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EMINENT VICTORIANS

by Lytton Strachey

by Lytton Strachey

Preface

Introduction

THE history of the Victorian Age will never be written; we know too much about it. For ignorance is the first requisite of the historian—ignorance, which simplifies and clarifies, which selects and omits, with a placid perfection unattainable by the highest art. Concerning the Age which has just passed, our fathers and our grandfathers have poured forth and accumulated so vast a quantity of information that the industry of a Ranke would be submerged by it, and the perspicacity of a Gibbon would quail before it. It is not by the direct method of a scrupulous narration that the explorer of the past can hope to depict that singular epoch. If he is wise, he will adopt a subtler strategy. He will attack his subject in unexpected places; he will fall upon the flank, or the rear; he will shoot a sudden, revealing searchlight into obscure recesses, hitherto undivined. He will row out over that great ocean of material, and lower down into it, here and there, a little bucket, which will bring up to the light of day some characteristic specimen, from those far depths, to be examined with a careful curiosity. Guided by these considerations, I have written the ensuing studies. I have attempted, through the medium of biography, to present some Victorian visions to the modern eye. They are, in one sense, haphazard visions—that is to say, my choice of subjects has been determined by no desire to construct a system or to prove a theory, but by simple motives of convenience and of art. It has been my purpose to illustrate rather than to explain. It would have been futile to hope to tell even a precis of the truth about the Victorian age, for the shortest precis must fill innumerable volumes. But, in the lives of an ecclesiastic, an educational authority, a woman of action, and a man of adventure, I have sought to examine and elucidate certain fragments of the truth which took my fancy and lay to my hand.

THE history of the Victorian Age will never be fully written; we know too much about it. Because ignorance is the first requirement for a historian—ignorance that simplifies and clarifies, that selects and omits, with a calm perfection that even the greatest artistry can't achieve. Regarding the Age that has just passed, our parents and grandparents have gathered such an overwhelming amount of information that even the effort of a Ranke would be buried under it, and the insight of a Gibbon would hesitate in its presence. It's not through a careful narration that someone studying the past can hope to depict that unique period. If they are wise, they will take a subtler approach. They will engage the subject from unexpected angles; they will strike from the side or behind; they will shine a sudden, revealing light into dark corners that were previously unexplored. They will navigate across that vast ocean of information, and now and then drop a bucket into it to bring up some distinctive piece from those deep waters, to be examined with care. With these thoughts in mind, I have written the following studies. I've tried, through the lens of biography, to present some Victorian perspectives to today's audience. They are, in one sense, random visions—meaning my choice of subjects wasn’t driven by a desire to create a system or prove a theory, but by simple convenience and artistic intent. My aim has been to illustrate rather than to explain. It would be pointless to attempt even a summary of the truth about the Victorian age, as even the shortest summary would require countless volumes. But in the lives of a clergyman, an educational leader, an active woman, and an adventurous man, I've sought to explore and clarify certain fragments of the truth that interested me and were accessible.

I hope, however, that the following pages may prove to be of interest from the strictly biographical, no less than from the historical point of view. Human beings are too important to be treated as mere symptoms of the past. They have a value which is independent of any temporal processes—which is eternal, and must be felt for its own sake. The art of biography seems to have fallen on evil times in England. We have had, it is true, a few masterpieces, but we have never had, like the French, a great biographical tradition; we have had no Fontenelles and Condorcets, with their incomparable eloges, compressing into a few shining pages the manifold existences of men. With us, the most delicate and humane of all the branches of the art of writing has been relegated to the journeymen of letters; we do not reflect that it is perhaps as difficult to write a good life as to live one. Those two fat volumes, with which it is our custom to commemorate the dead—who does not know them, with their ill-digested masses of material, their slipshod style, their tone of tedious panegyric, their lamentable lack of selection, of detachment, of design? They are as familiar as the cortege of the undertaker, and wear the same air of slow, funereal barbarism. One is tempted to suppose, of some of them, that they were composed by that functionary as the final item of his job. The studies in this book are indebted, in more ways than one, to such works—works which certainly deserve the name of Standard Biographies. For they have provided me not only with much indispensable information, but with something even more precious—an example. How many lessons are to be learned from them! But it is hardly necessary to particularise. To preserve, for instance, a becoming brevity—a brevity which excludes everything that is redundant and nothing that is significant—that, surely, is the first duty of the biographer. The second, no less surely, is to maintain his own freedom of spirit. It is not his business to be complimentary; it is his business to lay bare the facts of the case, as he understands them. That is what I have aimed at in this book—to lay bare the facts of some cases, as I understand them, dispassionately, impartially, and without ulterior intentions. To quote the words of a Master—'Je n'impose rien; je ne propose rien: j'expose.'

I hope that the following pages will be interesting from both a biographical and historical perspective. People are too significant to be seen just as symptoms of the past. They have value that exists outside of time—it’s timeless and should be appreciated for its own sake. The art of biography seems to be struggling in England. We have had a few masterpieces, but we lack, like the French, a strong biographical tradition; we have no Fontenelles or Condorcets, with their amazing tributes that condense the diverse lives of people into a few brilliant pages. Here, the most insightful and humane branch of writing has been handed over to mere letter writers; we often overlook that writing a good biography might be just as challenging as living a good life. Those two huge volumes we usually use to remember the deceased—everyone knows them, with their poorly organized material, sloppy writing, tedious praise, and unfortunate lack of selection, objectivity, and design. They are as familiar as a funeral procession, carrying the same slow, bleak vibe. One might think that some of them were put together by that undertaker as the last part of his job. The studies in this book owe quite a bit to such works—works that certainly fit the label of Standard Biographies. They have provided me not only with a lot of essential information but also with something even more valuable—an example. There are many lessons to be learned from them! But there's no need to go into detail. For instance, maintaining an appropriate brevity—one that removes everything redundant while keeping everything significant—that is surely the primary responsibility of a biographer. The second, just as certain, is to keep his own freedom of spirit. It’s not his role to flatter; it’s his role to reveal the facts as he sees them. That is what I have aimed to do in this book—to present the facts of certain situations, as I understand them, calmly, fairly, and without any hidden agendas. To quote a Master: 'Je n'impose rien; je ne propose rien: j'expose.'

L.S.

A list of the principal sources from which I have drawn is appended to each Biography. I would indicate, as an honourable exception to the current commodity, Sir Edward Cook's excellent Life of Florence Nightingale, without which my own study, though composed on a very different scale and from a decidedly different angle, could not have been written.

A list of the main sources I've used is included with each Biography. I'd like to mention, as a notable exception to the usual fare, Sir Edward Cook's outstanding Life of Florence Nightingale, without which my own study, although created on a very different scale and perspective, couldn't have been completed.

Cardinal Manning

Cardinal Manning

HENRY EDWARD MANNING was born in 1807 and died in 1892. His life was extraordinary in many ways, but its interest for the modern inquirer depends mainly upon two considerations—the light which his career throws upon the spirit of his age, and the psychological problems suggested by his inner history. He belonged to that class of eminent ecclesiastics—and it is by no means a small class—who have been distinguished less for saintliness and learning than for practical ability. Had he lived in the Middle Ages he would certainly have been neither a Francis nor an Aquinas, but he might have been an Innocent. As it was, born in the England of the nineteenth century, growing up in the very seed-time of modern progress, coming to maturity with the first onrush of Liberalism, and living long enough to witness the victories of Science and Democracy, he yet, by a strange concatenation of circumstances, seemed almost to revive in his own person that long line of diplomatic and administrative clerics which, one would have thought, had come to an end for ever with Cardinal Wolsey.

HENRY EDWARD MANNING was born in 1807 and died in 1892. His life was remarkable in many ways, but its significance for today's reader mainly rests on two aspects—the insight his career provides into the spirit of his time, and the psychological issues highlighted by his personal experiences. He belonged to a notable group of prominent church leaders—and it’s quite a large group—who are recognized more for their practical skills than for holiness or scholarship. If he had lived in the Middle Ages, he wouldn’t have been a Francis or an Aquinas, but he might have been an Innocent. However, being born in 19th-century England, growing up during the early stages of modern progress, maturing during the onset of Liberalism, and living long enough to see the triumphs of Science and Democracy, he, through a strange sequence of events, seemed to almost revive the tradition of diplomatic and administrative clerics that many would have believed had vanished forever with Cardinal Wolsey.

In Manning, so it appeared, the Middle Ages lived again. The tall gaunt figure, with the face of smiling asceticism, the robes, and the biretta, as it passed in triumph from High Mass at the Oratory to philanthropic gatherings at Exeter Hall, from Strike Committees at the Docks to Mayfair drawing-rooms where fashionable ladies knelt to the Prince of the Church, certainly bore witness to a singular condition of affairs. What had happened? Had a dominating character imposed itself upon a hostile environment? Or was the nineteenth century, after all, not so hostile? Was there something in it, scientific and progressive as it was, which went out to welcome the representative of ancient tradition and uncompromising faith? Had it, perhaps, a place in its heart for such as Manning—a soft place, one might almost say? Or, on the other hand, was it he who had been supple and yielding? He who had won by art what he would never have won by force, and who had managed, so to speak, to be one of the leaders of the procession less through merit than through a superior faculty for gliding adroitly to the front rank? And, in any case, by what odd chances, what shifts and struggles, what combinations of circumstance and character, had this old man come to be where he was? Such questions are easier to ask than to answer; but it may be instructive, and even amusing, to look a little more closely into the complexities of so curious a story.

In Manning, it seemed like the Middle Ages were coming back to life. The tall, thin figure with a smiling, ascetic face, dressed in robes and a biretta, moved triumphantly from High Mass at the Oratory to charity events at Exeter Hall, from Strike Committees at the Docks to Mayfair drawing rooms where fashionable ladies knelt before the Prince of the Church. This certainly indicated a unique situation. What had happened? Did a strong personality impose itself upon a resistant environment? Or was the nineteenth century, after all, not as unfriendly? Was there something about it—scientific and progressive as it was—that welcomed the representative of ancient tradition and unwavering faith? Did it perhaps have a soft spot for someone like Manning? Or was it him who had been adaptable and accommodating? He who achieved what he could never have attained by force through skillful charm, managing to be among the leaders of the parade more due to his knack for smoothly moving to the front than through genuine merit? And, anyway, by what strange chances, twists, struggles, and combinations of circumstance and character had this old man ended up where he was? These questions are easier to pose than to answer; however, it might be enlightening, and even amusing, to take a closer look at the complexities of such an intriguing story.

I

UNDOUBTEDLY, what is most obviously striking in the history of Manning's career is the persistent strength of his innate characteristics. Through all the changes of his fortunes the powerful spirit of the man worked on undismayed. It was as if the Fates had laid a wager that they would daunt him; and in the end they lost their bet.

UNDOUBTEDLY, what stands out the most in Manning's career is the consistent strength of his natural traits. Despite all the ups and downs he faced, his strong spirit remained unshaken. It was as if the Fates had made a bet that they could intimidate him; in the end, they lost that bet.

His father was a rich West Indian merchant, a governor of the Bank of England, a Member of Parliament, who drove into town every day from his country seat in a coach and four, and was content with nothing short of a bishop for the christening of his children. Little Henry, like the rest, had his bishop; but he was obliged to wait for him—for as long as eighteen months. In those days, and even a generation later, as Keble bears witness, there was great laxity in regard to the early baptism of children. The delay has been noted by Manning's biographer as the first stumbling-block in the spiritual life of the future Cardinal; but he surmounted it with success.

His father was a wealthy West Indian businessman, a governor of the Bank of England, and a Member of Parliament, who drove into town every day from his country estate in a fancy carriage, and expected nothing less than a bishop to baptize his children. Little Henry, like his siblings, had his bishop; but he had to wait for him—for up to eighteen months. Back then, even a generation later, as Keble points out, there was a lot of leniency regarding the early baptism of children. Manning's biographer noted the delay as the first hurdle in the future Cardinal's spiritual journey; however, he managed to overcome it successfully.

His father was more careful in other ways.

His father was more cautious in other ways.

'His refinement and delicacy of mind were such,' wrote Manning long afterwards, 'that I never heard out of his mouth a word which might not have been spoken in the presence of the most pure and sensitive—except,' he adds, 'on one occasion. He was then forced by others to repeat a negro story which, though free from all evil de sexu, was indelicate. He did it with great resistance. His example gave me a hatred of all such talk.'

'His refinement and sensitivity were such,' wrote Manning long afterwards, 'that I never heard him say anything that wouldn’t be appropriate in front of the most pure and sensitive—except,' he adds, 'on one occasion. He was pressured by others to tell a black story that, while free from any sexual content, was still inappropriate. He resisted it greatly. His example made me hate all such talk.'

The family lived in an atmosphere of Evangelical piety. One day the little boy came in from the farmyard, and his mother asked him whether he had seen the peacock. 'I said yes, and the nurse said no, and my mother made me kneel down and beg God to forgive me for not speaking the truth.' At the age of four the child was told by a cousin of the age of six that 'God had a book in which He wrote down everything we did wrong. This so terrified me for days that I remember being found by my mother sitting under a kind of writing-table in great fear. I never forgot this at any time in my life,' the Cardinal tells us, 'and it has been a great grace to me.' When he was nine years old he 'devoured the Apocalypse; and I never all through my life forgot the "lake that burneth with fire and brimstone". That verse has kept me like an audible voice through all my life, and through worlds of danger in my youth.'

The family lived in an atmosphere of deep religious devotion. One day, the little boy came in from the farmyard, and his mother asked him if he had seen the peacock. "I said yes, and the nurse said no, so my mother made me kneel down and ask God to forgive me for not telling the truth." When he was four, his six-year-old cousin told him that "God had a book where He wrote down everything we did wrong." This scared him for days, and he remembers being found by his mother sitting under a writing desk, filled with fear. "I never forgot this at any point in my life," the Cardinal shares, "and it has been a great blessing to me." At nine years old, he "devoured the Apocalypse; and I never forgot the 'lake that burns with fire and brimstone' throughout my life. That verse has stayed with me like a clear voice, guiding me through many dangers in my youth."

At Harrow the worlds of danger were already around him; but yet he listened to the audible voice. 'At school and college I never failed to say my prayers, so far as memory serves me, even for a day.' And he underwent another religious experience: he read Paley's Evidences. 'I took in the whole argument,' wrote Manning, when he was over seventy, 'and I thank God that nothing has ever shaken it.' Yet on the whole he led the unspiritual life of an ordinary schoolboy. We have glimpses of him as a handsome lad, playing cricket, or strutting about in tasselled Hessian top-boots. And on one occasion at least he gave proof of a certain dexterity of conduct which deserved to be remembered. He went out of bounds, and a master, riding by and seeing him on the other side of a field, tied his horse to a gate, and ran after him. The astute youth outran the master, fetched a circle, reached the gate, jumped on to the horse's back and rode off. For this he was very properly chastised; but, of what use was chastisement? No whipping, however severe, could have eradicated from little Henry's mind a quality at least as firmly planted in it as his fear of Hell and his belief in the arguments of Paley.

At Harrow, danger was all around him, but he still listened to the voice he could hear. "At school and college, I never skipped saying my prayers, as far as I can remember, even for a day." He went through another spiritual experience: he read Paley's Evidences. "I understood the whole argument," wrote Manning when he was over seventy, "and I thank God that nothing has ever shaken that." Overall, he led the typical, unspiritual life of an ordinary schoolboy. We catch glimpses of him as a handsome young man, playing cricket or strutting around in tasselled Hessian boots. And on at least one occasion, he showed a certain cleverness that deserves to be remembered. He went out of bounds, and a teacher, riding by and spotting him on the other side of a field, tied his horse to a gate and ran after him. The crafty youth outran the teacher, made a circle, reached the gate, jumped onto the horse's back, and rode off. For this, he was rightly punished; but what good was punishment? No amount of whipping, no matter how harsh, could erase from little Henry's mind a trait that was at least as ingrained as his fear of Hell and his belief in Paley's arguments.

It had been his father's wish that Manning should go into the Church; but the thought disgusted him; and when he reached Oxford, his tastes, his ambitions, his successes at the Union, all seemed to mark him out for a political career. He was a year junior to Samuel Wilberforce, and a year senior to Gladstone. In those days the Union was the recruiting-ground for young politicians; Ministers came down from London to listen to the debates; and a few years later the Duke of Newcastle gave Gladstone a pocket borough on the strength of his speech at the Union against the Reform Bill. To those three young men, indeed, the whole world lay open. Were they not rich, well-connected, and endowed with an infinite capacity for making speeches? The event justified the highest expectations of their friends; for the least distinguished of the three died a bishop. The only danger lay in another direction.

It had been his father’s wish for Manning to enter the Church, but the idea repulsed him. When he got to Oxford, his interests, his ambitions, and his successes at the Union all pointed to a political career. He was a year younger than Samuel Wilberforce and a year older than Gladstone. Back then, the Union was the breeding ground for young politicians; Ministers traveled from London to hear the debates, and a few years later, the Duke of Newcastle awarded Gladstone a pocket borough based on his speech at the Union against the Reform Bill. For those three young men, the entire world was open to them. After all, they were wealthy, well-connected, and had an endless talent for speaking. The outcome fulfilled the highest hopes of their friends; the least notable of the three ended up becoming a bishop. The only risk lay in another direction.

'Watch, my dear Samuel,' wrote the elder Wilberforce to his son, 'watch with jealousy whether you find yourself unduly solicitous about acquitting yourself; whether you are too much chagrined when you fail, or are puffed up by your success. Undue solicitude about popular estimation is a weakness against which all real Christians must guard with the utmost jealous watchfulness. The more you can retain the impression of your being surrounded by a cloud of witnesses of the invisible world, to use the scripture phrase, the more you will be armed against this besetting sin.'

'Pay attention, my dear Samuel,' wrote the elder Wilberforce to his son, 'be careful not to become overly concerned about how you perform; whether you feel too upset when you fail, or too proud when you succeed. Being overly worried about what others think is a weakness that all true Christians must protect themselves against with great vigilance. The more you can keep in mind that you are surrounded by a cloud of witnesses from the invisible world, as the scripture says, the better equipped you will be to resist this common sin.'

But suddenly it seemed as if such a warning could, after all, have very little relevance to Manning; for, on his leaving Oxford, the brimming cup was dashed from his lips. He was already beginning to dream of himself in the House of Commons, the solitary advocate of some great cause whose triumph was to be eventually brought about by his extraordinary efforts, when his father was declared a bankrupt, and all his hopes of a political career came to an end forever.

But suddenly, it felt like that warning really didn’t matter to Manning; when he left Oxford, his dreams came crashing down. He was already starting to picture himself in the House of Commons, the lone champion of a great cause that would ultimately succeed through his remarkable efforts, when his father was declared bankrupt, and all his hopes of a political career were dashed for good.

It was at this time that Manning became intimate with a pious lady, the sister of one of his College friends, whom he used to describe as his Spiritual Mother. He made her his confidante; and one day, as they walked together in the shrubbery, he revealed the bitterness of the disappointment into which his father's failure had plunged him. She tried to cheer him, and then she added that there were higher aims open to him which he had not considered. 'What do you mean?' he asked. 'The kingdom of Heaven,' she answered; 'heavenly ambitions are not closed against you.' The young man listened, was silent, and said at last that he did not know but she was right. She suggested reading the Bible together; and they accordingly did so during the whole of that Vacation, every morning after breakfast. Yet, in spite of these devotional exercises, and in spite of a voluminous correspondence on religious subjects with his Spiritual Mother, Manning still continued to indulge in secular hopes. He entered the Colonial Office as a supernumerary clerk, and it was only when the offer of a Merton Fellowship seemed to depend upon his taking orders that his heavenly ambitions began to assume a definite shape. Just then he fell in love with Miss Deffell, whose father would have nothing to say to a young man without prospects, and forbade him the house. It was only too true; what WERE the prospects of a supernumerary clerk in the Colonial Office? Manning went to Oxford and took orders. He was elected to the Merton Fellowship, and obtained through the influence of the Wilberforces a curacy in Sussex. At the last moment he almost drew back. 'I think the whole step has been too precipitate,' he wrote to his brother-in-law. 'I have rather allowed the instance of my friends, and the allurements of an agreeable curacy in many respects, to get the better of my sober judgment.' His vast ambitions, his dreams of public service, of honours, and of power, was all this to end in a little country curacy 'agreeable in many respects'? But there was nothing for it; the deed was done; and the Fates had apparently succeeded very effectively in getting rid of Manning. All he could do was to make the best of a bad business.

It was during this time that Manning became close with a religious woman, the sister of one of his college friends, whom he called his Spiritual Mother. He confided in her, and one day while they were walking together in the garden, he shared his deep disappointment over his father's failure. She tried to lift his spirits, then suggested that there were greater goals he hadn’t thought about. “What do you mean?” he asked. “The kingdom of Heaven,” she replied; “heavenly ambitions are still open to you.” The young man listened in silence and finally admitted that she might be right. She proposed that they read the Bible together, which they did every morning after breakfast throughout that vacation. Yet, despite these spiritual practices and a lot of correspondence on religious topics with his Spiritual Mother, Manning continued to hold on to worldly aspirations. He joined the Colonial Office as a temporary clerk, and it was only when the possibility of a Merton Fellowship seemed tied to him becoming a priest that his heavenly ambitions began to take shape. At that moment, he fell for Miss Deffell, whose father wouldn’t consider a young man without prospects and banned him from the house. It was painfully true; what were the prospects of a temporary clerk in the Colonial Office? Manning went to Oxford and became ordained. He was elected to the Merton Fellowship and secured a curacy in Sussex through the influence of the Wilberforces. At the last minute, he nearly backed out. “I think this whole decision has been too rushed,” he wrote to his brother-in-law. “I’ve allowed the examples of my friends and the appeal of a pleasant curacy in many ways to override my sensible judgment.” Was all his grand ambition, his dreams of public service, honors, and power going to end in a little country curacy that was “pleasant in many respects”? But there was no turning back; the decision was made, and fate seemed to have done a thorough job of pushing Manning away. All he could do was make the best of a bad situation.

Accordingly, in the first place, he decided that he had received a call from God 'ad veritatem et ad seipsum'; and, in the second, forgetting Miss Deffell, he married his rector's daughter. Within a few months the rector died, and Manning stepped into his shoes; and at least it could be said that the shoes were not uncomfortable. For the next seven years he fulfilled the functions of a country clergyman. He was energetic and devout; he was polite and handsome; his fame grew in the diocese. At last he began to be spoken of as the probable successor to the old Archdeacon of Chichester. When Mrs. Manning prematurely died, he was at first inconsolable, but he found relief in the distraction of redoubled work. How could he have guessed that one day he would come to number that loss among 'God's special mercies? Yet so it was to be. In after years, the memory of his wife seemed to be blotted from his mind; he never spoke of her; every letter, every record, of his married life he destroyed; and when word was sent to him that her grave was falling into ruin: 'It is best so,' the Cardinal answered, 'let it be. Time effaces all things.' But, when the grave was yet fresh, the young Rector would sit beside it, day after day, writing his sermons.

Accordingly, first, he decided that he had received a call from God 'to the truth and to himself'; and second, forgetting Miss Deffell, he married his rector's daughter. Within a few months, the rector passed away, and Manning took over his position; at least it could be said that the role was not uncomfortable. For the next seven years, he served as a country clergyman. He was energetic and devout; he was polite and attractive; his reputation grew in the diocese. Eventually, he began to be mentioned as the likely successor to the old Archdeacon of Chichester. When Mrs. Manning died unexpectedly, he was initially heartbroken, but he found solace in the distraction of increased work. How could he have known that one day he would come to see that loss as one of 'God's special mercies'? Yet that was indeed the case. In later years, the memory of his wife seemed to fade from his mind; he never spoke of her; he destroyed every letter and record of his married life; and when he was told that her grave was falling into disrepair, he replied, 'It is best so,' the Cardinal said, 'let it be. Time erases everything.' But when the grave was still fresh, the young Rector would sit beside it, day after day, writing his sermons.

II

IN the meantime, a series of events was taking place in another part of England, which was to have a no less profound effect upon Manning's history than the merciful removal of his wife. In the same year in which he took up his Sussex curacy, the Tracts for the Times had begun to appear at Oxford. The 'Oxford Movement', in fact, had started on its course. The phrase is still familiar; but its meaning has become somewhat obscured both by the lapse of time and the intrinsic ambiguity of the subjects connected with it. Let us borrow for a moment the wings of Historic Imagination, and, hovering lightly over the Oxford of the thirties, take a rapid bird's-eye view.

IN the meantime, a series of events was happening in another part of England that would have just as deep an impact on Manning's life as the fortunate passing of his wife. In the same year he began his curacy in Sussex, the Tracts for the Times started to be published at Oxford. The 'Oxford Movement,' in fact, was beginning its journey. The term is still well-known, but its meaning has become somewhat unclear over time and due to the complex nature of the related topics. Let’s take a moment to use our imagination and, gliding over Oxford in the 1830s, get a quick overview from above.

For many generations the Church of England had slept the sleep of the …comfortable. The sullen murmurings of dissent, the loud battle-cry of Revolution, had hardly disturbed her slumbers. Portly divines subscribed with a sigh or a smile to the Thirty-nine Articles, sank quietly into easy living, rode gaily to hounds of a morning as gentlemen should, and, as gentlemen should, carried their two bottles of an evening. To be in the Church was in fact simply to pursue one of those professions which Nature and Society had decided were proper to gentlemen and gentlemen alone. The fervours of piety, the zeal of Apostolic charity, the enthusiasm of self-renunciation—these things were all very well in their way and in their place; but their place was certainly not the Church of England. Gentlemen were neither fervid nor zealous, and above all they were not enthusiastic. There were, it was true, occasionally to be found within the Church some strait-laced parsons of the high Tory school who looked back with regret to the days of Laud or talked of the Apostolical Succession; and there were groups of square-toed Evangelicals who were earnest over the Atonement, confessed to a personal love of Jesus Christ, and seemed to have arranged the whole of their lives, down to the minutest details of act and speech, with reference to Eternity. But such extremes were the rare exceptions. The great bulk of the clergy walked calmly along the smooth road of ordinary duty. They kept an eye on the poor of the parish, and they conducted the Sunday Services in a becoming manner; for the rest, they differed neither outwardly nor inwardly from the great bulk of the laity, to whom the Church was a useful organisation for the maintenance of Religion, as by law established.

For many generations, the Church of England had been comfortably complacent. The quiet murmurs of dissent and the loud calls for Revolution hardly disturbed its rest. Well-fed clergy accepted the Thirty-nine Articles with either a sigh or a smile, settled into a comfortable lifestyle, went out fox hunting in the mornings like gentlemen should, and, like gentlemen should, enjoyed their drinks in the evening. Being part of the Church was just one of those professions deemed suitable for gentlemen and gentlemen alone. The passions of faith, the zeal for charity, and the enthusiasm for selflessness—these were all fine in their own way, but their place was definitely not in the Church of England. Gentlemen were neither passionate nor zealous, and above all, they were not enthusiastic. True, there were occasionally some uptight ministers from the high Tory faction who wistfully recalled the days of Laud or spoke of Apostolic Succession; and there were groups of earnest Evangelicals who were serious about the Atonement, claimed a personal love for Jesus Christ, and seemed to have structured their entire lives, down to the smallest details, with an eye on Eternity. But such extremes were rare exceptions. The vast majority of the clergy followed the smooth path of everyday duty. They looked after the poor in the parish and conducted Sunday Services properly; other than that, they differed neither outwardly nor inwardly from most of the laity, who viewed the Church as a necessary institution for maintaining the established Religion.

The awakening came at last, however, and it was a rude one. The liberal principles of the French Revolution, checked at first in the terrors of reaction, began to make their way into England. Rationalists lifted up their heads; Bentham and the Mills propounded Utilitarianism; the Reform Bill was passed; and there were rumours abroad of disestablishment. Even Churchmen seemed to have caught the infection. Dr. Whately was so bold as to assert that, in the interpretation of Scripture, different opinions might be permitted upon matters of doubt; and, Dr. Arnold drew up a disquieting scheme for allowing Dissenters into the Church, though it is true that he did not go quite so far as to contemplate the admission of Unitarians.

The awakening finally happened, but it was a harsh one. The liberal ideas from the French Revolution, initially held back by the fear of backlash, started to spread in England. Rationalists began to emerge; Bentham and the Mills introduced Utilitarianism; the Reform Bill was passed; and there were rumors about disestablishment. Even Church leaders seemed to be affected. Dr. Whately boldly claimed that differing opinions could be accepted in interpreting Scripture on uncertain issues; and Dr. Arnold created a troubling plan to allow Dissenters into the Church, although it’s true he didn’t go as far as to consider admitting Unitarians.

At this time, there was living in a country parish, a young clergyman of the name of John Keble. He had gone to Oxford at the age of fifteen, where, after a successful academic career, he had been made a Fellow of Oriel. He had then returned to his father's parish and taken up the duties of a curate. He had a thorough knowledge of the contents of the Prayer-book, the ways of a Common Room, the conjugations of the Greek Irregular Verbs, and the small jests of a country parsonage; and the defects of his experience in other directions were replaced by a zeal and a piety which were soon to prove themselves equal, and more than equal, to whatever calls might be made upon them. The superabundance of his piety overflowed into verse; and the holy simplicity of the Christian Year carried his name into the remotest lodging-houses of England.

At this time, there was a young clergyman named John Keble living in a rural parish. He had gone to Oxford at the age of fifteen, where, after a successful academic career, he became a Fellow of Oriel. He then returned to his father's parish and took on the duties of a curate. He had a deep understanding of the Prayer Book, the dynamics of a Common Room, the conjugations of Greek irregular verbs, and the small jokes typical of a country parsonage; and the gaps in his experience elsewhere were filled with a zeal and piety that would soon prove to be more than sufficient for any challenges he encountered. His overflowing piety found expression in poetry, and the simple holiness of the Christian Year carried his name into the farthest boarding houses of England.

As for his zeal, however, it needed another outlet. Looking forth upon the doings of his fellow-men through his rectory windows in Gloucestershire, Keble felt his whole soul shaken with loathing, anger, and dread. Infidelity was stalking through the land; authority was laughed at; the hideous doctrines of Democracy were being openly preached. Worse still, if possible, the Church herself was ignorant and lukewarm; she had forgotten the mysteries of the sacraments, she had lost faith in the Apostolical Succession; she was no longer interested in the Early Fathers; and she submitted herself to the control of a secular legislature, the members of which were not even bound to profess belief in the Atonement. In the face of such enormities what could Keble do? He was ready to do anything, but he was a simple and an unambitious man, and his wrath would in all probability have consumed itself unappeased within him had he not chanced to come into contact, at the critical moment, with a spirit more excitable and daring than his own.

As for his passion, it needed another way to express itself. Looking out at the actions of his neighbors from his rectory windows in Gloucestershire, Keble felt a surge of loathing, anger, and fear. Doubt was spreading across the land; people were mocking authority; the ugly ideas of Democracy were being openly promoted. Even worse, the Church itself was uninformed and indifferent; it had forgotten the mysteries of the sacraments, lost faith in the Apostolic Succession, stopped caring about the Early Fathers, and had put itself under the control of a secular government, whose members were not even required to believe in the Atonement. In the face of such issues, what could Keble do? He was willing to take action, but he was a simple and unambitious man, and his anger would likely have turned inward and consumed him if he hadn’t happened to meet, at just the right moment, a more excitable and bold spirit than his own.

Hurrell Froude, one of Keble's pupils, was a clever young man to whom had fallen a rather larger share of self-assurance and intolerance than even clever young men usually possess. What was singular about him, however, was not so much his temper as his tastes. The sort of ardour which impels more normal youths to haunt Music Halls and fall in love with actresses took the form, in Froude's case, of a romantic devotion to the Deity and an intense interest in the state of his own soul. He was obsessed by the ideals of saintliness, and convinced of the supreme importance of not eating too much. He kept a diary in which he recorded his delinquencies, and they were many. 'I cannot say much for myself today,' he writes on September 29th, 1826 (he was twenty-three years old). 'I did not read the Psalms and Second Lesson after breakfast, which I had neglected to do before, though I had plenty of time on my hands. Would have liked to be thought adventurous for a scramble I had at the Devil's Bridge. Looked with greediness to see if there was a goose on the table for dinner; and though what I ate was of the plainest sort, and I took no variety, yet even this was partly the effect of accident, and I certainly rather exceeded in quantity, as I was fuzzy and sleepy after dinner.' 'I allowed myself to be disgusted, with—'s pomposity,' he writes a little later, 'also smiled at an allusion in the Lessons to abstemiousness in eating. I hope not from pride or vanity, but mistrust; it certainly was unintentional.' And again, 'As to my meals, I can say that I was always careful to see that no one else would take a thing before I served myself; and I believe as to the kind of my food, a bit of cold endings of a dab at breakfast, and a scrap of mackerel at dinner, are the only things that diverged from the strict rule of simplicity.' 'I am obliged to confess,' he notes, 'that in my intercourse with the Supreme Being, I am be come more and more sluggish.' And then he exclaims: 'Thine eye trieth my inward parts, and knoweth my thoughts … Oh that my ways were made so direct that I might keep Thy statutes. I will walk in Thy Commandments when Thou hast set my heart at liberty.'

Hurrell Froude, one of Keble's students, was a smart young man who had more self-confidence and intolerance than even clever young men typically have. What was distinctive about him wasn't just his attitude but his interests. Instead of being drawn to Music Halls and falling for actresses like most young guys, Froude had a romantic devotion to God and a deep focus on his own spiritual well-being. He was obsessed with the ideals of holiness and believed it was crucial not to overeat. He kept a diary where he noted his shortcomings, and there were quite a few. 'I can't say much for myself today,' he writes on September 29th, 1826 (he was twenty-three years old). 'I didn't read the Psalms and Second Lesson after breakfast, which I had neglected to do before, even though I had plenty of time. I wanted to think I was adventurous for a scramble I had at the Devil's Bridge. I looked greedily to see if there was goose on the dinner table; and although my meal was the simplest kind, and I didn’t mix it up, some of that was just by chance, and I definitely ate more than I should have, since I felt fuzzy and sleepy afterward.' 'I allowed myself to be annoyed by—'s pomposity,' he writes a little later, 'and I also smiled at a reference in the Lessons about being moderate in eating. I hope it wasn’t from pride or vanity, but rather from skepticism; it really was unintentional.' And again, 'Regarding my meals, I made sure no one else would take anything before I served myself; and as for the type of food I had, a piece of leftover dab at breakfast and a bit of mackerel at dinner were the only things that strayed from my strict rule of simplicity.' 'I must admit,' he notes, 'that in my interactions with the Supreme Being, I'm becoming more and more sluggish.' And then he exclaims: 'Thine eye trieth my inward parts, and knoweth my thoughts … Oh that my ways were made so direct that I might keep Thy statutes. I will walk in Thy Commandments when Thou hast set my heart at liberty.'

Such were the preoccupations of this young man. Perhaps they would have been different, if he had had a little less of what Newman describes as his 'high severe idea of the intrinsic excellence of Virginity'; but it is useless to speculate.

Such were the concerns of this young man. Maybe they would have been different if he had a little less of what Newman calls his 'high severe idea of the intrinsic excellence of Virginity'; but it's pointless to speculate.

Naturally enough the fierce and burning zeal of Keble had a profound effect upon his mind. The two became intimate friends, and Froude, eagerly seizing upon the doctrines of the elder man, saw to it that they had as full a measure of controversial notoriety as an Oxford common room could afford. He plunged the metaphysical mysteries of the Holy Catholic Church into the atmosphere of party politics. Surprised Doctors of Divinity found themselves suddenly faced with strange questions which had never entered their heads before. Was the Church of England, or was it not, a part of the Church Catholic? If it was, were not the Reformers of the sixteenth century renegades? Was not the participation of the Body and Blood of Christ essential to the maintenance of Christian life and hope in each individual? Were Timothy and Titus Bishops? Or were they not? If they were, did it not follow that the power of administering the Holy Eucharist was the attribute of a sacred order founded by Christ Himself? Did not the Fathers refer to the tradition of the Church as to something independent of the written word, and sufficient to refute heresy, even alone? Was it not, therefore, God's unwritten word? And did it not demand the same reverence from us as the Scriptures, and for exactly the same reason—BECAUSE IT WAS HIS WORD? The Doctors of Divinity were aghast at such questions, which seemed to lead they hardly knew whither; and they found it difficult to think of very apposite answers. But Hurrell Froude supplied the answers himself readily enough. All Oxford, all England, should know the truth. The time was out of joint, and he was only too delighted to have been born to set it right.

Naturally, Keble's intense and passionate enthusiasm had a significant impact on his thinking. The two became close friends, and Froude, eagerly embracing the beliefs of the older man, made sure they gained as much controversial attention as an Oxford common room could provide. He immersed the complex spiritual questions of the Holy Catholic Church into the realm of party politics. Surprised theologians suddenly found themselves confronted with unusual questions they had never considered before. Was the Church of England a part of the Catholic Church, or not? If it was, did that mean the Reformers of the sixteenth century were traitors? Wasn't participating in the Body and Blood of Christ essential for sustaining Christian life and hope in each person? Were Timothy and Titus bishops? If they were, didn't that mean that the power to administer the Holy Eucharist was a special authority established by Christ Himself? Didn't the Church Fathers refer to tradition as something separate from the written word, sufficient to counter heresy, even by itself? Wasn't it, therefore, God's unwritten word? And didn't it deserve the same respect from us as the Scriptures, and for the exact same reason—BECAUSE IT WAS HIS WORD? The theologians were stunned by such questions, which seemed to lead to unknown conclusions, and they struggled to come up with relevant answers. But Hurrell Froude readily provided the answers himself. All of Oxford, all of England, should know the truth. The situation was out of balance, and he was more than happy to have been born to fix it.

But, after all, something more was needed than even the excitement of Froude combined with the conviction of Keble to ruffle seriously the vast calm waters of Christian thought; and it so happened that that thing was not wanting: it was the genius of John Henry Newman. If Newman had never lived, or if his father, when the gig came round on the fatal morning, still undecided between the two Universities, had chanced to turn the horse's head in the direction of Cambridge, who can doubt that the Oxford Movement would have flickered out its little flame unobserved in the Common Room of Oriel? And how different, too, would have been the fate of Newman himself! He was a child of the Romantic Revival, a creature of emotion and of memory, a dreamer whose secret spirit dwelt apart in delectable mountains, an artist whose subtle senses caught, like a shower in the sunshine, the impalpable rainbow of the immaterial world. In other times, under other skies, his days would have been more fortunate. He might have helped to weave the garland of Meleager, or to mix the lapis lazuli of Fra Angelico, or to chase the delicate truth in the shade of an Athenian palaestra, or his hands might have fashioned those ethereal faces that smile in the niches of Chartres. Even in his own age he might, at Cambridge, whose cloisters have ever been consecrated to poetry and common sense, have followed quietly in Gray's footsteps and brought into flower those seeds of inspiration which now lie embedded amid the faded devotion of the Lyra Apostolica.

But, after all, something more was needed than even the excitement of Froude combined with the conviction of Keble to seriously disrupt the vast calm waters of Christian thought; and it just so happened that this "something" was available: it was the genius of John Henry Newman. If Newman had never lived, or if his father, when the carriage arrived on that fateful morning, had still been undecided between the two universities and had turned the horse's head toward Cambridge, who could doubt that the Oxford Movement would have quietly flickered out in the Common Room of Oriel? And how different would have been Newman’s own fate! He was a product of the Romantic Revival, a creature of emotion and memory, a dreamer whose secret spirit resided in beautiful mountains, an artist whose delicate senses captured, like sunlight on a shower, the intangible rainbow of the immaterial world. In different times, under different skies, his days could have been more fortunate. He might have helped weave the garland of Meleager, or mix the lapis lazuli of Fra Angelico, or pursue delicate truths in the shade of an Athenian gymnasium, or perhaps his hands would have crafted those ethereal faces that smile in the niches of Chartres. Even in his own time, at Cambridge, whose cloisters have always been dedicated to poetry and common sense, he might have quietly followed in Gray's footsteps and brought to life those seeds of inspiration that now lie buried amid the faded devotion of the Lyra Apostolica.

At Oxford, he was doomed. He could not withstand the last enchantment of the Middle Age. It was in vain that he plunged into the pages of Gibbon or communed for long hours with Beethoven over his beloved violin. The air was thick with clerical sanctity, heavy with the odours of tradition and the soft warmth of spiritual authority; his friendship with Hurrell Froude did the rest. All that was weakest in him hurried him onward, and all that was strongest in him too. His curious and vaulting imagination began to construct vast philosophical fabrics out of the writings of ancient monks, and to dally with visions of angelic visitations and the efficacy of the oil of St Walburga; his emotional nature became absorbed in the partisan passions of a University clique; and his subtle intellect concerned itself more and more exclusively with the dialectical splitting of dogmatical hairs. His future course was marked out for him all too clearly; and yet by a singular chance the true nature of the man was to emerge triumphant in the end. If Newman had died at the age of sixty, today he would have been already forgotten, save by a few ecclesiastical historians; but he lived to write his Apologia, and to reach immortality, neither as a thinker nor as a theologian, but as an artist who has embalmed the poignant history of an intensely human spirit in the magical spices of words.

At Oxford, he was destined to fail. He couldn't resist the final enchantment of the Middle Ages. It was pointless for him to dive into Gibbon's writings or spend long hours with Beethoven and his beloved violin. The atmosphere was thick with religious seriousness, weighed down by tradition and the comforting presence of spiritual authority; his friendship with Hurrell Froude added to it all. Everything that was weak in him pushed him forward, and everything that was strong in him did too. His curious and ambitious imagination started to build grand philosophical ideas from the writings of ancient monks, entertaining visions of angelic visits and the power of the oil of St. Walburga; his emotional side became consumed by the heated passions of a University group; and his keen intellect focused more and more on the intricate debates over dogmatic details. His future was clearly laid out for him; and yet, by a strange chance, the true essence of the man would ultimately prevail. If Newman had died at sixty, he would likely be forgotten today, remembered only by a few church historians; but he lived to write his Apologia and achieve lasting fame, not as a thinker or theologian, but as an artist who captured the moving story of an intensely human spirit with the enchanting power of words.

When Froude succeeded in impregnating Newman with the ideas of Keble, the Oxford Movement began. The original and remarkable characteristic of these three men was that they took the Christian Religion au pied de la lettre. This had not been done in England for centuries. When they declared every Sunday that they believed in the Holy Catholic Church, they meant it. When they repeated the Athanasian Creed, they meant it. Even, when they subscribed to the Thirty-nine Articles, they meant it-or at least they thought they did. Now such a state of mind was dangerous—more dangerous indeed—than they at first realised. They had started with the innocent assumption that the Christian Religion was contained in the doctrines of the Church of England; but, the more they examined this matter, the more difficult and dubious it became. The Church of England bore everywhere upon it the signs of human imperfection; it was the outcome of revolution and of compromise, of the exigencies of politicians and the caprices of princes, of the prejudices of theologians and the necessities of the State. How had it happened that this piece of patchwork had become the receptacle for the august and infinite mysteries of the Christian Faith? This was the problem with which Newman and his friends found themselves confronted. Other men might, and apparently did, see nothing very strange in such a situation; but other men saw in Christianity itself scarcely more than a convenient and respectable appendage to existence, by which a sound system of morals was inculcated, and through which one might hope to attain to everlasting bliss.

When Froude succeeded in getting Newman on board with Keble's ideas, the Oxford Movement began. The unique and striking thing about these three men was that they took the Christian Religion literally. This hadn’t happened in England for centuries. When they declared every Sunday that they believed in the Holy Catholic Church, they truly meant it. When they recited the Athanasian Creed, they genuinely meant it. Even when they agreed to the Thirty-nine Articles, they meant it—or at least they thought they did. This mindset became dangerous—more dangerous than they initially understood. They started with the basic assumption that the Christian Religion was contained within the doctrines of the Church of England; but the more they looked into it, the more complicated and uncertain it became. The Church of England showed signs of human flaws everywhere; it was the result of revolution and compromise, shaped by political needs and the whims of rulers, the biases of theologians, and the requirements of the State. How did this patchwork become the vessel for the profound and infinite mysteries of the Christian Faith? This was the challenge Newman and his friends faced. Other people seemed to see nothing unusual about this situation; but many people regarded Christianity as little more than a handy and respectable add-on to life, providing a solid moral framework and offering a way to achieve eternal happiness.

To Newman and Keble it was otherwise. They saw a transcendent manifestation of Divine power flowing down elaborate and immense through the ages; a consecrated priesthood, stretching back, through the mystic symbol of the laying on of hands, to the very Godhead; a whole universe of spiritual beings brought into communion with the Eternal by means of wafers; a great mass of metaphysical doctrines, at once incomprehensible and of incalculable import, laid down with infinite certitude; they saw the supernatural everywhere and at all times, a living force, floating invisible in angels, inspiring saints, and investing with miraculous properties the commonest material things. No wonder that they found such a spectacle hard to bring into line with the institution which had been evolved from the divorce of Henry VIII, the intrigues of Elizabethan parliaments, and the Revolution of 1688. They did, no doubt, soon satisfy themselves that they had succeeded in this apparently hopeless task; but, the conclusions which they came to in order to do so were decidedly startling.

To Newman and Keble, it was different. They perceived a deep display of Divine power flowing through time; a sacred priesthood that traced back, through the ritual of laying on of hands, to the very Divine itself; a whole realm of spiritual beings connected to the Eternal through communion wafers; a vast array of complex doctrines, both difficult to understand and immensely significant, established with complete certainty; they recognized the supernatural everywhere, constantly present, a living force, invisibly carried by angels, inspiring saints, and giving miraculous qualities to the most ordinary things. No wonder they found it challenging to reconcile such a vision with the institution that had emerged from Henry VIII's breakup with the Catholic Church, the intrigues of Elizabethan parliaments, and the Revolution of 1688. They likely convinced themselves they had managed to accomplish this seemingly impossible task; however, the conclusions they reached to do so were indeed surprising.

The Church of England, they declared, was indeed the one true Church, but she had been under an eclipse since the Reformation; in fact, since she had begun to exist. She had, it is true, escaped the corruptions of Rome; but she had become enslaved by the secular power, and degraded by the false doctrines of Protestantism. The Christian Religion was still preserved intact by the English priesthood, but it was preserved, as it were, unconsciously—a priceless deposit, handed down blindly from generation to generation, and subsisting less by the will of man than through the ordinance of God as expressed in the mysterious virtue of the Sacraments. Christianity, in short, had become entangled in a series of unfortunate circumstances from which it was the plain duty of Newman and his friends to rescue it forthwith. What was curious was that this task had been reserved, in so marked a manner, for them. Some of the divines of the seventeenth century had, perhaps, been vouchsafed glimpses of the truth; but they were glimpses and nothing more. No, the waters of the true Faith had dived underground at the Reformation, and they were waiting for the wand of Newman to strike the rock before they should burst forth once more into the light of day. The whole matter, no doubt, was Providential—what other explanation could there be?

The Church of England, they argued, was truly the one true Church, but it had been overshadowed since the Reformation; in fact, since its beginning. While it had avoided the corruptions of Rome, it had fallen under secular control and had been tainted by the false beliefs of Protestantism. The English priesthood still maintained the Christian Religion, but it was kept alive almost unconsciously—a priceless treasure, passed down blindly from generation to generation, existing more through God’s will than through human intention, reflected in the mysterious power of the Sacraments. In short, Christianity had become caught up in a series of unfortunate events, and it was Newman's duty, along with his friends, to rescue it right away. What was interesting was that this responsibility had been distinctly assigned to them. Some theologians in the seventeenth century might have glimpsed the truth, but those were just glimpses and nothing more. The true waters of Faith had gone underground at the Reformation, waiting for Newman’s touch to strike the rock before they could flow back into the light. This whole situation was certainly Providential—what other explanation could there be?

The first step, it was clear, was to purge the Church of her shames and her errors. The Reformers must be exposed; the yoke of the secular power must be thrown off; dogma must be reinstated in its old pre-eminence; and Christians must be reminded of what they had apparently forgotten—the presence of the supernatural in daily life. 'It would be a gain to this country,' Keble observed, 'were it vastly more superstitious, more bigoted, more gloomy, more fierce in its religion, than at present it shows itself to be.' 'The only good I know of Cranmer,' said Hurrell Froude, 'was that he burned well.' Newman preached, and soon the new views began to spread. Among the earliest of the converts was Dr Pusey, a man of wealth and learning, a professor, a canon of Christ Church, who had, it was rumoured, been to Germany. Then the Tracts for the Times were started under Newman's editorship, and the Movement was launched upon the world.

The first step was clearly to cleanse the Church of its shames and mistakes. The Reformers needed to be challenged; the burden of secular power had to be removed; doctrine had to be restored to its former importance; and Christians needed to be reminded of what they seemed to have forgotten—the presence of the supernatural in everyday life. 'It would benefit this country,' Keble noted, 'if it were far more superstitious, more bigoted, more gloomy, and more intense in its faith than it currently appears to be.' 'The only good I can see in Cranmer,' said Hurrell Froude, 'is that he burned well.' Newman preached, and soon the new ideas began to spread. Among the first converts was Dr. Pusey, a wealthy, educated man, a professor, and a canon of Christ Church, who was rumored to have traveled to Germany. Then the Tracts for the Times were initiated under Newman's leadership, launching the Movement into the world.

The Tracts were written 'with the hope of rousing members of our Church to comprehend her alarming position … as a man might give notice of a fire or inundation, to startle all who heard him'. They may be said to have succeeded in their objective, for the sensation which they caused among clergymen throughout the country was extreme. They dealt with a great variety of questions, but the underlying intention of all of them was to attack the accepted doctrines and practices of the Church of England. Dr. Pusey wrote learnedly on Baptismal Regeneration; he also wrote on Fasting. His treatment of the latter subject met with considerable disapproval, which surprised the Doctor. 'I was not prepared,' he said, 'for people questioning, even in the abstract, the duty of fasting; I thought serious-minded persons at least supposed they practised fasting in some way or other. I assumed the duty to be acknowledged and thought it only undervalued.' We live and learn, even though we have been to Germany.

The Tracts were written "with the hope of waking up members of our Church to understand her serious situation ... like someone warning about a fire or flood, to shock everyone who heard." They were successful in their aim, as they caused a huge stir among clergy all over the country. They covered a wide range of topics, but their main goal was to challenge the accepted beliefs and practices of the Church of England. Dr. Pusey wrote extensively about Baptismal Regeneration and also discussed Fasting. His approach to the latter topic faced a lot of criticism, which surprised him. "I wasn't prepared," he said, "for people to even question, in theory, the obligation of fasting; I thought serious-minded people at least believed they practiced fasting in some form. I assumed the duty was accepted and only underestimated." We live and learn, even after going to Germany.

Other tracts discussed the Holy Catholic Church, the Clergy, and the Liturgy. One treated of the question 'whether a clergyman of the Church of England be now bound to have morning and evening prayers daily in his parish church?' Another pointed out the 'Indications of a superintending Providence in the preservation of the Prayer-book and in the changes which it has undergone'. Another consisted of a collection of 'Advent Sermons on Antichrist'. Keble wrote a long and elaborate tract 'On the Mysticism attributed to the Early Fathers of the Church', in which he expressed his opinions upon a large number of curious matters.

Other writings covered the Holy Catholic Church, the clergy, and the liturgy. One piece addressed the question, "Is a minister of the Church of England required to hold morning and evening prayers every day in his parish church?" Another highlighted the "Signs of a guiding Providence in the preservation of the Prayer Book and the changes it has undergone." Yet another was a collection of "Advent Sermons on Antichrist." Keble authored a detailed tract "On the Mysticism attributed to the Early Fathers of the Church," in which he shared his thoughts on many intriguing topics.

'According to men's usual way of talking,' he wrote, 'it would be called an accidental circumstance that there were five loaves, not more nor less, in the store of Our Lord and His disciples wherewith to provide the miraculous feast. But the ancient interpreters treat it as designed and providential, in this surely not erring: and their conjecture is that it represents the sacrifice of the whole world of sense, and especially of the Old Dispensation, which, being outward and visible, might be called the dispensation of the senses, to the FATHER of our LORD JESUS CHRIST, to be a pledge and means of communion with Him according to the terms of the new or evangelical law.

'In the usual way men talk,' he wrote, 'it would be seen as a coincidence that there were exactly five loaves in the store of Our Lord and His disciples to provide for the miraculous feast. However, the ancient interpreters view it as intentional and planned, which they are surely not mistaken about: their interpretation suggests that it symbolizes the sacrifice of the entire physical world, and particularly of the Old Covenant, which, being outward and visible, could be called the realm of the senses, offered to the FATHER of our LORD JESUS CHRIST, serving as a pledge and means of connection with Him according to the terms of the new or evangelical law.'

They arrived at this idea by considering the number five, the number of the senses, as the mystical opponent of the visible and sensible universe—ta aistheta, as distinguished from ta noita. Origen lays down the rule in express terms. '"The number five,"' he says, '"frequently, nay almost always, is taken for the five senses."' In another passage, Keble deals with an even more recondite question. He quotes the teaching of St. Barnabas that 'Abraham, who first gave men circumcision, did thereby perform a spiritual and typical action, looking forward to the Son'. St. Barnabas's argument is as follows: Abraham circumcised of his house men to the number of 318. Why 318? Observe first the 18, then the 300. Of the two letters which stand for 18, 10 is represented by 1, 8 by H. 'Thou hast here,' says St. Barnabas, 'the word of Jesus.' As for the 300, 'the Cross is represented by Tau, and the letter Tau represents that number'.

They arrived at this idea by looking at the number five, which represents the senses, as a mystical counterpart to the visible and sensible universe—ta aistheta, as opposed to ta noita. Origen clearly states the rule. "The number five," he says, "is often, almost always, associated with the five senses." In another section, Keble addresses an even more obscure question. He cites St. Barnabas's teaching that "Abraham, who was the first to give men circumcision, did so as a spiritual and symbolic act, anticipating the Son." St. Barnabas's reasoning is as follows: Abraham circumcised 318 men in his household. Why 318? First, look at 18, then 300. The two letters that represent 18 are 10 for 1 and 8 for H. "Here you have," says St. Barnabas, "the word of Jesus." As for 300, "the Cross is represented by Tau, and the letter Tau stands for that number."

Unfortunately, however, St. Barnabas's premise was of doubtful validity, as the Rev. Mr. Maitland pointed out, in a pamphlet impugning the conclusions of the Tract. 'The simple fact is,' he wrote, 'that when Abraham pursued Chedorlaomer "he armed his trained servants, BORN IN HIS OWN HOUSE, three hundred and eighteen". When, more than thirteen (according to the common chronology, fifteen) years after, he circumcised "all the men of his house, BORN IN THE HOUSE, AND BOUGHT WITH MONEY OF THE STRANGER", and, in fact, every male who was as much as eight days old, we are not told what the number amounted to. Shall we suppose (just for the sake of the interpretation) that Abraham's family had so dwindled in the interval as that now all the males of his household, trained men, slaves, and children, equalled only and exactly the number of his warriors fifteen years before?'

Unfortunately, St. Barnabas's argument was questionable, as Rev. Mr. Maitland pointed out in a pamphlet challenging the conclusions of the Tract. "The simple fact is," he wrote, "that when Abraham went after Chedorlaomer, he armed his trained servants, BORN IN HIS OWN HOUSE, three hundred and eighteen. When, more than thirteen (fifteen according to common chronology) years later, he circumcised 'all the men of his house, BORN IN THE HOUSE, AND BOUGHT WITH MONEY OF THE STRANGER,' and, in fact, every male who was at least eight days old, we aren't told how many that was. Should we assume (just for the sake of argument) that Abraham's family had shrunk so much in that time that now all the males in his household, trained men, slaves, and children, added up to exactly the same number of his warriors from fifteen years ago?"

The question seems difficult to answer, but Keble had, as a matter of fact, forestalled the argument in the following passage, which had apparently escaped the notice of the Rev. Mr. Maitland:

The question seems hard to answer, but Keble had, in fact, anticipated the argument in the following passage, which apparently went unnoticed by Rev. Mr. Maitland:

'Now whether the facts were really so or not (if it were, it was surely by special providence), that Abraham's household at the time of the circumcision was exactly the same number as before; still the argument of St. Barnabas will stand. As thus: circumcision had from the beginning, a reference to our SAVIOUR, as in other respects, so in this; that the mystical number, which is the cipher of Jesus crucified, was the number of the first circumcised household in the strength of which Abraham prevailed against the powers of the world. So St. Clement of Alexandria, as cited by Fell.'

'Now, whether the facts were really true or not (if they were, it was certainly by special providence), Abraham's household at the time of the circumcision was the same number as before; still, St. Barnabas's argument holds. Essentially, circumcision initially referenced our SAVIOR, not just in other ways, but also in this; the mystical number, which symbolizes Jesus crucified, was the number of the first circumcised household, through which Abraham triumphed over the world's powers. This is as St. Clement of Alexandria stated, as noted by Fell.'

And Keble supports his contention through ten pages of close print, with references to Aristeas, St. Augustine, St. Jerome, and Dr. Whitby.

And Keble backs up his argument with ten pages of dense text, referring to Aristeas, St. Augustine, St. Jerome, and Dr. Whitby.

Writings of this kind could not fail in their effect. Pious youths in Oxford were carried away by them, and began to flock around the standard of Newman. Newman himself became a party chief—encouraging, organising, persuading. His long black figure, swiftly passing through the streets, was pointed at with awe; crowds flocked to his sermons; his words were repeated from mouth to mouth; 'Credo in Newmannum' became a common catchword. Jokes were made about the Church of England, and practices, unknown for centuries, began to be revived. Young men fasted and did penance, recited the hours of the Roman Breviary, and confessed their sins to Dr. Pusey. Nor was the movement confined to Oxford; it spread in widening circles through the parishes of England; the dormant devotion of the country was suddenly aroused. The new strange notion of taking Christianity literally was delightful to earnest minds; but it was also alarming. Really to mean every word you said, when you repeated the Athanasian Creed! How wonderful! And what enticing and mysterious vistas burst upon the view! But then, those vistas, where were they leading? Supposing—oh heavens!—supposing after all they were to lead to—!

Writings like this couldn't help but make an impact. Devout young people in Oxford were captivated by them and started to gather around Newman's banner. Newman himself became a leader—encouraging, organizing, persuading. His tall, dark figure moved quickly through the streets, drawing awe; crowds gathered for his sermons; his words spread from person to person; 'Credo in Newmannum' became a popular phrase. People made jokes about the Church of England, and practices that hadn't been seen in centuries began to resurface. Young men fasted and did penance, recited the prayers of the Roman Breviary, and confessed their sins to Dr. Pusey. The movement wasn't limited to Oxford; it grew in widening circles throughout the parishes of England, suddenly awakening the country’s dormant devotion. The exciting idea of taking Christianity literally fascinated earnest thinkers; however, it was also unsettling. To truly mean every word when reciting the Athanasian Creed! How incredible! And what enticing and mysterious possibilities opened up! But then, where were those possibilities leading? What if—oh my goodness!—what if they led to—!

III

IN due course, the Tracts made their appearance at the remote rectory in Sussex. Manning was some years younger than Newman, and the two men had only met occasionally at the University; but now, through common friends, a closer relationship began to grow up between them. It was only to be expected that Newman should be anxious to enroll the rising young Rector among his followers; and, on Manning's side, there were many causes which impelled him to accept the overtures from Oxford.

IN due time, the Tracts arrived at the isolated rectory in Sussex. Manning was a few years younger than Newman, and the two had only met occasionally at the University; however, now, through mutual friends, a closer relationship began to develop between them. It was only natural for Newman to want to bring the promising young Rector into his circle, and on Manning's side, there were several reasons that compelled him to consider the offers from Oxford.

He was a man of a serious and vigorous temperament, to whom it was inevitable that the bold high principles of the Movement should strongly appeal. There was also an element in his mind that element which had terrified him in his childhood with Apocalyptic visions, and urged him in his youth to Bible readings after breakfast—which now brought him under the spell of the Oxford theories of sacramental mysticism. And besides, the Movement offered another attraction: it imputed an extraordinary, transcendent merit to the profession which Manning himself pursued. The cleric was not as his lay brethren; he was a creature apart, chosen by Divine will and sanctified by Divine mysteries. It was a relief to find, when one had supposed that one was nothing but a clergyman, that one might, after all, be something else—one might be a priest.

He was a man with a serious and vigorous personality, to whom the bold high principles of the Movement were inevitably appealing. There was also a part of him that had terrified him in childhood with Apocalyptic visions and pushed him towards Bible readings after breakfast in his youth, which now drew him into the allure of the Oxford theories of sacramental mysticism. Additionally, the Movement offered another attraction: it ascribed an extraordinary, elevated merit to the profession that Manning himself practiced. The cleric was not like his lay counterparts; he was a unique being, chosen by Divine will and sanctified by Divine mysteries. It was a relief to discover, when one thought they were merely a clergyman, that they might, after all, be something more— they might be a priest.

Accordingly, Manning shook off his early Evangelical convictions, started an active correspondence with Newman, and was soon working for the new cause. He collected quotations, and began to translate the works of Optatus for Dr. Pusey. He wrote an article on Justin for the British Critic, "Newman's Magazine". He published a sermon on Faith, with notes and appendices, which was condemned by an evangelical bishop, and fiercely attacked by no less a person than the celebrated Mr. Bowdler. 'The sermon,' said Mr Bowdler, in a book which he devoted to the subject, 'was bad enough, but the appendix was abominable.' At the same time he was busy asserting the independence of the Church of England, opposing secular education, and bringing out pamphlets against the Ecclesiastical Commission, which had been appointed by Parliament to report on Church Property. Then we find him in the role of a spiritual director of souls. Ladies met him by stealth in his church, and made their confessions. Over one case—that of a lady, who found herself drifting towards Rome—he consulted Newman. Newman advised him to 'enlarge upon the doctrine of I Cor. vii';

Accordingly, Manning let go of his early Evangelical beliefs, started actively corresponding with Newman, and soon became involved in the new cause. He gathered quotes and began translating the works of Optatus for Dr. Pusey. He wrote an article on Justin for the British Critic, "Newman's Magazine." He published a sermon on Faith, complete with notes and appendices, which was condemned by an evangelical bishop and harshly criticized by none other than the famous Mr. Bowdler. 'The sermon,' said Mr. Bowdler in a book dedicated to the topic, 'was bad enough, but the appendix was terrible.' At the same time, he was busy asserting the independence of the Church of England, opposing secular education, and releasing pamphlets against the Ecclesiastical Commission, which had been set up by Parliament to report on Church Property. Then we see him acting as a spiritual director. Women would secretly meet him in his church to make their confessions. In one case—a woman who felt herself drifting toward Rome—he consulted Newman. Newman advised him to 'expand on the doctrine of I Cor. vii';

'also, I think you must press on her the prospect of benefiting the poor Church, through which she has her baptism, by stopping in it. Does she not care for the souls of all around her, steeped and stifled in Protestantism? How will she best care for them by indulging her own feelings in the communion of Rome, or in denying herself, and staying in sackcloth and ashes to do them good?'

'Also, I think you need to emphasize to her the opportunity to help the poor Church, through which she was baptized, by staying within it. Doesn’t she care about the souls of those around her who are immersed in Protestantism? How can she best care for them by indulging her own feelings in the communion of Rome, or by denying herself and remaining in sackcloth and ashes to do them good?'

Whether these arguments were successful does not appear.

Whether these arguments were successful isn't clear.

For several years after his wife's death, Manning was occupied with these new activities, while his relations with Newman developed into what was apparently a warm friendship. 'And now vive valeque, my dear Manning', we find Newman writing in a letter dated 'in festo S. Car. 1838', 'as wishes and prays yours affectionately, John H. Newman'. But, as time went on, the situation became more complicated. Tractarianism began to arouse the hostility, not only of the evangelical, but of the moderate churchmen, who could not help perceiving in the ever-deepening, 'catholicism' of the Oxford party, the dread approaches of Rome. The "Record" newspaper an influential Evangelical journal—took up the matter and sniffed Popery in every direction; it spoke of certain clergymen as 'tainted'; and after that, preferment seemed to pass those clergymen by. The fact that Manning found it wise to conduct his confessional ministrations in secret was in itself highly significant. It was necessary to be careful, and Manning was very careful indeed. The neighbouring Archdeacon, Mr. Hare, was a low churchman; Manning made friends with him, as warmly, it seemed, as he had made friends with Newman. He corresponded with him, asked his advice about the books he should read, and discussed questions of Theology—'As to Gal. vi 15, we cannot differ…. With a man who reads and reasons I can have no controversy; and you do both.' Archdeacon Hare was pleased, but soon a rumour reached him, which was, to say the least of it, upsetting. Manning had been removing the high pews from a church in Brighton, and putting in open benches in their place. Everyone knew what that meant; everyone knew that a high pew was one of the bulwarks of Protestantism, and that an open bench had upon it the taint of Rome. But Manning hastened to explain:

For several years after his wife's death, Manning was busy with these new activities, and his relationship with Newman developed into what seemed like a close friendship. "And now vive valeque, my dear Manning," we find Newman writing in a letter dated "in festo S. Car. 1838," "as wishes and prays yours affectionately, John H. Newman." However, as time went on, the situation became more complicated. Tractarianism started to provoke hostility not just from evangelical groups, but also from moderate church members, who couldn't help but see in the deepening "catholicism" of the Oxford party the ominous advance of Rome. The "Record" newspaper, an influential Evangelical publication, took notice and sensed Popery everywhere; it referred to some clergymen as "tainted," and as a result, those clergymen seemed to be overlooked for promotions. The fact that Manning wisely chose to conduct his confessional duties in secret was quite telling. He had to be cautious, and Manning was indeed very careful. The neighboring Archdeacon, Mr. Hare, was a low churchman; Manning befriended him, it seemed, just as warmly as he had with Newman. He wrote to him, sought his advice about which books to read, and discussed theological issues—"As for Gal. vi 15, we cannot disagree…. With someone who reads and reasons, I can have no argument; and you do both." Archdeacon Hare was pleased, but soon a rumor reached him that was, to say the least, upsetting. Manning had been removing the high pews from a church in Brighton and replacing them with open benches. Everyone understood what that indicated; everyone knew that a high pew was a stronghold of Protestantism, and that an open bench carried the stigma of Rome. But Manning quickly moved to clarify:

'My dear friend,' he wrote, 'I did not exchange pews for open benches, but got the pews (the same in number) moved from the nave of the church to the walls of the side aisles, so that the whole church has a regular arrangement of open benches, which (irregularly) existed before … I am not today quite well, so farewell, with much regard—Yours ever, H. E. M.'

'My dear friend,' he wrote, 'I didn’t swap the pews for open benches, but had the pews (the same number) moved from the center of the church to the walls of the side aisles, so now the whole church has a proper arrangement of open benches, which (irregularly) existed before… I’m not feeling quite well today, so goodbye, with much appreciation—Yours always, H. E. M.'

Archdeacon Hare was reassured.

Archdeacon Hare felt reassured.

It was important that he should be, for the Archdeacon of Chichester was growing very old, and Hare's influence might be exceedingly useful when a vacancy occurred. So, indeed, it fell out. A new bishop, Dr. Shuttleworth, was appointed to the See, and the old Archdeacon took the opportunity of retiring. Manning was obviously marked out as his successor, but the new bishop happened to be a low churchman, an aggressive low churchman, who went so far as to parody the Tractarian fashion of using Saints' days for the dating of letters by writing 'The Palace, washing-day', at the beginning of his. And—what was equally serious—his views were shared by Mrs. Shuttleworth, who had already decided that the pushing young Rector was 'tainted'. But at the critical moment Archdeacon Hare came to the rescue; he persuaded the Bishop that Manning was safe; and the appointment was accordingly made—behind Mrs. Shuttleworth's back. She was furious, but it was too late; Manning was an Archdeacon. All the lady could do, to indicate her disapprobation, was to put a copy of Mr. Bowdler's book in a conspicuous position on the drawing-room table, when he came to pay his respects at the Palace.

It was crucial that he be there, as the Archdeacon of Chichester was getting quite old, and Hare's influence could be very helpful when a position opened up. And so it happened. A new bishop, Dr. Shuttleworth, was appointed to the See, and the old Archdeacon seized the chance to retire. Manning was clearly seen as his successor, but the new bishop turned out to be a low churchman, an outspoken low churchman, who even went as far as to mock the Tractarian practice of using Saints' days for dating letters by starting his with 'The Palace, washing-day.' And—what was just as serious—his views were shared by Mrs. Shuttleworth, who had already concluded that the ambitious young Rector was 'tainted.' But at the crucial moment, Archdeacon Hare stepped in; he convinced the Bishop that Manning was a safe choice, and the appointment was made—without Mrs. Shuttleworth knowing. She was infuriated, but it was too late; Manning was now an Archdeacon. All she could do to show her disapproval was to place a copy of Mr. Bowdler's book in a prominent spot on the drawing-room table when he came to visit the Palace.

Among the letters of congratulation which Manning received, was one from Mr Gladstone, with whom he had remained on terms of close friendship since their days together at Oxford.

Among the letters of congratulations that Manning received was one from Mr. Gladstone, with whom he had maintained a close friendship since their time together at Oxford.

'I rejoice,' Mr Gladstone wrote, 'on your account personally; but more for the sake of the Church. All my brothers-in-law are here and scarcely less delighted than I am. With great glee am I about to write your new address; but, the occasion really calls for higher sentiments; and sure am I that you are one of the men to whom it is specially given to develop the solution of that great problem—how all our minor distractions are to be either abandoned, absorbed, or harmonised through the might of the great principle of communion in the body of Christ.'

'I’m so happy for you,' Mr. Gladstone wrote, 'but even more for the Church. All my brothers-in-law are here and just as delighted as I am. I can’t wait to write your new address; however, this occasion truly calls for deeper feelings. I’m sure you are one of those special people who can help solve the big issue of how we can either let go of, integrate, or harmonize all our small distractions through the power of the principle of communion in the body of Christ.'

Manning was an Archdeacon; but he was not yet out of the woods. His relations with the Tractarians had leaked out, and the Record was beginning to be suspicious. If Mrs. Shuttleworth's opinion of him were to become general, it would certainly be a grave matter. Nobody could wish to live and die a mere Archdeacon. And then, at that very moment, an event occurred which made it imperative to take a definite step, one way or the other. That event was the publication of Tract No. 90.

Manning was an Archdeacon, but he wasn't in the clear yet. His connections with the Tractarians had come to light, and the Record was starting to get suspicious. If Mrs. Shuttleworth's views of him became widely known, it would definitely be a serious issue. Nobody wants to live and die just as an Archdeacon. Then, right at that moment, something happened that made it necessary to take a decisive action, one way or another. That event was the release of Tract No. 90.

For some time it had been obvious to every impartial onlooker that Newman was slipping down an inclined plane at the bottom of which lay one thing, and one thing only—the Roman Catholic Church. What was surprising was the length of time which he was taking to reach the inevitable destination. Years passed before he came to realise that his grandiose edifice of a Church Universal would crumble to pieces if one of its foundation stones was to be an amatory intrigue of Henry VIII. But, at last he began to see that terrible monarch glowering at him wherever he turned his eyes. First he tried to exorcise the spectre with the rolling periods of the Caroline divines; but it only strutted the more truculently. Then in despair he plunged into the writings of the early Fathers, and sought to discover some way out of his difficulties in the complicated labyrinth of ecclesiastical history. After months spent in the study of the Monophysite heresy, the alarming conclusion began to force itself upon him that the Church of England was perhaps in schism. Eventually he read an article by a Roman Catholic on St. Augustine and the Donatists, which seemed to put the matter beyond doubt. St. Augustine, in the fifth century, had pointed out that the Donatists were heretics because the Bishop of Rome had said so. The argument was crushing; it rang in Newman's ears for days and nights; and, though he continued to linger on in agony for six years more, he never could discover any reply to it. All he could hope to do was to persuade himself and anyone else who liked to listen to him that the holding of Anglican orders was not inconsistent with a belief in the whole cycle of Roman doctrine as laid down at the Council of Trent. In this way he supposed that he could at once avoid the deadly sin of heresy and conscientiously remain a clergyman in the Church of England; and with this end in view, he composed Tract No. 90.

For some time, it had been clear to any unbiased observer that Newman was sliding down a slope that led directly to one thing—the Roman Catholic Church. What was surprising was how long it took him to reach that inevitable conclusion. Years went by before he realized that his grand idea of a Universal Church would fall apart if one of its cornerstones was a romantic affair involving Henry VIII. But eventually, he began to notice that the imposing figure of that monarch seemed to glare at him from every angle. At first, he tried to banish this haunting presence by immersing himself in the eloquent writings of the Caroline divines, but it only appeared more defiant. In despair, he turned to the works of the early Church Fathers, hoping to find a way out of his troubles in the complex web of church history. After months spent examining the Monophysite heresy, he began to worry that the Church of England might actually be in schism. Eventually, he came across an article by a Roman Catholic writer about St. Augustine and the Donatists, which seemed to clarify everything. St. Augustine, in the fifth century, had argued that the Donatists were heretics because the Bishop of Rome declared them so. This argument hit hard; it echoed in Newman’s mind for days and nights. Even though he continued to struggle for six more years, he could never come up with a counter-argument. All he could do was convince himself and anyone willing to listen that holding Anglican orders was compatible with believing in the entire range of Roman doctrine established at the Council of Trent. He thought that this way, he could avoid the sin of heresy while still faithfully serving as a clergyman in the Church of England; with this goal in mind, he wrote Tract No. 90.

The object of the Tract was to prove that there was nothing in the Thirty-nine Articles incompatible with the creed of the Roman Church. Newman pointed out, for instance, that it was generally supposed that the Articles condemned the doctrine of Purgatory; but they did not; they merely condemned the Romish doctrine of Purgatory—and Romish, clearly, was not the same thing as Roman. Hence it followed that believers in the Roman doctrine of Purgatory might subscribe the Articles with a good conscience. Similarly, the Articles condemned 'the sacrifices of masses', but they did not condemn 'the sacrifice of the Mass'. Thus, the Mass might be lawfully celebrated in English Churches. Newman took the trouble to examine the Articles in detail from this point of view, and the conclusion he came to in every case supported his contention in a singular manner.

The purpose of the Tract was to demonstrate that there was nothing in the Thirty-nine Articles that conflicted with the beliefs of the Roman Church. Newman noted, for example, that people generally thought the Articles rejected the idea of Purgatory; however, they did not; they only rejected the Romish idea of Purgatory—and Romish was clearly not the same as Roman. Therefore, those who believed in the Roman understanding of Purgatory could accept the Articles with a clear conscience. Similarly, the Articles condemned "the sacrifices of masses," but they did not reject "the sacrifice of the Mass." As a result, the Mass could be properly celebrated in English Churches. Newman took the time to analyze the Articles in detail from this perspective, and the conclusion he reached in each case strongly supported his argument.

The Tract produced an immense sensation, for it seemed to be a deadly and treacherous blow aimed at the very heart of the Church of England. Deadly it certainly was, but it was not so treacherous as it appeared at first sight. The members of the English Church had ingenuously imagined up to that moment that it was possible to contain, in a frame of words, the subtle essence of their complicated doctrinal system, involving the mysteries of the Eternal and the Infinite on the one hand, and the elaborate adjustments of temporal government on the other. They did not understand that verbal definitions in such a case will only perform their functions so long as there is no dispute about the matters which they are intended to define: that is to say, so long as there is no need for them. For generations this had been the case with the Thirty-nine Articles. Their drift was clear enough; and nobody bothered over their exact meaning. But directly someone found it important to give them a new and untraditional interpretation, it appeared that they were a mass of ambiguity, and might be twisted into meaning very nearly anything that anybody liked. Steady-going churchmen were appalled and outraged when they saw Newman, in Tract No. 90, performing this operation. But, after all, he was only taking the Church of England at its word. And indeed, since Newman showed the way, the operation has become so exceedingly common that the most steady-going churchman hardly raises an eyebrow at it now.

The Tract created a huge stir because it seemed like a serious and deceitful attack on the very core of the Church of England. It was certainly serious, but it wasn't as deceitful as it first appeared. Up until that moment, members of the English Church had honestly believed that it was possible to capture, in written form, the complex essence of their intricate doctrinal system, which involved the mysteries of the Eternal and the Infinite on one hand, and the detailed adjustments of temporal governance on the other. They didn't realize that verbal definitions in this context only work as long as there's no disagreement about the subjects they are meant to clarify—that is, as long as there's no need for them. For generations, this was the case with the Thirty-nine Articles. Their purpose was clear enough, and no one questioned their exact meaning. But as soon as someone felt it was important to give them a new and unconventional interpretation, it became clear that they were full of ambiguity and could be twisted to mean just about anything anyone wanted. Traditional churchgoers were shocked and outraged when they saw Newman, in Tract No. 90, doing this. However, he was only taking the Church of England at its word. In fact, since Newman paved the way, this practice has become so common that even the most traditional churchgoer hardly reacts to it anymore.

At the time, however, Newman's treatment of the Articles seemed to display not only a perverted supersubtlety of intellect, but a temper of mind that was fundamentally dishonest. It was then that he first began to be assailed by those charges of untruthfulness which reached their culmination more than twenty years later in the celebrated controversy with Charles Kingsley, which led to the writing of the Apologia. The controversy was not a very fruitful one, chiefly because Kingsley could no more understand the nature of Newman's intelligence than a subaltern in a line regiment can understand a Brahmin of Benares. Kingsley was a stout Protestant, whose hatred of Popery was, at bottom, simply ethical—an honest, instinctive horror of the practices of priestcraft and the habits of superstition; and it was only natural that he should see in those innumerable delicate distinctions which Newman was perpetually drawing, and which he himself had not only never thought of, but could not even grasp, simply another manifestation of the inherent falsehood of Rome. But, in reality, no one, in one sense of the word, was more truthful than Newman. The idea of deceit would have been abhorrent to him; and indeed it was owing to his very desire to explain what he had in his mind exactly and completely, with all the refinements of which his subtle brain was capable, that persons such as Kingsley were puzzled into thinking him dishonest. Unfortunately, however, the possibilities of truth and falsehood depend upon other things besides sincerity. A man may be of a scrupulous and impeccable honesty, and yet his respect for the truth—it cannot be denied—may be insufficient. He may be, like the lunatic, the lover, and the poet, 'of imagination all compact'; he may be blessed, or cursed, with one of those 'seething brains', one of those 'shaping fanatasies' that 'apprehend more than cool reason ever comprehends'; he may be by nature incapable of sifting evidence, or by predilection simply indisposed to do so. 'When we were there,' wrote Newman in a letter to a friend after his conversion, describing a visit to Naples, and the miraculous circumstances connected with the liquefaction of St. Januarius's blood,

At the time, Newman's approach to the Articles seemed to reveal not only a twisted complexity of thought but also a mindset that was fundamentally dishonest. This was when he first started facing accusations of untruthfulness, which peaked over twenty years later during the famous debate with Charles Kingsley, leading to the writing of the Apologia. The debate wasn't very productive, mainly because Kingsley couldn't understand the nature of Newman's intelligence any more than a subordinate in a line regiment could understand a Brahmin from Benares. Kingsley was a staunch Protestant, and his hatred for Popery was, at its core, purely ethical—an honest, instinctive revulsion against the practices of priestcraft and superstitious habits. Naturally, he would see the countless subtle distinctions Newman was always drawing, which he not only had never considered but couldn’t even grasp, as just another sign of Rome’s inherent falsehood. In reality, though, no one was, in one sense of the word, more truthful than Newman. The thought of deceit would have disgusted him; indeed, it was his very desire to convey his thoughts accurately and completely—with all the nuances his sharp mind could handle—that confused people like Kingsley into thinking he was dishonest. Unfortunately, the concepts of truth and falsehood rely on more than just sincerity. A person can be scrupulously and impeccably honest yet still lack sufficient respect for the truth. They might be, like a madman, a lover, or a poet, "full of imagination"; they might be blessed or cursed with one of those "seething brains," or those "shaping fantasies" that "grasp more than cool reason ever comprehends"; they may be naturally unable to sift through evidence, or simply predisposed not to do so. "When we were there," Newman wrote in a letter to a friend after his conversion, recounting a visit to Naples and the miraculous events surrounding the liquefaction of St. Januarius's blood,

'the feast of St. Gennaro was coming on, and the Jesuits were eager for us to stop—they have the utmost confidence in the miracle—and were the more eager because many Catholics, till they have seen it, doubt it. Our father director here tells us that before he went to Naples he did not believe it. That is, they have vague ideas of natural means, exaggeration, etc., not of course imputing fraud. They say conversions often take place in consequence. It is exposed for the Octave, and the miracle continues—it is not simple liquefaction, but sometimes it swells, sometimes boils, sometimes melts—no one can tell what is going to take place. They say it is quite overcoming-and people cannot help crying to see it. I understand that Sir H. Davy attended everyday, and it was this extreme variety of the phenomenon which convinced him that nothing physical would account for it. Yet there is this remarkable fact that liquefactions of blood are common at Naples—and, unless it is irreverent to the Great Author of Miracles to be obstinate in the inquiry, the question certainly rises whether there is something in the air. (Mind, I don't believe there is—and, speaking humbly, and without having seen it, think it a true miracle—but I am arguing.) We saw the blood of St Patrizia, half liquid; i.e. liquefying, on her feast day. St John Baptist's blood sometimes liquefies on the 29th of August, and did when we were at Naples, but we had not time to go to the church. We saw the liquid blood of an Oratorian Father; a good man, but not a saint, who died two centuries ago, I think; and we saw the liquid blood of Da Ponte, the great and holy Jesuit, who, I suppose, was almost a saint. But these instances do not account for liquefaction on certain days, if this is the case. But the most strange phenomenon is what happens at Ravello, a village or town above Amalfi. There is the blood of St. Pantaleon. It is in a vessel amid the stonework of the Altar-it is not touched but on his feast in June it liquefies. And more, there is an excommunication against those who bring portions of the True Cross into the Church. Why? Because the blood liquefies, whenever it is brought. A person I know, not knowing the prohibition, brought in a portion, and the Priest suddenly said, who showed the blood, "Who has got the Holy Cross about him?" I tell you what was told me by a grave and religious man. It is a curious coincidence that in telling this to our Father Director here, he said, "Why, we have a portion of St. Pantaleon's blood at the Chiesa Nuova, and it is always liquid."'

The feast of St. Gennaro was approaching, and the Jesuits were eager for us to witness it—they have complete faith in the miracle—and they were even more enthusiastic because many Catholics doubt it until they see it for themselves. Our father director here mentioned that before he visited Naples, he didn't believe it either. In other words, people have vague ideas about natural explanations, exaggeration, etc., without necessarily thinking it's a fraud. They claim that conversions often happen as a result. The miracle is on display for the Octave, and it continues—not just simple liquefaction; sometimes it swells, boils, or melts—no one can predict what will happen next. They say it's quite overwhelming, and people can't help but cry when they see it. I heard that Sir H. Davy attended every day, and it was the extreme variety of the phenomenon that convinced him that no physical explanation could account for it. However, it's notable that there are liquefactions of blood that happen often in Naples—and, unless it's disrespectful to the Great Author of Miracles to persist in this inquiry, one has to wonder if there's something in the environment. (Just to be clear, I don't believe there is—and, speaking humbly and without having seen it, I think it's a true miracle—but I'm just making a point.) We witnessed the blood of St. Patrizia, half liquid; that is, beginning to liquefy, on her feast day. St. John the Baptist's blood sometimes liquefies on August 29th, and it did when we were in Naples, but we didn't have time to go to the church. We also saw the liquid blood of an Oratorian Father; a good man, but not a saint, who died about two centuries ago, I believe; and we saw the liquid blood of Da Ponte, the great and holy Jesuit, who I think was almost a saint. But these examples don’t explain why liquefaction occurs on specific days, if that’s indeed the case. The most peculiar phenomenon happens in Ravello, a village or town above Amalfi, where the blood of St. Pantaleon sits in a vessel amidst the stonework of the Altar—it’s only touched on his feast in June when it liquefies. Moreover, there's an excommunication against anyone who brings pieces of the True Cross into the church. Why? Because the blood liquefies whenever it's brought in. A person I know, unaware of the prohibition, brought in a piece, and the Priest who showed the blood suddenly asked, "Who has the Holy Cross with them?" I tell you what a serious and religious man shared with me. It’s quite a coincidence that when I mentioned this to our Father Director, he said, "Well, we have a portion of St. Pantaleon’s blood at the Chiesa Nuova, and it’s always liquid."

After leaving Naples, Newman visited Loreto, and inspected the house of the Holy Family, which, as is known to the faithful, was transported thither, in three hops, from Palestine.

After leaving Naples, Newman visited Loreto and checked out the house of the Holy Family, which, as the faithful know, was brought there in three stages from Palestine.

'I went to Loreto,' he wrote, 'with a simple faith, believing what I still more believed when I saw it. I have no doubt now. If you ask me why I believe it, it is because everyone believes it at Rome; cautious as they are and sceptical about some other things. I have no antecedent difficulty in the matter. He who floated the Ark on the surges of a world-wide sea, and enclosed in it all living things, who has hidden the terrestrial paradise, who said that faith might move mountains, who sustained thousands for forty years in a sterile wilderness, who transported Elias and keeps him hidden till the end, could do this wonder also.'

'I went to Loreto,' he wrote, 'with simple faith, believing even more strongly after I saw it. I have no doubts now. If you ask me why I believe this, it’s because everyone in Rome believes it; they’re cautious and skeptical about other things, but not this. I have no prior issues with it. The one who floated the Ark on the vast ocean and gathered all living things inside, who has concealed the earthly paradise, who said that faith could move mountains, who supported thousands for forty years in a barren wilderness, who took Elijah and keeps him hidden until the end, could perform this miracle as well.'

Here, whatever else there may be, there is certainly no trace of a desire to deceive. Could a state of mind, in fact, be revealed with more absolute transparency?

Here, no matter what else is going on, there’s definitely no sign of a desire to deceive. Could a mindset be shown with more complete honesty?

When Newman was a child he 'wished that he could believe the Arabian Nights were true'. When he came to be a man, his wish seems to have been granted.

When Newman was a child, he "wished he could believe the Arabian Nights were real." When he became a man, it seems like his wish came true.

Tract No. 90 was officially condemned by the authorities at Oxford, and in the hubbub that followed, the contending parties closed their ranks; henceforward, any compromise between the friends and the enemies of the Movement was impossible. Archdeacon Manning was in too conspicuous a position to be able to remain silent; he was obliged to declare himself, and he did not hesitate. In an archidiaconal charge, delivered within a few months of his appointment, he firmly repudiated the Tractarians. But the repudiation was not deemed sufficient, and a year later he repeated it with greater emphasis. Still, however, the horrid rumours were afloat. The "Record" began to investigate matters, and its vigilance was soon rewarded by an alarming discovery: the sacrament had been administered in Chichester Cathedral on a weekday, and 'Archdeacon Manning, one of the most noted and determined of the Tractarians, had acted a conspicuous part on the occasion'. It was clear that the only way of silencing these malevolent whispers was by some public demonstration whose import nobody could doubt. The annual sermon preached on Guy Fawkes Day before the University of Oxford seemed to offer the very opportunity that Manning required. He seized it; got himself appointed preacher; and delivered from the pulpit of St. Mary's a virulently Protestant harangue. This time there could indeed be no doubt about the matter: Manning had shouted 'No Popery!' in the very citadel of the Movement, and every one, including Newman, recognised that he had finally cut himself off from his old friends. Everyone, that is to say, except the Archdeacon himself. On the day after the sermon, Manning walked out to the neighbouring village of Littlemore, where Newman was now living in retirement with a few chosen disciples, in the hope of being able to give a satisfactory explanation of what he had done. But he was disappointed; for when, after an awkward interval, one of the disciples appeared at the door, he was informed that Mr. Newman was not at home.

Tract No. 90 was officially condemned by the authorities at Oxford, and in the chaos that followed, both sides strengthened their positions; from then on, any compromise between the supporters and opponents of the Movement was impossible. Archdeacon Manning was too prominent a figure to stay silent; he had to take a stand, and he did not hesitate. In an archidiaconal charge delivered a few months after his appointment, he firmly rejected the Tractarians. But this rejection wasn’t seen as enough, so a year later he reiterated it with even more conviction. Still, however, the nasty rumors persisted. The "Record" began to investigate, and its vigilance soon uncovered a disturbing fact: the sacrament had been administered in Chichester Cathedral on a weekday, and 'Archdeacon Manning, one of the most noted and determined of the Tractarians, had played a notable role on that occasion'. It was clear that the only way to silence these malicious whispers was through some public show that would leave no doubt. The annual sermon preached on Guy Fawkes Day before the University of Oxford seemed to provide the perfect opportunity for Manning. He took it, got himself appointed as the preacher, and delivered a vehemently Protestant sermon from the pulpit of St. Mary's. This time, there could be no doubt: Manning had shouted 'No Popery!' in the very heart of the Movement, and everyone, including Newman, recognized that he had completely severed ties with his old friends. Everyone, that is, except for the Archdeacon himself. The day after the sermon, Manning walked out to the nearby village of Littlemore, where Newman was living in retirement with a few select disciples, hoping to give a satisfactory explanation of his actions. But he was disappointed; after an awkward pause, one of the disciples appeared at the door and informed him that Mr. Newman was not at home.

With his retirement to Littlemore, Newman had entered upon the final period of his Anglican career. Even he could no longer help perceiving that the end was now only a matter of time. His progress was hastened in an agitating manner by the indiscreet activity of one of his proselytes, W. G. Ward. a young man who combined an extraordinary aptitude for a priori reasoning with a passionate devotion to Opera Bouffe. It was difficult, in fact, to decide whether the inner nature of Ward was more truly expressing itself when he was firing off some train of scholastic paradoxes on the Eucharist or when he was trilling the airs of Figaro and plunging through the hilarious roulades of the Largo al Factotum. Even Dr. Pusey could not be quite sure, though he was Ward's spiritual director. On one occasion his young penitent came to him, and confessed that a vow which he had taken to abstain from music during Lent was beginning to affect his health. Could Dr. Pusey see his way to releasing him from the vow? The Doctor decided that a little sacred music would not be amiss. Ward was all gratitude, and that night a party was arranged in a friend's rooms. The concert began with the solemn harmonies of Handel, which were followed by the holy strains of the 'Oh Salutaris' of Cherubini. Then came the elevation and the pomp of 'Possenti Numi' from the Magic Flute. But, alas! there lies much danger in Mozart. The page was turned and there was the delicious duet between Papageno and Papagena. Flesh and blood could not resist that; then song followed song, the music waxed faster and lighter, until, at last Ward burst into the intoxicating merriment of the Largo al Factotum. When it was over, a faint but persistent knocking made itself heard upon the wall; and it was only then that the company remembered that the rooms next door were Dr. Pusey's.

With his retirement to Littlemore, Newman had entered the final stage of his Anglican career. Even he couldn't ignore the fact that the end was just a matter of time. His progress was hastened in an unsettling way by the indiscreet enthusiasm of one of his followers, W. G. Ward, a young man who had an amazing knack for a priori reasoning mixed with a passionate love for Opera Bouffe. It was hard to determine whether Ward's true nature shone more when he was throwing out some complicated arguments about the Eucharist or when he was singing the tunes of Figaro and diving through the cheerful runs of the Largo al Factotum. Even Dr. Pusey wasn't entirely sure, even though he was Ward's spiritual director. One time, Ward came to him and confessed that a vow he had taken to give up music during Lent was starting to affect his health. Could Dr. Pusey find a way to release him from the vow? The Doctor decided that a little sacred music wouldn’t hurt. Ward was incredibly grateful, and that night a party was set up in a friend’s place. The concert started with the solemn harmonies of Handel, followed by the sacred tunes of Cherubini's 'Oh Salutaris.' Then came the grandeur of 'Possenti Numi' from the Magic Flute. But, alas! there’s a lot of temptation in Mozart. The page turned, and there was the delightful duet between Papageno and Papagena. Flesh and blood couldn’t resist that; then one song followed another, the music got faster and lighter, until Ward finally burst into the intoxicating joy of the Largo al Factotum. When it ended, a soft but persistent knocking was heard on the wall; it was only then that the group remembered that the rooms next door belonged to Dr. Pusey.

The same entrainment which carried Ward away when he sat down to a piano possessed him whenever he embarked on a religious discussion. 'The thing that was utterly abhorrent to him,' said one of his friends, 'was to stop short.' Given the premises, he would follow out their implications with the mercilessness of a medieval monk, and when he had reached the last limits of argument, be ready to maintain whatever propositions he might find there with his dying breath. He had the extreme innocence of a child and a mathematician. Captivated by the glittering eye of Newman, he swallowed whole the supernatural conception of the universe which Newman had evolved, accepted it as a fundamental premise, and 'began at once to deduce from it whatsoever there might be to be deduced.' His very first deductions included irrefutable proofs of (I) God's particular providence for individuals; (2) the real efficacy of intercessory prayer; (3) the reality of our communion with the saints departed; (4) the constant presence and assistance of the angels of God. Later on he explained mathematically the importance of the Ember Days: 'Who can tell,' he added, 'the degree of blessing lost to us in this land by neglecting, as we alone of Christian Churches do neglect, these holy days?' He then proceeded to convict the Reformers, not only of rebellion, but'—for my own part I see not how we can avoid adding—of perjury.' Every day his arguments became more extreme, more rigorously exact, and more distressing to his master. Newman was in the position of a cautious commander-in-chief being hurried into an engagement against his will by a dashing cavalry officer. Ward forced him forward step by step towards-no! he could not bear it; he shuddered and drew back. But it was of no avail. In vain did Keble and Pusey wring their hands and stretch forth their pleading arms to their now vanishing brother. The fatal moment was fast approaching. Ward at last published a devastating book in which he proved conclusively, by a series of syllogisms, that the only proper course for the Church of England was to repent in sackcloth and ashes her separation from the Communion of Rome. The reckless author was deprived of his degree by an outraged University, and a few weeks later was received into the Catholic Church.

The same obsession that took over Ward when he sat down at a piano also consumed him every time he started a religious discussion. "The thing he absolutely couldn't stand," one of his friends said, "was to stop abruptly." Given the premises, he would follow their consequences with the relentless logic of a medieval monk, and when he reached the end of the argument, he was ready to defend whatever conclusions he found there with his last breath. He had the pure innocence of a child and a mathematician. Captivated by Newman's compelling ideas, he fully embraced the supernatural view of the universe Newman proposed, accepted it as a basic assumption, and immediately began to draw out whatever could be inferred from it. His very first inferences included undeniable proofs of (1) God's individual care for people; (2) the real effectiveness of intercessory prayer; (3) the truth of our connection with the departed saints; (4) the constant presence and help of God's angels. Later, he mathematically explained the significance of the Ember Days: "Who can say," he added, "how much blessing we've lost in this land by neglecting, as we uniquely among Christian Churches do neglect, these holy days?" He then proceeded to accuse the Reformers not just of rebellion, but—if you ask me, we can't help but add—of perjury. Every day, his arguments became more extreme, more precisely defined, and more distressing to his mentor. Newman felt like a cautious commander-in-chief being forced into battle against his will by an impulsive cavalry officer. Ward pushed him forward step by step, but no! He couldn't handle it; he flinched and recoiled. But it was useless. Keble and Pusey wrung their hands and stretched out their pleading arms toward their now-fading brother in vain. The critical moment was fast approaching. Ward eventually published a devastating book in which he conclusively argued, through a series of syllogisms, that the only appropriate path for the Church of England was to repent in sackcloth and ashes for its separation from the Communion of Rome. The reckless author was stripped of his degree by an outraged University, and a few weeks later, he was welcomed into the Catholic Church.

Newman, in a kind of despair, had flung himself into the labours of historical compilation. His views of history had changed since the days when, as an undergraduate, he had feasted on the worldly pages of Gibbon.

Newman, feeling a sense of hopelessness, had thrown himself into the work of compiling history. His perspective on history had shifted since his undergraduate days when he had indulged in the worldly writings of Gibbon.

'Revealed religion,' he now thought, 'furnishes facts to other sciences, which those sciences, left to themselves, would never reach. Thus, in the science of history, the preservation of our race in Noah's Ark is an historical fact, which history never would arrive at without revelation.'

'Revealed religion,' he now thought, 'provides truths to other sciences that those sciences would never discover on their own. For example, in the study of history, the survival of our race in Noah's Ark is a historical fact that history would never uncover without revelation.'

With these principles to guide him, he plunged with his disciples into a prolonged study of the English Saints. Biographies soon appeared of St. Bega, St. Adamnan, St. Gundleus, St. Guthlake, Brother Drithelm, St. Amphibalus, St. Wuistan, St. Ebba, St. Neot, St. Ninian, and Cunibert the Hermit. Their austerities, their virginity, and their miraculous powers were described in detail. The public learned with astonishment that St Ninian had turned a staff into a tree; that St. German had stopped a cock from crowing, and that a child had been raised from the dead to convert St. Helier. The series has subsequently been continued by a more modern writer whose relation of the history of the blessed St. Mael contains, perhaps, even more matter for edification than Newman's biographies.

With these principles to guide him, he dove in with his disciples into an extensive study of the English Saints. Biographies soon appeared for St. Bega, St. Adamnan, St. Gundleus, St. Guthlake, Brother Drithelm, St. Amphibalus, St. Wuistan, St. Ebba, St. Neot, St. Ninian, and Cunibert the Hermit. Their strict lifestyles, their virginity, and their miraculous abilities were described in detail. The public was amazed to learn that St. Ninian had turned a staff into a tree; that St. German had prevented a rooster from crowing, and that a child had been brought back to life to convert St. Helier. This series has since been expanded by a more modern writer whose account of the life of the blessed St. Mael contains, perhaps, even more material for inspiration than Newman's biographies.

At the time, indeed, those works caused considerable scandal. Clergymen denounced them in pamphlets. St. Cuthbert was described by his biographer as having 'carried the jealousy of women, characteristic of all the saints, to an extraordinary pitch'. An example was given, whenever he held a spiritual conversation with St Ebba, he was careful to spend the ensuing ours of darkness 'in prayer, up to his neck in water'. 'Persons who invent such tales,' wrote one indignant commentator, 'cast very grave and just suspicions on the purity of their own minds. And young persons, who talk and think in this way, are in extreme danger of falling into sinful habits. As to the volumes before us, the authors have, in their fanatical panegyrics of virginity, made use of language downright profane.'

At that time, those works definitely stirred up a lot of controversy. Clergymen criticized them in pamphlets. St. Cuthbert was described by his biographer as having "taken the jealousy of women, which all saints are known for, to an extreme level." An example was given: whenever he had a spiritual conversation with St. Ebba, he made sure to spend the following hours of darkness "in prayer, fully immersed in water." "People who create such stories," wrote one outraged commentator, "raise very serious and valid suspicions about the purity of their own minds. And young people who talk and think like this are at great risk of developing sinful habits. As for the volumes in front of us, the authors, in their obsessive praise of virginity, have used language that is utterly inappropriate."

One of the disciples at Littlemore was James Anthony Froude, the younger brother of Hurrell, and it fell to his lot to be responsible for the biography of St. Neot. While he was composing it, he began to feel some qualms. Saints who lighted fires with icicles, changed bandits into wolves, and floated across the Irish Channel on altar-stones, produced a disturbing effect on his historical conscience. But he had promised his services to Newman, and he determined to carry through the work in the spirit in which he had begun it. He did so; but he thought it proper to add the following sentence by way of conclusion: 'This is all, and indeed rather more than all, that is known to men of the blessed St. Neot; but not more than is known to the angels in heaven.'

One of the disciples at Littlemore was James Anthony Froude, the younger brother of Hurrell, and he was tasked with writing the biography of St. Neot. As he worked on it, he started to have some doubts. Saints who could start fires with icicles, turn bandits into wolves, and float across the Irish Channel on altar-stones had a jarring effect on his historical integrity. However, he had committed to Newman, and he decided to complete the work in the spirit in which he had started. He did, but he thought it was appropriate to add the following sentence as a conclusion: 'This is all, and indeed rather more than all, that is known to men of the blessed St. Neot; but not more than is known to the angels in heaven.'

Meanwhile, the English Roman Catholics were growing impatient; was the great conversion never coming, for which they had prayed so fervently and so long? Dr. Wiseman, at the head of them, was watching and waiting with special eagerness. His hand was held out under the ripening fruit; the delicious morsel seemed to be trembling on its stalk; and yet it did not fall. At last, unable to bear the suspense any longer, he dispatched to Littlemore Father Smith, an old pupil of Newman's, who had lately joined the Roman communion, with instructions that he should do his best, under cover of a simple visit of friendship, to discover how the land lay. Father Smith was received somewhat coldly, and the conversation ran entirely on topics which had nothing to do with religion. When the company separated before dinner, he was beginning to think that his errand had been useless; but, on their reassembling, he suddenly noticed that Newman had changed his trousers, and that the colour of the pair which he was now wearing was grey. At the earliest moment, the emissary rushed back post-haste to Dr. Wiseman. 'All is well,' he exclaimed; 'Newman no longer considers that he is in Anglican orders." Praise be to God!' answered Dr Wiseman. 'But how do you know?' Father Smith described what he had seen. 'Oh, is that all? My dear father, how can you be so foolish?' But Father Smith was not to be shaken. 'I know the man,' he said, and I know what it means. 'Newman will come, and he will come soon.'

Meanwhile, the English Roman Catholics were becoming impatient; was the big conversion they had prayed for so fervently and for so long ever coming? Dr. Wiseman, leading them, was watching and waiting with particular eagerness. His hand was outstretched under the ripening fruit; the delicious morsel seemed to be trembling on its stalk, and yet it did not fall. Finally, unable to endure the suspense any longer, he sent Father Smith to Littlemore, an old student of Newman’s who had recently joined the Roman communion, with instructions to do his best, under the guise of a friendly visit, to figure out how things stood. Father Smith was received somewhat coolly, and the conversation focused entirely on topics unrelated to religion. When the group broke up before dinner, he started to think that his mission had been pointless; but when they gathered again, he suddenly noticed that Newman had changed his pants, and the color of the ones he was now wearing was grey. At the first opportunity, the emissary rushed back posthaste to Dr. Wiseman. "All is well," he exclaimed; "Newman no longer believes he is in Anglican orders." "Praise be to God!" replied Dr. Wiseman. "But how do you know?" Father Smith explained what he had seen. "Oh, is that all? My dear father, how can you be so naïve?" But Father Smith refused to be swayed. "I know the man," he said, "and I know what it means. Newman will come, and he will come soon."

And Father Smith was right. A few weeks later, Newman suddenly slipped off to a priest, and all was over. Perhaps he would have hesitated longer still, if he could have foreseen how he was to pass the next thirty years of his unfortunate existence; but the future was hidden, and all that was certain was that the past had gone forever, and that his eyes would rest no more upon the snapdragons of Trinity.

And Father Smith was right. A few weeks later, Newman suddenly went to see a priest, and that was it. Maybe he would have thought about it longer if he had known how he was going to spend the next thirty years of his tough life; but the future was unknown, and all he knew for sure was that the past was gone forever, and that he would never again see the snapdragons at Trinity.

The Oxford Movement was now ended. The University breathed such a sigh of relief as usually follows the difficult expulsion of a hard piece of matter from a living organism, and actually began to attend to education. As for the Church of England, she had tasted blood, and it was clear that she would never again be content with a vegetable diet. Her clergy, however, maintained their reputation for judicious compromise, for they followed Newman up to the very point beyond which his conclusions were logical, and, while they intoned, confessed, swung incense, and burned candles with the exhilaration of converts, they yet managed to do so with a subtle nuance which showed that they had nothing to do with Rome. Various individuals underwent more violent changes. Several had preceded Newman into the Roman fold; among others an unhappy Mr. Sibthorpe, who subsequently changed his mind, and returned to the Church of his fathers, and then—perhaps it was only natural—changed his mind again. Many more followed Newman, and Dr. Wiseman was particularly pleased by the conversion of a Mr. Morris, who, as he said, was 'the author of the essay, which won the prize on the best method of proving Christianity to the Hindus'. Hurrell Froude had died before Newman had read the fatal article on St. Augustine; but his brother, James Anthony, together with Arthur Clough, the poet, went through an experience which was more distressing in those days than it has since become; they lost their faith. With this difference, however, that while in Froude's case the loss of his faith turned out to be rather like the loss of a heavy portmanteau, which one afterwards discovers to have been full of old rags and brickbats, Clough was made so uneasy by the loss of his that he went on looking for it everywhere as long as he lived; but somehow he never could find it. On the other hand, Keble and Pusey continued for the rest of their lives to dance in an exemplary manner upon the tight-rope of High Anglicanism; in such an exemplary manner, indeed, that the tight-rope has its dancers still.

The Oxford Movement had come to an end. The University let out a collective sigh of relief, like the release that follows the expulsion of an obstruction from a living body, and actually started to focus on education. As for the Church of England, she had tasted something powerful, and it was clear she would never again settle for a bland existence. Her clergy, however, kept their reputation for careful compromise, following Newman right up to the point where his conclusions made sense, and while they chanted, confessed, swung incense, and burned candles with the enthusiasm of new converts, they still managed to do it in a way that showed they had no connection to Rome. Various individuals underwent more drastic changes. Several had already joined Newman in the Roman Church; among them was an unfortunate Mr. Sibthorpe, who later changed his mind and returned to the Church of his childhood, and then—perhaps it was only natural—changed his mind again. Many others followed Newman, and Dr. Wiseman was particularly pleased by the conversion of a Mr. Morris, who, as he said, was 'the author of the essay that won the prize for the best way to prove Christianity to the Hindus.' Hurrell Froude had died before Newman read the critical article on St. Augustine, but his brother, James Anthony, along with Arthur Clough, the poet, went through an experience that was more distressing back then than it is today; they lost their faith. With one difference, though: while Froude’s loss of faith turned out to be like losing a heavy suitcase that later turns out to be full of old rags and bricks, Clough was so troubled by the loss of his faith that he kept searching for it for the rest of his life; but somehow he never could find it. On the other hand, Keble and Pusey continued to perform an exemplary dance on the tightrope of High Anglicanism for the rest of their lives; so exemplary, in fact, that the tightrope still has its dancers today.

IV

MANNING was now thirty-eight, and it was clear that he was the rising man in the Church of England. He had many powerful connections: he was the brother-in-law of Samuel Wilberforce, who had been lately made a bishop; he was a close friend of Mr. Gladstone, who was a Cabinet Minister; and he was becoming well known in the influential circles of society in London. His talent for affairs was recognised not only in the Church, but in the world at large, and he busied himself with matters of such varied scope as National Education, the administration of the Poor Law, and the Employment of Women. Mr. Gladstone kept up an intimate correspondence with him on these and on other subjects, mingling in his letters the details of practical statesmanship with the speculations of a religious thinker. 'Sir James Graham,' he wrote, in a discussion of the bastardy clauses of the Poor Law, 'is much pleased with the tone of your two communications. He is disposed, without putting an end to the application of the workhouse test against the mother, to make the remedy against the putative father "real and effective" for expenses incurred in the workhouse. I am not enough acquainted to know whether it would be advisable to go further. You have not proposed it; and I am disposed to believe that only with a revived and improved discipline in the Church can we hope for any generally effective check upon lawless lust.' 'I agree with you EMINENTLY,' he writes, in a later letter, 'in your doctrine of FILTRATION. But it sometimes occurs to me, though the question may seem a strange one, how far was the Reformation, but especially the Continental Reformation, designed by God, in the region of final causes, for that purification of the Roman Church which it has actually realised?'

MANNING was now thirty-eight, and it was clear that he was a rising star in the Church of England. He had many powerful connections: he was the brother-in-law of Samuel Wilberforce, who had recently become a bishop; he was a close friend of Mr. Gladstone, a Cabinet Minister; and he was becoming well known in influential circles in London. His talent for managing affairs was recognized not only in the Church but also in the wider world, and he busied himself with various issues like National Education, the administration of the Poor Law, and the Employment of Women. Mr. Gladstone maintained a close correspondence with him on these and other topics, mixing practical statesmanship details with religious reflections in his letters. 'Sir James Graham,' he wrote in a discussion about the bastardy clauses of the Poor Law, 'is very pleased with the tone of your two communications. He is inclined, without eliminating the workhouse test against the mother, to make the remedy against the possible father "real and effective" for expenses incurred in the workhouse. I'm not familiar enough to know if it would be wise to go further. You haven't suggested it; and I believe that only with a revived and improved discipline in the Church can we expect any generally effective check on lawless desire.' 'I agree with you VERY MUCH,' he writes in a later letter, 'regarding your doctrine of FILTRATION. But I sometimes wonder, even if the question might seem odd, how far was the Reformation, particularly the Continental Reformation, intended by God, regarding final causes, for the purification of the Roman Church that it has actually achieved?'

In his archdeaconry, Manning lived to the full the active life of a country clergyman. His slim, athletic figure was seen everywhere in the streets of Chichester, or on the lawns of the neighbouring rectories, or galloping over the downs in breeches and gaiters, or cutting brilliant figures on the ice. He was an excellent judge of horse-flesh, and the pair of greys which drew his hooded phaeton so swiftly through the lanes were the admiration of the county. His features were already beginning to assume their ascetic cast, but the spirit of youth had not yet fled from them, so that he seemed to combine the attractions of dignity and grace. He was a good talker, a sympathetic listener, a man who understood the difficult art of preserving all the vigour of a manly character and yet never giving offence. No wonder that his sermons drew crowds, no wonder that his spiritual advice was sought for eagerly by an ever-growing group of penitents; no wonder that men would say, when his name was mentioned, 'Oh, Manning! No power on earth can keep HIM from a bishopric!'

In his archdeaconry, Manning fully embraced the active life of a country clergyman. His tall, athletic figure was seen everywhere in the streets of Chichester, on the lawns of nearby rectories, galloping over the downs in breeches and gaiters, or skating gracefully on the ice. He was an excellent judge of horses, and the pair of greys that pulled his hooded phaeton swiftly through the lanes were the envy of the county. His features were already starting to take on a more serious look, but the spirit of youth still lingered, giving him a mix of dignity and charm. He was a great conversationalist, a compassionate listener, and a man who mastered the tricky balance of maintaining a strong character without offending others. It’s no surprise that his sermons attracted large crowds, or that more and more people sought his spiritual guidance; it’s no wonder that when his name came up, people would say, ‘Oh, Manning! There’s no way he won’t become a bishop!’

Such was the fair outward seeming of the Archdeacon's life; but, the inward reality was different. The more active, the more fortunate, the more full of happy promise his existence became, the more persistently was his secret imagination haunted by a dreadful vision—the lake that burneth forever with brimstone and fire. The temptations of the Evil One are many, Manning knew; and he knew also that, for him at least, the most subtle and terrible of all temptations was the temptation of worldly success. He tried to reassure himself, but it was in vain. He committed his thoughts to a diary, weighing scrupulously his every motive, examining with relentless searchings into the depths of his heart. Perhaps, after all, his longings for preferment were merely legitimatehopes for 'an elevation into a sphere of higher usefulness'. But no, there was something more than that. 'I do feel pleasure,' he noted, 'in honour, precedence, elevation, the society of great people, and all this is very shameful and mean.'

Such was the outward appearance of the Archdeacon's life; however, the inner reality was different. The more active, fortunate, and filled with promise his life became, the more he was haunted by a terrifying vision—the lake that burns forever with brimstone and fire. Manning understood that the temptations of the Evil One are numerous; and he also realized that, for him at least, the most subtle and dreadful of all temptations was the temptation of worldly success. He tried to reassure himself, but it was pointless. He recorded his thoughts in a diary, carefully weighing every motive and relentlessly searching the depths of his heart. Perhaps, after all, his desires for advancement were merely legitimate hopes for "an elevation into a sphere of higher usefulness." But no, there was something more than that. "I do feel pleasure," he noted, "in honor, precedence, elevation, the company of influential people, and all of this is very shameful and petty."

After Newman's conversion, he almost convinced himself that his 'visions of an ecclesiastical future' were justified by the role that he would play as a 'healer of the breach in the Church of England'. Mr. Gladstone agreed with him; but there was One higher than Mr. Gladstone, and did He agree?

After Newman's conversion, he almost convinced himself that his 'visions of an ecclesiastical future' were justified by the role he would take on as a 'healer of the division in the Church of England'. Mr. Gladstone agreed with him; but there was Someone higher than Mr. Gladstone, and did He agree?

'I am pierced by anxious thoughts. God knows what my desires have been and are, and why they are crossed…. I am flattering myself with a fancy about depth and reality…. The great question is: Is God enough for you now? And if you are as now even to the end of life, will it suffice you?… Certainly I would rather choose to be stayed on God, than to be in the thrones of the world and the Church. Nothing else will go into Eternity.'

'I am overwhelmed by anxious thoughts. God knows what my desires have been and what they are now, and why they are unfulfilled…. I’m deluding myself with an idea about depth and reality…. The big question is: Is God enough for you right now? And if you remain the same until the end of your life, will that be enough for you?… Honestly, I would prefer to rely on God than to be in the positions of power in the world and the Church. Nothing else will last into Eternity.'

In a moment of ambition, he had applied for the Readership of Lincoln's Inn, but, owing chiefly to the hostile influence of the Record, the appointment had gone elsewhere. A little later, a more important position was offered to him—the office of sub-almoner to the Queen, which had just been vacated by the Archbishop of York, and was almost certain to lead to a mitre. The offer threw Manning into an agony of self-examination. He drew up elaborate tables, after the manner of Robinson Crusoe, with the reasons for and against his acceptance of the post:

In a moment of ambition, he had applied for the Readership of Lincoln's Inn, but, mostly because of the negative influence of the Record, the position was given to someone else. A little later, a more significant opportunity came his way—the role of sub-almoner to the Queen, which had just been vacated by the Archbishop of York, and was almost guaranteed to lead to a bishopric. The offer sent Manning into a deep state of self-reflection. He created detailed charts, like Robinson Crusoe, listing out the pros and cons of accepting the position:

FOR AGAINST

1. That it comes unsought. 1. Not therefore to be accepted. Such things are trials as well as leadings.

1. It comes unexpectedly. 1. So it shouldn’t just be accepted. These things are challenges as well as guidance.

    2. That it is honourable. 2. Being what I am, ought I
                                   not therefore to decline it—
                                  (1) as humiliation;
                                  (2) as revenge on myself
                                      for Lincoln's Inn;

2. That it's honorable. 2. Given who I am, should I
                                   not turn it down—
                                  (1) as humiliation;
                                  (2) as punishment for myself
                                      for Lincoln's Inn;

(3) as a testimony?

(3) as evidence?

And so on. He found in the end ten 'negative reasons', with no affirmative ones to balance them, and, after a week's deliberation, he rejected the offer.

And so on. He ultimately identified ten 'negative reasons' without any positive ones to counter them, and after a week of thinking it over, he turned down the offer.

But peace of mind was as far off from him as ever. First the bitter thought came to him that 'in all this Satan tells me I am doing it to be thought mortified and holy'; and then he was obsessed by the still bitterer feelings of ineradicable disappointment and regret. He had lost a great opportunity, and it brought him small comfort to consider that 'in the region of counsels, self-chastisement, humiliation, self-discipline, penance, and of the Cross', he had perhaps done right.

But peace of mind was still as distant as ever. First, the harsh thought crossed his mind that "Satan is telling me I'm doing this just to appear pious and holy"; then he was consumed by even harsher feelings of deep disappointment and regret. He had missed a significant opportunity, and it gave him little comfort to think that "in the realm of advice, self-discipline, humility, penance, and the Cross," he had perhaps acted correctly.

The crisis passed, but it was succeeded by a fiercer one. Manning was taken seriously ill, and became convinced that he might die at any moment. The entries in his Diary grew more elaborate than ever; his remorse for the past, his resolutions for the future, his protestations of submission to the will of God, filled page after page of parallel columns, headings and sub-headings, numbered clauses, and analytical tables. 'How do I feel about Death?' he wrote.

The crisis was over, but it was followed by an even worse one. Manning fell seriously ill and became convinced he could die at any moment. His Diary entries became more detailed than ever; he expressed his regret for the past, his plans for the future, and his declarations of acceptance of God's will, filling page after page with parallel columns, headings and sub-headings, numbered points, and analytical tables. 'How do I feel about Death?' he wrote.

'Certainly great fear:

'Definitely great fear:'

    1. Because of the uncertainty of our state before God.
    2. Because of the consciousness—
       (1) of great sins past,
       (2) of great sinfulness,
       (3) of most shallow repentance.

1. Because we are unsure of our standing before God.
    2. Because of our awareness—
       (1) of significant sins we've committed,
       (2) of our deep sinfulness,
       (3) of our very superficial repentance.

What shall I do?'

What should I do?

He decided to mortify himself, to read St Thomas Aquinas, and to make his 'night prayers forty instead of thirty minutes'. He determined during Lent 'to use no pleasant bread (except on Sundays and feasts) such as cake and sweetmeat'; but he added the proviso 'I do not include plain biscuits'. Opposite this entry appears the word 'KEPT'. And yet his back-slidings were many. Looking back over a single week, he was obliged to register 'petulance twice' and 'complacent visions'. He heard his curate being commended for bringing so many souls to God during Lent, and he 'could not bear it'; but the remorse was terrible: 'I abhorred myself on the spot, and looked upward for help.' He made out list upon list of the Almighty's special mercies towards him, and they included his creation, his regeneration, and (No. 5) 'the preservation of my life six times to my knowledge:

He decided to humble himself by reading St. Thomas Aquinas and extending his 'night prayers to forty minutes instead of thirty.' During Lent, he resolved 'to avoid any pleasant bread (except on Sundays and feasts), like cake and sweets'; but he added the note 'I don't mean plain biscuits.' Across from this note, he wrote 'KEPT.' Yet, he experienced many lapses. Reflecting on just one week, he had to note 'irritability twice' and 'self-satisfied daydreams.' He heard his curate praised for leading so many souls to God during Lent, and he 'couldn't stand it'; but the guilt was overwhelming: 'I hated myself on the spot and looked up for help.' He wrote list after list of the Almighty's special blessings towards him, which included his creation, his rebirth, and (No. 5) 'the preservation of my life six times that I know of:'

(1) In illness at the age of nine. (2) In the water. (3) By a runaway horse at Oxford. (4) By the same. (5) By falling nearly through the ceiling of a church. (6) Again by a fall of a horse. And I know not how often in shooting, riding, etc.'

(1) When I was sick at nine. (2) In the water. (3) By a runaway horse in Oxford. (4) By the same thing. (5) By almost falling through the ceiling of a church. (6) Again from falling off a horse. And I don’t even know how many times during shooting, riding, etc.

At last he became convalescent; but the spiritual experiences of those agitated weeks left an indelible mark upon his mind, and prepared the way for the great change which was to follow.

At last, he started to recover; however, the emotional experiences from those turbulent weeks left a lasting impression on his mind and set the stage for the significant change that was about to come.

For he had other doubts besides those which held him in torment as to his own salvation; he was in doubt about the whole framework of his faith. Newman's conversion, he found, had meant something more to him than he had first realised. It had seemed to come as a call to the redoubling of his Anglican activities; but supposing, in reality, it were a call towards something very different—towards an abandonment of those activities altogether? It might be 'a trial', or again it might be a 'leading'; how was he to judge? Already, before his illness, these doubts had begun to take possession of his mind.

For he had other doubts beyond those that tormented him about his own salvation; he was questioning the entire foundation of his faith. He discovered that Newman's conversion meant more to him than he had initially understood. It appeared to signal a need to increase his Anglican efforts; but what if it was actually a call toward something very different—toward giving up those efforts entirely? It could be 'a test,' or it might be 'a guidance'; how was he to decide? Even before his illness, these doubts had started to take over his mind.

'I am conscious to myself,' he wrote in his Diary, 'of an extensively changed feeling towards the Church of Rome … The Church of England seems to me to be diseased: 1. ORGANICALLY (six sub-headings). 2. FUNCTIONALLY (seven sub-headings) … Wherever it seems healthy, it approximates the system of Rome.'

'I am aware of a significantly changed feeling towards the Church of Rome,' he wrote in his Diary, 'The Church of England appears to be unhealthy: 1. ORGANICALLY (six sub-headings). 2. FUNCTIONALLY (seven sub-headings) … Wherever it seems healthy, it resembles the system of Rome.'

Then thoughts of the Virgin Mary suddenly began to assail him:

Then thoughts of the Virgin Mary suddenly started to overwhelm him:

    (1) If John the Baptist were sanctified from the womb,
        how much more the B.V.!

(1) If John the Baptist was holy from the womb,
        how much more the Blessed Virgin!

    (2) If Enoch and Elijah were exempted from death,
        why not the B.V. from sin?

(2) If Enoch and Elijah didn't have to die,
        why shouldn't the B.V. be free from sin?

    (3) It is a strange way of loving the Son to slight
        the mother!'

(3) It's a strange way to love the Son by disrespecting
        the mother!'

The arguments seemed irresistible, and a few weeks later the following entry occurs—'Strange thoughts have visited me:

The arguments were hard to resist, and a few weeks later, the following entry appears—'Weird thoughts have crossed my mind:

(1) I have felt that the Episcopate of the Church of England is secularised and bound down beyond hope….

(1) I feel that the Episcopate of the Church of England is secular and restricted beyond hope...

(2) I feel as if a light had fallen upon me. My feeling about the Roman Church is not intellectual. I have intellectual difficulties, but the great moral difficulties seem melting.

(2) I feel like a light has shone on me. My feelings about the Roman Church aren't based on intellect. I have intellectual challenges, but the major moral issues seem to be fading away.

    (3) Something keeps rising and saying, "You will end in the Roman
        Church".

(3) Something keeps coming up and saying, "You'll end up in the Roman
        Church".

He noted altogether twenty-five of these 'strange thoughts'. His mind hovered anxiously round—

He noted a total of twenty-five of these 'strange thoughts.' His mind anxiously circled around—

    (1) The Incarnation,
    (2) The Real Presence,
           i. Regeneration,
          ii. Eucharist, and
    (3) The Exaltation of S. M. and Saints.

(1) The Incarnation,
    (2) The Real Presence,
           i. Regeneration,
          ii. Eucharist, and
    (3) The Exaltation of St. Mary and Saints.

His twenty-second strange thought was as follows: 'How do I know where I may be two years hence? Where was Newman five years ago?'

His twenty-second strange thought was this: 'How do I know where I might be in two years? Where was Newman five years ago?'

It was significant, but hardly surprising, that, after his illness, Manning should have chosen to recuperate in Rome. He spent several months there, and his Diary during the whole of that period is concerned entirely with detailed descriptions of churches, ceremonies, and relics, and with minute accounts of conversations with priests and nuns. There is not a single reference either to the objects of art or to the antiquities of the place; but another omission was still more remarkable. Manning had a long interview with Pius IX, and his only record of it is contained in the bald statement: 'Audience today at the Vatican'. Precisely what passed on that occasion never transpired; all that is known is that His Holiness expressed considerable surprise on learning from the Archdeacon that the chalice was used in the Anglican Church in the administration of Communion. 'What!' he exclaimed, is the same chalice made use of by everyone?' 'I remember the pain I felt,' said Manning, long afterwards, 'at seeing how unknown we were to the Vicar of Jesus Christ. It made me feel our isolation.'

It was important, but hardly surprising, that after his illness, Manning chose to recover in Rome. He spent several months there, and his Diary from that time is entirely focused on detailed descriptions of churches, ceremonies, and relics, along with detailed accounts of conversations with priests and nuns. There isn't a single mention of the art objects or the antiquities of the place; but another omission was even more striking. Manning had a long meeting with Pius IX, and his only note about it is the simple statement: 'Audience today at the Vatican.' Exactly what happened during that meeting never came to light; all that is known is that His Holiness was quite surprised to learn from the Archdeacon that the chalice was used in the Anglican Church for Communion. 'What!' he exclaimed, is the same chalice used by everyone?' 'I remember the pain I felt,' Manning said many years later, 'at seeing how unknown we were to the Vicar of Jesus Christ. It made me feel our isolation.'

On his return to England, he took up once more the work in his Archdeaconry with what appetite he might. Ravaged by doubt, distracted by speculation, he yet managed to maintain an outward presence of unshaken calm. His only confidant was Robert Wilberforce, to whom, for the next two years, he poured forth in a series of letters, headed 'UNDER THE SEAL' to indicate that they contained the secrets of the confessional—the whole history of his spiritual perturbations. The irony of his position was singular; for, during the whole of this time, Manning was himself holding back from the Church of Rome a host of hesitating penitents by means of arguments which he was at the very moment denouncing as fallacious to his own confessor. But what else could he do? When he received, for instance, a letter such as the following from an agitated lady, what was he to say?

On his return to England, he resumed his work in the Archdeaconry as best as he could. Torn by doubt and distracted by questions, he still managed to project an outward calm. His only confidant was Robert Wilberforce, to whom, for the next two years, he shared his thoughts in a series of letters titled 'UNDER THE SEAL' to signify that they contained the secrets of the confessional—the entire account of his spiritual struggles. The irony of his situation was striking; during this time, Manning was preventing many unsure penitents from joining the Church of Rome with arguments he was simultaneously calling misguided to his own confessor. But what else could he do? When he received a letter like the one below from an anxious woman, what was he supposed to say?

'MY DEAR FATHER IN CHRIST,

' … I am sure you would pity me and like to help me, if you knew the unhappy, unsettled state my mind is in, and the misery of being ENTIRELY, WHEREVER I AM, with those who look upon joining the Church of Rome as the most awful "fall" conceivable to any one, and are devoid of the smallest comprehension of how any enlightened person can do it…. My old Evangelical friends, with all my deep, deep love for them, do not succeed in shaking me in the least….

' … I know you would feel sorry for me and want to help if you understood the unhappy and restless state my mind is in, and the misery of being ENTIRELY, NO MATTER WHERE I AM, surrounded by people who see joining the Church of Rome as the worst "fall" imaginable for anyone, and who have no understanding of how any enlightened person could do it…. My old Evangelical friends, despite my deep, deep love for them, don’t succeed in changing my mind at all….

'My brother has just published a book called "Regeneration", which all my friends are reading and highly extolling; it has a very contrary effect to what he would desire on my mind. I can read and understand it all in an altogether different sense, and the facts which he quotes about the articles as drawn up in 1536, and again in 1552, and of the Irish articles of 1615 and 1634, STARTLE and SHAKE me about the Reformed Church in England far more than anything else, and have done so ever since I first saw them in Mr. Maskell's pamphlet (as quoted from Mr Dodsworth's).

'My brother just published a book called "Regeneration," which all my friends are reading and praising. It has a completely different effect on me than he would want. I can read and understand it all in a totally different way, and the facts he mentions about the articles created in 1536, and then in 1552, as well as the Irish articles of 1615 and 1634, SHOCK and DISTURB me about the Reformed Church in England much more than anything else, and they have ever since I first saw them in Mr. Maskell's pamphlet (as quoted from Mr. Dodsworth's).

'I do hope you have some time and thought to pray for me still. Mr. Galton's letters long ago grew into short formal notes, which hurt me and annoyed me particularly, and I never answered his last, so, literally, I have no one to say things to and get help from, which in one sense is a comfort when my convictions seem to be leading me on and on, and gaining strength in spite of all the dreariness of my lot.

'I really hope you can still take some time to pray for me. Mr. Galton's letters turned into brief, formal notes a long time ago, which really hurt and annoyed me. I never replied to his last one, so, honestly, I have no one to talk to or get help from. On one hand, that’s a bit comforting since my beliefs seem to be pushing me forward and getting stronger despite all the bleakness in my life.'

'Do you know I can't help being very anxious and unhappy about poor Sister Harriet. I am afraid of her GOING OUT OF HER MIND. She comforts herself by an occasional outpouring of everything to me, and I had a letter this morning…. She says Sister May has promised the Vicar never to talk to her or allow her to talk on the subject with her, and I doubt whether this can be good for her, because though she has lost her faith, she says, in the Church of England, yet she never thinks of what she could have faith in, and resolutely without inquiring into the question determines not to be a Roman Catholic, so that really, you see, she is allowing her mind to run adrift and yet perfectly powerless.

Do you know I can’t help but feel really anxious and unhappy about poor Sister Harriet? I’m worried she’s going to lose her mind. She sometimes shares her feelings with me, and I got a letter this morning… She says Sister May promised the Vicar never to speak to her or let her discuss it with her, and I’m not sure that’s good for her. Even though she says she’s lost her faith in the Church of England, she never thinks about what she could believe in instead, and she stubbornly decides not to be a Roman Catholic without even questioning it. So really, you see, she’s just letting her mind wander without any direction and feels completely powerless.

'Forgive my troubling you with this letter, and believe me to be always your faithful, grateful and affectionate daughter,

'I'm sorry to bother you with this letter, and please know that I will always be your loyal, thankful, and loving daughter,

'EMMA RYLE.

'P.S. I wish I could see you once more so very much.'

'P.S. I really wish I could see you one more time.'

How was Manning, a director of souls, and a clergyman of the Church of England, to reply that in sober truth there was very little to choose between the state of mind of Sister Emma, or even of Sister Harriet, and his own? The dilemma was a grievous one: when a soldier finds himself fighting for a cause in which he has lost faith, it is treachery to stop, and it is treachery to go on.

How was Manning, a soul guide and a priest in the Church of England, supposed to honestly say that there wasn’t much difference between Sister Emma’s state of mind, or even Sister Harriet’s, and his own? The situation was a painful one: when a soldier is fighting for a cause he no longer believes in, it feels like betrayal to stop, and it feels like betrayal to keep going.

At last, in the seclusion of his library, Manning turned in agony to those old writings which had provided Newman with so much instruction and assistance; perhaps the Fathers would do something for him as well. He ransacked the pages of St. Cyprian and St. Cyril; he went through the complete works of St. Optatus and St. Leo; he explored the vast treatises of Tertullian and Justin Martyr. He had a lamp put into his phaeton, so that he might lose no time during his long winter drives. There he sat, searching St. Chrysostom for some mitigation of his anguish, while he sped along between the hedges to distant sufferers, to whom he duly administered the sacraments according to the rites of the English Church. He hurried back to commit to his Diary the analysis of his reflections, and to describe, under the mystic formula of secrecy, the intricate workings of his conscience to Robert Wilberforce. But, alas! he was no Newman; and even the fourteen folios of St. Augustine himself, strange to say, gave him very little help.

At last, in the quiet of his library, Manning turned in pain to those old writings that had provided Newman with so much guidance and support; maybe the Fathers would help him too. He searched through the pages of St. Cyprian and St. Cyril; he went over the complete works of St. Optatus and St. Leo; he delved into the extensive writings of Tertullian and Justin Martyr. He had a lamp installed in his carriage so he could make the most of his long winter drives. There he sat, looking through St. Chrysostom for some relief from his suffering, while traveling through the hedges to distant patients, to whom he properly administered the sacraments according to the rites of the English Church. He rushed back to write down his thoughts in his Diary, and to describe, under the secretive mystic formula, the complex workings of his conscience to Robert Wilberforce. But, sadly! he was no Newman; and even the fourteen volumes of St. Augustine himself, oddly enough, provided him very little assistance.

The final propulsion was to come from an entirely different quarter. In November, 1847, the Reverend Mr. Gorham was presented by the Lord Chancellor to the living of Bramford Speke in the diocese of Exeter. The Bishop, Dr. Phillpotts, was a High Churchman, and he had reason to believe that Mr. Gorham held evangelical opinions; he therefore subjected him to an examination on doctrine, which took the form partly of a verbal interrogatory, lasting thirty-eight hours, and partly of a series of one hundred and forty-nine written questions. At the end of the examination he came to the conclusion that Mr. Gorham held heretical views on the subject of Baptismal Regeneration, and he therefore refused to institute. Mr. Gorham, thereupon, took proceedings against the Bishop in the Court of Arches. He lost his case; and he then appealed to the judicial Committee of the Privy Council.

The final push came from a completely different direction. In November 1847, the Lord Chancellor appointed Reverend Mr. Gorham to the position in Bramford Speke, located in the diocese of Exeter. The Bishop, Dr. Phillpotts, was a High Churchman and suspected that Mr. Gorham had evangelical beliefs; therefore, he put him through a doctrinal examination consisting of a verbal questioning that lasted thirty-eight hours and a series of one hundred forty-nine written questions. After the examination, the Bishop concluded that Mr. Gorham held heretical views on Baptismal Regeneration, and he refused to appoint him. Mr. Gorham then took legal action against the Bishop in the Court of Arches. He lost the case and subsequently appealed to the Judicial Committee of the Privy Council.

The questions at issue were taken very seriously by a large number of persons. In the first place, there was the question of Baptismal Regeneration itself. This is by no means an easy one to disentangle; but it may be noted that the doctrine of Baptism includes: (1) God's intention, that is to say, His purpose in electing certain persons to eternal life—an abstruse and greatly controverted subject, upon which the Church of England abstains from strict definition; (2) God's action, whether by means of sacraments or otherwise—concerning which the Church of England maintains the efficacy of sacraments,' but does not formally deny that grace may be given by other means, repentance and faith being present; and (3) the question whether sacramental grace is given instrumentally, by and at the moment of the act of baptism, or in consequence of an act of prevenient grace rendering the receiver worthy—that is to say, whether sacramental grace in baptism is given absolutely or conditionally.

The questions at hand were taken very seriously by many people. First, there was the question of Baptismal Regeneration itself. This isn’t easy to sort out; however, it’s important to note that the doctrine of Baptism includes: (1) God's intention, meaning His purpose in choosing certain people for eternal life—an intricate and highly debated topic, on which the Church of England refrains from strict definition; (2) God's action, whether through sacraments or in other ways—regarding which the Church of England believes in the effectiveness of sacraments but does not formally deny that grace can be given through other means, as long as repentance and faith are present; and (3) the question of whether sacramental grace is given directly at the moment of baptism or as a result of a prior grace making the recipient worthy—that is, whether sacramental grace in baptism is given unconditionally or conditionally.

It was over this last question that the dispute raged hottest in the Gorham Case. The High Church party, represented by Dr. Phillpotts, asserted that the mere act of baptism conferred regeneration upon the recipient and washed away his original sin. To this the Evangelicals, headed by Mr. Gorham, replied that, according to the Articles, regeneration would not follow unless baptism was RIGHTLY received. What, then, was the meaning of 'rightly'? Clearly it implied not merely lawful administration, but worthy reception; worthiness, therefore, is the essence of the sacrament; and worthiness means faith and repentance. Now, two propositions were accepted by both parties—that all infants are born in original sin, and that original sin could be washed away by baptism. But how could both these propositions be true, argued Mr. Gorham, if it was also true that faith and repentance were necessary before baptism could come into operation at all? How could an infant in arms be said to be in a state of faith and repentance? How, therefore, could its original sin be washed away by baptism? And yet, as every one agreed, washed away it was.

It was over this last question that the argument heated up the most in the Gorham Case. The High Church side, led by Dr. Phillpotts, claimed that just the act of baptism granted regeneration to the person being baptized and removed their original sin. The Evangelicals, led by Mr. Gorham, countered that, according to the Articles, regeneration wouldn’t occur unless baptism was RECEIVED PROPERLY. So, what did 'properly' mean? It clearly suggested not just lawful administration but also a worthy reception; thus, worthiness is the essence of the sacrament, and worthiness means faith and repentance. Now, both sides agreed on two points—that all infants are born with original sin and that original sin can be removed by baptism. But how could both of these points be true, argued Mr. Gorham, if faith and repentance were also necessary before baptism could even take effect? How could a baby be said to have faith and repentance? Therefore, how could its original sin be removed by baptism? And yet, as everyone agreed, it was indeed removed.

The only solution of the difficulty lay in the doctrine of prevenient grace; and Mr. Gorham maintained that unless God performed an act of prevenient grace by which the infant was endowed with faith and repentance, no act of baptism could be effectual; though to whom, and under what conditions, prevenient grace was given, Mr. Gorham confessed himself unable to decide. The light thrown by the Bible upon the whole matter seemed somewhat dubious, for whereas the baptism of St. Peter's disciples at Jerusalem and St. Philip's at Samaria was followed by the gift of the Spirit, in the case of Cornelius the sacrament succeeded the gift. St. Paul also was baptised; and as for the language of St. John iii 5; Rom. vi 3, 4; I Peter iii 21, it admits of more than one interpretation. There could, however, be no doubt that the Church of England assented to Dr. Phillpotts' opinion; the question was whether or not she excluded Mr. Gorham's. If it was decided that she did, it was clear that henceforward, there would be very little peace for Evangelicals within her fold.

The only solution to the problem was the idea of prevenient grace; and Mr. Gorham argued that unless God acted with prevenient grace to give the infant faith and repentance, no baptism would be effective. However, Mr. Gorham admitted he couldn't determine to whom or under what conditions prevenient grace was given. The insights from the Bible on this issue seemed somewhat unclear, since while the baptisms of St. Peter's disciples in Jerusalem and St. Philip's in Samaria were followed by the gift of the Spirit, in Cornelius's case, the sacrament followed the gift. St. Paul was also baptized; and regarding the verses from St. John 3:5, Romans 6:3-4, and 1 Peter 3:21, they can be interpreted in multiple ways. However, there was no doubt that the Church of England agreed with Dr. Phillpotts' viewpoint; the question was whether she rejected Mr. Gorham's. If it was determined that she did, it was clear that going forward, Evangelicals would find it very difficult to have peace within her.

But there was another issue, even more fundamental than that of Baptismal Regeneration itself, involved in the Gorham trial. An Act passed in 1833 had constituted the Judicial Committee of the Privy Council the supreme court of appeal for such cases; and this Committee was a body composed entirely of laymen. It was thus obvious that the Royal Supremacy was still a fact, and that a collection of lawyers appointed by the Crown had the legal right to formulate the religious doctrine of the Church of England. In 1850 their judgment was delivered; they reversed the decision of the Court of Arches, and upheld the position of Mr. Gorham. Whether his views were theologically correct or not, they said, was not their business; it was their business to decide whether the opinions under consideration were contrary or repugnant to the doctrine of the Church of England as enjoined upon the clergy by its Articles, Formularies, and Rubrics; and they had come to the conclusion that they were not. The judgement still holds good; and to this day, a clergyman of the Church of England is quite at liberty to believe that Regeneration does not invariably take place when an infant is baptised.

But there was another issue, even more fundamental than the question of Baptismal Regeneration itself, involved in the Gorham trial. An Act passed in 1833 had established the Judicial Committee of the Privy Council as the highest court of appeal for such cases; and this Committee was made up entirely of laypeople. It was clear that the Royal Supremacy was still a reality, and that a group of lawyers appointed by the Crown had the legal authority to define the religious doctrine of the Church of England. In 1850, they delivered their judgment; they reversed the decision of the Court of Arches and supported Mr. Gorham's position. Whether his views were theologically correct or not, they stated, was not their concern; it was their job to determine whether the opinions in question contradicted or conflicted with the doctrine of the Church of England as outlined in its Articles, Formularies, and Rubrics; and they concluded that they did not. The judgment still stands; and to this day, a clergyman of the Church of England is completely free to believe that Regeneration does not necessarily happen when an infant is baptized.

The blow fell upon no one with greater violence than upon Manning. Not only was the supreme efficacy of the sign of the cross upon a baby's forehead one of his favourite doctrines, but up to that moment he had been convinced that the Royal Supremacy was a mere accident—a temporary usurpation which left the spiritual dominion of the Church essentially untouched. But now the horrid reality rose up before him, crowned and triumphant; it was all too clear that an Act of Parliament, passed by Jews, Roman Catholics, and Dissenters, was the ultimate authority which decided upon the momentous niceties of the Anglican faith. Mr. Gladstone also, was deeply perturbed. It was absolutely necessary, he wrote, to 'rescue and defend the conscience of the Church from the present hideous system'. An agitation was set on foot, and several influential Anglicans, with Manning at their head, drew up and signed a formal protest against the Gorham judgment. Mr. Gladstone however, proposed another method of procedure: precipitate action, he declared, must be avoided at all costs, and he elaborated a scheme for securing procrastination, by which a covenant was to bind all those who believed that an article of the creed had been abolished by Act of Parliament to take no steps in any direction, nor to announce their intention of doing so, until a given space of time had elapsed. Mr. Gladstone was hopeful that some good might come of this—though indeed he could not be sure. 'Among others,' he wrote to Manning, 'I have consulted Robert Wilberforce and Wegg-Prosser, and they seemed inclined to favour my proposal. It might, perhaps, have kept back Lord Feilding. But he is like a cork.'

The blow hit Manning harder than anyone else. Not only was the power of the sign of the cross on a baby's forehead one of his favorite beliefs, but until that moment, he was convinced that the Royal Supremacy was just a fluke—a temporary takeover that left the Church's spiritual authority basically untouched. But now the terrifying truth stood before him, crowned and triumphant; it was all too obvious that an Act of Parliament, passed by Jews, Roman Catholics, and Dissenters, was the ultimate authority that determined the crucial details of the Anglican faith. Mr. Gladstone was also deeply troubled. It was absolutely necessary, he wrote, to 'rescue and defend the conscience of the Church from the current horrific system.' An agitation was set in motion, and several influential Anglicans, led by Manning, drew up and signed a formal protest against the Gorham judgment. However, Mr. Gladstone proposed a different approach: he insisted that they should avoid hasty actions at all costs and developed a plan to ensure delays, which required anyone who believed that an article of the creed had been abolished by an Act of Parliament to take no actions or announce any intentions until a specific amount of time had passed. Mr. Gladstone hoped this might lead to something positive—though he couldn't be sure. 'Among others,' he wrote to Manning, 'I have consulted Robert Wilberforce and Wegg-Prosser, and they seemed inclined to support my proposal. It might have kept Lord Feilding at bay. But he’s like a cork.'

The proposal was certainly not favoured by Manning. Protests and procrastinations, approving Wegg-Prossers and cork-like Lord Feildings—all this was feeding the wind and folly; the time for action had come.

The proposal definitely wasn’t supported by Manning. Protests and delays, along with the approval of Wegg-Prossers and the ineffective Lord Feildings—all this was just wasting time; the moment for action had arrived.

'I can no longer continue,' he wrote to Robert Wilberforce, 'under oath and subscription binding me to the Royal Supremacy in Ecclesiastical causes, being convinced:

'I can't keep going,' he wrote to Robert Wilberforce, 'under the oath and subscription tying me to the Royal Supremacy in Church matters, being convinced:

(1) That it is a violation of the Divine Office of the Church.

(1) That it goes against the Divine Office of the Church.

(2) That it has involved the Church of England in a separation from the Universal Church, which separation I cannot clear of the character of schism.

(2) That it has caused the Church of England to break away from the Universal Church, a separation that I cannot see as anything other than schism.

(3) That it has thereby suspended and prevented the functions of the Church of England.'

(3) That it has therefore paused and stopped the functions of the Church of England.'

It was in vain that Robert Wilberforce pleaded, in vain that Mr. Gladstone urged upon his mind the significance of John iii 8. ['The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth; so is everyone that is born of the Spirit.']

It was pointless for Robert Wilberforce to plead, pointless for Mr. Gladstone to emphasize to him the importance of John 3:8. ['The wind blows where it wants to, and you hear its sound, but you can't tell where it comes from or where it's going; so is everyone born of the Spirit.']

'I admit,' Mr. Gladstone wrote, 'that the words might in some way be satisfied by supposing our Lord simply to mean "the facts of nature are unintelligible, therefore, be not afraid if revealed truths be likewise beyond the compass of the understanding"; but this seems to me a meagre meaning.'

'I admit,' Mr. Gladstone wrote, 'that the words might somehow suggest that our Lord simply means "the facts of nature are confusing, so don’t worry if revealed truths are also beyond understanding"; but this seems to me a shallow meaning.'

Such considerations could hold him no longer, and Manning executed the resignation of his office and benefice before a public notary. Soon afterwards, in the little Chapel off Buckingham Palace Road, kneeling beside Mr. Gladstone, he worshipped for the last time as an Anglican. Thirty years later the Cardinal told how, just before the Communion service commenced, he turned to his friends with the words:

Such thoughts no longer kept him, and Manning officially resigned from his position and benefits in front of a public notary. Shortly after, in the small chapel near Buckingham Palace Road, he knelt beside Mr. Gladstone and worshipped as an Anglican for the last time. Thirty years later, the Cardinal recounted how, just before the Communion service began, he turned to his friends and said:

'I can no longer take the Communion in the Church of England.' 'I rose up, and laying my hand on Mr. Gladstone's shoulder, said "Come". It was the parting of the ways. Mr. Gladstone remained; and I went my way. Mr. Gladstone still remains where I left him.'

'I can no longer take Communion in the Church of England.' 'I stood up, placed my hand on Mr. Gladstone's shoulder, and said "Come". It was the turning point. Mr. Gladstone stayed, and I continued on my path. Mr. Gladstone is still where I left him.'

On April 6th, 1851, the final step was taken: Manning was received into the Roman Catholic Church. Now at last, after the long struggle, his mind was at rest.

On April 6th, 1851, the final step was taken: Manning was welcomed into the Roman Catholic Church. Finally, after a long struggle, he felt at peace.

'I know what you mean,' he wrote to Robert Wilberforce, 'by saying that one sometimes feels as if all this might turn out to be only another "Land of Shadows". I have felt it in time past, but not now. The theologia from Nice to St. Thomas Aquinas, and the undivided unity suffused throughout the world, of which the Cathedra Petri is the centre, is now 1800 years old, and mightier in every power now than ever—in intellect, in science, in separation from the world; and purer too, refined by 300 years of conflict with the modern infidel civilisation—all of this is a fact more solid than the earth.'

'I get what you're saying,' he wrote to Robert Wilberforce, 'when you mention that sometimes it feels like all of this could just end up being another "Land of Shadows." I felt that way in the past, but not anymore. The theology from Nice to St. Thomas Aquinas, and the united strength that spreads across the world, with the Cathedra Petri at its center, is now 1800 years old, and stronger in every aspect than ever—intellectually, scientifically, in its separation from the world; and it's purer too, refined by 300 years of conflict with modern secular civilization—this is a reality more solid than the earth.'

V.

WHEN Manning joined the Church of Rome, he acted under the combined impulse of the two dominating forces in his nature. His preoccupation with the supernatural might, alone, have been satisfied within the fold of the Anglican communion; and so might his preoccupation with himself—the one might have found vent in the elaborations of High Church ritual, and the other in the activities of a bishopric. But the two together could not be quieted so easily. The Church of England is a commodious institution; she is very anxious to please, but somehow or other, she has never managed to supply a happy home to superstitious egotists. 'What an escape for my poor soul!' Manning is said to have exclaimed when, shortly after his conversion, a mitre was going a-begging. But, in truth, Manning's 'poor soul' had scented nobler quarry. To one of his temperament, how was it possible, when once the choice was plainly put, to hesitate for a moment between the respectable dignity of an English bishop, harnessed by the secular power, with the Gorham judgment as a bit between his teeth, and the illimitable pretensions of the humblest priest of Rome?

WHEN Manning joined the Roman Catholic Church, he was driven by two powerful forces in his nature. His fascination with the supernatural could have been fulfilled within the Anglican community, and his focus on himself could have found a place in the activities of a bishop. But together, these two interests couldn’t be easily satisfied. The Church of England is a comfortable institution; it strives to please, but it has never quite succeeded in offering a fulfilling home for superstitious egotists. 'What an escape for my poor soul!' Manning is said to have exclaimed when, shortly after his conversion, a bishop's hat was up for grabs. However, in reality, Manning's 'poor soul' was seeking something greater. For someone of his disposition, how could he possibly hesitate for even a moment once presented with the choice between the respectable position of an English bishop, tied to secular power with the Gorham judgment as a constraint, and the endless ambitions of the humblest priest in Rome?

For the moment, however, it seemed as if the Fates had at last been successful in their little game of shunting Manning. The splendid career which he had so laboriously built up from the small beginnings of his Sussex curacy was shattered—and shattered by the inevitable operation of his own essential needs. He was over forty, and he had been put back once more to the very bottom rung of the ladder—a middle-aged neophyte with, so far as could be seen, no special claim to the attention of his new superiors. The example of Newman, a far more illustrious convert, was hardly reassuring: he had been relegated to a complete obscurity, in which he was to remain until extreme old age. Why should there be anything better in store for Manning? Yet it so happened that within fourteen years of his conversion Manning was Archbishop of Westminster and the supreme ruler of the Roman Catholic community in England. This time the Fates gave up the unequal struggle; they paid over their stakes in despair, and retired from the game.

For now, it seemed like fate had finally succeeded in its little game of sidelining Manning. The impressive career he had painstakingly built from the humble beginnings of his Sussex curacy was broken—and broken by the unavoidable demands of his own essential needs. He was over forty and had been pushed back down to the very bottom rung of the ladder—a middle-aged beginner with, from what could be seen, no particular reason to attract the attention of his new superiors. The example of Newman, a much more notable convert, was hardly reassuring: he had been pushed into complete obscurity, where he remained until old age. Why would Manning have anything better ahead of him? Yet, within fourteen years of his conversion, Manning became Archbishop of Westminster and the top leader of the Roman Catholic community in England. This time, fate gave up the unequal fight; they collected their losses in despair and stepped away from the game.

Nevertheless it is difficult to feel quite sure that Manning's plunge was as hazardous as it appeared. Certainly he was not a man who was likely to forget to look before he leaped, nor one who, if he happened to know that there was a mattress spread to receive him, would leap with less conviction. In the light of after-events, one would be glad to know what precisely passed at that mysterious interview of his with the Pope, three years before his conversion. It is at least possible that the authorities in Rome had their eye on Manning; the may well have felt that the Archdeacon of Chichester would be a great catch. What did Pio Nono say? It is easy to imagine the persuasive innocence of his Italian voice. 'Ah, dear Signor Manning, why don't you come over to us? Do you suppose that we should not look after you?'

Nevertheless, it's hard to be completely sure that Manning's dive was as risky as it seemed. He definitely wasn't the type of guy to forget to check before he jumped, nor would he leap with less confidence if he knew a mattress was there to catch him. Given what happened later, it would be interesting to know exactly what took place during that mysterious meeting he had with the Pope three years before his conversion. It's at least possible that the authorities in Rome were keeping an eye on Manning; they may have thought that the Archdeacon of Chichester would be a significant addition. What did Pio Nono say? It's easy to picture the charming sincerity of his Italian voice. 'Ah, dear Signor Manning, why don't you come over to us? Do you think we wouldn't take care of you?'

At any rate, when he did go over, Manning was looked after very thoroughly. There was, it is true, a momentary embarrassment at the outset: it was only with the greatest difficulty that he could bring himself to abandon his faith in the validity of Anglican Orders, in which he believed 'with consciousness stronger than all reasoning'. He was convinced that he was still a priest. When the Rev. Mr. Tierney, who had received him into the Roman Catholic communion, assured him that this was not the case, he was filled with dismay and mortification. After a five hour discussion, he started to his feet in a rage. 'Then, Mr. Tierney,' he exclaimed, 'you think me insincere.'

At any rate, when he did make the switch, Manning was taken care of exceptionally well. There was, it's true, a brief moment of awkwardness at first: it was incredibly hard for him to give up his belief in the validity of Anglican Orders, in which he trusted 'with a conviction stronger than any argument.' He truly believed he was still a priest. When the Rev. Mr. Tierney, who welcomed him into the Roman Catholic community, told him that this wasn’t the case, he felt deep dismay and embarrassment. After a five-hour discussion, he jumped up in anger. 'Then, Mr. Tierney,' he exclaimed, 'you think I'm being insincere.'

The bitter draught was swallowed at last, and, after that, all went smoothly. Manning hastened to Rome, and was immediately placed by the Pope in the highly select Accademia Ecclesiastica, commonly known as the 'Nursery of Cardinals', for the purpose of completing his theological studies. When the course was finished, he continued, by the Pope's special request, to spend six months of every year in Rome, where he preached to the English visitors, became acquainted with the great personages of the Papal court, and enjoyed the privilege of constant interviews with the Holy Father. At the same time, he was able to make himself useful in London, where Cardinal Wiseman, the newly created Archbishop of Westminster, was seeking to reanimate the Roman Catholic community. Manning was not only extremely popular in the pulpit and in the confessional; he was not only highly efficient as a gleaner of souls—and of souls who moved in the best society; he also possessed a familiarity with official persons and official ways, which was invaluable. When the question arose of the appointment of Catholic chaplains in the Crimea during the war, it was Manning who approached the Minister, interviewed the Permanent Secretary, and finally succeeded in obtaining all that was required. When a special Reformatory for Catholic children was proposed, Manning carried through the negotiation with the Government. When an attempt was made to remove Catholic children from the Workhouses, Manning was again indispensable. No wonder Cardinal Wiseman soon determined to find some occupation of special importance for the energetic convert. He had long wished to establish a congregation of secular priests in London particularly devoted to his service, and the opportunity for the experiment had clearly now arisen. The order of the Oblates of St. Charles was founded in Bayswater, and Manning was put at its head. Unfortunately, no portion of the body of St. Charles could be obtained for the new community, but two relics of his blood were brought over to Bayswater from Milan. Almost at the same time the Pope signified his appreciation of Manning's efforts by appointing him Provost of the Chapter of Westminster—a position which placed him at the head of the Canons of the diocese.

The bitter drink was finally downed, and after that, everything went smoothly. Manning rushed to Rome, where the Pope quickly placed him in the prestigious Accademia Ecclesiastica, commonly known as the 'Nursery of Cardinals', to complete his theological studies. When the course ended, he continued, at the Pope's special request, to spend six months each year in Rome, where he preached to English visitors, got to know the key figures of the Papal court, and had the privilege of frequent meetings with the Holy Father. At the same time, he was able to be useful in London, where Cardinal Wiseman, the newly appointed Archbishop of Westminster, was working to revive the Roman Catholic community. Manning was not only extremely popular in the pulpit and in the confessional; he was not only highly effective at gathering souls — including those from the best circles; he also had a familiarity with officials and official processes, which was invaluable. When the issue of appointing Catholic chaplains to the Crimea during the war came up, it was Manning who approached the Minister, met with the Permanent Secretary, and ultimately secured everything needed. When a special Reformatory for Catholic children was proposed, Manning handled the negotiations with the Government. When there was an attempt to remove Catholic children from the Workhouses, Manning was once again essential. It’s no surprise that Cardinal Wiseman quickly decided to find some important role for the energetic convert. He had long wanted to establish a congregation of secular priests in London specifically dedicated to his service, and the opportunity for this had clearly now arisen. The order of the Oblates of St. Charles was founded in Bayswater, and Manning was put in charge. Unfortunately, no part of St. Charles's body could be obtained for the new community, but two relics of his blood were brought over to Bayswater from Milan. Almost simultaneously, the Pope showed his appreciation for Manning's efforts by appointing him Provost of the Chapter of Westminster — a position that put him at the head of the Canons of the diocese.

This double promotion was the signal for the outbreak of an extraordinary internal struggle, which raged without intermission for the next seven years, and was to end only with the accession of Manning to the Archbishopric. The condition of the Roman Catholic community in England was at that time a singular one. On the one hand the old repressive laws of the seventeenth century had been repealed by liberal legislation, and on the other a large new body of distinguished converts had entered the Roman Church as a result of the Oxford Movement. It was evident that there was a 'boom' in English Catholicism, and, in 1850, Pius IX recognised the fact by dividing up the whole of England into dioceses, and placing Wiseman at the head of them as Archbishop of Westminster. Wiseman's encyclical, dated 'from without the Flaminian Gate', in which he announced the new departure, was greeted in England by a storm of indignation, culminating in the famous and furibund letter of Lord John Russell, then Prime Minister, against the insolence of the 'Papal Aggression'. Though the particular point against which the outcry was raised—the English territorial titles of the new Roman bishops—was an insignificant one, the instinct of Lord John and of the English people was in reality sound enough. Wiseman's installation did mean, in fact, a new move in the Papal game; it meant an advance, if not an aggression—a quickening in England of the long-dormant energies of the Roman Church. That Church has never had the reputation of being an institution to be trifled with; and, in those days, the Pope was still ruling as a temporal Prince over the fairest provinces of Italy. Surely, if the images of Guy Fawkes had not been garnished, on that fifth of November, with triple crowns, it would have been a very poor compliment to His Holiness.

This double promotion marked the beginning of an intense internal conflict that lasted for the next seven years, ending only with Manning's appointment as Archbishop. At that time, the Roman Catholic community in England was in a unique situation. On one hand, the old oppressive laws from the seventeenth century had been abolished through progressive legislation, while on the other, a significant number of notable converts had joined the Roman Church due to the Oxford Movement. It was clear that English Catholicism was experiencing a renaissance, and in 1850, Pius IX acknowledged this by dividing England into dioceses and appointing Wiseman as the Archbishop of Westminster. Wiseman's encyclical, issued ‘from without the Flaminian Gate,’ which announced this change, was met in England with a wave of outrage, culminating in the infamous and furious letter from Lord John Russell, the then Prime Minister, condemning the audacity of the ‘Papal Aggression.’ Although the specific issue that sparked the outcry—the English territorial titles of the new Roman bishops—was relatively minor, Lord John's instincts and those of the English people were fundamentally correct. Wiseman's installation indeed signified a new strategy for the Papacy; it indicated a movement forward, if not an outright aggression—a revival in England of the long-sleeping powers of the Roman Church. The Church has never been seen as something to take lightly; at that time, the Pope was still reigning as a temporal Prince over the most beautiful regions of Italy. Surely, if Guy Fawkes' images had not been embellished on that fifth of November with triple crowns, it would have been a poor tribute to His Holiness.

But it was not only the honest Protestants of England who had cause to dread the arrival of the new Cardinal Archbishop; there was a party among the Catholics themselves who viewed his installation with alarm and disgust. The families in which the Catholic tradition had been handed down uninterruptedly since the days of Elizabeth, which had known the pains of exile and of martyrdom, and which clung together an alien and isolated group in the midst of English society, now began to feel that they were, after all, of small moment in the counsels of Rome. They had laboured through the heat of the day, but now it seemed as if the harvest was to be gathered in by a crowd of converts who were proclaiming on every side as something new and wonderful the truths which the Old Catholics, as they came to be called, had not only known, but for which they had suffered for generations. Cardinal Wiseman, it is true, was no convert; he belonged to one of the oldest of the Catholic families; but he had spent most of his life in Rome, he was out of touch with English traditions, and his sympathy with Newman and his followers was only too apparent. One of his first acts as Archbishop was to appoint the convert W. G. Ward, who was not even in holy orders, to be Professor of Theology at St. Edmund's College—the chief seminary for young priests, in which the ancient traditions of Douay were still flourishing. Ward was an ardent Papalist and his appointment indicated clearly enough that in Wiseman's opinion there was too little of the Italian spirit in the English community. The uneasiness of the Old Catholics was becoming intense, when they were reassured by Wiseman's appointing as his co-adjutor and successor his intimate friend, Dr. Errington, who was created on the occasion Archbishop of Trebizond in partibus infidelium. Not only was Dr. Errington an Old Catholic of the most rigid type, he was a man of extreme energy, whose influence was certain to be great; and, in any case, Wiseman was growing old, so that before very long it seemed inevitable that the policy of the diocese would be in proper hands. Such was the position of affairs when, two years after Errington's appointment, Manning became head of the Oblates of St. Charles and Provost of the Chapter of Westminster.

But it wasn’t just the honest Protestants of England who had reason to fear the arrival of the new Cardinal Archbishop; there was also a faction among Catholics themselves who watched his installation with concern and distaste. The families that had maintained the Catholic tradition since the days of Elizabeth, who had endured exile and martyrdom, and who formed a small, isolated group within English society, began to realize they were, after all, of little significance in the discussions in Rome. They had toiled through tough times, yet it seemed the harvest would be reaped by a group of converts who were proclaiming what the Old Catholics, as they came to be known, had not only known but for which they had suffered for generations as something new and remarkable. Cardinal Wiseman, it is true, was not a convert; he came from one of the oldest Catholic families. However, he had spent most of his life in Rome, was disconnected from English traditions, and his alignment with Newman and his followers was all too clear. One of his first actions as Archbishop was to appoint the convert W. G. Ward, who wasn’t even ordained, as Professor of Theology at St. Edmund's College—the main seminary for young priests, where the ancient traditions of Douay were still thriving. Ward was a passionate Papalist, and his appointment clearly suggested that Wiseman believed there was too little of the Italian spirit within the English community. The unrest among the Old Catholics was growing intense when they were reassured by Wiseman’s appointment of his close friend, Dr. Errington, as his co-adjutor and successor, who was named Archbishop of Trebizond in partibus infidelium. Not only was Dr. Errington a staunch Old Catholic, but he was also a man of considerable energy, whose influence was bound to be significant; and, in any case, Wiseman was getting older, making it seem inevitable that the direction of the diocese would eventually be in capable hands. Such was the situation when, two years after Errington's appointment, Manning became head of the Oblates of St. Charles and Provost of the Chapter of Westminster.

The Archbishop of Trebizond had been for some time growing more and more suspicious of Manning's influence, and this sudden elevation appeared to justify his worst fears. But his alarm was turned to fury when he learned that St. Edmund's College, from which he had just succeeded in removing the obnoxious W. G. Ward, was to be placed under the control of the Oblates of St. Charles. The Oblates did not attempt to conceal the fact that one of their principal aims was to introduce the customs of a Roman Seminary into England. A grim perspective of espionage and tale-bearing, foreign habits, and Italian devotions opened out before the dismayed eyes of the Old Catholics; they determined to resist to the utmost; and it was upon the question of the control of St. Edmund's that the first battle in the long campaign between Errington and Manning was fought.

The Archbishop of Trebizond had been increasingly suspicious of Manning's influence, and this sudden rise seemed to confirm his worst fears. But his alarm turned to rage when he discovered that St. Edmund's College, from which he had just succeeded in removing the annoying W. G. Ward, was going to be put under the control of the Oblates of St. Charles. The Oblates did not hide the fact that one of their main goals was to bring the customs of a Roman Seminary to England. A grim outlook of spying, gossiping, foreign practices, and Italian devotions unfolded before the shocked Old Catholics; they resolved to resist to the fullest extent, and it was over the control of St. Edmund's that the first battle in the long struggle between Errington and Manning was fought.

Cardinal Wiseman was now obviously declining towards the grave. A man of vast physique—'your immense', an Irish servant used respectfully to call him—of sanguine temperament, of genial disposition, of versatile capacity, he seemed to have engrafted upon the robustness of his English nature the facile, child-like, and expansive qualities of the South. So far from being a Bishop Blougram (as the rumour went) he was, in fact, the very antithesis of that subtle and worldly-wise ecclesiastic. He had innocently looked forward all his life to the reunion of England to the See of Peter, and eventually had come to believe that, in God's hand, he was the instrument destined to bring about this miraculous consummation. Was not the Oxford Movement, with its flood of converts, a clear sign of the Divine will? Had he not himself been the author of that momentous article on St. Augustine and the Donatists, which had finally convinced Newman that the Church of England was in schism? And then, had he not been able to set afoot a Crusade of Prayer throughout Catholic Europe for the conversion of England?

Cardinal Wiseman was clearly nearing the end of his life. A man of great stature—'your immense,' an Irish servant respectfully called him—he had a cheerful temperament, a friendly nature, and a wide range of talents. He seemed to blend the strength of his English heritage with the easy-going, child-like, and open qualities of the South. Rather than being a Bishop Blougram (as rumors suggested), he was actually the complete opposite of that cunning and worldly-wise churchman. He had innocently hoped throughout his life for England's reunion with the See of Peter, eventually believing that he was, in God's plan, the person meant to bring about this miraculous outcome. Wasn’t the Oxford Movement, with its wave of converts, a clear indication of Divine will? Hadn’t he himself written that significant article on St. Augustine and the Donatists, which had ultimately convinced Newman that the Church of England was in schism? And hadn’t he also sparked a Prayer Crusade across Catholic Europe for the conversion of England?

He awaited the result with eager expectation, and in the meantime he set himself to smooth away the hostility of his countrymen by delivering courses of popular lectures on literature and archaeology. He devoted much time and attention to the ceremonial details of his princely office. His knowledge of rubric and ritual, and of the symbolical significations of vestments, has rarely been equalled, and he took a profound delight in the ordering and the performance of elaborate processions. During one of these functions, an unexpected difficulty arose: the Master of Ceremonies suddenly gave the word for a halt, and, on being asked the reason, replied that he had been instructed that moment by special revelation to stop the procession. The Cardinal, however, was not at a loss. 'You may let the procession go on,' he smilingly replied. 'I have just obtained permission, by special revelation, to proceed with it.' His leisure hours he spent in the writing of edifying novels, the composition of acrostics in Latin Verse, and in playing battledore and shuttlecock with his little nieces. There was, indeed, only one point in which he resembled Bishop Blougram—his love of a good table. Some of Newman's disciples were astonished and grieved to find that he sat down to four courses of fish during Lent. 'I am sorry to say,' remarked one of them afterwards, 'that there is a lobster salad side to the Cardinal.'

He waited anxiously for the outcome, and in the meantime, he worked to smooth over the hostility of his fellow countrymen by giving popular lectures on literature and archaeology. He dedicated a lot of time and attention to the formal aspects of his royal duties. His knowledge of protocols and rituals, as well as the symbolic meanings of clothing, is rarely matched, and he found great joy in organizing and performing elaborate processions. During one of these events, an unexpected issue arose: the Master of Ceremonies suddenly called for a stop, and when asked why, he said he had just received a special revelation to halt the procession. However, the Cardinal was quick on his feet. "You can let the procession continue," he replied with a smile. "I just got permission, through special revelation, to carry on with it." In his free time, he wrote uplifting novels, composed Latin verse acrostics, and played battledore and shuttlecock with his little nieces. In fact, there was only one thing he shared with Bishop Blougram—his love for a good meal. Some of Newman's followers were shocked and saddened to see him enjoying four courses of fish during Lent. "I'm sorry to say," one of them remarked later, "that there is a lobster salad side to the Cardinal."

It was a melancholy fate which ordained that the last years of this comfortable, easygoing, innocent old man should be distracted and embittered by the fury of opposing principles and the venom of personal animosities. But so it was. He had fallen into the hands of one who cared very little for the gentle pleasures of repose. Left to himself, Wiseman might have compromised with the Old Catholics and Dr. Errington; but when Manning had once appeared upon the scene, all compromise became impossible. The late Archdeacon of Chichester, who had understood so well and practised with such careful skill the precept of the golden mean so dear to the heart of the Church of England, now, as Provost of Westminster, flung himself into the fray with that unyielding intensity of fervour, that passion for the extreme and the absolute, which is the very lifeblood of the Church of Rome. Even the redoubtable Dr. Errington, short, thickset, determined, with his `hawk-like expression of face', as a contemporary described him, 'as he looked at you through his blue spectacles', had been known to quail in the presence of his, antagonist, with his tall and graceful figure, his pale ascetic features, his compressed and icy lips, his calm and penetrating gaze. As for the poor Cardinal, he was helpless indeed.

It was a sad fate that decided the last years of this comfortable, easygoing, innocent old man would be filled with turmoil and resentment from conflicting beliefs and personal grudges. But that was how it was. If left to his own devices, Wiseman might have reached an agreement with the Old Catholics and Dr. Errington; however, once Manning entered the picture, any chance for compromise vanished. The former Archdeacon of Chichester, who had understood and practiced the principle of moderation cherished by the Church of England, now, as Provost of Westminster, threw himself into the battle with a relentless fervor and a passion for extremes and absolutes that is the very essence of the Catholic Church. Even the formidable Dr. Errington, who was short, stocky, determined, and had that 'hawk-like expression' as described by a contemporary who noted how he looked at you through his blue glasses, had been known to shrink in the presence of his opponent, with his tall and elegant figure, pale ascetic features, tight-lipped expression, and calm, piercing gaze. As for the poor Cardinal, he was truly at a loss.

Henceforward, there was to be no paltering with that dangerous spirit of independence—was it not almost Gallicanism which possessed the Old Catholic families of England? The supremacy of the Vicar of Christ must be maintained at all hazards. Compared with such an object, what were the claims of personal affection and domestic peace? The Cardinal pleaded in vain; his lifelong friendship with Dr. Errington was plucked up by the roots, and the harmony of his private life was utterly destroyed. His own household was turned against him. His favourite nephew, whom he had placed among the Oblates under Manning's special care, left the congregation and openly joined the party of Dr. Errington. His secretary followed suit; but saddest of all was the case of Monsignor Searle. Monsignor Searle, in the capacity of confidential man of affairs, had dominated over the Cardinal in private for years with the autocratic fidelity of a servant who has grown indispensable. His devotion, in fact, seemed to have taken the form of physical imitation, for he was hardly less gigantic than his master. The two were inseparable; their huge figures loomed together like neighbouring mountains; and on one occasion, meeting them in the street, a gentleman congratulated Wiseman on 'your Eminence's fine son'. Yet now even this companionship was broken up. The relentless Provost here too brought a sword. There were explosions and recriminations. Monsignor Searle, finding that his power was slipping from him, made scenes and protests, and at last was foolish enough to accuse Manning of peculation to his face; after that it was clear that his day was over; he was forced to slink snarling into the background, while the Cardinal shuddered through all his immensity, and wished many times that he were already dead.

From now on, there would be no compromising with that dangerous spirit of independence—wasn't it almost like Gallicism that affected the Old Catholic families in England? The authority of the Vicar of Christ must be upheld at all costs. In comparison to such a goal, what did personal affection and family peace really matter? The Cardinal’s pleas fell on deaf ears; his lifelong friendship with Dr. Errington was completely severed, and his private life was utterly shattered. His own household turned against him. His favorite nephew, whom he had placed among the Oblates under Manning's special supervision, left the congregation and openly sided with Dr. Errington's group. His secretary followed suit; but the most heartbreaking situation was that of Monsignor Searle. Monsignor Searle, as the Cardinal's right-hand man, had been a powerful influence in the Cardinal's private life for years, acting with the unwavering loyalty of a servant who had become essential. His loyalty seemed almost physical, as he was hardly smaller than his master. The two were inseparable; their large figures seemed to loom together like nearby mountains, and one time, when they met a gentleman in the street, he congratulated Wiseman on "your Eminence's fine son." But now, even this companionship had fallen apart. The relentless Provost stepped in, bringing conflict. There were outbursts and accusations. Monsignor Searle, realizing that his power was fading, made scenes and protests, and eventually had the audacity to confront Manning about allegations of misconduct. After that, it was clear his time was up; he was forced to retreat in disgrace, while the Cardinal shuddered under the weight of his burdens, wishing many times that he were already dead.

Yet, he was not altogether without his consolations; Manning took care to see to that. His piercing eye had detected the secret way into the recesses of the Cardinal's heart—had discerned the core of simple faith which underlay that jovial manner and that facile talk. Others were content to laugh and chatter and transact their business; Manning was more artistic. He watched his opportunity, and then, when the moment came, touched with a deft finger the chord of the Conversion of England. There was an immediate response, and he struck the same chord again, and yet again. He became the repository of the Cardinal's most intimate aspirations. He alone sympathised and understood. 'If God gives me strength to undertake a great wrestling-match with infidelity,' Wiseman wrote, 'I shall owe it to him.'

Yet, he wasn’t completely without his comforts; Manning made sure of that. His keen eye noticed the hidden path into the depths of the Cardinal's heart—recognizing the simple faith that underpinned that cheerful demeanor and easy conversation. Others were satisfied to laugh, chat, and handle their affairs; Manning was more insightful. He waited for the right moment, and then, when it arrived, gently touched the chord of the Conversion of England. There was an immediate reaction, and he struck the same chord again, and again. He became the keeper of the Cardinal's deepest hopes. He alone empathized and understood. 'If God gives me the strength to take on a great battle against disbelief,' Wiseman wrote, 'I will owe it to him.'

But what he really found himself undertaking was a wrestling-match with Dr. Errington. The struggle over St. Edmund's College grew more and more acute. There were high words in the Chapter, where Monsignor Searle led the assault against the Provost, and carried a resolution declaring that the Oblates of St. Charles had intruded themselves illegally into the Seminary. The Cardinal quashed the proceedings of the Chapter; whereupon, the Chapter appealed to Rome. Dr. Errington, carried away by the fury of the controversy, then appeared as the avowed opponent of the Provost and the Cardinal. With his own hand he drew up a document justifying the appeal of the Chapter to Rome by Canon Law and the decrees of the Council of Trent. Wiseman was deeply pained: 'My own co-adjutor,' he exclaimed, 'is acting as solicitor against me in a lawsuit.' There was a rush to Rome, where, for several ensuing years, the hostile English parties were to wage a furious battle in the antechambers of the Vatican. But the dispute over the Oblates now sank into insignificance beside the rage of contention which centred round a new and far more deadly question; for the position of Dr. Errington himself was at stake. The Cardinal, in spite of illness, indolence, and the ties of friendship, had been brought at last to an extraordinary step—he was petitioning the Pope for nothing less than the deprivation and removal of the Archbishop of Trebizond.

But what he really found himself doing was going head-to-head with Dr. Errington. The struggle over St. Edmund's College became increasingly intense. There were heated discussions in the Chapter, where Monsignor Searle led the attack against the Provost and pushed through a resolution stating that the Oblates of St. Charles had illegally inserted themselves into the Seminary. The Cardinal shut down the Chapter's proceedings; as a result, the Chapter appealed to Rome. Dr. Errington, caught up in the heat of the debate, then positioned himself as the open opponent of the Provost and the Cardinal. He personally drafted a document justifying the Chapter's appeal to Rome based on Canon Law and the decrees of the Council of Trent. Wiseman was deeply hurt: 'My own co-adjutor,' he exclaimed, 'is acting as a lawyer against me in a lawsuit.' There was a rush to Rome, where, for the next few years, the opposing English factions would engage in a fierce struggle in the antechambers of the Vatican. But the dispute over the Oblates now seemed trivial compared to the fierce contention that centered around a new and much more serious issue; Dr. Errington's own position was at risk. The Cardinal, despite his illness, laziness, and friendships, had finally been pushed to take an extraordinary step—he was asking the Pope for nothing less than the removal and dismissal of the Archbishop of Trebizond.

The precise details of what followed are doubtful. It is only possible to discern with clearness, amid a vast cloud of official documents and unofficial correspondences in English, Italian, and Latin, of Papal decrees and voluminous scritture, of confidential reports of episcopal whispers and the secret agitations of Cardinals, the form of Manning, restless and indomitable, scouring like a stormy petrel the angry ocean of debate. Wiseman, dilatory, unbusinesslike, and infirm, was ready enough to leave the conduct of affairs in his hands. Nor was it long before Manning saw where the key of the whole position lay. As in the old days, at Chichester, he had secured the goodwill of Bishop Shuttleworth by cultivating the friendship of Archdeacon Hare, so now, on this vaster scale of operations, his sagacity led him swiftly and unerringly up the little winding staircase in the Vatican and through the humble door which opened into the cabinet of Monsignor Talbot, the private secretary of the Pope. Monsignor Talbot was a priest who embodied in a singular manner, if not the highest, at least the most persistent traditions of the Roman Curia. He was a master of various arts which the practice of ages has brought to perfection under the friendly shadow of the triple tiara. He could mingle together astuteness and holiness without any difficulty; he could make innuendoes as naturally as an ordinary man makes statements of fact; he could apply flattery with so unsparing a hand that even Princes of the Church found it sufficient; and, on occasion, he could ring the changes of torture on a human soul with a tact which called forth universal approbation. With such accomplishments, it could hardly be expected that Monsignor Talbot should be remarkable either for a delicate sense of conscientiousness or for an extreme refinement of feeling, but then it was not for those qualities that Manning was in search when he went up the winding stair. He was looking for the man who had the ear of Pio Nono; and, on the other side of the low-arched door, he found him. Then he put forth all his efforts; his success was complete; and an alliance began which was destined to have the profoundest effect upon Manning's career, and was only dissolved when, many years later, Monsignor Talbot was unfortunately obliged to exchange his apartment in the Vatican for a private lunatic asylum at Passy.

The exact details of what happened next are unclear. However, it's possible to see clearly, amidst a large mix of official documents and informal correspondences in English, Italian, and Latin, as well as Papal decrees and extensive writings, along with confidential reports of church murmurs and the secret activities of Cardinals, the figure of Manning—restless and unstoppable, soaring like a stormy petrel over the turbulent ocean of debate. Wiseman, slow, disorganized, and frail, was more than willing to let Manning take charge. It didn’t take long for Manning to realize where the key to the situation lay. Just as he had won over Bishop Shuttleworth back in Chichester by befriending Archdeacon Hare, now, on this larger scale, his insight quickly led him up the narrow winding staircase in the Vatican and through the modest door that opened into the office of Monsignor Talbot, the Pope's private secretary. Monsignor Talbot was a priest who uniquely embodied, if not the highest, at least the most persistent traditions of the Roman Curia. He was skilled in various arts perfected over centuries in the protective shadow of the triple tiara. He could easily blend cleverness with piety; he could make insinuations as fluidly as an ordinary person states facts; he could use flattery with such generosity that even church leaders found it sufficient; and, when needed, he could manipulate a person’s soul with a finesse that earned him universal approval. Given these talents, it was hardly surprising that Monsignor Talbot wasn’t known for a strong sense of ethics or extreme sensitivity, but those weren't the qualities Manning was looking for when he climbed the winding stairs. He needed someone who had the Pope Pio Nono’s attention; and on the other side of the low-arched door, he found just that. He poured all his energy into this effort; his success was total; and a partnership began that would significantly influence Manning's career, only ending many years later when Monsignor Talbot sadly had to leave his Vatican apartment for a private mental asylum in Passy.

It was determined that the coalition should be ratified by the ruin of Dr. Errington. When the moment of crisis was seen to be approaching, Wiseman was summoned to Rome, where he began to draw up an immense scrittura containing his statement of the case. For months past, the redoubtable energies of the Archbishop of Trebizond had been absorbed in a similar task. Folio was being piled upon folio, when a sudden blow threatened to put an end to the whole proceeding in a summary manner. The Cardinal was seized by violent illness, and appeared to be upon his deathbed. Manning thought for a moment that his labours had been in vain and that all was lost. But the Cardinal recovered; Monsignor Talbot used his influence as he alone knew how; and a papal decree was issued by which Dr. Errington was 'liberated' from the Coadjutorship of Westminster, together with the right of succession to the See.

It was decided that the coalition should be finalized through the downfall of Dr. Errington. As the moment of crisis drew near, Wiseman was called to Rome, where he began to draft a lengthy document outlining his argument. For months, the formidable efforts of the Archbishop of Trebizond had been focused on a similar project. Pages were stacking up when a sudden setback threatened to abruptly end the entire process. The Cardinal fell seriously ill and seemed to be on his deathbed. Manning briefly thought that all his efforts had been wasted and that everything was lost. But the Cardinal recovered; Monsignor Talbot used his influence as only he could; and a papal decree was issued that 'liberated' Dr. Errington from the Coadjutorship of Westminster, along with the right of succession to the See.

It was a supreme act of authority—a 'colpo di stato di Dominiddio', as the Pope himself said—and the blow to the Old Catholics was correspondingly severe. They found themselves deprived at one fell swoop both of the influence of their most energetic supporter and of the certainty of coming into power at Wiseman's death. And in the meantime, Manning was redoubling his energies at Bayswater. Though his Oblates had been checked over St. Edmund's, there was still no lack of work for them to do. There were missions to be carried on, schools to be managed, funds to be collected. Several new churches were built; a community of most edifying nuns of the Third Order of St. Francis was established; and L30,000, raised from Manning's private resources and from those of his friends, was spent in three years. 'I hate that man,' one of the Old Catholics exclaimed, 'he is such a forward piece.' The words were reported to Manning, who shrugged his shoulders.

It was a major show of power—a 'colpo di stato di Dominiddio', as the Pope himself put it—and the impact on the Old Catholics was equally harsh. They suddenly lost both their most active supporter and the assurance of gaining influence after Wiseman's death. Meanwhile, Manning was increasing his efforts at Bayswater. Even though his Oblates had been held back over St. Edmund's, there was still plenty for them to do. There were missions to run, schools to oversee, and funds to gather. Several new churches were built; a community of highly admirable nuns from the Third Order of St. Francis was established; and £30,000, raised from Manning's personal funds and those of his friends, was spent in three years. 'I hate that man,' one of the Old Catholics said, 'he is so pushy.' The comment was passed on to Manning, who just shrugged.

'Poor man,' he said, 'what is he made of? Does he suppose, in his foolishness, that after working day and night for twenty years in heresy and schism, on becoming a Catholic, I should sit in an easy-chair and fold my hands all the rest of my life?'

'Poor man,' he said, 'what is he made of? Does he really think, in his foolishness, that after working day and night for twenty years in heresy and division, once I become a Catholic, I should just sit back and relax for the rest of my life?'

But his secret thoughts were of a different caste.

But his secret thoughts were of a different kind.

'I am conscious of a desire,' he wrote in his Diary, 'to be in such a position: (I) as I had in times past; (2) as my present circumstances imply; (3) as my friends think me fit for; and (4) as I feel my own faculties tend to.

'I feel a desire,' he wrote in his Diary, 'to be in a position: (1) like the one I had in the past; (2) reflecting my current situation; (3) that my friends believe I am suited for; and (4) that I feel my own abilities lead me toward.'

'But, God being my helper, I will not seek it by the lifting of a finger or the speaking, of a word.'

'But with God's help, I won't try to achieve it by lifting a finger or saying a word.'

So Manning wrote, and thought, and prayed; but what are words, and thoughts, and even prayers, to the mysterious and relentless powers of circumstance and character? Cardinal Wiseman was slowly dying; the tiller of the Church was slipping from his feeble hand; and Manning was beside him, the one man with the energy, the ability, the courage, and the conviction to steer the ship upon her course. More than that; there was the sinister figure of a Dr. Errington crouching close at hand, ready to seize the helm and make straight—who could doubt it?—for the rocks. In such a situation the voice of self-abnegation must needs grow still and small indeed. Yet it spoke on, for it was one of the paradoxes in Manning's soul that that voice was never silent. Whatever else he was, he was not unscrupulous. Rather, his scruples deepened with his desires; and he could satisfy his most exorbitant ambitions in a profundity of self-abasement. And so now he vowed to Heaven that he would SEEK nothing—no, not by the lifting of a finger or the speaking of a word. But, if something came to him—? He had vowed not to seek; he had not vowed not to take. Might it not be his plain duty to take? Might it not be the will of God?

So Manning wrote, thought, and prayed; but what are words, thoughts, or even prayers against the mysterious and relentless forces of circumstance and character? Cardinal Wiseman was slowly dying; the leadership of the Church was slipping from his weak grasp; and Manning was by his side, the only person with the energy, skill, courage, and conviction to guide the ship on its course. More than that, there was the ominous figure of Dr. Errington lurking nearby, ready to seize control and head—who could doubt it?—for the rocks. In such a situation, the voice of self-denial must become very quiet. Yet it continued to speak, for one of the paradoxes of Manning's soul was that this voice was never silent. Whatever else he was, he was not unscrupulous. Rather, his scruples grew deeper along with his desires; and he could fulfill his most outrageous ambitions through deep self-abasement. So now he vowed to Heaven that he would SEEK nothing—no, not by lifting a finger or saying a word. But if something came to him—? He had vowed not to seek; he hadn't vowed not to accept. Could it not be his plain duty to accept? Could it not be the will of God?

Something, of course, did come to him, though it seemed for a moment that it would elude his grasp. Wiseman died, and there ensued in Rome a crisis of extraordinary intensity. 'Since the creation of the hierarchy,' Monsignor Talbot wrote, it is the greatest moment for the Church that I have yet seen.' It was the duty of the Chapter of Westminster to nominate three candidates for succession to the Archbishopric; they made one last effort, and had the temerity to place upon the list, besides the names of two Old Catholic bishops, that of Dr. Errington. It was a fatal blunder. Pius IX was furious; the Chapter had committed an 'insulta al Papa', he exclaimed, striking his breast three times in his rage. 'It was the Chapter that did it,' said Manning, afterwards; but even after the Chapter's indiscretion, the fatal decision hung in the balance for weeks.

Something did occur to him, though for a moment it seemed just out of reach. Wiseman passed away, and this led to an extraordinary crisis in Rome. “Since the creation of the hierarchy,” Monsignor Talbot wrote, “this is the greatest moment for the Church that I have ever seen.” It was the responsibility of the Chapter of Westminster to recommend three candidates to succeed the Archbishop; they made one last attempt and had the audacity to include Dr. Errington on the list, alongside the names of two Old Catholic bishops. This was a disastrous mistake. Pius IX was furious; the Chapter had committed an “insult to the Pope,” he exclaimed, striking his chest three times in his anger. “It was the Chapter that did it,” Manning said later; but even after the Chapter's misstep, the critical decision remained uncertain for weeks.

'The great point of anxiety with me, wrote Monsignor Talbot to Manning, 'is whether a Congregation will be held, or whether the Holy Father will perform a Pontifical act. He himself is doubting. I therefore say mass and pray every morning that he may have the courage to choose for himself, instead of submitting the matter to a Congregation. Although the Cardinals are determined to reject Dr. Errington, nevertheless I am afraid that they should select one of the others. You know very well that Congregations are guided by the documents that are placed before them; it is for this reason that I should prefer the Pope's acting himself.'

"The main thing that's worrying me," Monsignor Talbot wrote to Manning, "is whether there will be a Congregation or if the Holy Father will take direct action. He's unsure himself. That's why I say mass and pray every morning that he finds the courage to make his own decision instead of leaving it to a Congregation. Although the Cardinals are set on rejecting Dr. Errington, I'm still concerned that they might choose one of the other candidates. You know that Congregations are influenced by the documents presented to them; that's why I'd rather the Pope handle this himself."

But the Holy Father himself was doubting. In his indecision, he ordered a month of prayers and masses. The suspense grew and grew. Everything seemed against Manning. The whole English episcopate was opposed to him; he had quarrelled with the Chapter; he was a convert of but few years' standing; even the congregated Cardinals did not venture to suggest the appointment of such a man. But suddenly, the Holy Father's doubts came to an end. He heard a voice—a mysterious inward voice—whispering something in his ear. 'Mettetelo li! Mettetelo li!' the voice repeated, over and over again. Mettetelo li! It was an inspiration; and Pius IX, brushing aside the recommendations of the Chapter and the deliberations of the Cardinals, made Manning, by a Pontifical act, Archbishop of Westminster.

But the Holy Father himself was unsure. In his hesitation, he called for a month of prayers and masses. The tension mounted. Everything seemed against Manning. The entire English episcopate opposed him; he had clashed with the Chapter; he was a recent convert; even the gathered Cardinals didn't dare suggest appointing someone like him. But then, suddenly, the Holy Father's doubts faded. He heard a voice—a mysterious inner voice—whispering to him. 'Mettetelo li! Mettetelo li!' the voice repeated, again and again. Mettetelo li! It was an inspiration; and Pius IX, ignoring the recommendations of the Chapter and the discussions of the Cardinals, appointed Manning, through a Pontifical act, as Archbishop of Westminster.

Monsignor Talbot's felicity was complete; and he took occasion in conveying his congratulations to his friend, to make some illuminating reflections upon the great event.

Monsignor Talbot was completely happy; and he took the opportunity to pass on his congratulations to his friend while sharing some insightful thoughts about the significant event.

'MY policy throughout,' he wrote, 'was never to propose you DIRECTLY to the Pope, but, to make others do so, so that both you and I can always say that it was not I who induced the Holy Father to name you—which would lessen the weight of your appointment. This I say, because many have said that your being named was all my doing. I do not say that the Pope did not know that I thought you the only man eligible—as I took care to tell him over and over again what was against all the other candidates—and in consequence, he was almost driven into naming you. After he had named you, the Holy Father said to me, "What a diplomatist you are, to make what you wished come to pass!"

'My approach all along,' he wrote, 'was never to suggest you DIRECTLY to the Pope, but to get others to do so, so that both you and I can always claim that it wasn't me who persuaded the Holy Father to name you—which would lessen the significance of your appointment. I mention this because many have said that your appointment was entirely my doing. I'm not saying the Pope wasn't aware that I considered you the only suitable candidate—as I made sure to tell him repeatedly what was wrong with all the other candidates—and as a result, he was almost compelled to name you. After he appointed you, the Holy Father said to me, "What a diplomat you are, to make what you wanted happen!"'

'Nevertheless,' concluded Monsignor Talbot, 'I believe your appointment was specially directed by the Holy Ghost.'

'Still,' Monsignor Talbot concluded, 'I believe your appointment was specifically guided by the Holy Spirit.'

Manning himself was apparently of the same opinion.

Manning seemed to feel the same way.

'My dear Child,' he wrote to a lady penitent, 'I have in these last three weeks felt as if our Lord had called me by name. Everything else has passed out of my mind. The firm belief that I have long had that the Holy Father is the most supernatural person I have ever seen has given me this feeling more deeply. 'Still, I feel as if I had been brought, contrary to all human wills, by the Divine Will, into an immediate relation to our Divine Lord.'

'My dear Child,' he wrote to a lady seeking forgiveness, 'for the last three weeks, I’ve felt as if our Lord has called me by name. Everything else has faded from my mind. The strong belief that I’ve had for a long time—that the Holy Father is the most supernatural person I've ever encountered—has deepened this feeling. Still, I feel as if I’ve been brought, against all human wishes, by the Divine Will, into a direct relationship with our Divine Lord.'

'If indeed,' he wrote to Lady Herbert, 'it were the will of our Divine Lord to lay upon me this heavy burden, He could have done it in no way more strengthening and consoling to me. To receive it from the hands of His Vicar, and from Pius IX, and after long invocation of the Holy Ghost, and not only without human influences, but in spite of manifold aria powerful human opposition, gives me the last strength for such a cross.'

'If it is truly,' he wrote to Lady Herbert, 'the will of our Divine Lord to place this heavy burden on me, He couldn’t have done it in a more comforting and uplifting way. Receiving it from the hands of His Vicar, and from Pius IX, after a long appeal to the Holy Spirit, and not only without any human influence, but despite considerable and strong human opposition, gives me the final strength to bear this cross.'

VI

MANNING'S appointment filled his opponents with alarm. Wrath and vengeance seemed to be hanging over them; what might not be expected from the formidable enemy against whom they had struggled for so long, and who now stood among them armed with archiepiscopal powers and invested with the special confidence of Rome? Great was their amazement, great was their relief, when they found that their dreaded master breathed nothing but kindness, gentleness, and conciliation. The old scores, they found, were not to be paid off, but to be wiped out. The new archbishop poured forth upon every side all the tact, all the courtesy, all the dignified graces of a Christian magnanimity. It was impossible to withstand such treatment. Bishops who had spent years in thwarting him became his devoted adherents; even the Chapter of Westminster forgot its hatred. Monsignor Talbot was extremely surprised. 'Your greatest enemies have entirely come round,' he wrote. 'I received the other day a panegyric of you from Searle. This change of feeling I cannot attribute to anything but the Holy Ghost.' Monsignor Talbot was very fond of the Holy Ghost; but, so far, at any rate as Searle was concerned, there was another explanation. Manning, instead of dismissing Searle from his position of 'oeconomus' in the episcopal household, had kept him on—at an increased salary; and the poor man, who had not scrupled in the days of his pride to call Manning a thief, was now duly grateful.

Manning's appointment alarmed his opponents. Anger and revenge seemed to loom over them; what could they expect from the formidable enemy they had fought for so long, who was now among them armed with archiepiscopal powers and the special trust of Rome? Their amazement and relief were immense when they discovered that their feared leader spoke only of kindness, gentleness, and reconciliation. They found that old grievances were not going to be settled but erased. The new archbishop generously displayed tact, courtesy, and the dignified grace of true magnanimity. Such treatment was impossible to resist. Bishops who had spent years working against him became his loyal supporters; even the Chapter of Westminster set aside its animosity. Monsignor Talbot was quite surprised. "Your greatest enemies have completely changed their minds," he wrote. "I received a glowing tribute about you from Searle the other day. I can only attribute this change of heart to the Holy Spirit." Monsignor Talbot was fond of the Holy Spirit; however, at least in Searle's case, there was another reason. Instead of dismissing Searle from his position as the 'oeconomus' of the episcopal household, Manning had retained him—with a raise; and the poor man, who previously hadn’t hesitated to call Manning a thief in his pride, was now genuinely grateful.

As to Dr. Errington, he gave an example of humility and submission by at once withdrawing into a complete obscurity. For years the Archbishop of Trebizond, the ejected heir to the See of Westminster, laboured as a parish priest in the Isle of Man. He nursed no resentment in his heart, and, after a long and edifying life of peace and silence, he died in 1886, a professor of theology at Clifton.

As for Dr. Errington, he demonstrated humility and submission by choosing to fade into complete obscurity. For many years, the Archbishop of Trebizond, the dismissed heir to the See of Westminster, worked as a parish priest in the Isle of Man. He held no bitterness in his heart, and after a long and meaningful life of peace and quiet, he passed away in 1886 while serving as a theology professor at Clifton.

It might be supposed that Manning could now feel that his triumph was complete. His position was secure; his power was absolute; his prestige was daily growing. Yet there was something that irked him still. As he cast his eyes over the Roman Catholic community in England, he was aware of one figure which, by virtue of a peculiar eminence, seemed to challenge the supremacy of his own. That figure was Newman's.

It might be thought that Manning could now feel his victory was complete. His position was secure; his power was absolute; his prestige was increasing daily. Yet there was something that still bothered him. As he looked over the Roman Catholic community in England, he noticed one figure that, due to a certain prominence, seemed to challenge his own supremacy. That figure was Newman’s.

Since his conversion, Newman's life had been a long series of misfortunes and disappointments. When he had left the Church of England, he was its most distinguished, its most revered member, whose words, however strange, were listened to with profound attention, and whose opinions, however dubious, were followed in all their fluctuations with an eager and indeed a trembling respect. He entered the Church of Rome, and found himself forthwith an unimportant man. He was received at the Papal Court with a politeness which only faintly concealed a total lack of interest and understanding. His delicate mind, with its refinements, its hesitations, its complexities—his soft, spectacled, Oxford manner, with its half-effeminate diffidence-such things were ill calculated to impress a throng of busy Cardinals and Bishops, whose days were spent amid the practical details of ecclesiastical organisation, the long-drawn involutions of papal diplomacy, and the delicious bickerings of personal intrigue. And when, at last, he did succeed in making some impression upon these surroundings, it was no better; it was worse. An uneasy suspicion gradually arose; it began to dawn upon the Roman authorities that Dr. Newman was a man of ideas. Was it possible that Dr. Newman did not understand that ideas in Rome were, to say the least of it, out of place? Apparently, he did not—nor was that all; not content with having ideas, he positively seemed anxious to spread them. When that was known, the politeness in high places was seen to be wearing decidedly thin. His Holiness, who on Newman's arrival had graciously expressed the wish to see him 'again and again', now, apparently, was constantly engaged. At first Newman supposed that the growing coolness was the result of misapprehension; his Italian was faulty, Latin was not spoken at Rome, his writings had only appeared in garbled translations. And even Englishmen had sometimes found his arguments difficult to follow. He therefore determined to take the utmost care to make his views quite clear; his opinions upon religious probability, his distinction between demonstrative and circumstantial evidence, his theory of the development of doctrine and the aspects of ideas—these and many other matters, upon which he had written so much, he would now explain in the simplest language. He would show that there was nothing dangerous in what he held, that there was a passage in De Lugo which supported him—that Perrone, by maintaining that the Immaculate Conception could be defined, had implicitly admitted one of his main positions, and that his language about Faith had been confused, quite erroneously, with the fideism of M. Bautain.

Since his conversion, Newman's life had been a long series of misfortunes and disappointments. When he left the Church of England, he was its most distinguished and revered member, whose words, no matter how strange, were listened to with great attention, and whose opinions, regardless of how doubtful, were followed with eager and even trembling respect. He joined the Church of Rome and quickly found himself an unimportant figure. He was welcomed at the Papal Court with a politeness that only vaguely hid a complete lack of interest and understanding. His sensitive mind, with its refinements, hesitations, and complexities—his soft, bespectacled, Oxford demeanor with its somewhat effeminate shyness—was poorly suited to impress a crowd of busy Cardinals and Bishops, whose days were spent dealing with the practical aspects of church organization, the intricate twists of papal diplomacy, and the engaging squabbles of personal intrigue. And when he finally did manage to make an impression in these circles, it was no better; in fact, it was worse. A growing unease began to arise; it slowly dawned on the Roman authorities that Dr. Newman was a man of ideas. Did Dr. Newman really not understand that ideas were, at best, unwelcome in Rome? Apparently, he did not—nor was that all; not satisfied with just having ideas, he seemed eager to share them. Once that became known, the politeness from those in high places started to noticeably wear thin. His Holiness, who upon Newman's arrival had graciously expressed the desire to see him "again and again," now appeared to be constantly busy. At first, Newman thought the increasing coldness was due to misunderstanding; his Italian was poor, Latin wasn’t spoken in Rome, and his writings had only come out in distorted translations. Even other Englishmen sometimes found his arguments challenging to follow. Therefore, he decided to be very careful in explaining his views clearly; his opinions on religious probability, his distinction between demonstrative and circumstantial evidence, his theory of the development of doctrine, and aspects of ideas—these and many other topics he had written so much about, he would now explain in the simplest terms. He would demonstrate that there was nothing dangerous in his beliefs, that there was a passage in De Lugo that supported him—that Perrone, by arguing that the Immaculate Conception could be defined, had implicitly accepted one of his main points, and that his comments on Faith had been mistakenly confused with M. Bautain's fideism.

Cardinal Barnabo, Cardinal Reisach, Cardinal Antonelli, looked at him with their shrewd eyes and hard faces, while he poured into their ears which, as he had already noticed with distress, were large and not too clean—his careful disquisitions; but, it was all in vain—they had clearly never read De Lugo or Perrone, and as for M. Bautain, they had never heard of him. Newman, in despair, fell back upon St. Thomas Aquinas; but, to his horror, he observed that St. Thomas himself did not mean very much to the Cardinals. With a sinking heart, he realised at last the painful truth: it was not the nature of his views, it was his having views at all, that was objectionable. He had hoped to devote the rest of his life to the teaching of Theology; but what sort of Theology could he teach which would be acceptable to such superiors? He left Rome, and settled down in Birmingham as the head of a small community of Oratorians. He did not complain; it was God's will; it was better so. He would watch and pray.

Cardinal Barnabo, Cardinal Reisach, and Cardinal Antonelli stared at him with their sharp eyes and stern faces while he shared his well-thought-out ideas, but it was pointless—they clearly hadn’t read De Lugo or Perrone, and as for M. Bautain, they didn’t even know who he was. Newman, feeling hopeless, turned to St. Thomas Aquinas; however, to his dismay, he realized that St. Thomas didn’t hold much significance for the Cardinals either. With a heavy heart, he understood the painful truth: it wasn’t just his opinions that bothered them, but the fact that he had opinions at all. He had wanted to spend the rest of his life teaching Theology, but what kind of Theology could he teach that would be acceptable to such superiors? He left Rome and settled in Birmingham as the leader of a small community of Oratorians. He didn’t complain; it was God’s will; it was for the best. He would watch and pray.

But God's will was not quite so simple as that. Was it right, after all, that a man with Newman's intellectual gifts, his devoted ardour, his personal celebrity, should sink away out of sight and use in the dim recesses of the Oratory at Birmingham? If the call were to come to him to take his talent out of the napkin, how could he refuse? And the call did come. A Catholic University was being started in Ireland and Dr. Cullen, the Archbishop of Armagh, begged Newman to become the Rector. At first he hesitated, but when he learned that it was the Holy Father's wish that he should take up the work, he could doubt no longer; the offer was sent from Heaven. The difficulties before him were very great; not only had a new University to be called up out of the void, but the position was complicated by the presence of a rival institution—the undenominational Queen's Colleges, founded by Peel a few years earlier with the object of giving Irish Catholics facilities for University education on the same terms as their fellow-countrymen. Yet Newman had the highest hopes. He dreamt of something greater than a merely Irish University—of a noble and flourishing centre of learning for the Catholics of Ireland and England alike. And why should not his dream come true? 'In the midst of our difficulties, he said, 'I have one ground of hope, just one stay, but, as I think, a sufficient one, which serves me in the stead of all other argument whatever. It is the decision of the Holy See; St. Peter has spoken.'

But God's will was more complicated than that. Was it right, after all, for a man with Newman's intelligence, his passionate commitment, and his personal fame to fade into the background, hidden away in the Oratory in Birmingham? If he were called to step out of the shadows, how could he say no? And the call did come. A Catholic University was being established in Ireland, and Dr. Cullen, the Archbishop of Armagh, asked Newman to become the Rector. At first, he hesitated, but when he found out that it was the Holy Father's wish for him to take on this role, he had no doubts left; the offer felt like it was sent from Heaven. The challenges ahead were immense; not only did a new University need to be created from nothing, but the situation was complicated by the existence of a rival institution—the non-denominational Queen's Colleges, founded by Peel a few years earlier to provide Irish Catholics with access to University education on equal terms with their fellow countrymen. Yet Newman was filled with hope. He envisioned something greater than just an Irish University—a thriving center of learning for Catholics from both Ireland and England. And why shouldn’t his dream become reality? "In the midst of our difficulties," he said, "I have one reason for hope, just one source of support, which I believe is enough to stand in for all other arguments. It is the decision of the Holy See; St. Peter has spoken."

The years that followed showed to what extent it was safe to depend upon St. Peter. Unforeseen obstacles cropped up on every side. Newman's energies were untiring, but so was the inertia of the Irish authorities. On his appointment, he wrote to Dr. Cullen asking that arrangements might be made for his reception in Dublin. Dr. Cullen did not reply. Newman wrote again, but still there was no answer. Weeks passed, months passed, years passed, and not a word, not a sign, came from Dr. Cullen. At last, after dangling for more than two years in the uncertainties and perplexities of so strange a situation, Newman was summoned to Dublin. There he found nothing but disorder and discouragement. The laity took no interest in the scheme; the clergy actively disliked it; Newman's authority was disregarded. He appealed to Cardinal Wiseman, and then at last a ray of hope dawned. The cardinal suggested that a bishopric should be conferred upon him, to give him a status suitable to his position; Dr. Cullen acquiesced, and Pius IX was all compliance. 'Manderemo a Newman la crocetta,' he said to Wiseman, smilingly drawing his hands down each side of his neck to his breast, 'lo faremo vescovo di Porfirio, o qualche luogo.' The news spread among Newman's friends, and congratulations began to come in. But the official intimation seemed to be unaccountably delayed; no crocetta came from Rome, and Cardinal Wiseman never again referred to the matter. Newman was left to gather that the secret representations of Dr. Cullen had brought about a change of counsel in high quarters. His pride did not allow him to inquire further; but one of his lady penitents, Miss Giberne, was less discreet. 'Holy Father,' she suddenly said to the Pope in an audience one day, 'why don't you make Father Newman a bishop?' Upon which the Holy Father looked much confused and took a great deal of snuff.

The years that followed demonstrated how safe it was to rely on St. Peter. Unforeseen obstacles appeared everywhere. Newman's energy was relentless, but so was the inertia of the Irish authorities. After his appointment, he wrote to Dr. Cullen asking for arrangements to be made for his reception in Dublin. Dr. Cullen did not respond. Newman wrote again, but still there was no answer. Weeks went by, then months, then years, and not a word, not a sign, came from Dr. Cullen. Finally, after being left hanging for over two years in the uncertainties and complexities of such a strange situation, Newman was called to Dublin. There he found nothing but chaos and discouragement. The laity showed no interest in the plan; the clergy actively disliked it; Newman's authority was ignored. He appealed to Cardinal Wiseman, and then at last a glimmer of hope appeared. The cardinal proposed that a bishopric be given to him to provide a status appropriate to his role; Dr. Cullen agreed, and Pius IX was fully on board. "We'll make a bishop out of Newman," he said to Wiseman, smiling as he gestured from his neck to his chest, "we'll make him bishop of Porfirio, or some place." The news spread among Newman's friends, and congratulations began to pour in. But the official notice seemed to be inexplicably delayed; no bishop's crosier came from Rome, and Cardinal Wiseman never mentioned it again. Newman was left to conclude that Dr. Cullen's secret lobbying had led to a change of plans in high places. His pride prevented him from asking further; however, one of his female penitents, Miss Giberne, was less reserved. "Holy Father," she suddenly asked the Pope one day during an audience, "why don't you make Father Newman a bishop?" At which point the Holy Father appeared quite flustered and took a large amount of snuff.

For the next five years Newman, unaided and ignored, struggled desperately, like a man in a bog, with the overmastering difficulties of his task. His mind, whose native haunt was among the far aerial boundaries of fancy and philosophy, was now clamped down under the fetters of petty detail and fed upon the mean diet of compromise and routine. He had to force himself to scrape together money, to write articles for the students' Gazette, to make plans for medical laboratories, to be ingratiating with the City Council; he was obliged to spend months travelling through the remote regions of Ireland in the company of extraordinary ecclesiastics and barbarous squireens. He was a thoroughbred harnessed to a four-wheeled cab—and he knew it. Eventually, he realised something else: he saw that the whole project of a Catholic University had been evolved as a political and ecclesiastical weapon against the Queen's Colleges of Peel, and that was all. As an instrument of education, it was simply laughed at; and he himself had been called in because his name would be a valuable asset in a party game. When he understood that, he resigned his rectorship and returned to the Oratory.

For the next five years, Newman, alone and overlooked, struggled intensely, like someone stuck in a bog, with the overwhelming challenges of his task. His mind, which thrived in the lofty realms of imagination and philosophy, was now weighed down by trivial details and forced to survive on a meager diet of compromise and routine. He had to push himself to gather money, write articles for the students' Gazette, plan medical labs, and charm the City Council. He was forced to spend months traveling through the remote parts of Ireland alongside eccentric clergymen and rough local leaders. He felt like a thoroughbred stuck pulling a four-wheeled cab—and he knew it. Eventually, he came to a new understanding: he realized that the entire project of a Catholic University had been created as a political and church tool against the Queen's Colleges of Peel, and that was it. As a means of education, it was simply ridiculed; and he had been brought in because his name would be a valuable asset in a political game. Once he understood that, he resigned his role as rector and went back to the Oratory.

But, his tribulations were not yet over. It seemed to be God's will that he should take part in a whole succession of schemes, which, no less than the project of the Irish University, were to end in disillusionment and failure. He was persuaded by Cardinal Wiseman to undertake the editorship of a new English version of the Scriptures, which was to be a monument of Catholic scholarship and an everlasting glory to Mother Church. He made elaborate preparations; he collected subscriptions, engaged contributors, and composed a long and learned prolegomena to the work. It was all useless; Cardinal Wiseman began to think of other things; and the scheme faded imperceptibly into thin air. Then a new task was suggested to him: "The Rambler", a Catholic periodical, had fallen on evil days; would Dr Newman come to the rescue, and accept the editorship? This time he hesitated rather longer than usual; he had burned his fingers so often—he must be specially careful now. 'I did all I could to ascertain God's Will,' he said, and he came to the conclusion that it was his duty to undertake the work. He did so, and after two numbers had appeared, Dr. Ullathorne, the Bishop of Birmingham, called upon him, and gently hinted that he had better leave the paper alone. Its tone was not liked at Rome; it had contained an article criticising St. Pius V, and, most serious of all, the orthodoxy of one of Newman's own essays had appeared to be doubtful. He resigned, and in the anguish of his heart, determined never to write again. One of his friends asked him why he was publishing nothing. 'Hannibal's elephants,' he replied, 'never could learn the goose-step.'

But his struggles were far from over. It seemed to be God's plan that he would get involved in a series of projects that, like the Irish University initiative, would end in disappointment and failure. Cardinal Wiseman convinced him to take on the role of editor for a new English version of the Scriptures, which was meant to be a landmark of Catholic scholarship and a lasting pride for Mother Church. He made extensive preparations, gathered subscriptions, brought in contributors, and wrote a long and learned introduction to the work. It was all for nothing; Cardinal Wiseman started to focus on other matters, and the project gradually faded away. Then a new opportunity was presented to him: "The Rambler," a Catholic magazine, was struggling; would Dr. Newman step in and accept the editorship? This time, he hesitated longer than usual; he had faced setbacks before—he needed to be especially cautious now. 'I did everything I could to discern God's Will,' he said, and he concluded that it was his duty to take on the role. He did, and after two issues had been published, Dr. Ullathorne, the Bishop of Birmingham, visited him and gently suggested that he should probably let the paper be. Its tone wasn’t favored in Rome; it had published an article critiquing St. Pius V, and, most concerning, the orthodoxy of one of Newman's own essays had been called into question. He resigned and, heartbroken, vowed never to write again. One of his friends asked him why he wasn’t publishing anything. 'Hannibal's elephants,' he replied, 'never could learn the goose-step.'

Newman was now an old man—he was sixty-three years of age. What had he to look forward to? A few last years of insignificance and silence. What had he to look back upon? A long chronicle of wasted efforts, disappointed hopes, neglected possibilities, unappreciated powers. And now all his labours had ended by his being accused at Rome of lack of orthodoxy. He could no longer restrain his indignation, and in a letter to one of his lady penitents, he gave vent to the bitterness of his soul. When his Rambler article had been complained of, he said, there had been some talk of calling him to Rome.

Newman was now an old man—he was sixty-three years old. What did he have to look forward to? A few final years of insignificance and silence. What did he have to look back on? A long history of wasted efforts, disappointed hopes, missed opportunities, and unrecognized talents. And now all his hard work had ended with him being accused in Rome of being unorthodox. He could no longer hold back his anger, and in a letter to one of his female penitents, he expressed the bitterness in his heart. When there were complaints about his Rambler article, he mentioned, there had been some discussion of calling him to Rome.

'Call me to Rome,' he burst out—'what does that mean? It means to sever an old man from his home, to subject him to intercourse with persons whose languages are strange to him—to food and to fashions which are almost starvation on the one hand, and involve restless days and nights on the other—it means to oblige him to dance attendance on Propaganda week after week and month after month—it means his death. (It was the punishment on Dr. Baines, 1840-1, to keep him at the door of Propaganda for a year.)

'Call me to Rome,' he exclaimed—'what does that even mean? It means to take an old man away from his home, to force him to interact with people whose languages he doesn’t understand—to eat food and follow trends that make him feel like he’s starving on one hand, and keep him restless day and night on the other—it means he has to endure Propaganda week after week and month after month—it means his death. (This was the punishment given to Dr. Baines, 1840-1, forcing him to wait at the door of Propaganda for a year.)

'This is the prospect which I cannot but feel probable, did I say anything which one Bishop in England chose to speak against and report. Others have been killed before me. Lucas went of his own accord indeed—but when he got there, oh!' How much did he, as loyal a son of the Church and the Holy See as ever was, what did he suffer because Dr. Cullen was against him? He wandered (as Dr. Cullen said in a letter he published in a sort of triumph), he wandered from Church to Church without a friend, and hardly got an audience from the Pope. 'And I too should go from St. Philip to Our Lady, and to St. Peter and St. Paul, and to St. Laurence and to St. Cecilia, and, if it happened to me as to Lucas, should come back to die.'

'This is the situation that I can't help but think is likely, especially if I say anything that one Bishop in England chooses to criticize and report. Others have been killed before me. Lucas left on his own accord, it’s true—but once he arrived, oh! How much did he, as loyal a son of the Church and the Holy See as anyone, suffer because Dr. Cullen was against him? He wandered (as Dr. Cullen mentioned in a letter he published somewhat triumphantly), he wandered from Church to Church without a friend, and barely managed to get an audience with the Pope. 'And I too would go from St. Philip to Our Lady, and to St. Peter and St. Paul, and to St. Laurence and St. Cecilia, and if my fate were the same as Lucas’s, I would come back to die.'

Yet, in spite of all, in spite of these exasperations of the flesh, these agitations of the spirit, what was there to regret? Had he not a mysterious consolation which outweighed every grief? Surely, surely, he had.

Yet, despite everything, despite these frustrations of the body, these disturbances of the mind, what was there to regret? Did he not have a mysterious comfort that outweighed every sorrow? Surely, he did.

    'Unveil, O Lord, and on us shine,
        In glory and in grace,'

'Reveal Yourself, O Lord, and shine on us,
        In glory and in grace,'

he exclaims in a poem written at this time, called 'The Two Worlds':

he exclaims in a poem written at this time, called 'The Two Worlds':

    'This gaudy world grows pale before
       The beauty of Thy face.

'This flashy world fades in comparison to
       The beauty of Your face.

    'Till Thou art seen it seems to he
       A sort of fairy ground,
    Where suns unsetting light the sky,
       And flowers and fruit abound.

'Til you are seen, it feels like a
       Fairyland,
    Where the sun never sets in the sky,
       And flowers and fruit are everywhere.

    'But when Thy keener, purer beam
       Is poured upon our sight,
    It loses all its power to charm,
       And what was day is night …

'But when Your sharper, clearer light
       Is shone upon our view,
    It loses all its charm,
       And what was day is night …

    'And thus, when we renounce for Thee
       Its restless aims and fears,
    The tender memories of the past,
       The hopes of coming years,

'And so, when we give up for You
       Its restless goals and worries,
    The sweet memories of the past,
       The dreams of future years,

    'Poor is our sacrifice, whose eyes
       Are lighted from above;
    We offer what we cannot keep,
       What we have ceased to love.'

'Our sacrifice is humble, whose eyes
       Are illuminated from on high;
    We give what we can't hold on to,
       What we've stopped caring for.'

Such were Newman's thoughts when an unexpected event occurred which produced a profound effect upon his life: Charles Kingsley attacked his good faith, and the good faith of Catholics in general, in a magazine article. Newman protested, and Kingsley rejoined in an irate pamphlet. Newman's reply was the Apologia pro Vita Sua, which he wrote in seven weeks, sometimes working twenty-two hours at a stretch, 'constantly in tears, and constantly crying out with distress'. The success of the book, with its transparent candour, its controversial brilliance, the sweep and passion of its rhetoric, the depth of its personal feeling, was immediate and overwhelming; it was recognised at once as a classic, not only by Catholics, but by the whole English world. From every side expressions of admiration, gratitude, and devotion poured in. It was impossible for one so sensitive as Newman to the opinions of other people to resist the happy influence of such an unlooked-for, such an enormous triumph. The cloud of his dejection began to lift; et l'espoir malgre lui s'est glisse dans son coeur.

Such were Newman's thoughts when an unexpected event happened that had a significant impact on his life: Charles Kingsley criticized his integrity and that of Catholics in general in a magazine article. Newman protested, and Kingsley responded with an angry pamphlet. Newman's reply was the Apologia pro Vita Sua, which he wrote in seven weeks, sometimes working for twenty-two hours straight, 'constantly in tears, and constantly crying out with distress.' The success of the book, with its clear honesty, its sharp argumentation, the emotional intensity of its writing, and the depth of its personal feelings, was immediate and overwhelming; it was recognized as a classic not only by Catholics but by the entire English-speaking world. From every direction, expressions of admiration, gratitude, and devotion flooded in. It was impossible for someone as sensitive as Newman to others' opinions to ignore the positive influence of such an unexpected and huge triumph. The cloud of his sadness began to lift; and hope, despite himself, slipped into his heart.

It was only natural that at such a moment his thoughts should return to Oxford. For some years past proposals had been on foot for establishing there a Hall, under Newman's leadership, for Catholic undergraduates. The scheme had been looked upon with disfavour in Rome, and it had been abandoned; but now a new opportunity presented itself—some land in a suitable position came into the market. Newman, with his reviving spirits, felt that he could not let this chance go by, and bought the land. It was his intention to build there not a Hall, but a Church, and to set on foot a 'House of the Oratory'. What possible objection could there be to such a scheme? He approached the Bishop of Birmingham, who gave his approval; in Rome itself there was no hostile sign. The laity were enthusiastic and subscriptions began to flow in. Was it possible that all was well at last? Was it conceivable that the strange and weary pilgrimage of so many years should end at length in quietude, if not in happiness, where it had begun?

It was only natural that at that moment his thoughts turned to Oxford. For the past few years, there had been plans to set up a Hall there, led by Newman, for Catholic undergraduates. The idea had been viewed unfavorably in Rome and had been dropped; but now a new opportunity had arisen—some land in a good location was on the market. Newman, feeling reinvigorated, knew he couldn't pass up this chance and bought the land. He intended to build a Church there, not a Hall, and to establish a 'House of the Oratory.' What could possibly be wrong with such a plan? He reached out to the Bishop of Birmingham, who approved it; there was no sign of opposition in Rome either. The community was excited, and donations began to come in. Could it be that everything was finally going well? Was it possible that the long and weary journey of so many years could come to a peaceful, if not joyful, end where it had begun?

It so happened that it was at this very time that Manning was appointed to the See of Westminster. The destinies of the two men, which had run parallel to one another in so strange a fashion and for so many years, were now for a moment suddenly to converge. Newly clothed with all the attributes of ecclesiastical supremacy, Manning found himself face to face with Newman, upon whose brows were glittering the fresh laurels of spiritual victory—the crown of an apostolical life. It was the meeting of the eagle and the dove. What followed showed, more clearly perhaps than any other incident in his career, the stuff that Manning was made of. Power had come to him at last; and he seized it with all the avidity of a born autocrat, whose appetite for supreme dominion had been whetted by long years of enforced abstinence and the hated simulations of submission. He was the ruler of Roman Catholic England, and he would rule. The nature of Newman's influence it was impossible for him to understand, but he saw that it existed; for twenty years he had been unable to escape the unwelcome iterations of that singular, that alien, that rival renown; and now it stood in his path, alone and inexplicable, like a defiant ghost. 'It is remarkably interesting,' he observed coldly, when somebody asked him what he thought of the Apologia: 'it is like listening to the voice of one from the dead.' And such voices, with their sepulchral echoes, are apt to be more dangerous than living ones; they attract too much attention; they must be silenced at all costs. It was the meeting of the eagle and the dove; there was a hovering, a swoop, and then the quick beak and the relentless talons did their work.

It just so happened that at this very moment, Manning was appointed to lead the Diocese of Westminster. The paths of the two men, which had strangely run parallel for so many years, were suddenly about to converge. Dressed in all the symbols of ecclesiastical power, Manning found himself face to face with Newman, who wore the fresh honors of spiritual victory—the crown of an apostolic life. It was a meeting of the eagle and the dove. What happened next revealed, perhaps more than any other event in his career, what Manning was truly made of. Power had finally come to him; and he grabbed it with all the eagerness of a born autocrat, whose hunger for total dominion had been sharpened by many years of forced restraint and the hated appearances of submission. He was the leader of Roman Catholic England, and he intended to lead. The nature of Newman's influence was something he couldn't quite grasp, but he recognized that it existed; for twenty years, he had been unable to escape the unwelcome echoes of that singular, foreign, rival fame; and now it stood in his way, solitary and mysterious, like an unyielding ghost. "It's remarkably interesting," he remarked coldly when someone asked him what he thought of the Apologia. "It's like listening to the voice of someone from the dead." And those voices, with their haunting echoes, can often be more dangerous than living ones; they draw too much attention; they must be silenced at any cost. It was a meeting of the eagle and the dove; there was a hovering, a swoop, and then the sharp beak and the relentless claws did their work.

Even before his accession to the Archbishopric, Manning had scented a peculiar peril in Newman's Oxford scheme, and so soon as he came into power, he privately determined that the author of the Apologia should never be allowed to return to his old University. Nor was there any lack of excellent reasons for such a decision. Oxford was by this time a nest of liberalism; it was no fit place for Catholic youths, and they would inevitably be attracted there by the presence of Father Newman. And then, had not Father Newman's orthodoxy been impugned? Had he not been heard to express opinions of most doubtful propriety upon the question of the Temporal Power? Was it not known that he might almost be said to have an independent mind? An influence? Yes, he had an influence no doubt; but what a fatal kind of influence to which to subject the rising generation of Catholic Englishmen!

Even before he became Archbishop, Manning had sensed a unique danger in Newman's Oxford plan, and as soon as he took charge, he made it clear that the author of the Apologia would never be allowed back at his old University. There were plenty of good reasons for this decision. By this time, Oxford had become a hub of liberalism; it was not a suitable environment for Catholic students, and they would surely be drawn there by Father Newman’s presence. And hadn’t Father Newman’s orthodoxy been questioned? Hadn’t he been heard expressing opinions that were very questionable regarding the issue of the Temporal Power? Wasn’t it widely known that he could be seen as having an independent mindset? An influence? Yes, he undoubtedly had influence; but what a dangerous type of influence to subject the new generation of Catholic Englishmen to!

Such were the reflections which Manning was careful to pour into the receptive car of Monsignor Talbot. That useful priest, at his post of vantage in the Vatican, was more than ever the devoted servant of the new Archbishop. A league, offensive and defensive, had been established between the two friends.

Such were the thoughts that Manning made sure to share with Monsignor Talbot, who was all ears. That helpful priest, positioned at a strategic point in the Vatican, was more devoted than ever to the new Archbishop. A strong alliance, both offensive and defensive, had been formed between the two friends.

'I daresay I shall have many opportunities to serve you in Rome,' wrote Monsignor Talbot modestly, 'and I do not think any support will be useless to you, especially on account of the peculiar character of the Pope, and the spirit which pervades Propaganda; therefore, I wish you to understand that a compact exists between us; if you help me, I shall help you.' And a little later he added, 'I am glad you accept the league. As I have already done for years, I shall support you, and I have a hundred ways of doing so. A word dropped at the proper occasion works wonders.'

'I believe I’ll have plenty of chances to help you in Rome,' wrote Monsignor Talbot modestly, 'and I think any support you offer will be beneficial, especially given the unique nature of the Pope and the atmosphere at Propaganda. So, I want you to know that we have an agreement; if you help me, I’ll help you too.' And a little later he added, 'I’m glad you’re on board with the alliance. As I have done for years, I’ll support you, and I have countless ways to do that. A well-timed word can work miracles.'

Perhaps it was hardly necessary to remind his correspondent of that.

Perhaps it wasn’t really necessary to remind his correspondent of that.

So far as Newman was concerned, it so fell out that Monsignor Talbot needed no prompting. During the sensation caused by the appearance of the Apologia, it had occurred to him that it would be an excellent plan to secure Newman as a preacher during Lent for the fashionable congregation which attended his church in the Piazza del Popolo; and, he had accordingly written to invite him to Rome. His letter was unfortunately not a tactful one. He assured Newman that he would find in the Piazza del Popolo 'an audience of Protestants more educated than could ever be the case in England', and 'I think myself,' he had added by way of extra inducement, 'that you will derive great benefit from visiting Rome, and showing yourself to the Ecclesiastical Authorities.' Newman smiled grimly at this; he declared to a friend that the letter was 'insolent'; and he could not resist the temptation of using his sharp pen.

As far as Newman was concerned, it turned out that Monsignor Talbot didn’t need any encouragement. During the excitement surrounding the release of the Apologia, it occurred to him that it would be a great idea to invite Newman to preach during Lent for the stylish congregation that attended his church in the Piazza del Popolo; and, he had written to invite him to Rome. Unfortunately, his letter was not very tactful. He assured Newman that he would find in the Piazza del Popolo 'an audience of Protestants more educated than could ever be the case in England,' and, ‘I think myself,’ he added to sweeten the deal, ‘that you will gain a lot from visiting Rome and presenting yourself to the Ecclesiastical Authorities.’ Newman grimaced at this; he told a friend that the letter was 'rude'; and he couldn’t help but be tempted to use his pointed pen.

'Dear Monsignor Talbot,' he wrote in reply, 'I have received your letter, inviting me to preach in your Church at Rome to an audience of Protestants more educated than could ever be the case in England.

'Dear Monsignor Talbot,' he wrote in response, 'I got your letter inviting me to preach in your church in Rome to an audience of Protestants who are more educated than anyone could ever be in England.

'However, Birmingham people have souls; and I have neither taste nor talent for the sort of work which you cut out for me. And I beg to decline your offer.

'However, people from Birmingham have passion; and I lack both the taste and talent for the kind of work you want me to do. So, I respectfully decline your offer.'

I am, yours truly,

Sincerely,

JOHN H. NEWMAN.'

Such words were not the words of wisdom. It is easy to imagine the feelings of Monsignor Talbot. 'Newman's work none here can understand,' he burst out to his friend. 'Poor man, by living almost ever since he has been a Catholic, surrounded by a set of inferior men who idolise him, I do not think he has ever acquired the Catholic instincts.' As for his views on the Temporal Power—'well, people said that he had actually sent a subscription to Garibaldi. Yes, the man was incomprehensible, heretical, dangerous; he was "uncatholic and unchristian."' Monsignor Talbot even trembled for the position of Manning in England.

Such words were not wise at all. It’s easy to imagine how Monsignor Talbot felt. “No one here can understand Newman’s work,” he exclaimed to his friend. “Poor man, having been a Catholic for so long, surrounded by a group of lesser individuals who idolize him, I don’t think he has ever developed the true Catholic instincts.” Regarding his opinions on the Temporal Power— “Well, people said he even donated money to Garibaldi. Yes, the man was puzzling, heretical, and dangerous; he was ‘uncatholic and unchristian.’” Monsignor Talbot was even worried about Manning’s position in England.

'I am afraid that the old school of Catholics will rally round Newman in opposition to you and Rome. Stand firm, do not yield a bit in the line you have taken. As I have promised, I shall stand by you. You will have battles to fight because every Englishman is naturally anti-Roman. To be Roman is an effort to an Englishman an effort. Dr. Newman is more English than the English. His spirit must be crushed.'

'I’m worried that the traditional Catholics will support Newman against you and Rome. Stay strong, and don’t give in at all to the path you’ve chosen. As I promised, I’ll stand by you. You’ll face challenges because every Englishman is naturally opposed to Roman influence. Being Roman feels like a struggle for an Englishman. Dr. Newman represents an Englishness that surpasses ordinary Englishmen. His influence needs to be dismantled.'

His spirit must be crushed! Certainly there could be no doubt of that.

His spirit has to be crushed! There's definitely no doubt about that.

'What you write about Dr Newman,' Manning replied, 'is true. Whether he knows it or not, he has become the centre of those who hold low views about the Holy See, are anti-Roman, cold and silent, to say no more, about the Temporal Power; national, English, critical of Catholic devotions, and always on the lower side…. You will take care,' he concluded, 'that things are correctly known and understood where you are.'

'What you say about Dr. Newman,' Manning responded, 'is true. Whether he realizes it or not, he has become the focal point for those who have negative views about the Holy See, who are anti-Roman, unresponsive, and to put it mildly, dismissive of the Temporal Power; they are nationalistic, critical of Catholic practices, and generally aligned with the opposition…. Please make sure,' he finished, 'that the facts are accurately represented and understood in your circle.'

The confederates matured their plans. While Newman was making his arrangements for the Oxford Oratory, Cardinal Reisach visited London. 'Cardinal Reisach has just left,' wrote Manning to Monsignor Talbot: 'he has seen and understands all that is going on in England.' But Newman had no suspicions. It was true that persistent rumours of his unorthodoxy and his anti-Roman leanings had begun to float about, and these rumours had been traced to Rome. But what were rumours? Then, too, Newman found out that Cardinal Reisach had been to Oxford without his knowledge, and had inspected the land for the Oratory. That seemed odd; but all doubts were set at rest by the arrival from Propaganda of an official ratification of his scheme. There would be nothing but plain sailing now. Newman was almost happy; radiant visions came into his mind of a wonderful future in Oxford, the gradual growth of Catholic principles, the decay of liberalism, the inauguration of a second Oxford Movement, the conversion—who knows?—of Mark Pattison, the triumph of the Church…. 'Earlier failures do not matter now,' he exclaimed to a friend. 'I see that I have been reserved by God for this.'

The confederates finalized their plans. While Newman was preparing for the Oxford Oratory, Cardinal Reisach visited London. "Cardinal Reisach just left," Manning wrote to Monsignor Talbot, "he has seen and understands everything happening in England." But Newman had no suspicions. It was true that ongoing rumors about his unorthodoxy and anti-Roman views had started to circulate, and these rumors had been traced back to Rome. But what were rumors? Additionally, Newman discovered that Cardinal Reisach had visited Oxford without letting him know and had checked out the land for the Oratory. That seemed strange, but all concerns were eased when an official approval of his project arrived from Propaganda. It was smooth sailing from there. Newman felt almost happy; bright visions filled his mind of a fantastic future in Oxford, the gradual rise of Catholic principles, the decline of liberalism, the start of a second Oxford Movement, the conversion—who knows?—of Mark Pattison, the triumph of the Church… "Past failures don’t matter now," he exclaimed to a friend. "I see that I’ve been chosen by God for this."

Just then a long blue envelope was brought into the room. Newman opened it. 'All is over,' he said, 'I am not allowed to go.' The envelope contained a letter from the Bishop announcing that, together with the formal permission for an Oratory at Oxford, Propaganda had issued a secret instruction to the effect that Newman himself was by no means to reside there. If he showed signs of doing so, he was blandly and suavely ('blande suaviterque' were the words of the Latin instrument) to be prevented. And now the secret instruction had come into operation—blande suaviterque: Dr. Newman's spirit had been crushed.

Just then, a long blue envelope was brought into the room. Newman opened it. "It's all over," he said, "I’m not allowed to go." The envelope contained a letter from the Bishop announcing that, along with the official permission for an Oratory at Oxford, Propaganda had issued a secret instruction stating that Newman was not to reside there at all. If he showed any signs of doing so, he was to be gently and smoothly ("blande suaviterque" were the words from the Latin document) prevented. And now the secret instruction had taken effect—blande suaviterque: Dr. Newman's spirit had been crushed.

His friends made some gallant efforts to retrieve the situation; but, it was in vain. Father St. John hurried to Rome and the indignant laity of England, headed by Lord Edward Howard, the guardian of the young Duke of Norfolk, seized the opportunity of a particularly virulent anonymous attack upon Newman, to send him an address in which they expressed their feeling that 'every blow that touches you inflicts a wound upon the Catholic Church in this country'. The only result was an outburst of redoubled fury upon the part of Monsignor Talbot. The address, he declared, was an insult to the Holy See. 'What is the province of the laity?' he interjected. 'To hunt, to shoot, to entertain. These matters they understand, but to meddle with ecclesiastical matters they have no right at all.' Once more he warned Manning to be careful.

His friends made some brave attempts to fix the situation, but it was pointless. Father St. John rushed to Rome, and the angry laypeople in England, led by Lord Edward Howard, the guardian of the young Duke of Norfolk, seized the chance to respond to a particularly harsh anonymous attack on Newman. They sent him a message stating that "every blow that touches you inflicts a wound upon the Catholic Church in this country." The only outcome was an explosion of even more anger from Monsignor Talbot. He claimed the address was an insult to the Holy See. "What is the role of the laity?" he interrupted. "To hunt, to shoot, to entertain. These are the things they know, but they have no right to interfere in church matters at all." Once again, he warned Manning to be cautious.

'Dr. Newman is the most dangerous man in England, and you will see that he will make use of the laity against your Grace. You must not be afraid of him. It will require much prudence, but you must be firm. The Holy Father still places his confidence in you; but if you yield and do not fight the battle of the Holy See against the detestable spirit growing up in England, he will begin to regret Cardinal Wiseman, who knew how to keep the laity in order.' Manning had no thought of 'yielding'; but, he pointed out to his agitated friend that an open conflict between himself and Newman would be 'as great a scandal to the Church in England, and as great a victory to the Anglicans, as could be'. He would act quietly, and there would be no more difficulty. The Bishops were united, and the Church was sound.

'Dr. Newman is the most dangerous man in England, and you will see that he will use the laypeople against your Grace. You must not be afraid of him. It will take a lot of caution, but you need to be resolute. The Holy Father still trusts you; but if you give in and don’t stand up for the Holy See against the awful spirit rising in England, he will start to wish for Cardinal Wiseman, who knew how to keep the laypeople in check.' Manning had no intention of 'giving in'; however, he pointed out to his upset friend that an open conflict between him and Newman would be 'just as much a scandal for the Church in England, and as much of a win for the Anglicans, as could be'. He would act discreetly, and there would be no more issues. The Bishops were united, and the Church was solid.

On this, Monsignor Talbot hurried to Father St. John's lodgings in Rome to express his regret at the misunderstanding that had arisen, to wonder how it could possibly have occurred, and to hope that Dr. Newman might consent to be made a Protonotary Apostolic. That was all the satisfaction that Father St. John was to obtain from his visit to Rome. A few weeks later, the scheme of the Oxford Oratory was finally quashed.

On this, Monsignor Talbot rushed to Father St. John's place in Rome to express his regret about the misunderstanding that had come up, to question how it could have happened, and to hope that Dr. Newman would agree to become a Protonotary Apostolic. That was all the resolution that Father St. John would get from his visit to Rome. A few weeks later, the plan for the Oxford Oratory was completely shut down.

When all was over, Manning thought that the time had come for a reconciliation. He made advances through a common friend; what had he done, he asked, to offend Dr. Newman? Letters passed, and, naturally enough, they only widened the breach. Newman was not the man to be polite.

When everything was done, Manning felt it was time to make amends. He reached out through a mutual friend, asking what he had done to upset Dr. Newman. They exchanged letters, but of course, this only made things worse. Newman wasn’t the type to be courteous.

'I can only repeat,' he wrote at last, 'what I said when you last heard from me. I do not know whether I am on my head or my heels when I have active relations with you. In spite of my friendly feelings, this is the judgment of my intellect.' 'Meanwhile,' he concluded, 'I propose to say seven masses for your intention amid the difficulties and anxieties of your ecclesiastical duties.'

'I can only repeat,' he wrote finally, 'what I said the last time you heard from me. I don’t know if I’m coming or going when I have an active relationship with you. Despite my friendly feelings, this is what my mind tells me.' 'In the meantime,' he concluded, 'I plan to say seven masses for your intention during the challenges and worries of your church duties.'

And Manning could only return the compliment.

And Manning could only return the favor.

At about this time, the Curate of Littlemore had a singular experience. As he was passing by the Church he noticed an old man, very poorly dressed in an old grey coat with the collar turned up, leaning over the lych gate, in floods of tears. He was apparently in great trouble, and his hat was pulled down over his eyes as if he wished to hide his features. For a moment, however, he turned towards the Curate, who was suddenly struck by something familiar in the face. Could it be—? A photograph hung over the Curate's mantelpiece of the man who had made Littlemore famous by his sojourn there more than twenty years ago—he had never seen the original; but now, was it possible—? He looked again, and he could doubt no longer. It was Dr. Newman. He sprang forward, with proffers of assistance. Could he be of any use? 'Oh no, no!' was the reply. 'Oh no, no!' But the Curate felt that he could not run away and leave so eminent a character in such distress. 'Was it not Dr. Newman he had the honour of addressing?' he asked, with all the respect and sympathy at his command. 'Was there nothing that could be done?' But the old man hardly seemed to understand what was being said to him. 'Oh no, no!' he repeated, with the tears streaming down his face, 'Oh no, no!'

At this time, the Curate of Littlemore had a unique experience. As he was walking by the church, he saw an old man, poorly dressed in a worn grey coat with the collar turned up, leaning against the lych gate, in tears. The man seemed to be in great trouble, and his hat was pulled down over his eyes as if he wanted to hide his face. For a moment, however, he turned towards the Curate, who suddenly recognized something familiar in his features. Could it be—? There was a photograph on the Curate's mantelpiece of the man who had made Littlemore famous by staying there more than twenty years ago—he had never seen the original, but now, was it possible—? He looked again, and he could no longer doubt it. It was Dr. Newman. He rushed forward, offering help. Was there anything he could do? 'Oh no, no!' was the reply. 'Oh no, no!' But the Curate felt he couldn't just walk away and leave such a prominent figure in such distress. 'Is it not Dr. Newman I have the honor of addressing?' he asked, with all the respect and sympathy he could muster. 'Is there nothing that can be done?' But the old man hardly seemed to understand what was being said to him. 'Oh no, no!' he repeated, tears streaming down his face, 'Oh no, no!'

VII

MEANWHILE, a remarkable problem was absorbing the attention of the Catholic Church. Once more, for a moment, the eyes of all Christendom were fixed upon Rome. The temporal Power of the Pope had now almost vanished; but, as his worldly dominions steadily diminished, the spiritual pretensions of the Holy Father no less steadily increased. For seven centuries the immaculate conception of the Virgin had been highly problematical; Pio Nono spoke, and the doctrine became an article of faith. A few years later, the Court of Rome took another step: a Syllabus Errorum was issued, in which all the favourite beliefs of the modern world—the rights of democracies, the claims of science, the sanctity of free speech, the principles of toleration—were categorically denounced, and their supporters abandoned to the Divine wrath.

MEANWHILE, a significant issue was capturing the attention of the Catholic Church. Once again, for a brief moment, the focus of all Christendom was on Rome. The Pope's political power had nearly disappeared; however, as his worldly influence continued to shrink, the spiritual authority of the Holy Father steadily grew. For seven centuries, the immaculate conception of the Virgin had been quite questionable; then Pio Nono declared it, and the doctrine became a matter of faith. A few years later, the Roman Court took further action: a Syllabus Errorum was released, which explicitly condemned all the popular beliefs of the modern world—the rights of democracies, the importance of science, the sanctity of free speech, the principles of tolerance—and left their supporters to face Divine punishment.

Yet it was observed that the modern world proceeded as before. Something more drastic appeared to be necessary—some bold and striking measure which should concentrate the forces of the faithful, and confound their enemies. The tremendous doctrine of Papal Infallibility, beloved of all good Catholics, seemed to offer just the opening that was required. Let that doctrine be proclaimed, with the assent of the whole Church, an article of faith, and, in the face of such an affirmation, let the modern world do its worst! Accordingly, a General Council—the first to be held since the Council of Trent more than 300 years before—was summoned to the Vatican, for the purpose, so it was announced, of providing 'an adequate remedy to the disorders, intellectual and moral, of Christendom'. The programme might seem a large one, even for a General Council; but everyone knew what it meant.

Yet it was noticed that the modern world continued as before. Something more drastic seemed necessary—some bold and striking action that would unite the faithful and challenge their enemies. The powerful doctrine of Papal Infallibility, cherished by all good Catholics, appeared to be just the opportunity needed. If that doctrine were declared, with the agreement of the entire Church, as a core belief, then let the modern world do its worst! Consequently, a General Council—the first to be held since the Council of Trent over 300 years prior—was called to the Vatican, with the purpose, as it was stated, of providing 'an adequate remedy to the disorders, intellectual and moral, of Christendom'. The agenda might seem quite ambitious, even for a General Council; but everyone understood what it signified.

Everyone, however, was not quite of one mind. There were those to whom even the mysteries of infallibility caused some searchings of heart. It was true, no doubt, that Our Lord, by saying to Peter, 'Thou art Cephas, which is by interpretation a stone', thereby endowed that Apostle with the supreme and full primacy and principality over the Universal Catholic Church; it was equally certain that Peter afterwards became the Bishop of Rome; nor could it be doubted that the Roman Pontiff was his successor. Thus it followed directly that the Roman Pontiff was the head, heart, mind, and tongue of the Catholic Church; and moreover, it was plain that when Our Lord prayed for Peter that his faith should not fail, that prayer implied the doctrine of Papal Infallibility. All these things were obvious, and yet—and yet—might not the formal declaration of such truths in the year of his grace 1870 be, to say the least of it, inopportune? Might it not come as an offence, as a scandal even, to those unacquainted with the niceties of Catholic dogma? Such were the uneasy reflections of grave and learned ecclesiastics and theologians in England, France, and Germany. Newman was more than usually upset; Monseigneur Dupanloup was disgusted; and Dr. Dollinger prepared himself for resistance. It was clear that there would be a disaffected minority at the Council.

Everyone, however, didn't completely agree. There were some who felt uncertain about even the mysteries of infallibility. It was true, of course, that Our Lord, by saying to Peter, 'You are Cephas, which means a stone', gave that Apostle the supreme and complete authority over the Universal Catholic Church; it was also clear that Peter later became the Bishop of Rome; and it could not be denied that the Roman Pontiff was his successor. This directly meant that the Roman Pontiff was the head, heart, mind, and voice of the Catholic Church; furthermore, it was obvious that when Our Lord prayed for Peter that his faith should not fail, that prayer implied the doctrine of Papal Infallibility. All these points were clear, and yet—and yet—could the formal declaration of such truths in the year 1870 be, to say the least, poorly timed? Might it not be seen as offensive, even scandalous, to those unfamiliar with the nuances of Catholic doctrine? These were the anxious thoughts of serious and learned church leaders and theologians in England, France, and Germany. Newman was particularly troubled; Monseigneur Dupanloup was appalled; and Dr. Dollinger prepared to resist. It was evident that there would be a dissatisfied minority at the Council.

Catholic apologists have often argued that the Pope's claim to infallibility implies no more than the necessary claim of every ruler, of every government, to the right of supreme command. In England, for instance, the Estates of the Realm exercise an absolute authority in secular matters; no one questions this authority, no one suggests that it is absurd or exorbitant; in other words, by general consent the Estates of the Realm are, within their sphere, infallible. Why, therefore, should the Pope, within his sphere—the sphere of the Catholic Church—be denied a similar infallibility? If there is nothing monstrous in an Act of Parliament laying down what all men shall do, why should there be anything monstrous in a Papal Encyclical laying down what all men shall believe? The argument is simple; in fact, it is too simple; for it takes for granted the very question which is in dispute. Is there indeed no radical and essential distinction between supremacy and infallibility? Between the right of a Borough Council to regulate the traffic and the right of the Vicar of Christ to decide upon the qualifications for Everlasting Bliss?

Catholic apologists have often argued that the Pope's claim to infallibility is no more than what every ruler and government claims as their right to supreme authority. In England, for example, the Estates of the Realm hold absolute power in secular matters; no one questions this power, and no one suggests that it is unreasonable or excessive. In other words, by general agreement, the Estates of the Realm are infallible within their domain. So, why should the Pope, within his domain—the Catholic Church—be denied a similar infallibility? If there's nothing outrageous about an Act of Parliament determining what everyone should do, why should there be anything outrageous about a Papal Encyclical determining what everyone should believe? The argument is straightforward; in fact, it’s too straightforward because it assumes the very question that’s up for debate. Is there really no significant difference between supremacy and infallibility? Between a Borough Council's authority to manage traffic and the Vicar of Christ's authority to determine the criteria for Eternal Bliss?

There is one distinction, at any rate, which is palpable: the decisions of a supreme authority can be altered; those of an infallible authority cannot. A Borough Council may change its traffic regulations at the next meeting; but the Vicar of Christ, when in certain circumstances and with certain precautions, he has once spoken, has expressed, for all the ages, a part of the immutable, absolute, and eternal Truth. It is this that makes the papal pretensions so extraordinary and so enormous. It is also this that gives them their charm. Catholic apologists, when they try to tone down those pretensions and to explain them away, forget that it is in their very exorbitance that their fascination lies. If the Pope were indeed nothing more than a magnified Borough Councillor, we should hardly have heard so much of him. It is not because he satisfies the reason, but because he astounds it, that men abase themselves before the Vicar of Christ.

There is one clear distinction: the decisions of a supreme authority can be changed; those of an infallible authority cannot. A Borough Council can revise its traffic rules at the next meeting, but the Vicar of Christ, under certain circumstances and with certain precautions, once he has spoken, has declared, for all time, a part of the unchangeable, absolute, and eternal Truth. This is what makes the claims of the papacy so extraordinary and significant. It also gives them their appeal. Catholic defenders, when they attempt to downplay those claims and justify them, overlook the fact that it is their very excess that makes them captivating. If the Pope were simply a more powerful Borough Councillor, we probably wouldn’t have heard so much about him. It’s not because he satisfies reason, but because he astonishes it, that people humble themselves before the Vicar of Christ.

And certainly the doctrine of Papal Infallibility presents to the reason a sufficiency of stumbling-blocks. In the fourteenth century, for instance, the following case arose. John XXII asserted in his bull 'Cum inter nonnullos' that the doctrine of the poverty of Christ was heretical. Now, according to the light of reason, one of two things must follow from this—either John XXII was himself a heretic, or he was no Pope. For his predecessor, Nicholas III, had asserted in his bull 'Exiit qui seminat' that the doctrine of the poverty of Christ was the true doctrine, the denial of which was heresy. Thus if John XXII was right, Nicholas III was a heretic, and in that case Nicholas's nominations of Cardinals were void, and the conclave which elected John was illegal—so that John was no Pope, his nominations of Cardinals were void, and the whole Papal succession vitiated. On the other hand, if John was wrong—well, he was a heretic; and the same inconvenient results followed. And, in either case, what becomes of Papal Infallibility?

And definitely, the idea of Papal Infallibility presents a number of challenges to reason. For example, in the fourteenth century, a situation arose where John XXII claimed in his bull 'Cum inter nonnullos' that the belief in the poverty of Christ was heretical. According to reason, this leads to one of two conclusions—either John XXII was himself a heretic, or he wasn't actually a Pope. His predecessor, Nicholas III, had claimed in his bull 'Exiit qui seminat' that the belief in the poverty of Christ was the true doctrine, and denying it was heresy. Therefore, if John XXII was correct, then Nicholas III was a heretic, which would mean that Nicholas's appointments of Cardinals were invalid, and the conclave that elected John was illegal—making John no true Pope, his Cardinal nominations void, and the entire Papal succession flawed. On the other hand, if John was wrong—then he was a heretic; and the same problematic outcomes would follow. So, in either case, what happens to Papal Infallibility?

But such crude and fundamental questions as these were not likely to trouble the Council. The discordant minority took another line. Infallibility they admitted readily enough, the infallibility, that is to say, of the Church; what they shrank from was the pronouncement that this infallibility was concentrated in the Bishop of Rome. They would not actually deny that, as a matter of fact, it was so concentrated; but to declare that it was, to make the belief that it was an article of faith—what could be more—it was their favourite expression—more inopportune? In truth, the Gallican spirit still lingered among them. At heart, they hated the autocracy of Rome—the domination of the centralised Italian organisation over the whole vast body of the Church. They secretly hankered, even at this late hour, after some form of constitutional government, and they knew that the last faint vestige of such a dream would vanish utterly with the declaration of the infallibility of the Pope. It did not occur to them, apparently, that a constitutional Catholicism might be a contradiction in terms, and that the Catholic Church, without the absolute dominion of the Pope, might resemble the play of Hamlet without the Prince of Denmark.

But these basic and fundamental questions were not likely to concern the Council. The dissenting minority took a different approach. They readily accepted the idea of infallibility, specifically the infallibility of the Church; what they were hesitant about was the claim that this infallibility was concentrated in the Bishop of Rome. They wouldn’t outright deny that it was indeed centralized there; however, to officially state that it was, to make that belief part of their core tenets—what could be more, as they liked to say, more inconvenient? In reality, the Gallican spirit still hung around among them. Deep down, they resented the autocracy of Rome—the control of the centralized Italian organization over the entire vast Church. They secretly longed, even at this late stage, for some form of constitutional governance, and they understood that the last faint trace of such a dream would completely disappear with the declaration of the Pope's infallibility. It apparently didn’t occur to them that a constitutional Catholicism might be contradictory, and that the Catholic Church, without the absolute authority of the Pope, could be like Hamlet without the Prince of Denmark.

Pius IX himself was troubled by doubts. 'Before I was Pope,' he observed, 'I believed in Papal Infallibility, now I feel it.' As for Manning, his certainty was no less complete than his master's. Apart from the Holy Ghost, his appointment to the See of Westminster had been due to Pio Nono's shrewd appreciation of the fact that he was the one man in England upon whose fidelity the Roman Government could absolutely rely. The voice which kept repeating 'Mettetelo li, mettetelo li' in his Holiness's ear, whether or not it was inspired by God, was certainly inspired by political sagacity. For now Manning was to show that he was not unworthy of the trust which had been reposed in him. He flew to Rome in a whirlwind of Papal enthusiasm. On the way, in Paris, he stopped for a moment to interview those two great props of French respectability, M. Guizot and M. Thiers. Both were careful not to commit themselves, but both were exceedingly polite. 'I am awaiting your Council,' said M. Guizot, 'with great anxiety. It is the last great moral power and may restore the peace of Europe.' M. Thiers delivered a brief harangue in favour of the principles of the Revolution, which, he declared, were the very marrow of all Frenchmen; yet, he added, he had always supported the Temporal Power of the Pope. 'Mais, M. Thiers,' said Manning, 'vous etes effectivement croyant.' 'En Dieu,' replied M. Thiers.

Pius IX himself was filled with doubts. "Before I was Pope," he noted, "I believed in Papal Infallibility; now I feel it." As for Manning, his confidence was just as strong as his leader's. Aside from the Holy Ghost, his appointment to the See of Westminster was due to Pio Nono's keen understanding that he was the one man in England upon whom the Roman Government could fully depend. The voice that kept saying "Mettetelo li, mettetelo li" in his Holiness's ear, whether it was inspired by God or not, certainly came from political wisdom. Now, Manning had to prove he was worthy of the trust that had been placed in him. He rushed to Rome in a storm of Papal enthusiasm. On the way, in Paris, he paused briefly to meet with the two major pillars of French respectability, M. Guizot and M. Thiers. Both were careful not to take a firm stand but were very courteous. "I am awaiting your Council," said M. Guizot, "with great anxiety. It is the last great moral power and may restore peace in Europe." M. Thiers gave a short speech in favor of the principles of the Revolution, which he claimed were the very essence of all Frenchmen; yet, he added, he had always supported the Temporal Power of the Pope. "But, M. Thiers," said Manning, "vous êtes effectivement croyant." "En Dieu," replied M. Thiers.

The Rome which Manning reached towards the close of 1869 was still the Rome which, for so many centuries, had been the proud and visible apex, the palpitating heart, the sacred sanctuary, of the most extraordinary mingling of spiritual and earthly powers that the world has ever known. The Pope now, it is true, ruled over little more than the City itself—the Patrimony of St. Peter—and he ruled there less by the Grace of God than by the goodwill of Napoleon III; yet he was still a sovereign Prince, and Rome was still the capital of the Papal State; she was not yet the capital of Italy. The last hour of this strange dominion had almost struck. As if she knew that her doom was upon her, the Eternal City arrayed herself to meet it in all her glory.

The Rome that Manning arrived in at the end of 1869 was still the city that had been for centuries the proud and visible peak, the pulsing heart, the sacred sanctuary of the most remarkable blend of spiritual and worldly powers the world has ever seen. True, the Pope now ruled over little more than the city itself—the Patrimony of St. Peter—and his authority came less from the Grace of God and more from the favor of Napoleon III; yet he remained a sovereign Prince, and Rome was still the capital of the Papal State; it was not yet the capital of Italy. The last hour of this unusual reign was almost here. As if aware that her time was approaching, the Eternal City prepared to face it in all her splendor.

The whole world seemed to be gathered together within her walls. Her streets were filled with crowned heads and Princes of the Church, great ladies and great theologians, artists and friars, diplomats and newspaper reporters. Seven hundred bishops were there from all the corners of Christendom, and in all the varieties of ecclesiastical magnificence in falling lace and sweeping purple and flowing violet veils. Zouaves stood in the colonnade of St Peter's, and Papal troops were on the Quirinal. Cardinals passed, hatted and robed, in their enormous carriage of state, like mysterious painted idols. Then there was a sudden hush: the crowd grew thicker and expectation filled, the air. Yes! it was he! He was coming! The Holy Father! But first there appeared, mounted on a white mule and clothed in a magenta mantle, a grave dignitary bearing aloft a silver cross. The golden coach followed, drawn by six horses gorgeously caparisoned, and within, the smiling white-haired Pio Nono, scattering his benedictions, while the multitude fell upon its knees as one man. Such were the daily spectacles of coloured pomp and of antique solemnity, which so long as the sun was shining, at any rate—dazzled the onlooker into a happy forgetfulness of the reverse side of the Papal dispensation—the nauseating filth of the highways, the cattle stabled in the palaces of the great, and the fever flitting through the ghastly tenements of the poor.

The whole world seemed to be gathered within her walls. Her streets were filled with kings and church leaders, powerful women and influential theologians, artists and friars, diplomats and reporters. Seven hundred bishops were present from all corners of Christianity, showcasing all sorts of ecclesiastical grandeur with falling lace, sweeping purple, and flowing violet veils. Zouaves stood in the colonnade of St. Peter's, and Papal troops were at the Quirinal. Cardinals passed by, wearing hats and robes, in their grand state carriage, like mysterious painted idols. Then there was a sudden hush: the crowd grew thicker and excitement filled the air. Yes! It was him! He was coming! The Holy Father! But first, a serious dignitary, mounted on a white mule and dressed in a magenta mantle, appeared, holding a silver cross high. The golden coach followed, drawn by six beautifully adorned horses, with the smiling, white-haired Pio Nono inside, scattering his blessings, while the crowd knelt as one. These were the daily spectacles of colorful pomp and ancient solemnity that, as long as the sun was shining, dazzled onlookers into a happy forgetfulness of the darker side of the Papal estate—the disgusting filth of the streets, the cattle kept in the grand palaces, and the fever spreading through the grim tenements of the poor.

In St. Peter's, the North Transept had been screened off; rows of wooden seats had been erected covered with Brussels carpet; and upon these seats sat each crowned with a white mitre, the 700 Bishops in Council. Here all day long rolled forth, in sonorous Latin, the interminable periods of episcopal oratory; but it was not here that the issue of the Council was determined. The assembled Fathers might talk till the marbles of St. Peter's themselves grew weary of the reverberations; the fate of the Church was decided in a very different manner—by little knots of influential persons meeting quietly of a morning in the back room of some inconspicuous lodging-house, by a sunset rendezvous in the Borghese Gardens between a Cardinal and a Diplomatist by a whispered conference in an alcove at a Princess's evening party, with the gay world chattering all about. And, of course, on such momentous occasions as these, Manning was in his element. None knew those difficult ropes better than he; none used them with a more serviceable and yet discreet alacrity. In every juncture he had the right word, or the right silence; his influence ramified in all directions, from the Pope's audience chamber to the English Cabinet. 'Il Diavolo del Concilio' his enemies called him; and he gloried in the name.

In St. Peter's, the North Transept had been closed off; rows of wooden seats were set up, covered with a Brussels carpet; and on these seats sat the 700 Bishops in Council, each wearing a white mitre. All day long, the echoes of lengthy episcopal speeches filled the space in resonant Latin; but this wasn't where the Council's decision was made. The gathered Fathers could talk until the marbles of St. Peter's themselves grew tired of the noise; the future of the Church was decided very differently—by small groups of influential people quietly meeting in the morning in the back room of some nondescript boarding house, by a sunset meeting in the Borghese Gardens between a Cardinal and a Diplomat, or through a whispered conversation in a corner at a Princess’s evening party, surrounded by the lively chatter of the world. And, of course, in such crucial moments, Manning thrived. No one understood those tricky dynamics better than he; no one navigated them with more skillful yet discreet eagerness. In every situation, he had just the right word or the right silence; his influence spread in every direction, from the Pope's audience chamber to the English Cabinet. His enemies called him 'Il Diavolo del Concilio,' and he took pride in the title.

The real crux of the position was less ecclesiastical than diplomatic. The Papal Court, with its huge majority of Italian Bishops, could make sure enough, when it came to the point, of carrying its wishes through the Council; what was far more dubious was the attitude of the foreign Governments—especially those of France and England. The French Government dreaded a schism among its Catholic subjects; it disliked the prospect of an extension of the influence of the Pope over the mass of the population of France; and, since the very existence of the last remnant of the Pope's Temporal Power depended upon the French army, it was able to apply considerable pressure upon the Vatican. The interests of England were less directly involved, but it happened that at this moment Mr. Gladstone was Prime Minister, and Mr. Gladstone entertained strong views upon the Infallibility of the Pope. His opinions upon the subject were in part the outcome of his friendship with Lord Acton, a historian to whom learning and judgment had not been granted in equal proportions, and who, after years of incredible and indeed well-nigh mythical research, had come to the conclusion that the Pope could err. In this Mr. Gladstone entirely concurred, though he did not share the rest of his friend's theological opinions; for Lord Acton, while straining at the gnat of Infallibility, had swallowed the camel of the Roman Catholic Faith. 'Que diable allait-il faire dans cette galere?' one cannot help asking, as one watched that laborious and scrupulous scholar, that lifelong enthusiast for liberty, that almost hysterical reviler of priesthood and persecution, trailing his learning so discrepantly along the dusty Roman way. But, there are some who know how to wear their Rome with a difference; and Lord Acton was one of these.

The main issue wasn't really about church matters, but about diplomacy. The Papal Court, with its large number of Italian Bishops, could usually enforce its wishes during the Council; what was far more uncertain was how foreign governments—especially France and England—would respond. The French Government feared a split among its Catholic citizens; it was uneasy about the possibility of the Pope gaining more influence over the general population in France; and since the survival of the last remnants of the Pope's Temporal Power depended on the French army, it could put significant pressure on the Vatican. England's interests were less directly involved, but at that time, Mr. Gladstone was Prime Minister, and he had strong opinions about the Pope's Infallibility. His views were partly shaped by his friendship with Lord Acton, a historian who had been granted neither equal parts of learning nor judgment, and who, after years of intense and almost mythical research, concluded that the Pope could make mistakes. Mr. Gladstone fully agreed with this, even though he didn’t share all of his friend's theological beliefs; for while Lord Acton was fixated on the issue of Infallibility, he had accepted the broader aspects of Roman Catholic doctrine. 'Que diable allait-il faire dans cette galere?' one can't help but wonder, as we observe that meticulous and principled scholar, that lifelong champion of freedom, that almost frantic critic of the clergy and persecution, navigating his knowledge so incongruously along the dusty Roman road. However, some individuals know how to engage with Rome on their own terms; Lord Acton was one of them.

He was now engaged in fluttering like a moth round the Council and in writing long letters to Mr. Gladstone, impressing upon him the gravity of the situation, and urging him to bring his influence to bear. If the Dogma were carried—he declared, no man who accepted it could remain a loyal subject and Catholics would everywhere become 'irredeemable enemies of civil and religious liberty'. In these circumstances, was it not plainly incumbent upon the English Government, involved as it was with the powerful Roman Catholic forces in Ireland, to intervene? Mr. Gladstone allowed himself to become convinced, and Lord Acton began to hope that his efforts would be successful. But, he had forgotten one element in the situation; he had reckoned without the Archbishop of Westminster. The sharp nose of Manning sniffed out the whole intrigue. Though he despised Lord Acton almost as much as he disliked him—'such men,' he said, 'are all vanity: they have the inflation of German professors, and the ruthless talk of undergraduates'—yet he realised clearly enough the danger of his correspondence with the Prime Minister, and immediately took steps to counteract it. There was a semi-official agent of the English Government in Rome, Mr. Odo Russell, and around him Manning set to work to spin his spider's web of delicate and clinging diplomacy. Preliminary politenesses were followed by long walks upon the Pincio, and the gradual interchange of more and more important and confidential communications. Soon poor Mr. Russell was little better than a fly buzzing in gossamer. And Manning was careful to see that he buzzed on the right note. In his dispatches to the Foreign Secretary, Lord Clarendon, Mr. Russell explained in detail the true nature of the Council, that it was merely a meeting of a few Roman Catholic prelates to discuss some internal matters of Church discipline, that it had no political significance whatever, that the question of Infallibility, about which there had been so much random talk, was a purely theological question, and that, whatever decision might be come to on the subject, the position of Roman Catholics throughout the world would remain unchanged.

He was now busy fluttering like a moth around the Council and writing long letters to Mr. Gladstone, stressing the seriousness of the situation and urging him to use his influence. If the Dogma was accepted—he claimed, no one who embraced it could stay a loyal subject, and Catholics would everywhere become 'irredeemable enemies of civil and religious liberty.' Given these circumstances, wasn't it clearly the responsibility of the English Government, involved as it was with the powerful Roman Catholic factions in Ireland, to step in? Mr. Gladstone became convinced, and Lord Acton began to hope that his efforts would pay off. However, he overlooked one crucial factor in the situation; he hadn't considered the Archbishop of Westminster. Manning's keen instincts uncovered the entire plot. Though he held Lord Acton in contempt almost as much as he disliked him—'such men,' he remarked, 'are all vanity: they have the inflated egos of German professors and the reckless chatter of undergraduates'—he clearly understood the risk of Acton's correspondence with the Prime Minister and quickly took measures to counter it. There was a semi-official English Government agent in Rome, Mr. Odo Russell, and Manning set about weaving his intricate and sticky web of diplomacy around him. Initial pleasantries led to long walks on the Pincio, gradually exchanging more and more significant and confidential communications. Soon, poor Mr. Russell was nothing more than a fly caught in gossamer. And Manning made sure to guide him to buzz in the right tone. In his reports to the Foreign Secretary, Lord Clarendon, Mr. Russell detailed the true nature of the Council, explaining that it was simply a gathering of a few Roman Catholic bishops to discuss some internal Church matters, that it held no political significance whatsoever, that the issue of Infallibility, which had stirred so much baseless chatter, was purely theological, and that no matter what decision was made on the matter, the position of Roman Catholics around the world would remain unchanged.

Whether the effect of these affirmations upon Lord Clarendon was as great as Manning supposed is somewhat doubtful; but it is at any rate certain that Mr. Gladstone failed to carry the Cabinet with him; and, when at last a proposal was definitely made that the English Government should invite the Powers of Europe to intervene at the Vatican, it was rejected. Manning always believed that this was the direct result of Mr. Russell's dispatches, which had acted as an antidote to the poison of Lord Acton's letters, and thus carried the day. If that was so, the discretion of biographers has not yet entirely lifted the veil from these proceedings Manning had assuredly performed no small service for his cause. Yet his modesty would not allow him to assume for himself a credit which, after all, was due elsewhere; and when he told the story of those days, he would add, with more than wonted seriousness, 'It was by the Divine Will that the designs of His enemies were frustrated'.

Whether the impact of these affirmations on Lord Clarendon was as significant as Manning thought is somewhat questionable; however, it’s clear that Mr. Gladstone couldn't get the Cabinet to support him. When a proposal was finally put forward for the English Government to invite the European Powers to intervene at the Vatican, it was turned down. Manning always believed this was a direct result of Mr. Russell's dispatches, which acted as a counter to the harmful influence of Lord Acton's letters, thereby ensuring success. If that's true, the discretion of biographers has not fully revealed the details of these events, but Manning certainly played an important role in his cause. Still, his modesty prevented him from claiming credit that ultimately belonged to others, and when recounting those days, he would add, with more than usual seriousness, 'It was by the Divine Will that the plans of His enemies were thwarted.'

Meanwhile, in the North Transept of St. Peter's a certain amount of preliminary business had been carried through. Various miscellaneous points in Christian doctrine had been satisfactorily determined. Among others, the following Canons were laid down by the Fathers: 'If anyone does not accept for sacred and canonical the whole and every part of the Books of Holy Scripture, or deny that they are divinely inspired, let him be anathema.' 'If anyone says that miracles cannot be, and therefore, the accounts of them, even those in Holy Scriptures must be assigned a place among fables and myths, or that the divine origin of the Christian religion cannot rightly be proved from them, let him be anathema.' 'If anyone says that the doctrines of the Church can ever receive a sense in accordance with the progress of science, other than that sense which the Church has understood and still understands, let him be anathema.' 'If anyone says that it is not possible, by the natural light of human reason, to acquire a certain knowledge of the One and True God, let him be anathema.' In other words, it became an article of Faith that Faith was not necessary for a true knowledge of God. Having disposed of these minor matters, the Fathers found themselves at last approaching the great question of Infallibility.

Meanwhile, in the North Transept of St. Peter's, some preliminary business had been handled. Various aspects of Christian doctrine had been satisfactorily established. Among other things, the following Canons were set forth by the Fathers: 'If anyone does not accept as sacred and canonical the whole and every part of the Books of Holy Scripture, or denies that they are divinely inspired, let him be anathema.' 'If anyone says that miracles cannot happen and, therefore, the accounts of them, even those in Holy Scriptures, must be classified with fables and myths, or that the divine origin of the Christian religion cannot be correctly proved from them, let him be anathema.' 'If anyone claims that the doctrines of the Church can ever be understood in a way that aligns with advancements in science, other than the understanding that the Church has had and continues to have, let him be anathema.' 'If anyone asserts that it is not possible, through the natural light of human reason, to gain certain knowledge of the One and True God, let him be anathema.' In other words, it became a matter of Faith that Faith was not necessary for a true knowledge of God. After settling these minor issues, the Fathers found themselves finally ready to address the significant question of Infallibility.

Two main issues, it soon appeared, were before them: the. Pope's infallibility was admitted, ostensibly at least, by all; what remained to be determined was: (1) whether the definition of the Pope's Infallibility was opportune, and (2) what the definition of the Pope's Infallibility was.

Two main issues quickly came to light: everyone seemed to accept the Pope's infallibility, at least on the surface; what still needed to be decided was: (1) whether defining the Pope's Infallibility was timely, and (2) what the definition of the Pope's Infallibility actually was.

(1) It soon became clear that the sense of the Council was overwhelmingly in favour of a definition. The Inopportunists were a small minority; they were outvoted, and they were obliged to give way. It only remained, therefore, to come to a decision upon the second question—what the definition should actually be.

(1) It soon became clear that the Council largely supported a definition. The Inopportunists were a small minority; they were outvoted and had to concede. It only remained to decide on the second question—what the definition should actually be.

(2) It now became the object of the Inopportunists to limit the scope of the definition as much as possible, while the Infallibilists were no less eager to extend it. Now everyone, or nearly everyone, was ready to limit the Papal Infallibility to pronouncements ex cathedra—that is to say, to those made by the Pope in his capacity of Universal Doctor; but this only served to raise the ulterior, the portentous, and indeed the really crucial question—to WHICH of the Papal pronouncements ex cathedra did Infallibility adhere?

(2) The Inopportunists aimed to narrow the definition as much as they could, while the Infallibilists were just as eager to broaden it. Almost everyone was ready to restrict Papal Infallibility to statements made ex cathedra—that is, those made by the Pope in his role as Universal Doctor; however, this only led to the more serious, significant, and truly critical question—TO WHICH of the Papal statements ex cathedra did Infallibility apply?

The discussions which followed were, naturally enough, numerous, complicated, and embittered, and in all of them Manning played a conspicuous part. For two months the Fathers deliberated; through fifty sessions they sought the guidance of the Holy Ghost. The wooden seats, covered though they were with Brussels carpet, grew harder and harder; and still the mitred Councillors sat on. The Pope himself began to grow impatient; for one thing, he declared, he was being ruined by the mere expense of lodging and keeping the multitude of his adherents. 'Questi infallibilisti mi faranno fallire', said his Holiness. At length it appeared that the Inopportunists were dragging out the proceedings in the hope of obtaining an indefinite postponement. Then the authorities began to act; a bishop was shouted down, and the closure was brought into operation. At this point the French Government, after long hesitation, finally decided to intervene, and Cardinal Antonelli was informed that if the Definition was proceeded with, the French troops would be withdrawn from Rome. But the astute Cardinal judged that he could safely ignore the threat. He saw that Napoleon III was tottering to his fall and would never risk an open rupture with the Vatican. Accordingly, it was determined to bring the proceedings to a close by a final vote. Already the Inopportunists, seeing that the game was up, had shaken the dust of Rome from their feet. On July 18th, 1870, the Council met for the last time. As the first of the Fathers stepped forward to declare his vote, a storm of thunder and lightning suddenly burst over St. Peter's. All through the morning the voting continued, and every vote was accompanied by a flash and a roar from heaven. Both sides, with equal justice, claimed the portent as a manifestation of the Divine Opinion. When the votes were examined, it was found that 533 were in favour of the proposed definition and two against it. Next day, war was declared between France and Germany, and a few weeks later the French troops were withdrawn from Rome. Almost in the same moment, the successor of St. Peter had lost his Temporal Power, and gained Infallibility.

The discussions that followed were, of course, numerous, complicated, and heated, with Manning playing a significant role in all of them. For two months, the Fathers deliberated; over fifty sessions, they sought the guidance of the Holy Spirit. The wooden seats, even though covered with Brussels carpet, became increasingly uncomfortable; yet the mitred Councillors remained seated. The Pope himself began to grow impatient; for one thing, he said he was being financially burdened by the costs of housing and supporting his many followers. "'These infallibilists will be my downfall," said his Holiness. Eventually, it became clear that the Inopportunists were stalling the proceedings in hopes of an indefinite delay. Then the authorities took action; a bishop was shouted down, and the meetings were brought to a close. At this point, the French Government, after much hesitation, finally decided to intervene, informing Cardinal Antonelli that if the Definition continued, French troops would withdraw from Rome. However, the clever Cardinal believed he could safely ignore the threat. He realized that Napoleon III was on the brink of failure and wouldn’t risk an open conflict with the Vatican. Consequently, it was decided to wrap up the proceedings with a final vote. The Inopportunists, realizing their situation was hopeless, had already left Rome. On July 18, 1870, the Council met for the last time. As the first of the Fathers stepped forward to cast his vote, a sudden storm of thunder and lightning erupted over St. Peter's. Voting continued throughout the morning, and each vote was accompanied by flashes and rumbles from the sky. Both sides equally claimed the phenomenon as a sign of Divine Approval. When the votes were counted, it was revealed that 533 were in favor of the proposed definition, with only two against it. The next day, war was declared between France and Germany, and a few weeks later, the French troops were withdrawn from Rome. Almost simultaneously, the successor of St. Peter lost his Temporal Power and gained Infallibility.

What the Council had done was merely to assent to a definition of the dogma of the Infallibility of the Roman Pontiff which Pius IX had issued, proprio motu, a few days before. The definition itself was perhaps somewhat less extreme than might have been expected. The Pope, it declared, is possessed, when he speaks ex cathedra, of 'that infallibility with which the Redeemer willed that His Church should be endowed for defining doctrine regarding faith or morals'. Thus it became a dogma of faith that a Papal definition regarding faith or morals is infallible; but beyond that, both the Holy Father and the Council maintained a judicious reserve. Over what OTHER matters besides faith and morals the Papal infallibility might or might not extend still remained in doubt. And there were further questions, no less serious, to which no decisive answer was then, or ever has been since, provided.

What the Council did was simply agree to a definition of the dogma of the Infallibility of the Roman Pontiff that Pius IX had issued, on his own initiative, just a few days earlier. The definition itself was perhaps a bit less extreme than expected. It stated that the Pope, when he speaks ex cathedra, has 'that infallibility with which the Redeemer intended His Church to be endowed for defining doctrine regarding faith or morals.' Thus, it became a matter of faith that a Papal definition concerning faith or morals is infallible; however, both the Holy Father and the Council maintained a careful distance on other issues. There remained uncertainty about what other matters, besides faith and morals, Papal infallibility might or might not cover. Additionally, there were further serious questions to which no definitive answers have ever been provided.

How was it to be determined, for instance, which particular Papal decisions did in fact come within the scope of the definition? Who was to decide what was or was not a matter of faith or morals? Or precisely WHEN the Roman Pontiff was speaking ex cathedra? Was the famous Syllabus Errorum, for example, issued ex cathedra or not? Grave theologians have never been able to make up their minds. Yet to admit doubts in such matters as these is surely dangerous. 'In duty to our supreme pastoral office,' proclaimed the Sovereign Pontiff, 'by the bowels of Christ we earnestly entreat all Christ's faithful people, and we also command them by the authority of God and our Saviour, that they study and labour to expel and eliminate errors and display the light of the purest faith.' Well might the faithful study and labour to such ends! For, while the offence remained ambiguous, there was no ambiguity about the penalty. One hair's-breadth from the unknown path of truth, one shadow of impurity in the mysterious light of faith, and there shall be anathema! anathema! anathema! When the framers of such edicts called upon the bowels of Christ to justify them, might they not have done well to have paused a little, and to have called to mind the counsel of another sovereign ruler, though a heretic—Oliver Cromwell? 'Bethink ye, bethink ye, in the bowels of Christ, that ye may be mistaken!'

How was it supposed to be determined, for example, which specific Papal decisions actually fell under the definition? Who was to decide what was or wasn't a matter of faith or morals? Or exactly WHEN the Roman Pontiff was speaking ex cathedra? Was the famous Syllabus Errorum, for instance, issued ex cathedra or not? Serious theologians have never been able to agree. Yet admitting doubts in these matters is certainly risky. 'In duty to our supreme pastoral office,' declared the Sovereign Pontiff, 'by the love of Christ we earnestly urge all of Christ's faithful people, and we also command them by the authority of God and our Savior, to study and work to expel and eliminate errors and to shine the light of pure faith.' The faithful would do well to study and work towards these goals! For while the offense remained unclear, there was no ambiguity about the punishment. Just one step away from the uncertain path of truth, one hint of impurity in the mysterious light of faith, and there shall be anathema! anathema! anathema! When the authors of such decrees called upon the love of Christ to back them up, might they not have done well to pause for a moment and remember the advice of another ruler, even if he was a heretic—Oliver Cromwell? 'Consider, consider, in the love of Christ, that you might be mistaken!'

One of the secondary results of the Council was the excommunication of
Dr. Dollinger, and a few more of the most uncompromising of the
Inopportunists. Among these, however, Lord Acton was not included.
Nobody ever discovered why. Was it because he was too important for the
Holy See to care to interfere with him? Or was it because he was not
important enough?

One of the secondary outcomes of the Council was the excommunication of
Dr. Dollinger and a few of the most unyielding Inopportunists. However, Lord Acton was not among them.
No one ever figured out why. Was it because he was too significant for the
Holy See to bother with? Or was it because he wasn't significant enough?

Another ulterior consequence was the appearance of a pamphlet by Mr. Gladstone, entitled 'Vaticanism', in which the awful implications involved in the declaration of Infallibility were laid before the British Public. How was it possible, Mr. Gladstone asked, with all the fulminating accompaniments of his most agitated rhetoric, to depend henceforward upon the civil allegiance of Roman Catholics? To this question the words of Cardinal Antonelli to the Austrian Ambassador might have seemed a sufficient reply. 'There is a great difference,' said his Eminence, between theory and practice. No one will ever prevent the Church from proclaiming the great principles upon which its Divine fabric is based; but, as regards the application of those sacred laws, the Church, imitating the example of its Divine Founder, is inclined to take into consideration the natural weaknesses of mankind.' And, in any case, it was hard to see how the system of Faith, which had enabled Pope Gregory XIII to effect, by the hands of English Catholics, a whole series of attempts to murder Queen Elizabeth, can have been rendered a much more dangerous engine of disloyalty by the Definition of 1870. But such considerations failed to reassure Mr. Gladstone; the British Public was of a like mind; and 145,000 copies of the pamphlet were sold within two months. Various replies appeared, and Manning was not behindhand. His share in the controversy led to a curious personal encounter.

Another consequence was the release of a pamphlet by Mr. Gladstone titled 'Vaticanism', which highlighted the serious implications of the declaration of Infallibility for the British public. How could it be, Mr. Gladstone asked, with the intense passion of his most agitated rhetoric, that we could rely on the civil allegiance of Roman Catholics from now on? In response, the words of Cardinal Antonelli to the Austrian Ambassador might have seemed like a good answer. "There is a big difference," his Eminence said, "between theory and practice. No one can stop the Church from proclaiming the great principles on which its Divine structure is based; but when it comes to applying those sacred laws, the Church, following the example of its Divine Founder, is likely to consider the natural weaknesses of humanity." And, in any case, it was hard to understand how the system of Faith that allowed Pope Gregory XIII to carry out, through English Catholics, a number of assassination attempts on Queen Elizabeth could have become a significantly more dangerous tool of disloyalty after the Definition of 1870. Yet such points did not convince Mr. Gladstone; the British public felt similarly; and 145,000 copies of the pamphlet were sold within two months. Various responses appeared, and Manning was not slow to respond. His involvement in the controversy led to an interesting personal encounter.

His conversion had come as a great shock to Mr. Gladstone. Manning had breathed no word of its approach to his old and intimate friend, and when the news reached him, it seemed almost an act of personal injury. 'I felt,' Mr. Gladstone said, 'as if Manning had murdered my mother by mistake.' For twelve years the two men did not meet, after which they occasionally saw each other and renewed their correspondence. This was the condition of affairs when Mr. Gladstone published his pamphlet. As soon as it appeared, Manning wrote a letter to the New York Herald, contradicting its conclusions and declaring that its publication was 'the first event that has overcast a friendship of forty-five years'. Mr. Gladstone replied to this letter in a second pamphlet. At the close of his theological arguments, he added the following passage:

His conversion came as a huge shock to Mr. Gladstone. Manning hadn’t mentioned anything about it to his old, close friend, and when the news reached him, it felt like a personal betrayal. 'I felt,' Mr. Gladstone said, 'as if Manning had accidentally murdered my mother.' For twelve years, the two men didn’t meet, but after that, they occasionally saw each other and started corresponding again. This was the state of things when Mr. Gladstone published his pamphlet. Once it came out, Manning wrote a letter to the New York Herald, disputing its conclusions and stating that its publication was 'the first event that has overcast a friendship of forty-five years.' Mr. Gladstone responded to this letter with a second pamphlet. At the end of his theological arguments, he added the following passage:

'I feel it necessary, in concluding this answer, to state that Archbishop Manning has fallen into most serious inaccuracy in his letter of November 10th, wherein he describes 'my Expostulation as the first event which has overcast a friendship of forty-five years. I allude to the subject with regret; and without entering into details.'

'I think it’s important to point out, as I wrap up this response, that Archbishop Manning has made a very serious error in his letter dated November 10th, where he refers to 'my Expostulation as the first event that has cast a shadow over a friendship of forty-five years. I mention this with regret; and without going into details.'

Manning replied in a private letter:

Manning responded in a private letter:

'My dear Gladstone,' he wrote, 'you say that I am in error in stating that your former pamphlet is the first act which has overcast our friendship.

'My dear Gladstone,' he wrote, 'you say that I’m mistaken in claiming that your earlier pamphlet is the first thing that has clouded our friendship.

'If you refer to my act in 1851 in submitting to the Catholic Church, by which we were separated for some twelve years, I can understand it.

'If you refer to my decision in 1851 to submit to the Catholic Church, which led to our separation for about twelve years, I can understand it.

'If you refer to any other act either on your part or mine I am not conscious of it, and would desire to know what it may be.

'If you mention any other action on your part or mine, I'm not aware of it, and I would like to know what it is.'

'My act in 1851 may have overcast your friendship for me. It did not overcast my friendship for you, as I think the last years have shown.

'My actions in 1851 may have clouded your friendship for me. They didn't affect my friendship for you, as I believe the past few years have demonstrated.'

'You will not, I hope, think me over-sensitive in asking for this explanation. Believe me, yours affectionately,

'I hope you don’t think I’m being overly sensitive by asking for this explanation. Trust me, yours affectionately,

'H. E. M.'

'My dear Archbishop Manning,' Mr. Gladstone answered, 'it did, I confess, seem to me an astonishing error to state in public that a friendship had not been overcast for forty-five years until now, which your letter declares has been suspended as to all action for twelve …

'My dear Archbishop Manning,' Mr. Gladstone replied, 'I must admit, it struck me as an incredible mistake to publicly declare that a friendship hadn't faced any difficulties for forty-five years until now, which your letter states has been on hold for twelve…

'I wonder, too, at your forgetting that during the forty-five years I had been charged by you with doing the work of the Antichrist in regard to the Temporal Power of the Pope.

'I also wonder how you could forget that for the past forty-five years, you entrusted me with the task of acting as the Antichrist concerning the Pope's Temporal Power.

'Our differences, my dear Archbishop, are indeed profound. We refer them, I suppose, in humble silence to a Higher Power … You assured me once of your prayers at all and at the most solemn time. I received that assurance with gratitude, and still cherish it. As and when they move upwards, there is a meeting-point for those whom a chasm separates below. I remain always, affectionately yours,

'Our differences, dear Archbishop, are really significant. I guess we quietly leave them to a Higher Power... You once reassured me that you would pray for me, especially during the most serious times. I appreciated that assurance and still hold it dear. As they ascend, there’s a point where those separated by a gap below can connect. I remain, always affectionately yours,

'W. E. GLADSTONE.'

Speaking of this correspondence in after years, Cardinal Manning said: 'From the way in which Mr. Gladstone alluded to the overcasting of our friendship, people might have thought that I had picked his pocket.'

Speaking about this correspondence years later, Cardinal Manning said: 'From how Mr. Gladstone mentioned the darkening of our friendship, people might have thought I had stolen from him.'

VIII

IN 1875, Manning's labours received their final reward: he was made a Cardinal. His long and strange career, with its high hopes, its bitter disappointments, its struggles, its renunciations, had come at last to fruition in a Princedom of the Church.

IN 1875, Manning's efforts finally paid off: he was made a Cardinal. His long and unusual career, filled with great hopes, harsh disappointments, struggles, and sacrifices, had finally culminated in a high position within the Church.

'Ask in faith and in perfect confidence,' he himself once wrote, and God will give us what we ask. You may say, "But do you mean that He will give us the very thing?" That, God has not said. God has said that He will give you whatsoever you ask; but the form in which it will come, and the time in which He will give it, He keeps in His own power. Sometimes our prayers are answered in the very things which we put from us; sometimes it may be a chastisement, or a loss, or a visitation against which our hearts rise, and we seem to see that God has not only forgotten us, but has begun to deal with us in severity. Those very things are the answers to our prayers. He knows what we desire, and He gives us the things for which we ask; but in the form which His own Divine Wisdom sees to be best.'

'Ask with faith and complete confidence,' he wrote, and God will give us what we ask for. You might say, "So you mean He will give us exactly what we want?" That, God hasn’t promised. God has said that He will give you whatever you ask for; however, the way it comes and when He gives it, He keeps in His control. Sometimes our prayers are answered through the very things we try to avoid; other times it may come as discipline, a loss, or an experience that makes our hearts rebel, and we might feel like God has not only forgotten us but has started to treat us harshly. Those very things are the answers to our prayers. He knows our desires, and He gives us what we seek, but in the way that His Divine Wisdom knows is best.

There was one to whom Manning's elevation would no doubt have given a peculiar satisfaction—his old friend Monsignor Talbot. But this was not to be. That industrious worker in the cause of Rome had been removed some years previously to a sequestered home at Passy, whose padded walls were impervious to the rumours of the outer world. Pius IX had been much afflicted by this unfortunate event; he had not been able to resign himself to the loss of his secretary, and he had given orders that Monsignor Talbot's apartment in the Vatican should be preserved precisely as he had left it, in case of his return. But Monsignor Talbot never returned. Manning's feelings upon the subject appear to have been less tender than the Pope's. In all his letters, in all his papers, in all his biographical memoranda, not a word of allusion is to be found to the misfortune, nor to the death, of the most loyal of his adherents. Monsignor Talbot's name disappears suddenly and for ever—like a stone cast into the waters.

There was someone for whom Manning's rise would surely have brought a unique joy—his old friend Monsignor Talbot. But that was not meant to be. That dedicated advocate for Rome had been moved a few years earlier to a secluded home in Passy, where the soundproof walls kept out the news of the outside world. Pius IX had been greatly saddened by this unfortunate event; he couldn't come to terms with the loss of his secretary and had ordered that Monsignor Talbot's room in the Vatican be kept exactly as he had left it, just in case he returned. But Monsignor Talbot never came back. Manning's feelings on the matter seemed to be less sentimental than the Pope's. In all his letters, in all his documents, in all his biographical notes, there's not a mention of the misfortune, nor of the death, of his most devoted supporter. Monsignor Talbot's name vanishes suddenly and forever—like a stone thrown into the water.

Manning was now an old man, and his outward form had assumed that appearance of austere asceticism which is, perhaps, the one thing immediately suggested by his name to the ordinary Englishman. The spare and stately form, the head—massive, emaciated, terrible—with the great nose, the glittering eyes, and the mouth drawn back and compressed into the grim rigidities of age, self-mortification, and authority—such is the vision that still lingers in the public mind—the vision which, actual and palpable like some embodied memory of the Middle Ages, used to pass and repass, less than a generation since, through the streets of London. For the activities of this extraordinary figure were great and varied. He ruled his diocese with the despotic zeal of a born administrator. He threw himself into social work of every kind; he organised charities, he lectured on temperance; he delivered innumerable sermons; he produced an unending series of devotional books. And he brooked no brother near the throne: Newman languished in Birmingham; and even the Jesuits trembled and obeyed.

Manning was now an old man, and his appearance had taken on the look of a stern asceticism that probably comes to mind for the average Englishman when he hears his name. His lean and impressive figure, the massive, gaunt head, the prominent nose, the piercing eyes, and the mouth pulled tight into the harsh lines of age, self-denial, and authority—this is the image that still sticks in the public's memory—a vision that was so vivid and real, like a living memory from the Middle Ages, that it used to move through the streets of London less than a generation ago. This remarkable figure was very active in many ways. He governed his diocese with the passionate intensity of a natural leader. He immersed himself in social work of all kinds; he organized charities, gave lectures on temperance, delivered countless sermons, and produced an endless stream of devotional books. He tolerated no rivals near the top; Newman was left languishing in Birmingham, and even the Jesuits trembled and complied.

Nor was it only among his own community that his energy and his experience found scope. He gradually came to play an important part in public affairs, upon questions of labour, poverty, and education. He sat on Royal Commissions and corresponded with Cabinet Ministers. At last, no philanthropic meeting at the Guildhall was considered complete without the presence of Cardinal Manning. A special degree of precedence was accorded to him. Though the rank of a Cardinal-Archbishop is officially unknown in England, his name appeared in public documents—as a token, it must be supposed, of personal consideration—above the names of peers and bishops, and immediately below that of the Prince of Wales.

Nor was it just within his own community that his energy and experience were put to use. He gradually took on an important role in public affairs, addressing issues related to labor, poverty, and education. He served on Royal Commissions and communicated with Cabinet Ministers. Eventually, no philanthropic event at the Guildhall was seen as complete without Cardinal Manning in attendance. He was given a special level of precedence. Although the title of Cardinal-Archbishop is not officially recognized in England, his name appeared in public documents—presumably as a sign of personal respect—above the names of peers and bishops, and directly below that of the Prince of Wales.

In his private life he was secluded. The ambiguities of his social position, and his desire to maintain intact the peculiar eminence of his office, combined to hold him aloof from the ordinary gatherings of society, though on the rare occasions of his appearance among fashionable and exalted persons, he carried all before him. His favourite haunt was the Athenaeum Club, where he sat scanning the newspapers, or conversing with the old friends of former days. He was a member, too, of that distinguished body, the Metaphysical Society, which met once a month during the palmy years of the seventies to discuss, in strict privacy, the fundamental problems of the destiny of man.

In his personal life, he was quite reclusive. The uncertainties of his social status and his desire to preserve the unique prestige of his position kept him distant from typical social gatherings. However, on the rare occasions he did attend events with fashionable and prominent people, he charmed everyone around him. His favorite spot was the Athenaeum Club, where he would read the newspapers or chat with old friends from his past. He was also a member of the respected Metaphysical Society, which met once a month during the prosperous years of the seventies to privately discuss the fundamental issues concerning humanity's destiny.

After a comfortable dinner at the Grosvenor Hotel, the Society, which included Professor Huxley and Professor Tyndall, Mr. John Morley and Sir James Stephen, the Duke of Argyll, Lord Tennyson, and Dean Church, would gather around to hear and discuss a paper read by one of the members upon such questions as: 'What is death?' 'Is God unknowable?' or 'The nature of the Moral Principle'. Sometimes, however, the speculations of the Society ranged in other directions.

After a nice dinner at the Grosvenor Hotel, the Society, which included Professor Huxley and Professor Tyndall, Mr. John Morley and Sir James Stephen, the Duke of Argyll, Lord Tennyson, and Dean Church, would gather to hear and discuss a paper presented by one of the members on topics like: 'What is death?' 'Is God unknowable?' or 'The nature of the Moral Principle.' Occasionally, though, the Society's discussions wandered in different directions.

'I think the paper that interested me most of all that were ever read at our meetings,' says Sir Mountstuart Elphinstone Grant-Duff, 'was one on "Wherein consists the special beauty of imperfection and decay?" in which were propounded the questions "Are not ruins recognised and felt to be more beautiful than perfect structures? Why are they so? Ought they to be so?'

"I think the paper that intrigued me the most out of all those ever presented at our meetings," says Sir Mountstuart Elphinstone Grant-Duff, "was one titled 'What Makes Imperfection and Decay Beautiful?' It raised the questions, 'Aren't ruins often seen as more beautiful than perfect buildings? Why is that? Should they be?'"

'Unfortunately, however, the answers given to these questions by the Metaphysical Society have not been recorded for the instruction of mankind.

'Unfortunately, the answers to these questions provided by the Metaphysical Society haven't been documented for the benefit of humanity.'

Manning read several papers, and Professor Huxley and Mr. John Morley listened with attention while he expressed his views upon 'The Soul before and after Death', or explained why it is 'That legitimate Authority is an Evidence of Truth'. Yet, somehow or other, his Eminence never felt quite at ease in these assemblies; he was more at home with audiences of a different kind; and we must look in other directions for the free and full manifestation of his speculative gifts.

Manning read several papers, and Professor Huxley and Mr. John Morley listened carefully as he shared his thoughts on 'The Soul before and after Death,' or explained why 'Legitimate Authority is an Evidence of Truth.' However, for some reason, he never felt completely comfortable in these gatherings; he preferred speaking to different types of audiences. We need to look elsewhere to see the full expression of his intellectual talents.

In a series of lectures, for instance, delivered in 1861—it was the first year of the unification of Italy—upon 'The Present Crisis of the Holy See, tested by prophecy', we catch some glimpses of the kind of problems which were truly congenial to his mind.

In a series of lectures, for example, given in 1861—it was the first year of Italy's unification—on 'The Present Crisis of the Holy See, tested by prophecy', we get some insights into the kinds of issues that really resonated with him.

'In the following pages,' he said, 'I have endeavoured, but for so great a subject most insufficiently, to show that what is passing in our times is the prelude of the antichristian period of the final dethronement of Christendom, and of the restoration of society without God in the world.' 'My intention is,' he continued, 'to examine the present relation of the Church to the civil powers of the world by the light of a prophecy recorded by St Paul.'

'In the following pages,' he said, 'I’ve tried, though inadequately for such a significant topic, to demonstrate that what we’re experiencing right now is the beginning of the antichristian era leading to the ultimate downfall of Christendom and the return of a society without God in the world.' 'My aim is,' he continued, 'to explore the current relationship between the Church and the world’s civil authorities through the lens of a prophecy written by St. Paul.'

This prophecy (2 Thess. ii 3 to 11) is concerned with the coming of the Antichrist, and the greater part of the lectures is devoted to a minute examination of this subject. There is no passage in Scripture, Manning pointed out, relating to the coming of Christ more explicit and express than those foretelling Antichrist; it therefore behoved the faithful to consider the matter more fully than they are wont to do. In the first place, Antichrist is a person. 'To deny the personality of Antichrist is to deny the plain testimony of Holy Scripture.' And we must remember that 'it is a law of Holy Scripture that when persons are prophesied of, persons appear'.

This prophecy (2 Thess. ii 3 to 11) talks about the arrival of the Antichrist, and most of the lectures focus on a detailed examination of this topic. Manning pointed out that there is no part of Scripture regarding the coming of Christ that is more clear and explicit than those passages predicting Antichrist; therefore, it is important for the faithful to reflect on this matter more thoroughly than they usually do. First of all, Antichrist is an individual. "To deny the personal nature of Antichrist is to ignore the clear testimony of Holy Scripture." We must also remember that "it is a rule of Holy Scripture that when people are prophesied about, people show up."

Again, there was every reason to believe that Antichrist, when he did appear, would turn out to be a Jew.

Again, there was every reason to believe that when Antichrist finally showed up, he would turn out to be a Jew.

'Such was the opinion of St. Irenaeus, St. Jerome, and of the author of the work De Consummatione Mundi, ascribed to St. Hippolytus, and of a writer of a Commentary on the Epistle to the Thessalonians, ascribed to St. Ambrose, of many others, who said that he will be of the tribe of Dan: as, for instance, St. Gregory the Great, Theodoret, Aretas of Caesarea, and many more. Such also is the opinion of Bellarmine, who calls it certain. Lessius affirms that the Fathers, with unanimous consent, teach as undoubted that Antichrist will be a Jew. Ribera repeats the same opinion, and adds that Aretas, St. Bede, Haymo, St. Anselm, and Rupert affirm that for this reason the tribe of Dan is not numbered among those who are sealed in the Apocalypse … Now, I think no one can consider the dispersion and providential preservation of the Jews among all the nations of the world and the indestructible vitality of their race without believing that they are reserved for some future action of His judgment and Grace. And this is foretold again and again in the New Testament.'

'Such was the opinion of St. Irenaeus, St. Jerome, and the author of the work De Consummatione Mundi, attributed to St. Hippolytus, as well as a writer of a Commentary on the Epistle to the Thessalonians, attributed to St. Ambrose, along with many others, who stated that he will come from the tribe of Dan: for example, St. Gregory the Great, Theodoret, Aretas of Caesarea, and many more. This view is also held by Bellarmine, who calls it certain. Lessius asserts that the Church Fathers, with unanimous agreement, teach as unquestionable that Antichrist will be a Jew. Ribera echoes this belief and adds that Aretas, St. Bede, Haymo, St. Anselm, and Rupert state that for this reason, the tribe of Dan is not counted among those who are sealed in the Apocalypse. Now, I believe no one can consider the scattering and divine preservation of the Jews among all the nations of the world, along with the enduring vitality of their race, without believing that they are set aside for some future act of His judgment and grace. And this is predicted repeatedly in the New Testament.'

'Our Lord,' continued Manning, widening the sweep of his speculations, 'has said of these latter times: "There shall arise false Christs and false prophets, insomuch as to deceive even the elect"; that is, they shall not be deceived; but those who have lost faith in the Incarnation, such as humanitarians, rationalists, and pantheists, may well be deceived by any person of great political power and success, who should restore the Jews to their own land, and people Jerusalem once more with the sons of the Patriarchs. And, there is nothing in the political aspect of the world which renders such a combination impossible; indeed, the state of Syria, and the tide of European diplomacy, which 'is continually moving eastward, render such an event within a reasonable probability.'

'Our Lord,' continued Manning, expanding on his thoughts, 'has said about these later times: "There will be false Christs and false prophets, so much so that they could deceive even the elect"; meaning those who are truly faithful won’t be deceived. However, those who have lost faith in the Incarnation, like humanitarians, rationalists, and pantheists, could easily be misled by anyone with significant political power and success who might restore the Jews to their homeland and repopulate Jerusalem with the descendants of the Patriarchs. There’s nothing in the political landscape that makes such a scenario impossible; in fact, the situation in Syria and the ongoing shift of European diplomacy moving eastward makes such an event quite possible.'

Then Manning threw out a bold suggestion. 'A successful medium,' he said, 'might well pass himself off by his preternatural endowments as the promised Messiahs.'

Then Manning made a bold suggestion. 'A successful medium,' he said, 'could easily make people believe he is the promised Messiah because of his extraordinary gifts.'

Manning went on to discuss the course of events which would lead to the final catastrophe. But this subject, he confessed,

Manning went on to talk about the series of events that would eventually lead to the final disaster. But this topic, he admitted,

'deals with agencies so transcendent and mysterious, that all I shall venture to do will be to sketch in outline what the broad and luminous prophecies, especially of the Book of Daniel and the Apocalypse, set forth without attempting to enter into minute details, which can only be interpreted by the event'.

'deals with agencies so profound and mysterious that all I’ll do is outline the key and clear prophecies, especially from the Book of Daniel and the Apocalypse, without trying to get into detailed explanations, which can only be understood through the unfolding of events.'

While applauding his modesty, we need follow Manning no further in his commentary upon those broad and luminous works; except to observe that 'the apostasy of the City of Rome from the Vicar of Christ and its destruction by the Antichrist' was, in his opinion, certain. Nor was he without authority for this belief. For it was held by 'Malvenda, who writes expressly on the subject', and who, besides, 'states as the opinion of Ribera, Gaspar Melus, Viegas, Suarez, Bellarmine, and Bosius that Rome shall apostatise from the faith'.

While we appreciate his modesty, we don’t need to follow Manning any further in his commentary on those expansive and brilliant works; we should just note that he believed 'the City of Rome will turn away from the Vicar of Christ and face destruction by the Antichrist' was inevitable. He had support for this view. It was shared by 'Malvenda, who writes specifically on the topic', and he also mentioned that 'Ribera, Gaspar Melus, Viegas, Suarez, Bellarmine, and Bosius hold the opinion that Rome will abandon the faith'.

IX

THE death of Pius IX brought to Manning a last flattering testimony of the confidence with which he was regarded at the Court of Rome. In one of the private consultations preceding the Conclave, a Cardinal suggested that Manning should succeed to the Papacy. He replied that he was unfit for the position, because it was essential for the interests of the Holy See that the next Pope should be an Italian. The suggestion was pressed, but Manning held firm. Thus it happened that the Triple Tiara seemed to come, for a moment, within the grasp of the late Archdeacon of Chichester; and the cautious hand refrained.

THE death of Pius IX gave Manning one last compliment about how much confidence the Court of Rome had in him. In one of the private meetings before the Conclave, a Cardinal suggested that Manning should become the next Pope. He replied that he wasn't suitable for the role, as it was crucial for the interests of the Holy See that the next Pope be Italian. The suggestion was pushed, but Manning stood his ground. So it was that the Triple Tiara seemed, for a moment, within the reach of the late Archdeacon of Chichester; yet he chose to hold back.

Leo XIII was elected, and there was a great change in the policy of the Vatican. Liberalism became the order of the day. And now at last the opportunity seemed ripe for an act which, in the opinion of the majority of English Catholics, had long been due—the bestowal of some mark of recognition from the Holy See upon the labours and the sanctity of Father Newman. It was felt that a Cardinal's hat was the one fitting reward for such a life, and accordingly the Duke of Norfolk, representing the Catholic laity of England, visited Manning, and suggested that he should forward the proposal to the Vatican. Manning agreed, and then there followed a curious series of incidents—the last encounter in the jarring lives of those two men. A letter was drawn up by Manning for the eye of the Pope, embodying the Duke of Norfolk's proposal; but there was an unaccountable delay in the transmission of this letter; months passed, and it had not reached the Holy Father. The whole matter would, perhaps, have dropped out of sight and been forgotten, in a way which had become customary when honours for Newman were concerned, had not the Duke of Norfolk himself, when he was next in Rome, ventured to recommend to Leo XIII that Dr. Newman should be made a Cardinal. His Holiness welcomed the proposal; but, he said, he could do nothing until he knew the views of Cardinal Manning. Thereupon, the Duke of Norfolk wrote to Manning, explaining what had occurred; shortly afterwards, Manning's letter of recommendation, after a delay of six months, reached the Pope, and the offer of a Cardinalate was immediately dispatched to Newman.

Leo XIII was elected, and there was a significant shift in the Vatican's approach. Liberalism became the new normal. Finally, the moment seemed right for an action that, in the eyes of most English Catholics, had been long overdue—the recognition from the Holy See for the efforts and holiness of Father Newman. It was believed that a Cardinal's hat was the appropriate reward for such a life. Consequently, the Duke of Norfolk, representing English Catholic laypeople, met with Manning and suggested he forward the proposal to the Vatican. Manning agreed, and what followed was a strange series of events—the last intersection in the tumultuous lives of these two men. Manning drafted a letter for the Pope, presenting the Duke of Norfolk's proposal; however, there was an inexplicable delay in sending this letter. Months went by without it reaching the Holy Father. The issue might have faded from memory, as often happened when it came to honors for Newman, if the Duke of Norfolk hadn’t, during his next visit to Rome, suggested to Leo XIII that Dr. Newman should be made a Cardinal. His Holiness supported the idea but stated he couldn't proceed until he had Cardinal Manning's input. The Duke of Norfolk then wrote to Manning, detailing what had transpired. Shortly afterward, Manning's recommendation letter finally reached the Pope after a six-month delay, and the offer of a Cardinalate was quickly sent to Newman.

But the affair was not yet over. The offer had been made; would it be accepted? There was one difficulty in the way. Newman was now an infirm old man of seventy-eight; and it is a rule that all Cardinals who are not also diocesan Bishops or Archbishops reside, as a matter of course, at Rome. The change would have been impossible for one of his years—for one, too, whose whole life was now bound up with the Oratory at Birmingham. But, of course, there was nothing to prevent His Holiness from making an exception in Newman's case, and allowing him to end his days in England. Yet how was Newman himself to suggest this? The offer of the Hat had come to him as an almost miraculous token of renewed confidence, of ultimate reconciliation. The old, long, bitter estrangement was ended at last. 'The cloud is lifted from me for ever!' he exclaimed when the news reached him. It would be melancholy indeed if the cup were now to be once more dashed from his lips and he was obliged to refuse the signal honour. In his perplexity he went to the Bishop of Birmingham and explained the whole situation. The Bishop assured him that all would be well; that he himself would communicate with the authorities, and put the facts of the case before them. Accordingly, while Newman wrote formally refusing the Hat, on the ground of his unwillingness to leave the Oratory, the Bishop wrote two letters to Manning, one official and one private, in which the following passages occurred:

But the situation wasn’t resolved yet. The offer had been made; would it be accepted? There was one barrier in the way. Newman was now a frail old man of seventy-eight, and it’s a standard practice that all Cardinals who aren’t also diocesan Bishops or Archbishops live in Rome. The transition would have been impossible for someone of his age—especially for someone whose entire life was now tied to the Oratory in Birmingham. However, there was nothing stopping His Holiness from making an exception for Newman and allowing him to spend his remaining years in England. But how could Newman suggest this himself? The offer of the Hat had felt like a miraculous sign of renewed trust, of ultimate reconciliation. The long, bitter estrangement was finally over. “The cloud has lifted from me forever!” he exclaimed when he received the news. It would be truly sad if the opportunity were snatched away from him now, forcing him to decline this significant honor. In his confusion, he went to the Bishop of Birmingham and explained the entire situation. The Bishop reassured him that everything would be fine; he would reach out to the authorities and present the details of the case. Therefore, while Newman formally declined the Hat, citing his unwillingness to leave the Oratory, the Bishop wrote two letters to Manning, one official and one personal, which included the following passages:

'Dr. Newman has far too humble and delicate a mind to dream of thinking or saying anything which would look like hinting at any kind of terms with the Sovereign Pontiff…. I think, however, that I ought to express my own sense of what Dr. Newman's dispositions are, and that it will be expected of me … I am thoroughly confident that nothing stands in the way of his most grateful acceptance, except what he tells me greatly distresses him—namely, the having to leave the Oratory at a critical period of its existence, and the impossibility of his beginning a new life at his advanced age.'

'Dr. Newman is far too humble and gentle to even think about suggesting any kind of deal with the Pope. However, I feel I should share my understanding of Dr. Newman’s feelings, as I believe it’s expected of me. I’m completely sure that nothing prevents him from graciously accepting, except for what he tells me truly troubles him—specifically, having to leave the Oratory at such a crucial time in its history, and the difficulty of starting a new chapter in his life at his age.'

And in his private letter the Bishop said:

And in his private letter, the Bishop said:

'Dr. Newman is very much aged, and softened with age and the trials he has had, especially the loss of his two brethren, St. John and Caswall; he can never refer to these losses without weeping and becoming speechless for a time. He is very much affected by the Pope's kindness and would, I know, like to receive the great honour offered him, but feels the whole difficulty at his age of changing his life or having to leave the Oratory—which I am sure he could not do. If the Holy Father thinks well to confer on him the dignity, leaving him where he is, I know how immensely he would be gratified, and you will know how generally the conferring on him the Cardinalate will be applauded.'

'Dr. Newman is quite elderly, and the hardships he's faced, especially the loss of his two brothers, St. John and Caswall, have really affected him; he can't talk about these losses without getting emotional and going quiet for a bit. He's deeply touched by the Pope's kindness and would love to accept the significant honor being offered to him, but he struggles with the idea of changing his life at this stage or leaving the Oratory—which I know he couldn't do. If the Holy Father decides to grant him the title while allowing him to stay where he is, I know he would be incredibly pleased, and you can be sure that awarding him the Cardinalate would be widely celebrated.'

These two letters, together with Newman's refusal, reached Manning as he was on the point of starting for Rome. After he had left England, the following statement appeared in "The Times":

These two letters, along with Newman's refusal, reached Manning just as he was about to leave for Rome. After he had left England, the following statement was published in "The Times":

'Pope Leo XIII has intimated his desire to raise Dr. Newman to the rank of Cardinal, but with expressions of deep respect for the Holy See, Dr. Newman has excused himself from accepting the Purple.'

'Pope Leo XIII has indicated his wish to elevate Dr. Newman to the position of Cardinal, but with deep respect for the Holy See, Dr. Newman has declined to accept the title.'

When Newman's eyes fell upon the announcement, he realised at once that a secret and powerful force was working against him. He trembled, as he had so often trembled before; and certainly the danger was not imaginary. In the ordinary course of things, how could such a paragraph have been inserted without his authority? And consequently, did it not convey to the world, not only an absolute refusal which he had never intended, but a wish on his part to emphasise publicly his rejection of the proffered honour? Did it not imply that he had lightly declined a proposal for which in reality he was deeply thankful? And when the fatal paragraph was read in Rome, might it not actually lead to the offer of the Cardinalate being finally withheld?

When Newman saw the announcement, he immediately realized that a hidden and powerful force was working against him. He shook, just as he had many times before; and the threat was definitely not a figment of his imagination. How could such a paragraph have been published without his consent? And didn’t it signal to the world not only a complete refusal he had never intended but also a desire on his part to publicly highlight his rejection of the offered honor? Didn’t it suggest that he had casually turned down a proposal for which he was actually very grateful? And when the troubling paragraph was read in Rome, could it potentially lead to the offer of the Cardinalate being ultimately taken away?

In great agitation, Newman appealed to the Duke of Norfolk.

In deep distress, Newman turned to the Duke of Norfolk for help.

'As to the statement,' he wrote, 'of my refusing a Cardinal's Hat, which is in the papers, you must not believe it, for this reason:

'Regarding the claim,' he wrote, 'that I'm refusing a Cardinal's Hat, which is mentioned in the papers, you shouldn't believe it, for this reason:

'Of course, it implies that an offer has been made me, and I have sent an answer to it. Now I have ever understood that it is a point of propriety and honour to consider such communications sacred. This statement, therefore, cannot come from me. Nor could it come from Rome, for it was made public before my answer got to Rome.

'Of course, this means someone made me an offer, and I sent a response. I've always understood that it's a matter of propriety and honor to treat such communications as confidential. So, this statement cannot come from me. Nor could it come from Rome, because it was made public before my response reached Rome.'

'It could only come, then, from someone who not only read my letter, but, instead of leaving to the Pope to interpret it, took upon himself to put an interpretation upon it, and published that interpretation to the world.

'It could only come, then, from someone who not only read my letter, but, instead of leaving it to the Pope to interpret, took it upon themselves to provide an interpretation and shared that interpretation with the world.'

'A private letter, addressed to Roman Authorities, is interpreted on its way and published in the English papers. How is it possible that anyone can have done this?'

'A private letter, sent to Roman Authorities, is leaked on its way and published in the English newspapers. How could someone have done this?'

The crushing indictment pointed straight at Manning. And it was true. Manning had done the impossible deed. Knowing what he did, with the Bishop of Birmingham's two letters in his pocket, he had put it about that Newman had refused the Hat. But a change had come over the spirit of the Holy See. Things were not as they had once been: Monsignor Talbot was at Passy, and Pio Nono was—where? The Duke of Norfolk intervened once again; Manning was profuse in his apologies for having misunderstood Newman's intentions, and hurried to the Pope to rectify the error. Without hesitation, the Sovereign Pontiff relaxed the rule of Roman residence, and Newman became a Cardinal.

The damning accusation was aimed directly at Manning. And it was accurate. Manning had committed the unthinkable act. Knowing what he knew, with the Bishop of Birmingham's two letters in his pocket, he spread the word that Newman had turned down the Hat. But things had shifted at the Holy See. The situation was no longer what it used to be: Monsignor Talbot was in Passy, and Pio Nono was—where? The Duke of Norfolk stepped in again; Manning quickly apologized for misunderstanding Newman's intentions and rushed to the Pope to correct the mistake. Without a second thought, the Pope lifted the restriction on Roman residence, and Newman became a Cardinal.

He lived to enjoy his glory for more than ten years. Since he rarely left the Oratory, and since Manning never visited Birmingham, the two Cardinals met only once or twice. After one of these occasions, on returning to the Oratory, Cardinal Newman said, 'What do you think Cardinal Manning did to me? He kissed me!'

He enjoyed his fame for over ten years. Because he hardly ever left the Oratory and Manning never came to Birmingham, the two Cardinals only met once or twice. After one of these meetings, when he returned to the Oratory, Cardinal Newman said, 'Can you believe what Cardinal Manning did to me? He kissed me!'

On Newman's death, Manning delivered a funeral oration, which opened thus:

On Newman's death, Manning gave a funeral speech that began like this:

'We have lost our greatest witness for the Faith, and we are all poorer and lower by the loss.

'We have lost our greatest witness to the Faith, and we are all poorer and diminished by this loss.'

'When these tidings came to me, my first thought was this, in what way can I, once more, show my love and veneration for my brother and friend of more than sixty years?'

'When I heard this news, my first thought was this: how can I, once again, show my love and respect for my brother and friend of over sixty years?'

In private, however, the surviving Cardinal's tone was apt to be more … direct. 'Poor Newman!' he once exclaimed in a moment of genial expansion. 'Poor Newman! He was a great hater!'

In private, however, the surviving Cardinal's tone was often more … straightforward. 'Poor Newman!' he once exclaimed during a moment of friendly openness. 'Poor Newman! He was a great hater!'

X

IN that gaunt and gloomy building—more like a barracks than an Episcopal palace—Archbishop's House, Westminster, Manning's existence stretched itself out into an extreme old age. As his years increased, his activities, if that were possible, increased too. Meetings, missions, lectures, sermons, articles, interviews, letters—such things came upon him in redoubled multitudes, and were dispatched with an unrelenting zeal. But this was not all; with age, he seemed to acquire what was almost a new fervour, an unaccustomed, unexpected, freeing of the spirit, filling him with preoccupations which he had hardly felt before. 'They say I am ambitious,' he noted in his Diary, 'but do I rest in my ambition?'

IN that stark and gloomy building—more like a barracks than an Episcopal palace—Archbishop's House, Westminster, Manning's life stretched on into extreme old age. As he grew older, his activities, if anything, ramped up even more. Meetings, missions, lectures, sermons, articles, interviews, letters—these demands flooded in on him in even greater numbers, and he handled them with relentless enthusiasm. But that wasn’t all; with age, he seemed to gain a sort of new fervor, an unexpected freeing of the spirit, filling him with concerns he had barely experienced before. 'They say I am ambitious,' he noted in his Diary, 'but do I rest in my ambition?'

No, assuredly he did not rest; but he worked now with no arriere pensee for the greater glory of God. A kind of frenzy fell upon him. Poverty, drunkenness, vice, all the horrors and terrors of our civilisation seized upon his mind, and urged him forward to new fields of action and new fields of thought. The temper of his soul assumed almost a revolutionary cast. 'I am a Mosaic Radical,' he exclaimed; and, indeed, in the exaltation of his energies, the incoherence of his conceptions, the democratic urgency of his desires, combined with his awe-inspiring aspect and his venerable age, it was easy enough to trace the mingled qualities of the patriarch, the prophet, and the demagogue. As, in his soiled and shabby garments, the old man harangued the crowds of Bermondsey or Peckham upon the virtues of Temperance, assuring them, with all the passion of conviction, as a final argument, that the majority of the Apostles were total abstainers, this Prince of the Church might have passed as a leader of the Salvation Army. His popularity was immense, reaching its height during the great Dock Strikes of 1889, when, after the victory of the men was assured, Manning was able, by his persuasive eloquence and the weight of his character, to prevent its being carried to excess. After other conciliators—among whom was the Bishop of London—had given up the task in disgust, the octogenarian Cardinal worked on with indefatigable resolution. At last, late at night, in the schools in Kirby Street, Bermondsey, he rose to address the strikers. An enthusiastic eye-witness has described the scene:

No, he definitely didn't rest; instead, he worked now without any ulterior motive for the greater glory of God. A sort of frenzy took over him. Poverty, drunkenness, vice—all the horrors and fears of our society consumed his thoughts and pushed him towards new fields of action and new ideas. The state of his soul took on almost a revolutionary tone. "I am a Mosaic Radical," he shouted; and truly, in the excitement of his energy, the chaos of his ideas, the urgent democratic nature of his desires, along with his imposing presence and his respected age, it was easy to see the mixed traits of a patriarch, a prophet, and a demagogue. As the old man, dressed in his tattered and worn clothes, spoke to the crowds in Bermondsey or Peckham about the virtues of Temperance, passionately assuring them, with all the conviction he could muster, that most of the Apostles were total abstainers, this Prince of the Church could have easily been mistaken for a leader of the Salvation Army. His popularity was enormous, peaking during the great Dock Strikes of 1889, when, after the workers had won, Manning was able, through his persuasive speech and the respect he commanded, to keep things from going too far. After other mediators— including the Bishop of London—had given up in frustration, the eighty-year-old Cardinal continued his efforts with tireless determination. Finally, late at night, in the schools on Kirby Street, Bermondsey, he stood up to speak to the strikers. An enthusiastic eyewitness has described the scene:

'Unaccustomed tears glistened in the eyes of his rough and work-stained hearers as the Cardinal raised his hand and solemnly urged them not to prolong one moment more than they could help the perilous uncertainty and the sufferings of their wives and children. Just above his uplifted hand was a figure of the Madonna and Child; and some among the men tell how a sudden light seemed to swim around it as the speaker pleaded for the women and children. When he sat down all in the room knew that he had won the day, and that, so far as the Strike Committee was concerned, the matter was at an end.'

Tears that were unfamiliar shimmered in the eyes of his rough, work-worn listeners as the Cardinal raised his hand and earnestly urged them not to extend the dangerous uncertainty and the suffering of their wives and children for a moment longer than necessary. Above his lifted hand was a figure of the Madonna and Child; some of the men said they saw a sudden light seem to glow around it as the speaker appealed for the women and children. When he sat down, everyone in the room knew he had won, and that, as far as the Strike Committee was concerned, the issue was settled.

In those days, there were strange visitors at the Archbishop's House. Careful priests and conscientious secretaries wondered what the world was coming to when they saw labour leaders like Mr. John Burns and Mr. Ben Tillett, and land-reformers like Mr. Henry George, being ushered into the presence of his Eminence. Even the notorious Mr. Stead appeared, and his scandalous paper with its unspeakable revelations lay upon the Cardinal's table. This proved too much for one of the faithful tonsured dependents of the place, and he ventured to expostulate with his master. But he never did so again.

In those days, there were unusual guests at the Archbishop's House. Careful priests and dedicated secretaries found themselves wondering what the world was coming to when they saw labor leaders like Mr. John Burns and Mr. Ben Tillett, as well as land-reformers like Mr. Henry George, being brought into the presence of his Eminence. Even the infamous Mr. Stead showed up, and his scandalous newspaper with its shocking revelations was on the Cardinal's table. This was too much for one of the loyal staff members there, and he dared to express his concerns to his boss. But he never did that again.

When the guests were gone, and the great room was empty, the old man would draw himself nearer to the enormous fire, and review once more, for the thousandth time, the long adventure of his life. He would bring out his diaries and his memoranda, he would rearrange his notes, he would turn over again the yellow leaves of faded correspondences; seizing his pen, he would pour out his comments and reflections, and fill, with an extraordinary solicitude, page after page with elucidations, explanations, justifications, of the vanished incidents of a remote past. He would snip with scissors the pages of ancient journals, and with delicate ecclesiastical fingers, drop unknown mysteries into the flames.

When the guests had left and the big room was empty, the old man would pull himself closer to the huge fire and reflect once more, for the thousandth time, on the long journey of his life. He would take out his diaries and notes, reorganize his papers, and flip through the yellowed pages of old letters; grabbing his pen, he would spill out his thoughts and reflections, carefully filling page after page with explanations, justifications, and clarifications of the events from a distant past. He would cut pages from old journals with scissors and, with delicate, careful fingers, toss unknown mysteries into the flames.

Sometimes he would turn to the four red folio scrapbooks with their collection of newspaper cuttings, concerning himself, over a period of thirty years. Then the pale cheeks would flush and the close-drawn lips would grow even more menacing than before. 'Stupid, mulish malice,' he would note. 'Pure lying—conscious, deliberate and designed.' 'Suggestive lying. Personal animosity is at the bottom of this.'

Sometimes he would look at the four red folio scrapbooks filled with newspaper clippings about himself from the last thirty years. Then his pale cheeks would flush, and his tightly pressed lips would become even more threatening than before. "Stupid, stubborn malice," he would remark. "Total lies—intentional, deliberate, and aimed at me." "Manipulative lying. Personal grudges are behind all this."

And then he would suddenly begin to doubt. After all, where was he? What had he accomplished? Had any of it been worthwhile? Had he not been out of the world all his life! Out of the world!

And then he would suddenly start to doubt. After all, where was he? What had he achieved? Had any of it been meaningful? Hadn't he been disconnected from the world his entire life? Disconnected from the world!

'Croker's "Life and Letters", and Hayward's "Letters",' he notes, 'are so full of politics, literature, action, events, collision of mind with mind, and that with such a multitude of men in every state of life, that when I look back, it seems as if I had been simply useless.'

'Croker's "Life and Letters" and Hayward's "Letters,"' he observes, 'are packed with politics, literature, actions, events, and the clash of ideas among a countless number of people from all walks of life that, when I reflect on it, it feels like I was completely ineffective.'

And again, 'The complete isolation and exclusion from the official life of England in which I have lived, makes me feel as if I had done nothing'. He struggled to console himself with the reflexion that all this was only 'the natural order'. 'If the natural order is moved by the supernatural order, then I may not have done nothing. Fifty years of witness for God and His Truth, I hope, has not been in vain.' But the same thoughts recurred. 'In reading Macaulay's life I had a haunting feeling that his had been a life of public utility and mine a vita umbratilis, a life in the shade.' Ah! it was God's will. 'Mine has been a life of fifty years out of the world as Gladstone's has been in it. The work of his life in this world is manifest. I hope mine may be in the next. I suppose our Lord called me out of the world because He saw that I should lose my soul in it.' Clearly, that was the explanation.

And again, "The complete isolation and exclusion from the official life of England that I’ve experienced makes me feel like I’ve done nothing." He tried to comfort himself with the thought that all of this was just "the natural order." "If the natural order is influenced by the supernatural order, then maybe I haven’t done nothing. Fifty years of witnessing for God and His Truth, hopefully, hasn’t been in vain." But the same thoughts kept coming back. "While reading Macaulay’s life, I had a nagging feeling that his life was one of public service and mine a life in the shadows." Ah! It was God’s will. "Mine has been a life of fifty years out of the world, while Gladstone's has been in it. The work of his life in this world is clear. I hope mine might be recognized in the next. I guess our Lord called me out of the world because He knew I would lose my soul in it." Clearly, that was the explanation.

And yet he remained sufficiently in the world to discharge with absolute efficiency the complex government of his diocese almost up to the last moment of his existence. Though his bodily strength gradually ebbed, the vigour of his mind was undismayed. At last, supported by cushions, he continued, by means of a dictated correspondence, to exert his accustomed rule. Only occasionally would he lay aside his work to plunge into the yet more necessary duties of devotion. Never again would he preach; never again would he put into practice those three salutary rules of his in choosing a subject for a sermon: '(1) asking God to guide the choice; (2) applying the matter to myself; (3) making the sign of the cross on my head and heart and lips in honour of the Sacred Mouth;' but he could still pray; he could turn especially to the Holy Ghost.

And yet he stayed connected enough to effectively manage the complex affairs of his diocese almost until the end of his life. Although his physical strength gradually weakened, his mental vigor remained strong. Finally, propped up by cushions, he continued to maintain his usual authority through dictated correspondence. Only occasionally would he pause his work to focus on the even more essential duties of devotion. He would never preach again; he would never again apply his three essential rules for choosing a sermon topic: '(1) asking God to guide the choice; (2) applying the matter to myself; (3) making the sign of the cross on my head, heart, and lips in honor of the Sacred Mouth;' but he could still pray; he could particularly call upon the Holy Spirit.

'A very simple but devout person,' he wrote in one of his latest memoranda, 'asked me why in my first volume of sermons I said so little about the Holy Ghost. I was not aware of it; but I found it to be true. I at once resolved that I would make a reparation every day of my life to the Holy Ghost. This I have never failed to do to this day. To this I owe the light and faith which brought me into the truefold. I bought all the books I could about the Holy Ghost. I worked out the truths about His personality, His presence, and His office. This made me understand the last paragraph in the Apostles' Creed, and made me a Catholic Christian.'

'A very simple but devoted person,' he wrote in one of his latest notes, 'asked me why in my first book of sermons I mentioned the Holy Spirit so little. I hadn’t realized it; but I discovered it was true. I immediately decided that I would make up for it every day of my life to the Holy Spirit. I have never failed to do this to this day. Because of this, I gained the understanding and faith that brought me into the true faith. I bought all the books I could find about the Holy Spirit. I explored the truths about His identity, His presence, and His role. This helped me understand the last line in the Apostles' Creed, and it made me a Catholic Christian.'

So, though Death came slowly, struggling step by step with that bold and tenacious spirit, when he did come at last the Cardinal was ready. Robed in his archiepiscopal vestments, his rochet, his girdle, and his mozzetta, with the scarlet biretta on his head, and the pectoral cross upon his breast, he made his solemn Profession of Faith in the Holy Roman Church. A crowd of lesser dignitaries, each in the garments of his office, attended the ceremonial. The Bishop of Salford held up the Pontificale and the Bishop of Amycla bore the wax taper. The provost of Westminster, on his knees, read aloud the Profession of Faith, surrounded by the Canons of the Diocese. Towards those who gathered about him, the dying man was still able to show some signs of recognition, and even, perhaps, of affection; yet it seemed that his chief preoccupation, up to the very end, was with his obedience to the rules prescribed by the Divine Authority. 'I am glad to have been able to do everything in due order', were among his last words. 'Si fort qu'on soit,' says one of the profoundest of the observers of the human heart, 'on peut eprouver le besoin de s'incliner devant quelqu'un ou quelque chose. S'incliner devant Dieu, c'est toujours le moins humiliant.'

So, even though Death arrived slowly, taking its time with that brave and determined spirit, when it finally came, the Cardinal was prepared. Dressed in his archiepiscopal robes, his rochet, girdle, and mozzetta, with a scarlet biretta on his head and the pectoral cross on his chest, he made his solemn Profession of Faith in the Holy Roman Church. A crowd of lesser dignitaries, each in their official attire, attended the ceremony. The Bishop of Salford held up the Pontificale while the Bishop of Amycla carried the wax taper. The provost of Westminster, on his knees, read the Profession of Faith aloud, surrounded by the Canons of the Diocese. Despite being on the brink of death, the dying man still managed to show some signs of recognition and perhaps even affection to those around him; yet it seemed his main concern, right up until the end, was his commitment to the rules set by Divine Authority. "I am glad to have been able to do everything in due order," were among his last words. "Si fort qu'on soit," says one of the most insightful observers of the human heart, "on peut éprouver le besoin de s'incliner devant quelqu'un ou quelque chose. S'incliner devant Dieu, c'est toujours le moins humiliant."

Manning died on January 14th, 1892, in the eighty-fifth year of his age. A few days later Mr. Gladstone took occasion, in a letter to a friend, to refer to his relations with the late Cardinal. Manning's conversion was, he said,

Manning passed away on January 14th, 1892, at the age of eighty-five. A few days later, Mr. Gladstone used a letter to a friend to talk about his connection with the late Cardinal. Manning's conversion was, he said,

'altogether the severest blow that ever befell me. In a late letter the Cardinal termed it a quarrel, but in my reply I told him it was not a quarrel, but a death; and that was the truth. Since then there have been vicissitudes. But I am quite certain that to the last his personal feelings never changed; and I believe also that he kept a promise made in 1851, to remember me before God at the most solemn moments; a promise which I greatly valued. The whole subject is to me at once of extreme interest and of considerable restraint.'

'altogether the hardest blow I ever experienced. In a recent letter, the Cardinal called it a disagreement, but in my reply, I told him it wasn’t just a disagreement, it was a death; and that was the truth. Since then, there have been ups and downs. But I’m quite sure that to the end, his personal feelings never changed; and I also believe he honored a promise made in 1851 to remember me before God during the most significant moments; a promise I truly valued. The whole topic is both extremely interesting and somewhat constraining for me.'

'His reluctance to die,' concluded Mr. Gladstone, 'may be explained by an intense anxiety to complete unfulfilled service.'

'His unwillingness to die,' concluded Mr. Gladstone, 'can be explained by a strong desire to finish unfinished duties.'

The funeral was the occasion of a popular demonstration such as has rarely been witnessed in the streets of London. The route of the procession was lined by vast crowds of working people, whose imaginations, in some instinctive manner, had been touched. Many who had hardly seen him declared that in Cardinal Manning they had lost their best friend. Was it the magnetic vigour of the dead man's spirit that moved them? Or was it his valiant disregard of common custom and those conventional reserves and poor punctilios which are wont to hem about the great? Or was it something untameable in his glances and in his gestures? Or was it, perhaps, the mysterious glamour lingering about him, of the antique organisation of Rome? For whatever cause, the mind of the people had been impressed; and yet, after all, the impression was more acute than lasting. The Cardinal's memory is a dim thing today. And he who descends into the crypt of that Cathedral which Manning never lived to see, will observe, in the quiet niche with the sepulchral monument, that the dust lies thick on the strange, the incongruous, the almost impossible object which, with its elaborations of dependent tassels, hangs down from the dim vault like some forlorn and forgotten trophy—the Hat.

The funeral was an occasion for a public display rarely seen on the streets of London. The procession route was lined with huge crowds of working people, who, in some instinctive way, were moved. Many who had barely seen him claimed that in Cardinal Manning, they had lost their best friend. Was it the magnetic energy of the dead man's spirit that stirred them? Or was it his brave defiance of common customs and the conventional restraints that usually surround the great? Or was it something untamed in his looks and gestures? Or perhaps the mysterious allure of the ancient organization of Rome? Whatever the reason, the people's minds were affected; yet, in the end, the impact was more intense than enduring. The Cardinal's memory feels faint today. And anyone who goes down into the crypt of that Cathedral which Manning never lived to see will notice, in the quiet corner with the sepulchral monument, that dust has collected heavily on the strange, incongruous, and almost impossible object that hangs from the dark vault like a lonely and forgotten trophy—the Hat.

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Florence Nightingale

Florence Nightingale

EVERY one knows the popular conception of Florence Nightingale. The saintly, self-sacrificing woman, the delicate maiden of high degree who threw aside the pleasures of a life of ease to succour the afflicted; the Lady with the Lamp, gliding through the horrors of the hospital at Scutari, and consecrating with the radiance of her goodness the dying soldier's couch. The vision is familiar to all—but the truth was different. The Miss Nightingale of fact was not as facile as fancy painted her. She worked in another fashion and towards another end; she moved under the stress of an impetus which finds no place in the popular imagination. A Demon possessed her. Now demons, whatever else they may be, are full of interest. And so it happens that in the real Miss Nightingale there was more that was interesting than in the legendary one; there was also less that was agreeable.

EVERYONE knows the popular image of Florence Nightingale. The saintly, self-sacrificing woman, the delicate young lady from a privileged background who set aside a life of comfort to help those in need; the Lady with the Lamp, moving through the horrors of the hospital at Scutari, bringing light to the dying soldier's bedside with her inherent goodness. This vision is well-known, but the reality was different. The real Miss Nightingale wasn't as straightforward as the stories suggested. She operated in a different way and had a different purpose; she was driven by an internal force that isn't captured in the popular narrative. A Demon possessed her. Now, demons, no matter what else they might be, are always intriguing. Thus, in the real Miss Nightingale, there was more that captured interest than in the legendary version; there was also less that was appealing.

Her family was extremely well-to-do, and connected by marriage with a spreading circle of other well-to-do families. There was a large country house in Derbyshire; there was another in the New Forest; there were Mayfair rooms for the London season and all its finest parties; there were tours on the Continent with even more than the usual number of Italian operas and of glimpses at the celebrities of Paris. Brought up among such advantages, it was only natural to suppose that Florence would show a proper appreciation of them by doing her duty in that state of life unto which it had pleased God to call her—in other words, by marrying, after a fitting number of dances and dinner-parties, an eligible gentleman, and living happily ever afterwards. Her sister, her cousins, all the young ladies of her acquaintance, were either getting ready to do this or had already done it.

Her family was really well-off and connected by marriage to a growing network of other wealthy families. They had a big country house in Derbyshire, another in the New Forest, and places in Mayfair for the London season and all its top parties. They traveled across Europe, attending even more Italian operas than usual and catching glimpses of Parisian celebrities. Growing up with such advantages, it was only natural to think that Florence would appreciate them by fulfilling her role in the life God had set for her—in other words, by marrying a suitable gentleman after the right number of dances and dinner parties, and living happily ever after. Her sister, her cousins, and all the young women she knew were either preparing for this or had already made it happen.

It was inconceivable that Florence should dream of anything else; yet dream she did. Ah! To do her duty in that state of life unto which it had pleased God to call her! Assuredly, she would not be behindhand in doing her duty; but unto what state of life HAD it pleased God to call her? That was the question. God's calls are many, and they are strange. Unto what state of life had it pleased Him to call Charlotte Corday, or Elizabeth of Hungary? What was that secret voice in her ear, if it was not a call? Why had she felt, from her earliest years, those mysterious promptings towards … she hardly knew what, but certainly towards something very different from anything around her? Why, as a child in the nursery, when her sister had shown a healthy pleasure in tearing her dolls to pieces, had SHE shown an almost morbid one in sewing them up again? Why was she driven now to minister to the poor in their cottages, to watch by sick-beds, to put her dog's wounded paw into elaborate splints as if it was a human being? Why was her head filled with queer imaginations of the country house at Embley turned, by some enchantment, into a hospital, with herself as matron moving about among the beds? Why was even her vision of heaven itself filled with suffering patients to whom she was being useful? So she dreamed and wondered, and, taking out her diary, she poured into it the agitations of her soul. And then the bell rang, and it was time to go and dress for dinner.

It was hard to believe that Florence could imagine anything else; yet she did dream. Ah! To fulfill her duty in the life that God had chosen for her! She certainly wouldn’t fall short in doing what was expected of her; but what kind of life had God actually called her to? That was the question. God’s calls are numerous and often unexpected. What kind of life had He chosen for Charlotte Corday or Elizabeth of Hungary? What was that whisper in her ear, if not a call? Why had she felt, from a young age, those strange urges toward… she hardly knew what, but definitely towards something very different from what surrounded her? Why, as a child in the nursery, when her sister found joy in tearing her dolls apart, did she have an almost unhealthy pleasure in putting them back together? Why was she now compelled to care for the poor in their homes, to watch over sick people, to carefully bandage her dog's injured paw as if it were a human? Why was her mind filled with odd visions of the country house at Embley magically transformed into a hospital, with her as the matron moving among the beds? Why was even her idea of heaven filled with suffering patients to whom she was trying to help? So she dreamed and wondered, and, taking out her diary, she poured the turmoil of her heart into it. And then the bell rang, signaling it was time to go and get ready for dinner.

As the years passed, a restlessness began to grow upon her. She was unhappy, and at last she knew it. Mrs. Nightingale, too, began to notice that there was something wrong. It was very odd—what could be the matter with dear Flo? Mr. Nightingale suggested that a husband might be advisable; but the curious thing was that she seemed to take no interest in husbands. And with her attractions, and her accomplishments, too! There was nothing in the world to prevent her making a really brilliant match. But no! She would think of nothing but how to satisfy that singular craving of hers to be DOING something. As if there was not plenty to do in any case, in the ordinary way, at home. There was the china to look after, and there was her father to be read to after dinner. Mrs. Nightingale could not understand it; and then one day her perplexity was changed to consternation and alarm. Florence announced an extreme desire to go to Salisbury Hospital for several months as a nurse; and she confessed to some visionary plan of eventually setting up in a house of her own in a neighbouring village, and there founding 'something like a Protestant Sisterhood, without vows, for women of educated feelings'. The whole scheme was summarily brushed aside as preposterous; and Mrs. Nightingale, after the first shock of terror, was able to settle down again more or less comfortably to her embroidery. But Florence, who was now twenty-five and felt that the dream of her life had been shattered, came near to desperation.

As the years went by, she started feeling restless. She was unhappy, and eventually she realized it. Mrs. Nightingale also began to notice that something was off. It was strange—what could be the issue with dear Flo? Mr. Nightingale suggested that she might benefit from having a husband; but oddly enough, she seemed completely uninterested in that. With her charm and skills, there was nothing stopping her from securing a truly impressive match. But no! All she thought about was how to fulfill her unique desire to be DOING something. As if there wasn't already plenty to do at home in the usual way. There was the china to care for, and her father needed someone to read to him after dinner. Mrs. Nightingale couldn't grasp it; then one day, her confusion turned to shock and worry. Florence announced her strong wish to go to Salisbury Hospital for a few months to work as a nurse; she also spoke about a visionary plan to eventually set up her own house in a nearby village, establishing "something like a Protestant Sisterhood, without vows, for women of educated feelings." The entire idea was quickly dismissed as ridiculous; after the initial wave of fear, Mrs. Nightingale managed to return more or less comfortably to her embroidery. But Florence, who was now twenty-five and felt that her lifelong dream had been crushed, came close to despair.

And, indeed, the difficulties in her path were great. For not only was it an almost unimaginable thing in those days for a woman of means to make her own way in the world and to live in independence, but the particular profession for which Florence was clearly marked out both by her instincts and her capacities was at that time a peculiarly disreputable one. A 'nurse' meant then a coarse old woman, always ignorant, usually dirty, often brutal, a Mrs. Gamp, in bunched-up sordid garments, tippling at the brandy bottle or indulging in worse irregularities. The nurses in the hospitals were especially notorious for immoral conduct; sobriety was almost unknown among them; and they could hardly be trusted to carry out the simplest medical duties.

And, indeed, the challenges she faced were huge. Back then, it was almost unimaginable for a wealthy woman to find her own path in life and live independently, but the specific profession that Florence was clearly suited for, based on her instincts and skills, was seen as particularly scandalous at that time. A 'nurse' meant an unrefined old woman, typically uneducated, often unkempt, and sometimes violent, like a Mrs. Gamp, dressed in shabby clothes, drinking from the brandy bottle or engaging in worse behavior. The nurses in hospitals were especially infamous for their immoral actions; sobriety was rare among them, and they could barely be trusted to perform even the simplest medical tasks.

Certainly, things HAVE changed since those days; and that they have changed is due, far more than to any other human being, to Miss Nightingale herself. It is not to be wondered at that her parents should have shuddered at the notion of their daughter devoting her life to such an occupation. 'It was as if,' she herself said afterwards, 'I had wanted to be a kitchen-maid.' Yet the want, absurd and impracticable as it was, not only remained fixed immovably in her heart, but grew in intensity day by day. Her wretchedness deepened into a morbid melancholy. Everything about her was vile, and she herself, it was clear, to have deserved such misery, was even viler than her surroundings. Yes, she had sinned—'standing before God's judgment seat'. 'No one,' she declared, 'has so grieved the Holy Spirit'; of that she was quite certain. It was in vain that she prayed to be delivered from vanity and hypocrisy, and she could not bear to smile or to be gay, 'because she hated God to hear her laugh, as if she had not repented of her sin'.

Certainly, things HAVE changed since those days; and the changes are primarily due to Miss Nightingale herself, more than to anyone else. It's not surprising that her parents were horrified at the idea of their daughter dedicating her life to such a profession. 'It was as if,' she later remarked, 'I had wanted to be a kitchen maid.' Yet the desire, as ridiculous and unfeasible as it was, not only remained fixed in her heart but grew stronger with each passing day. Her suffering deepened into an unhealthy sadness. Everything around her was terrible, and it was clear that, to have deserved such misery, she was even worse than her surroundings. Yes, she had sinned—'standing before God's judgment seat.' 'No one,' she stated, 'has grieved the Holy Spirit so much'; she was completely sure of that. It was useless for her to pray to be freed from vanity and hypocrisy, and she couldn't stand to smile or feel happy, 'because she hated for God to hear her laugh, as if she hadn’t repented of her sin.'

A weaker spirit would have been overwhelmed by the load of such distresses—would have yielded or snapped. But this extraordinary young woman held firm, and fought her way to victory. With an amazing persistency, during the eight years that followed her rebuff over Salisbury Hospital, she struggled and worked and planned. While superficially she was carrying on the life of a brilliant girl in high society, while internally she was a prey to the tortures of regret and of remorse, she yet possessed the energy to collect the knowledge and to undergo the experience which alone could enable her to do what she had determined she would do in the end. In secret she devoured the reports of medical commissions, the pamphlets of sanitary authorities, the histories of hospitals and homes. She spent the intervals of the London season in ragged schools and workhouses. When she went abroad with her family, she used her spare time so well that there was hardly a great hospital in Europe with which she was not acquainted; hardly a great city whose slums she had not passed through. She managed to spend some days in a convent school in Rome, and some weeks as a 'Soeur de Charite' in Paris. Then, while her mother and sister were taking the waters at Carlsbad, she succeeded in slipping off to a nursing institution at Kaiserswerth, where she remained for more than three months. This was the critical event of her life. The experience which she gained as a nurse at Kaiserswerth formed the foundation of all her future action and finally fixed her in her career.

A weaker person would have been crushed by the weight of such hardships—would have given in or broken. But this remarkable young woman stood strong and fought her way to victory. With incredible determination, during the eight years that followed her setback at Salisbury Hospital, she struggled, worked, and planned. On the outside, she maintained the life of a brilliant girl in high society, while inside she battled the pain of regret and remorse. Yet she found the energy to gather knowledge and gain experience, which would ultimately allow her to accomplish what she had resolved to do. Secretly, she immersed herself in reports from medical commissions, pamphlets from health authorities, and histories of hospitals and homes. She spent her free time during the London season in ragged schools and workhouses. When she traveled abroad with her family, she used her free time so effectively that there was hardly a major hospital in Europe she didn't visit; hardly a major city whose slums she didn't explore. She managed to spend some days in a convent school in Rome and weeks as a 'Soeur de Charite' in Paris. Then, while her mother and sister were taking the waters at Carlsbad, she managed to sneak away to a nursing institution in Kaiserswerth, where she stayed for over three months. This was the turning point of her life. The experience she gained as a nurse at Kaiserswerth laid the groundwork for all her future actions and ultimately defined her career.

But one other trial awaited her. The allurements of the world she had brushed aside with disdain and loathing; she had resisted the subtler temptation which, in her weariness, had sometimes come upon her, of devoting her baffled energies to art or literature; the last ordeal appeared in the shape of a desirable young man. Hitherto, her lovers had been nothing to her but an added burden and a mockery; but now—for a moment—she wavered. A new feeling swept over her—a feeling which she had never known before—which she was never to know again. The most powerful and the profoundest of all the instincts of humanity laid claim upon her. But it rose before her, that instinct, arrayed—how could it be otherwise?—in the inevitable habiliments of a Victorian marriage; and she had the strength to stamp it underfoot.

But one more challenge awaited her. She had dismissed the temptations of the world with scorn and disgust; she had fought against the subtler temptation, which sometimes crept in during her exhaustion, to channel her frustrated energy into art or literature. The final test appeared in the form of an attractive young man. Until now, her lovers had been nothing but an extra burden and a joke; but now—just for a moment—she hesitated. A new feeling washed over her—a feeling she had never experienced before and would never experience again. The most powerful and deepest of all human instincts claimed her attention. But that instinct presented itself to her, dressed—how could it be any other way?—in the unavoidable trappings of a Victorian marriage; and she had the strength to crush it beneath her feet.

'I have an intellectual nature which requires satisfaction,' she noted, 'and that would find it in him. I have a passionate nature which requires satisfaction, and that would find it in him. I have a moral, an active nature which requires satisfaction, and that would not find it in his life. Sometimes I think that I will satisfy my passionate nature at all events….'

'I have an intellectual side that needs fulfillment,' she said, 'and I would find that in him. I have a passionate side that needs fulfillment, and I would find that in him. I have a moral, active side that needs fulfillment, and that wouldn't find it in his life. Sometimes I think that I will satisfy my passionate side no matter what….'

But no, she knew in her heart that it could not be. 'To be nailed to a continuation and exaggeration of my present life … to put it out of my power ever to be able to seize the chance of forming for myself a true and rich life'—that would be a suicide. She made her choice, and refused what was at least a certain happiness for a visionary good which might never come to her at all. And so she returned to her old life of waiting and bitterness.

But no, she felt deep down that it couldn’t be. 'To be trapped in a continuation and exaggeration of my current life … to take away my ability to create a real and fulfilling life for myself'—that would be like committing suicide. She made her decision and turned down what was at least a guaranteed happiness for a hopeful benefit that might never come her way. And so she went back to her old life of waiting and bitterness.

'The thoughts and feelings that I have now,' she wrote, 'I can remember since I was six years old. A profession, a trade, a necessary occupation, something to fill and employ all my faculties, I have always felt essential to me, I have always longed for. The first thought I can remember, and the last, was nursing work; and in the absence of this, education work, but more the education of the bad than of the young … Everything has been tried—foreign travel, kind friends, everything. My God! What is to become of me?'

'The thoughts and feelings I have now,' she wrote, 'I can remember since I was six years old. I have always felt that I need a profession, a trade, or an occupation to engage all my faculties. I've always longed for it. The first thought I can remember and the last is about nursing; and if that's not possible, then teaching, but more about teaching those who are troubled than the young... I've tried everything—traveling abroad, supportive friends, everything. My God! What’s going to happen to me?'

A desirable young man? Dust and ashes! What was there desirable in such a thing as that? 'In my thirty-first year,' she noted in her diary, 'I see nothing desirable but death.'

A desirable young man? Nonsense! What’s so great about that? 'In my thirty-first year,' she wrote in her diary, 'I see nothing appealing but death.'

Three more years passed, and then at last the pressure of time told; her family seemed to realise that she was old enough and strong enough to have her way; and she became the superintendent of a charitable nursing home in Harley Street. She had gained her independence, though it was in a meagre sphere enough; and her mother was still not quite resigned: surely Florence might at least spend the summer in the country. At times, indeed, among her intimates, Mrs. Nightingale almost wept. 'We are ducks,' she said with tears in her eyes, 'who have hatched a wild swan.' But the poor lady was wrong; it was not a swan that they had hatched, it was an eagle.

Three more years went by, and finally, time took its toll; her family began to realize that she was old enough and strong enough to make her own choices. She became the head of a charitable nursing home on Harley Street. She had gained her independence, though it was in a rather limited way; and her mother still wasn't completely okay with it: surely Florence could at least spend the summer in the countryside. At times, among her close friends, Mrs. Nightingale was nearly in tears. "We are like ducks," she said with tears in her eyes, "who have raised a wild swan." But the poor woman was mistaken; it wasn’t a swan they had raised; it was an eagle.

II

Miss NIGHTINGALE had been a year in her nursing-home in Harley Street, when Fate knocked at the door. The Crimean War broke out; the battle of the Alma was fought; and the terrible condition of our military hospitals at Scutari began to be known in England. It sometimes happens that the plans of Providence are a little difficult to follow, but on this occasion all was plain; there was a perfect coordination of events. For years Miss Nightingale had been getting ready; at last she was prepared—experienced, free, mature, yet still young (she was thirty-four)—desirous to serve, accustomed to command: at that precise moment the desperate need of a great nation came, and she was there to satisfy it. If the war had fallen a few years earlier, she would have lacked the knowledge, perhaps even the power, for such a work; a few years later and she would, no doubt, have been fixed in the routine of some absorbing task, and moreover, she would have been growing old.

Miss Nightingale had been in her nursing home on Harley Street for a year when Fate knocked on her door. The Crimean War broke out, the Battle of Alma was fought, and the awful conditions of our military hospitals at Scutari started to become known in England. Sometimes, it can be hard to see the plans of Providence, but this time everything was clear; events lined up perfectly. For years, Miss Nightingale had been preparing; finally, she was ready—experienced, free, mature, yet still young (she was thirty-four)—eager to serve and used to taking charge: at that exact moment, the urgent need of a great nation arose, and she was there to meet it. If the war had happened a few years earlier, she wouldn’t have had the knowledge, and maybe not the ability, for such work; a few years later, she would likely have been caught up in the routine of another demanding task, and besides, she would have been getting older.

Nor was it only the coincidence of time that was remarkable. It so fell out that Sidney Herbert was at the War Office and in the Cabinet; and Sidney Herbert was an intimate friend of Miss Nightingale's, convinced, from personal experience in charitable work, of her supreme capacity. After such premises, it seems hardly more than a matter of course that her letter, in which she offered her services for the East, and Sidney Herbert's letter, in which he asked for them, should actually have crossed in the post. Thus it all happened, without a hitch. The appointment was made and even Mrs. Nightingale, overawed by the magnitude of the venture, could only approve. A pair of faithful friends offered themselves as personal attendants; thirty-eight nurses were collected; and within a week of the crossing of the letters Miss Nightingale, amid a great burst of popular enthusiasm, left for Constantinople.

Nor was it just the timing that was remarkable. It happened that Sidney Herbert was at the War Office and in the Cabinet; and Sidney Herbert was a close friend of Miss Nightingale's, convinced, from personal experience in charitable work, of her exceptional abilities. Given these circumstances, it seems almost inevitable that her letter, in which she offered her services for the East, and Sidney Herbert's letter, in which he requested them, would have crossed in the mail. Everything fell into place smoothly. The appointment was made, and even Mrs. Nightingale, overwhelmed by the scale of the endeavor, could only give her approval. A pair of loyal friends volunteered as personal attendants; thirty-eight nurses were gathered; and within a week of the letters crossing, Miss Nightingale, amid a huge wave of public support, departed for Constantinople.

Among the numerous letters which she received on her departure was one from Dr. Manning, who at that time was working in comparative obscurity as a Catholic priest in Bayswater. 'God will keep you,' he wrote, 'and my prayer for you will be that your one object of worship, Pattern of Imitation, and source of consolation and strength, may be the Sacred Heart of our Divine Lord.'

Among the many letters she received when she left was one from Dr. Manning, who at that time was serving as a Catholic priest in Bayswater, largely unnoticed. "God will watch over you," he wrote, "and my prayer for you is that your sole focus of worship, Model of Imitation, and source of comfort and strength, may be the Sacred Heart of our Divine Lord."

To what extent Dr. Manning's prayer was answered must remain a matter of doubt; but this much is certain: that if ever a prayer was needed, it was needed then for Florence Nightingale. For dark as had been the picture of the state of affairs at Scutari, revealed to the English public in the dispatches of "The Times Correspondent", and in a multitude of private letters, yet the reality turned out to be darker still. What had occurred was, in brief, the complete breakdown of our medical arrangements at the seat of war. The origins of this awful failure were complex and manifold; they stretched back through long years of peace and carelessness in England; they could be traced through endless ramifications of administrative incapacity—from the inherent faults of confused systems, to the petty bunglings of minor officials, from the inevitable ignorance of Cabinet Ministers, to the fatal exactitudes of narrow routine.

To what extent Dr. Manning's prayer was answered must remain a matter of doubt; but this much is certain: that if ever a prayer was needed, it was needed then for Florence Nightingale. For as dark as the situation in Scutari appeared in the reports from "The Times Correspondent" and in countless private letters, the reality was even darker. In short, what happened was the complete breakdown of our medical arrangements at the front lines. The reasons for this terrible failure were complex and varied; they stretched back through many years of peace and neglect in England. They could be traced through endless layers of administrative incompetence—from the inherent flaws of confused systems to the minor mistakes of low-level officials, from the inevitable ignorance of Cabinet Ministers to the harmful strictness of limited routines.

In the inquiries which followed, it was clearly shown that the evil was in reality that worst of all evils—one which has been caused by nothing in particular and for which no one in particular is to blame. The whole organisation of the war machine was incompetent and out of date. The old Duke had sat for a generation at the Horse Guards repressing innovations with an iron hand. There was an extraordinary overlapping of authorities and an almost incredible shifting of responsibilities to and fro. As for such a notion as the creation and the maintenance of a really adequate medical service for the army—in that atmosphere of aged chaos, how could it have entered anybody's head? Before the war, the easygoing officials at Westminster were naturally persuaded that all was well—or at least as well as could be expected; when someone, for instance, actually had the temerity to suggest the formation of a corps of Army nurses, he was at once laughed out of court. When the war had begun, the gallant British officers in control of affairs had other things to think about than the petty details of medical organisation. Who had bothered with such trifles in the Peninsula? And surely, on that occasion, we had done pretty well. Thus, the most obvious precautions were neglected, and the most necessary preparations were put off from day to day. The principal medical officer of the Army, Dr. Hall, was summoned from India at a moment's notice, and was unable to visit England before taking up his duties at the front. And it was not until after the battle of the Alma, when we had been at war for many months, that we acquired hospital accommodations at Scutari for more than a thousand men. Errors, follies, and vices on the part of individuals there doubtless were; but, in the general reckoning, they were of small account—insignificant symptoms of the deep disease of the body politic—to the enormous calamity of administrative collapse.

In the investigations that followed, it became clear that the real issue was the worst kind of evil—one caused by nothing specific and for which no one could be blamed. The entire setup of the war machine was incompetent and outdated. The old Duke had been at the Horse Guards for a generation, suppressing new ideas with an iron fist. There was an extraordinary overlap of authorities and an almost unbelievable shifting of responsibilities back and forth. As for the idea of creating and maintaining an adequate medical service for the army—in that chaotic environment, how could anyone have thought of it? Before the war, the easygoing officials at Westminster believed everything was fine—or at least as good as it could be; when someone dared to suggest forming a corps of Army nurses, they were immediately laughed off. Once the war started, the brave British officers in charge were focused on more important matters than the minor details of medical organization. Who cared about such trivialities in the Peninsula? And surely, during that time, we had managed pretty well. Thus, the most obvious precautions were ignored, and essential preparations were postponed day after day. The chief medical officer of the Army, Dr. Hall, was called back from India on short notice and couldn’t visit England before starting his duties at the front. It wasn't until after the battle of the Alma, when we had already been at war for many months, that we had hospital facilities at Scutari for over a thousand men. There were certainly errors, foolishness, and wrongdoings from individuals; however, in the grand scheme, they were minor—they were insignificant signs of the deep-rooted issues within the government—leading to the major disaster of administrative failure.

Miss Nightingale arrived at Scutari—a suburb of Constantinople, on the Asiatic side of the Bosphorus—on November 4th, 1854; it was ten days after the battle of Balaclava, and the day before the battle of Inkerman. The organisation of the hospitals, which had already given way under the stress of the battle of the Alma, was now to be subjected to the further pressure which these two desperate and bloody engagements implied. Great detachments of wounded were already beginning to pour in. The men, after receiving such summary treatment as could be given them at the smaller hospitals in the Crimea itself, were forthwith shipped in batches of 200 across the Black Sea to Scutari. This voyage was in normal times one of four days and a half; but the times were no longer normal, and now the transit often lasted for a fortnight or three weeks. It received, not without reason, the name of the 'middle passage'. Between, and sometimes on the decks, the wounded, the sick, and the dying were crowded—men who had just undergone the amputation of limbs, men in the clutches of fever or of frostbite, men in the last stages of dysentry and cholera—without beds, sometimes without blankets, often hardly clothed. The one or two surgeons on board did what they could; but medical stores were lacking, and the only form of nursing available was that provided by a handful of invalid soldiers who were usually themselves prostrate by the end of the voyage. There was no other food beside the ordinary salt rations of ship diet; and even the water was sometimes so stored that it was out of reach of the weak. For many months, the average of deaths during these voyages was seventy-four in 1,000; the corpses were shot out into the waters; and who shall say that they were the most unfortunate? At Scutari, the landing-stage, constructed with all the perverseness of Oriental ingenuity, could only be approached with great difficulty, and, in rough weather, not at all. When it was reached, what remained of the men in the ships had first to be disembarked, and then conveyed up a steep slope of a quarter of a mile to the nearest of the hospitals. The most serious cases might be put upon stretchers—for there were far too few for all; the rest were carried or dragged up the hill by such convalescent soldiers as could be got together, who were not too obviously infirm for the work. At last the journey was accomplished; slowly, one by one, living or dying, the wounded were carried up into the hospital. And in the hospital what did they find?

Miss Nightingale arrived in Scutari—a suburb of Constantinople, on the Asian side of the Bosphorus—on November 4, 1854; it was ten days after the Battle of Balaclava and the day before the Battle of Inkerman. The organization of the hospitals, which had already collapsed under the strain of the Battle of the Alma, was now facing even more pressure from these two desperate and bloody conflicts. Large groups of wounded soldiers were already starting to arrive. After receiving whatever basic treatment was possible at the smaller hospitals in Crimea, they were shipped in batches of 200 across the Black Sea to Scutari. This journey typically took four and a half days in normal circumstances; however, these were not normal times, and the trip often lasted up to two weeks or even three. It earned the grim nickname of the 'middle passage.' On board, and sometimes on the decks, the wounded, sick, and dying were crammed together—men who had just undergone amputations, men suffering from fever or frostbite, men in the final stages of dysentery and cholera—without beds, sometimes without blankets, and often barely clothed. The few surgeons on board did what they could, but medical supplies were insufficient, and the only nursing care came from a handful of invalid soldiers, who were usually also weakened by the end of the journey. There was no food other than regular salt rations, and even the water was sometimes stored in a way that made it inaccessible to the weak. For many months, the average death toll during these trips was seventy-four out of every 1,000; the bodies were disposed of by being thrown overboard, and who can say they were the most unfortunate? At Scutari, the landing stage, built with all the quirks of Eastern creativity, was difficult to approach and impossible to access in bad weather. Once they finally reached it, those still alive on the ships had to be disembarked and then carried up a steep quarter-mile slope to the nearest hospital. The most severe cases could be placed on stretchers—though there were far too few for everyone; the rest were carried or dragged up the hill by convalescent soldiers who were not too visibly weak for the task. At last, the journey was completed; slowly, one by one, living or dying, the wounded were brought into the hospital. And what did they find in the hospital?

Lasciate ogni speranza, voi ch'entrate: the delusive doors bore no such inscription; and yet behind them Hell yawned. Want, neglect, confusion, misery—in every shape and in every degree of intensity—filled the endless corridors and the vast apartments of the gigantic barrack-house, which, without forethought or preparation, had been hurriedly set aside as the chief shelter for the victims of the war. The very building itself was radically defective. Huge sewers underlay it, and cesspools loaded with filth wafted their poison into the upper rooms. The floors were in so rotten a condition that many of them could not be scrubbed; the walls were thick with dirt; incredible multitudes of vermin swarmed everywhere. And, enormous as the building was, it was yet too small. It contained four miles of beds, crushed together so close that there was but just room to pass between them. Under such conditions, the most elaborate system of ventilation might well have been at fault; but here there was no ventilation. The stench was indescribable. 'I have been well acquainted,' said Miss Nightingale, 'with the dwellings of the worst parts of most of the great cities in Europe, but have never been in any atmosphere which I could compare with that of the Barrack Hospital at night.' The structural defects were equalled by the deficiencies in the commonest objects of hospital use. There were not enough bedsteads; the sheets were of canvas, and so coarse that the wounded men recoiled from them, begging to be left in their blankets; there was no bedroom furniture of any kind, and empty beer bottles were used for candlesticks. There were no basins, no towels, no soap, no brooms, no mops, no trays, no plates; there were neither slippers nor scissors, neither shoe-brushes nor blacking; there were no knives or forks or spoons. The supply of fuel was constantly deficient. The cooking arrangements were preposterously inadequate, and the laundry was a farce. As for purely medical materials, the tale was no better. Stretchers, splints, bandages—all were lacking; and so were the most ordinary drugs.

Lasciate ogni speranza, voi ch'entrate: the misleading doors had no such sign; and yet behind them, Hell awaited. Want, neglect, confusion, misery— in every form and intensity—filled the long hallways and vast rooms of the massive barrack-house, which had been hastily designated as the main shelter for the war's victims without any planning or preparation. The building itself was deeply flawed. Massive sewers ran underneath, and cesspools filled with filth released their toxins into the upper floors. The floors were so rotting that many couldn't be cleaned; the walls were caked with grime; countless pests swarmed everywhere. And, despite its enormous size, the building was still too small. It had four miles of beds crammed so tightly together that there was barely enough space to walk between them. Under such conditions, even the most sophisticated ventilation system would struggle, but here there was none. The smell was unbearable. "I have been very familiar," said Miss Nightingale, "with the living conditions in the worst areas of most major cities in Europe, but I've never encountered an atmosphere that could compare to that of the Barrack Hospital at night." The structural issues were matched by the shortages of basic hospital supplies. There weren't enough bedframes; the sheets were made of canvas, so rough that the injured men recoiled from them, pleading to stay in their blankets; there was no bedroom furniture at all, and empty beer bottles were used as candle holders. There were no basins, no towels, no soap, no brooms, no mops, no trays, no plates; there were no slippers or scissors, no shoe brushes or polish; there were no knives, forks, or spoons. The fuel supply was constantly lacking. The cooking setup was absurdly inadequate, and the laundry was a joke. As for medical supplies, the situation was just as bad. Stretchers, splints, bandages—all were missing; and so were the most basic medicines.

To replace such wants, to struggle against such difficulties, there was a handful of men overburdened by the strain of ceaseless work, bound down by the traditions of official routine, and enfeebled either by old age or inexperience or sheer incompetence. They had proved utterly unequal to their task. The principal doctor was lost in the imbecilities of a senile optimism. The wretched official whose business it was to provide for the wants of the hospital was tied fast hand and foot by red tape. A few of the younger doctors struggled valiantly, but what could they do? Unprepared, disorganised, with such help only as they could find among the miserable band of convalescent soldiers drafted off to tend their sick comrades, they were faced with disease, mutilation, and death in all their most appalling forms, crowded multitudinously about them in an ever-increasing mass. They were like men in a shipwreck, fighting, not for safety, but for the next moment's bare existence—to gain, by yet another frenzied effort, some brief respite from the waters of destruction.

To meet such needs and fight against these challenges, there was a small group of men weighed down by the burden of nonstop work, trapped by the routines of bureaucracy, and weakened either by age, lack of experience, or sheer incompetence. They were completely unfit for their roles. The lead doctor was lost in a foolishly hopeful mindset. The unfortunate official responsible for the hospital's needs was completely stuck in red tape. A few of the younger doctors tried hard, but what could they do? Unprepared and disorganized, relying only on the limited help from the poorly soldiers recovering enough to care for their sick comrades, they faced disease, injury, and death in all their most horrifying forms, an ever-growing mass of suffering surrounding them. They were like people in a shipwreck, fighting not for safety but merely to survive the next moment—to gain, through yet another desperate effort, a brief escape from the waters of destruction.

In these surroundings, those who had been long inured to scenes of human suffering—surgeons with a world-wide knowledge of agonies, soldiers familiar with fields of carnage, missionaries with remembrances of famine and of plague—yet found a depth of horror which they had never known before. There were moments, there were places, in the Barrack Hospital at Scutari, where the strongest hand was struck with trembling, and the boldest eye would turn away its gaze.

In this environment, even those who were used to seeing human suffering—surgeons with extensive knowledge of pain, soldiers acquainted with battlefields, and missionaries who remembered famine and disease—still encountered a level of horror they had never experienced before. There were moments and locations in the Barrack Hospital at Scutari where the strongest hands shook, and the bravest eyes looked away.

Miss Nightingale came, and she, at any rate, in that inferno, did not abandon hope. For one thing, she brought material succour. Before she left London she had consulted Dr. Andrew Smith, the head of the Army Medical Board, as to whether it would be useful to take out stores of any kind to Scutari; and Dr. Andrew Smith had told her that 'nothing was needed'. Even Sidney Herbert had given her similar assurances; possibly, owing to an oversight, there might have been some delay in the delivery of the medical stores, which, he said, had been sent out from England 'in profusion', but 'four days would have remedied this'. She preferred to trust her own instincts, and at Marseilles purchased a large quantity of miscellaneous provisions, which were of the utmost use at Scutari. She came, too, amply provided with money—in all, during her stay in the East, about L7,000 reached her from private sources; and, in addition, she was able to avail herself of another valuable means of help. At the same time as herself, Mr. Macdonald, of The Times, had arrived at Scutari, charged with the duty of administering the large sums of money collected through the agency of that newspaper in aid of the sick and wounded; and Mr. Macdonald had the sense to see that the best use he could make of The Times Fund was to put it at the disposal of Miss Nightingale.

Miss Nightingale arrived, and at least in that hellish situation, she didn’t lose hope. For one thing, she brought much-needed supplies. Before leaving London, she consulted Dr. Andrew Smith, the head of the Army Medical Board, to see if it would be helpful to send any supplies to Scutari; Dr. Smith told her that “nothing was needed.” Even Sidney Herbert had given her similar reassurances; he suggested that there might have been some delays in delivering the medical supplies, which he claimed had been sent out from England “in abundance,” but “four days would have fixed this.” She chose to trust her own instincts and bought a large quantity of various provisions in Marseilles, which proved to be essential in Scutari. She also arrived with plenty of money—in total, about £7,000 came to her from private sources during her time in the East; plus, she had another valuable resource for assistance. At the same time she did, Mr. Macdonald from The Times also arrived in Scutari, tasked with managing the large funds collected through that newspaper for the sick and wounded; and Mr. Macdonald wisely recognized that the best use of The Times Fund was to make it available to Miss Nightingale.

'I cannot conceive,' wrote an eye-witness, 'as I now calmly look back on the first three weeks after the arrival of the wounded from Inkerman, how it could have been possible to have avoided a state of things too disastrous to contemplate, had not Miss Nightingale been there, with the means placed at her disposal by Mr. Macdonald.'

'I can't imagine,' wrote an eye-witness, 'as I now look back on the first three weeks after the arrival of the wounded from Inkerman, how we could have avoided a situation that was too terrible to think about, if Miss Nightingale hadn't been there, with the resources provided to her by Mr. Macdonald.'

But the official view was different. What! Was the public service to admit, by accepting outside charity, that it was unable to discharge its own duties without the assistance of private and irregular benevolence? Never! And accordingly when Lord Stratford de Redcliffe, our ambassador at Constantinople, was asked by Mr. Macdonald to indicate how The Times Fund could best be employed, he answered that there was indeed one object to which it might very well be devoted—the building of an English Protestant Church at Pera.

But the official stance was different. What? Was the public service supposed to admit that it couldn't carry out its own responsibilities without relying on external charity? Absolutely not! So when Lord Stratford de Redcliffe, our ambassador in Constantinople, was asked by Mr. Macdonald how The Times Fund could be best utilized, he replied that there was, in fact, one purpose it could be very effectively directed towards—the construction of an English Protestant Church in Pera.

Mr. Macdonald did not waste further time with Lord Stratford, and immediately joined forces with Miss Nightingale. But, with such a frame of mind in the highest quarters, it is easy to imagine the kind of disgust and alarm with which the sudden intrusion of a band of amateurs and females must have filled the minds of the ordinary officer and the ordinary military surgeon. They could not understand it—what had women to do with war? Honest Colonels relieved their spleen by the cracking of heavy jokes about 'the Bird'; while poor Dr. Hall, a rough terrier of a man, who had worried his way to the top of his profession, was struck speechless with astonishment, and at last observed that Miss Nightingale's appointment was extremely droll.

Mr. Macdonald didn't waste any more time with Lord Stratford and immediately teamed up with Miss Nightingale. However, given the attitude in high places, it's easy to picture the disgust and alarm that a sudden group of amateurs and women would cause among the average officer and military surgeon. They just couldn't grasp it—what did women have to do with war? Honest Colonels vented their frustration by making heavy jokes about 'the Bird'; while poor Dr. Hall, a tough guy who had fought his way to the top of his profession, was left speechless with shock and finally remarked that Miss Nightingale's appointment was quite amusing.

Her position was, indeed, an official one, but it was hardly the easier for that. In the hospitals it was her duty to provide the services of herself and her nurses when they were asked for by the doctors, and not until then. At first some of the surgeons would have nothing to say to her, and, though she was welcomed by others, the majority were hostile and suspicious. But gradually she gained ground. Her good will could not be denied, and her capacity could not be disregarded. With consummate tact, with all the gentleness of supreme strength, she managed at last to impose her personality upon the susceptible, overwrought, discouraged, and helpless group of men in authority who surrounded her. She stood firm; she was a rock in the angry ocean; with her alone was safety, comfort, life. And so it was that hope dawned at Scutari. The reign of chaos and old night began to dwindle; order came upon the scene, and common sense, and forethought, and decision, radiating out from the little room off the great gallery in the Barrack Hospital where, day and night, the Lady Superintendent was at her task. Progress might be slow, but it was sure.

Her role was definitely official, but that didn’t make it any easier. In the hospitals, she was responsible for providing her service and that of her nurses only when the doctors requested it. Initially, some of the surgeons wouldn’t even talk to her, and while she was welcomed by others, most were hostile and suspicious. However, she gradually made progress. Her goodwill was undeniable, and her skills were impossible to ignore. With exceptional tact and the gentleness of immense strength, she eventually managed to make her presence felt among the stressed, anxious, disheartened, and powerless group of men in charge around her. She remained steadfast; she was like a rock in a turbulent sea; she alone represented safety, comfort, and life. And so, hope began to emerge at Scutari. The period of chaos and darkness started to fade; order appeared, along with common sense, foresight, and decisive action, radiating from the little room off the main gallery in the Barrack Hospital where, day and night, the Lady Superintendent was hard at work. Progress might have been slow, but it was steady.

The first sign of a great change came with the appearance of some of those necessary objects with which the hospitals had been unprovided for months. The sick men began to enjoy the use of towels and soap, knives and forks, combs and tooth-brushes. Dr. Hall might snort when he heard of it, asking, with a growl, what a soldier wanted with a tooth-brush; but the good work went on. Eventually the whole business of purveying to the hospitals was, in effect, carried out by Miss Nightingale. She alone, it seemed, whatever the contingency, knew where to lay her hands on what was wanted; she alone could dispense her stores with readiness; above all, she alone possessed the art of circumventing the pernicious influences of official etiquette. This was her greatest enemy, and sometimes even she was baffled by it. On one occasion 27,000 shirts, sent out at her instance by the Home Government, arrived, were landed, and were only waiting to be unpacked. But the official 'Purveyor' intervened; 'he could not unpack them,' he said, 'with out a Board.' Miss Nightingale pleaded in vain; the sick and wounded lay half-naked shivering for want of clothing; and three weeks elapsed before the Board released the shirts. A little later, however, on a similar occasion, Miss Nightingale felt that she could assert her own authority. She ordered a Government consignment to be forcibly opened while the miserable 'Purveyor' stood by, wringing his hands in departmental agony.

The first sign of a big change came when some of the essential items that the hospitals had been missing for months finally arrived. The sick men started to use towels and soap, knives and forks, combs and toothbrushes. Dr. Hall might scoff when he heard about it, grumbling about what a soldier needed with a toothbrush, but the good work continued. Eventually, Miss Nightingale effectively took charge of supplying the hospitals. She alone seemed to know where to find what was needed, she could quickly distribute her supplies, and most importantly, she was the only one who could navigate the harmful effects of official protocol. This was her biggest challenge, and at times, even she was stumped by it. Once, 27,000 shirts that she requested from the Home Government arrived, were taken off the ship, and were just waiting to be unpacked. But the official 'Purveyor' stepped in; he said, 'I can’t unpack them without a Board.' Miss Nightingale pleaded in vain; the sick and wounded lay half-naked, shivering from the cold, and three weeks went by before the Board finally released the shirts. Later, however, during a similar situation, Miss Nightingale felt she could assert her own authority. She ordered a government shipment to be forcibly opened while the miserable 'Purveyor' stood by, wringing his hands in departmental despair.

Vast quantities of valuable stores sent from England lay, she found, engulfed in the bottomless abyss of the Turkish Customs House. Other ship-loads, buried beneath munitions of war destined for Balaclava, passed Scutari without a sign, and thus hospital materials were sometimes carried to and fro three times over the Black Sea, before they reached their destination. The whole system was clearly at fault, and Miss Nightingale suggested to the home authorities that a Government Store House should be instituted at Scutari for the reception and distribution of the consignments. Six months after her arrival this was done.

Vast amounts of valuable supplies sent from England were found to be stuck in the endless depths of the Turkish Customs House. Other shipments, buried under war supplies meant for Balaclava, passed Scutari without any indication, causing hospital materials to sometimes be transported back and forth across the Black Sea three times before finally reaching their destination. The entire system was obviously flawed, and Miss Nightingale proposed to the home authorities that a Government Store House be established at Scutari for receiving and distributing the shipments. Six months after her arrival, this was implemented.

In the meantime, she had reorganised the kitchens and the laundries in the hospitals. The ill-cooked hunks of meat, vilely served at irregular intervals, which had hitherto been the only diet for the sick men, were replaced by punctual meals, well-prepared and appetising, while strengthening extra foods—soups and wines and jellies ('preposterous luxuries', snarled Dr. Hall)—were distributed to those who needed them. One thing, however, she could not effect. The separation of the bones from the meat was no part of official cookery: the rule was that the food must be divided into equal portions, and if some of the portions were all bone—well, every man must take his chance. The rule, perhaps, was not a very good one; but there it was. 'It would require a new Regulation of the Service,' she was told, 'to bone the meat.' As for the washing arrangements, they were revolutionised. Up to the time of Miss Nightingale's arrival, the number of shirts the authorities had succeeded in washing was seven. The hospital bedding, she found, was 'washed' in cold water. She took a Turkish house, had boilers installed, and employed soldiers' wives to do the laundry work. The expenses were defrayed from her own funds and that of The Times; and henceforward, the sick and wounded had the comfort of clean linen.

In the meantime, she had reorganized the kitchens and laundries in the hospitals. The poorly cooked chunks of meat, badly served at irregular intervals, which had previously been the only diet for the sick men, were replaced by timely meals that were well-prepared and appetizing, while extra nutritious foods—soups, wines, and jellies ('ridiculous luxuries', grumbled Dr. Hall)—were distributed to those who needed them. One thing, however, she couldn’t change. The separation of bones from meat wasn't part of official cooking: the rule was that food had to be split into equal portions, and if some portions were mostly bone—well, everyone had to take their chances. The rule might not have been very good; but there it was. 'It would require a new Regulation of the Service,' she was told, 'to bone the meat.' As for the washing arrangements, they were completely overhauled. Up until Miss Nightingale's arrival, the authorities had managed to wash a total of seven shirts. The hospital bedding, she discovered, was "washed" in cold water. She took a Turkish house, had boilers installed, and hired soldiers' wives to handle the laundry. The expenses were covered by her own funds and The Times; and from then on, the sick and wounded enjoyed the comfort of clean linen.

Then she turned her attention to their clothing. Owing to military exigencies, the greater number of the men had abandoned their kit; their knapsacks were lost forever; they possessed nothing but what was on their persons, and that was usually only fit for speedy destruction. The 'Purveyor', of course, pointed out that, according to the regulations, all soldiers should bring with them into hospital an adequate supply of clothing, and he declared that it was no business of his to make good their deficiencies. Apparently, it was the business of Miss Nightingale. She procured socks, boots, and shirts in enormous quantities; she had trousers made, she rigged up dressing-gowns. 'The fact is,' she told Sidney Herbert, I am now clothing the British Army.'

Then she focused on their clothing. Due to military needs, most of the men had given up their gear; their backpacks were lost for good; they had nothing but what they were wearing, and that was usually only good for getting thrown away. The 'Purveyor', of course, pointed out that, according to the rules, all soldiers should bring a sufficient supply of clothing to the hospital, and he claimed it wasn't his responsibility to fix their lack of supplies. Apparently, it was Miss Nightingale's responsibility. She got socks, boots, and shirts in huge quantities; she had trousers made, and she created dressing gowns. "The fact is," she told Sidney Herbert, "I am now clothing the British Army."

All at once, word came from the Crimea that a great new contingent of sick and wounded might shortly be expected. Where were they to go? Every available inch in the wards was occupied; the affair was serious and pressing, and the authorities stood aghast. There were some dilapidated rooms in the Barrack Hospital, unfit for human habitation, but Miss Nightingale believed that if measures were promptly taken they might be made capable of accommodating several hundred beds. One of the doctors agreed with her; the rest of the officials were irresolute—it would be a very expensive job, they said; it would involve building; and who could take the responsibility? The proper course was that a representation should be made to the Director-General of the Army Medical Department in London; then the Director-General would apply to the Horse Guards, the Horse Guards would move the Ordnance, the Ordnance would lay the matter before the Treasury, and, if the Treasury gave its consent, the work might be correctly carried through, several months after the necessity for it had disappeared. Miss Nightingale, however, had made up her mind, and she persuaded Lord Stratford—or thought she had persuaded him—to give his sanction to the required expenditure. One hundred and twenty-five workmen were immediately engaged, and the work was begun. The workmen struck; whereupon Lord Stratford washed his hands of the whole business. Miss Nightingale engaged 200 other workmen on her own authority, and paid the bill out of her own resources. The wards were ready by the required date; 500 sick men were received in them; and all the utensils, including knives, forks, spoons, cans and towels, were supplied by Miss Nightingale.

Suddenly, news arrived from Crimea that a large group of sick and injured people might be arriving soon. Where would they go? Every available space in the wards was filled; the situation was urgent and serious, and the authorities were in shock. There were some rundown rooms in the Barrack Hospital that were unsuitable for living, but Miss Nightingale believed that if action was taken quickly, they could be converted to hold several hundred beds. One of the doctors agreed with her; the other officials were hesitant—it would be a very costly project, they said; it would require construction; and who would take the responsibility? The proper approach was to make a request to the Director-General of the Army Medical Department in London; then the Director-General would contact the Horse Guards, the Horse Guards would involve the Ordnance, the Ordnance would submit it to the Treasury, and if the Treasury approved, the work might be done correctly, several months after it was actually needed. However, Miss Nightingale was determined, and she convinced Lord Stratford—or thought she had—to approve the necessary spending. One hundred and twenty-five workers were hired immediately, and the work began. The workers went on strike; then Lord Stratford distanced himself from the entire situation. Miss Nightingale independently hired 200 other workers and funded it herself. The wards were ready by the deadline; 500 sick men were accommodated, and all the supplies, including knives, forks, spoons, cans, and towels, were provided by Miss Nightingale.

This remarkable woman was in truth performing the function of an administrative chief. How had this come about? Was she not in reality merely a nurse? Was it not her duty simply to tend the sick? And indeed, was it not as a ministering angel, a gentle 'lady with a lamp', that she actually impressed the minds of her contemporaries? No doubt that was so; and yet it is no less certain that, as she herself said, the specific business of nursing was 'the least important of the functions into which she had been forced'. It was clear that in the state of disorganisation into which the hospitals at Scutari had fallen, the most pressing, the really vital, need was for something more than nursing; it was for the necessary elements of civilised life—the commonest material objects, the most ordinary cleanliness, the rudimentary habits of order and authority. 'Oh, dear Miss Nightingale,' said one of her party as they were approaching Constantinople, 'when we land, let there be no delays, let us get straight to nursing the poor fellows!' 'The strongest will be wanted at the wash-tub,' was Miss Nightingale's answer. And it was upon the wash-tub, and all that the wash-tub stood for, that she expended her greatest energies. Yet to say that, is perhaps to say too much. For to those who watched her at work among the sick, moving day and night from bed to bed, with that unflinching courage, with that indefatigable vigilance, it seemed as if the concentrated force of an undivided and unparalleled devotion could hardly suffice for that portion of her task alone.

This remarkable woman was actually taking on the role of an administrative leader. How did this happen? Was she not just a nurse? Wasn’t her job simply to care for the sick? And indeed, wasn’t it as a nurturing figure, a gentle "lady with a lamp," that she truly left an impression on the minds of her peers? No doubt that was true; and yet, as she herself stated, the specific job of nursing was "the least important of the functions into which she had been forced." It was clear that in the chaos into which the hospitals at Scutari had fallen, the most urgent and vital need was for more than nursing; it was for the essential components of civilized life—the most basic material needs, ordinary cleanliness, and fundamental habits of order and authority. "Oh, dear Miss Nightingale," one of her companions said as they were nearing Constantinople, "when we land, let there be no delays, let us get straight to nursing the poor fellows!" "The strongest will be needed at the wash-tub," was Miss Nightingale's response. And it was around the wash-tub, and everything it represented, that she devoted her greatest efforts. Yet to say that might be exaggerating. For those watching her work among the sick, moving day and night from bed to bed, with unwavering courage and tireless vigilance, it seemed as if the intense focus of her unmatched and devoted spirit could hardly be enough for that part of her job alone.

Wherever, in those vast wards, suffering was at its worst and the need for help was greatest, there, as if by magic, was Miss Nightingale. Her superhuman equanimity would, at the moment of some ghastly operation, nerve the victim to endure, and almost to hope. Her sympathy would assuage the pangs of dying and bring back to those still living something of the forgotten charm of life. Over and over again her untiring efforts rescued those whom the surgeons had abandoned as beyond the possibility of cure. Her mere presence brought with it a strange influence. A passionate idolatry spread among the men—they kissed her shadow as it passed. They did more. 'Before she came,' said a soldier, 'there was cussin' and swearin' but after that it was as 'oly as a church.' The most cherished privilege of the fighting man was abandoned for the sake of Miss Nightingale. In those 'lowest sinks of human misery', as she herself put it, she never heard the use of one expression 'which could distress a gentlewoman'.

Wherever, in those vast wards, suffering was at its worst and the need for help was greatest, there, as if by magic, was Miss Nightingale. Her superhuman calm would, at the moment of some horrific operation, give the victim the strength to endure, and even to hope. Her compassion would ease the pain of dying and bring back to those still living some of the lost joy of life. Time and again, her tireless efforts saved those whom the surgeons had given up on as beyond help. Her mere presence had a unique effect. A deep admiration spread among the men—they kissed her shadow as it passed. They did more. 'Before she came,' said a soldier, 'there was cursing and swearing but after that it was as holy as a church.' The most valued privilege of the fighting man was set aside for the sake of Miss Nightingale. In those 'lowest sinks of human misery,' as she herself put it, she never heard a single expression 'which could distress a gentlewoman.'

She was heroic; and these were the humble tributes paid by those of grosser mould to that high quality. Certainly, she was heroic. Yet her heroism was not of that simple sort so dear to the readers of novels and the compilers of hagiologies—the romantic sentimental heroism with which mankind loves to invest its chosen darlings: it was made of sterner stuff. To the wounded soldier on his couch of agony, she might well appear in the guise of a gracious angel of mercy; but the military surgeons, and the orderlies, and her own nurses, and the 'Purveyor', and Dr. Hall, and, even Lord Stratford himself, could tell a different story. It was not by gentle sweetness and womanly self-abnegation that she had brought order out of chaos in the Scutari hospitals, that, from her own resources, she had clothed the British Army, that she had spread her dominion over the serried and reluctant powers of the official world; it was by strict method, by stern discipline, by rigid attention to detail, by ceaseless labour, and by the fixed determination of an indomitable will.

She was heroic, and these were the simple acknowledgments made by those of lesser character to that remarkable quality. Indeed, she was heroic. But her heroism wasn't the kind that readers of novels and creators of legends love to embrace—the romantic, sentimental heroism that society adores in its favored figures: it was made of tougher material. To the wounded soldier lying in pain, she might seem like a kind and compassionate angel; however, the military surgeons, the orderlies, her own nurses, the 'Purveyor,' Dr. Hall, and even Lord Stratford himself could share a very different perspective. It wasn't through gentle kindness and selflessness that she managed to bring order from chaos in the Scutari hospitals, or that she clothed the British Army from her own means, or that she established her influence over the unyielding forces of the official world; it was through strict methods, tough discipline, meticulous attention to detail, relentless hard work, and an unwavering determination driven by an unbreakable will.

Beneath her cool and calm demeanour lurked fierce and passionate fires. As she passed through the wards in her plain dress, so quiet, so unassuming, she struck the casual observer simply as the pattern of a perfect lady; but the keener eye perceived something more than that—the serenity of high deliberation in the scope of the capacious brow, the sign of power in the dominating curve of the thin nose, and the traces of a harsh and dangerous temper—something peevish, something mocking, and yet something precise—in the small and delicate mouth. There was humour in the face; but the curious watcher might wonder whether it was humour of a very pleasant kind; might ask himself, even as he heard the laughter and marked the jokes with which she cheered the spirits of her patients, what sort of sardonic merriment this same lady might not give vent to, in the privacy of her chamber. As for her voice, it was true of it, even more than of her countenance, that it 'had that in it one must fain call master'. Those clear tones were in no need of emphasis: 'I never heard her raise her voice', said one of her companions. 'Only when she had spoken, it seemed as if nothing could follow but obedience.' Once, when she had given some direction, a doctor ventured to remark that the thing could not be done. 'But it must be done,' said Miss Nightingale. A chance bystander, who heard the words, never forgot through all his life the irresistible authority of them. And they were spoken quietly—very quietly indeed.

Beneath her cool and calm demeanor lay fierce and passionate fires. As she moved through the wards in her plain dress, so quiet and unassuming, she just seemed to an onlooker like the epitome of a perfect lady; but a more discerning eye caught on to something more—the calmness of deep thought reflected in her broad forehead, the sign of power shown in the strong curve of her slim nose, and hints of a harsh and dangerous temper—something irritable, something mocking, but also something precise—in her small and delicate mouth. There was humor in her face, but a curious observer might wonder whether it was the kind of humor that was actually pleasant; they might ask themselves, even as they heard her laughter and noted the jokes she shared to lift her patients' spirits, what kind of sardonic amusement this same lady might express in the privacy of her own room. As for her voice, it was even more commanding than her expression; it had an inherent authority that was hard to ignore. Those clear tones didn’t need to be loud: 'I never heard her raise her voice,' said one of her colleagues. 'It was just that after she spoke, it felt like nothing could follow but obedience.' Once, after giving a direction, a doctor dared to say the task couldn’t be done. 'But it must be done,' Miss Nightingale replied. A bystander who heard her words never forgot the undeniable authority in them. And she spoke them quietly—very quietly indeed.

Late at night, when the long miles of beds lay wrapped in darkness, Miss Nightingale would sit at work in her little room, over her correspondence. It was one of the most formidable of all her duties. There were hundreds of letters to be written to the friends and relations of soldiers; there was the enormous mass of official documents to be dealt with; there were her own private letters to be answered; and, most important of all, there was the composition of her long and confidential reports to Sidney Herbert. These were by no means official communications. Her soul, pent up all day in the restraint and reserve of a vast responsibility, now at last poured itself out in these letters with all its natural vehemence, like a swollen torrent through an open sluice. Here, at least, she did not mince matters. Here she painted in her darkest colours the hideous scenes which surrounded her; here she tore away remorselessly the last veils still shrouding the abominable truth. Then she would fill pages with recommendations and suggestions, with criticisms of the minutest details of organisation, with elaborate calculations of contingencies, with exhaustive analyses and statistical statements piled up in breathless eagerness one on the top of the other. And then her pen, in the virulence of its volubility, would rush on to the discussion of individuals, to the denunciation of an incompetent surgeon or the ridicule of a self-sufficient nurse. Her sarcasm searched the ranks of the officials with the deadly and unsparing precision of a machine-gun. Her nicknames were terrible. She respected no one: Lord Stratford, Lord Raglan, Lady Stratford, Dr. Andrew Smith, Dr. Hall, the Commissary-General, the Purveyor—she fulminated against them all. The intolerable futility of mankind obsessed her like a nightmare, and she gnashed her teeth against it. 'I do well to be angry,' was the burden of her cry. 'How many just men were there at Scutari? How many who cared at all for the sick, or had done anything for their relief? Were there ten? Were there five? Was there even one?' She could not be sure.

Late at night, when all the beds lay in darkness, Miss Nightingale would be working in her small room, handling her correspondence. This was one of her toughest responsibilities. She had hundreds of letters to write to the friends and families of soldiers; an overwhelming stack of official documents to manage; her own personal letters to respond to; and, most importantly, she needed to compose her detailed and confidential reports to Sidney Herbert. These were definitely not official communications. After being constrained all day by a heavy responsibility, her thoughts finally spilled out in these letters with a raw intensity, like a swollen river breaking through a dam. Here, she didn’t hold back. She vividly described the horrific scenes around her; here, she brutally stripped away the last illusions hiding the awful truth. Then she would fill pages with recommendations and suggestions, critiques of the smallest details of organization, thorough calculations of possibilities, and detailed analyses and statistics piled up eagerly one after the other. Her pen would race on to discuss individuals, criticizing an incompetent surgeon or mocking a self-satisfied nurse. Her sarcasm targeted officials with the ruthless precision of a machine gun. Her nicknames were harsh. She held no respect for anyone: Lord Stratford, Lord Raglan, Lady Stratford, Dr. Andrew Smith, Dr. Hall, the Commissary-General, the Purveyor—she blasted them all. The unbearable foolishness of humanity haunted her like a nightmare, and she ground her teeth in frustration. "I have every right to be angry," was the essence of her complaint. "How many good people were at Scutari? How many actually cared for the sick or did anything to help? Were there ten? Were there five? Was there even one?" She couldn’t be sure.

At one time, during several weeks, her vituperations descended upon the head of Sidney Herbert himself. He had misinterpreted her wishes, he had traversed her positive instructions, and it was not until he had admitted his error and apologised in abject terms that he was allowed again into favour. While this misunderstanding was at its height, an aristocratic young gentleman arrived at Scutari with a recommendation from the Minister. He had come out from England filled with a romantic desire to render homage to the angelic heroine of his dreams. He had, he said, cast aside his life of ease and luxury; he would devote his days and nights to the service of that gentle lady; he would perform the most menial offices, he would 'fag' for her, he would be her footman—and feel requited by a single smile. A single smile, indeed, he had, but it was of an unexpected kind. Miss Nightingale at first refused to see him, and then, when she consented, believing that he was an emissary sent by Sidney Herbert to put her in the wrong over their dispute, she took notes of her conversation with him, and insisted on his signing them at the end of it. The young gentleman returned to England by the next ship.

At one point, for several weeks, her harsh criticisms fell upon Sidney Herbert himself. He had misunderstood her intentions, ignored her clear instructions, and it wasn’t until he acknowledged his mistake and apologized sincerely that he was allowed back into her good graces. While this misunderstanding was at its peak, an upper-class young man arrived at Scutari with a recommendation from the Minister. He had come from England filled with a romantic desire to pay tribute to the angelic heroine of his dreams. He said he had abandoned his life of comfort and luxury; he would dedicate his days and nights to serving that gentle lady; he would do the most menial tasks, he would 'fag' for her, he would be her footman—and feel rewarded by a single smile. A single smile, indeed, he got, but it was not what he expected. Miss Nightingale initially refused to see him, and then, when she finally agreed, thinking he was a messenger sent by Sidney Herbert to make her appear wrong in their disagreement, she took notes of their conversation and insisted he sign them at the end. The young man returned to England on the next ship.

This quarrel with Sidney Herbert was, however, an exceptional incident. Alike by him, and by Lord Panmure, his successor at the War Office, she was firmly supported; and the fact that during the whole of her stay at Scutari she had the Home Government at her back, was her trump card in her dealings with the hospital authorities. Nor was it only the Government that was behind her: public opinion in England early recognised the high importance of her mission, and its enthusiastic appreciation of her work soon reached an extraordinary height. The Queen herself was deeply moved. She made repeated inquiries as to the welfare of Miss Nightingale; she asked to see her accounts of the wounded, and made her the intermediary between the throne and the troops.

This disagreement with Sidney Herbert was, however, a rare event. Both he and Lord Panmure, his successor at the War Office, strongly backed her; and the fact that she had the Home Government supporting her throughout her time in Scutari was a major advantage in her interactions with the hospital authorities. It wasn’t just the Government that stood by her: public opinion in England quickly recognized the significant importance of her mission, and their enthusiastic appreciation of her work reached an extraordinary level. The Queen herself was very touched. She frequently asked about Miss Nightingale’s well-being, wanted to see her reports on the wounded, and appointed her as the link between the throne and the troops.

'Let Mrs. Herbert know,' she wrote to the War Minister, 'that I wish Miss Nightingale and the ladies would tell these poor noble, wounded, and sick men that NO ONE takes a warmer interest or feels MORE for their sufferings or admires their courage and heroism MORE than their Queen. Day and night she thinks of her beloved troops. So does the Prince. Beg Mrs. Herbert to communicate these my words to those ladies, as I know that our sympathy is much valued by these noble fellows.'

'Please let Mrs. Herbert know,' she wrote to the War Minister, 'that I want Miss Nightingale and the other ladies to tell these brave, wounded, and sick men that NO ONE cares more or feels stronger about their suffering or admires their courage and heroism MORE than their Queen. She thinks of her beloved troops day and night. The Prince feels the same way. I ask you to have Mrs. Herbert share my words with those ladies, as I know our support means a lot to these brave individuals.'

The letter was read aloud in the wards by the Chaplain. 'It is a very feeling letter,' said the men.

The Chaplain read the letter out loud in the wards. 'It's a very emotional letter,' the men said.

And so the months passed, and that fell winter which had begun with Inkerman and had dragged itself out through the long agony of the investment of Sebastopol, at last was over. In May, 1855, after six months of labour, Miss Nightingale could look with something like satisfaction at the condition of the Scutari hospitals. Had they done nothing more than survive the terrible strain which had been put upon them, it would have been a matter for congratulation; but they had done much more than that—they had marvellously improved. The confusion and the pressure in the wards had come to an end; order reigned in them, and cleanliness; the supplies were bountiful and prompt; important sanitary works had been carried out. One simple comparison of figures was enough to reveal the extraordinary change: the rate of mortality among the cases treated had fallen from forty-two percent to twenty-two per 1,000. But still, the indefatigable lady was not satisfied. The main problem had been solved—the physical needs of the men had been provided for; their mental and spiritual needs remained. She set up and furnished reading-rooms and recreation rooms. She started classes and lectures. Officers were amazed to see her treating their men as if they were human beings, and assured her that she would only end by 'spoiling the brutes'. But that was not Miss Nightingale's opinion, and she was justified. The private soldier began to drink less and even—though that seemed impossible—to save his pay. Miss Nightingale became a banker for the Army, receiving and sending home large sums of money every month. At last, reluctantly, the Government followed suit, and established machinery of its own for the remission of money. Lord Panmure, however, remained sceptical; 'it will do no good,' he pronounced; 'the British soldier is not a remitting animal.' But, in fact during the next six months L71,000 was sent home.

And so the months went by, and that harsh winter which had started with Inkerman and dragged on through the long misery of the siege of Sebastopol was finally over. In May 1855, after six months of hard work, Miss Nightingale could look at the condition of the Scutari hospitals with a sense of satisfaction. If they had done nothing more than survive the immense pressure they had faced, it would have been commendable; but they had achieved so much more—they had improved dramatically. The chaos and stress in the wards had come to an end; there was order and cleanliness; supplies were abundant and timely; significant sanitary improvements had been made. A simple comparison of figures showed the remarkable change: the death rate among treated cases had dropped from forty-two percent to twenty-two per 1,000. Still, the tireless lady was not content. The primary issue had been addressed—the physical needs of the men were met; their emotional and spiritual needs remained. She set up and furnished reading and recreation rooms. She initiated classes and lectures. Officers were astonished to see her treating their men like actual human beings and warned her that she would only end up 'spoiling the brutes.' But that wasn't Miss Nightingale's view, and she was proven right. The private soldiers began to drink less and even—even though it seemed impossible—started saving their pay. Miss Nightingale became a banker for the Army, handling and sending home large sums of money every month. Eventually, the Government followed her lead and set up its own process for money transfers. Lord Panmure, however, remained doubtful; he said, 'it will do no good; the British soldier is not a remitting animal.' But in reality, during the next six months, £71,000 was sent home.

Amid all these activities, Miss Nightingale took up the further task of inspecting the hospitals in the Crimea itself. The labour was extreme, and the conditions of life were almost intolerable. She spent whole days in the saddle, or was driven over those bleak and rocky heights in a baggage cart. Sometimes she stood for hours in the heavily failing snow, and would only reach her hut at dead of night after walking for miles through perilous ravines. Her powers of resistance seemed incredible, but at last they were exhausted. She was attacked by fever, and for a moment came very near to death. Yet she worked on; if she could not move, she could at least write, and write she did until her mind had left her; and after it had left her, in what seemed the delirious trance of death itself, she still wrote. When, after many weeks, she was strong enough to travel, she was implored to return to England, but she utterly refused. She would not go back, she said, before the last of the soldiers had left Scutari.

Amid all these activities, Miss Nightingale took on the additional task of inspecting the hospitals in the Crimea itself. The work was intense, and living conditions were almost unbearable. She spent entire days on horseback or was driven over those harsh and rocky heights in a baggage cart. Sometimes she stood for hours in the heavy falling snow and would only reach her hut late at night after walking for miles through dangerous ravines. Her ability to endure seemed incredible, but eventually, she was worn out. She contracted fever and came very close to death for a moment. Yet she continued to work; if she couldn't move, she could at least write, and she wrote until her mind began to fade; and even after it faded, in what felt like the delirious trance of death itself, she still wrote. When, after many weeks, she was strong enough to travel, people begged her to return to England, but she completely refused. She said she wouldn’t go back until the last of the soldiers had left Scutari.

This happy moment had almost arrived, when suddenly the smouldering hostilities of the medical authorities burst out into a flame. Dr. Hall's labours had been rewarded by a K.C.B—letters which, as Miss Nightingale told Sidney Herbert, she could only suppose to mean 'Knight of the Crimean Burial-Grounds'—and the honour had turned his head. He was Sir John, and he would be thwarted no longer. Disputes had lately arisen between Miss Nightingale and some of the nurses in the Crimean hospitals. The situation had been embittered by rumours of religious dissensions, while the Crimean nurses were Roman Catholics, many of those at Scutari were suspected of a regrettable propensity towards the tenets of Dr. Pusey. Miss Nightingale was by no means disturbed by these sectarian differences, but any suggestion that her supreme authority over all the nurses with the Army was, no doubt, enough to rouse her to fury; and it appeared that Mrs. Bridgeman, the Reverend Mother in the Crimea, had ventured to call that authority in question. Sir John Hall thought that his opportunity had come, and strongly supported Mrs. Bridgeman—or, as Miss Nightingale preferred to call her, the 'Reverend Brickbat'.

This happy moment was almost here when suddenly the simmering tensions with the medical authorities erupted. Dr. Hall's efforts had earned him a K.C.B—letters that, as Miss Nightingale told Sidney Herbert, she could only assume meant 'Knight of the Crimean Burial-Grounds'—and the honor had gone to his head. He was Sir John now, and he wouldn’t be stopped anymore. Recently, disputes had come up between Miss Nightingale and some of the nurses in the Crimean hospitals. The situation was made worse by rumors of religious conflicts, as the Crimean nurses were mostly Roman Catholics, and many at Scutari were thought to have a troubling inclination towards Dr. Pusey’s beliefs. Miss Nightingale wasn’t bothered by these sectarian issues, but any implication that her ultimate authority over all the Army's nurses was being questioned was definitely enough to make her furious; it seemed that Mrs. Bridgeman, the Reverend Mother in the Crimea, had dared to challenge that authority. Sir John Hall saw his chance and strongly backed Mrs. Bridgeman—or, as Miss Nightingale liked to call her, the 'Reverend Brickbat'.

There was a violent struggle; Miss Nightingale's rage was terrible. Dr. Hall, she declared, was doing his best to 'root her out of the Crimea'. She would bear it no longer; the War Office was playing her false; there was only one thing to be done—Sidney Herbert must move for the production of papers in the House of Commons, so that the public might be able to judge between her and her enemies. Sidney Herbert, with great difficulty, calmed her down. Orders were immediately dispatched putting her supremacy beyond doubt, and the Reverend Brickbat withdrew from the scene. Sir John, however, was more tenacious. A few weeks later, Miss Nightingale and her nurses visited the Crimea for the last time, and the brilliant idea occurred to him that he could crush her by a very simple expedient—he would starve her into submission; and he actually ordered that no rations of any kind should be supplied to her. He had already tried this plan with great effect upon an unfortunate medical man whose presence in the Crimea he had considered an intrusion; but he was now to learn that such tricks were thrown away upon Miss Nightingale. With extraordinary foresight, she had brought with her a great supply of food; she succeeded in obtaining more at her own expense and by her own exertions; and thus for ten days, in that inhospitable country, she was able to feed herself and twenty-four nurses. Eventually, the military authorities intervened in her favour, and Sir John had to confess that he was beaten.

There was a fierce struggle; Miss Nightingale's anger was intense. Dr. Hall, she claimed, was doing his best to "force her out of the Crimea." She couldn't take it anymore; the War Office was betraying her; there was only one thing to do—Sidney Herbert had to push for the release of documents in the House of Commons so the public could see the truth about her and her opponents. Sidney Herbert managed to calm her down with great difficulty. Orders were quickly sent out to confirm her authority, and the Reverend Brickbat stepped back. However, Sir John was more stubborn. A few weeks later, Miss Nightingale and her nurses returned to the Crimea for the last time, and he came up with the brilliant idea that he could defeat her by a very simple tactic—he would starve her into submission; he actually ordered that no supplies of any kind be given to her. He had previously used this tactic effectively against another unfortunate doctor, whose presence he deemed unwelcome in the Crimea; but he was about to learn that such tricks wouldn't work on Miss Nightingale. With remarkable foresight, she had brought a large supply of food with her; she managed to get more at her own expense and through her own efforts; and for ten days, in that unwelcoming place, she was able to feed herself and twenty-four nurses. Eventually, the military authorities stepped in to support her, and Sir John had to admit that he was defeated.

It was not until July, 1856—four months after the Declaration of Peace—that Miss Nightingale left Scutari for England. Her reputation was now enormous, and the enthusiasm of the public was unbounded. The royal approbation was expressed by the gift of a brooch, accompanied by a private letter.

It was not until July 1856—four months after the Declaration of Peace—that Miss Nightingale left Scutari for England. Her reputation was now enormous, and the public's enthusiasm was limitless. The royal approval was shown through the gift of a brooch, along with a private letter.

'You are, I know, well aware,' wrote Her Majesty, 'of the high sense I entertain of the Christian devotion which you have displayed during this great and bloody war, and I need hardly repeat to you how warm my admiration is for your services, which are fully equal to those of my dear and brave soldiers, whose sufferings you have had the privilege of alleviating in so merciful a manner. I am, however, anxious of marking my feelings in a manner which I trust will be agreeable to you, and therefore, send you with this letter a brooch, the form and emblems of which commemorate your great and blessed work, and which I hope you will wear as a mark of the high approbation of your Sovereign!

"You know very well," wrote Her Majesty, "how much I value the Christian devotion you've shown during this terrible and bloody war. I don't need to remind you of my admiration for your contributions, which are on par with those of my brave soldiers, whose suffering you have had the privilege of easing in such a compassionate way. However, I want to express my feelings in a way that I hope you'll appreciate, so I’m sending you with this letter a brooch. Its shape and symbols honor your remarkable and blessed work, and I hope you will wear it as a sign of my Sovereign's high regard!"

'It will be a very great satisfaction to me,' Her Majesty added, 'to make the acquaintance of one who has set so bright an example to our sex.'

'It will be a great pleasure for me,' Her Majesty added, 'to meet someone who has set such a brilliant example for our gender.'

The brooch, which was designed by the Prince Consort, bore a St.
George's cross in red enamel, and the Royal cipher surmounted by
diamonds. The whole was encircled by the inscription 'Blessed are the
Merciful'.

The brooch, designed by the Prince Consort, featured a St.
George's cross in red enamel, along with the Royal cipher topped with
diamonds. The entire piece was encircled by the inscription 'Blessed are the
Merciful'.

III

THE name of Florence Nightingale lives in the memory of the world by virtue of the lurid and heroic adventure of the Crimea. Had she died—as she nearly did—upon her return to England, her reputation would hardly have been different; her legend would have come down to us almost as we know it today—that gentle vision of female virtue which first took shape before the adoring eyes of the sick soldiers at Scutari. Yet, as a matter of fact, she lived for more than half a century after the Crimean War; and during the greater part of that long period, all the energy and all the devotion of her extraordinary nature were working at their highest pitch. What she accomplished in those years of unknown labour could, indeed, hardly have been more glorious than her Crimean triumphs, but it was certainly more important. The true history was far stranger even than the myth. In Miss Nightingale's own eyes the adventure of the Crimea was a mere incident—scarcely more than a useful stepping-stone in her career. It was the fulcrum with which she hoped to move the world; but it was only the fulcrum. For more than a generation she was to sit in secret, working her lever: and her real "life" began at the very moment when, in the popular imagination, it had ended.

THE name of Florence Nightingale is remembered worldwide because of her dramatic and heroic efforts during the Crimean War. If she had died—like she almost did—when she returned to England, her reputation wouldn't have changed much; her story would have reached us nearly as we know it today—depicting the gentle image of female virtue that first emerged in the adoring gazes of sick soldiers at Scutari. However, she actually lived for over fifty years after the Crimean War, and for most of that time, all the energy and dedication of her remarkable character were working at their peak. What she achieved in those years of unnoticed labor was, indeed, hardly more glorious than her successes in Crimea, but it was undoubtedly more significant. The true account was far stranger than the legend. In Miss Nightingale's view, the Crimean experience was just a minor event—barely more than a useful stepping-stone in her journey. It was the lever she hoped to use to change the world; but it was only the lever. For over a generation, she worked quietly behind the scenes, operating her lever: and her real "life" began right when, in the public's mind, it seemed to be over.

She arrived in England in a shattered state of health. The hardships and the ceaseless effort of the last two years had undermined her nervous system; her heart was pronounced to be affected; she suffered constantly from fainting-fits and terrible attacks of utter physical prostration. The doctors declared that one thing alone would save her—a complete and prolonged rest. But that was also the one thing with which she would have nothing to do. She had never been in the habit of resting; why should she begin now? Now, when her opportunity had come at last; now, when the iron was hot, and it was time to strike? No; she had work to do; and, come what might, she would do it. The doctors protested in vain; in vain her family lamented and entreated; in vain her friends pointed out to her the madness of such a course. Madness? Mad—possessed—perhaps she was. A demoniac frenzy had seized upon her. As she lay upon her sofa, gasping, she devoured blue-books, dictated letters, and, in the intervals of her palpitations, cracked her febrile jokes. For months at a stretch she never left her bed. For years she was in daily expectation of death. But she would not rest. At this rate, the doctors assured her, even if she did not die, she would, become an invalid for life. She could not help that; there was the work to be done; and, as for rest, very likely she might rest … when she had done it.

She arrived in England in terrible health. The struggles and constant effort of the last two years had taken a toll on her nervous system; her heart was said to be affected; she suffered continuously from fainting spells and intense physical exhaustion. The doctors said that only one thing could save her—a complete and extended rest. But that was the one thing she refused to consider. She had never been the type to rest; why should she start now? Now that her opportunity had finally come; now that the iron was hot, and it was time to take action? No; she had work to do; and, no matter what happened, she would get it done. The doctors protested in vain; her family mourned and begged in vain; her friends pointed out the madness of her decision. Madness? Mad—obsessed—perhaps she was. A frenzied spirit had taken hold of her. As she lay on her sofa, gasping, she poured over reports, dictated letters, and, between her palpitations, cracked her feverish jokes. For months at a time, she barely left her bed. For years, she expected death daily. But she would not rest. At this rate, the doctors warned her that even if she didn’t die, she would become an invalid for life. She couldn’t change that; there was work to be done; and as for resting, she might rest... once she had accomplished it.

Wherever she went, in London or in the country, in the hills of Derbyshire, or among the rhododendrons at Embley, she was haunted by a ghost. It was the spectre of Scutari—the hideous vision of the organisation of a military hospital. She would lay that phantom, or she would perish. The whole system of the Army Medical Department, the education of the Medical Officer, the regulations of hospital procedure … REST? How could she rest while these things were as they were, while, if the like necessity were to arise again, the like results would follow? And, even in peace and at home, what was the sanitary condition of the Army? The mortality in the barracks was, she found, nearly double the mortality in civil life. 'You might as well take 1,100 men every year out upon Salisbury Plain and shoot them,' she said. After inspecting the hospitals at Chatham, she smiled grimly. 'Yes, this is one more symptom of the system which, in the Crimea, put to death 16,000 men.' Scutari had given her knowledge; and it had given her power too: her enormous reputation was at her back—an incalculable force. Other work, other duties, might lie before her; but the most urgent, the most obvious of all, was to look to the health of the Army.

Wherever she went, whether in London or the countryside, in the Derbyshire hills, or among the rhododendrons at Embley, she was haunted by a ghost. It was the specter of Scutari—the dreadful memory of the organization of a military hospital. She would confront that ghost, or she would not survive. The entire system of the Army Medical Department, the training of the Medical Officer, the hospital procedures… REST? How could she rest while things were like this, knowing that if a similar situation arose again, the same results would follow? And even in peace and at home, what was the sanitation condition of the Army? She discovered that the mortality rate in the barracks was nearly double that of civilian life. 'You might as well take 1,100 men out onto Salisbury Plain every year and shoot them,' she remarked. After inspecting the hospitals at Chatham, she smiled grimly. 'Yes, this is just one more indication of the system that, in the Crimea, caused the deaths of 16,000 men.' Scutari had given her knowledge; it had also given her power: her tremendous reputation was supporting her—an immeasurable force. Other work, other responsibilities, might await her; but the most urgent and obvious of all was to ensure the health of the Army.

One of her very first steps was to take advantage of the invitation which Queen Victoria had sent her to the Crimea, together with the commemorative brooch. Within a few weeks of her return she visited Balmoral, and had several interviews with both the Queen and the Prince, Consort. 'She put before us,' wrote the Prince in his diary, 'all the defects of our present military hospital system, and the reforms that are needed.' She related 'the whole story' of her experiences in the East; and, in addition, she managed to have some long and confidential talks with His Royal Highness on metaphysics and religion. The impression which she created was excellent. 'Sie gefallt uns sehr,' noted the Prince, 'ist sehr bescheiden.' Her Majesty's comment was different—'Such a HEAD! I wish we had her at the War Office.'

One of her first steps was to take advantage of the invitation Queen Victoria had sent her to the Crimea, along with the commemorative brooch. Within a few weeks of her return, she visited Balmoral and had several meetings with both the Queen and the Prince Consort. "She presented to us," the Prince wrote in his diary, "all the flaws in our current military hospital system and the reforms that are needed." She shared "the whole story" of her experiences in the East, and on top of that, she had some long, confidential discussions with His Royal Highness about metaphysics and religion. The impression she left was excellent. "Sie gefallt uns sehr," noted the Prince, "ist sehr bescheiden." Her Majesty's comment was different—"What a HEAD! I wish we had her at the War Office."

But Miss Nightingale was not at the War Office, and for a very simple reason: she was a woman. Lord Panmure, however, was (though indeed the reason for that was not quite so simple); and it was upon Lord Panmure that the issue of Miss Nightingale's efforts for reform must primarily depend. That burly Scottish nobleman had not, in spite of his most earnest endeavours, had a very easy time of it as Secretary of State for War. He had come into office in the middle of the Sebastopol Campaign, and had felt himself very well fitted for the position, since he had acquired in former days an inside knowledge of the Army—as a Captain of Hussars. It was this inside knowledge which had enabled him to inform Miss Nightingale with such authority that 'the British soldier is not a remitting animal'. And perhaps it was this same consciousness of a command of his subject which had impelled him to write a dispatch to Lord Raglan, blandly informing the Commander-in-Chief in the Field just how he was neglecting his duties, and pointing out to him that if he would only try he really might do a little better next time.

But Miss Nightingale wasn’t at the War Office, and for a very simple reason: she was a woman. Lord Panmure, however, was (though the reason for that was not quite so simple); and it was on Lord Panmure that the outcome of Miss Nightingale's efforts for reform would primarily depend. That burly Scottish nobleman had not, despite his best efforts, had an easy time as Secretary of State for War. He had taken office in the middle of the Sebastopol Campaign and believed he was well-suited for the role, having gained insider knowledge of the Army as a Captain of Hussars. It was this knowledge that allowed him to inform Miss Nightingale with confidence that 'the British soldier is not a remitting animal.' And perhaps it was this same confidence in his expertise that led him to write a dispatch to Lord Raglan, casually letting the Commander-in-Chief in the Field know just how he was neglecting his duties, and suggesting that if he tried, he might actually perform a little better next time.

Lord Raglan's reply, calculated as it was to make its recipient sink into the earth, did not quite have that effect upon Lord Panmure, who, whatever might have been his faults, had never been accused of being supersensitive. However, he allowed the matter to drop; and a little later Lord Raglan died—worn out, some people said, by work and anxiety. He was succeeded by an excellent red-nosed old gentleman, General Simpson, whom nobody has ever heard of, and who took Sebastopol. But Lord Panmure's relations with him were hardly more satisfactory than his relations with Lord Raglan; for, while Lord Raglan had been too independent, poor General Simpson erred in the opposite direction, perpetually asked advice, suffered from lumbago, doubted (his nose growingredder and redder daily) whether he was fit for his post, and, by alternate mails, sent in and withdrew his resignation. Then, too, both the General and the Minister suffered acutely from that distressingly useful new invention, the electric telegraph. On one occasion General Simpson felt obliged actually to expostulate. 'I think, my Lord,' he wrote, 'that some telegraphic messages reach us that cannot be sent under due authority, and are perhaps unknown to you, although under the protection of your Lordship's name.

Lord Raglan's reply, meant to embarrass its recipient, didn’t quite have that effect on Lord Panmure, who, despite his shortcomings, was never accused of being overly sensitive. Still, he let the issue go; and soon after, Lord Raglan passed away—some said he was worn out from work and worry. He was succeeded by a decent, red-nosed old man, General Simpson, whom hardly anyone has ever heard of, and who took Sebastopol. However, Lord Panmure’s relationship with him was barely any better than with Lord Raglan; while Lord Raglan was too independent, poor General Simpson was the opposite—constantly seeking advice, suffering from back pain, and questioning (his nose getting redder and redder every day) whether he was fit for his job, while alternatingly sending and withdrawing his resignation. Moreover, both the General and the Minister were painfully affected by that annoyingly useful new invention, the electric telegraph. At one point, General Simpson felt the need to actually protest. “I think, my Lord,” he wrote, “that some telegraphic messages reach us that cannot be sent with proper authority, and are perhaps unknown to you, although they are under the protection of your Lordship’s name.”

For instance, I was called up last night, a dragoon having come express with a telegraphic message in these words, "Lord Panmure to General Simpson—Captain Jarvis has been bitten by a centipede. How is he now?"' General Simpson might have put up with this, though to be sure it did seem 'rather too trifling an affair to call for a dragoon to ride a couple of miles in the dark that he may knock up the Commander of the Army out of the very small allowance of sleep permitted; but what was really more than he could bear was to find 'upon sending in the morning another mounted dragoon to inquire after Captain Jarvis, four miles off, that he never has been bitten at all, but has had a boil, from which he is fast recovering'. But Lord Panmure had troubles of his own. His favourite nephew, Captain Dowbiggin, was at the front, and to one of his telegrams to the Commander-in-Chief the Minister had taken occasion to append the following carefully qualified sentence—'I recommend Dowbiggin to your notice, should you have a vacancy, and if he is fit'. Unfortunately, in those early days, it was left to the discretion of the telegraphist to compress the messages which passed through his hands; so that the result was that Lord Panmure's delicate appeal reached its destination in the laconic form of 'Look after Dowb'. The Headquarters Staff were at first extremely puzzled; they were at last extremely amused. The story spread; and 'Look after Dowb' remained for many years the familiar formula for describing official hints in favour of deserving nephews.

For example, I got a message last night, a dragoon came quickly with a telegraph saying, "Lord Panmure to General Simpson—Captain Jarvis has been bitten by a centipede. How is he now?" General Simpson might have tolerated this, even though it seemed a bit trivial to send a dragoon to ride a couple of miles in the dark just to disturb the Commander of the Army’s limited sleep; but what he really couldn’t handle was when he sent another mounted dragoon in the morning to check on Captain Jarvis, who was four miles away, and found out he had never been bitten at all but had a boil, from which he was recovering quickly. However, Lord Panmure had his own issues. His favorite nephew, Captain Dowbiggin, was at the front, and in one of his telegrams to the Commander-in-Chief, the Minister added a carefully worded line—“I recommend Dowbiggin to your notice, should you have a vacancy, and if he is fit.” Unfortunately, in those early days, the telegraph operator had the discretion to shorten the messages that went through him; as a result, Lord Panmure's delicate suggestion arrived as just "Look after Dowb." The Headquarters Staff were initially puzzled; they eventually found it hilarious. The story spread, and "Look after Dowb" became a well-known phrase for referring to official recommendations for deserving nephews for many years.

And now that all this was over, now that Sebastopol had been, somehow or another, taken; now that peace was, somehow or another, made; now that the troubles of office might surely be expected to be at an end at last—here was Miss Nightingale breaking in upon the scene with her talk about the state of the hospitals and the necessity for sanitary reform. It was most irksome; and Lord Panmure almost began to wish that he was engaged upon some more congenial occupation—discussing, perhaps, the constitution of the Free Church of Scotland—a question in which he was profoundly interested. But no; duty was paramount; and he set himself, with a sigh of resignation, to the task of doing as little of it as he possibly could.

And now that all this was over, now that Sebastopol had somehow been captured; now that peace had somehow been achieved; now that the troubles of office could finally be expected to be over at last—here was Miss Nightingale stepping in with her talk about the state of the hospitals and the need for sanitary reform. It was incredibly annoying; and Lord Panmure almost started to wish he was involved in something more enjoyable—like discussing the constitution of the Free Church of Scotland—a topic he was deeply interested in. But no; duty came first; and he resigned himself, with a sigh, to the task of doing as little of it as he possibly could.

'The Bison' his friends called him; and the name fitted both his physical demeanour and his habit of mind. That large low head seemed to have been created for butting rather than for anything else. There he stood, four-square and menacing in the doorway of reform; and it remained to be seen whether, the bulky mass, upon whose solid hide even the barbed arrows of Lord Raglan's scorn had made no mark, would prove amenable to the pressure of Miss Nightingale. Nor was he alone in the doorway. There loomed behind him the whole phalanx of professional conservatism, the stubborn supporters of the out-of-date, the worshippers and the victims of War Office routine. Among these it was only natural that Dr. Andrew Smith, the head of the Army Medical Department, should have been pre-eminent—Dr. Andrew Smith, who had assured Miss Nightingale before she left England that 'nothing was wanted at Scutari'. Such were her opponents; but she too was not without allies. She had gained the ear of Royalty—which was something; at any moment that she pleased she could gain the ear of the public—which was a great deal. She had a host of admirers and friends; and—to say nothing of her personal qualities—her knowledge, her tenacity, her tact—she possessed, too, one advantage which then, far more even than now, carried an immense weight—she belonged to the highest circle of society. She moved naturally among Peers and Cabinet Ministers—she was one of their own set; and in those days their set was a very narrow one. What kind of attention would such persons have paid to some middle-class woman with whom they were not acquainted, who possessed great experience of Army nursing and had decided views upon hospital reform? They would have politely ignored her; but it was impossible to ignore Flo Nightingale. When she spoke, they were obliged to listen; and, when they had once begun to do that—what might not follow? She knew her power, and she used it. She supported her weightiest minutes with familiar witty little notes. The Bison began to look grave. It might be difficult—it might be damned difficult—to put down one's head against the white hand of a lady …

'The Bison,' his friends called him, and the name suited both his physical presence and his mindset. That big, low head seemed built for butting rather than anything else. He stood firmly and threateningly in the doorway of reform, and it was uncertain whether this bulky figure, whose tough exterior even Lord Raglan's sharp criticism hadn't marked, would be swayed by Miss Nightingale. He wasn't alone in the doorway. Behind him loomed the entire lineup of professional conservatism, the stubborn defenders of outdated practices, the worshippers and victims of War Office routine. Among them, it was only natural that Dr. Andrew Smith, the head of the Army Medical Department, stood out—Dr. Andrew Smith, who had told Miss Nightingale before she left England that ‘nothing was needed at Scutari.’ These were her opponents; but she also had allies. She had the attention of Royalty—which was something; at any moment she could capture the public’s attention—which was a lot. She had many admirers and friends; and—not to mention her personal qualities—her knowledge, determination, and tact—she also had one major advantage that then, even more than now, carried a huge amount of influence—she belonged to the upper echelons of society. She moved easily among Peers and Cabinet Ministers—she was one of their own; and back then, their circle was quite exclusive. What sort of attention would those people have paid to some middle-class woman they didn’t know, who had extensive experience in Army nursing and strong opinions about hospital reform? They would have politely overlooked her; but it was impossible to overlook Flo Nightingale. When she spoke, they had to listen; and once they did that—what could happen next? She understood her influence, and she wielded it. She backed her most significant moments with familiar, clever little notes. The Bison started to look serious. It might be challenging—it might be really difficult—to lower one's head against the delicate hand of a lady…

Of Miss Nightingale's friends, the most important was Sidney Herbert. He was a man upon whom the good fairies seemed to have showered, as he lay in his cradle, all their most enviable goods. Well born, handsome, rich, the master of Wilton—one of those great country-houses, clothed with the glamour of a historic past, which are the peculiar glory of England—he possessed—besides all these advantages: so charming, so lively, so gentle a disposition that no one who had once come near him could ever be his enemy.

Of Miss Nightingale's friends, the most significant was Sidney Herbert. He was a man who seemed to have been blessed by the good fairies with all the best things as he lay in his cradle. He was well-born, attractive, wealthy, and the owner of Wilton—one of those grand country houses that are shrouded in the allure of a historic past and are a unique pride of England. On top of all these advantages, he had such a charming, lively, and gentle personality that no one who came close to him could ever consider him an enemy.

He was, in fact, a man of whom it was difficult not to say that he was a perfect English gentleman. For his virtues were equal even to his good fortune. He was religious, deeply religious. 'I am more and more convinced every day,' he wrote, when he had been for some years a Cabinet Minister, 'that in politics, as in everything else, nothing can be right which is not in accordance with the spirit of the Gospel.' No one was more unselfish; he was charitable and benevolent to a remarkable degree; and he devoted the whole of his life, with an unwavering conscientiousness, to the public service. With such a character, with such opportunities, what high hopes must have danced before him, what radiant visions of accomplished duties, of ever-increasing usefulness, of beneficent power, of the consciousness of disinterested success! Some of those hopes and visions were, indeed, realised; but, in the end, the career of Sidney Herbert seemed to show that, with all their generosity, there was some gift or other—what was it?—some essential gift—which the good fairies had withheld, and that even the qualities of a perfect English gentleman may be no safeguard against anguish, humiliation, and defeat.

He was, honestly, a guy who it was hard not to describe as a perfect English gentleman. His virtues matched his good fortune. He was religious, really religious. "I become more convinced every day," he wrote after several years as a Cabinet Minister, "that in politics, like everything else, nothing can be right unless it aligns with the spirit of the Gospel." No one was more selfless; he was incredibly charitable and generous, dedicating his entire life with unwavering commitment to public service. With such a character and such opportunities, what high hopes must have filled his mind, what bright visions of fulfilled responsibilities, increasing usefulness, positive influence, and the satisfaction of selfless success! Some of those hopes and visions did come true; however, in the end, Sidney Herbert's career seemed to reveal that, despite all their generosity, there was some essential quality—what was it?—some crucial gift that the good fairies had withheld, and that even the traits of a perfect English gentleman might not protect against pain, humiliation, and failure.

That career would certainly have been very different if he had never known Miss Nightingale. The alliance between them which had begun with her appointment to Scutari, which had grown closer and closer while the war lasted, developed, after her return, into one of the most extraordinary friendships. It was the friendship of a man and a woman intimately bound together by their devotion to a public cause; mutual affection, of course, played a part in it, but it was an incidental part; the whole soul of the relationship was a community of work. Perhaps out of England such an intimacy could hardly have existed—an intimacy so utterly untinctured not only by passion itself but by the suspicion of it. For years Sidney Herbert saw Miss Nightingale almost daily, for long hours together, corresponding with her incessantly when they were apart; and the tongue of scandal was silent; and one of the most devoted of her admirers was his wife. But what made the connection still more remarkable was the way in which the parts that were played in it were divided between the two. The man who acts, decides, and achieves; the woman who encourages, applauds, and—from a distance—inspires: the combination is common enough; but Miss Nightingale was neither an Aspasia nor an Egeria. In her case it is almost true to say that the roles were reversed; the qualities of pliancy and sympathy fell to the man, those of command and initiative to the woman.

That career would definitely have been very different if he had never met Miss Nightingale. Their partnership, which started with her appointment to Scutari and deepened as the war went on, turned into one of the most remarkable friendships after her return. It was a friendship between a man and a woman closely united by their commitment to a common cause; mutual affection played a role, of course, but it was secondary; the essence of their relationship was their shared effort. Perhaps outside of England, such a close bond would have been hard to find—an intimacy completely untouched not just by passion but by any suspicion of it. For years, Sidney Herbert saw Miss Nightingale almost daily, spending long hours together and constantly corresponding when apart; yet rumors never spread, and one of her most devoted admirers was his wife. What made their connection even more extraordinary was how their roles were divided. The man was the one who acted, decided, and accomplished; the woman who encouraged, cheered, and— from a distance—inspired: that combination is quite common; but Miss Nightingale was neither an Aspasia nor an Egeria. In her case, it's almost accurate to say the roles were reversed; the qualities of flexibility and empathy belonged to the man, while those of leadership and initiative belonged to the woman.

There was one thing only which Miss Nightingale lacked in her equipment for public life; she had not—she never could have—the public power and authority which belonged to the successful politician. That power and authority Sidney Herbert possessed; that fact was obvious, and the conclusions no less so: it was through the man that the woman must work her will. She took hold of him, taught him, shaped him, absorbed him, dominated him through and through. He did not resist—he did not wish to resist; his natural inclination lay along the same path as hers; only that terrific personality swept him forward at her own fierce pace and with her own relentless stride. Swept him—where to? Ah! Why had he ever known Miss Nightingale? If Lord Panmure was a bison, Sidney Herbert, no doubt, was a stag—a comely, gallant creature springing through the forest; but the forest is a dangerous place. One has the image of those wide eyes fascinated suddenly by something feline, something strong; there is a pause; and then the tigress has her claws in the quivering haunches; and then—!

There was one thing that Miss Nightingale lacked for her public life; she didn’t have—the public power and authority that came with being a successful politician. Sidney Herbert had that power and authority; it was clear, and so were the implications: she had to work through the man to get her way. She influenced him, taught him, and took over his thoughts completely. He didn’t resist—he didn’t want to resist; his natural instincts aligned with hers. It was just that her intense personality pushed him forward at her relentless pace. Pushed him—where to? Ah! Why had he ever met Miss Nightingale? If Lord Panmure was a bison, Sidney Herbert was definitely a stag—a handsome, brave creature leaping through the forest; but the forest is a perilous place. Picture those wide eyes suddenly captivated by something feline, something powerful; there’s a pause; and then the tigress has her claws in the trembling flanks; and then—!

Besides Sidney Herbert, she had other friends who, in a more restricted sphere, were hardly less essential to her. If, in her condition of bodily collapse, she were to accomplish what she was determined that she should accomplish, the attentions and the services of others would be absolutely indispensable. Helpers and servers she must have; and accordingly there was soon formed about her a little group of devoted disciples upon whose affections and energies she could implicitly rely. Devoted, indeed, these disciples were, in no ordinary sense of the term; for certainly she was no light taskmistress, and he who set out to be of use to Miss Nightingale was apt to find, before he had gone very far, that he was in truth being made use of in good earnest to the very limit of his endurance and his capacity. Perhaps, even beyond those limits; why not? Was she asking of others more than she was giving herself? Let them look at her lying there pale and breathless on the couch; could it be said that she spared herself? Why, then, should she spare others? And it was not for her own sake that she made these claims. For her own sake, indeed! No! They all knew it! it was for the sake of the work. And so the little band, bound body and soul in that strange servitude, laboured on ungrudgingly.

Besides Sidney Herbert, she had other friends who, in a smaller circle, were just as important to her. If she was going to achieve what she was determined to achieve despite her physical condition, she absolutely needed the attention and assistance of others. She required helpers and supporters, and soon a devoted group of followers formed around her, on whose loyalty and energy she could fully rely. They were truly dedicated disciples, not in the usual sense; being useful to Miss Nightingale was no simple task. Anyone who set out to assist her quickly realized they would be pushed to their limits of endurance and capability. Perhaps even beyond those limits; why not? Was she demanding of others more than she was giving herself? Just look at her lying there, pale and breathless on the couch; could it be said that she held back? Then why should she hold back from others? And she didn't make these demands for her own benefit. Not at all! They all understood that! It was for the sake of the work. And so the little group, bound together in that strange servitude, worked tirelessly without complaint.

Among the most faithful was her 'Aunt Mai', her father's sister, who from the earliest days had stood beside her, who had helped her to escape from the thraldom of family life, who had been with her at Scutari, and who now acted almost the part of a mother to her, watching over her with infinite care in all the movements and uncertainties which her state of health involved. Another constant attendant was her brother-in-law, Sir Harry Verney, whom she found particularly valuable in parliamentary affairs. Arthur Clough, the poet, also a connection by marriage, she used in other ways. Ever since he had lost his faith at the time of the Oxford Movement, Clough had passed his life in a condition of considerable uneasiness, which was increased rather than diminished by the practice of poetry. Unable to decide upon the purpose of an existence whose savour had fled together with his belief in the Resurrection, his spirits lowered still further by ill-health, and his income not all that it should be, he had determined to seek the solution of his difficulties in the United States of America. But, even there, the solution was not forthcoming; and, when, a little later, he was offered a post in a government department at home, he accepted it, came to live in London, and immediately fell under the influence of Miss Nightingale. Though the purpose of existence might be still uncertain and its nature still unsavoury, here, at any rate, under the eye of this inspired woman, was something real, something earnest: his only doubt was—could he be of any use? Certainly he could. There were a great number of miscellaneous little jobs which there was nobody handy to do. For instance, when Miss Nightingale was travelling, there were the railway-tickets to be taken; and there were proof-sheets to be corrected; and then there were parcels to be done up in brown paper, and carried to the post. Certainly he could be useful. And so, upon such occupations as these, Arthur Clough was set to work. 'This that I see, is not all,' he comforted himself by reflecting, 'and this that I do is but little; nevertheless it is good, though there is better than it.' As time went on, her 'Cabinet', as she called it, grew larger. Officials with whom her work brought her into touch and who sympathised with her objects, were pressed into her service; and old friends of the Crimean days gathered around her when they returned to England. Among these the most indefatigable was Dr. Sutherland, a sanitary expert, who for more than thirty years acted as her confidential private secretary, and surrendered to her purposes literally the whole of his life. Thus sustained and assisted, thus slaved for and adored, she prepared to beard the Bison.

Among the most loyal was her 'Aunt Mai,' her father's sister, who had always stood by her from a young age, helped her break free from the constraints of family life, was with her in Scutari, and now played a motherly role, carefully watching over her through all the ups and downs related to her health. Another constant companion was her brother-in-law, Sir Harry Verney, whom she found especially helpful with parliamentary matters. Arthur Clough, the poet, also a family relation, was useful in different ways. Ever since he lost his faith during the Oxford Movement, Clough had lived in a state of significant unease, which was made worse by his poetry practice. Struggling to find meaning in a life that lost its flavor along with his belief in the Resurrection, his spirits worsened due to poor health and a less-than-adequate income, prompting him to seek answers in the United States. Yet, even there, he didn’t find the solutions he was looking for; and when, a bit later, he was offered a position in a government department back home, he accepted it, moved to London, and quickly fell under Miss Nightingale's influence. Although the purpose of life still seemed uncertain and unappealing, at least here, under this inspiring woman, there was something real and meaningful: his only question was—could he be of any help? Absolutely he could. There were plenty of random small tasks that no one else was around to handle. For example, when Miss Nightingale was traveling, someone needed to collect the railway tickets; there were proof-sheets to correct; and parcels to be wrapped in brown paper and taken to the post. He was definitely able to help. So, Clough was assigned these kinds of tasks. 'What I'm seeing is not all there is,' he reassured himself, 'and what I'm doing is just a little; yet it’s still good, even if there might be better things out there.' As time passed, her 'Cabinet,' as she called it, expanded. Officials whose work brought them together and who agreed with her goals were brought into her service, and old friends from the Crimean days returned to gather around her. Among them, the most tireless was Dr. Sutherland, a sanitation expert, who dedicated more than thirty years as her confidential private secretary, giving her his entire life. Supported and assisted in this way, cherished and worked for, she prepared to confront the Bison.

Two facts soon emerged, and all that followed turned upon them. It became clear, in the first place, that that imposing mass was not immovable, and, in the second, that its movement, when it did move, would be exceeding slow. The Bison was no match for the Lady. It was in vain that he put down his head and planted his feet in the earth; he could not withstand her; the white hand forced him back. But the process was an extraordinarily gradual one. Dr. Andrew Smith and all his War Office phalanx stood behind, blocking the way; the poor Bison groaned inwardly, and cast a wistful eye towards the happy pastures of the Free Church of Scotland; then slowly, with infinite reluctance, step by step, he retreated, disputing every inch of the ground.

Two facts quickly became clear, and everything that followed was based on them. First, it was apparent that the large mass wasn’t immovable, and second, when it did move, it would be extremely slow. The Bison was no match for the Lady. No matter how much he lowered his head and planted his feet into the ground, he couldn’t resist her; her white hand pushed him back. However, this was an incredibly gradual process. Dr. Andrew Smith and all his War Office supporters stood behind, blocking the path; the poor Bison inwardly groaned and looked longingly at the happy pastures of the Free Church of Scotland; then slowly, with great reluctance, he retreated step by step, fighting for every inch of ground.

The first great measure, which, supported as it was by the Queen, the Cabinet, and the united opinion of the country, it was impossible to resist, was the appointment of a Royal Commission to report upon the health of the Army. The question of the composition of the Commission then immediately arose; and it was over this matter that the first hand-to-hand encounter between Lord Panmure and Miss Nightingale took place. They met, and Miss Nightingale was victorious; Sidney Herbert was appointed Chairman; and, in the end, the only member of the Commission opposed to her views was Dr. Andrew Smith. During the interview, Miss Nightingale made an important discovery: she found that 'the Bison was bullyable'—the hide was the hide of a Mexican buffalo, but the spirit was the spirit of an Alderney calf. And there was one thing above all others which the huge creature dreaded—an appeal to public opinion. The faintest hint of such a terrible eventuality made his heart dissolve within him; he would agree to anything he would cut short his grouse-shooting—he would make a speech in the House of Lords, he would even overrule Dr. Andrew Smith—rather than that. Miss Nightingale held the fearful threat in reserve—she would speak out what she knew; she would publish the truth to the whole world, and let the whole world judge between them. With supreme skill, she kept this sword of Damocles poised above the Bison's head, and more than once she was actually on the point of really dropping it—for his recalcitrancy grew and grew.

The first significant action, backed by the Queen, the Cabinet, and the widespread support of the nation, was the appointment of a Royal Commission to investigate the Army's health. The question of who would be on the Commission quickly came up, leading to the first confrontation between Lord Panmure and Miss Nightingale. They met, and Miss Nightingale emerged victorious; Sidney Herbert was named Chairman, and ultimately, the only member of the Commission who disagreed with her views was Dr. Andrew Smith. During their meeting, Miss Nightingale made a crucial realization: she discovered that 'the Bison was bullyable'—the exterior was that of a Mexican buffalo, but the character was like that of an Alderney calf. Above all, this massive creature feared one thing—the opinion of the public. Even the slightest suggestion of such a dreadful outcome made him weak; he would agree to anything—give up his grouse shooting, make a speech in the House of Lords, even go against Dr. Andrew Smith—to avoid it. Miss Nightingale kept this terrifying threat in her back pocket—she would reveal what she knew; she would share the truth with everyone and let the public decide. With incredible skill, she held this threat over the Bison's head, and on several occasions, she was very close to actually using it—his stubbornness continued to grow.

The personnel of the Commission once determined upon, there was a struggle, which lasted for six months, over the nature of its powers. Was it to be an efficient body, armed with the right of full inquiry and wide examination, or was it to be a polite official contrivance for exonerating Dr. Andrew Smith? The War Office phalanx closed its ranks, and fought tooth and nail; but it was defeated: the Bison was bullyable. 'Three months from this day,' Miss Nightingale had written at last, 'I publish my experience of the Crimean Campaign, and my suggestions for improvement, unless there has been a fair and tangible pledge by that time for reform.'

Once the members of the Commission were decided, there was a struggle that lasted six months over what its powers would be. Would it be an effective body with the right to conduct thorough inquiries and extensive investigations, or would it just be a polite official setup intended to clear Dr. Andrew Smith of blame? The War Office team stuck together and fought hard, but they were defeated: the Bison could be pressured. "Three months from today," Miss Nightingale had finally written, "I will publish my experience of the Crimean Campaign and my suggestions for improvement, unless there is a genuine and concrete promise for reform by then."

Who could face that?

Who could handle that?

And, if the need came, she meant to be as good as her word. For she had now determined, whatever might be the fate of the Commission, to draw up her own report upon the questions at issue. The labour involved was enormous; her health was almost desperate; but she did not flinch, and after six months of incredible industry she had put together and written with her own hand her Notes affecting the Health, Efficiency, and Hospital Administration of the British Army. This extraordinary composition, filling more than 800 closely printed pages, laying down vast principles of far-reaching reform, discussing the minutest details of a multitude of controversial subjects, containing an enormous mass of information of the most varied kinds—military, statistical, sanitary, architectural—was never given to the public, for the need never came; but it formed the basis of the Report of the Royal Commission; and it remains to this day the leading authority on the medical administration of armies.

And if the need arose, she intended to keep her promise. She had now decided, regardless of what happened with the Commission, to create her own report on the issues at hand. The work involved was massive; her health was almost critical; but she didn’t back down, and after six months of incredible effort, she had compiled and written by hand her Notes on the Health, Efficiency, and Hospital Administration of the British Army. This remarkable document, spanning over 800 densely printed pages, outlining broad principles for extensive reform, discussing the smallest details of numerous controversial topics, and containing a vast amount of diverse information—military, statistical, sanitary, architectural—was never made public, as the need never materialized; however, it served as the foundation for the Report of the Royal Commission, and it remains the primary reference on the medical administration of armies to this day.

Before it had been completed, the struggle over the powers of the Commission had been brought to a victorious close. Lord Panmure had given way once more; he had immediately hurried to the Queen to obtain her consent; and only then, when Her Majesty's initials had been irrevocably affixed to the fatal document, did he dare to tell Dr. Andrew Smith what he had done. The Commission met, and another immense load fell upon Miss Nightingale's shoulders. Today she would, of course, have been one of the Commission herself; but at that time the idea of a woman appearing in such a capacity was unheard of; and no one even suggested the possibility of Miss Nightingale's doing so. The result was that she was obliged to remain behind the scenes throughout, to coach Sidney Herbert in private at every important juncture, and to convey to him and to her other friends upon the Commission the vast funds of her expert knowledge—so essential in the examination of witnesses—by means of innumerable consultations, letters, and memoranda. It was even doubtful whether the proprieties would admit of her giving evidence; and at last, as a compromise, her modesty only allowed her to do so in the form of written answers to written questions. At length, the grand affair was finished. The Commission's Report, embodying almost word for word the suggestions of Miss Nightingale, was drawn up by Sidney Herbert. Only one question remained to be answered—would anything, after all, be done? Or would the Royal Commission, like so many other Royal Commissions before and since, turn out to have achieved nothing but the concoction of a very fat bluebook on a very high shelf?

Before it was completed, the struggle over the powers of the Commission was brought to a successful conclusion. Lord Panmure had given in once again; he rushed to the Queen to get her approval, and only after Her Majesty's initials were permanently added to the crucial document did he dare to inform Dr. Andrew Smith about what he had done. The Commission met, and another heavy burden fell on Miss Nightingale's shoulders. Today, she would have definitely been a part of the Commission herself; but back then, the idea of a woman in such a role was unthinkable, and no one even suggested that Miss Nightingale could do it. As a result, she had to stay in the background, coaching Sidney Herbert in private at every key moment and sharing her vast expertise—crucial for examining witnesses—through countless consultations, letters, and memoranda. It was even unclear if it was proper for her to give evidence; eventually, as a compromise, her modesty only allowed her to respond in writing to written questions. Finally, the significant task was completed. The Commission's Report, almost verbatim reflecting Miss Nightingale's suggestions, was drafted by Sidney Herbert. Only one question was left—would anything actually be done? Or would the Royal Commission, like many others before and after, end up producing nothing but a thick blue book gathering dust on a high shelf?

And so the last and the deadliest struggle with the Bison began. Six months had been spent in coercing him into granting the Commission effective powers; six more months were occupied by the work of the Commission; and now yet another six were to pass in extorting from him the means whereby the recommendations of the Commission might be actually carried out. But, in the end, the thing was done. Miss Nightingale seemed, indeed, during these months, to be upon the very brink of death. Accompanied by the faithful Aunt Mai, she moved from place to place—to Hampstead, to Highgate, to Derbyshire, to Malvern—in what appeared to be a last desperate effort to find health somewhere; but she carried that with her which made health impossible. Her desire for work could now scarcely be distinguished from mania. At one moment she was writing a 'last letter' to Sidney Herbert; at the next she was offering to go out to India to nurse the sufferers in the Mutiny. When Dr. Sutherland wrote, imploring her to take a holiday, she raved. Rest!—

And so the final and deadliest struggle with the Bison began. Six months had been spent trying to get him to give the Commission real power; another six months were spent on the Commission's work; and now yet another six would pass in trying to get him to provide the means for actually implementing the Commission’s recommendations. But in the end, it happened. During these months, Miss Nightingale seemed to be on the edge of death. Accompanied by her loyal Aunt Mai, she moved from place to place—Hampstead, Highgate, Derbyshire, Malvern—in what looked like a last desperate attempt to find health somewhere; yet she carried within her what made health impossible. Her desire to work was now barely distinguishable from obsession. One moment she was writing a 'final letter' to Sidney Herbert; the next, she was volunteering to go to India to care for the victims of the Mutiny. When Dr. Sutherland wrote, urging her to take a break, she went into a frenzy. Rest!—

'I am lying without my head, without my claws, and you all peck at me. It is de rigueur, d'obligation, like the saying something to one's hat, when one goes into church, to say to me all that has been said to me 110 times a day during the last three months. It is the obbligato on the violin, and the twelve violins all practise it together, like the clocks striking twelve o'clock at night all over London, till I say like Xavier de Maistre, Assez, je sais, je ne le sais que trop. I am not a penitent; but you are like the R.C. confessor, who says what is de rigueur….'

'I’m lying here without my head, without my claws, and you all keep pecking at me. It’s expected, like the custom of saying something in church when you take off your hat, to tell me everything that’s been said to me 110 times a day for the last three months. It’s the obligatory part of the violin piece, and all twelve violins play it together, just like the clocks striking midnight all over London, until I say like Xavier de Maistre, Enough, I know, I know all too well. I’m not a penitent; but you act like the R.C. confessor, who just goes through the motions….'

Her wits began to turn, and there was no holding her. She worked like a slave in a mine. She began to believe, as she had begun to believe at Scutari, that none of her fellow-workers had their hearts in the business; if they had, why did they not work as she did? She could only see slackness and stupidity around her. Dr. Sutherland, of course, was grotesquely muddle-headed; and Arthur Clough incurably lazy. Even Sidney Herbert … oh yes, he had simplicity and candour and quickness of perception, no doubt; but he was an eclectic; and what could one hope for from a man who went away to fish in Ireland just when the Bison most needed bullying? As for the Bison himself, he had fled to Scotland where he remained buried for many months. The fate of the vital recommendation in the Commission's Report—the appointment of four Sub-Commissions charged with the duty of determining upon the details of the proposed reforms and of putting them into execution—still hung in the balance. The Bison consented to everything; and then, on a flying visit to London, withdrew his consent and hastily returned to Scotland. Then for many weeks all business was suspended; he had gout—gout in the hands—so that he could not write. 'His gout was always handy,' remarked Miss Nightingale. But eventually it was clear even to the Bison that the game was up, and the inevitable surrender came.

Her mind started to race, and there was no stopping her. She worked like a slave in a mine. She began to believe, as she had at Scutari, that none of her coworkers were really committed to the job; if they were, why didn’t they work as hard as she did? All she could see around her was laziness and ignorance. Dr. Sutherland, of course, was completely muddled; and Arthur Clough was hopelessly lazy. Even Sidney Herbert… oh yes, he had simplicity, honesty, and quick insight, no doubt; but he was an eclectic, and what could one expect from a man who went fishing in Ireland just when the Bison needed someone to step up? As for the Bison himself, he had run off to Scotland and stayed hidden for many months. The fate of the crucial recommendation in the Commission's Report—the appointment of four Sub-Commissions tasked with figuring out the details of the proposed reforms and implementing them—was still uncertain. The Bison agreed to everything; then, during a quick trip to London, withdrew his agreement and rushed back to Scotland. For many weeks, all business was on hold; he had gout—gout in his hands—so he couldn’t write. "His gout was always convenient," Miss Nightingale commented. But eventually, it became clear even to the Bison that it was over, and the inevitable surrender happened.

There was, however, one point in which he triumphed over Miss Nightingale: the building of Netley Hospital had been begun under his orders, before her return to England. Soon after her arrival she examined the plans, and found that they reproduced all the worst faults of an out-of-date and mischievous system of hospital construction. She therefore urged that the matter should be reconsidered, and in the meantime the building stopped. But the Bison was obdurate; it would be very expensive, and in any case it was too late. Unable to make any impression on him, and convinced of the extreme importance of the question, she determined to appeal to a higher authority. Lord Palmerston was Prime Minister; she had known him from her childhood; he was a near neighbour of her father's in the New Forest. She went down to the New Forest, armed with the plan of the proposed hospital and all the relevant information, stayed the night at Lord Palmerston's house, and convinced him of the necessity of rebuilding Netley.

There was, however, one area where he outshone Miss Nightingale: the construction of Netley Hospital had been started under his direction before she returned to England. Shortly after her arrival, she reviewed the plans and discovered that they reflected all the major flaws of an outdated and harmful approach to hospital design. She insisted that the issue be reconsidered, and in the meantime, construction was halted. But the Bison was stubborn; it would be very costly, and anyway, it was too late. Unable to sway him and convinced of the issue's critical importance, she decided to reach out to a higher authority. Lord Palmerston was Prime Minister; she had known him since childhood, as he was a close neighbor of her father's in the New Forest. She traveled to the New Forest, armed with the hospital's proposed plans and all the relevant information, stayed overnight at Lord Palmerston's house, and persuaded him of the need to rebuild Netley.

'It seems to me,' Lord Palmerston wrote to Lord Panmure, 'that at Netley all consideration of what would best tend to the comfort and recovery of the patients has been sacrificed to the vanity of the architect, whose sole object has been to make a building which should cut a dash when looked at from the Southampton river … Pray, therefore, stop all further progress in the work until the matter can be duly considered.' But the Bison was not to be moved by one peremptory letter, even if it was from the Prime Minister. He put forth all his powers of procrastination, Lord Palmerston lost interest in the subject, and so the chief military hospital in England was triumphantly completed on insanitary principles, with unventilated rooms, and with all the patients' windows facing northeast.

'It seems to me,' Lord Palmerston wrote to Lord Panmure, 'that at Netley all consideration of what would best serve the comfort and recovery of the patients has been sacrificed to the architect's ego, whose only goal has been to create a building that impresses when viewed from the Southampton river … Please, therefore, halt all further progress on the work until the matter can be properly reviewed.' But the Bison was not swayed by one urgent letter, even if it was from the Prime Minister. He employed all his skills in procrastination, Lord Palmerston lost interest in the matter, and so the main military hospital in England was completed triumphantly on unsanitary principles, with unventilated rooms and all the patients' windows facing northeast.

But now the time had come when the Bison was to trouble and to be troubled no more. A vote in the House of Commons brought about the fall of Lord Palmerston's Government, and, Lord Panmure found himself at liberty to devote the rest of his life to the Free Church of Scotland. After a brief interval, Sidney Herbert became Secretary of State for War. Great was the jubilation in the Nightingale Cabinet: the day of achievement had dawned at last. The next two and a half years (1859-61) saw the introduction of the whole system of reforms for which Miss Nightingale had been struggling so fiercely—reforms which make Sidney Herbert's tenure of power at the War Office an important epoch in the history of the British Army. The four Sub-Commissions, firmly established under the immediate control of the Minister, and urged forward by the relentless perseverance of Miss Nightingale, set to work with a will. The barracks and the hospitals were remodelled; they were properly ventilated and warmed and lighted for the first time; they were given a water supply which actually supplied water, and kitchens where, strange to say, it was possible to cook. Then the great question of the Purveyor—that portentous functionary whose powers and whose lack of powers had weighed like a nightmare upon Scutari—was taken in hand, and new regulations were laid down, accurately defining his responsibilities and his duties. One Sub-Commission reorganised the medical statistics of the Army; another established in spite of the last convulsive efforts of the Department an Army Medical School. Finally, the Army Medical Department itself was completely reorganised; an administrative code was drawn up; and the great and novel principle was established that it was as much a part of the duty of the authorities to look after the soldier's health as to look after his sickness. Besides this, it was at last officially admitted that he had a moral and intellectual side. Coffee-rooms and reading-rooms, gymnasiums and workshops were instituted. A new era did in truth appear to have begun. Already by 1861 the mortality in the Army had decreased by one-half since the days of the Crimea. It was no wonder that even vaster possibilities began now to open out before Miss Nightingale. One thing was still needed to complete and to assure her triumphs. The Army Medical Department was indeed reorganised; but the great central machine was still untouched. The War Office itself—! If she could remould that nearer to her heart's desire—there indeed would be a victory! And until that final act was accomplished, how could she be certain that all the rest of her achievements might not, by some capricious turn of Fortune's wheel—a change of Ministry, perhaps, replacing Sidney Herbert by some puppet of the permanent official gang—be swept to limbo in a moment?

But now the time had come when the Bison would be troubled and troubled no more. A vote in the House of Commons led to the fall of Lord Palmerston's Government, and Lord Panmure was free to dedicate the rest of his life to the Free Church of Scotland. After a short break, Sidney Herbert became Secretary of State for War. There was great celebration in the Nightingale Cabinet: the day of achievement had finally arrived. The next two and a half years (1859-61) saw the introduction of the entire system of reforms that Miss Nightingale had been fighting for—reforms that made Sidney Herbert's time in power at the War Office a significant period in the history of the British Army. The four Sub-Commissions, firmly established under the immediate control of the Minister and pushed forward by Miss Nightingale's relentless determination, got to work enthusiastically. The barracks and hospitals were redesigned; they were properly ventilated, heated, and lit for the first time; they were supplied with running water, and kitchens where, surprisingly, it was possible to cook. Then the major issue of the Purveyor—that significant role whose powers and limitations had weighed heavily on Scutari—was addressed, and new regulations were implemented, clearly defining his responsibilities and duties. One Sub-Commission reorganized the Army's medical statistics; another established an Army Medical School despite the last desperate efforts of the Department. Finally, the Army Medical Department itself was completely restructured; an administrative code was created; and the groundbreaking principle was established that it was as much the authorities' responsibility to care for the soldier's health as for his illness. Moreover, it was finally officially recognized that he had a moral and intellectual aspect. Coffee rooms, reading rooms, gyms, and workshops were set up. A new era truly seemed to be beginning. By 1861, the mortality rate in the Army had decreased by half since the days of the Crimea. It’s no surprise that even greater possibilities began to unfold for Miss Nightingale. One thing was still needed to complete and secure her successes. The Army Medical Department had indeed been reorganized; but the central system remained untouched. The War Office itself—! If she could reshape that closer to her vision—now that would be a real victory! And until that final act was accomplished, how could she be certain that all her other achievements might not, due to some unpredictable twist of Fortune—a change of government, perhaps, replacing Sidney Herbert with some puppet of the permanent official group—be lost in an instant?

Meanwhile, still ravenous for yet more and more work, her activities had branched out into new directions. The Army in India claimed her attention. A Sanitary Commission, appointed at her suggestion, and working under her auspices, did for our troops there what the four Sub-Commissions were doing for those at home. At the same time, these very years which saw her laying the foundations of the whole modern system of medical work in the Army, saw her also beginning to bring her knowledge, her influence, and her activity into the service of the country at large. Her "Notes on Hospitals" (1859) revolutionised the theory of hospital construction and hospital management. She was immediately recognised as the leading expert upon all the questions involved; her advice flowed unceasingly and in all directions, so that there is no great hospital today which does not bear upon it the impress of her mind. Nor was this all. With the opening of the Nightingale Training School for Nurses at St. Thomas's Hospital (1860), she became the founder of modern nursing.

Meanwhile, still hungry for more and more work, her efforts expanded into new areas. The Army in India caught her attention. A Sanitary Commission, started at her suggestion and operating under her guidance, did for our troops there what the four Sub-Commissions were doing for those at home. At the same time, the years that saw her establishing the foundations of the entire modern medical system in the Army also marked the beginning of her efforts to apply her knowledge, influence, and activities to serve the country as a whole. Her "Notes on Hospitals" (1859) changed the way we think about hospital design and management. She was quickly recognized as the leading expert on all related issues; her advice flowed continuously and in all directions, so that there is no major hospital today that doesn’t reflect her ideas. But that wasn’t all. With the opening of the Nightingale Training School for Nurses at St. Thomas's Hospital (1860), she became the founder of modern nursing.

But a terrible crisis was now fast approaching. Sidney Herbert had consented to undertake the root and branch reform of the War Office. He had sallied forth into that tropical jungle of festooned obstructiveness, of intertwisted irresponsibilities, of crouching prejudices, of abuses grown stiff and rigid with antiquity, which for so many years to come was destined to lure reforming Ministers to their doom.

But a serious crisis was now fast approaching. Sidney Herbert had agreed to take on a complete reform of the War Office. He had ventured into that tangled mess of complicated obstacles, intertwined irresponsibilities, hidden biases, and longstanding abuses that was destined to trap reform-minded Ministers for years to come.

'The War Office,' said Miss Nightingale, 'is a very slow office, an enormously expensive office, and one in which the Minister's intentions can be entirely negated by all his sub-departments, and those of each of the sub-departments by every other.'

'The War Office,' said Miss Nightingale, 'is a really slow office, a hugely expensive office, and one where the Minister's intentions can be completely undermined by all his sub-departments, and those of each sub-department by every other.'

It was true; and of course, at the, first rumour of a change, the old phalanx of reaction was bristling with its accustomed spears. At its head stood no longer Dr. Andrew Smith, who, some time since, had followed the Bison into outer darkness, but a yet more formidable figure, the Permanent Under-Secretary himself, Sir Benjamin Hawes—Ben Hawes the Nightingale Cabinet irreverently dubbed him 'a man remarkable even among civil servants for adroitness in baffling inconvenient inquiries, resource in raising false issues, and, in, short, a consummate command of all the arts of officially sticking in the mud'.

It was true; and of course, at the first hint of a change, the old group of conservatives was ready for battle with their usual tactics. Leading them was no longer Dr. Andrew Smith, who had long ago disappeared into obscurity, but an even more formidable figure, the Permanent Under-Secretary himself, Sir Benjamin Hawes—Ben Hawes, as the Nightingale Cabinet irreverently called him, was 'notable even among civil servants for his skill in dodging inconvenient inquiries, his ability to create distractions, and, in short, his expert command of all the ways to officially keep things stagnant.'

'Our scheme will probably result in Ben Hawes's resignation,' Miss Nightingale said; 'and that is another of its advantages.' Ben Hawes himself, however, did not quite see it in that light. He set himself to resist the wishes of the Minister by every means in his power. The struggle was long, and desperate; and, as it proceeded, it gradually became evident to Miss Nightingale that something was the matter with Sidney Herbert. What was it? His health, never very strong, was, he said, in danger of collapsing under the strain of his work. But, after all, what is illness, when there is a War Office to be reorganised? Then he began to talk of retiring altogether from public life. The doctors were consulted, and declared that, above all things, what was necessary was rest. Rest! She grew seriously alarmed. Was it possible that, at the last moment, the crowning wreath of victory was to be snatched from her grasp? She was not to be put aside by doctors; they were talking nonsense; the necessary thing was not rest, but the reform of the War Office; and, besides, she knew very well from her own case what one could do even when one was on the point of death.

'Our plan will likely lead to Ben Hawes's resignation,' Miss Nightingale said; 'and that's another advantage of it.' However, Ben Hawes himself didn’t see it that way. He was determined to resist the Minister's wishes by any means necessary. The struggle was long and intense; and as it went on, it became clear to Miss Nightingale that something was wrong with Sidney Herbert. What was it? His health, never very strong, was, he said, at risk of breaking down under the weight of his work. But after all, what does illness matter when there's a War Office to be restructured? Then he started to talk about retiring completely from public life. The doctors were consulted and stated that, above all, what he needed was rest. Rest! She became seriously worried. Was it possible that, at the last moment, the ultimate victory could be taken away from her? She refused to be sidelined by doctors; they were talking nonsense; what was truly needed was a reform of the War Office; and besides, she knew very well from her own experience what one can accomplish even when on the brink of death.

She expostulated vehemently, passionately; the goal was so near, so very near; he could not turn back now! At any rate, he could not resist Miss Nightingale. A compromise was arranged. Very reluctantly, he exchanged the turmoil of the House of Commons for the dignity of the House of Lords, and he remained at the War Office. She was delighted. 'One fight more, the best and the last,' she said.

She argued strongly, passionately; the goal was so close, so very close; he couldn't turn back now! Anyway, he couldn’t say no to Miss Nightingale. They reached a compromise. Very reluctantly, he traded the chaos of the House of Commons for the respect of the House of Lords, and he stayed at the War Office. She was thrilled. "One more fight, the best and the last," she said.

For several more months the fight did indeed go on. But the strain upon him was greater even than she perhaps could realise. Besides the intestine war in his office, he had to face a constant battle in the Cabinet with Mr. Gladstone—a more redoubtable antagonist even than Ben Hawes—over the estimates. His health grew worse and worse. He was attacked by fainting-fits; and there were some days when he could only just keep himself going by gulps of brandy. Miss Nightingale spurred him forward with her encouragements and her admonitions, her zeal and her example. But at last his spirit began to sink as well as his body. He could no longer hope; he could no longer desire; it was useless, all useless; it was utterly impossible. He had failed. The dreadful moment came when the truth was forced upon him: he would never be able to reform the War Office. But a yet more dreadful moment lay behind; he must go to Miss Nightingale and tell her that he was a failure, a beaten man.

For several more months, the fight continued. But the pressure on him was even greater than she might realize. Besides the constant conflict in his office, he had to deal with ongoing battles in the Cabinet with Mr. Gladstone—a more formidable opponent than Ben Hawes—over the budgets. His health kept deteriorating. He experienced fainting spells, and there were days when he could only keep going by taking swigs of brandy. Miss Nightingale motivated him with her encouragement, advice, enthusiasm, and example. But eventually, his spirit began to wane along with his body. He could no longer hold onto hope or desire; it all felt pointless, completely pointless; it was utterly impossible. He had failed. The terrible moment came when he had to confront the truth: he would never be able to reform the War Office. But an even more dreadful moment loomed ahead; he had to go to Miss Nightingale and tell her that he was a failure, a defeated man.

'Blessed are the merciful!' What strange ironic prescience had led Prince Albert, in the simplicity of his heart, to choose that motto for the Crimean brooch? The words hold a double lesson; and, alas! when she brought herself to realise at length what was indeed the fact and what there was no helping, it was not in mercy that she turned upon her old friend.

'Blessed are the merciful!' What strange ironic insight had led Prince Albert, in his heartfelt simplicity, to choose that motto for the Crimean brooch? The words carry a dual lesson; and, sadly, when she finally accepted the truth of the situation and what couldn’t be changed, it wasn't with mercy that she confronted her old friend.

'Beaten!' she exclaimed. 'Can't you see that you've simply thrown away the game? And with all the winning cards in your hands! And so noble a game! Sidney Herbert beaten! And beaten by Ben Hawes! It is a worse disgrace …' her full rage burst out at last, '… a worse disgrace than the hospitals at Scutari.'

'Beaten!' she exclaimed. 'Can't you see that you've just thrown away the game? And with all the winning cards in your hands! And such a noble game! Sidney Herbert beaten! And beaten by Ben Hawes! It's a bigger disgrace …' her full rage finally came out, '… a bigger disgrace than the hospitals at Scutari.'

He dragged himself away from her, dragged himself to Spa, hoping vainly for a return to health, and then, despairing, back again to England, to Wilton, to the majestic house standing there resplendent in the summer sunshine, among the great cedars which had lent their shade to Sir Philip Sidney, and all those familiar, darling haunts of beauty which he loved, each one of them, 'as if they were persons'; and at, Wilton he died. After having received the Eucharist, he had become perfectly calm; then, almost unconscious, his lips were seen to be moving. Those about him bent down. 'Poor Florence! Poor Florence!' they just caught.' … Our joint work … unfinished … tried to do …' and they could hear no more.

He pulled himself away from her, made his way to Spa, hoping in vain for a recovery, and then, in despair, he returned to England, to Wilton, to the grand house that stood shining in the summer sun, among the great cedars that had provided shade to Sir Philip Sidney, and all those beloved, beautiful places he cherished, each one 'as if they were people'; and at Wilton, he died. After receiving the Eucharist, he became completely calm; then, almost unconscious, people noticed his lips moving. Those around him leaned in. 'Poor Florence! Poor Florence!' they barely heard. 'Our joint work... unfinished... tried to do...' and they could hear no more.

When the onward rush of a powerful spirit sweeps a weaker one to its destruction, the commonplaces of the moral judgment are better left unmade. If Miss Nightingale had been less ruthless, Sidney Herbert would not have perished; but then, she would not have been Miss Nightingale. The force that created was the force that destroyed. It was her Demon that was responsible. When the fatal news reached her, she was overcome by agony. In the revulsion of her feelings, she made a worship of the dead man's memory; and the facile instrument which had broken in her hand she spoke of forever after as her 'Master'. Then, almost at the same moment, another blow fell on her. Arthur Clough, worn out by labours very different from those of Sidney Herbert, died too: never more would he tie up her parcels. And yet a third disaster followed. The faithful Aunt Mai did not, to be sure, die; no, she did something almost worse: she left Miss Nightingale. She was growing old, and she felt that she had closer and more imperative duties with her own family. Her niece could hardly forgive her. She poured out, in one of her enormous letters, a passionate diatribe upon the faithlessness, the lack of sympathy, the stupidity, the ineptitude of women. Her doctrines had taken no hold among them; she had never known one who had appris a apprendre; she could not even get a woman secretary; 'they don't know the names of the Cabinet Ministers—they don't know which of the Churches has Bishops and which not'. As for the spirit of self-sacrifice, well—Sidney Herbert and Arthur Clough were men, and they indeed had shown their devotion; but women—! She would mount three widow's caps 'for a sign'. The first two would be for Clough and for her Master; but the third—'the biggest widow's cap of all'—would be for Aunt Mai. She did well to be angry; she was deserted in her hour of need; and after all, could she be sure that even the male sex was so impeccable? There was Dr. Sutherland, bungling as usual. Perhaps even he intended to go off one of these days, too? She gave him a look, and he shivered in his shoes. No!—she grinned sardonically; she would always have Dr. Sutherland. And then she reflected that there was one thing more that she would always have—her work.

When the relentless drive of a strong spirit overwhelms a weaker one, it's better to avoid moral judgments. If Miss Nightingale had been less harsh, Sidney Herbert wouldn't have died; but then, she wouldn't have been Miss Nightingale. The force that created also caused the destruction. It was her inner demon that was to blame. When she heard the tragic news, she was filled with pain. In her emotional turmoil, she began to idolize the memory of the dead man; she referred to the once-reliable person who had let her down as her 'Master' from then on. Almost simultaneously, another tragedy struck. Arthur Clough, exhausted from labors far different from Sidney Herbert's, also passed away: he would never again tie up her parcels. Then came a third disaster. Aunt Mai didn’t die, but she did something almost worse: she left Miss Nightingale. She was getting older and felt she had more pressing responsibilities to her own family. Her niece could hardly forgive her. In one of her lengthy letters, she unleashed a passionate tirade against the faithlessness, lack of sympathy, ignorance, and incompetence of women. Her ideas had taken no root among them; she had never met a woman who had learned to learn; she couldn’t even find a female secretary; "they don’t even know the names of the Cabinet Ministers—they don’t know which Churches have Bishops and which don’t." As for the spirit of self-sacrifice, well—Sidney Herbert and Arthur Clough were men, and they certainly showed their dedication; but women—! She would put on three widow’s caps "for a sign." The first two would be for Clough and her Master; but the third—"the biggest widow’s cap of all"—would be for Aunt Mai. She was right to be angry; she felt abandoned in her time of need; and after all, could she really be sure that even men were so flawless? There was Dr. Sutherland, fumbling as always. Maybe he would leave one of these days too? She looked at him, and he flinched. No!—she smirked sarcastically; she would always have Dr. Sutherland. Then she thought about one more thing that she would always have—her work.

IV

SIDNEY HERBERT'S death finally put an end to Miss Nightingale's dream of a reformed War Office. For a moment, indeed, in the first agony of her disappointment, she had wildly clutched at a straw; she had written to M. Gladstone to beg him to take up the burden of Sidney Herbert's work. And Mr. Gladstone had replied with a sympathetic account of the funeral.

SIDNEY HERBERT'S death finally ended Miss Nightingale's dream of a reformed War Office. For a moment, in her initial anguish over the disappointment, she had desperately grasped at any hope; she wrote to M. Gladstone, asking him to take on Sidney Herbert's work. Mr. Gladstone responded with a compassionate note about the funeral.

Succeeding Secretaries of State managed between them to undo a good deal of what had been accomplished, but they could not undo it all; and for ten years more (1862-72) Miss Nightingale remained a potent influence at the War Office. After that, her direct connection with the Army came to an end, and her energies began to turn more and more completely towards more general objects. Her work upon hospital reform assumed enormous proportions; she was able to improve the conditions in infirmaries and workhouses; and one of her most remarkable papers forestalls the recommendations of the Poor Law Commission of 1909. Her training, school for nurses, with all that it involved in initiative, control, responsibillity, and combat, would have been enough in itself to have absorbed the whole efforts of at least two lives of ordinary vigour. And at the same time her work in connection with India, which had begun with the Sanitary Commission on the Indian Army, spread and ramified in a multitude of directions. Her tentacles reached the India Office and succeeded in establishing a hold even upon those slippery high places. For many years it was de rigueur for the newly appointed Viceroy, before he left England, to pay a visit to Miss Nightingale.

Succeeding Secretaries of State managed to reverse a lot of what had been achieved, but they couldn't undo it all; and for ten more years (1862-72), Miss Nightingale remained a strong influence at the War Office. After that, her direct involvement with the Army ended, and she began to focus more on broader issues. Her work on hospital reform became massive; she was able to improve conditions in infirmaries and workhouses, and one of her most impressive papers anticipated the recommendations of the Poor Law Commission of 1909. Her nurse training school, with all that it entailed in terms of initiative, control, responsibility, and challenges, would have been enough to occupy the efforts of at least two ordinary lives. Simultaneously, her work related to India, which started with the Sanitary Commission for the Indian Army, expanded in many directions. Her influence reached the India Office and managed to establish a presence even in those elusive high places. For many years, it became customary for the newly appointed Viceroy to visit Miss Nightingale before leaving England.

After much hesitation, she had settled down in a small house in South Street, where she remained for the rest of her life. That life was a very long one; the dying woman reached her ninety-first year. Her ill health gradually diminished; the crises of extreme danger became less frequent, and at last altogether ceased; she remained an invalid, but an invalid of a curious character—an invalid who was too weak to walk downstairs and who worked far harder than most Cabinet Ministers. Her illness, whatever it may have been, was certainly not inconvenient. It involved seclusion; and an extraordinary, an unparalleled seclusion was, it might almost have been said, the mainspring of Miss Nightingale's life. Lying on her sofa in the little upper room in South Street, she combined the intense vitality of a dominating woman of the world with the mysterious and romantic quality of a myth. She was a legend in her lifetime, and she knew it. She tasted the joys of power, like those Eastern Emperors whose autocratic rule was based upon invisibility, with the mingled satisfactions of obscurity and fame.

After a lot of hesitation, she settled into a small house on South Street, where she lived for the rest of her life. That life was quite long; the dying woman reached her ninety-first year. Her health gradually improved; the serious crises became less frequent and eventually stopped altogether; she remained disabled, but in a curious way—an invalid who was too weak to walk downstairs yet worked much harder than most Cabinet Ministers. Her illness, whatever it was, certainly wasn’t a hindrance. It involved isolation; and an extraordinary, unparalleled isolation was, one could almost say, the driving force of Miss Nightingale's life. Lying on her sofa in the little upstairs room in South Street, she combined the intense energy of a powerful woman of the world with the mysterious and romantic quality of a legend. She was a legend during her lifetime, and she was aware of it. She experienced the joys of power, similar to those Eastern Emperors whose absolute rule relied on being unseen, with the mixed feelings of anonymity and fame.

And she found the machinery of illness hardly less effective as a barrier against the eyes of men than the ceremonial of a palace. Great statesmen and renowned generals were obliged to beg for audiences; admiring princesses from foreign countries found that they must see her at her own time, or not at all; and the ordinary mortal had no hope of ever getting beyond the downstairs sitting-room and Dr. Sutherland. For that indefatigable disciple did, indeed, never desert her. He might be impatient, he might be restless, but he remained. His 'incurable looseness of thought', for so she termed it, continued at her service to the end. Once, it is true, he had actually ventured to take a holiday; but he was recalled, and he did not repeat the experiment. He was wanted downstairs. There he sat, transacting business answering correspondence, interviewing callers, and exchanging innumerable notes with the unseen power above. Sometimes word came down that Miss Nightingale was just well enough to see one of her visitors. The fortunate man was led up, was ushered, trembling, into the shaded chamber, and, of course, could never afterwards forget the interview. Very rarely, indeed, once or twice a year, perhaps, but nobody could be quite certain, in deadly secrecy, Miss Nightingale went out for a drive in the Park. Unrecognised, the living legend flitted for a moment before the common gaze. And the precaution was necessary; for there were times when, at some public function, the rumour of her presence was spread abroad; and ladies, mistaken by the crowd for Miss Nightingale, were followed, pressed upon, vehemently supplicated 'Let me touch your shawl'; 'Let me stroke your arm'; such was the strange adoration in the hearts of the people. That vast reserve of force lay there behind her; she could use it, if she could. But she preferred never to use it. On occasions, she might hint or threaten, she might balance the sword of Damocles over the head of the Bison; she might, by a word, by a glance, remind some refractory Minister, some unpersuadable Viceroy, sitting in audience with her in the little upper room, that she was something more than a mere sick woman, that she had only, so to speak, to go to the window and wave her handkerchief, for … dreadful things to follow. But that was enough; they understood; the myth was there—obvious, portentous, impalpable; and so it remained to the last.

And she found that the machinery of illness was just as effective as a barrier against men’s gaze as the formality of a palace. Influential statesmen and celebrated generals had to beg for meetings; admiring princesses from other countries learned that they could only see her on her schedule, or not at all; and ordinary people had no chance of getting past the downstairs sitting room and Dr. Sutherland. For that tireless attendant truly never left her side. He might be impatient, he might be restless, but he stayed. His 'chronic scatterbrainedness', as she called it, was devoted to her until the end. Once, it’s true, he had actually dared to take a vacation; but he was called back, and he didn’t try again. He was needed downstairs. There he sat, handling business, answering mail, meeting visitors, and exchanging countless notes with the unseen force above. Occasionally, word would come down that Miss Nightingale was just well enough to see one of her visitors. The lucky individual was escorted up, ushered, trembling, into the dimly lit room, and, of course, could never forget the encounter. Very rarely, perhaps once or twice a year, though no one could be quite sure, in strict secrecy, Miss Nightingale would go for a drive in the Park. Unrecognized, the living legend briefly appeared before the public gaze. And this precaution was necessary; for there were times during public events when rumors of her presence would spread; and women, mistaken by the crowd for Miss Nightingale, were followed and pressed upon, pleading fervently, 'Let me touch your shawl'; 'Let me stroke your arm'; such was the strange admiration in the hearts of the people. That immense reserve of power lay behind her; she could use it if she chose. But she preferred never to do so. Occasionally, she might hint or threaten, might dangle the sword of Damocles over the head of the Bison; she could, with a word or a glance, remind some stubborn Minister, some obstinate Viceroy, sitting with her in the little upper room, that she was more than just a sick woman, that she only had to go to the window and wave her handkerchief for … dreadful consequences to follow. But that was enough; they understood; the myth was there—clear, ominous, intangible; and it remained so until the end.

With statesmen and governors at her beck and call, with her hands on a hundred strings, with mighty provinces at her feet, with foreign governments agog for her counsel, building hospitals, training nurses—she still felt that she had not enough to do. She sighed for more worlds to conquer—more, and yet more.

With politicians and governors at her disposal, with her hands on numerous levers, with powerful regions at her command, and foreign governments eager for her advice, establishing hospitals and training nurses—she still felt like she didn’t have enough to occupy her time. She yearned for more challenges to take on—more, and even more.

She looked about her—what was left? Of course! Philosophy! After the world of action, the world of thought. Having set right the health of the British Army, she would now do the same good service for the religious convictions of mankind. She had long noticed—with regret—the growing tendency towards free-thinking among artisans. With regret, but not altogether with surprise, the current teaching of Christianity was sadly to seek; nay, Christianity itself was not without its defects. She would rectify these errors. She would correct the mistakes of the Churches; she would point out just where Christianity was wrong; and she would explain to the artisans what the facts of the case really were. Before her departure for the Crimea, she had begun this work; and now, in the intervals of her other labours, she completed it. Her 'Suggestions for Thought to the Searchers After Truth Among the Artisans of England' (1860), unravels, in the course of three portly volumes, the difficulties hitherto, curiously enough, unsolved—connected with such matters as Belief in God, the Plan of Creation, the Origin of Evil, the Future Life, Necessity and Free Will, Law, and the Nature of Morality.

She looked around—what was left? Of course! Philosophy! After the world of action, the world of thought. Having improved the health of the British Army, she would now do the same for the religious beliefs of humanity. She had long noticed—with regret—the increasing trend towards free-thinking among workers. With regret, but not entirely with surprise, the current teachings of Christianity were sadly lacking; in fact, Christianity itself had its flaws. She would fix these issues. She would correct the mistakes of the Churches; she would point out exactly where Christianity was wrong; and she would explain to the workers what the facts really were. Before she left for the Crimea, she had begun this work; and now, in between her other duties, she continued it. Her 'Suggestions for Thought to the Searchers After Truth Among the Artisans of England' (1860) explores, across three substantial volumes, the challenges that, strangely enough, remained unresolved—related to topics such as Belief in God, the Plan of Creation, the Origin of Evil, the Afterlife, Necessity and Free Will, Law, and the Nature of Morality.

The Origin of Evil, in particular, held no perplexities for Miss Nightingale. 'We cannot conceive,' she remarks, 'that Omnipotent Righteousness would find satisfaction in solitary existence.' This being, so, the only question remaining to be asked is: 'What beings should we then conceive that God would create?' Now, He cannot create perfect beings, 'since, essentially, perfection is one'; if He did so, He would only be adding to Himself. Thus the conclusion is obvious: He must create imperfect ones. Omnipotent Righteousness, faced by the intolerable impasse of a solitary existence, finds itself bound by the very nature of the cause, to create the hospitals at Scutari. Whether this argument would have satisfied the artisans was never discovered, for only a very few copies of the book were printed for private circulation. One copy was sent to Mr. Mill, who acknowledged it in an extremely polite letter. He felt himself obliged, however, to confess that he had not been altogether convinced by Miss Nightingale's proof of the existence of God. Miss Nightingale was surprised and mortified; she had thought better of Mr. Mill; for surely her proof of the existence of God could hardly be improved upon. 'A law,' she had pointed out, 'implies a law-giver.' Now the Universe is full of laws—the law of gravitation, the law of the excluded middle, and many others; hence it follows that the Universe has a law-giver—and what would Mr. Mill be satisfied with, if he was not satisfied with that?

The Origin of Evil, in particular, posed no challenges for Miss Nightingale. "We can't imagine," she says, "that an All-Powerful Righteousness would be content in solitary existence." Given this, the only question left to ask is: "What beings should we think God would create?" He can’t create perfect beings, because, fundamentally, perfection is singular; if He did, He would merely be adding to Himself. So, the conclusion is clear: He must create imperfect ones. An All-Powerful Righteousness, confronted with the unbearable deadlock of a solitary existence, finds itself compelled by the nature of the cause to create the hospitals at Scutari. Whether this argument would have convinced the artisans was never found out, as only a handful of copies of the book were printed for private circulation. One copy was sent to Mr. Mill, who replied with an extremely polite letter. However, he felt he had to admit that he wasn’t completely convinced by Miss Nightingale’s proof of God’s existence. Miss Nightingale was taken aback and upset; she had thought more highly of Mr. Mill; after all, her proof of God’s existence could hardly be improved. "A law," she had argued, "implies a law-giver." The Universe is filled with laws—the law of gravitation, the law of the excluded middle, and many others; so it follows that the Universe has a law-giver—and what could Mr. Mill want if he wasn’t satisfied with that?

Perhaps Mr. Mill might have asked why the argument had not been pushed to its logical conclusion. Clearly, if we are to trust the analogy of human institutions, we must remember that laws are, as a matter of fact, not dispensed by lawgivers, but passed by Act of Parliament. Miss Nightingale, however, with all her experience of public life, never stopped to consider the question whether God might not be a Limited Monarchy. Yet her conception of God was certainly not orthodox. She felt towards Him as she might have felt towards a glorified sanitary engineer; and in some of her speculations she seems hardly to distinguish between the Deity and the Drains. As one turns over these singular pages, one has the impression that Miss Nightingale has got the Almighty too into her clutches, and that, if He is not careful, she will kill Him with overwork.

Perhaps Mr. Mill might have wondered why the argument didn't reach its logical conclusion. Clearly, if we’re going to trust the analogy of human institutions, we need to remember that laws are actually not just made by lawmakers, but passed through Act of Parliament. Miss Nightingale, however, with all her experience in public life, never paused to think about whether God might be a Limited Monarchy. Yet her view of God was definitely not traditional. She regarded Him much like she might view a glorified sanitation engineer; and in some of her thoughts, she seems to blur the lines between the Deity and the sewage system. As one flips through these unusual pages, it feels like Miss Nightingale has also got the Almighty under her control, and if He’s not careful, she might just exhaust Him with overwork.

Then, suddenly, in the very midst of the ramifying generalities of her metaphysical disquisitions, there is an unexpected turn and the reader is plunged all at once into something particular, something personal, something impregnated with intense experience—a virulent invective upon the position of women in the upper ranks of society. Forgetful alike of her high argument and of the artisans, the bitter creature rails through a hundred pages of close print at the falsities of family life, the ineptitudes of marriage, the emptinesses of convention, in the spirit of an Ibsen or a Samuel Butler. Her fierce pen, shaking with intimate anger, depicts in biting sentences the fearful fate of an unmarried girl in a wealthy household. It is a cri du coeur; and then, as suddenly, she returns once more to instruct the artisans upon the nature of Omnipotent Righteousness.

Then, suddenly, right in the middle of her broad philosophical discussions, there’s an unexpected shift and the reader is instantly immersed in something specific, something personal, something filled with deep emotion—a harsh critique of the role of women in the upper class. Forgetting both her grand argument and the working class, the angry writer rants for a hundred pages of dense text about the lies of family life, the shortcomings of marriage, and the hollowness of social norms, in the style of an Ibsen or a Samuel Butler. Her passionate writing, infused with personal anger, illustrates in sharp phrases the grim reality faced by an unmarried girl in a wealthy home. It’s a heartfelt cry; and then, just as abruptly, she goes back to teaching the workers about the nature of All-Powerful Justice.

Her mind was, indeed, better qualified to dissect the concrete and distasteful fruits of actual life than to construct a coherent system of abstract philosophy. In spite of her respect for Law, she was never at home with a generalisation. Thus, though the great achievement of her life lay in the immense impetus which she gave to the scientific treatment of sickness, a true comprehension of the scientific method itself was alien to her spirit. Like most great men of action—perhaps like all—she was simply an empiricist. She believed in what she saw, and she acted accordingly; beyond that she would not go. She had found in Scutari that fresh air and light played an effective part in the prevention of the maladies with which she had to deal; and that was enough for her; she would not inquire further; what were the general principles underlying that fact—or even whether there were any—she refused to consider. Years after the discoveries of Pasteur and Lister, she laughed at what she called the 'germ-fetish'. There was no such thing as 'infection'; she had never seen it, therefore it did not exist. But she had seen the good effects of fresh air; therefore, there could be no doubt about them; and therefore, it was essential that the bedrooms of patients should be well ventilated. Such was her doctrine; and in those days of hermetically scaled windows it was a very valuable one. But it was a purely empirical doctrine, and thus it led to some unfortunate results. When, for instance, her influence in India was at its height, she issued orders that all hospital windows should be invariably kept open. The authorities, who knew what an open window in the hot weather meant, protested, but in vain; Miss Nightingale was incredulous. She knew nothing of the hot weather, but she did know the value of fresh air—from personal experience; the authorities were talking nonsense; and the windows must be kept open all the year round. There was a great outcry from all the doctors in India, but she was firm; and for a moment it seemed possible that her terrible commands would have to be put into execution. Lord Lawrence, however, was Viceroy, and he was able to intimate to Miss Nightingale, with sufficient authority, that himself had decided upon the question, and that his decision must stand, even against her own. Upon that she gave way, but reluctantly and quite unconvinced; she was only puzzled by the unexpected weakness of Lord Lawrence. No doubt, if she had lived today, and if her experience had lain, not among cholera cases at Scutari, but among yellow-fever cases in Panama, she would have declared fresh air a fetish, and would have maintained to her dying day that the only really effective way of dealing with disease was by the destruction of mosquitoes.

Her mind was definitely better at breaking down the harsh realities of life than at creating a consistent abstract philosophy. Even though she respected the law, she never felt comfortable with generalizations. So, while the greatest achievement of her life was the huge momentum she created for the scientific treatment of illness, she didn't truly grasp the scientific method itself. Like most great action-oriented people—maybe all of them—she was just an empiricist. She believed in what she saw and acted accordingly; she wouldn’t go beyond that. She discovered in Scutari that fresh air and light were effective in preventing the diseases she faced; that was enough for her; she wouldn’t look any deeper. She refused to consider the general principles behind that fact—or even if there were any. Years after Pasteur and Lister made their discoveries, she mocked what she called the 'germ-fetish'. There was no such thing as 'infection'; she had never seen it, so it didn’t exist. But she had witnessed the benefits of fresh air; therefore, there was no doubt about them; it was essential that patients’ bedrooms be well-ventilated. That was her doctrine, and at a time when windows were hermetically sealed, it was very valuable. But it was purely empirical, which led to some unfortunate consequences. For example, when her influence was strongest in India, she ordered that all hospital windows be kept open at all times. The authorities, who knew what an open window meant in hot weather, protested, but it was in vain; Miss Nightingale was unconvinced. She knew nothing about the hot weather, but she did understand the value of fresh air—from personal experience; the authorities were talking nonsense; and the windows had to remain open all year round. There was a huge outcry from all the doctors in India, but she stood firm; for a moment, it seemed possible that her harsh orders would be enforced. However, Lord Lawrence was the Viceroy, and he was able to inform Miss Nightingale, with enough authority, that he had already made the decision, and that his decision would stand, even against hers. She eventually backed down, but reluctantly and without conviction; she was only confused by Lord Lawrence's unexpected weakness. If she had lived today, and if her experience had been with yellow fever cases in Panama instead of cholera cases in Scutari, she would have certainly considered fresh air a fetish, and would have insisted until her dying day that the only truly effective way to handle disease was by eradicating mosquitoes.

Yet her mind, so positive, so realistic, so ultra-practical, had its singular revulsions, its mysterious moods of mysticism and of doubt. At times, lying sleepless in the early hours, she fell into long, strange, agonised meditations, and then, seizing a pencil, she would commit to paper the confessions of her soul. The morbid longings of her pre-Crimean days came over her once more; she filled page after page with self-examination, self-criticism, self-surrender. 'Oh Father,' she wrote, 'I submit, I resign myself, I accept with all my heart, this stretching out of Thy hand to save me…. Oh how vain it is, the vanity of vanities, to live in men's thoughts instead of God's!'

Yet her mind, so confident, so realistic, so incredibly practical, had its unique revulsions, its mysterious moods of mysticism and doubt. At times, lying awake in the early hours, she would fall into long, strange, agonizing thoughts, and then, grabbing a pencil, she would write down the confessions of her soul. The morbid longings of her pre-Crimean days washed over her once again; she filled page after page with self-examination, self-criticism, self-surrender. 'Oh Father,' she wrote, 'I submit, I resign myself, I accept with all my heart this reaching out of Your hand to save me…. Oh how vain it is, the vanity of vanities, to live in men's thoughts instead of God's!'

She was lonely, she was miserable. 'Thou knowest that through all these horrible twenty years, I have been supported by the belief that I was working with Thee who would bring everyone, even our poor nurses, to perfection'—and yet, after all, what was the result? Had not even she been an unprofitable servant? One night, waking suddenly, she saw, in the dim light of the night-lamp, tenebrous shapes upon the wall. The past rushed back upon her. 'Am I she who once stood on that Crimean height?' she wildly asked—'The Lady with a lamp shall stand…. The lamp shows me only my utter shipwreck.'

She felt lonely and miserable. 'You know that for these terrible twenty years, I have held on to the belief that I was working with You, who would guide everyone, even our poor nurses, to perfection'—and yet, what was the outcome? Hadn't she been an unproductive servant? One night, suddenly waking up, she saw shadowy figures on the wall in the dim light of the night lamp. The past flooded back to her. 'Am I really the one who once stood on that Crimean height?' she asked wildly—'The Lady with the lamp shall stand… The lamp only shows me my complete failure.'

She sought consolation in the writings of the Mystics and in a correspondence with Mr. Jowett. For many years the Master of Balliol acted as her spiritual adviser. He discussed with her in a series of enormous letters the problems of religion and philosophy; he criticised her writings on those subjects with the tactful sympathy of a cleric who was also a man of the world; and he even ventured to attempt at times to instil into her rebellious nature some of his own peculiar suavity. 'I sometimes think,' he told her, 'that you ought seriously to consider how your work may be carried on, not with less energy, but in a calmer spirit. I am not blaming the past … But I want the peace of God to settle on the future.' He recommended her to spend her time no longer in 'conflicts with Government offices', and to take up some literary work. He urged her to 'work out her notion of Divine Perfection', in a series of essays for Frazer's Magazine. She did so; and the result was submitted to Mr. Froude, who pronounced the second essay to be 'even more pregnant than the first. I cannot tell,' he said, 'how sanitary, with disordered intellects, the effects of such papers will be.'

She found comfort in the writings of the Mystics and in her correspondence with Mr. Jowett. For many years, the Master of Balliol served as her spiritual adviser. He engaged with her in a series of lengthy letters discussing the issues of religion and philosophy; he critiqued her writings on those subjects with the thoughtful understanding of a cleric who was also a worldly man; and he even occasionally tried to instill some of his own unique calmness into her rebellious nature. "I sometimes think," he told her, "that you should seriously consider how to continue your work, not with less energy, but in a more peaceful spirit. I'm not criticizing the past... But I want the peace of God to rest on the future." He advised her to stop spending her time in "conflicts with Government offices" and to focus on some literary work. He encouraged her to "explore her idea of Divine Perfection" in a series of essays for Frazer's Magazine. She did this, and the outcome was submitted to Mr. Froude, who declared the second essay to be "even more insightful than the first. I can't say," he remarked, "how beneficial such papers will be for troubled minds."

Mr. Carlyle, indeed, used different language, and some remarks of his about a lost lamb bleating on the mountains, having been unfortunately repeated to Miss Nightingale, required all Mr. Jowett's suavity to keep the peace. In a letter of fourteen sheets, he turned her attention from this painful topic towards a discussion of Quietism. 'I don't see why,' said the Master of Balliol, 'active life might not become a sort of passive life too.' And then, he added, 'I sometimes fancy there are possibilities of human character much greater than have been realised.' She found such sentiments helpful, underlining them in blue pencil; and, in return, she assisted her friend with a long series of elaborate comments upon the Dialogues of Plato, most of which he embodied in the second edition of his translation. Gradually her interest became more personal; she told him never to work again after midnight, and he obeyed her. Then she helped him to draw up a special form of daily service for the College Chapel, with selections from the Psalms under the heads of 'God the Lord, God the judge, God the Father, and God the Friend'—though, indeed, this project was never realised; for the Bishop of Oxford disallowed the alterations, exercising his legal powers, on the advice of Sir Travers Twiss.

Mr. Carlyle used different words, and some comments he made about a lost lamb crying out on the mountains, which unfortunately reached Miss Nightingale, needed all of Mr. Jowett’s charm to keep things calm. In a long letter, he shifted her focus from this uncomfortable topic to a discussion about Quietism. "I don't see why," said the Master of Balliol, "active life couldn't also be a kind of passive life." Then he added, "I sometimes think there are potentials in human character that are much greater than what has been realized." She found these thoughts helpful, highlighting them with a blue pencil; in return, she supported her friend with a lengthy series of detailed comments on the Dialogues of Plato, most of which he included in the second edition of his translation. Slowly, her interest became more personal; she told him to never work past midnight, and he followed her advice. Then she helped him create a special daily service for the College Chapel, with selections from the Psalms under the categories of 'God the Lord, God the Judge, God the Father, and God the Friend'—although this project was ultimately never completed, as the Bishop of Oxford rejected the changes, using his legal authority on the advice of Sir Travers Twiss.

Their relations became intimate. 'The spirit of the Twenty-third Psalm and the spirit of the Nineteenth Psalm should be united in our lives,' Mr. Jowett said. Eventually, she asked him to do her a singular favour. Would he, knowing what he did of her religious views, come to London and administer to her the Holy Sacrament? He did not hesitate, and afterwards declared that he would always regard the occasion as a solemn event in his life. He was devoted to her—though the precise nature of his feelings towards her never quite transpired. Her feelings towards him were more mixed. At first, he was 'that great and good man'—'that true saint, Mr. Jowett'; but, as time went on, some gall was mingled with the balm; the acrimony of her nature asserted itself. She felt that she gave more sympathy than she received; she was exhausted, and she was annoyed by his conversation. Her tongue, one day, could not refrain from shooting out at him: 'He comes to me, and he talks to me,' she said, 'as if I were someone else.'

Their relationship grew closer. "The spirit of the Twenty-third Psalm and the spirit of the Nineteenth Psalm should be united in our lives," Mr. Jowett said. Eventually, she asked him for a special favor. Would he, knowing her religious views, come to London and administer the Holy Sacrament to her? He didn't hesitate and later said he would always see that occasion as a significant moment in his life. He was devoted to her—though the exact nature of his feelings for her never fully came to light. Her feelings for him were more complicated. At first, he was "that great and good man"—"that true saint, Mr. Jowett"; but as time passed, some bitterness mingled with the comfort; her frustration came to the surface. She felt she gave more sympathy than she got back; she was drained, and his conversation annoyed her. One day, she couldn't hold back and shot at him: "He comes to me, and he talks to me," she said, "as if I were someone else."

V

AT one time she had almost decided to end her life in retirement as a patient at St. Thomas's Hospital. But partly owing to the persuasions of Mr. Jowett, she changed her mind; for forty-five years she remained in South Street; and in South Street she died. As old age approached, though her influence with the official world gradually diminished, her activities seemed to remain as intense and widespread as before. When hospitals were to be built, when schemes of sanitary reform were in agitation, when wars broke out, she was still the adviser of all Europe. Still, with a characteristic self-assurance, she watched from her Mayfair bedroom over the welfare of India. Still, with an indefatigable enthusiasm, she pushed forward the work, which, perhaps, was nearer to her heart, more completely her own, than all the rest—the training of nurses. In her moments of deepest depression, when her greatest achievements seemed to lose their lustre, she thought of her nurses, and was comforted. The ways of God, she found, were strange indeed. 'How inefficient I was in the Crimea,' she noted. 'Yet He has raised up from it trained nursing.'

At one point, she almost decided to end her life in retirement as a patient at St. Thomas's Hospital. But partly due to Mr. Jowett's encouragement, she changed her mind; for forty-five years, she stayed in South Street, and there she passed away. As old age approached, even though her influence with the official world gradually faded, her activities seemed just as intense and widespread as before. When new hospitals were to be built, when sanitary reform ideas were being discussed, when wars broke out, she remained the advisor for all of Europe. With her characteristic self-assurance, she still monitored India's welfare from her Mayfair bedroom. With relentless enthusiasm, she continued her work that was perhaps closest to her heart—the training of nurses. In her moments of deepest depression, when her greatest achievements seemed to lose their shine, she thought of her nurses and found comfort. She realized that God's ways were indeed strange. "How ineffective I was in the Crimea," she reflected. "Yet He has brought about trained nursing from it."

At other times, she was better satisfied. Looking back, she was amazed by the enormous change which, since her early days, had come over the whole treatment of illness, the whole conception of public and domestic health—a change in which, she knew, she had played her part. One of her Indian admirers, the Aga Khan, came to visit her. She expatiated on the marvellous advances she had lived to see in the management of hospitals—in drainage, in ventilation, in sanitary work of every kind. There was a pause; and then, 'Do you think you are improving?' asked the Aga Khan. She was a little taken aback, and said, 'What do you mean by "improving"?' He replied, 'Believing more in God.' She saw that he had a view of God which was different from hers. 'A most interesting man,' she noted after the interview; 'but you could never teach him sanitation.'

At other times, she felt more satisfied. Looking back, she was amazed by the huge change that had taken place regarding the treatment of illness and the understanding of public and home health since her early days—a change in which she knew she had played a part. One of her Indian admirers, the Aga Khan, came to visit her. She went on about the incredible advances she had witnessed in hospital management—like drainage, ventilation, and all sorts of sanitary work. There was a pause, and then the Aga Khan asked, 'Do you think you are improving?' She was slightly caught off guard and said, 'What do you mean by "improving"?' He replied, 'Believing more in God.' She realized that his view of God was different from hers. 'A very interesting man,' she noted after the meeting; 'but you could never teach him sanitation.'

When old age actually came, something curious happened. Destiny, having waited very patiently, played a queer trick on Miss Nightingale. The benevolence and public spirit of that long life had only been equalled by its acerbity. Her virtue had dwelt in hardness, and she had poured forth her unstinted usefulness with a bitter smile upon her lips. And now the sarcastic years brought the proud woman her punishment. She was not to die as she had lived. The sting was to be taken out of her; she was to be made soft; she was to be reduced to compliance and complacency. The change came gradually, but at last it was unmistakable. The terrible commander who had driven Sidney Herbert to his death, to whom Mr. Jowett had applied the words of Homer, amoton memaniia—raging insatiably—now accepted small compliments with gratitude, and indulged in sentimental friendships with young girls. The author of "Notes on Nursing"—that classical compendium of the besetting sins of the sisterhood, drawn up with the detailed acrimony, the vindictive relish, of a Swift—now spent long hours in composing sympathetic Addresses to Probationers, whom she petted and wept over in turn. And, at the same time, there appeared a corresponding alteration in her physical mood. The thin, angular woman, with her haughty eye and her acrid mouth, had vanished; and in her place was the rounded, bulky form of a fat old lady, smiling all day long. Then something else became visible. The brain which had been steeled at Scutari was indeed, literally, growing soft. Senility—an ever more and more amiable senility—descended. Towards the end, consciousness itself grew lost in a roseate haze, and melted into nothingness.

When old age finally arrived, something strange happened. Fate, after waiting patiently, played a strange trick on Miss Nightingale. The kindness and public spirit of her long life had only matched its harshness. Her virtue had thrived on toughness, and she had offered her endless service with a bitter smile. Now, the sarcastic years delivered the proud woman her punishment. She wasn’t going to die as she had lived. The sharpness was to be taken out of her; she was to be softened; she was to be reduced to submission and self-satisfaction. The change came gradually, but eventually, it was clear. The formidable leader who had led Sidney Herbert to his death, to whom Mr. Jowett applied the words of Homer, amoton memaniia—raging insatiably—now accepted small compliments with gratitude and enjoyed sentimental friendships with young girls. The author of "Notes on Nursing"—that classic critique of the faults of the sisterhood, written with detailed bitterness and vindictive pleasure, like Swift—now spent long hours composing sympathetic letters to probationers, whom she coddled and cried over in turn. At the same time, there was a noticeable change in her physical state. The thin, angular woman, with her proud eyes and sharp mouth, had disappeared; in her place was the rounded, bulky figure of a plump old lady, smiling all day. Then something else became evident. The mind that had been hardened at Scutari was indeed, literally, becoming soft. Senility—an increasingly sweet senility—descended. Towards the end, consciousness itself faded into a rosy haze and melted away into nothingness.

It was just then, three years before her death, when she was eighty-seven years old (1907), that those in authority bethought them that the opportune moment had come for bestowing a public honour on Florence Nightingale. She was offered the Order of Merit. That Order, whose roll contains, among other distinguished names, those of Sir Lawrence Alma Tadema and Sir Edward Elgar, is remarkable chiefly for the fact that, as its title indicates, it is bestowed because its recipient deserves it, and for no other reason. Miss Nightingale's representatives accepted the honour, and her name, after a lapse of many years, once more appeared in the Press. Congratulations from all sides came pouring in. There was a universal burst of enthusiasm—a final revivification of the ancient myth. Among her other admirers, the German Emperor took this opportunity of expressing his feelings towards her. 'His Majesty,' wrote the German Ambassador, 'having just brought to a close a most enjoyable stay in the beautiful neighbourhood of your old home near Romsey, has commanded me to present you with some flowers as a token of his esteem.' Then, by Royal command, the Order of Merit was brought to South Street, and there was a little ceremony of presentation. Sir Douglas Dawson, after a short speech, stepped forward, and handed the insignia of the Order to Miss Nightingale. Propped up by pillows, she dimly recognised that some compliment was being paid her. 'Too kind—too kind,' she murmured; and she was not ironical.

It was just then, three years before her death, when she was eighty-seven years old (1907), that those in charge realized it was the right time to give Florence Nightingale a public honor. She was offered the Order of Merit. This Order, which includes distinguished names like Sir Lawrence Alma Tadema and Sir Edward Elgar, is mainly notable for the fact that, as the name suggests, it is awarded because the recipient truly deserves it, and for no other reason. Miss Nightingale's representatives accepted the honor, and her name, after many years, appeared in the Press again. Congratulations from all sides came pouring in. There was an overwhelming wave of enthusiasm—a final revival of the old legend. Among her many admirers, the German Emperor took this opportunity to express his feelings towards her. 'His Majesty,' wrote the German Ambassador, 'having just finished a very enjoyable stay in the beautiful area of your old home near Romsey, has asked me to present you with some flowers as a sign of his respect.' Then, by Royal command, the Order of Merit was brought to South Street, and a small presentation ceremony took place. Sir Douglas Dawson, after a brief speech, stepped forward and handed the insignia of the Order to Miss Nightingale. Propped up by pillows, she vaguely recognized that some compliment was being given to her. 'Too kind—too kind,' she murmured; and she wasn’t being sarcastic.

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Dr. Arnold

Dr. Arnold

IN 1827 the headmastership of Rugby School fell vacant, and it became necessary for the twelve trustees, noblemen and gentlemen of Warwickshire, to appoint a successor to the post. Reform was in the air—political, social, religious; there was even a feeling abroad that our great public schools were not quite all that they should be, and that some change or other—no one precisely knew what—but some change in the system of their management, was highly desirable. Thus it was natural that when the twelve noblemen and gentlemen, who had determined to be guided entirely by the merits of the candidates, found among the testimonials pouring in upon them a letter from Dr. Hawkins, the Provost of Oriel, predicting that if they elected Mr. Thomas Arnold he would 'change the face of education all through the public schools of England', they hesitated no longer; obviously, Mr. Thomas Arnold was their man. He was elected therefore; received, as was fitting, priest's orders; became, as was no less fitting, a Doctor of Divinity; and in August, 1828, took up the duties of his office.

IN 1827, the headmaster position at Rugby School became available, and the twelve trustees, noblemen and gentlemen from Warwickshire, needed to choose a successor. There was a sense of reform in the air—politically, socially, and religiously; people even felt that our great public schools weren’t living up to their potential and that some kind of change—though no one quite knew what—was definitely needed in how they were managed. So it made sense that when the twelve noblemen and gentlemen, who had decided to choose solely based on the candidates' merits, received a letter from Dr. Hawkins, the Provost of Oriel, stating that if they chose Mr. Thomas Arnold, he would 'change the face of education throughout the public schools of England,' they didn’t hesitate any longer; clearly, Mr. Thomas Arnold was the right choice. He was elected, received priest's orders as was appropriate, became a Doctor of Divinity, and in August 1828, started his duties.

All that was known of the previous life of Dr. Arnold seemed to justify the prediction of the Provost of Oriel, and the choice of the Trustees. The son of a respectable Collector of Customs, he had been educated at Winchester and at Oxford, where his industry and piety had given him a conspicuous place among his fellow students. It is true that, as a schoolboy, a certain pompousness in the style of his letters home suggested to the more clear-sighted among his relatives the possibility that young Thomas might grow up into a prig; but, after all, what else could be expected from a child who, at the age of three, had been presented by his father, as a reward for proficiency in his studies, with the twenty-four volumes of Smollett's History of England?

All that was known about Dr. Arnold's past seemed to back up the prediction of the Provost of Oriel and the decision of the Trustees. He was the son of a respected Customs Collector and had been educated at Winchester and Oxford, where his hard work and devotion earned him a prominent spot among his classmates. It's true that, as a schoolboy, a certain snobbishness in the way he wrote letters home made some of his more perceptive relatives wonder if young Thomas might end up being a know-it-all; but honestly, what else could anyone expect from a kid who, at the age of three, was given by his dad, as a reward for doing well in school, the twenty-four volumes of Smollett's History of England?

His career at Oxford had been a distinguished one, winding up with an Oriel fellowship. It was at about this time that the smooth and satisfactory progress of his life was for a moment interrupted: he began to be troubled by religious doubts. These doubts, as we learn from one of his contemporaries, who afterwards became Mr. Justice Coleridge,

His career at Oxford had been remarkable, culminating in an Oriel fellowship. Around this time, the smooth and satisfying flow of his life was temporarily interrupted: he started to grapple with religious doubts. These doubts, as we learn from one of his peers, who later became Mr. Justice Coleridge,

'were not low nor rationalistic in their tendency, according to the bad sense of that term; there was no indisposition in him to believe merely because the article transcended his reason, he doubted the proof and the interpretation of the textual authority'.

'were not low or overly rational in their tendency, in the negative sense of that phrase; he was not reluctant to believe just because the subject went beyond his understanding; he questioned the evidence and the interpretation of the text's authority.'

In his perturbation, Arnold consulted Keble, who was at that time one of his closest friends, and a Fellow of the same College.

In his distress, Arnold reached out to Keble, who was then one of his closest friends and a Fellow of the same College.

'The subject of these distressing thoughts,' Keble wrote to Coleridge, 'is that most awful one, on which all very inquisitive reasoning minds are, I believe, most liable to such temptations—I mean, the doctrine of the blessed Trinity. Do not start, my dear Coleridge; I do not believe that Arnold has any serious scruples of the UNDERSTANDING about it, but it is a defect of his mind that he cannot get rid of a certain feeling of objections.' What was to be done? Keble's advice was peremptory. Arnold was 'bid to pause in his inquiries, to pray earnestly for help and light from above, and turn himself more strongly than ever to the practical duties of a holy life'. He did so, and the result was all that could be wished. He soon found himself blessed with perfect peace of mind, and a settled conviction.

"The subject of these troubling thoughts," Keble wrote to Coleridge, "is that incredibly serious one, which I believe many curious and questioning minds are most susceptible to—I'm talking about the doctrine of the blessed Trinity. Please don’t be alarmed, my dear Coleridge; I don't think Arnold has any real doubts about it, but he struggles with a lingering sense of objections." What was to be done? Keble's advice was straightforward. Arnold was "told to pause in his inquiries, to pray earnestly for help and guidance from above, and focus even more on the practical duties of a holy life." He did this, and the outcome was everything he could have hoped for. He quickly found himself filled with complete peace of mind and a firm conviction.

One other difficulty, and one only, we hear of at this point in his life. His dislike of early rising amounted, we are told, 'almost to a constitutional infirmity'. This weakness too he overcame, yet not quite so successfully as his doubts upon the doctrine of the Trinity. For in afterlife, the Doctor would often declare 'that early rising continued to be a daily effort to him and that in this instance he never found the truth of the usual rule that all things are made easy by custom.

One other difficulty, and only one, we hear about at this stage in his life. His aversion to getting up early was described as 'almost like a lifelong weakness.' He managed to overcome this too, but not quite as successfully as his uncertainties about the doctrine of the Trinity. In later years, the Doctor would often say 'that getting up early was still a daily struggle for him and that, in this case, he never experienced the truth of the common saying that all things become easier with habit.'

He married young and settled down in the country as a private tutor for youths preparing for the Universities. There he remained for ten years—happy, busy, and sufficiently prosperous. Occupied chiefly with his pupils, he nevertheless devoted much of his energy to wider interests. He delivered a series of sermons in the parish church; and he began to write a History of Rome, in the hope, as he said, that its tone might be such 'that the strictest of what is called the Evangelical party would not object to putting it into the hands of their children'. His views on the religious and political condition of the country began to crystallise. He was alarmed by the 'want of Christian principle in the literature of the day', looking forward anxiously to 'the approach of a greater struggle between good and evil than the world has yet seen'; and, after a serious conversation with Dr. Whately, began to conceive the necessity of considerable alterations in the Church Establishment.

He got married young and moved to the countryside to work as a private tutor for students preparing for university. He stayed there for ten years—happy, busy, and doing well enough. While he focused mainly on his students, he also put a lot of energy into broader interests. He gave a series of sermons at the local church and started writing a History of Rome, hoping that its tone would be such that 'the strictest of what is called the Evangelical party would not object to putting it into the hands of their children.' His opinions on the religious and political situation in the country began to take shape. He was concerned about the 'lack of Christian values in today's literature,' anxiously anticipating 'a greater struggle between good and evil than the world has ever seen'; and after a serious talk with Dr. Whately, he started to think about the need for significant changes in the Church Establishment.

All who knew him during these years were profoundly impressed by the earnestness of his religious convictions and feelings, which, as one observer said, 'were ever bursting forth'. It was impossible to disregard his 'deep consciousness of the invisible world' and 'the peculiar feeling of love and adoration which he entertained towards our Lord Jesus Christ'. 'His manner of awful reverence when speaking of God or of the Scriptures' was particularly striking. 'No one could know him even a little,' said another friend, 'and not be struck by his absolute wrestling with evil, so that like St. Paul, he seemed to be battling with the wicked one, and yet with a feeling of God's help on his side.'

Everyone who knew him during those years was deeply moved by the sincerity of his religious beliefs and feelings, which, as one observer noted, 'were always bubbling up.' It was impossible to ignore his 'strong awareness of the unseen world' and 'the unique feeling of love and devotion he had for our Lord Jesus Christ.' 'His attitude of profound reverence when talking about God or the Scriptures' was especially noticeable. 'No one could know him even a little,' said another friend, 'and not be struck by his genuine struggle with evil, so that, like St. Paul, he seemed to be fighting against the forces of darkness, yet with a sense of God's support at his side.'

Such was the man who, at the age of thirty-three, became headmaster of Rugby. His outward appearance was the index of his inward character; everything about him denoted energy, earnestness, and the best intentions. His legs, perhaps, were shorter than they should have been; but the sturdy athletic frame, especially when it was swathed (as it usually was) in the flowing robes of a Doctor of Divinity, was full of an imposing vigour; and his head, set decisively upon the collar, stock, and bands of ecclesiastical tradition, clearly belonged to a person of eminence. The thick, dark clusters of his hair, his bushy eyebrows and curling whiskers, his straight nose and bulky chin, his firm and upward-curving lower lip—all these revealed a temperament of ardour and determination. His eyes were bright and large; they were also obviously honest. And yet—why was it? Was it in the lines of the mouth or the frown on the forehead?—it was hard to say, but it was unmistakable—there was a slightly puzzled look upon the face of Dr. Arnold.

Such was the man who, at the age of thirty-three, became headmaster of Rugby. His outward appearance reflected his inner character; everything about him showed energy, seriousness, and good intentions. His legs might have been shorter than average, but his strong athletic build, especially when wrapped (as it usually was) in the flowing robes of a Doctor of Divinity, exuded an impressive vigor; and his head, firmly set on the collar, stock, and bands of ecclesiastical tradition, clearly belonged to a person of importance. The thick, dark clusters of his hair, his bushy eyebrows and curling whiskers, his straight nose and sturdy chin, his firm and upward-arching lower lip—all of these indicated a personality of passion and resolve. His eyes were bright and large; they were also clearly honest. And yet—why was it? Was it in the lines of the mouth or the furrow on the forehead?—it was hard to say, but unmistakably, there was a slightly puzzled look on Dr. Arnold's face.

And certainly, if he was to fulfil the prophecy of the Provost of Oriel, the task before him was sufficiently perplexing. The public schools of those days were still virgin forests, untouched by the hand of reform. Keate was still reigning at Eton; and we possess, in the records of his pupils, a picture of the public school education of the early nineteenth century, in its most characteristic state. It was a system of anarchy tempered by despotism. Hundreds of boys, herded together in miscellaneous boarding-houses, or in that grim 'Long Chamber' at whose name in after years aged statesmen and warriors would turn pale, lived, badgered and overawed by the furious incursions of an irascible little old man carrying a bundle of birch-twigs, a life in which licensed barbarism was mingled with the daily and hourly study of the niceties of Ovidian verse. It was a life of freedom and terror, of prosody and rebellion, of interminable floggings and appalling practical jokes. Keate ruled, unaided—for the undermasters were few and of no account—by sheer force of character. But there were times when even that indomitable will was overwhelmed by the flood of lawlessness. Every Sunday afternoon he attempted to read sermons to the whole school assembled; and every Sunday afternoon the whole school assembled shouted him down. The scenes in Chapel were far from edifying; while some antique Fellow doddered in the pulpit, rats would be let loose to scurry among the legs of the exploding boys. But next morning the hand of discipline would reassert itself; and the savage ritual of the whipping-block would remind a batch of whimpering children that, though sins against man and God might be forgiven them, a false quantity could only be expiated in tears and blood.

And certainly, if he was going to fulfill the prophecy of the Provost of Oriel, the task ahead of him was pretty confusing. The public schools of that time were still untouched by reform. Keate was still in charge at Eton, and we have records of his students that illustrate the public school education of the early nineteenth century in its most typical form. It was a chaotic system overshadowed by strict control. Hundreds of boys were crammed together in various boarding houses, or in that grim ‘Long Chamber’ that would later make even aged statesmen and warriors pale. They lived, intimidated and overwhelmed, by the furious invasions of a short-tempered old man with a bundle of birch twigs, experiencing a life where allowed chaos mixed with the daily grind of studying the intricacies of Ovidian verse. It was a life filled with freedom and fear, poetry and rebellion, endless beatings, and shocking practical jokes. Keate ruled, mostly on his own—since there were hardly any assistants, and they didn’t matter much—through sheer force of personality. But there were moments when even that strong will was outmatched by rampant lawlessness. Every Sunday afternoon, he tried to deliver sermons to the entire school gathered together; and every Sunday afternoon, the entire school shouted him down. The scenes in Chapel were far from inspiring; while some ancient Fellow fumbled in the pulpit, rats would be released to scurry among the legs of the restless boys. But the next morning, discipline would reestablish itself, and the brutal ritual of the whipping block would remind a group of sniffling kids that, although sins against man and God might be forgiven, a mistake in quantity could only be paid for with tears and blood.

From two sides this system of education was beginning to be assailed by the awakening public opinion of the upper middle classes. On the one hand, there was a desire for a more liberal curriculum; on the other, there was a demand for a higher moral tone. The growing utilitarianism of the age viewed with impatience a course of instruction which excluded every branch of knowledge except classical philology; while its growing respectability was shocked by such a spectacle of disorder and brutality as was afforded by the Eton of Keate. 'The public schools,' said the Rev. Mr. Bowdler, 'are the very seats and nurseries of vice.'

From two sides, this education system was starting to be challenged by the awakening public opinion of the upper middle classes. On one side, there was a desire for a more open and flexible curriculum; on the other, there was a call for a stronger moral foundation. The growing practicality of the time was increasingly frustrated by a course of study that focused solely on classical philology, while its rising respectability was disturbed by the chaos and brutality evident in Eton during Keate’s time. "The public schools," said the Rev. Mr. Bowdler, "are the very centers and breeding grounds of vice."

Dr. Arnold agreed. He was convinced of the necessity for reform. But it was only natural that to one of his temperament and education it should have been the moral rather than the intellectual side of the question which impressed itself upon his mind. Doubtless it was important to teach boys something more than the bleak rigidities of the ancient tongues; but how much more important to instil into them the elements of character and the principles of conduct! His great object, throughout his career at Rugby, was, as he repeatedly said, to 'make the school a place of really Christian education'. To introduce 'a religious principle into education', was his 'most earnest wish', he wrote to a friend when he first became headmaster; 'but to do this would be to succeed beyond all my hopes; it would be a happiness so great, that, I think, the world would yield me nothing comparable to it'. And he was constantly impressing these sentiments upon his pupils. 'What I have often said before,' he told them, 'I repeat now: what we must look for here is, first, religious and moral principle; secondly, gentlemanly conduct; and thirdly, intellectual ability.'

Dr. Arnold agreed. He was convinced that reform was necessary. However, for someone with his background and personality, it was natural that the moral aspect of the issue stood out to him more than the intellectual side. It was surely important to teach boys more than the harsh strictness of ancient languages; but how much more crucial was it to instill in them the basics of character and principles of behavior! His main goal throughout his time at Rugby was, as he often said, to "make the school a place of truly Christian education." Introducing "a religious principle into education" was his "greatest wish," he wrote to a friend when he first became headmaster; "but achieving this would mean succeeding beyond all my hopes; it would bring a happiness so immense that I believe nothing in the world could compare to it." And he constantly communicated these beliefs to his students. "What I've said many times before," he told them, "I’ll say again: what we should prioritize here is, first, religious and moral principles; second, gentlemanly behavior; and third, intellectual capability."

There can be no doubt that Dr. Arnold's point of view was shared by the great mass of English parents. They cared very little for classical scholarship; no doubt they would be pleased to find that their sons were being instructed in history or in French; but their real hopes, their real wishes, were of a very different kind. 'Shall I tell him to mind his work, and say he's sent to school to make himself a good scholar?' meditated old Squire Brown when he was sending off Tom for the first time to Rugby.

There’s no doubt that Dr. Arnold's perspective was shared by most English parents. They didn't care much about classical studies; they would be happy to see their sons learning history or French, but their true hopes and wishes were quite different. "Should I tell him to focus on his studies and remind him he's going to school to become a good scholar?" thought old Squire Brown as he sent Tom off to Rugby for the first time.

'Well, but he isn't sent to school for that—at any rate, not for that mainly. I don't care a straw for Greek particles, or the digamma; no more does his mother. What is he sent to school for?… If he'll only turn out a brave, helpful, truth-telling Englishman, and a Christian, that's all I want.'

'Well, he isn't sent to school for that—at least, not mainly for that. I couldn't care less about Greek particles or the digamma; neither does his mother. So, why is he sent to school?… If he can just grow up to be a brave, helpful, honest Englishman, and a Christian, that's all I want.'

That was all; and it was that that Dr. Arnold set himself to accomplish. But how was he to achieve his end? Was he to improve the character of his pupils by gradually spreading around them an atmosphere of cultivation and intelligence? By bringing them into close and friendly contact with civilised men, and even, perhaps, with civilised women? By introducing into the life of his school all that he could of the humane, enlightened, and progressive elements in the life of the community? On the whole, he thought not. Such considerations left him cold, and he preferred to be guided by the general laws of Providence. It only remained to discover what those general laws were. He consulted the Old Testament, and could doubt no longer. He would apply to his scholars, as he himself explained to them in one of his sermons, 'the principle which seemed to him to have been adopted in the training of the childhood of the human race itself'. He would treat the boys at Rugby as Jehovah had treated the Chosen People: he would found a theocracy; and there should be judges in Israel.

That was it; and that was what Dr. Arnold aimed to achieve. But how was he supposed to reach his goal? Was he to improve the character of his students by gradually surrounding them with an environment of culture and intelligence? By connecting them closely and amicably with civilized men and maybe even with civilized women? By bringing into his school all the humane, enlightened, and progressive elements he could find in the community? Overall, he didn’t think so. Those ideas didn’t inspire him, and he preferred to follow the overarching principles of Providence. It only remained to figure out what those general principles were. He consulted the Old Testament and had no doubts left. He would apply to his students, as he explained to them in one of his sermons, 'the principle that seemed to him to have been used in the upbringing of humankind itself.' He would treat the boys at Rugby as Jehovah had treated the Chosen People: he would establish a theocracy; and there would be judges in Israel.

For this purpose, the system, prevalent in most of the public schools of the day, by which the elder boys were deputed to keep order in the class-rooms, lay ready to Dr. Arnold's hand. He found the Praepostor a mere disciplinary convenience, and he converted him into an organ of government. Every boy in the Sixth Form became ipso facto a Praepostor, with powers extending over every department of school life; and the Sixth Form as a body was erected into an authority responsible to the headmaster, and to the headmaster alone, for the internal management of the school.

For this purpose, the system used in most public schools at the time, where older boys were assigned to maintain order in the classrooms, was readily available to Dr. Arnold. He viewed the Praepostor as just a tool for discipline, and he transformed it into a government role. Every boy in the Sixth Form automatically became a Praepostor, with authority over every aspect of school life; and the Sixth Form as a whole was established as an authority responsible only to the headmaster for the internal management of the school.

This was the means by which Dr. Arnold hoped to turn Rugby into 'a place of really Christian education'. The boys were to work out their own salvation, like the human race. He himself, involved in awful grandeur, ruled remotely, through his chosen instruments, from an inaccessible heaven. Remotely—and yet with an omnipresent force. As the Israelite of old knew that his almighty Lawgiver might at any moment thunder to him from the whirlwind, or appear before his very eyes, the visible embodiment of power or wrath, so the Rugby schoolboy walked in a holy dread of some sudden manifestation of the sweeping gown, the majestic tone, the piercing glance, of Dr. Arnold. Among the lower forms of the school his appearances were rare and transitory, and upon these young children 'the chief impression', we are told, 'was of extreme fear'. The older boys saw more of him, but they did not see much. Outside the Sixth Form, no part of the school came into close intercourse with him; and it would often happen that a boy would leave Rugby without having had any personal communication with him at all.

This was how Dr. Arnold hoped to transform Rugby into "a place of truly Christian education." The boys were supposed to figure out their own salvation, just like humanity. He himself, in all his grandeur, ruled from a distant, unapproachable world, through his selected representatives. Distant—but still with an ever-present influence. Just as the ancient Israelite understood that his all-powerful Lawgiver could at any moment speak to him from the storm or appear right before him, embodying power or anger, so too did the Rugby schoolboy live in a holy fear of some sudden appearance of Dr. Arnold, with his sweeping gown, authoritative voice, and piercing gaze. Among the younger students, his visits were infrequent and fleeting, leaving them with a "chief impression" of intense fear. The older boys encountered him more often, but still not very much. Outside the Sixth Form, no one else in the school had close interactions with him; it frequently happened that a boy would leave Rugby without ever having spoken to him personally at all.

Yet the effect which he produced upon the great mass of his pupils was remarkable. The prestige of his presence and the elevation of his sentiments were things which it was impossible to forget. In class, every line of his countenance, every shade of his manner imprinted themselves indelibly on the minds of the boys who sat under him. One of these, writing long afterwards, has described, in phrases still impregnated with awestruck reverence, the familiar details of the scene: 'the glance with which he looked round in the few moments of silence before the lesson began, and which seemed to speak his sense of his own position'—'the attitude in which he stood, turning over the pages of Facciolati's Lexicon, or Pole's synopsis, with his eye fixed upon the boy who was pausing to give an answer'—'the pleased look and the cheerful "thank you", which followed upon a successful translation'—'the fall of his countenance with its deepening severity, the stern elevation of the eyebrows, the sudden "sit down" which followed upon the reverse'—and 'the startling earnestness with which he would check in a moment the slightest approach to levity'.

Yet the impact he had on the majority of his students was remarkable. The influence of his presence and the depth of his ideas were unforgettable. In class, every expression on his face, every nuance in his behavior left a lasting impression on the boys who learned from him. One of them, writing long after, described in words still filled with awe the familiar details of the scene: 'the glance he cast around during the few moments of silence before the lesson began, which seemed to convey his awareness of his role'—'the way he stood, flipping through the pages of Facciolati's Lexicon or Pole's synopsis, his gaze fixed on the boy who hesitated to answer'—'the pleased smile and cheerful "thank you" that followed a successful translation'—'the change in his expression as his face grew more serious, the firm raise of his eyebrows, the abrupt "sit down" that followed a mistake'—and 'the intense seriousness with which he would immediately address any hint of disrespectful behavior'.

To be rebuked, however mildly, by Dr. Arnold was a Potable experience. One boy could never forget how he drew a distinction between 'mere amusement' and 'such as encroached on the next day's duties', nor the tone of voice with which the Doctor added 'and then it immediately becomes what St. Paul calls REVELLING'. Another remembered to his dying day his reproof of some boys who had behaved badly during prayers. 'Nowhere,' said Dr. Arnold, 'nowhere is Satan's work more evidently manifest than in turning holy things to ridicule.' On such occasions, as another of his pupils described it, it was impossible to avoid 'a consciousness almost amounting to solemnity' that, 'when his eye was upon you, he looked into your inmost heart'.

To be reprimanded, even lightly, by Dr. Arnold was a notable experience. One boy could never forget how he made a distinction between 'just having fun' and 'things that interfere with tomorrow's responsibilities,' nor the tone with which the Doctor added, 'and then it quickly turns into what St. Paul calls REVELLING.' Another boy remembered for the rest of his life his scolding of some students who misbehaved during prayers. 'Nowhere,' said Dr. Arnold, 'nowhere is Satan's influence more clearly shown than in making sacred things into a joke.' During these moments, as another of his students described it, it was impossible to avoid 'a sense of seriousness' that, 'when his eyes were on you, he looked deep into your soul.'

With the boys in the Sixth Form, and with them alone, the severe formality of his demeanour was to some degree relaxed. It was his wish, in his relations with the Praepostors, to allow the Master to be occasionally merged in the Friend. From time to time, he chatted with them in a familiar manner; once a term he asked them to dinner; and during the summer holidays he invited them, in rotation, to stay with him in Westmorland.

With the guys in the Sixth Form, and just with them, his strict formality was somewhat eased. He wanted to let the Master side of himself blend sometimes with the Friend side when dealing with the Praepostors. Occasionally, he would chat with them casually; once a term, he hosted them for dinner; and during the summer break, he invited them to stay with him in Westmorland, taking turns.

It was obvious that the primitive methods of discipline which had reached their apogee under the dominion of Keate were altogether incompatible with Dr. Arnold's view of the functions of a headmaster and the proper governance of a public school. Clearly, it was not for such as he to demean himself by bellowing and cuffing, by losing his temper once an hour, and by wreaking his vengeance with indiscriminate flagellations. Order must be kept in other ways. The worst boys were publicly expelled; many were silently removed; and, when Dr. Arnold considered that a flogging was necessary, he administered it with gravity. For he had no theoretical objection to corporal punishment. On the contrary, he supported it, as was his wont, by an appeal to general principles. 'There is,' he said, 'an essential inferiority in a boy as compared with a man'; and hence 'where there is no equality the exercise of superiority implied in personal chastisement' inevitably followed.

It was clear that the outdated discipline methods that had peaked under Keate's leadership were completely at odds with Dr. Arnold's perspective on the role of a headmaster and how a public school should be run. Clearly, it was beneath him to lower himself by yelling and physically punishing students, losing his temper every hour, or exacting revenge through random beatings. Order had to be maintained in different ways. The worst students were publicly expelled; many others were quietly dismissed; and when Dr. Arnold deemed a beating necessary, he carried it out seriously. He didn't have any philosophical objections to corporal punishment. In fact, he supported it, as always, by referencing broader principles. "There is," he stated, "an inherent inferiority in a boy compared to a man"; and thus "where there is no equality, the exercise of superiority implied in personal punishment" inevitably followed.

He was particularly disgusted by the view that 'personal correction', as he phrased it, was an insult or a degradation to the boy upon whom it was inflicted; and to accustom young boys to think so appeared to him to be 'positively mischievous'.

He was especially repulsed by the idea that 'personal correction,' as he called it, was an insult or a humiliation to the boy it was imposed upon; and getting young boys used to thinking this way seemed to him to be 'definitely harmful.'

'At an age,' he wrote, 'when it is almost impossible to find a true, manly sense of the degradation of guilt or faults, where is the wisdom of encouraging a fantastic sense of the degradation of personal correction? What can be more false, or more adverse to the simplicity, sobriety, and humbleness of mind which are the best ornaments of youth, and offer the best promise of a noble manhood?'

'At an age,' he wrote, 'when it's almost impossible to grasp a real, mature understanding of guilt or wrongdoing, where's the wisdom in promoting a misguided view of personal correction? What could be more untrue, or more contrary to the simplicity, seriousness, and humility that are the greatest qualities of youth, and the best indicators of a noble adulthood?'

One had not to look far, he added, for 'the fruits of such a system'. In Paris, during the Revolution of 1830, an officer observed a boy of twelve insulting the soldiers, and

One didn't have to look far, he added, for "the results of such a system." In Paris, during the Revolution of 1830, an officer saw a twelve-year-old boy insulting the soldiers, and

'though the action was then raging, merely struck him with the flat part of his sword, as the fit chastisement for boyish impertinence. But the boy had been taught to consider his person sacred, and that a blow was a deadly insult; he therefore followed the officer, and having watched his opportunity, took deliberate aim at him with a pistol and murdered him.'

'Even though chaos was unfolding at that moment, he only struck him with the flat side of his sword, seeing it as a fitting punishment for childish disrespect. However, the boy had been raised to see his body as inviolable, believing that a hit was a serious insult; as a result, he trailed the officer and, waiting for the right moment, took careful aim at him with a pistol and killed him.'

Such were the alarming results of insufficient whipping.

Such were the shocking outcomes of inadequate punishment.

Dr. Arnold did not apply this doctrine to the Praepostors, but the boys in the lower parts of the school felt its benefits, with a double force. The Sixth Form was not only excused from chastisement; it was given the right to chastise. The younger children, scourged both by Dr Arnold and by the elder children, were given every opportunity of acquiring the simplicity, sobriety, and humbleness of mind, which are the best ornaments of youth.

Dr. Arnold didn't apply this idea to the Prefects, but the younger boys in the lower part of the school definitely felt its effects more strongly. The Sixth Form not only avoided punishment; they were also allowed to impose it. The younger students, who were reprimanded by both Dr. Arnold and the older boys, had every chance to develop the simplicity, seriousness, and humility that are the best qualities of youth.

In the actual sphere of teaching, Dr. Arnold's reforms were tentative and few. He introduced modern history, modern languages, and mathematics into the school curriculum; but the results were not encouraging. He devoted to the teaching of history one hour a week; yet, though he took care to inculcate in these lessons a wholesome hatred of moral evil, and to point out from time to time the indications of the providential government of the world, his pupils never seemed to make much progress in the subject. Could it have been that the time allotted to it was insufficient? Dr. Arnold had some suspicions that this might be the case. With modern languages there was the same difficulty. Here his hopes were certainly not excessive. 'I assume it,' he wrote, 'as the foundation of all my view of the case, that boys at a public school never will learn to speak or pronounce French well, under any circumstances.' It would be enough if they could 'learn it grammatically as a dead language. But even this they very seldom managed to do.

In the actual sphere of teaching, Dr. Arnold's reforms were cautious and limited. He added modern history, modern languages, and mathematics to the school curriculum; however, the outcomes were not promising. He dedicated one hour a week to teaching history; yet, despite his efforts to instill in these lessons a strong dislike for moral evil and to occasionally highlight signs of the providential governance of the world, his students never seemed to progress much in the subject. Could it be that the time allocated was too short? Dr. Arnold had some doubts that this might be the problem. The same issue arose with modern languages. Here, his expectations were certainly not high. “I assume it,” he wrote, “as the basis of my entire viewpoint, that boys at a public school will never learn to speak or pronounce French well, under any circumstances.” It would be sufficient if they could “learn it grammatically as a dead language." But even this was something they rarely managed to achieve.

'I know too well, [he was obliged to confess,] that most of the boys would pass a very poor examination even in French grammar. But so it is with their mathematics; and so it will be with any branch of knowledge that is taught but seldom, and is felt to be quite subordinate to the boys' main study.'

'I know all too well, [he had to admit,] that most of the boys would struggle with even the basics of French grammar. The same goes for their math skills; and this will continue to be true for any subject that's only taught infrequently and is seen as completely secondary to the boys' primary studies.'

The boys' main study remained the dead languages of Greece and Rome. That the classics should form the basis of all teaching was an axiom with Dr. Arnold. 'The study of language,' he said, 'seems to me as if it was given for the very purpose of forming the human mind in youth; and the Greek and Latin languages seem the very instruments by which this is to be effected.' Certainly, there was something providential about it—from the point of view of the teacher as well as of the taught. If Greek and Latin had not been 'given' in that convenient manner, Dr. Arnold, who had spent his life in acquiring those languages, might have discovered that he had acquired them in vain. As it was, he could set the noses of his pupils to the grindstone of syntax and prosody with a clear conscience. Latin verses and Greek prepositions divided between them the labours of the week.

The boys mainly focused on the ancient languages of Greece and Rome. Dr. Arnold firmly believed that the classics should be the foundation of all education. "Studying language," he stated, "seems to me like it was meant to shape a young person's mind; and Greek and Latin are the perfect tools for achieving that." There was definitely something almost fateful about it—from both the teacher's and the students' perspectives. If Greek and Latin hadn't been so conveniently provided, Dr. Arnold, who dedicated his life to mastering those languages, might have realized he learned them for nothing. Instead, he could confidently get his students focused on the complexities of grammar and poetic structure. Latin verse and Greek grammar shared the workload of the week.

As time went on he became, he declared, 'increasingly convinced that it is not knowledge, but the means of gaining knowledge which I have to teach'. The reading of the school was devoted almost entirely to selected passages from the prose writers of antiquity. 'Boys,' he remarked, 'do not like poetry.' Perhaps his own poetical taste was a little dubious; at any rate, it is certain that he considered the Greek Tragedians greatly overrated, and that he ranked Propertius as 'an indifferent poet'. As for Aristophanes, owing to his strong moral disapprobation, he could not bring himself to read him until he was forty, when, it is true, he was much struck by the 'Clouds'. But Juvenal, the Doctor could never bring himself to read at all.

As time passed, he became, as he put it, "increasingly convinced that it's not knowledge itself, but the way to gain knowledge that I need to teach." The school's reading materials were mostly focused on selected excerpts from ancient prose writers. "Boys," he noted, "don’t like poetry." Maybe his own taste in poetry was a bit questionable; regardless, it's clear he thought the Greek Tragedians were overrated and considered Propertius "a mediocre poet." As for Aristophanes, due to his strong moral disapproval, he didn't manage to read him until he was forty, when he was indeed quite impressed by the "Clouds." However, he could never bring himself to read Juvenal at all.

Physical science was not taught at Rugby. Since, in Dr. Arnold's opinion, it was too great a subject to be studied en parergo, obviously only two alternatives were possible: it must either take the chief place in the school curriculum, or it must be left out altogether. Before such a choice, Dr. Arnold did not hesitate for a moment.

Physical science wasn't taught at Rugby. Dr. Arnold believed it was too significant a subject to be studied casually, so there were basically two options: it had to either be a main focus of the school curriculum or be completely excluded. When faced with that choice, Dr. Arnold didn't hesitate for a second.

'Rather than have physical science the principal thing in my son's mind,' he exclaimed in a letter to a friend, I would gladly have him think that the sun went around the earth, and that the stars were so many spangles set in the bright blue firmament. Surely the one thing needful for a Christian and an English man to study is Christian, moral, and political philosophy.'

'Instead of having physical science be the main focus in my son's mind,' he exclaimed in a letter to a friend, 'I would much rather he believe that the sun revolves around the earth and that the stars are just a bunch of sparkles scattered in the bright blue sky. Clearly, the most important thing for a Christian and an Englishman to study is Christian, moral, and political philosophy.'

A Christian and an Englishman! After all, it was not in the classroom, nor in the boarding-house, that the essential elements of instruction could be imparted which should qualify the youthful neophyte to deserve those names. The final, the fundamental lesson could only be taught in the school chapel; in the school chapel the centre of Dr. Arnold's system of education was inevitably fixed. There, too, the Doctor himself appeared in the plenitude of his dignity and his enthusiasm. There, with the morning sun shining on the freshly scrubbed faces of his 300 pupils, or, in the dusk of evening, through a glimmer of candles, his stately form, rapt in devotion or vibrant with exhortation, would dominate the scene. Every phase of the Church service seemed to receive its supreme expression in his voice, his attitude, his look. During the Te Deum, his whole countenance would light up; and he read the Psalms with such conviction that boys would often declare, after hearing him, that they understood them now for the first time.

A Christian and an Englishman! Yet, the core lessons that would truly qualify a young person for those titles couldn’t just be taught in the classroom or the boarding house. The most important lesson could only be conveyed in the school chapel; it was the heart of Dr. Arnold's educational approach. There, the Doctor himself would embody both dignity and passion. With the morning sun shining on the freshly scrubbed faces of his 300 students, or in the evening light of flickering candles, his commanding presence, either lost in devotion or full of inspiration, would fill the space. Every part of the Church service seemed to find its fullest expression in his voice, his posture, and his gaze. During the Te Deum, his whole face would brighten; he read the Psalms with such sincerity that the boys often said they finally understood them after hearing him.

It was his opinion that the creeds in public worship ought to be used as triumphant hymns of thanksgiving, and, in accordance with this view, although unfortunately he possessed no natural gift for music, he regularly joined in the chanting of the Nicene Creed with a visible animation and a peculiar fervour, which it was impossible to forget. The Communion service he regarded as a direct and special counterpoise to that false communion and false companionship, which, as he often observed, was a great source of mischief in the school; and he bent himself down with glistening eyes, and trembling voice, and looks of paternal solicitude, in the administration of the elements. Nor was it only the different sections of the liturgy, but the very divisions of the ecclesiastical year that reflected themselves in his demeanour; the most careless observer, we are told, 'could not fail to be struck by the triumphant exultation of his whole manner on Easter Sunday'; though it needed a more familiar eye to discern the subtleties in his bearing which were produced by the approach or Advent, and the solemn thoughts which it awakened of the advance of human life, the progress of the human race, and the condition of the Church of England.

He believed that the creeds used in public worship should be treated as victorious hymns of gratitude. Following this belief, even though he unfortunately lacked a natural talent for music, he consistently joined in the chanting of the Nicene Creed with noticeable enthusiasm and unique passion that was unforgettable. He viewed the Communion service as a direct and meaningful antidote to the false sense of communion and companionship, which, as he often noted, was a significant source of trouble in the school. He leaned in with shining eyes, a trembling voice, and fatherly concern while administering the elements. It wasn't just the different parts of the liturgy; even the various seasons of the church calendar were evident in his demeanor. It's said that even the most casual observer "could not fail to be struck by the triumphant joy of his whole manner on Easter Sunday"; however, it took a more discerning eye to catch the nuances in his behavior brought on by the arrival of Advent, along with the solemn reflections it inspired about the journey of human life, the progress of humanity, and the state of the Church of England.

At the end of the evening service, the culminating moment of the week had come: the Doctor delivered his sermon. It was not until then, as all who had known him agreed, it was not until one had heard and seen him in the pulpit, that one could fully realise what it was to be face to face with Dr. Arnold. The whole character of the man—so we are assured—stood at last revealed. His congregation sat in fixed attention (with the exception of the younger boys, whose thoughts occasionally wandered), while he propounded the general principles both of his own conduct and that of the Almighty, or indicated the bearing of the incidents of Jewish history in the sixth century B.C. upon the conduct of English schoolboys in 1830. Then, more than ever, his deep consciousness of the invisible world became evident; then, more than ever, he seemed to be battling with the wicked one. For his sermons ran on the eternal themes of the darkness of evil, the craft of the tempter, the punishment of obliquity, and he justified the persistence with which he dwelt upon these painful subjects by an appeal to a general principle: 'The spirit of Elijah,' he said, 'must ever precede the spirit of Christ.'

At the end of the evening service, the highlight of the week had arrived: the Doctor delivered his sermon. It wasn't until that moment, as everyone who knew him agreed, that you could truly understand what it was like to be face to face with Dr. Arnold. His entire character—so we are told—was finally revealed. His congregation sat in rapt attention (except for the younger boys, whose minds occasionally wandered), while he laid out the general principles of both his own behavior and that of the Almighty, or pointed out how events from Jewish history in the sixth century B.C. related to the actions of English schoolboys in 1830. During this time, his deep awareness of the unseen world became especially apparent; he seemed to be wrestling with evil more than ever. His sermons focused on timeless themes of the darkness of evil, the deceit of the tempter, the consequences of wrongdoing, and he justified his persistent focus on these difficult subjects by referencing a general principle: "The spirit of Elijah," he said, "must always precede the spirit of Christ."

The impression produced upon the boys was remarkable. It was noticed that even the most careless would sometimes, during the course of the week, refer almost involuntarily to the sermon of the past Sunday, as a condemnation of what they were doing. Others were heard to wonder how it was that the Doctor's preaching, to which they had attended at the time so assiduously, seemed, after all, to have such a small effect upon what they did. An old gentleman, recalling those vanished hours, tried to recapture in words his state of mind as he sat in the darkened chapel, while Dr. Arnold's sermons, with their high-toned exhortations, their grave and sombre messages of incalculable import, clothed, like Dr. Arnold's body in its gown and bands, in the traditional stiffness of a formal phraseology, reverberated through his adolescent ears. 'I used,' he said, 'to listen to those sermons from first to last with a kind of awe.'

The impact on the boys was significant. It was noted that even the most indifferent would sometimes, during the week, almost automatically refer back to the sermon from the previous Sunday, viewing it as a criticism of their actions. Others were heard to question how it was that the Doctor's preaching, which they had attended so closely at the time, seemed to have such little effect on their behavior. An older man, reminiscing about those lost moments, tried to express in words his mindset as he sat in the dim chapel, while Dr. Arnold's sermons, with their elevated messages and serious themes of great importance, wrapped in the traditional formality of formal language, echoed in his young ears. "I used to listen to those sermons from start to finish with a sense of awe," he said.

His success was not limited to his pupils and immediate auditors. The sermons were collected into five large volumes; they were the first of their kind; and they were received with admiration by a wide circle of pious readers. Queen Victoria herself possessed a copy in which several passages were marked in pencil, by the Royal hand.

His success wasn't just with his students and close listeners. The sermons were compiled into five large volumes; they were the first of their kind and were appreciated by a broad audience of devout readers. Queen Victoria herself owned a copy, and there were several passages highlighted in pencil by her own hand.

Dr. Arnold's energies were by no means exhausted by his duties at Rugby. He became known not merely as a headmaster, but as a public man. He held decided opinions upon a large number of topics; and he enunciated them—based as they were almost invariably upon general principles—in pamphlets, in prefaces, and in magazine articles, with an impressive self-confidence. He was, as he constantly declared, a Liberal. In his opinion, by the very constitution of human nature, the principles of progress and reform had been those of wisdom and justice in every age of the world—except one: that which had preceded the fall of man from Paradise. Had he lived then, Dr. Arnold would have been a Conservative. As it was, his Liberalism was tempered by an 'abhorrence of the spirit of 1789, of the American War, of the French Economistes, and of the English Whigs of the latter part of the seventeenth century'; and he always entertained a profound respect for the hereditary peerage. It might almost be said, in fact, that he was an orthodox Liberal. He believed in toleration too, within limits; that is to say, in the toleration of those with whom he agreed. 'I would give James Mill as much opportunity for advocating his opinion,' he said, 'as is consistent with a voyage to Botany Bay.'

Dr. Arnold was far from worn out by his responsibilities at Rugby. He became known not just as a headmaster, but as a public figure. He had strong opinions on many subjects and expressed them—rooted in general principles—through pamphlets, prefaces, and magazine articles, with impressive self-assurance. He often stated that he was a Liberal. He believed that, by the very nature of humanity, the principles of progress and reform represented wisdom and justice throughout history—except for the time before the fall of man from Paradise. If he had lived then, Dr. Arnold would have been a Conservative. As it stood, his Liberalism was balanced by a dislike for the spirit of 1789, the American War, the French Economistes, and the English Whigs from the late seventeenth century; he always held a deep respect for the hereditary peerage. It could almost be said that he was an orthodox Liberal. He also believed in toleration, but only to an extent; specifically, in tolerating those whose views aligned with his. "I would give James Mill as much opportunity to advocate his opinion," he said, "as is consistent with a trip to Botany Bay."

He had become convinced of the duty of sympathising with the lower orders ever since he had made a serious study of the Epistle of St. James; but he perceived clearly that the lower orders fell into two classes, and that it was necessary to distinguish between them. There were the 'good poor'—and there were the others. 'I am glad that you have made acquaintance with some of the good poor,' he wrote to a Cambridge undergraduate. 'I quite agree with you that it is most instructive to visit them.' Dr. Arnold himself occasionally visited them, in Rugby; and the condescension with which he shook hands with old men and women of the working classes was long remembered in the neighbourhood. As for the others, he regarded them with horror and alarm. 'The disorders in our social state,' he wrote to the Chevalier Bunsen in 1834, 'appear to me to continue unabated. You have heard, I doubt not, of the Trades Unions; a fearful engine of mischief, ready to not or to assassinate; and I see no counteracting power.'

He had become convinced of the responsibility to empathize with the lower classes ever since he seriously studied the Epistle of St. James; but he clearly recognized that the lower classes fell into two categories, and that it was important to differentiate between them. There were the 'good poor'—and then there were the others. 'I'm glad you've met some of the good poor,' he wrote to a Cambridge undergraduate. 'I completely agree with you that visiting them is very enlightening.' Dr. Arnold himself occasionally visited them in Rugby; and the way he graciously shook hands with older men and women from working-class backgrounds was long remembered in the area. As for the others, he viewed them with fear and anxiety. 'The issues in our social system,' he wrote to Chevalier Bunsen in 1834, 'seem to me to persist without any sign of improvement. You've heard, I’m sure, about the Trades Unions; a dangerous source of trouble, ready to riot or to resort to violence; and I see no opposing force.'

On the whole, his view of the condition of England was a gloomy one. He recommended a correspondent to read

On the whole, his view of the state of England was a bleak one. He suggested a correspondent read

'Isaiah iii, v, xxii; Jeremiah v, xxii, xxx; Amos iv; and Habakkuk ii', adding, 'you will be struck, I think, with the close resemblance of our own state with that of the Jews before the second destruction of Jerusalem'.

'Isaiah 3:5, 22; Jeremiah 5:22, 30; Amos 4; and Habakkuk 2', adding, 'you'll probably notice how similar our situation is to that of the Jews before the second destruction of Jerusalem.'

When he was told that the gift of tongues had descended on the Irvingites at Glasgow, he was not surprised. 'I should take it,' he said, 'merely as a sign of the coming of the day of the Lord.' And he was convinced that the day of the Lord was coming—'the termination of one of the great [Greek: aiones] of the human race'. Of that he had no doubt whatever; wherever he looked he saw 'calamities, wars, tumults, pestilences, earthquakes, etc., all marking the time of one of God's peculiar seasons of visitation'. His only uncertainty was whether this termination of an [Greek: aion] would turn out to be the absolutely final one; but that he believed 'no created being knows or can know'. In any case, he had 'not the slightest expectation of what is commonly meant by the Millennium'. And his only consolation was that he preferred the present Ministry, inefficient as it was, to the Tories.

When he heard that the gift of tongues had appeared among the Irvingites in Glasgow, he wasn’t surprised. "I’d see it," he said, "as just a sign of the coming of the day of the Lord." He believed that the day of the Lord was approaching—"the end of one of the great [Greek: aiones] of the human race." He had no doubt about that; everywhere he looked, he saw "calamities, wars, chaos, diseases, earthquakes, and so on, all indicating one of God's special seasons of visitation." His only uncertainty was whether this end of an [Greek: aion] would actually be the absolute final one; but he thought "no created being knows or can know." In any case, he had "no expectation of what is usually meant by the Millennium." His only comfort was that he preferred the current Ministry, as ineffective as it was, over the Tories.

He had planned a great work on Church and State, in which he intended to lay bare the causes and to point out the remedies of the evils which afflicted society. Its theme was to be, not the alliance or union, but the absolute identity of the Church and the State; and he felt sure that if only this fundamental truth were fully realised by the public, a general reformation would follow. Unfortunately, however, as time went on, the public seemed to realise it less and less. In spite of his protests, not only were Jews admitted to Parliament, but a Jew was actually appointed a governor of Christ's Hospital; and Scripture was not made an obligatory subject at the London University.

He had planned a major work on Church and State, where he aimed to uncover the causes and suggest solutions to the issues troubling society. The focus was to be on the complete unity of the Church and the State, and he was confident that if the public truly understood this fundamental truth, widespread reform would follow. Unfortunately, as time passed, the public seemed to grasp it less and less. Despite his objections, not only were Jews allowed in Parliament, but a Jew was even appointed as a governor of Christ's Hospital; and studying Scripture was not made a required subject at London University.

There was one point in his theory which was not quite plain to Dr. Arnold. If Church and State were absolutely identical, it became important to decide precisely which classes of persons were to be excluded, owing to their beliefs, from the community. Jews, for instance, were decidedly outside the pale; while Dissenters—so Dr. Arnold argued—were as decidedly within it. But what was the position of the Unitarians? Were they, or were they not, members of the Church of Christ? This was one of those puzzling questions which deepened the frown upon the Doctor's forehead and intensified the pursing of his lips. He thought long and earnestly upon the subject; he wrote elaborate letters on it to various correspondents; but his conclusions remained indefinite. 'My great objection to Unitarianism,' he wrote, 'in its present form in England, is that it makes Christ virtually dead.' Yet he expressed 'a fervent hope that if we could get rid of the Athanasian Creed many good Unitarians would join their fellow Christians in bowing the knee to Him who is Lord both of the dead and the living'. Amid these perplexities, it was disquieting to learn that 'Unitarianism is becoming very prevalent in Boston'. He inquired anxiously as to its 'complexion' there; but received no very illuminating answer. The whole matter continued to be wrapped in a painful obscurity, There were, he believed, Unitarians and Unitarians; and he could say no more.

There was one part of his theory that wasn't clear to Dr. Arnold. If Church and State were completely the same, it became crucial to figure out exactly which groups of people were to be excluded from the community based on their beliefs. Jews, for example, were definitely outside the bounds; while Dissenters—according to Dr. Arnold—were clearly included. But what about the Unitarians? Were they or were they not members of the Church of Christ? This was one of those confusing questions that deepened the frown on the Doctor's face and tightened his lips. He thought long and hard about it; he wrote detailed letters on the topic to various correspondents, but his conclusions remained unclear. "My main issue with Unitarianism," he wrote, "in its current form in England, is that it effectively makes Christ virtually dead." Still, he expressed "a strong hope that if we could eliminate the Athanasian Creed, many good Unitarians would join their fellow Christians in honoring Him who is Lord both of the dead and the living." Amid these uncertainties, it was unsettling to learn that "Unitarianism is becoming quite common in Boston." He asked with concern about its "nature" there, but received no very enlightening answer. The whole situation remained painfully unclear. He believed there were different kinds of Unitarians, and he could say no more.

In the meantime, pending the completion of his great work, he occupied himself with putting forward various suggestions of a practical kind. He advocated the restoration of the Order of Deacons, which, he observed, had long been 'quoad the reality, dead; for he believed that 'some plan of this sort might be the small end of the wedge, by which Antichrist might hereafter be burst asunder like the Dragon of Bel's temple'. But the Order of Deacons was never restored, and Dr. Arnold turned his attention elsewhere, urging in a weighty pamphlet the desirabitity of authorising military officers, in congregations where it was impossible to procure the presence of clergy, to administer the Eucharist, as well as Baptism. It was with the object of laying such views as these before the public—'to tell them plainly', as he said, 'the evils that exist, and lead them, if I can, to their causes and remedies'—that he started, in 1831, a weekly newspaper, "The Englishman's Register". The paper was not a success, in spite of the fact that it set out to improve its readers morally and, that it preserved, in every article, an avowedly Christian tone. After a few weeks, and after he had spent upon it more than L200, it came to an end.

In the meantime, while waiting for the completion of his major project, he focused on putting forward various practical suggestions. He supported the revival of the Order of Deacons, noting that it had long been 'quoad the reality, dead;' as he believed that 'some plan like this could be the small end of the wedge that might eventually break Antichrist apart like the Dragon of Bel's temple.' However, the Order of Deacons was never revived, and Dr. Arnold shifted his focus, emphasizing in a significant pamphlet the importance of allowing military officers, in communities where it was impossible to have clergy present, to administer the Eucharist as well as Baptism. He aimed to present such ideas to the public—'to tell them plainly,' as he put it, 'the evils that exist and lead them, if I can, to their causes and solutions'—which is why he launched a weekly newspaper, "The Englishman's Register," in 1831. The publication was not successful, even though it aimed to improve its readers' moral standing and maintained an overtly Christian tone in every article. After a few weeks, and after he had invested over £200 in it, the paper came to an end.

Altogether, the prospect was decidedly discouraging. After all his efforts, the absolute identity of Church and State remained as unrecognised as ever.

Altogether, the situation was definitely discouraging. Despite all his efforts, the complete separation of Church and State was still as unacknowledged as ever.

'So deep', he was at last obliged to confess, 'is the distinction between the Church and the State seated in our laws, our language, and our very notions, that nothing less than a miraculous interposition of God's Providence seems capable of eradicating it.'

'So profound,' he finally had to admit, 'is the gap between the Church and the State embedded in our laws, our language, and our very ideas, that only a miraculous intervention from God's Providence seems capable of eliminating it.'

Dr. Arnold waited in vain.

Dr. Arnold waited without luck.

But, he did not wait in idleness. He attacked the same question from another side: he explored the writings of the Christian Fathers, and began to compose a commentary on the New Testament. In his view, the Scriptures were as fit a subject as any other book for free inquiry and the exercise of the individual judgment, and it was in this spirit that he set about the interpretation of them. He was not afraid of facing apparent difficulties, of admitting inconsistencies, or even errors, in the sacred text. Thus he observed that 'in Chronicles xi, 20 and xiii, 2, there is a decided difference in the parentage of Abijah's mother;'—'which', he added, 'is curious on any supposition'. And at one time he had serious doubts as to the authorship of the Epistle to the Hebrews. But he was able, on various problematical points, to suggest interesting solutions.

But he didn’t sit around doing nothing. He tackled the same question from a different angle: he looked into the writings of the Christian Fathers and started writing a commentary on the New Testament. He believed the Scriptures were just as valid a subject for open inquiry and personal judgment as any other book, and it was with this mindset that he approached their interpretation. He wasn’t afraid to confront obvious challenges, acknowledge inconsistencies, or even admit errors in the sacred text. For instance, he noted that "in Chronicles xi, 20 and xiii, 2, there is a definite difference in the parentage of Abijah's mother;"—"which," he added, "is curious on any assumption." At one point, he even had serious doubts about who wrote the Epistle to the Hebrews. However, he was able to propose some intriguing solutions to various problematic points.

At first, for instance, he could not but be startled by the cessation of miracles in the early Church; but upon consideration, he came to the conclusion that this phenomenon might be 'truly accounted for by the supposition that none but the Apostles ever conferred miraculous powers, and that therefore they ceased of course, after one generation'. Nor did he fail to base his exegesis, whenever possible, upon an appeal to general principles. One of his admirers points out how Dr. Arnold

At first, for example, he couldn't help but be surprised by the end of miracles in the early Church; but after thinking it over, he concluded that this might be explained by the idea that only the Apostles ever gave out miraculous powers, so they naturally stopped after one generation. He also made sure to ground his interpretations, whenever he could, in general principles. One of his fans notes how Dr. Arnold

'vindicated God's command to Abraham to sacrifice his son and to the Jews to exterminate the nations of Canaan', by explaining the principles on which these commands were given, and their reference to the moral state of those to whom they were addressed—thereby educing light out of darkness, unravelling the thread of God's religious education of the human race, and holding up God's marvellous counsels to the devout wonder and meditation of the thoughtful believer'.

'justified God's command to Abraham to sacrifice his son and to the Jews to wipe out the nations of Canaan' by explaining the principles behind these commands and their connection to the moral condition of those they were directed to—thus bringing light out of darkness, unraveling the thread of God's religious guidance of humanity, and showcasing God's amazing plans for the thoughtful believer's awe and reflection.'

There was one of his friends, however, who did not share this admiration for the Doctor's methods of Scriptural interpretation. W. G. Ward, while still a young man at Oxford, had come under his influence, and had been for some time one of his most enthusiastic disciples. But the star of Newman was rising at the University; Ward soon felt the attraction of that magnetic power; and his belief in his old teacher began to waver. It was, in particular, Dr. Arnold's treatment of the Scriptures which filled Ward's argumentative mind, at first with distrust, and at last with positive antagonism. To subject the Bible to free inquiry, to exercise upon it the criticism of the individual judgment—where might not such methods lead? Who could say that they would not end in Socinianism?—nay, in Atheism itself? If the text of Scripture was to be submitted to the searchings of human reason, how could the question of its inspiration escape the same tribunal? And the proofs of revelation, and even of the existence of God? What human faculty was capable of deciding upon such enormous questions? And would not the logical result be a condition of universal doubt?

There was one of his friends, however, who didn’t share this admiration for the Doctor's way of interpreting the Scriptures. W. G. Ward, while still a young man at Oxford, had come under his influence and had been one of his most enthusiastic followers for some time. But Newman’s star was rising at the University; Ward soon felt the pull of that magnetic power, and his belief in his old teacher began to waver. It was particularly Dr. Arnold's approach to the Scriptures that filled Ward's argumentative mind, first with distrust and eventually with outright opposition. Putting the Bible to free inquiry, applying individual judgment to it—where could such methods lead? Who could guarantee that they wouldn’t end in Socinianism?—or even in Atheism itself? If the text of Scripture were to be subjected to human reason, how could the matter of its inspiration avoid the same analysis? And what about the proofs of revelation and even the existence of God? What human faculty could possibly decide on such monumental questions? Wouldn’t the logical outcome be a state of universal doubt?

'On a very moderate computation, Ward argued, 'five times the amount of a man's natural life might qualify a person endowed with extraordinary genius to have some faint notion (though even this we doubt) on which side truth lies.' It was not that he had the slightest doubt of Dr. Arnold's orthodoxy—Dr. Arnold, whose piety was universally recognised—Dr. Arnold, who had held up to scorn and execration Strauss's Leben Jesu without reading it. What Ward complained of was the Doctor's lack of logic, not his lack of faith. Could he not see that if he really carried out his own principles to a logical conclusion he would eventually find himself, precisely, in the arms of Strauss? The young man, whose personal friendship remained unshaken, determined upon an interview, and went down to Rugby primed with first principles, syllogisms, and dilemmas. Finding that the headmaster was busy in school, he spent the afternoon reading novels on the sofa in the drawing-room. When at last, late in the evening, the Doctor returned, tired out with his day's work, Ward fell upon him with all his vigour. The contest was long and furious; it was also entirely inconclusive. When it was over, Ward, with none of his brilliant arguments disposed of, and none of his probing questions satisfactorily answered, returned to the University to plunge headlong into the vortex of the Oxford Movement; and Dr. Arnold, worried, perplexed, and exhausted, went to bed, where he remained for the next thirty-six hours.

'On a very moderate estimate, Ward argued, 'five times the length of a person's natural life might allow someone with extraordinary genius to have some vague idea (though even this we doubt) about which side truth is on.' It wasn't that he had any doubt about Dr. Arnold's orthodoxy—Dr. Arnold, whose faith was widely recognized—Dr. Arnold, who had condemned Strauss's Leben Jesu without even reading it. What Ward was concerned about was the Doctor's lack of logic, not his lack of faith. Couldn't he see that if he truly followed his own principles to their logical conclusion, he would ultimately find himself, precisely, in Strauss's camp? The young man, whose personal friendship remained intact, decided to request a meeting and traveled to Rugby prepared with first principles, syllogisms, and dilemmas. When he found out that the headmaster was busy with school, he spent the afternoon reading novels on the couch in the drawing-room. Finally, late in the evening, when the Doctor returned, worn out from his day, Ward jumped on him with all his energy. The debate was long and intense; it was also completely inconclusive. When it ended, Ward returned to the University with none of his brilliant arguments addressed, and none of his challenging questions satisfactorily answered, to dive headfirst into the chaos of the Oxford Movement; and Dr. Arnold, worried, confused, and exhausted, went to bed, where he stayed for the next thirty-six hours.

The Commentary on the New Testament was never finished, and the great work on Church and State itself remained a fragment. Dr. Arnold's active mind was diverted from political and theological speculations to the study of philology, and to historical composition. His Roman History, which he regarded as 'the chief monument of his historical fame', was based partly upon the researches of Niebuhr, and partly upon an aversion to Gibbon.

The Commentary on the New Testament was never completed, and the significant work on Church and State ended up as just a fragment. Dr. Arnold’s busy mind shifted from political and theological ideas to studying language and writing history. He viewed his Roman History, which he considered 'the main landmark of his historical reputation', as based in part on Niebuhr's research and in part on his dislike for Gibbon.

'My highest ambition,' he wrote, 'is to make my history the very reverse of Gibbon in this respect, that whereas the whole spirit of his work, from its low morality, is hostile to religion, without speaking directly against it, so my greatest desire would be, in my History, by its high morals and its general tone, to be of use to the cause without actually bringing it forward.'

'My biggest goal,' he wrote, 'is to make my history completely different from Gibbon's in this way: while his work has a low moral standard that is against religion, even if he doesn’t say so directly, my main desire would be for my History, through its high morals and overall tone, to support the cause without directly promoting it.'

These efforts were rewarded, in 1841, by the Professorship of Modern History at Oxford. Meanwhile, he was engaged in the study of the Sanskrit and Slavonic languages, bringing out an elaborate edition of Thucydides, and carrying on a voluminous correspondence upon a multitude of topics with a large circle of men of learning. At his death, his published works, composed during such intervals as he could spare from the management of a great public school, filled, besides a large number of pamphlets and articles, no less than seventeen volumes. It was no wonder that Carlyle, after a visit to Rugby, should have characterised Dr. Arnold as a man of 'unhasting, unresting diligence'.

These efforts paid off in 1841 when he became the Professor of Modern History at Oxford. In the meantime, he focused on studying the Sanskrit and Slavonic languages, publishing a detailed edition of Thucydides, and maintaining extensive correspondence on various topics with many scholars. At the time of his death, his published works, created during the spare moments he could find amid running a large public school, included not only a significant number of pamphlets and articles but also a total of seventeen volumes. It’s no surprise that Carlyle, after visiting Rugby, described Dr. Arnold as a man of 'unhasting, unresting diligence'.

Mrs. Arnold, too, no doubt agreed with Carlyle. During the first eight years of their married life, she bore him six children; and four more were to follow. In this large and growing domestic circle his hours of relaxation were spent. There those who had only known him in his professional capacity were surprised to find him displaying the tenderness and jocosity of a parent. The dignified and stern headmaster was actually seen to dandle infants and to caracole upon the hearthrug on all fours. Yet, we are told, 'the sense of his authority as a father was never lost in his playfulness as a companion'. On more serious occasions, the voice of the spiritual teacher sometimes made itself heard. An intimate friend described how 'on a comparison having been made in his family circle, which seemed to place St. Paul above St. John,' the tears rushed to the Doctor's eyes and how, repeating one of the verses from St. John, he begged that the comparison might never again be made. The longer holidays were spent in Westmorland, where, rambling with his offspring among the mountains, gathering wild flowers, and pointing out the beauties of Nature, Dr. Arnold enjoyed, as he himself would often say, 'an almost awful happiness'. Music he did not appreciate, though he occasionally desired his eldest boy, Matthew, to sing him the Confirmation Hymn of Dr. Hinds, to which he had become endeared, owing to its use in Rugby Chapel. But his lack of ear was, he considered, amply recompensed by his love of flowers: 'they are my music,' he declared. Yet, in such a matter, he was careful to refrain from an excess of feeling, such as, in his opinion, marked the famous lines of Wordsworth:

Mrs. Arnold likely agreed with Carlyle as well. During the first eight years of their marriage, she had six children with him, and four more were on the way. In this large and expanding family, he spent his leisure time. Those who only knew him in his professional role were surprised to see him showing the tenderness and playfulness of a parent. The dignified and serious headmaster was actually seen playing with infants and crawling around on all fours on the living room rug. Yet, we are told, "the sense of his authority as a father was never lost in his playfulness as a companion." On more serious occasions, the voice of the spiritual teacher occasionally emerged. An intimate friend recounted that "when a comparison was made in his family that seemed to rank St. Paul above St. John," tears filled the Doctor's eyes, and he asked that the comparison never be mentioned again, quoting one of St. John's verses. The longer holidays were spent in Westmorland, where, while wandering with his children among the mountains, collecting wildflowers, and pointing out the beauty of Nature, Dr. Arnold experienced what he often described as "an almost overwhelming happiness." He didn't really appreciate music, although he sometimes asked his eldest son, Matthew, to sing him Dr. Hinds' Confirmation Hymn, which had become special to him because it was sung in Rugby Chapel. He felt his lack of musical talent was more than compensated by his love for flowers: "they are my music," he stated. However, in this regard, he was careful to avoid excessive sentiment, which he believed characterized the famous lines of Wordsworth.

    'To me the meanest flower that blows can give
     Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears.'

'To me, even the simplest flower can inspire thoughts that often run so deep they can't be expressed through tears.'

He found the sentiment morbid. 'Life,' he said, 'is not long enough to take such intense interest in objects in themselves so little.' As for the animal world, his feelings towards it were of a very different cast. 'The whole subject,' he said, 'of the brute creation is to me one of such painful mystery, that I dare not approach it.' The Unitarians themselves were a less distressing thought.

He found the sentiment depressing. 'Life,' he said, 'isn't long enough to take such a deep interest in things that matter so little on their own.' When it came to the animal world, his feelings were completely different. 'The whole topic,' he said, 'of the animal creation is such a painful mystery to me that I can't even think about it.' The Unitarians were a less troubling thought.

Once or twice he found time to visit the Continent, and the letters and journals recording in minute detail his reflections and impressions in France or Italy show us that Dr. Arnold preserved, in spite of the distractions of foreign scenes and foreign manners, his accustomed habits of mind. Taking very little interest in works of art, he was occasionally moved by the beauty of natural objects; but his principal preoccupation remained with the moral aspects of things. From this point of view, he found much to reprehend in the conduct of his own countrymen. 'I fear,' he wrote, 'that our countrymen who live abroad are not in the best possible moral state, however much they may do in science or literature.' And this was unfortunate, because 'a thorough English gentleman—Christian, manly, and enlightened—is more, I believe, than Guizot or Sismondi could comprehend; it is a finer specimen of human nature than any other country, I believe, could furnish'. Nevertheless, our travellers would imitate foreign customs without discrimination, 'as in the absurd habit of not eating fish with a knife, borrowed from the French, who do it because they have no knives fit for use'. Places, no less than people, aroused similar reflections. By Pompeii, Dr. Arnold was not particularly impressed.

Once or twice he managed to visit the Continent, and the letters and journals detailing his thoughts and impressions in France or Italy show that Dr. Arnold maintained, despite the distractions of different cultures and environments, his usual way of thinking. He showed little interest in works of art, but was sometimes touched by the beauty of nature; however, his main focus remained on the moral implications of things. From this perspective, he found a lot to critique about the behavior of his fellow countrymen. 'I worry,' he wrote, 'that our countrymen living abroad are not in the best moral condition, no matter how much they contribute to science or literature.' This was unfortunate, because 'a truly English gentleman—Christian, honorable, and enlightened—is, I believe, beyond what Guizot or Sismondi could understand; it is a superior example of human nature that no other country, I believe, could provide.' Still, our travelers would mindlessly follow foreign customs, 'like the ridiculous practice of not eating fish with a knife, which they borrowed from the French, who do so because they have no knives suitable for use.' Places, just like people, sparked similar thoughts. Dr. Arnold was not particularly impressed by Pompeii.

'There is only,' he observed, 'the same sort of interest with which one would see the ruins of Sodom and Gomorrah, but indeed there is less. One is not authorised to ascribe so solemn a character to the destruction of Pompeii.'

'There is only,' he noted, 'the same kind of interest you would have when looking at the ruins of Sodom and Gomorrah, but honestly, there's even less. You can't really give such a serious significance to the destruction of Pompeii.'

The lake of Como moved him more profoundly. As he gazed upon the overwhelming beauty around him, he thought of 'moral evil', and was appalled by the contrast. 'May the sense of moral evil', he prayed, 'be as strong in me as my delight in external beauty, for in a deep sense of moral evil, more perhaps than in anything else, abides a saving knowledge of God!'

The lake of Como affected him on a deeper level. As he looked at the stunning beauty surrounding him, he thought about 'moral evil' and was struck by the contrast. 'May my awareness of moral evil,' he prayed, 'be as intense as my joy in external beauty, because in a profound understanding of moral evil, more than in anything else, lies a saving knowledge of God!'

His prayer was answered: Dr. Arnold was never in any danger of losing his sense of moral evil. If the landscapes of Italy only served to remind him of it, how could he forget it among the boys at Rugby School? The daily sight of so many young creatures in the hands of the Evil One filled him with agitated grief.

His prayer was answered: Dr. Arnold was never in danger of losing his sense of moral wrong. If the landscapes of Italy only reminded him of it, how could he forget it among the boys at Rugby School? Seeing so many young lives caught in the grip of evil every day filled him with deep sorrow.

'When the spring and activity of youth,' he wrote, 'is altogether unsanctified by anything pure and elevated in its desires, it becomes a spectacle that is as dizzying and almost more morally distressing than the shouts and gambols of a set of lunatics.'

'When the energy and enthusiasm of youth,' he wrote, 'is completely unrefined by anything pure or high-minded in its aspirations, it turns into a show that is as overwhelming and almost more disturbing morally than the cries and antics of a group of crazies.'

One thing struck him as particularly strange: 'It is very startling,' he said, 'to see so much of sin combined with so little of sorrow.' The naughtiest boys positively seemed to enjoy themselves most. There were moments when he almost lost faith in his whole system of education, when he began to doubt whether some far more radical reforms than any he had attempted might not be necessary, before the multitude of children under his charge—shouting and gambolling, and yet plunged all the while deep in moral evil—could ever be transformed into a set of Christian gentlemen. But then he remembered his general principles, the conduct of Jehovah with the Chosen People, and the childhood of the human race. No, it was for him to make himself, as one of his pupils afterwards described him, in the words of Bacon, 'kin to God in spirit'; he would rule the school majestically from on high. He would deliver a series of sermons analysing 'the six vices' by which 'great schools were corrupted, and changed from the likeness of God's temple to that of a den of thieves'. He would exhort, he would denounce, he would sweep through the corridors, he would turn the pages of Facciolati's Lexicon more imposingly than ever; and the rest he would leave to the Praepostors in the Sixth Form.

One thing struck him as particularly odd: "It's really surprising," he said, "to see so much sin combined with so little sorrow." The most mischievous boys seemed to have the most fun. There were times when he almost lost faith in his entire education system, sometimes doubting whether more radical changes than any he had attempted were needed before the numerous children under his care—shouting and playing, while deeply immersed in moral wrongdoing—could ever be molded into a group of Christian gentlemen. But then he remembered his core beliefs, the way Jehovah dealt with the Chosen People, and humanity's early days. No, it was up to him to make himself, as one of his students later described him, in the words of Bacon, "close to God in spirit"; he would lead the school majestically from above. He planned to deliver a series of sermons analyzing "the six vices" that caused "great schools to be corrupted and transformed from the likeness of God's temple to that of a den of thieves." He would urge, he would condemn, he would confidently stride through the hallways, and he would turn the pages of Facciolati's Lexicon more impressively than ever; and for the rest, he would leave it to the Prefects in the Sixth Form.

Upon the boys in the Sixth Form, indeed, a strange burden would seem to have fallen. Dr. Arnold himself was very well aware of this. 'I cannot deny,' he told them in a sermon, 'that you have an anxious duty—a duty which some might suppose was too heavy for your years'; and every term he pointed out to them, in a short address, the responsibilities of their position, and impressed upon them 'the enormous influence' they possessed 'for good or for evil'. Nevertheless most youths of seventeen, in spite of the warnings of their elders, have a singular trick of carrying moral burdens lightly. The Doctor might preach and look grave; but young Brooke was ready enough to preside at a fight behind the Chapel, though he was in the Sixth, and knew that fighting was against the rules. At their best, it may be supposed that the Praepostors administered a kind of barbaric justice; but they were not always at their best, and the pages of "Tom Brown's Schooldays" show us what was no doubt the normal condition of affairs under Dr. Arnold, when the boys in the Sixth Form were weak or brutal, and the blackguard Flashman, in the intervals of swigging brandy-punch with his boon companions, amused himself by toasting fags before the fire.

The boys in the Sixth Form seemed to carry a strange burden. Dr. Arnold was very aware of this. "I can’t deny," he told them in a sermon, "that you have an important responsibility—a responsibility that some might think is too much for your age"; and every term he reminded them, in a brief speech, about the duties of their position and stressed "the huge influence" they had "for good or for bad." Still, most seventeen-year-olds, despite the warnings from adults, have a unique way of treating moral responsibilities lightly. The Doctor might preach and appear serious; but young Brooke was quick to jump into a fight behind the Chapel, even though he was in the Sixth and knew that fighting was against the rules. At their best, the Praepostors might have enforced a kind of rough justice; but they weren't always at their best, and the pages of "Tom Brown’s Schooldays" show us what was likely the usual state of affairs under Dr. Arnold, when the boys in the Sixth Form could be weak or cruel, and the rascal Flashman, during breaks from swigging brandy-punch with his friends, entertained himself by toasting younger boys in front of the fire.

But there was an exceptional kind of boy, upon whom the high-pitched exhortations of Dr. Arnold produced a very different effect. A minority of susceptible and serious youths fell completely under his sway, responded like wax to the pressure of his influence, and moulded their whole lives with passionate reverence upon the teaching of their adored master. Conspicuous among these was Arthur Clough. Having been sent to Rugby at the age of ten, he quickly entered into every phase of school life, though, we are told, 'a weakness in his ankles prevented him from taking a prominent part in the games of the place'. At the age of sixteen, he was in the Sixth Form, and not merely a Praepostor, but head of the School House. Never did Dr. Arnold have an apter pupil. This earnest adolescent, with the weak ankles and the solemn face, lived entirely with the highest ends in view. He thought of nothing but moral good, moral evil, moral influence, and moral responsibility. Some of his early letters have been preserved, and they reveal both the intensity with which he felt the importance of his own position, and the strange stress of spirit under which he laboured. 'I have been in one continued state of excitement for at least the last three years,' he wrote when he was not yet seventeen, 'and now comes the time of exhaustion.' But he did not allow himself to rest, and a few months later he was writing to a schoolfellow as follows:

But there was a special kind of boy who reacted very differently to Dr. Arnold's high-pitched encouragement. A small group of impressionable and serious young men completely fell under his influence, responding like wax to his touch and shaping their entire lives with heartfelt devotion to the teachings of their beloved mentor. Among them was Arthur Clough. Sent to Rugby at the age of ten, he quickly immersed himself in every aspect of school life, although, as we've been told, "a weakness in his ankles prevented him from taking a prominent part in the games." By the age of sixteen, he was in the Sixth Form, not just a Praepostor but the head of the School House. Dr. Arnold couldn't have asked for a better student. This earnest teenager, with his weak ankles and serious expression, focused entirely on high ideals. He thought only about moral goodness, moral evil, moral influence, and moral responsibility. Some of his early letters have been kept, revealing both the intensity with which he recognized the significance of his role and the unusual emotional strain he was under. "I have been in a constant state of excitement for at least the last three years," he wrote before turning seventeen, "and now comes the time of exhaustion." Yet he didn’t allow himself to rest, and a few months later, he was writing to a schoolmate as follows:

'I verily believe my whole being is soaked through with the wishing and hoping and striving to do the school good, or rather to keep it up and hinder it from falling in this, I do think, very critical time, so that my cares and affections and conversations, thoughts, words, and deeds look to that in voluntarily. I am afraid you will be inclined to think this "cant" and I am conscious that even one's truest feelings, if very frequently put out in the light, do make a bad and disagreeable appearance; but this, however, is true, and even if I am carrying it too far, I do not think it has made me really forgetful of my personal friends, such as, in particular, Gell and Burbidge and Walrond, and yourself, my dear Simpkinson.'

'I truly believe my entire being is filled with the desire, hope, and effort to support the school, or rather to keep it going and prevent it from failing during what I see as a very critical time. My concerns, affections, conversations, thoughts, words, and actions are all focused on that without me even realizing it. I'm worried you might think this is just empty talk, and I know that even the most genuine feelings can come across as forced when expressed too often; but this is true, and even if I might be going overboard, I don’t think I’ve actually forgotten my close friends, like Gell, Burbidge, Walrond, and you, my dear Simpkinson.'

Perhaps it was not surprising that a young man brought up in such an atmosphere, should have fallen a prey at Oxford, to the frenzies of religious controversy; that he should have been driven almost out of his wits by the ratiocinations of W. G. Ward; that he should have lost his faith; that he should have spent the rest of his existence lamenting that loss, both in prose and verse; and that he should have eventually succumbed, conscientiously doing up brown paper parcels for Florence Nightingale.

Maybe it’s not surprising that a young man raised in that kind of environment would get caught up in the intense religious debates at Oxford; that he would become nearly insane from W. G. Ward's arguments; that he would lose his faith; that he would spend the rest of his life mourning that loss, both in writing and poetry; and that he would eventually give in, diligently packing brown paper parcels for Florence Nightingale.

In the earlier years of his headmastership Dr. Arnold had to face a good deal of opposition. His advanced religious views were disliked, and there were many parents to whom his system of school government did not commend itself. But in time this hostility melted away. Succeeding generations of favourite pupils began to spread his fame through the Universities. At Oxford especially, men were profoundly impressed by the pious aims of the boys from Rugby. It was a new thing to see undergraduates going to Chapel more often than they were obliged, and visiting the good poor. Their reverent admiration for Dr. Arnold was no less remarkable. Whenever two of his old pupils met, they joined in his praises; and the sight of his picture had been known to call forth, from one who had not even reached the Sixth, exclamations of rapture lasting for ten minutes and filling with astonishment the young men from other schools who happened to be present.

In the early years of his time as headmaster, Dr. Arnold faced a lot of opposition. Many people didn't like his progressive religious views, and there were parents who didn’t agree with his approach to running the school. However, over time, this hostility faded. Successive generations of favored students began to spread his reputation throughout the universities. At Oxford especially, people were deeply impressed by the spiritual goals of the boys from Rugby. It was unusual to see undergraduates attending Chapel more often than required and reaching out to help the less fortunate. Their respectful admiration for Dr. Arnold was equally noteworthy. Whenever two of his former students met, they praised him; and the sight of his portrait could elicit ten-minute bursts of rapture from someone who hadn't even reached the Sixth Form, leaving students from other schools nearby utterly astonished.

He became a celebrity; he became at last a great man. Rugby prospered; its numbers rose higher than ever before; and, after thirteen years as headmaster, Dr. Arnold began to feel that his work there was accomplished, and that he might look forward either to other labours or, perhaps, to a dignified retirement. But it was not to be.

He became a celebrity; he finally became a great man. Rugby thrived; its numbers climbed higher than ever before; and, after thirteen years as headmaster, Dr. Arnold started to feel that his work there was done, and that he could look forward to either new endeavors or, maybe, a respectable retirement. But that wasn’t meant to be.

His father had died suddenly at the age of fifty-three from angina pectoris; and he himself was haunted by forebodings of an early death. To be snatched away without a warning, to come in a moment from the seductions of this World to the presence of Eternity—his most ordinary actions, the most casual remarks, served to keep him in remembrance of that dreadful possibility. When one of his little boys clapped his hands at the thought of the approaching holidays, the Doctor gently checked him, and repeated the story of his own early childhood; how his own father had made him read aloud a sermon on the text 'Boast not thyself of tomorrow"; and how, within the week, his father was dead. On the title page of his MS. volume of sermons, he was always careful to write the date of its commencement, leaving a blank for that of its completion. One of his children asked him the meaning of this. 'It is one of the most solemn things I do,' he replied, 'to write the beginning of that sentence, and think that I may perhaps not live to finish it.'

His father had died suddenly at the age of fifty-three from angina pectoris, and he was constantly plagued by the fear of an early death. The thought of being taken away without warning, going from the pleasures of this world to the reality of eternity—his most ordinary actions and casual comments reminded him of that terrifying possibility. When one of his little boys clapped his hands at the thought of the upcoming holidays, the Doctor gently stopped him and recounted the story of his own childhood; how his father had made him read a sermon with the message 'Don't brag about tomorrow'; and how, within a week, his father was gone. On the title page of his manuscript of sermons, he always made sure to write the date it started, leaving a blank for when it would be completed. One of his kids asked him what that meant. "It’s one of the most serious things I do," he replied, "to write the start of that sentence and think that I might not live to finish it."

It was noticed that in the spring of 1842 such thoughts seemed to be even more frequently in his mind than usual. He was only in his forty-seventh year, but he dwelt darkly on the fragility of human existence. Towards the end of May, he began to keep a diary—a private memorandum of his intimate communings with the Almighty. Here, evening after evening, in the traditional language of religious devotion, he humbled himself before God, prayed for strength and purity, and threw himself upon the mercy of the Most High.

It was observed that in the spring of 1842, such thoughts seemed to occupy his mind even more than usual. He was only forty-seven, but he reflected heavily on the fragility of human life. Towards the end of May, he started keeping a diary—a personal record of his deep conversations with God. Here, night after night, in the familiar language of religious devotion, he humbled himself before the Lord, prayed for strength and purity, and surrendered himself to the mercy of the Most High.

'Another day and another month succeed', he wrote on May 31st. 'May God keep my mind and heart fixed on Him, and cleanse me from all sin. I would wish to keep a watch over my tongue, as to vehement speaking and censuring of others …I would desire to remember my latter end to which I am approaching … May God keep me in the hour of death, through Jesus Christ; and preserve me from every fear, as well as from presumption.'

'Another day and another month have passed,' he wrote on May 31st. 'May God keep my mind and heart focused on Him, and cleanse me from all sin. I want to be careful about what I say, especially when it comes to speaking strongly and criticizing others... I hope to remember my end, which is coming closer... May God support me in my final moments, through Jesus Christ; and protect me from all fear, as well as from arrogance.'

On June 2nd he wrote, 'Again the day is over and I am going to rest. Oh Lord, preserve me this night, and strengthen me to bear whatever Thou shalt see fit to lay on me, whether pain, sickness, danger, or distress.' On Sunday, June 5th, the reading of the newspaper aroused 'painful and solemn' reflections … 'So much of sin and so much of suffering in the world, as are there displayed, and no one seems able to remedy either. And then the thought of my own private life, so full of comforts, is very startling.' He was puzzled; but he concluded with a prayer: 'May I be kept humble and zealous, and may God give me grace to labour in my generation for the good of my brethren and for His Glory!'

On June 2nd he wrote, 'Once again the day is done, and I’m about to rest. Oh Lord, protect me tonight and give me strength to handle whatever you decide to place upon me, whether it’s pain, illness, danger, or hardship.' On Sunday, June 5th, reading the newspaper triggered 'painful and serious' thoughts… 'There’s so much sin and suffering in the world displayed here, and no one seems able to fix either. And then the realization of my own comfortable private life is quite shocking.' He was confused, but he ended with a prayer: 'May I remain humble and passionate, and may God grant me the grace to work in my time for the good of my fellow beings and for His Glory!'

The end of the term was approaching, and to all appearance the Doctor was in excellent spirits. On June 11th, after a hard day's work, he spent the evening with a friend in the discussion of various topics upon which he often touched in his conversation the comparison of the art of medicine in barbarous and civilised ages, the philological importance of provincial vocabularies, and the threatening prospect of the moral condition of the United States. Left alone, he turned to his diary.

The end of the term was coming up, and from all indications, the Doctor was in great spirits. On June 11th, after a long day of work, he spent the evening with a friend discussing various topics he frequently talked about, including comparing the practice of medicine in uncivilized and civilized times, the linguistic significance of regional dialects, and the worrying state of morality in the United States. Once he was alone, he began to write in his diary.

'The day after tomorrow,' he wrote, 'is my birthday, if I am permitted to live to see it—my forty-seventh birthday since my birth. How large a portion of my life on earth is already passed! And then—what is to follow this life? How visibly my outward work seems contracting and softening away into the gentler employments of old age. In one sense how nearly can I now say, "Vivi". And I thank God that, as far as ambition is concerned, it is, I trust, fully mortified; I have no desire other than to step back from my present place in the world, and not to rise to a higher. Still there are works which, with God's permission, I would do before the night cometh.'

'The day after tomorrow,' he wrote, 'is my birthday, if I'm allowed to see it—my forty-seventh birthday since I was born. How much of my life on earth has already passed! And then—what comes after this life? It’s clear that my external work seems to be shrinking and fading away into the softer tasks of old age. In one sense, I can almost say, "I have lived." And I thank God that, as far as ambition goes, I trust it’s completely diminished; I have no desire other than to step back from my current place in the world and not to climb higher. Still, there are things I would like to accomplish, with God's permission, before night falls.'

Dr. Arnold was thinking of his great work on Church and State.

Dr. Arnold was reflecting on his significant work about Church and State.

Early next morning he awoke with a sharp pain in his chest. The pain increasing, a physician was sent for; and in the meantime Mrs. Arnold read aloud to her husband the Fifty-first Psalm. Upon one of their boys coming into the room,

Early the next morning, he woke up with a sharp pain in his chest. As the pain grew worse, a doctor was called; in the meantime, Mrs. Arnold read the Fifty-first Psalm aloud to her husband. When one of their boys came into the room,

'My son, thank God for me,' said Dr. Arnold; and as the boy did not at once catch his meaning, he added, 'Thank God, Tom, for giving me this pain; I have suffered so little pain in my life that I feel it is very good for me. Now God has given it to me, and I do so thank Him for it.'

'My son, thank God for me,' said Dr. Arnold; and since the boy didn’t immediately understand, he added, 'Thank God, Tom, for giving me this pain; I’ve experienced so little pain in my life that I feel it’s actually good for me. Now God has given it to me, and I truly thank Him for it.'

Then Mrs. Arnold read from the Prayer-book the 'Visitation of the Sick', her husband listening with deep attention, and assenting with an emphatic 'Yes' at the end of many of the sentences. When the physician arrived, he perceived at once the gravity of the case: it was an attack of angina pectoris. He began to prepare some laudanum, while Mrs. Arnold went out to fetch the children. All at once, as the medical man was bending over his glasses, there was a rattle from the bed; a convulsive struggle followed; and, when the unhappy woman, with the children, and all the servants, rushed into the room, Dr. Arnold had passed from his perplexities forever.

Then Mrs. Arnold read from the Prayer Book the 'Visitation of the Sick', while her husband listened intently, responding with a firm 'Yes' at the end of many sentences. When the doctor arrived, he immediately recognized the seriousness of the situation: it was an angina pectoris attack. He started preparing some laudanum, while Mrs. Arnold went out to get the children. Suddenly, as the doctor was leaning over his glasses, there was a rattling sound from the bed; a convulsive struggle followed; and when the distraught woman, along with the children and all the servants, rushed into the room, Dr. Arnold had left his troubles behind forever.

There can be little doubt that what he had achieved justified the prediction of the Provost of Oriel that he would 'change the face of education all through the public schools of England'. It is true that, so far as the actual machinery of education was concerned, Dr. Arnold not only failed to effect a change, but deliberately adhered to the old system. The monastic and literary conceptions of education, which had their roots in the Middle Ages, and had been accepted and strengthened at the revival of Learning, he adopted almost without hesitation. Under him, the public school remained, in essentials, a conventional establishment, devoted to the teaching of Greek and Latin grammar. Had he set on foot reforms in these directions, it seems probable that he might have succeeded in carrying the parents of England with him. The moment was ripe; there was a general desire for educational changes; and Dr. Arnold's great reputation could hardly have been resisted. As it was, he threw the whole weight of his influence into the opposite scale, and the ancient system became more firmly established than ever.

There’s no doubt that what he accomplished validated the Provost of Oriel's prediction that he would 'change the face of education throughout the public schools of England.' However, when it came to the actual process of education, Dr. Arnold not only failed to bring about change but also intentionally stuck to the old system. He adopted the monastic and literary views of education, which had their roots in the Middle Ages and had been reinforced with the revival of Learning, almost without question. During his time, the public school essentially remained a traditional institution focused on teaching Greek and Latin grammar. If he had initiated reforms in this area, it seems likely that he could have gained the support of England's parents. The timing was perfect; there was a widespread desire for educational reform, and Dr. Arnold's strong reputation would have been hard to ignore. Instead, he directed all of his influence in the opposite direction, making the ancient system more entrenched than ever.

The changes which he did effect were of a very different nature. By introducing morals and religion into his scheme of education, he altered the whole atmosphere of public-school life. Henceforward the old rough-and-tumble, which was typified by the regime of Keate at Eton, became impossible. After Dr. Arnold, no public school could venture to ignore the virtues of respectability. Again, by his introduction of the prefectorial system, Dr. Arnold produced far-reaching effects—effects which he himself, perhaps, would have found perplexing. In his day, when the school hours were over, the boys were free to enjoy themselves as they liked; to bathe, to fish, to ramble for long afternoons in the country, collecting eggs or gathering flowers. 'The taste of the boys at this period,' writes an old Rugbaean who had been under Arnold, 'leaned strongly towards flowers'. The words have an odd look today. 'The modern reader of "Tom Brown's Schooldays" searches in vain for any reference to compulsory games, house colours, or cricket averages. In those days, when boys played games they played them for pleasure; but in those days the prefectorial system—the system which hands over the life of a school to an oligarchy of a dozen youths of seventeen—was still in its infancy, and had not yet borne its fruit.

The changes he made were quite different. By bringing morals and religion into his education plan, he transformed the entire atmosphere of public school life. From then on, the old rough-and-tumble approach, which defined Keate's time at Eton, became impossible. After Dr. Arnold, no public school could afford to overlook the importance of respectability. Additionally, with his introduction of the prefectorial system, Dr. Arnold had far-reaching effects—effects that he, perhaps, would have found confusing. In his time, once school hours ended, the boys were free to enjoy themselves however they wanted; they could swim, fish, or wander the countryside for long afternoons, collecting eggs or picking flowers. "The boys' taste during this period," writes an old Rugbaean who was under Arnold, "strongly leaned towards flowers." Those words seem strange today. "The modern reader of 'Tom Brown's Schooldays' searches in vain for any mention of mandatory games, house colors, or cricket averages. Back then, when boys played games, they played for enjoyment; however, the prefectorial system—the system that allows a small group of twelve seventeen-year-olds to control school life—was still new and had not yet shown its effects."

Teachers and prophets have strange after-histories; and that of Dr. Arnold has been no exception. The earnest enthusiast who strove to make his pupils Christian gentlemen and who governed his school according to the principles of the Old Testament, has proved to be the founder of the worship of athletics and the worship of good form. Upon those two poles our public schools have turned for so long that we have almost come to believe that such is their essential nature, and that an English public schoolboy who wears the wrong clothes and takes no interest in football, is a contradiction in terms. Yet it was not so before Dr. Arnold; will it always be so after him? We shall see.

Teachers and leaders often have unexpected legacies, and Dr. Arnold's is no different. The passionate advocate who aimed to shape his students into respectable gentlemen and ran his school based on Old Testament values has become the pioneer of the culture surrounding sports and the emphasis on appearance. Our public schools have revolved around these two ideas for so long that we’ve nearly convinced ourselves they are their true essence, and that an English public schoolboy without the right attire and no interest in football is simply unthinkable. But it wasn’t always this way before Dr. Arnold; will it remain this way after him? We’ll find out.

BIBLIOGRAPHY

    Dean Stanley. Life and Correspondence of Dr Arnold.
    Thomas Hughes. Tom Brown's Schooldays.
    Sir H. Maxwell-Lyte. History of Eton College.
    Wilfrid Ward. W. G. Ward and the Oxford Movement.
    H. Clough. Letters. An Old Rugbaean. Recollections of Rugby.
    Thomas Arnold. Passages in a Wandering Life.

Dean Stanley. Life and Correspondence of Dr. Arnold.
    Thomas Hughes. Tom Brown's Schooldays.
    Sir H. Maxwell-Lyte. History of Eton College.
    Wilfrid Ward. W. G. Ward and the Oxford Movement.
    H. Clough. Letters. An Old Rugbaean. Recollections of Rugby.
    Thomas Arnold. Passages in a Wandering Life.

The End of General Gordon

The End of General Gordon

DURING the year 1883 a solitary English gentleman was to be seen, wandering, with a thick book under his arm, in the neighbourhood of Jerusalem. His unassuming figure, short and slight, with its half-gliding, half-tripping motion, gave him a boyish aspect, which contrasted, oddly, but not unpleasantly, with the touch of grey on his hair and whiskers. There was the same contrast—enigmatic and attractive—between the sunburnt brick-red complexion—the hue of the seasoned traveller—and the large blue eyes, with their look of almost childish sincerity. To the friendly inquirer, he would explain, in a row, soft, and very distinct voice, that he was engaged in elucidating four questions—the site of the Crucifixion, the line of division between the tribes of Benjamin and Judah, the identification of Gideon, and the position of the Garden of Eden. He was also, he would add, most anxious to discover the spot where the Ark first touched ground, after the subsidence of the Flood: he believed, indeed, that he had solved that problem, as a reference to some passages in the book which he was carrying would show.

DURING the year 1883, a solitary English gentleman could be seen wandering around Jerusalem with a thick book under his arm. His unassuming figure was short and slight, and his half-gliding, half-tripping movement gave him a boyish look that oddly, yet pleasantly, contrasted with the trace of grey in his hair and beard. There was a similar contrast—enigmatic and appealing—between his sunburnt, brick-red complexion, characteristic of a seasoned traveler, and his large blue eyes that had an almost childlike sincerity. To friendly inquirers, he would explain in a soft, clear voice that he was working on four questions: the location of the Crucifixion, the boundary between the tribes of Benjamin and Judah, the identification of Gideon, and the position of the Garden of Eden. He would also add that he was very eager to find the spot where the Ark first landed after the Flood receded; he truly believed he had figured it out, as some passages in the book he was carrying would demonstrate.

This singular person was General Gordon, and his book was the Holy
Bible.

This unique individual was General Gordon, and his book was the Holy
Bible.

In such complete retirement from the world and the ways of men, it might have seemed that a life of inordinate activity had found at last a longed-for, final peacefulness. For month after month, for an entire year, the General lingered by the banks of the Jordan. But then the enchantment was suddenly broken. Once more adventure claimed him; he plunged into the whirl of high affairs; his fate was mingled with the frenzies of Empire and the doom of peoples. And it was not in peace and rest, but in ruin and horror, that he reached his end.

In such complete withdrawal from the world and the ways of people, it might have seemed like a life of excessive activity had finally found a long-desired, lasting peace. For month after month, for an entire year, the General stayed by the banks of the Jordan. But then the spell was suddenly shattered. Once again, adventure called to him; he dove into the chaos of high affairs; his destiny became intertwined with the craziness of Empire and the fate of nations. And it was not in peace and rest, but in destruction and terror, that he met his end.

The circumstances of that tragic history, so famous, so bitterly debated, so often and so controversially described, remain full of suggestion for the curious examiner of the past. There emerges from those obscure, unhappy records an interest, not merely political and historical, but human and dramatic. One catches a vision of strange characters, moved by mysterious impulses, interacting in queer complication, and hurrying at last—so it almost seems—like creatures in a puppet show to a predestined catastrophe. The characters, too, have a charm of their own: they are curiously English. What other nation on the face of the earth could have produced Mr. Gladstone and Sir Evelyn Baring and Lord Hartington and General Gordon? Alike in their emphasis and their lack of emphasis, in their eccentricity and their conventionality, in their matter-of-factness and their romance, these four figures seem to embody the mingling contradictions of the English spirit. As for the mise-en-scene, it is perfectly appropriate. But first, let us glance at the earlier adventures of the hero of the piece.

The circumstances of that tragic history, so well-known and hotly debated, often described in controversial ways, still offer plenty of interesting insights for those curious about the past. From those obscure and unhappy records comes an intrigue that is not just political or historical, but also human and dramatic. One gets a glimpse of odd characters, driven by mysterious motivations, interacting in strange ways, and seeming to rush—like characters in a puppet show—toward an inevitable disaster. The characters themselves have their own unique charm; they are distinctly English. What other nation could have produced Mr. Gladstone, Sir Evelyn Baring, Lord Hartington, and General Gordon? United in their emphasis and lack of it, in their eccentricities and their conventional traits, in their practicality and romance, these four figures embody the mixed contradictions of the English spirit. As for the setting, it is perfectly fitting. But first, let’s look at the earlier adventures of the hero of this story.

Charles George Gordon was born in 1833. His father, of Highland and military descent, was himself a Lieutenant-General; his mother came of a family of merchants, distinguished for their sea voyages into remote regions of the Globe. As a boy, Charlie was remarkable for his high spirits, pluck, and love of mischief. Destined for the Artillery, he was sent to the Academy at Woolwich, where some other characteristics made their appearance. On one occasion, when the cadets had been forbidden to leave the dining-room and the senior corporal stood with outstretched arms in the doorway to prevent their exit, Charlie Gordon put his head down, and, butting the officer in the pit of the stomach, projected him down a flight of stairs and through a glass door at the bottom. For this act of insubordination he was nearly dismissed—while the captain of his company predicted that he would never make an officer. A little later, when he was eighteen, it came to the knowledge of the authorities that bullying was rife at the Academy. The new-comers were questioned, and one of them said that Charlie Gordon had hit him over the head with a clothes-brush. He had worked well, and his record was on the whole a good one; but the authorities took a serious view of the case, and held back his commission for six months. It was owing to this delay that he went into the Royal Engineers, instead of the Royal Artillery.

Charles George Gordon was born in 1833. His father, from a Highland and military background, was a Lieutenant-General, and his mother came from a family of merchants known for their sea voyages to distant parts of the world. As a boy, Charlie was known for his high energy, bravery, and love of mischief. Aiming for a career in the Artillery, he was sent to the Academy at Woolwich, where other traits began to show. On one occasion, when the cadets were told they couldn't leave the dining room and the senior corporal stood with his arms outstretched in the doorway to block them, Charlie Gordon lowered his head and charged at the officer, knocking him down a flight of stairs and through a glass door at the bottom. This act of defiance almost got him expelled, and the captain of his company predicted he would never become an officer. Later, at eighteen, the authorities learned that bullying was common at the Academy. When questioned, one of the newcomers revealed that Charlie Gordon had hit him on the head with a clothes-brush. Despite having performed well overall, the authorities took the situation seriously and delayed his commission by six months. This delay ultimately led him to join the Royal Engineers instead of the Royal Artillery.

He was sent to Pembroke, to work at the erection of fortifications; and at Pembroke those religious convictions, which never afterwards left him, first gained a hold upon his mind. Under the influence of his sister Augusta and of a 'very religious captain of the name of Drew', he began to reflect upon his sins, look up texts, and hope for salvation. Though he had never been confirmed—he never was confirmed—he took the sacrament every Sunday; and he eagerly perused the Priceless Diamond, Scott's Commentaries, and The Remains of the Rev. R. McCheyne. 'No novels or worldly books,' he wrote to his sister, 'come up to the Commentaries of Scott…. I, remember well when you used to get them in numbers, and I used to laugh at them; but, thank God, it is different with me now. I feel much happier and more contented than I used to do. I did not like Pembroke, but now I would not wish for any prettier place. I have got a horse and gig, and Drew and myself drive all about the country. I hope my dear father and mother think of eternal things … Dearest Augusta, pray for me, I beg of you.'

He was sent to Pembroke to help build fortifications, and it was there that the religious beliefs that never left him took hold. Influenced by his sister Augusta and a very religious captain named Drew, he started to think about his sins, look up scripture, and hope for salvation. Although he had never been confirmed—he never was confirmed—he took communion every Sunday and eagerly read the Priceless Diamond, Scott's Commentaries, and The Remains of the Rev. R. McCheyne. "No novels or secular books," he wrote to his sister, "come close to Scott's Commentaries... I remember well when you used to get them in installments, and I would laugh at them; but, thank God, it's different for me now. I feel much happier and more at peace than I used to. I didn't like Pembroke, but now I wouldn't wish for a nicer place. I have a horse and carriage, and Drew and I drive all over the countryside. I hope my dear father and mother think of eternal matters... Dearest Augusta, please pray for me; I ask you."

He was twenty-one; the Crimean War broke out; and before the year was over, he had managed to get himself transferred to Balaclava. During the siege of Sebastopol he behaved with conspicuous gallantry. Upon the declaration of peace, he was sent to Bessarabia to assist in determining the frontier between Russia and Turkey, in accordance with the Treaty of Paris; and upon this duty he was occupied for nearly two years. Not long after his return home, in 1860, war was declared upon China. Captain Gordon was dispatched to the scene of operations, but the fighting was over before he arrived. Nevertheless, he was to remain for the next four years in China, where he was to lay the foundations of extraordinary renown.

He was twenty-one when the Crimean War started, and by the end of the year, he had managed to get himself transferred to Balaclava. During the siege of Sebastopol, he showed remarkable bravery. After peace was declared, he was sent to Bessarabia to help determine the border between Russia and Turkey, as per the Treaty of Paris; he worked on this for almost two years. Not long after he returned home in 1860, war was declared on China. Captain Gordon was sent to the area of conflict, but the fighting had ended by the time he arrived. Still, he would stay in China for the next four years, where he would start to build an extraordinary reputation.

Though he was too late to take part in the capture of the Taku Forts, he was in time to witness the destruction of the Summer Palace at Peking—the act by which Lord Elgin, in the name of European civilisation, took vengeance upon the barbarism of the East.

Though he arrived too late to help capture the Taku Forts, he made it in time to see the destruction of the Summer Palace in Beijing—the act through which Lord Elgin, representing European civilization, sought revenge against the barbarism of the East.

The war was over; but the British Army remained in the country, until the payment of an indemnity by the Chinese Government was completed. A camp was formed at Tientsin, and Gordon was occupied in setting up huts for the troops. While he was thus engaged, he had a slight attack of smallpox. 'I am glad to say,' he told his sister, 'that this disease has brought me back to my Saviour, and I trust in future to be a better Christian than I have been hitherto.'

The war was over, but the British Army stayed in the country until the Chinese Government finished paying an indemnity. A camp was set up in Tientsin, and Gordon was busy building huts for the troops. While he was doing this, he had a mild case of smallpox. “I’m happy to say,” he told his sister, “that this illness has brought me back to my Savior, and I hope to be a better Christian from now on than I have been before.”

Curiously enough a similar circumstance had, more than twenty years earlier, brought about a singular succession of events which were now upon the point of opening the way to Gordon's first great adventure. In 1837, a village schoolmaster near Canton had been attacked by illness; and, as in the case of Gordon, illness had been followed by a religious revulsion. Hong-Siu-Tsuen—for such was his name—saw visions, went into ecstasies, and entered into relations with the Deity. Shortly afterwards, he fell in with a Methodist missionary from America, who instructed him in the Christian religion. The new doctrine, working upon the mystical ferment already in Hong's mind, produced a remarkable result. He was, he declared, the prophet of God; he was more—he was the Son of God; he was Tien Wang, the Celestial King; he was the younger brother of Jesus. The times were propitious, and proselytes soon gathered around him. Having conceived a grudge against the Government, owing to his failure in an examination, Hong gave a political turn to his teaching, which soon developed into a propaganda of rebellion against the rule of the Manchus and the Mandarins. The authorities took fright, attempted to suppress Hong by force, and failed. The movement spread. By 1850 the rebels were overrunning the populous and flourishing delta of the Yangtse Kiang, and had become a formidable force. In 1853 they captured Nankin, which was henceforth their capital. The Tien Wang, established himself in a splendid palace, and proclaimed his new evangel. His theogony included the wife of God, or the celestial Mother, the wife of Jesus, or the celestial daughter-in-law, and a sister of Jesus, whom he married to one of his lieutenants, who thus became the celestial son-in-law; the Holy Ghost, however, was eliminated.

Interestingly, a similar situation occurred more than twenty years earlier that led to a unique series of events, now about to give rise to Gordon's first major adventure. In 1837, a village schoolmaster near Canton fell ill; much like Gordon, his illness was followed by a spiritual awakening. Hong-Siu-Tsuen—his name—began having visions, entered trances, and developed a connection with the divine. Soon after, he met an American Methodist missionary who taught him about Christianity. The new beliefs fed into the mystical turmoil already swirling in Hong's mind, resulting in a striking development. He claimed to be a prophet of God; more than that, he proclaimed himself the Son of God; he called himself Tien Wang, the Celestial King; he said he was Jesus' younger brother. The moment was ripe for change, and followers quickly gathered around him. Harboring a resentment against the government due to his failure on an examination, Hong infused his teachings with a political angle, which soon escalated into a rebellion against the Manchu rule and the Mandarins. The authorities panicked and tried to suppress Hong by force, but they failed. The movement gained momentum. By 1850, the rebels were sweeping through the busy and prosperous Yangtse Kiang delta, becoming a powerful force. In 1853, they captured Nanjing, which then became their capital. The Tien Wang established himself in an impressive palace and announced his new gospel. His theogony included the wife of God, or the celestial Mother, the wife of Jesus, or the celestial daughter-in-law, and a sister of Jesus, whom he married off to one of his lieutenants, who thereby became the celestial son-in-law; however, the Holy Ghost was excluded.

His mission was to root out Demons and Manchus from the face of the earth, and to establish Taiping, the reign of eternal peace. In the meantime, retiring into the depths of his palace, he left the further conduct of earthly operations to his lieutenants, upon whom he bestowed the title of 'Wangs' (kings), while he himself, surrounded by thirty wives and one hundred concubines, devoted his energies to the spiritual side of his mission. The Taiping Rebellion, as it came to be called, had now reached its furthest extent. The rebels were even able to occupy, for more than a year, the semi-European city of Shanghai. But then the tide turned. The latent forces of the Empire gradually asserted themselves. The rebels lost ground, their armies were defeated, and in 1859 Nankin itself was besieged, and the Celestial King trembled in his palace. The end seemed to be at hand, when there was a sudden twist of Fortune's wheel. The war of 1860, the invasion of China by European armies, their march into the interior, and their occupation of Peking, not only saved the rebels from destruction, but allowed them to recover the greater part of what they had lost. Once more they seized upon the provinces of the delta, once more they menaced Shanghai. It was clear that the Imperial army was incompetent, and the Shanghai merchants determined to provide for their own safety as best they could. They accordingly got together a body of troops, partly Chinese and partly European, and under European officers, to which they entrusted the defence of the town. This small force, which, after a few preliminary successes, received from the Chinese Government the title of the 'Ever Victorious Army', was able to hold the rebels at bay, but it could do no more. For two years Shanghai was in constant danger. The Taipings, steadily growing in power, were spreading destruction far and wide. The Ever Victorious Army was the only force capable of opposing them, and the Ever Victorious Army was defeated more often than not. Its first European leader had been killed; his successor quarrelled with the Chinese Governor, Li Hung Chang, and was dismissed. At last it was determined to ask the General at the head of the British Army of Occupation for the loan of an officer to command the force. The English, who had been at first inclined to favour the Taipings, on religious grounds, were now convinced, on practical grounds, of the necessity of suppressing them. It was in these circumstances that, early in 1863, the command of the Ever Victorious Army was offered to Gordon. He accepted it, received the title of General from the Chinese authorities, and entered forthwith upon his new task. He was just thirty.

His mission was to eliminate Demons and Manchus from the earth and to establish Taiping, a reign of eternal peace. Meanwhile, he retreated into his palace, leaving the earthly operations to his lieutenants, whom he called 'Wangs' (kings). Surrounded by thirty wives and one hundred concubines, he focused his energy on the spiritual aspect of his mission. The Taiping Rebellion, as it became known, had reached its peak. The rebels managed to occupy the semi-European city of Shanghai for over a year. But then things changed. The hidden forces of the Empire started to emerge. The rebels lost ground, their armies were defeated, and in 1859, Nankin itself was besieged, causing the Celestial King to tremble in his palace. Just when it seemed like the end was near, Fortune turned. In 1860, European armies invaded China, marched inland, and occupied Peking, which not only saved the rebels from destruction but also allowed them to regain much of what they had lost. Once again, they took back the provinces of the delta and threatened Shanghai. It became clear that the Imperial army was ineffective, prompting Shanghai merchants to take measures for their safety. They organized a group of troops, a mix of Chinese and European forces, under European officers, to defend the town. This small force, which had early successes and was later recognized by the Chinese Government as the 'Ever Victorious Army', managed to hold the rebels at bay, but could do no more. For two years, Shanghai was in constant danger. The Taipings were gaining strength and causing widespread destruction. The Ever Victorious Army was the only force able to oppose them, yet it suffered more defeats than victories. Its first European leader had been killed; his replacement conflicted with the Chinese Governor, Li Hung Chang, and was dismissed. Eventually, it was decided to ask the General leading the British Army of Occupation for an officer to command the force. The English, who had initially been supportive of the Taipings for religious reasons, were now convinced of the practical need to suppress them. In these circumstances, early in 1863, the command of the Ever Victorious Army was offered to Gordon. He accepted, received the title of General from the Chinese authorities, and immediately began his new role. He was just thirty.

In eighteen months, he told Li Hung Chang, the business would be finished; and he was as good as his word. The difficulties before him were very great. A vast tract of country was in the possession of the rebels—an area, at the lowest estimate, of 14,000 square miles with a population of 20,000,000. For centuries this low-lying plain of the Yangtse delta, rich in silk and tea, fertilised by elaborate irrigation, and covered with great walled cities, had been one of the most flourishing districts in China. Though it was now being rapidly ruined by the depredations of the Taipings, its strategic strength was obviously enormous. Gordon, however, with the eye of a born general, perceived that he could convert the very feature of the country which, on the face of it, most favoured an army on the defence—its complicated geographical system of interlacing roads and waterways, canals, lakes and rivers—into a means of offensive warfare. The force at his disposal was small, but it was mobile. He had a passion for map-making, and had already, in his leisure hours, made a careful survey of the country round Shanghai; he was thus able to execute a series of manoeuvres which proved fatal to the enemy. By swift marches and counter-marches, by sudden attacks and surprises, above all by the dispatch of armed steamboats up the circuitous waterways into positions from which they could fall upon the enemy in reverse, he was able gradually to force back the rebels, to cut them off piecemeal in the field, and to seize upon their cities. But, brilliant as these operations were, Gordon's military genius showed itself no less unmistakably in other directions. The Ever Victorious Army, recruited from the riff-raff of Shanghai, was an ill-disciplined, ill-organised body of about three thousand men, constantly on the verge of mutiny, supporting itself on plunder, and, at the slightest provocation, melting into thin air. Gordon, by sheer force of character, established over this incoherent mass of ruffians an extraordinary ascendancy. He drilled them with rigid severity; he put them into a uniform, armed them systematically, substituted pay for loot, and was even able, at last, to introduce regulations of a sanitary kind. There were some terrible scenes, in which the General, alone, faced the whole furious army, and quelled it: scenes of rage, desperation, towering courage, and summary execution. Eventually he attained an almost magical prestige. Walking at the head of his troops with nothing but a light cane in his hand, he seemed to pass through every danger with the scatheless equanimity of a demi-god. The Taipings themselves were awed into a strange reverence. More than once their leaders, in a frenzy of fear and admiration, ordered the sharp-shooters not to take aim at the advancing figure of the faintly smiling Englishman.

In eighteen months, he told Li Hung Chang, the business would be done; and he kept his promise. The challenges he faced were massive. A huge area was controlled by the rebels—at least 14,000 square miles with a population of 20 million. For centuries, the low-lying plain of the Yangtze Delta, rich in silk and tea, had been one of the most prosperous regions in China, thanks to intricate irrigation and its many walled cities. Although it was being rapidly devastated by the Taipings, its strategic importance was undeniable. Gordon, with the insight of a natural leader, recognized that he could turn the very geographic features that seemed to benefit a defensive army—its complex network of roads, waterways, canals, lakes, and rivers—into a tool for offense. His available force was small, but it was agile. He had a passion for map-making and had already done a detailed survey of the area around Shanghai in his free time; this allowed him to execute a series of maneuvers that proved disastrous for the enemy. Through quick marches and counter-marches, surprise attacks, and particularly by sending armed steamboats up the winding waterways to strike the enemy from behind, he gradually pushed back the rebels, picking them off piece by piece in battle and capturing their cities. But, as impressive as these maneuvers were, Gordon's military brilliance was evident in other ways, too. The Ever Victorious Army, made up of the misfits of Shanghai, was a disorganized and poorly disciplined group of about three thousand men, always on the brink of mutiny, living off plunder, and vanishing at the slightest threat. Through sheer strength of character, Gordon gained incredible control over this chaotic group of rogues. He trained them with strict discipline, put them in uniforms, armed them systematically, replaced their loot with pay, and eventually implemented sanitary regulations. There were some intense moments where the General faced the furious army alone and subdued it: moments of rage, desperation, unmatched courage, and swift justice. In time, he earned almost a magical reputation. Walking at the front of his troops with just a light cane, he seemed to navigate every threat with the unscathed calm of a demigod. The Taipings were left with an unusual respect for him. More than once, their leaders, caught between fear and admiration, ordered their snipers not to aim at the approaching figure of the faintly smiling Englishman.

It is significant that Gordon found it easier to win battles and to crush mutineers than to keep on good terms with the Chinese authorities. He had to act in cooperation with a large native force; and it was only natural that the general at the head of it should grow more and more jealous and angry as the Englishman's successes revealed more and more clearly his own incompetence. At first, indeed, Gordon could rely upon the support of the Governor. Li Flung Chang's experience of Europeans had been hitherto limited to low-class adventurers, and Gordon came as a revelation.

It’s noteworthy that Gordon found it easier to win battles and defeat mutineers than to maintain a good relationship with the Chinese authorities. He had to work alongside a large local force, and it was only natural for the general leading it to become increasingly jealous and frustrated as the Englishman’s successes highlighted his own shortcomings. Initially, Gordon could count on the support of the Governor. Li Hung Chang’s previous encounters with Europeans had mostly been with low-level adventurers, and Gordon was a breath of fresh air.

'It is a direct blessing from Heaven,' he noted in his diary, 'the coming of this British Gordon…. He is superior in manner and bearing to any of the foreigners whom I have come into contact with, and does not show outwardly that conceit which makes most of them repugnant in my sight.'

'It’s a direct blessing from Heaven,' he wrote in his diary, 'the arrival of this British Gordon…. He has a more refined manner and presence than any of the foreigners I’ve interacted with, and he doesn’t display the arrogance that makes most of them unpleasant in my eyes.'

A few months later, after he had accompanied Gordon on a victorious expedition, the Mandarin's enthusiasm burst forth.

A few months later, after he had gone with Gordon on a successful expedition, the Mandarin's excitement came out.

'What a sight for tired eyes,' he wrote, 'what an elixir for a heavy heart—to see this splendid Englishman fight!… If there is anything that I admire nearly as much as the superb scholarship of Tseng Kuofan, it is the military qualities of this fine officer. He is a glorious fellow!' In his emotion, Li Hung Chang addressed Gordon as his brother, declaring that he 'considered him worthy to fill the place of the brother who is departed. Could I have said more in all the words of the world?' Then something happened which impressed and mystified the sensitive Chinaman.

'What a sight for tired eyes,' he wrote, 'what an elixir for a heavy heart—to see this incredible Englishman fight!… If there's anything I admire nearly as much as Tseng Kuofan's outstanding scholarship, it's the military skills of this great officer. He is a remarkable man!' Overcome with emotion, Li Hung Chang called Gordon his brother, saying that he 'considered him worthy to take the place of the brother who has passed away. Could I have said more in all the words of the world?' Then something occurred that impressed and puzzled the sensitive Chinese man.

'The Englishman's face was first filled with a deep pleasure, and then he seemed to be thinking of something depressing and sad; for the smile went from his mouth and there were tears in his eyes when he thanked me for what I had said. Can it be that he has, or has had, some great trouble in his life, and that he fights recklessly to forget it, or that Death has no terrors for him?'

'The Englishman’s face first lit up with deep pleasure, but then he seemed to be lost in some dark and sad thought; his smile faded, and tears welled up in his eyes as he thanked me for what I had said. Could it be that he has, or has had, some significant trouble in his life, and that he’s fighting recklessly to forget it, or that Death doesn’t frighten him?'

But, as time went on, Li Hung Chang's attitude began to change. 'General Gordon,' he notes in July, 'must control his tongue, even if he lets his mind run loose.' The Englishman had accused him of intriguing with the Chinese general, and of withholding money due to the Ever Victorious Army. 'Why does he not accord me the honours that are due to me, as head of the military and civil authority in these parts?' By September, the Governor's earlier transports have been replaced by a more judicial frame of mind.

But as time passed, Li Hung Chang's attitude started to shift. "General Gordon," he remarks in July, "needs to watch his words, even if he lets his thoughts wander." The Englishman had accused him of colluding with the Chinese general and of withholding funds owed to the Ever Victorious Army. "Why doesn’t he give me the respect I deserve as the head of military and civil authority here?" By September, the Governor's earlier emotional responses had given way to a more objective outlook.

'With his many faults, his pride, his temper, and his never-ending demand for money, (for one is a noble man, and in spite of all I have said to him or about him) I will ever think most highly of him…. He is an honest man, but difficult to get on with.'

'With his many flaws—his pride, his temper, and his constant need for money—(for he is a noble man, and despite everything I have said to him or about him) I will always hold him in high regard…. He is an honest man, but tough to deal with.'

Disagreements of this kind might perhaps have been tided over until the end of the campaign; but an unfortunate incident suddenly led to a more serious quarrel. Gordon's advance had been fiercely contested, but it had been constant; he had captured several important towns; and in October he laid siege to the city of Soo-chow, once one of the most famous and splendid in China. In December, its fall being obviously imminent, the Taiping leaders agreed to surrender it on condition that their lives were spared. Gordon was a party to the agreement, and laid special stress upon his presence with the Imperial forces as a pledge of its fulfilment. No sooner, however, was the city surrendered than the rebel 'Wangs' were assassinated. In his fury, it is said that Gordon searched everywhere for Li Hung Chang with a loaded pistol in his hand. He was convinced of the complicity of the Governor, who, on his side, denied that he was responsible for what had happened.

Disagreements like this might have been smoothed over until the end of the campaign; however, an unfortunate event suddenly sparked a more serious conflict. Gordon’s advance faced fierce opposition, but it was relentless; he captured several key towns, and in October he laid siege to the city of Soo-chow, once one of the most famous and impressive in China. By December, with its fall obviously imminent, the Taiping leaders agreed to surrender it on the condition that their lives would be spared. Gordon was part of this agreement and emphasized his presence with the Imperial forces as a guarantee of its fulfillment. But as soon as the city surrendered, the rebel 'Wangs' were assassinated. In his rage, it’s said that Gordon searched everywhere for Li Hung Chang with a loaded gun in hand. He was convinced that the Governor was involved, while the Governor denied any responsibility for what had happened.

'I asked him why I should plot, and go around a mountain, when a mere order, written with five strokes of the quill, would have accomplished the same thing. He did not answer, but he insulted me, and said he would report my treachery, as he called it, to Shanghai and England. Let him do so; he cannot bring the crazy Wangs back.'

'I asked him why I should take the long route around the mountain when just a simple order, written in five strokes of a pen, would do the same job. He didn’t answer but insulted me, saying he would report my so-called treachery to Shanghai and England. Let him do it; he can't bring the crazy Wangs back.'

The agitated Mandarin hoped to placate Gordon by a large gratuity and an
Imperial medal; but the plan was not successful.

The upset Mandarin tried to calm Gordon down with a big tip and an
Imperial medal, but the plan didn’t work.

'General Gordon,' he writes, 'called upon me in his angriest mood. He repeated his former speeches about the Wangs. I did not attempt to argue with him … He refused the 10,000 taels, which I had ready for him, and, with an oath, said that he did not want the Throne's medal. This is showing the greatest disrespect.'

'General Gordon,' he writes, 'came to see me in his angriest mood. He went over his previous speeches about the Wangs again. I didn’t try to argue with him … He turned down the 10,000 taels I had ready for him and, with an oath, said he didn’t want the Throne's medal. This is showing the greatest disrespect.'

Gordon resigned his command; and it was only with the utmost reluctance that he agreed at last to resume it. An arduous and terrible series of operations followed; but they were successful, and by June, 1864, the Ever Victorious Army, having accomplished its task, was disbanded. The Imperial forces now closed round Nankin; the last hopes of the Tien Wang had vanished. In the recesses of his seraglio, the Celestial King, judging that the time had come for the conclusion of his mission, swallowed gold leaf until he ascended to Heaven. In July, Nankin was taken, the remaining chiefs were executed, and the rebellion was at an end. The Chinese Government gave Gordon the highest rank in its military hierarchy, and invested him with the yellow jacket and the peacock's feather. He rejected an enormous offer of money; but he could not refuse a great gold medal, specially struck in his honour by order of the Emperor. At the end of the year he returned to England, where the conqueror of the Taipings was made a Companion of the Bath.

Gordon stepped down from his command, and it was only after a lot of hesitation that he finally agreed to take it back. A tough and brutal series of operations followed, but they were successful, and by June 1864, the Ever Victorious Army, having completed its mission, was disbanded. The Imperial forces then surrounded Nankin; the last hopes of the Tien Wang had disappeared. In the privacy of his palace, the Celestial King, believing it was time to end his mission, swallowed gold leaf until he ascended to Heaven. In July, Nankin was captured, the remaining leaders were executed, and the rebellion was over. The Chinese Government awarded Gordon the highest rank in its military hierarchy and granted him the yellow jacket and the peacock's feather. He turned down a huge sum of money, but he couldn't refuse a special gold medal issued in his honor by the Emperor. By the end of the year, he returned to England, where the conqueror of the Taipings was made a Companion of the Bath.

That the English authorities should have seen fit to recognise Gordon's services by the reward usually reserved for industrious clerks was typical of their attitude towards him until the very end of his career. Perhaps if he had been ready to make the most of the wave of popularity which greeted him on his return—if he had advertised his fame and, amid high circles, played the part of Chinese Gordon in a becoming manner—the results would have been different. But he was by nature farouche; his soul revolted against dinner parties and stiff shirts; and the presence of ladies—especially of fashionable ladies—filled him with uneasiness. He had, besides, a deeper dread of the world's contaminations. And so, when he was appointed to Gravesend to supervise the erection of a system of forts at the mouth of the Thames, he remained there quietly for six years, and at last was almost forgotten. The forts, which were extremely expensive and quite useless, occupied his working hours; his leisure he devoted to acts of charity and to religious contemplation. The neighbourhood was a poverty-stricken one, and the kind Colonel, with his tripping step and simple manner, was soon a familiar figure in it, chatting with the seamen, taking provisions to starving families, or visiting some bedridden old woman to light her fire. He was particularly fond of boys. Ragged street arabs and rough sailor-lads crowded about him. They were made free of his house and garden; they visited him in the evenings for lessons and advice; he helped them, found them employment, corresponded with them when they went out into the world. They were, he said, his Wangs. It was only by a singular austerity of living that he was able to afford such a variety of charitable expenses. The easy luxuries of his class and station were unknown to him: his clothes verged upon the shabby; and his frugal meals were eaten at a table with a drawer, into which the loaf and plate were quickly swept at the approach of his poor visitors. Special occasions demanded special sacrifices. When, during the Lancashire famine, a public subscription was opened, finding that he had no ready money, he remembered his Chinese medal, and, after effacing the inscription, dispatched it as an anonymous gift.

That the English authorities decided to reward Gordon’s services with a recognition typically given to diligent clerks was typical of how they viewed him throughout his career. If he had capitalized on the wave of popularity he experienced upon his return—if he had promoted his fame and, in elite circles, played the role of Chinese Gordon in a charming way—the outcomes might have been different. But he was naturally aloof; he detested dinner parties and formal attire, and the presence of women—especially fashionable ones—made him uncomfortable. Moreover, he was deeply wary of the corrupting influences of the world. So, when he was assigned to Gravesend to oversee the construction of a system of forts at the Thames estuary, he quietly remained there for six years, almost forgotten. The forts, which were very costly and pretty much useless, occupied his work hours; he devoted his free time to charitable acts and religious reflection. The area was impoverished, and the kind Colonel, with his lively step and straightforward manner, quickly became a familiar sight, chatting with sailors, delivering food to struggling families, or visiting bedridden elderly women to light their fires. He had a particular fondness for boys. Ragged street kids and rough sailor lads gathered around him. They were allowed to roam his home and garden; they came to him in the evenings for lessons and guidance; he helped them find jobs and corresponded with them when they ventured into the world. He called them his Wangs. It was only through a strict lifestyle that he could manage such a wide range of charitable activities. The simple luxuries typical of his class were completely foreign to him: his clothes were nearly shabby, and his modest meals were taken at a table with a drawer, into which the bread and plate were quickly tucked away when his poor visitors arrived. Special occasions required special sacrifices. During the Lancashire famine, when a public fundraising effort was initiated, realizing he had no cash on hand, he recalled his Chinese medal, and after removing the inscription, sent it as an anonymous contribution.

Except for his boys and his paupers, he lived alone. In his solitude, he ruminated upon the mysteries of the universe; and those religious tendencies, which had already shown themselves, now became a fixed and dominating factor in his life. His reading was confined almost entirely to the Bible; but the Bible he read and re-read with an untiring, unending assiduity. There, he was convinced, all truth was to be found; and he was equally convinced that he could find it. The doubts of philosophers, the investigations of commentators, the smiles of men of the world, the dogmas of Churches—such things meant nothing to the Colonel. Two facts alone were evident: there was the Bible, and there was himself; and all that remained to be done was for him to discover what were the Bible's instructions, and to act accordingly. In order to make this discovery it was only necessary for him to read the Bible over and over again; and therefore, for the rest of his life, he did so.

Except for his kids and the people in need, he lived alone. In his solitude, he pondered the mysteries of the universe, and those religious inclinations that had already appeared became a central and guiding part of his life. His reading was almost entirely focused on the Bible; he read and re-read it with tireless, constant dedication. He was convinced that all truth could be found there, and he believed he could uncover it. The doubts of philosophers, the inquiries of commentators, the dismissive smiles of worldly people, the doctrines of churches—none of that mattered to the Colonel. Two things were clear: there was the Bible, and there was him; all he needed to do was discover the Bible's teachings and follow them. To make this discovery, he simply had to read the Bible over and over again, and so, for the rest of his life, he did.

The faith that he evolved was mystical and fatalistic; it was also highly unconventional. His creed, based upon the narrow foundations of Jewish Scripture, eked out occasionally by some English evangelical manual, was yet wide enough to ignore every doctrinal difference, and even, at moments, to transcend the bounds of Christianity itself. The just man was he who submitted to the Will of God, and the Will of God, inscrutable and absolute, could be served aright only by those who turned away from earthly desires and temporal temptations, to rest themselves whole-heartedly upon the in-dwelling Spirit. Human beings were the transitory embodiments of souls who had existed through an infinite past, and would continue to exist through an infinite future. The world was vanity; the flesh was dust and ashes.

The faith he developed was mystical and fatalistic; it was also very unconventional. His beliefs, based on the limited foundations of Jewish Scripture, sometimes supplemented by an English evangelical guide, were broad enough to overlook any doctrinal differences and even, at times, to go beyond the limits of Christianity itself. The righteous person was someone who accepted the Will of God, and the Will of God, which is mysterious and absolute, could only be properly served by those who turned away from worldly desires and temporary temptations, fully relying on the inner Spirit. Humans were temporary vessels of souls that had existed for an infinite time and would continue to exist for an infinite future. The world was meaningless; the flesh was just dust and ashes.

'A man,' Gordon wrote to his sister, 'who knows not the secret, who has not the in-dwelling of God revealed to him, is like this—[picture of a circle with Body and Soul written within it]. He takes the promises and curses as addressed to him as one man, and will not hear of there being any birth before his natural birth, in any existence except with the body he is in. The man to whom the secret (the indwelling of God) is revealed is like this: [picture of a circle with soul and body enclosed in two separate circles].

'A man,' Gordon wrote to his sister, 'who doesn't know the secret, who hasn't had the presence of God revealed to him, is like this—[picture of a circle with Body and Soul written inside it]. He takes the promises and curses as meant for him as an individual, and refuses to consider that there could be a birth before his physical birth, in any existence other than the body he occupies. The man who has the secret (the presence of God) revealed to him is like this: [picture of a circle with soul and body enclosed in two separate circles].

He applies the promises to one and the curses to the other, if disobedient, which he must be, except the soul is enabled by God to rule. He then sees he is not of this world; for when he speaks of himself he quite disregards the body his soul lives in, which is earthly.'

He applies the promises to one and the curses to the other, if they are disobedient, which they will be, unless God empowers the soul to lead. He realizes he doesn’t belong to this world; when he talks about himself, he completely overlooks the body his soul inhabits, which is earthly.

Such conceptions are familiar enough in the history of religious thought: they are those of the hermit and the fakir; and it might have been expected that, when once they had taken hold upon his mind, Gordon would have been content to lay aside the activities of his profession, and would have relapsed at last into the complete retirement of holy meditation. But there were other elements in his nature which urged him towards a very different course. He was no simple quietist. He was an English gentleman, an officer, a man of energy and action, a lover of danger and the audacities that defeat danger; a passionate creature, flowing over with the self-assertiveness of independent judgment and the arbitrary temper of command.

Such ideas are quite common in the history of religious thought: they belong to the hermit and the fakir; and it might have been expected that, once these thoughts took hold of him, Gordon would have been satisfied to set aside his professional activities and eventually retreat into complete solitude for holy reflection. However, there were other aspects of his character that pushed him toward a very different path. He was not simply a quietist. He was an English gentleman, an officer, a man of energy and action, someone who loved danger and the boldness that challenges it; a passionate individual, brimming with the assertiveness of independent thought and the commanding spirit of leadership.

Whatever he might find in his pocket-Bible, it was not for such as he to dream out his days in devout obscurity. But, conveniently enough, he found nothing in his pocket-Bible indicating that he should. What he did find was that the Will of God was inscrutable and absolute; that it was man's duty to follow where God's hand led; and, if God's hand led towards violent excitements and extraordinary vicissitudes, that it was not only futile, it was impious to turn another way. Fatalism is always apt to be a double-edged philosophy; for while, on the one hand, it reveals the minutest occurrences as the immutable result of a rigid chain of infinitely predestined causes, on the other, it invests the wildest incoherences of conduct or of circumstance with the sanctity of eternal law. And Gordon's fatalism was no exception. The same doctrine that led him to dally with omens, to search for prophetic texts, and to append, in brackets, the apotropaic initials D.V. after every statement in his letters implying futurity, led him also to envisage his moods and his desires, his passing reckless whims and his deep unconscious instincts, as the mysterious manifestations of the indwelling God. That there was danger lurking in such a creed he was very well aware. The grosser temptations of the world—money and the vulgar attributes of power—had, indeed, no charms for him; but there were subtler and more insinuating allurements which it was not so easy to resist. More than one observer declared that ambition was, in reality, the essential motive in his life: ambition, neither for wealth nor titles, but for fame and influence, for the swaying of multitudes, and for that kind of enlarged and intensified existence 'where breath breathes most even in the mouths of men'. Was it so? In the depths of Gordon's soul there were intertwining contradictions—intricate recesses where egoism and renunciation melted into one another, where the flesh lost itself in the spirit, and the spirit in the flesh. What was the Will of God? The question, which first became insistent during his retirement at Gravesend, never afterwards left him; it might almost be said that he spent the remainder of his life in searching for the answer to it. In all his Odysseys, in all his strange and agitated adventures, a day never passed on which he neglected the voice of eternal wisdom as it spoke through the words of Paul or Solomon, of Jonah or Habakkuk. He opened his Bible, he read, and then he noted down his reflections upon scraps of paper, which, periodically pinned together, he dispatched to one or other of his religious friends, and particularly his sister Augusta. The published extracts from these voluminous outpourings lay bare the inner history of Gordon's spirit, and reveal the pious visionary of Gravesend in the restless hero of three continents.

No matter what he might discover in his pocket Bible, he wasn't the type to spend his days in devout anonymity. Conveniently, he found nothing in his pocket Bible suggesting he should. What he did discover was that the Will of God was complex and absolute; that it was man's duty to follow where God led; and if God’s hand directed him toward violent thrills and extraordinary ups and downs, it was not only pointless but also wrong to go another way. Fatalism often turns out to be a double-edged sword; on one hand, it reveals every small event as the unchangeable outcome of a strict chain of preordained causes, while on the other, it grants the wildest irregularities in behavior or circumstances the authority of eternal law. Gordon’s fatalism was no different. The same belief that made him ponder omens, seek prophetic texts, and add, in brackets, the protective initials D.V. after every statement about the future in his letters, also made him view his moods and desires, his fleeting reckless whims and deep unconscious instincts, as mysterious signs of the God within. He was well aware of the dangers in such a belief. The more obvious temptations of the world—money and the crude aspects of power—didn’t attract him; however, there were subtler, more insidious temptations that were harder to resist. More than one observer claimed that ambition was truly the driving force in his life: not the ambition for wealth or titles, but for fame and influence, for swaying the masses, and for a kind of expanded, intensified existence "where breath breathes most even in the mouths of men." Was this true? Deep within Gordon's soul were intertwining contradictions—complex areas where self-interest and self-denial blended together, where the flesh merged with the spirit, and the spirit with the flesh. What was the Will of God? The question, which first became pressing during his retreat at Gravesend, never left him afterward; one could almost say he spent the rest of his life searching for the answer. In all his journeys, in all his strange and troubled adventures, every day passed without him neglecting the voice of eternal wisdom as it spoke through the words of Paul, Solomon, Jonah, or Habakkuk. He opened his Bible, read, and then wrote down his thoughts on scraps of paper, which he periodically pinned together and sent to one of his religious friends, especially his sister Augusta. The published excerpts from these lengthy writings lay bare the inner history of Gordon’s spirit, revealing the pious dreamer of Gravesend in the restless hero of three continents.

His seclusion came to an end in a distinctly providential manner. In accordance with a stipulation in the Treaty of Paris, an international commission had been appointed to improve the navigation of the Danube; and Gordon, who had acted on a similar body fifteen years earlier, was sent out to represent Great Britain. At Constantinople, he chanced to meet the Egyptian minister, Nubar Pasha. The Governorship of the Equatorial Provinces of the Sudan was about to fall vacant; and Nubar offered the post to Gordon, who accepted it.

His time in seclusion ended in a surprisingly fortunate way. As part of an agreement in the Treaty of Paris, an international commission was set up to enhance navigation on the Danube, and Gordon, who had served on a similar commission fifteen years earlier, was sent to represent Great Britain. While in Constantinople, he happened to meet the Egyptian minister, Nubar Pasha. The Governorship of the Equatorial Provinces of the Sudan was about to become available, and Nubar offered the position to Gordon, who accepted it.

'For some wise design,' he wrote to his sister, 'God turns events one way or another, whether man likes it or not, as a man driving a horse turns it to right or left without consideration as to whether the horse likes that way or not. To be happy, a man must be like a well-broken, willing horse, ready for anything. Events will go as God likes.'

'For some clever design,' he wrote to his sister, 'God guides events in one direction or another, whether we like it or not, just like a man directing a horse turns it right or left without caring if the horse prefers one way over the other. To be happy, a person must be like a trained, willing horse, ready for anything. Things will unfold as God intends.'

And then followed six years of extraordinary, desperate, unceasing, and ungrateful labour. The unexplored and pestilential region of Equatoria, stretching southwards to the Great Lakes and the sources of the Nile, had been annexed to Egypt by the Khedive Ismail, who, while he squandered his millions on Parisian ballet-dancers, dreamt strange dreams of glory and empire. Those dim tracts of swamp and forest in Central Africa were—so he declared—to be 'opened up'; they were to receive the blessings of civilisation, they were to become a source of eternal honour to himself and Egypt. The slave-trade, which flourished there, was to be put down; the savage inhabitants were to become acquainted with freedom, justice, and prosperity. Incidentally, a government monopoly in ivory was to be established, and the place was to be made a paying concern. Ismail, hopelessly in debt to a horde of European creditors, looked to Europe to support him in his schemes. Europe, and, in particular, England, with her passion for extraneous philanthropy, was not averse. Sir Samuel Baker became the first Governor of Equatoria, and now Gordon was to carry on the good work. In such circumstances it was only natural that Gordon should consider himself a special instrument in God's band. To put his disinterestedness beyond doubt, he reduced his salary, which had been fixed at L10,000, to L2,000. He took over his new duties early in 1874, and it was not long before he had a first hint of disillusionment. On his way up the Nile, he was received in state at Khartoum by the Egyptian Governor-General of the Sudan, his immediate official superior.

And then came six years of extraordinary, desperate, nonstop, and unappreciated work. The unexplored and disease-ridden area of Equatoria, stretching south towards the Great Lakes and the sources of the Nile, had been annexed to Egypt by Khedive Ismail, who, while wasting his fortune on Parisian ballet dancers, dreamed strange dreams of glory and empire. Those misty stretches of swamp and forest in Central Africa were—so he claimed—to be 'opened up'; they were to receive the benefits of civilization, and they were to become a source of eternal pride for himself and Egypt. The slave trade, which thrived there, was to be abolished; the savage inhabitants were to learn about freedom, justice, and prosperity. Meanwhile, a government monopoly on ivory was to be set up, and the area was to be made profitable. Ismail, hopelessly in debt to a crowd of European creditors, looked to Europe for support in his plans. Europe, especially England, with its enthusiasm for foreign philanthropy, was not opposed. Sir Samuel Baker became the first Governor of Equatoria, and now Gordon was to continue the good work. Under these circumstances, it was only natural that Gordon would see himself as a special instrument of God. To prove his selflessness, he reduced his salary, which had been set at £10,000, to £2,000. He took on his new responsibilities in early 1874, and it wasn't long before he got his first hint of disillusionment. On his way up the Nile, he was welcomed in style at Khartoum by the Egyptian Governor-General of the Sudan, his immediate official superior.

The function ended in a prolonged banquet, followed by a mixed ballet of soldiers and completely naked young women, who danced in a circle, beat time with their feet, and accompanied their gestures with a curious sound of clucking. At last the Austrian Consul, overcome by the exhilaration of the scene, flung himself in a frenzy among the dancers; the Governor-General, shouting with delight, seemed about to follow suit, when Gordon abruptly left the room, and the party broke up in confusion.

The event wrapped up with a lengthy feast, followed by a strange performance featuring soldiers and completely naked young women dancing in a circle, tapping their feet, and accompanying their movements with a peculiar clucking sound. Finally, the Austrian Consul, caught up in the excitement, threw himself into the fray among the dancers; the Governor-General, laughing loudly, looked like he was about to join in when Gordon suddenly exited the room, causing the gathering to dissolve in chaos.

When, 1,500 miles to the southward, Gordon reached the seat of his government, and the desolation of the Tropics closed over him, the agonising nature of his task stood fully revealed. For the next three years he struggled with enormous difficulties—with the confused and horrible country, the appalling climate, the maddening insects and the loathsome diseases, the indifference of subordinates and superiors, the savagery of the slave-traders, and the hatred of the inhabitants. One by one the small company of his European staff succumbed. With a few hundred Egyptian soldiers he had to suppress insurrections, make roads, establish fortified posts, and enforce the government monopoly of ivory. All this he accomplished; he even succeeded in sending enough money to Cairo to pay for the expenses of the expedition. But a deep gloom had fallen upon his spirit. When, after a series of incredible obstacles had been overcome, a steamer was launched upon the unexplored Albert Nyanza, he turned his back upon the lake, leaving the glory of its navigation to his Italian lieutenant, Gessi. 'I wish,' he wrote, 'to give a practical proof of what I think regarding the inordinate praise which is given to an explorer.' Among his distresses and self-mortifications, he loathed the thought of all such honours, and remembered the attentions of English society with a snarl.

When Gordon arrived at the seat of his government, 1,500 miles to the south, and the desolation of the tropics surrounded him, the true nature of his daunting task became clear. For the next three years, he grappled with immense challenges—the chaotic and horrifying landscape, the brutal climate, the irritating insects, and the repulsive diseases, as well as the indifference from both superiors and subordinates, the brutality of the slave traders, and the animosity of the local people. One by one, his small team of European staff members succumbed. With a few hundred Egyptian soldiers, he had to put down rebellions, build roads, set up fortified outposts, and enforce the government's ivory monopoly. He managed to achieve all of this; he even succeeded in sending enough money back to Cairo to cover the expedition's expenses. However, a profound sadness had settled over him. After overcoming a series of incredible obstacles and launching a steamer on the uncharted Albert Nyanza, he turned away from the lake, leaving the honor of navigating it to his Italian lieutenant, Gessi. "I want," he wrote, "to give a practical demonstration of my thoughts on the excessive praise given to explorers." Amid his struggles and self-denials, he despised the idea of such accolades and recalled the attention of English society with disdain.

'When, D.V., I get home, I do not dine out. My reminiscences of these lands will not be more pleasant to me than the China ones. What I shall have done, will be what I have done. Men think giving dinners is conferring a favour on you … Why not give dinners to those who need them?'

'When I get home, I don’t eat out. My memories of these places won’t be any more enjoyable than the ones from China. What I will have done is what I’ve done. People think throwing dinners is doing you a favor… Why not invite those who actually need them?'

No! His heart was set upon a very different object.

No! His heart was focused on something else entirely.

'To each is allotted a distinct work, to each a destined goal; to some the seat at the right hand or left hand of the Saviour. (It was not His to give; it was already given—Matthew xx, 23. Again, Judas went to "HIS OWN PLACE"—Acts i, 25.) It is difficult for the flesh to accept: "Ye are dead, ye have naught to do with the world". How difficult for anyone to be circumcised from the world, to be as indifferent to its pleasures, its sorrows, and its comforts as a corpse is! That is to know the resurrection.'

To everyone, a unique task is assigned, and each has a specific purpose; for some, it's a position at the right hand or left hand of the Savior. (It wasn't His to give; it was already given—Matthew xx, 23. Once again, Judas went to "HIS OWN PLACE"—Acts i, 25.) It's tough for the flesh to accept: "You are dead, you have nothing to do with the world." How hard it is for anyone to be cut off from the world, to be as uninterested in its pleasures, pains, and comforts as a corpse! That is to understand the resurrection.

But the Holy Bible was not his only solace. For now, under the parching African sun, we catch glimpses, for the first time, of Gordon's hand stretching out towards stimulants of a more material quality. For months together, we are told, he would drink nothing but pure water; and then … water that was not so pure. In his fits of melancholy, he would shut himself up in his tent for days at a time, with a hatchet and a flag placed at the door to indicate that he was not to be disturbed for any reason whatever; until at last the cloud would lift, the signals would be removed, and the Governor would reappear, brisk and cheerful.

But the Holy Bible wasn't his only source of comfort. Now, under the blazing African sun, we begin to see, for the first time, Gordon reaching for more tangible sources of relief. For months, we're told, he would only drink pure water; and then… water that was less than pure. During his bouts of sadness, he would isolate himself in his tent for days on end, placing a hatchet and a flag at the entrance to signal that he shouldn’t be disturbed for any reason; until finally, the gloom would lift, the signals would be taken down, and the Governor would emerge, energetic and in good spirits.

During, one of these retirements, there was grave danger of a native attack upon the camp. Colonel Long, the Chief of Staff, ventured, after some hesitation, to ignore the flag and hatchet, and to enter the forbidden tent. He found Gordon seated at a table, upon which were an open Bible and an open bottle of brandy. Long explained the circumstances, but could obtain no answer beyond the abrupt words—'You are commander of the camp'—and was obliged to retire, nonplussed, to deal with the situation as best he could. On the following morning, Gordon, cleanly shaven, and in the full-dress uniform of the Royal Engineers, entered Long's hut with his usual tripping step, exclaiming 'Old fellow, now don't be angry with me. I was very low last night. Let's have a good breakfast—a little b. and s. Do you feel up to it?' And, with these veering moods and dangerous restoratives, there came an intensification of the queer and violent elements in the temper of the man.

During one of these retirements, there was a real threat of a native attack on the camp. Colonel Long, the Chief of Staff, hesitated but eventually decided to ignore the flag and hatchet and entered the restricted tent. He found Gordon sitting at a table, with an open Bible and an open bottle of brandy in front of him. Long explained the situation, but Gordon only replied with the curt phrase—'You are commander of the camp'—which left Long at a loss, forcing him to leave and handle the situation as best he could. The next morning, Gordon, clean-shaven and dressed in the full uniform of the Royal Engineers, walked into Long's hut with his usual lively step, saying, 'Old fellow, don’t be angry with me. I was feeling pretty down last night. Let’s have a good breakfast—a bit of b. and s. Are you up for it?' With these shifting moods and risky remedies, the strange and intense aspects of the man's temperament became even more pronounced.

His eccentricities grew upon him. He found it more and more uncomfortable to follow the ordinary course. Official routine was an agony to him. His caustic and satirical humour expressed itself in a style that astounded government departments. While he jibed at his superiors, his subordinates learned to dread the explosions of his wrath. There were moments when his passion became utterly ungovernable; and the gentle soldier of God, who had spent the day in quoting texts for the edification of his sister, would slap the face of his Arab aide-de-camp in a sudden access of fury, or set upon his Alsatian servant and kick him until he screamed.

His oddities increased over time. He found it increasingly uncomfortable to go along with the regular routine. Official procedures were a torment for him. His sharp and sarcastic sense of humor surprised government offices. While he mocked his superiors, his subordinates learned to fear his outbursts of anger. There were times when his temper became completely uncontrollable; the gentle man of faith, who had spent the day quoting scriptures to enlighten his sister, would suddenly slap his Arab aide-de-camp in a fit of rage, or attack his Alsatian servant and kick him until he yelled.

At the end of three years, Gordon resigned his post in Equatoria, and prepared to return home. But again Providence intervened: the Khedive offered him, as an inducement to remain in the Egyptian service, a position of still higher consequence—the Governor-Generalship of the whole Sudan; and Gordon once more took up his task. Another three years were passed in grappling with vast revolting provinces, with the ineradicable iniquities of the slave-trade, and with all the complications of weakness and corruption incident to an oriental administration extending over almost boundless tracts of savage territory which had never been effectively subdued. His headquarters were fixed in the palace at Khartoum; but there were various interludes in his government. Once, when the Khedive's finances had become peculiarly embroiled, he summoned Gordon to Cairo to preside over a commission which should set matters to rights. Gordon accepted the post, but soon found that his situation was untenable. He was between the devil and the deep sea—between the unscrupulous cunning of the Egyptian Pashas, and the immeasurable immensity of the Khedive's debts to his European creditors. The Pashas were anxious to use him as a respectable mask for their own nefarious dealings; and the representatives of the European creditors, who looked upon him as an irresponsible intruder, were anxious simply to get rid of him as soon as they could. One of these representatives was Sir Evelyn Baring, whom Gordon now met for the first time. An immediate antagonism flashed out between the two men. But their hostility had no time to mature; for Gordon, baffled on all sides, and deserted even by the Khedive, precipitately returned to his Governor-Generalship. Whatever else Providence might have decreed, it had certainly not decided that he should be a financier.

At the end of three years, Gordon quit his job in Equatoria and got ready to go home. But once again, fate had other plans: the Khedive offered him a more significant role to encourage him to stay in the Egyptian service—the Governor-Generalship of the whole Sudan; and Gordon took on the challenge again. He spent another three years dealing with massive rebellious provinces, the persistent issues of the slave trade, and all the problems of weakness and corruption that come with running an Eastern administration over nearly endless stretches of wild territory that had never truly been controlled. His main base was in the palace at Khartoum, but there were multiple interruptions during his leadership. At one point, when the Khedive's finances got seriously messed up, he called Gordon to Cairo to lead a commission to fix things. Gordon accepted the position but quickly realized it was impossible. He was caught between a rock and a hard place—between the devious strategies of the Egyptian Pashas and the overwhelming weight of the Khedive's debts to his European creditors. The Pashas wanted to use him as a respectable front for their shady dealings, while the European creditors, who saw him as an unwelcome outsider, just wanted to get rid of him as quickly as possible. One of these creditors was Sir Evelyn Baring, whom Gordon met for the first time. An immediate tension developed between the two men. However, their conflict didn’t have time to grow; Gordon, frustrated on all fronts and abandoned even by the Khedive, rushed back to his role as Governor-General. Whatever else fate might have planned for him, it clearly didn’t intend for him to be a financier.

His tastes and his talents were indeed of a very different kind. In his absence, a rebellion had broken out in Darfur—one of the vast outlying provinces of his government—where a native chieftain, Zobeir, had erected, on a basis of slave-traffic, a dangerous military power. Zobeir himself had been lured to Cairo, where he was detained in a state of semi-captivity; but his son, Suleiman, ruled in his stead, and was now defying the Governor-General. Gordon determined upon a hazardous stroke. He mounted a camel, and rode, alone, in the blazing heat, across eighty-five miles of desert, to Suleiman's camp. His sudden apparition dumbfounded the rebels; his imperious bearing overawed them; he signified to them that in two days they must disarm and disperse; and the whole host obeyed. Gordon returned to Khartoum in triumph. But he had not heard the last of Suleiman. Flying southwards from Darfur to the neighbouring province of Bahr-el-Ghazal, the young man was soon once more at the head of a formidable force. A prolonged campaign of extreme difficulty and danger followed. Eventually, Gordon, summoned again to Cairo, was obliged to leave to Gessi the task of finally crushing the revolt. After a brilliant campaign, Gessi forced Suleiman to surrender, and then shot him as a rebel. The deed was to exercise a curious influence upon Gordon's fate. Though Suleiman had been killed and his power broken, the slave-trade still flourished in the Sudan. Gordon's efforts to suppress it resembled the palliatives of an empiric treating the superficial symptoms of some profound constitutional disease. The root of the malady lay in the slave-markets of Cairo and Constantinople: the supply followed the demand. Gordon, after years of labour, might here and there stop up a spring or divert a tributary, but, somehow or other the waters would reach the river-bed. In the end, he himself came to recognise this. 'When you have got the ink that has soaked into blotting-paper out of it,' he said, 'then slavery will cease in these lands.' And yet he struggled desperately on; it was not for him to murmur. 'I feel my own weakness, and look to Him who is Almighty, and I leave the issue without inordinate care to Him.'

His tastes and talents were definitely different. While he was away, a rebellion broke out in Darfur—one of the large remote provinces under his rule—led by a local chieftain, Zobeir, who built a dangerous military force on a foundation of slave trading. Zobeir himself had been lured to Cairo, where he was kept in a sort of captivity; but his son, Suleiman, ruled in his place and was now challenging the Governor-General. Gordon decided to take a risky action. He got on a camel and rode alone, in the scorching heat, across eighty-five miles of desert to Suleiman's camp. His sudden appearance shocked the rebels; his commanding presence intimidated them; he told them they must disarm and scatter within two days, and the entire group complied. Gordon returned to Khartoum in victory. But he hadn’t heard the last of Suleiman. Fleeing south from Darfur to the neighboring province of Bahr-el-Ghazal, the young man soon led a significant force again. A long campaign full of extreme difficulty and danger followed. Eventually, Gordon, called back to Cairo, had to leave Gessi with the task of finally defeating the revolt. After a successful campaign, Gessi forced Suleiman to surrender and then executed him as a rebel. This act would have a strange impact on Gordon’s future. Although Suleiman had been killed and his power dismantled, the slave trade continued to thrive in Sudan. Gordon’s attempts to stop it were like a quack remedy addressing only the superficial signs of a deep-rooted disease. The source of the problem was in the slave markets of Cairo and Constantinople: supply followed demand. After years of effort, Gordon might stop up a spring or redirect a tributary now and then, but somehow the waters would still flow into the riverbed. In the end, he recognized this. “When you’ve got the ink that has soaked into blotting paper out of it,” he said, “then slavery will cease in these lands.” And yet he kept fighting desperately; he felt it wasn’t his place to complain. “I feel my own weakness, and look to Him who is Almighty, and I leave the outcome without undue worry to Him.”

Relief came at last. The Khedive Ismail was deposed; and Gordon felt at liberty to send in his resignation. Before he left Egypt, however, he was to experience yet one more remarkable adventure. At his own request, he set out on a diplomatic mission to the Negus of Abyssinia. The mission was a complete failure. The Negus was intractable, and, when his bribes were refused, furious. Gordon was ignominiously dismissed; every insult was heaped on him; he was arrested, and obliged to traverse the Abyssinian Mountains in the depth of winter under the escort of a savage troop of horse. When, after great hardships and dangers, he reached Cairo, he found the whole official world up in arms against him. The Pashas had determined at last that they had no further use for this honest and peculiar Englishman. It was arranged that one of his confidential dispatches should be published in the newspapers; naturally, it contained indiscretions; there was a universal outcry—the man was insubordinate, and mad. He departed under a storm of obloquy. It seemed impossible that he should ever return to Egypt. On his way home he stopped in Paris, saw the English Ambassador, Lord Lyons, and speedily came into conflict with him over Egyptian affairs. There ensued a heated correspondence, which was finally closed by a letter from Gordon, ending as follows:

Relief finally came. The Khedive Ismail was removed from power, and Gordon felt free to submit his resignation. Before he left Egypt, though, he was about to face one last incredible adventure. At his own request, he embarked on a diplomatic mission to the Negus of Abyssinia. The mission turned out to be a total failure. The Negus was stubborn and, when his bribes were rejected, infuriated. Gordon was disgracefully dismissed; he faced a barrage of insults, was arrested, and forced to cross the Abyssinian Mountains in the dead of winter with a brutal group of soldiers. After enduring extreme hardships and dangers, he finally arrived in Cairo, only to find the entire official establishment against him. The Pashas had concluded that they had no more use for this honest and unconventional Englishman. It was decided that one of his confidential dispatches would be leaked to the press; naturally, it included indiscretions, and there was an outcry—the man was labeled insubordinate and insane. He left amidst a storm of criticism. It seemed unlikely that he would ever return to Egypt. On his way home, he stopped in Paris, met with the English Ambassador, Lord Lyons, and quickly found himself in conflict over Egyptian issues. This led to a heated exchange of letters, which concluded with a letter from Gordon that ended as follows:

'I have some comfort in thinking that in ten or fifteen years' time it will matter little to either of us. A black box, six feet six by three feet wide, will then contain all that is left of Ambassador, or Cabinet Minister, or of your humble and obedient servant.'

'I find some comfort in believing that in ten or fifteen years, it won’t mean much to either of us. A black box, six feet six by three feet wide, will hold everything that remains of an Ambassador, a Cabinet Minister, or your humble and obedient servant.'

He arrived in England early in 1880 ill and exhausted; and it might have been supposed that after the terrible activities of his African exile he would have been ready to rest. But the very opposite was the case; the next three years were the most momentous of his life. He hurried from post to post, from enterprise to enterprise, from continent to continent, with a vertiginous rapidity. He accepted the Private Secretaryship to Lord Ripon, the new Viceroy of India, and, three days after his arrival at Bombay, he resigned. He had suddenly realised that he was not cut out for a Private Secretary, when, on an address being sent in from some deputation, he was asked to say that the Viceroy had read it with interest. 'You know perfectly,' he said to Lord William Beresford, 'that Lord Ripon has never read it, and I can't say that sort of thing; so I will resign, and you take in my resignation.' He confessed to Lord William that the world was not big enough for him, that there was 'no king or country big enough'; and then he added, hitting him on the shoulder, 'Yes, that is flesh, that is what I hate, and what makes me wish to die.'

He arrived in England early in 1880, sick and worn out; and it might have been assumed that after the harrowing experiences of his African exile he would have been eager to rest. But the exact opposite was true; the next three years turned out to be the most significant of his life. He rushed from position to position, from project to project, from one continent to another, with dizzying speed. He took the role of Private Secretary to Lord Ripon, the new Viceroy of India, but resigned just three days after reaching Bombay. He suddenly realized he wasn’t suited for the Private Secretary role when, after receiving an address from a delegation, he was asked to state that the Viceroy had read it with interest. "You know perfectly," he told Lord William Beresford, "that Lord Ripon has never read it, and I can’t say that kind of thing; so I’ll resign, and you can accept my resignation." He admitted to Lord William that the world wasn’t big enough for him, that there was "no king or country big enough"; and then he added, giving him a pat on the shoulder, "Yes, that is flesh, that is what I hate, and what makes me wish to die."

Two days later, he was off for Pekin. 'Every one will say I am mad,' were his last words to Lord William Beresford; 'but you say I am not.' The position in China was critical; war with Russia appeared to be imminent; and Gordon had been appealed to in order to use his influence on the side of peace. He was welcomed by many old friends of former days, among them Li Hung Chang, whose diplomatic views coincided with his own. Li's diplomatic language, however, was less unconventional. In an interview with the Ministers, Gordon's expressions were such that the interpreter shook with terror, upset a cup of tea, and finally refused to translate the dreadful words; upon which Gordon snatched up a dictionary, and, with his finger on the word 'idiocy', showed it to the startled Mandarins. A few weeks later, Li Hung Chang was in power, and peace was assured. Gordon had spent two and a half days in Pekin, and was whirling through China, when a telegram arrived from the home authorities, who viewed his movements with uneasiness, ordering him to return at once to England. 'It did not produce a twitter in me,' he wrote to his sister; 'I died long ago, and it will not make any difference to me; I am prepared to follow the unrolling of the scroll.' The world, perhaps, was not big enough for him; and yet how clearly he recognised that he was 'a poor insect!' 'My heart tells me that, and I am glad of it.'

Two days later, he set off for Beijing. "Everyone will think I'm crazy," were his last words to Lord William Beresford; "but you say I'm not." The situation in China was critical; war with Russia seemed about to break out, and Gordon had been called upon to use his influence for peace. He was welcomed by many old friends from the past, including Li Hung Chang, whose diplomatic views matched his own. However, Li's diplomatic language was much less traditional. During a meeting with the Ministers, Gordon's words terrified the interpreter, who knocked over a cup of tea and eventually refused to translate the alarming statements; at which point, Gordon grabbed a dictionary and, pointing to the word 'idiocy,' showed it to the shocked Mandarins. A few weeks later, Li Hung Chang was in power, and peace was secured. Gordon had spent two and a half days in Beijing and was traveling through China when a telegram arrived from the home authorities, who were anxious about his actions, ordering him to return to England immediately. "It did not bother me," he wrote to his sister; "I died long ago, and it won't make any difference to me; I am ready to follow the unfolding of the scroll." The world, perhaps, was too small for him; yet he clearly recognized that he was "a poor insect!" "My heart tells me that, and I’m glad of it."

On his return to England, he telegraphed to the Government of the Cape of Good Hope, which had become involved in a war with the Basutos, offering his services; but his telegram received no reply. Just then, Sir Howard Elphinstone was appointed to the command of the Royal Engineers in Mauritius. It was a thankless and insignificant post; and, rather than accept it, Elphinstone was prepared to retire from the Army—unless some other officer could be induced, in return for L800, to act as his substitute. Gordon, who was an old friend, agreed to undertake the work upon one condition: that he should receive nothing from Elphinstone; and accordingly, he spent the next year in that remote and unhealthy island, looking after the barrack repairs and testing the drains.

On his return to England, he sent a telegram to the Government of the Cape of Good Hope, which was caught up in a war with the Basutos, offering his help; but he got no response. At that moment, Sir Howard Elphinstone was appointed to lead the Royal Engineers in Mauritius. It was a thankless and minor position; and rather than take it, Elphinstone was ready to leave the Army—unless another officer could be persuaded, for £800, to take his place. Gordon, an old friend, agreed to do the job on one condition: that he wouldn’t take anything from Elphinstone; so, he spent the next year on that remote and unhealthy island, managing barrack repairs and checking the drains.

While he was thus engaged, the Cape Government, whose difficulties had been increasing, changed its mind, and early in 1882, begged for Gordon's help. Once more he was involved in great affairs: a new field of action opened before him; and then, in a moment, there was another shift of the kaleidoscope, and again he was thrown upon the world. Within a few weeks, after a violent quarrel with the Cape authorities, his mission had come to an end. What should he do next? To what remote corner or what enormous stage, to what self-sacrificing drudgeries or what resounding exploits, would the hand of God lead him now? He waited, in an odd hesitation. He opened the Bible, but neither the prophecies of Hosea nor the epistles to Timothy gave him any advice. The King of the Belgians asked if he would be willing to go to the Congo. He was perfectly willing; he would go whenever the King of the Belgians sent for him; his services, however, were not required yet. It was at this juncture that he betook himself to Palestine. His studies there were embodied in a correspondence with the Rev. Mr. Barnes, filling over 2,000 pages of manuscript—a correspondence which was only put an end to when, at last, the summons from the King of the Belgians came. He hurried back to England; but it was not to the Congo that he was being led by the hand of God.

While he was busy with that, the Cape Government, which had been facing increasing troubles, changed its mind and asked for Gordon's help in early 1882. Once again, he found himself caught up in major issues: a new opportunity opened up for him; then, in an instant, there was another shift in the situation, and he was once more thrown into the world. Within a few weeks, after a heated argument with the Cape authorities, his mission had ended. What should he do next? To what distant place or large stage, to what selfless toil or what heroic deeds, would God guide him now? He waited, feeling oddly uncertain. He opened the Bible, but neither Hosea's prophecies nor Timothy's letters gave him any guidance. The King of the Belgians asked if he would be willing to go to the Congo. He was completely willing; he would go whenever the King of the Belgians called for him; however, his assistance wasn't needed yet. At this point, he decided to go to Palestine. His studies there resulted in a correspondence with Rev. Mr. Barnes, spanning over 2,000 pages of manuscript—a correspondence that only ended when the call from the King of the Belgians finally arrived. He rushed back to England; but it wasn't to the Congo that he was being led by God.

Gordon's last great adventure, like his first, was occasioned by a religious revolt. At the very moment when, apparently forever, he was shaking the dust of Egypt from his feet, Mahommed Ahmed was starting upon his extraordinary career in the Sudan. The time was propitious for revolutions. The effete Egyptian Empire was hovering upon the verge of collapse. The enormous territories of the Sudan were seething with discontent. Gordon's administration had, by its very vigour, only helped to precipitate the inevitable disaster. His attacks upon the slave-trade, his establishment of a government monopoly in ivory, his hostility to the Egyptian officials, had been so many shocks, shaking to its foundations the whole rickety machine. The result of all his efforts had been, on the one hand, to fill the most powerful classes in the community—the dealers in slaves and, ivory—with a hatred of the government, and on the other to awaken among the mass of the inhabitants a new perception of the dishonesty and incompetence of their Egyptian masters. When, after Gordon's removal, the rule of the Pashas once more asserted itself over the Sudan, a general combustion became inevitable: the first spark would set off the blaze. Just then it happened that Mahommed Ahmed, the son of an insignificant priest in Dongola, having quarrelled with the Sheikh from whom he was receiving religious instruction, set up as an independent preacher, with his headquarters at Abba Island, on the Nile, 150 miles above Khartoum. Like Hong-siu-tsuen, he began as a religious reformer, and ended as a rebel king. It was his mission, he declared, to purge the true Faith of its worldliness and corruptions, to lead the followers of the prophet into the paths of chastity, simplicity, and holiness; with the puritanical zeal of a Calvin, be denounced junketings and merrymakings, songs and dances, lewd living and all the delights of the flesh. He fell into trances, he saw visions, he saw the prophet and Jesus, and the Angel Izrail accompanying him and watching over him forever. He prophesied and performed miracles, and his fame spread through the land.

Gordon's last major adventure, like his first, was triggered by a religious uprising. Just when he was finally leaving Egypt for good, Mahommed Ahmed was beginning his remarkable journey in Sudan. It was a time ripe for revolutions. The failing Egyptian Empire was on the brink of collapse. The vast areas of Sudan were filled with unrest. Gordon's administration, through its sheer intensity, only hastened the inevitable downfall. His efforts against the slave trade, his creation of a government monopoly on ivory, and his opposition to Egyptian officials had created multiple shocks, shaking the unstable system to its core. The outcome of all his actions was twofold: on one side, it fueled intense hatred of the government among the powerful classes—those dealing in slaves and ivory—while on the other, it sparked a newfound awareness among the general population of their Egyptian rulers' dishonesty and incompetence. When Gordon was removed and the Pashas resumed their control over Sudan, a massive upheaval became unavoidable: it would only take one small spark to ignite the fire. At that moment, Mahommed Ahmed, the son of a lowly priest in Dongola, after quarreling with the Sheikh teaching him, started his own independent preaching from Abba Island on the Nile, 150 miles above Khartoum. Like Hong-siu-tsuen, he began as a religious reformer and ended up as a rebel leader. He proclaimed that his mission was to cleanse the true Faith of its materialism and corruption, leading the followers of the prophet back to purity, simplicity, and holiness. With the fervor of a Calvin, he condemned parties, celebrations, songs, dances, immoral behavior, and all earthly pleasures. He fell into trances, experienced visions, saw the prophet and Jesus, and felt the presence of the Angel Izrail watching over him. He made prophecies and performed miracles, and his reputation spread throughout the land.

There is an ancient tradition in the Mohammedan world, telling of a mysterious being, the last in succession of the twelve holy Imams, who, untouched by death and withdrawn into the recesses of a mountain, was destined, at the appointted hour, to come forth again among men. His title was the Mahdi, the guide; some believed that he would be the forerunner of the Messiah; others believed that he would be Christ himself. Already various Mahdis had made their appearance; several had been highly successful, and two, in medieval times, had founded dynasties in Egypt. But who could tell whether all these were not impostors? Might not the twelfth Imam be still waiting, in mystical concealment, ready to emerge, at any moment, at the bidding of God? There were signs by which the true Mahdi might be recognised—unmistakable signs, if one could but read them aright. He must be of the family of the prophet; he must possess miraculous powers of no common kind; and his person must be overflowing with a peculiar sanctity. The pious dwellers beside those distant waters, where holy men by dint of a constant repetition of one of the ninety-nine names of God, secured the protection of guardian angels, and where groups of devotees, shaking their heads with a violence which would unseat the reason of less athletic worshippers, attained to an extraordinary beatitude, heard with awe of the young preacher whose saintliness was almost more than mortal and whose miracles brought amazement to the mind. Was he not also of the family of the prophet? He himself had said so, and who would disbelieve the holy man? When he appeared in person, every doubt was swept away.

There’s an ancient tradition in the Muslim world about a mysterious figure, the last of the twelve holy Imams, who, untouched by death and hidden away in a mountain, is destined to return among people at the appointed time. His name is Mahdi, the guide; some believe he will be the precursor to the Messiah, while others think he might be Christ himself. Various Mahdis have already appeared; some were highly successful, and two even established dynasties in Egypt during medieval times. But who could say for sure whether any of them were real or just impostors? Could the twelfth Imam still be waiting in mystical hiding, ready to emerge at any moment, as God commands? There are signs to identify the true Mahdi—clear signs, if one knows how to interpret them. He must belong to the family of the prophet; he must have extraordinary miraculous powers; and he must radiate a unique sanctity. The devout people living by those distant waters, where holy men repeatedly invoke one of the ninety-nine names of God for the protection of guardian angels, and where groups of worshippers, shaking their heads with such fervor that it would unbalance less athletic believers, experience an incredible bliss, spoke with reverence of the young preacher whose sanctity seemed almost superhuman and whose miracles astonished everyone. Was he not also from the prophet's family? He claimed to be, and who would doubt a holy man? When he showed up in person, all uncertainty vanished.

There was a strange splendour in his presence, an overpowering passion in the torrent of his speech. Great was the wickedness of the people, and great was their punishment! Surely their miseries were a visible sign of the wrath of the Lord. They had sinned, and the cruel tax gatherers had come among them, and the corrupt governors, and all the oppressions of the Egyptians. Yet these things, 'Too, should have an end. The Lord would raise up his chosen deliverer; the hearts of the people would be purified, and their enemies would be laid low. The accursed Egyptian would be driven from the land. Let the faithful take heart and make ready. How soon might not the long-predestined hour strike, when the twelfth Imam, the guide, the Mahdi, would reveal himself to the world?' In that hour, the righteous 'Would triumph and the guilty be laid low forever.' Such was the teaching of Mohammed Ahmed. A band of enthusiastic disciples gathered round him, eagerly waiting for the revelation which would crown their hopes. At last, the moment came. One evening, at Abba Island, taking aside the foremost of his followers, the Master whispered the portentous news. He was the Mahdi.

There was a strange splendor in his presence, an overwhelming passion in the flow of his speech. The people had committed great wickedness, and their punishment was severe! Their suffering was a clear sign of the Lord's anger. They had sinned, and the harsh tax collectors had come among them, along with the corrupt governors, and all the oppression from the Egyptians. Yet these things, too, should come to an end. The Lord would raise up His chosen deliverer; the hearts of the people would be cleansed, and their enemies would be defeated. The cursed Egyptians would be driven from the land. Let the faithful take courage and prepare. How soon might the long-awaited hour come, when the twelfth Imam, the guide, the Mahdi, would show himself to the world? In that moment, the righteous would triumph and the guilty would be defeated forever. Such was the teaching of Mohammed Ahmed. A group of excited followers gathered around him, eagerly anticipating the revelation that would fulfill their hopes. Finally, the moment arrived. One evening, at Abba Island, he pulled aside the leading follower and whispered the significant news. He was the Mahdi.

The Egyptian Governor-General at Khartoum, hearing that a religious movement was afoot, grew disquieted, and dispatched an emissary to Abba Island to summon the impostor to his presence. The emissary was courteously received. Mohammed Ahmed, he said, must come at once to Khartoum. 'Must!' exclaimed the Mahdi, starting to his feet, with a strange look in his eyes. The look was so strange that the emissary thought it advisable to cut short the interview and to return to Khartoum empty-handed. Thereupon, the Governor-General sent 200 soldiers to seize the audacious rebel by force. With his handful of friends, the Mahdi fell upon the soldiers and cut them to pieces. The news spread like wild-fire through the country: the Mahdi had arisen, the Egyptians were destroyed. But it was clear to the little band of enthusiasts at Abba Island that their position on the river was no longer tenable. The Mahdi, deciding upon a second Hegira, retreated south-westward, into the depths of Kordofan.

The Egyptian Governor-General in Khartoum heard about a growing religious movement and became concerned, so he sent a messenger to Abba Island to summon the impostor to meet him. The messenger was met with courtesy. He told Mohammed Ahmed that he must come to Khartoum immediately. "Must!" the Mahdi exclaimed, jumping to his feet with a peculiar look in his eyes. The look was so unusual that the messenger thought it best to end the meeting and return to Khartoum empty-handed. Consequently, the Governor-General sent 200 soldiers to capture the bold rebel by force. With just a few friends, the Mahdi attacked the soldiers and defeated them. The news spread rapidly across the country: the Mahdi had risen, and the Egyptians had been defeated. However, it became clear to the small group of supporters at Abba Island that their position on the river was no longer sustainable. The Mahdi, deciding to retreat, made a second Hegira south-westward into the depths of Kordofan.

The retreat was a triumphal progress. The country, groaning under alien misgovernment and vibrating with religious excitement, suddenly found in this rebellious prophet a rallying-point, a hero, a deliverer. And now another element was added to the forces of insurrection. The Baggara tribes of Kordofan, cattle-owners and slave-traders, the most warlike and vigorous of the inhabitants of the Sudan, threw in their lot with the Mahdi. Their powerful Emirs, still smarting from the blows of Gordon, saw that the opportunity for revenge had come. A holy war was proclaimed against the Egyptian misbelievers. The followers of the Mahdi, dressed, in token of a new austerity of living, in the 'jibbeh', or white smock of coarse cloth, patched with variously shaped and coloured patches, were rapidly organised into a formidable army. Several attacks from Khartoum were repulsed; and at last, the Mahdi felt strong enough to advance against the enemy. While his lieutenants led detachments into the vast provinces lying to the west and the south—Darfur and Bahr-el-Ghazal—he himself marched upon El Obeid, the capital of Kordofan. It was in vain that reinforcements were hurried from Khartoum to the assistance of the garrison: there was some severe fighting; the town was completely cut off; and, after a six months' siege, it surrendered. A great quantity of guns and ammunition and L100,000 in spices fell into the hands of the Mahdi. He was master of Kordofan: he was at the head of a great army; he was rich; he was worshipped. A dazzling future opened before him. No possibility seemed too remote, no fortune too magnificent. A vision of universal empire hovered before his eyes. Allah, whose servant he was, who had led him thus far, would lead him onward still, to the glorious end.

The retreat was a triumphant march. The country, suffering under foreign misrule and buzzing with religious fervor, suddenly found in this rebellious prophet a unifying symbol, a hero, a savior. And now, another element joined the forces of rebellion. The Baggara tribes of Kordofan, cattle-owners and slave-traders, the most warlike and energetic people in Sudan, aligned themselves with the Mahdi. Their powerful leaders, still stinging from Gordon's defeats, recognized that their chance for revenge had arrived. A holy war was declared against the Egyptian infidels. The Mahdi's followers, dressed in the coarse white 'jibbeh' smocks, patched with differently shaped and colored pieces as a sign of their new simplicity, were quickly organized into a strong army. Several attacks from Khartoum were pushed back; and eventually, the Mahdi felt ready to confront the enemy. While his lieutenants led groups into the vast areas to the west and south—Darfur and Bahr-el-Ghazal—he himself advanced on El Obeid, the capital of Kordofan. It was pointless for reinforcements to rush from Khartoum to help the garrison: there was intense fighting; the town was completely isolated; and after a six-month siege, it surrendered. A large number of guns and ammunition and L100,000 in spices fell into the Mahdi's hands. He had taken control of Kordofan: he led a vast army; he was wealthy; he was revered. A brilliant future lay ahead of him. Nothing seemed too distant, no fortune too grand. A vision of a global empire lingered before him. Allah, whose servant he was, who had guided him this far, would continue to lead him toward a glorious end.

For some months he remained at El Obeid, consolidating his dominion. In a series of circular letters, he described his colloquies with the Almighty and laid down the rule of living which his followers were to pursue. The faithful, under pain of severe punishment, were to return to the ascetic simplicity of ancient times. A criminal code was drawn up, meting out executions, mutilations, and floggings with a barbaric zeal. The blasphemer was to be instantly hanged, the adulterer was to be scourged with whips of rhinoceros hide, the thief was to have his right hand and his left foot hacked off in the marketplace. No more were marriages to be celebrated with pomp and feasting, no more was the youthful warrior to swagger with flowing hair; henceforth, the believer must banquet on dates and milk, and his head must be kept shaved. Minor transgressions were punished by confiscation of property or by imprisonment and chains. But the rhinoceros whip was the favourite instrument of chastisement. Men were flogged for drinking a glass of wine, they were flogged for smoking; if they swore, they received eighty lashes for every expletive; and after eighty lashes it was a common thing to die. Before long, flogging grew to be so everyday an incident that the young men made a game of it, as a test of their endurance of pain.

For several months, he stayed in El Obeid, strengthening his control. In a series of circular letters, he shared his conversations with God and laid out the way of life his followers were expected to follow. The faithful, under the threat of severe punishment, were to embrace the simple, ascetic lifestyle of ancient times. A criminal code was established, imposing executions, mutilations, and floggings with brutal enthusiasm. Blasphemers were to be hanged on the spot, adulterers were to be whipped with rhino hide, and thieves were to have their right hand and left foot amputated in public. Marriages were no longer to be celebrated with lavish parties, and young warriors could no longer flaunt long hair; from now on, believers had to feast on dates and milk, and keep their heads shaved. Minor infractions were punished with property confiscation or imprisonment and shackles. But the rhino whip was the preferred tool for punishment. Men were whipped for drinking wine, for smoking; if they swore, they received eighty lashes for every curse word; after eighty lashes, death was a common outcome. Soon, flogging became such a regular occurrence that young men turned it into a game, testing their ability to endure pain.

With this Spartan ferocity there was mingled the glamour and the mystery of the East. The Mahdi himself, his four Khalifas, and the principal Emirs, masters of sudden riches, surrounded themselves with slaves and women, with trains of horses and asses, with body guards and glittering arms. There were rumours of debaucheries in high places—of the Mahdi, forgetful of his own ordinances, revelling in the recesses of his harem, and quaffing date syrup mixed with ginger out of the silver cups looted from the church of the Christians. But that imposing figure had only to show itself for the tongue of scandal to be stilled. The tall, broad-shouldered, majestic man, with the dark face and black beard and great eyes—who could doubt that he was the embodiment of a superhuman power? Fascination dwelt in every movement, every glance. The eyes, painted with antimony, flashed extraordinary fires; the exquisite smile revealed, beneath the vigorous lips, white upper teeth with a V-shaped space between them—the certain sign of fortune. His turban was folded with faultless art, his jibbeh, speckless, was perfumed with sandal-wood, musk, and attar of roses. He was at once all courtesy and all command. Thousands followed him, thousands prostrated themselves before him; thousands, when he lifted up his voice in solemn worship, knew that the heavens were opened and that they had come near to God. Then all at once the onbeia—the elephant's-tusk trumpet—would give out its enormous sound. The nahas—the brazen wardrums—would summon, with their weird rolling, the whole host to arms. The green flag and the red flag and the black flag would rise over the multitude. The great army would move forward, coloured, glistening, dark, violent, proud, beautiful. The drunkenness, the madness of religion would blaze on every face; and the Mahdi, immovable on his charger, would let the scene grow under his eyes in silence.

With this Spartan intensity came the allure and mystery of the East. The Mahdi, along with his four Khalifas and the main Emirs, who had suddenly become rich, surrounded themselves with slaves and women, along with teams of horses and donkeys, bodyguards, and shiny weapons. There were rumors of extravagance among the elite—of the Mahdi, dismissing his own rules, indulging in the depths of his harem, drinking date syrup mixed with ginger from the silver cups stolen from the Christian church. But that impressive figure only had to appear for the gossip to fade away. The tall, broad-shouldered, majestic man, with a dark face, black beard, and intense eyes—who could doubt that he represented a superhuman strength? Every movement, every look was captivating. His eyes, darkened with kohl, sparkled with extraordinary light; his exquisite smile revealed, beneath his firm lips, white upper teeth with a V-shaped gap between them—the sure sign of luck. His turban was perfectly wrapped, and his spotless jibbeh was scented with sandalwood, musk, and rose water. He was both completely polite and entirely commanding. Thousands followed him, thousands bowed before him; thousands, when he raised his voice in solemn prayer, felt as though the heavens opened and they were close to God. Then suddenly, the onbeia—the elephant's-tusk trumpet—would emit its immense sound. The nahas—the brass war drums—would call the entire army to arms with their eerie rumble. The green flag, the red flag, and the black flag would rise above the crowd. The great army would advance, colorful, shimmering, dark, fierce, and beautiful. The ecstasy, the fervor of faith would blaze on every face; and the Mahdi, steadfast on his horse, would silently watch the scene unfold before him.

El Obeid fell in January, 1883. Meanwhile, events of the deepest importance had occurred in Egypt. The rise of Arabi had synchronised with that of the Mahdi. Both movements were nationalist; both were directed against alien rulers who had shown themselves unfit to rule. While the Sudanese were shaking off the yoke of Egypt, the Egyptians themselves grew impatient of their own masters—the Turkish and Circassian Pashas who filled with their incompetence all the high offices of state. The army led by Ahmed Arabi, a Colonel of fellah origin, mutinied, the Khedive gave way, and it seemed as if a new order were about to be established. A new order was indeed upon the point of appearing: but it was of a kind undreamt of in Arabi's philosophy. At the critical moment, the English Government intervened. An English fleet bombarded Alexandria, an English army landed under Lord Wolseley, and defeated Arabi and his supporters at Tel-el-kebir. The rule of the Pashas was nominally restored; but henceforth, in effect, the English were masters of Egypt.

El Obeid fell in January 1883. Meanwhile, significant events were unfolding in Egypt. The rise of Arabi coincided with that of the Mahdi. Both movements were nationalist and aimed against foreign rulers who had proven to be unfit to govern. While the Sudanese were shaking off Egyptian control, the Egyptians themselves grew tired of their leaders—the Turkish and Circassian Pashas who filled all the top government positions with their incompetence. The army, led by Ahmed Arabi, a colonel of peasant descent, mutinied, the Khedive yielded, and it seemed like a new order was about to emerge. A new order was indeed on the verge of taking shape, but it was something unexpected in Arabi's vision. At the crucial moment, the British government intervened. A British fleet bombarded Alexandria, a British army landed under Lord Wolseley, and defeated Arabi and his supporters at Tel-el-Kebir. The rule of the Pashas was nominally restored; however, from that point on, the British effectively became the rulers of Egypt.

Nevertheless, the English themselves were slow to recognise this fact: their Government had intervened unwillingly; the occupation of the country was a merely temporary measure; their army was to be withdrawn as soon as a tolerable administration had been set up. But a tolerable administration, presided over by the Pashas, seemed long in coming, and the English army remained. In the meantime, the Mahdi had entered El Obeid, and his dominion was rapidly spreading over the greater part of the Sudan.

Nevertheless, the English were slow to recognize this fact: their government had intervened reluctantly; the occupation of the country was just a temporary measure; their army was supposed to be withdrawn as soon as a decent administration was established. But a decent administration, led by the Pashas, seemed a long way off, and the English army stayed. In the meantime, the Mahdi had entered El Obeid, and his control was quickly expanding over most of the Sudan.

Then a terrible catastrophe took place. The Pashas, happy once more in Cairo, pulling the old strings and growing fat over the old flesh-pots, decided to give the world an unmistakable proof of their renewed vigour. They would tolerate the insurrection in the Sudan no longer; they would destroy the Mahdi, reduce his followers to submission, and re-establish their own beneficent rule over the whole country. To this end they collected together an army of 10,000 men, and placed it under the command of Colonel Hicks, a retired English officer. He was ordered to advance and suppress the rebellion. In these proceedings the English Government refused to take any part. Unable, or unwilling, to realise that, so long as there was an English army in Egypt they could not avoid the responsibilities of supreme power, they declared that the domestic policy of the Egyptian administration was no concern of theirs. It was a fatal error—an error which they themselves, before many weeks were over, were to be forced by the hard logic of events to admit. The Pashas, left to their own devices, mismanaged the Hicks expedition to their hearts' content. The miserable troops, swept together from the relics of Arabi's disbanded army, were dispatched to Khartoum in chains. After a month's drilling, they were pronounced to be fit to attack the fanatics of the Sudan. Colonel Hicks was a brave man; urged on by the authorities in Cairo, he shut his eyes to the danger ahead of him, and marched out from Khartoum in the direction of El Obeid at the beginning of September, 1883. Abandoning his communications, he was soon deep in the desolate wastes of Kordofan. As he advanced, his difficulties increased; the guides were treacherous, the troops grew exhausted, the supply of water gave out. He pressed on, and at last, on November 5th, not far from El Obeid, the harassed, fainting, almost desperate army plunged into a vast forest of gumtrees and mimosa scrub. There was a sudden, appalling yell; the Mahdi, with 40,000 of his finest men, sprang from their ambush. The Egyptians were surrounded, and immediately overpowered. It was not a defeat, but an annihilation. Hicks and his European staff were slaughtered; the whole army was slaughtered; 300 wounded wretches crept away into the forest.

Then a terrible disaster happened. The Pashas, once again enjoying their time in Cairo, pulling the old strings and getting fat off the old riches, decided to give the world undeniable proof of their renewed strength. They would not tolerate the uprising in Sudan any longer; they would destroy the Mahdi, force his followers into submission, and restore their own benevolent rule over the entire country. To achieve this, they gathered an army of 10,000 men and put it under the command of Colonel Hicks, a retired English officer. He was ordered to advance and put down the rebellion. The English Government refused to get involved. Unable or unwilling to understand that as long as there was an English army in Egypt, they couldn't escape the responsibilities of ultimate authority, they claimed that the internal policies of the Egyptian administration were not their business. This was a grave mistake—one that they would have to acknowledge due to the harsh realities of the situation within weeks. The Pashas, left to manage things on their own, completely mismanaged the Hicks expedition. The miserable troops, gathered from the remnants of Arabi's disbanded army, were sent to Khartoum in chains. After a month of training, they were declared ready to fight the fanatics of Sudan. Colonel Hicks was brave; pushed by the authorities in Cairo, he ignored the dangers ahead and marched out from Khartoum toward El Obeid at the beginning of September 1883. Ignoring his lines of communication, he soon found himself deep in the desolate Kordofan region. As he moved forward, his challenges multiplied; the guides were untrustworthy, the troops were exhausted, and they ran out of water. He pressed on and finally, on November 5th, not far from El Obeid, the beleaguered, fainting, nearly desperate army plunged into a vast forest of gumtrees and mimosa scrub. Suddenly, there was a horrific yell; the Mahdi, with 40,000 of his best men, sprang from their hiding place. The Egyptians were surrounded and quickly overwhelmed. It was not just a defeat but total annihilation. Hicks and his European staff were killed; the entire army was slaughtered; 300 wounded souls crawled away into the forest.

The consequences of this event were felt in every part of the Sudan. To the westward, in Darfur, the Governor, Slatin Pasha, after a prolonged and valiant resistance, was forced to surrender, and the whole province fell into the hands of the rebels. Southwards, in the Bahr-el-Ghazal, Lupton Bey was shut up in a remote stronghold, while the country was overrun. The Mahdi's triumphs were beginning to penetrate even into the tropical regions of Equatoria; the tribes were rising, and Emir Pasha was preparing to retreat towards the Great Lakes. On the East, Osman Digna pushed the insurrection right up to the shores of the Red Sea and laid siege to Suakin. Before the year was over, with the exception of a few isolated and surrounded garrisons, the Mahdi was absolute lord of a territory equal to the combined area of Spain, France, and Germany; and his victorious armies were rapidly closing round Khartoum.

The impact of this event was felt throughout Sudan. To the west, in Darfur, Governor Slatin Pasha, after a long and brave fight, had to surrender, and the entire province fell into the hands of the rebels. To the south, in Bahr-el-Ghazal, Lupton Bey was trapped in a distant stronghold as the area was taken over. The Mahdi's victories were even reaching the tropical regions of Equatoria; the tribes were rising up, and Emir Pasha was getting ready to retreat toward the Great Lakes. To the east, Osman Digna pushed the uprising all the way to the shores of the Red Sea and laid siege to Suakin. By the end of the year, with only a few isolated and surrounded garrisons remaining, the Mahdi was the undisputed ruler of a territory as large as Spain, France, and Germany combined, and his victorious armies were quickly closing in on Khartoum.

When the news of the Hicks disaster reached Cairo, the Pashas calmly announced that they would collect another army of 10,000 men, and again attack the Mahdi; but the English Government understood at last the gravity of the case. They saw that a crisis was upon them, and that they could no longer escape the implications of their position in Egypt. What were they to do? Were they to allow the Egyptians to become more and more deeply involved in a ruinous, perhaps ultimately a fatal, war with the Mahdi? And, if not, what steps were they to take?

When the news of the Hicks disaster reached Cairo, the Pashas calmly announced that they would gather another army of 10,000 men to once again attack the Mahdi. However, the English Government finally recognized the seriousness of the situation. They realized that a crisis was upon them and that they could no longer avoid the consequences of their involvement in Egypt. What were they supposed to do? Should they let the Egyptians get more and more entangled in a destructive, potentially disastrous war with the Mahdi? And if not, what actions should they take?

A small minority of the party then in power in England—the Liberal Party—were anxious to withdraw from Egypt altogether and at once. On the other hand, another and a more influential minority, with representatives in the Cabinet, were in favour of a more active intervention in Egyptian affairs—of the deliberate use of the power of England to give to Egypt internal stability and external security; they were ready, if necessary, to take the field against the Mahdi with English troops. But the great bulk of the party, and the Cabinet, with Mr. Gladstone at their head, preferred a middle course. Realising the impracticality of an immediate withdrawal, they were nevertheless determined to remain in Egypt not a moment longer than was necessary, and, in the meantime, to interfere as little as possible in Egyptian affairs.

A small minority of the party in power in England—the Liberal Party—was eager to pull out of Egypt completely and immediately. On the flip side, another, more influential minority, with members in the Cabinet, supported a more active intervention in Egyptian issues—advocating for the deliberate use of England's power to ensure Egypt's internal stability and external security; they were prepared, if necessary, to deploy English troops against the Mahdi. However, the majority of the party and the Cabinet, led by Mr. Gladstone, favored a middle path. Acknowledging that an immediate withdrawal wasn't feasible, they were still committed to staying in Egypt only as long as absolutely necessary and, in the interim, to interfering as little as possible in Egyptian matters.

From a campaign in the Sudan conducted by an English army they were altogether averse. If, therefore, the English army was not to be used, and the Egyptian army was not fit to be used against the Mahdi, it followed that any attempt to reconquer the Sudan must be abandoned; the remaining Egyptian troops must be withdrawn, and in future military operations must be limited to those of a strictly defensive kind. Such was the decision of the English Government. Their determination was strengthened by two considerations: in the first place, they saw that the Mahdi's rebellion was largely a nationalist movement, directed against an alien power, and, in the second place, the policy of withdrawal from the Sudan was the policy of their own representative in Egypt, Sir Evelyn Baring, who had lately been appointed Consul-General at Cairo. There was only one serious obstacle in the way—the attitude of the Pashas at the head of the Egyptian Government. The infatuated old men were convinced that they would have better luck next time, that another army and another Hicks would certainly destroy the Mahdi, and that, even if the Mahdi were again victorious, yet another army and yet another Hicks would no doubt be forthcoming, and that THEY would do the trick, or, failing that … but they refused to consider eventualities any further. In the face of such opposition, the English Government, unwilling as they were to interfere, saw that there was no choice open to them but to exercise pressure. They therefore instructed Sir Evelyn Baring, in the event of the Egyptian Government refusing to withdraw from the Sudan, to insist upon the Khedive's appointing other Ministers who would be willing to do so.

From a campaign in Sudan led by an English army, they were completely opposed. So, if the English army couldn't be used and the Egyptian army wasn't capable of fighting against the Mahdi, it meant that any effort to take back Sudan had to be dropped; the remaining Egyptian troops needed to be pulled out, and future military actions should only be strictly defensive. That was the English Government's decision. Their resolve was bolstered by two factors: first, they recognized that the Mahdi's rebellion was mostly a nationalist uprising against a foreign power, and second, the policy of withdrawing from Sudan was supported by their own representative in Egypt, Sir Evelyn Baring, who had just been named Consul-General in Cairo. The only significant hurdle was the stance of the Pashas leading the Egyptian Government. These stubborn old men believed they would have better luck next time, that another army and another Hicks would surely defeat the Mahdi, and that even if the Mahdi won again, yet another army and another Hicks would certainly come along, and THEY would succeed, or, if not … but they refused to think about any other possibilities. Faced with such resistance, the English Government, reluctant to intervene, realized they had no option but to apply pressure. They instructed Sir Evelyn Baring, that if the Egyptian Government refused to pull out of Sudan, he should insist that the Khedive appoint other Ministers who would agree to do so.

Meanwhile, not only the Government, but the public in England were beginning to realise the alarming nature of the Egyptian situation. It was some time before the details of the Hicks expedition were fully known, but when they were, and when the appalling character of the disaster was understood, a thrill of horror ran through the country. The newspapers became full of articles on the Sudan, of personal descriptions of the Mahdi, of agitated letters from colonels and clergymen demanding vengeance, and of serious discussions of future policy in Egypt. Then, at the beginning of the new year, alarming messages began to arrive from Khartoum. Colonel Coetlogon, who was in command of the Egyptian troops, reported a menacing concentration of the enemy. Day by day, hour by hour, affairs grew worse. The Egyptians were obviously outnumbered: they could not maintain themselves in the field; Khartoum was in danger; at any moment, its investment might be complete. And, with Khartoum once cut off from communication with Egypt, what might not happen? Colonel Coetlogon began to calculate how long the city would hold out. Perhaps it could not resist the Mahdi for a month, perhaps for more than a month; but he began to talk of the necessity of a speedy retreat. It was clear that a climax was approaching, and that measures must be taken to forestall it at once. Accordingly, Sir Evelyn Baring, on receipt of final orders from England, presented an ultimatum to the Egyptian Government: the Ministry must either sanction the evacuation of the Sudan, or it must resign. The Ministry was obstinate, and, on January 7th, 1884, it resigned, to be replaced by a more pliable body of Pashas. On the same day, General Gordon arrived at Southampton. He was over fifty, and he was still, by the world's measurements, an unimportant man. In spite of his achievements, in spite of a certain celebrity—for 'Chinese Gordon' was still occasionally spoken of—he was unrecognised and almost unemployed.

Meanwhile, not only the government but also the public in England were starting to grasp the serious nature of the situation in Egypt. It took a while for the details of the Hicks expedition to become clear, but once they did, and once the horrifying nature of the disaster was understood, a wave of shock swept through the country. The newspapers were filled with articles about the Sudan, personal accounts of the Mahdi, agitated letters from colonels and clergymen demanding revenge, and serious discussions about future policy in Egypt. Then, at the start of the new year, alarming messages began to arrive from Khartoum. Colonel Coetlogon, who was in charge of the Egyptian troops, reported a worrying buildup of enemy forces. Day by day, hour by hour, the situation deteriorated. The Egyptians were clearly outnumbered; they could not hold their ground; Khartoum was in danger; any moment, the city could be completely surrounded. And if Khartoum was cut off from communication with Egypt, what could happen? Colonel Coetlogon started to estimate how long the city could withstand the siege. Maybe it could resist the Mahdi for a month, maybe longer; but he began to mention the need for a quick retreat. It was evident that a crisis was looming, and immediate actions needed to be taken to prevent it. Accordingly, Sir Evelyn Baring, after receiving final orders from England, issued an ultimatum to the Egyptian government: they had to either approve the evacuation of the Sudan or resign. The government was stubborn, and on January 7th, 1884, it resigned, replaced by a more compliant group of Pashas. On the same day, General Gordon arrived at Southampton. He was over fifty and, by the world's standards, still an insignificant figure. Despite his accomplishments, and a certain level of fame—because ‘Chinese Gordon’ was still occasionally mentioned—he was unrecognized and almost out of work.

He had spent a lifetime in the dubious services of foreign governments, punctuated by futile drudgeries at home; and now, after a long idleness, he had been sent for—to do what?—to look after the Congo for the King of the Belgians. At his age, even if he survived the work and the climate, he could hardly look forward to any subsequent appointment; he would return from the Congo, old and worn out, to a red-brick villa and extinction. Such were General Gordon's prospects on January 7th, 1884. By January 18th, his name was on every tongue, he was the favourite of the nation, he had been declared to be the one living man capable of coping with the perils of the hour; he had been chosen, with unanimous approval, to perform a great task; and he had left England on a mission which was to bring him not only a boundless popularity, but an immortal fame. The circumstances which led to a change so sudden and so remarkable are less easily explained than might have been wished. An ambiguity hangs over them—an ambiguity which the discretion of eminent persons has certainly not diminished. But some of the facts are clear enough.

He had spent a lifetime in the questionable service of foreign governments, mixed with meaningless work at home; and now, after a long period of inactivity, he had been called to do what?—to take care of the Congo for the King of the Belgians. At his age, even if he managed to survive the job and the climate, he could hardly expect any future position; he would come back from the Congo, old and exhausted, to a red-brick house and obscurity. Such were General Gordon's prospects on January 7th, 1884. By January 18th, his name was on everyone's lips, he was the nation's favorite, declared to be the only living person capable of handling the challenges of the moment; he had been chosen, with unanimous support, to undertake a significant mission; and he had left England on a quest that promised him not only immense popularity but also lasting fame. The reasons for such a sudden and remarkable change are not easily explained. There's an ambiguity surrounding them—one that the discretion of prominent figures has certainly not helped clarify. But some of the facts are clear enough.

The decision to withdraw from the Sudan had no sooner been taken than it had become evident that the operation would be a difficult and hazardous one, and that it would be necessary to send to Khartoum an emissary armed with special powers and possessed of special ability, to carry it out. Towards the end of November, somebody at the War Office—it is not clear who—had suggested that this emissary should be General Gordon. Lord Granville, the Foreign Secretary, had thereupon telegraphed to Sir Evelyn Baring asking whether, in his opinion, the presence of General Gordon would be useful in Egypt; Sir Evelyn Baring had replied that the Egyptian Government was averse to this proposal, and the matter had dropped.

The decision to pull out of Sudan was made quickly, but it soon became clear that the operation would be tough and dangerous. It would be necessary to send someone to Khartoum with special authority and skills to carry it out. Toward the end of November, someone at the War Office—it's unclear who—suggested that this person should be General Gordon. Lord Granville, the Foreign Secretary, then sent a telegram to Sir Evelyn Baring asking if he thought General Gordon's presence would be beneficial in Egypt. Sir Evelyn Baring responded that the Egyptian Government was against this idea, and the topic was left alone.

There was no further reference to Gordon in the official dispatches until after his return to England. Nor, before that date, was any allusion made to him as a possible unraveller of the Sudan difficulty, in the Press. In all the discussions which followed the news of the Hicks disaster, his name is only to be found in occasional and incidental references to his work "In the Sudan". The "Pall Mall Gazette", which, more than any other newspaper, interested itself in Egyptian affairs, alluded to Gordon once or twice as a geographical expert; but, in an enumeration of the leading authorities on the Sudan, left him out of account altogether. Yet it was from the "Pall Mall Gazette" that the impulsion which projected him into a blaze of publicity finally came. Mr. Stead, its enterprising editor, went down to Southampton the day after Gordon's arrival there, and obtained an interview. Now when he was in the mood—after a little b. and s., especially—no one was more capable than Gordon, with his facile speech and his free-and-easy manners, of furnishing good copy for a journalist; and Mr. Stead made the most of his opportunity. The interview, copious and pointed, was published next day in the most prominent part of the paper, together with a leading article, demanding that the General should be immediately dispatched to Khartoum with the widest powers. The rest of the Press, both in London and in the provinces, at once took up the cry: General Gordon was a capable and energetic officer, he was a noble and God-fearing man, he was a national asset, he was a statesman in the highest sense of the word; the occasion was pressing and perilous; General Gordon had been for years Governor-General of the Sudan; General Gordon alone had the knowledge, the courage, the virtue, which would save the situation; General Gordon must go to Khartoum. So, for a week, the papers sang in chorus. But already those in high places had taken a step. Mr. Stead's interview appeared on the afternoon of January 9th, and on the morning of January 10th Lord Granville telegraphed to Sir Evelyn Baring, proposing, for a second time, that Gordon's services should be utilised in Egypt. But Sir Evelyn Baring, for the second time, rejected the proposal.

There was no further mention of Gordon in the official reports until he returned to England. Before that point, there was no suggestion in the media that he could help resolve the issues in Sudan. In all the discussions that followed the news of the Hicks disaster, his name only appeared in occasional references to his work "In the Sudan." The "Pall Mall Gazette," which showed more interest than any other newspaper in Egyptian matters, referred to Gordon a couple of times as a geographical expert; however, when listing the leading experts on the Sudan, they completely overlooked him. Yet it was the "Pall Mall Gazette" that sparked the publicity that thrust him into the spotlight. Mr. Stead, the paper's ambitious editor, went to Southampton the day after Gordon arrived and managed to get an interview. When he was in the right mood—especially after a little food and drink—nobody could outshine Gordon in terms of delivering engaging content for a journalist, and Mr. Stead took full advantage of this. The interview, detailed and sharp, was published the next day in a prominent section of the paper, along with a leading article calling for Gordon to be immediately sent to Khartoum with full authority. The rest of the press, both in London and in the provinces, quickly joined in: General Gordon was seen as a skilled and dynamic officer, a noble and devout man, a valuable national asset, and a statesman of the highest caliber; the situation was urgent and dangerous; General Gordon had served for years as Governor-General of the Sudan; he alone had the knowledge, bravery, and integrity needed to resolve the crisis; General Gordon must go to Khartoum. For a week, the papers echoed this sentiment. However, those in power had already taken action. Mr. Stead's interview was published on the afternoon of January 9th, and by the morning of January 10th, Lord Granville had telegraphed Sir Evelyn Baring, suggesting for the second time that Gordon's expertise should be used in Egypt. But once again, Sir Evelyn Baring rejected the suggestion.

While these messages were flashing to and fro, Gordon himself was paying a visit to the Rev. Mr. Barnes at the Vicarage of Heavitree, near Exeter. The conversation ran chiefly on Biblical and spiritual matters—on the light thrown by the Old Testament upon the geography of Palestine, and on the relations between man and his Maker; but, there were moments when topics of a more worldly interest arose. It happened that Sir Samuel Baker, Gordon's predecessor in Equatoria, lived in the neighbourhood. A meeting was arranged, and the two ex-Governors, with Mr. Barnes in attendance, went for a drive together. In the carriage, Sir Samuel Baker, taking up the tale of the "Pall Mall Gazette", dilated upon the necessity of his friend's returning to the Sudan as Governor-General. Gordon was silent; but Mr. Barnes noticed that his blue eyes flashed, while an eager expression passed over his face. Late that night, after the Vicar had retired to bed, he was surprised by the door suddenly opening, and by the appearance of his guest swiftly tripping into the room. 'You saw me today?' the low voice abruptly questioned. 'You mean in the carriage?' replied the startled Mr. Barnes. 'Yes,' came the reply; 'you saw ME—that was MYSELF—the self I want to get rid of.' There was a sliding movement, the door swung to, and the Vicar found himself alone again.

While these messages were going back and forth, Gordon was visiting Rev. Mr. Barnes at the Vicarage of Heavitree, near Exeter. Their conversation mainly focused on Biblical and spiritual topics—like how the Old Testament relates to the geography of Palestine, and the relationship between humans and their Creator; but there were also moments when more worldly subjects came up. It turned out that Sir Samuel Baker, Gordon's predecessor in Equatoria, lived nearby. They arranged a meeting, and the two former Governors, along with Mr. Barnes, went for a drive together. In the carriage, Sir Samuel Baker, picking up the story from the "Pall Mall Gazette," talked about the need for his friend to return to the Sudan as Governor-General. Gordon stayed quiet, but Mr. Barnes noticed his blue eyes shining, and an eager look spread across his face. Late that night, after the Vicar had gone to bed, he was surprised when the door suddenly opened, and his guest quickly entered the room. "Did you see me today?" the low voice suddenly asked. "You mean in the carriage?" replied the startled Mr. Barnes. "Yes," the response came; "you saw ME—that was MYSELF—the part of me I want to get rid of." There was a sliding movement, the door swung shut, and the Vicar found himself alone again.

It was clear that a disturbing influence had found its way into Gordon's mind. His thoughts, wandering through Africa, flitted to the Sudan; they did not linger at the Congo. During the same visit, he took the opportunity of calling upon Dr. Temple, the Bishop of Exeter, and asking him, merely as a hypothetical question, whether, in his opinion, Sudanese converts to Christianity might be permitted to keep three wives. His Lordship answered that this would be uncanonical.

It was obvious that a troubling influence had taken hold of Gordon's mind. His thoughts, drifting through Africa, briefly touched on the Sudan; they didn't stay at the Congo. During the same visit, he took the chance to meet with Dr. Temple, the Bishop of Exeter, and asked him, just as a hypothetical question, whether, in his view, Sudanese converts to Christianity could be allowed to keep three wives. His Lordship replied that this would be against church rules.

A few days later, it appeared that the conversation in the carriage at Heavitree had borne fruit. Gordon wrote a letter to Sir Samuel Baker, further elaborating the opinions on the Sudan which he had already expressed in his interview with Mr. Stead; the letter was clearly intended for publication, and published it was in "The Times" of January 14th. On the same day, Gordon's name began once more to buzz along the wires in secret questions and answers to and from the highest quarters.

A few days later, it seemed that the conversation in the carriage at Heavitree had led to something. Gordon wrote a letter to Sir Samuel Baker, further explaining his views on the Sudan that he had already shared in his interview with Mr. Stead; the letter was clearly meant for publication, and it was published in "The Times" on January 14th. On the same day, Gordon's name started to circulate again through secret questions and answers to and from the highest levels.

'Might it not be advisable,' telegraphed Lord Granville to Mr. Gladstone, to put a little pressure on Baring, to induce him to accept the assistance of General Gordon?' Mr. Gladstone replied, also by a telegram, in the affirmative; and on the 15th, Lord Wolseley telegraphed to Gordon begging him to come to London immediately. Lord Wolseley, who was one of Gordon's oldest friends, was at that time Adjutant-General of the Forces; there was a long interview; and, though the details of the conversation have never transpired, it is known that, in the course of it, Lord Wolseley asked Gordon if he would be willing to go to the Sudan, to which Gordon replied that there was only one objection—his prior engagement to the King of the Belgians. Before nightfall, Lord Granville, by private telegram, had 'put a little pressure on Baring'. 'He had,' he said, 'heard indirectly that Gordon was ready to go at once to the Sudan on the following rather vague terms: His mission to be to report to Her Majesty's Government on the military situation, and to return without any further engagement. He would be under you for instructions and will send letters through you under flying seal … He might be of use,' Lord Granville added, in informing you and us of the situation. It would be popular at home, but there may be countervailing objections. Tell me,' such was Lord Granville's concluding injunction, 'your real opinion.' It was the third time of asking, and Sir Evelyn Baring resisted no longer.

"Might it be a good idea," Lord Granville messaged Mr. Gladstone, "to pressure Baring a bit to convince him to accept General Gordon's help?" Mr. Gladstone replied by telegram, agreeing, and on the 15th, Lord Wolseley sent a telegram to Gordon urging him to come to London immediately. Lord Wolseley, one of Gordon's oldest friends, was then the Adjutant-General of the Forces; they had a lengthy meeting, and while the details of their conversation haven’t been revealed, it’s known that during this talk, Lord Wolseley asked Gordon if he would be willing to go to Sudan, to which Gordon replied there was only one problem—his prior commitment to the King of the Belgians. Before nightfall, Lord Granville, through a private telegram, had "put a little pressure on Baring." He mentioned he had "heard indirectly that Gordon was ready to go to Sudan immediately under the following somewhat vague conditions: His mission would be to report to Her Majesty's Government on the military situation and then return without any further commitment. He would be under you for instructions and will send letters through you under flying seal… He might be helpful," Lord Granville added, "in keeping you and us informed about the situation. It would be popular back home, but there may be other concerns. Tell me," Lord Granville concluded, "your honest opinion." It was the third time asking, and Sir Evelyn Baring finally agreed.

'Gordon,' he telegraphed on the 16th, 'would be the best man if he will pledge himself to carry out the policy of withdrawing from the Sudan as quickly as is possible, consistently with saving life. He must also understand that he must take his instructions from the British representative in Egypt … I would rather have him than anyone else, provided there is a perfectly clear understanding with him as to what his position is to be and what line of policy he is to carry out. Otherwise, not … Whoever goes should be distinctly warned that he will undertake a service of great difficulty and danger.'

'Gordon,' he messaged on the 16th, 'would be the best choice if he's willing to commit to the plan of withdrawing from Sudan as quickly as possible while ensuring lives are saved. He also needs to know that he must take orders from the British representative in Egypt… I would prefer him over anyone else, as long as there’s a clear understanding of his role and the policy he needs to follow. Otherwise, no… Whoever takes this on should be clearly warned that they will face a challenging and dangerous task.'

In the meantime, Gordon, with the Sudan upon his lips, with the Sudan in his imagination, had hurried to Brussels, to obtain from the King of the Belgians a reluctant consent to the postponement of his Congo mission. On the 17th he was recalled to London by a telegram from Lord Wolseley. On the 18th the final decision was made. 'At noon,' Gordon told the Rev. Mr. Barnes, Wolseley came to me and took me to the Ministers. He went in and talked to the Ministers, and came back and said: "Her Majesty's Government wants you to undertake this. Government is determined to evacuate the Sudan, for they will not guarantee future government. Will you go and do it?" I said: "Yes." He said: "Go in." I went in and saw them. They said: "Did Wolseley tell you your orders?" I said: "Yes." I said: "You will not guarantee future government of the Sudan, and you wish me to go up and evacuate now." They said: "Yes", and it was over.'

In the meantime, Gordon, thinking about the Sudan, rushed to Brussels to get a reluctant agreement from the King of the Belgians to postpone his Congo mission. On the 17th, he received a telegram from Lord Wolseley recalling him to London. On the 18th, the final decision was made. "At noon," Gordon told Rev. Mr. Barnes, "Wolseley came to me and took me to the Ministers. He went in and spoke to the Ministers, then came back and said, 'Her Majesty's Government wants you to take this on. The government is set on evacuating the Sudan because they won't guarantee future governance. Will you go and do it?' I replied, 'Yes.' He said, 'Go in.' I went in and met with them. They asked, 'Did Wolseley inform you of your orders?' I answered, 'Yes.' I said, 'You won't guarantee future governance of the Sudan, and you want me to go up and evacuate immediately.' They replied, 'Yes,' and that was it."

Such was the sequence of events which ended in General Gordon's last appointment. The precise motives of those responsible for these transactions are less easy to discern. It is difficult to understand what the reasons could have been which induced the Government, not only to override the hesitations of Sir Evelyn Baring, but to overlook the grave and obvious dangers involved in sending such a man as Gordon to the Sudan. The whole history of his life, the whole bent of his character, seemed to disqualify him for the task for which he had been chosen. He was before all things a fighter, an enthusiast, a bold adventurer; and he was now to be entrusted with the conduct of an inglorious retreat. He was alien to the subtleties of civilised statesmanship, he was unamenable to official control, he was incapable of the skilful management of delicate situations; and he was now to be placed in a position of great complexity, requiring at once a cool judgment, a clear perception of fact, and a fixed determination to carry out a line of policy laid down from above. He had, it is true, been Governor-General of the Sudan; but he was now to return to the scene of his greatness as the emissary of a defeated and humbled power; he was to be a fugitive where he had once been a ruler; the very success of his mission was to consist in establishing the triumph of those forces which he had spent years in trampling underfoot. All this should have been clear to those in authority, after a very little reflection. It was clear enough to Sir Evelyn Baring, though, with characteristic reticence, he had abstained from giving expression to his thoughts. But, even if a general acquaintance with Gordon's life and character were not sufficient to lead to these conclusions, he himself had taken care to put their validity beyond reasonable doubt. Both in his interview with Mr. Stead and in his letter to Sir Samuel Baker, he had indicated unmistakably his own attitude towards the Sudan situation. The policy which he advocated, the state of feeling in which he showed himself to be, was diametrically opposed to the declared intentions of the Government. He was by no means in favour of withdrawing from the Sudan; he was in favour, as might have been supposed, of vigorous military action. It might be necessary to abandon, for the time being, the more remote garrisons in Darfur and Equatoria; but Khartoum must be held at all costs. To allow the Mahdi to enter Khartoum would not merely mean the return of the whole of the Sudan to barbarism; it would be a menace to the safety of Egypt herself. To attempt to protect Egypt against the Mahdi by fortifying her southern frontier was preposterous. 'You might as well fortify against a fever.' Arabia, Syria, the whole Mohammedan world, would be shaken by the Mahdi's advance. 'In self-defence,' Gordon declared to Mr. Stead, the policy of evacuation cannot possibly be justified.' The true policy was obvious. A strong man—Sir Samuel Baker, perhaps—must be sent to Khartoum, with a large contingent of Indian and Turkish troops and with two millions of money. He would very soon overpower the Mahdi, whose forces would 'fall to pieces of themselves'. For in Gordon's opinion it was 'an entire mistake to regard the Mahdi as in any sense a religious leader'; he would collapse as soon as he was face to face with an English general. Then the distant regions of Darfur and Equatoria could once more be occupied; their original Sultans could be reinstated; the whole country would be placed under civilised rule; and the slave-trade would be finally abolished. These were the views which Gordon publicly expressed on January 9th and on January 14th; and it certainly seems strange that on January 10th and on January 14th, Lord Granville should have proposed, without a word of consultation with Gordon himself, to send him on a mission which involved, not the reconquest, but the abandonment of the Sudan; Gordon, indeed, when he was actually approached by Lord Wolseley, had apparently agreed to become the agent of a policy which was exactly the reverse of his own. No doubt, too, it is possible for a subordinate to suppress his private convictions and to carry out loyally, in spite of them, the orders of his superiors. But how rare are the qualities of self-control and wisdom which such a subordinate must possess! And how little reason there was to think that General Gordon possessed them!

Such was the series of events that led to General Gordon's last appointment. The exact motives of those behind these actions aren't easy to figure out. It’s hard to understand why the Government chose to ignore Sir Evelyn Baring’s hesitations and overlook the serious and obvious risks of sending someone like Gordon to the Sudan. The entire history of his life and the nature of his character seemed to disqualify him for the role he was given. Above everything else, he was a fighter, an enthusiast, a bold adventurer; and now he was to be responsible for managing a shameful retreat. He was out of touch with the intricacies of civilized politics, resistant to official oversight, and incapable of skillfully handling delicate situations; yet he was placed in a challenging position that required calm judgment, clear understanding of facts, and a firm commitment to follow a policy dictated from above. It's true he'd been Governor-General of the Sudan, but he was returning to the scene of his past achievements as a representative of a defeated and weakened power; he would be a fugitive where he had once ruled; the success of his mission would depend on establishing the dominance of forces he'd spent years trying to suppress. This should have been obvious to those in charge after a little reflection. It was clear to Sir Evelyn Baring, although he refrained from voicing his thoughts. But even if a general understanding of Gordon's life and character wasn’t enough to reach these conclusions, Gordon himself made his stance unmistakably clear. In his conversation with Mr. Stead and in his letter to Sir Samuel Baker, he clearly outlined his views on the Sudan situation. The policy he advocated and his feelings were completely contrary to the Government's stated intentions. He definitely did not support withdrawing from the Sudan; as might be expected, he favored strong military action. It might be necessary to temporarily abandon the more distant garrisons in Darfur and Equatoria, but Khartoum had to be defended at all costs. Allowing the Mahdi to take Khartoum would not just mean the complete return of the Sudan to barbarism; it would also pose a threat to the safety of Egypt itself. Attempting to protect Egypt against the Mahdi by strengthening its southern border was absurd. 'You might as well fortify against a fever.' The Mahdi’s advance would shake Arabia, Syria, and the entire Muslim world. 'In self-defense,' Gordon told Mr. Stead, 'the policy of evacuation cannot possibly be justified.' The real policy was obvious. A strong leader—perhaps Sir Samuel Baker—needed to be sent to Khartoum, along with a large contingent of Indian and Turkish troops and two million pounds. He would quickly overcome the Mahdi, whose forces would 'fall apart by themselves.' In Gordon's opinion, it was 'a complete mistake to see the Mahdi as any kind of religious leader'; he would crumble as soon as he faced an English general. After that, the distant regions of Darfur and Equatoria could be reoccupied; their original Sultans could be reinstated; the whole country could come under civilized rule, and the slave trade could finally be ended. These were the views Gordon expressed publicly on January 9th and January 14th; and it certainly seems odd that on January 10th and January 14th, Lord Granville proposed, without consulting Gordon at all, to send him on a mission that involved not reconquering but abandoning the Sudan; indeed, when Lord Wolseley approached him, it seemed Gordon agreed to carry out a policy that was the exact opposite of his own. No doubt a subordinate can keep their personal beliefs private and loyally execute their superiors’ orders despite them. But how rare are the qualities of self-restraint and wisdom that such a subordinate must have! And how little reason was there to think that General Gordon possessed them!

In fact, the conduct of the Government wears so singular an appearance that it has seemed necessary to account for it by some ulterior explanation. It has often been asserted that the true cause of Gordon's appointment was the clamour in the Press. It is said—among others, by Sir Evelyn Baring himself, who has given something like an official sanction to this view of the case—that the Government could not resist the pressure of the newspapers and the feeling in the country which it indicated; that Ministers, carried off their feet by a wave of 'Gordon cultus', were obliged to give way to the inevitable. But this suggestion is hardly supported by an examination of the facts. Already, early in December, and many weeks before Gordon's name had begun to figure in the newspapers, Lord Granville had made his first effort to induce Sir Evelyn Baring to accept Gordon's services. The first newspaper demand for a Gordon mission appeared in the "Pall Mall Gazette" on the afternoon of January 9th; and the very next morning, Lord Granville was making his second telegraphic attack upon Sir Evelyn Baring. The feeling in the Press did not become general until the 11th, and on the 14th Lord Granville, in his telegram to Mr. Gladstone, for the third time proposed the appointment of Gordon. Clearly, on the part of Lord Granville at any rate, there was no extreme desire to resist the wishes of the Press. Nor was the Government as a whole by any means incapable of ignoring public opinion; a few months were to show that, plainly enough. It is difficult to avoid the conclusion that if Ministers had been opposed to the appointment of Gordon, he would never have been appointed. As it was, the newspapers were in fact forestalled, rather than followed, by the Government.

In fact, the Government's actions seem so unusual that it appears necessary to explain them in some other way. It's often been claimed that the real reason for Gordon's appointment was the loud outcry from the Press. It's said—among others, by Sir Evelyn Baring himself, who has essentially endorsed this perspective—that the Government couldn't resist the pressure from the newspapers and the sentiment in the country they reflected; that Ministers, swept up by a wave of 'Gordon worship', had to give in to the inevitable. But this suggestion is hardly backed up by an examination of the facts. Already, earlier in December, weeks before Gordon's name started appearing in the newspapers, Lord Granville had made his first attempt to persuade Sir Evelyn Baring to enlist Gordon's help. The first demand from the newspapers for a Gordon mission appeared in the "Pall Mall Gazette" on the afternoon of January 9th; and the very next morning, Lord Granville was making his second telegraphic appeal to Sir Evelyn Baring. The sentiment in the Press didn’t become widespread until the 11th, and on the 14th Lord Granville, in his telegram to Mr. Gladstone, for the third time suggested Gordon's appointment. Clearly, at least from Lord Granville's perspective, there wasn't an overwhelming desire to appease the Press. Nor was the Government as a whole incapable of ignoring public opinion; a few months would clearly demonstrate that. It's hard to avoid the conclusion that if Ministers had been against Gordon's appointment, he would never have been appointed. As it turned out, the Government actually acted ahead of the newspapers, rather than in response to them.

How, then, are we to explain the Government's action? Are we to suppose that its members, like the members of the public at large, were themselves carried away by a sudden enthusiasm, a sudden conviction that they had found their saviour; that General Gordon was the man—they did not quite know why, but that was of no consequence—the one man to get them out of the whole Sudan difficulty—they did not quite know how, but that was of no consequence either if only he were sent to Khartoum? Doubtless even Cabinet Ministers are liable to such impulses; doubtless it is possible that the Cabinet of that day allowed itself to drift, out of mere lack of consideration, and judgment, and foresight, along the rapid stream of popular feeling towards the inevitable cataract. That may be so; yet there are indications that a more definite influence was at work. There was a section of the Government which had never become quite reconciled to the policy of withdrawing from the Sudan. To this section—we may call it the imperialist section—which was led, inside the Cabinet, by Lord Hartington, and outside by Lord Wolseley, the policy which really commended itself was the very policy which had been outlined by General Gordon in his interview with Mr. Stead and his letter to Sir Samuel Baker. They saw that it might be necessary to abandon some of the outlying parts of the Sudan to the Mahdi; but the prospect of leaving the whole province in his hands was highly distasteful to them; above all, they dreaded the loss of Khartoum. Now, supposing that General Gordon, in response to a popular agitation in the Press, were sent to Khartoum, what would follow? Was it not at least possible that, once there, with his views and his character, he would, for some reason or other, refrain from carrying out a policy of pacific retreat? Was it not possible that in that case he might so involve the English Government that it would find itself obliged, almost imperceptibly perhaps, to substitute for its policy of withdrawal a policy of advance? Was it not possible that General Gordon might get into difficulties, that he might be surrounded and cut off from Egypt'? If that were to happen, how could the English Government avoid the necessity of sending an expedition to rescue him? And, if an English expedition went to the Sudan, was it conceivable that it would leave the Mahdi as it found him? In short, would not the dispatch of General Gordon to Khartoum involve, almost inevitably, the conquest of the Sudan by British troops, followed by a British occupation? And, behind all these questions, a still larger question loomed. The position of the English in Egypt itself was still ambiguous; the future was obscure; how long, in reality, would an English army remain in Egypt? Was not one thing, at least, obvious—that if the English were to conquer and occupy the Sudan, their evacuation of Egypt would become impossible?

How, then, can we explain the Government's actions? Should we assume that its members, like the general public, were swept away by a sudden enthusiasm, a strong belief that they had found their savior; that General Gordon was the right person—though they didn’t really know why, and that didn’t matter—that he was the one person to resolve the entire Sudan issue—they weren’t sure how, but that was also unimportant if only he was sent to Khartoum? Surely even Cabinet Ministers are susceptible to such impulses; it’s possible that the Cabinet of that time allowed itself to drift, simply due to a lack of thought, judgment, and foresight, down the swift current of popular sentiment towards an inevitable crisis. That may be the case; yet there are signs that a more specific influence was at play. There was a faction within the Government that had never fully accepted the policy of withdrawing from Sudan. This faction—we can refer to it as the imperialist faction—was led by Lord Hartington within the Cabinet and by Lord Wolseley outside of it, and the policy that genuinely appealed to them was the very one that General Gordon had outlined during his meeting with Mr. Stead and in his letter to Sir Samuel Baker. They recognized that it might be necessary to abandon some of the remote areas of Sudan to the Mahdi; however, the thought of leaving the entire province in his control was extremely unappealing to them; above all, they feared the loss of Khartoum. Now, if General Gordon were sent to Khartoum in response to popular pressure from the press, what might happen? Was it not at least conceivable that, once there, with his views and personality, he might, for whatever reason, avoid a policy of peaceful withdrawal? Was it possible that in this scenario he could entangle the English Government, compelling it—perhaps without even noticing—to shift from a policy of withdrawal to a policy of advancement? Was it likely that General Gordon could find himself in trouble, potentially surrounded and cut off from Egypt? If that took place, how could the English Government escape having to send an expedition to rescue him? And if an English expedition went to Sudan, could it realistically leave the Mahdi as it found him? In short, wouldn’t sending General Gordon to Khartoum almost necessarily lead to the conquest of Sudan by British troops, followed by British occupation? And, looming behind all these questions, was an even bigger question. The situation of the English in Egypt was still unclear; the future was uncertain; how long, in reality, would an English army remain in Egypt? Wasn’t one thing at least clear—that if the English were to conquer and occupy Sudan, their withdrawal from Egypt would become impossible?

With our present information, it would be rash to affirm that all, or any, of these considerations were present to the minds of the imperialist section of the Government. Yet it is difficult to believe that a man such as Lord Wolseley, for instance, with his knowledge of affairs and his knowledge of Gordon, could have altogether overlooked them. Lord Hartington, indeed, may well have failed to realise at once the implications of General Gordon's appointment—for it took Lord Hartington some time to realise the implications of anything; but Lord Hartington was very far from being a fool; and we may well suppose that he instinctively, perhaps subconsciously, apprehended the elements of a situation which he never formulated to himself. However that may be, certain circumstances are significant. It is significant that the go-between who acted as the Government's agent in its negotiations with Gordon was an imperialist—Lord Wolseley. It is significant that the 'Ministers' whom Gordon finally interviewed, and who actually determined his appointment were by no means the whole of the Cabinet, but a small section of it, presided over by Lord Hartington. It is significant, too, that Gordon's mission was represented both to Sir Evelyn Baring, who was opposed to his appointment, and to Mr. Gladstone, who was opposed to an active policy in the Sudan, as a mission merely 'to report'; while, no sooner was the mission actually decided upon, than it began to assume a very different complexion. In his final interview with the 'Ministers', Gordon we know (though he said nothing about it to the Rev. Mr Barnes) threw out the suggestion that it might be as well to make him the Governor-General of the Sudan. The suggestion, for the moment, was not taken up; but it is obvious that a man does not propose to become a Governor-General in order to make a report.

With the information we have now, it would be reckless to claim that all, or any, of these factors were on the minds of the imperialist part of the Government. Still, it's hard to believe that someone like Lord Wolseley, with his understanding of the situation and his knowledge of Gordon, could have completely ignored them. Lord Hartington might not have immediately grasped the implications of General Gordon's appointment—after all, it took him some time to understand any implications at all; but he was far from being foolish, and we can assume that he instinctively, maybe even subconsciously, sensed the key elements of a situation that he never articulated. Regardless, certain circumstances stand out. It’s notable that the intermediary who acted as the Government's representative in its discussions with Gordon was an imperialist—Lord Wolseley. It's also noteworthy that the "Ministers" who ultimately met with Gordon and made the decision about his appointment were not the entire Cabinet, but a small group led by Lord Hartington. Furthermore, it’s significant that Gordon's mission was presented both to Sir Evelyn Baring, who disagreed with his appointment, and to Mr. Gladstone, who was against an active policy in the Sudan, simply as a mission to "report"; yet, as soon as the mission was confirmed, it started to take on a very different character. In his final meeting with the "Ministers," we know that Gordon (though he did not mention it to the Rev. Mr. Barnes) suggested it might be better to make him the Governor-General of the Sudan. For the moment, his suggestion was not taken up; but it’s clear that someone doesn’t propose to be a Governor-General just to file a report.

We are in the region of speculations; one other presents itself. Was the movement in the Press during that second week of January a genuine movement, expressing a spontaneous wave of popular feeling? Or was it a cause of that feeling, rather than an effect? The engineering of a newspaper agitation may not have been an impossibility—even so long ago as 1884. One would like to know more than one is ever likely to know of the relations of the imperialist section of the Government with Mr. Stead.

We are in the realm of speculation; another question arises. Was the Press's activity during that second week of January a genuine expression of a spontaneous wave of public sentiment? Or was it a cause of that sentiment rather than a result? Orchestrating a newspaper campaign might not have been impossible—even back in 1884. It would be great to know more than we are ever likely to find out about the connections between the imperialist faction of the Government and Mr. Stead.

But it is time to return to the solidity of fact. Within a few hours of his interview with the Ministers, Gordon had left England forever. At eight o'clock in the evening, there was a little gathering of elderly gentlemen at Victoria Station. Gordon, accompanied by Colonel Stewart, who was to act as his second-in-command, tripped on to the platform. Lord Granville bought the necessary tickets; the Duke of Cambridge opened the railway-carriage door. The General jumped into the train; and then Lord Wolseley appeared, carrying a leather bag, in which was L200 in gold, collected from friends at the last moment for the contingencies of the journey. The bag was handed through the window. The train started. As it did so, Gordon leaned out and addressed a last whispered question to Lord Wolseley. Yes, it had been done. Lord Wolseley had seen to it himself; next morning, every member of the Cabinet would receive a copy of Dr. Samuel Clarke's Scripture Promises. That was all. The train rolled out of the station.

But it's time to get back to the facts. Within a few hours of his meeting with the Ministers, Gordon had left England for good. At eight o'clock in the evening, a small gathering of older gentlemen was at Victoria Station. Gordon, accompanied by Colonel Stewart, who would be his second-in-command, stepped onto the platform. Lord Granville bought the tickets; the Duke of Cambridge opened the train carriage door. The General jumped into the train, and then Lord Wolseley showed up, carrying a leather bag containing £200 in gold, collected from friends at the last minute for travel expenses. The bag was handed through the window. The train started moving. As it did, Gordon leaned out and quietly asked Lord Wolseley a final question. Yes, it had been taken care of. Lord Wolseley had handled it personally; the next morning, every Cabinet member would get a copy of Dr. Samuel Clarke's Scripture Promises. That was all. The train rolled out of the station.

Before the travellers reached Cairo, steps had been taken which finally put an end to the theory—if it had ever been seriously held—that the purpose of the mission was simply the making of a report. On the very day of Gordon's departure, Lord Granville telegraphed to Sir Evelyn Baring as follows: 'Gordon suggests that it may be announced in Egypt that he is on his way to Khartoum to arrange for the future settlement of the Sudan for the best advantage of the people.' Nothing was said of reporting. A few days later, Gordon himself telegraphed to Lord Granville suggesting that he should be made Governor-General of the Sudan, in order to 'accomplish the evacuation', and to 'restore to the various Sultans of the Sudan their independence'. Lord Granville at once authorised Sir Evelyn Baring to issue, if he thought fit, a proclamation to this effect in the name of the Khedive. Thus the mission 'to report' had already swollen into a Governor-Generalship, with the object, not merely of effecting the evacuation of the Sudan, but also of setting up 'various Sultans' to take the place of the Egyptian Government.

Before the travelers reached Cairo, actions were taken that finally put an end to the idea—if it had ever been taken seriously—that the purpose of the mission was just to create a report. On the very day Gordon left, Lord Granville sent a telegram to Sir Evelyn Baring that said: 'Gordon suggests that it may be announced in Egypt that he is on his way to Khartoum to arrange for the future settlement of the Sudan for the best advantage of the people.' There was no mention of reporting. A few days later, Gordon himself telegraphed Lord Granville suggesting that he be made Governor-General of the Sudan, to 'accomplish the evacuation' and to 'restore to the various Sultans of the Sudan their independence.' Lord Granville immediately authorized Sir Evelyn Baring to issue, if he thought it appropriate, a proclamation to this effect in the name of the Khedive. Thus, the mission 'to report' had already expanded into a Governor-Generalship, aimed not just at achieving the evacuation of the Sudan, but also at reinstating 'various Sultans' to replace the Egyptian Government.

In Cairo, in spite of the hostilities of the past, Gordon was received with every politeness. He was at once proclaimed Governor-General of the Sudan, with the widest powers. He was on the point of starting off again on his journey southwards, when a singular and important incident occurred. Zobeir, the rebel chieftain of Darfur, against whose forces Gordon had struggled for years, and whose son, Suleiman, had been captured and executed by Gessi, Gordon's lieutenant, was still detained at Cairo. It so fell out that he went to pay a visit to one of the Ministers at the same time as the new Governor-General. The two men met face to face, and, as he looked into the savage countenance of his old enemy, an extraordinary shock of inspiration ran through Gordon's brain. He was seized, as he explained in a State paper, which he drew up immediately after the meeting, with a 'mystic feeling' that he could trust Zobeir. It was true that Zobeir was 'the greatest slave-hunter who ever existed'; it was true that he had a personal hatred of Gordon, owing to the execution of Suleiman—'and one cannot wonder at it, if one is a father'; it was true that, only a few days previously, on his way to Egypt, Gordon himself had been so convinced of the dangerous character of Zobeir that he had recommended by telegram his removal to Cyprus. But such considerations were utterly obliterated by that one moment of electric impact of personal vision; henceforward, there was a rooted conviction in Gordon's mind that Zobeir was to be trusted, that Zobeir must join him at Khartoum, that Zobeir's presence would paralyse the Mahdi, that Zobeir must succeed him in the government of the country after the evacuation. Did not Sir Evelyn Baring, too, have the mystic feeling? Sir Evelyn Baring confessed that he had not. He distrusted mystic feelings. Zobeir, no doubt, might possibly be useful; but, before deciding upon so important a matter, it was necessary to reflect and to consult.

In Cairo, despite the hostilities of the past, Gordon was welcomed with great politeness. He was immediately appointed Governor-General of the Sudan, with extensive powers. Just as he was about to resume his journey southward, a strange and significant event took place. Zobeir, the rebel leader of Darfur, against whom Gordon had fought for years, and whose son, Suleiman, had been captured and executed by Gessi, Gordon's lieutenant, was still being held in Cairo. Coincidentally, he visited one of the Ministers at the same time as the new Governor-General. The two men came face to face, and as Gordon looked into the fierce face of his old enemy, an intense flash of inspiration struck him. He felt, as he explained in a State paper he wrote immediately after their meeting, a "mystic feeling" that he could trust Zobeir. It was true that Zobeir was "the greatest slave-hunter who ever existed"; it was true that he harbored a personal vendetta against Gordon because of Suleiman's execution—"and one cannot blame him, if one is a father"; it was true that just days earlier, on his way to Egypt, Gordon had been so convinced of Zobeir's dangerous nature that he had sent a telegram recommending his removal to Cyprus. However, all of these thoughts were completely overshadowed by that one moment of electric connection; from then on, Gordon was convinced that Zobeir could be trusted, that Zobeir must join him in Khartoum, that Zobeir's presence would immobilize the Mahdi, and that Zobeir was to succeed him in the governance of the country after the evacuation. Did Sir Evelyn Baring also have this mystic feeling? Sir Evelyn Baring admitted that he did not. He was skeptical of mystic feelings. Zobeir might indeed be useful, but before making such an important decision, careful consideration and consultation were necessary.

In the meantime, failing Zobeir, something might perhaps be done with the Emir Abdul Shakur, the heir of the Darfur Sultans. The Emir, who had been living in domestic retirement in Cairo, was with some difficulty discovered, given L2,000, an embroidered uniform, together with the largest decoration that could be found, and informed that he was to start at once with General Gordon for the Sudan, where it would be his duty to occupy the province of Darfur, after driving out the forces of the Mahdi. The poor man begged for a little delay; but no delay could be granted. He hurried to the railway station in his frockcoat and fez, and rather the worse for liquor. Several extra carriages for his twenty-three wives and a large quantity of luggage had then to be hitched on to the Governor-General's train; and at the last moment some commotion was caused by the unaccountable disappearance of his embroidered uniform. It was found, but his troubles were not over. On the steamer, General Gordon was very rude to him, and he drowned his chagrin in hot rum and water. At Assuan he disembarked, declaring that he would go no farther. Eventually, however, he got as far as Dongola, whence, after a stay of a few months, he returned with his family to Cairo.

In the meantime, if Zobeir fails, something might be done with Emir Abdul Shakur, the heir of the Darfur Sultans. The Emir, who had been living quietly in Cairo, was found with some difficulty and given L2,000, an embroidered uniform, and the largest decoration available, and informed that he was to leave immediately with General Gordon for Sudan, where his job would be to take control of the Darfur province after driving out the Mahdi's forces. The poor guy asked for a little more time, but none could be granted. He rushed to the train station in his frock coat and fez, and he was a bit worse for wear from drinking. Several extra carriages for his twenty-three wives and a lot of luggage had to be added to the Governor-General's train; and at the last moment, some chaos erupted due to the mysterious disappearance of his embroidered uniform. It was found, but his troubles weren’t over. On the steamer, General Gordon was pretty rude to him, and he drowned his sorrows in hot rum and water. In Assuan, he got off the boat, stating he wouldn’t go any further. Eventually, though, he made it to Dongola, where he stayed for a few months before returning with his family to Cairo.

In spite of this little contretemps, Gordon was in the highest spirits. At last his capacities had been recognised by his countrymen; at last he had been entrusted with a task great enough to satisfy even his desires. He was already famous; he would soon be glorious. Looking out once more over the familiar desert, he felt the searchings of his conscience stilled by the manifest certainty that it was for this that Providence had been reserving him through all these years of labour and of sorrow for this! What was the Mahdi to stand up against him! A thousand schemes, a thousand possibilities sprang to life in his pullulating brain. A new intoxication carried him away. 'Il faut etre toujours ivre. Tout est la: c'est l'unique question.' Little though he knew it, Gordon was a disciple of Baudelaire. 'Pour ne pas sentir l'horrible fardeau du Temps qui brise vos epaules et vous penche vers la terre, il faut vous enivrer sans treve.' Yes—but how feeble were those gross resources of the miserable Abdul-Shakur! Rum? Brandy? Oh, he knew all about them; they were nothing. He tossed off a glass. They were nothing at all. The true drunkenness lay elsewhere. He seized a paper and pencil, and dashed down a telegram to Sir Evelyn Baring. Another thought struck him, and another telegram followed. And another, and yet another. He had made up his mind; he would visit the Mahdi in person, and alone. He might do that; or he might retire to the Equator. He would decidedly retire to the Equator, and hand over the Bahr-el-Ghazal province to the King of the Belgians. A whole flock of telegrams flew to Cairo from every stopping-place. Sir Evelyn Baring was patient and discrete; he could be trusted with such confidences; but unfortunately Gordon's strange exhilaration found other outlets. At Berber, in the course of a speech to the assembled chiefs, he revealed the intention of the Egyptian Government to withdraw from the Sudan. The news was everywhere in a moment, and the results were disastrous. The tribesmen, whom fear and interest had still kept loyal, perceived that they need look no more for help or punishment from Egypt, and began to turn their eyes towards the rising sun.

In spite of this little hiccup, Gordon was in great spirits. Finally, his abilities had been recognized by his fellow citizens; finally, he had been given a task significant enough to satisfy even his ambitions. He was already famous; he would soon be glorious. Looking out once more over the familiar desert, he felt his conscience quieted by the clear certainty that this was what Providence had been preparing him for through all those years of hard work and suffering—this! What could the Mahdi do to stand against him? A thousand ideas and possibilities sprang to life in his buzzing brain. A new excitement swept over him. 'You must always be drunk. That's everything: it's the only question.' Little did he know, Gordon was a follower of Baudelaire. 'To avoid feeling the horrible weight of Time that crushes your shoulders and bends you toward the ground, you must intoxicate yourself without ceasing.' Yes—but how weak those crude resources of the miserable Abdul-Shakur were! Rum? Brandy? Oh, he knew all about them; they were nothing. He downed a glass. They were nothing at all. The true intoxication lay elsewhere. He grabbed a paper and pencil and quickly wrote a telegram to Sir Evelyn Baring. Another thought struck him, and another telegram followed. And another, and yet another. He had made up his mind; he would meet the Mahdi in person, and alone. He might do that; or he might retreat to the Equator. He would definitely retreat to the Equator and hand over the Bahr-el-Ghazal province to the King of the Belgians. A flurry of telegrams went to Cairo from every stop. Sir Evelyn Baring was patient and discreet; he could be trusted with such secrets; but unfortunately, Gordon's strange excitement found other outlets. At Berber, during a speech to the gathered chiefs, he revealed the intention of the Egyptian Government to withdraw from the Sudan. The news spread everywhere in an instant, and the consequences were disastrous. The tribesmen, who had still remained loyal out of fear and interest, realized they no longer needed to look for help or punishment from Egypt, and began to turn their eyes toward the rising sun.

Nevertheless, for the moment, the prospect wore a favourable appearance. The Governor-General was welcomed at every stage of his journey, and on February 18th he made a triumphal entry into Khartoum. The feeble garrison, the panic-stricken inhabitants, hailed him as a deliverer. Surely they need fear no more, now that the great English Pasha had come among them. His first acts seemed to show that a new and happy era had begun. Taxes were remitted, the bonds of the usurers were destroyed, the victims of Egyptian injustice were set free from the prisons; the immemorial instruments of torture—the stocks and the whips and the branding-irons were broken to pieces in the public square. A bolder measure had been already taken. A proclamation had been issued sanctioning slavery in the Sudan. Gordon, arguing that he was powerless to do away with the odious institution, which, as soon as the withdrawal was carried out, would inevitably become universal, had decided to reap what benefit he could from the public abandonment of an unpopular policy. At Khartoum the announcement was received with enthusiasm, but it caused considerable perturbation in England. The Christian hero, who had spent so many years of his life in suppressing slavery, was now suddenly found to be using his high powers to set it up again. The Anti-Slavery Society made a menacing movement, but the Government showed a bold front, and the popular belief in Gordon's infallibility carried the day.

Nevertheless, for the moment, the situation looked positive. The Governor-General was greeted warmly at every stop of his journey, and on February 18th he made a triumphant entry into Khartoum. The weak garrison and the terrified residents welcomed him as their savior. Surely, they had nothing to fear now that the esteemed English Pasha was with them. His initial actions suggested that a new and prosperous era had begun. Taxes were canceled, the debts of the loan sharks were wiped out, and the victims of Egyptian oppression were freed from prison; the ancient tools of torture—the stocks, whips, and branding irons—were smashed in the public square. A bolder move had already been made. A proclamation was issued allowing slavery in the Sudan. Gordon argued that he could not eliminate the detestable institution, which, once the withdrawal was complete, would inevitably become widespread. He decided to make the most of the public rejection of an unpopular policy. In Khartoum, the announcement was met with enthusiasm, but it caused significant concern in England. The Christian hero, who had dedicated many years to fighting against slavery, was now suddenly found to be using his authority to reinstate it. The Anti-Slavery Society took a threatening stance, but the Government stood firm, and the public's faith in Gordon's infallibility won the day.

He himself was still radiant. Nor, amid the jubilation and the devotion which surrounded him, did he forget higher things. In all this turmoil, he told his sister, he was 'supported'. He gave injunctions that his Egyptian troops should have regular morning and evening prayers; 'they worship one God,' he said, 'Jehovah.' And he ordered an Arabic text, 'God rules the hearts of all men', to be put up over the chair of state in his audience chamber. As the days went by, he began to feel at home again in the huge palace which he knew so well. The glare and the heat of that southern atmosphere, the movement of the crowded city, the dark-faced populace, the soldiers and the suppliants, the reawakened consciousness of power, the glamour and the mystery of the whole strange scene—these things seized upon him, engulfed him, and worked a new transformation on his intoxicated heart. England, with its complications and its policies, became an empty vision to him; Sir Evelyn Baring, with his cautions and sagacities, hardly more than a tiresome name. He was Gordon Pasha, he was the Governor-General, he was the ruler of the Sudan. He was among his people—his own people, and it was to them only that he was responsible—to them, and to God. Was he to let them fall without a blow into the clutches of a sanguinary impostor? Never! He was there to prevent that. The distant governments might mutter something about 'evacuation'; his thoughts were elsewhere. He poured them into his telegrams, and Sir Evelyn Baring sat aghast. The man who had left London a month before, with instructions to 'report upon the best means of effecting the evacuation of the Sudan', was now openly talking of 'smashing up the Mahdi' with the aid of British and Indian troops. Sir Evelyn Baring counted upon his fingers the various stages of this extraordinary development in General Gordon's opinions. But he might have saved himself the trouble, for, in fact, it was less a development than a reversion. Under the stress of the excitements and the realities of his situation at Khartoum, the policy which Gordon was now proposing to carry out had come to tally, in every particular, with the policy which he had originally advocated with such vigorous conviction in the pages of the Pall Mall Gazette.

He was still radiant. Despite the joy and devotion surrounding him, he didn't forget the bigger picture. In all this chaos, he told his sister he felt 'supported.' He instructed that his Egyptian troops should have regular morning and evening prayers; 'they worship one God,' he said, 'Jehovah.' He ordered an Arabic text, 'God rules the hearts of all men,' to be displayed above the chair of state in his audience chamber. As the days went by, he began to feel at home again in the huge palace he knew so well. The bright glare and heat of that southern atmosphere, the hustle and bustle of the crowded city, the dark-faced people, the soldiers and the petitioners, the renewed awareness of power, the allure and mystery of the whole strange scene—these things took hold of him, engulfed him, and transformed his exhilarated heart. England, with all its complexities and politics, faded into an empty vision; Sir Evelyn Baring, with his cautious insights, was hardly more than a bothersome name. He was Gordon Pasha, the Governor-General, the ruler of the Sudan. He was among his people—his own people—and he was only responsible to them and to God. Was he going to let them fall into the hands of a bloodthirsty impostor without fighting back? Never! He was there to stop that. The distant governments might mumble about 'evacuation'; his mind was elsewhere. He poured his thoughts into his telegrams, leaving Sir Evelyn Baring appalled. The man who had left London a month earlier with orders to 'report on the best means of evacuating the Sudan' was now openly talking about 'smashing up the Mahdi' with the help of British and Indian troops. Sir Evelyn Baring counted on his fingers the various stages of this extraordinary shift in General Gordon's views. But he could have saved himself the effort, as it was less of a shift and more of a return. Under the pressure of the excitement and realities of his situation in Khartoum, the policy Gordon was now proposing to pursue matched perfectly with the policy he had originally passionately advocated in the pages of the Pall Mall Gazette.

Nor was the adoption of that policy by the English Government by any means out of the question. For, in the meantime, events had been taking place in the Eastern Sudan, in the neighbourhood of the Red Sea port of Suakin, which were to have a decisive effect upon the prospects of Khartoum. General Baker, the brother of Sir Samuel Baker, attempting to relieve the beleaguered garrisons of Sinkat and Tokar, had rashly attacked the forces of Osman Digna, had been defeated, and obliged to retire. Sinkat and Tokar had then fallen into the hands of the Mahdi's general. There was a great outcry in England, and a wave of warlike feeling passed over the country. Lord Wolseley at once drew up a memorandum advocating the annexation of the Sudan. In the House of Commons even Liberals began to demand vengeance and military action, whereupon the Government dispatched Sir Gerald Graham with a considerable British force to Suakin. Sir Gerald Graham advanced, and in the battles of El Teb and Tamai inflicted two bloody defeats upon the Mahdi's forces. It almost seemed as if the Government was now committed to a policy of interference and conquest; as if the imperialist section of the Cabinet were at last to have their way. The dispatch of Sir Gerald Graham coincided with Gordon's sudden demand for British and Indian troops with which to 'smash up the Mahdi'. The business, he assured Sir Evelyn Baring, in a stream of telegrams, could very easily be done. It made him sick, he said, to see himself held in check and the people of the Sudan tyrannised over by 'a feeble lot of stinking Dervishes'. Let Zobeir at once be sent down to him, and all would be well.

Nor was the adoption of that policy by the English Government by any means out of the question. In the meantime, events had been unfolding in the Eastern Sudan, near the Red Sea port of Suakin, that were set to have a major impact on the future of Khartoum. General Baker, the brother of Sir Samuel Baker, tried to rescue the trapped garrisons of Sinkat and Tokar, but foolishly attacked the forces of Osman Digna, got defeated, and had to retreat. Sinkat and Tokar then fell into the hands of the Mahdi's general. There was a huge outcry in England, and a surge of militaristic sentiment spread across the country. Lord Wolseley quickly wrote a memo recommending the annexation of the Sudan. In the House of Commons, even Liberals began calling for revenge and military action, prompting the Government to send Sir Gerald Graham with a significant British force to Suakin. Sir Gerald Graham moved forward, and in the battles of El Teb and Tamai, dealt two bloody defeats to the Mahdi's forces. It almost looked like the Government was now committed to a strategy of intervention and conquest; as if the imperialist faction of the Cabinet was finally getting their way. The dispatch of Sir Gerald Graham coincided with Gordon's sudden request for British and Indian troops to 'take out the Mahdi.' He assured Sir Evelyn Baring, through a flurry of telegrams, that it could be done easily. It made him sick, he said, to see himself restrained while the people of the Sudan were oppressed by 'a weak group of pathetic Dervishes.' He insisted that Zobeir be sent to him immediately, and everything would be sorted out.

The original Sultans of the country had unfortunately proved disappointing. Their place should be taken by Zobeir. After the Mahdi had been smashed up, Zobeir should rule the Sudan as a subsidised vassal of England, on a similar footing to that of the Amir of Afghanistan. The plan was perhaps feasible; but it was clearly incompatible with the policy of evacuation, as it had been hitherto laid down by the English Government. Should they reverse that policy? Should they appoint Zobeir, reinforce Sir Gerald Graham, and smash up the Mahdi? They could not make up their minds. So far as Zobeir was concerned, there were two counterbalancing considerations; on the one hand, Evelyn Baring now declared that he was in favour of the appointment; but, on the other hand, would English public opinion consent to a man, described by Gordon himself as 'the greatest slave-hunter who ever existed', being given an English subsidy and the control of the Sudan? While the Cabinet was wavering, Gordon took a fatal step. The delay was intolerable, and one evening, in a rage, he revealed his desire for Zobeir—which had hitherto been kept a profound official secret—to Mr Power, the English Consul at Khartoum, and the special correspondent of "The Times." Perhaps he calculated that the public announcement of his wishes would oblige the Government to yield to them; if so, he was completely mistaken, for the result was the very reverse. The country, already startled by the proclamation in favour of slavery, could not swallow Zobeir. The Anti-Slavery Society set on foot a violent agitation, opinion in the House of Commons suddenly stiffened, and the Cabinet, by a substantial majority, decided that Zobeir should remain in Cairo. The imperialist wave had risen high, but it had not risen high enough; and now it was rapidly subsiding. The Government's next action was decisive. Sir Gerald Graham and his British Army were withdrawn from the Sudan.

The original Sultans of the country had sadly proven to be a letdown. Zobeir should take their place. After the Mahdi had been defeated, Zobeir was to govern Sudan as a paid vassal of England, similar to the Amir of Afghanistan. The plan might have been doable, but it clearly clashed with the evacuation policy that the English Government had set until then. Should they change that policy? Should they appoint Zobeir, strengthen Sir Gerald Graham, and defeat the Mahdi? They couldn't make a decision. Regarding Zobeir, there were two opposing views; on one hand, Evelyn Baring announced he supported the appointment; on the other hand, would the English public accept a man described by Gordon as 'the greatest slave-hunter who ever existed' receiving English funding and control over Sudan? While the Cabinet hesitated, Gordon took a dangerous step. The delay was unbearable, and one evening, in frustration, he shared his support for Zobeir—which had been a closely guarded official secret—with Mr. Power, the English Consul at Khartoum, and the special correspondent for "The Times." Perhaps he thought that making his wishes public would force the Government to comply; if that was his plan, he was completely wrong, because the outcome was the exact opposite. The country, already shocked by the announcement in favor of slavery, couldn't accept Zobeir. The Anti-Slavery Society launched a fierce campaign, public opinion in the House of Commons stiffened quickly, and the Cabinet, by a solid majority, decided that Zobeir would stay in Cairo. The imperialist movement had risen high, but it wasn't high enough; now it was quickly falling back. The Government's next move was decisive. Sir Gerald Graham and his British Army were pulled out of Sudan.

The critical fortnight during which these events took place was the first fortnight of March. By the close of it, Gordon's position had undergone a rapid and terrible change. Not only did he find himself deprived, by the decision of the Government, both of the hope of Zobeir's assistance and of the prospect of smashing up the Mahdi with the aid of British troops; the military movements in the Eastern Sudan produced, at the very same moment, a yet more fatal consequence. The adherents of the Mahdi had been maddened, they had not been crushed, by Sir Gerald Graham's victories. When, immediately afterwards, the English withdrew to Suakin, from which they never again emerged, the inference seemed obvious; they had been defeated, and their power was at an end. The warlike tribes to the north and the northeast of Khartoum had long been wavering. They now hesitated no longer, and joined the Mahdi. From that moment—it was less than a month from Gordon's arrival at Khartoum—the situation of the town was desperate. The line of communications was cut. Though it still might be possible for occasional native messengers, or for a few individuals on an armed steamer, to win their way down the river into Egypt, the removal of a large number of persons—the loyal inhabitants or the Egyptian garrison—was henceforward an impossibility. The whole scheme of the Gordon mission had irremediably collapsed; worse still, Gordon himself, so far from having effected the evacuation of the Sudan, was surrounded by the enemy. 'The question now is,' Sir Evelyn Baring told Lord Granville, on March 24th, 'how to get General Gordon and Colonel Stewart away from Khartoum.'

The crucial two weeks when these events happened were the first two weeks of March. By the end of that period, Gordon's situation had changed rapidly and dramatically. Not only was he left without hope for Zobeir's support and the prospect of defeating the Mahdi with British troops, but the military actions in Eastern Sudan had a far worse outcome at the same time. The supporters of the Mahdi had become enraged rather than defeated by Sir Gerald Graham's victories. Then, when the British troops withdrew to Suakin, which they never returned from, it seemed clear they had been defeated and their influence was finished. The warlike tribes to the north and northeast of Khartoum, which had been uncertain for a long time, no longer hesitated and joined the Mahdi. From that point—less than a month after Gordon arrived in Khartoum—the city's situation was dire. The lines of communication were severed. Although it might still be possible for some native messengers or a few individuals on an armed boat to make their way down the river into Egypt, evacuating a large number of people—loyal residents or the Egyptian garrison—was now impossible. The entire plan of the Gordon mission had irreparably fallen apart; worse yet, Gordon himself, instead of successfully evacuating Sudan, was surrounded by the enemy. "The question now is," Sir Evelyn Baring told Lord Granville on March 24th, "how to get General Gordon and Colonel Stewart out of Khartoum."

The actual condition of the town, however, was not, from a military point of view, so serious as Colonel Coetlogon, in the first moments of panic after the Hicks disaster, had supposed. Gordon was of opinion that it was capable of sustaining a siege of many months. With his usual vigour, he had already begun to prepare an elaborate system of earthworks, mines, and wire entanglements. There was a five or six months' supply of food, there was a great quantity of ammunition, the garrison numbered about 8,000 men. There were, besides, nine small paddle-wheel steamers, hitherto used for purposes of communication along the Nile, which, fitted with guns and protected by metal plates, were of considerable military value. 'We are all right,' Gordon told his sister on March 15th. 'We shall, D. V., go on for months.' So far, at any rate, there was no cause for despair. But the effervescent happiness of three weeks since had vanished. Gloom, doubt, disillusionment, self-questioning, had swooped down again upon their victim.

The actual state of the town, however, wasn’t as serious from a military standpoint as Colonel Coetlogon had believed in the initial panic following the Hicks disaster. Gordon felt that it could withstand a siege for many months. With his usual energy, he had already started to set up a detailed system of earthworks, mines, and barbed wire. There was enough food for five to six months, a large amount of ammunition, and the garrison counted around 8,000 men. Additionally, there were nine small paddle-wheel steamers, previously used for communication along the Nile, which, equipped with guns and reinforced with metal plates, held significant military value. 'We are all good,' Gordon told his sister on March 15th. 'We should be able to last for months, D.V.' For now, at least, there was no reason to feel hopeless. But the bubbly happiness from three weeks earlier had faded away. Gloom, doubt, disillusionment, and self-doubt had once again descended upon them.

'Either I must believe He does all things in mercy and love, or else I disbelieve His existence; there is no half way in the matter. What holes do I not put myself into! And for what? So mixed are my ideas. I believe ambition put me here in this ruin.'

'Either I have to believe He does everything out of mercy and love, or I don’t believe He exists at all; there's no middle ground. What trouble do I get myself into! And for what? My thoughts are so jumbled. I think ambition is what got me into this mess.'

Was not that the explanation of it all? 'Our Lord's promise is not for the fulfilment of earthly wishes; therefore, if things come to ruin here He is still faithful, and is carrying out His great work of divine wisdom.' How could he have forgotten that? But he would not transgress again. 'I owe all to God, and nothing to myself, for, humanly speaking, I have done very foolish things. However, if I am humbled, the better for me.'

Wasn't that the explanation for everything? 'Our Lord's promise isn't about fulfilling earthly desires; so, even if things fall apart here, He remains faithful and is carrying out His great work of divine wisdom.' How could he have forgotten that? But he wouldn't make that mistake again. 'I owe everything to God and nothing to myself because, from a human perspective, I've done some very foolish things. However, if I'm humbled, that's better for me.'

News of the changed circumstances at Khartoum was not slow in reaching England, and a feeling of anxiety began to spread. Among the first to realise the gravity of the situation was Queen Victoria. 'It is alarming,' she telegraphed to Lord Hartington on March 25th. 'General Gordon is in danger; you are bound to try to save him … You have incurred a fearful responsibility.' With an unerring instinct, Her Majesty forestalled and expressed the popular sentiment. During April, when it had become clear that the wire between Khartoum and Cairo had been severed; when, as time passed, no word came northward, save vague rumours of disaster; when at last a curtain of impenetrable mystery closed over Khartoum, the growing uneasiness manifested itself in letters to the newspapers, in leading articles, and in a flood of subscriptions towards a relief fund. At the beginning of May, the public alarm reached a climax. It now appeared to be certain, not only that General Gordon was in imminent danger, but that no steps had yet been taken by the Government to save him.

News of the changed situation in Khartoum quickly reached England, and a sense of anxiety started to spread. Among the first to realize how serious it was was Queen Victoria. "This is alarming," she telegraphed to Lord Hartington on March 25th. "General Gordon is in danger; you must try to save him... You have taken on a heavy responsibility." With remarkable insight, Her Majesty captured and voiced the public's feelings. During April, when it became clear that the communication line between Khartoum and Cairo had been cut; when, as time went by, no information came northward, except for vague rumors of disaster; and when finally an impenetrable mystery surrounded Khartoum, the growing concern was reflected in letters to the newspapers, in editorials, and in a surge of donations for a relief fund. By early May, public alarm reached its peak. It now seemed certain not only that General Gordon was in serious danger, but also that the Government had not yet taken any action to rescue him.

On the 5th, there was a meeting of protest and indignation at St. James's Hall; on the 9th there was a mass meeting in Hyde Park; on the 11th there was a meeting at Manchester. The Baroness Burdett-Coutts wrote an agitated letter to "The Times" begging for further subscriptions. Somebody else proposed that a special fund should be started with which 'to bribe the tribes to secure the General's personal safety'. A country vicar made another suggestion. Why should not public prayers be offered up for General Gordon in every church in the kingdom? He himself had adopted that course last Sunday. 'Is not this,' he concluded, 'what the godly man, the true hero, himself would wish to be done?' It was all of no avail. General Gordon remained in peril; the Government remained inactive. Finally, a vote of censure was moved in the House of Commons; but that too proved useless. It was strange; the same executive which, two months before, had trimmed its sails so eagerly to the shifting gusts of popular opinion, now, in spite of a rising hurricane, held on its course. A new spirit, it was clear—a determined, an intractable spirit—had taken control of the Sudan situation. What was it? The explanation was simple, and it was ominous. Mr. Gladstone had intervened.

On the 5th, there was a meeting of protest and anger at St. James's Hall; on the 9th, a huge gathering took place in Hyde Park; on the 11th, there was a meeting in Manchester. Baroness Burdett-Coutts wrote a worried letter to "The Times" pleading for more donations. Someone else suggested starting a special fund to “bribe the tribes to ensure the General's safety.” A country vicar made another suggestion: why not offer public prayers for General Gordon in every church across the country? He had taken that approach himself last Sunday. “Isn’t this,” he concluded, “what the righteous man, the true hero, would want to happen?” It was all for nothing. General Gordon was still in danger, and the Government remained inactive. Eventually, a vote of censure was proposed in the House of Commons, but that also was ineffective. It was odd; the same government that, two months earlier, had hurried to adjust to the changing winds of public opinion, was now, despite a growing storm, staying the course. A new force, clearly—a determined, unyielding force—had taken charge of the Sudan situation. What was it? The answer was simple, and it was concerning. Mr. Gladstone had intervened.

The old statesman was now entering upon the penultimate period of his enormous career. He who had once been the rising hope of the stern and unbending Tories, had at length emerged, after a lifetime of transmutations, as the champion of militant democracy. He was at the apex of his power. His great rival was dead; he stood pre-eminent in the eye of the nation; he enjoyed the applause, the confidence, the admiration, the adoration, even, of multitudes. Yet—such was the peculiar character of the man, and such was the intensity of the feelings which he called forth—at this very moment, at the height of his popularity, he was distrusted and loathed; already an unparalleled animosity was gathering its forces against him. For, indeed, there was something in his nature which invited—which demanded—the clashing reactions of passionate extremes. It was easy to worship Mr. Gladstone; to see in him the perfect model of the upright man—the man of virtue and of religion—the man whose whole life had been devoted to the application of high principles to affairs of State; the man, too, whose sense of right and justice was invigorated and ennobled by an enthusiastic heart. It was also easy to detest him as a hypocrite, to despise him as a demagogue, and to dread him as a crafty manipulator of men and things for the purposes of his own ambition.

The old statesman was now entering the second to last phase of his long career. He who had once been the hopeful face of the strict and unyielding Tories had finally emerged, after a lifetime of changes, as the advocate for active democracy. He was at the peak of his influence. His main rival was dead; he stood out in the eyes of the nation; he received the applause, trust, admiration, and even adoration of many. Yet—such was the unique nature of the man and the intensity of the feelings he inspired—that at this very moment, at the height of his popularity, he was distrusted and hated; already an unprecedented hostility was gathering strength against him. For indeed, there was something in his character that invited—indeed demanded—the clashing responses of passionate extremes. It was easy to admire Mr. Gladstone; to view him as the perfect example of an upright man—the man of virtue and religion—the man whose entire life had been dedicated to applying high principles to governance; the man whose sense of right and justice was strengthened and elevated by an enthusiastic spirit. It was also easy to loathe him as a hypocrite, to scorn him as a populist, and to fear him as a cunning manipulator of people and situations for his own ambitions.

It might have been supposed that one or other of these conflicting judgments must have been palpably absurd, that nothing short of gross prejudice or wilful blindness, on one side or the other, could reconcile such contradictory conceptions of a single human being. But it was not so; 'the elements' were 'so mixed' in Mr. Gladstone that his bitterest enemies (and his enemies were never mild) and his warmest friends (and his friends were never tepid) could justify, with equal plausibility, their denunciations or their praises. What, then, was the truth? In the physical universe there are no chimeras. But man is more various than nature; was Mr. Gladstone, perhaps, a chimera of the spirit? Did his very essence lie in the confusion of incompatibles? His very essence? It eludes the hand that seems to grasp it. One is baffled, as his political opponents were baffled fifty years ago. The soft serpent coils harden into quick strength that has vanished, leaving only emptiness and perplexity behind. Speech was the fibre of his being; and, when he spoke, the ambiguity of ambiguity was revealed. The long, winding, intricate sentences, with their vast burden of subtle and complicated qualifications, befogged the mind like clouds, and like clouds, too, dropped thunder bolts. Could it not then at least be said of him with certainty that his was a complex character? But here also there was a contradiction.

It might have been assumed that one of these conflicting opinions must have been obviously absurd, and that only extreme bias or willful ignorance on one side or the other could explain such contradictory views of a single person. But that wasn't the case; ‘the elements’ were ‘so mixed’ in Mr. Gladstone that his fiercest critics (and his critics were never gentle) and his most ardent supporters (and his supporters were never lukewarm) could justify, with equal credibility, their condemnation or their admiration. So, what was the truth? In the physical universe, there are no illusions. But humans are more complex than nature; was Mr. Gladstone perhaps a chimera of the spirit? Did his very essence lie in the blend of opposites? His very essence? It evades the hand that seems to hold it. One is puzzled, just as his political opponents were puzzled fifty years ago. The soft serpent coils harden into quick strength that has disappeared, leaving only emptiness and confusion behind. Speech was the core of his being; and when he spoke, the ambiguity of ambiguity was revealed. The long, winding, intricate sentences, with their heavy load of subtle and complicated conditions, clouded the mind like fog, and like fog, too, delivered thunderbolts. Could it not then at least be said of him with certainty that he had a complex character? But here, too, there was a contradiction.

In spite of the involutions of his intellect and the contortions of his spirit, it is impossible not to perceive a strain of naivete in Mr. Gladstone. He adhered to some of his principles that of the value of representative institutions, for instance with a faith which was singularly literal; his views upon religion were uncritical to crudeness; he had no sense of humour. Compared with Disraeli's, his attitude towards life strikes one as that of an ingenuous child. His very egoism was simple-minded; through all the labyrinth of his passions there ran a single thread. But the centre of the labyrinth? Ah! the thread might lead there, through those wandering mazes, at last. Only, with the last corner turned, the last step taken, the explorer might find that he was looking down into the gulf of a crater. The flame shot out on every side, scorching and brilliant; but in the midst, there was a darkness.

Despite the complexities of his thinking and the turmoil of his spirit, it's hard not to see a touch of innocence in Mr. Gladstone. He held on to some of his beliefs, like the importance of representative institutions, with a faith that was surprisingly straightforward; his views on religion were uncritically simplistic; he lacked a sense of humor. When compared to Disraeli's, his approach to life seems more like that of an innocent child. Even his selfishness was rather naive; throughout the tangled web of his emotions, there was a single thread. But the heart of the maze? Ah! That thread might eventually lead there, navigating through those twisting paths. Yet, once the final turn was made, the last step taken, the traveler might discover that he was peering into the void of a crater. Flames burst forth in every direction, intense and dazzling; but at the center, there was a darkness.

That Mr. Gladstone's motives and ambitions were not merely those of a hunter after popularity was never shown more clearly than in that part of his career which, more than any other, has been emphasised by his enemies—his conduct towards General Gordon. He had been originally opposed to Gordon's appointment, but he had consented to it partly, perhaps, owing to the persuasion that its purpose did not extend beyond the making of a 'report'. Gordon once gone, events had taken their own course; the policy of the Government began to slide, automatically, down a slope at the bottom of which lay the conquest of the Sudan and the annexation of Egypt. Sir Gerald Graham's bloody victories awoke Mr. Gladstone to the true condition of affairs; he recognised the road he was on and its destination; but there was still time to turn back.

That Mr. Gladstone's motives and ambitions were not just about chasing popularity was never clearer than during the part of his career that has been highlighted by his opponents—his dealings with General Gordon. He had initially opposed Gordon's appointment, but he eventually agreed to it, perhaps partly because he believed it was just for making a 'report.' Once Gordon was gone, things started to unfold on their own; the Government's policy began to slide, naturally, down a path leading to the conquest of Sudan and the annexation of Egypt. Sir Gerald Graham's bloody victories made Mr. Gladstone aware of the real situation; he recognized the direction he was heading in and where it would lead him, but there was still time to change course.

It was he who had insisted upon the withdrawal of the English army from the Eastern Sudan. The imperialists were sadly disappointed. They had supposed that the old lion had gone to sleep, and suddenly he had come out of his lair, and was roaring. All their hopes now centred upon Khartoum. General Gordon was cut off; he was surrounded, he was in danger; he must be relieved. A British force must be sent to save him. But Mr. Gladstone was not to be caught napping a second time. When the agitation rose, when popular sentiment was deeply stirred, when the country, the Press, the Sovereign herself, declared that the national honour was involved with the fate of General Gordon, Mr. Gladstone remained immovable. Others might picture the triumphant rescue of a Christian hero from the clutches of heathen savages; before HIS eyes was the vision of battle, murder, and sudden death, the horrors of defeat and victory, the slaughter and the anguish of thousands, the violence of military domination, the enslavement of a people.

It was he who insisted on pulling the English army out of Eastern Sudan. The imperialists were very disappointed. They thought the old lion had gone to sleep, but suddenly he emerged from his lair and was roaring. All their hopes were now focused on Khartoum. General Gordon was cut off; he was surrounded, he was in danger; he needed to be rescued. A British force had to be sent to save him. But Mr. Gladstone wasn't going to be caught off guard a second time. As the protests grew louder, as public opinion was stirred, as the country, the Press, and even the Sovereign herself stated that the national honor was tied to General Gordon's fate, Mr. Gladstone remained firm. Others may have imagined a triumphant rescue of a Christian hero from the hands of savage enemies; but in HIS view was the vision of battle, murder, and sudden death, the horrors of defeat and victory, the slaughter and suffering of thousands, the brutality of military rule, the oppression of a people.

The invasion of the Sudan, he had flashed out in the House of Commons, would be a war of conquest against a people struggling to be free. 'Yes, those people are struggling to be free, and they are rightly struggling to be free.' Mr. Gladstone—it was one of his old-fashioned simplicities—believed in liberty. If, indeed, it should turn out to be the fact that General Gordon was in serious danger, then, no doubt, it would be necessary to send a relief expedition to Khartoum. But, he could see no sufficient reason to believe that it was the fact. Communications, it was true, had been interrupted between Khartoum and Cairo, but no news was not necessarily bad news, and the little information that had come through from General Gordon seemed to indicate that he could hold out for months. So his agile mind worked, spinning its familiar web of possibilities and contingencies and fine distinctions. General Gordon, he was convinced, might be hemmed in, but he was not surrounded. Surely, it was the duty of the Government to take no rash step, but to consider and to inquire, and, when it acted, to act upon reasonable conviction. And then, there was another question. If it was true—and he believed it was true—that General Gordon's line of retreat was open, why did not General Gordon use it?

The invasion of Sudan, he had pointed out in the House of Commons, would be a war of conquest against a people fighting for their freedom. "Yes, those people are fighting for their freedom, and they rightly should." Mr. Gladstone—known for his old-fashioned sincerity—believed in liberty. If it turned out that General Gordon was in serious danger, then, undoubtedly, it would be necessary to send a rescue mission to Khartoum. However, he saw no strong reason to believe that this was the case. True, communication had been cut off between Khartoum and Cairo, but no news didn't necessarily mean bad news, and the little information that had reached him from General Gordon suggested that he could hold out for months. His quick mind worked, weaving its familiar web of possibilities, contingencies, and fine distinctions. He was convinced that General Gordon might be cornered, but he was not completely surrounded. Surely, it was the Government's responsibility to avoid hasty decisions, to think things through, and to act based on reasonable conviction when necessary. Then, there was another question. If it was true—and he believed it was—that General Gordon's route of escape was open, why wasn't General Gordon using it?

Perhaps he might be unable to withdraw the Egyptian garrison, but it was not for the sake of the Egyptian garrison that the relief expedition was proposed; it was simply and solely to secure the personal safety of General Gordon. And General Gordon had it in his power to secure his personal safety himself; and he refused to do so; he lingered on in Khartoum, deliberately, wilfully, in defiance of the obvious wishes of his superiors. Oh! it was perfectly clear what General Gordon was doing: he was trying to force the hand of the English Government. He was hoping that if he only remained long enough at Khartoum, he would oblige the English Government to send an army into the Sudan which should smash up the Mahdi. That, then, was General Gordon's calculation! Well, General Gordon would learn that he had made a mistake. Who was he that he should dare to imagine that he could impose his will upon Mr. Gladstone? The old man's eyes glared. If it came to a struggle between them—well, they should see! As the weeks passed, the strange situation grew tenser. It was like some silent deadly game of bluff. And who knows what was passing in the obscure depths of that terrifying spirit? What mysterious mixture of remorse, rage, and jealousy? Who was it that was ultimately responsible for sending General Gordon to Khartoum? But then, what did that matter? Why did not the man come back? He was a Christian hero, wasn't he? Were there no other Christian heroes in the world? A Christian hero! Let him wait until the Mahdi's ring was really round him, until the Mahdi's spear was really about to fall! That would be the test of heroism! If he slipped back then, with his tail between his legs—! The world would judge.

Perhaps he might not be able to pull back the Egyptian troops, but the relief mission wasn't proposed because of them; it was purely to ensure General Gordon's personal safety. And General Gordon had the ability to ensure his own safety; yet he chose not to. He stayed in Khartoum, intentionally and defiantly ignoring the clear wishes of his superiors. It was obvious what General Gordon was trying to do: he was attempting to pressure the English Government. He hoped that if he stayed long enough in Khartoum, he would force the English Government to send an army into Sudan to defeat the Mahdi. That was General Gordon's plan! Well, he would soon realize he had made a mistake. Who did he think he was to believe he could dictate terms to Mr. Gladstone? The old man's eyes flared with intensity. If it came down to a struggle between them—well, they'd see! As the weeks went by, the odd situation became more tense. It felt like a silent, dangerous game of bluff. And who knows what was going on in the dark depths of that frightening spirit? What strange mix of guilt, anger, and jealousy? Who was ultimately responsible for sending General Gordon to Khartoum? But really, what did that matter? Why didn’t he just come back? He was a Christian hero, right? Were there no other Christian heroes in the world? A Christian hero! He should wait until the Mahdi’s forces were really closing in, until the Mahdi’s spear was actually about to strike! That would be the real test of heroism! If he returned then, with his tail between his legs—! The world would judge.

One of the last telegrams sent by Gordon before the wire was cut seemed to support exactly Mr. Gladstone's diagnosis of the case. He told Sir Evelyn Baring that, since the Government refused to send either an expedition or Zobeir, he would 'consider himself free to act according to circumstances.' 'Eventually,' he said, 'you will be forced to smash up the Mahdi', and he declared that if the Government persisted in its present line of conduct, it would be branded with an 'indelible disgrace'. The message was made public, and it happened that Mr. Gladstone saw it for the first time in a newspaper, during a country visit. Another of the guests, who was in the room at the moment, thus describes the scene: 'He took up the paper, his eye instantly fell on the telegram, and he read it through. As he read, his face hardened and whitened, the eyes burned as I have seen them once or twice in the House of Commons when he was angered—burned with a deep fire, as if they would have consumed the sheet on which Gordon's message was printed, or as if Gordon's words had burned into his soul, which was looking out in wrath and flame. He said not a word. For perhaps two or three minutes he sat still, his face all the while like the face you may read of in Milton—like none other I ever saw. Then he rose, still without a word, and was seen no more that morning.'

One of the last telegrams sent by Gordon before the wire was cut seemed to align perfectly with Mr. Gladstone's assessment of the situation. He informed Sir Evelyn Baring that, since the Government refused to send either an expedition or Zobeir, he would 'consider himself free to act according to circumstances.' 'Ultimately,' he said, 'you will have to take down the Mahdi,' and he stated that if the Government continued with its current approach, it would face 'indelible disgrace.' The message was made public, and it just so happened that Mr. Gladstone saw it for the first time in a newspaper during a trip to the country. Another guest present at the moment described the scene: 'He picked up the paper, his gaze immediately landed on the telegram, and he read it in full. As he read, his face hardened and paled, his eyes burned with a intensity I had seen on a few occasions in the House of Commons when he was angry—burned with a deep fire, as if they could have consumed the paper on which Gordon's message was printed, or as if Gordon's words had burned into his soul, which was revealing itself in fury and fire. He said nothing. For perhaps two or three minutes he remained silent, his expression resembling the face you might read about in Milton—like no other I have ever seen. Then he stood up, still without a word, and was not seen again that morning.'

It is curious that Gordon himself never understood the part that Mr. Gladstone was playing in his destiny. His Khartoum journals put this beyond a doubt. Except for one or two slight and jocular references to Mr. Gladstone's minor idiosyncrasies—the shape of his collars, and his passion for felling trees, Gordon leaves him unnoticed while he lavishes his sardonic humour upon Lord Granville. But in truth Lord Granville was a nonentity. The error shows how dim the realities of England had grown to the watcher in Khartoum. When he looked towards home, the figure that loomed largest upon his vision was—it was only natural that it should have been so the nearest—it was upon Sir Evelyn Baring that he fixed his gaze. For him, Sir Evelyn Baring was the embodiment of England—or rather the embodiment of the English official classes, of English diplomacy, of the English Government with its hesitations, its insincerities, its double-faced schemes. Sir Evelyn Baring, he almost came to think at moments, was the prime mover, the sole contriver, of the whole Sudan imbroglio.

It's odd that Gordon never realized the role Mr. Gladstone played in his fate. His journals from Khartoum make this clear. Aside from a couple of light-hearted remarks about Mr. Gladstone's quirks—like the shape of his collars and his love for chopping down trees—Gordon ignores him entirely while he directs his sarcastic humor at Lord Granville. But in reality, Lord Granville was insignificant. This mistake shows how unclear the realities of England had become for someone observing from Khartoum. When he looked back home, the figure that stood out the most to him—naturally, as it was the closest—was Sir Evelyn Baring. For Gordon, Sir Evelyn Baring represented England—or more accurately, the English official classes, English diplomacy, and the English Government with its uncertainties, its dishonesty, and its duplicitous schemes. At times, Gordon almost believed that Sir Evelyn Baring was the main architect, the sole creator, of the entire Sudan crisis.

In this he was wrong; for Sir Evelyn Baring, of course, was an intermediary, without final responsibility or final power; but Gordon's profound antipathy, his instinctive distrust, were not without their justification. He could never forget that first meeting in Cairo, six years earlier, when the fundamental hostility between the two men had leapt to the surface. 'When oil mixes with water,' he said, 'we will mix together.' Sir Evelyn Baring thought so too; but he did not say so; it was not his way. When he spoke, he felt no temptation to express everything that was in his mind. In all he did, he was cautious, measured, unimpeachably correct. It would be difficult to think of a man more completely the antithesis of Gordon. His temperament, all in monochrome, touched in with cold blues and indecisive greys, was eminently unromantic. He had a steely colourlessness, and a steely pliability, and a steely strength. Endowed beyond most men with the capacity of foresight, he was endowed as very few men have ever been with that staying-power which makes the fruit of foresight attainable. His views were long, and his patience was even longer. He progressed imperceptibly; he constantly withdrew; the art of giving way he practised with the refinement of a virtuoso. But, though the steel recoiled and recoiled, in the end it would spring forward. His life's work had in it an element of paradox. It was passed entirely in the East; and the East meant very little to him; he took no interest in it. It was something to be looked after. It was also a convenient field for the talents of Sir Evelyn Baring. Yet it must not be supposed that he was cynical; perhaps he was not quite great enough for that. He looked forward to a pleasant retirement—a country place—some literary recreations. He had been careful to keep up his classics. His ambition can be stated in a single phrase—it was to become an institution; and he achieved it. No doubt, too, he deserved it. The greatest of poets, in a bitter mood, has described the characteristics of a certain class of persons, whom he did not like. 'They,' he says,

In this, he was mistaken; Sir Evelyn Baring was just an intermediary who had no final responsibility or authority; however, Gordon's strong dislike and instinctive mistrust were not without reason. He could never forget their first meeting in Cairo six years ago, when the deep-seated animosity between them became obvious. "When oil mixes with water," he said, "only then will we blend." Sir Evelyn Baring felt the same way but didn't express it; that wasn't his style. He rarely felt the need to say everything on his mind. In all his actions, he was careful, measured, and unimpeachably correct. It would be hard to think of someone more completely the opposite of Gordon. His temperament, all in shades of gray with cold blues, was extremely unromantic. He had a steely lack of color, a steely adaptability, and a steely resilience. Gifted with a level of foresight beyond most, he also possessed a rare endurance that made the results of foresight possible. His perspectives were long, and his patience was even longer. He made progress imperceptibly, often stepping back; he practiced the art of yielding with the finesse of a virtuoso. But though he may have recoiled repeatedly, he would eventually push forward. His life's work contained an element of paradox. It was entirely spent in the East, which meant very little to him; he took no personal interest in it. It was something to manage. It was also a suitable arena for Sir Evelyn Baring's abilities. Yet he shouldn't be thought of as cynical; perhaps he wasn't quite significant enough for that. He looked forward to an enjoyable retirement—a country home and some literary pursuits. He made sure to keep up with his classics. His ambition could be summed up in one phrase: he wanted to become an institution, and he succeeded. No doubt he deserved it, too. The greatest of poets, in a bitter mood, described the traits of a certain group of people he disliked. "They," he said,

    'that have power to hurt and will do none,
    That do not do the things they most do show,
    Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
    Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow,
    They rightly do inherit heaven's graces,
    And husband nature's riches from expense;
    They are the lords and owners of their faces …'

'that have the power to hurt but choose not to,
    Who don't act on what they seem to show,
    Who, inspiring others, remain like stone,
    Unmoved, cold, and slow to temptation,
    They truly inherit heaven's blessings,
    And wisely manage nature's wealth without waste;
    They are the masters and keepers of their expressions …'

The words might have been written for Sir Evelyn Baring.

The words could have been written for Sir Evelyn Baring.

Though, as a rule, he found it easy to despise those with whom he came into contact, he could not altogether despise General Gordon. If he could have, he would have disliked him less. He had gone as far as his caution had allowed him in trying to prevent the fatal appointment; and then, when it had become clear that the Government was insistent, he had yielded with a good grace. For a moment, he had imagined that all might yet be well; that he could impose himself, by the weight of his position and the force of his sagacity, upon his self-willed subordinate; that he could hold him in a leash at the end of the telegraph wire to Khartoum. Very soon he perceived that this was a miscalculation. To his disgust, he found that the telegraph wire, far from being an instrument of official discipline, had been converted by the agile strategist at the other end of it into a means of extending his own personality into the deliberations at Cairo. Every morning Sir Evelyn Baring would find upon his table a great pile of telegrams from Khartoum—twenty or thirty at least; and as the day went on, the pile would grow. When a sufficient number had accumulated he would read them all through, with the greatest care. There upon the table, the whole soul of Gordon lay before him—in its incoherence, its eccentricity, its impulsiveness, its romance; the jokes, the slang, the appeals to the prophet Isaiah, the whirl of contradictory policies—Sir Evelyn Baring did not know which exasperated him most. He would not consider whether, or to what degree, the man was a maniac; no, he would not. A subacid smile was the only comment he allowed himself. His position, indeed, was an extremely difficult one, and all his dexterity would be needed if he was to emerge from it with credit.

Though he usually found it easy to look down on the people he interacted with, he couldn't fully despise General Gordon. If he could have, he would have liked him less. He had done everything his caution would permit to try and stop the disastrous appointment; and then, when it became clear that the Government was determined, he had given in gracefully. For a moment, he had thought that everything might still turn out okay; that he could impose his will, through his position and wisdom, on his stubborn subordinate; that he could keep him under control at the other end of the telegraph line to Khartoum. It didn't take long for him to realize this was a mistake. To his frustration, he discovered that the telegraph wire, instead of being a tool of official authority, had been turned by the quick-witted strategist on the other end into a way to influence discussions in Cairo. Every morning, Sir Evelyn Baring would find a large stack of telegrams from Khartoum on his desk—at least twenty or thirty; and as the day went on, the stack would grow. When enough had piled up, he would carefully read them all. There on the table lay the entire essence of Gordon—its chaos, its oddities, its impulsiveness, its romantic nature; the jokes, the slang, the references to the prophet Isaiah, the whirlwind of conflicting policies—Sir Evelyn Baring couldn't decide which aspect irritated him the most. He wouldn’t think about whether the man was insane or not; no, he refused to do that. A slightly sour smile was all he allowed himself. His position was indeed very challenging, and all his skill would be required if he wanted to come out of it with his reputation intact.

On one side of him was a veering and vacillating Government; on the other, a frenzied enthusiast. It was his business to interpret to the first the wishes, or rather the inspirations, of the second, and to convey to the second the decisions, or rather the indecisions, of the first. A weaker man would have floated helplessly on the ebb and flow of the Cabinet's wavering policies; a rasher man would have plunged headlong into Gordon's schemes. He did neither; with a singular courage and a singular caution he progressed along a razor-edge. He devoted all his energies to the double task of evolving a reasonable policy out of Gordon's intoxicated telegrams, and of inducing the divided Ministers at home to give their sanction to what he had evolved. He might have succeeded, if he had not had to reckon with yet another irreconcilable; Time was a vital element in the situation, and Time was against him. When the tribes round Khartoum rose, the last hope of a satisfactory solution vanished. He was the first to perceive the altered condition of affairs; long before the Government, long before Gordon himself, he understood that the only remaining question was that of the extrication of the Englishmen from Khartoum. He proposed that a small force should be dispatched at once across the desert from Suakin to Barber, the point on the Nile nearest to the Red Sea, and thence up the river to Gordon; but, after considerable hesitation, the military authorities decided that this was not a practicable plan. Upon that, he foresaw, with perfect lucidity, the inevitable development of events. Sooner or later, it would be absolutely necessary to send a relief expedition to Khartoum; and, from that premise, it followed, without a possibility of doubt, that it was the duty of the Government to do so at once. This he saw quite clearly; but he also saw that the position in the Cabinet had now altered, that Mr. Gladstone had taken the reins into his own hands. And Mr. Gladstone did not wish to send a relief expedition. What was Sir Evelyn Baring to do? Was he to pit his strength against Mr. Gladstone's? To threaten resignation? To stake his whole future upon General Gordon's fate? For a moment he wavered; he seemed to hint that unless the Government sent a message to Khartoum promising a relief expedition before the end of the year, he would be unable to be a party to their acts. The Government refused to send any such message; and he perceived, as he tells us, that 'it was evidently useless to continue the correspondence any further'. After all, what could he do? He was still only a secondary figure; his resignation would be accepted; he would be given a colonial governorship and Gordon would be no nearer safety. But then, could he sit by and witness a horrible catastrophe, without lifting a hand? Of all the odious dilemmas which that man had put him into this, he reflected, was the most odious. He slightly shrugged his shoulders. No; he might have 'power to hurt', but he would 'do none'. He wrote a dispatch—a long, balanced, guarded, grey dispatch, informing the Government that he 'ventured to think' that it was 'a question worthy of consideration whether the naval and military authorities should not take some preliminary steps in the way of preparing boats, etc., so as to be able to move, should the necessity arise'. Then, within a week, before the receipt of the Government's answer, he left Egypt. From the end of April until the beginning of September—during the most momentous period of the whole crisis, he was engaged in London upon a financial conference, while his place was taken in Cairo by a substitute. With a characteristically convenient unobtrusiveness, Sir Evelyn Baring had vanished from the scene.

On one side of him was a shifting and uncertain Government; on the other, a passionate enthusiast. His job was to relay the desires, or more accurately, the fervent ideas, of the latter to the former, and to communicate the decisions, or, more fittingly, the indecisions, of the former to the latter. A weaker person would have drifted helplessly in the tides of the Cabinet's inconsistent policies; a rash person would have jumped headlong into Gordon's plans. He did neither; with unique courage and careful caution, he walked a tightrope. He dedicated all his energy to the dual task of forming a sensible policy from Gordon's excited telegrams and persuading the divided Ministers back home to approve what he had figured out. He might have succeeded if he hadn’t had to deal with yet another unyielding factor: Time was crucial in this situation, and Time was not on his side. When the tribes around Khartoum rebelled, the last hope for a satisfactory resolution disappeared. He was the first to realize the changed dynamics; long before the Government and long before Gordon himself, he understood that the only remaining issue was how to rescue the Englishmen from Khartoum. He suggested that a small force should be sent immediately across the desert from Suakin to Barber, the closest point on the Nile to the Red Sea, and then up the river to Gordon; however, after much hesitation, the military authorities decided this was not a feasible plan. From that, he foresaw, with perfect clarity, the inevitable progression of events. Eventually, it would be absolutely necessary to send a relief mission to Khartoum; and from that assumption, it was undeniable that it was the Government's responsibility to act immediately. He saw this clearly, but he also recognized that the Cabinet's situation had now changed, that Mr. Gladstone had taken control. And Mr. Gladstone did not want to send a relief mission. What was Sir Evelyn Baring supposed to do? Should he challenge Mr. Gladstone? Threaten to resign? Risk his entire future on General Gordon's outcome? For a moment, he hesitated; he seemed to suggest that unless the Government sent a message to Khartoum promising a relief mission before the year ended, he couldn’t support their actions. The Government refused to send any such message, and he realized, as he later noted, that 'it was clearly pointless to continue the correspondence any further'. After all, what could he do? He was still just a secondary figure; his resignation would be accepted; he would be offered a colonial governorship, and Gordon would still be no closer to safety. But could he stand by and watch a terrible disaster unfold without taking action? Of all the unpleasant dilemmas he had been placed in, this one was the worst, he thought. He shrugged slightly. No; he might have 'the power to hurt,' but he would 'do none.' He wrote a dispatch— a long, measured, cautious, and neutral dispatch, informing the Government that he 'dared to think' it was 'a matter worthy of consideration whether the naval and military authorities should not take some initial steps in preparing boats, etc., so as to be ready to move, should the need arise.' Then, within a week, before the Government's response arrived, he left Egypt. From the end of April until the beginning of September—during the most crucial period of the entire crisis, he was in London for a financial conference, while a substitute took his place in Cairo. With typically convenient subtlety, Sir Evelyn Baring had disappeared from the scene.

Meanwhile, far to the southward, over the wide-spreading lands watered by the Upper Nile and its tributaries, the power and the glory of him who had once been Mohammed Ahmed were growing still. In the Bahr-el-Ghazal, the last embers of resistance were stamped out with the capture of Lupton Bey, and through the whole of that vast province three times the size of England—every trace of the Egyptian Government was obliterated. Still farther south the same fate was rapidly overtaking Equatoria, where Emir Pasha, withdrawing into the unexplored depths of Central Africa, carried with him the last vestiges of the old order. The Mahdi himself still lingered in his headquarters at El Obeid; but, on the rising of the tribes round Khartoum, he had decided that the time for an offensive movement had come, and had dispatched an arm of 30,000 men to lay siege to the city. At the same time, in a long and elaborate proclamation, in which he asserted, with all the elegance of oriental rhetoric, both the sanctity of his mission and the invincibility of his troops, he called upon the inhabitants to surrender. Gordon read aloud the summons to the assembled townspeople; with one voice they declared that they were ready to resist. This was a false Mahdi, they said; God would defend the right; they put their trust in the Governor-General. The most learned Sheikh in the town drew up a theological reply, pointing out that the Mahdi did not fulfil the requirements of the ancient prophets. At his appearance, had the Euphrates dried up and revealed a hill of gold? Had contradiction and difference ceased upon the earth? And, moreover, did not the faithful know that the true Mahdi was born in the year of the Prophet 255, from which it surely followed that he must be now 1,046 years old? And was it not clear to all men that this pretender was not a tenth of that age?

Meanwhile, far to the south, across the vast lands fed by the Upper Nile and its tributaries, the influence and reputation of the man who was once Mohammed Ahmed were growing stronger. In the Bahr-el-Ghazal, the last signs of resistance were crushed with the capture of Lupton Bey, and throughout that massive region — three times the size of England — every trace of the Egyptian government was wiped out. Even farther south, the same fate was quickly approaching Equatoria, where Emir Pasha, retreating into the unexplored areas of Central Africa, took with him the remnants of the old order. The Mahdi himself still stayed at his base in El Obeid; however, with the tribes rising around Khartoum, he decided it was time to take action and sent an army of 30,000 men to besiege the city. At the same time, in a long and detailed proclamation, where he asserted, with all the flair of eastern rhetoric, both the holiness of his mission and the unstoppable nature of his troops, he urged the residents to surrender. Gordon read the demand to the assembled townsfolk; and in unison, they declared their readiness to fight back. This was a false Mahdi, they claimed; God would protect the righteous; they trusted in the Governor-General. The most knowledgeable Sheikh in the town prepared a theological response, arguing that the Mahdi did not meet the requirements of the ancient prophets. When he appeared, had the Euphrates dried up and revealed a hill of gold? Had all conflict and disagreement ceased on earth? Moreover, did not the faithful know that the true Mahdi was born in the year of the Prophet 255, which meant he would now be 1,046 years old? And was it not obvious to everyone that this pretender was nowhere near that age?

These arguments were certainly forcible; but the Mahdi's army was more forcible still. The besieged sallied out to the attack; they were defeated; and the rout that followed was so disgraceful that two of the commanding officers were, by Gordon's orders, executed as traitors. From that moment the regular investment of Khartoum began. The Arab generals decided to starve the town into submission. When, after a few weeks of doubt, it became certain that no British force was on its way from Suakin to smash up the Mahdi, and when, at the end of May, Berber, the last connecting link between Khartoum and the outside world, fell into the hands of the enemy, Gordon set his teeth, and sat down to wait and to hope, as best he might. With unceasing energy he devoted himself to the strengthening of his defences and the organisation of his resources—to the digging of earthworks, the manufacture of ammunition, the collection and the distribution of food. Every day there were sallies and skirmishes; every day his little armoured steamboats paddled up and down the river, scattering death and terror as they went. Whatever the emergency, he was ready with devices and expedients. When the earthworks were still uncompleted he procured hundreds of yards of cotton, which he dyed the colour of earth, and spread out in long, sloping lines, so as to deceive the Arabs, while the real works were being prepared farther back. When a lack of money began to make itself felt, he printed and circulated a paper coinage of his own. To combat the growing discontent and disaffection of the townspeople, he instituted a system of orders and medals; the women were not forgotten; and his popularity redoubled. There was terror in the thought that harm might come to the Governor-General. Awe and reverence followed him; wherever he went he was surrounded by a vigilant and jealous guard, like some precious idol, some mascot of victory. How could he go away? How could he desert his people? It was impossible. It would be, as he himself exclaimed in one of his latest telegrams to Sir Evelyn Baring, 'the climax of meanness', even to contemplate such an act. Sir Evelyn Baring thought differently. In his opinion it was General Gordon's plain duty to have come away from Khartoum. To stay involved inevitably a relief expedition—a great expense of treasure and the loss of valuable lives; to come away would merely mean that the inhabitants of Khartoum would be 'taken prisoner by the Mahdi'. So Sir Evelyn Baring put it; but the case was not quite so simple as that. When Berber fell, there had been a massacre lasting for days—an appalling orgy of loot and lust and slaughter; when Khartoum itself was captured, what followed was still more terrible. Decidedly, it was no child's play to be 'taken prisoner by the Mahdi'. And Gordon was actually there, among those people, in closest intercourse with them, responsible, beloved. Yes; no doubt. But was that in truth, his only motive? Did he not wish in reality, by lingering in Khartoum, to force the hand of the Government? To oblige them, whether they would or no, to send an army to smash up the Mahdi? And was that fair? Was THAT his duty? He might protest, with his last breath, that he had 'tried to do his duty'; Sir Evelyn Baring, at any rate, would not agree.

These arguments were definitely strong; but the Mahdi's army was even stronger. The besieged forces charged out to attack; they were defeated, and the rout that followed was so shameful that two of the commanding officers were executed as traitors on Gordon's orders. From that moment, the regular siege of Khartoum began. The Arab generals decided to starve the town into submission. When, after a few weeks of uncertainty, it became clear that no British force was coming from Suakin to break the Mahdi's grip, and when, at the end of May, Berber—the last link between Khartoum and the outside world—fell to the enemy, Gordon clenched his jaw and prepared to wait and hope as best he could. With relentless energy, he focused on strengthening his defenses and organizing his resources—digging earthworks, manufacturing ammunition, and collecting and distributing food. Every day saw skirmishes; every day, his small armored steamboats patrolled the river, spreading fear and death as they went. No matter the challenge, he was ready with solutions. While the earthworks were still unfinished, he acquired hundreds of yards of cotton, dyed it to match the earth, and laid it out in long, sloping lines to mislead the Arabs, while the actual works were constructed farther back. When a shortage of funds emerged, he printed and circulated his own paper currency. To tackle the growing discontent among the townspeople, he set up a system of orders and medals; even the women weren't forgotten, which boosted his popularity. There was a palpable fear that harm might come to the Governor-General. He was met with awe and respect; wherever he went, he was surrounded by a watchful and protective guard, like some treasured idol or mascot of victory. How could he leave? How could he abandon his people? It was unthinkable. It would be, as he declared in one of his final telegrams to Sir Evelyn Baring, 'the height of meanness,' even to consider such an action. Sir Evelyn Baring saw things differently. He believed it was General Gordon's clear duty to leave Khartoum. Staying would inevitably require a relief mission—a significant cost in resources and the loss of valuable lives; leaving would simply mean that the residents of Khartoum would be 'captured by the Mahdi.' That’s how Sir Evelyn Baring put it; but the situation was not so straightforward. When Berber fell, there was a massacre that lasted for days—an awful spree of loot, lust, and slaughter; when Khartoum itself was taken, the aftermath was even more horrific. Clearly, it wasn't child's play to be 'captured by the Mahdi.' And Gordon was right there, among those people, closely connected to them, responsible and beloved. Yes; no doubt. But was that truly his only motive? Did he not actually want to linger in Khartoum to pressure the Government? To force them, whether they liked it or not, to send an army to crush the Mahdi? And was that fair? Was THAT his duty? He might insist until his last breath that he had 'tried to do his duty'; Sir Evelyn Baring, however, would not agree.

But Sir Evelyn Baring was inaudible, and Gordon now cared very little for his opinions. Is it possible that, if only for a moment, in his extraordinary predicament, he may have listened to another and a very different voice—a voice of singular quality, a voice which—for so one would fain imagine—may well have wakened some familiar echoes in his heart? One day, he received a private letter from the Mahdi. The letter was accompanied by a small bundle of clothes.

But Sir Evelyn Baring was hard to hear, and Gordon now cared very little about his opinions. Is it possible that, even if just for a moment, in his unusual situation, he may have listened to another, very different voice—a voice of unique quality, a voice that—one might hope—may have stirred some familiar feelings in his heart? One day, he got a private letter from the Mahdi. The letter came with a small bundle of clothes.

'In the name of God!' wrote the Mahdi, 'herewith a suit of clothes, consisting of a coat (jibbeh), an overcoat, a turban, a cap, a girdle, and beads. This is the clothing of those who have given up this world and its vanities, and who look for the world to come, for everlasting happiness in Paradise. If you truly desire to come to God and seek to live a godly life, you must at once wear this suit, and come out to accept your everlasting good fortune.'

'In the name of God!' wrote the Mahdi, 'here is a set of clothes, including a coat (jibbeh), an overcoat, a turban, a cap, a belt, and beads. This is the clothing of those who have renounced this world and its distractions, and who seek the next life, for eternal happiness in Paradise. If you genuinely want to come to God and strive to live a righteous life, you need to wear this outfit right away and step forward to embrace your eternal good fortune.'

Did the words bear no meaning to the mystic of Gravesend? But he was an English gentleman, an English officer. He flung the clothes to the ground, and trampled on them in the sight of all. Then, alone, he went up to the roof of his high palace, and turned the telescope once more, almost mechanically, towards the north.

Did the words mean nothing to the mystic of Gravesend? But he was an English gentleman, an English officer. He threw the clothes to the ground and stomped on them in front of everyone. Then, by himself, he went up to the roof of his tall palace and almost mechanically pointed the telescope towards the north again.

But nothing broke the immovability of that hard horizon; and, indeed, how was it possible that help should come to him now? He seemed to be utterly abandoned. Sir Evelyn Baring had disappeared into his financial conference. In England, Mr. Gladstone had held firm, had outfaced the House of Commons, had ignored the Press. He appeared to have triumphed. Though it was clear that no preparations of any kind were being made for the relief of Gordon, the anxiety and agitation of the public, which had risen so suddenly to such a height of vehemence, had died down. The dangerous beast had been quelled by the stern eye of its master. Other questions became more interesting—the Reform Bill, the Russians, the House of Lords. Gordon, silent in Khartoum, had almost dropped out of remembrance. And yet, help did come after all. And it came from an unexpected quarter. Lord Hartington had been for some time convinced that he was responsible for Gordon's appointment; and his conscience was beginning to grow uncomfortable.

But nothing could change the unyielding nature of that distant horizon; and really, how could help reach him now? He felt completely abandoned. Sir Evelyn Baring had vanished into his financial meeting. In England, Mr. Gladstone had stood his ground, faced down the House of Commons, and brushed off the Press. It seemed he had won. Although it was obvious that no plans were being made to assist Gordon, the public's anxiety and agitation, which had suddenly surged to an intense level, had faded away. The dangerous issue had been suppressed by the firm gaze of its leader. Other topics became more engaging—the Reform Bill, the Russians, the House of Lords. Gordon, silent in Khartoum, had nearly slipped from memory. Yet, help did arrive after all. And it came from an unexpected source. Lord Hartington had been convinced for a while that he was responsible for Gordon's appointment; and his conscience was starting to feel uneasy.

Lord Hartington's conscience was of a piece with the rest of him. It was not, like Mr. Gladstone's, a salamander-conscience—an intangible, dangerous creature, that loved to live in the fire; nor was it, like Gordon's, a restless conscience; nor, like Sir Evelyn Baring's, a diplomatic conscience; it was a commonplace affair. Lord Hartington himself would have been disgusted by any mention of it. If he had been obliged, he would have alluded to it distantly; he would have muttered that it was a bore not to do the proper thing. He was usually bored—for one reason or another; but this particular form of boredom he found more intense than all the rest. He would take endless pains to avoid it. Of course, the whole thing was a nuisance—an obvious nuisance; and everyone else must feel just as he did about it. And yet people seemed to have got it into their heads that he had some kind of special faculty in such matters—that there was some peculiar value in his judgment on a question of right and wrong. He could not understand why it was; but whenever there was a dispute about cards in a club, it was brought to him to settle. It was most odd. But it was trite. In public affairs, no less than in private, Lord Hartington's decisions carried an extraordinary weight. The feeling of his idle friends in high society was shared by the great mass of the English people; here was a man they could trust. For indeed he was built upon a pattern which was very dear to his countrymen. It was not simply that he was honest: it was that his honesty was an English honesty—an honest which naturally belonged to one who, so it seemed to them, was the living image of what an Englishman should be.

Lord Hartington's conscience was consistent with the rest of him. It wasn’t like Mr. Gladstone’s, which was an elusive, dangerous thing that thrived in chaos; nor was it like Gordon’s, which was constantly unsettled; nor like Sir Evelyn Baring’s, which was politically savvy; it was simply ordinary. Lord Hartington himself would have been put off by any mention of it. If he had to acknowledge it, he would have done so vaguely, muttering that it was a hassle not to act properly. He was usually bored—for various reasons; but this specific kind of boredom bothered him more than anything else. He would go to great lengths to avoid it. Of course, it was all a hassle—an obvious hassle; and everyone else must have felt the same way. Yet, people seemed to think he had some kind of special insight into these matters—that his judgment on issues of right and wrong held unique value. He couldn't fathom why that was, but whenever there was a disagreement over cards at the club, it ended up in his hands to resolve. It was quite strange. But it was also expected. In public dealings, just as in private matters, Lord Hartington’s choices carried significant weight. The sentiments of his idle high-society friends reflected the broader opinions of the English public; here was a man they could believe in. He truly embodied a model that resonated deeply with his fellow countrymen. It wasn’t just that he was honest: it was that his honesty was distinctly English—an integrity that seemed inherent to someone who, in their eyes, perfectly represented what an Englishman should be.

In Lord Hartington they saw, embodied and glorified, the very qualities which were nearest to their hearts—impartiality, solidity, common sense—the qualities by which they themselves longed to be distinguished, and by which, in their happier moments, they believed they were. If ever they began to have misgivings, there, at any rate, was the example of Lord Hartington to encourage them and guide them—Lord Hartington who was never self-seeking, who was never excited, and who had no imagination at all. Everything they knew about him fitted into the picture, adding to their admiration and respect. His fondness for field sports gave them a feeling of security; and certainly there could be no nonsense about a man who confessed to two ambitions—to become Prime Minister and to win the Derby—and who put the second above the first. They loved him for his casualness—for his inexactness—for refusing to make life a cut-and-dried business—for ramming an official dispatch of high importance into his coat-pocket, and finding it there, still unopened, at Newmarket, several days later. They loved him for his hatred of fine sentiments; they were delighted when they heard that at some function, on a florid speaker's avowing that 'this was the proudest moment of his life', Lord Hartington had growled in an undertone 'the proudest moment of my life was when MY pig won the prize at Skipton Fair'. Above all, they loved him for being dull. It was the greatest comfort—with Lord Hartington they could always be absolutely certain that he would never, in any circumstances, be either brilliant, or subtle, or surprising, or impassioned, or profound. As they sat, listening to his speeches, in which considerations of stolid plainness succeeded one another with complete flatness, they felt, involved and supported by the colossal tedium, that their confidence was finally assured. They looked up, and took their fill of the sturdy, obvious presence. The inheritor of a splendid dukedom might almost have passed for a farm hand. Almost, but not quite. For an air that was difficult to explain, of preponderating authority, lurked in the solid figure; and the lordly breeding of the House of Cavendish was visible in the large, long, bearded, unimpressionable face.

In Lord Hartington, they saw the very qualities that were closest to their hearts—fairness, reliability, and common sense—the traits by which they hoped to be recognized, and which, in their better moments, they thought they possessed. Whenever they started to doubt, they could look to Lord Hartington's example for encouragement and guidance—Lord Hartington, who was never selfish, never overexcited, and had no imagination whatsoever. Everything they knew about him added to their admiration and respect. His love for outdoor sports made them feel secure; and there was certainly nothing pretentious about a man who admitted to two ambitions—to become Prime Minister and to win the Derby—and who prioritized the latter over the former. They appreciated his laid-back attitude, his lack of precision, and how he didn’t treat life as a rigid affair—like when he crammed an important official message into his coat pocket, only to find it still unopened days later at Newmarket. They admired him for his disdain for grandiloquent sentiments; they were amused to hear that at some event, when a flowery speaker declared that "this was the proudest moment of his life," Lord Hartington muttered, "the proudest moment of my life was when MY pig won the prize at Skipton Fair." Above all, they valued his dullness. It was the ultimate reassurance—thanks to Lord Hartington, they could always count on him to never be brilliant, subtle, surprising, passionate, or profound. As they sat and listened to his speeches, which were filled with stolid simplicity that followed one after another in complete monotony, they felt confirmed and supported by the immense boredom. They looked up and took in his sturdy, straightforward presence. The heir to a grand dukedom could almost be mistaken for a farm laborer. Almost, but not quite. There was an elusive air of undeniable authority about his solid figure, and the noble lineage of the House of Cavendish was evident in his large, long, bearded, and unfazed face.

One other characteristic—the necessary consequence, or, indeed, it might almost be said, the essential expression, of all the rest—completes the portrait: Lord Hartington was slow. He was slow in movement, slow in apprehension, slow in thought and the communication of thought, slow to decide, and slow to act. More than once this disposition exercised a profound effect upon his career. A private individual may, perhaps, be slow with impunity; but a statesman who is slow—whatever the force of his character and the strength of his judgment—can hardly escape unhurt from the hurrying of Time's winged chariot, can hardly hope to avoid some grave disaster or some irretrievable mistake. The fate of General Gordon, so intricately interwoven with such a mass of complicated circumstance with the policies of England and of Egypt, with the fanaticism of the Mahdi, with the irreproachability of Sir Evelyn Baring, with Mr. Gladstone's mysterious passions—was finally determined by the fact that Lord Hartington was slow. If he had been even a very little quicker—if he had been quicker by two days … but it could not be. The ponderous machinery took so long to set itself in motion; the great wheels and levers, once started, revolved with such a laborious, such a painful deliberation, that at last their work was accomplished—surely, firmly, completely, in the best English manner, and too late.

One other trait—the natural result, or really, it could almost be called the essential representation, of all the rest—finishes the picture: Lord Hartington was slow. He moved slowly, understood slowly, thought slowly, communicated thought slowly, was slow to make decisions, and slow to take action. More than once, this tendency had a deep impact on his career. An ordinary person might be slow without serious consequences; however, a statesman who is slow—regardless of his character's strength and judgment—can hardly emerge unscathed from the swift march of time, and can hardly expect to avoid significant disasters or irreversible mistakes. The fate of General Gordon, so intricately tied to a complex web of circumstances involving English and Egyptian policies, the fanaticism of the Mahdi, the integrity of Sir Evelyn Baring, and Mr. Gladstone's enigmatic passions—was ultimately determined by Lord Hartington's slowness. If he had been even just a little quicker—if he had been quicker by two days… but it couldn't be. The cumbersome machinery took such a long time to get going; the massive wheels and levers, once activated, turned with such a laborious, painstaking deliberation that finally their work was completed—surely, firmly, completely, in the finest English way, and far too late.

Seven stages may be discerned in the history of Lord Hartington's influence upon the fate of General Gordon. At the end of the first stage, he had become convinced that he was responsible for Gordon's appointment to Khartoum. At the end of the second, he had perceived that his conscience would not allow him to remain inactive in the face of Gordon's danger. At the end of the third, he had made an attempt to induce the Cabinet to send an expedition to Gordon's relief. At the end of the fourth, he had realised that the Cabinet had decided to postpone the relief of Gordon indefinitely. At the end of the fifth, he had come to the conclusion that he must put pressure upon Mr. Gladstone. At the end of the sixth, he had attempted to put pressure upon Mr. Gladstone, and had not succeeded. At the end of the seventh, he had succeeded in putting pressure upon Mr. Gladstone; the relief expedition had been ordered; he could do no more.

Seven stages can be identified in Lord Hartington's influence on General Gordon's fate. By the end of the first stage, he was convinced he was responsible for Gordon's appointment to Khartoum. At the end of the second, he realized his conscience wouldn't let him stay inactive while Gordon was in danger. By the end of the third, he had tried to convince the Cabinet to send an expedition to help Gordon. At the end of the fourth, he understood that the Cabinet had decided to delay Gordon's relief indefinitely. By the end of the fifth, he concluded that he needed to pressure Mr. Gladstone. By the end of the sixth, he had attempted to pressure Mr. Gladstone but was unsuccessful. By the end of the seventh, he had successfully pressured Mr. Gladstone; the relief expedition had been ordered, and he could do nothing more.

The turning-point in this long and extraordinary process occurred towards the end of April, when the Cabinet, after the receipt of Sir Evelyn Baring's final dispatch, decided to take no immediate measures for Gordon's relief. From that moment it was clear that there was only one course open to Lord Hartington—to tell Mr. Gladstone that he would resign unless a relief expedition was sent. But it took him more than three months to come to this conclusion. He always found the proceedings at Cabinet meetings particularly hard to follow. The interchange of question and answer, of proposal and counterproposal, the crowded counsellors, Mr. Gladstone's subtleties, the abrupt and complicated resolutions—these things invariably left him confused and perplexed. After the crucial Cabinet at the end of April, he came away in a state of uncertainty as to what had occurred; he had to write to Lord Granville to find out; and by that time, of course, the Government's decision had been telegraphed to Egypt. Three weeks later, in the middle of May, he had grown so uneasy that he felt himself obliged to address a circular letter to the Cabinet proposing that preparations for a relief expedition should be set on foot at once. And then he began to understand that nothing would ever be done until Mr. Gladstone, by some means or other, had been forced to give his consent. A singular combat followed. The slippery old man perpetually eluded the cumbrous grasp of his antagonist. He delayed, he postponed, he raised interminable difficulties, he prevaricated, he was silent, he disappeared. Lord Hartington was dauntless. Gradually, inch by inch, he drove the Prime Minister into a corner. But in the meantime many weeks had passed. On July 1st, Lord Hartington was still remarking that he 'really did not feel that he knew the mind or intention of the Government in respect of the relief of General Gordon'. The month was spent in a succession of stubborn efforts to wring from Mr. Gladstone some definite statement upon the question. It was useless. On July 31st, Lord Hartington did the deed. He stated that, unless an expedition was sent, he would resign. It was, he said, 'a question of personal honour and good faith, and I don't see how I can yield upon it'. His conscience had worked itself to rest at last.

The turning point in this long and extraordinary process happened toward the end of April, when the Cabinet, after receiving Sir Evelyn Baring's final dispatch, decided not to take immediate action for Gordon's relief. From that moment, it was clear that there was only one option for Lord Hartington—to tell Mr. Gladstone that he would resign unless a relief expedition was sent. But it took him more than three months to reach this conclusion. He always found the proceedings at Cabinet meetings particularly difficult to follow. The back-and-forth of questions and answers, proposals and counterproposals, the crowded room of advisors, Mr. Gladstone's subtleties, and the abrupt, complicated resolutions—these things always left him confused and perplexed. After the crucial Cabinet meeting at the end of April, he left feeling uncertain about what had happened; he had to write to Lord Granville to find out; and by that time, of course, the Government's decision had already been telegraphed to Egypt. Three weeks later, in mid-May, he became so anxious that he felt forced to send a circular letter to the Cabinet proposing that preparations for a relief expedition should begin immediately. Then he started to realize that nothing would ever happen until Mr. Gladstone was somehow pressured into giving his consent. A strange battle followed. The slippery old man continuously evaded the heavy grasp of his opponent. He delayed, postponed, raised endless difficulties, prevaricated, was silent, and disappeared. Lord Hartington was undeterred. Gradually, inch by inch, he cornered the Prime Minister. But in the meantime, many weeks had gone by. On July 1st, Lord Hartington was still saying that he "really did not feel that he knew the mind or intention of the Government regarding the relief of General Gordon." The month was spent in a series of stubborn efforts to extract a definite statement from Mr. Gladstone on the issue. It was futile. On July 31st, Lord Hartington took action. He stated that unless an expedition was sent, he would resign. It was, he said, "a question of personal honor and good faith, and I don't see how I can give in on it." His conscience had finally found peace.

When Mr. Gladstone read the words, he realised that the game was over. Lord Hartington's position in the Liberal Party was second only to his own; he was the leader of the rich and powerful Whig aristocracy; his influence with the country was immense. Nor was he the man to make idle threats of resignation; he had said he would resign, and resign he would: the collapse of the Government would be the inevitable result. On August 5th, therefore, Parliament was asked to make a grant of L300,000, in order 'to enable Her Majesty's Government to undertake operations for the relief of General Gordon, should they become necessary'. The money was voted; and even then, at that last hour, Mr. Gladstone made another, final, desperate twist. Trying to save himself by the proviso which he had inserted into the resolution, he declared that he was still unconvinced of the necessity of any operations at all. 'I nearly,' he wrote to Lord Hartington, 'but not quite, adopt words received today from Granville. "It is clear, I think, that Gordon has our messages, and does not choose to answer them."' Nearly, but not quite! The qualification was masterly; but it was of no avail. This time, the sinuous creature was held by too firm a grasp. On August 26th, Lord Wolseley was appointed to command the relief expedition; and on September 9th, he arrived in Egypt.

When Mr. Gladstone read the words, he realized that the game was over. Lord Hartington's role in the Liberal Party was second only to his own; he led the wealthy and powerful Whig aristocracy, and his influence across the country was huge. He wasn't the type to make empty threats about resigning; he had said he would step down, and he would: the Government’s collapse would be the unavoidable consequence. Therefore, on August 5th, Parliament was asked to approve a grant of £300,000 to "enable Her Majesty's Government to undertake operations for the relief of General Gordon, should they become necessary." The money was approved; and even then, at that last moment, Mr. Gladstone made one more, final, desperate move. Attempting to protect himself with the condition he had added to the resolution, he stated that he was still not convinced of the need for any operations at all. "I nearly," he wrote to Lord Hartington, "but not quite, adopt words received today from Granville. 'It is clear, I think, that Gordon has our messages, and does not choose to answer them.'" Nearly, but not quite! The qualification was clever; but it didn’t help. This time, the wily figure was held too tightly. On August 26th, Lord Wolseley was appointed to lead the relief expedition; and on September 9th, he arrived in Egypt.

The relief expedition had begun, and at the same moment a new phase opened at Khartoum. The annual rising of the Nile was now sufficiently advanced to enable one of Gordon's small steamers to pass over the cataracts down to Egypt in safety. He determined to seize the opportunity of laying before the authorities in Cairo and London, and the English public at large, an exact account of his position. A cargo of documents, including Colonel Stewart's Diary of the siege and a personal appeal for assistance addressed by Gordon to all the European powers, was placed on board the Abbas; four other steamers were to accompany her until she was out of danger from attacks by the Mahdi's troops; after which, she was to proceed alone into Egypt. On the evening of September 9th, just as she was about to start, the English and French Consuls asked for permission to go with her—a permission which Gordon, who had long been anxious to provide for their safety, readily granted. Then Colonel Stewart made the same request; and Gordon consented with the same alacrity.

The relief expedition had started, and at the same time, a new phase began in Khartoum. The annual rise of the Nile was now advanced enough for one of Gordon's small steamers to safely pass over the cataracts down to Egypt. He decided to take advantage of this opportunity to present an accurate account of his situation to the authorities in Cairo and London, as well as the general English public. A shipment of documents, including Colonel Stewart's Diary of the siege and a personal appeal for help addressed by Gordon to all European powers, was loaded onto the Abbas; four other steamers were to accompany her until she was out of reach of attacks from the Mahdi's troops; after that, she would head to Egypt alone. On the evening of September 9th, just as she was about to leave, the English and French Consuls requested permission to join her—a request Gordon, who had long been concerned for their safety, readily approved. Then Colonel Stewart made the same request, and Gordon agreed just as quickly.

Colonel Stewart was the second-in-command at Khartoum; and it seems strange that he should have made a proposal which would leave Gordon in a position of the gravest anxiety without a single European subordinate. But his motives were to be veiled forever in a tragic obscurity. The Abbas and her convoy set out. Henceforward the Governor-General was alone. He had now, definitely and finally, made his decision. Colonel Stewart and his companions had gone, with every prospect of returning unharmed to civilisation. Mr. Gladstone's belief was justified; so far as Gordon's personal safety was concerned, he might still, at this late hour, have secured it. But he had chosen—he stayed at Khartoum.

Colonel Stewart was the second-in-command in Khartoum, and it seems odd that he proposed a plan that would leave Gordon in a highly anxious situation without a single European subordinate. However, the reasons behind his actions would remain forever shrouded in tragedy. The Abbas and her convoy set out. From that point on, the Governor-General was on his own. He had now, definitively, made his choice. Colonel Stewart and his group had left, with every chance of returning safely to civilization. Mr. Gladstone's belief was proven correct; as far as Gordon's personal safety was concerned, he could still have ensured it at this late hour. But he had chosen—he stayed in Khartoum.

No sooner were the steamers out of sight than he sat down at his writing-table and began that daily record of his circumstances, his reflections, and his feelings, which reveals to us, with such an authentic exactitude, the final period of his extraordinary destiny. His Journals, sent down the river in batches to await the coming of the relief expedition, and addressed, first to Colonel Stewart, and later to the 'Chief of Staff, Sudan Expeditionary Force', were official documents, intended for publication, though, as Gordon himself was careful to note on the outer covers, they would 'want pruning out' before they were printed. He also wrote, on the envelope of the first section, 'No secrets as far as I am concerned'. A more singular set of state papers was never compiled. Sitting there, in the solitude of his palace, with ruin closing round him, with anxieties on every hand, with doom hanging above his head, he let his pen rush on for hour after hour in an ecstasy of communication, a tireless unburdening of the spirit, where the most trivial incidents of the passing day were mingled pell-mell with philosophical disquisitions; where jests and anger, hopes and terrors, elaborate justifications and cynical confessions, jostled one another in reckless confusion. The impulsive, demonstrative man had nobody to talk to any more, and so he talked instead to the pile of telegraph forms, which, useless now for perplexing Sir Evelyn Baring, served very well—for they were large and blank—as the repositories of his conversation. His tone was not the intimate and religious tone which he would have used with the Rev. Mr. Barnes or his sister Augusta; it was such as must have been habitual with him in his intercourse with old friends or fellow-officers, whose religious views were of a more ordinary caste than his own, but with whom he was on confidential terms. He was anxious to put his case to a select and sympathetic audience—to convince such a man as Lord Wolseley that he was justified in what he had done; and he was sparing in his allusions to the hand of Providence, while those mysterious doubts and piercing introspections, which must have filled him, he almost entirely concealed. He expressed himself, of course, with eccentric ABANDON—it would have been impossible for him to do otherwise; but he was content to indicate his deepest feelings with a fleer. Yet sometimes—as one can imagine happening with him in actual conversation—his utterance took the form of a half-soliloquy, a copious outpouring addressed to himself more than to anyone else, for his own satisfaction. There are passages in the Khartoum Journals which call up in a flash the light, gliding figure, and the blue eyes with the candour of childhood still shining in them; one can almost hear the low voice, the singularly distinct articulation, the persuasive—the self-persuasive—sentences, following each other so unassumingly between the puffs of a cigarette.

No sooner had the steamers disappeared from view than he sat down at his writing desk and began his daily record of his situation, thoughts, and feelings, which reveals to us, with remarkable accuracy, the final chapter of his extraordinary life. His journals, sent down the river in groups to await the arrival of the relief mission, were addressed first to Colonel Stewart and later to the 'Chief of Staff, Sudan Expeditionary Force.' These were official documents meant for publication, although Gordon himself noted on the outer covers that they would need editing before printing. He also wrote on the envelope of the first section, "No secrets as far as I am concerned." No other set of state papers was quite like this one. Sitting there in the solitude of his palace, surrounded by impending ruin, with worries everywhere and doom looming overhead, he allowed his pen to flow for hours in a rush of communication, an unfiltered release of his spirit, where even the most mundane events of the day blended chaotically with philosophical musings; where jokes and anger, hopes and fears, detailed justifications and cynical confessions collided in reckless disorder. The impulsive, expressive man had no one to talk to anymore, so he spoke instead to the stack of telegraph forms, which, no longer useful for confusing Sir Evelyn Baring, served quite well—as they were large and blank—as the outlet for his thoughts. His tone wasn’t the intimate and reverent manner he would have used with Rev. Mr. Barnes or his sister Augusta; instead, it resembled how he would typically converse with old friends or fellow officers, whose religious views were more conventional than his own, but with whom he shared a close rapport. He was eager to make his case to a select and understanding audience—to persuade someone like Lord Wolseley that his actions were justified; he refrained from heavily referencing the hand of Providence while concealing the complex doubts and deep self-reflections that must have occupied his mind. He expressed himself, of course, with eccentric abandon—it would have been impossible for him to do otherwise—but he was content to hint at his deeper emotions with a sarcastic remark. Yet at times—as one can imagine happening in an actual conversation—his speech resembled a half-soliloquy, a generous outpouring meant more for his own satisfaction than anyone else's. There are parts in the Khartoum Journals that instantly evoke the image of his light, graceful figure and the childhood-like innocence shining in his blue eyes; one can almost hear his soft voice, strikingly clear articulation, and the persuasive—self-persuading—sentences that flowed effortlessly between puffs of a cigarette.

As he wrote, two preoccupations principally filled his mind. His reflections revolved around the immediate past and the impending future. With an unerring persistency he examined, he excused, he explained, his share in the complicated events which had led to his present situation. He rebutted the charges of imaginary enemies; he laid bare the ineptitude and the faithlessness of the English Government. He poured out his satire upon officials and diplomatists. He drew caricatures, in the margin, of Sir Evelyn Baring, with sentences of shocked pomposity coming out of his mouth. In some passages, which the editor of the Journals preferred to suppress, he covered Lord Granville with his raillery, picturing the Foreign Secretary, lounging away his morning at Walmer Castle, opening The Times and suddenly discovering, to his horror, that Khartoum was still holding out. 'Why, HE SAID DISTINCTLY he could ONLY hold out SIX MONTHS, and that was in March (counts the months). August! why, he ought to have given in! What is to be done? They'll be howling for an expedition…. It is no laughing matter; THAT ABOMINABLE MAHDI! Why on earth does he not guard his roads better? WHAT IS to be done?' Several times in his bitterness he repeats the suggestion that the authorities at home were secretly hoping that the fall of Khartoum would relieve them of their difficulties.

As he wrote, two main thoughts occupied his mind. His reflections focused on the recent past and the upcoming future. With unwavering persistence, he examined, justified, and explained his role in the complicated events that had led to his current situation. He countered accusations from imaginary enemies; he exposed the incompetence and betrayal of the English Government. He unleashed his satire on officials and diplomats. He sketched caricatures in the margins of Sir Evelyn Baring, with lines of shocked pomposity coming out of his mouth. In some sections, which the editor of the Journals chose to hide, he mocked Lord Granville, depicting the Foreign Secretary lounging away his morning at Walmer Castle, opening The Times, and suddenly discovering, to his dismay, that Khartoum was still holding out. "Why, HE STATED CLEARLY he could ONLY hold out SIX MONTHS, and that was in March (counts the months). August! He should have surrendered by now! What’s to be done? They’ll be demanding an expedition…. This isn’t a joke; THAT WRETCHED MAHDI! Why on earth doesn’t he secure his roads better? WHAT IS to be done?" Several times, out of bitterness, he suggests that the authorities back home were secretly hoping that the fall of Khartoum would solve their problems.

'What that Mahdi is about, Lord Granville is made to exclaim in another deleted paragraph, 'I cannot make out. Why does he not put all his guns on the river and stop the route? Eh what? "We will have to go to Khartoum!" Why, it will cost millions, what a wretched business! What! Send Zobeir? Our conscience recoils from THAT; it is elastic, but not equal to that; it is a pact with the Devil…. Do you not think there is any way of getting hold of H I M, in a quiet way?'

'What’s this Mahdi all about?" Lord Granville exclaims in another deleted paragraph. "I can’t figure it out. Why doesn’t he just set up all his guns on the river and block the route? What’s the plan? 'We’ll have to go to Khartoum!' It’ll cost millions; what a terrible situation! What! Send Zobeir? We can’t do that; our conscience can’t handle it; it’s flexible, but not that flexible; it’s a deal with the Devil… Don’t you think there’s any way to quietly get hold of HIM?'

If a boy at Eton or Harrow, he declared, had acted as the Government had acted, 'I THINK he would be kicked, and I AM SURE he would deserve it'. He was the victim of hypocrites and humbugs. There was 'no sort of parallel to all this in history—except David with Uriah the Hittite'; but then 'there was an Eve in the case', and he was not aware that the Government had even that excuse.

If a boy at Eton or Harrow had behaved like the Government did, he said, 'I THINK he would be kicked, and I AM SURE he would deserve it.' He was the target of phonies and frauds. There was 'no real comparison to all this in history—except David with Uriah the Hittite'; but then 'there was an Eve involved', and he didn't think the Government even had that justification.

From the past, he turned to the future, and surveyed, with a disturbed and piercing vision, the possibilities before him. Supposing that the relief expedition arrived, what would be his position? Upon one thing he was determined: whatever happened, he would not play the part of 'the rescued lamb'. He vehemently asserted that the purpose of the expedition could only be the relief of the Sudan garrisons; it was monstrous to imagine that it had been undertaken merely to ensure his personal safety. He refused to believe it. In any case,

From the past, he turned to the future and looked ahead with a troubled and intense gaze at the possibilities in front of him. If the relief expedition showed up, what would his situation be? One thing he was set on: no matter what happened, he would not be the helpless victim. He strongly believed that the aim of the expedition could only be to support the Sudan garrisons; it was ridiculous to think it was only for his own safety. He wouldn't accept that. In any case,

'I declare POSITIVELY,' he wrote, with passionate underlinings. 'AND ONCE FOR ALL, THAT I WILL NOT LEAVE THE SUDAN UNTIL EVERY ONE WHO WANTS TO GO DOWN IS GIVEN THE CHANCE TO DO SO, UNLESS a government is established which relieves me of the charge; therefore, if any emissary or letter comes up here ordering me to comedown, I WILL NOT OBEY IT, BUT WILL STAY HERE AND FALL WITH THE TOWN, AND RUN ALL RISKS'.

'I will definitely not leave Sudan until everyone who wants to leave has the opportunity to do so, unless a government is formed that can take over my responsibilities. So if any messenger or letter comes to me ordering me to come down, I will ignore it and stay here, facing whatever happens with the town, no matter the risks.'

This was sheer insubordination, no doubt; but he could not help that; it was not in his nature to be obedient. 'I know if I was chief, I would never employ myself, for I am incorrigible.' Decidedly, he was not afraid to be 'what club men call insubordinate, though, of all insubordinates, the club men are the worst'.

This was outright defiance, no question about it; but he couldn't help it; being obedient just wasn't in his nature. 'I know if I were in charge, I would never put myself in that position, because I'm impossible to control.' Clearly, he wasn't scared to be what club members label as insubordinate, even though, of all insubordinates, the club members are the worst.

As for the government which was to replace him, there were several alternatives: an Egyptian Pasha might succeed him as Governor-General, or Zobeir might be appointed after all, or the whole country might be handed over to the Sultan. His fertile imagination evolved scheme after scheme; and his visions of his own future were equally various. He would withdraw to the Equator; he would be delighted to spend Christmas in Brussels; he would … at any rate he would never go back to England. That was certain.

As for the government that was supposed to replace him, there were several options: an Egyptian Pasha could take over as Governor-General, or Zobeir might finally be appointed, or the entire country could be handed over to the Sultan. His creative mind generated one idea after another, and his visions for his own future were just as diverse. He would move to the Equator; he would love to spend Christmas in Brussels; he would… anyway, he would never go back to England. That was for sure.

'I dwell on the joy of never seeing Great Britain again, with its horrid, wearisome dinner-parties and miseries. How we can put up with those things, passes my imagination! It is a perfect bondage … I would sooner live 'like a Dervish with the Mahdi, than go out to dinner every night in London. I hope, if any English general comes to Khartoum, he will not ask me to dinner. Why men cannot be friends without bringing the wretched stomachs in, is astounding.'

'I relish the thought of never setting foot in Great Britain again, with its dreadful, exhausting dinner parties and all the misery that comes with them. I can't wrap my head around how we tolerate those things! It's total imprisonment... I would prefer to live like a Dervish with the Mahdi than go out to dinner every night in London. I hope, if any English general comes to Khartoum, he won't invite me to dinner. It's amazing that men can't be friends without dragging those miserable stomachs into it.'

But would an English general ever have the opportunity of asking him to dinner in Khartoum? There were moments when terrible misgivings assailed him. He pieced together his scraps of intelligence with feverish exactitude; he calculated times, distances, marches. 'If,' he wrote on October 24th, they do not come before 30th November, the game is up, and Rule Britannia.' Curious premonitions came into his mind. When he heard that the Mahdi was approaching in person, it seemed to be the fulfilment of a destiny, for he had 'always felt we were doomed to come face to face'. What would be the end of it all? 'It is, of course, on the cards,' he noted, 'that Khartoum is taken under the nose of the Expeditionary Force, which will be JUST TOO LATE.' The splendid hawks that swooped about the palace reminded him of a text in the Bible: 'The eye that mocketh at his father and despiseth to obey his mother, the ravens of the valley shall pick it out, and the young eagles shall eat it.' 'I often wonder,' he wrote, 'whether they are destined to pick my eyes, for I fear I was not the best of sons.'

But would an English general ever get the chance to invite him to dinner in Khartoum? There were times when terrible doubts hit him. He pieced together his bits of information with frenzied accuracy; he calculated times, distances, and marches. 'If,' he wrote on October 24th, 'they don’t arrive before November 30th, it’s over, and Rule Britannia.' Strange premonitions crossed his mind. When he heard that the Mahdi was coming in person, it felt like the fulfilment of fate, as he had 'always felt we were destined to confront each other.' What would it all come to? 'It is, of course, possible,' he noted, 'that Khartoum is taken right under the nose of the Expeditionary Force, which will be JUST TOO LATE.' The magnificent hawks that circled around the palace reminded him of a verse in the Bible: 'The eye that mocks his father and despises his mother, the ravens of the valley shall pick it out, and the young eagles shall eat it.' 'I often wonder,' he wrote, 'if they’re meant to peck my eyes out, because I fear I wasn't the best son.'

So, sitting late into the night, he filled the empty telegraph forms with the agitations of his spirit, overflowing ever more hurriedly, more furiously, with lines of emphasis, and capitals, and exclamation-marks more and more thickly interspersed, so that the signs of his living passion are still visible to the inquirer of today on those thin sheets of mediocre paper and in the torrent of the ink. But he was a man of elastic temperament; he could not remain forever upon the stretch; he sought, and he found, relaxation in extraneous matters—in metaphysical digressions, or in satirical outbursts, or in the small details of his daily life. It amused him to have the Sudanese soldiers brought in and shown their 'black pug faces' in the palace looking-glasses. He watched with a cynical sympathy the impertinence of a turkey-cock that walked in his courtyard. He made friends with a mouse who, 'judging from her swelled-out appearance', was a lady, and came and ate out of his plate. The cranes that flew over Khartoum in their thousands, and with their curious cry, put him in mind of the poems of Schiller, which few ever read, but which he admired highly, though he only knew them in Bulwer's translation. He wrote little disquisitions on Plutarch and purgatory, on the fear of death and on the sixteenth chapter of the Koran. Then the turkey-cock, strutting with 'every feather on end, and all the colours of the rainbow on his neck', attracted him once more, and he filled several pages with his opinions upon the immortality of animals, drifting on to a discussion of man's position in the universe, and the infinite knowledge of God. It was all clear to him. And yet—'what a contradiction, is life! I hate Her Majesty's Government for their leaving the Sudan after having caused all its troubles, yet I believe our Lord rules heaven and earth, so I ought to hate Him, which I (sincerely) do not.'

So, sitting late into the night, he filled the empty telegraph forms with the turmoil of his spirit, overflowing more urgently and passionately, with lines of emphasis, capital letters, and exclamation marks increasingly scattered throughout, so that the signs of his alive passion are still visible to anyone today who looks at those thin sheets of mediocre paper and the flood of ink. But he was a man with a flexible temperament; he couldn’t stay stretched out forever; he sought and found relaxation in other matters—in metaphysical tangents, or in sarcastic rants, or in the small details of his everyday life. He found it amusing to have the Sudanese soldiers come in and see their 'black pug faces' in the palace mirrors. He watched with a cynical sympathy the arrogance of a turkey that strutted in his courtyard. He even made friends with a mouse who, 'judging by her plump appearance', was a lady and came to eat from his plate. The cranes that flew over Khartoum by the thousands, with their strange call, reminded him of Schiller's poems, which few people ever read, but which he admired greatly, even though he only knew them in Bulwer's translation. He wrote little essays on Plutarch and purgatory, about the fear of death and the sixteenth chapter of the Koran. Then the turkey, puffing up with 'every feather on end, and all the colors of the rainbow on his neck', caught his attention again, and he filled several pages with his thoughts on the immortality of animals, drifting into a discussion about man’s place in the universe and the infinite knowledge of God. It all made perfect sense to him. And yet—'what a contradiction life is! I hate Her Majesty's Government for leaving the Sudan after causing all its troubles, yet I believe our Lord rules heaven and earth, so I should hate Him, which I (honestly) do not.'

One painful thought obsessed him. He believed that the two Egyptian officers, who had been put to death after the defeat in March, had been unjustly executed. He had given way to 'outside influences'; the two Pashas had been 'judicially murdered'. Again and again he referred to the incident with a haunting remorse. "The Times", perhaps, would consider that he had been justified; but what did that matter? 'If The Times saw this in print, it would say, "Why, then, did you act as you did?" to which I fear I have no answer.' He determined to make what reparation he could, and to send the families of the unfortunate Pashas L1,000 each.

One painful thought consumed him. He believed that the two Egyptian officers, who were executed after the defeat in March, had been unjustly killed. He had given in to 'outside influences'; the two Pashas had been 'judicially murdered'. He kept referring to the incident with deep regret. "The Times" might think he was justified, but what did that matter? 'If The Times published this, it would ask, "Then why did you act the way you did?" to which I fear I have no answer.' He decided to make amends as best as he could by sending £1,000 each to the families of the unfortunate Pashas.

On a similar, but a less serious, occasion, he put the same principle into action. He boxed the ears of a careless telegraph clerk—'and then, as my conscience pricked me, I gave him $5. He said he did not mind if I killed him—I was his father (a chocolate-coloured youth of twenty).' His temper, indeed, was growing more and more uncertain, as he himself was well aware. He observed with horror that men trembled when they came into his presence—that their hands shook so that they could not hold a match to a cigarette.

On a similar, but less serious, occasion, he acted on the same principle. He slapped the ears of a careless telegraph clerk—and then, feeling guilty, I gave him $5. He said he didn't care if I killed him— I was his father (a chocolate-colored young man of twenty). His temper was indeed becoming more and more unpredictable, as he was well aware. He noticed with horror that men trembled when they came into his presence— that their hands shook so much that they couldn’t even light a cigarette.

He trusted no one. Looking into the faces of those who surrounded him, he saw only the ill-dissimulated signs of treachery and dislike. Of the 40,000 inhabitants of Khartoum he calculated that two-thirds were willing—were perhaps anxious—to become the subjects of the Mahdi. 'These people are not worth any great sacrifice,' he bitterly observed. The Egyptian officials were utterly incompetent; the soldiers were cowards. All his admiration was reserved for his enemies. The meanest of the Mahdi's followers was, he realised, 'a determined warrior, who could undergo thirst and privation, who no more cared for pain or death than if he were stone'. Those were the men whom, if the choice had lain with him, he would have wished to command. And yet, strangely enough, he persistently underrated the strength of the forces against him. A handful of Englishmen—a handful of Turks would, he believed, be enough to defeat the Mahdi's hosts and destroy his dominion. He knew very little Arabic, and he depended for his information upon a few ignorant English-speaking subordinates. The Mahdi himself he viewed with ambiguous feelings. He jibed at him as a vulgar impostor; but it is easy to perceive, under his scornful jocularities, the traces of an uneasy respect.

He trusted no one. Looking at the faces around him, he saw only the obvious signs of betrayal and dislike. Of the 40,000 people in Khartoum, he figured that two-thirds were ready—maybe even eager—to become subjects of the Mahdi. "These people aren’t worth any significant sacrifice," he bitterly noted. The Egyptian officials were completely incompetent; the soldiers were cowards. All his admiration was directed toward his enemies. He realized that even the least of the Mahdi's followers was "a determined warrior who could withstand thirst and hardship, and who didn’t fear pain or death any more than if he were stone." Those were the men he would have preferred to lead if it had been up to him. And yet, oddly, he consistently underestimated the strength of the forces against him. He believed that a handful of Englishmen—and a handful of Turks—would be enough to defeat the Mahdi's army and wipe out his rule. He knew very little Arabic and relied on a few uninformed English-speaking subordinates for information. He had mixed feelings about the Mahdi. He mocked him as a common fraud; but beneath his scornful jokes, one could easily see signs of a grudging respect.

He spent long hours upon the palace roof, gazing northwards; but the veil of mystery and silence was unbroken. In spite of the efforts of Major Kitchener, the officer in command of the Egyptian Intelligence Service, hardly any messengers ever reached Khartoum; and when they did, the information they brought was tormentingly scanty. Major Kitchener did not escape the attentions of Gordon's pen. When news came at last, it was terrible: Colonel Stewart and his companions had been killed. The Abbas, after having passed uninjured through the part of the river commanded by the Mahdi's troops, had struck upon a rock; Colonel Stewart had disembarked in safety; and, while he was waiting for camels to convey the detachment across the desert into Egypt, had accepted the hospitality of a local Sheikh. Hardly had the Europeans entered the Sheikh's hut when they were set upon and murdered; their native followers shared their fate. The treacherous Sheikh was an adherent of the Mahdi, and to the Mahdi all Colonel Stewart's papers, filled with information as to the condition of Khartoum, were immediately sent. When the first rumours of the disaster reached Gordon, he pictured, in a flash of intuition, the actual details of the catastrophe. 'I feel somehow convinced,' he wrote, they were captured by treachery … Stewart was not a bit suspicious (I am made up of it). I can see in imagination the whole scene, the Sheikh inviting them to land … then a rush of wild Arabs, and all is over!' 'It is very sad,' he added, 'but being ordained, we must not murmur.' And yet he believed that the true responsibility lay with him; it was the punishment of his own sins. 'I look on it,' was his unexpected conclusion, 'as being a Nemesis on the death of the two Pashas.'

He spent long hours on the palace roof, looking north; but the mystery and silence remained intact. Despite the efforts of Major Kitchener, who led the Egyptian Intelligence Service, hardly any messengers made it to Khartoum; and when they did, the information they brought was painfully limited. Major Kitchener wasn't spared from Gordon's criticism. When news finally arrived, it was devastating: Colonel Stewart and his companions had been killed. The Abbas, after navigating through the part of the river controlled by the Mahdi's troops without harm, hit a rock; Colonel Stewart had safely disembarked, and while he waited for camels to transport the group across the desert to Egypt, he accepted the hospitality of a local Sheikh. No sooner had the Europeans entered the Sheikh's hut than they were attacked and killed; their native followers met the same fate. The treacherous Sheikh was loyal to the Mahdi, and he immediately sent all of Colonel Stewart's documents, filled with crucial information about Khartoum, to the Mahdi. When the first rumors of the disaster reached Gordon, he quickly envisioned the gruesome details of the catastrophe. "I somehow feel convinced," he wrote, "that they were betrayed … Stewart was not suspicious at all (I’m made up of suspicion). I can picture the whole scene in my mind, the Sheikh inviting them to land … then a wave of wild Arabs, and it’s all over!" "It’s very sad," he added, "but since it was meant to be, we must not complain." Yet he felt that the real responsibility rested on his shoulders; it was the consequence of his own actions. "I view it," was his surprising conclusion, "as a Nemesis for the deaths of the two Pashas."

The workings of his conscience did indeed take on surprising shapes. Of the three ex-governors of Darfur, Bahr-el-Ghazal, and Equatoria, Emin Pasha had disappeared, Lupton Bey had died, and Slatin Pasha was held in captivity by the Mahdi. By birth an Austrian and a Catholic, Slatin, in the last desperate stages of his resistance, had adopted the expedient of announcing his conversion to Mohammedanism, in order to win the confidence of his native troops. On his capture, the fact of his conversion procured him some degree of consideration; and, though he occasionally suffered from the caprices of his masters, he had so far escaped the terrible punishment which had been meted out to some other of the Mahdi's European prisoners—that of close confinement in the common gaol. He was now kept prisoner in one of the camps in the neighbourhood of Khartoum. He managed to smuggle through a letter to Gordon, asking for assistance, in case he could make his escape. To this letter Gordon did not reply. Slatin wrote again and again; his piteous appeals, couched in no less piteous French, made no effect upon the heart of the Governor-General.

The workings of his conscience did indeed take on surprising shapes. Of the three former governors of Darfur, Bahr-el-Ghazal, and Equatoria, Emin Pasha had vanished, Lupton Bey had passed away, and Slatin Pasha was being held captive by the Mahdi. Slatin, an Austrian and a Catholic by birth, had, in the final desperate stages of his resistance, decided to declare his conversion to Islam to gain the trust of his local troops. Once captured, his conversion provided him with some level of consideration; and while he did sometimes suffer from the whims of his captors, he had so far avoided the severe punishment that had been inflicted on some of the Mahdi's other European prisoners—harsh confinement in the general prison. He was now held captive in one of the camps near Khartoum. He managed to sneak a letter to Gordon, requesting help in case he could escape. Gordon did not respond to this letter. Slatin wrote repeatedly; his heartbreaking appeals, expressed in equally heartbreaking French, had no impact on the heart of the Governor-General.

'Excellence!' he wrote, 'J'ai envoye deux lettres, sans avoir recu une reponse de votre excellence…. Excellence! j'ai me battu 27 FOIS pour le gouvernement contre l'ennemi—on m'a feri deux fois, et j'ai rien fait contre l'honneur—rien de chose qui doit empeche votre excellence de m'ecrir une reponse que je sais quoi faire. JE VOUS PRIE, Excellence, de m'honore avec une reponse. P.S. Si votre Excellence ont peutetre entendu que j'ai fait quelque chose contre l'honneur d'un officier et cela vous empeche de m'ecrir, je vous prie de me donner l'occasion de me defendre, et jugez apres la verite.'

'Excellence!' he wrote, 'I sent two letters without receiving a response from your excellence…. Excellence! I have fought 27 TIMES for the government against the enemy—I've been wounded twice, and I've done nothing against my honor—nothing that should prevent your excellence from writing me back so I know what to do. I BEG YOU, Excellence, to honor me with a reply. P.S. If your Excellence has perhaps heard that I did something against the honor of an officer and that’s stopping you from writing to me, I ask you to give me the chance to defend myself, and judge after the truth.'

The unfortunate Slatin understood well enough the cause of Gordon's silence. It was in vain that he explained the motives of his conversion, in vain that he pointed out that it had been made easier for him since he had, 'PERHAPS UNHAPPILY, not received a strict religious education at home'. Gordon was adamant. Slatin had 'denied his Lord', and that was enough. His communications with Khartoum were discovered and he was put in chains. When Gordon heard of it, he noted the fact grimly in his diary, without a comment.

The unfortunate Slatin understood very well why Gordon was silent. He tried in vain to explain the reasons for his change of heart, and he pointed out that it had been easier for him since he had, 'PERHAPS UNHAPPILY, not received a strict religious education at home.' Gordon was unyielding. Slatin had 'denied his Lord,' and that was all that mattered. His communications with Khartoum were uncovered, and he was thrown in chains. When Gordon found out, he recorded the fact grimly in his diary, without any comment.

A more ghastly fate awaited another European who had fallen into the hands of the Mahdi. Clavier Pain, a French adventurer, who had taken part in the Commune, and who was now wandering, for reasons which have never been discovered, in the wastes of the Sudan, was seized by the Arabs, made prisoner, and hurried from camp to camp. He was attacked by fever; but mercy was not among the virtues of the savage soldiers who held him in their power. Hoisted upon the back of a camel, he was being carried across the desert, when, overcome by weakness, he lost his hold, and fell to the ground. Time or trouble were not to be wasted upon an infidel. Orders were given that he should be immediately buried; the orders were carried out; and in a few moments the cavalcade had left the little hillock far behind. But some of those who were present believed that Olivier Pain had been still breathing when his body was covered with the sand.

A more horrifying fate awaited another European who had fallen into the hands of the Mahdi. Clavier Pain, a French adventurer who had participated in the Commune and was now wandering for reasons that remain unknown in the wastelands of Sudan, was captured by the Arabs, imprisoned, and quickly moved from camp to camp. He contracted a fever, but compassion was not a quality possessed by the savage soldiers who held him captive. Hoisted onto the back of a camel, he was being transported across the desert when, weakened, he lost his grip and fell to the ground. No time or effort was to be wasted on an infidel. Orders were issued for him to be buried immediately; the orders were executed, and in a matter of moments, the caravan had moved far beyond the small mound of earth. However, some of those present believed that Olivier Pain was still alive when his body was covered with sand.

Gordon, on hearing that a Frenchman had been captured by the Mahdi, became extremely interested. The idea occurred to him that this mysterious individual was none other than Ernest Renan, 'who,' he wrote, in his last publication 'takes leave of the world, and is said to have gone into Africa, not to reappear again'. He had met Renan at the rooms of the Royal Geographical Society, had noticed that he looked bored—the result, no doubt, of too much admiration—and had felt an instinct that he would meet him again. The instinct now seemed to be justified. There could hardly be any doubt that it WAS Renan; who else could it be? 'If he comes to the lines,' he decided, 'and it is Renan, I shall go and see him, for whatever one may think of his unbelief in our Lord, he certainly dared to say what he thought, and he has not changed his creed to save his life.' That the mellifluous author of the Vie de Jesus should have determined to end his days in the depths of Africa, and have come, in accordance with an intuition, to renew his acquaintance with General Gordon in the lines of Khartoum, would indeed have been a strange occurrence; but who shall limit the strangeness of the possibilities that lie in wait for the sons of men? At that very moment, in the south-eastern corner of the Sudan, another Frenchman, of a peculiar eminence, was fulfilling a destiny more extraordinary than the wildest romance. In the town of Harrar, near the Red Sea, Arthur Rimbaud surveyed with splenetic impatience the tragedy of Khartoum.

Gordon, upon hearing that a Frenchman had been captured by the Mahdi, became very intrigued. He wondered if this mysterious person could be Ernest Renan, who, as he noted in his last publication, 'says goodbye to the world and is rumored to have gone into Africa, never to return.' He had met Renan at the Royal Geographical Society and had seen that he looked bored—likely a result of too much adoration—and felt a strong instinct that he would run into him again. This instinct now seemed to be validated. There was hardly a doubt that it WAS Renan; who else could it be? 'If he makes it to the lines,' he thought, 'and it is Renan, I will go see him, because no matter what anyone thinks about his disbelief in our Lord, he certainly had the courage to express his thoughts, and he hasn't changed his beliefs to save himself.' The idea that the eloquent author of the Vie de Jesus would choose to spend his final days in the heart of Africa, and that he would come, guided by intuition, to reconnect with General Gordon in the lines of Khartoum, would indeed be a bizarre twist of fate; but who can predict the strangeness of the possibilities that await mankind? At that very moment, in the southeastern corner of the Sudan, another notable Frenchman was experiencing a destiny more extraordinary than even the wildest fiction. In the town of Harrar, near the Red Sea, Arthur Rimbaud watched with bitter impatience the unfolding tragedy of Khartoum.

'C'est justement les Anglais,' he wrote, 'avec leur absurde politique, qui minent desormais le commerce de toutes ces cotes. Ils ont voulu tout remanier et ils sont arrives a faire pire que les Egyptiens et les Turcs, ruines par eux. Leur Gordon est un idiot, leur Wolseley un ane, et toutes leurs entreprises une suite insensee d'absurdites et de depredations.'

'It's precisely the English,' he wrote, 'with their ridiculous politics, who are now undermining trade along these coasts. They wanted to change everything and have managed to make things worse than what the Egyptians and Turks had ruined. Their Gordon is a fool, their Wolseley a donkey, and all their ventures a senseless series of absurdities and plundering.'

So wrote the amazing poet of the Saison d'Enfer amid those futile turmoils of petty commerce, in which, with an inexplicable deliberation, he had forgotten the enchantments of an unparalleled adolescence, forgotten the fogs of London and the streets of Brussels, forgotten Paris, forgotten the subtleties and the frenzies of inspiration, forgotten the agonised embraces of Verlaine.

So wrote the incredible poet of the Saison d'Enfer amidst those pointless struggles of petty trade, in which, with an inexplicable calm, he had forgotten the magic of an unforgettable youth, forgotten the fogs of London and the streets of Brussels, forgotten Paris, forgotten the nuances and the craziness of inspiration, forgotten the anguished embraces of Verlaine.

When the contents of Colonel Stewart's papers had been interpreted to the Mahdi, he realised the serious condition of Khartoum, and decided that the time had come to press the siege to a final conclusion. At the end of October, he himself, at the head of a fresh army, appeared outside the town. From that moment, the investment assumed a more and more menacing character. The lack of provisions now for the first time began to make itself felt. November 30th—the date fixed by Gordon as the last possible moment of his resistance—came and went; the Expeditionary Force had made no sign. The fortunate discovery of a large store of grain, concealed by some merchants for purposes of speculation, once more postponed the catastrophe. But the attacking army grew daily more active; the skirmishes around the lines and on the river more damaging to the besieged; and the Mahdi's guns began an intermittent bombardment of the palace. By December 10th it was calculated that there was not fifteen days' food in the town; 'truly I am worn to a shadow with the food question', Gordon wrote; 'it is one continuous demand'. At the same time he received the ominous news that five of his soldiers had deserted to the Mahdi. His predicament was terrible; but he calculated, from a few dubious messages that had reached him, that the relieving force could not be very far away. Accordingly, on the 14th, he decided to send down one of his four remaining steamers, the Bordeen, to meet it at Metemmah, in order to deliver to the officer in command the latest information as to the condition of the town. The Bordeen carried down the last portion of the Journals, and Gordon's final messages to his friends. Owing to a misunderstanding, he believed that Sir Evelyn Baring was accompanying the expedition from Egypt, and some of his latest and most successful satirical fancies played around the vision of the distressed Consul-General perched for days upon the painful eminence of a camel's hump. 'There was a slight laugh when Khartoum heard Baring was bumping his way up here—a regular Nemesis.' But, when Sir Evelyn Baring actually arrived—in whatever condition—what would happen? Gordon lost himself in the multitude of his speculations. His own object, he declared, was, 'of course, to make tracks'. Then in one of his strange premonitory rhapsodies, he threw out, half in jest and half in earnest, that the best solution of all the difficulties of the future would be the appointment of Major Kitchener as Governor-General of the Sudan. The Journal ended upon a note of menace and disdain:

When the contents of Colonel Stewart's papers were explained to the Mahdi, he understood the dire situation in Khartoum and decided it was time to intensify the siege and bring it to a final end. At the end of October, he appeared outside the town leading a new army. From that point on, the siege became increasingly threatening. For the first time, the shortage of supplies started to show. November 30th—the date Gordon set as the last possible moment for resistance—came and went; the Expeditionary Force still had not made any move. Luckily, a large cache of grain, hidden by some merchants for speculative reasons, temporarily averted disaster. But the attacking army became more active each day; skirmishes around the fortifications and on the river grew more damaging to those inside; and the Mahdi's artillery began sporadic bombardments of the palace. By December 10th, it was estimated there were only about fifteen days' worth of food left in the town; "truly I am worn to a shadow with the food issue," Gordon wrote; "it's just one constant demand." At the same time, he received unsettling news that five of his soldiers had defected to the Mahdi. His situation was desperate; however, he calculated, based on a few unclear messages he had received, that the relief force could not be far away. Therefore, on the 14th, he decided to send one of his four remaining steamers, the Bordeen, to meet them at Metemmah to provide the officer in command with the latest updates on the town's condition. The Bordeen carried the final portion of the Journals and Gordon's last messages to his friends. Due to a misunderstanding, he thought that Sir Evelyn Baring was traveling with the expedition from Egypt, and some of his latest and most clever satirical thoughts imagined the troubled Consul-General awkwardly balancing on a camel's hump for days. "There was a bit of a laugh when Khartoum heard Baring was bumping his way up here—a real Nemesis." But when Sir Evelyn Baring actually arrived—regardless of his condition—what would happen? Gordon got lost in his many speculations. He insisted that his intention was, "of course, to make a move." Then, in one of his strange, premonitory thoughts, he suggested, half-joking and half-serious, that the ideal solution to all the future problems would be to appoint Major Kitchener as Governor-General of the Sudan. The Journal concluded on a note of threat and disdain:

'Now MARK THIS, if the Expeditionary Force, and I ask for no more than 200 men, does not come in ten days, the town may fall; and I have done my best for the honour of our country. Good-bye.—C. G. GORDON.

'Now PAY ATTENTION, if the Expeditionary Force, and I'm asking for no more than 200 men, doesn't arrive within ten days, the town could be lost; and I've done my best for the honor of our country. Goodbye.—C. G. GORDON.'

'You send me no information, though you have lots of money. C. G. G.'

'You don't send me any information, even though you have plenty of money. C. G. G.'

To his sister Augusta he was more explicit.

To his sister Augusta, he was more straightforward.

'I decline to agree,' he told her, 'that the expedition comes for my relief; it comes for the relief of the garrisons, which I failed to accomplish. I expect Her Majesty's Government are in a precious rage with me for holding out and forcing their hand.'

'I refuse to agree,' he told her, 'that the expedition is for my rescue; it's for the rescue of the garrisons, which I couldn't achieve. I assume Her Majesty's Government is pretty angry with me for holding out and putting them in a difficult position.'

The admission is significant. And then came the final adieux.

The admission is important. And then came the final goodbyes.

'This may be the last letter you will receive from me, for we are on our last legs, owing to the delay of the expedition. However, God rules all, and, as He will rule to His glory and our welfare, His will be done. I fear, owing to circumstances, that my affairs are pecuniarily not over bright … your affectionate brother, C. G. GORDON.

'This might be the last letter you get from me because we are in a tough spot due to the delay of the expedition. However, God is in control, and as He will act for His glory and our good, His will be done. I worry that, due to circumstances, my financial situation isn't looking very good … your loving brother, C. G. GORDON.

'P.S. I am quite happy, thank God, and, like Lawrence, I have TRIED to do my duty.'

'P.S. I'm really happy, thank God, and like Lawrence, I've TRIED to do my duty.'

The delay of the expedition was even more serious than Gordon had supposed. Lord Wolseley had made the most elaborate preparations. He had collected together a picked army of 10,000 of the finest British troops; he had arranged a system of river transports with infinite care. For it was his intention to take no risks; he would advance in force up the Nile; he had determined that the fate of Gordon should not depend upon the dangerous hazards of a small and hasty exploit. There is no doubt—in view of the opposition which the relieving force actually met with—that his decision was a wise one; but unfortunately, he had miscalculated some of the essential elements in the situation. When his preparations were at last complete, it was found that the Nile had sunk so low that the flotillas, over which so much care had been lavished, and upon which depended the whole success of the campaign, would be unable to surmount the cataracts. At the same time—it was by then the middle of November—a message arrived from Gordon indicating that Khartoum was in serious straits. It was clear that an immediate advance was necessary; the river route was out of the question; a swift dash across the desert was the only possible expedient after all. But no preparations for land transport had been made; weeks elapsed before a sufficient number of camels could be collected; and more weeks before those collected were trained for military march. It was not until December 30th—more than a fortnight after the last entry in Gordon's Journal—that Sir Herbert Stewart, at the head of 1,100 British troops, was able to leave Korti on his march towards Metemmah, 170 miles across the desert. His advance was slow, and it was tenaciously disputed by, the Mahdi's forces. There was a desperate engagement on January 17th at the wells of Abu Klea; the British square was broken; for a moment victory hung in the balance; but the Arabs were repulsed. On the 19th there was another furiously contested fight, in which Sir Herbert Stewart was killed. On the 21st, the force, now diminished by over 250 casualties, reached Metemmah. Three days elapsed in reconnoitering the country, and strengthening the position of the camp. On the 24th, Sir Charles Wilson, who had succeeded to the command, embarked on the Bordeen, and started up the river for Khartoum. On the following evening, the vessel struck on a rock, causing a further delay of twenty-four hours. It was not until January 28th that Sir Charles Wilson, arriving under a heavy fire within sight of Khartoum, saw that the Egyptian flag was not flying from the roof of the palace. The signs of ruin and destruction on every hand showed clearly enough that the town had fallen. The relief expedition was two days late.

The delay of the expedition was even more serious than Gordon had thought. Lord Wolseley had made the most detailed preparations. He had gathered a selected army of 10,000 of the best British troops; he had set up a system of river transports with extraordinary care. He intended to take no risks; he would advance forcefully up the Nile; he had decided that Gordon's fate should not rely on the dangerous uncertainties of a small, rushed operation. There is no doubt—considering the opposition that the relieving force actually faced—that his decision was wise; but unfortunately, he had miscalculated some key factors in the situation. When his preparations were finally complete, it was discovered that the Nile had dropped so low that the flotillas, which had received so much attention, and upon which the entire success of the campaign depended, would be unable to navigate the cataracts. At the same time—it was now the middle of November—a message arrived from Gordon indicating that Khartoum was in serious trouble. It was clear that an immediate advance was necessary; the river route was impossible; a quick dash across the desert was the only feasible option after all. However, no preparations for land transport had been made; weeks passed before a sufficient number of camels could be gathered; and more weeks before those gathered were trained for military movement. It was not until December 30th—more than two weeks after Gordon's last Journal entry—that Sir Herbert Stewart, leading 1,100 British troops, was able to leave Korti on his march toward Metemmah, 170 miles across the desert. His advance was slow, and it was fiercely contested by the Mahdi's forces. There was a desperate battle on January 17th at the wells of Abu Klea; the British square was broken; for a moment, victory hung in the balance; but the Arabs were pushed back. On the 19th, there was another intense fight, in which Sir Herbert Stewart was killed. On the 21st, the force, now reduced by over 250 casualties, reached Metemmah. Three days were spent scouting the area and reinforcing the camp's position. On the 24th, Sir Charles Wilson, who had taken command, boarded the Bordeen and started up the river to Khartoum. The next evening, the vessel hit a rock, causing another delay of twenty-four hours. It was not until January 28th that Sir Charles Wilson, arriving under heavy fire within sight of Khartoum, saw that the Egyptian flag was not flying from the palace roof. The signs of ruin and destruction all around made it clear that the town had fallen. The relief expedition was two days late.

The details of what passed within Khartoum during the last weeks of the siege are unknown to us. In the diary of Bordeini Bey, a Levantine merchant, we catch a few glimpses of the final stages of the catastrophe—of the starving populace, the exhausted garrison, the fluctuations of despair and hope, the dauntless energy of the Governor-General. Still he worked on, indefatigably, apportioning provisions, collecting ammunition, consulting with the townspeople, encouraging the soldiers. His hair had suddenly turned quite white. Late one evening, Bordeini Bey went to visit him in the palace, which was being bombarded by the Mahdi's cannon. The high building, brilliantly lighted up, afforded an excellent mark. As the shot came whistling around the windows, the merchant suggested that it would be advisable to stop them up with boxes full of sand. Upon this, Gordon Pasha became enraged.

The details of what happened in Khartoum during the last weeks of the siege are unclear to us. In the diary of Bordeini Bey, a Levantine merchant, we get a few glimpses of the final stages of the disaster—of the starving people, the exhausted soldiers, the ups and downs of despair and hope, and the relentless determination of the Governor-General. He kept working tirelessly, distributing food, gathering ammunition, talking with the townspeople, and encouraging the troops. His hair had suddenly turned completely white. Late one evening, Bordeini Bey went to visit him in the palace, which was being bombarded by the Mahdi's cannons. The tall building, brightly lit, made it a perfect target. As the cannonballs whizzed past the windows, the merchant suggested that it would be wise to block them with boxes full of sand. This made Gordon Pasha furious.

'He called up the guard, and gave them orders to shoot me if I moved; he then brought a very large lantern which would hold twenty-four candles. He and I then put the candles into the sockets, placed the lantern on the table in front of the window, lit the candles, and then we sat down at the table. The Pasha then said, "When God was portioning out fear to all the people in the world, at last it came to my turn, and there was no fear left to give me. Go, tell all the people in Khartoum that Gordon fears nothing, for God has created him without fear."'

'He called the guard and ordered them to shoot me if I moved; then he brought a very large lantern that could hold twenty-four candles. He and I put the candles into the sockets, placed the lantern on the table in front of the window, lit the candles, and then we sat down at the table. The Pasha then said, "When God was handing out fear to everyone in the world, it finally came to my turn, and there was no fear left for me. Go, tell everyone in Khartoum that Gordon fears nothing, for God has made him fearless."'

On January 5th, Omdurman, a village on the opposite bank of the Nile, which had hitherto been occupied by the besieged, was taken by the Arabs. The town was now closely surrounded, and every chance of obtaining fresh supplies was cut off. The famine became terrible; dogs, donkeys, skins, gum, palm fibre, were devoured by the desperate inhabitants. The soldiers stood on the fortifications like pieces of wood. Hundreds died of hunger daily: their corpses filled the streets; and the survivors had not the strength to bury the dead. On the 20th, the news of the battle of Abu Klea reached Khartoum. The English were coming at last. Hope rose; every morning the Governor-General assured the townspeople that one day more would see the end of their sufferings; and night after night his words were proved untrue.

On January 5th, Omdurman, a village on the opposite bank of the Nile that had been held by the besieged, was captured by the Arabs. The town was now completely surrounded, and any chance of getting fresh supplies was gone. The famine became horrific; desperate residents resorted to eating dogs, donkeys, hides, gum, and palm fiber. The soldiers stood on the fortifications like wooden figures. Hundreds died of hunger every day: their bodies filled the streets, and the survivors were too weak to bury the dead. On the 20th, news of the battle of Abu Klea reached Khartoum. The English were finally coming. Hope surged; every morning the Governor-General assured the townspeople that just one more day would bring an end to their suffering, yet night after night, his words proved to be false.

On the 23rd, a rumour spread that a spy had arrived with letters, and that the English army was at hand. A merchant found a piece of newspaper lying in the road, in which it was stated that the strength of the relieving forces was 15,000 men. For a moment, hope flickered up again, only to relapse once more. The rumour, the letters, the printed paper, all had been contrivances of Gordon to inspire the garrison with the courage to hold out. On the 25th, it was obvious that the Arabs were preparing an attack, and a deputation of the principal inhabitants waited upon the Governor-General. But he refused to see them; Bordeini Bey was alone admitted to his presence. He was sitting on a divan, and, as Bordeini Bey came into the room, he snatched the fez from his head and flung it from him.

On the 23rd, a rumor spread that a spy had arrived with letters, and that the English army was coming. A merchant found a piece of newspaper lying in the road, which stated that the strength of the relief forces was 15,000 men. For a moment, hope flickered up again, only to fade once more. The rumor, the letters, the printed paper, all had been created by Gordon to inspire the garrison to hold out. On the 25th, it was clear that the Arabs were preparing for an attack, and a delegation of the main residents went to see the Governor-General. But he refused to meet with them; only Bordeini Bey was allowed to see him. He was sitting on a divan, and as Bordeini Bey entered the room, he snatched the fez from his head and threw it away.

'What more can I say?' he exclaimed, in a voice such as the merchant had never heard before. 'The people will no longer believe me. I have told them over and over again that help would be here, but it has never come, and now they must see I tell them lies. I can do nothing more. Go, and collect all the people you can on the lines, and make a good stand. Now leave me to smoke these cigarettes.'

'What else can I say?' he shouted, in a tone the merchant had never heard before. 'The people won’t believe me anymore. I’ve told them repeatedly that help would arrive, but it never has, and now they think I’m lying. I can’t do anything else. Go and gather everyone you can along the lines, and put up a strong front. Now, leave me to smoke these cigarettes.'

Bordeini Bey knew then, he tells us, that Gordon Pasha was in despair. He left the room, having looked upon the Governor-General for the last time.

Bordeini Bey realized then, he tells us, that Gordon Pasha was in despair. He left the room, having seen the Governor-General for the last time.

When the English force reached Metemmah, the Mahdi, who had originally intended to reduce Khartoum to surrender through starvation, decided to attempt its capture by assault. The receding Nile had left one portion of the town's circumference undefended; as the river withdrew, the rampart had crumbled; a broad expanse of mud was left between the wall and the water, and the soldiers, overcome by hunger and the lassitude of hopelessness, had trusted to the morass to protect them, and neglected to repair the breach. Early on the morning of the 26th, the Arabs crossed the river at this point. The mud, partially dried up, presented no obstacle; nor did the ruined fortification, feebly manned by some half-dying troops. Resistance was futile, and it was scarcely offered: the Mahdi's army swarmed into Khartoum. Gordon had long debated with himself what his action should be at the supreme moment. 'I shall never (D.V.),' he had told Sir Evelyn Baring, 'be taken alive.' He had had gunpowder put into the cellars of the palace, so that the whole building might, at a moment's notice, be blown into the air. But then misgivings had come upon him; was it not his duty 'to maintain the faith, and, if necessary, to suffer for it'?—to remain a tortured and humiliated witness of his Lord in the Mahdi's chains? The blowing up of the palace would have, he thought, 'more or less the taint of suicide', would be, in a way, taking things out of God's hands'. He remained undecided; and meanwhile, to be ready for every contingency, he kept one of his little armoured vessels close at hand on the river, with steam up, day and night, to transport him, if so he should decide, southward, through the enemy, to the recesses of Equatoria. The sudden appearance of the Arabs, the complete collapse of the defence, saved him the necessity of making up his mind. He had been on the roof, in his dressing-gown, when the attack began; and he had only time to hurry to his bedroom, to slip on a white uniform, and to seize up a sword and a revolver, before the foremost of the assailants were in the palace. The crowd was led by four of the fiercest of the Mahdi's followers—tall and swarthy Dervishes, splendid in their many-coloured jibbehs, their great swords drawn from their scabbards of brass and velvet, their spears flourishing above their heads. Gordon met them at the top of the staircase. For a moment, there was a deathly pause, while he stood in silence, surveying his antagonists. Then it is said that Taha Shahin, the Dongolawi, cried in a loud voice, 'Mala' oun el yom yomek!' (O cursed one, your time is come), and plunged his spear into the Englishman's body. His only reply was a gesture of contempt. Another spear transfixed him; he fell, and the swords of the three other Dervishes instantly hacked him to death. Thus, if we are to believe the official chroniclers, in the dignity of unresisting disdain, General Gordon met his end. But it is only fitting that the last moments of one whose whole life was passed in contradiction should be involved in mystery and doubt. Other witnesses told a very different story. The man whom they saw die was not a saint but a warrior. With intrepidity, with skill, with desperation, he flew at his enemies. When his pistol was exhausted, he fought on with his sword; he forced his way almost to the bottom of the staircase; and, among, a heap of corpses, only succumbed at length to the sheer weight of the multitudes against him.

When the English force arrived at Metemmah, the Mahdi, who had initially planned to starve Khartoum into surrender, decided to try capturing it through an assault instead. The receding Nile had left part of the town's perimeter undefended; as the river pulled back, the rampart collapsed, leaving a wide stretch of mud between the wall and the water. The soldiers, weakened by hunger and hopelessness, relied on the marsh to protect them and failed to fix the breach. Early in the morning on the 26th, the Arabs crossed the river at this point. The mud, partially dried, posed no barrier, nor did the ruined fortifications, which were weakly manned by dying troops. Resistance was pointless and barely put up: the Mahdi's army flooded into Khartoum. Gordon had long been torn about what to do in this critical moment. "I will never be taken alive," he had told Sir Evelyn Baring. He had arranged for gunpowder to be placed in the palace cellars so that the whole building could be blown up at a moment’s notice. However, doubts began to creep in; was it not his duty "to maintain the faith, and, if necessary, to suffer for it"? Shouldn't he be a tormented and humiliated witness for his Lord while in the Mahdi's chains? He feared that blowing up the palace would "have more or less the taint of suicide" and, in a way, would mean taking matters out of God's hands. He stayed indecisive; in the meantime, to be prepared for any situation, he kept one of his small armored boats nearby on the river, steam ready day and night, to transport him, if he chose, southward through the enemy toward the depths of Equatoria. The sudden arrival of the Arabs and the total breakdown of defense eliminated his need to make a decision. He had been on the roof in his dressing gown when the attack began; he only had time to rush to his bedroom, put on a white uniform, and grab a sword and a revolver before the first assailants burst into the palace. The group was led by four of the fiercest followers of the Mahdi—tall, dark-skinned Dervishes, vibrant in their colorful robes, with their large swords drawn from their brass and velvet scabbards, and their spears raised above their heads. Gordon confronted them at the top of the staircase. For a moment, there was a tense pause as he silently assessed his opponents. Then it is said that Taha Shahin, the Dongolawi, yelled loudly, "Mala' oun el yom yomek!" (O cursed one, your time has come), and drove his spear into the Englishman's body. Gordon’s only response was a contemptuous gesture. Another spear pierced him; he fell, and the swords of the three other Dervishes quickly hacked him to death. Thus, if we are to believe the official accounts, General Gordon met his end with dignified, unresisting disdain. But it's fitting that the final moments of someone whose entire life was marked by contradiction would be shrouded in mystery and doubt. Other witnesses reported a very different account. The man they saw die was not a saint but a fighter. With bravery, skill, and desperation, he charged at his enemies. When his pistol was empty, he continued to fight with his sword; he managed to push his way almost to the bottom of the staircase and, among a pile of corpses, ultimately succumbed only to the overwhelming numbers against him.

That morning, while Slatin Pasha was sitting in his chains in the camp at Omdurman, he saw a group of Arabs approaching, one of whom was carrying something wrapped up in a cloth. As the group passed him, they stopped for a moment, and railed at him in savage mockery. Then the cloth was lifted, and he saw before him Gordon's head. The trophy was taken to the Mahdi: at last the two fanatics had indeed met face to face. The Mahdi ordered the head to be fixed between the branches of a tree in the public highway, and all who passed threw stones at it. The hawks of the desert swept and circled about it—those very hawks which the blue eyes had so often watched.

That morning, while Slatin Pasha was sitting in chains in the camp at Omdurman, he saw a group of Arabs approaching, one of whom was carrying something wrapped in cloth. As the group passed him, they paused for a moment and mocked him cruelly. Then the cloth was pulled away, revealing Gordon's head before him. The trophy was taken to the Mahdi: at last, the two fanatics had indeed come face to face. The Mahdi ordered the head to be displayed between the branches of a tree on the main road, and everyone who passed threw stones at it. The desert hawks swept and circled around it—those very hawks that the blue eyes had watched so often.

The news of the catastrophe reached England, and a great outcry arose. The public grief vied with the public indignation. The Queen, in a letter to Miss Gordon, immediately gave vent both to her own sentiments and those of the nation.

The news of the disaster reached England, sparking a huge response. Public sorrow matched public outrage. The Queen, in a letter to Miss Gordon, expressed both her feelings and those of the nation.

'HOW shall I write to you,' she exclaimed, 'or how shall I attempt to express WHAT I FEEL! To THINK of your dear, noble, heroic Brother, who served his Country and his Queen so truly, so heroically, with a self-sacrifice so edifying to the World, not having been rescued. That the promises of support were not fulfilled—which I so frequently and constantly pressed on those who asked him to go—is to me GRIEF INEXPRESSIBLE! Indeed, it has made me ill … Would you express to your other sisters and your elder Brother my true sympathy, and what I do so keenly feel, the STAIN left upon England, for your dear Brother's cruel, though heroic, fate!'

'HOW should I write to you,' she exclaimed, 'or how can I even begin to express WHAT I FEEL! Just thinking about your beloved, noble, heroic brother, who served his country and queen so faithfully and courageously, with such selflessness that inspires the world, and yet he was not rescued. The fact that the promises of support were not kept—which I repeatedly urged those who encouraged him to go—is to me a GRIEF BEYOND WORDS! Honestly, it has made me sick… Would you tell your other sisters and your older brother how deeply I sympathize, and what I feel so intensely, the STAIN left on England because of your dear brother's tragic yet heroic fate!'

In reply, Miss Gordon presented the Queen with her brother's Bible, which was placed in one of the corridors at Windsor, open, on a white satin cushion, and enclosed in a crystal case. In the meanwhile, Gordon was acclaimed in every newspaper as a national martyr; State services were held in his honour at Westminster and St Paul's; L20,000 was voted to his family; and a great sum of money was raised by subscription to endow a charity in his memory. Wrath and execration fell, in particular, upon the head of Mr. Gladstone. He was little better than a murderer; he was a traitor; he was a heartless villain, who had been seen at the play on the very night when Gordon's death was announced. The storm passed; but Mr. Gladstone had soon to cope with a still more serious agitation. The cry was raised on every side that the national honour would be irreparably tarnished if the Mahdi were left in the peaceful possession of Khartoum, and that the Expeditionary Force should be at once employed to chastise the false prophet and to conquer the Sudan. But it was in vain that the imperialists clamoured; in vain that Lord Wolseley wrote several dispatches, proving over and over again that to leave the Mahdi unconquered must involve the ruin of Egypt; in vain that Lord Hartington at last discovered that he had come to the same conclusion. The old man stood firm. Just then, a crisis with Russia on the Afghan frontier supervened; and Mr. Gladstone, pointing out that every available soldier might be wanted at any moment for a European war, withdrew Lord Wolseley and his army from Egypt. The Russian crisis disappeared. The Mahdi remained supreme lord of the Sudan.

In response, Miss Gordon presented the Queen with her brother's Bible, which was displayed in one of the corridors at Windsor, open on a white satin cushion and enclosed in a crystal case. Meanwhile, Gordon was celebrated in every newspaper as a national martyr; state services were held in his honor at Westminster and St. Paul's; £20,000 was allocated to his family; and a large sum was raised by subscription to fund a charity in his memory. Anger and condemnation especially targeted Mr. Gladstone. He was seen as little better than a murderer; a traitor; a heartless villain who had been spotted at the theater on the very night Gordon’s death was announced. The storm eventually calmed; however, Mr. Gladstone soon faced an even more serious upheaval. The cry arose from all sides that national honor would be irreparably damaged if the Mahdi was allowed to keep Khartoum peacefully, and that the Expeditionary Force should be immediately deployed to confront the false prophet and conquer the Sudan. But the imperialists' demands were in vain; Lord Wolseley wrote several dispatches, repeatedly demonstrating that leaving the Mahdi unconquered would lead to Egypt’s ruin; even Lord Hartington eventually reached the same conclusion. The old man stood firm. Just then, a crisis with Russia on the Afghan frontier emerged; Mr. Gladstone pointed out that every available soldier might be needed at any moment for a European war, so he withdrew Lord Wolseley and his army from Egypt. The Russian crisis faded away. The Mahdi remained the supreme ruler of the Sudan.

And yet it was not with the Mahdi that the future lay. Before six months were out, in the plenitude of his power, he died, and the Khalifa Abdullahi reigned in his stead. The future lay with Major Kitchener and his Maxim-Nordenfeldt guns. Thirteen years later the Mahdi's empire was abolished forever in the gigantic hecatomb of Omdurman; after which it was thought proper that a religious ceremony in honour of General Gordon should be held at the palace at Khartoum. The service was conducted by four chaplains—of the Catholic, Anglican, Presbyterian, and Methodist persuasions—and concluded with a performance of 'Abide with Me'—the General's favourite hymn—by a select company of Sudanese buglers. Every one agreed that General Gordon had been avenged at last. Who could doubt it? General Gordon himself, possibly, fluttering, in some remote Nirvana, the pages of a phantasmal Bible, might have ventured on a satirical remark. But General Gordon had always been a contradictious person—even a little off his head, perhaps, though a hero; and besides, he was no longer there to contradict … At any rate, it had all ended very happily—in a glorious slaughter of 20,000 Arabs, a vast addition to the British Empire, and a step in the Peerage for Sir Evelyn Baring.

And yet the future did not belong to the Mahdi. Before six months passed, at the height of his power, he died, and Khalifa Abdullahi took over. The future was with Major Kitchener and his Maxim-Nordenfeldt guns. Thirteen years later, the Mahdi's empire was permanently ended in the massive slaughter at Omdurman; after that, it was deemed appropriate to hold a religious ceremony in honor of General Gordon at the palace in Khartoum. The service was led by four chaplains—representing the Catholic, Anglican, Presbyterian, and Methodist faiths—and concluded with a rendition of 'Abide with Me'—the General's favorite hymn—by a select group of Sudanese buglers. Everyone agreed that General Gordon had finally been avenged. Who could doubt it? Perhaps General Gordon himself, floating in some distant Nirvana, flipping through the pages of a fictitious Bible, might have made a sarcastic comment. But General Gordon had always been a contradictory person—even a bit eccentric, perhaps, despite being a hero; and besides, he was no longer there to contest this… In any case, it all ended quite happily—with a glorious massacre of 20,000 Arabs, a significant expansion of the British Empire, and an elevation in the Peerage for Sir Evelyn Baring.

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* The authenticity of the Diary contained in this book has been disputed, notably by Mr. J. 0. P. Bland in his Li Hung Chang. (Constable, 1917)

* The authenticity of the Diary in this book has been questioned, especially by Mr. J. 0. P. Bland in his Li Hung Chang. (Constable, 1917)


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