peaceful herders at this time of year; we were heading in the wrong direction for another thing, and the fact that not only we but many more of Argile’s forces in retreat were heading home would be quickly spread throughout the valleys just hours after the battle had taken place. The news of war—good or bad—travels among the valleys with an incredible speed. It moves faster than the fiery cross itself—so quickly and inexplicably by any natural law, that more than once I’ve been inclined to think it’s a witch’s premonition rather than just a message carried by young men’s feet.
“But all that,” said Sonachan, a pawky, sturdy little gentleman with a round ruddy face and a great store of genealogy that he must be ever displaying—“But all that makes it more incumbent on us to hang together. It may easily be a week before we get into Glenurchy; we must travel by night and hide by day, and besides the heartening influence of company there are sentinels to consider and the provision of our food.”
“But all that,” said Sonachan, a clever, sturdy little guy with a round, rosy face and a wealth of family history he always needed to share—“But all of this makes it even more important for us to stick together. It could easily take us a week to reach Glenurchy; we have to travel at night and hide during the day, and besides the comforting presence of each other, we have guards to think about and food to arrange.”
Ardkinglas, on the other hand, was a fushionless, stupid kind of man: he was for an immediate dispersion of us all, holding that only in individuals or in pairs was it possible for us to penetrate in safety to real Argile.
Ardkinglas, on the other hand, was a clueless, foolish kind of guy: he wanted us all to disperse immediately, believing that only as individuals or in pairs could we safely reach real Argile.
“I’m altogether with Sonachan,” said M’Iver, “and I could mention half a hundred soldierly reasons for the policy; but it’s enough for me that here are seven of us, no more and no less, and with seven there should be all the luck that’s going.”
“I’m completely with Sonachan,” said M’Iver, “and I could list a hundred military reasons for this policy; but for me, it’s enough that there are seven of us, no more and no less, and with seven, there should be all the luck there is.”
He caught the minister’s eyes on him at this, and met them with a look of annoyance.
He caught the minister looking at him and responded with a look of annoyance.
“Oh yes, I know, Master Gordon, you gentlemen of the lawn bands have no friendliness to our old Highland notions. Seven or six, it’s all the same to you, I suppose, except in a question of merks to the stipend.”
“Oh yes, I know, Master Gordon, you gentlemen of the lawn bands have no friendliness towards our old Highland traditions. Seven or six, it’s all the same to you, I suppose, except when it comes to the matter of merks for the stipend.”
“You’re a clever man enough, M’Iver——”
"You're smart enough, M'Iver—"
“Barbreck,” corrected my friend, punctiliously.
“Barbreck,” my friend corrected, precisely.
“Barbreck let it be then. But you are generally so sensitive to other folk’s thoughts of you that your skin tingles to an insult no one dreamt of paying. I make no doubt a great many of your Gaelic beliefs are sheer paganism or Popery or relics of the same, but the charm of seven has a Scriptural warrant that as minister of the Gospel I have some respect for, even when twisted into a portent for a band of broken men in the extremity of danger.”
“Barbreck accepted it then. But you are usually so sensitive to what others think of you that you react to an insult no one even thought about giving. I have no doubt that many of your Gaelic beliefs are simply paganism or Catholicism, or remnants of both, but the significance of seven has a Biblical basis that, as a minister of the Gospel, I respect, even when it's turned into an omen for a group of desperate men in a time of crisis.”
We had to leave the dead body of our friend, killed by the horse, on the hillside. He was a Knapdale man, a poor creature, who was as well done, perhaps, with a world that had no great happiness left for him, for his home had been put to the torch and his wife outraged and murdered. At as much speed as we could command, we threaded to the south, not along the valleys but in the braes, suffering anew the rigour of the frost and the snow. By midday we reached the shore of Loch Leven, and it seemed as if now our flight was hopelessly barred, for the ferry that could be compelled to take the army of Mac-Cailein over the brackish water at Lettermore was scarce likely to undertake the conveying back of seven fugitives of the clan that had come so high-handedly through their neighbourhood four days ago. On this side there was not a boat in sight; indeed there was not a vestige on any side of human tenancy. Glencoe had taken with him every man who could carry a pike, not to our disadvantage perhaps, for it left the less danger of any strong attack.
We had to leave our friend's dead body, killed by the horse, on the hillside. He was from Knapdale, a poor guy who had likely had enough of a world that offered him little happiness, especially after his home was burned down and his wife was assaulted and murdered. We quickly headed south, not through the valleys but over the hills, enduring again the harshness of the frost and snow. By midday, we reached the shore of Loch Leven, and it felt like our escape was hopelessly blocked, as the ferry that could take Mac-Cailein's army across the brackish water at Lettermore was unlikely to help us, seven fugitives from the clan that had made such an imposing presence in their area just four days earlier. There wasn’t a boat in sight on this side; in fact, there was no sign of any human presence anywhere. Glencoe had taken every man who could wield a pike, which might have worked in our favor, as it reduced the chances of a strong attack.
On the side of the loch, when we emerged from the hills, there was a cluster of whin-bushes spread out upon a machar of land that in a less rigorous season of the year, by the feel of the shoe-sole, must be velvet-piled with salty grass. It lay in the clear, grey forenoon like a garden of fairydom to the view—the whin-bushes at a distant glance floating on billows of snow, touched at their lee by a cheering green, hung to the windward with the silver of the snow, and some of them even prinked off with the gold flower that gives rise to the proverb about kissing being out of fashion when the whin wants bloom. To come on this silent, peaceful, magic territory, fresh out of the turmoil of a battle, was to be in a region haunted, in the borderland of morning dreams, where care is a vague and far-off memory, and the elements study our desires. The lake spread out before us without a ripple, its selvedge at the shore repeating the picture on the brae. I looked on it with a mind peculiarly calm, rejoicing in its aspect Oh, love and the coming years, thought I, let them be here or somewhere like it—not among the savage of the hills, fighting, plotting, contriving; not among snow-swept mounts and crying and wailing brooks, but by the sedate and tranquil sea in calm weather. As we walked, my friends with furtive looks to this side and yon, down to the shore, I kept my face to the hills of real Argile, and my heart was full of love. I got that glimpse that comes to most of us (had we the wit to comprehend it) of the future of my life. I beheld in a wave of the emotion the picture of my coming years, going down from day to day very unadventurous and calm, spent in some peaceful valley by a lake, sitting at no rich-laden board but at bien and happy viands with some neighbour heart A little bird of hope fluted within me, so that I knew that if every clan in this countryside was arraigned against me, I had the breastplate of fate on my breast “I shall not die in this unfriendly country,” I promised myself. “There may be terror, and there may be gloom, but I shall watch my children’s children play upon the braes of Shira Glen.”
By the loch, as we came down from the hills, we found a cluster of gorse bushes spread across a stretch of land that, in a warmer season, would feel soft and grassy underfoot. It appeared like a fairyland in the clear, grey morning—the gorse bushes looking like they were floating on waves of snow, with a vibrant green on the side sheltered from the wind, and some even adorned with the golden flowers that inspired the saying about kisses being out of fashion when the gorse is in bloom. Coming upon this peaceful, magical place right after the chaos of battle felt like stepping into a dream where worries faded into the past and nature seemed to reflect our wishes. The lake stretched out before us, perfectly still, its edge mirroring the hills. I gazed at it with a serene mind, happy in its presence. Oh, love and the future, I thought, let them be here or somewhere like this—not among the wild hills, scheming and struggling; not in snowy mountains with weeping brooks, but by a calm and peaceful sea. As we walked, my friends glanced around nervously, heading toward the shore, but I kept my focus on the real hills of Argile, my heart full of affection. I had a fleeting vision that many of us experience (if only we had the sense to understand it) of my life ahead. In a wave of emotion, I saw my future years stretching out quietly and uneventfully, spent in a tranquil valley beside a lake, sharing simple yet joyful meals with neighbors. A small bird of hope chirped inside me, assuring me that even if every clan in this land turned against me, I was protected by fate. “I will not die in this unwelcoming place,” I vowed. “There might be fear, and there might be darkness, but I will see my grandchildren playing on the hills of Shira Glen.”
“You are very joco,” said John to me as I broke into a little laugh of content with myself.
“You're so funny,” John said to me as I broke into a little laugh of contentment.
“It’s the first time you ever charged me with jocosity, John,” I said “I’m just kind of happy thinking.”
“It’s the first time you’ve ever accused me of being joking, John,” I said. “I’m just feeling kind of happy thinking.”
“Yon spectacle behind us is not humorous to my notion,” said he, “whatever it may be to yours. And perhaps the laugh may be on the other side of your face before the night comes. We are here in a spider’s web.”
“That sight behind us isn’t funny in my opinion,” he said, “no matter what you think. And maybe by the end of the night, you’ll be the one laughing. We’re caught in a spider’s web.”
“I cry pardon for my lightness, John,” I answered; “I’ll have time enough to sorrow over the clan of Argile. But if you had the Sight of your future, and it lay in other and happier scenes than these, would you not feel something of a gaiety?”
“I apologize for being so lighthearted, John,” I said; “I’ll have plenty of time to mourn the clan of Argile. But if you could see your future and it was in happier and better scenes than these, wouldn’t you feel a bit of joy?”
He looked at me with an envy in every feature, from me to his companions, from them to the country round about us, and then to himself as to a stranger whose career was revealed in every rag of his clothing.
He looked at me with envy in every part of his face, shifting his gaze from me to his friends, from them to the surroundings, and then back to himself as if he were a stranger whose life story was visible in every tattered piece of clothing he wore.
“So,” said he; “you are the lucky man to be of the breed of the elect of heaven, to get what you want for the mere desire of it, and perhaps without deserve. Here am I at my prime and over it, and no glisk of the future before me. I must be ever stumbling on, a carouser of life in a mirk and sodden lane.”
“So,” he said, “you’re the lucky one, part of the chosen few, getting what you want just because you want it, maybe even without earning it. Here I am, at my peak and past it, with no glimpse of a brighter future. I just keep stumbling through life, a partier in a dark, muddy path.”
“You cannot know my meaning,” I cried.
“You can't understand what I mean,” I shouted.
“I know it fine,” said he. “You get what you want because you are the bairn of content. And I’m but the child of hurry (it’s the true word), and I must be seeking and I must be trying to the bitter end.”
“I know it well,” he said. “You get what you want because you are the child of contentment. And I’m just the child of impatience (that’s the truth), and I have to be searching and I have to be striving until the bitter end.”
He kicked, as he walked, at the knolls of snow in his way, and lashed at the bushes with a hazel wand he had lifted from a tree.
He kicked at the snow mounds in his path as he walked and swung a hazel stick he had picked up from a tree at the bushes.
“Not all I want, perhaps,” said I; “for do you know that fleeing thus from the disgrace of my countrymen, I could surrender every sorrow and every desire to one notion about—about—about——”
“Maybe not everything I want,” I said; “because do you realize that by running away from the shame of my fellow countrymen, I could give up every sorrow and every desire for one idea about—about—about——”
“A girl of the middle height,” said he, “and her name is——”
“A girl of average height,” he said, “and her name is——”
“Do not give it an utterance,” I cried. “I would be sorry to breathe her name in such a degradation. Degradation indeed, and yet if I had the certainty that I was a not altogether hopeless suitor yonder, I would feel a conqueror greater than Hector or Gilian-of-the-Axe.”
“Don’t say it out loud,” I shouted. “I wouldn’t want to speak her name in such a dishonorable way. Dishonorable indeed, and yet if I knew for sure that I wasn’t totally a lost cause as a suitor over there, I would feel like a greater conqueror than Hector or Gilian-of-the-Axe.”
“Ay, ay,” said John. “I would not wonder. And I’ll swear that a man of your fate may have her if he wants her. I’ll give ye my notion of wooing; it’s that with the woman free and the man with some style and boldness, he may have whoever he will.”
“Ay, ay,” said John. “I wouldn’t be surprised. And I’ll bet that a guy like you can have her if you want her. Here’s my take on dating; if the woman is willing and the man has some charm and confidence, he can have whoever he wants.”
“I would be sorry to think it,” said I; “for that might apply to suitors at home in Inneraora as well as me.”
“I would hate to think that,” I said; “because that could apply to suitors back home in Inneraora just as much as it does to me.”
M’Iver laughed at the sally, and “Well, well,” said he, “we are not going to be debating the chance of love on Leven-side, with days and nights of slinking in the heather and the fern between us and our home.”
M’Iver laughed at the comment, and “Well, well,” he said, “we aren’t going to be arguing about the possibility of love by Leven-side, with days and nights of sneaking around in the heather and the fern between us and our home.”
Though this conversation of ours may seem singularly calm and out of all harmony with our circumstances, it is so only on paper, for in fact it took but a minute or two of our time as we walked down among those whins that inspired me with the peaceful premonition of the coming years. We were walking, the seven of us, not in a compact group, but scattered, and at the whins when we rested we sat in ones and twos behind the bushes, with eyes cast anxiously along the shore for sign of any craft that might take us over.
Though our conversation may seem really calm and totally out of place given our situation, that's just on the surface. In reality, it only took us a minute or two as we walked among those bushes, which gave me a hopeful feeling about the years ahead. The seven of us were walking, not in a tight group but spread out. When we took a break behind the bushes, we sat alone or in pairs, anxiously looking towards the shore for any sign of a boat that could take us across.
What might seem odd to any one who does not know the shrinking mood of men broken with a touch of disgrace in their breaking, was that for long we studiously said nothing of the horrors we had left behind us. Five men fleeing from a disastrous field and two new out of the clutches of a conquering foe, we were dumb or discoursed of affairs very far removed from the reflection that we were a clan at extremities.
What might seem strange to anyone who doesn’t understand the discouraged mindset of men who feel a sense of shame in their defeat is that for a long time we purposely avoided discussing the horrors we had escaped. Five men running away from a disastrous battlefield and two freshly freed from a conquering enemy, we either stayed silent or talked about things completely unrelated to the reality that we were a group in a desperate situation.
But we could keep up this silence of shame no longer than our running: when we sat among the whins on Leven-side, and took a breath and scrutinised along the coast, for sign of food or ferry, we must be talking of what we had left behind.
But we couldn’t keep up this silent shame any longer than our running: when we sat among the bushes on Leven-side, caught our breath, and looked along the coast for signs of food or a ferry, we had to talk about what we had left behind.
Gordon told the story with a pained, constrained, and halting utterance: of the surprise of Auchinbrcac when he heard the point of war from Nevis Glen, and could not believe that Montrose was so near at hand; of the waver ing Lowland wings, the slaughter of the Campbell gentlemen.
Gordon recounted the story with a painful, tense, and hesitant voice: of the shock at Auchinbrack when he heard about the war from Nevis Glen, and couldn’t believe that Montrose was so close; of the uncertain Lowland troops, the killing of the Campbell gentlemen.
“We were in a trap,” said he, drawing with a stick on the smooth snow a diagram of the situation. “We were between brae and water. I am no man of war, and my heart swelled at the spectacle of the barons cut down like nettles. And by the most foolish of tactics, surely, a good many of our forces were on the other side of the loch.”
“We were in a trap,” he said, sketching a diagram of the situation in the smooth snow with a stick. “We were caught between the hill and the water. I’m not a soldier, and it broke my heart to see the barons falling like weeds. And due to the most foolish of strategies, many of our troops were on the other side of the lake.”
“That was not Auchinbreac’s doing, I’ll warrant,” said M’Iver; “he would never have counselled a division so fatal.”
“That wasn’t Auchinbreac’s doing, I’m sure,” said M’Iver; “he would never have advised such a disastrous division.”
“Perhaps not,” said the cleric, drily; “but what if a general has only a sort of savage army at his call? The gentry of your clan——”
“Maybe not,” said the cleric dryly; “but what if a general only has a kind of savage army at his disposal? The nobility of your clan——”
“What about MacCailein?” I asked, wondering that there was no word of the chief.
“What about MacCailein?” I asked, curious why there hadn’t been any word about the chief.
“Go on with your story,” said M’Iver, sharply, to the cleric.
“Continue with your story,” M’Iver said sharply to the cleric.
“The gentry of your clan,” said Gordon, paying no heed to my query, “were easy enough to guide; but yon undisciplined kerns from the hills had no more regard for martial law than for the holy commandments. God help them! They went their own gait, away from the main body, plundering and robbing.”
“The gentry of your clan,” Gordon said, ignoring my question, “were pretty easy to manage; but those unruly fighters from the hills didn’t care about military rules any more than they did about the ten commandments. God help them! They did their own thing, straying away from the main group, looting and stealing.”
“I would not just altogether call it plundering, nor yet robbing,” said John, a show of annoyance on his face.
“I wouldn’t completely call it plundering or stealing,” said John, showing annoyance on his face.
“And I don’t think myself,” said Sonachan, removing, as he spoke, from our side, and going to join the three others, who sat apart from us a few yards, “that it’s a gentleman’s way of speaking of the doings of other gentlemen of the same name and tartan as ourselves.”
“And I don’t think it’s right,” said Sonachan, stepping away from us to join the three others sitting a few yards apart, “to talk about the actions of other gentlemen with the same name and tartan as ours.”
“Ay, ay,” said the minister, looking from one to the other of us, his shaven jowl with lines of a most annoying pity on it—“Ay, ay,” said he, “it would be pleasing you better, no doubt, to hint at no vice or folly in your army; that’s the Highlands for you! I’m no Highlander, thank God, or at least with the savage long out of me; for I’m of an honest and orderly Lowland stock, and my trade’s the Gospel and the truth, and the truth you’ll get from Alexander Gordon, Master of the Arts, if you had your black joctilegs at his neck for it!”
“Yeah, yeah,” said the minister, glancing back and forth between us, his clean-shaven face lined with an annoying look of pity—“Yeah, yeah,” he continued, “it would surely make you happier if I didn’t mention any vices or foolishness in your army; that’s the Highlands for you! Thank God I’m not a Highlander, or at least the wildness has long gone from me; I come from honest and orderly Lowland roots, and my job is the Gospel and the truth. And you’ll get the truth from Alexander Gordon, Master of the Arts, even if you had to strangle him for it!”
He rose up, pursing his face, panting at the nostril, very crouse and defiant in every way.
He stood up, scrunching his face, breathing heavily through his nose, looking very bold and defiant in every way.
“Oh, you may just sit you down,” said McIver, sharply, to him. “You can surely give us truth without stamping it down our throats with your boots, that are not, I’ve noticed, of the smallest size.”
“Oh, you can just sit down,” McIver said sharply to him. “Surely you can share the truth without forcing it down our throats with your boots, which, I’ve noticed, aren’t exactly the smallest.”
“I know you, sir, from boot to bonnet,” said Gordon.
“I know you, sir, from head to toe,” said Gordon.
“You’re well off in your acquaintance,” said M’Iver, jocularly. “I wish I kent so good a man.”
“You're lucky to know such great people,” M'Iver said playfully. “I wish I knew such a good guy.”
“From boot to bonnet,” said Gordon, in no whit abashed by the irony. “Man, do you know,” he went on, “there’s a time comes to me now when by the grace of God I can see to one’s innermost as through a lozen. I shudder, sometimes, at the gift. For there’s the fair face, and there’s the smug and smiling lip, and there’s the flattery at the tongue, and below that masked front is Beelzebub himself, meaning well sometimes—perhaps always—but by his fall a traitor first and last.”
“From start to finish,” said Gordon, showing no embarrassment at the irony. “You know, there’s a time that comes to me now when, by the grace of God, I can see into someone’s innermost being as if through a lens. I sometimes shudder at this gift. Because there’s the pretty face, and there’s the smug, smiling lips, and there’s the flattery on the tongue, but beneath that masked exterior is Beelzebub himself, meaning well sometimes—maybe always—but ultimately a traitor from the beginning to the end.”
“God!” cried M’Iver, with a very ugly face, “that sounds awkwardly like a roundabout way of giving me a bad character.”
“God!” shouted M’Iver, making a really ugly face, “that sounds suspiciously like a roundabout way of giving me a bad reputation.”
“I said, sir,” answered Gordon, “that poor Beelzebub does not sometimes ken his own trade. I have no doubt that in your heart you are touched to the finest by love of your fellows.”
“I said, sir,” replied Gordon, “that poor Beelzebub sometimes doesn’t recognize his own craft. I have no doubt that deep down, you’re genuinely moved by love for your fellow humans.”
“And that’s the truth—when they are not clerics,” cried John.
“And that’s the truth—when they’re not priests,” cried John.
“Touched to the finest, and set in a glow too, by a manly and unselfish act, and eager to go through this world on pleasant footings with yourself and all else.”
“Moved deeply and filled with warmth by a selfless act, I’m excited to navigate this world on good terms with you and everyone else.”
“Come, come,” I cried; “I know my friend well, Master Gordon. We are not all that we might be; but I’m grateful for the luck that brought me so good a friend as John M’Iver.”
“Come on, come on,” I said; “I know my friend well, Master Gordon. We’re not all that we could be; but I’m thankful for the luck that brought me such a good friend as John M’Iver.”
“I never cried down his credit,” said the minister, simply.
“I never cried down his credit,” the minister said plainly.
“Your age gives you full liberty,” said John. “I would never lift a hand.”
“Your age gives you complete freedom,” John said. “I would never interfere.”
“The lifting of your hand,” said the cleric with a flashing eye, “is the last issue I would take thought of. I can hold my own. You are a fair and shining vessel (of a kind), but Beelzebub’s at your heart. They tell me that people like you; this gentleman of Elrigmore claims you for his comrade. Well, well, so let it be! It but shows anew the charm of the glittering exterior: they like you for your weaknesses and not for your strength. Do you know anything of what they call duty?”
“The raising of your hand,” said the cleric with a sharp glance, “is the last thing I’d worry about. I can take care of myself. You’re a beautiful and shiny vessel, but there’s darkness at your core. I hear people are fond of you; this guy from Elrigmore even calls you his friend. Alright then, let it be! It just proves again the allure of your shiny surface: they admire you for your flaws, not your strengths. Do you have any idea what they mean by duty?”
“I have starved to the bone in Laaland without complaint, stood six weeks on watch in Stralsund’s Franken gate, eating my meals at my post, and John M’Iver never turned skirts on an enemy.”
“I have starved to the bone in Laaland without complaint, stood six weeks on watch in Stralsund’s Franken gate, eating my meals at my post, and John M’Iver never backed down from an enemy.”
“Very good, sir, very good,” said the minister; “but duty is most ill to do when it is to be done in love and not in hate.”
“Very good, sir, very good,” said the minister; “but it's really hard to do your duty when it has to be done out of love and not hate.”
“Damn all schooling!” cried John. “You’re off in the depths of it again, and I cannot be after you. Duty is duty in love or hate, is it not?”
“Damn all schooling!” shouted John. “You’re deep into it again, and I can’t follow you. Duty is duty in love or hate, right?”
“It would take two or three sessions of St Andrews to show you that it makes a great differ whether it is done in love or hate. You do your duty by your enemy well enough, no doubt,—a barbarian of the blackest will do no less,—but it takes the better man to do his duty sternly by those he loves and by himself above all Argile——”
“It would take two or three sessions at St Andrews to show you that it makes a big difference whether it’s done with love or hate. You can fulfill your duty to your enemy well enough, no doubt—a savage of the worst kind will do no less—but it takes a better person to fulfill their duty sternly toward those they love and especially toward themselves, Argile——”
“Yes,” cried I, “what about Argile?”
“Yes,” I shouted, “what about Argile?”
The minister paid no heed to my question.
The minister brushed off my question.
“Argile,” said he, “has been far too long flattered by you and your like, M’Iver.”
“Argile,” he said, “has been way too flattered by you and people like you, M’Iver.”
“Barbreck,” put in my comrade.
"Barbreck," my comrade added.
“Barbreck be it then. A man in his position thus never learns the truth. He sees around him but plausible faces and the truth at a cowardly compromise. That’s the sorrow of your Highlands; it will be the black curse of your chiefs in the day to come. As for me, I’m for duty first and last—even if it demands me to put a rope at my brother’s neck or my hand in the fire.”
“Barbreck it is then. A man in his position never really learns the truth. He only sees convincing faces around him and the truth as a fearfully made compromise. That’s the sadness of your Highlands; it will be the dark curse of your leaders in the future. As for me, I’m all about duty—no matter if it means putting a rope around my brother's neck or my hand in the fire.”
“Maybe you are, maybe you are,” said John, “and it’s very fine of you; and I’m not denying but I can fancy some admirable quality in the character. But if I’m no great hand at the duty, I can swear to the love.”
“Maybe you are, maybe you are,” John said, “and that’s really great of you; and I’m not denying that I can imagine some admirable quality in the character. But if I’m not so good at the job, I can definitely swear to the love.”
“It’s a word I hate to hear men using,” said I.
“It’s a word I really dislike hearing men say,” I said.
The minister relaxed to a smile at John’s amiability, and John smiled on me.
The minister smiled back at John’s friendliness, and John smiled at me.
“It’s a woman’s word, I daresay, Colin,” said he; “but there’s no man, I’ll swear, turning it over more often in his mind than yourself.”
“It’s a woman’s word, I would say, Colin,” he said; “but there’s no man, I’m sure, thinking about it more often than you.”
Where we lay, the Pap of Glencoe—Sgor-na-ciche, as they call it in the Gaelic—loomed across Loch Leven in wisps of wind-blown grey. Long-beaked birds came to the sand and piped a sharp and anxious note, or chattered like children. The sea-banks floated on the water, rising and dipping to every wave; it might well be a dream we were in on the borderland of sleep at morning.
Where we were lying, the Pap of Glencoe—Sgor-na-ciche, as it's called in Gaelic—towered over Loch Leven in wisps of gray whipped by the wind. Long-beaked birds landed on the sand and piped a sharp, anxious note or chattered like kids. The sea banks floated on the water, rising and falling with each wave; it could easily be a dream we were having on the edge of sleep in the morning.
“What about Argile?” I asked again.
“What about Argile?” I asked again.
The minister said never a word. John Splendid rose to his feet, shook the last of his annoyance from him, and cast an ardent glance to those remote hills of Lorn.
The minister didn't say a word. John Splendid stood up, shook off the last of his annoyance, and cast a passionate glance at those distant hills of Lorn.
“God’s grandeur!” said he, turning to the Gaelic it was proper to use but sparingly before a Saxon. “Behold the unfriendliness of those terrible mountains and ravines! I am Gaelic to the core, but give me in this mood of mine the flat south soil and the dip of the sky round a bannock of country. Oh, I wish I were where Aora runs! I wish I saw the highway of Loch Firme that leads down the slope of the sea where the towns pack close together and fires are warm!” He went on and sang a song of the low country, its multitude of cattle, its friendly hearths, its frequented walks of lovers in the dusk and in the spring.
“God, how beautiful!” he said, switching to Gaelic, which was appropriate but should be used sparingly around Saxons. “Look at the harshness of those awful mountains and valleys! I’m all Gaelic, but in this mood, I’d prefer the flat southern land and the curve of the sky over a patch of countryside. Oh, I wish I were where Aora flows! I wish I could see the road of Loch Firme that slopes down to the sea where the towns are close together and the fires are warm!” He continued and sang a song about the lowlands, its countless cattle, its welcoming homes, and the well-trodden paths where lovers walk in the twilight and spring.
Sonachan and Ardkinglas and the tacksmen came over to listen, and the man with the want began to weep with a child’s surrender.
Sonachan and Ardkinglas and the tacksmen came over to listen, and the man with the need began to weep with a child’s surrender.
“And what about Argile?” said I, when the humming ceased.
“And what about Argile?” I asked when the humming stopped.
“You are very keen on that bit, lad,” said the baron-bailie, smiling spitefully with thin hard lips that revealed his teeth gleaming white and square against the dusk of his face. “You are very keen on that bit; you might be waiting for the rest of the minister’s story.”
“You're really into that part, kid,” said the baron-bailie, smiling spitefully with thin, hard lips that showed his teeth gleaming white and square against the shadows of his face. “You're really into that part; you might be waiting for the rest of the minister’s story.”
“Oh,” I said, “I did not think there was any more of the minister’s tale to come. I crave his pardon.”
“Oh,” I said, “I didn’t realize there was more of the minister’s story to share. I apologize for that.”
“I think, too, I have not much more of a story to tell,” said the minister, stiffly.
“I don’t think I have much more of a story to share,” said the minister, awkwardly.
“And I think,” said M’Iver, in a sudden hurry to be off, “that we might be moving from here. The head of the loch is the only way for us if we are to be off this unwholesome countryside by the mouth of the night.”
“And I think,” said M’Iver, suddenly eager to leave, “that we should get moving from here. The head of the loch is our only way out if we want to escape this unpleasant countryside before nightfall.”
It is likely we would have taken him at his word, and have risen and gone on his way to the east, where the narrowing of the loch showed that it was close on its conclusion; but the Stewart took from his knapsack some viands that gave a frantic edge to our appetite and compelled us to stay and eat.
It's likely we would have taken him at his word and gotten up to head east, where the narrowing of the loch indicated it was nearing its end; but the Stewart pulled out some food from his backpack that stirred up our hunger and made us stay to eat.
The day was drawing to its close, the sun, falling behind us, was pillowed on clouds of a rich crimson. For the first time, we noticed the signs of the relaxation of the austere season in the return of bird and beast to their familiar haunts. As the sun dipped the birds came out to the brae-side to catch his last ray, as they ever love to do. Whaups rose off the sand, and, following the gleam upon the braes, ascended from slope to slope, and the plover followed too, dipping his feet in the golden tide receding. On little fir-patches mounted numerous blackcock of sheeny feather, and the owls began to hoot in the wood beyond.
The day was coming to an end, and the sun, setting behind us, was resting on clouds of deep red. For the first time, we noticed the signs that the harsh season was easing with the return of birds and animals to their familiar spots. As the sun sank, the birds came out to the hillside to catch its last rays, just like they always do. Whaups took off from the sand, and following the shine on the hills, soared from slope to slope, and the plover joined in too, dipping its feet in the golden tide as it receded. On little patches of fir, numerous blackcock with glossy feathers perched, and the owls began to hoot in the woods beyond.
CHAPTER XXII.—DAME DUBH.
We had eaten to the last crumb, and were ready to be going, when again I asked Gordon what had come over Argile.
We had eaten everything, and were ready to leave, when I asked Gordon again what was up with Argile.
“I’ll tell you that,” said he, bitterly; but as he began, some wildfowl rose in a startled flight to our right and whirred across the sky.
“I’ll tell you that,” he said bitterly; but as he started, a flock of wildfowl took off in a startled flight to our right and flew across the sky.
“There’s some one coming,” said M’Iver; “let us keep close together.”
“There’s someone coming,” said M’Iver; “let’s stick close together.”
From where the wildfowl rose, the Dame Dubh, as we called the old woman of Carnus, came in our direction, half-running, half-walking through the snow. She spied us while she was yet a great way off, stopped a second as one struck with an arrow, then continued her progress more eagerly than ever, with high-piped cries and taunts at us.
From where the birds took off, the Dame Dubh, as we called the old woman from Carnus, came towards us, half-running, half-walking through the snow. She spotted us when she was still quite far away, paused for a moment as if hit by an arrow, then continued making her way eagerly, shouting high-pitched cries and taunting us.
“O cowards!” she cried; “do not face Argile, or the glens you belong to. Cowards, cowards, Lowland women, Glencoe’s full of laughter at your disgrace!”
“O cowards!” she shouted; “don’t confront Argile, or the valleys you come from. Cowards, cowards, Lowland women, Glencoe’s laughing at your disgrace!”
“Royal’s my race, I’ll not be laughed at!” cried Stewart.
“Royal’s my race, I won't be mocked!” shouted Stewart.
“They cannot know of it already in Glencoe!” said M’Iver, appalled.
“They can’t know about it yet in Glencoe!” said M’Iver, shocked.
“Know it!” said the crone, drawing nearer and with still more frenzy; “Glencoe has songs on it already. The stench from Invcrlochy’s in the air; it’s a mock in Benderloch and Ardgour, it’s a nightmare in Glenurchy, and the women are keening on the slopes of Cladich. Cowards, cowards, little men, cowards! all the curses of Conan on you and the black rocks; die from home, and Hell itself reject you!”
“Know this!” said the old woman, stepping closer and becoming even more frantic; “Glencoe already has songs about it. The stench from Inverlochy is in the air; it’s a joke in Benderloch and Ardgour, it’s a nightmare in Glenurchy, and the women are wailing on the slopes of Cladich. Cowards, cowards, small men, cowards! All the curses of Conan on you and the black rocks; die away from home, and may Hell itself reject you!”
We stood in front of her in a group, slack at the arms and shoulders, bent a little at the head, affronted for the first time with the full shame of our disaster. All my bright portents of the future seemed, as they flashed again before me, muddy in the hue, an unfaithful man’s remembrance of his sins when they come before him at the bedside of his wife; the evasions of my friends revealed themselves what they were indeed, the shutting of the eyes against shame.
We stood in front of her as a group, arms and shoulders relaxed, slightly bent at the neck, facing the full shame of our failure for the first time. All my hopes for the future that had once shone so brightly now seemed dull and murky, like a cheating man's memories of his wrongdoings when he confronts them beside his wife; the excuses from my friends showed themselves for what they really were—their attempts to ignore the shame.
The woman’s meaning. Master Gordon could only guess at, and he faced her composedly.
The woman's meaning was something Master Gordon could only speculate about, and he looked at her with calm composure.
“You are far off your road,” he said to her mildly, but she paid him no heed.
“You’ve strayed off your path,” he said to her gently, but she didn’t pay him any attention.
“You have a bad tongue, mother,” said M’Iver.
“You have a sharp tongue, Mom,” said M’Iver.
She turned and spat on his vest, and on him anew she poured her condemnation.
She turned and spat on his vest, and then she unloaded her anger on him again.
“You, indeed, the gentleman with an account to pay, the hero, the avenger! I wish my teeth had found your neck at the head of Aora Glen.” She stood in the half-night, foaming over with hate and evil words, her taunts stinging like asps.
You, yes, the man with a bill to settle, the hero, the avenger! I wish my teeth could have sunk into your neck at the top of Aora Glen. She stood in the dim light, overflowing with hate and poisonous words, her jabs hitting like venomous snakes.
“Take off the tartan, ladies!” she screamed; “off with men’s apparel and on with the short-gown.”
“Take off the plaid, ladies!” she shouted; “out with the men’s clothes and put on the short gown.”
Her cries rang so over the land that she was a danger bruiting our presence to the whole neighbourhood, and it was in a common panic we ran with one accord from her in the direction of the loch-head. The man with the want took up the rear, whimpering as he ran, feeling again, it might be, a child fleeing from maternal chastisement: the rest of us went silently, all but Stewart, who was a cocky little man with a large bonnet pulled down on the back of his head like a morion, to hide the absence of ears that had been cut off by the law for some of his Appin adventures. He was a person who never saw in most of a day’s transactions aught but the humour of them, and as we ran from this shrieking beldame of Camus, he was choking with laughter at the ploy.
Her screams echoed across the land so loudly that she was putting us at risk of being discovered by the entire neighborhood, and in a shared panic, we all ran together towards the loch-head. The man who was troubled lagged behind, whimpering as he ran, perhaps feeling like a child escaping from a scolding. The rest of us moved silently, except for Stewart, who was a cocky little guy with a big bonnet pulled down at the back of his head like a helmet, trying to cover up the missing ears that the law had taken from him after some of his Appin escapades. He was someone who never saw anything in a day’s events except the humor in them, and as we fled from the screaming woman of Camus, he was doubled over with laughter at the scene.
“Royal’s my race,” said he at the first ease to our running—“Royal’s my race, and I never thought to run twice in one day from an enemy. Stop your greeting, Callum, and not be vexing our friends the gentlemen.”
“Royal’s my race,” he said as we started running—“Royal’s my race, and I never thought I’d run away from an enemy twice in one day. Stop your greeting, Callum, and don’t annoy our friends the gentlemen.”
“What a fury!” said Master Gordon. “And that’s the lady of omens! What about her blessing now?”
“What a rage!” said Master Gordon. “And that’s the lady of omens! What about her blessing now?”
“Ay, and what about her prophecies?” asked M’Iver, sharply. “She was not so far wrong, I’m thinking, about the risks of Inverlochy; the heather’s above the gall indeed.”
“Ay, and what about her predictions?” asked M’Iver, sharply. “I don't think she was too far off regarding the dangers of Inverlochy; the heather’s above the gall indeed.”
“But at any rate,” said I, “MacCailein’s head is not on a pike.”
“But anyway,” I said, “MacCailein’s head isn’t on a pike.”
“You must be always on the old key,” cried M’Iver, angrily. “Oh man, man, but you’re sore in want of tact” His face was throbbing and hoved. “Here’s half-a-dozen men,” said he, “with plenty to occupy their wits with what’s to be done and what’s to happen them before they win home, and all your talk is on a most vexatious trifle. Have you found me, a cousin of the Marquis, anxious to query our friends here about the ins and outs of the engagement? It’s enough for me that the heather’s above the gall. I saw this dreary morning the sorrow of my life, and I’m in no hurry to add to it by the value of a single tear.”
“You always have to be stuck on the past,” shouted M’Iver, frustrated. “Oh man, you really lack common sense.” His face was flushed and tense. “Here are half a dozen guys,” he continued, “who have plenty to think about regarding what needs to be done and what's going to happen to them before they get home, and all you’re focused on is a really annoying little thing. Do you see me, a cousin of the Marquis, eager to ask our friends here about the details of the engagement? It’s enough for me that the heather’s above the moor. I witnessed the worst day of my life this morning, and I’m in no rush to make it worse by shedding even a single tear.”
Sonachan was quite as bitter. “I don’t think,” said he, “that it matters very much to you, sir, what Argile may have done or may not have done; you should be glad of your luck (if luck it was and no design), that kept you clear of the trouble altogether.” And again he plunged ahead of us with Ardkinglas, to avoid my retort to an impertinence that, coming from a younger man, would have more seriously angered me.
Sonachan was just as bitter. “I don’t think,” he said, “that it really matters to you, sir, what Argile may or may not have done; you should be thankful for your luck (if it was luck and not intentional), which kept you out of the trouble completely.” And again he rushed ahead of us with Ardkinglas, trying to avoid my response to a remark that, if it had come from a younger man, would have made me much angrier.
The minister by now had recovered his wind, and was in another of his sermon moods, with this ruffling at Mac-Cailein’s name as his text.
The minister had caught his breath and was back in one of his preaching moods, using this stir around Mac-Cailein’s name as his theme.
“I think I can comprehend,” said he, “all this unwillingness to talk about my lord of Argile’s part in the disaster of to-day. No Gael though I am, I’m loath myself to talk about a bad black business, but that’s because I love my master—for master he is in scholarship, in gifts, in every attribute and intention of the Christian soldier. It is for a different reason, I’m afraid, that our friend Barbreck shuffles.”
“I think I can understand,” he said, “why everyone is so reluctant to discuss my lord of Argile’s role in today’s disaster. Even though I’m a Gael, I’m hesitant to talk about such a grim situation, but that’s because I care for my master—he truly is a master in knowledge, talent, and every quality and intention of a Christian soldier. Unfortunately, I fear our friend Barbreck has his own reasons for avoiding the subject.”
“Barbreck never shuffles,” said John, stiffly. “If he did in this matter, it would be for as true an affection for his chief as any lalland cleric ever felt for his patron.”
“Barbreck never hesitates,” John said, stiffly. “If he did in this matter, it would be out of as genuine an affection for his boss as any local cleric ever felt for his patron.”
“And yet, sir, you shuffle for another reason too. You do not want to give your ridiculous Highland pride the shock of hearing that your chief left in a galley before the battle he lost had well begun.”
“And yet, sir, you hesitate for another reason too. You don’t want to give your absurd Highland pride the shock of hearing that your chief left in a boat before the battle he lost had really begun.”
A curious cry came from M’Iver’s lips. He lifted his face, lined with sudden shadows, to the stars that now were lighting to the east, and I heard his teeth grind.
A curious sound escaped from M’Iver’s lips. He raised his face, etched with sudden shadows, to the stars that were now shining in the east, and I heard his teeth clench.
“So that’s the bitter end of it!” said I to myself, stunned by this pitiful conclusion. My mind groped back on the events of the whole waeful winter. I saw Argile again at peace among his own people; I heard anew his clerkly but wavering sentiment on the trade of the sword; I sat by him in the mouth of Glen Noe, and the song and the guess went round the fire. But the picture that came to me first and stayed with me last was Argile standing in his chamber in the castle of Inneraora, the pallor of the study on his face, and his little Archie, with his gold hair and the night-gown, running out and clasping him about the knees.
“So that’s the bitter end of it!” I thought to myself, shocked by this sad conclusion. My mind wandered back over the events of that terrible winter. I saw Argile again at peace with his people; I heard once more his hesitant but intellectual views on the trade of the sword; I sat with him at the mouth of Glen Noe, and the song and the guessing games went around the fire. But the image that came to me first and lingered the longest was Argile standing in his room in the castle of Inneraora, the pallor of the study on his face, and his little Archie, with his golden hair and nightgown, running out to hug him around the knees.
We struggled through the night, weary men, hungry men. Loch Leven-head may be bonny by day, but at night it is far from friendly to the unaccustomed wanderer. Swampy meadows frozen to the hard bone, and uncountable burns, and weary ascents, and alarming dips, lie there at the foot of the great forest of Mamore. And to us, poor fugitives, even these were less cruel than the thickets at the very head where the river brawled into the loch with a sullen surrender of its mountain independence.
We struggled through the night, exhausted and hungry. Loch Leven-head might be beautiful during the day, but at night it’s not welcoming to someone unfamiliar with the area. Swampy meadows frozen solid, countless streams, tiring climbs, and steep drops are all there at the base of the great Mamore forest. And for us, poor refugees, even these challenges felt less harsh than the thickets right at the head where the river fought its way into the loch, reluctantly giving up its mountain freedom.
About seven or eight o’clock we got safely over a ford and into the hilly country that lies tumbled to the north of Glencoe. Before us lay the choice of two routes, either of them leading in the direction of Glenurchy, but both of them hemmed in by the most inevitable risks, especially as but one of all our party was familiar (and that one but middling well) with the countryside. “The choice of a cross-road at night in a foreign land is Tall John’s pick of the farmer’s daughters,” as our homely proverb has it; you never know what you have till the morn’s morning. And our picking was bad indeed, for instead of taking what we learned again was a drove-road through to Tynree, we stood more to the right and plunged into what after all turned out to be nothing better than a corrie among the hills. It brought us up a most steep hillside, and landed us two hours’ walk later far too much in the heart and midst of Glencoe to be for our comfort. From the hillside we emerged upon, the valley lay revealed, a great hack among the mountains.
About seven or eight o’clock, we safely crossed a ford and entered the hilly country just north of Glencoe. In front of us was the choice of two routes, both leading toward Glenurchy, but both surrounded by significant risks, especially since only one person in our group was somewhat familiar with the area. “Choosing a cross-road at night in a foreign land is like Tall John’s pick of the farmer’s daughters,” as our folksy saying goes; you never know what you're really getting until the next morning. And our choice was indeed poor, because instead of taking what we later realized was a drove-road to Tynree, we veered to the right and ended up in what turned out to be nothing more than a corrie among the hills. This path led us up a very steep hillside and left us, two hours later, much too deep into Glencoe for our comfort. From the hillside we climbed, the valley unfolded before us, a vast gap among the mountains.
CHAPTER XXIII.—THE WIDOW OF GLENCOE.
Of the seven of us, Stewart was the only one with a notion of the lie of the country. He had bought cattle in the glen, and he had borrowed (as we may be putting it) in the same place, and a man with the gifts of observation and memory, who has had to guess his way at night among foreign clans and hills with a drove of unwilling and mourning cattle before him, has many a feature of the neighbourhood stamped upon his mind. Stewart’s idea was that to-night we might cross Glencoe, dive into one of the passes that run between the mountains called the Big and Little Herdsman, or between the Little Herd and Ben Fhada, into the foot of the forest of Dalness, then by the corries through the Black Mount of Bredalbane to Glen-urchy. Once on the Brig of Urchy, we were as safe, in a manner, as on the shores of Loch Finne. On Neill Bane’s map this looks a very simple journey, that a vigorous mountaineer could accomplish without fatigue in a couple of days if he knew the drove-roads; but it was a wicked season for such an enterprise, and if the Dame Dubh’s tale was right (as well enough it might be, for the news of Argile’s fall would be round the world in a rumour of wind), every clan among these valleys and hills would be on the hunting-road to cut down broken men seeking their way back to the country of MacCailein Mor. Above all was it a hard task for men who had been starving on a half-meal drammock for two or three days. I myself felt the hunger gnawing at my inside like a restless red-hot conscience. My muscles were like iron, and with a footman’s feeding, I could have walked to Inneraora without more than two or three hours’ sleep at a time; but my weakness for food was so great that the prospect before me was appalling.
Of the seven of us, Stewart was the only one who understood the lay of the land. He had bought cattle in the glen, and he had borrowed (as we might say) in the same place. A person with keen observation and a good memory, who has had to navigate at night among unfamiliar clans and hills with a herd of reluctant and distressed cattle ahead of him, has a lot of details about the area ingrained in his mind. Stewart thought that tonight we could cross Glencoe, enter one of the passes between the mountains known as the Big and Little Herdsman, or between the Little Herd and Ben Fhada, and reach the base of the Dalness forest, then go through the hollows of the Black Mount of Bredalbane to Glen-urchy. Once we reached the Brig of Urchy, we would be relatively safe, like being on the shores of Loch Finne. On Neill Bane’s map, this journey looks straightforward, something a strong mountaineer could complete without tiring in a couple of days if he was familiar with the drove-roads; but it was a dangerous time for such an expedition, and if Dame Dubh’s story was accurate (which it very well might be, since news of Argile’s fall would spread like wildfire), every clan in those valleys and hills would be out looking for broken men trying to get back to MacCailein Mor's land. Above all, it was a tough task for men who had been starving on half-rations for two or three days. I could feel hunger gnawing at my insides like a restless, burning conscience. My muscles felt like iron, and with a proper meal, I could have walked to Inneraora with just two or three hours of sleep at a stretch; but my craving for food was so intense that the thought ahead of me was terrifying.
It appalled, indeed, the whole of us. Fancy us on barren hills, unable to venture into the hamlets or townships where we had brought torch and pike a few days before; unable to borrow or to buy, hazarding no step of the foot without a look first to this side and then to yon, lest enemies should be up against us. Is it a wonder that very soon we had the slouch of the gangrel and the cunning aspect of the thief? But there’s something in gentle blood that always comes out on such an occasion. The baron-bailie and Neil Campbell, and even the minister, made no ado about their hunger, though they were suffering keenly from it; only the two tacksmen kept up a ceaseless grumbling.
It shocked all of us, really. Imagine us on desolate hills, unable to go into the villages or towns where we had brought our torches and weapons just days ago; unable to borrow or buy anything, taking every step hesitantly, first looking this way and then that, in case enemies were lurking. Is it surprising that we soon took on the slouch of wanderers and the sly look of thieves? Yet there’s something in noble blood that always shows through in times like these. The baron-bailie, Neil Campbell, and even the minister didn’t complain about their hunger, even though they were suffering from it severely; only the two tacksmen kept grumbling nonstop.
M’Iver kept a hunter’s ear and eye alert at every step of our progress. He had a hope that the white hares, whose footprints sometimes showed among the snow, might run, as I have seen them do at night, within reach of a cudgel; he kept a constant search for badger-hamlets, for he would have dug from his sleep that gluttonous fat-haunched rascal who gorges himself in his own yellow moon-time of harvest. But hare nor badger fell in our way.
M’Iver stayed alert, like a hunter, with sharp ears and eyes as we moved forward. He hoped that the white hares, whose tracks sometimes appeared in the snow, might come close enough for him to hit with a club, just like I’ve seen them do at night. He was always on the lookout for badger holes because he wanted to dig out that greedy, fat badger who feasts during his golden harvest at night. But neither hares nor badgers crossed our path.
The moon was up, but a veil of grey cloud overspread the heavens and a frosty haze obscured the country. A clear cold hint at an odour of spring was already in the air, perhaps the first rumour the bush gets that the sap must rise. Out of the haze now and then, as we descended to the valley, there would come the peculiar cry of the red-deer, or the flaff of a wing, or the bleat of a goat It was maddening to be in the neighbourhood of the meal that roe, or bird, or goat would offer, and yet be unable to reach it.
The moon was out, but a layer of grey clouds covered the sky and a chilly mist obscured the landscape. There was a faint, cold hint of spring in the air, maybe the first sign the forest gets that the sap is about to rise. Occasionally, as we descended into the valley, we could hear the unique call of the red deer, the flapping of a wing, or the bleat of a goat. It was frustrating to be so close to the meal that the deer, bird, or goat would provide, yet unable to get to it.
Thus we were stumbling on, very weary, very hungry, the man with the want in a constant wail, and Sonachan lamenting for suppers he had been saucy over in days of rowth and plenty, when a light oozed out of the grey-dark ahead of us, in the last place in the world one would look for any such sign of humanity.
So we were trudging along, really tired, really hungry, the man constantly whining about his needs, and Sonachan missing the dinners he had been rude about during the days of abundance, when a light appeared ahead in the dimness, in the last place anyone would expect to see a sign of human life.
We stopped on the moment, and John Splendid went ahead to see what lay in the way. He was gone but a little when he came back with a hearty accent to tell us that luck for once was ours.
We paused for a moment, and John Splendid moved ahead to check what was in front of us. He was gone only a short time before he returned with enthusiasm to tell us that luck was finally on our side.
“There’s a house yonder,” said he, talking English for the benefit of the cleric; “it has a roaring fire and every sign of comfort, and it’s my belief there’s no one at home within but a woman and a few bairns. The odd thing is that as I get a look of the woman between the door-post and the wall, she sits with her back to the cruisie-light, patching clothes and crooning away at a dirge that’s broken by her tears. If it had been last week, and our little adventures in Glencoe had brought us so far up this side of the glen, I might have thought she had suffered something at our hands. But we were never near this tack-house before, so the housewife’s sorrow, whatever it is, can scarcely be at our door. Anyway,” he went on, “here are seven cold men, and weary men and hungry men too (and that’s the worst of it), and I’m going to have supper and a seat, if it’s the last in the world.”
“There’s a house over there,” he said, speaking English for the cleric’s sake; “it has a roaring fire and looks very comfortable, and I believe there’s only a woman and a few kids at home. The strange thing is that as I catch a glimpse of her between the door frame and the wall, she’s sitting with her back to the light, mending clothes and softly singing a sad song that’s interrupted by her tears. If it had been last week, and our little adventures in Glencoe had brought us this far up the glen, I might have thought she had suffered something because of us. But we’ve never been near this house before, so whatever the housewife is grieving about, it can hardly be because of us. Anyway,” he continued, “here are seven cold men, tired men, and hungry men too (and that’s the worst part), and I’m going to get supper and a place to sit, even if it’s the last thing I do.”
“I hope there’s going to be no robbery about the affair,” said the minister, in an apparent dread of rough theft and maybe worse.
“I hope there’s not going to be any robbery involved in this situation,” said the minister, clearly anxious about the possibility of a violent theft and perhaps something even worse.
M’Iver’s voice had a sneer in every word of it when he answered in a very affected tongue of English he was used to assume when he wished to be at his best before a Saxon.
M’Iver’s voice had a sneer in every word when he replied in an exaggerated English accent he would adopt when he wanted to impress a Saxon.
“Is it the logic of your school,” he asked, “that what’s the right conduct of war when we are in regiments is robbery when we are but seven broken men? I’m trying to mind that you found fault with us for helping ourselves in this same Glencoe last week, and refused to eat Corrycrick’s beef in Appin, and I cannot just recall the circumstance. Are we not, think ye, just as much at war with Glencoe now as then? And have seven starving men not an even better right, before God, to forage for themselves than has an army?”
“Is it your school's logic,” he asked, “that what's considered the right way to conduct war when we’re in regiments is robbery when we're just seven broken men? I'm trying to remember that you criticized us for taking what we needed in this same Glencoe last week and refused to eat Corrycrick’s beef in Appin, and I can't quite recall the details. Are we not, do you think, just as much at war with Glencoe now as we were then? And do seven starving men not have an even better right, before God, to take care of themselves than an army does?”
“There’s a difference,” said the minister, stiffly. “We were then legitimate troops of war, fighting for the Solemn League and Covenant under a noble lord with Letters. It was the Almighty’s cause, and——”
“There's a difference,” said the minister, stiffly. “We were legitimate troops of war back then, fighting for the Solemn League and Covenant under a noble lord with letters. It was the Almighty's cause, and——”
“Was it indeed?” said John Splendid. “And was Himself on the other side of Loch Leven when His tulzie was on?”
“Was it really?” said John Splendid. “And was He on the other side of Loch Leven when His fight was happening?”
“Scoffer!” cried Gordon, and M’Iver said no more, but led us through the dark to the house whose light so cheerfully smiled before us.
“Scoffer!” Gordon shouted, and M’Iver didn’t say anything else, but guided us through the dark to the house that warmly lit up in front of us.
The house, when we came to it, proved a trig little edifice of far greater comfort than most of the common houses of the Highlands—not a dry-stone bigging but a rubble tenement, very snugly thacked and windowed, and having a piece of kail-plot at its rear. It was perched well up on the brae, and its light at evening must have gleamed like a friendly star far up the glen, that needs every touch of brightness to mitigate its gloom. As we crept close up to it in the snow, we could hear the crooning John Splendid had told us of, a most doleful sound in a land of darkness and strangers.
The house we arrived at turned out to be a charming little building that was much more comfortable than most of the typical homes in the Highlands—not one of those dry-stone constructions but a cozy rubble cottage, nicely thatched and with windows, and it even had a small garden in the back. It was situated high on the slope, and its light at night must have shone like a welcoming star up in the valley, which needed all the brightness it could get to ease its gloom. As we quietly approached it through the snow, we could hear the soft singing that John Splendid had mentioned, a very mournful sound in a land filled with darkness and strangers.
“Give a rap, and when she answers the door we can tell our needs peaceably,” said the minister.
“Knock on the door, and when she answers, we can calmly express what we need,” said the minister.
“I’m not caring about rapping, and I’m not caring about entering at all now,” said M’I ver, turning about with some uneasiness. “I wish we had fallen on a more cheery dwelling, even if it were to be coerced with club and pistol. A prickle’s at my skin that tells me here is dool, and I can smell mort-cloth.”
“I don’t care about rapping, and I don’t care about coming in at all right now,” said M’Iver, turning around with some unease. “I wish we had ended up in a nicer place, even if we had to force our way in with a club and a gun. I have a feeling something’s off here, and I can smell death.”
Sonachan gave a grunt, and thumped loudly on the fir boards. A silence that was like a swound fell on the instant, and the light within went out at a puff. For a moment it seemed as if our notion of occupancy and light and lament had been a delusion, for now the grave itself was no more desolate and still.
Sonachan grunted and hit the fir boards hard. An immediate silence settled in that felt like a fainting spell, and the light inside went out with a puff. For a moment, it seemed like our ideas of being present, having light, and feeling sorrow had been an illusion, because now the grave was no less empty and quiet.
“I think we might be going,” said I in a whisper, my heart thud-thudding at my vest, my mind sharing some of John Splendid’s apprehension that we were intruders on some profound grief. And yet my hunger was a furious thing that belched red-hot at my stomach.
“I think we should get going,” I whispered, my heart pounding in my chest, feeling some of John Splendid’s unease that we were intruding on someone’s deep sorrow. Yet, my hunger was intense, completely gnawing at my stomach.
“Royal’s my race!” said Stewart “I’ll be kept tirling at no door-pin in the Highlands,—let us drive in the bar.”
“Royal's my race!” said Stewart. “I won't be turning at any door hinge in the Highlands—let's head into the bar.”
“What does he say?” asked the cleric, and I gave him the English of it.
“What does he say?” asked the cleric, and I told him what it meant in English.
“You’ll drive no doors in here,” said he firmly to Stewart “We can but give another knock and see what comes of it Knock you, M’Iver.”
“You’re not getting in here,” he said firmly to Stewart. “All we can do is knock again and see what happens. Knock it, M'Iver.”
“Barbreck.”
"Barbreck."
“Barbreck be it then.”
"Let's go with Barbreck then."
“I would sooner go to the glen foot, and risk all,” said John.
“I’d rather head to the glen foot and take the risk,” John said.
Sonachan grunted again; out he drew his dirk, and he rapped with the hilt of it loud and long at the door. A crying of children rose within, and, behold, I was a child again! I was a child again in Shira Glen, alone in a little chamber with a window uncurtained and unshuttered, yawning red-mouthed to the outer night My back was almost ever to the window, whose panes reflected a peat-fire and a face as long as a fiddle, and eyes that shone like coal; and though I looked little at the window yawning to the wood, I felt that it never wanted some curious spy outside, some one girning or smiling in at me and my book. I must look round, or I must put a hand on my shoulder to make sure no other hand was there,—then the Terror that drives the black blood from the heart through all the being, and a boy unbuckling his kilt with fevered fingers and leaping with frantic sobs to bed! One night when the black blood of the Terror still coursed through me, though I was dovering over to sleep, there came a knocking at the door, a knock commanding, a knock never explained. It brought me to my knees with a horror that almost choked me at the throat, a cold dew in the very palms of the hands. I dare not ask who rapped for fear I should have an answer that comes some day or other to every child of my race,—an answer no one told me of, an answer that then I guessed.
Sonachan grunted again; he pulled out his dirk and knocked hard and long with the hilt on the door. The cries of children rose from inside, and suddenly, I was a child again! I was a child again in Shira Glen, alone in a small room with a window wide open to the night. My back was mostly turned to the window, which reflected a peat-fire and a long face, with eyes that shone like coal; and even though I didn't look much at the window opening to the woods, I sensed that there was always some curious spy outside, someone grinning or smiling in at me and my book. I felt I had to look around or put a hand on my shoulder to make sure there wasn't another hand there,—then came the Terror that drove the dark blood from my heart through my whole being, a boy fumbling with his kilt and jumping into bed with frantic sobs! One night, when the dark blood of Terror still rushed through me, even as I was drifting off to sleep, there came a knock at the door, a commanding knock, one that was never explained. It brought me to my knees with a horror that nearly choked me, a cold sweat on my palms. I couldn’t dare ask who knocked for fear I might get an answer that eventually comes to every child of my race,—an answer no one had told me, an answer I could only guess at then.
All this flashed through my mind when the children’s crying rose in the dark interior—that cry of children old and young as they go through the mysteries of life and the alley-ways of death.
All this raced through my mind when the children's cries echoed in the dark room—that cry from kids of all ages as they navigate the challenges of life and the pathways of death.
The woman soothed her children audibly, then called out, asking what we wanted.
The woman comforted her kids softly, then shouted out, asking what we needed.
“I’m a man from Appin,” cried out Stewart with great promptness and cunning, “and I have a friend or two with me. I was looking for the house of Kilinchean, where a cousin of mine—a fine spinner and knitter, but thrawn in the temper—is married on the tenant, and we lost our way. We’re cold and we’re tired, and we’re hungry, and——”
“I’m a guy from Appin,” shouted Stewart quickly and cleverly, “and I have a couple of friends with me. I was trying to find the house of Kilinchean, where a cousin of mine—a great spinner and knitter, but a bit stubborn—is married to the tenant, and we got lost. We’re cold, we’re tired, and we’re hungry, and——”
“Step in,” said the woman, lifting back the door. “You are many miles from Kilinchean, and I know Appin Mary very well.”
“Come in,” said the woman, opening the door. “You’re a long way from Kilinchean, and I know Appin Mary really well.”
But three of us entered, Stewart, M’Iver, and myself, the others on a sudden inspiration preferring not to alarm the woman by betraying the number of us, and concealing themselves in the byre that leaned against the gable of the dwelling.
But three of us went in: Stewart, M'Iver, and me. The others, on a sudden inspiration, chose not to alarm the woman by revealing how many of us there were, so they hid in the barn that leaned against the side of the house.
“God save all here!” said M’Iver as we stepped in, and the woman lit the cruisie by sticking its nose in the peat-embers. “I’m afraid we come on you at a bad time.”
“God save everyone here!” said M’Iver as we walked in, and the woman lit the lamp by sticking its wick into the peat-embers. “I’m afraid we’re interrupting you at a bad time.”
She turned with the cruisie in her hands and seemed to look over his head at vacancy, with large and melting eyes in a comely face.
She turned with the candle in her hands and appeared to look past him into empty space, her large, expressive eyes set in a pretty face.
“You come,” said she, “like grief, just when we are not expecting it, and in the dead of night But you are welcome at my door.”
“You arrive,” she said, “like sorrow, showing up when we least expect it, and in the middle of the night. But you’re welcome at my door.”
We sat down on stools at her invitation, bathed in the yellow light of cruisie and peat. The reek of the fire rose in a faint breath among the pot-chains, and lingered among the rafters, loath, as it were, to emerge in the cold night In a cowering group beneath the blankets of a bed in a corner were four children, the bed-clothes hurriedly clutched up to their chins, their eyes staring out on the intruders. The woman put out some food before us, coarse enough in quality but plenty of it, and was searching in a press for platters when she turned to ask how many of us there were. We looked at each other a little ashamed, for it seemed as if she had guessed of our divided company and the four men in the byre. It is likely she would have been told the truth, but her next words set us on a different notion.
We took a seat on stools at her invitation, wrapped in the warm yellow light from the fire and the burning peat. The smoke from the fire rose softly among the hanging pots, hanging in the rafters, as if it were reluctant to escape into the chilly night. In a huddled group under the blankets in a corner lay four children, the bed covers pulled tightly to their chins, their eyes wide as they watched us. The woman set some food in front of us, rough in quality but abundant, and while she rummaged through a cupboard for plates, she turned to ask how many of us there were. We glanced at each other, feeling a bit embarrassed, as it seemed she knew about our divided group and the four men in the barn. She might have been told the truth, but her next words led us to think otherwise.
“You’ll notice,” said she, still lifting her eyes to a point over our heads, “that I have not my sight.”
"You'll notice," she said, still looking up at a spot above our heads, "that I can't see."
“God! that’s a pity,” said M’Iver in genuine distress, with just that accent of fondling in it that a Highlander in his own tongue can use like a salve for distress.
“Wow! That’s such a shame,” said M’Iver in real distress, with that gentle tone that a Highlander can use in his own language like a balm for pain.
“I am not complaining of it,” said the woman; “there are worse hardships in this world.”
“I’m not complaining about it,” said the woman; “there are worse struggles in this world.”
“Mistress,” said John, “there are. I think I would willingly have been bl—— dim in the sight this morning if it could have happened.”
“Mistress,” said John, “there are. I think I would willingly have been blind in the light this morning if it could have happened.”
“Ay, ay!” said the woman in a sad abstraction, standing with plates in her hand listening (I could swear) for a footstep that would never come again.
“Ay, ay!” said the woman in a mournful trance, standing with plates in her hands, listening (I could swear) for a footstep that would never return.
We sat and warmed ourselves and ate heartily, the heat of that homely dwelling—the first we had sat in for days—an indulgence so rare and precious that it seemed a thing we could never again tear ourselves away from to encounter the unkindness of those Lorn mounts anew. The children watched us with an alarm and curiosity no way abated, beholding in us perhaps (for one at least was at an age to discern the difference our tartan and general aspect presented from those of Glencoe) that we were strangers from a great distance, maybe enemies, at least with some rigour of warfare about our visage and attire.
We sat, warmed ourselves, and ate heartily, the heat of that cozy home—the first one we’d been in for days—felt like a rare and precious indulgence, making it hard to imagine leaving it behind to face the harshness of the Lorn mountains again. The children watched us with a mix of alarm and curiosity that didn’t fade. They probably saw us (at least one of them was old enough to notice the difference our tartan and overall appearance had compared to those from Glencoe) as strangers from far away, maybe even as enemies, especially with the stern look and gear we had.
The mother, finding her way with the readiness of long familiarity about the house, got ease for her grief, whatever it was, in the duties thus suddenly thrust upon her: she spoke but seldom, and she never asked—in that she was true Gael—any more particulars about ourselves than Stewart had volunteered. And when we had been served with our simple viands, she sat composedly before us with her hands in her lap, and her eyes turned on us with an appearance of sedate scrutiny no whit the less perplexing because we knew her orbs were but fair clean window-panes shuttered and hasped within.
The mother, moving around the house effortlessly as if she had done it a thousand times before, found some comfort for her grief through the unexpected responsibilities laid on her: she spoke very little, and she never asked—true to her Gaelic roots—any more details about us than what Stewart had shared. And when we were served our simple meals, she sat calmly in front of us with her hands in her lap, her eyes on us with a serious gaze that was even more confusing because we knew her eyes were just clear window panes, closed and secured from within.
“You will excuse my dull welcome,” she said, with a wan smile, speaking a very pleasant accent of North Country Gaelic, that turned upon the palate like a sweet “A week or two ago you would have found a very cheerful house, not a widow’s sorrow, and, if my eyes were useless, my man (beannachd leis!) had a lover’s eyes, and these were the eyes for himself and me.”
“You’ll have to forgive my lackluster welcome,” she said with a faint smile, speaking in a lovely North Country Gaelic accent that was sweet to hear. “A week or two ago, you would have found a very cheerful home, not filled with a widow’s sadness, and if my eyes were useless, my man (bless him!) had the eyes of a lover, and those were the eyes for him and me.”
“Was he at Inverlochy?” I asked softly; “was he out with Montrose?”
“Was he at Inverlochy?” I asked quietly; “was he with Montrose?”
“He died a week come Thursday,” said the woman. “They’re telling me of wars—weary on them and God’s pity on the widow women they make, and the mothers they must leave lonely—but such a thing is sorrow that the world, from France to the Isles, might be in flames and I would still be thinking on my man that’s yonder in the cold clods of the yard.... Stretch your hands; it’s your welcome, gentlemen.”
“He died a week from Thursday,” said the woman. “They’re talking about wars—burdening us and God’s mercy on the widows they create and the mothers they leave behind feeling alone—but no matter if the whole world, from France to the Isles, was on fire, I would still be thinking about my man who’s over there in the cold ground of the yard... Stretch out your hands; you’re welcome, gentlemen.”
“I have one or two other friends out-bye there in the byre,” put in Stewart, who found the vigilance of the youths in the bed gave no opportunity for smuggling provand to the others of our party.
“I have a couple of other friends outside in the barn,” added Stewart, who noticed that the watchfulness of the young men in the bed left no chance for sneaking food to the others in our group.
The woman’s face flamed up a little and took on the least of a look of alarm that Stewart—who was very cunning and quick in some matters—set about removing at once with some of those convenient lies that he seemed never out of the want of.
The woman's face flushed slightly, and she showed a hint of alarm that Stewart—who was quite cunning and quick in certain situations—immediately tried to smooth over with some of those convenient lies he always seemed to have on hand.
“Some of our lads,” said he, with a duck of apology at M’Iver and myself for taking liberties with the reputation of our friends. “They’re very well where they are among the bracken, if they had but the bite and sup, and if it’s your will I could take them that.”
“Some of our guys,” he said, glancing apologetically at M’Iver and me for speaking freely about our friends’ reputation. “They’re doing just fine where they are in the ferns, as long as they had something to eat and drink, and if you want, I could bring them that.”
“Could they not be coming in and sitting by the fire?” asked the woman, set at rest by Stewart’s story; but he told her he would never think of filling her room with a rabble of plain men, and in a little he was taking out the viands for our friends in the byre.
“Could they come in and sit by the fire?” asked the woman, calmed by Stewart’s story; but he told her he would never dream of filling her room with a crowd of ordinary men, and soon he was taking out the food for our friends in the barn.
The woman sat anew upon her stool and her hands on her lap, listening with a sense so long at double exercise that now she could not readily relax the strain on it M’Iver was in a great fidget to be off. I could see it in every movement of him. He was a man who ever disliked to have his feelings vexed by contact with the everlasting sorrows of life, and this intercourse with new widowhood was sore against his mind. As for me, I took, in a way of speaking, the woman to my heart She stood to me for all the griefs I had known in life, and was yet the representative, the figure of love—revealing an element of nature, a human passion so different from those tumults and hatreds we had been encountering. I had been thinking as I marched among the wilds of Lochaber and Badenoch that vengeance and victory and dominion by the strong hand were the main spurs to action, and now, on a sudden, I found that affection was stronger than them all.
The woman sat down again on her stool with her hands in her lap, listening with a sense that had been so tense for so long that she could hardly let go of it now. M’Iver was really restless to leave. I could see it in every move he made. He was a man who always hated to have his feelings disturbed by the constant sorrows of life, and dealing with this recent widowhood was really weighing on him. As for me, I felt a deep connection to the woman. She represented all the griefs I had experienced in life, yet she also embodied love—showing a part of human nature, a passion that was so different from the turmoil and hatred we had been facing. I had been thinking while I walked through the wilds of Lochaber and Badenoch that revenge, victory, and control by force were the biggest motivators for action, and now, suddenly, I realized that love was stronger than all of them.
“Are you keeping the place on?” I asked the widow, “or do you go back to your folks, for I notice from your tongue that you are of the North?”
“Are you still staying here?” I asked the widow. “Or are you going back to your family? I can tell by your accent that you’re from the North.”
“I’m of the Grants,” she said; “but my heart’s in Glencoe, and I’ll never leave it I am not grieving at the future, I am but minding on the past, and I have my bairns.... More milk for the lads outside; stretch your hands.... Oh yes, I have my bairns.”
“I’m one of the Grants,” she said; “but my heart’s in Glencoe, and I’ll never leave it. I’m not worried about the future; I’m just thinking about the past, and I have my kids.... More milk for the boys outside; stretch your hands.... Oh yes, I have my kids.”
“Long may they prosper, mistress,” said M’Iver, drumming with a horn spoon on his knee, and winking and smiling very friendly to the little fellows in a row in the bed, who, all but the oldest, thawed to this humour of the stranger. “It must be a task getting a throng like yon bedded at evening. Some day they’ll be off your hand, and it’ll be no more the lullaby of Crodh Chailein, but them driving at the beasts for themselves.”
“Hope they thrive for a long time, miss,” said M’Iver, tapping a horn spoon on his knee and winking and smiling warmly at the little ones lined up in the bed, who, except for the oldest, warmed up to the friendly vibe of the stranger. “It must be quite a job getting a bunch like that settled down at night. One day they’ll be out on their own, and it won’t be the lullaby of Crodh Chailein anymore, but them herding the animals for themselves.”
“Are you married?” asked the woman.
“Are you married?” the woman asked.
“No,” said John, with a low laugh, “not yet. I never had the fortune to fill the right woman’s eye. I’ve waited at the ferry for some one who’ll take a man over without the ferry fee, for I’m a poor gentleman though I’m of a good family, and had plenty, and the ones with the tocher won’t have me, and the tocherless girls I dare not betray.”
“No,” John replied with a quiet laugh, “not yet. I’ve never been lucky enough to catch the eye of the right woman. I’ve been hanging around the ferry waiting for someone who’ll take a man across without paying the fare, because I’m a poor gentleman, even though I come from a good family and had plenty. The girls with dowries won’t have me, and I can’t betray the ones without dowries.”
“You ken the old word,” said the woman; “the man who waits long at the ferry will get over some day.”
“You know the old saying,” said the woman; “the person who waits at the ferry long enough will eventually get across.”
Stewart put down a cogie and loosened a button of his vest, and with an air of great joviality, that was marred curiously by the odd look his absence of lugs conferred, he winked cunningly at us and slapped the woman in a rough friendship on the shoulder.
Stewart set down a mug and loosened a button on his vest, and with a very cheerful demeanor, which was oddly affected by the lack of his ears, he winked slyly at us and gave the woman a friendly pat on the shoulder.
“Are you thinking yourself——” he began, and what he would finish with may be easily guessed. But M’Iver fixed him with an eye that pricked like a rapier.
“Are you thinking you’re so special——” he began, and you can easily guess how he would finish. But M’Iver gave him a look that pierced like a dagger.
“Sit ye down, Stewart,” said he; “your race is royal, as ye must be aye telling us, but there’s surely many a droll bye-blow in the breed.”
“Sit down, Stewart,” he said; “your lineage is royal, as you must always remind us, but there are definitely many amusing surprises in the family line.”
“Are you not all from Appin?” asked the woman, with a new interest, taking a corner of M’Iver’s plaiding in her hand and running a few checks through fine delicate fingers of a lady. Her face dyed crimson; she drew back her stool a little, and cried out—
“Are you all from Appin?” the woman asked, her interest piqued as she took a corner of M’Iver’s plaid in her hand, running her delicate fingers over the fabric. Her face turned bright red; she pulled her stool back slightly and exclaimed—
“That’s not off a Stewart web—it was never waulked in Appin. Whom have I here?”
“That’s not from a Stewart web—it was never woven in Appin. Who do I have here?”
John Splendid bent to her very kindly and laid a hand on hers.
John Splendid leaned down to her gently and placed his hand on hers.
“I’ll tell you the God’s truth, mother,” said he; “we’re broken men: we have one Stewart of a kind with us, but we belong to parts far off from here, and all we want is to get to them as speedily as may be. I’ll put you in mind (but troth I’m sure it’s not needed) of two obligations that lie on every Gaelic household. One of them is to give the shelter of the night and the supper of the night to the murderer himself, even if the corpse on the heather was your son; and the other is to ask no question off your guest till he has drunk the deoch-an-doruis.”
“I’ll tell you the honest truth, Mom,” he said; “we’re broken men: we have one Stewart with us, but we come from far away, and all we want is to get there as quickly as possible. I’ll remind you (but honestly, I’m sure it’s not needed) of two responsibilities that every Gaelic household has. One is to offer shelter for the night and dinner to the murderer himself, even if the body on the heather was your son; and the other is to ask no questions of your guest until he has had the deoch-an-doruis.”
“I’m grudging you nothing,” said the woman; “but a blind widow is entitled to the truth and frankness.”
“I’m not holding anything against you,” said the woman; “but a blind widow deserves the truth and honesty.”
M’Iver soothed her with great skill, and brought her back to her bairns.
M’Iver calmed her down expertly and brought her back to her kids.
“Ay,” said he, “some day they’ll be off your hands, and you the lady with sons and servants.”
“Yeah,” he said, “one day they’ll be out of your hair, and you’ll be the lady with sons and servants.”
“Had you a wife and bairns of your own,” said the woman, “you might learn some day that a parent’s happiest time is when her children are young. They’re all there, and they’re all mine when they’re under the blanket; but when they grow up and scatter, the nightfall never brings them all in, and one pair of blankets will not cover the cares of them. I do not know that,” she went on, “from what I have seen in my own house; but my mother told me, and she had plenty of chance to learn the truth of it, with sons who died among strangers, and sons who bruised her by their lives more than they could by their deaths.”
“Had you a wife and kids of your own,” said the woman, “you might realize one day that a parent’s happiest time is when their children are young. They’re all there, and they’re all mine when they’re under the blanket; but when they grow up and go their separate ways, the evening never brings them all back, and one pair of blankets can’t cover the weight of their worries. I don’t know that,” she continued, “from what I’ve seen in my own home; but my mother told me, and she had plenty of opportunities to learn the truth of it, with sons who died among strangers and sons who hurt her with their lives more than they could with their deaths.”
“You have some very ruddy and handsome boys there,” said M’Iver. And aye he would be winking and smiling at the young rogues in the corner.
“You have some really good-looking boys there,” said M’Iver. And yeah, he would be winking and smiling at the young troublemakers in the corner.
“I think they are,” said the woman. “I never saw but the eldest, and he was then at the breast, the dear, his father’s image.”
“I think they are,” said the woman. “I’ve only seen the oldest, and he was just a baby then, a sweet little thing, just like his father.”
“Then the father of him must have been a well-fared and pretty man,” said John, very promptly, not a bit abashed by the homeliness of the youth, who was the plainest of the nock, with a freckled skin, a low hang-dog brow, and a nose like the point of a dirk.
“Then his father must have been a good-looking and attractive man,” said John, very quickly, not at all embarrassed by the plainness of the young man, who was the most unremarkable of the group, with a freckled complexion, a droopy brow, and a nose like the tip of a dagger.
“He was that,” said the woman, fondly—“the finest man in the parish. He had a little lameness, but——”
“He was that,” said the woman, affectionately—“the best man in the parish. He had a slight limp, but——”
“I have a bit of a halt myself,” said M’I ver, with his usual folly; “and I’m sure I’m none the worse for it.”
“I have a bit of a pause myself,” said M’Iver, with his usual foolishness; “and I’m sure I’m no worse for it.”
The oldest boy sat up in bed and gloomed at us very sullenly. He could scarcely be expected to understand the conceits of M’Iver’s tale about his lameness, that any one with eyes could behold had no existence.
The oldest boy sat up in bed and stared at us with a very gloomy expression. He could hardly be expected to grasp the absurdities of M’Iver’s story about his lameness, which anyone with eyes could see didn’t exist.
“But I never think of my man,” the woman went on, “but as I saw him first before he met with his lameness. Eyes are a kind of doubtful blessing too in some ways. Mine have forgotten all the ugly things they knew, and in my recollection are but many bonny things: my man was always as young to me as when he came courting in a new blue bonnet and a short coat; my children will be changing to every one but to me.”
“But I never think of my man,” the woman continued, “except as I first saw him before he became lame. Eyes can be a bit of a tricky blessing in some ways. Mine have forgotten all the ugly things they saw, and in my memory, there are only beautiful things: my man has always seemed as young to me as when he came courting in a new blue bonnet and a short coat; my children will change for everyone but me.”
Stewart, with his own appetite satisfied, was acting lackey to the gentlemen in the byre—fetching out cogies of milk and whangs of bear-meal bannock, and the most crisp piquant white cheese ever I put tooth to. He was a man without a conscience, and so long as his own ends and the ends of his friends were served, he would never scruple to empty the woman’s girnel or toom her last basin, and leave her no morsel of food or drink at the long-run. But M’Iver and I put an end to that, and so won, as we thought, to the confidence of the elder lad in the bed, who had glunched low-browed among his franker brethren.
Stewart, having satisfied his own hunger, was acting like a servant to the guys in the barn—bringing out bowls of milk and chunks of barley bannock, along with the crispiest, most flavorful white cheese I've ever tasted. He was a man without a conscience, and as long as he and his friends got what they wanted, he wouldn't hesitate to empty the woman's storage or take her last bowl, leaving her with no food or drink in the end. But M’Iver and I put a stop to that, and thought we had gained the trust of the older boy in the bed, who had been watching sullenly among his more open-hearted companions.
We slept for some hours, the seven of us, among the bracken of the byre, wearied out and unable to go farther that night, even if the very dogs were at our heels. We slept sound, I’m sure, all but M’Iver, whom, waking twice in the chill of the night, I found sitting up and listening like any sentinel.
We slept for a few hours, all seven of us, in the ferns of the barn, worn out and unable to go any further that night, even with the dogs right behind us. I’m sure we all slept deeply, except for M’Iver, who I found sitting up and listening like a guard when he woke up twice in the cold of the night.
“What are you watching for there?” I asked him on the second time.
“What are you watching for?” I asked him a second time.
“Nothing at all, Colin, nothing at all. I was aye a poor sleeper at the best, and that snore of Rob Stewart is the very trump of the next world.”
“Nothing at all, Colin, nothing at all. I’ve always been a bad sleeper, even at my best, and that snore of Rob Stewart is like the trumpets of the next world.”
It was in the dawn again he confessed to his real apprehension,—only to my private ear, for he wished no more to alarm the others by day than to mar my courtship of slumber by night.
It was at dawn again that he admitted his true fears—only to me, because he didn't want to disturb the others during the day any more than he wanted to ruin my sleep at night.
“The fact is,” said he, “I’m not very sure about our young gentleman yonder in the bed. He’s far too sharp in the eye and black in the temper, and too much of Clan Donallachd generally, to be trusted with the lives and liberties of seven gentlemen of a tartan he must know unfriendly to Glencoe. I wish I saw his legs that I might guess the length of him, or had had the wit to ask his mother, his age, for either would be a clue to his chance of carrying the tale against us down the valley there. He seemed tremendous sharp and wicked lying yonder looking at us, and I was in a sweat all night for fear he would be out and tell on us. But so far he’s under the same roof as ourselves.”
“The thing is,” he said, “I’m not really sure about the young guy over there in the bed. He’s way too alert and has a bad attitude, and he seems a bit too much like Clan Donallachd to be trusted with the lives and freedoms of seven guys in a tartan that he must know isn’t friendly with Glencoe. I wish I could see his legs to guess his height, or I should have had the sense to ask his mother how old he is, since either would give me a hint about his chances of spilling the beans against us down the valley. He looked really sharp and dangerous lying there watching us, and I was sweating all night worried he would get up and tell on us. But for now, he’s under the same roof as us.”
Sonachan and the baron-bailie quarrelled away about some point of pedigree as they sat, a towsy, unkempt pair, in a dusty corner of the byre, with beards of a most scraggy nature grown upon their chins. Their uncouthness gave a scruple of foppishness to M’I ver, and sent him seeking a razor in the widow’s house. He found the late husband’s, and shaved himself trimly, while Stewart played lackey again to the rest of us, taking out a breakfast the housewife was in the humour to force on us. He had completed his scraping, and was cracking away very freely with the woman, who was baking some bannocks on the stone, with sleeves rolled up from arms that were rounded and white. They talked of the husband (the one topic of new widowhood), a man, it appeared, of a thousand parts, a favourite with all, and yet, as she said, “When it came to the black end they left me to dress him for the grave, and a stranger had to bury him.”
Sonachan and the baron-bailie were arguing about some point of family history as they sat, a disheveled pair, in a dusty corner of the barn, with scruffy beards on their chins. Their rough appearance made M’Iver feel a bit fancier, and he went looking for a razor at the widow’s house. He found her late husband's razor and shaved himself neatly, while Stewart returned to serving the rest of us, bringing out a breakfast that the housewife insisted on forcing upon us. He had finished shaving and was chatting comfortably with the woman, who was baking some bannocks on the stone, her sleeves rolled up to reveal her rounded, white arms. They talked about her husband (the only topic for a new widow), a man who seemed to be worth a lot, well-liked by everyone, and yet, as she said, “When it came to the end, they left me to prepare him for the grave, and a stranger had to bury him.”
M’Iver, looking fresh and spruce after his cleansing, though his eyes were small for want of sleep, aroused at once to an interest in the cause of this unneighbourliness.
M’Iver, looking fresh and sharp after his wash, though his eyes were small from lack of sleep, immediately became interested in why there was this unneighborliness.
The woman stopped her occupation with a sudden start and flared crimson.
The woman abruptly paused her work and blushed deeply.
“I thought you knew,” said she, stammering, turning a rolling-pin in her hand—“I thought you knew; and then how could you?... I maybe should have mentioned it,... but,... but could I turn you from my door in the night-time and hunger?”
“I thought you knew,” she said, stammering, twisting a rolling pin in her hand. “I thought you knew; so how could you?... I might have mentioned it,... but,... but could I really turn you away from my door at night when you’re hungry?”
M’Iver whistled softly to himself, and looked at me where I stood in the byre-door.
M’Iver whistled quietly to himself and looked at me where I stood in the barn door.
“Tuts,” said he, at last turning with a smile to the woman, as if she could see him; “what does a bit difference with Lowland law make after all? I’ll tell you this, mistress, between us,—I have a name myself for private foray, and it’s perhaps not the first time I have earned the justification of the kind gallows of Crief by small diversions among cattle at night It’s the least deserving that get the tow gravatte.”
“Tuts,” he said, finally turning with a smile to the woman, as if she could see him. “What does a little difference in Lowland law matter after all? I’ll tell you this, ma’am, just between us—I have a bit of a reputation for private raiding, and it’s probably not the first time I’ve earned the infamous gallows of Crief by having some late-night fun with cattle. It’s usually the least deserving who end up hanging.”
(Oh you liar! I thought.)
(Oh you liar! I thought.)
The woman’s face looked puzzled. She thought a little, and said, “I think you must be taking me up wrong; my man was never at the trade of reiving, and——”
The woman’s face looked confused. She thought for a moment and said, “I think you must be misunderstanding me; my man was never involved in stealing, and——”
“I would never hint that he was, goodwife,” cried John, quickly, puzzled-looking himself. “I said I had a name for the thing; but they were no friends of mine who gave me the credit, and I never stole stot or quey in all my life.”
“I would never suggest that he was, ma'am,” John exclaimed, looking confused himself. “I said I had a name for the thing; but they were no friends of mine who gave me the credit, and I’ve never stolen a cow or a calf in my entire life.”
(I have my doubts, thinks I.)
(I have my doubts, I think.)
“My man died of the plague,” said the woman, blurting out her news, as if eager to get over an awkward business.
“My boyfriend died of the plague,” said the woman, rushing to share her news, as if wanting to move past an uncomfortable situation.
I have never seen such a sudden change in a person’s aspect as came over John Splendid in every feature. The vain trim man of a minute ago, stroking his chin and showing a white hand (for the entertainment of the woman he must always be forgetting was without her sight), balancing and posturing on well-curved legs, and jauntily pinning his plaid on his shoulder, in a flash lost backbone. He stepped a pace back, as if some one had struck him a blow, his jaw fell, and his face grew ashen.
I have never witnessed such a sudden change in someone's appearance as I did with John Splendid in every feature. The vain, dapper man from just a moment ago, stroking his chin and flaunting his white hand (for the amusement of the woman he always seemed to forget was blind), balancing and striking poses on well-shaped legs, and playfully pinning his plaid on his shoulder, instantly lost all confidence. He took a step back, as if someone had hit him, his jaw dropped, and his face turned pale.
Then his eyes went darting about the chamber, and his nostrils sniffed as if disease was a presence to be seen and scented, a thing tangible in the air, maybe to be warded off by a sharp man’s instruction in combat of arms.
Then his eyes scanned the room, and his nostrils flared as if disease was something visible and detectable, something real in the air, perhaps to be avoided by a clever person's advice in fighting skills.
“God of grace!” he cried, crossing himself most vigorously for a person of the Protestant religion, and muttering what I have no doubt was some charm of his native glen for the prevention of fevers. He shut his mouth thereafter very quickly on every phrase he uttered, breathing through his nose; at the same time he kept himself, in every part but the shoe-soles he tiptoed on, from touching anything. I could swear the open air of the most unfriendly glen in Christendom was a possession to be envious of for John M’Iver of Barbreck.
“God of grace!” he shouted, crossing himself vigorously for someone of the Protestant faith, and muttering what I’m sure was some charm from his home glen to ward off fevers. After that, he quickly stopped speaking altogether, breathing through his nose; meanwhile, he made sure that every part of him, except for the shoe soles he was standing on, didn’t touch anything. I could swear that the open air of the most inhospitable glen in Christendom was something John M’Iver of Barbreck would envy.
Stewart heard the woman’s news that came to him as he was carrying in from the byre the vessels from which he had been serving his companions. He was in a stew more extraordinary than John Splendid; he blanched even to the scars of his half-head, as we say, spat vehemently out of his mouth a piece of bread he was chewing, turned round about in a flash, and into the byre past me as I stood (not altogether alarmed, but yet a little disturbed and uneasy) in the doorway. He emptied his clothing and knapsack of every scrap of food he had purloined, making a goodly heap upon the floor,—the very oaten flour he dusted off his finger-tips, with which he had handled cake that a little ago he was risking his soul’s salvation to secure. And—except the minister—the other occupants of the byre were in an equal terror.
Stewart heard the woman’s news just as he was bringing in the dishes he had been using to serve his friends. He was in a state of distress more intense than John Splendid; he turned pale, even to the scars on his half-head, spat out a piece of bread he was chewing, and quickly turned around and went into the byre past me while I stood in the doorway, feeling not entirely alarmed, but somewhat disturbed and uneasy. He emptied his clothes and backpack of every bit of food he had stolen, making a sizable pile on the floor—the very oaten flour he brushed off his fingertips, which he had used to handle the cake he had just risked his soul to secure. And—except for the minister—the other people in the byre were equally terrified.
For in this matter of smittal plagues we Highlanders are the most arrant cowards. A man whose life we would save on the field, or the rock-face, or the sea, at the risk of our own lives or the more abominable peril of wound and agony, will die in a ditch of the Spotted Death or a fever before the most valiant of us would put out a hand to cover him again with his blanket He will get no woman to sound his coronach, even if he were Lord of the Isles. I am not making defence or admitting blame, though I have walked in Hamburg when the pitch-barrels blazed in the street, fuming the putrid wind; but there is in the Gaelic character a dread of disfiguration more than of sudden and painful death. What we fear is the black mystery of such disorders: they come on cunning winds unheralded, in fair weather or bad, day or night, to the rich and to the poor, to the strong as to the weak. You may be robust to-day in a smiling country and to-morrow in a twist of agony, coal-black, writhing on the couch, every fine interest in life blotted out by a yellow film upon the eyes. A vital gash with a claymore confers a bloodier but a more comely and natural end. Thus the Gael abhors the very roads that lead to a plague-struck dwelling. If plagues do not kill, they will mar—yes, even against the three charms of Island! and that, too, makes heavier their terror, for a man mutilated even by so little as the loss of a hand is an object of pity to every hale member of his clan. He may have won his infirmity in a noble hour, but they will pity him, and pity to the proud is worse than the glove in the face.
For in the matter of contagious diseases, we Highlanders are the most terrible cowards. A man whose life we’d save on the battlefield, or on a rocky cliff, or at sea, risking our own lives or facing the horrible danger of injury and pain, will die in a ditch from the Spotted Death or a fever before any of us would reach out to cover him with a blanket again. He won’t even have a woman to wail for him, even if he were the Lord of the Isles. I’m not defending myself or admitting guilt, even though I’ve walked through Hamburg when the pitch barrels burned in the streets, filling the air with a foul stench; but there’s something in the Gaelic character that fears disfigurement more than sudden and painful death. What we truly fear is the dark mystery of such diseases: they arrive on clever winds without warning, in good weather or bad, day or night, affecting the wealthy and the poor, the strong and the weak. You may be strong today in a sunny place, and tomorrow be twisted in agony, lying in darkness, with every enjoyment of life blotted out by a yellow haze over your eyes. A deep wound from a claymore brings a bloodier but more dignified and natural end. Thus the Gael shudders at the very paths that lead to a plague-stricken home. If plagues don’t kill, they will definitely cause harm—yes, even against the three charms of Island! And that makes their terror even worse, because a man who is disfigured, even by something as small as the loss of a hand, becomes the subject of pity to every healthy member of his clan. He might have acquired his injury in a noble moment, but they will still pity him, and for the proud, pity is worse than a slap in the face.
Instantly there was a great to-do in getting away from this most unfortunate dwelling. The lads in the byre shook tartan and out to the fresh air, and rejoiced in the wind with deep-drawn gulping breaths, as if they might wash the smallest dust of disease from their bodily systems. So at last only M’Iver and I were left standing at the door.
Instantly, there was a big fuss about leaving this really unfortunate place. The guys in the barn shook off their tartan and rushed out into the fresh air, breathing in deeply as if they could wash away any trace of sickness from their bodies. So, in the end, only M’Iver and I were left standing at the door.
“Well,” said John, with an effort, “we must be going. I never thought it was so late. And we must be on the other side of Dalness before very long. You have been very good to us, and my name’s John M’I ver of Barbreck—a kind of a Campbell with a great respect for the Mac-Donalds, of whom I kent a few perfect gentry in foreign wars I have been at the fighting of. And—good day, mistress, we must be going. My friends have the very small manners surely, for they’re off down the road. Well just let them go that way. What need ye expect off small men and gillies?”
“Well,” said John, making an effort, “we have to get going. I didn’t realize it was so late. We need to be on the other side of Dalness soon. You’ve been very kind to us, and I’m John M'Iver of Barbreck—a sort of Campbell who has great respect for the Mac-Donalds. I’ve known a few decent folks from there during the foreign wars I’ve fought in. And—goodbye, ma’am, we have to take off. My friends really don’t have the best manners, since they’re already down the road. Let them go that way. What can you expect from small men and gillies?”
He signed to me with a shake of his sporran to show it was empty, and, falling to his meaning, I took some silver from my own purse and offered it to the glum-faced lad in the blankets. Beetle-brow scowled, and refused to put a hand out for it, so I left it on a table without a clink to catch the woman’s ear.
He gestured to me with a shake of his sporran to indicate it was empty, and understanding his message, I took some silver from my own purse and offered it to the gloomy-faced boy wrapped in blankets. The boy scowled, refusing to reach out for it, so I left the coins on a table quietly, hoping the woman would notice.
“Would you not have a deoch-an-doruis?” asked the woman, making to a press and producing a bottle.
“Would you like a deoch-an-doruis?” the woman asked, going to a cabinet and pulling out a bottle.
M’Iver started in a new alarm. “No, no. You’re very good,” said he; “but I never take it myself in the morning, and—good day, mistress—and my friend Elrigmore, who’s left with me here, is perhaps too free with it sometimes; and indeed maybe I’m that way myself too—it’s a thing that grows on you. Good-bye, mistress.”
M’Iver jumped in surprise. “No, no. You're really nice,” he said; “but I never take it myself in the morning, and—goodbye, ma'am—and my friend Elrigmore, who’s staying with me here, might use it a bit too freely at times; and honestly, maybe I do that sometimes too—it’s something that can become a habit. Take care, ma'am.”
She put out her hand, facing us with uplifted eyes. I felt a push at my shoulder, and the minister, who had left the four others down the brae, stepped softly into the room. M’Iver was in a high perplexity. He dare not shake the woman’s hand, and still he dare not hurt her feelings. “My thong’s loose,” said he, stooping to fumble with a brogue that needed no such attention. He rose with the minister at his shoulder.
She reached out her hand, looking at us with hopeful eyes. I felt a push on my shoulder, and the minister, who had left the other four down the hill, quietly entered the room. M’Iver was really confused. He didn’t want to shake the woman's hand, but he also didn’t want to hurt her feelings. “My shoelace is loose,” he said, bending down to mess with a shoe that didn’t need any attention. He stood up with the minister at his side.
“And good day to you again, mistress,” said M’Iver, turning about to go, without heeding the outstretched hand.
“And good day to you again, ma'am,” said M’Iver, turning to leave, ignoring the outstretched hand.
Master Gordon saw the whole play at a glance. He took the woman’s hand in his without a word, wrung it with great warmth, and, seized as it seemed by a sudden whim, lifted the fingers to his lips, softly kissed them, and turned away.
Master Gordon saw the entire scene in an instant. He took the woman’s hand in his without saying a word, squeezed it warmly, and, as if caught up in a sudden impulse, raised her fingers to his lips, gently kissed them, and then turned away.
“O,” cried the woman, with tears welling to her poor eyes—“O Clan Campbell, I’ll never call ye down! Ye may have the guile they claim for ye, but ye have the way with a widow’s heart!”
“O,” cried the woman, tears filling her eyes—“O Clan Campbell, I’ll never call you down! You may have the cunning they say you do, but you have a way with a widow’s heart!”
I did it with some repugnance, let me own; but I, too, shook her hand, and followed the minister out at the door. M’Iver was hot with annoyance and shame, and ready to find fault with us for what we had done; but the cleric carded him like wool in his feelings.
I did it with some disgust, I admit; but I also shook her hand and followed the minister out the door. M’Iver was furious with annoyance and embarrassment, ready to criticize us for what we had done; but the cleric handled him like wool regarding his feelings.
“Oh, valour, valour!” he said in the midst of his sermon, “did I not say you knew your duty in hate better than in affection?”
“Oh, courage, courage!” he said in the middle of his sermon, “did I not say you understood your duty in hate better than in love?”
John Splendid kept a dour-set jaw, said never a word, and the seven of us proceeded on our way.
John Splendid kept his jaw clenched, didn't say a word, and the seven of us continued on our way.
It was well on in the morning, the land sounding with a new key of troubled and loosening waters. Mists clogged the mountain-tops, and Glencoe far off to its westward streamed with a dun vapour pricked with the tip of fir and ash. A moist feel was in the air; it relapsed anon to a smirr of rain.
It was well into the morning, and the land was filled with a new sound of troubled, flowing waters. Mist covered the mountain tops, and Glencoe far off to the west was shrouded in a dark fog, dotted with the tips of fir and ash trees. The air felt damp, occasionally turning into a light drizzle.
“This is a shade better than clear airs and frost and level snow for quarries on a hunting,” said I.
“This is a bit better than clear skies, frost, and flat snow for hunting,” I said.
“I’m glad it suits you,” said M’Iver. “I’ve seen the like before, and I’m not so sure about the advantage of it.”
“I’m glad it works for you,” said M’Iver. “I’ve seen something like this before, and I’m not so sure it has any real benefits.”
CHAPTER XXIV.—A NIGHT’S SHELTER.
The rain that was a smirr or drizzle on the north side of Glencoe grew to a steady shower in the valley itself, and when we had traversed a bit in the airt of Tynree it had become a pouring torrent—slanting in our faces with the lash of whips, streaming from the hair and crinkling the hands, and leaving the bonnet on the head as heavy as any French soldier’s salade. I am no great unlover of a storm in the right circumstances. There is a long strath between Nordlingen and Donauworth of Bavaria, where once we amazed our foreign allies by setting out, bare to the kilt and sark, in threshing hail, running for miles in the pelt of it out of the sheer content of encounter—and perhaps a flagon or two of wine. It was a bravado, perhaps, but a ploy to brace the spirit; we gathered from it some of the virtues of our simple but ample elders, who were strong men when they lay asleep with a cheek to the naked earth and held their faces frankly up to sun or rain. But if we rejoiced in the rains of Bavaria, there was no cause for glee in those torrents of Glencoe, for they made our passage through the country more difficult and more dangerous than it was before. The snow on the ground was for hours a slushy compost, that the foot slipped on at every step, or that filled the brogue with a paste that nipped like brine. And when the melting snow ran to lower levels, the soil itself, relaxing the rigour of its frost, became as soft as butter and as unstable to the foot The bums filled to the lip and brawled over, new waters sprung up among the rocks and ran across our path, so that we were for ever wading and slipping and splashing and stumbling on a route that seemed never to come to any end or betterment.
The rain, which started as a light drizzle on the north side of Glencoe, turned into a steady shower in the valley. By the time we made our way a bit towards Tynree, it had become a downpour—hitting us in the face like whips, soaking our hair and making our hands wet, with our hats feeling as heavy as a French soldier’s helmet. I’m not one to shy away from a storm when the mood is right. There’s a long stretch of land between Nordlingen and Donauworth in Bavaria where we once surprised our foreign friends by setting out in just our kilts and shirts through intense hail, running for miles just for the thrill of it—and maybe a drink or two of wine. It was probably a foolish act, but it was a way to lift our spirits; we took inspiration from our straightforward but strong ancestors, who were tough when lying down with their faces to the earth, embracing the sun or the rain. But while we might have enjoyed the rains of Bavaria, there was no joy to be found in the torrential downpours of Glencoe, which made our journey through the area much harder and riskier. The snow on the ground turned into slushy mud for hours, making it slippery with every step and filling our boots with a paste that felt like brine. As the melting snow flowed to lower areas, the ground itself, releasing its frost, became as soft as butter and just as unstable underfoot. The streams overflowed, and new water sources appeared among the rocks, cutting across our path, forcing us to wade, slip, splash, and stumble along a route that seemed endless and never improved.
Seven more pitiful men never trod Highlands. The first smirr soaked our clothing; by the middle of the glen we were drenched to the hide, and the rain was flowing from the edges of our kilts in runnels. Thus heaven scourged us with waters till about the hour of noon, when she alternated water with wind and gales burst from the west, the profound gorges of Stob Dubh belching full to the throat with animus. There were fir-plantings by the way, whose branches twanged and boomed in those terrific blasts, that on the bare brae-side lifted up the snow with an invisible scoop and flung it in our faces.
Seven more unfortunate men never set foot in the Highlands. The first drizzle soaked our clothes; by the middle of the valley, we were soaked to the skin, and the rain was streaming from the edges of our kilts in little rivulets. So, heaven punished us with downpours until around noon, when it switched from rain to wind and gales blasted from the west, with the deep gorges of Stob Dubh roaring full of energy. There were fir trees along the way, whose branches snapped and echoed in those fierce winds, which lifted the snow on the bare hillside with an invisible hand and threw it in our faces.
Stewart and the man with the want led the way, the latter ever with his eyes red a-weeping, looking about him with starts and tremors, moaning lamentably at every wail of wind, but pausing, now and then, to gnaw a bone he had had enough of a thief s wit to pouch in the house of the blind widow. Stewart, a lean wiry man, covered the way with a shepherd’s long stride-heel and toe and the last spring from the knee-most poverty-struck and mean in a kilt that flapped too low on his leg and was frayed to ribbons, a man with but one wish in the world, to save his own unworthy skin, even if every one else of our distressed corps found a sodden and abominable death in the swamps or rocks of that doleful valley. Then on the rear behind those commoners came the minister and John Splendid and myself, the minister with his breeks burst at the knees, his stockings caught up with a poor show of trimncss by a braid of rushes, contrived by M’Iver, and his coat-skirts streaming behind him. You could not but respect the man’s courage: many a soldier I’ve seen on the dour hard leagues of Germanie—good soldiers too, heart and body—-collapse under hardships less severe. Gordon, with a drawn and curd-white face, and eyes burning like lamps, surrendered his body to his spirit, and it bore him as in a dream through wind and water, over moor and rock, and amid the woods that now and again we had to hide in.
Stewart and the man with the want led the way, the latter always with his eyes red from crying, looking around with jumps and jitters, moaning sadly at every gust of wind, but pausing now and then to gnaw on a bone he had cleverly snatched from the house of the blind widow. Stewart, a lean wiry man, covered the ground with a shepherd’s long stride—heel and toe and the last spring from the knee—most poverty-stricken and shabby in a kilt that flapped too low on his leg and was frayed to ribbons, a man with just one wish in the world, to save his own unworthy skin, even if everyone else in our distressed group met a soggy and horrible death in the swamps or rocks of that miserable valley. Then behind those commoners came the minister, John Splendid, and me, the minister with his pants torn at the knees, his stockings held up with a poor excuse for trimness made from a braid of rushes, put together by M’Iver, and his coat-tails streaming behind him. You couldn't help but respect the man’s courage: I’ve seen many soldiers on the harsh tough roads of Germany—good soldiers too, heart and soul—collapse under hardships less severe. Gordon, with a drawn and pale face, and eyes burning like lamps, surrendered his body to his spirit, and it carried him like a dream through wind and water, over moor and rock, and among the woods we often had to hide in.
That we had to hide so little was one of the miracles of our traverse. At any other time perhaps Glencoe and the regions round about it would be as well tenanted as any low-country strath, for it abounded on either hand with townships, with crofts that perched on brief plateaux, here and there with black bothy-houses such as are (they say) the common dwellings over all the Hebrid Isles. Yet, moving, not in the ultimate hollow of the valley, but in fighting fashion upon the upper levels, we were out of the way of molestation, and in any case it was a valley for the time deserted of men. Women we could see in plenty, drawing water or bearing peats in from the bogs behind their dwellings, or crossing from house to house or toun to toun, with plaids drawn tightly over their heads, their bodies bent to meet the blasts that made their clothing banner and full. Nor children either were there in that most barren country, or they kept within, sheltering the storms assailing, and the want of them (for I have ever loved the little ones) added twenty-fold to my abhorrence of the place.
That we had to hide so little was one of the miracles of our journey. At any other time, Glencoe and the surrounding areas would be as populated as any lowland valley since it was full of villages, small farms perched on short plateaus, and here and there, black bothy houses, which are reportedly common homes across the Hebrides. However, moving not in the lowest part of the valley but higher up, we avoided trouble, and it was a valley mostly deserted of people. We could see plenty of women drawing water or bringing in peat from the bogs behind their homes, or moving from house to house or village to village, with their shawls pulled tightly over their heads, their bodies bent against the winds that filled their clothes like banners. There were hardly any children in that desolate area, or they stayed indoors, sheltered from the storms outside, and their absence (as I have always loved little ones) made my dislike for the place grow even more.
We had to hide but rarely, I say: two or three times when down in the valley’s depths there showed a small group of men who were going in the same direction as ourselves by the more natural route, at a quarter of a league’s distance in advance of us. They were moving with more speed than we, and for a time we had the notion that they might be survivors, like ourselves, of Argile’s clan. But at last this fancy was set at flight by the openness of their march, as well as by their stoppage at several houses by the way, from which they seemed to be joined by other men, who swelled their numbers so that after a time there would be over a score of them on the mission, whatever it might be. In that misty rain-swept day the eye could not carry far, and no doubt they were plainer to our view than we were to theirs among the drab vapours of the hillside. But once or twice we thought they perceived us, for they stopped and looked to the left and up the brae-face we were on, and then it was we had to seek the shelter of tree or bush. If they saw us, they seemed to suspect no evil, for they held on their way, still ahead of us, and making for Tynree. Whoever they were, they became at last so manifest a danger to our escape out of the head of the glen that we fell back anew on the first plan of going through the corries on the south side of the glen and piercing by them to Dalness. In the obscurity of a great shower that set up a screen between us and the company marching to Tynree, we darted down the brae, across the valley, and over to the passage they call the Lairig Eilde, that is on the west of the great Little Herd hill of Etive, and between it and Ben Fhada or the Long Mount, whose peaks you will find with snow in their gullies in the height of summer.
We had to hide, but it didn't happen often—just two or three times when we saw a small group of men in the depths of the valley moving in the same direction as us, taking the more natural route about a quarter of a league ahead. They were moving faster than we were, and for a while, we thought they might be survivors from Argile’s clan like us. But eventually, that thought faded when we noticed how openly they marched and that they stopped at several houses along the way, where they seemed to pick up more men, increasing their numbers to over twenty on whatever mission they had. On that misty, rainy day, visibility was limited, and they were probably more visible to us than we were to them in the dull mists of the hillside. A couple of times, we thought they saw us because they stopped to look up the slope we were on, and that’s when we had to find cover in nearby trees or bushes. If they did spot us, they didn’t seem to think much of it, as they continued on their way, still ahead of us, heading for Tynree. Whoever they were, they eventually posed enough of a threat to our escape from the top of the glen that we decided to stick to our initial plan of going through the corries on the south side and making our way to Dalness. In the obscurity of a heavy downpour that created a barrier between us and the group marching toward Tynree, we rushed down the slope, across the valley, and over to the pass known as the Lairig Eilde, located to the west of the great Little Herd hill of Etive, and between it and Ben Fhada, or the Long Mount, whose peaks still have snow in their gullies during the height of summer.
It was with almost a jocund heart I turned my back on Glencoe as we took a drove-path up from the river. But I glanced with a shiver down its terrible distance upon that nightmare of gulf and eminence, of gash, and peaks afloat upon swirling mists. It lay, a looming terror, forgotten of heaven and unfriendly to man (as one might readily imagine), haunted for ever with wailing airs and rumours, ghosts calling in the deeps of dusk and melancholy, legends of horror and remorse.
I happily turned my back on Glencoe as we took a path up from the river. But I shivered as I looked at the terrifying distance of the steep cliffs and mountains, which seemed to hover in swirling mists. It was a looming threat, ignored by heaven and unfriendly to humanity (as one might easily picture), forever haunted by eerie sounds and whispers, with ghosts calling out in the depths of twilight and sadness, filled with legends of fear and regret.
“Thank God,” said I, as we gave the last look at it—“thank God I was not born and bred yonder. Those hills would crush my heart against my very ribs.”
“Thank God,” I said, as we took one last look at it—“thank God I wasn't born and raised there. Those hills would suffocate my heart against my chest.”
“It’s good enough for the people who are in it,” said John. “What are they but MacDonalds? ‘Take and not give’ is their motto. They can have Glencoe for me, with M’Millan’s right to Knapdale,—as long as wave beats on rock.”
“It’s good enough for the people who are in it,” said John. “What are they but McDonald’s? ‘Take and not give’ is their motto. They can have Glencoe for all I care, with M’Millan’s claim to Knapdale,—as long as the waves keep crashing against the rocks.”
Master Gordon, though we had spoken in the Gaelic, half guessed our meaning. “A black place and mournful,” said he; “but there may be love there too and warm hearts, and soil where the truth might flourish as in the champaign over against Gilgal beside the plains of Moreh.”
Master Gordon, even though we had talked in Gaelic, kind of understood what we meant. “A dark and sad place,” he said; “but there could be love and warm hearts there, and soil where the truth could thrive like in the fields across from Gilgal near the plains of Moreh.”
Now we were in a tract of country mournful beyond my poor description. I know comes in Argile that whisper silken to the winds with juicy grasses, corries where the deer love to prance deep in the cool dew, and the beasts of far-off woods come in bands at their seasons and together rejoice. I have seen the hunter in them and the shepherd too, coarse men in life and occupation, come sudden among the blowing rush and whispering reed, among the bog-flower and the cannoch, unheeding the moor-hen and the cailzie-cock rising, or the stag of ten at pause, while they stood, passionate adventurers in a rapture of the mind, held as it were by the spirit of such places as they lay in a sloeberry bloom of haze, the spirit of old good songs, the baffling surmise of the piper and the bard. To those corries of my native place will be coming in the yellow moon of brock and foumart—the beasts that dote on the autumn eves—the People of Quietness; have I not seen their lanthoms and heard their laughter in the night?—so that they must be blessed corries, so endowed since the days when the gods dwelt in them without tartan and spear in the years of the peace that had no beginning.
Now we were in an area of land that was more sorrowful than I can describe. I know about the Argile, where the winds softly rustle through lush grasses, valleys where the deer love to prance deep in the cool dew, and the animals from distant woods come in groups at their seasons to celebrate together. I’ve seen both hunters and shepherds, rough men in their lives and work, suddenly appear among the swaying rushes and whispering reeds, amid the bog flowers and the cannoch, oblivious to the moorhen and the cailzie-cock taking flight, or the stag of ten standing still, as they stood there, passionate adventurers lost in thought, captivated by the spirit of such places shrouded in a haze of sloeberry bloom—the spirit of old, beloved songs, the puzzling hints from the piper and the bard. To those valleys in my hometown will come under the yellow moon of brock and foumart—the creatures that cherish autumn evenings—the People of Quietness; haven’t I seen their lanterns and heard their laughter at night?—so they must be blessed valleys, gifted since the times when the gods roamed them without tartan and spear in an age of peace with no beginning.
But the corries of Lorn; black night on them, and the rain rot! They were swamps of despair as we went struggling through them. The knife-keen rushes whipped us at the thigh, the waters bubbled in our shoes. Round us rose the hills grey and bald, sown with boulders and crowned with sour mists. Surely in them the sun never peeps even in the long days of summer: the star, I’ll warrant, never rains on them his calm influence!
But the valleys of Lorn; pitch-black night all around, and the rain was relentless! They were swamps of hopelessness as we pushed our way through. The sharp rushes whipped at our thighs, and the water sloshed in our shoes. Surrounding us were the grey, bare hills, scattered with boulders and covered in bitter mist. Surely the sun never shines on them, not even during the long summer days: I bet the stars never cast their peaceful glow on them either!
Dolour left us speechless as we trudged, even when for a time we were lost We essayed in a silence at openings here and there, at hacks and water-currents, wandering off from each other, whistling and calling, peering from rock-brows or spying into wounds upon the hills, so that when we reached Dalness it was well on in the day. If in summer weather the night crawls slowly on the Highlands, the winter brings a fast black rider indeed. His hoofs were drumming on the hills when first we saw sight of Dalness; he was over and beyond us when we reached the plain. The land of Lorn was black dark to the very roots of its trees, and the rivers and burns themselves got lost in the thick of it, and went through the night calling from hollow to hollow to hearten each other till the dawn.
Dolour left us speechless as we trudged along, even when we got lost for a while. We tried to break the silence here and there, at streams and water currents, wandering away from each other, whistling and calling out, peering over rocky ledges or looking into the scars on the hills, so by the time we reached Dalness, it was late in the day. In summer, the night drags on slowly in the Highlands, but winter brings in a swift, dark rider. We could hear his hooves drumming on the hills when we first caught sight of Dalness; he was already ahead of us by the time we reached the plain. The land of Lorn was pitch black, right down to the roots of its trees, and the rivers and streams got lost in it too, calling from one hollow to another to encourage each other until dawn.
Dalness lies in Glen Etive, at a gusset of hills on either side of which lie paths known to the drover and the adventurer. The house receded from the passes and lay back in a plcasance walled by whin or granite, having a wattled gate at the entrance. When we were descending the pass we could see a glare of light come from the place even though the mist shrouded, and by the time we got to the gate h was apparent that the house was lit in every chamber. The windows that pierced the tall gables threw beams of light into the darkness, and the open door poured out a yellow flood. At the time we came on it first we were unaware of our propinquity to it, and this mansion looming on us suddenly through the vapours teemed a cantrip of witchcraft, a dwelling’s ghost, grey, eerie, full of frights, a phantom of the mind rather than a habitable home. We paused in a dumb astonishment to look at it lying there in the darkness, a thing so different from the barren hills and black bothies behind us.
Dalness is in Glen Etive, nestled between hills with paths known to both drovers and adventurers. The house sits back from the passes in a pleasant area surrounded by gorse or granite, with a woven gate at the entrance. As we descended the pass, we noticed a bright light coming from the house, even though the mist was thick. By the time we reached the gate, it was clear that every room in the house was lit. The windows in the tall gables threw beams of light into the darkness, and the open door spilled out a warm glow. When we first approached, we didn't realize how close we were, and the mansion suddenly emerged through the mist, feeling almost like a scene from a witch's spell—a ghostly place, grey and eerie, full of fears, more like a phantom of the mind than a livable home. We stopped, struck silent, taking in the sight of it in the dark, so unlike the barren hills and dark cottages behind us.
We gathered in a cluster near the wattle gate, the minister perhaps the only man who had the wit to acknowledge the reality of the vision. His eyes fairly gloated on this evidence of civilised state, so much recalling the surroundings in which he was most at home. As by an instinct of decency, he drew up his slack hose and bound them anew with the rushen garters, and pulled his coat-lapels straight upon his chest, and set his dripping peruke upon his head with a touch of the dandy’s air, all the time with his eyes on those gleaming windows, as if he feared to relinquish the spectacle a moment, lest it should fly like a dream.
We huddled together near the wattle gate, with the minister being perhaps the only one sharp enough to recognize the reality of the vision. His eyes practically glowed at the sight of this evidence of civilization, reminding him so much of the environment where he felt most comfortable. With an instinctual sense of decency, he pulled up his loose trousers and tied them again with the rushen garters, straightened his coat lapels on his chest, and placed his dripping wig on his head with a touch of flamboyance, all the while keeping his eyes on those shining windows, as if he was afraid to miss the scene for even a second, lest it vanish like a dream.
We had thought first of pushing across the glen, over the river, through Corrie Ghuibhasan, and into the Black Mount; but the journey in a night like what was now fallen was not to be attempted. On the hills beyond the river the dog-fox barked with constancy, his vixen screeching like a child—signs of storm that no one dare gainsay. So we determined to seek shelter and concealment somewhere in the policies of the house. But first of all we had to find what the occasion was of this brilliancy in Dalness, and if too many people for our safety were not in the neighbourhood. I was sent forward to spy the place, while my companions lay waiting below a cluster of alders.
We initially planned to cross the valley, over the river, through Corrie Ghuibhasan, and into the Black Mount; but traveling in a night like this wasn’t feasible. Beyond the river, the dog-fox barked consistently, with his mate screeching like a child—clear signs of a storm that no one could deny. So we decided to find shelter and hide somewhere on the estate. But first, we needed to figure out what was causing the brightness in Dalness and whether there were too many people nearby for our safety. I was sent ahead to scout the area while my friends waited below a group of alders.
I went into the grounds with my heart very high up on my bosom, not much put about at any human danger, let me add, for an encounter with an enemy of flesh and blood was a less fearsome prospect than the chance of an encounter with more invulnerable foes, who, my skin told me, haunted every heugh and howe of that still and sombre demesne of Dalness. But I set my teeth tight in my resolution, and with my dirk drawn in my hand—it was the only weapon left me—I crept over the grass from bush to bush and tree to tree as much out of the revelation of the window-lights as their numbers would let me.
I walked into the grounds feeling really confident, not too worried about any human danger, let me add, because facing a flesh-and-blood enemy seemed less scary than dealing with the more untouchable foes that I could sense lurking in every hill and hollow of that quiet, dark estate of Dalness. But I gritted my teeth in determination, and with my dirk in hand—it was the only weapon I had left—I sneaked across the grass from bush to bush and tree to tree, as much as the glow of the windows allowed me.
There was not a sound in the place, and yet those lights might have betokened a great festivity, with pipe and harp going, and dancers’ feet thudding on the floor.
There wasn't a sound in the place, yet those lights could have signaled a big celebration, with music playing and dancers stomping on the floor.
At one of the gables there was a low window, and I made for it, thinking it a possible eye to a lobby or passage, and therefore not so hazardous to look in at I crept up and viewed the interior.
At one of the gables, there was a low window, and I headed toward it, thinking it might lead to a lobby or passage and wouldn’t be too risky to look through. I crept up and checked out the inside.
My window, to my astonishment, looked in on no bare plain lobby, but on a spacious salmanger or hall, very rosy with sconce-light and wood-fire—a hall that extended the whole length of the house, with a bye-ordinar high ceil of black oak carved very handsomely. The walls at the far end were hung with tapestry very like MacCailein’s rooms at home in Inneraora, and down the long sides, whose windows streamed the light upon the hall, great stag-heads glowered with unsleeping eyes, stags of numerous tines. The floor was strewn with the skins of the chase, and on the centre of it was a table laden with an untouched meal, and bottles that winked back the flicker of the candle and the hearth.
My window, to my surprise, opened up to not a bare lobby, but a spacious hall filled with rosy light from sconces and a wood fire. This hall stretched the entire length of the house, with an unusually high ceiling made of beautifully carved black oak. The walls at the far end were decorated with tapestry similar to MacCailein’s rooms back home in Inneraora, and along the long sides, where the light from the windows flooded in, large stag heads glared with unblinking eyes, stags with many antlers. The floor was covered with the skins of the hunt, and in the center, there was a table set with an untouched meal and bottles that shimmered in the light of the candle and the fire.
The comfort of the place, by contrast with our situation, seemed, as I looked hungrily on it through the thick glass of the lozen, more great and tempting than anything ever I saw abroad in the domains of princes. Its air was charged with peace and order; the little puffs and coils and wisps of silver-grey smoke, coming out of the fireplace into the room, took long to swoon into nothingness in that tranquil interior.
The comfort of the place, compared to our situation, seemed, as I gazed eagerly at it through the thick glass of the window, more impressive and inviting than anything I had ever seen in the lands of royalty. The atmosphere was filled with peace and order; the small puffs and curls of silver-grey smoke drifting from the fireplace into the room took a long time to fade away in that calm setting.
But the most wonderful thing of all was, that though the supper seemed ready waiting for a company, and could not have been long left, I waited five or ten minutes with my face fast to the pane and no living footstep entered the room. I watched the larger door near the far-off end eagerly; it lay ajar, smiling a welcome to the parts of the house beyond, but no one came in.
But the most amazing thing of all was that, even though dinner seemed ready and waiting for guests, and couldn’t have been left for long, I waited five or ten minutes with my face pressed against the window and no living soul entered the room. I watched the bigger door at the far end eagerly; it was slightly open, inviting those from other parts of the house, but no one came in.
“Surely they are throng in some other wing,” I thought, “and not so hungry as we, or their viands did not lie so long untouched in that dainty room.”
“Surely they’re gathered in some other part,” I thought, “and not as hungry as we are, or their food hasn’t been sitting untouched in that lovely room for so long.”
I went round the house at its rear, feeling my way slowly among the bushes. I looked upon parlours and bed-closets, kitchens and corridors; they were lighted with the extravagance of a marriage-night, and as tenantless and silent as the cells of Kilchrist The beds were straightened out, the hearths were swept, the floors were scrubbed, on every hand was the evidence of recent business, but the place was relinquished to the ghosts.
I walked around the back of the house, carefully feeling my way through the bushes. I looked into the living rooms, bedrooms, kitchens, and hallways; they were lit up with the excitement of a wedding night, yet as empty and quiet as the cells of Kilchrist. The beds were made, the hearths were clean, the floors were scrubbed, and everywhere there were signs of recent activity, but the place was left to the ghosts.
How it was I cannot say, but The mystery of the house made me giddy at the head. Yet I was bound to push my searching further, so round with a swithering heart went Elrigmore to the very front door of the mansion of Dalness—open, as I have said, with the light gushing lemon-yellow on the lawn. I tapped softly, my heart this time even higher than my bosom, with a foot back ready to retreat if answer came. Then I rasped an alarm on the side of the yett with a noise that rang fiercely through the place and brought the sweat to my body, but there was even then no answer.
How it happened, I can't really explain, but the mystery of the house made my head spin. Still, I felt compelled to continue my search, so with a nervous heart, I made my way to the front door of the Dalness mansion—wide open, as I mentioned, with bright lemon-yellow light spilling onto the lawn. I knocked softly, my heart racing even more than before, ready to back away if someone responded. Then I banged loudly on the side of the gate, the sound echoing fiercely throughout the place and making me break out in a sweat, but there was still no answer.
So in I went, the soft soles of my brogues making no sound on the boards, but leaving the impress of my footsteps in a damp blot.
So I stepped inside, the soft soles of my dress shoes making no noise on the floor, but leaving a mark of my footsteps in a damp spot.
Now, to me, brought up in a Highland farm-steading (for the house of Elrigmore is without great spaciousness or pretence), large and rambling castles and mansions ever seem eerie. I must in them be thinking, like any boy, of the whisperings of wraiths in their remote upper rooms; I feel strange airs come whipping up their long or crooked lobbies at night; the number of their doors are, to my Highland instinct, so many unnecessary entrances for enemies and things mischancy.
Now, for someone like me, who grew up on a Highland farm (since the house at Elrigmore isn't particularly spacious or fancy), big, sprawling castles and mansions always feel eerie. I can't help but think, like any kid, about the whispers of ghosts in their far-off upper rooms; I feel strange drafts coming through their long or twisted hallways at night; the number of their doors seems, to my Highland instincts, like too many unnecessary entrances for enemies and mischief.
But to wander over the house of Dalness, lit from tol-booth to garret with lowe—to see the fires, not green but at their prime with high-banked peat that as yet had not thrown an ash—to see so fine a supper waiting in a mansion utterly desolate and its doors open to the wilds, seemed a thing so magical that I felt like taking my feet from the place in a hurry of hurries and fleeing with my comrades from so unco a countryside. High and low I ranged in the interior. I had found a nut without a kernel, and at last I stood dumfoundered and afraid, struck solemn by the echo of my own hail as it rang unfamiliar through the interior.
But wandering through the house of Dalness, lit from the ground floor to the attic with firelight—to see the flames, not green but blazing strong with freshly stacked peat that hadn’t turned to ash yet—to see such a fine dinner waiting in a completely empty mansion with its doors open to the wild outdoors felt so magical that I wanted to quickly leave and escape with my friends from such a strange countryside. I searched high and low inside. I found a nut without a kernel, and finally, I stood there dumbfounded and scared, solemnly struck by the sound of my own voice echoing back at me, unfamiliar in the empty space.
I might have been there fifteen minutes or half an hour when M’Iver, impatient at my delay or fearing some injury to my person, came in and joined me. He too was struck with amazement at the desertion of the house.
I might have been there for fifteen minutes or half an hour when M’Iver, irritated by my delay or worried that something had happened to me, came in and joined me. He was also amazed by how deserted the house was.
He measured the candles, he scrutinised the fires, he went round the building out and in and he could but conclude that we must be close upon the gate when the house was abandoned.
He measured the candles, he checked the fires, he went around the building inside and out, and he could only conclude that we must be close to the gate when the house was abandoned.
“But why abandon it?” I asked.
“But why give it up?” I asked.
“That’s the Skyeman’s puzzle; it would take seven men and seven years to answer it,” said he. “I can only say it’s very good of them (if there’s no ambuscade in it) to leave so fine an inn and so bonny a supper with a bush above the door and never a bar against entrance. We’ll just take advantage of what fortune has sent us.”
“That's the Skyeman's puzzle; it would take seven guys and seven years to figure it out,” he said. “I can only say it's really generous of them (if there’s no trap involved) to leave such a nice inn and such a beautiful dinner with a bush above the door and no lock on the door. We'll just take advantage of what luck has given us.”
“The sooner the better,” said I, standing up to a fire that delighted my body like a caress. “I have a trick of knowing when good fortune’s a dream, and i’ll be awake and find myself lying on hard heather before the bite’s at my mouth.”
“The sooner the better,” I said, getting up to a fire that warmed me like a gentle touch. “I have a knack for realizing when good luck is just a dream, and I’ll wake up to find myself lying on rough heather before the hunger hits me.”
M’Iver ran out and brought in our companions, none of them unwilling to put this strange free hostel to the test for its warmth and hospitality. We shut and barred the doors, and set ourselves down to such a cold collation as the most fortunate of us had not tasted since the little wars began. Between the savage and the gentleman is but a good night’s lodging. Give the savage a peaceful hearth to sit by, a roof to his head, and a copious well-cooked supper, and his savagery will surrender itself to the sleek content of a Dutch merchantman. We sat at a table whose load would have rationed a company of twice our number, and I could see the hard look of hunting relax in the aspect of us all: the peering, restless, sunken eyes came out of their furrowed caverns, turned calm, full, and satisfied; the lines of the brow and mouth, the contour of the cheek, the carriage of the head, the disposition of the hands, altered and improved. An hour ago, when we were the sport of ferocious nature in the heart of a country infernal, no more than one of us would have swithered to strike a blow at a fellow-creature and to have robbed his corpse of what it might have of food and comfort Now we gloated in the airs benign of Dalness house, very friendly to the world at large, the stuff that tranquil towns are made of. We had even the minister’s blessing on our food, for Master Gordon accepted the miracle of the open door and the vacant dwelling with John Splen-did’s philosophy, assuring us that in doing so he did no more than he would willingly concede any harmless body of broken men such as we were, even his direst enemies, if extremity like ours brought them to his neighbourhood.
M’Iver rushed outside and brought in our friends, and none of them hesitated to test this unusual free hostel for its warmth and hospitality. We closed and locked the doors, and settled down to a meager meal that the luckiest of us hadn’t enjoyed since the little wars began. The difference between the savage and the gentleman is just a good night’s sleep. Give the savage a peaceful fire to sit by, a roof over his head, and a hearty, well-cooked dinner, and his savagery will give way to the smooth contentment of a Dutch merchant. We sat at a table piled high with food that could have fed twice our number, and I could see the hard look of hunting ease off on all of us: the tense, restless, sunken eyes emerged from their furrowed caves, relaxed, full, and satisfied; the lines of our foreheads and mouths, the shape of our cheeks, the posture of our heads, the positioning of our hands all changed and improved. Just an hour earlier, when we were at the mercy of a ferocious nature in a hellish land, not one of us would have hesitated to strike at another human and steal whatever food and comfort they had. Now, we reveled in the gentle atmosphere of Dalness house, very friendly to the world in general, the essence of peaceful towns. We even had the minister’s blessing on our meal, as Master Gordon accepted the miracle of the open door and the empty house with John Splendid’s philosophy, assuring us that by doing so, he was just doing what he would gladly offer to any harmless group of broken men like us—even to his worst enemies—if a situation like ours brought them into his neighborhood.
“I confess I am curious to know how the thing happened, but the hand of the Almighty’s in it anyway,” he said; and so saying he lay back in his chair with a sigh of satisfaction that lost nothing of its zest by the influence of the rain that blattered now in drumming violence on the window-panes.
“I admit I’m really curious about how it all happened, but the hand of the Almighty is in it, nonetheless,” he said; and as he said this, he leaned back in his chair with a satisfied sigh that was undiminished by the rain that was now pounding violently on the window panes.
John Splendid, at the table-end, laughed shortly between his sups at a flagon of wine.
John Splendid, at the end of the table, chuckled briefly between sips of a jug of wine.
“All the same,” said he, “I would advise you to put some of the Almighty’s provand in your pouch, for fear the grace that is ours now may be torn suddenly enough from us.”
“All the same,” he said, “I would recommend that you pack some of the Almighty’s provisions in your bag, just in case the grace we have right now is taken away from us unexpectedly.”
Sonachan pointed at Stewart, who had already filled every part of his garments with broken meat, and his wallet as well. “There’s a cautious man,” said he, “whatever your notion of sudden ceasing may be. He has been putting bite about in his wallet and his stomach since ever we sat down. Appin ways, no doubt.”
Sonachan pointed at Stewart, who had already stuffed every part of his clothes with leftover food, including his bag. “There’s a careful guy,” he said, “no matter what you think about stopping suddenly. He’s been snacking from his bag and his stomach ever since we sat down. Must be Appin habits, for sure.”
“Biadh an diugh, cogadh a maireach—food to-day, war to-morrow,” said the son of kings. “Royal’s my race! A man should aye be laying in as he goes: if I had not had my wallet on Loch Leven-side, I ken some gentry who would have been as hungry as common herds, and with nothing to help it.”
“Food today, war tomorrow,” said the son of kings. “I come from royalty! A person should always be preparing ahead: if I hadn’t had my bag by Loch Leven, I know some nobles who would have been as hungry as the common folk, with nothing to help them.”
John Splendid laughed again. “Wise man, Rob!” said he; “you learnt the first principles of campaigning in Appin as nicely as ever I did in the wars of the Invincible Lion (as they called him) of the North. Our reverend comrade here, by the wisdom of his books, never questions, it seems, that we have a lease of Dalness house as long as we like to stay in it, its pendicles and pertinents, lofts, crofts, gardens, mills, multures, and sequels, as the lawyers say in their damned sheep-skins, that have been the curse of the Highlands even more than books have been. Now I’ve had an adventure like this before. Once in Regenwalde, between Danzig and Stettin, where we lay for two months, I spent a night with a company of Hepburn’s blades in a castle abandoned by a cousin of the Duke of Pomerania. Roystering dogs! Stout hearts! Where are they now, those fine lads in corslet and morgensterne, who played havoc with the casks in the Regenwalde cellar? Some of them died of the pest in Schiefelbein, four of them fell under old Jock Hepburn at Frankfort, the lave went wandering about the world, kissing and drinking, no doubt, and lying and sorrowing and dying, and never again will we foregather in a vacant house in foreign parts! For that is the hardship of life, that it’s ever a flux and change. We are here to-day and away to-morrow, and the bigger the company and the more high-hearted the merriment, the less likely is the experience to be repeated. I’m sitting here in a miraculous dwelling in the land of Lorn, and I have but to shut my eyes and round about me are cavaliers of fortune at the board. I give you the old word, Elrigmore: ‘Claymore and the Gael ‘; for the rest—pardon me—you gentlemen are out of the ploy. I shut my eyes and I see Fowlis and Farquhar, Mackenzie, Obisdell, Ross, the two balbiren and stabknechten with their legs about the board; the wind’s howling up from Stettin road; to-morrow we may be carrion in the ditch at Guben’s Gate, or wounded to a death by slow degrees in night scaladoe. That was soldiering. You fought your equals with art and science; here’s—— Well, well, God’s grace for MacCailein Mor!”
John Splendid laughed again. “Smart move, Rob!” he said; “you picked up the basics of campaigning in Appin just as well as I did in the wars of the Invincible Lion (that’s what they called him) of the North. Our reverend friend here, thanks to his books, never seems to question that we have a lease on Dalness house for as long as we want to stay, along with its outbuildings, gardens, mills, and everything, as the lawyers say in their annoying legal documents, which have cursed the Highlands even more than books have. Now, I’ve had a similar adventure before. Once in Regenwalde, between Danzig and Stettin, where we stayed for two months, I spent a night with a group of Hepburn’s guys in a castle abandoned by a cousin of the Duke of Pomerania. Raucous fools! Brave souls! Where are they now, those fine lads in armor, who had a blast with the barrels in the Regenwalde cellar? Some of them died from the plague in Schiefelbein, four fell under old Jock Hepburn at Frankfurt, the rest wandered the world, drinking and kissing, lying, grieving, and dying, and we’ll never gather again in an empty house in foreign lands! That’s the tough part of life; it’s always changing. We’re here today and gone tomorrow, and the bigger the crowd and the more spirited the fun, the less likely we are to repeat the experience. I’m sitting here in a fantastic place in the land of Lorn, and all I have to do is close my eyes, and I can see fortune’s cavaliers around the table. I’ll tell you the old saying, Elrigmore: ‘Claymore and the Gael’; for the rest—excuse me—you gentlemen are missing out. I shut my eyes and see Fowlis and Farquhar, Mackenzie, Obisdell, Ross, the two balbiren and stabknechten with their legs around the table; the wind is howling from Stettin road; tomorrow we might be dead in a ditch at Guben’s Gate, or slowly dying from wounds in a nighttime assault. That was real soldiering. You fought your equals with skill and strategy; here’s—well, well, God’s grace for MacCailein Mor!”
“God’s grace for us all!” said the minister.
“God’s grace for all of us!” said the minister.
The man with the want fell fast asleep in his chair, with his limbs in gawky disposition. Stewart’s bullet-head, with the line of the oval unbroken by ears, bobbed with affected eagerness to keep up with the fast English utterance and the foreign names of M’Iver, while all the time he was fingering some metal spoons and wondering if money was in them and if they could be safely got to Inneraora. Sonachan and the baron-bailie dipped their beaks in the jugs, and with lifted heads, as fowls slocken their thirst, they let the wine slip slowly down their throats, glucking in a gluttonous ecstasy.
The man with the desire quickly dozed off in his chair, sprawled awkwardly. Stewart’s round head, with a smooth oval shape and no ears, bobbed as he tried to keep up with the rapid English conversation and the foreign names of M’Iver, all while he fiddled with some metal spoons, wondering if there was money in them and if they could be safely taken to Inneraora. Sonachan and the baron-bailie dipped their beaks into the jugs, and with their heads lifted, like birds quenching their thirst, they let the wine flow slowly down their throats, gulping in a greedy delight.
“God’s grace for us all!” said the minister again, as in a benediction.
“God’s grace for all of us!” said the minister again, like a blessing.
M’Iver pushed back his chair without rising, and threw a leg across its arm with a complacent look at the shapely round of the calf, that his hose still fitted with wonderful neatness considering the stress they must have had from wind and rain.
M’Iver leaned back in his chair without getting up and threw a leg over the armrest, looking pleased at the well-defined curve of his calf, which his stockings still fit perfectly despite the wear and tear from the wind and rain.
“We had grace indeed,” said he, “in Pomerania. We came at night, just as now, upon this castle of its most noble and puissant lord. It was Palm Sunday, April the third, Old Style. I mind, because it was my birthday; the country all about was bursting out in a most rare green; the gardens and fields breathed sappy odours, and the birds were throng at the Digging of their homes in bush and eave; the day sparkled, and river and cloud too, till the spirit in a person jigged as to a fiddle; the nights allured to escapade.”
“We really had a great time,” he said, “in Pomerania. We arrived at night, just like now, at this castle of its most noble and powerful lord. It was Palm Sunday, April 3rd, Old Style. I remember because it was my birthday; the whole area was bursting with a beautiful green; the gardens and fields were full of fresh scents, and the birds were busy building their nests in the bushes and eaves; the day sparkled, and so did the river and clouds, making your spirit dance like it was to a fiddle; the nights tempted us to go out and have adventures.”
“What was the girl’s name?” I asked M’Iver, leaning forward, finding his story in some degree had parallel with my own.
“What was the girl’s name?” I asked M’Iver, leaning in, realizing his story had some similarities to my own.
“Her name, Colin—I did not mention the girl, did I? How did you guess there was a girl in it?” said John, perplexed.
“Her name is Colin—I didn’t bring up the girl, did I? How did you figure out there was a girl involved?” John said, confused.
I flushed at my own transparency, and was glad to see that none but the minister (and M’Iver a little later) had observed the confession of my query. The others were too busy on carnal appetites to feel the touch of a sentiment wrung from me by a moment’s illusion.
I blushed at my own openness and was relieved to see that only the minister (and M’Iver a bit later) noticed my admission of the question. The others were too preoccupied with their physical desires to be aware of the emotion that slipped out of me in a moment of illusion.
“It is only my joke,” I stammered; “you have a reputation among the snoods.”
“It’s just a joke,” I stammered; “you have a reputation among the snoods.”
M’Iver smiled on me very warm-heartedly, yet cunningly too.
M’Iver smiled at me warmly, but with a hint of cunning as well.
“Colin, Colin,” he cried. “Do I not know you from boot to bonnet? You think the spring seasons are never so fond and magic as when a man is courting a girl; you are minding of some spring day of your own and a night of twinkling stars. I’ll not deny but there was a girl in my case in the parlour of Pomerania’s cousin at Regenwalde; and I’ll not deny that a recollection of her endows that season with something of its charm. We had ventured into this vacant house, as I have said: its larders were well plenished; its vaults were full of marshalled brigades of bottles and battaglia of casks. Thinking no danger, perhaps careless if there was, we sat late, feasted to the full, and drank deep in a house that like this was empty in every part It was 1631—I’ll leave you but that clue to my age at the time—and, well I was an even prettier lad than I am to-day. I see you smile, Master Gordon; but that’s my bit joke. Still there’s some relevance to my story in my looks too. Though I was but a sergeant of pikes (with sons of good families below me, as privates, mind you), I was very trim and particular about my apparel. I carried myself with a good chest, as we say,—my features and my leg speak for themselves. I had sung songs—trifles of my own, foolishly esteemed, I’m hearing, in many parts of Argile. I’ll not deny but I like to think of that, and to fancy young folks humming my ditties by warm Ares when I’m maybe in the cold with the divot at my mouth. And I had told a tale or two—a poor art enough, I’ll allow, spoiled by bookcraft It was a cheery company as you may guess, and at last I was at a display of our Highland dancing. I see dancing to-day in many places that is not the thing as I was taught it by the strongest dancer in all Albainn. The company sat facing me as I stepped it over a couple of sword-blades, and their backs were to the door. Mackenzie was humming a port-a-bheul with a North Country twang even in his nose, and I was at my last step when the door opened with no noise and a girl looked in, her eyes staring hard at me alone, and a finger on her lips for silence. A man of less discernment would have stopped his dance incontinent and betrayed the presence of the lady to the others, who never dreamt so interesting a sight was behind them. But I never let on. I even put an extra flourish on my conclusion, that came just as the girl backed out at the door beckoning me to follow her. Two minutes later, while my friends were bellowing a rough Gaelic chorus, I was out following my lady of silence up a little stair and into a room below the eaves. There she narrated to me the plot that we unhappy lads were to be the victims of. The house was a trap: it was to be surrounded at night, when we had eaten and drunken over-well, and the sword was our doom arranged for. The girl told me all this very quietly in the French she learned I was best master of next to my own Gaelic, and—what a mad thing’s the blood in a youth—all the time I was indifferent to her alarum, and pondering upon her charms of lip and eye. She died a twelvemonth later in Glogoe of Silesia, and—— God give her peace!”
“Colin, Colin,” he shouted. “Don’t I know you from head to toe? You think the springtime is never as loving and magical as when a guy is trying to win over a girl; you’re remembering some spring day of your own and a night full of twinkling stars. I won’t deny there was a girl in my life at my cousin Pomerania’s place in Regenwalde; and I won’t deny that thinking of her gives that season a touch of its charm. We had wandered into this empty house, as I mentioned: its pantries were well stocked; its cellars were filled with rows of bottles and stacks of casks. Assuming there was no danger, or perhaps careless if there was, we sat late, feasted heartily, and drank deeply in a house that was empty all around. It was 1631—I’ll leave you with just that hint about my age back then—and, well, I was an even better-looking lad than I am today. I see you smiling, Master Gordon; but that’s my little joke. Still, my appearance is somewhat relevant to my story. Even though I was just a sergeant with sons of good families below me as privates, I was very neat and particular about my clothes. I carried myself with confidence, as we say—my features and my legs speak for themselves. I sang songs—trivial things of my own that I heard were foolishly admired in many parts of Argyle. I won’t deny that I like to think about that, and imagine young people humming my tunes by warm Ares while I might be in the cold with the turf at my mouth. I told a tale or two—a rather poor art, I’ll admit, complicated by book knowledge. It was a cheerful group, as you can imagine, and eventually I showcased our Highland dancing. I see dancing today in many places that isn’t what I was taught by the best dancer in all of Albainn. The company faced me as I stepped over a couple of sword blades, their backs turned to the door. Mackenzie was humming a port-a-bheul with a North Country twang even in his nose, and I was about to finish my last step when the door opened silently and a girl looked in, her eyes fixed on me alone, with a finger on her lips for silence. A less observant man would have immediately stopped dancing and revealed the lady’s presence to the others, who had no idea such an intriguing sight was behind them. But I didn’t let on. I even added an extra flourish to my conclusion, which happened just as the girl backed out the door, signaling me to follow her. Two minutes later, while my friends were belting out a rough Gaelic chorus, I slipped out, following my lady of silence up a little stair and into a room under the eaves. There she quietly told me about the plot we hapless lads were to fall victim to. The house was a trap: it was to be surrounded at night, after we had eaten and drunk too well, and the sword was our planned doom. The girl revealed all this to me in the French she learned, which I mastered better next to my own Gaelic, and—what a crazy thing youth's blood is—all the while I was indifferent to her warning, lost in thoughts about her delightful lips and eyes. She died a year later in Glogoe of Silesia, and—— God grant her peace!”
“You may save your supplication,” said Gordon; “her portion’s assigned, a thing fixed and unalterable, and your prayer is a Popish conceit.”
“You can keep your begging to yourself,” said Gordon; “her fate is set, something fixed and unchangeable, and your prayer is just a Catholic idea.”
“God give her peace! I’ll say it, Master Gordon, and I’ll wish it in the face of every Covenanter ever droned a psalm! She died in Silesia, not careless, I’m thinking, of the memory of one or two weeks we spent in Frankfort, whose outer lanes and faubourgs are in my recollection blossoming with the almond-flower and scented at eve.”
“God grant her peace! I’ll say it, Master Gordon, and I’ll wish it in front of every Covenanter who ever sang a psalm! She died in Silesia, not forgetting, I believe, the memory of the week or so we spent in Frankfort, where the outer streets and suburbs are in my memory blooming with almond trees and fragrant in the evening.”
He rose to his feet and paced the floor beside us, strong, but loosened a little at the tongue by the generous wine of Dalness; his mien a blending of defiance against the cheatry of circumstance and a display of old ancient grief.
He got up and walked around the room next to us, strong but a bit more talkative thanks to the generous wine from Dalness; his expression was a mix of defiance against the dishonesty of circumstance and a display of deep, old sorrow.
“Heart of the rose, gramachree, bird-song at the lip, star eye and wisdom, yet woman to the core! I wish I were so young as then I was, and ochanie, what availed my teens, if the one woman that ever understood me were no more but a dust in Glogoe!”
“Heart of the rose, gramachree, bird-song at the edge, starry eye and wisdom, yet a woman to the core! I wish I were as young as I was back then, and ochanie, what good were my teenage years if the one woman who ever understood me is now just dust in Glogoe!”
“Come, come, man,” I cried; “it’s a world full of very choice women.”
“Come on, man,” I said; “there are plenty of amazing women in the world.”
“Is it indeed?” asked he, turning on me a pitiful eye; “I’m wrong if you ever met but one that was quite so fine as you must have them—— Tuts, tuts, here I’m on the key of old man’s history. I cheat myself at times of leisure into the notion that once I loved a foreign girl who died a spotless maiden. You’ll notice, Master Gordon, I have something of the sentiment you Low-landers make such show of, or I play-act the thing very well. Believe me, I’ll hope to get a wife out of your parish some day yet; but I warn you she must have a tocher in her stocking as well as on her father’s hill.”
“Is that so?” he asked, giving me a pitying look. “I’d be surprised if you’ve ever met anyone as great as you must have them—Tuts, tuts, I’m getting off track about the old man's story. Sometimes I fool myself into thinking that I once loved a foreign girl who died a pure maiden. You’ll see, Master Gordon, I have a bit of the sentiment that you Lowlanders show off so much, or I fake it pretty well. Trust me, I still hope to find a wife from your parish one day; but I warn you, she needs to have a dowry in her stocking as well as on her father's hill.”
The minister surveyed him through half-shut eyes, leaning back on the rungs of his chair. I think he saw the truth as clearly as I did myself, for he spoke with more than common softness when he answered.
The minister looked at him with half-closed eyes, leaning back against the rungs of his chair. I believe he understood the truth as clearly as I did, because he spoke with more than usual gentleness when he replied.
“I like your tale,” he said, “which had a different conclusion and a more noble one than what I looked for at the opening.” Then he leaned out and put a hand on John Splendid’s sleeve. “Human nature,” said he, “is the most baffling of mysteries. I said I knew you from boot to bonnet, but there’s a corner here I have still to learn the secret of.”
“I like your story,” he said, “which had a different ending and a more noble one than I expected at the beginning.” Then he leaned out and placed a hand on John Splendid’s sleeve. “Human nature,” he said, “is the most puzzling of mysteries. I said I knew you inside and out, but there’s a part here I still need to uncover the secret of.”
“Well, well,” cried M’Iver, lifting a glass confusedly, and seating himself again at the board, “here’s a night-cap—MacCailein Mor and the Campbell cause!”
“Well, well,” exclaimed M’Iver, raising a glass in confusion and sitting back down at the table, “here’s a nightcap—for MacCailein Mor and the Campbell cause!”
“And a thought for the lady of Regenwalde,” I whispered, pressing his foot with my toe beneath the table, and clinking my glass with his.
“And a toast for the lady of Regenwalde,” I whispered, tapping his foot with my toe under the table, and clinking my glass against his.
We drank, the two of us, in a silence, and threw the glasses on the hearth.
We drank, the two of us, in silence, and tossed the glasses onto the hearth.
The windows, that now were shuttered, rattled to gowsty airs, and the rain drummed on. All about the house, with its numerous corners, turrets, gussets, and corbie-stepped gables, the fury of the world rose and wandered, the fury that never rests but is ever somewhere round the ancient universe, jibing night and morning at man’s most valiant effort. It might spit and blow till our shell shook and creaked, and the staunch walls wept, and the garden footways ran with bubbling waters, but we were still to conquer. Our lanthorn gleamed defiance to that brag of night eternal, that pattern-piece of the last triumph of the oldest enemy of man—Blackness the Rider, who is older than the hoary star.
The windows, now closed, shook in the gusty winds, and the rain kept pounding down. All around the house, with its many corners, towers, nooks, and steep gables, the rage of the world surged and roamed—an anger that never rests but is always somewhere in the ancient universe, mocking every day man’s bravest attempts. It might howl and roar until our walls trembled and creaked, and the solid walls wept, and the garden paths overflowed with rushing water, but we were still determined to overcome. Our lantern shone defiantly against that boast of eternal night, that grim symbol of the final triumph of humanity’s oldest enemy—Darkness the Rider, who is older than the ancient star.
Fresh wood hissed on the fire, but the candles burned low in their sockets. Sonachan and the baron-bailie slept with their heads on the table, and the man with the want, still sodden at the eyes, turned his wet hose upon his feet with a madman’s notion of comfort.
Fresh wood crackled in the fire, but the candles burned low in their holders. Sonachan and the baron-bailie dozed off with their heads on the table, and the man with the limp, still teary-eyed, splashed his wet hose onto his feet with a crazy idea of comfort.
“I hope,” said M’Iver, “there’s no ambuscade here, as in the house of the cousin of his Grace of Pomerania. At least we can but bide on, whatever comes, and take the night’s rest that offers, keeping a man-about watch against intrusion.”
“I hope,” said M’Iver, “there’s no ambush here, like in the house of the cousin of the Duke of Pomerania. At least we can just wait and see what happens and get the rest we can, keeping a lookout for any intruders.”
“There’s a watch more pressing still,” said Master Gordon, shaking the slumber off him and jogging the sleeping men upon the shoulders. “My soul watcheth for the Lord more than they that watch for the morning. We have been wet with the showers of the mountain, like Job, and embracing the rock for want of a shelter. We are lone-haunted men in a wild land encompassed by enemies; let us thank God for our safety thus far, and ask. His continued shield upon our flight.”
“There’s a more urgent watch now,” Master Gordon said, shaking off his sleep and nudging the sleeping men on their shoulders. “I wait for the Lord more eagerly than those who look for the morning. We’ve been soaked by the mountain showers, like Job, and have clung to the rock for shelter. We are lonely men in a wild place surrounded by enemies; let’s thank God for our safety so far, and ask for His protection as we move forward.”
And in the silence of that great house, dripping and rocking in the tempest of the night, the minister poured out his heart in prayer. It had humility and courage too; it was imbued with a spirit strong and calm. For the first time my heart warmed to the man who in years after was my friend and mentor—Alexander Gordon, Master of the Arts, the man who wedded me and gave my children Christian baptism, and brought solace in the train of those little ones lost for a space to me among the grasses and flowers of Kilmalieu.
And in the quiet of that huge house, swaying and shaking in the storm of the night, the minister opened up his heart in prayer. It had humility and courage; it was filled with a spirit that was strong and peaceful. For the first time, I felt a warmth towards the man who would later become my friend and mentor—Alexander Gordon, Master of the Arts, the man who married me, baptized my children, and provided comfort during the time we lost those little ones in the meadows and flowers of Kilmalieu.
CHAPTER XXV.—THE ANGRY EAVESDROPPER.
It may seem, in my recounting of these cold wanderings, of days and nights with nothing but snow and rain, and always the hounds of fear on every hand, that I had forgotten to exercise my mind upon the blunder and the shame of Argile’s defeat at Inverlochy. So far is this from the fact that M’Iver and I on many available occasions disputed—as old men at the trade of arms will do—the reasons of a reverse so much unexpected, so little to be condoned, considering the advantage we had in numbers compared with the fragments of clans Alasdair MacDonald brought down from the gorges of Lochaber to the waters of Loch Linnhe and Locheil. It was useless to bring either the baron-bailie or Sonachan into our deliberations; neither of them had any idea of how the thing had happened, though they were very well informed indeed about certain trivial departures from strict forms of Highland procedure in the hurried marshalling of the troops.
It might seem, in my retelling of these cold journeys filled with days and nights of nothing but snow and rain, and always haunted by the hounds of fear, that I had forgotten to think about the mistake and the shame of Argile’s defeat at Inverlochy. This couldn't be further from the truth, as M’Iver and I frequently debated—like old guys in the arms trade tend to do—the reasons for such an unexpected defeat, which was hard to justify, especially considering the advantage we had in numbers compared to the small groups of clans Alasdair MacDonald brought down from the gorges of Lochaber to the waters of Loch Linnhe and Locheil. It was pointless to involve either the baron-bailie or Sonachan in our discussions; neither of them had any clue about how it happened, although they were quite knowledgeable about a few minor deviations from standard Highland procedures in the rushed assembly of the troops.
“Cheap trash of pennyland men from Lochow-side were put on the right of gentlemen cadets of the castle and Loch Finne-side lairds,” was the baron-bailie’s bitter protestation.
“Cheap garbage from the pennyland men of Lochow-side was placed to the right of the gentlemen cadets from the castle and the lairds of Loch Finne-side,” was the baron-bailie’s bitter complaint.
Sonachan, who was naturally possessed of a warm side to the people, even common quality, of his own part of the country, would sniff at this with some scorn.
Sonachan, who naturally had a warm disposition towards the people, even those who were just ordinary from his region, would look at this with some disdain.
“Pennyland here, pennyland there, they were closer in blood on Black Duncan than any of your shore-side par-tans, who may be gentrice by sheepskin right but never by the glaive.”
“Pennyland here, pennyland there, they were closer in blood on Black Duncan than any of your shore-side partans, who may be gentry by sheepskin right but never by the sword.”
So the two would be off again into the tanglements of Highland pedigree.
So the two would be off again into the complexities of Highland lineage.
The mind of the man with the want was, of course, a vacant tablet, washed clean of every recollection by the copious tears he had wept in his silliness since ever the shock of the battle came on him; Stewart was so much of an unscrupulous liar that no word of his could be trusted; and the minister alone could give us any idea of what had been the sentiment in the army when the men of Montrose (who were really the men of Sir Alas-dair, his major-general) came on them. But, for reasons every true Gael need not even have a hint of, we were averse from querying this dour, sour, Lowland cleric on points affecting a Highland retreat.
The mind of the man who wanted something was, of course, a blank slate, completely wiped clean of any memory by the constant tears he had shed in his foolishness since the shock of the battle hit him; Stewart was such a shameless liar that none of his words could be trusted; and only the minister could give us an idea of the feelings in the army when the men of Montrose (who were actually the men of Sir Alasdair, his major-general) approached them. However, for reasons that any true Gael wouldn’t even need to know, we were reluctant to ask this grim, sour, Lowland pastor about matters concerning a Highland retreat.
So it was, I say, that the deliberations of M’Iver and myself were without any outside light in somewhat dark quarters: we had to guide us only yon momentary glimpse of the stricken field with its flying men, seen in a stupid blur of the senses,—as one lying by a dark hill tarn at night, waiting for mallard or teal, sees the birds wheeling above the water ere he has appreciated the whirr of their presence, lets bang his piece at the midst of them, and is in a dense stillness again before he comprehends that what he has waited for in the cold night has happened.
So it was, I say, that the discussions between M’Iver and me took place without any outside light in somewhat dark quarters: we had to rely only on that brief glimpse of the wounded field with its fleeing men, seen in a confusing blur of the senses—as someone lying by a dark pond at night, waiting for ducks, sees the birds circling above the water before realizing they are there, fires his shot into the midst of them, and is back in a thick silence again before he understands that what he has been waiting for in the cold night has happened.
“The plan of old Gustavus did it, I’ll wager my share of the silver-mine,” would John insist; “and who in heaven’s name would think Alasdair mosach knew the trick of it? I saw his horsemen fire one pistol-shot and fall on at full speed. That’s old Gustavus for you, isn’t it? And yet,” he would continue, reflecting, “Auchin-breac knew the Swedish tactics too. He had his musketeers and pikemen separate, as the later laws demand; he had even a hint from myself of the due proportion of two pikes to three muskets.”
“The plan of old Gustavus did it, I bet my share of the silver mine,” John would insist; “and who in heaven’s name would think Alasdair mosach knew the trick? I saw his horsemen fire a pistol shot and charge at full speed. That’s old Gustavus for you, right? And yet,” he would continue, thinking it over, “Auchin-breac knew the Swedish tactics too. He had his musketeers and pikemen separated, as the newer regulations require; he even got a tip from me about the correct ratio of two pikes to three muskets.”
“But never a platoon fired a volley,” I recalled. “It was steel and targe from the onset.” And then I would add, “What’s to be said for MacCailein?”
“But never did a platoon fire a volley,” I remembered. “It was steel and shield from the very beginning.” And then I would add, “What’s there to say about MacCailein?”
On this John Splendid would ruffle up wrothily with blame for my harping on that incident, as if it were a crime to hint at any weakness in his chief.
On this, John Splendid would get really upset with me for bringing up that incident, as if it were a crime to suggest any weakness in his boss.
“You are very much afraid of a waff of wind blowing on your cousin’s name,” I would cry.
“You’re really scared of a gust of wind messing with your cousin’s name,” I would shout.
“My chief, Elrigmore, my chief. I make no claim to consideration for a cousin, but I’ll stand up for Argile’s name so long as the gyrony of eight and the galley for Lorn are in his coat of arms.”
“My chief, Elrigmore, my chief. I don’t expect any special treatment because we’re cousins, but I’ll defend Argile’s name as long as the gyrony of eight and the galley for Lorn are in his coat of arms.”
Inverlochy, Inverlochy, Inverlochy—the black name of it rang in my head like a tolling bell as I sought to doze for a little in Dalness house. The whole events of the scandalous week piled up on me: I no sooner wandered one thought away in the mists of the nether mind than a new one, definite and harassing, grew in its place, so that I was turning from side to side in a torture-rack of reflection when I should be lost in the slumber my travel and weariness so well had earned me. Something of an eeriness at our position in that genteel but lonely house lay heavy on me too: it had no memories of friendship in any room for me; it was haunted, if haunted at all, with the ghosts of people whose names we only breathed with bitterness in the shire of Argile. And constantly the wind would be howling in it, piping dismally in the vent of the room the minister and I were in together; constant the rain would be hissing on the embers of the fire; at a long distance off a waterfall, in veering gusts of greater vehemence, crashed among its rocks and thundered in its linn.
Inverlochy, Inverlochy, Inverlochy—the name echoed in my mind like a ringing bell as I tried to nap for a bit in Dalness house. The events of that scandalous week weighed heavily on me: no sooner would one thought drift away into the fog of my mind than another, clear and troubling, would take its place, leaving me tossing and turning in a torment of reflection when I should have been lost in the sleep that my travel and exhaustion had truly earned me. There was also a certain eeriness about our situation in that elegant but lonely house: it held no memories of friendship for me in any of its rooms; it was haunted, if at all, by the spirits of people whose names we only mentioned with bitterness in the shire of Argyle. The wind would constantly howl through it, piping mournfully in the vent of the room where the minister and I were together; the rain would incessantly hiss on the embers of the fire; and in the distance, a waterfall would crash among its rocks and roar in its deep pool, swaying with gusts of greater intensity.
M’Iver, who was the first to take watch for the night, paced back and forth along the lobbies or stood to warm himself at the fire he fed at intervals with peat or pine-root Though he had a soldier’s reverence for the slumbers of his comrades, and made the least of noises as he moved around in his deer-skins, the slightest movement so advertised his zeal, and so clearly recalled the precariousness of our position, that I could not sleep. In an hour or more after I lay down M’Iver alarmed the advance-guard of my coming sleep by his unconscious whistle of a pibroch, and I sat up to find that the cleric was sharing my waukrife rest He had cast his peruke. In the light of a cruisie that hung at the mantel-breas he was a comical-looking fellow with a high bald head, and his eyes, that were very dark and profound, surrounded by the red rings of weariness, all the redder for the pallor of his face. He stretched his legs and rubbed his knees slowly, and smiled on me a little mournfully.
M’Iver, who was the first to take the night watch, paced back and forth in the hallways or stood warming himself by the fire, which he occasionally stoked with peat or pine roots. While he respected his comrades' sleep and moved quietly in his deer-skin attire, even the slightest movement showed his eagerness, reminding me so clearly of how vulnerable our situation was that I couldn’t sleep. An hour after I lay down, M’Iver startled me out of my approaching sleep with his unconscious whistling of a pibroch, and I sat up to see that the cleric was also awake. He had taken off his wig. In the light of a small lamp hanging over the mantel, he looked rather comical with his shiny bald head, and his very dark, deep-set eyes were surrounded by the red rings of exhaustion, even redder against his pale face. He stretched his legs, slowly rubbed his knees, and smiled at me a bit sadly.
“I’m a poor campaigner,” said he; “I ought to be making the best of the chance we have; but instead I must be thinking of my master and patron, and about my flock in Inneraora town.”
“I’m not great at campaigning,” he said; “I should be taking full advantage of the opportunity we have; but instead I have to think about my master and supporter, and about my community in Inneraora town.”
I seized the opportunity as a gled would jump at a dove.
I jumped at the chance like a hawk would at a dove.
“You’re no worse than myself,” I said, rising to poke up the fire; “I’m thinking of Argile too, and I wish I could get his defalcation—if that it may be called—out of my mind. Was it a—was it—what you might call a desertion without dignity, or a step with half an excuse in policy? I know MacCailein had an injured arm.”
“You're no worse than I am,” I said, standing up to poke the fire; “I’m thinking about Argile too, and I wish I could get his mistake—if that’s what you want to call it—out of my head. Was it a—was it—what you’d call a dishonorable abandonment, or a move with some justification in strategy? I know MacCailein had an injured arm.”
Gordon rose and joined me at the fireside. He seemed in a swither as to whether I was a fit confidant or not in such a matter, but at last would appear to decide in my favour.
Gordon got up and joined me by the fire. He seemed unsure about whether I was the right person to confide in about this, but eventually seemed to decide that I was.
“You have heard me speak well of Argile,” he said, quietly. “I never said a word in his praise that was not deserved; indeed I have been limited in my valuation of his virtues and ornaments, lest they should think it the paid chaplain who spoke and not the honest acquaintance. I know pious men, Highland and Lowland, but my lord of Argile has more than any of them the qualities of perfection. At home yonder, he rises every morning at five and is in private till eight. He prays in his household night and morning, and never went abroad, though but for one night, but he took his write-book, standish, and English New Bible, and Newman’s Concordance with him. Last summer, playing one day with the bullats with some gentlemen, one of them, when the Marquis stopped to lift his bullat, fell pale, and said to them about him, ‘Bless me, it is that I see my lord with his head off and all his shoulder full of blood.’ A wicked man would have counted that the most gloomy portent and a fit occasion for dread, for the person who spoke was the Laird of Drimmindorren’s seventh son, with a reputation for the second sight. But Argile laughed at the thing, no way alarmed, and then with a grave demeanour he said, said he, ‘The wine’s in your head, sir; and even if it was an omen, what then? The axe in troublous times is no disgrace, and a chief of Clan Diarmaid would be a poor chief indeed if he failed to surrender his head with some show of dignity.”’
“You’ve heard me talk positively about Argile,” he said quietly. “I never praised him without it being earned; in fact, I’ve been careful not to overstate his virtues to avoid anyone thinking it was just the paid speaker talking instead of a true friend. I know devout men from the Highlands and the Lowlands, but my lord Argile has more qualities that make him exceptional than any of them. At home, he gets up every morning at five and stays private until eight. He prays with his family morning and night, and whenever he leaves home, even if it's just for a night, he always brings his writing materials, inkwell, English New Bible, and Newman’s Concordance with him. Last summer, while playing a game with some gentlemen, one of them turned pale and said to the others nearby when the Marquis paused to pick up his ball, ‘Goodness, I see my lord with his head detached and his shoulder covered in blood.’ A wicked person would have seen that as a terrible omen and a reason to be afraid, since the speaker was the seventh son of the Laird of Drimmindorren, known for second sight. But Argile just laughed it off, clearly unshaken, then with a serious demeanor, he said, ‘You’ve had too much to drink, sir; and even if it were an omen, what of it? In troubled times, losing your head isn’t shameful, and a chief of Clan Diarmaid would be a poor chief if he couldn’t face such a situation with some dignity.’”
“But to leave his people twice in one war with no apparent valid excuse must look odd to his unfriends,” I said, and I toasted my hose at the fire.
“But leaving his people twice in one war without any clear reason must seem strange to his enemies,” I said, raising my glass to the fire.
“I wish I could make up my mind whether an excuse is valid or not,” said the cleric; “and I’m willing to find more excuses for MacCailein than I’ll warrant he can find for himself this morning, wherever he may happen to be. It is the humour of God Almighty sometimes to put two men in the one skin. So far as I may humbly judge, Argile is the poor victim of such an economy. You have seen the sort of man I mean: to-day generous to his last plack, to-morrow the widow’s oppressor; Sunday a soul humble at the throne of grace, and writhing with remorse for some child’s sin, Monday riding vain-gloriously in the glaur on the road to hell, bragging of filthy amours, and inwardly gloating upon a crime anticipated. Oh, but were the human soul made on less devious plan, how my trade of Gospel messenger were easy! And valour, too, is it not in most men a fever of the moment; at another hour the call for courage might find them quailing and flying like the coney of the rocks.”
“I wish I could decide whether an excuse is valid or not,” said the cleric; “and I'm ready to come up with more excuses for MacCailein than I bet he can find for himself this morning, wherever he might be. It seems to be God's quirky sense of humor to put two men in one skin. As far as I can humbly guess, Argile is the unfortunate victim of such a situation. You know the type of man I’m talking about: today he's generous to his last penny, tomorrow he’s the oppressor of widows; on Sunday he’s a humble soul at the throne of grace, wracked with remorse over someone else’s sin, and by Monday he’s bragging about his scandals, riding vainly through the mud on the path to ruin, relishing a crime he’s planning. Oh, if only the human soul were built on a simpler model, my job as a messenger of the Gospel would be so much easier! And courage, isn’t it just a temporary fever in most men? At another moment, the call for bravery might find them trembling and fleeing like rabbits.”
“Then Argile, you think, was on those occasions the sport of his weaker self?” I pushed. I found so many obstacles in the way of satisfaction to my natural curiosity that I counted no persistence too rude now.
“Then Argile, you think, was just indulging his weaker side on those occasions?” I pushed. I encountered so many barriers to satisfying my natural curiosity that no level of persistence felt too forward now.
“He was the result of his history,” said the minister, quickly, his face flushing with a sudden inspiration. “From the start of time those black moments for the first Marquis of Argile have been preparing. I can speak myself of his more recent environment He has about him ever flatterers of the type of our friend the sentinel out there, well-meaning but a woeful influence, keeping from him every rumour that might vex his ear, colouring every event in such a manner as will please him. They kept the man so long in a delusion that fate itself was under his heel, that when the stress of things came—”
“He was a product of his history,” said the minister quickly, his face flushing with sudden inspiration. “From the beginning of time, those dark moments for the first Marquis of Argile have been building up. I can speak about his more recent surroundings. He is surrounded by flatterers like our friend the sentinel out there—well-meaning but a terrible influence, shielding him from any news that might upset him, twisting every event to please him. They kept him in such a delusion that he thought fate was under his control, that when reality hit—”
“Not another word!” cried M’Iver from the doorway.
“Not another word!” shouted M’Iver from the doorway.
We turned round and found him standing there wrapped up in his plaid, his bonnet over a frowning brow, menace in his eye.
We turned around and found him standing there, wrapped in his plaid, his hat pulled down over a frowning brow, a threatening look in his eye.
“Not another word, if it must be in that key. Has Archibald Marquis of Argile and Lord of Lochow no friends in this convocation? I would have thought his own paid curate and a neighbour so close as Elrigmore would never waste the hours due to sleep upon treason to the man who deserved better of them.”
“Not another word, if it has to be in that tone. Does Archibald, Marquis of Argile and Lord of Lochow, have no friends in this gathering? I would have thought that his own paid curate and a neighbor as close as Elrigmore would never waste the hours meant for sleep on betraying the man who deserves better from them.”
“You should have eavesdropped earlier and you would have learned that there was no treason in the matter. I’m as leal friend to my lord of Argile as you or any of your clan. What do I care for your bubbly-jock Highland vanity?” said Gordon.
“You should have listened in earlier and you would have found out that there was no betrayal in this. I’m as loyal a friend to my lord of Argile as you or anyone in your clan. What do I care for your arrogant Highland pride?” said Gordon.
“We were saying nothing of MacCailein that we would not say to you,” I explained to M’Iver, annoyed in some degree by his interference.
“We weren't saying anything about MacCailein that we wouldn't say to you,” I explained to M’Iver, somewhat annoyed by his interruption.
“Ay, ay,” said he, with a pitying shrug of the shoulder, and throwing off his last objection to my curiosity; “you’re on the old point again. Man, but you’re ill to satisfy! And yet we must have the story sooner or later, I suppose. I would rather have it anywhere than in this wauf and...
“Ay, ay,” he said with a sympathetic shrug of his shoulder, dismissing my curiosity. “You’re bringing up the same old point again. Man, you’re hard to please! Still, I guess we need to hear the story sooner or later. I’d rather hear it anywhere than in this dull and...”
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...malcontents as we thought them, and found Montrose on the braes above us as the dawn broke. We had but a shot or two apiece to the musket, they tell me. Dun-barton’s drums rolled, the pipes clamoured, the camp rose from its sleep in a confusion, and a white moon was fainting behind us. Argile, who had slept in a galley all night, came ashore in a wherry with his left arm in a sling. His face was like the clay, but he had a firm lip, and he was buckling a hauberk with a steady hand as the men fell under arms. Left alone then, I have a belief that he would have come through the affair gallantly; but the Highland double-dealings were too much for him. He turned to Auchinbreac and said ‘Shall I take the command, or——?’ leaving an alternative for his relative to guess at Auchinbreac, a stout soldier but a vicious, snapped him very short ‘Leave it to me, leave it to me,’ he answered, and busied himself again in disposing his troops, upon whom I was well aware he had no great reliance. Then Sir James Rollock-Niddry, and a few others pushed the Marquis to take his place in his galley again, but would he? Not till Auchinbreac came up a second time, and seeing the contention of his mind, took your Highland way of flattering a chief, and made a poltroon act appear one of judgment and necessity. ‘As a man and soldier only, you might be better here at the onset,’ said Auchinbreac, who had a wily old tongue; ‘but you are disabled against using sword or pistol; you are the mainstay of a great national movement, depending for its success on your life, freedom, and continued exertion.’ Argile took to the galley again, and Auchinbreac looked after him with a shamed and dubious eye. Well, well, Sir Duncan has paid for his temporising; he’s in his place appointed. I passed the knowe where he lay writhing to a terrible end, with a pike at his vitals, and he was moaning for the chief he had helped to a shabby flight.”
...dissatisfied people as we thought them, and found Montrose on the hills above us as dawn broke. We had only a shot or two each to the musket, they tell me. Dunbarton's drums rolled, the pipes sounded, the camp roused from its sleep in chaos, and a pale moon was fading behind us. Argyle, who had slept on a boat all night, came ashore in a small boat with his left arm in a sling. His face was pale, but he had a determined expression, and he was securing his armor with a steady hand as the men prepared for battle. Left alone, I believe he would have handled the situation bravely; but the Highland double-dealings were too overwhelming for him. He turned to Auchinbreac and asked, ‘Shall I take command, or——?’ leaving an option for his relative to guess at. Auchinbreac, a strong soldier but a harsh one, snapped back, ‘Leave it to me, leave it to me,’ and got busy arranging his troops, whom I knew he didn’t fully trust. Then Sir James Rollock-Niddry and a few others urged the Marquis to return to his boat, but would he? Not until Auchinbreac approached him again and, sensing his indecision, used the Highland way of flattering a chief to turn a cowardly act into one of wisdom and necessity. ‘As a man and a soldier, you might be better off here at the start,’ said Auchinbreac, who had a clever tongue; ‘but you are unable to use sword or pistol; you are the backbone of a significant national movement, relying on your life, freedom, and continued effort for its success.’ Argyle returned to the boat, and Auchinbreac watched him with a mixed expression of shame and doubt. Well, well, Sir Duncan has paid for his hesitation; he’s in his appointed place. I passed the knoll where he lay, writhing to a terrible end, with a spear in his vitals, and he was moaning for the chief he had assisted to a disgraceful escape.”
“A shabby flight!” said M’Iver, with a voice that was new to me, so harsh was it and so high-set.
“A shabby flight!” said M’Iver, with a voice I had never heard before, it was so harsh and so high-pitched.
“You can pick the word for yourself,” said the minister; “if by heaven’s grace I was out of this, in Inneraora I should have my own way of putting it to Argile, whom I love and blame.”
“You can choose the word for yourself,” said the minister; “if by heaven’s grace I were out of this, in Inneraora I would express it in my own way to Argile, whom I love and critique.”
“Oh you Lowland dog!” cried John Splendid, more high-keyed than ever, “you to blame Argile!” And he stepped up to the cleric, who was standing by the chimney-jambs, glowered hellishly in his face, then with a fury caught his throat in his fingers, and pinned him up against the wall.
“Oh, you Lowland dog!” shouted John Splendid, more fired up than ever, “you're the one to blame Argile!” He stepped up to the cleric, who was standing by the fireplace, gave him a fierce glare, then in a fit of rage grabbed his throat with his fingers and shoved him up against the wall.
CHAPTER XXVI.—TRAPPED.
I caught M’Iver by the coat-lapels, and took him off the gasping cleric.
“Oh man!” I cried, “is this the Highland brigadier to be throttling an old soldier of Christ?”
“Oh man!” I exclaimed, “is this the Highland brigadier really going to choke an old soldier of Christ?”
“Let me get at him and I’ll set him in the way of putting the last truth of his trade to its only test,” said he, still with a face corp-white, tugging at my hold and eyeing Master Gordon with a very uplifted and ferocious demeanour.
“Just let me at him, and I’ll show him how to really test the final truth of his profession,” he said, still pale as a ghost, straining against my grip and glaring at Master Gordon with an intensely aggressive attitude.
I suppose he must, in the midst of his fury, have got just a glisk of the true thing before him—not a worthy and fair opponent for a man of his own years, but an old wearied man of peace, with a flabby neck, and his countenance blotched, and his wig ajee upon his head so that it showed the bald pate below, for he came to himself as it were with a start. Then he was ashamed most bitterly. He hung his head and scraped with an unconscious foot upon the floor. The minister recovered his wind, looked with contempt in every line at the man who had abused him, and sat down without a word before the fire.
I guess in the heat of his anger, he may have caught a glimpse of the reality in front of him—not a worthy and fair rival for someone his age, but an old, tired man of peace, with a saggy neck, a blotchy face, and his wig askew so that it revealed the bald spot underneath; it was like he came back to himself with a jolt. Then he felt an intense shame. He lowered his head and absentmindedly dragged his foot on the floor. The minister caught his breath, looked at the man who had insulted him with disdain, and sat down silently in front of the fire.
“I’m sorry about this,” said M’Iver, fumbling about his waist-belt with nervous ringers; “I’m sorry about this, Master Gordon. A Highlander cannot be aye keeping God’s gift of a temper in leash, and yet it’s my disgrace to have laid a hand on a gentleman of your age and calling, even for the name of my chief. Will you credit me when I say I was blind to my own act? Something in me rose uncontrollable, and had you been Hector in armour, or my grandfather from the grave, I was at your neck.”
“I’m really sorry about this,” said M’Iver, fidgeting with his belt nervously. “I truly apologize, Master Gordon. A Highlander can’t always control his temper, and it’s shameful for me to have touched a gentleman of your status and age, even in the name of my chief. Will you believe me when I say I didn’t realize what I was doing? Something in me just took over, and if you had been Hector in armor, or my grandfather risen from the grave, I would have gone for you.”
“Say no more about it,” answered Gordon. “I have seen the wolf so often at the Highlander’s heart that I need not be wondering to find him snarling and clawing now. And still—from a gentleman—and a person of travel——”
“Don’t say anything more about it,” Gordon replied. “I’ve seen the wolf at the Highlander’s heart so many times that I shouldn’t be surprised to find him snarling and clawing now. And yet—from a gentleman—and someone who has traveled—”
“Say away, sir,” said M’Iver, bitterly; “you have the whole plea with you this time, and I’m a rogue of the blackest I can say no more than I’m sorry for a most dirty action.”
“Go ahead, sir,” M’Iver said bitterly. “You have the whole argument on your side this time, and I’m a complete rogue; all I can say is that I’m sorry for such a dirty act.”
Gordon looked at him, and seemed convinced that here was a genuine remorse; at least his mien softened and he said quietly, “You’ll hear no more of it from me.”
Gordon looked at him and appeared to be convinced that there was real remorse; at least his expression softened, and he said quietly, “You won’t hear another word from me about it.”
We were standing, M’Iver and I, in front of the hearth, warming to the peat glow, and the cleric sat in an oak arm-chair. Out in the vacant night the rain still pattered and the gale cried. And all at once, above the sound of wind and water, there came a wild rapping at the main door of the house, the alarum of a very crouse and angry traveller finding a hostel barred against him at unseasonable hours. A whole childhood of fairy tale rose to my mind in a second; but the plain truth followed with more conviction, that likely here was no witch, warlock, nor fairy, but some one with a better right to the tenancy of Dal-ness than seven broken men with nor let nor tack. We were speedily together, the seven of us, and gathered in the hall, and listening with mouths open and hearts dunting, to the rapping that had no sign of ceasing.
We were standing in front of the fireplace, warming ourselves by the glow of the peat, while the cleric sat in an oak armchair. Outside, the rain continued to fall in the empty night, and the wind howled. Suddenly, above the noise of the wind and rain, there was a loud banging at the front door, the urgent sound of an upset and angry traveler trying to find shelter at an unreasonable hour. Instantly, a whole childhood's worth of fairy tales flashed through my mind, but the stark reality hit harder—I realized this was likely not a witch, warlock, or fairy, but someone who had a better claim to stay at Dal-ness than the seven of us, who were just a bunch of broke men without any lease or rights. We quickly came together, the seven of us, and gathered in the hall, listening with our mouths agape and our hearts pounding to the incessant knocking.
“I’ll have a vizzy from an upper window of who this may be,” said John, sticking a piece of pine in the fire till it flared at the end, and hurrying with it thus lighted up the stair. I followed at his heels, while the rest remained below ready to give whatever reception was most desirable to the disturbers of our night’s repose. The window we went to looked out on the most utter blackness, a blackness that seemed to stream in at the window as we swung it softly back on its hinge. M’Iver put oat his head and his torch, giving a warder’s keek at the door below where the knocking continued. He drew in his head quickly and looked at me with astonishment.
“I’ll take a look from an upper window to see who it is,” said John, sticking a piece of pine in the fire until it flared at the end, and quickly making his way up the stairs with it lit. I followed closely behind him while the others stayed downstairs, ready to give whatever reception was most appropriate to the intruders disturbing our night’s rest. The window we approached opened up to complete darkness, a darkness that seemed to pour in as we quietly swung it back on its hinge. M’Iver poked his head and torch out, giving a watchman’s glance at the door below where the knocking continued. He pulled his head back quickly and looked at me in surprise.
“It’s a woman,” said he. “I never saw a campaign where so many petticoats of one kind or another were going. Who, in God’s name, can this one be, and what’s her errand to Dalness at this hour? One of its regular occupants would scarcely make such to-do about her summons.”
“It’s a woman,” he said. “I’ve never seen a campaign with so many petticoats of one kind or another. Who on earth can this one be, and what’s her business at Dalness right now? One of the usual residents wouldn't cause such a fuss about her invitation.”
“The quickest answer could be got by asking her,” I said.
“The fastest way to find out would be to ask her,” I said.
“And about a feint?” he said, musing. “Well, we can but test it.”
“And what about a feint?” he said, thinking. “Well, we can only try it out.”
We went down and reported to our companions, and Gordon was for opening the door on the moment “A wanderer like ourselves,” said he, “perhaps a widow of our own making from Glencoe. In any case a woman, and out in the storm.”
We went down and told our friends, and Gordon was all for opening the door right away. “A wanderer like us,” he said, “maybe a widow we created ourselves from Glencoe. Either way, it’s a woman out in the storm.”
We stood round the doors while M’Iver put back the bars and opened as much as would give entry to one person at a time. There was a loud cry, and in came the Dark Dame, a very spectacle of sorrow! Her torn garments clung sodden to her skin, her hair hung stringy at her neck, the elements had chilled and drowned the frenzied gleaming of her eyes. And there she stood in the doorway among us, poor woman, poor wretch, with a frame shaking to her tearless sobs!
We stood around the doors while M’Iver removed the bars and opened just enough for one person to enter at a time. There was a loud cry, and in came the Dark Dame, a true picture of sorrow! Her torn clothes clung wet to her skin, her hair hung in messy strands around her neck, and the elements had chilled and dulled the wild shine in her eyes. And there she stood in the doorway among us, poor woman, poor wretch, her body shaking with silent sobs!
“You have no time to lose,” she said to our query, “a score of Glencoe men are at my back. They fancy they’ll have you here in the trap this house’s owner left you. Are you not the fools to be advantaging yourselves of comforts you might be sure no fairy left for Campbells in Dalness? You may have done poorly at Inverlochy—though I hear the Lowlanders and not you were the poltroons—but blood is thicker than water, and have we not the same hills beside our doors at home, and I have run many miles to warn you that MacDonald is on his way.” She told her story with sense and straightness, her frenzy subdued by the day’s rigour. Our flight from her cries, she said, had left her a feeling of lonely helplessness; she found, as she sped, her heart truer to the tartan of her name than her anger had let her fancy, and so she followed us round Loch Leven-head, and over the hills to Glencoe. At the blind woman’s house in the morning, where she passed readily enough for a natural, she learned that the eldest son in the bed had set about word of our presence before we were long out of his mother’s door. The men we had seen going down in the airt of Tynree were the lad’s gathering, and they would have lost us but for the beetle-browed rogue, who, guessing our route through the hills to Dalness, had run before them, and, unhampered by arms or years, had reached the house of Dalness a little before we came out of our journey in swamp and corry. A sharp blade, certes! he had seen that unless something brought us to pause a while at Dalness we would be out of the reach of his friends before they had gained large enough numbers and made up on him. So he had planned with the few folk in the house to leave it temptingly open in our way, with the shrewd guess that starved and wearied men would be found sleeping beside the fire when the MacDonalds came round the gusset. All this the Dame Dubh heard and realised even in her half frenzy as she spent some time in the company of the marching MacDonalds, who never dreamt that her madness and her denunciations of Clan Diarmaid were mixed in some degree with a natural interest in the welfare of every member of that clan.
“You don’t have any time to waste,” she said in response to our question, “a group of Glencoe men is behind me. They think they’ll catch you in the trap the owner of this house set for you. Are you really so foolish to take advantage of comforts that no fairy would have left for the Campbells in Dalness? You might have done poorly at Inverlochy—though I hear it was the Lowlanders, not you, who were the cowards—but blood runs thicker than water, and don’t we share the same hills at home? I’ve run many miles to warn you that MacDonald is on his way.” She told her story clearly and directly, her frenzy calmed by the day’s challenges. Our escape from her cries had left her feeling lonely and helpless; she discovered, as she hurried, that her loyalty to her family's tartan was stronger than her anger had allowed her to believe. That’s why she followed us around Loch Leven-head and over the hills to Glencoe. At the blind woman’s house in the morning, where she easily passed as a local, she learned that the eldest son had already started spreading the news of our presence before we were far out of his mother’s door. The men we saw heading down from Tynree were the lad’s gathering, and they would have lost us if it weren’t for the sly rogue, who, guessing our route through the hills to Dalness, had rushed ahead of them and, unencumbered by weapons or age, reached the house of Dalness just before we came out of our trek through the swamp and corry. A sharp guy, for sure! He realized that unless something made us stop at Dalness, we would be out of his friends' reach before they had enough men to catch up. So, he arranged with the few people in the house to leave it invitingly open for us, with the clever guess that tired and hungry men would likely be found sleeping by the fire when the MacDonalds came around the corner. All of this the Dame Dubh heard and understood, even in her half-crazed state, as she spent some time among the marching MacDonalds, who never suspected that her madness and her condemnation of Clan Diarmaid were intertwined with a genuine concern for the well-being of every member of that clan.
M’Iver scrutinised the woman sharply, to assure himself there was no cunning effort of a mad woman to pay off the score her evil tongue of the day before revealed she had been reckoning; but he saw only here dementia gone to a great degree, a friend anxious for our welfare—so anxious, indeed, that the food Master Gordon was pressing upon her made no appeal to her famishing body.
M’Iver examined the woman closely, wanting to confirm there was no cunning scheme from a mad woman trying to settle the score that her malicious words from the day before suggested she had been planning; but all he saw was her deep mental decline, a friend worried about our well-being—so worried, in fact, that the food Master Gordon was offering her had no appeal to her starving body.
“You come wonderfully close on my Frankfort story,” said M’Iver, whimsically. “I only hope we may win out of Dalness as snugly as we won out of the castle of the cousin of Pomerania.”
“You're really onto something with my Frankfort story,” M’Iver said with a playful tone. “I just hope we can escape from Dalness as easily as we got out of the castle belonging to the cousin of Pomerania.”
For a minute or two we debated on our tactics. We had no muskets, though swords were rife enough in Dalness, so a stand and a defence by weapons was out of the question. M’Iver struck on a more pleasing and cleanly plan. It was to give the MacDonalds tit for tat, and decoy them into the house as their friends had decoyed us into it, and leave them there in durance while we went on our own ways.
For a minute or two, we discussed our strategy. We didn’t have any muskets, although swords were quite common in Dalness, so standing and fighting wasn’t an option. M’Iver came up with a more appealing and straightforward plan. It was to give the MacDonalds a taste of their own medicine, lure them into the house just like their friends had lured us, and then leave them there while we went about our business.
We jammed down the iron pins of the shutters in the salmanger, so that any exit or entrance by this way was made a task of the greatest difficulty; then we lit the upper flats, to give the notion that we were lying there. M’Iver took his place behind a door that led from the hall to other parts of the house, and was indeed the only way there, while the rest of us went out into the night and concealed ourselves in the dark angle made by a turret and gable—a place where we could see, without being seen, any person seeking entry to the house.
We secured the iron pins of the shutters in the salmanger, making any entry or exit through this way extremely difficult. Then we lit the upper floors to create the illusion that we were up there. M’Iver positioned himself behind a door that led from the hall to other parts of the house, which was indeed the only way in, while the rest of us stepped out into the night and hid in the shadowy corner created by a turret and gable—a spot where we could observe anyone trying to enter the house without being noticed.
All the paths about the mansion were strewn with rough sand or gravel from the river, and the rain, in slanting spears, played hiss upon them with a sound I never hear to-day but my mind’s again in old Dalness. And in the dark, vague with rain and mist, the upper windows shone blear and ghostly, dull vapours from a swamp, corp-candles on the sea, more than the eyes of a habitable dwelling warm and lit within. We stood, the seven of us, against the gable (for the woman joined us and munched a dry crust between the chittering of her teeth), waiting the coming of the MacDonalds.
All the paths around the mansion were covered with rough sand or gravel from the river, and the rain, coming down in slanted sheets, created a hissing sound on them that I don't hear today, but my mind goes back to old Dalness. In the dark, filled with rain and mist, the upper windows glowed hazily and ghostly, like dull vapors from a swamp or flickering candles on the sea, more than the lights of a warm and inviting home. We stood there, seven of us, against the gable (the woman joined us, nibbling on a dry crust between the chattering of her teeth), waiting for the MacDonalds to arrive.
I got to my musing again, puzzled in this cold adventure, upon the mystery of life. I thought it must be a dream such as a man has lying in strange beds, for my spirit floated and cried upon that black and ugly air, lost and seeking as the soul of a man struggling under sleep. I had been there before, I felt, in just such piteous case among friends in the gable of a dwelling, yet all alone, waiting for visitors I had no welcome for. And then again ( I would think), is not all life a dream, the sun and night of it, the seasons, the faces of friends, the flicker of fires and the nip of wine; and am not I now stark awake for the first time, the creature of God, alone in His world before the dusk has been divided from the day and bird and beast have been let loose to wander about a new universe? Or again (I would think), am I not dead and done with? Surely I fell in some battle away in Low Germanie, or later in the sack of Inneraora town, that was a town long, long ago, before the wave threshed in upon Dunchuach?
I found myself lost in thought again, confused by this cold journey, pondering the mystery of life. I thought it must be a dream, like the kind a person has while lying in strange beds, because my spirit seemed to drift and cry in that dark and ugly air, feeling lost and searching like a man struggling in sleep. I felt I had been in a similar, pitiful situation before, among friends in the attic of a house, yet completely alone, waiting for visitors I didn’t want. And then I would wonder, isn’t all of life a dream? The daylight and night, the seasons, the faces of friends, the flicker of fires, and the taste of wine; and am I not now fully awake for the first time, a creature of God, alone in His world before the evening has separated from the day and creatures have been set free to roam a new universe? Or again, I would ponder, am I not dead and finished? Surely I fell in some battle far away in Lower Germany, or later during the sack of Inneraora, a town that existed long, long ago, before the tide came crashing in upon Dunchuach?
The man with the want, as usual, was at his tears, whispering to himself reproach and memory and omens of fear, but he was alert enough to be the first to observe the approach of our enemy. Ten minutes at least before they appeared on the sward, lit by the lights of the upper windows, he lifted a hand, cocked an ear, and told us he heard their footsteps.
The man with the desire, as usual, was in tears, quietly blaming himself and recalling memories and signs of fear, but he was sharp enough to be the first to notice our enemy approaching. At least ten minutes before they showed up on the grass, illuminated by the lights from the upper windows, he raised a hand, listened closely, and told us he could hear their footsteps.
There were about a score and a half of the Mac-Donalds altogether, of various ages, some of them old gutchers that had been better advised to be at home snug by the fire in such a night or saying their prayers in preparation for the looming grave, some of them young and strapping, all well enough armed with everything but musketry, and guided to the house by the blind woman’s son and a gentleman in a laced coat, whom we took to be the owner of Dalness because two men of the bearing and style of servants were in his train and very pretentious about his safety in the course of a debate that took place a few yards from us as to whether they should demand our surrender or attack and cut us down with-out quarter.
There were about thirty of the Mac-Donalds altogether, of different ages. Some were old folks who would have been better off staying cozy by the fire on a night like this or saying their prayers in preparation for the inevitable, while others were young and strong, all well-armed with everything except guns. They were led to the house by the blind woman’s son and a gentleman in a fancy coat, who we assumed was the owner of Dalness, since two well-dressed men acting like servants were following him, acting very concerned about his safety during a discussion a few yards away about whether they should demand our surrender or attack and cut us down without mercy.
The gentleman sent his two lackeys round the house, and they came back reporting (what we had been very careful of) that every door was barred.
The man sent his two assistants around the house, and they came back saying (which we had been very cautious about) that every door was locked.
“Then,” said the gentleman, “well try a bland knock, and if need be, force the main door.”
“Then,” said the gentleman, “let’s try a gentle knock, and if that doesn’t work, we’ll have to force the main door.”
He was standing now in a half dusk, clear of the light of the windows, with a foot on the step of the door; behind him gathered the MacDonalds with their weapons ready, and I dare say, could we have seen it, with no very pretty look on their faces. As he spoke, he put his hand on the hasp, and, to his surprise, the heavy door was open. We had taken good care of that too.
He was now standing in the dim light, away from the illumination of the windows, with one foot on the doorstep; behind him, the MacDonalds were gathered, weapons at the ready, and I’m sure, if we could have seen their faces, they didn’t look very friendly. As he spoke, he placed his hand on the latch, and to his surprise, the heavy door swung open. We had taken good care of that too.
The band gathered themselves together and dived into the place, and the plaiding of the last of them had scarcely got inside the door than Stewart ran up with the key and turned the lock, with a low whistle for the guidance of M’Iver at the inner door. In a minute or less, John was round in our midst again with his share of the contract done, and our rats were squealing in their trap.
The band came together and rushed into the place, and just as the last of them stepped through the door, Stewart hurried over with the key and locked the door with a quiet whistle to guide M’Iver at the inner door. In a minute or so, John was back with us again having completed his part of the contract, and our rats were screaming in their trap.
For a little there was nothing but crying and cursing, wild beating against the door, vain attack on the windows, a fury so futile that it was sweet to us outsiders, and we forgot the storm and the hardship.
For a while, there was only crying and swearing, frantic banging on the door, pointless attempts to break the windows, a rage so pointless that it felt almost enjoyable to us onlookers, and we forgot about the storm and the struggle.
At last M’Iver rapped on the door and demanded attention.
At last, M’Iver knocked on the door and called for attention.
“Is there any one there with the English?” he asked.
“Is anyone there who speaks English?” he asked.
The gentleman of Dalness answered that he could speak English with the best cateran ever came out of MacCailein Mor’s country, and he called for instant release, with a menace added that Hell itself could not excel the punishment for us if they were kept much longer under lock and bar. “We are but an advanced guard,” said he, with a happy thought at lying, “and our friends will be at your back before long.”
The gentleman from Dalness replied that he could speak English as well as the best raider ever from MacCailein Mor’s territory, and he demanded to be released immediately, adding a threat that nothing could match the punishment we would face if we were kept locked up any longer. “We are just a forward team,” he said, thinking he was clever for lying, “and our friends will be behind you soon.”
M’Iver laughed pawkily.
M’Iver laughed awkwardly.
“Come, come, Dalness,” said he, “do you take us for girls? You have every man left in Glencoe at your back there; you’re as much ours as if you were in the tolbooth of Inneraora O; and I would just be mentioning that if I were in your place I would be speaking very soft and soothing.”
“Come on, Dalness,” he said, “do you think we're weak? You’ve got every man in Glencoe behind you; you’re just as much ours as if you were locked up in the tolbooth of Inneraora O; and I’d just suggest that if I were you, I’d be speaking in a very soft and calming way.”
“I’ll argue the thing fairly with you if you let us out,” said Dalness, stifling his anger behind the door, but still with the full force of it apparent in the stress of his accent.
“I'll have an honest debate with you if you let us out,” said Dalness, stifling his anger behind the door, but still with the full force of it evident in the stress of his accent.
M’Iver laughed again.
M'Iver laughed again.
“You have a far better chance where you are,” said he. “You are very snug and warm there; the keg of brandy’s on the left-hand side of the fire, though I’m afraid there’s not very much left of it now that my friend of Achnatra here has had his will of it. Tell those gentry with you that we intend to make ourselves cosy in other parts of the house till the morn’s morning, and that if they attempt to force a way out by door or window before we let them, we’ll have sentinels to blow out the little brains they have. I’m putting it to you in the English, Dalness—and I cry pardon for making my first gossip with a Highland gentleman in such a tongue—but I want you to put my message in as plausible a way as suits you best to the lads and bodachs with you.”
"You have a much better chance where you are," he said. "You’re really cozy and warm there; the keg of brandy is on the left side of the fire, although I’m afraid there isn’t much left now that my friend from Achnatra has had his fill. Tell those folks with you that we plan to make ourselves comfortable in other parts of the house until morning, and that if they try to force their way out through the door or window before we allow it, we’ll have guards ready to take care of them. I’m being straightforward with you in English, Dalness—and I apologize for making my first conversation with a Highland gentleman in this way—but I want you to convey my message in whatever way you think works best for the lads and bodachs with you."
The man drew away from the neighbourhood of the door; there was a long silence, and we concluded they were holding parley of war as to what was next to be done. Meantime we made preparations to be moving from a place that was neither safe nor homely. We took food from the pantries, scourged Stewart from a press he was prying in with clawing fingers and bulging pockets, and had just got together again at the rear of the house when a cry at the front told us that our enemies, in some way we never learned the manner of, had got the better of our bolted doors and shutters.
The man stepped back from the door area; there was a long silence, and we figured they were having some serious discussions about what to do next. Meanwhile, we got ready to leave a place that felt neither safe nor inviting. We grabbed food from the pantries, pulled Stewart out of a closet he was rummaging through with greedy hands and stuffed pockets, and had just regrouped at the back of the house when a shout from the front alerted us that our enemies had somehow managed to break through our locked doors and shutters.
Perhaps a chance of planning our next step would have been in our favour; perhaps on the other hand it would have been the worse for us, because in human folly we might have determined on staying to face the odds against us, but there was no time for balancing the chances; whatever was to be done was to be done quickly.
Maybe having a chance to plan our next move would have worked in our favor; on the flip side, it could have been worse for us, since in our human foolishness we might have decided to stick around and confront the challenges ahead. But there was no time to weigh the options; whatever needed to be done had to be done fast.
“Royal’s my race!” cried Stewart, dropping a pillowslip full of goods he carried with him—“Royal’s my race—and here’s one with great respect for keeping up the name of it” And he leaped to a thicket on his left. The man with the want ran weeping up to the Dark Dame and clung to her torn gown, a very child in the stupor of his grief and fear. The baron-bailie and Sonachan and the minister stood spellbound, and I cursed our folly at the weakness of our trap. Only M’Iver kept his wits about him.
“Royal’s my race!” shouted Stewart, dropping a pillowcase full of items he had with him—“Royal’s my race—and here’s one with a lot of respect for upholding its name.” He jumped into a thicket on his left. The man in need ran up to the Dark Dame in tears, clinging to her torn dress, like a lost child overwhelmed by his grief and fear. The baron-bailie, Sonachan, and the minister stood in shock, and I cursed our foolishness at the weakness of our trap. Only M’Iver kept his cool.
“Scatter,” said he in English—“scatter without adieus, and all to the fore by morning search back to the Brig of Urchy, comrades there till the middle of the day, then the devil take the hindmost.”
“Scatter,” he said in English—“scatter without goodbyes, and everyone back to the Brig of Urchy by morning. We’ll stay there until midday, and then the devil take the last one.”
More than a dozen MacDonalds came running round the gable end, lit by the upper windows, and we dispersed like chaff to the wind before M’Iver’s speech concluded. He and I ran for a time together, among the bushes of the garden, through the curly kail, under low young firs that clutched at the clothing. Behind us the night rang with pursuing cries, with challenge and call, a stupid clamour that gave a clue to the track we could follow with greatest safety. M’Iver seemingly stopped to listen, or made up his mind to deviate to the side after a little; for I soon found myself running alone, and two or three men—to judge by their cries—keeping as close on me as they could by the sound of my plunging among twig and bracken. At last, by striking to an angle down a field that suddenly rolled down beside me, I found soft carpeting for my feet, and put an increasing distance between us. With no relaxation to my step, however, I kept running till I seemed a good way clear of Dalness policies, and on a bridle-path that led up the glen—the very road, as I learned later, that our enemy had taken on their way from Tynree. I kept on it for a little as well as I could, but the night was so dark (and still the rain was pouring though the wind had lowered) that by-and-by I lost the path, and landed upon rough water-broken rocky land, bare of tree or bush. The tumult behind me was long since stilled in distance, the storm itself had abated, and I had traversed for less than an hour when the rain ceased But still the night was solemn black, though my eyes by usage had grown apt and accustomed to separate the dense black of the boulder from the drab air around it. The country is one threaded on every hand by eas and brook that drop down the mountain sides at almost every yard of the way. Nothing was to hear but the sound of running and falling waters, every brook with its own note, a tinkle of gold on a marble stair as I came to it, declining to a murmur of sweethearts in a bower as I put its banks behind me after wading or leaping; or a song sung in a clear spring morning by a girl among heather hills muffling behind me to the blackguard discourse of banditty waiting with poignards out upon a lonely highway.
More than a dozen MacDonalds came rushing around the corner, illuminated by the upper windows, and we scattered like chaff before M'Iver's speech ended. He and I ran together for a while, weaving through the garden bushes, past the curly kale, and beneath young firs that snagged at our clothes. Behind us, the night echoed with shouts, challenges, and calls—a chaotic noise that highlighted the safest path we could take. M'Iver seemed to pause to listen or decided to veer off after a bit; soon, I found myself running alone, with two or three men—judging by their cries—staying as close to me as possible by following the sound of my footsteps in the twigs and bracken. Finally, by cutting across a field that suddenly sloped down beside me, I hit soft ground and began to put more distance between us. Even so, I kept my pace up, running until I felt I was well clear of Dalness policies and on a bridle path leading up the glen—the very path, as I found out later, that our enemies had taken from Tynree. I followed it for a bit as best I could, but the night was so dark (and even though the rain was still pouring, the wind had dropped) that after a while, I lost the path and ended up on uneven, water-worn rocky ground, completely bare of trees or bushes. The noise behind me had faded into the distance; the storm itself had calmed, and it hadn’t been an hour since the rain stopped. Still, the night was pitch black, though my eyes had adapted and could now distinguish the deep darkness of the boulders from the dull air surrounding them. The landscape was filled with streams and brooks that cascaded down the mountainsides at almost every turn. The only sounds I could hear were the rushing and falling waters, each brook with its own tune—a tinkling like gold on marble as I approached it, fading into the murmur of lovers in a bower as I passed its banks after wading or leaping; or a song sung on a clear spring morning by a girl among the heather hills, drowning behind me in the rough talk of bandits waiting with daggers on a lonely road.
I was lost somewhere north of Glen Etive; near me I knew must be Tynrce, for I had been walking for two hours and yet I dare not venture back on the straight route to to-morrow’s rendezvous till something of daylight gave me guidance At last I concluded that the way through the Black Mount country to Bredalbane must be so dote at hand it would be stupidity of the densest to go back by Dalness. There was so much level land round me that I felt sure I must be rounding the Bredalbane hills, and I chanced a plunge to the left. I had not taken twenty steps when I ran up against the dry-stone dyke that bordered the Inns of Tynrec.
I was lost somewhere north of Glen Etive; I knew Tynrce had to be nearby because I had been walking for two hours, but I didn’t dare head back on the direct path to tomorrow’s meeting until some daylight helped me find my way. Eventually, I figured that the route through the Black Mount area to Bredalbane must be really close, and it would be foolish to go back via Dalness. There was so much flat land around me that I felt certain I must be circling the Bredalbane hills, so I decided to take a chance and head left. I hadn’t taken more than twenty steps when I ran into the dry-stone wall that marked the border of the Inns of Tynrec.
CHAPTER XXVII.—A TAVERN IN THE WILDS.
Tynree is the Gaelic of a name that in the English is King’s House. What humour gave so gaudy a title to so humble a place I have been always beat to know. For if the poorest of the chiefs of the poor isles had his choice of the gallows at once or Tynree for a long habitation, I’m thinking he would cry, “Out with your rope.” Standing all its lee lone on the edge of the wildest moor of all the Scottish kingdom, blustered on by the winds of Glen-coe and Glen Etive, the house, far apart from any other (even a hunter’s bothy among the corries), must be eerie, empty of all but its owner at most seasons of the year. He will have nothing about him but the flying plover that is so heart-breaking in its piping at the grey of morn, for him must the night be a dreariness no rowth of cruisie or candle may mitigate. I can fancy him looking out day after day upon plains of snow and cruel summits, blanching and snarling under sodden skies, and him wishing that God so good was less careless, and had given him a home and trade back among the cosy little glens, if not in the romping towns. But they tell me—people who rove and have tried Tynree in all weathers—that often it is cheerful with song and story; and there is a tale that once upon a time a little king, out adventuring in the kingly ways of winter stories, found this tavern in the wilds so warm, so hospitable, so resounding with the songs of good fellows, that he bided as a duc for a week of the winter weather.
Tynree is the Gaelic name for what we call King’s House in English. I’ve always been puzzled about what kind of humor gave such a flashy name to such a humble place. If the poorest chief of the poorest islands had to choose between hanging or living in Tynree for a long time, I think he'd choose hanging without hesitation. Standing alone on the edge of the wildest moor in all of Scotland, buffeted by the winds of Glen-coe and Glen Etive, the house is far away from any other buildings (even a hunter’s cabin in the hills), making it feel eerie, and mostly empty except for its owner for much of the year. He will only have the sound of the plover, whose heartbreaking calls echo in the dawn, while the night will be dreary enough that no amount of oil lamp or candlelight can ease it. I can imagine him looking out day after day at snow-covered plains and harsh peaks, glaring under soggy skies, wishing that God, who is so good, were less careless and had given him a cozy home and trade back in the warm little glens, if not in the lively towns. But they tell me—people who wander and have experienced Tynree in all kinds of weather—that sometimes it’s bright with song and stories; there’s a tale that once a little king, out seeking adventures like those in winter tales, found this inn in the wilderness so warm, so welcoming, and filled with the songs of jovial company that he stayed as a duke for a week amid the winter weather.
When I came on Tynree, it was sounding with music, just, it might be, as in the day of the king in the story. Three of the morning, yet the hostel sent out a most hearty reek and firelight, the odours of stewing meats and of strong waters, and the sound of piping and trumping and laughing.
When I arrived at Tynree, it was filled with music, just like in the days of the king from the tale. It was three in the morning, but the inn was alive with a warm glow and the smell of cooking meats and strong drinks, along with the sounds of flutes, trumpets, and laughter.
I stood back a piece from the house and debated with myself whether or not it was one where the tartan of Diarmaid would be sure of a welcome even if his sporran jingled with gold to the very jaws. All I wanted was shelter till the day broke and-this may seem odd to any one who has not known the utter wearisomeness of being a hunted man jinking in the dark among woods and alleys—the easy conversation of some human beings with no thought bothering them but what would be for the next meal, or the price of cattle at a town tryst And song and trump-come, I’ll tell the G—s own truth upon that! They called me Sobersides in those days: Miver gave me the name and kept it on me lili the very last, and yet sobriety of spirit (in one way) was the last quality in those oh! days of no grace to find in my nature. I liknl to sit in taverns, drinking not deeply, but enough to keep the mood from flagging, with people of the young heart, people fond of each other, adrift from all commercial cunning, singing old staves and letting their fancy go free to a tunc twanged on a Jew’s-tnimp or squeezed upon a lagulie or rigged upon a fiddle. So the merriment of I’ynree held me like a charm, and a mad whin last seized me, and in I went, confident that my insttn of comradery would not deceive me, and that at last I hail the boon-companion’s chance.
I stood back a little from the house and wondered to myself whether it was a place where Diarmaid would be welcomed, even if his sporran jingled with gold. All I wanted was shelter until dawn—and this might seem strange to anyone who hasn’t experienced the complete exhaustion of being a hunted man moving through the dark among woods and alleys. I craved the easy conversation of some people who had no worries except what they’d have for their next meal or the price of cattle at a market. And the music—let me tell the honest truth about that! They called me Sobersides back then: Miver gave me that name and kept it on me until the very end. Yet, sobriety (in one sense) was the last thing anyone would find in me during those days of no grace. I liked to sit in taverns, drinking not heavily, but just enough to keep the mood lively, with people who had youthful hearts, people who cherished each other, free from all the cunning of commerce, singing old songs and letting their imaginations run wild to a tune played on a Jew’s harp or a squeezed bagpipe or strummed on a fiddle. The merriment of I’ynree captivated me like a spell, and a mad impulse took hold of me, so I went in, confident that my instinct for camaraderie wouldn’t let me down and that I’d finally have the chance for a good companion.
Its company never even stopped their clamour to look at me; the landlord put a jug at my elbow, and a whang of bread and cheese, and I was joining with an affected gusto in a chorus less than ten minutes after I had been a hunted man on the edge of Moor Ran No ready to toss up a bawbee to learn whither my road should be.
Its group never even paused their noise to glance at me; the landlord set a jug next to me, along with a chunk of bread and cheese, and I was joining in with an exaggerated enthusiasm in a chorus less than ten minutes after I had been a hunted man on the brink of Moor Ran, ready to throw a coin just to figure out which way to go.
It was an orra and remarkable gathering, convened surely by the trickery of a fantastic and vagabond providence,—“not a great many, but well picked,” as Mac-gregor the Mottled said of his band of thieves. There were men and women to the number of a score, two or three travelling merchants (as they called themselves, but I think in my mind they were the kind of merchants who bargain with the dead corp on the abandoned battle-field, or follow expeditions of war to glean the spoil from burning homesteads); there were several gangrels, an Irishman with a silver eye, a strolling piper with poor skill of his noble instrument, the fiddler who was a drunken native of the place, a gipsy and his wife and some randy women who had dropped out of the march of Montrose’s troops. Over this notable congregation presided the man of the house—none of your fat and genial-looking gentlemen, but a long lean personage with a lack-lustre eye. You would swear he would dampen the joy of a penny wedding, and yet (such a deceit is the countenance) he was a person of the finest wit and humour, otherwise I daresay Tynree had no such wonderful party in it that night.
It was an unusual and impressive gathering, clearly brought together by the trickery of a strange and wandering fate—“not a lot, but well chosen,” as MacGregor the Mottled described his group of thieves. There were about twenty people, a couple of traveling merchants (as they called themselves, but I suspect they were more like merchants who bargain with the dead on abandoned battlefields or follow armies to scavenge from burning homes); there were several drifters, an Irishman with a piercing gaze, a wandering piper who played poorly, a local drunk fiddler, a gypsy and his wife, and some promiscuous women who had fallen away from Montrose’s troops. Over this notable group presided the man of the house—not one of those plump and cheerful gentlemen, but a tall, lean fellow with a dull gaze. You would think he’d tarnish the joy of a cheap wedding, and yet (such is the deception of appearances) he was a person of exceptional wit and humor; otherwise, I doubt Tynree would have had such a remarkable party that night.
I sat by the fire-end and quaffed my ale, no one saying more to me for a little than “There you are!” Well enough they knew my side in the issue—my tartan would tell them that—but wandering bodies have no politics beyond the conviction that the world owes them as easy a living as they can cheat it out of, and they never mentioned war. The landlord’s dram was on, and ‘twas it I had shared in, and when it was over I pulled out a crown and bought the heartiest goodwill of a score of rogues with some flagons of ale.
I sat by the fire and drank my beer, with no one saying much to me except "There you are!" They knew where I stood on the matter—my tartan made that clear—but wanderers don't care about politics beyond believing the world owes them an easy life that they can scam. They never mentioned war. The landlord was giving out drinks, and I joined in on that. Once it was over, I pulled out a coin and bought the goodwill of a bunch of rogues with some pitchers of beer.
A beetle-browed chamber, long, narrow, stifling with the heat of a great fire, its flagged floor at intervals would slap with bare or bauchled feet dancing to a short reel. First one gangrel would sing a verse or two of a Lowland ballant, not very much put out in its sentiment by the presence of the random ladies; then another would pluck a tune upon the Jew’s-trump, a chorus would rise like a sudden gust of wind, a jig would shake upon the fiddle. I never saw a more happy crew, nor yet one that—judging from the doctrine that thrift and sobriety have their just reward—deserved it less. I thought of poor Master Gordon somewhere dead or alive in or about Dalness, a very pupil of Christ, and yet with a share of His sorrows, with nowhere to lay his head, but it did not bitter me to my company.
A dimly lit room, long and narrow, heavy with the heat of a massive fire, would now and then echo with the sound of bare or shod feet dancing to a lively tune. First, one guy would sing a verse or two of a Lowland ballad, not at all bothered by the random ladies around; then another would play a tune on the Jew’s harp, a chorus would burst forth like a sudden gust of wind, and a jig would shake on the fiddle. I’ve never seen a happier crowd, nor one that—based on the idea that hard work and sobriety earn their rewards—deserved it less. I thought of poor Master Gordon, somewhere alive or dead in or around Dalness, a true follower of Christ, yet sharing in His sorrows, with nowhere to rest his head, but it didn’t sour my mood with my friends.
By-and-by the landlord came cannily up to me and whispered in my ear a sort of apology for the rabble of his house.
By and by, the landlord quietly approached me and whispered an apology for the mess in his house.
“You ken, sir,” said he in very good English—“you ken yourself what the country’s like just now, given over to unending brawl, and I am glad to see good-humoured people about me, even if they are penniless gangrels.”
“You know, sir,” he said in very good English—“you know what the country’s like right now, caught up in endless fighting, and I’m glad to see some good-natured people around me, even if they are broke drifters.”
“My own business is war,” I acknowledged; “I’ll be frank enough to tell you I’m just now making my way to Inneraora as well as the weather and the MacDonalds will let me.”
“My business is war,” I admitted; “I’ll be honest enough to say I’m currently on my way to Inneraora as much as the weather and the MacDonalds will allow me.”
He was pleased at my candour, I could see; confidence is a quality that rarely fails of its purpose. He pushed the bottle towards me with the friendliest of gestures, and took the line of the fellow-conspirator.
He was happy with my honesty, I could tell; confidence is a trait that usually gets the job done. He nudged the bottle toward me with a friendly gesture and acted like a fellow conspirator.
“Keep your thumb on that,” said he; “I’m not supposed to precognosce every lodger in Tynree upon his politics. I’m off Clan Chattan myself, and not very keen on this quarrel—that’s to say, I’ll take no side in it, for my trade is feeding folk and not fighting them. Might I be asking if you were of the band of Campbells a corps of MacDonalds were chasing down the way last night?”
“Keep an eye on that,” he said; “I’m not supposed to know every guest in Tynree and their politics. I’m from Clan Chattan myself, and I’m not too interested in this feud—that is to say, I’m not going to pick a side in it, because my job is to feed people, not to fight them. May I ask if you were one of the Campbells that a group of MacDonalds were chasing down the road last night?”
I admitted I was.
I admitted I was.
“I have nothing to do with it,” said he; “and I’ll do a landlord’s duty by any clan coming my way. As for my guests here, they’re so pleased to see good order broken in the land and hamlets half-harried that they’ll favour any man whose trade is the sword, especially if he’s a gentleman,” he added. “I’m one myself, though I keep a sort of poor hostel here. I’m a young son.”
“I have nothing to do with it,” he said, “and I’ll fulfill my responsibilities as a landlord to any group that comes my way. As for my guests here, they’re so happy to see good order disrupted in the land and villages that have been worn down that they’ll support any man whose job is to fight, especially if he’s a gentleman,” he added. “I’m one myself, even though I run a somewhat shabby inn here. I’m a younger son.”
We were joined by the gipsy, a bold tall man with very black and lambent eyes, hiccoughing with drink but not by any means drunken, who took out a wallet and insisted on my joining now in his drink. I dare not refuse the courtesy.
We were joined by the gypsy, a tall, confident man with very dark, shimmering eyes, hiccuping from drink but definitely not drunk, who pulled out a wallet and insisted I join him for a drink. I couldn’t refuse the courtesy.
“Would you like your fortune spaed, sir?” asked my black friend, twitching his thumb in the direction of his wife, who was leering on me with a friendliness begot of the bottle. The place was full of deafening noises and peat-smoke. Fiddle jigged and pipes snored in the deep notes of debauchery, and the little Jew’s-trump twanged between the teeth of a dirty-faced man in a saffron shirt and hodden breeks, wanting jacket and hose—a wizen little old man, going around the world living like a poet in realms whereto trump and tipple could readily bring him.
“Would you like me to read your fortune, sir?” asked my Black friend, pointing his thumb at his wife, who was looking at me with a friendly expression that came from having had a few drinks. The place was filled with loud noises and the smell of peat smoke. A fiddle played lively tunes while pipes produced deep, drunken sounds, and a small harmonica twanged between the teeth of a dirty-faced man in a bright yellow shirt and rough trousers, lacking a jacket and proper clothes—a scrappy little old man, wandering the world like a poet in places where drinking and partying were easy to find.
“Spae my fortune!” said I, laughing; “such swatches of the same as I had in the past were of no nature to make me eager to see what was to follow.”
“Save my luck!” I said, laughing; “the bits of it I had in the past didn't exactly make me excited to see what was coming next.”
“Still and on,” said he, “who knows but you may find a wife and a good fortune in a little lurk of the thumb? Jean! Jean! woman,” he cried across the chamber to his callet, and over she came to a very indifferent and dubious client.
“Still and on,” he said, “who knows, you might find a wife and good fortune with just a little trick of the thumb? Jean! Jean! Woman,” he yelled across the room to his girl, and she came over to a very untrustworthy and uncertain client.
I had got my hand read a score of times ere this (for I am of a nature curious and prying), and each time the reading was different, but it did not altogether shake my faith in wise women; so, half for the fun of it, I put some silver pieces in the loof of my hand and held it before the woman, the transaction unnoticed by the company. She gave the common harangue to start with. At last, “There’s a girl with a child,” said she.
I had my palm read many times before (because I'm naturally curious and inquisitive), and every time the reading was different, but it didn't completely shake my belief in fortune-tellers; so, partly for fun, I slipped some coins into the palm of my hand and held it out to the woman, the whole thing unnoticed by the others. She started with the usual speech. Finally, she said, “There's a girl with a child.”
“Faith, and she never went to the well with the dish-clout then,” said the black man, using a well-known Gaelic proverb, meaning a compliment in his dirty assumption.
“Faith, and she never went to the well with the dishcloth then,” said the black man, using a well-known Gaelic proverb, meaning a compliment in his dirty assumption.
“She’s in a place of many houses now,” went on the woman, busy upon the lines of my hand, “and her mind is taken up with a man in the ranks of Argile.”
“She’s in a place with many houses now,” the woman continued, focused on the lines of my hand, “and her thoughts are all about a guy in the ranks of Argile.”
“That’s not reading the hand at all, goodwife,” said I; “those small facts of life are never written in a line across the loof.”
“That’s not reading the palm at all, ma’am,” I said; “those little details of life are never written in a line across the hand.”
“Jean is no apprentice at the trade,” said her man across her shoulder. “She can find a life’s history in the space of a hair.”
“Jean is no novice in the field,” said her partner over her shoulder. “She can uncover a lifetime of stories in a single strand of hair.”
“The man found the woman and the child under a root of fir,” said the woman, “and if the man is not very quick to follow her, he may find kinship’s courting get the better of a far-off lover’s fancy.”
“The man found the woman and the child under a fir root,” said the woman, “and if the man isn't quick to follow her, he might find that seeking connections may overshadow a distant lover's desire.”
“Dhè!” said I; “you have your story most pat. And what now, would you say, would be the end of it all—coming to the real business of the palmist, which, I take it, is not to give past history but to forecast fate?”
“Hey!” I said; “you have your story down perfectly. So now, what would you say the conclusion is—getting to the main point of the palmist, which I assume isn’t to recount the past but to predict the future?”
I’ll not deny but I was startled by the woman’s tale, for here was Betty and here was MacLachlan put before me as plainly as they were in my own mind day and night since we left Inneraora.
I won't deny that I was shocked by the woman's story, because here was Betty and here was MacLachlan presented to me as clearly as they were in my own thoughts day and night since we left Inneraora.
The woman more closely scrutinised my hand, paused a while, and seemed surprised herself at its story.
The woman examined my hand more closely, paused for a moment, and appeared surprised by its story.
“After all,” said she, “the woman is not going to marry the man she loves.”
“After all,” she said, “the woman isn’t going to marry the man she loves.”
I plucked my hand away with a “Pshaw! what does it matter? If I doubled your fee you would give me the very best fortune in your wit to devise.”
I pulled my hand back and said, “Pshaw! What does it matter? If I doubled your fee, you’d give me the best fortune you could come up with.”
The Irishman with the silver eye here jostled a merchantman, who drew his gully-knife, so that soon there was a fierce quarrel that it took all the landlord’s threats and vigour of arm to put an end ta By this time I was becoming tired of my company; now that the spae-wife had planted the seed of distress in my mind, those people were tawdry, unclean, wretched. They were all in rags, foul and smelling; their music was but noise demented. I wondered at myself there in so vicious a company. And Betty—home—love—peace—how all the tribe of them suddenly took up every corner of my mind. Oh! fool, fool, I called myself, to be thinking your half-hearted wooing of the woman had left any fondness behind it. From the beginning you were second in the field, and off the field now—a soldier of a disgraced army, has the cousin not all the chances in the world? Hell be the true friend in trouble, hell console her loneliness in a sacked burgh town; a woman’s affection is so often her reward for simple kindness that he has got her long ago at no greater cost than keeping her company in her lonely hours. And you are but the dreamer, standing off trembling and flushing like a boy when you should be boldly on her cheek, because you dare not think yourself her equal The father’s was the true word: “There’s one thing a woman will not abide, that her lover should think lightly either of himself or her.”
The Irishman with the silver eye bumped into a merchant, who pulled out a knife, resulting in a fierce argument that took all the landlord’s threats and strength to stop. By then, I was getting fed up with my company; after the witch had planted the seed of worry in my mind, those people looked cheap, dirty, and miserable. They were all in rags, filthy and stinking; their music was just crazy noise. I wondered what I was doing in such a horrible crowd. And Betty—home—love—peace—how all of them suddenly filled my thoughts. Oh! Fool, fool, I chastised myself for thinking your half-hearted attempts to woo the woman had left any real feelings behind. From the start, you were second in line, and now you’re out of the picture—a soldier from a defeated army; doesn’t her cousin have all the advantages? Hell is the true friend in tough times, hell will comfort her loneliness in a plundered town; a woman’s affection is too often simply her reward for basic kindness that he won long ago with nothing more than keeping her company during her lonely moments. And you’re just a dreamer, standing back, trembling and blushing like a boy when you should be boldly kissing her, because you can't see yourself as her equal. The father had it right: “There’s one thing a woman won’t tolerate, and that’s her lover thinking lightly of either himself or her.”
All that black stream of sorry thought went rushing through me as I sat with an empty jug in my hand in a room that was sounding like a market-place. With a start I wakened up to find the landlord making a buffoon’s attempt at a dance in the middle of the floor to the tune of the Jew-trump, a transparent trick to restore the good-humour of his roysterers, and the black man who had fetched the spae-wife was standing at my side surveying me closely out of the corners of his eyes. I stood to my feet and ganted with great deliberation to pretend I had been half-sleeping. He yawned too, but with such obvious pretence that I could not but laugh at him, and he smiled knowingly back.
All that dark stream of regretful thoughts rushed through me as I sat with an empty jug in my hand in a room that felt like a marketplace. I suddenly woke up to see the landlord making a foolish attempt at dancing in the middle of the floor to the sound of the Jew's harp, a transparent ploy to lift the spirits of his rowdy guests, and the black man who had brought the fortune-teller was standing next to me, watching me closely out of the corners of his eyes. I got to my feet and yawned deliberately to pretend I had been half-asleep. He yawned too, but it was so obviously forced that I couldn't help but laugh at him, and he smiled knowingly back.
“Well,” said he in English, “you’ll allow it’s a fair imitation, for I never heard that a put-on gant was smittal. I see that you are put about at my wife’s fortune: she’s a miracle at the business, as I said; she has some secrets of fate I would rather with her than me. But I would swear a man may sometime get the better even of fate if he has a warning of its approach.”
“Well,” he said in English, “you have to admit it’s a decent imitation, since I’ve never heard of a fake glove being real. I can tell you’re worried about my wife’s fortune: she’s amazing at this kind of stuff, as I mentioned; she knows some fate secrets I’d prefer to keep with her rather than deal with myself. But I would bet that a man can sometimes overcome fate if he gets a heads-up about its arrival.”
“I can scarcely see that by the logic of Porphyrius or Peter Hispanus with the categories, two scholars I studied at Glascow. But you are surely a queer man to be a vagabond at the petticoat-tails of a spae-wife,” said I.
“I can hardly understand that through the reasoning of Porphyrius or Peter Hispanus with the categories, two scholars I studied at Glasgow. But you must be a strange person to be wandering around at the skirt-tails of a fortune-teller,” I said.
“I’ve had my chance of common life, city and town, and the company of ladies with broidery and camisole and washen faces,” he answered with no hesitation, “and give me the highroad and freedom and the very brute of simplicity. I’m not of these parts. I’m not of the Highlands at all, as you may guess, though I’ve been in them and through them for many a day. I see you’re still vexed about my woman’s reading of your palm. It seems to have fitted in with some of your experience.”
“I’ve had my share of everyday life, city and town, and the company of ladies with their embroidery, camisoles, and freshly washed faces,” he responded without any hesitation, “but give me the open road, freedom, and pure simplicity. I don’t belong here. I’m not from the Highlands at all, as you might imagine, even though I’ve been in and through them for quite a while. I can see you’re still bothered by my woman reading your palm. It seems to have connected with some of your experiences.”
I confessed her knowledge of my private affairs surprised me, and his black eyes twinkled with humour.
I admitted that her awareness of my personal matters took me by surprise, and his dark eyes sparkled with amusement.
“I’ll explain the puzzle for just as much money as you gave her,” said he, “and leave you more satisfied at the end than she did. And there’s no black art at the bottom of my skill either.”
“I’ll solve the puzzle for the same amount of money you paid her,” he said, “and I’ll leave you feeling more satisfied than she did. And there’s no trickery behind my skills either.”
“Very well,” said I; “here’s your drink-money; now tell me the trick of it, for trick I suppose it is.”
“Alright,” I said; “here’s your tip; now tell me how it’s done, because I assume it’s a trick.”
He pocketed the money after a vagabond’s spit on the coin for luck, and in twenty words exposed his by-love’s device. They had just come from Inneraora two or three days before, and the tale of the Provost’s daughter in Strongara had been the talk of the town.
He pocketed the money after a homeless person's spit on the coin for good luck, and in twenty words revealed his lover’s scheme. They had just returned from Inneraora two or three days earlier, and the story of the Provost’s daughter in Strongara had been the talk of the town.
“But how did your wife guess the interest of the lady in a man of Argile’s army?” I asked.
“But how did your wife figure out that the lady was interested in a man from Argile’s army?” I asked.
“Because she spaed the lady’s fortune too,” he answered, “and she had to find out in the neighbourhood what it was like to be before she did so; you know that is half the art of the thing.”
“Because she read the lady's fortune too,” he answered, “and she had to find out in the neighborhood what it was like to be before she did so; you know that’s half the skill of it.”
“Yet your woman’s guess that I was the man—that’s beyond me!”
“Still, I can’t understand how your woman figured out I was the guy!”
“I was struck myself when she out with that,” he confessed. “Oh, she’s a deep one, Jean! But your manner and tongue betrayed the returned soldier of fortune; of such officers in the ranks of Argile there are not so many that it was risking too much to believe all of them knew the story of the Provost’s daughter, and your conduct, once she got that length, did the rest.”
“I was taken aback when she brought that up,” he admitted. “Oh, she’s something else, Jean! But your attitude and speech gave away that you’re a soldier of fortune; there aren't many officers like that in Argile’s ranks, so it wasn't too risky to think that they all knew the story of the Provost’s daughter, and your behavior, once she reached that point, sealed the deal.”
“And about kinship’s courting?” I asked, amazed at the simplicity of the thing.
“And what about the courting of kinship?” I asked, amazed at how simple it was.
The man dashed his fee on the board and ordered more liquor.
The man slashed his tab on the board and ordered more drinks.
“Drink up,” said he, “and drown care if you’re the man my good-wife thought you, for faith there’s a little fellow from over the loch making himself very snug in the lady’s company in your absence.”
“Drink up,” he said, “and forget your worries if you’re the guy my wife thought you were, because there’s a little guy from across the loch getting quite cozy with the lady while you’re away.”
There was no more drinking for me; the fumes of this wretched company stank in my nostril, and I must be off to be alone with melancholy. Up I got and walked to the door with not fair-good-e’en nor fair-good-day, and I walked through the beginnings of a drab disheartening dawn in the direction that I guessed would lead me soonest to Bredalbane. I walked with a mind painfully downcast, and it was not till I reached a little hillock a good distance from the Inns at Tynree, a hillock clothed with saugh saplings and conspicuously high over the flat countryside, that I looked about me to see where I was.
There was no more drinking for me; the stench of this awful company filled my nose, and I needed to get away to be alone with my sadness. I got up and walked to the door without saying goodbye, and I stepped out into the gloomy, depressing dawn, heading in the direction I thought would take me to Bredalbane the fastest. I walked with a heavy heart, and it wasn't until I reached a small hill a good distance from the Inns at Tynree, a hill covered with willow saplings and clearly standing out over the flat landscape, that I looked around to see where I was.
CHAPTER XXVIII.—LOST ON THIS MOOR OF KANNOCH.
I stood on the hillock clothed with its stunted saughtrees and waited for the day that was mustering somewhere to the cast, far by the frozen sea of moss and heather tuft. A sea more lonely than any ocean the most wide and distant, where no ship heaves, and no isle lifts beckoning trees above the level of the waves; a sea soundless, with no life below its lamentable surface, no little fish or proud leviathan plunging and romping and flashing from the silver roof of fretted wave dishevelled to the deep profound. The moorfowl does not cry there, the coney has no habitation. It rolled, that sea so sour, so curdled, from my feet away to mounts I knew by day stupendous and not so far, but now in the dark so hid that they were but troubled clouds upon the distant marge. There was a day surely when, lashing up on those hills around, were waters blue and stinging, and some plague-breath blew on them and they shivered and dried and cracked into this parched semblance of what they were in the old days when the galleys sailed over. No galleys now. No white birds calling eagerly in the storm. No stiver bead of spray. Only in its season the cannoch tuft, and that itself but sparsely; the very bluebell shuns a track so desolate, the sturdy gall itself finds no nourishment here.
I stood on the small hill covered with its stunted trees, waiting for the day that was gathering somewhere to the east, far by the frozen sea of moss and heather. A sea lonelier than any vast and distant ocean, where no ship sails, and no island raises inviting trees above the waves; a sea silent, with no life beneath its sorrowful surface, no small fish or proud leviathan diving and playing and sparkling from the silver crest of a rough wave down to the deep below. The moorfowl doesn't call there, and the coney has no home. That sea rolled away from my feet, so bitter and curdled, towards mountains I recognized by day, which were impressive and not so far, but now in the dark were hidden, appearing only as troubled clouds on the distant edge. There was surely a day when, crashing against those hills around, were blue and stinging waters, and some plague-like breath blew over them, causing them to shiver, dry up, and crack into this parched version of what they used to be in the old days when the galleys sailed over. No galleys now. No white birds eagerly calling in the storm. No spray. Only in its season the cannoch tuft, and that itself is sparse; even the bluebell avoids such a desolate path, and the sturdy gall finds no nourishment here.
The grey day crept above the land; I watched it from my hillock, and I shrunk in my clothing that seemed so poor a shielding in a land so chill. A cold clammy dawn, that never cleared even as it aged, but held a hint of mist to come that should have warned me of the danger I faced in venturing on the untravelled surface of the moor, even upon its safer verge. But it seemed so simple a thing to keep low to the left and down on Glenurchy that I thought little of the risk, if I reflected upon it at all.
The gray day rose above the land; I watched it from my little hill, and I huddled in my clothes that felt like poor protection in such a cold place. It was a damp, chilly dawn that never really brightened up, lingering with a hint of mist that should have warned me about the danger of stepping onto the uncharted moor, even at its safer edge. But it seemed so straightforward to stay low to the left and down toward Glenurchy that I hardly considered the risk, if I thought about it at all.
Some of the stupidity of my venturing out on the surface of Rannoch that day must have been due to my bodily state. I was not all there, as the saying goes. I was suffering mind and body from the strain of my adventures, and most of all from the stormy thrashings of the few days before—the long journey, the want of reasonable sleep and food. There had come over all my spirit a kind of dwam, so that at times my head seemed as if it were stuffed with wool; what mattered was of no account, even if it were a tinker’s death in the sheuch. No words will describe the feeling except to such as themselves have known it; it is the condition of the man dead with care and weariness so far as the body is concerned, and his spirit, sorry to part company, goes lugging his flesh about the highways.
Some of the foolishness of my going out on the surface of Rannoch that day must have been due to how I was feeling physically. I wasn’t completely present, as the saying goes. I was struggling both mentally and physically from the strain of my adventures, especially from the wild experiences of the few days prior—the long journey, the lack of decent sleep and food. A kind of daze had settled over my spirits, making my head feel like it was stuffed with cotton; nothing seemed to matter, even if it was just a tinker’s death in the ditch. No words can truly convey the feeling except to those who have experienced it themselves; it’s the state of a man completely weighed down by worry and exhaustion, while his spirit, reluctant to leave, drags his body around the roads.
I was well out on Rannoch before the day was full awake on the country, walking at great trouble upon the coarse barren soil, among rotten bog-grass, lichened stones, and fir-roots that thrust from the black peatlike skeletons of antiquity. And then I came on a cluster of lochs—grey, cold, vagrant lochs—still to some degree in the thrall of frost Here’s one who has ever a fancy for such lochans, that are lost and sobbing, sobbing, even-on among the hills, where the reeds and the rushes hiss in the wind, and the fowls with sheeny feather make night and day cheery with their call But not those lochs of Rannoch, those black basins crumbling at the edge of a rotten soil. I skirted them as far off as I could, as though they were the lochans of a nightmare that drag the traveller to their kelpie tenants’ arms. There were no birds among those rushes; I think the very deer that roamed in the streets of Inneraora in the Novembers blast would have run far clear of so stricken a territory. It must be horrible in snow, it must be lamentable in the hottest days of summer, when the sun rides over the land, for what does the most kindly season bring to this forsaken place except a scorching for the fugitive wild-flower, if such there be?
I was well out on Rannoch before the day fully woke up around me, trudging over the coarse, barren ground, among decaying bog grass, lichen-covered stones, and tree roots pushing up through the black, peaty remnants of the past. Then I stumbled upon a cluster of lochs—grey, cold, wandering lochs—still somewhat entrapped by frost. Here’s someone who always has an affinity for those small, hidden lochs that are lost and weeping, even in the hills, where the reeds and rushes rustle in the wind, and the birds with shiny feathers cheer up the day and night with their calls. But not those Rannoch lochs, those dark basins crumbling at the edges of the decaying soil. I kept my distance from them, as if they were nightmare waters that drag travelers into the arms of their kelpie residents. There were no birds in those rushes; I think even the deer that roamed the streets of Inneraora in the harsh November winds would steer clear of such a cursed land. It must be horrible under snow, and pitiful even in the hottest summer days, when the sun beats down on the land, because what does the most benevolent season bring to this desolate place except a scorching for the elusive wildflower, if there is one?
These were not my thoughts as I walked on my way; they are what lie in my mind of the feelings the Moor of Rannoch will rouse in every stranger. What was in my mind most when I was not altogether in the swound of wearied flesh was the spae-wife’s story of the girl in Inneraora, and a jealousy so strong that I wondered where, in all my exhausted frame, the passion for it came from. I forgot my friends left in Dalness, I forgot that my compact and prudence itself called for my hurrying the quickest way I could to the Brig of Urchy; I walked in an indifference until I saw a wan haze spread fast over the country in the direction of the lower hills that edged the desert I looked with a careless eye on it at first, not reflecting what it might mean or how much it might lead to. It spread with exceeding quickness, a grey silver smoke rolling out on every hand, as if puffed continually from some glen in the hills. I looked behind me, and saw that the same was happening all around. Unless I made speed out of this sorrowful place I was caught in the mist Then I came to the full understanding that trouble was to face. I tightened the thongs of my shoes, pinched up a hole in my waist-belt, scrugged my bonnet, and set out at a deer-stalker’s run across the moor. I splashed in hags and stumbled among roots; I made wild leaps across poisonous-looking holes stewing to the brim with coloured water; I made long detours to find the most fordable part of a stream that twisted back and forth, a very devil’s cantrip, upon my way. Then a smirr of rain came at my back and chilled me to the marrow, though the sweat of travail a moment before had been on every part of me, and even dripping in beads from my chin. At length I lifted my eyes from the ground that I had to scan most carefully in my running, and behold! I was swathed in a dense mist that cut off every view of the world within ten yards of where I stood. This cruel experience dashed me more than any other misadventure in all my wanderings, for it cut me off, without any hope of speedy betterment, from the others of our broken band. They might be all at Urchy Bridge by now, on the very selvedge of freedom, but I was couped by the heels more disastrously than ever. Down I sat on a tuft of moss, and I felt cast upon the dust by a most cruel providence.
These weren't my thoughts as I walked; they're the feelings the Moor of Rannoch brings up in every stranger. What occupied my mind the most, when I wasn't completely in the daze of fatigue, was the spae-wife's story about the girl in Inneraora, along with a jealousy so intense that I wondered where, in my exhausted body, that passion came from. I forgot my friends left behind in Dalness, I forgot that my agreement and common sense said I should hurry to the Brig of Urchy; I walked with indifference until I noticed a pale haze spreading quickly over the land towards the lower hills that bordered the desert. At first, I looked at it carelessly, not thinking about what it could mean or how serious it could become. It spread rapidly, gray silver smoke billowing out in every direction, as if it was constantly puffed from a valley in the hills. I looked back and saw the same thing happening all around me. Unless I moved quickly out of this bleak place, I would be trapped in the mist. Then it hit me that trouble was coming. I tightened the straps of my shoes, adjusted a hole in my belt, fixed my cap, and took off at a deer-stalker’s run across the moor. I splashed through bogs and stumbled over roots; I jumped wildly over dangerous-looking puddles filled to the brim with colorful water; I took long detours to find the safest part of a stream that twisted back and forth, like a trickster, along my path. Then a light rain started behind me and chilled me to the bone, even though just moments before I had been sweating with exertion, beads of sweat dripping from my chin. Finally, I lifted my gaze from the ground, which I had to watch carefully while running, and realized! I was enveloped in a thick mist that blocked any view of the world within ten yards of where I stood. This harsh experience affected me more than any other trouble during my travels, as it completely cut me off, with no hope of quickly rejoining the others in our broken group. They might have all made it to Urchy Bridge by now, on the edge of freedom, but I was stuck more hopelessly than ever. I sank down onto a tuft of moss, feeling abandoned by the most cruel fate.
How long I sat there I cannot tell; it may have been a full hour or more, it may have been but a pause of some minutes, for I was in a stupor of bitter disappointment And when I rose again I was the sport of chance, for whether my way lay before me or lay behind me, or to left or right, was altogether beyond my decision. It was well on in the day: high above this stagnant plain among tall bens there must be shining a friendly and constant sun; but Elrigmore, gentleman and sometime cavalier of Mackay’s Scots, was in the very gullet of night for all he could see around him. It was folly, I knew; but on somewhere I must be going, so I took to where my nose led, picking my way with new caution among the bogs and boulders. The neighbourhood of the lochs was a sort of guidance in some degree, for their immediate presence gave to a nostril sharpened by life in the wild a moist and peaty odour fresh from the corroding banks. I sought them and I found them, and finding them I found a danger even greater than my loss in that desolate plain. For in the grey smoke of mist those treacherous pools crept noiselessly to my feet, and once I had almost walked blindly into an ice-clear turgid little lake. My foot sank in the mire of it almost up to the knees ere I jumped to the nature of my neighbourhood, and with an effort little short of miraculous in the state of my body, threw myself back on the safe bank, clear of the death-trap.
How long I sat there, I can't say; it could have been a full hour or more, or maybe just a few minutes. I was lost in a daze of deep disappointment. When I finally got up, I was completely at the mercy of chance. I had no idea whether to go forward, backward, left, or right. The day was well advanced; high above the still plain and the tall hills, there had to be a friendly, steady sun shining down. But Elrigmore, once a gentleman and cavalier of Mackay’s Scots, was engulfed in night, unable to see anything around him. I knew it was foolish, but I had to keep moving, so I followed my instincts, carefully picking my way through the bogs and boulders. The nearby lochs offered some direction, as their presence sent a fresh, moist scent of peat wafting from the decaying banks. I searched for them and found them, only to realize that the danger I encountered was even greater than my loss in that desolate area. In the grey mist, those deceptive pools quietly crept up to me, and at one point, I almost stepped directly into a clear, icy little lake. My foot sank into the muck almost to my knee before I recognized my surroundings, and with a nearly miraculous effort given my condition, I jumped back onto solid ground, avoiding that deadly trap.
And again I sat on a hillock and surrendered to the most doleful meditations. Noon came and went, the rain passed and came again, and passed once more, and still I was guessing my way about the lochs, making no headway from their neighbourhood, and, to tell the truth, a little glad of the same, for they were all I knew of the landscape in Moor Rannoch, and something of friendship was in their treacherous presence, and to know they were still beside me, though it said little for my progress to Glenurchy, was an assurance that I was not making my position worse by going in the wrong airt.
And once again, I sat on a small hill and got lost in my sad thoughts. Noon came and went, the rain started and stopped, then started again, and still I was wandering around the lochs, making no progress away from them. To be honest, I was a little glad about it because they were the only familiar part of the landscape in Moor Rannoch. There was a kind of comfort in their unpredictable presence, and knowing they were still there with me, even if it didn’t help my journey to Glenurchy, gave me reassurance that I wasn't making things worse by going in the wrong direction.
All about me, when the rain was gone for the last time, there was a cry of waters, the voices of the burns running into the lochans, tinkling, tinkling, tinkling merrily, and all out of key with a poor wretch in draggled tartans, fleeing he knew not whither, but going about in shortened circles like a hedgehog in the sea.
All around me, when the rain had finally stopped for the last time, there was a sound of water, the voices of the streams flowing into the small lakes, tinkling, tinkling, tinkling happily, completely out of tune with a poor soul in tattered tartans, running away without knowing where to go, but moving in tight circles like a hedgehog in the sea.
The mist made no sign of lifting all this time, but shrouded the country as if it were come to stay for ever, and I was doomed to remain till the end, guessing my way to death in a silver-grey reek. I strained my ears, and far off to the right I heard the sound of cattle bellowing, the snorting low of a stirk upon the hillside when he wonders at the lost pastures of his calfhood in the merry summer before. So out I set in that direction, and more bellowing arose, and by-and-by, out of the mist but still far off, came a long low wail that baffled me. It was like no sound nature ever conferred on the Highlands, to my mind, unless the rare call of the Benderloch wolf in rigorous weather. I stopped and listened, with my inner head cracking to the strain, and as I was thus standing in wonder, a great form leaped out at me from the mist, and almost ran over me ere it lessened to the semblance of a man, and I had John M’Iver of Barbreck, a heated and hurried gentleman of arms, in my presence.
The mist showed no signs of lifting all this time, surrounding the land as if it had come to stay forever, and I felt doomed to remain there until the end, stumbling my way to death in a silver-grey haze. I strained my ears, and far off to the right, I heard the sound of cattle mooing, and the low snorting of a young bull on the hillside as he reminisced about the lost pastures of his calfhood from the joyful summer before. So I set off in that direction, and more mooing followed, and eventually, out of the mist but still far away, came a long low wail that confused me. It sounded unlike anything nature had ever created in the Highlands, as far as I was concerned, except perhaps for the rare call of the Benderloch wolf in harsh weather. I paused and listened, my mind straining under the pressure, and while I was standing there in wonder, a large figure suddenly emerged from the mist and nearly ran into me before it became the shape of a man, revealing John M’Iver of Barbreck, an agitated and hasty gentleman of arms, right in front of me.
He drew up with a shock, put his hand to his vest, and I could see him cross himself under the jacket.
He suddenly stopped, put his hand on his chest, and I could see him cross himself under the jacket.
“Not a bit of it,” I cried; “no wraith nor warlock this time, friend, but flesh and blood. Yet I’m bound to say I have never been nearer ghostdom than now; a day of this moor would mean death to me.”
“Not at all,” I exclaimed; “no ghost or sorcerer this time, my friend, but real flesh and blood. Still, I have to admit I've never felt closer to death than I do now; spending a day in this moor would mean my end.”
He shook me hurriedly and warmly by the hand, and stared in my face, and stammered, and put an arm about my waist as if I were a girl, and turned me about and led me to a little tree that lifted its barren branches above the moor. He was in such a confusion and hurry that I knew something troubled him, so I left him to choose his own time for explanation. When we got to the tree, he showed me his black knife—a very long and deadly weapon—laid along his wrist, and “Out dirk,” said he; “there’s a dog or two of Italy on my track here.” His mind, by the stress of his words, was like a hurricane.
He shook my hand quickly and warmly, looked me in the eye, stammered, and put his arm around my waist like I was a girl. Then he turned me around and led me to a small tree with its bare branches reaching above the moor. He was so flustered and in a rush that I could tell something was bothering him, so I let him take his time to explain. Once we reached the tree, he showed me his black knife—a really long and dangerous weapon—resting along his wrist, and said, “Out dirk; there are a couple of Italian dogs on my trail.” His mind was like a storm, bursting with intensity from his words.
Now I knew something of the Black Dogs of Italy, as they were called, the abominable hounds that were kept by the Camerons and others mainly for the hunting down of the Gregarich.
Now I knew a bit about the Black Dogs of Italy, as they were called, the terrible hounds that were kept by the Camerons and others mainly to hunt down the Gregarich.
“Were they close on you?” I asked, as we prepared to meet them.
“Were they coming close to you?” I asked, as we got ready to meet them.
“Do you not hear them bay?” said he. “There were three on my track: I struck one through the throat with my knife and ran, for two Italian hounds to one knife is a poor bargain. Between us we should get rid of them before the owners they lag for come up on their tails.”
“Can’t you hear them howling?” he said. “There were three following me: I stabbed one in the throat with my knife and took off, because two Italian hounds against one knife isn’t a fair fight. We should take care of them before their owners catch up to us.”
“You should thank God who got you out of a trouble so deep,” I said, astounded at the miracle of his escape so far.
“You should thank God who got you out of such deep trouble,” I said, astounded by the miracle of his escape so far.
“Oh ay,” said he; “and indeed I was pretty clever myself, or it was all bye with me when one of the black fellows set his fangs in my hose. Here are his partners; short work with it, on the neck or low at the belly with an up cut, and ward your throat.”
“Oh yeah,” he said; “and honestly, I was pretty smart myself, or it would have been all over for me when one of the black guys sank his teeth into my pants. Here are his partners; quick work with it, aimed at the neck or low at the belly with an upward cut, and protect your throat.”
The two dogs ran with ferocious growls at us as we stood by the little tree, their faces gaping and their quarters streaked with foam. Strong cruel brutes, they did not swither a moment, but both leaped at M’Iver’s throat. With one swift slash of the knife, my companion almost cut the head off the body of the first, and I reckoned with the second. They rolled at our feet, and a silence fell on the country. Up M’Iver put his shoulders, dighted his blade on a tuft of bog-grass, and whistled a stave of the tune they call “The Desperate Battle.”
The two dogs charged at us with fierce growls as we stood beside the small tree, their mouths open and their bodies covered in foam. Strong, brutal creatures, they didn’t hesitate for a second and both jumped at M’Iver’s throat. With one quick slash of the knife, my friend nearly decapitated the first one, and I dealt with the second. They crashed to the ground at our feet, and a hush fell over the area. M’Iver shrugged his shoulders, wiped his blade on a patch of bog-grass, and whistled a tune they call “The Desperate Battle.”
“If I had not my lucky penny with me I would wonder at this meeting,” said he at last, eyeing me with a look of real content that he should so soon have fallen into my company at a time when a meeting was so unlikely. “It has failed me once or twice on occasions far less important; but that was perhaps because of my own fumbling, and I forgive it all because it brought two brave lads together like barks of one port on the ocean. ‘Up or down?’ I tossed when it came to putting fast heels below me, and ‘up’ won it, and here’s the one man in all broad Albainn I would be seeking for, drops out of the mist at the very feet of me. Oh, I’m the most wonderful fellow ever stepped heather, and I could be making a song on myself there and then if occasion allowed. Some people have genius, and that, I’m telling you, is well enough so far as it goes; but I have luck too, and I’m not so sure but luck is a hantle sight better than genius. I’m guessing you have lost your way in the mist now?”
“If I hadn’t had my lucky penny with me, I would be surprised by this meeting,” he said finally, looking at me with genuine satisfaction that he had stumbled into my company at such an unexpected time. “It has let me down once or twice on less significant occasions, but that was probably due to my own clumsiness, and I forgive it all because it brought two brave guys together like ships from the same port on the ocean. ‘Up or down?’ I asked when it came to putting my feet on solid ground, and ‘up’ won, and here’s the one person in all of Scotland I would be looking for, appearing right in front of me out of the mist. Oh, I’m the most amazing guy to ever step on heather, and I could write a song about myself right then and there if I had the chance. Some people have talent, and that’s great while it lasts; but I have luck too, and I’m starting to think luck is a lot better than talent. I guess you lost your way in the mist, didn't you?”
He looked quizzingly at me, and I was almost ashamed to admit that I had been in a maze for the greater part of the morning.
He looked at me with curiosity, and I felt nearly embarrassed to confess that I had been confused for most of the morning.
“And no skill for getting out of it?” he asked.
“And no way to escape it?” he asked.
“No more than you had in getting into it,” I confessed.
“No more than you did to get into it,” I admitted.
“My good scholar,” said he, “I could walk you out into a drove-road in the time you would be picking the bog from your feet I’m not making any brag of an art that’s so common among old hunters as the snaring of conies; but give me a bush or a tree here and there in a flat land like this, and an herb here and there at my feet, and while winds from the north blow snell, I’ll pick my way by them. It’s my notion that they learn one many things at colleges that are no great value in the real trials of life. You, I make no doubt, would be kenning the name of an herb in the Latin, and I have but the Gaelic for it, and that’s good enough for me; but I ken the use of it as a traveller’s friend whenever rains are smirring and mists are blowing.”
“My good student,” he said, “I could guide you to a dirt road in the time it takes you to clear the mud from your feet. I’m not bragging about a skill that's so common among old hunters as catching rabbits; but just give me a bush or a tree here and there in a flat space like this, and a few herbs at my feet, and while the northern winds blow cold, I’ll find my way by them. I believe they teach many things in colleges that have little value in the real challenges of life. You, I have no doubt, would know the name of an herb in Latin, while I only know it in Gaelic, and that’s good enough for me; but I understand its use as a traveler’s ally whenever the rain is drizzling and the mist is swirling.”
“I daresay there’s much in what you state,” I confessed, honestly enough; “I wish I could change some of my schooling for the art of winning off Moor Rannoch.”
“I have to admit, you make a good point,” I said sincerely; “I wish I could swap some of my education for the skill of winning from Moor Rannoch.”
He changed his humour in a flash. “Man,” said he, “I’m maybe giving myself overmuch credit at the craft; it’s so seldom I put it to the trial that if we get clear of the Moor before night it’ll be as much to your credit as to mine.”
He switched his mood instantly. “Man,” he said, “maybe I’m giving myself too much credit for the skill; I rarely put it to the test, so if we make it out of the Moor before night, it’ll be just as much your achievement as mine.”
As it happened, his vanity about his gift got but a brief gratification, for he had not led me by his signs more than a mile on the way to the south when we came again to a cluster of lochans, and among them a large fellow called Loch Ba, where the mist was lifting quickly. Through the cleared air we travelled at a good speed, off the Moor, among Bredalbane braes, and fast though we went it was a weary march, but at last we reached Loch Tulla, and from there to the Bridge of Urchy was no more than a meridian daunder.
As it turned out, his pride in his talent was short-lived, because he had only guided me with his signs for about a mile south when we encountered another group of small lakes, one of which was a big one called Loch Ba, where the mist was quickly clearing. With the air clearer, we moved quickly off the Moor, through the hills of Bredalbane, and even though we were going fast, it was a tiring trek. Finally, we arrived at Loch Tulla, and from there to the Bridge of Urchy was just an easy stroll.
The very air seemed to change to a kinder feeling in this, the frontier of the home-land. A scent of wet birk was in the wind. The river, hurrying through grassy levels, glucked and clattered and plopped most gaily, and bubble chased bubble as if all were in a haste to reach Lochow of the bosky isles and holy. Oh! but it was heartsome, and as we rested ourselves a little on the banks we were full of content to know we were now in a friendly country, and it was a fair pleasure to think that the dead leaves and broken branches we threw in the stream would be dancing in all likelihood round the isle of Innishael by nightfall.
The very air seemed to transform into a friendlier vibe in this, the edge of the homeland. A scent of damp birch filled the wind. The river, rushing through grassy fields, gurgled and splashed happily, with bubbles chasing one another as if they were all eager to reach Lochow of the lush islands and sacred land. Oh! It felt so uplifting, and as we took a moment to rest on the banks, we were completely satisfied knowing we were now in a welcoming country. It was a true pleasure to think that the dead leaves and broken branches we tossed into the stream would likely be dancing around the isle of Innishael by nightfall.
We ate our chack with exceeding content, and waited for a time on the chance that some of our severed company from Dalness would appear, though M’Iyer’s instruction as to the rendezvous had been given on the prospect that they would reach the Brig earlier in the day. But after an hour or two of waiting there was no sign of them, and there was nothing for us but to assume that they had reached the Brig by noon as agreed on and passed on their way down the glen. A signal held together by two stones on the glen-side of the Brig indeed confirmed this notion almost as soon as we formed it, and we were annoyed that we had not observed it sooner. Three sprigs of gall, a leaf of ivy from the bridge arch where it grew in dark green sprays of glossy sheen, and a bare twig of oak standing up at a slant, were held down on the parapet by a peeled willow withy, one end of which pointed in the direction of the glen.
We happily ate our food and waited for a while, hoping that some of our separated group from Dalness would show up, even though M’Iyer had told us to meet under the assumption they would reach the Brig earlier in the day. However, after an hour or two of waiting with no sign of them, we had to conclude that they had arrived at the Brig by noon as planned and continued on their way down the glen. A signal made of two stones on the glen-side of the Brig confirmed this idea almost as soon as we thought of it, and we were irritated that we hadn’t noticed it earlier. Three twigs of gall, a leaf of ivy from the bridge arch where it grew in dark green glossy sprays, and a bare twig of oak leaning at an angle, were held down on the parapet by a peeled willow branch, one end of which pointed toward the glen.
It was M’Iver who came on the symbols first, and “We’re a day behind the fair,” said he. “Our friends are all safe and on their way before us; look at that.”
It was M’Iver who noticed the symbols first, and he said, “We’re a day late for the fair. Our friends are already safe and ahead of us; just look at that.”
I confessed I was no hand at puzzles.
I admitted I wasn’t good at puzzles.
“Man,” he said, “there’s a whole history in it! Three sprigs of gall mean three Campbells, do they not? and that’s the baron-bailie and Sonachan, and this one with the leaves off the half-side is the fellow with the want And oak is Stewart—a very cunning clan to be fighting or foraying or travelling with, for this signal is Stewart’s work or I’m a fool: the others had not the gumption for it. And what’s the ivy but Clan Gordon, and the peeled withy but hurry, and—surely that will be doing for the reading of a very simple tale. Let us be taking our ways. I have a great admiration for Stewart that he managed to do so well with this thing, but I could have bettered that sign, if it were mine, by a chapter or two more.”
“Man,” he said, “there’s a whole history in this! Three sprigs of gall mean three Campbells, right? That’s the baron-bailie and Sonachan, and this one with the leaves missing from one side is the guy who’s lacking something. And oak represents Stewart—a really crafty clan to be battling or raiding or traveling with, because this sign is definitely Stewart’s work, or I’m an idiot: the others didn’t have the smarts for it. And what’s the ivy but Clan Gordon, and the stripped willow but hurry, and—surely that’s enough for the reading of a very simple story. Let’s get going. I really admire Stewart for making this work so well, but I could have improved that sign, if it were mine, with a chapter or two more.”
“It contains a wonderful deal of matter for the look of it,” I confessed.
“It has a lot of interesting things to see,” I admitted.
“And yet,” said he, “it leaves out two points I consider of the greatest importance. Where’s the Dark Dame, and when did our friends pass this way? A few chucky-stones would have left the hour plain to our view, and there’s no word of the old lady.”
“And yet,” he said, “it misses two things I think are really important. Where's the Dark Dame, and when did our friends come through here? A few chucky-stones would have made the time clear to us, and there's no mention of the old lady.”
I thought for a second, then, “I can read a bit further myself,” said I; “for there’s no hint here of the Dark Dame because she was not here. They left the suaicheantas just of as many as escaped from——”
I thought for a moment, then said, “I can read a little further myself; there’s no mention of the Dark Dame because she wasn't here. They left the suaicheantas just for as many as escaped from——”
“And so they did! Where are my wits to miss a tale so plain?” said he. “She’ll be in Dalness yet, perhaps better off than scouring the wilds, for after all even the MacDonalds are human, and a half-wit widow woman would be sure of their clemency. It was very clever of you to think of that now.”
“And so they did! How could I be so foolish to miss such an obvious story?” he said. “She’s probably in Dalness by now, maybe better off than wandering the wilderness, because after all, even the MacDonalds have a heart, and a half-wit widow woman would surely earn their kindness. It was really smart of you to think of that now.”
I looked again at the oak-stem, still sticking up at the slant “It might as well have lain flat under the peeled wand like the others,” I thought, and then the reason for its position flashed on me. It was with just a touch of vanity I said to my friend, “A little coueging may be of some use at woodcraft too, if it sharpens Elrigmore’s wits enough to read the signs that Barbreck’s eagle eye can find nothing in. I could tell the very hour our friends left here.”
I looked again at the oak stem, still leaning at an angle. “It could just as easily be lying flat under the stripped branch like the others,” I thought, and then the reason for its position hit me. With a hint of pride, I said to my friend, “A little teamwork might come in handy in woodcraft too, if it sharpens Elrigmore’s skills enough to notice the signs that Barbreck’s keen eye can’t detect. I could tell you the exact hour our friends left here.”
“Not on their own marks,” he replied sharply, casting his eyes very quickly again on twig and leaf.
“Not on their own marks,” he replied sharply, quickly looking again at the twig and leaf.
“On nothing else,” said I.
“On nothing else,” I said.
He looked again, flushed with vexation, and cried himself beat to make more of it than he had done.
He looked again, annoyed and frustrated, and felt he had made too big a deal out of it.
“What’s the oak branch put so for, with its point to the sky if———?”
“What’s the oak branch doing up there, pointing to the sky if———?”
“I have you now!” he cried; “it’s to show the situation of the sun when they left the rendezvous. Three o’clock, and no mist with them; good lad, good lad! Well, we must be going. And now that we’re on the safe side of Argile there’s only one thing vexing me, that we might have been here and all together half a day ago if yon whelp of a whey-faced MacDonald in the bed had been less of the fox.”
“I’ve got you now!” he shouted. “This shows where the sun was when they left the meeting spot. Three o’clock, and no fog with them; good kid, good kid! Alright, we need to get moving. Now that we're safely past Argile, there’s only one thing bothering me: we could have been here all together half a day ago if that little wimp of a pale-faced MacDonald in bed hadn’t been so clever.”
“Indeed and he might have been,” said I, as we pursued our way. “A common feeling of gratitude for the silver——”
“Yeah, he really could have,” I said, as we continued on our path. “A shared sense of gratitude for the silver——”
“Gratitude!” cried John, “say no more; you have fathomed the cause of his bitterness at the first trial. If I had been a boy in a bed myself, and some reckless soldiery of a foreign clan, out of a Sassenach notion of decency, insulted my mother and my home with a covert gift of coin to pay for a night’s lodging, I would throw it in their faces and follow it up with stones.”
“Thanks!” shouted John, “that’s all I need to hear; you’ve figured out why he’s so bitter about the first trial. If I had been a kid in bed myself, and some reckless soldiers from a foreign group, out of a British sense of decency, insulted my mom and my home with a sneaky gift of money to cover a night’s stay, I’d throw it right back in their faces and follow it up with stones.”
Refreshed by our rest and heartened by our meal, we took to the drove-road almost with lightness, and walked through the evening till the moon, the same that gleamed on Loch Linnhe and Lochiel, and lighted Argile to the doom of his reputation for the time being, swept a path of gold upon Lochow, still hampered with broken ice. The air was still, there was no snow, and at Corryghoil, the first house of any dignity we came to, we went up and stayed with the tenant till the morning. And there we learned that the minister and the three Campbells and Stewart, the last with a bullet in his shoulder, had passed through early in the afternoon on their way to Cladich.
Refreshed from our rest and boosted by our meal, we walked down the drove-road with a sense of lightness, continuing through the evening until the moon, the same one that had shone on Loch Linnhe and Lochiel and illuminated Argile's temporary fall from grace, cast a golden path over Lochow, still hindered by broken ice. The air was calm, there was no snow, and at Corryghoil, the first respectable house we encountered, we stopped and stayed with the tenant until morning. There, we found out that the minister and three Campbells, along with Stewart, who had a bullet in his shoulder, had passed through earlier in the afternoon on their way to Cladich.
CHAPTER XXIX.—THE RETURN.
We got a cold welcome from the women of our own clan and country. They had been very warm and flattering as we passed north—the best they had was not good enough for us; now they eyed us askance as we went among them in the morning. Glenurchy at its foot was wailing with one loud unceasing coronach made up of many lamentations, for no poor croft, no keep, no steading in all the countryside almost, but had lost its man at Inverlochy. It was terrible to hear those sounds and see those sights of frantic women setting every thought of life aside to give themselves wholly to their epitaphs for the men who would come no more.
We were met with a cold reception from the women of our own clan and country. They had been very warm and complimentary as we traveled north—the best they offered wasn’t good enough for us; now they looked at us suspiciously as we moved through them in the morning. Glenurchy at its base was filled with a loud, continuous lament made up of many cries, for nearly every croft, keep, and farm in the whole area had lost its man at Inverlochy. It was heartbreaking to hear those sounds and witness the frantic women setting aside all thoughts of life to completely devote themselves to mourning the men who would never return.
For ordinary our women keen but when they are up in years and without the flowers of the cheek that the salt tear renders ugly; women who have had good practice with grief, who are so far off from the fore-world of childhood where heaven is about the dubs of the door that they find something of a dismal pleasure in making wails for a penny or two or a cogie of soldier’s brose. They would as soon be weeping as singing; have you not seen them hurrying to the hut to coronach upon a corpse, with the eager step of girls going to the last dance of the harvest? Beldames, witches, I hate your dirges, that are but an old custom of lamentation! But Glenurchy and Lochow to-day depended for their sorrow upon no hired mourners, upon no aged play-actors at the passion of grief; cherry-cheeked maidens wept as copiously as their grand-dames, and so this universal coronach that rose and fell on the wind round by Stronmealchan and Inish-trynich, and even out upon the little isles that snuggle in the shadow of Cruachan Ben, had many an unaccustomed note; many a cry of anguish from the deepest well of sorrow came to the ear. To walk by a lake and hear griefs chant upon neighbouring isles is the chief of the Hundred Dolours. Of itself it was enough to make us melancholy and bitter, but it was worse to see in the faces of old women and men who passed us surly on the road, the grudge that we had been spared, we gentlemen in the relics of fine garments, while their own lads had been taken. It was half envy that we, and not their own, still lived, and half anger that we had been useless in preventing the slaughter of their kinsmen. As we walked in their averted or surly looks, we had no heart to resent them, for was it not human nature? Even when a very old crooked man with a beard like the foam of the linn, and eyes worn deep in their black sockets by constant staring upon care, and through the black mystery of life, stood at his door among his wailing daughters, and added to his rhyming a scurrilous verse whereof we were the subjects, we did no more than hurry our pace.
For regular women, they’re sharp, but as they age and lose the rosy glow that tears can make seem ugly, those who have lived through sorrow find a strange pleasure in lamenting for a penny or some soldier’s stew. They’d rather weep than sing; haven’t you seen them rushing to a hut to mourn over a body, moving with the eager step of girls heading to the last dance of the harvest? Old hags, witches, I despise your dirges, which are just an outdated way of grieving! But today, Glenurchy and Lochow didn't rely on paid mourners or elderly actors feigning sorrow; cherry-cheeked young women cried just as much as their grandmothers, and so this universal lament that rose and fell in the wind around Stronmealchan and Inish-trynich, and even out onto the little islands nestled in the shadow of Cruachan Ben, held many unfamiliar tones; countless cries of anguish echoed from the deepest wells of sorrow. Walking by a lake and hearing griefs echo from nearby islands is one of the deepest pains. It was enough to make us feel sad and bitter, but it was worse to see the resentment on the faces of the old men and women who passed us grumpily on the road, the ill will that we had been spared, we gentlemen in our tattered fine clothes, while their own sons had been taken. It was partly envy that we were alive and not their own, and partly anger that we had been powerless to stop the slaughter of their kin. As we walked past their averted or sulky looks, we couldn’t bring ourselves to be upset with them, because wasn’t it just human nature? Even when a very old, hunchbacked man with a beard like foam and eyes deep-set from constant worry stood at his door among his mourning daughters, adding a mocking verse about us to his chant, we merely quickened our pace.
By the irony of nature it was a day bright and sunny; the londubh parted his beak of gold and warbled flutey from the grove, indifferent to all this sorrow of the human world. Only in far-up gashes of the hills was there any remnant of the snow we had seen cover the country like a cloak but a few days before. The crows moved briskly about in the trees of Cladich, and in roupy voices said it might be February of the full dykes but surely winter was over and gone. Lucky birds! they were sure enough of their meals among the soft soil that now followed the frost in the fields and gardens; but the cotters, when their new grief was weary, would find it hard to secure a dinner in all the country once so well provided with herds and hunters, now reft of both.
By the irony of nature, it was a bright and sunny day; the londubh opened its golden beak and sang a fluty tune from the grove, completely indifferent to all the sadness in the human world. Only in the high cuts of the hills was there any sign of the snow that had covered the landscape like a blanket just a few days earlier. The crows moved quickly through the trees of Cladich, croaking in rough voices that while it might be February with plenty of rain, winter was definitely over. Lucky birds! They were confident about finding their meals in the soft soil that followed the frost in the fields and gardens; but the cotters, once their new grief wore off, would struggle to find dinner in a land that was once richly filled with livestock and hunters, now stripped of both.
I was sick of this most doleful expedition; M’Iver was no less, but he mingled his pity for the wretches about us with a shrewd care for the first chance of helping some of them. It came to him unexpectedly in a dark corner of the way through Cladich wood, where a yeld hind lay with a broken leg at the foot of a creag or rock upon which it must have stumbled. Up he hurried, and despatched and gralloched it with his sgian dubh in a twinkling, and then he ran back to a cot where women and children half craved us as we passed, and took some of them up to this lucky find and divided the spoil It was a thin beast, a prey no doubt to the inclement weather, with ivy and acorn, its last meal, still in its paunch.
I was tired of this really depressing journey; M’Iver felt the same way, but he mixed his sympathy for the unfortunate ones around us with a keen desire to help them whenever he could. The opportunity came to him unexpectedly in a dark spot along the path through Cladich wood, where a young doe lay with a broken leg at the base of a rock on which it must have tripped. He rushed over and quickly dispatched it with his sgian dubh, then ran back to a cottage where women and children were half-heartedly asking for our help as we passed by, and he took some of them to this fortunate find and shared the meat. It was a thin animal, clearly weakened by the harsh weather, with ivy and acorns, its last meal, still in its stomach.
It was not, however, till we had got down Glenaora as far as Carnus that we found either kindness or conversation. In that pleasant huddle of small cothouses, the Macarthurs, aye a dour and buoyant race, were making up their homes again as fast as they could, inspired by the old philosophy that if an inscrutable God should level a poor man’s dwelling with the dust of the valley, he should even take the stroke with calmness and start to the building again. So the Macarthurs, some of them back from their flight before Antrim and Athole, were throng bearing stone from the river and turf from the brae, and setting up those homes of the poor, that have this advantage over the homes of the wealthy, that they are so easily replaced. In this same Carnus, in later years, I have made a meal that showed curiously the resource of its people. Hunting one day, I went to a little cothouse there and asked for something to eat A field of unreaped barley stood ripe and dry before the door. Out the housewife went and cut some straws of it, while her daughter shook cream in a bottle, chanting a churn-charm the while. The straw was burned to dry the grain, the breeze win’d it, the quern ground it, the fire cooked the bannocks of it Then a cow was milked, a couple of eggs were found in the loft, and I sat down in a marvellously short space of time to bread and butter, milk, eggs, and a little drop of spirits that was the only ready-made provand in the house. And though now they were divided between the making of coronachs and the building of their homes, they had still the art to pick a dinner, as it were, off the lichened stone.
It wasn’t until we made it down Glenaora to Carnus that we found any kindness or conversation. In that charming cluster of small cottages, the Macarthurs, a tough yet lively bunch, were setting up their homes again as quickly as possible, inspired by the old belief that if an unfathomable God should bring a poor man's home to the ground, he should accept the blow with calmness and start rebuilding. So the Macarthurs, some of whom had returned from fleeing Antrim and Athole, were busy hauling stones from the river and turf from the hillside, constructing those humble homes that have the advantage over the houses of the wealthy in that they're so easy to replace. In this same Carnus, years later, I enjoyed a meal that strikingly showcased the resourcefulness of its people. While hunting one day, I stopped by a little cottage and asked for something to eat. A field of ripe, unharvested barley stood dry in front of the door. The housewife went out and cut some stalks, while her daughter shook cream in a bottle, singing a churn chant. They burned the straw to dry the grain, the wind helped it along, the quern ground it, and the fire cooked the bannocks. Then they milked a cow, found a couple of eggs in the loft, and I sat down within a surprisingly short time to bread and butter, milk, eggs, and a little drop of spirits that was the only ready-made food in the house. Even though they were busy with making mourning songs and building their homes, they still had the skill to put together a meal, as if plucking it from the lichen-covered stone.
There was one they called Niall Mor a Chamais (Big Neil of Karnes), who in his day won the applause of courts by slaying the Italian bully who bragged Scotland for power of thew, and I liked Niall Mor’s word to us as we proceeded on our way to Inneraora.
There was one they called Niall Mor a Chamais (Big Neil of Karnes), who in his time earned the admiration of noble courts by taking down the Italian thug who boasted about Scotland's strength, and I appreciated Niall Mor’s words to us as we made our way to Inneraora.
“Don’t think,” said he, “that MacCailein’s beat yet, or that the boar’s tusks are reaped from his jaw. I am of an older clan than Campbell, and closer on Diarmaid than Argile himself; but we are all under the one banner now, and I’ll tell you two gentlemen something. They may tear Castle Inneraora out at the roots, stable their horses in the yard of Kilmalieu, and tread real Argile in the clay, but well be even with them yet. I have an arm here” (and he held up a bloody-looking limb, hashed at Inverlochy); “I’ll build my home when this is mended, and i’ll challenge MacDonald till my mouth is gagged with the clod.”
“Don’t think,” he said, “that MacCailein’s beaten yet, or that the boar’s tusks have been taken from his jaw. I belong to an older clan than the Campbells, and I’m closer to Diarmaid than Argyle himself; but we’re all under the same banner now, and I’ll tell you two gentlemen something. They might tear Castle Inneraora out by the roots, stable their horses in the yard of Kilmalieu, and trample real Argyle into the mud, but they'll pay for it. I’ve got an arm here” (and he held up a bloody-looking limb, damaged at Inverlochy); “I’ll build my home when this heals, and I’ll challenge MacDonald until my mouth is stuffed with dirt.”
“And they tell me your son is dead yonder,” I said, pitying the old man who had now no wife nor child.
“And they tell me your son is dead over there,” I said, feeling sorry for the old man who now had no wife or child.
“So they tell me,” said he; “that’s the will of God, and better a fast death on the field than a decline on the feather-bed. I’ll be weeping for my boy when I have bigged my house again and paid a call to some of his enemies.”
“So they tell me,” he said; “that’s God's will, and it's better to die quickly in battle than to linger on a soft bed. I’ll be crying for my son when I’ve rebuilt my house and paid a visit to some of his enemies.”
Niall Mot’s philosophy was very much that of all the people of the glen, such of them as were left. They busily built their homes and pondered, as they wrought, on the score to pay.
Niall Mot’s philosophy was very much like that of all the people in the glen, those who remained. They worked hard to build their homes and reflected, as they did, on the price to pay.
“That’s just like me,” M’Iver would say after speeches like that of Niall Mor. He was ever one who found of a sudden all another person’s traits in his own bosom when their existence was first manifested to him. “That’s just like me myself; we are a beaten clan (in a fashion), but we have our chief and many a thousand swords to the fore yet I declare to you I am quite cheery thinking we will be coming back again to those glens and mounts we have found so cruel because of our loneliness, and giving the MacDonalds and the rest of the duddy crew the sword in a double dose.”
“That’s just like me,” M’Iver would say after speeches like Niall Mor's. He was the type to suddenly see all of someone else's traits in himself when they were first pointed out. “That’s exactly like me; we’re a beaten clan (in a way), but we have our chief and many thousand swords ready. Still, I can’t help but feel optimistic thinking we’ll return to those glens and mountains we’ve found so harsh because of our loneliness, and give the MacDonalds and the rest of the weak crew a serious fight.”
“Ay, John,” said I, “it’s easy for you to be light-hearted in the matter. You may readily build your bachelor’s house at Barbreck, and I may set up again the barn at Elrigmore; but where husband or son is gone it’s a different story. For love is a passion stronger than hate. Are you not wondering that those good folk on either hand of us should not be so stricken that they would be sitting in ashes, weeping like Rachel?”
“Ay, John,” I said, “it’s easy for you to be carefree about it. You can easily build your bachelor pad at Barbreck, and I can fix up the barn at Elrigmore; but when a husband or son is gone, it’s a whole different situation. Love is a feeling that’s stronger than hate. Aren’t you surprised that those good folks on either side of us aren’t so devastated that they’re sitting in ashes, crying like Rachel?”
“We are a different stuff from the lady you mention,” he said; “I am aye thinking the Almighty put us into this land of rocks and holds, and scalloped coast, cold, hunger, and the chase, just to keep ourselves warm by quarrelling with each other. If we had not the recreation now and then of a bit splore with the sword, we should be lazily rotting to decay. The world’s well divided after all, and the happiness as well as the dule of it. It is because I have never had the pleasure of wife nor child I am a little better off to-day than the weeping folks about me, and they manage to make up their share of content with reflections upon the sweetness of revenge. There was never a man so poor and miserable in this world yet but he had his share of it, even if he had to seek it in the bottle. Amn’t I rather clever to think of it now? Have you heard of the idea in your classes?”
“We're different from the woman you're talking about,” he said. “I always think that the Almighty placed us in this land of rocks and cliffs, with a cold, harsh coast, hunger, and the hunt, just to keep us warm by fighting with each other. If we didn’t have the occasional thrill of a sword fight, we’d be lazily decaying. The world is pretty well divided, after all, and happiness as well as misery is part of it. The fact that I’ve never had the joy of a wife or child makes me a bit better off today than the sad people around me, and they manage to find their share of contentment in thoughts of revenge. There’s never been a man so poor and miserable in this world who hasn’t found a bit of it, even if he had to look for it at the bottom of a bottle. Am I clever to think of it now? Have you heard this idea in your classes?”
“It is a notion very antique,” I confessed, to his annoyance; “but it is always to your credit to have thought it out for yourself. It is a notion discredited here and there by people of judgment, but a very comfortable delusion (if it is one) for such as are well off, and would salve their consciences against the miseries of the poor and distressed. And perhaps, after all, you and the wise man of old are right; the lowest state—even the swineherd’s—may have as many compensations as that of his master the Earl. It is only sin, as my father would say, that keeps the soul in a welter———”
“It’s a really old idea,” I admitted, which annoyed him. “But it’s always impressive to have figured it out on your own. Some wise people have dismissed it, but it’s a pretty comforting illusion (if it is one) for those who are comfortable and want to ease their minds about the suffering of the poor and distressed. And maybe, after all, you and that wise man from back then are right; even the lowest position—like that of a swineherd—might have as many perks as that of his master, the Earl. It’s just sin, as my dad would say, that keeps the soul in a mess..."
“Does it indeed?” said John, lightly; “the merriest men ever I met were rogues. I’ve had some vices myself in foreign countries, though I aye had the grace never to mention them, and I ken I ought to be stewing with remorse for them, but am I?”
“Does it really?” John replied casually. “The happiest guys I've ever met were troublemakers. I've had my share of vices in other countries too, although I've always had the decency not to talk about them, and I know I should feel guilty about them, but do I?”
“Are you?” I asked.
“Are you?” I asked.
“If you put it so straight, I’ll say No—save at my best, and my best is my rarest But come, come, we are not going into Inneraora on a debate-parade; let us change the subject Do you know I’m like a boy with a sweet-cake in this entrance to our native place. I would like not to gulp down the experience all at once like a glutton, but to nibble round the edges of it We’ll take the highway by the shoulder of Creag Dubh, and let the loch slip into our view.”
“If you put it that way, I’ll say no—only at my best, which is rare. But let’s not get into a debate about Inneraora; let’s change the subject. You know, I feel like a kid with a piece of cake as we enter our hometown. I don’t want to rush through the experience like a glutton; I want to savor it. We’ll take the highway by the side of Creag Dubh and let the loch come into view.”
I readily enough fell in with a plan that took us a bit off our way, for I was in a glow of eagerness and apprehension. My passion to come home was as great as on the night I rode up from Skipness after my seven years of war, even greater perhaps, for I was returning to a home now full of more problems than then. The restitution of my father’s house was to be set about, six months of hard stint were perhaps to be faced by my people, and, above all, I had to find out how it stood between a certain lady and me.
I quickly agreed to a plan that took us a bit out of our way because I was filled with excitement and anxiety. My desire to come home was as strong as it was the night I rode back from Skipness after my seven years of war, maybe even stronger, since I was returning to a home now filled with even more challenges than before. We were going to have to deal with restoring my father's house, which might mean six months of hard work for my family, and, most importantly, I needed to figure out where I stood with a certain lady.
Coming this way from Lochow, the traveller will get his first sight of the waters of Loch Finne by standing on a stone that lies upon a little knowe above his lordship’s stables. It is a spot, they say, Argile himself had a keen relish for, and after a day of chasing the deer among the hills and woods, sometimes would he come and stand there and look with satisfaction on his country. For he could see the fat, rich fields of his policies there, and the tumultuous sea that swarms with fish, and to his left he could witness Glenaora and all the piled-up numerous mountains that are full of story if not of crop. To this little knowe M’Iver and I made our way. I would have rushed on it with a boy’s impetuousness, but he stopped me with a hand on the sleeve.
Coming this way from Lochow, the traveler will get his first view of the waters of Loch Finne by standing on a stone that sits atop a small hill above his lordship’s stables. It’s a spot, they say, that Argile himself really enjoyed, and after a day of chasing deer in the hills and woods, he would sometimes come here to stand and look with satisfaction at his land. He could see the lush, rich fields of his estate, the bustling sea full of fish, and to his left, he could see Glenaora and all the many towering mountains that are full of stories, if not crops. M’Iver and I made our way to this little hill. I would have rushed toward it with a boy’s eagerness, but he stopped me with a hand on my sleeve.
“Canny, canny,” said he, “let us get the very best of it There’s a cloud on the sun that’ll make Finne as cold, flat, and dead as lead; wait till it passes.”
“Clever, clever,” he said, “let’s make the most of it. There’s a cloud over the sun that’ll make Finne as cold, flat, and dead as lead; just wait until it moves on.”
We waited but a second or two, and then the sun shot out above us, and we stepped on the hillock and we looked, with our bonnets in our hands.
We waited just a second or two, and then the sun burst out above us. We stepped onto the hillock and looked, with our hats in our hands.
Loch Finne stretched out before us, a spread of twinkling silver waves that searched into the curves of a myriad bays; it was dotted with skiffs. And the yellow light of the early year gilded the remotest hills of Ardno and Ben Ime, and the Old Man Mountain lifted his ancient rimy chin, still merrily defiant, to the sky. The parks had a greener hue than any we had seen to the north; the town revealed but its higher chimneys and the gable of the kirk, still its smoke told of occupation; the castle frowned as of old, and over all rose Dunchuach.
Loch Finne spread out before us, shimmering with silver waves that weaved into the curves of countless bays; it was scattered with small boats. The soft yellow light of early spring bathed the distant hills of Ardno and Ben Ime, while the Old Man Mountain stood tall and proudly raised his weathered chin to the sky. The fields were a greener shade than any we had seen to the north; the town revealed only its taller chimneys and the peak of the church, but the smoke still indicated that people were around; the castle glowered as it always had, and above it all loomed Dunchuach.
“O Dunchuach! Dunchuach!” cried M’Iver, in an ecstasy, spreading out his arms, and I thought of the old war-worn Greeks who came with weary marches to their native seas.
“O Dunchuach! Dunchuach!” shouted M'Iver, in excitement, opening his arms wide, and I remembered the old, battle-scarred Greeks who journeyed with tired footsteps back to their homeland seas.
“Dunchuach! Dunchuach!” he said; “far have I wandered, and many a town I’ve seen, and many a prospect that was fine, and I have made songs to maids and mountains, and foreign castles too, but never a verse to Dunchuach. I do not know the words, but at my heart is lilting the very tune, and the spirit of it is here at my breast.”
“Dunchuach! Dunchuach!” he said; “I’ve traveled far, seen many towns and beautiful views, and I’ve sung songs to maidens and mountains, and even to foreign castles, but I've never written a verse for Dunchuach. I don’t know the words, but the melody is in my heart, and the spirit of it is right here with me.”
Then the apple rose in his throat, and he turned him round about that I might not guess the tear was at his eye.
Then the apple rose in his throat, and he turned around so I wouldn’t realize he had a tear in his eye.
“Tuts,” said I, broken, “‘tis at my own; I feel like a girl.”
“Tuts,” I said, feeling defeated, “it’s my fault; I feel like a girl.”
“Just a tickling at the pap o’ the hass,” he said in English; and then we both laughed.
“Just a tickle at the top of the hill,” he said in English; and then we both laughed.
It was the afternoon when we got into the town. The street was in the great confusion of a fair-day, crowded with burgesses and landward tenants, men and women from all parts of the countryside still on their way back from flight, or gathered for news of Inverlochy from the survivors, of whom we were the last to arrive. Tradesmen from the Lowlands were busy fitting shops and houses with doors and windows, or filling up the gaps made by fire in the long lands, for MacCailein’s first thought on his return from Edinburgh had been the comfort of the common people. Seamen clamoured at the quay, loud-spoken mariners from the ports of Clyde and Leven and their busses tugged at anchor in the upper bay or sat shoulder to shoulder in a friendly congregation under the breast-wall, laden to the beams with merchandise and provender for this hungry country. If Inneraora had been keening for the lost of Inverlochy, it had got over it; at least we found no public lamentation such as made our traverse on Lochow-side so dreary. Rather was there something eager and rapt about the comportment of the people. They talked little of what was over and bye with, except to curse our Lowland troops, whose unacquaintance with native war had lost us Inverlochy. The women went about their business, red-eyed, wan, silent, for the most part; the men mortgaged the future, and drowned care in debauchery in the alehouses. A town all out of its ordinary, tapsilteerie. Walking in it, I was beat to imagine clearly what it had been like in its placid day of peace. I could never think of it as ever again to be free from this most tawdry aspect of war, a community in good order, with the day moving from dawn to dusk with douce steps, and no sharp agony at the public breast.
It was the afternoon when we arrived in town. The street was packed with the chaos of a fair day, bustling with townspeople and rural residents, men and women from all over the countryside still returning from flight, or gathered for news of Inverlochy from the survivors, of whom we were the last to arrive. Tradespeople from the Lowlands were busy installing doors and windows in shops and homes, or repairing the damage from the fire in the farmlands, as MacCailein's first concern upon returning from Edinburgh had been the comfort of the common people. Seamen shouted at the quay, boisterous sailors from the ports of Clyde and Leven, and their boats were anchored in the upper bay or lined up together in a friendly gathering under the breast-wall, heavily loaded with goods and supplies for this hungry land. If Inneraora had been mourning the losses from Inverlochy, it had moved on; at least we found no public mourning like what made our travel along Lochow-side so dreary. Instead, there was something eager and intense about the way the people carried themselves. They spoke little of the past, except to curse our Lowland troops, whose inexperience with native warfare had cost us Inverlochy. The women went about their tasks, red-eyed, pale, and mostly silent; the men mortgaged their futures and drowned their worries in excess at the pubs. The town was completely out of the ordinary, full of chatter. As I walked through it, I struggled to imagine what it had been like in its peaceful days. I could never envision it returning to a time free from this shabby aspect of war, a community in harmony, with the day flowing from dawn to dusk with calm steps, and no sharp anguish in public life.
But we had no excuse for lingering long over our entrance upon its blue flagstone pavements; our first duty was to report ourselves in person to our commander, whose return to Inneraora Castle we had been apprised of at Cladich.
But we had no reason to hang around on its blue flagstone pavements; our first task was to check in personally with our commander, whose return to Inneraora Castle we had been informed about at Cladich.
CHAPTER XXX.—ARGILE’S BEDROOM.
This need for waiting upon his lordship so soon after the great reverse was a sour bite to swallow, for M’Iver as well as myself. M’Iver, had he his own way of it, would have met his chief and cousin alone; and he gave a hint delicately of that kind, affecting to be interested only in sparing me the trouble and helping me home to Elrigmore, where my father and his men had returned three days before. But I knew an officer’s duty too well for that, and insisted on accompanying him, certain (with some mischievous humour in spoiling his fair speeches) that he dared scarcely be so fair-faced and flattering to MacCailein before me as he would be alone with him.
This need to wait on his lordship so soon after the big setback was a bitter pill to swallow, for both M’Iver and me. M’Iver, if he had his way, would have met his boss and cousin alone; he subtly suggested that he only wanted to spare me the trouble and help me get back to Elrigmore, where my father and his men had returned three days earlier. But I knew an officer's duty too well for that and insisted on going with him, certain (with a bit of mischievous humor in ruining his smooth talk) that he wouldn’t dare be as charming and flattering to MacCailein in front of me as he would be if he were alone with him.
The castle had the stillness of the grave. Every guest had fled as quickly as he could from this retreat of a naked and ashamed soul. Where pipers played as a custom, and laughter rang, there was the melancholy hush of a monastery. The servants went about a-tiptoe, speaking in whispers lest their master should be irritated in his fever; the very banner on the tower hung limp about its pole, hiding the black galley of its blazon, now a lymphad of disgrace. As we went over the bridge a little dog, his lordship’s favourite, lying at the door, weary, no doubt, of sullen looks and silence, came leaping and barking about us at John’s cheery invitation, in a joy, as it would appear, to meet any one with a spark of life and friendliness.
The castle was eerily silent. Every guest had hurried away from this place, a retreat of a bare and embarrassed soul. Where there used to be music and laughter, now there was a sad stillness like that of a monastery. The servants moved quietly on tiptoe, whispering to avoid upsetting their master in his fever; even the flag on the tower hung dull and lifeless, hiding the black ship of its emblem, now a symbol of shame. As we crossed the bridge, a little dog, his lordship’s favorite, lay at the door, tired of the gloomy atmosphere and silence. He jumped up and barked at us at John’s cheerful invitation, looking happy to meet anyone who brought some life and friendliness.
Argile was in his bed-chamber and between blankets, in the hands of his physician, who had been bleeding him. He had a minister for mind and body, for Gordon was with him too, and stayed with him during our visit, though the chirurgeon left the room with a word of caution to his patient not to excite himself.
Argile was in his bedroom, tucked under blankets, in the care of his doctor, who had been drawing his blood. He had both spiritual and physical support, as Gordon was with him as well and stayed throughout our visit, even though the surgeon left the room after warning his patient not to get too worked up.
“Wise advice, is it not, gentlemen?” said the Marquis. “As if one stirred up his own passions like a dame waiting on a drunken husband. I am glad to see you back, more especially as Master Gordon was just telling me of the surprise at Dalness, and the chance that you had been cut down there by the MacDonalds, who, luckily for him and Sonachan and the others, all followed you in your flight, and gave them a chance of an easy escape.”
“Isn’t that wise advice, gentlemen?” said the Marquis. “Like someone stirring up their own emotions like a woman waiting on a drunken husband. I’m happy to see you back, especially since Master Gordon was just telling me about the surprise at Dalness and the possibility that you were taken down there by the MacDonalds, who, fortunately for him, Sonachan, and the others, all followed you in your retreat, giving them a chance for an easy escape.”
He shook hands with us warmly enough, with fingers moist and nervous. A raised look was in his visage, his hair hung upon a brow of exceeding pallor. I realised at a half-glance the commotion that was within.
He shook our hands warmly, his fingers damp and shaky. There was a tense expression on his face, and his hair hung over a very pale forehead. I quickly sensed the turmoil he was feeling inside.
“A drop of wine?”
“Want a glass of wine?”
“Thank you,” said I, “but I’m after a glass in the town.” I was yet to learn sorrow for this unhappy nobleman whose conduct had bittered me all the way from Lom.
“Thanks,” I said, “but I’m looking for a drink in town.” I still had to learn to feel pity for this unfortunate nobleman whose behavior had soured my mood the entire journey from Lom.
MacCailein scrutinised me sharply, and opened his lips as it were to say something, but changed his mind, and made a gesture towards the bottle, which John Splendid speedily availed himself of with a “Here’s one who has no swither about it. Lord knows I have had few enough of life’s comforts this past week!”
MacCailein looked at me intensely and seemed ready to say something, but thought better of it and pointed to the bottle. John Splendid quickly took advantage of this with, “Here’s someone who doesn’t hesitate. Lord knows I haven’t had many of life’s comforts this past week!”
Gordon sat with a Bible in his hand, abstracted, his eyes staring on a window that looked on the branches of the highest tree about the castle. He had been reading or praying with his master before the physician had come in; he had been doing his duty (I could swear by his stern jaw), and making MacCailein Mor writhe to the flame of a conscience revived. There was a constraint on the company for some minutes, on no one more than Argile, who sat propped up on his bolsters, and, fiddling with long thin fingers with the fringes of his coverlet, looked every way but in the eyes of M’Iver or myself. I can swear John was glad enough to escape their glance. He was as little at ease as his master, made all the fuss he could with his bottle, and drank his wine with far too great a deliberation for a person generally pretty brisk with the beaker.
Gordon sat holding a Bible, deep in thought, his eyes fixed on a window that overlooked the branches of the tallest tree near the castle. He had been reading or praying with his master before the doctor arrived; he had been doing his duty (I could swear by his stern jaw) and making MacCailein Mor squirm with a revived sense of guilt. There was a tension in the room for several minutes, affecting no one more than Argile, who was propped up on his pillows, his long, thin fingers fiddling with the edges of his blanket, avoiding eye contact with M’Iver or me. I can swear John was more than happy to avoid their gaze. He was just as uncomfortable as his master, fussing over his bottle and sipping his wine with far too much care for someone who usually handled the cup with more energy.
“It’s a fine day,” said he at last, breaking the silence. “The back of the winter’s broken fairly.” Then he started and looked at me, conscious that I might have some contempt for so frail an opening.
“It’s a nice day,” he finally said, breaking the silence. “The back of winter is pretty much over.” Then he paused and looked at me, aware that I might think little of such a delicate beginning.
“Did you come here to speak about the weather?” asked MacCailein, with a sour wearied smile.
“Did you come here to talk about the weather?” asked MacCailein, with a tired, annoyed smile.
“No,” said M’Iver, ruffling up at once; “I came to ask when you are going to take us back the road we came?”
“No,” said M’Iver, getting annoyed right away; “I came to ask when you’re going to take us back the way we came?”
“To—to—overbye?” asked MacCailein, baulking at the name.
“To—to—overbye?” asked MacCailein, hesitating at the name.
“Just so; to Inverlochy,” answered M’Iver. “I suppose we are to give them a call when we can muster enough men?”
“Exactly, to Inverlochy,” M’Iver replied. “I guess we should visit them when we have enough guys?”
“Hadn’t we better consider where we are first?” said MacCailein. Then he put his fair hand through his ruddy locks and sighed. “Have you nothing to say (and be done with it) about my—my—my part in the affair? His reverence here has had his will of me on that score.”
“Shouldn’t we think about where we are first?” said MacCailein. Then he ran his light hand through his reddish hair and sighed. “Don’t you have anything to say (and just get it over with) about my—my—my role in this situation? This priest here has had his way with me on that front.”
M’Iver darted a look of annoyance at the minister, who seemed to pay no heed, but still to have his thoughts far off.
M’Iver shot a glance of irritation at the minister, who appeared oblivious, lost in his own thoughts.
“I have really nothing to say, your lordship, except that I’m glad to see you spared to us here instead of being left a corpse with our honest old kinsman Auchinbreac (beannachd leas!) and more gentry of your clan and house than the Blue Quarry will make tombs for in Kilmalieu. If the minister has been preaching, it’s his trade; it’s what you pay him for. I’m no homilist, thank God, and no man’s conscience.”
“I don’t have much to say, your lordship, other than that I’m glad you’re still with us instead of being just another corpse alongside our good old relative Auchinbreac (beannachd leas!) and more members of your clan and family than the Blue Quarry can handle in Kilmalieu. If the minister has been preaching, that’s his job; it’s what you pay him for. I’m not a preacher, thank God, and I’m not here to dictate anyone’s conscience.”
“No, no; God knows you are not,” said Argile, in a tone of pity and vexation. “I think I said before that you were the poorest of consciences to a man in a hesitancy between duty and inclination.... And all my guests have left me, John; I’m a lonely man in my castle of Inneraora this day, except for the prayers of a wife—God bless and keep her!—who knows and comprehends my spirit And I have one more friend here in this room———”
“No, no; God knows you’re not,” said Argile, with a tone of pity and annoyance. “I believe I mentioned before that you have the weakest conscience when it comes to a man torn between duty and desire.... And all my guests have left me, John; I’m a lonely man in my castle of Inneraora today, except for the prayers of a wife—God bless and keep her!—who understands my spirit. And I have one more friend here in this room———”
“You can count on John M’Iver to the yetts of Hell,” said my friend, “and I am the proud man that you should think it.”
“You can trust John M’Iver at the gates of Hell,” said my friend, “and I take pride in the fact that you believe it.”
“I am obliged to you for that, kinsman,” said his lordship in Gaelic, with a by-your-leave to the cleric. “But do not give your witless vanity a foolish airing before my chaplain.” Then he added in the English, “When the fairy was at my cradle-side and gave my mother choice of my gifts, I wish she had chosen rowth of real friends. I could be doing with more about me of the quality I mention; better than horse and foot would they be, more trusty than the claymores of my clan. It might be the slogan ‘Cruachan’ whenever it wist, and Archibald of Argile would be more puissant than he of Homer’s story. People have envied me when they have heard me called the King of the Highlands—fools that did not know I was the poorest, weakest man of his time, surrounded by flatterers instead of friends. Gordon, Gordon, I am the victim of the Highland liar, that smooth-tongued——”
“I appreciate that, cousin,” his lordship said in Gaelic, giving a nod to the cleric. “But don’t let your foolish pride show off in front of my chaplain.” Then he switched to English, “When the fairy was by my cradle and gave my mother the chance to choose my gifts, I wish she had picked plenty of true friends. I could really use more of that kind around me; they’d be better than soldiers and more reliable than the swords of my clan. It could be the battle cry ‘Cruachan’ whenever it wanted, and Archibald of Argyle would be stronger than the hero in Homer’s tale. People have envied me when they heard me called the King of the Highlands—fools who didn’t know I was the poorest, weakest man of my time, surrounded by flatterers instead of friends. Gordon, Gordon, I am the victim of the Highland liar, that smooth-tongued——”
“Call it the Campbell liar,” I cried bitterly, thinking of my father. “Your clan has not the reputation of guile for nothing, and if you refused straightforward honest outside counsel sometimes, it was not for the want of its offering.”
“Call it the Campbell liar,” I said bitterly, thinking of my father. “Your clan isn’t known for being deceitful for no reason, and if you declined honest, straightforward advice from outsiders sometimes, it wasn’t because it wasn’t offered.”
“I cry your pardon,” said MacCailein, meekly; “I should have learned to discriminate by now. Blood’s thicker than water, they say, but it’s not so pure and transparent; I have found my blood drumly enough.”
“I apologize,” said MacCailein, humbly; “I should have figured this out by now. They say blood is thicker than water, but it’s not always so clear and straightforward; I’ve found my blood to be pretty murky.”
“And ready enough to run freely for you,” said M’Iver, but half comprehending this perplexed mind. “Your lordship should be the last to echo any sentiment directed against the name and fame of Clan Campbell.”
“And I’m more than willing to run freely for you,” said M’Iver, only partly understanding this confused mind. “You, my lord, should be the last to repeat any sentiment aimed against the name and reputation of Clan Campbell.”
“Indeed they gave me their blood freely enough—a thousand of them lying yonder in the north—I wish they had been so lavish, those closest about me, with truth and honour. For that I must depend on an honest servant of the Lord Jesus Christ, the one man in my pay with the courage to confront me with no cloaked speech, but his naked thought, though it should lash me like whips. Oh, many a time my wife, who is none of our race, warned me against the softening influence, the blight and rot of this eternal air of flattery that’s round about Castle Inneraora like a swamp vapour. She’s in Stirling to-day—I ken it in my heart that to-night shell weep upon her pillow because she’ll know fate has found the weak joint in her goodman’s armour again.”
“Honestly, they freely gave me their blood—a thousand of them lying over there in the north. I wish those closest to me were just as generous with truth and honor. For that, I have to rely on an honest servant of the Lord Jesus Christ, the only man in my employ with the courage to speak to me plainly, without holding back, even if his words sting like lashes. Oh, how many times my wife, who isn’t one of us, warned me about the softening effect, the decay and corruption of this constant air of flattery around Castle Inneraora like a fog. She’s in Stirling today—I know in my heart that tonight she’ll cry on her pillow because she’ll realize fate has found the weak spot in her husband’s armor again.”
John Splendid’s brow came down upon a most perplexed face; this seemed all beyond him, but he knew his master was somehow blaming the world at large for his own error.
John Splendid frowned with a look of confusion; this was all too much for him, but he realized his master was somehow blaming everyone else for his own mistake.
“Come now, John,” said his lordship, turning and leaning on his arm and looking curiously at his kinsman. “Come now, what do you think of me here without a wound but at the heart, with Auchinbreac and all my gallant fellows yonder?”
“Come on, John,” said his lordship, turning and leaning on his arm while looking curiously at his relative. “Come on, what do you think of me here without a scratch but hurt in my heart, with Auchinbreac and all my brave companions over there?”
“Auchinbreac was a soldier by trade and a good one too,” answered M’Iver, at his usual trick of prevarication.
“Auchinbreac was a soldier for a living, and a good one at that,” M’Iver replied, sticking to his usual habit of avoiding the truth.
“And a flatterer like yourself, you mean,” said his lordship. “He and you learned the lesson in the same school, I’m thinking. And as ill-luck had it, his ill counsel found me on the swither, as yours did when Colkitto came down the glens there to rape and burn. That’s the Devil for you; he’s aye planning to have the minute and the man together. Come, sir, come, sir, what do you think, what do you think?”
“And a flatterer like you, I suppose,” said his lordship. “You and he learned that lesson in the same place, I think. And just like bad luck would have it, his poor advice caught me off guard, just like yours did when Colkitto came down the valleys to pillage and destroy. That’s the Devil for you; he’s always scheming to bring together the right moment and the right person. Come on, sir, come on, sir, what do you think, what do you think?”
He rose as he spoke and put his knees below him, and leaned across the bed with hands upon the blankets, staring his kinsman in the face as if he would pluck the truth from him out at the very eyes. His voice rose to an animal cry with an agony in it; the sinister look that did him such injustice breathed across his visage. His knuckle and collar-bones shone blae through the tight skin.
He got up as he spoke and knelt down, leaning over the bed with his hands on the blankets, staring his relative in the face as if he wanted to pull the truth straight out of his eyes. His voice turned into a desperate cry, filled with pain; the dangerous look that misrepresented him crossed his face. His knuckles and collarbones stood out through his tight skin.
“What do I think?” echoed M’Iver. “Well, now——”
“What do I think?” M’Iver replied. “Well, now——”
“On your honour now,” cried Argile, clutching him by the shoulder.
“On your honor now,” shouted Argile, gripping him by the shoulder.
At that M’Iver’s countenance changed: he threw off his soft complacence, and cruelty and temper stiffened his jaw.
At that, M’Iver’s expression changed: he dropped his relaxed demeanor, and cruelty along with anger tightened his jaw.
“I’ll soon give you that, my Lord of Argile,” said he. “I can lie like a Dutch major for convenience sake, but put me on honour and you’ll get the truth if it cost me my life. Purgatory’s your portion, Argile, for a Sunday’s work that makes our name a mock to-day across the envious world. Take to your books and your preachers, sir—you’re for the cloister and not for the field; and if I live a hundred years, I’ll deny I went with you to Inverlochy. I left my sword in Badenoch, but here’s my dagger” (and he threw it with a clatter on the floor); “it’s the last tool I’ll handle in the service of a scholar. To-morrow the old big wars for me; Hebron’s troopers will welcome an umquhile comrade, and I’ll find no swithering captains among the cavaliers in France.”
“I’ll get that to you soon, my Lord of Argile,” he said. “I can easily lie like a Dutch major if it suits me, but if you put me on the spot, you’ll get the truth, even if it costs me my life. Purgatory is what you deserve, Argile, for a Sunday’s work that makes our name a joke today in this envious world. Stick to your books and your preachers, sir—you belong in the monastery, not in the field; and if I live a hundred years, I’ll deny I went with you to Inverlochy. I left my sword in Badenoch, but here’s my dagger” (and he threw it down with a clatter on the floor); “it’s the last weapon I’ll use in the service of a scholar. Tomorrow, it’s back to the real wars for me; Hebron’s troopers will welcome an old comrade, and I won’t find any indecisive captains among the cavaliers in France.”
Back sat my lord in bed, and laughed with a surrender shrill and distraught, until Master Gordon and I calmed him, and there was his cousin still before him in a passion, standing in the middle of the floor.
Back sat my lord in bed, laughing with a sharp and frantic surrender, until Master Gordon and I managed to calm him, and there was his cousin still in front of him in a fit, standing in the middle of the room.
“Stop, stop, John,” he cried; “now that for once I’ve got the truth from you, let us be better friends than ever before.”
“Stop, stop, John,” he shouted; “now that I’ve finally heard the truth from you, let’s be better friends than we’ve ever been.”
“Never the same again,” said M’I ver, firmly, “never the same again, for you ken my estimate of you now; and what avails my courtesy?”
“Never the same again,” said M'Iver, firmly, “never the same again, because you know how I see you now; and what good is my courtesy?”
“Your flatteries, you mean,” said Argile, good-natured. “And, besides, you speak only of my two blunders; you know my other parts,—you know that by nature I am no poltroon.”
“Your compliments, you mean,” said Argile, cheerfully. “And besides, you only mention my two mistakes; you know my other qualities—you know that by nature I’m not a coward.”
“That’s no credit to you, sir—it’s the strong blood of Diarmaid; there was no poltroon in the race but what came in on the wrong side of the blanket I’ve said it first, and I’ll say it to the last, your spirit is smoored among the books. Paper and ink will be the Gael’s undoing; my mother taught me, and my mother knew. So long as we lived by our hands we were the world’s invincibles. Rome met us and Rome tried us, and her corps might come in winter torrents, but they never tore us from our hills and keeps. What Rome may never do, that may paper and sheepskin; you, yourself, MacCailein, have the name of plying pen and ink very well to your own purpose in the fingers of old lairds who have small skill of that contrivance.”
"That doesn’t reflect well on you, sir—it’s the strong blood of Diarmaid; there wasn’t a coward in the family except those born on the wrong side of the blanket. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again, your spirit is buried in books. Paper and ink will be the Gael’s downfall; my mother taught me that, and she knew what she was talking about. As long as we relied on our own labor, we were unbeatable. Rome faced us and tested us, and her armies could come in winter floods, but they never drove us off our hills and fortresses. What Rome might never achieve, paper and parchment can. You, MacCailein, are known for using pen and ink quite effectively for your own ends, in the hands of old lords who don’t have much skill with that sort of thing."
He would have passed on in this outrageous strain without remission, had not Gordon checked him with a determined and unabashed voice. He told him to sit down in silence or leave the room, and asked him to look upon his master and see if that high fever was a condition to inflame in a fit of temper. John Splendid cooled a little, and went to the window, looking down with eyes of far surmise upon the pleasance and the town below, chewing his temper between his teeth.
He would have kept going in this crazy mood without stopping if Gordon hadn’t interrupted him with a firm and straightforward tone. He told him to either sit quietly or leave the room, and asked him to look at his master and see if that high fever was something to get angry about. John Splendid calmed down a bit and went to the window, looking down with thoughtful eyes at the garden and the town below, biting back his anger.
“You see, Elrigmore, what a happy King of the Highlands I am,” said the Marquis, despondently. “Fortunate Auchinbreac, to be all bye with it after a moment’s agony!”
“You see, Elrigmore, what a happy King of the Highlands I am,” said the Marquis, feeling down. “Lucky Auchinbreac, to be done with it all after just a moment of pain!”
“He died like a good soldier, sir,” I said; “he was by all accounts a man of some vices, but he wiped them out in his own blood.”
“He died like a good soldier, sir,” I said; “he was a man with his flaws, but he overcame them at the cost of his own life.”
“Are you sure of that? Is it not the old folly of the code of honour, the mad exaltation of mere valour in arms, that makes you think so? What if he was spilling his drops on the wrong side? He was against his king at least, and—oh, my wits, my wits, what am I saying?... I saw you did not drink my wine, Elrigmore; am I so low as that?”
“Are you really sure about that? Isn’t it just the old foolishness of the code of honor, the crazy glorification of just bravery in battle, that makes you believe that? What if he was fighting for the wrong side? He was definitely against his king, and—oh, my God, what am I saying?... I noticed you didn’t drink my wine, Elrigmore; am I really so unworthy?”
“There is no man so low, my lord,” said I, “but he may be yet exalted. We are, the best of us, the instruments of a whimsical providence” (“What a rank doctrine,” muttered the minister), “and Caesar himself was sometimes craven before his portents. You, my lord, have the one consolation left, that all’s not bye yet with the cause you champion, and you may yet lead it to the highest victory.”
“There is no one so low, my lord,” I said, “that they can’t be raised up again. Even the best of us are just tools of a quirky fate.” (“What a ridiculous idea,” the minister grumbled.) “Even Caesar himself was sometimes cowardly in the face of his omens. You, my lord, have the one comfort left, which is that all isn’t lost yet with the cause you support, and you might still lead it to the greatest success.”
Argile took a grateful glance at me. “You know what I am,” he said, “not a man of the happy, single mood like our friend Barbreck here, but tossed between philosophies. I am paying bitterly for my pliability, for who so much the sport of life as the man who knows right well the gait he should gang, and prays fervently to be permitted to follow it, but sometimes stumbles in the ditch? Monday, oh Monday; I must be at Edinburgh and face them all! Tis that dauntons me.” His eyes seemed to swim in blood, as he looked at me, or through me, aghast at the horror of his situation, and sweat stood in blobs upon his brow. “That,” he went on, “weighs me down like lead. Here about me my people know me, and may palliate the mistake of a day by the recollection of a lifetime’s honour. I blame Auchinbreac; I blame the chieftains,—they said I must take to the galley; I blame——”
Argile gave me a thankful look. “You know what I am,” he said, “not a guy who’s always happy and carefree like our friend Barbreck here, but someone caught between different philosophies. I’m paying dearly for my flexibility because who suffers more in life than the man who knows exactly the path he should take and desperately hopes to follow it, but sometimes trips into a ditch? Monday, oh Monday; I have to be in Edinburgh and face everyone! That really scares me.” His eyes appeared bloodshot as he stared at me, or maybe through me, horrified by his situation, and beads of sweat formed on his forehead. “That,” he continued, “weighs me down like a ton of bricks. Here, among my people, they know me and might overlook a one-time mistake because of a lifetime of honor. I blame Auchinbreac; I blame the chieftains—they insisted I had to go into the galley; I blame——”
“Blame no one, Argile,” said Master Gordon, standing up before him, not a second too soon, for his lordship had his hand on the dirk M’Iver had thrown down. Then he turned to us with ejecting arms. “Out you go,” he cried sternly, “out you go; what delight have you in seeing a nobleman on the rack?”
“Don’t blame anyone, Argile,” said Master Gordon, standing up in front of him just in time, as his lordship was reaching for the dirk M’Iver had thrown down. Then he turned to us with outstretched arms. “Get out!” he shouted firmly, “get out; what pleasure do you get from watching a nobleman suffer?”
As the door closed behind us we could hear Argile sob.
As the door shut behind us, we could hear Argile crying.
Seventeen years later, if I may quit the thread of my history and take in a piece that more properly belongs to the later adventures of John Splendid, I saw my lord die by the maiden. Being then in his tail, I dined with him and his friends the day before he died, and he spoke with exceeding cheerfulness of that hour M’Iver and I found him in bed in Inneraora. “You saw me at my worst,” said he, “on two occasions; bide till to-morrow and you’ll see me at my best I never unmasked to mortal man till that day Gordon put you out of my room.” I stayed and saw him die; I saw his head up and his chin in the air as behoved his quality, that day he went through that noisy, crowded, causied Edinburgh—Edinburgh of the doleful memories, Edinburgh whose ports I never enter till this day but I feel a tickling at the nape of my neck, as where a wooden collar should lie before the shear fall.
Seventeen years later, if I may pause my story and share something that fits better with the later adventures of John Splendid, I witnessed my lord die at the hands of the maiden. At that time, I was with him, having dined with him and his friends the day before he passed away. He spoke with great cheerfulness about the hour when M'Iver and I found him in bed in Inneraora. “You saw me at my worst,” he said, “on two occasions; wait until tomorrow and you’ll see me at my best. I never revealed myself to any man until the day Gordon removed you from my room.” I stayed and watched him die; I saw him lift his head and hold his chin high, as befitted his status, on that day he navigated the noisy, crowded, familiar Edinburgh—Edinburgh of the sorrowful memories, a city whose ports I still cannot enter without feeling a shiver down my neck, as if a wooden collar should lie there before the shear fall.
“A cool enough reception this,” said M’Iver, as we left the gate. “It was different last year, when we went up together on your return from Low Germanie. Then MacCailein was in the need of soldiers, now he’s in the need of priests, who gloze over his weakness with their prayers.”
“A pretty cold welcome this time,” said M’Iver as we left the gate. “It was different last year when we went up together after your return from Low Germany. Back then, MacCailein needed soldiers; now he needs priests who can cover up his weakness with their prayers.”
“You are hardly fair either to the one or the other,” I said. “Argile, whom I went in to meet to-day with a poor regard for him, turns out a better man than I gave him credit for being; he has at least the grace to grieve about a great error of judgment, or weakness of the spirit, whichever it may be. And as for Master Gordon, I’ll take off my hat to him. Yon’s no type of the sour, dour, anti-prelatics; he comes closer on the perfect man and soldier than any man I ever met.”
“You're not being fair to either party,” I said. “Argile, whom I went to meet today with a low opinion of him, turned out to be a better person than I thought. At least he has the decency to regret a serious mistake in judgment or weakness of spirit, whichever it is. And as for Master Gordon, I’ll take my hat off to him. He's not at all like the bitter, serious anti-prelatics; he’s closer to being the ideal man and soldier than anyone I’ve ever known.”
M’Iver looked at me with a sign of injured vanity.
M’Iver looked at me with a look of wounded pride.
“You’re not very fastidious in your choice of comparisons,” said he. “As for myself, I cannot see much more in Gordon than what he is paid for—a habit of even temper, more truthfulness than I have myself, and that’s a dubious virtue, for see the impoliteness that’s always in its train! Add to that a lack of any clannish regard for MacCailein Mor, whom he treats just like a common merchant, and that’s all. Just a plain, stout, fozy, sappy burrow-man, keeping a gospel shop, with scarcely so much of a man’s parts as will let him fend a blow in the face. I could march four miles for his one, and learn him the A B ab of every manly art.”
"You're not very picky about your comparisons," he said. "As for me, I don't see much more in Gordon than what he's paid for—a steady temperament, more honesty than I have, and that's a questionable quality because look at the rudeness that often comes with it! On top of that, he has no loyalty to MacCailein Mor, treating him just like an ordinary merchant, and that's about it. Just a plain, sturdy, fuzzy, sappy shopkeeper, running a goods store, with barely enough guts to take a punch in the face. I could walk four miles for every one of his, and teach him the basics of every manly skill."
“I like you fine, man,” I cried; “I would sooner go tramping the glens with you any day than Master Gordon; but that’s a weakness of the imperfect and carnal man, that cares not to have a conscience at his coat-tail every hour of the day: you have your own parts and he his, and his parts are those that are not very common on our side of the country—more’s the pity.”
“I like you a lot, man,” I said; “I’d rather wander the hills with you any day instead of Master Gordon; but that’s a flaw of imperfect and human nature, not wanting to have a conscience tagging along every moment of the day: you have your own strengths and he has his, and his strengths are not very common around here—what a shame.”
M’Iver was too busy for a time upon the sudden rupture with Argile to pay very much heed to my defence of Master Gordon. The quarrel—to call that a quarrel in which one man had all the bad temper and the other nothing but self-reproach—had soured him of a sudden as thunder turns the morning’s cream to curd before noon. And his whole demeanour revealed a totally new man. In his ordinary John was very pernicketty about his clothing, always with the most shining of buckles and buttons, always trim in plaiding, snod and spruce about his hair and his hosen, a real dandy who never overdid the part, but just contrived to be pleasant to the eye of women, who, in my observation, have, the most sensible of them, as great a contempt for the mere fop as they have for the sloven. It took, indeed, trimness of apparel to make up for the plainness of his face. Not that he was ugly or harsh-favoured,—he was too genial for either; he was simply well-favoured enough to pass in a fair, as the saying goes, which is a midway between Apollo and plain Donald But what with a jacket and vest all creased for the most apparent reasons, a plaid frayed to ribbons in dashing through the wood of Dalness, brogues burst at the toes, and a bonnet soaked all out of semblance to itself by rains, he appeared more common. The black temper of him transformed his face too: it lost the geniality that was its main charm, and out of his eyes flamed a most wicked, cunning, cruel fellow.
M’Iver was too occupied after the sudden fallout with Argile to pay much attention to my defense of Master Gordon. The squabble—if it could be called that, seeing as one man had all the anger and the other just guilt—had soured him quickly, like thunder turning fresh cream to curd before noon. His entire demeanor showed he was a completely different person. Usually, John was very particular about his clothes, always sporting the shiniest buckles and buttons, neatly dressed in plaid, and tidy with his hair and hose—a true dandy who never overdid it, just managed to please the eyes of women, who, as I’ve noticed, have just as much disdain for a mere fop as they do for a slob. It took his well-groomed appearance to offset the plainness of his face. Not that he was unattractive or harsh-looking—he was too friendly for that; he was just good-looking enough to qualify as average, as the saying goes, which is somewhere between Apollo and plain Donald. But with a jacket and vest wrinkled for the most visible reasons, a plaid frayed from rushing through the woods of Dalness, shoes bursting at the toes, and a hat completely soaked and unrecognizable from the rain, he appeared more ordinary. His foul mood also changed his face: it lost the warmth that had been its main charm, and his eyes sparked with a wicked, cunning, and cruel energy.
He went down the way from the castle brig to the “arches cursing with great eloquence. A soldier picks up many tricks of blasphemy in a career about the world with foreign legions, and John had the reddings of three or four languages at his command, so that he had no need to repeat himself much in his choice of terms aboat his chief. To do him justice he had plenty of condemnation for himself too.
He walked down the path from the castle bridge to the “arches, swearing with great flair. A soldier learns a lot of curse words while traveling with different armies, and John had a mix of three or four languages at his disposal, so he didn’t have to keep repeating himself when it came to his boss. To be fair, he was also great at criticizing himself.
“Well,” said I, “you were inclined to be calm enough with MacCailein when first we entered his room. I suppose all this uproar is over his charge of flattery, not against yourself alone but against all the people about.”
“Well,” I said, “you seemed pretty calm with MacCailein when we first walked into his room. I guess all this commotion is because of his accusation of flattery, not just aimed at you but at everyone around.”
“That’s just the thing,” he cried, turning round and throwing his arms furiously about “Could he not have charged the clan generally, and let who would put the cap on? If yon’s the policy of Courts, heaven help princes!”
"That's the problem," he shouted, turning around and gesturing wildly. "Couldn’t he have made a general charge against the clan and let anyone who wanted to take the blame? If that's how courts operate, heaven help the rulers!”
“And yet you were very humble when you entered,” I protested.
“And yet you were really humble when you came in,” I protested.
“Was I that?” he retorted. “That’s easy to account for. Did you ever feel like arguing with a gentleman when you had on your second-best clothes and no ruffle? The man was in his bed, and his position as he cocked up there on his knees was not the most dignified I have seen; but even then he had the best of it, for I felt like a beggar before him in my shabby duds. Oh, he had the best of us all there! You saw Gordon had the sense to put on a new surtout and clean linen and a freshly dressed peruke before he saw him; I think he would scarcely have been so bold before Argile if he had his breek-bands a finger-length below his belt, and his wig on the nape of his neck as we saw him in Glencoe.”
“Was I really that guy?” he shot back. “That’s an easy thing to explain. Have you ever tried to argue with a gentleman when you were wearing your second-best clothes and had no frill? The man was in bed, and the way he was kneeling there wasn't the most dignified sight I've seen; but even then, he had the upper hand because I felt like a beggar in my worn-out clothes. Oh, he had the upper hand over all of us! You saw how Gordon had the sense to put on a new coat and clean linen and a freshly styled wig before he went to see him; I doubt he would have been as bold in front of Argile if his breeches were hanging an inch below his waist and his wig was sitting on the back of his neck like we saw him in Glencoe.”
“Anyhow,” said I, “you have severed from his lordship; are you really going abroad?”
“Anyway,” I said, “you’ve broken away from his lordship; are you really going abroad?”
He paused a second in thought, smiled a little, and then laughed as if he had seen something humorous.
He paused for a moment, smiled slightly, and then laughed as if he had found something funny.
“Man,” said he, “didn’t I do the dirk trick with a fine touch of nobility? Maybe you thought it was done on the impulse and without any calculation. The truth was, I played the whole thing over in my mind while he was in the preliminaries of his discourse. I saw he was working up to an attack, and I knew I could surprise him. But I must confess I said more than I intended. When I spoke of the big wars and Hebron’s troopers—well, Argile’s a very nice shire to be living in.”
“Man,” he said, “didn’t I pull off the dirk trick with a nice touch of nobility? Maybe you thought it was all just on a whim and without any thought. The truth is, I played the whole thing out in my head while he was getting ready to speak. I saw he was building up to an attack, and I knew I could catch him off guard. But I have to admit I said more than I meant to. When I mentioned the big wars and Hebron’s troops—well, Argile’s a really nice place to live.”
“What, was it all play-acting then?”
“What, was it all just pretending then?”
He looked at me and shrugged his shoulders.
He looked at me and shrugged.
“You must be a singularly simple man, Elrigmore,” he said, “to ask that of any one. Are we not play-acting half our lives once we get a little beyond the stage of the ploughman and the herd? Half our tears and half our laughter and the great bulk of our virtues are like your way of cocking your bonnet over your right ear; it does not come by nature, and it is done to pleasure the world in general Play-acting! I’ll tell you this, Colin, I could scarcely say myself when a passion of mine is real or fancied now. But I can tell you this too; if I began in play to revile the Marquis, I ended in earnest I’m afraid it’s all bye with me yonder. No more mine-managing for me; I struck too close on the marrow for him to forget it.”
“You must be a really simple guy, Elrigmore,” he said, “to ask that of anyone. Aren't we just pretending for half our lives once we move past being a farmer and a herder? Half of our tears and half of our laughter, not to mention most of our virtues, are like the way you tilt your cap over your right ear; it doesn’t come naturally, and it's done to impress others. Pretending! I’ll tell you this, Colin, I can hardly tell when a passion of mine is real or just imagined these days. But I can also tell you this; if I started out joking when I criticized the Marquis, I ended up serious. I’m afraid it’s all over for me there. No more managing things for me; I hit too close to home for him to let it slide.”
“He has forgotten and forgiven it already,” I cried “At least, let us hope he has not forgotten it (for you said no more than was perhaps deserved), but at least it’s forgiven. If you said to-morrow that you were sorry for your temper——”
“He has already forgotten and forgiven it,” I exclaimed. “At least, let’s hope he hasn’t forgotten it (because you said no more than was probably deserved), but at least it's forgiven. If you said tomorrow that you were sorry for your temper——”
“Said ten thousand fiends in Hell!” cried M’Iver. “I may be vexed I angered the man; but I’ll never let him know it by my words, if he cannot make it out from my acts.”
“Damn it all!” exclaimed M’Iver. “I might be annoyed that I ticked him off, but I’ll never let him see it in my words if he can’t figure it out from what I do.”
CHAPTER XXXI.—MISTRESS BETTY.
I dressed myself up in the morning with scrupulous care, put my hair in a queue, shaved cheek and chin, and put at my shoulder the old heirloom brooch of the house, which, with some other property, the invaders had not found below the bruach where we had hid it on the day we had left Elngmore to their mercy. I was all in a tremor of expectation, hot and cold by turns in hope and apprehension, but always with a singular uplifting at the heart, because for good or ill I was sure to meet in the next hour or two the one person whose presence in Inneraora made it the finest town in the world. Some men tell me they have felt the experience more than once; light o’ loves they, errant gallants, I’ll swear (my dear) the tingle of it came to me but at the thought of meeting one woman. Had she been absent from Inneraora that morning I would have avoided it like a leper-house because of its gloomy memorials; but the very reek of its repairing tenements as I saw them from the upper windows of my home floating in a haze against the blue over the shoulder of Dun Torvil seemed to call me on. I went about the empty chambers carolling like the bird. Aumrie and clothes-press were burst and vacant, the rooms in all details were bereft and cheerless because of the plenishing stolen, and my father sat among his losses and mourned, but I made light of our spoiling.
I got myself ready in the morning with great care, tied my hair back, shaved my cheeks and chin, and pinned the old family brooch on my shoulder, which, along with some other belongings, the invaders hadn’t discovered beneath the bruach where we hid it the day we left Elngmore in their hands. I was filled with anticipation, feeling hot and cold with hope and worry, but always uplifted at heart because, regardless of what happened, I was about to meet the one person who made Inneraora the best town in the world. Some guys say they've felt this way more than once; they're just flirts, I’m sure, but I only felt that thrill at the thought of meeting one woman. If she hadn’t been in Inneraora that morning, I would have avoided the place like it was a leper colony because of its sad memories; but even the smell of its rundown buildings, as I saw them from the upper windows of my home floating hazily against the blue over Dun Torvil, seemed to call me. I wandered through the empty rooms singing like a bird. The Aumrie and clothes press were broken and empty, and the rooms felt bleak and deserted because of the stolen belongings, while my father sat among his losses mourning, but I didn’t let our misfortunes get me down.
As if to heighten the rapture of my mood, the day was full of sunshine, and though the woods crowding the upper glen were leafless and slumbering, they were touched to something like autumn’s gold. Some people love the country but in the time of leafage! And laden with delights in every season of the year, and the end of winter as cheery a period as any, for I know that the buds are pressing at the bark, and that the boughs in rumours of wind stretch out like the arms of the sleeper who will soon be full awake.
As if to enhance my joyful mood, the day was bright and sunny, and even though the woods at the upper glen were bare and dormant, they seemed to have a hint of autumn's gold. Some people love the countryside, but only when the leaves are out! Every season brings its own pleasures, and the end of winter is just as cheerful as any time of year because I know the buds are pushing against the bark, and the branches, as they rustle in the wind, reach out like the arms of someone who will soon wake up fully.
Down I went stepping to a merry lilt, banishing every fear from my thoughts, and the first call I made was on the Provost. He was over in Akaig’s with his wife and family pending the repair of his own house, and Askaig was off to his estate. Master Brown sat on the balusters of the outer stair, dangling his squat legs and studying through horn specs the talc of thig and theft which the town officer had made up a report on. As I put my foot on the bottom step he looked up, and his welcome was most friendly.
Down I went, stepping to a cheerful tune, pushing all my worries out of my mind, and my first stop was the Provost. He was over in Akaig’s with his wife and kids while his house was being repaired, and Askaig had gone to his estate. Master Brown was sitting on the rail of the outer stairs, swinging his short legs and examining the report on theft and wrongdoing that the town officer had prepared through his glasses. As I stepped onto the bottom stair, he looked up, and his greeting was very warm.
“Colin! Colin!” he cried, hastening down to shake me by the hand, “come your ways in. I heard you got home yesterday, and I was sure you would give us a call in the by-going to-day. And you’re little the waur of your jaunt-hale and hearty. We ken all about your prisoning; M’Iver was in last night and kept the crack going till morning—a most humorous devil.”
“Colin! Colin!” he shouted, rushing over to shake my hand, “come on in. I heard you got back yesterday, and I just knew you’d stop by today. And you’re none the worse for your trip—fit and healthy. We all know about your time in jail; M’Iver was here last night and kept the conversation going until morning—a really funny guy.”
He pinched rappee as he spoke, in rapid doses from a snuff-box, and spread the brown powder in extravagant carelessness over his vest. He might affect what light-heartedness he could; I saw that the past fortnight had made a difference for the worse on him. The pouches below the eyes had got heavier and darker, the lines had deepened on his brow, the ruddy polish had gone off his cheek, and it was dull and spotted; by ten o’clock at night-when he used to be very jovial over a glass—I could tell he would be haggard and yawning. At his years men begin to age in a few hours; a sudden wrench to the affections, or shock to a long-disciplined order of things in their lives, will send them staggering down off the braehead whereon they have been perched with a good balance so long that they themselves have forgot the natural course of human man is to be progressing somewhere.
He took quick snorts of snuff from a box and carelessly sprinkled the brown powder all over his vest. He tried to act cheerful, but I could tell that the past two weeks had taken a toll on him. The bags under his eyes had gotten heavier and darker, the lines on his forehead had deepened, and his previously rosy cheeks looked dull and splotchy. By ten o'clock at night—when he used to be quite cheerful over a drink—I'd notice he would be looking worn out and yawning. At his age, men start to show their age in just a few hours; a sudden emotional blow or disruption to their usual routines can send them tumbling down from the stable ground they've been standing on for so long that they've forgotten that the natural course of life is to keep moving forward.
“Ah, lad, lad! haven’t we the times?” he said, as he led me within to the parlour. “Inneraora in the stour in her reputation as well as in her tenements. I wish the one could be amended as readily as the other; but we mustn’t be saying a word against princes, ye ken,” he went on in the discreet whisper of the conspirator. “You were up and saw him last night, I’m hearing. To-day they tell me he’s himself again, and coming down to a session meeting at noon. I must put myself in his way to say a friendly word or two. Ah! you’re laughing at us. I understand, man, I understand. You travellers need not practise the art of civility; but we’re too close on the castle here to be out of favour with MacCailein Mor. Draw in your chair, and—Mary, Mary, goodwife! bring in the bottle with you and see young Elrigmore.”
“Ah, kid, kid! Aren’t we having a good time?” he said as he led me into the living room. “Inneraora is struggling with her reputation as much as with her properties. I wish one could be fixed as easily as the other; but we shouldn’t say anything bad about the princes, you know,” he continued in the quiet tone of a conspirator. “I heard you saw him last night. Today they’re telling me he’s back to normal and coming down for a meeting at noon. I need to make sure I run into him to say a friendly word or two. Ah! You’re laughing at us. I get it, man, I get it. You travelers don’t need to bother with politeness; but we’re close enough to the castle here not to fall out of favor with MacCailein Mor. Pull your chair in, and—Mary, Mary, goodwife! Bring the bottle with you and check on young Elrigmore.”
In came the goodwife with even greater signs of trouble than her husband, but all in a flurry of good-humoured welcome. They sat, the pair of them, before me in a little room poorly lit by a narrow window but half-glazed, because a lower portion of it had been destroyed in the occupation of the Irish, and had to be timbered up to keep the wind outside. A douce pathetic pair; I let my thoughts stray a little even from their daughter as I looked on them, and pondered on the tragedy of age that is almost as cruel as war, but for the love that set Provost Brown with his chair haffit close against his wife’s, so that less noticeably he might take her hand in his below the table and renew the glow that first they learned, no doubt, when lad and lass awandering in summer days, oh long ago, in Eas-a-chosain glen.
In walked the goodwife, showing even more signs of trouble than her husband, but all with a warm and cheerful greeting. They sat together in a small room that was dimly lit by a narrow window that was partly boarded up because the lower part had been damaged during the Irish occupation, and had to be reinforced with timber to block out the wind. A sadly sweet couple; I drifted away with my thoughts for a moment, even from their daughter, as I looked at them and reflected on the tragedy of aging, which is almost as harsh as war, except for the love that drove Provost Brown to position his chair snugly beside his wife’s so he could discreetly hold her hand beneath the table and bring back the warmth they first experienced together, no doubt, when they were young and wandering through Eas-a-chosain glen on summer days, long ago.
They plied me with a hundred questions, of my adventures, and of my father, and of affairs up in Shira Glen. I sat answering very often at hazard, with my mind fixed on the one question I had to ask, which was a simple one as to the whereabouts and condition of their daughter. But I leave to any lad of a shrinking and sensitive nature if this was not a task of exceeding difficulty. For you must remember that here were two very sharp-eyed parents, one of them with a gift of irony discomposing to a lover, and the other or both perhaps, with no reason, so far as I knew, to think I had any special feeling for the girl. But I knew as well as if I had gone over the thing a score of times before, how my manner of putting that simple question would reveal me at a flash to the irony of the father and the wonder of the mother. And in any case they gave me not the smallest chance of putting it As they plied me with affairs a thousand miles beyond the limits of my immediate interest, and I answered them with a brevity almost discourteous, I was practising two or three phrases in my mind.
They bombarded me with questions about my adventures, my dad, and what was going on up in Shira Glen. I sat there answering them, often randomly, my mind focused on one question: where their daughter was and how she was doing. But I challenge any shy and sensitive guy to say this wasn’t incredibly tough. You see, I had two very observant parents in front of me, one of whom had an unsettlingly ironic sense of humor for someone in love, and the other—or maybe both—had no reason to think I had any special feelings for their daughter. Still, I knew that the way I framed that simple question would instantly expose me to the father's sarcasm and the mother's curiosity. They gave me no opportunity to ask it. While they were diving into topics that were a thousand miles away from what I was actually interested in, I was responding with a brevity that was almost rude, while silently rehearsing a few phrases in my head.
“And how is your daughter, sir?” might seem simple enough, but it would be too cold for an inquirer to whom hitherto she had always been Betty; while to ask for Betty outright would—a startling new spring of delicacy in my nature told me—be to use a friendly warmth only the most cordial relations with the girl would warrant No matter how I mooted the lady, I knew something in my voice and the very flush in my face would reveal my secret My position grew more pitiful every moment, for to the charge of cowardice I levelled first at myself for my backwardness, there was the charge of discourtesy. What could they think of ray breeding that I had not mentioned their daughter? What could I think from their silence regarding her but that they were vexed at my indifference to her, and with the usual Highland pride were determined not even to mention her name till she was asked for. Upon my word, I was in a trouble more distressing than when I sat in the mist in the Moor of Rannoch and confessed myself lost! I thought for a little, in a momentary wave of courage, of leading the conversation in her direction by harking back to the day when the town was abandoned, and she took flight with the child into the woods. Still the Provost, now doing all the talking, while his wife knit hose, would ever turn a hundred by-ways from the main road I sought to lead him on.
“And how is your daughter, sir?” might seem straightforward, but it felt too distant for someone who had always known her as Betty; while asking for Betty directly would—a surprising new sensitivity in me told me—call for a friendliness only the closest relationship with her would justify. No matter how I referred to the lady, I knew something in my voice and the flush on my face would betray my secret. My situation became more awkward by the second, as I first criticized myself for being timid and then felt the added guilt of being rude. What could they think of my manners that I hadn’t mentioned their daughter? What could I assume from their silence about her but that they were upset with my apparent indifference, and with their usual Highland pride, decided not to mention her name until I asked? Honestly, I was in a more painful situation than when I sat in the fog on the Moor of Rannoch and admitted I was lost! For a moment, fueled by a brief surge of courage, I thought about steering the conversation towards her by bringing up the day the town was deserted and she ran off with the child into the woods. Still, the Provost, who was doing all the talking while his wife knitted, would steer the conversation down a hundred different paths from the main topic I wanted to discuss.
By-and-by, when the crack had drifted hopelessly away from all connection with Mistress Betty, there was a woman’s step on the stair. My face became as hot as fire at the sound, and I leaned eagerly forward in my chair before I thought of the transparency of the movement.
By and by, when the crack had drifted hopelessly away from all connection with Mistress Betty, I heard a woman's footsteps on the stairs. My face suddenly felt as hot as fire at the sound, and I leaned eagerly forward in my chair before I realized how obvious my movement was.
The Provost’s eyes closed to little slits in his face; the corner of his mouth curled in amusement.
The Provost's eyes narrowed into small slits; the corner of his mouth twisted in amusement.
“Here’s Peggy back from Bailie Campbell’s,” he said to his wife, and I was convinced he did so to let me know the new-comer, who was now moving about in the kitchen across the lobby, was not the one I had expected. My disappointment must have shown in my face; I felt I was wasting moments the most precious, though it was something to be under the same roof as my lady’s relatives, under the same roof as she had slept below last night, and to see some of her actual self almost, in the smiles and eyes and turns of the voice of her mother. I stood up to go, slyly casting an eye about the chamber for the poor comfort of seeing so little as a ribbon or a shoe that was hers, but even that was denied me. The Provost, who, I’ll swear now, knew my trouble from the outset, though his wife was blind to it, felt at last constrained to relieve it.
“Here’s Peggy back from Bailie Campbell’s,” he said to his wife, and I was convinced he did so to let me know that the newcomer, who was now moving around in the kitchen across the lobby, was not the person I had hoped for. My disappointment must have been clear on my face; I felt like I was wasting the most precious moments, even though it was something to be under the same roof as my lady’s relatives, under the same roof where she had slept below last night, and to see some of her actual self almost, in the smiles and eyes and tones of her mother’s voice. I stood up to leave, furtively glancing around the room for the small comfort of finding even a ribbon or a shoe that belonged to her, but even that was denied to me. The Provost, who I swear knew my trouble from the very beginning, even though his wife was oblivious to it, finally felt compelled to address it.
“And you must be going,” he said; “I wish you could have waited to see Betty, who’s on a visit to Carlunnan and should be home by now.”
“And you have to be on your way,” he said; “I wish you could have stuck around to see Betty, who’s visiting Carlunnan and should be back by now.”
As he said it, he was tapping his snuff-mull and looking at me pawkily out of the corners of his eyes, that hovered between me and his wife, who stood with the wool in her hand, beaming mildly up in my face. I half turned on my heel and set a restless gaze on the corner of the room. For many considerations were in his simple words. That he should say them at all relieved the tension of my wonder; that he should say them in the way he did, was, in a manner, a manifestation that he guessed the real state of ray feelings to the lady whose very name I had not dared to mention to him, and that he was ready to favour any suit I pressed I was even inclined to push my reading of his remark further, and say to myself that if he had not known the lady herself favoured me, he would never have fanned my hope by even so little as an indifferent sentence.
As he was saying this, he was tapping his snuff container and looking at me awkwardly out of the corners of his eyes, which darted between me and his wife, who stood there with the wool in her hand, smiling kindly at me. I half turned on my heel and cast a restless glance at the corner of the room. His simple words held many implications. The fact that he said them at all eased my curiosity; the way he expressed them indicated that he sensed my true feelings for the woman whose name I hadn’t even dared to mention to him, and that he was willing to support any pursuit I might undertake. I was even tempted to interpret his comment further, thinking to myself that if he hadn’t known the lady herself was inclined toward me, he would never have raised my hopes with even such a casual remark.
“And how is she—how is Betty?” I asked, lamely.
“And how is she—how is Betty?” I asked awkwardly.
He laughed with a pleasing slyness, and gave me a dunt with his elbow on the side, a bit of the faun, a bit of the father, a bit of my father’s friend.
He laughed with a charming slyness and nudged me with his elbow on the side, a mix of the faun, a bit of the father, a bit of my dad's friend.
“You’re too blate, Colin,” he said, and then he put his arm through his wife’s and gave her a squeeze to take her into his joke. I would have laughed at the humour of it but for the surprise in the good woman’s face. It fair startled me, and yet it was no more than the look of a woman who leams that her man and she have been close company with a secret for months, and she had never made its acquaintance. There was perhaps a little more, a hesitancy in the utterance, a flush, a tone that seemed to show the subject was one to be passed bye as fast as possible.
“You’re too shy, Colin,” he said, and then he linked arms with his wife and gave her a squeeze to include her in the joke. I would have laughed at the humor of it, but the surprise on the woman's face stopped me. It genuinely startled me, yet it was nothing more than the look of a woman who learns that her partner and she have been keeping a secret for months, and she had never known about it. There was perhaps a bit more—an hesitation in his voice, a flush, a tone that suggested the topic should be skipped over quickly.
She smiled feebly a little, picked up a row of dropped stitches, and “Oh, Betty,” said she, “Betty—is—is—she’ll be back in a little. Will you not wait?”
She smiled weakly for a moment, picked up a row of dropped stitches, and said, “Oh, Betty, is she coming back soon? Will you not wait?"
“No, I must be going,” I said; “I may have the happiness of meeting her before I go up the glen in the afternoon.”
“No, I have to leave,” I said; “I might have the chance to meet her before I head up the valley this afternoon.”
They pressed me both to stay, but I seemed, in my mind, to have a new demand upon me for an immediate and private meeting with the girl; she must be seen alone, and not in presence of the old couple, who would give my natural shyness in her company far more gawkiness than it might have if I met her alone.
They urged me to stay, but I felt this new need to have a private meeting with the girl; I needed to see her alone, without the old couple around, who would make my natural shyness in her presence feel even more awkward than if I met her by myself.
I went out and went down the stair, and along the front of the land, my being in a tumult, yet with my observation keen to everything, no matter how trivial, that happened around me. The sea-gulls, that make the town the playground of their stormy holidays, swept and curved among the pigeons in the gutter and quarrelled over the spoils; tossed in the air wind-blown, then dropped with feet outstretched upon the black joists and window-sills. Fowls of the midden, new brought from other parts to make up the place of those that had gone to the kail-pots of Antrim and Athole, stalked about with heads high, foreign to this causied and gravelled country, clucking eagerly for meat I made my way amid the bird of the sea and the bird of the wood and common bird of the yard with a divided mind, seeing them with the eye for future recollection, but seeing them not Peats were at every close-mouth, at every door almost that was half-habitable, and fuel cut from the wood, and all about the thoroughfare was embarrassed.
I went outside and walked down the stairs, along the front of the place, feeling restless but focused on everything happening around me, no matter how small. The seagulls, which make the town their playground during wild holidays, swooped and glided among the pigeons in the gutter, fighting over scraps; they were tossed in the wind and then landed with their feet stretched out on the dark beams and window sills. Birds from the dump, newly brought in to replace those that had gone to the kitchens of Antrim and Athole, strutted around, heads held high, feeling out of place in this cobbled and gravelly area, clucking eagerly for food. I navigated through the sea birds, woodland birds, and common yard birds with a conflicted mind, seeing them clearly for future memories but not fully appreciating them in the moment. Peat was piled up at every alleyway, nearly every door that was half-livable had it, and the entire street felt cluttered.
I had a different decision at every step, now to seek the girl, now to go home, now finding the most heartening hints in the agitation of the parents, anon troubled exceedingly with the reflection that there was something of an unfavourable nature in the demeanour of her mother, however much the father’s badinage might soothe my vanity.
I faced a different choice at every turn: sometimes I wanted to look for the girl, other times I wanted to go home. I would find hope in the worried reactions of her parents, but then I would become very disturbed by the feeling that her mother’s behavior was off, no matter how much the father’s teasing might make me feel better about myself.
I had made up my mind for the twentieth time to go the length of Carlunnan and face her plump and plain, when behold she came suddenly round the corner at the Maltland where the surviving Lowland troops were gathered! M’Iver was with her, and my resolution shrivelled and shook within me like an old nut kernel. I would have turned but for the stupidity and ill-breeding such a movement would evidence, yet as I held on my way at a slower pace and the pair approached, I felt every limb an encumbrance, I felt the country lout throbbing in every vein.
I had decided for the twentieth time to go to Carlunnan and confront her, even though she was plump and plain, when suddenly she appeared around the corner at the Maltland where the surviving Lowland troops were gathered! M'Iver was with her, and my determination shriveled and shook inside me like an old nut. I would have turned back, but I didn't want to seem rude or stupid, so as I kept walking at a slower pace and they came closer, I felt like every part of me was a burden, and I could feel the country bumpkin in me throbbing in every vein.
Betty almost ran to meet me as we came closer together, with an agreeableness that might have pleased me more had I not the certainty that she would have been as warm to either of the two men who had rescued her from her hiding in the wood of Strongara, and had just come back from her country’s battles with however small credit to themselves in the result. She was in a very happy mood, for, like all women, she could readily forget the large and general vexation of a reverse to her people in war if the immediate prospect was not unpleasant and things around were showing improvement Her eyes shone and sparkled, the ordinary sedate flow of her words was varied by little outbursts of gaiety. She had been visiting the child at Carlunnan, where it had been adopted by her kinswoman, who made a better guardian than its grandmother, who died on her way to Dunbarton.
Betty almost ran to meet me as we got closer, with a friendliness that would have made me happier if I didn’t know for sure that she would have greeted either of the two men who rescued her from her hiding place in the woods of Strongara just as warmly. They had just returned from the battles in her country, even if they didn’t have much to brag about. She was in a really good mood because, like many women, she could easily forget the major and general frustration of a setback for her people in the war as long as the immediate outlook was pleasant and things around her seemed to be getting better. Her eyes sparkled, and the usual steady flow of her words was interrupted by bursts of excitement. She had been visiting the child at Carlunnan, where her relative had adopted it, proving to be a better guardian than the child's grandmother, who passed away on her way to Dunbarton.
“What sets you on this road?” she asked blandly.
“What made you choose this path?” she asked flatly.
“Oh, you have often seen me on this road before,” I said, boldly and with meaning. Ere I went wandering we had heard the rivers sing many a time, and sat upon its banks and little thought life and time were passing as quickly as the leaf or bubble on the surface. She flushed ever so little at the remembrance, and threw a stray curl back from her temples with an impatient toss of her fingers.
“Oh, you’ve probably seen me on this road before,” I said confidently and with intent. Before I started wandering, we had heard the rivers sing many times and sat by its banks, not realizing how quickly life and time were passing, like a leaf or a bubble on the surface. She blushed slightly at the memory and tossed a stray curl back from her temples with an impatient flick of her fingers.
“And so much of the dandy too!” put in M’Iver, himself perjink enough about his apparel. “I’ll wager there’s a girl in the business.” He laughed low, looked from one to the other of us, yet his meaning escaped, or seemed to escape, the lady.
“And there’s so much of the show-off too!” added M’Iver, who was pretty stylish himself. “I bet there’s a girl involved.” He chuckled softly, glancing between the two of us, but his meaning went over her head, or at least seemed to.
“Elrigmore is none of the kind,” she said, as if to protect a child. “He has too many serious affairs of life in hand to be in the humour for gallivanting.”
“Elrigmore is not like that at all,” she said, as if she were trying to protect a child. “He has too many serious things going on in his life to be in the mood for messing around.”
This extraordinary reading of my character by the one woman who ought to have known it better, if only by an instinct, threw me into a blend of confusion and chagrin. I had no answer for her. I regretted now that my evil star had sent me up Glenaora, or that having met her with M’Iver, whose presence increased my diffidence, I had not pretended some errand or business up among the farmlands in the Salachry hills, where distant relatives of our house were often found But now I was on one side of the lady and M’Iver on the other, on our way towards the burgh, and the convoy must be concluded, even if I were dumb all the way. Dumb, indeed, I was inclined to be. M’Iver laughed uproariously at madame’s notion that I was too seriously engaged with life for the recreation of love-making; it was bound to please him, coming, as it did, so close on his own estimate of me as the Sobersides he christened me at almost our first acquaintance. But he had a generous enough notion to give me the chance of being alone with the girl he knew very well my feelings for.
This amazing insight into my character from the one woman who should have known me better, even if just by instinct, left me feeling both confused and embarrassed. I had no response for her. I now regretted that my bad luck had led me to Glenaora, or that after running into her with M’Iver, whose presence made me feel even more awkward, I hadn’t made up some excuse to be up in the Salachry hills, where our distant relatives were often found. But now I was on one side of the lady and M’Iver on the other, heading towards the burgh, and we had to see this through, even if I stayed silent the entire time. Honestly, I was tempted to be silent. M’Iver laughed loudly at madame’s idea that I was too serious about life to enjoy flirting; it clearly amused him, especially since it aligned so closely with his early impression of me as the Sobersides he had nicknamed me. But he was generous enough to give me a chance to be alone with the girl he knew I had feelings for.
“I’ve been up just now at the camp,” he said, “anent the purchase of a troop-horse, and I had not concluded my bargain when Mistress Brown passed. I’m your true cavalier in one respect, that I must be offering every handsome passenger an escort; but this time it’s an office for Elrigmore, who can undertake your company down the way bravely enough, I’ll swear, for all his blateness.”
“I was just up at the camp,” he said, “regarding the purchase of a troop horse, and I hadn't finished my deal when Mistress Brown walked by. I’m your true gentleman in one way, as I always feel compelled to offer every attractive traveler an escort; but this time it's a duty for Elrigmore, who can accompany you down the road quite confidently, I assure you, despite his shyness.”
Betty halted, as did the other two of us, and bantered my comrade.
Betty stopped, just like the two of us, and joked around with my friend.
“I ask your pardon a thousand times, Barbreck,” she said; “I thought you were hurrying on your way down behind me, and came upon me before you saw who I was.”
“I’m really sorry, Barbreck,” she said. “I thought you were rushing down behind me and ran into me before you realized who I was.”
“That was the story,” said he, coolly; “I’m too old a hand at the business to be set back on the road I came by a lady who has no relish for my company.”
“That was the story,” he said casually. “I’ve been in this game long enough not to be thrown off course by a woman who doesn’t enjoy my company.”
“I would not take you away from your marketing for the world,” she proceeded. “Perhaps Elrigmore may be inclined to go up to the camp too; he may help you to the pick of your horse—and we’ll believe you the soldier of fortune again when we see you one.”
“I wouldn’t take you away from your marketing for anything,” she continued. “Maybe Elrigmore will want to head up to the camp as well; he could help you pick out your horse—and we’ll believe you’re a soldier of fortune again when we see it.”
She, at least, had no belief that the mine-manager was to be a mercenary again. She tapped with a tiny toe on the pebbles, affecting a choler the twinkle in her eyes did not homologate. It was enough for M’Iver, who gave a “Pshaw!” and concluded he might as well, as he said, “be in good company so long as he had the chance,” and down the way again we went. Somehow the check had put him on his mettle. He seemed to lose at once all regard for my interests in this. I became in truth, more frequently than was palatable, the butt of his little pleasantries; my mysterious saunter up that glen, my sobriety of demeanour, my now silence-all those things, whose meaning he knew very well, were made the text for his amusement for the lady. As for me, I took it all weakly, striving to meet his wit with careless smiles.
She definitely didn't believe that the mine manager would turn out to be a mercenary again. She tapped her little toe on the pebbles, trying to act angry, but the sparkle in her eyes didn't match her demeanor. That was enough for M’Iver, who scoffed and decided he might as well “be in good company while he had the chance,” so we headed back down the path again. Somehow, the setback seemed to fire him up. He quickly lost interest in my concerns about the situation. I found myself, often more than I wanted, the target of his playful jabs; my mysterious stroll up that valley, my serious demeanor, my current silence—all the things he understood perfectly became a source of amusement for the lady. As for me, I handled it poorly, trying to counter his humor with casual smiles.
For the first time, I was seized with a jealousy of him. Here was I, your arrant rustic; he was as composed as could be, overflowing with happy thoughts, laughable incident, and ever ready with the compliment or the retort women love to hear from a smart fellow of even indifferent character. I ic had the policy to conceal the vanity that was for ordinary his most transparent feature, and his trick was to admire the valour and the humour of others. Our wanderings in Lorn and I-ochaber, our adventures with the MacDonalds, all the story of the expedition, he danced through, as it were, on the tip-toe of light phrase, as if it had Ixrcn a strong man’s scheme of recreation, scarcely once appealing to ma With a Mushed cheek and parted lips the lady hung upon his words, arched her dark eyebrows in fear, or bubbled into the merriest laughter as the occasion demanded. Worst of all, she teemed to share his amusement at my silence, and then I could have wished rather than a bag of gold I had the Mull witch’s invisible coat, or that the earth would swallow me up. The very country-people passing on the way were art and part in the conspiracy of circumstances to make me unhappy. Their salutes were rarely for Elrigmore, but for the lady and John Splendid, whose bold quarrel with MacCailein Mor was now the rumour of two parishes, and gave him a wide name for unflinching bravery of a kind he had been generally acknowledged as sadly want ing in before. And Mistress Betty could not but see that high or low, I was second to this fellow going off—or at least with the rumour of it—to Hebron’s cavaliers in France before the week-end.
For the first time, I felt a twinge of jealousy towards him. Here I was, a complete country bumpkin; he was calm and collected, brimming with cheerful thoughts, amusing stories, and always ready with a compliment or a witty comeback that women love to hear from a charming guy, even one with a questionable character. He knew how to hide the vanity that was usually his most obvious trait, and his tactic was to admire the bravery and humor of others. Our travels in Lorn and Lochaber, our adventures with the MacDonalds—all the tales of the expedition—he shared them with a lightness, as if it was just a fun outing, hardly ever looking to me for validation. With a flushed face and parted lips, the lady hung on his every word, raising her dark eyebrows in mock worry or bursting into fits of laughter as appropriate. Worst of all, she seemed to find my silence amusing, and in that moment, I wished more than anything for the Mull witch’s invisible coat, or that the ground would just swallow me whole. Even the locals passing by were part of the situation that made me miserable. Their greetings were rarely directed at me, but rather at the lady and John Splendid, whose bold conflict with MacCailein Mor had become the talk of two parishes, making him known for a bravery he had previously been thought of as lacking. And Mistress Betty couldn’t help but notice that regardless of rank, I was always second to this guy who was heading off—or at least rumored to be—among Hebron's cavaliers in France before the weekend.
M’Iver was just, perhaps, carrying his humour at my cost a little too far for my temper, which was never readily stirred, but flamed fast enough when set properly alowe, and Betty—here too your true woman wit—saw it sooner than he did himself, quick enough in the uptake though he was. He had returned again to his banter about the supposititious girl I was trysted with up the glen, and my face showed my annoyance.
M'Iver was maybe taking his jokes about me a bit too far for my liking, which usually stays calm but can ignite quickly when provoked. Betty—your classic sharp-witted woman—noticed it before he did, even though he was usually quick on the draw. He had gone back to teasing me about the imaginary girl I was supposedly meeting up the glen, and my expression showed how annoyed I was.
“You think all men like yourself,” said the girl to him, “and all women the same—like the common soldier you are.”
“You think all men are just like you,” the girl said to him, “and all women are the same—just like the average soldier you are.”
“I think them all darlings,” he confessed, laughing; “God bless them, kind and foolish——”
“I think of them all as darlings,” he admitted with a laugh; “God bless them, kind and silly——”
“As you’ve known them oftenest,” she supplied, coldly.
“As you’ve known them most often,” she said, coldly.
“Or sedate and sensible,” he went on. “None of them but found John M’Iver of Barbeck their very true cavalier.”
“Or calm and reasonable,” he continued. “None of them but found John M’Iver of Barbeck their very true knight.”
“Indeed,” said Mistress Betty, colder than ever, some new thought working within her, judging from the tone. “And yet you leave to-morrow, and have never been to Carlunnan.” She said the last words with a hesitancy, blushing most warmly. To me they were a dark mystery, unless I was to assume, what I did wildly for a moment, only to relinquish the notion immediately, that she had been in the humour to go visiting her friends with him. Mover’s face showed some curious emotion that it baffled me to read, and all that was plain to me was that here were two people with a very strong thought of a distressing kind between them.
“Indeed,” said Mistress Betty, colder than ever, as some new thought crossed her mind, judging by her tone. “And yet you’re leaving tomorrow, and you’ve never been to Carlunnan.” She said the last words hesitantly, blushing intensely. To me, they felt like a dark mystery, unless I was to assume—an assumption I momentarily made and quickly discarded—that she had been planning to visit her friends with him. Mover’s face showed some strange emotion that confused me, and all I could clearly see was that here were two people carrying a heavy and distressing thought between them.
“It would be idle for me,” he said in a little, “to deny that I know what you mean. But do you not believe you might be doing me poor justice in your suspicions?”
“It would be pointless for me,” he said quietly, “to deny that I understand what you mean. But don’t you think you might be doing me a disservice with your suspicions?”
“It is a topic I cannot come closer upon,” she answered; “I am a woman. That forbids me and that same compels me. If nature does not demand your attendance up there, then you are a man wronged by rumour or a man dead to every sense of the human spirit I have listened to your humour and laughed at your banter, for you have an art to make people forget; but all the way I have been finding my lightness broken in on by the feeble cry of a child without a mother—it seems, too, without a father.”
“It’s a topic I can’t get closer to,” she replied; “I’m a woman. That both restricts and compels me. If nature doesn’t require your presence up there, then you’re either a man misjudged by gossip or a man completely disconnected from the human spirit. I’ve listened to your jokes and laughed at your teasing because you have a talent for making people forget; but all along, I’ve been interrupted by the weak cries of a child who has no mother—it also seems like they have no father.”
“If that is the trouble,” he said, turning away with a smile he did not succeed in concealing either from the lady or me, “you may set your mind at rest The child you mention has, from this day, what we may be calling a godfather.”
“If that’s the problem,” he said, turning away with a smile he couldn’t hide from either the lady or me, “you can relax. The child you mentioned has, starting today, what we can call a godfather.”
“Then the tale’s true?” she said, stopping on the road, turning and gazing with neither mirth nor warmth in her countenance.
“Is the story true then?” she asked, halting on the road, turning, and looking at him with neither joy nor kindness on her face.
M’Iver hesitated, and looked upon the woman to me as if I could help him in the difficulty; but I must have seemed a clown in the very abjection of my ignorance of what all this mystery was about He searched my face and I searched my memory, and then I recollected that he had told me before of Mistress Brown’s suspicions of the paternity of the child.
M’Iver hesitated and looked at the woman as if I could help him with the situation; but I must have looked like a fool in my complete ignorance of what this whole mystery was about. He searched my face, and I searched my memory, and then I remembered that he had mentioned before Mistress Brown’s suspicions about who the child's father was.
“I could well wish your answer came more readily,” said she again, somewhat bitterly, “for then I know it would be denial.”
“I really wish your answer would come more quickly,” she said again, a bit bitterly, “because then I’d know it would be a no.”
“And perhaps untruth, too,” said John, oddly. “This time it’s a question of honour, a far more complicated turn of circumstances than you can fancy, and my answer takes time.”
“And maybe lies, too,” John said strangely. “This time it’s a matter of honor, a much more complicated situation than you can imagine, and my answer needs time.”
“Guilty!” she cried, “and you go like this. You know what the story is, and your whole conduct in front of my charges shows you take the very lightest view of the whole horrible crime.”
“Guilty!” she exclaimed, “and you act like this. You know what the situation is, and your entire behavior in front of my accusations shows you have the most casual attitude towards the entire terrible crime.”
“Say away, madame,” said M’Iver, assuming an indifference his every feature gave the lie to. “I’m no better nor no worse than the rest of the world. That’s all I’ll say.”
“Go ahead, madame,” said M’Iver, trying to sound indifferent, even though his expression revealed otherwise. “I’m no better or worse than anyone else. That’s all I have to say.”
“You have said enough for me, then,” said the girl.
“You've said enough for me, then,” said the girl.
“I think, Elrigmore, if you please, I’ll not trouble you and your friend to come farther with me now. I am obliged for your society so far.”
“I think, Elrigmore, if you don’t mind, I won’t bother you and your friend by asking you to come any further with me right now. I appreciate your company up to this point.”
She was gone before either of us could answer, leaving us like a pair of culprits standing in the middle of the road. A little breeze fanned her clothing, and they shook behind her as to be free from some contamination. She had overtaken and joined a woman in front of her before I had recovered from my astonishment M’Iver turned from surveying her departure with lowered eyebrows, and gave me a look with half-a-dozen contending thoughts in it.
She was gone before either of us could respond, leaving us like two guilty people standing in the middle of the road. A little breeze fluttered her clothes, making them shake behind her as if trying to shake off some contamination. She had caught up to and joined a woman ahead of her before I could get over my shock. M’Iver turned from watching her leave, frowning, and gave me a look full of conflicting thoughts.
“That’s the end of it,” said he, as much to himself as for my ear, “and the odd thing of it again is that she never seemed so precious fine a woman as when it was ‘a bye wi’ auld days and you,’ as the Scots song says.”
“That's the end of it,” he said, partly to himself and partly for my benefit, “and the strange thing is that she never seemed as wonderful a woman as she did when it was ‘goodbye to old days and you,’ just like the Scots song says.”
“It beats me to fathom,” I confessed. “Do I understand that you admitted to the lady that you were the father of the child?”
“It’s beyond me to understand,” I admitted. “Are you saying you told the woman that you were the father of the child?”
“I admitted nothing,” he said, cunningly, “if you’ll take the trouble to think again. I but let the lady have her own way, which most of her sex generally manage from me in the long-run.”
“I didn't admit anything,” he said slyly, “if you take the time to think about it again. I just let the lady have her way, which most women usually get from me in the end.”
“But, man! you could leave her only one impression, that you are as black as she thinks you, and am I not sure you fall far short of that?”
“But, seriously! the only impression you could leave her with is that you’re as bad as she thinks you are, and I'm pretty sure you’re nowhere near that.”
“Thank you,” he said; “it is good of you to say it. I am for off whenever my affairs here are settled, and when I’m the breadth of seas afar from Inneraora, you’ll think as well as you can of John M’Iver, who’ll maybe not grudge having lost the lady’s affection if he kept his friend’s and comrade’s heart.”
“Thank you,” he said; “it’s generous of you to say that. I’m off as soon as my business here is wrapped up, and when I’m far across the seas from Inneraora, you’ll remember John M’Iver as best as you can, who might not mind losing the lady’s affection if he still has his friend’s and comrade’s heart.”
He was vastly moved as he spoke. He took my hand and wrung it fiercely; he turned without another word, good or ill, and strode back on his way to the camp, leaving me to seek my way to the town alone.
He was really touched as he spoke. He grabbed my hand and shook it intensely; he turned without saying anything else, good or bad, and walked back to the camp, leaving me to make my way to the town by myself.
CHAPTER XXXII.—A SCANDAL AND A QUARREL.
On some days I kept to Glen Shim as the tod keeps to the cairn when heather burns, afraid almost to let even my thoughts wander there lest they should fly back distressed, to say the hope I cherished was in vain. I worked in the wood among Use pines that now make rooftrees for my home, and at nights I went on ttilidh among some of the poorer houses of the Glen, and found a drug for a mind uneasy in the talcs our peasants told around the fire. A drug, and yet a drug sometimes with the very disease in itself I sought for it to kill. For the love of a man for a maid is the one story of all lands, of all ages, trick it as we may, and my good people, telling their old ancient histories round the lire, found, although they never knew it, a young man’s quivering heart a score of times a night.
On some days, I stayed close to Glen Shim like a fox sticks to his den when the heather is burning, almost afraid to let my thoughts drift there, worried they might return upset, confirming that the hope I held was useless. I worked in the woods among the pines that now form the roof of my home, and at night I visited some of the poorer houses in the Glen, finding comfort in the stories our peasants shared around the fire. A comfort, yet sometimes the very thing that carried the disease I wanted to escape. For the love of a man for a woman is the one story told in every land, at every age, no matter how we twist it, and my dear people, sharing their ancient tales around the fire, unknowingly revealed a young man's trembling heart countless times each night.
Still at times, by day and night—ay! in the very midmost watches of the stars-I walked, in my musing, as I thought, upon the causeyed street, where perhaps I had been sooner in the actual fact if M’Iver’s departure had not been delayed. He was swaggering, they told me, about the town in his old regimentals, every pomp of the foreign soldier assumed again as if they had never been relaxed in all those yean of peace and commerce. I drank stoutly in the taverns, and ‘twas constantly, “Landlady, I’m the lawing,” for the fishermen, that they might love him. A tale went round, too, that one morning he went to a burial in Kilmalieu, and Argile was there seeing the last of an old retainer to his long home, and old Macnachtan came riding down past corpse and mourner with his only reverence a finger to his cap. “Come down off your horse when death or Argile goes bye,” cried M’Iver, hauling the laird off his saddle. But between Argile and him were no transactions; the pride of both would not allow it, though it was well known that their affections were stronger than ever they had been before, and that Gordon made more than one attempt at a plan to bring them together.
Sometimes, day and night—yes, even in the dead of night—I found myself wandering, lost in thought, on the cobblestone street, where I might have been earlier if M’Iver’s departure hadn’t been postponed. I heard he was strutting around town in his old military uniform, flaunting the glory of a foreign soldier as if all those years of peace and trade hadn't changed anything. I drank heavily in the pubs, often announcing, “Landlady, I'm the boss,” to the fishermen, hoping they’d like him. There was also a story going around that one morning he attended a funeral in Kilmalieu, where Argile was there to lay one of his old servants to rest. Old Macnachtan rode by the casket and mourners, tipping his hat as his only sign of respect. “Get off your horse when death or Argile pass by,” M’Iver shouted, pulling the laird from his saddle. But there was no business between Argile and him; their pride wouldn’t allow it, even though it was well-known that their feelings for each other were stronger than ever, and that Gordon made multiple attempts to reconcile them.
It is likely, too, I had been down—leaving M’Iver out of consideration altogether—had there not been the tales about MacLachlan, tales that came to my ears in the most miraculous way, with no ill intention on the part of the gossips—about his constant haunting of Inneraora and the company of his cousin. He had been seen there with her on the road to Carlunnan. That venue of all others! God! did the river sing for him too among its reeds and shallows; did the sun tip Dunchuach like a thimble and the wild beast dally on the way? That was the greatest blow of all! It left plain (I thought in ray foolishness) the lady’s coolness when last I met her; for rae henceforth (so said bitterness) the serious affairs of life, that in her notion set me more than courtship. I grew solemn, so gloomy in spirit that even my father observed the ceasing of my whistle and song, and the less readiness of my smile. And he, poor man, thought it the melancholy of Inverlochy and the influence of this ruined countryside.
It’s likely that I would have been down—forgetting about M’Iver altogether—if it hadn’t been for the stories about MacLachlan, which came to me in the most unbelievable way, with no bad intentions on the part of the gossipers—about his constant presence in Inneraora and his time spent with his cousin. He was spotted there with her on the road to Carlunnan. Of all places! Did the river sing for him too among its reeds and shallows? Did the sun shine on Dunchuach like a thimble while the wild animals lingered on the way? That was the biggest blow of all! It clearly explained (I thought foolishly) the lady's indifference the last time I saw her; for from that point on (as bitterness told me), serious matters in life, in her eyes, mattered more to me than just romance. I became so serious, so filled with gloom that even my father noticed my lack of whistling and singing, and my less frequent smiles. And he, poor man, thought it was the sadness of Inverlochy and the effect of this ruined landscape.
When I went down to the town again the very house-fronts seemed inhospitable, so that I must pass the time upon the quay. There are days at that season when Loch Finne, so calm, so crystal, so duplicate of the sky, seems like water sunk and lost for ever to wind and wave, when the sea-birds doze upon its kindly bosom like bees upon the flower, and a silence hangs that only breaks in distant innuendo of the rivers or the low of cattle on the Cowal shore. The great bays lapse into hills that float upon a purple haze, forest nor lea has any sign of spring’s extravagance or the flame of the autumn that fires Dunchuach till it blazes like a torch. All is in the light sleep of the year’s morning, and what, I have thought, if God in His pious whim should never awake it any more?
When I went back to town, the house fronts felt so unwelcoming that I had to spend my time by the quay. There are days during that season when Loch Finne, so calm, so clear, and perfectly reflecting the sky, seems like water that has sunk and will be lost forever to the wind and waves. The sea birds rest on its gentle surface like bees on a flower, and a silence hangs in the air, only broken by the distant sounds of rivers or the lowing of cattle on the Cowal shore. The large bays fade into hills that float in a purple haze; neither the forest nor the meadows show any signs of spring's abundance or the fiery autumn that sets Dunchuach ablaze like a torch. Everything is in the light slumber of the year's morning, and I’ve wondered what if God, in His merciful whim, never wakes it up again?
It was such a day when I went up and down the rough cobble of the quay, and to behold men working there at their noisy and secular occupations seemed, at first, a Sabbath desecration. But even they seemed affected by this marvellous peace of sea and sky, as they lifted from the net or rested on the tackle to look across greasy gunnels with some vague unquiet of the spirit at the marvellous restfulness of the world. Their very voices learned a softer note from that lulled hour of the enchanted season, and the faint blue smoke of their den fires rose and mingled in the clustered masts or nestled wooing in the drying sails. Then a man in drink came roaring down the quay, an outrage on the scene, and the magic of the day was gone! The boats bobbed and nudged each other or strained at the twanging cord as seamen and fishers spanged from deck to deck; rose cries in loud and southward Gaelic or the lowlands of Air. The world was no longer dreaming but stark awake, all but the sea and the lapsing bays and the brown floating hills. Town Inneraora bustled to its marge. Here was merchandise, here the pack and the bale; snuffy men in perukes, knee-breeched and portly, came and piped in high English, managing the transport of their munitions ashore.
It was one of those days when I walked up and down the rough cobblestones of the dock, and watching the men working there at their loud, everyday jobs felt, at first, like breaking the peace of the day. But even they seemed influenced by the incredible calm of the sea and sky, pausing from their nets or resting on the rigging to gaze across the slick gunwales with some vague unease at the extraordinary tranquility of the world. Their voices took on a softer tone in that soothing hour of the wonderful season, and the thin blue smoke from their fires drifted up and mingled among the clustered masts or gently curled around the drying sails. Then, a drunken man came roaring down the dock, disrupting the scene, and the magic of the day disappeared! The boats bobbed and bumped into each other or strained at the taut lines as sailors and fishermen jumped from deck to deck, shouting in loud Gaelic or the Lowland accent of Air. The world was no longer dreaming but wide awake, except for the sea and the gentle bays and the brown hills floating by. The town of Inneraora bustled at its edge. Here was merchandise, here were packages and bales; dusty men in wigs, wearing knee-breeches and portly, came and spoke in high English, handling the transport of their goods ashore.
I was standing in the midst of the throng of the quay-head, with my troubled mind rinding ease in the industry and interest of those people without loves or jealousies, and only their poor merchandise to exercise them, when I started at the sound of a foot coming up the stone slip from the wateredge. I turned, and who was there but MacLachlan? He was all alone but for a haunch-man, a gillie-wet-foot as we call him, and he had been set on the slip by a wherry that had approached from Cowal side unnoticed by me as I stood in meditation. As he came up the sloping way, picking his footsteps upon the slimy stones, he gave no heed to the identity of the person before him; and with my mood in no way favourable to polite discourse with the fellow, I gave a pace or two round the elbow of the quay, letting him pass on his way up among the clanking rings and chains of the moored gaberts, the bales of the luggers, and the brawny and crying mariners. He was not a favourite among the quay-folk, this pompous little gentleman, with his nose in the air and his clothing so very gaudy. The Lowlands men might salute his gentility if they cared; no residenters of the place did so, but turned their shoulders on him and were very busy with their affairs as he passed. He went bye with a waff of wind in his plaiding, and his haunch-man as he passed at a discreet distance got the double share of jibe and glunch from the mariners.
I was standing in the middle of the crowd at the quay, trying to find some peace of mind in the work and interests of those people who had no loves or jealousies—just their meager goods to keep them occupied—when I was startled by the sound of footsteps coming up the stone ramp from the water's edge. I turned, and there was MacLachlan. He was all alone except for a gillie, a local helper as we call him, who had been set down by a boat that had silently come in from Cowal while I was lost in thought. As he walked up the slope, carefully stepping on the slippery stones, he didn’t pay any attention to who was in front of him; and since I wasn’t in the mood for polite conversation with him, I shifted a couple of paces around the corner of the quay, letting him make his way among the clanking rings and chains of the anchored boats, the bales of cargo, and the loud, brawny sailors. This little pompous guy wasn’t a favorite among the folks at the quay, with his nose in the air and his flashy clothes. The Lowland men might have acknowledged his pretentiousness if they felt like it; the locals, however, turned their backs on him and kept busy with their work as he passed by. He walked off with a gust of wind in his plaid, and his helper, keeping a respectful distance, received a double dose of teasing and scorn from the sailors as they went by.
At first I thought of going home; a dread came on me that if I waited longer in the town I might come upon this intruder and his cousin, when it would sore discomfort me to do so. Thus I went slowly up the quay, and what I heard in the bye-going put a new thought in my head.
At first, I considered going home; I felt a wave of anxiety that if I stayed in town any longer, I might run into this intruder and his cousin, which would really upset me. So, I walked slowly up the quay, and what I overheard as I passed by sparked a new idea in my mind.
Two or three seamen were talking together as I passed, with nudges and winks and sly laughs, not natives of the place but from farther up the loch, yet old frequenters with every chance to know the full ins and outs of what they discoursed upon. I heard but three sentences as I passed; they revealed that MacLachlan at Kilmichael market had once bragged of an amour in Inneraora. That was all! But it was enough to set every drop of blood in my body boiling. I had given the dog credit for a decent affection, and here he was narrating a filthy and impossible story. Liar! liar! liar! At first the word rose to my mouth, and I had to choke it at my teeth for fear it should reveal my passion to the people as I passed through among them with a face inflamed; then doubt arose, a contention of recollections, numb fears—but the girl’s eyes triumphed: I swore to myself she at least should never know the villany of this vulgar and lying rumour set about the country by a rogue.
Two or three sailors were chatting as I walked by, sharing nudges, winks, and sly laughs. They weren’t locals but came from farther up the loch, yet they knew the ins and outs of what they were talking about. I caught only three sentences, but they revealed that MacLachlan at Kilmichael market had once bragged about an affair in Inneraora. That was all! But it was enough to make my blood boil. I had thought the guy was capable of genuine affection, but here he was spreading a filthy and impossible story. Liar! liar! liar! At first, the words almost escaped my lips, but I had to hold them back to hide my anger as I walked among them with a flushed face; then doubts crept in, a mix of memories and numbing fears—but the girl’s eyes won out: I promised myself she would never know the cruelty of this vulgar and false rumor spread by a scoundrel.
Now all fear of facing the street deserted me. I felt a man upright, imbued with a strong sense of justice; I felt I must seek out John Splendid and get his mind, of all others, upon a villany he eould teach me to avenge. I found him at Aakaig’s comer, a flushed man with perhaps (as I thought at first) too much spirits in him to be the most sensible of advisers in a matter of such delicacy.
Now all fear of facing the street left me. I felt strong and ready, filled with a sense of justice; I realized I needed to find John Splendid and get his opinion on a wrong that he could help me take revenge for. I found him at Aakaig’s corner, a flushed man who, at first glance, seemed to have too much spirit in him to be the best adviser for such a delicate situation.
“Elrigmore!” he cried; “sir, I give you welcome to Inneraora! You will not know the place, it has grown so much since you last visited its humble street.”
“Elrigmore!” he shouted; “sir, welcome to Inneraora! You probably won’t recognize the place; it has changed so much since your last visit to its humble street.”
“I’m glad to see you now, John,” I said, hurriedly. “I would sooner see you than any other living person here.”
“I’m really glad to see you now, John,” I said quickly. “I’d rather see you than anyone else here.”
He held up a finger and eyed me pawkily. “Come, man, cornel” he said, laughing, “On your oath now, is there not a lady? And that minds me; you have no more knowledge of the creatures, no more pluck in their presence, than a child. Heavens, what a soldier of fortune is this? Seven years among the army; town to town, camp to camp, here to-day and away to-morrow, with a soldier’s pass to love upon your back and haunch, and yet you have not learned to lift the sneck of a door, but must be tap-tapping with your finger-nails.”
He held up a finger and looked at me playfully. “Come on, man, really,” he said, laughing. “Honestly, is there not a lady? And now that I think about it, you know nothing about them, you have no courage around them, just like a child. Goodness, what a soldier of fortune you are! Seven years in the army; moving from town to town, camp to camp, here today and gone tomorrow, with a soldier's charm on your back and side, and yet you still don't know how to lift a door latch, but just have to tap your fingernails.”
“I do not know what you mean,” said I.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said.
“Lorf! lord!” he cried, pretending amazement, “and here’s schooling! Just think it over for yourself. You are not an ill-looking fellow (though I think I swing a kilt better myself), you are the proper age (though it’s wonderful what a youngish-looking man of not much over forty may do), you have a name for sobriety, and Elrigmore carries a good many head of cattle and commands a hundred swords,—would a girl with any wisdom and no other sweetheart in her mind turn her back on such a list of virtues and graces? If I had your reputation and your estate, I could have the pick of the finest women in Argile—ay, and far beyond it.”
“Wow! Seriously?” he exclaimed, pretending to be shocked. “Just think about it. You’re not bad-looking (even though I think I pull off a kilt better), you’re the right age (though it’s surprising how a man in his early forties can look younger), you have a good reputation, and Elrigmore has a decent number of cattle and commands a hundred swords—would any smart girl with no other love interest turn down someone with such a list of qualities? If I had your reputation and your property, I could choose from the best women in Argyle—and even beyond.”
“Never mind about that just now,” I demanded, gripping my preacher by the hand and forcing him with me out of the way of the passers-by, whose glance upon us would have seemed an indelicacy when we were discussing so precious a thing as my lady’s honour.
“Forget about that for now,” I insisted, grabbing my preacher's hand and pulling him away from the crowd, whose stares would feel inappropriate while we were talking about something as important as my lady’s honor.
“But I shall mind it,” insisted M’Iver, pursing his lips as much to check a hiccough as to express his determination. “It seems I am the only man dare take the liberty. Fie on ye! man, fie! you have not once gone to see the Provost or his daughter since I saw you last I dare not go myself for the sake of a very stupid blunder; but I met the old man coming up the way an hour ago, and he was asking what ailed you at them. Will I tell you something, Colin? The Provost’s a gleg man, but he’s not so gleg as his wife. The dame for me! say I, in every household, if it’s her daughter’s love-affairs she’s to keep an eye on.”
"But I'm going to do it," M'Iver insisted, pursing his lips as much to hold back a hiccup as to show his determination. "It looks like I'm the only one who dares to step in. Seriously, man, seriously! You haven’t even visited the Provost or his daughter since I last saw you. I can’t go myself because of a really stupid mistake; but I ran into the old man coming down the road an hour ago, and he was asking what was going on with you regarding them. Let me tell you something, Colin: the Provost is sharp, but his wife is even sharper. I say it's the dame to look out for in every household, especially when it comes to her daughter's love life."
“You know so much of the lady and her people,” said I, almost losing patience, “that it’s a wonder you never sought her for yourself.”
“You know so much about the lady and her people,” I said, nearly losing my patience, “that it’s surprising you never went after her for yourself.”
He laughed. “Do you think so?” he said. “I have no doubt of the result; at least I would have had no doubt of it a week or two ago, if I had taken advantage of my chances.” Then he laughed anew. “I said the good-wife was gleg; I’m just as gleg myself.”
He laughed. “You really think so?” he said. “I’m completely confident in the outcome; at least I would have been a week or two ago if I had taken advantage of my opportunities.” Then he laughed again. “I said the wife was clever; I’m just as clever myself.”
This tipsy nonsense began to annoy me; but it was useless to try to check it, for every sentence uttered seemed a spark to his vanity.
This drunken nonsense started to annoy me; but it was pointless to try to stop it, because every sentence he said seemed to fan his ego.
“It’s about Betty I want to speak,” I said.
“It’s about Betty that I want to talk,” I said.
“And it’s very likely too; I would not need to be very gleg to see that She does not want to speak to me, however, or of me, as you’ll find out when once you see her. I am in her black books sure enough, for I saw her turn on the street not an hour ago to avoid me.”
“And it’s pretty clear too; I wouldn’t need to be very perceptive to see that she doesn’t want to talk to me, or about me, as you’ll find out once you see her. I’m definitely not in her good graces, because I saw her turn on the street less than an hour ago to avoid me.”
“She’ll not do that to MacLachlan,” I put in, glad of the opening, “unless she hears—and God forbid it—that the scamp lightlies her name at common fairs.”
“She won’t do that to MacLachlan,” I said, happy for the chance to jump in, “unless she hears—and God forbid—that the rogue is disrespecting her name at public events.”
M’Iver drew himself up, stopped, and seemed to sober.
M’Iver straightened up, paused, and appeared to calm down.
“What’s this you’re telling me?” he asked, and I went over the incident on the quay. It was enough. It left him as hot as myself. He fingered at his coat-buttons and his cuffs, fastening and unfastening them; he played nervously with the hilt of his dirk; up would go his brows and down again like a bird upon his prey; his lips would tighten on his teeth, and all the time he was muttering in his pick of languages sentiments natural to the occasion. Gaelic is the poorest of tongues to swear in: it has only a hash of borrowed terms from Lowland Scots; but my cavalier was well able to make up the deficiency.
“What are you telling me?” he asked, and I recounted the incident at the dock. That was enough. It got him just as worked up as I was. He fiddled with his coat buttons and cuffs, fastening and unfastening them; he nervously played with the hilt of his dagger; his eyebrows shot up and down like a bird eyeing its prey; his lips pressed tightly against his teeth, and all the while he was muttering in a mix of languages that matched the mood of the situation. Gaelic isn’t the best language for swearing; it has only a few borrowed terms from Lowland Scots; but my companion was more than capable of filling in the gaps.
“Quite so; very true and very comforting,” I said at last; “but what’s to be done?”
“Exactly; that’s very true and reassuring,” I finally said; “but what should we do?”
“What’s to be done?” said he, with a start “Surely to God there’s no doubt about that!”
“What should we do?” he said, suddenly. “Surely to God, there’s no question about that!”
“No, sir; I hope you know me better. But how’s it to be done? I thought of going up in front of the whole quay and making him chew his lie at the point of my dagger. Then I thought more formality was needed—a friend or two, a select venue, and careful leisure time for so important a meeting.”
“No, sir; I hope you know me better. But how’s this going to work? I considered confronting him right in front of everyone at the quay and forcing him to swallow his lies at the end of my dagger. Then I realized that something more formal was necessary—a couple of friends, a nicer place, and some time to properly address such an important meeting.”
“But what’s the issue upon which the rencontre shall take place?” asked M’Iver, it seemed to me with ridiculous scrupulosity.
“But what’s the issue that the meeting will focus on?” asked M’Iver, seemingly with ridiculous concern for detail.
“Why need you ask?” said I. “You do not expect me to invite him to repeat the insult or exaggerate the same.”
“Why do you need to ask?” I said. “You don’t expect me to invite him to repeat the insult or make it worse.”
M’Iver turned on me almost roughly and shook me by the shoulder. “Man!” said he, “wake up, and do not let your wits hide in the heels of your boots. Are you clown enough to think of sending a lady’s name around the country tacked on to a sculduddry tale like this? You must make the issue somewhat more politic than that.”
M’Iver turned to me almost sharply and shook me by the shoulder. “Man!” he said, “wake up, and don’t let your common sense get lost in your boots. Are you foolish enough to think you can send a lady's name around the country attached to a scandalous story like this? You need to handle this situation more wisely than that.”
“I agree with you,” I confessed; “it was stupid of me not to think of it, but what can I do? I have no other quarrel with the man.”
“I agree with you,” I admitted; “it was foolish of me not to consider it, but what can I do? I have no other issue with the guy.”
“Make one, then,” said M’Iver. “I cannot comprehend where you learned your trade as cavalier, or what sort of company you kept in Mackay’s, if you did not pick up and practise the art of forcing a quarrel with a man on any issue you cared to choose. In ten minutes I could make this young fellow put down his gage in a dispute about the lacing of boots.”
“Go ahead, then,” said M’Iver. “I can’t understand where you picked up your skills as a swordsman, or what kind of people you hung out with in Mackay’s, if you didn’t learn to start a fight over any issue you wanted. In ten minutes, I could make this young guy throw down his challenge over something as trivial as boot laces.”
“But in that way at least I’m the poorest of soldiers; I never picked a quarrel, and yet here’s one that sets my gorge to my palate, but cannot be fought on.”
“But in that way at least I’m the worst soldier; I never started a fight, and yet here’s one that gets under my skin, but can’t be fought.”
“Tuts, tuts! man,” he cried, “it seems that, after all, you must leave the opening of this little play to John M’Iver. Come with me a bit yont the Cross here and take a lesson.”
“Tsk, tsk! man,” he exclaimed, “it looks like, after all, you have to let John M’Iver take the lead in this little play. Come with me a little past the Cross here and learn something.”
He led me up the wide pend close and round the back of old Stonefield’s dwelling, and into a corner of a lane that gave upon the fields, yet at the same time kept a plain view of the door of Askaig’s house, where we guessed MacLachlan was now on his visit to the Provost’s family.
He took me up the wide path and around the back of old Stonefield’s house, into a corner of a lane that opened up to the fields, while still giving us a clear view of the door of Askaig’s house, where we figured MacLachlan was visiting the Provost’s family.
“Let us stand here,” said he, “and I’ll swear I’m not very well acquainted with our friend’s habits if he’s not passing this way to Carlunnan sometime in the next ten minutes, for I saw Mistress Betty going up there, as I said, not so very long ago.”
“Let's stand here,” he said, “and I’ll bet I don’t know our friend very well if he doesn’t come this way to Carlunnan sometime in the next ten minutes, because I saw Mistress Betty heading up there, like I mentioned, not too long ago.”
This hint at MacLachlan’s persistency exasperated me the more. I felt that to have him by the throat would be a joy second only to one other in the world.
This reminder of MacLachlan’s stubbornness frustrated me even more. I thought that grabbing him by the throat would be a pleasure second only to one other thing in the world.
M’Iver saw my passion—it was ill to miss seeing it—and seemed struck for the first time by the import of what we were engaged upon.
M'Iver saw my passion—it was hard to ignore—and seemed to be hit for the first time by the significance of what we were doing.
“We were not given to consider the end of a duello from the opening when abroad,” he said; “but that was because we were abroad, and had no remonstrance and reminder in the face of familiar fields and houses and trees, and the passing footsteps of our own people. Here, however, the end’s to be considered from the beginning—have you weighed the risks in your mind?”
“We didn’t think about the outcome of a duel from the start when we were away,” he said. “But that was because we were away, without reminders in front of familiar fields and houses and trees, and the footsteps of our own people passing by. Here, though, we need to think about the outcome from the beginning—have you considered the risks in your mind?”
“I’ve weighed nothing,” said I, shortly, “except that I feel in me here I shall have his blood before nightfall.”
“I haven’t weighed anything,” I said briefly, “except that I feel deep down inside me that I’ll have his blood before night falls.”
“He’s a fairly good hand with his weapon, they tell me.”
"He's pretty skilled with his weapon, I've heard."
“If he was a wizard, with the sword of Great Donald, I would touch him to the vitals. Have I not learned a little, if you’ll give me the credit, from Alasdair Mor?”
“If he were a wizard, with Great Donald's sword, I would hit him right where it hurts. Haven't I learned a thing or two, if you’ll give me some credit, from Alasdair Mor?”
“I forgot that,” said M’lver; “you’ll come through it all right And here’s our man coming up the lane. No anger now; nothing to be said on your side till I give you a sign, and then I can leave the rest to your wisdom.”
“I forgot that,” said M’lver; “you’ll get through this okay. And look, our guy is coming up the lane. No anger now; nothing you need to say until I give you a sign, and then I’ll trust the rest to your judgment.”
MacLachlan came staving up the cobbles in a great hurry, flailing the air, as he went, with a short rattan, for he affected some of the foppish customs the old officers brought back from the Continent. He was for passing us with no more than a jerk of the head, but M’Iver and I between us took up the mouth of the lane, and as John seemed to smile on him like one with gossip to exchange, he was bound to stop.
MacLachlan came hurrying up the cobblestones, waving a short rattan in the air as he walked, influenced by some of the flashy trends the old officers brought back from the Continent. He intended to pass us with just a nod, but M’Iver and I blocked the entrance to the lane, and since John seemed to be smiling at him as if he had some gossip to share, he had no choice but to stop.
“Always on the going foot, MacLachlan,” said John, airily. “I never see a young gentleman of your age and mettle but I wish he could see the wisdom of putting both to the best purpose on the field.”
“Always on the move, MacLachlan,” John said casually. “I never see a young man your age and spirit without wishing he could understand the importance of using both to their best advantage on the field.”
“With your cursed foreigners, I suppose you mean,” said the young fellow. “I could scarcely go as a private pikeman like yourself.”
“With those cursed foreigners you mean,” said the young guy. “I could hardly go as a private foot soldier like you.”
“I daresay not, I daresay not,” answered M’Iver, pricked at his heart (I could tell by his eye) by this reflection upon his humble office, but keeping a marvellously cool front to his cockerel. “And now when I think of it, I am afraid you have neither the height nor width for even so ornamental a post as an ensign’s.”
“I don’t think so, I really don’t,” replied M’Iver, clearly affected by this comment about his lowly position (I could see it in his eyes), but maintaining an impressive calm in front of his rival. “And now that I consider it, I fear you lack both the height and breadth to hold even such a decorative role as an ensign.”
MacLachlan restrained himself too, unwilling, no doubt, as I thought, to postpone his chase of the lady by so much time as a wrangle with John M’Iver would take up. He affected to laugh at Splendid’s rejoinder, turned the conversation upon the disjasket condition of the town, and edged round to get as polite a passage as possible between us, without betraying any haste to sever himself from our company. But both John Splendid and I had our knees pretty close together, and the very topic he started seemed to be the short cut to the quarrel we sought.
MacLachlan held back too, probably reluctant, as I thought, to delay his pursuit of the lady for as long as a tiff with John M’Iver would take. He pretended to laugh at Splendid’s response, shifted the conversation to the messy state of the town, and maneuvered to find the smoothest route to exit without showing any eagerness to break away from us. But both John Splendid and I had our knees almost touching, and the very subject he brought up seemed like a direct path to the conflict we were looking for.
“A poor town indeed,” admitted M’Iver, readily, “but it might be worse. It can be built anew. There’s nothing in nature, from a pigsty to a name for valour and honour, that a wise man may not patch up somehow.”
“A poor town, for sure,” M’Iver admitted easily, “but it could be worse. It can be rebuilt. There’s nothing in nature, from a pigsty to a name for bravery and respect, that a smart person can’t fix up somehow.”
MacLachlan’s retort to this opening was on the tip of his tongue; but his haste made him surrender a taunt as likely to cause trouble. “You’re very much in the proverb way to-day,” was all he said. “I’m sure I wish I saw Inneraora as hale and complete as ever it was: it never had a more honest friend than myself.”
MacLachlan was ready with a comeback, but he held back, knowing it could lead to trouble. “You’re really using a lot of proverbs today,” was all he said. “I really wish I could see Inneraora as healthy and whole as it used to be: it never had a more loyal friend than me.”
“That one has missed,” thought I, standing by in a silent part of this three-cornered convention. M’Iver smiled mildly, half, I should think, at the manner in which his thrust had been foiled, half to keep MacLachlan still with us. His next attack was more adroit though roundabout, and it effected its purpose.
“That one has missed,” I thought, standing by in a quiet part of this three-cornered convention. M’Iver smiled gently, partly at how his attempt had been blocked, and partly to keep MacLachlan engaged. His next move was more skillful, though indirect, and it accomplished its goal.
“I see you are on your way up to the camp,” said he, with an appearance of indifference. “We were just thinking of a daunder there ourselves.”
“I see you’re heading up to the camp,” he said, acting casual. “We were just thinking of wandering over there ourselves.”
“No,” said MacLachlan, shortly; “I’m for farther up the Glen.”
“No,” said MacLachlan, firmly; “I’m heading further up the Glen.”
“Then at least we’ll have your company part of the way,” said John, and the three of us walked slowly off, the young gentleman with no great warmth at the idea, which was likely to spoil his excursion to some degree. M’Iver took the place between us, and in the rear, twenty paces, came the gille cas-fleuch.
“Then at least we’ll have your company for part of the way,” said John, and the three of us walked slowly off, the young man not particularly excited about the idea, which was likely to dampen his outing a bit. M’Iver took the spot between us, and about twenty paces behind came the gille cas-fleuch.
“I have been bargaining for a horse up here,” said John in a while, “and I’m anxious that Elrigmore should see it. You’ll have heard I’m off again on the old road.”
“I’ve been haggling for a horse up here,” John said after a moment, “and I’m eager for Elrigmore to check it out. You probably heard I’m heading off again on the same old road.”
“There’s a rumour of it,” said MacLachlan, cogitating on his own affairs, or perhaps wondering what our new interest in his company was due to.
“There's a rumor about it,” said MacLachlan, thinking about his own matters, or maybe wondering why we were suddenly interested in his company.
“Ah! it’s in my blood,” said John, “in my blood and bones! Argile was a fairly good master—so to call him—but—well, you understand yourself: a man of my kind at a time like this feels more comfortable anywhere else than in the neighbourhood of his chief.”
“Ah! it’s in my blood,” said John, “in my blood and bones! Argile was a pretty good boss—if you can call him that—but—well, you know what I mean: a guy like me, at a time like this, feels way more comfortable anywhere else than around his boss.”
“I daresay,” replied MacLachlan, refusing the hook, and yet with a sneer in his accent.
"I must say," MacLachlan replied, rejecting the hook, though there was a sneer in his tone.
“Have you heard that his lordship and I are at variance since our return from the North?”
“Have you heard that he and I are not getting along since we got back from the North?”
“Oh! there’s plenty of gossip in the town,” said MacLachlan. “It’s common talk that you threw your dagger in his face. My father, who’s a small chief enough so far as wealth of men and acres goes, would have used the weapon to let out the hot blood of his insulter there and then.”
“Oh! there’s plenty of gossip in town,” said MacLachlan. “People are saying that you threw your dagger in his face. My father, who’s a minor chief in terms of wealth and land, would have used that weapon to spill the blood of his insulter on the spot.”
“I daresay,” said M’Iver. “You’re a hot-headed clan. And MacCailein has his own ways.”
“I must say,” said M’Iver. “You’re a fiery clan. And MacCailein has his own style.”
“He’s welcome to keep them too,” answered the young fellow, his sneer in no ways abated I became afraid that his carefully curbed tongue would not give us our opening before we parted, and was inclined to force his hand; but M’Iver came in quickly and more astutely.
“He's free to keep them too,” replied the young guy, his smirk still intact. I started to worry that his well-controlled tongue wouldn't give us our chance before we split, and I thought about pushing him to speak; but M'Iver came in quickly and more cleverly.
“How?” said he; “what’s your meaning? Are you in the notions that he has anything to learn of courtesy and gallantry on the other side of the loch at Strath-lachlan?”
“How?” he asked. “What do you mean? Do you really think he has anything to learn about courtesy and chivalry on the other side of the loch at Strath-lachlan?”
MacLachlan’s eyes faltered a little under his pent brows. Perhaps he had a suspicion of the slightest that he was being goaded on for some purpose, but if he had, his temper was too raw to let him qualify his retort with calmness.
MacLachlan's eyes flickered a bit under his heavy brows. Maybe he had a faint suspicion that he was being pushed for some reason, but if he did, his temper was too frayed to allow him to respond calmly.
“Do you know, Barbreck,” said he, “I would not care to say much about what your nobleman has to learn or unlearn? As for the gallantry—good Lord, now!—did you ever hear of one of my house leaving his men to shift for themselves when blows were going?”
“Do you know, Barbreck,” he said, “I wouldn’t want to comment too much on what your nobleman needs to learn or forget. And about the bravery—goodness!—have you ever heard of anyone from my family abandoning his men when the fighting started?”
M’Iver with an utterance the least thought choked by an anger due to the insult he had wrought for, shrugged his shoulders, and at the same time gave me his elbow in the side for his sign.
M’Iver, barely able to hold back his anger from the insult he had caused, shrugged his shoulders and nudged me in the side with his elbow as a signal.
“I’m sorry to hear you say that about Gillesbeg Gruamach,” said he. “Some days ago, half as much from you would have called for my correction; but I’m out of his lordship’s service, as the rumour rightly goes, and seeing the manner of my leaving it was as it was, I have no right to be his advocate now.”
“I’m sorry to hear you say that about Gillesbeg Gruamach,” he said. “A few days ago, your words would have prompted me to correct you; but since I’m no longer in his lordship’s service, as the rumors say, and given the way I left, I have no right to defend him now.”
“But I have!” said I, hotly, stopping and facing MacLachlan, with my excuse for the quarrel now ready. “Do you dare come here and call down the credit of MacCailein Mor?” I demanded in the English, with an idea of putting him at once in a fury at having to reply in a language he spoke but indifferently.
“But I have!” I said, angrily, stopping and facing MacLachlan, my excuse for the fight all set. “Do you really dare come here and question the honor of MacCailein Mor?” I asked in English, hoping to provoke him into a rage for having to respond in a language he spoke only somewhat well.
His face blanched; he knew I was doubling my insult for him. The skin of his jaw twitched and his nostrils expanded; a hand went to his dirk hilt on the moment.
His face went pale; he realized I was insulting him even more. The skin on his jaw twitched and his nostrils flared; he instinctively reached for the hilt of his dagger.
“And is it that you are the advocate?” he cried to me in a laughable kind of Scots. I was bitter enough to mock his words and accent with the airs of one who has travelled far and knows other languages than his own.
“And are you the advocate?” he shouted to me in a comical kind of Scottish accent. I was bitter enough to mimic his words and accent with the pretentiousness of someone who has traveled extensively and knows languages beyond their own.
“Keep to your Gaelic,” he cried in that language; “the other may be good enough to be insolent in; let us have our own for courtesies.”
“Stick to your Gaelic,” he shouted in that language; “the other might be fine for being rude in; let’s keep our own for polite conversation.”
“Any language,” said I, “is good enough to throw the lie in your face when you call MacCailein a coward.”
“Any language,” I said, “is good enough to throw the lie in your face when you call MacCailein a coward.”
“Grace of God!” said he; “I called him nothing of the kind; but it’s what he is all the same.”
“Thanks to God!” he said; “I didn’t call him anything like that; but it’s what he is regardless.”
Up came his valet and stood at his arm, his blade out, and his whole body ready to spring at a signal from his master.
Up came his valet and stood by his side, his sword drawn, and his entire body ready to spring into action at a signal from his master.
I kept my anger out of my head, and sunk to the pit of my stomach while I spoke to him. “You have said too much about Archibald, Marquis of Argile,” I said. “A week or two ago, the quarrel was more properly M’Iver’s; now that he’s severed by his own act from the clan, I’m ready to take his place and chastise you for your insolence. Are you willing, John?” I asked, turning to my friend.
I kept my anger from taking over and felt it settle in my stomach as I talked to him. “You’ve said too much about Archibald, Marquis of Argile,” I told him. “A week or two ago, the argument was really M’Iver’s; now that he’s cut off from the clan by his own choice, I’m ready to step in and deal with you for your rudeness. Are you in, John?” I asked, turning to my friend.
“If I cannot draw a sword for my cousin I can at least second his defender,” he answered quickly. MacLachlan’s colour came back; he looked from one to the other of us, and made an effort to laugh with cunning.
“If I can't fight for my cousin, I can at least support his defender,” he replied quickly. MacLachlan’s color returned; he glanced between the two of us and tried to laugh slyly.
“There’s more here than I can fathom, gentlemen.” said he. “I’ll swear this is a forced quarrel; but in any case I fear none of you. Alasdair,” he said, turning to his man, who it seemed was his dalta or foster-brother, “we’ll accommodate those two friends of ours when and where they like.”
“There's more going on here than I can understand, gentlemen,” he said. “I swear this is a made-up conflict; but either way, I'm not afraid of any of you. Alasdair,” he said, turning to his man, who seemed to be his foster brother, “we'll deal with those two friends of ours whenever and wherever they want.”
“Master,” cried the gillie, “I would like well to have this on my own hands,” and he looked at me with great venom as he spoke.
“Master,” shouted the guide, “I really wish I could have this in my own hands,” and he glared at me with intense hatred as he spoke.
MacLachlan laughed. “They may do their dangerous work by proxy in this part of the shire,” said he; “but I think our own Cowal ways are better; every man his own quarrel.”
MacLachlan laughed. “They might carry out their risky business through others in this part of the shire,” he said; “but I believe our own Cowal ways are better; every man has his own fight.”
“And now is the time to settle it,” said I; “the very place for our purpose is less than a twenty minutes’ walk off.”
“And now is the time to settle this,” I said; “the perfect spot for what we need is less than a twenty-minute walk away.”
Not a word more was said; the four of us stepped out again.
Not another word was spoken; the four of us stepped outside again.
CHAPTER XXXIII.—THE BROKEN SWORD.
We went along the road two and two, M’Iver keeping company behind with the valet, who would have stabbed me in the back in all likelihood ere we had made half our journey, had there been no such caution. We walked at a good pace, and fast as we walked it was not fast enough for my eagerness, so that my long steps set the shorter ones of MacLachlan pattering beside me in a most humorous way that annoyed him much, to judge from the efforts he made to keep time and preserve his dignity. Not a word, good or bad, was exchanged between us; he left the guidance to me, and followed without a pause when, over the tip of the brae at Tarra Dubh, I turned sharply to the left and plunged into the wood.
We walked along the road in pairs, with M’Iver keeping company behind me with the valet, who probably would have stabbed me in the back before we had covered half our journey if I hadn’t been cautious. We walked quickly, and even though we were moving fast, it wasn’t fast enough for my eagerness, causing my long strides to set the shorter steps of MacLachlan pattering beside me in a really funny way that seemed to annoy him a lot, judging by the effort he made to keep pace and maintain his dignity. Not a word, good or bad, was exchanged between us; he let me lead the way and followed without hesitation when, over the top of the hill at Tarra Dubh, I turned sharply to the left and headed into the woods.
In this part of the wood there is a larach or site of an ancient church. No stone stands there to-day, no one lives who has known another who has heard another say he has seen a single stone of this umquhile house of God; but the sward lies flat and square as in a garden, levelled, and in summer fringed with clusters of the nettle that grows over the ruins of man with a haste that seems to mock the brevity of his interests, and the husbandman and the forester for generations have put no spade to its soil. A cill or cell we call it in the language; and the saying goes among the people of the neighbourhood that on the eve of Saint Patrick bells ring in this glade in the forest, sweet, soft, dreamy bells, muffled in a mist of years—bells whose sounds have come, as one might fancy, at their stated interval, after pealing in a wave about God’s universe from star to star, back to the place of their first chiming. Ah! the monk is no longer there to hear them, only the mavis calls and the bee in its period hums where matins rose. A queer thought this, a thought out of all keeping with my bloody mission in the wood, which was to punish this healthy youth beside me; yet to-day, looking back on the occasion, I do not wonder that, going a-murdering, my mind in that glade should soften by some magic of its atmosphere. For, ever was I a dreamer, as this my portion of history may long since have disclosed. Ever must I be fronting the great dumb sorrow of the universe, thinking of loves undone, of the weakness of man, poor man, a stumbler under the stars, the sickening lapse of time, the vast and awesome voids left by people dead, laughter quelled, eyes shut for evermore, and scenes evanished. And it was ever at the crisis of things my mind took on this mood of thought and pity.
In this part of the woods, there’s a larach or site of an ancient church. No stone remains today, and there’s no one left who knows anyone who has ever seen a single stone from this once holy place; but the ground is flat and square like a garden, leveled, and in summer it’s bordered with clusters of nettles that grow over the ruins of man with a speed that seems to mock the shortness of his concerns. For generations, farmers and foresters have not disturbed its soil. We call it a cill or cell in the local language, and people in the area say that on the eve of Saint Patrick, sweet, soft, dreamy bells ring in this glade in the forest, muffled in a haze of years—bells whose sounds have come, as one might imagine, at their regular intervals, after echoing in a wave around God’s universe from star to star, back to where they first chimed. Ah! The monk is no longer there to hear them; only the thrush sings, and the bee hums where morning prayers once rose. It’s a strange thought, completely out of place considering my violent mission in the woods, which was to punish the healthy young man beside me; yet today, looking back on that moment, I can understand how, while on the path of murder, my thoughts could mellow under the magic of that atmosphere. For I have always been a dreamer, as my share of history may have long revealed. I always find myself facing the great silent sorrow of the universe, thinking of lost loves, the fragility of man, poor man, stumbling beneath the stars, the relentless passage of time, the vast and terrifying voids left by the dead, silenced laughter, eyes closed forever, and vanished scenes. And it was always at the crisis of things that my mind would take on this mood of thought and empathy.
It was not of my own case I reflected there, but of the great swooning silences that might be tenanted ere the sun dropped behind the firs by the ghost of him I walked with. Not of my own father, but of an even older man in a strath beyond the water hearing a rap at his chamber door to-night and a voice of horror tell him he had no more a son. A fool, a braggart, a liar the less, but still he must leave a vacancy at the hearth! My glance could not keep off the shoulder of him as he walked cockily beside me, a healthy brown upon his neck, and I shivered to think of this hour as the end of him, and of his clay in a little stretched upon the grass that grew where psalm had chanted and the feet of holy men had passed. Kill him! The one thrust of fence I dare not neglect was as sure as the arrow of fate; I knew myself in my innermost his executioner.
I wasn’t thinking about my own situation there, but about the deep silences that might fill the space before the sun set behind the fir trees, haunted by the ghost of the man I walked with. Not my own father, but an even older man in a valley beyond the water, hearing a knock on his bedroom door tonight and a voice of horror telling him that he no longer had a son. A fool, a braggart, a liar no longer, but he would still leave an emptiness at the hearth! I couldn’t stop looking at his shoulder as he walked proudly beside me, a healthy tan on his neck, and I shuddered at the thought that this hour might be the end for him, and of his body lying on the grass that grew where hymns had been sung and holy men had walked. Kill him! The one thing I couldn’t ignore was as certain as fate’s arrow; I knew deep down that I was destined to be his executioner.
It was a day, I have said, of exceeding calm, with no trace left almost of the winter gone, and the afternoon came on with a crimson upon the west, and numerous birds in flying companies settled upon the bushes. The firs gave a perfume from their tassels and plumes, and a little burn among the bushes gurgled so softly, so like a sound of liquor in a goblet, that it mustered the memories of good companionship. No more my mind was on the knave and liar, but on the numerous kindnesses of man.
It was a day, as I said, of incredible calm, with barely any sign of winter left. The afternoon came on with a red glow in the west, and many birds flew together, settling in the bushes. The fir trees released a fragrance from their needles and branches, and a small stream among the bushes gurgled softly, sounding like liquid in a glass, bringing back memories of good times with friends. I was no longer thinking about the dishonest person, but instead focused on the many kindnesses of people.
We stepped in upon the bare larach with the very breath checked upon our lips. The trees stood round it and back, knowing it sanctuary; tall trees, red, and rough at the hide, cracked and splintered in roaring storms; savage trees, coarse and vehement, but respecting that patch of blessed memory vacant quite but of ourselves and a little bird who turned his crimson breast upon us for a moment then vanished with a thrill of song. Crimson sky, crimson-vested bird, the colour of that essence I must be releasing with the push of a weapon at that youth beside me!
We stepped onto the bare larach with our breath held tight. The trees surrounded it, recognizing it as a sanctuary; tall trees, red and rough on the outside, cracked and splintered from fierce storms; wild trees, coarse and intense, yet they respected that little patch of precious memory, empty except for ourselves and a small bird that briefly flashed its red breast at us before disappearing with a beautiful song. Crimson sky, crimson-breasted bird—the color of that essence I’m about to release with the pull of a trigger at the young man beside me!
John Splendid was the first to break upon the silence.
John Splendid was the first to disrupt the silence.
“I was never so much struck with the Sunday feeling of a place,” he said; “I daresay we could find a less melancholy spot for our meeting if we searched for it, but the day goes, and I must not be putting off an interesting event both of you, I’m sure, are eager to begin.”
“I’ve never felt such a strong Sunday vibe from a place,” he said; “I’m sure we could find a less gloomy spot for our meeting if we looked for one, but the day is passing, and I shouldn’t delay an event that I’m sure both of you are eager to start.”
“Indeed we might have got a more suitable place in many ways,” I confessed, my hands behind me, with every scrap of passion gone from my heart.
“Yeah, we could have found a better spot in a lot of ways,” I admitted, my hands behind me, with all the passion drained from my heart.
MacLachlan showed no such dubiety. “What ails you at the place?” he asked, throwing his plaid to his servant, and running his jacket off its wooden buttons at one tug. “It seems to me a most particularly fine place for our business. But of course,” he added with a sneer, “I have not the experience of two soldiers by trade, who are so keen to force the combat.”
MacLachlan had no doubts. “What's bothering you about the place?” he asked, tossing his plaid to his servant and yanking his jacket off its wooden buttons in one motion. “It seems to me like an excellent spot for our business. But of course,” he added with a smirk, “I don't have the experience of two soldiers by trade who are so eager to push for a fight.”
He threw off his belt, released the sword from its scabbard—a clumsy weapon of its kind, abrupt, heavy, and ill-balanced, I could tell by its slow response to his wrist as he made a pass or two in the air to get the feel of it. He was in a cold bravado, the lad, with his spirit up, and utterly reckless of aught that might happen him, now saying a jocular word to his man, and now gartering his hose a little more tightly.
He took off his belt and pulled the sword from its sheath—a clumsy weapon, heavy and awkwardly balanced. I could tell by how slowly it moved in his hand as he swung it a couple of times in the air to get a feel for it. The young guy was acting tough, full of bravado, totally unconcerned about anything that might happen to him, joking with his companion and tightening his hose a little more.
I let myself be made ready by John Splendid without so much as putting a hand to a buckle, for I was sick sorry that we had set out upon this adventure. Shall any one say fear? It was as far from fear as it was from merriment. I have known fear in my time—the fear of the night, of tumultuous sea, of shot-ploughed space to be traversed inactively and slowly, so my assurance is no braggadocio, but the simple truth. The very sword itself, when I had it in my hand, felt like something alive and vengeful.
I let John Splendid get me ready without even lifting a finger, because I felt really sorry that we had set off on this adventure. Could anyone call it fear? It was as far from fear as it was from joy. I've faced fear before—the fear of the night, of a raging sea, of a bullet-swept space that had to be crossed slowly and helplessly, so I assure you I'm not bragging; it’s just the truth. Even the sword itself, when I held it, felt alive and full of vengeance.
Quick as we were in preparing, the sun was quicker in descending, and as we faced each other, without any of the parades of foreign fence, the sky hung like a bloody curtain between the trees behind MacLachlan.
Quick as we were in getting ready, the sun was even faster in setting, and as we faced each other, without any of the showiness of foreign fencing, the sky loomed like a bloody curtain between the trees behind MacLachlan.
M’Iver and the servant now stood aside and the play began. MacLachlan engaged with the left foot forward, the trick of a man who is used to the targaid, and I saw my poor fool’s doom in the antiquity of his first guard. In two minutes I had his whole budget of the art laid bare to me; he had but four parries—quarte and tierce for the high lines, with septime and second for the low ones—and had never seen a counter-parry or lunge in the whole course of his misspent life.
M’Iver and the servant stepped aside, and the play started. MacLachlan took his stance with his left foot forward, the move of someone who knows the targaid well, and I saw my poor fool's fate in the outdated nature of his first guard. In just two minutes, I had figured out his entire set of skills; he had only four parries—quarte and tierce for the high lines, and septime and second for the low ones—and had never encountered a counter-parry or lunge in his whole wasted life.
“Little hero!” thought I, “thou art a spitted cockerel already, and yet hope, the blind, the ignorant, has no suspicion of it!”
“Little hero!” I thought, “you’re already a cooked chicken, and yet hope, blind and clueless, has no idea!”
A faint chill breeze rose and sighed among the wood, breathed from the west that faced me, a breeze bearing the odour of the tree more strong than before, and of corrupt leafage in the heughs. Our weapons tinkled and rasped, the true-points hissed and the pommels rang, and into the midst of this song of murderous game there trespassed the innocent love-lilt of a bird. I risked him the flash of an eye as he stood, a becking black body on a bough, his yellow beak shaking out a flutey note of passionate serenade. Thus the irony of nature; no heed for us, the head and crown of things created: the bird would build its home and hatch its young upon the sapling whose roots were soaked by young MacLachlan’s blood.
A light chill breeze rose and sighed through the woods, blowing from the west toward me, carrying the scent of the trees more strongly than before, mixed with the smell of decaying leaves in the hollows. Our weapons jingled and scraped, the tips of our swords hissed and the pommels rang out, and amidst this deadly symphony, the sweet song of a bird intruded. I caught a glimpse of it with a quick glance as it perched, a small black figure on a branch, its yellow beak producing a melodious note of love. Such is the irony of nature; it pays no attention to us, the pinnacle of creation: the bird would build its nest and raise its young on the sapling whose roots were soaked in young MacLachlan’s blood.
His blood! That was now the last thing I desired. He fought with suppleness and strength, if not with art; he fought, too, with venom in his strokes, his hair tossed high upon his temples, his eyes the whitest of his person, as he stood, to his own advantage, that I never grudged him, with his back against the sunset I contented with defence till he cursed with a baffled accent. His man called piteously and eagerly; but M’Iver checked him, and the fight went on. Not the lunge, at least, I determined, though the punishment of a trivial wound was scarce commensurate with his sin. So I let him slash and sweat till I wearied of the game, caught his weapon in the curved guard of my hilt, and broke it in two.
His blood! That was the last thing I wanted now. He fought with flexibility and strength, even if not with skill; he fought, too, with a fierce energy in his strikes, his hair thrown back on his temples, his eyes strikingly white as he stood to his own advantage, which I never begrudged him, with his back against the sunset. I focused on defense until he cursed with frustration. His man cried out desperately and eagerly, but M’Iver stopped him, and the fight continued. I was determined not to lunge, at least, even though the punishment for a minor wound seemed hardly equal to his wrongdoing. So I let him slash and sweat until I grew tired of the game, caught his weapon in the curved guard of my hilt, and broke it in two.
He dropped the fragment in his hand with a cry of mingled anger and despair, snatched a knife from his stocking, and rushed on me to stab. Even then I had him at my mercy. As he inclosed, I made a complete volte with the left foot, passed back my right in rear of his, changed my sword into my left hand, holding it by the middle of the blade and presenting the point at his throat, while my right hand, across his body, seized his wrist.
He dropped the piece in his hand with a cry of anger and despair, grabbed a knife from his stockings, and rushed at me to stab. Even then, I had him at my mercy. As he closed in, I turned completely with my left foot, moved my right foot behind his, switched my sword to my left hand, holding it by the middle of the blade and pointing it at his throat, while my right hand, across his body, grabbed his wrist.
For a moment I felt the anger at his treachery almost overmaster me. He thought himself gone. He let his head fall helplessly on my breast, and stood still as one waiting the stroke, with his eyes, as M’Iver told me again, closed and his mouth parted. But a spasm of disgust at the uncleanness of the task to be done made me retch and pause.
For a moment, I felt the anger at his betrayal almost overwhelm me. He thought he was finished. He let his head fall weakly against my chest and stood still, like someone waiting for the blow, with his eyes closed and his mouth slightly open, just as M’Iver had told me again. But a wave of disgust at the unpleasantness of what needed to be done made me gag and hesitate.
“Home, dog!” I gasped, and I threw him from me sprawling on the sod. He fell, in his weariness, in an awkward and helpless mass; the knife, still in his hand, pierced him on the shoulder, and thus the injury I could not give him by my will was given him by Providence. Over on his back he turned with a plash of blood oozing at his shirt, and he grasped with clawing fingers to stanch it, yet never relinquishing his look of bitter anger at me. With cries, with tears, with names of affection, the gillie ran to his master, who I saw was not very seriously injured.
“Go home, dog!” I gasped, shoving him away and sending him sprawling on the ground. He fell, exhausted, in an awkward and helpless heap; the knife still in his hand pierced his shoulder, and so the injury I couldn't inflict myself was dealt by fate. He rolled onto his back with blood oozing from his shirt, desperately clutching at it to stop the bleeding, yet his expression remained filled with bitter anger toward me. With cries, tears, and affectionate names, the gillie rushed to his master, who I saw was not badly hurt.
M’Iver helped me on with my coat.
M’Iver helped me put on my coat.
“You’re far too soft, man!” he said. “You would have let him go scathless, and even now he has less than his deserts. You have a pretty style of fence, do you know, and I should like to see it paraded against a man more your equal.”
“You're way too soft, man!” he said. “You would have let him off without a scratch, and even now he’s getting less than he deserves. You have a nice way of defending yourself, you know, and I’d love to see it put to the test against someone more on your level.”
“You’ll never see it paraded by me,” I answered, sorrowfully. “Here’s my last duello, if I live a thousand years.” And I went up and looked at my fallen adversary. He was shivering with cold, though the sweat hung upon the young down of his white cheeks, for the night air was more bitter every passing moment The sun was all down behind the hills, the valley was going to rest, the wood was already in obscurity. If our butcher-work had seemed horrible in that sanctuary in the open light of day, now in the eve it seemed more than before a crime against Heaven. The lad weltering, with no word or moan from his lips; the servant stanching his wound, shaken the while by brotherly tears; M’Iver, the old man-at-arms, indifferent, practised to such sights, and with the heart no longer moved by man-inflicted injury; and over all a brooding silence; over all that place, consecrated once to God and prayer by men of peace, but now degraded to a den of beasts—over it shone of a sudden the new wan crescent moon! I turned me round, I turned and fell to weeping in my hands!
“You’ll never see it displayed by me,” I replied sadly. “Here’s my last duel, if I live a thousand years.” I walked over and looked at my fallen opponent. He was shivering from the cold, even though sweat lingered on the young down of his pale cheeks, as the night air grew colder with each passing moment. The sun had set behind the hills, the valley was settling down for the night, and the woods were already shrouded in darkness. If our violent actions had seemed horrific in that sanctuary under the bright light of day, now in the evening they felt even more like a crime against Heaven. The young man lay in agony, not a word or moan escaping his lips; the servant tending to his wound, shaking with brotherly tears; M’Iver, the old soldier, indifferent, accustomed to such sights, and with a heart no longer moved by the suffering caused by man; and over it all was a heavy silence. Over that place, once dedicated to God and prayer by peaceful men, but now reduced to a den of beasts—suddenly, the new pale crescent moon shone down! I turned around, fell to my knees, and wept into my hands!
This abject surrender of mine patently more astounded the company than had the accident to MacLachlan. M’Iver stood dumfounded, to behold a cavalier of fortune’s tears, and MacLachlan’s face, for all his pain, gave up its hate and anger for surprise, as he looked at me over the shoulder of his kneeling clansman plying rude leech-craft on his wound.
This complete surrender of mine clearly shocked the group more than MacLachlan's accident did. M’Iver stood in disbelief, seeing a man who usually faced challenges with bravado break down, and despite his pain, MacLachlan's expression shifted from hate and anger to surprise as he looked at me over the shoulder of his kneeling clansman who was working on his wound.
“Are you vexed?” said he, with short breaths.
“Are you annoyed?” he said, breathing heavily.
“And that bitterly!” I answered.
"And that's harsh!" I replied.
“Oh, there is nothing to grieve on,” said he, mistaking me most lamentably. “I’ll give you your chance again. I owe you no less; but my knife, if you’ll believe me, sprang out of itself, and I struck at you in a ruddy mist of the senses.”
“Oh, there’s nothing to be sad about,” he said, misunderstanding me completely. “I’ll give you another chance. I owe you that much; but honestly, my knife just flew out on its own, and I ended up striking at you in a haze.”
“I seek no other chance,” I said; “our feuds are over: you were egged on by a subterfuge, deceit has met deceit, and the balance is equal.”
“I don’t want another opportunity,” I said; “our conflicts are finished: you were pushed on by trickery, deceit has faced deceit, and everything is balanced.”
His mood softened, and we helped him to his feet, M’Iver a silent man because he failed to comprehend this turn of affairs. We took him to a cothouse down at the foot of the wood, where he lay while a boy was sent for a skilly woman.
His mood softened, and we helped him to his feet, M'Iver a quiet guy because he didn't understand this change in situation. We took him to a cottage at the edge of the woods, where he rested while a boy was sent to find a skilled woman.
In life, as often as in the stories of man’s invention, it is the one wanted who comes when the occasion needs, for God so arranges, and if it may seem odd that the skilly woman the messenger brought back with him for the dressing of MacLachlan’s wound was no other than our Dark Dame of Lorn, the dubiety must be at the Almighty’s capacity, and not at my chronicle of the circumstance. As it happened, she had come back from Dalness some days later than ourselves, none the worse for her experience among the folks of that unchristian neighbourhood, who had failed to comprehend that the crazy tumult of her mind might, like the sea, have calm in its depths, and that she was more than by accident the one who had alarmed us of their approach. She had come back with her frenzy reduced, and was now with a sister at Balantyre the Lower, whose fields slope on Aora’s finest bend.
In life, just like in the stories people tell, it's often the one you need who shows up when the moment calls for it, as God arranges it. It might seem strange that the skilled woman the messenger brought back to treat MacLachlan’s wound was none other than our Dark Dame of Lorn, but any doubt should be directed at the Almighty's power, not at my account of what happened. As it turns out, she returned from Dalness a few days after we did, none the worse for her time with the people from that unwelcoming neighborhood, who couldn't see that the chaos in her mind could, like the sea, have calmness beneath the surface, and that she wasn't just accidentally the one who warned us of their approach. She came back with her frenzy lessened and was now staying with a sister at Balantyre the Lower, where the fields slope down to Aora’s most beautiful bend.
For skill she had a name in three parishes; she had charms sure and certain for fevers and hoasts; the lives of children were in her hands while yet their mothers bore them; she knew manifold brews, decoctions, and clysters; at morning on the saints’ days she would be in the woods, or among the rocks by the rising of the sun, gathering mosses and herbs and roots that contain the very juices of health and the secret of age. I little thought that day when we waited for her, and my enemy lay bleeding on the fern, that she would bring me the cure for a sore heart, the worst of all diseases.
For her skills, she was well-known in three neighborhoods; she had guaranteed remedies for fevers and coughs; the lives of children were in her hands even before their mothers gave birth to them; she knew many mixtures, brews, and treatments; in the early mornings on feast days, she would be in the woods or by the rocks at sunrise, collecting mosses, herbs, and roots that held the essence of health and the secret to longevity. I never imagined that day when we waited for her, and my enemy lay bleeding on the ferns, that she would bring me the remedy for a broken heart, the worst of all ailments.
While M’Iver and I and the gillie waited the woman’s coming, MacLachlan tossed in a fever, his mind absent and his tongue running on without stoppage, upon affairs of a hundred different hues, but all leading sooner or later to some babble about a child. It was ever “the dear child,” the “m’eudailgheal” “the white treasure,” “the orphan “; it was always an accent of the most fond and lingering character. I paid no great heed to this constant wail; but M’Iver pondered and studied, repeating at last the words to himself as MacLachlan uttered them.
While M’Iver, the gillie, and I waited for the woman to arrive, MacLachlan was restless, his mind wandering and his speech nonstop, jumping from one topic to another, but always circling back to something about a child. It was always “the dear child,” the “m’eudailgheal,” “the white treasure,” “the orphan”; there was always a tone of deep affection and longing in his voice. I didn’t pay much attention to his constant lamenting; however, M’Iver thought deeply about it, eventually repeating the words to himself as MacLachlan spoke them.
“If that’s not the young one in Carlunnan he harps on,” he concluded at last, “I’m mistaken. He seems even more wrapt in the child than does the one we know who mothers it now, and you’ll notice, by the way, he has nothing to say of her.”
“If that’s not the young one in Carlunnan he always talks about,” he finally concluded, “then I’m wrong. He seems even more focused on the child than the one we know who’s taking care of it now, and you’ll notice, by the way, he doesn’t say anything about her.”
“Neither he has,” I confessed, well enough pleased with a fact he had no need to call my attention to.
“Neither has he,” I admitted, quite pleased with a fact he didn't need to point out to me.
“Do you know, I’m on the verge of a most particular deep secret?” said John, leaving me to guess what he was at, but I paid no heed to him.
“Do you know, I’m about to share a really personal secret?” said John, leaving me to wonder what he meant, but I didn’t pay any attention to him.
The skilly dame came in with her clouts and washes. She dressed the lad’s wound and drugged him to a more cooling slumber, and he was to be left in bed till the next day.
The skilled woman came in with her rags and washes. She treated the boy’s wound and gave him some medication to help him sleep better, and he was meant to stay in bed until the next day.
“What’s all his cry about the child?” asked M’Iver, indifferently, as we stood at the door before leaving. “Is it only a fancy on his brain, or do you know the one he speaks of?”
“What’s all his fuss about the kid?” asked M’Iver, casually, as we stood at the door before leaving. “Is it just some delusion he has, or do you know the one he’s talking about?”
She put on a little air of vanity, the vanity of a woman who knows a secret the rest of the world, and man particularly, is itching to hear. “Oh, I daresay he has some one in his mind,” she admitted; “and I daresay I know who it might be too, for I was the first to sweel the baby and the last to dress its mother—blessing with her!”
She put on a bit of an arrogant attitude, the arrogance of a woman who knows a secret that everyone else, especially men, is desperate to learn. “Oh, I bet he has someone in mind,” she admitted; “and I think I know who it could be too, since I was the first to cradle the baby and the last to dress its mother—blessing her!”
M’I ver turned round and looked her, with cunning humour, in the face. “I might well guess that,” he said; “you have the best name in the countryside for these offices, that many a fumbling dame botches. I suppose,” he added, when the pleasure in her face showed his words had found her vanity—“I suppose you mean the bairn up in Carlunnan?”
M’I turned around and looked at her, with a sly smile, in the face. “I can definitely guess that,” he said; “you have the best reputation in the area for these tasks, which many a clumsy woman messes up. I guess,” he continued, noticing the smile on her face showed his words had hit her vanity—“I guess you’re talking about the kid up in Carlunnan?”
“That’s the very one,” she said with a start; “but who told you?”
"That's the one," she said, surprised. "But who told you?"
“Tuts!” said he, slyly, “the thing’s well enough known about the Castle, and MacLachlan himself never denied he was the father. Do you think a secret like that could be kept in a clattering parish like Inneraora?”
“Tuts!” he said, slyly, “it’s pretty well known about the Castle, and MacLachlan himself never denied he was the father. Do you really think a secret like that could be kept in a noisy parish like Inneraora?”
“You’re the first I ever heard get to the marrow of it,” confessed the Dame Dubh. “MacLachlan himself never thought I was in the woman’s confidence, and I’ve seen him in Carlunnan there since I came home, pretending more than a cousin’s regard for the Provost’s daughter so that he might share in the bairn’s fondling. He did it so well, too, that the lady herself would talk of its fatherless state with tears in her eyes.”
“You’re the first person I’ve ever heard really get to the heart of the matter,” admitted Dame Dubh. “MacLachlan himself never thought I was close to the woman, and I’ve seen him in Carlunnan since I got back, pretending to care more than a cousin for the Provost’s daughter just so he could be around the child. He played it off so convincingly that the lady would talk about the child’s fatherless situation with tears in her eyes.”
I stood by, stunned at the revelation that brought joy from the very last quarter where I would have sought it. But I must not let my rapture at the idea of MacLachlan’s being no suitor of the girl go too far till I confirmed this new intelligence.
I stood there, shocked by the news that brought happiness from the very last place I would have expected it. But I needed to keep my excitement about the idea that MacLachlan wasn't pursuing the girl in check until I confirmed this new information.
“Perhaps,” I said in a little to the woman, “the two of them fondling the bairn were chief enough, though they did not share the secret of its fatherhood.”
“Maybe,” I said quietly to the woman, “the two of them playing with the baby were important enough, even though they didn’t know the secret of who its father was.”
“Chief!” she cried; “the girl has no more notion of MacLachlan than I have, if an old woman’s eyes that once were clear enough for such things still show me anything. I would have been the first to tell her how things stood if I had seen it otherwise. No, no; Mistress Brown has an eye in other quarters. What do you say to that, Barbreck?” she added, laughing slyly to my friend.
“Chief!” she exclaimed; “the girl knows as little about MacLachlan as I do, if my old eyes, which used to be sharp enough for this kind of thing, still see anything at all. I would have been the first to let her know what was going on if I had seen it differently. No, no; Mistress Brown has her sights set elsewhere. What do you think about that, Barbreck?” she added, laughing playfully at my friend.
A great ease came upon my mind; it was lightened of a load that had lain on it since ever my Tynree spaewife found, or pretended to find, in my silvered loof such an unhappy portent of my future. And then this rapture was followed by a gladness no less profound that Mac-Lachlan, bad as he had been, was not the villain quite I had fancied: if he had bragged of conquests, it had been with truth though not with decency.
A sense of relief washed over me; my mind was freed from a burden that had weighed it down ever since my Tynree fortune teller discovered, or at least claimed to discover, such a troubling sign of my future in my silvered palm. And then this joy was followed by a happiness just as deep, realizing that Mac-Lachlan, for all his faults, wasn’t the absolute villain I had imagined: if he had boasted about his conquests, it was true, though not honorable.
Inneraora, as we returned to it that night, was a town enchanted; again its lights shone warm and happily. I lingered late in its street, white in the light of the stars, and looked upon the nine windows of Askaig’s house. There was no light in all the place; the lower windows of the tenement were shuttered, and slumber was within. It gave me an agreeable exercise to guess which of the unshuttered nine would let in the first of the morning light on a pillow with dark hair tossed upon it and a rounded cheek upon a hand like milk.
Inneraora, as we returned to it that night, was an enchanted town; once again its lights glowed warmly and joyfully. I lingered late in its streets, illuminated by the stars, and gazed at the nine windows of Askaig’s house. There was no light anywhere; the lower windows of the building were shuttered, and sleep was inside. It was a pleasant distraction to guess which of the unshuttered nine would let in the first rays of morning light on a pillow with dark hair tossed about and a rounded cheek resting on a hand like milk.
CHAPTER XXXIV.—LOVE IN THE WOODS.
Young Lachie did not bide long on our side of the water: a day or two and he was away back to his people, but not before he and I, in a way, patched up once more a friendship that had never been otherwise than distant, and was destined so to remain till the end, when he married my aunt, Nannie Ruadh of the Boshang Gate, whose money we had been led to look for as a help to our fallen fortunes. She might, for age, have been his mother, and she was more than a mother to the child he brought to her from Carlunnan without so much as by your leave, the day after they took up house together. “That’s my son,” said he, “young Lachie.” She looked at the sturdy little fellow beating with a knife upon the bark of an ashen sapling he was fashioning into a whistle, and there was no denying the resemblance. The accident was common enough in those days. “Who is the mother?” was all she said, with her plump hand on the little fellow’s head. “She was So-and-so,” answered her husband, looking into the fire; “we were very young, and I’ve paid the penalty by my rueing it ever since.”
Young Lachie didn't stay long on our side of the water: a day or two and he was back with his people, but not before he and I somewhat repaired a friendship that had always been a bit distant, and was likely to stay that way until the end, when he married my aunt, Nannie Ruadh of the Boshang Gate, whose money we had hoped would help improve our declining fortunes. She could have easily been his mother in terms of age, and she became more than a mother to the child he brought to her from Carlunnan without even asking, the day after they started living together. “That’s my son,” he said, “young Lachie.” She looked at the sturdy little boy banging a knife on the bark of an ash sapling he was turning into a whistle, and it was clear he looked like his dad. That kind of situation happened often back then. “Who is the mother?” was all she asked, her plump hand resting on the little boy's head. “She was So-and-so,” her husband replied, staring into the fire; “we were very young, and I’ve been regretting it ever since.”
Nannie Ruadh took the child to her heart that never knew the glamour of her own, and he grew up, as I could tell in a more interesting tale than this, to be a great and good soldier, who won battles for his country. So it will be seen that the Dame Dubh’s story to us in the cot by Aora had not travelled very far when it had not in six years reached the good woman of Boshang Gate, who knew everybody’s affairs between the two stones of the parish. M’Iver and I shared the secret with MacLachlan and the nurse of his dead lover; it went no farther, and it was all the more wonderful that John should keep his thumb on it, considering its relevancy to a blunder that made him seem a scoundrel in the eyes of Mistress Betty. Once I proposed to him that through her father she might have the true state of affairs revealed to her.
Nannie Ruadh took the child to her heart, which never knew the charm of her own, and he grew up, as I could tell in a more interesting story than this, to be a great and honorable soldier who fought for his country. So it’s clear that the Dame Dubh’s story to us in the cot by Aora hadn’t traveled very far; in six years, it hadn’t even reached the good woman of Boshang Gate, who knew everyone’s business between the two stones of the parish. M’Iver and I shared the secret with MacLachlan and the nurse of his deceased lover; it didn’t go any further, and it was even more remarkable that John was able to keep it under wraps, considering its relevance to a mistake that made him look like a scoundrel in Mistress Betty's eyes. Once, I suggested to him that through her father, she might find out the true state of affairs.
“Let her be,” he answered, “let her be. She’ll learn the truth some day, no doubt.” And then, as by a second thought, “The farther off the better, perhaps,” a saying full of mystery.
“Let her be,” he said, “just let her be. She’ll find out the truth eventually, no doubt.” Then, as if he had a second thought, he added, “The farther away, the better, maybe,” a statement that held some mystery.
The Dark Dame, as I say, gave me the cure for a sore heart. Her news, so cunningly squeezed from her by John Splendid, relieved me at once of the dread that MacLachlan, by his opportunities of wooing, had made himself secure in her affections, and that those rambles by the river to Carlunnan had been by the tryst of lovers. A wholesome new confidence came to my aid when the Provost, aging and declining day by day to the last stroke that came so soon after, hinted once that he knew no one he would sooner leave the fortunes of his daughter with than with myself. I mooted the subject to his wife too, in one wild valour of a sudden meeting, and even she, once so shy of the topic, seemed to look upon my suit with favour.
The Dark Dame, as I call her, gave me the remedy for a broken heart. Her news, cleverly extracted from her by John Splendid, immediately lifted the fear that MacLachlan, with all his chances to court her, had secured her love, and that those walks by the river to Carlunnan had been secret meetings of lovers. A refreshing sense of confidence came over me when the Provost, growing older and weaker day by day until his passing came so soon after, hinted that he could think of no one better to entrust his daughter's future to than me. I even brought it up with his wife during one impulsive moment, and surprisingly, she, who had always been hesitant about the subject, seemed to view my intentions positively.
“I could not have a goodson more worthy than yourself,” she was kind enough to say. “Once I thought Betty’s favour was elsewhere, in an airt that scarcely pleased me, and———”
“I couldn’t ask for a better grandson than you,” she kindly said. “At one point, I thought Betty’s affections were directed elsewhere, in a way that didn’t really sit well with me, and———”
“But that’s all over,” I said, warmly, sure she thought of MacLachlan.
“But that’s all in the past,” I said, warmly, certain she was thinking of MacLachlan.
“I hope it is; I think it is,” she said. “Once I had sharp eyes on my daughter, and her heart’s inmost throb was plain to me, for you see, Colin, I have been young myself, long since, and I remember. A brave heart will win the brawest girl, and you have every wish of mine for your good fortune.”
“I hope so; I think so,” she said. “There was a time when I paid close attention to my daughter, and I could clearly see her heart’s innermost feelings, because you see, Colin, I was young once, a long time ago, and I remember. A brave heart will win the most beautiful girl, and you have all my wishes for your success.”
Then I played every art of the lover, emboldened the more since I knew she had no tie of engagement. Remembering her father’s words in the harvest-field of Elrigmore, I wooed her, not in humility, but in the confidence that, in other quarters, ere she ever came on the scene, had given me liberty on the lips of any girl I met in a lane without more than a laughing protest Love, as I learned now, was not an outcome of the reason but will’s mastership. Day by day I contrived to see my lady. I was cautious to be neither too hot nor too cold, and never but at my best in appearance and in conversation. All my shyness I thrust under my feet: there is one way to a woman’s affections, and that is frankness to the uttermost. I thought no longer, ere I spoke, if this sentiment should make me ridiculous, or that sentiment too readily display my fondness, but spoke out as one in a mere gallantry.
Then I played every part of the lover, feeling bolder since I knew she wasn’t engaged. Remembering her father’s words in the Elrigmore harvest field, I pursued her, not with humility, but with the confidence that, in other situations, had allowed me the freedom to flirt with any girl I met in a lane with just a playful response. Love, as I was learning now, wasn’t based on reason but rather on the strength of one's will. Day by day, I made sure to see my lady. I was careful not to be too eager or too distant, always showing up at my best in both appearance and conversation. I pushed all my shyness aside: there’s one way to win a woman’s heart, and that’s through complete honesty. I no longer hesitated, worrying if this thought might make me look silly or if that sentiment might reveal my feelings too openly; I just spoke freely, like someone caught up in a mere flirtation.
At first she was half alarmed at the new mood I was in, shrinking from this, my open revelation, and yet, I could see, not unpleased altogether that she should be the cause of a change so much to my advantage. I began to find a welcome in her smile and voice when I called on the household of an afternoon or evening, on one pretext or another, myself ashamed sometimes at the very flimsiness of them. She would be knitting by the fire perhaps, and it pleased me greatly by some design of my conversation to make her turn at once her face from the flames whose rosiness concealed her flushing, and reveal her confusion to’the yellow candle-light. Oh! happy days. Oh! times so gracious, the spirit and the joy they held are sometimes with me still. We revived, I think, the glow of that meeting on the stair when I came home from Germanie, and the hours passed in swallow flights as we talked of summer days gone bye.
At first, she was a bit startled by my new mood, retreating from my open revelation, but I could tell she was also somewhat pleased to know she was the reason for such a favorable change in me. I began to feel welcomed by her smile and voice whenever I visited the household in the afternoon or evening, often finding excuses to do so, even feeling a bit embarrassed by how flimsy those excuses were. She might be sitting by the fire knitting, and it made me really happy to steer my conversation in a way that made her turn her face away from the flames, which hid her blush, and show her confusion to the warm candlelight instead. Oh! Those were happy days. Oh! What gracious times; the spirit and joy they held still linger with me sometimes. I think we rekindled the warmth of that moment on the stairs when I returned from Germany, and the hours flew by as we reminisced about summer days gone by.
At last we had even got the length of walking together in an afternoon or evening in the wood behind the town that has been the haunt in courting days of generations of our young people: except for a little melancholy in my lady, these were perhaps life’s happiest periods. The wind might be sounding and the old leaves flying in the wood, the air might chill and nip, but there was no bitterness for us in the season’s chiding. To-day, an old man, with the follies of youth made plain and contemptible, I cannot but think those eves in the forest had something precious and magic for memory. There is no sorrow in them but that they are no more, and that the world to come may have no repetition. How the trees, the tall companions, communed together in their heights among the stars! how the burns tinkled in the grasses and the howlets mourned. And we, together, walked sedate and slowly in those evening alleys, surrounded by the scents the dews bring forth, shone upon by silver moon and stars.
At last, we had managed to take walks together in the afternoon or evening in the woods behind the town, a place that generations of our young people have frequented when courting. Aside from a touch of sadness in my lady, these were probably the happiest moments of our lives. The wind might have been howling and old leaves swirling around in the woods, the air might have been chilly and biting, but we felt no resentment toward the season’s harshness. Today, as an old man, with the foolishness of youth exposed and pathetic, I can’t help but think those evenings in the forest held something precious and magical for me. There’s no sorrow in those memories except that they are gone and that the future may not offer anything like it again. How the trees, our tall companions, communicated with each other among the stars! How the streams tinkled through the grass and the owls mourned! And we, together, walked slowly and peacefully through those evening paths, surrounded by the fragrances that the dewy air brings, illuminated by the silver moon and stars.
To-day, in my eld, it amuses me still that for long I never kissed her. I had been too slow of making a trial, to venture it now without some effort of spirit; and time after time I had started on our stately round of the hunting-road with a resolution wrought up all the way from my looking-glass at Elrigmore, that this should be the night, if any, when I should take the liberty that surely our rambles, though actual word of love had not been spoken, gave me a title to. A title! I had kissed many a bigger girl before in a caprice at a hedge-gate. But this little one, so demurely walking by my side, with never so much as an arm on mine, her pale face like marble in the moonlight, her eyes, when turned on mine, like dancing points of fire—-Oh! the task defied me! The task I say—it was a duty, I’ll swear now, in the experience of later years.
Today, in my old age, I still find it amusing that for so long I never kissed her. I had been too slow to make a move, and now it felt like it would take some real courage; time and again, I set out on our elegant stroll along the hunting road with the determination that this would be the night, if any, that I would take the liberty that surely our walks, despite the absence of actual words of love, entitled me to. A title! I had kissed many a larger girl before in a whim at a hedge-gate. But this little one, so demurely walking by my side, not even resting an arm on mine, her pale face like marble in the moonlight, her eyes, when they met mine, like dancing sparks of fire—oh! the task overwhelmed me! The task I mention—it was a duty, I can swear now, given the lessons of later years.
I kissed her first on the night before M’Iver set out on his travels anew, no more in the camp of Argile his severed chief, but as a Cavalier of the purchased sword.
I kissed her first on the night before M’Iver set out on his travels again, no longer in the camp of Argile his severed chief, but as a Cavalier of the bought sword.
It was a night of exceeding calm, with the moon, that I had seen as a corn-hook over my warfare with MacLachlan in Tarra-dubh, swollen to the full and gleaming upon the country till it shone as in the dawn of day. We walked back and forth on the hunting-road, for long in a silence broken by few words. My mind was in a storm. I felt that I was losing my friend, and that, by itself, was trouble; but I felt, likewise, a shame that the passion of love at my bosom robbed the deprivation of much of its sorrow.
It was an incredibly calm night, with the moon — which I had seen as a hook over my battle with MacLachlan in Tarra-dubh — full and shining brightly on the land as if it were dawn. We paced back and forth on the hunting path, mostly silent except for a few words here and there. My mind was in turmoil. I sensed that I was losing my friend, which was troubling enough, but I also felt a shame that my feelings of love made the loss feel less painful.
“I shall kiss her to-night if she spurns me for ever,” I said to myself over and over again, and anon I would marvel at my own daring; but the act was still to do. It was more than to do—it was to be led up to, and yet my lady kept every entrance to the project barred, with a cunning that yet astounds me.
“I will kiss her tonight if she rejects me forever,” I said to myself repeatedly, and then I would be amazed by my own boldness; but the deed was still left to be done. It was more than just doing it—it was something to be worked up to, and yet my lady kept every path to that idea blocked, with a cleverness that still astonishes me.
We had talked of many things in our evening rambles in that wood, but never of M’Iver, whose name the girl shunned mention of for a cause I knew but could never set her right on. This night, his last in our midst, I ventured on his name. She said nothing for a little, and for a moment I thought, “Here’s a dour, little, unforgiving heart!” Then, softly, said she, “I wish him well and a safe return from his travelling. I wish him better than his deserts. That he goes at all surprises me. I thought it but John Splendid’s promise—to be acted on or not as the mood happened.”
We had talked about many things during our evening walks in that woods, but we never mentioned M’Iver, a name the girl avoided for reasons I understood but could never explain to her. That night, his last with us, I brought up his name. She was silent for a moment, and for an instant, I thought, “Here’s a stubborn, unyielding heart!” Then she quietly said, “I wish him well and a safe return from his travels. I wish him better than he deserves. I can’t believe he’s actually going. I thought it was just John Splendid’s promise—to go or not depending on how he felt.”
“Yes,” I said; “he goes without a doubt. I saw him to-day kiss his farewells with half-a-dozen girls on the road between the Maltland and the town.”
“Yes,” I said; “he’s definitely leaving. I saw him today saying goodbye to half a dozen girls on the road between Maltland and the town.”
“I daresay,” she answered; “he never lacked boldness.”
"I must say," she replied, "he was never short on confidence."
My chance had come.
My moment had arrived.
“No, indeed, he did not,” said I; “and I wish I had some of it myself.”
“No, he definitely didn’t,” I said; “and I wish I had some of it for myself.”
“What! for so common a display of it?” she asked, rallying, yet with some sobriety in her tone.
“What! For such a common display of it?” she asked, teasing, yet with some seriousness in her tone.
“Not a bit,” I answered; “that—that—that I might act the part of a lover with some credit to myself, and kiss the one girl I know in that capacity.”
“Not at all,” I replied; “that—that—that I could play the role of a lover with some dignity and kiss the only girl I know in that way.”
“Would she let you?” she asked, removing herself by a finger-length from my side, yet not apparently enough to show she thought herself the one in question.
“Would she let you?” she asked, pulling herself a finger's breadth away from me, but not so much that it seemed like she thought she was the one being talked about.
“That, madame, is what troubles me,” I confessed in anguish, for her words had burst the bubble of my courage.
“That, ma'am, is what worries me,” I admitted with distress, for her words had popped the bubble of my courage.
“Of course you cannot tell till you try,” she said, demurely, looking straight before her, no smile on the corners of her lips, that somehow maddened by their look of pliancy.
“Of course you can't know until you try,” she said softly, looking straight ahead, her lips pressed together without a smile, which somehow drove him crazy with their suggestive softness.
“You know whom I mean,” I said, pursuing my plea, whose rustic simplicity let no man mock at, remembering the gawky errors of his own experience.
“You know who I’m talking about,” I said, continuing my request, whose down-to-earth simplicity shouldn’t be mocked by anyone, recalling the awkward mistakes of his own past.
“There’s Bell, the minister’s niece, and there’s Kilblaan’s daughter, and——”
“There’s Bell, the minister’s niece, and there’s Kilblaan’s daughter, and——”
“Oh, my dear! my dear!” I cried, stopping and putting my hand daringly on her shoulder. “You know it is not any of these; you must know I mean yourself. Here am I, a man travelled, no longer a youth, though still with the flush of it, no longer with a humility to let me doubt myself worthy of your best thoughts; I have let slip a score of chances on this same path, and even now I cannot muster up the spirit to brave your possible anger.”
“Oh, my dear! My dear!” I exclaimed, stopping and boldly placing my hand on her shoulder. “You know it’s none of these; you must know I’m talking about you. Here I am, a man who has traveled, no longer a youth, though still carrying some youthful energy, no longer humble enough to doubt that I'm worthy of your best thoughts; I've missed countless opportunities on this same path, and even now I can't find the courage to face your potential anger.”
She laughed a very pleasant soothing laugh and released her shoulder. “At least you give me plenty of warning,” she said.
She laughed a really nice, calming laugh and let go of her shoulder. “At least you give me a lot of warning,” she said.
“I am going to kiss you now,” I said, with great firmness.
“I’m going to kiss you now,” I said, with strong determination.
She walked a little faster, panting as I could hear, and I blamed myself that I had alarmed her.
She walked a bit faster, panting as I could hear, and I felt guilty for scaring her.
“At least,” I added, “I’ll do it when we get to Bealloch-an-uarain well.”
“At least,” I added, “I’ll take care of it once we get to Bealloch-an-uarain well.”
She hummed a snatch of Gaelic song we have upon that notable well, a song that is all an invitation to drink the waters while you are young and drink you may, and I suddenly ventured to embrace her with an arm. She drew up with stern lips and back from my embrace, and Elrigmore was again in torment.
She hummed a bit of a Gaelic song we have about that famous well, a tune that's all about inviting you to drink the water while you're young, and you can drink if you want. Suddenly, I decided to pull her into an embrace. She stiffened her lips and pulled away from me, and Elrigmore was once again in agony.
“You are to blame yourself,” I said, huskily; “you let me think I might. And now I see you are angry.”
“You have only yourself to blame,” I said, hoarsely; “you made me think I could. And now I see that you’re upset.”
“Am I?” she said, smiling again. “I think you said the well, did you not!”
“Am I?” she said, smiling again. “I think you mentioned the well, didn’t you?”
“And may I?” eagerly I asked, devouring her with my eyes.
“And may I?” I asked eagerly, looking at her intently.
“You may—at the well,” she answered, and then she laughed softly.
“You can—at the well,” she replied, and then she chuckled softly.
Again my spirits bounded.
My spirits soared again.
“But I was not thinking of going there to-night,” she added, and the howlet in the bush beside me hooted at my ignominy.
“But I wasn't planning on going there tonight,” she added, and the owl in the bush next to me hooted at my embarrassment.
I walked in a perspiration of vexation and alarm. It was plain that here was no desire for my caress, that the girl was but probing the depth of my presumption, and I gave up all thought of pushing my intention to performance. Our conversation turned to more common channels, and I had hoped my companion had lost the crude impression of my wooing as we passed the path that led from the hunting-road to the Bealloch-an-uarain.
I walked in a sweat of frustration and worry. It was clear that there was no wish for my affection, that the girl was just testing the limits of my confidence, and I abandoned any thoughts of pursuing my intentions. Our conversation shifted to more ordinary topics, and I hoped my companion had moved past the awkward impression of my flirting as we walked along the path that led from the hunting road to the Bealloch-an-uarain.
“Oh!” she cried here, “I wished for some ivy; I thought to pluck it farther back, and your nonsense made me quite forget.”
“Oh!” she exclaimed, “I wanted some ivy; I meant to pick it further back, but your nonsense totally made me forget.”
“Cannot we return for it?” I said, well enough pleased at the chance of prolonging our walk.
“Can’t we go back for it?” I said, feeling happy about the chance to extend our walk.
“No; it is too late,” she answered abruptly. “Is there nowhere else here where we could get it?”
“No; it’s too late,” she replied abruptly. “Is there anywhere else we could get it?”
“I do not think so,” I said, stupidly. Then I remembered that it grew in the richest profusion on the face of the grotto we call Bealloch-an-uarain. “Except at the well,” I added.
“I don’t think so,” I said, foolishly. Then I remembered that it grew abundantly on the walls of the grotto we call Bealloch-an-uarain. “Except at the well,” I added.
“Of course it is so; now I remember,” said she; “there is plenty of it there. Let us haste and get it” And she led the way up the path, I following with a heart that surged and beat.
“Of course it’s true; now I remember,” she said. “There’s plenty of it up there. Let’s hurry and get it.” And she started up the path, me following with a heart that surged and pounded.
When our countryside is changed, when the forest of Creag Dubh, where roam the deer, is levelled with the turf, and the foot of the passenger wears round the castle of Argile, I hope, I pray, that grotto on the brae will still lift up its face among the fern and ivy. Nowadays when the mood comes on me, and I must be the old man chafing against the decay of youth’s spirit, and the recollection overpowers of other times and other faces than those so kent and tolerant about me, I put my plaid on my shoulders and walk to Bealloch-an-uarain well. My children’s children must be with me elsewhere on my saunters; here I must walk alone. I am young again when looking on that magic fountain, still the same as when its murmur sounded in my lover’s ears. Here are yet the stalwart trees, the tall companions, that nodded on our shy confessions; the ivy hangs in sheeny spray upon the wall. Time, that ranges, has here no freedom, but stands, shackled by links of love and memory to the rocks we sat on. I sit now there and muse, and beside me is a shadow that never ages, with a pale face averted, looking through leafless boughs at the glimpse of star and moon. I see the bosom heave; I see the eyes flash full, then soften half-shut on some inward vision. For I am never there at Bealloch-an-uarain, summer or spring, but the season, in my thought, is that of my wife’s first kiss, and it is always a pleasant evening and the birds are calling in the dusk.
When our countryside changes, when the forest of Creag Dubh, where the deer wander, is leveled with grass, and the paths of visitors wear around the castle of Argile, I hope, I pray, that the grotto on the hillside will still show its face among the ferns and ivy. Nowadays, when the mood hits me, and I find myself as the old man frustrated by the fading spirit of youth, overwhelmed by memories of other times and other faces than those familiar and accepting around me, I throw my plaid over my shoulders and walk to the Bealloch-an-uarain well. My grandchildren must be elsewhere during my strolls; here I must walk alone. I feel young again when I gaze upon that magical fountain, still the same as when its murmurs echoed in my lover's ears. The strong trees, our tall companions, still stand, nodding as we shared our shy confessions; the ivy drapes in shiny sprays over the wall. Time, which moves relentlessly, has no power here but stands, bound by links of love and memory to the rocks we sat on. I now sit there, lost in thought, with a shadow beside me that never ages, its pale face turned away, looking through bare branches at glimpses of stars and the moon. I see the chest rise and fall; I see the eyes flash brightly, then soften, half-closed on some inner vision. For I am never at Bealloch-an-uarain, in summer or spring, but in my mind, it’s always the season of my wife’s first kiss, and it’s always a pleasant evening with the birds calling in the dusk.
I plucked my lady’s ivy with a cruel wrench, as one would pluck a sweet delusion from his heart, and her fingers were so warm and soft as I gave her the leaves! Then I turned to go.
I pulled my lady's ivy with a harsh tug, like someone tearing away a sweet illusion from their heart, and her fingers were so warm and soft as I handed her the leaves! Then I turned to leave.
“It is time we were home,” I said, anxious now to be alone with my vexation.
“It’s time we headed home,” I said, eager now to be alone with my frustration.
“In a moment,” she said, plucking more ivy for herself; and then she said, “Let us sit a little; I am wearied.”
“In a moment,” she said, picking more ivy for herself; and then she added, “Let’s sit for a bit; I’m tired.”
My courage came anew. “Fool!” I called myself. “You may never have the chance again.” I sat down by her side, and talked no love but told a story.
My courage returned. “Fool!” I scolded myself. “You might not get this chance again.” I sat down next to her and talked about a story, not about love.
It is a story we have in the sheilings among the hills, the tale of “The Sea Fairy of French Foreland”; but I changed it as I went on, and made the lover a soldier.
It’s a story we have in the huts among the hills, the tale of “The Sea Fairy of French Foreland”; but I changed it as I went along and made the lover a soldier.
I made him wander, and wandering think of home and a girl beside the sea. I made him confront wild enemies and battle with storms, I set him tossing upon oceans and standing in the streets of leaguered towns, or at grey heartless mornings upon lonely plains with solitude around, and yet, in all, his heart was with the girl beside the sea.
I had him wandering, and while wandering he thought of home and a girl by the sea. I had him facing fierce enemies and fighting through storms. I set him adrift on oceans and walking through besieged towns, or in the cold, lonely mornings on desolate plains with solitude all around him, and yet, through it all, his heart was with the girl by the sea.
She listened and flushed. My hero’s dangers lit her eyes like lanthorns, my passions seemed to find an echo in her sighs.
She listened and blushed. My hero's risks sparkled in her eyes like lanterns, my feelings appeared to resonate in her sighs.
Then I pitied my hero, the wandering soldier, so much alone, so eager, and unforgetting, till I felt the tears in my eyes as I imaged his hopeless longing.
Then I felt so sorry for my hero, the wandering soldier, so alone, so eager, and unable to forget, until I felt tears in my eyes as I imagined his hopeless longing.
She checked her sighs, she said my name in the softest whisper, laid her head upon my shoulder and wept. And then at last I met her quivering lips.
She held back her sighs, softly whispered my name, rested her head on my shoulder, and cried. Then finally, I touched her trembling lips.
CHAPTER XXXV.—FAREWELL.
On the morrow, John Splendid came riding up the street on his way to the foreign wars. He had attired himself most sprucely; he rode a good horse, and he gave it every chance to show its quality. Old women cried to him from their windows and close-mouths. “Oh! laochain,” they said, “yours be the luck of the seventh son!” He answered gaily, with the harmless flatteries that came so readily to his lips always, they seemed the very bosom’s revelation. “Oh! women!” said he, “I’ll be thinking of your handsome sons, and the happy days we spent together, and wishing myself soberly home with them when I am far away.”
The next day, John Splendid rode up the street on his way to the foreign wars. He was dressed smartly; he rode a great horse and gave it every chance to show its strength. Old women called out to him from their windows and doorways. “Oh! laochain,” they said, “may you have the luck of the seventh son!” He cheerfully replied with the charming compliments that always came easily to him, as if they were heartfelt. “Oh! ladies!” he said, “I’ll be thinking of your handsome sons, the happy times we shared, and wishing I could be home with them when I’m far away.”
But not the old women alone waited on his going; shy girls courtesied or applauded at the corners. For them his horse caracoled on Stonefield’s causeway, his shoulders straightened, and his bonnet rose. “There you are!” said he, “still the temptation and the despair of a decent bachelor’s life. I’ll marry every one of you that has not a man when I come home.”
But it wasn't just the older women waiting for him to leave; shy girls were curtsying or clapping at the corners. For them, his horse pranced on Stonefield’s pathway, his shoulders straightened, and his hat lifted. “There you are!” he said, “still the temptation and the despair of a good bachelor’s life. I’ll marry every one of you who doesn't have a partner when I get back.”
“And when may that be?” cried a little, bold, lair one, with a laughing look at him from under the blowing locks that escaped the snood on her hair.
“And when might that be?” exclaimed a little, bold girl, laughing at him from beneath the tousled hair that slipped out from her headband.
“When may it be?” he repeated. “Say ‘Come home, Barbreck,’ in every one of your evening prayers, and heaven, for the sake of so sweet a face, may send me home the sooner with my fortune.”
“When could it be?” he repeated. “Say ‘Come home, Barbreck,’ in every one of your evening prayers, and heaven, for the sake of such a sweet face, might send me home sooner with my fortune.”
Master Gordon, passing, heard the speech. “Do your own praying, Barbreck———”
Master Gordon, walking by, heard the conversation. “You should pray for yourself, Barbreck———”
“John,” said my hero. “John, this time, to you.”
“John,” my hero said. “John, this time, it’s your turn.”
“John be it,” said the cleric, smiling warmly. “I like you, truly, and I wish you well.”
“It's John,” said the cleric, smiling warmly. “I really like you, and I wish you the best.”
M’Iver stooped and took the proffered hand. “Master Gordon,” he said, “I would sooner be liked and loved than only admired; that’s, perhaps, the secret of my life.”
M’Iver bent down and took the offered hand. “Master Gordon,” he said, “I’d rather be liked and loved than just admired; that’s probably the secret of my life.”
It was not the fishing season, but the street thronged with fishers from Kenmore and Cairndhu and Kilcatrine and the bays of lower Cowal. Their tall figures jostled in the causeway, their white teeth gleamed in their friendliness, and they met this companion of numerous days and nights, this gentleman of good-humour and even temper, with cries as in a schoolboy’s playground. They clustered round the horse and seized upon the trappings. Then John Splendid’s play-acting came to its conclusion, as it was ever bound to do when his innermost man was touched. He forgot the carriage of his shoulders; indifferent to the disposition of his reins, he reached and wrung a hundred hands, crying back memory for memory, jest for jest, and always the hope for future meetings.
It wasn't fishing season, but the street was packed with anglers from Kenmore, Cairndhu, Kilcatrine, and the bays of lower Cowal. Their tall figures jostled on the sidewalk, their white teeth shining in friendliness, and they greeted this friend of many days and nights, this good-humored gentleman, with shouts like a schoolyard full of kids. They gathered around the horse and grabbed onto the harness. Then John Splendid's show came to an end, as it always did when his true self was touched. He forgot about how he was standing; not caring about the reins in his hands, he reached out and shook a hundred hands, exchanging memories for memories, jokes for jokes, and always hoping for future meetings.
“O scamps! scamps!” said he, “fishing the silly prey of ditches when you might be with me upon the ocean and capturing the towns. I’ll never drink a glass of Rhenish, but I’ll mind of you and sorrow for your sour ales and bitter aqua!”
“O scamps! scamps!” he said, “fishing for the stupid little things in the ditches when you could be with me on the ocean, capturing towns. I’ll never have a glass of Rhenish, but I’ll think of you and feel sad for your sour ales and bitter aqua!”
“Will it be long?” said they—true Gaels, ever anxious to know the lease of pleasure or of grief.
“Will it take long?” they asked—true Gaels, always eager to know how long joy or sorrow would last.
“Long or short,” said he, with absent hands in his horse’s mane, “will lie with Fate, and she, my lads, is a dour jade with a secret It’ll be long if ye mind of me, and unco short if ye forget me till I return.”
“Long or short,” he said, with his hands absentmindedly running through his horse’s mane, “that’s up to Fate, and she, my friends, is a harsh mistress with a secret. It’ll be long if you think of me, and really short if you forget me until I come back.”
I went up and said farewell. I but shook his hand, and my words were few and simple. That took him, for he was always quick to sound the depth of silent feeling.
I went up and said goodbye. I just shook his hand, and my words were brief and straightforward. That affected him, as he was always quick to understand the depth of unspoken emotions.
“Mo thruadh! mo thruadh! Colin,” said he. “My grief! my grief! here are two brothers closer than by kin, and they have reached a gusset of life, and there must be separation. I have had many a jolt from my fairy relatives, but they have never been more wicked than now. I wish you were with me, and yet, ah! yet——. Would her ladyship, think ye, forget for a minute, and shake an old friend’s hand, and say good-bye?”
“My grief! my grief! Colin,” he said. “My sorrow! my sorrow! Here are two brothers who are closer than family, and they have reached a point in life where they must part ways. I've dealt with many blows from my fairy relatives, but they've never been as cruel as they are now. I wish you were here with me, and yet, oh! yet—do you think her ladyship would forget, even for a moment, and shake an old friend’s hand to say goodbye?”
I turned to Betty, who stood a little back with her father, and conveyed his wish. She came forward, dyed crimson to the neck, and stood by his horse’s side. He slid off the saddle and shook her hand.
I turned to Betty, who was standing a little back with her dad, and shared his wish. She stepped forward, her face bright red, and stood next to his horse. He got off the saddle and shook her hand.
“It is very good of you,” said he. “You have my heart’s good wishes to the innermost chamber.”
“It’s really kind of you,” he said. “You have my heartfelt wishes to the deepest part.”
Then he turned to me, and while the fishermen stood back, he said, “I envied you twice, Colin—once when you had the foresight of your fortune on the side of Loch Loven, and now that it seems begun.”
Then he turned to me, and while the fishermen stepped back, he said, “I envied you twice, Colin—once when you foresaw your fortune by Loch Loven, and now that it seems to have started.”
He took the saddle, waved his bonnet in farewell to all the company, then rode quickly up the street and round the castle walls.
He grabbed the saddle, waved his hat goodbye to everyone, then rode quickly up the street and around the castle walls.
It was a day for the open road, and, as we say, for putting the seven glens and the seven bens and the seven mountain moors below a young man’s feet,—a day with invitation in the air and the promise of gifts around The mallards at morning had quacked in the Dhuloch pools, the otter scoured the burn of Maam, the air-goat bleated as he flew among the reeds, and the stag paused above his shed antlers on Torvil-side to hide them in the dead bracken.
It was a perfect day for hitting the open road, one of those days that invite a young man to explore the seven glens, the seven hills, and the seven mountain moors. The air was filled with possibilities and the promise of new adventures. In the morning, the ducks were quacking in the Dhuloch pools, the otter was hunting in the Maam stream, the air-goat was bleating as it dashed through the reeds, and the stag paused above his shed antlers on Torvil-side to hide them in the dead bracken.
M’Iver rode beside flowering saugh and alder tree through those old arches, now no more, those arches that were the outermost posterns where good-luck allowed farewells. He dare not once look round, and his closest friends dare not follow him, as he rode alone on the old road so many of our people have gone to their country’s wars or to sporran battles.
M’Iver rode next to blooming willows and alder trees through those old arches, which are gone now, those arches that were the outermost gates where good fortune permitted farewells. He didn't dare look back even once, and his closest friends didn't follow him, as he rode alone down the old road that so many of our people have taken for their country’s wars or to sporran battles.
A silence fell upon the community, and in upon it broke from the river-side the wail of a bagpipe played by the piper of Argile. It played a tune familiar in those parts upon occasions of parting and encouragement, a tune they call “Come back to the Glen.”
A hush settled over the community, and from the riverbank came the mournful sound of a bagpipe played by the piper of Argile. It played a melody well-known in the area for times of farewell and motivation, a tune they call “Come back to the Glen.”
Come back to the glen, to the glen, to the glen, And there shall the welcome be waiting for you. The deer and the heath-cock, the curd from the pen, The blaeberry fresh from the dew!
Come back to the valley, to the valley, to the valley, And there will be a warm welcome waiting for you. The deer and the grouse, the fresh curds from the pen, The blueberries fresh from the dew!
We saw the piper strut upon the gravelled walk beside the bridgegate, we saw Argile himself come out to meet the traveller.
We saw the piper strut along the gravel path next to the bridge gate, and we saw Argile himself come out to greet the traveler.
“MacCailein! MacCailein! Ah the dear heart!” cried all our people, touched by this rare and genteel courtesy.
“MacCailein! MacCailein! Oh, the dear heart!” exclaimed everyone in our group, moved by this rare and elegant kindness.
The Marquis and his clansman touched hands, lingered together a little, and the rider passed on his way with the piper’s invitation the last sound in his ears. He rode past Kilmalieu of the tombs, with his bonnet off for all the dead that are so numerous there, so patient, waiting for the final trump. He rode past Boshang Gate, portal to my native glen of chanting birds and melodious waters and merry people. He rode past Gearron hamlet, where the folk waved farewells; then over the river before him was the bend that is ever the beginning of home-sickness for all that go abroad for fortune.
The Marquis and his clansman shook hands, held on for a moment, and then the rider continued on his way, with the sound of the piper's invitation still in his ears. He rode past Kilmalieu of the tombs, removing his hat out of respect for all the countless dead resting there, patiently waiting for the final call. He rode past Boshang Gate, the entrance to my hometown filled with singing birds, flowing waters, and cheerful people. He rode past Gearron hamlet, where the locals waved their goodbyes; then across the river in front of him was the bend that always triggers homesickness for those who go away seeking their fortune.
I turned to the girl beside me, and “Sweetheart,” said I softly, “there’s an elder brother lost. It is man’s greed, I know; but rich though I am in this new heart of yours, I must be grudging the comrade gone.”
I turned to the girl next to me and said softly, “Sweetheart, there’s an older brother lost. I know it’s man’s greed, but even though I’m rich with this new heart of yours, I can’t help but feel sad about the friend who’s gone.”
“Gone!” said she, with scarcely a glance after the departing figure. “Better gone than here a perpetual sinner, deaf to the cry of justice and of nature.”
“Gone!” she said, barely looking at the figure as it left. “Better gone than here as a constant sinner, ignoring the call of justice and nature.”
“Good God!” I cried, “are you still in that delusion?” and I hinted at the truth.
“Good God!” I exclaimed, “are you still stuck in that delusion?” and I suggested the truth.
She saw the story at a flash; she paled to the very lips, and turned and strained her vision after that figure slowly passing round the woody point; she relinquished no moment of her gaze till the path bent and hid John Splendid from her eager view.
She caught sight of the story in an instant; she turned pale and strained to follow that figure as it slowly rounded the wooded point. She didn’t take her eyes off it until the path curved and concealed John Splendid from her watchful gaze.
THE END.
THE END.
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