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THE DIAMOND LENS

By Fitz-James O'brien










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I

FROM a very early period of my life the entire bent of my inclinations had been toward microscopic investigations. When I was not more than ten years old, a distant relative of our family, hoping to astonish my inexperience, constructed a simple microscope for me by drilling in a disk of copper a small hole in which a drop of pure water was sustained by capillary attraction. This very primitive apparatus, magnifying some fifty diameters, presented, it is true, only indistinct and imperfect forms, but still sufficiently wonderful to work up my imagination to a preternatural state of excitement.

FROM a very early age, I had always been drawn to microscopic investigations. When I was just ten years old, a distant relative of our family, wanting to impress my inexperience, made me a simple microscope by drilling a small hole in a disk of copper, where a drop of pure water was held by capillary attraction. This very basic device, magnifying about fifty times, did show only blurry and imperfect shapes, but it was still amazing enough to fire up my imagination to an extraordinary level of excitement.

Seeing me so interested in this rude instrument, my cousin explained to me all that he knew about the principles of the microscope, related to me a few of the wonders which had been accomplished through its agency, and ended by promising to send me one regularly constructed, immediately on his return to the city. I counted the days, the hours, the minutes that intervened between that promise and his departure.

Seeing me so interested in this curious device, my cousin explained everything he knew about how microscopes work, shared a few of the amazing discoveries made with it, and finished by promising to send me a properly made one as soon as he got back to the city. I counted the days, the hours, and the minutes that stood between that promise and his departure.

Meantime, I was not idle. Every transparent substance that bore the remotest resemblance to a lens I eagerly seized upon, and employed in vain attempts to realize that instrument the theory of whose construction I as yet only vaguely comprehended. All panes of glass containing those oblate spheroidal knots familiarly known as "bull's-eyes" were ruthlessly destroyed in the hope of obtaining lenses of marvelous power. I even went so far as to extract the crystalline humor from the eyes of fishes and animals, and endeavored to press it into the microscopic service. I plead guilty to having stolen the glasses from my Aunt Agatha's spectacles, with a dim idea of grinding them into lenses of wondrous magnifying properties—in which attempt it is scarcely necessary to say that I totally failed.

In the meantime, I wasn't just sitting around. I grabbed every clear material that even slightly resembled a lens and tried unsuccessfully to create that instrument, the details of which I only vaguely understood at the time. I ruthlessly destroyed any glass panes that had those oblate spheroidal designs commonly known as "bull's-eyes," hoping to make lenses with incredible power. I even went so far as to take the lens-like liquid from the eyes of fish and animals, trying to use it for microscopic purposes. I admit that I stole the lenses from my Aunt Agatha's glasses, with a half-formed idea of grinding them into lenses with amazing magnifying abilities—an effort that, as you can imagine, completely failed.

At last the promised instrument came. It was of that order known as Field's simple microscope, and had cost perhaps about fifteen dollars. As far as educational purposes went, a better apparatus could not have been selected. Accompanying it was a small treatise on the microscope—its history, uses, and discoveries. I comprehended then for the first time the "Arabian Nights' Entertainments." The dull veil of ordinary existence that hung across the world seemed suddenly to roll away, and to lay bare a land of enchantments. I felt toward my companions as the seer might feel toward the ordinary masses of men. I held conversations with nature in a tongue which they could not understand. I was in daily communication with living wonders such as they never imagined in their wildest visions, I penetrated beyond the external portal of things, and roamed through the sanctuaries. Where they beheld only a drop of rain slowly rolling down the window-glass, I saw a universe of beings animated with all the passions common to physical life, and convulsing their minute sphere with struggles as fierce and protracted as those of men. In the common spots of mould, which my mother, good housekeeper that she was, fiercely scooped away from her jam-pots, there abode for me, under the name of mildew, enchanted gardens, filled with dells and avenues of the densest foliage and most astonishing verdure, while from the fantastic boughs of these microscopic forests hung strange fruits glittering with green and silver and gold.

At last, the promised instrument arrived. It was a simple microscope, known as Field's, and it cost around fifteen dollars. For educational purposes, a better device couldn't have been chosen. Along with it was a small guide about the microscope—its history, uses, and discoveries. For the first time, I truly understood the "Arabian Nights' Entertainments." The dull veil of everyday life that covered the world suddenly disappeared, revealing a land of wonders. I felt toward my friends as a seer might feel toward the ordinary masses. I had conversations with nature in a language they couldn’t comprehend. I was in daily touch with living marvels they couldn’t have imagined in their wildest dreams. I went beyond the surface of things and explored hidden sanctuaries. Where they only saw a drop of rain slowly trickling down the window, I perceived a universe of beings driven by all the passions of life, battling fiercely in their tiny world just like humans. In the common spots of mold that my mother, being a diligent housekeeper, aggressively scooped from her jam jars, I found enchanted gardens filled with paths and areas of lush foliage and incredible greenery, while from the fantastical branches of these microscopic forests hung strange fruits sparkling with green, silver, and gold.

It was no scientific thirst that at this time filled my mind. It was the pure enjoyment of a poet to whom a world of wonders has been disclosed. I talked of my solitary pleasures to none. Alone with my microscope, I dimmed my sight, day after day and night after night, poring over the marvels which it unfolded to me. I was like one who, having discovered the ancient Eden still existing in all its primitive glory, should resolve to enjoy it in solitude, and never betray to mortal the secret of its locality. The rod of my life was bent at this moment. I destined myself to be a microscopist.

It wasn't a scientific curiosity that filled my mind at this time. It was the pure enjoyment of a poet who had discovered a world of wonders. I shared my solitary pleasures with no one. Alone with my microscope, I strained my eyes, day after day and night after night, immersed in the marvels it revealed to me. I felt like someone who, having found the ancient Eden still intact in all its original glory, decided to enjoy it alone and never reveal its location to anyone. The direction of my life was changing at that moment. I was committed to becoming a microscopist.

Of course, like every novice, I fancied myself a discoverer. I was ignorant at the time of the thousands of acute intellects engaged in the same pursuit as myself, and with the advantage of instruments a thousand times more powerful than mine. The names of Leeuwenhoek, Williamson, Spencer, Ehrenberg, Schultz, Dujardin, Schact, and Schleiden were then entirely unknown to me, or, if known, I was ignorant of their patient and wonderful researches. In every fresh specimen of cryptogamia which I placed beneath my instrument I believed that I discovered wonders of which the world was as yet ignorant. I remember well the thrill of delight and admiration that shot through me the first time that I discovered the common wheel animalcule (Rotifera vulgaris) expanding and contracting its flexible spokes and seemingly rotating through the water. Alas! as I grew older, and obtained some works treating of my favorite study, I found that I was only on the threshold of a science to the investigation of which some of the greatest men of the age were devoting their lives and intellects.

Of course, like every beginner, I saw myself as a pioneer. I didn’t realize at the time that thousands of sharp minds were pursuing the same goals as me, using tools that were a thousand times more advanced than mine. The names Leeuwenhoek, Williamson, Spencer, Ehrenberg, Schultz, Dujardin, Schact, and Schleiden were completely unfamiliar to me, or if I had heard them, I was unaware of their dedicated and remarkable research. With every new sample of cryptogamia that I put under my microscope, I thought I was uncovering wonders that the world didn’t yet know about. I clearly remember the rush of excitement and admiration I felt the first time I saw the common wheel animalcule (Rotifera vulgaris) expanding and contracting its flexible spokes, seemingly spinning through the water. Unfortunately, as I got older and read some works related to my favorite subject, I realized that I was just at the beginning of a field in which some of the greatest minds of the time were dedicating their lives and intellect.

As I grew up, my parents, who saw but little likelihood of anything practical resulting from the examination of bits of moss and drops of water through a brass tube and a piece of glass, were anxious that I should choose a profession.

As I grew up, my parents, who saw little chance of anything useful coming from studying pieces of moss and droplets of water through a brass tube and a piece of glass, were eager for me to choose a career.

It was their desire that I should enter the counting-house of my uncle, Ethan Blake, a prosperous merchant, who carried on business in New York. This suggestion I decisively combated. I had no taste for trade; I should only make a failure; in short, I refused to become a merchant.

It was their wish for me to join my uncle, Ethan Blake's, counting-house, as he was a successful merchant doing business in New York. I firmly opposed this idea. I had no interest in trade; I would only end up failing; in short, I refused to become a merchant.

But it was necessary for me to select some pursuit. My parents were staid New England people, who insisted on the necessity of labor, and therefore, although, thanks to the bequest of my poor Aunt Agatha, I should, on coming of age, inherit a small fortune sufficient to place me above want, it was decided that, instead of waiting for this, I should act the nobler part, and employ the intervening years in rendering myself independent.

But I had to choose some kind of work. My parents were traditional New England folks who believed in the importance of hard work. So, even though I was set to inherit a small fortune from my late Aunt Agatha on my birthday—enough to keep me comfortable—it was decided that instead of just waiting for that, I should take the more honorable route and spend the time until then making myself self-sufficient.

After much cogitation, I complied with the wishes of my family, and selected a profession. I determined to study medicine at the New York Academy. This disposition of my future suited me. A removal from my relatives would enable me to dispose of my time as I pleased without fear of detection. As long as I paid my Academy fees, I might shirk attending the lectures if I chose; and, as I never had the remotest intention of standing an examination, there was no danger of my being "plucked." Besides, a metropolis was the place for me. There I could obtain excellent instruments, the newest publications, intimacy with men of pursuits kindred with my own—in short, all things necessary to ensure a profitable devotion of my life to my beloved science. I had an abundance of money, few desires that were not bounded by my illuminating mirror on one side and my object-glass on the other; what, therefore, was to prevent my becoming an illustrious investigator of the veiled worlds? It was with the most buoyant hope that I left my New England home and established myself in New York.

After a lot of thought, I went along with my family's wishes and chose a career. I decided to study medicine at the New York Academy. This plan for my future felt right to me. Moving away from my relatives would allow me to manage my time however I wanted without worrying about being caught. As long as I paid my Academy fees, I could skip the lectures if I wanted to; and since I had no intention of taking any exams, there was no risk of failing. Plus, a big city was perfect for me. There, I could get great tools, the latest publications, and connect with others in similar fields—basically, everything I needed to dedicate my life to my beloved science. I had plenty of money and few desires that weren't limited by my lighting mirror on one side and my objective lens on the other; so what was stopping me from becoming a renowned researcher of hidden worlds? With the most optimistic hope, I left my New England home and settled in New York.





II

My first step, of course, was to find suitable apartments. These I obtained, after a couple of days' search, in Fourth Avenue; a very pretty second floor, unfurnished, containing sitting-room, bedroom, and a smaller apartment which I intended to fit up as a laboratory. I furnished my lodgings simply, but rather elegantly, and then devoted all my energies to the adornment of the temple of my worship. I visited Pike, the celebrated optician, and passed in review his splendid collection of microscopes—Field's Compound, Hingham's, Spencer's, Nachet's Binocular (that founded on the principles of the stereoscope), and at length fixed upon that form known as Spencer's Trunnion Microscope, as combining the greatest number of improvements with an almost perfect freedom from tremor. Along with this I purchased every possible accessory—draw-tubes, micrometers, a camera lucida, lever-stage, achromatic condensers, white cloud illuminators, prisms, parabolic condensers, polarizing apparatus, forceps, aquatic boxes, fishing-tubes, with a host of other articles, all of which would have been useful in the hands of an experienced microscopist, but, as I afterward discovered, were not of the slightest present value to me. It takes years of practice to know how to use a complicated microscope. The optician looked suspiciously at me as I made these valuable purchases. He evidently was uncertain whether to set me down as some scientific celebrity or a madman. I think he was inclined to the latter belief. I suppose I was mad. Every great genius is mad upon the subject in which he is greatest. The unsuccessful madman is disgraced and called a lunatic.

My first step was, of course, to find suitable apartments. After a couple of days of searching, I found a nice unfurnished second-floor place on Fourth Avenue, which had a sitting room, a bedroom, and a smaller room that I planned to set up as a lab. I furnished my apartment simply but quite elegantly, and then focused all my energy on decorating the space where I would be doing my work. I visited Pike, the well-known optician, to check out his impressive collection of microscopes—Field's Compound, Hingham's, Spencer's, Nachet's Binocular (based on the principles of the stereoscope), and finally decided on Spencer's Trunnion Microscope, which had the most improvements and was nearly free of tremors. Along with that, I bought every possible accessory—draw-tubes, micrometers, a camera lucida, lever-stage, achromatic condensers, white cloud illuminators, prisms, parabolic condensers, polarizing equipment, forceps, aquatic boxes, fishing-tubes, and a bunch of other items that would be useful for a skilled microscopist, but as I later found out, were of no value to me at the moment. It takes years of practice to really know how to use a complicated microscope. The optician looked at me suspiciously while I made these purchases, clearly unsure whether to view me as some kind of scientific genius or just a madman. I think he leaned toward the latter opinion. I suppose I was mad. Every great genius has some madness about their field of greatness. The unsuccessful madman gets labeled as a lunatic.

Mad or not, I set myself to work with a zeal which few scientific students have ever equaled. I had everything to learn relative to the delicate study upon which I had embarked—a study involving the most earnest patience, the most rigid analytic powers, the steadiest hand, the most untiring eye, the most refined and subtle manipulation.

Mad or not, I threw myself into my work with a passion that few science students have ever matched. I had a lot to learn related to the delicate field I had entered—a field that required the utmost patience, strict analytical skills, a steady hand, an unflagging eye, and refined, precise techniques.

For a long time half my apparatus lay inactively on the shelves of my laboratory, which was now most amply furnished with every possible contrivance for facilitating my investigations. The fact was that I did not know how to use some of my scientific implements—never having been taught microscopies—and those whose use I understood theoretically were of little avail until by practice I could attain the necessary delicacy of handling. Still, such was the fury of my ambition, such the untiring perseverance of my experiments, that, difficult of credit as it may be, in the course of one year I became theoretically and practically an accomplished microscopist.

For a long time, half of my equipment sat unused on the shelves of my lab, which was now fully stocked with every possible tool to help with my research. The truth was, I didn’t know how to use some of my scientific tools—having never been taught how to use microscopes—and those that I understood in theory were of little help until I got the practice I needed to handle them properly. Still, my ambition was so intense, and my dedication to my experiments was so relentless, that, unbelievable as it might seem, within a year I became both theoretically and practically skilled as a microscopist.

During this period of my labors, in which I submitted specimens of every substance that came under my observation to the action of my lenses, I became a discoverer—in a small way, it is true, for I was very young, but still a discoverer. It was I who destroyed Ehrenberg's theory that the Volvox globator was an animal, and proved that his "monads" with stomachs and eyes were merely phases of the formation of a vegetable cell, and were, when they reached their mature state, incapable of the act of conjugation, or any true generative act, without which no organism rising to any stage of life higher than vegetable can be said to be complete. It was I who resolved the singular problem of rotation in the cells and hairs of plants into ciliary attraction, in spite of the assertions of Wenham and others that my explanation was the result of an optical illusion.

During this time of my work, when I examined every kind of substance I came across with my lenses, I became a discoverer—in a small way, it’s true, since I was quite young, but still a discoverer. I was the one who disproved Ehrenberg's theory that the Volvox globator was an animal and showed that his "monads," which he claimed had stomachs and eyes, were just stages in the development of a plant cell. When they reached maturity, they were unable to undergo conjugation or any true reproductive act, which is necessary for any organism to be considered fully developed beyond the plant level. I also figured out the puzzling issue of rotation in the cells and hairs of plants, explaining it as ciliary attraction, despite Wenham and others claiming that my explanation was simply an optical illusion.

But notwithstanding these discoveries, laboriously and painfully made as they were, I felt horribly dissatisfied. At every step I found myself stopped by the imperfections of my instruments. Like all active microscopists, I gave my imagination full play. Indeed, it is a common complaint against many such that they supply the defects of their instruments with the creations of their brains. I imagined depths beyond depths in nature which the limited power of my lenses prohibited me from exploring. I lay awake at night constructing imaginary micro-scopes of immeasurable power, with which I seemed to pierce through all the envelopes of matter down to its original atom. How I cursed those imperfect mediums which necessity through ignorance compelled me to use! How I longed to discover the secret of some perfect lens, whose magnifying power should be limited only by the resolvability of the object, and which at the same time should be free from spherical and chromatic aberrations—in short, from all the obstacles over which the poor microscopist finds himself continually stumbling! I felt convinced that the simple microscope, composed of a single lens of such vast yet perfect power, was possible of construction. To attempt to bring the compound microscope up to such a pitch would have been commencing at the wrong end; this latter being simply a partially successful endeavor to remedy those very defects of the simplest instrument which, if conquered, would leave nothing to be desired.

But despite these discoveries, which were made with great effort and struggle, I felt incredibly unsatisfied. Every step I took was hindered by my tools' flaws. Like many active microscopists, I let my imagination run wild. In fact, it’s a common criticism that those in my field often fill in their instruments' shortcomings with their ideas. I envisioned layers upon layers in nature that the limited capacity of my lenses prevented me from exploring. I would lie awake at night designing imaginary microscopes of unimaginable power, with which I felt I could break through all the barriers of matter down to its fundamental atom. How I cursed those flawed instruments that ignorance forced me to use! How I wished to uncover the secret to a perfect lens, whose magnifying ability would only be limited by the object’s detail, and which would also be free from spherical and chromatic distortions—in short, from all the hurdles that a struggling microscopist constantly faces! I was convinced that a simple microscope, made of a single lens with such immense yet perfect power, could be built. Trying to improve the compound microscope to that level would be starting from the wrong place; the latter is merely a somewhat successful attempt to fix the very flaws of the simplest instrument that, if resolved, would leave nothing to be desired.

It was in this mood of mind that I became a constructive microscopist. After another year passed in this new pursuit, experimenting on every imaginable substance—glass, gems, flints, crystals, artificial crystals formed of the alloy of various vitreous materials—in short, having constructed as many varieties of lenses as Argus had eyes—I found myself precisely where I started, with nothing gained save an extensive knowledge of glass-making. I was almost dead with despair. My parents were surprised at my apparent want of progress in my medical studies (I had not attended one lecture since my arrival in the city), and the expenses of my mad pursuit had been so great as to embarrass me very seriously.

It was in this frame of mind that I became a dedicated microscopist. After another year spent on this new endeavor, experimenting with every conceivable material—glass, gems, flints, crystals, and artificial crystals made from different glass-like substances—in short, having created as many types of lenses as Argus had eyes—I found myself exactly where I started, with nothing to show for it except a deep understanding of glass-making. I was almost overwhelmed with despair. My parents were surprised by my apparent lack of progress in my medical studies (I hadn't attended a single lecture since moving to the city), and the costs of my obsession had become so burdensome that they seriously worried me.

I was in this frame of mind one day, experimenting in my laboratory on a small diamond—that stone, from its great refracting power, having always occupied my attention more than any other—when a young Frenchman who lived on the floor above me, and who was in the habit of occasionally visiting me, entered the room.

I was in this frame of mind one day, experimenting in my lab on a small diamond— that stone, with its amazing refracting power, had always caught my attention more than any other—when a young Frenchman who lived on the floor above me, and who sometimes dropped by, walked into the room.

I think that Jules Simon was a Jew. He had many traits of the Hebrew character: a love of jewelry, of dress, and of good living. There was something mysterious about him. He always had something to sell, and yet went into excellent society. When I say sell, I should perhaps have said peddle; for his operations were generally confined to the disposal of single articles—a picture, for instance, or a rare carving in ivory, or a pair of duelling-pistols, or the dress of a Mexican caballero. When I was first furnishing my rooms, he paid me a visit, which ended in my purchasing an antique silver lamp, which he assured me was a Cellini—it was handsome enough even for that—and some other knick-knacks for my sitting-room. Why Simon should pursue this petty trade I never could imagine. He apparently had plenty of money, and had the entrée of the best houses in the city—taking care, however, I suppose, to drive no bargains within the enchanted circle of the Upper Ten. I came at length to the conclusion that this peddling was but a mask to cover some greater object, and even went so far as to believe my young acquaintance to be implicated in the slave-trade. That, however, was none of my affair.

I think Jules Simon was Jewish. He had many traits of Hebrew character: a love for jewelry, fashion, and a good lifestyle. There was something mysterious about him. He always had something to sell, yet he mixed in excellent company. When I say sell, I should probably say peddle; his operations were usually limited to selling single items—a painting, for example, or a rare ivory carving, or a pair of dueling pistols, or the outfit of a Mexican caballero. When I was first setting up my rooms, he visited me and ended up selling me an antique silver lamp that he claimed was a Cellini—it was nice enough even for that—and some other trinkets for my living room. I could never understand why Simon engaged in this small-scale trade. He seemed to have plenty of money and had access to the best houses in the city—taking care, I suppose, not to make deals within the exclusive circle of the Upper Ten. Eventually, I concluded that this peddling was just a cover for something bigger and even entertained the idea that my young associate was involved in the slave trade. But that was none of my concern.

On the present occasion, Simon entered my room in a state of considerable excitement.

On this occasion, Simon came into my room feeling very excited.

"Ah! mon ami!" he cried, before I could even offer him the ordinary salutation, "it has occurred to me to be the witness of the most astonishing things in the world. I promenade myself to the house of Madame ———. How does the little animal—le renard—name himself in the Latin?"

"Ah! my friend!" he exclaimed, before I could even greet him normally, "I've realized that I'm going to witness the most amazing things in the world. I'm walking to Madame ———'s house. What does the little creature—le renard—call itself in Latin?"

"Vulpes," I answered.

"Fox," I answered.

"Ah! yes—Vulpes. I promenade myself to the house of Madame Vulpes."

"Ah! yes—Vulpes. I'm heading over to Madame Vulpes's house."

"The spirit medium?"

"The psychic?"

"Yes, the great medium. Great heavens! what a woman! I write on a slip of paper many of questions concerning affairs of the most secret—affairs that conceal themselves in the abysses of my heart the most profound; and behold, by example, what occurs? This devil of a woman makes me replies the most truthful to all of them. She talks to me of things that I do not love to talk of to myself. What am I to think? I am fixed to the earth!"

"Yes, the amazing medium. Good grief! What a woman! I jot down a bunch of questions about the most personal matters—things that hide deep within my heart; and look, for example, at what happens? This devil of a woman gives me the most honest answers to all of them. She brings up topics that I don't like discussing even with myself. What should I make of this? I feel grounded!"

"Am I to understand you, M. Simon, that this Mrs. Vulpes replied to questions secretly written by you, which questions related to events known only to yourself?"

"Am I right in understanding, Mr. Simon, that this Mrs. Vulpes answered questions you secretly wrote, which questions were about events only you knew?"

"Ah! more than that, more than that," he answered, with an air of some alarm. "She related to me things—But," he added after a pause, and suddenly changing his manner, "why occupy ourselves with these follies? It was all the biology, without doubt. It goes without saying that it has not my credence. But why are we here, mon ami? It has occurred to me to discover the most beautiful thing as you can imagine—a vase with green lizards on it, composed by the great Bernard Palissy. It is in my apartment; let us mount. I go to show it to you."

"Ah! More than that, more than that," he replied, sounding a bit alarmed. "She told me things—But," he continued after a moment, suddenly shifting his tone, "why should we waste our time on these nonsense? It was definitely all just biology. I don’t believe any of it. But why are we here, mon ami? I've been thinking about discovering something truly beautiful, like a vase with green lizards on it, created by the great Bernard Palissy. It's in my place; let’s go. I want to show it to you."

I followed Simon mechanically; but my thoughts were far from Palissy and his enameled ware, although I, like him, was seeking in the dark a great discovery. This casual mention of the spiritualist, Madame Vulpes, set me on a new track. What if, through communication with more subtle organisms than my own, I could reach at a single bound the goal which perhaps a life, of agonizing mental toil would never enable me to attain?

I followed Simon automatically, but my mind was far from Palissy and his enameled ware. Like him, I was searching in the dark for a major discovery. The passing mention of the spiritualist, Madame Vulpes, led me down a different path. What if, by connecting with more refined beings than myself, I could achieve in one leap the goal that maybe a lifetime of painful mental struggle would never allow me to reach?

While purchasing the Palissy vase from my friend Simon, I was mentally arranging a visit to Madame Vulpes.

While buying the Palissy vase from my friend Simon, I was planning a visit to Madame Vulpes in my mind.





III

Two evenings after this, thanks to an arrangement by letter and the promise of an ample fee, I found Madame Vulpes awaiting me at her residence alone. She was a coarse-featured woman, with keen and rather cruel dark eyes, and an exceedingly sensual expression about her mouth and under jaw. She received me in perfect silence, in an apartment on the ground floor, very sparsely furnished. In the centre of the room, close to where Mrs. Vulpes sat, there was a common round mahogany table. If I had come for the purpose of sweeping her chimney, the woman could not have looked more indifferent to my appearance. There was no attempt to inspire the visitor with awe. Everything bore a simple and practical aspect. This intercourse with the spiritual world was evidently as familiar an occupation with Mrs. Vulpes as eating her dinner or riding in an omnibus.

Two nights later, thanks to a letter arrangement and the promise of a generous payment, I found Madame Vulpes waiting for me at her home alone. She was a rough-looking woman, with sharp and somewhat cruel dark eyes, and a very sensual expression around her mouth and jawline. She greeted me in complete silence, in a sparsely furnished room on the ground floor. In the center of the room, close to where Mrs. Vulpes sat, was a plain round mahogany table. If I had come to clean her chimney, she couldn't have looked more uninterested in my presence. There was no effort to create an impression of awe. Everything had a simple and practical feel. This interaction with the spiritual world was clearly as routine for Mrs. Vulpes as having dinner or riding a bus.

"You come for a communication, Mr. Linley?" said the medium, in a dry, businesslike tone of voice.

"You've come for a reading, Mr. Linley?" the medium asked in a dry, professional tone.

"By appointment—yes."

"By appointment only—yes."

"What sort of communication do you want—a written one?"

"What kind of communication are you looking for—a written one?"

"Yes, I wish for a written one."

"Yes, I want a written one."

"From any particular spirit?"

"From a specific spirit?"

"Yes."

"Absolutely."

"Have you ever known this spirit on this earth?"

"Have you ever experienced this spirit on this earth?"

"Never. He died long before I was born. I wish merely to obtain from him some information which he ought to be able to give better than any other."

"Never. He passed away long before I was born. I just want to get some information from him that he should be able to provide better than anyone else."

"Will you seat yourself at the table, Mr. Lin-ley," said the medium, "and place your hands upon it?"

"Will you sit at the table, Mr. Lin-ley," said the medium, "and put your hands on it?"

I obeyed, Mrs. Vulpes being seated opposite to me, with her hands also on the table. We remained thus for about a minute and a half, when a violent succession of raps came on the table, on the back of my chair, on the floor immediately under my feet, and even on the window-panes. Mrs. Vulpes smiled composedly.

I did as she instructed, with Mrs. Vulpes seated across from me, her hands on the table as well. We stayed like that for about a minute and a half when a strong series of knocks began on the table, on the back of my chair, on the floor right under my feet, and even on the windowpanes. Mrs. Vulpes smiled calmly.

"They are very strong to-night," she remarked. "You are fortunate." She then continued, "Will the spirits communicate with this gentleman?"

"They're really strong tonight," she said. "You're lucky." She then added, "Will the spirits talk to this guy?"

Vigorous affirmative.

Strong yes.

"Will the particular spirit he desires to speak with communicate?"

"Will the specific spirit he wants to talk to communicate?"

A very confused rapping followed this question.

A very confused tapping followed this question.

"I know what they mean," said Mrs. Vulpes, addressing herself to me; "they wish you to write down the name of the particular spirit that you desire to converse with. Is that so?" she added, speaking to her invisible guests.

"I know what they mean," said Mrs. Vulpes, looking at me; "they want you to write down the name of the specific spirit you want to talk to. Is that right?" she added, speaking to her unseen guests.

That it was so was evident from the numerous affirmatory responses. While this was going on, I tore a slip from my pocket-book and scribbled a name under the table.

That it was true was clear from the many positive responses. While this was happening, I pulled out a slip from my wallet and quickly wrote down a name under the table.

"Will this spirit communicate in writing with this gentleman?" asked the medium once more.

"Will this spirit write to this gentleman?" the medium asked again.

After a moment's pause, her hand seemed to be seized with a violent tremor, shaking so forcibly that the table vibrated. She said that a spirit had seized her hand and would write. I handed her some sheets of paper that were on the table and a pencil. The latter she held loosely in her hand, which presently began to move over the paper with a singular and seemingly involuntary motion. After a few moments had elapsed, she handed me the paper, on which I found written, in a large, uncultivated hand, the words, "He is not here, but has been sent for." A pause of a minute or so ensued, during which Mrs. Vulpes remained perfectly silent, but the raps continued at regular intervals. When the short period I mention had elapsed, the hand of the medium was again seized with its convulsive tremor, and she wrote, under this strange influence, a few words on the paper, which she handed to me. They were as follows:

After a brief pause, her hand seemed to shake violently, causing the table to vibrate. She claimed a spirit had taken hold of her hand to write. I gave her some sheets of paper and a pencil that were on the table. She held the pencil loosely, and it began to move across the paper in a strange, almost involuntary way. After a few moments, she handed me the paper, which had been written in a large, unrefined handwriting: "He is not here, but has been sent for." There was a pause of about a minute, during which Mrs. Vulpes stayed completely silent, but the knocks continued at regular intervals. After that brief time, the medium's hand was again taken over by the convulsive tremor, and she wrote a few words on the paper under this unusual influence, which she then handed to me. They read as follows:

"I am here. Question me.

"I'm here. Ask me anything."

"Leeuwenhoek."

"Leeuwenhoek."

I was astounded. The name was identical with that I had written beneath the table, and carefully kept concealed. Neither was it at all probable that an uncultivated woman like Mrs. Vulpes should know even the name of the great father of microscopies. It may have been biology; but this theory was soon doomed to be destroyed. I wrote on my slip—still concealing it from Mrs. Vulpes—a series of questions which, to avoid tediousness, I shall place with the responses, in the order in which they occurred:

I was shocked. The name was exactly the same as the one I had written under the table and kept hidden. It didn't seem likely that an unrefined woman like Mrs. Vulpes would even know the name of the father of microscopy. It could have been biology, but that theory was quickly set to fall apart. I wrote down a series of questions on my slip—still keeping it from Mrs. Vulpes—and to avoid being dull, I'll list them with the answers in the order they happened:

I.—Can the microscope be brought to perfection?

Can the microscope be improved?

Spirit—Yes.

Spirit—Absolutely.

I.—Am I destined to accomplish this great task?

I.—Am I meant to complete this big task?

Spirit.—You are.

You exist.

I.—I wish to know how to proceed to attain this end. For the love which you bear to science, help me!

I.—I want to know how to go about achieving this goal. For the love you have for science, help me!

Spirit—A diamond of one hundred and forty carats, submitted to electro-magnetic currents for a long period, will experience a rearrangement of its atoms inter se and from that stone you will form the universal lens.

Spirit—A diamond weighing one hundred and forty carats, exposed to electromagnetic currents for an extended time, will undergo a rearrangement of its atoms inter se and from that stone you will create the universal lens.

I.—Will great discoveries result from the use of such a lens?

I.—Will significant discoveries come from using such a lens?

Spirit—So great that all that has gone before is as nothing.

Spirit—So powerful that everything that came before is insignificant.

I.—But the refractive power of the diamond is so immense that the image will be formed within the lens. How is that difficulty to be surmounted?

I.—But the refractive power of the diamond is so great that the image will be formed inside the lens. How can we overcome that challenge?

Spirit—Pierce the lens through its axis, and the difficulty is obviated. The image will be formed in the pierced space, which will itself serve as a tube to look through. Now I am called. Good-night.

Spirit—Pierce the lens through its center, and the difficulty is gone. The image will be created in the pierced space, which will act as a tube to look through. Now I am being summoned. Goodnight.

I can not at all describe the effect that these extraordinary communications had upon me. I felt completely bewildered. No biological theory could account for the discovery of the lens. The medium might, by means of biological rapport with my mind, have gone so far as to read my questions and reply to them coherently. But biology could not enable her to discover that magnetic currents would so alter the crystals of the diamond as to remedy its previous defects and admit of its being polished into a perfect lens. Some such theory may have passed through my head, it is true; but if so, I had forgotten it. In my excited condition of mind there was no course left but to become a convert, and it was in a state of the most painful nervous exaltation that I left the medium's house that evening. She accompanied me to the door, hoping that I was satisfied. The raps followed us as we went through the hall, sounding on the balusters, the flooring, and even the lintels of the door. I hastily expressed my satisfaction, and escaped hurriedly into the cool night air. I walked home with but one thought possessing me—how to obtain a diamond of the immense size required. My entire means multiplied a hundred times over would have been inadequate to its purchase. Besides, such stones are rare, and become historical. I could find such only in the regalia of Eastern or European monarchs.

I can’t even begin to explain how these incredible communications affected me. I felt totally confused. No biological theory could explain the discovery of the lens. The medium might have been able to read my thoughts and respond to them in a logical way through some sort of mental connection. But biology couldn’t have led her to find out that magnetic currents could change the crystals of a diamond enough to fix its flaws and allow it to be polished into a perfect lens. I might have had some theory like that in my mind, but if so, I had forgotten it. In my state of excitement, the only option left was to accept it, and I left the medium's house that evening feeling extremely anxious and heightened. She walked me to the door, hoping I was satisfied. The knocks followed us as we walked through the hall, echoing on the banisters, the floor, and even the doorframe. I quickly said I was satisfied and rushed out into the cool night air. As I walked home, one thought dominated my mind—how to get a diamond of the enormous size I needed. Even if I had all the money I could imagine, it wouldn’t be enough to buy it. Plus, such stones are rare and become historical treasures. I could only find something like that in the crowns of Eastern or European kings.





IV

There was a light in Simon's room as I entered my house. A vague impulse urged me to visit him. As I opened the door of his sitting-room unannounced, he was bending, with his back toward me, over a Carcel lamp, apparently engaged in minutely examining some object which he held in his hands. As I entered, he started suddenly, thrust his hand into his breast pocket, and turned to me with a face crimson with confusion.

There was a light in Simon's room when I walked into my house. A vague urge pushed me to check on him. When I opened the door to his sitting room without knocking, he was bent over a Carcel lamp, seemingly focused on closely inspecting something in his hands. As I walked in, he jumped, quickly shoved his hand into his breast pocket, and turned to me with a face red with embarrassment.

"What!" I cried, "poring over the miniature of some fair lady? Well, don't blush so much; I won't ask to see it."

"What!" I exclaimed, "looking at a tiny image of some pretty lady? Well, don't turn so red; I won't ask to see it."

Simon laughed awkwardly enough, but made none of the negative protestations usual on such occasions. He asked me to take a seat.

Simon laughed awkwardly but didn’t say anything negative like people usually do in those situations. He asked me to take a seat.

"Simon," said I, "I have just come from Madame Vulpes."

"Simon," I said, "I just came from Madame Vulpes."

This time Simon turned as white as a sheet, and seemed stupefied, as if a sudden electric shock had smitten him. He babbled some incoherent words, and went hastily to a small closet where he usually kept his liquors. Although astonished at his emotion, I was too preoccupied with my own idea to pay much attention to anything else.

This time Simon turned as pale as a ghost and looked stunned, as if he had just been hit by a jolt of electricity. He muttered some jumbled words and quickly rushed to a small cupboard where he normally stored his drinks. While I was surprised by his reaction, I was too caught up in my own thoughts to focus on anything else.

"You say truly when you call Madame Vulpes a devil of a woman," I continued. "Simon, she told me wonderful things to-night, or rather was the means of telling me wonderful things. Ah! if I could only get a diamond that weighed one hundred and forty carats!"

"You’re right when you call Madame Vulpes a devil of a woman," I continued. "Simon, she shared amazing things with me tonight, or rather helped me discover amazing things. Ah! if only I could get a diamond that weighed one hundred and forty carats!"

Scarcely had the sigh with which I uttered this desire died upon my lips when Simon, with the aspect of a wild beast, glared at me savagely, and, rushing to the mantelpiece, where some foreign weapons hung on the wall, caught up a Malay creese, and brandished it furiously before him.

Scarcely had the sigh with which I expressed this desire faded from my lips when Simon, looking like a wild animal, glared at me fiercely and, rushing to the mantelpiece where some foreign weapons were displayed on the wall, grabbed a Malay creese and waved it wildly in front of him.

"No!" he cried in French, into which he always broke when excited. "No! you shall not have it! You are perfidious! You have consulted with that demon, and desire my treasure! But I will die first! Me, I am brave! You can not make me fear!"

"No!" he shouted in French, which he always slipped into when he got excited. "No! You can't have it! You're deceitful! You've conspired with that demon and want my treasure! But I will die first! I am brave! You can't make me afraid!"

All this, uttered in a loud voice, trembling with excitement, astounded me. I saw at a glance that I had accidentally trodden upon the edges of Simon's secret, whatever it was. It was necessary to reassure him.

All this, said in a loud voice, shaking with excitement, shocked me. I realized right away that I had unknowingly stepped on the edges of Simon's secret, whatever it was. I needed to calm him down.

"My dear Simon," I said, "I am entirely at a loss to know what you mean. I went to Madame Vulpes to consult with her on a scientific problem, to the solution of which I discovered that a diamond of the size I just mentioned was necessary. You were never alluded to during the evening, nor, so far as I was concerned, even thought of. What can be the meaning of this outburst? If you happen to have a set of valuable diamonds in your possession, you need fear nothing from me. The diamond which I require you could not possess; or, if you did possess it, you would not be living here."

"My dear Simon," I said, "I have no idea what you're talking about. I went to Madame Vulpes to talk about a scientific issue, and I found out that a diamond of the size I just mentioned is necessary to solve it. You weren't mentioned at all during the evening, and honestly, I didn't even think of you. What's with this outburst? If you happen to have a set of valuable diamonds, you have nothing to worry about from me. The diamond I need is something you couldn't have; or if you did have it, you wouldn't be living here."

Something in my tone must have completely reassured him, for his expression immediately changed to a sort of constrained merriment, combined however, with a certain suspicious attention to my movements. He laughed, and said that I must bear with him; that he was at certain moments subject to a species of vertigo, which betrayed itself in incoherent speeches, and that the attacks passed off as rapidly as they came.

Something in my tone must have completely put him at ease, because his expression quickly shifted to a kind of forced cheerfulness, though he also showed a suspicious awareness of my actions. He laughed and said that I should be patient with him; that he sometimes experienced a kind of dizziness, which made him talk incoherently, and that the bouts would disappear as quickly as they appeared.

He put his weapon aside while making this explanation, and endeavored, with some success, to assume a more cheerful air.

He set his weapon down while explaining, and managed, with some success, to appear a bit more cheerful.

All this did not impose on me in the least. I was too much accustomed to analytical labors to be baffled by so flimsy a veil. I determined to probe the mystery to the bottom.

All of this didn’t faze me at all. I was so used to analytical work that I wasn’t thrown off by such a thin disguise. I decided to get to the bottom of the mystery.

"Simon," I said gayly, "let us forget all this over a bottle of Burgundy. I have a case of Lausseure's Clos Vougeot downstairs, fragrant with the odors and ruddy with the sunlight of the Côte d'Or. Let us have up a couple of bottles. What say you?"

"Simon," I said cheerfully, "let's forget all of this over a bottle of Burgundy. I have a case of Lausseure's Clos Vougeot downstairs, filled with the aromas and glowing in the sunlight of the Côte d'Or. Let's bring up a couple of bottles. What do you think?"

"With all my heart," answered Simon smilingly.

"Absolutely," Simon replied with a smile.

I produced the wine and we seated ourselves to drink. It was of a famous vintage, that of 1848, a year when war and wine throve together, and its pure but powerful juice seemed to impart renewed vitality to the system. By the time we had half finished the second bottle, Simon's head, which I knew was a weak one, had begun to yield, while I remained calm as ever, only that every draught seemed to send a flush of vigor through my limbs. Simon's utterance became more and more indistinct. He took to singing French chansons of a not very moral tendency. I rose suddenly from the table just at the conclusion of one of those incoherent verses, and, fixing my eyes on him with a quiet smile, said, "Simon, I have deceived you. I learned your secret this evening. You may as well be frank with me. Mrs. Vulpes—or rather, one of her spirits—told me all."

I made the wine, and we sat down to drink. It was from a famous vintage, 1848, a year when war and wine thrived together, and its pure but powerful juice seemed to give renewed energy to the body. By the time we had half finished the second bottle, Simon's head— which I knew was a weak one—had started to give in, while I remained as calm as ever, except that every sip felt like a surge of energy through my limbs. Simon's speech became more and more unclear. He started singing French chansons with questionable morals. I suddenly stood up from the table just as he finished one of those jumbled verses, and, locking my gaze on him with a quiet smile, said, "Simon, I've deceived you. I learned your secret tonight. You might as well be honest with me. Mrs. Vulpes—or rather, one of her spirits—told me everything."

He started with horror. His intoxication seemed for the moment to fade away, and he made a movement toward the weapon that he had a short time before laid down, I stopped him with my hand.

He was initially shocked. His intoxication seemed to wear off for a moment, and he reached for the weapon he had just put down. I stopped him with my hand.

"Monster!" he cried passionately, "I am ruined! What shall I do? You shall never have it! I swear by my mother!"

"Monster!" he shouted desperately, "I'm finished! What am I going to do? You'll never get it! I swear on my mother!"

"I don't want it," I said; "rest secure, but be frank with me. Tell me all about it."

"I don't want it," I said. "Just be honest with me and tell me everything."

The drunkenness began to return. He protested with maudlin earnestness that I was entirely mistaken—that I was intoxicated; then asked me to swear eternal secrecy, and promised to disclose the mystery to me. I pledged myself, of course, to all. With an uneasy look in his eyes, and hands unsteady with drink and nervousness, he drew a small case from his breast and opened it. Heavens! How the mild lamplight was shivered into a thousand prismatic arrows as it fell upon a vast rose-diamond that glittered in the case! I was no judge of diamonds, but I saw at a glance that this was a gem of rare size and purity. I looked at Simon with wonder and—must I confess it?—with envy. How could he have obtained this treasure? In reply to my questions, I could just gather from his drunken statements (of which, I fancy, half the incoherence was affected) that he had been superintending a gang of slaves engaged in diamond-washing in Brazil; that he had seen one of them secrete a diamond, but, instead of informing his employers, had quietly watched the negro until he saw him bury his treasure; that he had dug it up and fled with it, but that as yet he was afraid to attempt to dispose of it publicly—so valuable a gem being almost certain to attract too much attention to its owner's antecedents—and he had not been able to discover any of those obscure channels by which such matters are conveyed away safely. He added that, in accordance with oriental practice, he had named his diamond with the fanciful title of "The Eye of Morning."

The drunkenness started to come back. He insisted with overly emotional seriousness that I was completely wrong—that I was the one who was drunk; then he asked me to promise to keep it a secret forever and said he would reveal the mystery to me. I, of course, agreed to everything. With an uneasy look in his eyes and hands shaky from alcohol and anxiety, he pulled out a small case from his chest and opened it. Wow! How the soft lamplight broke into a thousand colorful rays as it hit a huge rose-diamond that sparkled in the case! I didn’t know much about diamonds, but I could see right away that this was a gem of exceptional size and clarity. I looked at Simon in amazement and—should I admit it?—with envy. How had he gotten this treasure? From his drunken ramblings (which, I suspect, were partly just for show), I pieced together that he had been overseeing a group of workers washing diamonds in Brazil; he had seen one of them hide a diamond, but instead of telling his supervisors, he quietly watched the man until he buried it; he had dug it up and ran away with it, but he was still scared to try to sell it openly—such a valuable gem was bound to draw too much attention to its owner’s background—and he hadn’t been able to find any of those discreet ways to safely sell such things. He added that, following Eastern tradition, he had given his diamond the imaginative name of "The Eye of Morning."

While Simon was relating this to me, I regarded the great diamond attentively. Never had I beheld anything so beautiful. All the glories of light ever imagined or described seemed to pulsate in its crystalline chambers. Its weight, as I learned from Simon, was exactly one hundred and forty carats. Here was an amazing coincidence. The hand of destiny seemed in it. On the very evening when the spirit of Leeuwenhoek communicates to me the great secret of the microscope, the priceless means which he directs me to employ start up within my easy reach! I determined, with the most perfect deliberation, to possess myself of Simon's diamond.

While Simon was telling me this, I looked closely at the huge diamond. I had never seen anything so beautiful. All the wonders of light anyone could ever imagine or describe seemed to shimmer within its crystal depths. Its weight, as Simon informed me, was exactly one hundred and forty carats. What an incredible coincidence! It felt like fate was at work. On the very night when the spirit of Leeuwenhoek reveals to me the amazing secret of the microscope, the priceless tool he guides me to use is right within my reach! I decided, with careful thought, that I would take possession of Simon's diamond.

I sat opposite to him while he nodded over his glass, and calmly revolved the whole affair. I did not for an instant contemplate so foolish an act as a common theft, which would of course be discovered, or at least necessitate flight and concealment, all of which must interfere with my scientific plans. There was but one step to be taken—to kill Simon. After all, what was the life of a little peddling Jew in comparison with the interests of science? Human beings are taken every day from the condemned prisons to be experimented on by surgeons. This man, Simon, was by his own confession a criminal, a robber, and I believed on my soul a murderer. He deserved death quite as much as any felon condemned by the laws: why should I not, like government, contrive that his punishment should contribute to the progress of human knowledge?

I sat across from him as he nodded over his drink, calmly thinking through the whole situation. I didn't even consider the ridiculous idea of just stealing, which would obviously get found out or, at the very least, require me to run and hide, both of which would mess up my scientific plans. There was only one thing to do—to kill Simon. After all, what was the life of a petty Jewish peddler compared to the advancement of science? People are taken every day from death row to be experimented on by surgeons. This man, Simon, admitted he was a criminal, a thief, and I genuinely believed he was a murderer as well. He deserved to die just as much as any criminal sentenced by the law: why shouldn’t I, like the government, ensure that his punishment would help further human knowledge?

The means for accomplishing everything I desired lay within my reach. There stood upon the mantelpiece a bottle half full of French laudanum. Simon was so occupied with his diamond, which I had just restored to him, that it was an affair of no difficulty to drug his glass. In a quarter of an hour he was in a profound sleep.

The way to achieve everything I wanted was right there for me. There was a bottle half full of French laudanum on the mantelpiece. Simon was so focused on his diamond, which I had just given back to him, that it was easy to slip drugs into his drink. In about fifteen minutes, he was fast asleep.

I now opened his waistcoat, took the diamond from the inner pocket in which he had placed it, and removed him to the bed, on which I laid him so that his feet hung down over the edge. I had possessed myself of the Malay creese, which I held in my right hand, while with the other I discovered as accurately as I could by pulsation the exact locality of the heart. It was essential that all the aspects of his death should lead to the surmise of self-murder. I calculated the exact angle at which it was probable that the weapon, if leveled by Simon's own hand, would enter his breast; then with one powerful blow I thrust it up to the hilt in the very spot which I desired to penetrate. A convulsive thrill ran through Simon's limbs. I heard a smothered sound issue from his throat, precisely like the bursting of a large air-bubble sent up by a diver when it reaches the surface of the water; he turned half round on his side, and, as if to assist my plans more effectually, his right hand, moved by some mere spasmodic impulse, clasped the handle of the creese, which it remained holding with extraordinary muscular tenacity. Beyond this there was no apparent struggle. The laudanum, I presume, paralyzed the usual nervous action. He must have died instantly.

I now opened his vest, took the diamond from the inner pocket where he had placed it, and moved him to the bed, laying him down so that his feet hung over the edge. I had the Malay creese in my right hand while I used my other hand to find the exact location of his heart by feeling for his pulse. It was crucial that everything about his death suggested suicide. I estimated the angle at which the weapon would likely enter his chest if it were used by Simon himself; then, with one strong thrust, I drove it in all the way to the hilt in the exact spot I aimed for. A convulsive tremor passed through Simon's body. I heard a muffled sound come from his throat, similar to the bursting of a large air bubble rising to the surface of the water; he turned slightly onto his side, and as if to help my plans even more, his right hand, moved by some spasm, gripped the handle of the creese, holding it with remarkable strength. Other than that, there was no visible struggle. I assume the laudanum paralyzed his usual nervous reactions. He must have died instantly.

There was yet something to be done. To make it certain that all suspicion of the act should be diverted from any inhabitant of the house to Simon himself, it was necessary that the door should be found in the morning locked on the in-side. How to do this, and afterward escape myself? Not by the window; that was a physical impossibility. Besides, I was determined that the windows also should be found bolted. The solution was simple enough. I descended softly to my own room for a peculiar instrument which I had used for holding small slippery substances, such as minute spheres of glass, etc. This instrument was nothing more than a long, slender hand-vise, with a very powerful grip and a considerable leverage, which last was accidentally owing to the shape of the handle. Nothing was simpler than, when the key was in the lock, to seize the end of its stem in this vise, through the keyhole, from the outside, and so lock the door. Previously, however, to doing this, I burned a number of papers on Simon's hearth. Suicides almost always burn papers before they destroy themselves. I also emptied some more laudanum into Simon's glass—having first removed from it all traces of wine—cleaned the other wine-glass, and brought the bottles away with me. If traces of two persons drinking had been found in the room, the question naturally would have arisen, Who was the second? Besides, the wine-bottles might have been identified as belonging to me. The laudanum I poured out to account for its presence in his stomach, in case of a post-mortem examination. The theory naturally would be that he first intended to poison himself, but, after swallowing a little of the drug, was either disgusted with its taste, or changed his mind from other motives, and chose the dagger. These arrangements made, I walked out, leaving the gas burning, locked the door with my vise, and went to bed.

There was still something more to do. To ensure that any suspicion about the act would be directed away from anyone in the house and onto Simon himself, the door needed to be found locked from the inside in the morning. How could I accomplish this and then escape myself? I couldn’t go out the window; that was physically impossible. Plus, I was set on making sure the windows were also found bolted. The solution was straightforward. I quietly went down to my room to grab a specific tool I had used for holding small slippery items, like tiny glass spheres. This tool was just a long, thin hand-vise with a really strong grip and good leverage, thanks to the shape of the handle. It would be easy to, when the key was in the lock, grab the end of it with this vise from the outside through the keyhole and lock the door. Before doing that, though, I burned several papers on Simon’s hearth. Suicides almost always burn their papers before they take their own lives. I also poured some more laudanum into Simon’s glass—after first cleaning out all the wine traces—cleaned the other wine glass, and took the bottles with me. If signs of two people drinking were found in the room, there would naturally be the question: Who was the second person? Plus, the wine bottles could have been traced back to me. I poured out the laudanum to explain its presence in his stomach in case of a post-mortem examination. The theory would be that he initially intended to poison himself but, after tasting the drug, either found it disgusting or changed his mind for other reasons and chose the dagger instead. With these plans set, I walked out, leaving the gas on, locked the door with my vise, and went to bed.

Simon's death was not discovered until nearly three in the afternoon. The servant, astonished at seeing the gas burning—the light streaming on the dark landing from under the door—peeped through the keyhole and saw Simon on the bed.

Simon's death wasn't discovered until almost three in the afternoon. The servant, shocked to see the gas burning—the light shining on the dark hallway from under the door—peeked through the keyhole and saw Simon on the bed.

She gave the alarm. The door was burst open, and the neighborhood was in a fever of excitement.

She raised the alarm. The door flew open, and the neighborhood was buzzing with excitement.

Every one in the house was arrested, myself included. There was an inquest; but no clew to his death beyond that of suicide could be obtained. Curiously enough, he had made several speeches to his friends the preceding week that seemed to point to self-destruction. One gentleman swore that Simon had said in his presence that "he was tired of life." His landlord affirmed that Simon, when paying him his last month's rent, remarked that "he should not pay him rent much longer." All the other evidence corresponded—the door locked inside, the position of the corpse, the burned papers. As I anticipated, no one knew of the possession of the diamond by Simon, so that no motive was suggested for his murder. The jury, after a prolonged examination, brought in the usual verdict, and the neighborhood once more settled down to its accustomed quiet.

Everyone in the house was arrested, including me. There was an investigation, but no evidence of anything other than suicide could be found. Strangely, he had given several speeches to his friends the week before that seemed to indicate he was considering ending his life. One man swore that Simon mentioned in front of him that "he was tired of life." His landlord confirmed that when Simon paid his last month's rent, he commented that "he shouldn't have to pay rent much longer." All the other evidence matched up—the door was locked from the inside, the position of the body, the burned papers. As I expected, no one knew about Simon owning the diamond, so no motive for his murder was suggested. The jury, after a lengthy examination, delivered the usual verdict, and the neighborhood once again returned to its usual calm.





V

The three months succeeding Simon's catastrophe I devoted night and day to my diamond lens. I had constructed a vast galvanic battery, composed of nearly two thousand pairs of plates: a higher power I dared not use, lest the diamond should be calcined. By means of this enormous engine I was enabled to send a powerful current of electricity continually through my great diamond, which it seemed to me gained in lustre every day. At the expiration of a month I commenced the grinding and polishing of the lens, a work of intense toil and exquisite delicacy. The great density of the stone, and the care required to be taken with the curvatures of the surfaces of the lens, rendered the labor the severest and most harassing that I had yet undergone.

The three months after Simon's disaster, I dedicated every night and day to my diamond lens. I had built a massive galvanic battery, made up of nearly two thousand pairs of plates; I didn't dare to use a stronger power for fear that it would burn the diamond. With this powerful setup, I was able to send a strong electric current continuously through my large diamond, which seemed to gain more brilliance each day. After a month, I started grinding and polishing the lens, a task that required intense effort and delicate precision. The stone's great density and the care needed for the curvature of the lens surfaces made this work the most challenging and exhausting I had ever experienced.

At last the eventful moment came; the lens was completed. I stood trembling on the threshold of new worlds. I had the realization of Alexander's famous wish before me. The lens lay on the table, ready to be placed upon its platform. My hand fairly shook as I enveloped a drop of water with a thin coating of oil of turpentine, preparatory to its examination, a process necessary in order to prevent the rapid evaporation of the water. I now placed the drop on a thin slip of glass under the lens, and throwing upon it, by the combined aid of a prism and a mirror, a powerful stream of light, I approached my eye to the minute hole drilled through the axis of the lens. For an instant I saw nothing save what seemed to be an illuminated chaos, a vast, luminous abyss. A pure white light, cloudless and serene, and seemingly limitless as space itself, was my first impression. Gently, and with the greatest care, I depressed the lens a few hairbreadths. The wondrous illumination still continued, but as the lens approached the object a scene of indescribable beauty was unfolded to my view.

At last, the moment of anticipation arrived; the lens was finished. I stood nervously on the brink of new discoveries. I felt the sense of Alexander's legendary longing right in front of me. The lens rested on the table, ready to be set on its platform. My hand trembled as I covered a drop of water with a thin layer of turpentine oil to prepare it for examination, a necessary step to prevent the water from evaporating quickly. I then placed the drop on a thin glass slide beneath the lens and directed a powerful stream of light onto it using a prism and a mirror. I leaned in to look through the tiny hole drilled through the center of the lens. For a moment, all I could see was what looked like a bright chaos, a vast, illuminated void. My first impression was of a pure white light, clear and calm, seemingly endless like space itself. Carefully and with extreme caution, I pressed the lens down slightly. The amazing illumination persisted, but as the lens got closer to the object, a scene of indescribable beauty unfolded before my eyes.

I seemed to gaze upon a vast space, the limits of which extended far beyond my vision. An atmosphere of magical luminousness permeated the entire field of view. I was amazed to see no trace of animalculous life. Not a living thing, apparently, inhabited that dazzling expanse. I comprehended instantly that, by the wondrous power of my lens, I had penetrated beyond the grosser particles of aqueous matter, beyond the realms of infusoria and protozoa, down to the original gaseous globule, into whose luminous interior I was gazing as into an almost boundless dome filled with a supernatural radiance.

I felt like I was looking at a vast space that stretched far beyond what I could see. An atmosphere of magical brightness filled my entire view. I was amazed to find no sign of microscopic life. There didn’t seem to be a single living thing in that dazzling expanse. I immediately understood that, thanks to the incredible power of my lens, I had gone beyond the thicker parts of water, beyond the realms of tiny organisms and protozoa, right down to the original gaseous globule, into which I was gazing like it was an almost limitless dome filled with a supernatural light.

It was, however, no brilliant void into which I looked. On every side I beheld beautiful inorganic forms, of unknown texture, and colored with the most enchanting hues. These forms presented the appearance of what might be called, for want of a more specific definition, foliated clouds of the highest rarity—that is, they undulated and broke into vegetable formations, and were tinged with splendors compared with which the gilding of our autumn woodlands is as dross compared with gold. Far away into the illimitable distance stretched long avenues of these gaseous forests, dimly transparent, and painted with prismatic hues of unimaginable brilliancy. The pendent branches waved along the fluid glades until every vista seemed to break through half-lucent ranks of many-colored drooping silken pennons. What seemed to be either fruits or flowers, pied with a thousand hues, lustrous and ever-varying, bubbled from the crowns of this fairy foliage. No hills, no lakes, no rivers, no forms animate or inanimate, were to be seen, save those vast auroral copses that floated serenely in the luminous stillness, with leaves and fruits and flowers gleaming with unknown fires, unrealizable by mere imagination.

It wasn't a brilliant void I was looking at, though. All around me were beautiful, inorganic shapes, made of unknown materials and colored with incredibly enchanting shades. These shapes looked like what could be called, for lack of a better term, layered clouds of the highest rarity—they flowed and formed into plant-like shapes, shining with splendors that made the gilding of our autumn woods seem cheap by comparison. Stretching far into the endless distance were long avenues of these gaseous forests, softly transparent and painted with prismatic colors of unimaginable brightness. The hanging branches swayed along the fluid paths, making every view seem to break through translucent lines of many-colored, drooping silk banners. What looked like either fruits or flowers, displaying a thousand shades, shimmering and ever-changing, bubbled from the tops of this magical foliage. There were no hills, lakes, rivers, or any living or non-living forms visible, except for those vast, glowing groves that floated peacefully in the luminous stillness, with leaves, fruits, and flowers shining with unknown fires, beyond what mere imagination could grasp.

How strange, I thought, that this sphere should be thus condemned to solitude! I had hoped, at least, to discover some new form of animal life, perhaps of a lower class than any with which we are at present acquainted, but still some living organism. I found my newly discovered world, if I may so speak, a beautiful chromatic desert.

How strange, I thought, that this place should be stuck in isolation! I had hoped, at least, to find some new kind of animal life, maybe something simpler than what we know now, but still a living organism. I found my newly discovered world, if I can call it that, a beautiful colorful desert.

While I was speculating on the singular arrangements of the internal economy of Nature, with which she so frequently splinters into atoms our most compact theories, I thought I beheld a form moving slowly through the glades of one of the prismatic forests. I looked more attentively, and found that I was not mistaken. Words can not depict the anxiety with which I awaited the nearer approach of this mysterious object. Was it merely some inanimate substance, held in suspense in the attenuated atmosphere of the globule, or was it an animal endowed with vitality and motion? It approached, flitting behind the gauzy, colored veils of cloud-foliage, for seconds dimly revealed, then vanishing. At last the violet pennons that trailed nearest to me vibrated; they were gently pushed aside, and the form floated out into the broad light.

While I was pondering the unique arrangements of Nature's internal workings, which often shatter our most solid theories into fragments, I thought I saw a shape moving slowly through the glades of one of the colorful forests. I looked closer and realized I wasn't mistaken. Words can't express the anxiety I felt as I awaited the closer approach of this mysterious object. Was it just some lifeless material suspended in the thin atmosphere of the droplet, or was it a living creature full of vitality and movement? It moved closer, darting behind the sheer, colored layers of cloud-like foliage, briefly appearing, then disappearing. Finally, the violet banners closest to me flickered; they were gently pushed aside, and the shape emerged into the bright light.

It was a female human shape. When I say human, I mean it possessed the outlines of humanity; but there the analogy ends. Its adorable beauty lifted it illimitable heights beyond the loveliest daughter of Adam.

It was a female human figure. When I say human, I mean it had the features of a person; but that's where the comparison stops. Its stunning beauty elevated it to unimaginable heights, far beyond the most beautiful daughter of Adam.

I can not, I dare not, attempt to inventory the charms of this divine revelation of perfect beauty. Those eyes of mystic violet, dewy and serene, evade my words. Her long, lustrous hair following her glorious head in a golden wake, like the track sown in heaven by a falling star, seems to quench my most burning phrases with its splendors. If all the bees of Hybla nestled upon my lips, they would still sing but hoarsely the wondrous harmonies of outline that inclosed her form.

I can't, I won't, even try to list the enchanting qualities of this divine display of perfect beauty. Those eyes, a mystical shade of violet, glistening and calm, escape my words. Her long, shiny hair flows behind her stunning head like the path left behind by a shooting star in the sky, seems to drown my most passionate expressions with its brilliance. Even if all the bees from Hybla settled on my lips, they would only manage to sing a hoarse version of the amazing harmony that defines her shape.

She swept out from between the rainbow-curtains of the cloud-trees into the broad sea of light that lay beyond. Her motions were those of some graceful naiad, cleaving, by a mere effort of her will, the clear, unruffled waters that fill the chambers of the sea. She floated forth with the serene grace of a frail bubble ascending through the still atmosphere of a June day. The perfect roundness of her limbs formed suave and enchanting curves. It was like listening to the most spiritual symphony of Beethoven the divine, to watch the harmonious flow of lines. This, indeed was a pleasure cheaply purchased at any price. What cared I if I had waded to the portal of this wonder through another's blood. I would have given my own to enjoy one such moment of intoxication and delight.

She stepped out from between the colorful curtains of the tree-like clouds into the vast sea of light that stretched out beyond. Her movements were like those of a graceful water nymph, effortlessly slicing through the clear, calm waters that fill the ocean’s depths. She floated forward with the serene elegance of a delicate bubble rising through the still air of a June day. The perfect curves of her limbs created smooth and enchanting lines. Watching her was as uplifting as listening to the most transcendent symphony by the divine Beethoven; it was a visual harmony to behold. This was a joy worth any price. I didn’t care that I had reached the entrance of this wonder through another's sacrifice. I would have given my own life for just one moment of that bliss and ecstasy.

Breathless with gazing on this lovely wonder, and forgetful for an instant of everything save her presence, I withdrew my eye from the microscope eagerly. Alas! as my gaze fell on the thin slide that lay beneath my instrument, the bright light from mirror and from prism sparkled on a colorless drop of water! There, in that tiny bead of dew, this beautiful being was forever imprisoned. The planet Neptune was not more distant from me than she. I hastened once more to apply my eye to the microscope.

Breathless from looking at this amazing sight, and momentarily forgetting everything except her presence, I eagerly pulled my eye away from the microscope. Unfortunately, as I looked down at the thin slide under my instrument, the bright light from the mirror and prism glittered on a colorless drop of water! In that tiny bead of dew, this beautiful being was forever trapped. The planet Neptune was no farther from me than she was. I hurried to put my eye back to the microscope.

Animula (let me now call her by that dear name which I subsequently bestowed on her) had changed her position. She had again approached the wondrous forest, and was gazing earnestly upward. Presently one of the trees—as I must call them—unfolded a long ciliary process, with which it seized one of the gleaming fruits that glittered on its summit, and, sweeping slowly down, held it within reach of Animula. The sylph took it in her delicate hand and began to eat. My attention was so entirely absorbed by her that I could not apply myself to the task of determining whether this singular plant was or was not instinct with volition.

Animula (let me now call her that beloved name I later gave her) had shifted her position. She had moved closer to the amazing forest and was gazing intently upward. Soon, one of the trees—if I can call it that—extended a long slender branch, which it used to grab one of the shiny fruits that sparkled at its top, and, swaying down slowly, brought it within reach of Animula. The sprite took it in her delicate hand and started to eat. I was so completely captivated by her that I couldn’t focus on figuring out whether this unusual plant had a mind of its own or not.

I watched her, as she made her repast, with the most profound attention. The suppleness of her motions sent a thrill of delight through my frame; my heart beat madly as she turned her beautiful eyes in the direction of the spot in which I stood. What would I not have given to have had the power to precipitate myself into that luminous ocean and float with her through those grooves of purple and gold! While I was thus breathlessly following her every movement, she suddenly started, seemed to listen for a moment, and then cleaving the brilliant ether in which she was floating, like a flash of light, pierced through the opaline forest and disappeared.

I watched her as she prepared her meal with intense focus. The grace of her movements sent a pleasant thrill through me, and my heart raced when she glanced in my direction. I would have done anything to dive into that glowing sea and drift alongside her through those spaces of purple and gold! While I was captivated by her every move, she suddenly paused, seemed to listen for a moment, and then, like a flash of light piercing through the dazzling atmosphere, she shot through the shimmering forest and vanished.

Instantly a series of the most singular sensations attacked me. It seemed as if I had suddenly gone blind. The luminous sphere was still before me, but my daylight had vanished. What caused this sudden disappearance? Had she a lover or a husband? Yes, that was the solution! Some signal from a happy fellow-being had vibrated through the avenues of the forest, and she had obeyed the summons.

Instantly, a wave of the most intense feelings hit me. It felt like I had suddenly gone blind. The bright light was still in front of me, but my daylight had disappeared. What caused this sudden loss? Did she have a boyfriend or a husband? Yes, that was the answer! Some call from a happy person had echoed through the paths of the forest, and she had answered the call.

The agony of my sensations, as I arrived at this conclusion, startled me. I tried to reject the conviction that my reason forced upon me. I battled against the fatal conclusion—but in vain. It was so. I had no escape from it. I loved an animalcule.

The pain of my feelings, as I came to this realization, shocked me. I tried to dismiss the belief that my mind insisted on. I fought against this doomed conclusion—but it was pointless. It was true. I had no way out of it. I loved a tiny creature.

It is true that, thanks to the marvelous power of my microscope, she appeared of human proportions. Instead of presenting the revolting aspect of the coarser creatures, that live and struggle and die, in the more easily resolvable portions of the water-drop, she was fair and delicate and of surpassing beauty. But of what account was all that? Every time that my eye was withdrawn from the instrument it fell on a miserable drop of water, within which, I must be content to know, dwelt all that could make my life lovely.

It’s true that, thanks to the amazing power of my microscope, she looked like a real person. Instead of showing the disgusting sight of the rougher creatures that live, struggle, and die in the more easily seen parts of the water droplet, she was beautiful, delicate, and incredibly lovely. But what did that matter? Every time I took my eye off the instrument, I was faced with a pathetic drop of water, within which I had to accept that everything that could make my life beautiful resided.

Could she but see me once! Could I for one moment pierce the mystical walls that so inexorably rose to separate us, and whisper all that filled my soul, I might consent to be satisfied for the rest of my life with the knowledge of her remote sympathy.

Could she just see me once! If I could for just a moment break through the mysterious walls that forcefully kept us apart and share everything that filled my soul, I might be okay with knowing she cared from a distance for the rest of my life.

It would be something to have established even the faintest personal link to bind us together—to know that at times, when roaming through these enchanted glades, she might think of the wonderful stranger who had broken the monotony of her life with his presence and left a gentle memory in her heart!

It would be something to have created even the slightest personal connection to bring us together—to know that sometimes, while wandering through these beautiful glades, she might think of the amazing stranger who had disrupted the routine of her life with his presence and left a warm memory in her heart!

But it could not be. No invention of which human intellect was capable could break down the barriers that nature had erected. I might feast my soul upon her wondrous beauty, yet she must always remain ignorant of the adoring eyes that day and night gazed upon her, and, even when closed, beheld her in dreams. With a bitter cry of anguish I fled from the room, and flinging myself on my bed, sobbed myself to sleep like a child.

But it couldn't be. No invention that human intelligence could come up with could break down the barriers that nature had put up. I could admire her incredible beauty all I wanted, but she would always be unaware of the adoring eyes that watched her day and night, and even with my eyes closed, I saw her in my dreams. With a painful cry of despair, I ran from the room and threw myself on my bed, crying myself to sleep like a child.





VI

I arose the next morning almost at daybreak, and rushed to my microscope, I trembled as I sought the luminous world in miniature that contained my all. Animula was there. I had left the gas-lamp, surrounded by its moderators, burning when I went to bed the night before. I found the sylph bathing, as it were, with an expression of pleasure animating her features, in the brilliant light which surrounded her. She tossed her lustrous golden hair over her shoulders with innocent coquetry. She lay at full length in the transparent medium, in which she supported herself with ease, and gamboled with the enchanting grace that the nymph Salmacis might have exhibited when she sought to conquer the modest Hermaphroditus. I tried an experiment to satisfy myself if her powers of reflection were developed. I lessened the lamplight considerably. By the dim light that remained, I could see an expression of pain flit across her face. She looked upward suddenly, and her brows contracted. I flooded the stage of the microscope again with a full stream of light, and her whole expression changed. She sprang forward like some some substance deprived of all weight. Her eyes sparkled and her lips moved. Ah! if science had only the means of conducting and reduplicating sounds, as it does rays of light, what carols of happiness would then have entranced my ears! what jubilant hymns to Adonais would have thrilled the illumined air!

I woke up the next morning almost at dawn and hurried to my microscope. I felt nervous as I sought out the tiny, glowing world that held everything for me. Animula was there. I had left the gas lamp, surrounded by its shades, burning when I went to bed the night before. I found the sylph appearing to bathe, a look of pleasure lighting up her features in the brilliant light around her. She tossed her shiny golden hair over her shoulders with playful innocence. She lay stretched out in the clear medium, easily buoyant, moving with the enchanting grace that the nymph Salmacis might have shown while trying to win over the modest Hermaphroditus. I conducted an experiment to see if her powers of reflection were developed. I dimmed the lamp significantly. In the faint light that remained, I noticed a flash of pain cross her face. She suddenly looked up, her brows furrowing. I flooded the microscope stage with bright light again, and her whole expression changed. She sprang forward like something without any weight. Her eyes sparkled and her lips moved. Ah! if only science had the means to conduct and replicate sounds, like it does with rays of light, what joyful songs would have filled my ears! What jubilant hymns to Adonais would have thrilled the illuminated air!

I now comprehended how it was that the Count de Cabalis peopled his mystic world with sylphs-beautiful beings whose breath of life was lambent fire, and who sported forever in regions of purest ether and purest light. The Rosicrucian had anticipated the wonder that I had practically realized.

I now understood how Count de Cabalis filled his mystical world with sylphs—beautiful beings whose life was like glowing fire, who played endlessly in the purest ether and brightest light. The Rosicrucian had predicted the marvel that I had come to know firsthand.

How long this worship of my strange divinity went on thus I scarcely know. I lost all note of time. All day from early dawn, and far into the night, I was to be found peering through that wonderful lens. I saw no one, went nowhere, and scarce allowed myself sufficient time for my meals. My whole life was absorbed in contemplation as rapt as that of any of the Romish saints. Every hour that I gazed upon the divine form strengthened my passion—a passion that was always overshadowed by the maddening conviction that, although I could gaze on her at will, she never, never could behold me!

I’m not sure how long I worshipped my unusual obsession. I completely lost track of time. All day from early morning until late at night, I was glued to that amazing lens. I didn’t see anyone, didn’t go anywhere, and barely made time to eat. My entire life was consumed by this deep contemplation, just like any of the Catholic saints. Every hour I spent looking at her divine figure fueled my passion—a passion that was always clouded by the crazy thought that, even though I could look at her whenever I wanted, she could never, ever see me!

At length I grew so pale and emaciated, from want of rest and continual brooding over my insane love and its cruel conditions, that I determined to make some effort to wean myself from it. "Come," I said, "this is at best but a fantasy. Your imagination has bestowed on Animula charms which in reality she does not possess. Seclusion from female society has produced this morbid condition of mind. Compare her with the beautiful women of your own world, and this false enchantment will vanish."

At last, I became so pale and thin from lack of sleep and constantly obsessing over my crazy love and its harsh circumstances that I decided to try to distance myself from it. "Come on," I said, "this is just a fantasy. Your imagination has given Animula qualities that she doesn’t actually have. Being away from women has created this unhealthy state of mind. If you compare her to the beautiful women in your life, this false charm will disappear."

I looked over the newspapers by chance. There I beheld the advertisement of a celebrated danseuse who appeared nightly at Niblo's. The Signorina Caradolce had the reputation of being the most beautiful as well as the most graceful woman in the world. I instantly dressed and went to the theatre.

I happened to glance through the newspapers and saw an ad for a famous danseuse who performed every night at Niblo's. Signorina Caradolce was known as the most beautiful and graceful woman in the world. I quickly got ready and headed to the theater.

The curtain drew up. The usual semicircle of fairies in white muslin were standing on the right toe around the enameled flower-bank of green canvas, on which the belated prince was sleeping. Suddenly a flute is heard. The fairies start. The trees open, the fairies all stand on the left toe, and the queen enters. It was the Signorina. She bounded forward amid thunders of applause, and, lighting on one foot, remained poised in the air. Heavens! was this the great enchantress that had drawn monarchs at her chariot-wheels? Those heavy, muscular limbs, those thick ankles, those cavernous eyes, that stereotyped smile, those crudely painted cheeks! Where were the vermeil blooms, the liquid, expressive eyes, the harmonious limbs of Animula?

The curtain went up. The usual semicircle of fairies in white muslin stood on their right toes around the enameled flower bank of green canvas, where the late prince was sleeping. Suddenly, a flute sounded. The fairies jumped. The trees parted, and the fairies shifted to their left toes as the queen entered. It was the Signorina. She leaped forward to thunderous applause, landing on one foot and staying poised in the air. Goodness! Was this the great enchantress who had drawn monarchs to her chariot? Those heavy, muscular limbs, those thick ankles, those deep-set eyes, that fixed smile, those brightly painted cheeks! Where were the vibrant blooms, the expressive eyes, the graceful form of Animula?

The Signorina danced. What gross, discordant movements! The play of her limbs was all false and artificial. Her bounds were painful athletic efforts; her poses were angular and distressed the eye. I could bear it no longer; with an exclamation of disgust that drew every eye upon me, I rose from my seat in the very middle of the Signorina's pas-de-fascination and abruptly quitted the house.

The Signorina danced. What awkward, jarring movements! The way she moved was completely fake and unnatural. Her jumps were painful attempts at being athletic; her poses were stiff and hard to look at. I couldn’t take it anymore; with a groan of disgust that got everyone’s attention, I stood up right in the middle of the Signorina's pas-de-fascination and suddenly left the place.

I hastened home to feast my eyes once more on the lovely form of my sylph. I felt that henceforth to combat this passion would be impossible. I applied my eyes to the lens. Animula was there—but what could have happened? Some terrible change seemed to have taken place during my absence. Some secret grief seemed to cloud the lovely features of her I gazed upon. Her face had grown thin and haggard; her limbs trailed heavily; the wondrous lustre of her golden hair had faded. She was ill—ill, and I could not assist her! I believe at that moment I would have forfeited all claims to my human birthright if I could only have been dwarfed to the size of an animalcule, and permitted to console her from whom fate had forever divided me.

I rushed home to see the beautiful figure of my sylph once again. I realized that from now on, fighting this passion would be impossible. I looked through the lens. Animula was there—but what could have happened? Some horrible change seemed to have occurred while I was away. A hidden sorrow seemed to shadow the lovely features of the one I was looking at. Her face had become thin and worn; her limbs weighed heavily; the stunning shine of her golden hair had faded. She was sick—sick, and I couldn’t help her! I believe in that moment I would have given up all my claims to being human if I could just shrink down to the size of a tiny creature and comfort her, from whom fate had forever separated me.

I racked my brain for the solution of this mystery. What was it that afflicted the sylph? She seemed to suffer intense pain. Her features contracted, and she even writhed, as if with some internal agony. The wondrous forests appeared also to have lost half their beauty. Their hues were dim and in some places faded away altogether. I watched Animula for hours with a breaking heart, and she seemed absolutely to wither away under my very eye. Suddenly I remembered that I had not looked at the water-drop for several days. In fact, I hated to see it; for it reminded me of the natural barrier between Animula and myself. I hurriedly looked down on the stage of the microscope. The slide was still there—but, great heavens, the water drop had vanished! The awful truth burst upon me; it had evaporated, until it had become so minute as to be invisible to the naked eye; I had been gazing on its last atom, the one that contained Animula—and she was dying!

I struggled to figure out the mystery. What was bothering the sylph? She seemed to be in intense pain. Her features twisted, and she even writhed as if she were in some kind of internal distress. The beautiful forests also seemed to have lost much of their charm. Their colors were dull, and in some spots, they had faded completely. I watched Animula for hours with a heavy heart, and she looked like she was fading right before my eyes. Suddenly, it hit me that I hadn't checked the water drop in days. Honestly, I didn’t want to look at it because it reminded me of the natural barrier between Animula and me. I quickly glanced down at the stage of the microscope. The slide was still there—but, oh my goodness, the water drop was gone! The terrible realization struck me; it had evaporated until it was so small that it was invisible to the naked eye. I had been staring at its last tiny bit, the one that held Animula—and she was dying!

I rushed again to the front of the lens and looked through. Alas! the last agony had seized her. The rainbow-hued forests had all melted away, and Animula lay struggling feebly in what seemed to be a spot of dim light. Ah! the sight was horrible: the limbs once so round and lovely shriveling up into nothings; the eyes—those eyes that shone like heaven—being quenched into black dust; the lustrous golden hair now lank and discolored. The last throe came. I beheld that final struggle of the blackening form—and I fainted.

I rushed again to the front of the lens and looked through. Unfortunately, the final agony had taken hold of her. The vibrant, colorful forests had completely faded away, and Animula lay here, struggling weakly in what seemed like a faint light. Ah! the sight was terrible: the limbs that used to be so round and beautiful were withering away into nothing; the eyes—those eyes that once sparkled like the heavens—were extinguished into black dust; the shiny golden hair now limp and discolored. The last painful moment came. I witnessed that final struggle of the darkening form—and I fainted.

When I awoke out of a trance of many hours, I found myself lying amid the wreck of my instrument, myself as shattered in mind and body as it. I crawled feebly to my bed, from which I did not rise for many months.

When I woke up from a long trance, I found myself lying among the wreckage of my instrument, as broken in mind and body as it was. I weakly crawled to my bed, from which I didn't get up for many months.

They say now that I am mad; but they are mistaken. I am poor, for I have neither the heart nor the will to work; all my money is spent, and I live on charity. Young men's associations that love a joke invite me to lecture on optics before them, for which they pay me, and laugh at me while I lecture. "Linley, the mad microscopist," is the name I go by. I suppose that I talk incoherently while I lecture. Who could talk sense when his brain is haunted by such ghastly memories, while ever and anon among the shapes of death I behold the radiant form of my lost Animula!

They say I'm crazy now, but they're wrong. I'm broke because I don't have the heart or the motivation to work; all my money is gone, and I rely on charity. Associations of young people who enjoy a good laugh invite me to give lectures on optics, and they pay me while they laugh at me during my talk. "Linley, the crazy microscopist," is the name I go by. I guess I end up talking nonsense while I lecture. Who can speak clearly when their mind is filled with such horrible memories, and every so often, amidst all the death, I see the glowing figure of my lost Animula!








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