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THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND, ESQ.

A COLONEL IN THE SERVICE OF HER MAJESTY QUEEN ANNE WRITTEN BY HIMSELF

By William Makepeace Thackeray

Boston, Estes and Lauriat, Publishers



TO THE RIGHT HONORABLE WILLIAM BINGHAM, LORD ASHBURTON.
MY DEAR LORD,



TO THE RIGHT HONORABLE WILLIAM BINGHAM, LORD ASHBURTON.
MY DEAR LORD,

The writer of a book which copies the manners and language of Queen Anne's time, must not omit the Dedication to the Patron; and I ask leave to inscribe this volume to your Lordship, for the sake of the great kindness and friendship which I owe to you and yours.

The author of a book that imitates the style and language of Queen Anne's time shouldn't skip the Dedication to the Patron. I would like to dedicate this volume to you, my Lord, out of gratitude for the kindness and friendship I owe to you and your family.

My volume will reach you when the Author is on his voyage to a country where your name is as well known as here. Wherever I am, I shall gratefully regard you; and shall not be the less welcomed in America because I am,

My book will reach you while the Author is traveling to a country where your name is just as famous as here. No matter where I am, I will always appreciate you; and I won’t be any less welcomed in America because I am,

Your obliged friend and servant,

Your grateful friend and servant,

W. M. THACKERAY.

W. M. Thackeray.

LONDON, October 18, 1852.

LONDON, October 18, 1852.





PREFACE.

THE ESMONDS OF VIRGINIA.

The estate of Castlewood, in Virginia, which was given to our ancestors by King Charles the First, as some return for the sacrifices made in his Majesty's cause by the Esmond family, lies in Westmoreland county, between the rivers Potomac and Rappahannock, and was once as great as an English Principality, though in the early times its revenues were but small. Indeed, for near eighty years after our forefathers possessed them, our plantations were in the hands of factors, who enriched themselves one after another, though a few scores of hogsheads of tobacco were all the produce that, for long after the Restoration, our family received from their Virginian estates.

The Castlewood estate in Virginia, given to our ancestors by King Charles the First as a reward for the sacrifices made by the Esmond family in his Majesty's service, is located in Westmoreland County, between the Potomac and Rappahannock rivers. It was once as significant as an English Principality, although in its early days, its income was quite modest. In fact, for nearly eighty years after our forefathers took ownership, our plantations were managed by agents who profited at our expense. For a long time after the Restoration, our family only received a few hogsheads of tobacco from our Virginian estates.

My dear and honored father, Colonel Henry Esmond, whose history, written by himself, is contained in the accompanying volume, came to Virginia in the year 1718, built his house of Castlewood, and here permanently settled. After a long stormy life in England, he passed the remainder of his many years in peace and honor in this country; how beloved and respected by all his fellow-citizens, how inexpressibly dear to his family, I need not say. His whole life was a benefit to all who were connected with him. He gave the best example, the best advice, the most bounteous hospitality to his friends; the tenderest care to his dependants; and bestowed on those of his immediate family such a blessing of fatherly love and protection as can never be thought of, by us, at least, without veneration and thankfulness; and my sons' children, whether established here in our Republic, or at home in the always beloved mother country, from which our late quarrel hath separated us, may surely be proud to be descended from one who in all ways was so truly noble.

My dear and respected father, Colonel Henry Esmond, whose life story, written by him, is included in this book, came to Virginia in 1718, built his home at Castlewood, and settled here for good. After a long and tumultuous life in England, he spent the rest of his years in this country in peace and honor; how loved and respected he was by all his fellow citizens and how deeply cherished by his family is something I don't need to mention. His entire life was a blessing to everyone connected to him. He set the best example, offered the best advice, and showed the most generous hospitality to his friends; he cared for his dependents with the utmost compassion; and he provided his immediate family with a level of fatherly love and protection that we can never think of without deep respect and gratitude. My sons’ children, whether they live here in our Republic or back home in the always cherished mother country from which our recent conflict has separated us, can surely take pride in being descended from someone so truly noble in every way.

My dear mother died in 1736, soon after our return from England, whither my parents took me for my education; and where I made the acquaintance of Mr. Warrington, whom my children never saw. When it pleased heaven, in the bloom of his youth, and after but a few months of a most happy union, to remove him from me, I owed my recovery from the grief which that calamity caused me, mainly to my dearest father's tenderness, and then to the blessing vouchsafed to me in the birth of my two beloved boys. I know the fatal differences which separated them in politics never disunited their hearts; and as I can love them both, whether wearing the King's colors or the Republic's, I am sure that they love me and one another, and him above all, my father and theirs, the dearest friend of their childhood, the noble gentleman who bred them from their infancy in the practice and knowledge of Truth, and Love and Honor.

My dear mother passed away in 1736, shortly after we returned from England, where my parents had taken me for my education; and where I met Mr. Warrington, whom my children never got to know. When it pleased heaven to take him from me in the prime of his youth, after just a few months of very happy marriage, I managed to recover from the grief caused by that tragedy mainly thanks to my dear father's kindness, and then to the blessing I received with the birth of my two beloved boys. I know the serious political differences that separated them never changed their feelings for each other; and since I can love both of them, whether they're wearing the King's colors or supporting the Republic, I am sure that they love me and one another, and especially him, my father and theirs, the closest friend of their childhood, the noble gentleman who raised them from infancy with the values of Truth, Love, and Honor.

My children will never forget the appearance and figure of their revered grandfather; and I wish I possessed the art of drawing (which my papa had in perfection), so that I could leave to our descendants a portrait of one who was so good and so respected. My father was of a dark complexion, with a very great forehead and dark hazel eyes, overhung by eyebrows which remained black long after his hair was white. His nose was aquiline, his smile extraordinary sweet. How well I remember it, and how little any description I can write can recall his image! He was of rather low stature, not being above five feet seven inches in height; he used to laugh at my sons, whom he called his crutches, and say they were grown too tall for him to lean upon. But small as he was, he had a perfect grace and majesty of deportment, such as I have never seen in this country, except perhaps in our friend Mr. Washington, and commanded respect wherever he appeared.

My children will always remember the look and presence of their beloved grandfather; I wish I had the talent for drawing (which my dad had masterfully), so I could leave our future generations a portrait of someone who was so kind and so admired. My father had a dark complexion, a very large forehead, and dark hazel eyes, topped with eyebrows that stayed black long after his hair turned white. He had an aquiline nose and an incredibly sweet smile. I remember it so well, and no description I can write can truly capture his image! He was on the shorter side, standing at about five feet seven inches tall; he used to joke about my sons, whom he called his crutches, saying they had grown too tall for him to lean on. But despite his small stature, he carried himself with a perfect grace and dignity that I've never seen in this country, except maybe in our friend Mr. Washington, and he commanded respect wherever he went.

In all bodily exercises he excelled, and showed an extraordinary quickness and agility. Of fencing he was especially fond, and made my two boys proficient in that art; so much so, that when the French came to this country with Monsieur Rochambeau, not one of his officers was superior to my Henry, and he was not the equal of my poor George, who had taken the King's side in our lamentable but glorious war of independence.

In all physical activities, he was outstanding and demonstrated incredible speed and agility. He had a special passion for fencing and trained my two boys to be skilled in that discipline; so much so that when the French arrived in this country with Monsieur Rochambeau, none of his officers were better than my Henry, and my poor George, who had supported the King in our sad but glorious war for independence, was not his equal.

Neither my father nor my mother ever wore powder in their hair; both their heads were as white as silver, as I can remember them. My dear mother possessed to the last an extraordinary brightness and freshness of complexion; nor would people believe that she did not wear rouge. At sixty years of age she still looked young, and was quite agile. It was not until after that dreadful siege of our house by the Indians, which left me a widow ere I was a mother, that my dear mother's health broke. She never recovered her terror and anxiety of those days which ended so fatally for me, then a bride scarce six months married, and died in my father's arms ere my own year of widowhood was over.

Neither my father nor my mother ever used powder in their hair; both their heads were as white as silver, as I remember them. My dear mother maintained an incredible brightness and freshness in her complexion until the end; people wouldn't believe she didn't wear makeup. Even at sixty, she still looked young and was quite nimble. It wasn't until after that terrible siege of our house by the Indians, which left me a widow before I even became a mother, that my dear mother's health declined. She never recovered from the fear and anxiety of those days that ended so tragically for me, just six months into my marriage, and she died in my father's arms before my own year of widowhood was over.

From that day, until the last of his dear and honored life, it was my delight and consolation to remain with him as his comforter and companion; and from those little notes which my mother hath made here and there in the volume in which my father describes his adventures in Europe, I can well understand the extreme devotion with which she regarded him—a devotion so passionate and exclusive as to prevent her, I think, from loving any other person except with an inferior regard; her whole thoughts being centred on this one object of affection and worship. I know that, before her, my dear father did not show the love which he had for his daughter; and in her last and most sacred moments, this dear and tender parent owned to me her repentance that she had not loved me enough: her jealousy even that my father should give his affection to any but herself: and in the most fond and beautiful words of affection and admonition, she bade me never to leave him, and to supply the place which she was quitting. With a clear conscience, and a heart inexpressibly thankful, I think I can say that I fulfilled those dying commands, and that until his last hour my dearest father never had to complain that his daughter's love and fidelity failed him.

From that day until the end of his cherished life, it was my joy and comfort to stay by his side as his supporter and friend. From the little notes my mother wrote here and there in the book where my father shares his adventures in Europe, I can clearly see how deeply devoted she was to him—a devotion so passionate and exclusive that it kept her from loving anyone else with the same intensity; all her thoughts were focused on this one object of love and admiration. I know that, in front of her, my father didn’t express the love he had for his daughter. In her final moments, this beloved and gentle parent confessed to me her regret for not loving me enough, and even felt jealous that my father should show affection to anyone but her. With the most loving and beautiful words of care and guidance, she urged me never to leave him and to take her place. With a clear conscience and a heart filled with gratitude, I can confidently say that I honored those last wishes, and that until his final hour, my dear father never had to complain about a lack of his daughter's love and loyalty.

And it is since I knew him entirely—for during my mother's life he never quite opened himself to me—since I knew the value and splendor of that affection which he bestowed upon me, that I have come to understand and pardon what, I own, used to anger me in my mother's lifetime, her jealousy respecting her husband's love. 'Twas a gift so precious, that no wonder she who had it was for keeping it all, and could part with none of it, even to her daughter.

And it’s since I got to know him completely—because during my mother’s life he never really opened up to me—that I’ve come to appreciate and forgive what, I admit, used to make me angry back when my mother was alive, her jealousy regarding her husband’s love. It was such a precious gift that it’s no surprise she who had it wanted to keep it all to herself and couldn’t share any of it, even with her daughter.

Though I never heard my father use a rough word, 'twas extraordinary with how much awe his people regarded him; and the servants on our plantation, both those assigned from England and the purchased negroes, obeyed him with an eagerness such as the most severe taskmasters round about us could never get from their people. He was never familiar, though perfectly simple and natural; he was the same with the meanest man as with the greatest, and as courteous to a black slave-girl as to the Governor's wife. No one ever thought of taking a liberty with him (except once a tipsy gentleman from York, and I am bound to own that my papa never forgave him): he set the humblest people at once on their ease with him, and brought down the most arrogant by a grave satiric way, which made persons exceedingly afraid of him. His courtesy was not put on like a Sunday suit, and laid by when the company went away; it was always the same; as he was always dressed the same, whether for a dinner by ourselves or for a great entertainment. They say he liked to be the first in his company; but what company was there in which he would not be first? When I went to Europe for my education, and we passed a winter at London with my half-brother, my Lord Castlewood and his second lady, I saw at her Majesty's Court some of the most famous gentlemen of those days; and I thought to myself none of these are better than my papa; and the famous Lord Bolingbroke, who came to us from Dawley, said as much, and that the men of that time were not like those of his youth:—“Were your father, Madam,” he said, “to go into the woods, the Indians would elect him Sachem;” and his lordship was pleased to call me Pocahontas.

Though I never heard my father use a harsh word, it was remarkable how much respect his people had for him; the servants on our plantation, both those sent from England and the enslaved individuals, obeyed him with a willingness that even the toughest taskmasters around us could never achieve. He was never overly familiar, yet perfectly simple and natural; he treated the lowest man the same way as the highest, and was just as polite to a black slave-girl as he was to the Governor's wife. No one ever dared to disrespect him (except for one drunken man from York, and I have to admit that my dad never forgave him): he instantly put even the humblest people at ease with him while intimidating the most arrogant with a serious, satirical manner that made others very wary of him. His politeness wasn’t something he put on like a Sunday suit that he took off when company left; it was always the same, just as he dressed the same whether it was a simple dinner or a large event. People say he liked to be the first in his group; but what group wouldn't he be first in? When I went to Europe for my education and spent a winter in London with my half-brother, Lord Castlewood, and his second wife, I saw some of the most renowned gentlemen of that time at her Majesty's Court; and I thought to myself that none of them were better than my father. The famous Lord Bolingbroke, who came to visit us from Dawley, even said as much, noting that the men of his time were not like those of his youth: “If your father, Madam,” he said, “were to go into the woods, the Indians would elect him their chief;” and he was pleased to call me Pocahontas.

I did not see our other relative, Bishop Tusher's lady, of whom so much is said in my papa's memoirs—although my mamma went to visit her in the country. I have no pride (as I showed by complying with my mother's request, and marrying a gentleman who was but the younger son of a Suffolk Baronet), yet I own to A DECENT RESPECT for my name, and wonder how one who ever bore it, should change it for that of Mrs. THOMAS TUSHER. I pass over as odious and unworthy of credit those reports (which I heard in Europe and was then too young to understand), how this person, having LEFT HER FAMILY and fled to Paris, out of jealousy of the Pretender betrayed his secrets to my Lord Stair, King George's Ambassador, and nearly caused the Prince's death there; how she came to England and married this Mr. Tusher, and became a great favorite of King George the Second, by whom Mr. Tusher was made a Dean, and then a Bishop. I did not see the lady, who chose to remain AT HER PALACE all the time we were in London; but after visiting her, my poor mamma said she had lost all her good looks, and warned me not to set too much store by any such gifts which nature had bestowed upon me. She grew exceedingly stout; and I remember my brother's wife, Lady Castlewood, saying—“No wonder she became a favorite, for the King likes them old and ugly, as his father did before him.” On which papa said—“All women were alike; that there was never one so beautiful as that one; and that we could forgive her everything but her beauty.” And hereupon my mamma looked vexed, and my Lord Castlewood began to laugh; and I, of course, being a young creature, could not understand what was the subject of their conversation.

I didn’t see our other relative, Bishop Tusher’s wife, who is mentioned a lot in my dad’s memoirs—although my mom went to visit her in the countryside. I don’t have any pride (as I showed by agreeing to my mother’s request and marrying a gentleman who was just the younger son of a Suffolk Baronet), yet I admit I have a BASIC RESPECT for my name and wonder how anyone who ever had it would change it to Mrs. THOMAS TUSHER. I ignore the offensive and unbelievable stories (which I heard in Europe when I was too young to understand), about this person abandoning her family and fleeing to Paris, where out of jealousy for the Pretender she betrayed his secrets to my Lord Stair, King George’s Ambassador, nearly causing the Prince’s death; how she came to England, married Mr. Tusher, and became a top favorite of King George the Second, who made Mr. Tusher a Dean and then a Bishop. I didn’t see the lady, who chose to stay AT HER PALACE while we were in London; but after visiting her, my poor mom said she had lost all her good looks and warned me not to get too attached to any gifts that nature had given me. She became really overweight; and I remember my brother’s wife, Lady Castlewood, saying—“No wonder she became a favorite, because the King likes them old and ugly, just like his father did.” To which my dad said—“All women are the same; there was never one as beautiful as that one; and we could forgive her everything but her beauty.” At this, my mom looked annoyed, and my Lord Castlewood started to laugh; and I, of course, being a young girl, couldn’t understand what they were talking about.

After the circumstances narrated in the third book of these Memoirs, my father and mother both went abroad, being advised by their friends to leave the country in consequence of the transactions which are recounted at the close of the volume of the Memoirs. But my brother, hearing how the FUTURE BISHOP'S LADY had quitted Castlewood and joined the Pretender at Paris, pursued him, and would have killed him, Prince as he was, had not the Prince managed to make his escape. On his expedition to Scotland directly after, Castlewood was so enraged against him that he asked leave to serve as a volunteer, and join the Duke of Argyle's army in Scotland, which the Pretender never had the courage to face; and thenceforth my Lord was quite reconciled to the present reigning family, from whom he hath even received promotion.

After the events described in the third book of these Memoirs, my parents both went abroad, following their friends' advice to leave the country because of what happened at the end of this volume. However, my brother, learning that the FUTURE BISHOP'S LADY had left Castlewood and joined the Pretender in Paris, pursued him and almost killed him, Prince or not, if the Prince hadn't managed to escape. Right after that, when he went to Scotland, Castlewood was so furious with him that he asked to serve as a volunteer in the Duke of Argyle's army in Scotland, which the Pretender was never brave enough to confront; from then on, my Lord fully reconciled with the current ruling family, from whom he has even received a promotion.

Mrs. Tusher was by this time as angry against the Pretender as any of her relations could be, and used to boast, as I have heard, that she not only brought back my Lord to the Church of England, but procured the English peerage for him, which the JUNIOR BRANCH of our family at present enjoys. She was a great friend of Sir Robert Walpole, and would not rest until her husband slept at Lambeth, my papa used laughing to say. However, the Bishop died of apoplexy suddenly, and his wife erected a great monument over him; and the pair sleep under that stone, with a canopy of marble clouds and angels above them—the first Mrs. Tusher lying sixty miles off at Castlewood.

Mrs. Tusher was by this time as angry at the Pretender as any of her family could be and used to brag, as I've heard, that she not only brought my Lord back to the Church of England but also secured the English peerage for him, which the JUNIOR BRANCH of our family currently enjoys. She was a close friend of Sir Robert Walpole and wouldn’t rest until her husband stayed at Lambeth, my dad used to joke. However, the Bishop suddenly died of a stroke, and his wife built a grand monument for him; the couple rests under that stone, with a canopy of marble clouds and angels above them—the first Mrs. Tusher lying sixty miles away at Castlewood.

But my papa's genius and education are both greater than any a woman can be expected to have, and his adventures in Europe far more exciting than his life in this country, which was passed in the tranquil offices of love and duty; and I shall say no more by way of introduction to his Memoirs, nor keep my children from the perusal of a story which is much more interesting than that of their affectionate old mother,

But my dad's talent and education are both beyond what you could expect from a woman, and his experiences in Europe are way more exciting than his life here, which was spent in the peaceful roles of love and duty. I won’t say anything else to introduce his Memoirs, nor will I stop my kids from reading a story that’s much more fascinating than that of their loving old mom.

RACHEL ESMOND WARRINGTON. CASTLEWOOD, VIRGINIA,

RACHEL ESMOND WARRINGTON. CASTLEWOOD, VA,

November 3, 1778.

November 3, 1778.










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THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND.





BOOK I.

THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING TRINITY COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE.

The actors in the old tragedies, as we read, piped their iambics to a tune, speaking from under a mask, and wearing stilts and a great head-dress. 'Twas thought the dignity of the Tragic Muse required these appurtenances, and that she was not to move except to a measure and cadence. So Queen Medea slew her children to a slow music: and King Agamemnon perished in a dying fall (to use Mr. Dryden's words): the Chorus standing by in a set attitude, and rhythmically and decorously bewailing the fates of those great crowned persons. The Muse of History hath encumbered herself with ceremony as well as her Sister of the Theatre. She too wears the mask and the cothurnus, and speaks to measure. She too, in our age, busies herself with the affairs only of kings; waiting on them obsequiously and stately, as if she were but a mistress of court ceremonies, and had nothing to do with the registering of the affairs of the common people. I have seen in his very old age and decrepitude the old French King Lewis the Fourteenth, the type and model of kinghood—who never moved but to measure, who lived and died according to the laws of his Court-marshal, persisting in enacting through life the part of Hero; and, divested of poetry, this was but a little wrinkled old man, pock-marked, and with a great periwig and red heels to make him look tall—a hero for a book if you like, or for a brass statue or a painted ceiling, a god in a Roman shape, but what more than a man for Madame Maintenon, or the barber who shaved him, or Monsieur Fagon, his surgeon? I wonder shall History ever pull off her periwig and cease to be court-ridden? Shall we see something of France and England besides Versailles and Windsor? I saw Queen Anne at the latter place tearing down the Park slopes, after her stag-hounds, and driving her one-horse chaise—a hot, red-faced woman, not in the least resembling that statue of her which turns its stone back upon St. Paul's, and faces the coaches struggling up Ludgate Hill. She was neither better bred nor wiser than you and me, though we knelt to hand her a letter or a wash-hand basin. Why shall History go on kneeling to the end of time? I am for having her rise up off her knees, and take a natural posture: not to be for ever performing cringes and congees like a court-chamberlain, and shuffling backwards out of doors in the presence of the sovereign. In a word, I would have History familiar rather than heroic: and think that Mr. Hogarth and Mr. Fielding will give our children a much better idea of the manners of the present age in England, than the Court Gazette and the newspapers which we get thence.

The actors in the old tragedies, as we read, delivered their lines in iambic meter to a tune, speaking from behind a mask, while wearing stilts and elaborate headpieces. It was believed that the dignity of the Tragic Muse required these accessories, and that she should only move to a rhythm and cadence. So, Queen Medea killed her children to slow music, and King Agamemnon met his end dramatically (to quote Mr. Dryden): the Chorus stood by in a fixed stance, rhythmically and decorously mourning the fates of those great crowned figures. The Muse of History has also burdened herself with ceremony, just like her sister from the Theatre. She too wears a mask and formal shoes, and speaks in measure. In our time, she focuses only on the affairs of kings, serving them with exaggerated respect and formality, as if she were merely a court ceremony master, disconnected from documenting the lives of ordinary people. I have seen the old French King Louis the Fourteenth in his very old age and frailty, the embodiment of kingship—who never moved without rhythm, who lived and died according to his Court's rules, continuing to play the part of a hero; yet stripped of the poetic, he was just a little wrinkled old man, pockmarked, sporting a large wig and red heels to appear taller—a hero in a book perhaps, or for a bronze statue or a painted ceiling, a god in Roman guise, but what more was he than a man to Madame Maintenon, or the barber who shaved him, or Monsieur Fagon, his surgeon? I wonder if History will ever take off her wig and stop being so court-focused? Will we see more than just Versailles and Windsor in France and England? I witnessed Queen Anne at the latter location, speeding down the park slopes after her stag hounds, driving her one-horse carriage—a flushed, red-faced woman, nothing like the statue of her that turns its stone back on St. Paul's and faces the coaches struggling up Ludgate Hill. She was no better bred or wiser than you or me, even though we bowed to hand her a letter or a washbasin. Why should History continue to bow for eternity? I want her to rise from her knees and take a natural stance: to stop constantly performing bows and formalities like a court chamberlain, and shuffling out backwards in the presence of the monarch. In short, I would prefer History to be relatable rather than heroic: and I think Mr. Hogarth and Mr. Fielding will provide our children with a much better understanding of the current manners in England than the Court Gazette and the newspapers we receive from there.

There was a German officer of Webb's, with whom we used to joke, and of whom a story (whereof I myself was the author) was got to be believed in the army, that he was eldest son of the hereditary Grand Bootjack of the Empire, and the heir to that honor of which his ancestors had been very proud, having been kicked for twenty generations by one imperial foot, as they drew the boot from the other. I have heard that the old Lord Castlewood, of part of whose family these present volumes are a chronicle, though he came of quite as good blood as the Stuarts whom he served (and who as regards mere lineage are no better than a dozen English and Scottish houses I could name), was prouder of his post about the Court than of his ancestral honors, and valued his dignity (as Lord of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset) so highly, that he cheerfully ruined himself for the thankless and thriftless race who bestowed it. He pawned his plate for King Charles the First, mortgaged his property for the same cause, and lost the greater part of it by fines and sequestration: stood a siege of his castle by Ireton, where his brother Thomas capitulated (afterward making terms with the Commonwealth, for which the elder brother never forgave him), and where his second brother Edward, who had embraced the ecclesiastical profession, was slain on Castlewood Tower, being engaged there both as preacher and artilleryman. This resolute old loyalist, who was with the King whilst his house was thus being battered down, escaped abroad with his only son, then a boy, to return and take a part in Worcester fight. On that fatal field Eustace Esmond was killed, and Castlewood fled from it once more into exile, and henceforward, and after the Restoration, never was away from the Court of the monarch (for whose return we offer thanks in the Prayer-Book) who sold his country and who took bribes of the French king.

There was a German officer in Webb's unit who we used to joke around with. There was a story that circulated in the army, which I made up, that he was the oldest son of the hereditary Grand Bootjack of the Empire, and the heir to an honor that his ancestors had been very proud of, having been kicked for twenty generations by one imperial foot while drawing the boot from the other. I’ve heard that the old Lord Castlewood, part of whose family these volumes chronicle, even though he came from just as good a lineage as the Stuarts he served (who aren't any better by pure blood than a dozen English and Scottish families I could name), was prouder of his position at Court than of his ancestral honors. He valued his title (as Lord of the Butteries and Groom of the King’s Posset) so much that he willingly ruined himself for the ungrateful and spendthrift people who gave it to him. He pawned his silverware for King Charles the First, mortgaged his property for the same cause, and lost most of it due to fines and confiscation. He endured a siege of his castle by Ireton, where his brother Thomas surrendered (and later made a deal with the Commonwealth, which the elder brother never forgave him for), and where his second brother Edward, who had become a clergyman, was killed on Castlewood Tower while serving as both preacher and artilleryman. This steadfast old loyalist, who was with the King while his home was being destroyed, escaped abroad with his only son, who was just a boy at the time, only to return and take part in the battle of Worcester. On that disastrous battlefield, Eustace Esmond was killed, and Castlewood fled into exile once again, from which point, after the Restoration, he never left the Court of the monarch (for whose return we give thanks in the Prayer-Book) who sold out his country and accepted bribes from the French king.

What spectacle is more august than that of a great king in exile? Who is more worthy of respect than a brave man in misfortune? Mr. Addison has painted such a figure in his noble piece of Cato. But suppose fugitive Cato fuddling himself at a tavern with a wench on each knee, a dozen faithful and tipsy companions of defeat, and a landlord calling out for his bill; and the dignity of misfortune is straightway lost. The Historical Muse turns away shamefaced from the vulgar scene, and closes the door—on which the exile's unpaid drink is scored up—upon him and his pots and his pipes, and the tavern-chorus which he and his friends are singing. Such a man as Charles should have had an Ostade or Mieris to paint him. Your Knellers and Le Bruns only deal in clumsy and impossible allegories: and it hath always seemed to me blasphemy to claim Olympus for such a wine-drabbled divinity as that.

What sight is more impressive than a great king in exile? Who deserves more respect than a brave person facing hardship? Mr. Addison has depicted such a character in his noble work, Cato. But imagine Cato, the fugitive, getting drunk at a bar with a girl on each knee, surrounded by a dozen loyal but tipsy friends wallowing in defeat, while the bartender calls out for his payment; suddenly, the dignity of misfortune is lost. The Historical Muse turns away in embarrassment from this ordinary scene and shuts the door—where the exile's unpaid tab is marked up—on him and his drinks and pipes, and the tavern song that he and his friends are singing. A man like Charles should have had an Ostade or Mieris to paint him. Your Knellers and Le Bruns only create clumsy and impossible allegories, and it has always seemed to me like blasphemy to claim Olympus for such a wine-soaked deity as that.

About the King's follower, the Viscount Castlewood—orphan of his son, ruined by his fidelity, bearing many wounds and marks of bravery, old and in exile—his kinsmen I suppose should be silent; nor if this patriarch fell down in his cups, call fie upon him, and fetch passers-by to laugh at his red face and white hairs. What! does a stream rush out of a mountain free and pure, to roll through fair pastures, to feed and throw out bright tributaries, and to end in a village gutter? Lives that have noble commencements have often no better endings; it is not without a kind of awe and reverence that an observer should speculate upon such careers as he traces the course of them. I have seen too much of success in life to take off my hat and huzzah to it as it passes in its gilt coach: and would do my little part with my neighbors on foot, that they should not gape with too much wonder, nor applaud too loudly. Is it the Lord Mayor going in state to mince-pies and the Mansion House? Is it poor Jack of Newgate's procession, with the sheriff and javelin-men, conducting him on his last journey to Tyburn? I look into my heart and think that I sin as good as my Lord Mayor, and know I am as bad as Tyburn Jack. Give me a chain and red gown and a pudding before me, and I could play the part of Alderman very well, and sentence Jack after dinner. Starve me, keep me from books and honest people, educate me to love dice, gin, and pleasure, and put me on Hounslow Heath, with a purse before me, and I will take it. “And I shall be deservedly hanged,” say you, wishing to put an end to this prosing. I don't say No. I can't but accept the world as I find it, including a rope's end, as long as it is in fashion.

About the King's follower, the Viscount Castlewood—an orphan of his son, ruined by his loyalty, marked by many injuries and signs of courage, old and in exile—his family should probably stay quiet; nor should we scold him if he stumbles drunk, bringing passers-by to laugh at his flushed face and white hair. What? Does a stream flow down a mountain clear and pure, through beautiful fields, nourishing and creating bright tributaries, only to end up in a village ditch? Lives that start nobly often have no better endings; it’s worthwhile for an observer to reflect on such journeys with a sense of awe and respect. I’ve seen too much success in life to tip my hat and cheer as it passes by in its fancy coach; I’d rather join my neighbors on foot, ensuring they don’t gawk in too much wonder or cheer too loudly. Is it the Lord Mayor on his way to fancy dishes and the Mansion House? Or is it poor Jack from Newgate’s procession, with the sheriff and guards, taking him to his final destination at Tyburn? I look into my heart and think that I am just as sinful as my Lord Mayor and know I’m equally as bad as Tyburn Jack. Give me a chain and a red gown and a feast in front of me, and I could play the role of Alderman just fine, judging Jack after dinner. Starve me, keep me away from books and honest people, teach me to love gambling, liquor, and pleasure, and put me on Hounslow Heath with a purse in front of me, and I will take it. “And I’ll rightly deserve to be hanged,” you say, hoping to stop this rambling. I won’t argue. I can only accept the world as it is, including the prospect of hanging, as long as it's in vogue.





CHAPTER I.

AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF ESMOND OF CASTLEWOOD HALL.

When Francis, fourth Viscount Castlewood, came to his title, and presently after to take possession of his house of Castlewood, county Hants, in the year 1691, almost the only tenant of the place besides the domestics was a lad of twelve years of age, of whom no one seemed to take any note until my Lady Viscountess lighted upon him, going over the house with the housekeeper on the day of her arrival. The boy was in the room known as the Book-room, or Yellow Gallery, where the portraits of the family used to hang, that fine piece among others of Sir Antonio Van Dyck of George, second Viscount, and that by Mr. Dobson of my lord the third Viscount, just deceased, which it seems his lady and widow did not think fit to carry away, when she sent for and carried off to her house at Chelsey, near to London, the picture of herself by Sir Peter Lely, in which her ladyship was represented as a huntress of Diana's court.

When Francis, the fourth Viscount Castlewood, inherited his title and took possession of his house at Castlewood in Hampshire in 1691, the only tenant besides the staff was a twelve-year-old boy who went mostly unnoticed until Lady Viscountess discovered him while touring the house with the housekeeper on her arrival day. The boy was in the room known as the Book-room, or Yellow Gallery, where family portraits used to be displayed, including a beautiful piece by Sir Antonio Van Dyck of George, the second Viscount, and one by Mr. Dobson of the recently deceased third Viscount. It seems that his widow didn’t find it necessary to take that portrait with her when she had the picture of herself by Sir Peter Lely, where she was depicted as a huntress from Diana's court, sent to her home in Chelsea, near London.

The new and fair lady of Castlewood found the sad, lonely, little occupant of this gallery busy over his great book, which he laid down when he was aware that a stranger was at hand. And, knowing who that person must be, the lad stood up and bowed before her, performing a shy obeisance to the mistress of his house.

The new and kind lady of Castlewood discovered the sad, lonely little occupant of this gallery focused on his big book, which he set aside when he noticed a stranger nearby. Recognizing who it was, the young man stood up and bowed to her, giving a shy greeting to the mistress of his home.

She stretched out her hand—indeed when was it that that hand would not stretch out to do an act of kindness, or to protect grief and ill-fortune? “And this is our kinsman,” she said “and what is your name, kinsman?”

She reached out her hand—when would that hand not reach out to show kindness or to protect against sorrow and misfortune? “And this is our relative,” she said, “what’s your name, relative?”

“My name is Henry Esmond,” said the lad, looking up at her in a sort of delight and wonder, for she had come upon him as a Dea certe, and appeared the most charming object he had ever looked on. Her golden hair was shining in the gold of the sun; her complexion was of a dazzling bloom; her lips smiling, and her eyes beaming with a kindness which made Harry Esmond's heart to beat with surprise.

"My name is Henry Esmond," the boy said, gazing up at her with a mix of joy and amazement, as she seemed to him like a goddess, the most enchanting person he had ever seen. Her golden hair glimmered in the sunlight; her complexion was radiant; her lips were smiling, and her eyes shone with a warmth that made Harry Esmond's heart race with astonishment.

“His name is Henry Esmond, sure enough, my lady,” says Mrs. Worksop, the housekeeper (an old tyrant whom Henry Esmond plagued more than he hated), and the old gentlewoman looked significantly towards the late lord's picture, as it now is in the family, noble and severe-looking, with his hand on his sword, and his order on his cloak, which he had from the Emperor during the war on the Danube against the Turk.

“His name is Henry Esmond, that’s for sure, my lady,” says Mrs. Worksop, the housekeeper (an old tyrant who Henry Esmond bothered more than he actually disliked), and the elderly woman gave a knowing look towards the late lord's portrait, which is still in the family, noble and stern-looking, with his hand on his sword and the insignia on his cloak, which he received from the Emperor during the war on the Danube against the Turks.

Seeing the great and undeniable likeness between this portrait and the lad, the new Viscountess, who had still hold of the boy's hand as she looked at the picture, blushed and dropped the hand quickly, and walked down the gallery, followed by Mrs. Worksop.

Seeing the striking resemblance between this portrait and the boy, the new Viscountess, still holding the boy's hand as she admired the picture, blushed, quickly dropped his hand, and walked down the gallery, followed by Mrs. Worksop.

When the lady came back, Harry Esmond stood exactly in the same spot, and with his hand as it had fallen when he dropped it on his black coat.

When the lady returned, Harry Esmond was standing in exactly the same spot, with his hand resting where it had dropped onto his black coat.

Her heart melted, I suppose (indeed she hath since owned as much), at the notion that she should do anything unkind to any mortal, great or small; for, when she returned, she had sent away the housekeeper upon an errand by the door at the farther end of the gallery; and, coming back to the lad, with a look of infinite pity and tenderness in her eyes, she took his hand again, placing her other fair hand on his head, and saying some words to him, which were so kind, and said in a voice so sweet, that the boy, who had never looked upon so much beauty before, felt as if the touch of a superior being or angel smote him down to the ground, and kissed the fair protecting hand as he knelt on one knee. To the very last hour of his life, Esmond remembered the lady as she then spoke and looked, the rings on her fair hands, the very scent of her robe, the beam of her eyes lighting up with surprise and kindness, her lips blooming in a smile, the sun making a golden halo round her hair.

Her heart melted, I guess (and she admitted as much later), at the thought of doing anything unkind to anyone, big or small. When she came back, she had sent the housekeeper off on an errand through the door at the far end of the gallery. Returning to the boy, with infinite pity and tenderness in her eyes, she took his hand again, resting her other beautiful hand on his head, and said some words to him that were so kind, spoken in a voice so sweet, that the boy, who had never seen such beauty before, felt as if he had been touched by a higher being or an angel, and he knelt down and kissed her lovely, protective hand. Until the very end of his life, Esmond remembered the lady as she spoke and looked that day, the rings on her lovely hands, the scent of her dress, the glow in her eyes filled with surprise and kindness, her lips blooming into a smile, the sun creating a golden halo around her hair.

As the boy was yet in this attitude of humility, enters behind him a portly gentleman, with a little girl of four years old in his hand. The gentleman burst into a great laugh at the lady and her adorer, with his little queer figure, his sallow face, and long black hair. The lady blushed, and seemed to deprecate his ridicule by a look of appeal to her husband, for it was my Lord Viscount who now arrived, and whom the lad knew, having once before seen him in the late lord's lifetime.

As the boy remained in this humble position, a plump gentleman walked in behind him, holding a little girl who looked about four years old. The gentleman let out a loud laugh at the lady and her admirer, with his strange little figure, pale face, and long black hair. The lady blushed and seemed to seek her husband’s support with a pleading look, for it was my Lord Viscount who had just arrived, and the boy recognized him from having seen him once before during the late lord's lifetime.

“So this is the little priest” says my lord, looking down at the lad; “welcome, kinsman.”

“So this is the little priest,” says my lord, looking down at the boy; “welcome, relative.”

“He is saying his prayers to mamma,” says the little girl, who came up to her papa's knees; and my lord burst out into another great laugh at this, and kinsman Henry looked very silly. He invented a half-dozen of speeches in reply, but 'twas months afterwards when he thought of this adventure: as it was, he had never a word in answer.

“He's praying to mommy,” says the little girl, who came up to her dad's knees; and my lord laughed heartily at this, while cousin Henry looked quite foolish. He came up with a bunch of replies, but it wasn't until months later that he thought of this incident: at the time, he didn't have a word to say in response.

“Le pauvre enfant, il n'a que nous,” says the lady, looking to her lord; and the boy, who understood her, though doubtless she thought otherwise, thanked her with all his heart for her kind speech.

“Poor child, he has only us,” says the lady, looking at her partner; and the boy, who understood her, although she probably thought otherwise, thanked her sincerely for her kind words.

“And he shan't want for friends here,” says my lord in a kind voice, “shall he, little Trix?”

“And he won't be short of friends here,” says my lord in a friendly tone, “will he, little Trix?”

The little girl, whose name was Beatrix, and whom her papa called by this diminutive, looked at Henry Esmond solemnly, with a pair of large eyes, and then a smile shone over her face, which was as beautiful as that of a cherub, and she came up and put out a little hand to him. A keen and delightful pang of gratitude, happiness, affection, filled the orphan child's heart, as he received from the protectors, whom heaven had sent to him, these touching words and tokens of friendliness and kindness. But an hour since, he had felt quite alone in the world: when he heard the great peal of bells from Castlewood church ringing that morning to welcome the arrival of the new lord and lady, it had rung only terror and anxiety to him, for he knew not how the new owner would deal with him; and those to whom he formerly looked for protection were forgotten or dead. Pride and doubt too had kept him within-doors, when the Vicar and the people of the village, and the servants of the house, had gone out to welcome my Lord Castlewood—for Henry Esmond was no servant, though a dependant; no relative, though he bore the name and inherited the blood of the house; and in the midst of the noise and acclamations attending the arrival of the new lord (for whom, you may be sure, a feast was got ready, and guns were fired, and tenants and domestics huzzahed when his carriage approached and rolled into the court-yard of the hall), no one ever took any notice of young Henry Esmond, who sat unobserved and alone in the Book-room, until the afternoon of that day, when his new friends found him.

The little girl, named Beatrix, whom her dad called by that nickname, looked at Henry Esmond seriously with her big eyes, and then a smile lit up her cherubic face as she came up and reached out a small hand to him. A sharp and joyful rush of gratitude, happiness, and affection filled the orphan child's heart as he received these heartfelt words and gestures of friendship and kindness from the protectors that heaven had sent him. Just an hour before, he had felt completely alone in the world: when he heard the loud ringing of the bells from Castlewood church that morning to celebrate the arrival of the new lord and lady, it had only brought him fear and anxiety, since he didn’t know how the new owner would treat him; those he once relied on for protection were either forgotten or gone. Pride and uncertainty had also kept him indoors when the Vicar, the villagers, and the household staff went out to welcome my Lord Castlewood—because Henry Esmond was not a servant, though he depended on them; he was no relative, even though he carried the name and blood of the house. Amid the noise and cheers that surrounded the new lord's arrival (for a feast was prepared, guns were fired, and tenants and servants cheered when his carriage pulled up to the courtyard of the hall), nobody noticed young Henry Esmond, who sat there alone and unnoticed in the Book-room until the afternoon of that day, when his new friends found him.

When my lord and lady were going away thence, the little girl, still holding her kinsman by the hand, bade him to come too. “Thou wilt always forsake an old friend for a new one, Trix,” says her father to her good-naturedly; and went into the gallery, giving an arm to his lady. They passed thence through the music-gallery, long since dismantled, and Queen Elizabeth's Rooms, in the clock-tower, and out into the terrace, where was a fine prospect of sunset and the great darkling woods with a cloud of rooks returning; and the plain and river with Castlewood village beyond, and purple hills beautiful to look at—and the little heir of Castlewood, a child of two years old, was already here on the terrace in his nurse's arms, from whom he ran across the grass instantly he perceived his mother, and came to her.

When my lord and lady were leaving, the little girl, still holding her relative's hand, invited him to join them. "You always choose a new friend over an old one, Trix," her father said playfully, as he walked into the gallery with his lady. They passed through the music gallery, long since taken apart, and Queen Elizabeth's Rooms in the clock tower, then stepped out onto the terrace, where there was a stunning view of the sunset and the sprawling dark woods with a flock of rooks returning; and the flatland and river with Castlewood village in the distance, along with beautiful purple hills—and the little heir of Castlewood, a two-year-old boy, was already on the terrace in his nurse's arms, and as soon as he saw his mother, he ran across the grass to her.

“If thou canst not be happy here,” says my lord, looking round at the scene, “thou art hard to please, Rachel.”

“If you can’t be happy here,” my lord says, glancing around at the scene, “you’re hard to please, Rachel.”

“I am happy where you are,” she said, “but we were happiest of all at Walcote Forest.” Then my lord began to describe what was before them to his wife, and what indeed little Harry knew better than he—viz., the history of the house: how by yonder gate the page ran away with the heiress of Castlewood, by which the estate came into the present family; how the Roundheads attacked the clock-tower, which my lord's father was slain in defending. “I was but two years old then,” says he, “but take forty-six from ninety, and how old shall I be, kinsman Harry?”

“I’m happy where you are,” she said, “but we were the happiest at Walcote Forest.” Then my lord started to tell his wife about what lay before them, something that little Harry actually knew better than he did—the history of the house: how the page ran off with the heiress of Castlewood through that gate, which is how the estate came to their family; how the Roundheads attacked the clock tower, where my lord's father was killed defending it. “I was only two years old then,” he said, “but take forty-six from ninety, and how old will I be, cousin Harry?”

“Thirty,” says his wife, with a laugh.

"Thirty," his wife says, laughing.

“A great deal too old for you, Rachel,” answers my lord, looking fondly down at her. Indeed she seemed to be a girl, and was at that time scarce twenty years old.

“A lot too old for you, Rachel,” my lord replies, gazing affectionately at her. She really looked like a girl and was barely twenty at that time.

“You know, Frank, I will do anything to please you,” says she, “and I promise you I will grow older every day.”

“You know, Frank, I’ll do anything to make you happy,” she says, “and I promise I’ll get older every day.”

“You mustn't call papa, Frank; you must call papa my lord now,” says Miss Beatrix, with a toss of her little head; at which the mother smiled, and the good-natured father laughed, and the little trotting boy laughed, not knowing why—but because he was happy, no doubt—as every one seemed to be there. How those trivial incidents and words, the landscape and sunshine, and the group of people smiling and talking, remain fixed on the memory!

“You shouldn’t call him papa, Frank; you should call him my lord now,” says Miss Beatrix, tossing her little head. At that, the mother smiled, the good-natured father laughed, and the little boy trotting around laughed too, not knowing why—just because he felt happy, like everyone else seemed to be. It’s amazing how those small moments and words, the scenery and sunshine, and the group of people smiling and chatting stick in your memory!

As the sun was setting, the little heir was sent in the arms of his nurse to bed, whither he went howling; but little Trix was promised to sit to supper that night—“and you will come too, kinsman, won't you?” she said.

As the sun set, the little heir was taken to bed by his nurse, crying all the way; but little Trix was promised she could stay for supper that night—“and you'll come too, right, cousin?” she asked.

Harry Esmond blushed: “I—I have supper with Mrs. Worksop,” says he.

Harry Esmond blushed. “I—I have dinner with Mrs. Worksop,” he said.

“D—n it,” says my lord, “thou shalt sup with us, Harry, to-night! Shan't refuse a lady, shall he, Trix?”—and they all wondered at Harry's performance as a trencher-man, in which character the poor boy acquitted himself very remarkably; for the truth is he had had no dinner, nobody thinking of him in the bustle which the house was in, during the preparations antecedent to the new lord's arrival.

“Damn it,” says my lord, “you’re having dinner with us tonight, Harry! You can’t refuse a lady, can you, Trix?”—and they all marveled at Harry's role as a server, in which the poor boy managed quite well; because the truth is he hadn’t had any dinner, as nobody thought of him in the chaos of the house during the preparations for the new lord's arrival.

“No dinner! poor dear child!” says my lady, heaping up his plate with meat, and my lord, filling a bumper for him, bade him call a health; on which Master Harry, crying “The King,” tossed off the wine. My lord was ready to drink that, and most other toasts: indeed only too ready. He would not hear of Doctor Tusher (the Vicar of Castlewood, who came to supper) going away when the sweetmeats were brought: he had not had a chaplain long enough, he said, to be tired of him: so his reverence kept my lord company for some hours over a pipe and a punch-bowl; and went away home with rather a reeling gait, and declaring a dozen of times, that his lordship's affability surpassed every kindness he had ever had from his lordship's gracious family.

“No dinner! Poor dear child!” says my lady, piling his plate high with meat, and my lord, filling a large glass for him, told him to make a toast; to which Master Harry, shouting “The King,” downed the wine. My lord was eager to drink that, and many other toasts: in fact, too eager. He wouldn’t allow Doctor Tusher (the Vicar of Castlewood, who came for supper) to leave when the desserts were served: he hadn’t had a chaplain long enough, he said, to get tired of him. So his reverence kept my lord company for a few hours over a pipe and a punch bowl, and left home with a bit of a stagger, repeatedly declaring that his lordship's friendliness exceeded any kindness he had ever received from his lordship's gracious family.

As for young Esmond, when he got to his little chamber, it was with a heart full of surprise and gratitude towards the new friends whom this happy day had brought him. He was up and watching long before the house was astir, longing to see that fair lady and her children—that kind protector and patron: and only fearful lest their welcome of the past night should in any way be withdrawn or altered. But presently little Beatrix came out into the garden, and her mother followed, who greeted Harry as kindly as before. He told her at greater length the histories of the house (which he had been taught in the old lord's time), and to which she listened with great interest; and then he told her, with respect to the night before, that he understood French, and thanked her for her protection.

As for young Esmond, when he got to his small room, he was filled with surprise and gratitude for the new friends that this happy day had brought him. He was awake and watching long before the house was bustling, eager to see that lovely lady and her children—his kind protector and supporter—and he was only anxious that their warm welcome from the night before wouldn’t disappear or change. But soon, little Beatrix came out into the garden, and her mother followed, greeting Harry as kindly as before. He shared the stories of the house (which he had learned during the old lord's time) in more detail, which she listened to with great interest; and then he mentioned, regarding the previous night, that he understood French and thanked her for her kindness.

“Do you?” says she, with a blush; “then, sir, you shall teach me and Beatrix.” And she asked him many more questions regarding himself, which had best be told more fully and explicitly than in those brief replies which the lad made to his mistress's questions.

“Do you?” she says, blushing. “Then, sir, you should teach me and Beatrix.” And she asked him many more questions about himself, which are better explained in more detail than in the brief answers the young man gave to his mistress's inquiries.





CHAPTER II.

RELATES HOW FRANCIS, FOURTH VISCOUNT, ARRIVES AT CASTLEWOOD.

'Tis known that the name of Esmond and the estate of Castlewood, com. Hants, came into possession of the present family through Dorothea, daughter and heiress of Edward, Earl and Marquis Esmond, and Lord of Castlewood, which lady married, 23 Eliz., Henry Poyns, gent.; the said Henry being then a page in the household of her father. Francis, son and heir of the above Henry and Dorothea, who took the maternal name which the family hath borne subsequently, was made Knight and Baronet by King James the First; and being of a military disposition, remained long in Germany with the Elector-Palatine, in whose service Sir Francis incurred both expense and danger, lending large sums of money to that unfortunate Prince; and receiving many wounds in the battles against the Imperialists, in which Sir Francis engaged.

It’s known that the name Esmond and the Castlewood estate in Hampshire came into the possession of the current family through Dorothea, the daughter and heiress of Edward, Earl and Marquis Esmond, and Lord of Castlewood. She married Henry Poyns, a gentleman, in the 23rd year of Elizabeth's reign; Henry was then a page in her father’s household. Francis, the son and heir of Henry and Dorothea, took the maternal name that the family has carried since then. He was made a Knight and Baronet by King James I, and being naturally inclined towards a military career, spent a long time in Germany with the Elector-Palatine. During his service, Sir Francis faced both financial burdens and risks, lending significant sums of money to that unfortunate prince and sustaining multiple wounds while fighting against the Imperialists.

On his return home Sir Francis was rewarded for his services and many sacrifices, by his late Majesty James the First, who graciously conferred upon this tried servant the post of Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset, which high and confidential office he filled in that king's and his unhappy successor's reign.

On his return home, Sir Francis was rewarded for his services and many sacrifices by his late Majesty King James I, who graciously appointed this loyal servant as Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King’s Posset, a high and trusted position that he held during the reign of that king and his unfortunate successor.

His age, and many wounds and infirmities, obliged Sir Francis to perform much of his duty by deputy: and his son, Sir George Esmond, knight and banneret, first as his father's lieutenant, and afterwards as inheritor of his father's title and dignity, performed this office during almost the whole of the reign of King Charles the First, and his two sons who succeeded him.

His age, along with various injuries and illnesses, forced Sir Francis to delegate much of his duties to others. His son, Sir George Esmond, knight and banneret, initially served as his father's assistant, and later as the heir to his father's title and position, carried out these responsibilities for nearly the entire reign of King Charles I and his two successors.

Sir George Esmond married, rather beneath the rank that a person of his name and honor might aspire to, the daughter of Thos. Topham, of the city of London, alderman and goldsmith, who, taking the Parliamentary side in the troubles then commencing, disappointed Sir George of the property which he expected at the demise of his father-in-law, who devised his money to his second daughter, Barbara, a spinster.

Sir George Esmond married someone below the social status that someone with his name and reputation might expect, the daughter of Thos. Topham, an alderman and goldsmith from London. When the political troubles began, Topham sided with Parliament, which left Sir George disappointed because he expected to inherit property from his father-in-law, who instead left his money to his second daughter, Barbara, a single woman.

Sir George Esmond, on his part, was conspicuous for his attachment and loyalty to the Royal cause and person: and the King being at Oxford in 1642, Sir George, with the consent of his father, then very aged and infirm, and residing at his house of Castlewood, melted the whole of the family plate for his Majesty's service.

Sir George Esmond was well-known for his devotion and loyalty to the Royal cause and the King. When the King was in Oxford in 1642, Sir George, with his elderly and sick father's permission, melted down all the family silver for the King’s service.

For this, and other sacrifices and merits, his Majesty, by patent under the Privy Seal, dated Oxford, Jan., 1643, was pleased to advance Sir Francis Esmond to the dignity of Viscount Castlewood, of Shandon, in Ireland: and the Viscount's estate being much impoverished by loans to the King, which in those troublesome times his Majesty could not repay, a grant of land in the plantations of Virginia was given to the Lord Viscount.; part of which land is in possession of descendants of his family to the present day.

For this and other sacrifices and contributions, His Majesty, by patent under the Privy Seal, dated Oxford, January 1643, was pleased to elevate Sir Francis Esmond to the rank of Viscount Castlewood, of Shandon, in Ireland. Since the Viscount's estate was significantly depleted due to loans made to the King, which His Majesty couldn't repay during those difficult times, a grant of land in the Virginia plantations was given to the Lord Viscount. Some of that land is still owned by his family's descendants today.

The first Viscount Castlewood died full of years, and within a few months after he had been advanced to his honors. He was succeeded by his eldest son, the before-named George; and left issue besides, Thomas, a colonel in the King's army, who afterwards joined the Usurper's Government; and Francis, in holy orders, who was slain whilst defending the House of Castlewood against the Parliament, anno 1647.

The first Viscount Castlewood passed away at an old age just a few months after receiving his title. He was succeeded by his eldest son, George, as mentioned earlier, and also had other children: Thomas, a colonel in the King's army who later aligned with the Usurper's Government, and Francis, a clergyman, who was killed while defending Castlewood House against Parliament in 1647.

George Lord Castlewood (the second Viscount), of King Charles the First's time, had no male issue save his one son, Eustace Esmond, who was killed, with half of the Castlewood men beside him, at Worcester fight. The lands about Castlewood were sold and apportioned to the Commonwealth men; Castlewood being concerned in almost all of the plots against the Protector, after the death of the King, and up to King Charles the Second's restoration. My lord followed that king's Court about in its exile, having ruined himself in its service. He had but one daughter, who was of no great comfort to her father; for misfortune had not taught those exiles sobriety of life; and it is said that the Duke of York and his brother the King both quarrelled about Isabel Esmond. She was maid of honor to the Queen Henrietta Maria; she early joined the Roman Church; her father, a weak man, following her not long after at Breda.

George Lord Castlewood (the second Viscount), from the time of King Charles the First, had no male heirs except for his one son, Eustace Esmond, who was killed along with half of the Castlewood men at the battle of Worcester. The lands around Castlewood were sold and given to the Commonwealth supporters, as Castlewood was involved in nearly all the plots against the Protector after the King’s death and up to the restoration of King Charles the Second. My lord followed that king’s court in exile, having ruined himself in its service. He had only one daughter, who brought little comfort to her father; misfortune had not taught those exiles moderation in life, and it’s said that both the Duke of York and his brother the King fought over Isabel Esmond. She was a maid of honor to Queen Henrietta Maria; she converted to the Roman Church early on, and her father, a weak man, followed her not long after in Breda.

On the death of Eustace Esmond at Worcester, Thomas Esmond, nephew to my Lord Castlewood, and then a stripling, became heir to the title. His father had taken the Parliament side in the quarrels, and so had been estranged from the chief of his house; and my Lord Castlewood was at first so much enraged to think that his title (albeit little more than an empty one now) should pass to a rascally Roundhead, that he would have married again, and indeed proposed to do so to a vintner's daughter at Bruges, to whom his lordship owed a score for lodging when the King was there, but for fear of the laughter of the Court, and the anger of his daughter, of whom he stood in awe; for she was in temper as imperious and violent as my lord, who was much enfeebled by wounds and drinking, was weak.

When Eustace Esmond died in Worcester, Thomas Esmond, the nephew of my Lord Castlewood and still a young man, became the heir to the title. His father had supported Parliament during the conflicts, which had caused a rift with the head of the family; my Lord Castlewood was initially so furious that his title—though now mostly just a name—would go to a contemptible Roundhead that he considered marrying again. He even thought about proposing to a vintner's daughter in Bruges, to whom he owed money for lodging when the King was there. However, he hesitated because he feared the laughter of the Court and the anger of his daughter, whom he greatly respected; she was as demanding and fierce in her temper as my lord was, who had become weakened by injuries and alcohol.

Lord Castlewood would have had a match between his daughter Isabel and her cousin, the son of that Francis Esmond who was killed at Castlewood siege. And the lady, it was said, took a fancy to the young man, who was her junior by several years (which circumstance she did not consider to be a fault in him); but having paid his court, and being admitted to the intimacy of the house, he suddenly flung up his suit, when it seemed to be pretty prosperous, without giving a pretext for his behavior. His friends rallied him at what they laughingly chose to call his infidelity; Jack Churchill, Frank Esmond's lieutenant in the Royal Regiment of Foot-guards, getting the company which Esmond vacated, when he left the Court and went to Tangier in a rage at discovering that his promotion depended on the complaisance of his elderly affianced bride. He and Churchill, who had been condiscipuli at St. Paul's School, had words about this matter; and Frank Esmond said to him with an oath, “Jack, your sister may be so-and-so, but by Jove my wife shan't!” and swords were drawn, and blood drawn too, until friends separated them on this quarrel. Few men were so jealous about the point of honor in those days; and gentlemen of good birth and lineage thought a royal blot was an ornament to their family coat. Frank Esmond retired in the sulks, first to Tangier, whence he returned after two years' service, settling on a small property he had of his mother, near to Winchester, and became a country gentleman, and kept a pack of beagles, and never came to Court again in King Charles's time. But his uncle Castlewood was never reconciled to him; nor, for some time afterwards, his cousin whom he had refused.

Lord Castlewood wanted his daughter Isabel to marry her cousin, the son of Francis Esmond, who was killed during the Castlewood siege. It was said that Isabel took a liking to the young man, who was several years younger than her (which she didn’t see as a problem). After pursuing her and becoming close to the family, he suddenly dropped his pursuit when things seemed to be going well, without giving any reason for his actions. His friends teased him about what they jokingly called his betrayal; Jack Churchill, Frank Esmond's lieutenant in the Royal Regiment of Foot Guards, took over the position Esmond left when he angrily went to Tangier after realizing that his promotion relied on the willingness of his older fiancée. He and Churchill, who had been classmates at St. Paul's School, had an argument over this matter, and Frank Esmond swore at him, saying, “Jack, your sister might be whatever, but by God my wife won’t be!” Swords were drawn and blood was shed until friends intervened to separate them. In those days, few men were so sensitive about honor, and gentlemen of good birth often saw a royal scandal as an enhancement to their family name. Frank Esmond sulked off first to Tangier and returned after two years of service, settling on a small estate from his mother near Winchester. He became a country gentleman, kept a pack of beagles, and never returned to court during King Charles's reign. However, his uncle Castlewood never reconciled with him, nor did his cousin whom he had turned down for some time afterward.

By places, pensions, bounties from France, and gifts from the King, whilst his daughter was in favor, Lord Castlewood, who had spent in the Royal service his youth and fortune, did not retrieve the latter quite, and never cared to visit Castlewood, or repair it, since the death of his son, but managed to keep a good house, and figure at Court, and to save a considerable sum of ready money.

Through various positions, pensions, financial support from France, and gifts from the King, Lord Castlewood, who had invested his youth and wealth in Royal service while his daughter was in favor, didn’t fully regain his fortunes. He never bothered to visit or restore Castlewood after his son’s death, but he managed to maintain a good household, present himself at Court, and save a significant amount of cash.

And now, his heir and nephew, Thomas Esmond, began to bid for his uncle's favor. Thomas had served with the Emperor, and with the Dutch, when King Charles was compelled to lend troops to the States; and against them, when his Majesty made an alliance with the French King. In these campaigns Thomas Esmond was more remarked for duelling, brawling, vice, and play, than for any conspicuous gallantry in the field, and came back to England, like many another English gentleman who has travelled, with a character by no means improved by his foreign experience. He had dissipated his small paternal inheritance of a younger brother's portion, and, as truth must be told, was no better than a hanger-on of ordinaries, and a brawler about Alsatia and the Friars, when he bethought him of a means of mending his fortune.

And now, his heir and nephew, Thomas Esmond, started to seek his uncle's approval. Thomas had fought alongside the Emperor and the Dutch when King Charles had to send troops to the States, and against them when his Majesty allied with the French King. In these campaigns, Thomas Esmond was better known for dueling, fighting, misbehavior, and gambling than for any notable bravery in battle, and he returned to England, like many other English gentlemen who have traveled, with a reputation that was by no means bettered by his experiences abroad. He had squandered his modest inheritance as a younger brother, and, to be honest, was just a freeloader and a fighter around Alsatia and the Friars when he came up with an idea to improve his situation.

His cousin was now of more than middle age, and had nobody's word but her own for the beauty which she said she once possessed. She was lean, and yellow, and long in the tooth; all the red and white in all the toy-shops in London could not make a beauty of her—Mr. Killigrew called her the Sybil, the death's-head put up at the King's feast as a memento mori, &c.—in fine, a woman who might be easy of conquest, but whom only a very bold man would think of conquering. This bold man was Thomas Esmond. He had a fancy to my Lord Castlewood's savings, the amount of which rumor had very much exaggerated. Madame Isabel was said to have Royal jewels of great value; whereas poor Tom Esmond's last coat but one was in pawn.

His cousin was now well past middle age and had no one’s word but her own for the beauty she claimed to have had. She was thin, pale, and had lost her youthful charm; all the colorful toys in London couldn’t make her beautiful—Mr. Killigrew referred to her as the Sybil, a death’s head displayed at the King’s feast as a reminder of mortality, etc.—in short, a woman who might be easy to win over, but only a very daring man would consider trying to do so. This daring man was Thomas Esmond. He had his eye on my Lord Castlewood’s savings, the amount of which rumors had greatly inflated. Madame Isabel was rumored to possess Royal jewels of significant worth; meanwhile, poor Tom Esmond’s second-to-last coat was in hock.

My lord had at this time a fine house in Lincoln's-Inn-Fields, nigh to the Duke's Theatre and the Portugal ambassador's chapel. Tom Esmond, who had frequented the one as long as he had money to spend among the actresses, now came to the church as assiduously. He looked so lean and shabby, that he passed without difficulty for a repentant sinner; and so, becoming converted, you may be sure took his uncle's priest for a director.

My lord had a nice house at that time in Lincoln's-Inn-Fields, close to the Duke's Theatre and the Portuguese ambassador's chapel. Tom Esmond, who had spent time at the theatre as long as he had money to spend on the actresses, now attended church just as regularly. He looked so thin and scruffy that he easily passed for a repentant sinner; and so, while turning over a new leaf, you can be sure he considered his uncle's priest as a guide.

This charitable father reconciled him with the old lord, his uncle, who a short time before would not speak to him, as Tom passed under my lord's coach window, his lordship going in state to his place at Court, while his nephew slunk by with his battered hat and feather, and the point of his rapier sticking out of the scabbard—to his twopenny ordinary in Bell Yard.

This generous father made peace between him and the old lord, his uncle, who not long ago wouldn’t even talk to him. As Tom walked by his uncle's coach window, his lordship was heading to Court in style, while his nephew shuffled past with his worn-out hat and feather, and the tip of his rapier poking out of its sheath—on his way to his cheap meal at the Bell Yard.

Thomas Esmond, after this reconciliation with his uncle, very soon began to grow sleek, and to show signs of the benefits of good living and clean linen. He fasted rigorously twice a week, to be sure; but he made amends on the other days: and, to show how great his appetite was, Mr. Wycherley said, he ended by swallowing that fly-blown rank old morsel his cousin. There were endless jokes and lampoons about this marriage at Court: but Tom rode thither in his uncle's coach now, called him father, and having won could afford to laugh. This marriage took place very shortly before King Charles died: whom the Viscount of Castlewood speedily followed.

Thomas Esmond, after making up with his uncle, quickly started to look well-fed and show the benefits of good meals and clean clothes. He strictly fasted twice a week, of course; but he made up for it on the other days. To emphasize how strong his appetite was, Mr. Wycherley joked that he eventually ended up marrying his cousin, who was a pretty sorry catch. There were endless jokes and parodies about this marriage at Court, but Tom rode there in his uncle's coach now, called him dad, and having come out on top, could afford to laugh. This marriage took place just before King Charles died, and soon after, the Viscount of Castlewood followed him.

The issue of this marriage was one son, whom the parents watched with an intense eagerness and care; but who, in spite of nurses and physicians, had only a brief existence. His tainted blood did not run very long in his poor feeble little body. Symptoms of evil broke out early on him; and, part from flattery, part superstition, nothing would satisfy my lord and lady, especially the latter, but having the poor little cripple touched by his Majesty at his church. They were ready to cry out miracle at first (the doctors and quack-salvers being constantly in attendance on the child, and experimenting on his poor little body with every conceivable nostrum) but though there seemed, from some reason, a notable amelioration in the infant's health after his Majesty touched him, in a few weeks afterward the poor thing died—causing the lampooners of the Court to say, that the King, in expelling evil out of the infant of Tom Esmond and Isabella his wife, expelled the life out of it, which was nothing but corruption.

The outcome of this marriage was one son, whom the parents watched with keen eagerness and care; however, despite the nurses and doctors, he had only a short life. His weak little body couldn't sustain the tainted blood for long. Signs of illness appeared early; and, partly due to flattery and partly superstition, nothing would satisfy my lord and lady, especially the latter, except having the poor little cripple touched by his Majesty at church. They were quick to call it a miracle at first (with doctors and charlatans constantly attending to the child and trying every possible remedy on his frail body), but although it seemed that the infant's health improved notably after his Majesty touched him, the poor thing died a few weeks later—leading the court jesters to say that the King, in trying to drive out evil from the child of Tom Esmond and Isabella, had actually taken the life out of him, which was nothing but decay.

The mother's natural pang at losing this poor little child must have been increased when she thought of her rival Frank Esmond's wife, who was a favorite of the whole Court, where my poor Lady Castlewood was neglected, and who had one child, a daughter, flourishing and beautiful, and was about to become a mother once more.

The mother’s instinctive pain at losing this poor little child must have been heightened when she thought of her rival, Frank Esmond's wife, who was a favorite at the whole Court, while my poor Lady Castlewood was overlooked, and who had one child, a daughter, thriving and beautiful, and was about to become a mother again.

The Court, as I have heard, only laughed the more because the poor lady, who had pretty well passed the age when ladies are accustomed to have children, nevertheless determined not to give hope up, and even when she came to live at Castlewood, was constantly sending over to Hexton for the doctor, and announcing to her friends the arrival of an heir. This absurdity of hers was one amongst many others which the wags used to play upon. Indeed, to the last days of her life, my Lady Viscountess had the comfort of fancying herself beautiful, and persisted in blooming up to the very midst of winter, painting roses on her cheeks long after their natural season, and attiring herself like summer though her head was covered with snow.

The Court, as I've heard, just laughed even more because the poor lady, who had pretty much passed the age when women usually have kids, still refused to give up hope. Even when she moved to Castlewood, she was always sending for the doctor from Hexton and telling her friends about the arrival of an heir. This ridiculous behavior was just one of many things that the jokesters would make fun of. In fact, until the very end of her life, my Lady Viscountess found comfort in thinking she was beautiful, and she kept trying to look fresh and vibrant even in the dead of winter, applying makeup to create rosy cheeks long after it was in season, and dressing like it was summer even though her hair was white with age.

Gentlemen who were about the Court of King Charles, and King James, have told the present writer a number of stories about this queer old lady, with which it's not necessary that posterity should be entertained. She is said to have had great powers of invective and, if she fought with all her rivals in King James's favor, 'tis certain she must have had a vast number of quarrels on her hands. She was a woman of an intrepid spirit, and, it appears, pursued and rather fatigued his Majesty with her rights and her wrongs. Some say that the cause of her leaving Court was jealousy of Frank Esmond's wife: others, that she was forced to retreat after a great battle which took place at Whitehall, between her ladyship and Lady Dorchester, Tom Killigrew's daughter, whom the King delighted to honor, and in which that ill-favored Esther got the better of our elderly Vashti. But her ladyship, for her part, always averred that it was her husband's quarrel, and not her own, which occasioned the banishment of the two into the country; and the cruel ingratitude of the Sovereign in giving away, out of the family, that place of Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset, which the two last Lords Castlewood had held so honorably, and which was now conferred upon a fellow of yesterday, and a hanger-on of that odious Dorchester creature, my Lord Bergamot;* “I never,” said my lady, “could have come to see his Majesty's posset carried by any other hand than an Esmond. I should have dashed the salver out of Lord Bergamot's hand, had I met him.” And those who knew her ladyship are aware that she was a person quite capable of performing this feat, had she not wisely kept out of the way.

Gentlemen who were around the court of King Charles and King James have shared a number of stories about this peculiar old lady, which don’t necessarily need to be passed down to future generations. She's said to have had a knack for insults and, if she fought for King James against all her rivals, it’s clear she had plenty of conflicts to deal with. She was a woman of fearless spirit and seemed to have worn the King down with her complaints about her rights and wrongs. Some say her departure from court was due to jealousy over Frank Esmond's wife; others believe she was forced to retreat after a major clash at Whitehall with Lady Dorchester, Tom Killigrew's daughter, whom the King favored, and during which the unattractive Esther bested our older Vashti. However, Lady Esmond always insisted that it was her husband's dispute, not her own, that led to their exile to the countryside; she lamented the cruel ingratitude of the King for giving away the position of Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset, which the last two Lords Castlewood had held with such distinction, to a newcomer and a lackey of that detestable Dorchester, my Lord Bergamot. “I never,” her ladyship said, “could accept seeing his Majesty's posset served by anyone other than an Esmond. I would have knocked the tray out of Lord Bergamot's hands had I come across him.” And those who knew her well understood that she was certainly capable of such an action, had she not wisely chosen to stay out of it.

     * Lionel Tipton, created Baron Bergamot, ann. 1686,
     Gentleman Usher of the Back Stairs, and afterwards appointed
     Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset (on
     the decease of George, second Viscount Castlewood),
     accompanied his Majesty to St. Germain's, where he died
     without issue.  No Groom of the Posset was appointed by the
     Prince of Orange, nor hath there been such an officer in any
     succeeding reign.
     * Lionel Tipton, made Baron Bergamot in 1686, was a Gentleman Usher of the Back Stairs, and later became Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset (after the death of George, the second Viscount Castlewood). He traveled with the King to St. Germain's, where he died without having any children. No Groom of the Posset was appointed by the Prince of Orange, and there hasn't been such an officer in any subsequent reign.

Holding the purse-strings in her own control, to which, indeed, she liked to bring most persons who came near her, Lady Castlewood could command her husband's obedience, and so broke up her establishment at London; she had removed from Lincoln's-Inn-Fields to Chelsey, to a pretty new house she bought there; and brought her establishment, her maids, lap-dogs, and gentlewomen, her priest, and his lordship her husband, to Castlewood Hall, that she had never seen since she quitted it as a child with her father during the troubles of King Charles the First's reign. The walls were still open in the old house as they had been left by the shot of the Commonwealthmen. A part of the mansion was restored and furbished up with the plate, hangings, and furniture brought from the house in London. My lady meant to have a triumphal entry into Castlewood village, and expected the people to cheer as she drove over the Green in her great coach, my lord beside her, her gentlewomen, lap-dogs, and cockatoos on the opposite seat, six horses to her carriage, and servants armed and mounted following it and preceding it. But 'twas in the height of the No-Popery cry; the folks in the village and the neighboring town were scared by the sight of her ladyship's painted face and eyelids, as she bobbed her head out of the coach window, meaning, no doubt, to be very gracious; and one old woman said, “Lady Isabel! lord-a-mercy, it's Lady Jezebel!” a name by which the enemies of the right honorable Viscountess were afterwards in the habit of designating her. The country was then in a great No-Popery fervor; her ladyship's known conversion, and her husband's, the priest in her train, and the service performed at the chapel of Castlewood (though the chapel had been built for that worship before any other was heard of in the country, and though the service was performed in the most quiet manner), got her no favor at first in the county or village. By far the greater part of the estate of Castlewood had been confiscated, and been parcelled out to Commonwealthmen. One or two of these old Cromwellian soldiers were still alive in the village, and looked grimly at first upon my Lady Viscountess, when she came to dwell there.

Controlling the finances herself, which she enjoyed doing with most people who approached her, Lady Castlewood could get her husband to comply, and thus dismantled her household in London. She had moved from Lincoln's Inn Fields to Chelsea, to a charming new house she bought there; and brought her household—her maids, lapdogs, gentlewomen, her priest, and her husband—to Castlewood Hall, which she hadn't seen since leaving as a child with her father during the troubles of King Charles the First's reign. The walls of the old house still bore the scars left by the Commonwealth's gunfire. Part of the mansion had been restored and furnished with the silver, drapes, and furniture taken from the London house. My lady planned a grand entrance into Castlewood village and expected the townsfolk to cheer as she drove across the Green in her grand coach, her lord beside her, her gentlewomen, lapdogs, and cockatoos on the opposite seat, six horses pulling the carriage, with armed and mounted servants both ahead of and behind them. But it was during a strong anti-Catholic sentiment; the villagers and townsfolk were frightened by the sight of her makeup and eyelids as she bobbed her head out of the coach window, likely intending to be charming. One old woman exclaimed, “Lady Isabel! Goodness, it’s Lady Jezebel!”—a nickname that her enemies would later commonly use. The country was caught up in a wave of anti-Catholic fervor; her well-known conversion, along with her husband’s and the priest traveling with her, and the service conducted at the Castlewood chapel (which had been built for that worship before any other had been known in the country, and where the service was performed very quietly), earned her no favor initially in the county or village. Most of the Castlewood estate had been confiscated and given out to Commonwealth supporters. A few of these old Cromwellian soldiers were still alive in the village and initially regarded my Lady Viscountess with grim expressions when she came to live there.

She appeared at the Hexton Assembly, bringing her lord after her, scaring the country folks with the splendor of her diamonds, which she always wore in public. They said she wore them in private, too, and slept with them round her neck; though the writer can pledge his word that this was a calumny. “If she were to take them off,” my Lady Sark said, “Tom Esmond, her husband, would run away with them and pawn them.” 'Twas another calumny. My Lady Sark was also an exile from Court, and there had been war between the two ladies before.

She showed up at the Hexton Assembly, bringing her husband with her, scaring the locals with the glitter of her diamonds, which she always wore in public. They claimed she wore them at home too and even slept with them around her neck; however, I can assure you that this was a lie. “If she took them off,” Lady Sark said, “Tom Esmond, her husband, would steal them and sell them.” That was another false rumor. Lady Sark was also out of favor at Court, and there had been a rivalry between the two women before.

The village people began to be reconciled presently to their lady, who was generous and kind, though fantastic and haughty, in her ways; and whose praises Dr. Tusher, the Vicar, sounded loudly amongst his flock. As for my lord, he gave no great trouble, being considered scarce more than an appendage to my lady, who, as daughter of the old lords of Castlewood, and possessor of vast wealth, as the country folks said (though indeed nine-tenths of it existed but in rumor), was looked upon as the real queen of the Castle, and mistress of all it contained.

The villagers gradually warmed up to their lady, who was generous and kind but also a bit eccentric and proud. Dr. Tusher, the Vicar, made sure to sing her praises loudly among the locals. As for my lord, he didn't cause much fuss; people saw him as barely more than an addition to my lady. She, being the daughter of the former lords of Castlewood and thought to be incredibly wealthy (even if most of that was just chatter), was viewed as the true queen of the Castle and the one in charge of everything it held.





CHAPTER III.

WHITHER IN THE TIME OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT, I HAD PRECEDED HIM AS PAGE TO ISABELLA.

WHETHER IN THE TIME OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT, I HAD GONE BEFORE HIM AS PAGE TO ISABELLA.

Coming up to London again some short time after this retreat, the Lord Castlewood despatched a retainer of his to a little Cottage in the village of Ealing, near to London, where for some time had dwelt an old French refugee, by name Mr. Pastoureau, one of those whom the persecution of the Huguenots by the French king had brought over to this country. With this old man lived a little lad, who went by the name of Henry Thomas. He remembered to have lived in another place a short time before, near to London too, amongst looms and spinning-wheels, and a great deal of psalm-singing and church-going, and a whole colony of Frenchmen.

Coming to London again shortly after this retreat, Lord Castlewood sent one of his servants to a small cottage in the village of Ealing, close to London, where an old French refugee named Mr. Pastoureau had been living for some time. He was one of those who had come to this country due to the persecution of the Huguenots by the French king. Living with this old man was a little boy named Henry Thomas. He remembered living in another place just a short while before, also near London, among looms and spinning-wheels, a lot of psalm-singing and church-going, and a whole community of French people.

There he had a dear, dear friend, who died, and whom he called Aunt. She used to visit him in his dreams sometimes; and her face, though it was homely, was a thousand times dearer to him than that of Mrs. Pastoureau, Bon Papa Pastoureau's new wife, who came to live with him after aunt went away. And there, at Spittlefields, as it used to be called, lived Uncle George, who was a weaver too, but used to tell Harry that he was a little gentleman, and that his father was a captain, and his mother an angel.

There he had a beloved friend he called Aunt, who passed away. She would sometimes visit him in his dreams, and her face, although plain, meant a thousand times more to him than that of Mrs. Pastoureau, Bon Papa Pastoureau's new wife, who moved in after Aunt left. And there, in Spittlefields, as it was once known, lived Uncle George, who was also a weaver but would tell Harry that he was a little gentleman, that his father was a captain, and his mother an angel.

When he said so, Bon Papa used to look up from the loom, where he was embroidering beautiful silk flowers, and say, “Angel! she belongs to the Babylonish scarlet woman.” Bon Papa was always talking of the scarlet woman. He had a little room where he always used to preach and sing hymns out of his great old nose. Little Harry did not like the preaching; he liked better the fine stories which aunt used to tell him. Bon Papa's wife never told him pretty stories; she quarrelled with Uncle George, and he went away.

When he said that, Bon Papa would look up from the loom, where he was stitching beautiful silk flowers, and say, “Angel! She belongs to the Babylonish scarlet woman.” Bon Papa always talked about the scarlet woman. He had a small room where he would preach and sing hymns out of his big old nose. Little Harry didn’t enjoy the preaching; he preferred the great stories that his aunt used to share with him. Bon Papa's wife never told him nice stories; she fought with Uncle George, and he left.

After this, Harry's Bon Papa and his wife and two children of her own that she brought with her, came to live at Ealing. The new wife gave her children the best of everything, and Harry many a whipping, he knew not why. Besides blows, he got ill names from her, which need not be set down here, for the sake of old Mr. Pastoureau, who was still kind sometimes. The unhappiness of those days is long forgiven, though they cast a shade of melancholy over the child's youth, which will accompany him, no doubt, to the end of his days: as those tender twigs are bent the trees grow afterward; and he, at least, who has suffered as a child, and is not quite perverted in that early school of unhappiness, learns to be gentle and long-suffering with little children.

After that, Harry's grandpa, along with his wife and her two children she brought with her, moved in with them in Ealing. The new wife provided her kids with the best of everything, while Harry often received beatings he didn’t understand. Along with the physical punishment, he endured cruel names from her, which we won’t mention here, out of respect for old Mr. Pastoureau, who was still sometimes kind. The pain of those days has mostly been forgiven, though it left a lingering sadness over Harry's childhood, which will likely stay with him for the rest of his life: just like how young branches bend as trees grow. And he, at least, who experienced suffering as a child and isn’t completely twisted by that early life of misery, learns to be gentle and patient with little kids.

Harry was very glad when a gentleman dressed in black, on horseback, with a mounted servant behind him, came to fetch him away from Ealing. The noverca, or unjust stepmother, who had neglected him for her own two children, gave him supper enough the night before he went away, and plenty in the morning. She did not beat him once, and told the children to keep their hands off him. One was a girl, and Harry never could bear to strike a girl; and the other was a boy, whom he could easily have beat, but he always cried out, when Mrs. Pastoureau came sailing to the rescue with arms like a flail. She only washed Harry's face the day he went away; nor ever so much as once boxed his ears. She whimpered rather when the gentleman in black came for the boy; and old Mr. Pastoureau, as he gave the child his blessing, scowled over his shoulder at the strange gentleman, and grumbled out something about Babylon and the scarlet lady. He was grown quite old, like a child almost. Mrs. Pastoureau used to wipe his nose as she did to the children. She was a great, big, handsome young woman; but, though she pretended to cry, Harry thought 'twas only a sham, and sprung quite delighted upon the horse upon which the lackey helped him.

Harry was really happy when a gentleman in black, riding a horse with a servant behind him, came to take him away from Ealing. His stepmother, who had ignored him for her own two kids, made sure he had enough supper the night before he left and plenty to eat in the morning. She didn’t hit him once and told her kids to leave him alone. One was a girl, and Harry could never bring himself to hit a girl; the other was a boy, who he could have easily beaten, but he always yelled for help when Mrs. Pastoureau came rushing in like a whirlwind. She only washed Harry's face the day he left and never even once slapped him. She cried a bit when the gentleman in black came for the boy; old Mr. Pastoureau, as he gave the child his blessing, frowned at the strange gentleman and muttered something about Babylon and the Scarlet Woman. He had gotten quite old, almost like a child. Mrs. Pastoureau would wipe his nose just like she did with the kids. She was a tall, beautiful young woman, but even though she pretended to cry, Harry thought it was just an act, and he happily jumped on the horse with the help of the servant.

He was a Frenchman; his name was Blaise. The child could talk to him in his own language perfectly well: he knew it better than English indeed, having lived hitherto chiefly among French people: and being called the Little Frenchman by other boys on Ealing Green. He soon learnt to speak English perfectly, and to forget some of his French: children forget easily. Some earlier and fainter recollections the child had of a different country; and a town with tall white houses: and a ship. But these were quite indistinct in the boy's mind, as indeed the memory of Ealing soon became, at least of much that he suffered there.

He was a Frenchman named Blaise. The child could communicate with him in his own language perfectly well; he actually knew it better than English, having mostly grown up around French people. The other boys on Ealing Green called him the Little Frenchman. He quickly learned to speak English fluently and forgot some of his French: kids forget easily. The child had some earlier and hazy memories of a different country, a town with tall white houses, and a ship. But these memories were quite vague in the boy's mind, just as the memory of Ealing soon became, at least of much of what he experienced there.

The lackey before whom he rode was very lively and voluble, and informed the boy that the gentleman riding before him was my lord's chaplain, Father Holt—that he was now to be called Master Harry Esmond—that my Lord Viscount Castlewood was his parrain—that he was to live at the great house of Castlewood, in the province of ——shire, where he would see Madame the Viscountess, who was a grand lady. And so, seated on a cloth before Blaise's saddle, Harry Esmond was brought to London, and to a fine square called Covent Garden, near to which his patron lodged.

The servant he rode with was very talkative and lively, and he told the boy that the gentleman in front of him was Lord's chaplain, Father Holt—that he was now going to be called Master Harry Esmond—that Lord Viscount Castlewood was his godfather—that he was going to live at the grand Castlewood house in the area of ——shire, where he would meet Madame the Viscountess, who was a distinguished lady. So, sitting on a cloth in front of Blaise's saddle, Harry Esmond was taken to London, to a nice square called Covent Garden, close to where his patron stayed.

Mr. Holt, the priest, took the child by the hand, and brought him to this nobleman, a grand languid nobleman in a great cap and flowered morning-gown, sucking oranges. He patted Harry on the head and gave him an orange.

Mr. Holt, the priest, took the child by the hand and brought him to this nobleman, a grand, relaxed nobleman in a big cap and a flowery morning robe, eating oranges. He patted Harry on the head and handed him an orange.

“C'est bien ca,” he said to the priest after eying the child, and the gentleman in black shrugged his shoulders.

“That's right,” he said to the priest after looking at the child, and the gentleman in black shrugged his shoulders.

“Let Blaise take him out for a holiday,” and out for a holiday the boy and the valet went. Harry went jumping along; he was glad enough to go.

“Let Blaise take him out for a vacation,” and off the boy and the valet went. Harry was bouncing along; he was more than happy to go.

He will remember to his life's end the delights of those days. He was taken to see a play by Monsieur Blaise, in a house a thousand times greater and finer than the booth at Ealing Fair—and on the next happy day they took water on the river, and Harry saw London Bridge, with the houses and booksellers' shops thereon, looking like a street, and the Tower of London, with the Armor, and the great lions and bears in the moat—all under company of Monsieur Blaise.

He will remember the joys of those days for the rest of his life. He went to see a play by Monsieur Blaise in a place that's a thousand times bigger and better than the booth at Ealing Fair—and the next day they went out on the river, and Harry saw London Bridge, with the houses and booksellers' shops on it, looking like a street, and the Tower of London, with the armor, and the huge lions and bears in the moat—all while accompanied by Monsieur Blaise.

Presently, of an early morning, all the party set forth for the country, namely, my Lord Viscount and the other gentleman; Monsieur Blaise and Harry on a pillion behind them, and two or three men with pistols leading the baggage-horses. And all along the road the Frenchman told little Harry stories of brigands, which made the child's hair stand on end, and terrified him; so that at the great gloomy inn on the road where they lay, he besought to be allowed to sleep in a room with one of the servants, and was compassionated by Mr. Holt, the gentleman who travelled with my lord, and who gave the child a little bed in his chamber.

Early one morning, the whole group set off for the countryside: my Lord Viscount and the other gentleman, Monsieur Blaise and Harry riding behind them, and a couple of men with pistols leading the baggage horses. Along the way, the Frenchman shared scary stories about bandits, which frightened little Harry and made his hair stand on end. By the time they reached the dark, gloomy inn on the road where they stopped for the night, he begged to sleep in a room with one of the servants. Mr. Holt, the gentleman traveling with my lord, took pity on him and gave the child a small bed in his room.

His artless talk and answers very likely inclined this gentleman in the boy's favor, for next day Mr. Holt said Harry should ride behind him, and not with the French lacky; and all along the journey put a thousand questions to the child—as to his foster-brother and relations at Ealing; what his old grandfather had taught him; what languages he knew; whether he could read and write, and sing, and so forth. And Mr. Holt found that Harry could read and write, and possessed the two languages of French and English very well; and when he asked Harry about singing, the lad broke out with a hymn to the tune of Dr. Martin Luther, which set Mr. Holt a-laughing; and even caused his grand parrain in the laced hat and periwig to laugh too when Holt told him what the child was singing. For it appeared that Dr. Martin Luther's hymns were not sung in the churches Mr. Holt preached at.

His straightforward conversation and responses likely won this gentleman over to the boy's side, because the next day Mr. Holt said Harry should ride behind him instead of with the French servant. Throughout the journey, he asked the child a thousand questions about his foster brother and family in Ealing; what his old grandfather had taught him; what languages he spoke; whether he could read, write, and sing, and so on. Mr. Holt discovered that Harry could read and write and was fluent in both French and English. When he inquired about singing, the boy burst into a hymn to the tune of Dr. Martin Luther, which made Mr. Holt laugh, and even got his grand godfather in the fancy hat and wig to chuckle when Holt told him what the child was singing. It turned out that Dr. Martin Luther's hymns weren't sung in the churches where Mr. Holt preached.

“You must never sing that song any more: do you hear, little mannikin?” says my Lord Viscount, holding up a finger.

“You must never sing that song again, do you hear me, little man?” says my Lord Viscount, holding up a finger.

“But we will try and teach you a better, Harry,” Mr. Holt said; and the child answered, for he was a docile child, and of an affectionate nature, “That he loved pretty songs, and would try and learn anything the gentleman would tell him.” That day he so pleased the gentlemen by his talk, that they had him to dine with them at the inn, and encouraged him in his prattle; and Monsieur Blaise, with whom he rode and dined the day before, waited upon him now.

“But we’ll try to teach you better, Harry,” Mr. Holt said; and the child replied, being naturally obedient and affectionate, “I love pretty songs and will do my best to learn anything you tell me.” That day, he impressed the gentlemen with his conversation so much that they invited him to dinner at the inn and encouraged his chatter; and Monsieur Blaise, with whom he rode and dined the day before, waited on him now.

“'Tis well, 'tis well!” said Blaise, that night (in his own language) when they lay again at an inn. “We are a little lord here; we are a little lord now: we shall see what we are when we come to Castlewood, where my lady is.”

“It's good, it's good!” said Blaise that night (in his own language) when they were staying at an inn again. “We’re a little lord here; we’re a little lord now: we’ll see what we’re like when we get to Castlewood, where my lady is.”

“When shall we come to Castlewood, Monsieur Blaise?” says Harry.

“When are we going to Castlewood, Monsieur Blaise?” says Harry.

“Parbleu! my lord does not press himself,” Blaise says, with a grin; and, indeed, it seemed as if his lordship was not in a great hurry, for he spent three days on that journey which Harry Esmond hath often since ridden in a dozen hours. For the last two of the days Harry rode with the priest, who was so kind to him, that the child had grown to be quite fond and familiar with him by the journey's end, and had scarce a thought in his little heart which by that time he had not confided to his new friend.

“Wow! My lord really takes his time,” Blaise says, grinning; and it did seem like his lordship was in no rush, as he spent three days on a journey that Harry Esmond could easily ride in just twelve hours. During the last two days, Harry rode with the priest, who was so kind to him that by the end of the trip, the child had grown quite fond and comfortable with him, sharing almost everything in his little heart with his new friend.

At length, on the third day, at evening, they came to a village standing on a green with elms round it, very pretty to look at; and the people there all took off their hats, and made curtsies to my Lord Viscount, who bowed to them all languidly; and there was one portly person that wore a cassock and a broad-leafed hat, who bowed lower than any one—and with this one both my lord and Mr. Holt had a few words. “This, Harry, is Castlewood church,” says Mr. Holt, “and this is the pillar thereof, learned Doctor Tusher. Take off your hat, sirrah, and salute Dr. Tusher!”

At last, on the third day in the evening, they arrived at a village surrounded by green with elm trees, which looked really lovely. The people there all took off their hats and curtsied to my Lord Viscount, who lazily bowed back to them. There was one stout man in a cassock and a wide-brimmed hat who bowed lower than anyone else, and my lord and Mr. Holt exchanged a few words with him. “This, Harry, is Castlewood church,” Mr. Holt said, “and this is its pillar, the learned Doctor Tusher. Take off your hat, sir, and greet Dr. Tusher!”

“Come up to supper, Doctor,” says my lord; at which the Doctor made another low bow, and the party moved on towards a grand house that was before them, with many gray towers and vanes on them, and windows flaming in the sunshine; and a great army of rooks, wheeling over their heads, made for the woods behind the house, as Harry saw; and Mr. Holt told him that they lived at Castlewood too.

“Come up for dinner, Doctor,” says my lord; to which the Doctor bowed again, and the group proceeded toward a grand house ahead of them, featuring numerous gray towers and weather vanes, with windows glowing in the sunlight; and a large flock of rooks circling above them headed towards the woods behind the house, as Harry noticed; and Mr. Holt informed him that they lived at Castlewood as well.

They came to the house, and passed under an arch into a court-yard, with a fountain in the centre, where many men came and held my lord's stirrup as he descended, and paid great respect to Mr. Holt likewise. And the child thought that the servants looked at him curiously, and smiled to one another—and he recalled what Blaise had said to him when they were in London, and Harry had spoken about his godpapa, when the Frenchman said, “Parbleu, one sees well that my lord is your godfather;” words whereof the poor lad did not know the meaning then, though he apprehended the truth in a very short time afterwards, and learned it, and thought of it with no small feeling of shame.

They arrived at the house and walked under an arch into a courtyard, with a fountain in the center. Many men came to hold my lord's stirrup as he got down and showed great respect to Mr. Holt as well. The child felt like the servants looked at him curiously and smiled at each other—and he remembered what Blaise had said to him when they were in London, when Harry talked about his godpapa, and the Frenchman remarked, “Parbleu, it’s clear that my lord is your godfather;” words that the poor boy didn’t understand at the time, though he figured it out very quickly afterwards and learned the meaning, which filled him with a sense of shame.

Taking Harry by the hand as soon as they were both descended from their horses, Mr. Holt led him across the court, and under a low door to rooms on a level with the ground; one of which Father Holt said was to be the boy's chamber, the other on the other side of the passage being the Father's own; and as soon as the little man's face was washed, and the Father's own dress arranged, Harry's guide took him once more to the door by which my lord had entered the hall, and up a stair, and through an ante-room to my lady's drawing-room—an apartment than which Harry thought he had never seen anything more grand—no, not in the Tower of London which he had just visited. Indeed, the chamber was richly ornamented in the manner of Queen Elizabeth's time, with great stained windows at either end, and hangings of tapestry, which the sun shining through the colored glass painted of a thousand lines; and here in state, by the fire, sat a lady to whom the priest took up Harry, who was indeed amazed by her appearance.

Taking Harry by the hand as soon as they both got off their horses, Mr. Holt led him across the courtyard and through a low door to the rooms on the ground level. Father Holt mentioned that one of these would be the boy's room, while the other on the opposite side of the passage was the Father's own. Once the little man's face was washed and the Father's outfit was fixed, Harry's guide took him back to the door by which my lord had entered the hall, up a staircase, and through an ante-room to my lady's drawing-room—an area Harry thought was more impressive than anything he had ever seen before—not even in the Tower of London he had just visited. In fact, the room was richly decorated in the style of Queen Elizabeth's time, with large stained glass windows at both ends and tapestries hanging that the sunlight shining through the colored glass created a thousand reflections. And there, seated in a grand manner by the fire, was a lady whom the priest introduced to Harry, leaving him truly astonished by her appearance.

My Lady Viscountess's face was daubed with white and red up to the eyes, to which the paint gave an unearthly glare: she had a tower of lace on her head, under which was a bush of black curls—borrowed curls—so that no wonder little Harry Esmond was scared when he was first presented to her—the kind priest acting as master of the ceremonies at that solemn introduction—and he stared at her with eyes almost as great as her own, as he had stared at the player woman who acted the wicked tragedy-queen, when the players came down to Ealing Fair. She sat in a great chair by the fire-corner; in her lap was a spaniel-dog that barked furiously; on a little table by her was her ladyship's snuff-box and her sugar-plum box. She wore a dress of black velvet, and a petticoat of flame-colored brocade. She had as many rings on her fingers as the old woman of Banbury Cross; and pretty small feet which she was fond of showing, with great gold clocks to her stockings, and white pantofles with red heels; and an odor of musk was shook out of her garments whenever she moved or quitted the room, leaning on her tortoise-shell stick, little Fury barking at her heels.

My Lady Viscountess's face was painted white and red up to her eyes, giving her an otherworldly glare. She wore a towering lace headdress beneath which there was a bush of black curls—borrowed curls—so it’s no surprise that little Harry Esmond was frightened when he was first introduced to her, with the kind priest acting as the master of ceremonies at that formal introduction. He stared at her with eyes almost as wide as hers, just like he had when he watched the actress who played the evil tragedy queen when the performers came to Ealing Fair. She sat in a large chair by the fireplace, with a spaniel in her lap that barked furiously. On a small table beside her were her ladyship's snuff-box and her sugar-plum box. She wore a black velvet dress and a petticoat of bright flame-colored brocade. Her fingers sparkled with as many rings as the old woman from Banbury Cross, and she had dainty feet that she liked to show off, adorned with fancy gold clock patterns on her stockings and white slippers with red heels. An scent of musk wafted from her clothes whenever she moved or left the room, leaning on her tortoise-shell cane, with little Fury barking at her heels.

Mrs. Tusher, the parson's wife, was with my lady. She had been waiting-woman to her ladyship in the late lord's time, and, having her soul in that business, took naturally to it when the Viscountess of Castlewood returned to inhabit her father's house.

Mrs. Tusher, the pastor's wife, was with my lady. She had been a lady's maid to her ladyship during the late lord's time, and, being deeply invested in that role, naturally resumed it when the Viscountess of Castlewood came back to live in her father's house.

“I present to your ladyship your kinsman and little page of honor, Master Henry Esmond,” Mr. Holt said, bowing lowly, with a sort of comical humility. “Make a pretty bow to my lady, Monsieur; and then another little bow, not so low, to Madame Tusher—the fair priestess of Castlewood.”

“I'd like to introduce you to your relative and young page, Master Henry Esmond,” Mr. Holt said, bowing deeply with a humorous kind of humility. “Now, give a nice bow to my lady, Monsieur; and then another smaller bow, not as deep, to Madame Tusher—the lovely priestess of Castlewood.”

“Where I have lived and hope to die, sir,” says Madame Tusher, giving a hard glance at the brat, and then at my lady.

“Where I’ve lived and hope to die, sir,” says Madame Tusher, giving a sharp look at the kid, and then at my lady.

Upon her the boy's whole attention was for a time directed. He could not keep his great eyes off from her. Since the Empress of Ealing, he had seen nothing so awful.

Upon her, the boy focused all his attention for a while. He couldn't take his big eyes off her. Since the Empress of Ealing, he hadn't seen anything so terrifying.

“Does my appearance please you, little page?” asked the lady.

“Do you like how I look, little page?” asked the lady.

“He would be very hard to please if it didn't,” cried Madame Tusher.

“He would be really hard to please if it didn’t,” shouted Madame Tusher.

“Have done, you silly Maria,” said Lady Castlewood.

“Stop it, you silly Maria,” said Lady Castlewood.

“Where I'm attached, I'm attached, Madame—and I'd die rather than not say so.”

“Where I'm committed, I'm committed, ma'am—and I'd rather die than not say that.”

“Je meurs ou je m'attache,” Mr. Holt said with a polite grin. “The ivy says so in the picture, and clings to the oak like a fond parasite as it is.”

“I'm either dying or holding on,” Mr. Holt said with a polite grin. “The ivy shows that in the picture and clings to the oak like a loving parasite, just as it is.”

“Parricide, sir!” cries Mrs. Tusher.

"Parricide, sir!" shouts Mrs. Tusher.

“Hush, Tusher—you are always bickering with Father Holt,” cried my lady. “Come and kiss my hand, child;” and the oak held out a BRANCH to little Harry Esmond, who took and dutifully kissed the lean old hand, upon the gnarled knuckles of which there glittered a hundred rings.

“Hush, Tusher—you’re always arguing with Father Holt,” my lady exclaimed. “Come and kiss my hand, sweetheart;” and the oak extended a BRANCH to little Harry Esmond, who took it and dutifully kissed the thin old hand, on the gnarled knuckles of which a hundred rings sparkled.

“To kiss that hand would make many a pretty fellow happy!” cried Mrs. Tusher: on which my lady crying out, “Go, you foolish Tusher!” and tapping her with her great fan, Tusher ran forward to seize her hand and kiss it. Fury arose and barked furiously at Tusher; and Father Holt looked on at this queer scene, with arch, grave glances.

“To kiss that hand would make many a handsome guy happy!” exclaimed Mrs. Tusher. At this, my lady shouted, “Go on, you silly Tusher!” and gave her a playful tap with her big fan. Tusher rushed forward to grab her hand and kiss it. Fury erupted and barked wildly at Tusher, while Father Holt watched this strange scene with knowing, serious looks.

The awe exhibited by the little boy perhaps pleased the lady to whom this artless flattery was bestowed: for having gone down on his knee (as Father Holt had directed him, and the mode then was) and performed his obeisance, she said, “Page Esmond, my groom of the chamber will inform you what your duties are, when you wait upon my lord and me; and good Father Holt will instruct you as becomes a gentleman of our name. You will pay him obedience in everything, and I pray you may grow to be as learned and as good as your tutor.”

The amazement shown by the little boy likely made the lady happy, as this innocent flattery was directed at her: after kneeling (just as Father Holt had told him to, as was the custom at the time) and bowing, she said, “Page Esmond, my chamberlain will tell you what your duties are when you attend to my lord and me; and good Father Holt will teach you how to act as a gentleman of our name. You will obey him in everything, and I hope you grow to be as knowledgeable and as kind as your tutor.”

The lady seemed to have the greatest reverence for Mr. Holt, and to be more afraid of him than of anything else in the world. If she was ever so angry, a word or look from Father Holt made her calm: indeed he had a vast power of subjecting those who came near him; and, among the rest, his new pupil gave himself up with an entire confidence and attachment to the good Father, and became his willing slave almost from the first moment he saw him.

The lady seemed to have the utmost respect for Mr. Holt and appeared more afraid of him than anything else in the world. Whenever she was angry, just a word or glance from Father Holt would soothe her; he had a remarkable ability to influence those around him. Among them, his new student completely trusted and became attached to the good Father, willingly submitting to him almost from the first moment they met.

He put his small hand into the Father's as he walked away from his first presentation to his mistress, and asked many questions in his artless childish way. “Who is that other woman?” he asked. “She is fat and round; she is more pretty than my Lady Castlewood.”

He placed his small hand in the Father's as he walked away from his first presentation to his mistress and asked many questions in his innocent, childlike manner. “Who is that other woman?” he asked. “She is plump and curvy; she’s prettier than my Lady Castlewood.”

“She is Madame Tusher, the parson's wife of Castlewood. She has a son of your age, but bigger than you.”

“She is Madame Tusher, the pastor's wife from Castlewood. She has a son who's your age, but taller than you.”

“Why does she like so to kiss my lady's hand. It is not good to kiss.”

“Why does she like to kiss my lady's hand so much? It’s not appropriate to kiss.”

“Tastes are different, little man. Madame Tusher is attached to my lady, having been her waiting-woman before she was married, in the old lord's time. She married Doctor Tusher the chaplain. The English household divines often marry the waiting-women.”

“Tastes vary, young man. Madame Tusher is close to my lady, having been her maid before she got married, during the time of the old lord. She married Doctor Tusher, the chaplain. The English clergy often marry their maids.”

“You will not marry the French woman, will you? I saw her laughing with Blaise in the buttery.”

“You're not going to marry the French woman, are you? I saw her laughing with Blaise in the kitchen.”

“I belong to a church that is older and better than the English church,” Mr. Holt said (making a sign whereof Esmond did not then understand the meaning, across his breast and forehead); “in our church the clergy do not marry. You will understand these things better soon.”

“I belong to a church that is older and better than the English church,” Mr. Holt said (making a sign that Esmond didn’t understand at the time, across his chest and forehead); “in our church, the clergy do not marry. You’ll understand these things better soon.”

“Was not Saint Peter the head of your church?—Dr. Rabbits of Ealing told us so.”

“Wasn’t Saint Peter the leader of your church?—Dr. Rabbits from Ealing told us that.”

The Father said, “Yes, he was.”

The Father said, “Yeah, he was.”

“But Saint Peter was married, for we heard only last Sunday that his wife's mother lay sick of a fever.” On which the Father again laughed, and said he would understand this too better soon, and talked of other things, and took away Harry Esmond, and showed him the great old house which he had come to inhabit.

“But Saint Peter was married, because we heard just last Sunday that his wife's mom was sick with a fever.” To this, the Father laughed again and said he would understand this better soon, then talked about other things, and took Harry Esmond away, showing him the big old house that he had come to live in.

It stood on a rising green hill, with woods behind it, in which were rooks' nests, where the birds at morning and returning home at evening made a great cawing. At the foot of the hill was a river, with a steep ancient bridge crossing it; and beyond that a large pleasant green flat, where the village of Castlewood stood, and stands, with the church in the midst, the parsonage hard by it, the inn with the blacksmith's forge beside it, and the sign of the “Three Castles” on the elm. The London road stretched away towards the rising sun, and to the west were swelling hills and peaks, behind which many a time Harry Esmond saw the same sun setting, that he now looks on thousands of miles away across the great ocean—in a new Castlewood, by another stream, that bears, like the new country of wandering AEneas, the fond names of the land of his youth.

It was situated on a rising green hill, with woods behind it containing rooks' nests, where the birds made a lot of noise in the morning and evening as they returned home. At the base of the hill was a river, crossed by a steep, old bridge; beyond that lay a large, pleasant green area where the village of Castlewood was located, and still is, with the church in the center, the parsonage nearby, the inn with the blacksmith's forge next to it, and the sign of the "Three Castles" hanging from the elm tree. The road to London stretched out toward the rising sun, and to the west were rolling hills and peaks, behind which many times Harry Esmond watched the same sun setting, the very one he now sees thousands of miles away across the vast ocean—in a new Castlewood, by another stream that bears, like the new land of wandering Aeneas, the cherished names of his youth.

The Hall of Castlewood was built with two courts, whereof one only, the fountain-court, was now inhabited, the other having been battered down in the Cromwellian wars. In the fountain-court, still in good repair, was the great hall, near to the kitchen and butteries. A dozen of living-rooms looking to the north, and communicating with the little chapel that faced eastwards and the buildings stretching from that to the main gate, and with the hall (which looked to the west) into the court now dismantled. This court had been the most magnificent of the two, until the Protector's cannon tore down one side of it before the place was taken and stormed. The besiegers entered at the terrace under the clock-tower, slaying every man of the garrison, and at their head my lord's brother, Francis Esmond.

The Hall of Castlewood was built with two courtyards, but only one, the fountain courtyard, was currently occupied; the other had been destroyed during the Cromwellian wars. In the fountain courtyard, still in good shape, was the great hall, located near the kitchen and pantries. A dozen living rooms faced north and connected to the small chapel that faced east, along with the buildings extending from that to the main gate, and the hall (which faced west) into the now-dismantled courtyard. This courtyard had been the more impressive of the two until the Protector's cannons took down one side before the place was captured and stormed. The attackers entered from the terrace beneath the clock tower, killing every member of the garrison, including my lord's brother, Francis Esmond, who led them.

The Restoration did not bring enough money to the Lord Castlewood to restore this ruined part of his house; where were the morning parlors, above them the long music-gallery, and before which stretched the garden-terrace, where, however, the flowers grew again which the boots of the Roundheads had trodden in their assault, and which was restored without much cost, and only a little care, by both ladies who succeeded the second viscount in the government of this mansion. Round the terrace-garden was a low wall with a wicket leading to the wooded height beyond, that is called Cromwell's Battery to this day.

The Restoration didn’t provide enough money to Lord Castlewood to fix this ruined part of his house; there were the morning parlors, above them the long music gallery, and in front of which was the garden terrace, where the flowers grew back again after being trampled by the Roundheads during their attack. This garden was restored with minimal cost and just a bit of care by both ladies who took over managing this mansion after the second viscount. Surrounding the terrace garden was a low wall with a small gate leading to the wooded hill beyond, which is still called Cromwell's Battery today.

Young Harry Esmond learned the domestic part of his duty, which was easy enough, from the groom of her ladyship's chamber: serving the Countess, as the custom commonly was in his boyhood, as page, waiting at her chair, bringing her scented water and the silver basin after dinner—sitting on her carriage-step on state occasions, or on public days introducing her company to her. This was chiefly of the Catholic gentry, of whom there were a pretty many in the country and neighboring city; and who rode not seldom to Castlewood to partake of the hospitalities there. In the second year of their residence, the company seemed especially to increase. My lord and my lady were seldom without visitors, in whose society it was curious to contrast the difference of behavior between Father Holt, the director of the family, and Doctor Tusher, the rector of the parish—Mr. Holt moving amongst the very highest as quite their equal, and as commanding them all; while poor Doctor Tusher, whose position was indeed a difficult one, having been chaplain once to the Hall, and still to the Protestant servants there, seemed more like an usher than an equal, and always rose to go away after the first course.

Young Harry Esmond learned the domestic side of his duties, which was pretty straightforward, from the groom of her ladyship's chamber: serving the Countess, as was common in his childhood, as a page, waiting at her chair, bringing her scented water and the silver basin after dinner—sitting on the carriage step during formal occasions, or on public days introducing her guests. Most of her guests were from the Catholic gentry, of whom there were quite a few in the country and nearby city; they often rode to Castlewood to enjoy the hospitality there. In the second year of their residence, it seemed like the company especially increased. My lord and my lady rarely had visitors; it was interesting to see the difference in behavior between Father Holt, the family director, and Doctor Tusher, the parish rector—Mr. Holt moved among the very elite as their equal, commanding their attention, while poor Doctor Tusher, whose role was indeed challenging, having been chaplain once to the Hall and still to the Protestant servants there, felt more like an usher than an equal and always left after the first course.

Also there came in these times to Father Holt many private visitors, whom, after a little, Henry Esmond had little difficulty in recognizing as ecclesiastics of the Father's persuasion, whatever their dresses (and they adopted all) might be. These were closeted with the Father constantly, and often came and rode away without paying their devoirs to my lord and lady—to the lady and lord rather—his lordship being little more than a cipher in the house, and entirely under his domineering partner. A little fowling, a little hunting, a great deal of sleep, and a long dine at cards and table, carried through one day after another with his lordship. When meetings took place in this second year, which often would happen with closed doors, the page found my lord's sheet of paper scribbled over with dogs and horses, and 'twas said he had much ado to keep himself awake at these councils: the Countess ruling over them, and he acting as little more than her secretary.

Also, during this time, Father Holt received many private visitors, who, after a while, Henry Esmond easily recognized as members of the Father's faith, no matter what their outfits looked like (and they wore all kinds). These visitors often met privately with the Father and frequently came and went without acknowledging my lord and lady—well, more accurately, the lady and lord—since his lordship was almost just a figurehead in the household and completely under the control of his dominant partner. A little fowling, a little hunting, a lot of sleeping, and long dinners filled with card games made up the routine of his lordship’s days. When meetings occurred in this second year, which happened quite often behind closed doors, the page found my lord's notepad filled with sketches of dogs and horses, and it was said he struggled to stay awake during these discussions: the Countess leading them while he acted more like her secretary.

Father Holt began speedily to be so much occupied with these meetings as rather to neglect the education of the little lad who so gladly put himself under the kind priest's orders. At first they read much and regularly, both in Latin and French; the Father not neglecting in anything to impress his faith upon his pupil, but not forcing him violently, and treating him with a delicacy and kindness which surprised and attached the child, always more easily won by these methods than by any severe exercise of authority. And his delight in their walks was to tell Harry of the glories of his order, of its martyrs and heroes, of its Brethren converting the heathen by myriads, traversing the desert, facing the stake, ruling the courts and councils, or braving the tortures of kings; so that Harry Esmond thought that to belong to the Jesuits was the greatest prize of life and bravest end of ambition; the greatest career here, and in heaven the surest reward; and began to long for the day, not only when he should enter into the one church and receive his first communion, but when he might join that wonderful brotherhood, which was present throughout all the world, and which numbered the wisest, the bravest, the highest born, the most eloquent of men among its members. Father Holt bade him keep his views secret, and to hide them as a great treasure which would escape him if it was revealed; and, proud of this confidence and secret vested in him, the lad became fondly attached to the master who initiated him into a mystery so wonderful and awful. And when little Tom Tusher, his neighbor, came from school for his holiday, and said how he, too, was to be bred up for an English priest, and would get what he called an exhibition from his school, and then a college scholarship and fellowship, and then a good living—it tasked young Harry Esmond's powers of reticence not to say to his young companion, “Church! priesthood! fat living! My dear Tommy, do you call yours a church and a priesthood? What is a fat living compared to converting a hundred thousand heathens by a single sermon? What is a scholarship at Trinity by the side of a crown of martyrdom, with angels awaiting you as your head is taken off? Could your master at school sail over the Thames on his gown? Have you statues in your church that can bleed, speak, walk, and cry? My good Tommy, in dear Father Holt's church these things take place every day. You know Saint Philip of the Willows appeared to Lord Castlewood, and caused him to turn to the one true church. No saints ever come to you.” And Harry Esmond, because of his promise to Father Holt, hiding away these treasures of faith from T. Tusher, delivered himself of them nevertheless simply to Father Holt; who stroked his head, smiled at him with his inscrutable look, and told him that he did well to meditate on these great things, and not to talk of them except under direction.

Father Holt soon became so busy with these meetings that he neglected the education of the little boy who eagerly accepted the priest's guidance. At first, they read a lot and regularly, in both Latin and French; Father Holt made sure to impress his faith on his pupil without being forceful, treating him with a gentleness and kindness that surprised and endeared the child, who was always more easily won over by these methods than by any harsh exercise of authority. During their walks, his joy was in telling Harry about the glories of his order, its martyrs and heroes, and how its brothers converted countless heathens, crossed deserts, faced death, led courts and councils, or defied the tortures of kings; so much so that Harry Esmond believed that being a Jesuit was the greatest achievement in life and the highest ambition; the greatest career here, and the surest reward in heaven. He began to look forward not only to the day he would enter the one church and receive his first communion but also to joining that amazing brotherhood, which was present all around the world, full of the wisest, bravest, noblest, and most eloquent men. Father Holt instructed him to keep his ambitions secret, treating them as a precious treasure that would slip away if revealed; and proud of this trust and secret, the boy grew fondly attached to the master who introduced him to such a wonderful and awe-inspiring mystery. When little Tom Tusher, his neighbor, returned from school for his holiday and announced that he, too, was to be raised to become an English priest, getting what he called an exhibition from his school, followed by a college scholarship and fellowship leading to a good living—it took all of young Harry Esmond's restraint not to say to his young friend, “Church! priesthood! easy living! My dear Tommy, do you really think of yours as a church and a priesthood? What’s an easy living compared to converting a hundred thousand heathens with a single sermon? What’s a scholarship at Trinity next to a martyr's crown, with angels waiting as your head is taken off? Could your teacher at school sail across the Thames in his gown? Do you have statues in your church that can bleed, speak, walk, and cry? My dear Tommy, in dear Father Holt's church, these things happen every day. Remember how Saint Philip of the Willows appeared to Lord Castlewood and led him to the one true church? No saints ever come to you.” And Harry Esmond, respecting his promise to Father Holt and keeping these treasures of faith from T. Tusher, still shared them with Father Holt, who patted his head, smiled at him with an inscrutable expression, and told him he was right to reflect on such important matters and not to speak of them without guidance.





CHAPTER IV.

I AM PLACED UNDER A POPISH PRIEST AND BRED TO THAT RELIGION.—VISCOUNTESS CASTLEWOOD.

I AM PUT UNDER A CATHOLIC PRIEST AND RAISED IN THAT FAITH.—VISCOUNTESS CASTLEWOOD.

Had time enough been given, and his childish inclinations been properly nurtured, Harry Esmond had been a Jesuit priest ere he was a dozen years older, and might have finished his days a martyr in China or a victim on Tower Hill: for, in the few months they spent together at Castlewood, Mr. Holt obtained an entire mastery over the boy's intellect and affections; and had brought him to think, as indeed Father Holt thought with all his heart too, that no life was so noble, no death so desirable, as that which many brethren of his famous order were ready to undergo. By love, by a brightness of wit and good-humor that charmed all, by an authority which he knew how to assume, by a mystery and silence about him which increased the child's reverence for him, he won Harry's absolute fealty, and would have kept it, doubtless, if schemes greater and more important than a poor little boy's admission into orders had not called him away.

Had enough time been given, and if his youthful interests had been properly encouraged, Harry Esmond could have become a Jesuit priest by the time he was barely a dozen years older, potentially ending his days as a martyr in China or a victim on Tower Hill. During the few months they spent together at Castlewood, Mr. Holt completely influenced the boy's thoughts and feelings; he made Harry believe, just as Father Holt truly did, that no life was more noble and no death more desirable than the sacrifices that many members of his esteemed order were willing to make. Through love, charm, wit, and good humor that captivated everyone, along with an authority he effortlessly commanded and an air of mystery that deepened the child's respect for him, he won Harry's unwavering loyalty and likely would have maintained it if greater and more significant plans than a young boy's entry into the priesthood hadn't pulled him away.

After being at home for a few months in tranquillity (if theirs might be called tranquillity, which was, in truth, a constant bickering), my lord and lady left the country for London, taking their director with them: and his little pupil scarce ever shed more bitter tears in his life than he did for nights after the first parting with his dear friend, as he lay in the lonely chamber next to that which the Father used to occupy. He and a few domestics were left as the only tenants of the great house: and, though Harry sedulously did all the tasks which the Father set him, he had many hours unoccupied, and read in the library, and bewildered his little brains with the great books he found there.

After spending a few months at home in peace (if you could call it peace, which was really just constant arguing), my lord and lady went to London, taking their director with them. Their little student hardly ever cried more bitterly in his life than he did for nights after the first goodbye with his dear friend, as he lay in the lonely room next to the one his Father used to stay in. He and a few servants were left as the only residents of the big house; and although Harry diligently completed all the tasks his Father assigned him, he had many hours to fill. He read in the library and struggled to make sense of the great books he found there.

After a while, the little lad grew accustomed to the loneliness of the place; and in after days remembered this part of his life as a period not unhappy. When the family was at London the whole of the establishment travelled thither with the exception of the porter—who was, moreover, brewer, gardener, and woodman—and his wife and children. These had their lodging in the gate-house hard by, with a door into the court; and a window looking out on the green was the Chaplain's room; and next to this a small chamber where Father Holt had his books, and Harry Esmond his sleeping closet. The side of the house facing the east had escaped the guns of the Cromwellians, whose battery was on the height facing the western court; so that this eastern end bore few marks of demolition, save in the chapel, where the painted windows surviving Edward the Sixth had been broke by the Commonwealthmen. In Father Holt's time little Harry Esmond acted as his familiar and faithful little servitor; beating his clothes, folding his vestments, fetching his water from the well long before daylight, ready to run anywhere for the service of his beloved priest. When the Father was away, he locked his private chamber; but the room where the books were was left to little Harry, who, but for the society of this gentleman, was little less solitary when Lord Castlewood was at home.

After a while, the little boy got used to the loneliness of the place; and later on, he remembered this part of his life as a time that wasn't unhappy. When the family was in London, everyone went with them except for the porter—who was also the brewer, gardener, and woodworker—and his wife and kids. They lived in the gatehouse nearby, with a door that led to the courtyard. A window that overlooked the green was the Chaplain's room, and next to it was a small room where Father Holt kept his books, and Harry Esmond had his sleeping space. The side of the house facing east had survived the attacks from the Cromwellians, whose artillery was on the height facing the western courtyard, so this eastern end had few signs of destruction, except in the chapel, where the stained glass windows from Edward the Sixth had been broken by the Commonwealth men. During Father Holt's time, little Harry Esmond acted as his familiar and loyal servant; he helped with his clothes, folded his vestments, and fetched water from the well long before dawn, ready to run anywhere for the needs of his beloved priest. When the Father was away, he locked his private chamber; however, the room where the books were kept was left to little Harry, who, apart from the company of this gentleman, felt just as lonely when Lord Castlewood was around.

The French wit saith that a hero is none to his valet-de-chambre, and it required less quick eyes than my lady's little page was naturally endowed with, to see that she had many qualities by no means heroic, however much Mrs. Tusher might flatter and coax her. When Father Holt was not by, who exercised an entire authority over the pair, my lord and my lady quarrelled and abused each other so as to make the servants laugh, and to frighten the little page on duty. The poor boy trembled before his mistress, who called him by a hundred ugly names, who made nothing of boxing his ears, and tilting the silver basin in his face which it was his business to present to her after dinner. She hath repaired, by subsequent kindness to him, these severities, which it must be owned made his childhood very unhappy. She was but unhappy herself at this time, poor soul! and I suppose made her dependants lead her own sad life. I think my lord was as much afraid of her as her page was, and the only person of the household who mastered her was Mr. Holt. Harry was only too glad when the Father dined at table, and to slink away and prattle with him afterwards, or read with him, or walk with him. Luckily my Lady Viscountess did not rise till noon. Heaven help the poor waiting-woman who had charge of her toilet! I have often seen the poor wretch come out with red eyes from the closet where those long and mysterious rites of her ladyship's dress were performed, and the backgammon-box locked up with a rap on Mrs. Tusher's fingers when she played ill, or the game was going the wrong way.

The French saying goes that a hero means nothing to his personal servant, and it took less keen eyes than my lady's little page had to see that she had many qualities that were definitely not heroic, no matter how much Mrs. Tusher might flatter and butter her up. When Father Holt wasn’t around, who had complete control over both of them, my lord and my lady would argue and insult each other in a way that made the servants laugh and scared the little page on duty. The poor boy was terrified of his mistress, who called him a hundred terrible names, had no problem slapping him, and would even shove the silver basin he was supposed to present to her after dinner right in his face. She later made up for those harsh treatments with kindness, which, to be fair, made his childhood pretty miserable. She was just as unhappy during that time, poor thing! and I guess she made those around her share in her sadness. I think my lord was as afraid of her as her page was, and the only person in the household who had any real control over her was Mr. Holt. Harry was more than happy when Father dined at the table, sneaking away to chat with him later, read together, or take walks. Luckily, my Lady Viscountess didn’t get up until noon. God help the poor maid who was in charge of her getting ready! I’ve often seen that poor girl come out with red eyes from the closet where those long and mysterious rituals of her ladyship’s dressing were performed, and the backgammon box would be locked up with a rap on Mrs. Tusher’s fingers if she played poorly or the game wasn’t going her way.

Blessed be the king who introduced cards, and the kind inventors of piquet and cribbage, for they employed six hours at least of her ladyship's day, during which her family was pretty easy. Without this occupation my lady frequently declared she should die. Her dependants one after another relieved guard—'twas rather a dangerous post to play with her ladyship—and took the cards turn about. Mr. Holt would sit with her at piquet during hours together, at which time she behaved herself properly; and as for Dr. Tusher, I believe he would have left a parishioner's dying bed, if summoned to play a rubber with his patroness at Castlewood. Sometimes, when they were pretty comfortable together, my lord took a hand. Besides these my lady had her faithful poor Tusher, and one, two, three gentlewomen whom Harry Esmond could recollect in his time. They could not bear that genteel service very long; one after another tried and failed at it. These and the housekeeper, and little Harry Esmond, had a table of their own. Poor ladies their life was far harder than the page's. He was sound asleep, tucked up in his little bed, whilst they were sitting by her ladyship reading her to sleep, with the “News Letter” or the “Grand Cyrus.” My lady used to have boxes of new plays from London, and Harry was forbidden, under the pain of a whipping, to look into them. I am afraid he deserved the penalty pretty often, and got it sometimes. Father Holt applied it twice or thrice, when he caught the young scapegrace with a delightful wicked comedy of Mr. Shadwell's or Mr. Wycherley's under his pillow.

Blessed be the king who brought cards into our lives, and the creative minds behind piquet and cribbage, since they occupied at least six hours of her ladyship's day, making her family pretty relaxed. Without this pastime, her ladyship often said she would perish. One by one, her attendants took turns to play with her—though it was quite a risky job to play with her ladyship—and rotated the cards. Mr. Holt would sit with her for hours playing piquet, and during those times, she behaved well. As for Dr. Tusher, I believe he would have left a parishioner's deathbed if called to play a game with his patroness at Castlewood. Sometimes, when they were getting along well, my lord would join in for a hand. Besides these, my lady had her loyal poor Tusher and one, two, or three gentlewomen that Harry Esmond could remember from his time. They couldn't stand that refined service for long; one after another tried and failed at it. These ladies, along with the housekeeper and little Harry Esmond, had their own table. Poor ladies, their life was much tougher than the page's. He was sound asleep, tucked in his little bed, while they sat by her ladyship, reading her to sleep with the "News Letter" or "Grand Cyrus." My lady would receive boxes of new plays from London, and Harry was strictly forbidden, under threat of a whipping, to peek at them. I’m afraid he often earned that punishment and sometimes received it. Father Holt applied it two or three times when he caught the young rascal with delightful, scandalous comedies by Mr. Shadwell or Mr. Wycherley hidden under his pillow.

These, when he took any, were my lord's favorite reading. But he was averse to much study, and, as his little page fancied, to much occupation of any sort.

These were my lord's favorite books when he picked any up. However, he didn't like to study too much and, as his young page believed, he wasn't keen on being too busy with anything at all.

It always seemed to young Harry Esmond that my lord treated him with more kindness when his lady was not present, and Lord Castlewood would take the lad sometimes on his little journeys a-hunting or a-birding; he loved to play at cards and tric-trac with him, which games the boy learned to pleasure his lord: and was growing to like him better daily, showing a special pleasure if Father Holt gave a good report of him, patting him on the head, and promising that he would provide for the boy. However, in my lady's presence, my lord showed no such marks of kindness, and affected to treat the lad roughly, and rebuked him sharply for little faults, for which he in a manner asked pardon of young Esmond when they were private, saying if he did not speak roughly, she would, and his tongue was not such a bad one as his lady's—a point whereof the boy, young as he was, was very well assured.

It always seemed to young Harry Esmond that my lord treated him with more kindness when his lady wasn't around. Lord Castlewood would sometimes take the boy on his little hunting trips or birdwatching. He enjoyed playing cards and tric-trac with him, games the boy learned to please his lord, and he was beginning to like him more every day. He especially showed happiness if Father Holt gave a good report about him, patting him on the head and promising that he would take care of the boy. However, in my lady's presence, my lord didn't show any of that kindness and acted as if he treated the boy harshly, scolding him sharply for minor mistakes. When they were alone, he would almost apologize to young Esmond, saying that if he didn't speak roughly, she would, and his tongue wasn't nearly as bad as his lady's—a fact the boy, though young, was very much aware of.

Great public events were happening all this while, of which the simple young page took little count. But one day, riding into the neighboring town on the step of my lady's coach, his lordship and she and Father Holt being inside, a great mob of people came hooting and jeering round the coach, bawling out “The Bishops for ever!” “Down with the Pope!” “No Popery! no Popery! Jezebel, Jezebel!” so that my lord began to laugh, my lady's eyes to roll with anger, for she was as bold as a lioness, and feared nobody; whilst Mr. Holt, as Esmond saw from his place on the step, sank back with rather an alarmed face, crying out to her ladyship, “For God's sake, madam, do not speak or look out of window; sit still.” But she did not obey this prudent injunction of the Father; she thrust her head out of the coach window, and screamed out to the coachman, “Flog your way through them, the brutes, James, and use your whip!”

Great public events were happening all this time, but the naive young page didn’t pay much attention. One day, while riding into the nearby town on the step of my lady's coach, with his lordship, her, and Father Holt inside, a huge crowd of people surrounded the coach, hooting and jeering, shouting “Bishops forever!” “Down with the Pope!” “No Popery! No Popery! Jezebel, Jezebel!” My lord started to laugh, while my lady’s eyes flashed with anger, as she was as fierce as a lioness and feared no one. Meanwhile, Mr. Holt, as Esmond noticed from his position on the step, leaned back with a worried expression, shouting to her ladyship, “For God’s sake, madam, don’t speak or look out of the window; just sit still.” But she ignored this caution from the Father; she stuck her head out of the coach window and yelled to the coachman, “Get through them, you brute, James, and use your whip!”

The mob answered with a roaring jeer of laughter, and fresh cries of “Jezebel! Jezebel!” My lord only laughed the more: he was a languid gentleman: nothing seemed to excite him commonly, though I have seen him cheer and halloo the hounds very briskly, and his face (which was generally very yellow and calm) grow quite red and cheerful during a burst over the Downs after a hare, and laugh, and swear, and huzzah at a cockfight, of which sport he was very fond. And now, when the mob began to hoot his lady, he laughed with something of a mischievous look, as though he expected sport, and thought that she and they were a match.

The crowd responded with loud jeers and laughter, shouting “Jezebel! Jezebel!” My lord just laughed even more: he was a laid-back guy, not easily stirred by anything. Although I’ve seen him cheer and shout for the hounds enthusiastically, his face—usually very yellow and calm—would turn quite red and cheerful when chasing a hare over the hills. He would laugh, curse, and cheer during a cockfight, which he really enjoyed. Now, as the crowd started to boo his lady, he chuckled with a somewhat playful look, as if he expected some entertainment and thought she and the crowd were evenly matched.

James the coachman was more afraid of his mistress than the mob, probably, for he whipped on his horses as he was bidden, and the post-boy that rode with the first pair (my lady always rode with her coach-and-six,) gave a cut of his thong over the shoulders of one fellow who put his hand out towards the leading horse's rein.

James the coachman was more scared of his mistress than the crowd, likely, because he urged on his horses as ordered. The post-boy riding with the first pair (my lady always rode with her coach-and-six) cracked his whip over the shoulders of a guy who reached out toward the leading horse's rein.

It was a market-day, and the country-people were all assembled with their baskets of poultry, eggs, and such things; the postilion had no sooner lashed the man who would have taken hold of his horse, but a great cabbage came whirling like a bombshell into the carriage, at which my lord laughed more, for it knocked my lady's fan out of her hand, and plumped into Father Holt's stomach. Then came a shower of carrots and potatoes.

It was market day, and the locals had gathered with their baskets of chickens, eggs, and other goods. The postilion had barely whipped the man who tried to grab his horse when a huge cabbage came flying into the carriage like a bombshell. My lord found it even funnier because it knocked my lady's fan out of her hand and landed right in Father Holt's stomach. Then a rain of carrots and potatoes followed.

“For Heaven's sake be still!” says Mr. Holt; “we are not ten paces from the 'Bell' archway, where they can shut the gates on us, and keep out this canaille.”

“For heaven's sake, be quiet!” says Mr. Holt; “we're not ten steps from the 'Bell' archway, where they can close the gates on us and keep out this mob.”

The little page was outside the coach on the step, and a fellow in the crowd aimed a potato at him, and hit him in the eye, at which the poor little wretch set up a shout; the man laughed, a great big saddler's apprentice of the town. “Ah! you d—- little yelling Popish bastard,” he said, and stooped to pick up another; the crowd had gathered quite between the horses and the inn door by this time, and the coach was brought to a dead stand-still. My lord jumped as briskly as a boy out of the door on his side of the coach, squeezing little Harry behind it; had hold of the potato-thrower's collar in an instant, and the next moment the brute's heels were in the air, and he fell on the stones with a thump.

The young page was outside the coach on the step when someone in the crowd threw a potato at him, hitting him in the eye, causing the poor kid to scream. The man, a big saddler's apprentice from the town, laughed. “Ah! You spoiled little shouting brat,” he said, bending down to grab another potato. By now, the crowd had completely blocked the area between the horses and the inn door, and the coach stopped dead in its tracks. My lord jumped out of the coach on his side as quickly as a boy, pushing little Harry behind him. He grabbed the potato thrower by the collar in an instant, and the next moment, the guy's heels were in the air, and he landed hard on the stones with a thud.

“You hulking coward!” says he; “you pack of screaming blackguards! how dare you attack children, and insult women? Fling another shot at that carriage, you sneaking pigskin cobbler, and by the Lord I'll send my rapier through you!”

“You big coward!” he says; “you bunch of screaming jerks! How dare you attack kids and insult women? Take another shot at that carriage, you sneaky leatherworker, and I swear I’ll run my sword through you!”

Some of the mob cried, “Huzzah, my lord!” for they knew him, and the saddler's man was a known bruiser, near twice as big as my lord Viscount.

Some of the crowd shouted, “Hooray, my lord!” because they recognized him, and the saddler's guy was a well-known tough guy, nearly twice the size of my lord Viscount.

“Make way there,” says he (he spoke in a high shrill voice, but with a great air of authority). “Make way, and let her ladyship's carriage pass.” The men that were between the coach and the gate of the “Bell” actually did make way, and the horses went in, my lord walking after them with his hat on his head.

“Make way there,” he says (his voice was high and shrill, but he had a strong presence). “Make way, and let her ladyship's carriage pass.” The men standing between the coach and the gate of the “Bell” actually moved aside, and the horses went in, my lord following them with his hat on.

As he was going in at the gate, through which the coach had just rolled, another cry begins, of “No Popery—no Papists!” My lord turns round and faces them once more.

As he was entering through the gate that the coach had just passed, another shout started up, “No Popery—no Papists!” My lord turns around and faces them again.

“God save the King!” says he at the highest pitch of his voice. “Who dares abuse the King's religion? You, you d—d psalm-singing cobbler, as sure as I'm a magistrate of this county I'll commit you!” The fellow shrank back, and my lord retreated with all the honors of the day. But when the little flurry caused by the scene was over, and the flush passed off his face, he relapsed into his usual languor, trifled with his little dog, and yawned when my lady spoke to him.

“God save the King!” he shouted at the top of his lungs. “Who dares disrespect the King's faith? You, you damn psalm-singing cobbler, just watch—I'll have you arrested!” The man stepped back, and my lord walked away with all the accolades of the day. But once the excitement from the scene faded and the color left his face, he returned to his usual lethargy, played with his small dog, and yawned when my lady tried to talk to him.

This mob was one of many thousands that were going about the country at that time, huzzahing for the acquittal of the seven bishops who had been tried just then, and about whom little Harry Esmond at that time knew scarce anything. It was Assizes at Hexton, and there was a great meeting of the gentry at the “Bell;” and my lord's people had their new liveries on, and Harry a little suit of blue and silver, which he wore upon occasions of state; and the gentlefolks came round and talked to my lord: and a judge in a red gown, who seemed a very great personage, especially complimented him and my lady, who was mighty grand. Harry remembers her train borne up by her gentlewoman. There was an assembly and ball at the great room at the “Bell,” and other young gentlemen of the county families looked on as he did. One of them jeered him for his black eye, which was swelled by the potato, and another called him a bastard, on which he and Harry fell to fisticuffs. My lord's cousin, Colonel Esmond of Walcote, was there, and separated the two lads—a great tall gentleman, with a handsome good-natured face. The boy did not know how nearly in after-life he should be allied to Colonel Esmond, and how much kindness he should have to owe him.

This crowd was one of many thousands traveling around the country at that time, cheering for the acquittal of the seven bishops who had just been tried, about whom little Harry Esmond knew barely anything. It was Assizes at Hexton, and there was a big gathering of the gentry at the “Bell;” my lord's people were in their new uniforms, and Harry wore a small suit of blue and silver that he reserved for special occasions. The gentlemen came over to chat with my lord, and a judge in a red gown, who seemed very important, especially praised him and my lady, who looked very grand. Harry remembers her train being held up by her maid. There was a gathering and dance in the large room at the “Bell,” and other young men from the county families watched just like he did. One of them teased him about his black eye, which was swollen from a potato, and another called him a bastard, leading to a fight between him and Harry. My lord's cousin, Colonel Esmond of Walcote, was there and separated the two boys—a tall gentleman with a handsome, good-natured face. The boy had no idea how closely connected he would be to Colonel Esmond later in life, or how much kindness he would owe him.

There was little love between the two families. My lady used not to spare Colonel Esmond in talking of him, for reasons which have been hinted already; but about which, at his tender age, Henry Esmond could be expected to know nothing.

There was hardly any love between the two families. My lady didn’t hold back from criticizing Colonel Esmond when talking about him, for reasons that have already been hinted at; but at his young age, Henry Esmond could be expected to know nothing about them.

Very soon afterwards, my lord and lady went to London with Mr. Holt, leaving, however, the page behind them. The little man had the great house of Castlewood to himself; or between him and the housekeeper, Mrs. Worksop, an old lady who was a kinswoman of the family in some distant way, and a Protestant, but a staunch Tory and king's-man, as all the Esmonds were. He used to go to school to Dr. Tusher when he was at home, though the Doctor was much occupied too. There was a great stir and commotion everywhere, even in the little quiet village of Castlewood, whither a party of people came from the town, who would have broken Castlewood Chapel windows, but the village people turned out, and even old Sieveright, the republican blacksmith, along with them: for my lady, though she was a Papist, and had many odd ways, was kind to the tenantry, and there was always a plenty of beef, and blankets, and medicine for the poor at Castlewood Hall.

Very soon after, my lord and lady went to London with Mr. Holt, but they left the page behind. The little man had the big house of Castlewood to himself, along with the housekeeper, Mrs. Worksop, an old lady who was related to the family in some distant way. She was a Protestant, but a strong Tory and loyal to the king, just like all the Esmonds. He used to go to school with Dr. Tusher when he was home, although the Doctor was quite busy, too. There was a lot of excitement and commotion everywhere, even in the quiet little village of Castlewood, where a group of people came from the town, wanting to break the windows of Castlewood Chapel, but the villagers rallied together, including old Sieveright, the republican blacksmith. This was because my lady, even though she was a Catholic and had many quirky habits, was good to the tenants. There was always plenty of beef, blankets, and medicine for the poor at Castlewood Hall.

A kingdom was changing hands whilst my lord and lady were away. King James was flying, the Dutchmen were coming; awful stories about them and the Prince of Orange used old Mrs. Worksop to tell to the idle little page.

A kingdom was changing hands while my lord and lady were away. King James was on the run, the Dutchmen were approaching; terrible stories about them and the Prince of Orange were being told by old Mrs. Worksop to the idle little page.

He liked the solitude of the great house very well; he had all the play-books to read, and no Father Holt to whip him, and a hundred childish pursuits and pastimes, without doors and within, which made this time very pleasant.

He really enjoyed the solitude of the big house; he had all the storybooks to read, no Father Holt to punish him, and a hundred childhood games and activities, both indoors and outdoors, that made this time very enjoyable.





CHAPTER V.

MY SUPERIORS ARE ENGAGED IN PLOTS FOR THE RESTORATION OF KING JAMES II.

Not having been able to sleep, for thinking of some lines for eels which he had placed the night before, the lad was lying in his little bed, waiting for the hour when the gate would be open, and he and his comrade, John Lockwood, the porter's son, might go to the pond and see what fortune had brought them. At daybreak John was to awaken him, but his own eagerness for the sport had served as a reveillez long since—so long, that it seemed to him as if the day never would come.

Not able to sleep because he was thinking about some lines for eels he had set the night before, the boy was lying in his small bed, waiting for the time when the gate would open so he and his friend, John Lockwood, the porter's son, could head to the pond and see what luck had in store for them. John was supposed to wake him at dawn, but his own excitement for the adventure had already roused him long before—so long that it felt like the day would never arrive.

It might have been four o'clock when he heard the door of the opposite chamber, the Chaplain's room, open, and the voice of a man coughing in the passage. Harry jumped up, thinking for certain it was a robber, or hoping perhaps for a ghost, and, flinging open his own door, saw before him the Chaplain's door open, and a light inside, and a figure standing in the doorway, in the midst of a great smoke which issued from the room.

It might have been four o'clock when he heard the door of the opposite room, the Chaplain's room, open, and a man coughing in the hallway. Harry jumped up, certain it was a robber, or maybe hoping for a ghost, and, throwing open his own door, saw the Chaplain's door open, a light inside, and a figure standing in the doorway, surrounded by a thick cloud of smoke coming from the room.

“Who's there?” cried out the boy, who was of a good spirit.

“Who’s there?” shouted the boy, who was in good spirits.

“Silentium!” whispered the other; “'tis I, my boy!” and, holding his hand out, Harry had no difficulty in recognizing his master and friend, Father Holt. A curtain was over the window of the Chaplain's room that looked to the court, and Harry saw that the smoke came from a great flame of papers which were burning in a brazier when he entered the Chaplain's room. After giving a hasty greeting and blessing to the lad, who was charmed to see his tutor, the Father continued the burning of his papers, drawing them from a cupboard over the mantel-piece wall, which Harry had never seen before.

“Shh!” whispered the other; “it's me, kid!” and, extending his hand, Harry quickly recognized his master and friend, Father Holt. A curtain was drawn over the window of the Chaplain's room that faced the courtyard, and Harry noticed that the smoke was coming from a large flame of papers burning in a brazier when he stepped into the Chaplain's room. After offering a quick greeting and blessing to the boy, who was delighted to see his tutor, the Father resumed burning his papers, pulling them from a cupboard above the mantelpiece wall that Harry had never seen before.

Father Holt laughed, seeing the lad's attention fixed at once on this hole. “That is right, Harry,” he said; “faithful little famuli, see all and say nothing. You are faithful, I know.”

Father Holt laughed, seeing the boy's attention immediately on this hole. “That's right, Harry,” he said; “loyal little helpers, see everything and say nothing. I know you’re loyal.”

“I know I would go to the stake for you,” said Harry.

“I know I would be burned at the stake for you,” said Harry.

“I don't want your head,” said the Father, patting it kindly; “all you have to do is to hold your tongue. Let us burn these papers, and say nothing to anybody. Should you like to read them?”

“I don’t want your head,” said the Father, patting it kindly; “all you have to do is keep quiet. Let’s burn these papers and not say anything to anyone. Would you like to read them?”

Harry Esmond blushed, and held down his head; he HAD looked as the fact was, and without thinking, at the paper before him; and though he had seen it, could not understand a word of it, the letters being quite clear enough, but quite without meaning. They burned the papers, beating down the ashes in a brazier, so that scarce any traces of them remained.

Harry Esmond blushed and looked down; he had indeed glanced at the paper in front of him, and without thinking, had seen it. Even though the letters were clear, he couldn't make sense of any of it. They burned the documents, smashing the ashes in a brazier, leaving hardly any traces behind.

Harry had been accustomed to see Father Holt in more dresses than one; it not being safe, or worth the danger, for Popish ecclesiastics to wear their proper dress; and he was, in consequence, in no wise astonished that the priest should now appear before him in a riding-dress, with large buff leather boots, and a feather to his hat, plain, but such as gentlemen wore.

Harry was used to seeing Father Holt in more than one outfit; it wasn’t safe or worth the risk for Catholic clergy to wear their usual attire. So he wasn’t at all surprised that the priest now showed up in a riding outfit, complete with large buff leather boots and a feather in his hat, simple but just like what gentlemen wore.

“You know the secret of the cupboard,” said he, laughing, “and must be prepared for other mysteries;” and he opened—but not a secret cupboard this time—only a wardrobe, which he usually kept locked, and from which he now took out two or three dresses and perruques of different colors, and a couple of swords of a pretty make (Father Holt was an expert practitioner with the small-sword, and every day, whilst he was at home, he and his pupil practised this exercise, in which the lad became a very great proficient), a military coat and cloak, and a farmer's smock, and placed them in the large hole over the mantel-piece from which the papers had been taken.

“You know the secret of the cupboard,” he said with a laugh, “and you should be ready for more surprises,” and he opened—not a secret cupboard this time—just a wardrobe, which he usually kept locked. He pulled out two or three dresses and wigs in different colors, along with a couple of nicely made swords (Father Holt was skilled with the small sword, and every day, while he was home, he and his student practiced this skill, where the boy became quite proficient), a military coat and cloak, and a farmer's smock, and placed them in the large opening above the mantelpiece where the papers had been taken from.

“If they miss the cupboard,” he said, “they will not find these; if they find them, they'll tell no tales, except that Father Holt wore more suits of clothes than one. All Jesuits do. You know what deceivers we are, Harry.”

“If they miss the cupboard,” he said, “they won't find these; if they do find them, they won't say a word, except that Father Holt had more than one suit. All Jesuits do. You know how tricky we are, Harry.”

Harry was alarmed at the notion that his friend was about to leave him; but “No,” the priest said, “I may very likely come back with my lord in a few days. We are to be tolerated; we are not to be persecuted. But they may take a fancy to pay a visit at Castlewood ere our return; and, as gentlemen of my cloth are suspected, they might choose to examine my papers, which concern nobody—at least not them.” And to this day, whether the papers in cipher related to politics, or to the affairs of that mysterious society whereof Father Holt was a member, his pupil, Harry Esmond, remains in entire ignorance.

Harry was worried at the idea that his friend was about to leave him; but “No,” the priest said, “I might very well come back with my lord in a few days. We are meant to be tolerated; we’re not to be persecuted. But they might decide to visit Castlewood before we return; and since gentlemen in my position are under suspicion, they might choose to look at my papers, which really concern no one—at least, not them.” And to this day, whether the papers in code were about politics or the matters of that secret society to which Father Holt belonged, his student, Harry Esmond, remains completely unaware.

The rest of his goods, his small wardrobe, &c. Holt left untouched on his shelves and in his cupboard, taking down—with a laugh, however—and flinging into the brazier, where he only half burned them, some theological treatises which he had been writing against the English divines. “And now,” said he, “Henry, my son, you may testify, with a safe conscience, that you saw me burning Latin sermons the last time I was here before I went away to London; and it will be daybreak directly, and I must be away before Lockwood is stirring.”

The rest of his stuff, his small wardrobe, etc., Holt left untouched on his shelves and in his cupboard. He pulled down—with a laugh—and tossed into the brazier some theological writings he’d been working on against the English divines, only partially burning them. “And now,” he said, “Henry, my son, you can honestly say that you saw me burning Latin sermons the last time I was here before I went to London. It will be daybreak soon, and I need to leave before Lockwood wakes up.”

“Will not Lockwood let you out, sir?” Esmond asked. Holt laughed; he was never more gay or good-humored than when in the midst of action or danger.

“Is Lockwood not letting you out, sir?” Esmond asked. Holt laughed; he was never more cheerful or good-natured than when he was in the middle of action or danger.

“Lockwood knows nothing of my being here, mind you,” he said; “nor would you, you little wretch! had you slept better. You must forget that I have been here; and now farewell. Close the door, and go to your own room, and don't come out till—stay, why should you not know one secret more? I know you will never betray me.”

“Lockwood has no idea I'm here, just so you know,” he said; “and you wouldn’t either, you little brat! if you had slept better. You have to forget that I've been here; and now goodbye. Close the door, go to your own room, and don't come out until—wait, why shouldn't you know one more secret? I know you'll never tell anyone.”

In the Chaplain's room were two windows; the one looking into the court facing westwards to the fountain; the other, a small casement strongly barred, and looking on to the green in front of the Hall. This window was too high to reach from the ground; but, mounting on a buffet which stood beneath it, Father Holt showed me how, by pressing on the base of the window, the whole framework of lead, glass, and iron stanchions descended into a cavity worked below, from which it could be drawn and restored to its usual place from without; a broken pane being purposely open to admit the hand which was to work upon the spring of the machine.

In the Chaplain's room, there were two windows: one facing west towards the fountain and overlooking the courtyard, and the other, a small casement, was heavily barred and looked out onto the green in front of the Hall. This window was too high to reach from the ground, but Father Holt showed me how to get to it by climbing onto a buffet located underneath it. By pressing on the base of the window, the entire frame made of lead, glass, and iron supports would lower into a cavity below, allowing it to be pulled back up and put back into place from outside. A broken pane was intentionally left open so that someone could reach in to operate the spring mechanism.

“When I am gone,” Father Holt said, “you may push away the buffet, so that no one may fancy that an exit has been made that way; lock the door; place the key—where shall we put the key?—under 'Chrysostom' on the book-shelf; and if any ask for it, say I keep it there, and told you where to find it, if you had need to go to my room. The descent is easy down the wall into the ditch; and so, once more farewell, until I see thee again, my dear son.” And with this the intrepid Father mounted the buffet with great agility and briskness, stepped across the window, lifting up the bars and framework again from the other side, and only leaving room for Harry Esmond to stand on tiptoe and kiss his hand before the casement closed, the bars fixing as firmly as ever, seemingly, in the stone arch overhead. When Father Holt next arrived at Castlewood, it was by the public gate on horseback; and he never so much as alluded to the existence of the private issue to Harry, except when he had need of a private messenger from within, for which end, no doubt, he had instructed his young pupil in the means of quitting the Hall.

“When I’m gone,” Father Holt said, “you can push the buffet away so no one thinks someone left that way; lock the door; put the key—where should we put the key?—under 'Chrysostom' on the book-shelf. If anyone asks for it, just say I keep it there and told you where to find it if you needed to go to my room. It’s easy to climb down the wall into the ditch; so, goodbye for now, my dear son.” With that, the brave Father quickly climbed up on the buffet, stepped across the window, lifted the bars and frame from the other side, and left just enough space for Harry Esmond to stand on tiptoe and kiss his hand before the window closed, the bars settling firmly back into the stone arch above. The next time Father Holt showed up at Castlewood, he came through the public gate on horseback; he never mentioned the private matter to Harry, except when he needed a private messenger from inside, for which purpose he had obviously taught his young pupil how to leave the Hall.

Esmond, young as he was, would have died sooner than betray his friend and master, as Mr. Holt well knew; for he had tried the boy more than once, putting temptations in his way, to see whether he would yield to them and confess afterwards, or whether he would resist them, as he did sometimes, or whether he would lie, which he never did. Holt instructing the boy on this point, however, that if to keep silence is not to lie, as it certainly is not, yet silence is, after all, equivalent to a negation—and therefore a downright No, in the interest of justice or your friend, and in reply to a question that may be prejudicial to either, is not criminal, but, on the contrary, praiseworthy; and as lawful a way as the other of eluding a wrongful demand. For instance (says he), suppose a good citizen, who had seen his Majesty take refuge there, had been asked, “Is King Charles up that oak-tree?” his duty would have been not to say, Yes—so that the Cromwellians should seize the king and murder him like his father—but No; his Majesty being private in the tree, and therefore not to be seen there by loyal eyes: all which instruction, in religion and morals, as well as in the rudiments of the tongues and sciences, the boy took eagerly and with gratitude from his tutor. When, then, Holt was gone, and told Harry not to see him, it was as if he had never been. And he had this answer pat when he came to be questioned a few days after.

Esmond, as young as he was, would rather die than betray his friend and mentor, as Mr. Holt knew very well; he had tested the boy multiple times, introducing temptations to see if he would give in and confess later, resist them—which he sometimes did—or lie, which he never did. Holt taught the boy that while keeping silent isn't lying, it essentially acts as a negation—so a straightforward No, when it comes to matters of justice or protecting a friend, in response to a potentially harmful question, isn't wrong; in fact, it's commendable and a legitimate way to dodge an unjust demand. For example, he said, if a good citizen who had seen His Majesty take refuge there was asked, "Is King Charles up that oak tree?" his duty would be to say No—preventing the Cromwellians from seizing the king and murdering him like they did his father—because His Majesty was hidden in the tree and shouldn't be seen there by loyal supporters. The boy absorbed all this instruction in ethics and morals, as well as the basics of languages and sciences, eagerly and gratefully from his tutor. So, when Holt left and instructed Harry not to see him, it was as if Holt had never existed. He had this answer ready when he was questioned a few days later.

The Prince of Orange was then at Salisbury, as young Esmond learned from seeing Doctor Tusher in his best cassock (though the roads were muddy, and he never was known to wear his silk, only his stuff one, a-horseback), with a great orange cockade in his broad-leafed hat, and Nahum, his clerk, ornamented with a like decoration. The Doctor was walking up and down in front of his parsonage, when little Esmond saw him, and heard him say he was going to pay his duty to his Highness the Prince, as he mounted his pad and rode away with Nahum behind. The village people had orange cockades too, and his friend the blacksmith's laughing daughter pinned one into Harry's old hat, which he tore out indignantly when they bade him to cry “God save the Prince of Orange and the Protestant religion!” but the people only laughed, for they liked the boy in the village, where his solitary condition moved the general pity, and where he found friendly welcomes and faces in many houses. Father Holt had many friends there too, for he not only would fight the blacksmith at theology, never losing his temper, but laughing the whole time in his pleasant way; but he cured him of an ague with quinquina, and was always ready with a kind word for any man that asked it, so that they said in the village 'twas a pity the two were Papists.

The Prince of Orange was then in Salisbury, as young Esmond learned from seeing Doctor Tusher in his best robe (even though the roads were muddy, and he was never seen in his silk one, just his regular one while on horseback), with a big orange cockade in his wide-brimmed hat, and Nahum, his clerk, wore a similar decoration. The Doctor was pacing in front of his parsonage when little Esmond spotted him and heard him say he was going to pay his respects to his Highness the Prince as he got on his horse and rode off with Nahum following. The village people had orange cockades too, and his friend the blacksmith's laughing daughter pinned one onto Harry's old hat, which he angrily tore off when they urged him to shout “God save the Prince of Orange and the Protestant religion!” but the villagers just laughed because they liked the boy, whose solitary situation evoked general pity. He always found warm welcomes and friendly faces in many homes. Father Holt had many friends there as well, for he not only debated theology with the blacksmith without ever losing his temper—laughing the whole time in his cheerful way—but also cured him of an ague with quinine, and was always quick with a kind word for anyone who asked, so they said in the village it was a shame the two were Catholics.

The Director and the Vicar of Castlewood agreed very well; indeed, the former was a perfectly-bred gentleman, and it was the latter's business to agree with everybody. Doctor Tusher and the lady's-maid, his spouse, had a boy who was about the age of little Esmond; and there was such a friendship between the lads, as propinquity and tolerable kindness and good-humor on either side would be pretty sure to occasion. Tom Tusher was sent off early, however, to a school in London, whither his father took him and a volume of sermons, in the first year of the reign of King James; and Tom returned but once, a year afterwards, to Castlewood for many years of his scholastic and collegiate life. Thus there was less danger to Tom of a perversion of his faith by the Director, who scarce ever saw him, than there was to Harry, who constantly was in the Vicar's company; but as long as Harry's religion was his Majesty's, and my lord's, and my lady's, the Doctor said gravely, it should not be for him to disturb or disquiet him: it was far from him to say that his Majesty's Church was not a branch of the Catholic Church; upon which Father Holt used, according to his custom, to laugh, and say that the Holy Church throughout all the world, and the noble Army of Martyrs, were very much obliged to the Doctor.

The Director and the Vicar of Castlewood got along quite well; in fact, the former was a well-mannered gentleman, and it was the latter's job to get along with everyone. Doctor Tusher and his wife, who was the lady's maid, had a son around the same age as little Esmond. There was a strong friendship between the boys, thanks to their close proximity and the decent kindness and good humor they shared. However, Tom Tusher was sent away early to a school in London, where his father took him along with a volume of sermons during the first year of King James's reign. Tom returned only once a year later to Castlewood and spent many years focused on his studies and college life after that. This meant that Tom was less likely to be influenced in his faith by the Director, who hardly ever saw him, compared to Harry, who was always in the Vicar's company. But as long as Harry's religion was aligned with the King’s, my lord's, and my lady's, the Doctor said seriously, it wasn’t his place to disturb or upset him: he certainly would not claim that the King’s Church wasn’t part of the Catholic Church; to which Father Holt would usually laugh and say that the Holy Church around the world, and the noble Army of Martyrs, were very grateful to the Doctor.

It was while Dr. Tusher was away at Salisbury that there came a troop of dragoons with orange scarfs, and quartered in Castlewood, and some of them came up to the Hall, where they took possession, robbing nothing however beyond the hen-house and the beer-cellar: and only insisting upon going through the house and looking for papers. The first room they asked to look at was Father Holt's room, of which Harry Esmond brought the key, and they opened the drawers and the cupboards, and tossed over the papers and clothes—but found nothing except his books and clothes, and the vestments in a box by themselves, with which the dragoons made merry, to Harry Esmond's horror. And to the questions which the gentleman put to Harry, he replied that Father Holt was a very kind man to him, and a very learned man, and Harry supposed would tell him none of his secrets if he had any. He was about eleven years old at this time, and looked as innocent as boys of his age.

While Dr. Tusher was away in Salisbury, a group of dragoons wearing orange scarves arrived and set up camp at Castlewood. Some of them came to the Hall, where they took control, stealing only from the hen-house and the beer cellar, and insisted on searching the house for documents. The first room they wanted to inspect was Father Holt's, for which Harry Esmond brought the key. They opened the drawers and cupboards and rummaged through the papers and clothes, but found nothing except his books and clothes, along with the vestments in a separate box, which the dragoons joked about, much to Harry Esmond's dismay. When the officer asked Harry questions, he replied that Father Holt was very kind to him and very knowledgeable, and Harry thought he wouldn't share any secrets if he had any. He was about eleven years old at the time and appeared as innocent as boys his age.

The family were away more than six months, and when they returned they were in the deepest state of dejection, for King James had been banished, the Prince of Orange was on the throne, and the direst persecutions of those of the Catholic faith were apprehended by my lady, who said she did not believe that there was a word of truth in the promises of toleration that Dutch monster made, or in a single word the perjured wretch said. My lord and lady were in a manner prisoners in their own house; so her ladyship gave the little page to know, who was by this time growing of an age to understand what was passing about him, and something of the characters of the people he lived with.

The family had been away for over six months, and when they returned, they were in a deep state of sadness because King James had been exiled, the Prince of Orange was on the throne, and my lady feared the worst for those of the Catholic faith. She said she didn’t believe a word of the toleration promises that Dutch monster made, or a single word from the lying scoundrel. My lord and lady were practically prisoners in their own home, so her ladyship made sure to inform the little page, who by now was old enough to understand what was happening around him and to recognize something about the characters of the people he lived with.

“We are prisoners,” says she; “in everything but chains, we are prisoners. Let them come, let them consign me to dungeons, or strike off my head from this poor little throat” (and she clasped it in her long fingers). “The blood of the Esmonds will always flow freely for their kings. We are not like the Churchills—the Judases, who kiss their master and betray him. We know how to suffer, how even to forgive in the royal cause” (no doubt it was to that fatal business of losing the place of Groom of the Posset to which her ladyship alluded, as she did half a dozen times in the day). “Let the tyrant of Orange bring his rack and his odious Dutch tortures—the beast! the wretch! I spit upon him and defy him. Cheerfully will I lay this head upon the block; cheerfully will I accompany my lord to the scaffold: we will cry 'God save King James!' with our dying breath, and smile in the face of the executioner.” And she told her page, a hundred times at least, of the particulars of the last interview which she had with his Majesty.

“We're prisoners,” she says; “in every way but chains, we're prisoners. Let them come, let them throw me in dungeons, or chop off my head from this poor little throat” (and she clasped it with her long fingers). “The blood of the Esmonds will always flow freely for their kings. We're not like the Churchills—the Judases, who kiss their master and betray him. We know how to suffer, how even to forgive in the royal cause” (no doubt she was referring to that disastrous incident of losing the position of Groom of the Posset, which she mentioned half a dozen times a day). “Let the tyrant of Orange bring his rack and his horrible Dutch tortures—the monster! the scoundrel! I spit on him and challenge him. I will gladly lay this head on the block; I will gladly go with my lord to the scaffold: we will shout 'God save King James!' with our last breath, and smile in the face of the executioner.” And she told her page, at least a hundred times, about the details of the last meeting she had with His Majesty.

“I flung myself before my liege's feet,” she said, “at Salisbury. I devoted myself—my husband—my house, to his cause. Perhaps he remembered old times, when Isabella Esmond was young and fair; perhaps he recalled the day when 'twas not I that knelt—at least he spoke to me with a voice that reminded ME of days gone by. 'Egad!' said his Majesty, 'you should go to the Prince of Orange; if you want anything.' 'No, sire,' I replied, 'I would not kneel to a Usurper; the Esmond that would have served your Majesty will never be groom to a traitor's posset.' The royal exile smiled, even in the midst of his misfortune; he deigned to raise me with words of consolation. The Viscount, my husband, himself, could not be angry at the august salute with which he honored me!”

“I threw myself at my liege's feet,” she said, “at Salisbury. I dedicated myself—my husband—my home, to his cause. Maybe he remembered the old days when Isabella Esmond was young and beautiful; maybe he thought of the time when it wasn’t me kneeling—at least he spoke to me in a way that reminded me of the past. 'Goodness!' said his Majesty, 'you should go to the Prince of Orange if you need anything.' 'No, sire,' I replied, 'I won’t kneel to a Usurper; the Esmond who would have served your Majesty will never bow to a traitor.' The royal exile smiled, even in the midst of his troubles; he graciously lifted me up with comforting words. The Viscount, my husband, himself, couldn’t be upset at the respectful greeting with which he honored me!”

The public misfortune had the effect of making my lord and his lady better friends than they ever had been since their courtship. My lord Viscount had shown both loyalty and spirit, when these were rare qualities in the dispirited party about the King; and the praise he got elevated him not a little in his wife's good opinion, and perhaps in his own. He wakened up from the listless and supine life which he had been leading; was always riding to and fro in consultation with this friend or that of the King's; the page of course knowing little of his doings, but remarking only his greater cheerfulness and altered demeanor.

The public disaster made my lord and his lady closer than they had been since their early days of courtship. My lord Viscount had shown both loyalty and courage, which were rare qualities among the dispirited supporters of the King. The praise he received boosted his wife's opinion of him, and maybe even his own. He snapped out of the dull and lazy life he had been living; he was constantly riding back and forth to consult with various friends of the King. The page, of course, knew little about what he was up to but noticed his increased cheerfulness and changed attitude.

Father Holt came to the Hall constantly, but officiated no longer openly as chaplain; he was always fetching and carrying: strangers, military and ecclesiastic (Harry knew the latter, though they came in all sorts of disguises), were continually arriving and departing. My lord made long absences and sudden reappearances, using sometimes the means of exit which Father Holt had employed, though how often the little window in the Chaplain's room let in or let out my lord and his friends, Harry could not tell. He stoutly kept his promise to the Father of not prying, and if at midnight from his little room he heard noises of persons stirring in the next chamber, he turned round to the wall, and hid his curiosity under his pillow until it fell asleep. Of course he could not help remarking that the priest's journeys were constant, and understanding by a hundred signs that some active though secret business employed him: what this was may pretty well be guessed by what soon happened to my lord.

Father Holt visited the Hall frequently, but he no longer served openly as the chaplain; he was always running errands. Strangers, both military and religious (Harry recognized the latter, even though they came in various disguises), were constantly coming and going. My lord would be away for long periods and then suddenly show up, sometimes using the same exit that Father Holt had used. Harry couldn’t tell how often the little window in the Chaplain's room allowed my lord and his friends to come and go. He firmly kept his promise to the Father not to snoop, and if at midnight he heard noises from the next room, he would turn to the wall and bury his curiosity under his pillow until he fell asleep. Naturally, he couldn’t help but notice that the priest was making frequent trips and, through various clues, he understood that Father Holt was involved in some active yet secretive business. What that was can be inferred by what soon happened to my lord.

No garrison or watch was put into Castlewood when my lord came back, but a Guard was in the village; and one or other of them was always on the Green keeping a look-out on our great gate, and those who went out and in. Lockwood said that at night especially every person who came in or went out was watched by the outlying sentries. 'Twas lucky that we had a gate which their Worships knew nothing about. My lord and Father Holt must have made constant journeys at night: once or twice little Harry acted as their messenger and discreet little aide-de-camp. He remembers he was bidden to go into the village with his fishing-rod, enter certain houses, ask for a drink of water, and tell the good man, “There would be a horse-market at Newbury next Thursday,” and so carry the same message on to the next house on his list.

No guards or watch were stationed at Castlewood when my lord returned, but there was a Guard in the village, and one of them was always on the Green keeping an eye on our main gate and everyone coming in and out. Lockwood mentioned that especially at night, every person who entered or left was monitored by the outer sentries. Luckily, we had a gate that they didn’t know about. My lord and Father Holt must have made frequent nighttime trips: once or twice, little Harry acted as their messenger and discreet little aide-de-camp. He remembers being told to go into the village with his fishing rod, enter certain houses, ask for a drink of water, and tell the man, “There will be a horse market at Newbury next Thursday,” and then pass the same message to the next house on his list.

He did not know what the message meant at the time, nor what was happening: which may as well, however, for clearness' sake, be explained here. The Prince of Orange being gone to Ireland, where the King was ready to meet him with a great army, it was determined that a great rising of his Majesty's party should take place in this country; and my lord was to head the force in our county. Of late he had taken a greater lead in affairs than before, having the indefatigable Mr. Holt at his elbow, and my Lady Viscountess strongly urging him on; and my Lord Sark being in the Tower a prisoner, and Sir Wilmot Crawley, of Queen's Crawley, having gone over to the Prince of Orange's side—my lord became the most considerable person in our part of the county for the affairs of the King.

He didn’t understand what the message meant at the time, nor what was happening: which can be explained here for clarity. The Prince of Orange had gone to Ireland, where the King was prepared to meet him with a large army. It was decided that a major uprising of the King’s supporters would take place in this country, and my lord was to lead the forces in our county. Recently, he had taken more initiative in affairs than before, with the tireless Mr. Holt by his side and my Lady Viscountess strongly encouraging him; and with my Lord Sark imprisoned in the Tower, and Sir Wilmot Crawley from Queen's Crawley having switched sides to support the Prince of Orange—my lord became the most significant figure in our part of the county regarding the King’s interests.

It was arranged that the regiment of Scots Grays and Dragoons, then quartered at Newbury, should declare for the King on a certain day, when likewise the gentry affected to his Majesty's cause were to come in with their tenants and adherents to Newbury, march upon the Dutch troops at Reading under Ginckel; and, these overthrown, and their indomitable little master away in Ireland, 'twas thought that our side might move on London itself, and a confident victory was predicted for the King.

It was planned that the regiment of Scots Grays and Dragoons, which was stationed at Newbury, would support the King on a specific day. On that day, the gentry who were loyal to his Majesty's cause were also supposed to gather with their tenants and supporters in Newbury, then march against the Dutch troops in Reading under Ginckel. After defeating them, and with their stubborn leader off in Ireland, it was believed that we could march on London itself, and a confident victory was expected for the King.

As these great matters were in agitation, my lord lost his listless manner and seemed to gain health; my lady did not scold him, Mr. Holt came to and fro, busy always; and little Harry longed to have been a few inches taller, that he might draw a sword in this good cause.

As these important issues were being discussed, my lord shook off his indifferent attitude and appeared to regain his strength; my lady didn’t reprimand him, Mr. Holt was constantly coming and going, always busy; and little Harry wished he were a few inches taller so he could fight for this noble cause.

One day, it must have been about the month of July, 1690, my lord, in a great horseman's coat, under which Harry could see the shining of a steel breastplate he had on, called little Harry to him, put the hair off the child's forehead, and kissed him, and bade God bless him in such an affectionate way as he never had used before. Father Holt blessed him too, and then they took leave of my Lady Viscountess, who came from her apartment with a pocket-handkerchief to her eyes, and her gentlewoman and Mrs. Tusher supporting her. “You are going to—to ride,” says she. “Oh, that I might come too—but in my situation I am forbidden horse exercise.”

One day, it must have been around July 1690, my lord, wearing a big horseman's coat, under which Harry could see the shine of his steel breastplate, called little Harry over. He pushed the hair off the child's forehead, kissed him, and blessed him in a way that felt more affectionate than ever before. Father Holt blessed him too, and then they said goodbye to Lady Viscountess, who came from her room with a handkerchief to her eyes, supported by her lady-in-waiting and Mrs. Tusher. “You’re going to ride,” she said. “Oh, I wish I could come too—but I’m not allowed to ride in my condition.”

“We kiss my Lady Marchioness's hand,” says Mr. Holt.

“We kiss the hand of my Lady Marchioness,” says Mr. Holt.

“My lord, God speed you!” she said, stepping up and embracing my lord in a grand manner. “Mr. Holt, I ask your blessing:” and she knelt down for that, whilst Mrs. Tusher tossed her head up.

“Sir, may God bless you!” she said, stepping up and hugging him dramatically. “Mr. Holt, I ask for your blessing:” and she knelt down for that, while Mrs. Tusher rolled her eyes.

Mr. Holt gave the same benediction to the little page, who went down and held my lord's stirrups for him to mount; there were two servants waiting there too—and they rode out of Castlewood gate.

Mr. Holt gave the same blessing to the young page, who went down and held my lord's stirrups for him to mount; there were two servants waiting there too—and they rode out of Castlewood gate.

As they crossed the bridge, Harry could see an officer in scarlet ride up touching his hat, and address my lord.

As they crossed the bridge, Harry could see an officer in red ride up, tipping his hat and speaking to my lord.

The party stopped, and came to some parley or discussion, which presently ended, my lord putting his horse into a canter after taking off his hat and making a bow to the officer, who rode alongside him step for step: the trooper accompanying him falling back, and riding with my lord's two men. They cantered over the Green, and behind the elms (my lord waving his hand, Harry thought), and so they disappeared. That evening we had a great panic, the cow-boy coming at milking-time riding one of our horses, which he had found grazing at the outer park-wall.

The party paused for a conversation, which soon wrapped up, my lord breaking into a canter after tipping his hat and nodding to the officer riding next to him. The trooper who had been accompanying him dropped back to ride with my lord's two men. They cantered over the Green, disappearing behind the elms (my lord waved his hand, Harry thought), and then they were gone. That evening, we had quite the scare when the cowboy came at milking time, riding one of our horses that he had found grazing by the outer park wall.

All night my Lady Viscountess was in a very quiet and subdued mood. She scarce found fault with anybody; she played at cards for six hours; little page Esmond went to sleep. He prayed for my lord and the good cause before closing his eyes.

All night, my Lady Viscountess was in a very calm and low-key mood. She hardly criticized anyone; she played cards for six hours; little page Esmond fell asleep. He prayed for my lord and the good cause before shutting his eyes.

It was quite in the gray of the morning when the porter's bell rang, and old Lockwood, waking up, let in one of my lord's servants, who had gone with him in the morning, and who returned with a melancholy story. The officer who rode up to my lord had, it appeared, said to him, that it was his duty to inform his lordship that he was not under arrest, but under surveillance, and to request him not to ride abroad that day.

It was early in the gray morning when the porter's bell rang, and old Lockwood, waking up, let in one of my lord's servants, who had gone with him earlier and returned with a sad story. The officer who approached my lord apparently told him that it was his duty to inform him that he was not under arrest but under surveillance, and he requested that my lord not ride out that day.

My lord replied that riding was good for his health, that if the Captain chose to accompany him he was welcome; and it was then that he made a bow, and they cantered away together.

My lord replied that riding was good for his health, and that if the Captain wanted to join him, he was welcome. It was then that he bowed, and they rode off together.

When he came on to Wansey Down, my lord all of a sudden pulled up, and the party came to a halt at the cross-way.

When he arrived at Wansey Down, my lord suddenly stopped, and the group came to a halt at the intersection.

“Sir,” says he to the officer, “we are four to two; will you be so kind as to take that road, and leave me go mine?”

“Sir,” he says to the officer, “there are four of us and two of you; would you be so kind as to take that road and let me go my way?”

“Your road is mine, my lord,” says the officer.

“Your path is mine, my lord,” says the officer.

“Then—” says my lord; but he had no time to say more, for the officer, drawing a pistol, snapped it at his lordship; as at the same moment Father Holt, drawing a pistol, shot the officer through the head. It was done, and the man dead in an instant of time. The orderly, gazing at the officer, looked seared for a moment, and galloped away for his life.

“Then—” says my lord; but he had no time to say more, for the officer, drawing a pistol, pointed it at his lordship; at the same moment, Father Holt, pulling out a pistol, shot the officer in the head. It was done, and the man was dead in an instant. The orderly, staring at the officer, looked stunned for a moment and then galloped away for his life.

“Fire! fire!” cries out Father Holt, sending another shot after the trooper, but the two servants were too much surprised to use their pieces, and my lord calling to them to hold their hands, the fellow got away.

“Fire! Fire!” shouts Father Holt, firing another shot at the trooper, but the two servants were so surprised that they didn’t use their weapons, and my lord told them to stand down, allowing the guy to escape.

“Mr. Holt, qui pensait a tout,” says Blaise, “gets off his horse, examines the pockets of the dead officer for papers, gives his money to us two, and says, 'The wine is drawn, M. le Marquis,'—why did he say Marquis to M. le Vicomte?—'we must drink it.'

“Mr. Holt, who was thinking of everything,” says Blaise, “gets off his horse, checks the pockets of the dead officer for papers, gives his money to us two, and says, 'The wine is poured, M. le Marquis,'—why did he call M. le Vicomte Marquis?—'we must drink it.'

“The poor gentleman's horse was a better one than that I rode,” Blaise continues; “Mr. Holt bids me get on him, and so I gave a cut to Whitefoot, and she trotted home. We rode on towards Newbury; we heard firing towards midday: at two o'clock a horseman comes up to us as we were giving our cattle water at an inn—and says, 'All is done! The Ecossais declared an hour too soon—General Ginckel was down upon them.' The whole thing was at an end.

“The poor guy's horse was better than the one I rode,” Blaise continues; “Mr. Holt told me to get on it, so I gave Whitefoot a kick, and she trotted home. We rode on toward Newbury; we heard gunfire around noon: at two o'clock, a rider came up to us while we were watering our cattle at an inn—and said, 'It's all over! The Scots declared too soon—General Ginckel came down on them.' The whole thing was finished.

“'And we've shot an officer on duty, and let his orderly escape,' says my lord.

“‘And we’ve shot an officer on duty, and let his assistant escape,’ says my lord.”

“'Blaise,' says Mr. Holt, writing two lines on his table-book, one for my lady and one for you, Master Harry; 'you must go back to Castlewood, and deliver these,' and behold me.”

“'Blaise,' says Mr. Holt, writing two lines in his notebook, one for my lady and one for you, Master Harry; 'you need to return to Castlewood and deliver these,' and there I am.”

And he gave Harry the two papers. He read that to himself, which only said, “Burn the papers in the cupboard, burn this. You know nothing about anything.” Harry read this, ran up stairs to his mistress's apartment, where her gentlewoman slept near to the door, made her bring a light and wake my lady, into whose hands he gave the paper. She was a wonderful object to look at in her night attire, nor had Harry ever seen the like.

And he handed Harry the two papers. Harry read them silently, which simply said, “Burn the papers in the cupboard, burn this. You don’t know anything about anything.” Harry read this, ran upstairs to his mistress's apartment, where her maid slept near the door, made her bring a light and wake my lady, to whom he handed the paper. She was a striking sight in her nightwear, and Harry had never seen anyone like her.

As soon as she had the paper in her hand, Harry stepped back to the Chaplain's room, opened the secret cupboard over the fireplace, burned all the papers in it, and, as he had seen the priest do before, took down one of his reverence's manuscript sermons, and half burnt that in the brazier. By the time the papers were quite destroyed it was daylight. Harry ran back to his mistress again. Her gentlewoman ushered him again into her ladyship's chamber; she told him (from behind her nuptial curtains) to bid the coach be got ready, and that she would ride away anon.

As soon as she had the paper in her hand, Harry stepped back to the Chaplain's room, opened the secret cupboard above the fireplace, burned all the papers inside it, and, as he had seen the priest do before, took down one of the priest's manuscript sermons and partially burned that in the brazier. By the time the papers were completely destroyed, it was daylight. Harry ran back to his mistress. Her maid ushered him into her ladyship's chamber again; she told him (from behind her wedding curtains) to have the coach ready, and that she would leave soon.

But the mysteries of her ladyship's toilet were as awfully long on this day as on any other, and, long after the coach was ready, my lady was still attiring herself. And just as the Viscountess stepped forth from her room, ready for departure, young John Lockwood comes running up from the village with news that a lawyer, three officers, and twenty or four-and-twenty soldiers, were marching thence upon the house. John had but two minutes the start of them, and, ere he had well told his story, the troop rode into our court-yard.

But the mysteries of her ladyship's preparation were just as dreadfully long that day as on any other, and long after the coach was ready, my lady was still getting dressed. Just as the Viscountess stepped out of her room, ready to leave, young John Lockwood came running up from the village with news that a lawyer, three officers, and twenty or so soldiers were marching toward the house. John only had a two-minute head start, and just as he was finishing his story, the troop rode into our courtyard.





CHAPTER VI.

THE ISSUE OF THE PLOTS.—THE DEATH OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT OF CASTLEWOOD; AND THE IMPRISONMENT OF HIS VISCOUNTESS.

THE ISSUE OF THE PLOTS.—THE DEATH OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT OF CASTLEWOOD; AND THE IMPRISONMENT OF HIS VISCOUNTESS.

At first my lady was for dying like Mary, Queen of Scots (to whom she fancied she bore a resemblance in beauty), and, stroking her scraggy neck, said, “They will find Isabel of Castlewood is equal to her fate.” Her gentlewoman, Victoire, persuaded her that her prudent course was, as she could not fly, to receive the troops as though she suspected nothing, and that her chamber was the best place wherein to await them. So her black Japan casket, which Harry was to carry to the coach, was taken back to her ladyship's chamber, whither the maid and mistress retired. Victoire came out presently, bidding the page to say her ladyship was ill, confined to her bed with the rheumatism.

At first, my lady wanted to die like Mary, Queen of Scots (she thought she looked like her in beauty), and while stroking her thin neck, said, “They will see that Isabel of Castlewood is brave enough to face her fate.” Her maid, Victoire, convinced her that the smart thing to do, since she couldn't escape, was to welcome the troops as if she suspected nothing and that her room was the best place to wait for them. So, her black Japanese casket, which Harry was supposed to take to the coach, was brought back to her chamber, where the maid and mistress went. Victoire came out a little later, telling the page to say that her ladyship was unwell, stuck in bed with rheumatism.

By this time the soldiers had reached Castlewood. Harry Esmond saw them from the window of the tapestry parlor; a couple of sentinels were posted at the gate—a half-dozen more walked towards the stable; and some others, preceded by their commander, and a man in black, a lawyer probably, were conducted by one of the servants to the stair leading up to the part of the house which my lord and lady inhabited.

By this time, the soldiers had arrived at Castlewood. Harry Esmond saw them from the window of the tapestry parlor; a couple of sentinels were stationed at the gate—a handful more walked toward the stable; and a few others, led by their commander and a man in black, likely a lawyer, were ushered by one of the servants to the stairs that led up to the area of the house occupied by my lord and lady.

So the Captain, a handsome kind man, and the lawyer, came through the ante-room to the tapestry parlor, and where now was nobody but young Harry Esmond, the page.

So the Captain, a good-looking, kind man, and the lawyer, walked through the ante-room to the tapestry parlor, where now there was only young Harry Esmond, the page.

“Tell your mistress, little man,” says the Captain, kindly, “that we must speak to her.”

“Tell your lady, little guy,” says the Captain kindly, “that we need to talk to her.”

“My mistress is ill a-bed,” said the page.

“My mistress is sick in bed,” said the page.

“What complaint has she?” asked the Captain.

“What complaint does she have?” asked the Captain.

The boy said, “The rheumatism!”

The boy said, “The arthritis!”

“Rheumatism! that's a sad complaint,” continues the good-natured Captain; “and the coach is in the yard to fetch the Doctor, I suppose?”

“Rheumatism! That's a tough issue,” continues the good-natured Captain; “and the coach is in the yard to pick up the Doctor, I guess?”

“I don't know,” says the boy.

“I don’t know,” says the boy.

“And how long has her ladyship been ill?”

“And how long has she been sick?”

“I don't know,” says the boy.

“I don’t know,” says the boy.

“When did my lord go away?”

“When did my lord go?”

“Yesterday night.”

“Last night.”

“With Father Holt?”

"With Father Holt?"

“With Mr. Holt.”

“With Mr. Holt.”

“And which way did they travel?” asks the lawyer.

“And which way did they go?” asks the lawyer.

“They travelled without me,” says the page.

“They went without me,” says the page.

“We must see Lady Castlewood.”

“We need to see Lady Castlewood.”

“I have orders that nobody goes in to her ladyship—she is sick,” says the page; but at this moment Victoire came out. “Hush!” says she; and, as if not knowing that any one was near, “What's this noise?” says she. “Is this gentleman the Doctor?”

“I have been instructed that no one is allowed to see her ladyship—she is unwell,” says the page; but just then Victoire came out. “Shh!” she says; and, seeming unaware that anyone was around, she asks, “What’s all this noise?” “Is this gentleman the Doctor?”

“Stuff! we must see Lady Castlewood,” says the lawyer, pushing by.

“Stuff! We have to see Lady Castlewood,” says the lawyer, pushing past.

The curtains of her ladyship's room were down, and the chamber dark, and she was in bed with a nightcap on her head, and propped up by her pillows, looking none the less ghastly because of the red which was still on her cheeks, and which she could not afford to forego.

The curtains in her ladyship's room were drawn, making the room dark, and she was in bed wearing a nightcap, propped up by her pillows. She looked just as ghostly despite the red still on her cheeks, which she could not bring herself to remove.

“Is that the Doctor?” she said.

“Is that the doctor?” she said.

“There is no use with this deception, madam,” Captain Westbury said (for so he was named). “My duty is to arrest the person of Thomas, Viscount Castlewood, a nonjuring peer—of Robert Tusher, Vicar of Castlewood—and Henry Holt, known under various other names and designations, a Jesuit priest, who officiated as chaplain here in the late king's time, and is now at the head of the conspiracy which was about to break out in this country against the authority of their Majesties King William and Queen Mary—and my orders are to search the house for such papers or traces of the conspiracy as may be found here. Your ladyship will please give me your keys, and it will be as well for yourself that you should help us, in every way, in our search.”

"There’s no point in this deception, madam,” Captain Westbury said (that was his name). “I’m here to arrest Thomas, Viscount Castlewood, a nonjuring peer—Robert Tusher, Vicar of Castlewood—and Henry Holt, who goes by various other names, a Jesuit priest who served as chaplain during the late king’s reign, and is now leading the conspiracy that was about to erupt in this country against the authority of Their Majesties King William and Queen Mary. My orders are to search the house for any papers or evidence of the conspiracy that may be here. Please hand me your keys, and it would be best for you to assist us in every way possible during our search.”

“You see, sir, that I have the rheumatism, and cannot move,” said the lady, looking uncommonly ghastly as she sat up in her bed, where, however, she had had her cheeks painted, and a new cap put on, so that she might at least look her best when the officers came.

“You see, sir, I have rheumatism and can't move,” said the lady, looking unusually pale as she sat up in her bed. However, she had put on makeup and a new cap to at least look her best when the officers arrived.

“I shall take leave to place a sentinel in the chamber, so that your ladyship, in case you should wish to rise, may have an arm to lean on,” Captain Westbury said. “Your woman will show me where I am to look;” and Madame Victoire, chattering in her half French and half English jargon, opened while the Captain examined one drawer after another; but, as Harry Esmond thought, rather carelessly, with a smile on his face, as if he was only conducting the examination for form's sake.

“I'll go ahead and set up a guard in the room, so that if you want to get up, you’ll have someone to support you,” Captain Westbury said. “Your maid will show me where to look;” and Madame Victoire, talking in her mixed French and English, opened the drawers while the Captain checked one after another; but, as Harry Esmond observed, rather casually, with a smile on his face, as if he were just doing it out of obligation.

Before one of the cupboards Victoire flung herself down, stretching out her arms, and, with a piercing shriek, cried, “Non, jamais, monsieur l'officier! Jamais! I will rather die than let you see this wardrobe.”

Before one of the cupboards, Victoire threw herself down, stretching out her arms, and with a piercing scream, yelled, “No, never, mister officer! Never! I would rather die than let you see this wardrobe.”

But Captain Westbury would open it, still with a smile on his face, which, when the box was opened, turned into a fair burst of laughter. It contained—not papers regarding the conspiracy—but my lady's wigs, washes, and rouge-pots, and Victoire said men were monsters, as the Captain went on with his perquisition. He tapped the back to see whether or no it was hollow, and as he thrust his hands into the cupboard, my lady from her bed called out, with a voice that did not sound like that of a very sick woman, “Is it your commission to insult ladies as well as to arrest gentlemen, Captain?”

But Captain Westbury opened it, still smiling, and when the box was opened, his smile turned into a hearty laugh. It contained—not documents about the conspiracy—but my lady's wigs, beauty products, and makeup, and Victoire remarked that men were terrible, while the Captain continued his search. He tapped the back to check if it was hollow, and as he reached into the cupboard, my lady called out from her bed, her voice not sounding like someone very sick, “Is it your job to insult ladies too, along with arresting gentlemen, Captain?”

“These articles are only dangerous when worn by your ladyship,” the Captain said, with a low bow, and a mock grin of politeness. “I have found nothing which concerns the Government as yet—only the weapons with which beauty is authorized to kill,” says he, pointing to a wig with his sword-tip. “We must now proceed to search the rest of the house.”

“These items are only a threat when you're wearing them, my lady,” the Captain said, giving a slight bow and a sarcastic smile of politeness. “I haven't found anything that concerns the Government yet—just the tools that beauty is allowed to use for killing,” he added, pointing to a wig with the tip of his sword. “Now, we need to search the rest of the house.”

“You are not going to leave that wretch in the room with me,” cried my lady, pointing to the soldier.

“You're not leaving that guy in the room with me,” exclaimed my lady, pointing at the soldier.

“What can I do, madam? Somebody you must have to smooth your pillow and bring your medicine—permit me—”

“What can I do, ma'am? You must have someone to fluff your pillow and bring your medicine—let me—”

“Sir!” screamed out my lady.

"Sir!" my lady screamed.

“Madam, if you are too ill to leave the bed,” the Captain then said, rather sternly, “I must have in four of my men to lift you off in the sheet. I must examine this bed, in a word; papers may be hidden in a bed as elsewhere; we know that very well and * * *.”

“Madam, if you’re too sick to get out of bed,” the Captain then said, rather sternly, “I need to bring in four of my men to lift you out in the sheet. I have to check this bed; papers can be hidden in a bed just like anywhere else; we know that very well and * * *.”

Here it was her ladyship's turn to shriek, for the Captain, with his fist shaking the pillows and bolsters, at last came to “burn” as they say in the play of forfeits, and wrenching away one of the pillows, said, “Look! did not I tell you so? Here is a pillow stuffed with paper.”

Here it was her ladyship's turn to scream, because the Captain, shaking the pillows and cushions, finally came to “burn” as they say in the game of forfeits, and tearing away one of the pillows, said, “Look! Didn’t I tell you? Here’s a pillow stuffed with paper.”

“Some villain has betrayed us,” cried out my lady, sitting up in the bed, showing herself full dressed under her night-rail.

“Someone has betrayed us,” my lady exclaimed, sitting up in bed, fully dressed beneath her nightgown.

“And now your ladyship can move, I am sure; permit me to give you my hand to rise. You will have to travel for some distance, as far as Hexton Castle to-night. Will you have your coach? Your woman shall attend you if you like—and the japan-box?”

“And now, my lady, you can get up, I'm sure; let me give you my hand to help you rise. You'll need to travel a bit, all the way to Hexton Castle tonight. Do you want your coach? Your maid can assist you if you'd like—and what about the japan-box?”

“Sir! you don't strike a MAN when he is down,” said my lady, with some dignity: “can you not spare a woman?”

“Sir! You shouldn't hit a MAN when he's down,” my lady said with some dignity. “Can you not spare a woman?”

“Your ladyship must please to rise, and let me search the bed,” said the Captain; “there is no more time to lose in bandying talk.”

“Your ladyship needs to get up so I can check the bed,” said the Captain; “there’s no time to waste chatting.”

And, without more ado, the gaunt old woman got up. Harry Esmond recollected to the end of his life that figure, with the brocade dress and the white night-rail, and the gold-clocked red stockings, and white red-heeled shoes, sitting up in the bed, and stepping down from it. The trunks were ready packed for departure in her ante-room, and the horses ready harnessed in the stable: about all which the Captain seemed to know, by information got from some quarter or other; and whence Esmond could make a pretty shrewd guess in after-times, when Dr. Tusher complained that King William's government had basely treated him for services done in that cause.

And, without any further delay, the thin old woman got up. Harry Esmond remembered for the rest of his life that image, with the brocade dress and the white nightgown, and the gold-threaded red stockings, and the white red-heeled shoes, sitting up in bed and stepping down from it. The trunks were already packed for departure in her adjacent room, and the horses were ready to go in the stable: about all of this, the Captain seemed to know, based on some information he got from somewhere; and from which Esmond could make a pretty good guess later on, when Dr. Tusher complained that King William's government had treated him poorly for the services he had rendered in that cause.

And here he may relate, though he was then too young to know all that was happening, what the papers contained, of which Captain Westbury had made a seizure, and which papers had been transferred from the japan-box to the bed when the officers arrived.

And here he can explain, even though he was too young to understand everything that was going on, what the papers contained that Captain Westbury had seized, and which papers had been moved from the japan box to the bed when the officers arrived.

There was a list of gentlemen of the county in Father Holt's hand writing—Mr. Freeman's (King James's) friends—a similar paper being found among those of Sir John Fenwick and Mr. Coplestone, who suffered death for this conspiracy.

There was a list of local gentlemen in Father Holt's handwriting—Mr. Freeman's (King James's) friends—similar documents were found among those of Sir John Fenwick and Mr. Coplestone, who were executed for this conspiracy.

There was a patent conferring the title of Marquis of Esmond on my Lord Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body; his appointment as Lord-Lieutenant of the County, and Major-General.*

There was a patent granting the title of Marquis of Esmond to my Lord Castlewood and the male heirs of his body; his appointment as Lord-Lieutenant of the County, and Major-General.*

     * To have this rank of Marquis restored in the family had
     always been my Lady Viscountess's ambition; and her old
     maiden aunt, Barbara Topham, the goldsmith's daughter, dying
     about this time, and leaving all her property to Lady
     Castlewood, I have heard that her ladyship sent almost the
     whole of the money to King James, a proceeding which so
     irritated my Lord Castlewood that he actually went to the
     parish church, and was only appeased by the Marquis's title
     which his exiled Majesty sent to him in return for the
     15,000L. his faithful subject lent him.
* Restoring the title of Marquis to the family had always been my Lady Viscountess's goal; and when her elderly aunt, Barbara Topham, the goldsmith's daughter, passed away around this time and left all her assets to Lady Castlewood, I heard that her ladyship forwarded almost all the money to King James. This move annoyed Lord Castlewood so much that he actually went to the parish church, and he was only calmed down when the Marquis's title was sent to him by his exiled Majesty in exchange for the £15,000 that his loyal subject lent him.

There were various letters from the nobility and gentry, some ardent and some doubtful, in the King's service; and (very luckily for him) two letters concerning Colonel Francis Esmond: one from Father Holt, which said, “I have been to see this Colonel at his house at Walcote, near to Wells, where he resides since the King's departure, and pressed him very eagerly in Mr. Freeman's cause, showing him the great advantage he would have by trading with that merchant, offering him large premiums there as agreed between us. But he says no: he considers Mr. Freeman the head of the firm, will never trade against him or embark with any other trading company, but considers his duty was done when Mr. Freeman left England. This Colonel seems to care more for his wife and his beagles than for affairs. He asked me much about young H. E., 'that bastard,' as he called him; doubting my lord's intentions respecting him. I reassured him on this head, stating what I knew of the lad, and our intentions respecting him, but with regard to Freeman he was inflexible.”

There were several letters from the nobility and gentry, some enthusiastic and some uncertain, about the King's service; and (very fortunate for him) two letters regarding Colonel Francis Esmond: one from Father Holt, which said, “I visited this Colonel at his home in Walcote, near Wells, where he’s been living since the King left, and I strongly urged him to support Mr. Freeman's cause, highlighting the significant benefits he would gain by trading with that merchant, offering him generous incentives as we agreed. But he refuses: he sees Mr. Freeman as the leader of the business, will never go against him or join any other trading company, and believes his duty was fulfilled when Mr. Freeman departed from England. This Colonel seems to care more about his wife and his beagles than about business. He asked me a lot about young H. E., 'that bastard,' as he referred to him, questioning my lord's intentions towards him. I reassured him on that front, explaining what I knew about the boy and our plans for him, but when it came to Freeman, he was unyielding.”

And another letter was from Colonel Esmond to his kinsman, to say that one Captain Holton had been with him offering him large bribes to join, YOU KNOW WHO, and saying that the head of the house of Castlewood was deeply engaged in that quarter. But for his part he had broke his sword when the K. left the country, and would never again fight in that quarrel. The P. of O. was a man, at least, of a noble courage, and his duty, and, as he thought, every Englishman's, was to keep the country quiet, and the French out of it: and, in fine, that he would have nothing to do with the scheme.

And another letter was from Colonel Esmond to his relative, saying that Captain Holton had visited him, offering large bribes to join, YOU KNOW WHO, and mentioned that the head of the Castlewood family was heavily involved in that area. But for his part, he had broken his sword when the K. left the country and would never fight in that conflict again. The P. of O. was at least a man of noble courage, and he believed it was his duty, and every Englishman's, to keep the country peaceful and the French out of it. In short, he wanted nothing to do with the scheme.

Of the existence of these two letters and the contents of the pillow, Colonel Frank Esmond, who became Viscount Castlewood, told Henry Esmond afterwards, when the letters were shown to his lordship, who congratulated himself, as he had good reason, that he had not joined in the scheme which proved so fatal to many concerned in it. But, naturally, the lad knew little about these circumstances when they happened under his eyes: only being aware that his patron and his mistress were in some trouble, which had caused the flight of the one and the apprehension of the other by the officers of King William.

Of the existence of these two letters and the contents of the pillow, Colonel Frank Esmond, who later became Viscount Castlewood, told Henry Esmond afterward, when the letters were shown to him. He congratulated himself, as he had good reason to, for not getting involved in the scheme that ended up being so disastrous for many who took part in it. But, understandably, the young man knew very little about the events as they unfolded around him. He was only aware that his benefactor and his mistress were in some trouble, which led to one’s escape and the other’s capture by King William’s officers.

The seizure of the papers effected, the gentlemen did not pursue their further search through Castlewood House very rigorously. They examined Mr. Holt's room, being led thither by his pupil, who showed, as the Father had bidden him, the place where the key of his chamber lay, opened the door for the gentlemen, and conducted them into the room.

The seizure of the papers completed, the gentlemen didn’t continue their search through Castlewood House very thoroughly. They checked Mr. Holt's room, guided there by his student, who pointed out, as instructed by the Father, where the key to his room was, opened the door for the gentlemen, and led them into the room.

When the gentlemen came to the half-burned papers in the brazier, they examined them eagerly enough, and their young guide was a little amused at their perplexity.

When the men got to the half-burned papers in the brazier, they eagerly examined them, and their young guide found their confusion a bit amusing.

“What are these?” says one.

“What are these?” says someone.

“They're written in a foreign language,” says the lawyer. “What are you laughing at, little whelp?” adds he, turning round as he saw the boy smile.

“They're written in a foreign language,” says the lawyer. “What are you laughing at, you little brat?” he adds, turning around when he sees the boy smile.

“Mr. Holt said they were sermons,” Harry said, “and bade me to burn them;” which indeed was true of those papers.

“Mr. Holt said they were sermons,” Harry said, “and told me to burn them;” which was indeed true of those papers.

“Sermons indeed—it's treason, I would lay a wager,” cries the lawyer.

“Sermons for sure—it’s treason, I’d bet,” the lawyer exclaims.

“Egad! it's Greek to me,” says Captain Westbury. “Can you read it, little boy?”

“Wow! I can’t make heads or tails of this,” says Captain Westbury. “Can you read it, kid?”

“Yes, sir, a little,” Harry said.

“Yes, sir, a bit,” Harry replied.

“Then read, and read in English, sir, on your peril,” said the lawyer. And Harry began to translate:—

“Then read, and read in English, sir, at your own risk,” said the lawyer. And Harry started to translate:—

“Hath not one of your own writers said, 'The children of Adam are now laboring as much as he himself ever did, about the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, shaking the boughs thereof, and seeking the fruit, being for the most part unmindful of the tree of life.' Oh blind generation! 'tis this tree of knowledge to which the serpent has led you”—and here the boy was obliged to stop, the rest of the page being charred by the fire: and asked of the lawyer—“Shall I go on, sir?”

"Hasn't one of your own writers said, 'The children of Adam are now working just as hard as he ever did, around the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, shaking its branches, and searching for the fruit, mostly forgetting about the tree of life.' Oh, blind generation! It's this tree of knowledge that the serpent has led you to”—and here the boy had to stop, as the rest of the page was burned by the fire: and he asked the lawyer—“Should I continue, sir?”

The lawyer said—“This boy is deeper than he seems: who knows that he is not laughing at us?”

The lawyer said—“This kid is more thoughtful than he looks: who knows if he's not mocking us?”

“Let's have in Dick the Scholar,” cried Captain Westbury, laughing: and he called to a trooper out of the window—“Ho, Dick, come in here and construe.”

“Let’s bring in Dick the Scholar,” Captain Westbury exclaimed, laughing; and he called to a trooper outside the window, “Hey, Dick, come in here and translate.”

A thick-set soldier, with a square good-humored face, came in at the summons, saluting his officer.

A stocky soldier with a square, friendly face entered at the call, saluting his officer.

“Tell us what is this, Dick,” says the lawyer.

“Tell us what this is, Dick,” the lawyer says.

“My name is Steele, sir,” says the soldier. “I may be Dick for my friends, but I don't name gentlemen of your cloth amongst them.”

“My name is Steele, sir,” says the soldier. “I might be called Dick by my friends, but I don’t use that name for gentlemen like you.”

“Well then, Steele.”

"Alright then, Steele."

“Mr. Steele, sir, if you please. When you address a gentleman of his Majesty's Horse Guards, be pleased not to be so familiar.”

“Mr. Steele, sir, if you don’t mind. When you speak to a gentleman of His Majesty's Horse Guards, please refrain from being so familiar.”

“I didn't know, sir,” said the lawyer.

“I didn’t know, sir,” said the lawyer.

“How should you? I take it you are not accustomed to meet with gentlemen,” says the trooper.

“How should you? I assume you're not used to meeting gentlemen,” says the trooper.

“Hold thy prate, and read that bit of paper,” says Westbury.

“Shut your chatter, and read that piece of paper,” says Westbury.

“'Tis Latin,” says Dick, glancing at it, and again saluting his officer, “and from a sermon of Mr. Cudworth's,” and he translated the words pretty much as Henry Esmond had rendered them.

“It's Latin,” says Dick, glancing at it and again saluting his officer, “and from a sermon by Mr. Cudworth,” and he translated the words pretty much the same way Henry Esmond had done.

“What a young scholar you are,” says the Captain to the boy.

“What a young scholar you are,” the Captain says to the boy.

“Depend on't, he knows more than he tells,” says the lawyer. “I think we will pack him off in the coach with old Jezebel.”

“Count on it, he knows more than he lets on,” says the lawyer. “I think we should send him off in the coach with old Jezebel.”

“For construing a bit of Latin?” said the Captain, very good-naturedly.

“For translating a bit of Latin?” said the Captain, very kindly.

“I would as lief go there as anywhere,” Harry Esmond said, simply, “for there is nobody to care for me.”

“I’d just as soon go there as anywhere,” Harry Esmond said simply, “because there’s no one who cares about me.”

There must have been something touching in the child's voice, or in this description of his solitude—for the Captain looked at him very good-naturedly, and the trooper, called Steele, put his hand kindly on the lad's head, and said some words in the Latin tongue.

There must have been something moving in the kid's voice, or in the way he described his loneliness—because the Captain looked at him with a warm smile, and the soldier named Steele gently placed his hand on the boy's head and said a few words in Latin.

“What does he say?” says the lawyer.

“What does he say?” asks the lawyer.

“Faith, ask Dick himself,” cried Captain Westbury.

“Faith, just ask Dick himself,” shouted Captain Westbury.

“I said I was not ignorant of misfortune myself, and had learned to succor the miserable, and that's not YOUR trade, Mr. Sheepskin,” said the trooper.

“I said I wasn't unfamiliar with hardship myself, and had learned to help those who are suffering, and that's not YOUR job, Mr. Sheepskin,” said the trooper.

“You had better leave Dick the Scholar alone, Mr. Corbet,” the Captain said. And Harry Esmond, always touched by a kind face and kind word, felt very grateful to this good-natured champion.

“You should really leave Dick the Scholar alone, Mr. Corbet,” the Captain said. And Harry Esmond, always moved by a kind face and kind words, felt very thankful to this good-hearted defender.

The horses were by this time harnessed to the coach; and the Countess and Victoire came down and were put into the vehicle. This woman, who quarrelled with Harry Esmond all day, was melted at parting with him, and called him “dear angel,” and “poor infant,” and a hundred other names.

The horses were now hitched to the coach, and the Countess and Victoire came down and got into the vehicle. This woman, who argued with Harry Esmond all day, was softened when it came time to say goodbye and called him "dear angel," "poor baby," and a hundred other names.

The Viscountess, giving him her lean hand to kiss, bade him always be faithful to the house of Esmond. “If evil should happen to my lord,” says she, “his SUCCESSOR, I trust, will be found, and give you protection. Situated as I am, they will not dare wreak their vengeance on me NOW.” And she kissed a medal she wore with great fervor, and Henry Esmond knew not in the least what her meaning was; but hath since learned that, old as she was, she was for ever expecting, by the good offices of saints and relics, to have an heir to the title of Esmond.

The Viscountess, extending her slender hand for him to kiss, urged him to always stay loyal to the Esmond family. “If anything were to happen to my lord,” she said, “I trust his SUCCESSOR will be found and offer you protection. Given my situation, they won’t dare take their revenge on me NOW.” Then she kissed a medal she wore with intense emotion, and Henry Esmond had no idea what she meant; however, he later learned that, despite her age, she was always hoping, through the help of saints and relics, to have an heir to the Esmond title.

Harry Esmond was too young to have been introduced into the secrets of politics in which his patrons were implicated; for they put but few questions to the boy (who was little of stature, and looked much younger than his age), and such questions as they put he answered cautiously enough, and professing even more ignorance than he had, for which his examiners willingly enough gave him credit. He did not say a word about the window or the cupboard over the fireplace; and these secrets quite escaped the eyes of the searchers.

Harry Esmond was too young to be brought into the secrets of politics that his sponsors were involved in; they asked the boy (who was small and appeared much younger than he was) very few questions. When they did ask him anything, he answered carefully, even pretending to know less than he actually did, which his interrogators were happy to believe. He didn't mention anything about the window or the cupboard above the fireplace, and these secrets completely eluded the searchers.

So then my lady was consigned to her coach, and sent off to Hexton, with her woman and the man of law to bear her company, a couple of troopers riding on either side of the coach. And Harry was left behind at the Hall, belonging as it were to nobody, and quite alone in the world. The captain and a guard of men remained in possession there; and the soldiers, who were very good-natured and kind, ate my lord's mutton and drank his wine, and made themselves comfortable, as they well might do in such pleasant quarters.

So my lady was put into her coach and sent off to Hexton, accompanied by her maid and the lawyer, with a couple of soldiers riding on either side of the coach. And Harry was left behind at the Hall, feeling as though he belonged to no one and was completely alone in the world. The captain and a group of men stayed there; the soldiers, who were very friendly and nice, ate my lord's mutton, drank his wine, and made themselves comfortable, which they certainly could do in such nice surroundings.

The captains had their dinner served in my lord's tapestry parlor, and poor little Harry thought his duty was to wait upon Captain Westbury's chair, as his custom had been to serve his lord when he sat there.

The captains had their dinner in my lord's tapestry parlor, and little Harry thought it was his job to attend to Captain Westbury's chair, just like he used to serve his lord when he sat there.

After the departure of the Countess, Dick the Scholar took Harry Esmond under his special protection, and would examine him in his humanities and talk to him both of French and Latin, in which tongues the lad found, and his new friend was willing enough to acknowledge, that he was even more proficient than Scholar Dick. Hearing that he had learned them from a Jesuit, in the praise of whom and whose goodness Harry was never tired of speaking, Dick, rather to the boy's surprise, who began to have an early shrewdness, like many children bred up alone, showed a great deal of theological science, and knowledge of the points at issue between the two churches; so that he and Harry would have hours of controversy together, in which the boy was certainly worsted by the arguments of this singular trooper. “I am no common soldier,” Dick would say, and indeed it was easy to see by his learning, breeding, and many accomplishments, that he was not. “I am of one of the most ancient families in the empire; I have had my education at a famous school, and a famous university; I learned my first rudiments of Latin near to Smithfield, in London, where the martyrs were roasted.”

After the Countess left, Dick the Scholar took Harry Esmond under his wing and would quiz him on his subjects, discussing both French and Latin. The boy found, and his new friend was happy to agree, that he was actually more skilled in these languages than Scholar Dick. When Dick learned that Harry had picked them up from a Jesuit, someone Harry praised endlessly, Dick surprised the boy, who was starting to show an early cleverness, like many kids raised in isolation, by demonstrating a deep understanding of theology and the debates between the two churches. They would spend hours arguing, with Harry often struggling against the unique insights of this remarkable soldier. “I’m no ordinary soldier,” Dick would say, and it was clear from his knowledge, upbringing, and many talents that he wasn’t. “I come from one of the oldest families in the empire; I was educated at a renowned school and a prestigious university; I learned my first Latin lessons near Smithfield in London, where the martyrs were burned.”

“You hanged as many of ours,” interposed Harry; “and, for the matter of persecution, Father Holt told me that a young gentleman of Edinburgh, eighteen years of age, student at the college there, was hanged for heresy only last year, though he recanted, and solemnly asked pardon for his errors.”

“You hanged just as many of our people,” Harry interrupted. “And about persecution, Father Holt told me that a young man from Edinburgh, who was eighteen years old and a student at the college there, was hanged for heresy just last year, even though he took back his statements and sincerely asked for forgiveness for his mistakes.”

“Faith! there has been too much persecution on both sides: but 'twas you taught us.”

“Faith! There has been too much persecution on both sides, but you taught us.”

“Nay, 'twas the Pagans began it,” cried the lad, and began to instance a number of saints of the Church, from the proto-martyr downwards—“this one's fire went out under him: that one's oil cooled in the caldron: at a third holy head the executioner chopped three times and it would not come off. Show us martyrs in YOUR church for whom such miracles have been done.”

“Nah, it was the Pagans who started it,” shouted the kid, and started mentioning a bunch of saints from the Church, starting with the proto-martyr—“this one’s fire went out under him: that one’s oil cooled in the pot: at a third holy guy, the executioner chopped three times and it still wouldn’t come off. Show us martyrs in YOUR church who have had such miracles happen.”

“Nay,” says the trooper gravely, “the miracles of the first three centuries belong to my Church as well as yours, Master Papist,” and then added, with something of a smile upon his countenance, and a queer look at Harry—“And yet, my little catechiser, I have sometimes thought about those miracles, that there was not much good in them, since the victim's head always finished by coming off at the third or fourth chop, and the caldron, if it did not boil one day, boiled the next. Howbeit, in our times, the Church has lost that questionable advantage of respites. There never was a shower to put out Ridley's fire, nor an angel to turn the edge of Campion's axe. The rack tore the limbs of Southwell the Jesuit and Sympson the Protestant alike. For faith, everywhere multitudes die willingly enough. I have read in Monsieur Rycaut's 'History of the Turks,' of thousands of Mahomet's followers rushing upon death in battle as upon certain Paradise; and in the great Mogul's dominions people fling themselves by hundreds under the cars of the idols annually, and the widows burn themselves on their husbands' bodies, as 'tis well known. 'Tis not the dying for a faith that's so hard, Master Harry—every man of every nation has done that—'tis the living up to it that is difficult, as I know to my cost,” he added with a sigh. “And ah!” he added, “my poor lad, I am not strong enough to convince thee by my life—though to die for my religion would give me the greatest of joys—but I had a dear friend in Magdalen College in Oxford; I wish Joe Addison were here to convince thee, as he quickly could—for I think he's a match for the whole College of Jesuits; and what's more, in his life too. In that very sermon of Dr. Cudworth's which your priest was quoting from, and which suffered martydom in the brazier,”—Dick added with a smile, “I had a thought of wearing the black coat (but was ashamed of my life, you see, and took to this sorry red one); I have often thought of Joe Addison—Dr. Cudworth says, 'A good conscience is the best looking-glass of heaven'—and there's serenity in my friend's face which always reflects it—I wish you could see him, Harry.”

“Not at all,” says the trooper seriously, “the miracles from the first three centuries belong to my Church just as much as to yours, Master Papist,” and then added, with a slight smile on his face, and a strange look at Harry—“And yet, my little questioner, I've sometimes thought about those miracles and wondered if they were truly beneficial, since the victim’s head always ended up coming off after the third or fourth chop, and the cauldron, if it didn’t boil one day, would definitely boil the next. However, in our times, the Church has lost that shaky advantage of delays. There was never a rainstorm to put out Ridley's fire, nor an angel to dull the edge of Campion's axe. The rack broke the limbs of Southwell the Jesuit and Sympson the Protestant equally. People die for faith willingly everywhere. I read in Monsieur Rycaut's 'History of the Turks,' about thousands of Muhammad’s followers charging into battle like it’s a guaranteed ticket to Paradise; and in the great Mogul's territories, people throw themselves by the hundreds under the wheels of idols every year, and widows burn themselves on their husbands' funeral pyres, as is well known. It's not the act of dying for a faith that’s so hard, Master Harry—everyone from every nation has done that—it’s living up to it that’s difficult, as I know all too well,” he added with a sigh. “And ah!” he continued, “my poor lad, I’m not strong enough to convince you by my actions—though dying for my religion would bring me the greatest joy—but I had a dear friend at Magdalen College in Oxford; I wish Joe Addison were here to convince you, as he could do it so quickly—for I think he could match the entire College of Jesuits, and what's more, through his life as well. In that very sermon of Dr. Cudworth’s that your priest was quoting from, which met its end in the brazier,”—Dick added with a smile, “I did think about wearing the black coat (but was embarrassed by my life, you see, and opted for this shabby red one); I’ve often thought of Joe Addison—Dr. Cudworth says, 'A good conscience is the best mirror of heaven'—and there’s a calmness in my friend's face that always reflects that—I wish you could see him, Harry.”

“Did he do you a great deal of good?” asked the lad, simply.

“Did he help you a lot?” the boy asked innocently.

“He might have done,” said the other—“at least he taught me to see and approve better things. 'Tis my own fault, deteriora sequi.”

“He might have done,” said the other, “at least he taught me to see and appreciate better things. It’s my own fault, following what’s worse.”

“You seem very good,” the boy said.

“You seem really nice,” the boy said.

“I'm not what I seem, alas!” answered the trooper—and indeed, as it turned out, poor Dick told the truth—for that very night, at supper in the hall, where the gentlemen of the troop took their repasts, and passed most part of their days dicing and smoking of tobacco, and singing and cursing, over the Castlewood ale—Harry Esmond found Dick the Scholar in a woful state of drunkenness. He hiccupped out a sermon and his laughing companions bade him sing a hymn, on which Dick, swearing he would run the scoundrel through the body who insulted his religion, made for his sword, which was hanging on the wall, and fell down flat on the floor under it, saying to Harry, who ran forward to help him, “Ah, little Papist, I wish Joseph Addison was here!”

“I'm not what I seem, unfortunately!” replied the trooper—and indeed, as it turned out, poor Dick was telling the truth—for that very night, at dinner in the hall, where the members of the troop enjoyed their meals and spent most of their days gambling, smoking, and singing and swearing over the Castlewood ale—Harry Esmond found Dick the Scholar in a terrible state of drunkenness. He slurred out a sermon, and his laughing friends urged him to sing a hymn, to which Dick, cursing he would stab the jerk who mocked his religion, lunged for his sword hanging on the wall but ended up collapsing flat on the floor beneath it, saying to Harry, who rushed to help him, “Ah, little Papist, I wish Joseph Addison were here!”

Though the troopers of the King's Life-Guards were all gentlemen, yet the rest of the gentlemen seemed ignorant and vulgar boors to Harry Esmond, with the exception of this good-natured Corporal Steele the Scholar, and Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant, who were always kind to the lad. They remained for some weeks or months encamped in Castlewood, and Harry learned from them, from time to time, how the lady at Hexton Castle was treated, and the particulars of her confinement there. 'Tis known that King William was disposed to deal very leniently with the gentry who remained faithful to the old King's cause; and no prince usurping a crown, as his enemies said he did, (righteously taking it, as I think now,) ever caused less blood to be shed. As for women-conspirators, he kept spies on the least dangerous, and locked up the others. Lady Castlewood had the best rooms in Hexton Castle, and the gaoler's garden to walk in; and though she repeatedly desired to be led out to execution, like Mary Queen of Scots, there never was any thought of taking her painted old head off, or any desire to do aught but keep her person in security.

Although the King's Life-Guards were all gentlemen, the other gentlemen seemed like ignorant and uncouth people to Harry Esmond, except for the kind Corporal Steele the Scholar, Captain Westbury, and Lieutenant Trant, who were always nice to him. They stayed camped at Castlewood for several weeks or months, and Harry learned from them, here and there, how the lady at Hexton Castle was treated and the details of her confinement there. It’s known that King William was inclined to be very lenient with the gentry who remained loyal to the old King's cause; and no prince who seized a crown, as his enemies claimed he did (though I now believe he rightfully took it), ever caused less bloodshed. As for women-conspirators, he kept spies on the less dangerous ones and locked up the others. Lady Castlewood had the best rooms in Hexton Castle and access to the gaoler's garden for walks; and even though she often wished to be led out to execution, like Mary Queen of Scots, there was never any intention of taking her painted old head off, or any desire to do anything but keep her safe.

And it appeared she found that some were friends in her misfortune, whom she had, in her prosperity, considered as her worst enemies. Colonel Francis Esmond, my lord's cousin and her ladyship's, who had married the Dean of Winchester's daughter, and, since King James's departure out of England, had lived not very far away from Hexton town, hearing of his kinswoman's strait, and being friends with Colonel Brice, commanding for King William in Hexton, and with the Church dignitaries there, came to visit her ladyship in prison, offering to his uncle's daughter any friendly services which lay in his power. And he brought his lady and little daughter to see the prisoner, to the latter of whom, a child of great beauty and many winning ways, the old Viscountess took not a little liking, although between her ladyship and the child's mother there was little more love than formerly. There are some injuries which women never forgive one another; and Madam Francis Esmond, in marrying her cousin, had done one of those irretrievable wrongs to Lady Castlewood. But as she was now humiliated, and in misfortune, Madam Francis could allow a truce to her enmity, and could be kind for a while, at least, to her husband's discarded mistress. So the little Beatrix, her daughter, was permitted often to go and visit the imprisoned Viscountess, who, in so far as the child and its father were concerned, got to abate in her anger towards that branch of the Castlewood family. And the letters of Colonel Esmond coming to light, as has been said, and his conduct being known to the King's council, the Colonel was put in a better position with the existing government than he had ever before been; any suspicions regarding his loyalty were entirely done away; and so he was enabled to be of more service to his kinswoman than he could otherwise have been.

And it seemed she realized that some people were friends in her misfortune, whom she had, in her success, viewed as her worst enemies. Colonel Francis Esmond, my lord's cousin and her ladyship's as well, who had married the Dean of Winchester's daughter, and had been living not too far from Hexton town since King James left England, heard about his relative’s difficult situation. Being friends with Colonel Brice, who was in charge for King William in Hexton, and with the church officials there, he came to visit her in prison, offering his uncle's daughter any help he could. He also brought his wife and little daughter to see the prisoner. The child, who was very beautiful and charming, caught the old Viscountess's affection, even though there wasn't much love left between her ladyship and the child's mother. Some grievances between women are never forgiven, and Madam Francis Esmond, by marrying her cousin, had committed one of those unforgivable offenses against Lady Castlewood. However, since she was now humiliated and in a difficult situation, Madam Francis could allow a temporary truce to her rivalry and be kind, at least for a while, to her husband’s former lover. Therefore, little Beatrix, her daughter, was often allowed to visit the imprisoned Viscountess, who started to soften her anger toward that branch of the Castlewood family regarding the child and its father. And with Colonel Esmond's letters coming to light, as previously mentioned, and his actions known to the King's council, the Colonel found himself in a better position with the current government than ever before; any doubts about his loyalty were completely cleared up, which enabled him to be of more help to his relative than he could have otherwise.

And now there befell an event by which this lady recovered her liberty, and the house of Castlewood got a new owner, and fatherless little Harry Esmond a new and most kind protector and friend. Whatever that secret was which Harry was to hear from my lord, the boy never heard it; for that night when Father Holt arrived, and carried my lord away with him, was the last on which Harry ever saw his patron. What happened to my lord may be briefly told here. Having found the horses at the place where they were lying, my lord and Father Holt rode together to Chatteris, where they had temporary refuge with one of the Father's penitents in that city; but the pursuit being hot for them, and the reward for the apprehension of one or the other considerable, it was deemed advisable that they should separate; and the priest betook himself to other places of retreat known to him, whilst my lord passed over from Bristol into Ireland, in which kingdom King James had a court and an army. My lord was but a small addition to this; bringing, indeed, only his sword and the few pieces in his pocket; but the King received him with some kindness and distinction in spite of his poor plight, confirmed him in his new title of Marquis, gave him a regiment, and promised him further promotion. But titles or promotion were not to benefit him now. My lord was wounded at the fatal battle of the Boyne, flying from which field (long after his master had set him an example) he lay for a while concealed in the marshy country near to the town of Trim, and more from catarrh and fever caught in the bogs than from the steel of the enemy in the battle, sank and died. May the earth lie light upon Thomas of Castlewood! He who writes this must speak in charity, though this lord did him and his two grievous wrongs: for one of these he would have made amends, perhaps, had life been spared him; but the other lay beyond his power to repair, though 'tis to be hoped that a greater Power than a priest has absolved him of it. He got the comfort of this absolution, too, such as it was: a priest of Trim writing a letter to my lady to inform her of this calamity.

And now an event occurred that allowed this lady to regain her freedom, gave the Castlewood estate a new owner, and provided fatherless little Harry Esmond with a new and very kind protector and friend. Whatever that secret was that Harry was supposed to hear from my lord, he never did; for that night when Father Holt arrived and took my lord away, was the last time Harry ever saw his patron. What happened to my lord can be briefly summarized here. After finding the horses where they were resting, my lord and Father Holt rode together to Chatteris, where they found temporary refuge with one of the Father’s penitents in the city; however, since they were being actively pursued and a substantial reward was offered for capturing either of them, it was deemed best for them to separate. The priest went to other safe places he knew, while my lord crossed over from Bristol to Ireland, where King James had a court and an army. My lord was a small addition to this; he only brought his sword and a few coins in his pocket, but the King received him with some kindness and respect despite his poor situation, confirmed him in his new title of Marquis, gave him a regiment, and promised further advancement. However, titles or promotions weren’t going to help him now. My lord was wounded at the disastrous battle of the Boyne, and after fleeing from that battlefield (long after his master had set the example), he concealed himself for a while in the marshy land near the town of Trim, and more from a cold and fever caught in the bogs than from the enemy's weapons in battle, he sank and died. May the earth rest lightly upon Thomas of Castlewood! The one writing this must speak with charity, even though this lord did him and his two grievous wrongs: for one of these he might have made amends, perhaps, if his life had been spared; but the other was beyond his ability to fix, though it’s hoped that a greater Power than a priest has absolved him of it. He also received this comfort of absolution, such as it was: a priest from Trim wrote a letter to my lady to inform her of this tragedy.

But in those days letters were slow of travelling, and our priest's took two months or more on its journey from Ireland to England: where, when it did arrive, it did not find my lady at her own house; she was at the King's house of Hexton Castle when the letter came to Castlewood, but it was opened for all that by the officer in command there.

But back then, letters took a long time to get anywhere, and our priest's letter took two months or more to travel from Ireland to England. By the time it arrived, my lady wasn't at her own home; she was at the King's residence in Hexton Castle when the letter got to Castlewood. Still, the officer in charge there opened it anyway.

Harry Esmond well remembered the receipt of this letter, which Lockwood brought in as Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant were on the green playing at bowls, young Esmond looking on at the sport, or reading his book in the arbor.

Harry Esmond clearly remembered getting this letter, which Lockwood brought in while Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant were playing bowls on the green, with young Esmond watching the game or reading his book in the arbor.

“Here's news for Frank Esmond,” says Captain Westbury; “Harry, did you ever see Colonel Esmond?” And Captain Westbury looked very hard at the boy as he spoke.

“Here’s news for Frank Esmond,” Captain Westbury says; “Harry, have you ever seen Colonel Esmond?” And Captain Westbury stared intently at the boy as he spoke.

Harry said he had seen him but once when he was at Hexton, at the ball there.

Harry said he had only seen him once when he was at Hexton, at the ball there.

“And did he say anything?”

"Did he say anything?"

“He said what I don't care to repeat,” Harry answered. For he was now twelve years of age: he knew what his birth was, and the disgrace of it; and he felt no love towards the man who had most likely stained his mother's honor and his own.

“He said something I don't want to repeat,” Harry replied. He was now twelve years old: he understood how he was born and the shame that came with it; and he felt no affection for the man who had probably tarnished his mother's reputation and his own.

“Did you love my Lord Castlewood?”

“Did you love my Lord Castlewood?”

“I wait until I know my mother, sir, to say,” the boy answered, his eyes filling with tears.

“I'll wait until I really know my mom, sir,” the boy replied, his eyes brimming with tears.

“Something has happened to Lord Castlewood,” Captain Westbury said in a very grave tone—“something which must happen to us all. He is dead of a wound received at the Boyne, fighting for King James.”

“Something has happened to Lord Castlewood,” Captain Westbury said in a very serious tone—“something that will happen to us all. He died from a wound he got at the Boyne, fighting for King James.”

“I am glad my lord fought for the right cause,” the boy said.

“I’m glad my lord fought for the right cause,” the boy said.

“It was better to meet death on the field like a man, than face it on Tower-hill, as some of them may,” continued Mr. Westbury. “I hope he has made some testament, or provided for thee somehow. This letter says he recommends unicum filium suum dilectissimum to his lady. I hope he has left you more than that.”

“It’s better to face death in battle like a man than to confront it at Tower Hill, like some of them might,” Mr. Westbury continued. “I hope he’s made a will or set something aside for you. This letter says he recommends his beloved only son to his lady. I hope he’s left you more than just that.”

Harry did not know, he said. He was in the hands of Heaven and Fate; but more lonely now, as it seemed to him, than he had been all the rest of his life; and that night, as he lay in his little room which he still occupied, the boy thought with many a pang of shame and grief of his strange and solitary condition: how he had a father and no father; a nameless mother that had been brought to ruin, perhaps, by that very father whom Harry could only acknowledge in secret and with a blush, and whom he could neither love nor revere. And he sickened to think how Father Holt, a stranger, and two or three soldiers, his acquaintances of the last six weeks, were the only friends he had in the great wide world, where he was now quite alone. The soul of the boy was full of love, and he longed as he lay in the darkness there for some one upon whom he could bestow it. He remembers, and must to his dying day, the thoughts and tears of that long night, the hours tolling through it. Who was he, and what? Why here rather than elsewhere? I have a mind, he thought, to go to that priest at Trim, and find out what my father said to him on his death-bed confession. Is there any child in the whole world so unprotected as I am? Shall I get up and quit this place, and run to Ireland? With these thoughts and tears the lad passed that night away until he wept himself to sleep.

Harry didn’t know, he said. He was in the hands of Heaven and Fate; but now he felt more alone than he ever had in his life. That night, as he lay in his small room, he thought repeatedly, with a mix of shame and grief, about his strange and lonely situation: how he had a father and no father; a nameless mother who was maybe brought to ruin by the same father he could only acknowledge secretly and with embarrassment, a man he couldn’t love or respect. It made him sick to realize that Father Holt, a stranger, and a couple of soldiers he’d met over the past six weeks were the only friends he had in the big, wide world, where he felt completely alone. The boy's heart was full of love, and as he lay there in the dark, he longed for someone to share it with. He would remember forever the thoughts and tears of that long night, the hours seeming to drag on. Who was he, and what was he? Why was he here instead of somewhere else? He thought about going to that priest in Trim to find out what his father had said during his deathbed confession. Was there any child in the world so unprotected as he was? Should he get up and leave this place, running to Ireland? With these thoughts and tears, the boy spent the night until he wept himself to sleep.

The next day, the gentlemen of the guard, who had heard what had befallen him, were more than usually kind to the child, especially his friend Scholar Dick, who told him about his own father's death, which had happened when Dick was a child at Dublin, not quite five years of age. “That was the first sensation of grief,” Dick said, “I ever knew. I remember I went into the room where his body lay, and my mother sat weeping beside it. I had my battledore in my hand, and fell a-beating the coffin, and calling Papa; on which my mother caught me in her arms, and told me in a flood of tears Papa could not hear me, and would play with me no more, for they were going to put him under ground, whence he could never come to us again. And this,” said Dick kindly, “has made me pity all children ever since; and caused me to love thee, my poor fatherless, motherless lad. And, if ever thou wantest a friend, thou shalt have one in Richard Steele.”

The next day, the guards, who had heard what happened to him, were especially kind to the child, particularly his friend Scholar Dick. Dick talked to him about the death of his own father, which occurred when Dick was just a child in Dublin, not quite five years old. “That was the first time I ever felt grief,” Dick said. “I remember going into the room where his body was, and my mother was sitting there, crying beside it. I had my battledore in my hand, and I started hitting the coffin and calling for Papa. My mother picked me up in her arms and, through her tears, told me that Papa couldn’t hear me and wouldn’t play with me anymore because they were going to bury him, and he could never come back to us. And this,” Dick said kindly, “has made me feel sorry for all children ever since, and it’s why I care for you, my poor fatherless, motherless boy. If you ever need a friend, you’ll have one in Richard Steele.”

Harry Esmond thanked him, and was grateful. But what could Corporal Steele do for him? take him to ride a spare horse, and be servant to the troop? Though there might be a bar in Harry Esmond's shield, it was a noble one. The counsel of the two friends was, that little Harry should stay where he was, and abide his fortune: so Esmond stayed on at Castlewood, awaiting with no small anxiety the fate, whatever it was, which was over him.

Harry Esmond thanked him and felt grateful. But what could Corporal Steele do for him? Take him out for a ride on a spare horse and serve the troop? Even though there might be a flaw in Harry Esmond's situation, it was still a noble one. Both friends agreed that little Harry should stay where he was and face his fate. So, Esmond remained at Castlewood, anxiously waiting for whatever destiny had in store for him.





CHAPTER VII.

I AM LEFT AT CASTLEWOOD AN ORPHAN, AND FIND MOST KIND PROTECTORS THERE.

During the stay of the soldiers in Castlewood, honest Dick the Scholar was the constant companion of the lonely little orphan lad Harry Esmond: and they read together, and they played bowls together, and when the other troopers or their officers, who were free-spoken over their cups, (as was the way of that day, when neither men nor women were over-nice,) talked unbecomingly of their amours and gallantries before the child, Dick, who very likely was setting the whole company laughing, would stop their jokes with a maxima debetur pueris reverentia, and once offered to lug out against another trooper called Hulking Tom, who wanted to ask Harry Esmond a ribald question.

During the soldiers' stay at Castlewood, honest Dick the Scholar was always by the side of the lonely orphan boy, Harry Esmond. They read together, played bowls together, and when the other soldiers or their officers got loud while drinking, (which was typical for that time, when neither men nor women were particularly modest,) talked inappropriately about their affairs and romances in front of the child. Dick, who was likely the one making everyone laugh, would interrupt them with a "maxima debetur pueris reverentia," and once even offered to confront another soldier named Hulking Tom, who was trying to ask Harry Esmond a crude question.

Also, Dick seeing that the child had, as he said, a sensibility above his years, and a great and praiseworthy discretion, confided to Harry his love for a vintner's daughter, near to the Tollyard, Westminster, whom Dick addressed as Saccharissa in many verses of his composition, and without whom he said it would be impossible that he could continue to live. He vowed this a thousand times in a day, though Harry smiled to see the love-lorn swain had his health and appetite as well as the most heart-whole trooper in the regiment: and he swore Harry to secrecy too, which vow the lad religiously kept, until he found that officers and privates were all taken into Dick's confidence, and had the benefit of his verses. And it must be owned likewise that, while Dick was sighing after Saccharissa in London, he had consolations in the country; for there came a wench out of Castlewood village who had washed his linen, and who cried sadly when she heard he was gone: and without paying her bill too, which Harry Esmond took upon himself to discharge by giving the girl a silver pocket-piece, which Scholar Dick had presented to him, when, with many embraces and prayers for his prosperity, Dick parted from him, the garrison of Castlewood being ordered away. Dick the Scholar said he would never forget his young friend, nor indeed did he: and Harry was sorry when the kind soldiers vacated Castlewood, looking forward with no small anxiety (for care and solitude had made him thoughtful beyond his years) to his fate when the new lord and lady of the house came to live there. He had lived to be past twelve years old now; and had never had a friend, save this wild trooper, perhaps, and Father Holt; and had a fond and affectionate heart, tender to weakness, that would fain attach itself to somebody, and did not seem at rest until it had found a friend who would take charge of it.

Also, Dick, noticing that the child had what he called a sensitivity beyond his years and a commendable level of discretion, shared with Harry his feelings for a vintner's daughter near Tollyard, Westminster. Dick referred to her as Saccharissa in many of his poems, claiming he couldn’t possibly go on living without her. He declared this countless times a day, even though Harry found it amusing that the lovestruck guy seemed to be in good health and had just as much appetite as any carefree soldier in the regiment. He also made Harry promise to keep his secret, which Harry faithfully upheld until he realized that officers and soldiers alike were all in on Dick's secret and benefited from his verses. It should also be noted that while Dick was pining for Saccharissa in London, he had some comforts in the countryside. A girl from Castlewood village who had done his laundry was in tears when she heard he had left, and Harry, feeling pity for her, took it upon himself to settle her bill by giving her a silver coin that Scholar Dick had given him when they parted with many hugs and wishes for good fortune, as the Castlewood garrison was being deployed. Dick the Scholar promised never to forget his young friend, and he truly didn’t. Harry felt sad when the kind soldiers left Castlewood, anxiously contemplating what would happen when the new lord and lady moved in. He was now over twelve years old and had never had a friend except maybe this wild soldier and Father Holt. He had a warm and affectionate heart, so sensitive it craved connection, and it wasn't at peace until it had found someone to take care of it.

The instinct which led Henry Esmond to admire and love the gracious person, the fair apparition of whose beauty and kindness had so moved him when he first beheld her, became soon a devoted affection and passion of gratitude, which entirely filled his young heart, that as yet, except in the case of dear Father Holt, had had very little kindness for which to be thankful. O Dea certe, thought he, remembering the lines out of the AEneas which Mr. Holt had taught him. There seemed, as the boy thought, in every look or gesture of this fair creature, an angelical softness and bright pity—in motion or repose she seemed gracious alike; the tone of her voice, though she uttered words ever so trivial, gave him a pleasure that amounted almost to anguish. It cannot be called love, that a lad of twelve years of age, little more than a menial, felt for an exalted lady, his mistress: but it was worship. To catch her glance, to divine her errand and run on it before she had spoken it; to watch, follow, adore her; became the business of his life. Meanwhile, as is the way often, his idol had idols of her own, and never thought of or suspected the admiration of her little pigmy adorer.

The instinct that drove Henry Esmond to admire and love the graceful person, whose beauty and kindness had so touched him when he first saw her, quickly transformed into a devoted affection and deep gratitude that completely filled his young heart. Until then, aside from dear Father Holt, he had very little kindness to be thankful for. “O Dea certe,” he thought, recalling lines from the Aeneid that Mr. Holt had taught him. The boy felt that in every look and gesture of this beautiful woman, there was an angelic softness and bright compassion—in motion or at rest, she was equally graceful; the sound of her voice, even when she spoke trivial words, brought him a pleasure that was nearly overwhelming. It couldn’t truly be called love; a twelve-year-old boy, hardly more than a servant, felt this way for an exalted lady, his mistress: but it was worship. To catch her glance, to anticipate her needs before she had even spoken, to watch, follow, and adore her became the focus of his life. Meanwhile, as is often the case, his idol had her own idols and never thought about or suspected the admiration of her little admirer.

My lady had on her side her three idols: first and foremost, Jove and supreme ruler, was her lord, Harry's patron, the good Viscount of Castlewood. All wishes of his were laws with her. If he had a headache, she was ill. If he frowned, she trembled. If he joked, she smiled and was charmed. If he went a-hunting, she was always at the window to see him ride away, her little son crowing on her arm, or on the watch till his return. She made dishes for his dinner: spiced wine for him: made the toast for his tankard at breakfast: hushed the house when he slept in his chair, and watched for a look when he woke. If my lord was not a little proud of his beauty, my lady adored it. She clung to his arm as he paced the terrace, her two fair little hands clasped round his great one; her eyes were never tired of looking in his face and wondering at its perfection. Her little son was his son, and had his father's look and curly brown hair. Her daughter Beatrix was his daughter, and had his eyes—were there ever such beautiful eyes in the world? All the house was arranged so as to bring him ease and give him pleasure. She liked the small gentry round about to come and pay him court, never caring for admiration for herself; those who wanted to be well with the lady must admire him. Not regarding her dress, she would wear a gown to rags, because he had once liked it: and, if he brought her a brooch or a ribbon, would prefer it to all the most costly articles of her wardrobe.

My lady had her three main loves: first and foremost, Jove, the supreme ruler, was her lord, Harry's patron, the good Viscount of Castlewood. His every wish was her command. If he had a headache, she felt unwell. If he frowned, she shook with fear. If he joked, she smiled and was enchanted. When he went hunting, she was always at the window to watch him ride off, her little son gurgling in her arms, or waiting for his return. She prepared meals for him, spiced wine, made the toast for his tankard at breakfast, kept the house quiet while he napped in his chair, and eagerly watched for a glance when he woke. If my lord was a bit proud of his looks, my lady was completely enamored with them. She held on to his arm as they walked the terrace, her small hands wrapped around his big one; her eyes never tired of gazing at his face, marveling at its perfection. Her little son looked just like him, with his curly brown hair, and her daughter Beatrix took after him, having his eyes—were there ever such beautiful eyes in the world? The entire house was set up to ensure his comfort and enjoyment. She welcomed the local gentry to come and pay their respects to him, caring little for their admiration of her; those who wanted to be in her good graces had to admire him. She didn't care about her own clothing and would wear a dress until it was in tatters because he had once liked it; and if he gifted her a brooch or a ribbon, she would treasure it more than all the expensive items in her wardrobe.

My lord went to London every year for six weeks, and the family being too poor to appear at Court with any figure, he went alone. It was not until he was out of sight that her face showed any sorrow: and what a joy when he came back! What preparation before his return! The fond creature had his arm-chair at the chimney-side—delighting to put the children in it, and look at them there. Nobody took his place at the table; but his silver tankard stood there as when my lord was present.

My lord went to London every year for six weeks, and since the family was too poor to attend Court and make a good impression, he went alone. It wasn't until he was out of sight that her face showed any sadness: and what a joy it was when he came back! There was so much preparation before his return! The loving one had his armchair by the fireplace—she loved putting the kids in it and looking at them there. No one took his place at the table, but his silver tankard stayed there just as it did when my lord was present.

A pretty sight it was to see, during my lord's absence, or on those many mornings when sleep or headache kept him a-bed, this fair young lady of Castlewood, her little daughter at her knee, and her domestics gathered round her, reading the Morning Prayer of the English Church. Esmond long remembered how she looked and spoke, kneeling reverently before the sacred book, the sun shining upon her golden hair until it made a halo round about her. A dozen of the servants of the house kneeled in a line opposite their mistress; for a while Harry Esmond kept apart from these mysteries, but Doctor Tusher showing him that the prayers read were those of the Church of all ages, and the boy's own inclination prompting him to be always as near as he might to his mistress, and to think all things she did right, from listening to the prayers in the ante-chamber, he came presently to kneel down with the rest of the household in the parlor; and before a couple of years my lady had made a thorough convert. Indeed, the boy loved his catechiser so much that he would have subscribed to anything she bade him, and was never tired of listening to her fond discourse and simple comments upon the book, which she read to him in a voice of which it was difficult to resist the sweet persuasion and tender appealing kindness. This friendly controversy, and the intimacy which it occasioned, bound the lad more fondly than ever to his mistress. The happiest period of all his life was this; and the young mother, with her daughter and son, and the orphan lad whom she protected, read and worked and played, and were children together. If the lady looked forward—as what fond woman does not?—towards the future, she had no plans from which Harry Esmond was left out; and a thousand and a thousand times, in his passionate and impetuous way, he vowed that no power should separate him from his mistress; and only asked for some chance to happen by which he might show his fidelity to her. Now, at the close of his life, as he sits and recalls in tranquillity the happy and busy scenes of it, he can think, not ungratefully, that he has been faithful to that early vow. Such a life is so simple that years may be chronicled in a few lines. But few men's life-voyages are destined to be all prosperous; and this calm of which we are speaking was soon to come to an end.

It was a lovely scene to witness, during my lord's absence, or on those many mornings when sleep or a headache kept him in bed, this beautiful young lady of Castlewood, her little daughter on her lap, and her servants gathered around her, reading the Morning Prayer of the English Church. Esmond long remembered how she looked and spoke, kneeling respectfully before the sacred book, with the sun shining on her golden hair, creating a halo around her. A dozen servants knelt in a line across from their mistress; for a time, Harry Esmond kept apart from these rituals, but Doctor Tusher showed him that the prayers being read were those of the Church of all ages, and the boy's own wish to be as close as possible to his mistress, believing everything she did was right, led him to eventually kneel down with the rest of the household in the parlor; and within a couple of years, my lady had fully converted him. In fact, the boy loved his teacher so much that he would have agreed to anything she asked, and he could never get enough of her warm discussions and simple comments on the book, which she read to him in a voice of such sweet persuasion and gentle kindness that it was hard to resist. This friendly exchange, and the closeness it created, bound the lad even more tightly to his mistress. The happiest time of his life was this; and the young mother, with her daughter and son, along with the orphan lad she cared for, read and worked and played together, being children. If the lady looked ahead—as any loving woman does—she had no plans that did not include Harry Esmond; and a thousand times, in his passionate and impulsive way, he swore that nothing would separate him from her, only wishing for a chance to prove his loyalty to her. Now, at the end of his life, as he sits back and recalls the happy and busy moments, he can reflect, not without gratitude, that he has remained true to that early vow. Such a life is so simple that years can be summed up in just a few lines. But few people's life journeys are destined to be entirely smooth; and this calm period we are talking about was soon to come to an end.

As Esmond grew, and observed for himself, he found of necessity much to read and think of outside that fond circle of kinsfolk who had admitted him to join hand with them. He read more books than they cared to study with him; was alone in the midst of them many a time, and passed nights over labors, futile perhaps, but in which they could not join him. His dear mistress divined his thoughts with her usual jealous watchfulness of affection: began to forebode a time when he would escape from his home-nest; and, at his eager protestations to the contrary, would only sigh and shake her head. Before those fatal decrees in life are executed, there are always secret previsions and warning omens. When everything yet seems calm, we are aware that the storm is coming. Ere the happy days were over, two at least of that home-party felt that they were drawing to a close; and were uneasy, and on the look-out for the cloud which was to obscure their calm.

As Esmond grew up and started to think for himself, he realized he had a lot to read and ponder outside of that loving circle of relatives who welcomed him. He delved into more books than they were interested in tackling with him; he often felt alone among them and spent nights working on tasks that might have been pointless, but which they couldn't participate in. His beloved mistress sensed his thoughts with her usual protective affection and began to foresee a time when he would break free from their cozy home. Despite his enthusiastic denials, she would only sigh and shake her head. Before the major events in life unfold, there are always subtle signs and warnings. Even when everything seems peaceful, we know a storm is on the horizon. Before the happy days came to an end, at least two members of that household felt like their time together was winding down; they felt anxious and were on the lookout for the cloud that would shadow their tranquility.

'Twas easy for Harry to see, however much his lady persisted in obedience and admiration for her husband, that my lord tired of his quiet life, and grew weary, and then testy, at those gentle bonds with which his wife would have held him. As they say the Grand Lama of Thibet is very much fatigued by his character of divinity, and yawns on his altar as his bonzes kneel and worship him, many a home-god grows heartily sick of the reverence with which his family-devotees pursue him, and sighs for freedom and for his old life, and to be off the pedestal on which his dependants would have him sit for ever, whilst they adore him, and ply him with flowers, and hymns, and incense, and flattery;—so, after a few years of his marriage my honest Lord Castlewood began to tire; all the high-flown raptures and devotional ceremonies with which his wife, his chief priestess, treated him, first sent him to sleep, and then drove him out of doors; for the truth must be told, that my lord was a jolly gentleman, with very little of the august or divine in his nature, though his fond wife persisted in revering it—and, besides, he had to pay a penalty for this love, which persons of his disposition seldom like to defray: and, in a word, if he had a loving wife, had a very jealous and exacting one. Then he wearied of this jealousy; then he broke away from it; then came, no doubt, complaints and recriminations; then, perhaps, promises of amendment not fulfilled; then upbraidings not the more pleasant because they were silent, and only sad looks and tearful eyes conveyed them. Then, perhaps, the pair reached that other stage which is not uncommon in married life, when the woman perceives that the god of the honeymoon is a god no more; only a mortal like the rest of us—and so she looks into her heart, and lo! vacuae sedes et inania arcana. And now, supposing our lady to have a fine genius and a brilliant wit of her own, and the magic spell and infatuation removed from her which had led her to worship as a god a very ordinary mortal—and what follows? They live together, and they dine together, and they say “my dear” and “my love” as heretofore; but the man is himself, and the woman herself: that dream of love is over as everything else is over in life; as flowers and fury, and griefs and pleasures, are over.

It was easy for Harry to see, no matter how much his lady stuck to obeying and admiring her husband, that my lord was getting tired of his quiet life. He grew weary and then irritable with the gentle ties his wife tried to wrap him in. Just like they say the Grand Lama of Tibet gets worn out by being treated as a deity and yawns on his altar while his priests kneel and worship him, many a god at home becomes thoroughly sick of the reverence his family gives him. He longs for freedom and for his old life, wanting to step off the pedestal where his dependents want him to stay forever while they adore him with flowers, hymns, incense, and flattery. So, after a few years of marriage, my honest Lord Castlewood began to get tired. All the grand emotions and devotion his wife, his chief priestess, showed him first put him to sleep and then drove him outside. The truth is, my lord was a jolly fellow with very little of the majestic or divine about him, even though his loving wife insisted on thinking otherwise. Plus, he had to deal with the price of this love, which guys like him don’t really want to pay. In short, while he had a loving wife, she was also very jealous and demanding. He soon grew weary of that jealousy, broke away from it, and undoubtedly faced complaints and blame afterward. Then came promises of change that went unfulfilled, and silent reproaches that were only conveyed through sad looks and tearful eyes. Eventually, the couple reached that familiar stage in married life when the woman realizes that the god of the honeymoon is just a regular guy like everyone else. And so, she looks into her heart and finds empty spaces and meaningless secrets. Now, assuming our lady has her own sharp mind and brilliant wit, and the magical infatuation that led her to worship a very ordinary man has worn off—what happens next? They live together, dine together, and still say “my dear” and “my love” as before; but the man is himself, and the woman is herself. That dream of love is gone, just like everything else in life; as are flowers and fury, and sorrow and joy.

Very likely the Lady Castlewood had ceased to adore her husband herself long before she got off her knees, or would allow her household to discontinue worshipping him. To do him justice, my lord never exacted this subservience: he laughed and joked and drank his bottle, and swore when he was angry, much too familiarly for any one pretending to sublimity; and did his best to destroy the ceremonial with which his wife chose to surround him. And it required no great conceit on young Esmond's part to see that his own brains were better than his patron's, who, indeed, never assumed any airs of superiority over the lad, or over any dependant of his, save when he was displeased, in which case he would express his mind in oaths very freely; and who, on the contrary, perhaps, spoiled “Parson Harry,” as he called young Esmond, by constantly praising his parts and admiring his boyish stock of learning.

It’s very likely that Lady Castlewood stopped loving her husband long before she finished praying, but she wouldn’t let anyone in her household stop worshipping him. To be fair, my lord never demanded this kind of subservience: he laughed, joked, drank his wine, and swore when he was angry—much too casually for anyone pretending to be above it all. He did his best to undermine the formalities his wife insisted on maintaining. It didn’t take much arrogance on young Esmond’s part to realize that he was smarter than his patron, who never acted superior to him or anyone else who depended on him, except when he was angry, and then he would express himself with plenty of curses. On the contrary, he might have spoiled “Parson Harry,” as he called young Esmond, by constantly praising his intelligence and admiring his youthful knowledge.

It may seem ungracious in one who has received a hundred favors from his patron to speak in any but a reverential manner of his elders; but the present writer has had descendants of his own, whom he has brought up with as little as possible of the servility at present exacted by parents from children (under which mask of duty there often lurks indifference, contempt, or rebellion): and as he would have his grandsons believe or represent him to be not an inch taller than Nature has made him: so, with regard to his past acquaintances, he would speak without anger, but with truth, as far as he knows it, neither extenuating nor setting down aught in malice.

It might come off as ungrateful for someone who has received countless favors from his benefactor to talk about his elders in anything but a respectful way. However, the author has raised his own descendants with as little of the servitude that parents currently demand from their children—which often hides indifference, disdain, or rebellion behind a façade of duty. Just as he wants his grandsons to see him as no taller than he truly is, he aims to speak about his past acquaintances honestly, without anger, and as truthfully as he knows it, neither downplaying nor exaggerating anything out of spite.

So long, then, as the world moved according to Lord Castlewood's wishes, he was good-humored enough; of a temper naturally sprightly and easy, liking to joke, especially with his inferiors, and charmed to receive the tribute of their laughter. All exercises of the body he could perform to perfection—shooting at a mark and flying, breaking horses, riding at the ring, pitching the quoit, playing at all games with great skill. And not only did he do these things well, but he thought he did them to perfection; hence he was often tricked about horses, which he pretended to know better than any jockey; was made to play at ball and billiards by sharpers who took his money, and came back from London wofully poorer each time than he went, as the state of his affairs testified when the sudden accident came by which his career was brought to an end.

As long as the world went according to Lord Castlewood's wishes, he was in a good mood; his naturally cheerful and easy-going nature led him to enjoy joking, especially with those he considered beneath him, and he loved getting their laughter in response. He excelled at physical activities—shooting at targets, flying, breaking horses, ring riding, throwing the discus, and playing various games with great skill. Not only did he perform these activities well, but he also believed he was perfect at them; this often led him to be fooled about horses, which he claimed to know better than any jockey, and he was led into playing ball and billiards by con artists who took his money. Each time he returned from London, he came back significantly poorer, as the state of his finances showed when a sudden accident abruptly ended his career.

He was fond of the parade of dress, and passed as many hours daily at his toilette as an elderly coquette. A tenth part of his day was spent in the brushing of his teeth and the oiling of his hair, which was curling and brown, and which he did not like to conceal under a periwig, such as almost everybody of that time wore. (We have the liberty of our hair back now, but powder and pomatum along with it. When, I wonder, will these monstrous poll-taxes of our age be withdrawn, and men allowed to carry their colors, black, red, or gray, as Nature made them?) And as he liked her to be well dressed, his lady spared no pains in that matter to please him; indeed, she would dress her head or cut it off if he had bidden her.

He loved fashion and spent as much time at his mirror every day as an older flirt. He devoted about a tenth of his day to brushing his teeth and oiling his curly brown hair, which he preferred to show off instead of hiding under a wig like most people back then. (We can wear our hair however we want now, but we still deal with powder and pomade. I wonder when these ridiculous fashion taxes will disappear, allowing men to show their natural hair colors—black, red, or gray?) Since he wanted her to look good, his lady went to great lengths to please him; in fact, she would style her hair or chop it off if he asked her to.

It was a wonder to young Esmond, serving as page to my lord and lady, to hear, day after day, to such company as came, the same boisterous stories told by my lord, at which his lady never failed to smile or hold down her head, and Doctor Tusher to burst out laughing at the proper point, or cry, “Fie, my lord, remember my cloth!” but with such a faint show of resistance, that it only provoked my lord further. Lord Castlewood's stories rose by degrees, and became stronger after the ale at dinner and the bottle afterwards; my lady always taking flight after the very first glass to Church and King, and leaving the gentlemen to drink the rest of the toasts by themselves.

It amazed young Esmond, who was serving as a page to my lord and lady, to hear the same loud stories told by my lord day after day to any guests that came by. His lady always smiled or looked down, and Doctor Tusher would laugh at the right moments or say, “Come on, my lord, remember who you're talking to!” but with such a weak attempt at protest that it only encouraged my lord even more. Lord Castlewood's stories grew more intense, especially after the ale at dinner and the bottle afterwards; my lady would always leave after the very first toast to Church and King, letting the men continue drinking the rest of the toasts on their own.

And, as Harry Esmond was her page, he also was called from duty at this time. “My lord has lived in the army and with soldiers,” she would say to the lad, “amongst whom great license is allowed. You have had a different nurture, and I trust these things will change as you grow older; not that any fault attaches to my lord, who is one of the best and most religious men in this kingdom.” And very likely she believed so. 'Tis strange what a man may do, and a woman yet think him an angel.

And since Harry Esmond was her page, he was also called away from duty at this time. “My lord has spent his life in the army and around soldiers,” she would say to the young man, “where a lot of freedom is allowed. You've been raised differently, and I hope these things will change as you get older; not that my lord has done anything wrong, as he is one of the best and most devout men in this kingdom.” And she probably believed that. It’s strange what a man can do while a woman still thinks of him as an angel.

And as Esmond has taken truth for his motto, it must be owned, even with regard to that other angel, his mistress, that she had a fault of character which flawed her perfections. With the other sex perfectly tolerant and kindly, of her own she was invariably jealous; and a proof that she had this vice is, that though she would acknowledge a thousand faults that she had not, to this which she had she could never be got to own. But if there came a woman with even a semblance of beauty to Castlewood, she was so sure to find out some wrong in her, that my lord, laughing in his jolly way, would often joke with her concerning her foible. Comely servant-maids might come for hire, but none were taken at Castlewood. The housekeeper was old; my lady's own waiting-woman squinted, and was marked with the small-pox; the housemaids and scullion were ordinary country wenches, to whom Lady Castlewood was kind, as her nature made her to everybody almost; but as soon as ever she had to do with a pretty woman, she was cold, retiring, and haughty. The country ladies found this fault in her; and though the men all admired her, their wives and daughters complained of her coldness and aims, and said that Castlewood was pleasanter in Lady Jezebel's time (as the dowager was called) than at present. Some few were of my mistress's side. Old Lady Blenkinsop Jointure, who had been at court in King James the First's time, always took her side; and so did old Mistress Crookshank, Bishop Crookshank's daughter, of Hexton, who, with some more of their like, pronounced my lady an angel: but the pretty women were not of this mind; and the opinion of the country was that my lord was tied to his wife's apron-strings, and that she ruled over him.

And since Esmond has chosen truth as his guiding principle, it must be admitted, even regarding that other angel, his mistress, that she had a character flaw that marred her perfections. While she was completely tolerant and kind towards men, she was always jealous of her own sex; and a clear sign of this was that although she would admit to countless faults she didn't have, she could never acknowledge this particular one. Whenever a woman with even a hint of beauty came to Castlewood, she was quick to find something wrong with her, to the point where my lord, laughing good-naturedly, would often tease her about this flaw. Attractive servant girls might come looking for work, but none were ever hired at Castlewood. The housekeeper was elderly; my lady's own maid had a squint and bore the scars of smallpox; the housemaids and kitchen staff were just ordinary country girls, to whom Lady Castlewood was as kind as she was to nearly everyone; but the moment a pretty woman was involved, she became cold, withdrawn, and proud. The local ladies noticed this flaw in her; although the men admired her, their wives and daughters complained about her aloofness and ambition, saying that Castlewood was more enjoyable in Lady Jezebel's time (as the dowager was called) than now. A few supported my mistress. Old Lady Blenkinsop Jointure, who had been at court during King James the First's reign, always backed her; so did old Mistress Crookshank, Bishop Crookshank's daughter from Hexton, who along with a few others like her, declared my lady an angel: but the pretty women disagreed; and the general belief in the area was that my lord was tied to his wife's apron strings, and that she had control over him.

The second fight which Harry Esmond had, was at fourteen years of age, with Bryan Hawkshaw, Sir John Hawkshaw's son, of Bramblebrook, who, advancing this opinion, that my lady was jealous and henpecked my lord, put Harry in such a fury, that Harry fell on him and with such rage, that the other boy, who was two years older and by far bigger than he, had by far the worst of the assault, until it was interrupted by Doctor Tusher walking out of the dinner-room.

The second fight Harry Esmond had was at fourteen, with Bryan Hawkshaw, Sir John Hawkshaw's son from Bramblebrook. Bryan claimed that Lady was jealous and controlling Lord, which made Harry so furious that he attacked him with such anger that the older and much bigger boy ended up getting the worst of it, until Doctor Tusher came out of the dining room and interrupted them.

Bryan Hawkshaw got up bleeding at the nose, having, indeed, been surprised, as many a stronger man might have been, by the fury of the assault upon him.

Bryan Hawkshaw stood up with blood coming from his nose, having, in fact, been caught off guard, just like many a tougher guy might have been, by the intensity of the attack on him.

“You little bastard beggar!” he said, “I'll murder you for this!”

“You little bastard beggar!” he yelled, “I’ll kill you for this!”

And indeed he was big enough.

And he was definitely big enough.

“Bastard or not,” said the other, grinding his teeth, “I have a couple of swords, and if you like to meet me, as a man, on the terrace to-night—”

“Bastard or not,” said the other, gritting his teeth, “I have a couple of swords, and if you want to meet me, like a man, on the terrace tonight—”

And here the Doctor coming up, the colloquy of the young champions ended. Very likely, big as he was, Hawkshaw did not care to continue a fight with such a ferocious opponent as this had been.

And just then the Doctor arrived, bringing the discussion between the young contenders to a close. It’s quite possible that, despite his size, Hawkshaw wasn’t interested in continuing a battle with such a fierce opponent as this one had been.





CHAPTER VIII.

AFTER GOOD FORTUNE COMES EVIL.

Since my Lady Mary Wortley Montagu brought home the custom of inoculation from Turkey (a perilous practice many deem it, and only a useless rushing into the jaws of danger), I think the severity of the small-pox, that dreadful scourge of the world, has somewhat been abated in our part of it; and remember in my time hundreds of the young and beautiful who have been carried to the grave, or have only risen from their pillows frightfully scarred and disfigured by this malady. Many a sweet face hath left its roses on the bed on which this dreadful and withering blight has laid them. In my early days, this pestilence would enter a village and destroy half its inhabitants: at its approach, it may well be imagined, not only the beautiful but the strongest were alarmed, and those fled who could. One day in the year 1694 (I have good reason to remember it), Doctor Tusher ran into Castlewood House, with a face of consternation, saying that the malady had made its appearance at the blacksmith's house in the village, and that one of the maids there was down in the small-pox.

Since Lady Mary Wortley Montagu brought back the practice of inoculation from Turkey (a risky procedure many consider it, and just a careless leap into danger), I think the severity of smallpox, that awful scourge of the world, has somewhat lessened in our area; and I recall in my time hundreds of young and beautiful people being taken to the grave, or only getting out of bed horribly scarred and disfigured by this disease. Many a lovely face has left its blooming youth on the bed where this terrible and devastating blight has laid them. In my early days, this plague would sweep through a village and wipe out half its population: when it approached, not only the beautiful but even the strongest were frightened, and those who could fled. One day in 1694 (I have good reason to remember it), Doctor Tusher rushed into Castlewood House, looking alarmed, saying that the disease had shown up at the blacksmith's house in the village, and that one of the maids there had come down with smallpox.

The blacksmith, besides his forge and irons for horses, had an ale-house for men, which his wife kept, and his company sat on benches before the inn-door, looking at the smithy while they drank their beer. Now, there was a pretty girl at this inn, the landlord's men called Nancy Sievewright, a bouncing, fresh-looking lass, whose face was as red as the hollyhocks over the pales of the garden behind the inn. At this time Harry Esmond was a lad of sixteen, and somehow in his walks and rambles it often happened that he fell in with Nancy Sievewright's bonny face; if he did not want something done at the blacksmith's he would go and drink ale at the “Three Castles,” or find some pretext for seeing this poor Nancy. Poor thing, Harry meant or imagined no harm; and she, no doubt, as little, but the truth is they were always meeting—in the lanes, or by the brook, or at the garden-palings, or about Castlewood: it was, “Lord, Mr. Henry!” and “how do you do, Nancy?” many and many a time in the week. 'Tis surprising the magnetic attraction which draws people together from ever so far. I blush as I think of poor Nancy now, in a red bodice and buxom purple cheeks and a canvas petticoat; and that I devised schemes, and set traps, and made speeches in my heart, which I seldom had courage to say when in presence of that humble enchantress, who knew nothing beyond milking a cow, and opened her black eyes with wonder when I made one of my fine speeches out of Waller or Ovid. Poor Nancy! from the midst of far-off years thine honest country face beams out; and I remember thy kind voice as if I had heard it yesterday.

The blacksmith, along with his forge and horse gear, also ran a tavern, which his wife managed. His customers would sit on benches in front of the inn, sipping their beer while watching him work. There was a pretty girl at this inn named Nancy Sievewright, a lively, fresh-faced girl whose cheeks were as red as the hollyhocks in the garden behind the inn. At that time, Harry Esmond was a sixteen-year-old boy, and during his walks, he frequently encountered Nancy’s lovely face. If he didn’t need anything from the blacksmith, he would go have a beer at the “Three Castles” or find some excuse to visit Nancy. Poor girl, Harry meant no harm, and she likely didn’t either, but the fact is they kept running into each other—on the paths, by the stream, at the garden fence, or around Castlewood. There were countless “Lord, Mr. Henry!” and “How do you do, Nancy?” exchanged throughout the week. It’s surprising how people are drawn to one another from such distances. I blush thinking of poor Nancy now, in her red bodice, rosy cheeks, and canvas skirt; and I remember plotting, setting up situations, and crafting speeches in my mind, which I rarely had the courage to say in front of that simple enchantress, who only knew how to milk a cow and looked astonished when I recited my grand lines from Waller or Ovid. Poor Nancy! Your honest country face shines out from those distant years; I remember your kind voice as if I heard it just yesterday.

When Doctor Tusher brought the news that the small-pox was at the “Three Castles,” whither a tramper, it was said, had brought the malady, Henry Esmond's first thought was of alarm for poor Nancy, and then of shame and disquiet for the Castlewood family, lest he might have brought this infection; for the truth is that Mr. Harry had been sitting in a back room for an hour that day, where Nancy Sievewright was with a little brother who complained of headache, and was lying stupefied and crying, either in a chair by the corner of the fire, or in Nancy's lap, or on mine.

When Doctor Tusher announced that smallpox had hit the “Three Castles,” supposedly brought there by a traveler, Henry Esmond's first reaction was to worry about poor Nancy, followed by feelings of shame and concern for the Castlewood family, in case he had transmitted the infection. The reality is that Mr. Harry had spent an hour that day in a back room with Nancy Sievewright, who was caring for her little brother, who was complaining of a headache and was lying dazed and crying, either in a chair by the corner of the fire, in Nancy's lap, or on mine.

Little Lady Beatrix screamed out at Dr. Tusher's news; and my lord cried out, “God bless me!” He was a brave man, and not afraid of death in any shape but this. He was very proud of his pink complexion and fair hair—but the idea of death by small-pox scared him beyond all other ends. “We will take the children and ride away to-morrow to Walcote:” this was my lord's small house, inherited from his mother, near to Winchester.

Little Lady Beatrix screamed at Dr. Tusher's news, and my lord exclaimed, “God bless me!” He was a brave man, unafraid of death in any form except this one. He took pride in his pink complexion and fair hair—but the thought of dying from smallpox terrified him more than anything else. “We will take the children and ride away tomorrow to Walcote:” this was my lord's small house, passed down from his mother, located near Winchester.

“That is the best refuge in case the disease spreads,” said Dr. Tusher. “'Tis awful to think of it beginning at the ale-house; half the people of the village have visited that to-day, or the blacksmith's, which is the same thing. My clerk Nahum lodges with them—I can never go into my reading-desk and have that fellow so near me. I WON'T have that man near me.”

“That’s the best place to go if the disease spreads,” said Dr. Tusher. “It's terrible to think it started at the pub; half the people in the village have been there today, or at the blacksmith’s, which is pretty much the same. My clerk Nahum stays with them—I can’t sit at my desk with that guy so close to me. I WON'T have that man near me.”

“If a parishioner dying in the small-pox sent to you, would you not go?” asked my lady, looking up from her frame of work, with her calm blue eyes.

“If a church member dying from smallpox sent for you, wouldn’t you go?” asked my lady, looking up from her needlework, her calm blue eyes steady.

“By the Lord, I wouldn't,” said my lord.

“Honestly, I wouldn't,” said my lord.

“We are not in a popish country; and a sick man doth not absolutely need absolution and confession,” said the Doctor. “'Tis true they are a comfort and a help to him when attainable, and to be administered with hope of good. But in a case where the life of a parish priest in the midst of his flock is highly valuable to them, he is not called upon to risk it (and therewith the lives, future prospects, and temporal, even spiritual welfare of his own family) for the sake of a single person, who is not very likely in a condition even to understand the religious message whereof the priest is the bringer—being uneducated, and likewise stupefied or delirious by disease. If your ladyship or his lordship, my excellent good friend and patron, were to take it . . .”

“We're not in a Catholic country, and a sick person doesn’t absolutely need confession and absolution,” said the Doctor. “It's true that they can provide comfort and help when available, and should be given with hope for good outcomes. But in a situation where the life of a parish priest is extremely valuable to his community, he shouldn't be expected to risk it (along with the lives, future prospects, and well-being—both material and spiritual—of his own family) for the sake of one individual, who is probably not even in a state to grasp the religious message the priest is delivering—being uneducated and possibly confused or delirious due to illness. If you or his lordship, my very good friend and patron, were to take it . . .”

“God forbid!” cried my lord.

“Not on my watch!” cried my lord.

“Amen,” continued Dr. Tusher. “Amen to that prayer, my very good lord! for your sake I would lay my life down”—and, to judge from the alarmed look of the Doctor's purple face, you would have thought that that sacrifice was about to be called for instantly.

“Amen,” continued Dr. Tusher. “Amen to that prayer, my very good lord! For your sake, I would lay my life down”—and judging by the shocked expression on the Doctor's purple face, you might think that sacrifice was going to be needed right away.

To love children, and be gentle with them, was an instinct, rather than a merit, in Henry Esmond; so much so, that he thought almost with a sort of shame of his liking for them, and of the softness into which it betrayed him; and on this day the poor fellow had not only had his young friend, the milkmaid's brother, on his knee, but had been drawing pictures and telling stories to the little Frank Castlewood, who had occupied the same place for an hour after dinner, and was never tired of Henry's tales, and his pictures of soldiers and horses. As luck would have it, Beatrix had not on that evening taken her usual place, which generally she was glad enough to have, upon her tutor's lap. For Beatrix, from the earliest time, was jealous of every caress which was given to her little brother Frank. She would fling away even from the maternal arms, if she saw Frank had been there before her; insomuch that Lady Esmond was obliged not to show her love for her son in the presence of the little girl, and embraced one or the other alone. She would turn pale and red with rage if she caught signs of intelligence or affection between Frank and his mother: would sit apart, and not speak for a whole night, if she thought the boy had a better fruit or a larger cake than hers; would fling away a ribbon if he had one; and from the earliest age, sitting up in her little chair by the great fireplace opposite to the corner where Lady Castlewood commonly sat at her embroidery, would utter infantine sarcasms about the favor shown to her brother. These, if spoken in the presence of Lord Castlewood, tickled and amused his humor; he would pretend to love Frank best, and dandle and kiss him, and roar with laughter at Beatrix's jealousy. But the truth is, my lord did not often witness these scenes, nor very much trouble the quiet fireside at which his lady passed many long evenings. My lord was hunting all day when the season admitted; he frequented all the cock-fights and fairs in the country, and would ride twenty miles to see a main fought, or two clowns break their heads at a cudgelling-match; and he liked better to sit in his parlor drinking ale and punch with Jack and Tom, than in his wife's drawing-room: whither, if he came, he brought only too often bloodshot eyes, a hiccupping voice, and a reeling gait. The management of the house, and the property, the care of the few tenants and the village poor, and the accounts of the estate, were in the hands of his lady and her young secretary, Harry Esmond. My lord took charge of the stables, the kennel, and the cellar—and he filled this and emptied it too.

To love kids and be gentle with them was an instinct for Henry Esmond, not something he viewed as a virtue. He even felt a bit ashamed of how much he liked them and the tenderness it brought out in him. On this particular day, he not only had his young friend, the milkmaid's brother, on his lap, but he was also drawing pictures and telling stories to little Frank Castlewood, who stayed there for an hour after dinner, never tiring of Henry's tales and illustrations of soldiers and horses. Luckily, Beatrix hadn't taken her usual spot on her tutor's lap that evening, which she usually welcomed. Since she was little, Beatrix had been jealous of any affection shown to her brother Frank. She would push away from anyone, even her mother, if she saw Frank being held first. Because of this, Lady Esmond had to hide her affection for her son in front of the little girl, only embracing one or the other when they were alone. Beatrix would pale and flush with anger if she noticed any signs of affection between Frank and their mother. She would sit apart and stay silent all night if she thought the boy had a better treat or a bigger cake than hers; she would throw aside a ribbon if he had one. Even at a young age, sitting in her little chair by the big fireplace across from where Lady Castlewood often sat with her embroidery, she'd make childish jabs about the favoritism shown to her brother. If my lord was present, he'd find these comments amusing; he would pretend to love Frank the most, cuddle him, and laugh at Beatrix's jealousy. But the truth is, my lord didn't see these scenes often, nor did he spend much time by the quiet fireside where his wife spent many long evenings. He was off hunting all day when the season allowed, going to all the local cockfights and fairs, and would ride twenty miles just to watch a match or two comedians fight. He preferred to hang out in his parlor drinking ale and punch with Jack and Tom rather than in his wife's drawing room. If he did come by, he often showed up with bloodshot eyes, slurring his words, and unsteady on his feet. The management of the house, the property, the care of their few tenants and the village poor, and the estate accounts were handled by his lady and her young secretary, Harry Esmond. My lord took care of the stables, the kennels, and the cellar—and he filled it and emptied it just the same.

So it chanced that upon this very day, when poor Harry Esmond had had the blacksmith's son, and the peer's son, alike upon his knee, little Beatrix, who would come to her tutor willingly enough with her book and her writing, had refused him, seeing the place occupied by her brother, and, luckily for her, had sat at the further end of the room, away from him, playing with a spaniel dog which she had, (and for which, by fits and starts, she would take a great affection,) and talking at Harry Esmond over her shoulder, as she pretended to caress the dog, saying that Fido would love her, and she would love Fido, and nothing but Fido all her life.

So it happened that on this very day, when poor Harry Esmond had both the blacksmith's son and the peer's son sitting on his lap, little Beatrix, who usually came to her tutor happily with her book and her writing, refused him because her brother was occupying the spot. Thankfully for her, she sat on the far side of the room, away from him, playing with a spaniel puppy that she had (and sometimes she would really love), and talking to Harry Esmond over her shoulder while pretending to pet the dog, saying that Fido would love her, and she would love Fido, and nothing but Fido for all her life.

When, then, the news was brought that the little boy at the “Three Castles” was ill with the small-pox, poor Harry Esmond felt a shock of alarm, not so much for himself as for his mistress's son, whom he might have brought into peril. Beatrix, who had pouted sufficiently, (and who, whenever a stranger appeared, began, from infancy almost, to play off little graces to catch his attention,) her brother being now gone to bed, was for taking her place upon Esmond's knee: for, though the Doctor was very obsequious to her, she did not like him, because he had thick boots and dirty hands (the pert young miss said), and because she hated learning the catechism.

When the news came that the little boy at the "Three Castles" was sick with smallpox, poor Harry Esmond felt a wave of concern, not so much for himself but for his mistress's son, who he might have endangered. Beatrix, who had pouted enough, (and who, whenever a stranger showed up, had been playing up little charms to get his attention since she was almost a baby), with her brother now asleep, wanted to take her spot on Esmond's lap: even though the doctor was very attentive to her, she didn’t like him because he wore big boots and had dirty hands (the sassy young girl said), and because she despised learning the catechism.

But as she advanced towards Esmond from the corner where she had been sulking, he started back and placed the great chair on which he was sitting between him and her—saying in the French language to Lady Castlewood, with whom the young lad had read much, and whom he had perfected in this tongue—“Madam, the child must not approach me; I must tell you that I was at the blacksmith's to-day, and had his little boy upon my lap.”

But as she walked toward Esmond from the corner where she had been sulking, he stepped back and put the big chair he was sitting on between them—saying in French to Lady Castlewood, with whom the young man had studied a lot and whom he had taught to speak this language—“Madam, the child cannot come near me; I must tell you that I was at the blacksmith's today and had his little boy on my lap.”

“Where you took my son afterwards,” Lady Castlewood said, very angry, and turning red. “I thank you, sir, for giving him such company. Beatrix,” she said in English, “I forbid you to touch Mr. Esmond. Come away, child—come to your room. Come to your room—I wish your Reverence good-night—and you, sir, had you not better go back to your friends at the ale-house?” her eyes, ordinarily so kind, darted flashes of anger as she spoke; and she tossed up her head (which hung down commonly) with the mien of a princess.

“Where you took my son afterwards,” Lady Castlewood said, very angry and turning red. “Thank you, sir, for letting him be in such company. Beatrix,” she said in English, “I forbid you to touch Mr. Esmond. Come here, child—let’s go to your room. Come to your room—I wish you good night, Your Reverence—and you, sir, shouldn’t you go back to your friends at the pub?” Her eyes, usually so kind, flashed with anger as she spoke; and she lifted her head (which usually hung down) with the attitude of a princess.

“Hey-day!” says my lord, who was standing by the fireplace—indeed he was in the position to which he generally came by that hour of the evening—“Hey-day! Rachel, what are you in a passion about? Ladies ought never to be in a passion. Ought they, Doctor Tusher? though it does good to see Rachel in a passion—Damme, Lady Castlewood, you look dev'lish handsome in a passion.”

“Wow!” says my lord, who was standing by the fireplace—he was indeed in the spot he usually occupied at that time of the evening—“Wow! Rachel, what are you so worked up about? Ladies shouldn’t ever be upset. Should they, Doctor Tusher? Though it’s great to see Rachel fired up—damn, Lady Castlewood, you look incredibly attractive when you’re angry.”

“It is, my lord, because Mr. Henry Esmond, having nothing to do with his time here, and not having a taste for our company, has been to the ale-house, where he has SOME FRIENDS.”

“It’s, my lord, because Mr. Henry Esmond, having nothing to occupy his time here, and not being fond of our company, has gone to the pub, where he has SOME FRIENDS.”

My lord burst out, with a laugh and an oath—“You young slyboots, you've been at Nancy Sievewright. D—- the young hypocrite, who'd have thought it in him? I say, Tusher, he's been after—”

My lord laughed and swore, “You little schemer, you've been with Nancy Sievewright. Damn that young hypocrite, who would have guessed it? I tell you, Tusher, he's been—”

“Enough, my lord,” said my lady, “don't insult me with this talk.”

“Enough, my lord,” my lady said, “don’t insult me with this conversation.”

“Upon my word,” said poor Harry, ready to cry with shame and mortification, “the honor of that young person is perfectly unstained for me.”

“Honestly,” said poor Harry, about to cry from shame and embarrassment, “that young woman's honor is completely untouched as far as I'm concerned.”

“Oh, of course, of course,” says my lord, more and more laughing and tipsy. “Upon his HONOR, Doctor—Nancy Sieve— . . .”

“Oh, of course, of course,” says my lord, laughing more and getting tipsy. “I swear, Doctor—Nancy Sieve— . . .”

“Take Mistress Beatrix to bed,” my lady cried at this moment to Mrs. Tucker her woman, who came in with her ladyship's tea. “Put her into my room—no, into yours,” she added quickly. “Go, my child: go, I say: not a word!” And Beatrix, quite surprised at so sudden a tone of authority from one who was seldom accustomed to raise her voice, went out of the room with a scared countenance, and waited even to burst out a-crying until she got to the door with Mrs. Tucker.

“Take Beatrix to bed,” my lady yelled at that moment to Mrs. Tucker, her maid, who came in with her tea. “Put her in my room—no, in yours,” she added quickly. “Go, my dear: go, I insist: not a word!” Beatrix, surprised by the sudden authority from someone who rarely raised her voice, left the room with a frightened expression and held back her tears until she reached the door with Mrs. Tucker.

For once her mother took little heed of her sobbing, and continued to speak eagerly—“My lord,” she said, “this young man—your dependant—told me just now in French—he was ashamed to speak in his own language—that he had been at the ale-house all day, where he has had that little wretch who is now ill of the small-pox on his knee. And he comes home reeking from that place—yes, reeking from it—and takes my boy into his lap without shame, and sits down by me, yes, by ME. He may have killed Frank for what I know—killed our child. Why was he brought in to disgrace our house? Why is he here? Let him go—let him go, I say, to-night, and pollute the place no more.”

For once, her mother barely paid attention to her crying and kept speaking eagerly. “My lord,” she said, “this young man—your servant—just told me in French—he was too embarrassed to speak in his own language—that he spent all day at the pub, where he had that little brat who is now sick with smallpox sitting on his lap. And he comes home smelling from that place—yes, smelling from it—and takes my boy in his lap without any shame, and sits down next to me, yes, next to ME. He might have killed Frank for all I know—killed our child. Why was he brought in to shame our home? Why is he here? Let him go—let him go, I say, tonight, and stop polluting this place.”

She had never once uttered a syllable of unkindness to Harry Esmond; and her cruel words smote the poor boy, so that he stood for some moments bewildered with grief and rage at the injustice of such a stab from such a hand. He turned quite white from red, which he had been.

She had never said a single unkind word to Harry Esmond; and her harsh words hit the poor boy hard, leaving him standing there for a few moments, confused with grief and anger at the unfairness of such a blow coming from her. He went from red to pale white.

“I cannot help my birth, madam,” he said, “nor my other misfortune. And as for your boy, if—if my coming nigh to him pollutes him now, it was not so always. Good-night, my lord. Heaven bless you and yours for your goodness to me. I have tired her ladyship's kindness out, and I will go;” and, sinking down on his knee, Harry Esmond took the rough hand of his benefactor and kissed it.

“I can’t control my birth, ma'am,” he said, “or my other misfortunes. And as for your son, if my presence near him taints him now, it wasn’t always like that. Good night, my lord. May heaven bless you and your family for your kindness to me. I’ve worn out her ladyship’s patience, and I will leave;” and, kneeling down, Harry Esmond took the rough hand of his benefactor and kissed it.

“He wants to go to the ale-house—let him go,” cried my lady.

“He wants to go to the pub—let him go,” my lady exclaimed.

“I'm d—d if he shall,” said my lord. “I didn't think you could be so d—d ungrateful, Rachel.”

“I'm damned if he will,” said my lord. “I didn't think you could be so damn ungrateful, Rachel.”

Her reply was to burst into a flood of tears, and to quit the room with a rapid glance at Harry Esmond,—as my lord, not heeding them, and still in great good-humor, raised up his young client from his kneeling posture (for a thousand kindnesses had caused the lad to revere my lord as a father), and put his broad hand on Harry Esmond's shoulder.

Her response was to burst into tears and quickly leave the room, casting a swift glance at Harry Esmond. Meanwhile, my lord, not paying them any mind and still in high spirits, lifted his young client from his kneeling position (as a thousand acts of kindness had made the boy see my lord as a father) and placed his large hand on Harry Esmond's shoulder.

“She was always so,” my lord said; “the very notion of a woman drives her mad. I took to liquor on that very account, by Jove, for no other reason than that; for she can't be jealous of a beer-barrel or a bottle of rum, can she, Doctor? D—- it, look at the maids—just look at the maids in the house” (my lord pronounced all the words together—just-look-at-the-maze-in-the-house: jever-see-such-maze?) “You wouldn't take a wife out of Castlewood now, would you, Doctor?” and my lord burst out laughing.

“She’s always been like that,” my lord said. “The very idea of a woman drives her crazy. I turned to drinking for that reason, honestly, because she can’t be jealous of a beer barrel or a bottle of rum, right, Doctor? Damn it, just look at the maids—look at the maids in the house” (my lord said all the words together—just-look-at-the-maids-in-the-house: have-you-ever-seen-such-maids?) “You wouldn’t pick a wife from Castlewood now, would you, Doctor?” and my lord erupted in laughter.

The Doctor, who had been looking at my Lord Castlewood from under his eyelids, said, “But joking apart, and, my lord, as a divine, I cannot treat the subject in a jocular light, nor, as a pastor of this congregation, look with anything but sorrow at the idea of so very young a sheep going astray.”

The Doctor, who had been glancing at my Lord Castlewood from beneath his eyelids, said, “But joking aside, my lord, as a clergyman, I can’t approach this subject lightly, nor, as a pastor of this congregation, can I do anything but feel sorrow at the thought of such a young sheep going astray.”

“Sir,” said young Esmond, bursting out indignantly, “she told me that you yourself were a horrid old man, and had offered to kiss her in the dairy.”

“Sir,” said young Esmond, bursting out angrily, “she told me that you yourself were a terrible old man and had offered to kiss her in the dairy.”

“For shame, Henry,” cried Doctor Tusher, turning as red as a turkey-cock, while my lord continued to roar with laughter. “If you listen to the falsehoods of an abandoned girl—”

“For shame, Henry,” exclaimed Doctor Tusher, turning as red as a turkey, while my lord kept roaring with laughter. “If you listen to the lies of a discarded girl—”

“She is as honest as any woman in England, and as pure for me,” cried out Henry, “and, as kind, and as good. For shame on you to malign her!”

“She is as honest as any woman in England, and as pure for me,” Henry exclaimed, “and, as kind, and as good. Shame on you for speaking ill of her!”

“Far be it from me to do so,” cried the Doctor. “Heaven grant I may be mistaken in the girl, and in you, sir, who have a truly PRECOCIOUS genius; but that is not the point at issue at present. It appears that the small-pox broke out in the little boy at the 'Three Castles;' that it was on him when you visited the ale-house, for your OWN reasons; and that you sat with the child for some time, and immediately afterwards with my young lord.” The Doctor raised his voice as he spoke, and looked towards my lady, who had now come back, looking very pale, with a handkerchief in her hand.

“Far from it,” the Doctor exclaimed. “I hope I'm wrong about the girl and you, sir, who clearly have a remarkable talent; but that’s not the main issue right now. It seems that smallpox broke out in the little boy at the 'Three Castles'; it was on him when you went to the pub, for your own reasons; and you spent some time with the child before immediately meeting my young lord.” The Doctor raised his voice as he spoke and looked toward my lady, who had returned, looking very pale, with a handkerchief in her hand.

“This is all very true, sir,” said Lady Esmond, looking at the young man.

“This is all very true, sir,” said Lady Esmond, gazing at the young man.

“'Tis to be feared that he may have brought the infection with him.”

“It’s to be feared that he may have brought the infection with him.”

“From the ale-house—yes,” said my lady.

“From the bar—yes,” said my lady.

“D—- it, I forgot when I collared you, boy,” cried my lord, stepping back. “Keep off, Harry my boy; there's no good in running into the wolf's jaws, you know.”

“D—- it, I forgot when I tagged you, kid,” exclaimed my lord, taking a step back. “Stay away, Harry my boy; there's no point in running into the wolf's jaws, you know.”

My lady looked at him with some surprise, and instantly advancing to Henry Esmond, took his hand. “I beg your pardon, Henry,” she said; “I spoke very unkindly. I have no right to interfere with you—with your—”

My lady looked at him with some surprise and immediately walked up to Henry Esmond, taking his hand. “I’m sorry, Henry,” she said; “I spoke very harshly. I have no right to interfere with you—with your—”

My lord broke out into an oath. “Can't you leave the boy alone, my lady?” She looked a little red, and faintly pressed the lad's hand as she dropped it.

My lord swore. “Can’t you just leave the boy alone, my lady?” She looked slightly embarrassed and gently squeezed the boy’s hand before letting it go.

“There is no use, my lord,” she said; “Frank was on his knee as he was making pictures, and was running constantly from Henry to me. The evil is done, if any.”

“There’s no point, my lord,” she said; “Frank was on his knee while he was drawing pictures, and was constantly running back and forth between Henry and me. The damage is done, if there is any.”

“Not with me, damme,” cried my lord. “I've been smoking,”—and he lighted his pipe again with a coal—“and it keeps off infection; and as the disease is in the village—plague take it—I would have you leave it. We'll go to-morrow to Walcote, my lady.”

“Not with me, damn it,” shouted my lord. “I've been smoking,”—and he lit his pipe again with a coal—“and it keeps infections away; and since the disease is in the village—curse it—I want you to leave. We'll go to Walcote tomorrow, my lady.”

“I have no fear,” said my lady; “I may have had it as an infant: it broke out in our house then; and when four of my sisters had it at home, two years before our marriage, I escaped it, and two of my dear sisters died.”

“I’m not afraid,” my lady said. “I might have been as a baby: it started in our house back then; and when four of my sisters had it at home, two years before we got married, I was lucky enough to avoid it, and two of my beloved sisters passed away.”

“I won't run the risk,” said my lord; “I'm as bold as any man, but I'll not bear that.”

“I won’t take that chance,” said my lord; “I’m as brave as anyone, but I won’t put up with that.”

“Take Beatrix with you and go,” said my lady. “For us the mischief is done; and Tucker can wait upon us, who has had the disease.”

“Take Beatrix with you and go,” said my lady. “The damage is done for us; and Tucker can stay with us, as he has already had the disease.”

“You take care to choose 'em ugly enough,” said my lord, at which her ladyship hung down her head and looked foolish: and my lord, calling away Tusher, bade him come to the oak parlor and have a pipe. The Doctor made a low bow to her ladyship (of which salaams he was profuse), and walked off on his creaking square-toes after his patron.

“You make sure to pick ones that are unattractive,” said my lord, causing her ladyship to lower her head and look embarrassed. My lord then called Tusher over and invited him to the oak parlor for a smoke. The Doctor gave her ladyship a deep bow (of which he was very generous), and followed after his patron with his creaking square-toed shoes.

When the lady and the young man were alone, there was a silence of some moments, during which he stood at the fire, looking rather vacantly at the dying embers, whilst her ladyship busied herself with the tambour-frame and needles.

When the woman and the young man were alone, there was a moment of silence, during which he stood by the fire, staring blankly at the dying embers, while she focused on the tambour frame and needles.

“I am sorry,” she said, after a pause, in a hard, dry voice,—“I REPEAT I am sorry that I showed myself so ungrateful for the safety of my son. It was not at all my wish that you should leave us, I am sure, unless you found pleasure elsewhere. But you must perceive, Mr. Esmond, that at your age, and with your tastes, it is impossible that you can continue to stay upon the intimate footing in which you have been in this family. You have wished to go to the University, and I think 'tis quite as well that you should be sent thither. I did not press this matter, thinking you a child, as you are, indeed, in years—quite a child; and I should never have thought of treating you otherwise until—until these CIRCUMSTANCES came to light. And I shall beg my lord to despatch you as quick as possible: and will go on with Frank's learning as well as I can, (I owe my father thanks for a little grounding, and you, I'm sure, for much that you have taught me,)—and—and I wish you a good-night, Mr. Esmond.”

“I’m sorry,” she said after a pause, in a hard, dry voice, “I REPEAT I’m sorry for being so ungrateful for my son’s safety. I didn’t want you to leave us, unless you found more enjoyment elsewhere. But you must understand, Mr. Esmond, that at your age and with your interests, it’s impossible for you to stay as closely connected to this family as you have been. You wanted to go to the University, and I think it’s best that you go there now. I didn’t push this issue earlier, thinking of you as a child — which you still are in years — quite a child; and I wouldn’t have treated you any differently until—until these CIRCUMSTANCES came to light. I will ask my lord to send you off as quickly as possible, and I’ll continue with Frank’s education as best I can, (I owe my father thanks for a little foundation, and you, I’m sure, for much of what you’ve taught me)—and—and I wish you a good night, Mr. Esmond.”

And with this she dropped a stately curtsy, and, taking her candle, went away through the tapestry door, which led to her apartments. Esmond stood by the fireplace, blankly staring after her. Indeed, he scarce seemed to see until she was gone; and then her image was impressed upon him, and remained for ever fixed upon his memory. He saw her retreating, the taper lighting up her marble face, her scarlet lip quivering, and her shining golden hair. He went to his own room, and to bed, where he tried to read, as his custom was; but he never knew what he was reading until afterwards he remembered the appearance of the letters of the book (it was in Montaigne's Essays), and the events of the day passed before him—that is, of the last hour of the day; for as for the morning, and the poor milkmaid yonder, he never so much as once thought. And he could not get to sleep until daylight, and woke with a violent headache, and quite unrefreshed.

And with that, she dropped a graceful curtsy and, taking her candle, walked away through the tapestry door that led to her rooms. Esmond stood by the fireplace, blankly staring after her. In fact, he hardly seemed to notice anything until she was gone; then her image was etched in his mind, forever fixed in his memory. He saw her walking away, the candlelight highlighting her marble-like face, her red lips trembling, and her shining golden hair. He went to his own room and to bed, where he tried to read, as he usually did; but he had no idea what he was reading until later when he remembered the layout of the letters in the book (it was Montaigne's Essays), and the events of the day played out in his mind—that is, the last hour of the day; because as for the morning and the poor milkmaid over there, he didn't think about her even once. He couldn't fall asleep until dawn and woke up with a terrible headache, feeling completely unrested.

He had brought the contagion with him from the “Three Castles” sure enough, and was presently laid up with the smallpox, which spared the hall no more than it did the cottage.

He definitely brought the infection with him from the “Three Castles,” and soon he was stuck in bed with smallpox, which affected both the mansion and the cottage equally.





CHAPTER IX.

I HAVE THE SMALL-POX, AND PREPARE TO LEAVE CASTLEWOOD.

When Harry Esmond passed through the crisis of that malady, and returned to health again, he found that little Frank Esmond had also suffered and rallied after the disease, and the lady his mother was down with it, with a couple more of the household. “It was a Providence, for which we all ought to be thankful,” Doctor Tusher said, “that my lady and her son were spared, while Death carried off the poor domestics of the house;” and rebuked Harry for asking, in his simple way, For which we ought to be thankful—that the servants were killed, or the gentlefolks were saved? Nor could young Esmond agree in the Doctor's vehement protestations to my lady, when he visited her during her convalescence, that the malady had not in the least impaired her charms, and had not been churl enough to injure the fair features of the Viscountess of Castlewood; whereas, in spite of these fine speeches, Harry thought that her ladyship's beauty was very much injured by the small-pox. When the marks of the disease cleared away, they did not, it is true, leave furrows or scars on her face (except one, perhaps, on her forehead over her left eyebrow); but the delicacy of her rosy color and complexion was gone: her eyes had lost their brilliancy, her hair fell, and her face looked older. It was as if a coarse hand had rubbed off the delicate tints of that sweet picture, and brought it, as one has seen unskilful painting-cleaners do, to the dead color. Also, it must be owned, that for a year or two after the malady, her ladyship's nose was swollen and redder.

When Harry Esmond got through the crisis of that illness and recovered his health, he discovered that little Frank Esmond had also been affected but had bounced back after the sickness. His mother and a couple of others in the household were down with it too. “It’s a blessing we should all be grateful for,” Doctor Tusher said, “that my lady and her son were spared while Death took the unfortunate servants.” He scolded Harry for asking so simply whether we should be thankful that the servants had died or that the nobles were saved. Young Esmond couldn’t agree with the Doctor’s passionate assurances to my lady during his visits while she was recovering, claiming that the illness hadn’t diminished her beauty and hadn’t been cruel enough to mar the lovely features of the Viscountess of Castlewood. However, despite these flattering words, Harry thought her ladyship’s beauty had been significantly affected by the smallpox. When the signs of the illness faded, they didn’t leave deep grooves or scars on her face (except maybe one over her left eyebrow on her forehead); but the softness of her rosy complexion was gone. Her eyes had lost their sparkle, her hair was thinning, and her face looked older. It was like a rough hand had wiped away the delicate colors of that lovely picture, resulting in what one might see when unskilled cleaners attempt to restore a painting, leaving it with a lifeless hue. Additionally, it should be noted that for a year or two after the illness, her ladyship’s nose was swollen and redder.

There would be no need to mention these trivialities, but that they actually influenced many lives, as trifles will in the world, where a gnat often plays a greater part than an elephant, and a mole-hill, as we know in King William's case, can upset an empire. When Tusher in his courtly way (at which Harry Esmond always chafed and spoke scornfully) vowed and protested that my lady's face was none the worse—the lad broke out and said, “It IS worse and my mistress is not near so handsome as she was;” on which poor Lady Castlewood gave a rueful smile, and a look into a little Venice glass she had, which showed her, I suppose, that what the stupid boy said was only too true, for she turned away from the glass, and her eyes filled with tears.

There wouldn’t be a need to talk about these little things, but they really impacted many lives, as small details often do in the world, where a gnat can sometimes play a bigger role than an elephant, and a molehill, as we know from King William’s case, can bring down an empire. When Tusher, in his usual fancy way (which Harry Esmond always found annoying and mocked), swore that my lady’s face hadn’t changed for the worse—the lad erupted and said, “It IS worse and my mistress isn’t nearly as beautiful as she used to be;” to which poor Lady Castlewood gave a sad smile and glanced into a small Venetian mirror she had, which probably showed her that what the foolish boy said was all too true, because she turned away from the mirror, and her eyes filled with tears.

The sight of these in Esmond's heart always created a sort of rage of pity, and seeing them on the face of the lady whom he loved best, the young blunderer sank down on his knees, and besought her to pardon him, saying that he was a fool and an idiot, that he was a brute to make such a speech, he who had caused her malady; and Doctor Tusher told him that a bear he was indeed, and a bear he would remain, at which speech poor young Esmond was so dumbstricken that he did not even growl.

The sight of these always stirred a kind of angry pity in Esmond's heart, and when he saw that look on the face of the lady he loved most, the young fool dropped to his knees and begged her to forgive him. He admitted he was being foolish and stupid, that he was a jerk for saying such things, especially since he was the one who had caused her troubles; and Doctor Tusher told him that he was indeed a bear and would stay a bear. Poor young Esmond was so taken aback by this that he didn't even reply.

“He is MY bear, and I will not have him baited, Doctor,” my lady said, patting her hand kindly on the boy's head, as he was still kneeling at her feet. “How your hair has come off! And mine, too,” she added with another sigh.

“He is MY bear, and I won’t let anyone tease him, Doctor,” my lady said, patting her hand gently on the boy's head, as he was still kneeling at her feet. “Look at how much hair you’ve lost! And mine, too,” she added with another sigh.

“It is not for myself that I cared,” my lady said to Harry, when the parson had taken his leave; “but AM I very much changed? Alas! I fear 'tis too true.”

“It’s not for myself that I cared,” my lady said to Harry, when the parson had taken his leave; “but AM I really that changed? Alas! I’m afraid it’s true.”

“Madam, you have the dearest, and kindest, and sweetest face in the world, I think,” the lad said; and indeed he thought and thinks so.

“Ma'am, you have the most lovely, kind, and sweetest face in the world, I think,” the guy said; and he honestly thinks so.

“Will my lord think so when he comes back?” the lady asked with a sigh, and another look at her Venice glass. “Suppose he should think as you do, sir, that I am hideous—yes, you said hideous—he will cease to care for me. 'Tis all men care for in women, our little beauty. Why did he select me from among my sisters? 'Twas only for that. We reign but for a day or two: and be sure that Vashti knew Esther was coming.”

“Will my lord think that when he returns?” the lady asked with a sigh, glancing at her Venetian glass again. “What if he thinks like you do, sir, that I’m ugly—yes, you called me ugly—he will stop caring for me. That’s all men care about in women, our little beauty. Why did he choose me from my sisters? It was only for that. We reign for just a day or two: and you can bet that Vashti knew Esther was coming.”

“Madam,” said Mr. Esmond, “Ahasuerus was the Grand Turk, and to change was the manner of his country, and according to his law.”

“Madam,” said Mr. Esmond, “Ahasuerus was the Grand Turk, and change was the way of his country, as per his law.”

“You are all Grand Turks for that matter,” said my lady, “or would be if you could. Come, Frank, come, my child. You are well, praised be Heaven. YOUR locks are not thinned by this dreadful small-pox: nor your poor face scarred—is it, my angel?”

“You're all Grand Turks in that case,” my lady said, “or you would be if you could. Come, Frank, come, my child. It's good to see you, thank goodness. YOUR hair isn't thinning because of that terrible smallpox: and your lovely face isn't scarred, is it, my angel?”

Frank began to shout and whimper at the idea of such a misfortune. From the very earliest time the young lord had been taught to admire his beauty by his mother: and esteemed it as highly as any reigning toast valued hers.

Frank began to shout and whimper at the thought of such bad luck. From a very young age, his mother had taught the young lord to appreciate his beauty, valuing it just as much as any reigning socialite valued hers.

One day, as he himself was recovering from his fever and illness, a pang of something like shame shot across young Esmond's breast, as he remembered that he had never once during his illness given a thought to the poor girl at the smithy, whose red cheeks but a month ago he had been so eager to see. Poor Nancy! her cheeks had shared the fate of roses, and were withered now. She had taken the illness on the same day with Esmond—she and her brother were both dead of the small-pox, and buried under the Castlewood yew-trees. There was no bright face looking now from the garden, or to cheer the old smith at his lonely fireside. Esmond would have liked to have kissed her in her shroud (like the lass in Mr. Prior's pretty poem); but she rested many a foot below the ground, when Esmond after his malady first trod on it.

One day, while he was recovering from his fever and illness, a wave of shame hit young Esmond as he remembered that he had never once thought about the poor girl at the smithy during his sickness, whose bright red cheeks he had been so eager to see just a month ago. Poor Nancy! Her cheeks had faded like roses and were now wilted. She had fallen ill on the same day as Esmond—both she and her brother were dead from smallpox and buried under the yew trees at Castlewood. There was no cheerful face to be seen from the garden, nor to lift the spirits of the old smith at his lonely fireside. Esmond would have liked to have kissed her in her burial shroud (like the girl in Mr. Prior's beautiful poem); but she lay many feet below the ground when Esmond first stepped on it after his illness.

Doctor Tusher brought the news of this calamity, about which Harry Esmond longed to ask, but did not like. He said almost the whole village had been stricken with the pestilence; seventeen persons were dead of it, among them mentioning the names of poor Nancy and her little brother. He did not fail to say how thankful we survivors ought to be. It being this man's business to flatter and make sermons, it must be owned he was most industrious in it, and was doing the one or the other all day.

Doctor Tusher brought the news of this disaster, which Harry Esmond wanted to ask about but was reluctant to do so. He said nearly the entire village had been hit by the disease; seventeen people had died from it, including poor Nancy and her little brother. He didn’t forget to mention how grateful we survivors should be. Since it was this man's job to flatter and preach, it's true he was very diligent about it and was either doing one or the other all day.

And so Nancy was gone; and Harry Esmond blushed that he had not a single tear for her, and fell to composing an elegy in Latin verses over the rustic little beauty. He bade the dryads mourn and the river-nymphs deplore her. As her father followed the calling of Vulcan, he said that surely she was like a daughter of Venus, though Sievewright's wife was an ugly shrew, as he remembered to have heard afterwards. He made a long face, but, in truth, felt scarcely more sorrowful than a mute at a funeral. These first passions of men and women are mostly abortive; and are dead almost before they are born. Esmond could repeat, to his last day, some of the doggerel lines in which his muse bewailed his pretty lass; not without shame to remember how bad the verses were, and how good he thought them; how false the grief, and yet how he was rather proud of it. 'Tis an error, surely, to talk of the simplicity of youth. I think no persons are more hypocritical, and have a more affected behavior to one another, than the young. They deceive themselves and each other with artifices that do not impose upon men of the world; and so we get to understand truth better, and grow simpler as we grow older.

And so Nancy was gone; and Harry Esmond felt embarrassed that he didn’t shed a single tear for her, and began to write a poem in Latin about the rustic little beauty. He asked the dryads to mourn and the river nymphs to lament her. Since her father was a blacksmith, he thought surely she was like a daughter of Venus, even though he remembered later hearing that Sievewright's wife was an ugly nag. He made a sad face, but honestly, he felt hardly more sorrowful than someone silent at a funeral. These initial passions between men and women often fade away quickly; they’re gone almost before they start. Esmond could recall, for the rest of his life, some of the silly lines in which his muse grieved for his pretty girl; not without shame at how bad the verses were, and how good he thought they were; how false the grief felt, and yet how he was somewhat proud of it. It’s a mistake, for sure, to talk about the innocence of youth. I think no one is more hypocritical, or has more affected behavior towards one another, than young people. They trick themselves and each other with pretenses that don’t fool those who are more worldly; and so we come to understand truth better, and become more straightforward as we age.

When my lady heard of the fate which had befallen poor Nancy, she said nothing so long as Tusher was by, but when he was gone, she took Harry Esmond's hand and said—

When my lady heard about what happened to poor Nancy, she said nothing while Tusher was around, but once he left, she took Harry Esmond's hand and said—

“Harry, I beg your pardon for those cruel words I used on the night you were taken ill. I am shocked at the fate of the poor creature, and am sure that nothing had happened of that with which, in my anger, I charged you. And the very first day we go out, you must take me to the blacksmith, and we must see if there is anything I can do to console the poor old man. Poor man! to lose both his children! What should I do without mine?”

“Harry, I’m really sorry for the harsh words I said the night you got sick. I’m shocked about what happened to that poor creature, and I’m sure nothing occurred that I accused you of in my anger. And on the very first day we go out, you have to take me to the blacksmith, and we need to see if there’s anything I can do to comfort that poor old man. How terrible for him to lose both his children! What would I do without mine?”

And this was, indeed, the very first walk which my lady took, leaning on Esmond's arm, after her illness. But her visit brought no consolation to the old father; and he showed no softness, or desire to speak. “The Lord gave and took away,” he said; and he knew what His servant's duty was. He wanted for nothing—less now than ever before, as there were fewer mouths to feed. He wished her ladyship and Master Esmond good morning—he had grown tall in his illness, and was but very little marked; and with this, and a surly bow, he went in from the smithy to the house, leaving my lady, somewhat silenced and shamefaced, at the door. He had a handsome stone put up for his two children, which may be seen in Castlewood churchyard to this very day; and before a year was out his own name was upon the stone. In the presence of Death, that sovereign ruler, a woman's coquetry is seared; and her jealousy will hardly pass the boundaries of that grim kingdom. 'Tis entirely of the earth, that passion, and expires in the cold blue air, beyond our sphere.

And this was, indeed, the very first walk my lady took, leaning on Esmond's arm, after her illness. But her visit brought no comfort to the old father, and he showed no warmth or desire to talk. “The Lord gives and takes away,” he said, knowing what his duty was. He wanted for nothing—less now than ever before, since there were fewer mouths to feed. He wished her ladyship and Master Esmond good morning—he had grown tall during his illness and was barely marked; and with that, along with a grumpy nod, he went from the smithy to the house, leaving my lady somewhat quiet and embarrassed at the door. He had a nice stone put up for his two children, which can still be seen in Castlewood churchyard to this day; and before a year had passed, his own name was on the stone. In the presence of Death, that ultimate ruler, a woman’s flirtation is silenced; and her jealousy hardly crosses the borders of that grim realm. That passion is entirely of the earth and fades in the cold blue air, beyond our realm.

At length, when the danger was quite over, it was announced that my lord and his daughter would return. Esmond well remembered the day. The lady his mistress was in a flurry of fear: before my lord came, she went into her room, and returned from it with reddened cheeks. Her fate was about to be decided. Her beauty was gone—was her reign, too, over? A minute would say. My lord came riding over the bridge—he could be seen from the great window, clad in scarlet, and mounted on his gray hackney—his little daughter ambled by him in a bright riding-dress of blue, on a shining chestnut horse. My lady leaned against the great mantel-piece, looking on, with one hand on her heart—she seemed only the more pale for those red marks on either cheek. She put her handkerchief to her eyes, and withdrew it, laughing hysterically—the cloth was quite red with the rouge when she took it away. She ran to her room again, and came back with pale cheeks and red eyes—her son in her hand—just as my lord entered, accompanied by young Esmond, who had gone out to meet his protector, and to hold his stirrup as he descended from horseback.

Finally, when the danger was completely gone, it was announced that my lord and his daughter would return. Esmond clearly remembered that day. The lady who was his mistress was in a state of panic: before my lord arrived, she went into her room and came out with flushed cheeks. Her fate was about to be determined. Her beauty had faded—was her reign also coming to an end? A minute would tell. My lord came riding over the bridge—he was visible from the large window, dressed in red, and riding his gray horse—his little daughter trotted beside him in a bright blue riding outfit, on a shiny chestnut horse. My lady leaned against the grand mantelpiece, watching, with one hand on her heart—she seemed even paler with the red marks on her cheeks. She dabbed her eyes with her handkerchief, then pulled it away, laughing nervously—the cloth was completely stained red with makeup when she withdrew it. She dashed back to her room and returned with pale cheeks and red eyes—her son in her hand—just as my lord entered, accompanied by young Esmond, who had gone out to meet his protector and hold his stirrup as he dismounted.

“What, Harry, boy!” my lord said, good-naturedly, “you look as gaunt as a greyhound. The small-pox hasn't improved your beauty, and your side of the house hadn't never too much of it—ho, ho!”

“What’s wrong, Harry, boy!” my lord said with a smile, “you look as thin as a greyhound. The smallpox hasn’t done anything for your looks, and your side of the family never had too much of that—ho, ho!”

And he laughed, and sprang to the ground with no small agility, looking handsome and red, within a jolly face and brown hair, like a Beef-eater; Esmond kneeling again, as soon as his patron had descended, performed his homage, and then went to greet the little Beatrix, and help her from her horse.

And he laughed, jumping down to the ground with surprising agility, looking handsome and flushed, with a cheerful face and brown hair, like a Beefeater; Esmond knelt again, as soon as his patron had dismounted, paid his respects, and then went to greet little Beatrix and help her off her horse.

“Fie! how yellow you look,” she said; “and there are one, two, red holes in your face;” which, indeed, was very true; Harry Esmond's harsh countenance bearing, as long as it continued to be a human face, the marks of the disease.

“Yikes! You look so pale,” she said; “and there are one, two, red spots on your face;” which was, in fact, very true; Harry Esmond's rough face showed, as long as it still looked human, the signs of the illness.

My lord laughed again, in high good-humor.

My lord laughed again, in great spirits.

“D—- it!” said he, with one of his usual oaths, “the little slut sees everything. She saw the Dowager's paint t'other day, and asked her why she wore that red stuff—didn't you, Trix? and the Tower; and St. James's; and the play; and the Prince George, and the Princess Anne—didn't you, Trix?”

“Damn it!” he said, using one of his usual curses, “the little brat sees everything. She saw the Dowager's makeup the other day and asked her why she wore that red stuff—didn’t you, Trix? and the Tower; and St. James's; and the play; and Prince George, and Princess Anne—didn’t you, Trix?”

“They are both very fat, and smelt of brandy,” the child said.

“They are both really fat and smelled like brandy,” the child said.

Papa roared with laughing.

Dad roared with laughter.

“Brandy!” he said. “And how do you know, Miss Pert?”

“Brandy!” he said. “And how do you know that, Miss Pert?”

“Because your lordship smells of it after supper, when I embrace you before you go to bed,” said the young lady, who, indeed, was as pert as her father said, and looked as beautiful a little gipsy as eyes ever gazed on.

“Because you smell like it after dinner, when I hug you before you head to bed,” said the young lady, who was just as cheeky as her father had claimed, and looked every bit as lovely as a little gypsy that anyone has ever seen.

“And now for my lady,” said my lord, going up the stairs, and passing under the tapestry curtain that hung before the drawing-room door. Esmond remembered that noble figure, handsomely arrayed in scarlet. Within the last few months he himself had grown from a boy to be a man, and with his figure his thoughts had shot up, and grown manly.

“And now for my lady,” said my lord, heading up the stairs and walking through the tapestry curtain that hung in front of the drawing-room door. Esmond recalled that noble figure, elegantly dressed in scarlet. Over the last few months, he had transformed from a boy into a man, and with his growth, his thoughts had matured and become more manly.

My lady's countenance, of which Harry Esmond was accustomed to watch the changes, and with a solicitous affection to note and interpret the signs of gladness or care, wore a sad and depressed look for many weeks after her lord's return: during which it seemed as if, by caresses and entreaties, she strove to win him back from some ill humor he had, and which he did not choose to throw off. In her eagerness to please him she practised a hundred of those arts which had formerly charmed him, but which seemed now to have lost their potency. Her songs did not amuse him; and she hushed them and the children when in his presence. My lord sat silent at his dinner, drinking greatly, his lady opposite to him, looking furtively at his face, though also speechless. Her silence annoyed him as much as her speech; and he would peevishly, and with an oath, ask her why she held her tongue and looked so glum; or he would roughly check her when speaking, and bid her not talk nonsense. It seemed as if, since his return, nothing she could do or say could please him.

My lady's expression, which Harry Esmond was used to observing closely and with a caring eye to read the signs of happiness or worry, had a sad and downcast look for many weeks after her husband returned. During this time, it felt like she was trying to win him back from some bad mood he had that he wouldn't shake off, through affection and pleas. In her desire to make him happy, she tried a hundred of those tricks that had once captivated him, but now it seemed like they had lost their charm. Her singing didn’t amuse him anymore, and she quieted her songs and the kids when he was around. My lord sat silently at dinner, drinking heavily, with his lady across from him, secretly watching his face, though she was also mute. Her silence irritated him just as much as her talking; he would irritably, and with an expletive, demand to know why she was so quiet and gloomy, or he would harshly interrupt her when she spoke, telling her not to talk nonsense. It seemed like ever since he returned, nothing she did or said could make him happy.

When a master and mistress are at strife in a house, the subordinates in the family take the one side or the other. Harry Esmond stood in so great fear of my lord, that he would run a league barefoot to do a message for him; but his attachment for Lady Esmond was such a passion of grateful regard, that to spare her a grief, or to do her a service, he would have given his life daily: and it was by the very depth and intensity of this regard that he began to divine how unhappy his adored lady's life was, and that a secret care (for she never spoke of her anxieties) was weighing upon her.

When a husband and wife are fighting in a house, the people who work there tend to take sides. Harry Esmond was so afraid of my lord that he would run a mile barefoot to deliver a message for him; but his feelings for Lady Esmond were such a deep sense of gratitude that he would have given his life every day just to spare her pain or help her out. It was through the depth of his feelings that he started to realize how unhappy his beloved lady’s life was, and that a hidden worry (since she never talked about her concerns) was weighing heavily on her.

Can any one, who has passed through the world and watched the nature of men and women there, doubt what had befallen her? I have seen, to be sure, some people carry down with them into old age the actual bloom of their youthful love, and I know that Mr. Thomas Parr lived to be a hundred and sixty years old. But, for all that, threescore and ten is the age of men, and few get beyond it; and 'tis certain that a man who marries for mere beaux yeux, as my lord did, considers this part of the contract at an end when the woman ceases to fulfil hers, and his love does not survive her beauty. I know 'tis often otherwise, I say; and can think (as most men in their own experience may) of many a house, where, lighted in early years, the sainted lamp of love hath never been extinguished; but so there is Mr. Parr, and so there is the great giant at the fair that is eight feet high—exceptions to men—and that poor lamp whereof I speak, that lights at first the nuptial chamber, is extinguished by a hundred winds and draughts down the chimney, or sputters out for want of feeding. And then—and then it is Chloe, in the dark, stark awake, and Strephon snoring unheeding; or vice versa, 'tis poor Strephon that has married a heartless jilt, and awoke out of that absurd vision of conjugal felicity, which was to last for ever, and is over like any other dream. One and other has made his bed, and so must lie in it, until that final day when life ends, and they sleep separate.

Can anyone who has gone through life and observed the nature of men and women doubt what happened to her? I’ve seen, of course, some people carry the essence of their youthful love into old age, and I know that Mr. Thomas Parr lived to be one hundred and sixty years old. But still, seventy is the typical age for men, and few live beyond that; and it's clear that a man who marries solely for looks, like my lord did, thinks this part of the deal is over when the woman stops meeting those expectations, and his love doesn’t last once her beauty fades. I know it’s often different; I can think (as most men can from their own experiences) of many homes where the cherished light of love, ignited in early years, never goes out. But there’s Mr. Parr, and there’s the giant at the fair who stands eight feet tall—exceptions to the norm—and that poor light I mentioned, which first illuminates the marital bed, gets snuffed by countless winds and drafts from the chimney, or flickers out for lack of care. And then—then it’s Chloe, awake in the dark, while Strephon snores away, oblivious; or vice versa, it’s poor Strephon married to a heartless tease, waking up from that ridiculous dream of marital bliss, which was supposed to last forever but is gone like any other dream. Each has made his bed, and now must lie in it, until that final day when life ends, and they sleep apart.

About this time young Esmond, who had a knack of stringing verses, turned some of Ovid's Epistles into rhymes, and brought them to his lady for her delectation. Those which treated of forsaken women touched her immensely, Harry remarked; and when Oenone called after Paris, and Medea bade Jason come back again, the lady of Castlewood sighed, and said she thought that part of the verses was the most pleasing. Indeed, she would have chopped up the Dean, her old father, in order to bring her husband back again. But her beautiful Jason was gone, as beautiful Jasons will go, and the poor enchantress had never a spell to keep him.

Around this time, young Esmond, who had a talent for writing verse, transformed some of Ovid's Epistles into rhymes and shared them with his lady for her enjoyment. Harry noticed that the ones about forsaken women affected her deeply; when Oenone called out to Paris and Medea asked Jason to return, the lady of Castlewood sighed and said she found that part of the verses the most enjoyable. In fact, she would have horribly dealt with her old father, the Dean, just to get her husband back. But her beautiful Jason was gone, as beautiful Jasons tend to do, and the poor enchantress had no magic to bring him back.

My lord was only sulky as long as his wife's anxious face or behavior seemed to upbraid him. When she had got to master these, and to show an outwardly cheerful countenance and behavior, her husband's good-humor returned partially, and he swore and stormed no longer at dinner, but laughed sometimes, and yawned unrestrainedly; absenting himself often from home, inviting more company thither, passing the greater part of his days in the hunting-field, or over the bottle as before; but with this difference, that the poor wife could no longer see now, as she had done formerly, the light of love kindled in his eyes. He was with her, but that flame was out: and that once welcome beacon no more shone there.

My lord was only moody as long as his wife's worried expression or actions seemed to scold him. Once she managed to control these and show a cheerful face and demeanor, her husband's good mood returned somewhat, and he no longer swore and yelled at dinner but laughed occasionally and yawned freely. He often spent time away from home, inviting more guests over, and spent most of his days hunting or drinking as he did before; but the difference was that the poor wife could no longer see the love in his eyes as she once had. He was with her, but that spark was gone: and that once-welcomed light no longer shone there.

What were this lady's feelings when forced to admit the truth whereof her foreboding glass had given her only too true warning, that within her beauty her reign had ended, and the days of her love were over? What does a seaman do in a storm if mast and rudder are carried away? He ships a jurymast, and steers as he best can with an oar. What happens if your roof falls in a tempest? After the first stun of the calamity the sufferer starts up, gropes around to see that the children are safe, and puts them under a shed out of the rain. If the palace burns down, you take shelter in the barn. What man's life is not overtaken by one or more of these tornadoes that send us out of the course, and fling us on rocks to shelter as best we may?

What was this lady feeling when she had to face the truth that her foreboding mirror had warned her about all too clearly: that her beauty had faded, and her days of love were over? What does a sailor do in a storm when the mast and rudder are lost? He rigs a temporary mast and steers as best as he can with an oar. What happens if your roof collapses in a storm? After the initial shock of the disaster, the person jumps up, feels around to make sure the kids are safe, and puts them somewhere dry. If the palace burns down, you seek shelter in the barn. Whose life isn't affected by one or more of these storms that throw us off course and leave us scrambling for safety as best we can?

When Lady Castlewood found that her great ship had gone down, she began as best she might after she had rallied from the effects of the loss, to put out small ventures of happiness; and hope for little gains and returns, as a merchant on 'Change, indocilis pauperiem pati, having lost his thousands, embarks a few guineas upon the next ship. She laid out her all upon her children, indulging them beyond all measure, as was inevitable with one of her kindness of disposition; giving all her thoughts to their welfare—learning, that she might teach them; and improving her own many natural gifts and feminine accomplishments, that she might impart them to her young ones. To be doing good for some one else, is the life of most good women. They are exuberant of kindness, as it were, and must impart it to some one. She made herself a good scholar of French, Italian, and Latin, having been grounded in these by her father in her youth; hiding these gifts from her husband out of fear, perhaps, that they should offend him, for my lord was no bookman—pish'd and psha'd at the notion of learned ladies, and would have been angry that his wife could construe out of a Latin book of which he could scarce understand two words. Young Esmond was usher, or house tutor, under her or over her, as it might happen. During my lord's many absences, these school-days would go on uninterruptedly: the mother and daughter learning with surprising quickness; the latter by fits and starts only, and as suited her wayward humor. As for the little lord, it must be owned that he took after his father in the matter of learning—liked marbles and play, and the great horse and the little one which his father brought him, and on which he took him out a-hunting, a great deal better than Corderius and Lily; marshalled the village boys, and had a little court of them, already flogging them, and domineering over them with a fine imperious spirit, that made his father laugh when he beheld it, and his mother fondly warn him. The cook had a son, the woodman had two, the big lad at the porter's lodge took his cuffs and his orders. Doctor Tusher said he was a young nobleman of gallant spirit; and Harry Esmond, who was his tutor, and eight years his little lordship's senior, had hard work sometimes to keep his own temper, and hold his authority over his rebellious little chief and kinsman.

When Lady Castlewood discovered that her grand ship had sunk, she tried her best, once she recovered from the shock of the loss, to create small moments of happiness and hope for little gains, like a trader on the stock exchange, brave enough to invest a few pounds on the next ship despite losing thousands. She devoted everything to her children, spoiling them as was natural for someone with her compassionate nature; she focused all her thoughts on their well-being—studying so she could teach them, and honing her own talents and skills so she could share them with her kids. Doing good for others is the essence of many good women. They overflow with kindness and need to share it with someone. She became well-versed in French, Italian, and Latin, having been taught these by her father in her youth; she kept these skills hidden from her husband, perhaps out of fear they would anger him, since my lord was not a scholarly man—he scoffed at the idea of learned ladies and would have been upset that his wife could translate from a Latin book while he barely understood two words. Young Esmond was either an usher or a house tutor for her, depending on the situation. During my lord's many absences, their schooling continued without interruption: the mother and daughter learned quickly, although the daughter did so in fits and starts, as was her unpredictable nature. As for the young lord, he clearly took after his father when it came to learning—he preferred marbles and playing, along with the big horse and the little one that his father got for him, which he enjoyed riding on hunting trips, far more than studying Corderius and Lily; he rounded up the village boys and already had a little court of them, bossing them around and punishing them with a commanding spirit that made his father laugh when he saw it, and his mother warn him fondly. The cook had a son, the woodman had two, and the big boy at the porter’s lodge followed his orders without question. Doctor Tusher said he was a young nobleman of bold spirit; and Harry Esmond, who was his tutor and eight years older than the young lord, sometimes had a tough time keeping his own temper and maintaining authority over his rebellious little relative.

In a couple of years after that calamity had befallen which had robbed Lady Castlewood of a little—a very little—of her beauty, and her careless husband's heart (if the truth must be told, my lady had found not only that her reign was over, but that her successor was appointed, a Princess of a noble house in Drury Lane somewhere, who was installed and visited by my lord at the town eight miles off—pudet haec opprobria dicere nobis)—a great change had taken place in her mind, which, by struggles only known to herself, at least never mentioned to any one, and unsuspected by the person who caused the pain she endured—had been schooled into such a condition as she could not very likely have imagined possible a score of months since, before her misfortunes had begun.

A couple of years after that disaster that took away a bit—just a bit—of Lady Castlewood's beauty and her careless husband's affection (to be honest, she realized not only that her time was up, but that her replacement was already chosen, a Princess from a noble family in Drury Lane somewhere, who was being entertained by my lord in the town eight miles away—it's embarrassing to say this)—a significant change occurred in her mindset, which, through struggles known only to her and never shared with anyone, and unnoticed by the person who caused her pain, had been altered to a state she could hardly have imagined possible a year ago, before her troubles began.

She had oldened in that time as people do who suffer silently great mental pain; and learned much that she had never suspected before. She was taught by that bitter teacher Misfortune. A child the mother of other children, but two years back her lord was a god to her; his words her law; his smile her sunshine; his lazy commonplaces listened to eagerly, as if they were words of wisdom—all his wishes and freaks obeyed with a servile devotion. She had been my lord's chief slave and blind worshipper. Some women bear farther than this, and submit not only to neglect but to unfaithfulness too—but here this lady's allegiance had failed her. Her spirit rebelled, and disowned any more obedience. First she had to bear in secret the passion of losing the adored object; then to get further initiation, and to find this worshipped being was but a clumsy idol: then to admit the silent truth, that it was she was superior, and not the monarch her master: that she had thoughts which his brains could never master, and was the better of the two; quite separate from my lord although tied to him, and bound, as almost all people (save a very happy few), to work all her life alone. My lord sat in his chair, laughing his laugh, cracking his joke, his face flushing with wine—my lady in her place over against him—he never suspecting that his superior was there, in the calm resigned lady, cold of manner, with downcast eyes. When he was merry in his cups, he would make jokes about her coldness, and, “D—- it, now my lady is gone, we will have t'other bottle,” he would say. He was frank enough in telling his thoughts, such as they were. There was little mystery about my lord's words or actions. His Fair Rosamond did not live in a Labyrinth, like the lady of Mr. Addison's opera, but paraded with painted cheeks and a tipsy retinue in the country town. Had she a mind to be revenged, Lady Castlewood could have found the way to her rival's house easily enough; and, if she had come with bowl and dagger, would have been routed off the ground by the enemy with a volley of Billingsgate, which the fair person always kept by her.

She had aged during that time, like people do when they endure deep mental pain in silence, and learned a lot that she had never expected. Misfortune was her harsh teacher. Two years ago, she was a mother to children, and her husband was like a god to her; his words were her law, his smile was her sunlight, and she listened eagerly to his lazy chit-chat as if it were wisdom—all his wishes and whims received her devoted obedience. She had been my lord's main servant and devoted admirer. Some women endure even more and accept not only neglect but infidelity as well—but this lady's loyalty eventually broke. Her spirit rebelled and rejected further obedience. First, she had to secretly deal with the pain of losing the one she adored; then she had to undergo a further awakening to realize that this idolized figure was only a clumsy statue; and finally, she had to accept the quiet truth—that she was the superior one, not her husband: she had thoughts that his mind could never grasp and was the stronger of the two; quite separate from my lord, even while being tied to him, and like almost everyone else (except for a fortunate few), destined to work alone for her entire life. My lord sat in his chair, laughing his laugh, cracking his jokes, his face flushed with wine—my lady sitting across from him—he never suspected that his superior was there, in the calm, resigned lady, who had a cold demeanor and downcast eyes. When he was happy from drinking, he would make jokes about her coldness, saying, "D--- it, now that my lady is gone, we’ll have another bottle." He was open in sharing his thoughts, such as they were. There was little mystery in my lord's words or actions. His Fair Rosamond didn’t live in a labyrinth, like the lady in Mr. Addison's opera, but strutted around with painted cheeks and a tipsy entourage in the local town. If she wanted revenge, Lady Castlewood could have easily found her rival’s house; and if she had arrived with a bowl and dagger, she would have been driven away by the enemy with a verbal assault that the fair person always had at the ready.

Meanwhile, it has been said, that for Harry Esmond his benefactress's sweet face had lost none of its charms. It had always the kindest of looks and smiles for him—smiles, not so gay and artless perhaps as those which Lady Castlewood had formerly worn, when, a child herself, playing with her children, her husband's pleasure and authority were all she thought of; but out of her griefs and cares, as will happen I think when these trials fall upon a kindly heart, and are not too unbearable, grew up a number of thoughts and excellences which had never come into existence, had not her sorrow and misfortunes engendered them. Sure, occasion is the father of most that is good in us. As you have seen the awkward fingers and clumsy tools of a prisoner cut and fashion the most delicate little pieces of carved work; or achieve the most prodigious underground labors, and cut through walls of masonry, and saw iron bars and fetters; 'tis misfortune that awakens ingenuity, or fortitude, or endurance, in hearts where these qualities had never come to life but for the circumstance which gave them a being.

Meanwhile, it’s been said that for Harry Esmond, his benefactor's sweet face still held all its charm. It always wore the kindest looks and smiles for him—smiles that perhaps weren’t as cheerful and innocent as those Lady Castlewood had worn in the past, when she was a child herself, playing with her kids, focused only on her husband’s happiness and authority. But out of her grief and worries, as often happens when these challenges come to a kind heart and aren’t too overwhelming, grew many thoughts and qualities that would have never existed if not for her sorrow and misfortunes. It’s true that circumstance is the source of much that is good in us. Just like you can see how the awkward hands and clumsy tools of a prisoner can carve out the most delicate pieces of work; or accomplish incredible feats underground, cutting through walls and sawing iron bars and chains; it’s misfortune that brings out creativity, strength, or resilience in hearts where these qualities would have never come to life without the situations that gave them existence.

“'Twas after Jason left her, no doubt,” Lady Castlewood once said with one of her smiles to young Esmond (who was reading to her a version of certain lines out of Euripides), “that Medea became a learned woman and a great enchantress.”

“After Jason left her, for sure,” Lady Castlewood once said with one of her smiles to young Esmond (who was reading her a version of certain lines from Euripides), “that’s when Medea became a smart woman and a powerful enchantress.”

“And she could conjure the stars out of heaven,” the young tutor added, “but she could not bring Jason back again.”

“And she could summon the stars from the sky,” the young tutor added, “but she couldn’t bring Jason back again.”

“What do you mean?” asked my lady, very angry.

“What do you mean?” my lady asked, very angry.

“Indeed I mean nothing,” said the other, “save what I've read in books. What should I know about such matters? I have seen no woman save you and little Beatrix, and the parson's wife and my late mistress, and your ladyship's woman here.”

“Honestly, I don't mean anything,” said the other, “except what I've read in books. What do I know about such things? I've only seen you and little Beatrix, the parson's wife, my late mistress, and your lady's maid here.”

“The men who wrote your books,” says my lady, “your Horaces, and Ovids, and Virgils, as far as I know of them, all thought ill of us, as all the heroes they wrote about used us basely. We were bred to be slaves always; and even of our own times, as you are still the only lawgivers, I think our sermons seem to say that the best woman is she who bears her master's chains most gracefully. 'Tis a pity there are no nunneries permitted by our church: Beatrix and I would fly to one, and end our days in peace there away from you.”

“The men who wrote your books,” my lady says, “your Horaces, Ovids, and Virgils, as far as I know, all looked down on us, just like all the heroes they wrote about treated us poorly. We were raised to be slaves forever; and even in our own time, as you are still the only lawmakers, it seems that our sermons suggest the best woman is the one who wears her master’s chains most gracefully. It’s a shame our church doesn’t allow nunneries: Beatrix and I would escape to one and spend our days in peace away from you.”

“And is there no slavery in a convent?” says Esmond.

“And is there no slavery in a convent?” Esmond asks.

“At least if women are slaves there, no one sees them,” answered the lady. “They don't work in street gangs with the public to jeer them: and if they suffer, suffer in private. Here comes my lord home from hunting. Take away the books. My lord does not love to see them. Lessons are over for to-day, Mr. Tutor.” And with a curtsy and a smile she would end this sort of colloquy.

“At least if women are slaves there, no one sees them,” replied the lady. “They don’t work in street gangs with the public mocking them; if they suffer, it’s in private. Here comes my lord back from hunting. Put away the books. My lord doesn’t like to see them. Lessons are over for today, Mr. Tutor.” And with a curtsy and a smile, she would conclude this kind of conversation.

Indeed “Mr. Tutor,” as my lady called Esmond, had now business enough on his hands in Castlewood house. He had three pupils, his lady and her two children, at whose lessons she would always be present; besides writing my lord's letters, and arranging his accompts for him—when these could be got from Esmond's indolent patron.

Indeed, “Mr. Tutor,” as my lady referred to Esmond, had plenty to keep him busy at Castlewood House. He had three students: his lady and her two children, and she always attended their lessons. In addition to that, he was responsible for writing my lord’s letters and managing his accounts—whenever he could get them from Esmond’s lazy patron.

Of the pupils the two young people were but lazy scholars, and as my lady would admit no discipline such as was then in use, my lord's son only learned what he liked, which was but little, and never to his life's end could be got to construe more than six lines of Virgil. Mistress Beatrix chattered French prettily, from a very early age; and sang sweetly, but this was from her mother's teaching—not Harry Esmond's, who could scarce distinguish between “Green Sleeves” and “Lillibullero;” although he had no greater delight in life than to hear the ladies sing. He sees them now (will he ever forget them?) as they used to sit together of the summer evenings—the two golden heads over the page—the child's little hand, and the mother's beating the time, with their voices rising and falling in unison.

Of the students, the two young people were just lazy learners, and since my lady wouldn’t allow any discipline like what was common back then, my lord’s son learned only what he wanted to, which wasn’t much, and even by the end of his life, he could barely translate more than six lines of Virgil. Mistress Beatrix spoke French beautifully from a very young age and sang sweetly, but that was due to her mother’s guidance—not Harry Esmond’s, who could hardly tell “Green Sleeves” from “Lillibullero;” although he had no greater joy in life than listening to the ladies sing. He remembers them now (will he ever forget them?) as they used to sit together on summer evenings—the two golden heads over the page—the little child’s hand and the mother’s keeping time, with their voices rising and falling in harmony.

But if the children were careless, 'twas a wonder how eagerly the mother learnt from her young tutor—and taught him too. The happiest instinctive faculty was this lady's—a faculty for discerning latent beauties and hidden graces of books, especially books of poetry, as in a walk she would spy out field-flowers and make posies of them, such as no other hand could. She was a critic, not by reason but by feeling; the sweetest commentator of those books they read together; and the happiest hours of young Esmond's life, perhaps, were those passed in the company of this kind mistress and her children.

But if the children were careless, it was amazing how eagerly the mother learned from her young tutor—and taught him too. This lady had the happiest natural talent—a talent for seeing hidden beauties and subtle graces in books, especially poetry, just as she would spot wildflowers on a walk and make bouquets out of them, like no one else could. She was a critic, not through reason but through feeling; the sweetest commentator on the books they read together; and perhaps the happiest hours of young Esmond's life were those spent in the company of this kind mistress and her children.

These happy days were to end soon, however; and it was by the Lady Castlewood's own decree that they were brought to a conclusion. It happened about Christmas-time, Harry Esmond being now past sixteen years of age, that his old comrade, adversary, and friend, Tom Tusher, returned from his school in London, a fair, well-grown, and sturdy lad, who was about to enter college, with an exhibition from his school, and a prospect of after promotion in the church. Tom Tusher's talk was of nothing but Cambridge now; and the boys, who were good friends, examined each other eagerly about their progress in books. Tom had learned some Greek and Hebrew, besides Latin, in which he was pretty well skilled, and also had given himself to mathematical studies under his father's guidance, who was a proficient in those sciences, of which Esmond knew nothing; nor could he write Latin so well as Tom, though he could talk it better, having been taught by his dear friend the Jesuit Father, for whose memory the lad ever retained the warmest affection, reading his books, keeping his swords clean in the little crypt where the Father had shown them to Esmond on the night of his visit; and often of a night sitting in the chaplain's room, which he inhabited, over his books, his verses, and rubbish, with which the lad occupied himself, he would look up at the window, thinking he wished it might open and let in the good Father. He had come and passed away like a dream; but for the swords and books Harry might almost think the Father was an imagination of his mind—and for two letters which had come to him, one from abroad, full of advice and affection, another soon after he had been confirmed by the Bishop of Hexton, in which Father Holt deplored his falling away. But Harry Esmond felt so confident now of his being in the right, and of his own powers as a casuist, that he thought he was able to face the Father himself in argument, and possibly convert him.

These happy days were about to come to an end, though, and it was by Lady Castlewood's own choice that they were wrapped up. Around Christmas time, Harry Esmond, now over sixteen, welcomed back his old friend's rival and companion, Tom Tusher, who had returned from school in London. Tom was a tall, strong lad getting ready to enter college with a scholarship from his school and hopeful prospects for a future in the church. All he could talk about was Cambridge now, and the two boys, who remained good friends, eagerly asked each other about their studies. Tom had picked up some Greek and Hebrew in addition to being quite skilled in Latin, and he had also dived into math under his father's guidance, who was well-versed in those subjects—things Esmond knew nothing about. Although Esmond couldn’t write Latin as well as Tom, he could speak it better, having been taught by his beloved Jesuit Father, for whom he always felt a deep affection. He often read the Father’s books and kept the swords in the little crypt where the Father had first shown them to him during his visit. Many nights, while sitting in the chaplain's room surrounded by his books and scribbles, he would gaze out the window, wishing it might open to let in his dear Father. He had come and gone like a fleeting dream; without the swords and books around him, Harry might almost convince himself that the Father was just a figment of his imagination—aside from the two letters he had received; one from overseas, full of love and advice, and another shortly after he was confirmed by the Bishop of Hexton, where Father Holt lamented his drifting away. However, Harry Esmond now felt so certain of his beliefs and his skills in moral reasoning that he believed he could stand up to the Father in a debate and maybe even sway him.

To work upon the faith of her young pupil, Esmond's kind mistress sent to the library of her father the Dean, who had been distinguished in the disputes of the late king's reign; and, an old soldier now, had hung up his weapons of controversy. These he took down from his shelves willingly for young Esmond, whom he benefited by his own personal advice and instruction. It did not require much persuasion to induce the boy to worship with his beloved mistress. And the good old nonjuring Dean flattered himself with a conversion which, in truth, was owing to a much gentler and fairer persuader.

To nurture the faith of her young student, Esmond's kind teacher reached out to the library of her father, the Dean, who had made a name for himself during the disputes of the late king's reign. Now an old soldier, he had put aside his weapons of debate. He gladly took down his books for young Esmond, offering him personal advice and guidance. It didn’t take much convincing for the boy to attend services with his beloved teacher. The good old nonjuring Dean believed he had facilitated a conversion, which, in reality, was due to a much gentler and more charming influence.

Under her ladyship's kind eyes (my lord's being sealed in sleep pretty generally), Esmond read many volumes of the works of the famous British Divines of the last age, and was familiar with Wake and Sherlock, with Stillingfleet and Patrick. His mistress never tired to listen or to read, to pursue the texts with fond comments, to urge those points which her fancy dwelt on most, or her reason deemed most important. Since the death of her father the Dean, this lady hath admitted a certain latitude of theological reading which her orthodox father would never have allowed; his favorite writers appealing more to reason and antiquity than to the passions or imaginations of their readers, so that the works of Bishop Taylor, nay, those of Mr. Baxter and Mr. Law, have in reality found more favor with my Lady Castlewood than the severer volumes of our great English schoolmen.

Under her ladyship's kind gaze (my lord usually being deep in sleep), Esmond read many books by the famous British theologians from the past century and became well-acquainted with Wake and Sherlock, as well as Stillingfleet and Patrick. His mistress never grew tired of listening or reading, diving into the texts with affectionate comments, highlighting the points that captured her imagination most or that her reason deemed most crucial. Since the death of her father, the Dean, this lady has embraced a certain freedom in her theological readings that her orthodox father would never have permitted; his favorite authors appealed more to logic and history than to the emotions or imaginations of their readers, so the works of Bishop Taylor, and even those of Mr. Baxter and Mr. Law, have actually been more favored by my Lady Castlewood than the stricter writings of our great English theologians.

In later life, at the University, Esmond reopened the controversy, and pursued it in a very different manner, when his patrons had determined for him that he was to embrace the ecclesiastical life. But though his mistress's heart was in this calling, his own never was much. After that first fervor of simple devotion, which his beloved Jesuit priest had inspired in him, speculative theology took but little hold upon the young man's mind. When his early credulity was disturbed, and his saints and virgins taken out of his worship, to rank little higher than the divinities of Olympus, his belief became acquiescence rather than ardor; and he made his mind up to assume the cassock and bands, as another man does to wear a breastplate and jack-boots, or to mount a merchant's desk, for a livelihood, and from obedience and necessity, rather than from choice. There were scores of such men in Mr. Esmond's time at the universities, who were going to the church with no better calling than his.

In later life, at the University, Esmond revisited the debate and approached it in a very different way, after his supporters had decided that he was meant to pursue a religious life. But even though his mistress was passionate about this path, he never shared that passion. After the initial surge of simple devotion that his beloved Jesuit priest had sparked in him, deep theological thought didn't capture the young man's interest much. Once his early naivety was shaken, and his saints and virgins were relegated to a status barely above that of the gods of Olympus, his belief turned into mere passive acceptance instead of enthusiasm; he resolved to don the cassock and bands as someone else might choose to wear armor and boots, or take up a merchant's desk for a living, out of obligation and necessity rather than desire. There were many men like Mr. Esmond at the universities during that time, heading into the church with no stronger calling than his.

When Thomas Tusher was gone, a feeling of no small depression and disquiet fell upon young Esmond, of which, though he did not complain, his kind mistress must have divined the cause: for soon after she showed not only that she understood the reason of Harry's melancholy, but could provide a remedy for it. Her habit was thus to watch, unobservedly, those to whom duty or affection bound her, and to prevent their designs, or to fulfil them, when she had the power. It was this lady's disposition to think kindnesses, and devise silent bounties and to scheme benevolence, for those about her. We take such goodness, for the most part, as if it was our due; the Marys who bring ointment for our feet get but little thanks. Some of us never feel this devotion at all, or are moved by it to gratitude or acknowledgment; others only recall it years after, when the days are past in which those sweet kindnesses were spent on us, and we offer back our return for the debt by a poor tardy payment of tears. Then forgotten tones of love recur to us, and kind glances shine out of the past—oh so bright and clear!—oh so longed after!—because they are out of reach; as holiday music from withinside a prison wall—or sunshine seen through the bars; more prized because unattainable—more bright because of the contrast of present darkness and solitude, whence there is no escape.

When Thomas Tusher left, young Esmond felt a considerable sense of sadness and unease, which, although he didn’t express it, his caring mistress must have sensed. Shortly after, she not only recognized the reason for Harry’s gloom but also had a way to address it. Her habit was to quietly observe those bound to her by duty or affection and either thwart their plans or help fulfill them when she could. This lady had a natural tendency to think of kind gestures, plan silent gifts, and create ways to show kindness to those around her. We often take such goodness for granted, as if it’s something we deserve; the Marys who bring balm for our feet receive very little gratitude. Some of us are completely unaware of this devotion or fail to feel it at all, while others only remember it years later, when the moments of those sweet acts of kindness have passed, and we repay our debt with a meager and delayed offering of tears. Then forgotten words of love come back to us, and warm looks shine from the past—oh so bright and clear!—oh so longed for!—because they are out of reach; like holiday music heard from inside a prison wall—or sunshine seen through the bars; more valued because they are unattainable—more radiant due to the contrast of present darkness and solitude, from which there is no escape.

All the notice, then, which Lady Castlewood seemed to take of Harry Esmond's melancholy, upon Tom Tusher's departure, was, by a gayety unusual to her, to attempt to dispel his gloom. She made his three scholars (herself being the chief one) more cheerful than ever they had been before, and more docile, too, all of them learning and reading much more than they had been accustomed to do. “For who knows,” said the lady, “what may happen, and whether we may be able to keep such a learned tutor long?”

All the attention that Lady Castlewood paid to Harry Esmond's sadness after Tom Tusher left was her way of trying to lift his spirits with an unusual cheerfulness. She made her three students (with herself as the main one) happier than they had ever been and more eager to learn, all of them studying and reading much more than they were used to. “Because who knows,” said the lady, “what might happen, and whether we’ll be able to keep such a knowledgeable tutor for long?”

Frank Esmond said he for his part did not want to learn any more, and cousin Harry might shut up his book whenever he liked, if he would come out a-fishing; and little Beatrix declared she would send for Tom Tusher, and HE would be glad enough to come to Castlewood, if Harry chose to go away.

Frank Esmond said he didn’t want to learn anything more, and cousin Harry could close his book whenever he wanted, as long as he came out to go fishing; and little Beatrix said she would call for Tom Tusher, and HE would be more than happy to come to Castlewood if Harry decided to leave.

At last comes a messenger from Winchester one day, bearer of a letter, with a great black seal, from the Dean there, to say that his sister was dead, and had left her fortune of 2,000L. among her six nieces, the Dean's daughters; and many a time since has Harry Esmond recalled the flushed face and eager look wherewith, after this intelligence, his kind lady regarded him. She did not pretend to any grief about the deceased relative, from whom she and her family had been many years parted.

At last, one day, a messenger arrived from Winchester carrying a letter with a large black seal from the Dean, informing that his sister had passed away and left her fortune of £2,000 to her six nieces, the Dean's daughters. Many times since, Harry Esmond has remembered the flushed face and eager look with which his kind lady regarded him after hearing this news. She didn’t pretend to feel sad about the deceased relative, from whom she and her family had been separated for many years.

When my lord heard of the news, he also did not make any very long face. “The money will come very handy to furnish the music-room and the cellar, which is getting low, and buy your ladyship a coach and a couple of horses that will do indifferent to ride or for the coach. And, Beatrix, you shall have a spinnet: and, Frank, you shall have a little horse from Hexton Fair; and, Harry, you shall have five pounds to buy some books,” said my lord, who was generous with his own, and indeed with other folk's money. “I wish your aunt would die once a year, Rachel; we could spend your money, and all your sisters', too.”

When my lord heard the news, he didn’t react too dramatically. “The money will be really useful to set up the music room and stock the cellar, which is running low, and buy your ladyship a carriage and a couple of horses that are decent enough for riding or for the carriage. And, Beatrix, you’ll get a spinet; and, Frank, you’ll get a little horse from Hexton Fair; and, Harry, you’ll get five pounds to buy some books,” said my lord, who was generous with his own and other people’s money. “I wish your aunt would die once a year, Rachel; then we could spend your money, and all your sisters' too.”

“I have but one aunt—and—and I have another use for the money, my lord,” says my lady, turning very red.

“I only have one aunt—and—and I have another use for the money, my lord,” says my lady, blushing deeply.

“Another use, my dear; and what do you know about money?” cries my lord. “And what the devil is there that I don't give you which you want!”

“Another use, my dear; and what do you know about money?” my lord exclaims. “And what is there that I don’t give you that you want!”

“I intend to give this money—can't you fancy how, my lord?”

“I plan to give this money—can’t you picture how, my lord?”

My lord swore one of his large oaths that he did not know in the least what she meant.

My lord swore one of his big oaths that he had no idea what she meant.

“I intend it for Harry Esmond to go to college. Cousin Harry,” says my lady, “you mustn't stay longer in this dull place, but make a name to yourself, and for us too, Harry.”

“I want Harry Esmond to go to college. Cousin Harry,” my lady says, “you can’t stay any longer in this boring place; you need to make a name for yourself and for us too, Harry.”

“D—n it, Harry's well enough here,” says my lord, for a moment looking rather sulky.

“Damn it, Harry's fine here,” says my lord, looking a bit grumpy for a moment.

“Is Harry going away? You don't mean to say you will go away?” cry out Frank and Beatrix at one breath.

“Is Harry leaving? You can’t be saying you’re going to leave too?” Frank and Beatrix exclaimed simultaneously.

“But he will come back: and this will always be his home,” cries my lady, with blue eyes looking a celestial kindness: “and his scholars will always love him; won't they?”

“But he will come back: and this will always be his home,” my lady cries, her blue eyes radiating a heavenly kindness. “And his students will always love him; won’t they?”

“By G-d, Rachel, you're a good woman!” says my lord, seizing my lady's hand, at which she blushed very much, and shrank back, putting her children before her. “I wish you joy, my kinsman,” he continued, giving Harry Esmond a hearty slap on the shoulder. “I won't balk your luck. Go to Cambridge, boy, and when Tusher dies you shall have the living here, if you are not better provided by that time. We'll furnish the dining-room and buy the horses another year. I'll give thee a nag out of the stable: take any one except my hack and the bay gelding and the coach-horses; and God speed thee, my boy!”

“By God, Rachel, you’re a good woman!” my lord says, grabbing my lady's hand, which made her blush deeply and pull back, placing her children in front of her. “I wish you happiness, my relative,” he continued, giving Harry Esmond a hearty slap on the shoulder. “I won’t stand in the way of your luck. Go to Cambridge, boy, and when Tusher passes away, you’ll get the position here, unless you find something better by then. We’ll fix up the dining room and buy the horses next year. I’ll give you a horse from the stable: take any one except my riding horse, the bay gelding, and the coach horses; and Godspeed to you, my boy!”

“Have the sorrel, Harry; 'tis a good one. Father says 'tis the best in the stable,” says little Frank, clapping his hands, and jumping up. “Let's come and see him in the stable.” And the other, in his delight and eagerness, was for leaving the room that instant to arrange about his journey.

“Try the sorrel, Harry; it’s really good. Dad says it’s the best in the stable,” says little Frank, clapping his hands and jumping up. “Let’s go see him in the stable.” And the other, feeling delighted and eager, wanted to leave the room right away to sort out his trip.

The Lady Castlewood looked after him with sad penetrating glances. “He wishes to be gone already, my lord,” said she to her husband.

The Lady Castlewood watched him with deep, sorrowful looks. “He wants to leave already, my lord,” she said to her husband.

The young man hung back abashed. “Indeed, I would stay for ever, if your ladyship bade me,” he said.

The young man held back, feeling embarrassed. “Honestly, I would stay forever if you wanted me to,” he said.

“And thou wouldst be a fool for thy pains, kinsman,” said my lord. “Tut, tut, man. Go and see the world. Sow thy wild oats; and take the best luck that Fate sends thee. I wish I were a boy again, that I might go to college, and taste the Trumpington ale.”

“And you'd be a fool for your troubles, cousin,” said my lord. “Come on, man. Go see the world. Live a little; and take whatever good luck Fate gives you. I wish I were a boy again, so I could go to college and enjoy the Trumpington ale.”

“Ours, indeed, is but a dull home,” cries my lady, with a little of sadness and, maybe, of satire, in her voice: “an old glum house, half ruined, and the rest only half furnished; a woman and two children are but poor company for men that are accustomed to better. We are only fit to be your worship's handmaids, and your pleasures must of necessity lie elsewhere than at home.”

“Ours, for sure, is just a boring home,” my lady says, with a hint of sadness and maybe a touch of sarcasm in her voice: “an old, gloomy house, half falling apart, and the rest only half furnished; a woman and two kids are pretty poor company for men used to better. We're really only good enough to be your servants, and your enjoyment must naturally lie somewhere other than at home.”

“Curse me, Rachel, if I know now whether thou art in earnest or not,” said my lord.

“Curse me, Rachel, if I know now whether you’re serious or not,” said my lord.

“In earnest, my lord!” says she, still clinging by one of her children. “Is there much subject here for joke?” And she made him a grand curtsy, and, giving a stately look to Harry Esmond, which seemed to say, “Remember; you understand me, though he does not,” she left the room with her children.

“In all seriousness, my lord!” she says, still holding onto one of her children. “Is there really much to joke about here?” And she gave him a deep curtsy, casting a regal glance at Harry Esmond that seemed to say, “Remember; you get it, even if he doesn’t,” and she left the room with her children.

“Since she found out that confounded Hexton business,” my lord said—“and be hanged to them that told her!—she has not been the same woman. She, who used to be as humble as a milkmaid, is as proud as a princess,” says my lord. “Take my counsel, Harry Esmond, and keep clear of women. Since I have had anything to do with the jades, they have given me nothing but disgust. I had a wife at Tangier, with whom, as she couldn't speak a word of my language, you'd have thought I might lead a quiet life. But she tried to poison me, because she was jealous of a Jew girl. There was your aunt, for aunt she is—aunt Jezebel, a pretty life your father led with HER! and here's my lady. When I saw her on a pillion, riding behind the Dean her father, she looked and was such a baby, that a sixpenny doll might have pleased her. And now you see what she is—hands off, highty-tighty, high and mighty, an empress couldn't be grander. Pass us the tankard, Harry my boy. A mug of beer and a toast at morn, says my host. A toast and a mug of beer at noon, says my dear. D—n it, Polly loves a mug of ale, too, and laced with brandy, by Jove!” Indeed, I suppose they drank it together; for my lord was often thick in his speech at mid-day dinner; and at night at supper, speechless altogether.

“Ever since she found out about that annoying Hexton business,” my lord said—“and curse those who told her!—she hasn’t been the same. She, who used to be as modest as a milkmaid, is now as proud as a princess,” says my lord. “Take my advice, Harry Esmond, and stay away from women. Since I got involved with those troublemakers, they've brought me nothing but disgust. I had a wife in Tangier who couldn’t speak my language, so you’d think I’d have a peaceful life. But she tried to poison me because she was jealous of a Jewish girl. And there’s your aunt, for she is—Aunt Jezebel, what a life your father had with HER! And look at my lady now. When I saw her riding behind the Dean, her father, she looked like such a child that a sixpenny doll would have made her happy. And now you see what she’s become—hands off, all high and mighty, an empress couldn’t be prouder. Pass us the tankard, Harry, my boy. A mug of beer and a toast in the morning, says my host. A toast and a mug of beer at noon, says my dear. Damn it, Polly loves a mug of ale too, especially when it’s spiked with brandy, by Jove!” Indeed, I suppose they drank it together; for my lord often slurred his words at the midday dinner, and by the time of supper, he was completely speechless.

Harry Esmond's departure resolved upon, it seemed as if the Lady Castlewood, too, rejoiced to lose him; for more than once, when the lad, ashamed perhaps at his own secret eagerness to go away (at any rate stricken with sadness at the idea of leaving those from whom he had received so many proofs of love and kindness inestimable), tried to express to his mistress his sense of gratitude to her, and his sorrow at quitting those who had so sheltered and tended a nameless and houseless orphan, Lady Castlewood cut short his protests of love and his lamentations, and would hear of no grief, but only look forward to Harry's fame and prospects in life. “Our little legacy will keep you for four years like a gentleman. Heaven's Providence, your own genius, industry, honor, must do the rest for you. Castlewood will always be a home for you; and these children, whom you have taught and loved, will not forget to love you. And, Harry,” said she (and this was the only time when she spoke with a tear in her eye, or a tremor in her voice), “it may happen in the course of nature that I shall be called away from them: and their father—and—and they will need true friends and protectors. Promise me that you will be true to them—as—as I think I have been to you—and a mother's fond prayer and blessing go with you.”

Harry Esmond's departure was decided, and it seemed that Lady Castlewood was also happy to see him go. More than once, when the young man, perhaps embarrassed by his own eagerness to leave, or simply saddened by the thought of parting from those who had shown him so much love and kindness, tried to express his gratitude to her and his sorrow at leaving, Lady Castlewood interrupted his declarations of affection and his laments. She wouldn’t entertain any sadness, only looking ahead to Harry’s future success and opportunities in life. “Our little inheritance will support you for four years like a gentleman. With Heaven's help, your own talent, hard work, and honor, you’ll do the rest. Castlewood will always be a place you can call home, and these children you’ve taught and loved will remember you. And, Harry,” she said (this was the only time her voice wavered and tears filled her eyes), “it may happen that I will be taken from them someday: and their father—and—and they will need true friends and protectors. Promise me that you will be there for them—as—as I’ve tried to be for you—and carry a mother’s heartfelt prayer and blessing with you.”

“So help me God, madam, I will,” said Harry Esmond, falling on his knees, and kissing the hand of his dearest mistress. “If you will have me stay now, I will. What matters whether or no I make my way in life, or whether a poor bastard dies as unknown as he is now? 'Tis enough that I have your love and kindness surely; and to make you happy is duty enough for me.”

“So help me God, ma’am, I will,” said Harry Esmond, falling to his knees and kissing the hand of his beloved mistress. “If you want me to stay now, I will. What does it matter whether I succeed in life or whether a poor bastard dies as unknown as he is now? It’s enough that I have your love and kindness for sure; making you happy is duty enough for me.”

“Happy!” says she; “but indeed I ought to be, with my children, and—”

“Happy!” she says; “but honestly, I should be, with my kids, and—”

“Not happy!” cried Esmond (for he knew what her life was, though he and his mistress never spoke a word concerning it). “If not happiness, it may be ease. Let me stay and work for you—let me stay and be your servant.”

“Not happy!” cried Esmond (because he understood what her life was like, even though he and his mistress never talked about it). “If not happiness, then maybe ease. Let me stay and work for you—let me stay and be your servant.”

“Indeed, you are best away,” said my lady, laughing, as she put her hand on the boy's head for a moment. “You shall stay in no such dull place. You shall go to college and distinguish yourself as becomes your name. That is how you shall please me best; and—and if my children want you, or I want you, you shall come to us; and I know we may count on you.”

“Honestly, it's best if you leave,” my lady said with a laugh, placing her hand on the boy's head for a moment. “You shouldn’t stay in such a boring place. You should go to college and make a name for yourself. That's the way to make me happiest; and—if my kids need you, or if I need you, you’ll come to us; and I know we can rely on you.”

“May heaven forsake me if you may not!” Harry said, getting up from his knee.

“May heaven forsake me if you don’t!” Harry said, getting up from his knee.

“And my knight longs for a dragon this instant that he may fight,” said my lady, laughing; which speech made Harry Esmond start, and turn red; for indeed the very thought was in his mind, that he would like that some chance should immediately happen whereby he might show his devotion. And it pleased him to think that his lady had called him “her knight,” and often and often he recalled this to his mind, and prayed that he might be her true knight, too.

“And my knight wishes for a dragon right now so he can fight it,” said my lady, laughing; this made Harry Esmond jump and blush because the very idea was on his mind, that he hoped some opportunity would come up where he could prove his loyalty. It pleased him to think that his lady had called him “her knight,” and he often reminded himself of this and prayed that he could be her true knight as well.

My lady's bed-chamber window looked out over the country, and you could see from it the purple hills beyond Castlewood village, the green common betwixt that and the Hall, and the old bridge which crossed over the river. When Harry Esmond went away for Cambridge, little Frank ran alongside his horse as far as the bridge, and there Harry stopped for a moment, and looked back at the house where the best part of his life had been passed. It lay before him with its gray familiar towers, a pinnacle or two shining in the sun, the buttresses and terrace walls casting great blue shades on the grass. And Harry remembered, all his life after, how he saw his mistress at the window looking out on him in a white robe, the little Beatrix's chestnut curls resting at her mother's side. Both waved a farewell to him, and little Frank sobbed to leave him. Yes, he WOULD be his lady's true knight, he vowed in his heart; he waved her an adieu with his hat. The village people had Good-by to say to him too. All knew that Master Harry was going to college, and most of them had a kind word and a look of farewell. I do not stop to say what adventures he began to imagine, or what career to devise for himself before he had ridden three miles from home. He had not read Monsieur Galland's ingenious Arabian tales as yet; but be sure that there are other folks who build castles in the air, and have fine hopes, and kick them down too, besides honest Alnaschar.

My lady's bedroom window overlooked the countryside, where you could see the purple hills beyond Castlewood village, the green common between that and the Hall, and the old bridge crossing the river. When Harry Esmond left for Cambridge, little Frank ran alongside his horse as far as the bridge, where Harry paused for a moment to look back at the house where he had spent the best part of his life. It spread out before him with its familiar gray towers, a few pinnacles shining in the sunlight, and the buttresses and terrace walls casting large blue shadows on the grass. Harry always remembered how he saw his mistress at the window, looking out at him in a white robe, with little Beatrix’s chestnut curls resting next to her. Both waved him goodbye, and little Frank cried at the thought of leaving him. Yes, he WOULD be his lady's true knight, he vowed to himself; he waved his hat in farewell. The villagers had their goodbyes to say too. Everyone knew that Master Harry was going to college, and most had kind words and looks of farewell for him. I won’t delve into the adventures he started imagining or what career he planned for himself before he had even ridden three miles from home. He hadn’t yet read Monsieur Galland’s clever Arabian tales, but there were plenty of others who dreamed big, built castles in the air, and saw their hopes come crashing down, besides honest Alnaschar.





CHAPTER X.

I GO TO CAMBRIDGE, AND DO BUT LITTLE GOOD THERE.

Mr lord, who said he should like to revisit the old haunts of his youth, kindly accompanied Harry Esmond in his first journey to Cambridge. Their road lay through London, where my Lord Viscount would also have Harry stay a few days to show him the pleasures of the town before he entered upon his university studies, and whilst here Harry's patron conducted the young man to my Lady Dowager's house at Chelsey near London: the kind lady at Castlewood having specially ordered that the young gentleman and the old should pay a respectful visit in that quarter.

Mr. Lord, who mentioned that he wanted to revisit the places of his youth, kindly took Harry Esmond on his first trip to Cambridge. Their route went through London, where my Lord Viscount also wanted Harry to stay a few days to experience the pleasures of the city before starting his university studies. While they were there, Harry's patron took the young man to my Lady Dowager's house in Chelsea, near London. The kind lady at Castlewood had specifically asked that the young gentleman and the elder pay a respectful visit in that area.

Her ladyship the Viscountess Dowager occupied a handsome new house in Chelsey, with a garden behind it, and facing the river, always a bright and animated sight with its swarms of sailors, barges, and wherries. Harry laughed at recognizing in the parlor the well-remembered old piece of Sir Peter Lely, wherein his father's widow was represented as a virgin huntress, armed with a gilt bow-and-arrow, and encumbered only with that small quantity of drapery which it would seem the virgins in King Charles's day were accustomed to wear.

Her ladyship the Viscountess Dowager lived in a beautiful new house in Chelsea, with a garden behind it and a view of the river, which was always lively and colorful with its crowds of sailors, barges, and small boats. Harry chuckled when he saw in the parlor the familiar old painting by Sir Peter Lely, showing his father's widow as a virgin huntress, equipped with a gilded bow and arrow, and wearing just the little bit of fabric that it seemed the ladies in King Charles's time were used to wearing.

My Lady Dowager had left off this peculiar habit of huntress when she married. But though she was now considerably past sixty years of age, I believe she thought that airy nymph of the picture could still be easily recognized in the venerable personage who gave an audience to Harry and his patron.

My Lady Dowager had stopped this unusual habit of a huntress when she got married. But even though she was now well over sixty, I think she believed that the lively maiden in the painting could still be easily seen in the aged woman who met with Harry and his supporter.

She received the young man with even more favor than she showed to the elder, for she chose to carry on the conversation in French, in which my Lord Castlewood was no great proficient, and expressed her satisfaction at finding that Mr. Esmond could speak fluently in that language. “'Twas the only one fit for polite conversation,” she condescended to say, “and suitable to persons of high breeding.”

She welcomed the young man even more warmly than the elder, as she decided to continue the conversation in French, a language my Lord Castlewood wasn't very good at, and she expressed her pleasure at discovering that Mr. Esmond could speak it fluently. “It’s the only language suitable for polite conversation,” she graciously remarked, “and appropriate for people of high status.”

My lord laughed afterwards, as the gentlemen went away, at his kinswoman's behavior. He said he remembered the time when she could speak English fast enough, and joked in his jolly way at the loss he had had of such a lovely wife as that.

My lord laughed afterward, as the gentlemen left, at his relative's behavior. He said he remembered a time when she could speak English quickly enough, and joked in his cheerful way about the loss he had experienced with such a lovely wife as that.

My Lady Viscountess deigned to ask his lordship news of his wife and children; she had heard that Lady Castlewood had had the small-pox; she hoped she was not so VERY much disfigured as people said.

My Lady Viscountess took a moment to ask his lordship about his wife and children; she had heard that Lady Castlewood had the smallpox; she hoped she wasn't as badly disfigured as people were saying.

At this remark about his wife's malady, my Lord Viscount winced and turned red; but the Dowager, in speaking of the disfigurement of the young lady, turned to her looking-glass and examined her old wrinkled countenance in it with such a grin of satisfaction, that it was all her guests could do to refrain from laughing in her ancient face.

At this comment about his wife's illness, my Lord Viscount flinched and turned red; but the Dowager, while discussing the young lady's disfigurement, turned to her mirror and examined her own old, wrinkled face in it with such a grin of satisfaction that it took all her guests' effort to hold back their laughter at her aged appearance.

She asked Harry what his profession was to be; and my lord, saying that the lad was to take orders, and have the living of Castlewood when old Dr. Tusher vacated it, she did not seem to show any particular anger at the notion of Harry's becoming a Church of England clergyman, nay, was rather glad than otherwise, that the youth should be so provided for. She bade Mr. Esmond not to forget to pay her a visit whenever he passed through London, and carried her graciousness so far as to send a purse with twenty guineas for him, to the tavern at which my lord put up (the “Greyhound,” in Charing Cross); and, along with this welcome gift for her kinsman, she sent a little doll for a present to my lord's little daughter Beatrix, who was growing beyond the age of dolls by this time, and was as tall almost as her venerable relative.

She asked Harry what his future job would be; and my lord, saying that the boy was going to become a clergyman and take over the living of Castlewood when old Dr. Tusher retired, she didn’t seem particularly upset about the idea of Harry becoming a Church of England minister. In fact, she was rather pleased that the young man would be so well taken care of. She told Mr. Esmond not to forget to visit her whenever he was in London and even went so far as to send a purse with twenty guineas for him to the inn where my lord was staying (the “Greyhound” in Charing Cross). Along with this generous gift for her relative, she also sent a little doll as a present for my lord's young daughter Beatrix, who was getting too old for dolls by this point and was nearly as tall as her esteemed relative.

After seeing the town, and going to the plays, my Lord Castlewood and Esmond rode together to Cambridge, spending two pleasant days upon the journey. Those rapid new coaches were not established, as yet, that performed the whole journey between London and the University in a single day; however, the road was pleasant and short enough to Harry Esmond, and he always gratefully remembered that happy holiday which his kind patron gave him.

After exploring the town and attending the plays, Lord Castlewood and Esmond rode together to Cambridge, enjoying a pleasant two-day journey. The fast new coaches that could make the entire trip from London to the University in one day weren't in service yet; however, the road was enjoyable and short enough for Harry Esmond, and he always cherished that wonderful holiday that his generous patron provided him.

Mr. Esmond was entered a pensioner of Trinity College in Cambridge, to which famous college my lord had also in his youth belonged. Dr. Montague was master at this time, and received my Lord Viscount with great politeness: so did Mr. Bridge, who was appointed to be Harry's tutor. Tom Tusher, who was of Emanuel College, and was by this time a junior soph, came to wait upon my lord, and to take Harry under his protection; and comfortable rooms being provided for him in the great court close by the gate, and near to the famous Mr. Newton's lodgings, Harry's patron took leave of him with many kind words and blessings, and an admonition to him to behave better at the University than my lord himself had ever done.

Mr. Esmond became a student at Trinity College in Cambridge, which was the same prestigious college my lord had also attended in his youth. Dr. Montague was the master at that time and welcomed my Lord Viscount with great courtesy. Mr. Bridge, who had been appointed as Harry's tutor, was equally polite. Tom Tusher, a junior at Emanuel College, came to attend to my lord and to look after Harry. With comfortable rooms arranged for him in the main courtyard, close to the gate and near the well-known Mr. Newton's lodgings, Harry's patron said goodbye with many kind words, blessings, and a reminder for him to behave better at the University than my lord ever had.

'Tis needless in these memoirs to go at any length into the particulars of Harry Esmond's college career. It was like that of a hundred young gentlemen of that day. But he had the ill fortune to be older by a couple of years than most of his fellow-students; and by his previous solitary mode of bringing up, the circumstances of his life, and the peculiar thoughtfulness and melancholy that had naturally engendered, he was, in a great measure, cut off from the society of comrades who were much younger and higher-spirited than he. His tutor, who had bowed down to the ground, as he walked my lord over the college grass-plats, changed his behavior as soon as the nobleman's back was turned, and was—at least Harry thought so—harsh and overbearing. When the lads used to assemble in their greges in hall, Harry found himself alone in the midst of that little flock of boys; they raised a great laugh at him when he was set on to read Latin, which he did with the foreign pronunciation taught to him by his old master, the Jesuit, than which he knew no other. Mr. Bridge, the tutor, made him the object of clumsy jokes, in which he was fond of indulging. The young man's spirit was chafed, and his vanity mortified; and he found himself, for some time, as lonely in this place as ever he had been at Castlewood, whither he longed to return. His birth was a source of shame to him, and he fancied a hundred slights and sneers from young and old, who, no doubt, had treated him better had he met them himself more frankly. And as he looks back, in calmer days, upon this period of his life, which he thought so unhappy, he can see that his own pride and vanity caused no small part of the mortifications which he attributed to other's ill will. The world deals good-naturedly with good-natured people, and I never knew a sulky misanthropist who quarrelled with it, but it was he, and not it, that was in the wrong. Tom Tusher gave Harry plenty of good advice on this subject, for Tom had both good sense and good humor; but Mr. Harry chose to treat his senior with a great deal of superfluous disdain and absurd scorn, and would by no means part from his darling injuries, in which, very likely, no man believed but himself. As for honest Doctor Bridge, the tutor found, after a few trials of wit with the pupil, that the young man was an ugly subject for wit, and that the laugh was often turned against him. This did not make tutor and pupil any better friends; but had, so far, an advantage for Esmond, that Mr. Bridge was induced to leave him alone; and so long as he kept his chapels, and did the college exercises required of him, Bridge was content not to see Harry's glum face in his class, and to leave him to read and sulk for himself in his own chamber.

There's no need to go into detail about Harry Esmond's college days in these memoirs. His experience was similar to that of many young gentlemen at the time. However, he was unfortunate enough to be a couple of years older than most of his classmates, and due to his upbringing, life circumstances, and the unique thoughtfulness and melancholy he developed, he was largely isolated from the younger, more spirited peers. His tutor, who showed deference when my lord was around, changed his attitude as soon as the nobleman turned his back, and Harry felt the tutor was harsh and overbearing. When the students gathered in their groups in the hall, Harry found himself alone amidst the group of boys, who laughed at him when he was called to read Latin, which he did using the foreign pronunciation taught to him by his old Jesuit master—he didn’t know any other way. Mr. Bridge, the tutor, made him the target of clumsy jokes, which he enjoyed indulging in. This frustrated Harry and hurt his pride; for a while, he felt as lonely there as he had at Castlewood, where he longed to return. His background embarrassed him, and he imagined slights and sneers from both young and old, who likely would have treated him better if he had approached them more openly. Looking back during calmer times at this unhappy period of his life, he realized that much of the humiliation he attributed to others’ ill will was actually caused by his own pride and vanity. The world is generally kind to those who are kind, and he never knew a grumpy misanthrope who clashed with it, but it was always the misanthrope who was in the wrong. Tom Tusher offered plenty of good advice on this issue, as he had both common sense and a good sense of humor; but Harry chose to respond to his elder with excessive disdain and ridiculous scorn, clinging to his perceived grievances that likely no one but himself believed in. As for honest Doctor Bridge, after a few attempts at humor with Harry, he realized that the young man was a difficult subject for jokes, and the laughter often turned against him. This didn’t improve the relationship between tutor and pupil, but it did have the benefit for Esmond that Mr. Bridge left him alone; as long as he attended chapel and completed the required college exercises, Bridge was satisfied to not see Harry's glum face in class and left him to read and sulk in his own room.

A poem or two in Latin and English, which were pronounced to have some merit, and a Latin oration, (for Mr. Esmond could write that language better than pronounce it,) got him a little reputation both with the authorities of the University and amongst the young men, with whom he began to pass for more than he was worth. A few victories over their common enemy, Mr. Bridge, made them incline towards him, and look upon him as the champion of their order against the seniors. Such of the lads as he took into his confidence found him not so gloomy and haughty as his appearance led them to believe; and Don Dismallo, as he was called, became presently a person of some little importance in his college, and was, as he believes, set down by the seniors there as rather a dangerous character.

A poem or two in Latin and English, which were considered to have some merit, along with a Latin speech (since Mr. Esmond could write that language better than speak it), earned him a bit of a reputation both with the University authorities and among the young men, who started to see him as more than he actually was. A few wins against their common rival, Mr. Bridge, made them warm up to him and view him as the defender of their group against the older students. Those few guys he confided in found him to be less gloomy and arrogant than his appearance suggested; and Don Dismallo, as he was nicknamed, quickly became a somewhat important person in his college, and he thinks the seniors saw him as a rather dangerous character.

Don Dismallo was a staunch young Jacobite, like the rest of his family; gave himself many absurd airs of loyalty; used to invite young friends to Burgundy, and give the King's health on King James's birthday; wore black on the day of his abdication; fasted on the anniversary of King William's coronation; and performed a thousand absurd antics, of which he smiles now to think.

Don Dismallo was a passionate young Jacobite, just like the rest of his family; he acted overly proud of his loyalty; used to invite young friends to Burgundy and toast to the King’s health on King James's birthday; wore black on the day he abdicated; fasted on the anniversary of King William's coronation; and did a thousand silly things that he now laughs about.

These follies caused many remonstrances on Tom Tusher's part, who was always a friend to the powers that be, as Esmond was always in opposition to them. Tom was a Whig, while Esmond was a Tory. Tom never missed a lecture, and capped the proctor with the profoundest of bows. No wonder he sighed over Harry's insubordinate courses, and was angry when the others laughed at him. But that Harry was known to have my Lord Viscount's protection, Tom no doubt would have broken with him altogether. But honest Tom never gave up a comrade as long as he was the friend of a great man. This was not out of scheming on Tom's part, but a natural inclination towards the great. 'Twas no hypocrisy in him to flatter, but the bent of his mind, which was always perfectly good-humored, obliging, and servile.

These foolish actions led to many complaints from Tom Tusher, who was always on the side of those in power, while Esmond was consistently against them. Tom was a Whig, and Esmond was a Tory. Tom never skipped a lecture and greeted the proctor with the deepest of bows. It's no wonder he sighed over Harry's rebellious behavior and got upset when others laughed at him. If it weren't for Harry having the protection of Lord Viscount, Tom would have likely cut ties with him completely. But honest Tom never abandoned a friend as long as they were connected to someone important. This wasn’t out of cunning on Tom’s part, but simply a natural tendency to gravitate toward greatness. It wasn't hypocrisy for him to flatter; it was just his genuinely good-natured, accommodating, and dutiful disposition.

Harry had very liberal allowances, for his dear mistress of Castlewood not only regularly supplied him, but the Dowager of Chelsey made her donation annual, and received Esmond at her house near London every Christmas; but, in spite of these benefactions, Esmond was constantly poor; whilst 'twas a wonder with how small a stipend from his father Tom Tusher contrived to make a good figure. 'Tis true that Harry both spent, gave, and lent his money very freely, which Thomas never did. I think he was like the famous Duke of Marlborough in this instance, who, getting a present of fifty pieces, when a young man, from some foolish woman who fell in love with his good looks, showed the money to Cadogan in a drawer scores of years after, where it had lain ever since he had sold his beardless honor to procure it. I do not mean to say that Tom ever let out his good looks so profitably, for nature had not endowed him with any particular charms of person, and he ever was a pattern of moral behavior, losing no opportunity of giving the very best advice to his younger comrade; with which article, to do him justice, he parted very freely. Not but that he was a merry fellow, too, in his way; he loved a joke, if by good fortune he understood it, and took his share generously of a bottle if another paid for it, and especially if there was a young lord in company to drink it. In these cases there was not a harder drinker in the University than Mr. Tusher could be; and it was edifying to behold him, fresh shaved and with smug face, singing out “Amen!” at early chapel in the morning. In his reading, poor Harry permitted himself to go a-gadding after all the Nine Muses, and so very likely had but little favor from any one of them; whereas Tom Tusher, who had no more turn for poetry than a ploughboy, nevertheless, by a dogged perseverance and obsequiousness in courting the divine Calliope, got himself a prize, and some credit in the University, and a fellowship at his college, as a reward for his scholarship. In this time of Mr. Esmond's life, he got the little reading which he ever could boast of, and passed a good part of his days greedily devouring all the books on which he could lay hand. In this desultory way the works of most of the English, French, and Italian poets came under his eyes, and he had a smattering of the Spanish tongue likewise, besides the ancient languages, of which, at least of Latin, he was a tolerable master.

Harry had a pretty generous allowance because his beloved mistress at Castlewood not only regularly supported him, but the Dowager of Chelsey made an annual donation and invited Esmond to her place near London every Christmas. Despite these gifts, Esmond was always broke, while it was surprising how well Tom Tusher managed to make a good impression on a much smaller budget from his father. It's true that Harry spent, gave away, and lent his money very freely, which Tom never did. He reminded me of the famous Duke of Marlborough in this regard, who, when he was young, received fifty coins from some silly woman who fell for his looks but later showed the money to Cadogan in a drawer many years later, where it had stayed ever since he sold his youthful charm to get it. I don't mean to say that Tom ever used his looks for profit; nature didn't bless him with any particular charm. He was always a model of moral conduct, never missing a chance to offer the best advice to his younger friend. To give him credit, he shared his wisdom quite freely. But he was also a fun guy in his own way; he enjoyed a good joke if he understood it and gladly shared a drink if someone else was paying, especially if a young lord was there too. In those situations, Mr. Tusher could outdrink anyone at the University, and it was quite amusing to see him, freshly shaven and with a smug face, enthusiastically singing “Amen!” at early morning chapel. As for his studies, poor Harry got distracted by the charms of the Nine Muses and probably didn’t win much favor from any of them; on the other hand, Tom Tusher, who had no more talent for poetry than a laborer, still managed to earn himself a prize and some recognition at the University and a fellowship at his college through sheer determination and flattery of the divine Calliope. At this point in Mr. Esmond’s life, he got the little education he could brag about and spent a lot of his days eagerly devouring every book he could find. In this scattered way, he read many works by English, French, and Italian poets, and he also knew a bit of Spanish and was fairly competent in Latin and some ancient languages.

Then, about midway in his University career, he fell to reading for the profession to which worldly prudence rather than inclination called him, and was perfectly bewildered in theological controversy. In the course of his reading (which was neither pursued with that seriousness or that devout mind which such a study requires) the youth found himself at the end of one month a Papist, and was about to proclaim his faith; the next month a Protestant, with Chillingworth; and the third a sceptic, with Hobbes and Bayle. Whereas honest Tom Tusher never permitted his mind to stray out of the prescribed University path, accepted the Thirty-nine Articles with all his heart, and would have signed and sworn to other nine-and-thirty with entire obedience. Harry's wilfulness in this matter, and disorderly thoughts and conversation, so shocked and afflicted his senior, that there grew up a coldness and estrangement between them, so that they became scarce more than mere acquaintances, from having been intimate friends when they came to college first. Politics ran high, too, at the University; and here, also, the young men were at variance. Tom professed himself, albeit a high-churchman, a strong King William's-man; whereas Harry brought his family Tory politics to college with him, to which he must add a dangerous admiration for Oliver Cromwell, whose side, or King James's by turns, he often chose to take in the disputes which the young gentlemen used to hold in each other's rooms, where they debated on the state of the nation, crowned and deposed kings, and toasted past and present heroes and beauties in flagons of college ale.

Then, about halfway through his time at university, he started reading for the profession that practicality, rather than his true interests, pushed him toward, and he became completely confused by theological debates. During his reading (which he approached without the seriousness or devotion required for such a study), the young man found himself one month identifying as a Catholic and ready to announce his faith; the next month, he was a Protestant, following Chillingworth; and by the third month, he had turned into a skeptic, influenced by Hobbes and Bayle. In contrast, honest Tom Tusher never let his mind wander outside the set university path, wholeheartedly accepted the Thirty-nine Articles, and would have gladly signed and sworn to an additional thirty-nine with complete obedience. Harry's rebelliousness on this issue, along with his chaotic thoughts and conversations, shocked and troubled his older friend, resulting in a growing distance and estrangement between them, turning them from close friends into almost mere acquaintances since starting college. Political tensions were also high at the university, leading to further disagreements among the young men. Although Tom identified as a high-churchman, he strongly supported King William; meanwhile, Harry brought his family's Tory views to college, combined with a risky admiration for Oliver Cromwell, often taking sides either with Cromwell or King James during the arguments the students held in each other's rooms, where they debated the state of the nation, crowned and dethroned kings, and toasted historical and contemporary heroes and beauties over jugs of college ale.

Thus, either from the circumstances of his birth, or the natural melancholy of his disposition, Esmond came to live very much by himself during his stay at the University, having neither ambition enough to distinguish himself in the college career, nor caring to mingle with the mere pleasures and boyish frolics of the students, who were, for the most part, two or three years younger than he. He fancied that the gentlemen of the common-room of his college slighted him on account of his birth, and hence kept aloof from their society. It may be that he made the ill will, which he imagined came from them, by his own behavior, which, as he looks back on it in after life, he now sees was morose and haughty. At any rate, he was as tenderly grateful for kindness as he was susceptible of slight and wrong; and, lonely as he was generally, yet had one or two very warm friendships for his companions of those days.

So, whether it was due to the circumstances of his birth or his naturally melancholic nature, Esmond ended up spending a lot of time alone during his time at the university. He didn't have enough ambition to stand out in college, nor did he care to join in on the simple pleasures and youthful antics of the students, most of whom were two or three years younger than him. He thought that the guys in the common room of his college looked down on him because of his background, which made him keep his distance from them. It's possible that he created the resentment he believed they felt by his own behavior, which, looking back on it later in life, he realizes was gloomy and proud. Regardless, he was as deeply thankful for kindness as he was sensitive to slights and wrongs; and even though he was mostly lonely, he did have one or two very close friendships with his peers from those days.

One of these was a queer gentleman that resided in the University, though he was no member of it, and was the professor of a science scarce recognized in the common course of college education. This was a French refugee-officer, who had been driven out of his native country at the time of the Protestant persecutions there, and who came to Cambridge, where he taught the science of the small-sword, and set up a saloon-of-arms. Though he declared himself a Protestant, 'twas said Mr. Moreau was a Jesuit in disguise; indeed, he brought very strong recommendations to the Tory party, which was pretty strong in that University, and very likely was one of the many agents whom King James had in this country. Esmond found this gentleman's conversation very much more agreeable and to his taste than the talk of the college divines in the common-room; he never wearied of Moreau's stories of the wars of Turenne and Conde, in which he had borne a part; and being familiar with the French tongue from his youth, and in a place where but few spoke it, his company became very agreeable to the brave old professor of arms, whose favorite pupil he was, and who made Mr. Esmond a very tolerable proficient in the noble science of escrime.

One of these was a quirky gentleman who lived at the University, even though he wasn’t officially part of it, and he was the professor of a subject rarely taught in regular college courses. He was a French officer who had fled his home country during the Protestant persecutions and came to Cambridge, where he taught fencing and opened a weapons salon. Although he claimed to be Protestant, people said Mr. Moreau was actually a Jesuit in disguise; in fact, he came with strong recommendations from the Tory party, which had a solid presence at the University, and he was likely one of the many agents King James had in this country. Esmond found this gentleman's conversation much more enjoyable and appealing than the discussions of the college divines in the common room; he never got tired of Moreau's stories about the wars of Turenne and Conde, in which he had participated. Being fluent in French from a young age and in a place where few spoke it, Esmond's presence was very welcome to the esteemed old professor of arms, who considered him a favored student and helped him become quite skilled in the noble art of fencing.

At the next term Esmond was to take his degree of Bachelor of Arts, and afterwards, in proper season, to assume the cassock and bands which his fond mistress would have him wear. Tom Tusher himself was a parson and a fellow of his college by this time; and Harry felt that he would very gladly cede his right to the living of Castlewood to Tom, and that his own calling was in no way to the pulpit. But as he was bound, before all things in the world, to his dear mistress at home, and knew that a refusal on his part would grieve her, he determined to give her no hint of his unwillingness to the clerical office: and it was in this unsatisfactory mood of mind that he went to spend the last vacation he should have at Castlewood before he took orders.

At the next term, Esmond was set to earn his Bachelor of Arts degree, and later, at the right time, to wear the cassock and bands that his beloved mistress wanted him to. By then, Tom Tusher had become a priest and a fellow of his college; Harry realized that he would happily give up his claim to the living at Castlewood to Tom, as his own calling was definitely not to be a preacher. However, since he felt extremely committed to his dear mistress at home and knew that refusing her would upset her, he decided not to show any hint of his reluctance toward the clerical role. It was with this troubling mindset that he went to spend the last vacation he would have at Castlewood before taking orders.





CHAPTER XI.

I COME HOME FOR A HOLIDAY TO CASTLEWOOD, AND FIND A SKELETON IN THE HOUSE.

I come home for a holiday to Castlewood and find a skeleton in the house.

At his third long vacation, Esmond came as usual to Castlewood, always feeling an eager thrill of pleasure when he found himself once more in the house where he had passed so many years, and beheld the kind familiar eyes of his mistress looking upon him. She and her children (out of whose company she scarce ever saw him) came to greet him. Miss Beatrix was grown so tall that Harry did not quite know whether he might kiss her or no; and she blushed and held back when he offered that salutation, though she took it, and even courted it, when they were alone. The young lord was shooting up to be like his gallant father in look, though with his mother's kind eyes: the lady of Castlewood herself seemed grown, too, since Harry saw her—in her look more stately, in her person fuller, in her face still as ever most tender and friendly, a greater air of command and decision than had appeared in that guileless sweet countenance which Harry remembered so gratefully. The tone of her voice was so much deeper and sadder when she spoke and welcomed him, that it quite startled Esmond, who looked up at her surprised as she spoke, when she withdrew her eyes from him; nor did she ever look at him afterwards when his own eyes were gazing upon her. A something hinting at grief and secret, and filling his mind with alarm undefinable, seemed to speak with that low thrilling voice of hers, and look out of those clear sad eyes. Her greeting to Esmond was so cold that it almost pained the lad, (who would have liked to fall on his knees, and kiss the skirt of her robe, so fond and ardent was his respect and regard for her,) and he faltered in answering the questions which she, hesitating on her side, began to put to him. Was he happy at Cambridge? Did he study too hard? She hoped not. He had grown very tall, and looked very well.

During his third long vacation, Esmond arrived at Castlewood, feeling the familiar thrill of happiness each time he returned to the house where he had spent so many years, and saw the kind, familiar eyes of his mistress upon him. She and her children, whom he rarely saw without her, came to greet him. Miss Beatrix had grown so tall that Harry wasn’t sure if he could kiss her; she blushed and held back when he made that gesture, though she welcomed it when they were alone. The young lord was starting to resemble his dashing father, but he still had his mother’s kind eyes. The lady of Castlewood herself seemed different since Harry last saw her—she appeared more stately, her figure fuller, and her face still radiated kindness and warmth, but there was now a greater air of authority and decisiveness than he remembered in that innocent, sweet countenance he cherished. Her voice had deepened and taken on a sadder tone when she spoke to welcome him, startling Esmond, who was taken aback when she looked away from him; she never met his gaze again when he looked at her. There was something hinting at grief and secrecy in the way she spoke with that low, captivating voice and gazed at him with those clear, sorrowful eyes. Her greeting to Esmond was so cold that it nearly hurt him (he would have liked nothing more than to fall to his knees and kiss the hem of her robe, so deep was his affection and respect for her), and he stumbled over his words in response to the hesitant questions she began to ask. Was he happy at Cambridge? Did he study too hard? She hoped not. He had grown very tall and looked well.

“He has got a moustache!” cries out Master Esmond.

“He has a mustache!” yells Master Esmond.

“Why does he not wear a peruke like my Lord Mohun?” asked Miss Beatrix. “My lord says that nobody wears their own hair.”

“Why doesn’t he wear a wig like Lord Mohun?” asked Miss Beatrix. “My lord says that nobody wears their real hair.”

“I believe you will have to occupy your old chamber,” says my lady. “I hope the housekeeper has got it ready.”

“I think you’ll need to stay in your old room,” says my lady. “I hope the housekeeper has it all set up.”

“Why, mamma, you have been there ten times these three days yourself!” exclaims Frank.

“Why, mom, you’ve been there ten times in the last three days yourself!” exclaims Frank.

“And she cut some flowers which you planted in my garden—do you remember, ever so many years ago? when I was quite a little girl,” cries out Miss Beatrix, on tiptoe. “And mamma put them in your window.”

“And she cut some flowers that you planted in my garden—do you remember, so many years ago? when I was just a little girl,” exclaims Miss Beatrix, on tiptoe. “And mom put them in your window.”

“I remember when you grew well after you were ill that you used to like roses,” said the lady, blushing like one of them. They all conducted Harry Esmond to his chamber; the children running before, Harry walking by his mistress hand-in-hand.

“I remember when you got better after being sick and that you used to like roses,” said the lady, blushing like one of them. They all led Harry Esmond to his room; the kids running ahead, Harry walking hand-in-hand with his lady.

The old room had been ornamented and beautified not a little to receive him. The flowers were in the window in a china vase; and there was a fine new counterpane on the bed, which chatterbox Beatrix said mamma had made too. A fire was crackling on the hearth, although it was June. My lady thought the room wanted warming; everything was done to make him happy and welcome: “And you are not to be a page any longer, but a gentleman and kinsman, and to walk with papa and mamma,” said the children. And as soon as his dear mistress and children had left him to himself, it was with a heart overflowing with love and gratefulness that he flung himself down on his knees by the side of the little bed, and asked a blessing upon those who were so kind to him.

The old room had been decorated and made beautiful to welcome him. There were flowers in a china vase on the window, and a nice new bedspread on the bed, which chatty Beatrix said their mom made too. A fire was crackling in the fireplace, even though it was June. My lady thought the room needed to be warm; everything was done to make him happy and welcomed: “And you’re not going to be a page anymore, but a gentleman and a relative, and you’ll walk with Dad and Mom,” the children said. As soon as his dear mistress and the kids left him alone, he fell to his knees by the little bed, with a heart full of love and gratitude, and prayed for blessings on those who were so kind to him.

The children, who are always house tell-tales, soon made him acquainted with the little history of the house and family. Papa had been to London twice. Papa often went away now. Papa had taken Beatrix to Westlands, where she was taller than Sir George Harper's second daughter, though she was two years older. Papa had taken Beatrix and Frank both to Bellminster, where Frank had got the better of Lord Bellminster's son in a boxing-match—my lord, laughing, told Harry afterwards. Many gentlemen came to stop with papa, and papa had gotten a new game from London, a French game, called a billiard—that the French king played it very well: and the Dowager Lady Castlewood had sent Miss Beatrix a present; and papa had gotten a new chaise, with two little horses, which he drove himself, beside the coach, which mamma went in; and Dr. Tusher was a cross old plague, and they did not like to learn from him at all; and papa did not care about them learning, and laughed when they were at their books, but mamma liked them to learn, and taught them; and “I don't think papa is fond of mamma,” said Miss Beatrix, with her great eyes. She had come quite close up to Harry Esmond by the time this prattle took place, and was on his knee, and had examined all the points of his dress, and all the good or bad features of his homely face.

The kids, who were always gossiping in the house, quickly filled him in on the little history of the place and the family. Dad had been to London twice. He often left now. Dad had taken Beatrix to Westlands, where she was taller than Sir George Harper's second daughter, even though she was two years older. He had taken both Beatrix and Frank to Bellminster, where Frank had outperformed Lord Bellminster's son in a boxing match—my lord told Harry about it later, laughing. Many gentlemen came to stay with Dad, and he had brought back a new game from London, a French game called billiards—that the French king played very well. The Dowager Lady Castlewood had sent Miss Beatrix a gift, and Dad had gotten a new carriage with two little horses that he drove himself, alongside the coach that Mom rode in. Dr. Tusher was a grumpy old pest, and they really didn’t like learning from him at all; Dad didn’t care if they learned and just laughed when they were sitting with their books, but Mom wanted them to learn and taught them. “I don’t think Dad is fond of Mom,” said Miss Beatrix, with her big eyes. She had come quite close to Harry Esmond by the time this chatter was happening, was sitting on his lap, and had checked out all the details of his outfit and all the good and bad features of his plain face.

“You shouldn't say that papa is not fond of mamma,” said the boy, at this confession. “Mamma never said so; and mamma forbade you to say it, Miss Beatrix.”

“You shouldn't say that dad doesn't like mom,” said the boy after this confession. “Mom never said that; and mom told you not to say it, Miss Beatrix.”

'Twas this, no doubt, that accounted for the sadness in Lady Castlewood's eyes, and the plaintive vibrations of her voice. Who does not know of eyes, lighted by love once, where the flame shines no more?—of lamps extinguished, once properly trimmed and tended? Every man has such in his house. Such mementoes make our splendidest chambers look blank and sad; such faces seen in a day cast a gloom upon our sunshine. So oaths mutually sworn, and invocations of heaven, and priestly ceremonies, and fond belief, and love, so fond and faithful that it never doubted but that it should live for ever, are all of no avail towards making love eternal: it dies, in spite of the banns and the priest; and I have often thought there should be a visitation of the sick for it, and a funeral service, and an extreme unction, and an abi in pace. It has its course, like all mortal things—its beginning, progress, and decay. It buds and it blooms out into sunshine, and it withers and ends. Strephon and Chloe languish apart; join in a rapture: and presently you hear that Chloe is crying, and Strephon has broken his crook across her back. Can you mend it so as to show no marks of rupture? Not all the priests of Hymen, not all the incantations to the gods, can make it whole!

It was definitely this that explained the sadness in Lady Castlewood's eyes and the mournful tone of her voice. Who hasn't seen eyes that once sparkled with love, now dimmed?—like lamps that have been put out after being cared for? Every man has something similar in his home. These reminders make our most beautiful rooms feel empty and sorrowful; just seeing such faces can overshadow our happiness. All the promises made, the calls to heaven, the priest’s rituals, and the sincere belief in a love so deep that it never thought it could fade, still can't keep love alive forever: it dies, despite the vows and the priest. I've often thought there should be a way to mourn it, with a service for the dying and a farewell. Love has its course, like all things of this world—its start, its growth, and its decline. It blossoms and shines brightly, only to wither and come to an end. Strephon and Chloe long for each other, come together in joy, and soon you hear that Chloe is in tears, and Strephon has snapped his staff over her back. Can you fix it so that there are no signs of breakage? Not all the priests of marriage, nor all the rituals to the gods, can make it whole again!

Waking up from dreams, books, and visions of college honors, in which for two years, Harry Esmond had been immersed, he found himself, instantly, on his return home, in the midst of this actual tragedy of life, which absorbed and interested him more than all his tutor had taught him. The persons whom he loved best in the world, and to whom he owed most, were living unhappily together. The gentlest and kindest of women was suffering ill usage and shedding tears in secret: the man who made her wretched by neglect, if not by violence, was Harry's benefactor and patron. In houses where, in place of that sacred, inmost flame of love, there is discord at the centre, the whole household becomes hypocritical, and each lies to his neighbor. The husband (or it may be the wife) lies when the visitor comes in, and wears a grin of reconciliation or politeness before him. The wife lies (indeed, her business is to do that, and to smile, however much she is beaten), swallows her tears, and lies to her lord and master; lies in bidding little Jackey respect dear papa; lies in assuring grandpapa that she is perfectly happy. The servants lie, wearing grave faces behind their master's chair, and pretending to be unconscious of the fighting; and so, from morning till bedtime, life is passed in falsehood. And wiseacres call this a proper regard of morals, and point out Baucis and Philemon as examples of a good life.

Waking up from dreams, books, and visions of college honors, in which for two years Harry Esmond had been immersed, he found himself, as soon as he returned home, in the middle of a real-life tragedy that captured his attention more than anything his tutor had taught him. The people he loved most in the world, and to whom he owed the most, were living unhappily together. The kindest and gentlest of women was enduring mistreatment and shedding tears in private; the man who made her miserable by neglect, if not by violence, was Harry's benefactor and patron. In homes where, instead of the sacred, innermost flame of love, there is conflict at the center, the entire household becomes hypocritical, and everyone lies to each other. The husband (or it might be the wife) pretends when a visitor arrives, wearing a forced smile of reconciliation or politeness. The wife lies (indeed, her role is to do so, and to smile, no matter how much she is suffering), suppresses her tears, and deceives her husband; she lies in teaching little Jackey to respect dear papa; she lies in assuring grandpa that she is perfectly happy. The servants also lie, wearing serious expressions behind their master’s chair and pretending to be unaware of the arguments; and so, from morning till bedtime, life is spent in dishonesty. And so-called wise people call this a proper expression of morals and hold up Baucis and Philemon as examples of a good life.

If my lady did not speak of her griefs to Harry Esmond, my lord was by no means reserved when in his cups, and spoke his mind very freely, bidding Harry in his coarse way, and with his blunt language, beware of all women as cheats, jades, jilts, and using other unmistakable monosyllables in speaking of them. Indeed, 'twas the fashion of the day, as I must own; and there's not a writer of my time of any note, with the exception of poor Dick Steele, that does not speak of a woman as of a slave, and scorn and use her as such. Mr. Pope, Mr. Congreve, Mr. Addison, Mr. Gay, every one of 'em, sing in this key, each according to his nature and politeness, and louder and fouler than all in abuse is Dr. Swift, who spoke of them as he treated them, worst of all.

If my lady didn't share her sorrows with Harry Esmond, my lord definitely wasn’t shy when he was drinking. He spoke his mind openly, bluntly warning Harry, in his rough way, to watch out for all women as if they were deceivers, nuisances, and using other clear-cut words to describe them. In fact, it was the trend of the time, I have to admit; and there isn't a notable writer from my period, except for poor Dick Steele, who doesn't talk about women like they're property and treat them with disdain. Mr. Pope, Mr. Congreve, Mr. Addison, Mr. Gay—they all sing that tune, each in their own style and politeness, but even worse in their insults is Dr. Swift, who referred to them as he acted towards them, the worst of all.

Much of the quarrels and hatred which arise between married people come in my mind from the husband's rage and revolt at discovering that his slave and bedfellow, who is to minister to all his wishes, and is church-sworn to honor and obey him—is his superior; and that HE, and not she, ought to be the subordinate of the twain; and in these controversies, I think, lay the cause of my lord's anger against his lady. When he left her, she began to think for herself, and her thoughts were not in his favor. After the illumination, when the love-lamp is put out that anon we spoke of, and by the common daylight we look at the picture, what a daub it looks! what a clumsy effigy! How many men and wives come to this knowledge, think you? And if it be painful to a woman to find herself mated for life to a boor, and ordered to love and honor a dullard; it is worse still for the man himself perhaps, whenever in his dim comprehension the idea dawns that his slave and drudge yonder is, in truth, his superior; that the woman who does his bidding, and submits to his humor, should be his lord; that she can think a thousand things beyond the power of his muddled brains; and that in yonder head, on the pillow opposite to him, lie a thousand feelings, mysteries of thought, latent scorns and rebellions, whereof he only dimly perceives the existence as they look out furtively from her eyes: treasures of love doomed to perish without a hand to gather them; sweet fancies and images of beauty that would grow and unfold themselves into flower; bright wit that would shine like diamonds could it be brought into the sun: and the tyrant in possession crushes the outbreak of all these, drives them back like slaves into the dungeon and darkness, and chafes without that his prisoner is rebellious, and his sworn subject undutiful and refractory. So the lamp was out in Castlewood Hall, and the lord and lady there saw each other as they were. With her illness and altered beauty my lord's fire for his wife disappeared; with his selfishness and faithlessness her foolish fiction of love and reverence was rent away. Love!—who is to love what is base and unlovely? Respect!—who is to respect what is gross and sensual? Not all the marriage oaths sworn before all the parsons, cardinals, ministers, muftis, and rabbins in the world, can bind to that monstrous allegiance. This couple was living apart then; the woman happy to be allowed to love and tend her children (who were never of her own good-will away from her), and thankful to have saved such treasures as these out of the wreck in which the better part of her heart went down.

Much of the conflict and resentment that arise between married couples come, in my view, from the husband's anger and frustration upon realizing that his wife, who is supposed to fulfill all his wishes and has vowed to honor and obey him, is actually his superior. He believes that HE, not she, should be the one in charge, and I think those disagreements are what fuel his anger toward her. Once he walked away, she started to think for herself, and her thoughts weren’t in his favor anymore. After the glow fades, when the love-lamp goes out, as we mentioned before, and we see the reality in the harsh light of day, what a mess it looks! What a clumsy representation! How many couples do you think come to this realization? And while it's painful for a woman to find herself stuck for life with a brute, forced to love and honor a fool, it might be even harder for the man when he slowly starts to understand that the woman he treats like a servant is, in fact, his superior. The woman who follows his orders and puts up with his whims truly should be in charge; she has thoughts and insights far beyond his muddled mind; and in that head, resting on the pillow opposite him, are countless feelings, intricate thoughts, hidden resentments, and rebellions, which he can only faintly sense as they peek out from her eyes: treasures of love destined to wither away without anyone to appreciate them; sweet dreams and visions of beauty that could blossom if nurtured; sharp wit that could sparkle like diamonds if exposed to the light. Yet the tyrant who holds her captive stifles all of that, pushing it back into a dark dungeon, and grows frustrated that his prisoner is resistant and not obedient. So the light was out in Castlewood Hall, and the lord and lady there saw each other for who they were. With her illness and changed appearance, the lord's passion for his wife faded; with his selfishness and betrayal, her naïve notion of love and respect was shattered. Love!—who can love what is beneath them and unlovable? Respect!—who can respect what is vulgar and coarse? Not even all the marriage vows taken before every priest, cardinal, minister, mufti, and rabbi in the world can compel such a twisted loyalty. This couple was living separately; the woman was happy to be free to love and care for her children (who were never willingly away from her), grateful to have salvaged such precious gems from the wreckage that took the better part of her heart down.

These young ones had had no instructors save their mother, and Doctor Tusher for their theology occasionally, and had made more progress than might have been expected under a tutor so indulgent and fond as Lady Castlewood. Beatrix could sing and dance like a nymph. Her voice was her father's delight after dinner. She ruled over the house with little imperial ways, which her parents coaxed and laughed at. She had long learned the value of her bright eyes, and tried experiments in coquetry, in corpore vili, upon rustics and country squires, until she should prepare to conquer the world and the fashion. She put on a new ribbon to welcome Harry Esmond, made eyes at him, and directed her young smiles at him, not a little to the amusement of the young man, and the joy of her father, who laughed his great laugh, and encouraged her in her thousand antics. Lady Castlewood watched the child gravely and sadly: the little one was pert in her replies to her mother, yet eager in her protestations of love and promises of amendment; and as ready to cry (after a little quarrel brought on by her own giddiness) until she had won back her mamma's favor, as she was to risk the kind lady's displeasure by fresh outbreaks of restless vanity. From her mother's sad looks she fled to her father's chair and boozy laughter. She already set the one against the other: and the little rogue delighted in the mischief which she knew how to make so early.

These kids had only their mother and occasionally Doctor Tusher for their theology lessons, yet they made more progress than expected with such a lenient and loving tutor as Lady Castlewood. Beatrix could sing and dance like a spirit. Her voice was her father's joy after dinner. She ruled the household with her little commanding ways, which her parents indulged and laughed at. She had long understood the power of her bright eyes and experimented with flirty behavior on local country folks and squires until she was ready to take on the world and fashion. She put on a new ribbon to welcome Harry Esmond, flirted with him, and beamed her youthful smiles at him, much to the amusement of the young man and the delight of her father, who laughed heartily and encouraged her antics. Lady Castlewood observed the child with a heavy heart: the little one was cheeky in her replies to her mother, yet eager in her declarations of love and promises to do better; she was just as quick to cry (after a small fight caused by her own silliness) until she regained her mother's favor as she was to risk the kind lady's displeasure with fresh outbursts of restless vanity. From her mother's sad expressions, she would run to her father's chair and his tipsy laughter. She was already playing the two against each other: the little imp reveled in the mischief she knew how to cause so early on.

The young heir of Castlewood was spoiled by father and mother both. He took their caresses as men do, and as if they were his right. He had his hawks and his spaniel dog, his little horse and his beagles. He had learned to ride, and to drink, and to shoot flying: and he had a small court, the sons of the huntsman and woodman, as became the heir-apparent, taking after the example of my lord his father. If he had a headache, his mother was as much frightened as if the plague were in the house: my lord laughed and jeered in his abrupt way—(indeed, 'twas on the day after New Year's Day, and an excess of mince-pie)—and said with some of his usual oaths—“D—n it, Harry Esmond—you see how my lady takes on about Frank's megrim. She used to be sorry about me, my boy (pass the tankard, Harry), and to be frightened if I had a headache once. She don't care about my head now. They're like that—women are—all the same, Harry, all jilts in their hearts. Stick to college—stick to punch and buttery ale: and never see a woman that's handsomer than an old cinder-faced bed-maker. That's my counsel.”

The young heir of Castlewood was spoiled by both his father and mother. He accepted their affection as a given, behaving as if he deserved it. He had his hawks and his spaniel dog, his small horse and his beagles. He had learned to ride, drink, and shoot at flying targets, and he had a small group of friends, the sons of the huntsman and woodman, just like any heir would, following the example of his father. If he had a headache, his mother would panic as if there were a plague in the house: my lord would laugh and tease in his usual abrupt manner—(it was after New Year's Day, and he had overindulged in mince pie)—and said, with some of his typical swearing—“Damn it, Harry Esmond—you see how my lady worries about Frank's headache. She used to be concerned about me, my boy (pass the tankard, Harry), and she'd freak out if I had a headache once. She doesn’t care about my head now. Women are like that—all the same, Harry, all liars at heart. Focus on college—stick to punch and buttery ale: and never get involved with a woman who's prettier than an old, cinder-faced maid. That's my advice.”

It was my lord's custom to fling out many jokes of this nature, in presence of his wife and children, at meals—clumsy sarcasms which my lady turned many a time, or which, sometimes, she affected not to hear, or which now and again would hit their mark and make the poor victim wince (as you could see by her flushing face and eyes filling with tears), or which again worked her up to anger and retort, when, in answer to one of these heavy bolts, she would flash back with a quivering reply. The pair were not happy; nor indeed was it happy to be with them. Alas that youthful love and truth should end in bitterness and bankruptcy! To see a young couple loving each other is no wonder; but to see an old couple loving each other is the best sight of all. Harry Esmond became the confidant of one and the other—that is, my lord told the lad all his griefs and wrongs (which were indeed of Lord Castlewood's own making), and Harry divined my lady's; his affection leading him easily to penetrate the hypocrisy under which Lady Castlewood generally chose to go disguised, and see her heart aching whilst her face wore a smile. 'Tis a hard task for women in life, that mask which the world bids them wear. But there is no greater crime than for a woman who is ill used and unhappy to show that she is so. The world is quite relentless about bidding her to keep a cheerful face; and our women, like the Malabar wives, are forced to go smiling and painted to sacrifice themselves with their husbands; their relations being the most eager to push them on to their duty, and, under their shouts and applauses, to smother and hush their cries of pain.

It was my lord's habit to throw out many jokes like this during meals, in front of his wife and kids—clumsy sarcasms that my lady often deflected, sometimes pretended not to hear, or occasionally hit their target, making the poor victim cringe (as you could see from her flushed face and tear-filled eyes). At other times, it would make her angry enough to snap back, responding to one of these heavy jabs with a sharp retort. The couple wasn't happy, and honestly, it wasn't pleasant to be around them. It's a shame that youthful love and honesty should end in bitterness and ruin! Seeing a young couple in love is no surprise; but witnessing an older couple still in love is the best sight of all. Harry Esmond became the confidant to both; my lord shared all his troubles and grievances (which were really created by Lord Castlewood himself), while Harry sensed my lady's feelings. His affection allowed him to see through the facade Lady Castlewood typically wore and notice her aching heart beneath her smile. It's a tough challenge for women in life to wear the mask that society insists upon. But there’s no greater offense than for a woman who is mistreated and unhappy to show her true feelings. The world is harsh, demanding that she keeps a cheerful demeanor; and women, like the Malabar wives, are compelled to smile and adorn themselves while sacrificing for their husbands; their families being the most eager to push them into their roles, silencing their cries of pain with their cheers and applause.

So, into the sad secret of his patron's household, Harry Esmond became initiated, he scarce knew how. It had passed under his eyes two years before, when he could not understand it; but reading, and thought, and experience of men, had oldened him; and one of the deepest sorrows of a life which had never, in truth, been very happy, came upon him now, when he was compelled to understand and pity a grief which he stood quite powerless to relieve.

So, Harry Esmond found himself drawn into the sad secrets of his patron's household, though he barely knew how it happened. He had caught glimpses of it two years earlier, when he couldn't grasp it; but after reading, reflecting, and gaining experience with people, he had matured. Now, one of the deepest sorrows of a life that had never truly been very happy hit him hard, as he was forced to understand and empathize with a pain that he was completely powerless to ease.

It hath been said my lord would never take the oath of allegiance, nor his seat as a peer of the kingdom of Ireland, where, indeed, he had but a nominal estate; and refused an English peerage which King William's government offered him as a bribe to secure his loyalty.

It has been said that my lord would never take the oath of allegiance, nor accept his seat as a peer of the kingdom of Ireland, where he only had a nominal estate; he also turned down an English peerage that King William's government offered him as a bribe to ensure his loyalty.

He might have accepted this, and would doubtless, but for the earnest remonstrances of his wife, who ruled her husband's opinions better than she could govern his conduct, and who being a simple-hearted woman, with but one rule of faith and right, never thought of swerving from her fidelity to the exiled family, or of recognizing any other sovereign but King James; and though she acquiesced in the doctrine of obedience to the reigning power, no temptation, she thought, could induce her to acknowledge the Prince of Orange as rightful monarch, nor to let her lord so acknowledge him. So my Lord Castlewood remained a nonjuror all his life nearly, though his self-denial caused him many a pang, and left him sulky and out of humor.

He might have accepted this, and probably would have, if not for the strong objections from his wife, who influenced her husband's beliefs more effectively than she could manage his behavior. Being a simple-minded woman with just one principle of faith and right, she never considered straying from her loyalty to the exiled family or recognizing anyone other than King James as her sovereign. While she accepted the idea of obeying the current authorities, she believed that no temptation could convince her to acknowledge the Prince of Orange as the rightful king, nor would she allow her husband to do so. As a result, Lord Castlewood remained a nonjuror for almost his entire life, though his self-denial brought him much inner turmoil and left him sulky and in a bad mood.

The year after the Revolution, and all through King William's life, 'tis known there were constant intrigues for the restoration of the exiled family; but if my Lord Castlewood took any share of these, as is probable, 'twas only for a short time, and when Harry Esmond was too young to be introduced into such important secrets.

The year after the Revolution, and throughout King William's life, it was known that there were ongoing plots to restore the exiled family; however, if Lord Castlewood was involved in these, which seems likely, it was only for a brief period, and when Harry Esmond was too young to be let in on such significant secrets.

But in the year 1695, when that conspiracy of Sir John Fenwick, Colonel Lowick, and others, was set on foot, for waylaying King William as he came from Hampton Court to London, and a secret plot was formed, in which a vast number of the nobility and people of honor were engaged, Father Holt appeared at Castlewood, and brought a young friend with him, a gentleman whom 'twas easy to see that both my lord and the Father treated with uncommon deference. Harry Esmond saw this gentleman, and knew and recognized him in after life, as shall be shown in its place; and he has little doubt now that my Lord Viscount was implicated somewhat in the transactions which always kept Father Holt employed and travelling hither and thither under a dozen of different names and disguises. The Father's companion went by the name of Captain James; and it was under a very different name and appearance that Harry Esmond afterwards saw him.

But in 1695, when Sir John Fenwick, Colonel Lowick, and others conspired to ambush King William on his way from Hampton Court to London, a secret plot was formed that involved many nobles and honorable people. Father Holt showed up at Castlewood and brought a young friend with him, a gentleman whom both my lord and the Father treated with unusual respect. Harry Esmond saw this gentleman and recognized him later in life, as will be explained in due time; he now suspects that my Lord Viscount was somewhat involved in the events that kept Father Holt busy, traveling around under a dozen different names and disguises. The Father's companion went by the name of Captain James, and Harry Esmond would later see him again under a very different name and appearance.

It was the next year that the Fenwick conspiracy blew up, which is a matter of public history now, and which ended in the execution of Sir John and many more, who suffered manfully for their treason, and who were attended to Tyburn by my lady's father Dean Armstrong, Mr. Collier, and other stout nonjuring clergymen, who absolved them at the gallows-foot.

It was the following year that the Fenwick conspiracy came to light, which is now part of public history, and it resulted in the execution of Sir John and many others, who bravely faced their punishment for treason. They were accompanied to Tyburn by my lady's father, Dean Armstrong, Mr. Collier, and other steadfast non-juring clergymen, who granted them absolution at the gallows.

'Tis known that when Sir John was apprehended, discovery was made of a great number of names of gentlemen engaged in the conspiracy; when, with a noble wisdom and clemency, the Prince burned the list of conspirators furnished to him, and said he would know no more. Now it was after this that Lord Castlewood swore his great oath, that he would never, so help him heaven, be engaged in any transaction against that brave and merciful man; and so he told Holt when the indefatigable priest visited him, and would have had him engage in a farther conspiracy. After this my lord ever spoke of King William as he was—as one of the wisest, the bravest, and the greatest of men. My Lady Esmond (for her part) said she could never pardon the King, first, for ousting his father-in-law from his throne, and secondly, for not being constant to his wife, the Princess Mary. Indeed, I think if Nero were to rise again, and be king of England, and a good family man, the ladies would pardon him. My lord laughed at his wife's objections—the standard of virtue did not fit him much.

It's known that when Sir John was caught, a lot of names of gentlemen involved in the conspiracy were found. With great wisdom and mercy, the Prince burned the list of conspirators given to him and said he wouldn't know anything more about it. After this, Lord Castlewood made a serious vow that he would never, with heaven as his witness, take part in any action against that brave and merciful man; he told Holt this when the tireless priest visited him and tried to get him involved in another conspiracy. From then on, my lord always spoke of King William as he truly was—as one of the wisest, bravest, and greatest men. My Lady Esmond, on the other hand, said she could never forgive the King, first for dethroning his father-in-law, and second for not being faithful to his wife, Princess Mary. Honestly, I think if Nero were to come back and be king of England, and he was a good family man, the ladies would forgive him. My lord laughed at his wife's complaints—the standard of virtue didn’t really suit him.

The last conference which Mr. Holt had with his lordship took place when Harry was come home for his first vacation from college (Harry saw his old tutor but for a half-hour, and exchanged no private words with him), and their talk, whatever it might be, left my Lord Viscount very much disturbed in mind—so much so, that his wife, and his young kinsman, Henry Esmond, could not but observe his disquiet. After Holt was gone, my lord rebuffed Esmond, and again treated him with the greatest deference; he shunned his wife's questions and company, and looked at his children with such a face of gloom and anxiety, muttering, “Poor children—poor children!” in a way that could not but fill those whose life it was to watch him and obey him with great alarm. For which gloom, each person interested in the Lord Castlewood, framed in his or her own mind an interpretation.

The last meeting Mr. Holt had with his lordship happened when Harry was back home for his first college vacation (Harry saw his old tutor for just half an hour and didn’t exchange any private words with him), and their conversation, whatever it was about, left Lord Viscount very upset—so much so that his wife and his young relative, Henry Esmond, couldn’t help but notice his distress. After Holt left, my lord dismissed Esmond, treating him with the utmost respect, yet avoiding his wife’s questions and company, and looking at his children with a gloomy, anxious expression, muttering, “Poor children—poor children!” in a way that filled those who were there to watch over him with great concern. Each person concerned about Lord Castlewood came up with their own interpretation of his gloom.

My lady, with a laugh of cruel bitterness said, “I suppose the person at Hexton has been ill, or has scolded him” (for my lord's infatuation about Mrs. Marwood was known only too well). Young Esmond feared for his money affairs, into the condition of which he had been initiated; and that the expenses, always greater than his revenue, had caused Lord Castlewood disquiet.

My lady, with a laugh of harsh bitterness, said, “I guess the person at Hexton has been sick or has chewed him out” (because my lord's obsession with Mrs. Marwood was all too well known). Young Esmond worried about his financial situation, which he had been brought into; and that the expenses, always exceeding his income, had caused Lord Castlewood some concern.

One of the causes why my Lord Viscount had taken young Esmond into his special favor was a trivial one, that hath not before been mentioned, though it was a very lucky accident in Henry Esmond's life. A very few months after my lord's coming to Castlewood, in the winter time—the little boy, being a child in a petticoat, trotting about—it happened that little Frank was with his father after dinner, who fell asleep over his wine, heedless of the child, who crawled to the fire; and, as good fortune would have it, Esmond was sent by his mistress for the boy just as the poor little screaming urchin's coat was set on fire by a log; when Esmond, rushing forward, tore the dress off the infant, so that his own hands were burned more than the child's, who was frightened rather than hurt by this accident. But certainly 'twas providential that a resolute person should have come in at that instant, or the child had been burned to death probably, my lord sleeping very heavily after drinking, and not waking so cool as a man should who had a danger to face.

One of the reasons my Lord Viscount took a liking to young Esmond was a minor one that hasn’t been mentioned before, but it turned out to be a fortunate incident in Henry Esmond's life. A few months after my lord arrived at Castlewood, during the winter—when the little boy, still a toddler, was wandering around—it happened that little Frank was with his father after dinner, who dozed off over his wine, oblivious to the child who crawled toward the fire. Just as luck would have it, Esmond was sent by his mistress to get the boy right when the poor little kid’s coat caught fire from a log. Esmond rushed in and pulled the dress off the baby, getting his hands burned more than the child did, who was more scared than actually hurt by what happened. But it was certainly fortunate that someone determined came in at that moment, or the child could have very well burned to death, considering my lord was sleeping heavily after drinking and wouldn’t have woken as someone should when facing danger.

Ever after this the father, loud in his expressions of remorse and humility for being a tipsy good-for-nothing, and of admiration for Harry Esmond, whom his lordship would style a hero for doing a very trifling service, had the tenderest regard for his son's preserver, and Harry became quite as one of the family. His burns were tended with the greatest care by his kind mistress, who said that heaven had sent him to be the guardian of her children, and that she would love him all her life.

Ever since then, the father, expressing his remorse and humility for being a drunken loser and admiration for Harry Esmond, whom he called a hero for doing a small favor, held his son’s rescuer in the highest regard, and Harry became like a member of the family. His injuries were carefully treated by his kind mistress, who claimed that heaven had sent him to protect her children and that she would love him for the rest of her life.

And it was after this, and from the very great love and tenderness which had grown up in this little household, rather than from the exhortations of Dean Armstrong (though these had no small weight with him), that Harry came to be quite of the religion of his house and his dear mistress, of which he has ever since been a professing member. As for Dr. Tusher's boasts that he was the cause of this conversion—even in these young days Mr. Esmond had such a contempt for the Doctor, that had Tusher bade him believe anything (which he did not—never meddling at all), Harry would that instant have questioned the truth on't.

And it was after this, and because of the deep love and care that had developed in this little household, more than from the encouragement of Dean Armstrong (though that did influence him), that Harry fully embraced the faith of his home and his beloved mistress, of which he has since been a faithful member. As for Dr. Tusher's claims that he was responsible for this conversion—even in those early days Mr. Esmond thought so little of the Doctor that if Tusher had tried to convince him of anything (which he didn't—never interfered at all), Harry would have immediately challenged its validity.

My lady seldom drank wine; but on certain days of the year, such as birthdays (poor Harry had never a one) and anniversaries, she took a little; and this day, the 29th December, was one. At the end, then, of this year, '96, it might have been a fortnight after Mr. Holt's last visit, Lord Castlewood being still very gloomy in mind, and sitting at table—my lady bidding a servant bring her a glass of wine, and looking at her husband with one of her sweet smiles, said—

My lady rarely drank wine, but on special occasions like birthdays (poor Harry never had one) and anniversaries, she would have a little. Today, December 29th, was one of those days. At the end of this year, '96, it had been about two weeks since Mr. Holt's last visit. Lord Castlewood was still feeling very gloomy and sitting at the table—my lady asked a servant to bring her a glass of wine, and with one of her sweet smiles looking at her husband, she said—

“My lord, will you not fill a bumper too, and let me call a toast?”

“My lord, will you not fill a glass too, and let me propose a toast?”

“What is it, Rachel?” says he, holding out his empty glass to be filled.

“What is it, Rachel?” he asks, holding out his empty glass to be filled.

“'Tis the 29th of December,” says my lady, with her fond look of gratitude: “and my toast is, 'Harry—and God bless him, who saved my boy's life!'”

“It's the 29th of December,” says my lady, with her warm look of gratitude: “and my toast is, 'Harry—and God bless him, who saved my son's life!'”

My lord looked at Harry hard, and drank the glass, but clapped it down on the table in a moment, and, with a sort of groan, rose up, and went out of the room. What was the matter? We all knew that some great grief was over him.

My lord gave Harry a hard look, downed the glass, but slammed it back on the table moments later and, with a kind of groan, stood up and left the room. What was going on? We all sensed that he was carrying some heavy sorrow.

Whether my lord's prudence had made him richer, or legacies had fallen to him, which enabled him to support a greater establishment than that frugal one which had been too much for his small means, Harry Esmond knew not; but the house of Castlewood was now on a scale much more costly than it had been during the first years of his lordship's coming to the title. There were more horses in the stable and more servants in the hall, and many more guests coming and going now than formerly, when it was found difficult enough by the strictest economy to keep the house as befitted one of his lordship's rank, and the estate out of debt. And it did not require very much penetration to find that many of the new acquaintances at Castlewood were not agreeable to the lady there: not that she ever treated them or any mortal with anything but courtesy; but they were persons who could not be welcome to her; and whose society a lady so refined and reserved could scarce desire for her children. There came fuddling squires from the country round, who bawled their songs under her windows and drank themselves tipsy with my lord's punch and ale: there came officers from Hexton, in whose company our little lord was made to hear talk and to drink, and swear too, in a way that made the delicate lady tremble for her son. Esmond tried to console her by saying what he knew of his College experience; that with this sort of company and conversation a man must fall in sooner or later in his course through the world: and it mattered very little whether he heard it at twelve years old or twenty—the youths who quitted mother's apron-strings the latest being not uncommonly the wildest rakes. But it was about her daughter that Lady Castlewood was the most anxious, and the danger which she thought menaced the little Beatrix from the indulgences which her father gave her, (it must be owned that my lord, since these unhappy domestic differences especially, was at once violent in his language to the children when angry, as he was too familiar, not to say coarse, when he was in a good humor,) and from the company into which the careless lord brought the child.

Whether my lord's wisdom had made him wealthier, or if he had received inheritances that allowed him to maintain a larger household than the modest one that had already strained his limited resources, Harry Esmond wasn’t sure; but the Castlewood estate was now much more lavish than it had been during the early years of his lordship’s title. There were more horses in the stable and more servants in the hall, along with many more guests arriving and leaving than before, when it was challenging enough to manage the household properly, given his lordship's rank, while also keeping the estate debt-free. It didn’t take much insight to realize that many of the new acquaintances at Castlewood were not welcomed by the lady; not that she ever treated anyone rudely, but they were people who couldn’t truly be accepted by her, and whose company a refined and private lady could hardly wish for her children. There were rowdy squires from the surrounding countryside who shouted their songs under her windows and got drunk on my lord's punch and ale: there were officers from Hexton, in whose company our little lord was exposed to conversations and drinks that made the delicate lady uneasy about her son. Esmond tried to reassure her by sharing what he learned during his college days, explaining that encountering this kind of company and talk was inevitable as a man navigated through life: it hardly mattered if he heard it at twelve or twenty—those boys who stayed too close to their mothers often turned out to be the most wild. But Lady Castlewood was most worried about her daughter, and the threat she believed little Beatrix faced from her father’s indulgences, (it must be acknowledged that my lord, especially after these unfortunate family disputes, was often harsh in his words to the children when he was angry, yet overly familiar, even crude, when he was in a good mood,) and from the kind of company the careless lord brought around the child.

Not very far off from Castlewood is Sark Castle, where the Marchioness of Sark lived, who was known to have been a mistress of the late King Charles—and to this house, whither indeed a great part of the country gentry went, my lord insisted upon going, not only himself, but on taking his little daughter and son, to play with the children there. The children were nothing loth, for the house was splendid, and the welcome kind enough. But my lady, justly no doubt, thought that the children of such a mother as that noted Lady Sark had been, could be no good company for her two; and spoke her mind to her lord. His own language when he was thwarted was not indeed of the gentlest: to be brief, there was a family dispute on this, as there had been on many other points—and the lady was not only forced to give in, for the other's will was law—nor could she, on account of their tender age, tell her children what was the nature of her objection to their visit of pleasure, or indeed mention to them any objection at all—but she had the additional secret mortification to find them returning delighted with their new friends, loaded with presents from them, and eager to be allowed to go back to a place of such delights as Sark Castle. Every year she thought the company there would be more dangerous to her daughter, as from a child Beatrix grew to a woman, and her daily increasing beauty, and many faults of character too, expanded.

Not far from Castlewood is Sark Castle, where the Marchioness of Sark lived. She was known to have been a mistress of the late King Charles. My lord insisted on going there, not just by himself, but also taking their little daughter and son to play with the kids there. The children were more than happy to go since the house was magnificent and the welcome was warm. However, my lady, justifiably so, thought that the children of a mother like the infamous Lady Sark wouldn’t be good company for hers, and she expressed her concerns to her husband. His way of speaking when he was opposed wasn’t exactly gentle, so to keep it short, there was a family argument about this, just like there had been on many other issues—and the lady was forced to give in because his will was final. Plus, due to their young age, she couldn’t explain to her children the reasons for her objections to their enjoyable visit, or even mention any objections at all. On top of that, she had to endure the secret humiliation of seeing them return thrilled with their new friends, loaded with gifts, and eager to go back to a place as wonderful as Sark Castle. Each year, she worried the company there would be more harmful to her daughter as Beatrix grew from a child into a woman, her beauty increasing daily along with many character flaws.

It was Harry Esmond's lot to see one of the visits which the old Lady of Sark paid to the Lady of Castlewood Hall: whither she came in state with six chestnut horses and blue ribbons, a page on each carriage step, a gentleman of the horse, and armed servants riding before and behind her. And, but that it was unpleasant to see Lady Castlewood's face, it was amusing to watch the behavior of the two enemies: the frigid patience of the younger lady, and the unconquerable good-humor of the elder—who would see no offence whatever her rival intended, and who never ceased to smile and to laugh, and to coax the children, and to pay compliments to every man, woman, child, nay dog, or chair and table, in Castlewood, so bent was she upon admiring everything there. She lauded the children, and wished as indeed she well might—that her own family had been brought up as well as those cherubs. She had never seen such a complexion as dear Beatrix's—though to be sure she had a right to it from father and mother—Lady Castlewood's was indeed a wonder of freshness, and Lady Sark sighed to think she had not been born a fair woman; and remarking Harry Esmond, with a fascinating superannuated smile, she complimented him on his wit, which she said she could see from his eyes and forehead; and vowed that she would never have HIM at Sark until her daughter were out of the way.

It was Harry Esmond's fate to witness one of the visits that the old Lady of Sark made to the Lady of Castlewood Hall: she arrived in style with six chestnut horses and blue ribbons, a page at each carriage step, a gentleman attending the horses, and armed servants riding in front and behind her. If it weren't for the unpleasant sight of Lady Castlewood's face, it would have been entertaining to observe the interactions between the two rivals: the icy composure of the younger lady, and the indomitable cheerfulness of the elder—who couldn’t perceive any offense from her rival's intentions and never stopped smiling, laughing, coaxing the children, and giving compliments to everyone, including men, women, children, and even the dogs and furniture in Castlewood, so determined was she to admire everything around her. She praised the children and wished—rightly so—that her own family had been raised as well as those little angels. She had never seen such a complexion as dear Beatrix's—though of course, she was entitled to it from her parents—Lady Castlewood’s was truly a marvel of freshness, and Lady Sark sighed at the thought that she had not been born beautiful; noticing Harry Esmond with a charming, aged smile, she complimented him on his wit, which she claimed she could detect from his eyes and forehead; and declared that she would never invite HIM to Sark until her daughter was out of the picture.





CHAPTER XII.

MY LORD MOHUN COMES AMONG US FOR NO GOOD.

There had ridden along with this old Princess's cavalcade, two gentlemen: her son, my Lord Firebrace, and his friend, my Lord Mohun, who both were greeted with a great deal of cordiality by the hospitable Lord of Castlewood. My Lord Firebrace was but a feeble-minded and weak-limbed young nobleman, small in stature and limited in understanding to judge from the talk young Esmond had with him; but the other was a person of a handsome presence, with the bel air, and a bright daring warlike aspect, which, according to the chronicle of those days, had already achieved for him the conquest of several beauties and toasts. He had fought and conquered in France, as well as in Flanders; he had served a couple of campaigns with the Prince of Baden on the Danube, and witnessed the rescue of Vienna from the Turk. And he spoke of his military exploits pleasantly, and with the manly freedom of a soldier, so as to delight all his hearers at Castlewood, who were little accustomed to meet a companion so agreeable.

There were two gentlemen riding along with the old Princess's procession: her son, Lord Firebrace, and his friend, Lord Mohun. Both received a warm welcome from the hospitable Lord of Castlewood. Lord Firebrace was a weak-minded and frail young nobleman, small in stature and not very bright, judging by the conversation young Esmond had with him. However, the other gentleman had a striking presence, with a confident air and a bold, battle-ready look. According to the stories of the time, he had already won the hearts of several beauties. He had fought and won battles in France and Flanders, served in a couple of campaigns with the Prince of Baden along the Danube, and witnessed the rescue of Vienna from the Turks. He spoke of his military experiences in a lighthearted way, with the straightforwardness of a soldier, which delighted everyone at Castlewood, who were not used to having such an entertaining companion.

On the first day this noble company came, my lord would not hear of their departure before dinner, and carried away the gentlemen to amuse them, whilst his wife was left to do the honors of her house to the old Marchioness and her daughter within. They looked at the stables where my Lord Mohun praised the horses, though there was but a poor show there: they walked over the old house and gardens, and fought the siege of Oliver's time over again: they played a game of rackets in the old court, where my Lord Castlewood beat my Lord Mohun, who said he loved ball of all things, and would quickly come back to Castlewood for his revenge. After dinner they played bowls and drank punch in the green alley; and when they parted they were sworn friends, my Lord Castlewood kissing the other lord before he mounted on horseback, and pronouncing him the best companion he had met for many a long day. All night long, over his tobacco-pipe, Castlewood did not cease to talk to Harry Esmond in praise of his new friend, and in fact did not leave off speaking of him until his lordship was so tipsy that he could not speak plainly any more.

On the first day this distinguished group arrived, my lord insisted that they stay for dinner before leaving, and took the gentlemen away to entertain them, while his wife hosted the elderly Marchioness and her daughter inside. They admired the stables where Lord Mohun praised the horses, despite the lackluster selection: they toured the old house and gardens and reminisced about the sieges from Oliver's time: they played rackets in the old courtyard, where Lord Castlewood defeated Lord Mohun, who claimed he loved the game above all else and vowed to return to Castlewood for his revenge. After dinner, they played bowls and enjoyed punch in the green alley; when they parted, they were sworn friends, with Lord Castlewood kissing the other lord before he got on his horse, declaring him the best companion he'd had in a long time. All night, over his tobacco pipe, Castlewood kept talking to Harry Esmond about his new friend and didn't stop until his lordship was so tipsy he could hardly talk anymore.

At breakfast next day it was the same talk renewed; and when my lady said there was something free in the Lord Mohun's looks and manner of speech which caused her to mistrust him, her lord burst out with one of his laughs and oaths; said that he never liked man, woman, or beast, but what she was sure to be jealous of it; that Mohun was the prettiest fellow in England; that he hoped to see more of him whilst in the country; and that he would let Mohun know what my Lady Prude said of him.

At breakfast the next day, the conversation picked up where it left off. When my lady mentioned that there was something off about Lord Mohun's looks and how he spoke that made her suspicious, her husband laughed loud and cursed, saying he never liked anyone—man, woman, or beast—without her getting jealous. He remarked that Mohun was the handsomest guy in England, expressed his hope to see more of him while they were in the area, and said he would let Mohun know what Lady Prude thought of him.

“Indeed,” Lady Castlewood said, “I liked his conversation well enough. 'Tis more amusing than that of most people I know. I thought it, I own, too free; not from what he said, as rather from what he implied.”

“Sure,” Lady Castlewood said, “I enjoyed his conversation enough. It's more entertaining than that of most people I know. I did think, to be honest, it was a bit too open; not so much from what he said, but rather from what he suggested.”

“Psha! your ladyship does not know the world,” said her husband; “and you have always been as squeamish as when you were a miss of fifteen.”

“Psha! You really don't know the world, my dear,” said her husband. “You've always been as sensitive as you were when you were a fifteen-year-old.”

“You found no fault when I was a miss at fifteen.”

“You found no fault when I was a girl at fifteen.”

“Begad, madam, you are grown too old for a pinafore now; and I hold that 'tis for me to judge what company my wife shall see,” said my lord, slapping the table.

“Honestly, madam, you're too old for a pinafore now; and I believe it's up to me to decide what company my wife keeps,” said my lord, slapping the table.

“Indeed, Francis, I never thought otherwise,” answered my lady, rising and dropping him a curtsy, in which stately action, if there was obedience, there was defiance too; and in which a bystander, deeply interested in the happiness of that pair as Harry Esmond was, might see how hopelessly separated they were; what a great gulf of difference and discord had run between them.

“Of course, Francis, I never believed anything different,” my lady replied, standing and giving him a curtsy. In that formal gesture, there was both submission and a hint of defiance; and anyone watching, especially someone like Harry Esmond who cared deeply about the happiness of the couple, could see just how hopelessly divided they were and the enormous gap of difference and conflict that lay between them.

“By G-d! Mohun is the best fellow in England; and I'll invite him here, just to plague that woman. Did you ever see such a frigid insolence as it is, Harry? That's the way she treats me,” he broke out, storming, and his face growing red as he clenched his fists and went on. “I'm nobody in my own house. I'm to be the humble servant of that parson's daughter. By Jove! I'd rather she should fling the dish at my head than sneer at me as she does. She puts me to shame before the children with her d—d airs; and, I'll swear, tells Frank and Beaty that papa's a reprobate, and that they ought to despise me.”

“By God! Mohun is the best guy in England, and I’ll invite him over just to annoy that woman. Have you ever seen such cold arrogance, Harry? That’s how she treats me,” he said, fuming, his face turning red as he clenched his fists and continued. “I’m nobody in my own home. I’m supposed to be the obedient servant of that parson’s daughter. I swear, I’d rather she threw a dish at my head than mock me like she does. She embarrasses me in front of the kids with her damned pretensions, and I bet she tells Frank and Beaty that their dad is a sinner and that they should look down on me.”

“Indeed and indeed, sir, I never heard her say a word but of respect regarding you,” Harry Esmond interposed.

“Honestly, sir, I’ve only ever heard her speak about you with respect,” Harry Esmond added.

“No, curse it! I wish she would speak. But she never does. She scorns me, and holds her tongue. She keeps off from me, as if I was a pestilence. By George! she was fond enough of her pestilence once. And when I came a-courting, you would see miss blush—blush red, by George! for joy. Why, what do you think she said to me, Harry? She said herself, when I joked with her about her d—d smiling red cheeks: ''Tis as they do at St. James's; I put up my red flag when my king comes.' I was the king, you see, she meant. But now, sir, look at her! I believe she would be glad if I was dead; and dead I've been to her these five years—ever since you all of you had the small-pox: and she never forgave me for going away.”

“No, damn it! I wish she would just say something. But she never does. She treats me like I'm contagious. By George! She used to like being near me. When I was courting her, you would see her blush—blush bright red, by George! Out of happiness. Can you believe what she said to me, Harry? She once told me, when I teased her about her damn rosy cheeks: 'It's like at St. James's; I raise my red flag when my king arrives.' I was the king she meant. But now, look at her! I think she’d be happy if I were dead; and I might as well be dead to her for the past five years—ever since all of you had the smallpox, and she never forgave me for leaving.”

“Indeed, my lord, though 'twas hard to forgive, I think my mistress forgave it,” Harry Esmond said; “and remember how eagerly she watched your lordship's return, and how sadly she turned away when she saw your cold looks.”

“Indeed, my lord, even though it was hard to forgive, I believe my mistress did,” Harry Esmond said; “and remember how eagerly she watched for your return, and how sadly she looked away when she saw your cold expression.”

“Damme!” cries out my lord; “would you have had me wait and catch the small-pox? Where the deuce had been the good of that? I'll bear danger with any man—but not useless danger—no, no. Thank you for nothing. And—you nod your head, and I know very well, Parson Harry, what you mean. There was the—the other affair to make her angry. But is a woman never to forgive a husband who goes a-tripping? Do you take me for a saint?”

“Damn it!” my lord exclaims; “would you have me wait and catch smallpox? What would have been the point of that? I can handle danger like anyone else—but not pointless danger—no, thank you. And—you nod your head, and I know exactly what you mean, Parson Harry. There was the other incident that made her mad. But is a woman never supposed to forgive a husband who strays? Do you think I'm a saint?”

“Indeed, sir, I do not,” says Harry, with a smile.

“Yeah, I really don’t,” says Harry with a smile.

“Since that time my wife's as cold as the statue at Charing Cross. I tell thee she has no forgiveness in her, Henry. Her coldness blights my whole life, and sends me to the punch-bowl, or driving about the country. My children are not mine, but hers, when we are together. 'Tis only when she is out of sight with her abominable cold glances, that run through me, that they'll come to me, and that I dare to give them so much as a kiss; and that's why I take 'em and love 'em in other people's houses, Harry. I'm killed by the very virtue of that proud woman. Virtue! give me the virtue that can forgive; give me the virtue that thinks not of preserving itself, but of making other folks happy. Damme, what matters a scar or two if 'tis got in helping a friend in ill fortune?”

“Since that time, my wife is as cold as the statue at Charing Cross. I tell you, she has no forgiveness in her, Henry. Her coldness ruins my whole life and drives me to the punch-bowl or out driving around the countryside. My children aren’t mine, but hers, when we are together. It's only when she’s out of sight, with her terrible cold glances that cut through me, that they’ll come to me, and that I dare to give them even a kiss; and that’s why I take them and love them in other people’s houses, Harry. I’m crushed by the very virtue of that proud woman. Virtue! Give me the kind of virtue that can forgive; give me the kind of virtue that focuses on making others happy instead of just preserving itself. Damn it, what does it matter if you get a scar or two if it’s for helping a friend in tough times?”

And my lord again slapped the table, and took a great draught from the tankard. Harry Esmond admired as he listened to him, and thought how the poor preacher of this self-sacrifice had fled from the small-pox, which the lady had borne so cheerfully, and which had been the cause of so much disunion in the lives of all in this house. “How well men preach,” thought the young man, “and each is the example in his own sermon. How each has a story in a dispute, and a true one, too, and both are right or wrong as you will!” Harry's heart was pained within him, to watch the struggles and pangs that tore the breast of this kind, manly friend and protector.

And my lord slammed the table again and took a big gulp from the tankard. Harry Esmond listened in admiration and thought about how the poor preacher of this self-sacrifice had run away from the smallpox, which the lady had endured so bravely, and which had caused so much division in the lives of everyone in this house. “How well men preach,” the young man thought, “and each one is the example of his own sermon. Each person has a story during an argument, and a true one, too, and both can be right or wrong depending on how you see it!” Harry's heart hurt as he watched the struggles and pains that tore at the chest of this kind, strong friend and protector.

“Indeed, sir,” said he, “I wish to God that my mistress could hear you speak as I have heard you; she would know much that would make her life the happier, could she hear it.” But my lord flung away with one of his oaths, and a jeer; he said that Parson Harry was a good fellow; but that as for women, all women were alike—all jades and heartless. So a man dashes a fine vase down, and despises it for being broken. It may be worthless—true: but who had the keeping of it, and who shattered it?

“Absolutely, sir,” he replied, “I wish to God my mistress could hear you speak like I have; she would learn so much that would make her life happier if she could.” But my lord scoffed with one of his curses and a sneer; he said that Parson Harry was a good guy, but when it came to women, they were all the same—all untrustworthy and cold-hearted. It's like a man shattering a beautiful vase and then looking down on it for being broken. It may be worthless—that’s true—but who was in charge of it, and who broke it?

Harry, who would have given his life to make his benefactress and her husband happy, bethought him, now that he saw what my lord's state of mind was, and that he really had a great deal of that love left in his heart, and ready for his wife's acceptance if she would take it, whether he could not be a means of reconciliation between these two persons, whom he revered the most in the world. And he cast about how he should break a part of his mind to his mistress, and warn her that in his, Harry's opinion, at least, her husband was still her admirer, and even her lover.

Harry, who would have sacrificed anything to make his benefactress and her husband happy, realized, now that he understood my lord's state of mind, that there was still a lot of love in his heart, waiting for his wife to accept it if she chose to. He wondered if he could help reconcile these two people, whom he respected the most in the world. He started thinking about how to share part of his thoughts with his mistress and let her know that, in his opinion, her husband still admired her and even loved her.

But he found the subject a very difficult one to handle, when he ventured to remonstrate, which he did in the very gravest tone, (for long confidence and reiterated proofs of devotion and loyalty had given him a sort of authority in the house, which he resumed as soon as ever he returned to it,) and with a speech that should have some effect, as, indeed, it was uttered with the speaker's own heart, he ventured most gently to hint to his adored mistress that she was doing her husband harm by her ill opinion of him, and that the happiness of all the family depended upon setting her right.

But he found the topic really difficult to approach when he dared to speak up, which he did in a very serious tone, (because his long-standing trust and repeated demonstrations of devotion and loyalty had given him a kind of authority in the house, which he reclaimed as soon as he got back to it,) and with a speech that should have some impact, as it was genuinely felt, he gently suggested to his beloved mistress that her negative view of her husband was hurting him, and that the happiness of the whole family relied on her seeing things differently.

She, who was ordinarily calm and most gentle, and full of smiles and soft attentions, flushed up when young Esmond so spoke to her, and rose from her chair, looking at him with a haughtiness and indignation that he had never before known her to display. She was quite an altered being for that moment; and looked an angry princess insulted by a vassal.

She, usually calm, gentle, and full of smiles and kindness, flushed when young Esmond spoke to her that way. She stood up, looking at him with a haughtiness and anger he had never seen from her before. In that moment, she was a completely different person, looking like an angry princess offended by a subject.

“Have you ever heard me utter a word in my lord's disparagement?” she asked hastily, hissing out her words, and stamping her foot.

“Have you ever heard me say anything negative about my lord?” she asked quickly, hissing out her words and stamping her foot.

“Indeed, no,” Esmond said, looking down.

“Yeah, no,” Esmond said, looking down.

“Are you come to me as his ambassador—YOU?” she continued.

“Are you really here as his ambassador—YOU?” she went on.

“I would sooner see peace between you than anything else in the world,” Harry answered, “and would go of any embassy that had that end.”

“I would much rather see peace between you than anything else in the world,” Harry replied, “and I would accept any mission that aimed for that goal.”

“So YOU are my lord's go-between?” she went on, not regarding this speech. “You are sent to bid me back into slavery again, and inform me that my lord's favor is graciously restored to his handmaid? He is weary of Covent Garden, is he, that he comes home and would have the fatted calf killed?”

“So YOU are my lord's messenger?” she continued, ignoring this remark. “You've come to tell me to go back into servitude and let me know that my lord's favor has thankfully returned to his servant? Is he tired of Covent Garden, then, that he comes home wanting the fatted calf slaughtered?”

“There's good authority for it, surely,” said Esmond.

"There's definitely good reason for that," Esmond said.

“For a son, yes; but my lord is not my son. It was he who cast me away from him. It was he who broke our happiness down, and he bids me to repair it. It was he who showed himself to me at last, as he was, not as I had thought him. It is he who comes before my children stupid and senseless with wine—who leaves our company for that of frequenters of taverns and bagnios—who goes from his home to the City yonder and his friends there, and when he is tired of them returns hither, and expects that I shall kneel and welcome him. And he sends YOU as his chamberlain! What a proud embassy! Monsieur, I make you my compliment of the new place.”

“For a son, yes; but my lord is not my son. He’s the one who pushed me away from him. He’s the one who ruined our happiness, and now he expects me to fix it. He finally revealed himself to me as he truly is, not as I had believed he was. It’s him who comes before my kids, acting foolish and out of it from drinking—who leaves us for the company of barflies and shady places—who goes from our home to the City over there and his friends, and when he’s had enough of them, he comes back here and expects me to kneel and welcome him. And he sends YOU as his chamberlain! What an impressive message! Monsieur, I salute you on your new role.”

“It would be a proud embassy, and a happy embassy too, could I bring you and my lord together,” Esmond replied.

“It would be a proud moment and a joyful one too if I could bring you and my lord together,” Esmond replied.

“I presume you have fulfilled your mission now, sir. 'Twas a pretty one for you to undertake. I don't know whether 'tis your Cambridge philosophy, or time, that has altered your ways of thinking,” Lady Castlewood continued, still in a sarcastic tone. “Perhaps you too have learned to love drink, and to hiccup over your wine or punch;—which is your worship's favorite liquor? Perhaps you too put up at the 'Rose' on your way to London, and have your acquaintances in Covent Garden. My services to you, sir, to principal and ambassador, to master and—and lackey.”

“I figure you’ve completed your mission now, sir. It was a nice one for you to take on. I’m not sure if it’s your Cambridge philosophy or just time that has changed your way of thinking,” Lady Castlewood continued, still with a sarcastic tone. “Maybe you’ve also picked up a taste for drink and find yourself slurring over your wine or punch;—which drink do you prefer, sir? Perhaps you also stayed at the 'Rose' on your way to London and have your friends in Covent Garden. My regards to you, sir, as principal and ambassador, master—and—and servant.”

“Great heavens! madam,” cried Harry. “What have I done that thus, for a second time, you insult me? Do you wish me to blush for what I used to be proud of, that I lived on your bounty? Next to doing you a service (which my life would pay for), you know that to receive one from you is my highest pleasure. What wrong have I done you that you should wound me so, cruel woman?”

“Good heavens! Madam,” Harry exclaimed. “What have I done to deserve this, for the second time, you insult me? Do you want me to feel ashamed of something I used to take pride in, that I relied on your generosity? Aside from doing something for you (which I would gladly give my life for), you know that receiving a kindness from you is my greatest joy. What have I done to hurt you that you should treat me so harshly, cruel woman?”

“What wrong?” she said, looking at Esmond with wild eyes. “Well, none—none that you know of, Harry, or could help. Why did you bring back the small-pox,” she added, after a pause, “from Castlewood village? You could not help it, could you? Which of us knows whither fate leads us? But we were all happy, Henry, till then.” And Harry went away from this colloquy, thinking still that the estrangement between his patron and his beloved mistress was remediable, and that each had at heart a strong attachment to the other.

“What’s wrong?” she asked, looking at Esmond with frantic eyes. “Well, nothing—nothing you know of, Harry, or could change. Why did you bring back smallpox from Castlewood village?” she added after a pause. “You couldn’t help it, could you? None of us knows where fate will lead us. But we were all happy, Henry, until then.” And Harry left the conversation, still thinking that the distance between his patron and his beloved mistress could be fixed and that both had a deep attachment to each other.

The intimacy between the Lords Mohun and Castlewood appeared to increase as long as the former remained in the country; and my Lord of Castlewood especially seemed never to be happy out of his new comrade's sight. They sported together, they drank, they played bowls and tennis: my Lord Castlewood would go for three days to Sark, and bring back my Lord Mohun to Castlewood—where indeed his lordship made himself very welcome to all persons, having a joke or a new game at romps for the children, all the talk of the town for my lord, and music and gallantry and plenty of the beau langage for my lady, and for Harry Esmond, who was never tired of hearing his stories of his campaigns and his life at Vienna, Venice, Paris, and the famous cities of Europe which he had visited both in peace and war. And he sang at my lady's harpsichord, and played cards or backgammon, or his new game of billiards with my lord (of whom he invariably got the better) always having a consummate good-humor, and bearing himself with a certain manly grace, that might exhibit somewhat of the camp and Alsatia perhaps, but that had its charm, and stamped him a gentleman: and his manner to Lady Castlewood was so devoted and respectful, that she soon recovered from the first feelings of dislike which she had conceived against him—nay, before long, began to be interested in his spiritual welfare, and hopeful of his conversion, lending him books of piety, which he promised dutifully to study. With her my lord talked of reform, of settling into quiet life, quitting the court and town, and buying some land in the neighborhood—though it must be owned that, when the two lords were together over their Burgundy after dinner, their talk was very different, and there was very little question of conversion on my Lord Mohun's part. When they got to their second bottle, Harry Esmond used commonly to leave these two noble topers, who, though they talked freely enough, heaven knows, in his presence (Good Lord, what a set of stories, of Alsatia and Spring Garden, of the taverns and gaming-houses, of the ladies of the court, and mesdames of the theatres, he can recall out of their godly conversation!)—although, I say, they talked before Esmond freely, yet they seemed pleased when he went away, and then they had another bottle, and then they fell to cards, and then my Lord Mohun came to her ladyship's drawing-room; leaving his boon companion to sleep off his wine.

The closeness between Lords Mohun and Castlewood seemed to grow as long as Mohun stayed in the country. Lord Castlewood especially seemed unhappy when he wasn't around his new friend. They hung out together, drank, and played bowls and tennis. Lord Castlewood would often spend three days in Sark and bring back Lord Mohun to Castlewood, where he was quite popular. He entertained everyone with jokes and new games for the kids, became the talk of the town, and charmed Lady Castlewood with music, flirting, and plenty of sweet talk. Harry Esmond was always eager to hear stories about Mohun’s campaigns and his life in Vienna, Venice, Paris, and the famous cities of Europe that he’d explored during both peace and war. He sang at Lady Castlewood's harpsichord, played cards, backgammon, or his new billiards game with Lord Castlewood (whom he consistently outplayed), maintaining a cheerful demeanor and a certain manly grace that hinted at his past in the military and rougher circles, yet made him charming and marked him as a gentleman. His manner towards Lady Castlewood was so devoted and respectful that she quickly moved past her initial dislike for him—soon, she began to care about his spiritual well-being and hoped for his conversion, lending him books on piety that he promised to read. With her, Lord Castlewood discussed reform, settling into a quiet life, leaving the court and city, and buying some land nearby, though it must be said that when the two lords were together over their Burgundy after dinner, their conversation was quite different, with very little talk of conversion from Lord Mohun. Once they reached their second bottle, Harry Esmond usually left these two noble drinkers, who, while they freely shared stories in his presence (good heavens, what tales about Alsatia and Spring Garden, taverns and gambling houses, and the ladies of the court and theaters he could remember from their "godly" chats!)—even though they spoke openly before Esmond, they seemed to prefer it when he left. Then they would have another bottle, play cards, and Lord Mohun would join Lady Castlewood in her drawing room, leaving his drinking buddy to sleep off his wine.

'Twas a point of honor with the fine gentlemen of those days to lose or win magnificently at their horse-matches, or games of cards and dice—and you could never tell, from the demeanor of these two lords afterwards, which had been successful and which the loser at their games. And when my lady hinted to my lord that he played more than she liked, he dismissed her with a “pish,” and swore that nothing was more equal than play betwixt gentlemen, if they did but keep it up long enough. And these kept it up long enough, you may be sure. A man of fashion of that time often passed a quarter of his day at cards, and another quarter at drink: I have known many a pretty fellow, who was a wit too, ready of repartee, and possessed of a thousand graces, who would be puzzled if he had to write more than his name.

It was a point of pride for the fine gentlemen of those days to either lose or win in style at their horse races or card and dice games—and you could never tell, from the behavior of these two lords afterwards, who had won and who had lost. And when my lady suggested to my lord that he played more than she preferred, he brushed her off with a “pish,” insisting that nothing was fairer than play between gentlemen, as long as they kept it going long enough. And they definitely kept it going long enough, you can be sure. A fashionable man of that time often spent a quarter of his day playing cards and another quarter drinking: I’ve known many charming guys who were quick-witted, skilled in repartee, and full of charm, who would be stumped if they had to write anything more than their name.

There is scarce any thoughtful man or woman, I suppose, but can look back upon his course of past life, and remember some point, trifling as it may have seemed at the time of occurrence, which has nevertheless turned and altered his whole career. 'Tis with almost all of us, as in M. Massillon's magnificent image regarding King William, a grain de sable that perverts or perhaps overthrows us; and so it was but a light word flung in the air, a mere freak of perverse child's temper, that brought down a whole heap of crushing woes upon that family whereof Harry Esmond formed a part.

Almost every thoughtful person can look back on their life and remember a moment, no matter how small it seemed at the time, that changed their entire path. For nearly all of us, it’s like M. Massillon's striking image about King William, where a tiny grain of sand can throw us off course or even derail us entirely. In Harry Esmond's case, it was just a careless remark tossed into the air, a fleeting outburst from a difficult child, that unleashed a torrent of misery upon his family.

Coming home to his dear Castlewood in the third year of his academical course, (wherein he had now obtained some distinction, his Latin Poem on the death of the Duke of Gloucester, Princess Anne of Denmark's son, having gained him a medal, and introduced him to the society of the University wits,) Esmond found his little friend and pupil Beatrix grown to be taller than her mother, a slim and lovely young girl, with cheeks mantling with health and roses: with eyes like stars shining out of azure, with waving bronze hair clustered about the fairest young forehead ever seen: and a mien and shape haughty and beautiful, such as that of the famous antique statue of the huntress Diana—at one time haughty, rapid, imperious, with eyes and arrows that dart and kill. Harry watched and wondered at this young creature, and likened her in his mind to Artemis with the ringing bow and shafts flashing death upon the children of Niobe; at another time she was coy and melting as Luna shining tenderly upon Endymion. This fair creature, this lustrous Phoebe, was only young as yet, nor had nearly reached her full splendor: but crescent and brilliant, our young gentleman of the University, his head full of poetical fancies, his heart perhaps throbbing with desires undefined, admired this rising young divinity; and gazed at her (though only as at some “bright particular star,” far above his earth) with endless delight and wonder. She had been a coquette from the earliest times almost, trying her freaks and jealousies, her wayward frolics and winning caresses, upon all that came within her reach; she set her women quarrelling in the nursery, and practised her eyes on the groom as she rode behind him on the pillion.

Coming home to his beloved Castlewood in the third year of his studies, where he had now gained some recognition—his Latin poem about the death of the Duke of Gloucester, Princess Anne of Denmark's son, had earned him a medal and introduced him to the company of university intellectuals—Esmond found his little friend and pupil Beatrix had grown taller than her mother. She was a slim and beautiful young girl, with cheeks glowing with health and rosy color; her eyes sparkled like stars against the blue, and her wavy bronze hair framed the most beautiful young forehead anyone had ever seen. Her presence and figure were proud and stunning, reminiscent of the renowned ancient statue of the huntress Diana—at times haughty, quick, and commanding, with eyes and arrows that could strike and slay. Harry observed this young being in awe, comparing her in his mind to Artemis, with her ringing bow and arrows that brought death to Niobe's children; and at other times, she was sweet and soft like Luna tenderly shining on Endymion. This lovely girl, this radiant Phoebe, was still youthful and had yet to reach her full splendor. Yet, glowing and brilliant, our young gentleman from the university, his mind filled with poetic dreams and possibly his heart racing with undefined longings, admired this rising young goddess and gazed at her (though only as at some “bright particular star,” far beyond his reach) with endless joy and fascination. She had been a flirt almost from the start, experimenting with her charms and jealousies, her playful mischief and sweet gestures, on everyone around her; she would spark arguments among her friends in the nursery and practiced her captivating glances on the groom as she rode behind him on the pillion.

She was the darling and torment of father and mother. She intrigued with each secretly; and bestowed her fondness and withdrew it, plied them with tears, smiles, kisses, cajolements;—when the mother was angry, as happened often, flew to the father, and sheltering behind him, pursued her victim; when both were displeased, transferred her caresses to the domestics, or watched until she could win back her parents' good graces, either by surprising them into laughter and good-humor, or appeasing them by submission and artful humility. She was saevo laeta negotio, like that fickle goddess Horace describes, and of whose “malicious joy” a great poet of our own has written so nobly—who, famous and heroic as he was, was not strong enough to resist the torture of women.

She was the favorite and the source of trouble for her parents. She captivated each of them secretly and gave her affection only to take it back, showering them with tears, smiles, kisses, and sweet talk. When her mother was angry, which happened often, she would run to her father and hide behind him, then go after her target. When both parents were upset, she would turn her affection to the household staff or wait until she could win back her parents' favor, either by making them laugh and putting them in a good mood or by being submissive and cleverly humble. She was like the fickle goddess Horace wrote about, full of “malicious joy,” and even a great poet of our time, who, despite being famous and heroic, couldn't withstand the torment of women.

It was but three years before that the child, then but ten years old, had nearly managed to make a quarrel between Harry Esmond and his comrade, good-natured, phlegmatic Thomas Tusher, who never of his own seeking quarrelled with anybody: by quoting to the latter some silly joke which Harry had made regarding him—(it was the merest idlest jest, though it near drove two old friends to blows, and I think such a battle would have pleased her)—and from that day Tom kept at a distance from her; and she respected him, and coaxed him sedulously whenever they met. But Harry was much more easily appeased, because he was fonder of the child: and when she made mischief, used cutting speeches, or caused her friends pain, she excused herself for her fault, not by admitting and deploring it, but by pleading not guilty, and asserting innocence so constantly, and with such seeming artlessness, that it was impossible to question her plea. In her childhood, they were but mischiefs then which she did; but her power became more fatal as she grew older—as a kitten first plays with a ball, and then pounces on a bird and kills it. 'Tis not to be imagined that Harry Esmond had all this experience at this early stage of his life, whereof he is now writing the history—many things here noted were but known to him in later days. Almost everything Beatrix did or undid seemed good, or at least pardonable, to him then, and years afterwards.

Three years ago, the child, who was only ten at the time, almost started a fight between Harry Esmond and his easygoing friend, Thomas Tusher, who never picked a fight on his own. She did this by sharing a silly joke Harry had made about Tusher—just a meaningless jest, yet it nearly drove the two old friends to blows, and I think a fight would have amused her. From that day on, Tom kept his distance from her; she respected him and tried hard to win him over whenever they crossed paths. But Harry was much easier to placate because he had a softer spot for the child. When she stirred up trouble, made cutting remarks, or caused her friends pain, she would excuse her behavior not by admitting fault, but by constantly claiming she was innocent and asserting her guiltlessness with such apparent honesty that it was hard to doubt her. In her childhood, her mischief was just that—mischief—but it became more dangerous as she grew older, like a kitten that plays with a ball before pouncing on and killing a bird. It can't be assumed that Harry Esmond had all this understanding at such an early stage of his life when he wrote this history—many of these insights came to him later. Almost everything Beatrix did or undid seemed good or at least forgivable to him then, and for years after.

It happened, then, that Harry Esmond came home to Castlewood for his last vacation, with good hopes of a fellowship at his college, and a contented resolve to advance his fortune that way. 'Twas in the first year of the present century, Mr. Esmond (as far as he knew the period of his birth) being then twenty-two years old. He found his quondam pupil shot up into this beauty of which we have spoken, and promising yet more: her brother, my lord's son, a handsome high-spirited brave lad, generous and frank, and kind to everybody, save perhaps his sister, with whom Frank was at war (and not from his but her fault)—adoring his mother, whose joy he was: and taking her side in the unhappy matrimonial differences which were now permanent, while of course Mistress Beatrix ranged with her father. When heads of families fall out, it must naturally be that their dependants wear the one or the other party's color; and even in the parliaments in the servants' hall or the stables, Harry, who had an early observant turn, could see which were my lord's adherents and which my lady's, and conjecture pretty shrewdly how their unlucky quarrel was debated. Our lackeys sit in judgment on us. My lord's intrigues may be ever so stealthily conducted, but his valet knows them; and my lady's woman carries her mistress's private history to the servants' scandal market, and exchanges it against the secrets of other abigails.

It happened that Harry Esmond returned home to Castlewood for his last vacation, filled with hopes of earning a fellowship at his college, and a determined plan to work toward that goal. It was the first year of the current century, Mr. Esmond being twenty-two years old at the time, considering this the period of his birth. He found his former pupil having blossomed into the beauty we’ve mentioned, and promising even more: her brother, my lord's son, was a handsome, spirited young man, generous, open-hearted, and kind to everyone, except perhaps his sister, with whom Frank was at odds (not due to his fault, but hers)—adoring their mother, who he was a source of joy for: and siding with her in the unfortunate and ongoing marital troubles that had now become permanent, while of course Mistress Beatrix sided with her father. When heads of families argue, it’s natural that their dependents will take sides, and even in the discussions among the staff in the servants' hall or stables, Harry, who had a knack for observation, could see who supported my lord and who supported my lady, and he could fairly accurately guess how their unfortunate disagreement was perceived. Our servants judge us. My lord's schemes may be carried out in secret, but his valet is aware of them; and my lady's maid shares her mistress's private matters in the gossip market among the servants, trading them for the secrets of other maids.





CHAPTER XIII.

MY LORD LEAVES US AND HIS EVIL BEHIND HIM.

My Lord Mohun (of whose exploits and fame some of the gentlemen of the University had brought down but ugly reports) was once more a guest at Castlewood, and seemingly more intimately allied with my lord even than before. Once in the spring those two noblemen had ridden to Cambridge from Newmarket, whither they had gone for the horse-racing, and had honored Harry Esmond with a visit at his rooms; after which Doctor Montague, the master of the College, who had treated Harry somewhat haughtily, seeing his familiarity with these great folks, and that my Lord Castlewood laughed and walked with his hand on Harry's shoulder, relented to Mr. Esmond, and condescended to be very civil to him; and some days after his arrival, Harry, laughing, told this story to Lady Esmond, remarking how strange it was that men famous for learning and renowned over Europe, should, nevertheless, so bow down to a title, and cringe to a nobleman ever so poor. At this Mistress Beatrix flung up her head, and said it became those of low origin to respect their betters; that the parsons made themselves a great deal too proud, she thought; and that she liked the way at Lady Sark's best, where the chaplain, though he loved pudding, as all parsons do, always went away before the custard.

My Lord Mohun (about whom some of the gentlemen at the University had spread some pretty ugly rumors) was once again a guest at Castlewood, and seemingly even more closely connected with my lord than before. One spring, the two noblemen rode to Cambridge from Newmarket, where they had gone for horse racing, and paid Harry Esmond a visit at his rooms. After this, Doctor Montague, the master of the College, who had treated Harry rather haughtily, saw how friendly he was with these great men—especially since my Lord Castlewood laughed and walked with his hand on Harry's shoulder—and softened up to Mr. Esmond, becoming quite polite to him. A few days after they arrived, Harry, laughing, told this story to Lady Esmond, pointing out how strange it was that men famous for their knowledge and known across Europe would still bow down to a title and act subservient to a nobleman, no matter how poor. At this, Mistress Beatrix lifted her chin and said it was fitting for those of lower birth to show respect to their betters; she believed that the clergymen were far too proud, and that she preferred things at Lady Sark's, where the chaplain, even though he loved dessert like all clergymen do, always left before the custard.

“And when I am a parson,” says Mr. Esmond, “will you give me no custard, Beatrix?”

“And when I’m a pastor,” says Mr. Esmond, “won’t you give me any custard, Beatrix?”

“You—you are different,” Beatrix answered. “You are of our blood.”

“You—you’re different,” Beatrix replied. “You’re one of us.”

“My father was a parson, as you call him,” said my lady.

“My dad was a pastor, as you call him,” said my lady.

“But mine is a peer of Ireland,” says Mistress Beatrix, tossing her head. “Let people know their places. I suppose you will have me go down on my knees and ask a blessing of Mr. Thomas Tusher, that has just been made a curate and whose mother was a waiting-maid.”

“But mine is a peer of Ireland,” says Mistress Beatrix, tossing her head. “Let people know their places. I guess you expect me to go down on my knees and ask for a blessing from Mr. Thomas Tusher, who was just made a curate and whose mother was a maid.”

And she tossed out of the room, being in one of her flighty humors then.

And she threw him out of the room, being in one of her impatient moods at that moment.

When she was gone, my lady looked so sad and grave, that Harry asked the cause of her disquietude. She said it was not merely what he said of Newmarket, but what she had remarked, with great anxiety and terror, that my lord, ever since his acquaintance with the Lord Mohun especially, had recurred to his fondness for play, which he had renounced since his marriage.

When she left, my lady looked so sad and serious that Harry asked her what was wrong. She said it wasn't just what he mentioned about Newmarket, but what she had noticed, with a lot of worry and fear, that my lord, especially since he got to know Lord Mohun, had gone back to his love for gambling, which he had given up after his marriage.

“But men promise more than they are able to perform in marriage,” said my lady, with a sigh. “I fear he has lost large sums; and our property, always small, is dwindling away under this reckless dissipation. I heard of him in London with very wild company. Since his return, letters and lawyers are constantly coming and going: he seems to me to have a constant anxiety, though he hides it under boisterousness and laughter. I looked through—through the door last night, and—and before,” said my lady, “and saw them at cards after midnight; no estate will bear that extravagance, much less ours, which will be so diminished that my son will have nothing at all, and my poor Beatrix no portion!”

“But men promise more than they can actually deliver in marriage,” my lady said with a sigh. “I worry he has lost a lot of money, and our property, which has always been small, is shrinking under this reckless spending. I heard about him in London, hanging out with a wild crowd. Since he got back, letters and lawyers have been coming and going constantly; he seems to have a constant anxiety, even though he hides it behind loudness and laughter. I looked through the door last night, and before,” my lady said, “and saw them playing cards after midnight; no estate can handle that kind of extravagance, especially not ours, which will be so reduced that my son will end up with nothing, and my poor Beatrix will have no dowry!”

“I wish I could help you, madam,” said Harry Esmond, sighing, and wishing that unavailingly, and for the thousandth time in his life.

“I wish I could help you, ma'am,” said Harry Esmond, sighing and wishing that for the thousandth time in his life, hopelessly.

“Who can? Only God,” said Lady Esmond—“only God, in whose hands we are.” And so it is, and for his rule over his family, and for his conduct to wife and children—subjects over whom his power is monarchical—any one who watches the world must think with trembling sometimes of the account which many a man will have to render. For in our society there's no law to control the King of the Fireside. He is master of property, happiness—life almost. He is free to punish, to make happy or unhappy—to ruin or to torture. He may kill a wife gradually, and be no more questioned than the Grand seignior who drowns a slave at midnight. He may make slaves and hypocrites of his children; or friends and freemen; or drive them into revolt and enmity against the natural law of love. I have heard politicians and coffee-house wiseacres talking over the newspaper, and railing at the tyranny of the French King, and the Emperor, and wondered how these (who are monarchs, too, in their way) govern their own dominions at home, where each man rules absolute. When the annals of each little reign are shown to the Supreme Master, under whom we hold sovereignty, histories will be laid bare of household tyrants as cruel as Amurath, and as savage as Nero, and as reckless and dissolute as Charles.

“Who can? Only God,” said Lady Esmond—“only God, in whose hands we are.” And that’s the truth; for his authority over his family and his treatment of his wife and children—subjects over whom his power is absolute—any observer must sometimes think with dread about the reckoning many men will face. In our society, there's no law to rein in the King of the Fireside. He controls property, happiness—almost life itself. He has the freedom to punish, to make others happy or unhappy—to ruin or to torment. He can slowly kill a wife, and face no more scrutiny than a sultan who drowns a slave at midnight. He can turn his children into slaves and liars; or he can raise them as friends and equals; or push them into rebellion and animosity against the fundamental law of love. I’ve heard politicians and coffee-shop know-it-alls discussing the tyranny of the French King and the Emperor, and I’ve wondered how these men (who are also monarchs in their own way) manage their own realms at home, where each man rules with absolute power. When the records of each little kingdom are presented to the Supreme Master, under whom we all have authority, histories will reveal household tyrants as cruel as Amurath, as savage as Nero, and as reckless and dissolute as Charles.

If Harry Esmond's patron erred, 'twas in the latter way, from a disposition rather self-indulgent than cruel; and he might have been brought back to much better feelings, had time been given to him to bring his repentance to a lasting reform.

If Harry Esmond's patron made a mistake, it was in a way that was more about being self-indulgent than being cruel; and he could have been returned to much better feelings if he had been given time to turn his remorse into a lasting change.

As my lord and his friend Lord Mohun were such close companions, Mistress Beatrix chose to be jealous of the latter; and the two gentlemen often entertained each other by laughing, in their rude boisterous way, at the child's freaks of anger and show of dislike. “When thou art old enough, thou shalt marry Lord Mohun,” Beatrix's father would say: on which the girl would pout and say, “I would rather marry Tom Tusher.” And because the Lord Mohun always showed an extreme gallantry to my Lady Castlewood, whom he professed to admire devotedly, one day, in answer to this old joke of her father's, Beatrix said, “I think my lord would rather marry mamma than marry me; and is waiting till you die to ask her.”

As my lord and his friend Lord Mohun were such close buddies, Mistress Beatrix decided to be jealous of the latter; and the two gentlemen often entertained each other by laughing, in their rough, boisterous way, at the child's fits of anger and displays of dislike. “When you’re old enough, you’ll marry Lord Mohun,” Beatrix's father would say, to which the girl would pout and reply, “I’d rather marry Tom Tusher.” And since Lord Mohun always showed great admiration towards Lady Castlewood, whom he claimed to adore, one day, in response to her father’s old joke, Beatrix said, “I think my lord would rather marry Mom than marry me; and he’s just waiting for you to die to ask her.”

The words were said lightly and pertly by the girl one night before supper, as the family party were assembled near the great fire. The two lords, who were at cards, both gave a start; my lady turned as red as scarlet, and bade Mistress Beatrix go to her own chamber; whereupon the girl, putting on, as her wont was, the most innocent air, said, “I am sure I meant no wrong; I am sure mamma talks a great deal more to Harry Esmond than she does to papa—and she cried when Harry went away, and she never does when papa goes away! and last night she talked to Lord Mohun for ever so long, and sent us out of the room, and cried when we came back, and—”

The girl said the words playfully one night before dinner, while the family was gathered by the big fire. The two lords, who were playing cards, both flinched; my lady turned bright red and told Mistress Beatrix to go to her own room. The girl, putting on her usual innocent expression, replied, “I really didn’t mean any harm; I’m sure mom talks to Harry Esmond way more than she does to dad—and she cried when Harry left, but she never cries when dad goes away! And last night she chatted with Lord Mohun forever, sent us out of the room, and cried when we came back, and—”

“D—n!” cried out my Lord Castlewood, out of all patience. “Go out of the room, you little viper!” and he started up and flung down his cards.

“D—n!” shouted my Lord Castlewood, losing all patience. “Get out of the room, you little viper!” and he jumped up and threw down his cards.

“Ask Lord Mohun what I said to him, Francis,” her ladyship said, rising up with a scared face, but yet with a great and touching dignity and candor in her look and voice. “Come away with me, Beatrix.” Beatrix sprung up too; she was in tears now.

“Ask Lord Mohun what I said to him, Francis,” her ladyship said, standing up with a frightened expression, yet showing great dignity and honesty in her look and voice. “Come away with me, Beatrix.” Beatrix got up as well; she was in tears now.

“Dearest mamma, what have I done?” she asked. “Sure I meant no harm.” And she clung to her mother, and the pair went out sobbing together.

“Dear mom, what have I done?” she asked. “I really meant no harm.” And she held onto her mother tightly, and the two of them went outside crying together.

“I will tell you what your wife said to me, Frank,” my Lord Mohun cried. “Parson Harry may hear it; and, as I hope for heaven, every word I say is true. Last night, with tears in her eyes, your wife implored me to play no more with you at dice or at cards, and you know best whether what she asked was not for your good.”

“I'll tell you what your wife said to me, Frank,” Lord Mohun exclaimed. “Parson Harry can hear it; and I swear, every word I'm saying is true. Last night, with tears in her eyes, your wife pleaded with me to stop playing dice or cards with you, and you know better than anyone if what she asked was for your own good.”

“Of course, it was, Mohun,” says my lord in a dry hard voice. “Of course you are a model of a man: and the world knows what a saint you are.”

“Of course it was, Mohun,” my lord says in a dry, harsh voice. “Of course you’re a perfect example of a man: and everyone knows what a saint you are.”

My Lord Mohun was separated from his wife, and had had many affairs of honor: of which women as usual had been the cause.

My Lord Mohun was separated from his wife and had many duels, mostly caused by women, as usual.

“I am no saint, though your wife is—and I can answer for my actions as other people must for their words,” said my Lord Mohun.

“I’m no saint, but your wife is—and I can stand by my actions just like others have to stand by their words,” said Lord Mohun.

“By G—, my lord, you shall,” cried the other, starting up.

“By God, my lord, you will,” shouted the other, getting to his feet.

“We have another little account to settle first, my lord,” says Lord Mohun. Whereupon Harry Esmond, filled with alarm for the consequences to which this disastrous dispute might lead, broke out into the most vehement expostulations with his patron and his adversary. “Gracious heavens!” he said, “my lord, are you going to draw a sword upon your friend in your own house? Can you doubt the honor of a lady who is as pure as heaven, and would die a thousand times rather than do you a wrong? Are the idle words of a jealous child to set friends at variance? Has not my mistress, as much as she dared do, besought your lordship, as the truth must be told, to break your intimacy with my Lord Mohun; and to give up the habit which may bring ruin on your family? But for my Lord Mohun's illness, had he not left you?”

“We have another little issue to address first, my lord,” says Lord Mohun. At this, Harry Esmond, filled with alarm about the consequences this disastrous dispute might lead to, erupted in the most passionate objections to his patron and his opponent. “Good heavens!” he said, “my lord, are you really going to draw a sword on your friend in your own house? Can you question the honor of a lady who is as pure as can be, and would choose to die a thousand times rather than wrong you? Are the careless words of a jealous child enough to pit friends against each other? Hasn’t my mistress, as best as she can, begged your lordship, truthfully, to end your friendship with my Lord Mohun, and to give up the habit that could bring ruin upon your family? If it weren’t for my Lord Mohun's illness, wouldn’t he have left you?”

“'Faith, Frank, a man with a gouty toe can't run after other men's wives,” broke out my Lord Mohun, who indeed was in that way, and with a laugh and a look at his swathed limb so frank and comical, that the other dashing his fist across his forehead was caught by that infectious good-humor, and said with his oath, “—— it, Harry, I believe thee,” and so this quarrel was over, and the two gentlemen, at swords drawn but just now, dropped their points, and shook hands.

“'Come on, Frank, a guy with a gouty toe can’t chase after other men’s wives,'” Lord Mohun chimed in, clearly speaking from experience. He laughed and gestured at his wrapped-up leg in a way that was both honest and funny, making the other guy, who had been dramatically wiping his forehead, catch that contagious good mood. He swore, “Damn it, Harry, I believe you,” and just like that, the fight was over. The two gentlemen, who had been ready to duel just moments ago, lowered their swords and shook hands.

Beati pacifici. “Go, bring my lady back,” said Harry's patron. Esmond went away only too glad to be the bearer of such good news. He found her at the door; she had been listening there, but went back as he came. She took both his hands, hers were marble cold. She seemed as if she would fall on his shoulder. “Thank you, and God bless you, my dear brother Harry,” she said. She kissed his hand, Esmond felt her tears upon it: and leading her into the room, and up to my lord, the Lord Castlewood, with an outbreak of feeling and affection such as he had not exhibited for many a long day, took his wife to his heart, and bent over and kissed her and asked her pardon.

Beati pacifici. “Go, bring my lady back,” said Harry's patron. Esmond left, more than happy to deliver such good news. He found her at the door; she had been listening but stepped back as he arrived. She took both his hands, which felt like ice. It seemed like she might collapse against him. “Thank you, and God bless you, my dear brother Harry,” she said. She kissed his hand, and Esmond felt her tears on it; leading her into the room and to my lord, the Lord Castlewood, who showed an outburst of emotion and affection that he hadn’t displayed in a long time, took his wife in his arms, leaned down, kissed her, and asked for her forgiveness.

“'Tis time for me to go to roost. I will have my gruel a-bed,” said my Lord Mohun: and limped off comically on Harry Esmond's arm. “By George, that woman is a pearl!” he said; “and 'tis only a pig that wouldn't value her. Have you seen the vulgar traipsing orange-girl whom Esmond”—but here Mr. Esmond interrupted him, saying, that these were not affairs for him to know.

“It's time for me to go to bed. I’ll have my porridge in my room,” said Lord Mohun, and he limped off humorously on Harry Esmond's arm. “By George, that woman is a gem!” he said, “and only a fool wouldn’t appreciate her. Have you seen the tacky orange seller that Esmond”—but here Mr. Esmond interrupted him, saying that these were not matters for him to know.

My lord's gentleman came in to wait upon his master, who was no sooner in his nightcap and dressing-gown than he had another visitor whom his host insisted on sending to him: and this was no other than the Lady Castlewood herself with the toast and gruel, which her husband bade her make and carry with her own hands in to her guest.

My lord's attendant came in to serve his master, who had just put on his nightcap and dressing gown when he got another visitor that his host insisted on sending to him: it was none other than Lady Castlewood herself, bringing toast and gruel, which her husband asked her to prepare and bring in herself for her guest.

Lord Castlewood stood looking after his wife as she went on this errand, and as he looked, Harry Esmond could not but gaze on him, and remarked in his patron's face an expression of love, and grief, and care, which very much moved and touched the young man. Lord Castlewood's hands fell down at his sides, and his head on his breast, and presently he said,—

Lord Castlewood stood watching his wife as she went on this errand, and as he watched, Harry Esmond couldn't help but look at him and noticed a mix of love, sadness, and concern in his patron's face, which deeply affected the young man. Lord Castlewood's hands dropped to his sides, and his head fell forward, and after a moment, he said,—

“You heard what Mohun said, parson?”

“You heard what Mohun said, minister?”

“That my lady was a saint?”

“That my lady was a saint?”

“That there are two accounts to settle. I have been going wrong these five years, Harry Esmond. Ever since you brought that damned small-pox into the house, there has been a fate pursuing me, and I had best have died of it, and not run away from it like a coward. I left Beatrix with her relations, and went to London; and I fell among thieves, Harry, and I got back to confounded cards and dice, which I hadn't touched since my marriage—no, not since I was in the Duke's Guard, with those wild Mohocks. And I have been playing worse and worse, and going deeper and deeper into it; and I owe Mohun two thousand pounds now; and when it's paid I am little better than a beggar. I don't like to look my boy in the face; he hates me, I know he does. And I have spent Beaty's little portion: and the Lord knows what will come if I live; the best thing I can do is to die, and release what portion of the estate is redeemable for the boy.”

"That there are two debts to settle. I’ve been messing up for five years now, Harry Esmond. Ever since you brought that awful smallpox into the house, I’ve had bad luck chasing me, and I might as well have died from it instead of running away like a coward. I left Beatrix with her family and went to London; I fell in with a bad crowd, Harry, and I got sucked back into gambling on cards and dice, which I hadn’t touched since getting married—no, not since I was in the Duke’s Guard, hanging out with those wild Mohocks. I’ve been playing worse and worse, getting deeper into it; I owe Mohun two thousand pounds now, and once that’s paid, I’ll be little better than a beggar. I can’t bear to look my boy in the eye; he hates me, and I know it. And I’ve spent Beaty’s little inheritance: God knows what will happen if I live; the best thing I can do is die and free up whatever part of the estate can be saved for the boy."

Mohun was as much master at Castlewood as the owner of the Hall itself; and his equipages filled the stables, where, indeed, there was room and plenty for many more horses than Harry Esmond's impoverished patron could afford to keep. He had arrived on horseback with his people; but when his gout broke out my Lord Mohun sent to London for a light chaise he had, drawn by a pair of small horses, and running as swift, wherever roads were good, as a Laplander's sledge. When this carriage came, his lordship was eager to drive the Lady Castlewood abroad in it, and did so many times, and at a rapid pace, greatly to his companion's enjoyment, who loved the swift motion and the healthy breezes over the downs which lie hard upon Castlewood, and stretch thence towards the sea. As this amusement was very pleasant to her, and her lord, far from showing any mistrust of her intimacy with Lord Mohun, encouraged her to be his companion—as if willing by his present extreme confidence to make up for any past mistrust which his jealousy had shown—the Lady Castlewood enjoyed herself freely in this harmless diversion, which, it must be owned, her guest was very eager to give her; and it seemed that she grew the more free with Lord Mohun, and pleased with his company, because of some sacrifice which his gallantry was pleased to make in her favor.

Mohun was as much in charge at Castlewood as the actual owner of the Hall; his carriages filled the stables, which had plenty of room for more horses than Harry Esmond's struggling patron could afford to keep. He had arrived on horseback with his entourage, but when his gout flared up, Lord Mohun sent to London for a light carriage he owned, pulled by a pair of small horses, and moving as swiftly, whenever the roads were good, as a Laplander's sled. Once the carriage arrived, his lordship was eager to take Lady Castlewood out in it, and he did so many times at a fast pace, much to her enjoyment, as she loved the quick motion and the fresh breezes over the downs that lie close to Castlewood and stretch out towards the sea. Since this enjoyment was very pleasant for her, and her husband, far from showing any mistrust of her closeness to Lord Mohun, encouraged her to go with him—as if he wanted to make up for any past jealousy with his current trust—the Lady Castlewood took full pleasure in this innocent pastime, which, it must be said, her guest was very enthusiastic about offering. It seemed she grew more comfortable with Lord Mohun and happier in his company because of some gesture his gallantry made in her favor.

Seeing the two gentlemen constantly at cards still of evenings, Harry Esmond one day deplored to his mistress that this fatal infatuation of her lord should continue; and now they seemed reconciled together, begged his lady to hint to her husband that he should play no more.

Seeing the two men always playing cards in the evenings, Harry Esmond one day lamented to his mistress that this dangerous obsession of her husband was ongoing; and now that they seemed to be getting along, he asked his lady to suggest to her husband that he should stop playing.

But Lady Castlewood, smiling archly and gayly, said she would speak to him presently, and that, for a few nights more at least, he might be let to have his amusement.

But Lady Castlewood, smiling playfully and cheerfully, said she would talk to him soon, and that for a few more nights at least, he could enjoy himself.

“Indeed, madam,” said Harry, “you know not what it costs you; and 'tis easy for any observer who knows the game, to see that Lord Mohun is by far the stronger of the two.”

“Sure, ma'am,” Harry said, “you have no idea what it costs you; and it's easy for anyone who understands the game to notice that Lord Mohun is clearly the stronger of the two.”

“I know he is,” says my lady, still with exceeding good-humor; “he is not only the best player, but the kindest player in the world.”

“I know he is,” says my lady, still in a great mood; “he’s not just the best player, but the nicest player in the world.”

“Madam, madam!” Esmond cried, transported and provoked. “Debts of honor must be paid some time or other; and my master will be ruined if he goes on.”

“Ma'am, ma'am!” Esmond called out, filled with emotion and irritation. “Debts of honor need to be settled eventually; and my boss will be destroyed if this continues.”

“Harry, shall I tell you a secret?” my lady replied, with kindness and pleasure still in her eyes. “Francis will not be ruined if he goes on; he will be rescued if he goes on. I repent of having spoken and thought unkindly of the Lord Mohun when he was here in the past year. He is full of much kindness and good; and 'tis my belief that we shall bring him to better things. I have lent him 'Tillotson' and your favorite 'Bishop Taylor,' and he is much touched, he says; and as a proof of his repentance—(and herein lies my secret)—what do you think he is doing with Francis? He is letting poor Frank win his money back again. He hath won already at the last four nights; and my Lord Mohun says that he will not be the means of injuring poor Frank and my dear children.”

“Harry, can I share a secret with you?” my lady replied, her eyes still filled with kindness and joy. “Francis won't be ruined if he continues; he will be saved if he keeps going. I regret having spoken and thought unkindly about Lord Mohun when he was here last year. He is actually very kind and good; and I believe we can guide him to make better choices. I've lent him 'Tillotson' and your favorite 'Bishop Taylor,' and he says they really moved him. As proof of his remorse—(and here's my secret)—guess what he's doing with Francis? He's letting poor Frank win his money back. He’s already won for the last four nights; and Lord Mohun says he won’t do anything to harm poor Frank and my dear children.”

“And in God's name, what do you return him for the sacrifice?” asked Esmond, aghast; who knew enough of men, and of this one in particular, to be aware that such a finished rake gave nothing for nothing. “How, in heaven's name, are you to pay him?”

“And in God's name, what are you going to give him for the sacrifice?” asked Esmond, shocked; he knew enough about people, especially this one, to understand that a complete playboy doesn’t give anything for free. “How, for heaven's sake, are you going to repay him?”

“Pay him! With a mother's blessing and a wife's prayers!” cries my lady, clasping her hands together. Harry Esmond did not know whether to laugh, to be angry, or to love his dear mistress more than ever for the obstinate innocency with which she chose to regard the conduct of a man of the world, whose designs he knew better how to interpret. He told the lady, guardedly, but so as to make his meaning quite clear to her, what he knew in respect of the former life and conduct of this nobleman; of other women against whom he had plotted, and whom he had overcome; of the conversation which he, Harry himself, had had with Lord Mohun, wherein the lord made a boast of his libertinism, and frequently avowed that he held all women to be fair game (as his lordship styled this pretty sport), and that they were all, without exception, to be won. And the return Harry had for his entreaties and remonstrances was a fit of anger on Lady Castlewood's part, who would not listen to his accusations; she said and retorted that he himself must be very wicked and perverted to suppose evil designs where she was sure none were meant. “And this is the good meddlers get of interfering,” Harry thought to himself with much bitterness; and his perplexity and annoyance were only the greater, because he could not speak to my Lord Castlewood himself upon a subject of this nature, or venture to advise or warn him regarding a matter so very sacred as his own honor, of which my lord was naturally the best guardian.

“Pay him! With a mother's blessing and a wife's prayers!” my lady cried, clasping her hands together. Harry Esmond didn't know whether to laugh, feel angry, or love his dear mistress even more for the stubborn innocence with which she chose to view the actions of a man of the world, whose intentions he understood better. He told her, cautiously but clearly, what he knew about this nobleman's past and behavior; about other women he had schemed against and won over; about the conversation he, Harry, had had with Lord Mohun, where the lord bragged about his womanizing, claiming all women were fair game (as he called it) and could be won without exception. The response Harry got for his concerns and objections was an angry outburst from Lady Castlewood, who refused to listen to his accusations. She asserted that he must be very wicked and twisted to assume there were any bad intentions where she was sure there were none. “And this is what good people get for meddling,” Harry thought bitterly to himself; his confusion and frustration grew because he couldn't speak to Lord Castlewood directly about such a sensitive topic, or dare to advise or warn him about something as personal as his own honor, which Lord Castlewood naturally managed best.

But though Lady Castlewood would listen to no advice from her young dependant, and appeared indignantly to refuse it when offered, Harry had the satisfaction to find that she adopted the counsel which she professed to reject; for the next day she pleaded a headache, when my Lord Mohun would have had her drive out, and the next day the headache continued; and next day, in a laughing gay way, she proposed that the children should take her place in his lordship's car, for they would be charmed with a ride of all things; and she must not have all the pleasure for herself. My lord gave them a drive with a very good grace, though, I dare say, with rage and disappointment inwardly—not that his heart was very seriously engaged in his designs upon this simple lady: but the life of such men is often one of intrigue, and they can no more go through the day without a woman to pursue, than a fox-hunter without his sport after breakfast.

But even though Lady Castlewood wouldn’t listen to any advice from her young dependent and seemed to angrily reject it when it was offered, Harry was pleased to see that she followed the advice she claimed to ignore. The next day, she said she had a headache when Lord Mohun wanted her to go out driving, and the headache lingered the following day. Then, in a lighthearted way, she suggested that the children should take her place in his lordship's carriage since they would love a ride above all else, and she shouldn’t enjoy all the fun alone. My lord graciously agreed to take them for a drive, though I’m sure he felt inwardly furious and disappointed—not that he was very seriously invested in his plans with this simple lady. But for men like him, life is often full of schemes, and they can't get through the day without a woman to pursue, just like a fox-hunter needs his sport after breakfast.

Under an affected carelessness of demeanor, and though there was no outward demonstration of doubt upon his patron's part since the quarrel between the two lords, Harry yet saw that Lord Castlewood was watching his guest very narrowly; and caught sight of distrust and smothered rage (as Harry thought) which foreboded no good. On the point of honor Esmond knew how touchy his patron was; and watched him almost as a physician watches a patient, and it seemed to him that this one was slow to take the disease, though he could not throw off the poison when once it had mingled with his blood. We read in Shakspeare (whom the writer for his part considers to be far beyond Mr. Congreve, Mr. Dryden, or any of the wits of the present period,) that when jealousy is once declared, nor poppy, nor mandragora, nor all the drowsy syrups of the East, will ever soothe it or medicine it away.

Under an act of casual indifference, and although there was no visible sign of doubt from his patron since the argument between the two lords, Harry noticed that Lord Castlewood was watching his guest very closely; he sensed distrust and suppressed anger (as Harry thought) that suggested trouble ahead. Esmond was well aware of how sensitive his patron was about matters of honor; he observed him almost like a doctor observing a patient, and it seemed to him that this one was slow to catch the illness, yet unable to rid himself of the poison once it had mixed with his blood. We read in Shakespeare (whom the writer believes is far superior to Mr. Congreve, Mr. Dryden, or any of today’s wits) that once jealousy is revealed, no poppy, no mandrake, nor any of the sleepy syrups from the East can ever calm it or cure it away.

In fine, the symptoms seemed to be so alarming to this young physician (who, indeed, young as he was, had felt the kind pulses of all those dear kinsmen), that Harry thought it would be his duty to warn my Lord Mohun, and let him know that his designs were suspected and watched. So one day, when in rather a pettish humor his lordship had sent to Lady Castlewood, who had promised to drive with him, and now refused to come, Harry said—“My lord, if you will kindly give me a place by your side I will thank you; I have much to say to you, and would like to speak to you alone.”

In short, the symptoms seemed so concerning to this young doctor (who, despite his youth, had felt the caring hands of all his beloved relatives) that Harry thought it would be his responsibility to warn Lord Mohun and let him know that his intentions were being suspected and observed. So one day, when his lordship was in a bit of a sour mood after sending for Lady Castlewood, who had promised to ride with him but now refused to come, Harry said, “My lord, if you could please give me a seat by your side, I would appreciate it; I have a lot to discuss with you and would like to talk privately.”

“You honor me by giving me your confidence, Mr. Henry Esmond,” says the other, with a very grand bow. My lord was always a fine gentleman, and young as he was there was that in Esmond's manner which showed that he was a gentleman too, and that none might take a liberty with him—so the pair went out, and mounted the little carriage, which was in waiting for them in the court, with its two little cream-colored Hanoverian horses covered with splendid furniture and champing at the bit.

“You honor me by placing your trust in me, Mr. Henry Esmond,” says the other, making a grand bow. My lord was always a true gentleman, and despite his youth, there was something in Esmond's demeanor that indicated he was a gentleman as well, and that no one would dare take liberties with him—so the two of them stepped outside and got into the small carriage that was waiting for them in the courtyard, pulled by two cream-colored Hanoverian horses decked out in magnificent harnesses, eagerly chomping at the bit.

“My lord,” says Harry Esmond, after they were got into the country, and pointing to my Lord Mohun's foot, which was swathed in flannel, and put up rather ostentatiously on a cushion—“my lord, I studied medicine at Cambridge.”

“My lord,” says Harry Esmond, after they got into the countryside, and pointing to Lord Mohun's foot, which was wrapped in flannel and deliberately propped up on a cushion—“my lord, I studied medicine at Cambridge.”

“Indeed, Parson Harry,” says he; “and are you going to take out a diploma: and cure your fellow-students of the—”

“Really, Parson Harry,” he says; “are you going to get a diploma and help your fellow students with the—”

“Of the gout,” says Harry, interrupting him, and looking him hard in the face; “I know a good deal about the gout.”

“About gout,” Harry interjects, staring him straight in the face, “I know quite a bit.”

“I hope you may never have it. 'Tis an infernal disease,” says my lord, “and its twinges are diabolical. Ah!” and he made a dreadful wry face, as if he just felt a twinge.

“I hope you never have to deal with it. It’s a terrible disease,” my lord says, “and its pains are awful. Ah!” He made a horrible grimace, as if he just felt a sharp pain.

“Your lordship would be much better if you took off all that flannel—it only serves to inflame the toe,” Harry continued, looking his man full in the face.

“Your lordship would feel much better if you took off all that flannel—it only makes the toe worse,” Harry continued, looking his man directly in the face.

“Oh! it only serves to inflame the toe, does it?” says the other, with an innocent air.

“Oh! So it just makes the toe feel worse, does it?” says the other, acting all innocent.

“If you took off that flannel, and flung that absurd slipper away, and wore a boot,” continues Harry.

“If you took off that flannel and threw that ridiculous slipper away and put on a boot,” Harry continues.

“You recommend me boots, Mr. Esmond?” asks my lord.

“You're suggesting I get boots, Mr. Esmond?” my lord asks.

“Yes, boots and spurs. I saw your lordship three days ago run down the gallery fast enough,” Harry goes on. “I am sure that taking gruel at night is not so pleasant as claret to your lordship; and besides it keeps your lordship's head cool for play, whilst my patron's is hot and flustered with drink.”

“Yes, boots and spurs. I saw you the other day racing down the hall pretty quickly,” Harry continues. “I’m sure having gruel at night isn’t as enjoyable as claret for you; plus, it keeps your head clear for the game, while my patron’s is hot and flustered from drinking.”

“'Sdeath, sir, you dare not say that I don't play fair?” cries my lord, whipping his horses, which went away at a gallop.

“Damn it, sir, you can’t say that I don’t play fair?” my lord shouts, whipping his horses, which took off at a gallop.

“You are cool when my lord is drunk,” Harry continued; “your lordship gets the better of my patron. I have watched you as I looked up from my books.”

“You're great when my lord is drunk,” Harry continued; “your lordship has the upper hand over my patron. I've been watching you while looking up from my books.”

“You young Argus!” says Lord Mohun, who liked Harry Esmond—and for whose company and wit, and a certain daring manner, Harry had a great liking too—“You young Argus! you may look with all your hundred eyes and see we play fair. I've played away an estate of a night, and I've played my shirt off my back; and I've played away my periwig and gone home in a nightcap. But no man can say I ever took an advantage of him beyond the advantage of the game. I played a dice-cogging scoundrel in Alsatia for his ears and won 'em, and have one of 'em in my lodging in Bow Street in a bottle of spirits. Harry Mohun will play any man for anything—always would.”

“You young Argus!” says Lord Mohun, who liked Harry Esmond—and Harry had a great liking for his company, wit, and a certain bold manner—“You young Argus! you may look with all your hundred eyes and see we play fair. I've lost an estate in one night, and I’ve played away the shirt off my back; I’ve even lost my wig and gone home in a nightcap. But no one can say I ever took advantage of anyone beyond the rules of the game. I played a cheating scoundrel in Alsatia for his ears and won them, and I have one of them in a bottle of spirits in my place on Bow Street. Harry Mohun will play any man for anything—he always has.”

“You are playing awful stakes, my lord, in my patron's house,” Harry said, “and more games than are on the cards.”

“You're playing terrible stakes, my lord, in my patron's house,” Harry said, “and more games than are on the cards.”

“What do you mean, sir?” cries my lord, turning round, with a flush on his face.

“What do you mean, sir?” my lord shouts, turning around with a flush on his face.

“I mean,” answers Harry, in a sarcastic tone, “that your gout is well—if ever you had it.”

“I mean,” replies Harry, in a sarcastic tone, “that your gout is fine—if you ever actually had it.”

“Sir!” cried my lord, getting hot.

“Sir!” shouted my lord, getting agitated.

“And to tell the truth I believe your lordship has no more gout than I have. At any rate, change of air will do you good, my Lord Mohun. And I mean fairly that you had better go from Castlewood.”

“And to be honest, I think you have just as much gout as I do. Anyway, a change of scenery will do you good, my Lord Mohun. I genuinely believe it would be best for you to leave Castlewood.”

“And were you appointed to give me this message?” cries the Lord Mohun. “Did Frank Esmond commission you?”

“And were you assigned to deliver this message to me?” exclaims Lord Mohun. “Did Frank Esmond send you?”

“No one did. 'Twas the honor of my family that commissioned me.”

“No one did. It was the honor of my family that commissioned me.”

“And you are prepared to answer this?” cries the other, furiously lashing his horses.

“And you’re ready to answer this?” the other shouts, angrily whipping his horses.

“Quite, my lord: your lordship will upset the carriage if you whip so hotly.”

“Absolutely, my lord: you’ll tip the carriage over if you whip so fiercely.”

“By George, you have a brave spirit!” my lord cried out, bursting into a laugh. “I suppose 'tis that infernal botte de Jesuite that makes you so bold,” he added.

“By George, you have a brave spirit!” my lord shouted, laughing hard. “I guess it’s that cursed Jesuit wine that’s giving you such boldness,” he added.

“'Tis the peace of the family I love best in the world,” Harry Esmond said warmly—“'tis the honor of a noble benefactor—the happiness of my dear mistress and her children. I owe them everything in life, my lord; and would lay it down for any one of them. What brings you here to disturb this quiet household? What keeps you lingering month after month in the country? What makes you feign illness, and invent pretexts for delay? Is it to win my poor patron's money? Be generous, my lord, and spare his weakness for the sake of his wife and children. Is it to practise upon the simple heart of a virtuous lady? You might as well storm the Tower single-handed. But you may blemish her name by light comments on it, or by lawless pursuits—and I don't deny that 'tis in your power to make her unhappy. Spare these innocent people, and leave them.”

“The peace of this family is what I love most in the world,” Harry Esmond said warmly. “It’s the honor of a noble benefactor and the happiness of my dear mistress and her children. I owe them everything in life, my lord, and I would give it all up for any one of them. What brings you here to disrupt this quiet household? Why do you stay month after month in the countryside? Why do you pretend to be sick and make up excuses to linger? Is it to take advantage of my poor patron’s money? Please be generous, my lord, and spare him for the sake of his wife and children. Is it to take advantage of the simple heart of a virtuous lady? You might as well try to attack the Tower on your own. But you can ruin her name with careless comments or by pursuing unlawful activities—and I won’t deny that you have the power to make her unhappy. Spare these innocent people and leave them be.”

“By the Lord, I believe thou hast an eye to the pretty Puritan thyself, Master Harry,” says my lord, with his reckless, good-humored laugh, and as if he had been listening with interest to the passionate appeal of the young man. “Whisper, Harry. Art thou in love with her thyself? Hath tipsy Frank Esmond come by the way of all flesh?”

“By God, I think you have your sights set on that lovely Puritan too, Master Harry,” my lord says with a carefree, good-natured laugh, as if he has been listening with interest to the young man's heartfelt plea. “Come on, Harry. Are you in love with her too? Has tipsy Frank Esmond ended up in the same boat as the rest of us?”

“My lord, my lord,” cried Harry, his face flushing and his eyes filling as he spoke, “I never had a mother, but I love this lady as one. I worship her as a devotee worships a saint. To hear her name spoken lightly seems blasphemy to me. Would you dare think of your own mother so, or suffer any one so to speak of her? It is a horror to me to fancy that any man should think of her impurely. I implore you, I beseech you, to leave her. Danger will come out of it.”

“My lord, my lord,” Harry exclaimed, his cheeks flushed and his eyes brimming with tears as he spoke, “I never had a mother, but I love this lady like one. I worship her like a devotee worships a saint. Hearing her name spoken casually feels like blasphemy to me. Would you dare think of your own mother that way, or let anyone speak of her like that? It horrifies me to imagine that any man would think of her inappropriately. I beg you, I implore you, to stay away from her. Danger will come from this.”

“Danger, psha!” says my lord, giving a cut to the horses, which at this minute—for we were got on to the Downs—fairly ran off into a gallop that no pulling could stop. The rein broke in Lord Mohun's hands, and the furious beasts scampered madly forwards, the carriage swaying to and fro, and the persons within it holding on to the sides as best they might, until seeing a great ravine before them, where an upset was inevitable, the two gentlemen leapt for their lives, each out of his side of the chaise. Harry Esmond was quit for a fall on the grass, which was so severe that it stunned him for a minute; but he got up presently very sick, and bleeding at the nose, but with no other hurt. The Lord Mohun was not so fortunate; he fell on his head against a stone, and lay on the ground, dead to all appearance.

“Danger, please!” my lord exclaims, whipping the horses, which at that moment—since we had reached the Downs—took off into a gallop that no amount of pulling could stop. The reins broke in Lord Mohun's hands, and the frantic horses raced ahead, the carriage swaying from side to side, while the passengers inside clung to the sides as best they could. Then, spotting a large ravine ahead where a crash was unavoidable, the two gentlemen jumped for their lives, each leaping out of his side of the chaise. Harry Esmond landed hard on the grass, which stunned him for a moment; but he got up soon after, feeling very ill and bleeding from his nose, though he had no other injuries. Lord Mohun was less lucky; he fell on his head against a rock and lay on the ground, seemingly lifeless.

This misadventure happened as the gentlemen were on their return homewards; and my Lord Castlewood, with his son and daughter, who were going out for a ride, met the ponies as they were galloping with the car behind, the broken traces entangling their heels, and my lord's people turned and stopped them. It was young Frank who spied out Lord Mohun's scarlet coat as he lay on the ground, and the party made up to that unfortunate gentleman and Esmond, who was now standing over him. His large periwig and feathered hat had fallen off, and he was bleeding profusely from a wound on the forehead, and looking, and being, indeed, a corpse.

This incident occurred while the gentlemen were on their way home; Lord Castlewood, along with his son and daughter, who were heading out for a ride, encountered the ponies as they were running with the carriage behind them, the broken harness getting tangled in their legs, and Lord Castlewood's people turned to stop them. It was young Frank who noticed Lord Mohun's red coat lying on the ground, and the group approached the unfortunate gentleman and Esmond, who was now standing over him. His large wig and feathered hat had fallen off, and he was bleeding heavily from a head wound, appearing to be, and indeed being, a corpse.

“Great God! he's dead!” says my lord. “Ride, some one: fetch a doctor—stay. I'll go home and bring back Tusher; he knows surgery,” and my lord, with his son after him, galloped away.

“Great God! he's dead!” says my lord. “Someone ride and get a doctor—wait. I'll go home and grab Tusher; he knows surgery,” and my lord, with his son following him, galloped away.

They were scarce gone when Harry Esmond, who was indeed but just come to himself, bethought him of a similar accident which he had seen on a ride from Newmarket to Cambridge, and taking off a sleeve of my lord's coat, Harry, with a penknife, opened a vein of his arm, and was greatly relieved, after a moment, to see the blood flow. He was near half an hour before he came to himself, by which time Doctor Tusher and little Frank arrived, and found my lord not a corpse indeed, but as pale as one.

They had barely left when Harry Esmond, who was just coming back to his senses, remembered a similar incident he had witnessed on a ride from Newmarket to Cambridge. He removed a sleeve from my lord's coat, and with a penknife, made a small cut in his arm, feeling a huge sense of relief as the blood started to flow. It took him nearly half an hour to fully recover, and by that time, Doctor Tusher and little Frank had arrived, finding my lord not dead but looking as pale as one.

After a time, when he was able to bear motion, they put my lord upon a groom's horse, and gave the other to Esmond, the men walking on each side of my lord, to support him, if need were, and worthy Doctor Tusher with them. Little Frank and Harry rode together at a foot pace.

After a while, when he could handle movement, they put my lord on a groom's horse and gave the other to Esmond, with the men walking on either side of my lord to support him if necessary, along with the esteemed Doctor Tusher. Little Frank and Harry rode together at a slow pace.

When we rode together home, the boy said: “We met mamma, who was walking on the terrace with the doctor, and papa frightened her, and told her you were dead . . .”

When we rode home together, the boy said, “We saw Mom, who was walking on the terrace with the doctor, and Dad scared her, saying you were dead . . .”

“That I was dead!” asks Harry.

"Am I really dead?" asks Harry.

“Yes. Papa says: 'Here's poor Harry killed, my dear;' on which mamma gives a great scream; and oh, Harry! she drops down; and I thought she was dead too. And you never saw such a way as papa was in: he swore one of his great oaths: and he turned quite pale; and then he began to laugh somehow, and he told the Doctor to take his horse, and me to follow him; and we left him. And I looked back, and saw him dashing water out of the fountain on to mamma. Oh, she was so frightened!”

“Yes. Dad says, 'Here’s poor Harry dead, my dear;' and then Mom screams really loud; oh, Harry! she collapses; and I thought she was dead too. You’ve never seen Dad act like this: he swore one of his big oaths; he turned really pale; and then he somehow started laughing, telling the Doctor to take his horse, and for me to follow him; and we left him there. I looked back and saw him splashing water from the fountain on Mom. Oh, she was so scared!”

Musing upon this curious history—for my Lord Mohun's name was Henry too, and they called each other Frank and Harry often—and not a little disturbed and anxious, Esmond rode home. His dear lady was on the terrace still, one of her women with her, and my lord no longer there. There are steps and a little door thence down into the road. My lord passed, looking very ghastly, with a handkerchief over his head, and without his hat and periwig, which a groom carried, but his politeness did not desert him, and he made a bow to the lady above.

Reflecting on this strange history—since my Lord Mohun's name was also Henry, and they often referred to each other as Frank and Harry—Esmond rode home, feeling disturbed and anxious. His dear lady was still on the terrace with one of her women, and my lord was gone. There are steps and a small door leading down to the road. My lord passed by, looking quite pale, with a handkerchief over his head, and without his hat and wig, which a groom carried for him, but his politeness didn't fail him, and he bowed to the lady above.

“Thank heaven, you are safe,” she said.

“Thank goodness you’re safe,” she said.

“And so is Harry too, mamma,” says little Frank,—“huzzay!”

“And so is Harry too, mom,” says little Frank, —“hooray!”

Harry Esmond got off the horse to run to his mistress, as did little Frank, and one of the grooms took charge of the two beasts, while the other, hat and periwig in hand, walked by my lord's bridle to the front gate, which lay half a mile away.

Harry Esmond got off the horse to run to his mistress, as did little Frank, and one of the grooms took charge of the two horses, while the other, hat and wig in hand, walked alongside my lord's horse to the front gate, which was half a mile away.

“Oh, my boy! what a fright you have given me!” Lady Castlewood said, when Harry Esmond came up, greeting him with one of her shining looks, and a voice of tender welcome; and she was so kind as to kiss the young man ('twas the second time she had so honored him), and she walked into the house between him and her son, holding a hand of each.

“Oh, my boy! You really scared me!” Lady Castlewood said when Harry Esmond arrived, greeting him with one of her bright smiles and a voice full of warmth. She was kind enough to kiss the young man (it was the second time she had honored him in that way), and she walked into the house between him and her son, holding onto each of their hands.





CHAPTER XIV.

WE RIDE AFTER HIM TO LONDON.

After a repose of a couple of days, the Lord Mohun was so far recovered of his hurt as to be able to announce his departure for the next morning; when, accordingly, he took leave of Castlewood, proposing to ride to London by easy stages, and lie two nights upon the road. His host treated him with a studied and ceremonious courtesy, certainly different from my lord's usual frank and careless demeanor; but there was no reason to suppose that the two lords parted otherwise than good friends, though Harry Esmond remarked that my Lord Viscount only saw his guest in company with other persons, and seemed to avoid being alone with him. Nor did he ride any distance with Lord Mohun, as his custom was with most of his friends, whom he was always eager to welcome and unwilling to lose; but contented himself, when his lordship's horses were announced, and their owner appeared, booted for his journey, to take a courteous leave of the ladies of Castlewood, by following the Lord Mohun down stairs to his horses, and by bowing and wishing him a good-day, in the court-yard. “I shall see you in London before very long, Mohun,” my lord said, with a smile, “when we will settle our accounts together.”

After a couple of days of rest, Lord Mohun had recovered enough from his injury to announce that he would be leaving the next morning. So, he said his goodbyes at Castlewood, planning to ride to London at a leisurely pace and spend two nights on the road. His host treated him with a formal courtesy that was definitely different from my lord's usual straightforward and relaxed manner; however, there was no reason to think the two lords parted on bad terms, although Harry Esmond noticed that Lord Viscount only met with his guest when others were around and seemed to avoid being alone with him. He also didn’t ride very far with Lord Mohun, unlike with most of his friends, whom he was always happy to welcome and reluctant to say goodbye to. Instead, he settled for taking polite leave of the ladies of Castlewood when Lord Mohun's horses were announced and their owner appeared, ready for his journey. He followed Lord Mohun down the stairs to his horses and bowed, wishing him a good day in the courtyard. “I’ll see you in London before long, Mohun,” my lord said with a smile, “and then we can settle our accounts.”

“Do not let them trouble you, Frank,” said the other good-naturedly, and holding out his hand, looked rather surprised at the grim and stately manner in which his host received his parting salutation; and so, followed by his people, he rode away.

“Don’t let them bother you, Frank,” said the other kindly, and holding out his hand, he looked a bit surprised by the serious and formal way his host accepted his goodbye; and then, accompanied by his people, he rode off.

Harry Esmond was witness of the departure. It was very different to my lord's coming, for which great preparation had been made (the old house putting on its best appearance to welcome its guest), and there was a sadness and constraint about all persons that day, which filled Mr. Esmond with gloomy forebodings, and sad indefinite apprehensions. Lord Castlewood stood at the door watching his guest and his people as they went out under the arch of the outer gate. When he was there, Lord Mohun turned once more, my Lord Viscount slowly raised his beaver and bowed. His face wore a peculiar livid look, Harry thought. He cursed and kicked away his dogs, which came jumping about him—then he walked up to the fountain in the centre of the court, and leaned against a pillar and looked into the basin. As Esmond crossed over to his own room, late the chaplain's, on the other side of the court, and turned to enter in at the low door, he saw Lady Castlewood looking through the curtains of the great window of the drawing-room overhead, at my lord as he stood regarding the fountain. There was in the court a peculiar silence somehow; and the scene remained long in Esmond's memory:—the sky bright overhead; the buttresses of the building and the sun-dial casting shadow over the gilt memento mori inscribed underneath; the two dogs, a black greyhound and a spaniel nearly white, the one with his face up to the sun, and the other snuffing amongst the grass and stones, and my lord leaning over the fountain, which was bubbling audibly. 'Tis strange how that scene, and the sound of that fountain, remain fixed on the memory of a man who has beheld a hundred sights of splendor, and danger too, of which he has kept no account.

Harry Esmond witnessed the departure. It was very different from my lord's arrival, which had been prepared for extensively (the old house putting on its best face to welcome its guest), and there was a sadness and unease among everyone that day, filling Mr. Esmond with dark premonitions and vague worries. Lord Castlewood stood at the door, watching as his guest and his people walked out under the arch of the outer gate. As he stood there, Lord Mohun turned once more, and my Lord Viscount slowly lifted his hat and bowed. Harry thought his face had a strange, pale look. He cursed and kicked away his dogs, which were jumping around him—then he walked over to the fountain in the center of the courtyard, leaned against a pillar, and stared into the basin. As Esmond crossed over to his own room, which had once been the chaplain's, on the other side of the courtyard, and turned to enter through the low door, he saw Lady Castlewood looking through the curtains of the grand window in the drawing room above, watching my lord as he stood gazing at the fountain. There was an unusual silence in the courtyard; the scene lingered long in Esmond's memory: the bright sky above; the buttresses of the building and the sundial casting shadows over the gilt memento mori inscribed below; the two dogs, a black greyhound and a nearly white spaniel—one with his face up to the sun, the other sniffing among the grass and stones, and my lord leaning over the bubbling fountain. It's strange how that scene, and the sound of that fountain, remain locked in the memory of a man who has witnessed countless sights of grandeur and danger, none of which he has kept track of.

It was Lady Castlewood—she had been laughing all the morning, and especially gay and lively before her husband and his guest—who as soon as the two gentlemen went together from her room, ran to Harry, the expression of her countenance quite changed now, and with a face and eyes full of care, and said, “Follow them, Harry, I am sure something has gone wrong.” And so it was that Esmond was made an eavesdropper at this lady's orders and retired to his own chamber, to give himself time in truth to try and compose a story which would soothe his mistress, for he could not but have his own apprehension that some serious quarrel was pending between the two gentlemen.

It was Lady Castlewood—she had been laughing all morning, especially cheerful and lively in front of her husband and his guest—who as soon as the two men left her room, rushed over to Harry, her expression completely changed now, with a face and eyes full of concern, and said, “Follow them, Harry, I’m sure something’s gone wrong.” So it was that Esmond became an eavesdropper at the lady's request and went to his own room, taking some time to try and come up with a story that would comfort his mistress, as he couldn't shake off the feeling that a serious argument was brewing between the two gentlemen.

And now for several days the little company at Castlewood sat at table as of evenings: this care, though unnamed and invisible, being nevertheless present alway, in the minds of at least three persons there. My lord was exceeding gentle and kind. Whenever he quitted the room, his wife's eyes followed him. He behaved to her with a kind of mournful courtesy and kindness remarkable in one of his blunt ways and ordinary rough manner. He called her by her Christian name often and fondly, was very soft and gentle with the children, especially with the boy, whom he did not love, and being lax about church generally, he went thither and performed all the offices (down even to listening to Dr. Tusher's sermon) with great devotion.

And now for several days, the small group at Castlewood gathered at the table in the evenings. This tension, though unspoken and invisible, was always present in the minds of at least three people there. My lord was exceptionally gentle and kind. Whenever he left the room, his wife's eyes followed him. He treated her with a kind of sad courtesy and kindness, which was unusual for someone with his straightforwardness and usual rough manner. He often and affectionately called her by her first name, and he was very soft and gentle with the children, especially with the boy, whom he didn't love. Despite generally being lax about church, he attended and participated in all the services (even sitting through Dr. Tusher's sermon) with great devotion.

“He paces his room all night; what is it? Henry, find out what it is,” Lady Castlewood said constantly to her young dependant. “He has sent three letters to London,” she said, another day.

“He walks around his room all night; what’s going on? Henry, figure it out,” Lady Castlewood kept saying to her young dependent. “He’s sent three letters to London,” she said another day.

“Indeed, madam, they were to a lawyer,” Harry answered, who knew of these letters, and had seen a part of the correspondence, which related to a new loan my lord was raising; and when the young man remonstrated with his patron, my lord said, “He was only raising money to pay off an old debt on the property, which must be discharged.”

“Actually, ma'am, they were for a lawyer,” Harry replied, who was aware of these letters and had seen part of the correspondence regarding a new loan my lord was arranging; and when the young man protested to his employer, my lord said, “He was just borrowing money to settle an old debt on the property that needed to be paid off.”

Regarding the money, Lady Castlewood was not in the least anxious. Few fond women feel money-distressed; indeed you can hardly give a woman a greater pleasure than to bid her pawn her diamonds for the man she loves; and I remember hearing Mr. Congreve say of my Lord Marlborough, that the reason why my lord was so successful with women as a young man, was because he took money of them. “There are few men who will make such a sacrifice for them,” says Mr. Congreve, who knew a part of the sex pretty well.

Regarding the money, Lady Castlewood wasn't worried at all. Very few loving women stress about money; in fact, you can hardly give a woman a bigger thrill than telling her to pawn her diamonds for the man she loves. I remember Mr. Congreve mentioning about Lord Marlborough that the reason he was so successful with women when he was younger was because he accepted money from them. "There are few men who would make such a sacrifice for them," says Mr. Congreve, who understood a good part of the female experience quite well.

Harry Esmond's vacation was just over, and, as hath been said, he was preparing to return to the University for his last term before taking his degree and entering into the Church. He had made up his mind for this office, not indeed with that reverence which becomes a man about to enter upon a duty so holy, but with a worldly spirit of acquiescence in the prudence of adopting that profession for his calling. But his reasoning was that he owed all to the family of Castlewood, and loved better to be near them than anywhere else in the world; that he might be useful to his benefactors, who had the utmost confidence in him and affection for him in return; that he might aid in bringing up the young heir of the house and acting as his governor; that he might continue to be his dear patron's and mistress's friend and adviser, who both were pleased to say that they should ever look upon him as such; and so, by making himself useful to those he loved best, he proposed to console himself for giving up of any schemes of ambition which he might have had in his own bosom. Indeed, his mistress had told him that she would not have him leave her; and whatever she commanded was will to him.

Harry Esmond's vacation was just about over, and, as mentioned earlier, he was getting ready to return to the University for his last term before graduating and entering the Church. He had decided on this path, not with the reverence one should have when taking on such a sacred duty, but rather with a sense of acceptance, thinking it wise to choose this profession for his career. His reasoning was that he owed everything to the Castlewood family and preferred to be close to them more than anywhere else; that he could be of help to his benefactors, who had complete confidence in him and cared for him in return; that he could assist in raising the young heir of the house and act as his guardian; that he could continue to be a friend and advisor to his beloved patron and mistress, both of whom were pleased to say they would always see him as such; and so, by being of service to those he loved most, he planned to find comfort in giving up any personal ambitions he might have had. In fact, his mistress had told him that she didn’t want him to leave her, and whatever she asked was a command for him.

The Lady Castlewood's mind was greatly relieved in the last few days of this well-remembered holiday time, by my lord's announcing one morning, after the post had brought him letters from London, in a careless tone, that the Lord Mohun was gone to Paris, and was about to make a great journey in Europe; and though Lord Castlewood's own gloom did not wear off, or his behavior alter, yet this cause of anxiety being removed from his lady's mind, she began to be more hopeful and easy in her spirits, striving too, with all her heart, and by all the means of soothing in her power, to call back my lord's cheerfulness and dissipate his moody humor.

The Lady Castlewood felt a huge sense of relief in the last few days of this well-remembered holiday when my lord casually announced one morning, after receiving letters from London, that Lord Mohun had gone to Paris and was planning a grand trip around Europe. Even though Lord Castlewood’s own sadness didn’t go away or his behavior change, the removal of this worry lifted his lady’s spirits, making her more hopeful and relaxed. She also made every effort, using all her soothing methods, to bring back my lord's cheerfulness and dispel his gloomy mood.

He accounted for it himself, by saying that he was out of health; that he wanted to see his physician; that he would go to London, and consult Doctor Cheyne. It was agreed that his lordship and Harry Esmond should make the journey as far as London together; and of a Monday morning, the 11th of October, in the year 1700, they set forwards towards London on horseback. The day before being Sunday, and the rain pouring down, the family did not visit church; and at night my lord read the service to his family very finely, and with a peculiar sweetness and gravity—speaking the parting benediction, Harry thought, as solemn as ever he heard it. And he kissed and embraced his wife and children before they went to their own chambers with more fondness than he was ordinarily wont to show, and with a solemnity and feeling of which they thought in after days with no small comfort.

He explained it to himself by saying that he was unwell; that he needed to see his doctor; that he would go to London to consult Dr. Cheyne. It was decided that he and Harry Esmond would travel to London together. On a Monday morning, October 11th, 1700, they set off toward London on horseback. The day before was Sunday, and with the rain pouring down, the family did not go to church; instead, my lord read the service to his family beautifully and with a special sweetness and seriousness—speaking the closing blessing, which Harry thought was as solemn as he had ever heard it. He kissed and hugged his wife and children with more affection than he usually showed, and with a gravity and emotion that they remembered later with a great deal of comfort.

They took horse the next morning (after adieux from the family as tender as on the night previous), lay that night on the road, and entered London at nightfall; my lord going to the “Trumpet,” in the Cockpit, Whitehall, a house used by the military in his time as a young man, and accustomed by his lordship ever since.

They took horses the next morning (after farewells from the family as heartfelt as the night before), spent that night on the road, and arrived in London at dusk; my lord went to the “Trumpet” in the Cockpit, Whitehall, a place that had been used by the military when he was young, and that he had frequented ever since.

An hour after my lord's arrival (which showed that his visit had been arranged beforehand), my lord's man of business arrived from Gray's Inn; and thinking that his patron might wish to be private with the lawyer, Esmond was for leaving them: but my lord said his business was short; introduced Mr. Esmond particularly to the lawyer, who had been engaged for the family in the old lord's time; who said that he had paid the money, as desired that day, to my Lord Mohun himself, at his lodgings in Bow Street; that his lordship had expressed some surprise, as it was not customary to employ lawyers, he said, in such transactions between men of honor; but nevertheless, he had returned my Lord Viscount's note of hand, which he held at his client's disposition.

An hour after my lord arrived (which showed that his visit had been planned ahead of time), my lord's business associate showed up from Gray's Inn. Thinking that his boss might want some privacy with the lawyer, Esmond was about to leave them alone, but my lord said his business was brief; he personally introduced Mr. Esmond to the lawyer, who had worked for the family during the old lord's time. The lawyer mentioned that he had paid the money, as requested, that day to my Lord Mohun himself, at his place in Bow Street. He noted that his lordship seemed a bit surprised, as it wasn't usual to hire lawyers for such dealings between men of honor; however, he had returned my Lord Viscount's note of hand, which he kept at his client's disposal.

“I thought the Lord Mohun had been in Paris!” cried Mr. Esmond, in great alarm and astonishment.

“I thought Lord Mohun was in Paris!” exclaimed Mr. Esmond, in great alarm and surprise.

“He is come back at my invitation,” said my Lord Viscount. “We have accounts to settle together.”

“He's come back at my invitation,” said my Lord Viscount. “We have some accounts to settle together.”

“I pray heaven they are over, sir,” says Esmond.

“I hope to heaven they’re done, sir,” says Esmond.

“Oh, quite,” replied the other, looking hard at the young man. “He was rather troublesome about that money which I told you I had lost to him at play. And now 'tis paid, and we are quits on that score, and we shall meet good friends again.”

“Oh, definitely,” replied the other, staring intently at the young man. “He was somewhat bothersome about that money I mentioned I lost to him during our game. But now it's paid, and we’re even on that matter, so we should meet as good friends again.”

“My lord,” cried out Esmond, “I am sure you are deceiving me, and that there is a quarrel between the Lord Mohun and you.”

“My lord,” shouted Esmond, “I know you’re lying to me, and that there’s a conflict between you and Lord Mohun.”

“Quarrel—pish! We shall sup together this very night, and drink a bottle. Every man is ill-humored who loses such a sum as I have lost. But now 'tis paid, and my anger is gone with it.”

“Fight—nonsense! We’ll have dinner together tonight and share a bottle. It’s only natural to be in a bad mood after losing as much as I have. But now it’s settled, and so is my anger.”

“Where shall we sup, sir?” says Harry.

“Where shall we eat, sir?” says Harry.

“WE! Let some gentlemen wait till they are asked,” says my Lord Viscount with a laugh. “You go to Duke Street, and see Mr. Betterton. You love the play, I know. Leave me to follow my own devices: and in the morning we'll breakfast together, with what appetite we may, as the play says.”

“WE! Let some gentlemen wait until they’re invited,” laughs my Lord Viscount. “You go to Duke Street and see Mr. Betterton. I know you love the play. Let me handle my own affairs; in the morning we’ll have breakfast together, with whatever appetite we have, as the play says.”

“By G—! my lord, I will not leave you this night,” says Harry Esmond. “I think I know the cause of your dispute. I swear to you 'tis nothing. On the very day the accident befell Lord Mohun, I was speaking to him about it. I know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry on his part.”

“By God! My lord, I’m not leaving you tonight,” says Harry Esmond. “I think I know what caused your argument. I swear it’s nothing. On the very day Lord Mohun had his accident, I was talking to him about it. I know that nothing happened except for some empty flirting on his part.”

“You know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry between Lord Mohun and my wife,” says my lord, in a thundering voice—“you knew of this and did not tell me?”

“You know that nothing has happened except for some pointless flirting between Lord Mohun and my wife,” says my lord, in a booming voice—“you knew about this and didn’t tell me?”

“I knew more of it than my dear mistress did herself, sir—a thousand times more. How was she, who was as innocent as a child, to know what was the meaning of the covert addresses of a villain?”

“I knew much more about it than my dear mistress herself did, sir—a thousand times more. How could she, being as innocent as a child, understand the hidden intentions of a villain?”

“A villain he is, you allow, and would have taken my wife away from me.”

"A villain he is, you acknowledge, and would have taken my wife from me."

“Sir, she is as pure as an angel,” cried young Esmond.

“Sir, she is as pure as an angel,” exclaimed young Esmond.

“Have I said a word against her?” shrieks out my lord. “Did I ever doubt that she was pure? It would have been the last day of her life when I did. Do you fancy I think that SHE would go astray? No, she hasn't passion enough for that. She neither sins nor forgives. I know her temper—and now I've lost her, by heaven I love her ten thousand times more than ever I did—yes, when she was as young and as beautiful as an angel—when she smiled at me in her old father's house, and used to lie in wait for me there as I came from hunting—when I used to fling my head down on her little knees and cry like a child on her lap—and swear I would reform, and drink no more and play no more, and follow women no more; when all the men of the Court used to be following her—when she used to look with her child more beautiful, by George, than the Madonna in the Queen's Chapel. I am not good like her, I know it. Who is—by heaven, who is? I tired and wearied her, I know that very well. I could not talk to her. You men of wit and books could do that, and I couldn't—I felt I couldn't. Why, when you was but a boy of fifteen I could hear you two together talking your poetry and your books till I was in such a rage that I was fit to strangle you. But you were always a good lad, Harry, and I loved you, you know I did. And I felt she didn't belong to me: and the children don't. And I besotted myself, and gambled and drank, and took to all sorts of deviltries out of despair and fury. And now comes this Mohun, and she likes him, I know she likes him.”

“Have I said anything bad about her?” my lord shouts. “Did I ever doubt that she was pure? It would have been the end of her life if I ever did. Do you really think I believe that SHE would go off the rails? No, she doesn't have enough passion for that. She neither sins nor forgives. I know her temperament—and now that I've lost her, by heaven I love her a thousand times more than I ever did—yes, when she was young and as beautiful as an angel—when she smiled at me in her old father's house and used to wait for me there as I came back from hunting—when I would lay my head on her little knees and cry like a child in her lap—and vow I would change, drink no more, play no more, and chase women no more; when all the men at Court used to pursue her—when she would look like a beautiful child, by George, more stunning than the Madonna in the Queen's Chapel. I know I'm not good like her. Who is—by heaven, who is? I wore her out, I know that very well. I couldn't talk to her. You clever, bookish men could do that, but I couldn't—I felt incapable. Why, when you were just a fifteen-year-old boy, I could hear the two of you talking your poetry and your books until I was so furious I felt like strangling you. But you were always a good kid, Harry, and I loved you, you know I did. And I felt she didn’t belong to me: and the kids don’t either. I made myself miserable, gambled, drank, and got into all sorts of trouble out of despair and anger. And now this Mohun comes along, and I know she likes him, I know she does.”

“Indeed, and on my soul, you are wrong, sir,” Esmond cried.

“Honestly, I swear you’re wrong, sir,” Esmond exclaimed.

“She takes letters from him,” cries my lord—“look here, Harry,” and he pulled out a paper with a brown stain of blood upon it. “It fell from him that day he wasn't killed. One of the grooms picked it up from the ground and gave it me. Here it is in their d—d comedy jargon. 'Divine Gloriana—Why look so coldly on your slave who adores you? Have you no compassion on the tortures you have seen me suffering? Do you vouchsafe no reply to billets that are written with the blood of my heart.' She had more letters from him.”

“She gets letters from him,” my lord shouts—“look here, Harry,” and he pulled out a paper with a brown stain of blood on it. “It fell from him the day he wasn’t killed. One of the grooms picked it up from the ground and gave it to me. Here it is in their damn comedy jargon. 'Divine Gloriana—Why do you look so coldly at your devoted slave? Do you have no compassion for the pain you’ve seen me endure? Will you not respond to letters written with the blood of my heart?' She had more letters from him.”

“But she answered none,” cries Esmond.

“But she didn’t answer any,” Esmond cries.

“That's not Mohun's fault,” says my lord, “and I will be revenged on him, as God's in heaven, I will.”

“That's not Mohun's fault,” says my lord, “and I'm going to get back at him, as God is my witness, I will.”

“For a light word or two, will you risk your lady's honor and your family's happiness, my lord?” Esmond interposed beseechingly.

“For just a word or two, are you really going to put your lady's honor and your family's happiness at risk, my lord?” Esmond interrupted, pleading.

“Psha—there shall be no question of my wife's honor,” said my lord; “we can quarrel on plenty of grounds beside. If I live, that villain will be punished; if I fall, my family will be only the better: there will only be a spendthrift the less to keep in the world: and Frank has better teaching than his father. My mind is made up, Harry Esmond, and whatever the event is, I am easy about it. I leave my wife and you as guardians to the children.”

“Psha—there’s no doubt about my wife’s honor,” my lord said; “we can argue about plenty of other things. If I survive, that scoundrel will pay; if I don’t, my family will be better off: there will just be one less wastrel to support in the world: and Frank has better guidance than his father. I’ve made up my mind, Harry Esmond, and no matter what happens, I’m at peace with it. I’m leaving my wife and you as guardians to the children.”

Seeing that my lord was bent upon pursuing this quarrel, and that no entreaties would draw him from it, Harry Esmond (then of a hotter and more impetuous nature than now, when care, and reflection, and gray hairs have calmed him) thought it was his duty to stand by his kind, generous patron, and said, “My lord, if you are determined upon war, you must not go into it alone. 'Tis the duty of our house to stand by its chief; and I should neither forgive myself nor you if you did not call me, or I should be absent from you at a moment of danger.”

Seeing that my lord was intent on pursuing this conflict, and that no amount of pleading would sway him, Harry Esmond (who was then more hot-headed and impulsive than he is now, having been calmed by care, reflection, and gray hairs) felt it was his duty to support his kind, generous patron, and said, “My lord, if you are set on going to war, you shouldn’t do it alone. It is our family’s duty to stand by its leader; I wouldn't be able to forgive myself or you if you didn’t ask me to join you, or if I were absent during a time of danger.”

“Why, Harry, my poor boy, you are bred for a parson,” says my lord, taking Esmond by the hand very kindly; “and it were a great pity that you should meddle in the matter.”

“Why, Harry, my poor boy, you’re meant to be a priest,” says my lord, taking Esmond by the hand very kindly; “and it would be a shame for you to get involved in this.”

“Your lordship thought of being a churchman once,” Harry answered, “and your father's orders did not prevent him fighting at Castlewood against the Roundheads. Your enemies are mine, sir; I can use the foils, as you have seen, indifferently well, and don't think I shall be afraid when the buttons are taken off 'em.” And then Harry explained, with some blushes and hesitation (for the matter was delicate, and he feared lest, by having put himself forward in the quarrel, he might have offended his patron), how he had himself expostulated with the Lord Mohun, and proposed to measure swords with him if need were, and he could not be got to withdraw peaceably in this dispute. “And I should have beat him, sir,” says Harry, laughing. “He never could parry that botte I brought from Cambridge. Let us have half an hour of it, and rehearse—I can teach it your lordship: 'tis the most delicate point in the world, and if you miss it, your adversary's sword is through you.”

“Your lordship once thought about becoming a clergyman,” Harry replied, “and your father's orders didn’t stop him from fighting at Castlewood against the Roundheads. Your enemies are mine too, sir; I can handle the foils pretty well, as you’ve seen, and don’t think I’ll be scared when the buttons come off.” Then Harry explained, with a bit of embarrassment and hesitation (since the topic was sensitive and he worried that by stepping forward in this conflict, he might upset his patron), how he had confronted Lord Mohun and suggested they settle it with swords if necessary, since he wouldn’t peacefully back down in the dispute. “And I would have beaten him, sir,” Harry said with a laugh. “He could never counter that trick I picked up at Cambridge. Let’s have a half hour to practice—I can teach it to your lordship: it's the most delicate move in the world, and if you miss it, your opponent's sword is right through you.”

“By George, Harry, you ought to be the head of the house,” says my lord, gloomily. “You had been a better Lord Castlewood than a lazy sot like me,” he added, drawing his hand across his eyes, and surveying his kinsman with very kind and affectionate glances.

“Honestly, Harry, you should be the head of the house,” my lord says with a heavy heart. “You would have made a better Lord Castlewood than a lazy fool like me,” he adds, wiping his eyes and looking at his relative with warm and caring expressions.

“Let us take our coats off and have half an hour's practice before nightfall,” says Harry, after thankfully grasping his patron's manly hand.

“Let’s take our coats off and practice for half an hour before it gets dark,” says Harry, after gratefully shaking his patron’s strong hand.

“You are but a little bit of a lad,” says my lord, good-humoredly; “but, in faith, I believe you could do for that fellow. No, my boy,” he continued, “I'll have none of your feints and tricks of stabbing: I can use my sword pretty well too, and will fight my own quarrel my own way.”

“You're just a young kid,” my lord says with a smile; “but honestly, I think you could handle that guy. No, kid,” he goes on, “I don’t want any of your fakes and sneak attacks: I can handle my sword pretty well too, and I'll fight my own battles in my own way.”

“But I shall be by to see fair play?” cries Harry.

“But I’ll be around to make sure it’s fair?” shouts Harry.

“Yes, God bless you—you shall be by.”

“Yes, God bless you—you’ll be there.”

“When is it, sir?” says Harry, for he saw that the matter had been arranged privately and beforehand by my lord.

“When is it, sir?” Harry asks, realizing that the matter had been arranged privately and in advance by my lord.

“'Tis arranged thus: I sent off a courier to Jack Westbury to say that I wanted him specially. He knows for what, and will be here presently, and drink part of that bottle of sack. Then we shall go to the theatre in Duke Street, where we shall meet Mohun; and then we shall all go sup at the 'Rose' or the 'Greyhound.' Then we shall call for cards, and there will be probably a difference over the cards—and then, God help us!—either a wicked villain and traitor shall go out of the world, or a poor worthless devil, that doesn't care to remain in it. I am better away, Hal—my wife will be all the happier when I am gone,” says my lord, with a groan, that tore the heart of Harry Esmond, so that he fairly broke into a sob over his patron's kind hand.

“It’s arranged like this: I sent a messenger to Jack Westbury to say that I need him here urgently. He knows why and will arrive soon to share that bottle of sack with us. Then we’ll head to the theater on Duke Street, where we’ll meet Mohun, and afterward, we’ll all go for dinner at the 'Rose' or the 'Greyhound.' After that, we’ll get some cards, and there will probably be a disagreement over the game—and then, God help us!—either a wicked villain and traitor will leave this world, or a poor worthless soul who doesn’t care to stay in it. I’m better off away, Hal—my wife will be much happier when I’m gone,” my lord says with a groan that broke Harry Esmond's heart, causing him to sob over his patron's kind hand.

“The business was talked over with Mohun before he left home—Castlewood I mean”—my lord went on. “I took the letter in to him, which I had read, and I charged him with his villainy, and he could make no denial of it, only he said that my wife was innocent.”

“The business was discussed with Mohun before he left home—Castlewood, I mean,” my lord continued. “I brought the letter to him, which I had read, and I confronted him about his wrongdoing, and he couldn't deny it, only he said that my wife was innocent.”

“And so she is; before heaven, my lord, she is!” cries Harry.

“And that's exactly who she is; I swear it before heaven, my lord!” Harry exclaims.

“No doubt, no doubt. They always are,” says my lord. “No doubt, when she heard he was killed, she fainted from accident.”

“No doubt, no doubt. They always are,” says my lord. “No doubt, when she heard he was killed, she fainted by accident.”

“But, my lord, MY name is Harry,” cried out Esmond, burning red. “You told my lady, 'Harry was killed!'”

“But, my lord, my name is Harry,” Esmond shouted, his face burning red. “You told my lady, 'Harry was killed!'”

“Damnation! shall I fight you too?” shouts my lord in a fury. “Are you, you little serpent, warmed by my fire, going to sting—YOU?—No, my boy, you're an honest boy; you are a good boy.” (And here he broke from rage into tears even more cruel to see.) “You are an honest boy, and I love you; and, by heavens, I am so wretched that I don't care what sword it is that ends me. Stop, here's Jack Westbury. Well, Jack! Welcome, old boy! This is my kinsman, Harry Esmond.”

“Damn it! Am I going to have to fight you too?” my lord shouts in anger. “Are you, you little snake, warmed by my fire, going to sting—YOU?—No, my boy, you're a good kid; you are a decent kid.” (And then he suddenly broke from his rage into tears that were even more painful to witness.) “You are a decent kid, and I care about you; and, honestly, I am so miserable that I don't care what sword takes me out. Wait, here comes Jack Westbury. Well, Jack! Welcome, my old friend! This is my cousin, Harry Esmond.”

“Who brought your bowls for you at Castlewood, sir?” says Harry, bowing; and the three gentlemen sat down and drank of that bottle of sack which was prepared for them.

“Who brought your bowls for you at Castlewood, sir?” Harry asks, bowing; and the three gentlemen sat down and drank from the bottle of sack that was ready for them.

“Harry is number three,” says my lord. “You needn't be afraid of him, Jack.” And the Colonel gave a look, as much as to say, “Indeed, he don't look as if I need.” And then my lord explained what he had only told by hints before. When he quarrelled with Lord Mohun he was indebted to his lordship in a sum of sixteen hundred pounds, for which Lord Mohun said he proposed to wait until my Lord Viscount should pay him. My lord had raised the sixteen hundred pounds and sent them to Lord Mohun that morning, and before quitting home had put his affairs into order, and was now quite ready to abide the issue of the quarrel.

“Harry is number three,” my lord says. “You don’t need to worry about him, Jack.” The Colonel looked at him as if to say, “Honestly, he doesn’t seem like a problem.” Then my lord explained what he had only hinted at earlier. When he had a falling out with Lord Mohun, he owed his lordship sixteen hundred pounds, which Lord Mohun said he would wait for until my Lord Viscount could pay him. My lord had arranged the sixteen hundred pounds and sent it to Lord Mohun that morning, and before leaving home, he had sorted out his affairs, making him fully prepared for the outcome of the disagreement.

When we had drunk a couple of bottles of sack, a coach was called, and the three gentlemen went to the Duke's Playhouse, as agreed. The play was one of Mr. Wycherley's—“Love in a Wood.”

When we had drunk a couple of bottles of sack, a coach was called, and the three gentlemen went to the Duke's Playhouse, as agreed. The play was one of Mr. Wycherley's—“Love in a Wood.”

Harry Esmond has thought of that play ever since with a kind of terror, and of Mrs. Bracegirdle, the actress who performed the girl's part in the comedy. She was disguised as a page, and came and stood before the gentlemen as they sat on the stage, and looked over her shoulder with a pair of arch black eyes, and laughed at my lord, and asked what ailed the gentleman from the country, and had he had bad news from Bullock fair?

Harry Esmond has thought about that play ever since with a kind of fear, and about Mrs. Bracegirdle, the actress who played the girl’s part in the comedy. She was dressed as a page, and came to stand in front of the gentlemen as they sat on the stage, looking over her shoulder with a pair of playful black eyes, laughing at my lord, and asking what was wrong with the gentleman from the country, and whether he had received bad news from Bullock fair?

Between the acts of the play the gentlemen crossed over and conversed freely. There were two of Lord Mohun's party, Captain Macartney, in a military habit, and a gentleman in a suit of blue velvet and silver in a fair periwig, with a rich fall of point of Venice lace—my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland. My lord had a paper of oranges, which he ate and offered to the actresses, joking with them. And Mrs. Bracegirdle, when my Lord Mohun said something rude, turned on him, and asked him what he did there, and whether he and his friends had come to stab anybody else, as they did poor Will Mountford? My lord's dark face grew darker at this taunt, and wore a mischievous, fatal look. They that saw it remembered it, and said so afterward.

During the breaks in the play, the gentlemen moved around and chatted openly. There were two members of Lord Mohun's group: Captain Macartney, dressed in military attire, and a man in a blue velvet suit with silver accents, sporting a fair periwig and an ornate lace collar—my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland. He had a bag of oranges, which he ate and shared with the actresses while joking with them. When my Lord Mohun made a rude comment, Mrs. Bracegirdle snapped back at him, asking what he was doing there and whether he and his friends were planning to attack anyone else, like they did to poor Will Mountford. Lord Mohun's dark face turned even darker at this insult, adopting a mischievous, threatening expression. Those who witnessed it remembered it vividly and talked about it afterward.

When the play was ended the two parties joined company; and my Lord Castlewood then proposed that they should go to a tavern and sup. Lockit's, the “Greyhound,” in Charing Cross, was the house selected. All six marched together that way; the three lords going a-head, Lord Mohun's captain, and Colonel Westbury, and Harry Esmond, walking behind them. As they walked, Westbury told Harry Esmond about his old friend Dick the Scholar, who had got promotion, and was Cornet of the Guards, and had wrote a book called the “Christian Hero,” and had all the Guards to laugh at him for his pains, for the Christian Hero was breaking the commandments constantly, Westbury said, and had fought one or two duels already. And, in a lower tone, Westbury besought young Mr. Esmond to take no part in the quarrel. “There was no need for more seconds than one,” said the Colonel, “and the Captain or Lord Warwick might easily withdraw.” But Harry said no; he was bent on going through with the business. Indeed, he had a plan in his head, which, he thought, might prevent my Lord Viscount from engaging.

When the play ended, the two groups came together, and Lord Castlewood suggested they head to a tavern for dinner. They chose Lockit's, the “Greyhound,” in Charing Cross. All six of them walked that way, with the three lords leading the way, and Lord Mohun’s captain, Colonel Westbury, and Harry Esmond trailing behind. As they walked, Westbury told Harry Esmond about his old friend Dick the Scholar, who had received a promotion and become a Cornet of the Guards. He had written a book called the “Christian Hero,” and all the Guards laughed at him for it since the Christian Hero constantly broke the commandments, according to Westbury, who mentioned that he had already fought one or two duels. In a lower voice, Westbury urged young Mr. Esmond to stay out of the conflict. “There’s no need for more than one second,” said the Colonel, “and the Captain or Lord Warwick could easily step back.” But Harry refused; he was determined to go through with it. In fact, he had a plan in mind that he thought might keep my Lord Viscount from getting involved.

They went in at the bar of the tavern, and desired a private room and wine and cards, and when the drawer had brought these, they began to drink and call healths, and as long as the servants were in the room appeared very friendly.

They went into the tavern bar and asked for a private room, wine, and cards. When the waiter brought these, they started drinking and toasting to each other's health. As long as the staff were in the room, they seemed very friendly.

Harry Esmond's plan was no other than to engage in talk with Lord Mohun, to insult him, and so get the first of the quarrel. So when cards were proposed he offered to play. “Psha!” says my Lord Mohun (whether wishing to save Harry, or not choosing, to try the botte de Jesuite, it is not to be known)—“Young gentlemen from college should not play these stakes. You are too young.”

Harry Esmond's plan was simply to have a conversation with Lord Mohun, insult him, and thus start the fight. So when playing cards was suggested, he volunteered to join. “Nonsense!” says Lord Mohun (whether he wanted to protect Harry or just didn't want to go down that risky path is unclear)—“Young men from college shouldn't be playing for these stakes. You're too young.”

“Who dares say I am too young?” broke out Harry. “Is your lordship afraid?”

“Who dares say I’m too young?” Harry exclaimed. “Are you scared, my lord?”

“Afraid!” cries out Mohun.

“Scared!” cries out Mohun.

But my good Lord Viscount saw the move—“I'll play you for ten moidores, Mohun,” says he. “You silly boy, we don't play for groats here as you do at Cambridge.” And Harry, who had no such sum in his pocket (for his half-year's salary was always pretty well spent before it was due), fell back with rage and vexation in his heart that he had not money enough to stake.

But my good Lord Viscount noticed the move—“I'll bet you ten moidores, Mohun,” he said. “You foolish boy, we don't play for small change here like you do at Cambridge.” And Harry, who didn’t have that much money on him (since his half-year's salary was always pretty much gone before it was due), fell back, filled with anger and frustration that he didn’t have enough to stake.

“I'll stake the young gentleman a crown,” says the Lord Mohun's captain.

“I'll bet the young man a crown,” says Lord Mohun's captain.

“I thought crowns were rather scarce with the gentlemen of the army,” says Harry.

“I thought crowns were pretty rare among the guys in the army,” says Harry.

“Do they birch at College?” says the Captain.

“Do they use birch at college?” says the Captain.

“They birch fools,” says Harry, “and they cane bullies, and they fling puppies into the water.”

“They hit fools with a birch, punish bullies with a cane, and throw puppies into the water,” says Harry.

“Faith, then, there's some escapes drowning,” says the Captain, who was an Irishman; and all the gentlemen began to laugh, and made poor Harry only more angry.

“Faith, then, there are some things that help you escape drowning,” says the Captain, who was Irish; and all the gentlemen started to laugh, making poor Harry even angrier.

My Lord Mohun presently snuffed a candle. It was when the drawers brought in fresh bottles and glasses and were in the room on which my Lord Viscount said—“The Deuce take you, Mohun, how damned awkward you are. Light the candle, you drawer.”

My Lord Mohun just blew out a candle. It was when the servers brought in fresh bottles and glasses and were in the room that my Lord Viscount said—“Damn it, Mohun, how clumsy you are. Light the candle, you servant.”

“Damned awkward is a damned awkward expression, my lord,” says the other. “Town gentlemen don't use such words—or ask pardon if they do.”

“Really awkward is a really awkward expression, my lord,” says the other. “City folks don’t use such words—or excuse me if they do.”

“I'm a country gentleman,” says my Lord Viscount.

“I'm a country gentleman,” says my Lord Viscount.

“I see it by your manner,” says my Lord Mohun. “No man shall say damned awkward to me.”

“I can tell by the way you act,” says my Lord Mohun. “No one is going to say that I'm damned awkward.”

“I fling the words in your face, my lord,” says the other; “shall I send the cards too?”

“I throw the words at you, my lord,” says the other; “should I send the cards too?”

“Gentlemen, gentlemen! before the servants?” cry out Colonel Westbury and my Lord Warwick in a breath. The drawers go out of the room hastily. They tell the people below of the quarrel up stairs.

“Gentlemen, gentlemen! Before the servants?” shout Colonel Westbury and my Lord Warwick at the same time. The servants quickly leave the room. They inform the people downstairs about the argument upstairs.

“Enough has been said,” says Colonel Westbury. “Will your lordships meet to-morrow morning?”

“That's enough discussion,” says Colonel Westbury. “Will you gentlemen meet tomorrow morning?”

“Will my Lord Castlewood withdraw his words?” asks the Earl of Warwick.

“Will my Lord Castlewood take back what he said?” asks the Earl of Warwick.

“My Lord Castlewood will be —— first,” says Colonel Westbury.

“My Lord Castlewood will be —— first,” says Colonel Westbury.

“Then we have nothing for it. Take notice, gentlemen, there have been outrageous words—reparation asked and refused.”

“Then we have no choice. Pay attention, gentlemen, there have been outrageous words—requests for compensation have been asked for and denied.”

“And refused,” says my Lord Castlewood, putting on his hat. “Where shall the meeting be? and when?”

“And he refused,” says my Lord Castlewood, putting on his hat. “Where will the meeting be? And when?”

“Since my Lord refuses me satisfaction, which I deeply regret, there is no time so good as now,” says my Lord Mohun. “Let us have chairs and go to Leicester Field.”

“Since my Lord won't give me what I want, which I really regret, there’s no better time than now,” says my Lord Mohun. “Let’s get some chairs and head to Leicester Field.”

“Are your lordship and I to have the honor of exchanging a pass or two?” says Colonel Westbury, with a low bow to my Lord of Warwick and Holland.

“Are you and I going to have the pleasure of exchanging a few words?” says Colonel Westbury, with a slight bow to my Lord of Warwick and Holland.

“It is an honor for me,” says my lord, with a profound congee, “to be matched with a gentleman who has been at Mons and Namur.”

“It’s an honor for me,” says my lord, with a deep bow, “to be matched with a gentleman who has been to Mons and Namur.”

“Will your Reverence permit me to give you a lesson?” says the Captain.

“Will you allow me to give you a lesson?” says the Captain.

“Nay, nay, gentlemen, two on a side are plenty,” says Harry's patron. “Spare the boy, Captain Macartney,” and he shook Harry's hand—for the last time, save one, in his life.

“Come on, guys, two on each side is more than enough,” says Harry's supporter. “Leave the kid alone, Captain Macartney,” and he shook Harry's hand—for the last time, except for one more, in his life.

At the bar of the tavern all the gentlemen stopped, and my Lord Viscount said, laughing, to the barwoman, that those cards set people sadly a-quarrelling; but that the dispute was over now, and the parties were all going away to my Lord Mohun's house, in Bow Street, to drink a bottle more before going to bed.

At the tavern bar, all the gentlemen paused, and my Lord Viscount chuckled to the barwoman that those cards really got people into fights; but now the argument was settled, and everyone was heading to my Lord Mohun's house on Bow Street to have another drink before calling it a night.

A half-dozen of chairs were now called, and the six gentlemen stepping into them, the word was privately given to the chairmen to go to Leicester Field, where the gentlemen were set down opposite the “Standard Tavern.” It was midnight, and the town was abed by this time, and only a few lights in the windows of the houses; but the night was bright enough for the unhappy purpose which the disputants came about; and so all six entered into that fatal square, the chairmen standing without the railing and keeping the gate, lest any persons should disturb the meeting.

A half-dozen chairs were summoned, and the six gentlemen took their seats. The chairmen were quietly instructed to head to Leicester Field, where the gentlemen were dropped off in front of the "Standard Tavern." It was midnight, and the town had gone to bed by then, with only a few lights in the windows of the houses; but the night was bright enough for the grim purpose that brought the disputants together. All six entered that fateful square, with the chairmen standing outside the railing and guarding the gate to prevent any interruptions to the meeting.

All that happened there hath been matter of public notoriety, and is recorded, for warning to lawless men, in the annals of our country. After being engaged for not more than a couple of minutes, as Harry Esmond thought (though being occupied at the time with his own adversary's point, which was active, he may not have taken a good note of time), a cry from the chairmen without, who were smoking their pipes, and leaning over the railings of the field as they watched the dim combat within, announced that some catastrophe had happened, which caused Esmond to drop his sword and look round, at which moment his enemy wounded him in the right hand. But the young man did not heed this hurt much, and ran up to the place where he saw his dear master was down.

All that happened there has become widely known and is recorded, as a warning to lawless individuals, in the history of our country. After being engaged for just a couple of minutes, as Harry Esmond thought (though he was focused on his opponent's active point at the time, so he may not have kept track of the time well), a shout from the spectators outside, who were smoking their pipes and leaning over the railings of the field as they watched the faint struggle inside, announced that some disaster had occurred, which made Esmond drop his sword and look around, at which point his enemy injured him in the right hand. But the young man didn't pay much attention to the injury and rushed over to where he saw his beloved master was down.

My Lord Mohun was standing over him.

My Lord Mohun was standing over him.

“Are you much hurt, Frank?” he asked in a hollow voice.

“Are you really hurt, Frank?” he asked in a hollow voice.

“I believe I am a dead man,” my lord said from the ground.

“I think I’m a dead man,” my lord said from the ground.

“No, no, not so,” says the other; “and I call God to witness, Frank Esmond, that I would have asked your pardon, had you but given me a chance. In—in the first cause of our falling out, I swear that no one was to blame but me, and—and that my lady—”

“No, no, that’s not how it was,” says the other; “and I swear to God, Frank Esmond, that I would have apologized if you had just given me the opportunity. In—in the initial reason for our disagreement, I promise it was all my fault, and—and that my lady—”

“Hush!” says my poor Lord Viscount, lifting himself on his elbow and speaking faintly. “'Twas a dispute about the cards—the cursed cards. Harry my boy, are you wounded, too? God help thee! I loved thee, Harry, and thou must watch over my little Frank—and—and carry this little heart to my wife.”

“Hush!” says my poor Lord Viscount, lifting himself on his elbow and speaking weakly. “It was a fight about the cards—the cursed cards. Harry, my boy, are you hurt, too? God help you! I cared for you, Harry, and you have to look after my little Frank—and—and take this little heart to my wife.”

And here my dear lord felt in his breast for a locket he wore there, and, in the act, fell back fainting.

And here my dear lord reached for a locket he wore on his chest, and in that moment, he collapsed, fainting.

We were all at this terrified, thinking him dead; but Esmond and Colonel Westbury bade the chairmen come into the field; and so my lord was carried to one Mr. Aimes, a surgeon, in Long Acre, who kept a bath, and there the house was wakened up, and the victim of this quarrel carried in.

We were all terrified, believing he was dead; but Esmond and Colonel Westbury told the chairmen to come into the field. So, my lord was taken to a surgeon named Mr. Aimes in Long Acre, who ran a bath, and there the household was roused, and the victim of this fight was brought in.

My Lord Viscount was put to bed, and his wound looked to by the surgeon, who seemed both kind and skilful. When he had looked to my lord, he bandaged up Harry Esmond's hand (who, from loss of blood, had fainted too, in the house, and may have been some time unconscious); and when the young man came to himself, you may be sure he eagerly asked what news there were of his dear patron; on which the surgeon carried him to the room where the Lord Castlewood lay; who had already sent for a priest; and desired earnestly, they said, to speak with his kinsman. He was lying on a bed, very pale and ghastly, with that fixed, fatal look in his eyes, which betokens death; and faintly beckoning all the other persons away from him with his hand, and crying out “Only Harry Esmond,” the hand fell powerless down on the coverlet, as Harry came forward, and knelt down and kissed it.

My Lord Viscount was tucked into bed, and the surgeon, who seemed both kind and skilled, tended to his wound. After taking care of my lord, he wrapped up Harry Esmond's hand (who had fainted in the house from blood loss and might have been unconscious for a while); when the young man regained consciousness, he eagerly asked for news about his dear patron. The surgeon then brought him to the room where Lord Castlewood lay; he had already sent for a priest and urgently wanted to speak with his relative. He was lying on a bed, very pale and ghostly, with that fixed, fatal look in his eyes that signifies death. Weakly waving everyone else away with his hand, he cried out, “Only Harry Esmond.” His hand then fell lifeless onto the coverlet as Harry approached, knelt down, and kissed it.

“Thou art all but a priest, Harry,” my Lord Viscount gasped out, with a faint smile, and pressure of his cold hand. “Are they all gone? Let me make thee a death-bed confession.”

“You're just a priest, Harry,” my Lord Viscount gasped, with a faint smile and a squeeze of his cold hand. “Are they all gone? Let me make a deathbed confession to you.”

And with sacred Death waiting, as it were, at the bed-foot, as an awful witness of his words, the poor dying soul gasped out his last wishes in respect of his family;—his humble profession of contrition for his faults;—and his charity towards the world he was leaving. Some things he said concerned Harry Esmond as much as they astonished him. And my Lord Viscount, sinking visibly, was in the midst of these strange confessions, when the ecclesiastic for whom my lord had sent, Mr. Atterbury, arrived.

And with sacred Death waiting, so to speak, at the foot of the bed, as a chilling witness to his words, the poor dying soul gasped out his final wishes for his family;—his humble confession of regret for his mistakes;—and his kindness towards the world he was leaving behind. Some of the things he said shocked Harry Esmond as much as they concerned him. Just as my Lord Viscount, visibly weakening, was in the middle of these strange confessions, the priest my lord had requested, Mr. Atterbury, arrived.

This gentleman had reached to no great church dignity as yet, but was only preacher at St. Bride's, drawing all the town thither by his eloquent sermons. He was godson to my lord, who had been pupil to his father; had paid a visit to Castlewood from Oxford more than once; and it was by his advice, I think, that Harry Esmond was sent to Cambridge, rather than to Oxford, of which place Mr. Atterbury, though a distinguished member, spoke but ill.

This guy hadn’t achieved any significant position in the church yet; he was just a preacher at St. Bride's, attracting everyone in town with his powerful sermons. He was the godson of my lord, who had been his father's pupil; he had visited Castlewood from Oxford more than once; and I think it was his advice that led Harry Esmond to be sent to Cambridge instead of Oxford, a place Mr. Atterbury, despite being a prominent member, didn’t speak highly of.

Our messenger found the good priest already at his books at five o'clock in the morning, and he followed the man eagerly to the house where my poor Lord Viscount lay—Esmond watching him, and taking his dying words from his mouth.

Our messenger found the kind priest already at his books at five o'clock in the morning, and he eagerly followed the man to the house where my poor Lord Viscount was lying—Esmond watching him and taking his last words.

My lord, hearing of Mr. Atterbury's arrival, and squeezing Esmond's hand, asked to be alone with the priest; and Esmond left them there for this solemn interview. You may be sure that his own prayers and grief accompanied that dying benefactor. My lord had said to him that which confounded the young man—informed him of a secret which greatly concerned him. Indeed, after hearing it, he had had good cause for doubt and dismay; for mental anguish as well as resolution. While the colloquy between Mr. Atterbury and his dying penitent took place within, an immense contest of perplexity was agitating Lord Castlewood's young companion.

My lord, upon hearing about Mr. Atterbury's arrival and squeezing Esmond's hand, asked to be alone with the priest, so Esmond left them for this serious conversation. You can be sure that his own prayers and sorrow accompanied that dying benefactor. My lord had revealed something to him that left the young man confused—informing him of a secret that mattered a lot to him. Indeed, after learning it, he had every reason to feel doubt and distress, dealing with both mental pain and determination. While the conversation between Mr. Atterbury and his dying penitent happened inside, a huge wave of confusion was stirring in Lord Castlewood's young companion.

At the end of an hour—it may be more—Mr. Atterbury came out of the room, looking very hard at Esmond, and holding a paper.

At the end of an hour—maybe more—Mr. Atterbury came out of the room, staring intently at Esmond and holding a piece of paper.

“He is on the brink of God's awful judgment,” the priest whispered. “He has made his breast clean to me. He forgives and believes, and makes restitution. Shall it be in public? Shall we call a witness to sign it?”

“He is on the edge of God’s terrible judgment,” the priest whispered. “He has cleared his conscience with me. He forgives and believes, and makes amends. Should it be made public? Should we get a witness to sign it?”

“God knows,” sobbed out the young man, “my dearest lord has only done me kindness all his life.”

“God knows,” the young man sobbed, “my dear lord has only ever been kind to me throughout his life.”

The priest put the paper into Esmond's hand. He looked at it. It swam before his eyes.

The priest placed the paper in Esmond's hand. He stared at it. It blurred in front of his eyes.

“'Tis a confession,” he said.

"It’s a confession," he said.

“'Tis as you please,” said Mr. Atterbury.

“It's up to you,” said Mr. Atterbury.

There was a fire in the room where the cloths were drying for the baths, and there lay a heap in a corner saturated with the blood of my dear lord's body. Esmond went to the fire, and threw the paper into it. 'Twas a great chimney with glazed Dutch tiles. How we remember such trifles at such awful moments!—the scrap of the book that we have read in a great grief—the taste of that last dish that we have eaten before a duel, or some such supreme meeting or parting. On the Dutch tiles at the Bagnio was a rude picture representing Jacob in hairy gloves, cheating Isaac of Esau's birthright. The burning paper lighted it up.

There was a fire in the room where the towels were drying for the baths, and in a corner lay a pile soaked with my dear lord's blood. Esmond went to the fire and threw the paper into it. It was a big chimney with glazed Dutch tiles. It's strange how we remember such small details during such terrible moments—the scrap of a book we've read during a great sorrow—the taste of that last meal we had before a duel, or some other significant meeting or parting. On the Dutch tiles at the Bagnio was a crude image showing Jacob in hairy gloves, tricking Isaac out of Esau's birthright. The burning paper lit it up.

“'Tis only a confession, Mr. Atterbury,” said the young man. He leaned his head against the mantel-piece: a burst of tears came to his eyes. They were the first he had shed as he sat by his lord, scared by this calamity, and more yet by what the poor dying gentleman had told him, and shocked to think that he should be the agent of bringing this double misfortune on those he loved best.

“It's just a confession, Mr. Atterbury,” said the young man. He leaned his head against the mantel and tears filled his eyes. They were the first he had shed while sitting by his lord, terrified by this disaster, and even more so by what the poor dying gentleman had told him, and horrified to think that he would be the one causing this double misfortune for those he loved most.

“Let us go to him,” said Mr. Esmond. And accordingly they went into the next chamber, where by this time, the dawn had broke, which showed my lord's poor pale face and wild appealing eyes, that wore that awful fatal look of coming dissolution. The surgeon was with him. He went into the chamber as Atterbury came out thence. My Lord Viscount turned round his sick eyes towards Esmond. It choked the other to hear that rattle in his throat.

“Let’s go to him,” said Mr. Esmond. So they headed into the next room, where dawn had broken, revealing my lord's pale face and wild, pleading eyes that carried that terrible hint of impending death. The surgeon was with him. He entered the room just as Atterbury was coming out. My Lord Viscount turned his weary eyes toward Esmond. It was painful for the other to hear that rattle in his throat.

“My Lord Viscount,” says Mr. Atterbury, “Mr. Esmond wants no witnesses, and hath burned the paper.”

“My Lord Viscount,” says Mr. Atterbury, “Mr. Esmond doesn’t need any witnesses and has burned the paper.”

“My dearest master!” Esmond said, kneeling down, and taking his hand and kissing it.

“My dearest master!” Esmond said, kneeling down, taking his hand, and kissing it.

My Lord Viscount sprang up in his bed, and flung his arms round Esmond. “God bl—bless—” was all he said. The blood rushed from his mouth, deluging the young man. My dearest lord was no more. He was gone with a blessing on his lips, and love and repentance and kindness in his manly heart.

My Lord Viscount jumped up in his bed and wrapped his arms around Esmond. “God bless—” was all he could say. Blood rushed from his mouth, soaking the young man. My dear lord was gone. He left with a blessing on his lips and love, regret, and kindness in his brave heart.

“Benedicti benedicentes,” says Mr. Atterbury, and the young man, kneeling at the bedside, groaned out an “Amen.”

“Benedicti benedicentes,” says Mr. Atterbury, and the young man, kneeling at the bedside, let out an “Amen.”

“Who shall take the news to her?” was Mr. Esmond's next thought. And on this he besought Mr. Atterbury to bear the tidings to Castlewood. He could not face his mistress himself with those dreadful news. Mr. Atterbury complying kindly, Esmond writ a hasty note on his table-book to my lord's man, bidding him get the horses for Mr. Atterbury, and ride with him, and send Esmond's own valise to the Gatehouse prison, whither he resolved to go and give himself up.

“Who will deliver the news to her?” was Mr. Esmond's next thought. On this, he asked Mr. Atterbury to take the message to Castlewood. He couldn't face his mistress himself with such terrible news. Mr. Atterbury kindly agreed, and Esmond quickly wrote a note in his notebook to my lord's servant, instructing him to prepare the horses for Mr. Atterbury, ride with him, and send Esmond's own suitcase to the Gatehouse prison, where he intended to go and turn himself in.





BOOK II.

CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING TO THE ESMOND FAMILY.

CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE AND OTHER MATTERS RELATED TO THE ESMOND FAMILY.





CHAPTER I.

I AM IN PRISON, AND VISITED, BUT NOT CONSOLED THERE.

Those may imagine, who have seen death untimely strike down persons revered and beloved, and know how unavailing consolation is, what was Harry Esmond's anguish after being an actor in that ghastly midnight scene of blood and homicide. He could not, he felt, have faced his dear mistress, and told her that story. He was thankful that kind Atterbury consented to break the sad news to her; but, besides his grief, which he took into prison with him, he had that in his heart which secretly cheered and consoled him.

Those who have witnessed death take away people they admired and loved might understand the pain Harry Esmond felt after being part of that horrific midnight scene of blood and murder. He couldn't bear to face his dear mistress and share that story with her. He was grateful that kind Atterbury agreed to deliver the sad news to her; but alongside his grief, which he carried into prison with him, there was something in his heart that secretly uplifted and comforted him.

A great secret had been told to Esmond by his unhappy stricken kinsman, lying on his death-bed. Were he to disclose it, as in equity and honor he might do, the discovery would but bring greater grief upon those whom he loved best in the world, and who were sad enough already. Should he bring down shame and perplexity upon all those beings to whom he was attached by so many tender ties of affection and gratitude? degrade his father's widow? impeach and sully his father's and kinsman's honor? and for what? for a barren title, to be worn at the expense of an innocent boy, the son of his dearest benefactress. He had debated this matter in his conscience, whilst his poor lord was making his dying confession. On one side were ambition, temptation, justice even; but love, gratitude, and fidelity, pleaded on the other. And when the struggle was over in Harry's mind, a glow of righteous happiness filled it; and it was with grateful tears in his eyes that he returned thanks to God for that decision which he had been enabled to make.

A deep secret had been revealed to Esmond by his troubled relative, lying on his deathbed. If he were to share it, as he could in fairness and honor, the revelation would only bring more sadness to those he loved most in the world, who were already grieving. Should he bring shame and confusion upon all those he was connected to through so many loving ties of affection and gratitude? Would he degrade his father's widow? Damage his father's and relative's honor? And for what? For a meaningless title, to be held at the expense of an innocent boy, the son of his dearest benefactor. He wrestled with this dilemma in his conscience while his poor lord was making his last confession. On one side were ambition, temptation, and even justice; but love, gratitude, and loyalty argued on the other. And when the struggle ended in Harry's mind, a feeling of righteous happiness filled him; and with grateful tears in his eyes, he thanked God for the decision he had been able to make.

“When I was denied by my own blood,” thought he, “these dearest friends received and cherished me. When I was a nameless orphan myself, and needed a protector, I found one in yonder kind soul, who has gone to his account repenting of the innocent wrong he has done.”

“When I was rejected by my own family,” he thought, “these closest friends welcomed and cared for me. When I was a nameless orphan, in need of someone to look out for me, I found that in the kind soul over there, who has since passed away, regretting the innocent harm he caused.”

And with this consoling thought he went away to give himself up at the prison, after kissing the cold lips of his benefactor.

And with this comforting thought, he left to turn himself in at the prison, after kissing the cold lips of his benefactor.

It was on the third day after he had come to the Gatehouse prison, (where he lay in no small pain from his wound, which inflamed and ached severely,) and with those thoughts and resolutions that have been just spoke of, to depress, and yet to console him, that H. Esmond's keeper came and told him that a visitor was asking for him, and though he could not see her face, which was enveloped in a black hood, her whole figure, too, being veiled and covered with the deepest mourning, Esmond knew at once that his visitor was his dear mistress.

It was on the third day after he had arrived at the Gatehouse prison, where he lay in considerable pain from his wound, which had become inflamed and hurt intensely. With those thoughts and decisions that have just been mentioned, which both troubled and comforted him, H. Esmond's keeper came to inform him that a visitor was asking to see him. Although he couldn't see her face, as it was hidden under a black hood, and her whole figure was veiled and dressed in the deepest mourning, Esmond immediately recognized that his visitor was his beloved mistress.

He got up from his bed, where he was lying, being very weak; and advancing towards her as the retiring keeper shut the door upon him and his guest in that sad place, he put forward his left hand (for the right was wounded and bandaged), and he would have taken that kind one of his mistress, which had done so many offices of friendship for him for so many years.

He got out of bed, feeling very weak, and moved towards her as the departing caretaker closed the door behind him and his guest in that unfortunate place. He extended his left hand (since his right was hurt and wrapped up), wanting to take the kind hand of his mistress, who had been a friend to him for so many years.

But the Lady Castlewood went back from him, putting back her hood, and leaning against the great stanchioned door which the gaoler had just closed upon them. Her face was ghastly white, as Esmond saw it, looking from the hood; and her eyes, ordinarily so sweet and tender, were fixed on him with such a tragic glance of woe and anger, as caused the young man, unaccustomed to unkindness from that person, to avert his own glances from her face.

But Lady Castlewood stepped back from him, pushing her hood away and leaning against the heavy door that the jailer had just closed behind them. Her face was ghostly pale as Esmond saw it, peeking out from the hood; and her eyes, usually so sweet and gentle, were locked onto him with a look of deep sorrow and anger that made the young man, not used to harshness from her, turn his gaze away from her face.

“And this, Mr. Esmond,” she said, “is where I see you; and 'tis to this you have brought me!”

“And this, Mr. Esmond,” she said, “is where I see you; and this is what you have brought me to!”

“You have come to console me in my calamity, madam,” said he (though, in truth, he scarce knew how to address her, his emotions at beholding her so overpowered him).

“You’ve come to comfort me in my trouble, ma'am,” he said (though, in reality, he barely knew how to speak to her; his feelings at seeing her overwhelmed him).

She advanced a little, but stood silent and trembling, looking out at him from her black draperies, with her small white hands clasped together, and quivering lips and hollow eyes.

She moved a bit closer, but remained silent and shaking, gazing at him from her dark clothing, her small white hands clasped together, her lips trembling and her eyes hollow.

“Not to reproach me,” he continued after a pause. “My grief is sufficient as it is.”

“Don’t blame me,” he continued after a pause. “My pain is enough as it is.”

“Take back your hand—do not touch me with it!” she cried. “Look! there's blood on it!”

“Take your hand away—don’t touch me with it!” she shouted. “Look! There’s blood on it!”

“I wish they had taken it all,” said Esmond; “if you are unkind to me.”

“I wish they had taken everything,” Esmond said, “if you’re going to be unkind to me.”

“Where is my husband?” she broke out. “Give me back my husband, Henry. Why did you stand by at midnight and see him murdered? Why did the traitor escape who did it? You, the champion of your house, who offered to die for us! You that he loved and trusted, and to whom I confided him—you that vowed devotion and gratitude, and I believed you—yes, I believed you—why are you here, and my noble Francis gone? Why did you come among us? You have only brought us grief and sorrow; and repentance, bitter, bitter repentance, as a return for our love and kindness. Did I ever do you a wrong, Henry? You were but an orphan child when I first saw you—when HE first saw you, who was so good, and noble, and trusting. He would have had you sent away, but, like a foolish woman, I besought him to let you stay. And you pretended to love us, and we believed you—and you made our house wretched, and my husband's heart went from me: and I lost him through you—I lost him—the husband of my youth, I say. I worshipped him: you know I worshipped him—and he was changed to me. He was no more my Francis of old—my dear, dear soldier. He loved me before he saw you; and I loved him. Oh, God is my witness how I loved him! Why did he not send you from among us? 'Twas only his kindness, that could refuse me nothing then. And, young as you were—yes, and weak and alone—there was evil, I knew there was evil in keeping you. I read it in your face and eyes. I saw that they boded harm to us—and it came, I knew it would. Why did you not die when you had the small-pox—and I came myself and watched you, and you didn't know me in your delirium—and you called out for me, though I was there at your side? All that has happened since, was a just judgment on my wicked heart—my wicked jealous heart. Oh, I am punished—awfully punished! My husband lies in his blood—murdered for defending me, my kind, kind, generous lord—and you were by, and you let him die, Henry!”

“Where is my husband?” she exclaimed. “Give me back my husband, Henry. Why did you stand by at midnight and watch him get murdered? Why did the traitor who did it escape? You, the champion of your house, who offered to die for us! You who he loved and trusted, and to whom I entrusted him—you who promised devotion and gratitude, and I believed you—yes, I believed you—why are you here while my noble Francis is gone? Why did you come among us? You've only brought us grief and sorrow; and bitterness, bitter, bitter remorse, as a return for our love and kindness. Did I ever wrong you, Henry? You were just an orphan child when I first saw you—when HE first saw you, who was so good, and noble, and trusting. He would have sent you away, but, like a foolish woman, I begged him to let you stay. And you pretended to love us, and we believed you—and you made our home miserable, and my husband's heart drifted away from me: and I lost him because of you—I lost him—the husband of my youth, I say. I worshipped him: you know I worshipped him—and he became a stranger to me. He was no longer my Francis of old—my dear, dear soldier. He loved me before he met you; and I loved him. Oh, God is my witness how I loved him! Why didn’t he send you away? It was only his kindness that could refuse me nothing back then. And, young as you were—yes, and weak and alone—I knew there was evil in keeping you. I could see it in your face and eyes. I saw that they predicted harm for us—and it came, I knew it would. Why didn’t you die when you had the smallpox—and I came myself and watched over you, and you didn’t even recognize me in your delirium—and you called out for me, even though I was right there at your side? Everything that has happened since is a just punishment for my wicked heart—my wicked jealous heart. Oh, I am punished—terribly punished! My husband lies in his blood—murdered for defending me, my kind, kind, generous lord—and you were there, and you let him die, Henry!”

These words, uttered in the wildness of her grief, by one who was ordinarily quiet, and spoke seldom except with a gentle smile and a soothing tone, rung in Esmond's ear; and 'tis said that he repeated many of them in the fever into which he now fell from his wound, and perhaps from the emotion which such passionate, undeserved upbraidings caused him. It seemed as if his very sacrifices and love for this lady and her family were to turn to evil and reproach: as if his presence amongst them was indeed a cause of grief, and the continuance of his life but woe and bitterness to theirs. As the Lady Castlewood spoke bitterly, rapidly, without a tear, he never offered a word of appeal or remonstrance: but sat at the foot of his prison-bed, stricken only with the more pain at thinking it was that soft and beloved hand which should stab him so cruelly, and powerless against her fatal sorrow. Her words as she spoke struck the chords of all his memory, and the whole of his boyhood and youth passed within him; whilst this lady, so fond and gentle but yesterday—this good angel whom he had loved and worshipped—stood before him, pursuing him with keen words and aspect malign.

These words, spoken in the midst of her grief, by someone who was usually quiet and spoke rarely except with a gentle smile and a soothing tone, echoed in Esmond's ear; and it's said that he repeated many of them in the fever he fell into from his wound, and perhaps from the emotion brought on by such passionate, undeserved accusations. It felt as if his very sacrifices and love for this lady and her family were turning into something harmful and reproachful: as if his presence among them was indeed a source of sorrow, and his continued existence brought nothing but misery and bitterness to their lives. As Lady Castlewood spoke harshly, quickly, without shedding a tear, he didn't say a word in defense or protest: instead, he sat at the foot of his prison bed, feeling even more pain at the thought that it was that gentle and beloved hand which would wound him so cruelly, and he felt powerless against her deep sorrow. Her words struck all the chords of his memory, and his whole childhood and youth played out within him; while this lady, who had been so affectionate and gentle just yesterday—this good angel he had loved and revered—now stood before him, attacking him with sharp words and a cruel demeanor.

“I wish I were in my lord's place,” he groaned out. “It was not my fault that I was not there, madam. But Fate is stronger than all of us, and willed what has come to pass. It had been better for me to have died when I had the illness.”

“I wish I were in my lord's position,” he groaned. “It wasn’t my fault that I wasn’t there, ma’am. But Fate is stronger than any of us and made things turn out this way. It would have been better for me to have died when I was sick.”

“Yes, Henry,” said she—and as she spoke she looked at him with a glance that was at once so fond and so sad, that the young man, tossing up his arms, wildly fell back, hiding his head in the coverlet of the bed. As he turned he struck against the wall with his wounded hand, displacing the ligature; and he felt the blood rushing again from the wound. He remembered feeling a secret pleasure at the accident—and thinking, “Suppose I were to end now, who would grieve for me?”

“Yes, Henry,” she said—and as she spoke, she looked at him with a glance that was both loving and sorrowful, causing the young man to throw up his arms and fall back wildly, hiding his head in the bedspread. As he turned, he hit the wall with his injured hand, loosening the bandage, and he felt the blood start flowing from the wound again. He recalled feeling a strange sense of satisfaction at the accident—and thought, “What if I were to end it now, who would actually care?”

This hemorrhage, or the grief and despair in which the luckless young man was at the time of the accident, must have brought on a deliquium presently; for he had scarce any recollection afterwards, save of some one, his mistress probably, seizing his hand—and then of the buzzing noise in his ears as he awoke, with two or three persons of the prison around his bed, whereon he lay in a pool of blood from his arm.

This bleeding, or the grief and despair that the unfortunate young man was feeling at the time of the accident, must have led to a fainting spell soon after; because he hardly remembered anything afterward, except for someone, probably his girlfriend, grabbing his hand—and then the buzzing noise in his ears when he woke up to find two or three people from the prison around his bed, where he was lying in a pool of blood from his arm.

It was now bandaged up again by the prison surgeon, who happened to be in the place; and the governor's wife and servant, kind people both, were with the patient. Esmond saw his mistress still in the room when he awoke from his trance; but she went away without a word; though the governor's wife told him that she sat in her room for some time afterward, and did not leave the prison until she heard that Esmond was likely to do well.

It was now bandaged up again by the prison doctor, who happened to be there; and the governor's wife and a servant, both kind people, were with the patient. Esmond saw his mistress still in the room when he woke up from his daze; but she left without saying anything; although the governor's wife told him that she sat in her room for a while afterward and didn't leave the prison until she heard that Esmond was likely to be okay.

Days afterwards, when Esmond was brought out of a fever which he had, and which attacked him that night pretty sharply, the honest keeper's wife brought her patient a handkerchief fresh washed and ironed, and at the corner of which he recognized his mistress's well-known cipher and viscountess's crown. “The lady had bound it round his arm when he fainted, and before she called for help,” the keeper's wife said. “Poor lady! she took on sadly about her husband. He has been buried to-day, and a many of the coaches of the nobility went with him—my Lord Marlborough's and my Lord Sunderland's, and many of the officers of the Guards, in which he served in the old King's time; and my lady has been with her two children to the King at Kensington, and asked for justice against my Lord Mohun, who is in hiding, and my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland, who is ready to give himself up and take his trial.”

Days later, when Esmond came out of a fever he had caught that night, the honest keeper's wife brought him a freshly washed and ironed handkerchief, and at the corner, he recognized his mistress's familiar initials and the viscountess's crown. “The lady wrapped it around your arm when you fainted and called for help,” the keeper's wife said. “Poor lady! She was very upset about her husband. He was buried today, and many noble coaches followed—My Lord Marlborough’s and My Lord Sunderland’s, along with many officers from the Guards, where he served during the old King’s reign. My lady has taken her two children to see the King at Kensington and has asked for justice against My Lord Mohun, who is on the run, and My Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland, who is ready to surrender and stand trial.”

Such were the news, coupled with assertions about her own honesty and that of Molly her maid, who would never have stolen a certain trumpery gold sleeve-button of Mr. Esmond's that was missing after his fainting fit, that the keeper's wife brought to her lodger. His thoughts followed to that untimely grave, the brave heart, the kind friend, the gallant gentleman, honest of word and generous of thought, (if feeble of purpose, but are his betters much stronger than he?) who had given him bread and shelter when he had none; home and love when he needed them; and who, if he had kept one vital secret from him, had done that of which he repented ere dying—a wrong indeed, but one followed by remorse, and occasioned by almost irresistible temptation.

Such was the news, along with claims about her own honesty and that of her maid Molly, who would never have stolen a cheap gold sleeve-button of Mr. Esmond's that went missing after his fainting spell, that the keeper's wife brought to her lodger. His thoughts turned to that untimely grave, the brave heart, the kind friend, the gallant gentleman, honest in word and generous in thought (even if weak in purpose, but are his betters much stronger than he?) who had given him food and shelter when he had none; home and love when he needed them; and who, if he had kept one vital secret from him, had done so with regret before dying—a real wrong, but one followed by remorse and caused by almost irresistible temptation.

Esmond took his handkerchief when his nurse left him, and very likely kissed it, and looked at the bauble embroidered in the corner. “It has cost thee grief enough,” he thought, “dear lady, so loving and so tender. Shall I take it from thee and thy children? No, never! Keep it, and wear it, my little Frank, my pretty boy. If I cannot make a name for myself, I can die without one. Some day, when my dear mistress sees my heart, I shall be righted; or if not here or now, why, elsewhere; where Honor doth not follow us, but where Love reigns perpetual.”

Esmond took his handkerchief when his nurse left him and probably kissed it, looking at the little ornament embroidered in the corner. “It's caused you enough sorrow,” he thought, “dear lady, so loving and so tender. Should I take it from you and your children? No, never! Keep it and wear it, my little Frank, my sweet boy. If I can't make a name for myself, I can die without one. Someday, when my dear mistress sees my heart, I will be vindicated; or if not here and now, then somewhere else, where Honor doesn't follow us, but where Love reigns forever.”

'Tis needless to relate here, as the reports of the lawyers already have chronicled them, the particulars or issue of that trial which ensued upon my Lord Castlewood's melancholy homicide. Of the two lords engaged in that sad matter, the second, my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland, who had been engaged with Colonel Westbury, and wounded by him, was found not guilty by his peers, before whom he was tried (under the presidence of the Lord Steward, Lord Somers); and the principal, the Lord Mohun, being found guilty of the manslaughter, (which, indeed, was forced upon him, and of which he repented most sincerely,) pleaded his clergy, and so was discharged without any penalty. The widow of the slain nobleman, as it was told us in prison, showed an extraordinary spirit; and, though she had to wait for ten years before her son was old enough to compass it, declared she would have revenge of her husband's murderer. So much and suddenly had grief, anger, and misfortune appeared to change her. But fortune, good or ill, as I take it, does not change men and women. It but develops their characters. As there are a thousand thoughts lying within a man that he does not know till he takes up the pen to write, so the heart is a secret even to him (or her) who has it in his own breast. Who hath not found himself surprised into revenge, or action, or passion, for good or evil, whereof the seeds lay within him, latent and unsuspected, until the occasion called them forth? With the death of her lord, a change seemed to come over the whole conduct and mind of Lady Castlewood; but of this we shall speak in the right season and anon.

It's unnecessary to recount here, as the lawyers’ reports have already covered them, the details or outcome of the trial that followed the tragic death of Lord Castlewood. Of the two lords involved in this unfortunate incident, the second, the Earl of Warwick and Holland, who had been in conflict with Colonel Westbury and was wounded by him, was found not guilty by his peers during the trial (presided over by the Lord Steward, Lord Somers). The principal, Lord Mohun, was found guilty of manslaughter, which he deeply regretted and claimed he had no choice in. He pleaded his clergy and was released without any punishment. The widow of the slain nobleman, as we learned in prison, displayed extraordinary strength and declared, even though she had to wait ten years for her son to be old enough, that she would seek revenge on her husband’s killer. Grief, anger, and misfortune seemed to transform her so suddenly. But I believe fortune, whether good or bad, doesn’t change people; it only reveals their true nature. Just as there are countless thoughts within a person that remain hidden until they pick up a pen to write, the heart can be a mystery even to the person who carries it. Who hasn’t found themselves unexpectedly propelled into revenge, action, or emotion, for better or worse, with feelings that lay dormant and unnoticed until the right moment brought them to light? With her husband's death, it seemed as if Lady Castlewood’s entire demeanor and mindset changed; however, we will discuss this in due time.

The lords being tried then before their peers at Westminster, according to their privilege, being brought from the Tower with state processions and barges, and accompanied by lieutenants and axe-men, the commoners engaged in that melancholy fray took their trial at Newgate, as became them; and, being all found guilty, pleaded likewise their benefit of clergy. The sentence, as we all know in these cases, is, that the culprit lies a year in prison, or during the King's pleasure, and is burned in the hand, or only stamped with a cold iron; or this part of the punishment is altogether remitted at the grace of the Sovereign. So Harry Esmond found himself a criminal and a prisoner at two-and-twenty years old; as for the two colonels, his comrades, they took the matter very lightly. Duelling was a part of their business; and they could not in honor refuse any invitations of that sort.

The lords were then tried before their peers at Westminster, as is their privilege, brought from the Tower in grand processions and boats, and accompanied by guards and executioners. The commoners involved in that sad conflict faced their trial at Newgate, as was expected; and, once found guilty, they also claimed their benefit of clergy. The sentence, as we all know in these cases, is that the offender spends a year in prison, or until the King's discretion, and is branded on the hand, or just marked with a hot iron; or this part of the punishment can be completely waived at the Sovereign's mercy. So Harry Esmond found himself a criminal and a prisoner at just twenty-two years old; as for the two colonels, his friends, they took the situation very lightly. Duelling was part of their business; they couldn't, in good conscience, refuse any invitations of that nature.

But the case was different with Mr. Esmond. His life was changed by that stroke of the sword which destroyed his kind patron's. As he lay in prison, old Dr. Tusher fell ill and died; and Lady Castlewood appointed Thomas Tusher to the vacant living; about the filling of which she had a thousand times fondly talked to Harry Esmond: how they never should part; how he should educate her boy; how to be a country clergyman, like saintly George Herbert or pious Dr. Ken, was the happiest and greatest lot in life; how (if he were obstinately bent on it, though, for her part, she owned rather to holding Queen Bess's opinion, that a bishop should have no wife, and if not a bishop why a clergyman?) she would find a good wife for Harry Esmond: and so on, with a hundred pretty prospects told by fireside evenings, in fond prattle, as the children played about the hall. All these plans were overthrown now. Thomas Tusher wrote to Esmond, as he lay in prison, announcing that his patroness had conferred upon him the living his reverend father had held for many years; that she never, after the tragical events which had occurred (whereof Tom spoke with a very edifying horror), could see in the revered Tusher's pulpit, or at her son's table, the man who was answerable for the father's life; that her ladyship bade him to say that she prayed for her kinsman's repentance and his worldly happiness; that he was free to command her aid for any scheme of life which he might propose to himself; but that on this side of the grave she would see him no more. And Tusher, for his own part, added that Harry should have his prayers as a friend of his youth, and commended him whilst he was in prison to read certain works of theology, which his Reverence pronounced to be very wholesome for sinners in his lamentable condition.

But Mr. Esmond's situation was different. His life changed with the blow of the sword that ended his kind patron's. As he lay in prison, old Dr. Tusher fell ill and passed away; and Lady Castlewood appointed Thomas Tusher to the open position, which she had often discussed lovingly with Harry Esmond: how they would never be apart; how he would educate her son; how being a country clergyman, like the saintly George Herbert or the pious Dr. Ken, was the happiest and greatest calling in life; and how (if he was determined to pursue it, though she personally preferred Queen Bess's view that a bishop should be unmarried, and if not a bishop, then why a clergyman?) she would find a good wife for Harry Esmond. These sweet dreams shared during cozy fireside evenings, while the children played around the hall, were now shattered. Thomas Tusher wrote to Esmond, while he was in prison, informing him that his patroness had granted him the living that his reverend father held for many years; that she could never again, after the tragic events that had occurred (which Tom described with great dismay), see in the revered Tusher's pulpit, or at her son's table, the man responsible for his father's death; that her ladyship asked him to convey her prayers for her kinsman's repentance and worldly happiness; that he was free to seek her support for any plans he might have for his future; but that she would not see him again in this life. Tusher, for his part, added that Harry would have his prayers as a friend from his youth, and urged him while in prison to read certain works of theology, which he deemed very beneficial for sinners in his unfortunate situation.

And this was the return for a life of devotion—this the end of years of affectionate intercourse and passionate fidelity! Harry would have died for his patron, and was held as little better than his murderer: he had sacrificed, she did not know how much, for his mistress, and she threw him aside; he had endowed her family with all they had, and she talked about giving him alms as to a menial! The grief for his patron's loss; the pains of his own present position, and doubts as to the future: all these were forgotten under the sense of the consummate outrage which he had to endure, and overpowered by the superior pang of that torture.

And this was the reward for a life of dedication—this the outcome of years of caring interaction and passionate loyalty! Harry would have died for his patron, and was viewed as hardly better than his killer: he had sacrificed, she didn't know how much, for his mistress, and she dismissed him; he had given her family everything they had, and she spoke about giving him charity like he was a servant! The sorrow for his patron's loss; the pain of his current situation, and uncertainty about the future: all these were forgotten under the weight of the complete betrayal he had to face, overwhelmed by the deeper pain of that torment.

He writ back a letter to Mr. Tusher from his prison, congratulating his Reverence upon his appointment to the living of Castlewood: sarcastically bidding him to follow in the footsteps of his admirable father, whose gown had descended upon him; thanking her ladyship for her offer of alms, which he said he should trust not to need; and beseeching her to remember that, if ever her determination should change towards him, he would be ready to give her proofs of a fidelity which had never wavered, and which ought never to have been questioned by that house. “And if we meet no more, or only as strangers in this world,” Mr. Esmond concluded, “a sentence against the cruelty and injustice of which I disdain to appeal; hereafter she will know who was faithful to her, and whether she had any cause to suspect the love and devotion of her kinsman and servant.”

He wrote back a letter to Mr. Tusher from his prison, congratulating him on his appointment to the position at Castlewood: sarcastically urging him to follow in the footsteps of his admirable father, from whom the position had been passed down; thanking her ladyship for her offer of help, which he said he hoped not to need; and asking her to remember that, if she ever changed her mind about him, he would be ready to prove his loyalty, which had never wavered and should never have been questioned by that family. “And if we meet no more, or only as strangers in this world,” Mr. Esmond concluded, “a sentence against the cruelty and injustice of which I refuse to appeal; in the future, she will know who was faithful to her, and whether she had any reason to doubt the love and devotion of her relative and servant.”

After the sending of this letter, the poor young fellow's mind was more at ease than it had been previously. The blow had been struck, and he had borne it. His cruel goddess had shaken her wings and fled: and left him alone and friendless, but virtute sua. And he had to bear him up, at once the sense of his right and the feeling of his wrongs, his honor and his misfortune. As I have seen men waking and running to arms at a sudden trumpet, before emergency a manly heart leaps up resolute; meets the threatening danger with undaunted countenance; and, whether conquered or conquering, faces it always. Ah! no man knows his strength or his weakness, till occasion proves them. If there be some thoughts and actions of his life from the memory of which a man shrinks with shame, sure there are some which he may be proud to own and remember; forgiven injuries, conquered temptations (now and then) and difficulties vanquished by endurance.

After sending this letter, the young man felt more at ease than before. The blow had been dealt, and he had handled it. His cruel goddess had flapped her wings and left: he was alone and friendless, but with his own strength. He had to cope with both the awareness of his rights and the weight of his wrongs, his honor and his misfortune. Just as I've seen men wake up and rush to arms at the sound of a sudden trumpet, in an emergency a brave heart rises up, ready to face the looming danger with courage; whether he ends up defeated or victorious, he always confronts it. Ah! No one truly knows their strength or weakness until the moment calls for it. While there may be some memories of his life that make a man cringe with shame, surely there are others that he can be proud of and cherish; forgiven wrongs, temptations overcome now and then, and challenges conquered through perseverance.

It was these thoughts regarding the living, far more than any great poignancy of grief respecting the dead, which affected Harry Esmond whilst in prison after his trial: but it may be imagined that he could take no comrade of misfortune into the confidence of his feelings, and they thought it was remorse and sorrow for his patron's loss which affected the young man, in error of which opinion he chose to leave them. As a companion he was so moody and silent that the two officers, his fellow-sufferers, left him to himself mostly, liked little very likely what they knew of him, consoled themselves with dice, cards, and the bottle, and whiled away their own captivity in their own way. It seemed to Esmond as if he lived years in that prison: and was changed and aged when he came out of it. At certain periods of life we live years of emotion in a few weeks—and look back on those times, as on great gaps between the old life and the new. You do not know how much you suffer in those critical maladies of the heart, until the disease is over and you look back on it afterwards. During the time, the suffering is at least sufferable. The day passes in more or less of pain, and the night wears away somehow. 'Tis only in after days that we see what the danger has been—as a man out a-hunting or riding for his life looks at a leap, and wonders how he should have survived the taking of it. O dark months of grief and rage! of wrong and cruel endurance! He is old now who recalls you. Long ago he has forgiven and blest the soft hand that wounded him: but the mark is there, and the wound is cicatrized only—no time, tears, caresses, or repentance, can obliterate the scar. We are indocile to put up with grief, however. Reficimus rates quassas: we tempt the ocean again and again, and try upon new ventures. Esmond thought of his early time as a novitiate, and of this past trial as an initiation before entering into life—as our young Indians undergo tortures silently before they pass to the rank of warriors in the tribe.

It was these thoughts about the living, much more than any strong grief over the dead, that affected Harry Esmond while he was in prison after his trial. But one can imagine he couldn't share his true feelings with any fellow sufferer, and they mistakenly believed that it was remorse and sorrow for his patron's loss that troubled the young man, a misconception he chose to let stand. As a companion, he was so moody and quiet that the two officers, his fellow captives, mostly kept to themselves, likely not liking what they knew of him. They consoled themselves with dice, cards, and alcohol, passing the time in their own way. Esmond felt as if he lived years in that prison and was changed and aged when he got out. At certain points in life, we experience years of emotion in just a few weeks—and we look back on those times as significant breaks between the old life and the new. You don’t realize how much you’re suffering in those critical heartaches until the crisis is over and you look back on it. During that time, the pain is at least bearable. The days pass with varying levels of discomfort, and the nights somehow wear on. It’s only later that we see what the danger really was—like a person who has gone hunting or riding for their life looks at a jump and wonders how they survived it. Oh, those dark months of grief and rage! Of wrongs and cruel endurance! The person who remembers you is now old. Long ago, he forgave and blessed the gentle hand that hurt him: but the mark remains, and the wound is only scarred—no amount of time, tears, affection, or remorse can erase the scar. Yet we stubbornly endure grief. We repair shattered things: we tempt the ocean again and again, embarking on new ventures. Esmond thought of his early days as a novice and this past ordeal as an initiation before entering life—much like our young Native Americans silently undergo tortures before they become warriors in their tribe.

The officers, meanwhile, who were not let into the secret of the grief which was gnawing at the side of their silent young friend, and being accustomed to such transactions, in which one comrade or another was daily paying the forfeit of the sword, did not, of course, bemoan themselves very inconsolably about the fate of their late companion in arms. This one told stories of former adventures of love, or war, or pleasure, in which poor Frank Esmond had been engaged; t'other recollected how a constable had been bilked, or a tavern-bully beaten: whilst my lord's poor widow was sitting at his tomb worshipping him as an actual saint and spotless hero—so the visitors said who had news of Lady Castlewood; and Westbury and Macartney had pretty nearly had all the town to come and see them.

The officers, meanwhile, who weren’t let in on the secret of the pain that was eating away at their silent young friend, and who were used to such situations where one comrade or another was facing the consequences of battle, didn’t really mourn the loss of their fallen companion too deeply. One officer shared tales of past adventures in love, war, or enjoyment that poor Frank Esmond had experienced; another recalled how a cop had been tricked or a pub bully had been beaten up. Meanwhile, the widow of my lord was by his grave, honoring him as a true saint and a hero—so the visitors claimed who had news about Lady Castlewood; and Westbury and Macartney had nearly everyone in town coming to see them.

The duel, its fatal termination, the trial of the two peers and the three commoners concerned, had caused the greatest excitement in the town. The prints and News Letters were full of them. The three gentlemen in Newgate were almost as much crowded as the bishops in the Tower, or a highwayman before execution. We were allowed to live in the Governor's house, as hath been said, both before trial and after condemnation, waiting the King's pleasure; nor was the real cause of the fatal quarrel known, so closely had my lord and the two other persons who knew it kept the secret, but every one imagined that the origin of the meeting was a gambling dispute. Except fresh air, the prisoners had, upon payment, most things they could desire. Interest was made that they should not mix with the vulgar convicts, whose ribald choruses and loud laughter and curses could be heard from their own part of the prison, where they and the miserable debtors were confined pell-mell.

The duel, its deadly outcome, the trial of the two nobles and the three commoners involved, created a huge stir in the town. The newspapers and newsletters were filled with the details. The three men in Newgate were nearly as popular as the bishops in the Tower or a highwayman awaiting execution. We were allowed to stay in the Governor's house, as previously mentioned, both before the trial and after the verdict, waiting for the King's decision; however, the true reason behind the deadly quarrel was not known, as my lord and the other two individuals who knew it kept it closely guarded. Still, everyone guessed that the cause of the meeting was a gambling dispute. Besides fresh air, the prisoners had access to most things they wanted, for a price. Efforts were made to ensure they didn't mix with the common convicts, whose crude songs, loud laughter, and curses could be heard from their section of the prison, where they were all jumbled together with the unfortunate debtors.





CHAPTER II.

I COME TO THE END OF MY CAPTIVITY, BUT NOT OF MY TROUBLE.

Among the company which came to visit the two officers was an old acquaintance of Harry Esmond; that gentleman of the Guards, namely, who had been so kind to Harry when Captain Westbury's troop had been quartered at Castlewood more than seven years before. Dick the Scholar was no longer Dick the Trooper now, but Captain Steele of Lucas's Fusiliers, and secretary to my Lord Cutts, that famous officer of King William's, the bravest and most beloved man of the English army. The two jolly prisoners had been drinking with a party of friends (for our cellar and that of the keepers of Newgate, too, were supplied with endless hampers of Burgundy and Champagne that the friends of the Colonels sent in); and Harry, having no wish for their drink or their conversation, being too feeble in health for the one and too sad in spirits for the other, was sitting apart in his little room, reading such books as he had, one evening, when honest Colonel Westbury, flushed with liquor, and always good-humored in and out of his cups, came laughing into Harry's closet and said, “Ho, young Killjoy! here's a friend come to see thee; he'll pray with thee, or he'll drink with thee; or he'll drink and pray turn about. Dick, my Christian hero, here's the little scholar of Castlewood.”

Among the visitors to see the two officers was an old friend of Harry Esmond’s, the gentleman from the Guards who had been kind to Harry when Captain Westbury's troop was stationed at Castlewood more than seven years ago. Dick the Scholar was no longer just Dick the Trooper; he had become Captain Steele of Lucas's Fusiliers and secretary to my Lord Cutts, the famous officer from King William's time, who was the bravest and most beloved man in the English army. The two cheerful prisoners had been drinking with a group of friends (since both our cellar and that of the Newgate keepers received endless supplies of Burgundy and Champagne sent by the Colonels’ friends); and Harry, having no interest in their drinks or their conversation, feeling too weak for one and too downcast for the other, was sitting alone in his small room that evening, reading whatever books he had. Suddenly, honest Colonel Westbury, a bit tipsy and always in a good mood whether sober or not, burst into Harry’s room laughing and said, “Hey, young Killjoy! Here’s a friend come to see you; he’ll pray with you, or he’ll drink with you; or he’ll drink and pray alternately. Dick, my Christian hero, here’s the little scholar of Castlewood.”

Dick came up and kissed Esmond on both cheeks, imparting a strong perfume of burnt sack along with his caress to the young man.

Dick approached and kissed Esmond on both cheeks, leaving a strong scent of burnt sack with his affectionate greeting to the young man.

“What! is this the little man that used to talk Latin and fetch our bowls? How tall thou art grown! I protest I should have known thee anywhere. And so you have turned ruffian and fighter; and wanted to measure swords with Mohun, did you? I protest that Mohun said at the Guard dinner yesterday, where there was a pretty company of us, that the young fellow wanted to fight him, and was the better man of the two.”

“What! Is this the little guy who used to speak Latin and get our bowls? Wow, you’ve grown so tall! I swear I would have recognized you anywhere. And so you’ve become a tough guy and a fighter; you wanted to duel with Mohun, did you? I swear that Mohun said at the Guard dinner yesterday, where we had a nice group of us, that the young guy wanted to fight him, and that he was the better man of the two.”

“I wish we could have tried and proved it, Mr. Steele,” says Esmond, thinking of his dead benefactor, and his eyes filling with tears.

“I wish we could have tried and proven it, Mr. Steele,” Esmond says, thinking of his deceased benefactor, as tears fill his eyes.

With the exception of that one cruel letter which he had from his mistress, Mr. Esmond heard nothing from her, and she seemed determined to execute her resolve of parting from him and disowning him. But he had news of her, such as it was, which Mr. Steele assiduously brought him from the Prince's and Princess's Court, where our honest Captain had been advanced to the post of gentleman waiter. When off duty there, Captain Dick often came to console his friends in captivity; a good nature and a friendly disposition towards all who were in ill-fortune no doubt prompting him to make his visits, and good-fellowship and good wine to prolong them.

Aside from that one harsh letter he received from his mistress, Mr. Esmond heard nothing from her, and she seemed set on cutting ties with him and claiming she no longer knew him. However, he did get updates about her, however limited, thanks to Mr. Steele, who diligently brought him news from the Prince's and Princess's Court, where our honest Captain had been promoted to the position of gentleman waiter. When he was off duty, Captain Dick often visited to comfort his friends in captivity; his kind nature and friendly attitude toward those in tough situations likely motivated his visits, and a sense of camaraderie along with good wine encouraged him to stay longer.

“Faith,” says Westbury, “the little scholar was the first to begin the quarrel—I mind me of it now—at Lockit's. I always hated that fellow Mohun. What was the real cause, of the quarrel betwixt him and poor Frank? I would wager 'twas a woman.”

“Faith,” says Westbury, “that little scholar was the first to start the argument—I remember it well—at Lockit's. I’ve always disliked that guy Mohun. What was the actual reason for the fight between him and poor Frank? I bet it was about a woman.”

“'Twas a quarrel about play—on my word, about play,” Harry said. “My poor lord lost great sums to his guest at Castlewood. Angry words passed between them; and, though Lord Castlewood was the kindest and most pliable soul alive, his spirit was very high; and hence that meeting which has brought us all here,” says Mr. Esmond, resolved never to acknowledge that there had ever been any other cause but cards for the duel.

“It's a fight over a game—seriously, a game,” Harry said. “My poor lord lost a lot of money to his guest at Castlewood. They exchanged angry words; and even though Lord Castlewood was the kindest and most easygoing person around, he had a lot of pride; and that's why that meeting happened, which has brought us all here,” says Mr. Esmond, determined never to admit that there was any reason for the duel other than cards.

“I do not like to use bad words of a nobleman,” says Westbury; “but if my Lord Mohun were a commoner, I would say, 'twas a pity he was not hanged. He was familiar with dice and women at a time other boys are at school being birched; he was as wicked as the oldest rake, years ere he had done growing; and handled a sword and a foil, and a bloody one, too, before he ever used a razor. He held poor Will Mountford in talk that night, when bloody Dick Hill ran him through. He will come to a bad end, will that young lord; and no end is bad enough for him,” says honest Mr. Westbury: whose prophecy was fulfilled twelve years after, upon that fatal day when Mohun fell, dragging down one of the bravest and greatest gentlemen in England in his fall.

“I don’t like to use harsh words about a nobleman,” says Westbury; “but if my Lord Mohun were just an ordinary guy, I’d say it’s a shame he wasn’t hanged. He was into dice and women when other boys were at school getting punished; he was as corrupt as the oldest debauchee years before he’d even finished growing up; and he wielded a sword and a foil, and a bloody one at that, before he ever used a razor. He kept poor Will Mountford talking that night when bloody Dick Hill stabbed him. That young lord is headed for a bad end; and there’s no end bad enough for him,” says honest Mr. Westbury: whose prediction came true twelve years later, on that tragic day when Mohun fell, taking down one of the bravest and greatest gentlemen in England with him.

From Mr. Steele, then, who brought the public rumor, as well as his own private intelligence, Esmond learned the movements of his unfortunate mistress. Steele's heart was of very inflammable composition; and the gentleman usher spoke in terms of boundless admiration both of the widow (that most beautiful woman, as he said) and of her daughter, who, in the Captain's eyes, was a still greater paragon. If the pale widow, whom Captain Richard, in his poetic rapture compared to a Niobe in tears—to a Sigismunda—to a weeping Belvidera, was an object the most lovely and pathetic which his eyes had ever beheld, or for which his heart had melted, even her ripened perfections and beauty were as nothing compared to the promise of that extreme loveliness which the good Captain saw in her daughter. It was matre pulcra filia pulcrior. Steele composed sonnets whilst he was on duty in his Prince's ante-chamber, to the maternal and filial charms. He would speak for hours about them to Harry Esmond; and, indeed, he could have chosen few subjects more likely to interest the unhappy young man, whose heart was now as always devoted to these ladies; and who was thankful to all who loved them, or praised them, or wished them well.

From Mr. Steele, who shared both public gossip and his own insider knowledge, Esmond learned about the recent happenings involving his unfortunate mistress. Steele had a very impressionable heart, and he spoke endlessly with admiration for both the widow (the most beautiful woman, as he described her) and her daughter, who, in the Captain's eyes, was even more remarkable. If the pale widow, whom Captain Richard poetically compared to a crying Niobe—a Sigismunda—a weeping Belvidera—was the most lovely and heart-wrenching sight he had ever seen, then her mature beauty was nothing compared to the extreme loveliness he envisioned in her daughter. It was matre pulcra filia pulcrior. While on duty in his Prince's waiting room, Steele wrote sonnets praising the charms of mother and daughter. He could talk for hours about them to Harry Esmond; and, in truth, there were few topics more likely to interest the unfortunate young man, whose heart was forever devoted to these ladies and who was grateful to anyone who loved, praised, or wished them well.

Not that his fidelity was recompensed by any answering kindness, or show of relenting even, on the part of a mistress obdurate now after ten years of love and benefactions. The poor young man getting no answer, save Tusher's, to that letter which he had written, and being too proud to write more, opened a part of his heart to Steele, than whom no man, when unhappy, could find a kinder hearer, or more friendly emissary; described (in words which were no doubt pathetic, for they came imo pectore, and caused honest Dick to weep plentifully) his youth, his constancy, his fond devotion to that household which had reared him; his affection, how earned, and how tenderly requited until but yesterday, and (as far as he might) the circumstances and causes for which that sad quarrel had made of Esmond a prisoner under sentence, a widow and orphans of those whom in life he held dearest. In terms that might well move a harder-hearted man than young Esmond's confidant—for, indeed, the speaker's own heart was half broke as he uttered them—he described a part of what had taken place in that only sad interview which his mistress had granted him; how she had left him with anger and almost imprecation, whose words and thoughts until then had been only blessing and kindness; how she had accused him of the guilt of that blood, in exchange for which he would cheerfully have sacrificed his own (indeed, in this the Lord Mohun, the Lord Warwick, and all the gentlemen engaged, as well as the common rumor out of doors—Steele told him—bore out the luckless young man); and with all his heart, and tears, he besought Mr. Steele to inform his mistress of her kinsman's unhappiness, and to deprecate that cruel anger she showed him. Half frantic with grief at the injustice done him, and contrasting it with a thousand soft recollections of love and confidence gone by, that made his present misery inexpressibly more bitter, the poor wretch passed many a lonely day and wakeful night in a kind of powerless despair and rage against his iniquitous fortune. It was the softest hand that struck him, the gentlest and most compassionate nature that persecuted him. “I would as lief,” he said, “have pleaded guilty to the murder, and have suffered for it like any other felon, as have to endure the torture to which my mistress subjects me.”

Not that his loyalty was rewarded with any kindness or signs of softening from a mistress who had become hard after ten years of love and generosity. The poor young man, receiving no response except from Tusher regarding the letter he had written, and being too proud to write again, opened up a part of his heart to Steele, who was the kindest listener and friend a person could have when feeling down. He shared (in words undoubtedly heartfelt, since they came straight from the heart and moved honest Dick to tears) about his youth, his unwavering commitment, and his deep devotion to the household that raised him; he spoke of his affection, how he earned it, and how tenderly it was returned until just yesterday, and (as far as he could) the circumstances and reasons behind the sad quarrel that had left Esmond a prisoner in his own life, a widower, and the guardian of those he cherished most. In words that could have touched even the hardest of hearts—indeed, the speaker’s own heart was breaking as he spoke—he recounted part of what had happened during that only sorrowful meeting his mistress had granted him; how she had left him in anger and near curses, after she had only ever given him blessings and kindness; how she had accused him of being responsible for that bloodshed, for which he would gladly have sacrificed his own (in fact, Lord Mohun, Lord Warwick, and all the other gentlemen involved, along with the public rumor—Steele told him—supported the unfortunate young man's case); and with all his heart, and tears streaming down, he begged Mr. Steele to tell his mistress about her relative's misery and to plead with her to soften the cruel anger she showed him. Half-crazed with sorrow over the injustice he faced, and overwhelmed by a thousand sweet memories of love and trust that made his current misery feel unbearably sharper, the poor soul spent many lonely days and sleepless nights in a state of helpless despair and fury at his cruel fate. It was the gentlest hand that struck him, the softest and most compassionate nature that tormented him. “I would rather,” he said, “have pleaded guilty to murder and suffer like any other criminal than endure the torment my mistress puts me through.”

Although the recital of Esmond's story, and his passionate appeals and remonstrances, drew so many tears from Dick who heard them, they had no effect upon the person whom they were designed to move. Esmond's ambassador came back from the mission with which the poor young gentleman had charged him, with a sad blank face and a shake of the head, which told that there was no hope for the prisoner; and scarce a wretched culprit in that prison of Newgate ordered for execution, and trembling for a reprieve, felt more cast down than Mr. Esmond, innocent and condemned.

Although the telling of Esmond's story, along with his heartfelt pleas and protests, brought many tears to Dick, who listened to them, they had no impact on the person they were meant to persuade. Esmond's messenger returned from the mission that the young man had entrusted him with, wearing a sorrowful expression and shaking his head, signaling that there was no hope for the prisoner; and hardly any wretched criminal in that prison of Newgate facing execution and fearing a postponement felt more defeated than Mr. Esmond, who was both innocent and condemned.

As had been arranged between the prisoner and his counsel in their consultations, Mr. Steele had gone to the dowager's house in Chelsey, where it has been said the widow and her orphans were, had seen my Lady Viscountess, and pleaded the cause of her unfortunate kinsman. “And I think I spoke well, my poor boy,” says Mr. Steele; “for who would not speak well in such a cause, and before so beautiful a judge? I did not see the lovely Beatrix (sure her famous namesake of Florence was never half so beautiful), only the young Viscount was in the room with the Lord Churchill, my Lord of Marlborough's eldest son. But these young gentlemen went off to the garden; I could see them from the window tilting at each other with poles in a mimic tournament (grief touches the young but lightly, and I remember that I beat a drum at the coffin of my own father). My Lady Viscountess looked out at the two boys at their game and said—'You see, sir, children are taught to use weapons of death as toys, and to make a sport of murder;' and as she spoke she looked so lovely, and stood there in herself so sad and beautiful, an instance of that doctrine whereof I am a humble preacher, that had I not dedicated my little volume of the 'Christian Hero'—(I perceive, Harry, thou hast not cut the leaves of it. The sermon is good, believe me, though the preacher's life may not answer it)—I say, hadn't I dedicated the volume to Lord Cutts, I would have asked permission to place her ladyship's name on the first page. I think I never saw such a beautiful violet as that of her eyes, Harry. Her complexion is of the pink of the blush-rose, she hath an exquisite turned wrist and dimpled hand, and I make no doubt—”

As agreed upon between the prisoner and his lawyer during their discussions, Mr. Steele visited the dowager's house in Chelsea, where it has been reported that the widow and her children were staying. He met with my Lady Viscountess and advocated for her unfortunate relative. “And I think I spoke well, my poor boy,” Mr. Steele says; “for who wouldn’t perform well in such a situation, especially before such a beautiful judge? I didn't see the lovely Beatrix (surely her famous namesake from Florence was never half as beautiful), just the young Viscount and Lord Churchill, the eldest son of the Duke of Marlborough, were in the room. But those young men went out to the garden; I could see them from the window jousting with sticks in a mock tournament (grief affects the young but lightly, and I remember that I beat a drum at my father’s funeral). My Lady Viscountess looked out at the two boys playing and said—‘You see, sir, children are taught to wield weapons of death as toys, and to make a game of murder;’ and as she spoke, she looked so lovely, standing there sad and beautiful, a living example of that principle which I humbly advocate. Had I not dedicated my little book 'The Christian Hero'—(I notice, Harry, you haven't even opened it. The sermon is good, trust me, even if the preacher's life may not reflect it)—I would have asked permission to put her ladyship's name on the first page. I don’t think I’ve ever seen eyes as beautiful as hers, Harry. Her complexion resembles the pink of a blush rose, she has a beautifully shaped wrist and a dimpled hand, and I have no doubt—”

“Did you come to tell me about the dimples on my lady's hand?” broke out Mr. Esmond, sadly.

“Did you come to tell me about the dimples on my lady's hand?” Mr. Esmond said sadly.

“A lovely creature in affliction seems always doubly beautiful to me,” says the poor Captain, who indeed was but too often in a state to see double, and so checked he resumed the interrupted thread of his story. “As I spoke my business,” Mr. Steele said, “and narrated to your mistress what all the world knows, and the other side hath been eager to acknowledge—that you had tried to put yourself between the two lords, and to take your patron's quarrel on your own point; I recounted the general praises of your gallantry, besides my Lord Mohun's particular testimony to it; I thought the widow listened with some interest, and her eyes—I have never seen such a violet, Harry—looked up at mine once or twice. But after I had spoken on this theme for a while she suddenly broke away with a cry of grief. 'I would to God, sir,' she said, 'I had never heard that word gallantry which you use, or known the meaning of it. My lord might have been here but for that; my home might be happy; my poor boy have a father. It was what you gentlemen call gallantry came into my home, and drove my husband on to the cruel sword that killed him. You should not speak the word to a Christian woman, sir, a poor widowed mother of orphans, whose home was happy until the world came into it—the wicked godless world, that takes the blood of the innocent, and lets the guilty go free.'

“A beautiful person in distress always seems even more beautiful to me,” says the poor Captain, who often found himself in a state where he could barely see straight, and so he picked up the interrupted thread of his story. “As I mentioned my business,” Mr. Steele said, “and told your mistress what everyone knows, something the other side has been eager to confirm—that you tried to step between the two lords and to take your patron's fight on your own behalf; I shared the general praise of your bravery, in addition to my Lord Mohun's specific acknowledgment of it; I thought the widow was listening with some interest, and her eyes—I’ve never seen such a shade of violet, Harry—looked up at mine once or twice. But after I’d talked about this for a while, she suddenly broke away with a cry of sorrow. ‘I wish to God, sir,’ she said, ‘that I had never heard that word gallantry that you use, or known its meaning. My lord might have been here if it weren’t for that; my home might be happy; my poor boy would have a father. It was what you gentlemen call gallantry that came into my home and pushed my husband onto the cruel sword that killed him. You should not say that word to a Christian woman, sir, a poor widowed mother of orphans, whose home was happy until the world came into it—the wicked, godless world, that takes the blood of the innocent and lets the guilty go free.'”

“As the afflicted lady spoke in this strain, sir,” Mr. Steele continued, “it seemed as if indignation moved her, even more than grief. 'Compensation!' she went on passionately, her cheeks and eyes kindling; 'what compensation does your world give the widow for her husband, and the children for the murderer of their father? The wretch who did the deed has not even a punishment. Conscience! what conscience has he, who can enter the house of a friend, whisper falsehood and insult to a woman that never harmed him, and stab the kind heart that trusted him? My Lord—my Lord Wretch's, my Lord Villain's, my Lord Murderer's peers meet to try him, and they dismiss him with a word or two of reproof and send him into the world again, to pursue women with lust and falsehood, and to murder unsuspecting guests that harbor him. That day, my Lord—my Lord Murderer—(I will never name him)—was let loose, a woman was executed at Tyburn for stealing in a shop. But a man may rob another of his life, or a lady of her honor, and shall pay no penalty! I take my child, run to the throne, and on my knees ask for justice, and the King refuses me. The King! he is no king of mine—he never shall be. He, too, robbed the throne from the king his father—the true king—and he has gone unpunished, as the great do.'

“As the troubled lady spoke like this, sir,” Mr. Steele continued, “it felt like she was more angry than sad. 'Compensation!' she said passionately, her cheeks and eyes lighting up; 'what compensation does your world offer a widow for her husband, and the children for the murderer of their father? The monster who committed the crime isn’t even punished. Conscience! what conscience does he have, who can enter the house of a friend, whisper lies and insults to a woman who never harmed him, and stab the kind heart that trusted him? My Lord—my Lord Wretch, my Lord Villain, my Lord Murderer’s peers gather to judge him, and they let him go with a few words of reprimand, sending him back into the world to pursue women with lust and deceit, and to kill unsuspecting guests who take him in. That day, my Lord—my Lord Murderer—(I will never name him)—was set free, while a woman was executed at Tyburn for stealing from a shop. But a man can rob another of his life, or a lady of her honor, and face no consequences! I take my child, run to the throne, and on my knees ask for justice, and the King denies me. The King! he is no king of mine—he never will be. He, too, took the throne from the king his father—the true king—and he has gone unpunished, just like the powerful often do.'”

“I then thought to speak for you,” Mr. Steele continued, “and I interposed by saying, 'There was one, madam, who, at least, would have put his own breast between your husband's and my Lord Mohun's sword. Your poor young kinsman, Harry Esmond, hath told me that he tried to draw the quarrel on himself.'

“I then thought to speak for you,” Mr. Steele continued, “and I interrupted by saying, 'There was one person, madam, who would have stepped in front of your husband to protect him from my Lord Mohun's sword. Your poor young relative, Harry Esmond, told me that he tried to take the blame for the conflict himself.'”

“'Are you come from HIM?' asked the lady (so Mr. Steele went on) rising up with a great severity and stateliness. 'I thought you had come from the Princess. I saw Mr. Esmond in his prison, and bade him farewell. He brought misery into my house. He never should have entered it.'

“'Did you come from HIM?' asked the lady (Mr. Steele continued) as she stood up with great seriousness and dignity. 'I thought you came from the Princess. I saw Mr. Esmond in his prison and said my goodbyes. He brought misery into my home. He never should have stepped inside.'”

“'Madam, madam, he is not to blame,' I interposed,” continued Mr. Steele.

“'Madam, madam, he's not at fault,' I interjected,” continued Mr. Steele.

“'Do I blame him to you, sir?' asked the widow. 'If 'tis he who sent you, say that I have taken counsel, where'—she spoke with a very pallid cheek now, and a break in her voice—'where all who ask may have it;—and that it bids me to part from him, and to see him no more. We met in the prison for the last time—at least for years to come. It may be, in years hence, when—when our knees and our tears and our contrition have changed our sinful hearts, sir, and wrought our pardon, we may meet again—but not now. After what has passed, I could not bear to see him. I wish him well, sir; but I wish him farewell, too; and if he has that—that regard towards us which he speaks of, I beseech him to prove it by obeying me in this.'

“'Should I blame him to you, sir?' the widow asked. 'If he's the one who sent you, tell him that I've sought advice, where'—she spoke with a very pale face now, and a quiver in her voice—'where anyone who asks can receive it;—and it tells me to separate from him and never see him again. We met in prison for the last time—at least for many years. Maybe, in the future, when—when our knees and our tears and our remorse have changed our sinful hearts, sir, and earned our forgiveness, we might meet again—but not now. After everything that’s happened, I couldn’t bear to see him. I wish him well, sir; but I also wish him goodbye; and if he truly has that—that regard for us that he talks about, I urge him to prove it by following my wishes.'”

“'I shall break the young man's heart, madam, by this hard sentence,'” Mr. Steele said.

“'I'm going to break the young man's heart, ma'am, with this tough decision,'” Mr. Steele said.

“The lady shook her head,” continued my kind scholar. “'The hearts of young men, Mr. Steele, are not so made,' she said. 'Mr. Esmond will find other—other friends. The mistress of this house has relented very much towards the late lord's son,' she added, with a blush, 'and has promised me, that is, has promised that she will care for his fortune. Whilst I live in it, after the horrid horrid deed which has passed, Castlewood must never be a home to him—never. Nor would I have him write to me—except—no—I would have him never write to me, nor see him more. Give him, if you will, my parting—Hush! not a word of this before my daughter.'

“The lady shook her head,” continued my kind scholar. “'The hearts of young men, Mr. Steele, aren’t made that way,' she said. 'Mr. Esmond will find other—other friends. The mistress of this house has softened quite a bit towards the late lord's son,' she added, blushing, 'and has promised me, that is, has promised that she will look after his fortune. While I’m living here, after the terrible deed that’s happened, Castlewood can never be his home—never. And I wouldn’t want him to write to me—except—no—I don’t want him to write to me at all or see him anymore. If you want, give him my farewell—Hush! not a word of this in front of my daughter.'”

“Here the fair Beatrix entered from the river, with her cheeks flushing with health, and looking only the more lovely and fresh for the mourning habiliments which she wore. And my Lady Viscountess said—

“Here the beautiful Beatrix came in from the river, her cheeks glowing with health, and looking even more lovely and fresh in the mourning clothes she wore. And my Lady Viscountess said—

“'Beatrix, this is Mr. Steele, gentleman-usher to the Prince's Highness. When does your new comedy appear, Mr. Steele?' I hope thou wilt be out of prison for the first night, Harry.”

“'Beatrix, this is Mr. Steele, the gentleman-usher to His Highness the Prince. When is your new comedy coming out, Mr. Steele?' I hope you'll be out of jail by the opening night, Harry.”

The sentimental Captain concluded his sad tale, saying, “Faith, the beauty of Filia pulcrior drove pulcram matrem out of my head; and yet as I came down the river, and thought about the pair, the pallid dignity and exquisite grace of the matron had the uppermost, and I thought her even more noble than the virgin!”

The emotional Captain wrapped up his sad story, saying, “Honestly, the beauty of Filia pulcrior made me forget about her beautiful mother; and yet as I floated down the river, thinking about the two of them, the pale dignity and exquisite grace of the mother took over my thoughts, and I even considered her more noble than the virgin!”

The party of prisoners lived very well in Newgate, and with comforts very different to those which were awarded to the poor wretches there (his insensibility to their misery, their gayety still more frightful, their curses and blasphemy, hath struck with a kind of shame since—as proving how selfish, during his imprisonment, his own particular grief was, and how entirely the thoughts of it absorbed him): if the three gentlemen lived well under the care of the Warden of Newgate, it was because they paid well: and indeed the cost at the dearest ordinary or the grandest tavern in London could not have furnished a longer reckoning, than our host of the “Handcuff Inn”—as Colonel Westbury called it. Our rooms were the three in the gate over Newgate—on the second story looking up Newgate Street towards Cheapside and Paul's Church. And we had leave to walk on the roof, and could see thence Smithfield and the Bluecoat Boys' School, Gardens, and the Chartreux, where, as Harry Esmond remembered, Dick the Scholar, and his friend Tom Tusher, had had their schooling.

The group of prisoners lived quite well in Newgate, enjoying comforts that were very different from those afforded to the unfortunate souls there (his indifference to their suffering, their upbeat spirits even more horrifying, their curses and blasphemies, have filled him with a kind of shame since—proving how self-centered, during his time in prison, his own grief was, and how completely it absorbed his thoughts): if the three gentlemen lived comfortably under the watch of the Warden of Newgate, it was because they paid well: and in fact, the bill at the most expensive restaurant or the fanciest pub in London couldn't have totaled more than what our host at the “Handcuff Inn”—as Colonel Westbury called it—delivered. Our rooms were the three above Newgate, on the second floor overlooking Newgate Street towards Cheapside and St. Paul's Church. We were allowed to walk on the roof, from which we could see Smithfield, the Bluecoat Boys' School, the Gardens, and the Chartreux, where, as Harry Esmond remembered, Dick the Scholar and his friend Tom Tusher had gone to school.

Harry could never have paid his share of that prodigious heavy reckoning which my landlord brought to his guests once a week: for he had but three pieces in his pockets that fatal night before the duel, when the gentlemen were at cards, and offered to play five. But whilst he was yet ill at the Gatehouse, after Lady Castlewood had visited him there, and before his trial, there came one in an orange-tawny coat and blue lace, the livery which the Esmonds always wore, and brought a sealed packet for Mr. Esmond, which contained twenty guineas, and a note saying that a counsel had been appointed for him, and that more money would be forthcoming whenever he needed it.

Harry could never have covered his part of that huge bill that my landlord presented to his guests weekly. He only had three coins in his pocket that fateful night before the duel, when the gentlemen were playing cards and offered to play for five. While he was still recovering at the Gatehouse, after Lady Castlewood had visited him there and before his trial, someone arrived in an orange-tawny coat and blue lace—the uniform that the Esmonds always wore—and delivered a sealed packet for Mr. Esmond. It contained twenty guineas and a note stating that a lawyer had been appointed for him, and that more money would be available whenever he needed it.

'Twas a queer letter from the scholar as she was, or as she called herself: the Dowager Viscountess Castlewood, written in the strange barbarous French which she and many other fine ladies of that time—witness her Grace of Portsmouth—employed. Indeed, spelling was not an article of general commodity in the world then, and my Lord Marlborough's letters can show that he, for one, had but a little share of this part of grammar:—

'Twas a weird letter from the scholar, or as she referred to herself: the Dowager Viscountess Castlewood, written in the odd, clumsy French that she and many other fine ladies of that time—like her Grace of Portsmouth—used. In fact, spelling wasn't something everyone had a handle on back then, and my Lord Marlborough's letters can prove that he, for one, had very little grasp of this aspect of grammar:—

“MONG COUSSIN,” my Lady Viscountess Dowager wrote, “je scay que vous vous etes bravement batew et grievement blessay—du coste de feu M. le Vicomte. M. le Compte de Varique ne se playt qua parlay de vous: M. de Moon aucy. Il di que vous avay voulew vous bastre avecque luy—que vous estes plus fort que luy fur l'ayscrimme—quil'y a surtout certaine Botte que vous scavay quil n'a jammay sceu pariay: et que c'en eut ete fay de luy si vouseluy vous vous fussiay battews ansamb. Aincy ce pauv Vicompte est mort. Mort et pontayt—Mon coussin, mon coussin! jay dans la tayste que vous n'estes quung pety Monst—angcy que les Esmonds ong tousjours este. La veuve est chay moy. J'ay recuilly cet' pauve famme. Elle est furieuse cont vous, allans tous les jours chercher ley Roy (d'icy) demandant a gran cri revanche pour son Mary. Elle ne veux voyre ni entende parlay de vous: pourtant elle ne fay qu'en parlay milfoy par jour. Quand vous seray hor prison venay me voyre. J'auray soing de vous. Si cette petite Prude veut se defaire de song pety Monste (Helas je craing quil ne soy trotar!) je m'on chargeray. J'ay encor quelqu interay et quelques escus de costay.

“MONG COUSSIN,” my Lady Viscountess Dowager wrote, “I know that you fought bravely and were seriously injured—on account of the late Mr. Viscount. Mr. Count of Varique only talks about you: Mr. de Moon as well. He says that you wanted to fight him—that you are stronger than he is at the grappling—and that there’s a certain move you know that he has never been able to pull off: and it would have been a shame for him if you both had fought together. So this poor Viscount is dead. Dead and buried—My cousin, my cousin! I have in my mind that you are nothing but a tiny Monster—just as the Esmonds have always been. The widow is at my place. I have taken in this poor woman. She is furious with you, going every day to see the King (from here) demanding loudly for revenge for her husband. She doesn’t want to see or hear you mentioned: yet she talks about you a thousand times a day. When you get out of prison, come see me. I will take care of you. If this little Prude wants to get rid of her tiny Monster (Alas I fear he may be too much to handle!), I will take charge of it. I still have some interest and a few coins in hand.

“La Veuve se raccommode avec Miladi Marlboro qui est tout puicante avecque la Reine Anne. Cet dam senteraysent pour la petite prude; qui pourctant a un fi du mesme asge que vous savay.

“La Veuve gets back on good terms with Lady Marlboro, who is very important to Queen Anne. This woman seems to care for the little prude; however, she has a son the same age as you know.”

“En sortant de prisong venez icy. Je ne puy vous recevoir chaymoy a cause des mechansetes du monde, may pre du moy vous aurez logement.

“En sortant de prison, venez ici. Je ne peux pas vous recevoir chez moi à cause des méchantes personnes du monde, mais près de moi, vous aurez un logement."

“ISABELLE VICOMTESSE D'ESMOND”

“ISABELLE VICOMTESSE D'ESMOND”

Marchioness of Esmond this lady sometimes called herself, in virtue of that patent which had been given by the late King James to Harry Esmond's father; and in this state she had her train carried by a knight's wife, a cup and cover of assay to drink from, and fringed cloth.

Marchioness of Esmond, this lady sometimes referred to herself, thanks to the title granted by the late King James to Harry Esmond's father; and in this position, she had her train carried by a knight's wife, along with a cup and cover for drinking, and fringed cloth.

He who was of the same age as little Francis, whom we shall henceforth call Viscount Castlewood here, was H. R. H. the Prince of Wales, born in the same year and month with Frank, and just proclaimed at Saint Germains, King of Great Britain, France, and Ireland.

He, who was the same age as little Francis, whom we will now refer to as Viscount Castlewood, was H. R. H. the Prince of Wales. He was born in the same year and month as Frank and was just proclaimed at Saint Germains as King of Great Britain, France, and Ireland.





CHAPTER III.

I TAKE THE QUEEN'S PAY IN QUIN'S REGIMENT.

The fellow in the orange-tawny livery with blue lace and facings was in waiting when Esmond came out of prison, and, taking the young gentleman's slender baggage, led the way out of that odious Newgate, and by Fleet Conduit, down to the Thames, where a pair of oars was called, and they went up the river to Chelsey. Esmond thought the sun had never shone so bright; nor the air felt so fresh and exhilarating. Temple Garden, as they rowed by, looked like the garden of Eden to him, and the aspect of the quays, wharves, and buildings by the river, Somerset House, and Westminster (where the splendid new bridge was just beginning), Lambeth tower and palace, and that busy shining scene of the Thames swarming with boats and barges, filled his heart with pleasure and cheerfulness—as well such a beautiful scene might to one who had been a prisoner so long, and with so many dark thoughts deepening the gloom of his captivity. They rowed up at length to the pretty village of Chelsey, where the nobility have many handsome country-houses; and so came to my Lady Viscountess's house, a cheerful new house in the row facing the river, with a handsome garden behind it, and a pleasant look-out both towards Surrey and Kensington, where stands the noble ancient palace of the Lord Warwick, Harry's reconciled adversary.

The guy in the orange-brown uniform with blue trim was waiting when Esmond came out of prison. He took the young man’s light luggage and led the way out of that awful Newgate, down Fleet Conduit, to the Thames, where they called for a pair of oars and headed up the river to Chelsea. Esmond felt like the sun had never shone so brightly, nor had the air felt so fresh and invigorating. As they rowed past Temple Garden, it seemed like the Garden of Eden to him. The view of the quays, wharves, and buildings along the river, including Somerset House and Westminster (where the magnificent new bridge was just starting to be built), Lambeth tower and palace, and the bustling, shining scene of the Thames filled with boats and barges, brought him joy and cheer—especially after being a prisoner for so long, with so many dark thoughts clouding his captivity. They eventually rowed up to the charming village of Chelsea, where the nobility has many lovely country houses. They arrived at my Lady Viscountess's house, a bright new home facing the river, with a lovely garden behind it and a pleasant view towards Surrey and Kensington, where the grand ancient palace of Lord Warwick stands, Harry's reconciled rival.

Here in her ladyship's saloon, the young man saw again some of those pictures which had been at Castlewood, and which she had removed thence on the death of her lord, Harry's father. Specially, and in the place of honor, was Sir Peter Lely's picture of the honorable Mistress Isabella Esmond as Diana, in yellow satin, with a bow in her hand and a crescent in her forehead; and dogs frisking about her. 'Twas painted about the time when royal Endymions were said to find favor with this virgin huntress; and, as goddesses have youth perpetual, this one believed to the day of her death that she never grew older: and always persisted in supposing the picture was still like her.

In her ladyship's lounge, the young man once again saw some of those paintings that had been at Castlewood, which she had taken down after her husband, Harry's father, passed away. Specifically, and in the place of honor, was Sir Peter Lely's portrait of the honorable Mistress Isabella Esmond as Diana, dressed in yellow satin, holding a bow and with a crescent moon on her forehead; dogs were playfully around her. It was painted around the time when royal Endymions were said to woo this virgin huntress; and, since goddesses are eternally young, she believed until the day she died that she never aged: she always insisted the painting still looked like her.

After he had been shown to her room by the groom of the chamber, who filled many offices besides in her ladyship's modest household, and after a proper interval, his elderly goddess Diana vouchsafed to appear to the young man. A blackamoor in a Turkish habit, with red boots and a silver collar, on which the Viscountess's arms were engraven, preceded her and bore her cushion; then came her gentlewoman; a little pack of spaniels barking and frisking about preceded the austere huntress—then, behold, the Viscountess herself “dropping odors.” Esmond recollected from his childhood that rich aroma of musk which his mother-in-law (for she may be called so) exhaled. As the sky grows redder and redder towards sunset, so, in the decline of her years, the cheeks of my Lady Dowager blushed more deeply. Her face was illuminated with vermilion, which appeared the brighter from the white paint employed to set it off. She wore the ringlets which had been in fashion in King Charles's time; whereas the ladies of King William's had head-dresses like the towers of Cybele. Her eyes gleamed out from the midst of this queer structure of paint, dyes, and pomatums. Such was my Lady Viscountess, Mr. Esmond's father's widow.

After the chamberlain had shown him to her room, where he held several roles in her modest household, his elderly goddess Diana finally appeared to the young man after a proper wait. A black man dressed in Turkish attire, wearing red boots and a silver collar engraved with the Viscountess's coat of arms, preceded her and carried her cushion; then came her maid; a little pack of spaniels barking and frolicking about followed the stern huntress—finally, there she was, the Viscountess herself, "dropping scents." Esmond remembered from his childhood that rich musk fragrance that his mother-in-law (as she could be called) emitted. Just like the sky turns redder and redder at sunset, in the later years of her life, the cheeks of my Lady Dowager flushed more deeply. Her face was brightened with vermilion, which looked even more vivid against the white makeup used to enhance it. She wore the ringlets that were fashionable during King Charles's time, while the ladies of King William's era sported hairstyles like the towers of Cybele. Her eyes sparkled amidst this strange combination of makeup, dyes, and pomade. Such was my Lady Viscountess, Mr. Esmond's father's widow.

He made her such a profound bow as her dignity and relationship merited, and advanced with the greatest gravity, and once more kissed that hand, upon the trembling knuckles of which glittered a score of rings—remembering old times when that trembling hand made him tremble. “Marchioness,” says he, bowing, and on one knee, “is it only the hand I may have the honor of saluting?” For, accompanying that inward laughter, which the sight of such an astonishing old figure might well produce in the young man, there was good will too, and the kindness of consanguinity. She had been his father's wife, and was his grandfather's daughter. She had suffered him in old days, and was kind to him now after her fashion. And now that bar-sinister was removed from Esmond's thought, and that secret opprobrium no longer cast upon his mind, he was pleased to feel family ties and own them—perhaps secretly vain of the sacrifice he had made, and to think that he, Esmond, was really the chief of his house, and only prevented by his own magnanimity from advancing his claim.

He bowed deeply, as her status and their relationship deserved, and approached with serious intent, kissing her hand once more. She had a lot of rings on her trembling knuckles—reminding him of the past when that shaky hand used to make him nervous. “Marchioness,” he said, bowing and kneeling, “is it just your hand that I have the honor of greeting?” Along with the inner amusement that the sight of such an extraordinary old figure might evoke in a young man, there was also genuine goodwill and familial kindness. She had been his father's wife and was his grandfather's daughter. She had tolerated him in the past, and she was kind to him now in her own way. With the stigma of his lineage no longer weighing on him and the secrecy of that disgrace lifted from his mind, he felt content to acknowledge their family connections—perhaps even a little proud of the sacrifice he had made, realizing that he, Esmond, was truly the head of his family, only held back by his own sense of honor from claiming his rightful position.

At least, ever since he had learned that secret from his poor patron on his dying bed, actually as he was standing beside it, he had felt an independency which he had never known before, and which since did not desert him. So he called his old aunt Marchioness, but with an air as if he was the Marquis of Esmond who so addressed her.

At least, ever since he found out that secret from his poor patron on his deathbed, right there beside it, he felt a sense of independence he had never experienced before, and that feeling has stayed with him since. So he called his old aunt Marchioness, but with an attitude as if he were the Marquis of Esmond addressing her.

Did she read in the young gentleman's eyes, which had now no fear of hers or their superannuated authority, that he knew or suspected the truth about his birth? She gave a start of surprise at his altered manner: indeed, it was quite a different bearing to that of the Cambridge student who had paid her a visit two years since, and whom she had dismissed with five pieces sent by the groom of the chamber. She eyed him, then trembled a little more than was her wont, perhaps, and said, “Welcome, cousin,” in a frightened voice.

Did she see in the young man's eyes, which no longer showed any fear of her or their outdated authority, that he knew or suspected the truth about his background? She was taken aback by his changed demeanor: it was definitely a different attitude from the Cambridge student who had visited her two years ago, and whom she had sent away with five coins given by the chamberlain. She looked at him, then trembled a bit more than usual, and said, “Welcome, cousin,” in a shaky voice.

His resolution, as has been said before, had been quite different, namely, so to bear himself through life as if the secret of his birth was not known to him; but he suddenly and rightly determined on a different course. He asked that her ladyship's attendants should be dismissed, and when they were private—“Welcome, nephew, at least, madam, it should be,” he said. “A great wrong has been done to me and to you, and to my poor mother, who is no more.”

His resolve, as mentioned earlier, had been quite different: to go through life as if he didn’t know the secret of his birth. But he suddenly and wisely decided to take a different path. He requested that her ladyship's attendants be dismissed, and when they were alone, he said, “Welcome, nephew, or at least, madam, it should be. A great injustice has been done to me, to you, and to my poor mother, who is no longer with us.”

“I declare before heaven that I was guiltless of it,” she cried out, giving up her cause at once. “It was your wicked father who—”

“I swear to God I had nothing to do with it,” she cried out, giving up her case immediately. “It was your evil father who—”

“Who brought this dishonor on our family,” says Mr. Esmond. “I know it full well. I want to disturb no one. Those who are in present possession have been my dearest benefactors, and are quite innocent of intentional wrong to me. The late lord, my dear patron, knew not the truth until a few months before his death, when Father Holt brought the news to him.”

“Who brought this shame upon our family?” Mr. Esmond asks. “I know exactly who it was. I don’t want to upset anyone. Those who currently have what belongs to me have been my greatest supporters and are completely innocent of any wrongdoing. The late lord, my dear supporter, didn’t know the truth until a few months before he died, when Father Holt shared the news with him.”

“The wretch! he had it in confession! he had it in confession!” cried out the Dowager Lady.

“The miserable man! He confessed it! He confessed it!” shouted the Dowager Lady.

“Not so. He learned it elsewhere as well as in confession,” Mr. Esmond answered. “My father, when wounded at the Boyne, told the truth to a French priest, who was in hiding after the battle, as well as to the priest there, at whose house he died. This gentleman did not think fit to divulge the story till he met with Mr. Holt at Saint Omer's. And the latter kept it back for his own purpose, and until he had learned whether my mother was alive or no. She is dead years since, my poor patron told me with his dying breath, and I doubt him not. I do not know even whether I could prove a marriage. I would not if I could. I do not care to bring shame on our name, or grief upon those whom I love, however hardly they may use me. My father's son, madam, won't aggravate the wrong my father did you. Continue to be his widow, and give me your kindness. 'Tis all I ask from you; and I shall never speak of this matter again.”

“Not at all. He learned it in other places as well as in confession,” Mr. Esmond replied. “My father, when he was injured at the Boyne, told the truth to a French priest who was hiding after the battle, as well as to the priest at whose house he died. This man didn’t think it was right to share the story until he met Mr. Holt at Saint Omer's. And Mr. Holt kept it to himself for his own reasons, until he found out whether my mother was alive or not. She has been dead for years, my poor patron told me with his last breath, and I believe him. I don’t even know if I could prove the marriage. I wouldn’t if I could. I don’t want to bring shame to our name or sorrow to those I love, no matter how harsh they might treat me. My father's son, ma'am, won’t make worse the wrong my father did to you. Please, continue to be his widow and offer me your kindness. That’s all I ask from you; and I will never speak of this matter again.”

“Mais vous etes un noble jeune homme!” breaks out my lady, speaking, as usual with her when she was agitated, in the French language.

“But you are a noble young man!” my lady exclaims, speaking, as usual when she is upset, in French.

“Noblesse oblige,” says Mr. Esmond, making her a low bow. “There are those alive to whom, in return for their love to me, I often fondly said I would give my life away. Shall I be their enemy now, and quarrel about a title? What matters who has it? 'Tis with the family still.”

“Noblesse oblige,” says Mr. Esmond, giving her a small bow. “There are people alive to whom, in return for their love for me, I often affectionately promised I would give my life. Should I become their enemy now and fight over a title? What difference does it make who has it? It still belongs to the family.”

“What can there be in that little prude of a woman that makes men so raffoler about her?” cries out my Lady Dowager. “She was here for a month petitioning the King. She is pretty, and well conserved; but she has not the bel air. In his late Majesty's Court all the men pretended to admire her, and she was no better than a little wax doll. She is better now, and looks the sister of her daughter; but what mean you all by bepraising her? Mr. Steele, who was in waiting on Prince George, seeing her with her two children going to Kensington, writ a poem about her, and says he shall wear her colors, and dress in black for the future. Mr. Congreve says he will write a 'Mourning Widow,' that shall be better than his 'Mourning Bride.' Though their husbands quarrelled and fought when that wretch Churchill deserted the King (for which he deserved to be hung), Lady Marlborough has again gone wild about the little widow; insulted me in my own drawing-room, by saying 'twas not the OLD widow, but the young Viscountess, she had come to see. Little Castlewood and little Lord Churchill are to be sworn friends, and have boxed each other twice or thrice like brothers already. 'Twas that wicked young Mohun who, coming back from the provinces last year, where he had disinterred her, raved about her all the winter; said she was a pearl set before swine; and killed poor stupid Frank. The quarrel was all about his wife. I know 'twas all about her. Was there anything between her and Mohun, nephew? Tell me now—was there anything? About yourself, I do not ask you to answer questions.”

“What is it about that little uptight woman that drives men crazy?” my Lady Dowager exclaims. “She was here for a month asking the King for favors. She’s pretty and well-preserved, but she doesn’t have any charm. At the late Majesty's Court, all the men pretended to admire her, yet she’s no more than a little wax doll. She looks better now and resembles her daughter, but what do you all see in her? Mr. Steele, who was waiting on Prince George, saw her with her two kids going to Kensington and wrote a poem about her, saying he’ll wear her colors and dress in black from now on. Mr. Congreve says he’s going to write a 'Mourning Widow' that will be better than his 'Mourning Bride.' Even though their husbands argued and fought when that scoundrel Churchill abandoned the King (which he deserved to be hanged for), Lady Marlborough has become obsessed with the little widow again; she insulted me in my own drawing-room by saying she came to see the young Viscountess, not the old widow. Little Castlewood and little Lord Churchill are now best friends and have already boxed each other a couple of times like brothers. It was that wicked young Mohun who, after returning from the provinces last year where he had been digging up her past, raved about her all winter, claiming she was a pearl set before swine; and poor clueless Frank got killed over it. The whole quarrel was about his wife. I know it was all about her. Was there anything between her and Mohun, nephew? Tell me—was there anything? I won’t ask you about yourself.”

Mr. Esmond blushed up. “My lady's virtue is like that of a saint in heaven, madam,” he cried out.

Mr. Esmond blushed. “My lady's virtue is like that of a saint in heaven, ma'am,” he exclaimed.

“Eh!—mon neveu. Many saints get to heaven after having a deal to repent of. I believe you are like all the rest of the fools, and madly in love with her.”

“Hey!—my nephew. Many saints make it to heaven after having a lot to repent for. I think you’re just like all the other fools, and crazily in love with her.”

“Indeed, I loved and honored her before all the world,” Esmond answered. “I take no shame in that.”

“Honestly, I loved and respected her more than anyone else,” Esmond replied. “I’m not ashamed of that.”

“And she has shut her door on you—given the living to that horrid young cub, son of that horrid old bear, Tusher, and says she will never see you more. Monsieur mon neveu—we are all like that. When I was a young woman, I'm positive that a thousand duels were fought about me. And when poor Monsieur de Souchy drowned himself in the canal at Bruges because I danced with Count Springbock, I couldn't squeeze out a single tear, but danced till five o'clock the next morning. 'Twas the Count—no, 'twas my Lord Ormond that played the fiddles, and his Majesty did me the honor of dancing all night with me.—How you are grown! You have got the bel air. You are a black man. Our Esmonds are all black. The little prude's son is fair; so was his father—fair and stupid. You were an ugly little wretch when you came to Castlewood—you were all eyes, like a young crow. We intended you should be a priest. That awful Father Holt—how he used to frighten me when I was ill! I have a comfortable director now—the Abbe Douillette—a dear man. We make meagre on Fridays always. My cook is a devout pious man. You, of course, are of the right way of thinking. They say the Prince of Orange is very ill indeed.”

“And she has closed her door on you—given the estate to that horrible young guy, the son of that awful old bear, Tusher, and says she will never see you again. Monsieur my nephew—we’re all like that. When I was a young woman, I’m sure a thousand duels were fought over me. And when poor Monsieur de Souchy drowned himself in the canal at Bruges because I danced with Count Springbock, I couldn’t shed a single tear, but danced until five o’clock the next morning. It was the Count—no, it was my Lord Ormond who played the violins, and his Majesty honored me by dancing with me all night.—How you’ve grown! You have the style. You are a Black man. Our Esmonds are all Black. The little prude's son is fair; so was his father—fair and dull. You were an ugly little wretch when you came to Castlewood—you were all eyes, like a young crow. We thought you would become a priest. That dreadful Father Holt—how he used to frighten me when I was sick! I have a kind director now—the Abbe Douillette—a dear man. We always fast on Fridays. My cook is a devout man. You, of course, think the right way. They say the Prince of Orange is very ill indeed.”

In this way the old Dowager rattled on remorselessly to Mr. Esmond, who was quite astounded with her present volubility, contrasting it with her former haughty behavior to him. But she had taken him into favor for the moment, and chose not only to like him, as far as her nature permitted, but to be afraid of him; and he found himself to be as familiar with her now as a young man, as, when a boy, he had been timorous and silent. She was as good as her word respecting him. She introduced him to her company, of which she entertained a good deal—of the adherents of King James of course—and a great deal of loud intriguing took place over her card-tables. She presented Mr. Esmond as her kinsman to many persons of honor; she supplied him not illiberally with money, which he had no scruple in accepting from her, considering the relationship which he bore to her, and the sacrifices which he himself was making in behalf of the family. But he had made up his mind to continue at no woman's apron-strings longer; and perhaps had cast about how he should distinguish himself, and make himself a name, which his singular fortune had denied him. A discontent with his former bookish life and quietude,—a bitter feeling of revolt at that slavery in which he had chosen to confine himself for the sake of those whose hardness towards him make his heart bleed,—a restless wish to see men and the world,—led him to think of the military profession: at any rate, to desire to see a few campaigns, and accordingly he pressed his new patroness to get him a pair of colors; and one day had the honor of finding himself appointed an ensign in Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers on the Irish establishment.

In this way, the old Dowager chatted on relentlessly to Mr. Esmond, who was quite surprised by her current talkativeness, especially compared to her previous haughty behavior towards him. But she had temporarily taken a liking to him, not only choosing to accept him as far as her nature allowed, but also feeling intimidated by him; he noticed that he was now as comfortable with her as a young man, unlike when he was a boy, where he had been timid and quiet. She kept her word regarding him. She introduced him to her guests, mostly supporters of King James, and a lot of loud scheming happened around her card tables. She presented Mr. Esmond as her relative to many honorable people and generously provided him with money, which he readily accepted from her, given their relationship and the sacrifices he was making for the family. However, he had resolved to no longer rely on any woman's support; he was likely considering how he could stand out and make a name for himself, something his unusual fortune had denied him. Discontent with his previous scholarly and quiet life, a bitter feeling of revolt against the constraints he had chosen for the sake of those who had been harsh towards him, and a restless desire to experience people and the world, led him to contemplate a military career. At the very least, he wanted to see some action, so he urged his new patroness to get him a commission; one day he had the honor of being appointed an ensign in Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers on the Irish establishment.

Mr. Esmond's commission was scarce three weeks old when that accident befell King William which ended the life of the greatest, the wisest, the bravest, and most clement sovereign whom England ever knew. 'Twas the fashion of the hostile party to assail this great prince's reputation during his life; but the joy which they and all his enemies in Europe showed at his death, is a proof of the terror in which they held him. Young as Esmond was, he was wise enough (and generous enough too, let it be said) to scorn that indecency of gratulation which broke out amongst the followers of King James in London, upon the death of this illustrious prince, this invincible warrior, this wise and moderate statesman. Loyalty to the exiled king's family was traditional, as has been said, in that house to which Mr. Esmond belonged. His father's widow had all her hopes, sympathies, recollections, prejudices, engaged on King James's side; and was certainly as noisy a conspirator as ever asserted the King's rights, or abused his opponent's, over a quadrille table or a dish of bohea. Her ladyship's house swarmed with ecclesiastics, in disguise and out; with tale-bearers from St. Germains; and quidnuncs that knew the last news from Versailles; nay, the exact force and number of the next expedition which the French king was to send from Dunkirk, and which was to swallow up the Prince of Orange, his army and his court. She had received the Duke of Berwick when he landed here in '96. She kept the glass he drank from, vowing she never would use it till she drank King James the Third's health in it on his Majesty's return; she had tokens from the Queen, and relics of the saint who, if the story was true, had not always been a saint as far as she and many others were concerned. She believed in the miracles wrought at his tomb, and had a hundred authentic stories of wondrous cures effected by the blessed king's rosaries, the medals which he wore, the locks of his hair, or what not. Esmond remembered a score of marvellous tales which the credulous old woman told him. There was the Bishop of Autun, that was healed of a malady he had for forty years, and which left him after he said mass for the repose of the king's soul. There was M. Marais, a surgeon in Auvergne, who had a palsy in both his legs, which was cured through the king's intercession. There was Philip Pitet, of the Benedictines, who had a suffocating cough, which wellnigh killed him, but he besought relief of heaven through the merits and intercession of the blessed king, and he straightway felt a profuse sweat breaking out all over him, and was recovered perfectly. And there was the wife of Mons. Lepervier, dancing-master to the Duke of Saxe-Gotha, who was entirely eased of a rheumatism by the king's intercession, of which miracle there could be no doubt, for her surgeon and his apprentice had given their testimony, under oath, that they did not in any way contribute to the cure. Of these tales, and a thousand like them, Mr. Esmond believed as much as he chose. His kinswoman's greater faith had swallow for them all.

Mr. Esmond's commission was barely three weeks old when that accident happened to King William that ended the life of the greatest, wisest, bravest, and most compassionate ruler England ever knew. It was the custom of the opposition to attack this great prince's reputation while he was alive; however, the joy that they and all his enemies in Europe expressed at his death proves the fear they had of him. Despite being young, Esmond was savvy enough (and generous enough too, to be fair) to look down on the disrespectful celebrations among King James's supporters in London following the death of this remarkable prince, this unbeatable warrior, this wise and balanced statesman. Loyalty to the exiled king's family was a tradition in the household Mr. Esmond came from. His father's widow had all her hopes, feelings, memories, and biases aligned with King James; she was certainly one of the loudest conspirators, asserting the King's rights or criticizing his opponent over a game of quadrille or a cup of tea. Her house was filled with clergy, both in disguise and not, with informants from St. Germains, and gossipers who knew the latest news from Versailles; even the exact force and number of the next expedition the French king was supposed to send from Dunkirk, aimed at overpowering the Prince of Orange, his army, and his court. She welcomed the Duke of Berwick when he arrived in '96. She kept the glass he drank from, promising she wouldn’t use it until she toasted King James the Third’s health in it upon his Majesty's return; she had mementos from the Queen and relics of the saint who, if the story is true, had not always been so saintly when it came to her and many others. She believed in the miracles that took place at his tomb and had countless authentic stories of miraculous healings brought about by the blessed king's rosaries, the medals he wore, the locks of his hair, or whatever else. Esmond remembered many remarkable stories from the gullible old woman. There was the Bishop of Autun, who was cured of a chronic illness he had for forty years, which vanished after he said Mass for the repose of the king's soul. There was M. Marais, a surgeon from Auvergne, who suffered from paralysis in both legs, which was cured through the king's intercession. There was Philip Pitet, a Benedictine, who had a life-threatening cough, but after asking for help from heaven through the blessed king's merits and intercession, he immediately felt a heavy sweat break out all over him and fully recovered. And there was the wife of Mons. Lepervier, the dancing master to the Duke of Saxe-Gotha, who was completely relieved of her rheumatism thanks to the king's intercession; there was no doubt about this miracle, as her surgeon and his apprentice testified under oath that they played no part in her cure. Of these stories, and a thousand others like them, Mr. Esmond believed as much as he wanted. His kinswoman's deeper faith consumed them all.

The English High Church party did not adopt these legends. But truth and honor, as they thought, bound them to the exiled king's side; nor had the banished family any warmer supporter than that kind lady of Castlewood, in whose house Esmond was brought up. She influenced her husband, very much more perhaps than my lord knew, who admired his wife prodigiously though he might be inconstant to her, and who, adverse to the trouble of thinking himself, gladly enough adopted the opinions which she chose for him. To one of her simple and faithful heart, allegiance to any sovereign but the one was impossible. To serve King William for interest's sake would have been a monstrous hypocrisy and treason. Her pure conscience could no more have consented to it than to a theft, a forgery, or any other base action. Lord Castlewood might have been won over, no doubt, but his wife never could: and he submitted his conscience to hers in this case as he did in most others, when he was not tempted too sorely. And it was from his affection and gratitude most likely, and from that eager devotion for his mistress, which characterized all Esmond's youth, that the young man subscribed to this, and other articles of faith, which his fond benefactress set him. Had she been a Whig, he had been one; had she followed Mr. Fox, and turned Quaker, no doubt he would have abjured ruffles and a periwig, and have forsworn swords, lace-coats, and clocked stockings. In the scholars' boyish disputes at the University, where parties ran very high, Esmond was noted as a Jacobite, and very likely from vanity as much as affection took the side of his family.

The English High Church faction didn’t accept these legends. But truth and honor, as they saw it, committed them to the side of the exiled king; nor did the banished family have a warmer supporter than that kind lady of Castlewood, where Esmond was raised. She influenced her husband, perhaps more than my lord realized, who admired his wife immensely even though he might be unfaithful to her. He, not wanting to deal with the effort of thinking for himself, gladly adopted the beliefs she selected for him. For someone with her simple and loyal heart, loyalty to any king except the rightful one was unimaginable. Serving King William for personal gain would have felt like massive hypocrisy and betrayal. Her pure conscience wouldn’t have allowed it any more than it would have accepted theft, forgery, or any other dishonorable action. Lord Castlewood might have been persuaded, no doubt, but his wife never could be; and he often deferred his conscience to hers in this matter, as he did in many others unless he was seriously tempted. It was likely out of his affection and gratitude, combined with the eager devotion to his benefactress that characterized Esmond's youth, that the young man agreed to this and other beliefs she set for him. If she had been a Whig, he would have been one too; if she had followed Mr. Fox and become a Quaker, he probably would have given up ruffles and a wig, and renounced swords, lace coats, and clocked stockings. In the boyish debates among scholars at the University, where factions were highly polarized, Esmond was recognized as a Jacobite, likely out of vanity as much as loyalty to his family.

Almost the whole of the clergy of the country and more than a half of the nation were on this side. Ours is the most loyal people in the world surely; we admire our kings, and are faithful to them long after they have ceased to be true to us. 'Tis a wonder to any one who looks back at the history of the Stuart family to think how they kicked their crowns away from them; how they flung away chances after chances; what treasures of loyalty they dissipated, and how fatally they were bent on consummating their own ruin. If ever men had fidelity, 'twas they; if ever men squandered opportunity, 'twas they; and, of all the enemies they had, they themselves were the most fatal.

Almost the entire clergy of the country and more than half of the nation were on this side. We really are the most loyal people in the world; we admire our kings and remain faithful to them long after they stop being true to us. It’s surprising for anyone who looks back at the history of the Stuart family to see how they threw their crowns away; how they wasted chance after chance; what treasures of loyalty they squandered, and how determined they were to bring about their own downfall. If anyone had fidelity, it was them; if anyone wasted opportunity, it was them; and of all the enemies they had, they were the ones who caused their own ruin the most.

When the Princess Anne succeeded, the wearied nation was glad enough to cry a truce from all these wars, controversies, and conspiracies, and to accept in the person of a Princess of the blood royal a compromise between the parties into which the country was divided. The Tories could serve under her with easy consciences; though a Tory herself, she represented the triumph of the Whig opinion. The people of England, always liking that their Princes should be attached to their own families, were pleased to think the Princess was faithful to hers; and up to the very last day and hour of her reign, and but for that fatality which he inherited from his fathers along with their claims to the English crown, King James the Third might have worn it. But he neither knew how to wait an opportunity, nor to use it when he had it; he was venturesome when he ought to have been cautious, and cautious when he ought to have dared everything. 'Tis with a sort of rage at his inaptitude that one thinks of his melancholy story. Do the Fates deal more specially with kings than with common men? One is apt to imagine so, in considering the history of that royal race, in whose behalf so much fidelity, so much valor, so much blood were desperately and bootlessly expended.

When Princess Anne took the throne, the weary nation was more than ready to call a halt to all these wars, controversies, and conspiracies, and to accept a compromise in the form of a Princess from the royal family. The Tories were able to serve under her with a clear conscience; even though she was a Tory herself, she represented the victory of the Whig viewpoint. The people of England, who appreciated having their Princes connected to their own families, were happy to believe that the Princess was loyal to hers; and right up to the very end of her reign, if it weren't for the unfortunate fate he inherited from his ancestors along with their claims to the English crown, King James the Third might have worn it. However, he neither knew how to wait for an opportunity nor how to seize one when it came; he was reckless when he should have been cautious and cautious when he should have taken risks. It's frustrating to think of his unfortunate tale. Do the Fates treat kings differently than regular people? One tends to think so when reflecting on the history of that royal line, for which so much loyalty, so much courage, and so much blood were desperately and fruitlessly sacrificed.

The King dead then, the Princess Anne (ugly Anne Hyde's daughter, our Dowager at Chelsey called her) was proclaimed by trumpeting heralds all over the town from Westminster to Ludgate Hill, amidst immense jubilations of the people.

The King was dead, and then Princess Anne (ugly Anne Hyde's daughter, as our Dowager in Chelsea called her) was announced by trumpeting heralds throughout the town from Westminster to Ludgate Hill, to the great joy of the people.

Next week my Lord Marlborough was promoted to the Garter, and to be Captain-General of her Majesty's forces at home and abroad. This appointment only inflamed the Dowager's rage, or, as she thought it, her fidelity to her rightful sovereign. “The Princess is but a puppet in the hands of that fury of a woman, who comes into my drawing-room and insults me to my face. What can come to a country that is given over to such a woman?” says the Dowager: “As for that double-faced traitor, my Lord Marlborough, he has betrayed every man and every woman with whom he has had to deal, except his horrid wife, who makes him tremble. 'Tis all over with the country when it has got into the clutches of such wretches as these.”

Next week, my Lord Marlborough was promoted to the Garter and appointed as Captain-General of Her Majesty's forces both at home and abroad. This appointment only fueled the Dowager's anger, or, as she saw it, her loyalty to her rightful sovereign. “The Princess is just a puppet in the hands of that furious woman who comes into my drawing-room and insults me to my face. What will happen to a country that is under the control of such a woman?” the Dowager says. “As for that two-faced traitor, my Lord Marlborough, he has betrayed every man and woman he has dealt with, except for his horrible wife, who makes him tremble. It's all over for the country when it’s in the hands of such wretches.”

Esmond's old kinswoman saluted the new powers in this way; but some good fortune at last occurred to a family which stood in great need of it, by the advancement of these famous personages who benefited humbler people that had the luck of being in their favor. Before Mr. Esmond left England in the month of August, and being then at Portsmouth, where he had joined his regiment, and was busy at drill, learning the practice and mysteries of the musket and pike, he heard that a pension on the Stamp Office had been got for his late beloved mistress, and that the young Mistress Beatrix was also to be taken into court. So much good, at least, had come of the poor widow's visit to London, not revenge upon her husband's enemies, but reconcilement to old friends, who pitied, and seemed inclined to serve her. As for the comrades in prison and the late misfortune, Colonel Westbury was with the Captain-General gone to Holland; Captain Macartney was now at Portsmouth, with his regiment of Fusileers and the force under command of his Grace the Duke of Ormond, bound for Spain it was said; my Lord Warwick was returned home; and Lord Mohun, so far from being punished for the homicide which had brought so much grief and change into the Esmond family, was gone in company of my Lord Macclesfield's splendid embassy to the Elector of Hanover, carrying the Garter to his Highness, and a complimentary letter from the Queen.

Esmond's elderly relative greeted the new authorities in this way; however, some good luck finally came to a family that desperately needed it, thanks to the rise of these notable figures who looked after those less fortunate who happened to be in their favor. Before Mr. Esmond left England in August, while he was in Portsmouth after joining his regiment and busy with drills, learning how to handle the musket and pike, he heard that a pension from the Stamp Office had been secured for his late beloved mistress, and that young Mistress Beatrix was also set to be introduced at court. At least some good came from the poor widow's visit to London—not revenge against her husband's enemies, but reconciliation with old friends who showed pity and seemed willing to help her. As for his comrades in jail and the recent hardships, Colonel Westbury had gone to Holland with the Captain-General; Captain Macartney was now in Portsmouth with his regiment of Fusileers and the forces under his Grace the Duke of Ormond, reportedly heading for Spain; my Lord Warwick had returned home; and Lord Mohun, far from facing punishment for the killing that caused so much sorrow and upheaval in the Esmond family, had joined my Lord Macclesfield's grand embassy to the Elector of Hanover, carrying the Garter to His Highness and a letter of commendation from the Queen.





CHAPTER IV.

RECAPITULATIONS.

From such fitful lights as could be cast upon his dark history by the broken narrative of his poor patron, torn by remorse and struggling in the last pangs of dissolution, Mr. Esmond had been made to understand so far, that his mother was long since dead; and so there could be no question as regarded her or her honor, tarnished by her husband's desertion and injury, to influence her son in any steps which he might take either for prosecuting or relinquishing his own just claims. It appeared from my poor lord's hurried confession, that he had been made acquainted with the real facts of the case only two years since, when Mr. Holt visited him, and would have implicated him in one of those many conspiracies by which the secret leaders of King James's party in this country were ever endeavoring to destroy the Prince of Orange's life or power: conspiracies so like murder, so cowardly in the means used, so wicked in the end, that our nation has sure done well in throwing off all allegiance and fidelity to the unhappy family that could not vindicate its right except by such treachery—by such dark intrigue and base agents. There were designs against King William that were no more honorable than the ambushes of cut-throats and footpads. 'Tis humiliating to think that a great Prince, possessor of a great and sacred right, and upholder of a great cause, should have stooped to such baseness of assassination and treasons as are proved by the unfortunate King James's own warrant and sign manual given to his supporters in this country. What he and they called levying war was, in truth, no better than instigating murder. The noble Prince of Orange burst magnanimously through those feeble meshes of conspiracy in which his enemies tried to envelop him: it seemed as if their cowardly daggers broke upon the breast of his undaunted resolution. After King James's death, the Queen and her people at St. Germains—priests and women for the most part—continued their intrigues in behalf of the young Prince, James the Third, as he was called in France and by his party here (this Prince, or Chevalier de St. George, was born in the same year with Esmond's young pupil Frank, my Lord Viscount's son); and the Prince's affairs, being in the hands of priests and women, were conducted as priests and women will conduct them, artfully, cruelly, feebly, and to a certain bad issue. The moral of the Jesuits' story I think as wholesome a one as ever was writ: the artfullest, the wisest, the most toilsome, and dexterous plot-builders in the world—there always comes a day when the roused public indignation kicks their flimsy edifice down, and sends its cowardly enemies a-flying. Mr. Swift hath finely described that passion for intrigue, that love of secrecy, slander, and lying, which belongs to weak people, hangers-on of weak courts. 'Tis the nature of such to hate and envy the strong, and conspire their ruin; and the conspiracy succeeds very well, and everything presages the satisfactory overthrow of the great victim; until one day Gulliver rouses himself, shakes off the little vermin of an enemy, and walks away unmolested. Ah! the Irish soldiers might well say after the Boyne, “Change kings with us and we will fight it over again.” Indeed, the fight was not fair between the two. 'Twas a weak, priest-ridden, woman-ridden man, with such puny allies and weapons as his own poor nature led him to choose, contending against the schemes, the generalship, the wisdom, and the heart of a hero.

From the sporadic bits of light that his broken-hearted patron shared about his troubled past, Mr. Esmond came to understand that his mother had died long ago; therefore, her situation or her honor, damaged by her husband’s betrayal and mistreatment, wouldn’t affect any decisions he might make regarding his own rightful claims. It became clear from my poor lord’s rushed confession that he had only learned the real facts of the situation two years earlier, when Mr. Holt visited him and tried to involve him in one of the many plots led by the secret leaders of King James's party, who were constantly scheming to undermine the Prince of Orange's power or life: conspiracies that were cowardly and murderous in nature, so despicable in their methods and morally wrong in their objectives, that our nation certainly did well to abandon any loyalty to the unfortunate family that could only uphold its claim through such treachery—through dark schemes and base agents. There were plots against King William that were no more honorable than attacks by thugs and robbers. It’s degrading to consider that a great Prince, who held a significant and sacred right and championed a noble cause, should resort to such base acts of assassination and treachery as are evidenced by King James's own orders to his supporters here. What he and they referred to as levying war was, in essence, no better than inciting murder. The noble Prince of Orange bravely broke free from the feeble traps of conspiracy designed to ensnare him: it was as if their cowardly daggers shattered against his unwavering determination. After King James's death, the Queen and her supporters at St. Germains—mostly priests and women—continued their scheming on behalf of the young Prince, known as James the Third in France and by his supporters here (this Prince, or Chevalier de St. George, was born in the same year as Esmond's young student Frank, the son of my Lord Viscount); and because the Prince's affairs were managed by priests and women, they were handled in the devious, cruel, and ineffective way characteristic of such people, leading to a regrettable outcome. The moral of the Jesuit tale is one of the best ever told: no matter how clever, wise, or skilled the plotters may be, there always comes a day when the public's collective fury comes crashing down on their flimsy structures, scattering their cowardly enemies. Mr. Swift has perfectly captured that obsession with intrigue, that love for secrecy, slander, and deception, which is typical of weak individuals clinging to weak courts. It is natural for such people to loathe and resent the strong, and to conspire against their downfall; and the conspiracy may seem very effective, with every sign indicating the eventual defeat of the great target; until one day, Gulliver awakens, shakes off the petty pests of his enemies, and walks away unbothered. Ah! the Irish soldiers might genuinely say after the Boyne, “Switch kings with us and we'll fight it again.” Indeed, the contest was not fair between the two sides. It was a weak man, under the influence of priests and women, armed with feeble allies and tools of his own poor nature, against the strategy, leadership, wisdom, and courage of a true hero.

On one of these many coward's errands then, (for, as I view them now, I can call them no less,) Mr. Holt had come to my lord at Castlewood, proposing some infallible plan for the Prince of Orange's destruction, in which my Lord Viscount, loyalist as he was, had indignantly refused to join. As far as Mr. Esmond could gather from his dying words, Holt came to my lord with a plan of insurrection, and offer of the renewal, in his person, of that marquis's title which King James had conferred on the preceding viscount; and on refusal of this bribe, a threat was made, on Holt's part, to upset my Lord Viscount's claim to his estate and title of Castlewood altogether. To back this astounding piece of intelligence, of which Henry Esmond's patron now had the first light, Holt came armed with the late lord's dying declaration, after the affair of the Boyne, at Trim, in Ireland, made both to the Irish priest and a French ecclesiastic of Holt's order, that was with King James's army. Holt showed, or pretended to show, the marriage certificate of the late Viscount Esmond with my mother, in the city of Brussels, in the year 1677, when the viscount, then Thomas Esmond, was serving with the English army in Flanders; he could show, he said, that this Gertrude, deserted by her husband long since, was alive, and a professed nun in the year 1685, at Brussels, in which year Thomas Esmond married his uncle's daughter, Isabella, now called Viscountess Dowager of Castlewood; and leaving him, for twelve hours, to consider this astounding news (so the poor dying lord said), disappeared with his papers in the mysterious way in which he came. Esmond knew how, well enough: by that window from which he had seen the Father issue:—but there was no need to explain to my poor lord, only to gather from his parting lips the words which he would soon be able to utter no more.

On one of those many cowardly errands then, (because, looking back, I can call them nothing less,) Mr. Holt visited my lord at Castlewood, presenting some foolproof plan to eliminate the Prince of Orange, which my Lord Viscount, being a loyalist, firmly refused to participate in. From what Mr. Esmond could piece together from his dying words, Holt approached my lord with a scheme for insurrection, along with an offer to restore, through him, the marquis's title that King James had granted to the previous viscount. Upon rejecting this bribe, Holt threatened to undermine my Lord Viscount's claim to his estate and title of Castlewood entirely. To support this shocking piece of information, which Henry Esmond's patron was just learning about, Holt brought with him the late lord's dying declaration, made after the incident at the Boyne, at Trim, in Ireland. This was shared with both an Irish priest and a French clergyman of Holt's order, who served with King James's army. Holt claimed, or at least pretended, to show the marriage certificate of the late Viscount Esmond to my mother, in Brussels, in 1677, when the viscount, then Thomas Esmond, was in service with the English army in Flanders. He asserted that this Gertrude, long abandoned by her husband, was alive and a professed nun in Brussels in 1685, the same year Thomas Esmond married his uncle's daughter, Isabella, now known as the Viscountess Dowager of Castlewood. Leaving him for twelve hours to ponder this incredible news (as the poor dying lord mentioned), Holt vanished with his papers in the same mysterious manner in which he had arrived. Esmond understood well enough how that had happened: through that window from which he had seen the Father appear:—but there was no reason to explain it to my poor lord, only to gather from his final words the thoughts he would soon no longer be able to express.

Ere the twelve hours were over, Holt himself was a prisoner, implicated in Sir John Fenwick's conspiracy, and locked up at Hexton first, whence he was transferred to the Tower; leaving the poor Lord Viscount, who was not aware of the others being taken, in daily apprehension of his return, when (as my Lord Castlewood declared, calling God to witness, and with tears in his dying eyes) it had been his intention at once to give up his estate and his title to their proper owner, and to retire to his own house at Walcote with his family. “And would to God I had done it,” the poor lord said. “I would not be here now, wounded to death, a miserable, stricken man!”

Before the twelve hours were up, Holt himself became a prisoner, involved in Sir John Fenwick's conspiracy, and was first locked up at Hexton, from where he was moved to the Tower; leaving the poor Lord Viscount, who didn’t know the others had been taken, in constant fear of his return, when (as Lord Castlewood swore, calling God to witness, and with tears in his dying eyes) it was his intention to immediately give up his estate and title to their rightful owner and retreat to his home in Walcote with his family. “I wish to God I had done that,” the poor lord said. “I wouldn’t be here now, wounded to death, a miserable, broken man!”

My lord waited day after day, and, as may be supposed, no messenger came; but at a month's end Holt got means to convey to him a message out of the Tower, which was to this effect: that he should consider all unsaid that had been said, and that things were as they were.

My lord waited day after day, and, as you can imagine, no messenger arrived; but after a month, Holt managed to get a message out of the Tower to him, saying that he should forget everything that had been said and accept that things were as they were.

“I had a sore temptation,” said my poor lord. “Since I had come into this cursed title of Castlewood, which hath never prospered with me, I have spent far more than the income of that estate, and my paternal one, too. I calculated all my means down to the last shilling, and found I never could pay you back, my poor Harry, whose fortune I had had for twelve years. My wife and children must have gone out of the house dishonored, and beggars. God knows, it hath been a miserable one for me and mine. Like a coward, I clung to that respite which Holt gave me. I kept the truth from Rachel and you. I tried to win money of Mohun, and only plunged deeper into debt; I scarce dared look thee in the face when I saw thee. This sword hath been hanging over my head these two years. I swear I felt happy when Mohun's blade entered my side.”

“I had a terrible temptation,” said my poor lord. “Since I inherited this cursed title of Castlewood, which has never brought me any luck, I’ve spent much more than the income from that estate and my family’s as well. I went through all my finances down to the last penny and realized I could never repay you, my poor Harry, for the fortune I’ve had for twelve years. My wife and kids would have been forced out of the house in disgrace, living as beggars. God knows, it’s been a miserable situation for me and my family. Like a coward, I clung to the delay that Holt offered me. I kept the truth from Rachel and you. I tried to win money from Mohun and only ended up deeper in debt; I barely dared to look you in the eye when I saw you. This sword has been hanging over my head for two years. I swear I felt relieved when Mohun's blade pierced my side.”

After lying ten months in the Tower, Holt, against whom nothing could be found except that he was a Jesuit priest, known to be in King James's interest, was put on shipboard by the incorrigible forgiveness of King William, who promised him, however, a hanging if ever he should again set foot on English shore. More than once, whilst he was in prison himself, Esmond had thought where those papers could be, which the Jesuit had shown to his patron, and which had such an interest for himself. They were not found on Mr. Holt's person when that Father was apprehended, for had such been the case my Lords of the Council had seen them, and this family history had long since been made public. However, Esmond cared not to seek the papers. His resolution being taken; his poor mother dead; what matter to him that documents existed proving his right to a title which he was determined not to claim, and of which he vowed never to deprive that family which he loved best in the world? Perhaps he took a greater pride out of his sacrifice than he would have had in those honors which he was resolved to forego. Again, as long as these titles were not forthcoming, Esmond's kinsman, dear young Francis, was the honorable and undisputed owner of the Castlewood estate and title. The mere word of a Jesuit could not overset Frank's right of occupancy, and so Esmond's mind felt actually at ease to think the papers were missing, and in their absence his dear mistress and her son the lawful Lady and Lord of Castlewood.

After spending ten months in the Tower, Holt, who was just a Jesuit priest known to support King James, was put on a ship by King William, who unforgivingly promised him a hanging if he ever set foot on English soil again. More than once, while he was imprisoned, Esmond wondered where the papers were that the Jesuit had shown to his patron, which were so important to him. They weren’t found on Mr. Holt when he was arrested; if they had been, my Lords of the Council would have seen them, and this family history would have been public knowledge long ago. Still, Esmond didn't bother to search for the papers. With his decision made and his poor mother dead, he didn’t care about documents proving his right to a title he was resolved not to claim, nor did he want to deprive the family he loved most in the world. Maybe he felt prouder of his sacrifice than he would have felt about those honors he chose to give up. Besides, as long as those titles weren't produced, Esmond's young relative, dear Francis, was the rightful and undisputed owner of the Castlewood estate and title. The mere word of a Jesuit couldn't overturn Frank’s right to the property, so Esmond felt relieved thinking the papers were lost, and in their absence, his dear mistress and her son were the rightful Lady and Lord of Castlewood.

Very soon after his liberation, Mr. Esmond made it his business to ride to that village of Ealing where he had passed his earliest years in this country, and to see if his old guardians were still alive and inhabitants of that place. But the only relique which he found of old M. Pastoureau was a stone in the churchyard, which told that Athanasius Pastoureau, a native of Flanders, lay there buried, aged 87 years. The old man's cottage, which Esmond perfectly recollected, and the garden (where in his childhood he had passed many hours of play and reverie, and had many a beating from his termagant of a foster-mother), were now in the occupation of quite a different family; and it was with difficulty that he could learn in the village what had come of Pastoureau's widow and children. The clerk of the parish recollected her—the old man was scarce altered in the fourteen years that had passed since last Esmond set eyes on him. It appeared she had pretty soon consoled herself after the death of her old husband, whom she ruled over, by taking a new one younger than herself, who spent her money and ill-treated her and her children. The girl died; one of the boys 'listed; the other had gone apprentice. Old Mr. Rogers, the clerk, said he had heard that Mrs. Pastoureau was dead too. She and her husband had left Ealing this seven year; and so Mr. Esmond's hopes of gaining any information regarding his parentage from this family were brought to an end. He gave the old clerk a crown-piece for his news, smiling to think of the time when he and his little playfellows had slunk out of the churchyard or hidden behind the gravestones, at the approach of this awful authority.

Very soon after he was freed, Mr. Esmond decided to ride to the village of Ealing, where he had spent his early years in this country, to see if his old guardians were still alive and living there. However, the only trace he found of old M. Pastoureau was a stone in the churchyard, marking the grave of Athanasius Pastoureau, a native of Flanders, who was buried there at the age of 87. The old man's cottage, which Esmond remembered well, and the garden where he had spent many hours playing and daydreaming, and where he had received many scoldings from his fierce foster-mother, were now occupied by a completely different family. It was difficult for him to find out what had happened to Pastoureau's widow and children. The parish clerk remembered her—the old man looked hardly any different in the fourteen years since Esmond last saw him. It seemed she had soon found comfort after her husband's death by marrying a new man who was younger than her, but he wasted her money and mistreated her and her kids. The girl had died; one of the boys enlisted; the other had become an apprentice. Old Mr. Rogers, the clerk, said he had heard that Mrs. Pastoureau was also dead. She and her husband had left Ealing seven years ago, so Mr. Esmond's hopes of learning anything about his background from this family were dashed. He gave the old clerk a crown for his news, smiling at the memory of when he and his little playmates would sneak out of the churchyard or hide behind the gravestones at the sight of this intimidating figure.

Who was his mother? What had her name been? When did she die? Esmond longed to find some one who could answer these questions to him, and thought even of putting them to his aunt the Viscountess, who had innocently taken the name which belonged of right to Henry's mother. But she knew nothing, or chose to know nothing, on this subject, nor, indeed, could Mr. Esmond press her much to speak on it. Father Holt was the only man who could enlighten him, and Esmond felt he must wait until some fresh chance or new intrigue might put him face to face with his old friend, or bring that restless indefatigable spirit back to England again.

Who was his mother? What had her name been? When did she die? Esmond longed to find someone who could answer these questions for him, and even considered asking his aunt the Viscountess, who had innocently taken the name that rightfully belonged to Henry's mother. But she knew nothing, or chose not to know anything, about this topic, and Mr. Esmond couldn't really press her to talk about it. Father Holt was the only person who could help him, and Esmond felt he had to wait until some new opportunity or intrigue brought him face to face with his old friend, or brought that restless, tireless spirit back to England again.

The appointment to his ensigncy, and the preparations necessary for the campaign, presently gave the young gentleman other matters to think of. His new patroness treated him very kindly and liberally; she promised to make interest and pay money, too, to get him a company speedily; she bade him procure a handsome outfit, both of clothes and of arms, and was pleased to admire him when he made his first appearance in his laced scarlet coat, and to permit him to salute her on the occasion of this interesting investiture. “Red,” says she, tossing up her old head, “hath always been the color worn by the Esmonds.” And so her ladyship wore it on her own cheeks very faithfully to the last. She would have him be dressed, she said, as became his father's son, and paid cheerfully for his five-pound beaver, his black buckled periwig, and his fine holland shirts, and his swords, and his pistols, mounted with silver. Since the day he was born, poor Harry had never looked such a fine gentleman: his liberal step-mother filled his purse with guineas, too, some of which Captain Steele and a few choice spirits helped Harry to spend in an entertainment which Dick ordered (and, indeed, would have paid for, but that he had no money when the reckoning was called for; nor would the landlord give him any more credit) at the “Garter,” over against the gate of the Palace, in Pall Mall.

The appointment to his ensigncy and the preparations needed for the campaign quickly gave the young man other things to focus on. His new patroness treated him very kindly and generously; she promised to use her influence and provide money to help him secure a company soon. She advised him to get a nice outfit, both in clothing and weapons, and was pleased to admire him when he made his first appearance in his laced scarlet coat, allowing him to salute her during this exciting occasion. “Red,” she said, tossing her head, “has always been the color worn by the Esmonds.” And so, her ladyship wore it on her own cheeks until the end. She insisted that he be dressed appropriately for his father's son and cheerfully paid for his five-pound beaver hat, his black buckled wig, his fine holland shirts, and his swords and pistols, embellished with silver. Since the day he was born, poor Harry had never looked so distinguished: his generous step-mother filled his purse with guineas, some of which Captain Steele and a few close friends helped Harry spend on a party that Dick organized (and indeed would have paid for, but he had no money when the bill came due; nor would the landlord extend him any more credit) at the “Garter,” across from the gate of the Palace in Pall Mall.

The old Viscountess, indeed, if she had done Esmond any wrong formerly, seemed inclined to repair it by the present kindness of her behavior: she embraced him copiously at parting, wept plentifully, bade him write by every packet, and gave him an inestimable relic, which she besought him to wear round his neck—a medal, blessed by I know not what pope, and worn by his late sacred Majesty King James. So Esmond arrived at his regiment with a better equipage than most young officers could afford. He was older than most of his seniors, and had a further advantage which belonged but to very few of the army gentlemen in his day—many of whom could do little more than write their names—that he had read much, both at home and at the University, was master of two or three languages, and had that further education which neither books nor years will give, but which some men get from the silent teaching of adversity. She is a great schoolmistress, as many a poor fellow knows, that hath held his hand out to her ferule, and whimpered over his lesson before her awful chair.

The old Viscountess, if she had ever wronged Esmond in the past, seemed eager to make up for it with her kind behavior now. She hugged him tightly at parting, cried a lot, urged him to write with every package, and gave him a priceless relic that she asked him to wear around his neck—a medal blessed by some pope and worn by his late sacred Majesty King James. As a result, Esmond arrived at his regiment better equipped than most young officers could manage. He was older than many of his superiors and had an additional advantage that only a few of the army men of his time possessed—many of whom could barely sign their names—he had read a lot, both at home and at the University, he was fluent in two or three languages, and he had that deeper knowledge that neither books nor age can provide, but that some gain from the quiet lessons of hardship. Adversity is a tough teacher, as many a struggling person knows, who has had to face her ruler and groaned over their lessons in her daunting presence.





CHAPTER V.

I GO ON THE VIGO BAY EXPEDITION, TASTE SALT-WATER AND SMELL POWDER.

The first expedition in which Mr. Esmond had the honor to be engaged, rather resembled one of the invasions projected by the redoubted Captain Avory or Captain Kidd, than a war between crowned heads, carried on by generals of rank and honor. On the 1st day of July, 1702, a great fleet, of a hundred and fifty sail, set sail from Spithead, under the command of Admiral Shovell, having on board 12,000 troops, with his Grace the Duke of Ormond as the Capt.-General of the expedition. One of these 12,000 heroes having never been to sea before, or, at least, only once in his infancy, when he made the voyage to England from that unknown country where he was born—one of those 12,000—the junior ensign of Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers—was in a quite unheroic state of corporal prostration a few hours after sailing; and an enemy, had he boarded the ship, would have had easy work of him. From Portsmouth we put into Plymouth, and took in fresh reinforcements. We were off Finisterre on the 31st of July, so Esmond's table-book informs him: and on the 8th of August made the rock of Lisbon. By this time the Ensign was grown as bold as an admiral, and a week afterwards had the fortune to be under fire for the first time—and under water, too,—his boat being swamped in the surf in Toros Bay, where the troops landed. The ducking of his new coat was all the harm the young soldier got in this expedition, for, indeed, the Spaniards made no stand before our troops, and were not in strength to do so.

The first mission that Mr. Esmond had the honor to be part of was more like one of the invasions planned by the legendary Captain Avory or Captain Kidd, rather than a war between kings, led by generals of high rank and reputation. On July 1, 1702, a massive fleet of a hundred and fifty ships set out from Spithead, commanded by Admiral Shovell, carrying 12,000 soldiers, with the Duke of Ormond as the Chief General of the mission. One of these 12,000 soldiers, who had never been to sea before—or at least only once as a child when he traveled to England from that mysterious place where he was born—was the junior ensign of Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers. He was feeling quite unheroic and sick a few hours after they set sail, and if an enemy had attacked the ship, they would have easily overpowered him. After leaving Portsmouth, we stopped in Plymouth to take on fresh reinforcements. By July 31, we were off Finisterre, as recorded in Esmond's notebook, and on August 8, we arrived at the rock of Lisbon. By then, the Ensign had gotten as bold as an admiral, and a week later, he had the experience of being under fire for the first time—and also underwater—when his boat capsized in the surf at Toros Bay, where the troops went ashore. The only damage to his new coat was a good soaking, as the Spaniards did not put up a fight against our troops and were too weak to do so.

But the campaign, if not very glorious, was very pleasant. New sights of nature, by sea and land—a life of action, beginning now for the first time—occupied and excited the young man. The many accidents, and the routine of shipboard—the military duty—the new acquaintances, both of his comrades in arms, and of the officers of the fleet—served to cheer and occupy his mind, and waken it out of that selfish depression into which his late unhappy fortunes had plunged him. He felt as if the ocean separated him from his past care, and welcomed the new era of life which was dawning for him. Wounds heal rapidly in a heart of two-and-twenty; hopes revive daily; and courage rallies in spite of a man. Perhaps, as Esmond thought of his late despondency and melancholy, and how irremediable it had seemed to him, as he lay in his prison a few months back, he was almost mortified in his secret mind at finding himself so cheerful.

But the campaign, while not very glorious, was quite enjoyable. The new sights of nature, by sea and land—a life of action that was beginning for the first time—occupied and excited the young man. The many incidents and the routine of being on a ship—the military duties—the new acquaintances, both with his fellow soldiers and the officers of the fleet—helped to lift his spirits and kept his mind busy, pulling him out of the selfish funk that his recent misfortunes had thrown him into. He felt as if the ocean was separating him from his past worries and welcomed this new chapter of his life that was starting. Wounds heal quickly in a twenty-two-year-old heart; hopes rise every day; and courage comes back despite a person. Perhaps, as Esmond thought about his previous sadness and how hopeless it had felt when he was imprisoned just a few months ago, he was almost embarrassed in his private thoughts to find himself feeling so cheerful.

To see with one's own eyes men and countries, is better than reading all the books of travel in the world: and it was with extreme delight and exultation that the young man found himself actually on his grand tour, and in the view of people and cities which he had read about as a boy. He beheld war for the first time—the pride, pomp, and circumstance of it, at least, if not much of the danger. He saw actually, and with his own eyes, those Spanish cavaliers and ladies whom he had beheld in imagination in that immortal story of Cervantes, which had been the delight of his youthful leisure. 'Tis forty years since Mr. Esmond witnessed those scenes, but they remain as fresh in his memory as on the day when first he saw them as a young man. A cloud, as of grief, that had lowered over him, and had wrapped the last years of his life in gloom, seemed to clear away from Esmond during this fortunate voyage and campaign. His energies seemed to awaken and to expand under a cheerful sense of freedom. Was his heart secretly glad to have escaped from that fond but ignoble bondage at home? Was it that the inferiority to which the idea of his base birth had compelled him, vanished with the knowledge of that secret, which though, perforce, kept to himself, was yet enough to cheer and console him? At any rate, young Esmond of the army was quite a different being to the sad little dependant of the kind Castlewood household, and the melancholy student of Trinity Walks; discontented with his fate, and with the vocation into which that drove him, and thinking, with a secret indignation, that the cassock and bands, and the very sacred office with which he had once proposed to invest himself, were, in fact, but marks of a servitude which was to continue all his life long. For, disguise it as he might to himself, he had all along felt that to be Castlewood's chaplain was to be Castlewood's inferior still, and that his life was but to be a long, hopeless servitude. So, indeed, he was far from grudging his old friend Tom Tusher's good fortune (as Tom, no doubt, thought it). Had it been a mitre and Lambeth which his friends offered him, and not a small living and a country parsonage, he would have felt as much a slave in one case as in the other, and was quite happy and thankful to be free.

To see with your own eyes people and places is better than reading every travel book in the world: and the young man was extremely thrilled and excited to actually be on his grand tour, seeing the people and cities he had read about as a child. He witnessed war for the first time—the pride, grandeur, and ceremony of it, at least, if not much of the danger. He saw firsthand, with his own eyes, those Spanish knights and ladies he had imagined in that timeless story by Cervantes, which had been a joy during his youth. It's been forty years since Mr. Esmond experienced those moments, but they remain as vivid in his memory as the day he first saw them as a young man. A cloud of sadness that had hung over him, covering the last years of his life in gloom, seemed to lift during this fortunate voyage and campaign. His energy seemed to awaken and expand under a refreshing sense of freedom. Was his heart secretly happy to have escaped that loving but undignified bondage at home? Did the feeling of inferiority, which his low birth had imposed on him, disappear with the knowledge of that secret, which he kept to himself, yet was enough to uplift and comfort him? Regardless, young Esmond of the army was a completely different person than the sad little dependent of the kind Castlewood household, and the melancholy student of Trinity Walks; dissatisfied with his destiny, and with the path it forced him on, secretly believing that the clerical collar and the very sacred role he once hoped to assume were, in reality, just symbols of a lifelong servitude. For, no matter how much he tried to convince himself otherwise, he had always felt that being Castlewood's chaplain meant being Castlewood's inferior, and that his life was destined to be one long, hopeless servitude. Indeed, he did not resent his old friend Tom Tusher's good fortune (as Tom, no doubt, believed). If his friends had offered him a bishopric and Lambeth instead of a small living and a country parsonage, he would have felt just as much a slave in either situation, and was quite happy and grateful to be free.

The bravest man I ever knew in the army, and who had been present in most of King William's actions, as well as in the campaigns of the great Duke of Marlborough, could never be got to tell us of any achievement of his, except that once Prince Eugene ordered him up a tree to reconnoitre the enemy, which feat he could not achieve on account of the horseman's boots he wore; and on another day that he was very nearly taken prisoner because of these jack-boots, which prevented him from running away. The present narrator shall imitate this laudable reserve, and doth not intend to dwell upon his military exploits, which were in truth not very different from those of a thousand other gentlemen. This first campaign of Mr. Esmond's lasted but a few days; and as a score of books have been written concerning it, it may be dismissed very briefly here.

The bravest man I ever knew in the army, who had taken part in most of King William's battles and the campaigns of the great Duke of Marlborough, never shared any achievements of his, except for one time when Prince Eugene told him to climb a tree to scout the enemy, which he couldn't do because of the horseman's boots he was wearing. Another time, he almost got captured due to those same boots, which made it hard for him to run away. The narrator will follow this admirable reluctance and doesn't plan to focus on his military exploits, which were really not much different from those of a thousand other gentlemen. Mr. Esmond's first campaign lasted only a few days, and since many books have been written about it, it can be summarized very briefly here.

When our fleet came within view of Cadiz, our commander sent a boat with a white flag and a couple of officers to the Governor of Cadiz, Don Scipio de Brancaccio, with a letter from his Grace, in which he hoped that as Don Scipio had formerly served with the Austrians against the French, 'twas to be hoped that his Excellency would now declare himself against the French King, and for the Austrian in the war between King Philip and King Charles. But his Excellency, Don Scipio, prepared a reply, in which he announced that, having served his former king with honor and fidelity, he hoped to exhibit the same loyalty and devotion towards his present sovereign, King Philip V.; and by the time this letter was ready, the two officers had been taken to see the town, and the alameda, and the theatre, where bull-fights are fought, and the convents, where the admirable works of Don Bartholomew Murillo inspired one of them with a great wonder and delight—such as he had never felt before—concerning this divine art of painting; and these sights over, and a handsome refection and chocolate being served to the English gentlemen, they were accompanied back to their shallop with every courtesy, and were the only two officers of the English army that saw at that time that famous city.

When our fleet reached the sight of Cadiz, our commander sent a boat with a white flag and a couple of officers to the Governor of Cadiz, Don Scipio de Brancaccio, along with a letter from his Grace. In the letter, he expressed hope that since Don Scipio had previously served with the Austrians against the French, he would now declare his support against the French King and for the Austrian in the conflict between King Philip and King Charles. However, Don Scipio prepared a response stating that, having served his previous king with honor and loyalty, he intended to show the same devotion to his current sovereign, King Philip V. By the time the reply was ready, the two officers had been shown around the town, the alameda, and the theater where bull fights take place, as well as the convents, where the remarkable works of Don Bartholomew Murillo filled one of them with an awe and joy he had never experienced before regarding the divine art of painting. After touring these sights and enjoying a nice meal and chocolate served to the English gentlemen, they were courteously escorted back to their boat, and they were the only two officers of the English army who saw that famous city at that time.

The general tried the power of another proclamation on the Spaniards, in which he announced that we only came in the interest of Spain and King Charles, and for ourselves wanted to make no conquest nor settlement in Spain at all. But all this eloquence was lost upon the Spaniards, it would seem: the Captain-General of Andalusia would no more listen to us than the Governor of Cadiz; and in reply to his Grace's proclamation, the Marquis of Villadarias fired off another, which those who knew the Spanish thought rather the best of the two; and of this number was Harry Esmond, whose kind Jesuit in old days had instructed him, and now had the honor of translating for his Grace these harmless documents of war. There was a hard touch for his Grace, and, indeed, for other generals in her Majesty's service, in the concluding sentence of the Don: “That he and his council had the generous example of their ancestors to follow, who had never yet sought their elevation in the blood or in the flight of their kings. 'Mori pro patria' was his device, which the Duke might communicate to the Princess who governed England.”

The general tried using another proclamation to persuade the Spaniards, claiming that we came solely in the interest of Spain and King Charles, and that we had no desire to conquer or settle in Spain at all. But all this eloquence seemed to fall flat with the Spaniards; the Captain-General of Andalusia wouldn’t listen to us any more than the Governor of Cadiz would. In response to his Grace's proclamation, the Marquis of Villadarias issued another one, which those familiar with Spanish thought was the better of the two; among them was Harry Esmond, whose kind Jesuit had taught him in the past and now had the honor of translating these harmless documents of war for his Grace. The final sentence from the Don was a tough blow for his Grace and indeed for other generals in her Majesty's service: "He and his council had the noble example of their ancestors to follow, who had never sought their advancement in the blood or downfall of their kings. 'Mori pro patria' was his motto, which the Duke might pass along to the Princess who governed England."

Whether the troops were angry at this repartee or no, 'tis certain something put them in a fury; for, not being able to get possession of Cadiz, our people seized upon Port Saint Mary's and sacked it, burning down the merchants' storehouses, getting drunk with the famous wines there, pillaging and robbing quiet houses and convents, murdering and doing worse. And the only blood which Mr. Esmond drew in this shameful campaign, was the knocking down an English sentinel with a half-pike, who was offering insult to a poor trembling nun. Is she going to turn out a beauty? or a princess? or perhaps Esmond's mother that he had lost and never seen? Alas no, it was but a poor wheezy old dropsical woman, with a wart upon her nose. But having been early taught a part of the Roman religion, he never had the horror of it that some Protestants have shown, and seem to think to be a part of ours.

Whether the troops were upset by this exchange or not, it's clear that something fueled their rage; unable to capture Cadiz, our forces took over Port Saint Mary's, looting it, setting the merchants' warehouses on fire, getting drunk on the renowned local wines, plundering and robbing peaceful homes and convents, and committing murders and worse. The only blood Mr. Esmond shed during this disgraceful campaign was from knocking down an English sentinel with a half-pike, who was insulting a terrified nun. Is she going to be a beauty? A princess? Or perhaps the mother Esmond had lost and never seen? Unfortunately, no, she was just a frail, wheezy old woman with a wart on her nose. However, having learned part of the Roman Catholic faith early on, he never felt the aversion to it that some Protestants have displayed, which they seem to think is part of our beliefs.

After the pillage and plunder of St. Mary's and an assault upon a fort or two, the troops all took shipping, and finished their expedition, at any rate, more brilliantly than it had begun. Hearing that the French fleet with a great treasure was in Vigo Bay, our Admirals, Rooke and Hopson, pursued the enemy thither; the troops landed and carried the forts that protected the bay, Hopson passing the boom first on board his ship the “Torbay,” and the rest of the ships, English and Dutch, following him. Twenty ships were burned or taken in the Port of Redondilla, and a vast deal more plunder than was ever accounted for; but poor men before that expedition were rich afterwards, and so often was it found and remarked that the Vigo officers came home with pockets full of money, that the notorious Jack Shafto, who made such a figure at the coffeehouses and gaming-tables in London, and gave out that he had been a soldier at Vigo, owned, when he was about to be hanged, that Bagshot Heath had been HIS Vigo, and that he only spoke of La Redondilla to turn away people's eyes from the real place where the booty lay. Indeed, Hounslow or Vigo—which matters much? The latter was a bad business, though Mr. Addison did sing its praises in Latin. That honest gentleman's muse had an eye to the main chance; and I doubt whether she saw much inspiration in the losing side.

After the looting of St. Mary's and an attack on a couple of forts, the troops all boarded ships and wrapped up their mission, at least ending it in a more spectacular way than it had started. Hearing that the French fleet with a huge treasure was in Vigo Bay, our Admirals, Rooke and Hopson, chased the enemy there; the troops landed and took the forts guarding the bay, with Hopson being the first to cross the boom on his ship, the “Torbay,” followed by the other English and Dutch ships. Twenty ships were burned or captured in the Port of Redondilla, and a lot more treasure was taken than was ever reported; but poor men before that mission suddenly became wealthy. It was common to note that the Vigo officers returned home with their pockets full of money. The infamous Jack Shafto, who was quite the character at the coffeehouses and gaming tables in London and claimed he fought at Vigo, admitted just before his execution that Bagshot Heath was HIS Vigo, and that he only mentioned La Redondilla to distract people from where the real treasure was hidden. Honestly, Hounslow or Vigo—which matters? The latter was a messy affair, even though Mr. Addison praised it in Latin. That honest gentleman’s muse was likely focused on making a profit; I doubt she found much inspiration on the losing side.

But though Esmond, for his part, got no share of this fabulous booty, one great prize which he had out of the campaign was, that excitement of action and change of scene, which shook off a great deal of his previous melancholy. He learnt at any rate to bear his fate cheerfully. He brought back a browned face, a heart resolute enough, and a little pleasant store of knowledge and observation, from that expedition, which was over with the autumn, when the troops were back in England again; and Esmond giving up his post of secretary to General Lumley, whose command was over, and parting with that officer with many kind expressions of good will on the General's side, had leave to go to London, to see if he could push his fortunes any way further, and found himself once more in his dowager aunt's comfortable quarters at Chelsey, and in greater favor than ever with the old lady. He propitiated her with a present of a comb, a fan, and a black mantle, such as the ladies of Cadiz wear, and which my Lady Viscountess pronounced became her style of beauty mightily. And she was greatily edified at hearing of that story of his rescue of the nun, and felt very little doubt but that her King James's relic, which he had always dutifully worn in his desk, had kept him out of danger, and averted the shot of the enemy. My lady made feasts for him, introduced him to more company, and pushed his fortunes with such enthusiasm and success, that she got a promise of a company for him through the Lady Marlborough's interest, who was graciously pleased to accept of a diamond worth a couple of hundred guineas, which Mr. Esmond was enabled to present to her ladyship through his aunt's bounty, and who promised that she would take charge of Esmond's fortune. He had the honor to make his appearance at the Queen's drawing-room occasionally, and to frequent my Lord Marlborough's levees. That great man received the young one with very especial favor, so Esmond's comrades said, and deigned to say that he had received the best reports of Mr. Esmond, both for courage and ability, whereon you may be sure the young gentleman made a profound bow, and expressed himself eager to serve under the most distinguished captain in the world.

But even though Esmond didn't get any of the amazing loot, one big prize he gained from the campaign was the thrill of action and the change of scenery, which lifted a lot of his previous sadness. He learned to face his fate with a positive attitude. He returned with a tanned face, a determined heart, and a nice little collection of knowledge and observations from that expedition, which wrapped up in the autumn when the troops were back in England. Esmond gave up his position as secretary to General Lumley, whose command had ended, and parted ways with the General, who expressed his kind wishes. He then got permission to go to London to see if he could further his fortunes, and found himself once again in his dowager aunt’s cozy home in Chelsea, and in higher favor than ever with her. He won her over with a gift of a comb, a fan, and a black cloak, like the ones worn by the ladies of Cadiz, which my Lady Viscountess said suited her beauty perfectly. She was very impressed to hear about his rescue of the nun, and had little doubt that the relic of King James, which he always dutifully kept in his desk, had protected him from danger and deflected enemy fire. My lady hosted feasts for him, introduced him to more people, and vigorously promoted his prospects with such enthusiasm and success that she secured a promise of a company for him through Lady Marlborough's influence, who graciously accepted a diamond worth a couple of hundred guineas that Mr. Esmond was able to present to her ladyship thanks to his aunt's generosity, and who pledged to look after Esmond's fortunes. He had the honor of occasionally attending the Queen’s drawing-room and frequently visiting Lord Marlborough’s gatherings. That great man received the young man with particular favor, as Esmond’s comrades mentioned, and even said that he had received excellent reports about Mr. Esmond for both courage and skill, which made the young gentleman bow deeply and express his eagerness to serve under the most distinguished captain in the world.

Whilst his business was going on thus prosperously, Esmond had his share of pleasure too, and made his appearance along with other young gentlemen at the coffee-houses, the theatres, and the Mall. He longed to hear of his dear mistress and her family: many a time, in the midst of the gayeties and pleasures of the town, his heart fondly reverted to them; and often as the young fellows of his society were making merry at the tavern, and calling toasts (as the fashion of that day was) over their wine, Esmond thought of persons—of two fair women, whom he had been used to adore almost, and emptied his glass with a sigh.

While his business was thriving, Esmond also enjoyed some pleasures and showed up along with other young gentlemen at coffee houses, theaters, and the Mall. He yearned to hear about his beloved mistress and her family: many times, amidst the joys and festivities of the town, his heart fondly turned to them; and often, as the young men in his group were having fun at the tavern, raising toasts (as was the custom back then) over their drinks, Esmond thought about two beautiful women he had once adored and emptied his glass with a sigh.

By this time the elder Viscountess had grown tired again of the younger, and whenever she spoke of my lord's widow, 'twas in terms by no means complimentary towards that poor lady: the younger woman not needing her protection any longer, the elder abused her. Most of the family quarrels that I have seen in life (saving always those arising from money disputes, when a division of twopence halfpenny will often drive the dearest relatives into war and estrangement,) spring out of jealousy and envy. Jack and Tom, born of the same family and to the same fortune, live very cordially together, not until Jack is ruined when Tom deserts him, but until Tom makes a sudden rise in prosperity, which Jack can't forgive. Ten times to one 'tis the unprosperous man that is angry, not the other who is in fault. 'Tis Mrs. Jack, who can only afford a chair, that sickens at Mrs. Tom's new coach-and-sick, cries out against her sister's airs, and sets her husband against his brother. 'Tis Jack who sees his brother shaking hands with a lord (with whom Jack would like to exchange snuff-boxes himself), that goes home and tells his wife how poor Tom is spoiled, he fears, and no better than a sneak, parasite, and beggar on horse back. I remember how furious the coffee-house wits were with Dick Steele when he set up his coach and fine house in Bloomsbury: they began to forgive him when the bailiffs were after him, and abused Mr. Addison for selling Dick's country-house. And yet Dick in the sponging-house, or Dick in the Park, with his four mares and plated harness, was exactly the same gentle, kindly, improvident, jovial Dick Steele: and yet Mr. Addison was perfectly right in getting the money which was his, and not giving up the amount of his just claim, to be spent by Dick upon champagne and fiddlers, laced clothes, fine furniture, and parasites, Jew and Christian, male and female, who clung to him. As, according to the famous maxim of Monsieur de Rochefoucault, “in our friends' misfortunes there's something secretly pleasant to us;” so, on the other hand, their good fortune is disagreeable. If 'tis hard for a man to bear his own good luck, 'tis harder still for his friends to bear it for him and but few of them ordinarily can stand that trial: whereas one of the “precious uses” of adversity is, that it is a great reconciler; that it brings back averted kindness, disarms animosity, and causes yesterday's enemy to fling his hatred aside, and hold out a hand to the fallen friend of old days. There's pity and love, as well as envy, in the same heart and towards the same person. The rivalry stops when the competitor tumbles; and, as I view it, we should look at these agreeable and disagreeable qualities of our humanity humbly alike. They are consequent and natural, and our kindness and meanness both manly.

By this time, the older Viscountess had grown tired of the younger woman again, and whenever she mentioned my lord's widow, it was definitely not in flattering terms for that poor lady. Now that the younger woman no longer needed her protection, the elder criticized her. Most of the family feuds I've witnessed in life (except for the ones about money, where fighting over a tiny amount can turn the closest family into enemies) come from jealousy and envy. Jack and Tom, who are from the same family and had the same fortune, get along well until Jack hits hard times, and then Tom abandons him. It's only when Tom suddenly achieves success that Jack can't handle it. Often, it's the struggling person who's angry, not the one who's doing well. It's Mrs. Jack, who can barely afford a chair, who gets upset with Mrs. Tom’s new carriage, complains about her sister's pretensions, and turns her husband against his brother. It's Jack who sees his brother shaking hands with a lord (someone Jack wishes he could exchange snuff boxes with) and goes home to tell his wife how poor Tom has become spoiled, he fears, and that he's nothing but a sneak, a parasite, and a beggar on horseback. I remember how angry the coffeehouse wits were with Dick Steele when he got a coach and a nice house in Bloomsbury; they only started to forgive him when the bailiffs came after him, and then criticized Mr. Addison for selling Dick’s country house. Yet, whether Dick was in debt or in the park with his four horses and fancy harness, he was still the same kindhearted, carefree, jovial Dick Steele. And Mr. Addison was completely right to claim what was owed to him and not let Dick spend his money on champagne, musicians, fancy clothes, expensive furniture, and all the hangers-on—Jew and Christian, male and female—who surrounded him. As the famous saying by Monsieur de Rochefoucauld goes, “there's something secretly enjoyable about our friends' misfortunes,” while their good fortune can be unpleasant to us. If it’s hard for a man to handle his own good luck, it’s even harder for his friends to handle it for him, and very few can pass that test. On the other hand, one of the "valuable lessons" of adversity is that it brings people back together, rekindles lost kindness, disarms hostility, and causes former enemies to set aside their hatred and reach out to old friends who’ve fallen on tough times. There’s both pity and love, along with envy, in the same heart towards the same person. Rivalry fades when a competitor falls; from my perspective, we should humbly consider these pleasant and unpleasant aspects of our humanity equally. They are natural and inevitable, showcasing both the noble and petty sides of our character.

So you may either read the sentence, that the elder of Esmond's two kinswomen pardoned the younger her beauty, when that had lost somewhat of its freshness, perhaps; and forgot most her grievances against the other, when the subject of them was no longer prosperous and enviable; or we may say more benevolently (but the sum comes to the same figures, worked either way,) that Isabella repented of her unkindness towards Rachel, when Rachel was unhappy; and, bestirring herself in behalf of the poor widow and her children, gave them shelter and friendship. The ladies were quite good friends as long as the weaker one needed a protector. Before Esmond went away on his first campaign, his mistress was still on terms of friendship (though a poor little chit, a woman that had evidently no spirit in her, &c.) with the elder Lady Castlewood; and Mistress Beatrix was allowed to be a beauty.

So you can either read it that the older of Esmond's two relatives forgave the younger for her beauty, especially when it lost some of its freshness, maybe; and she mostly forgot her grievances against the other when those issues no longer seemed successful and admirable; or we might say more kindly (though the outcome is the same either way) that Isabella regretted her meanness toward Rachel when Rachel was struggling; and, taking action on behalf of the poor widow and her kids, offered them shelter and friendship. The two women got along well as long as the weaker one needed someone to protect her. Before Esmond left for his first campaign, his mistress still maintained a friendship (even though she was a timid little thing, a woman who clearly had no spirit, etc.) with the older Lady Castlewood; and Mistress Beatrix was recognized as a beauty.

But between the first year of Queen Anne's reign, and the second, sad changes for the worse had taken place in the two younger ladies, at least in the elder's description of them. Rachel, Viscountess Castlewood, had no more face than a dumpling, and Mrs. Beatrix was grown quite coarse, and was losing all her beauty. Little Lord Blandford—(she never would call him Lord Blandford; his father was Lord Churchill—the King, whom he betrayed, had made him Lord Churchill, and he was Lord Churchill still)—might be making eyes at her; but his mother, that vixen of a Sarah Jennings, would never hear of such a folly. Lady Marlborough had got her to be a maid of honor at Court to the Princess, but she would repent of it. The widow Francis (she was but Mrs. Francis Esmond) was a scheming, artful, heartless hussy. She was spoiling her brat of a boy, and she would end by marrying her chaplain.

But between the first year of Queen Anne's reign and the second, there were some unfortunate changes for the worse in the two younger ladies, at least according to the elder’s description of them. Rachel, Viscountess Castlewood, had no more beauty than a dumpling, and Mrs. Beatrix had become quite coarse and was losing all her looks. Little Lord Blandford—(she would never call him Lord Blandford; his father was Lord Churchill—the King, whom he betrayed, made him Lord Churchill, and he was still Lord Churchill)—might be trying to impress her, but his mother, that cunning Sarah Jennings, would never allow such nonsense. Lady Marlborough had gotten her a position as a maid of honor at Court to the Princess, but she would come to regret it. The widow Francis (she was just Mrs. Francis Esmond) was a scheming, crafty, heartless woman. She was spoiling her brat of a son, and she would end up marrying her chaplain.

“What, Tusher!” cried Mr. Esmond, feeling a strange pang of rage and astonishment.

“What, Tusher!” shouted Mr. Esmond, experiencing a strange mix of anger and surprise.

“Yes—Tusher, my maid's son; and who has got all the qualities of his father the lackey in black, and his accomplished mamma the waiting-woman,” cries my lady. “What do you suppose that a sentimental widow, who will live down in that dingy dungeon of a Castlewood, where she spoils her boy, kills the poor with her drugs, has prayers twice a day and sees nobody but the chaplain—what do you suppose she can do, mon Cousin, but let the horrid parson, with his great square toes and hideous little green eyes, make love to her? Cela c'est vu, mon Cousin. When I was a girl at Castlewood, all the chaplains fell in love with me—they've nothing else to do.”

“Yes—Tusher, my maid's son; and he has all the traits of his father, the butler in black, and his skilled mother, the housekeeper,” my lady exclaims. “What do you think a sentimental widow, who lives in that dreary dungeon of a Castlewood, where she indulges her son, harms the poor with her medicines, prays twice a day, and sees no one but the chaplain—what do you think she can do, my cousin, but let the awful priest, with his big square shoes and ugly little green eyes, flirt with her? It’s obvious, my cousin. When I was a girl at Castlewood, all the chaplains fell for me—they have nothing else to occupy their time.”

My lady went on with more talk of this kind, though, in truth, Esmond had no idea of what she said further, so entirely did her first words occupy his thought. Were they true? Not all, nor half, nor a tenth part of what the garrulous old woman said, was true. Could this be so? No ear had Esmond for anything else, though his patroness chatted on for an hour.

My lady continued to talk like this, but honestly, Esmond had no idea what she was saying after that, so consumed was he by her initial words. Were they true? Not all of it, nor even half, nor a tiny fraction of what the talkative old woman said was true. Could this really be the case? Esmond couldn’t focus on anything else, even though his patroness chatted on for an hour.

Some young gentlemen of the town, with whom Esmond had made acquaintance, had promised to present him to that most charming of actresses, and lively and agreeable of women, Mrs. Bracegirdle, about whom Harry's old adversary Mohun had drawn swords, a few years before my poor lord and he fell out. The famous Mr. Congreve had stamped with his high approval, to the which there was no gainsaying, this delightful person: and she was acting in Dick Steele's comedies, and finally, and for twenty-four hours after beholding her, Mr. Esmond felt himself, or thought himself, to be as violently enamored of this lovely brunette, as were a thousand other young fellows about the city. To have once seen her was to long to behold her again; and to be offered the delightful privilege of her acquaintance, was a pleasure the very idea of which set the young lieutenant's heart on fire. A man cannot live with comrades under the tents without finding out that he too is five-and-twenty. A young fellow cannot be cast down by grief and misfortune ever so severe but some night he begins to sleep sound, and some day when dinner-time comes to feel hungry for a beefsteak. Time, youth and good health, new scenes and the excitement of action and a campaign, had pretty well brought Esmond's mourning to an end; and his comrades said that Don Dismal, as they called him, was Don Dismal no more. So when a party was made to dine at the “Rose,” and go to the playhouse afterward, Esmond was as pleased as another to take his share of the bottle and the play.

Some young men in town, whom Esmond had gotten to know, had promised to introduce him to the charming actress and delightful woman, Mrs. Bracegirdle, who had once had a duel with Harry's old rival Mohun, a few years before my poor lord and he had their falling out. The famous Mr. Congreve had given this lovely lady his stamp of approval, which was unquestionable; she was performing in Dick Steele's comedies, and for twenty-four hours after seeing her, Mr. Esmond felt, or thought he felt, as passionately in love with this beautiful brunette as a thousand other young men in the city. To see her just once was to long to see her again; and being offered the delightful chance to get to know her was a pleasure that made the young lieutenant's heart race. A man can't stay in the tents with his comrades without realizing that he too is twenty-five. A young man can't be crushed by grief and misfortune for too long without one night beginning to sleep soundly, and one day, when dinner rolls around, feeling hungry for a steak. Time, youth, good health, new experiences, and the thrill of action in a campaign had pretty much put an end to Esmond's mourning; and his friends said that Don Dismal, as they called him, was no longer Don Dismal. So when a group was organized to dine at the “Rose” and go to the theater afterward, Esmond was just as happy as anyone to enjoy some drinks and the show.

How was it that the old aunt's news, or it might be scandal, about Tom Tusher, caused such a strange and sudden excitement in Tom's old playfellow? Hadn't he sworn a thousand times in his own mind that the Lady of Castlewood, who had treated him with such kindness once, and then had left him so cruelly, was, and was to remain henceforth, indifferent to him for ever? Had his pride and his sense of justice not long since helped him to cure the pain of that desertion—was it even a pain to him now? Why, but last night as he walked across the fields and meadows to Chelsey from Pall Mall, had he not composed two or three stanzas of a song, celebrating Bracegirdle's brown eyes, and declaring them a thousand times more beautiful than the brightest blue ones that ever languished under the lashes of an insipid fair beauty! But Tom Tusher! Tom Tusher, the waiting-woman's son, raising up his little eyes to his mistress! Tom Tusher presuming to think of Castlewood's widow! Rage and contempt filled Mr. Harry's heart at the very notion; the honor of the family, of which he was the chief, made it his duty to prevent so monstrous an alliance, and to chastise the upstart who could dare to think of such an insult to their house. 'Tis true Mr. Esmond often boasted of republican principles, and could remember many fine speeches he had made at college and elsewhere, with WORTH and not BIRTH for a text: but Tom Tusher to take the place of the noble Castlewood—faugh! 'twas as monstrous as King Hamlet's widow taking off her weeds for Claudius. Esmond laughed at all widows, all wives, all women; and were the banns about to be published, as no doubt they were, that very next Sunday at Walcote Church, Esmond swore that he would be present to shout No! in the face of the congregation, and to take a private revenge upon the ears of the bridegroom.

How did the old aunt's news—or maybe it was gossip—about Tom Tusher create such a strange and sudden excitement in Tom's childhood friend? Hadn't he promised himself a thousand times that the Lady of Castlewood, who had once been so kind to him and then left him so cruelly, would be indifferent to him forever? Hadn't his pride and sense of justice helped him get over the pain of that abandonment long ago—was it even painful for him now? Just last night, as he walked across the fields and meadows to Chelsea from Pall Mall, hadn’t he composed a few verses of a song celebrating Bracegirdle's brown eyes, claiming they were a thousand times more beautiful than the brightest blue eyes that ever fluttered under the lashes of an unremarkable fair beauty? But Tom Tusher! Tom Tusher, the waiting-woman's son, looking up at his mistress! Tom Tusher daring to think of Castlewood's widow! Rage and contempt filled Mr. Harry's heart at the very thought; the honor of the family, of which he was the head, made it his responsibility to stop such a ridiculous match and punish the upstart who dared to insult their house. It’s true Mr. Esmond often boasted about his republican beliefs and could recall many impressive speeches he had made at college and elsewhere, with WORTH not BIRTH as his guiding principle: but for Tom Tusher to take the place of the noble Castlewood—yuck! It was as outrageous as King Hamlet's widow taking off her mourning clothes for Claudius. Esmond laughed at all widows, all wives, all women; and if the banns were about to be announced, as no doubt they were, that very next Sunday at Walcote Church, Esmond swore he would be there to shout No! in front of the congregation and to take his private revenge on the ears of the groom.

Instead of going to dinner then at the “Rose” that night, Mr. Esmond bade his servant pack a portmanteau and get horses, and was at Farnham, half-way on the road to Walcote, thirty miles off, before his comrades had got to their supper after the play. He bade his man give no hint to my Lady Dowager's household of the expedition on which he was going; and as Chelsey was distant from London, the roads bad, and infested by footpads, and Esmond often in the habit, when engaged in a party of pleasure, of lying at a friend's lodging in town, there was no need that his old aunt should be disturbed at his absence—indeed, nothing more delighted the old lady than to fancy that mon cousin, the incorrigible young sinner, was abroad boxing the watch, or scouring St. Giles's. When she was not at her books of devotion, she thought Etheridge and Sedley very good reading. She had a hundred pretty stories about Rochester, Harry Jermyn, and Hamilton; and if Esmond would but have run away with the wife even of a citizen, 'tis my belief she would have pawned her diamonds (the best of them went to our Lady of Chaillot) to pay his damages.

Instead of having dinner that night at the “Rose,” Mr. Esmond told his servant to pack a suitcase and get horses, and he was at Farnham, halfway to Walcote, thirty miles away, before his friends finished their supper after the play. He instructed his servant not to let my Lady Dowager's household know about his trip; and since Chelsey was far from London, the roads were poor, and there were highwaymen about, and Esmond often stayed at a friend’s place in town when out for entertainment, there was no need to worry his old aunt about his absence—indeed, nothing pleased the old lady more than to imagine that her troublesome young cousin was out causing mischief or wandering through St. Giles's. When she wasn’t reading her devotional books, she thought Etheridge and Sedley were great reads. She had a hundred charming stories about Rochester, Harry Jermyn, and Hamilton; and if Esmond had even run off with a citizen's wife, I believe she would have pawned her diamonds (the best of which went to our Lady of Chaillot) to settle his debts.

My lord's little house of Walcote—which he inhabited before he took his title and occupied the house of Castlewood—lies about a mile from Winchester, and his widow had returned to Walcote after my lord's death as a place always dear to her, and where her earliest and happiest days had been spent, cheerfuller than Castlewood, which was too large for her straitened means, and giving her, too, the protection of the ex-dean, her father. The young Viscount had a year's schooling at the famous college there, with Mr. Tusher as his governor. So much news of them Mr. Esmond had had during the past year from the old Viscountess, his own father's widow; from the young one there had never been a word.

My lord's small house in Walcote, where he lived before he got his title and moved into Castlewood, is about a mile from Winchester. After my lord's death, his widow returned to Walcote, a place she always cherished and where she spent her earliest and happiest days. It was much cheerier than Castlewood, which was too big for her limited resources, and it also provided her with the support of her father, the ex-dean. The young Viscount attended school for a year at the famous college there, with Mr. Tusher as his tutor. Mr. Esmond had received quite a bit of news about them over the past year from the old Viscountess, his own father's widow, but he hadn't heard a word from the young one.

Twice or thrice in his benefactor's lifetime, Esmond had been to Walcote; and now, taking but a couple of hours' rest only at the inn on the road, he was up again long before daybreak, and made such good speed that he was at Walcote by two o'clock of the day. He rid to the end of the village, where he alighted and sent a man thence to Mr. Tusher, with a message that a gentleman from London would speak with him on urgent business. The messenger came back to say the Doctor was in town, most likely at prayers in the Cathedral. My Lady Viscountess was there, too; she always went to Cathedral prayers every day.

Twice or three times during his benefactor's life, Esmond had visited Walcote; and now, after just a couple of hours' rest at the inn on the way, he was up again long before dawn and made such good time that he arrived at Walcote by two o'clock that afternoon. He rode to the end of the village, where he got off and sent a man to Mr. Tusher with a message that a gentleman from London needed to speak with him about something urgent. The messenger returned to say the Doctor was in town, likely at prayers in the Cathedral. My Lady Viscountess was there too; she always attended Cathedral prayers daily.

The horses belonged to the post-house at Winchester. Esmond mounted again and rode on to the “George;” whence he walked, leaving his grumbling domestic at last happy with a dinner, straight to the Cathedral. The organ was playing: the winter's day was already growing gray: as he passed under the street-arch into the Cathedral yard, and made his way into the ancient solemn edifice.

The horses were from the post-house in Winchester. Esmond got back on and rode to the “George;” then he walked, leaving his complaining servant happily enjoying a dinner, directly to the Cathedral. The organ was playing: the winter day was already turning gray: as he walked under the street arch into the Cathedral yard, he made his way into the old, solemn building.





CHAPTER VI.

THE 29TH DECEMBER.

There was scarce a score of persons in the Cathedral beside the Dean and some of his clergy, and the choristers, young and old, that performed the beautiful evening prayer. But Mr. Tusher was one of the officiants, and read from the eagle in an authoritative voice, and a great black periwig; and in the stalls, still in her black widow's hood, sat Esmond's dear mistress, her son by her side, very much grown, and indeed a noble-looking youth, with his mother's eyes, and his father's curling brown hair, that fell over his point de Venise—a pretty picture such as Van Dyck might have painted. Mons. Rigaud's portrait of my Lord Viscount, done at Paris afterwards, gives but a French version of his manly, frank, English face. When he looked up there were two sapphire beams out of his eyes such as no painter's palette has the color to match, I think. On this day there was not much chance of seeing that particular beauty of my young lord's countenance; for the truth is, he kept his eyes shut for the most part, and, the anthem being rather long, was asleep.

There were hardly twenty people in the Cathedral apart from the Dean, some of his clergy, and the choristers, both young and old, who performed the beautiful evening prayers. But Mr. Tusher was one of the officiants, reading from the eagle in an authoritative voice while wearing a large black wig. In the stalls, still in her black widow's hood, sat Esmond's beloved mistress, with her son beside her, who had grown a lot and was indeed a handsome young man, with his mother's eyes and his father's curly brown hair that fell over his lace collar—a lovely picture that Van Dyck might have painted. Mons. Rigaud's portrait of my Lord Viscount, done later in Paris, only shows a French version of his strong, open English face. When he looked up, his eyes sparkled like two sapphires, a color no painter’s palette can replicate, I think. On this particular day, though, there wasn't much chance of seeing that special beauty of my young lord's face; the truth is, he kept his eyes closed for most of the time, and since the anthem was rather long, he was asleep.

But the music ceasing, my lord woke up, looking about him, and his eyes lighting on Mr. Esmond, who was sitting opposite him, gazing with no small tenderness and melancholy upon two persons who had so much of his heart for so many years, Lord Castlewood, with a start, pulled at his mother's sleeve (her face had scarce been lifted from her book), and said, “Look, mother!” so loud, that Esmond could hear on the other side of the church, and the old Dean on his throned stall. Lady Castlewood looked for an instant as her son bade her, and held up a warning finger to Frank; Esmond felt his whole face flush, and his heart throbbing, as that dear lady beheld him once more. The rest of the prayers were speedily over; Mr. Esmond did not hear them; nor did his mistress, very likely, whose hood went more closely over her face, and who never lifted her head again until the service was over, the blessing given, and Mr. Dean, and his procession of ecclesiastics, out of the inner chapel.

But when the music stopped, my lord woke up, looked around, and his eyes landed on Mr. Esmond, who was sitting across from him, gazing with a mix of tenderness and sadness at two people who held so much of his heart for so many years. With a start, Lord Castlewood tugged at his mother's sleeve (her face had barely lifted from her book) and said, “Look, mother!” loud enough for Esmond to hear from the other side of the church, as well as for the old Dean in his throned stall. Lady Castlewood glanced at her son as he instructed her and raised a warning finger to Frank; Esmond felt his entire face flush and his heart race as that dear lady looked at him once more. The remainder of the prayers quickly passed; Mr. Esmond didn't hear them, nor did his mistress likely, whose hood came down closer over her face and who didn't raise her head again until the service ended, the blessing was given, and Mr. Dean, along with his procession of clergy, left the inner chapel.

Young Castlewood came clambering over the stalls before the clergy were fairly gone, and running up to Esmond, eagerly embraced him. “My dear, dearest old Harry!” he said, “are you come back? Have you been to the wars? You'll take me with you when you go again? Why didn't you write to us? Come to mother.”

Young Castlewood climbed over the stalls before the clergy had even left, and rushed up to Esmond, embracing him eagerly. “My dear, dearest old Harry!” he exclaimed, “Are you back? Have you been to the wars? Will you take me with you next time? Why didn’t you write to us? Come see mother.”

Mr. Esmond could hardly say more than a “God bless you, my boy,” for his heart was very full and grateful at all this tenderness on the lad's part; and he was as much moved at seeing Frank as he was fearful about that other interview which was now to take place: for he knew not if the widow would reject him as she had done so cruelly a year ago.

Mr. Esmond could barely say more than a “God bless you, my boy,” because he felt so emotional and thankful for all the kindness coming from the young man; he was just as touched by seeing Frank as he was anxious about the upcoming conversation with the widow: he didn't know if she would turn him away again like she had done so harshly a year ago.

“It was kind of you to come back to us, Henry,” Lady Esmond said. “I thought you might come.”

“It was really nice of you to come back to us, Henry,” Lady Esmond said. “I figured you might come.”

“We read of the fleet coming to Portsmouth. Why did you not come from Portsmouth?” Frank asked, or my Lord Viscount, as he now must be called.

“We heard about the fleet arriving in Portsmouth. Why didn’t you come from Portsmouth?” Frank asked, or my Lord Viscount, as he should now be called.

Esmond had thought of that too. He would have given one of his eyes so that he might see his dear friends again once more; but believing that his mistress had forbidden him her house, he had obeyed her, and remained at a distance.

Esmond had thought about that too. He would have given one of his eyes just to see his dear friends one more time; but believing that his mistress had banned him from her house, he had followed her wishes and stayed away.

“You had but to ask, and you know I would be here,” he said.

"You just had to ask, and you know I'd be here," he said.

She gave him her hand, her little fair hand; there was only her marriage ring on it. The quarrel was all over. The year of grief and estrangement was passed. They never had been separated. His mistress had never been out of his mind all that time. No, not once. No, not in the prison; nor in the camp; nor on shore before the enemy; nor at sea under the stars of solemn midnight; nor as he watched the glorious rising of the dawn: not even at the table, where he sat carousing with friends, or at the theatre yonder, where he tried to fancy that other eyes were brighter than hers. Brighter eyes there might be, and faces more beautiful, but none so dear—no voice so sweet as that of his beloved mistress, who had been sister, mother, goddess to him during his youth—goddess now no more, for he knew of her weaknesses; and by thought, by suffering, and that experience it brings, was older now than she; but more fondly cherished as woman perhaps than ever she had been adored as divinity. What is it? Where lies it? the secret which makes one little hand the dearest of all? Whoever can unriddle that mystery? Here she was, her son by his side, his dear boy. Here she was, weeping and happy. She took his hand in both hers; he felt her tears. It was a rapture of reconciliation.

She offered him her hand, her small, fair hand; the only thing on it was her wedding ring. The argument was over. A year of sorrow and distance had passed. They had never truly been apart. His love for her had stayed on his mind the entire time. Not once did he forget her. Not in prison, nor in the camp, nor on land before the enemy, nor at sea under the solemn midnight stars; not even while he watched the spectacular dawn rise. Not even at the table where he drank with friends, or at the theater, where he tried to convince himself that other eyes were brighter than hers. There might be brighter eyes and more beautiful faces, but none were as dear—no voice sweeter than that of his beloved, who had been sister, mother, goddess to him in his youth—no longer a goddess, for he knew of her flaws; and through thought, suffering, and the wisdom that comes with experience, he had grown older than she had. Yet he cherished her as a woman perhaps more than she had ever been adored as a deity. What is it? Where does it come from? The secret that makes one little hand the most precious of all? Who can solve that mystery? Here she was, with their son by his side, his dear boy. Here she was, both weeping and happy. She took his hand in both of hers; he felt her tears. It was a joyous moment of reconciliation.

“Here comes Squaretoes,” says Frank. “Here's Tusher.”

“Here comes Squaretoes,” Frank says. “Here’s Tusher.”

Tusher, indeed, now appeared, creaking on his great heels. Mr. Tom had divested himself of his alb or surplice, and came forward habited in his cassock and great black periwig. How had Esmond ever been for a moment jealous of this fellow?

Tusher now showed up, creaking in his big shoes. Mr. Tom had taken off his robe and came forward dressed in his cassock and large black wig. How had Esmond ever felt even a bit jealous of this guy?

“Give us thy hand, Tom Tusher,” he said. The chaplain made him a very low and stately bow. “I am charmed to see Captain Esmond,” says he. “My lord and I have read the Reddas incolumem precor, and applied it, I am sure, to you. You come back with Gaditanian laurels; when I heard you were bound thither, I wished, I am sure, I was another Septimius. My Lord Viscount, your lordship remembers Septimi, Gades aditure mecum?”

“Give me your hand, Tom Tusher,” he said. The chaplain gave him a deep and respectful bow. “I’m delighted to see Captain Esmond,” he said. “My lord and I have read the Reddas incolumem precor, and I’m sure we’ve applied it to you. You return with Gaditanian laurels; when I heard you were headed there, I wished, I’m sure, that I was another Septimius. My Lord Viscount, you remember Septimi, Gades aditure mecum?”

“There's an angle of earth that I love better than Gades, Tusher,” says Mr. Esmond. “'Tis that one where your reverence hath a parsonage, and where our youth was brought up.”

“There's a part of the countryside that I love more than Cadiz, Tusher,” says Mr. Esmond. “It's the one where your priest has a parsonage, and where we grew up.”

“A house that has so many sacred recollections to me,” says Mr. Tusher (and Harry remembered how Tom's father used to flog him there)—“a house near to that of my respected patron, my most honored patroness, must ever be a dear abode to me. But, madam, the verger waits to close the gates on your ladyship.”

“A house that holds so many precious memories for me,” says Mr. Tusher (and Harry recalled how Tom’s dad used to beat him there)—“a house close to that of my respected patron, my most esteemed patroness, will always be a cherished place for me. But, ma’am, the verger is waiting to close the gates on your ladyship.”

“And Harry's coming home to supper. Huzzay! huzzay!” cries my lord. “Mother, I shall run home and bid Beatrix put her ribbons on. Beatrix is a maid of honor, Harry. Such a fine set-up minx!”

“And Harry's coming home for dinner. Hooray! hooray!” shouts my lord. “Mom, I’m going to run home and tell Beatrix to put her ribbons on. Beatrix is a maid of honor, Harry. Such a charming little flirt!”

“Your heart was never in the Church, Harry,” the widow said, in her sweet low tone, as they walked away together. (Now, it seemed they never had been parted, and again, as if they had been ages asunder.) “I always thought you had no vocation that way; and that 'twas a pity to shut you out from the world. You would but have pined and chafed at Castlewood: and 'tis better you should make a name for yourself. I often said so to my dear lord. How he loved you! 'Twas my lord that made you stay with us.”

“Your heart was never in the Church, Harry,” the widow said, in her soft, low voice, as they walked away together. (Now, it seemed they had never been apart, and again, as if they had been separated for ages.) “I always thought you didn’t have a calling that way; and it was a shame to keep you away from the world. You would have only felt restless and unhappy at Castlewood: and it’s better for you to build a name for yourself. I often told my dear husband so. How he loved you! It was my husband who insisted you stay with us.”

“I asked no better than to stay near you always,” said Mr. Esmond.

"I wouldn't want anything more than to always be close to you," said Mr. Esmond.

“But to go was best, Harry. When the world cannot give peace, you will know where to find it; but one of your strong imagination and eager desires must try the world first before he tires of it. 'Twas not to be thought of, or if it once was, it was only by my selfishness, that you should remain as chaplain to a country gentleman and tutor to a little boy. You are of the blood of the Esmonds, kinsman; and that was always wild in youth. Look at Francis. He is but fifteen, and I scarce can keep him in my nest. His talk is all of war and pleasure, and he longs to serve in the next campaign. Perhaps he and the young Lord Churchill shall go the next. Lord Marlborough has been good to us. You know how kind they were in my misfortune. And so was your—your father's widow. No one knows how good the world is, till grief comes to try us. 'Tis through my Lady Marlborough's goodness that Beatrix hath her place at Court; and Frank is under my Lord Chamberlain. And the dowager lady, your father's widow, has promised to provide for you—has she not?”

“But leaving is for the best, Harry. When the world can’t provide peace, you’ll know where to find it; but someone with your vivid imagination and strong desires needs to experience the world first before getting fed up with it. It was never right, or if it ever was, it was just my selfishness, to think you should stay as a chaplain to a country gentleman and tutor to a little boy. You're part of the Esmond family, my relative; and we've always been adventurous in our youth. Look at Francis. He’s only fifteen, and I can hardly keep him close. His conversations are filled with talk of war and fun, and he’s eager to enlist for the next campaign. Maybe he and the young Lord Churchill will be off together on the next one. Lord Marlborough has been generous to us. You know how supportive they were during my hard times. And so was your—your father's widow. No one truly understands how kind the world can be until grief challenges us. It’s because of Lady Marlborough’s kindness that Beatrix has her position at Court; and Frank is serving under my Lord Chamberlain. And your father's widow has promised to support you—hasn’t she?”

Esmond said, “Yes. As far as present favor went, Lady Castlewood was very good to him. And should her mind change,” he added gayly, “as ladies' minds will, I am strong enough to bear my own burden, and make my way somehow. Not by the sword very likely. Thousands have a better genius for that than I, but there are many ways in which a young man of good parts and education can get on in the world; and I am pretty sure, one way or other, of promotion!” Indeed, he had found patrons already in the army, and amongst persons very able to serve him, too; and told his mistress of the flattering aspect of fortune. They walked as though they had never been parted, slowly, with the gray twilight closing round them.

Esmond said, “Yes. As far as current favor goes, Lady Castlewood has been very kind to him. And if her feelings change,” he added cheerfully, “as women's feelings often do, I’m strong enough to handle my own struggles and find a way forward. Probably not with a sword. There are plenty of people better suited for that than I am, but there are many ways for a young man with talent and education to succeed in life; and I'm confident that I will find a way to advance!” In fact, he had already found supporters in the army and among influential people who could help him, and he shared with his mistress the optimistic outlook he had on his future. They walked together as if they had never been apart, slowly, with the gray twilight wrapping around them.

“And now we are drawing near to home,” she continued, “I knew you would come, Harry, if—if it was but to forgive me for having spoken unjustly to you after that horrid—horrid misfortune. I was half frantic with grief then when I saw you. And I know now—they have told me. That wretch, whose name I can never mention, even has said it: how you tried to avert the quarrel, and would have taken it on yourself, my poor child: but it was God's will that I should be punished, and that my dear lord should fall.”

“And now we’re getting close to home,” she continued, “I knew you would come, Harry, even if it was just to forgive me for speaking unjustly to you after that awful—awful disaster. I was almost out of my mind with grief when I saw you. And I know now—they’ve told me. That terrible person, whose name I can’t even say, has said it too: how you tried to prevent the fight, and would have taken the blame yourself, my dear child: but it was God’s will that I should be punished, and that my dear lord should fall.”

“He gave me his blessing on his death-bed,” Esmond said. “Thank God for that legacy!”

“He gave me his blessing on his deathbed,” Esmond said. “Thank God for that legacy!”

“Amen, amen! dear Henry,” said the lady, pressing his arm. “I knew it. Mr. Atterbury, of St. Bride's, who was called to him, told me so. And I thanked God, too, and in my prayers ever since remembered it.”

“Amen, amen! dear Henry,” the lady said, squeezing his arm. “I knew it. Mr. Atterbury from St. Bride's, who was called to him, told me that. And I thanked God, too, and have included it in my prayers ever since.”

“You had spared me many a bitter night, had you told me sooner,” Mr. Esmond said.

“You would have saved me from many tough nights if you had told me earlier,” Mr. Esmond said.

“I know it, I know it,” she answered, in a tone of such sweet humility, as made Esmond repent that he should ever have dared to reproach her. “I know how wicked my heart has been; and I have suffered too, my dear. I confessed to Mr. Atterbury—I must not tell any more. He—I said I would not write to you or go to you—and it was better even that having parted, we should part. But I knew you would come back—I own that. That is no one's fault. And to-day, Henry, in the anthem, when they sang it, 'When the Lord turned the captivity of Zion, we were like them that dream,' I thought, yes, like them that dream—them that dream. And then it went, 'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy; and he that goeth forth and weepeth, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him;' I looked up from the book, and saw you. I was not surprised when I saw you. I knew you would come, my dear, and saw the gold sunshine round your head.”

“I know it, I know it,” she replied, in a tone of such sweet humility that it made Esmond regret ever having dared to criticize her. “I know how wicked my heart has been; and I have suffered too, my dear. I confessed to Mr. Atterbury—I can’t say more. He—I said I wouldn’t write to you or come to you—and it was even better that we should part. But I knew you would come back—I admit that. That’s no one’s fault. And today, Henry, during the anthem, when they sang, 'When the Lord turned the captivity of Zion, we were like them that dream,' I thought, yes, like them that dream—those who dream. And then it went, 'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy; and he that goeth forth and weepeth, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him;' I looked up from the book and saw you. I wasn’t surprised when I saw you. I knew you would come, my dear, and saw the golden sunshine around your head.”

She smiled an almost wild smile as she looked up at him. The moon was up by this time, glittering keen in the frosty sky. He could see, for the first time now clearly, her sweet careworn face.

She smiled an almost wild smile as she looked up at him. The moon was out by this point, shining brightly in the frosty sky. He could see, for the first time clearly, her sweet, worn face.

“Do you know what day it is?” she continued. “It is the 29th of December—it is your birthday! But last year we did not drink it—no, no. My lord was cold, and my Harry was likely to die: and my brain was in a fever; and we had no wine. But now—now you are come again, bringing your sheaves with you, my dear.” She burst into a wild flood of weeping as she spoke; she laughed and sobbed on the young man's heart, crying out wildly, “bringing your sheaves with you—your sheaves with you!”

“Do you know what day it is?” she kept going. “It’s December 29th—it’s your birthday! But last year we didn’t celebrate it—no, no. My lord was sick, and my Harry was close to dying: my mind was in a turmoil, and we had no wine. But now—now you’re back, bringing your gifts with you, my dear.” She broke down in tears as she spoke; she laughed and cried on the young man’s heart, exclaiming wildly, “bringing your gifts with you—your gifts with you!”

As he had sometimes felt, gazing up from the deck at midnight into the boundless starlit depths overhead, in a rapture of devout wonder at that endless brightness and beauty—in some such a way now, the depth of this pure devotion (which was, for the first time, revealed to him) quite smote upon him, and filled his heart with thanksgiving. Gracious God, who was he, weak and friendless creature, that such a love should be poured out upon him? Not in vain—not in vain has he lived—hard and thankless should he be to think so—that has such a treasure given him. What is ambition compared to that, but selfish vanity? To be rich, to be famous? What do these profit a year hence, when other names sound louder than yours, when you lie hidden away under the ground, along with idle titles engraven on your coffin? But only true love lives after you—follows your memory with secret blessing—or precedes you, and intercedes for you. Non omnis moriar—if dying, I yet live in a tender heart or two; nor am lost and hopeless living, if a sainted departed soul still loves and prays for me.

As he had sometimes felt, looking up from the deck at midnight into the endless starlit sky, filled with a sense of wonder at that infinite brightness and beauty—in a similar way now, the depth of this pure devotion (which was revealed to him for the first time) struck him deeply and filled his heart with gratitude. Gracious God, who was he, such a weak and friendless being, that such a love should be bestowed upon him? Not in vain—not in vain has he lived—he would be ungrateful to think otherwise—since he has been given such a treasure. What is ambition compared to that, but selfish arrogance? To be wealthy, to be famous? What do these gains mean a year from now, when other names are remembered more than yours, when you lie buried in the ground, alongside the meaningless titles engraved on your coffin? Only true love endures after you—follows your memory with quiet blessings—or goes before you, interceding for you. Non omnis moriar—if I die, I still live in a couple of tender hearts; nor am I lost and hopeless in life, if a beloved departed soul still loves and prays for me.

“If—if 'tis so, dear lady,” Mr. Esmond said, “why should I ever leave you? If God hath given me this great boon—and near or far from me, as I know now, the heart of my dearest mistress follows me, let me have that blessing near me, nor ever part with it till death separate us. Come away—leave this Europe, this place which has so many sad recollections for you. Begin a new life in a new world. My good lord often talked of visiting that land in Virginia which King Charles gave us—gave his ancestor. Frank will give us that. No man there will ask if there is a blot on my name, or inquire in the woods what my title is.”

“If—if that’s the case, dear lady,” Mr. Esmond said, “why would I ever leave you? If God has given me this great gift—and whether near or far, as I now know, the heart of my dearest mistress is with me, let me keep that blessing close and never part with it until death separates us. Come away—leave this Europe, this place filled with so many sad memories for you. Start a new life in a new world. My good lord often spoke about visiting that land in Virginia that King Charles gave us—gave to his ancestor. Frank will arrange that. No one there will care if there’s a stain on my name or ask in the woods what my title is.”

“And my children—and my duty—and my good father, Henry?” she broke out. “He has none but me now! for soon my sister will leave him, and the old man will be alone. He has conformed since the new Queen's reign; and here in Winchester, where they love him, they have found a church for him. When the children leave me, I will stay with him. I cannot follow them into the great world, where their way lies—it scares me. They will come and visit me; and you will, sometimes, Henry—yes, sometimes, as now, in the Holy Advent season, when I have seen and blessed you once more.”

“And my children—and my responsibilities—and my dear father, Henry?” she exclaimed. “He has no one but me now! Soon my sister will leave him, and he will be all alone. He has adapted since the new Queen took the throne; here in Winchester, where they care for him, they’ve found a church for him. When the kids leave me, I’ll stay with him. I can’t follow them into the big world where their path leads—it frightens me. They’ll come and visit me; and you will, sometimes, Henry—yes, sometimes, like now, during the Holy Advent season, when I’ve seen and blessed you once again.”

“I would leave all to follow you,” said Mr. Esmond; “and can you not be as generous for me, dear lady?”

“I would leave everything to follow you,” said Mr. Esmond; “can’t you be as generous for me, dear lady?”

“Hush, boy!” she said, and it was with a mother's sweet plaintive tone and look that she spoke. “The world is beginning for you. For me, I have been so weak and sinful that I must leave it, and pray out an expiation, dear Henry. Had we houses of religion as there were once, and many divines of our Church would have them again, I often think I would retire to one and pass my life in penance. But I would love you still—yes, there is no sin in such a love as mine now; and my dear lord in heaven may see my heart; and knows the tears that have washed my sin away—and now—now my duty is here, by my children whilst they need me, and by my poor old father, and—”

“Quiet, boy!” she said, using a mother’s gentle and wistful tone. “Your life is just starting. As for me, I’ve been so weak and sinful that I have to leave it and pray for atonement, dear Henry. If we had places of worship like we used to, and many leaders of our Church still wanted them, I often think I’d retreat to one and spend my life in penance. But I would still love you—yes, there’s no wrongdoing in such love as mine now; my dear Lord in heaven can see my heart and knows the tears that have washed my sins away—and now—now my duty is here, with my children while they need me, and with my poor old father, and—”

“And not by me?” Henry said.

“And not by me?” Henry asked.

“Hush!” she said again, and raised her hand up to his lip. “I have been your nurse. You could not see me, Harry, when you were in the small-pox, and I came and sat by you. Ah! I prayed that I might die, but it would have been in sin, Henry. Oh, it is horrid to look back to that time. It is over now and past, and it has been forgiven me. When you need me again, I will come ever so far. When your heart is wounded, then come to me, my dear. Be silent! let me say all. You never loved me, dear Henry—no, you do not now, and I thank heaven for it. I used to watch you, and knew by a thousand signs that it was so. Do you remember how glad you were to go away to college? 'Twas I sent you. I told my papa that, and Mr. Atterbury too, when I spoke to him in London. And they both gave me absolution—both—and they are godly men, having authority to bind and to loose. And they forgave me, as my dear lord forgave me before he went to heaven.”

“Shhh!” she said again, raising her hand to his lips. “I have been your nurse. You couldn’t see me, Harry, when you had smallpox, and I came and sat by you. Ah! I prayed that I might die, but that would have been a sin, Henry. Oh, it’s awful to look back on that time. It’s all over now, and I’ve been forgiven. When you need me again, I will come from far away. When your heart is in pain, then come to me, my dear. Be quiet! Let me say everything. You never loved me, dear Henry—no, you don’t love me now, and I'm grateful for it. I used to watch you and knew in a thousand ways that it was true. Do you remember how happy you were to leave for college? I was the one who sent you. I told my dad that, and Mr. Atterbury too, when I spoke to him in London. And they both gave me absolution—both of them—and they are righteous men with the authority to forgive. And they forgave me, just like my dear lord forgave me before he went to heaven.”

“I think the angels are not all in heaven,” Mr. Esmond said. And as a brother folds a sister to his heart; and as a mother cleaves to her son's breast—so for a few moments Esmond's beloved mistress came to him and blessed him.

“I think the angels aren't just in heaven,” Mr. Esmond said. And just like a brother hugs his sister close, and a mother holds her son tight—so for a few moments, Esmond’s cherished mistress came to him and blessed him.





CHAPTER VII.

I AM MADE WELCOME AT WALCOTE.

As they came up to the house at Walcote, the windows from within were lighted up with friendly welcome; the supper-table was spread in the oak-parlor; it seemed as if forgiveness and love were awaiting the returning prodigal. Two or three familiar faces of domestics were on the look-out at the porch—the old housekeeper was there, and young Lockwood from Castlewood in my lord's livery of tawny and blue. His dear mistress pressed his arm as they passed into the hall. Her eyes beamed out on him with affection indescribable. “Welcome,” was all she said, as she looked up, putting back her fair curls and black hood. A sweet rosy smile blushed on her face; Harry thought he had never seen her look so charming. Her face was lighted with a joy that was brighter than beauty—she took a hand of her son who was in the hall waiting his mother—she did not quit Esmond's arm.

As they approached the house at Walcote, the windows inside glowed with a warm welcome; the supper table was set in the oak parlor, making it feel like forgiveness and love were waiting for the returning prodigal. A couple of familiar faces among the staff were watching from the porch—the old housekeeper was there, along with young Lockwood from Castlewood in my lord's tawny and blue livery. His beloved mistress squeezed his arm as they walked into the hall. Her eyes shone with an indescribable affection for him. “Welcome,” was all she said as she looked up, brushing back her fair curls and black hood. A sweet rosy smile graced her face; Harry thought he had never seen her look so enchanting. Her face was lit up with a joy that was even more radiant than beauty—she took the hand of her son who was waiting for his mother in the hall—she didn’t let go of Esmond's arm.

“Welcome, Harry!” my young lord echoed after her. “Here, we are all come to say so. Here's old Pincot, hasn't she grown handsome?” and Pincot, who was older, and no handsomer than usual, made a curtsy to the Captain, as she called Esmond, and told my lord to “Have done, now.”

“Welcome, Harry!” my young lord repeated after her. “We’re all here to welcome you. Look at old Pincot, hasn’t she gotten pretty?” And Pincot, who was older and no prettier than usual, curtsied to the Captain, as she called Esmond, and told my lord to “Cut it out, now.”

“And here's Jack Lockwood. He'll make a famous grenadier, Jack; and so shall I; we'll both 'list under you, Cousin. As soon as I'm seventeen, I go to the army—every gentleman goes to the army. Look! who comes here—ho, ho!” he burst into a laugh. “'Tis Mistress Trix, with a new ribbon; I knew she would put one on as soon as she heard a captain was coming to supper.”

“And here’s Jack Lockwood. He’s going to be a famous soldier, Jack; and so will I; we’ll both sign up under you, Cousin. As soon as I turn seventeen, I’m joining the army—every guy joins the army. Look! Who’s coming over—ha, ha!” he laughed. “It’s Mistress Trix, wearing a new ribbon; I knew she’d put one on as soon as she heard a captain was coming to dinner.”

This laughing colloquy took place in the hall of Walcote House: in the midst of which is a staircase that leads from an open gallery, where are the doors of the sleeping chambers: and from one of these, a wax candle in her hand, and illuminating her, came Mistress Beatrix—the light falling indeed upon the scarlet ribbon which she wore, and upon the most brilliant white neck in the world.

This lighthearted conversation happened in the hall of Walcote House, which has a staircase leading from an open gallery where the doors to the bedrooms are located. From one of these rooms, Mistress Beatrix appeared, holding a wax candle that lit her up—the glow highlighting the scarlet ribbon she wore and her incredibly beautiful white neck.

Esmond had left a child and found a woman, grown beyond the common height; and arrived at such a dazzling completeness of beauty, that his eyes might well show surprise and delight at beholding her. In hers there was a brightness so lustrous and melting, that I have seen a whole assembly follow her as if by an attraction irresistible: and that night the great Duke was at the playhouse after Ramillies, every soul turned and looked (she chanced to enter at the opposite side of the theatre at the same moment) at her, and not at him. She was a brown beauty: that is, her eyes, hair, and eyebrows and eyelashes were dark: her hair curling with rich undulations, and waving over her shoulders; but her complexion was as dazzling white as snow in sunshine; except her cheeks, which were a bright red, and her lips, which were of a still deeper crimson. Her mouth and chin, they said, were too large and full, and so they might be for a goddess in marble, but not for a woman whose eyes were fire, whose look was love, whose voice was the sweetest low song, whose shape was perfect symmetry, health, decision, activity, whose foot as it planted itself on the ground was firm but flexible, and whose motion, whether rapid or slow, was always perfect grace—agile as a nymph, lofty as a queen,—now melting, now imperious, now sarcastic—there was no single movement of hers but was beautiful. As he thinks of her, he who writes feels young again, and remembers a paragon.

Esmond had left behind a child and found a woman, grown taller than average; and reached such a stunning level of beauty that his eyes must have shown surprise and delight at seeing her. Her brightness was so radiant and captivating that I’ve seen an entire crowd follow her as if drawn by an irresistible force: that night, after Ramillies, the great Duke was at the theater and every person turned to look at her instead of him when she happened to enter from the opposite side at the same moment. She was a brown beauty: her eyes, hair, eyebrows, and eyelashes were dark, her hair curling with rich waves and draping over her shoulders; yet her complexion was as brilliantly white as snow in sunlight, except for her cheeks, which were a vibrant red, and her lips, an even deeper crimson. People said her mouth and chin were too large and full, and they might be for a marble goddess, but not for a woman whose eyes sparked with fire, whose gaze radiated love, whose voice was the sweetest gentle song, whose shape was perfectly symmetrical, healthy, decisive, and active, whose foot was firm yet flexible as it touched the ground, and whose movement, whether fast or slow, was always filled with grace—agile like a nymph, regal like a queen—sometimes soft, sometimes commanding, sometimes sarcastic—every single gesture of hers was beautiful. As he thinks of her, the writer feels young again and remembers an ideal.

So she came holding her dress with one fair rounded arm, and her taper before her, tripping down the stair to greet Esmond.

So she came, holding her dress with one elegant rounded arm, and her foot in front of her, skipping down the stairs to greet Esmond.

“She hath put on her scarlet stockings and white shoes,” says my lord, still laughing. “Oh, my fine mistress! is this the way you set your cap at the Captain?” She approached, shining smiles upon Esmond, who could look at nothing but her eyes. She advanced holding forward her head, as if she would have him kiss her as he used to do when she was a child.

“She’s put on her red stockings and white shoes,” my lord says, still laughing. “Oh, my lovely mistress! Is this how you’re trying to catch the Captain’s eye?” She came closer, beaming at Esmond, who could only focus on her eyes. She moved forward, holding her head high, as if she wanted him to kiss her like he used to when she was a child.

“Stop,” she said, “I am grown too big! Welcome, cousin Harry,” and she made him an arch curtsy, sweeping down to the ground almost, with the most gracious bend, looking up the while with the brightest eyes and sweetest smile. Love seemed to radiate from her. Harry eyed her with such a rapture as the first lover is described as having by Milton.

“Stop,” she said, “I’ve grown too big! Welcome, cousin Harry,” and she gave him a dramatic curtsy, nearly sweeping to the ground with the most graceful bend, looking up all the while with the brightest eyes and a sweetest smile. Love seemed to radiate from her. Harry looked at her with the kind of rapture that Milton describes for a first lover.

“N'est-ce pas?” says my lady, in a low, sweet voice, still hanging on his arm.

“Isn't it?” says my lady in a soft, sweet voice, still leaning on his arm.

Esmond turned round with a start and a blush, as he met his mistress's clear eyes. He had forgotten her, rapt in admiration of the filia pulcrior.

Esmond turned around suddenly, feeling embarrassed, as he met his mistress's clear gaze. He had forgotten her, lost in admiration of the beautiful girl.

“Right foot forward, toe turned out, so: now drop the curtsy, and show the red stockings, Trix. They've silver clocks, Harry. The Dowager sent 'em. She went to put 'em on,” cries my lord.

“Right foot forward, toe turned out, now drop the curtsy and show the red stockings, Trix. They have silver clocks, Harry. The Dowager sent them. She went to put them on,” my lord calls out.

“Hush, you stupid child!” says Miss, smothering her brother with kisses; and then she must come and kiss her mamma, looking all the while at Harry, over his mistress's shoulder. And if she did not kiss him, she gave him both her hands, and then took one of his in both hands, and said, “Oh, Harry, we're so, SO glad you're come!”

“Hush, you silly kid!” says Miss, showering her brother with kisses; and then she has to come and kiss her mom, all the while glancing at Harry over her mistress's shoulder. And if she didn’t kiss him, she would give him both her hands, then take one of his in both hands, and say, “Oh, Harry, we’re so, SO happy you’re here!”

“There are woodcocks for supper,” says my lord. “Huzzay! It was such a hungry sermon.”

“There are woodcocks for dinner,” says my lord. “Hooray! That was such a hungry sermon.”

“And it is the 29th of December; and our Harry has come home.”

“And it’s December 29th, and our Harry is back home.”

“Huzzay, old Pincot!” again says my lord; and my dear lady's lips looked as if they were trembling with a prayer. She would have Harry lead in Beatrix to the supper-room, going herself with my young Lord Viscount; and to this party came Tom Tusher directly, whom four at least out of the company of five wished away. Away he went, however, as soon as the sweetmeats were put down, and then, by the great crackling fire, his mistress or Beatrix, with her blushing graces, filling his glass for him, Harry told the story of his campaign, and passed the most delightful night his life had ever known. The sun was up long ere he was, so deep, sweet, and refreshing was his slumber. He woke as if angels had been watching at his bed all night. I dare say one that was as pure and loving as an angel had blessed his sleep with her prayers.

“Hurray, old Pincot!” my lord said again, and my dear lady’s lips seemed to tremble as if in prayer. She wanted Harry to bring Beatrix into the supper room while she went with my young Lord Viscount. Tom Tusher arrived at the party, someone at least four of the five guests wanted to send away. However, he left right after the dessert was served, and then, by the crackling fire, his mistress or Beatrix, with her blushing charm, poured him a drink while Harry recounted the story of his campaign, enjoying the most wonderful night of his life. The sun was already up long before he was, as his sleep was deep, sweet, and refreshing. He woke as if angels had been watching over him all night. I can imagine that one who was as pure and loving as an angel blessed his sleep with her prayers.

Next morning the chaplain read prayers to the little household at Walcote, as the custom was; Esmond thought Mistress Beatrix did not listen to Tusher's exhortation much: her eyes were wandering everywhere during the service, at least whenever he looked up he met them. Perhaps he also was not very attentive to his Reverence the Chaplain. “This might have been my life,” he was thinking; “this might have been my duty from now till old age. Well, were it not a pleasant one to be with these dear friends and part from 'em no more? Until—until the destined lover comes and takes away pretty Beatrix”—and the best part of Tom Tusher's exposition, which may have been very learned and eloquent, was quite lost to poor Harry by this vision of the destined lover, who put the preacher out.

The next morning, the chaplain led prayers for the little household at Walcote, as was the custom; Esmond thought Mistress Beatrix wasn’t paying much attention to Tusher's sermon: her eyes were wandering everywhere during the service, and whenever he looked up, he caught her gaze. Maybe he wasn’t paying full attention to the chaplain himself either. “This could have been my life,” he thought; “this could have been my duty from now until old age. Well, wouldn’t it be a lovely life to be with these dear friends and never part from them? Until—until the destined lover shows up and takes away pretty Beatrix”—and the best parts of Tom Tusher's sermon, which might have been quite learned and eloquent, were completely lost on poor Harry because of this vision of the destined lover, who distracted him from the preacher.

All the while of the prayers, Beatrix knelt a little way before Harry Esmond. The red stockings were changed for a pair of gray, and black shoes, in which her feet looked to the full as pretty. All the roses of spring could not vie with the brightness of her complexion; Esmond thought he had never seen anything like the sunny lustre of her eyes. My Lady Viscountess looked fatigued, as if with watching, and her face was pale.

All through the prayers, Beatrix knelt a bit in front of Harry Esmond. She swapped her red stockings for a pair of gray ones, and her feet looked just as pretty in black shoes. No spring roses could match the brightness of her complexion; Esmond thought he had never seen anything as beautiful as the sunny shine in her eyes. My Lady Viscountess looked tired, as if she had been watching for a long time, and her face was pale.

Miss Beatrix remarked these signs of indisposition in her mother and deplored them. “I am an old woman,” says my lady, with a kind smile; “I cannot hope to look as young as you do, my dear.”

Miss Beatrix noticed her mother's signs of illness and felt concerned. “I'm an old woman,” my lady said with a gentle smile; “I can’t expect to look as young as you do, my dear.”

“She'll never look as good as you do if she lives till she's a hundred,” says my lord, taking his mother by the waist, and kissing her hand.

“She'll never look as good as you do, even if she lives to be a hundred,” says my lord, wrapping his arms around his mother and kissing her hand.

“Do I look very wicked, cousin?” says Beatrix, turning full round on Esmond, with her pretty face so close under his chin, that the soft perfumed hair touched it. She laid her finger-tips on his sleeve as she spoke; and he put his other hand over hers.

“Do I look really evil, cousin?” Beatrix asks, turning completely to face Esmond, her pretty face so close to his chin that her soft, scented hair brushed against it. She placed her fingertips on his sleeve as she spoke, and he covered her hand with his other one.

“I'm like your looking-glass,” says he, “and that can't flatter you.”

“I'm like your mirror,” he says, “and it can't flatter you.”

“He means that you are always looking at him, my dear,” says her mother, archly. Beatrix ran away from Esmond at this, and flew to her mamma, whom she kissed, stopping my lady's mouth with her pretty hand.

“He means that you’re always watching him, darling,” her mother says teasingly. Beatrix ran away from Esmond at this and rushed to her mom, whom she kissed, placing her pretty hand over her lady’s mouth.

“And Harry is very good to look at,” says my lady, with her fond eyes regarding the young man.

“And Harry is really handsome,” says my lady, with her loving eyes looking at the young man.

“If 'tis good to see a happy face,” says he, “you see that.” My lady said, “Amen,” with a sigh; and Harry thought the memory of her dear lord rose up and rebuked her back again into sadness; for her face lost the smile, and resumed its look of melancholy.

“If it’s good to see a happy face,” he said, “you see that.” My lady replied, “Amen,” with a sigh; and Harry thought the memory of her beloved husband came back and pulled her into sadness again; for her face lost the smile and returned to its look of melancholy.

“Why, Harry, how fine we look in our scarlet and silver, and our black periwig,” cries my lord. “Mother, I am tired of my own hair. When shall I have a peruke? Where did you get your steenkirk, Harry?”

“Why, Harry, we look amazing in our red and silver outfits and our black wigs,” my lord exclaims. “Mother, I’m tired of my own hair. When will I get a wig? Where did you get your steenkirk, Harry?”

“It's some of my Lady Dowager's lace,” says Harry; “she gave me this and a number of other fine things.”

“It's some of my Lady Dowager's lace,” says Harry; “she gave me this and several other nice things.”

“My Lady Dowager isn't such a bad woman,” my lord continued.

“My Lady Dowager isn't such a terrible person,” my lord continued.

“She's not so—so red as she's painted,” says Miss Beatrix.

“She's not really as bad as people make her out to be,” says Miss Beatrix.

Her brother broke into a laugh. “I'll tell her you said so; by the Lord, Trix, I will,” he cries out.

Her brother burst into laughter. “I'll tell her you said that; I swear, Trix, I will,” he exclaimed.

“She'll know that you hadn't the wit to say it, my lord,” says Miss Beatrix.

“She'll know that you didn't have the sense to say it, my lord,” says Miss Beatrix.

“We won't quarrel the first day Harry's here, will we, mother?” said the young lord. “We'll see if we can get on to the new year without a fight. Have some of this Christmas pie. And here comes the tankard; no, it's Pincot with the tea.”

“We're not going to argue on Harry's first day here, right, Mom?” said the young lord. “Let’s try to start the new year without any fights. Have some of this Christmas pie. And here comes the tankard; wait, it's Pincot with the tea.”

“Will the Captain choose a dish?” asked Mistress Beatrix.

“Will the Captain pick a dish?” asked Mistress Beatrix.

“I say, Harry,” my lord goes on, “I'll show thee my horses after breakfast; and we'll go a bird-netting to-night, and on Monday there's a cock-match at Winchester—do you love cock-fighting, Harry?—between the gentlemen of Sussex and the gentlemen of Hampshire, at ten pound the battle, and fifty pound the odd battle to show one-and-twenty cocks.”

“I say, Harry,” my lord continues, “I'll show you my horses after breakfast; and we’ll go bird-netting tonight, and on Monday there’s a cockfight in Winchester—do you like cockfighting, Harry?—between the gentlemen of Sussex and the gentlemen of Hampshire, with ten pounds on the match, and fifty pounds on the extra match to showcase twenty-one cocks.”

“And what will you do, Beatrix, to amuse our kinsman?” asks my lady.

“And what are you going to do, Beatrix, to entertain our relative?” asks my lady.

“I'll listen to him,” says Beatrix. “I am sure he has a hundred things to tell us. And I'm jealous already of the Spanish ladies. Was that a beautiful nun at Cadiz that you rescued from the soldiers? Your man talked of it last night in the kitchen, and Mrs. Betty told me this morning as she combed my hair. And he says you must be in love, for you sat on deck all night, and scribbled verses all day in your tablebook.” Harry thought if he had wanted a subject for verses yesterday, to-day he had found one: and not all the Lindamiras and Ardelias of the poets were half so beautiful as this young creature; but he did not say so, though some one did for him.

“I'll listen to him,” says Beatrix. “I’m sure he has a ton of things to tell us. And I’m already jealous of the Spanish ladies. Was that a beautiful nun in Cadiz that you saved from the soldiers? Your guy mentioned it last night in the kitchen, and Mrs. Betty told me this morning while she was combing my hair. He says you must be in love because you sat on deck all night and scribbled poems all day in your notebook.” Harry thought that if he had needed a topic for poems yesterday, today he had found one: and none of the Lindamiras and Ardelias from the poets were even half as beautiful as this young woman; but he didn’t say that, though someone did for him.

This was his dear lady, who, after the meal was over, and the young people were gone, began talking of her children with Mr. Esmond, and of the characters of one and the other, and of her hopes and fears for both of them. “'Tis not while they are at home,” she said, “and in their mother's nest, I fear for them—'tis when they are gone into the world, whither I shall not be able to follow them. Beatrix will begin her service next year. You may have heard a rumor about—about my Lord Blandford. They were both children; and it is but idle talk. I know my kinswoman would never let him make such a poor marriage as our Beatrix would be. There's scarce a princess in Europe that she thinks is good enough for him or for her ambition.”

This was his dear lady, who, after dinner was over and the young people had left, started talking to Mr. Esmond about her children, discussing their personalities and her hopes and worries for both of them. “It's not while they’re at home,” she said, “and in their mother’s care that I fear for them—it’s when they go out into the world, where I won’t be able to follow them. Beatrix will begin her service next year. You may have heard rumors about—about my Lord Blandford. They were both just kids, and it’s all just gossip. I know my relative would never allow him to make such a poor match as our Beatrix would be. There’s hardly a princess in Europe that she thinks is good enough for him or her ambitions.”

“There's not a princess in Europe to compare with her,” says Esmond.

“There's not a princess in Europe who can compare to her,” says Esmond.

“In beauty? No, perhaps not,” answered my lady. “She is most beautiful, isn't she? 'Tis not a mother's partiality that deceives me. I marked you yesterday when she came down the stair: and read it in your face. We look when you don't fancy us looking, and see better than you think, dear Harry: and just now when they spoke about your poems—you writ pretty lines when you were but a boy—you thought Beatrix was a pretty subject for verse, did not you, Harry?” (The gentleman could only blush for a reply.) “And so she is—nor are you the first her pretty face has captivated. 'Tis quickly done. Such a pair of bright eyes as hers learn their power very soon, and use it very early.” And, looking at him keenly with hers, the fair widow left him.

“In beauty? No, maybe not,” my lady replied. “She’s really beautiful, isn’t she? It’s not just a mother’s bias that’s fooling me. I noticed you yesterday when she came down the stairs: I could read it on your face. We watch when you think we’re not looking, and we see more than you realize, dear Harry: and just now when they talked about your poems—you wrote some lovely lines when you were just a boy—you thought Beatrix was a nice subject for poetry, didn’t you, Harry?” (The gentleman could only blush in response.) “And she is—nor are you the first to be charmed by her pretty face. It happens quickly. A pair of bright eyes like hers learns their power very fast and uses it quite early.” And, looking at him intently with her eyes, the fair widow departed.

And so it is—a pair of bright eyes with a dozen glances suffice to subdue a man; to enslave him, and inflame him; to make him even forget; they dazzle him so that the past becomes straightway dim to him; and he so prizes them that he would give all his life to possess 'em. What is the fond love of dearest friends compared to this treasure? Is memory as strong as expectancy? fruition, as hunger? gratitude, as desire? I have looked at royal diamonds in the jewel-rooms in Europe, and thought how wars have been made about 'em; Mogul sovereigns deposed and strangled for them, or ransomed with them; millions expended to buy them; and daring lives lost in digging out the little shining toys that I value no more than the button in my hat. And so there are other glittering baubles (of rare water too) for which men have been set to kill and quarrel ever since mankind began; and which last but for a score of years, when their sparkle is over. Where are those jewels now that beamed under Cleopatra's forehead, or shone in the sockets of Helen?

And so it is—a pair of bright eyes with a dozen glances are enough to subdue a man; to enslave him and ignite his passion; to make him forget everything else. They dazzle him so much that the past becomes instantly blurry; and he values them so highly that he would give his whole life to possess them. What is the deep love of closest friends compared to this treasure? Is memory as strong as hope? Fulfillment as intense as hunger? Gratitude as powerful as desire? I've seen royal diamonds in Europe’s jewelry rooms and thought about how wars have been fought over them; Mogul emperors have been deposed and killed for them, or ransomed with them; millions have been spent to acquire them; and brave lives have been lost mining those little shining objects that I value no more than the button on my hat. And so there are other glittering treasures (of rare quality too) for which men have fought and argued since the beginning of time, and which only last for a couple of decades before their shine fades. Where are those jewels now that sparkled on Cleopatra's forehead, or glimmered in Helen's eyes?

The second day after Esmond's coming to Walcote, Tom Tusher had leave to take a holiday, and went off in his very best gown and bands to court the young woman whom his Reverence desired to marry, and who was not a viscount's widow, as it turned out, but a brewer's relict at Southampton, with a couple of thousand pounds to her fortune: for honest Tom's heart was under such excellent control, that Venus herself without a portion would never have caused it to flutter. So he rode away on his heavy-paced gelding to pursue his jog-trot loves, leaving Esmond to the society of his dear mistress and her daughter, and with his young lord for a companion, who was charmed, not only to see an old friend, but to have the tutor and his Latin books put out of the way.

The second day after Esmond arrived at Walcote, Tom Tusher got a day off and headed out in his finest gown and bands to pursue the young woman his Reverence wanted him to marry. It turned out she wasn’t a viscount's widow but rather a brewer's widow from Southampton, with a fortune of a couple of thousand pounds. Tom’s heart was so well-controlled that even Venus herself wouldn’t have made him flutter without a proper dowry. So he rode off on his sturdy gelding to chase his love interests, leaving Esmond in the company of his dear mistress and her daughter, along with his young lord, who was delighted not just to see an old friend but also to have the tutor and his Latin books out of the way.

The boy talked of things and people, and not a little about himself, in his frank artless way. 'Twas easy to see that he and his sister had the better of their fond mother, for the first place in whose affections, though they fought constantly, and though the kind lady persisted that she loved both equally, 'twas not difficult to understand that Frank was his mother's darling and favorite. He ruled the whole household (always excepting rebellious Beatrix) not less now than when he was a child marshalling the village boys in playing at soldiers, and caning them lustily too, like the sturdiest corporal. As for Tom Tusher, his Reverence treated the young lord with that politeness and deference which he always showed for a great man, whatever his age or his stature was. Indeed, with respect to this young one, it was impossible not to love him, so frank and winning were his manners, his beauty, his gayety, the ring of his laughter, and the delightful tone of his voice. Wherever he went, he charmed and domineered. I think his old grandfather the Dean, and the grim old housekeeper, Mrs. Pincot, were as much his slaves as his mother was: and as for Esmond, he found himself presently submitting to a certain fascination the boy had, and slaving it like the rest of the family. The pleasure which he had in Frank's mere company and converse exceeded that which he ever enjoyed in the society of any other man, however delightful in talk, or famous for wit. His presence brought sunshine into a room, his laugh, his prattle, his noble beauty and brightness of look cheered and charmed indescribably. At the least tale of sorrow, his hands were in his purse, and he was eager with sympathy and bounty. The way in which women loved and petted him, when, a year or two afterwards, he came upon the world, yet a mere boy, and the follies which they did for him (as indeed he for them), recalled the career of Rochester, and outdid the successes of Grammont. His very creditors loved him; and the hardest usurers, and some of the rigid prudes of the other sex too, could deny him nothing. He was no more witty than another man, but what he said, he said and looked as no man else could say or look it. I have seen the women at the comedy at Bruxelles crowd round him in the lobby: and as he sat on the stage more people looked at him than at the actors, and watched him; and I remember at Ramillies, when he was hit and fell, a great big red-haired Scotch sergeant flung his halbert down, burst out a-crying like a woman, seizing him up as if he had been an infant, and carrying him out of the fire. This brother and sister were the most beautiful couple ever seen; though after he winged away from the maternal nest this pair were seldom together.

The boy talked about things and people, and quite a bit about himself, in his open, genuine way. It was clear that he and his sister had their mother wrapped around their fingers, even though they always fought and the kind lady insisted she loved both equally. It was easy to see that Frank was his mother’s favorite. He controlled the whole household (except for rebellious Beatrix) as much now as he did when he was a child leading the village boys in play-fighting and playfully hitting them like a strong corporal. As for Tom Tusher, his Reverence treated the young lord with the same politeness and respect he showed to any important man, regardless of age or size. In fact, it was impossible not to love this young boy; he was so charming and delightful in his manners, his looks, his happiness, the sound of his laughter, and the lovely tone of his voice. Wherever he went, he captivated and dominated. I think his grandfather, the Dean, and the stern old housekeeper, Mrs. Pincot, were just as much under his spell as his mother was. As for Esmond, he soon found himself drawn into the boy’s charm, working hard just like the rest of the family. The joy he found in Frank’s mere company and conversation surpassed any he had ever experienced with anyone else, no matter how charming or witty. His presence lit up a room; his laughter, his chattiness, his stunning looks, and bright demeanor were incredibly uplifting. At the slightest hint of sadness, he was quick to offer help and support. The way women adored and spoiled him when he entered society as a mere boy, alongside the silly things they did for him (and he for them), reminded one of Rochester’s exploits and surpassed the successes of Grammont. Even his creditors loved him; the most hardened moneylenders and some of the strictest women could deny him nothing. He wasn't necessarily wittier than anyone else, but when he spoke, he had a unique way of saying things that no one else could match. I saw women crowd around him in the lobby at the comedy in Brussels, and while he sat on stage, more people looked at him than at the actual actors. I recall the incident at Ramillies; when he was struck and fell, a large, red-haired Scottish sergeant dropped his halberd and cried like a woman, picking Frank up as if he were a child and carrying him away from danger. This brother and sister were the most beautiful couple anyone had ever seen, although after he moved away from their mother’s care, they were rarely together.

Sitting at dinner two days after Esmond's arrival (it was the last day of the year), and so happy a one to Harry Esmond, that to enjoy it was quite worth all the previous pain which he had endured and forgot, my young lord, filling a bumper, and bidding Harry take another, drank to his sister, saluting her under the title of “Marchioness.”

Sitting at dinner two days after Esmond's arrival (it was the last day of the year), and such a happy one for Harry Esmond that enjoying it was definitely worth all the previous pain he had endured and forgotten, my young lord, filling his glass and encouraging Harry to do the same, toasted his sister, addressing her as “Marchioness.”

“Marchioness!” says Harry, not without a pang of wonder, for he was curious and jealous already.

“Marchioness!” Harry exclaims, a bit astonished, as he was already feeling both curious and jealous.

“Nonsense, my lord,” says Beatrix, with a toss of her head. My Lady Viscountess looked up for a moment at Esmond, and cast her eyes down.

“Nonsense, my lord,” Beatrix says, tossing her head. My Lady Viscountess glanced at Esmond for a moment before looking down.

“The Marchioness of Blandford,” says Frank. “Don't you know—hath not Rouge Dragon told you?” (My lord used to call the Dowager of Chelsey by this and other names.) “Blandford has a lock of her hair: the Duchess found him on his knees to Mistress Trix, and boxed his ears, and said Dr. Hare should whip him.”

“The Marchioness of Blandford,” says Frank. “Don’t you know—hasn't Rouge Dragon told you?” (My lord used to call the Dowager of Chelsey this and other names.) “Blandford has a lock of her hair: the Duchess caught him kneeling to Mistress Trix, slapped him, and said Dr. Hare should give him a spanking.”

“I wish Mr. Tusher would whip you too,” says Beatrix.

“I wish Mr. Tusher would hit you too,” Beatrix says.

My lady only said: “I hope you will tell none of these silly stories elsewhere than at home, Francis.”

My lady just said, “I hope you won’t share these silly stories anywhere but at home, Francis.”

“'Tis true, on my word,” continues Frank: “look at Harry scowling, mother, and see how Beatrix blushes as red as the silver-clocked stockings.”

"That's true, I swear," Frank continues, "look at Harry sulking, Mom, and see how Beatrix is blushing as red as the silver-clocked stockings."

“I think we had best leave the gentlemen to their wine and their talk,” says Mistress Beatrix, rising up with the air of a young queen, tossing her rustling flowing draperies about her, and quitting the room, followed by her mother.

“I think we should leave the guys to their wine and conversation,” says Mistress Beatrix, standing up like a young queen, swirling her flowing dress around her, and leaving the room, followed by her mother.

Lady Castlewood again looked at Esmond, as she stooped down and kissed Frank. “Do not tell those silly stories, child,” she said: “do not drink much wine, sir; Harry never loved to drink wine.” And she went away, too, in her black robes, looking back on the young man with her fair, fond face.

Lady Castlewood looked at Esmond again as she bent down and kissed Frank. “Don’t tell those silly stories, kid,” she said. “Don’t drink too much wine, sir; Harry never liked drinking wine.” Then she walked away in her black robes, glancing back at the young man with her kind, fair face.

“Egad! it's true,” says Frank, sipping his wine with the air of a lord. “What think you of this Lisbon—real Collares? 'Tis better than your heady port: we got it out of one of the Spanish ships that came from Vigo last year: my mother bought it at Southampton, as the ship was lying there—the 'Rose,' Captain Hawkins.”

“Wow! It's true,” says Frank, sipping his wine like a lord. “What do you think of this Lisbon—real Collares? It's better than your strong port: we got it from one of the Spanish ships that came from Vigo last year: my mother bought it in Southampton while the ship was docked there—the 'Rose,' Captain Hawkins.”

“Why, I came home in that ship,” says Harry.

“Yeah, I came home on that ship,” Harry says.

“And it brought home a good fellow and good wine,” says my lord. “I say, Harry, I wish thou hadst not that cursed bar sinister.”

“And it brought home a good guy and good wine,” says my lord. “I mean, Harry, I wish you didn’t have that cursed bar sinister.”

“And why not the bar sinister?” asks the other.

“And why not the crooked line?” asks the other.

“Suppose I go to the army and am killed—every gentleman goes to the army—who is to take care of the women? Trix will never stop at home; mother's in love with you,—yes, I think mother's in love with you. She was always praising you, and always talking about you; and when she went to Southampton, to see the ship, I found her out. But you see it is impossible: we are of the oldest blood in England; we came in with the Conqueror; we were only baronets,—but what then? we were forced into that. James the First forced our great grandfather. We are above titles; we old English gentry don't want 'em; the Queen can make a duke any day. Look at Blandford's father, Duke Churchill, and Duchess Jennings, what were they, Harry? Damn it, sir, what are they, to turn up their noses at us? Where were they when our ancestor rode with King Henry at Agincourt, and filled up the French King's cup after Poictiers? 'Fore George, sir, why shouldn't Blandford marry Beatrix? By G—! he SHALL marry Beatrix, or tell me the reason why. We'll marry with the best blood of England, and none but the best blood of England. You are an Esmond, and you can't help your birth, my boy. Let's have another bottle. What! no more? I've drunk three parts of this myself. I had many a night with my father; you stood to him like a man, Harry. You backed your blood; you can't help your misfortune, you know,—no man can help that.”

“Imagine I go to the army and get killed—every gentleman goes to the army—who will look after the women? Trix will never stay home; mom's in love with you—yes, I believe mom's in love with you. She always sings your praises and constantly talks about you; and when she went to Southampton to see the ship, I figured it out. But you see, it’s impossible: we come from the oldest blood in England; we arrived with the Conqueror; we were just baronets—but what of it? We were forced into that. James the First compelled our great-grandfather. We are above titles; we old English gentry don’t need them; the Queen can make a duke any day. Look at Blandford's father, Duke Churchill, and Duchess Jennings—what were they, Harry? Damn it, sir, what are they to look down on us? Where were they when our ancestor rode with King Henry at Agincourt and filled the French King’s cup after Poictiers? By George, sir, why shouldn’t Blandford marry Beatrix? By God! He WILL marry Beatrix, or tell me why not. We’ll marry into the best blood of England, and only the best blood. You are an Esmond, and you can’t change your birth, my boy. Let’s have another bottle. What! No more? I’ve drunk three-quarters of this myself. I had many nights with my father; you stood by him like a man, Harry. You stood by your blood; you can’t help your misfortune, you know—no one can control that.”

The elder said he would go in to his mistress's tea-table. The young lad, with a heightened color and voice, began singing a snatch of a song, and marched out of the room. Esmond heard him presently calling his dogs about him, and cheering and talking to them; and by a hundred of his looks and gestures, tricks of voice and gait, was reminded of the dead lord, Frank's father.

The older man said he would head over to his girlfriend’s tea-table. The young guy, blushing and raising his voice, started singing a bit of a song and marched out of the room. Esmond soon heard him calling his dogs over and cheering them on; and through his countless looks, gestures, changes in voice, and way of walking, he was reminded of the late lord, Frank’s father.

And so, the sylvester night passed away; the family parted long before midnight, Lady Castlewood remembering, no doubt, former New Years' Eves, when healths were drunk, and laughter went round in the company of him, to whom years, past, and present, and future, were to be as one; and so cared not to sit with her children and hear the Cathedral bells ringing the birth of the year 1703. Esmond heard the chimes as he sat in his own chamber, ruminating by the blazing fire there, and listened to the last notes of them, looking out from his window towards the city, and the great gray towers of the Cathedral lying under the frosty sky, with the keen stars shining above.

And so, New Year's Eve passed; the family left long before midnight, with Lady Castlewood probably reminiscing about past New Year’s Eves, when toasts were raised, and laughter filled the air in the company of the man who made the years—past, present, and future—feel like one. She didn’t want to stay with her children to hear the Cathedral bells marking the start of the year 1703. Esmond heard the chimes from his own room, deep in thought by the warm fire, and listened to the final notes as he looked out his window towards the city and the great gray towers of the Cathedral under the frosty sky, with the sharp stars shining above.

The sight of these brilliant orbs no doubt made him think of other luminaries. “And so her eyes have already done execution,” thought Esmond—“on whom?—who can tell me?” Luckily his kinsman was by, and Esmond knew he would have no difficulty in finding out Mistress Beatrix's history from the simple talk of the boy.

The sight of these bright eyes surely made him think of other stars. “And so her eyes have already taken their toll,” thought Esmond—“on whom?—who can say?” Fortunately, his relative was nearby, and Esmond knew he could easily learn about Mistress Beatrix's story from the boy's casual chatter.





CHAPTER VIII.

FAMILY TALK.

What Harry admired and submitted to in the pretty lad his kinsman was (for why should he resist it?) the calmness of patronage which my young lord assumed, as if to command was his undoubted right, and all the world (below his degree) ought to bow down to Viscount Castlewood.

What Harry admired and accepted in the attractive young man who was his relative was (why should he resist it?) the confident way in which my young lord acted, as if commanding others was his undeniable right, and everyone below his status should show respect to Viscount Castlewood.

“I know my place, Harry,” he said. “I'm not proud—the boys at Winchester College say I'm proud: but I'm not proud. I am simply Francis James Viscount Castlewood in the peerage of Ireland. I might have been (do you know that?) Francis James Marquis and Earl of Esmond in that of England. The late lord refused the title which was offered to him by my godfather, his late Majesty. You should know that—you are of our family, you know you cannot help your bar sinister, Harry, my dear fellow; and you belong to one of the best families in England, in spite of that; and you stood by my father, and by G—! I'll stand by you. You shall never want a friend, Harry, while Francis James Viscount Castlewood has a shilling. It's now 1703—I shall come of age in 1709. I shall go back to Castlewood; I shall live at Castlewood; I shall build up the house. My property will be pretty well restored by then. The late viscount mismanaged my property, and left it in a very bad state. My mother is living close, as you see, and keeps me in a way hardly befitting a peer of these realms; for I have but a pair of horses, a governor, and a man that is valet and groom. But when I am of age, these things will be set right, Harry. Our house will be as it should be. You will always come to Castlewood, won't you? You shall always have your two rooms in the court kept for you; and if anybody slights you, d—- them! let them have a care of ME. I shall marry early—Trix will be a duchess by that time, most likely; for a cannon ball may knock over his grace any day, you know.”

“I know my place, Harry,” he said. “I’m not proud—the guys at Winchester College say I am, but I’m really not. I’m just Francis James Viscount Castlewood in the Irish peerage. I could have been (did you know that?) Francis James Marquis and Earl of Esmond in the English peerage. The late lord turned down the title my godfather, his late Majesty, offered him. You should know that—you’re part of our family, and you can’t help your bar sinister, Harry, my dear fellow; and you belong to one of the best families in England, despite that; and you stood by my father, and by G—! I’ll stand by you. You will never lack a friend, Harry, as long as Francis James Viscount Castlewood has a shilling. It’s now 1703—I’ll come of age in 1709. I’ll go back to Castlewood; I’ll live at Castlewood; I’ll restore the house. My property will be in much better shape by then. The late viscount mismanaged it and left it in terrible condition. My mother lives nearby, as you can see, and supports me in a way that hardly suits a peer of these realms; I only have a pair of horses, a governor, and a guy who’s both my valet and groom. But when I come of age, Harry, all of this will be set right. Our house will be what it should be. You’ll always come to Castlewood, won’t you? I’ll always keep two rooms for you in the court; and if anyone disrespects you, to hell with them! They better watch out for ME. I plan to marry young—Trix will probably be a duchess by then; a cannonball could take out his grace any day, you know.”

“How?” says Harry.

“How?” asks Harry.

“Hush, my dear!” says my Lord Viscount. “You are of the family—you are faithful to us, by George, and I tell you everything. Blandford will marry her—or”—and here he put his little hand on his sword—“you understand the rest. Blandford knows which of us two is the best weapon. At small-sword, or back-sword, or sword and dagger if he likes; I can beat him. I have tried him, Harry; and begad he knows I am a man not to be trifled with.”

“Hush, my dear!” says my Lord Viscount. “You’re part of the family—you’re loyal to us, by God, and I tell you everything. Blandford will marry her—or”—and here he puts his little hand on his sword—“you get the idea. Blandford knows which of us can handle a weapon better. Whether it’s with a small sword, a backsword, or a sword and dagger if he wants; I can beat him. I’ve tested him, Harry; and by God, he knows I’m not someone to mess with.”

“But you do not mean,” says Harry, concealing his laughter, but not his wonder, “that you can force my Lord Blandford, the son of the first man of this kingdom, to marry your sister at sword's point?”

“But you can’t be serious,” says Harry, hiding his laughter but not his amazement, “that you can force my Lord Blandford, the son of the most important man in this kingdom, to marry your sister at sword-point?”

“I mean to say that we are cousins by the mother's side, though that's nothing to boast of. I mean to say that an Esmond is as good as a Churchill; and when the King comes back, the Marquis of Esmond's sister may be a match for any nobleman's daughter in the kingdom. There are but two marquises in all England, William Herbert Marquis of Powis, and Francis James Marquis of Esmond; and hark you, Harry,—now swear you will never mention this. Give me your honor as a gentleman, for you ARE a gentleman, though you are a—”

“I want to say that we're cousins on our mother's side, but that's nothing to brag about. I mean to say that an Esmond is just as good as a Churchill; and when the King returns, the Marquis of Esmond's sister could be a match for any nobleman's daughter in the kingdom. There are only two marquises in all of England, William Herbert Marquis of Powis and Francis James Marquis of Esmond; and listen, Harry—swear you won't ever mention this. Give me your word as a gentleman, because you ARE a gentleman, even though you are a—”

“Well, well?” says Harry, a little impatient.

"Well, well?" Harry asks, sounding a bit impatient.

“Well, then, when after my late viscount's misfortune, my mother went up with us to London, to ask for justice against you all (as for Mohun, I'll have his blood, as sure as my name is Francis Viscount Esmond)—we went to stay with our cousin my Lady Marlborough, with whom we had quarrelled for ever so long. But when misfortune came, she stood by her blood:—so did the Dowager Viscountess stand by her blood,—so did you. Well, sir, whilst my mother was petitioning the late Prince of Orange—for I will never call him king—and while you were in prison, we lived at my Lord Marlborough's house, who was only a little there, being away with the army in Holland. And then . . . I say, Harry, you won't tell, now?”

“Well, after my late viscount's unfortunate situation, my mother took us to London to seek justice against all of you (and as for Mohun, I’ll make sure he pays, just like my name is Francis Viscount Esmond)—we stayed with our cousin Lady Marlborough, even though we had been on bad terms for quite a while. But when trouble struck, she supported her family: so did the Dowager Viscountess, and so did you. So, while my mother was petitioning the late Prince of Orange—because I will never call him king—and while you were in prison, we lived at Lord Marlborough's house, where he was barely around since he was away with the army in Holland. And then... I say, Harry, you won’t tell anyone, right?”

Harry again made a vow of secrecy.

Harry made another vow of secrecy.

“Well, there used to be all sorts of fun, you know: my Lady Marlborough was very fond of us, and she said I was to be her page; and she got Trix to be a maid of honor, and while she was up in her room crying, we used to be always having fun, you know; and the Duchess used to kiss me, and so did her daughters, and Blandford fell tremendous in love with Trix, and she liked him; and one day he—he kissed her behind a door—he did though,—and the Duchess caught him, and she banged such a box of the ear both at Trix and Blandford—you should have seen it! And then she said that we must leave directly, and abused my mamma who was cognizant of the business; but she wasn't—never thinking about anything but father. And so we came down to Walcote. Blandford being locked up, and not allowed to see Trix. But I got at him. I climbed along the gutter, and in through the window, where he was crying.

“Well, there used to be all kinds of fun, you know: Lady Marlborough was really fond of us, and she said I was going to be her page; and she got Trix to be a maid of honor. While she was up in her room crying, we were always having fun, you know; the Duchess would kiss me, and so would her daughters, and Blandford fell head over heels in love with Trix, and she liked him too. One day, he—he kissed her behind a door—he really did,—and the Duchess caught him. She gave both Trix and Blandford such a slap— you should have seen it! Then she said we had to leave right away and went off on my mom, who knew nothing about it; but she didn't—she was just thinking about dad. So we came down to Walcote. Blandford was locked up and not allowed to see Trix. But I managed to get to him. I climbed along the gutter and in through the window, where he was crying.

“'Marquis,' says I, when he had opened it and helped me in, 'you know I wear a sword,' for I had brought it.

“'Marquis,' I said, when he had opened it and helped me inside, 'you know I wear a sword,' because I had brought it.

“'Oh, viscount,' says he—'oh, my dearest Frank!' and he threw himself into my arms and burst out a-crying. 'I do love Mistress Beatrix so, that I shall die if I don't have her.'

“'Oh, viscount,' he says—'oh, my dearest Frank!' and he threw himself into my arms and started crying. 'I love Mistress Beatrix so much that I will die if I don't have her.'”

“'My dear Blandford,' says I, 'you are young to think of marrying;' for he was but fifteen, and a young fellow of that age can scarce do so, you know.

“'My dear Blandford,' I said, 'you're too young to be thinking about marriage;' because he was only fifteen, and at that age, a young guy can hardly do so, you know.

“'But I'll wait twenty years, if she'll have me,' says he. 'I'll never marry—no, never, never, never, marry anybody but her. No, not a princess, though they would have me do it ever so. If Beatrix will wait for me, her Blandford swears he will be faithful.' And he wrote a paper (it wasn't spelt right, for he wrote 'I'm ready to SINE WITH MY BLODE,' which, you know, Harry, isn't the way of spelling it), and vowing that he would marry none other but the Honorable Mistress Gertrude Beatrix Esmond, only sister of his dearest friend Francis James, fourth Viscount Esmond. And so I gave him a locket of her hair.”

“'But I'll wait twenty years, if she'll have me,' he says. 'I'll never marry—no, never, never, never, marry anyone but her. Not even a princess, even if they really wanted me to. If Beatrix will wait for me, her Blandford promises he will be faithful.' And he wrote a note (it wasn't spelled right, because he wrote 'I'm ready to SIGN WITH MY BLOOD,' which, you know, Harry, isn’t how you spell it), vowing that he would marry no one else but the Honorable Mistress Gertrude Beatrix Esmond, only sister of his best friend Francis James, fourth Viscount Esmond. And so I gave him a locket of her hair.”

“A locket of her hair?” cries Esmond.

“A locket of her hair?” Esmond exclaims.

“Yes. Trix gave me one after the fight with the Duchess that very day. I am sure I didn't want it; and so I gave it him, and we kissed at parting, and said—'Good-by, brother.' And I got back through the gutter; and we set off home that very evening. And he went to King's College, in Cambridge, and I'M going to Cambridge soon; and if he doesn't stand to his promise (for he's only wrote once),—he knows I wear a sword, Harry. Come along, and let's go see the cocking-match at Winchester.

“Yes. Trix gave me one right after the fight with the Duchess that same day. I definitely didn't want it, so I gave it to him, and we kissed goodbye, saying, 'See you later, brother.' I made my way back through the gutter, and we headed home that very evening. He went to King's College in Cambridge, and I’m going to Cambridge soon too; and if he doesn’t keep his promise (since he’s only written to me once) — he knows I carry a sword, Harry. Come on, let’s go check out the cockfight at Winchester."

“. . . . But I say,” he added, laughing, after a pause, “I don't think Trix will break her heart about him. La bless you! whenever she sees a man, she makes eyes at him; and young Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Anthony Henley of Airesford, were at swords drawn about her, at the Winchester Assembly, a month ago.”

“. . . . But I say,” he added, laughing after a pause, “I don't think Trix will be heartbroken over him. Goodness! Whenever she sees a man, she flirts with him; and young Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley and Anthony Henley of Airesford were ready to fight over her at the Winchester Assembly a month ago.”

That night Mr. Harry's sleep was by no means so pleasant or sweet as it had been on the first two evenings after his arrival at Walcote. “So the bright eyes have been already shining on another,” thought he, “and the pretty lips, or the cheeks at any rate, have begun the work which they were made for. Here's a girl not sixteen, and one young gentleman is already whimpering over a lock of her hair, and two country squires are ready to cut each other's throats that they may have the honor of a dance with her. What a fool am I to be dallying about this passion, and singeing my wings in this foolish flame. Wings!—why not say crutches? 'There is but eight years' difference between us, to be sure; but in life I am thirty years older. How could I ever hope to please such a sweet creature as that, with my rough ways and glum face? Say that I have merit ever so much, and won myself a name, could she ever listen to me? She must be my Lady Marchioness, and I remain a nameless bastard. Oh! my master, my master!” (here he fell to thinking with a passionate grief of the vow which he had made to his poor dying lord.) “Oh! my mistress, dearest and kindest, will you be contented with the sacrifice which the poor orphan makes for you, whom you love, and who so loves you?”

That night, Mr. Harry's sleep was far from as pleasant or sweet as it had been during the first two nights after he arrived at Walcote. “So, those bright eyes have already shone on someone else,” he thought. “And the pretty lips, or at least those cheeks, have started the work they were meant for. Here’s a girl not even sixteen, and some young guy is already whining over a lock of her hair, while two local gentlemen are ready to fight each other for the chance to dance with her. What a fool I am to be wasting time on this infatuation and burning my wings in this silly flame. Wings!—why not just say crutches? Sure, there’s only an eight-year difference between us, but in life, I feel thirty years older. How could I ever hope to impress someone as sweet as her with my rough manners and gloomy face? Even if I have some merits and made a name for myself, could she ever listen to me? She should be my Lady Marchioness, while I stay just a nameless bastard. Oh! my master, my master!” (Here, he fell into deep thoughts filled with passionate grief over the vow he had made to his poor dying lord.) “Oh! my mistress, dearest and kindest, will you be satisfied with the sacrifice that this poor orphan makes for you, whom you love and who loves you so dearly?”

And then came a fiercer pang of temptation. “A word from me,” Harry thought, “a syllable of explanation, and all this might be changed; but no, I swore it over the dying bed of my benefactor. For the sake of him and his; for the sacred love and kindness of old days; I gave my promise to him, and may kind heaven enable me to keep my vow!”

And then came a stronger wave of temptation. “Just one word from me,” Harry thought, “one little explanation, and all of this could change; but no, I promised on my benefactor's deathbed. For his sake and for what he held dear; for the sacred love and kindness of the past; I made a promise to him, and may kind heaven help me to keep my vow!”

The next day, although Esmond gave no sign of what was going on in his mind, but strove to be more than ordinarily gay and cheerful when he met his friends at the morning meal, his dear mistress, whose clear eyes it seemed no emotion of his could escape, perceived that something troubled him, for she looked anxiously towards him more than once during the breakfast, and when he went up to his chamber afterwards she presently followed him, and knocked at his door.

The next day, even though Esmond showed no signs of what was happening in his head, he tried to be extra cheerful when he met his friends at breakfast. His beloved mistress, whose sharp eyes seemed to notice every emotion he had, saw that something was bothering him. She looked at him anxiously more than once during the meal, and when he went up to his room afterward, she soon followed him and knocked on his door.

As she entered, no doubt the whole story was clear to her at once, for she found our young gentleman packing his valise, pursuant to the resolution which he had come to over-night of making a brisk retreat out of this temptation.

As she walked in, she likely understood everything immediately, because she found our young man packing his suitcase, following the decision he made last night to make a quick escape from this temptation.

She closed the door very carefully behind her, and then leant against it, very pale, her hands folded before her, looking at the young man, who was kneeling over his work of packing. “Are you going so soon?” she said.

She closed the door gently behind her and leaned against it, looking very pale, with her hands folded in front of her, watching the young man who was kneeling while packing. “Are you leaving so soon?” she said.

He rose up from his knees, blushing, perhaps, to be so discovered, in the very act, as it were, and took one of her fair little hands—it was that which had her marriage ring on—and kissed it.

He got up from his knees, blushing, maybe embarrassed to be caught in the act, and took one of her lovely little hands—it was the one with her wedding ring on it—and kissed it.

“It is best that it should be so, dearest lady,” he said.

“It’s best that it’s this way, dear lady,” he said.

“I knew you were going, at breakfast. I—I thought you might stay. What has happened? Why can't you remain longer with us? What has Frank told you—you were talking together late last night?”

“I knew you were leaving at breakfast. I—I thought you might stick around. What’s going on? Why can’t you stay with us longer? What did Frank tell you—you two were chatting late last night?”

“I had but three days' leave from Chelsey,” Esmond said, as gayly as he could. “My aunt—she lets me call her aunt—is my mistress now! I owe her my lieutenancy and my laced coat. She has taken me into high favor; and my new General is to dine at Chelsey to-morrow—General Lumley, madam—who has appointed me his aide-de-camp, and on whom I must have the honor of waiting. See, here is a letter from the Dowager; the post brought it last night; and I would not speak of it, for fear of disturbing our last merry meeting.”

“I only had three days off from Chelsey,” Esmond said, as cheerfully as he could. “My aunt—who lets me call her that—is my boss now! I owe her my position as lieutenant and my fancy coat. She has taken a liking to me, and my new General is coming to dinner at Chelsey tomorrow—General Lumley, madam—who has made me his aide-de-camp, and I have the honor of serving him. Look, here’s a letter from the Dowager; the post delivered it last night, and I didn’t want to mention it, afraid it might disrupt our last fun get-together.”

My lady glanced at the letter, and put it down with a smile that was somewhat contemptuous. “I have no need to read the letter,” says she—(indeed, 'twas as well she did not; for the Chelsey missive, in the poor Dowager's usual French jargon, permitted him a longer holiday than he said. “Je vous donne,” quoth her ladyship, “oui jour, pour vous fatigay parfaictement de vos parens fatigans”)—“I have no need to read the letter,” says she. “What was it Frank told you last night?”

My lady glanced at the letter and set it down with a somewhat disdainful smile. “I don’t need to read the letter,” she said—(in fact, it was probably for the best that she didn’t; because the Chelsey message, in the poor Dowager's usual French jargon, granted him a longer break than he claimed. “Je vous donne,” said her ladyship, “oui jour, pour vous fatigay parfaictement de vos parens fatigans”)—“I don’t need to read the letter,” she said. “What did Frank tell you last night?”

“He told me little I did not know,” Mr. Esmond answered. “But I have thought of that little, and here's the result: I have no right to the name I bear, dear lady; and it is only by your sufferance that I am allowed to keep it. If I thought for an hour of what has perhaps crossed your mind too—”

“He told me very little that I didn’t already know,” Mr. Esmond replied. “But I have thought about that little bit, and here’s what I’ve concluded: I have no right to the name I carry, dear lady; and it’s only because you allow me to that I can keep it. If I spent just an hour thinking about what you might have considered too—”

“Yes, I did, Harry,” said she; “I thought of it; and think of it. I would sooner call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe—yes, than the greatest prince. For who is there so good and so brave, and who would love her as you would? But there are reasons a mother can't tell.”

“Yes, I did, Harry,” she said. “I thought about it, and I still think about it. I would rather call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe—yes, even more than the greatest prince. Because who is as good and brave as you are, and who would love me like you do? But there are reasons a mother can't share.”

“I know them,” said Mr. Esmond, interrupting her with a smile. “I know there's Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Mr. Anthony Henley of the Grange, and my Lord Marquis of Blandford, that seems to be the favored suitor. You shall ask me to wear my Lady Marchioness's favors and to dance at her ladyship's wedding.”

“I know them,” said Mr. Esmond, cutting her off with a smile. “I know there's Sir Wilmot Crawley from Queen's Crawley, Mr. Anthony Henley from the Grange, and Lord Marquis of Blandford, who seems to be the preferred suitor. You’ll ask me to wear my Lady Marchioness's colors and dance at her wedding.”

“Oh! Harry, Harry, it is none of these follies that frighten me,” cried out Lady Castlewood. “Lord Churchill is but a child, his outbreak about Beatrix was a mere boyish folly. His parents would rather see him buried than married to one below him in rank. And do you think that I would stoop to sue for a husband for Francis Esmond's daughter; or submit to have my girl smuggled into that proud family to cause a quarrel between son and parents, and to be treated only as an inferior? I would disdain such a meanness. Beatrix would scorn it. Ah! Henry, 'tis not with you the fault lies, 'tis with her. I know you both, and love you: need I be ashamed of that love now? No, never, never, and 'tis not you, dear Harry, that is unworthy. 'Tis for my poor Beatrix I tremble—whose headstrong will frightens me; whose jealous temper (they say I was jealous too, but, pray God, I am cured of that sin) and whose vanity no words or prayers of mine can cure—only suffering, only experience, and remorse afterwards. Oh! Henry, she will make no man happy who loves her. Go away, my son: leave her: love us always, and think kindly of us: and for me, my dear, you know that these walls contain all that I love in the world.”

“Oh! Harry, Harry, it’s none of these silly things that scare me,” Lady Castlewood exclaimed. “Lord Churchill is just a kid; his outburst about Beatrix was just a childish mistake. His parents would prefer to see him dead than married to someone beneath him in status. And do you think I would lower myself to seek a husband for Francis Esmond's daughter? Or let my girl be sneaked into that proud family to cause a rift between the son and his parents and be treated like a lesser person? I would despise such a dishonorable act. Beatrix would hate it. Ah! Henry, the fault doesn’t lie with you; it lies with her. I know you both and love you—should I be ashamed of that love now? No, never, never! And it’s not you, dear Harry, who is unworthy. It’s for my poor Beatrix I worry—her stubborn will frightens me; her jealous temper (they say I was jealous too, but thank God, I’m over that sin) and her vanity can’t be fixed by any words or prayers of mine—only through suffering, only through experience, and regret afterward. Oh! Henry, she won’t make any man who loves her happy. Go away, my son: leave her; love us always, and think kindly of us: and for me, my dear, you know these walls hold everything I love in the world.”

In after life, did Esmond find the words true which his fond mistress spoke from her sad heart? Warning he had: but I doubt others had warning before his time, and since: and he benefited by it as most men do.

In later life, did Esmond find the words to be true that his beloved mistress spoke from her sad heart? He was warned: but I doubt that others were warned before him and since: and he took advantage of it like most men do.

My young Lord Viscount was exceeding sorry when he heard that Harry could not come to the cock-match with him, and must go to London, but no doubt my lord consoled himself when the Hampshire cocks won the match; and he saw every one of the battles, and crowed properly over the conquered Sussex gentlemen.

My young Lord Viscount was really upset when he found out that Harry couldn't join him for the cockfight and had to go to London. But I'm sure my lord cheered up when the Hampshire roosters won the match; he watched every battle and celebrated properly over the defeated Sussex gentlemen.

As Esmond rode towards town his servant, coming up to him, informed him with a grin, that Mistress Beatrix had brought out a new gown and blue stockings for that day's dinner, in which she intended to appear, and had flown into a rage and given her maid a slap on the face soon after she heard he was going away. Mistress Beatrix's woman, the fellow said, came down to the servants' hall crying, and with the mark of a blow still on her cheek: but Esmond peremptorily ordered him to fall back and be silent, and rode on with thoughts enough of his own to occupy him—some sad ones, some inexpressibly dear and pleasant.

As Esmond rode toward town, his servant approached him with a grin and told him that Mistress Beatrix had taken out a new dress and blue stockings for that day's dinner, which she planned to wear. He also mentioned that she had flown into a rage and slapped her maid shortly after hearing that he was leaving. The servant said Mistress Beatrix's maid came down to the servants' hall in tears, with the mark of the slap still on her cheek. However, Esmond firmly ordered him to fall back and be quiet, continuing on with plenty of thoughts to occupy him—some sad, some incredibly dear and pleasant.

His mistress, from whom he had been a year separated, was his dearest mistress again. The family from which he had been parted, and which he loved with the fondest devotion, was his family once more. If Beatrix's beauty shone upon him, it was with a friendly lustre, and he could regard it with much such a delight as he brought away after seeing the beautiful pictures of the smiling Madonnas in the convent at Cadiz, when he was despatched thither with a flag; and as for his mistress, 'twas difficult to say with what a feeling he regarded her. 'Twas happiness to have seen her; 'twas no great pang to part; a filial tenderness, a love that was at once respect and protection, filled his mind as he thought of her; and near her or far from her, and from that day until now, and from now till death is past and beyond it, he prays that sacred flame may ever burn.

His mistress, from whom he had been separated for a year, was his dearest mistress again. The family he had been away from, whom he loved with the deepest affection, was his family once more. If Beatrix's beauty radiated towards him, it was with a warm glow, and he could look at it with a similar joy to what he felt after seeing the beautiful paintings of the smiling Madonnas in the convent in Cadiz, when he was sent there with a flag; as for his mistress, it was hard to define how he felt about her. It was joyful to have seen her; saying goodbye didn’t hurt too much; a nurturing affection, a love that combined respect and protection, filled his thoughts about her; and whether near or far from her, from that day until now, and from now until death and beyond, he hopes that sacred flame will always burn.





CHAPTER IX.

I MAKE THE CAMPAIGN OF 1704.

Mr. Esmond rode up to London then, where, if the Dowager had been angry at the abrupt leave of absence he took, she was mightily pleased at his speedy return.

Mr. Esmond rode up to London then, where, if the Dowager had been upset about his sudden leave, she was very happy about his quick return.

He went immediately and paid his court to his new general, General Lumley, who received him graciously, having known his father, and also, he was pleased to say, having had the very best accounts of Mr. Esmond from the officer whose aide-de-camp he had been at Vigo. During this winter Mr. Esmond was gazetted to a lieutenancy in Brigadier Webb's regiment of Fusileers, then with their colonel in Flanders; but being now attached to the suite of Mr. Lumley, Esmond did not join his own regiment until more than a year afterwards, and after his return from the campaign of Blenheim, which was fought the next year. The campaign began very early, our troops marching out of their quarters before the winter was almost over, and investing the city of Bonn, on the Rhine, under the Duke's command. His Grace joined the army in deep grief of mind, with crape on his sleeve, and his household in mourning; and the very same packet which brought the Commander-in-Chief over, brought letters to the forces which preceded him, and one from his dear mistress to Esmond, which interested him not a little.

He immediately went and paid his respects to his new general, General Lumley, who welcomed him warmly, having known his father and, as he was happy to mention, having received excellent reports about Mr. Esmond from the officer whom he had served as aide-de-camp at Vigo. That winter, Mr. Esmond was appointed a lieutenant in Brigadier Webb's Fusileers, who were then with their colonel in Flanders. However, since he was now part of Mr. Lumley's entourage, Esmond didn't join his regiment until over a year later, after returning from the campaign at Blenheim, which took place the following year. The campaign started quite early, with our troops leaving their quarters before winter was nearly over, and laying siege to the city of Bonn on the Rhine under the Duke's command. The Duke joined the army in deep sorrow, wearing mourning attire, and the very same ship that brought the Commander-in-Chief also delivered letters to the troops that preceded him, including one from his beloved to Esmond, which stirred his interest quite a bit.

The young Marquis of Blandford, his Grace's son, who had been entered in King's College in Cambridge, (whither my Lord Viscount had also gone, to Trinity, with Mr. Tusher as his governor,) had been seized with small-pox, and was dead at sixteen years of age, and so poor Frank's schemes for his sister's advancement were over, and that innocent childish passion nipped in the birth.

The young Marquis of Blandford, the Duke's son, who had enrolled at King's College in Cambridge (where Lord Viscount had also gone, to Trinity, with Mr. Tusher as his tutor), contracted smallpox and passed away at the age of sixteen. As a result, poor Frank's plans for his sister's future were dashed, and that innocent childhood affection was cut short.

Esmond's mistress would have had him return, at least her letters hinted as much; but in the presence of the enemy this was impossible, and our young man took his humble share in the siege, which need not be described here, and had the good luck to escape without a wound of any sort, and to drink his general's health after the surrender. He was in constant military duty this year, and did not think of asking for a leave of absence, as one or two of his less fortunate friends did, who were cast away in that tremendous storm which happened towards the close of November, that “which of late o'er pale Britannia past” (as Mr. Addison sang of it), and in which scores of our greatest ships and 15,000 of our seamen went down.

Esmond's mistress would have preferred him to come back, at least that's what her letters suggested; but with the enemy around, that was impossible. So, the young man played his part in the siege, which doesn't need to be detailed here, and fortunately managed to escape without any injuries and was able to toast his general's health after the surrender. He was on constant military duty that year and didn't even consider asking for a leave of absence, unlike a few of his less fortunate friends who were caught in that terrible storm that hit towards the end of November, “which of late o'er pale Britannia past” (as Mr. Addison wrote about it), where many of our biggest ships and 15,000 of our sailors were lost.

They said that our Duke was quite heart-broken by the calamity which had befallen his family; but his enemies found that he could subdue them, as well as master his grief. Successful as had been this great General's operations in the past year, they were far enhanced by the splendor of his victory in the ensuing campaign. His Grace the Captain-General went to England after Bonn, and our army fell back into Holland, where, in April 1704, his Grace again found the troops, embarking from Harwich and landing at Maesland Sluys: thence his Grace came immediately to the Hague, where he received the foreign ministers, general officers, and other people of quality. The greatest honors were paid to his Grace everywhere—at the Hague, Utrecht, Ruremonde, and Maestricht; the civil authorities coming to meet his coaches: salvos of cannon saluting him, canopies of state being erected for him where he stopped, and feasts prepared for the numerous gentlemen following in his suite. His Grace reviewed the troops of the States-General between Liege and Maestricht, and afterwards the English forces, under the command of General Churchill, near Bois-le-Duc. Every preparation was made for a long march; and the army heard, with no small elation, that it was the Commander-in-Chief's intention to carry the war out of the Low Countries, and to march on the Mozelle. Before leaving our camp at Maestricht, we heard that the French, under the Marshal Villeroy, were also bound towards the Mozelle.

They said our Duke was really heartbroken over the disaster that had hit his family; but his enemies realized he could beat them just as easily as he could manage his sorrow. Despite how successful this great General had been in the past year, his victory in the following campaign made his achievements even more impressive. His Grace the Captain-General went to England after Bonn, and our army pulled back into Holland, where, in April 1704, his Grace found the troops again, embarking from Harwich and landing at Maesland Sluys. From there, he went straight to The Hague, where he met with foreign ministers, general officers, and other people of distinction. His Grace received the highest honors everywhere—in The Hague, Utrecht, Ruremonde, and Maastricht—with civil authorities coming out to greet him, cannon salutes firing in his honor, ceremonial tents being set up for him wherever he stopped, and lavish feasts prepared for the many gentlemen in his entourage. His Grace reviewed the troops of the States-General between Liège and Maastricht and later the English forces, led by General Churchill, near Bois-le-Duc. Every preparation was made for a long march, and the army felt quite uplifted when they heard the Commander-in-Chief planned to take the war out of the Low Countries and march towards the Moselle. Before leaving our camp at Maastricht, we heard that the French, led by Marshal Villeroy, were also heading towards the Moselle.

Towards the end of May, the army reached Coblentz; and next day, his Grace, and the generals accompanying him, went to visit the Elector of Treves at his Castle of Ehrenbreitstein, the horse and dragoons passing the Rhine whilst the Duke was entertained at a grand feast by the Elector. All as yet was novelty, festivity, and splendor—a brilliant march of a great and glorious army through a friendly country, and sure through some of the most beautiful scenes of nature which I ever witnessed.

Toward the end of May, the army arrived in Coblentz; the next day, his Grace and the generals with him went to visit the Elector of Treves at his Castle of Ehrenbreitstein, with the cavalry and dragoons crossing the Rhine while the Duke was treated to a lavish feast by the Elector. Everything was still new, festive, and magnificent—a dazzling march of a great and glorious army through a friendly country, and surely through some of the most beautiful landscapes I have ever seen.

The foot and artillery, following after the horse as quick as possible, crossed the Rhine under Ehrenbreitstein, and so to Castel, over against Mayntz, in which city his Grace, his generals, and his retinue were received at the landing-place by the Elector's coaches, carried to his Highness's palace amidst the thunder of cannon, and then once more magnificently entertained. Gidlingen, in Bavaria, was appointed as the general rendezvous of the army, and thither, by different routes, the whole forces of English, Dutch, Danes, and German auxiliaries took their way. The foot and artillery under General Churchill passed the Neckar, at Heidelberg; and Esmond had an opportunity of seeing that city and palace, once so famous and beautiful (though shattered and battered by the French, under Turenne, in the late war), where his grandsire had served the beautiful and unfortunate Electress-Palatine, the first King Charles's sister.

The infantry and artillery, following the cavalry as quickly as possible, crossed the Rhine under Ehrenbreitstein and headed to Castel, opposite Mayntz. In that city, the Duke, his generals, and his entourage were greeted at the landing spot by the Elector's coaches, which took them to the Duke's palace amid the booming of cannons, and then they were lavishly entertained once again. Gidlingen, in Bavaria, was chosen as the main meeting point for the army, and from different routes, the combined forces of the English, Dutch, Danes, and German allies made their way there. The infantry and artillery under General Churchill crossed the Neckar at Heidelberg; and Esmond had the chance to see that city and palace, once so renowned and beautiful (though damaged by the French under Turenne in the recent war), where his grandfather had served the lovely and tragic Electress-Palatine, sister of King Charles I.

At Mindelsheim, the famous Prince of Savoy came to visit our commander, all of us crowding eagerly to get a sight of that brilliant and intrepid warrior; and our troops were drawn up in battalia before the Prince, who was pleased to express his admiration of this noble English army. At length we came in sight of the enemy between Dillingen and Lawingen, the Brentz lying between the two armies. The Elector, judging that Donauwort would be the point of his Grace's attack, sent a strong detachment of his best troops to Count Darcos, who was posted at Schellenberg, near that place, where great intrenchments were thrown up, and thousands of pioneers employed to strengthen the position.

At Mindelsheim, the well-known Prince of Savoy came to visit our commander, and we all crowded eagerly to catch a glimpse of that brilliant and fearless warrior. Our troops were lined up in formation in front of the Prince, who kindly expressed his admiration for this noble English army. Eventually, we spotted the enemy between Dillingen and Lawingen, with the Brentz River separating the two armies. The Elector, anticipating that Donauwort would be the focus of the Prince's attack, sent a strong detachment of his best troops to Count Darcos, who was stationed at Schellenberg, close to that location, where extensive fortifications were set up and thousands of workers were engaged to reinforce the position.

On the 2nd of July his Grace stormed the post, with what success on our part need scarce be told. His Grace advanced with six thousand foot, English and Dutch, thirty squadrons, and three regiments of Imperial Cuirassiers, the Duke crossing the river at the head of the cavalry. Although our troops made the attack with unparalleled courage and fury—rushing up to the very guns of the enemy, and being slaughtered before their works—we were driven back many times, and should not have carried them, but that the Imperialists came up under the Prince of Baden, when the enemy could make no head against us: we pursued them into the trenches, making a terrible slaughter there, and into the very Danube, where a great part of his troops, following the example of their generals, Count Darcos and the Elector himself, tried to save themselves by swimming. Our army entered Donauwort, which the Bavarians evacuated; and where 'twas said the Elector purposed to have given us a warm reception, by burning us in our beds; the cellars of the houses, when we took possession of them, being found stuffed with straw. But though the links were there, the link-boys had run away. The townsmen saved their houses, and our General took possession of the enemy's ammunition in the arsenals, his stores, and magazines. Five days afterwards a great “Te Deum” was sung in Prince Lewis's army, and a solemn day of thanksgiving held in our own; the Prince of Savoy's compliments coming to his Grace the Captain-General during the day's religious ceremony, and concluding, as it were, with an Amen.

On July 2nd, the Duke led a charge at the post, and the outcome was hardly in our favor. He moved forward with six thousand infantry, both English and Dutch, thirty squadrons, and three regiments of Imperial Cuirassiers, crossing the river at the front of the cavalry. Even though our troops attacked with incredible bravery and determination—charging right up to the enemy's guns and suffering heavy losses—we were pushed back multiple times. We might not have taken the position if the Imperialists hadn’t advanced under the Prince of Baden, allowing us to press the attack. We followed the enemy into their trenches, inflicting massive casualties, and even into the Danube, where many of their troops, mimicking their leaders Count Darcos and the Elector himself, tried to escape by swimming. Our army entered Donauworth after the Bavarians retreated; it was rumored that the Elector intended to give us a harsh welcome by burning us in our sleep, as the cellars we found were filled with straw. But while the preparations were in place, the boys who would have lit the fires had fled. The townspeople saved their homes, and our General seized the enemy’s ammunition from their arsenals, stores, and magazines. Five days later, a grand “Te Deum” was sung in Prince Lewis's army, and a formal day of thanksgiving was held in our own; the Prince of Savoy sent his compliments to the Duke, the Captain-General, during the day’s religious service, concluding it like an Amen.

And now, having seen a great military march through a friendly country; the pomps and festivities of more than one German court; the severe struggle of a hotly contested battle, and the triumph of victory, Mr. Esmond beheld another part of military duty: our troops entering the enemy's territory, and putting all around them to fire and sword; burning farms, wasted fields, shrieking women, slaughtered sons and fathers, and drunken soldiery, cursing and carousing in the midst of tears, terror, and murder. Why does the stately Muse of History, that delights in describing the valor of heroes and the grandeur of conquest, leave out these scenes, so brutal, mean, and degrading, that yet form by far the greater part of the drama of war? You, gentlemen of England, who live at home at ease, and compliment yourselves in the songs of triumph with which our chieftains are bepraised—you pretty maidens, that come tumbling down the stairs when the fife and drum call you, and huzzah for the British Grenadiers—do you take account that these items go to make up the amount of the triumph you admire, and form part of the duties of the heroes you fondle? Our chief, whom England and all Europe, saving only the Frenchmen, worshipped almost, had this of the godlike in him, that he was impassible before victory, before danger, before defeat. Before the greatest obstacle or the most trivial ceremony; before a hundred thousand men drawn in battalia, or a peasant slaughtered at the door of his burning hovel; before a carouse of drunken German lords, or a monarch's court or a cottage table, where his plans were laid, or an enemy's battery, vomiting flame and death, and strewing corpses round about him;—he was always cold, calm, resolute, like fate. He performed a treason or a court-bow, he told a falsehood as black as Styx, as easily as he paid a compliment or spoke about the weather. He took a mistress, and left her; he betrayed his benefactor, and supported him, or would have murdered him, with the same calmness always, and having no more remorse than Clotho when she weaves the thread, or Lachesis when she cuts it. In the hour of battle I have heard the Prince of Savoy's officers say, the Prince became possessed with a sort of warlike fury; his eyes lighted up; he rushed hither and thither, raging; he shrieked curses and encouragement, yelling and harking his bloody war-dogs on, and himself always at the first of the hunt. Our duke was as calm at the mouth of the cannon as at the door of a drawing-room. Perhaps he could not have been the great man he was, had he had a heart either for love or hatred, or pity or fear, or regret or remorse. He achieved the highest deed of daring, or deepest calculation of thought, as he performed the very meanest action of which a man is capable; told a lie, or cheated a fond woman, or robbed a poor beggar of a halfpenny, with a like awful serenity and equal capacity of the highest and lowest acts of our nature.

And now, having witnessed a grand military parade through a friendly land; the splendor and celebrations of various German courts; the fierce struggle of a fiercely fought battle, and the thrill of victory, Mr. Esmond saw another aspect of military duty: our troops entering the enemy's territory and laying waste to everything around them; burning farms, devastated fields, screaming women, slaughtered sons and fathers, and drunken soldiers, cursing and celebrating amidst tears, fear, and murder. Why does the lofty Muse of History, who loves to describe the bravery of heroes and the greatness of conquest, ignore these scenes, so brutal, petty, and dehumanizing, that yet make up the overwhelming majority of the drama of war? You, gentlemen of England, who live comfortably at home, basking in the glory of the victory songs our leaders receive—you sweet maidens, who come rushing down the stairs when the fife and drum call you, cheering for the British Grenadiers—do you realize that these elements contribute to the triumph you admire, and are part of the responsibilities of the heroes you idolize? Our leader, whom England and all of Europe, except for the French, practically worshipped, had that godlike quality of being unaffected by victory, danger, or defeat. Before the greatest challenges or the most trivial events; before a hundred thousand men assembled for battle, or a peasant slaughtered at the door of his burning home; before a drunken party of German nobles, or a royal court, or a modest table where his plans were made, or an enemy’s artillery firing flame and death, scattering corpses around him;—he was always cold, calm, resolute, like fate. He committed treason or bowed in court, he told a lie as dark as Styx, as easily as he paid a compliment or talked about the weather. He took a mistress and left her; he betrayed his benefactor and supported him, or would have killed him, with the same calmness, and felt no more remorse than Clotho when she weaves the thread, or Lachesis when she cuts it. During battle, I've heard the officers of the Prince of Savoy say that the Prince was taken over by a sort of warlike fury; his eyes would light up; he dashed around, raging; he shouted curses and encouragement, rallying his bloody war hounds, always leading the charge. Our duke remained just as calm in front of cannons as he was at the entrance to a drawing-room. Perhaps he couldn't have been the great man he was if he had a heart for love or hatred, or compassion or fear, or regret or guilt. He accomplished the boldest feats of bravery, or the deepest strategic calculations, as easily as he performed the simplest actions imaginable; he told a lie, cheated a loving woman, or stole a halfpenny from a poor beggar, with the same chilling serenity and ability to engage in both the highest and lowest acts of our nature.

His qualities were pretty well known in the army, where there were parties of all politics, and of plenty of shrewdness and wit; but there existed such a perfect confidence in him, as the first captain of the world, and such a faith and admiration in his prodigious genius and fortune, that the very men whom he notoriously cheated of their pay, the chiefs whom he used and injured—(for he used all men, great and small, that came near him, as his instruments alike, and took something of theirs, either some quality or some property)—the blood of a soldier, it might be, or a jewelled hat, or a hundred thousand crowns from a king, or a portion out of a starving sentinel's three-farthings; or (when he was young) a kiss from a woman, and the gold chain off her neck, taking all he could from woman or man, and having, as I have said, this of the godlike in him, that he could see a hero perish or a sparrow fall, with the same amount of sympathy for either. Not that he had no tears; he could always order up this reserve at the proper moment to battle; he could draw upon tears or smiles alike, and whenever need was for using this cheap coin. He would cringe to a shoeblack, as he would flatter a minister or a monarch; be haughty, be humble, threaten, repent, weep, grasp your hand, (or stab you whenever he saw occasion)—but yet those of the army, who knew him best and had suffered most from him, admired him most of all: and as he rode along the lines to battle or galloped up in the nick of time to a battalion reeling from before the enemy's charge or shot, the fainting men and officers got new courage as they saw the splendid calm of his face, and felt that his will made them irresistible.

His qualities were well-known in the army, where there were factions of all kinds and plenty of cleverness and humor. But there was such a strong confidence in him, as the top leader of the world, and such faith and admiration for his extraordinary talent and luck, that even the very men he notoriously cheated out of their pay, the leaders he manipulated and harmed—(for he used everyone, big and small, who came near him as his tools, taking something from each, whether it was some talent or some possession)—a soldier's life, maybe, or a jeweled hat, or a hundred thousand crowns from a king, or a slice of a starving soldier's meager wages; or (when he was younger) a kiss from a woman and the gold chain around her neck, taking whatever he could from both women and men. He had, as I mentioned, something godlike about him, able to witness a hero fall or a sparrow drop with the same level of sympathy for either. Not that he had no tears; he could always summon them at the right moment for battle; he could draw on tears or smiles alike whenever they were needed. He would bow to a shoeshine boy just as he would flatter a politician or a king; he could be arrogant or humble, threaten or apologize, cry, shake your hand, (or stab you whenever he saw fit)—yet those in the army who knew him best and had suffered the most because of him admired him the most. As he rode along the lines to battle or quickly galloped to a battalion staggering under the enemy's attack, the exhausted soldiers and officers found new courage just by seeing the calm determination on his face, feeling that his presence made them unstoppable.

After the great victory of Blenheim the enthusiasm of the army for the Duke, even of his bitterest personal enemies in it, amounted to a sort of rage—nay, the very officers who cursed him in their hearts were among the most frantic to cheer him. Who could refuse his meed of admiration to such a victory and such a victor? Not he who writes: a man may profess to be ever so much a philosopher; but he who fought on that day must feel a thrill of pride as he recalls it.

After the big win at Blenheim, the army's enthusiasm for the Duke, even from his fiercest personal enemies, turned into a kind of rage—actually, the very officers who secretly cursed him were some of the loudest in cheering for him. Who could deny admiration for such a victory and such a victorious leader? Not the person writing this: a man might claim to be a complete philosopher, but anyone who fought on that day must feel a rush of pride when they remember it.

The French right was posted near to the village of Blenheim, on the Danube, where the Marshal Tallard's quarters were; their line extending through, it may be a league and a half, before Lutzingen and up to a woody hill, round the base of which, and acting against the Prince of Savoy, were forty of his squadrons.

The French right was positioned close to the village of Blenheim, on the Danube, where Marshal Tallard's headquarters were. Their line stretched for about a league and a half, from Lutzingen up to a wooded hill, around the base of which were forty of his squadrons, acting against the Prince of Savoy.

Here was a village that the Frenchmen had burned, the wood being, in fact, a better shelter and easier of guard than any village.

Here was a village that the French had burned, as the wood was actually a better shelter and easier to protect than any village.

Before these two villages and the French lines ran a little stream, not more than two foot broad, through a marsh (that was mostly dried up from the heats of the weather), and this stream was the only separation between the two armies—ours coming up and ranging themselves in line of battle before the French, at six o'clock in the morning; so that our line was quite visible to theirs; and the whole of this great plain was black and swarming with troops for hours before the cannonading began.

Before these two villages and the French lines, there was a small stream, only about two feet wide, running through a marsh (which was mostly dried up because of the heat). This stream was the only barrier between the two armies—ours advancing and getting into battle formation in front of the French at six o'clock in the morning; our line clearly visible to theirs. The entire plain was filled with troops for hours before the cannon fire started.

On one side and the other this cannonading lasted many hours. The French guns being in position in front of their line, and doing severe damage among our horse especially, and on our right wing of Imperialists under the Prince of Savoy, who could neither advance his artillery nor his lines, the ground before him being cut up by ditches, morasses, and very difficult of passage for the guns.

On both sides, the cannon fire went on for hours. The French artillery was lined up in front of their position, inflicting heavy damage on our cavalry in particular, and on our right flank of Imperialists led by the Prince of Savoy, who couldn't move his artillery or troops forward due to the terrain being torn up by ditches and swamps, making it very hard to maneuver the guns.

It was past mid-day when the attack began on our left, where Lord Cutts commanded, the bravest and most beloved officer in the English army. And now, as if to make his experience in war complete, our young aide-de-camp having seen two great armies facing each other in line of battle, and had the honor of riding with orders from one end to other of the line, came in for a not uncommon accompaniment of military glory, and was knocked on the head, along with many hundred of brave fellows, almost at the very commencement of this famous day of Blenheim. A little after noon, the disposition for attack being completed with much delay and difficulty, and under a severe fire from the enemy's guns, that were better posted and more numerous than ours, a body of English and Hessians, with Major-General Wilkes commanding at the extreme left of our line, marched upon Blenheim, advancing with great gallantry, the Major-General on foot, with his officers, at the head of the column, and marching, with his hat off, intrepidly in the face of the enemy, who was pouring in a tremendous fire from his guns and musketry, to which our people were instructed not to reply, except with pike and bayonet when they reached the French palisades. To these Wilkes walked intrepidly, and struck the woodwork with his sword before our people charged it. He was shot down at the instant, with his colonel, major, and several officers; and our troops cheering and huzzaing, and coming on, as they did, with immense resolution and gallantry, were nevertheless stopped by the murderous fire from behind the enemy's defences, and then attacked in flank by a furious charge of French horse which swept out of Blenheim, and cut down our men in great numbers. Three fierce and desperate assaults of our foot were made and repulsed by the enemy; so that our columns of foot were quite shattered, and fell back, scrambling over the little rivulet, which we had crossed so resolutely an hour before, and pursued by the French cavalry, slaughtering us and cutting us down.

It was past midday when the attack started on our left, where Lord Cutts commanded, the bravest and most beloved officer in the English army. Now, to round out his experience in war, our young aide-de-camp, having seen two massive armies facing each other in battle, and having had the honor of delivering orders from one end of the line to the other, found himself caught up in the not-so-uncommon side of military glory, getting knocked on the head along with hundreds of brave soldiers almost at the very start of this famous day at Blenheim. Shortly after noon, after a lot of delay and difficulty in getting ready to attack and under heavy fire from the enemy's guns, which were better positioned and more numerous than ours, a group of English and Hessians, with Major-General Wilkes in command on the far left of our line, marched towards Blenheim, advancing courageously with the Major-General on foot at the front of the column, marching hatless, bravely facing the enemy, who was unleashing a tremendous barrage from their guns and rifles, to which our troops were ordered not to respond, except with pikes and bayonets when they reached the French palisades. Wilkes bravely approached and struck the wood with his sword just before our people charged. In that moment, he was shot down, along with his colonel, major, and several officers; despite our troops cheering and bravely advancing with great determination, they were stopped by the deadly fire from behind the enemy's defenses, and then flanked by a furious charge of French cavalry that surged out of Blenheim, cutting down our men in large numbers. Three fierce and desperate assaults from our infantry were made and repelled by the enemy, leaving our foot columns shattered as they fell back, scrambling over the little stream we had crossed so resolutely an hour ago while being pursued by the French cavalry, which was slaughtering and cutting us down.

And now the conquerors were met by a furious charge of English horse under Esmond's general, General Lumley, behind whose squadrons the flying foot found refuge, and formed again, whilst Lumley drove back the French horse, charging up to the village of Blenheim and the palisades where Wilkes, and many hundred more gallant Englishmen, lay in slaughtered heaps. Beyond this moment, and of this famous victory, Mr. Esmond knows nothing; for a shot brought down his horse and our young gentleman on it, who fell crushed and stunned under the animal, and came to his senses he knows not how long after, only to lose them again from pain and loss of blood. A dim sense, as of people groaning round about him, a wild incoherent thought or two for her who occupied so much of his heart now, and that here his career, and his hopes, and misfortunes were ended, he remembers in the course of these hours. When he woke up, it was with a pang of extreme pain, his breastplate was taken off, his servant was holding his head up, the good and faithful lad of Hampshire* was blubbering over his master, whom he found and had thought dead, and a surgeon was probing a wound in the shoulder, which he must have got at the same moment when his horse was shot and fell over him. The battle was over at this end of the field, by this time: the village was in possession of the English, its brave defenders prisoners, or fled, or drowned, many of them, in the neighboring waters of Donau. But for honest Lockwood's faithful search after his master, there had no doubt been an end of Esmond here, and of this his story. The marauders were out riffling the bodies as they lay on the field, and Jack had brained one of these gentry with the club-end of his musket, who had eased Esmond of his hat and periwig, his purse, and fine silver-mounted pistols which the Dowager gave him, and was fumbling in his pockets for further treasure, when Jack Lockwood came up and put an end to the scoundrel's triumph.

And now the conquerors faced a fierce charge from the English cavalry led by Esmond's general, General Lumley. Behind his troops, the fleeing foot soldiers found refuge and regrouped, while Lumley pushed back the French cavalry, charging toward the village of Blenheim and the barricades where Wilkes and countless other brave Englishmen lay dead. Beyond this moment and this famous victory, Mr. Esmond remembers nothing; a gunshot brought down his horse, and the young gentleman fell, crushed and stunned beneath it. He regained consciousness, although he couldn't tell how long it had been, only to lose it again from pain and blood loss. He had a vague awareness of people groaning around him, a wild and incoherent thought or two about the woman who occupied so much of his heart, and that here, his career, hopes, and misfortunes were coming to an end. When he woke, it was with a sharp pain; his breastplate had been removed, his servant was supporting his head, the loyal young man from Hampshire was crying over his master, whom he found and thought was dead, and a surgeon was examining a shoulder wound he must have sustained when his horse was shot and collapsed on top of him. By that time, the battle was over in this part of the field: the village was under English control, its brave defenders were either prisoners, fled, or drowned in the nearby waters of the Donau. If it weren't for Lockwood's diligent search for his master, there would surely have been an end to Esmond's life and story here. The marauders were out looting the bodies on the field, and Jack had struck one of these scoundrels with the butt of his musket, who had taken Esmond's hat, wig, purse, and fine silver-mounted pistols given to him by the Dowager, and was rummaging through his pockets for more valuables when Jack Lockwood arrived and ended the criminal's triumph.

     * My mistress, before I went this campaign, sent me John
     Lockwood out of Walcote, who hath ever since remained with
     me.—H. E.
     * My boss, before I went on this campaign, sent me John Lockwood from Walcote, who has stayed with me ever since.—H. E.

Hospitals for our wounded were established at Blenheim, and here for several weeks Esmond lay in very great danger of his life; the wound was not very great from which he suffered, and the ball extracted by the surgeon on the spot where our young gentleman received it; but a fever set in next day, as he was lying in hospital, and that almost carried him away. Jack Lockwood said he talked in the wildest manner during his delirium; that he called himself the Marquis of Esmond, and seizing one of the surgeon's assistants who came to dress his wounds, swore that he was Madam Beatrix, and that he would make her a duchess if she would but say yes. He was passing the days in these crazy fancies, and vana somnia, whilst the army was singing “Te Deum” for the victory, and those famous festivities were taking place at which our Duke, now made a Prince of the Empire, was entertained by the King of the Romans and his nobility. His Grace went home by Berlin and Hanover, and Esmond lost the festivities which took place at those cities, and which his general shared in company of the other general officers who travelled with our great captain. When he could move, it was by the Duke of Wurtemberg's city of Stuttgard that he made his way homewards, revisiting Heidelberg again, whence he went to Manheim, and hence had a tedious but easy water journey down the river of Rhine, which he had thought a delightful and beautiful voyage indeed, but that his heart was longing for home, and something far more beautiful and delightful.

Hospitals for our wounded were set up in Blenheim, and for several weeks, Esmond was in serious danger of losing his life. His wound wasn’t too serious, and the bullet was removed by the surgeon at the spot where our young gentleman got hit; however, a fever set in the next day while he was in the hospital, and it nearly took him out. Jack Lockwood said that during his delirium, he talked in the craziest way; he called himself the Marquis of Esmond, and when one of the surgeon's assistants came to treat his wounds, he grabbed her and claimed she was Madam Beatrix, vowing to make her a duchess if she agreed. He spent his days lost in these wild fantasies, while the army was singing “Te Deum” in celebration of victory, and those famous festivities were happening where our Duke, now a Prince of the Empire, was being hosted by the King of the Romans and his nobility. His Grace returned via Berlin and Hanover, and Esmond missed out on the celebrations in those cities, where his general mingled with other high-ranking officers who traveled with our great captain. Once he could move, he made his way home through the city of Stuttgart in Wurtemberg, revisiting Heidelberg before heading to Mannheim, and then he had a long but easy journey down the Rhine River. He once thought of this journey as a delightful and beautiful adventure, but his heart ached for home and something far more beautiful and wonderful.

As bright and welcome as the eyes almost of his mistress shone the lights of Harwich, as the packet came in from Holland. It was not many hours ere he, Esmond, was in London, of that you may be sure, and received with open arms by the old Dowager of Chelsey, who vowed, in her jargon of French and English, that he had the air noble, that his pallor embellished him, that he was an Amadis and deserved a Gloriana; and oh! flames and darts! what was his joy at hearing that his mistress was come into waiting, and was now with her Majesty at Kensington! Although Mr. Esmond had told Jack Lockwood to get horses and they would ride for Winchester that night, when he heard this news he countermanded the horses at once; his business lay no longer in Hants; all his hope and desire lay within a couple of miles of him in Kensington Park wall. Poor Harry had never looked in the glass before so eagerly to see whether he had the bel air, and his paleness really did become him; he never took such pains about the curl of his periwig, and the taste of his embroidery and point-lace, as now, before Mr. Amadis presented himself to Madam Gloriana. Was the fire of the French lines half so murderous as the killing glances from her ladyship's eyes? Oh! darts and raptures, how beautiful were they!

As bright and welcoming as his mistress's eyes shone the lights of Harwich when the packet arrived from Holland. It wasn’t long before he, Esmond, was in London, that you can be sure of, and was greeted warmly by the old Dowager of Chelsey, who, mixing her French and English, declared that he had a noble appearance, that his pale complexion suited him, that he was an Amadis deserving of a Gloriana; and oh! flames and arrows! how joyful he was to hear that his mistress had come to court and was now with Her Majesty at Kensington! Although Mr. Esmond had told Jack Lockwood to arrange horses so they could ride to Winchester that night, he immediately canceled the horses when he heard this news; his concerns were no longer in Hants; all his hope and desire were just a couple of miles away at Kensington Park wall. Poor Harry had never looked in the mirror before so eagerly to see if he had that stylish look, and if his paleness really suited him; he never put as much effort into the curl of his wig or the quality of his embroidery and lace as he did now, before Mr. Amadis presented himself to Madam Gloriana. Were the fire of the French lines half as deadly as the piercing looks from her ladyship's eyes? Oh! arrows and ecstasy, how beautiful they were!

And as, before the blazing sun of morning, the moon fades away in the sky almost invisible, Esmond thought, with a blush perhaps, of another sweet pale face, sad and faint, and fading out of sight, with its sweet fond gaze of affection; such a last look it seemed to cast as Eurydice might have given, yearning after her lover, when Fate and Pluto summoned her, and she passed away into the shades.

And as the bright morning sun rises, the moon vanishes in the sky, almost unseen, Esmond thought, blushing perhaps, of another soft pale face, sad and fading away, with its gentle loving gaze; it seemed like a last look that Eurydice might have given, longing for her lover, when Fate and Pluto called her, and she disappeared into the shadows.





CHAPTER X.

AN OLD STORY ABOUT A FOOL AND A WOMAN.

Any taste for pleasure which Esmond had (and he liked to desipere in loco, neither more nor less than most young men of his age) he could now gratify to the utmost extent, and in the best company which the town afforded. When the army went into winter quarters abroad, those of the officers who had interest or money easily got leave of absence, and found it much pleasanter to spend their time in Pall Mall and Hyde Park, than to pass the winter away behind the fortifications of the dreary old Flanders towns, where the English troops were gathered. Yachts and packets passed daily between the Dutch and Flemish ports and Harwich; the roads thence to London and the great inns were crowded with army gentlemen; the taverns and ordinaries of the town swarmed with red-coats; and our great Duke's levees at St. James's were as thronged as they had been at Ghent and Brussels, where we treated him, and he us, with the grandeur and ceremony of a sovereign. Though Esmond had been appointed to a lieutenancy in the Fusileer regiment, of which that celebrated officer, Brigadier John Richmond Webb, was colonel, he had never joined the regiment, nor been introduced to its excellent commander, though they had made the same campaign together, and been engaged in the same battle. But being aide-de-camp to General Lumley, who commanded the division of horse, and the army marching to its point of destination on the Danube by different routes, Esmond had not fallen in, as yet, with his commander and future comrades of the fort; and it was in London, in Golden Square, where Major-General Webb lodged, that Captain Esmond had the honor of first paying his respects to his friend, patron, and commander of after days.

Any appreciation for pleasure that Esmond had (and he enjoyed indulging in it, just like most young men his age) he could now enjoy to the fullest, and in the best company the city had to offer. When the army settled in for winter overseas, those officers with connections or money easily took leave and found it much more enjoyable to spend their time in Pall Mall and Hyde Park than to endure the winter behind the walls of the dreary old towns in Flanders, where the English troops were gathered. Yachts and boats traveled daily between the Dutch and Flemish ports and Harwich; the roads to London and the major inns were filled with army gentlemen; the taverns and inns of the city buzzed with redcoats; and our great Duke's gatherings at St. James's were as crowded as they had been in Ghent and Brussels, where we hosted him, and he hosted us, with the splendor and formality of a sovereign. Although Esmond had been appointed a lieutenant in the Fusileer regiment, commanded by the renowned Brigadier John Richmond Webb, he had never joined the regiment nor met its esteemed leader, even though they had served in the same campaign and fought in the same battle. However, as aide-de-camp to General Lumley, who led the cavalry, and with the army advancing to its destination on the Danube through different routes, Esmond had not yet crossed paths with his commander and future comrades at the fort; it was in London, in Golden Square, where Major-General Webb resided, that Captain Esmond had the honor of first paying his respects to his friend, mentor, and future commander.

Those who remember this brilliant and accomplished gentleman may recollect his character, upon which he prided himself, I think, not a little, of being the handsomest man in the army; a poet who writ a dull copy of verses upon the battle of Oudenarde three years after, describing Webb, says:—

Those who remember this brilliant and accomplished gentleman might recall his character, which he took quite a bit of pride in, claiming to be the handsomest man in the army. A poet who wrote a dull poem about the battle of Oudenarde three years later, describing Webb, says:—

     “To noble danger Webb conducts the way,
     His great example all his troops obey;
     Before the front the general sternly rides,
     With such an air as Mars to battle strides:
     Propitious heaven must sure a hero save,
     Like Paris handsome, and like Hector brave.”
 
“Webb leads the way into noble danger,  
His great example inspires all his troops;  
The general rides at the front, looking serious,  
With the same confidence as Mars heading into battle:  
Surely, favorable heaven must save a hero,  
Like handsome Paris and brave Hector.”

Mr. Webb thought these verses quite as fine as Mr. Addison's on the Blenheim Campaign, and, indeed, to be Hector a la mode de Paris, was part of this gallant gentleman's ambition. It would have been difficult to find an officer in the whole army, or amongst the splendid courtiers and cavaliers of the Maison du Roy, that fought under Vendosme and Villeroy in the army opposed to ours, who was a more accomplished soldier and perfect gentleman, and either braver or better-looking. And if Mr. Webb believed of himself what the world said of him, and was deeply convinced of his own indisputable genius, beauty, and valor, who has a right to quarrel with him very much? This self-content of his kept him in general good-humor, of which his friends and dependants got the benefit.

Mr. Webb thought these lines were just as good as Mr. Addison's about the Blenheim Campaign, and honestly, being Hector in the style of Paris was part of this man's ambition. It would have been hard to find an officer in the entire army, or among the dashing courtiers and knights of the Maison du Roy, who fought under Vendosme and Villeroy against us, who was a more skilled soldier or better gentleman, or even braver or better-looking. And if Mr. Webb believed what others said about him, and was truly convinced of his undeniable talent, good looks, and courage, who really has the right to argue with him much? This self-satisfaction kept him generally in a good mood, which his friends and followers benefited from.

He came of a very ancient Wiltshire family, which he respected above all families in the world: he could prove a lineal descent from King Edward the First, and his first ancestor, Roaldus de Richmond, rode by William the Conqueror's side on Hastings field. “We were gentlemen, Esmond,” he used to say, “when the Churchills were horse-boys.” He was a very tall man, standing in his pumps six feet three inches (in his great jack-boots, with his tall fair periwig, and hat and feather, he could not have been less than eight feet high). “I am taller than Churchill,” he would say, surveying himself in the glass, “and I am a better made man; and if the women won't like a man that hasn't a wart on his nose, faith, I can't help myself, and Churchill has the better of me there.” Indeed, he was always measuring himself with the Duke, and always asking his friends to measure them. And talking in this frank way, as he would do, over his cups, wags would laugh and encourage him; friends would be sorry for him; schemers and flatterers would egg him on, and tale-bearers carry the stories to headquarters, and widen the difference which already existed there, between the great captain and one of the ablest and bravest lieutenants he ever had.

He came from a very old family in Wiltshire, which he admired more than any other family in the world: he could trace his lineage back to King Edward the First, and his first ancestor, Roaldus de Richmond, rode alongside William the Conqueror at the Battle of Hastings. “We were gentlemen, Esmond,” he used to say, “when the Churchills were stable hands.” He was a very tall man, standing six feet three inches in his shoes (with his tall boots, large wig, and hat with a feather, he must have looked at least eight feet tall). “I’m taller than Churchill,” he would say, checking himself out in the mirror, “and I’m better built; if the women don’t like a guy without a wart on his nose, well, I can’t help it, and Churchill has me beat there.” Indeed, he was always comparing himself to the Duke and asking his friends to measure up against him. And as he talked so openly over drinks, his friends would laugh and encourage him; some would feel sorry for him; schemers and flatterers would egg him on, while gossipers would take the stories to the upper ranks and deepen the existing rift between the great captain and one of his most capable and courageous lieutenants.

His rancor against the Duke was so apparent, that one saw it in the first half-hour's conversation with General Webb; and his lady, who adored her General, and thought him a hundred times taller, handsomer, and braver than a prodigal nature had made him, hated the great Duke with such an intensity as it becomes faithful wives to feel against their husbands' enemies. Not that my Lord Duke was so yet; Mr. Webb had said a thousand things against him, which his superior had pardoned; and his Grace, whose spies were everywhere, had heard a thousand things more that Webb had never said. But it cost this great man no pains to pardon; and he passed over an injury or a benefit alike easily.

His resentment toward the Duke was so obvious that it was clear within the first half-hour of talking to General Webb; and his wife, who adored her General and believed he was a hundred times taller, handsomer, and braver than his natural gifts suggested, hated the Duke with a passion that loyal wives often feel toward their husbands' adversaries. Not that the Duke was truly an adversary yet; Mr. Webb had criticized him countless times, which his superior had overlooked; and the Duke, whose informants were everywhere, had caught wind of many more critiques that Webb never shared. But it was effortless for this great man to forgive; he brushed off both slights and kindnesses with the same ease.

Should any child of mine take the pains to read these his ancestor's memoirs, I would not have him judge of the great Duke* by what a contemporary has written of him. No man hath been so immensely lauded and decried as this great statesman and warrior; as, indeed, no man ever deserved better the very greatest praise and the strongest censure. If the present writer joins with the latter faction, very likely a private pique of his own may be the cause of his ill-feeling.

Should any child of mine take the time to read these memoirs of his ancestor, I wouldn’t want him to judge the great Duke* based on what a contemporary wrote about him. No one has been praised and criticized as much as this great statesman and warrior; in fact, no one has deserved both the highest praise and the harshest criticism more. If the current writer aligns with the critics, it’s likely due to a personal grudge that has colored his opinion.

     * This passage in the Memoirs of Esmond is written on a leaf
     inserted into the MS. book, and dated 1744, probably after
     he had heard of the Duchess's death.
     * This section in the Memoirs of Esmond is written on a page inserted into the handwritten book, and dated 1744, likely after he learned about the Duchess's death.

On presenting himself at the Commander-in-Chief's levee, his Grace had not the least remembrance of General Lumley's aide-de-camp, and though he knew Esmond's family perfectly well, having served with both lords (my Lord Francis and the Viscount Esmond's father) in Flanders, and in the Duke of York's Guard, the Duke of Marlborough, who was friendly and serviceable to the (so-styled) legitimate representatives of the Viscount Castlewood, took no sort of notice of the poor lieutenant who bore their name. A word of kindness or acknowledgment, or a single glance of approbation, might have changed Esmond's opinion of the great man; and instead of a satire, which his pen cannot help writing, who knows but that the humble historian might have taken the other side of panegyric? We have but to change the point of view, and the greatest action looks mean; as we turn the perspective-glass, and a giant appears a pigmy. You may describe, but who can tell whether your sight is clear or not, or your means of information accurate? Had the great man said but a word of kindness to the small one (as he would have stepped out of his gilt chariot to shake hands with Lazarus in rags and sores, if he thought Lazarus could have been of any service to him), no doubt Esmond would have fought for him with pen and sword to the utmost of his might; but my lord the lion did not want master mouse at this moment, and so Muscipulus went off and nibbled in opposition.

When his Grace showed up at the Commander-in-Chief's gathering, he didn't remember General Lumley's aide-de-camp at all. Even though he was well-acquainted with Esmond's family, having served alongside both lords (Lord Francis and the Viscount Esmond's father) in Flanders and in the Duke of York's Guard, the Duke of Marlborough, who was friendly and helpful to the so-called legitimate representatives of the Viscount Castlewood, completely ignored the poor lieutenant carrying their name. A simple word of kindness or acknowledgment, or even a glance of approval, could have changed Esmond's view of the influential man; instead of writing a satire, which he couldn't help but do, who knows if this humble historian might have praised him? All it takes is changing the perspective, and the greatest deeds can seem insignificant; just as adjusting the viewpoint can make a giant look like a dwarf. You can describe a situation, but who can say if your vision is clear or your information reliable? If the great man had offered even a single word of kindness to the lesser one (like stepping down from his fancy carriage to shake hands with Lazarus in rags and sores, if he believed Lazarus could help him), there's no doubt Esmond would have supported him fiercely with both pen and sword. But the lion, my lord, didn’t need the mouse at that moment, and so the little mouse wandered off to nibble in opposition.

So it was, however, that a young gentleman, who, in the eyes of his family, and in his own, doubtless, was looked upon as a consummate hero, found that the great hero of the day took no more notice of him than of the smallest drummer in his Grace's army. The Dowager at Chelsey was furious against this neglect of her family, and had a great battle with Lady Marlborough (as Lady Castlewood insisted on calling the Duchess). Her Grace was now Mistress of the Robes to her Majesty, and one of the greatest personages in this kingdom, as her husband was in all Europe, and the battle between the two ladies took place in the Queen's drawing-room.

So it happened that a young gentleman, who was seen as a total hero by his family—and probably believed it himself—discovered that the hero of the day paid him no more attention than the lowest drummer in the Duke's army. The Dowager at Chelsey was outraged by this slight against her family and had a major confrontation with Lady Marlborough (as Lady Castlewood insisted on calling the Duchess). Her Grace was now the Mistress of the Robes to the Queen and one of the most important figures in the kingdom, just as her husband was one of the most significant in all of Europe, and their argument took place in the Queen's drawing-room.

The Duchess, in reply to my aunt's eager clamor, said haughtily, that she had done her best for the legitimate branch of the Esmonds, and could not be expected to provide for the bastard brats of the family.

The Duchess, responding to my aunt's enthusiastic insistence, said arrogantly that she had done her best for the legitimate branch of the Esmonds and couldn't be expected to take care of the illegitimate children of the family.

“Bastards!” says the Viscountess, in a fury. “There are bastards among the Churchills, as your Grace knows, and the Duke of Berwick is provided for well enough.”

“Bastards!” the Viscountess exclaims, furious. “There are bastards among the Churchills, as you know, and the Duke of Berwick is taken care of just fine.”

“Madam,” says the Duchess, “you know whose fault it is that there are no such dukes in the Esmond family too, and how that little scheme of a certain lady miscarried.”

“Madam,” says the Duchess, “you know whose fault it is that there are no dukes in the Esmond family as well, and how that little plan of a certain lady fell apart.”

Esmond's friend, Dick Steele, who was in waiting on the Prince, heard the controversy between the ladies at court. “And faith,” says Dick, “I think, Harry, thy kinswoman had the worst of it.”

Esmond's friend, Dick Steele, who was serving the Prince, overheard the argument between the ladies at court. “Honestly,” says Dick, “I think, Harry, your relative lost that one.”

He could not keep the story quiet; 'twas all over the coffee-houses ere night; it was printed in a News Letter before a month was over, and “The reply of her Grace the Duchess of M-rlb-r-gh to a Popish Lady of the Court, once a favorite of the late K—- J-m-s,” was printed in half a dozen places, with a note stating that “this duchess, when the head of this lady's family came by his death lately in a fatal duel, never rested until she got a pension for the orphan heir, and widow, from her Majesty's bounty.” The squabble did not advance poor Esmond's promotion much, and indeed made him so ashamed of himself that he dared not show his face at the Commander-in-Chief's levees again.

He couldn't keep the story to himself; it was all over the coffee shops by nightfall. It was printed in a newsletter before a month had passed, and “The reply of her Grace the Duchess of M-rlb-r-gh to a Papist Lady of the Court, once a favorite of the late K—- J-m-s,” was published in several places, with a note stating that “this duchess, when the head of this lady's family recently died in a fatal duel, never rested until she secured a pension for the orphaned heir and widow from her Majesty's generosity.” The argument didn’t help poor Esmond’s career much and actually made him so embarrassed that he avoided showing his face at the Commander-in-Chief's gatherings again.

During those eighteen months which had passed since Esmond saw his dear mistress, her good father, the old Dean, quitted this life, firm in his principles to the very last, and enjoining his family always to remember that the Queen's brother, King James the Third, was their rightful sovereign. He made a very edifying end, as his daughter told Esmond, and not a little to her surprise, after his death (for he had lived always very poorly) my lady found that her father had left no less a sum than 3,000L. behind him, which he bequeathed to her.

During the eighteen months since Esmond saw his beloved mistress, her father, the old Dean, passed away, holding firm to his beliefs until the very end and reminding his family to always remember that the Queen's brother, King James the Third, was their true sovereign. He had an inspiring death, as his daughter told Esmond, and to her surprise, after his death (as he had always lived very modestly), my lady discovered that her father had left behind a remarkable sum of £3,000, which he bequeathed to her.

With this little fortune Lady Castlewood was enabled, when her daughter's turn at Court came, to come to London, where she took a small genteel house at Kensington, in the neighborhood of the Court, bringing her children with her, and here it was that Esmond found his friends.

With this little fortune, Lady Castlewood was able to come to London when it was her daughter's turn at Court. She rented a small, nice house in Kensington, near the Court, bringing her children with her, and it was here that Esmond found his friends.

As for the young lord, his university career had ended rather abruptly. Honest Tusher, his governor, had found my young gentleman quite ungovernable. My lord worried his life away with tricks; and broke out, as home-bred lads will, into a hundred youthful extravagances, so that Dr. Bentley, the new master of Trinity, thought fit to write to the Viscountess Castlewood, my lord's mother, and beg her to remove the young nobleman from a college where he declined to learn, and where he only did harm by his riotous example. Indeed, I believe he nearly set fire to Nevil's Court, that beautiful new quadrangle of our college, which Sir Christopher Wren had lately built. He knocked down a proctor's man that wanted to arrest him in a midnight prank; he gave a dinner-party on the Prince of Wales's birthday, which was within a fortnight of his own, and the twenty young gentlemen then present sallied out after their wine, having toasted King James's health with open windows, and sung cavalier songs, and shouted “God save the King!” in the great court, so that the master came out of his lodge at midnight, and dissipated the riotous assembly.

As for the young lord, his time at university came to an abrupt end. Honest Tusher, his tutor, found the young man completely unmanageable. My lord wasted his life on pranks and got into all sorts of trouble, like most homegrown lads do, causing Dr. Bentley, the new head of Trinity, to write to the Viscountess Castlewood, my lord's mother, urging her to take him out of a college where he refused to learn and only set a bad example with his wild behavior. In fact, I think he nearly set Nevil's Court, that beautiful new quadrangle of our college built by Sir Christopher Wren, on fire. He knocked down a proctor's man who tried to arrest him during a midnight escapade. He hosted a dinner party on the Prince of Wales's birthday, which was just two weeks before his own, and the twenty young gentlemen present went out after drinks, having toasted King James's health with the windows wide open, sung cavalier songs, and shouted "God save the King!" in the main court, prompting the master to come out of his lodge at midnight to disperse the unruly gathering.

This was my lord's crowning freak, and the Rev. Thomas Tusher, domestic chaplain to the Right Honorable the Lord Viscount Castlewood, finding his prayers and sermons of no earthly avail to his lordship, gave up his duties of governor; went and married his brewer's widow at Southampton, and took her and her money to his parsonage house at Castlewood.

This was my lord's greatest oddity, and the Rev. Thomas Tusher, the private chaplain to the Right Honorable Lord Viscount Castlewood, realizing that his prayers and sermons had no effect on his lordship, quit his role as governor; he went and married the brewer's widow in Southampton and brought her and her money back to his vicarage at Castlewood.

My lady could not be angry with her son for drinking King James's health, being herself a loyal Tory, as all the Castlewood family were, and acquiesced with a sigh, knowing, perhaps, that her refusal would be of no avail to the young lord's desire for a military life. She would have liked him to be in Mr. Esmond's regiment, hoping that Harry might act as a guardian and adviser to his wayward young kinsman; but my young lord would hear of nothing but the Guards, and a commission was got for him in the Duke of Ormond's regiment; so Esmond found my lord, ensign and lieutenant, when he returned from Germany after the Blenheim campaign.

My lady couldn't be mad at her son for drinking to King James's health, especially since she was a loyal Tory, like the rest of the Castlewood family. With a sigh, she accepted this, knowing that her refusal would do nothing to change her son's desire for a military career. She wished he could join Mr. Esmond's regiment, hoping that Harry could look out for his wayward young cousin. However, my young lord was set on joining the Guards, and he secured a commission in the Duke of Ormond's regiment. So, when Esmond returned from Germany after the Blenheim campaign, he found my lord serving as both ensign and lieutenant.

The effect produced by both Lady Castlewood's children when they appeared in public was extraordinary, and the whole town speedily rang with their fame: such a beautiful couple, it was declared, never had been seen; the young maid of honor was toasted at every table and tavern, and as for my young lord, his good looks were even more admired than his sister's. A hundred songs were written about the pair, and as the fashion of that day was, my young lord was praised in these Anacreontics as warmly as Bathyllus. You may be sure that he accepted very complacently the town's opinion of him, and acquiesced with that frankness and charming good-humor he always showed in the idea that he was the prettiest fellow in all London.

The impact that Lady Castlewood's children made when they appeared in public was remarkable, and soon the whole town buzzed with their fame: it was said that such a stunning couple had never been seen before; the young maid of honor was celebrated at every table and pub, and as for my young lord, his looks were even more admired than his sister's. A hundred songs were written about them, and, typical of that time, my young lord was praised in those poems just as passionately as Bathyllus. You can bet that he took the town's opinion of him quite well and went along with the idea that he was the best-looking guy in all of London with the same charm and good humor he always showed.

The old Dowager at Chelsey, though she could never be got to acknowledge that Mistress Beatrix was any beauty at all, (in which opinion, as it may be imagined, a vast number of the ladies agreed with her), yet, on the very first sight of young Castlewood, she owned she fell in love with him: and Henry Esmond, on his return to Chelsey, found himself quite superseded in her favor by her younger kinsman. The feat of drinking the King's health at Cambridge would have won her heart, she said, if nothing else did. “How had the dear young fellow got such beauty?” she asked. “Not from his father—certainly not from his mother. How had he come by such noble manners, and the perfect bel air? That countrified Walcote widow could never have taught him.” Esmond had his own opinion about the countrified Walcote widow, who had a quiet grace and serene kindness, that had always seemed to him the perfection of good breeding, though he did not try to argue this point with his aunt. But he could agree in most of the praises which the enraptured old dowager bestowed on my Lord Viscount, than whom he never beheld a more fascinating and charming gentleman. Castlewood had not wit so much as enjoyment. “The lad looks good things,” Mr. Steele used to say; “and his laugh lights up a conversation as much as ten repartees from Mr. Congreve. I would as soon sit over a bottle with him as with Mr. Addison; and rather listen to his talk than hear Nicolini. Was ever man so gracefully drunk as my Lord Castlewood? I would give anything to carry my wine” (though, indeed, Dick bore his very kindly, and plenty of it, too), “like this incomparable young man. When he is sober he is delightful; and when tipsy, perfectly irresistible.” And referring to his favorite, Shakspeare (who was quite out of fashion until Steele brought him back into the mode), Dick compared Lord Castlewood to Prince Hal, and was pleased to dub Esmond as ancient Pistol.

The old Dowager at Chelsey, though she could never admit that Mistress Beatrix was any kind of beauty at all (in which many ladies shared her opinion), instantly fell in love with young Castlewood at first sight. When Henry Esmond returned to Chelsey, he found himself completely replaced in her affections by her younger relative. She said that the feat of drinking the King’s health at Cambridge would have won her heart even if nothing else had. “How did that dear young fellow get such good looks?” she asked. “Not from his father—definitely not from his mother. Where did he get such noble manners and perfect charm? That countryside widow from Walcote could never have taught him.” Esmond had his own thoughts about that Walcote widow, who had a quiet grace and serene kindness that he always thought embodied the essence of good breeding, though he didn’t argue this point with his aunt. But he could agree with most of the compliments the entranced old dowager showered on my Lord Viscount, whom he had never seen a more captivating and charming gentleman. Castlewood might not have had much wit, but he certainly knew how to enjoy himself. “The lad has a way about him,” Mr. Steele used to say; “and his laughter brightens up a conversation as much as ten clever remarks from Mr. Congreve. I’d much rather share a bottle with him than with Mr. Addison, and I’d prefer listening to him talk than hearing Nicolini. Was there ever a man so gracefully tipsy as my Lord Castlewood? I would give anything to enjoy my wine” (though, truth be told, Dick handled his drink quite well, and a lot of it, too), “like this incomparable young man. When he’s sober, he’s delightful; and when he’s a bit tipsy, he’s completely irresistible.” And referring to his favorite, Shakespeare (who had fallen out of fashion until Steele revived him), Dick compared Lord Castlewood to Prince Hal, happily dubbing Esmond as ancient Pistol.

The Mistress of the Robes, the greatest lady in England after the Queen, or even before her Majesty, as the world said, though she never could be got to say a civil word to Beatrix, whom she had promoted to her place as maid of honor, took her brother into instant favor. When young Castlewood, in his new uniform, and looking like a prince out of a fairy tale, went to pay his duty to her Grace, she looked at him for a minute in silence, the young man blushing and in confusion before her, then fairly burst out a-crying, and kissed him before her daughters and company. “He was my boy's friend,” she said, through her sobs. “My Blandford might have been like him.” And everybody saw, after this mark of the Duchess's favor, that my young lord's promotion was secure, and people crowded round the favorite's favorite, who became vainer and gayer, and more good-humored than ever.

The Mistress of the Robes, the highest-ranking woman in England after the Queen, or even ahead of her Majesty, as people said, though she never managed to say a kind word to Beatrix, whom she had promoted to her position as maid of honor, immediately took a liking to her brother. When young Castlewood, in his new uniform and looking like a prince from a fairy tale, came to pay his respects to her Grace, she stared at him for a moment in silence, the young man blushing and flustered in front of her, then suddenly burst into tears and kissed him in front of her daughters and guests. “He was my boy's friend,” she said through her sobs. “My Blandford might have been like him.” And everyone noticed, after this sign of the Duchess's favor, that my young lord's promotion was assured, and people gathered around the favorite's favorite, who became more vain, cheerful, and good-natured than ever.

Meanwhile Madam Beatrix was making her conquests on her own side, and amongst them was one poor gentleman, who had been shot by her young eyes two years before, and had never been quite cured of that wound; he knew, to be sure, how hopeless any passion might be, directed in that quarter, and had taken that best, though ignoble, remedium amoris, a speedy retreat from before the charmer, and a long absence from her; and not being dangerously smitten in the first instance, Esmond pretty soon got the better of his complaint, and if he had it still, did not know he had it, and bore it easily. But when he returned after Blenheim, the young lady of sixteen, who had appeared the most beautiful object his eyes had ever looked on two years back, was now advanced to a perfect ripeness and perfection of beauty, such as instantly enthralled the poor devil, who had already been a fugitive from her charms. Then he had seen her but for two days, and fled; now he beheld her day after day, and when she was at Court watched after her; when she was at home, made one of the family party; when she went abroad, rode after her mother's chariot; when she appeared in public places, was in the box near her, or in the pit looking at her; when she went to church was sure to be there, though he might not listen to the sermon, and be ready to hand her to her chair if she deigned to accept of his services, and select him from a score of young men who were always hanging round about her. When she went away, accompanying her Majesty to Hampton Court, a darkness fell over London. Gods, what nights has Esmond passed, thinking of her, rhyming about her, talking about her! His friend Dick Steele was at this time courting the young lady, Mrs. Scurlock, whom he married; she had a lodging in Kensington Square, hard by my Lady Castlewood's house there. Dick and Harry, being on the same errand, used to meet constantly at Kensington. They were always prowling about that place, or dismally walking thence, or eagerly running thither. They emptied scores of bottles at the “King's Arms,” each man prating of his love, and allowing the other to talk on condition that he might have his own turn as a listener. Hence arose an intimacy between them, though to all the rest of their friends they must have been insufferable. Esmond's verses to “Gloriana at the Harpsichord,” to “Gloriana's Nosegay,” to “Gloriana at Court,” appeared this year in the Observator.—Have you never read them? They were thought pretty poems, and attributed by some to Mr. Prior.

Meanwhile, Madam Beatrix was winning hearts on her end, and among her admirers was a poor gentleman who had been struck by her youthful beauty two years prior and had never really recovered from that blow. He knew too well how hopeless any feelings might be if directed toward her and had taken the best, though not very noble, remedy for love—quickly removing himself from her presence and staying away for a long time. Since he wasn’t deeply affected initially, Esmond soon got over his feelings; and even if he still felt something, he didn't realize it and managed to cope. But after returning from Blenheim, the young lady, now sixteen and even more stunning than he remembered from two years ago, captivated him all over again. Back then, he had only seen her for two days before fleeing; now he encountered her daily, following her around the Court and joining her family gatherings at home. When she went out, he followed her mother's carriage, and whenever she appeared in public, he was near her, whether in a box or the pit. He made sure to attend church when she did, even if he didn’t pay attention to the sermon, always ready to assist her to her carriage if she chose to accept his help and pick him from the many young men surrounding her. When she departed with her Majesty to Hampton Court, darkness fell over London. Gods, the nights Esmond spent thinking of her, writing poems about her, talking about her! At that time, his friend Dick Steele was pursuing the young lady, Mrs. Scurlock, whom he eventually married; she lived in Kensington Square, close to Lady Castlewood's house. Dick and Harry, on similar missions, frequently met in Kensington, constantly wandering around the area or trudging away gloomily or excitedly hurrying back. They downed countless bottles at the "King's Arms," each talking about his love while allowing the other to speak as long as he had his turn as a listener. This led to a friendship between them, though they must have been unbearable to their other friends. Esmond’s poems to “Gloriana at the Harpsichord,” “Gloriana's Nosegay,” and “Gloriana at Court” were published this year in the Observator.—Have you ever read them? They were considered nice poems, with some attributing them to Mr. Prior.

This passion did not escape—how should it?—the clear eyes of Esmond's mistress: he told her all; what will a man not do when frantic with love? To what baseness will he not demean himself? What pangs will he not make others suffer, so that he may ease his selfish heart of a part of its own pain? Day after day he would seek his dear mistress, pour insane hopes, supplications, rhapsodies, raptures, into her ear. She listened, smiled, consoled, with untiring pity and sweetness. Esmond was the eldest of her children, so she was pleased to say; and as for her kindness, who ever had or would look for aught else from one who was an angel of goodness and pity? After what has been said, 'tis needless almost to add that poor Esmond's suit was unsuccessful. What was a nameless, penniless lieutenant to do, when some of the greatest in the land were in the field? Esmond never so much as thought of asking permission to hope so far above his reach as he knew this prize was and passed his foolish, useless life in mere abject sighs and impotent longing. What nights of rage, what days of torment, of passionate unfulfilled desire, of sickening jealousy can he recall! Beatrix thought no more of him than of the lackey that followed her chair. His complaints did not touch her in the least; his raptures rather fatigued her; she cared for his verses no more than for Dan Chaucer's, who's dead these ever so many hundred years; she did not hate him; she rather despised him, and just suffered him.

This passion didn’t go unnoticed—how could it?—by Esmond's mistress: he shared everything with her; what won’t a man do when he’s madly in love? To what depths will he sink? What suffering will he cause others just to relieve his own heart of some pain? Day after day, he would seek out his beloved mistress, pouring out wild hopes, pleas, poems, and ecstasies into her ear. She listened, smiled, and comforted him with endless patience and kindness. Esmond was the oldest of her children, as she liked to mention; and as for her kindness, who could expect anything less from someone who was an angel of goodness and compassion? Given all that, it's almost unnecessary to add that poor Esmond's pursuit was doomed. What could a nameless, broke lieutenant do when some of the most powerful people in the land were competing for her attention? Esmond never even thought to ask if he could hope for someone so far out of his league; instead, he spent his foolish, pointless life with nothing but deep sighs and unfulfilled longing. What nights of rage, what days of torment, filled with intense desire and sickening jealousy can he remember! Beatrix thought of him no more than the servant who followed her around. His complaints didn’t affect her at all; his praises more likely tired her out; she cared for his poetry no more than for Dan Chaucer's, who’s been dead for so many centuries; she didn’t hate him, but she looked down on him and merely tolerated his presence.

One day, after talking to Beatrix's mother, his dear, fond, constant mistress—for hours—for all day long—pouring out his flame and his passion, his despair and rage, returning again and again to the theme, pacing the room, tearing up the flowers on the table, twisting and breaking into bits the wax out of the stand-dish, and performing a hundred mad freaks of passionate folly; seeing his mistress at last quite pale and tired out with sheer weariness of compassion, and watching over his fever for the hundredth time, Esmond seized up his hat, and took his leave. As he got into Kensington Square, a sense of remorse came over him for the wearisome pain he had been inflicting upon the dearest and kindest friend ever man had. He went back to the house, where the servant still stood at the open door, ran up the stairs, and found his mistress where he had left her in the embrasure of the window, looking over the fields towards Chelsey. She laughed, wiping away at the same time the tears which were in her kind eyes; he flung himself down on his knees, and buried his head in her lap. She had in her hand the stalk of one of the flowers, a pink, that he had torn to pieces. “Oh, pardon me, pardon me, my dearest and kindest,” he said; “I am in hell, and you are the angel that brings me a drop of water.”

One day, after spending hours talking to Beatrix's mother, his beloved and constant mistress—pouring out his emotions, his passion, his despair, and his anger—going back to the same topic over and over, pacing the room, ripping apart the flowers on the table, twisting and breaking the wax from the candlestick, and acting out countless dramatic fits of passionate madness; noticing that his mistress was finally pale and exhausted from her compassion, and watching over his turmoil for the hundredth time, Esmond picked up his hat and took his leave. As he walked into Kensington Square, a wave of guilt washed over him for the exhausting pain he had caused his dearest and kindest friend. He returned to the house, where the servant was still at the open door, ran up the stairs, and found his mistress where he had left her, in the window nook, gazing out over the fields toward Chelsea. She laughed while wiping away tears from her kind eyes; he threw himself down on his knees and buried his head in her lap. She held the stem of one of the pink flowers he had torn apart. “Oh, forgive me, forgive me, my dearest and kindest,” he said; “I am in hell, and you are the angel who brings me a drop of water.”

“I am your mother, you are my son, and I love you always,” she said, holding her hands over him: and he went away comforted and humbled in mind, as he thought of that amazing and constant love and tenderness with which this sweet lady ever blessed and pursued him.

“I am your mom, you are my son, and I’ll always love you,” she said, holding her hands over him. He left feeling comforted and humbled, reflecting on the incredible and unwavering love and kindness that this sweet woman always showered upon him.





CHAPTER XI.

THE FAMOUS MR. JOSEPH ADDISON.

The gentlemen ushers had a table at Kensington, and the Guard a very splendid dinner daily at St. James's, at either of which ordinaries Esmond was free to dine. Dick Steele liked the Guard-table better than his own at the gentlemen ushers', where there was less wine and more ceremony; and Esmond had many a jolly afternoon in company of his friend, and a hundred times at least saw Dick into his chair. If there is verity in wine, according to the old adage, what an amiable-natured character Dick's must have been! In proportion as he took in wine he overflowed with kindness. His talk was not witty so much as charming. He never said a word that could anger anybody, and only became the more benevolent the more tipsy he grew. Many of the wags derided the poor fellow in his cups, and chose him as a butt for their satire: but there was a kindness about him, and a sweet playful fancy, that seemed to Esmond far more charming than the pointed talk of the brightest wits, with their elaborate repartees and affected severities. I think Steele shone rather than sparkled. Those famous beaux-esprits of the coffee-houses (Mr. William Congreve, for instance, when his gout and his grandeur permitted him to come among us) would make many brilliant hits—half a dozen in a night sometimes—but, like sharp-shooters, when they had fired their shot, they were obliged to retire under cover till their pieces were loaded again, and wait till they got another chance at their enemy; whereas Dick never thought that his bottle companion was a butt to aim at—only a friend to shake by the hand. The poor fellow had half the town in his confidence; everybody knew everything about his loves and his debts, his creditors or his mistress's obduracy. When Esmond first came on to the town, honest Dick was all flames and raptures for a young lady, a West India fortune, whom he married. In a couple of years the lady was dead, the fortune was all but spent, and the honest widower was as eager in pursuit of a new paragon of beauty, as if he had never courted and married and buried the last one.

The gentlemen ushers had a table at Kensington, and the Guard had a really fancy dinner every day at St. James's, where Esmond was free to dine. Dick Steele preferred the Guard’s table to his own at the gentlemen ushers', where there was less wine and more formalities; Esmond enjoyed many lively afternoons with his friend and at least a hundred times helped Dick into his chair. If there’s truth in wine, as the saying goes, then Dick must have had a really kind heart! As he drank, he overflowed with kindness. His conversations weren’t witty as much as they were delightful. He never said anything that could upset anyone, and the more tipsy he got, the kinder he seemed. Many jokesters mocked him when he was drunk and made him the target of their jokes, but there was a warmth and playful imagination about him that Esmond found much more appealing than the sharp remarks of the cleverest minds, who had their complex repartees and pretentious seriousness. I think Steele shone rather than sparkled. Those famous sharp minds at the coffeehouses (like Mr. William Congreve, when his gout and his high status allowed him to join us) would make many brilliant remarks—sometimes half a dozen in a night—but, like sharp-shooters, once they fired their shots, they had to hide until they could reload and wait for another opportunity. In contrast, Dick never saw his drinking buddy as an opponent to target—just a friend to shake hands with. The poor guy had half the town confiding in him; everyone knew all about his loves and debts, his creditors or his mistress’s stubbornness. When Esmond first came to town, honest Dick was head over heels for a young lady, a West India heiress, whom he married. Within a couple of years, the lady was dead, the fortune almost gone, and the honest widower was just as eager to pursue a new beauty as if he had never dated, married, and lost the last one.

Quitting the Guard-table one Sunday afternoon, when by chance Dick had a sober fit upon him, he and his friend were making their way down Germain Street, and Dick all of a sudden left his companion's arm, and ran after a gentleman who was poring over a folio volume at the book-shop near to St. James's Church. He was a fair, tall man, in a snuff-colored suit, with a plain sword, very sober, and almost shabby in appearance—at least when compared to Captain Steele, who loved to adorn his jolly round person with the finest of clothes, and shone in scarlet and gold lace. The Captain rushed up, then, to the student of the book-stall, took him in his arms, hugged him, and would have kissed him—for Dick was always hugging and bussing his friends—but the other stepped back with a flush on his pale face, seeming to decline this public manifestation of Steele's regard.

Leaving the Guard-table one Sunday afternoon, when Dick was surprisingly sober, he and his friend were walking down Germain Street. Suddenly, Dick released his companion's arm and ran after a man who was engrossed in a book at the shop near St. James's Church. He was a tall man in a dark brown suit, with a simple sword, looking quite sober and almost shabby—especially compared to Captain Steele, who liked to dress his round figure in the finest clothes, shining in red and gold lace. The Captain rushed up to the book stall visitor, embraced him, and almost kissed him—since Dick was always hugging and kissing his friends—but the other man stepped back, his pale face turning red, clearly rejecting this public display of Steele's affection.

“My dearest Joe, where hast thou hidden thyself this age?” cries the Captain, still holding both his friend's hands; “I have been languishing for thee this fortnight.”

“My dearest Joe, where have you hidden yourself all this time?” cries the Captain, still holding both his friend's hands; “I have been longing for you these past two weeks.”

“A fortnight is not an age, Dick,” says the other, very good-humoredly. (He had light blue eyes, extraordinary bright, and a face perfectly regular and handsome, like a tinted statue.) “And I have been hiding myself—where do you think?”

“A fortnight isn't that long, Dick,” says the other, in a really good mood. (He had bright light blue eyes and a perfectly regular and handsome face, like a painted statue.) “And I’ve been laying low—where do you think?”

“What! not across the water, my dear Joe?” says Steele, with a look of great alarm: “thou knowest I have always—”

“What! Not across the water, my dear Joe?” Steele says, looking very alarmed. “You know I have always—”

“No,” says his friend, interrupting him with a smile: “we are not come to such straits as that, Dick. I have been hiding, sir, at a place where people never think of finding you—at my own lodgings, whither I am going to smoke a pipe now and drink a glass of sack: will your honor come?”

“No,” says his friend, interrupting him with a smile. “We haven’t gotten to that point, Dick. I've been hiding, you see, at a place where people never think to look for you—at my own apartment, where I’m about to smoke a pipe and have a glass of sherry. Would you like to join me?”

“Harry Esmond, come hither,” cries out Dick. “Thou hast heard me talk over and over again of my dearest Joe, my guardian angel?”

“Harry Esmond, come here,” calls out Dick. “You've heard me talk time and time again about my dearest Joe, my guardian angel?”

“Indeed,” says Mr. Esmond, with a bow, “it is not from you only that I have learnt to admire Mr. Addison. We loved good poetry at Cambridge as well as at Oxford; and I have some of yours by heart, though I have put on a red coat. . . . 'O qui canoro blandius Orpheo vocale ducis carmen;' shall I go on, sir?” says Mr. Esmond, who, indeed, had read and loved the charming Latin poems of Mr. Addison, as every scholar of that time knew and admired them.

“Definitely,” says Mr. Esmond, with a bow, “I haven’t just learned to admire Mr. Addison from you. We appreciated good poetry at Cambridge just as much as at Oxford; and I have some of yours memorized, even though I’m wearing a red coat. . . . 'O qui canoro blandius Orpheo vocale ducis carmen;' should I continue, sir?” says Mr. Esmond, who, in fact, had read and loved the beautiful Latin poems of Mr. Addison, as every scholar of that time knew and admired them.

“This is Captain Esmond who was at Blenheim,” says Steele.

“This is Captain Esmond, who was at Blenheim,” says Steele.

“Lieutenant Esmond,” says the other, with a low bow, “at Mr. Addison's service.

“Lieutenant Esmond,” says the other, with a slight bow, “at Mr. Addison's service.”

“I have heard of you,” says Mr. Addison, with a smile; as, indeed, everybody about town had heard that unlucky story about Esmond's dowager aunt and the Duchess.

“I’ve heard of you,” says Mr. Addison with a smile, as, in fact, everyone in town had heard that unfortunate story about Esmond's dowager aunt and the Duchess.

“We were going to the 'George' to take a bottle before the play,” says Steele: “wilt thou be one, Joe?”

“We were heading to the 'George' to grab a drink before the play,” says Steele. “Do you want to join us, Joe?”

Mr. Addison said his own lodgings were hard by, where he was still rich enough to give a good bottle of wine to his friends; and invited the two gentlemen to his apartment in the Haymarket, whither we accordingly went.

Mr. Addison said his place was nearby, where he was still well-off enough to offer a good bottle of wine to his friends; and he invited the two gentlemen to his apartment in the Haymarket, which we happily accepted.

“I shall get credit with my landlady,” says he, with a smile, “when she sees two such fine gentlemen as you come up my stair.” And he politely made his visitors welcome to his apartment, which was indeed but a shabby one, though no grandee of the land could receive his guests with a more perfect and courtly grace than this gentleman. A frugal dinner, consisting of a slice of meat and a penny loaf, was awaiting the owner of the lodgings. “My wine is better than my meat,” says Mr. Addison; “my Lord Halifax sent me the Burgundy.” And he set a bottle and glasses before his friends, and ate his simple dinner in a very few minutes, after which the three fell to, and began to drink. “You see,” says Mr. Addison, pointing to his writing-table, whereon was a map of the action at Hochstedt, and several other gazettes and pamphlets relating to the battle, “that I, too, am busy about your affairs, Captain. I am engaged as a poetical gazetteer, to say truth, and am writing a poem on the campaign.”

“I'll earn some points with my landlady,” he says with a smile, “when she sees two distinguished gentlemen like you coming up my stairs.” He warmly welcomed his guests into his apartment, which, although quite shabby, was received with a charm and elegance that no nobleman could surpass. A simple dinner of a slice of meat and a penny loaf was ready for the landlord. “My wine is better than my meat,” Mr. Addison said; “my Lord Halifax sent me the Burgundy.” He poured a bottle and set out glasses for his friends, then quickly finished his modest meal before the three of them started drinking. “You see,” Mr. Addison pointed to his writing desk, which had a map of the battle at Hochstedt along with various gazettes and pamphlets about it, “I’m busy with your affairs too, Captain. I’m working as a poetic journalist, to be honest, and I’m writing a poem about the campaign.”

So Esmond, at the request of his host, told him what he knew about the famous battle, drew the river on the table aliquo mero, and with the aid of some bits of tobacco-pipe showed the advance of the left wing, where he had been engaged.

So Esmond, at his host's request, shared what he knew about the famous battle, sketched the river on the table with a bit of wine, and used some pieces of tobacco pipe to demonstrate the movement of the left wing, where he had been involved.

A sheet or two of the verses lay already on the table beside our bottles and glasses, and Dick having plentifully refreshed himself from the latter, took up the pages of manuscript, writ out with scarce a blot or correction, in the author's slim, neat handwriting, and began to read therefrom with great emphasis and volubility. At pauses of the verse, the enthusiastic reader stopped and fired off a great salvo of applause.

A couple of sheets of the verses were already on the table next to our bottles and glasses, and after Dick had thoroughly refreshed himself with the drinks, he picked up the manuscript pages, which were written with hardly any smudges or corrections in the author's tidy handwriting, and started reading them out loud with a lot of emphasis and fluency. At pauses in the verses, the enthusiastic reader would stop and unleash a loud round of applause.

Esmond smiled at the enthusiasm of Addison's friend. “You are like the German Burghers,” says he, “and the Princes on the Mozelle: when our army came to a halt, they always sent a deputation to compliment the chief, and fired a salute with all their artillery from their walls.”

Esmond smiled at the excitement of Addison's friend. “You’re like the German townspeople,” he said, “and the princes on the Moselle River: whenever our army stopped, they would always send a group to pay their respects to the leader and fire a salute with all their cannons from their walls.”

“And drunk the great chiefs health afterward, did not they?” says Captain Steele, gayly filling up a bumper;—he never was tardy at that sort of acknowledgment of a friend's merit.

“And they toasted the great chief's health afterward, didn’t they?” says Captain Steele, cheerfully filling up a glass;—he was never slow to show appreciation for a friend’s worth.

“And the Duke, since you will have me act his Grace's part,” says Mr. Addison, with a smile, and something of a blush, “pledged his friends in return. Most Serene Elector of Covent Garden, I drink to your Highness's health,” and he filled himself a glass. Joseph required scarce more pressing than Dick to that sort of amusement; but the wine never seemed at all to fluster Mr. Addison's brains; it only unloosed his tongue: whereas Captain Steele's head and speech were quite overcome by a single bottle.

“And the Duke, since you want me to play his Grace's part,” says Mr. Addison, smiling a bit and blushing, “pledged his friends in return. Most Serene Elector of Covent Garden, I toast to your Highness's health,” and he poured himself a glass. Joseph needed little more encouragement than Dick for that kind of fun; but the wine never seemed to muddle Mr. Addison's mind; it just made him more talkative. In contrast, Captain Steele’s head and words were completely affected by just one bottle.

No matter what the verses were, and, to say truth, Mr. Esmond found some of them more than indifferent, Dick's enthusiasm for his chief never faltered, and in every line from Addison's pen, Steele found a master-stroke. By the time Dick had come to that part of the poem, wherein the bard describes as blandly as though he were recording a dance at the opera, or a harmless bout of bucolic cudgelling at a village fair, that bloody and ruthless part of our campaign, with the remembrance whereof every soldier who bore a part in it must sicken with shame—when we were ordered to ravage and lay waste the Elector's country; and with fire and murder, slaughter and crime, a great part of his dominions was overrun; when Dick came to the lines—

No matter what the verses were, and to be honest, Mr. Esmond found some of them pretty unremarkable, Dick's passion for his leader never wavered, and in every line from Addison’s pen, Steele saw a brilliant stroke. By the time Dick got to that part of the poem, where the poet describes so casually as if he were recounting a dance at the opera or a friendly bout of rural wrestling at a village fair, that bloody and merciless part of our campaign, which every soldier who took part in it must remember with shame—when we were ordered to devastate and destroy the Elector's country; and with fire and murder, slaughter and crime, a large part of his territories was overrun; when Dick reached the lines—

     “In vengeance roused the soldier fills his hand
     With sword and fire, and ravages the land,
     In crackling flames a thousand harvests burn,
     A thousand villages to ashes turn.
     To the thick woods the woolly flocks retreat,
     And mixed with bellowing herds confusedly bleat.
     Their trembling lords the common shade partake,
     And cries of infants found in every brake.
     The listening soldier fixed in sorrow stands,
     Loth to obey his leader's just commands.
     The leader grieves, by generous pity swayed,
     To see his just commands so well obeyed;”
 
“In rage, the soldier takes up his sword and fire, and destroys the land. A thousand harvests burn in crackling flames, and a thousand villages turn to ash. The woolly flocks retreat to the thick woods, mixed with bellowing herds, bleating in confusion. Their trembling lords share the common shade, and the cries of infants can be heard in every thicket. The soldier stands frozen in sorrow, reluctant to follow his leader’s rightful orders. The leader feels grief, moved by compassion, to see his fair commands so well followed.”

by this time wine and friendship had brought poor Dick to a perfectly maudlin state, and he hiccupped out the last line with a tenderness that set one of his auditors a-laughing.

by this time, wine and friendship had made poor Dick completely sentimental, and he hiccupped out the last line with a softness that made one of his listeners laugh.

“I admire the license of your poets,” says Esmond to Mr. Addison. (Dick, after reading of the verses, was fain to go off, insisting on kissing his two dear friends before his departure, and reeling away with his periwig over his eyes.) “I admire your art: the murder of the campaign is done to military music, like a battle at the opera, and the virgins shriek in harmony, as our victorious grenadiers march into their villages. Do you know what a scene it was?”—(by this time, perhaps, the wine had warmed Mr. Esmond's head too,)—“what a triumph you are celebrating? what scenes of shame and horror were enacted, over which the commander's genius presided, as calm as though he didn't belong to our sphere? You talk of the 'listening soldier fixed in sorrow,' the 'leader's grief swayed by generous pity;' to my belief the leader cared no more for bleating flocks than he did for infants' cries, and many of our ruffians butchered one or the other with equal alacrity. I was ashamed of my trade when I saw those horrors perpetrated, which came under every man's eyes. You hew out of your polished verses a stately image of smiling victory; I tell you 'tis an uncouth, distorted, savage idol; hideous, bloody, and barbarous. The rites performed before it are shocking to think of. You great poets should show it as it is—ugly and horrible, not beautiful and serene. Oh, sir, had you made the campaign, believe me, you never would have sung it so.”

“I admire the freedom of your poets,” Esmond tells Mr. Addison. (Dick, after reading the verses, was eager to leave, insisting on kissing his two dear friends before he went, wobbling away with his wig over his eyes.) “I admire your craft: the chaos of the campaign is set to military music, like a battle at the opera, and the maidens scream in unison as our victorious soldiers march into their villages. Do you realize what a scene it was?”—(by this point, perhaps, the wine had warmed Mr. Esmond's head too,)—“what a triumph you are celebrating? What scenes of shame and horror were acted out, overseen by the commander’s genius, as calm as if he didn’t belong to our world? You talk about the 'listening soldier lost in sorrow,' the 'leader's grief swayed by noble pity;' but I believe the leader cared no more for bleeding sheep than he did for the cries of infants, and many of our thugs butchered either with the same eagerness. I felt ashamed of my profession when I witnessed those horrors committed, right before everyone's eyes. You carve out of your polished verses a grand image of smiling victory; I tell you it’s an ugly, twisted, savage idol; hideous, bloody, and barbaric. The rituals conducted before it are shocking to consider. You great poets should present it as it truly is—ugly and horrifying, not beautiful and peaceful. Oh, sir, had you experienced the campaign, believe me, you would never have sung it so.”

During this little outbreak, Mr. Addison was listening, smoking out of his long pipe, and smiling very placidly. “What would you have?” says he. “In our polished days, and according to the rules of art, 'tis impossible that the Muse should depict tortures or begrime her hands with the horrors of war. These are indicated rather than described; as in the Greek tragedies, that, I dare say, you have read (and sure there can be no more elegant specimens of composition), Agamemnon is slain, or Medea's children destroyed, away from the scene;—the chorus occupying the stage and singing of the action to pathetic music. Something of this I attempt, my dear sir, in my humble way: 'tis a panegyric I mean to write, and not a satire. Were I to sing as you would have me, the town would tear the poet in pieces, and burn his book by the hands of the common hangman. Do you not use tobacco? Of all the weeds grown on earth, sure the nicotian is the most soothing and salutary. We must paint our great Duke,” Mr. Addison went on, “not as a man, which no doubt he is, with weaknesses like the rest of us, but as a hero. 'Tis in a triumph, not a battle, that your humble servant is riding his sleek Pegasus. We college poets trot, you know, on very easy nags; it hath been, time out of mind, part of the poet's profession to celebrate the actions of heroes in verse, and to sing the deeds which you men of war perform. I must follow the rules of my art, and the composition of such a strain as this must be harmonious and majestic, not familiar, or too near the vulgar truth. Si parva licet: if Virgil could invoke the divine Augustus, a humbler poet from the banks of the Isis may celebrate a victory and a conqueror of our own nation, in whose triumphs every Briton has a share, and whose glory and genius contributes to every citizen's individual honor. When hath there been, since our Henrys' and Edwards' days, such a great feat of arms as that from which you yourself have brought away marks of distinction? If 'tis in my power to sing that song worthily, I will do so, and be thankful to my Muse. If I fail as a poet, as a Briton at least I will show my loyalty, and fling up my cap and huzzah for the conqueror:—

During this little outbreak, Mr. Addison was listening, smoking from his long pipe, and smiling peacefully. “What do you expect?” he said. “In our refined times, and according to the rules of art, it’s impossible for the Muse to portray torture or dirty her hands with the horrors of war. These things are suggested rather than described; like in the Greek tragedies, which I’m sure you’ve read (and there can be no more elegant examples of writing), Agamemnon is killed, or Medea's children are destroyed, offstage—the chorus occupying the stage and singing about the action to moving music. Something like this I attempt, my dear sir, in my modest way: I intend to write a tribute, not a satire. If I were to sing like you want me to, the town would rip the poet apart and burn his book at the hands of the common hangman. Don’t you smoke? Of all the plants grown on earth, surely tobacco is the most calming and beneficial. We must portray our great Duke,” Mr. Addison continued, “not as a man, which he certainly is, with flaws like the rest of us, but as a hero. It’s in a celebration, not a battle, that your humble servant is riding his sleek Pegasus. We college poets ride, you know, on very easy horses; it has been, for a long time, part of the poet's job to celebrate the actions of heroes in verse and to sing of the deeds done by you warriors. I must adhere to the rules of my art, and this kind of composition must be harmonious and grand, not casual, or too close to the common truth. If I may say so: if Virgil could invoke the divine Augustus, a less acclaimed poet from the banks of the Isis can celebrate a victory and a conqueror from our own nation, in whose triumphs every Briton shares, and whose glory and genius add to every citizen's individual honor. When has there been, since the days of our Henrys and Edwards, such a great act of arms as the one from which you yourself have returned with marks of distinction? If it's within my power to sing that song well, I will do so, and be grateful to my Muse. If I fail as a poet, at least as a Briton I will show my loyalty, and throw up my hat and cheer for the conqueror:—

                      “'Rheni pacator et Istri
     Omnis in hoc uno variis discordia cessit
     Ordinibus; laetatur eques, plauditque senator,
     Votaque patricio certant plebeia favori.'”
 
                      “'Rheni pacator et Istri
     All conflict has ended among the various factions in this one thing;
     The knight rejoices, and the senator applauds,
     And the votes of the patricians compete with the support of the common people.'”

“There were as brave men on that field,” says Mr. Esmond (who never could be made to love the Duke of Marlborough, nor to forget those stories which he used to hear in his youth regarding that great chiefs selfishness and treachery)—“there were men at Blenheim as good as the leader, whom neither knights nor senators applauded, nor voices plebeian or patrician favored, and who lie there forgotten, under the clods. What poet is there to sing them?”

“There were just as many brave men on that field,” says Mr. Esmond (who could never bring himself to like the Duke of Marlborough, nor to forget those stories he heard in his youth about that great leader's selfishness and betrayal)—“there were men at Blenheim just as good as the leader, whom neither knights nor senators praised, nor voices of the common people or the elite supported, and who lie there forgotten, under the dirt. What poet is there to sing their praises?”

“To sing the gallant souls of heroes sent to Hades!” says Mr. Addison, with a smile. “Would you celebrate them all? If I may venture to question anything in such an admirable work, the catalogue of the ships in Homer hath always appeared to me as somewhat wearisome; what had the poem been, supposing the writer had chronicled the names of captains, lieutenants, rank and file? One of the greatest of a great man's qualities is success; 'tis the result of all the others; 'tis a latent power in him which compels the favor of the gods, and subjugates fortune. Of all his gifts I admire that one in the great Marlborough. To be brave? every man is brave. But in being victorious, as he is, I fancy there is something divine. In presence of the occasion, the great soul of the leader shines out, and the god is confessed. Death itself respects him, and passes by him to lay others low. War and carnage flee before him to ravage other parts of the field, as Hector from before the divine Achilles. You say he hath no pity; no more have the gods, who are above it, and superhuman. The fainting battle gathers strength at his aspect; and, wherever he rides, victory charges with him.”

“To sing the brave souls of heroes sent to the underworld!” says Mr. Addison with a smile. “Would you celebrate them all? If I can dare to question anything in such an amazing work, the list of ships in Homer has always seemed a bit tedious to me; what would the poem have been like if the writer had listed the names of captains, lieutenants, and soldiers? One of the greatest qualities of a great person is success; it's the outcome of all the other qualities. It's a hidden strength in him that wins the favor of the gods and controls fate. Among all his gifts, I particularly admire this in the great Marlborough. To be brave? Every man is brave. But being victorious, as he is, seems something divine. In the moment of battle, the great spirit of the leader shines through, and the divine is revealed. Even death respects him, passing by him to bring down others. War and slaughter retreat before him to wreak havoc elsewhere, just like Hector before the divine Achilles. You say he has no mercy; neither do the gods, who are above such things and beyond human. The weary battlefield gains strength in his presence; and wherever he rides, victory accompanies him.”

A couple of days after, when Mr. Esmond revisited his poetic friend, he found this thought, struck out in the fervor of conversation, improved and shaped into those famous lines, which are in truth the noblest in the poem of the “Campaign.” As the two gentlemen sat engaged in talk, Mr. Addison solacing himself with his customary pipe, the little maid-servant that waited on his lodging came up, preceding a gentleman in fine laced clothes, that had evidently been figuring at Court or a great man's levee. The courtier coughed a little at the smoke of the pipe, and looked round the room curiously, which was shabby enough, as was the owner in his worn, snuff-colored suit and plain tie-wig.

A few days later, when Mr. Esmond visited his poetic friend again, he found that the idea they had discussed in their passionate conversation had been refined and crafted into those famous lines, which are truly the most beautiful in the poem “Campaign.” As the two gentlemen chatted, Mr. Addison enjoyed his usual pipe, when the little maid who helped him came in, leading a gentleman dressed in fine laced clothes, clearly someone who had been at Court or a high-profile gathering. The courtier coughed a bit from the pipe smoke and looked around the room with curiosity, which was rather shabby, just like its owner in his worn, snuff-colored suit and simple tie-wig.

“How goes on the magnum opus, Mr. Addison?” says the Court gentleman on looking down at the papers that were on the table.

“How's your big project coming along, Mr. Addison?” says the court gentleman as he looks down at the papers on the table.

“We were but now over it,” says Addison (the greatest courtier in the land could not have a more splendid politeness, or greater dignity of manner). “Here is the plan,” says he, “on the table: hac ibat Simois, here ran the little river Nebel: hic est Sigeia tellus, here are Tallard's quarters, at the bowl of this pipe, at the attack of which Captain Esmond was present. I have the honor to introduce him to Mr. Boyle; and Mr. Esmond was but now depicting aliquo proelia mixta mero, when you came in.” In truth, the two gentlemen had been so engaged when the visitor arrived, and Addison, in his smiling way, speaking of Mr. Webb, colonel of Esmond's regiment (who commanded a brigade in the action, and greatly distinguished himself there), was lamenting that he could find never a suitable rhyme for Webb, otherwise the brigade should have had a place in the poet's verses. “And for you, you are but a lieutenant,” says Addison, “and the Muse can't occupy herself with any gentleman under the rank of a field officer.”

“We've just finished discussing it,” says Addison (the best courtier in the land could not have more impressive politeness or greater dignity). “Here’s the plan,” he continues, “on the table: here flows the Simois, and there runs the little river Nebel: this is Sigeia’s land, and here are Tallard's quarters, at the spot where Captain Esmond was present during the attack. I have the pleasure of introducing him to Mr. Boyle; and Mr. Esmond was just describing some mixed battles over wine when you arrived.” In truth, the two gentlemen had been engaged in that conversation when the visitor showed up, and Addison, with his charming smile, was talking about Mr. Webb, the colonel of Esmond's regiment (who commanded a brigade in the battle and greatly distinguished himself), lamenting that he could never find a fitting rhyme for Webb; otherwise, the brigade would have had a place in his poem. “And as for you, you're only a lieutenant,” Addison says, “and the Muse can't concern herself with anyone below the rank of a field officer.”

Mr. Boyle was all impatient to hear, saying that my Lord Treasurer and my Lord Halifax were equally anxious; and Addison, blushing, began reading of his verses, and, I suspect, knew their weak parts as well as the most critical hearer. When he came to the lines describing the angel, that

Mr. Boyle was really eager to hear, saying that the Lord Treasurer and Lord Halifax were just as anxious; and Addison, blushing, started reading his verses, and I think he knew their weak parts as well as the most critical listener. When he got to the lines describing the angel, that

     “Inspired repulsed battalions to engage,
     And taught the doubtful battle where to rage,”
 
     “Motivated reluctant troops to fight,  
     And showed the uncertain battle where to strike,”

he read with great animation, looking at Esmond, as much as to say, “You know where that simile came from—from our talk, and our bottle of Burgundy, the other day.”

He read with a lot of enthusiasm, looking at Esmond, as if to say, “You know where that comparison came from—from our conversation and the bottle of Burgundy we had the other day.”

The poet's two hearers were caught with enthusiasm, and applauded the verses with all their might. The gentleman of the Court sprang up in great delight. “Not a word more, my dear sir,” says he. “Trust me with the papers—I'll defend them with my life. Let me read them over to my Lord Treasurer, whom I am appointed to see in half an hour. I venture to promise, the verses shall lose nothing by my reading, and then, sir, we shall see whether Lord Halifax has a right to complain that his friend's pension is no longer paid.” And without more ado, the courtier in lace seized the manuscript pages, placed them in his breast with his ruffled hand over his heart, executed a most gracious wave of the hat with the disengaged hand, and smiled and bowed out of the room, leaving an odor of pomander behind him.

The poet's two listeners were filled with excitement and clapped for the verses with all their might. The gentleman from the Court jumped up in great delight. “Not another word, my dear sir,” he said. “Trust me with the papers—I’ll defend them with my life. Let me go over them with my Lord Treasurer, whom I’m scheduled to meet in half an hour. I promise, the verses won’t lose any impact with my reading, and then, sir, we’ll see if Lord Halifax has any right to complain that his friend's pension is no longer paid.” Without further delay, the courtier in lace grabbed the manuscript pages, tucked them into his coat with his ruffled hand over his heart, made a graceful wave of his hat with his free hand, and smiled and bowed as he left the room, leaving a scent of pomander in his wake.

“Does not the chamber look quite dark?” says Addison, surveying it, “after the glorious appearance and disappearance of that gracious messenger? Why, he illuminated the whole room. Your scarlet, Mr. Esmond, will bear any light; but this threadbare old coat of mine, how very worn it looked under the glare of that splendor! I wonder whether they will do anything for me,” he continued. “When I came out of Oxford into the world, my patrons promised me great things; and you see where their promises have landed me, in a lodging up two pair of stairs, with a sixpenny dinner from the cook's shop. Well, I suppose this promise will go after the others, and fortune will jilt me, as the jade has been doing any time these seven years. 'I puff the prostitute away,'” says he, smiling, and blowing a cloud out of his pipe. “There is no hardship in poverty, Esmond, that is not bearable; no hardship even in honest dependence that an honest man may not put up with. I came out of the lap of Alma Mater, puffed up with her praises of me, and thinking to make a figure in the world with the parts and learning which had got me no small name in our college. The world is the ocean, and Isis and Charwell are but little drops, of which the sea takes no account. My reputation ended a mile beyond Maudlin Tower; no one took note of me; and I learned this at least, to bear up against evil fortune with a cheerful heart. Friend Dick hath made a figure in the world, and has passed me in the race long ago. What matters a little name or a little fortune? There is no fortune that a philosopher cannot endure. I have been not unknown as a scholar, and yet forced to live by turning bear-leader, and teaching a boy to spell. What then? The life was not pleasant, but possible—the bear was bearable. Should this venture fail, I will go back to Oxford; and some day, when you are a general, you shall find me a curate in a cassock and bands, and I shall welcome your honor to my cottage in the country, and to a mug of penny ale. 'Tis not poverty that's the hardest to bear, or the least happy lot in life,” says Mr. Addison, shaking the ash out of his pipe. “See, my pipe is smoked out. Shall we have another bottle? I have still a couple in the cupboard, and of the right sort. No more?—let us go abroad and take a turn on the Mall, or look in at the theatre and see Dick's comedy. 'Tis not a masterpiece of wit; but Dick is a good fellow, though he doth not set the Thames on fire.”

“Doesn’t the room seem pretty dark?” Addison says, looking around, “after that glorious appearance and disappearance of that gracious messenger? He lit up the entire room. Your red coat, Mr. Esmond, can handle any light; but this old, worn coat of mine looks so shabby under that brightness! I wonder if they’ll do anything for me,” he continues. “When I left Oxford and entered the world, my supporters promised me great things; and look where their promises have led me, living up two flights of stairs, with a sixpenny dinner from the cook's shop. Well, I guess this promise will fade like the others, and fortune will leave me hanging, just as she has for the past seven years. ‘I puff the prostitute away,’” he says, smiling and exhaling a cloud from his pipe. “There’s no struggle in poverty that can’t be handled; no struggle even in honest dependence that an honorable person can’t tolerate. I came out of the embrace of Alma Mater, inflated with her praises of me, thinking I would make a name for myself in the world with the talent and knowledge I gained, which got me some recognition at our college. The world is like an ocean, and Isis and Cherwell are just tiny drops that the sea ignores. My reputation ended a mile past Maudlin Tower; nobody noticed me; and I learned at least this much: to endure bad luck with a happy heart. Friend Dick has made a name for himself and has long passed me in the race. What does a little reputation or a little wealth matter? There’s no wealth that a philosopher can’t tolerate. I haven’t been unknown as a scholar, yet I’ve had to live by being a tutor and teaching a boy to spell. So what? The life wasn’t enjoyable, but it was possible—the bear was manageable. If this venture fails, I’ll go back to Oxford; and someday, when you’re a general, you’ll find me a curate in a cassock and bands, welcoming your honor to my cottage in the country, and to a mug of penny ale. It’s not poverty that’s the hardest to bear, or the least happy situation in life,” says Mr. Addison, shaking the ash out of his pipe. “Look, my pipe is empty. Should we have another bottle? I still have a couple in the cupboard, and of the good kind. No more?—let's go out and take a stroll on the Mall, or check out Dick's comedy at the theatre. It’s not a masterpiece of wit; but Dick is a good guy, even if he doesn’t set the Thames on fire.”

Within a month after this day, Mr. Addison's ticket had come up a prodigious prize in the lottery of life. All the town was in an uproar of admiration of his poem, the “Campaign,” which Dick Steele was spouting at every coffee-house in Whitehall and Covent Garden. The wits on the other side of Temple Bar saluted him at once as the greatest poet the world had seen for ages; the people huzza'ed for Marlborough and for Addison, and, more than this, the party in power provided for the meritorious poet, and Addison got the appointment of Commissioner of Excise, which the famous Mr. Locke vacated, and rose from this place to other dignities and honors; his prosperity from henceforth to the end of his life being scarce ever interrupted. But I doubt whether he was not happier in his garret in the Haymarket, than ever he was in his splendid palace at Kensington; and I believe the fortune that came to him in the shape of the countess his wife was no better than a shrew and a vixen.

Within a month after this day, Mr. Addison's ticket won a huge prize in the lottery of life. The whole town was buzzing with admiration for his poem, the “Campaign,” which Dick Steele was reciting at every coffeehouse in Whitehall and Covent Garden. The intellectuals across Temple Bar quickly recognized him as the greatest poet the world had seen in ages; the people cheered for Marlborough and for Addison, and, even more than that, the ruling party took care of the talented poet, giving Addison the job of Commissioner of Excise, which the famous Mr. Locke left vacant. He moved up from this position to other titles and honors; his success from then on for the rest of his life was rarely interrupted. But I wonder if he was actually happier in his cramped room in the Haymarket than he ever was in his lavish palace at Kensington; and I believe the fortune that came to him in the form of the countess he married was nothing more than a shrew and a nag.

Gay as the town was, 'twas but a dreary place for Mr. Esmond, whether his charmer was in or out of it, and he was glad when his general gave him notice that he was going back to his division of the army which lay in winter-quarters at Bois-le-Duc. His dear mistress bade him farewell with a cheerful face; her blessing he knew he had always, and wheresoever fate carried him. Mistress Beatrix was away in attendance on her Majesty at Hampton Court, and kissed her fair fingertips to him, by way of adieu, when he rode thither to take his leave. She received her kinsman in a waiting-room, where there were half a dozen more ladies of the Court, so that his high-flown speeches, had he intended to make any (and very likely he did), were impossible; and she announced to her friends that her cousin was going to the army, in as easy a manner as she would have said he was going to a chocolate-house. He asked with a rather rueful face, if she had any orders for the army? and she was pleased to say that she would like a mantle of Mechlin lace. She made him a saucy curtsy in reply to his own dismal bow. She deigned to kiss her fingertips from the window, where she stood laughing with the other ladies, and chanced to see him as he made his way to the “Toy.” The Dowager at Chelsey was not sorry to part with him this time. “Mon cher, vous etes triste comme un sermon,” she did him the honor to say to him; indeed, gentlemen in his condition are by no means amusing companions, and besides, the fickle old woman had now found a much more amiable favorite, and raffoled for her darling lieutenant of the Guard. Frank remained behind for a while, and did not join the army till later, in the suite of his Grace the Commander-in-Chief. His dear mother, on the last day before Esmond went away, and when the three dined together, made Esmond promise to befriend her boy, and besought Frank to take the example of his kinsman as of a loyal gentleman and brave soldier, so she was pleased to say; and at parting, betrayed not the least sign of faltering or weakness, though, God knows, that fond heart was fearful enough when others were concerned, though so resolute in bearing its own pain.

As lively as the town was, it felt pretty dull for Mr. Esmond, whether his love interest was around or not, and he was relieved when his general informed him that he was returning to his division of the army, which was in winter quarters at Bois-le-Duc. His dear mistress said goodbye with a cheerful smile; he knew he had her blessing wherever fate took him. Mistress Beatrix was away attending her Majesty at Hampton Court and blew him a kiss as a way of saying farewell when he rode over to take his leave. She met her cousin in a waiting room, where there were half a dozen other ladies from the Court, so any grand speeches he might have wanted to make (and he probably did) were out of the question; she casually announced to her friends that her cousin was heading to the army, as if she was saying he was going to a chocolate shop. He asked with a somewhat sad expression if she had any orders for the army, and she cheerfully replied that she would love a mantle of Mechlin lace. She returned his gloomy bow with a playful curtsy. She graciously kissed her fingertips from the window, where she was laughing with the other ladies, and happened to see him as he made his way to the “Toy.” The Dowager at Chelsea wasn't unhappy to see him go this time. “My dear, you’re as gloomy as a sermon,” she told him; indeed, men in his situation are rarely entertaining company, plus the fickle old woman had found a much more charming favorite and was swooning over her darling lieutenant of the Guard. Frank stayed behind for a bit and didn’t join the army until later, in the company of his Grace the Commander-in-Chief. On the last day before Esmond left, when the three of them dined together, his dear mother made Esmond promise to look out for her boy and urged Frank to follow the example of his cousin as a loyal gentleman and brave soldier, as she was pleased to say; and when they parted, she didn’t show the slightest sign of faltering or weakness, even though, God knows, that loving heart was quite anxious when it came to others, despite being so strong in enduring its own pain.

Esmond's general embarked at Harwich. 'Twas a grand sight to see Mr. Webb dressed in scarlet on the deck, waving his hat as our yacht put off, and the guns saluted from the shore. Harry did not see his viscount again, until three months after, at Bois-le-Duc, when his Grace the Duke came to take the command, and Frank brought a budget of news from home: how he had supped with this actress, and got tired of that; how he had got the better of Mr. St. John, both over the bottle, and with Mrs. Mountford, of the Haymarket Theatre (a veteran charmer of fifty, with whom the young scapegrace chose to fancy himself in love); how his sister was always at her tricks, and had jilted a young baron for an old earl. “I can't make out Beatrix,” he said; “she cares for none of us—she only thinks about herself; she is never happy unless she is quarrelling; but as for my mother—my mother, Harry, is an angel.” Harry tried to impress on the young fellow the necessity of doing everything in his power to please that angel; not to drink too much; not to go into debt; not to run after the pretty Flemish girls, and so forth, as became a senior speaking to a lad. “But Lord bless thee!” the boy said; “I may do what I like, and I know she will love me all the same;” and so, indeed, he did what he liked. Everybody spoiled him, and his grave kinsman as much as the rest.

Esmond's general boarded at Harwich. It was quite a sight to see Mr. Webb dressed in red on the deck, waving his hat as our yacht set off, with the guns firing from the shore. Harry didn't see his viscount again until three months later, at Bois-le-Duc, when his Grace the Duke came to take command, and Frank brought a load of news from home: how he had dinner with this actress and grew tired of that one; how he had outdone Mr. St. John, both while drinking and with Mrs. Mountford from the Haymarket Theatre (a seasoned charmer of fifty, who the young rascal fancied himself in love with); how his sister was up to her usual tricks and had rejected a young baron for an old earl. “I can't figure Beatrix out,” he said; “she doesn't care about any of us—she only thinks about herself; she's never happy unless she's fighting; but as for my mother—my mother, Harry, is an angel.” Harry tried to explain to the young guy the importance of doing everything he could to please that angel; not to drink too much; not to go into debt; not to chase after the pretty Flemish girls, and so on, like a senior talking to a younger man. “But good heavens!” the boy replied; “I can do what I want, and I know she'll love me just the same;” and so, indeed, he did whatever he pleased. Everyone spoiled him, and his serious relative just as much as the rest.





CHAPTER XII.

I GET A COMPANY IN THE CAMPAIGN OF 1706.

On Whit-Sunday, the famous 23rd of May, 1706, my young lord first came under the fire of the enemy, whom we found posted in order of battle, their lines extending three miles or more, over the high ground behind the little Gheet river, and having on his left the little village of Anderkirk or Autre-eglise, and on his right Ramillies, which has given its name to one of the most brilliant and disastrous days of battle that history ever hath recorded.

On Whit Sunday, the famous 23rd of May, 1706, my young lord first faced the enemy, who we found positioned in battle formation, their lines stretching three miles or more across the high ground behind the little Gheet River, with the small village of Anderkirk or Autre-eglise to his left, and Ramillies to his right, which has become synonymous with one of the most remarkable and catastrophic days of battle ever recorded in history.

Our Duke here once more met his old enemy of Blenheim, the Bavarian Elector and the Marechal Villeroy, over whom the Prince of Savoy had gained the famous victory of Chiari. What Englishman or Frenchman doth not know the issue of that day? Having chosen his own ground, having a force superior to the English, and besides the excellent Spanish and Bavarian troops, the whole Maison-du-Roy with him, the most splendid body of horse in the world,—in an hour (and in spite of the prodigious gallantry of the French Royal Household, who charged through the centre of our line and broke it,) this magnificent army of Villeroy was utterly routed by troops that had been marching for twelve hours, and by the intrepid skill of a commander, who did, indeed, seem in the presence of the enemy to be the very Genius of Victory.

Our Duke once again faced his old rival from Blenheim, the Bavarian Elector and Marshal Villeroy, whom the Prince of Savoy had defeated in the famous battle of Chiari. What Englishman or Frenchman doesn't know how that day turned out? Choosing his own battlefield and commanding a force larger than the English, along with the excellent Spanish and Bavarian troops, plus the entire Maison-du-Roy, the most impressive cavalry in the world — within an hour (despite the incredible bravery of the French Royal Household, who charged through the center of our line and broke it) this incredible army of Villeroy was completely routed by troops that had been marching for twelve hours, led by a fearless commander who truly seemed to embody the spirit of Victory in the face of the enemy.

I think it was more from conviction than policy, though that policy was surely the most prudent in the world, that the great Duke always spoke of his victories with an extraordinary modesty, and as if it was not so much his own admirable genius and courage which achieved these amazing successes, but as if he was a special and fatal instrument in the hands of Providence, that willed irresistibly the enemy's overthrow. Before his actions he always had the church service read solemnly, and professed an undoubting belief that our Queen's arms were blessed and our victory sure. All the letters which he writ after his battles show awe rather than exultation; and he attributes the glory of these achievements, about which I have heard mere petty officers and men bragging with a pardonable vainglory, in nowise to his own bravery or skill, but to the superintending protection of heaven, which he ever seemed to think was our especial ally. And our army got to believe so, and the enemy learnt to think so too; for we never entered into a battle without a perfect confidence that it was to end in a victory; nor did the French, after the issue of Blenheim, and that astonishing triumph of Ramillies, ever meet us without feeling that the game was lost before it was begun to be played, and that our general's fortune was irresistible. Here, as at Blenheim, the Duke's charger was shot, and 'twas thought for a moment he was dead. As he mounted another, Binfield, his master of the horse, kneeling to hold his Grace's stirrup, had his head shot away by a cannon-ball. A French gentleman of the Royal Household, that was a prisoner with us, told the writer that at the time of the charge of the Household, when their horse and ours were mingled, an Irish officer recognized the Prince-Duke, and calling out—“Marlborough, Marlborough!” fired his pistol at him a bout-portant, and that a score more carbines and pistols were discharged at him. Not one touched him: he rode through the French Curiassiers sword-in-hand, and entirely unhurt, and calm and smiling, rallied the German Horse, that was reeling before the enemy, brought these and twenty squadrons of Orkney's back upon them, and drove the French across the river, again leading the charge himself, and defeating the only dangerous move the French made that day.

I believe it was more about his beliefs than strategy, although that strategy was definitely the smartest in the world. The great Duke always talked about his victories with incredible humility, as if it wasn't just his amazing talent and bravery that achieved such remarkable successes, but rather that he was a special and fateful tool in the hands of Providence, which was determined to bring about the enemy's defeat. He always had the church service read solemnly before his actions and professed a firm belief that our Queen's forces were blessed and our victory assured. All the letters he wrote after his battles show reverence rather than celebration; he credited the glory of these accomplishments—about which I have heard mere ordinary officers and soldiers boasting with understandable pride—not to his own courage or skill, but to the protective oversight of heaven, which he always seemed to think was our special ally. Our army came to believe this, and so did the enemy; we never went into battle without complete confidence that it would end in victory. Nor did the French, after the outcome of Blenheim and that stunning triumph at Ramillies, ever face us without feeling like the game was lost before it even started, believing our general's fortune was unbeatable. Just like at Blenheim, the Duke's horse was shot, and for a moment, it was thought he was dead. When he got on another horse, Binfield, his master of the horse, knelt to hold his Grace's stirrup and had his head blown off by a cannonball. A French gentleman from the Royal Household, who was a prisoner with us, told the writer that during the charge of the Household, when our horses and theirs mixed, an Irish officer recognized the Prince-Duke and yelled—“Marlborough, Marlborough!”—before firing his pistol at him at point-blank range, and that a bunch of other carbines and pistols were fired at him too. Not a single shot hit him: he rode through the French cuirassiers, sword drawn, completely unharmed, calm and smiling, rallied the German Horse that was faltering before the enemy, brought them and twenty squadrons of Orkney's back against them, and chased the French across the river, leading the charge himself and defeating the only real threat the French posed that day.

Major-General Webb commanded on the left of our line, and had his own regiment under the orders of their beloved colonel. Neither he nor they belied their character for gallantry on this occasion; but it was about his dear young lord that Esmond was anxious, never having sight of him save once, in the whole course of the day, when he brought an order from the Commander-in-Chief to Mr. Webb. When our horse, having charged round the right flank of the enemy by Overkirk, had thrown him into entire confusion, a general advance was made, and our whole line of foot, crossing the little river and the morass, ascended the high ground where the French were posted, cheering as they went, the enemy retreating before them. 'Twas a service of more glory than danger, the French battalions never waiting to exchange push of pike or bayonet with ours; and the gunners flying from their pieces, which our line left behind us as they advanced, and the French fell back.

Major-General Webb was in charge on the left side of our line and had his own regiment reporting to their beloved colonel. Both he and his troops showed their brave character on this occasion; however, Esmond was mostly worried about his dear young lord, having only seen him once throughout the day when he delivered an order from the Commander-in-Chief to Mr. Webb. When our cavalry charged around the enemy's right flank near Overkirk, it threw them into complete chaos, leading to a general advance. Our entire line of infantry crossed the small river and the marsh and climbed the high ground where the French were stationed, cheering as they went while the enemy retreated. It was a moment filled with more glory than danger, as the French battalions never stayed to engage with ours, and the gunners abandoned their cannons, which our line left behind as they pushed forward, causing the French to fall back.

At first it was a retreat orderly enough; but presently the retreat became a rout, and a frightful slaughter of the French ensued on this panic: so that an army of sixty thousand men was utterly crushed and destroyed in the course of a couple of hours. It was as if a hurricane had seized a compact numerous fleet, flung it all to the winds, shattered, sunk, and annihilated it: afflavit Deus, et dissipati sunt. The French army of Flanders was gone, their artillery, their standards, their treasure, provisions, and ammunition were all left behind them: the poor devils had even fled without their soup-kettles, which are as much the palladia of the French infantry as of the Grand Seignior's Janissaries, and round which they rally even more than round their lilies.

At first, it was a pretty organized retreat; but soon it turned into a chaotic rout, leading to a horrific slaughter of the French due to the panic. An army of sixty thousand men was completely crushed and destroyed in just a few hours. It was like a hurricane had taken a tightly packed fleet, tossing it around, shattering, sinking, and obliterating it: afflavit Deus, et dissipati sunt. The French army in Flanders was wiped out; they left behind their artillery, standards, treasure, food supplies, and ammunition. The poor guys even fled without their soup kettles, which are as vital to the French infantry as they are to the Grand Seignior's Janissaries, and they rally around them even more than around their lilies.

The pursuit, and a dreadful carnage which ensued (for the dregs of a battle, however brilliant, are ever a base residue of rapine, cruelty, and drunken plunder,) was carried far beyond the field of Ramillies.

The chase, along with the terrible slaughter that followed (because the aftermath of any battle, no matter how glorious, is always filled with theft, brutality, and drunken looting), extended far beyond the battlefield of Ramillies.

Honest Lockwood, Esmond's servant, no doubt wanted to be among the marauders himself and take his share of the booty; for when, the action over, and the troops got to their ground for the night, the Captain bade Lockwood get a horse, he asked, with a very rueful countenance, whether his honor would have him come too; but his honor only bade him go about his own business, and Jack hopped away quite delighted as soon as he saw his master mounted. Esmond made his way, and not without danger and difficulty, to his Grace's headquarters, and found for himself very quickly where the aide-de-camps' quarters were, in an out-building of a farm, where several of these gentlemen were seated, drinking and singing, and at supper. If he had any anxiety about his boy, 'twas relieved at once. One of the gentlemen was singing a song to a tune that Mr. Farquhar and Mr. Gay both had used in their admirable comedies, and very popular in the army of that day; and after the song came a chorus, “Over the hills and far away;” and Esmond heard Frank's fresh voice, soaring, as it were, over the songs of the rest of the young men—a voice that had always a certain artless, indescribable pathos with it, and indeed which caused Mr. Esmond's eyes to fill with tears now, out of thankfulness to God the child was safe and still alive to laugh and sing.

Honest Lockwood, Esmond's servant, probably wanted to join the raiders and grab his share of the loot; when, after the action was over and the troops settled in for the night, the Captain told Lockwood to get a horse, he asked with a very sad face if his honor would let him come too. But his honor just told him to mind his own business, and Jack happily hopped away as soon as he saw his master on horseback. Esmond managed, not without risk and difficulty, to reach his Grace's headquarters and quickly found the aide-de-camps' quarters in a barn where several of these gentlemen were drinking, singing, and having supper. Any worry he had about his son disappeared immediately. One of the men was singing a song to a tune that Mr. Farquhar and Mr. Gay had both used in their excellent comedies, which was very popular in the army at that time. After the song came the chorus, “Over the hills and far away,” and Esmond heard Frank's bright voice rising above the others—a voice that always had a certain innocent, indescribable emotion to it, which now filled Mr. Esmond's eyes with tears, out of gratitude to God that the boy was safe and still alive to laugh and sing.

When the song was over Esmond entered the room, where he knew several of the gentlemen present, and there sat my young lord, having taken off his cuirass, his waistcoat open, his face flushed, his long yellow hair hanging over his shoulders, drinking with the rest; the youngest, gayest, handsomest there. As soon as he saw Esmond, he clapped down his glass, and running towards his friend, put both his arms round him and embraced him. The other's voice trembled with joy as he greeted the lad; he had thought but now as he stood in the court-yard under the clear-shining moonlight: “Great God! what a scene of murder is here within a mile of us; what hundreds and thousands have faced danger to-day; and here are these lads singing over their cups, and the same moon that is shining over yonder horrid field is looking down on Walcote very likely, while my lady sits and thinks about her boy that is at the war.” As Esmond embraced his young pupil now, 'twas with the feeling of quite religious thankfulness and an almost paternal pleasure that he beheld him.

When the song ended, Esmond walked into the room, where he recognized several of the gentlemen present. There sat my young lord, having removed his armor, his waistcoat unbuttoned, his face flushed, his long yellow hair cascading over his shoulders, drinking with the others; he was the youngest, most cheerful, and best-looking of them all. As soon as he spotted Esmond, he set down his glass and ran toward his friend, wrapping both arms around him in a warm embrace. Esmond's voice shook with happiness as he greeted the young man; he had just been thinking while standing in the courtyard under the bright moonlight: “Good God! What a scene of violence is happening just a mile from here; how many have faced danger today; and here these guys are, singing over their drinks, while the same moon shining on that terrible battlefield is probably looking down on Walcote, where my lady thinks about her boy who's at war.” As Esmond embraced his young pupil now, he felt a deep sense of gratitude and almost paternal joy at seeing him.

Round his neck was a star with a striped ribbon, that was made of small brilliants and might be worth a hundred crowns. “Look,” says he, “won't that be a pretty present for mother?”

Around his neck was a star with a striped ribbon, made of small gems and probably worth a hundred crowns. “Look,” he said, “won't that be a nice gift for mom?”

“Who gave you the Order?” says Harry, saluting the gentleman: “did you win it in battle?”

“Who gave you the Order?” Harry asks, saluting the man. “Did you earn it in battle?”

“I won it,” cried the other, “with my sword and my spear. There was a mousquetaire that had it round his neck—such a big mousquetaire, as big as General Webb. I called out to him to surrender, and that I'd give him quarter: he called me a petit polisson and fired his pistol at me, and then sent it at my head with a curse. I rode at him, sir, drove my sword right under his arm-hole, and broke it in the rascal's body. I found a purse in his holster with sixty-five Louis in it, and a bundle of love-letters, and a flask of Hungary-water. Vive la guerre! there are the ten pieces you lent me. I should like to have a fight every day;” and he pulled at his little moustache and bade a servant bring a supper to Captain Esmond.

“I won it,” shouted the other, “with my sword and spear. There was a mousquetaire wearing it around his neck—such a big mousquetaire, as big as General Webb. I called out for him to surrender and said I’d show him mercy: he called me a little rascal and shot at me, then threw his pistol at my head with a curse. I charged at him, sir, drove my sword right under his arm, and stabbed him in the scoundrel’s body. I found a purse in his holster with sixty-five Louis in it, a bundle of love letters, and a flask of Hungary water. Long live war! Here are the ten pieces you lent me. I’d love to have a fight every day;” and he tugged at his little mustache and asked a servant to bring supper for Captain Esmond.

Harry fell to with a very good appetite; he had tasted nothing since twenty hours ago, at early dawn. Master Grandson, who read this, do you look for the history of battles and sieges? Go, find them in the proper books; this is only the story of your grandfather and his family. Far more pleasant to him than the victory, though for that too he may say meminisse juvat, it was to find that the day was over, and his dear young Castlewood was unhurt.

Harry dug in with a big appetite; he hadn’t eaten anything in the last twenty hours, since early morning. Master Grandson, if you’re looking for tales of battles and sieges, go find them in the right books; this is just the story of your grandfather and his family. Much more satisfying to him than the victory—though he can also say it’s nice to remember that—was realizing that the day had ended and his beloved young Castlewood was unharmed.

And would you, sirrah, wish to know how it was that a sedate Captain of Foot, a studious and rather solitary bachelor of eight or nine and twenty years of age, who did not care very much for the jollities which his comrades engaged in, and was never known to lose his heart in any garrison-town—should you wish to know why such a man had so prodigious a tenderness, and tended so fondly a boy of eighteen, wait, my good friend, until thou art in love with thy schoolfellow's sister, and then see how mighty tender thou wilt be towards him. Esmond's general and his Grace the Prince-Duke were notoriously at variance, and the former's friendship was in nowise likely to advance any man's promotion of whose services Webb spoke well; but rather likely to injure him, so the army said, in the favor of the greater man. However, Mr. Esmond had the good fortune to be mentioned very advantageously by Major-General Webb in his report after the action; and the major of his regiment and two of the captains having been killed upon the day of Ramillies, Esmond, who was second of the lieutenants, got his company, and had the honor of serving as Captain Esmond in the next campaign.

And would you, my friend, like to know how it came to be that a calm Captain of Foot, a studious and somewhat solitary bachelor around twenty-eight or twenty-nine, who didn't care much for the fun his comrades had and was never known to fall for anyone in any garrison town—would you like to know why such a man had such extraordinary tenderness and cared so deeply for an eighteen-year-old boy? Just wait until you fall in love with your school friend's sister, and then see how tender you'll be towards him. Esmond's general and his Grace the Prince-Duke were well known to be at odds, and the former's friendship was unlikely to help anyone's career that Webb spoke favorably of; in fact, it was more likely to harm them, according to the army. However, Mr. Esmond was fortunate enough to be mentioned very positively by Major-General Webb in his report after the battle; and since the major of his regiment and two of the captains were killed on the day of Ramillies, Esmond, who was the second of the lieutenants, got his company and had the honor of serving as Captain Esmond in the next campaign.

My lord went home in the winter, but Esmond was afraid to follow him. His dear mistress wrote him letters more than once, thanking him, as mothers know how to thank, for his care and protection of her boy, extolling Esmond's own merits with a great deal more praise than they deserved; for he did his duty no better than any other officer; and speaking sometimes, though gently and cautiously, of Beatrix. News came from home of at least half a dozen grand matches that the beautiful maid of honor was about to make. She was engaged to an earl, our gentleman of St. James's said, and then jilted him for a duke, who, in his turn, had drawn off. Earl or duke it might be who should win this Helen, Esmond knew she would never bestow herself on a poor captain. Her conduct, it was clear, was little satisfactory to her mother, who scarcely mentioned her, or else the kind lady thought it was best to say nothing, and leave time to work out its cure. At any rate, Harry was best away from the fatal object which always wrought him so much mischief; and so he never asked for leave to go home, but remained with his regiment that was garrisoned in Brussels, which city fell into our hands when the victory of Ramillies drove the French out of Flanders.

My lord went home for the winter, but Esmond was too afraid to follow him. His beloved mistress wrote him letters more than once, thanking him, as mothers know how to do, for taking care of her son, praising Esmond's qualities far beyond what he deserved; he performed his duties no better than any other officer. She occasionally mentioned Beatrix, though gently and cautiously. News came from home about at least half a dozen impressive matches that the beautiful maid of honor was supposedly lined up for. Our gentleman of St. James's said she was engaged to an earl, then dumped him for a duke, who, in turn, backed off. Whether it was earl or duke who would win this Helen, Esmond knew she would never choose a poor captain. It was clear that her behavior was not meeting her mother's approval, as she hardly mentioned her, or perhaps the kind lady thought it best to say nothing and let time heal things. In any case, Harry was better off away from the dangerous distraction that always caused him so much trouble; so he never asked for permission to go home, but stayed with his regiment stationed in Brussels, a city that fell into our hands after the victory at Ramillies drove the French out of Flanders.





CHAPTER XIII.

I MEET AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE IN FLANDERS, AND FIND MY MOTHER'S GRAVE AND MY OWN CRADLE THERE.

I RUN INTO AN OLD FRIEND IN FLANDERS, AND DISCOVER MY MOTHER'S GRAVE AND MY OWN CRADLE THERE.

Being one day in the Church of St. Gudule, at Brussels, admiring the antique splendor of the architecture (and always entertaining a great tenderness and reverence for the Mother Church, that hath been as wickedly persecuted in England as ever she herself persecuted in the days of her prosperity), Esmond saw kneeling at a side altar an officer in a green uniform coat, very deeply engaged in devotion. Something familiar in the figure and posture of the kneeling man struck Captain Esmond, even before he saw the officer's face. As he rose up, putting away into his pocket a little black breviary, such as priests use, Esmond beheld a countenance so like that of his friend and tutor of early days, Father Holt, that he broke out into an exclamation of astonishment and advanced a step towards the gentleman, who was making his way out of church. The German officer too looked surprised when he saw Esmond, and his face from being pale grew suddenly red. By this mark of recognition, the Englishman knew that he could not be mistaken; and though the other did not stop, but on the contrary rather hastily walked away towards the door, Esmond pursued him and faced him once more, as the officer, helping himself to holy water, turned mechanically towards the altar, to bow to it ere he quitted the sacred edifice.

One day in the Church of St. Gudule in Brussels, admiring the beautiful old architecture (and always feeling a deep tenderness and respect for the Mother Church, which has been as brutally persecuted in England as she once persecuted during her height), Esmond noticed an officer in a green uniform coat kneeling at a side altar, completely absorbed in prayer. Something about the figure and posture of the kneeling man seemed familiar to Captain Esmond, even before he saw the officer's face. When the man stood up, putting a little black prayer book, like those used by priests, into his pocket, Esmond saw a face strikingly similar to that of his old friend and tutor, Father Holt. He couldn’t help but exclaim in surprise and took a step toward the man, who was on his way out of the church. The German officer also looked startled upon seeing Esmond, and his pale face suddenly turned red. With this sign of recognition, the Englishman was certain he wasn't wrong; and although the officer didn't stop but instead hurriedly walked toward the door, Esmond followed him and confronted him once again as the officer, using the holy water, turned instinctively toward the altar to bow before leaving the sacred space.

“My Father!” says Esmond in English.

“My Dad!” says Esmond in English.

“Silence! I do not understand. I do not speak English,” says the other in Latin.

“Silence! I don’t understand. I don’t speak English,” says the other in Latin.

Esmond smiled at this sign of confusion, and replied in the same language—“I should know my Father in any garment, black or white, shaven or bearded;” for the Austrian officer was habited quite in the military manner, and had as warlike a mustachio as any Pandour.

Esmond smiled at the look of confusion and replied in the same language, “I’d recognize my father in any outfit, whether black or white, clean-shaven or bearded;” because the Austrian officer was dressed in typical military fashion and sported a mustache as fierce as any Pandour.

He laughed—we were on the church steps by this time, passing through the crowd of beggars that usually is there holding up little trinkets for sale and whining for alms. “You speak Latin,” says he, “in the English way, Harry Esmond; you have forsaken the old true Roman tongue you once knew.” His tone was very frank, and friendly quite; the kind voice of fifteen years back; he gave Esmond his hand as he spoke.

He laughed—we were on the church steps by this time, making our way through the crowd of beggars who usually hang around selling little trinkets and asking for donations. “You speak Latin,” he said, “in the English way, Harry Esmond; you’ve abandoned the genuine Roman tongue you once knew.” His tone was very open and friendly; it was the kind voice from fifteen years ago; he offered Esmond his hand as he spoke.

“Others have changed their coats too, my Father,” says Esmond, glancing at his friend's military decoration.

“Others have changed their uniforms too, Dad,” says Esmond, glancing at his friend's military medal.

“Hush! I am Mr. or Captain von Holtz, in the Bavarian Elector's service, and on a mission to his Highness the Prince of Savoy. You can keep a secret I know from old times.”

“Hush! I’m Mr. or Captain von Holtz, serving the Bavarian Elector, and I’m on a mission to his Highness the Prince of Savoy. I know you can keep a secret from back in the day.”

“Captain von Holtz,” says Esmond, “I am your very humble servant.”

“Captain von Holtz,” Esmond says, “I’m your very humble servant.”

“And you, too, have changed your coat,” continues the other in his laughing way; “I have heard of you at Cambridge and afterwards: we have friends everywhere; and I am told that Mr. Esmond at Cambridge was as good a fencer as he was a bad theologian.” (So, thinks Esmond, my old maitre d'armes was a Jesuit, as they said.)

“And you’ve changed your coat too,” the other continues with a laugh; “I’ve heard about you at Cambridge and after that: we have friends everywhere; and I’ve been told that Mr. Esmond at Cambridge was as good at fencing as he was bad at theology.” (So, thinks Esmond, my old fencing master was a Jesuit, as they said.)

“Perhaps you are right,” says the other, reading his thoughts quite as he used to do in old days; “you were all but killed at Hochstedt of a wound in the left side. You were before that at Vigo, aide-de-camp to the Duke of Ormonde. You got your company the other day after Ramillies; your general and the Prince-Duke are not friends; he is of the Webbs of Lydiard Tregoze, in the county of York, a relation of my Lord St. John. Your cousin, M. de Castlewood, served his first campaign this year in the Guard; yes, I do know a few things, as you see.”

“Maybe you’re right,” says the other, reading his thoughts just like he used to back in the day; “you almost died at Hochstedt from a wound in your left side. Before that, you were at Vigo, serving as aide-de-camp to the Duke of Ormonde. You got your company the other day after Ramillies; your general and the Prince-Duke aren’t on good terms; he’s from the Webbs of Lydiard Tregoze, in York County, a relative of my Lord St. John. Your cousin, M. de Castlewood, served his first campaign this year in the Guard; yes, I do know a few things, as you can see.”

Captain Esmond laughed in his turn. “You have indeed a curious knowledge,” he says. A foible of Mr. Holt's, who did know more about books and men than, perhaps, almost any person Esmond had ever met, was omniscience; thus in every point he here professed to know, he was nearly right, but not quite. Esmond's wound was in the right side, not the left; his first general was General Lumley; Mr. Webb came out of Wiltshire, not out of Yorkshire; and so forth. Esmond did not think fit to correct his old master in these trifling blunders, but they served to give him a knowledge of the other's character, and he smiled to think that this was his oracle of early days; only now no longer infallible or divine.

Captain Esmond laughed as well. “You really have a unique knowledge,” he says. A quirk of Mr. Holt's, who knew more about books and people than almost anyone Esmond had ever met, was his belief that he knew everything. So in every statement he made, he was mostly right, but not entirely. Esmond's wound was on the right side, not the left; his first general was General Lumley; Mr. Webb was from Wiltshire, not Yorkshire; and so on. Esmond decided it wasn’t worth correcting his old mentor on these minor errors, but they gave him insight into the other man's character, and he smiled at the thought that this was his source of wisdom in his younger days; now, however, he was no longer infallible or divine.

“Yes,” continues Father Holt, or Captain von Holtz, “for a man who has not been in England these eight years, I know what goes on in London very well. The old Dean is dead, my Lady Castlewood's father. Do you know that your recusant bishops wanted to consecrate him Bishop of Southampton, and that Collier is Bishop of Thetford by the same imposition? The Princess Anne has the gout and eats too much; when the King returns, Collier will be an archbishop.”

“Yes,” continues Father Holt, or Captain von Holtz, “for a man who hasn’t been in England for eight years, I know exactly what’s happening in London. The old Dean is dead, your Lady Castlewood's father. Did you know that your dissenting bishops wanted to make him Bishop of Southampton, and that Collier is Bishop of Thetford through the same trickery? Princess Anne has gout and overindulges; when the King returns, Collier will become an archbishop.”

“Amen!” says Esmond, laughing; “and I hope to see your Eminence no longer in jack-boots, but red stockings, at Whitehall.”

“Amen!” says Esmond, laughing; “and I hope to see you, Your Eminence, no longer in jack-boots, but in red stockings, at Whitehall.”

“You are always with us—I know that—I heard of that when you were at Cambridge; so was the late lord; so is the young viscount.”

“You’re always with us—I know that—I heard about it when you were at Cambridge; so was the late lord; so is the young viscount.”

“And so was my father before me,” said Mr. Esmond, looking calmly at the other, who did not, however, show the least sign of intelligence in his impenetrable gray eyes—how well Harry remembered them and their look! only crows' feet were wrinkled round them—marks of black old Time had settled there.

“And so was my father before me,” said Mr. Esmond, looking calmly at the other, who did not, however, show the least sign of understanding in his impenetrable gray eyes—how well Harry remembered them and their expression! Only crow's feet were wrinkled around them—marks of black old Time that had settled there.

Esmond's face chose to show no more sign of meaning than the Father's. There may have been on the one side and the other just the faintest glitter of recognition, as you see a bayonet shining out of an ambush; but each party fell back, when everything was again dark.

Esmond's face revealed no more expression than the Father's. There might have been, on both sides, the slightest glimmer of recognition, like seeing a bayonet glinting from an ambush; but each side retreated, leaving everything once again in darkness.

“And you, mon capitaine, where have you been?” says Esmond, turning away the conversation from this dangerous ground, where neither chose to engage.

“And you, my captain, where have you been?” Esmond asks, steering the conversation away from this risky topic, where neither wanted to get involved.

“I may have been in Pekin,” says he, “or I may have been in Paraguay—who knows where? I am now Captain von Holtz, in the service of his Electoral Highness, come to negotiate exchange of prisoners with his Highness of Savoy.”

“I could have been in Beijing,” he says, “or I might have been in Paraguay—who knows where? I’m now Captain von Holtz, serving his Electoral Highness, here to discuss a prisoner exchange with the Duke of Savoy.”

'Twas well known that very many officers in our army were well-affected towards the young king at St. Germains, whose right to the throne was undeniable, and whose accession to it, at the death of his sister, by far the greater part of the English people would have preferred, to the having a petty German prince for a sovereign, about whose cruelty, rapacity, boorish manners, and odious foreign ways, a thousand stories were current. It wounded our English pride to think that a shabby High-Dutch duke, whose revenues were not a tithe as great as those of many of the princes of our ancient English nobility, who could not speak a word of our language, and whom we chose to represent as a sort of German boor, feeding on train-oil and sour-crout, with a bevy of mistresses in a barn, should come to reign over the proudest and most polished people in the world. Were we, the conquerors of the Grand Monarch, to submit to that ignoble domination? What did the Hanoverian's Protestantism matter to us? Was it not notorious (we were told and led to believe so) that one of the daughters of this Protestant hero was being bred up with no religion at all, as yet, and ready to be made Lutheran or Roman, according as the husband might be whom her parents should find for her? This talk, very idle and abusive much of it was, went on at a hundred mess-tables in the army; there was scarce an ensign that did not hear it, or join in it, and everybody knew, or affected to know, that the Commander-in-Chief himself had relations with his nephew, the Duke of Berwick ('twas by an Englishman, thank God, that we were beaten at Almanza), and that his Grace was most anxious to restore the royal race of his benefactors, and to repair his former treason.

It was well known that many officers in our army supported the young king at St. Germains, whose right to the throne was undeniable. Most of the English people would have preferred his accession upon his sister's death over having a petty German prince as their sovereign, about whom countless stories circulated regarding his cruelty, greed, boorish behavior, and detestable foreign habits. It bruised our English pride to consider that a shabby Dutch duke, whose income was a fraction of what many of our noble princes had, who couldn't even speak our language, and whom we imagined as a sort of German yokel, living on train oil and sauerkraut with a horde of mistresses in a barn, should rule over the most proud and refined people in the world. Were we, the conquerors of the Grand Monarch, to accept such ignoble rule? What did the Hanoverian's Protestantism mean to us? Was it not widely known (we had been told and led to believe this) that one of the daughters of this Protestant hero was being raised without any religion, ready to become either Lutheran or Roman Catholic depending on the husband her parents found for her? This idle and derogatory chatter was common at hundreds of mess tables in the army; hardly an ensign did not hear or join in, and everyone knew, or pretended to know, that the Commander-in-Chief himself had ties with his nephew, the Duke of Berwick (thank God it was an Englishman who defeated us at Almanza), and that his Grace was very eager to restore the royal line of his benefactors and rectify his past betrayal.

This is certain, that for a considerable period no officer in the Duke's army lost favor with the Commander-in-Chief for entertaining or proclaiming his loyalty towards the exiled family. When the Chevalier de St. George, as the King of England called himself, came with the dukes of the French blood royal, to join the French army under Vendosme, hundreds of ours saw him and cheered him, and we all said he was like his father in this, who, seeing the action of La Hogue fought between the French ships and ours, was on the side of his native country during the battle. But this, at least the Chevalier knew, and every one knew, that, however well our troops and their general might be inclined towards the prince personally, in the face of the enemy there was no question at all. Wherever my Lord Duke found a French army, he would fight and beat it, as he did at Oudenarde, two years after Ramillies, where his Grace achieved another of his transcendent victories; and the noble young prince, who charged gallantly along with the magnificent Maison-du-Roy, sent to compliment his conquerors after the action.

This is certain: for quite some time, no officer in the Duke's army lost favor with the Commander-in-Chief for showing or declaring loyalty to the exiled family. When the Chevalier de St. George, who referred to himself as the King of England, came with the dukes of the French royal family to join the French army under Vendosme, hundreds of our men saw him and cheered him. We all said he resembled his father in this respect, who, during the battle of La Hogue between the French ships and ours, sided with his home country. However, the Chevalier, as well as everyone else, knew that, no matter how much our troops and their general liked the prince personally, when facing the enemy, there was no doubt. Wherever my Lord Duke encountered a French army, he would fight and defeat it, as he did at Oudenarde, two years after Ramillies, where his Grace achieved yet another exceptional victory; and the noble young prince, who charged bravely along with the magnificent Maison-du-Roy, was sent to congratulate his conquerors after the battle.

In this battle, where the young Electoral Prince of Hanover behaved himself very gallantly, fighting on our side, Esmond's dear General Webb distinguished himself prodigiously, exhibiting consummate skill and coolness as a general, and fighting with the personal bravery of a common soldier. Esmond's good-luck again attended him; he escaped without a hurt, although more than a third of his regiment was killed, had again the honor to be favorably mentioned in his commander's report, and was advanced to the rank of major. But of this action there is little need to speak, as it hath been related in every Gazette, and talked of in every hamlet in this country. To return from it to the writer's private affairs, which here, in his old age, and at a distance, he narrates for his children who come after him. Before Oudenarde, after that chance rencontre with Captain von Holtz at Brussels, a space of more than a year elapsed, during which the captain of Jesuits and the captain of Webb's Fusileers were thrown very much together. Esmond had no difficulty in finding out (indeed, the other made no secret of it to him, being assured from old times of his pupil's fidelity), that the negotiator of prisoners was an agent from St. Germains, and that he carried intelligence between great personages in our camp and that of the French. “My business,” said he—“and I tell you, both because I can trust you and your keen eyes have already discovered it—is between the King of England and his subjects here engaged in fighting the French king. As between you and them, all the Jesuits in the world will not prevent your quarrelling: fight it out, gentlemen. St. George for England, I say—and you know who says so, wherever he may be.”

In this battle, the young Electoral Prince of Hanover fought bravely on our side. Esmond's dear General Webb really stood out, showcasing incredible skill and coolness as a leader while also showing the personal bravery of an ordinary soldier. Esmond was lucky once more; he came away unscathed, even though over a third of his regiment was killed. He was once again honorably mentioned in his commander's report and was promoted to the rank of major. However, there’s not much need to elaborate on this battle, as it has been covered in every newspaper and discussed in every village in this country. To return to the writer’s personal matters, which he narrates for his children in his old age and from a distance: Before Oudenarde, a little over a year passed after that chance meeting with Captain von Holtz in Brussels, during which the captain of the Jesuits and the captain of Webb's Fusileers spent a lot of time together. Esmond quickly figured out (and the other made no secret of it to him, knowing from the past that he could trust his pupil) that the negotiator of prisoners was an agent from St. Germains and that he was delivering messages between high-ranking people in our camp and the French camp. “My business,” he said, “and I trust you with this because I know I can count on you and your sharp eyes have already caught on, is between the King of England and his subjects here who are fighting against the French king. You and they are bound to clash; no number of Jesuits will stop that. Fight it out, gentlemen. St. George for England, I say—and you know who says so, wherever he might be.”

I think Holt loved to make a parade of mystery, as it were, and would appear and disappear at our quarters as suddenly as he used to return and vanish in the old days at Castlewood. He had passes between both armies, and seemed to know (but with that inaccuracy which belonged to the good Father's omniscience) equally well what passed in the French camp and in ours. One day he would give Esmond news of a great feste that took place in the French quarters, of a supper of Monsieur de Rohan's, where there was play and violins, and then dancing and masques; the King drove thither in Marshal Villars' own guinguette. Another day he had the news of his Majesty's ague: the King had not had a fit these ten days, and might be said to be well. Captain Holtz made a visit to England during this time, so eager was he about negotiating prisoners; and 'twas on returning from this voyage that he began to open himself more to Esmond, and to make him, as occasion served, at their various meetings, several of those confidences which are here set down all together.

I think Holt loved to create a sense of mystery and would show up and disappear at our place just as suddenly as he used to at Castlewood in the old days. He had passes between both armies and seemed to know—though with that same inaccuracy that characterized the good Father's supposed all-knowingness—equally well what was happening in the French camp as well as in ours. One day he would tell Esmond about a big party in the French quarters, a dinner at Monsieur de Rohan's, where there was gambling, music, dancing, and masks; the King drove there in Marshal Villars' own little boat. Another day he would share the news of the King's fever: the King hadn’t had an episode in ten days and could be considered well. Captain Holtz made a trip to England during this time, so eager was he to negotiate for prisoners; and it was on his return from this journey that he began to open up more to Esmond, sharing with him, whenever the moment was right at their various meetings, several of those confidences that are collected here all together.

The reason of his increased confidence was this: upon going to London, the old director of Esmond's aunt, the dowager, paid her ladyship a visit at Chelsey, and there learnt from her that Captain Esmond was acquainted with the secret of his family, and was determined never to divulge it. The knowledge of this fact raised Esmond in his old tutor's eyes, so Holt was pleased to say, and he admired Harry very much for his abnegation.

The reason for his increased confidence was this: when he went to London, the former director of Esmond's aunt, the dowager, visited her at Chelsea and learned from her that Captain Esmond knew the secret of his family and was committed to never revealing it. This knowledge boosted Esmond's standing in his old tutor's eyes, as Holt was happy to say, and he greatly admired Harry for his selflessness.

“The family at Castlewood have done far more for me than my own ever did,” Esmond said. “I would give my life for them. Why should I grudge the only benefit that 'tis in my power to confer on them?” The good Father's eyes filled with tears at this speech, which to the other seemed very simple: he embraced Esmond, and broke out into many admiring expressions; he said he was a noble coeur, that he was proud of him, and fond of him as his pupil and friend—regretted more than ever that he had lost him, and been forced to leave him in those early times, when he might have had an influence over him, have brought him into that only true church to which the Father belonged, and enlisted him in the noblest army in which a man ever engaged—meaning his own society of Jesus, which numbers (says he) in its troops the greatest heroes the world ever knew;—warriors brave enough to dare or endure anything, to encounter any odds, to die any death—soldiers that have won triumphs a thousand times more brilliant than those of the greatest general; that have brought nations on their knees to their sacred banner, the Cross; that have achieved glories and palms incomparably brighter than those awarded to the most splendid earthly conquerors—crowns of immortal light, and seats in the high places of heaven.

“The family at Castlewood has done so much more for me than my own ever did,” Esmond said. “I would give my life for them. Why should I resent the only benefit that I can offer them?” The kind Father’s eyes filled with tears at this statement, which seemed very simple to the others: he embraced Esmond and expressed many admiring sentiments; he said he was a noble heart, that he was proud of him and cared for him as his student and friend—he regretted more than ever that he had lost him and had to leave him in those early days when he could have influenced him, brought him into the only true church to which the Father belonged, and recruited him into the noblest army in which a man could ever engage—referring to his own Society of Jesus, which he claimed includes the greatest heroes the world has ever known—warriors brave enough to dare or endure anything, to face any odds, to die any death—soldiers who have achieved victories a thousand times more brilliant than those of the greatest generals; who have brought nations to their knees before their sacred banner, the Cross; who have earned glories and honors incomparably brighter than those given to the most renowned earthly conquerors—crowns of immortal light, and seats in the high places of heaven.

Esmond was thankful for his old friend's good opinion, however little he might share the Jesuit-father's enthusiasm. “I have thought of that question, too,” says he, “dear Father,” and he took the other's hand—“thought it out for myself, as all men must, and contrive to do the right, and trust to heaven as devoutly in my way as you in yours. Another six months of you as a child, and I had desired no better. I used to weep upon my pillow at Castlewood as I thought of you, and I might have been a brother of your order; and who knows,” Esmond added, with a smile, “a priest in full orders, and with a pair of mustachios, and a Bavarian uniform?”

Esmond was grateful for his old friend's good opinion, even if he didn't completely share the Jesuit father's enthusiasm. “I've thought about that question too,” he said, “dear Father,” as he took the other man's hand, “I've figured it out for myself, as everyone has to, and I try to do the right thing and trust in heaven just as devoutly in my own way as you do in yours. If I had another six months with you as a child, I wouldn't have wanted anything more. I used to cry into my pillow at Castlewood thinking about you, and I could have been a brother in your order; and who knows,” Esmond added with a smile, “maybe even a priest in full robes, with a set of mustaches, and a Bavarian uniform?”

“My son,” says Father Holt, turning red, “in the cause of religion and loyalty all disguises are fair.”

“My son,” says Father Holt, blushing, “when it comes to religion and loyalty, all disguises are acceptable.”

“Yes,” broke in Esmond, “all disguises are fair, you say; and all uniforms, say I, black or red,—a black cockade or a white one—or a laced hat, or a sombrero, with a tonsure under it. I cannot believe that St. Francis Xavier sailed over the sea in a cloak, or raised the dead—I tried, and very nearly did once, but cannot. Suffer me to do the right, and to hope for the best in my own way.”

“Yes,” interrupted Esmond, “you say any disguise is acceptable; but I say all uniforms—whether black or red, a black cockade or a white one, a laced hat or a sombrero with a shaved head underneath—are the same. I can’t believe that St. Francis Xavier crossed the sea in just a cloak or brought people back from the dead. I tried to do that once and came really close, but I couldn’t. Allow me to do what I think is right and to hope for the best in my own way.”

Esmond wished to cut short the good Father's theology, and succeeded; and the other, sighing over his pupil's invincible ignorance, did not withdraw his affection from him, but gave him his utmost confidence—as much, that is to say, as a priest can give: more than most do; for he was naturally garrulous, and too eager to speak.

Esmond wanted to cut short the good Father's theology, and he succeeded. The Father, sighing over his pupil's stubborn ignorance, didn’t pull back his affection but instead gave him his full trust—as much as a priest can give: more than most would, because he was naturally talkative and too eager to share.

Holt's friendship encouraged Captain Esmond to ask, what he long wished to know, and none could tell him, some history of the poor mother whom he had often imagined in his dreams, and whom he never knew. He described to Holt those circumstances which are already put down in the first part of this story—the promise he had made to his dear lord, and that dying friend's confession; and he besought Mr. Holt to tell him what he knew regarding the poor woman from whom he had been taken.

Holt's friendship encouraged Captain Esmond to ask what he had long wanted to know, but no one could tell him—some background on his poor mother, whom he had often imagined in his dreams but never knew. He explained to Holt the details already mentioned in the first part of this story—the promise he made to his beloved lord, and his dying friend's confession; and he urged Mr. Holt to share whatever he knew about the poor woman from whom he had been taken.

“She was of this very town,” Holt said, and took Esmond to see the street where her father lived, and where, as he believed, she was born. “In 1676, when your father came hither in the retinue of the late king, then Duke of York, and banished hither in disgrace, Captain Thomas Esmond became acquainted with your mother, pursued her, and made a victim of her; he hath told me in many subsequent conversations, which I felt bound to keep private then, that she was a woman of great virtue and tenderness, and in all respects a most fond, faithful creature. He called himself Captain Thomas, having good reason to be ashamed of his conduct towards her, and hath spoken to me many times with sincere remorse for that, as with fond love for her many amiable qualities, he owned to having treated her very ill: and that at this time his life was one of profligacy, gambling, and poverty. She became with child of you; was cursed by her own parents at that discovery; though she never upbraided, except by her involuntary tears, and the misery depicted on her countenance, the author of her wretchedness and ruin.

“She was from this very town,” Holt said, and took Esmond to see the street where her father lived, and where, as he believed, she was born. “In 1676, when your father came here with the late king, then Duke of York, and was banished here in disgrace, Captain Thomas Esmond met your mother, pursued her, and made a victim of her; he told me many times afterward, which I felt I had to keep private at the time, that she was a woman of great virtue and tenderness, and in every way a truly loving, faithful person. He called himself Captain Thomas, having good reason to be ashamed of how he treated her, and he often spoke to me with genuine remorse over that, while expressing fondness for her many wonderful qualities, admitting he had treated her very poorly: at that time, his life was one of excess, gambling, and poverty. She became pregnant with you; her own parents cursed her upon discovering this; though she never blamed him, except through her involuntary tears and the pain evident on her face, for the misery and ruin he caused.”

“Thomas Esmond—Captain Thomas, as he was called—became engaged in a gaming-house brawl, of which the consequence was a duel, and a wound so severe that he never—his surgeon said—could outlive it. Thinking his death certain, and touched with remorse, he sent for a priest of the very Church of St. Gudule where I met you; and on the same day, after his making submission to our Church, was married to your mother a few weeks before you were born. My Lord Viscount Castlewood, Marquis of Esmond, by King James's patent, which I myself took to your father, your lordship was christened at St. Gudule by the same cure who married your parents, and by the name of Henry Thomas, son of E. Thomas, officier Anglois, and Gertrude Maes. You see you belong to us from your birth, and why I did not christen you when you became my dear little pupil at Castlewood.

“Thomas Esmond—Captain Thomas, as he was known—got caught up in a fight at a gambling house, which ended in a duel and a wound so serious that his surgeon said he wouldn’t survive it. Believing he was going to die and feeling guilty, he called for a priest from the very Church of St. Gudule where I met you; and on the same day, after he made amends with our Church, he married your mother a few weeks before you were born. My Lord Viscount Castlewood, Marquis of Esmond, by King James's grant, which I personally delivered to your father, you were baptized at St. Gudule by the same priest who married your parents, under the name of Henry Thomas, son of E. Thomas, English officer, and Gertrude Maes. You see, you’ve belonged to us since birth, and that’s why I didn’t christen you when you became my dear little student at Castlewood.”

“Your father's wound took a favorable turn—perhaps his conscience was eased by the right he had done—and to the surprise of the doctors he recovered. But as his health came back, his wicked nature, too, returned. He was tired of the poor girl, whom he had ruined; and receiving some remittance from his uncle, my lord the old viscount, then in England, he pretended business, promised return, and never saw your poor mother more.

“Your father's injury improved—maybe his conscience felt lighter from the good he had done—and to the doctors' surprise, he got better. But as his health improved, his cruel nature returned too. He grew tired of the poor girl he had ruined; and after receiving some money from his uncle, my lord the old viscount, who was then in England, he pretended to be busy, promised he’d come back, and never saw your poor mother again.

“He owned to me, in confession first, but afterwards in talk before your aunt, his wife, else I never could have disclosed what I now tell you, that on coming to London he writ a pretended confession to poor Gertrude Maes—Gertrude Esmond—of his having been married in England previously, before uniting himself with her; said that his name was not Thomas; that he was about to quit Europe for the Virginian plantations, where, indeed, your family had a grant of land from King Charles the First; sent her a supply of money, the half of the last hundred guineas he had, entreated her pardon, and bade her farewell.

"He confessed to me first in private, and then later in conversation with your aunt, his wife, which is how I’m able to share this with you now, that when he came to London, he wrote a fake confession to poor Gertrude Maes—Gertrude Esmond—saying that he had been married in England before marrying her; he claimed that his name wasn’t Thomas, and that he was about to leave Europe for the Virginia plantations, where, in fact, your family had a land grant from King Charles the First. He sent her financial help, half of the last hundred guineas he had, asked for her forgiveness, and said goodbye."

“Poor Gertrude never thought that the news in this letter might be untrue as the rest of your father's conduct to her. But though a young man of her own degree, who knew her history, and whom she liked before she saw the English gentleman who was the cause of all her misery, offered to marry her, and to adopt you as his own child, and give you his name, she refused him. This refusal only angered her father, who had taken her home; she never held up her head there, being the subject of constant unkindness after her fall; and some devout ladies of her acquaintance offering to pay a little pension for her, she went into a convent, and you were put out to nurse.

“Poor Gertrude never imagined that the news in this letter could be false, just like the rest of your father's behavior toward her. But even though a young man of her social standing, who knew her story and whom she liked before encountering the English gentleman who caused her all this misery, proposed to marry her, adopt you as his own child, and give you his name, she turned him down. This rejection only infuriated her father, who had brought her home; she never lifted her head there, being the target of constant unkindness after her downfall. Some devout ladies she knew offered to pay a small pension for her, so she entered a convent, and you were sent out to be nursed by someone else."

“A sister of the young fellow who would have adopted you as his son was the person who took charge of you. Your mother and this person were cousins. She had just lost a child of her own, which you replaced, your own mother being too sick and feeble to feed you; and presently your nurse grew so fond of you, that she even grudged letting you visit the convent where your mother was, and where the nuns petted the little infant, as they pitied and loved its unhappy parent. Her vocation became stronger every day, and at the end of two years she was received as a sister of the house.

“A sister of the young man who wanted to adopt you was the one who took care of you. Your mother and this woman were cousins. She had just lost her own child, and you filled that gap, as your mother was too ill and weak to care for you. Before long, your nurse grew so attached to you that she even resented letting you visit the convent where your mother was, where the nuns doted on the little baby as they felt sorry for and loved its unfortunate mother. Her calling became stronger every day, and after two years, she was accepted as a sister of the community.”

“Your nurse's family were silk-weavers out of France, whither they returned to Arras in French Flanders, shortly before your mother took her vows, carrying you with them, then a child of three years old. 'Twas a town, before the late vigorous measures of the French king, full of Protestants, and here your nurse's father, old Pastoureau, he with whom you afterwards lived at Ealing, adopted the reformed doctrines, perverting all his house with him. They were expelled thence by the edict of his most Christian Majesty, and came to London, and set up their looms in Spittlefields. The old man brought a little money with him, and carried on his trade, but in a poor way. He was a widower; by this time his daughter, a widow too, kept house for him, and his son and he labored together at their vocation. Meanwhile your father had publicly owned his conversion just before King Charles's death (in whom our Church had much such another convert), was reconciled to my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and married, as you know, to his daughter.

“Your nurse's family were silk weavers from France, and they returned to Arras in French Flanders shortly before your mother took her vows, bringing you along as a three-year-old. It was a town that, before the recent strong actions of the French king, was full of Protestants. Your nurse's father, old Pastoureau, with whom you later lived at Ealing, adopted the reformed doctrines, leading his whole family to follow suit. They were expelled by the edict of his most Christian Majesty and moved to London, where they set up their looms in Spitalfields. The old man brought some money with him and continued his trade, but it was a struggle. He was a widower, and by that time, his daughter, who was also a widow, was keeping house for him, while he and his son worked together at their craft. Meanwhile, your father had publicly acknowledged his conversion just before King Charles's death (who also had a similar convert in our Church), reconciled with my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and married, as you know, his daughter.”

“It chanced that the younger Pastoureau, going with a piece of brocade to the mercer who employed him, on Ludgate Hill, met his old rival coming out of an ordinary there. Pastoureau knew your father at once, seized him by the collar, and upbraided him as a villain, who had seduced his mistress, and afterwards deserted her and her son. Mr. Thomas Esmond also recognized Pastoureau at once, besought him to calm his indignation, and not to bring a crowd round about them; and bade him to enter into the tavern, out of which he had just stepped, when he would give him any explanation. Pastoureau entered, and heard the landlord order the drawer to show Captain Thomas to a room; it was by his Christian name that your father was familiarly called at his tavern haunts, which, to say the truth, were none of the most reputable.

“It so happened that the younger Pastoureau, going with a piece of brocade to the mercer who employed him on Ludgate Hill, ran into his old rival coming out of a pub. Pastoureau recognized your father right away, grabbed him by the collar, and accused him of being a scoundrel who had seduced his girlfriend and then abandoned her and her son. Mr. Thomas Esmond also recognized Pastoureau immediately, urged him to calm down and not to draw a crowd around them, and invited him to come into the pub he had just exited, where he would provide any explanation. Pastoureau went in and heard the landlord tell the server to show Captain Thomas to a room; that was the name your father was commonly called at his pub hangouts, which, truth be told, weren’t exactly the most respectable.”

“I must tell you that Captain Thomas, or my Lord Viscount afterwards, was never at a loss for a story, and could cajole a woman or a dun with a volubility, and an air of simplicity at the same time, of which many a creditor of his has been the dupe. His tales used to gather verisimilitude as he went on with them. He strung together fact after fact with a wonderful rapidity and coherence. It required, saving your presence, a very long habit of acquaintance with your father to know when his lordship was l——,—telling the truth or no.

“I have to say that Captain Thomas, later known as my Lord Viscount, always had a story ready and could charm a woman or a creditor with his smooth talk and innocent demeanor, which many of his debt collectors fell for. His stories gained more and more believability as he continued. He linked fact after fact with amazing speed and clarity. It took, with all due respect, a long time knowing your father to figure out when his lordship was being honest or not.”

“He told me with rueful remorse when he was ill—for the fear of death set him instantly repenting, and with shrieks of laughter when he was well, his lordship having a very great sense of humor—how in a half an hour's time, and before a bottle was drunk, he had completely succeeded in biting poor Pastoureau. The seduction he owned to: that he could not help: he was quite ready with tears at a moment's warning, and shed them profusely to melt his credulous listener. He wept for your mother even more than Pastoureau did, who cried very heartily, poor fellow, as my lord informed me; he swore upon his honor that he had twice sent money to Brussels, and mentioned the name of the merchant with whom it was lying for poor Gertrude's use. He did not even know whether she had a child or no, or whether she was alive or dead; but got these facts easily out of honest Pastoureau's answers to him. When he heard that she was in a convent, he said he hoped to end his days in one himself, should he survive his wife, whom he hated, and had been forced by a cruel father to marry; and when he was told that Gertrude's son was alive, and actually in London, 'I started,' says he; 'for then, damme, my wife was expecting to lie in, and I thought should this old Put, my father-in-law, run rusty, here would be a good chance to frighten him.'

“He told me with regret when he was sick—for the fear of death made him instantly repent, and with fits of laughter when he was well, his lordship having a great sense of humor—how in half an hour, and before a bottle was finished, he completely managed to bite poor Pastoureau. He confessed to the seduction: he couldn’t help it; he was ready to cry at a moment's notice, and shed tears profusely to sway his gullible listener. He cried for your mother even more than Pastoureau did, who cried very hard, poor guy, as my lord informed me; he swore on his honor that he had sent money to Brussels twice and mentioned the name of the merchant holding it for poor Gertrude’s needs. He didn’t even know if she had a child, or if she was alive or dead; but he easily learned these facts from honest Pastoureau's responses. When he heard that she was in a convent, he said he hoped to end his days in one himself, if he outlived his wife, whom he hated and had been forced by a cruel father to marry; and when he was told that Gertrude’s son was alive and actually in London, 'I was shocked,' he said; 'for then, damn it, my wife was expecting to give birth, and I thought if this old man, my father-in-law, fell through, here would be a good opportunity to scare him.'”

“He expressed the deepest gratitude to the Pastoureau family for the care of the infant: you were now near six years old; and on Pastoureau bluntly telling him, when he proposed to go that instant and see the darling child, that they never wished to see his ill-omened face again within their doors; that he might have the boy, though they should all be very sorry to lose him; and that they would take his money, they being poor, if he gave it; or bring him up, by God's help, as they had hitherto done, without: he acquiesced in this at once, with a sigh, said, 'Well, 'twas better that the dear child should remain with friends who had been so admirably kind to him;' and in his talk to me afterwards, honestly praised and admired the weaver's conduct and spirit; owned that the Frenchman was a right fellow, and he, the Lord have mercy upon him, a sad villain.

“He expressed his deep gratitude to the Pastoureau family for taking care of the child: you were almost six years old now; and when Pastoureau bluntly told him, when he suggested going to see the beloved child right away, that they never wanted to see his cursed face at their door again; that they could take the boy, even though they would all be very sorry to lose him; and that they would accept his money, being poor, if he offered it; or raise him, with God's help, as they had done until now, without it: he agreed immediately, with a sigh, saying, 'Well, it’s better for the dear child to stay with friends who have been so wonderfully kind to him;' and in his conversation with me afterward, he genuinely praised and admired the weaver's character and spirit; admitted that the Frenchman was a good guy, and he, God have mercy on him, was a terrible villain.”

“Your father,” Mr. Holt went on to say, “was good-natured with his money when he had it; and having that day received a supply from his uncle, gave the weaver ten pieces with perfect freedom, and promised him further remittances. He took down eagerly Pastoureau's name and place of abode in his table-book, and when the other asked him for his own, gave, with the utmost readiness, his name as Captain Thomas, New Lodge, Penzance, Cornwall; he said he was in London for a few days only on business connected with his wife's property; described her as a shrew, though a woman of kind disposition; and depicted his father as a Cornish squire, in an infirm state of health, at whose death he hoped for something handsome, when he promised richly to reward the admirable protector of his child, and to provide for the boy. 'And by Gad, sir,' he said to me in his strange laughing way, 'I ordered a piece of brocade of the very same pattern as that which the fellow was carrying, and presented it to my wife for a morning wrapper, to receive company after she lay in of our little boy.'

“Your father,” Mr. Holt continued, “was generous with his money when he had it; and on that day, after receiving some funds from his uncle, he casually gave the weaver ten coins and promised more payments later. He eagerly noted Pastoureau's name and address in his notebook, and when the other asked for his details, he readily provided his name as Captain Thomas, New Lodge, Penzance, Cornwall. He mentioned he was in London for just a few days for business related to his wife's property; he described her as a shrew, though a kind-hearted woman; and portrayed his father as a Cornish squire in poor health, hoping for a substantial inheritance upon his death, which he promised to use to generously reward the outstanding protector of his child and to provide for the boy. 'And by Gad, sir,' he said to me in his oddly humorous way, 'I ordered a piece of brocade in the exact same pattern as that which the fellow was carrying, and gave it to my wife as a morning robe for when she received visitors after giving birth to our little boy.'

“Your little pension was paid regularly enough; and when your father became Viscount Castlewood on his uncle's demise, I was employed to keep a watch over you, and 'twas at my instance that you were brought home. Your foster-mother was dead; her father made acquaintance with a woman whom he married, who quarrelled with his son. The faithful creature came back to Brussels to be near the woman he loved, and died, too, a few months before her. Will you see her cross in the convent cemetery? The Superior is an old penitent of mine, and remembers Soeur Marie Madeleine fondly still.”

“Your small pension was paid regularly enough; and when your father became Viscount Castlewood after his uncle's death, I was asked to look after you, and it was at my suggestion that you were brought home. Your foster mother had passed away; her father met a woman he married, who then argued with his son. The loyal man returned to Brussels to be close to the woman he loved, and he died just a few months before her. Do you want to see her grave in the convent cemetery? The Superior is an old friend of mine, and she still remembers Sister Marie Madeleine fondly.”

Esmond came to this spot in one sunny evening of spring, and saw, amidst a thousand black crosses, casting their shadows across the grassy mounds, that particular one which marked his mother's resting-place. Many more of those poor creatures that lay there had adopted that same name, with which sorrow had rebaptized her, and which fondly seemed to hint their individual story of love and grief. He fancied her in tears and darkness, kneeling at the foot of her cross, under which her cares were buried. Surely he knelt down, and said his own prayer there, not in sorrow so much as in awe (for even his memory had no recollection of her), and in pity for the pangs which the gentle soul in life had been made to suffer. To this cross she brought them; for this heavenly bridegroom she exchanged the husband who had wooed her, the traitor who had left her. A thousand such hillocks lay round about, the gentle daisies springing out of the grass over them, and each bearing its cross and requiescat. A nun, veiled in black, was kneeling hard by, at a sleeping sister's bedside (so fresh made, that the spring had scarce had time to spin a coverlid for it); beyond the cemetery walls you had glimpses of life and the world, and the spires and gables of the city. A bird came down from a roof opposite, and lit first on a cross, and then on the grass below it, whence it flew away presently with a leaf in its mouth: then came a sound as of chanting, from the chapel of the sisters hard by; others had long since filled the place which poor Mary Magdeleine once had there, were kneeling at the same stall, and hearing the same hymns and prayers in which her stricken heart had found consolation. Might she sleep in peace—might she sleep in peace; and we, too, when our struggles and pains are over! But the earth is the Lord's as the heaven is; we are alike his creatures here and yonder. I took a little flower off the hillock and kissed it, and went my way, like the bird that had just lighted on the cross by me, back into the world again. Silent receptacle of death; tranquil depth of calm, out of reach of tempest and trouble! I felt as one who had been walking below the sea, and treading amidst the bones of shipwrecks.

Esmond arrived at this spot on a sunny spring evening and saw, among a thousand black crosses casting their shadows over the grassy mounds, the one that marked his mother's resting place. Many more of the unfortunate souls lying there shared that same name, which sorrow had given her, and it seemed to hint at each of their individual stories of love and grief. He imagined her in tears and darkness, kneeling at the foot of her cross, where her cares were buried. He knelt down and said his own prayer there, not so much in sorrow as in awe (for he couldn’t even remember her), and in pity for the pain that the gentle soul had endured in life. To this cross, she brought her troubles; for this heavenly bridegroom, she exchanged the husband who had courted her, the traitor who had abandoned her. A thousand such hillocks surrounded him, with gentle daisies springing up through the grass, each carrying its own cross and requiescat. A nun, veiled in black, was kneeling nearby at the bedside of a sleeping sister (so freshly made that spring had barely spun a coverlet for it); beyond the cemetery walls, glimpses of life and the world appeared, with the spires and gables of the city. A bird came down from a roof opposite, first landing on a cross, and then on the grass below it, from where it soon flew away with a leaf in its beak. Then came the sound of chanting from the nearby chapel of the sisters; others had long since taken the place where poor Mary Magdeleine once sat, kneeling at the same stall and hearing the same hymns and prayers that had given her broken heart solace. May she sleep in peace—may she sleep in peace; and we, too, when our struggles and pains are over! But the earth is the Lord's just as the heavens are; we are all his creatures here and beyond. I picked a little flower from the hillock, kissed it, and went on my way, like the bird that had just landed on the cross beside me, returning to the world again. Silent grave of death; peaceful depth of calm, out of reach of storm and trouble! I felt like one who had been walking beneath the sea, treading among the bones of shipwrecks.





CHAPTER XIV.

THE CAMPAIGN OF 1707, 1708.

During the whole of the year which succeeded that in which the glorious battle of Ramillies had been fought, our army made no movement of importance, much to the disgust of very many of our officers remaining inactive in Flanders, who said that his Grace the Captain-General had had fighting enough, and was all for money now, and the enjoyment of his five thousand a year and his splendid palace at Woodstock, which was now being built. And his Grace had sufficient occupation fighting his enemies at home this year, where it began to be whispered that his favor was decreasing, and his duchess losing her hold on the Queen, who was transferring her royal affections to the famous Mrs. Masham, and Mrs. Masham's humble servant, Mr. Harley. Against their intrigues, our Duke passed a great part of his time intriguing. Mr. Harley was got out of office, and his Grace, in so far, had a victory. But her Majesty, convinced against her will, was of that opinion still, of which the poet says people are when so convinced, and Mr. Harley before long had his revenge.

For the entire year following the glorious battle of Ramillies, our army didn't make any significant movements, much to the frustration of many officers stuck in Flanders. They claimed that the Captain-General, His Grace, had had enough fighting and was now all about the money, enjoying his five thousand a year and the impressive palace at Woodstock that was under construction. His Grace was also busy dealing with enemies at home this year, where rumors started circulating that he was losing favor, and his duchess was losing her influence over the Queen, who was shifting her affections to the well-known Mrs. Masham and Mrs. Masham's devoted servant, Mr. Harley. In response to their schemes, our Duke spent much of his time plotting. Mr. Harley was removed from office, giving His Grace a momentary victory. However, Her Majesty, despite being swayed, still held that opinion, as the poet notes about people when they are convinced against their will, and before long, Mr. Harley took his revenge.

Meanwhile the business of fighting did not go on any way to the satisfaction of Marlborough's gallant lieutenants. During all 1707, with the French before us, we had never so much as a battle; our army in Spain was utterly routed at Almanza by the gallant Duke of Berwick; and we of Webb's, which regiment the young Duke had commanded before his father's abdication, were a little proud to think that it was our colonel who had achieved this victory. “I think if I had had Galway's place, and my Fusileers,” says our General, “we would not have laid down our arms, even to our old colonel, as Galway did;” and Webb's officers swore if we had had Webb, at least we would not have been taken prisoners. Our dear old general talked incautiously of himself and of others; a braver or a more brilliant soldier never lived than he; but he blew his honest trumpet rather more loudly than became a commander of his station, and, mighty man of valor as he was, shook his great spear and blustered before the army too fiercely.

Meanwhile, the fighting wasn’t happening in a way that satisfied Marlborough's brave lieutenants. Throughout 1707, with the French in front of us, we didn’t have a single battle; our army in Spain was completely defeated at Almanza by the brave Duke of Berwick. We in Webb's, the regiment that the young Duke had led before his father's abdication, felt a bit proud that it was our colonel who scored this victory. “I think if I had been in Galway's position, with my Fusiliers,” our General said, “we wouldn’t have laid down our arms, even to our old colonel, as Galway did;” and the officers of Webb's insisted that if we had had Webb, at least we wouldn’t have been taken prisoner. Our dear old general spoke a bit too freely about himself and others; no soldier was braver or more brilliant than he was, but he tooted his own horn a bit louder than was appropriate for someone of his rank, and, as mighty a man of valor as he was, he brandished his spear and boasted in front of the army too fiercely.

Mysterious Mr. Holtz went off on a secret expedition in the early part of 1708, with great elation of spirits and a prophecy to Esmond that a wonderful something was about to take place. This secret came out on my friend's return to the army, whither he brought a most rueful and dejected countenance, and owned that the great something he had been engaged upon had failed utterly. He had been indeed with that luckless expedition of the Chevalier de St. George, who was sent by the French king with ships and an army from Dunkirk, and was to have invaded and conquered Scotland. But that ill wind which ever opposed all the projects upon which the Prince ever embarked, prevented the Chevalier's invasion of Scotland, as 'tis known, and blew poor Monsieur von Holtz back into our camp again, to scheme and foretell, and to pry about as usual. The Chevalier (the king of England, as some of us held him) went from Dunkirk to the French army to make the campaign against us. The Duke of Burgundy had the command this year, having the Duke of Berry with him, and the famous Mareschal Vendosme and the Duke of Matignon to aid him in the campaign. Holtz, who knew everything that was passing in Flanders and France (and the Indies for what I know), insisted that there would be no more fighting in 1708 than there had been in the previous year, and that our commander had reasons for keeping him quiet. Indeed, Esmond's general, who was known as a grumbler, and to have a hearty mistrust of the great Duke, and hundreds more officers besides, did not scruple to say that these private reasons came to the Duke in the shape of crown-pieces from the French King, by whom the Generalissimo was bribed to avoid a battle. There were plenty of men in our lines, quidnuncs, to whom Mr. Webb listened only too willingly, who could specify the exact sums the Duke got, how much fell to Cadogan's share, and what was the precise fee given to Doctor Hare.

Mysterious Mr. Holtz set off on a secret mission in early 1708, feeling excited and telling Esmond that something amazing was about to happen. When he returned to the army, however, he looked extremely sad and admitted that the big event he had been involved in had completely failed. He had indeed been part of that unfortunate expedition led by Chevalier de St. George, sent by the French king with ships and an army from Dunkirk, which was supposed to invade and conquer Scotland. But that bad luck that always seems to ruin the Prince's plans prevented the Chevalier's invasion of Scotland, as we know, and blew poor Monsieur von Holtz back to our camp again, where he continued to scheme, predict, and snoop around as usual. The Chevalier (whom some of us referred to as the king of England) went from Dunkirk to join the French army to campaign against us. This year, the Duke of Burgundy was in command, along with the Duke of Berry, the famous Marshal Vendosme, and the Duke of Matignon assisting in the campaign. Holtz, who seemed to keep up with everything happening in Flanders and France (and possibly the Indies), insisted that there would be just as little fighting in 1708 as there had been the previous year, and that our commander had reasons for keeping him quiet. In fact, Esmond's general, known for his grumbling and his deep distrust of the great Duke, along with hundreds of other officers, openly suggested that these private reasons came in the form of gold coins from the French King, bribing the Generalissimo to avoid a battle. There were many men in our lines, busybodies, whom Mr. Webb listened to all too eagerly, capable of detailing the exact amounts the Duke received, how much went to Cadogan, and the specific fee paid to Doctor Hare.

And the successes with which the French began the campaign of 1708 served to give strength to these reports of treason, which were in everybody's mouth. Our general allowed the enemy to get between us and Ghent, and declined to attack him, though for eight and forty hours the armies were in presence of each other. Ghent was taken, and on the same day Monsieur de la Mothe summoned Bruges; and these two great cities fell into the hands of the French without firing a shot. A few days afterwards La Mothe seized upon the fort of Plashendall: and it began to be supposed that all Spanish Flanders, as well as Brabant, would fall into the hands of the French troops; when the Prince Eugene arrived from the Mozelle, and then there was no more shilly-shallying.

And the victories that the French achieved at the start of the 1708 campaign fueled rumors of treason that everyone was talking about. Our general let the enemy get between us and Ghent and refused to attack, even though both armies were facing each other for forty-eight hours. Ghent was captured, and on the same day, Monsieur de la Mothe demanded Bruges; both of these major cities fell into French hands without a shot being fired. A few days later, La Mothe took the fort of Plashendall, and it started to seem like all of Spanish Flanders, as well as Brabant, would be taken by the French troops. Then the Prince Eugene arrived from the Mozelle, and that’s when things got serious.

The Prince of Savoy always signalized his arrival at the army by a great feast (my Lord Duke's entertainments were both seldom and shabby): and I remember our general returning from this dinner with the two commanders-in-chief; his honest head a little excited by wine, which was dealt out much more liberally by the Austrian than by the English commander:—“Now,” says my general, slapping the table, with an oath, “he must fight; and when he is forced to it, d—- it, no man in Europe can stand up against Jack Churchill.” Within a week the battle of Oudenarde was fought, when, hate each other as they might, Esmond's general and the Commander-in-Chief were forced to admire each other, so splendid was the gallantry of each upon this day.

The Prince of Savoy always marked his arrival at the army with a big feast (my Lord Duke's gatherings were both rare and lackluster): and I remember our general coming back from this dinner with the two commanders-in-chief; his honest head a bit buzzed from wine, which was poured out much more generously by the Austrian than by the English commander:—“Now,” says my general, slapping the table, with an oath, “he has to fight; and when it comes to that, damn it, no man in Europe can stand up against Jack Churchill.” Within a week, the battle of Oudenarde took place, when, despite their mutual hatred, Esmond's general and the Commander-in-Chief were compelled to respect each other, given how splendidly brave each was on that day.

The brigade commanded by Major-General Webb gave and received about as hard knocks as any that were delivered in that action, in which Mr. Esmond had the fortune to serve at the head of his own company in his regiment, under the command of their own Colonel as Major-General; and it was his good luck to bring the regiment out of action as commander of it, the four senior officers above him being killed in the prodigious slaughter which happened on that day. I like to think that Jack Haythorn, who sneered at me for being a bastard and a parasite of Webb's, as he chose to call me, and with whom I had had words, shook hands with me the day before the battle began. Three days before, poor Brace, our Lieutenant-Colonel, had heard of his elder brother's death, and was heir to a baronetcy in Norfolk, and four thousand a year. Fate, that had left him harmless through a dozen campaigns, seized on him just as the world was worth living for, and he went into action knowing, as he said, that the luck was going to turn against him. The Major had just joined us—a creature of Lord Marlborough, put in much to the dislike of the other officers, and to be a spy upon us, as it was said. I know not whether the truth was so, nor who took the tattle of our mess to headquarters, but Webb's regiment, as its Colonel, was known to be in the Commander-in-Chief's black books: “And if he did not dare to break it up at home,” our gallant old chief used to say, “he was determined to destroy it before the enemy;” so that poor Major Proudfoot was put into a post of danger.

The brigade led by Major-General Webb threw and took as many brutal blows as anyone in that battle, where Mr. Esmond had the chance to lead his own company in his regiment, under their Colonel who was acting as Major-General. It was fortunate for him to come out of the fight as the commander, with the four senior officers above him killed in the huge slaughter that day. I like to think that Jack Haythorn, who mocked me for being a bastard and a leech on Webb, as he liked to call me, and with whom I had clashed, shook hands with me the day before the battle began. Three days earlier, our Lieutenant-Colonel, poor Brace, had learned of his older brother's death, inheriting a baronetcy in Norfolk and four thousand a year. Fate, which had spared him through numerous campaigns, struck just when life was worth living, and he went into battle knowing, as he put it, that his luck was about to change. The Major had just joined us—a puppet of Lord Marlborough, disliked by the other officers, supposedly there to spy on us. I don't know if that was true or who gossiped about our mess to headquarters, but Webb's regiment, under its Colonel, was known to be in the Commander-in-Chief's bad graces. “And if he didn’t dare to break it up at home,” our brave old chief used to say, “he was determined to wipe it out before the enemy,” so poor Major Proudfoot was placed in a risky position.

Esmond's dear young Viscount, serving as aide-de-camp to my Lord Duke, received a wound, and won an honorable name for himself in the Gazette; and Captain Esmond's name was sent in for promotion by his General, too, whose favorite he was. It made his heart beat to think that certain eyes at home, the brightest in the world, might read the page on which his humble services were recorded; but his mind was made up steadily to keep out of their dangerous influence, and to let time and absence conquer that passion he had still lurking about him. Away from Beatrix, it did not trouble him; but he knew as certain that if he returned home, his fever would break out again, and avoided Walcote as a Lincolnshire man avoids returning to his fens, where he is sure that the ague is lying in wait for him.

Esmond's dear young Viscount, working as aide-de-camp to my Lord Duke, got injured and earned a honorable mention in the Gazette; Captain Esmond's name was also submitted for promotion by his General, who favored him. It made his heart race to think that certain eyes back home, the brightest in the world, might see the page detailing his humble services; but he was determined to stay away from their tempting influence and let time and distance heal the passion that still lingered. Away from Beatrix, it didn’t bother him; but he knew for sure that if he went home, his feelings would resurface again, so he avoided Walcote like a Lincolnshire man avoids going back to his fens, knowing that the fever was waiting for him there.

We of the English party in the army, who were inclined to sneer at everything that came out of Hanover, and to treat as little better than boors and savages the Elector's court and family, were yet forced to confess that, on the day of Oudenarde, the young Electoral Prince, then making his first campaign, conducted himself with the spirit and courage of an approved soldier. On this occasion his Electoral Highness had better luck than the King of England, who was with his cousins in the enemy's camp, and had to run with them at the ignominious end of the day. With the most consummate generals in the world before them, and an admirable commander on their own side, they chose to neglect the councils, and to rush into a combat with the former, which would have ended in the utter annihilation of their army but for the great skill and bravery of the Duke of Vendosme, who remedied, as far as courage and genius might, the disasters occasioned by the squabbles and follies of his kinsmen, the legitimate princes of the blood royal.

We, the English party in the army, who tended to mock everything from Hanover and viewed the Elector's court and family as little more than peasants and savages, were nonetheless compelled to admit that, on the day of Oudenarde, the young Electoral Prince, during his first campaign, acted with the spirit and bravery of a true soldier. On this occasion, he had better luck than the King of England, who was with his cousins in the enemy camp and had to flee with them at the shameful end of the day. Despite having the best generals in the world in front of them, and an excellent commander on their own side, they chose to ignore the advice and charged into battle with the former, which would have resulted in the complete destruction of their army if not for the remarkable skill and bravery of the Duke of Vendosme, who, as much as possible with courage and genius, remedied the disasters caused by the quarrels and mistakes of his relatives, the legitimate princes of the royal blood.

“If the Duke of Berwick had but been in the army, the fate of the day would have been very different,” was all that poor Mr. von Holtz could say; “and you would have seen that the hero of Almanza was fit to measure swords with the conqueror of Blenheim.”

“If the Duke of Berwick had just been in the army, the outcome of the day would have been totally different,” was all that poor Mr. von Holtz could say; “and you would have seen that the hero of Almanza was ready to go head-to-head with the conqueror of Blenheim.”

The business relative to the exchange of prisoners was always going on, and was at least that ostensible one which kept Mr. Holtz perpetually on the move between the forces of the French and the Allies. I can answer for it, that he was once very near hanged as a spy by Major-General Wayne, when he was released and sent on to head-quarters by a special order of the Commander-in-Chief. He came and went, always favored, wherever he was, by some high though occult protection. He carried messages between the Duke of Berwick and his uncle, our Duke. He seemed to know as well what was taking place in the Prince's quarter as our own: he brought the compliments of the King of England to some of our officers, the gentlemen of Webb's among the rest, for their behavior on that great day; and after Wynendael, when our General was chafing at the neglect of our Commander-in-Chief, he said he knew how that action was regarded by the chiefs of the French army, and that the stand made before Wynendael wood was the passage by which the Allies entered Lille.

The business of exchanging prisoners was always happening, and it was at least the kind that kept Mr. Holtz constantly moving between the French and Allied forces. I can assure you, he once came very close to being hanged as a spy by Major-General Wayne, but was released and sent to headquarters by a special order from the Commander-in-Chief. He came and went, always somehow favored by some mysterious protection. He carried messages between the Duke of Berwick and our Duke, his uncle. He seemed to be as in-the-know about what was happening with the Prince's forces as he was about our own: he delivered the King of England's compliments to some of our officers, including the gentlemen of Webb's, for their actions on that significant day; and after Wynendael, when our General was frustrated by the neglect from our Commander-in-Chief, he said he knew how that action was viewed by the leaders of the French army, and that the stand made before Wynendael wood was the route by which the Allies entered Lille.

“Ah!” says Holtz (and some folks were very willing to listen to him), “if the king came by his own, how changed the conduct of affairs would be! His Majesty's very exile has this advantage, that he is enabled to read England impartially, and to judge honestly of all the eminent men. His sister is always in the hand of one greedy favorite or another, through whose eyes she sees, and to whose flattery or dependants she gives away everything. Do you suppose that his Majesty, knowing England so well as he does, would neglect such a man as General Webb? He ought to be in the House of Peers as Lord Lydiard. The enemy and all Europe know his merit; it is that very reputation which certain great people, who hate all equality and independence, can never pardon.” It was intended that these conversations should be carried to Mr. Webb. They were welcome to him, for great as his services were, no man could value them more than John Richmond Webb did himself, and the differences between him and Marlborough being notorious, his Grace's enemies in the army and at home began to court Webb, and set him up against the all-grasping, domineering chief. And soon after the victory of Oudenarde, a glorious opportunity fell into General Webb's way, which that gallant warrior did not neglect, and which gave him the means of immensely increasing his reputation at home.

“Ah!” says Holtz (and many people were eager to hear him out), “if the king were here, how different things would be! His Majesty's exile has this one benefit: he can read England without bias and judge all the distinguished men honestly. His sister is always under the influence of one greedy favorite or another, seeing through their eyes and giving everything away to their flattery or followers. Do you think that His Majesty, knowing England as well as he does, would overlook someone like General Webb? He should be in the House of Peers as Lord Lydiard. Both the enemy and all of Europe recognize his worth; it's that very reputation that some powerful people, who despise equality and independence, can never forgive.” It was meant for these conversations to reach Mr. Webb. He welcomed them because, despite his great services, no one valued them more than John Richmond Webb did himself, and the well-known tensions between him and Marlborough led the Duke's enemies both in the army and at home to start courting Webb, setting him up against the all-consuming, domineering leader. Soon after the victory at Oudenarde, a fantastic opportunity appeared for General Webb, which the brave warrior seized, allowing him to greatly enhance his reputation back home.

After Oudenarde, and against the counsels of Marlborough, it was said, the Prince of Savoy sat down before Lille, the capital of French Flanders, and commenced that siege, the most celebrated of our time, and almost as famous as the siege of Troy itself, for the feats of valor performed in the assault and the defence. The enmity of the Prince of Savoy against the French king was a furious personal hate, quite unlike the calm hostility of our great English general, who was no more moved by the game of war than that of billiards, and pushed forward his squadrons, and drove his red battalions hither and thither as calmly as he would combine a stroke or make a cannon with the balls. The game over (and he played it so as to be pretty sure to win it), not the least animosity against the other party remained in the breast of this consummate tactician. Whereas between the Prince of Savoy and the French it was guerre a mort. Beaten off in one quarter, as he had been at Toulon in the last year, he was back again on another frontier of France, assailing it with his indefatigable fury. When the Prince came to the army, the smouldering fires of war were lighted up and burst out into a flame. Our phlegmatic Dutch allies were made to advance at a quick march—our calm Duke forced into action. The Prince was an army in himself against the French; the energy of his hatred, prodigious, indefatigable—infectious over hundreds of thousands of men. The Emperor's general was repaying, and with a vengeance, the slight the French King had put upon the fiery little Abbe of Savoy. Brilliant and famous as a leader himself, and beyond all measure daring and intrepid, and enabled to cope with almost the best of those famous men of war who commanded the armies of the French King, Eugene had a weapon, the equal of which could not be found in France, since the cannon-shot of Sasbach laid low the noble Turenne, and could hurl Marlborough at the heads of the French host, and crush them as with a rock, under which all the gathered strength of their strongest captains must go down.

After Oudenarde, despite Marlborough's advice, it was reported that the Prince of Savoy laid siege to Lille, the capital of French Flanders, beginning a siege that became legendary, almost as famous as the siege of Troy itself, due to the acts of bravery exhibited during the attack and defense. The Prince of Savoy's hatred for the French king was a fierce personal vendetta, in stark contrast to our great English general, who approached the war with the same detachment as playing billiards, maneuvering his troops and directing his red battalions with a calmness that resembled a strategic game. Once the game concluded (and he played it to ensure his victory), no animosity lingered in the heart of this skilled tactician toward the enemy. In contrast, the Prince of Savoy viewed the conflict as a fight to the death. After being repelled in one area, as he had been at Toulon the previous year, he returned to a different front of France, attacking it with relentless fury. When the Prince joined the army, the smoldering embers of war ignited into full flame. Our indifferent Dutch allies were urged to march quickly—our composed Duke was forced into action. The Prince was a force of nature against the French; his immense and tireless hatred inspired countless soldiers. The Emperor's general was taking vengeance for the slight the French King had dealt to the fiery little Abbe of Savoy. As a brilliant and renowned leader, extraordinarily daring and intrepid, Eugene could match nearly all the esteemed commanders of the French armies. His unparalleled weaponry allowed him to strike Marlborough at the heads of the French forces, overwhelming them like a rock that could crush the combined might of their strongest captains.

The English Duke took little part in that vast siege of Lille, which the Imperial Generalissimo pursued with all his force and vigor, further than to cover the besieging lines from the Duke of Burgundy's army, between which and the Imperialists our Duke lay. Once, when Prince Eugene was wounded, our Duke took his Highness's place in the trenches; but the siege was with the Imperialists, not with us. A division under Webb and Rantzau was detached into Artois and Picardy upon the most painful and odious service that Mr. Esmond ever saw in the course of his military life. The wretched towns of the defenceless provinces, whose young men had been drafted away into the French armies, which year after year the insatiable war devoured, were left at our mercy; and our orders were to show them none. We found places garrisoned by invalids, and children and women; poor as they were, and as the costs of this miserable war had made them, our commission was to rob these almost starving wretches—to tear the food out of their granaries, and strip them of their rags. 'Twas an expedition of rapine and murder we were sent on: our soldiers did deeds such as an honest man must blush to remember. We brought back money and provisions in quantity to the Duke's camp; there had been no one to resist us, and yet who dares to tell with what murder and violence, with what brutal cruelty, outrage, insult, that ignoble booty had been ravished from the innocent and miserable victims of the war?

The English Duke played a minimal role in the huge siege of Lille, which the Imperial Generalissimo conducted with full force and determination, only stepping in to protect the besieging lines from the Duke of Burgundy's army, who were positioned between him and the Imperialists. Once, when Prince Eugene was injured, our Duke took his place in the trenches; but the siege belonged to the Imperialists, not us. A division under Webb and Rantzau was sent into Artois and Picardy for the most difficult and despicable duty Mr. Esmond ever witnessed in his military career. The miserable towns of the defenseless provinces were left at our mercy, as their young men had been drafted into the French armies, devoured by the unending war year after year. Our orders were to show them no mercy. We found places defended only by invalids, children, and women; even though they were poor and suffering from the costs of this dreadful war, our mission was to rob these nearly starving people—to take food from their stores and strip them of their rags. It was an expedition of looting and violence we were sent on: our soldiers did things an honest person would be ashamed to remember. We returned to the Duke's camp with money and supplies in significant amounts; there had been no one to stop us, yet who can speak of the murder and brutality, the sheer cruelty, and the insults through which this despicable loot was seized from the innocent and suffering victims of the war?

Meanwhile, gallantly as the operations before Lille had been conducted, the Allies had made but little progress, and 'twas said when we returned to the Duke of Marlborough's camp, that the siege would never be brought to a satisfactory end, and that the Prince of Savoy would be forced to raise it. My Lord Marlborough gave this as his opinion openly; those who mistrusted him, and Mr. Esmond owns himself to be of the number, hinted that the Duke had his reasons why Lille should not be taken, and that he was paid to that end by the French King. If this was so, and I believe it, General Webb had now a remarkable opportunity of gratifying his hatred of the Commander-in-Chief, of balking that shameful avarice, which was one of the basest and most notorious qualities of the famous Duke, and of showing his own consummate skill as a commander. And when I consider all the circumstances preceding the event which will now be related, that my Lord Duke was actually offered certain millions of crowns provided that the siege of Lille should be raised: that the Imperial army before it was without provisions and ammunition, and must have decamped but for the supplies that they received; that the march of the convoy destined to relieve the siege was accurately known to the French; and that the force covering it was shamefully inadequate to that end, and by six times inferior to Count de la Mothe's army, which was sent to intercept the convoy; when 'tis certain that the Duke of Berwick, De la Mothe's chief, was in constant correspondence with his uncle, the English Generalissimo: I believe on my conscience that 'twas my Lord Marlborough's intention to prevent those supplies, of which the Prince of Savoy stood in absolute need, from ever reaching his Highness; that he meant to sacrifice the little army which covered this convoy, and to betray it as he had betrayed Tollemache at Brest; as he had betrayed every friend he had, to further his own schemes of avarice or ambition. But for the miraculous victory which Esmond's general won over an army six or seven times greater than his own, the siege of Lille must have been raised; and it must be remembered that our gallant little force was under the command of a general whom Marlborough hated, that he was furious with the conqueror, and tried by the most open and shameless injustice afterwards to rob him of the credit of his victory.

Meanwhile, as bravely as the operations before Lille had been carried out, the Allies had made very little progress, and it was said when we returned to the Duke of Marlborough's camp that the siege would never reach a satisfactory conclusion, and that the Prince of Savoy would have to abandon it. Marlborough openly expressed this opinion; those who doubted him, including Mr. Esmond, admitted they were among them, hinted that the Duke had reasons for not taking Lille and that he was being paid by the French King to do so. If this was true, and I believe it was, General Webb had a remarkable opportunity to express his disdain for the Commander-in-Chief, to thwart that shameful greed, which was one of the worst and most notorious traits of the famous Duke, and to showcase his own exceptional skills as a commander. Considering all the circumstances leading up to the event now to be described, that the Duke was actually offered millions of crowns if the siege of Lille was lifted; that the Imperial army besieging it lacked food and ammunition and would have had to retreat without the supplies they received; that the movement of the convoy intended to relieve the siege was known to the French; and that the force covering it was disgracefully inadequate and six times smaller than Count de la Mothe's army, which was sent to intercept the convoy; when it was clear that the Duke of Berwick, de la Mothe's chief, was in constant touch with his uncle, the English Generalissimo: I sincerely believe that the Duke intended to prevent the supplies, which the Prince of Savoy desperately needed, from ever reaching him; that he planned to sacrifice the small army that was covering this convoy and betray it just as he had betrayed Tollemache at Brest; as he had betrayed every friend he had to further his own greed or ambition. But for the miraculous victory that Esmond's general achieved over an army six or seven times larger than his own, the siege of Lille would have been abandoned; and it must be noted that our brave little force was under the command of a general whom Marlborough despised, that he was furious with the victor, and later tried through the most blatant and disgraceful means to deny him the credit for his victory.





CHAPTER XV.

GENERAL WEBB WINS THE BATTLE OF WYNENDAEL.

By the besiegers and besieged of Lille, some of the most brilliant feats of valor were performed that ever illustrated any war. On the French side (whose gallantry was prodigious, the skill and bravery of Marshal Boufflers actually eclipsing those of his conqueror, the Prince of Savoy) may be mentioned that daring action of Messieurs de Luxembourg and Tournefort, who, with a body of horse and dragoons, carried powder into the town, of which the besieged were in extreme want, each soldier bringing a bag with forty pounds of powder behind him; with which perilous provision they engaged our own horse, faced the fire of the foot brought out to meet them: and though half of the men were blown up in the dreadful errand they rode on, a part of them got into the town with the succors of which the garrison was so much in want. A French officer, Monsieur du Bois, performed an act equally daring, and perfectly successful. The Duke's great army lying at Helchin, and covering the siege, and it being necessary for M. de Vendosme to get news of the condition of the place, Captain Dubois performed his famous exploit: not only passing through the lines of the siege, but swimming afterwards no less than seven moats and ditches: and coming back the same way, swimming with his letters in his mouth.

By the attackers and defenders of Lille, some of the most impressive acts of bravery in any war were carried out. On the French side (where their courage was remarkable, with the skill and bravery of Marshal Boufflers actually surpassing those of his rival, the Prince of Savoy) is the daring action of Messieurs de Luxembourg and Tournefort, who, with a group of cavalry and dragoons, brought in much-needed gunpowder to the town. Each soldier carried a bag with forty pounds of powder, facing our cavalry and the fire from infantry sent out to confront them. Although half of the men were killed in this dangerous mission, some managed to reach the town with the supplies urgently needed by the garrison. A French officer, Monsieur du Bois, carried out an equally bold and completely successful act. With the Duke's large army camped at Helchin, surrounding the siege, it was crucial for M. de Vendosme to learn about the situation in the town, so Captain Dubois executed his famous feat: he not only slipped through the siege lines but also swam across seven moats and ditches. He returned the same way, swimming with his letters clenched in his teeth.

By these letters Monsieur de Boufflers said that he could undertake to hold the place till October; and that if one of the convoys of the Allies could be intercepted, they must raise the siege altogether.

By these letters, Monsieur de Boufflers stated that he could take charge of the position until October; and that if one of the Allies' convoys could be intercepted, they would have to lift the siege completely.

Such a convoy as hath been said was now prepared at Ostend, and about to march for the siege; and on the 27th September we (and the French too) had news that it was on its way. It was composed of 700 wagons, containing ammunition of all sorts, and was escorted out of Ostend by 2,000 infantry and 300 horse. At the same time M. de la Mothe quitted Bruges, having with him five-and-thirty battalions, and upwards of sixty squadrons and forty guns, in pursuit of the convoy.

A convoy as mentioned was now ready in Ostend and about to head for the siege. On September 27th, we (along with the French) received news that it was on its way. It consisted of 700 wagons carrying all kinds of ammunition, escorted out of Ostend by 2,000 infantry and 300 cavalry. At the same time, M. de la Mothe left Bruges with thirty-five battalions, over sixty squadrons, and forty guns, chasing after the convoy.

Major-General Webb had meanwhile made up a force of twenty battalions and three squadrons of dragoons at Turout, whence he moved to cover the convoy and pursue La Mothe: with whose advanced guard ours came up upon the great plain of Turout, and before the little wood and castle of Wynendael; behind which the convoy was marching.

Major-General Webb had meanwhile assembled a force of twenty battalions and three squadrons of dragoons at Turout, from where he moved to protect the convoy and chase La Mothe. Our forces encountered La Mothe's advance guard on the large plain of Turout, just in front of the small wood and castle of Wynendael, behind which the convoy was advancing.

As soon as they came in sight of the enemy, our advanced troops were halted, with the wood behind them, and the rest of our force brought up as quickly as possible, our little body of horse being brought forward to the opening of the plain, as our General said, to amuse the enemy. When M. de la Mothe came up, he found us posted in two lines in front of the wood; and formed his own army in battle facing ours, in eight lines, four of infantry in front, and dragoons and cavalry behind.

As soon as they spotted the enemy, our front troops were stopped with the woods at their backs, and we quickly brought up the rest of our force. Our small group of cavalry was moved to the edge of the plain, as our General said, to distract the enemy. When M. de la Mothe arrived, he saw us positioned in two lines in front of the woods; he arranged his own army into battle formation facing ours, in eight lines—four of infantry in the front, with dragoons and cavalry behind.

The French began the action, as usual, with a cannonade which lasted three hours, when they made their attack, advancing in eight lines, four of foot and four of horse, upon the allied troops in the wood where we were posted. Their infantry behaved ill; they were ordered to charge with the bayonet, but, instead, began to fire, and almost at the very first discharge from our men, broke and fled. The cavalry behaved better; with these alone, who were three or four times as numerous as our whole force, Monsieur de la Mothe might have won victory: but only two of our battalions were shaken in the least; and these speedily rallied: nor could the repeated attacks of the French horse cause our troops to budge an inch from the position in the wood in which our General had placed them.

The French started the attack, as usual, with a cannon barrage that lasted three hours, after which they moved in eight lines—four of infantry and four of cavalry—against the allied troops in the woods where we were stationed. Their infantry performed poorly; they were instructed to charge with bayonets, but instead, they began firing, and almost immediately after our men returned fire, they panicked and ran away. The cavalry did better; with them alone, who were three or four times more numerous than our entire force, Monsieur de la Mothe could have secured a victory. However, only two of our battalions were even slightly rattled, and they quickly regrouped; the repeated attacks from the French cavalry couldn’t make our troops move an inch from the position in the woods assigned by our General.

After attacking for two hours, the French retired at nightfall entirely foiled. With all the loss we had inflicted upon him, the enemy was still three times stronger than we: and it could not be supposed that our General could pursue M. de la Mothe, or do much more than hold our ground about the wood, from which the Frenchman had in vain attempted to dislodge us. La Mothe retired behind his forty guns, his cavalry protecting them better than it had been enabled to annoy us; and meanwhile the convoy, which was of more importance than all our little force, and the safe passage of which we would have dropped to the last man to accomplish, marched away in perfect safety during the action, and joyfully reached the besieging camp before Lille.

After attacking for two hours, the French withdrew at nightfall completely defeated. Despite all the losses we had caused them, the enemy was still three times stronger than us: and it was unrealistic to think our General could chase M. de la Mothe, or do much more than hold our position near the woods, from which the French had unsuccessfully tried to dislodge us. La Mothe fell back behind his forty cannons, with his cavalry doing a better job of protecting them than of bothering us; meanwhile, the convoy, which was far more important than our small force, and for which we would have sacrificed everyone to ensure its safety, made its way out safely during the battle and happily reached the besieging camp before Lille.

Major-General Cadogan, my Lord Duke's Quarter-Master-General, (and between whom and Mr. Webb there was no love lost), accompanied the convoy, and joined Mr. Webb with a couple of hundred horse just as the battle was over, and the enemy in full retreat. He offered, readily enough, to charge with his horse upon the French as they fell back; but his force was too weak to inflict any damage upon them; and Mr. Webb, commanding as Cadogan's senior, thought enough was done in holding our ground before an enemy that might still have overwhelmed us had we engaged him in the open territory, and in securing the safe passage of the convoy. Accordingly, the horse brought up by Cadogan did not draw a sword; and only prevented, by the good countenance they showed, any disposition the French might have had to renew the attack on us. And no attack coming, at nightfall General Cadogan drew off with his squadron, being bound for head-quarters, the two Generals at parting grimly saluting each other.

Major-General Cadogan, my Lord Duke's Quarter-Master-General, (who had a strained relationship with Mr. Webb), accompanied the convoy and joined Mr. Webb with a couple of hundred horsemen just as the battle ended and the enemy was in full retreat. He readily offered to charge the French as they fell back, but his force was too small to inflict any real damage on them. Mr. Webb, being Cadogan's senior, believed enough had been accomplished by holding our ground against an enemy that could still have overpowered us if we had engaged in open territory and by ensuring the safe passage of the convoy. Therefore, the horsemen Cadogan brought didn’t draw their swords; they only discouraged any intention the French might have had to renew their attack on us. With no attack occurring, General Cadogan led his squadron away at nightfall, heading back to headquarters, and the two generals exchanged grim salutes as they parted.

“He will be at Roncq time enough to lick my Lord Duke's trenchers at supper,” says Mr. Webb.

"He will be at Roncq in time to serve my Lord Duke's dinner plates at supper," says Mr. Webb.

Our own men lay out in the woods of Wynendael that night, and our General had his supper in the little castle there.

Our men set up camp in the woods of Wynendael that night, and our General had dinner in the little castle there.

“If I was Cadogan, I would have a peerage for this day's work,” General Webb said; “and, Harry, thou shouldst have a regiment. Thou hast been reported in the last two actions: thou wert near killed in the first. I shall mention thee in my despatch to his Grace the Commander-in-Chief, and recommend thee to poor Dick Harwood's vacant majority. Have you ever a hundred guineas to give Cardonnel? Slip them into his hand to-morrow, when you go to head-quarters with my report.”

“If I were Cadogan, I’d deserve a noble title for what I did today,” General Webb said. “And, Harry, you should get a regiment. You’ve been noted in the last two battles; you were almost killed in the first one. I’ll mention you in my report to the Commander-in-Chief and recommend you for poor Dick Harwood's vacant majority. Do you happen to have a hundred guineas to give to Cardonnel? Slip them into his hand tomorrow when you go to headquarters with my report.”

In this report the Major-General was good enough to mention Captain Esmond's name with particular favor; and that gentleman carried the despatch to head-quarters the next day, and was not a little pleased to bring back a letter by his Grace's secretary, addressed to Lieutenant-General Webb. The Dutch officer despatched by Count Nassau Woudenbourg, Vaelt-Mareschal Auverquerque's son, brought back also a complimentary letter to his commander, who had seconded Mr. Webb in the action with great valor and skill.

In this report, the Major-General kindly mentioned Captain Esmond's name with special praise; the next day, he took the dispatch to headquarters and was quite pleased to return with a letter from the Duke's secretary, addressed to Lieutenant-General Webb. The Dutch officer sent by Count Nassau Woudenbourg, Vaelt-Mareschal Auverquerque's son, also returned with a complimentary letter for his commander, who had supported Mr. Webb in the battle with great courage and skill.

Esmond, with a low bow and a smiling face, presented his despatch, and saluted Mr. Webb as Lieutenant-General, as he gave it in. The gentlemen round about him—he was riding with his suite on the road to Menin as Esmond came up with him—gave a cheer, and he thanked them, and opened the despatch with rather a flushed, eager face.

Esmond, bowing slightly with a smile, handed over his message and greeted Mr. Webb as Lieutenant-General while doing so. The men around him—since he was riding with his group on the road to Menin when Esmond approached—cheered, and he acknowledged them with gratitude before opening the message, his face showing some excitement and a hint of color.

He slapped it down on his boot in a rage after he had read it. “'Tis not even writ with his own hand. Read it out, Esmond.” And Esmond read it out:—

He slammed it down on his boot in anger after reading it. “It's not even written in his own hand. Read it out, Esmond.” And Esmond read it aloud:—

“SIR,—Mr. Cadogan is just now come in, and has acquainted me with the success of the action you had yesterday in the afternoon against the body of troops commanded by M. de la Mothe, at Wynendael, which must be attributed chiefly to your good conduct and resolution. You may be sure I shall do you justice at home, and be glad on all occasions to own the service you have done in securing this convoy.—Yours, &c., M.”

"SIR,—Mr. Cadogan just arrived and informed me about the success of your engagement yesterday afternoon against the troop commanded by M. de la Mothe at Wynendael, which is largely due to your excellent leadership and determination. You can be sure I will give you credit at home, and I will be happy to acknowledge the service you’ve provided in securing this convoy.—Yours, &c., M."

“Two lines by that d—d Cardonnel, and no more, for the taking of Lille—for beating five times our number—for an action as brilliant as the best he ever fought,” says poor Mr. Webb. “Lieutenant-General! That's not his doing. I was the oldest major-general. By ——, I believe he had been better pleased if I had been beat.”

“Two lines from that damn Cardonnel, and nothing else, for taking Lille—against five times our number—for an action as impressive as the best he ever fought,” says poor Mr. Webb. “Lieutenant-General! That's not his doing. I was the senior major-general. I swear, I think he would have been happier if I had been defeated.”

The letter to the Dutch officer was in French, and longer and more complimentary than that to Mr. Webb.

The letter to the Dutch officer was in French and was longer and more flattering than the one to Mr. Webb.

“And this is the man,” he broke out, “that's gorged with gold—that's covered with titles and honors that we won for him—and that grudges even a line of praise to a comrade in arms! Hasn't he enough? Don't we fight that he may roll in riches? Well, well, wait for the Gazette, gentlemen. The Queen and the country will do us justice if his Grace denies it us.” There were tears of rage in the brave warrior's eyes as he spoke; and he dashed them off his face on to his glove. He shook his fist in the air. “Oh, by the Lord!” says he, “I know what I had rather have than a peerage!”

“And this is the guy,” he burst out, “who’s packed with gold—who’s loaded with titles and honors that we earned for him—and who even holds back a bit of praise for a fellow soldier! Doesn’t he have enough? Don’t we fight so he can live in luxury? Well, well, just wait for the Gazette, gentlemen. The Queen and the country will give us what we deserve if his Grace refuses it to us.” There were tears of anger in the brave warrior’s eyes as he spoke; he wiped them away onto his glove. He shook his fist in the air. “Oh, for crying out loud!” he said, “I know what I’d rather have than a noble title!”

“And what is that, sir?” some of them asked.

“And what is that, sir?” some of them asked.

“I had rather have a quarter of an hour with John Churchill, on a fair green field, and only a pair of rapiers between my shirt and his—”

“I would prefer to have fifteen minutes with John Churchill, on a nice green field, with just a pair of swords between my shirt and his—”

“Sir!” interposes one.

"Excuse me, sir!" interjects one.

“Tell him so! I know that's what you mean. I know every word goes to him that's dropped from every general officer's mouth. I don't say he's not brave. Curse him! he's brave enough; but we'll wait for the Gazette, gentlemen. God save her Majesty! she'll do us justice.”

“Tell him that! I know that's what you're saying. I know every word that comes out of every general officer's mouth is meant for him. I'm not saying he's not brave. Damn him! he's brave enough; but we'll wait for the Gazette, gentlemen. God save her Majesty! she'll give us our due.”

The Gazette did not come to us till a month afterwards; when my General and his officers had the honor to dine with Prince Eugene in Lille; his Highness being good enough to say that we had brought the provisions, and ought to share in the banquet. 'Twas a great banquet. His Grace of Marlborough was on his Highness's right, and on his left the Mareschal de Boufflers, who had so bravely defended the place. The chief officers of either army were present; and you may be sure Esmond's General was splendid this day: his tall noble person, and manly beauty of face, made him remarkable anywhere; he wore, for the first time, the star of the Order of Generosity, that his Prussian Majesty had sent to him for his victory. His Highness the Prince of Savoy called a toast to the conqueror of Wynendael. My Lord Duke drank it with rather a sickly smile. The aides-de-camp were present: and Harry Esmond and his dear young lord were together, as they always strove to be when duty would permit: they were over against the table where the generals were, and could see all that passed pretty well. Frank laughed at my Lord Duke's glum face: the affair of Wynendael, and the Captain-General's conduct to Webb, had been the talk of the whole army. When his Highness spoke, and gave—“Le vainqueur de Wynendael; son armee et sa victoire,” adding, “qui nous font diner a Lille aujourd'huy”—there was a great cheer through the hall; for Mr. Webb's bravery, generosity, and very weaknesses of character caused him to be beloved in the army.

The Gazette didn’t reach us until a month later, when my General and his officers had the honor of dining with Prince Eugene in Lille. His Highness kindly remarked that we had brought the provisions and should share in the feast. It was a grand banquet. The Duke of Marlborough sat to His Highness's right, while Marshal de Boufflers, who had bravely defended the place, was on his left. The top officers from both armies were present, and you can be sure that Esmond’s General stood out that day. His tall, noble figure and handsome face made him noticeable anywhere; he wore, for the first time, the star of the Order of Generosity that his Prussian Majesty had sent him for his victory. His Highness, the Prince of Savoy, proposed a toast to the conqueror of Wynendael. My Lord Duke raised his glass with a somewhat forced smile. The aides-de-camp were there as well, and Harry Esmond and his dear young lord were together as they always tried to be when duty allowed; they were across from the table where the generals were, and could see everything that happened quite well. Frank laughed at my Lord Duke's sour expression: the events of Wynendael and the Captain-General's treatment of Webb had been the talk of the entire army. When His Highness spoke and said, “The conqueror of Wynendael; his army and his victory,” adding, “who make us dine in Lille today”—there was a huge cheer throughout the hall, for Mr. Webb’s bravery, generosity, and even his flaws endeared him to the troops.

“Like Hector, handsome, and like Paris, brave!” whispers Frank Castlewood. “A Venus, an elderly Venus, couldn't refuse him a pippin. Stand up, Harry. See, we are drinking the army of Wynendael. Ramillies is nothing to it. Huzzay! huzzay!”

“Just like Hector, good-looking, and like Paris, courageous!” whispers Frank Castlewood. “A Venus, an old Venus, wouldn't turn him down for an apple. Stand up, Harry. Look, we’re toasting the army of Wynendael. Ramillies is nothing compared to it. Huzzah! huzzah!”

At this very time, and just after our General had made his acknowledgment, some one brought in an English Gazette—and was passing it from hand to hand down the table. Officers were eager enough to read it; mothers and sisters at home must have sickened over it. There scarce came out a Gazette for six years that did not tell of some heroic death or some brilliant achievement.

At this moment, and just after our General had made his acknowledgment, someone brought in an English newspaper—and it was being passed around the table. Officers were eager to read it; mothers and sisters back home must have felt sick reading it. There hardly came out a newspaper for six years that didn’t report on some heroic death or some impressive achievement.

“Here it is—Action of Wynendael—here you are, General,” says Frank, seizing hold of the little dingy paper that soldiers love to read so; and, scrambling over from our bench, he went to where the General sat, who knew him, and had seen many a time at his table his laughing, handsome face, which everybody loved who saw. The generals in their great perukes made way for him. He handed the paper over General Dohna's buff-coat to our General on the opposite side.

“Here it is—Action of Wynendael—here you go, General,” says Frank, grabbing the small, worn paper that soldiers love to read; and, climbing over from our bench, he made his way to where the General sat, who recognized him and had often seen his cheerful, handsome face at his table, a face that everyone loved. The generals in their big wigs made room for him. He handed the paper over General Dohna's buff-coat to our General on the other side.

He came hobbling back, and blushing at his feat: “I thought he'd like it, Harry,” the young fellow whispered. “Didn't I like to read my name after Ramillies, in the London Gazette?—Viscount Castlewood serving a volunteer—I say, what's yonder?”

He came limping back, blushing about what he had done: “I thought he’d like it, Harry,” the young guy whispered. “Didn’t I enjoy seeing my name after Ramillies in the London Gazette?—Viscount Castlewood serving as a volunteer—I mean, what’s that over there?”

Mr. Webb, reading the Gazette, looked very strange—slapped it down on the table—then sprang up in his place, and began to—“Will your Highness please to—”

Mr. Webb, reading the Gazette, looked very odd—slammed it down on the table—then jumped up in his seat and started to—“May I please ask your Highness to—”

His Grace the Duke of Marlborough here jumped up too—“There's some mistake, my dear General Webb.”

His Grace the Duke of Marlborough stood up as well—“There’s some mistake, my dear General Webb.”

“Your Grace had better rectify it,” says Mr. Webb, holding out the letter; but he was five off his Grace the Prince Duke, who, besides, was higher than the General (being seated with the Prince of Savoy, the Electoral Prince of Hanover, and the envoys of Prussia and Denmark, under a baldaquin), and Webb could not reach him, tall as he was.

“Your Grace should fix it,” says Mr. Webb, holding out the letter; but he was five ranks below the Prince Duke, who was also seated higher than the General (alongside the Prince of Savoy, the Electoral Prince of Hanover, and the envoys of Prussia and Denmark, under a canopy), and Webb couldn't reach him, no matter how tall he was.

“Stay,” says he, with a smile, as if catching at some idea, and then, with a perfect courtesy, drawing his sword, he ran the Gazette through with the point, and said, “Permit me to hand it to your Grace.”

“Stay,” he says, smiling as if he just had an idea, and then, very politely, he draws his sword, pierces the Gazette with the point, and says, “Allow me to present it to your Grace.”

The Duke looked very black. “Take it,” says he, to his Master of the Horse, who was waiting behind him.

The Duke looked very serious. “Take it,” he said to his Master of the Horse, who was standing behind him.

The Lieutenant-General made a very low bow, and retired and finished his glass. The Gazette in which Mr. Cardonnel, the Duke's secretary, gave an account of the victory of Wynendael, mentioned Mr. Webb's name, but gave the sole praise and conduct of the action to the Duke's favorite, Mr. Cadogan.

The Lieutenant-General gave a deep bow, then stepped back and finished his drink. The Gazette, in which Mr. Cardonnel, the Duke's secretary, reported on the victory at Wynendael, mentioned Mr. Webb's name but credited the Duke's favorite, Mr. Cadogan, with all the praise and success of the action.

There was no little talk and excitement occasioned by this strange behavior of General Webb, who had almost drawn a sword upon the Commander-in-Chief; but the General, after the first outbreak of his anger, mastered it outwardly altogether; and, by his subsequent behavior, had the satisfaction of even more angering the Commander-in-Chief, than he could have done by any public exhibition of resentment.

There was a lot of chatter and excitement caused by General Webb's strange behavior, who had almost confronted the Commander-in-Chief. However, after the initial outburst of anger, the General managed to keep his cool completely. By how he acted afterward, he ended up even more infuriating the Commander-in-Chief than he could have by publicly showing his resentment.

On returning to his quarters, and consulting with his chief adviser, Mr. Esmond, who was now entirely in the General's confidence, and treated by him as a friend, and almost a son, Mr. Webb writ a letter to his Grace the Commander-in-Chief, in which he said:—

On returning to his room and talking with his chief advisor, Mr. Esmond, who was now fully trusted by the General and treated like a friend, almost like a son, Mr. Webb wrote a letter to his Grace the Commander-in-Chief, in which he said:—

“Your Grace must be aware that the sudden perusal of the London Gazette, in which your Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, hath mentioned Major-General Cadogan's name as the officer commanding in the late action of Wynendael, must have caused a feeling of anything but pleasure to the General who fought that action.

“Your Grace should know that the sudden reading of the London Gazette, in which your Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, mentioned Major-General Cadogan's name as the officer in charge during the recent battle of Wynendael, must have caused a feeling that was anything but pleasant for the General who fought in that battle.”

“Your Grace must be aware that Mr. Cadogan was not even present at the battle, though he arrived with squadrons of horse at its close, and put himself under the command of his superior officer. And as the result of the battle of Wynendael, in which Lieutenant-General Webb had the good fortune to command, was the capture of Lille, the relief of Brussels, then invested by the enemy under the Elector of Bavaria, the restoration of the great cities of Ghent and Bruges, of which the enemy (by treason within the walls) had got possession in the previous year, Mr. Webb cannot consent to forego the honors of such a success and service, for the benefit of Mr. Cadogan, or any other person.

“Your Grace should know that Mr. Cadogan wasn’t even at the battle; he arrived with cavalry after it ended and put himself under his superior's command. Since the outcome of the battle of Wynendael, where Lieutenant-General Webb was fortunate enough to lead, was the capture of Lille, the relief of Brussels—which was besieged by the enemy under the Elector of Bavaria—and the recovery of the major cities of Ghent and Bruges, which had been taken by the enemy due to treachery from within their walls the year before, Mr. Webb cannot agree to give up the honors from such a success and service for the sake of Mr. Cadogan or anyone else.”

“As soon as the military operations of the year are over, Lieutenant-General Webb will request permission to leave the army, and return to his place in Parliament, where he gives notice to his Grace the Commander-in Chief, that he shall lay his case before the House of Commons, the country, and her Majesty the Queen.

“As soon as the military operations of the year are over, Lieutenant-General Webb will ask for permission to leave the army and return to his seat in Parliament, where he informs his Grace the Commander-in-Chief that he will present his case to the House of Commons, the country, and her Majesty the Queen."

“By his eagerness to rectify that false statement of the Gazette, which had been written by his Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, Mr. Webb, not being able to reach his Grace the Commander-in-Chief on account of the gentlemen seated between them, placed the paper containing the false statement on his sword, so that it might more readily arrive in the hands of his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, who surely would wish to do justice to every officer of his army.

“By his eagerness to correct the false statement in the Gazette, which had been written by his Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, Mr. Webb, unable to reach his Grace the Commander-in-Chief because of the gentlemen seated between them, placed the paper with the false statement on his sword, so it could more easily be delivered to his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, who would surely want to do right by every officer in his army.”

“Mr. Webb knows his duty too well to think of insubordination to his superior officer, or of using his sword in a campaign against any but the enemies of her Majesty. He solicits permission to return to England immediately the military duties will permit, and take with him to England Captain Esmond, of his regiment, who acted as his aide-de-camp, and was present during the entire action, and noted by his watch the time when Mr. Cadogan arrived at its close.”

“Mr. Webb understands his responsibilities too well to consider disobeying his superior officer or to use his sword against anyone other than the enemies of her Majesty. He requests permission to return to England as soon as military duties allow and wants to bring with him Captain Esmond from his regiment, who served as his aide-de-camp, was present throughout the entire action, and recorded the time when Mr. Cadogan arrived at the end.”

The Commander-in-Chief could not but grant this permission, nor could he take notice of Webb's letter, though it was couched in terms the most insulting. Half the army believed that the cities of Ghent and Bruges were given up by a treason, which some in our army very well understood; that the Commander-in-Chief would not have relieved Lille if he could have helped himself; that he would not have fought that year had not the Prince of Savoy forced him. When the battle once began, then, for his own renown, my Lord Marlborough would fight as no man in the world ever fought better; and no bribe on earth could keep him from beating the enemy.*

The Commander-in-Chief had no choice but to grant this permission, nor could he acknowledge Webb's letter, even though it was written in the most insulting terms. Half the army believed that the cities of Ghent and Bruges were given up due to treachery, which some in our army understood very well; that the Commander-in-Chief wouldn’t have relieved Lille if he could have avoided it; that he wouldn't have fought that year if the Prince of Savoy hadn't forced him to. Once the battle started, then, for his own reputation, Lord Marlborough fought better than anyone else in the world ever could; and no bribe could keep him from defeating the enemy.

     * Our Grandfather's hatred of the Duke of Marlborough
     appears all through his account of these campaigns.  He
     always persisted that the Duke was the greatest traitor and
     soldier history ever told of: and declared that he took
     bribes on all hands during the war.  My Lord Marquis (for so
     we may call him here, though he never went by any other name
     than Colonel Esmond) was in the habit of telling many
     stories which he did not set down in his memoirs, and which
     he had from his friend the Jesuit, who was not always
     correctly informed, and who persisted that Marlborough was
     looking for a bribe of two millions of crowns before the
     campaign of Ramillies.

     And our Grandmother used to tell us children, that on his
     first presentation to my Lord duke, the Duke turned his back
     upon my Grandfather; and said to the Duchess, who told my
     lady dowager at Chelsey, who afterwards told Colonel Esmond
     —“Tom Esmond's bastard has been to my levee: he has the
     hang-dog look of his rogue of a father”—an expression which
     my Grandfather never forgave.  He was as constant in his
     dislikes as in his attachments; and exceedingly partial to
     Webb, whose side he took against the more celebrated
     general.  We have General Webb's portrait now at Castlewood,
     Va.
* Our grandfather's hatred for the Duke of Marlborough comes through in his account of these campaigns. He always insisted that the Duke was the greatest traitor and soldier history ever mentioned, claiming he accepted bribes from all sides during the war. My Lord Marquis (as we can call him here, even though he was known only as Colonel Esmond) often shared many stories that he didn't include in his memoirs, which he got from his friend the Jesuit, who wasn’t always reliable and insisted that Marlborough was looking for a bribe of two million crowns before the campaign of Ramillies.

And our grandmother used to tell us kids that during his first introduction to my Lord Duke, the Duke turned his back on my grandfather and said to the Duchess, who then told my lady dowager at Chelsea, who later told Colonel Esmond—“Tom Esmond's bastard has been to my levee: he has the hang-dog look of his rogue of a father”—a comment my grandfather never forgave. He was as steadfast in his dislikes as he was in his attachments and was particularly fond of Webb, taking his side against the more famous general. We now have General Webb's portrait at Castlewood, VA.

But the matter was taken up by the subordinates; and half the army might have been by the ears, if the quarrel had not been stopped. General Cadogan sent an intimation to General Webb to say that he was ready if Webb liked, and would meet him. This was a kind of invitation our stout old general was always too ready to accept, and 'twas with great difficulty we got the General to reply that he had no quarrel with Mr. Cadogan, who had behaved with perfect gallantry, but only with those at head-quarters, who had belied him. Mr. Cardonnel offered General Webb reparation; Mr. Webb said he had a cane at the service of Mr. Cardonnel, and the only satisfaction he wanted from him was one he was not likely to get, namely, the truth. The officers in our staff of Webb's, and those in the immediate suite of the General, were ready to come to blows; and hence arose the only affair in which Mr. Esmond ever engaged as principal, and that was from a revengeful wish to wipe off an old injury.

But the issue was taken up by the subordinates, and half the army might have ended up fighting if the argument hadn’t been stopped. General Cadogan sent a message to General Webb, saying he was ready to meet if Webb wanted. Our sturdy old general was always too eager to accept such an invitation, and it took a lot of effort to get him to respond that he had no conflict with Mr. Cadogan, who had acted with complete bravery, but only with those at headquarters who had misrepresented him. Mr. Cardonnel offered General Webb compensation; Mr. Webb said he had a cane available for Mr. Cardonnel, and the only thing he wanted from him was something he was unlikely to receive—the truth. The officers on Webb's staff and those in the General’s immediate circle were ready to fight, and that led to the only incident in which Mr. Esmond ever participated as a principal, motivated by a desire for revenge to settle an old score.

My Lord Mohun, who had a troop in Lord Macclesfield's regiment of the Horse Guards, rode this campaign with the Duke. He had sunk by this time to the very worst reputation; he had had another fatal duel in Spain; he had married, and forsaken his wife; he was a gambler, a profligate, and debauchee. He joined just before Oudenarde; and, as Esmond feared, as soon as Frank Castlewood heard of his arrival, Frank was for seeking him out, and killing him. The wound my lord got at Oudenarde prevented their meeting, but that was nearly healed, and Mr. Esmond trembled daily lest any chance should bring his boy and this known assassin together. They met at the mess-table of Handyside's regiment at Lille; the officer commanding not knowing of the feud between the two noblemen.

My Lord Mohun, who had a troop in Lord Macclesfield's Horse Guards regiment, rode with the Duke during this campaign. By this time, his reputation had plummeted to the lowest level; he had been involved in another fatal duel in Spain, married and abandoned his wife, and was known as a gambler, debaucher, and reckless spender. He joined just before Oudenarde, and as Esmond feared, as soon as Frank Castlewood heard he had arrived, Frank was determined to find him and kill him. The injury my lord sustained at Oudenarde kept them from meeting, but that was almost healed, and Mr. Esmond worried daily that any chance encounter would bring his boy face-to-face with this notorious assassin. They finally met at the mess table of Handyside's regiment in Lille; the officer in charge unaware of the feud between the two noblemen.

Esmond had not seen the hateful handsome face of Mohun for nine years, since they had met on that fatal night in Leicester Field. It was degraded with crime and passion now; it wore the anxious look of a man who has three deaths, and who knows how many hidden shames, and lusts, and crimes on his conscience. He bowed with a sickly low bow, and slunk away when our host presented us round to one another. Frank Castlewood had not known him till then, so changed was he. He knew the boy well enough.

Esmond hadn't seen the hateful, handsome face of Mohun for nine years, since they met on that fateful night in Leicester Field. It was now marked by crime and desire; it carried the worried expression of a man who bears the weight of three deaths, along with countless hidden shames, lusts, and crimes on his conscience. He gave a weak, low bow and slipped away when our host introduced us to each other. Frank Castlewood didn’t recognize him at first, he had changed so much. He knew the boy well enough.

'Twas curious to look at the two—especially the young man, whose face flushed up when he heard the hated name of the other; and who said in his bad French and his brave boyish voice—“He had long been anxious to meet my Lord Mohun.” The other only bowed, and moved away from him. I do him justice, he wished to have no quarrel with the lad.

It was interesting to observe the two—especially the young man, whose face turned red when he heard the name of the other; and who said in his poor French and his courageous boyish voice—“He had long wanted to meet my Lord Mohun.” The other just bowed and stepped away from him. I give him credit; he didn’t want to have any conflict with the kid.

Esmond put himself between them at table. “D—- it,” says Frank, “why do you put yourself in the place of a man who is above you in degree? My Lord Mohun should walk after me. I want to sit by my Lord Mohun.”

Esmond positioned himself between them at the table. “Damn it,” Frank said, “why are you putting yourself in the place of someone who is above you? My Lord Mohun should walk after me. I want to sit next to My Lord Mohun.”

Esmond whispered to Lord Mohun, that Frank was hurt in the leg at Oudenarde; and besought the other to be quiet. Quiet enough he was for some time; disregarding the many taunts which young Castlewood flung at him, until after several healths, when my Lord Mohun got to be rather in liquor.

Esmond whispered to Lord Mohun that Frank was injured in the leg at Oudenarde and asked him to keep it quiet. He was quiet for a while, ignoring the many taunts that young Castlewood threw at him, until after several toasts when Lord Mohun got a bit tipsy.

“Will you go away, my lord?” Mr. Esmond said to him, imploring him to quit the table.

“Will you please leave, my lord?” Mr. Esmond said to him, urging him to get up from the table.

“No, by G—,” says my Lord Mohun. “I'll not go away for any man;” he was quite flushed with wine by this time.

“No, by God,” says my Lord Mohun. “I won't leave for anyone;” he was quite flushed with wine by this time.

The talk got round to the affairs of yesterday. Webb had offered to challenge the Commander-in-Chief: Webb had been ill-used: Webb was the bravest, handsomest, vainest man in the army. Lord Mohun did not know that Esmond was Webb's aide-de-camp. He began to tell some stories against the General; which, from t'other side of Esmond, young Castlewood contradicted.

The conversation turned to yesterday's events. Webb had offered to challenge the Commander-in-Chief: Webb felt he had been wronged: Webb was the bravest, handsomest, and most vain man in the army. Lord Mohun didn't realize that Esmond was Webb's aide-de-camp. He started sharing some stories against the General, which young Castlewood, sitting next to Esmond, disputed.

“I can't bear any more of this,” says my Lord Mohun.

“I can't take any more of this,” says my Lord Mohun.

“Nor can I, my lord,” says Mr. Esmond, starting up. “The story my Lord Mohun has told respecting General Webb is false, gentlemen—false, I repeat,” and making a low bow to Lord Mohun, and without a single word more, Esmond got up and left the dining-room. These affairs were common enough among the military of those days. There was a garden behind the house, and all the party turned instantly into it; and the two gentlemen's coats were off and their points engaged within two minutes after Esmond's words had been spoken. If Captain Esmond had put Mohun out of the world, as he might, a villain would have been punished and spared further villanies—but who is one man to punish another? I declare upon my honor that my only thought was to prevent Lord Mohun from mischief with Frank, and the end of this meeting was, that after half a dozen passes my lord went home with a hurt which prevented him from lifting his right arm for three months.

“Nor can I, my lord,” says Mr. Esmond, standing up. “The story my Lord Mohun told about General Webb is false, gentlemen—false, I repeat,” and with a slight bow to Lord Mohun, Esmond got up and left the dining room without another word. These kinds of conflicts were pretty common among soldiers back then. There was a garden behind the house, and everyone immediately moved into it; within two minutes of Esmond's words, the two men had their coats off and were engaged in a duel. If Captain Esmond had taken Mohun out of the picture, as he could have, a villain would have been punished and further wrongdoings avoided—but who is one man to punish another? I swear on my honor that my only concern was to keep Lord Mohun from causing trouble with Frank, and after exchanging half a dozen blows, my lord went home with an injury that kept him from raising his right arm for three months.

“Oh, Harry! why didn't you kill the villain?” young Castlewood asked. “I can't walk without a crutch: but I could have met him on horseback with sword and pistol.” But Harry Esmond said, “'Twas best to have no man's life on one's conscience, not even that villain's.” And this affair, which did not occupy three minutes, being over, the gentlemen went back to their wine, and my Lord Mohun to his quarters, where he was laid up with a fever which had spared mischief had it proved fatal. And very soon after this affair Harry Esmond and his General left the camp for London; whither a certain reputation had preceded the Captain, for my Lady Castlewood of Chelsey received him as if he had been a conquering hero. She gave a great dinner to Mr. Webb, where the General's chair was crowned with laurels; and her ladyship called Esmond's health in a toast, to which my kind General was graciously pleased to bear the strongest testimony: and took down a mob of at least forty coaches to cheer our General as he came out of the House of Commons, the day when he received the thanks of Parliament for his action. The mob huzza'd and applauded him, as well as the fine company: it was splendid to see him waving his hat, and bowing, and laying his hand upon his Order of Generosity. He introduced Mr. Esmond to Mr. St. John and the Right Honorable Robert Harley, Esquire, as he came out of the House walking between them; and was pleased to make many flattering observations regarding Mr. Esmond's behavior during the three last campaigns.

“Oh, Harry! Why didn’t you take out the villain?” young Castlewood asked. “I can’t walk without a crutch, but I could have confronted him on horseback with sword and pistol.” But Harry Esmond replied, “It’s better to not have anyone’s life on your conscience, not even that villain’s.” Once this brief exchange, which took no more than three minutes, was over, the gentlemen returned to their wine, and my Lord Mohun went back to his quarters, where he was laid up with a fever that could have caused serious trouble had it been fatal. Shortly after this incident, Harry Esmond and his General left the camp for London, where a certain reputation had preceded the Captain. My Lady Castlewood of Chelsey welcomed him as if he were a conquering hero. She hosted a lavish dinner for Mr. Webb, where the General's chair was adorned with laurels, and her ladyship toasted to Esmond's health, to which my kind General graciously gave his full endorsement. A crowd of at least forty coaches cheered our General as he exited the House of Commons on the day he received Parliament’s thanks for his actions. The crowd shouted and applauded him, as well as the esteemed company around him; it was splendid to see him waving his hat, bowing, and resting his hand on his Order of Generosity. He introduced Mr. Esmond to Mr. St. John and the Right Honorable Robert Harley, Esquire, as he made his way out of the House walking between them, and he was pleased to make numerous flattering comments about Mr. Esmond’s conduct during the last three campaigns.

Mr. St. John (who had the most winning presence of any man I ever saw, excepting always my peerless young Frank Castlewood) said he had heard of Mr. Esmond before from Captain Steele, and how he had helped Mr. Addison to write his famous poem of the “Campaign.”

Mr. St. John (who had the most charming presence of any man I ever saw, except for my unmatched young Frank Castlewood) said he had heard of Mr. Esmond before from Captain Steele, and how he had helped Mr. Addison write his famous poem "The Campaign."

“'Twas as great an achievement as the victory of Blenheim itself,” Mr. Harley said, who was famous as a judge and patron of letters, and so, perhaps, it may be—though for my part I think there are twenty beautiful lines, but all the rest is commonplace, and Mr. Addison's hymn worth a thousand such poems.

"'Twas as great an achievement as the victory of Blenheim itself," Mr. Harley said, who was well-known as a judge and supporter of literature, and so, perhaps, it may be—though I personally think there are twenty beautiful lines, but the rest is ordinary, and Mr. Addison's hymn is worth a thousand such poems.

All the town was indignant at my Lord Duke's unjust treatment of General Webb, and applauded the vote of thanks which the House of Commons gave to the General for his victory at Wynendael. 'Tis certain that the capture of Lille was the consequence of that lucky achievement, and the humiliation of the old French King, who was said to suffer more at the loss of this great city, than from any of the former victories our troops had won over him. And, I think, no small part of Mr. Webb's exultation at his victory arose from the idea that Marlborough had been disappointed of a great bribe the French King had promised him, should the siege be raised. The very sum of money offered to him was mentioned by the Duke's enemies; and honest Mr. Webb chuckled at the notion, not only of beating the French, but of beating Marlborough too, and intercepting a convoy of three millions of French crowns, that were on their way to the Generalissimo's insatiable pockets. When the General's lady went to the Queen's drawing-room, all the Tory women crowded round her with congratulations, and made her a train greater than the Duchess of Marlborough's own. Feasts were given to the General by all the chiefs of the Tory party, who vaunted him as the Duke's equal in military skill; and perhaps used the worthy soldier as their instrument, whilst he thought they were but acknowledging his merits as a commander. As the General's aide-de-camp and favorite officer, Mr. Esmond came in for a share of his chief's popularity, and was presented to her Majesty, and advanced to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel, at the request of his grateful chief.

Everyone in town was outraged by the Duke's unfair treatment of General Webb and praised the House of Commons for giving the General a vote of thanks for his victory at Wynendael. It's clear that capturing Lille was a direct result of that fortunate achievement, humiliating the old French King, who reportedly suffered more from losing this major city than from any of the previous defeats our troops had inflicted on him. I believe a significant part of Mr. Webb's joy over his victory came from the idea that Marlborough missed out on a substantial bribe the French King had promised him if the siege was lifted. The exact amount offered was mentioned by the Duke's enemies, and honest Mr. Webb chuckled at the thought of not just defeating the French but also outsmarting Marlborough, intercepting a convoy of three million French crowns headed for the Generalissimo's greedy pockets. When the General's wife attended the Queen's drawing-room, all the Tory women surrounded her with congratulations and made her train even larger than that of the Duchess of Marlborough. Feasts were hosted for the General by all the leaders of the Tory party, who boasted that he was equal to the Duke in military skill; perhaps they used the honorable soldier as a tool while he believed they were just recognizing his merits as a commander. As the General's aide-de-camp and favorite officer, Mr. Esmond also benefited from his chief's popularity and was presented to her Majesty, receiving a promotion to Lieutenant-Colonel at the request of his grateful superior.

We may be sure there was one family in which any good fortune that happened to Esmond caused such a sincere pride and pleasure, that he, for his part, was thankful he could make them so happy. With these fond friends, Blenheim and Oudenarde seemed to be mere trifling incidents of the war; and Wynendael was its crowning victory. Esmond's mistress never tired to hear accounts of the battle; and I think General Webb's lady grew jealous of her, for the General was for ever at Kensington, and talking on that delightful theme. As for his aide-de-camp, though, no doubt, Esmond's own natural vanity was pleased at the little share of reputation which his good fortune had won him, yet it was chiefly precious to him (he may say so, now that he hath long since outlived it,) because it pleased his mistress, and, above all, because Beatrix valued it.

We can be sure there was one family where any good fortune that came to Esmond brought them such genuine pride and happiness that he was grateful he could make them so joyful. For these dear friends, Blenheim and Oudenarde felt like minor events in the war, while Wynendael was its greatest triumph. Esmond's mistress never got tired of hearing stories about the battle; and I think General Webb's wife became jealous of her, since the General was always at Kensington, discussing that fascinating topic. As for his aide-de-camp, although Esmond’s own natural vanity appreciated the small amount of recognition his luck had brought him, it was mainly valuable to him (he can say this now that he’s long outlived that time) because it made his mistress happy, and most importantly, because Beatrix valued it.

As for the old Dowager of Chelsey, never was an old woman in all England more delighted nor more gracious than she. Esmond had his quarters in her ladyship's house, where the domestics were instructed to consider him as their master. She bade him give entertainments, of which she defrayed the charges, and was charmed when his guests were carried away tipsy in their coaches. She must have his picture taken; and accordingly he was painted by Mr. Jervas, in his red coat, and smiling upon a bomb-shell, which was bursting at the corner of the piece. She vowed that unless he made a great match, she should never die easy, and was for ever bringing young ladies to Chelsey, with pretty faces and pretty fortunes, at the disposal of the Colonel. He smiled to think how times were altered with him, and of the early days in his father's lifetime, when a trembling page he stood before her, with her ladyship's basin and ewer, or crouched in her coach-step. The only fault she found with him was, that he was more sober than an Esmond ought to be; and would neither be carried to bed by his valet, nor lose his heart to any beauty, whether of St. James's or Covent Garden.

As for the old Dowager of Chelsey, there never was an older woman in all of England more delighted or more gracious than her. Esmond stayed at her house, where the staff were told to treat him as their master. She encouraged him to hold parties, which she funded, and was thrilled when his guests left tipsy in their carriages. She insisted on having his portrait painted, and he was captured by Mr. Jervas, in his red coat, smiling on a bombshell that was about to explode. She declared that unless he made a great match, she would never be at peace, constantly bringing young ladies to Chelsey, with lovely faces and decent fortunes, for the Colonel to choose from. He smiled to think about how things had changed for him, remembering the early days of his father's life, when he stood trembling before her, holding her basin and ewer, or crouching at her coach step. The only criticism she had of him was that he was more sober than an Esmond should be; he wouldn't let his valet carry him to bed, nor would he fall in love with any beauty, whether from St. James's or Covent Garden.

What is the meaning of fidelity in love, and whence the birth of it? 'Tis a state of mind that men fall into, and depending on the man rather than the woman. We love being in love, that's the truth on't. If we had not met Joan, we should have met Kate, and adored her. We know our mistresses are no better than many other women, nor no prettier, nor no wiser, nor no wittier. 'Tis not for these reasons we love a woman, or for any special quality or charm I know of; we might as well demand that a lady should be the tallest woman in the world, like the Shropshire giantess,* as that she should be a paragon in any other character, before we began to love her. Esmond's mistress had a thousand faults beside her charms; he knew both perfectly well! She was imperious, she was light-minded, she was flighty, she was false, she had no reverence in her character; she was in everything, even in beauty, the contrast of her mother, who was the most devoted and the least selfish of women. Well, from the very first moment he saw her on the stairs at Walcote, Esmond knew he loved Beatrix. There might be better women—he wanted that one. He cared for none other. Was it because she was gloriously beautiful? Beautiful as she was, he had heard people say a score of times in their company that Beatrix's mother looked as young, and was the handsomer of the two. Why did her voice thrill in his ear so? She could not sing near so well as Nicolini or Mrs. Tofts; nay, she sang out of tune, and yet he liked to hear her better than St. Cecilia. She had not a finer complexion than Mrs. Steele, (Dick's wife, whom he had now got, and who ruled poor Dick with a rod of pickle,) and yet to see her dazzled Esmond; he would shut his eyes, and the thought of her dazzled him all the same. She was brilliant and lively in talk, but not so incomparably witty as her mother, who, when she was cheerful, said the finest things; but yet to hear her, and to be with her, was Esmond's greatest pleasure. Days passed away between him and these ladies, he scarce knew how. He poured his heart out to them, so as he never could in any other company, where he hath generally passed for being moody, or supercilious and silent. This society** was more delightful than that of the greatest wits to him. May heaven pardon him the lies he told the Dowager at Chelsey, in order to get a pretext for going away to Kensington: the business at the Ordnance which he invented; the interview with his General, the courts and statesmen's levees which he DIDN'T frequent and describe; who wore a new suit on Sunday at St. James's or at the Queen's birthday; how many coaches filled the street at Mr. Harley's levee; how many bottles he had had the honor to drink over-night with Mr. St. John at the “Cocoa-Tree,” or at the “Garter” with Mr. Walpole and Mr. Steele.

What does fidelity in love really mean, and where does it come from? It's a mindset that guys fall into, and it depends more on the guy than the girl. The truth is, we love being in love. If we hadn't met Joan, we would have met Kate and adored her instead. We know our partners aren't any better than plenty of other women—no prettier, no smarter, no funnier. We don't love a woman for those reasons, or for any specific quality or charm I can think of; it’s like insisting a lady must be the tallest woman in the world, like the giantess from Shropshire, to be worthy of our love. Esmond's partner had a thousand flaws along with her charms; he was well aware of both! She was bossy, shallow, flighty, dishonest, and had no respect in her character; in everything, even beauty, she was the opposite of her mother, who was the most devoted and least selfish of women. From the very first moment he saw her on the stairs at Walcote, Esmond knew he loved Beatrix. There might be better women—he only wanted her. He didn’t care about anyone else. Was it because she was stunningly beautiful? Even though she was beautiful, he had heard people say countless times in their company that Beatrix’s mother looked just as young and was the prettier one. So why did her voice resonate in his ear like that? She couldn’t sing nearly as well as Nicolini or Mrs. Tofts; in fact, she sang off-key, yet he preferred hearing her over St. Cecilia. She didn’t have a finer complexion than Mrs. Steele, (Dick’s wife, who now ruled poor Dick with an iron fist,) and still, seeing her took Esmond’s breath away; he would close his eyes, and just thinking of her dazzled him just the same. She was bright and lively when she talked, but not as incredibly witty as her mother, who said the most amazing things when she was happy; yet being around her and listening to her was Esmond's greatest joy. Days slipped by for him in the company of these ladies, and he hardly noticed how. He poured his heart out to them like he never could in any other crowd, where he was usually seen as moody or aloof and quiet. This company was more enjoyable for him than that of the sharpest intellects. May heaven forgive him for the lies he told the Dowager at Chelsey to find an excuse for going away to Kensington: the made-up business at the Ordnance; the meeting with his General, the events with statesmen he didn’t attend or describe; who wore a new outfit on Sunday at St. James's or at the Queen's birthday; how many carriages filled the street at Mr. Harley's levee; how many drinks he had the honor of having the night before with Mr. St. John at the “Cocoa-Tree,” or at the “Garter” with Mr. Walpole and Mr. Steele.

     * 'Tis not thus WOMAN LOVES: Col. E. hath owned to this
     folly for a SCORE OF WOMEN besides.—R.

     ** And, indeed, so was his to them, a thousand thousand
     times more charming, for where was his equal?—R.
     * This is not how WOMAN LOVES: Col. E. has confessed to this folly for a SCORE OF WOMEN besides.—R.

     ** And, in fact, he was a thousand times more charming to them, for where was his equal?—R.

Mistress Beatrix Esmond had been a dozen times on the point of making great matches, so the Court scandal said; but for his part Esmond never would believe the stories against her; and came back, after three years' absence from her, not so frantic as he had been perhaps, but still hungering after her and no other; still hopeful, still kneeling, with his heart in his hand for the young lady to take. We were now got to 1709. She was near twenty-two years old, and three years at Court, and without a husband.

Mistress Beatrix Esmond had almost made several big matches, or so the Court gossip claimed; but Esmond never believed the rumors about her. After being away for three years, he returned not as desperate as before, but still craving her and no one else; still hopeful, still kneeling, with his heart open for the young lady to take. It was now 1709. She was almost twenty-two, had spent three years at Court, and was still unmarried.

“'Tis not for want of being asked,” Lady Castlewood said, looking into Esmond's heart, as she could, with that perceptiveness affection gives. “But she will make no mean match, Harry: she will not marry as I would have her; the person whom I should like to call my son, and Henry Esmond knows who that is, is best served by my not pressing his claim. Beatrix is so wilful, that what I would urge on her, she would be sure to resist. The man who would marry her, will not be happy with her, unless he be a great person, and can put her in a great position. Beatrix loves admiration more than love; and longs, beyond all things, for command. Why should a mother speak so of her child? You are my son, too, Harry. You should know the truth about your sister. I thought you might cure yourself of your passion,” my lady added, fondly. “Other people can cure themselves of that folly, you know. But I see you are still as infatuated as ever. When we read your name in the Gazette, I pleaded for you, my poor boy. Poor boy, indeed! You are growing a grave old gentleman, now, and I am an old woman. She likes your fame well enough, and she likes your person. She says you have wit, and fire, and good-breeding, and are more natural than the fine gentlemen of the Court. But this is not enough. She wants a commander-in-chief, and not a colonel. Were a duke to ask her, she would leave an earl whom she had promised. I told you so before. I know not how my poor girl is so worldly.”

“It's not for lack of being asked,” Lady Castlewood said, looking into Esmond's heart as affection allows her to do. “But she won't settle for anything less, Harry: she won't marry the way I would want her to; the person I'd like to call my son, and Henry Esmond knows who that is, is better off if I don’t push his claim. Beatrix is so stubborn that whatever I suggest to her, she will certainly resist. The man who marries her won't be happy unless he’s someone significant and can elevate her status. Beatrix cares more about admiration than love and desperately craves power. Why should a mother speak like this about her child? You are my son too, Harry. You should understand the truth about your sister. I thought you might get over your infatuation,” my lady added, fondly. “Other people manage to get past that kind of foolishness, you know. But I see you are still as enamored as ever. When we read your name in the Gazette, I defended you, my poor boy. Poor boy, indeed! You are turning into a serious old gentleman now, and I am becoming an old woman. She appreciates your reputation and your looks. She says you have wit, passion, and good manners, and that you seem more genuine than the fine gentlemen at court. But that’s not enough. She wants a commander-in-chief, not just a colonel. If a duke were to ask her, she’d leave an earl she’s promised to. I told you that before. I don’t understand how my poor girl is so materialistic.”

“Well,” says Esmond, “a man can but give his best and his all. She has that from me. What little reputation I have won, I swear I cared for it because I thought Beatrix would be pleased with it. What care I to be a colonel or a general? Think you 'twill matter a few score years hence, what our foolish honors to-day are? I would have had a little fame, that she might wear it in her hat. If I had anything better, I would endow her with it. If she wants my life, I would give it her. If she marries another, I will say God bless him. I make no boast, nor no complaint. I think my fidelity is folly, perhaps. But so it is. I cannot help myself. I love her. You are a thousand times better: the fondest, the fairest, the dearest of women. Sure, my dear lady, I see all Beatrix's faults as well as you do. But she is my fate. 'Tis endurable. I shall not die for not having her. I think I should be no happier if I won her. Que voulez-vous? as my Lady of Chelsey would say. Je l'aime.”

“Well,” says Esmond, “a man can only give his best and everything he has. She has that from me. The little reputation I’ve earned, I swear I cared about it because I thought Beatrix would appreciate it. What do I care about being a colonel or a general? Do you think it’ll matter a few decades from now what our silly honors are today? I would have liked a little fame, just so she could wear it in her hat. If I had anything better, I would give it to her. If she wants my life, I’d give it to her. If she marries someone else, I’ll wish him well. I make no boasts and no complaints. I may think my loyalty is foolish, maybe. But that’s just how it is. I can’t help it. I love her. You are a thousand times better: the most caring, beautiful, and beloved of women. Surely, my dear lady, I see all of Beatrix's flaws just as you do. But she is my destiny. It’s bearable. I won’t die for not having her. I don’t think I’d be any happier if I had her. What do you want? as my Lady of Chelsey would say. I love her.”

“I wish she would have you,” said Harry's fond mistress, giving a hand to him. He kissed the fair hand ('twas the prettiest dimpled little hand in the world, and my Lady Castlewood, though now almost forty years old, did not look to be within ten years of her age). He kissed and kept her fair hand, as they talked together.

“I wish she would have you,” said Harry's loving mistress, offering him her hand. He kissed the lovely hand (it was the cutest little hand with dimples in the world, and Lady Castlewood, even though she was almost forty, looked at least ten years younger). He kissed her beautiful hand and held onto it as they talked.

“Why,” says he, “should she hear me? She knows what I would say. Far or near, she knows I'm her slave. I have sold myself for nothing, it may be. Well, 'tis the price I choose to take. I am worth nothing, or I am worth all.”

“Why,” he says, “should she listen to me? She knows what I would say. Whether I'm far away or close, she knows I'm her servant. I might have sold myself for nothing. Well, that’s the price I’ve chosen to accept. I’m worth nothing, or I’m worth everything.”

“You are such a treasure,” Esmond's mistress was pleased to say, “that the woman who has your love, shouldn't change it away against a kingdom, I think. I am a country-bred woman, and cannot say but the ambitions of the town seem mean to me. I never was awe-stricken by my Lady Duchess's rank and finery, or afraid,” she added, with a sly laugh, “of anything but her temper. I hear of Court ladies who pine because her Majesty looks cold on them; and great noblemen who would give a limb that they might wear a garter on the other. This worldliness, which I can't comprehend, was born with Beatrix, who, on the first day of her waiting, was a perfect courtier. We are like sisters, and she the eldest sister, somehow. She tells me I have a mean spirit. I laugh, and say she adores a coach-and-six. I cannot reason her out of her ambition. 'Tis natural to her, as to me to love quiet, and be indifferent about rank and riches. What are they, Harry? and for how long do they last? Our home is not here.” She smiled as she spoke, and looked like an angel that was only on earth on a visit. “Our home is where the just are, and where our sins and sorrows enter not. My father used to rebuke me, and say that I was too hopeful about heaven. But I cannot help my nature, and grow obstinate as I grow to be an old woman; and as I love my children so, sure our Father loves us with a thousand and a thousand times greater love. It must be that we shall meet yonder, and be happy. Yes, you—and my children, and my dear lord. Do you know, Harry, since his death, it has always seemed to me as if his love came back to me, and that we are parted no more. Perhaps he is here now, Harry—I think he is. Forgiven I am sure he is: even Mr. Atterbury absolved him, and he died forgiving. Oh, what a noble heart he had! How generous he was! I was but fifteen and a child when he married me. How good he was to stoop to me! He was always good to the poor and humble.” She stopped, then presently, with a peculiar expression, as if her eyes were looking into heaven, and saw my lord there, she smiled, and gave a little laugh. “I laugh to see you, sir,” she says; “when you come, it seems as if you never were away.” One may put her words down, and remember them, but how describe her sweet tones, sweeter than music!

“You're such a treasure,” Esmond's mistress happily said, “that the woman who has your love shouldn't trade it for a kingdom, in my opinion. I'm a country girl, and the ambitions of the city seem shallow to me. I was never impressed by my Lady Duchess’s status and elegance, or scared,” she added with a teasing laugh, “of anything except her temper. I hear about Court ladies who feel miserable because Her Majesty looks cold at them, and great noblemen who would give anything to wear a garter. This worldly desire, which I can't understand, came with Beatrix, who was a perfect courtier on her first day. We’re like sisters, but she’s somehow the older one. She tells me I have a small-minded spirit. I laugh and say she’s in love with luxury. I can’t talk her out of her ambition. It’s as natural to her as my love for peace and indifference to status and wealth. What are they, Harry? And how long do they last? Our home isn’t here.” She smiled as she spoke, looking like an angel just visiting Earth. “Our home is where the righteous are, and where our failures and sorrows can’t reach. My father used to scold me, saying I was too optimistic about heaven. But I can’t help who I am, and I’m stubborn as I grow older; and just as I love my children, I’m sure our Father loves us with a thousand times more love. We must meet again over there and be happy. Yes, you—and my children, and my dear husband. Do you know, Harry, since he passed away, it always feels like his love has returned to me, and that we’re no longer apart. Maybe he's here now, Harry—I think he is. I’m sure he’s forgiven: even Mr. Atterbury absolved him, and he died forgiving. Oh, what a noble heart he had! How generous he was! I was just fifteen and still a child when he married me. How kind of him to lower himself to me! He was always generous to the poor and humble.” She paused, then after a moment, with a strange expression, as if she were gazing into heaven and seen my lord there, she smiled and let out a little laugh. “I laugh when I see you, sir,” she said; “when you come, it feels like you’ve never been away.” One can remember her words, but how does one describe her sweet tones, sweeter than music!

My young lord did not come home at the end of the campaign, and wrote that he was kept at Bruxelles on military duty. Indeed, I believe he was engaged in laying siege to a certain lady, who was of the suite of Madame de Soissons, the Prince of Savoy's mother, who was just dead, and who, like the Flemish fortresses, was taken and retaken a great number of times during the war, and occupied by French, English, and Imperialists. Of course, Mr. Esmond did not think fit to enlighten Lady Castlewood regarding the young scapegrace's doings: nor had he said a word about the affair with Lord Mohun, knowing how abhorrent that man's name was to his mistress. Frank did not waste much time or money on pen and ink; and, when Harry came home with his General, only writ two lines to his mother, to say his wound in the leg was almost healed, that he would keep his coming of age next year—that the duty aforesaid would keep him at Bruxelles, and that Cousin Harry would tell all the news.

My young lord didn’t come home after the campaign and wrote that he was stuck in Brussels on military duty. Honestly, I think he was busy trying to win over a certain lady who was part of Madame de Soissons’ entourage. She had just passed away, and like the Flemish fortresses, she was captured and reclaimed many times during the war, occupied by the French, English, and Imperial forces. Naturally, Mr. Esmond didn’t think it was appropriate to inform Lady Castlewood about the young rascal's activities; he also didn’t mention anything about the incident with Lord Mohun, knowing how much she detested that man. Frank didn’t spend much time or money on writing; when Harry returned home with his General, he only wrote a couple of lines to his mother, saying that his leg wound was almost healed, that he would celebrate his coming of age next year, and that military duty would keep him in Brussels, and that Cousin Harry would fill her in on all the news.

But from Bruxelles, knowing how the Lady Castlewood always liked to have a letter about the famous 29th of December, my lord writ her a long and full one, and in this he must have described the affair with Mohun; for when Mr. Esmond came to visit his mistress one day, early in the new year, to his great wonderment, she and her daughter both came up and saluted him, and after them the Dowager of Chelsey, too, whose chairman had just brought her ladyship from her village to Kensington across the fields. After this honor, I say, from the two ladies of Castlewood, the Dowager came forward in great state, with her grand tall head-dress of King James's reign, that, she never forsook, and said, “Cousin Henry, all our family have met; and we thank you, cousin, for your noble conduct towards the head of our house.” And pointing to her blushing cheek, she made Mr. Esmond aware that he was to enjoy the rapture of an embrace there. Having saluted one cheek, she turned to him the other. “Cousin Harry,” said both the other ladies, in a little chorus, “we thank you for your noble conduct;” and then Harry became aware that the story of the Lille affair had come to his kinswomen's ears. It pleased him to hear them all saluting him as one of their family.

But from Brussels, knowing how Lady Castlewood always liked to receive a letter about the famous 29th of December, my lord wrote her a long and detailed one, and in this, he must have described the situation with Mohun; for when Mr. Esmond came to visit his mistress one day, early in the new year, to his great surprise, she and her daughter both came up and greeted him, and after them, the Dowager of Chelsey, too, whose carriage had just brought her ladyship from her village to Kensington across the fields. After this honor, I say, from the two ladies of Castlewood, the Dowager stepped forward with great dignity, wearing her grand tall headpiece from King James's reign, which she never abandoned, and said, “Cousin Henry, all our family has gathered; and we thank you, cousin, for your noble conduct towards the head of our house.” And pointing to her blushing cheek, she indicated to Mr. Esmond that he was to enjoy the pleasure of an embrace there. After greeting one cheek, she turned to offer him the other. “Cousin Harry,” both the other ladies chimed in unison, “we thank you for your noble conduct;” and then Harry realized that the story of the Lille incident had reached his female relatives. It pleased him to hear them all acknowledging him as one of their family.

The tables of the dining-room were laid for a great entertainment; and the ladies were in gala dresses—my Lady of Chelsey in her highest tour, my Lady Viscountess out of black, and looking fair and happy a ravir; and the Maid of Honor attired with that splendor which naturally distinguished her, and wearing on her beautiful breast the French officer's star which Frank had sent home after Ramillies.

The dining room tables were set for a big event, and the ladies were dressed to impress—Lady Chelsey in her finest gown, Lady Viscountess in black and looking stunningly happy, and the Maid of Honor dressed in her usual grandeur, proudly wearing the French officer's star that Frank had sent back after Ramillies on her beautiful chest.

“You see, 'tis a gala day with us,” says she, glancing down to the star complacently, “and we have our orders on. Does not mamma look charming? 'Twas I dressed her!” Indeed, Esmond's dear mistress, blushing as he looked at her, with her beautiful fair hair, and an elegant dress according to the mode, appeared to have the shape and complexion of a girl of twenty.

“You see, it’s a special day for us,” she says, looking down at the star with satisfaction, “and we’re all dressed up. Doesn’t Mom look lovely? I helped her get ready!” Indeed, Esmond's dear mistress, blushing as he looked at her, with her beautiful fair hair and an elegant dress in style, seemed to have the figure and complexion of a twenty-year-old.

On the table was a fine sword, with a red velvet scabbard, and a beautiful chased silver handle, with a blue ribbon for a sword-knot. “What is this?” says the Captain, going up to look at this pretty piece.

On the table was a sleek sword, in a red velvet sheath, with a beautifully crafted silver handle and a blue ribbon for the sword knot. “What is this?” the Captain asks, stepping closer to admire this lovely piece.

Mrs. Beatrix advanced towards it. “Kneel down,” says she: “we dub you our knight with this”—and she waved the sword over his head. “My Lady Dowager hath given the sword; and I give the ribbon, and mamma hath sewn on the fringe.”

Mrs. Beatrix stepped forward. “Kneel down,” she said, “we name you our knight with this”—and she waved the sword over his head. “My Lady Dowager provided the sword; I’m giving the ribbon, and mom has sewn on the fringe.”

“Put the sword on him, Beatrix,” says her mother. “You are our knight, Harry—our true knight. Take a mother's thanks and prayers for defending her son, my dear, dear friend.” She could say no more, and even the Dowager was affected, for a couple of rebellious tears made sad marks down those wrinkled old roses which Esmond had just been allowed to salute.

“Put the sword on him, Beatrix,” her mother says. “You are our knight, Harry—our true knight. Accept a mother’s gratitude and prayers for protecting her son, my dear, dear friend.” She couldn’t say anything more, and even the Dowager was touched, as a few rebellious tears left sorrowful trails down those wrinkled old roses that Esmond had just been allowed to salute.

“We had a letter from dearest Frank,” his mother said, “three days since, whilst you were on your visit to your friend Captain Steele, at Hampton. He told us all that you had done, and how nobly you had put yourself between him and that—that wretch.”

“We received a letter from dear Frank,” his mother said, “three days ago, while you were visiting your friend Captain Steele at Hampton. He told us everything you did and how bravely you put yourself between him and that—that jerk.”

“And I adopt you from this day,” says the Dowager, “and I wish I was richer, for your sake, son Esmond,” she added with a wave of her hand; and as Mr. Esmond dutifully went down on his knee before her ladyship, she cast her eyes up to the ceiling, (the gilt chandelier, and the twelve wax-candles in it, for the party was numerous,) and invoked a blessing from that quarter upon the newly adopted son.

“And I’m adopting you from today,” says the Dowager, “and I wish I were richer, for your sake, son Esmond,” she added with a wave of her hand; and as Mr. Esmond dutifully knelt down before her, she looked up at the ceiling (the gilded chandelier and the twelve wax candles in it, since there were many people at the party) and asked for a blessing from that direction upon her newly adopted son.

“Dear Frank,” says the other viscountess, “how fond he is of his military profession! He is studying fortification very hard. I wish he were here. We shall keep his coming of age at Castlewood next year.”

“Dear Frank,” says the other viscountess, “he really loves his military career! He’s working hard on fortification. I wish he were here. We’ll celebrate his coming of age at Castlewood next year.”

“If the campaign permit us,” says Mr. Esmond.

“If the campaign allows us,” says Mr. Esmond.

“I am never afraid when he is with you,” cries the boy's mother. “I am sure my Henry will always defend him.”

“I’m never scared when he’s with you,” the boy’s mom says. “I know my Henry will always protect him.”

“But there will be a peace before next year; we know it for certain,” cries the Maid of Honor. “Lord Marlborough will be dismissed, and that horrible duchess turned out of all her places. Her Majesty won't speak to her now. Did you see her at Bushy, Harry? She is furious, and she ranges about the park like a lioness, and tears people's eyes out.”

“But there will be a peace before next year; we know it for sure,” cries the Maid of Honor. “Lord Marlborough will be fired, and that awful duchess will be removed from all her positions. The Queen won't even talk to her now. Did you see her at Bushy, Harry? She's angry, and she prowls around the park like a lioness, ready to tear people's eyes out.”

“And the Princess Anne will send for somebody,” says my Lady of Chelsey, taking out her medal and kissing it.

“And Princess Anne will call someone,” says my Lady of Chelsey, taking out her medal and kissing it.

“Did you see the King at Oudenarde, Harry?” his mistress asked. She was a staunch Jacobite, and would no more have thought of denying her king than her God.

“Did you see the King at Oudenarde, Harry?” his mistress asked. She was a devoted Jacobite and would never think of denying her king any more than she would deny her God.

“I saw the young Hanoverian only,” Harry said. “The Chevalier de St. George—”

“I only saw the young Hanoverian,” Harry said. “The Chevalier de St. George—”

“The King, sir, the King!” said the ladies and Miss Beatrix; and she clapped her pretty hands, and cried, “Vive le Roy.”

“The King, sir, the King!” said the ladies and Miss Beatrix; and she clapped her beautiful hands and shouted, “Long live the King.”

By this time there came a thundering knock, that drove in the doors of the house almost. It was three o'clock, and the company were arriving; and presently the servant announced Captain Steele and his lady.

By this time, there was a loud knock that nearly burst the doors of the house open. It was three o'clock, and guests were arriving; soon after, the servant announced Captain Steele and his wife.

Captain and Mrs. Steele, who were the first to arrive, had driven to Kensington from their country-house, the Hovel at Hampton Wick. “Not from our mansion in Bloomsbury Square,” as Mrs. Steele took care to inform the ladies. Indeed Harry had ridden away from Hampton that very morning, leaving the couple by the ears; for from the chamber where he lay, in a bed that was none of the cleanest, and kept awake by the company which he had in his own bed, and the quarrel which was going on in the next room, he could hear both night and morning the curtain lecture which Mrs. Steele was in the habit of administering to poor Dick.

Captain and Mrs. Steele, who were the first to arrive, had driven to Kensington from their country house, the Hovel at Hampton Wick. “Not from our mansion in Bloomsbury Square,” Mrs. Steele made sure to tell the ladies. In fact, Harry had left Hampton early that morning, leaving the couple to argue; because from the bedroom where he was lying, in a bed that wasn’t the cleanest, and kept awake by the company he had in his own bed and the fight happening in the next room, he could hear both day and night the lectures Mrs. Steele would give poor Dick.

At night it did not matter so much for the culprit; Dick was fuddled, and when in that way no scolding could interrupt his benevolence. Mr. Esmond could hear him coaxing and speaking in that maudlin manner, which punch and claret produce, to his beloved Prue, and beseeching her to remember that there was a distiwisht officer ithe rex roob, who would overhear her. She went on, nevertheless, calling him a drunken wretch, and was only interrupted in her harangues by the Captain's snoring.

At night, it didn't really matter much for the culprit; Dick was tipsy, and in that state, no scolding could break his kindness. Mr. Esmond could hear him sweet-talking and rambling in that sentimental way that punch and claret create, to his dear Prue, pleading with her to remember that there was a distinguished officer in the next room, who would overhear her. She continued, however, calling him a drunken fool, and was only interrupted in her rants by the Captain's snoring.

In the morning, the unhappy victim awoke to a headache, and consciousness, and the dialogue of the night was resumed. “Why do you bring captains home to dinner when there's not a guinea in the house? How am I to give dinners when you leave me without a shilling? How am I to go traipsing to Kensington in my yellow satin sack before all the fine company? I've nothing fit to put on; I never have:” and so the dispute went on—Mr. Esmond interrupting the talk when it seemed to be growing too intimate by blowing his nose as loudly as ever he could, at the sound of which trumpet there came a lull. But Dick was charming, though his wife was odious, and 'twas to give Mr. Steele pleasure, that the ladies of Castlewood, who were ladies of no small fashion, invited Mrs. Steele.

In the morning, the unhappy victim woke up with a headache and awareness, and the conversation from the night before continued. “Why do you bring captains home for dinner when we don't have any money? How am I supposed to host dinners when you leave me with nothing? How can I stroll through Kensington in my yellow satin dress in front of all the high society? I have nothing suitable to wear; I never do,” and so the argument went on—Mr. Esmond interrupting the discussion when it seemed to be getting too personal by blowing his nose as loudly as possible, which caused a pause. But Dick was charming, even though his wife was unbearable, and it was to please Mr. Steele that the ladies of Castlewood, who were quite fashionable, invited Mrs. Steele.

Besides the Captain and his lady, there was a great and notable assemblage of company: my Lady of Chelsey having sent her lackeys and liveries to aid the modest attendance at Kensington. There was Lieutenant-General Webb, Harry's kind patron, of whom the Dowager took possession, and who resplended in velvet and gold lace; there was Harry's new acquaintance, the Right Honorable Henry St. John, Esquire, the General's kinsman, who was charmed with the Lady Castlewood, even more than with her daughter; there was one of the greatest noblemen in the kingdom, the Scots Duke of Hamilton, just created Duke of Brandon in England; and two other noble lords of the Tory party, my Lord Ashburnham, and another I have forgot; and for ladies, her Grace the Duchess of Ormonde and her daughters, the Lady Mary and the Lady Betty, the former one of Mistress Beatrix's colleagues in waiting on the Queen.

Besides the Captain and his lady, there was a large and impressive gathering of people: my Lady of Chelsey had sent her attendants and outfits to support the modest turnout at Kensington. There was Lieutenant-General Webb, Harry's kind benefactor, whom the Dowager claimed, looking splendid in velvet and gold lace; there was Harry's new acquaintance, the Right Honorable Henry St. John, Esquire, the General's relative, who was enamored with Lady Castlewood, even more than with her daughter; there was one of the highest-ranking nobles in the kingdom, the Scots Duke of Hamilton, who had just been made Duke of Brandon in England; and two other noble lords from the Tory party, my Lord Ashburnham, and another whose name I can’t recall; and among the ladies, her Grace the Duchess of Ormonde and her daughters, Lady Mary and Lady Betty, the former being one of Mistress Beatrix's companions attending the Queen.

“What a party of Tories!” whispered Captain Steele to Esmond, as we were assembled in the parlor before dinner. Indeed, all the company present, save Steele, were of that faction.

“What a group of Tories!” whispered Captain Steele to Esmond, as we were gathered in the living room before dinner. In fact, everyone present, except Steele, belonged to that group.

Mr. St. John made his special compliments to Mrs. Steele, and so charmed her that she declared she would have Steele a Tory too.

Mr. St. John sent his compliments to Mrs. Steele and charmed her so much that she said she would make Steele a Tory too.

“Or will you have me a Whig?” says Mr. St. John. “I think, madam, you could convert a man to anything.”

“Or will you make me a Whig?” says Mr. St. John. “I think, madam, you could persuade anyone to believe anything.”

“If Mr. St. John ever comes to Bloomsbury Square I will teach him what I know,” says Mrs. Steele, dropping her handsome eyes. “Do you know Bloomsbury Square?”

“If Mr. St. John ever comes to Bloomsbury Square, I’ll teach him what I know,” says Mrs. Steele, lowering her beautiful eyes. “Do you know Bloomsbury Square?”

“Do I know the Mall? Do I know the Opera? Do I know the reigning toast? Why, Bloomsbury is the very height of the mode,” says Mr. St. John. “'Tis rus in urbe. You have gardens all the way to Hampstead, and palaces round about you—Southampton House and Montague House.”

“Do I know the Mall? Do I know the Opera? Do I know the latest trends? Of course, Bloomsbury is the epitome of style,” says Mr. St. John. “It’s the country in the city. You have gardens stretching all the way to Hampstead, and grand estates all around you—Southampton House and Montague House.”

“Where you wretches go and fight duels,” cries Mrs. Steele.

“Where you poor souls go and have duels,” shouts Mrs. Steele.

“Of which the ladies are the cause!” says her entertainer. “Madam, is Dick a good swordsman? How charming the 'Tatler' is! We all recognized your portrait in the 49th number, and I have been dying to know you ever since I read it. 'Aspasia must be allowed to be the first of the beauteous order of love.' Doth not the passage run so? 'In this accomplished lady love is the constant effect, though it is never the design; yet though her mien carries much more invitation than command, to behold her is an immediate check to loose behavior, and to love her is a liberal education.'”

“It's all because of the ladies!” says her host. “Madam, is Dick a good swordsman? The 'Tatler' is so delightful! We all recognized your portrait in the 49th issue, and I've been eager to know you ever since I read it. 'Aspasia must be acknowledged as the foremost among the beautiful in love.' Doesn't the passage say that? 'In this accomplished lady, love is the constant result, even though it's never the intention; yet, while her presence encourages more than commands, simply seeing her is an instant deterrent to inappropriate behavior, and loving her is an enriching experience.'”

“Oh, indeed!” says Mrs. Steele, who did not seem to understand a word of what the gentleman was saying.

“Oh, definitely!” says Mrs. Steele, who didn’t seem to grasp a single word of what the gentleman was saying.

“Who could fail to be accomplished under such a mistress?” says Mr. St. John, still gallant and bowing.

“Who wouldn’t be successful with such a teacher?” says Mr. St. John, still charming and bowing.

“Mistress! upon my word, sir!” cries the lady. “If you mean me, sir, I would have you know that I am the Captain's wife.”

“Mistress! I swear, sir!” exclaims the lady. “If you’re referring to me, sir, I want you to know that I am the Captain's wife.”

“Sure we all know it,” answers Mr. St. John, keeping his countenance very gravely; and Steele broke in saying, “'Twas not about Mrs. Steele I writ that paper—though I am sure she is worthy of any compliment I can pay her—but of the Lady Elizabeth Hastings.”

“Sure, we all know that,” Mr. St. John replies, maintaining a serious expression; and Steele interjects, “I didn’t write that paper about Mrs. Steele—although I’m sure she deserves any compliment I could give her—but about Lady Elizabeth Hastings.”

“I hear Mr. Addison is equally famous as a wit and a poet,” says Mr. St. John. “Is it true that his hand is to be found in your 'Tatler,' Mr. Steele?”

“I hear Mr. Addison is just as famous for his wit as he is for his poetry,” says Mr. St. John. “Is it true that his work appears in your 'Tatler,' Mr. Steele?”

“Whether 'tis the sublime or the humorous, no man can come near him,” cries Steele.

“Whether it’s the sublime or the humorous, no one can compare to him,” cries Steele.

“A fig, Dick, for your Mr. Addison!” cries out his lady: “a gentleman who gives himself such airs and holds his head so high now. I hope your ladyship thinks as I do: I can't bear those very fair men with white eyelashes—a black man for me.” (All the black men at table applauded, and made Mrs. Steele a bow for this compliment.) “As for this Mr. Addison,” she went on, “he comes to dine with the Captain sometimes, never says a word to me, and then they walk up stairs both tipsy, to a dish of tea. I remember your Mr. Addison when he had but one coat to his back, and that with a patch at the elbow.”

“A fig, Dick, for your Mr. Addison!” his lady exclaims. “A guy who acts so important and holds his head so high now. I hope your ladyship feels the same way I do: I can't stand those very fair men with white eyelashes—a dark man for me.” (All the dark men at the table applauded and bowed to Mrs. Steele for this compliment.) “As for this Mr. Addison,” she continued, “he comes to dine with the Captain sometimes, never says a word to me, and then they both head upstairs tipsy for a cup of tea. I remember your Mr. Addison when he had only one coat, and that had a patch on the elbow.”

“Indeed—a patch at the elbow! You interest me,” says Mr. St. John. “'Tis charming to hear of one man of letters from the charming wife of another.”

“Definitely—a patch on the elbow! You’ve got my attention,” says Mr. St. John. “It's lovely to hear about one writer from the lovely wife of another.”

“La, I could tell you ever so much about 'em,” continues the voluble lady. “What do you think the Captain has got now?—a little hunchback fellow—a little hop-o'-my-thumb creature that he calls a poet—a little Popish brat!”

“Honestly, I could tell you so much about them,” the talkative lady continues. “What do you think the Captain has now?—a little hunchback guy—a tiny hop-o'-my-thumb type that he calls a poet—a little Papist kid!”

“Hush, there are two in the room,” whispers her companion.

“Hush, there are two people in the room,” her companion whispers.

“Well, I call him Popish because his name is Pope,” says the lady. “'Tis only my joking way. And this little dwarf of a fellow has wrote a pastoral poem—all about shepherds and shepherdesses, you know.”

“Well, I call him Popish because his name is Pope,” says the lady. “It's just my joking way. And this little dwarf of a guy has written a pastoral poem—all about shepherds and shepherdesses, you know.”

“A shepherd should have a little crook,” says my mistress, laughing from her end of the table: on which Mrs. Steele said, “She did not know, but the Captain brought home this queer little creature when she was in bed with her first boy, and it was a mercy he had come no sooner; and Dick raved about his genus, and was always raving about some nonsense or other.”

“A shepherd should have a little crook,” my mistress laughs from her end of the table. Mrs. Steele responds, “I don't know, but the Captain brought home this strange little creature when she was in bed with her first boy, and thank goodness he didn’t show up any sooner. And Dick kept going on about his kind, always talking about some nonsense or another.”

“Which of the 'Tatlers' do you prefer, Mrs. Steele?” asked Mr. St. John.

“Which 'Tatler' do you like best, Mrs. Steele?” asked Mr. St. John.

“I never read but one, and think it all a pack of rubbish, sir,” says the lady. “Such stuff about Bickerstaffe, and Distaff, and Quarterstaff, as it all is! There's the Captain going on still with the Burgundy—I know he'll be tipsy before he stops—Captain Steele!”

“I only read one, and I think it’s all a bunch of nonsense, sir,” says the lady. “All that stuff about Bickerstaffe, and Distaff, and Quarterstaff is ridiculous! There’s the Captain still going on with the Burgundy—I know he’ll be drunk before he stops—Captain Steele!”

“I drink to your eyes, my dear,” says the Captain, who seemed to think his wife charming, and to receive as genuine all the satiric compliments which Mr. St. John paid her.

“I toast to your beautiful eyes, my dear,” says the Captain, who appeared to find his wife delightful and took all the sarcastic compliments from Mr. St. John towards her at face value.

All this while the Maid of Honor had been trying to get Mr. Esmond to talk, and no doubt voted him a dull fellow. For, by some mistake, just as he was going to pop into the vacant place, he was placed far away from Beatrix's chair, who sat between his Grace and my Lord Ashburnham, and shrugged her lovely white shoulders, and cast a look as if to say, “Pity me,” to her cousin. My Lord Duke and his young neighbor were presently in a very animated and close conversation. Mrs. Beatrix could no more help using her eyes than the sun can help shining, and setting those it shines on a-burning. By the time the first course was done the dinner seemed long to Esmond; by the time the soup came he fancied they must have been hours at table: and as for the sweets and jellies he thought they never would be done.

All this time, the Maid of Honor had been trying to get Mr. Esmond to talk and probably thought he was pretty dull. By some mistake, just when he was about to sit in the empty spot, he ended up far away from Beatrix, who was sitting between the Duke and Lord Ashburnham. She shrugged her lovely white shoulders and shot a look at her cousin that seemed to say, “Feel sorry for me.” The Duke and his young companion quickly fell into a lively and close conversation. Beatrix couldn’t help but use her eyes—just like the sun can’t help but shine, making those it shines on feel hot. By the time the first course was over, dinner felt long to Esmond; when the soup arrived, he thought they must have been at the table for hours, and as for the desserts and jellies, he thought they would never be finished.

At length the ladies rose, Beatrix throwing a Parthian glance at her duke as she retreated; a fresh bottle and glasses were fetched, and toasts were called. Mr. St. John asked his Grace the Duke of Hamilton and the company to drink to the health of his Grace the Duke of Brandon. Another lord gave General Webb's health, “and may he get the command the bravest officer in the world deserves.” Mr. Webb thanked the company, complimented his aide-de-camp, and fought his famous battle over again.

At last, the ladies got up, and Beatrix cast a glance back at her duke as she left; a new bottle and glasses were brought out, and toasts were proposed. Mr. St. John invited his Grace the Duke of Hamilton and everyone to raise a glass to the health of his Grace the Duke of Brandon. Another lord toasted General Webb, saying, “and may he receive the command that the bravest officer in the world deserves.” Mr. Webb expressed his gratitude to the guests, praised his aide-de-camp, and recounted his famous battle once more.

“Il est fatiguant,” whispers Mr. St. John, “avec sa trompette de Wynendael.”

“It's exhausting,” whispers Mr. St. John, “with his trumpet from Wynendael.”

Captain Steele, who was not of our side, loyally gave the health of the Duke of Marlborough, the greatest general of the age.

Captain Steele, who wasn’t on our side, sincerely raised a toast to the Duke of Marlborough, the greatest general of his time.

“I drink to the greatest general with all my heart,” says Mr. Webb; “there can be no gainsaying that character of him. My glass goes to the General, and not to the Duke, Mr. Steele.” And the stout old gentleman emptied his bumper; to which Dick replied by filling and emptying a pair of brimmers, one for the General and one for the Duke.

“I drink to the greatest general with all my heart,” says Mr. Webb; “there’s no denying that about him. My glass is raised to the General, not the Duke, Mr. Steele.” The sturdy old gentleman finished his drink; to which Dick responded by filling and downing two big glasses, one for the General and one for the Duke.

And now his Grace of Hamilton, rising up with flashing eyes (we had all been drinking pretty freely), proposed a toast to the lovely, to the incomparable Mrs. Beatrix Esmond; we all drank it with cheers, and my Lord Ashburnham especially, with a shout of enthusiasm.

And now the Duke of Hamilton, getting up with gleaming eyes (we had all been drinking quite a bit), proposed a toast to the beautiful, the unmatched Mrs. Beatrix Esmond; we all raised our glasses to it with cheers, and Lord Ashburnham especially, with a shout of excitement.

“What a pity there is a Duchess of Hamilton,” whispers St. John, who drank more wine and yet was more steady than most of the others, and we entered the drawing-room where the ladies were at their tea. As for poor Dick, we were obliged to leave him alone at the dining-table, where he was hiccupping out the lines from the “Campaign,” in which the greatest poet had celebrated the greatest general in the world; and Harry Esmond found him, half an hour afterwards, in a more advanced stage of liquor, and weeping about the treachery of Tom Boxer.

“What a shame there’s a Duchess of Hamilton,” whispers St. John, who had more wine but was still steadier than most of the others, and we walked into the drawing room where the ladies were having their tea. As for poor Dick, we had to leave him alone at the dining table, where he was hiccupping the lines from the “Campaign,” in which the greatest poet had celebrated the greatest general in the world; and Harry Esmond found him, half an hour later, in a more intoxicated state, crying about the betrayal of Tom Boxer.

The drawing-room was all dark to poor Harry, in spite of the grand illumination. Beatrix scarce spoke to him. When my Lord Duke went away, she practised upon the next in rank, and plied my young Lord Ashburnham with all the fire of her eyes and the fascinations of her wit. Most of the party were set to cards, and Mr. St. John, after yawning in the face of Mrs. Steele, whom he did not care to pursue any more; and talking in his most brilliant animated way to Lady Castlewood, whom he pronounced to be beautiful, of a far higher order of beauty than her daughter, presently took his leave, and went his way. The rest of the company speedily followed, my Lord Ashburnham the last, throwing fiery glances at the smiling young temptress, who had bewitched more hearts than his in her thrall.

The drawing room felt completely dark to poor Harry, despite the fancy lighting. Beatrix barely acknowledged him. After my Lord Duke left, she moved on to the next highest-ranking guest and dazzled my young Lord Ashburnham with the intensity of her gaze and her charming wit. Most of the group started playing cards, and Mr. St. John, after yawning in front of Mrs. Steele, whom he had no interest in pursuing any longer, chatted animatedly with Lady Castlewood, whom he declared to be beautiful, in a much higher league of beauty than her daughter. Soon, he took his leave and went on his way. The rest of the guests quickly followed, with my Lord Ashburnham being the last to leave, casting intense looks at the smiling young enchantress, who had captivated more hearts than his.

No doubt, as a kinsman of the house, Mr. Esmond thought fit to be the last of all in it; he remained after the coaches had rolled away—after his dowager aunt's chair and flambeaux had marched off in the darkness towards Chelsey, and the town's people had gone to bed, who had been drawn into the square to gape at the unusual assemblage of chairs and chariots, lackeys, and torchmen. The poor mean wretch lingered yet for a few minutes, to see whether the girl would vouchsafe him a smile, or a parting word of consolation. But her enthusiasm of the morning was quite died out, or she chose to be in a different mood. She fell to joking about the dowdy appearance of Lady Betty, and mimicked the vulgarity of Mrs. Steele; and then she put up her little hand to her mouth and yawned, lighted a taper, and shrugged her shoulders, and dropping Mr. Esmond a saucy curtsy, sailed off to bed.

No doubt, as a relative of the house, Mr. Esmond felt he should be the last one there; he stayed after the coaches had left—after his elderly aunt's chair and torches had moved off into the darkness toward Chelsea, and the townspeople, who had gathered in the square to stare at the unusual display of chairs and carriages, had gone to bed. The poor man lingered for a few more minutes, hoping the girl would give him a smile or a parting word of comfort. But her excitement from the morning had completely faded, or she simply chose to be in a different mood. She started joking about Lady Betty's drab appearance and imitated Mrs. Steele’s awkwardness; then she put her small hand to her mouth and yawned, lit a candle, shrugged her shoulders, and, giving Mr. Esmond a cheeky curtsy, headed off to bed.

“The day began so well, Henry, that I hoped it might have ended better,” was all the consolation that poor Esmond's fond mistress could give him; and as he trudged home through the dark alone, he thought with bitter rage in his heart, and a feeling of almost revolt against the sacrifice he had made:—“She would have me,” thought he, “had I but a name to give her. But for my promise to her father, I might have my rank and my mistress too.”

“The day started off so well, Henry, that I wished it could have ended better,” was all the comfort that poor Esmond's loving mistress could offer him; and as he walked home alone through the darkness, he felt a deep bitterness in his heart and almost a sense of rebellion against the sacrifice he had made:—“She would be with me,” he thought, “if I just had a name to offer her. If it weren't for my promise to her father, I could have my position and my love too.”

I suppose a man's vanity is stronger than any other passion in him; for I blush, even now, as I recall the humiliation of those distant days, the memory of which still smarts, though the fever of balked desire has passed away more than a score of years ago. When the writer's descendants come to read this memoir, I wonder will they have lived to experience a similar defeat and shame? Will they ever have knelt to a woman who has listened to them, and played with them, and laughed with them—who beckoning them with lures and caresses, and with Yes smiling from her eyes, has tricked them on to their knees, and turned her back and left them. All this shame Mr. Esmond had to undergo; and he submitted, and revolted, and presently came crouching back for more.

I think a man's vanity is stronger than any other passion he has; I still blush when I think about the humiliation of those long-ago days, the memory of which still stings, even though the intense desire faded away over twenty years ago. When the writer's descendants read this memoir, I wonder if they’ll have lived through a similar defeat and embarrassment? Will they have ever knelt before a woman who listened to them, played with them, and laughed with them—who, calling them in with her charms and tender gestures, with a Yes in her smile, tricked them into kneeling down, only to turn away and leave them? Mr. Esmond had to face all this shame; he submitted, rebelled, and eventually came back, eager for more.

After this feste, my young Lord Ashburnham's coach was for ever rolling in and out of Kensington Square; his lady-mother came to visit Esmond's mistress, and at every assembly in the town, wherever the Maid of Honor made her appearance, you might be pretty sure to see the young gentleman in a new suit every week, and decked out in all the finery that his tailor or embroiderer could furnish for him. My lord was for ever paying Mr. Esmond compliments: bidding him to dinner, offering him horses to ride, and giving him a thousand uncouth marks of respect and good-will. At last, one night at the coffee-house, whither my lord came considerably flushed and excited with drink, he rushes up to Mr. Esmond, and cries out—“Give me joy, my dearest Colonel; I am the happiest of men.”

After this party, my young Lord Ashburnham's carriage was constantly coming in and out of Kensington Square; his lady-mother visited Esmond's mistress, and at every gathering in town, wherever the Maid of Honor showed up, you could bet you'd see the young gentleman in a new outfit every week, dressed in all the fancy clothes his tailor or embroiderer could provide. My lord was always showering Mr. Esmond with compliments: inviting him to dinner, offering him horses to ride, and showing him all sorts of awkward signs of respect and goodwill. Finally, one night at the coffeehouse, where my lord came in quite tipsy and hyped up, he rushed over to Mr. Esmond and exclaimed, “Give me joy, my dearest Colonel; I am the happiest of men.”

“The happiest of men needs no dearest colonel to give him joy,” says Mr. Esmond. “What is the cause of this supreme felicity?”

“The happiest of men doesn’t need a beloved colonel to bring him joy,” says Mr. Esmond. “What’s the reason for this ultimate happiness?”

“Haven't you heard?” says he. “Don't you know? I thought the family told you everything: the adorable Beatrix hath promised to be mine.”

“Have you not heard?” he says. “Don’t you know? I thought the family told you everything: the lovely Beatrix has promised to be mine.”

“What!” cries out Mr. Esmond, who had spent happy hours with Beatrix that very morning—had writ verses for her, that she had sung at the harpsichord.

“What!” shouts Mr. Esmond, who had spent a wonderful morning with Beatrix—had written verses for her, which she had sung at the harpsichord.

“Yes,” says he; “I waited on her to-day. I saw you walking towards Knightsbridge as I passed in my coach; and she looked so lovely, and spoke so kind, that I couldn't help going down on my knees, and—and—sure I am the happiest of men in all the world; and I'm very young; but she says I shall get older: and you know I shall be of age in four months; and there's very little difference between us; and I'm so happy. I should like to treat the company to something. Let us have a bottle—a dozen bottles—and drink the health of the finest woman in England.”

“Yes,” he says; “I waited on her today. I saw you walking towards Knightsbridge as I passed in my carriage, and she looked so beautiful and spoke so kindly that I couldn't help going down on my knees, and—and—I'm sure I'm the happiest man in the world; and I'm really young; but she says I’ll grow older: and you know I’ll be of age in four months; and there’s not much difference between us; and I’m so happy. I’d like to treat everyone to something. Let’s get a bottle—a dozen bottles—and toast to the finest woman in England.”

Esmond left the young lord tossing off bumper after bumper, and strolled away to Kensington to ask whether the news was true. 'Twas only too sure: his mistress's sad, compassionate face told him the story; and then she related what particulars of it she knew, and how my young lord had made his offer, half an hour after Esmond went away that morning, and in the very room where the song lay yet on the harpsichord, which Esmond had writ, and they had sung together.

Esmond left the young lord downing drink after drink and walked over to Kensington to find out if the news was true. It was all too certain: his mistress's sad, sympathetic expression told him everything, and then she shared what details she knew, explaining how the young lord had made his proposal just half an hour after Esmond had left that morning, in the same room where the song still rested on the harpsichord that Esmond had written and they had sung together.





BOOK III.

CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND.





CHAPTER I.

I COME TO AN END OF MY BATTLES AND BRUISES.

That feverish desire to gain a little reputation which Esmond had had, left him now perhaps that he had attained some portion of his wish, and the great motive of his ambition was over. His desire for military honor was that it might raise him in Beatrix's eyes. 'Twas next to nobility and wealth, the only kind of rank she valued. It was the stake quickest won or lost too; for law is a very long game that requires a life to practise; and to be distinguished in letters or the Church would not have forwarded the poor gentleman's plans in the least. So he had no suit to play but the red one, and he played it; and this, in truth, was the reason of his speedy promotion; for he exposed himself more than most gentlemen do, and risked more to win more. Is he the only man that hath set his life against a stake which may be not worth the winning? Another risks his life (and his honor, too, sometimes,) against a bundle of bank-notes, or a yard of blue ribbon, or a seat in Parliament; and some for the mere pleasure and excitement of the sport; as a field of a hundred huntsmen will do, each out-bawling and out-galloping the other at the tail of a dirty fox, that is to be the prize of the foremost happy conqueror.

That intense desire to gain a bit of recognition that Esmond once had faded now that he had achieved some of his goals, and the main drive behind his ambition was fulfilled. His wish for military honor was primarily to impress Beatrix. It was the closest thing to nobility and wealth, the only types of status she valued. It was also the fastest way to win or lose respect; the law is a lengthy endeavor that takes a lifetime to master, and being distinguished in literature or the Church wouldn’t have helped him achieve his goals at all. So, he had no choice but to go for the military path, and he pursued it; in fact, this was the reason for his rapid advancement since he took more risks than most gentlemen and wagered more for greater rewards. Is he the only one who has risked his life on a bet that might not be worth it? Others gamble their lives (and sometimes their honor) for a stack of banknotes, a piece of blue ribbon, or a seat in Parliament; and some do it just for the thrill and excitement of the game, like a field of a hundred hunters each shouting and racing ahead in pursuit of a muddy fox, with the prize going to the first lucky conqueror.

When he heard this news of Beatrix's engagement in marriage, Colonel Esmond knocked under to his fate, and resolved to surrender his sword, that could win him nothing now he cared for; and in this dismal frame of mind he determined to retire from the regiment, to the great delight of the captain next in rank to him, who happened to be a young gentleman of good fortune, who eagerly paid Mr. Esmond a thousand guineas for his majority in Webb's regiment, and was knocked on the head the next campaign. Perhaps Esmond would not have been sorry to share his fate. He was more the Knight of the Woful Countenance than ever he had been. His moodiness must have made him perfectly odious to his friends under the tents, who like a jolly fellow, and laugh at a melancholy warrior always sighing after Dulcinea at home.

When he heard the news about Beatrix's engagement, Colonel Esmond accepted his fate and decided to give up his sword, which didn't mean anything to him anymore. In this gloomy state, he resolved to leave the regiment, much to the delight of the captain next in line, a young man of good fortune, who gladly paid Mr. Esmond a thousand guineas for his position in Webb's regiment, only to be killed the next campaign. Perhaps Esmond wouldn't have minded sharing his fate. He was more the Knight of the Woeful Countenance than ever before. His moodiness must have been utterly unbearable for his friends under the tents, who preferred a cheerful companion and found it hard to deal with a somber warrior always sighing for Dulcinea back home.

Both the ladies of Castlewood approved of Mr. Esmond quitting the army, and his kind General coincided in his wish of retirement and helped in the transfer of his commission, which brought a pretty sum into his pocket. But when the Commander-in-Chief came home, and was forced, in spite of himself, to appoint Lieutenant-General Webb to the command of a division of the army in Flanders, the Lieutenant-General prayed Colonel Esmond so urgently to be his aide-de-camp and military secretary, that Esmond could not resist his kind patron's entreaties, and again took the field, not attached to any regiment, but under Webb's orders. What must have been the continued agonies of fears* and apprehensions which racked the gentle breasts of wives and matrons in those dreadful days, when every Gazette brought accounts of deaths and battles, and when the present anxiety over, and the beloved person escaped, the doubt still remained that a battle might be fought, possibly, of which the next Flanders letter would bring the account; so they, the poor tender creatures, had to go on sickening and trembling through the whole campaign. Whatever these terrors were on the part of Esmond's mistress, (and that tenderest of women must have felt them most keenly for both her sons, as she called them), she never allowed them outwardly to appear, but hid her apprehension, as she did her charities and devotion. 'Twas only by chance that Esmond, wandering in Kensington, found his mistress coming out of a mean cottage there, and heard that she had a score of poor retainers, whom she visited and comforted in their sickness and poverty, and who blessed her daily. She attended the early church daily (though of a Sunday, especially, she encouraged and advanced all sorts of cheerfulness and innocent gayety in her little household): and by notes entered into a table-book of hers at this time, and devotional compositions writ with a sweet artless fervor, such as the best divines could not surpass, showed how fond her heart was, how humble and pious her spirit, what pangs of apprehension she endured silently, and with what a faithful reliance she committed the care of those she loved to the awful Dispenser of death and life.

Both the women of Castlewood supported Mr. Esmond's decision to leave the army, and his kind General agreed with his wish to retire and helped him transfer his commission, which provided him with a nice sum of money. However, when the Commander-in-Chief returned home and was reluctantly forced to appoint Lieutenant-General Webb to lead a division of the army in Flanders, the Lieutenant-General urgently asked Colonel Esmond to be his aide-de-camp and military secretary. Esmond couldn't refuse his kind patron's request and returned to the field, not attached to any regiment but under Webb's command. The ongoing fears and worries that plagued the gentle hearts of wives and mothers during those terrible times were immense, as every Gazette reported deaths and battles. Even when the current anxiety passed and their loved ones were safe, the lingering doubt remained that a battle might be fought, the news of which would come in the next letter from Flanders; so these poor women had to go through the entire campaign filled with sickness and fear. Whatever these fears were for Esmond's mistress, and she must have felt them most intensely for both her sons, as she referred to them, she never let them show outwardly, hiding her worries just as she concealed her kindness and dedication. It was only by chance that Esmond, while wandering in Kensington, spotted his mistress coming out of a small cottage there and learned that she was caring for a dozen sick and needy people, whom she visited to provide comfort, and who blessed her daily. She attended morning church services every day (especially on Sundays, encouraging joy and laughter in her little household): and through notes written in a table-book during this time, along with devotional pieces created with a sweet and genuine fervor that even the best theologians couldn't surpass, she revealed how caring her heart was, how humble and faithful her spirit remained, the silent anguish she endured, and how fully she entrusted the well-being of those she loved to the terrifying hand that controls life and death.

     * What indeed?  Psm. xci. 2, 3, 7.—R. E.
* What indeed? Psm. xci. 2, 3, 7.—R. E.

As for her ladyship at Chelsey, Esmond's newly adopted mother, she was now of an age when the danger of any second party doth not disturb the rest much. She cared for trumps more than for most things in life. She was firm enough in her own faith, but no longer very bitter against ours. She had a very good-natured, easy French director, Monsieur Gauthier by name, who was a gentleman of the world, and would take a hand of cards with Dean Atterbury, my lady's neighbor at Chelsey, and was well with all the High Church party. No doubt Monsieur Gauthier knew what Esmond's peculiar position was, for he corresponded with Holt, and always treated Colonel Esmond with particular respect and kindness; but for good reasons the Colonel and the Abbe never spoke on this matter together, and so they remained perfect good friends.

As for her ladyship in Chelsea, Esmond's newly adopted mother, she was now at an age when the threat of a second marriage didn't bother her much. She cared more about playing cards than most things in life. She had faith in her beliefs but wasn’t very bitter about ours anymore. She had a pleasant and laid-back French director, Monsieur Gauthier, who was a worldly gentleman and would play cards with Dean Atterbury, my lady's neighbor in Chelsea, and got along well with the High Church crowd. No doubt Monsieur Gauthier was aware of Esmond's unique situation since he communicated with Holt and always treated Colonel Esmond with particular respect and kindness; however, for good reasons, the Colonel and the Abbe never discussed this matter together, and thus they remained good friends.

All the frequenters of my Lady of Chelsey's house were of the Tory and High Church party. Madame Beatrix was as frantic about the King as her elderly kinswoman: she wore his picture on her heart; she had a piece of his hair; she vowed he was the most injured, and gallant, and accomplished, and unfortunate, and beautiful of princes. Steele, who quarrelled with very many of his Tory friends, but never with Esmond, used to tell the Colonel that his kinswoman's house was a rendezvous of Tory intrigues; that Gauthier was a spy; that Atterbury was a spy; that letters were constantly going from that house to the Queen at St. Germains; on which Esmond, laughing, would reply, that they used to say in the army the Duke of Marlborough was a spy too, and as much in correspondence with that family as any Jesuit. And without entering very eagerly into the controversy, Esmond had frankly taken the side of his family. It seemed to him that King James the Third was undoubtedly King of England by right: and at his sister's death it would be better to have him than a foreigner over us. No man admired King William more; a hero and a conqueror, the bravest, justest, wisest of men—but 'twas by the sword he conquered the country, and held and governed it by the very same right that the great Cromwell held it, who was truly and greatly a sovereign. But that a foreign despotic Prince, out of Germany, who happened to be descended from King James the First, should take possession of this empire, seemed to Mr. Esmond a monstrous injustice—at least, every Englishman had a right to protest, and the English Prince, the heir-at-law, the first of all. What man of spirit with such a cause would not back it? What man of honor with such a crown to win would not fight for it? But that race was destined. That Prince had himself against him, an enemy he could not overcome. He never dared to draw his sword, though he had it. He let his chances slip by as he lay in the lap of opera-girls, or snivelled at the knees of priests asking pardon; and the blood of heroes, and the devotedness of honest hearts, and endurance, courage, fidelity, were all spent for him in vain.

All the regulars at Lady Chelsey's house were from the Tory and High Church faction. Madame Beatrix was just as obsessed with the King as her elderly relative; she wore his picture close to her heart, kept a piece of his hair, and declared he was the most wronged, brave, accomplished, unfortunate, and beautiful of princes. Steele, who had disputes with many of his Tory friends but never with Esmond, would tell the Colonel that his relative's house was a hub of Tory schemes; that Gauthier was a spy, and so was Atterbury; that letters were constantly being sent from that house to the Queen at St. Germains. To this, Esmond would laugh and reply that they said in the army that the Duke of Marlborough was also a spy, in as much contact with that family as any Jesuit. Without getting too caught up in the debate, Esmond had openly sided with his family. It seemed to him that King James the Third was undoubtedly the rightful King of England: and upon his sister's death, it would be better to have him than a foreigner ruling us. No one admired King William more; a hero and a conqueror, the bravest, fairest, and wisest of men—but he conquered the country by the sword and ruled it by the same right that the great Cromwell did, who was truly and significantly a sovereign. But for a foreign despot from Germany, merely descended from King James the First, to take over this empire seemed like a terrible injustice to Mr. Esmond—at the very least, every Englishman had the right to protest, and the English Prince, the rightful heir, above all. What spirited man wouldn’t support such a cause? What honorable man wouldn’t fight for such a crown? But that fate was against that Prince. He had an enemy within himself that he couldn’t defeat. He never dared to draw his sword, even though he had it. He let his opportunities slip away while he lounged with opera girls or begged forgiveness at the feet of priests; the blood of heroes, the dedication of loyal hearts, and the courage, endurance, and faithfulness were all wasted on him.

But let us return to my Lady of Chelsey, who, when her son Esmond announced to her ladyship that he proposed to make the ensuing campaign, took leave of him with perfect alacrity, and was down to piquet with her gentlewoman before he had well quitted the room on his last visit. “Tierce to a king,” were the last words he ever heard her say: the game of life was pretty nearly over for the good lady, and three months afterwards she took to her bed, where she flickered out without any pain, so the Abbe Gauthier wrote over to Mr. Esmond, then with his General on the frontier of France. The Lady Castlewood was with her at her ending, and had written too, but these letters must have been taken by a privateer in the packet that brought them; for Esmond knew nothing of their contents until his return to England.

But let's go back to Lady of Chelsey, who, when her son Esmond told her that he planned to join the upcoming campaign, said goodbye to him with great enthusiasm and was already down to play cards with her maid before he had hardly left the room on his last visit. “Tierce to a king,” were the last words he ever heard her say: the game of life was almost over for the good lady, and three months later she went to bed, where she passed away peacefully, as the Abbe Gauthier wrote to Mr. Esmond, who was then with his General on the French frontier. Lady Castlewood was with her at the end and wrote too, but those letters must have been captured by a privateer on the ship that delivered them; for Esmond had no idea of their contents until he returned to England.

My Lady Castlewood had left everything to Colonel Esmond, “as a reparation for the wrong done to him;” 'twas writ in her will. But her fortune was not much, for it never had been large, and the honest viscountess had wisely sunk most of the money she had upon an annuity which terminated with her life. However, there was the house and furniture, plate and pictures at Chelsey, and a sum of money lying at her merchant's, Sir Josiah Child, which altogether would realize a sum of near three hundred pounds per annum, so that Mr. Esmond found himself, if not rich, at least easy for life. Likewise there were the famous diamonds which had been said to be worth fabulous sums, though the goldsmith pronounced they would fetch no more than four thousand pounds. These diamonds, however, Colonel Esmond reserved, having a special use for them: but the Chelsey house, plate, goods, &c., with the exception of a few articles which he kept back, were sold by his orders; and the sums resulting from the sale invested in the public securities so as to realize the aforesaid annual income of three hundred pounds.

My Lady Castlewood left everything to Colonel Esmond "as compensation for the wrong done to him," as stated in her will. However, her fortune wasn't substantial, as it had never been large, and the honest viscountess had wisely invested most of her money in an annuity that ended with her life. Still, there was the house and furniture, silverware, and paintings at Chelsey, along with a sum of money held by her merchant, Sir Josiah Child, which together would amount to nearly three hundred pounds a year, making Mr. Esmond feel, if not wealthy, at least comfortable for life. There were also the famous diamonds that were rumored to be worth incredible amounts, though the goldsmith said they would only fetch about four thousand pounds. Colonel Esmond kept the diamonds for a specific purpose, but the Chelsey house, silverware, goods, etc., except for a few items he held back, were sold under his instructions, and the proceeds from the sale were invested in public securities to ensure the previously mentioned annual income of three hundred pounds.

Having now something to leave, he made a will and despatched it home. The army was now in presence of the enemy; and a great battle expected every day. 'Twas known that the General-in-Chief was in disgrace, and the parties at home strong against him, and there was no stroke this great and resolute player would not venture to recall his fortune when it seemed desperate. Frank Castlewood was with Colonel Esmond; his General having gladly taken the young nobleman on to his staff. His studies of fortifications at Bruxelles were over by this time. The fort he was besieging had yielded, I believe, and my lord had not only marched in with flying colors, but marched out again. He used to tell his boyish wickednesses with admirable humor, and was the most charming young scapegrace in the army.

Having something to leave behind, he wrote a will and sent it home. The army was now facing the enemy, and a major battle was expected every day. It was known that the General-in-Chief was in disgrace, and the factions at home were strongly opposed to him, and there was no risk that this bold and determined player wouldn’t take to turn his fortunes around when they seemed hopeless. Frank Castlewood was with Colonel Esmond; his General had gladly brought the young nobleman onto his staff. His studies of fortifications in Brussels were finished by this point. The fort he was besieging had surrendered, I believe, and my lord not only marched in with colors flying but also marched out again. He used to share stories of his youthful mischief with great humor and was the most charming young rogue in the army.

'Tis needless to say that Colonel Esmond had left every penny of his little fortune to this boy. It was the Colonel's firm conviction that the next battle would put an end to him: for he felt aweary of the sun, and quite ready to bid that and the earth farewell. Frank would not listen to his comrade's gloomy forebodings, but swore they would keep his birthday at Castlewood that autumn, after the campaign. He had heard of the engagement at home. “If Prince Eugene goes to London,” says Frank, “and Trix can get hold of him, she'll jilt Ashburnham for his Highness. I tell you, she used to make eyes at the Duke of Marlborough, when she was only fourteen, and ogling poor little Blandford. I wouldn't marry her, Harry—no, not if her eyes were twice as big. I'll take my fun. I'll enjoy for the next three years every possible pleasure. I'll sow my wild oats then, and marry some quiet, steady, modest, sensible viscountess; hunt my harriers; and settle down at Castlewood. Perhaps I'll represent the county—no, damme, YOU shall represent the county. You have the brains of the family. By the Lord, my dear old Harry, you have the best head and the kindest heart in all the army; and every man says so—and when the Queen dies, and the King comes back, why shouldn't you go to the House of Commons, and be a Minister, and be made a Peer, and that sort of thing? YOU be shot in the next action! I wager a dozen of Burgundy you are not touched. Mohun is well of his wound. He is always with Corporal John now. As soon as ever I see his ugly face I'll spit in it. I took lessons of Father—of Captain Holt at Bruxelles. What a man that is! He knows everything.” Esmond bade Frank have a care; that Father Holt's knowledge was rather dangerous; not, indeed, knowing as yet how far the Father had pushed his instructions with his young pupil.

It's unnecessary to say that Colonel Esmond left every penny of his small fortune to this boy. The Colonel was certain that the next battle would be his last; he felt tired of the sun and ready to say goodbye to it and the earth. Frank wouldn’t listen to his friend’s dark predictions, insisting they would celebrate his birthday at Castlewood that autumn after the campaign. He had heard about the engagement at home. “If Prince Eugene goes to London,” Frank said, “and Trix can catch his attention, she'll ditch Ashburnham for him. I swear, she used to flirt with the Duke of Marlborough when she was just fourteen, and was eyeing poor little Blandford. I wouldn’t marry her, Harry—no, not even if her eyes were twice as big. I’ll have my fun. I’ll enjoy every possible pleasure for the next three years. I’ll live wild and then marry some quiet, steady, modest, sensible viscountess; hunt my harriers; and settle down at Castlewood. Maybe I’ll represent the county—no, damn it, YOU should represent the county. You have the brains of the family. By God, my dear old Harry, you have the best head and the kindest heart in the whole army; every man says so—and when the Queen passes, and the King returns, why shouldn’t you go to the House of Commons, become a Minister, and be made a Peer, and all that? YOU get shot in the next battle! I bet a dozen bottles of Burgundy you won’t be touched. Mohun has recovered from his wound. He’s always with Corporal John now. As soon as I see his ugly face, I’ll spit in it. I took lessons from the Father—Captain Holt in Brussels. What a man he is! He knows everything.” Esmond advised Frank to be cautious; Father Holt's knowledge could be quite risky, not yet knowing how far the Father had gone with his young pupil.

The gazetteers and writers, both of the French and English side, have given accounts sufficient of that bloody battle of Blarignies or Malplaquet, which was the last and the hardest earned of the victories of the great Duke of Marlborough. In that tremendous combat near upon two hundred and fifty thousand men were engaged, more than thirty thousand of whom were slain or wounded (the Allies lost twice as many men as they killed of the French, whom they conquered): and this dreadful slaughter very likely took place because a great general's credit was shaken at home, and he thought to restore it by a victory. If such were the motives which induced the Duke of Marlborough to venture that prodigious stake, and desperately sacrifice thirty thousand brave lives, so that he might figure once more in a Gazette, and hold his places and pensions a little longer, the event defeated the dreadful and selfish design, for the victory was purchased at a cost which no nation, greedy of glory as it may be, would willingly pay for any triumph. The gallantry of the French was as remarkable as the furious bravery of their assailants. We took a few score of their flags, and a few pieces of their artillery; but we left twenty thousand of the bravest soldiers of the world round about the intrenched lines, from which the enemy was driven. He retreated in perfect good order; the panic-spell seemed to be broke, under which the French had labored ever since the disaster of Hochstedt; and, fighting now on the threshold of their country, they showed an heroic ardor of resistance, such as had never met us in the course of their aggressive war. Had the battle been more successful, the conqueror might have got the price for which he waged it. As it was, (and justly, I think,) the party adverse to the Duke in England were indignant at the lavish extravagance of slaughter, and demanded more eagerly than ever the recall of a chief whose cupidity and desperation might urge him further still. After this bloody fight of Malplaquet, I can answer for it, that in the Dutch quarters and our own, and amongst the very regiments and commanders whose gallantry was most conspicuous upon this frightful day of carnage, the general cry was, that there was enough of the war. The French were driven back into their own boundary, and all their conquests and booty of Flanders disgorged. As for the Prince of Savoy, with whom our Commander-in-Chief, for reasons of his own, consorted more closely than ever, 'twas known that he was animated not merely by a political hatred, but by personal rage against the old French King: the Imperial Generalissimo never forgot the slight put by Lewis upon the Abbe de Savoie; and in the humiliation or ruin of his most Christian Majesty, the Holy Roman Emperor found his account. But what were these quarrels to us, the free citizens of England and Holland! Despot as he was, the French monarch was yet the chief of European civilization, more venerable in his age and misfortunes than at the period of his most splendid successes; whilst his opponent was but a semi-barbarous tyrant, with a pillaging, murderous horde of Croats and Pandours, composing a half of his army, filling our camp with their strange figures, bearded like the miscreant Turks their neighbors, and carrying into Christian warfare their native heathen habits of rapine, lust, and murder. Why should the best blood in England and France be shed in order that the Holy Roman and Apostolic master of these ruffians should have his revenge over the Christian king? And it was to this end we were fighting; for this that every village and family in England was deploring the death of beloved sons and fathers. We dared not speak to each other, even at table, of Malplaquet, so frightful were the gaps left in our army by the cannon of that bloody action. 'Twas heartrending for an officer who had a heart to look down his line on a parade-day afterwards, and miss hundreds of faces of comrades—humble or of high rank—that had gathered but yesterday full of courage and cheerfulness round the torn and blackened flags. Where were our friends? As the great Duke reviewed us, riding along our lines with his fine suite of prancing aides-de-camp and generals, stopping here and there to thank an officer with those eager smiles and bows of which his Grace was always lavish, scarce a huzzah could be got for him, though Cadogan, with an oath, rode up and cried—“D—n you, why don't you cheer?” But the men had no heart for that: not one of them but was thinking, “Where's my comrade?—where's my brother that fought by me, or my dear captain that led me yesterday?” 'Twas the most gloomy pageant I ever looked on; and the “Te Deum” sung by our chaplains, the most woful and dreary satire.

The news writers from both the French and English sides have provided enough accounts of the bloody battle of Blarignies or Malplaquet, which was the last and hardest-earned victory for the great Duke of Marlborough. In that intense battle, nearly two hundred and fifty thousand men were involved, with more than thirty thousand killed or wounded (the Allies lost twice as many men as they killed of the French, whom they defeated). This terrible loss likely happened because a great general’s reputation was shaky at home, and he wanted to restore it through victory. If those were the motives that led the Duke of Marlborough to risk everything and sacrifice thirty thousand brave lives just to appear again in a Gazette and hold on to his positions and pensions a bit longer, the outcome thwarted that dreadful and selfish plan. The victory came at a cost that no nation, eager for glory as it might be, would willingly pay for any triumph. The bravery of the French was as impressive as the fierce courage of their attackers. We captured a handful of their flags and a few pieces of their artillery; but we left twenty thousand of the bravest soldiers in the world around the entrenched lines from which the enemy was driven. They retreated in perfect order; the panic that had gripped the French since the disaster at Hochstedt seemed to be broken, and, now fighting on their home ground, they displayed an heroic spirit of resistance that we had never seen in the course of their aggressive war. Had the battle been more successful, the victor might have received the reward he sought. However, as it was (and justly, I believe), those against the Duke in England were outraged by the wasteful slaughter and demanded more insistently than ever the recall of a leader whose greed and desperation might push him further still. After this bloody fight at Malplaquet, I can assure you that in the Dutch quarters and our own, among the very regiments and commanders who were most courageous on this terrible day of carnage, the common sentiment was that there had been enough of the war. The French were pushed back to their own borders, and all their conquests and spoils from Flanders were lost. As for the Prince of Savoy, whom our Commander-in-Chief, for his own reasons, associated with more closely than ever, it was known that he was driven not just by political animosity but by personal anger against the old French King: the Imperial Generalissimo never forgot the slight directed at the Abbe de Savoie by Louis; and in the humiliation or downfall of his most Christian Majesty, the Holy Roman Emperor found his advantage. But what did those quarrels matter to us, the free citizens of England and Holland! Tyrant though he was, the French monarch was still the leader of European civilization, more esteemed in his age and misfortunes than during his most glorious victories; while his opponent was merely a semi-barbarous despotic ruler, leading a plundering, murderous swarm of Croats and Pandours, who made up half of his army, filling our camp with their strange figures, bearded like the treacherous Turks next door, and bringing their native heathen ways of plunder, lust, and murder into Christian warfare. Why should the best blood in England and France be spilled so that the Holy Roman and Apostolic master of these ruffians could have his revenge on the Christian king? And it was for this that we were fighting; for this that every village and family in England mourned the death of beloved sons and fathers. We dared not even speak to each other at the table about Malplaquet, so terrifying were the gaps left in our army by the cannons of that bloody battle. It was heartbreaking for any officer with a heart to look down his line on a parade day afterward and miss hundreds of the faces of comrades—whether humble or of high rank—that had gathered just yesterday full of courage and cheer around the torn and blackened flags. Where were our friends? As the great Duke reviewed us, riding alongside our lines with his impressive suite of prancing aides-de-camp and generals, stopping here and there to thank an officer with those eager smiles and bows which his Grace was always generous with, scarcely a cheer could be heard for him, even when Cadogan rode up swearing, “D—n you, why don’t you cheer?” But the men had no spirit for that: not one of them wasn’t thinking, “Where’s my comrade?—where’s my brother who fought alongside me, or my dear captain who led me yesterday?” It was the most dismal spectacle I have ever witnessed; and the “Te Deum” sung by our chaplains felt like the most sorrowful and dreary satire.

Esmond's General added one more to the many marks of honor which he had received in the front of a score of battles, and got a wound in the groin, which laid him on his back; and you may be sure he consoled himself by abusing the Commander-in-Chief, as he lay groaning,—“Corporal John's as fond of me,” he used to say, “as King David was of General Uriah; and so he always gives me the post of danger.” He persisted, to his dying day, in believing that the Duke intended he should be beat at Wynendael, and sent him purposely with a small force, hoping that he might be knocked on the head there. Esmond and Frank Castlewood both escaped without hurt, though the division which our General commanded suffered even more than any other, having to sustain not only the fury of the enemy's cannonade, which was very hot and well served, but the furious and repeated charges of the famous Maison du Roy, which we had to receive and beat off again and again, with volleys of shot and hedges of iron, and our four lines of musqueteers and pikemen. They said the King of England charged us no less than twelve times that day, along with the French Household. Esmond's late regiment, General Webb's own Fusileers, served in the division which their colonel commanded. The General was thrice in the centre of the square of the Fusileers, calling the fire at the French charges, and, after the action, his Grace the Duke of Berwick sent his compliments to his old regiment and their Colonel for their behavior on the field.

Esmond's General added another honor to the many he received in the course of numerous battles and sustained a groin injury that left him flat on his back. You can bet he comforted himself by railing against the Commander-in-Chief while he lay groaning. “Corporal John's as fond of me,” he used to say, “as King David was of General Uriah; and that’s why he always puts me in dangerous positions.” He maintained until his dying day that the Duke meant for him to be defeated at Wynendael and deliberately sent him with a small force, hoping he would be killed there. Esmond and Frank Castlewood both came out unscathed, though the division commanded by our General suffered even more than any other, facing not only a fierce cannon assault that was well-executed but also the relentless charges from the famous Maison du Roy, which we had to withstand and repel repeatedly with gunfire and iron barricades, alongside our four lines of musketeers and pikemen. It was said that the King of England charged us no less than twelve times that day, along with the French Household. Esmond's former regiment, General Webb’s own Fusiliers, fought in the division led by their colonel. The General was in the center of the Fusiliers' square three times, directing fire during the French charges, and after the battle, his Grace the Duke of Berwick sent his regards to his old regiment and their Colonel for their conduct on the field.

We drank my Lord Castlewood's health and majority, the 25th of September, the army being then before Mons: and here Colonel Esmond was not so fortunate as he had been in actions much more dangerous, and was hit by a spent ball just above the place where his former wound was, which caused the old wound to open again, fever, spitting of blood, and other ugly symptoms, to ensue; and, in a word, brought him near to death's door. The kind lad, his kinsman, attended his elder comrade with a very praiseworthy affectionateness and care until he was pronounced out of danger by the doctors, when Frank went off, passed the winter at Bruxelles, and besieged, no doubt, some other fortress there. Very few lads would have given up their pleasures so long and so gayly as Frank did; his cheerful prattle soothed many long days of Esmond's pain and languor. Frank was supposed to be still at his kinsman's bedside for a month after he had left it, for letters came from his mother at home full of thanks to the younger gentleman for his care of his elder brother (so it pleased Esmond's mistress now affectionately to style him); nor was Mr. Esmond in a hurry to undeceive her, when the good young fellow was gone for his Christmas holiday. It was as pleasant to Esmond on his couch to watch the young man's pleasure at the idea of being free, as to note his simple efforts to disguise his satisfaction on going away. There are days when a flask of champagne at a cabaret, and a red-cheeked partner to share it, are too strong temptations for any young fellow of spirit. I am not going to play the moralist, and cry “Fie.” For ages past, I know how old men preach, and what young men practise; and that patriarchs have had their weak moments too, long since Father Noah toppled over after discovering the vine. Frank went off, then, to his pleasures at Bruxelles, in which capital many young fellows of our army declared they found infinitely greater diversion even than in London: and Mr. Henry Esmond remained in his sick-room, where he writ a fine comedy, that his mistress pronounced to be sublime, and that was acted no less than three successive nights in London in the next year.

We toasted to Lord Castlewood’s health and his majority on September 25th, while the army was camped outside Mons. Colonel Esmond wasn't as lucky this time as he had been in much more dangerous battles; he got hit by a ricochet just above his previous wound, which reopened it and led to fever, coughing up blood, and other serious symptoms, bringing him close to death. His kind cousin stayed by his side, showing admirable care and affection until the doctors declared him out of danger. After that, Frank left, spent the winter in Brussels, and likely pursued other interests there. Very few young men would have sacrificed their fun so willingly and for so long as Frank did; his cheerful chatter eased many long days of Esmond's pain and fatigue. People thought Frank was still at his cousin’s bedside for a month after he left, as letters arrived from his mother back home, full of gratitude towards the younger gentleman for looking after his older brother (as Esmond’s mistress now affectionately called him). Mr. Esmond didn’t rush to correct her when the good young man left for his Christmas break. It was just as enjoyable for Esmond, lying on his couch, to watch the young man’s joy at the thought of freedom as it was to see his innocent attempt to hide his excitement when he departed. There are days when a bottle of champagne at a cabaret and a rosy-cheeked partner to share it with are too tempting for any spirited young man. I'm not here to preach or scold. I’ve seen how old men advise and how young men behave; patriarchs have had their weak moments too, ever since Father Noah stumbled after discovering the vine. So, Frank went off to enjoy himself in Brussels, where many young men from our army claimed they found way more fun than in London. Meanwhile, Mr. Henry Esmond stayed in his sickroom, where he wrote a fantastic comedy that his mistress called sublime, which was performed for three consecutive nights in London the following year.

Here, as he lay nursing himself, ubiquitous Mr. Holt reappeared, and stopped a whole month at Mons, where he not only won over Colonel Esmond to the King's side in politics (that side being always held by the Esmond family); but where he endeavored to reopen the controversial question between the churches once more, and to recall Esmond to that religion in which, in his infancy, he had been baptized. Holt was a casuist, both dexterous and learned, and presented the case between the English church and his own in such a way that those who granted his premises ought certainly to allow his conclusions. He touched on Esmond's delicate state of health, chance of dissolution, and so forth; and enlarged upon the immense benefits that the sick man was likely to forego—benefits which the church of England did not deny to those of the Roman communion, as how should she, being derived from that church, and only an offshoot from it? But Mr. Esmond said that his church was the church of his country, and to that he chose to remain faithful: other people were welcome to worship and to subscribe any other set of articles, whether at Rome or at Augsburg. But if the good Father meant that Esmond should join the Roman communion for fear of consequences, and that all England ran the risk of being damned for heresy, Esmond, for one, was perfectly willing to take his chance of the penalty along with the countless millions of his fellow-countrymen, who were bred in the same faith, and along with some of the noblest, the truest, the purest, the wisest, the most pious and learned men and women in the world.

Here, as he lay recovering, the ever-present Mr. Holt showed up again and spent a whole month in Mons. During that time, he managed to persuade Colonel Esmond to support the King politically (a view always held by the Esmond family). He also tried to revisit the ongoing debate between the churches and to remind Esmond of the religion in which he had been baptized as a child. Holt was both skilled and knowledgeable in religious reasoning and presented the differences between the English church and his own in a way that anyone who accepted his premises would have to accept his conclusions. He mentioned Esmond’s fragile health and his risk of dying, emphasizing the great benefits he would miss out on—benefits that the Church of England did not deny to those of the Roman faith, given that it originated from that church. However, Mr. Esmond stated that his church was the church of his country, and he preferred to remain loyal to it: others could worship and adhere to whatever set of beliefs they chose, whether in Rome or Augsburg. But if the good Father intended for Esmond to join the Roman communion out of fear of consequences and to suggest that all of England risked damnation for heresy, Esmond was more than willing to face that risk alongside millions of his fellow countrymen, who were raised in the same faith, along with some of the noblest, truest, purest, wisest, most pious, and learned individuals in the world.

As for the political question, in that Mr. Esmond could agree with the Father much more readily, and had come to the same conclusion, though, perhaps, by a different way. The right divine, about which Dr. Sacheverel and the High Church party in England were just now making a bother, they were welcome to hold as they chose. If Richard Cromwell, and his father before him had been crowned and anointed (and bishops enough would have been found to do it), it seemed to Mr. Esmond that they would have had the right divine just as much as any Plantagenet, or Tudor, or Stuart. But the desire of the country being unquestionably for an hereditary monarchy, Esmond thought an English king out of St. Germains was better and fitter than a German prince from Herrenhausen, and that if he failed to satisfy the nation, some other Englishman might be found to take his place; and so, though with no frantic enthusiasm, or worship of that monstrous pedigree which the Tories chose to consider divine, he was ready to say, “God save King James!” when Queen Anne went the way of kings and commoners.

When it came to politics, Mr. Esmond found it much easier to agree with the Father, reaching the same conclusion, though perhaps by a different path. As for the divine right, which Dr. Sacheverel and the High Church party in England were currently making a fuss about, they were free to believe in it however they wanted. Mr. Esmond thought that if Richard Cromwell and his father before him had been crowned and anointed (and there were enough bishops willing to do it), they would have had the same divine right as any Plantagenet, Tudor, or Stuart. However, since the country clearly wanted a hereditary monarchy, Esmond believed an English king from St. Germains would be better and more suitable than a German prince from Herrenhausen, and if he failed to meet the nation’s expectations, another Englishman could easily be found to take his place. So, although he didn’t feel any wild enthusiasm or reverence for that ridiculous lineage that the Tories insisted was divine, he was ready to say, “God save King James!” when Queen Anne passed away, like kings and commoners do.

“I fear, Colonel, you are no better than a republican at heart,” says the priest with a sigh.

“I’m afraid, Colonel, that deep down, you’re no better than a republican,” says the priest with a sigh.

“I am an Englishman,” says Harry, “and take my country as I find her. The will of the nation being for church and king, I am for church and king too; but English church and English king; and that is why your church isn't mine, though your king is.”

“I’m an Englishman,” says Harry, “and I accept my country as it is. Since the nation's choice is for church and king, I support church and king as well; but it’s got to be the English church and the English king. That’s why your church isn’t my church, even though your king is.”

Though they lost the day at Malplaquet, it was the French who were elated by that action, whilst the conquerors were dispirited, by it; and the enemy gathered together a larger army than ever, and made prodigious efforts for the next campaign. Marshal Berwick was with the French this year; and we heard that Mareschal Villars was still suffering of his wound, was eager to bring our Duke to action, and vowed he would fight us in his coach. Young Castlewood came flying back from Bruxelles, as soon as he heard that fighting was to begin; and the arrival of the Chevalier de St. George was announced about May. “It's the King's third campaign, and it's mine,” Frank liked saying. He was come back a greater Jacobite than ever, and Esmond suspected that some fair conspirators at Bruxelles had been inflaming the young man's ardor. Indeed, he owned that he had a message from the Queen, Beatrix's godmother, who had given her name to Frank's sister the year before he and his sovereign were born.

Though they lost the battle at Malplaquet, it was the French who felt triumphant about it, while the victors were discouraged. The enemy gathered a larger army than ever and made huge efforts for the next campaign. Marshal Berwick was with the French this year, and we heard that Marshal Villars was still suffering from his wound but was eager to bring our Duke into battle, vowing he would fight us from his coach. Young Castlewood rushed back from Brussels as soon as he heard fighting was about to start, and the arrival of the Chevalier de St. George was announced around May. “It's the King's third campaign, and it's mine,” Frank liked to say. He had returned as more of a Jacobite than ever, and Esmond suspected that some charming conspirators in Brussels had been stirring up the young man's passion. In fact, he admitted he had received a message from the Queen, Beatrix's godmother, who had given her name to Frank's sister the year before he and his sovereign were born.

However desirous Marshal Villars might be to fight, my Lord Duke did not seem disposed to indulge him this campaign. Last year his Grace had been all for the Whigs and Hanoverians; but finding, on going to England, his country cold towards himself, and the people in a ferment of High Church loyalty, the Duke comes back to his army cooled towards the Hanoverians, cautious with the Imperialists, and particularly civil and polite towards the Chevalier de St. George. 'Tis certain that messengers and letters were continually passing between his Grace and his brave nephew, the Duke of Berwick, in the opposite camp. No man's caresses were more opportune than his Grace's, and no man ever uttered expressions of regard and affection more generously. He professed to Monsieur de Torcy, so Mr. St. John told the writer, quite an eagerness to be cut in pieces for the exiled Queen and her family; nay more, I believe, this year he parted with a portion of the most precious part of himself—his money—which he sent over to the royal exiles. Mr. Tunstal, who was in the Prince's service, was twice or thrice in and out of our camp; the French, in theirs of Arlieu and about Arras. A little river, the Canihe I think 'twas called, (but this is writ away from books and Europe; and the only map the writer hath of these scenes of his youth, bears no mark of this little stream,) divided our pickets from the enemy's. Our sentries talked across the stream, when they could make themselves understood to each other, and when they could not, grinned, and handed each other their brandy-flasks or their pouches of tobacco. And one fine day of June, riding thither with the officer who visited the outposts, (Colonel Esmond was taking an airing on horseback, being too weak for military duty,) they came to this river, where a number of English and Scots were assembled, talking to the good-natured enemy on the other side.

However much Marshal Villars wanted to fight, my Lord Duke didn’t seem inclined to let him this campaign. Last year, his Grace favored the Whigs and Hanoverians, but after discovering the cold reception awaiting him in England and seeing the public in a frenzy of High Church loyalty, the Duke returned to his army feeling indifferent towards the Hanoverians, cautious with the Imperialists, and especially courteous towards the Chevalier de St. George. It’s certain that messengers and letters were continually exchanged between his Grace and his brave nephew, the Duke of Berwick, in the opposing camp. No one was more timely with their affections than his Grace, and no one expressed feelings of warmth and kindness more generously. He conveyed to Monsieur de Torcy, as Mr. St. John informed the writer, a strong willingness to sacrifice himself for the exiled Queen and her family; indeed, I believe that this year he even parted with a portion of what he valued most—his money—which he sent to the royal exiles. Mr. Tunstal, who served the Prince, came in and out of our camp a couple of times; the French were in theirs at Arlieu and around Arras. A small river, I think it was called the Canihe (but this is written from memory, away from books and Europe; and the only map I have of these scenes from my youth doesn’t mark this little stream) separated our pickets from the enemy's. Our sentries exchanged words across the stream when they could understand each other; when they couldn’t, they just grinned and shared their brandy-flasks or pouches of tobacco. One fine June day, while riding there with the officer who visited the outposts (Colonel Esmond was out for a horseback ride, being too weak for military duty), they reached this river, where a group of English and Scots had gathered, chatting with the friendly enemy on the other side.

Esmond was especially amused with the talk of one long fellow, with a great curling red moustache, and blue eyes, that was half a dozen inches taller than his swarthy little comrades on the French side of the stream, and being asked by the Colonel, saluted him, and said that he belonged to the Royal Cravats.

Esmond found it particularly entertaining to listen to a tall guy with a big curling red mustache and blue eyes, who was a good six inches taller than his darker-skinned friends on the French side of the stream. When the Colonel asked him about it, he saluted and said he was part of the Royal Cravats.

From his way of saying “Royal Cravat,” Esmond at once knew that the fellow's tongue had first wagged on the banks of the Liffey, and not the Loire; and the poor soldier—a deserter probably—did not like to venture very deep into French conversation, lest his unlucky brogue should peep out. He chose to restrict himself to such few expressions in the French language as he thought he had mastered easily; and his attempt at disguise was infinitely amusing. Mr. Esmond whistled Lillibullero, at which Teague's eyes began to twinkle, and then flung him a dollar, when the poor boy broke out with a “God bless—that is, Dieu benisse votre honor,” that would infallibly have sent him to the provost-marshal had he been on our side of the river.

From the way he said “Royal Cravat,” Esmond immediately realized that the guy's accent came from the banks of the Liffey, not the Loire; and the poor soldier—most likely a deserter—didn't want to dive too deep into French conversation for fear his unfortunate accent would slip out. He decided to stick to the few French phrases he felt he could manage; his attempt at blending in was incredibly funny. Mr. Esmond whistled Lillibullero, causing Teague's eyes to light up, and then tossed him a dollar, prompting the poor guy to exclaim, “God bless—that is, Dieu benisse votre honor,” which would have definitely gotten him in trouble with the provost-marshal if he had been on our side of the river.

Whilst this parley was going on, three officers on horseback, on the French side, appeared at some little distance, and stopped as if eying us, when one of them left the other two, and rode close up to us who were by the stream. “Look, look!” says the Royal Cravat, with great agitation, “pas lui, that's he; not him, l'autre,” and pointed to the distant officer on a chestnut horse, with a cuirass shining in the sun, and over it a broad blue ribbon.

While this conversation was happening, three mounted officers from the French side showed up a little way off and halted as if they were watching us. One of them left the other two and rode directly towards us by the stream. “Look, look!” says the Royal Cravat, visibly anxious, “not him, that’s him; not him, the other one,” and pointed to the distant officer on a chestnut horse, wearing a cuirass that shone in the sun, with a wide blue ribbon over it.

“Please to take Mr. Hamilton's services to my Lord Marlborough—my Lord Duke,” says the gentleman in English: and, looking to see that the party were not hostilely disposed, he added, with a smile, “There's a friend of yours, gentlemen, yonder; he bids me to say that he saw some of your faces on the 11th of September last year.”

“Please take Mr. Hamilton's services to my Lord Marlborough—my Lord Duke,” says the gentleman in English. After checking that the group wasn't hostile, he added with a smile, “There’s a friend of yours over there, gentlemen; he asked me to let you know that he recognized some of your faces on September 11th of last year.”

As the gentleman spoke, the other two officers rode up, and came quite close. We knew at once who it was. It was the King, then two-and-twenty years old, tall and slim, with deep brown eyes, that looked melancholy, though his lips wore a smile. We took off our hats and saluted him. No man, sure, could see for the first time, without emotion, the youthful inheritor of so much fame and misfortune. It seemed to Mr. Esmond that the Prince was not unlike young Castlewood, whose age and figure he resembled. The Chevalier de St. George acknowledged the salute, and looked at us hard. Even the idlers on our side of the river set up a hurrah. As for the Royal Cravat, he ran to the Prince's stirrup, knelt down and kissed his boot, and bawled and looked a hundred ejaculations and blessings. The prince bade the aide-de-camp give him a piece of money; and when the party saluting us had ridden away, Cravat spat upon the piece of gold by way of benediction, and swaggered away, pouching his coin and twirling his honest carroty moustache.

As the gentleman was talking, the other two officers rode up and got pretty close. We recognized him immediately. It was the King, who was just twenty-two years old at the time, tall and slim, with deep brown eyes that looked sad, even though he smiled. We took off our hats and saluted him. No one could see the young heir to so much fame and misfortune for the first time without feeling something. Mr. Esmond thought the Prince looked a lot like young Castlewood, as they were similar in age and build. The Chevalier de St. George returned the salute and stared at us intently. Even the people hanging around on our side of the river cheered. As for the Royal Cravat, he ran to the Prince's stirrup, knelt down, kissed his boot, and shouted a bunch of blessings and praises. The prince told the aide-de-camp to give him some money; and when the party that saluted us rode off, Cravat spat on the gold piece as a kind of blessing, swaggered away, pocketing his coin and twirling his honest carroty mustache.

The officer in whose company Esmond was, the same little captain of Handyside's regiment, Mr. Sterne, who had proposed the garden at Lille, when my Lord Mohun and Esmond had their affair, was an Irishman too, and as brave a little soul as ever wore a sword. “Bedad,” says Roger Sterne, “that long fellow spoke French so beautiful that I shouldn't have known he wasn't a foreigner, till he broke out with his hulla-ballooing, and only an Irish calf can bellow like that.” And Roger made another remark in his wild way, in which there was sense as well as absurdity—“If that young gentleman,” says he, “would but ride over to our camp, instead of Villars's, toss up his hat and say, 'Here am I, the King, who'll follow me?' by the Lord, Esmond, the whole army would rise and carry him home again, and beat Villars, and take Paris by the way.”

The officer who was with Esmond, the same little captain of Handyside's regiment, Mr. Sterne, who had suggested the garden at Lille when my Lord Mohun and Esmond had their conflict, was also Irish and as brave as anyone could be. “Bedad,” says Roger Sterne, “that tall guy spoke French so beautifully that I wouldn’t have guessed he wasn’t a foreigner until he started his loud shouting, and only an Irishman can bellow like that.” Roger also made another comment in his quirky way, which had both sense and absurdity—“If that young gentleman,” says he, “would just ride over to our camp instead of Villars's, toss his hat up and say, 'Here I am, the King, who’s with me?' by the Lord, Esmond, the whole army would rise up, take him home again, beat Villars, and capture Paris along the way.”

The news of the Prince's visit was all through the camp quickly, and scores of ours went down in hopes to see him. Major Hamilton, whom we had talked with, sent back by a trumpet several silver pieces for officers with us. Mr. Esmond received one of these; and that medal, and a recompense not uncommon amongst Princes, were the only rewards he ever had from a Royal person, whom he endeavored not very long after to serve.

The news of the Prince's visit spread quickly through the camp, and many of our guys rushed down hoping to see him. Major Hamilton, whom we had spoken with, sent back several silver coins for the officers with us via a trumpet. Mr. Esmond received one of these; that medal, along with a reward that isn't uncommon among royalty, were the only tokens he ever got from a royal figure, whom he later tried to serve not long after.

Esmond quitted the army almost immediately after this, following his general home; and, indeed, being advised to travel in the fine weather and attempt to take no further part in the campaign. But he heard from the army, that of the many who crowded to see the Chevalier de St. George, Frank Castlewood had made himself most conspicuous: my Lord Viscount riding across the little stream bareheaded to where the Prince was, and dismounting and kneeling before him to do him homage. Some said that the Prince had actually knighted him, but my lord denied that statement, though he acknowledged the rest of the story, and said:—“From having been out of favor with Corporal John,” as he called the Duke, “before his Grace warned him not to commit those follies, and smiled on him cordially ever after.”

Esmond left the army almost immediately after this, following his general home; indeed, he was advised to travel during the nice weather and avoid getting further involved in the campaign. However, he heard from the army that among the many people who gathered to see the Chevalier de St. George, Frank Castlewood really stood out: my Lord Viscount rode across the small stream without his hat to where the Prince was, dismounted, and knelt before him to pay his respects. Some said that the Prince had actually knighted him, but my lord denied that claim, although he confirmed the rest of the story and said, “After being out of favor with Corporal John,” as he referred to the Duke, “his Grace warned him not to make those mistakes, and smiled at him warmly from then on.”

“And he was so kind to me,” Frank writ, “that I thought I would put in a good word for Master Harry, but when I mentioned your name he looked as black as thunder, and said he had never heard of you.”

“And he was really nice to me,” Frank wrote, “that I thought I would say something good about Master Harry, but when I mentioned your name, he looked furious and said he had never heard of you.”





CHAPTER II.

I GO HOME, AND HARP ON THE OLD STRING.

After quitting Mons and the army, and as he was waiting for a packet at Ostend, Esmond had a letter from his young kinsman Castlewood at Bruxelles, conveying intelligence whereof Frank besought him to be the bearer to London, and which caused Colonel Esmond no small anxiety.

After leaving Mons and the army, while he was waiting for a packet at Ostend, Esmond received a letter from his young relative Castlewood in Brussels. The letter contained information that Frank was eager for him to take to London, which caused Colonel Esmond quite a bit of worry.

The young scapegrace, being one-and-twenty years old, and being anxious to sow his “wild otes,” as he wrote, had married Mademoiselle de Wertheim, daughter of Count de Wertheim, Chamberlain to the Emperor, and having a post in the Household of the Governor of the Netherlands. “P.S.,” the young gentleman wrote: “Clotilda is OLDER THAN ME, which perhaps may be objected to her: but I am so OLD A RAIK that the age makes no difference, and I am DETERMINED to reform. We were married at St. Gudule, by Father Holt. She is heart and soul for the GOOD CAUSE. And here the cry is Vif-le-Roy, which my mother will JOIN IN, and Trix TOO. Break this news to 'em gently: and tell Mr. Finch, my agent, to press the people for their rents, and send me the RYNO anyhow. Clotilda sings, and plays on the Spinet BEAUTIFULLY. She is a fair beauty. And if it's a son, you shall stand GODFATHER. I'm going to leave the army, having had ENUF OF SOLDERING; and my Lord Duke RECOMMENDS me. I shall pass the winter here: and stop at least until Clo's lying in. I call her OLD CLO, but nobody else shall. She is the cleverest woman in all Bruxelles: understanding painting, music, poetry, and perfect at COOKERY AND PUDDENS. I borded with the Count, that's how I came to know her. There are four Counts her brothers. One an Abbey—three with the Prince's army. They have a lawsuit for AN IMMENCE FORTUNE: but are now in a PORE WAY. Break this to mother, who'll take anything from YOU. And write, and bid Finch write AMEDIATELY. Hostel de l'Aigle Noire, Bruxelles, Flanders.”

The young scoundrel, who was twenty-one years old and eager to live it up, had married Mademoiselle de Wertheim, the daughter of Count de Wertheim, who was the Chamberlain to the Emperor and held a position in the Household of the Governor of the Netherlands. “P.S.,” the young man added: “Clotilda is OLDER THAN ME, which might be a concern for some: but I’m such an OLD RASCAL that age doesn’t matter, and I’m DETERMINED to change my ways. We were married at St. Gudule, by Father Holt. She is fully committed to the GOOD CAUSE. And here the shout is Vif-le-Roy, which my mother will JOIN IN, along with Trix. Break this news to them gently: and tell Mr. Finch, my agent, to make sure the people pay their rents, and send me the RYNO anyway. Clotilda sings and plays beautifully on the spinet. She is a real beauty. And if we have a son, you will be his GODFATHER. I'm planning to leave the army; I’ve had ENOUGH OF SOLDIERING, and my Lord Duke SUPPORTS my decision. I’ll be spending the winter here: and will stay for at least until Clo gives birth. I call her OLD CLO, but nobody else should. She is the smartest woman in all of Bruxelles: knowledgeable in painting, music, poetry, and an expert at COOKING AND DESSERTS. I boarded with the Count, which is how I got to know her. She has four brothers, all Counts. One is a cleric—three are in the Prince's army. They’re involved in a lawsuit over AN IMMENSE FORTUNE but are currently in a FINANCIAL MESS. Break this news to mother; she’ll accept anything from YOU. And write, and tell Finch to write RIGHT AWAY. Hostel de l'Aigle Noire, Bruxelles, Flanders.”

So Frank had married a Roman Catholic lady, and an heir was expected, and Mr. Esmond was to carry this intelligence to his mistress at London. 'Twas a difficult embassy; and the Colonel felt not a little tremor as he neared the capital.

So Frank had married a Roman Catholic woman, and an heir was on the way, and Mr. Esmond was supposed to deliver this news to his mistress in London. It was a tough task, and the Colonel felt a bit anxious as he got closer to the city.

He reached his inn late, and sent a messenger to Kensington to announce his arrival and visit the next morning. The messenger brought back news that the Court was at Windsor, and the fair Beatrix absent and engaged in her duties there. Only Esmond's mistress remained in her house at Kensington. She appeared in court but once in the year; Beatrix was quite the mistress and ruler of the little mansion, inviting the company thither, and engaging in every conceivable frolic of town pleasure. Whilst her mother, acting as the young lady's protectress and elder sister, pursued her own path, which was quite modest and secluded.

He arrived at his inn late and sent a messenger to Kensington to let them know he was in town and would visit the next morning. The messenger returned with the news that the Court was in Windsor, and the beautiful Beatrix was busy with her responsibilities there. Only Esmond's mistress was left in her house in Kensington. She only made an appearance at court once a year; Beatrix was really the one in charge of the little mansion, inviting guests over and taking part in all sorts of fun activities. Meanwhile, her mother, serving as the young lady's guardian and older sister, followed her own path, which was quite modest and private.

As soon as ever Esmond was dressed (and he had been awake long before the town), he took a coach for Kensington, and reached it so early that he met his dear mistress coming home from morning prayers. She carried her prayer-book, never allowing a footman to bear it, as everybody else did: and it was by this simple sign Esmond knew what her occupation had been. He called to the coachman to stop, and jumped out as she looked towards him. She wore her hood as usual, and she turned quite pale when she saw him. To feel that kind little hand near to his heart seemed to give him strength. They were soon at the door of her ladyship's house—and within it.

As soon as Esmond got dressed (and he had been awake long before the town), he took a coach to Kensington and arrived so early that he ran into his beloved mistress coming home from morning prayers. She carried her prayer book, never letting a footman carry it like everyone else did: and it was by this simple sign that Esmond knew what she had been doing. He called for the coachman to stop and jumped out as she looked toward him. She wore her hood as usual, and she turned quite pale when she saw him. Feeling that kind little hand close to his heart gave him strength. They were soon at the door of her house—and inside it.

With a sweet sad smile she took his hand and kissed it.

With a bittersweet smile, she took his hand and kissed it.

“How ill you have been: how weak you look, my dear Henry,” she said.

“How sick you've been: how weak you look, my dear Henry,” she said.

'Tis certain the Colonel did look like a ghost, except that ghosts do not look very happy, 'tis said. Esmond always felt so on returning to her after absence, indeed whenever he looked in her sweet kind face.

It’s certain the Colonel looked like a ghost, except that ghosts aren’t said to look very happy. Esmond always felt this way whenever he returned to her after being away, and indeed, every time he looked at her sweet, kind face.

“I am come back to be nursed by my family,” says he. “If Frank had not taken care of me after my wound, very likely I should have gone altogether.”

“I've come back to be cared for by my family,” he says. “If Frank hadn't taken care of me after my injury, I probably wouldn't have made it.”

“Poor Frank, good Frank!” says his mother. “You'll always be kind to him, my lord,” she went on. “The poor child never knew he was doing you a wrong.”

“Poor Frank, good Frank!” says his mother. “You'll always be nice to him, my lord,” she continued. “The poor kid never realized he was doing you a wrong.”

“My lord!” cries out Colonel Esmond. “What do you mean, dear lady?”

“My lord!” exclaims Colonel Esmond. “What do you mean, dear lady?”

“I am no lady,” says she; “I am Rachel Esmond, Francis Esmond's widow, my lord. I cannot bear that title. Would we never had taken it from him who has it now. But we did all in our power, Henry: we did all in our power; and my lord and I—that is—”

“I’m not a lady,” she says; “I’m Rachel Esmond, the widow of Francis Esmond, my lord. I can’t stand that title. I wish we had never given it to him who has it now. But we did everything we could, Henry: we did everything we could; and my lord and I—that is—”

“Who told you this tale, dearest lady?” asked the Colonel.

“Who told you this story, dear lady?” asked the Colonel.

“Have you not had the letter I writ you? I writ to you at Mons directly I heard it,” says Lady Esmond.

“Did you not receive the letter I wrote to you? I wrote to you at Mons right after I heard it,” says Lady Esmond.

“And from whom?” again asked Colonel Esmond—and his mistress then told him that on her death-bed the Dowager Countess, sending for her, had presented her with this dismal secret as a legacy. “'Twas very malicious of the Dowager,” Lady Esmond said, “to have had it so long, and to have kept the truth from me.” “Cousin Rachel,” she said,—and Esmond's mistress could not forbear smiling as she told the story—“Cousin Rachel,” cries the Dowager, “I have sent for you, as the doctors say I may go off any day in this dysentery; and to ease my conscience of a great load that has been on it. You always have been a poor creature and unfit for great honor, and what I have to say won't, therefore, affect you so much. You must know, Cousin Rachel, that I have left my house, plate, and furniture, three thousand pounds in money, and my diamonds that my late revered Saint and Sovereign, King James, presented me with, to my Lord Viscount Castlewood.”

“And from whom?” Colonel Esmond asked again, and his mistress then told him that on her deathbed, the Dowager Countess, having summoned her, had shared this gloomy secret as her legacy. “It was very cruel of the Dowager,” Lady Esmond said, “to have held onto it for so long and to have kept the truth from me.” “Cousin Rachel,” she said—and Esmond's mistress couldn't help but smile as she recounted the story—“Cousin Rachel,” the Dowager exclaimed, “I've called you here, as the doctors say I might die any day from this dysentery; and to relieve my conscience of a huge burden that's been weighing on it. You’ve always been a disappointment and unworthy of great honor, so what I have to say won’t affect you as much. You should know, Cousin Rachel, that I have left my house, silverware, and furniture, three thousand pounds in cash, and my diamonds that my late respected Saint and Sovereign, King James, gave me, to my Lord Viscount Castlewood.”

“To my Frank?” says Lady Castlewood; “I was in hopes—”

“To my Frank?” says Lady Castlewood; “I was hoping—”

To Viscount Castlewood, my dear; Viscount Castlewood and Baron Esmond of Shandon in the Kingdom of Ireland, Earl and Marquis of Esmond under patent of his Majesty King James the Second, conferred upon my husband the late Marquis—for I am Marchioness of Esmond before God and man.”

To Viscount Castlewood, my dear; Viscount Castlewood and Baron Esmond of Shandon in the Kingdom of Ireland, Earl and Marquis of Esmond under the decree of His Majesty King James the Second, granted my husband the late Marquis—for I am the Marchioness of Esmond before God and everyone.

“And have you left poor Harry nothing, dear Marchioness?” asks Lady Castlewood (she hath told me the story completely since with her quiet arch way; the most charming any woman ever had: and I set down the narrative here at length, so as to have done with it). “And have you left poor Harry nothing?” asks my dear lady: “for you know, Henry,” she says with her sweet smile, “I used always to pity Esau—and I think I am on his side—though papa tried very hard to convince me the other way.”

“And have you left poor Harry nothing, dear Marchioness?” asks Lady Castlewood (she has told me the whole story since with her quiet, playful manner; the most charming any woman ever had: and I’m writing down the narrative here in full, just to get it over with). “And have you left poor Harry nothing?” asks my dear lady: “for you know, Henry,” she says with her sweet smile, “I always used to feel sorry for Esau—and I think I’m on his side—though Dad tried really hard to convince me otherwise.”

“Poor Harry!” says the old lady. “So you want something left to poor Harry: he,—he! (reach me the drops, cousin). Well, then, my dear, since you want poor Harry to have a fortune, you must understand that ever since the year 1691, a week after the battle of the Boyne, where the Prince of Orange defeated his royal sovereign and father, for which crime he is now suffering in flames (ugh! ugh!) Henry Esmond hath been Marquis of Esmond and Earl of Castlewood in the United Kingdom, and Baron and Viscount Castlewood of Shandon in Ireland, and a Baronet—and his eldest son will be, by courtesy, styled Earl of Castlewood—he! he! What do you think of that, my dear?”

“Poor Harry!” says the old lady. “So you want something for poor Harry: he—he! (hand me the drops, cousin). Well then, my dear, since you want poor Harry to inherit a fortune, you should know that ever since 1691, a week after the Battle of the Boyne, where the Prince of Orange defeated his royal sovereign and father, for which crime he is now suffering in flames (ugh! ugh!), Henry Esmond has been the Marquis of Esmond and the Earl of Castlewood in the United Kingdom, and Baron and Viscount Castlewood of Shandon in Ireland, and a Baronet—and his eldest son will be, by courtesy, called the Earl of Castlewood—he! he! What do you think of that, my dear?”

“Gracious mercy! how long have you known this?” cries the other lady (thinking perhaps that the old Marchioness was wandering in her wits).

“Goodness! How long have you known this?” exclaims the other lady (thinking perhaps that the old Marchioness was losing her mind).

“My husband, before he was converted, was a wicked wretch,” the sick sinner continued. “When he was in the Low Countries he seduced a weaver's daughter; and added to his wickedness by marrying her. And then he came to this country and married me—a poor girl—a poor innocent young thing—I say,”—“though she was past forty, you know, Harry, when she married: and as for being innocent”—“Well,” she went on, “I knew nothing of my lord's wickedness for three years after our marriage, and after the burial of our poor little boy I had it done over again, my dear: I had myself married by Father Holt in Castlewood chapel, as soon as ever I heard the creature was dead—and having a great illness then, arising from another sad disappointment I had, the priest came and told me that my lord had a son before our marriage, and that the child was at nurse in England; and I consented to let the brat be brought home, and a queer little melancholy child it was when it came.

“My husband, before he changed his ways, was a terrible person,” the sick sinner continued. “When he was in the Low Countries, he seduced a weaver's daughter and furthered his wickedness by marrying her. Then he came to this country and married me—a poor girl—a naive young thing, I say,”—“even though she was over forty, you know, Harry, when she got married: and as for being naive”—“Well,” she went on, “I was unaware of my husband’s wickedness for three years after we married, and after the funeral of our poor little boy, I had it done over again, my dear: I had myself married by Father Holt in Castlewood chapel, as soon as I heard the scoundrel was dead—and while I was recovering from a severe illness that resulted from another heartbreaking disappointment I had, the priest came and told me my husband had a son before our marriage, and that the child was being cared for in England; and I agreed to let the little one be brought home, and it was a strange, sad little child when it arrived.”

“Our intention was to make a priest of him: and he was bred for this, until you perverted him from it, you wicked woman. And I had again hopes of giving an heir to my lord, when he was called away upon the King's business, and died fighting gloriously at the Boyne water.

“Our goal was to make him a priest, and he was raised for this, until you turned him away from it, you wicked woman. I had hopes again of giving my lord an heir, when he was called away on the King's business and died heroically at the Boyne water."

“Should I be disappointed—I owed your husband no love, my dear, for he had jilted me in the most scandalous way and I thought there would be time to declare the little weaver's son for the true heir. But I was carried off to prison, where your husband was so kind to me—urging all his friends to obtain my release, and using all his credit in my favor—that I relented towards him, especially as my director counselled me to be silent; and that it was for the good of the King's service that the title of our family should continue with your husband the late viscount, whereby his fidelity would be always secured to the King. And a proof of this is, that a year before your husband's death, when he thought of taking a place under the Prince of Orange, Mr. Holt went to him, and told him what the state of the matter was, and obliged him to raise a large sum for his Majesty; and engaged him in the true cause so heartily, that we were sure of his support on any day when it should be considered advisable to attack the usurper. Then his sudden death came; and there was a thought of declaring the truth. But 'twas determined to be best for the King's service to let the title still go with the younger branch; and there's no sacrifice a Castlewood wouldn't make for that cause, my dear.

“Should I be disappointed? I owed your husband no love, my dear, since he had rejected me in the most scandalous way, and I thought there would be time to declare the little weaver's son as the true heir. But I was taken off to prison, where your husband was so kind to me—urging all his friends to help secure my release, and using all his connections in my favor—that I softened towards him, especially since my director advised me to stay quiet; and that it was in the best interest of the King’s service for the title of our family to remain with your husband, the late viscount, which would ensure his loyalty to the King. A proof of this is that a year before your husband's death, when he considered taking a position under the Prince of Orange, Mr. Holt went to him, explained the situation, and made him raise a significant amount for his Majesty; he got him so committed to the true cause that we were confident of his support whenever it was deemed appropriate to challenge the usurper. Then his sudden death happened, and there was talk of revealing the truth. But it was decided that it would be better for the King's service to let the title continue with the younger branch; and there’s no sacrifice a Castlewood wouldn’t make for that cause, my dear.”

“As for Colonel Esmond, he knew the truth already.” (“And then, Harry,” my mistress said, “she told me of what had happened at my dear husband's death-bed”). “He doth not intend to take the title, though it belongs to him. But it eases my conscience that you should know the truth, my dear. And your son is lawfully Viscount Castlewood so long as his cousin doth not claim the rank.”

“As for Colonel Esmond, he already knew the truth.” (“And then, Harry,” my mistress said, “she told me about what happened at my dear husband's deathbed”). “He doesn’t plan to take the title, even though it’s rightfully his. But it makes me feel better that you know the truth, my dear. And your son is legally Viscount Castlewood as long as his cousin doesn’t claim the title.”

This was the substance of the Dowager's revelation. Dean Atterbury had knowledge of it, Lady Castlewood said, and Esmond very well knows how: that divine being the clergyman for whom the late lord had sent on his death-bed: and when Lady Castlewood would instantly have written to her son, and conveyed the truth to him, the Dean's advice was that a letter should be writ to Colonel Esmond rather; that the matter should be submitted to his decision, by which alone the rest of the family were bound to abide.

This was the gist of the Dowager's revelation. Dean Atterbury was aware of it, Lady Castlewood said, and Esmond knew exactly how: that divine clergyman whom the late lord had called for on his deathbed. When Lady Castlewood wanted to write to her son right away and share the truth with him, the Dean recommended that a letter be sent to Colonel Esmond instead; that the issue should be left up to his judgment, which the rest of the family would have to accept.

“And can my dearest lady doubt what that will be?” says the Colonel.

“And can my beloved lady doubt what that will be?” says the Colonel.

“It rests with you, Harry, as the head of our house.”

“It’s up to you, Harry, as the head of our house.”

“It was settled twelve years since, by my dear lord's bedside,” says Colonel Esmond. “The children must know nothing of this. Frank and his heirs after him must bear our name. 'Tis his rightfully; I have not even a proof of that marriage of my father and mother, though my poor lord, on his death-bed, told me that Father Holt had brought such a proof to Castlewood. I would not seek it when I was abroad. I went and looked at my poor mother's grave in her convent. What matter to her now? No court of law on earth, upon my mere word, would deprive my Lord Viscount and set me up. I am the head of the house, dear lady; but Frank is Viscount of Castlewood still. And rather than disturb him, I would turn monk, or disappear in America.”

“It was agreed twelve years ago, by my dear lord's bedside,” says Colonel Esmond. “The children must not know anything about this. Frank and his heirs must carry our name. It’s his by right; I don’t even have proof of my parents' marriage, although my poor lord, on his deathbed, told me that Father Holt had brought such proof to Castlewood. I didn’t look for it while I was abroad. I went and visited my poor mother's grave at her convent. What does it matter to her now? No court on earth would take my Lord Viscount’s title away based on just my word and elevate me instead. I am the head of the house, dear lady; but Frank remains the Viscount of Castlewood. And rather than cause him any trouble, I would rather become a monk or vanish in America.”

As he spoke so to his dearest mistress, for whom he would have been willing to give up his life, or to make any sacrifice any day, the fond creature flung herself down on her knees before him, and kissed both his hands in an outbreak of passionate love and gratitude, such as could not but melt his heart, and make him feel very proud and thankful that God had given him the power to show his love for her, and to prove it by some little sacrifice on his own part. To be able to bestow benefits or happiness on those one loves is sure the greatest blessing conferred upon a man—and what wealth or name, or gratification of ambition or vanity, could compare with the pleasure Esmond now had of being able to confer some kindness upon his best and dearest friends?

As he spoke to his beloved mistress, for whom he would have willingly given up his life or made any sacrifice any day, she dropped to her knees in front of him and kissed both his hands in an overwhelming show of love and gratitude that could only melt his heart and fill him with pride and thankfulness that God had given him the ability to express his love for her and to prove it through some small sacrifice of his own. Being able to bring benefits or happiness to those we love is surely the greatest blessing one can have—and nothing like wealth, status, or the satisfaction of ambition or vanity could compare with the joy Esmond felt in being able to show kindness to his closest and dearest friends.

“Dearest saint,” says he—“purest soul, that has had so much to suffer, that has blest the poor lonely orphan with such a treasure of love. 'Tis for me to kneel, not for you: 'tis for me to be thankful that I can make you happy. Hath my life any other aim? Blessed be God that I can serve you! What pleasure, think you, could all the world give me compared to that?”

“Dear saint,” he says—“purest soul, who has endured so much, who has blessed the poor lonely orphan with such a treasure of love. It’s my place to kneel, not yours: it’s for me to be grateful that I can make you happy. Does my life have any other purpose? Blessed be God that I can serve you! What pleasure, do you think, could all the world give me compared to that?”

“Don't raise me,” she said, in a wild way, to Esmond, who would have lifted her. “Let me kneel—let me kneel, and—and—worship you.”

“Don’t lift me,” she said, excitedly, to Esmond, who was about to pick her up. “Let me kneel—let me kneel, and—and—worship you.”

Before such a partial judge as Esmond's dear mistress owned herself to be, any cause which he might plead was sure to be given in his favor; and accordingly he found little difficulty in reconciling her to the news whereof he was bearer, of her son's marriage to a foreign lady, Papist though she was. Lady Castlewood never could be brought to think so ill of that religion as other people in England thought of it: she held that ours was undoubtedly a branch of the Catholic church, but that the Roman was one of the main stems on which, no doubt, many errors had been grafted (she was, for a woman, extraordinarily well versed in this controversy, having acted, as a girl, as secretary to her father, the late dean, and written many of his sermons, under his dictation); and if Frank had chosen to marry a lady of the church of south Europe, as she would call the Roman communion, there was no need why she should not welcome her as a daughter-in-law: and accordingly she wrote to her new daughter a very pretty, touching letter (as Esmond thought, who had cognizance of it before it went), in which the only hint of reproof was a gentle remonstrance that her son had not written to herself, to ask a fond mother's blessing for that step which he was about taking. “Castlewood knew very well,” so she wrote to her son, “that she never denied him anything in her power to give, much less would she think of opposing a marriage that was to make his happiness, as she trusted, and keep him out of wild courses, which had alarmed her a good deal:” and she besought him to come quickly to England, to settle down in his family house of Castlewood (“It is his family house,” says she, to Colonel Esmond, “though only his own house by your forbearance”) and to receive the accompt of her stewardship during his ten years' minority. By care and frugality, she had got the estate into a better condition than ever it had been since the Parliamentary wars; and my lord was now master of a pretty, small income, not encumbered of debts, as it had been, during his father's ruinous time. “But in saving my son's fortune,” says she, “I fear I have lost a great part of my hold on him.” And, indeed, this was the case: her ladyship's daughter complaining that their mother did all for Frank, and nothing for her; and Frank himself being dissatisfied at the narrow, simple way of his mother's living at Walcote, where he had been brought up more like a poor parson's son than a young nobleman that was to make a figure in the world. 'Twas this mistake in his early training, very likely, that set him so eager upon pleasure when he had it in his power; nor is he the first lad that has been spoiled by the over-careful fondness of women. No training is so useful for children, great or small, as the company of their betters in rank or natural parts; in whose society they lose the overweening sense of their own importance, which stay-at-home people very commonly learn.

Before Esmond's beloved mistress admitted to being such a biased judge, any argument he made was sure to work in his favor. As a result, he had little trouble breaking the news to her about her son’s marriage to a foreign lady, even though she was a Catholic. Lady Castlewood never could bring herself to think as poorly of that religion as others in England did. She believed that their own faith was definitely a branch of the Catholic Church, but that the Roman Church was one of its main roots, onto which many errors had been grafted (she was remarkably well-informed on this issue for a woman, having acted as her father’s secretary when she was younger and written many of his sermons under his guidance). If Frank chose to marry a woman from the southern European church, as she referred to the Roman communion, there was no reason she shouldn’t welcome her as a daughter-in-law. So, she wrote her new daughter a lovely, heartfelt letter (which Esmond read before it was sent), in which the only hint of disapproval was a gentle reminder that her son hadn’t written to her to ask for a loving mother’s blessing for this important step he was taking. “Castlewood knows very well,” she wrote to her son, “that she never denied him anything within her power, so she certainly wouldn’t oppose a marriage that she hoped would make him happy and steer him away from reckless behavior that had worried her quite a bit.” She urged him to return to England quickly, to settle down in their family home at Castlewood (“It is his family house,” she said to Colonel Esmond, “though it’s only his house because of your kindness”) and to receive the account of her stewardship during his ten years of being a minor. Thanks to her careful management and thriftiness, she had improved the estate more than it had been since the Parliamentary wars, and her son was now in charge of a modest income that was free from the debts that had plagued his father’s disastrous time. “But in saving my son’s fortune,” she said, “I fear I have lost much of my influence over him.” And indeed, this was true: her daughter complained that their mother did everything for Frank and nothing for her, while Frank himself was unhappy with the modest, simple way his mother lived at Walcote, where he had been raised more like the son of a poor clergyman than a young nobleman who was meant to make a mark on the world. It was likely this misstep in his early upbringing that made him so eager for pleasure when he finally had the chance; nor was he the first young man to be spoiled by the overly cautious affection of women. No upbringing is as beneficial for children, whether they are rich or poor, as the company of those who are of higher rank or natural abilities; in such company, they lose the inflated sense of their own importance that people who stay at home often develop.

But, as a prodigal that's sending in a schedule of his debts to his friends, never puts all down, and, you may be sure, the rogue keeps back some immense swingeing bill, that he doesn't dare to own; so the poor Frank had a very heavy piece of news to break to his mother, and which he hadn't the courage to introduce into his first confession. Some misgivings Esmond might have, upon receiving Frank's letter, and knowing into what hands the boy had fallen; but whatever these misgivings were, he kept them to himself, not caring to trouble his mistress with any fears that might be groundless.

But just like a spendthrift who sends a list of his debts to his friends but leaves some big ones off, you can bet the scoundrel is hiding a massive bill he doesn't want to admit to; similarly, poor Frank had some tough news to break to his mother, and he didn't have the courage to mention it in his first confession. Esmond might have had some worries when he got Frank's letter and realized who the boy was with; but whatever those worries were, he kept them to himself, not wanting to burden his mistress with any fears that might be unfounded.

However, the next mail which came from Bruxelles, after Frank had received his mother's letters there, brought back a joint composition from himself and his wife, who could spell no better than her young scapegrace of a husband, full of expressions of thanks, love, and duty to the Dowager Viscountess, as my poor lady now was styled; and along with this letter (which was read in a family council, namely, the Viscountess, Mistress Beatrix, and the writer of this memoir, and which was pronounced to be vulgar by the maid of honor, and felt to be so by the other two), there came a private letter for Colonel Esmond from poor Frank, with another dismal commission for the Colonel to execute, at his best opportunity; and this was to announce that Frank had seen fit, “by the exhortation of Mr. Holt, the influence of his Clotilda, and the blessing of heaven and the saints,” says my lord, demurely, “to change his religion, and be received into the bosom of that church of which his sovereign, many of his family, and the greater part of the civilized world, were members.” And his lordship added a postscript, of which Esmond knew the inspiring genius very well, for it had the genuine twang of the Seminary, and was quite unlike poor Frank's ordinary style of writing and thinking; in which he reminded Colonel Esmond that he too was, by birth, of that church; and that his mother and sister should have his lordship's prayers to the saints (an inestimable benefit, truly!) for their conversion.

However, the next letter that arrived from Brussels, after Frank had received his mother's letters, included a joint note from him and his wife, who couldn't spell any better than her mischievous husband. It was filled with expressions of gratitude, love, and duty to the Dowager Viscountess, as my poor lady was now referred to. Along with this letter (which was read in a family meeting, consisting of the Viscountess, Mistress Beatrix, and the author of this memoir, and which was deemed vulgar by the maid of honor, and felt that way by the other two), there was a private letter for Colonel Esmond from poor Frank, with another gloomy request for the Colonel to fulfill at his earliest convenience. This was to announce that Frank had decided, “by the encouragement of Mr. Holt, the influence of his Clotilda, and the blessing of heaven and the saints,” as my lord put it demurely, “to change his religion and be accepted into the community of that church of which his sovereign, many of his family, and most of the civilized world are members.” His lordship added a postscript that Esmond recognized immediately, as it had the distinct tone of the Seminary and was completely unlike poor Frank's usual way of writing and thinking. In it, he reminded Colonel Esmond that he too was, by birth, a member of that church, and that his mother and sister should have his lordship's prayers to the saints (a priceless benefit, indeed!) for their conversion.

If Esmond had wanted to keep this secret, he could not; for a day or two after receiving this letter, a notice from Bruxelles appeared in the Post-Boy and other prints, announcing that “a young Irish lord, the Viscount C-stlew—d, just come to his majority, and who had served the last campaigns with great credit, as aide-de-camp to his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, had declared for the Popish religion at Bruxelles, and had walked in a procession barefoot, with a wax-taper in his hand.” The notorious Mr. Holt, who had been employed as a Jacobite agent during the last reign, and many times pardoned by King William, had been, the Post-Boy said, the agent of this conversion.

If Esmond wanted to keep this secret, he couldn’t; because a day or two after he got this letter, a notice from Brussels appeared in the Post-Boy and other newspapers, announcing that “a young Irish lord, the Viscount C-stlew—d, who just came of age and had served with great distinction as aide-de-camp to his Grace the Duke of Marlborough in the last campaigns, had declared for the Catholic religion in Brussels and had walked in a procession barefoot, holding a wax candle.” The infamous Mr. Holt, who had been a Jacobite agent during the previous reign and had been pardoned multiple times by King William, was reported by the Post-Boy to be the agent behind this conversion.

The Lady Castlewood was as much cast down by this news as Miss Beatrix was indignant at it. “So,” says she, “Castlewood is no longer a home for us, mother. Frank's foreign wife will bring her confessor, and there will be frogs for dinner; and all Tusher's and my grandfather's sermons are flung away upon my brother. I used to tell you that you killed him with the catechism, and that he would turn wicked as soon as he broke from his mammy's leading-strings. Oh, mother, you would not believe that the young scapegrace was playing you tricks, and that sneak of a Tusher was not a fit guide for him. Oh, those parsons, I hate 'em all!” says Mistress Beatrix, clapping her hands together; “yes, whether they wear cassocks and buckles, or beards and bare feet. There's a horrid Irish wretch who never misses a Sunday at Court, and who pays me compliments there, the horrible man; and if you want to know what parsons are, you should see his behavior, and hear him talk of his own cloth. They're all the same, whether they're bishops, or bonzes, or Indian fakirs. They try to domineer, and they frighten us with kingdom come; and they wear a sanctified air in public, and expect us to go down on our knees and ask their blessing; and they intrigue, and they grasp, and they backbite, and they slander worse than the worst courtier or the wickedest old woman. I heard this Mr. Swift sneering at my Lord Duke of Marlborough's courage the other day. He! that Teague from Dublin! because his Grace is not in favor, dares to say this of him; and he says this that it may get to her Majesty's ear, and to coax and wheedle Mrs. Masham. They say the Elector of Hanover has a dozen of mistresses in his court at Herrenhausen, and if he comes to be king over us, I wager that the bishops and Mr. Swift, that wants to be one, will coax and wheedle them. Oh, those priests and their grave airs! I'm sick of their square toes and their rustling cassocks. I should like to go to a country where there was not one, or turn Quaker, and get rid of 'em; and I would, only the dress is not becoming, and I've much too pretty a figure to hide it. Haven't I, cousin?” and here she glanced at her person and the looking-glass, which told her rightly that a more beautiful shape and face never were seen.

The Lady Castlewood was just as upset about this news as Miss Beatrix was angry about it. “So,” she says, “Castlewood is no longer a home for us, mother. Frank's foreign wife will bring her priest, and there will be frogs for dinner; all Tusher's and my grandfather's sermons are wasted on my brother. I used to tell you that you smothered him with the catechism, and that he would turn bad as soon as he broke free from his mother's control. Oh, mother, you wouldn't believe that the young rascal was playing you for a fool, and that Tusher was not a suitable guide for him. Oh, those priests, I can't stand any of them!” says Mistress Beatrix, clapping her hands together; “yes, whether they wear robes and buckles, or have beards and bare feet. There's a terrible Irish guy who never misses a Sunday at Court, and he pays me compliments there, the disgusting man; and if you want to know what priests are like, you should see his behavior and hear him talk about his own profession. They're all the same, whether they're bishops, or bonzes, or Indian fakirs. They try to boss us around, and they scare us with doomsday; they wear a holy air in public and expect us to kneel and ask for their blessing; they scheme, grab power, gossip, and slander worse than the worst courtier or the most wicked old woman. I heard this Mr. Swift mocking my Lord Duke of Marlborough's bravery the other day. Him! That guy from Dublin! Because his Grace is out of favor, he dares to say this about him; and he says it so it reaches her Majesty's ears and to flatter Mrs. Masham. They say the Elector of Hanover has a dozen mistresses at his court in Herrenhausen, and if he becomes king over us, I bet that the bishops and Mr. Swift, who wants to be one, will flatter and beg them. Oh, those priests and their serious airs! I'm tired of their square shoes and their rustling robes. I’d love to go to a place where there isn’t one, or become a Quaker and get rid of them; and I would, except the outfit isn’t flattering, and I’m much too pretty to hide it. Aren’t I, cousin?” and here she glanced at herself and the mirror, which confirmed that a more beautiful shape and face had never been seen.

“I made that onslaught on the priests,” says Miss Beatrix, afterwards, “in order to divert my poor dear mother's anguish about Frank. Frank is as vain as a girl, cousin. Talk of us girls being vain, what are WE to you? It was easy to see that the first woman who chose would make a fool of him, or the first robe—I count a priest and a woman all the same. We are always caballing; we are not answerable for the fibs we tell; we are always cajoling and coaxing, or threatening; and we are always making mischief, Colonel Esmond—mark my word for that, who know the world, sir, and have to make my way in it. I see as well as possible how Frank's marriage hath been managed. The Count, our papa-in-law, is always away at the coffee-house. The Countess, our mother, is always in the kitchen looking after the dinner. The Countess, our sister, is at the spinet. When my lord comes to say he is going on the campaign, the lovely Clotilda bursts into tears, and faints—so; he catches her in his arms—no, sir, keep your distance, cousin, if you please—she cries on his shoulder, and he says, 'Oh, my divine, my adored, my beloved Clotilda, are you sorry to part with me?' 'Oh, my Francisco,' says she, 'oh my lord!' and at this very instant mamma and a couple of young brothers, with moustaches and long rapiers, come in from the kitchen, where they have been eating bread and onions. Mark my word, you will have all this woman's relations at Castlewood three months after she has arrived there. The old count and countess, and the young counts and all the little countesses her sisters. Counts! every one of these wretches says he is a count. Guiscard, that stabbed Mr. Harvey, said he was a count; and I believe he was a barber. All Frenchmen are barbers—Fiddledee! don't contradict me—or else dancing-masters, or else priests.” And so she rattled on.

“I attacked the priests,” says Miss Beatrix later, “to distract my poor dear mother from worrying about Frank. Frank is as vain as a girl, cousin. Talk about us girls being vain—what are we to you? It was obvious that the first woman who showed interest would play him for a fool, or the first robe—I consider a priest and a woman the same. We’re always scheming; we’re not responsible for the lies we tell; we’re always flattering and persuading, or making threats; and we always stir up trouble, Colonel Esmond—mark my words, you who know the world, sir, and have to navigate it. I clearly see how Frank's marriage has been arranged. The Count, our father-in-law, is always at the coffeehouse. The Countess, our mother, is always in the kitchen managing dinner. The Countess, our sister, is at the spinet. When my lord announces he’s going on campaign, the lovely Clotilda bursts into tears and faints—just so; he catches her in his arms—no, sir, keep your distance, cousin, if you please—she sobs on his shoulder, and he says, 'Oh, my divine, my adored, my beloved Clotilda, are you sad to part with me?' 'Oh, my Francisco,' she replies, 'oh my lord!' and at that very moment, mama and a couple of young brothers with mustaches and long swords come in from the kitchen, where they've been eating bread and onions. Mark my words, you’ll have all her relatives at Castlewood three months after she arrives there. The old count and countess, the young counts, and all the little countesses, her sisters. Counts! Every one of those scoundrels claims to be a count. Guiscard, who stabbed Mr. Harvey, claimed he was a count, and I believe he was just a barber. All Frenchmen are barbers—nonsense! Don’t argue with me—or they’re dancing masters, or priests.” And so she continued.

“Who was it taught YOU to dance, Cousin Beatrix?” says the Colonel.

“Who taught YOU to dance, Cousin Beatrix?” says the Colonel.

She laughed out the air of a minuet, and swept a low curtsy, coming up to the recover with the prettiest little foot in the world pointed out. Her mother came in as she was in this attitude; my lady had been in her closet, having taken poor Frank's conversion in a very serious way; the madcap girl ran up to her mother, put her arms round her waist, kissed her, tried to make her dance, and said: “Don't be silly, you kind little mamma, and cry about Frank turning Papist. What a figure he must be, with a white sheet and a candle, walking in a procession barefoot!” And she kicked off her little slippers (the wonderfullest little shoes with wonderful tall red heels: Esmond pounced upon one as it fell close beside him), and she put on the drollest little moue, and marched up and down the room holding Esmond's cane by way of taper. Serious as her mood was, Lady Castlewood could not refrain from laughing; and as for Esmond he looked on with that delight with which the sight of this fair creature always inspired him: never had he seen any woman so arch, so brilliant, and so beautiful.

She laughed in the style of a minuet and did a low curtsy, coming up with the prettiest little foot in the world pointed out. Her mother walked in just as she was in this position; my lady had been in her closet, having taken poor Frank's conversion very seriously. The playful girl rushed to her mother, wrapped her arms around her waist, kissed her, tried to make her dance, and said: “Don't be silly, you sweet little mama, and cry about Frank becoming a Catholic. What a sight he must be, with a white sheet and a candle, walking in a barefoot procession!” Then she kicked off her little slippers (the most adorable little shoes with amazing tall red heels: Esmond grabbed one as it fell near him), and she made the funniest little face, marching back and forth in the room while holding Esmond's cane like a candle. Serious as she was, Lady Castlewood couldn't help but laugh; and as for Esmond, he watched with the joy that this lovely girl always brought him: he had never seen any woman so playful, so radiant, and so beautiful.

Having finished her march, she put out her foot for her slipper. The Colonel knelt down: “If you will be Pope I will turn Papist,” says he; and her Holiness gave him gracious leave to kiss the little stockinged foot before he put the slipper on.

Having finished her walk, she extended her foot for her slipper. The Colonel knelt down: “If you become Pope, I’ll convert to Catholicism,” he said; and her Holiness graciously allowed him to kiss her little stockinged foot before he slipped on the slipper.

Mamma's feet began to pat on the floor during this operation, and Beatrix, whose bright eyes nothing escaped, saw that little mark of impatience. She ran up and embraced her mother, with her usual cry of, “Oh, you silly little mamma: your feet are quite as pretty as mine,” says she: “they are, cousin, though she hides 'em; but the shoemaker will tell you that he makes for both off the same last.”

Mamma's feet started tapping on the floor during this, and Beatrix, whose bright eyes missed nothing, noticed that small sign of impatience. She ran up and hugged her mother, saying her usual line, “Oh, you silly little mama: your feet are just as pretty as mine,” she said: “they are, cousin, even though she hides them; but the shoemaker will tell you that he makes both pairs from the same mold.”

“You are taller than I am, dearest,” says her mother, blushing over her whole sweet face—“and—and it is your hand, my dear, and not your foot he wants you to give him;” and she said it with a hysteric laugh, that had more of tears than laughter in it; laying her head on her daughter's fair shoulder, and hiding it there. They made a very pretty picture together, and looked like a pair of sisters—the sweet simple matron seeming younger than her years, and her daughter, if not older, yet somehow, from a commanding manner and grace which she possessed above most women, her mother's superior and protectress.

“You're taller than I am, sweetheart,” her mother says, blushing all over her lovely face—“and—and it’s your hand, my dear, not your foot he wants you to give him;” she said it with a nervous laugh that sounded more like tears than laughter, laying her head on her daughter’s fair shoulder and hiding there. They made a beautiful picture together and looked like sisters—the sweet, simple mom seeming younger than her age, and her daughter, if not older, somehow being her mother’s superior and protector due to the commanding presence and grace she had that most women didn’t.

“But oh!” cries my mistress, recovering herself after this scene, and returning to her usual sad tone, “'tis a shame that we should laugh and be making merry on a day when we ought to be down on our knees and asking pardon.”

“But oh!” cries my mistress, regaining her composure after this scene, and returning to her usual somber tone, “it's a shame that we should laugh and be having fun on a day when we should be on our knees asking for forgiveness.”

“Asking pardon for what?” says saucy Mrs. Beatrix—“because Frank takes it into his head to fast on Fridays and worship images? You know if you had been born a Papist, mother, a Papist you would have remained to the end of your days. 'Tis the religion of the King and of some of the best quality. For my part, I'm no enemy to it, and think Queen Bess was not a penny better than Queen Mary.”

“Asking for forgiveness for what?” says cheeky Mrs. Beatrix—“because Frank decided to fast on Fridays and worship images? You know that if you had been born a Catholic, mother, you would have stayed one until the end of your days. It’s the religion of the King and some of the best people. As for me, I don’t oppose it, and I think Queen Bess wasn’t any better than Queen Mary.”

“Hush, Beatrix! Do not jest with sacred things, and remember of what parentage you come,” cries my lady. Beatrix was ordering her ribbons, and adjusting her tucker, and performing a dozen provokingly pretty ceremonies, before the glass. The girl was no hypocrite at least. She never at that time could be brought to think but of the world and her beauty; and seemed to have no more sense of devotion than some people have of music, that cannot distinguish one air from another. Esmond saw this fault in her, as he saw many others—a bad wife would Beatrix Esmond make, he thought, for any man under the degree of a Prince. She was born to shine in great assemblies, and to adorn palaces, and to command everywhere—to conduct an intrigue of politics, or to glitter in a queen's train. But to sit at a homely table, and mend the stockings of a poor man's children! that was no fitting duty for her, or at least one that she wouldn't have broke her heart in trying to do. She was a princess, though she had scarce a shilling to her fortune; and one of her subjects—the most abject and devoted wretch, sure, that ever drivelled at a woman's knees—was this unlucky gentleman; who bound his good sense, and reason, and independence, hand and foot, and submitted them to her.

“Hush, Beatrix! Don't joke about serious matters, and remember where you come from,” my lady exclaimed. Beatrix was arranging her ribbons, adjusting her neckline, and performing a dozen charming little rituals in front of the mirror. At least the girl wasn't a hypocrite. At that moment, she could only think about the world and her looks, seeming to have no more sense of devotion than some people have for music, who can't tell one tune from another. Esmond noticed this flaw in her, along with many others—he thought Beatrix Esmond would make a terrible wife for any man beneath the rank of a prince. She was meant to shine in grand gatherings, adorn palaces, and command attention everywhere—to navigate political intrigues or dazzle in a queen's entourage. But to sit at a humble table and mend the socks of a poor man’s children? That was no suitable role for her, or at least not one she would willingly attempt. She was a princess, even if she had barely a penny to her name; and one of her subjects—the most miserable and devoted fool who ever grovelled at a woman’s feet—was this unfortunate gentleman, who bound his common sense, reason, and independence completely and submitted them to her will.

And who does not know how ruthlessly women will tyrannize when they are let to domineer? and who does not know how useless advice is? I could give good counsel to my descendants, but I know they'll follow their own way, for all their grandfather's sermon. A man gets his own experience about women, and will take nobody's hearsay; nor, indeed, is the young fellow worth a fig that would. 'Tis I that am in love with my mistress, not my old grandmother that counsels me: 'tis I that have fixed the value of the thing I would have, and know the price I would pay for it. It may be worthless to you, but 'tis all my life to me. Had Esmond possessed the Great Mogul's crown and all his diamonds, or all the Duke of Marlborough's money, or all the ingots sunk at Vigo, he would have given them all for this woman. A fool he was, if you will; but so is a sovereign a fool, that will give half a principality for a little crystal as big as a pigeon's egg, and called a diamond: so is a wealthy nobleman a fool, that will face danger or death, and spend half his life, and all his tranquillity, caballing for a blue ribbon; so is a Dutch merchant a fool, that hath been known to pay ten thousand crowns for a tulip. There's some particular prize we all of us value, and that every man of spirit will venture his life for. With this, it may be to achieve a great reputation for learning; with that, to be a man of fashion, and the admiration of the town; with another, to consummate a great work of art or poetry, and go to immortality that way; and with another, for a certain time of his life, the sole object and aim is a woman.

And who doesn't know how ruthlessly women can take charge when they're allowed to? And who doesn't know how pointless advice is? I could give solid advice to my kids, but I know they'll do their own thing, regardless of their grandfather's speech. A man learns about women through his own experiences and won’t rely on what others say; and honestly, any young guy who does isn’t worth much. It’s me who loves my girl, not my old grandmother giving me advice: I’m the one who has determined what I want and know what I’m willing to pay for it. It may seem worthless to you, but it’s everything to me. If Esmond had the crown of the Great Mogul and all his diamonds, or all the Duke of Marlborough's wealth, or all the gold coins sunk at Vigo, he would have given them all for this woman. He was a fool, if you want to say so; but so is a king a fool who would give up half a kingdom for a little crystal the size of a pigeon’s egg, called a diamond; so is a wealthy nobleman a fool who would risk danger or death and spend half his life and all his peace of mind just to get a blue ribbon; so is a Dutch merchant a fool who has been known to pay ten thousand crowns for a tulip. There’s always something specific we all value, something that any spirited man would risk his life for. For some, it might be gaining a great reputation for knowledge; for others, it could be being fashionable and admired in society; for yet another, it might be creating a great piece of art or poetry and achieving immortality that way; and for some, at a certain point in their lives, the sole goal is to win a woman.

Whilst Esmond was under the domination of this passion, he remembers many a talk he had with his intimates, who used to rally Our Knight of the Rueful Countenance at his devotion, whereof he made no disguise, to Beatrix; and it was with replies such as the above he met his friends' satire. “Granted, I am a fool,” says he, “and no better than you; but you are no better than I. You have your folly you labor for; give me the charity of mine. What flatteries do you, Mr. St. John, stoop to whisper in the ears of a queen's favorite? What nights of labor doth not the laziest man in the world endure, foregoing his bottle, and his boon companions, foregoing Lais, in whose lap he would like to be yawning, that he may prepare a speech full of lies, to cajole three hundred stupid country-gentlemen in the House of Commons, and get the hiccupping cheers of the October Club! What days will you spend in your jolting chariot.” (Mr. Esmond often rode to Windsor, and especially, of later days, with the secretary.) “What hours will you pass on your gouty feet—and how humbly will you kneel down to present a despatch—you, the proudest man in the world, that has not knelt to God since you were a boy, and in that posture whisper, flatter, adore almost, a stupid woman, that's often boozy with too much meat and drink, when Mr. Secretary goes for his audience! If my pursuit is vanity, sure yours is too.” And then the Secretary, would fly out in such a rich flow of eloquence, as this pen cannot pretend to recall; advocating his scheme of ambition, showing the great good he would do for his country when he was the undisputed chief of it; backing his opinion with a score of pat sentences from Greek and Roman authorities (of which kind of learning he made rather an ostentatious display), and scornfully vaunting the very arts and meannesses by which fools were to be made to follow him, opponents to be bribed or silenced, doubters converted, and enemies overawed.

While Esmond was caught up in this passion, he remembers many conversations he had with his close friends, who would tease Our Knight of the Rueful Countenance about his open devotion to Beatrix. He responded to their teasing with comments like this: “Sure, I’m a fool,” he said, “and no better than you; but neither are you better than me. You have your own foolishness to deal with; give me the courtesy of mine. What flattering words do you, Mr. St. John, stoop to whisper in the ears of a queen's favorite? What long nights does the laziest man in the world endure, skipping his drinks and his friends, missing out on Lais, who he’d like to be dozing with, just to prepare a speech full of lies, to charm three hundred dull country gentlemen in the House of Commons and earn the slurred cheers of the October Club! How many days will you spend in your rattling carriage.” (Mr. Esmond often rode to Windsor, especially in later days, with the secretary.) “What hours will you spend on your aching feet—and how humbly will you kneel to present a dispatch—you, the proudest man in the world, who hasn’t knelt to God since you were a boy, and while in that position, whisper, flatter, almost worship, a foolish woman, who’s often drunk from too much food and drink, when Mr. Secretary goes in for his audience! If my pursuit is vanity, surely yours is too.” And then the Secretary would burst out with such a rich flow of eloquence that this pen cannot hope to recall; advocating his ambitious plans, showing the great good he would do for his country when he stood as its undisputed leader; supporting his opinions with a plethora of clever quotes from Greek and Roman sources (which he liked to flaunt), and disdainfully boasting about the very tricks and schemes he would use to make fools follow him, opponents bribed or silenced, skeptics convinced, and enemies intimidated.

“I am Diogenes,” says Esmond, laughing, “that is taken up for a ride in Alexander's chariot. I have no desire to vanquish Darius or to tame Bucephalus. I do not want what you want, a great name or a high place: to have them would bring me no pleasure. But my moderation is taste, not virtue; and I know that what I do want is as vain as that which you long after. Do not grudge me my vanity, if I allow yours; or rather, let us laugh at both indifferently, and at ourselves, and at each other.”

“I’m Diogenes,” Esmond says, laughing, “the guy who gets a ride in Alexander's chariot. I have no desire to conquer Darius or to control Bucephalus. I don’t want what you want, a big name or a high position: having those wouldn’t bring me any joy. But my moderation is just a preference, not a virtue; and I know that what I really want is as foolish as what you crave. Don’t resent my vanity if I accept yours; or better yet, let’s just laugh at both of our vanities, at ourselves, and at each other.”

“If your charmer holds out,” says St. John, “at this rate she may keep you twenty years besieging her, and surrender by the time you are seventy, and she is old enough to be a grandmother. I do not say the pursuit of a particular woman is not as pleasant a pastime as any other kind of hunting,” he added; “only, for my part, I find the game won't run long enough. They knock under too soon—that's the fault I find with 'em.”

“If your charmer plays hard to get,” St. John says, “at this rate she might keep you chasing after her for twenty years and give in by the time you're seventy, when she's old enough to be a grandmother. I'm not saying that pursuing a specific woman isn't as enjoyable as any other kind of hunting,” he continues; “it's just that, for me, the chase doesn't last long enough. They give in too easily—that’s my issue with them.”

“The game which you pursue is in the habit of being caught, and used to being pulled down,” says Mr. Esmond.

“The game you're after often gets caught and is used to being brought down,” says Mr. Esmond.

“But Dulcinea del Toboso is peerless, eh?” says the other. “Well, honest Harry, go and attack windmills—perhaps thou art not more mad than other people,” St. John added, with a sigh.

“But Dulcinea del Toboso is one of a kind, right?” says the other. “Well, honest Harry, go and fight windmills—maybe you’re not any crazier than anyone else,” St. John added with a sigh.





CHAPTER III.

A PAPER OUT OF THE “SPECTATOR.”

Doth any young gentleman of my progeny, who may read his old grandfather's papers, chance to be presently suffering under the passion of Love? There is a humiliating cure, but one that is easy and almost specific for the malady—which is, to try an alibi. Esmond went away from his mistress and was cured a half-dozen times; he came back to her side, and instantly fell ill again of the fever. He vowed that he could leave her and think no more of her, and so he could pretty well, at least, succeed in quelling that rage and longing he had whenever he was with her; but as soon as he returned he was as bad as ever again. Truly a ludicrous and pitiable object, at least exhausting everybody's pity but his dearest mistress's, Lady Castlewood's, in whose tender breast he reposed all his dreary confessions, and who never tired of hearing him and pleading for him.

Does any young man in my family, who might read his old grandfather's papers, happen to be currently suffering from the passion of love? There’s an embarrassing remedy, but it’s simple and almost guaranteed to work for the condition—try an alibi. Esmond left his mistress and got over it half a dozen times; whenever he returned to her, he immediately fell ill again with that fever. He swore he could leave her and forget about her, and he could manage to suppress the rage and longing he felt whenever he was with her; but as soon as he came back, he was just as bad as ever. Truly a ridiculous and pitiable sight, at least exhausting everyone’s sympathy except for his beloved mistress, Lady Castlewood, who received all his gloomy confessions and never grew tired of listening to him and advocating for him.

Sometimes Esmond would think there was hope. Then again he would be plagued with despair, at some impertinence or coquetry of his mistress. For days they would be like brother and sister, or the dearest friends—she, simple, fond, and charming—he, happy beyond measure at her good behavior. But this would all vanish on a sudden. Either he would be too pressing, and hint his love, when she would rebuff him instantly, and give his vanity a box on the ear; or he would be jealous, and with perfect good reason, of some new admirer that had sprung up, or some rich young gentleman newly arrived in the town, that this incorrigible flirt would set her nets and baits to draw in. If Esmond remonstrated, the little rebel would say—“Who are you? I shall go my own way, sirrah, and that way is towards a husband, and I don't want YOU on the way. I am for your betters, Colonel, for your betters: do you hear that? You might do if you had an estate and were younger; only eight years older than I, you say! pish, you are a hundred years older. You are an old, old Graveairs, and I should make you miserable, that would be the only comfort I should have in marrying you. But you have not money enough to keep a cat decently after you have paid your man his wages, and your landlady her bill. Do you think I am going to live in a lodging, and turn the mutton at a string whilst your honor nurses the baby? Fiddlestick, and why did you not get this nonsense knocked out of your head when you were in the wars? You are come back more dismal and dreary than ever. You and mamma are fit for each other. You might be Darby and Joan, and play cribbage to the end of your lives.”

Sometimes Esmond would think there was hope. Then again he would be plagued with despair at some rude or flirty behavior from his mistress. For days they would act like siblings or the closest friends—she, sweet, affectionate, and charming—he, incredibly happy with her good behavior. But all of that would suddenly disappear. Either he would push too hard and hint at his feelings, only for her to shut him down instantly, bruising his ego; or he would feel jealous, and rightfully so, of some new admirer who had appeared, or a wealthy young gentleman recently arrived in town, whom this relentless flirt would try to attract. If Esmond protested, the little rebel would say—“Who do you think you are? I’ll go my own way, mister, and that way leads to a husband, and I don’t want YOU in my way. I’m aiming for someone better than you, Colonel, someone better: do you get that? You might be suitable if you had an estate and were younger; only eight years older than me, you say! Nonsense, you’re a hundred years older. You’re an old, old Graveairs, and I’d only find comfort in knowing I’d make you miserable if I married you. But you don’t have enough money to keep a cat decently after paying your servant and your landlady. Do you think I’m going to live in a cramped room and cook while you play the doting father? Ridiculous, and why didn’t you get this nonsense knocked out of your head when you were at war? You’ve come back more miserable and dreary than ever. You and mom are made for each other. You could be Darby and Joan and play cribbage for the rest of your lives.”

“At least you own to your worldliness, my poor Trix,” says her mother.

“At least you admit to being worldly, my poor Trix,” her mother says.

“Worldliness. Oh, my pretty lady! Do you think that I am a child in the nursery, and to be frightened by Bogey! Worldliness, to be sure; and pray, madam, where is the harm of wishing to be comfortable? When you are gone, you dearest old woman, or when I am tired of you and have run away from you, where shall I go? Shall I go and be head nurse to my Popish sister-in-law, take the children their physic, and whip 'em, and put 'em to bed when they are naughty? Shall I be Castlewood's upper servant, and perhaps marry Tom Tusher? Merci! I have been long enough Frank's humble servant. Why am I not a man? I have ten times his brains, and had I worn the—well, don't let your ladyship be frightened—had I worn a sword and periwig instead of this mantle and commode to which nature has condemned me—(though 'tis a pretty stuff, too—Cousin Esmond! you will go to the Exchange to-morrow, and get the exact counterpart of this ribbon, sir; do you hear?)—I would have made our name talked about. So would Graveairs here have made something out of our name if he had represented it. My Lord Graveairs would have done very well. Yes, you have a very pretty way, and would have made a very decent, grave speaker.” And here she began to imitate Esmond's way of carrying himself and speaking to his face, and so ludicrously that his mistress burst out a-laughing, and even he himself could see there was some likeness in the fantastical malicious caricature.

“Worldliness. Oh, my lovely lady! Do you think I'm just a child, easily spooked by ghosts? Worldliness, for sure; and tell me, madam, what’s wrong with wanting to be comfortable? When you're gone, my dearest old woman, or when I’ve had enough of you and run away, where will I go? Should I become the head nurse to my Catholic sister-in-law, giving the kids their medicine, disciplining them, and putting them to bed when they misbehave? Should I be the top servant at Castlewood and possibly marry Tom Tusher? No thanks! I’ve been Frank’s humble servant long enough. Why am I not a man? I have ten times his brains, and if I had worn the—well, don’t let your ladyship be alarmed—if I had worn a sword and wig instead of this dress and hairdo that nature has stuck me with—(though this is nice stuff too—Cousin Esmond! You’ll head to the Exchange tomorrow and get an exact match of this ribbon, right?)—I would have made our name known. So would Graveairs have done something with our name if he had represented it. My Lord Graveairs would have done very well. Yes, you have a charming way, and would have made a very respectable, serious speaker.” And here she began to mimic Esmond's mannerisms and speech in such a ridiculous way that his mistress burst out laughing, and even he could see some resemblance in the comical, malicious caricature.

“Yes,” says she, “I solemnly vow, own, and confess, that I want a good husband. Where's the harm of one? My face is my fortune. Who'll come?—buy, buy, buy! I cannot toil, neither can I spin, but I can play twenty-three games on the cards. I can dance the last dance, I can hunt the stag, and I think I could shoot flying. I can talk as wicked as any woman of my years, and know enough stories to amuse a sulky husband for at least one thousand and one nights. I have a pretty taste for dress, diamonds, gambling, and old China. I love sugar-plums, Malines lace (that you brought me, cousin, is very pretty), the opera, and everything that is useless and costly. I have got a monkey and a little black boy—Pompey, sir, go and give a dish of chocolate to Colonel Graveairs,—and a parrot and a spaniel, and I must have a husband. Cupid, you hear?”

“Yes,” she says, “I solemnly vow, own, and confess that I want a good husband. What's the harm in that? My looks are my fortune. Who's interested?—buy, buy, buy! I can’t work, nor can I spin, but I can play twenty-three card games. I can dance the last dance, I can hunt deer, and I think I could shoot flying targets. I can talk as wickedly as any woman my age and know enough stories to keep a sulky husband entertained for at least one thousand and one nights. I have a knack for fashion, diamonds, gambling, and antique china. I love sweets, Malines lace (the one you brought me, cousin, is very pretty), the opera, and everything that’s fancy and expensive. I have a monkey and a little black boy—Pompey, sir, go and get a dish of chocolate for Colonel Graveairs—and a parrot and a spaniel, and I absolutely must have a husband. Cupid, are you listening?”

“Iss, Missis!” says Pompey, a little grinning negro Lord Peterborrow gave her, with a bird of Paradise in his turbant, and a collar with his mistress's name on it.

“Iss, Missis!” says Pompey, a little grinning Black man Lord Peterborrow gave her, wearing a bird of Paradise in his turban and a collar with his mistress's name on it.

“Iss, Missis!” says Beatrix, imitating the child. “And if husband not come, Pompey must go fetch one.”

“Iss, Missis!” says Beatrix, mimicking the child. “And if the husband doesn’t come, Pompey has to go get one.”

And Pompey went away grinning with his chocolate tray as Miss Beatrix ran up to her mother and ended her sally of mischief in her common way, with a kiss—no wonder that upon paying such a penalty her fond judge pardoned her.

And Pompey walked away smiling with his chocolate tray as Miss Beatrix rushed over to her mother and wrapped up her playful mischief in her usual way, with a kiss—it's no surprise that after facing such a consequence, her loving judge forgave her.

When Mr. Esmond came home, his health was still shattered; and he took a lodging near to his mistresses, at Kensington, glad enough to be served by them, and to see them day after day. He was enabled to see a little company—and of the sort he liked best. Mr. Steele and Mr. Addison both did him the honor to visit him; and drank many a glass of good claret at his lodging, whilst their entertainer, through his wound, was kept to diet drink and gruel. These gentlemen were Whigs, and great admirers of my Lord Duke of Marlborough; and Esmond was entirely of the other party. But their different views of politics did not prevent the gentlemen from agreeing in private, nor from allowing, on one evening when Esmond's kind old patron, Lieutenant-General Webb, with a stick and a crutch, hobbled up to the Colonel's lodging (which was prettily situate at Knightsbridge, between London and Kensington, and looking over the Gardens), that the Lieutenant-General was a noble and gallant soldier—and even that he had been hardly used in the Wynendael affair. He took his revenge in talk, that must be confessed; and if Mr. Addison had had a mind to write a poem about Wynendael, he might have heard from the commander's own lips the story a hundred times over.

When Mr. Esmond got home, he was still in poor health; so he rented a place close to his mistresses in Kensington, happy to be looked after by them and to see them every day. He was able to entertain a few guests, and they were just the kind he preferred. Mr. Steele and Mr. Addison both paid him visits and shared many glasses of good claret at his place, while he, due to his injury, was limited to diet drinks and gruel. These gentlemen were Whigs and great fans of my Lord Duke of Marlborough, while Esmond was completely on the opposite side. However, their political differences didn’t stop them from agreeing in private. One evening, when Esmond's kind old patron, Lieutenant-General Webb, shuffled into the Colonel's place with a stick and crutch (which was nicely located at Knightsbridge, between London and Kensington, overlooking the Gardens), they all acknowledged that the Lieutenant-General was a noble and brave soldier—and even that he had been treated unfairly in the Wynendael incident. He certainly took his revenge through conversation, that much can be said; and if Mr. Addison had wanted to write a poem about Wynendael, he could have heard the story from the commander himself a hundred times.

Mr. Esmond, forced to be quiet, betook himself to literature for a relaxation, and composed his comedy, whereof the prompter's copy lieth in my walnut escritoire, sealed up and docketed, “The Faithful Fool, a Comedy, as it was performed by her Majesty's Servants.” 'Twas a very sentimental piece; and Mr. Steele, who had more of that kind of sentiment than Mr. Addison, admired it, whilst the other rather sneered at the performance; though he owned that, here and there, it contained some pretty strokes. He was bringing out his own play of “Cato” at the time, the blaze of which quite extinguished Esmond's farthing candle; and his name was never put to the piece, which was printed as by a Person of Quality. Only nine copies were sold, though Mr. Dennis, the great critic, praised it, and said 'twas a work of great merit; and Colonel Esmond had the whole impression burned one day in a rage, by Jack Lockwood, his man.

Mr. Esmond, needing to keep quiet, turned to literature for relaxation and wrote his comedy, the prompter's copy of which is in my walnut desk, sealed and labeled “The Faithful Fool, a Comedy, as it was performed by Her Majesty's Servants.” It was a very sentimental piece; Mr. Steele, who had more of that kind of sentiment than Mr. Addison, liked it, while Addison didn’t care for the performance but admitted that it had some nice parts. At the time, he was working on his own play, “Cato,” which completely overshadowed Esmond's small success; his name never appeared on the piece, which was published anonymously as by a Person of Quality. Only nine copies were sold, even though Mr. Dennis, the notable critic, praised it and claimed it was a work of great quality; Colonel Esmond had all the copies burned one day in a fit of rage, thanks to Jack Lockwood, his servant.

All this comedy was full of bitter satiric strokes against a certain young lady. The plot of the piece was quite a new one. A young woman was represented with a great number of suitors, selecting a pert fribble of a peer, in place of the hero (but ill-acted, I think, by Mr. Wilks, the Faithful Fool,) who persisted in admiring her. In the fifth act, Teraminta was made to discover the merits of Eugenio (the F. F.), and to feel a partiality for him too late; for he announced that he had bestowed his hand and estate upon Rosaria, a country lass, endowed with every virtue. But it must be owned that the audience yawned through the play; and that it perished on the third night, with only half a dozen persons to behold its agonies. Esmond and his two mistresses came to the first night, and Miss Beatrix fell asleep; whilst her mother, who had not been to a play since King James the Second's time, thought the piece, though not brilliant, had a very pretty moral.

All this comedy was packed with sharp, bitter satire aimed at a certain young lady. The storyline was pretty original. It featured a young woman with a lot of suitors, ultimately choosing a cocky nobleman over the hero (who I think was poorly played by Mr. Wilks, the Faithful Fool), despite his ongoing admiration for her. In the fifth act, Teraminta realizes Eugenio (the F. F.) has good qualities and develops feelings for him, but it’s too late because he reveals he’s given his hand and fortune to Rosaria, a country girl full of virtues. However, it's worth noting that the audience yawned through the play and it flopped by the third night, with only a handful of people watching its struggles. Esmond and his two love interests attended the opening night, and Miss Beatrix fell asleep, while her mother, who hadn’t been to a play since King James II’s era, thought the show, though not exciting, had a really nice moral.

Mr. Esmond dabbled in letters, and wrote a deal of prose and verse at this time of leisure. When displeased with the conduct of Miss Beatrix, he would compose a satire, in which he relieved his mind. When smarting under the faithlessness of women, he dashed off a copy of verses, in which he held the whole sex up to scorn. One day, in one of these moods, he made a little joke, in which (swearing him to secrecy) he got his friend Dick Steele to help him; and, composing a paper, he had it printed exactly like Steele's paper, and by his printer, and laid on his mistress's breakfast-table the following—

Mr. Esmond enjoyed writing and spent a lot of his free time creating prose and poetry. When he was unhappy with how Miss Beatrix was acting, he would write a satire to express his feelings. When he felt hurt by women’s disloyalty, he quickly wrote some verses that criticized the entire gender. One day, during one of these moods, he made a little joke and convinced his friend Dick Steele (who he swore to secrecy) to help him. Together, they created a paper that looked just like Steele's publication, used his printer, and placed it on his mistress's breakfast table:

                        “SPECTATOR.

     “No. 341.                    “Tuesday, April 1, 1712.

     Mutato nomine de te Fabula narratur.—HORACE.
     Thyself the morain of the fable see.—CREECH.
                        “SPECTATOR.

     “No. 341.                    “Tuesday, April 1, 1712.

     The name being changed, the story is told about you.—HORACE.
     You are the subject of the fable.—CREECH.

“Jocasta is known as a woman of learning and fashion, and as one of the most amiable persons of this court and country. She is at home two mornings of the week, and all the wits and a few of the beauties of London flock to her assemblies. When she goes abroad to Tunbridge or the Bath, a retinue of adorers rides the journey with her; and besides the London beaux, she has a crowd of admirers at the Wells, the polite amongst the natives of Sussex and Somerset pressing round her tea-tables, and being anxious for a nod from her chair. Jocasta's acquaintance is thus very numerous. Indeed, 'tis one smart writer's work to keep her visiting-book—a strong footman is engaged to carry it; and it would require a much stronger head even than Jocasta's own to remember the names of all her dear friends.

“Jocasta is known as a woman of learning and style, and as one of the most pleasant people in this court and country. She hosts guests two mornings a week, and all the clever minds and some of the beauties of London flock to her gatherings. When she travels to Tunbridge or Bath, a group of admirers accompanies her; and besides the London gentlemen, she attracts a crowd of fans at the Wells, with the polite locals from Sussex and Somerset gathering around her tea tables, eager for a nod from her chair. Jocasta’s circle is therefore quite large. In fact, a clever writer is tasked with keeping her guest book—a strong footman has been hired to carry it; and it would take a much sharper mind than even Jocasta's to remember the names of all her dear friends.”

“Either at Epsom Wells or at Tunbridge (for of this important matter Jocasta cannot be certain) it was her ladyship's fortune to become acquainted with a young gentleman, whose conversation was so sprightly, and manners amiable, that she invited the agreeable young spark to visit her if ever he came to London, where her house in Spring Garden should be open to him. Charming as he was, and without any manner of doubt a pretty fellow, Jocasta hath such a regiment of the like continually marching round her standard, that 'tis no wonder her attention is distracted amongst them. And so, though this gentleman made a considerable impression upon her, and touched her heart for at least three-and-twenty minutes, it must be owned that she has forgotten his name. He is a dark man, and may be eight-and-twenty years old. His dress is sober, though of rich materials. He has a mole on his forehead over his left eye; has a blue ribbon to his cane and sword, and wears his own hair.

“Either at Epsom Wells or at Tunbridge (Jocasta isn’t sure about this important detail), she happened to meet a young man whose conversation was lively and whose manners were pleasant. She invited the charming young man to visit her if he ever came to London, where her house in Spring Garden would be open to him. As delightful as he was, and undoubtedly a handsome guy, Jocasta has so many similar admirers constantly around her that it’s no surprise her attention gets divided among them. So, even though this gentleman made a strong impression on her and touched her heart for at least twenty-three minutes, it must be said that she has forgotten his name. He has dark features and is probably around twenty-eight years old. His clothing is understated but made of rich materials. He has a mole on his forehead above his left eye, wears a blue ribbon on his cane and sword, and keeps his own hair.

“Jocasta was much flattered by beholding her admirer (for that everybody admires who sees her is a point which she never can for a moment doubt) in the next pew to her at St. James's Church last Sunday; and the manner in which he appeared to go to sleep during the sermon—though from under his fringed eyelids it was evident he was casting glances of respectful rapture towards Jocasta—deeply moved and interested her. On coming out of church, he found his way to her chair, and made her an elegant bow as she stepped into it. She saw him at Court afterwards, where he carried himself with a most distinguished air, though none of her acquaintances knew his name; and the next night he was at the play, where her ladyship was pleased to acknowledge him from the side-box.

“Jocasta was quite flattered to see her admirer (because she has no doubt that everyone admires her) sitting in the next pew at St. James's Church last Sunday. The way he seemed to doze off during the sermon—though it was clear from his fringed eyelids that he was sneakily stealing glances of respectful admiration at Jocasta—deeply touched and intrigued her. After church, he made his way to her chair and gave her an elegant bow as she got in. She spotted him at Court later on, where he carried himself with a very distinguished presence, even though none of her friends knew who he was; and the next night, he was at the theater, where she graciously acknowledged him from the side-box.”

“During the whole of the comedy she racked her brains so to remember his name that she did not hear a word of the piece: and having the happiness to meet him once more in the lobby of the playhouse, she went up to him in a flutter, and bade him remember that she kept two nights in the week, and that she longed to see him at Spring Garden.

“Throughout the entire play, she tried so hard to remember his name that she didn’t hear a single word of it. When she fortunately ran into him again in the lobby of the theater, she approached him nervously and told him to remember that she was free two nights a week and that she was eager to see him at Spring Garden.”

“He appeared on Tuesday, in a rich suit, showing a very fine taste both in the tailor and wearer; and though a knot of us were gathered round the charming Jocasta, fellows who pretended to know every face upon the town, not one could tell the gentleman's name in reply to Jocasta's eager inquiries, flung to the right and left of her as he advanced up the room with a bow that would become a duke.

“He showed up on Tuesday, wearing an expensive suit that reflected great taste in both the tailor and himself; and even though a group of us were gathered around the lovely Jocasta, guys who claimed to know everyone in town, not a single one could tell her the gentleman's name when she eagerly asked about it, throwing questions to the right and left as he walked up the room with a bow fit for a duke.”

“Jocasta acknowledged this salute with one of those smiles and curtsies of which that lady hath the secret. She curtsies with a languishing air, as if to say, 'You are come at last. I have been pining for you:' and then she finishes her victim with a killing look, which declares: 'O Philander! I have no eyes but for you.' Camilla hath as good a curtsy perhaps, and Thalestris much such another look; but the glance and the curtsy together belong to Jocasta of all the English beauties alone.

“Jocasta responded to this greeting with one of those smiles and curtsies that she alone seems to master. She curtsies with a sultry air, as if to say, 'You’re finally here. I’ve missed you so much:' and then she finishes her victim with a mesmerizing look, which says: 'Oh Philander! You are my only focus.' Camilla might have a decent curtsy, and Thalestris offers a similar look; but the combination of the glance and the curtsy uniquely belongs to Jocasta, the only true beauty among all the English ladies.”

“'Welcome to London, sir,' says she. 'One can see you are from the country by your looks.' She would have said 'Epsom,' or 'Tunbridge,' had she remembered rightly at which place she had met the stranger; but, alas! she had forgotten.

“'Welcome to London, sir,' she says. 'It's obvious you're from the countryside by your appearance.' She would have mentioned 'Epsom' or 'Tunbridge' if she had recalled where she had met the stranger, but unfortunately, she had forgotten.

“The gentleman said, 'he had been in town but three days; and one of his reasons for coming hither was to have the honor of paying his court to Jocasta.'

“The gentleman said, 'I've only been in town for three days; and one of my reasons for coming here was to have the honor of courting Jocasta.'”

“She said, 'the waters had agreed with her but indifferently.'

“She said, 'the waters had worked well for her, but without any real care.'”

“'The waters were for the sick,' the gentleman said: 'the young and beautiful came but to make them sparkle. And as the clergyman read the service on Sunday,' he added, 'your ladyship reminded me of the angel that visited the pool.' A murmur of approbation saluted this sally. Manilio, who is a wit when he is not at cards, was in such a rage that he revoked when he heard it.

“'The waters were for the sick,' the gentleman said: 'the young and beautiful came just to make them shine. And as the clergyman read the service on Sunday,' he added, 'your ladyship reminded me of the angel that visited the pool.' A murmur of approval greeted this comment. Manilio, who is clever when he's not playing cards, was so furious that he made a mistake when he heard it.

“Jocasta was an angel visiting the waters; but at which of the Bethesdas? She was puzzled more and more; and, as her way always is, looked the more innocent and simple, the more artful her intentions were.

“Jocasta was an angel by the waters; but at which of the Bethesdas? She became increasingly confused; and, as was her usual manner, appeared more innocent and simple the more cunning her plans became.

“'We were discoursing,' says she, 'about spelling of names and words when you came. Why should we say goold and write gold, and call china chayney, and Cavendish Candish, and Cholmondeley Chumley? If we call Pulteney Poltney, why shouldn't we call poultry pultry—and—'

“We were talking,” she said, “about how names and words are spelled when you came. Why do we say goold and write gold, and call china chayney, and Cavendish Candish, and Cholmondeley Chumley? If we call Pulteney Poltney, why shouldn’t we call poultry pultry—and—”

“'Such an enchantress as your ladyship,' says he, 'is mistress of all sorts of spells.' But this was Dr. Swift's pun, and we all knew it.

“'A captivating woman like you,' he says, 'is in control of all kinds of charms.' But this was Dr. Swift's joke, and we all knew it.

“'And—and how do you spell your name?' says she, coming to the point at length; for this sprightly conversation had lasted much longer than is here set down, and been carried on through at least three dishes of tea.

“'And—and how do you spell your name?' she asks, getting to the point after a while; because this lively conversation had gone on much longer than what's written here and had continued through at least three cups of tea.

“'Oh, madam,' says he, 'I SPELL MY NAME WITH THE Y.' And laying down his dish, my gentleman made another elegant bow, and was gone in a moment.

“'Oh, ma'am,' he says, 'I SPELL MY NAME WITH A Y.' And setting down his plate, my gentleman made another graceful bow and disappeared in an instant.”

“Jocasta hath had no sleep since this mortification, and the stranger's disappearance. If balked in anything, she is sure to lose her health and temper; and we, her servants, suffer, as usual, during the angry fits of our Queen. Can you help us, Mr. Spectator, who know everything, to read this riddle for her, and set at rest all our minds? We find in her list, Mr. Berty, Mr. Smith, Mr. Pike, Mr. Tyler—who may be Mr. Bertie, Mr. Smyth, Mr. Pyke, Mr. Tiler, for what we know. She hath turned away the clerk of her visiting-book, a poor fellow with a great family of children. Read me this riddle, good Mr. Shortface, and oblige your admirer—OEDIPUS.”

“Jocasta hasn't slept since this humiliation and the stranger's disappearance. If anything goes wrong, she’s sure to lose her health and temper; and we, her servants, usually suffer during our Queen's angry outbursts. Can you help us, Mr. Spectator, who knows everything, solve this riddle for her and ease all our minds? In her list, we have Mr. Berty, Mr. Smith, Mr. Pike, Mr. Tyler—who might be Mr. Bertie, Mr. Smyth, Mr. Pyke, Mr. Tiler, for all we know. She has dismissed the clerk of her visiting book, a poor man with a large family. Help me with this riddle, good Mr. Shortface, and do a favor for your admirer—OEDIPUS.”

“THE TRUMPET COFFEE-HOUSE, WHITEHALL.

“THE TRUMPET COFFEE HOUSE, WHITEHALL.

“MR. SPECTATOR,—I am a gentleman but little acquainted with the town, though I have had a university education, and passed some years serving my country abroad, where my name is better known than in the coffee-house and St. James's.

“MR. SPECTATOR,—I’m a gentleman who doesn’t know the town very well, even though I have a university education and spent some years serving my country overseas, where I’m better known than in the coffeehouse and St. James's.

“Two years since my uncle died, leaving me a pretty estate in the county of Kent; and being at Tunbridge Wells last summer, after my mourning was over, and on the look-out, if truth must be told, for some young lady who would share with me the solitude of my great Kentish house, and be kind to my tenantry (for whom a woman can do a great deal more good than the best-intentioned man can), I was greatly fascinated by a young lady of London, who was the toast of all the company at the Wells. Every one knows Saccharissa's beauty; and I think, Mr. Spectator, no one better than herself.

“Two years after my uncle passed away, leaving me a lovely estate in Kent; and while I was at Tunbridge Wells last summer, after my mourning period was over, and honestly looking for a young lady to share the solitude of my grand Kentish house and be kind to my tenants (because a woman can do much more good for them than even the best-meaning man), I was really captivated by a young lady from London, who was the star of the social scene at the Wells. Everyone knows about Saccharissa's beauty; and I believe, Mr. Spectator, no one knows it better than she does herself.”

“My table-book informs me that I danced no less than seven-and-twenty sets with her at the Assembly. I treated her to the fiddles twice. I was admitted on several days to her lodging, and received by her with a great deal of distinction, and, for a time, was entirely her slave. It was only when I found, from common talk of the company at the Wells, and from narrowly watching one, who I once thought of asking the most sacred question a man can put to a woman, that I became aware how unfit she was to be a country gentleman's wife; and that this fair creature was but a heartless worldly jilt, playing with affections that she never meant to return, and, indeed, incapable of returning them. 'Tis admiration such women want, not love that touches them; and I can conceive, in her old age, no more wretched creature than this lady will be, when her beauty hath deserted her, when her admirers have left her, and she hath neither friendship nor religion to console her.

“My notebook tells me that I danced at least twenty-seven sets with her at the Assembly. I treated her to live music twice. I was welcomed at her place on several occasions and received with a lot of respect, and for a while, I was completely devoted to her. It was only when I heard the common gossip among the people at the Wells and closely watched someone I once considered asking the most important question a man can ask a woman that I realized how unsuitable she was to be a country gentleman's wife; that this beautiful woman was just a heartless, materialistic flirt, playing with feelings she never intended to return, and truly incapable of doing so. What women like her desire is admiration, not love that truly affects them; and I can imagine, in her old age, there will be no more miserable person than this lady when her beauty has faded, when her admirers have abandoned her, and she has neither friendship nor faith to comfort her.”

“Business calling me to London, I went to St. James's Church last Sunday, and there opposite me sat my beauty of the Wells. Her behavior during the whole service was so pert, languishing, and absurd; she flirted her fan, and ogled and eyed me in a manner so indecent, that I was obliged to shut my eyes, so as actually not to see her, and whenever I opened them beheld hers (and very bright they are) still staring at me. I fell in with her afterwards at Court, and at the playhouse; and here nothing would satisfy her but she must elbow through the crowd and speak to me, and invite me to the assembly, which she holds at her house, not very far from Ch-r-ng Cr-ss.

“Business called me to London, so I went to St. James's Church last Sunday, and there across from me sat my beauty from the Wells. Her behavior throughout the entire service was so lively, flirty, and ridiculous; she waved her fan and looked at me in such an inappropriate way that I had to close my eyes to avoid seeing her, and whenever I opened them, I found hers (and they’re quite bright) still fixed on me. I ran into her later at Court and at the theater, and there she insisted on pushing through the crowd to talk to me and invite me to the gathering she hosts at her place, not too far from Ch-r-ng Cr-ss.”

“Having made her a promise to attend, of course I kept my promise; and found the young widow in the midst of a half-dozen of card tables, and a crowd of wits and admirers. I made the best bow I could, and advanced towards her; and saw by a peculiar puzzled look in her face, though she tried to hide her perplexity, that she had forgotten even my name.

“Having promised to attend, of course I kept my word; and found the young widow surrounded by a handful of card tables and a crowd of witty admirers. I made the best bow I could and approached her, noticing a distinct puzzled look on her face. Although she tried to hide her confusion, it was clear she had forgotten even my name.”

“Her talk, artful as it was, convinced me that I had guessed aright. She turned the conversation most ridiculously upon the spelling of names and words; and I replied with as ridiculous fulsome compliments as I could pay her: indeed, one in which I compared her to an angel visiting the sick wells, went a little too far; nor should I have employed it, but that the allusion came from the Second Lesson last Sunday, which we both had heard, and I was pressed to answer her.

“Her conversation, as skillful as it was, made me feel that I had figured things out correctly. She shifted the chat in the most amusing way to the spelling of names and words; and I responded with equally silly compliments as I could muster: in fact, one where I compared her to an angel visiting the ailing, went a bit overboard; I probably wouldn’t have used it if the reference hadn’t come from the Second Lesson last Sunday, which we both had heard, and I felt compelled to reply to her.”

“Then she came to the question, which I knew was awaiting me, and asked how I SPELT my name? 'Madam,' says I, turning on my heel, 'I spell it with a Y.' And so I left her, wondering at the light-heartedness of the town-people, who forget and make friends so easily, and resolved to look elsewhere for a partner for your constant reader,

“Then she came to the question I knew was coming and asked how I spelled my name. 'Madam,' I said, turning on my heel, 'I spell it with a Y.' And with that, I left her, surprised by how carefree the townspeople are, who easily forget and make friends, and decided to look elsewhere for a partner for your constant reader,

“CYMON WYLDOATS.”

"CYMON WYLDOATS."

“You know my real name, Mr. Spectator, in which there is no such a letter as HUPSILON. But if the lady, whom I have called Saccharissa, wonders that I appear no more at the tea-tables, she is hereby respectfully informed the reason Y.”

"You know my real name, Mr. Spectator, and it doesn't include the letter HUPSILON. But if the lady I've referred to as Saccharissa is curious about why I no longer show up at the tea gatherings, she is respectfully informed of the reason Y."

The above is a parable, whereof the writer will now expound the meaning. Jocasta was no other than Miss Esmond, Maid of Honor to her Majesty. She had told Mr. Esmond this little story of having met a gentleman somewhere, and forgetting his name, when the gentleman, with no such malicious intentions as those of “Cymon” in the above fable, made the answer simply as above; and we all laughed to think how little Mistress Jocasta-Beatrix had profited by her artifice and precautions.

The above is a parable, which the writer will now explain. Jocasta was none other than Miss Esmond, Maid of Honor to her Majesty. She had told Mr. Esmond this little story about meeting a gentleman somewhere and forgetting his name, when the gentleman, with no malicious intentions like those of “Cymon” in the above fable, simply responded as mentioned above; and we all laughed at how little Mistress Jocasta-Beatrix had gained from her tricks and precautions.

As for Cymon, he was intended to represent yours and her very humble servant, the writer of the apologue and of this story, which we had printed on a “Spectator” paper at Mr. Steele's office, exactly as those famous journals were printed, and which was laid on the table at breakfast in place of the real newspaper. Mistress Jocasta, who had plenty of wit, could not live without her Spectator to her tea; and this sham Spectator was intended to convey to the young woman that she herself was a flirt, and that Cymon was a gentleman of honor and resolution, seeing all her faults, and determined to break the chains once and for ever.

As for Cymon, he was meant to represent your very humble servant, the writer of the fable and this story, which we printed on a “Spectator” paper at Mr. Steele's office, just like those famous journals were printed, and which was placed on the table at breakfast instead of the real newspaper. Mistress Jocasta, who was quite clever, couldn't drink her tea without her Spectator; and this fake Spectator was meant to show the young woman that she was a flirt, while Cymon was a man of integrity and determination, recognizing all her faults and determined to break the chains once and for all.

For though enough hath been said about this love-business already—enough, at least, to prove to the writer's heirs what a silly fond fool their old grandfather was, who would like them to consider him as a very wise old gentleman; yet not near all has been told concerning this matter, which, if it were allowed to take in Esmond's journal the space it occupied in his time, would weary his kinsmen and women of a hundred years' time beyond all endurance; and form such a diary of folly and drivelling, raptures and rage, as no man of ordinary vanity would like to leave behind him.

For although a lot has been said about this love stuff already—at least enough to show the writer's heirs what a foolish romantic their old grandfather was, who would prefer they see him as a wise old man—there’s still much more to say about this topic, which, if it took up as much space in Esmond's journal as it did in his time, would bore his descendants beyond belief a hundred years from now; and it would create a diary of foolishness and nonsense, passions and anger, that no ordinary person would want to be remembered for.

The truth is, that, whether she laughed at him or encouraged him; whether she smiled or was cold, and turned her smiles on another; worldly and ambitious, as he knew her to be; hard and careless, as she seemed to grow with her court life, and a hundred admirers that came to her and left her; Esmond, do what he would, never could get Beatrix out of his mind; thought of her constantly at home or away. If he read his name in a Gazette, or escaped the shot of a cannon-ball or a greater danger in the campaign, as has happened to him more than once, the instant thought after the honor achieved or the danger avoided, was, “What will SHE say of it?” “Will this distinction or the idea of this peril elate her or touch her, so as to be better inclined towards me?” He could no more help this passionate fidelity of temper than he could help the eyes he saw with—one or the other seemed a part of his nature; and knowing every one of her faults as well as the keenest of her detractors, and the folly of an attachment to such a woman, of which the fruition could never bring him happiness for above a week, there was yet a charm about this Circe from which the poor deluded gentleman could not free himself; and for a much longer period than Ulysses (another middle-aged officer, who had travelled much, and been in the foreign wars,) Esmond felt himself enthralled and besotted by the wiles of this enchantress. Quit her! He could no more quit her, as the Cymon of this story was made to quit his false one, than he could lose his consciousness of yesterday. She had but to raise her finger, and he would come back from ever so far; she had but to say I have discarded such and such an adorer, and the poor infatuated wretch would be sure to come and roder about her mother's house, willing to be put on the ranks of suitors, though he knew he might be cast off the next week. If he were like Ulysses in his folly, at least she was in so far like Penelope that she had a crowd of suitors, and undid day after day and night after night the handiwork of fascination and the web of coquetry with which she was wont to allure and entertain them.

The truth is, whether she laughed at him or cheered him on; whether she smiled or was dismissive, and shared her smiles with someone else; worldly and ambitious, as he knew her to be; tough and indifferent, as she seemed to become with her glamorous life and the countless admirers who came and went; Esmond, no matter what he did, could never get Beatrix out of his head; he thought about her constantly, whether he was at home or away. If he saw his name in the newspaper or dodged a cannonball or another serious danger during the campaign, as he had done more than once, the first thought after achieving an honor or avoiding danger was, “What will SHE think?” “Will this honor or the idea of this risk impress her or make her feel differently toward me?” He couldn’t help this intense loyalty any more than he could help the eyes he saw with—one or the other felt like a part of him; and even knowing all of her flaws, just like the sharpest of her critics did, and that his feelings for such a woman could never bring him real happiness for more than a week, there was still a pull about this enchantress he couldn’t escape; and for much longer than Ulysses (another middle-aged officer who had traveled extensively and fought overseas), Esmond felt himself captivated and smitten by her tricks. Leave her? He could no more leave her, like the Cymon of this story was made to leave his false love, than he could erase his memories of yesterday. All she had to do was lift her finger, and he would return from far away; all she had to do was say she had dumped such and such an admirer, and the poor lovesick fool would certainly come and linger around her mother's place, eager to be counted among her suitors, even though he knew he might be cast aside the following week. If he was like Ulysses in his foolishness, at least she was, in a way, like Penelope in that she had a horde of admirers, continuously undoing the captivating handiwork and charming web she used to attract and entertain them, night after night.

Part of her coquetry may have come from her position about the Court, where the beautiful maid of honor was the light about which a thousand beaux came and fluttered; where she was sure to have a ring of admirers round her, crowding to listen to her repartees as much as to admire her beauty; and where she spoke and listened to much free talk, such as one never would have thought the lips or ears of Rachel Castlewood's daughter would have uttered or heard. When in waiting at Windsor or Hampton, the Court ladies and gentlemen would be making riding parties together; Mrs. Beatrix in a horseman's coat and hat, the foremost after the stag-hounds and over the park fences, a crowd of young fellows at her heels. If the English country ladies at this time were the most pure and modest of any ladies in the world—the English town and court ladies permitted themselves words and behavior that were neither modest nor pure; and claimed, some of them, a freedom which those who love that sex most would never wish to grant them. The gentlemen of my family that follow after me (for I don't encourage the ladies to pursue any such studies), may read in the works of Mr. Congreve, and Dr. Swift and others, what was the conversation and what the habits of our time.

Part of her flirtation might have stemmed from her status at Court, where the stunning maid of honor was the center of attention, attracting a crowd of admirers; they gathered around her not just to admire her looks but to enjoy her witty responses. In that environment, she engaged in conversations that would surprise anyone who thought Rachel Castlewood's daughter would ever say or hear such things. While waiting at Windsor or Hampton, the ladies and gentlemen of the Court often went on riding parties together; Mrs. Beatrix, dressed in a horseman’s coat and hat, took the lead, chasing after the hounds with a group of young men following her. Although English country ladies at the time were considered the most pure and modest, the ladies of town and Court allowed themselves words and behaviors that were neither modest nor pure; some even claimed a level of freedom that would make those who truly admire women uncomfortable. The gentlemen in my family who come after me (as I don’t encourage the ladies to pursue such studies) can read in the works of Mr. Congreve, Dr. Swift, and others about the conversations and behaviors of our time.

The most beautiful woman in England in 1712, when Esmond returned to this country, a lady of high birth, and though of no fortune to be sure, with a thousand fascinations of wit and manners, Beatrix Esmond was now six-and-twenty years old, and Beatrix Esmond still. Of her hundred adorers she had not chosen one for a husband; and those who had asked had been jilted by her; and more still had left her. A succession of near ten years' crops of beauties had come up since her time, and had been reaped by proper HUSBANDmen, if we may make an agricultural simile, and had been housed comfortably long ago. Her own contemporaries were sober mothers by this time; girls with not a tithe of her charms, or her wit, having made good matches, and now claiming precedence over the spinster who but lately had derided and outshone them. The young beauties were beginning to look down on Beatrix as an old maid, and sneer, and call her one of Charles II.'s ladies, and ask whether her portrait was not in the Hampton Court Gallery? But still she reigned, at least in one man's opinion, superior over all the little misses that were the toasts of the young lads; and in Esmond's eyes was ever perfectly lovely and young.

The most beautiful woman in England in 1712, when Esmond returned to the country, was Beatrix Esmond, a lady of high birth. She may not have had much money, but she possessed a thousand charms of wit and manners. Beatrix was now twenty-six years old and still the same captivating woman. Despite having a hundred admirers, she had not picked anyone as her husband; those who proposed had been rejected, and many had given up on her. Nearly ten years had passed since she had made an impression, and other beauties had been taken by suitable husbands, if we can use an agricultural analogy, and were comfortably settled down by now. Her peers had become respectable mothers, while girls with none of her allure or intelligence had secured good marriages and were now asserting their superiority over the unmarried woman who had once mocked and outshone them. The young beauties were starting to look down on Beatrix as an old maid, sneering and suggesting she resembled one of Charles II's ladies, even asking if her portrait hung in the Hampton Court Gallery. Yet, in one man's eyes at least, she still reigned supreme over all the young women favored by the lads; to Esmond, she remained perfectly lovely and youthful.

Who knows how many were nearly made happy by possessing her, or, rather, how many were fortunate in escaping this siren? 'Tis a marvel to think that her mother was the purest and simplest woman in the whole world, and that this girl should have been born from her. I am inclined to fancy, my mistress, who never said a harsh word to her children (and but twice or thrice only to one person), must have been too fond and pressing with the maternal authority; for her son and her daughter both revolted early; nor after their first flight from the nest could they ever be brought back quite to the fond mother's bosom. Lady Castlewood, and perhaps it was as well, knew little of her daughter's life and real thoughts. How was she to apprehend what passes in Queen's ante-chambers and at Court tables? Mrs. Beatrix asserted her own authority so resolutely that her mother quickly gave in. The maid of honor had her own equipage; went from home and came back at her own will: her mother was alike powerless to resist her or to lead her, or to command or to persuade her.

Who knows how many people were almost made happy by being with her, or rather, how many were lucky to escape this siren? It's amazing to think that her mother was the purest and simplest woman in the world, and yet this girl came from her. I can't help but think that my mistress, who never spoke harshly to her children (and only did so a couple of times to one person), must have been too affectionate and assertive with her maternal authority; because both her son and daughter rebelled early on, and after they first left the nest, they could never fully return to their loving mother's embrace. Lady Castlewood, and perhaps it was for the best, knew very little about her daughter's life and true thoughts. How could she understand what goes on in the Queen's waiting rooms and at Court tables? Mrs. Beatrix asserted her own authority so firmly that her mother quickly gave in. The maid of honor had her own carriage; she came and went as she pleased: her mother was equally unable to resist her, lead her, or command or persuade her.

She had been engaged once, twice, thrice, to be married, Esmond believed. When he quitted home, it hath been said, she was promised to my Lord Ashburnham, and now, on his return, behold his lordship was just married to Lady Mary Butler, the Duke of Ormonde's daughter, and his fine houses, and twelve thousand a year of fortune, for which Miss Beatrix had rather coveted him, was out of her power. To her Esmond could say nothing in regard to the breaking of this match; and, asking his mistress about it, all Lady Castlewood answered was: “do not speak to me about it, Harry. I cannot tell you how or why they parted, and I fear to inquire. I have told you before, that with all her kindness, and wit, and generosity, and that sort of splendor of nature she has, I can say but little good of poor Beatrix, and look with dread at the marriage she will form. Her mind is fixed on ambition only, and making a great figure; and, this achieved, she will tire of it as she does of everything. Heaven help her husband, whoever he shall be! My Lord Ashburnham was a most excellent young man, gentle and yet manly, of very good parts, so they told me, and as my little conversation would enable me to judge: and a kind temper—kind and enduring I'm sure he must have been, from all that he had to endure. But he quitted her at last, from some crowning piece of caprice or tyranny of hers; and now he has married a young woman that will make him a thousand times happier than my poor girl ever could.”

She had been engaged once, twice, three times, to be married, Esmond thought. When he left home, it was said that she was promised to my Lord Ashburnham, and now, upon his return, look, his lordship had just married Lady Mary Butler, the Duke of Ormonde's daughter, and the nice estates and twelve thousand a year fortune that Miss Beatrix had desired so much were out of her reach. Esmond couldn’t say anything to her about the end of this engagement, and when he asked his mistress about it, all Lady Castlewood replied was: “Don’t talk to me about it, Harry. I can’t tell you how or why they broke up, and I’m afraid to ask. I’ve told you before, that with all her kindness, wit, and generosity, and that kind of natural flair she has, I can’t say much good about poor Beatrix, and I dread the marriage she will enter into. Her mind is set only on ambition and making a grand impression; once that’s achieved, she'll lose interest, just like she does with everything else. Heaven help her husband, whoever he may be! My Lord Ashburnham was a truly excellent young man, gentle yet strong, very capable from what I’ve heard, and from what little I’ve seen; and he must have had a kind and patient nature, considering all he had to put up with. But he eventually left her, due to some ultimate act of impulse or cruelty on her part; and now he’s married a young woman who will make him a thousand times happier than my poor girl ever could.”

The rupture, whatever its cause was, (I heard the scandal, but indeed shall not take pains to repeat at length in this diary the trumpery coffee-house story,) caused a good deal of low talk; and Mr. Esmond was present at my lord's appearance at the Birthday with his bride, over whom the revenge that Beatrix took was to look so imperial and lovely that the modest downcast young lady could not appear beside her, and Lord Ashburnham, who had his reasons for wishing to avoid her, slunk away quite shamefaced, and very early. This time his Grace the Duke of Hamilton, whom Esmond had seen about her before, was constant at Miss Beatrix's side: he was one of the most splendid gentlemen of Europe, accomplished by books, by travel, by long command of the best company, distinguished as a statesman, having been ambassador in King Williamn's time, and a noble speaker in the Scots' Parliament, where he had led the party that was against the Union, and though now five or six and forty years of age, a gentleman so high in stature, accomplished in wit, and favored in person, that he might pretend to the hand of any Princess in Europe.

The breakup, whatever the reason (I heard the gossip, but I won’t bother going into the ridiculous coffee-shop tale in this diary), caused quite a bit of low-key chatter. Mr. Esmond was there when my lord showed up at the Birthday celebration with his bride, whose beauty was so striking that Beatrix decided to take revenge by looking incredibly regal and gorgeous, making the shy young lady feel out of place next to her. Lord Ashburnham, who had his own reasons for avoiding her, slipped away feeling embarrassed and left early. This time, His Grace the Duke of Hamilton, whom Esmond had noticed around her before, stayed close to Miss Beatrix. He was one of the most impressive gentlemen in Europe, well-educated, well-traveled, and having spent a long time among the finest company. He was a prominent statesman, having served as an ambassador during King William's reign and was a notable speaker in the Scottish Parliament, where he led the opposition to the Union. Although he was now in his mid-forties, he was tall, witty, and handsome enough to be a contender for the hand of any Princess in Europe.

“Should you like the Duke for a cousin?” says Mr. Secretary St. John, whispering to Colonel Esmond in French; “it appears that the widower consoles himself.”

“Do you like the Duke as a cousin?” Mr. Secretary St. John whispers to Colonel Esmond in French; “it seems the widower is finding comfort.”

But to return to our little Spectator paper and the conversation which grew out of it. Miss Beatrix at first was quite BIT (as the phrase of that day was) and did not “smoke” the authorship of the story; indeed Esmond had tried to imitate as well as he could Mr. Steele's manner (as for the other author of the Spectator, his prose style I think is altogether inimitable); and Dick, who was the idlest and best-natured of men, would have let the piece pass into his journal and go to posterity as one of his own lucubrations, but that Esmond did not care to have a lady's name whom he loved sent forth to the world in a light so unfavorable. Beatrix pished and psha'd over the paper; Colonel Esmond watching with no little interest her countenance as she read it.

But let's get back to our little Spectator paper and the conversation that followed. At first, Miss Beatrix was quite taken aback (as they said back then) and didn't realize who wrote the story; in fact, Esmond had tried his best to mimic Mr. Steele's style (as for the other Spectator author, his writing style is, in my opinion, impossible to replicate); and Dick, who was the laziest and most good-natured guy, would have let the piece go into his journal and be remembered as one of his own writings, except that Esmond didn’t want the name of a lady he loved to be associated with something so negative. Beatrix scoffed and dismissed the paper; Colonel Esmond watched with great interest as she read it.

“How stupid your friend Mr. Steele becomes!” cries Miss Beatrix. “Epsom and Tunbridge! Will he never have done with Epsom and Tunbridge, and with beaux at church, and Jocastas and Lindamiras? Why does he not call women Nelly and Betty, as their godfathers and godmothers did for them in their baptism?”

“How ridiculous your friend Mr. Steele is becoming!” exclaims Miss Beatrix. “Epsom and Tunbridge! Will he ever stop talking about Epsom and Tunbridge, about the guys at church, and about Jocastas and Lindamiras? Why doesn’t he just call women Nelly and Betty, like their godfathers and godmothers did at their baptisms?”

“Beatrix. Beatrix!” says her mother, “speak gravely of grave things.”

“Beatrix. Beatrix!” her mother says, “talk seriously about serious matters.”

“Mamma thinks the Church Catechism came from heaven, I believe,” says Beatrix, with a laugh, “and was brought down by a bishop from a mountain. Oh, how I used to break my heart over it! Besides, I had a Popish godmother, mamma; why did you give me one?”

“Mama thinks the Church Catechism came from heaven, I believe,” says Beatrix, laughing, “and was brought down by a bishop from a mountain. Oh, how I used to be so upset about it! Plus, I had a Catholic godmother, mama; why did you give me one?”

“I gave you the Queen's name,” says her mother blushing. “And a very pretty name it is,” said somebody else.

“I gave you the Queen's name,” her mother says, blushing. “And it’s a really pretty name,” someone else added.

Beatrix went on reading—“Spell my name with a Y—why, you wretch,” says she, turning round to Colonel Esmond, “you have been telling my story to Mr. Steele—or stop—you have written the paper yourself to turn me into ridicule. For shame, sir!”

Beatrix continued reading—“Spell my name with a Y—how could you, you jerk,” she says, turning to Colonel Esmond, “you’ve been telling my story to Mr. Steele—or wait—you wrote the article yourself to make fun of me. Shame on you, sir!”

Poor Mr. Esmond felt rather frightened, and told a truth, which was nevertheless an entire falsehood. “Upon my honor,” says he, “I have not even read the Spectator of this morning.” Nor had he, for that was not the Spectator, but a sham newspaper put in its place.

Poor Mr. Esmond felt pretty scared and said something that was true in his eyes, but completely untrue. “I swear,” he said, “I haven’t even read this morning’s Spectator.” And he really hadn’t, because that wasn’t the Spectator; it was a fake newspaper that had been swapped in.

She went on reading: her face rather flushed as she read. “No,” she says, “I think you couldn't have written it. I think it must have been Mr. Steele when he was drunk—and afraid of his horrid vulgar wife. Whenever I see an enormous compliment to a woman, and some outrageous panegyric about female virtue, I always feel sure that the Captain and his better half have fallen out over-night, and that he has been brought home tipsy, or has been found out in—”

She kept reading, her face slightly flushed. “No,” she says, “there's no way you wrote this. I think it had to be Mr. Steele when he was drunk—and scared of his awful, crude wife. Whenever I see a huge compliment to a woman, or some over-the-top praise about female virtue, I always feel sure that the Captain and his wife had a fight the night before, and that he was either brought home tipsy or got caught in—”

“Beatrix!” cries the Lady Castlewood.

“Beatrix!” calls Lady Castlewood.

“Well, mamma! Do not cry out before you are hurt. I am not going to say anything wrong. I won't give you more annoyance than you can help, you pretty kind mamma. Yes, and your little Trix is a naughty little Trix, and she leaves undone those things which she ought to have done, and does those things which she ought not to have done, and there's—well now—I won't go on. Yes, I will, unless you kiss me.” And with this the young lady lays aside her paper, and runs up to her mother and performs a variety of embraces with her ladyship, saying as plain as eyes could speak to Mr. Esmond—“There, sir: would not YOU like to play the very same pleasant game?”

"Well, Mom! Don’t shout before you’re hurt. I’m not going to say anything wrong. I won’t cause you more trouble than I can help, my sweet kind mom. Yes, and your little Trix is a naughty little Trix, and she leaves undone the things she should have done, and does the things she shouldn’t have done, and there’s—well now—I won’t go on. Yes, I will, unless you kiss me.” And with that, the young lady sets aside her paper, runs up to her mother, and gives her a bunch of hugs, saying as clearly as she could to Mr. Esmond—“There, sir: wouldn’t YOU like to play the same fun game?”

“Indeed, madam, I would,” says he.

“Of course, ma'am, I would,” he says.

“Would what?” asked Miss Beatrix.

“Would what?” asked Ms. Beatrix.

“What you meant when you looked at me in that provoking way,” answers Esmond.

“What you meant when you looked at me that way,” Esmond replies.

“What a confessor!” cries Beatrix, with a laugh.

“What a confessor!” Beatrix exclaims, laughing.

“What is it Henry would like, my dear?” asks her mother, the kind soul, who was always thinking what we would like, and how she could please us.

“What does Henry want, my dear?” asks her mother, the kind soul, who was always considering what we would like and how she could make us happy.

The girl runs up to her—“Oh, you silly kind mamma,” she says, kissing her again, “that's what Harry would like;” and she broke out into a great joyful laugh; and Lady Castlewood blushed as bashful as a maid of sixteen.

The girl runs up to her—“Oh, you sweet kind mom,” she says, kissing her again, “that's what Harry would want;” and she burst into a big joyful laugh; and Lady Castlewood blushed as shy as a sixteen-year-old.

“Look at her, Harry,” whispers Beatrix, running up, and speaking in her sweet low tones. “Doesn't the blush become her? Isn't she pretty? She looks younger than I am, and I am sure she is a hundred million thousand times better.”

“Look at her, Harry,” Beatrix whispers as she runs up, speaking in her sweet, soft voice. “Doesn't the blush look good on her? Isn't she beautiful? She seems younger than I am, and I’m sure she’s a million times better.”

Esmond's kind mistress left the room, carrying her blushes away with her.

Esmond's kind mistress left the room, taking her blushes with her.

“If we girls at Court could grow such roses as that,” continues Beatrix, with her laugh, “what wouldn't we do to preserve 'em? We'd clip their stalks and put 'em in salt and water. But those flowers don't bloom at Hampton Court and Windsor, Henry.” She paused for a minute, and the smile fading away from her April face, gave place to a menacing shower of tears; “Oh, how good she is, Harry,” Beatrix went on to say. “Oh, what a saint she is! Her goodness frightens me. I'm not fit to live with her. I should be better I think if she were not so perfect. She has had a great sorrow in her life, and a great secret; and repented of it. It could not have been my father's death. She talks freely about that; nor could she have loved him very much—though who knows what we women do love, and why?”

“If we girls at Court could grow roses like that,” Beatrix continued with a laugh, “we’d do anything to keep them alive! We’d trim their stems and put them in salt and water. But those flowers don’t bloom at Hampton Court and Windsor, Henry.” She paused for a moment, and as the smile faded from her youthful face, it was replaced by a looming tearful expression; “Oh, how good she is, Harry,” Beatrix said. “Oh, what a saint she is! Her goodness scares me. I feel unworthy to be around her. I think I’d be better off if she weren’t so perfect. She’s experienced a great sorrow in her life and has a significant secret, and she regrets it. It couldn’t have been my father’s death, as she talks about that openly; nor could she have loved him very much—though who knows what we women truly love and why?”

“What, and why, indeed,” says Mr. Esmond.

“What, and why, really,” says Mr. Esmond.

“No one knows,” Beatrix went on, without noticing this interruption except by a look, “what my mother's life is. She hath been at early prayer this morning; she passes hours in her closet; if you were to follow her thither, you would find her at prayers now. She tends the poor of the place—the horrid dirty poor! She sits through the curate's sermons—oh, those dreary sermons! And you see on a beau dire; but good as they are, people like her are not fit to commune with us of the world. There is always, as it were, a third person present, even when I and my mother are alone. She can't be frank with me quite; who is always thinking of the next world, and of her guardian angel, perhaps that's in company. Oh, Harry, I'm jealous of that guardian angel!” here broke out Mistress Beatrix. “It's horrid, I know; but my mother's life is all for heaven, and mine—all for earth. We can never be friends quite; and then, she cares more for Frank's little finger than she does for me—I know she does: and she loves you, sir, a great deal too much; and I hate you for it. I would have had her all to myself; but she wouldn't. In my childhood, it was my father she loved—(oh, how could she? I remember him kind and handsome, but so stupid, and not being able to speak after drinking wine). And then it was Frank; and now, it is heaven and the clergyman. How I would have loved her! From a child I used to be in a rage that she loved anybody but me; but she loved you all better—all, I know she did. And now, she talks of the blessed consolation of religion. Dear soul! she thinks she is happier for believing, as she must, that we are all of us wicked and miserable sinners; and this world is only a pied-a-terre for the good, where they stay for a night, as we do, coming from Walcote, at that great, dreary, uncomfortable Hounslow Inn, in those horrid beds—oh, do you remember those horrid beds?—and the chariot comes and fetches them to heaven the next morning.”

“No one knows,” Beatrix continued, barely acknowledging the interruption with a glance, “what my mother’s life is like. She has been in early prayer this morning; she spends hours in her room. If you were to follow her there, you’d find her still praying now. She helps the poor in this area—the filthy, dirty poor! She sits through the curate’s sermons—oh, those dreary sermons! And you can see they’re well-intentioned; but as good as they are, people like her just don’t fit in with us in the real world. There’s always, in a way, a third person present, even when it's just my mother and me alone. She can’t be completely open with me; she’s always thinking about the next world and maybe her guardian angel is in the mix. Oh, Harry, I’m jealous of that guardian angel!” Beatrix exclaimed. “I know it’s terrible, but my mother’s life is all about heaven, and mine—all about earth. We can never truly be friends; plus, she cares more for Frank’s little finger than she does for me—I know she does. And she loves you, sir, way too much; I hate you for it. I wanted her all to myself, but she wouldn’t let that happen. When I was a child, it was my father she loved—(oh, how could she? I remember him as kind and handsome, but so dumb and not able to talk after drinking wine). Then it was Frank; and now, it’s heaven and the clergyman. How I would have loved her! As a child, I used to be furious that she loved anyone but me; but she loved all of you more—I know she did. And now, she talks about the blessed comfort of religion. Dear soul! She believes she’s happier thinking that we’re all wicked and miserable sinners; and that this world is just a temporary stop for the good, where they stay for a night, like we do, coming from Walcote, at that big, dreary, uncomfortable Hounslow Inn, in those awful beds—oh, do you remember those awful beds?—and then the chariot comes to take them to heaven the next morning.”

“Hush, Beatrix,” says Mr. Esmond.

“Quiet, Beatrix,” says Mr. Esmond.

“Hush, indeed. You are a hypocrite, too, Henry, with your grave airs and your glum face. We are all hypocrites. O dear me! We are all alone, alone, alone,” says poor Beatrix, her fair breast heaving with a sigh.

“Hush, really. You're a hypocrite as well, Henry, with your serious demeanor and your gloomy expression. We’re all hypocrites. Oh dear! We’re all alone, alone, alone,” says poor Beatrix, her gentle chest rising with a sigh.

“It was I that writ every line of that paper, my dear,” says Mr. Esmond. “You are not so worldly as you think yourself, Beatrix, and better than we believe you. The good we have in us we doubt of; and the happiness that's to our hand we throw away. You bend your ambition on a great marriage and establishment—and why? You'll tire of them when you win them; and be no happier with a coronet on your coach—”

“It was me who wrote every line of that paper, my dear,” says Mr. Esmond. “You’re not as worldly as you think, Beatrix, and you’re better than we believe. We tend to doubt the good in ourselves and throw away the happiness that’s right in front of us. You focus your ambitions on a big marriage and a high-status life—and for what? You’ll get bored of them once you achieve them; and you won't be any happier with a crown on your carriage—”

“Than riding pillion with Lubin to market,” says Beatrix. “Thank you, Lubin!”

“Than riding along with Lubin to the market,” says Beatrix. “Thanks, Lubin!”

“I'm a dismal shepherd, to be sure,” answers Esmond, with a blush; “and require a nymph that can tuck my bed-clothes up, and make me water-gruel. Well, Tom Lockwood can do that. He took me out of the fire upon his shoulders, and nursed me through my illness as love will scarce ever do. Only good wages, and a hope of my clothes, and the contents of my portmanteau. How long was it that Jacob served an apprenticeship for Rachel?”

“I'm a terrible shepherd, that’s for sure,” Esmond replies, blushing. “I need a nymph who can tuck me in and make me porridge. Well, Tom Lockwood can do that. He saved me from the fire and took care of me through my illness like love rarely does. All I need are good wages and a chance to get my clothes and the stuff in my suitcase. How long did Jacob serve his apprenticeship for Rachel?”

“For mamma?” says Beatrix. “It is mamma your honor wants, and that I should have the happiness of calling you papa?”

“For Mom?” says Beatrix. “Is it Mom you want, and that I should have the joy of calling you Dad?”

Esmond blushed again. “I spoke of a Rachel that a shepherd courted five thousand years ago; when shepherds were longer lived than now. And my meaning was, that since I saw you first after our separation—a child you were then . . .”

Esmond blushed again. “I was talking about a Rachel that a shepherd was in love with five thousand years ago; back when shepherds lived longer than they do now. What I meant was, since I saw you for the first time after we parted—you were just a child then . . .”

“And I put on my best stockings to captivate you, I remember, sir . . .”

“And I wore my best stockings to impress you, I remember, sir . . .”

“You have had my heart ever since then, such as it was; and such as you were, I cared for no other woman. What little reputation I have won, it was that you might be pleased with it: and indeed, it is not much; and I think a hundred fools in the army have got and deserved quite as much. Was there something in the air of that dismal old Castlewood that made us all gloomy, and dissatisfied, and lonely under its ruined old roof? We were all so, even when together and united, as it seemed, following our separate schemes, each as we sat round the table.”

“You’ve had my heart since then, as it was; and because of who you are, I didn’t care for any other woman. The little reputation I’ve earned was for your approval, and honestly, it’s not much; I think a hundred fools in the army have achieved and deserve just as much. Was there something in the air of that gloomy old Castlewood that made us all feel down, unsatisfied, and lonely under its crumbling roof? We all felt that way, even when we were together, seemingly united, each of us pursuing our own plans as we sat around the table.”

“Dear, dreary old place!” cries Beatrix. “Mamma hath never had the heart to go back thither since we left it, when—never mind how many years ago.” And she flung back her curls, and looked over her fair shoulder at the mirror superbly, as if she said, “Time, I defy you.”

“Dear, dreary old place!” Beatrix exclaims. “Mom has never been able to bring herself to go back there since we left, whenever that was.” She tossed her curls back and looked over her pretty shoulder at the mirror confidently, as if to say, “Time, I challenge you.”

“Yes,” says Esmond, who had the art, as she owned, of divining many of her thoughts. “You can afford to look in the glass still; and only be pleased by the truth it tells you. As for me, do you know what my scheme is? I think of asking Frank to give me the Virginian estate King Charles gave our grandfather. (She gave a superb curtsy, as much as to say, 'Our grandfather, indeed! Thank you, Mr. Bastard.') Yes, I know you are thinking of my bar-sinister, and so am I. A man cannot get over it in this country; unless, indeed, he wears it across a king's arms, when 'tis a highly honorable coat; and I am thinking of retiring into the plantations, and building myself a wigwam in the woods, and perhaps, if I want company, suiting myself with a squaw. We will send your ladyship furs over for the winter; and, when you are old, we'll provide you with tobacco. I am not quite clever enough, or not rogue enough—I know not which—for the Old World. I may make a place for myself in the New, which is not so full; and found a family there. When you are a mother yourself, and a great lady, perhaps I shall send you over from the plantation some day a little barbarian that is half Esmond half Mohock, and you will be kind to him for his father's sake, who was, after all, your kinsman; and whom you loved a little.”

“Yes,” says Esmond, who, as she admits, has a knack for figuring out many of her thoughts. “You can still look in the mirror and only take pleasure in the truth it reveals. As for me, do you know what my plan is? I’m thinking about asking Frank to give me the Virginian estate that King Charles granted our grandfather. (She gave a grand curtsy, as if to say, 'Our grandfather, indeed! Thank you, Mr. Bastard.') Yes, I know you’re thinking about my illegitimacy, and so am I. A man can’t escape that in this country; unless, of course, he flaunts it as part of a king’s arms, in which case it’s considered a very honorable lineage. I’m thinking about retreating to the plantations, building myself a cabin in the woods, and maybe, if I feel like having company, finding myself a wife. We’ll send you furs for the winter, and when you grow old, we’ll supply you with tobacco. I’m not quite smart enough, or not devious enough—I can’t tell which—for the Old World. I might find a space for myself in the New, which isn’t as crowded, and start a family there. When you’re a mother yourself, and a notable lady, perhaps I’ll send you a little wild child from the plantation that’s half Esmond, half Mohock, and you’ll be kind to him for his father’s sake, who was, after all, your relative; and whom you cared for a bit.”

“What folly you are talking, Harry,” says Miss Beatrix, looking with her great eyes.

“What nonsense you’re talking, Harry,” says Miss Beatrix, looking with her big eyes.

“'Tis sober earnest,” says Esmond. And, indeed, the scheme had been dwelling a good deal in his mind for some time past, and especially since his return home, when he found how hopeless, and even degrading to himself, his passion was. “No,” says he, then: “I have tried half a dozen times now. I can bear being away from you well enough; but being with you is intolerable” (another low curtsy on Mistress Beatrix's part), “and I will go. I have enough to buy axes and guns for my men, and beads and blankets for the savages; and I'll go and live amongst them.”

“It's serious business,” says Esmond. And, in fact, the idea had been on his mind quite a bit lately, especially since returning home and realizing how hopeless, and even humiliating for him, his feelings were. “No,” he says then: “I've tried a few times now. I can handle being away from you just fine; but being with you is unbearable” (another low curtsy from Mistress Beatrix), “and I'm going. I have enough to buy axes and guns for my men, and beads and blankets for the natives; and I'll go and live among them.”

“Mon ami,” she says quite kindly, and taking Esmond's hand, with an air of great compassion, “you can't think that in our position anything more than our present friendship is possible. You are our elder brother—as such we view you, pitying your misfortune, not rebuking you with it. Why, you are old enough and grave enough to be our father. I always thought you a hundred years old, Harry, with your solemn face and grave air. I feel as a sister to you, and can no more. Isn't that enough, sir?” And she put her face quite close to his—who knows with what intention?

“My friend,” she says gently, taking Esmond's hand with a look of deep sympathy, “you can’t believe that in our situation anything more than our current friendship is possible. You’re like an older brother to us—and that's how we see you, feeling sorry for your misfortune without judging you for it. Honestly, you're old and serious enough to be our father. I’ve always thought of you as a hundred years old, Harry, with your serious face and thoughtful demeanor. I feel like a sister to you, and that’s all it can be. Isn’t that enough, sir?” And she leaned her face in close to his—who knows what she intended?

“It's too much,” says Esmond, turning away. “I can't bear this life, and shall leave it. I shall stay, I think, to see you married, and then freight a ship, and call it the 'Beatrix,' and bid you all . . .”

“It's overwhelming,” says Esmond, turning away. “I can't handle this life, and I'm leaving it. I think I'll stick around to see you get married, and then I'll charter a ship, name it the 'Beatrix,' and say goodbye to you all . . .”

Here the servant, flinging the door open, announced his Grace the Duke of Hamilton, and Esmond started back with something like an imprecation on his lips, as the nobleman entered, looking splendid in his star and green ribbon. He gave Mr. Esmond just that gracious bow which he would have given to a lackey who fetched him a chair or took his hat, and seated himself by Miss Beatrix, as the poor Colonel went out of the room with a hang-dog look.

Here the servant swung the door open and announced his Grace the Duke of Hamilton, and Esmond stepped back with what felt like a curse on his lips as the nobleman walked in, looking magnificent in his star and green ribbon. He gave Mr. Esmond the same polite nod he would have given to a servant who brought him a chair or took his hat, and then sat down next to Miss Beatrix, while the poor Colonel left the room with a defeated expression.

Esmond's mistress was in the lower room as he passed down stairs. She often met him as he was coming away from Beatrix; and she beckoned him into the apartment.

Esmond's mistress was in the lower room as he walked downstairs. She often saw him as he was leaving Beatrix, and she motioned for him to come into the room.

“Has she told you, Harry?” Lady Castlewood said.

“Has she told you, Harry?” Lady Castlewood asked.

“She has been very frank—very,” says Esmond.

“She has been very honest—very,” says Esmond.

“But—but about what is going to happen?”

“But—what's going to happen next?”

“What is going to happen?” says he, his heart beating.

“What’s going to happen?” he says, his heart racing.

“His Grace the Duke of Hamilton has proposed to her,” says my lady. “He made his offer yesterday. They will marry as soon as his mourning is over; and you have heard his Grace is appointed Ambassador to Paris; and the Ambassadress goes with him.”

“His Grace the Duke of Hamilton has proposed to her,” my lady says. “He made his offer yesterday. They will get married as soon as his mourning period is over, and you’ve heard that his Grace has been appointed Ambassador to Paris; the Ambassadress will be going with him.”





CHAPTER IV.

BEATRIX'S NEW SUITOR.

The gentleman whom Beatrix had selected was, to be sure, twenty years older than the Colonel, with whom she quarrelled for being too old; but this one was but a nameless adventurer, and the other the greatest duke in Scotland, with pretensions even to a still higher title. My Lord Duke of Hamilton had, indeed, every merit belonging to a gentleman, and he had had the time to mature his accomplishments fully, being upwards of fifty years old when Madam Beatrix selected him for a bridegroom. Duke Hamilton, then Earl of Arran, had been educated at the famous Scottish university of Glasgow, and, coming to London, became a great favorite of Charles the Second, who made him a lord of his bedchamber, and afterwards appointed him ambassador to the French king, under whom the Earl served two campaigns as his Majesty's aide-de-camp; and he was absent on this service when King Charles died.

The man Beatrix chose was definitely twenty years older than the Colonel, whom she rejected for being too old; but this guy was just a nobody trying to make a name for himself, while the Colonel was the greatest duke in Scotland, aiming for an even higher title. My Lord Duke of Hamilton had every quality you’d expect from a gentleman and had had plenty of time to fully develop his skills, being over fifty when Madam Beatrix picked him as her husband. Duke Hamilton, then the Earl of Arran, was educated at the well-known Scottish university of Glasgow and became a favorite of Charles the Second after moving to London. Charles made him a lord of his bedchamber and later appointed him as ambassador to the French king, where the Earl served two campaigns as the king's aide-de-camp; he was away on this duty when King Charles passed away.

King James continued my lord's promotion—made him Master of the Wardrobe and Colonel of the Royal Regiment of Horse; and his lordship adhered firmly to King James, being of the small company that never quitted that unfortunate monarch till his departure out of England; and then it was, in 1688 namely, that he made the friendship with Colonel Francis Esmond, that had always been, more or less, maintained in the two families.

King James continued to promote my lord—making him Master of the Wardrobe and Colonel of the Royal Regiment of Horse; and his lordship remained loyal to King James, being part of the small group that never abandoned that unfortunate king until he left England. It was then, in 1688, that he formed a friendship with Colonel Francis Esmond, which had always been somewhat maintained between the two families.

The Earl professed a great admiration for King William always, but never could give him his allegiance; and was engaged in more than one of the plots in the late great King's reign which always ended in the plotters' discomfiture, and generally in their pardon, by the magnanimity of the King. Lord Arran was twice prisoner in the Tower during this reign, undauntedly saying, when offered his release, upon parole not to engage against King William, that he would not give his word, because “he was sure he could not keep it;” but, nevertheless, he was both times discharged without any trial; and the King bore this noble enemy so little malice, that when his mother, the Duchess of Hamilton, of her own right, resigned her claim on her husband's death, the Earl was, by patent signed at Loo, 1690, created Duke of Hamilton, Marquis of Clydesdale, and Earl of Arran, with precedency from the original creation. His Grace took the oaths and his seat in the Scottish parliament in 1700: was famous there for his patriotism and eloquence, especially in the debates about the Union Bill, which Duke Hamilton opposed with all his strength, though he would not go the length of the Scottish gentry, who were for resisting it by force of arms. 'Twas said he withdrew his opposition all of a sudden, and in consequence of letters from the King at St. Germains, who entreated him on his allegiance not to thwart the Queen his sister in this measure; and the Duke, being always bent upon effecting the King's return to his kingdom through a reconciliation between his Majesty and Queen Anne, and quite averse to his landing with arms and French troops, held aloof, and kept out of Scotland during the time when the Chevalier de St. George's descent from Dunkirk was projected, passing his time in England in his great estate in Staffordshire.

The Earl always claimed to greatly admire King William, but he could never pledge his loyalty to him. He was involved in several plots during the last great King's reign, all of which ended badly for the conspirators, though they were usually pardoned thanks to the King's generosity. Lord Arran was imprisoned in the Tower twice during this reign and boldly stated, when offered his release on the condition that he wouldn't plot against King William, that he wouldn't promise, because “he knew he couldn't keep it.” Still, he was released both times without a trial. The King held little grudge against this noble adversary, so when his mother, the Duchess of Hamilton, voluntarily renounced her claim after her husband died, the Earl was granted a patent signed at Loo in 1690, creating him Duke of Hamilton, Marquis of Clydesdale, and Earl of Arran, with precedence from the original title. His Grace took his oaths and his seat in the Scottish parliament in 1700: he became well-known for his patriotism and eloquence, especially during debates about the Union Bill, which Duke Hamilton opposed vigorously, though he stopped short of supporting the Scottish nobles who wanted to resist it with force. It was rumored that he suddenly withdrew his opposition due to letters from the King at St. Germains, who urged him, out of loyalty, not to obstruct his sister, the Queen, in this matter. The Duke was always focused on facilitating the King’s return to his kingdom through a reconciliation between His Majesty and Queen Anne, and he was firmly against him landing with arms and French troops, staying away from Scotland during the time that Chevalier de St. George's landing from Dunkirk was planned, spending his time in England at his large estate in Staffordshire.

When the Whigs went out of office in 1710, the Queen began to show his Grace the very greatest marks of her favor. He was created Duke of Brandon and Baron of Dutton in England; having the Thistle already originally bestowed on him by King James the Second, his Grace was now promoted to the honor of the Garter—a distinction so great and illustrious, that no subject hath ever borne them hitherto together. When this objection was made to her Majesty, she was pleased to say, “Such a subject as the Duke of Hamilton has a pre-eminent claim to every mark of distinction which a crowned head can confer. I will henceforth wear both orders myself.”

When the Whigs left office in 1710, the Queen started to show the Duke a lot of favor. He was named Duke of Brandon and Baron of Dutton in England; already having been given the Thistle by King James II, he was now honored with the Garter—a distinction so great that no subject has ever held both titles before. When this concern was raised with her Majesty, she graciously said, “A subject like the Duke of Hamilton deserves every mark of distinction a crowned head can give. From now on, I will wear both orders myself.”

At the Chapter held at Windsor in October, 1712, the Duke and other knights, including Lord-Treasurer, the new-created Earl of Oxford and Mortimer, were installed; and a few days afterwards his Grace was appointed Ambassador-Extraordinary to France, and his equipages, plate, and liveries commanded, of the most sumptuous kind, not only for his Excellency the Ambassador, but for her Excellency the Ambassadress, who was to accompany him. Her arms were already quartered on the coach panels, and her brother was to hasten over on the appointed day to give her away.

At the meeting at Windsor in October 1712, the Duke and other knights, including the Lord Treasurer and the newly created Earl of Oxford and Mortimer, were installed. A few days later, the Duke was appointed Extraordinary Ambassador to France, and he requested the most extravagant carriages, silverware, and uniforms, not just for himself as the Ambassador, but also for his wife, the Ambassadress, who was going with him. Her coat of arms was already displayed on the coach sides, and her brother was set to come over on the scheduled day to give her away.

His lordship was a widower, having married, in 1698, Elizabeth, daughter of Digby Lord Gerard, by which marriage great estates came into the Hamilton family; and out of these estates came, in part, that tragic quarrel which ended the Duke's career.

His lordship was a widower, having married, in 1698, Elizabeth, daughter of Digby Lord Gerard, which brought significant estates into the Hamilton family; and from these estates arose, in part, that tragic conflict that ended the Duke's career.

From the loss of a tooth to that of a mistress there's no pang that is not bearable. The apprehension is much more cruel than the certainty; and we make up our mind to the misfortune when 'tis irremediable, part with the tormentor, and mumble our crust on t'other side of the jaws. I think Colonel Esmond was relieved when a ducal coach and six came and whisked his charmer away out of his reach, and placed her in a higher sphere. As you have seen the nymph in the opera-machine go up to the clouds at the end of the piece where Mars, Bacchus, Apollo, and all the divine company of Olympians are seated, and quaver out her last song as a goddess: so when this portentous elevation was accomplished in the Esmond family, I am not sure that every one of us did not treat the divine Beatrix with special honors; at least the saucy little beauty carried her head with a toss of supreme authority, and assumed a touch-me-not air, which all her friends very good-humoredly bowed to.

From losing a tooth to losing a lover, there's no pain that can't be endured. The fear is much worse than the reality; once we know the misfortune is unavoidable, we come to terms with it, let go of what torments us, and chew on our food with the other side of our mouth. I think Colonel Esmond felt relieved when a grand coach and six horses arrived to take his beloved away, placing her in a higher social class. Just like you’ve seen in an opera when the nymph rises to the clouds at the end, where Mars, Bacchus, Apollo, and all the other gods are seated, singing her final song as a goddess: when this dramatic shift happened in the Esmond family, I’m not sure that any of us didn’t treat the remarkable Beatrix with extra admiration; at least the cheeky little beauty carried herself with an air of supreme authority and adopted a don't-touch-me attitude, which all her friends playfully accepted.

An old army acquaintance of Colonel Esmond's, honest Tom Trett, who had sold his company, married a wife, and turned merchant in the city, was dreadfully gloomy for a long time, though living in a fine house on the river, and carrying on a great trade to all appearance. At length Esmond saw his friend's name in the Gazette as a bankrupt; and a week after this circumstance my bankrupt walks into Mr. Esmond's lodging with a face perfectly radiant with good-humor, and as jolly and careless as when they had sailed from Southampton ten years before for Vigo. “This bankruptcy,” says Tom, “has been hanging over my head these three years; the thought hath prevented my sleeping, and I have looked at poor Polly's head on t'other pillow, and then towards my razor on the table, and thought to put an end to myself, and so give my woes the slip. But now we are bankrupts: Tom Trett pays as many shillings in the pound as he can; his wife has a little cottage at Fulham, and her fortune secured to herself. I am afraid neither of bailiff nor of creditor: and for the last six nights have slept easy.” So it was that when Fortune shook her wings and left him, honest Tom cuddled himself up in his ragged virtue, and fell asleep.

An old army buddy of Colonel Esmond's, honest Tom Trett, who had sold his business, gotten married, and become a merchant in the city, was pretty down for a long time, even though he lived in a nice house by the river and seemed to be doing really well. Eventually, Esmond saw his friend's name in the Gazette as a bankrupt; a week after that, my bankrupt friend walked into Mr. Esmond's place looking perfectly cheerful, as happy and carefree as when they had sailed from Southampton ten years earlier to Vigo. “This bankruptcy,” Tom said, “has been hanging over my head for three years; I couldn't sleep thinking about it, and I’d look at poor Polly’s head on the other pillow, then at my razor on the table, wondering if I should end it all and escape my troubles. But now we are bankrupts: Tom Trett is going to pay as much as he can; his wife has a little cottage in Fulham, and her fortune is safe. I'm not afraid of bailiffs or creditors anymore; I’ve slept easy for the last six nights.” So, when Fortune turned her back on him, honest Tom wrapped himself in his tattered virtue and fell asleep.

Esmond did not tell his friend how much his story applied to Esmond too; but he laughed at it, and used it; and having fairly struck his docket in this love transaction, determined to put a cheerful face on his bankruptcy. Perhaps Beatrix was a little offended at his gayety. “Is this the way, sir, that you receive the announcement of your misfortune,” says she, “and do you come smiling before me as if you were glad to be rid of me?”

Esmond didn't tell his friend how much his story resonated with him too; but he laughed it off and used it, and having fully acknowledged his role in this love situation, decided to put on a brave face despite his disappointment. Perhaps Beatrix was a bit upset by his lightheartedness. “Is this how you react, sir, to the news of your misfortune?” she said, “and do you come to me smiling as if you’re happy to be done with me?”

Esmond would not be put off from his good-humor, but told her the story of Tom Trett and his bankruptcy. “I have been hankering after the grapes on the wall,” says he, “and lost my temper because they were beyond my reach; was there any wonder? They're gone now, and another has them—a taller man than your humble servant has won them.” And the Colonel made his cousin a low bow.

Esmond wouldn't let anything ruin his good mood, so he shared the story of Tom Trett and his bankruptcy. “I’ve been craving those grapes up on the wall,” he said, “and I lost my temper because I couldn’t reach them; is it any surprise? They’re gone now, and someone else has them—a taller guy than me has snagged them.” And the Colonel gave his cousin a slight bow.

“A taller man, Cousin Esmond!” says she. “A man of spirit would have sealed the wall, sir, and seized them! A man of courage would have fought for 'em, not gaped for 'em.”

“A taller man, Cousin Esmond!” she says. “A man with conviction would have sealed the wall, sir, and taken them! A man with courage would have fought for them, not just stared at them.”

“A Duke has but to gape and they drop into his mouth,” says Esmond, with another low bow.

“A Duke just has to open his mouth and they fall right in,” says Esmond, with another low bow.

“Yes, sir,” says she, “a Duke IS a taller man than you. And why should I not be grateful to one such as his Grace, who gives me his heart and his great name? It is a great gift he honors me with; I know 'tis a bargain between us; and I accept it, and will do my utmost to perform my part of it. 'Tis no question of sighing and philandering between a noble man of his Grace's age and a girl who hath little of that softness in her nature. Why should I not own that I am ambitious, Harry Esmond; and if it be no sin in a man to covet honor, why should a woman too not desire it? Shall I be frank with you, Harry, and say that if you had not been down on your knees, and so humble, you might have fared better with me? A woman of my spirit, cousin, is to be won by gallantry, and not by sighs and rueful faces. All the time you are worshipping and singing hymns to me, I know very well I am no goddess, and grow weary of the incense. So would you have been weary of the goddess too—when she was called Mrs. Esmond, and got out of humor because she had not pin-money enough, and was forced to go about in an old gown. Eh! cousin, a goddess in a mob-cap, that has to make her husband's gruel, ceases to be divine—I am sure of it. I should have been sulky and scolded; and of all the proud wretches in the world Mr. Esmond is the proudest, let me tell him that. You never fall into a passion; but you never forgive, I think. Had you been a great man, you might have been good-humored; but being nobody, sir, you are too great a man for me; and I'm afraid of you, cousin—there! and I won't worship you, and you'll never be happy except with a woman who will. Why, after I belonged to you, and after one of my tantrums, you would have put the pillow over my head some night, and smothered me, as the black man does the woman in the play that you're so fond of. What's the creature's name?—Desdemona. You would, you little black-dyed Othello!”

“Yes, sir,” she says, “a Duke is definitely a taller man than you. And why shouldn’t I be grateful to someone like his Grace, who gives me his heart and his prestigious name? It’s a significant gift he offers me; I know it's a deal between us; and I accept it and will do my best to fulfill my part. This isn't about sighing and moping between a noble man of his Grace's age and a girl who doesn't have much of that softness in her character. Why shouldn’t I admit that I’m ambitious, Harry Esmond? And if it’s not a sin for a man to seek honor, why shouldn’t a woman desire it too? Should I be honest with you, Harry, and say that if you hadn’t been on your knees, being so humble, you might have had a better chance with me? A woman with my spirit, cousin, is won over by gallantry, not by sighs and sad faces. While you’re busy worshipping and singing my praises, I know very well I’m no goddess and I get tired of the flattery. You would have grown tired of the goddess too—when she was called Mrs. Esmond, getting moody for not having enough spending money, and having to go around in an old dress. Honestly, cousin, a goddess in a mob-cap, who has to make her husband's porridge, stops being divine—I’m sure of it. I would have been sulky and scolded; and of all the proud people in the world, Mr. Esmond is the proudest, let me tell you that. You never lose your temper; but I don’t think you ever forgive. If you had been a great man, you might have been good-humored; but since you’re nobody, sir, you’re too much of a man for me; and I’m afraid of you, cousin—there! I won’t worship you, and you’ll never be happy except with a woman who will. Why, after I belonged to you, and after one of my tantrums, you would have probably put a pillow over my head one night and smothered me, like the black man does to the woman in that play you like so much. What’s her name?—Desdemona. You would, you little black-dyed Othello!”

“I think I should, Beatrix,” says the Colonel.

“I think I should, Beatrix,” says the Colonel.

“And I want no such ending. I intend to live to be a hundred, and to go to ten thousand routs and balls, and to play cards every night of my life till the year eighteen hundred. And I like to be the first of my company, sir; and I like flattery and compliments, and you give me none; and I like to be made to laugh, sir, and who's to laugh at YOUR dismal face, I should like to know? and I like a coach-and six or a coach-and-eight; and I like diamonds, and a new gown every week; and people to say—'That's the Duchess—How well her Grace looks—Make way for Madame l'Ambassadrice d'Angleterre—Call her Excellency's people'—that's what I like. And as for you, you want a woman to bring your slippers and cap, and to sit at your feet, and cry, 'O caro! O bravo!' whilst you read your Shakespeares and Miltons and stuff. Mamma would have been the wife for you, had you been a little older, though you look ten years older than she does—you do, you glum-faced, blue-bearded little old man! You might have sat, like Darby and Joan, and flattered each other; and billed and cooed like a pair of old pigeons on a perch. I want my wings and to use them, sir.” And she spread out her beautiful arms, as if indeed she could fly off like the pretty “Gawrie,” whom the man in the story was enamored of.

“And I don’t want that kind of ending. I plan to live to be a hundred, to go to countless parties and dances, and to play cards every night until the year 1800. And I like to be the center of attention, sir; I enjoy flattery and compliments, and you don’t give me any; and I love to laugh, sir, and who’s going to make me laugh looking at your gloomy face, I’d like to know? And I like a fancy carriage with six or eight horses; and I like diamonds, and a new dress every week; and people to say—‘That’s the Duchess—She looks wonderful—Make way for Madame l'Ambassadrice d'Angleterre—Call her Excellency’s people’—that’s what I enjoy. As for you, you want a woman to bring you your slippers and cap, and to sit at your feet, crying, ‘Oh dear! Oh great!’ while you read your Shakespeares and Miltons and all that. Mamma would have been the perfect wife for you, if you had been a bit older, even though you look ten years older than she does—you do, you gloomy, blue-bearded little old man! You could have sat together like Darby and Joan, flattering each other; and cooed like a couple of old pigeons on a perch. I want my wings and to use them, sir.” And she spread out her beautiful arms, as if she really could fly off like the pretty “Gawrie,” whom the man in the story was in love with.

“And what will your Peter Wilkins say to your flight?” says Esmond, who never admired this fair creature more than when she rebelled and laughed at him.

“And what will your Peter Wilkins say about your flight?” says Esmond, who has never admired this beautiful woman more than when she rebels and laughs at him.

“A duchess knows her place,” says she, with a laugh. “Why, I have a son already made for me, and thirty years old (my Lord Arran), and four daughters. How they will scold, and what a rage they will be in, when I come to take the head of the table! But I give them only a month to be angry; at the end of that time they shall love me every one, and so shall Lord Arran, and so shall all his Grace's Scots vassals and followers in the Highlands. I'm bent on it; and when I take a thing in my head, 'tis done. His Grace is the greatest gentleman in Europe, and I'll try and make him happy; and, when the King comes back, you may count on my protection, Cousin Esmond—for come back the King will and shall; and I'll bring him back from Versailles, if he comes under my hoop.”

“A duchess knows her role,” she laughs. “I already have a son ready for me, my Lord Arran, who's thirty, and four daughters. Just imagine how they'll fuss and be furious when I sit at the head of the table! But I only give them a month to be mad; after that, they'll all love me, just like Lord Arran will, and all of his Grace's Scottish vassals and followers in the Highlands. I'm determined; when I set my mind on something, I make it happen. His Grace is the finest gentleman in Europe, and I’ll do my best to make him happy; and when the King returns, you can count on my support, Cousin Esmond—because the King will come back, and I’ll bring him back from Versailles if he comes under my skirts.”

“I hope the world will make you happy, Beatrix,” says Esmond, with a sigh. “You'll be Beatrix till you are my Lady Duchess—will you not? I shall then make your Grace my very lowest bow.”

“I hope the world makes you happy, Beatrix,” says Esmond with a sigh. “You’ll be Beatrix until you become my Lady Duchess—won’t you? I’ll then make your Grace my lowest bow.”

“None of these sighs and this satire, cousin,” she says. “I take his Grace's great bounty thankfully—yes, thankfully; and will wear his honors becomingly. I do not say he hath touched my heart; but he has my gratitude, obedience, admiration—I have told him that, and no more; and with that his noble heart is content. I have told him all—even the story of that poor creature that I was engaged to—and that I could not love; and I gladly gave his word back to him, and jumped for joy to get back my own. I am twenty-five years old.”

“None of this sighing or sarcasm, cousin,” she says. “I appreciate his Grace's generosity—yes, I truly do; and I will wear his honors well. I’m not saying he’s stolen my heart; but I owe him my gratitude, obedience, and admiration—I’ve told him that, and that’s enough for him; his noble heart is satisfied. I’ve shared everything with him—even the story of that poor guy I was engaged to—and how I couldn’t love him; and I happily returned his word to him and jumped for joy to get my own back. I’m twenty-five years old.”

“Twenty-six, my dear,” says Esmond.

“Twenty-six, my friend,” says Esmond.

“Twenty-five, sir—I choose to be twenty-five; and in eight years no man hath ever touched my heart. Yes—you did once, for a little, Harry, when you came back after Lille, and engaging with that murderer Mohun, and saving Frank's life. I thought I could like you; and mamma begged me hard, on her knees, and I did—for a day. But the old chill came over me, Henry, and the old fear of you and your melancholy; and I was glad when you went away, and engaged with my Lord Ashburnham, that I might hear no more of you, that's the truth. You are too good for me, somehow. I could not make you happy, and should break my heart in trying, and not being able to love you. But if you had asked me when we gave you the sword, you might have had me, sir, and we both should have been miserable by this time. I talked with that silly lord all night just to vex you and mamma, and I succeeded, didn't I? How frankly we can talk of these things! It seems a thousand years ago: and, though we are here sitting in the same room, there is a great wall between us. My dear, kind, faithful, gloomy old cousin! I can like now, and admire you too, sir, and say that you are brave, and very kind, and very true, and a fine gentleman for all—for all your little mishap at your birth,” says she, wagging her arch head.

“Twenty-five, sir—I choose to be twenty-five; and in eight years no man has ever touched my heart. Yes—you did once, for a little while, Harry, when you came back after Lille, and confronted that killer Mohun, saving Frank's life. I thought I could like you; and Mom begged me hard, on her knees, and I did—for a day. But the old chill came over me, Henry, and the old fear of you and your sadness; and I was glad when you went away, and got engaged to my Lord Ashburnham, so I wouldn’t hear any more about you, that’s the truth. Somehow, you're too good for me. I couldn't make you happy, and I’d break my heart trying, and still not be able to love you. But if you had asked me when we gave you the sword, you might have had me, sir, and we’d both be miserable by now. I chatted with that silly lord all night just to annoy you and Mom, and I succeeded, didn’t I? How openly we can discuss these things! It feels like a thousand years ago: and even though we are sitting in the same room, there’s a huge wall between us. My dear, kind, loyal, gloomy old cousin! I can like you now, and admire you too, sir, and say that you are brave, and very kind, and very true, and a fine gentleman for all—for all your little mishap at your birth,” she says, shaking her clever head.

“And now, sir,” says she, with a curtsy, “we must have no more talk except when mamma is by, as his Grace is with us; for he does not half like you, cousin, and is jealous as the black man in your favorite play.”

“And now, sir,” she says, with a curtsy, “we shouldn’t talk anymore unless mom is here, since his Grace is with us; he really doesn’t like you very much, cousin, and he’s as jealous as the villain in your favorite play.”

Though the very kindness of the words stabbed Mr. Esmond with the keenest pang, he did not show his sense of the wound by any look of his (as Beatrix, indeed, afterwards owned to him), but said, with a perfect command of himself and an easy smile, “The interview must not end yet, my dear, until I have had my last word. Stay, here comes your mother” (indeed she came in here with her sweet anxious face, and Esmond going up kissed her hand respectfully). “My dear lady may hear, too, the last words, which are no secrets, and are only a parting benediction accompanying a present for your marriage from an old gentleman your guardian; for I feel as if I was the guardian of all the family, and an old old fellow that is fit to be the grandfather of you all; and in this character let me make my Lady Duchess her wedding present. They are the diamonds my father's widow left me. I had thought Beatrix might have had them a year ago; but they are good enough for a duchess, though not bright enough for the handsomest woman in the world.” And he took the case out of his pocket in which the jewels were, and presented them to his cousin.

Though the kindness of the words pierced Mr. Esmond with a sharp pain, he didn’t show any sign of his hurt (as Beatrix later admitted to him), but said, maintaining his composure and offering an easy smile, “Our conversation can’t end just yet, my dear, until I’ve had my final word. Wait, here comes your mother.” (She entered with her sweet, anxious expression, and Esmond went up and respectfully kissed her hand.) “My dear lady can also hear these last words, which are no secret, just a parting blessing along with a present for your marriage from an old gentleman, your guardian; I feel as if I’m the guardian of the whole family, like an old man who’s fit to be a grandfather to you all; and in that spirit, let me give my Lady Duchess her wedding gift. They are the diamonds my father’s widow left me. I had thought Beatrix might receive them a year ago, but they are worthy of a duchess, even if they aren't bright enough for the most beautiful woman in the world.” And he took the case with the jewels out of his pocket and presented them to his cousin.

She gave a cry of delight, for the stones were indeed very handsome, and of great value; and the next minute the necklace was where Belinda's cross is in Mr. Pope's admirable poem, and glittering on the whitest and most perfectly-shaped neck in all England.

She let out a cry of joy because the stones were truly beautiful and very valuable; and the next moment, the necklace was where Belinda's cross is in Mr. Pope's amazing poem, sparkling on the whitest and most perfectly shaped neck in all of England.

The girl's delight at receiving these trinkets was so great, that after rushing to the looking-glass and examining the effect they produced upon that fair neck which they surrounded, Beatrix was running back with her arms extended, and was perhaps for paying her cousin with a price, that he would have liked no doubt to receive from those beautiful rosy lips of hers, but at this moment the door opened, and his Grace the bridegroom elect was announced.

The girl's joy at receiving these trinkets was so immense that after rushing to the mirror to see how they looked around her lovely neck, Beatrix ran back with her arms open wide. She might have been about to reward her cousin with a kiss that he would have definitely wanted from her beautiful rosy lips, but at that moment, the door opened, and his Grace, the groom-to-be, was announced.

He looked very black upon Mr. Esmond, to whom he made a very low bow indeed, and kissed the hand of each lady in his most ceremonious manner. He had come in his chair from the palace hard by, and wore his two stars of the Garter and the Thistle.

He looked quite imposing at Mr. Esmond, to whom he made a deep bow and kissed the hand of each lady in a very formal way. He had arrived in his chair from the nearby palace and was wearing his two stars of the Garter and the Thistle.

“Look, my Lord Duke,” says Mistress Beatrix, advancing to him, and showing the diamonds on her breast.

“Look, my Lord Duke,” Mistress Beatrix says, stepping towards him and showcasing the diamonds on her chest.

“Diamonds,” says his Grace. “Hm! they seem pretty.”

“Diamonds,” says his Grace. “Hmm! They look nice.”

“They are a present on my marriage,” says Beatrix.

“They’re a gift for my wedding,” says Beatrix.

“From her Majesty?” asks the Duke. “The Queen is very good.”

“From her Majesty?” asks the Duke. “The Queen is really great.”

“From my cousin Henry—from our cousin Henry”—cry both the ladies in a breath.

“From my cousin Henry—from our cousin Henry”—both ladies exclaim in unison.

“I have not the honor of knowing the gentleman. I thought that my Lord Castlewood had no brother: and that on your ladyship's side there were no nephews.”

“I don’t have the pleasure of knowing the gentleman. I thought Lord Castlewood had no brother, and that on your lady's side, there were no nephews.”

“From our cousin, Colonel Henry Esmond, my lord,” says Beatrix, taking the Colonel's hand very bravely,—“who was left guardian to us by our father, and who has a hundred times shown his love and friendship for our family.”

“From our cousin, Colonel Henry Esmond, my lord,” Beatrix says, holding the Colonel's hand confidently, “who was made our guardian by our father, and who has shown his love and support for our family countless times.”

“The Duchess of Hamilton receives no diamonds but from her husband, madam,” says the Duke—“may I pray you to restore these to Mr. Esmond?”

“The Duchess of Hamilton only gets diamonds from her husband, madam,” says the Duke—“may I ask you to return these to Mr. Esmond?”

“Beatrix Esmond may receive a present from our kinsman and benefactor, my Lord Duke,” says Lady Castlewood, with an air of great dignity. “She is my daughter yet: and if her mother sanctions the gift—no one else hath the right to question it.”

“Beatrix Esmond might get a gift from our relative and benefactor, my Lord Duke,” says Lady Castlewood, with an air of great dignity. “She is still my daughter: and if her mother approves the gift—no one else has the right to question it.”

“Kinsman and benefactor!” says the Duke. “I know of no kinsman: and I do not choose that my wife should have for benefactor a—”

“Kinsman and benefactor!” says the Duke. “I don’t know of any relative: and I don’t want my wife to have as a benefactor a—”

“My lord!” says Colonel Esmond.

“My lord!” says Colonel Esmond.

“I am not here to bandy words,” says his Grace: “frankly I tell you that your visits to this house are too frequent, and that I choose no presents for the Duchess of Hamilton from gentlemen that bear a name they have no right to.”

“I’m not here to play games,” says his Grace. “Honestly, I’m telling you that your visits to this house are too frequent, and I won’t accept any gifts for the Duchess of Hamilton from gentlemen who have a name they don’t deserve.”

“My lord!” breaks out Lady Castlewood, “Mr. Esmond hath the best right to that name of any man in the world: and 'tis as old and as honorable as your Grace's.”

“My lord!” exclaims Lady Castlewood, “Mr. Esmond has the best claim to that name of any man in the world, and it’s as old and as honorable as your Grace's.”

My Lord Duke smiled, and looked as if Lady Castlewood was mad, that was so talking to him.

My Lord Duke smiled and looked at Lady Castlewood as if she were crazy for talking to him.

“If I called him benefactor,” said my mistress, “it is because he has been so to us—yes, the noblest, the truest, the bravest, the dearest of benefactors. He would have saved my husband's life from Mohun's sword. He did save my boy's, and defended him from that villain. Are those no benefits?”

“If I called him a benefactor,” my mistress said, “it’s because he has truly been one to us—yes, the noblest, the truest, the bravest, the dearest of benefactors. He would have saved my husband’s life from Mohun’s sword. He did save my boy’s, and defended him from that villain. Are those not benefits?”

“I ask Colonel Esmond's pardon,” says his Grace, if possible more haughty than before. “I would say not a word that should give him offence, and thank him for his kindness to your ladyship's family. My Lord Mohun and I are connected, you know, by marriage—though neither by blood nor friendship; but I must repeat what I said, that my wife can receive no presents from Colonel Esmond.”

“I ask for Colonel Esmond's forgiveness,” says his Grace, perhaps even more arrogantly than before. “I wouldn’t say anything to upset him, and I appreciate his kindness towards your ladyship's family. My Lord Mohun and I are related, you know, through marriage—though not by blood or friendship; but I must reiterate what I said: my wife cannot accept any gifts from Colonel Esmond.”

“My daughter may receive presents from the Head of our House: my daughter may thankfully take kindness from her father's, her mother's, her brother's dearest friend; and be grateful for one more benefit besides the thousand we owe him,” cries Lady Esmond. “What is a string of diamond stones compared to that affection he hath given us—our dearest preserver and benefactor? We owe him not only Frank's life, but our all—yes, our all,” says my mistress, with a heightened color and a trembling voice. “The title we bear is his, if he would claim it. 'Tis we who have no right to our name: not he that's too great for it. He sacrificed his name at my dying lord's bedside—sacrificed it to my orphan children; gave up rank and honor because he loved us so nobly. His father was Viscount of Castlewood and Marquis of Esmond before him; and he is his father's lawful son and true heir, and we are the recipients of his bounty, and he the chief of a house that's as old as your own. And if he is content to forego his name that my child may bear it, we love him and honor him and bless him under whatever name he bears”—and here the fond and affectionate creature would have knelt to Esmond again, but that he prevented her; and Beatrix, running up to her with a pale face and a cry of alarm, embraced her and said, “Mother, what is this?”

“My daughter might receive gifts from the Head of our House: she can gratefully accept kindness from her father’s, her mother’s, and her brother’s closest friend; and be thankful for one more blessing on top of the thousands we owe him,” Lady Esmond exclaims. “What are diamond stones compared to the love he has given us—our most cherished protector and benefactor? We owe him not just Frank’s life, but everything—yes, everything,” my mistress says, her cheeks flushed and her voice trembling. “The title we hold belongs to him if he chooses to claim it. It’s we who have no right to our name, not him who is too noble for it. He gave up his name at my dying lord’s bedside—sacrificed it for my orphan children; he let go of rank and honor because he loved us so selflessly. His father was the Viscount of Castlewood and Marquis of Esmond before him; he is his father’s legitimate son and true heir, and we are the beneficiaries of his generosity, and he is the head of a house as old as yours. And if he is willing to give up his name so my child can carry it, we love him, honor him, and bless him no matter what name he takes”—and here the loving and caring woman would have knelt to Esmond again, but he stopped her; and Beatrix, rushing up to her with a pale face and a look of alarm, hugged her and asked, “Mother, what’s happening?”

“'Tis a family secret, my Lord Duke,” says Colonel Esmond: “poor Beatrix knew nothing of it; nor did my lady till a year ago. And I have as good a right to resign my title as your Grace's mother to abdicate hers to you.”

“It's a family secret, my Lord Duke,” says Colonel Esmond. “Poor Beatrix knew nothing about it; neither did my lady until a year ago. And I have just as much right to give up my title as your Grace's mother has to pass hers on to you.”

“I should have told everything to the Duke of Hamilton,” said my mistress, “had his Grace applied to me for my daughter's hand, and not to Beatrix. I should have spoken with you this very day in private, my lord, had not your words brought about this sudden explanation—and now 'tis fit Beatrix should hear it; and know, as I would have all the world know, what we owe to our kinsman and patron.”

“I should have told everything to the Duke of Hamilton,” my mistress said, “if he had asked for my daughter’s hand instead of Beatrix. I would have talked to you in private today, my lord, if your words hadn’t led to this sudden explanation—and now it’s right for Beatrix to hear it; and to know, as I want everyone to know, what we owe to our relative and supporter.”

And then in her touching way, and having hold of her daughter's hand, and speaking to her rather than my Lord Duke, Lady Castlewood told the story which you know already—lauding up to the skies her kinsman's behavior. On his side Mr. Esmond explained the reasons that seemed quite sufficiently cogent with him, why the succession in the family, as at present it stood, should not be disturbed; and he should remain as he was, Colonel Esmond.

And then, in her heartfelt manner, holding her daughter's hand and speaking to her rather than my Lord Duke, Lady Castlewood shared the story that you already know—praising her relative's behavior to the highest degree. Meanwhile, Mr. Esmond explained his reasons, which he found quite compelling, for why the current family succession should not be changed; he would remain as he was, Colonel Esmond.

“And Marquis of Esmond, my lord,” says his Grace, with a low bow. “Permit me to ask your lordship's pardon for words that were uttered in ignorance; and to beg for the favor of your friendship. To be allied to you, sir, must be an honor under whatever name you are known” (so his Grace was pleased to say); “and in return for the splendid present you make my wife, your kinswoman, I hope you will please to command any service that James Douglas can perform. I shall never be easy until I repay you a part of my obligations at least; and ere very long, and with the mission her Majesty hath given me,” says the Duke, “that may perhaps be in my power. I shall esteem it as a favor, my lord, if Colonel Esmond will give away the bride.”

“And Marquis of Esmond, my lord,” says his Grace, with a low bow. “Please allow me to ask for your pardon for the words that were spoken out of ignorance; and to request your friendship. Being connected to you, sir, must be an honor no matter what title you go by” (so his Grace was pleased to say); “and in return for the generous gift you gave to my wife, your relative, I hope you will feel free to ask for any service that James Douglas can provide. I will never feel at ease until I repay at least part of my obligations; and soon, with the mission that her Majesty has given me,” says the Duke, “that may perhaps become possible. I would consider it a favor, my lord, if Colonel Esmond could give away the bride.”

“And if he will take the usual payment in advance, he is welcome,” says Beatrix, stepping up to him; and, as Esmond kissed her, she whispered, “Oh, why didn't I know you before?”

“And if he's okay with getting paid upfront, he's welcome,” says Beatrix, stepping up to him; and as Esmond kissed her, she whispered, “Oh, why didn't I meet you sooner?”

My Lord Duke was as hot as a flame at this salute, but said never a word: Beatrix made him a proud curtsy, and the two ladies quitted the room together.

My Lord Duke was furious at this greeting, but didn’t say a thing: Beatrix gave him a deep curtsy, and the two ladies left the room together.

“When does your Excellency go for Paris?” asks Colonel Esmond.

“When are you heading to Paris, Your Excellency?” asks Colonel Esmond.

“As soon after the ceremony as may be,” his Grace answered. “'Tis fixed for the first of December: it cannot be sooner. The equipage will not be ready till then. The Queen intends the embassy should be very grand—and I have law business to settle. That ill-omened Mohun has come, or is coming, to London again: we are in a lawsuit about my late Lord Gerard's property; and he hath sent to me to meet him.”

“As soon as the ceremony is over,” his Grace replied. “It's set for December 1st; it can't happen any earlier. The carriage won't be ready until then. The Queen wants the embassy to be very impressive—and I have legal matters to take care of. That troublesome Mohun has come, or is coming, to London again: we're in a lawsuit about my late Lord Gerard's property, and he’s requested to meet with me.”





CHAPTER V.

MOHUN APPEARS FOR THE LAST TIME IN THIS HISTORY.

Besides my Lord Duke of Hamilton and Brandon, who for family reasons had kindly promised his protection and patronage to Colonel Esmond, he had other great friends in power now, both able and willing to assist him, and he might, with such allies, look forward to as fortunate advancement in civil life at home as he had got rapid promotion abroad. His Grace was magnanimous enough to offer to take Mr. Esmond as secretary on his Paris embassy, but no doubt he intended that proposal should be rejected; at any rate, Esmond could not bear the thoughts of attending his mistress farther than the church-door after her marriage, and so declined that offer which his generous rival made him.

Besides my Lord Duke of Hamilton and Brandon, who had kindly promised to protect and support Colonel Esmond for family reasons, he had other powerful friends who were both willing and able to help him. With such allies, he could look forward to a promising career at home, similar to the quick promotions he had received abroad. His Grace generously offered to take Mr. Esmond on as secretary for his embassy to Paris, but he likely meant for that offer to be turned down; at any rate, Esmond couldn’t bear the thought of being anywhere near his love beyond the church door after her marriage, so he declined his generous rival's offer.

Other gentlemen in power were liberal at least of compliments and promises to Colonel Esmond. Mr. Harley, now become my Lord Oxford and Mortimer, and installed Knight of the Garter on the same day as his Grace of Hamilton had received the same honor, sent to the Colonel to say that a seat in Parliament should be at his disposal presently, and Mr. St. John held out many flattering hopes of advancement to the Colonel when he should enter the House. Esmond's friends were all successful, and the most successful and triumphant of all was his dear old commander, General Webb, who was now appointed Lieutenant-General of the Land Forces, and received with particular honor by the Ministry, by the Queen, and the people out of doors, who huzza'd the brave chief when they used to see him in his chariot going to the House or to the Drawing-room, or hobbling on foot to his coach from St. Stephen's upon his glorious old crutch and stick, and cheered him as loud as they had ever done Marlborough.

Other powerful men were definitely generous with their compliments and promises to Colonel Esmond. Mr. Harley, who had recently become Lord Oxford and Mortimer and was installed as a Knight of the Garter on the same day as the Duke of Hamilton, told the Colonel that a seat in Parliament would soon be available for him. Mr. St. John also offered many encouraging prospects of advancement for the Colonel once he entered the House. Esmond's friends were all thriving, and the most successful of all was his dear old commander, General Webb, who had just been appointed Lieutenant-General of the Land Forces and was received with special honor by the Ministry, the Queen, and the public, who cheered the brave leader whenever they saw him in his carriage going to the House or the Drawing-room, or walking to his coach from St. Stephen's with his beloved old crutch and stick, applauding him as enthusiastically as they had ever cheered Marlborough.

That great Duke was utterly disgraced; and honest old Webb dated all his Grace's misfortunes from Wynendael, and vowed that Fate served the traitor right. Duchess Sarah had also gone to ruin; she had been forced to give up her keys, and her places, and her pensions:—“Ah, ah!” says Webb, “she would have locked up three millions of French crowns with her keys had I but been knocked on the head, but I stopped that convoy at Wynendael.” Our enemy Cardonnel was turned out of the House of Commons (along with Mr. Walpole) for malversation of public money. Cadogan lost his place of Lieutenant of the Tower. Marlborough's daughters resigned their posts of ladies of the bedchamber; and so complete was the Duke's disgrace, that his son-in-law, Lord Bridgewater, was absolutely obliged to give up his lodgings at St. James's, and had his half-pension, as Master of the Horse, taken away. But I think the lowest depth of Marlborough's fall was when he humbly sent to ask General Webb when he might wait upon him; he who had commanded the stout old General, who had injured him and sneered at him, who had kept him dangling in his ante-chamber, who could not even after his great service condescend to write him a letter in his own hand. The nation was as eager for peace as ever it had been hot for war. The Prince of Savoy came amongst us, had his audience of the Queen, and got his famous Sword of Honor, and strove with all his force to form a Whig party together, to bring over the young Prince of Hanover to do anything which might prolong the war, and consummate the ruin of the old sovereign whom he hated so implacably. But the nation was tired of the struggle: so completely wearied of it that not even our defeat at Denain could rouse us into any anger, though such an action so lost two years before would have set all England in a fury. 'Twas easy to see that the great Marlborough was not with the army. Eugene was obliged to fall back in a rage, and forego the dazzling revenge of his life. 'Twas in vain the Duke's side asked, “Would we suffer our arms to be insulted? Would we not send back the only champion who could repair our honor?” The nation had had its bellyful of fighting; nor could taunts or outcries goad up our Britons any more.

That great Duke was completely disgraced; and honest old Webb traced all his misfortunes back to Wynendael, insisting that Fate dealt the traitor what he deserved. Duchess Sarah had also fallen from grace; she had to give up her keys, her positions, and her pensions:—“Ah, ah!” says Webb, “she would have secured three million French crowns with her keys if I had just been knocked out, but I stopped that convoy at Wynendael.” Our enemy Cardonnel was kicked out of the House of Commons (along with Mr. Walpole) for mishandling public funds. Cadogan lost his position as Lieutenant of the Tower. Marlborough's daughters stepped down from their roles as ladies of the bedchamber; and the Duke's disgrace was so complete that his son-in-law, Lord Bridgewater, had no choice but to give up his lodgings at St. James's and lost his half-salary as Master of the Horse. But I think the lowest point of Marlborough's fall was when he humbly asked General Webb when he could visit him; he, who had commanded the sturdy old General, who had wronged him and mocked him, who had kept him waiting in his anteroom, and who couldn’t even be bothered to write him a personal letter despite his great service. The nation was as eager for peace as it had once been eager for war. The Prince of Savoy came among us, had his audience with the Queen, received his famous Sword of Honor, and tried hard to gather a Whig party to support the young Prince of Hanover in doing anything that might prolong the war and complete the ruin of the old sovereign he hated so much. But the nation was tired of the struggle: so thoroughly exhausted that not even our defeat at Denain stirred any anger, though such a loss two years earlier would have sparked outrage across England. It was clear that the great Marlborough was not with the army. Eugene had to retreat in frustration, missing out on the dazzling revenge he desperately wanted. It was pointless for the Duke's side to ask, “Would we let our arms be insulted? Would we not send back the only champion who could restore our honor?” The nation had had its fill of fighting; nor could insults or shouts provoke the British anymore.

For a statesman that was always prating of liberty, and had the grandest philosophic maxims in his mouth, it must be owned that Mr. St. John sometimes rather acted like a Turkish than a Greek philosopher, and especially fell foul of one unfortunate set of men, the men of letters, with a tyranny a little extraordinary in a man who professed to respect their calling so much. The literary controversy at this time was very bitter, the Government side was the winning one, the popular one, and I think might have been the merciful one. 'Twas natural that the opposition should be peevish and cry out: some men did so from their hearts, admiring the Duke of Marlborough's prodigious talents, and deploring the disgrace of the greatest general the world ever knew: 'twas the stomach that caused other patriots to grumble, and such men cried out because they were poor, and paid to do so. Against these my Lord Bolingbroke never showed the slightest mercy, whipping a dozen into prison or into the pillory without the least commiseration.

For a politician who was always talking about freedom and had the best philosophical ideas, it's true that Mr. St. John sometimes acted more like a Turkish philosopher than a Greek one, particularly when it came to his harsh treatment of a certain group of people, the intellectuals, which was quite unusual for someone who claimed to respect their profession so much. The literary debate at this time was really intense, the government was winning, and it was the popular side that might have even been the more compassionate one. It was natural for the opposition to be irritable and complain: some people did so out of genuine feeling, admiring Duke of Marlborough's incredible talents and lamenting the disgrace of the greatest general the world has ever known; others were grumbling because they were hungry and were paid to complain. Against these, Lord Bolingbroke showed no mercy, throwing a dozen into prison or the pillory without any concern.

From having been a man of arms Mr. Esmond had now come to be a man of letters, but on a safer side than that in which the above-cited poor fellows ventured their liberties and ears. There was no danger on ours, which was the winning side; besides, Mr. Esmond pleased himself by thinking that he writ like a gentleman if he did not always succeed as a wit.

From being a man of arms, Mr. Esmond had now become a man of letters, but he was on a safer path than the unfortunate fellows who risked their freedom and safety. There was no danger on our side, which was the winning side; moreover, Mr. Esmond found satisfaction in thinking that he wrote like a gentleman, even if he didn’t always manage to be funny.

Of the famous wits of that age, who have rendered Queen Anne's reign illustrious, and whose works will be in all Englishmen's hands in ages yet to come, Mr. Esmond saw many, but at public places chiefly; never having a great intimacy with any of them, except with honest Dick Steele and Mr. Addison, who parted company with Esmond, however, when that gentleman became a declared Tory, and lived on close terms with the leading persons of that party. Addison kept himself to a few friends, and very rarely opened himself except in their company. A man more upright and conscientious than he it was not possible to find in public life, and one whose conversation was so various, easy, and delightful. Writing now in my mature years, I own that I think Addison's politics were the right, and were my time to come over again, I would be a Whig in England and not a Tory; but with people that take a side in politics, 'tis men rather than principles that commonly bind them. A kindness or a slight puts a man under one flag or the other, and he marches with it to the end of the campaign. Esmond's master in war was injured by Marlborough, and hated him: and the lieutenant fought the quarrels of his leader. Webb coming to London was used as a weapon by Marlborough's enemies (and true steel he was, that honest chief); nor was his aide-de-camp, Mr. Esmond, an unfaithful or unworthy partisan. 'Tis strange here, and on a foreign soil, and in a land that is independent in all but the name, (for that the North American colonies shall remain dependants on yonder little island for twenty years more, I never can think,) to remember how the nation at home seemed to give itself up to the domination of one or other aristocratic party, and took a Hanoverian king, or a French one, according as either prevailed. And while the Tories, the October club gentlemen, the High Church parsons that held by the Church of England, were for having a Papist king, for whom many of their Scottish and English leaders, firm churchmen all, laid down their lives with admirable loyalty and devotion; they were governed by men who had notoriously no religion at all, but used it as they would use any opinion for the purpose of forwarding their own ambition. The Whigs, on the other hand, who professed attachment to religion and liberty too, were compelled to send to Holland or Hanover for a monarch around whom they could rally. A strange series of compromises is that English History; compromise of principle, compromise of party, compromise of worship! The lovers of English freedom and independence submitted their religious consciences to an Act of Parliament; could not consolidate their liberty without sending to Zell or the Hague for a king to live under; and could not find amongst the proudest people in the world a man speaking their own language, and understanding their laws, to govern them. The Tory and High Church patriots were ready to die in defence of a Papist family that had sold us to France; the great Whig nobles, the sturdy republican recusants who had cut off Charles Stuart's head for treason, were fain to accept a king whose title came to him through a royal grandmother, whose own royal grandmother's head had fallen under Queen Bess's hatchet. And our proud English nobles sent to a petty German town for a monarch to come and reign in London and our prelates kissed the ugly hands of his Dutch mistresses, and thought it no dishonor. In England you can but belong to one party or t'other, and you take the house you live in with all its encumbrances, its retainers, its antique discomforts, and ruins even; you patch up, but you never build up anew. Will we of the new world submit much longer, even nominally, to this ancient British superstition? There are signs of the times which make me think that ere long we shall care as little about King George here, and peers temporal and peers spiritual, as we do for King Canute or the Druids.

Of the well-known wits of that time who made Queen Anne's reign noteworthy, and whose works will be in the hands of all English people for generations to come, Mr. Esmond met many of them, mostly in public places; he never had a close relationship with any of them, except for the honest Dick Steele and Mr. Addison, who parted ways with Esmond when he officially became a Tory and associated closely with the leaders of that party. Addison kept a small circle of friends and rarely opened up outside of their company. You couldn't find a more principled and ethical man in public life than him, and his conversations were always diverse, easy, and enjoyable. Now, as I write in my later years, I admit that I believe Addison's politics were right, and if I had the chance to relive that time, I would choose to be a Whig in England rather than a Tory. However, for people who take sides in politics, it's usually the individuals rather than the principles that connect them. A kind gesture or a slight can make someone align with one side or the other, and they stick with it for the duration. Esmond's war leader was wronged by Marlborough and despised him; hence, the lieutenant fought for his leader's conflicts. When Webb arrived in London, Marlborough's enemies used him as a weapon (and he truly was a brave leader); nor was his aide-de-camp, Mr. Esmond, an unfaithful or unworthy supporter. It's strange here, on foreign soil, in a land that is independent in name only (I can’t believe that the North American colonies will remain dependent on that little island for another twenty years), to think about how the nation at home seemed to surrender to the control of one or the other aristocratic party, accepting either a Hanoverian king or a French one based on which side gained the upper hand. While the Tories, the gentlemen of the October club, and the High Church clergy who supported the Church of England were in favor of a Papist king, for whom many of their Scottish and English leaders, all loyal churchmen, laid down their lives out of loyalty and devotion, they were ruled by men who had no true religion but used it merely as a tool to advance their own ambitions. The Whigs, on the other hand, who claimed to value both religion and liberty, had to look to Holland or Hanover for a monarch to rally around. English history is a strange series of compromises: compromises in principle, party, and worship! Advocates of English freedom and independence submitted to an Act of Parliament concerning their religious beliefs; they couldn’t secure their liberty without requesting a king from Zell or The Hague; and they couldn’t find anyone among the proudest people in the world who spoke their language and understood their laws to govern them. The Tory and High Church patriots were eager to die defending a Papist family that had sold them out to France; while the prominent Whig nobles, the steadfast republican dissenters who executed Charles Stuart for treason, reluctantly accepted a king whose title derived from a royal grandmother, whose own royal grandmother had lost her head under Queen Bess’s executioner. And our proud English nobles sent for a minor German prince to come and rule in London, and our bishops kissed the ugly hands of his Dutch mistresses, thinking it no dishonor. In England, you can only belong to one party or another, and you take the house you live in along with all its baggage, its servants, its old discomforts, and even its ruins; you patch things up, but you never start anew. Will we in the New World continue to tolerate this old British superstition, even nominally, for much longer? There are signs of the times that make me think that soon enough, we’ll care as little about King George, or his temporal and spiritual peers, as we do for King Canute or the Druids.

This chapter began about the wits, my grandson may say, and hath wandered very far from their company. The pleasantest of the wits I knew were the Doctors Garth and Arbuthnot, and Mr. Gay, the author of “Trivia,” the most charming kind soul that ever laughed at a joke or cracked a bottle. Mr. Prior I saw, and he was the earthen pot swimming with the pots of brass down the stream, and always and justly frightened lest he should break in the voyage. I met him both at London and Paris, where he was performing piteous congees to the Duke of Shrewsbury, not having courage to support the dignity which his undeniable genius and talent had won him, and writing coaxing letters to Secretary St. John, and thinking about his plate and his place, and what on earth should become of him should his party go out. The famous Mr. Congreve I saw a dozen of times at Button's, a splendid wreck of a man, magnificently attired, and though gouty, and almost blind, bearing a brave face against fortune.

This chapter started out about the wits, my grandson might say, and has wandered far from their company. The most delightful wits I knew were Doctors Garth and Arbuthnot and Mr. Gay, the author of “Trivia,” the kindest soul who ever laughed at a joke or uncorked a bottle. I saw Mr. Prior, and he was like the earthen pot caught up with the brass pots in the stream, always justly worried that he might break during the journey. I ran into him in both London and Paris, where he was awkwardly bowing to the Duke of Shrewsbury, lacking the courage to hold the dignity that his undeniable genius and talent had earned him, writing flattering letters to Secretary St. John, and worrying about his status and position, and what would happen to him if his party fell out of favor. I encountered the famous Mr. Congreve a dozen times at Button's, a magnificent but broken man, dressed splendidly, and although he dealt with gout and was nearly blind, he maintained a brave face against fate.

The great Mr. Pope (of whose prodigious genius I have no words to express my admiration) was quite a puny lad at this time, appearing seldom in public places. There were hundreds of men, wits, and pretty fellows frequenting the theatres and coffee-houses of that day—whom “nunc perscribere longum est.” Indeed I think the most brilliant of that sort I ever saw was not till fifteen years afterwards, when I paid my last visit in England, and met young Harry Fielding, son of the Fielding that served in Spain and afterwards in Flanders with us, and who for fun and humor seemed to top them all. As for the famous Dr. Swift, I can say of him, “Vidi tantum.” He was in London all these years up to the death of the Queen; and in a hundred public places where I saw him, but no more; he never missed Court of a Sunday, where once or twice he was pointed out to your grandfather. He would have sought me out eagerly enough had I been a great man with a title to my name, or a star on my coat. At Court the Doctor had no eyes but for the very greatest. Lord Treasurer and St. John used to call him Jonathan, and they paid him with this cheap coin for the service they took of him. He writ their lampoons, fought their enemies, flogged and bullied in their service, and it must be owned with a consummate skill and fierceness. 'Tis said he hath lost his intellect now, and forgotten his wrongs and his rage against mankind. I have always thought of him and of Marlborough as the two greatest men of that age. I have read his books (who doth not know them?) here in our calm woods, and imagine a giant to myself as I think of him, a lonely fallen Prometheus, groaning as the vulture tears him. Prometheus I saw, but when first I ever had any words with him, the giant stepped out of a sedan chair in the Poultry, whither he had come with a tipsy Irish servant parading before him, who announced him, bawling out his Reverence's name, whilst his master below was as yet haggling with the chairman. I disliked this Mr. Swift, and heard many a story about him, of his conduct to men, and his words to women. He could flatter the great as much as he could bully the weak; and Mr. Esmond, being younger and hotter in that day than now, was determined, should he ever meet this dragon, not to run away from his teeth and his fire.

The great Mr. Pope (whose incredible talent leaves me speechless) was quite a frail kid at that time, rarely showing up in public. There were hundreds of clever and charming guys hanging out in the theaters and coffeehouses back then—whom “nunc perscribere longum est.” In fact, I think the most impressive one I ever encountered was fifteen years later, during my last visit to England, when I met young Harry Fielding, the son of the Fielding who served in Spain and later in Flanders with us, and who, for humor and wit, seemed to outshine everyone. As for the famous Dr. Swift, I can say of him, “Vidi tantum.” He was in London all those years up until the Queen passed away, and in the numerous public places where I saw him, but no more; he never missed Court on Sundays, where once or twice he was pointed out to your grandfather. He would have eagerly sought me out if I had been a notable figure with a title or a star on my coat. At Court, the Doctor had eyes only for the very top tier. The Lord Treasurer and St. John would call him Jonathan, and they paid him with this cheap flattery for the services he provided. He wrote their lampoons, fought their battles, and berated and bullied in their defense, and I must admit, he did it with remarkable skill and fervor. They say he’s lost his mind now, having forgotten his grievances and his anger toward humanity. I’ve always seen him and Marlborough as the two greatest men of that era. I’ve read his works (who doesn’t know them?) here in our peaceful woods and picture him as a giant, a lonely fallen Prometheus, groaning as the vulture tears at him. I met Prometheus, but the first time I spoke to him, the giant stepped out of a sedan chair in Poultry, where he had come with a drunken Irish servant leading the way, who announced him, shouting out his Reverence's name, while his master below was still haggling with the chairmen. I didn’t like this Mr. Swift, and I heard many stories about him, about his treatment of men and his words to women. He could flatter the powerful just as easily as he could bully the weak; and Mr. Esmond, being younger and more hot-headed back then than I am now, was determined, if he ever encountered this monster, not to run from his teeth and his fire.

Men have all sorts of motives which carry them onwards in life, and are driven into acts of desperation, or it may be of distinction, from a hundred different causes. There was one comrade of Esmond's, an honest little Irish lieutenant of Handyside's, who owed so much money to a camp sutler, that he began to make love to the man's daughter, intending to pay his debt that way; and at the battle of Malplaquet, flying away from the debt and lady too, he rushed so desperately on the French lines, that he got his company; and came a captain out of the action, and had to marry the sutler's daughter after all, who brought him his cancelled debt to her father as poor Roger's fortune. To run out of the reach of bill and marriage, he ran on the enemy's pikes; and as these did not kill him he was thrown back upon t'other horn of his dilemma. Our great Duke at the same battle was fighting, not the French, but the Tories in England; and risking his life and the army's, not for his country but for his pay and places; and for fear of his wife at home, that only being in life whom he dreaded. I have asked about men in my own company, (new drafts of poor country boys were perpetually coming over to us during the wars, and brought from the ploughshare to the sword,) and found that a half of them under the flags were driven thither on account of a woman: one fellow was jilted by his mistress and took the shilling in despair; another jilted the girl, and fled from her and the parish to the tents where the law could not disturb him. Why go on particularizing? What can the sons of Adam and Eve expect, but to continue in that course of love and trouble their father and mother set out on? Oh, my grandson! I am drawing nigh to the end of that period of my history, when I was acquainted with the great world of England and Europe; my years are past the Hebrew poet's limit, and I say unto thee, all my troubles and joys too, for that matter, have come from a woman; as thine will when thy destined course begins. 'Twas a woman that made a soldier of me, that set me intriguing afterwards; I believe I would have spun smocks for her had she so bidden me; what strength I had in my head I would have given her; hath not every man in his degree had his Omphale and Delilah? Mine befooled me on the banks of the Thames, and in dear old England; thou mayest find thine own by Rappahannock.

Men have all kinds of reasons that drive them through life, pushing them into desperate or notable actions for countless different reasons. One of Esmond's friends, a decent little Irish lieutenant in Handyside's regiment, owed so much money to a camp supplier that he started to woo the supplier's daughter, planning to settle his debt that way. During the battle of Malplaquet, wanting to escape from both the debt and the lady, he charged so recklessly towards the French lines that he ended up leading his company and came out of the battle as a captain. Ultimately, he had to marry the supplier's daughter, who handed him his settled debt as poor Roger’s fortune. In trying to escape bills and marriage, he ran toward the enemy’s pikes; and since those didn’t kill him, he was forced to deal with the other part of his dilemma. Our great Duke, in that same battle, was fighting not against the French but against the Tories in England, risking his life and the army's—not for his country but for his pay and positions; and out of fear of his wife at home, the only person he truly dreaded. I’ve asked around about the men in my own company—new groups of poor country boys were constantly being brought to us during the wars, shifting from farm life to soldiering—and discovered that half of them had joined because of a woman: one guy was dumped by his girlfriend and joined in despair; another ditched his girl and ran away from her and the parish to the tents where the law couldn’t bother him. Why go on detailing? What can the children of Adam and Eve expect but to keep following that path of love and trouble their parents started on? Oh, my grandson! I’m nearing the end of this part of my story when I knew the great world of England and Europe; I’ve surpassed the Hebrew poet's age limit, and I tell you, all my troubles and joys too have stemmed from a woman; as yours will when your journey begins. It was a woman who made a soldier out of me, who got me into intrigues later on; I swear I would have made smocks for her if she had asked; whatever strength I had in my mind, I would have given her. Hasn’t every man, in his own way, had his own Omphale and Delilah? Mine charmed me on the banks of the Thames, in dear old England; you might find yours by Rappahannock.

To please that woman then I tried to distinguish myself as a soldier, and afterwards as a wit and a politician; as to please another I would have put on a black cassock and a pair of bands, and had done so but that a superior fate intervened to defeat that project. And I say, I think the world is like Captain Esmond's company I spoke of anon; and could you see every man's career in life, you would find a woman clogging him; or clinging round his march and stopping him; or cheering him and goading him: or beckoning him out of her chariot, so that he goes up to her, and leaves the race to be run without him or bringing him the apple, and saying “Eat;” or fetching him the daggers and whispering “Kill! yonder lies Duncan, and a crown, and an opportunity.”

To impress that woman, I tried to stand out as a soldier, and later as a clever person and a politician; if it had been for another, I would have worn a black robe and a collar, and I almost did, but a greater fate stopped me from doing that. I believe the world is like Captain Esmond's company I mentioned earlier; if you could see every man's journey in life, you'd discover a woman weighing him down, or hanging around him and halting his progress; or cheering him on and pushing him forward: or signaling him from her chariot, making him go to her, leaving the race to run without him, or bringing him the apple and saying “Eat;” or bringing him the daggers and whispering “Kill! There lies Duncan, and a crown, and a chance.”

Your grandfather fought with more effect as a politician than as a wit: and having private animosities and grievances of his own and his General's against the great Duke in command of the army, and more information on military matters than most writers, who had never seen beyond the fire of a tobacco-pipe at “Wills's,” he was enabled to do good service for that cause which he embarked in, and for Mr. St. John and his party. But he disdained the abuse in which some of the Tory writers indulged; for instance, Dr. Swift, who actually chose to doubt the Duke of Marlborough's courage, and was pleased to hint that his Grace's military capacity was doubtful: nor were Esmond's performances worse for the effect they were intended to produce, (though no doubt they could not injure the Duke of Marlborough nearly so much in the public eyes as the malignant attacks of Swift did, which were carefully directed so as to blacken and degrade him,) because they were writ openly and fairly by Mr. Esmond, who made no disguise of them, who was now out of the army, and who never attacked the prodigious courage and talents, only the selfishness and rapacity, of the chief.

Your grandfather was more effective as a politician than as a thinker. He had personal grudges and grievances of his own, as well as those of his General, against the great Duke in charge of the army. With more knowledge about military matters than most writers who hadn’t looked beyond their pipe at “Wills’s,” he was able to serve the cause he joined, along with Mr. St. John and his party. However, he looked down on the insults from some Tory writers, like Dr. Swift, who actually doubted the Duke of Marlborough's bravery and suggested that his military skills were questionable. Esmond’s critiques were not harmful in the way they were meant to be, even though they didn’t damage the Duke’s reputation nearly as much as Swift's vicious attacks, which were aimed to tarnish and undermine him. Esmond wrote openly and honestly, without hiding his intentions, and since he was no longer in the army, he never questioned the Duke’s remarkable courage and abilities, only his selfishness and greed.

The Colonel then, having writ a paper for one of the Tory journals, called the Post-Boy, (a letter upon Bouchain, that the town talked about for two whole days, when the appearance of an Italian singer supplied a fresh subject for conversation,) and having business at the Exchange, where Mistress Beatrix wanted a pair of gloves or a fan very likely, Esmond went to correct his paper, and was sitting at the printer's, when the famous Doctor Swift came in, his Irish fellow with him that used to walk before his chair, and bawled out his master's name with great dignity.

The Colonel, after writing an article for one of the Tory newspapers, called the Post-Boy (a letter about Bouchain that everyone discussed for two whole days, until an Italian singer brought up a new topic), and having business at the Exchange, where Mistress Beatrix likely needed a pair of gloves or a fan, Esmond went to edit his article and was sitting at the printer’s when the famous Doctor Swift walked in, accompanied by his Irish assistant who used to walk in front of him and announced his master’s name with great pride.

Mr. Esmond was waiting for the printer too, whose wife had gone to the tavern to fetch him, and was meantime engaged in drawing a picture of a soldier on horseback for a dirty little pretty boy of the printer's wife, whom she had left behind her.

Mr. Esmond was waiting for the printer as well, whose wife had gone to the bar to get him. In the meantime, he was busy drawing a picture of a soldier on horseback for a messy little cute boy, the printer's wife had left behind.

“I presume you are the editor of the Post-Boy, sir?” says the Doctor, in a grating voice that had an Irish twang; and he looked at the Colonel from under his two bushy eyebrows with a pair of very clear blue eyes. His complexion was muddy, his figure rather fat, his chin double. He wore a shabby cassock, and a shabby hat over his black wig, and he pulled out a great gold watch, at which he looks very fierce.

“I assume you’re the editor of the Post-Boy, sir?” says the Doctor in a rough voice with an Irish accent; he looked at the Colonel from beneath his bushy eyebrows with a pair of bright blue eyes. His complexion was dull, he was somewhat overweight, and he had a double chin. He wore a worn cassock and a ragged hat over his black wig, and he pulled out a large gold watch, glancing at it with a fierce expression.

“I am but a contributor, Doctor Swift,” says Esmond, with the little boy still on his knee. He was sitting with his back in the window, so that the Doctor could not see him.

“I’m just a contributor, Doctor Swift,” says Esmond, with the little boy still on his knee. He was sitting with his back to the window, so the Doctor couldn’t see him.

“Who told you I was Dr. Swift?” says the Doctor, eying the other very haughtily.

“Who told you I was Dr. Swift?” says the Doctor, looking at the other person very arrogantly.

“Your Reverence's valet bawled out your name,” says the Colonel. “I should judge you brought him from Ireland?”

“Your Reverence's servant shouted your name,” says the Colonel. “I assume you brought him from Ireland?”

“And pray, sir, what right have you to judge whether my servant came from Ireland or no? I want to speak with your employer, Mr. Leach. I'll thank ye go fetch him.”

“And may I ask, sir, what right do you have to judge whether my servant is from Ireland or not? I want to speak with your boss, Mr. Leach. Please go get him.”

“Where's your papa, Tommy?” asks the Colonel of the child, a smutty little wretch in a frock.

“Where's your dad, Tommy?” asks the Colonel of the child, a dirty little rascal in a dress.

Instead of answering, the child begins to cry; the Doctor's appearance had no doubt frightened the poor little imp.

Instead of answering, the child starts to cry; the Doctor's presence had clearly scared the poor little kid.

“Send that squalling little brat about his business, and do what I bid ye, sir,” says the Doctor.

“Send that noisy little kid on his way, and do what I ask you to do, sir,” says the Doctor.

“I must finish, the picture first for Tommy,” says the Colonel, laughing. “Here, Tommy, will you have your Pandour with whiskers or without?”

“I need to finish the painting first for Tommy,” says the Colonel with a laugh. “Here, Tommy, do you want your Pandour with whiskers or without?”

“Whisters,” says Tommy, quite intent on the picture.

“Whisters,” Tommy says, focused on the picture.

“Who the devil are ye, sir?” cries the Doctor; “are ye a printer's man or are ye not?” he pronounced it like NAUGHT.

“Who the hell are you, sir?” the Doctor exclaimed; “are you a printer or not?” he emphasized it like NAUGHT.

“Your reverence needn't raise the devil to ask who I am,” says Colonel Esmond. “Did you ever hear of Doctor Faustus, little Tommy? or Friar Bacon, who invented gunpowder, and set the Thames on fire?”

“Your honor doesn't need to stir up trouble to find out who I am,” says Colonel Esmond. “Have you ever heard of Doctor Faustus, little Tommy? Or Friar Bacon, who invented gunpowder and set the Thames on fire?”

Mr. Swift turned quite red, almost purple. “I did not intend any offence, sir,” says he.

Mr. Swift turned bright red, almost purple. "I didn't mean any offense, sir," he said.

“I dare say, sir, you offended without meaning,” says the other, dryly.

“I must say, sir, you insulted without intending to,” says the other, dryly.

“Who are ye, sir? Do you know who I am, sir? You are one of the pack of Grub Street scribblers that my friend Mr. Secretary hath laid by the heels. How dare ye, sir, speak to me in this tone?” cries the Doctor, in a great fume.

“Who are you, sir? Do you know who I am, sir? You’re one of those Grub Street writers that my friend Mr. Secretary has locked up. How dare you, sir, speak to me like that?” the Doctor shouts, very angry.

“I beg your honor's humble pardon if I have offended your honor,” says Esmond in a tone of great humility. “Rather than be sent to the Compter, or be put in the pillory, there's nothing I wouldn't do. But Mrs. Leach, the printer's lady, told me to mind Tommy whilst she went for her husband to the tavern, and I daren't leave the child lest he should fall into the fire; but if your Reverence will hold him—”

“I sincerely apologize if I’ve offended you,” Esmond says with deep humility. “I would do anything to avoid going to jail or being put in the stocks. But Mrs. Leach, the printer's wife, asked me to look after Tommy while she went to the tavern for her husband, and I was too scared to leave the child in case he fell into the fire; but if you could hold him—”

“I take the little beast!” says the Doctor, starting back. “I am engaged to your betters, fellow. Tell Mr. Leach that when he makes an appointment with Dr. Swift he had best keep it, do ye hear? And keep a respectful tongue in your head, sir, when you address a person like me.”

“I'll take the little beast!” says the Doctor, pulling back. “I am dealing with your superiors, my friend. Tell Mr. Leach that when he schedules an appointment with Dr. Swift, he better stick to it, do you understand? And keep a respectful tone when you speak to someone like me.”

“I'm but a poor broken-down soldier,” says the Colonel, “and I've seen better days, though I am forced now to turn my hand to writing. We can't help our fate, sir.”

“I'm just a poor, worn-out soldier,” says the Colonel, “and I've seen better days, but now I have to resort to writing. We can't escape our fate, sir.”

“You're the person that Mr. Leach hath spoken to me of, I presume. Have the goodness to speak civilly when you are spoken to—and tell Leach to call at my lodgings in Bury Street, and bring the papers with him to-night at ten o'clock. And the next time you see me, you'll know me, and be civil, Mr. Kemp.”

“You're the person Mr. Leach told me about, I assume. Please be polite when you speak to me—and let Leach know to come by my place on Bury Street tonight at ten o’clock and bring the papers with him. The next time you see me, you'll recognize me, so be respectful, Mr. Kemp.”

Poor Kemp, who had been a lieutenant at the beginning of the war, and fallen into misfortune, was the writer of the Post-Boy, and now took honest Mr. Leach's pay in place of her Majesty's. Esmond had seen this gentleman, and a very ingenious, hardworking honest fellow he was, toiling to give bread to a great family, and watching up many a long winter night to keep the wolf from his door. And Mr. St. John, who had liberty always on his tongue, had just sent a dozen of the opposition writers into prison, and one actually into the pillory, for what he called libels, but libels not half so violent as those writ on our side. With regard to this very piece of tyranny, Esmond had remonstrated strongly with the Secretary, who laughed and said the rascals were served quite right; and told Esmond a joke of Swift's regarding the matter. Nay, more, this Irishman, when St. John was about to pardon a poor wretch condemned to death for rape, absolutely prevented the Secretary from exercising this act of good-nature, and boasted that he had had the man hanged; and great as the Doctor's genius might be, and splendid his ability, Esmond for one would affect no love for him, and never desired to make his acquaintance. The Doctor was at Court every Sunday assiduously enough, a place the Colonel frequented but rarely, though he had a great inducement to go there in the person of a fair maid of honor of her Majesty's; and the airs and patronage Mr. Swift gave himself, forgetting gentlemen of his country whom he knew perfectly, his loud talk at once insolent and servile, nay, perhaps his very intimacy with Lord Treasurer and the Secretary, who indulged all his freaks and called him Jonathan, you may be sure, were remarked by many a person of whom the proud priest himself took no note, during that time of his vanity and triumph.

Poor Kemp, who started the war as a lieutenant and ended up in tough times, was the writer for the Post-Boy and now took honest Mr. Leach's pay instead of the Queen's. Esmond had seen this man, who was a clever, hardworking, honest fellow, struggling to provide for a large family, often staying up many long winter nights to keep the wolf from the door. And Mr. St. John, who always talked about freedom, had just sent a dozen writers from the opposition to prison, and one actually to the pillory, for what he called libels, which weren't nearly as harsh as the ones written on our side. Concerning this act of tyranny, Esmond had strongly protested to the Secretary, who laughed and said the rascals got what they deserved, and shared a joke from Swift about it. Furthermore, this Irishman, when St. John was about to pardon a poor soul condemned to death for rape, actually stopped the Secretary from doing this good deed and boasted that he had the man hanged; and despite the Doctor's great genius and impressive abilities, Esmond personally felt no affection for him and never wanted to meet him. The Doctor was at Court every Sunday, quite diligently, a place the Colonel visited rarely, even though he had a strong reason to go there—namely, a lovely maid of honor to the Queen. The airs and self-importance Mr. Swift displayed, while forgetting the gentlemen from his own country whom he knew well, his loud talk that was both arrogant and submissive, and perhaps even his close relationship with the Lord Treasurer and the Secretary, who indulged all his whims and called him Jonathan, were certainly noticed by many people whom the proud priest himself overlooked during his time of vanity and success.

'Twas but three days after the 15th of November, 1712 (Esmond minds him well of the date), that he went by invitation to dine with his General, the foot of whose table he used to take on these festive occasions, as he had done at many a board, hard and plentiful, during the campaign. This was a great feast, and of the latter sort; the honest old gentleman loved to treat his friends splendidly: his Grace of Ormonde, before he joined his army as generalissimo, my Lord Viscount Bolingbroke, one of her Majesty's Secretaries of State, my Lord Orkney, that had served with us abroad, being of the party. His Grace of Hamilton, Master of the Ordnance, and in whose honor the feast had been given, upon his approaching departure as Ambassador to Paris, had sent an excuse to General Webb at two o'clock, but an hour before the dinner: nothing but the most immediate business, his Grace said, should have prevented him having the pleasure of drinking a parting glass to the health of General Webb. His absence disappointed Esmond's old chief, who suffered much from his wounds besides; and though the company was grand, it was rather gloomy. St. John came last, and brought a friend with him: “I'm sure,” says my General, bowing very politely, “my table hath always a place for Dr. Swift.”

It was just three days after November 15, 1712 (Esmond remembers the date well), that he went to dinner with his General on invitation, taking his usual spot at the foot of the table during these festive occasions, just like he had at many gatherings, hearty and plentiful, during the campaign. This was a grand feast, of the latter kind; the kind-hearted old gentleman enjoyed treating his friends lavishly: His Grace of Ormonde, before he joined the army as commander-in-chief, my Lord Viscount Bolingbroke, one of her Majesty's Secretaries of State, and my Lord Orkney, who had served with us abroad, were among the guests. His Grace of Hamilton, Master of the Ordnance, in whose honor the feast was held as he was about to leave for Paris as Ambassador, had sent an apology to General Webb at two o'clock, just an hour before dinner, saying that only the most pressing business could have kept him from having the pleasure of raising a final glass to General Webb's health. His absence disappointed Esmond's old chief, who was already suffering greatly from his wounds; and even though the company was impressive, the atmosphere was rather somber. St. John arrived last and brought a friend with him: “I'm sure,” said my General, bowing politely, “my table always has a spot for Dr. Swift.”

Mr. Esmond went up to the Doctor with a bow and a smile:—“I gave Dr. Swift's message,” says he, “to the printer: I hope he brought your pamphlet to your lodgings in time.” Indeed poor Leach had come to his house very soon after the Doctor left it, being brought away rather tipsy from the tavern by his thrifty wife; and he talked of Cousin Swift in a maudlin way, though of course Mr. Esmond did not allude to this relationship. The Doctor scowled, blushed, and was much confused, and said scarce a word during the whole of dinner. A very little stone will sometimes knock down these Goliaths of wit; and this one was often discomfited when met by a man of any spirit; he took his place sulkily, put water in his wine that the others drank plentifully, and scarce said a word.

Mr. Esmond approached the Doctor with a bow and a smile:—“I delivered Dr. Swift's message,” he said, “to the printer. I hope he got your pamphlet to your place on time.” In fact, poor Leach had come to his house shortly after the Doctor left, having been somewhat tipsy from the tavern thanks to his frugal wife; and he spoke of Cousin Swift in a sentimental manner, although Mr. Esmond didn’t mention this connection. The Doctor frowned, blushed, and seemed very flustered, hardly saying anything during dinner. Even a small stone can sometimes take down these giants of intellect; and he was often thrown off when faced with someone bold; he sat down sulkily, added water to his wine that the others drank freely, and barely spoke a word.

The talk was about the affairs of the day, or rather about persons than affairs: my Lady Marlborough's fury, her daughters in old clothes and mob-caps looking out from their windows and seeing the company pass to the Drawing-room; the gentleman-usher's horror when the Prince of Savoy was introduced to her Majesty in a tie-wig, no man out of a full-bottomed periwig ever having kissed the Royal hand before; about the Mohawks and the damage they were doing, rushing through the town, killing and murdering. Some one said the ill-omened face of Mohun had been seen at the theatre the night before, and Macartney and Meredith with him. Meant to be a feast, the meeting, in spite of drink and talk, was as dismal as a funeral. Every topic started subsided into gloom. His Grace of Ormonde went away because the conversation got upon Denain, where we had been defeated in the last campaign. Esmond's General was affected at the allusion to this action too, for his comrade of Wynendael, the Count of Nassau Woudenbourg, had been slain there. Mr. Swift, when Esmond pledged him, said he drank no wine, and took his hat from the peg and went away, beckoning my Lord Bolingbroke to follow him; but the other bade him take his chariot and save his coach-hire—he had to speak with Colonel Esmond; and when the rest of the company withdrew to cards, these two remained behind in the dark.

The conversation was about the events of the day, or more about people than events: Lady Marlborough’s rage, her daughters in old-fashioned clothes and mob caps peeking out from their windows to see the guests heading to the drawing room; the gentleman usher's shock when the Prince of Savoy was presented to the Queen while wearing a tie-wig, since no man in a full-bottomed wig had ever kissed the Royal hand before; about the Mohawks and the destruction they were causing, running through the town, killing and wreaking havoc. Someone mentioned that the ominous face of Mohun had been spotted at the theater the night before, along with Macartney and Meredith. Intended as a celebration, the gathering, despite the drinks and chatter, was as bleak as a funeral. Each topic introduced quickly faded into sadness. The Duke of Ormonde left because the conversation turned to Denain, where we had suffered defeat in the last campaign. Esmond’s General was also troubled by the mention of that battle, as his comrade from Wynendael, the Count of Nassau Woudenbourg, had been killed there. Mr. Swift, when Esmond offered him a drink, declared he didn’t drink wine, took his hat from the peg, and left, signaling for Lord Bolingbroke to follow him; but Bolingbroke told him to take his carriage to save on coach fare—he needed to speak with Colonel Esmond; and when the rest of the group moved on to play cards, these two stayed behind in the dark.

Bolingbroke always spoke freely when he had drunk freely. His enemies could get any secret out of him in that condition; women were even employed to ply him, and take his words down. I have heard that my Lord Stair, three years after, when the Secretary fled to France and became the Pretender's Minister, got all the information he wanted by putting female spies over St. John in his cups. He spoke freely now:—“Jonathan knows nothing of this for certain, though he suspects it, and by George, Webb will take an Archbishopric, and Jonathan a—no,—damme—Jonathan will take an Arch-bishopric from James, I warrant me, gladly enough. Your Duke hath the string of the whole matter in his hand,” the Secretary went on. “We have that which will force Marlborough to keep his distance, and he goes out of London in a fortnight. Prior hath his business; he left me this morning, and mark me, Harry, should fate carry off our august, our beloved, our most gouty and plethoric Queen, and Defender of the Faith, la bonne cause triomphera. A la sante de la bonne cause! Everything good comes from France. Wine comes from France; give us another bumper to the bonne cause.” We drank it together.

Bolingbroke always spoke openly when he had been drinking. His enemies could easily extract secrets from him in that state; they even brought in women to get him talking and record his words. I've heard that my Lord Stair, three years later, when the Secretary fled to France and became the Pretender's Minister, managed to get all the information he wanted by using female spies to watch St. John when he was drunk. He was speaking freely now: “Jonathan doesn’t know for sure, though he suspects it, and by God, Webb will take an Archbishopric, and Jonathan—no, damn it—Jonathan will gladly take an Archbishopric from James, I guarantee it. Your Duke has the whole situation in his hands,” the Secretary continued. “We have what will make Marlborough keep his distance, and he will leave London in two weeks. Prior is handling his business; he left me this morning, and listen to me, Harry, if fate takes away our august, beloved, most gouty, and overstretched Queen, and Defender of the Faith, la bonne cause triomphera. Here’s to the good cause! Everything good comes from France. Wine comes from France; let’s have another toast to the good cause.” We raised our glasses together.

“Will the bonne cause turn Protestant?” asked Mr. Esmond.

“Will the good cause turn Protestant?” asked Mr. Esmond.

“No, hang it,” says the other, “he'll defend our Faith as in duty bound, but he'll stick by his own. The Hind and the Panther shall run in the same car, by Jove. Righteousness and peace shall kiss each other: and we'll have Father Massillon to walk down the aisle of St. Paul's, cheek by jowl with Dr. Sacheverel. Give us more wine; here's a health to the bonne cause, kneeling—damme, let's drink it kneeling.” He was quite flushed and wild with wine as he was talking.

“No, come on,” says the other, “he'll stand up for our Faith as he should, but he'll stick to his own. The Hind and the Panther will ride in the same carriage, for sure. Righteousness and peace will embrace each other: and we’ll have Father Massillon walking down the aisle of St. Paul's, side by side with Dr. Sacheverel. Pour us more wine; here’s a toast to the good cause, kneeling—damn it, let’s drink it kneeling.” He was feeling pretty flushed and wild with wine as he spoke.

“And suppose,” says Esmond, who always had this gloomy apprehension, “the bonne cause should give us up to the French, as his father and uncle did before him?”

“And what if,” Esmond says, always feeling this dark worry, “the good cause were to abandon us to the French, like his father and uncle before him?”

“Give us up to the French!” starts up Bolingbroke; “is there any English gentleman that fears that? You who have seen Blenheim and Ramillies, afraid of the French! Your ancestors and mine, and brave old Webb's yonder, have met them in a hundred fields, and our children will be ready to do the like. Who's he that wishes for more men from England? My Cousin Westmoreland? Give us up to the French, pshaw!”

“Hand us over to the French!” Bolingbroke exclaims. “Is there any English gentleman who’s afraid of that? You who have witnessed Blenheim and Ramillies, afraid of the French! Our ancestors and yours, and the brave old Webb over there, have faced them in countless battles, and our children will be ready to do the same. Who wants more men from England? My cousin Westmoreland? Hand us over to the French, nonsense!”

“His uncle did,” says Mr. Esmond.

“His uncle did,” says Mr. Esmond.

“And what happened to his grandfather?” broke out St. John, filling out another bumper. “Here's to the greatest monarch England ever saw; here's to the Englishman that made a kingdom of her. Our great King came from Huntingdon, not Hanover; our fathers didn't look for a Dutchman to rule us. Let him come and we'll keep him, and we'll show him Whitehall. If he's a traitor let us have him here to deal with him; and then there are spirits here as great as any that have gone before. There are men here that can look at danger in the face and not be frightened at it. Traitor! treason! what names are these to scare you and me? Are all Oliver's men dead, or his glorious name forgotten in fifty years? Are there no men equal to him, think you, as good—ay, as good? God save the King! and, if the monarchy fails us, God save the British Republic!”

“And what happened to his grandfather?” St. John exclaimed, pouring another drink. “Here's to the greatest king England ever had; here's to the Englishman who built a kingdom here. Our great King came from Huntingdon, not Hanover; our ancestors didn’t look for a Dutchman to rule us. Let him come and we’ll keep him, and we’ll show him Whitehall. If he’s a traitor, let’s bring him here so we can deal with him; and there are spirits here as strong as any that have come before. There are men here who can stare danger in the face and not be afraid. Traitor! Treason! What are these names to scare you and me? Are all of Oliver’s men dead, or is his glorious name forgotten after fifty years? Are there no men as capable as him, do you think, just as good—oh yes, just as good? God save the King! And if the monarchy fails us, God save the British Republic!”

He filled another great bumper, and tossed it up and drained it wildly, just as the noise of rapid carriage-wheels approaching was stopped at our door, and after a hurried knock and a moment's interval, Mr. Swift came into the hall, ran up stairs to the room we were dining in, and entered it with a perturbed face. St. John, excited with drink, was making some wild quotation out of Macbeth, but Swift stopped him.

He filled another big glass and threw it back, just as we heard the sound of fast-approaching carriage wheels come to a stop at our door. After a quick knock and a brief pause, Mr. Swift entered the hall, rushed up the stairs to the dining room, and came in looking upset. St. John, hyped up from drinking, was making some crazy quote from Macbeth, but Swift cut him off.

“Drink no more, my lord, for God's sake!” says he. “I come with the most dreadful news.”

“Don’t drink anymore, my lord, for God’s sake!” he says. “I come with the most awful news.”

“Is the Queen dead?” cries out Bolingbroke, seizing on a water-glass.

“Is the Queen dead?” Bolingbroke shouts, grabbing a glass of water.

“No, Duke Hamilton is dead: he was murdered an hour ago by Mohun and Macartney; they had a quarrel this morning; they gave him not so much time as to write a letter. He went for a couple of his friends, and he is dead, and Mohun, too, the bloody villain, who was set on him. They fought in Hyde Park just before sunset; the Duke killed Mohun, and Macartney came up and stabbed him, and the dog is fled. I have your chariot below; send to every part of the country and apprehend that villain; come to the Duke's house and see if any life be left in him.”

“No, Duke Hamilton is dead: he was murdered an hour ago by Mohun and Macartney; they had a fight this morning; they didn’t even give him time to write a letter. He went to get a couple of his friends, and now he’s dead, and Mohun, that bloody villain, who was after him. They fought in Hyde Park just before sunset; the Duke killed Mohun, and then Macartney came up and stabbed him, and that dog has run away. I have your chariot waiting outside; send word across the country to catch that villain; come to the Duke's house and check if there's any life left in him.”

“Oh, Beatrix, Beatrix,” thought Esmond, “and here ends my poor girl's ambition!”

“Oh, Beatrix, Beatrix,” thought Esmond, “and this is where my poor girl's dreams come to an end!”





CHAPTER VI.

POOR BEATRIX.

There had been no need to urge upon Esmond the necessity of a separation between him and Beatrix: Fate had done that completely; and I think from the very moment poor Beatrix had accepted the Duke's offer, she began to assume the majestic air of a Duchess, nay, Queen Elect, and to carry herself as one sacred and removed from us common people. Her mother and kinsman both fell into her ways, the latter scornfully perhaps, and uttering his usual gibes at her vanity and his own. There was a certain charm about this girl of which neither Colonel Esmond nor his fond mistress could forego the fascination; in spite of her faults and her pride and wilfulness, they were forced to love her; and, indeed, might be set down as the two chief flatterers of the brilliant creature's court.

There was no need to remind Esmond about the necessity of separating himself from Beatrix: Fate had already taken care of that. I believe from the moment poor Beatrix accepted the Duke's proposal, she started to adopt the grand demeanor of a Duchess, or even a Queen in waiting, and behaved as someone who was above us ordinary people. Her mother and relative both followed her lead, the latter perhaps with a hint of disdain, continually making his usual jabs at her vanity and his own. There was a certain charm about this girl that neither Colonel Esmond nor his devoted mistress could resist; despite her flaws, pride, and stubbornness, they couldn't help but love her. In fact, they could be seen as her two main admirers in the court of this dazzling young woman.

Who, in the course of his life, hath not been so bewitched, and worshipped some idol or another? Years after this passion hath been dead and buried, along with a thousand other worldly cares and ambitions, he who felt it can recall it out of its grave, and admire, almost as fondly as he did in his youth, that lovely queenly creature. I invoke that beautiful spirit from the shades and love her still; or rather I should say such a past is always present to a man; such a passion once felt forms a part of his whole being, and cannot be separated from it; it becomes a portion of the man of to-day, just as any great faith or conviction, the discovery of poetry, the awakening of religion, ever afterwards influence him; just as the wound I had at Blenheim, and of which I wear the scar, hath become part of my frame and influenced my whole body, nay, spirit subsequently, though 'twas got and healed forty years ago. Parting and forgetting! What faithful heart can do these? Our great thoughts, our great affections, the Truths of our life, never leave us. Surely, they cannot separate from our consciousness; shall follow it whithersoever that shall go; and are of their nature divine and immortal.

Who, throughout their life, hasn’t been captivated and adored some idol or another? Years after this passion has faded away, buried along with countless other worldly worries and ambitions, the person who felt it can still bring it back to life and admire, almost as affectionately as they did in their youth, that beautiful queenly figure. I call upon that lovely spirit from the shadows and still love her; or rather, I should say that such a past is always present for a person; a passion once experienced becomes part of their whole being and can't be separated from it; it becomes a part of the person today, just like any significant belief or conviction, the discovery of poetry, or the awakening of faith influences them afterward; just as the wound I sustained at Blenheim, of which I carry the scar, has become part of my body and affected my whole being, even my spirit, though it was received and healed forty years ago. Separation and forgetting! What faithful heart can do either? Our profound thoughts, our great loves, the truths of our life, never leave us. Surely, they can't detach from our consciousness; they will follow it wherever it goes; and are, by their nature, divine and eternal.

With the horrible news of this catsstrophe, which was confirmed by the weeping domestics at the Duke's own door, Esmond rode homewards as quick as his lazy coach would carry him, devising all the time how he should break the intelligence to the person most concerned in it; and if a satire upon human vanity could be needed, that poor soul afforded it in the altered company and occupations in which Esmond found her. For days before, her chariot had been rolling the street from mercer to toyshop—from goldsmith to laceman: her taste was perfect, or at least the fond bridegroom had thought so, and had given her entire authority over all tradesmen, and for all the plate, furniture and equipages, with which his Grace the Ambassador wished to adorn his splendid mission. She must have her picture by Kneller, a duchess not being complete without a portrait, and a noble one he made, and actually sketched in, on a cushion, a coronet which she was about to wear. She vowed she would wear it at King James the Third's coronation, and never a princess in the land would have become ermine better. Esmond found the ante-chamber crowded with milliners and toyshop women, obsequious goldsmiths with jewels, salvers, and tankards; and mercers' men with hangings, and velvets, and brocades. My Lady Duchess elect was giving audience to one famous silversmith from Exeter Change, who brought with him a great chased salver, of which he was pointing out the beauties as Colonel Esmond entered. “Come,” says she, “cousin, and admire the taste of this pretty thing.” I think Mars and Venus were lying in the golden bower, that one gilt Cupid carried off the war-god's casque—another his sword—another his great buckler, upon which my Lord Duke Hamilton's arms with ours were to be engraved—and a fourth was kneeling down to the reclining goddess with the ducal coronet in her hands, God help us! The next time Mr. Esmond saw that piece of plate, the arms were changed, the ducal coronet had been replaced by a viscount's; it formed part of the fortune of the thrifty goldsmith's own daughter, when she married my Lord Viscount Squanderfield two years after.

With the terrible news of this catastrophe, confirmed by the crying servants at the Duke's door, Esmond rode home as fast as his slow coach would take him, constantly thinking about how he would break the news to the person most affected. If a critique of human vanity was ever needed, that poor woman provided it in the changed company and activities Esmond found her in. For days prior, her carriage had been going up and down the street from fabric shop to toy store—from goldsmith to lace merchant: her taste was impeccable, or at least the smitten groom thought so, and had given her complete authority over all the tradespeople, as well as for all the silverware, furniture, and carriages that His Grace the Ambassador wanted to use to enhance his grand mission. She insisted on having her portrait done by Kneller, as no duchess would be complete without one, and it was a noble portrait he created, even sketching in, on a cushion, the coronet she was to wear. She promised she would wear it at King James the Third's coronation, claiming that no princess in the land could wear ermine better. Esmond found the antechamber filled with milliners and toyshop women, eager goldsmiths with jewels, trays, and tankards; and merchants with hangings, velvets, and brocades. My Lady Duchess-to-be was receiving a famous silversmith from Exeter Change, who had brought with him a large chased salver, which he was showing off as Colonel Esmond entered. “Come,” she said, “cousin, and admire the beauty of this lovely item.” I imagine Mars and Venus were resting in a golden bower, where one gilded Cupid took the war-god's helmet—another took his sword—another his large shield, on which my Lord Duke Hamilton's coat of arms with ours was to be engraved—and a fourth was kneeling before the reclining goddess, holding the ducal coronet in her hands, God help us! The next time Mr. Esmond saw that piece of silverware, the coat of arms had been changed, and the ducal coronet had been swapped for a viscount's; it became part of the dowry of the thrifty goldsmith's own daughter when she married my Lord Viscount Squanderfield two years later.

“Isn't this a beautiful piece?” says Beatrix, examining it, and she pointed out the arch graces of the Cupids, and the fine carving of the languid prostrate Mars. Esmond sickened as he thought of the warrior dead in his chamber, his servants and children weeping around him; and of this smiling creature attiring herself, as it were, for that nuptial death-bed. “'Tis a pretty piece of vanity,” says he, looking gloomily at the beautiful creature: there were flambeaux in the room lighting up the brilliant mistress of it. She lifted up the great gold salver with her fair arms.

“Isn't this a beautiful piece?” Beatrix says as she examines it, pointing out the graceful arches of the Cupids and the fine carving of the languid, reclining Mars. Esmond felt sick as he thought of the warrior dead in his chamber, with his servants and children weeping around him; and of this smiling woman preparing herself, almost as if for that wedding death-bed. “It’s a pretty piece of vanity,” he says, looking gloomily at the beautiful woman: there were torches in the room illuminating the stunning mistress of it. She lifted the large gold platter with her fair arms.

“Vanity!” says she, haughtily. “What is vanity in you, sir, is propriety in me. You ask a Jewish price for it, Mr. Graves; but have it I will, if only to spite Mr. Esmond.”

“Vanity!” she says, with an air of superiority. “What you call vanity in yourself is actually just propriety in me. You’re charging a Jewish price for it, Mr. Graves; but I will have it, if only to annoy Mr. Esmond.”

“Oh, Beatrix, lay it down!” says Mr. Esmond. “Herodias! you know not what you carry in the charger.”

“Oh, Beatrix, put it down!” says Mr. Esmond. “Herodias! you don’t realize what you’re holding in the plate.”

She dropped it with a clang; the eager goldsmith running to seize his fallen ware. The lady's face caught the fright from Esmond's pale countenance, and her eyes shone out like beacons of alarm:—“What is it, Henry!” says she, running to him, and seizing both his hands. “What do you mean by your pale face and gloomy tones?”

She dropped it with a loud clang; the eager goldsmith rushed over to pick up his fallen goods. The lady's face reflected the shock from Esmond's pale expression, and her eyes shone like warning beacons: “What is it, Henry!” she said, running to him and grabbing both of his hands. “What do you mean with that pale face and gloomy tone?”

“Come away, come away!” says Esmond, leading her: she clung frightened to him, and he supported her upon his heart, bidding the scared goldsmith leave them. The man went into the next apartment, staring with surprise, and hugging his precious charger.

“Come away, come away!” Esmond says, guiding her. She clung to him in fear, and he held her close to his heart, telling the frightened goldsmith to leave them. The man walked into the next room, looking surprised and clutching his valuable horse.

“Oh, my Beatrix, my sister!” says Esmond, still holding in his arms the pallid and affrighted creature, “you have the greatest courage of any woman in the world; prepare to show it now, for you have a dreadful trial to bear.”

“Oh, my Beatrix, my sister!” Esmond says, still holding the pale and frightened girl in his arms. “You have the greatest courage of any woman in the world; get ready to show it now, because you have a terrible challenge ahead.”

She sprang away from the friend who would have protected her:—“Hath he left me?” says she. “We had words this morning: he was very gloomy, and I angered him: but he dared not, he dared not!” As she spoke a burning blush flushed over her whole face and bosom. Esmond saw it reflected in the glass by which she stood, with clenched hands, pressing her swelling heart.

She jumped away from the friend who would have protected her. “Has he left me?” she said. “We argued this morning; he was really down, and I upset him. But he wouldn’t dare, he wouldn’t dare!” As she spoke, a deep blush spread across her entire face and chest. Esmond saw it reflected in the mirror beside her as she stood there with clenched fists, pressing against her racing heart.

“He has left you,” says Esmond, wondering that rage rather than sorrow was in her looks.

“He’s left you,” says Esmond, surprised that anger rather than sadness was evident in her expression.

“And he is alive,” cried Beatrix, “and you bring me this commission! He has left me, and you haven't dared to avenge me! You, that pretend to be the champion of our house, have let me suffer this insult! Where is Castlewood? I will go to my brother.”

“And he’s alive,” Beatrix shouted, “and you bring me this task! He has abandoned me, and you haven’t dared to take revenge for me! You, who pretend to be the protector of our house, have allowed me to endure this insult! Where is Castlewood? I will go to my brother.”

“The Duke is not alive, Beatrix,” said Esmond.

“The Duke isn't alive, Beatrix,” said Esmond.

She looked at her cousin wildly, and fell back to the wall as though shot in the breast:—“And you come here, and—and—you killed him?”

She looked at her cousin in shock and collapsed against the wall as if she had been shot in the chest. “And you came here, and—and—you killed him?”

“No; thank heaven!” her kinsman said. “The blood of that noble heart doth not stain my sword! In its last hour it was faithful to thee, Beatrix Esmond. Vain and cruel woman! kneel and thank the awful heaven which awards life and death, and chastises pride, that the noble Hamilton died true to you; at least that 'twas not your quarrel, or your pride, or your wicked vanity, that drove him to his fate. He died by the bloody sword which already had drank your own father's blood. O woman, O sister! to that sad field where two corpses are lying—for the murderer died too by the hand of the man he slew—can you bring no mourners but your revenge and your vanity? God help and pardon thee, Beatrix, as he brings this awful punishment to your hard and rebellious heart.”

“No; thank goodness!” her relative said. “The blood of that noble heart doesn’t stain my sword! In its final moments, it remained loyal to you, Beatrix Esmond. Vain and cruel woman! Kneel and thank the terrible heavens that decide life and death and punish pride, that the noble Hamilton died true to you; at least it wasn’t your quarrel, your pride, or your wicked vanity that led him to his doom. He died by the bloody sword that had already drunk your own father's blood. Oh woman, oh sister! To that sorrowful field where two bodies lie—because the murderer also died by the hand of the man he killed—can you bring no mourners but your thirst for revenge and your vanity? God help and forgive you, Beatrix, as he brings this dreadful punishment to your hardened and rebellious heart.”

Esmond had scarce done speaking, when his mistress came in. The colloquy between him and Beatrix had lasted but a few minutes, during which time Esmond's servant had carried the disastrous news through the household. The army of Vanity Fair, waiting without, gathered up all their fripperies and fled aghast. Tender Lady Castlewood had been in talk above with Dean Atterbury, the pious creature's almoner and director; and the Dean had entered with her as a physician whose place was at a sick-bed. Beatrix's mother looked at Esmond and ran towards her daughter, with a pale face and open heart and hands, all kindness and pity. But Beatrix passed her by, nor would she have any of the medicaments of the spiritual physician. “I am best in my own room and by myself,” she said. Her eyes were quite dry; nor did Esmond ever see them otherwise, save once, in respect to that grief. She gave him a cold hand as she went out: “Thank you, brother,” she said, in a low voice, and with a simplicity more touching than tears; “all you have said is true and kind, and I will go away and ask pardon.” The three others remained behind, and talked over the dreadful story. It affected Dr. Atterbury more even than us, as it seemed. The death of Mohun, her husband's murderer, was more awful to my mistress than even the Duke's unhappy end. Esmond gave at length what particulars he knew of their quarrel, and the cause of it. The two noblemen had long been at war with respect to the Lord Gerard's property, whose two daughters my Lord Duke and Mohun had married. They had met by appointment that day at the lawyer's in Lincoln's Inn Fields; had words which, though they appeared very trifling to those who heard them, were not so to men exasperated by long and previous enmity. Mohun asked my Lord Duke where he could see his Grace's friends, and within an hour had sent two of his own to arrange this deadly duel. It was pursued with such fierceness, and sprung from so trifling a cause, that all men agreed at the time that there was a party, of which these three notorious brawlers were but agents, who desired to take Duke Hamilton's life away. They fought three on a side, as in that tragic meeting twelve years back, which hath been recounted already, and in which Mohun performed his second murder. They rushed in, and closed upon each other at once without any feints or crossing of swords even, and stabbed one at the other desperately, each receiving many wounds; and Mohun having his death-wound, and my Lord Duke lying by him, Macartney came up and stabbed his Grace as he lay on the ground, and gave him the blow of which he died. Colonel Macartney denied this, of which the horror and indignation of the whole kingdom would nevertheless have him guilty, and fled the country, whither he never returned.

Esmond had barely finished speaking when his mistress came in. The conversation between him and Beatrix had only lasted a few minutes, during which Esmond's servant had shared the terrible news throughout the household. The crowd from Vanity Fair, waiting outside, quickly gathered their things and fled in shock. Tender Lady Castlewood had been talking above with Dean Atterbury, the righteous creature’s almoner and advisor; and the Dean had entered with her like a doctor attending to a sick person. Beatrix’s mother looked at Esmond and rushed towards her daughter, her face pale and her heart and hands open, full of kindness and pity. But Beatrix ignored her, refusing the comfort of the spiritual physician. "I’m better in my own room and by myself," she said. Her eyes were completely dry; Esmond never saw them any other way, except once concerning that sorrow. She gave him a cold hand as she left: “Thank you, brother,” she said softly, with a simplicity that was more moving than tears; “everything you’ve said is true and kind, and I will go away and ask for forgiveness.” The three others stayed behind, discussing the dreadful event. It seemed to affect Dr. Atterbury even more than the rest of us. The death of Mohun, her husband's killer, struck my mistress as even more dreadful than the Duke's unfortunate fate. Eventually, Esmond shared what he knew about their quarrel and its cause. The two noblemen had been in conflict over Lord Gerard's property, which both the Duke and Mohun had married into through his two daughters. They had arranged to meet that day at the lawyer’s in Lincoln's Inn Fields, where they exchanged words that, while seeming trivial to bystanders, were significant to men fueled by long-standing enmity. Mohun asked the Duke where he could find his friends, and within an hour sent two of his own to arrange this deadly duel. It was fought with such intensity over such a minor cause that many agreed there was a group, of which these three notorious fighters were merely the agents, that wanted Duke Hamilton dead. They fought three on each side, like in that tragic encounter twelve years earlier that had been recounted already, where Mohun committed his second murder. They charged in and engaged each other immediately, without any feints or cross swords, and stabbed each other desperately, each scoring multiple wounds; and as Mohun received his fatal wound, the Duke was lying nearby, when Macartney approached and stabbed the Duke as he lay on the ground, delivering the fatal blow. Colonel Macartney denied this, but the horror and anger of the entire kingdom insisted on his guilt, and he fled the country, never to return.

What was the real cause of the Duke Hamilton's death?—a paltry quarrel that might easily have been made up, and with a ruffian so low, base, profligate, and degraded with former crimes and repeated murders, that a man of such renown and princely rank as my Lord Duke might have disdained to sully his sword with the blood of such a villain. But his spirit was so high that those who wished his death knew that his courage was like his charity, and never turned any man away; and he died by the hands of Mohun, and the other two cut-throats that were set on him. The Queen's ambassador to Paris died, the loyal and devoted servant of the House of Stuart, and a Royal Prince of Scotland himself, and carrying the confidence, the repentance of Queen Anne along with his own open devotion, and the good-will of millions in the country more, to the Queen's exiled brother and sovereign.

What was the real reason behind Duke Hamilton's death?—a petty argument that could have easily been resolved, involving a thug so low, immoral, and stained with past crimes and repeated murders that a man of such prominence and noble rank as my Lord Duke would have scorned to dirty his sword with the blood of such a scoundrel. But his spirit was so noble that those who wanted him dead knew his bravery was like his generosity, always welcoming to others; and he died at the hands of Mohun and the other two killers who were sent after him. The Queen's ambassador to Paris died, a loyal and devoted servant of the House of Stuart, and a Royal Prince of Scotland himself, carrying the trust and regret of Queen Anne along with his own open loyalty, and the goodwill of millions in the country, to the Queen's exiled brother and ruler.

That party to which Lord Mohun belonged had the benefit of his service, and now were well rid of such a ruffian. He, and Meredith, and Macartney, were the Duke of Marlborough's men; and the two colonels had been broke but the year before for drinking perdition to the Tories. His Grace was a Whig now and a Hanoverian, and as eager for war as Prince Eugene himself. I say not that he was privy to Duke Hamilton's death, I say that his party profited by it; and that three desperate and bloody instruments were found to effect that murder.

That party that Lord Mohun was part of benefited from his service, and they were now glad to be rid of such a thug. He, along with Meredith and Macartney, were loyal to the Duke of Marlborough; and the two colonels had been dismissed just a year earlier for cursing the Tories. His Grace was a Whig now and aligned with the Hanoverians, just as eager for war as Prince Eugene himself. I’m not claiming he was involved in Duke Hamilton's death; I’m saying his party gained from it, and that three ruthless and violent accomplices were found to carry out that murder.

As Esmond and the Dean walked away from Kensington discoursing of this tragedy, and how fatal it was to the cause which they both had at heart, the street-criers were already out with their broadsides, shouting through the town the full, true, and horrible account of the death of Lord Mohun and Duke Hamilton in a duel. A fellow had got to Kensington, and was crying it in the square there at very early morning, when Mr. Esmond happened to pass by. He drove the man from under Beatrix's very window, whereof the casement had been set open. The sun was shining though 'twas November: he had seen the market-carts rolling into London, the guard relieved at the palace, the laborers trudging to their work in the gardens between Kensington and the City—the wandering merchants and hawkers filling the air with their cries. The world was going to its business again, although dukes lay dead and ladies mourned for them; and kings, very likely, lost their chances. So night and day pass away, and to-morrow comes, and our place knows us not. Esmond thought of the courier, now galloping on the North road to inform him, who was Earl of Arran yesterday, that he was Duke of Hamilton to-day, and of a thousand great schemes, hopes, ambitions, that were alive in the gallant heart, beating a few hours since, and now in a little dust quiescent.

As Esmond and the Dean walked away from Kensington discussing this tragedy and how it was detrimental to the cause they both cared about, the town criers were already out with their announcements, shouting the full, true, and horrific account of Lord Mohun and Duke Hamilton's deaths in a duel. A man had reached Kensington and was shouting about it in the square early in the morning when Mr. Esmond happened to walk by. He drove the man away from right under Beatrix's window, which was open. The sun was shining even though it was November; he had seen the market carts rolling into London, the guard changing at the palace, and the laborers heading to work in the gardens between Kensington and the City—the wandering merchants and hawkers filling the air with their shouts. Life was going on despite the fact that dukes lay dead and ladies were mourning them; and kings, very likely, were missing their opportunities. So night and day pass, tomorrow comes, and our place no longer recognizes us. Esmond thought of the courier now racing down the North road to inform him, who was the Earl of Arran yesterday, that he was the Duke of Hamilton today, and of the countless grand plans, hopes, and ambitions that were alive in the brave heart that had just been beating a few hours ago, now reduced to a little dust.





CHAPTER VII.

I VISIT CASTLEWOOD ONCE MORE.

Thus, for a third time, Beatrix's ambitious hopes were circumvented, and she might well believe that a special malignant fate watched and pursued her, tearing her prize out of her hand just as she seemed to grasp it, and leaving her with only rage and grief for her portion. Whatever her feelings might have been of anger or of sorrow, (and I fear me that the former emotion was that which most tore her heart,) she would take no confidant, as people of softer natures would have done under such a calamity; her mother and her kinsman knew that she would disdain their pity, and that to offer it would be but to infuriate the cruel wound which fortune had inflicted. We knew that her pride was awfully humbled and punished by this sudden and terrible blow; she wanted no teaching of ours to point out the sad moral of her story. Her fond mother could give but her prayers, and her kinsman his faithful friendship and patience to the unhappy, stricken creature; and it was only by hints, and a word or two uttered months afterwards, that Beatrix showed she understood their silent commiseration, and on her part was secretly thankful for their forbearance. The people about the Court said there was that in her manner which frightened away scoffing and condolence: she was above their triumph and their pity, and acted her part in that dreadful tragedy greatly and courageously; so that those who liked her least were yet forced to admire her. We, who watched her after her disaster, could not but respect the indomitable courage and majestic calm with which she bore it. “I would rather see her tears than her pride,” her mother said, who was accustomed to bear her sorrows in a very different way, and to receive them as the stroke of God, with an awful submission and meekness. But Beatrix's nature was different to that tender parent's; she seemed to accept her grief and to defy it; nor would she allow it (I believe not even in private and in her own chamber) to extort from her the confession of even a tear of humiliation or a cry of pain. Friends and children of our race, who come after me, in which way will you bear your trials? I know one that prays God will give you love rather than pride, and that the Eye all-seeing shall find you in the humble place. Not that we should judge proud spirits otherwise than charitably. 'Tis nature hath fashioned some for ambition and dominion, as it hath formed others for obedience and gentle submission. The leopard follows his nature as the lamb does, and acts after leopard law; she can neither help her beauty, nor her courage, nor her cruelty; nor a single spot on her shining coat; nor the conquering spirit which impels her; nor the shot which brings her down.

Thus, for the third time, Beatrix's ambitious hopes were thwarted, and she could easily believe that a special, cruel fate was watching and pursuing her, snatching her prize from her grasp just as she seemed to obtain it, leaving her with nothing but rage and grief. Regardless of her feelings of anger or sorrow (and I suspect it was anger that tore at her heart the most), she wouldn’t confide in anyone, unlike those of softer natures might have done in such a calamity; her mother and her relative knew she would reject their pity and that offering it would only aggravate the painful wound that fate had inflicted. We knew her pride was deeply humbled and punished by this sudden, terrible blow; she needed no lessons from us to point out the sad moral of her story. Her loving mother could offer only her prayers, while her relative provided his loyal friendship and patience to the unhappy, devastated person; and it was only through hints and a few words spoken months later that Beatrix showed she understood their unspoken sympathy and was secretly grateful for their restraint. People around the Court said there was something in her demeanor that scared away mockery and condolences: she was above their triumph and their pity, and she played her role in that dreadful tragedy greatly and courageously, so that even those who disliked her the most were forced to admire her. We, who observed her after her disaster, could only respect the unyielding courage and dignified calm with which she faced it. “I would rather see her tears than her pride,” her mother said, who was used to bearing her sorrows in a very different way and accepting them as the hand of God, with awful submission and meekness. But Beatrix's nature was different from that of her tender parent; she seemed to accept her grief and defy it; she wouldn’t let it (not even in private in her own room) draw from her the confession of even a tear of humiliation or a cry of pain. Friends and children of our race, how will you face your trials? I know one who prays that God will give you love rather than pride, and that the all-seeing Eye shall find you in a humble place. Not that we should judge proud spirits any differently than kindly. It’s nature that has shaped some for ambition and power, just as it has formed others for obedience and gentle submission. The leopard follows its nature just as the lamb does, and acts according to leopard law; it can neither change its beauty, courage, or cruelty, nor a single spot on its shiny coat, nor the conquering spirit that drives it, nor the shot that brings it down.

During that well-founded panic the Whigs had, lest the Queen should forsake their Hanoverian Prince, bound by oaths and treaties as she was to him, and recall her brother, who was allied to her by yet stronger ties of nature and duty; the Prince of Savoy, and the boldest of that party of the Whigs, were for bringing the young Duke of Cambridge over, in spite of the Queen, and the outcry of her Tory servants, arguing that the Electoral Prince, a Peer and Prince of the Blood-Royal of this Realm too, and in the line of succession to the crown, had, a right to sit in the Parliament whereof he was a member, and to dwell in the country which he one day was to govern. Nothing but the strongest ill will expressed by the Queen, and the people about her, and menaces of the Royal resentment, should this scheme be persisted in, prevented it from being carried into effect.

During that justified panic, the Whigs were worried that the Queen might abandon their Hanoverian Prince, whom she was bound to by oaths and treaties, and bring back her brother, to whom she had even stronger ties of family and duty. The Prince of Savoy and the most daring members of the Whigs wanted to bring the young Duke of Cambridge over, despite the Queen's wishes and the protests from her Tory advisors. They argued that the Electoral Prince, a Peer and a member of the Royal Blood of this Realm, and in line for the crown, had every right to participate in the Parliament of which he was a member and live in the country he was destined to govern. Only the intense resentment from the Queen, her close circle, and threats of Royal retaliation if this plan continued stopped it from happening.

The boldest on our side were, in like manner, for having our Prince into the country. The undoubted inheritor of the right divine; the feelings of more than half the nation, of almost all the clergy, of the gentry of England and Scotland with him; entirely innocent of the crime for which his father suffered—brave, young, handsome, unfortunate—who in England would dare to molest the Prince should he come among us, and fling himself upon British generosity, hospitality, and honor? An invader with an army of Frenchmen behind him, Englishmen of spirit would resist to the death, and drive back to the shores whence he came; but a Prince, alone, armed with his right only, and relying on the loyalty of his people, was sure, many of his friends argued, of welcome, at least of safety, among us. The hand of his sister the Queen, of the people his subjects, never could be raised to do him a wrong. But the Queen was timid by nature, and the successive Ministers she had, had private causes for their irresolution. The bolder and honester men, who had at heart the illustrious young exile's cause, had no scheme of interest of their own to prevent them from seeing the right done, and, provided only he came as an Englishman, were ready to venture their all to welcome and defend him.

The boldest people on our side also wanted our Prince to come to the country. He was the rightful heir, someone who had the support of more than half the nation, almost all the clergy, and the gentry of England and Scotland. Completely innocent of the crime for which his father suffered—brave, young, handsome, and unfortunate—who in England would dare to harm the Prince if he came among us, trusting in British generosity, hospitality, and honor? An invader with an army of Frenchmen behind him would be fought to the death by spirited Englishmen, driving him back to where he came from; but a Prince, alone and armed only with his right, relying on the loyalty of his people, was sure—many of his friends argued—of a warm welcome, or at least safety, here. The hand of his sister the Queen, and of his subjects, could never be raised against him. But the Queen was naturally timid, and the various Ministers she had were hesitant for their own reasons. The bolder and more honest people who genuinely supported the young exile's cause had no personal interests clouding their judgment and were ready to risk everything to welcome and defend him, as long as he came as an Englishman.

St. John and Harley both had kind words in plenty for the Prince's adherents, and gave him endless promises of future support; but hints and promises were all they could be got to give; and some of his friends were for measures much bolder, more efficacious, and more open. With a party of these, some of whom are yet alive, and some whose names Mr. Esmond has no right to mention, he found himself engaged the year after that miserable death of Duke Hamilton, which deprived the Prince of his most courageous ally in this country. Dean Atterbury was one of the friends whom Esmond may mention, as the brave bishop is now beyond exile and persecution, and to him, and one or two more, the Colonel opened himself of a scheme of his own, that, backed by a little resolution on the Prince's part, could not fail of bringing about the accomplishment of their dearest wishes.

St. John and Harley had plenty of nice things to say about the Prince's followers and made endless promises of future support; however, all they offered were hints and promises. Some of his friends wanted to take much bolder, more effective, and more straightforward actions. With a group of these friends—some of whom are still alive and some whose names Mr. Esmond can't mention—he found himself involved a year after the tragic death of Duke Hamilton, which left the Prince without his bravest ally in this country. Dean Atterbury is one of the friends Esmond can mention, since the brave bishop is now free from exile and persecution. To him, and a couple of others, the Colonel revealed his own plan that, with a bit of determination from the Prince, could definitely lead to achieving their greatest hopes.

My young Lord Viscount Castlewood had not come to England to keep his majority, and had now been absent from the country for several years. The year when his sister was to be married and Duke Hamilton died, my lord was kept at Bruxelles by his wife's lying-in. The gentle Clotilda could not bear her husband out of her sight; perhaps she mistrusted the young scapegrace should he ever get loose from her leading-strings; and she kept him by her side to nurse the baby and administer posset to the gossips. Many a laugh poor Beatrix had had about Frank's uxoriousness: his mother would have gone to Clotilda when her time was coming, but that the mother-in-law was already in possession, and the negotiations for poor Beatrix's marriage were begun. A few months after the horrid catastrophe in Hyde Park, my mistress and her daughter retired to Castlewood, where my lord, it was expected, would soon join them. But, to say truth, their quiet household was little to his taste; he could be got to come to Walcote but once after his first campaign; and then the young rogue spent more than half his time in London, not appearing at Court or in public under his own name and title, but frequenting plays, bagnios, and the very worst company, under the name of Captain Esmond (whereby his innocent kinsman got more than once into trouble); and so under various pretexts, and in pursuit of all sorts of pleasures, until he plunged into the lawful one of marriage, Frank Castlewood had remained away from this country, and was unknown, save amongst the gentlemen of the army, with whom he had served abroad. The fond heart of his mother was pained by this long absence. 'Twas all that Henry Esmond could do to soothe her natural mortification, and find excuses for his kinsman's levity.

My young Lord Viscount Castlewood hadn't come to England to take on his responsibilities, and he had now been away from the country for several years. The year his sister was getting married and Duke Hamilton passed away, my lord stayed in Brussels because his wife was having their baby. The gentle Clotilda couldn't stand being apart from her husband; maybe she worried that the young troublemaker would misbehave if he ever got away from her. She kept him close by to help with the baby and entertain the visitors. Poor Beatrix often joked about Frank's devotion to Clotilda: his mother would have gone to be with her during the birth, but she was already at the center of attention, and the talks about poor Beatrix's marriage were starting. A few months after the terrible tragedy in Hyde Park, my mistress and her daughter moved to Castlewood, where everyone expected my lord would soon join them. But to be honest, their quiet life didn’t suit him; he only came to Walcote once after his first campaign, and then he spent more than half his time in London, avoiding the Court and public life under his own name and title, instead enjoying plays, brothels, and the worst crowds, going by the name of Captain Esmond (which got his innocent relative into trouble more than once). Thus, under various excuses and in search of all kinds of pleasures, until he finally settled on the serious one of marriage, Frank Castlewood had remained away from this country, known only among the gentlemen of the army with whom he had served overseas. His mother's heart ached from this long absence. It was all Henry Esmond could do to comfort her natural disappointment and come up with excuses for his cousin's carefree behavior.

In the autumn of the year 1713, Lord Castlewood thought of returning home. His first child had been a daughter; Clotilda was in the way of gratifying his lordship with a second, and the pious youth thought that, by bringing his wife to his ancestral home, by prayers to St. Philip of Castlewood, and what not, heaven might be induced to bless him with a son this time, for whose coming the expectant mamma was very anxious.

In the fall of 1713, Lord Castlewood considered going home. His first child had been a girl; Clotilda was on her way to pleasing him with a second, and the devout young man believed that by taking his wife to his family home, through prayers to St. Philip of Castlewood, and so on, heaven might favor him with a son this time, for whom the eager mother was very anxious.

The long-debated peace had been proclaimed this year at the end of March; and France was open to us. Just as Frank's poor mother had made all things ready for Lord Castlewood's reception, and was eagerly expecting her son, it was by Colonel Esmond's means that the kind lady was disappointed of her longing, and obliged to defer once more the darling hope of her heart.

The peace that had been talked about for so long was announced this year at the end of March, and France was available to us. Just as Frank's poor mother had prepared everything for Lord Castlewood's arrival and was eagerly waiting for her son, it was through Colonel Esmond's actions that the kind lady was let down and had to put off once again the cherished hope of her heart.

Esmond took horses to Castlewood. He had not seen its ancient gray towers and well-remembered woods for nearly fourteen years, and since he rode thence with my lord, to whom his mistress with her young children by her side waved an adieu. What ages seemed to have passed since then, what years of action and passion, of care, love, hope, disaster! The children were grown up now, and had stories of their own. As for Esmond, he felt to be a hundred years old; his dear mistress only seemed unchanged; she looked and welcomed him quite as of old. There was the fountain in the court babbling its familiar music, the old hall and its furniture, the carved chair my late lord used, the very flagon he drank from. Esmond's mistress knew he would like to sleep in the little room he used to occupy; 'twas made ready for him, and wall-flowers and sweet herbs set in the adjoining chamber, the chaplain's room.

Esmond took horses to Castlewood. He hadn’t seen its ancient gray towers and familiar woods for nearly fourteen years, and since he rode away with my lord, who was being waved goodbye by his mistress with her young children by her side. It felt like ages had passed since then, full of action and passion, worry, love, hope, and disaster! The children were grown now and had their own stories. As for Esmond, he felt like he was a hundred years old; his dear mistress seemed unchanged; she greeted him just like before. There was the fountain in the courtyard, bubbling with its familiar sound, the old hall and its furniture, the carved chair my late lord used, the very flagon he drank from. Esmond’s mistress knew he would like to sleep in the little room he used to occupy; it was ready for him, and wallflowers and sweet herbs were set in the adjoining chamber, the chaplain’s room.

In tears of not unmanly emotion, with prayers of submission to the awful Dispenser of death and life, of good and evil fortune, Mr. Esmond passed a part of that first night at Castlewood, lying awake for many hours as the clock kept tolling (in tones so well remembered), looking back, as all men will, that revisit their home of childhood, over the great gulf of time, and surveying himself on the distant bank yonder, a sad little melancholy boy with his lord still alive—his dear mistress, a girl yet, her children sporting around her. Years ago, a boy on that very bed, when she had blessed him and called him her knight, he had made a vow to be faithful and never desert her dear service. Had he kept that fond boyish promise? Yes, before heaven; yes, praise be to God! His life had been hers; his blood, his fortune, his name, his whole heart ever since had been hers and her children's. All night long he was dreaming his boyhood over again, and waking fitfully; he half fancied he heard Father Holt calling to him from the next chamber, and that he was coming in and out of from the mysterious window.

In tears that weren't unmanly, and with prayers of submission to the terrible Dispenser of life and death, good and bad fortune, Mr. Esmond spent part of that first night at Castlewood awake for many hours as the clock kept tolling (in tones he remembered well), reflecting, as anyone does when they return to their childhood home, on the vast span of time, and seeing himself on the distant shore, a sad, melancholic boy with his lord still alive—his dear mistress, still a girl, her children playing around her. Years ago, a boy on that very bed, when she had blessed him and called him her knight, he had vowed to be loyal and never abandon her dear service. Had he kept that sweet, boyish promise? Yes, before heaven; yes, thank God! His life had been hers; his blood, his fortune, his name, his whole heart ever since had belonged to her and her children. All night long he was reliving his childhood, waking restlessly; he half thought he heard Father Holt calling to him from the next room, and that he was coming in and out of that mysterious window.

Esmond rose up before the dawn, passed into the next room, where the air was heavy with the odor of the wall-flowers; looked into the brazier where the papers had been burnt, into the old presses where Holt's books and papers had been kept, and tried the spring and whether the window worked still. The spring had not been touched for years, but yielded at length, and the whole fabric of the window sank down. He lifted it and it relapsed into its frame; no one had ever passed thence since Holt used it sixteen years ago.

Esmond got up before dawn, went into the next room, where the air was thick with the scent of wallflowers; he looked into the brazier where the papers had been burned, into the old cabinets where Holt's books and papers had been stored, and tested the spring to see if the window still worked. The spring hadn't been touched in years, but eventually gave way, and the entire window frame sank down. He lifted it again, and it slid back into its frame; no one had used it since Holt did sixteen years ago.

Esmond remembered his poor lord saying, on the last day of his life, that Holt used to come in and out of the house like a ghost, and knew that the Father liked these mysteries, and practised such secret disguises, entrances and exits: this was the way the ghost came and went, his pupil had always conjectured. Esmond closed the casement up again as the dawn was rising over Castlewood village; he could hear the clinking at the blacksmith's forge yonder among the trees, across the green, and past the river, on which a mist still lay sleeping.

Esmond remembered his poor lord saying, on the last day of his life, that Holt would come in and out of the house like a ghost, and he knew that the Father enjoyed these mysteries and practiced such secret disguises, entrances, and exits: this was how the ghost moved around, his pupil had always thought. Esmond closed the window again as dawn was breaking over Castlewood village; he could hear the clinking from the blacksmith's forge over there among the trees, across the green, and past the river, where a mist still lay sleeping.

Next Esmond opened that long cupboard over the woodwork of the mantel-piece, big enough to hold a man, and in which Mr. Holt used to keep sundry secret properties of his. The two swords he remembered so well as a boy, lay actually there still, and Esmond took them out and wiped them, with a strange curiosity of emotion. There were a bundle of papers here, too, which no doubt had been left at Holt's last visit to the place, in my Lord Viscount's life, that very day when the priest had been arrested and taken to Hexham Castle. Esmond made free with these papers, and found treasonable matter of King William's reign, the names of Charnock and Perkins, Sir John Fenwick and Sir John Friend, Rookwood and Lodwick, Lords Montgomery and Allesbury, Clarendon and Yarmouth, that had all been engaged in plots against the usurper; a letter from the Duke of Berwick too, and one from the King at St. Germains, offering to confer upon his trusty and well-beloved Francis Viscount Castlewood the titles of Earl and Marquis of Esmond, bestowed by patent royal, and in the fourth year of his reign, upon Thomas Viscount Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body, in default of which issue the ranks and dignities were to pass to Francis aforesaid.

Next, Esmond opened that long cupboard above the mantelpiece, big enough to hold a person, where Mr. Holt used to keep various secret items. The two swords he remembered so well from his childhood were still there, and Esmond took them out and wiped them with a strange mix of emotions. There was also a bundle of papers that had likely been left during Holt's last visit, on the very day when the priest was arrested and taken to Hexham Castle, during my Lord Viscount's life. Esmond glanced through these papers and found treasonous material from King William's reign, including the names of Charnock and Perkins, Sir John Fenwick and Sir John Friend, Rookwood and Lodwick, Lords Montgomery and Allesbury, Clarendon and Yarmouth, all involved in plots against the usurper; a letter from the Duke of Berwick, and one from the King at St. Germains, offering to grant his loyal and beloved Francis Viscount Castlewood the titles of Earl and Marquis of Esmond, given by royal patent, in the fourth year of his reign, to Thomas Viscount Castlewood and the male heirs of his body, and if there were no such heirs, the ranks and titles would pass to the aforementioned Francis.

This was the paper, whereof my lord had spoken, which Holt showed him the very day he was arrested, and for an answer to which he would come back in a week's time. I put these papers hastily into the crypt whence I had taken them, being interrupted by a tapping of a light finger at the ring of the chamber-door: 'twas my kind mistress, with her face full of love and welcome. She, too, had passed the night wakefuly, no doubt; but neither asked the other how the hours had been spent. There are things we divine without speaking, and know though they happen out of our sight. This fond lady hath told me that she knew both days when I was wounded abroad. Who shall say how far sympathy reaches, and how truly love can prophesy? “I looked into your room,” was all she said; “the bed was vacant, the little old bed! I knew I should find you here.” And tender and blushing faintly with a benediction in her eyes, the gentle creature kissed him.

This was the paper my lord had mentioned, which Holt showed him the very day he was arrested, and he planned to return with an answer in a week's time. I quickly put these papers back into the crypt where I had taken them from, just as I was interrupted by a light tapping at the chamber door: it was my kind mistress, her face full of love and warmth. She, too, must have spent the night awake, but we didn’t ask each other about how the hours had passed. Some things we just know without discussing, and we understand even if we’re not present. This dear lady has told me that she knew the days I was wounded away from home. Who can say how far sympathy extends and how accurately love can predict? “I looked into your room,” was all she said; “the bed was empty, the little old bed! I knew I would find you here.” And with tenderness, her cheeks slightly flushed and a blessing in her eyes, the gentle soul kissed him.

They walked out, hand-in-hand, through the old court, and to the terrace-walk, where the grass was glistening with dew, and the birds in the green woods above were singing their delicious choruses under the blushing morning sky. How well all things were remembered! The ancient towers and gables of the hall darkling against the east, the purple shadows on the green slopes, the quaint devices and carvings of the dial, the forest-crowned heights, the fair yellow plain cheerful with crops and corn, the shining river rolling through it towards the pearly hills beyond; all these were before us, along with a thousand beautiful memories of our youth, beautiful and sad, but as real and vivid in our minds as that fair and always-remembered scene our eyes beheld once more. We forget nothing. The memory sleeps, but wakens again; I often think how it shall be when, after the last sleep of death, the reveillee shall arouse us for ever, and the past in one flash of self-consciousness rush back, like the soul revivified.

They walked out, hand-in-hand, through the old courtyard and onto the terrace path, where the grass was sparkling with dew, and the birds in the green woods above were singing their sweet songs under the rosy morning sky. How well everything was remembered! The ancient towers and gables of the hall stood dark against the east, the purple shadows on the green hills, the quirky designs and carvings of the sundial, the forest-covered heights, the bright yellow fields full of crops and corn, the shining river flowing through it toward the pearly hills beyond; all of this was before us, along with a thousand beautiful memories of our youth—beautiful and bittersweet, but as real and vivid in our minds as that lovely and unforgettable scene we saw once more. We forget nothing. Memory may sleep, but it wakes again; I often wonder what it will be like when, after the final sleep of death, the call to wake us for good will happen, and the past will rush back in one flash of awareness, like a revived soul.

The house would not be up for some hours yet, (it was July, and the dawn was only just awake,) and here Esmond opened himself to his mistress, of the business he had in hand, and what part Frank was to play in it. He knew he could confide anything to her, and that the fond soul would die rather than reveal it; and bidding her keep the secret from all, he laid it entirely before his mistress (always as staunch a little loyalist as any in the kingdom), and indeed was quite sure that any plan, of his was secure of her applause and sympathy. Never was such a glorious scheme to her partial mind, never such a devoted knight to execute it. An hour or two may have passed whilst they were having their colloquy. Beatrix came out to them just as their talk was over; her tall beautiful form robed in sable (which she wore without ostentation ever since last year's catastrophe), sweeping over the green terrace, and casting its shadows before her across the grass.

The house wouldn't be ready for a few more hours (it was July, and dawn was just breaking), and here Esmond opened up to his mistress about what he was planning and what role Frank would play in it. He knew he could trust her with anything, and that she would rather die than betray him; so, telling her to keep the secret from everyone, he laid it all out for her (always a loyalist at heart, just like anyone else in the kingdom), and he was confident that any plan he had would win her approval and support. To her biased view, it was the most amazing idea ever, and he was the most devoted knight to carry it out. An hour or two might have passed while they were talking. Beatrix came out to them just as their conversation ended; her tall, beautiful figure draped in black (which she wore understated ever since last year’s tragedy), gliding over the green terrace, casting its shadow across the grass in front of her.

She made us one of her grand curtsies smiling, and called us “the young people.” She was older, paler, and more majestic than in the year before; her mother seemed the youngest of the two. She never once spoke of her grief, Lady Castlewood told Esmond, or alluded, save by a quiet word or two, to the death of her hopes.

She gave us a grand curtsy with a smile and referred to us as "the young people." She looked older, paler, and more regal than the year before; her mother seemed younger than her. She never mentioned her sadness, Lady Castlewood told Esmond, and only hinted at the loss of her hopes with a few quiet words.

When Beatrix came back to Castlewood she took to visiting all the cottages and all the sick. She set up a school of children, and taught singing to some of them. We had a pair of beautiful old organs in Castlewood Church, on which she played admirably, so that the music there became to be known in the country for many miles round, and no doubt people came to see the fair organist as well as to hear her. Parson Tusher and his wife were established at the vicarage, but his wife had brought him no children wherewith Tom might meet his enemies at the gate. Honest Tom took care not to have many such, his great shovel-hat was in his hand for everybody. He was profuse of bows and compliments. He behaved to Esmond as if the Colonel had been a Commander-in-Chief; he dined at the hall that day, being Sunday, and would not partake of pudding except under extreme pressure. He deplored my lord's perversion, but drank his lordship's health very devoutly; and an hour before at church sent the Colonel to sleep, with a long, learned, and refreshing sermon.

When Beatrix returned to Castlewood, she started visiting all the cottages and looking after the sick. She set up a school for the kids and taught some of them how to sing. We had a couple of beautiful old organs in Castlewood Church, which she played wonderfully, and the music there became well-known across the region, attracting people who wanted to hear the talented organist as much as see her. Parson Tusher and his wife were settled at the vicarage, but they had no children for Tom to face off against. Honest Tom was careful not to have too many adversaries; his big shovel hat was always ready for anyone. He was generous with greetings and compliments. He treated Esmond as if the Colonel were a Commander-in-Chief; he joined us for dinner that Sunday but refused to have dessert unless pushed pretty hard. He lamented my lord's fall from grace but raised a toast to his health with great sincerity, and just an hour earlier at church, he had lulled the Colonel to sleep with a lengthy, scholarly, and refreshing sermon.

Esmond's visit home was but for two days; the business he had in hand calling him away and out of the country. Ere he went, he saw Beatrix but once alone, and then she summoned him out of the long tapestry room, where he and his mistress were sitting, quite as in old times, into the adjoining chamber, that had been Viscountess Isabel's sleeping apartment, and where Esmond perfectly well remembered seeing the old lady sitting up in the bed, in her night-rail, that morning when the troop of guard came to fetch her. The most beautiful woman in England lay in that bed now, whereof the great damask hangings were scarce faded since Esmond saw them last.

Esmond's visit home lasted only two days; he had business that required him to leave the country. Before he left, he saw Beatrix alone just once, and she called him out of the long tapestry room, where he and his mistress were sitting, just like in the old days, into the adjoining room that had been Viscountess Isabel's bedroom. Esmond clearly remembered seeing the old lady sitting up in bed, in her nightgown, that morning when the guard troop came to take her away. Now, the most beautiful woman in England lay in that bed, where the rich damask hangings were hardly faded since Esmond last saw them.

Here stood Beatrix in her black robes, holding a box in her hand; 'twas that which Esmond had given her before her marriage, stamped with a coronet which the disappointed girl was never to wear; and containing his aunt's legacy of diamonds.

Here stood Beatrix in her black robes, holding a box in her hand; it was the one that Esmond had given her before her marriage, marked with a coronet that the unfulfilled girl would never wear; and containing his aunt's legacy of diamonds.

“You had best take these with you, Harry,” says she; “I have no need of diamonds any more.” There was not the least token of emotion in her quiet low voice. She held out the black shagreen case with her fair arm, that did not shake in the least. Esmond saw she wore a black velvet bracelet on it, with my Lord Duke's picture in enamel; he had given it her but three days before he fell.

“You should take these with you, Harry,” she says; “I don’t need diamonds anymore.” There was no sign of emotion in her calm, soft voice. She extended the black leather case with her fair arm, which didn’t shake at all. Esmond noticed she was wearing a black velvet bracelet on it, with my Lord Duke's picture in enamel; he had given it to her just three days before he died.

Esmond said the stones were his no longer, and strove to turn off that proffered restoration with a laugh: “Of what good,” says he, “are they to me? The diamond loop to his hat did not set off Prince Eugene, and will not make my yellow face look any handsomer.”

Esmond said the stones were no longer his and tried to wave off that offered restoration with a laugh: “What good are they to me?” he said. “The diamond loop on his hat didn’t make Prince Eugene look any better, and it won’t make my yellow face look any more attractive.”

“You will give them to your wife, cousin,” says she. “My cousin, your wife has a lovely complexion and shape.”

“You should give them to your wife, cousin,” she says. “My cousin, your wife has a beautiful complexion and figure.”

“Beatrix,” Esmond burst out, the old fire flaming out as it would at times, “will you wear those trinkets at your marriage? You whispered once you did not know me: you know me better now: how I sought, what I have sighed for, for ten years, what foregone!”

“Beatrix,” Esmond exclaimed, the old passion flaring up as it sometimes did, “are you planning to wear those trinkets at your wedding? You once said you didn’t know me: you know me better now: how I’ve longed, what I’ve wished for, for ten years, what has been lost!”

“A price for your constancy, my lord!” says she; “such a preux chevalier wants to be paid. Oh fie, cousin!”

“A price for your loyalty, my lord!” she says; “such a gallant knight wants to be compensated. Oh come on, cousin!”

“Again,” Esmond spoke out, “if I do something you have at heart; something worthy of me and you; something that shall make me a name with which to endow you; will you take it? There was a chance for me once, you said; is it impossible to recall it? Never shake your head, but hear me; say you will hear me a year hence. If I come back to you and bring you fame, will that please you? If I do what you desire most—what he who is dead desired most—will that soften you?”

“Again,” Esmond said, “if I do something you care about; something that reflects well on both of us; something that will give me a name to share with you; will you accept it? You mentioned there was a chance for me once; is it impossible to bring that back? Don’t shake your head, just listen to me; promise you’ll hear me out a year from now. If I come back to you with recognition, will that make you happy? If I achieve what you want the most—what he who is gone wanted most—will that change how you feel?”

“What is it, Henry?” says she, her face lighting up; “what mean you?”

“What is it, Henry?” she says, her face brightening; “what do you mean?”

“Ask no questions,” he said; “wait, and give me but time; if I bring back that you long for, that I have a thousand times heard you pray for, will you have no reward for him who has done you that service? Put away those trinkets, keep them: it shall not be at my marriage, it shall not be at yours; but if man can do it, I swear a day shall come when there shall be a feast in your house, and you shall be proud to wear them. I say no more now; put aside these words, and lock away yonder box until the day when I shall remind you of both. All I pray of you now is, to wait and to remember.”

“Don’t ask any questions,” he said. “Just wait and give me some time; if I bring back what you’ve been longing for, what I’ve heard you pray for a thousand times, will you have no reward for someone who did you that favor? Put away those trinkets, keep them. They won’t be used at my wedding, and they won’t be at yours either; but if a man can do it, I swear there will come a day when there’s a celebration in your home, and you’ll be proud to wear them. I won’t say anything more right now; set aside these words and lock away that box until the day I remind you of both. All I ask of you now is to wait and to remember.”

“You are going out of the country?” says Beatrix, in some agitation.

“You're leaving the country?” Beatrix says, a bit anxious.

“Yes, to-morrow,” says Esmond.

"Yes, tomorrow," says Esmond.

“To Lorraine, cousin?” says Beatrix, laying her hand on his arm; 'twas the hand on which she wore the Duke's bracelet. “Stay, Harry!” continued she, with a tone that had more despondency in it than she was accustomed to show. “Hear a last word. I do love you. I do admire you—who would not, that has known such love as yours has been for us all? But I think I have no heart; at least I have never seen the man that could touch it; and, had I found him, I would have followed him in rags had he been a private soldier, or to sea, like one of those buccaneers you used to read to us about when we were children. I would do anything for such a man, bear anything for him: but I never found one. You were ever too much of a slave to win my heart; even my Lord Duke could not command it. I had not been happy had I married him. I knew that three months after our engagement—and was too vain to break it. Oh, Harry! I cried once or twice, not for him, but with tears of rage because I could not be sorry for him. I was frightened to find I was glad of his death; and were I joined to you, I should have the same sense of servitude, the same longing to escape. We should both be unhappy, and you the most, who are as jealous as the Duke was himself. I tried to love him; I tried, indeed I did: affected gladness when he came: submitted to hear when he was by me, and tried the wife's part I thought I was to play for the rest of my days. But half an hour of that complaisance wearied me, and what would a lifetime be? My thoughts were away when he was speaking; and I was thinking, Oh that this man would drop my hand, and rise up from before my feet! I knew his great and noble qualities, greater and nobler than mine a thousand times, as yours are, cousin, I tell you, a million and a million times better. But 'twas not for these I took him. I took him to have a great place in the world, and I lost it. I lost it, and do not deplore him—and I often thought, as I listened to his fond vows and ardent words, Oh, if I yield to this man, and meet THE OTHER, I shall hate him and leave him! I am not good, Harry: my mother is gentle and good like an angel. I wonder how she should have had such a child. She is weak, but she would die rather than do a wrong; I am stronger than she, but I would do it out of defiance. I do not care for what the parsons tell me with their droning sermons: I used to see them at court as mean and as worthless as the meanest woman there. Oh, I am sick and weary of the world! I wait but for one thing, and when 'tis done, I will take Frank's religion and your poor mother's, and go into a nunnery, and end like her. Shall I wear the diamonds then?—they say the nuns wear their best trinkets the day they take the veil. I will put them away as you bid me; farewell, cousin: mamma is pacing the next room racking her little head to know what we have been saying. She is jealous, all women are. I sometimes think that is the only womanly quality I have.”

“Lorraine, cousin?” Beatrix says, placing her hand on his arm; it was the hand that wore the Duke's bracelet. “Wait, Harry!” she continued, her voice carrying more sadness than usual. “Let me say one last thing. I love you. I admire you—who wouldn’t, having experienced the love you’ve shown us all? But I think I have no heart; at least, I’ve never met a man who could reach it; and if I had found him, I would have followed him in rags, even if he were just a private soldier, or went to sea like one of those buccaneers you used to tell us about when we were kids. I would do anything for that kind of man, endure anything for him: but I’ve never found one. You have always been too much of a slave to win my heart; even my Lord Duke couldn’t command it. I wouldn’t have been happy married to him. I realized that three months after our engagement—and was too proud to break it. Oh, Harry! I cried once or twice, not for him, but in frustration because I couldn’t muster any sorrow for him. I was scared to discover that I was relieved by his death; and if I were with you, I’d feel the same sense of servitude, the same urge to escape. We’d both be unhappy, and you would be the unhappiest, being as jealous as the Duke was. I tried to love him; I really did: I pretended to be happy when he arrived: I put up with him being around and tried to play the role of the dutiful wife I thought I was destined to be for the rest of my life. But just half an hour of that pretense exhausted me, and what would a lifetime be? My mind wandered when he spoke; I was thinking, Oh, if only this man would let go of my hand and get up from in front of me! I recognized his great and noble qualities, far greater and nobler than mine a thousand times over, like yours are, cousin, a million times better. But I didn’t choose him for those reasons. I chose him for the status he brought, and I lost that. I lost it, and I don’t regret him—and I often thought, as I listened to his sweet promises and passionate words, Oh, if I give in to this man and then meet THE OTHER, I’ll end up hating him and leaving! I’m not good, Harry: my mother is gentle and kind like an angel. I don’t understand how she could have given birth to such a child. She is weak, but she would rather die than do something wrong; I’m stronger than she is, but I would do it just to defy. I don’t care about what the preachers tell me with their boring sermons: I used to see them at court as lowly and worthless as the most insignificant woman there. Oh, I’m so tired of the world! I’m just waiting for one thing, and once that’s done, I’ll adopt Frank’s religion and your poor mother’s, and go into a nunnery, and end up like her. Should I wear the diamonds then?—they say nuns wear their best jewelry on the day they take their vows. I’ll put them away as you ask me; goodbye, cousin: mom is pacing in the next room, trying to figure out what we’ve been discussing. She’s jealous; all women are. Sometimes I think that’s the only feminine trait I have.”

“Farewell. Farewell, brother.” She gave him her cheek as a brotherly privilege. The cheek was as cold as marble.

“Goodbye. Goodbye, brother.” She offered him her cheek as a brotherly gesture. The cheek was as cold as stone.

Esmond's mistress showed no signs of jealousy when he returned to the room where she was. She had schooled herself so as to look quite inscrutably, when she had a mind. Amongst her other feminine qualities she had that of being a perfect dissembler.

Esmond's mistress showed no signs of jealousy when he came back to the room where she was. She had trained herself to look completely unreadable when she wanted to. Among her other feminine qualities, she was a master of deception.

He rode away from Castlewood to attempt the task he was bound on, and stand or fall by it; in truth his state of mind was such, that he was eager for some outward excitement to counteract that gnawing malady which he was inwardly enduring.

He rode away from Castlewood to take on the task he was committed to, ready to succeed or fail by it; honestly, his mindset was such that he craved some external excitement to distract him from the persistent anguish he was feeling inside.





CHAPTER VIII.

I TRAVEL TO FRANCE AND BRING HOME A PORTRAIT OF RIGAUD.

Mr. Esmond did not think fit to take leave at Court, or to inform all the world of Pall Mall and the coffee-houses, that he was about to quit England; and chose to depart in the most private manner possible. He procured a pass as for a Frenchman, through Dr. Atterbury, who did that business for him, getting the signature even from Lord Bolingbroke's office, without any personal application to the Secretary. Lockwood, his faithful servant, he took with him to Castlewood, and left behind there: giving out ere he left London that he himself was sick, and gone to Hampshire for country air, and so departed as silently as might be upon his business.

Mr. Esmond didn't feel it necessary to say goodbye at Court or to let everyone in Pall Mall and the coffeehouses know that he was leaving England; instead, he chose to leave as quietly as possible. He got a pass as if he were a Frenchman through Dr. Atterbury, who handled that for him, even obtaining the signature from Lord Bolingbroke's office without asking the Secretary personally. He brought his loyal servant Lockwood with him to Castlewood and left him there. Before leaving London, he claimed he was sick and had gone to Hampshire for some fresh country air, so he departed as quietly as he could on his business.

As Frank Castlewood's aid was indispensable for Mr. Esmond's scheme, his first visit was to Bruxelles (passing by way of Antwerp, where the Duke of Marlborough was in exile), and in the first-named place Harry found his dear young Benedict, the married man, who appeared to be rather out of humor with his matrimonial chain, and clogged with the obstinate embraces which Clotilda kept round his neck. Colonel Esmond was not presented to her; but Monsieur Simon was, a gentleman of the Royal Cravat (Esmond bethought him of the regiment of his honest Irishman, whom he had seen that day after Malplaquet, when he first set eyes on the young King); and Monsieur Simon was introduced to the Viscountess Castlewood, nee Comptesse Wertheim; to the numerous counts, the Lady Clotilda's tall brothers; to her father the chamberlain; and to the lady his wife, Frank's mother-in-law, a tall and majestic person of large proportions, such as became the mother of such a company of grenadiers as her warlike sons formed. The whole race were at free quarters in the little castle nigh to Bruxelles which Frank had taken; rode his horses; drank his wine; and lived easily at the poor lad's charges. Mr. Esmond had always maintained a perfect fluency in the French, which was his mother tongue; and if this family (that spoke French with the twang which the Flemings use) discovered any inaccuracy in Mr. Simon's pronunciation, 'twas to be attributed to the latter's long residence in England, where he had married and remained ever since he was taken prisoner at Blenheim. His story was perfectly pat; there were none there to doubt it save honest Frank, and he was charmed with his kinsman's scheme, when he became acquainted with it; and, in truth, always admired Colonel Esmond with an affectionate fidelity, and thought his cousin the wisest and best of all cousins and men. Frank entered heart and soul into the plan, and liked it the better as it was to take him to Paris, out of reach of his brothers, his father, and his mother-in-law, whose attentions rather fatigued him.

As Frank Castlewood's help was essential for Mr. Esmond's plan, his first stop was Brussels (going through Antwerp, where the Duke of Marlborough was in exile). In Brussels, Harry found his dear young friend Benedict, who was now a married man and seemed somewhat unhappy with his marriage, weighed down by Clotilda’s clingy affection. Colonel Esmond wasn't introduced to her, but Monsieur Simon was — a gentleman from the Royal Cravat (Esmond recalled the regiment of his honest Irishman, whom he had seen that day after Malplaquet, when he first laid eyes on the young King). Monsieur Simon was introduced to Viscountess Castlewood, née Comtesse Wertheim; to the many counts, tall brothers of Lady Clotilda; to her father, the chamberlain; and to the lady, his wife, Frank's mother-in-law, who was a tall and impressive figure, fitting for the mother of such a rowdy bunch of grenadiers as her sons. The whole family was staying for free at the little castle near Brussels that Frank had taken; they rode his horses, drank his wine, and lived comfortably off the poor guy's funds. Mr. Esmond had always spoken French fluently, which was his first language; and if this family (who spoke French with the accent of the Flemish) noticed any mistakes in Mr. Simon's pronunciation, it was due to his long stay in England, where he had married and lived ever since he was captured at Blenheim. His story was completely convincing; there were no doubts except from honest Frank, who was thrilled with his cousin's plan when he learned of it. Truly, he always admired Colonel Esmond with a loyal affection, thinking him the wisest and best of all cousins and men. Frank wholeheartedly embraced the plan, especially since it would take him to Paris, away from his brothers, his father, and his mother-in-law, whose attention he found a bit exhausting.

Castlewood, I have said, was born in the same year as the Prince of Wales; had not a little of the Prince's air, height, and figure; and, especially since he had seen the Chevalier de St. George on the occasion before-named, took no small pride in his resemblance to a person so illustrious; which likeness he increased by all means in his power, wearing fair brown periwigs, such as the Prince wore, and ribbons, and so forth, of the Chevalier's color.

Castlewood, as I mentioned, was born in the same year as the Prince of Wales; he shared some of the Prince's demeanor, height, and build; and especially after he had seen the Chevalier de St. George on the earlier occasion I mentioned, he took great pride in looking like someone so notable. He enhanced this resemblance by every means possible, donning light brown wigs like the Prince wore, along with ribbons and other accessories in the Chevalier's colors.

This resemblance was, in truth, the circumstance on which Mr. Esmond's scheme was founded; and having secured Frank's secrecy and enthusiasm, he left him to continue his journey, and see the other personages on whom its success depended. The place whither Mr. Simon next travelled was Bar, in Lorraine, where that merchant arrived with a consignment of broadcloths, valuable laces from Malines, and letters for his correspondent there.

This similarity was, in fact, the basis of Mr. Esmond's plan; and after securing Frank's promise to keep it a secret and his excitement, he left him to keep going on his journey and meet the other people whose support was essential for its success. The next place Mr. Simon traveled to was Bar, in Lorraine, where the merchant arrived with a shipment of broadcloths, valuable laces from Malines, and letters for his contact there.

Would you know how a prince, heroic from misfortunes, and descended from a line of kings, whose race seemed to be doomed like the Atridae of old—would you know how he was employed, when the envoy who came to him through danger and difficulty beheld him for the first time? The young king, in a flannel jacket, was at tennis with the gentlemen of his suite, crying out after the balls, and swearing like the meanest of his subjects. The next time Mr. Esmond saw him, 'twas when Monsieur Simon took a packet of laces to Miss Oglethorpe: the Prince's ante-chamber in those days, at which ignoble door men were forced to knock for admission to his Majesty. The admission was given, the envoy found the King and the mistress together; the pair were at cards and his Majesty was in liquor. He cared more for three honors than three kingdoms; and a half-dozen glasses of ratafia made him forget all his woes and his losses, his father's crown, and his grandfather's head.

Would you know how a prince, who faced misfortunes with bravery and came from a lineage of kings, a family that seemed cursed like the ancient Atridae—would you know what he was doing when the messenger, who had come to him through danger and difficulty, saw him for the first time? The young king, in a flannel jacket, was playing tennis with the men in his court, shouting after the balls, and swearing like the lowest of his subjects. The next time Mr. Esmond saw him was when Monsieur Simon brought a package of laces to Miss Oglethorpe: the Prince's waiting room back then, where lowly doormen had to knock for access to his Majesty. Once admitted, the messenger found the King and the mistress together; they were playing cards, and his Majesty was drunk. He valued three honors more than three kingdoms; and a few glasses of ratafia made him forget all his troubles and losses, his father's crown, and his grandfather's fate.

Mr. Esmond did not open himself to the Prince then. His Majesty was scarce in a condition to hear him; and he doubted whether a King who drank so much could keep a secret in his fuddled head; or whether a hand that shook so, was strong enough to grasp at a crown. However, at last, and after taking counsel with the Prince's advisers, amongst whom were many gentlemen, honest and faithful, Esmond's plan was laid before the King, and her actual Majesty Queen Oglethorpe, in council. The Prince liked the scheme well enough; 'twas easy and daring, and suited to his reckless gayety and lively youthful spirit. In the morning after he had slept his wine off, he was very gay, lively, and agreeable. His manner had an extreme charm of archness, and a kind simplicity; and, to do her justice, her Oglethorpean Majesty was kind, acute, resolute, and of good counsel; she gave the Prince much good advice that he was too weak to follow, and loved him with a fidelity which he returned with an ingratitude quite Royal.

Mr. Esmond didn't open up to the Prince at that time. The King was barely in a condition to listen, and he doubted whether a King who drank so much could actually keep a secret in his muddled mind; or whether a hand that shook like that was steady enough to grasp a crown. However, after consulting with the Prince's advisors, many of whom were honest and loyal gentlemen, Esmond's plan was presented to the King and her Majesty Queen Oglethorpe in council. The Prince liked the idea well enough; it was bold and adventurous, fitting perfectly with his reckless spirit and youthful enthusiasm. The morning after he had sobered up, he was cheerful, lively, and sociable. He had a charm that was both playful and simply engaging; and, to her credit, Queen Oglethorpe was kind, sharp, determined, and gave wise counsel; she offered the Prince plenty of good advice that he was too weak to follow, and loved him with a loyalty that he returned with a royal ingratitude.

Having his own forebodings regarding his scheme should it ever be fulfilled, and his usual sceptic doubts as to the benefit which might accrue to the country by bringing a tipsy young monarch back to it, Colonel Esmond had his audience of leave and quiet. Monsieur Simon took his departure. At any rate the youth at Bar was as good as the older Pretender at Hanover; if the worst came to the worst, the Englishman could be dealt with as easy as the German. Monsieur Simon trotted on that long journey from Nancy to Paris, and saw that famous town, stealthily and like a spy, as in truth he was; and where, sure, more magnificence and more misery is heaped together, more rags and lace, more filth and gilding, than in any city in this world. Here he was put in communication with the King's best friend, his half brother, the famous Duke of Berwick; Esmond recognized him as the stranger who had visited Castlewood now near twenty years ago. His Grace opened to him when he found that Mr. Esmond was one of Webb's brave regiment, that had once been his Grace's own. He was the sword and buckler indeed of the Stuart cause: there was no stain on his shield except the bar across it, which Marlborough's sister left him. Had Berwick been his father's heir, James the Third had assuredly sat on the English throne. He could dare, endure, strike, speak, be silent. The fire and genius, perhaps, he had not (that were given to baser men), but except these he had some of the best qualities of a leader. His Grace knew Esmond's father and history; and hinted at the latter in such a way as made the Colonel to think he was aware of the particulars of that story. But Esmond did not choose to enter on it, nor did the Duke press him. Mr. Esmond said, “No doubt he should come by his name if ever greater people came by theirs.”

Having his own concerns about his plan if it ever happened, and his usual skeptical doubts about the benefits of bringing a drunken young king back to the country, Colonel Esmond had his quiet farewell. Monsieur Simon left. At least the young guy at Bar was as good as the older Pretender in Hanover; if things went badly, the Englishman could be dealt with just as easily as the German. Monsieur Simon made his long journey from Nancy to Paris, sneaking around like a spy, which he truly was; and in that city, for sure, more grandeur and more suffering are piled together, more rags and lace, more dirt and gold, than in any other place in the world. Here, he got in touch with the King's closest ally, his half-brother, the famous Duke of Berwick; Esmond recognized him as the stranger who had visited Castlewood nearly twenty years ago. His Grace welcomed him when he discovered that Mr. Esmond was part of Webb's brave regiment, which had once been his own. He truly embodied the Stuart cause: his shield bore no stain except the cross bar left by Marlborough's sister. If Berwick had been his father's heir, James the Third would have surely ruled the English throne. He could dare, endure, strike, speak, and be silent. He maybe lacked the fire and genius (which were often given to lesser men), but besides that, he had some of the best qualities of a leader. His Grace knew about Esmond's father and history, and mentioned the latter in a way that made Colonel Esmond think he was aware of the details of that story. But Esmond chose not to discuss it, nor did the Duke push him. Mr. Esmond said, “No doubt he would eventually claim his name if greater people ever claimed theirs.”

What confirmed Esmond in his notion that the Duke of Berwick knew of his case was, that when the Colonel went to pay his duty at St. Germains, her Majesty once addressed him by the title of Marquis. He took the Queen the dutiful remembrances of her goddaughter, and the lady whom, in the days of her prosperity, her Majesty had befriended. The Queen remembered Rachel Esmond perfectly well, had heard of my Lord Castlewood's conversion, and was much edified by that act of heaven in his favor. She knew that others of that family had been of the only true church too: “Your father and your mother, M. le Marquis,” her Majesty said (that was the only time she used the phrase). Monsieur Simon bowed very low, and said he had found other parents than his own, who had taught him differently; but these had only one king: on which her Majesty was pleased to give him a medal blessed by the Pope, which had been found very efficacious in cases similar to his own, and to promise she would offer up prayers for his conversion and that of the family: which no doubt this pious lady did, though up to the present moment, and after twenty-seven years, Colonel Esmond is bound to say that neither the medal nor the prayers have had the slightest known effect upon his religious convictions.

What convinced Esmond that the Duke of Berwick was aware of his situation was that when the Colonel went to show his respect at St. Germains, her Majesty once referred to him as Marquis. He conveyed the Queen the sincere regards of her goddaughter and the lady whom, during her fortunate days, her Majesty had supported. The Queen remembered Rachel Esmond quite well, had heard about Lord Castlewood's conversion, and was greatly pleased by that act of grace in his favor. She knew that others in that family had also been part of the one true church: “Your father and your mother, M. le Marquis,” her Majesty said (that was the only time she used that phrase). Monsieur Simon bowed deeply and mentioned that he had found different parents who had taught him otherwise; but those only recognized one king: to which her Majesty graciously gave him a medal blessed by the Pope, known to have been very effective in similar situations, and promised that she would pray for his conversion and that of his family. No doubt this devout lady did, though up to now, and after twenty-seven years, Colonel Esmond has to say that neither the medal nor the prayers have had the slightest known effect on his religious beliefs.

As for the splendors of Versailles, Monsieur Simon, the merchant, only beheld them as a humble and distant spectator, seeing the old King but once, when he went to feed his carps; and asking for no presentation at his Majesty's Court.

As for the wonders of Versailles, Mr. Simon, the merchant, only viewed them as a modest and distant observer, catching a glimpse of the old King just once when he went to feed his fish, and never asking for an introduction at His Majesty's Court.

By this time my Lord Viscount Castlewood was got to Paris, where, as the London prints presently announced, her ladyship was brought to bed of a son and heir. For a long while afterwards she was in a delicate state of health, and ordered by the physicians not to travel; otherwise 'twas well known that the Viscount Castlewood proposed returning to England, and taking up his residence at his own seat.

By this time, my Lord Viscount Castlewood had arrived in Paris, where, as the London newspapers quickly reported, his wife had given birth to a son and heir. For a long period following, her health was fragile, and the doctors advised her not to travel; otherwise, it was well known that Viscount Castlewood intended to return to England and settle down at his estate.

Whilst he remained at Paris, my Lord Castlewood had his picture done by the famous French painter, Monsieur Rigaud, a present for his mother in London; and this piece Monsieur Simon took back with him when he returned to that city, which he reached about May, in the year 1714, very soon after which time my Lady Castlewood and her daughter, and their kinsman, Colonel Esmond, who had been at Castlewood all this time, likewise returned to London; her ladyship occupying her house at Kensington, Mr. Esmond returning to his lodgings at Knightsbridge, nearer the town, and once more making his appearance at all public places, his health greatly improved by his long stay in the country.

While he was in Paris, Lord Castlewood had his portrait painted by the famous French artist, Monsieur Rigaud, as a gift for his mother in London. Monsieur Simon brought this artwork back with him when he returned to that city, which he reached around May in 1714. Not long after, Lady Castlewood and her daughter, along with their relative, Colonel Esmond, who had been at Castlewood the entire time, also returned to London. Lady Castlewood took up residence in her house in Kensington, while Mr. Esmond went back to his lodgings in Knightsbridge, closer to the city, and once again made appearances at various public places, his health greatly improved by his lengthy stay in the countryside.

The portrait of my lord, in a handsome gilt frame, was hung up in the place of honor in her ladyship's drawing-room. His lordship was represented in his scarlet uniform of Captain of the Guard, with a light brown periwig, a cuirass under his coat, a blue ribbon, and a fall of Bruxelles lace. Many of her ladyship's friends admired the piece beyond measure, and flocked to see it; Bishop Atterbury, Mr. Lesly, good old Mr. Collier, and others amongst the clergy, were delighted with the performance, and many among the first quality examined and praised it; only I must own that Doctor Tusher happening to come up to London, and seeing the picture, (it was ordinarily covered by a curtain, but on this day Miss Beatrix happened to be looking at it when the Doctor arrived,) the Vicar of Castlewood vowed he could not see any resemblance in the piece to his old pupil, except, perhaps, a little about the chin and the periwig; but we all of us convinced him that he had not seen Frank for five years or more; that he knew no more about the Fine Arts than a ploughboy, and that he must be mistaken; and we sent him home assured that the piece was an excellent likeness. As for my Lord Bolingbroke, who honored her ladyship with a visit occasionally, when Colonel Esmond showed him the picture he burst out laughing, and asked what devilry he was engaged on? Esmond owned simply that the portrait was not that of Viscount Castlewood; besought the Secretary on his honor to keep the secret; said that the ladies of the house were enthusiastic Jacobites, as was well known; and confessed that the picture was that of the Chevalier St. George.

The portrait of my lord, in a beautiful gilt frame, was displayed in the place of honor in her ladyship's drawing-room. His lordship was depicted in his scarlet uniform as Captain of the Guard, wearing a light brown wig, a cuirass under his coat, a blue ribbon, and a fall of Brussels lace. Many of her ladyship's friends admired the piece immensely and came to see it; Bishop Atterbury, Mr. Lesly, good old Mr. Collier, and other clergymen were thrilled with the artwork, and many from the upper class examined and praised it. However, I must admit that when Doctor Tusher happened to come to London and saw the portrait—ordinarily covered by a curtain, but on that day, Miss Beatrix happened to be looking at it when the Doctor arrived—the Vicar of Castlewood insisted he couldn’t see any resemblance to his old pupil, except perhaps a bit around the chin and the wig. But we all convinced him that he hadn’t seen Frank in over five years, that he didn’t know much about Fine Arts, and that he must be mistaken. We sent him home believing that the piece was an excellent likeness. As for my Lord Bolingbroke, who occasionally honored her ladyship with a visit, when Colonel Esmond showed him the picture, he burst out laughing and asked what kind of nonsense he was dealing with. Esmond simply admitted that the portrait wasn’t of Viscount Castlewood; he asked the Secretary to keep the secret and explained that the ladies of the house were known to be enthusiastic Jacobites, and confessed that the picture was actually of the Chevalier St. George.

The truth is, that Mr. Simon, waiting upon Lord Castlewood one day at Monsieur Rigaud's whilst his lordship was sitting for his picture, affected to be much struck with a piece representing the Chevalier, whereof the head only was finished, and purchased it of the painter for a hundred crowns. It had been intended, the artist said, for Miss Oglethorpe, the Prince's mistress, but that young lady quitting Paris, had left the work on the artist's hands; and taking this piece home, when my lord's portrait arrived, Colonel Esmond, alias Monsieur Simon, had copied the uniform and other accessories from my lord's picture to fill up Rigaud's incomplete canvas: the Colonel all his life having been a practitioner of painting, and especially followed it during his long residence in the cities of Flanders, among the masterpieces of Van Dyck and Rubens. My grandson hath the piece, such as it is, in Virginia now.

The truth is that Mr. Simon, while attending to Lord Castlewood one day at Monsieur Rigaud's studio while his lordship was getting his portrait painted, pretended to be very impressed by a painting of the Chevalier, which was only partially finished with just the head completed, and bought it from the artist for a hundred crowns. The artist mentioned that it was meant for Miss Oglethorpe, the Prince's mistress, but since that young lady left Paris, the artwork was left with him. After bringing this piece home, when my lord's portrait was finished, Colonel Esmond, also known as Monsieur Simon, copied the uniform and other details from my lord's painting to complete Rigaud's unfinished canvas. The Colonel had practiced painting throughout his life, particularly during his long stay in the cities of Flanders, surrounded by the masterpieces of Van Dyck and Rubens. My grandson has the piece, as it is, in Virginia now.

At the commencement of the month of June, Miss Beatrix Esmond, and my Lady Viscountess, her mother, arrived from Castlewood; the former to resume her services at Court, which had been interrupted by the fatal catastrophe of Duke Hamilton's death. She once more took her place, then, in her Majesty's suite and at the Maids' table, being always a favorite with Mrs. Masham, the Queen's chief woman, partly perhaps on account of their bitterness against the Duchess of Marlborough, whom Miss Beatrix loved no better than her rival did. The gentlemen about the Court, my Lord Bolingbroke amongst others, owned that the young lady had come back handsomer than ever, and that the serious and tragic air which her face now involuntarily wore became her better than her former smiles and archness.

At the beginning of June, Miss Beatrix Esmond and her mother, Lady Viscountess, arrived from Castlewood. Beatrix was back to serve at Court, a role she had paused due to the tragic death of Duke Hamilton. She once again took her place in the Queen's entourage and at the Maids' table, always being a favorite of Mrs. Masham, the Queen's chief lady-in-waiting, probably partly due to their shared disdain for the Duchess of Marlborough, whom Beatrix didn't like any more than her rival did. The men at Court, including Lord Bolingbroke, admitted that the young lady had returned looking more beautiful than ever, and that the serious and tragic expression her face now naturally carried suited her better than her previous smiles and playful demeanor.

All the old domestics at the little house of Kensington Square were changed; the old steward that had served the family any time these five-and-twenty years, since the birth of the children of the house, was despatched into the kingdom of Ireland to see my lord's estate there: the housekeeper, who had been my lady's woman time out of mind, and the attendant of the young children, was sent away grumbling to Walcote, to see to the new painting and preparing of that house, which my Lady Dowager intended to occupy for the future, giving up Castlewood to her daughter-in-law that might be expected daily from France. Another servant the Viscountess had was dismissed too—with a gratuity—on the pretext that her ladyship's train of domestics must be diminished; so, finally, there was not left in the household a single person who had belonged to it during the time my young Lord Castlewood was yet at home.

All the old servants at the little house on Kensington Square had been replaced; the longtime steward who had served the family for twenty-five years since the children were born was sent to Ireland to check on my lord’s estate there. The housekeeper, who had been my lady’s maid for ages and cared for the young children, was sent off grumbling to Walcote to oversee the new painting and preparations of that house, which my Lady Dowager planned to live in, giving up Castlewood to her daughter-in-law who was expected to arrive any day from France. Another servant the Viscountess had was also let go—with a severance pay—under the excuse that her ladyship needed to reduce the number of staff; so, in the end, there was not a single person left in the household who had been there while my young Lord Castlewood was still at home.

For the plan which Colonel Esmond had in view, and the stroke he intended, 'twas necessary that the very smallest number of persons should be put in possession of his secret. It scarce was known, except to three or four out of his family, and it was kept to a wonder.

For Colonel Esmond's plan and the move he intended, it was crucial that very few people knew his secret. It was hardly known, except by three or four members of his family, and it was kept remarkably well.

On the 10th of June, 1714, there came by Mr. Prior's messenger from Paris a letter from my Lord Viscount Castlewood to his mother, saying that he had been foolish in regard of money matters, that he was ashamed to own he had lost at play, and by other extravagances; and that instead of having great entertainments as he had hoped at Castlewood this year, he must live as quiet as he could, and make every effort to be saving. So far every word of poor Frank's letter was true, nor was there a doubt that he and his tall brothers-in-law had spent a great deal more than they ought, and engaged the revenues of the Castlewood property, which the fond mother had husbanded and improved so carefully during the time of her guardianship.

On June 10, 1714, Mr. Prior's messenger from Paris delivered a letter from Lord Viscount Castlewood to his mother. In it, he admitted he had been reckless with money, felt ashamed to confess that he had lost money gambling, and overspent in other ways. Instead of hosting the grand parties he had hoped for at Castlewood this year, he would need to live as quietly as possible and work hard to save money. Every word of poor Frank's letter was true; there was no doubt that he and his tall brothers-in-law had spent far more than they should have and had put the Castlewood property's income at risk, which his devoted mother had carefully managed and improved during her time as his guardian.

His “Clotilda,” Castlewood went on to say, “was still delicate, and her physicians thought her lying-in had best take place at Paris. He should come without her ladyship, and be at his mother's house about the 17th or 18th day of June, proposing to take horse from Paris immediately, and bringing but a single servant with him; and he requested that the lawyers of Gray's inn might be invited to meet him with their account, and the land-steward come from Castlewood with his, so that he might settle with them speedily, raise a sum of money whereof he stood in need, and be back to his viscountess by the time of her lying-in.” Then his lordship gave some of the news of the town, sent his remembrance to kinsfolk, and so the letter ended. 'Twas put in the common post, and no doubt the French police and the English there had a copy of it, to which they were exceeding welcome.

His “Clotilda,” Castlewood continued, “was still delicate, and her doctors thought it was best for her to give birth in Paris. He should come without her and be at his mother's house around the 17th or 18th of June, planning to leave for Paris right away and only bringing one servant with him. He requested that the lawyers from Gray's Inn meet him with their bill, and that the land-steward come from Castlewood with his, so he could settle things quickly, raise the money he needed, and be back with his viscountess by the time she gave birth.” Then his lordship shared some news from town, sent his regards to family, and the letter concluded. It was sent in the regular mail, and no doubt the French police and the English there had a copy of it, which they certainly appreciated.

Two days after another letter was despatched by the public post of France, in the same open way, and this, after giving news of the fashion at Court there, ended by the following sentences, in which, but for those that had the key, 'twould be difficult for any man to find any secret lurked at all:—

Two days after another letter was sent through the public mail of France, in the same casual manner, this one, after sharing updates about the latest trends at Court there, concluded with the following sentences, which, unless you had the context, would be hard for anyone to uncover any hidden meaning at all:—

“(The King will take) medicine on Thursday. His Majesty is better than he hath been of late, though incommoded by indigestion from his too great appetite. Madame Maintenon continues well. They have performed a play of Mons. Racine at St. Cyr. The Duke of Shrewsbury and Mr. Prior, our envoy, and all the English nobility here were present at it. (The Viscount Castlewood's passports) were refused to him, 'twas said; his lordship being sued by a goldsmith for Vaisselle plate, and a pearl necklace supplied to Mademoiselle Meruel of the French Comedy. 'Tis a pity such news should get abroad (and travel to England) about our young nobility here. Mademoiselle Meruel has been sent to the Fort l'Evesque; they say she has ordered not only plate, but furniture, and a chariot and horses (under that lord's name), of which extravagance his unfortunate Viscountess knows nothing.

“The King will take medicine on Thursday. His Majesty is doing better than he has been recently, although he's been troubled by indigestion from eating too much. Madame Maintenon is doing well. They put on a play by Monsieur Racine at St. Cyr. The Duke of Shrewsbury, Mr. Prior, our envoy, and all the English nobility here attended it. It was said that Viscount Castlewood's passports were refused because he’s being sued by a goldsmith for plate and a pearl necklace supplied to Mademoiselle Meruel of the French Comedy. It’s unfortunate that news like this spreads (and travels to England) about our young nobility here. Mademoiselle Meruel has been sent to Fort l'Evesque; they say she ordered not just plate, but also furniture, and a chariot and horses (under that lord's name), about which his unfortunate Viscountess knows nothing.

“(His Majesty will be) eighty-two years of age on his next birthday. The Court prepares to celebrate it with a great feast. Mr. Prior is in a sad way about their refusing at home to send him his plate. All here admired my Lord Viscount's portrait, and said it was a masterpiece of Rigaud. Have you seen it? It is (at the Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square). I think no English painter could produce such a piece.

“His Majesty will be eighty-two on his next birthday. The Court is getting ready to celebrate with a big feast. Mr. Prior is upset because they won’t send him his plate from home. Everyone here admired my Lord Viscount's portrait and said it was a masterpiece by Rigaud. Have you seen it? It’s at Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square. I don't think any English painter could create something like that.”

“Our poor friend the Abbe hath been at the Bastile, but is now transported to the Conciergerie (where his friends may visit him. They are to ask for) a remission of his sentence soon. Let us hope the poor rogue will have repented in prison.

“Our poor friend the Abbé was at the Bastille, but he’s now moved to the Conciergerie (where his friends can visit him. They should ask for) a reduction of his sentence soon. Let’s hope the poor guy has reflected while in prison."

“(The Lord Castlewood) has had the affair of the plate made up, and departs for England.

“The Lord Castlewood has taken care of the plate situation and is leaving for England.”

“Is not this a dull letter? I have a cursed headache with drinking with Mat and some more over-night, and tipsy or sober am

“Isn’t this a boring letter? I have a terrible headache from drinking with Mat and some others last night, and whether I'm tipsy or sober I am

“Thine ever ——.”

“Your ever ——.”

All this letter, save some dozen of words which I have put above between brackets, was mere idle talk, though the substance of the letter was as important as any letter well could be. It told those that had the key, that The King will take the Viscount Castlewood's passports and travel to England under that lord's name. His Majesty will be at the Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, where his friends may visit him; they are to ask for the Lord Castlewood. This note may have passed under Mr. Prior's eyes, and those of our new allies the French, and taught them nothing; though it explains sufficiently to persons in London what the event was which was about to happen, as 'twill show those who read my memoirs a hundred years hence, what was that errand on which Colonel Esmond of late had been busy. Silently and swiftly to do that about which others were conspiring, and thousands of Jacobites all over the country clumsily caballing; alone to effect that which the leaders here were only talking about; to bring the Prince of Wales into the country openly in the face of all, under Bolingbroke's very eyes, the walls placarded with the proclamation signed with the Secretary's name, and offering five hundred pounds reward for his apprehension: this was a stroke, the playing and winning of which might well give any adventurous spirit pleasure: the loss of the stake might involve a heavy penalty, but all our family were eager to risk that for the glorious chance of winning the game.

All of this letter, except for a few words I put in brackets above, was just meaningless chatter, even though the main point of the letter was as important as any. It informed those who had the key that the King would take the Viscount Castlewood's passports and travel to England under that lord's name. His Majesty would be at Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, where his friends could visit him; they should ask for Lord Castlewood. This note may have gone by Mr. Prior and our new French allies without them understanding anything; still, it clearly reveals to people in London what was about to happen and will show those who read my memoirs a hundred years from now what mission Colonel Esmond had recently been busy with. Silently and swiftly to accomplish what others were scheming about, while thousands of Jacobites across the country were awkwardly conspiring; to achieve what the leaders here were only discussing; to bring the Prince of Wales into the country openly, right under Bolingbroke's nose, with the walls plastered with the proclamation signed by the Secretary, offering a reward of five hundred pounds for his capture: this was a move that any adventurous person could find thrilling. The risk of losing could mean serious consequences, but our whole family was eager to take that risk for the glorious chance to win the game.

Nor shall it be called a game, save perhaps with the chief player, who was not more or less sceptical than most public men with whom he had acquaintance in that age. (Is there ever a public man in England that altogether believes in his party? Is there one, however doubtful, that will not fight for it?) Young Frank was ready to fight without much thinking, he was a Jacobite as his father before him was; all the Esmonds were Royalists. Give him but the word, he would cry, “God save King James!” before the palace guard, or at the Maypole in the Strand; and with respect to the women, as is usual with them, 'twas not a question of party but of faith; their belief was a passion; either Esmond's mistress or her daughter would have died for it cheerfully. I have laughed often, talking of King William's reign, and said I thought Lady Castlewood was disappointed the King did not persecute the family more; and those who know the nature of women may fancy for themselves, what needs not here be written down, the rapture with which these neophytes received the mystery when made known to them; the eagerness with which they looked forward to its completion; the reverence which they paid the minister who initiated them into that secret Truth, now known only to a few, but presently to reign over the world. Sure there is no bound to the trustingness of women. Look at Arria worshipping the drunken clodpate of a husband who beats her; look at Cornelia treasuring as a jewel in her maternal heart the oaf her son; I have known a woman preach Jesuit's bark, and afterwards Dr. Berkeley's tar-water, as though to swallow them were a divine decree, and to refuse them no better than blasphemy.

Nor should it be called a game, except maybe by the main player, who was just as skeptical as most public figures he knew during that time. (Is there ever a public figure in England who truly believes in their party? Is there anyone, no matter how doubtful, who won’t fight for it?) Young Frank was ready to fight without much thought; he was a Jacobite just like his father before him; all the Esmonds were Royalists. Just give him the signal, and he would shout, “God save King James!” in front of the palace guard, or at the Maypole in the Strand. As for the women, as is common with them, it wasn’t about party but about faith; their belief was a passion. Either Esmond's mistress or her daughter would have gladly died for it. I’ve often joked when discussing King William's reign, saying I think Lady Castlewood was disappointed that the King didn’t persecute their family more; and those who understand women can imagine, without me needing to write it down, the excitement with which these newcomers embraced the mystery once it was revealed to them; how eagerly they anticipated its fulfillment; the respect they showed the minister who introduced them to that hidden Truth, now known only to a select few, but soon to dominate the world. There’s truly no limit to the trust women place in others. Look at Arria, who adores her drunken, abusive husband; look at Cornelia, who treasures as a gem the fool that is her son. I’ve seen a woman advocate for Jesuit’s bark, then Dr. Berkeley's tar-water, as if taking them was a divine order, and refusing them was nothing less than blasphemy.

On his return from France Colonel Esmond put himself at the head of this little knot of fond conspirators. No death or torture he knew would frighten them out of their constancy. When he detailed his plan for bringing the King back, his elder mistress thought that that Restoration was to be attributed under heaven to the Castlewood family and to its chief, and she worshipped and loved Esmond, if that could be, more than ever she had done. She doubted not for one moment of the success of his scheme, to mistrust which would have seemed impious in her eyes. And as for Beatrix, when she became acquainted with the plan, and joined it, as she did with all her heart, she gave Esmond one of her searching bright looks. “Ah, Harry,” says she, “why were you not the head of our house? You are the only one fit to raise it; why do you give that silly boy the name and the honor? But 'tis so in the world; those get the prize that don't deserve or care for it. I wish I could give you YOUR silly prize, cousin, but I can't; I have tried, and I can't.” And she went away, shaking her head mournfully, but always, it seemed to Esmond, that her liking and respect for him was greatly increased, since she knew what capability he had both to act and bear; to do and to forego.

On his return from France, Colonel Esmond took charge of this small group of devoted conspirators. He knew that no threat of death or torture would shake their commitment. When he shared his plan to bring the King back, his older mistress believed that this Restoration was to be credited to the Castlewood family and its leader, and she adored Esmond even more than she had before. She had no doubt about the success of his scheme; to doubt it would have seemed blasphemous to her. As for Beatrix, when she learned about the plan and enthusiastically joined in, she gave Esmond one of her intense, piercing looks. “Ah, Harry,” she said, “why weren't you the head of our family? You're the only one capable of raising it; why do you let that foolish boy have the title and the honor? But that's just how it is in the world; those who don't deserve it often get the prize. I wish I could give you your silly prize, cousin, but I can't; I've tried, and I can't.” And she walked away, shaking her head sadly, but it seemed to Esmond that her admiration and respect for him had grown, now that she recognized his ability to both act and endure, to do and to abstain.





CHAPTER IX.

THE ORIGINAL OF THE PORTRAIT COMES TO ENGLAND.

'Twas announced in the family that my Lord Castlewood would arrive, having a confidential French gentleman in his suite, who acted as secretary to his lordship, and who, being a Papist, and a foreigner of a good family, though now in rather a menial place, would have his meals served in his chamber, and not with the domestics of the house. The Viscountess gave up her bedchamber contiguous to her daughter's, and having a large convenient closet attached to it, in which a bed was put up, ostensibly for Monsieur Baptiste, the Frenchman; though, 'tis needless to say, when the doors of the apartments were locked, and the two guests retired within it, the young viscount became the servant of the illustrious Prince whom he entertained, and gave up gladly the more convenient and airy chamber and bed to his master. Madam Beatrix also retired to the upper region, her chamber being converted into a sitting-room for my lord. The better to carry the deceit, Beatrix affected to grumble before the servants, and to be jealous that she was turned out of her chamber to make way for my lord.

It was announced in the family that Lord Castlewood would be arriving, accompanied by a trusted French gentleman in his entourage, who served as his secretary. This man, being a Catholic and a foreigner from a good family, though currently in a rather humble position, would have his meals served in his room rather than with the household staff. The Viscountess gave up her bedroom next to her daughter's, and since there was a large, convenient closet attached to it where a bed was set up, it was said to be for Monsieur Baptiste, the Frenchman. However, it goes without saying that when the doors to the rooms were locked and the two guests settled in, the young viscount willingly became the servant of the esteemed guest he was hosting and gladly gave up the more comfortable and spacious room and bed to his master. Madam Beatrix also moved upstairs, turning her room into a sitting area for my lord. To keep up the pretense, Beatrix pretended to complain in front of the servants and acted jealous about being moved from her bedroom to accommodate my lord.

No small preparations were made, you may be sure, and no slight tremor of expectation caused the hearts of the gentle ladies of Castlewood to flutter, before the arrival of the personages who were about to honor their house. The chamber was ornamented with flowers; the bed covered with the very finest of linen; the two ladies insisting on making it themselves, and kneeling down at the bedside and kissing the sheets out of respect for the web that was to hold the sacred person of a King. The toilet was of silver and crystal; there was a copy of “Eikon Basilike” laid on the writing-table; a portrait of the martyred King hung always over the mantel, having a sword of my poor Lord Castlewood underneath it, and a little picture or emblem which the widow loved always to have before her eyes on waking, and in which the hair of her lord and her two children was worked together. Her books of private devotions, as they were all of the English Church, she carried away with her to the upper apartment, which she destined for herself. The ladies showed Mr. Esmond, when they were completed, the fond preparations they had made. 'Twas then Beatrix knelt down and kissed the linen sheets. As for her mother, Lady Castlewood made a curtsy at the door, as she would have done to the altar on entering a church, and owned that she considered the chamber in a manner sacred.

No small preparations were made, you can be sure, and no slight tremor of expectation made the hearts of the gentle ladies of Castlewood flutter before the arrival of the distinguished guests who were about to honor their house. The room was adorned with flowers; the bed was covered with the finest linen; the two ladies insisted on making it themselves, kneeling by the bedside and kissing the sheets out of respect for the fabric that would hold the sacred person of a King. The toiletries were made of silver and crystal; a copy of “Eikon Basilike” was laid on the writing table; a portrait of the martyred King always hung over the mantel, with a sword of my poor Lord Castlewood underneath it, and a small picture or emblem that the widow loved to have before her eyes upon waking, in which the hair of her lord and her two children was woven together. Her personal devotion books, all of the English Church, she took with her to the upper room she planned for herself. The ladies showed Mr. Esmond the loving preparations they had made once everything was ready. Then Beatrix knelt and kissed the linen sheets. As for her mother, Lady Castlewood curtsied at the door, as she would have done at the altar when entering a church, and admitted that she considered the chamber somewhat sacred.

The company in the servants' hall never for a moment supposed that these preparations were made for any other person than the young viscount, the lord of the house, whom his fond mother had been for so many years without seeing. Both ladies were perfect housewives, having the greatest skill in the making of confections, scented waters, &c., and keeping a notable superintendence over the kitchen. Calves enough were killed to feed an army of prodigal sons, Esmond thought, and laughed when he came to wait on the ladies, on the day when the guests were to arrive, to find two pairs of the finest and roundest arms to be seen in England (my Lady Castlewood was remarkable for this beauty of her person), covered with flour up above the elbows, and preparing paste, and turning rolling-pins in the housekeeper's closet. The guest would not arrive till supper-time, and my lord would prefer having that meal in his own chamber. You may be sure the brightest plate of the house was laid out there, and can understand why it was that the ladies insisted that they alone would wait upon the young chief of the family.

The staff in the servants' hall never thought for a second that these preparations were for anyone other than the young viscount, the lord of the house, whom his loving mother hadn't seen in years. Both ladies excelled at being housewives, showcasing great skill in making sweets, perfumes, and so on, while also keeping a close eye on the kitchen. Esmond chuckled when he went to assist the ladies on the day the guests were set to arrive and found two pairs of the finest, roundest arms in England (Lady Castlewood was particularly known for this beauty) covered in flour up to their elbows, preparing dough and rolling pastry in the housekeeper's pantry. The guest wouldn't arrive until supper, and my lord preferred to have that meal in his own room. You can bet the shiniest dishes in the house were set up there, and it's clear why the ladies insisted they would be the only ones to serve the young head of the family.

Taking horse, Colonel Esmond rode rapidly to Rochester, and there awaited the King in that very town where his father had last set his foot on the English shore. A room had been provided at an inn there for my Lord Castlewood and his servant; and Colonel Esmond timed his ride so well that he had scarce been half an hour in the place, and was looking over the balcony into the yard of the inn, when two travellers rode in at the inn gate, and the Colonel running down, the next moment embraced his dear young lord.

Taking a horse, Colonel Esmond rode quickly to Rochester and waited for the King in the same town where his father had last stood on English soil. A room had been arranged at an inn for my Lord Castlewood and his servant. Colonel Esmond timed his ride perfectly, having hardly been in the place for half an hour when he was looking over the balcony into the inn's yard. Just then, two travelers entered through the inn gate, and the Colonel quickly ran down and embraced his dear young lord.

My lord's companion, acting the part of a domestic, dismounted, and was for holding the viscount's stirrup; but Colonel Esmond, calling to his own man, who was in the court, bade him take the horses and settle with the lad who had ridden the post along with the two travellers, crying out in a cavalier tone in the French language to my lord's companion, and affecting to grumble that my lord's fellow was a Frenchman, and did not know the money or habits of the country:—“My man will see to the horses, Baptiste,” says Colonel Esmond: “do you understand English?” “Very leetle!” “So, follow my lord and wait upon him at dinner in his own room.” The landlord and his people came up presently bearing the dishes; 'twas well they made a noise and stir in the gallery, or they might have found Colonel Esmond on his knee before Lord Castlewood's servant, welcoming his Majesty to his kingdom, and kissing the hand of the King. We told the landlord that the Frenchman would wait on his master; and Esmond's man was ordered to keep sentry in the gallery without the door. The Prince dined with a good appetite, laughing and talking very gayly, and condescendingly bidding his two companions to sit with him at table. He was in better spirits than poor Frank Castlewood, who Esmond thought might be woe-begone on account of parting with his divine Clotilda; but the Prince wishing to take a short siesta after dinner, and retiring to an inner chamber where there was a bed, the cause of poor Frank's discomfiture came out; and bursting into tears, with many expressions of fondness, friendship, and humiliation, the faithful lad gave his kinsman to understand that he now knew all the truth, and the sacrifices which Colonel Esmond had made for him.

My lord's companion, playing the role of a servant, got off his horse and was about to hold the viscount's stirrup; but Colonel Esmond, calling to his own servant who was in the courtyard, instructed him to take care of the horses and settle with the boy who had ridden the post with the two travelers. He shouted in a casual tone in French to my lord's companion, pretending to complain that my lord's friend was French and didn’t understand the money or customs of the country: “My man will take care of the horses, Baptiste,” says Colonel Esmond. “Do you speak English?” “Very little!” “Then follow my lord and serve him at dinner in his own room.” The landlord and his staff soon came up carrying the dishes; it was good they made a noise in the hallway, or they might have caught Colonel Esmond on his knee before Lord Castlewood's servant, welcoming his Majesty to his kingdom and kissing the King's hand. We told the landlord that the Frenchman would attend to his master, and Esmond's servant was ordered to stand guard in the hallway outside the door. The Prince dined with a hearty appetite, laughing and chatting cheerfully, and graciously inviting his two companions to sit with him at the table. He seemed in higher spirits than poor Frank Castlewood, who Esmond thought looked miserable because he was parting from his beloved Clotilda; but after dinner, when the Prince wanted to take a short nap and went to an inner room where there was a bed, the reason for poor Frank's distress became clear. He burst into tears, expressing many feelings of love, friendship, and humiliation, making it clear to his cousin that he now understood the whole truth and the sacrifices Colonel Esmond had made for him.

Seeing no good in acquainting poor Frank with that secret, Mr. Esmond had entreated his mistress also not to reveal it to her son. The Prince had told the poor lad all as they were riding from Dover: “I had as lief he had shot me, cousin,” Frank said: “I knew you were the best, and the bravest, and the kindest of all men” (so the enthusiastic young fellow went on); “but I never thought I owed you what I do, and can scarce bear the weight of the obligation.”

Seeing no benefit in telling poor Frank about that secret, Mr. Esmond had also asked his mistress not to disclose it to her son. The Prince had shared everything with the poor guy while they were riding from Dover: “I’d rather he had shot me, cousin,” Frank said: “I always knew you were the best, bravest, and kindest of all men” (that’s how the enthusiastic young guy went on); “but I never realized I owed you what I do, and I can hardly bear the weight of that obligation.”

“I stand in the place of your father,” says Mr. Esmond, kindly, “and sure a father may dispossess himself in favor of his son. I abdicate the twopenny crown, and invest you with the kingdom of Brentford; don't be a fool and cry; you make a much taller and handsomer viscount than ever I could.” But the fond boy, with oaths and protestations, laughter and incoherent outbreaks of passionate emotion, could not be got, for some little time, to put up with Esmond's raillery; wanted to kneel down to him, and kissed his hand; asked him and implored him to order something, to bid Castlewood give his own life or take somebody else's; anything, so that he might show his gratitude for the generosity Esmond showed him.

“I stand in for your father,” Mr. Esmond says kindly, “and of course a father can give up his position for his son. I give up the two-penny crown and hand over the kingdom of Brentford to you; don’t be foolish and cry; you make a much taller and better viscount than I ever could.” But the affectionate boy, with swearing and protestations, laughter and outbursts of passionate emotion, took a little while to stop reacting to Esmond’s teasing; he wanted to kneel before him and kiss his hand; he begged him to order something, to tell Castlewood to give up his own life or take someone else's; anything, so he could show his gratitude for the generosity Esmond had shown him.

“The K—-, HE laughed,” Frank said, pointing to the door where the sleeper was, and speaking in a low tone. “I don't think he should have laughed as he told me the story. As we rode along from Dover, talking in French, he spoke about you, and your coming to him at Bar; he called you 'le grand serieux,' Don Bellianis of Greece, and I don't know what names; mimicking your manner” (here Castlewood laughed himself)—“and he did it very well. He seems to sneer at everything. He is not like a king: somehow Harry, I fancy you are like a king. He does not seem to think what a stake we are all playing. He would have stopped at Canterbury to run after a barmaid there, had I not implored him to come on. He hath a house at Chaillot, where he used to go and bury himself for weeks away from the Queen, and with all sorts of bad company,” says Frank, with a demure look; “you may smile, but I am not the wild fellow I was; no, no, I have been taught better,” says Castlewood devoutly, making a sign on his breast.

“The K—-, he laughed,” Frank said, pointing to the door where the sleeper was, and speaking quietly. “I don’t think he should have laughed while telling me the story. As we traveled from Dover, speaking in French, he talked about you and your visit to him at Bar; he called you 'the great serious one,' Don Bellianis of Greece, and a bunch of other names; mimicking how you act” (here Castlewood laughed as well)—“and he did it really well. He seems to mock everything. He doesn't feel like a king: somehow Harry, I believe you are more like a king. He doesn't seem to realize what a big deal this all is for us. He would have stopped at Canterbury to chase after a barmaid there if I hadn’t begged him to keep going. He has a house in Chaillot, where he used to go and hide away for weeks, avoiding the Queen and associating with all kinds of bad company,” says Frank, with a coy look; “you can smile, but I’m not the wild guy I used to be; no, no, I’ve learned better,” says Castlewood prayerfully, making a sign on his chest.

“Thou art my dear brave boy,” says Colonel Esmond, touched at the young fellow's simplicity, “and there will be a noble gentleman at Castlewood so long as my Frank is there.”

“You're my dear brave boy,” says Colonel Esmond, moved by the young man's sincerity, “and there will always be a noble gentleman at Castlewood as long as my Frank is there.”

The impetuous young lad was for going down on his knees again, with another explosion of gratitude, but that we heard the voice from the next chamber of the august sleeper, just waking, calling out:—“Eh, La-Fleur, un verre d'eau!” His Majesty came out yawning:—“A pest,” says he, “upon your English ale, 'tis so strong that, ma foi, it hath turned my head.”

The impulsive young guy was about to drop to his knees again, bursting with gratitude, but then we heard the voice from the next room of the important sleeper, just waking up, calling out:—“Hey, La-Fleur, a glass of water!” His Majesty came out yawning:—“Damn,” he said, “your English ale is so strong that, honestly, it’s made my head spin.”

The effect of the ale was like a spur upon our horses, and we rode very quickly to London, reaching Kensington at nightfall. Mr. Esmond's servant was left behind at Rochester, to take care of the tired horses, whilst we had fresh beasts provided along the road. And galloping by the Prince's side the Colonel explained to the Prince of Wales what his movements had been; who the friends were that knew of the expedition; whom, as Esmond conceived, the Prince should trust; entreating him, above all, to maintain the very closest secrecy until the time should come when his Royal Highness should appear. The town swarmed with friends of the Prince's cause; there were scores of correspondents with St. Germains; Jacobites known and secret; great in station and humble; about the Court and the Queen; in the Parliament, Church, and among the merchants in the City. The Prince had friends numberless in the army, in the Privy Council, and the Officers of State. The great object, as it seemed, to the small band of persons who had concerted that bold stroke, who had brought the Queen's brother into his native country, was, that his visit should remain unknown till the proper time came, when his presence should surprise friends and enemies alike; and the latter should be found so unprepared and disunited, that they should not find time to attack him. We feared more from his friends than from his enemies. The lies and tittle-tattle sent over to St. Germains by the Jacobite agents about London, had done an incalculable mischief to his cause, and wofully misguided him, and it was from these especially, that the persons engaged in the present venture were anxious to defend the chief actor in it.*

The effect of the beer was like a spur for our horses, and we rode quickly to London, arriving in Kensington at nightfall. Mr. Esmond's servant stayed behind in Rochester to care for the tired horses while we got fresh ones along the way. Galloping alongside the Prince, the Colonel explained to the Prince of Wales what his movements had been; who the friends knew about the expedition; whom, as Esmond believed, the Prince should trust; urging him, above all, to keep the closest secrecy until the time came for his Royal Highness to make an appearance. The town was filled with supporters of the Prince's cause; there were countless correspondents with St. Germains; known and secret Jacobites, both high-ranking and humble; at the Court and with the Queen; in Parliament, the Church, and among merchants in the City. The Prince had countless friends in the army, in the Privy Council, and among State Officials. The main goal for the small group of people who had planned this bold move and brought the Queen's brother back to his homeland was for his visit to remain a secret until the right moment, when his presence would surprise both friends and enemies; and his enemies would be so unprepared and disunited that they wouldn't have time to attack him. We feared more from his friends than from his enemies. The lies and gossip sent to St. Germains by Jacobite agents in London had done immense damage to his cause and misled him terribly, and it was especially from these that those involved in this venture wanted to protect the main participant.

     * The managers were the Bishop, who cannot be hurt by having
     his name mentioned, a very active and loyal Nonconformist
     Divine, a lady in the highest favor at Court, with whom
     Beatrix Esmond had communication, and two noblemen of the
     greatest rank, and a member of the House of Commons, who was
     implicated in more transactions than one in behalf of the
     Stuart family.
     * The managers included the Bishop, who doesn't mind having his name mentioned, a very active and loyal Nonconformist religious leader, a lady who was highly favored at Court and communicated with Beatrix Esmond, two prominent noblemen, and a member of the House of Commons who was involved in several dealings on behalf of the Stuart family.

The party reached London by nightfall, leaving their horses at the Posting-House over against Westminster, and being ferried over the water, where Lady Esmond's coach was already in waiting. In another hour we were all landed at Kensington, and the mistress of the house had that satisfaction which her heart had yearned after for many years, once more to embrace her son, who, on his side, with all his waywardness, ever retained a most tender affection for his parent.

The party arrived in London by nightfall, leaving their horses at the Posting House across from Westminster, and took a ferry across the water, where Lady Esmond's coach was already waiting. An hour later, we were all at Kensington, and the mistress of the house felt the joy she had longed for for many years, as she got to embrace her son again, who, despite his rebelliousness, always held a deep affection for his mother.

She did not refrain from this expression of her feeling, though the domestics were by, and my Lord Castlewood's attendant stood in the hall. Esmond had to whisper to him in French to take his hat off. Monsieur Baptiste was constantly neglecting his part with an inconceivable levity: more than once on the ride to London, little observations of the stranger, light remarks, and words betokening the greatest ignorance of the country the Prince came to govern, had hurt the susceptibility of the two gentlemen forming his escort; nor could either help owning in his secret mind that they would have had his behavior otherwise, and that the laughter and the lightness, not to say license, which characterized his talk, scarce befitted such a great Prince, and such a solemn occasion. Not but that he could act at proper times with spirit and dignity. He had behaved, as we all knew, in a very courageous manner on the field. Esmond had seen a copy of the letter the Prince had writ with his own hand when urged by his friends in England to abjure his religion, and admired that manly and magnanimous reply by which he refused to yield to the temptation. Monsieur Baptiste took off his hat, blushing at the hint Colonel Esmond ventured to give him, and said:—“Tenez, elle est jolie, la petite mere. Foi de Chevalier! elle est charmante; mais l'autre, qui est cette nymphe, cet astre qui brille, cette Diane qui descend sur nous?” And he started back, and pushed forward, as Beatrix was descending the stair. She was in colors for the first time at her own house; she wore the diamonds Esmond gave her; it had been agreed between them, that she should wear these brilliants on the day when the King should enter the house, and a Queen she looked, radiant in charms, and magnificent and imperial in beauty.

She didn’t hold back her feelings, even with the staff around and Lord Castlewood's attendant standing in the hall. Esmond had to quietly remind him in French to take off his hat. Monsieur Baptiste often neglected his role with an amazing lack of seriousness. More than once during the ride to London, his light comments and obvious ignorance about the country the Prince was coming to rule had annoyed the two gentlemen accompanying him. Each one secretly thought they preferred his behavior to be different, as the laughter and carefree attitude he exhibited didn’t quite suit such a significant Prince and serious occasion. However, he could act with spirit and dignity when it was appropriate. As everyone knew, he had shown great courage on the battlefield. Esmond had seen the letter the Prince wrote himself when his friends in England urged him to renounce his faith, and he admired the man's strong and noble response, which showed he wouldn’t give in to temptation. Monsieur Baptiste took off his hat, blushing at the hint Colonel Esmond had given him, and said: “Look, she’s lovely, the little mother. By the knight's honor! She’s charming; but who’s that nymph, that shining star, that Diana descending upon us?” He flinched and stepped back as Beatrix came down the stairs. For the first time at her own house, she was dressed in colors and wearing the diamonds Esmond had given her. They had agreed that she would wear these jewels on the day the King entered the house, and she looked like a Queen, radiant in charm and magnificent in beauty.

Castlewood himself was startled by that beauty and splendor; he stepped back and gazed at his sister as though he had not been aware before (nor was he very likely) how perfectly lovely she was, and I thought blushed as he embraced her. The Prince could not keep his eyes off her; he quite forgot his menial part, though he had been schooled to it, and a little light portmanteau prepared expressly that he should carry it. He pressed forward before my Lord Viscount. 'Twas lucky the servants' eyes were busy in other directions, or they must have seen that this was no servant, or at least a very insolent and rude one.

Castlewood himself was taken aback by her beauty and charm; he stepped back and stared at his sister as if he hadn’t realized before (and he probably hadn’t) just how stunning she was, and I noticed he blushed as he hugged her. The Prince couldn’t take his eyes off her; he completely forgot his role, even though he had been trained for it, and he had a small light suitcase prepared specifically for him to carry. He pushed ahead of my Lord Viscount. It was a good thing the servants were distracted elsewhere, or they would have noticed this was no ordinary servant, or at least a very rude and arrogant one.

Again Colonel Esmond was obliged to cry out, “Baptiste,” in a loud imperious voice, “have a care to the valise;” at which hint the wilful young man ground his teeth together with something very like a curse between them, and then gave a brief look of anything but pleasure to his Mentor. Being reminded, however, he shouldered the little portmanteau, and carried it up the stair, Esmond preceding him, and a servant with lighted tapers. He flung down his burden sulkily in the bedchamber:—“A Prince that will wear a crown must wear a mask,” says Mr. Esmond in French.

Again, Colonel Esmond had to shout, “Baptiste,” in a loud, commanding tone, “watch the suitcase;” at which the stubborn young man ground his teeth in what sounded like a curse under his breath, then shot a look of displeasure at his Mentor. However, after being reminded, he shouldered the small suitcase and carried it up the stairs, with Esmond leading the way and a servant following with lit candles. He dropped his load sulkily in the bedroom:—“A prince who will wear a crown must wear a mask,” says Mr. Esmond in French.

“Ah peste! I see how it is,” says Monsieur Baptiste, continuing the talk in French. “The Great Serious is seriously”—“alarmed for Monsieur Baptiste,” broke in the Colonel. Esmond neither liked the tone with which the Prince spoke of the ladies, nor the eyes with which he regarded them.

“Ah, damn it! I get it now,” says Monsieur Baptiste, keeping the conversation in French. “The Great Serious is seriously”—“worried about Monsieur Baptiste,” interjected the Colonel. Esmond didn't like the way the Prince talked about the women, nor the way he looked at them.

The bedchamber and the two rooms adjoining it, the closet and the apartment which was to be called my lord's parlor, were already lighted and awaiting their occupier; and the collation laid for my lord's supper. Lord Castlewood and his mother and sister came up the stair a minute afterwards, and, so soon as the domestics had quitted the apartment, Castlewood and Esmond uncovered, and the two ladies went down on their knees before the Prince, who graciously gave a hand to each. He looked his part of Prince much more naturally than that of servant, which he had just been trying, and raised them both with a great deal of nobility, as well as kindness in his air. “Madam,” says he, “my mother will thank your ladyship for your hospitality to her son; for you, madam,” turning to Beatrix, “I cannot bear to see so much beauty in such a posture. You will betray Monsieur Baptiste if you kneel to him; sure 'tis his place rather to kneel to you.”

The bedroom and the two neighboring rooms, the closet and the space that was to be my lord's parlor, were already lit and ready for their occupant, with a meal prepared for my lord's supper. Lord Castlewood, along with his mother and sister, came up the stairs a minute later, and as soon as the staff left the room, Castlewood and Esmond took off their hats, while the two ladies knelt before the Prince, who graciously offered a hand to each. He played the part of Prince much more naturally than that of a servant, which he had just been trying out, and lifted them both with a great deal of nobility and kindness. “Madam,” he said, “my mother will thank you for your hospitality towards her son; and for you, madam,” turning to Beatrix, “I can't stand to see such beauty in that position. You’ll be betraying Monsieur Baptiste if you kneel to him; surely it should be him kneeling to you.”

A light shone out of her eyes; a gleam bright enough to kindle passion in any breast. There were times when this creature was so handsome, that she seemed, as it were, like Venus revealing herself a goddess in a flash of brightness. She appeared so now; radiant, and with eyes bright with a wonderful lustre. A pang, as of rage and jealousy, shot through Esmond's heart, as he caught the look she gave the Prince; and he clenched his hand involuntarily and looked across to Castlewood, whose eyes answered his alarm-signal, and were also on the alert. The Prince gave his subjects an audience of a few minutes, and then the two ladies and Colonel Esmond quitted the chamber. Lady Castlewood pressed his hand as they descended the stair, and the three went down to the lower rooms, where they waited awhile till the travellers above should be refreshed and ready for their meal.

A light shone from her eyes; a gleam bright enough to spark passion in anyone. There were moments when she was so beautiful that she seemed like Venus, revealing herself as a goddess in a burst of brightness. She looked like that now; radiant, with eyes shimmering with a wonderful shine. A jolt of anger and jealousy shot through Esmond’s heart as he noticed the look she gave the Prince; he clenched his fist involuntarily and glanced over at Castlewood, whose eyes reflected his alarm and were also on edge. The Prince gave his subjects a brief audience, and then the two ladies and Colonel Esmond left the room. Lady Castlewood squeezed his hand as they went down the stairs, and the three made their way to the lower rooms, where they waited for a while until the travelers above were refreshed and ready for their meal.

Esmond looked at Beatrix, blazing with her jewels on her beautiful neck. “I have kept my word,” says he: “And I mine,” says Beatrix, looking down on the diamonds.

Esmond looked at Beatrix, shining with her jewels around her lovely neck. “I’ve kept my promise,” he said. “And I’ve kept mine,” Beatrix replied, glancing at the diamonds.

“Were I the Mogul Emperor,” says the Colonel, “you should have all that were dug out of Golconda.”

“If I were the Mogul Emperor,” says the Colonel, “you would have everything that was dug out of Golconda.”

“These are a great deal too good for me,” says Beatrix, dropping her head on her beautiful breast,—“so are you all, all!” And when she looked up again, as she did in a moment, and after a sigh, her eyes, as they gazed at her cousin, wore that melancholy and inscrutable look which 'twas always impossible to sound.

“These are way too good for me,” Beatrix says, dropping her head onto her beautiful chest, “so are you all, all!” When she looks up again, after a sigh, her eyes, as they gaze at her cousin, have that sad and mysterious look that was always impossible to figure out.

When the time came for the supper, of which we were advertised by a knocking overhead, Colonel Esmond and the two ladies went to the upper apartment, where the Prince already was, and by his side the young Viscount, of exactly the same age, shape, and with features not dissimilar, though Frank's were the handsomer of the two. The Prince sat down and bade the ladies sit. The gentlemen remained standing: there was, indeed, but one more cover laid at the table:—“Which of you will take it?” says he.

When it was time for dinner, which we knew by the knocking above us, Colonel Esmond and the two ladies went to the upper room, where the Prince was already waiting with the young Viscount, who was the same age and build, and had somewhat similar features, although Frank was the more handsome of the two. The Prince sat down and invited the ladies to take a seat. The gentlemen stayed standing: there was only one more place set at the table. “Which of you will take it?” he asked.

“The head of our house,” says Lady Castlewood, taking her son's hand, and looking towards Colonel Esmond with a bow and a great tremor of the voice; “the Marquis of Esmond will have the honor of serving the King.”

“The head of our house,” says Lady Castlewood, taking her son's hand and looking towards Colonel Esmond with a nod and a tremor in her voice, “the Marquis of Esmond will have the honor of serving the King.”

“I shall have the honor of waiting on his Royal Highness,” says Colonel Esmond, filling a cup of wine, and, as the fashion of that day was, he presented it to the King on his knee.

“I'll have the honor of serving his Royal Highness,” says Colonel Esmond, pouring a cup of wine, and, as was customary at the time, he offered it to the King while kneeling.

“I drink to my hostess and her family,” says the Prince, with no very well-pleased air; but the cloud passed immediately off his face, and he talked to the ladies in a lively, rattling strain, quite undisturbed by poor Mr. Esmond's yellow countenance, that, I dare say, looked very glum.

“I drink to my hostess and her family,” says the Prince, not looking very happy; but the cloud quickly lifted from his face, and he chatted with the ladies in a lively, cheerful manner, completely unfazed by poor Mr. Esmond's yellow face, which probably looked quite gloomy.

When the time came to take leave, Esmond marched homewards to his lodgings, and met Mr. Addison on the road that night, walking to a cottage he had at Fulham, the moon shining on his handsome serene face:—“What cheer, brother?” says Addison, laughing: “I thought it was a footpad advancing in the dark, and behold 'tis an old friend. We may shake hands, Colonel, in the dark, 'tis better than fighting by daylight. Why should we quarrel, because I am a Whig and thou art a Tory? Turn thy steps and walk with me to Fulham, where there is a nightingale still singing in the garden, and a cool bottle in a cave I know of; you shall drink to the Pretender if you like, and I will drink my liquor my own way: I have had enough of good liquor?—no, never! There is no such word as enough as a stopper for good wine. Thou wilt not come? Come any day, come soon. You know I remember Simois and the Sigeia tellus, and the praelia mixta mero, mixta mero,” he repeated, with ever so slight a touch of merum in his voice, and walked back a little way on the road with Esmond, bidding the other remember he was always his friend, and indebted to him for his aid in the “Campaign” poem. And very likely Mr. Under-Secretary would have stepped in and taken t'other bottle at the Colonel's lodging, had the latter invited him, but Esmond's mood was none of the gayest, and he bade his friend an inhospitable good-night at the door.

When it was time to head home, Esmond walked back to his place and ran into Mr. Addison on the road that night, who was walking to his cottage in Fulham, the moon shining on his handsome, calm face. “Hey there, brother!” Addison said with a laugh. “I thought you were a mugger creeping up in the dark, but it turns out you're an old friend. We can shake hands in the dark; it’s better than fighting in the daylight. Why should we argue just because I’m a Whig and you’re a Tory? Turn around and walk with me to Fulham, where there’s still a nightingale singing in the garden and a cool bottle in a little cave I know about; you can drink to the Pretender if you want, and I’ll drink how I like. Have I had enough good liquor?—never! There’s no such thing as having enough good wine. You won’t come? Come anytime, come soon. You know I remember Simois and the Sigeia tellus, and the praelia mixta mero,” he repeated with just a hint of wine in his voice, and walked a little way down the road with Esmond, reminding him that he was always his friend and grateful for his help in the “Campaign” poem. And it’s likely that Mr. Under-Secretary would have come in for another bottle at the Colonel’s place if he had been invited, but Esmond wasn’t in the best mood and wished his friend an unwelcoming goodnight at the door.

“I have done the deed,” thought he, sleepless, and looking out into the night; “he is here, and I have brought him; he and Beatrix are sleeping under the same roof now. Whom did I mean to serve in bringing him? Was it the Prince? was it Henry Esmond? Had I not best have joined the manly creed of Addison yonder, that scouts the old doctrine of right divine, that boldly declares that Parliament and people consecrate the Sovereign, not bishops, nor genealogies, nor oils, nor coronations.” The eager gaze of the young Prince, watching every movement of Beatrix, haunted Esmond and pursued him. The Prince's figure appeared before him in his feverish dreams many times that night. He wished the deed undone for which he had labored so. He was not the first that has regretted his own act, or brought about his own undoing. Undoing? Should he write that word in his late years? No, on his knees before heaven, rather be thankful for what then he deemed his misfortune, and which hath caused the whole subsequent happiness of his life.

“I’ve done it,” he thought, restless and staring out into the night. “He’s here, and I’ve brought him; he and Beatrix are now sleeping under the same roof. Who was I trying to serve by bringing him? The Prince? Henry Esmond? Should I have just joined the straightforward views of Addison over there, who rejects the old belief in divine right and boldly says that Parliament and the people legitimize the Sovereign, not bishops, bloodlines, oils, or coronations?” The eager gaze of the young Prince, watching every move of Beatrix, haunted Esmond and followed him. The Prince’s figure showed up in his feverish dreams many times that night. He wished the deed he had worked so hard for was undone. He was not the first to regret his own actions or to bring about his own downfall. Undoing? Should he even think of that word at this stage in his life? No, on his knees before heaven, he should instead be thankful for what he then saw as misfortune, which ultimately led to the happiness he experienced afterward.

Esmond's man, honest John Lockwood, had served his master and the family all his life, and the Colonel knew that he could answer for John's fidelity as for his own. John returned with the horses from Rochester betimes the next morning, and the Colonel gave him to understand that on going to Kensington, where he was free of the servants' hall, and indeed courting Miss Beatrix's maid, he was to ask no questions, and betray no surprise, but to vouch stoutly that the young gentleman he should see in a red coat there was my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and that his attendant in gray was Monsieur Baptiste the Frenchman. He was to tell his friends in the kitchen such stories as he remembered of my Lord Viscount's youth at Castlewood; what a wild boy he was; how he used to drill Jack and cane him, before ever he was a soldier; everything, in fine, he knew respecting my Lord Viscount's early days. Jack's ideas of painting had not been much cultivated during his residence in Flanders with his master; and, before my young lord's return, he had been easily got to believe that the picture brought over from Paris, and now hanging in Lady Castlewood's drawing-room, was a perfect likeness of her son, the young lord. And the domestics having all seen the picture many times, and catching but a momentary imperfect glimpse of the two strangers on the night of their arrival, never had a reason to doubt the fidelity of the portrait; and next day, when they saw the original of the piece habited exactly as he was represented in the painting, with the same periwig, ribbons, and uniform of the Guard, quite naturally addressed the gentleman as my Lord Castlewood, my Lady Viscountess's son.

Esmond's man, honest John Lockwood, had served his master and the family his entire life, and the Colonel knew he could trust John's loyalty as much as his own. John returned with the horses from Rochester early the next morning, and the Colonel let him know that when he went to Kensington, where he was on good terms with the staff and was indeed pursuing Miss Beatrix's maid, he was not to ask any questions or show any surprise, but to confidently say that the young gentleman he would see in a red coat was my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and that his companion in gray was Monsieur Baptiste, the Frenchman. He was to share with his friends in the kitchen any stories he remembered about my Lord Viscount's youth at Castlewood; how he was a wild boy, how he used to drill Jack and punish him before he became a soldier; everything he knew about my Lord Viscount's early days. Jack's appreciation for painting hadn’t developed much during his time in Flanders with his master; and before my young lord's return, he had easily come to believe that the painting brought over from Paris, now hanging in Lady Castlewood's drawing-room, was a perfect likeness of her son, the young lord. Since the household staff had all seen the painting many times, and had only caught brief, unclear glimpses of the two newcomers on the night they arrived, they never had any reason to doubt the accuracy of the portrait; and the next day, when they saw the real person depicted, dressed exactly as he was in the painting—with the same wig, ribbons, and Guard uniform—they naturally addressed him as my Lord Castlewood, the son of my Lady Viscountess.

The secretary of the night previous was now the viscount; the viscount wore the secretary's gray frock; and John Lockwood was instructed to hint to the world below stairs that my lord being a Papist, and very devout in that religion, his attendant might be no other than his chaplain from Bruxelles; hence, if he took his meals in my lord's company there was little reason for surprise. Frank was further cautioned to speak English with a foreign accent, which task he performed indifferently well, and this caution was the more necessary because the Prince himself scarce spoke our language like a native of the island: and John Lockwood laughed with the folks below stairs at the manner in which my lord, after five years abroad, sometimes forgot his own tongue, and spoke it like a Frenchman. “I warrant,” says he, “that, with the English beef and beer, his lordship will soon get back the proper use of his mouth;” and, to do his new lordship justice, he took to beer and beef very kindly.

The secretary from the night before was now the viscount; the viscount was wearing the secretary's gray coat; and John Lockwood was told to let the staff downstairs know that my lord was a Catholic, very devout in that faith, so his companion could only be his chaplain from Bruxelles. Therefore, if he had meals with my lord, there was little reason to be surprised. Frank was also warned to speak English with a foreign accent, which he managed pretty well, and this warning was especially important because the Prince himself hardly spoke our language like a native of the island: John Lockwood laughed with the staff downstairs at how my lord, after spending five years abroad, sometimes forgot his own language and spoke it like a Frenchman. “I bet,” he said, “that with the English beef and beer, his lordship will soon get back the proper use of his mouth;” and, to give his new lordship credit, he took to beer and beef very well.

The Prince drank so much, and was so loud and imprudent in his talk after his drink, that Esmond often trembled for him. His meals were served as much as possible in his own chamber, though frequently he made his appearance in Lady Castlewood's parlor and drawing-room, calling Beatrix “sister,” and her ladyship “mother,” or “madam” before the servants. And, choosing to act entirely up to the part of brother and son, the Prince sometimes saluted Mrs. Beatrix and Lady Castlewood with a freedom which his secretary did not like, and which, for his part, set Colonel Esmond tearing with rage.

The Prince drank a lot and was loud and reckless in his conversation after drinking, which often made Esmond worry for him. His meals were mostly served in his own room, but he frequently showed up in Lady Castlewood's parlor and drawing room, referring to Beatrix as “sister” and to her ladyship as “mother” or “madam” in front of the servants. Acting completely like a brother and son, the Prince sometimes greeted Mrs. Beatrix and Lady Castlewood in a way that his secretary found inappropriate, and it made Colonel Esmond furious.

The guests had not been three days in the house when poor Jack Lockwood came with a rueful countenance to his master, and said: “My Lord—that is the gentleman—has been tampering with Mrs. Lucy (Jack's sweetheart), and given her guineas and a kiss.” I fear that Colonel Esmond's mind was rather relieved than otherwise when he found that the ancillary beauty was the one whom the Prince had selected. His royal tastes were known to lie that way, and continued so in after life. The heir of one of the greatest names, of the greatest kingdoms, and of the greatest misfortunes in Europe, was often content to lay the dignity of his birth and grief at the wooden shoes of a French chambermaid, and to repent afterwards (for he was very devout) in ashes taken from the dust-pan. 'Tis for mortals such as these that nations suffer, that parties struggle, that warriors fight and bleed. A year afterwards gallant heads were falling, and Nithsdale in escape, and Derwentwater on the scaffold; whilst the heedless ingrate, for whom they risked and lost all, was tippling with his seraglio of mistresses in his petite maison of Chaillot.

The guests had only been in the house for three days when poor Jack Lockwood came to his master with a sad expression and said: “My Lord—that gentleman—has been flirting with Mrs. Lucy (Jack's girlfriend), and gave her money and a kiss.” I think Colonel Esmond felt somewhat relieved when he discovered that the enchanting woman was the one the Prince had chosen. His royal preferences were well-known and remained the same throughout his life. The heir to one of the biggest names, one of the greatest kingdoms, and one of the greatest tragedies in Europe often chose to lower himself to the level of a French chambermaid, only to feel remorse afterwards (because he was quite religious) in ashes from the dustpan. It is for people like him that nations suffer, that parties clash, and that warriors fight and die. A year later, brave heads were rolling, and Nithsdale was on the run, while Derwentwater faced the gallows; meanwhile, the ungrateful man for whom they sacrificed everything was drinking with his harem of mistresses in his small house in Chaillot.

Blushing to be forced to bear such an errand, Esmond had to go to the Prince and warn him that the girl whom his Highness was bribing was John Lockwood's sweetheart, an honest resolute man, who had served in six campaigns, and feared nothing, and who knew that the person calling himself Lord Castlewood was not his young master: and the Colonel besought the Prince to consider what the effect of a single man's jealousy might be, and to think of other designs he had in hand, more important than the seduction of a waiting-maid, and the humiliation of a brave man.

Feeling embarrassed to have to carry out such a task, Esmond had to approach the Prince and inform him that the girl his Highness was trying to seduce was John Lockwood's girlfriend, a decent and determined man who had fought in six campaigns, feared nothing, and knew that the man calling himself Lord Castlewood was not his young master. The Colonel urged the Prince to consider what the consequences of one man's jealousy could be and to think about other plans he had in mind that were more important than seducing a maid and humiliating a brave man.

Ten times, perhaps, in the course of as many days, Mr. Esmond had to warn the royal young adventurer of some imprudence or some freedom. He received these remonstrances very testily, save perhaps in this affair of poor Lockwood's, when he deigned to burst out a-laughing, and said, “What! the soubrette has peached to the amoureux, and Crispin is angry, and Crispin has served, and Crispin has been a corporal, has he? Tell him we will reward his valor with a pair of colors, and recompense his fidelity.”

Ten times, maybe, over the span of just as many days, Mr. Esmond had to caution the royal young adventurer about some foolishness or overstepping. He reacted to these warnings quite irritably, except perhaps in the case of poor Lockwood, when he couldn’t help but laugh and said, “What? The actress has spilled the beans to the lover, and Crispin is mad, and Crispin has served, and Crispin has been a corporal, right? Tell him we’ll reward his bravery with a pair of colors and honor his loyalty.”

Colonel Esmond ventured to utter some other words of entreaty, but the Prince, stamping imperiously, cried out, “Assez, milord: je m'ennuye a la preche; I am not come to London to go to the sermon.” And he complained afterwards to Castlewood, that “le petit jaune, le noir Colonel, le Marquis Misanthrope” (by which facetious names his Royal Highness was pleased to designate Colonel Esmond), “fatigued him with his grand airs and virtuous homilies.”

Colonel Esmond tried to say a few more words of pleading, but the Prince, stamping his foot authoritatively, exclaimed, “Enough, my lord: I’m bored with the sermon; I didn’t come to London to hear a lecture.” Later, he complained to Castlewood that “the little yellow one, the black Colonel, the Misanthropic Marquis” (the humorous names his Royal Highness chose for Colonel Esmond) “tired him out with his grand gestures and righteous lectures.”

The Bishop of Rochester, and other gentlemen engaged in the transaction which had brought the Prince over, waited upon his Royal Highness, constantly asking for my Lord Castlewood on their arrival at Kensington, and being openly conducted to his Royal Highness in that character, who received them either in my lady's drawing-room below, or above in his own apartment; and all implored him to quit the house as little as possible, and to wait there till the signal should be given for him to appear. The ladies entertained him at cards, over which amusement he spent many hours in each day and night. He passed many hours more in drinking, during which time he would rattle and talk very agreeably, and especially if the Colonel was absent, whose presence always seemed to frighten him; and the poor “Colonel Noir” took that hint as a command accordingly, and seldom intruded his black face upon the convivial hours of this august young prisoner. Except for those few persons of whom the porter had the list, Lord Castlewood was denied to all friends of the house who waited on his lordship. The wound he had received had broke out again from his journey on horseback, so the world and the domestics were informed. And Doctor A——,* his physician (I shall not mention his name, but he was physician to the Queen, of the Scots nation, and a man remarkable for his benevolence as well as his wit), gave orders that he should be kept perfectly quiet until the wound should heal. With this gentleman, who was one of the most active and influential of our party, and the others before spoken of, the whole secret lay; and it was kept with so much faithfulness, and the story we told so simple and natural, that there was no likelihood of a discovery except from the imprudence of the Prince himself, and an adventurous levity that we had the greatest difficulty to control. As for Lady Castlewood, although she scarce spoke a word, 'twas easy to gather from her demeanor, and one or two hints she dropped, how deep her mortification was at finding the hero whom she had chosen to worship all her life (and whose restoration had formed almost the most sacred part of her prayers), no more than a man, and not a good one. She thought misfortune might have chastened him; but that instructress had rather rendered him callous than humble. His devotion, which was quite real, kept him from no sin he had a mind to. His talk showed good-humor, gayety, even wit enough; but there was a levity in his acts and words that he had brought from among those libertine devotees with whom he had been bred, and that shocked the simplicity and purity of the English lady, whose guest he was. Esmond spoke his mind to Beatrix pretty freely about the Prince, getting her brother to put in a word of warning. Beatrix was entirely of their opinion; she thought he was very light, very light and reckless; she could not even see the good looks Colonel Esmond had spoken of. The Prince had bad teeth, and a decided squint. How could we say he did not squint? His eyes were fine, but there was certainly a cast in them. She rallied him at table with wonderful wit; she spoke of him invariably as of a mere boy; she was more fond of Esmond than ever, praised him to her brother, praised him to the Prince, when his Royal Highness was pleased to sneer at the Colonel, and warmly espoused his cause: “And if your Majesty does not give him the Garter his father had, when the Marquis of Esmond comes to your Majesty's court, I will hang myself in my own garters, or will cry my eyes out.” “Rather than lose those,” says the Prince, “he shall be made Archbishop and Colonel of the Guard” (it was Frank Castlewood who told me of this conversation over their supper).

The Bishop of Rochester and other gentlemen involved in the deal that brought the Prince over paid a visit to his Royal Highness, repeatedly asking for Lord Castlewood upon their arrival at Kensington. They were led to his Royal Highness either in my lady's drawing-room downstairs or in his own room upstairs. They urged him to stay indoors as much as possible and to remain there until it was time for him to make an appearance. The ladies entertained him with card games, where he spent countless hours day and night. He also spent many more hours drinking, during which he would chat amiably, especially when the Colonel wasn’t around, as the Colonel’s presence seemed to intimidate him. Poor “Colonel Noir” took the hint and rarely showed his face during the jovial gatherings of this esteemed young captive. Aside from a few individuals on the porter's list, Lord Castlewood was not allowed to see any friends who came to visit him. The injury he had sustained flared up again from his horseback journey, as the world and the household were informed. Doctor A——,* his physician (I won't mention his name, but he was the Queen’s physician from Scotland, known for his kindness as well as his intelligence), instructed that he should be kept completely at rest until the wound healed. With this gentleman, who was one of the most active and influential members of our group, along with the others previously mentioned, the entire secret was maintained with absolute fidelity, and the narrative we provided was so straightforward and believable that the possibility of discovery seemed unlikely unless the Prince himself acted foolishly, an adventurous lightheartedness we found very challenging to keep in check. As for Lady Castlewood, even though she barely spoke a word, it was clear from her behavior and a few hints she dropped how deeply she felt mortified at realizing that the hero she had worshipped all her life (whose restoration she had fervently prayed for) was just a man, and not a good one. She thought misfortune might have humbled him, but that experience had instead made him indifferent rather than modest. His genuine devotion didn’t stop him from indulging in any sins he desired. His conversation exhibited good humor and cheerfulness, even a bit of wit; however, there was a casualness in his actions and words that he had inherited from the libertine circles he grew up in, which shocked the simplicity and purity of the English lady he was visiting. Esmond shared his thoughts about the Prince with Beatrix quite candidly, getting her brother to interject a word of caution. Beatrix fully agreed with them; she found him very shallow and reckless. She couldn’t even appreciate the good looks Colonel Esmond had mentioned. The Prince had bad teeth and a noticeable squint. How could we say he didn’t squint? His eyes were nice, but there was definitely a flaw in them. She teased him at the table with brilliant wit, always referring to him as merely a boy. She grew even fonder of Esmond, praising him to her brother and to the Prince when his Royal Highness chose to mock the Colonel, passionately supporting Esmond's case: “And if your Majesty doesn’t give him the Garter that his father had, when the Marquis of Esmond comes to your Majesty’s court, I will hang myself in my own garters or will cry my eyes out.” “Rather than lose those,” said the Prince, “he shall be made Archbishop and Colonel of the Guard” (it was Frank Castlewood who told me about this conversation over their supper).

     * There can be very little doubt that the Doctor mentioned
     by my dear father was the famous Dr. Arbuthnot.—R. E. W.
* There’s hardly any doubt that the doctor my dear father talked about was the famous Dr. Arbuthnot.—R. E. W.

“Yes,” cries she, with one of her laughs—I fancy I hear it now. Thirty years afterwards I hear that delightful music. “Yes, he shall be Archbishop of Esmond and Marquis of Canterbury.”

“Yeah,” she says, with one of her laughs—I think I can hear it now. Thirty years later, I still hear that delightful sound. “Yes, he will be Archbishop of Esmond and Marquis of Canterbury.”

“And what will your ladyship be?” says the Prince; “you have but to choose your place.”

“And what will you choose, my lady?” says the Prince; “you only need to pick your spot.”

“I,” says Beatrix, “will be mother of the maids to the Queen of his Majesty King James the Third—Vive le Roy!” and she made him a great curtsy, and drank a part of a glass of wine in his honor.

“I,” says Beatrix, “will be the mother of the maids for the Queen of His Majesty King James the Third—Long live the King!” and she gave him a deep curtsy and took a sip of wine in his honor.

“The Prince seized hold of the glass and drank the last drop of it,” Castlewood said, “and my mother, looking very anxious, rose up and asked leave to retire. But that Trix is my mother's daughter, Harry,” Frank continued, “I don't know what a horrid fear I should have of her. I wish—I wish this business were over. You are older than I am, and wiser, and better, and I owe you everything, and would die for you—before George I would; but I wish the end of this were come.”

“The Prince grabbed the glass and drank the last drop,” Castlewood said, “and my mother, looking really worried, got up and asked to be excused. But that Trix is my mother's daughter, Harry,” Frank continued, “I don't know why I feel such a terrible fear of her. I wish—I wish this whole situation was over. You're older than me, and wiser, and better, and I owe you everything, and I would die for you—before George I would; but I just wish this would come to an end.”

Neither of us very likely passed a tranquil night; horrible doubts and torments racked Esmond's soul: 'twas a scheme of personal ambition, a daring stroke for a selfish end—he knew it. What cared he, in his heart, who was King? Were not his very sympathies and secret convictions on the other side—on the side of People, Parliament, Freedom? And here was he, engaged for a Prince that had scarce heard the word liberty; that priests and women, tyrants by nature, both made a tool of. The misanthrope was in no better humor after hearing that story, and his grim face more black and yellow than ever.

Neither of us probably had a peaceful night; horrible doubts and torment plagued Esmond's mind: it was a personal ambition, a bold move for a selfish goal—he knew that. Deep down, did he really care who was King? Weren't his true sympathies and beliefs on the opposite side—on the side of the People, Parliament, Freedom? And here he was, working for a Prince who barely understood the word liberty; a Prince manipulated by both priests and women, who were tyrants by nature. The misanthrope was in no better mood after hearing that story, and his grim expression was darker and more sickly than ever.





CHAPTER X.

WE ENTERTAIN A VERY DISTINGUISHED GUEST AT KENSINGTON.

Should any clue be found to the dark intrigues at the latter end of Queen Anne's time, or any historian be inclined to follow it, 'twill be discovered, I have little doubt, that not one of the great personages about the Queen had a defined scheme of policy, independent of that private and selfish interest which each was bent on pursuing: St. John was for St. John, and Harley for Oxford, and Marlborough for John Churchill, always; and according as they could get help from St. Germains or Hanover, they sent over proffers of allegiance to the Princes there, or betrayed one to the other: one cause, or one sovereign, was as good as another to them, so that they could hold the best place under him; and like Lockit and Peachem, the Newgate chiefs in the “Rogues' Opera,” Mr. Gay wrote afterwards, had each in his hand documents and proofs of treason which would hang the other, only he did not dare to use the weapon, for fear of that one which his neighbor also carried in his pocket. Think of the great Marlborough, the greatest subject in all the world, a conqueror of princes, that had marched victorious over Germany, Flanders, and France, that had given the law to sovereigns abroad, and been worshipped as a divinity at home, forced to sneak out of England—his credit, honors, places, all taken from him; his friends in the army broke and ruined; and flying before Harley, as abject and powerless as a poor debtor before a bailiff with a writ. A paper, of which Harley got possession, and showing beyond doubt that the Duke was engaged with the Stuart family, was the weapon with which the Treasurer drove Marlborough out of the kingdom. He fled to Antwerp, and began intriguing instantly on the other side, and came back to England, as all know, a Whig and a Hanoverian.

If any clue about the dark plots at the end of Queen Anne's reign is uncovered, or if any historian decides to investigate it, I'm pretty sure it will be clear that none of the major figures around the Queen had a clear policy plan separate from their own personal interests. St. John looked out for himself, Harley for Oxford, and Marlborough for John Churchill, always. Depending on whether they could get support from St. Germains or Hanover, they would send offers of loyalty to the Princes there or betray one another. Any cause or sovereign worked for them as long as they could secure the best position under him. Like Lockit and Peachem, the Newgate heads in the “Rogues' Opera,” Mr. Gay later wrote, each had documents and evidence of treason that could hang the other, but neither dared to use that leverage for fear of the same weapon being used against them. Think about the great Marlborough, the most prominent subject in the world, a conqueror of princes who had triumphed in Germany, Flanders, and France, who had set the rules for foreign rulers and was revered at home, reduced to sneaking out of England—his reputation, honors, and positions stripped away; his army friends shattered and ruined; fleeing from Harley like a desperate debtor running from a bailiff with a writ. A document that Harley obtained, proving beyond doubt that the Duke was involved with the Stuart family, was the tool that the Treasurer used to drive Marlborough out of the country. He fled to Antwerp and immediately began scheming on the other side, returning to England, as everyone knows, as a Whig and a Hanoverian.

Though the Treasurer turned out of the army and office every man, military or civil, known to be the Duke's friend, and gave the vacant posts among the Tory party; he, too, was playing the double game between Hanover and St. Germains, awaiting the expected catastrophe of the Queen's death to be Master of the State, and offer it to either family that should bribe him best, or that the nation should declare for. Whichever the King was, Harley's object was to reign over him; and to this end he supplanted the former famous favorite, decried the actions of the war which had made Marlborough's name illustrious, and disdained no more than the great fallen competitor of his, the meanest arts, flatteries, intimidations, that would secure his power. If the greatest satirist the world ever hath seen had writ against Harley, and not for him, what a history had he left behind of the last years of Queen Anne's reign! But Swift, that scorned all mankind, and himself not the least of all, had this merit of a faithful partisan, that he loved those chiefs who treated him well, and stuck by Harley bravely in his fall, as he gallantly had supported him in his better fortune.

Though the Treasurer kicked out of the army and office every person, military or civil, known to be the Duke's friend, and filled the vacant positions with members of the Tory party; he was also playing a double game between Hanover and St. Germains, waiting for the expected disaster of the Queen's death to take control of the State and offer it to whichever family would bribe him the most or that the nation would support. No matter who the King was, Harley's goal was to rule over him; and to achieve this, he replaced the previous famous favorite, criticized the military actions that had made Marlborough's name famous, and didn't hesitate to use the most underhanded tactics, flattery, and intimidation to secure his power. If the greatest satirist the world has ever seen had written against Harley instead of for him, what a history he would have left of the final years of Queen Anne's reign! But Swift, who scorned all of humanity and himself more than anyone, had this merit of being a loyal supporter: he loved the leaders who treated him well, and stood by Harley bravely during his downfall, just as he had gallantly supported him in better times.

Incomparably more brilliant, more splendid, eloquent, accomplished than his rival, the great St. John could be as selfish as Oxford was, and could act the double part as skilfully as ambidextrous Churchill. He whose talk was always of liberty, no more shrunk from using persecution and the pillory against his opponents than if he had been at Lisbon and Grand Inquisitor. This lofty patriot was on his knees at Hanover and St. Germains too; notoriously of no religion, he toasted Church and Queen as boldly as the stupid Sacheverel, whom he used and laughed at; and to serve his turn, and to overthrow his enemy, he could intrigue, coax, bully, wheedle, fawn on the Court favorite and creep up the back-stair as silently as Oxford, who supplanted Marlborough, and whom he himself supplanted. The crash of my Lord Oxford happened at this very time whereat my history is now arrived. He was come to the very last days of his power, and the agent whom he employed to overthrow the conqueror of Blenheim, was now engaged to upset the conqueror's conqueror, and hand over the staff of government to Bolingbroke, who had been panting to hold it.

Incomparably more brilliant, more impressive, eloquent, and accomplished than his rival, the great St. John could be just as selfish as Oxford and could play both sides as skillfully as the ambidextrous Churchill. He, whose conversations always revolved around freedom, didn't hesitate to use persecution and public humiliation against his opponents any more than if he were in Lisbon as the Grand Inquisitor. This lofty patriot was on his knees at Hanover and St. Germains too; notoriously lacking in religion, he toasted the Church and Queen just as boldly as the foolish Sacheverel, whom he mocked and manipulated; and to achieve his goals and take down his enemy, he could scheme, coax, intimidate, flatter, and sneak around the Court favorite as quietly as Oxford, who had replaced Marlborough, and whom he ultimately replaced as well. The downfall of my Lord Oxford was happening at this very moment as my history has reached. He had come to the very end of his power, and the agent he used to overthrow the conqueror of Blenheim was now tasked with bringing down the conqueror's conqueror and handing the reins of government to Bolingbroke, who had been eager to take control.

In expectation of the stroke that was now preparing, the Irish regiments in the French service were all brought round about Boulogne in Picardy, to pass over if need were with the Duke of Berwick; the soldiers of France no longer, but subjects of James the Third of England and Ireland King. The fidelity of the great mass of the Scots (though a most active, resolute, and gallant Whig party, admirably and energetically ordered and disciplined, was known to be in Scotland too) was notoriously unshaken in their King. A very great body of Tory clergy, nobility, and gentry, were public partisans of the exiled Prince; and the indifferents might be counted on to cry King George or King James, according as either should prevail. The Queen, especially in her latter days, inclined towards her own family. The Prince was lying actually in London, within a stone's cast of his sister's palace; the first Minister toppling to his fall, and so tottering that the weakest push of a woman's finger would send him down; and as for Bolingbroke, his successor, we know on whose side his power and his splendid eloquence would be on the day when the Queen should appear openly before her Council and say:—“This, my lords, is my brother; here is my father's heir, and mine after me.”

In anticipation of the upcoming conflict, the Irish regiments serving in the French army were gathered around Boulogne in Picardy, ready to join the Duke of Berwick if necessary. They were no longer just soldiers of France but subjects of James III, King of England and Ireland. The loyalty of the vast majority of Scots was famously unwavering toward their King, despite the presence of a very active, determined, and courageous Whig party in Scotland that was well-organized and disciplined. A significant number of Tory clergy, nobility, and gentry openly supported the exiled Prince, while those indifferent could easily switch their allegiance between King George or King James depending on who was winning. The Queen, especially in her later years, leaned toward her own family. The Prince was actually in London, just a stone's throw away from his sister’s palace; the current Prime Minister was on the verge of downfall, so weak that even a light push from a woman's finger could topple him. As for Bolingbroke, his successor, we know he would align with the side of power and his powerful rhetoric when the Queen would stand before her Council and declare: “This, my lords, is my brother; here is my father's heir, and mine after me.”

During the whole of the previous year the Queen had had many and repeated fits of sickness, fever, and lethargy, and her death had been constantly looked for by all her attendants. The Elector of Hanover had wished to send his son, the Duke of Cambridge—to pay his court to his cousin the Queen, the Elector said;—in truth, to be on the spot when death should close her career. Frightened perhaps to have such a memento mori under her royal eyes, her Majesty had angrily forbidden the young Prince's coming into England. Either she desired to keep the chances for her brother open yet; or the people about her did not wish to close with the Whig candidate till they could make terms with him. The quarrels of her Ministers before her face at the Council board, the pricks of conscience very likely, the importunities of her Ministers, and constant turmoil and agitation round about her, had weakened and irritated the Princess extremely; her strength was giving way under these continual trials of her temper, and from day to day it was expected she must come to a speedy end of them. Just before Viscount Castlewood and his companion came from France, her Majesty was taken ill. The St. Anthony's fire broke out on the royal legs; there was no hurry for the presentation of the young lord at Court, or that person who should appear under his name; and my Lord Viscount's wound breaking out opportunely, he was kept conveniently in his chamber until such time as his physician would allow him to bend his knee before the Queen. At the commencement of July, that influential lady, with whom it has been mentioned that our party had relations, came frequently to visit her young friend, the Maid of Honor, at Kensington, and my Lord Viscount (the real or supposititious), who was an invalid at Lady Castlewood's house.

Throughout the entire previous year, the Queen had experienced numerous bouts of illness, fever, and fatigue, and her attendants constantly expected her death. The Elector of Hanover wanted to send his son, the Duke of Cambridge, to pay his respects to his cousin, the Queen, though in reality, it was to be present when her life came to an end. Possibly afraid of having such a grim reminder before her, Her Majesty had angrily prohibited the young Prince from coming to England. She might have wanted to keep her options open for her brother, or those around her didn’t want to settle with the Whig candidate until they could negotiate terms. The squabbles of her Ministers in her presence at the Council table, the likely pangs of conscience, the relentless pressure from her Ministers, and the constant upheaval surrounding her had severely weakened and irritated the Princess; her strength was dwindling under the ongoing stress, and it was anticipated daily that she would soon come to an end. Just before Viscount Castlewood and his companion arrived from France, Her Majesty fell ill. A painful rash appeared on her royal legs; there was no rush for the introduction of the young lord at Court, nor for anyone pretending to be him; and the timely emergence of my Lord Viscount's wound meant he conveniently stayed in his room until his doctor permitted him to kneel before the Queen. At the beginning of July, the influential lady mentioned previously, with whom our party had connections, frequently visited her young friend, the Maid of Honor, at Kensington, as well as my Lord Viscount (the genuine or the fake), who was unwell at Lady Castlewood's house.

On the 27th day of July, the lady in question, who held the most intimate post about the Queen, came in her chair from the Palace hard by, bringing to the little party in Kensington Square intelligence of the very highest importance. The final blow had been struck, and my Lord of Oxford and Mortimer was no longer Treasurer. The staff was as yet given to no successor, though my Lord Bolingbroke would undoubtedly be the man. And now the time was come, the Queen's Abigail said: and now my Lord Castlewood ought to be presented to the Sovereign.

On July 27th, the lady in question, who held the closest position to the Queen, arrived in her carriage from the nearby Palace, bringing news of great importance to the small gathering in Kensington Square. The final decision had been made, and Lord Oxford and Mortimer was no longer Treasurer. The position had not yet been passed to a successor, although Lord Bolingbroke was clearly the likely candidate. And now it was time, the Queen's Abigail said: now Lord Castlewood should be introduced to the Sovereign.

After that scene which Lord Castlewood witnessed and described to his cousin, who passed such a miserable night of mortification and jealousy as he thought over the transaction, no doubt the three persons who were set by nature as protectors over Beatrix came to the same conclusion, that she must be removed from the presence of a man whose desires towards her were expressed only too clearly; and who was no more scrupulous in seeking to gratify them than his father had been before him. I suppose Esmond's mistress, her son, and the Colonel himself, had been all secretly debating this matter in their minds, for when Frank broke out, in his blunt way, with:—“I think Beatrix had best be anywhere but here,”—Lady Castlewood said:—“I thank you, Frank, I have thought so, too;” and Mr. Esmond, though he only remarked that it was not for him to speak, showed plainly, by the delight on his countenance, how very agreeable that proposal was to him.

After that scene Lord Castlewood saw and told his cousin about, who spent a miserable night filled with embarrassment and jealousy thinking about it, it was clear that the three people appointed by nature to protect Beatrix came to the same conclusion: she needed to be kept away from a man whose feelings for her were all too obvious; and who was just as reckless in trying to fulfill those desires as his father had been before him. I guess Esmond’s mistress, her son, and the Colonel had all been secretly pondering this issue, because when Frank bluntly said, “I think Beatrix would be better off anywhere but here,” Lady Castlewood replied, “Thank you, Frank, I’ve thought the same;” and Mr. Esmond, although he just mentioned that it wasn’t his place to say anything, clearly showed by the look on his face how much he liked that idea.

“One sees that you think with us, Henry,” says the viscountess, with ever so little of sarcasm in her tone: “Beatrix is best out of this house whilst we have our guest in it, and as soon as this morning's business is done, she ought to quit London.”

“One can tell you’re on our side, Henry,” the viscountess says, with just a hint of sarcasm in her voice. “Beatrix should stay away from this house while we have our guest here, and as soon as we wrap up this morning's business, she needs to leave London.”

“What morning's business?” asked Colonel Esmond, not knowing what had been arranged, though in fact the stroke next in importance to that of bringing the Prince, and of having him acknowledged by the Queen, was now being performed at the very moment we three were conversing together.

“What’s going on this morning?” asked Colonel Esmond, unaware of what had been planned, although in reality, the next most important move after bringing the Prince and having him recognized by the Queen was happening at that very moment while the three of us were talking.

The Court-lady with whom our plan was concerted, and who was a chief agent in it, the Court physician, and the Bishop of Rochester, who were the other two most active participators in our plan, had held many councils in our house at Kensington and elsewhere, as to the means best to be adopted for presenting our young adventurer to his sister the Queen. The simple and easy plan proposed by Colonel Esmond had been agreed to by all parties, which was that on some rather private day, when there were not many persons about the Court, the Prince should appear there as my Lord Castlewood, should be greeted by his sister in waiting, and led by that other lady into the closet of the Queen. And according to her Majesty's health or humor, and the circumstances that might arise during the interview, it was to be left to the discretion of those present at it, and to the Prince himself, whether he should declare that it was the Queen's own brother, or the brother of Beatrix Esmond, who kissed her Royal hand. And this plan being determined on, we were all waiting in very much anxiety for the day and signal of execution.

The court lady who helped us plan this, along with the court physician and the Bishop of Rochester—who were the other two key people involved—had many meetings at our place in Kensington and elsewhere to figure out the best way to introduce our young adventurer to his sister, the Queen. Everyone agreed on the simple and straightforward plan proposed by Colonel Esmond: on a relatively private day when there weren't many people around the court, the Prince would show up as Lord Castlewood, be greeted by his sister, and then taken by another lady into the Queen's private chamber. Depending on Her Majesty's health, mood, and what might happen during the meeting, it would be up to those present, and the Prince himself, to decide whether he would reveal that he was the Queen's own brother or Beatrix Esmond's brother when he kissed her royal hand. With this plan in place, we were all anxiously waiting for the day and the signal to carry it out.

Two mornings after that supper, it being the 27th day of July, the Bishop of Rochester breakfasting with Lady Castlewood and her family, and the meal scarce over, Doctor A.'s coach drove up to our house at Kensington, and the Doctor appeared amongst the party there, enlivening a rather gloomy company; for the mother and daughter had had words in the morning in respect to the transactions of that supper, and other adventures perhaps, and on the day succeeding. Beatrix's haughty spirit brooked remonstrances from no superior, much less from her mother, the gentlest of creatures, whom the girl commanded rather than obeyed. And feeling she was wrong, and that by a thousand coquetries (which she could no more help exercising on every man that came near her, than the sun can help shining on great and small) she had provoked the Prince's dangerous admiration, and allured him to the expression of it, she was only the more wilful and imperious the more she felt her error.

Two mornings after that dinner, on July 27th, the Bishop of Rochester was having breakfast with Lady Castlewood and her family. Just as the meal was wrapping up, Doctor A.'s coach arrived at our house in Kensington, and the Doctor joined the group, lifting the mood of what had been a rather gloomy gathering. The mother and daughter had clashed earlier that morning regarding the events of that dinner and perhaps other incidents from the days before. Beatrix's haughty nature didn’t allow her to accept criticism from anyone, especially not from her mother, who was the gentlest of souls and whom Beatrix commanded rather than obeyed. Aware of her faults, and knowing that her flirtations (which she couldn’t help but display toward every man who came close, just as the sun can’t help but shine on everyone) had stirred the Prince’s dangerous infatuation and led him to reveal it, she became even more willful and domineering the more she recognized her mistake.

To this party, the Prince being served with chocolate in his bedchamber, where he lay late, sleeping away the fumes of his wine, the Doctor came, and by the urgent and startling nature of his news, dissipated instantly that private and minor unpleasantry under which the family of Castlewood was laboring.

To this party, the Prince was served chocolate in his bedroom, where he lay late, sleeping off the effects of his wine. The Doctor arrived and, with the urgency and shock of his news, quickly cleared away the little tension that the Castlewood family was experiencing.

He asked for the guest; the guest was above in his own apartment: he bade Monsieur Baptiste go up to his master instantly, and requested that MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD would straightway put his uniform on, and come away in the Doctor's coach now at the door.

He asked for the guest; the guest was up in his own apartment: he told Monsieur Baptiste to go up to his master immediately, and requested that MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD put on his uniform right away and come with him in the Doctor's coach, which was waiting at the door.

He then informed Madam Beatrix what her part of the comedy was to be:—“In half an hour,” says he, “her Majesty and her favorite lady will take the air in the Cedar-walk behind the new Banqueting-house. Her Majesty will be drawn in a garden-chair, Madam Beatrix Esmond and HER BROTHER, MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD, will be walking in the private garden, (here is Lady Masham's key,) and will come unawares upon the Royal party. The man that draws the chair will retire, and leave the Queen, the favorite, and the maid of honor and her brother together; Mistress Beatrix will present her brother, and then!—and then, my Lord Bishop will pray for the result of the interview, and his Scots clerk will say Amen! Quick, put on your hood, Madam Beatrix; why doth not his Majesty come down? Such another chance may not present itself for months again.”

He then told Madam Beatrix what her role in the play would be: “In half an hour,” he said, “the Queen and her favorite lady will take a stroll in the Cedar-walk behind the new Banqueting-house. The Queen will be in a garden chair, and Madam Beatrix Esmond and HER BROTHER, MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD, will be walking in the private garden (here is Lady Masham's key) and will unexpectedly come upon the Royal party. The man pulling the chair will step away, leaving the Queen, the favorite, and the maid of honor and her brother together; Mistress Beatrix will introduce her brother, and then!—and then, my Lord Bishop will pray for the outcome of the meeting, and his Scots clerk will say Amen! Hurry, put on your hood, Madam Beatrix; why hasn’t the King come down? Such a chance might not happen again for months.”

The Prince was late and lazy, and indeed had all but lost that chance through his indolence. The Queen was actually about to leave the garden just when the party reached it; the Doctor, the Bishop, the maid of honor and her brother went off together in the physician's coach, and had been gone half an hour when Colonel Esmond came to Kensington Square.

The Prince was late and lazy, and he had almost missed his chance because of his sloth. The Queen was just about to leave the garden when the party arrived; the Doctor, the Bishop, the maid of honor, and her brother left together in the physician's carriage, and they had been gone for half an hour when Colonel Esmond arrived at Kensington Square.

The news of this errand, on which Beatrix was gone, of course for a moment put all thoughts of private jealousy out of Colonel Esmond's head. In half an hour more the coach returned; the Bishop descended from it first, and gave his arm to Beatrix, who now came out. His lordship went back into the carriage again, and the maid of honor entered the house alone. We were all gazing at her from the upper window, trying to read from her countenance the result of the interview from which she had just come.

The news about Beatrix's errand immediately cleared Colonel Esmond's mind of any private jealousy. Half an hour later, the coach returned; the Bishop got out first and offered his arm to Beatrix as she stepped out. His lordship went back into the carriage, and the maid of honor walked into the house by herself. We were all watching her from the upper window, attempting to figure out the outcome of her recent meeting from her expression.

She came into the drawing-room in a great tremor and very pale; she asked for a glass of water as her mother went to meet her, and after drinking that and putting off her hood, she began to speak—“We may all hope for the best,” says she; “it has cost the Queen a fit. Her Majesty was in her chair in the Cedar-walk, accompanied only by Lady ——, when we entered by the private wicket from the west side of the garden, and turned towards her, the Doctor following us. They waited in a side walk hidden by the shrubs, as we advanced towards the chair. My heart throbbed so I scarce could speak; but my Prince whispered, 'Courage, Beatrix,' and marched on with a steady step. His face was a little flushed, but he was not afraid of the danger. He who fought so bravely at Malplaquet fears nothing.” Esmond and Castlewood looked at each other at this compliment, neither liking the sound of it.

She entered the living room shaking and very pale; she asked for a glass of water as her mother went to greet her, and after drinking that and taking off her hood, she started to speak—“We can all hope for the best,” she said; “it’s made the Queen quite ill. Her Majesty was in her chair in the Cedar-walk, accompanied only by Lady ——, when we came in through the private gate on the west side of the garden and turned towards her, the Doctor following us. They waited in a side path hidden by the shrubs as we walked towards the chair. My heart was racing so much that I could barely speak; but my Prince whispered, 'Courage, Beatrix,' and walked on steadily. His face was a bit flushed, but he wasn’t afraid of the danger. He who fought so bravely at Malplaquet fears nothing.” Esmond and Castlewood exchanged glances at this compliment, neither liking the sound of it.

“The Prince uncovered,” Beatrix continued, “and I saw the Queen turning round to Lady Masham, as if asking who these two were. Her Majesty looked very pale and ill, and then flushed up; the favorite made us a signal to advance, and I went up, leading my Prince by the hand, quite close to the chair: 'Your Majesty will give my Lord Viscount your hand to kiss,' says her lady, and the Queen put out her hand, which the Prince kissed, kneeling on his knee, he who should kneel to no mortal man or woman.

“The Prince revealed himself,” Beatrix continued, “and I saw the Queen turning to Lady Masham, as if asking who these two were. Her Majesty looked really pale and sick, then suddenly flushed; the favorite signaled us to come forward, and I stepped up, leading my Prince by the hand, right next to the chair: ‘Your Majesty will let my Lord Viscount kiss your hand,’ her lady said, and the Queen extended her hand, which the Prince kissed, kneeling down even though he should kneel to no mortal man or woman.

“'You have been long from England, my lord,' says the Queen: 'why were you not here to give a home to your mother and sister?'

“'You’ve been away from England for a while, my lord,' says the Queen. 'Why weren't you here to provide a home for your mother and sister?'”

“'I am come, Madam, to stay now, if the Queen desires me,' says the Prince, with another low bow.

“'I’ve arrived, Ma’am, to stay now, if the Queen wants me,' says the Prince, with another low bow.”

“'You have taken a foreign wife, my lord, and a foreign religion; was not that of England good enough for you?'

"'You’ve married a foreign woman, my lord, and adopted a foreign religion; wasn’t the one from England good enough for you?'"

“'In returning to my father's church,' says the Prince, 'I do not love my mother the less, nor am I the less faithful servant of your majesty.'

“'In going back to my father's church,' says the Prince, 'I don't love my mother any less, nor am I any less a loyal servant of your majesty.'”

“Here,” says Beatrix, “the favorite gave me a little signal with her hand to fall back, which I did, though I died to hear what should pass; and whispered something to the Queen, which made her Majesty start and utter one or two words in a hurried manner, looking towards the Prince, and catching hold with her hand of the arm of her chair. He advanced still nearer towards it; he began to speak very rapidly; I caught the words, 'Father, blessing, forgiveness,'—and then presently the Prince fell on his knees; took from his breast a paper he had there, handed it to the Queen, who, as soon as she saw it, flung up both her arms with a scream, and took away that hand nearest the Prince, and which he endeavored to kiss. He went on speaking with great animation of gesture, now clasping his hands together on his heart, now opening them as though to say: 'I am here, your brother, in your power.' Lady Masham ran round on the other side of the chair, kneeling too, and speaking with great energy. She clasped the Queen's hand on her side, and picked up the paper her Majesty had let fall. The Prince rose and made a further speech as though he would go; the favorite on the other hand urging her mistress, and then, running back to the Prince, brought him back once more close to the chair. Again he knelt down and took the Queen's hand, which she did not withdraw, kissing it a hundred times; my lady all the time, with sobs and supplications, speaking over the chair. This while the Queen sat with a stupefied look, crumpling the paper with one hand, as my Prince embraced the other; then of a sudden she uttered several piercing shrieks, and burst into a great fit of hysteric tears and laughter. 'Enough, enough, sir, for this time,' I heard Lady Masham say: and the chairman, who had withdrawn round the Banqueting-room, came back, alarmed by the cries. 'Quick,' says Lady Masham, 'get some help,' and I ran towards the Doctor, who, with the Bishop of Rochester, came up instantly. Lady Masham whispered the Prince he might hope for the very best; and to be ready to-morrow; and he hath gone away to the Bishop of Rochester's house, to meet several of his friends there. And so the great stroke is struck,” says Beatrix, going down on her knees, and clasping her hands. “God save the King: God save the King!”

“Here,” says Beatrix, “the favorite gave me a little signal with her hand to step back, which I did, even though I was dying to hear what was happening; and whispered something to the Queen, making her Majesty jump and utter one or two hurried words while looking at the Prince and grasping the arm of her chair. He moved even closer; he started speaking very fast; I caught the words, 'Father, blessing, forgiveness,'—and then the Prince suddenly fell on his knees; took a paper from his chest and handed it to the Queen, who, as soon as she saw it, threw her arms up with a scream and pulled away the hand nearest to the Prince, which he tried to kiss. He continued speaking with great animated gestures, sometimes clasping his hands over his heart, then opening them as if to say: 'I am here, your brother, at your mercy.' Lady Masham quickly ran around to the other side of the chair, kneeling down and speaking with great energy. She held the Queen's hand on her side and picked up the paper that had fallen. The Prince stood up and gave another speech as if he might leave; but the favorite urged her mistress on, and then, running back to the Prince, brought him close to the chair again. He knelt down and took the Queen's hand, which she didn’t pull away, kissing it a hundred times; my lady, all the while, sobbing and pleading, spoke over the chair. Meanwhile, the Queen sat there with a stunned look, crumpling the paper with one hand while my Prince held the other; then suddenly she let out several piercing cries and burst into a fit of hysterical tears and laughter. 'Enough, enough, sir, for now,' I heard Lady Masham say; and the chairman, who had stepped out of the Banqueting-room, came back, alarmed by the screams. 'Quick,' says Lady Masham, 'get some help,' and I ran toward the Doctor, who, along with the Bishop of Rochester, arrived instantly. Lady Masham whispered to the Prince that he could hope for the very best; and to be ready for tomorrow; and he has gone to the Bishop of Rochester's house to meet several of his friends there. And so the great blow is struck,” says Beatrix, going down on her knees and clasping her hands. “God save the King: God save the King!”

Beatrix's tale told, and the young lady herself calmed somewhat of her agitation, we asked with regard to the Prince, who was absent with Bishop Atterbury, and were informed that 'twas likely he might remain abroad the whole day. Beatrix's three kinsfolk looked at one another at this intelligence: 'twas clear the same thought was passing through the minds of all.

Beatrix's story shared, and the young woman herself settled a bit from her earlier agitation, we inquired about the Prince, who was away with Bishop Atterbury, and were told that he might be gone all day. Beatrix's three relatives exchanged glances at this news: it was obvious that they were all thinking the same thing.

But who should begin to break the news? Monsieur Baptiste, that is Frank Castlewood, turned very red, and looked towards Esmond; the Colonel bit his lips, and fairly beat a retreat into the window: it was Lady Castlewood that opened upon Beatrix with the news which we knew would do anything but please her.

But who should start to share the news? Monsieur Baptiste, also known as Frank Castlewood, turned bright red and glanced at Esmond; the Colonel bit his lips and practically backed away to the window. It was Lady Castlewood who approached Beatrix with the news we knew wouldn’t make her happy.

“We are glad,” says she, taking her daughter's hand, and speaking in a gentle voice, “that the guest is away.”

“We’re glad,” she says, taking her daughter’s hand and speaking in a gentle voice, “that the guest is gone.”

Beatrix drew back in an instant, looking round her at us three, and as if divining a danger. “Why glad?” says she, her breast beginning to heave; “are you so soon tired of him?”

Beatrix recoiled quickly, glancing around at the three of us, as if sensing a threat. “Why are you glad?” she asked, her breath starting to quicken. “Are you already tired of him?”

“We think one of us is devilishly too fond of him,” cries out Frank Castlewood.

“We think one of us is way too fond of him,” cries out Frank Castlewood.

“And which is it—you, my lord, or is it mamma, who is jealous because he drinks my health? or is it the head of the family” (here she turned with an imperious look towards Colonel Esmond), “who has taken of late to preach the King sermons?”

“And which is it—you, my lord, or is it mom, who is jealous because he drinks to my health? Or is it the head of the family” (here she turned with a commanding look towards Colonel Esmond), “who has recently taken to preaching sermons about the King?”

“We do not say you are too free with his Majesty.”

“We're not saying you're too relaxed around his Majesty.”

“I thank you, madam,” says Beatrix, with a toss of the head and a curtsey.

“I thank you, ma'am,” says Beatrix, with a toss of her head and a curtsy.

But her mother continued, with very great calmness and dignity—“At least we have not said so, though we might, were it possible for a mother to say such words to her own daughter, your father's daughter.”

But her mother continued, with great calmness and dignity—“At least we haven't said that, although we could, if it were possible for a mother to say such things to her own daughter, your father's daughter.”

“Eh? mon pere,” breaks out Beatrix, “was no better than other persons' fathers.” And again she looked towards the Colonel.

“Eh? My father,” Beatrix says, “was no better than anyone else's dad.” And again she glanced at the Colonel.

We all felt a shock as she uttered those two or three French words; her manner was exactly imitated from that of our foreign guest.

We all felt a jolt when she said those two or three French words; her manner was a perfect copy of our foreign guest's.

“You had not learned to speak French a month ago, Beatrix,” says her mother, sadly, “nor to speak ill of your father.”

“You didn't know how to speak French a month ago, Beatrix,” her mother says sadly, “nor did you speak poorly of your father.”

Beatrix, no doubt, saw that slip she had made in her flurry, for she blushed crimson: “I have learnt to honor the King,” says she, drawing up, “and 'twere as well that others suspected neither his Majesty nor me.”

Beatrix, clearly, realized the mistake she made in her excitement, as she turned bright red: “I have learned to respect the King,” she said, straightening up, “and it’s best that no one suspects either his Majesty or me.”

“If you respected your mother a little more,” Frank said, “Trix, you would do yourself no hurt.”

“If you showed your mom a bit more respect,” Frank said, “Trix, you wouldn't be hurting yourself.”

“I am no child,” says she, turning round on him; “we have lived very well these five years without the benefit of your advice or example, and I intend to take neither now. Why does not the head of the house speak?” she went on; “he rules everything here. When his chaplain has done singing the psalms, will his lordship deliver the sermon? I am tired of the psalms.” The Prince had used almost the very same words in regard to Colonel Esmond that the imprudent girl repeated in her wrath.

“I’m not a child,” she said, turning to him. “We've been doing just fine for the past five years without your advice or example, and I don’t plan to start now. Why isn’t the head of the house speaking?” she continued. “He runs everything here. When his chaplain finishes singing the psalms, will he give the sermon? I’m tired of the psalms.” The Prince had used almost the exact same words about Colonel Esmond that the impulsive girl echoed in her anger.

“You show yourself a very apt scholar, madam,” says the Colonel; and, turning to his mistress, “Did your guest use these words in your ladyship's hearing, or was it to Beatrix in private that he was pleased to impart his opinion regarding my tiresome sermon?”

“You're quite the clever scholar, ma'am,” says the Colonel; and, turning to his mistress, “Did your guest say this in front of you, or was it to Beatrix alone that he decided to share his thoughts on my boring sermon?”

“Have you seen him alone?” cries my lord, starting up with an oath: “by God, have you seen him alone?”

“Have you seen him by himself?” my lord shouts, jumping up with a curse: “I swear to God, have you seen him by himself?”

“Were he here, you wouldn't dare so to insult me; no, you would not dare!” cries Frank's sister. “Keep your oaths, my lord, for your wife; we are not used here to such language. Till you came, there used to be kindness between me and mamma, and I cared for her when you never did, when you were away for years with your horses and your mistress, and your Popish wife.”

“If he were here, you wouldn't have the guts to insult me like that; no, you wouldn’t!” Frank's sister shouts. “Stay true to your vows, my lord, for your wife; we don’t talk like that here. Before you showed up, my mother and I were close, and I took care of her when you didn’t, when you were off for years with your horses, your mistress, and your Catholic wife.”

“By —-,” says my lord, rapping out another oath, “Clotilda is an angel; how dare you say a word against Clotilda?”

“By —-,” my lord says, cursing again, “Clotilda is an angel; how dare you say anything bad about Clotilda?”

Colonel Esmond could not refrain from a smile, to see how easy Frank's attack was drawn off by that feint:—“I fancy Clotilda is not the subject in hand,” says Mr. Esmond, rather scornfully; “her ladyship is at Paris, a hundred leagues off, preparing baby-linen. It is about my Lord Castlewood's sister, and not his wife, the question is.”

Colonel Esmond couldn’t help but smile at how easily Frank was thrown off by that distraction: “I don’t think Clotilda is what we’re talking about,” Mr. Esmond said, a bit scornfully. “She’s in Paris, a hundred leagues away, getting baby clothes ready. The question is about my Lord Castlewood's sister, not his wife.”

“He is not my Lord Castlewood,” says Beatrix, “and he knows he is not; he is Colonel Francis Esmond's son, and no more, and he wears a false title; and he lives on another man's land, and he knows it.” Here was another desperate sally of the poor beleaguered garrison, and an alerte in another quarter. “Again, I beg your pardon,” says Esmond. “If there are no proofs of my claim, I have no claim. If my father acknowledged no heir, yours was his lawful successor, and my Lord Castlewood hath as good a right to his rank and small estate as any man in England. But that again is not the question, as you know very well; let us bring our talk back to it, as you will have me meddle in it. And I will give you frankly my opinion, that a house where a Prince lies all day, who respects no woman, is no house for a young unmarried lady; that you were better in the country than here; that he is here on a great end, from which no folly should divert him; and that having nobly done your part of this morning, Beatrix, you should retire off the scene awhile, and leave it to the other actors of the play.”

“He's not my Lord Castlewood,” Beatrix says, “and he knows he isn’t; he’s just Colonel Francis Esmond's son, nothing more, and he’s using a fake title; he lives on someone else's land, and he knows it.” This was yet another desperate outburst from the poor beleaguered group, and a signal in another direction. “Once again, I apologize,” Esmond replies. “If there’s no proof of my claim, then I have none. If my father didn’t acknowledge an heir, yours was his rightful successor, and my Lord Castlewood has just as much right to his title and small estate as any other man in England. But that’s not the point, as you well know; let’s steer our conversation back to it, as you’ve pushed me to get involved. And I’ll candidly share my view that a place where a prince lounges all day, who shows no respect for women, is not suitable for a young unmarried lady; you’d be better off in the countryside than here; he has important business to attend to, and no foolishness should distract him; and after you’ve nobly fulfilled your part this morning, Beatrix, you should step off the stage for a bit and let the other players take the focus.”

As the Colonel spoke with a perfect calmness and politeness, such as 'tis to be hoped he hath always shown to women,* his mistress stood by him on one side of the table, and Frank Castlewood on the other, hemming in poor Beatrix, that was behind it, and, as it were, surrounding her with our approaches.

As the Colonel spoke with complete calmness and politeness, as we hope he always shows to women,* his mistress stood by him on one side of the table, and Frank Castlewood on the other, closing in on poor Beatrix, who was behind it, effectively surrounding her with our advances.

     * My dear father saith quite truly, that his manner towards
     our sex was uniformly courteous.  From my infancy upwards,
     he treated me with an extreme gentleness, as though I was a
     little lady.  I can scarce remember (though I tried him
     often) ever hearing a rough word from him, nor was he less
     grave and kind in his manner to the humblest negresses on
     his estate.  He was familiar with no one except my mother,
     and it was delightful to witness up to the very last days
     the confidence between them.  He was obeyed eagerly by all
     under him; and my mother and all her household lived in a
     constant emulation to please him, and quite a terror lest in
     any way they should offend him.  He was the humblest man
     with all this; the least exacting, the more easily
     contented; and Mr. Benson, our minister at Castlewood, who
     attended him at the last, ever said—“I know not what
     Colonel Esmond's doctrine was, but his life and death were
     those of a devout Christian.”—R. E. W.
* My dear father says quite truly that he was always polite towards women. From my childhood onward, he treated me with great kindness, as if I were a little lady. I can hardly remember (though I often tried) ever hearing a harsh word from him, and he was equally serious and kind in his demeanor towards the humblest women on his estate. He was only close with my mother, and it was wonderful to see the trust between them right up to his last days. Everyone under him respected him eagerly; my mother and her household constantly tried to please him and were quite scared of accidentally upsetting him. Despite all this, he was the humblest man; the least demanding and most easily satisfied. Mr. Benson, our minister at Castlewood, who was with him in the end, often said—“I don’t know what Colonel Esmond's beliefs were, but his life and death reflected those of a devout Christian.” —R. E. W.

Having twice sallied out and been beaten back, she now, as I expected, tried the ultima ratio of women, and had recourse to tears. Her beautiful eyes filled with them; I never could bear in her, nor in any woman, that expression of pain:—“I am alone,” sobbed she; “you are three against me—my brother, my mother, and you. What have I done, that you should speak and look so unkindly at me? Is it my fault that the Prince should, as you say, admire me? Did I bring him here? Did I do aught but what you bade me, in making him welcome? Did you not tell me that our duty was to die for him? Did you not teach me, mother, night and morning to pray for the King, before even ourselves? What would you have of me, cousin, for you are the chief of the conspiracy against me; I know you are, sir, and that my mother and brother are acting but as you bid them; whither would you have me go?”

Having gone out twice and been pushed back, she now, as I expected, resorted to the last strategy of women and turned to tears. Her beautiful eyes filled with them; I could never stand seeing that look of pain in her, or in any woman: “I am alone,” she sobbed; “you are three against me—my brother, my mother, and you. What have I done that you should speak and look at me so unkindly? Is it my fault that the Prince should, as you say, admire me? Did I bring him here? Did I do anything except what you told me when I welcomed him? Didn’t you say our duty was to die for him? Didn’t you teach me, mother, night and morning to pray for the King, before even ourselves? What do you want from me, cousin? You are the leader of the conspiracy against me; I know you are, sir, and my mother and brother are just following your orders; where do you want me to go?”

“I would but remove from the Prince,” says Esmond, gravely, “a dangerous temptation; heaven forbid I should say you would yield; I would only have him free of it. Your honor needs no guardian, please God, but his imprudence doth. He is so far removed from all women by his rank, that his pursuit of them cannot but be unlawful. We would remove the dearest and fairest of our family from the chance of that insult, and that is why we would have you go, dear Beatrix.”

“I would just take the Prince away from the dangerous temptation,” Esmond says seriously. “Heaven forbid I should suggest you would give in; I just want him to be free of it. You don’t need a protector, thank God, but he does need someone to look out for him. He is so far above all women due to his status that his chasing them can’t be anything but wrong. We want to protect the most precious and beautiful member of our family from that kind of insult, and that’s why we want you to go, dear Beatrix.”

“Harry speaks like a book,” says Frank, with one of his oaths, “and, by —-, every word he saith is true. You can't help being handsome, Trix; no more can the Prince help following you. My counsel is that you go out of harm's way; for, by the Lord, were the Prince to play any tricks with you, King as he is, or is to be, Harry Esmond and I would have justice of him.”

“Harry talks like he’s quoting a book,” says Frank, with one of his curses, “and, honestly, everything he says is true. You can’t help being beautiful, Trix; just like the Prince can’t help being drawn to you. My advice is to stay out of trouble; because, seriously, if the Prince were to mess around with you, King or not, Harry Esmond and I would make sure he pays for it.”

“Are not two such champions enough to guard me?” says Beatrix, something sorrowfully; “sure, with you two watching, no evil could happen to me.”

“Are two champions really enough to protect me?” Beatrix says, a bit sadly. “With you two keeping an eye on me, nothing bad could happen.”

“In faith, I think not, Beatrix,” says Colonel Esmond; “nor if the Prince knew us would he try.”

“In truth, I don’t think so, Beatrix,” says Colonel Esmond; “and if the Prince knew us, he wouldn’t attempt it.”

“But does he know you?” interposed Lady Castlewood, very quiet: “he comes of a country where the pursuit of kings is thought no dishonor to a woman. Let us go, dearest Beatrix. Shall we go to Walcote or to Castlewood? We are best away from the city; and when the Prince is acknowledged, and our champions have restored him, and he hath his own house at St. James's or Windsor, we can come back to ours here. Do you not think so, Harry and Frank?”

“But does he know you?” Lady Castlewood interrupted softly. “He comes from a place where chasing after kings isn’t seen as dishonorable for a woman. Let’s go, dear Beatrix. Should we head to Walcote or Castlewood? It’s best if we stay away from the city; once the Prince is recognized and our champions have helped him take back his place, and he has his own home at St. James's or Windsor, we can return here. Don’t you agree, Harry and Frank?”

Frank and Harry thought with her, you may be sure.

Frank and Harry definitely agreed with her, you can be sure of that.

“We will go, then,” says Beatrix, turning a little pale; “Lady Masham is to give me warning to-night how her Majesty is, and to-morrow—”

“We'll go, then,” Beatrix says, turning a bit pale; “Lady Masham is supposed to let me know tonight how the Queen is doing, and tomorrow—”

“I think we had best go to-day, my dear,” says my Lady Castlewood; “we might have the coach and sleep at Hounslow, and reach home to-morrow. 'Tis twelve o'clock; bid the coach, cousin, be ready at one.”

“I think we should leave today, my dear,” says Lady Castlewood; “we could take the coach and stay overnight in Hounslow, then get home tomorrow. It's twelve o'clock; please ask the coach, cousin, to be ready by one.”

“For shame!” burst out Beatrix, in a passion of tears and mortification. “You disgrace me by your cruel precautions; my own mother is the first to suspect me, and would take me away as my gaoler. I will not go with you, mother; I will go as no one's prisoner. If I wanted to deceive, do you think I could find no means of evading you? My family suspects me. As those mistrust me that ought to love me most, let me leave them; I will go, but I will go alone: to Castlewood, be it. I have been unhappy there and lonely enough; let me go back, but spare me at least the humiliation of setting a watch over my misery, which is a trial I can't bear. Let me go when you will, but alone, or not at all. You three can stay and triumph over my unhappiness, and I will bear it as I have borne it before. Let my gaoler-in-chief go order the coach that is to take me away. I thank you, Henry Esmond, for your share in the conspiracy. All my life long I'll thank you, and remember you, and you, brother, and you, mother, how shall I show my gratitude to you for your careful defence of my honor?”

“For shame!” Beatrix exclaimed, bursting into tears in a fit of humiliation. “You shame me with your cruel precautions; my own mother is the first to suspect me and would keep me captive. I will not go with you, mother; I refuse to be anyone's prisoner. If I wanted to deceive you, do you really think I couldn't find a way to get around you? My family doubts me. Since those who should love me the most mistrust me, let me leave them; I’ll go, but I’ll go alone: to Castlewood, so be it. I've felt miserable and lonely there enough; let me return, but please spare me the humiliation of being watched over in my misery, which is a burden I can’t endure. Let me leave when you want, but alone, or not at all. You three can stay and revel in my unhappiness, and I will endure it just as I have before. Let my chief captor go and arrange the coach to take me away. I thank you, Henry Esmond, for your part in this conspiracy. I will be grateful to you all my life and remember you, and you, brother, and you, mother—how can I show my gratitude for your careful defense of my honor?”

She swept out of the room with the air of an empress, flinging glances of defiance at us all, and leaving us conquerors of the field, but scared, and almost ashamed of our victory. It did indeed seem hard and cruel that we three should have conspired the banishment and humiliation of that fair creature. We looked at each other in silence: 'twas not the first stroke by many of our actions in that unlucky time, which, being done, we wished undone. We agreed it was best she should go alone, speaking stealthily to one another, and under our breaths, like persons engaged in an act they felt ashamed in doing.

She strode out of the room like an empress, throwing looks of defiance at all of us, leaving us as the conquerors but feeling scared and almost ashamed of our victory. It felt harsh and cruel that the three of us had plotted to send away and humiliate that lovely person. We exchanged silent glances; it wasn't the first time our actions during that unfortunate time led us to regret what we had done. We decided it was better for her to leave alone, whispering to one another under our breath, like people embarrassed by what they were doing.

In a half-hour, it might be, after our talk she came back, her countenance wearing the same defiant air which it had borne when she left us. She held a shagreen-case in her hand; Esmond knew it as containing his diamonds which he had given to her for her marriage with Duke Hamilton, and which she had worn so splendidly on the inauspicious night of the Prince's arrival. “I have brought back,” says she, “to the Marquis of Esmond the present he deigned to make me in days when he trusted me better than now. I will never accept a benefit or a kindness from Henry Esmond more, and I give back these family diamonds, which belonged to one king's mistress, to the gentleman that suspected I would be another. Have you been upon your message of coach-caller, my Lord Marquis? Will you send your valet to see that I do not run away?” We were right, yet, by her manner, she had put us all in the wrong; we were conquerors, yet the honors of the day seemed to be with the poor oppressed girl.

In about half an hour after our conversation, she returned, her face still showing the same defiant expression it had when she left us. She was holding a shagreen case; Esmond recognized it as containing the diamonds he had given her for her marriage to Duke Hamilton, which she had worn so beautifully on that unfortunate night when the Prince arrived. “I’ve brought back,” she said, “the gift the Marquis of Esmond gave me when he trusted me more than he does now. I will never accept another favor or kindness from Henry Esmond, and I’m returning these family diamonds, which once belonged to a king’s mistress, to the gentleman who suspected I might be the next one. Have you attended to your task of calling for a coach, my Lord Marquis? Will you send your servant to make sure I don’t try to escape?” We were indeed right, but her demeanor made us all seem wrong; we were the winners, yet the day’s honors appeared to belong to the poor oppressed girl.

That luckless box containing the stones had first been ornamented with a baron's coronet, when Beatrix was engaged to the young gentleman from whom she parted, and afterwards the gilt crown of a duchess figured on the cover, which also poor Beatrix was destined never to wear. Lady Castlewood opened the case mechanically and scarce thinking what she did; and behold, besides the diamonds, Esmond's present, there lay in the box the enamelled miniature of the late Duke, which Beatrix had laid aside with her mourning when the King came into the house; and which the poor heedless thing very likely had forgotten.

That unfortunate box with the stones was first decorated with a baron's coronet when Beatrix was engaged to the young man she eventually broke up with, and later, the gilded crown of a duchess adorned the cover, which poor Beatrix was also destined never to wear. Lady Castlewood opened the case out of habit, hardly thinking about what she was doing; and there, besides the diamonds, Esmond's gift, lay the enamelled miniature of the late Duke, which Beatrix had set aside during her mourning when the King arrived at the house, and which the poor absent-minded girl most likely had forgotten.

“Do you leave this, too, Beatrix?” says her mother, taking the miniature out, and with a cruelty she did not very often show; but there are some moments when the tenderest women are cruel, and some triumphs which angels can't forego.*

“Do you leave this behind as well, Beatrix?” her mother asks, pulling out the miniature with a harshness she rarely displayed; though there are times when even the kindest women can be cruel, and some victories that angels can’t resist.

     * This remark shows how unjustly and contemptuously even the
     best of men will sometimes judge of our sex.  Lady
     Castlewood had no intention of triumphing over her daughter;
     but from a sense of duty alone pointed out her deplorable
     wrong.—H. E.
     * This comment highlights how unfairly and disdainfully even the best men can judge our gender. Lady Castlewood didn’t mean to overpower her daughter; she was just trying to fulfill her duty by pointing out her serious mistake.—H. E.

Having delivered this stab, Lady Castlewood was frightened at the effect of her blow. It went to poor Beatrix's heart: she flushed up and passed a handkerchief across her eyes, and kissed the miniature, and put it into her bosom:—“I had forgot it,” says she; “my injury made me forget my grief: my mother has recalled both to me. Farewell, mother; I think I never can forgive you; something hath broke between us that no tears nor years can repair. I always said I was alone; you never loved me, never—and were jealous of me from the time I sat on my father's knee. Let me go away, the sooner the better: I can bear to be with you no more.”

Having said this, Lady Castlewood was scared of the impact of her words. They really hit Beatrix hard: she turned red, wiped her eyes with a handkerchief, kissed the miniature, and tucked it into her chest. “I had forgotten it,” she said; “my pain made me forget my sorrow: my mother has reminded me of both. Goodbye, mother; I don’t think I can ever forgive you; something has broken between us that no amount of tears or time can fix. I always said I was alone; you never loved me, never—and you were jealous of me from the moment I sat on my father's knee. Let me leave now; the sooner, the better: I can’t bear to be around you any longer.”

“Go, child,” says her mother, still very stern; “go and bend your proud knees and ask forgiveness; go, pray in solitude for humility and repentance. 'Tis not your reproaches that make me unhappy, 'tis your hard heart, my poor Beatrix; may God soften it, and teach you one day to feel for your mother.”

“Go, child,” her mother says, still very stern; “go and bend your proud knees and ask for forgiveness; go, pray alone for humility and repentance. It’s not your accusations that make me unhappy, it’s your cold heart, my poor Beatrix; may God soften it and one day teach you to care for your mother.”

If my mistress was cruel, at least she never could be got to own as much. Her haughtiness quite overtopped Beatrix's; and, if the girl had a proud spirit, I very much fear it came to her by inheritance.

If my mistress was harsh, at least she never admitted it. Her arrogance was far greater than Beatrix's; and, if the girl had a proud attitude, I’m really afraid it was inherited from her.





CHAPTER XI.

OUR GUEST QUITS US AS NOT BEING HOSPITABLE ENOUGH.

Beatrix's departure took place within an hour, her maid going with her in the post-chaise, and a man armed on the coach-box to prevent any danger of the road. Esmond and Frank thought of escorting the carriage, but she indignantly refused their company, and another man was sent to follow the coach, and not to leave it till it had passed over Hounslow Heath on the next day. And these two forming the whole of Lady Castlewood's male domestics, Mr. Esmond's faithful John Lockwood came to wait on his mistress during their absence, though he would have preferred to escort Mrs. Lucy, his sweetheart, on her journey into the country.

Beatrix left within an hour, with her maid accompanying her in the carriage, and a man armed on the coach box to ensure their safety on the road. Esmond and Frank considered escorting the carriage, but she firmly refused their company. Another man was sent to follow the carriage, making sure not to leave it until it had safely crossed Hounslow Heath the next day. With just these two making up Lady Castlewood's male staff, Mr. Esmond's loyal John Lockwood came to serve his mistress during their absence, even though he would have preferred to accompany Mrs. Lucy, his girlfriend, on her trip to the countryside.

We had a gloomy and silent meal; it seemed as if a darkness was over the house, since the bright face of Beatrix had been withdrawn from it. In the afternoon came a message from the favorite to relieve us somewhat from this despondency. “The Queen hath been much shaken,” the note said; “she is better now, and all things will go well. Let MY LORD CASTLEWOOD be ready against we send for him.”

We had a somber and quiet meal; it felt like a shadow had fallen over the house since Beatrix's cheerful presence was no longer there. In the afternoon, we received a message from the favorite that lifted our spirits a bit. "The Queen has been quite unwell," the note read; "she's doing better now, and everything will be fine. Have MY LORD CASTLEWOOD ready when we call for him."

At night there came a second billet: “There hath been a great battle in Council; Lord Treasurer hath broke his staff, and hath fallen never to rise again; no successor is appointed. Lord B——receives a great Whig company to-night at Golden Square. If he is trimming, others are true; the Queen hath no more fits, but is a-bed now, and more quiet. Be ready against morning, when I still hope all will be well.”

At night, another message arrived: “There was a big battle in the Council; the Lord Treasurer has broken his staff and has fallen, never to rise again; no successor has been appointed. Lord B—— is hosting a large Whig gathering tonight at Golden Square. If he’s playing both sides, others are staying loyal; the Queen is no longer having fits, but is now in bed and more at ease. Be ready by morning, as I still hope everything will be okay.”

The Prince came home shortly after the messenger who bore this billet had left the house. His Royal Highness was so much the better for the Bishop's liquor, that to talk affairs to him now was of little service. He was helped to the Royal bed; he called Castlewood familiarly by his own name; he quite forgot the part upon the acting of which his crown, his safety, depended. 'Twas lucky that my Lady Castlewood's servants were out of the way, and only those heard him who would not betray him. He inquired after the adorable Beatrix, with a royal hiccup in his voice; he was easily got to bed, and in a minute or two plunged in that deep slumber and forgetfulness with which Bacchus rewards the votaries of that god. We wished Beatrix had been there to see him in his cups. We regretted, perhaps, that she was gone.

The Prince came home shortly after the messenger with the note had left the house. His Royal Highness had so much of the Bishop's liquor that discussing matters with him was pretty pointless. He was helped to the Royal bed; he casually referred to Castlewood by his first name; he completely forgot about the role he needed to play for his crown and safety. It was fortunate that my Lady Castlewood's servants were out of the way, and only those who wouldn't betray him heard him. He asked about the lovely Beatrix, his voice slurring with a royal hiccup; he was easily tucked into bed, and within a minute or two, he fell into a deep sleep and forgetfulness, like Bacchus rewards his followers. We wished Beatrix could have been there to see him drunk. We perhaps regretted that she was gone.

One of the party at Kensington Square was fool enough to ride to Hounslow that night, coram latronibus, and to the inn which the family used ordinarily in their journeys out of London. Esmond desired my landlord not to acquaint Madam Beatrix with his coming, and had the grim satisfaction of passing by the door of the chamber where she lay with her maid, and of watching her chariot set forth in the early morning. He saw her smile and slip money into the man's hand who was ordered to ride behind the coach as far as Bagshot. The road being open, and the other servant armed, it appeared she dispensed with the escort of a second domestic; and this fellow, bidding his young mistress adieu with many bows, went and took a pot of ale in the kitchen, and returned in company with his brother servant, John Coachman, and his horses, back to London.

One of the guests at Kensington Square was foolish enough to ride to Hounslow that night, facing dangers along the way, and headed to the inn that the family usually used when traveling out of London. Esmond asked my landlord not to tell Madam Beatrix about his arrival, and he felt grim satisfaction as he passed by the door of the room where she was with her maid, watching her carriage leave in the early morning. He saw her smile and hand some money to the man who was instructed to ride behind the coach as far as Bagshot. Since the road was clear and the other servant was armed, it seemed she decided to forgo a second domestic for company; and this guy, bidding his young mistress farewell with many bows, went to enjoy a pint of ale in the kitchen before returning with his fellow servant, John Coachman, and their horses back to London.

They were not a mile out of Hounslow when the two worthies stopped for more drink, and here they were scared by seeing Colonel Esmond gallop by them. The man said in reply to Colonel Esmond's stern question, that his young mistress had sent her duty; only that, no other message: she had had a very good night, and would reach Castlewood by nightfall. The Colonel had no time for further colloquy, and galloped on swiftly to London, having business of great importance there, as my reader very well knoweth. The thought of Beatrix riding away from the danger soothed his mind not a little. His horse was at Kensington Square (honest Dapple knew the way thither well enough) before the tipsy guest of last night was awake and sober.

They were just a mile out of Hounslow when the two gentlemen stopped for more drinks, and they got startled when Colonel Esmond rode past them quickly. In response to Colonel Esmond's serious question, the man replied that his young mistress had sent her regards; that was all, no other message: she had a very good night and would reach Castlewood by nightfall. The Colonel didn’t have time for more words and rode swiftly on to London, having very important business there, as you well understand. The thought of Beatrix riding away from danger eased his mind quite a bit. His horse was at Kensington Square (loyal Dapple knew the way there well enough) before the tipsy guest from last night was awake and sober.

The account of the previous evening was known all over the town early next day. A violent altercation had taken place before the Queen in the Council Chamber; and all the coffee-houses had their version of the quarrel. The news brought my Lord Bishop early to Kensington Square, where he awaited the waking of his Royal master above stairs, and spoke confidently of having him proclaimed as Prince of Wales and heir to the throne before that day was over. The Bishop had entertained on the previous afternoon certain of the most influential gentlemen of the true British party. His Royal highness had charmed all, both Scots and English, Papists and Churchmen: “Even Quakers,” says he, “were at our meeting; and, if the stranger took a little too much British punch and ale, he will soon grow more accustomed to those liquors; and my Lord Castlewood,” says the Bishop with a laugh, “must bear the cruel charge of having been for once in his life a little tipsy. He toasted your lovely sister a dozen times, at which we all laughed,” says the Bishop, “admiring so much fraternal affection.—Where is that charming nymph, and why doth she not adorn your ladyship's tea-table with her bright eyes?”

The story of the previous evening spread all over town early the next day. A heated argument had taken place in front of the Queen in the Council Chamber, and every coffee shop had its version of the dispute. The news brought the Bishop of the Lord to Kensington Square bright and early, where he waited for his royal master to wake up and spoke confidently about having him declared Prince of Wales and the heir to the throne before the day was done. The Bishop had entertained some of the most influential gentlemen of the true British party the afternoon before. His Royal Highness charmed everyone, both Scots and English, Catholics and Anglicans: “Even Quakers,” he said, “were at our meeting; and if the stranger had a bit too much British punch and ale, he’ll soon get used to those drinks; and my Lord Castlewood,” the Bishop said with a laugh, “must bear the unfortunate charge of being a little tipsy for once in his life. He toasted your lovely sister a dozen times, which made us all laugh,” the Bishop said, “admiring such fraternal affection. Where is that charming nymph, and why isn't she gracing your ladyship's tea table with her bright eyes?”

Her ladyship said, dryly, that Beatrix was not at home that morning; my Lord Bishop was too busy with great affairs to trouble himself much about the presence or absence of any lady, however beautiful.

Her ladyship said, dryly, that Beatrix wasn't home that morning; my Lord Bishop was too busy with important matters to concern himself much with whether any lady, no matter how beautiful, was there or not.

We were yet at table when Dr. A—— came from the Palace with a look of great alarm; the shocks the Queen had had the day before had acted on her severely; he had been sent for, and had ordered her to be blooded. The surgeon of Long Acre had come to cup the Queen, and her Majesty was now more easy and breathed more freely. What made us start at the name of Mr. Ayme? “Il faut etre aimable pour etre aime,” says the merry Doctor; Esmond pulled his sleeve, and bade him hush. It was to Ayme's house, after his fatal duel, that my dear Lord Castlewood, Frank's father, had been carried to die.

We were still at the table when Dr. A—— arrived from the Palace looking very alarmed; the shocks the Queen had experienced the day before had taken a toll on her. He had been called in and had ordered her to be bled. The surgeon from Long Acre had come to perform the cupping on the Queen, and her Majesty was now feeling more comfortable and was breathing easier. What made us react at the mention of Mr. Ayme? “You have to be nice to be loved,” the cheerful Doctor said; Esmond tugged at his sleeve and told him to be quiet. It was to Ayme's house, after his deadly duel, that my dear Lord Castlewood, Frank's father, had been taken to die.

No second visit could be paid to the Queen on that day at any rate; and when our guest above gave his signal that he was awake, the Doctor, the Bishop, and Colonel Esmond waited upon the Prince's levee, and brought him their news, cheerful or dubious. The Doctor had to go away presently, but promised to keep the Prince constantly acquainted with what was taking place at the Palace hard by. His counsel was, and the Bishop's, that as soon as ever the Queen's malady took a favorable turn, the Prince should be introduced to her bedside; the Council summoned; the guard at Kensington and St. James's, of which two regiments were to be entirely relied on, and one known not to be hostile, would declare for the Prince, as the Queen would before the Lords of her Council, designating him as the heir to her throne.

No second visit could be made to the Queen that day, anyway; and when our guest above signaled that he was awake, the Doctor, the Bishop, and Colonel Esmond attended the Prince's gathering and brought him their updates, whether positive or uncertain. The Doctor had to leave shortly after but promised to keep the Prince regularly informed about what was happening at the nearby Palace. His advice, along with the Bishop’s, was that as soon as the Queen’s condition improved, the Prince should be introduced to her bedside; the Council should be called; and the guards at Kensington and St. James's, whom two regiments could fully rely on and one that was known not to be hostile, would support the Prince, just as the Queen would before the Lords of her Council, designating him as the heir to her throne.

With locked doors, and Colonel Esmond acting as secretary, the Prince and his Lordship of Rochester passed many hours of this day, composing Proclamations and Addresses to the Country, to the Scots, to the Clergy, to the People of London and England; announcing the arrival of the exile descendant of three sovereigns, and his acknowledgment by his sister as heir to the throne. Every safeguard for their liberties, the Church and People could ask, was promised to them. The Bishop could answer for the adhesion of very many prelates, who besought of their flocks and brother ecclesiastics to recognize the sacred right of the future sovereign, and to purge the country of the sin of rebellion.

With the doors locked and Colonel Esmond acting as secretary, the Prince and the Lord of Rochester spent many hours of the day writing Proclamations and Addresses to the Country, the Scots, the Clergy, and the People of London and England. They announced the arrival of the exiled descendant of three kings and his recognition by his sister as the heir to the throne. They promised every safeguard for their liberties that the Church and People could ask for. The Bishop could speak for the support of many prelates, who urged their congregations and fellow clergy to acknowledge the sacred right of the future monarch and to cleanse the country of the sin of rebellion.

During the composition of these papers, more messengers than one came from the Palace regarding the state of the august patient there lying. At mid-day she was somewhat better; at evening the torpor again seized her, and she wandered in her mind. At night Dr. A—— was with us again, with a report rather more favorable: no instant danger at any rate was apprehended. In the course of the last two years her Majesty had had many attacks similar, but more severe.

During the writing of these papers, multiple messengers arrived from the Palace about the condition of the esteemed patient lying there. By midday, she was feeling a bit better; however, in the evening, the lethargy returned, and she seemed confused. That night, Dr. A—— joined us again with a somewhat more encouraging report: there was no immediate danger expected, at least. Over the past two years, Her Majesty had experienced several similar but more severe episodes.

By this time we had finished a half-dozen of Proclamations, (the wording of them so as to offend no parties, and not to give umbrage to Whigs or Dissenters, required very great caution,) and the young Prince, who had indeed shown, during a long day's labor, both alacrity at seizing the information given him, and ingenuity and skill in turning the phrases which were to go out signed by his name, here exhibited a good-humor and thoughtfulness that ought to be set down to his credit.

By this time, we had completed half a dozen proclamations, which required careful wording to avoid offending any groups and to not upset the Whigs or Dissenters. The young prince, who had shown eagerness in absorbing the information throughout a long day of work, along with creativity and skill in phrasing the statements that would bear his signature, displayed a pleasant demeanor and thoughtfulness that should definitely be acknowledged.

“Were these papers to be mislaid,” says he, “or our scheme to come to mishap, my Lord Esmond's writing would bring him to a place where I heartily hope never to see him; and so, by your leave, I will copy the papers myself, though I am not very strong in spelling; and if they are found they will implicate none but the person they most concern;” and so, having carefully copied the Proclamations out, the Prince burned those in Colonel Esmond's handwriting: “And now, and now, gentlemen,” says he, “let us go to supper, and drink a glass with the ladies. My Lord Esmond, you will sup with us to-night; you have given us of late too little of your company.”

“If these papers get lost,” he says, “or if our plan fails, Lord Esmond's writing could lead him to a place I truly hope never to see him; so, if you don’t mind, I’ll copy the papers myself, even though I’m not the best speller; and if they’re found, they’ll only link to the person they concern most.” After carefully copying the Proclamations, the Prince burned those written in Colonel Esmond's hand: “Now, gentlemen,” he says, “let’s go to supper and have a drink with the ladies. Lord Esmond, you’ll join us for dinner tonight; you’ve been around too little lately.”

The Prince's meals were commonly served in the chamber which had been Beatrix's bedroom, adjoining that in which he slept. And the dutiful practice of his entertainers was to wait until their Royal guest bade them take their places at table before they sat down to partake of the meal. On this night, as you may suppose, only Frank Castlewood and his mother were in waiting when the supper was announced to receive the Prince; who had passed the whole of the day in his own apartment, with the Bishop as his Minister of State, and Colonel Esmond officiating as Secretary of his Council.

The Prince's meals were typically served in the room that used to be Beatrix's bedroom, next to the one where he slept. His entertainers always made it a point to wait until their Royal guest invited them to sit down before they joined him for the meal. On this night, as you might expect, only Frank Castlewood and his mother were present when supper was announced for the Prince; he had spent the whole day in his own room, with the Bishop acting as his Minister of State, and Colonel Esmond serving as the Secretary of his Council.

The Prince's countenance wore an expression by no means pleasant; when looking towards the little company assembled, and waiting for him, he did not see Beatrix's bright face there as usual to greet him. He asked Lady Esmond for his fair introducer of yesterday: her ladyship only cast her eyes down, and said quietly, Beatrix could not be of the supper that night; nor did she show the least sign of confusion, whereas Castlewood turned red, and Esmond was no less embarrassed. I think women have an instinct of dissimulation; they know by nature how to disguise their emotions far better than the most consummate male courtiers can do. Is not the better part of the life of many of them spent in hiding their feelings, in cajoling their tyrants, in masking over with fond smiles and artful gayety, their doubt, or their grief, or their terror?

The Prince's face didn't look pleasant at all; when he glanced at the small group waiting for him, he noticed Beatrix's usual cheerful face was missing. He asked Lady Esmond about the lovely woman who had introduced him yesterday, but her ladyship simply looked down and quietly said that Beatrix couldn't make it to supper that night. She showed no sign of embarrassment, while Castlewood flushed and Esmond felt just as awkward. I believe women have a natural talent for hiding their true feelings; they can disguise their emotions much better than even the most skilled male courtiers. Isn't it true that a significant part of many women's lives is spent concealing their feelings, flattering their oppressors, and covering their doubts, sadness, or fears with sweet smiles and playful cheerfulness?

Our guest swallowed his supper very sulkily; it was not till the second bottle his Highness began to rally. When Lady Castlewood asked leave to depart, he sent a message to Beatrix, hoping she would be present at the next day's dinner, and applied himself to drink, and to talk afterwards, for which there was subject in plenty.

Our guest ate his dinner grumpily; it wasn't until the second bottle that he started to perk up. When Lady Castlewood asked to leave, he sent a message to Beatrix, hoping she would join them for dinner the next day, and then focused on drinking and talking afterward, which gave him plenty to discuss.

The next day, we heard from our informer at Kensington that the Queen was somewhat better, and had been up for an hour, though she was not well enough yet to receive any visitor.

The next day, we heard from our contact in Kensington that the Queen was feeling a bit better and had been up for an hour, though she still wasn't well enough to see any visitors.

At dinner a single cover was laid for his Royal Highness; and the two gentlemen alone waited on him. We had had a consultation in the morning with Lady Castlewood, in which it had been determined that, should his Highness ask further questions about Beatrix, he should be answered by the gentlemen of the house.

At dinner, a single place was set for his Royal Highness, and only the two gentlemen waited on him. We had a meeting that morning with Lady Castlewood, where we decided that if his Highness asked any more questions about Beatrix, the gentlemen of the house would respond to him.

He was evidently disturbed and uneasy, looking towards the door constantly, as if expecting some one. There came, however, nobody, except honest John Lockwood, when he knocked with a dish, which those within took from him; so the meals were always arranged, and I believe the council in the kitchen were of opinion that my young lord had brought over a priest, who had converted us all into Papists, and that Papists were like Jews, eating together, and not choosing to take their meals in the sight of Christians.

He was clearly anxious and restless, glancing at the door frequently, as if he was waiting for someone. However, no one came except for honest John Lockwood, who knocked with a dish that those inside received from him; so the meals were always prepared, and I think the people in the kitchen believed that my young lord had brought over a priest who had converted us all to Catholicism, and that Catholics were like Jews, dining together and refusing to eat in front of Christians.

The Prince tried to cover his displeasure; he was but a clumsy dissembler at that time, and when out of humor could with difficulty keep a serene countenance; and having made some foolish attempts at trivial talk, he came to his point presently, and in as easy a manner as he could, saying to Lord Castlewood, he hoped, he requested, his lordship's mother and sister would be of the supper that night. As the time hung heavy on him, and he must not go abroad, would not Miss Beatrix hold him company at a game of cards?

The Prince tried to hide his annoyance; he was a poor actor at that moment, and when he was in a bad mood, he found it hard to keep a calm expression. After making some awkward attempts at small talk, he quickly got to the point as smoothly as he could, telling Lord Castlewood that he hoped and requested that his lordship’s mother and sister would join them for supper that night. Since he was feeling restless and couldn’t go out, he asked if Miss Beatrix would keep him company for a game of cards.

At this, looking up at Esmond, and taking the signal from him, Lord Castlewood informed his Royal Highness* that his sister Beatrix was not at Kensington; and that her family had thought it best she should quit the town.

At this, looking up at Esmond and taking his cue, Lord Castlewood told his Royal Highness that his sister Beatrix was not at Kensington and that her family had decided it was best for her to leave the city.

     * In London we addressed the Prince as Royal Highness
     invariably, though the women persisted in giving him the
     title of King.
     * In London, we always called the Prince "Your Royal Highness," but the women kept referring to him as "King."

“Not at Kensington!” says he; “is she ill? she was well yesterday; wherefore should she quit the town? Is it at your orders, my lord, or Colonel Esmond's, who seems the master of this house?”

“Not at Kensington!” he says; “is she sick? She was fine yesterday; why would she leave the town? Is it your decision, my lord, or Colonel Esmond's, who seems to be in charge of this house?”

“Not of this, sir,” says Frank very nobly, “only of our house in the country, which he hath given to us. This is my mother's house, and Walcote is my father's, and the Marquis of Esmond knows he hath but to give his word, and I return his to him.”

“Not about this, sir,” Frank replied very nobly, “only about our house in the country, which he has given to us. This is my mother's house, and Walcote belongs to my father, and the Marquis of Esmond knows that he just has to say the word, and I’ll return it to him.”

“The Marquis of Esmond!—the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Prince, tossing off a glass, “meddles too much with my affairs, and presumes on the service he hath done me. If you want to carry your suit with Beatrix, my lord, by blocking her up in gaol, let me tell you that is not the way to win a woman.”

“The Marquis of Esmond!—the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Prince, tossing back a drink, “gets too involved in my business and takes too much credit for the help he’s given me. If you think locking Beatrix up in jail will help your case, my lord, let me tell you that’s not how to win a woman.”

“I was not aware, sir, that I had spoken of my suit to Madam Beatrix to your Royal Highness.”

“I didn’t realize, sir, that I had mentioned my request to Madam Beatrix to your Royal Highness.”

“Bah, bah, Monsieur! we need not be a conjurer to see that. It makes itself seen at all moments. You are jealous, my lord, and the maid of honor cannot look at another face without yours beginning to scowl. That which you do is unworthy, Monsieur; is inhospitable—is, is lache, yes, lache:” (he spoke rapidly in French, his rage carrying him away with each phrase:) “I come to your house; I risk my life; I pass it in ennui; I repose myself on your fidelity; I have no company but your lordship's sermons or the conversations of that adorable young lady, and you take her from me, and you, you rest! Merci, Monsieur! I shall thank you when I have the means; I shall know to recompense a devotion a little importunate, my lord—a little importunate. For a month past your airs of protector have annoyed me beyond measure. You deign to offer me the crown, and bid me take it on my knees like King John—eh! I know my history, Monsieur, and mock myself of frowning barons. I admire your mistress, and you send her to a Bastile of the Province; I enter your house, and you mistrust me. I will leave it, Monsieur; from to-night I will leave it. I have other friends whose loyalty will not be so ready to question mine. If I have garters to give away, 'tis to noblemen who are not so ready to think evil. Bring me a coach and let me quit this place, or let the fair Beatrix return to it. I will not have your hospitality at the expense of the freedom of that fair creature.”

“Come on, sir! You don’t need to be a magician to see that. It’s obvious at all times. You’re jealous, my lord, and the maid of honor can’t look at anyone else without you starting to scowl. What you’re doing is beneath you, sir; it’s unwelcoming—it’s cowardly, yes, cowardly:” (he spoke quickly in French, his anger escalating with each phrase:) “I come to your home; I risk my life; I spend it in boredom; I rely on your loyalty; I have no company but your sermons or the conversations with that wonderful young lady, and you take her away from me, and you, you remain calm! Thank you, sir! I’ll repay you when I can; I’ll know how to reward a somewhat bothersome devotion, my lord—a little bothersome. For the past month, your airs of protector have annoyed me incredibly. You offer me the crown, and tell me to accept it on my knees like King John—ha! I know my history, sir, and I laugh at scowling barons. I admire your lady, and you send her to a provincial prison; I enter your house, and you mistrust me. I will leave, sir; from tonight I will leave. I have other friends whose loyalty won’t question mine so easily. If I have garters to give away, it’s to noblemen who aren't so quick to think the worst. Bring me a carriage and let me leave this place, or let the lovely Beatrix come back to it. I will not accept your hospitality at the cost of that fair creature's freedom.”

This harangue was uttered with rapid gesticulation such as the French use, and in the language of that nation. The Prince striding up and down the room; his face flushed, and his hands trembling with anger. He was very thin and frail from repeated illness and a life of pleasure. Either Castlewood or Esmond could have broke him across their knee, and in half a minute's struggle put an end to him; and here he was insulting us both, and scarce deigning to hide from the two, whose honor it most concerned, the passion he felt for the young lady of our family. My Lord Castlewood replied to the Prince's tirade very nobly and simply.

This rant was delivered with quick gestures like the French do, and in their language. The Prince paced back and forth in the room, his face flushed and his hands shaking with anger. He was very thin and fragile from being sick often and living a life of indulgence. Either Castlewood or Esmond could have easily broken him in half and ended it in less than a minute; yet here he was, insulting both of us, barely bothering to conceal from the two people whose honor was most at stake the passion he felt for the young woman in our family. My Lord Castlewood responded to the Prince's outburst very nobly and simply.

“Sir,” says he, “your Royal Highness is pleased to forget that others risk their lives, and for your cause. Very few Englishmen, please God, would dare to lay hands on your sacred person, though none would ever think of respecting ours. Our family's lives are at your service, and everything we have except our honor.”

“Sir,” he says, “you seem to forget that others put their lives on the line for your cause. Thank God, very few Englishmen would dare to touch you, but no one would ever think twice about disrespecting us. Our family's lives are at your service, along with everything we have, except our honor.”

“Honor! bah, sir, who ever thought of hurting your honor?” says the Prince with a peevish air.

“Honor! Ugh, man, who ever thought about damaging your honor?” says the Prince with an annoyed expression.

“We implore your Royal Highness never to think of hurting it,” says Lord Castlewood with a low bow. The night being warm, the windows were open both towards the Gardens and the Square. Colonel Esmond heard through the closed door the voice of the watchman calling the hour, in the square on the other side. He opened the door communicating with the Prince's room; Martin, the servant that had rode with Beatrix to Hounslow, was just going out of the chamber as Esmond entered it, and when the fellow was gone, and the watchman again sang his cry of “Past ten o'clock, and a starlight night,” Esmond spoke to the Prince in a low voice, and said—“Your Royal Highness hears that man.”

“We beg you, Your Royal Highness, please don't think about hurting it,” says Lord Castlewood with a slight bow. Since it was a warm night, the windows were open to both the Gardens and the Square. Colonel Esmond heard the watchman calling the hour through the closed door, from the square on the other side. He opened the door that led to the Prince's room; Martin, the servant who had ridden with Beatrix to Hounslow, was just leaving the chamber as Esmond entered. Once Martin was gone, and the watchman called out, “Past ten o'clock, and a starlit night,” Esmond spoke to the Prince in a low voice and said, “You hear that man, Your Royal Highness.”

“Apres, Monsieur?” says the Prince.

"What's next, sir?" says the Prince.

“I have but to beckon him from the window, and send him fifty yards, and he returns with a guard of men, and I deliver up to him the body of the person calling himself James the Third, for whose capture Parliament hath offered a reward of 500L., as your Royal Highness saw on our ride from Rochester. I have but to say the word, and, by the heaven that made me, I would say it if I thought the Prince, for his honor's sake, would not desist from insulting ours. But the first gentleman of England knows his duty too well to forget himself with the humblest, or peril his crown for a deed that were shameful if it were done.”

“I only have to signal him from the window, send him fifty yards away, and he comes back with a group of men. Then I hand over the body of the guy calling himself James the Third, for whom Parliament has offered a reward of 500L., as your Royal Highness noticed on our ride from Rochester. I just need to say the word, and, by the heavens that made me, I would if I believed the Prince would stop insulting our honor for the sake of his own. But the foremost gentleman of England knows his duty too well to act foolishly, even with the humblest, or risk his crown for something that would be shameful if it were carried out.”

“Has your lordship anything to say,” says the Prince, turning to Frank Castlewood, and quite pale with anger; “any threat or any insult, with which you would like to end this agreeable night's entertainment?”

“Do you have anything to say, my lord?” the Prince asks, turning to Frank Castlewood, his face pale with anger. “Any threats or insults you want to toss into this lovely night’s entertainment?”

“I follow the head of our house,” says Castlewood, bowing gravely. “At what time shall it please the Prince that we should wait upon him in the morning?”

“I follow the head of our house,” says Castlewood, bowing respectfully. “What time would the Prince like us to meet with him in the morning?”

“You will wait on the Bishop of Rochester early, you will bid him bring his coach hither; and prepare an apartment for me in his own house, or in a place of safety. The King will reward you handsomely, never fear, for all you have done in his behalf. I wish you a good night, and shall go to bed, unless it pleases the Marquis of Esmond to call his colleague, the watchman, and that I should pass the night with the Kensington guard. Fare you well, be sure I will remember you. My Lord Castlewood, I can go to bed to-night without need of a chamberlain.” And the Prince dismissed us with a grim bow, locking one door as he spoke, that into the supping-room, and the other through which we passed, after us. It led into the small chamber which Frank Castlewood or MONSIEUR BAPTISTE occupied, and by which Martin entered when Colonel Esmond but now saw him in the chamber.

“You will wait for the Bishop of Rochester early, and ask him to bring his coach here; also, prepare a room for me in his house, or in a safe place. The King will reward you well, don’t worry, for everything you have done for him. I wish you a good night and will go to bed unless the Marquis of Esmond wants to call his colleague, the watchman, and I spend the night with the Kensington guard. Take care, and know I will remember you. My Lord Castlewood, I can go to bed tonight without needing a chamberlain.” And the Prince dismissed us with a grim bow, locking one door as he spoke, the one to the dining room, and the other we passed through after us. It led into the small room occupied by Frank Castlewood or MONSIEUR BAPTISTE, and through which Martin entered when Colonel Esmond just saw him in the chamber.

At an early hour next morning the Bishop arrived, and was closeted for some time with his master in his own apartment, where the Prince laid open to his counsellor the wrongs which, according to his version, he had received from the gentlemen of the Esmond family. The worthy prelate came out from the conference with an air of great satisfaction; he was a man full of resources, and of a most assured fidelity, and possessed of genius, and a hundred good qualities; but captious and of a most jealous temper, that could not help exulting at the downfall of any favorite; and he was pleased in spite of himself to hear that the Esmond Ministry was at an end.

Early the next morning, the Bishop arrived and spent some time alone with his master in his private room, where the Prince shared with him the grievances he felt he had suffered at the hands of the Esmond family. The Bishop emerged from their meeting looking very pleased; he was a resourceful man with unwavering loyalty, gifted, and full of many good qualities. However, he could also be critical and had a jealous nature that couldn’t help but revel in the misfortune of any favorites. Despite himself, he was happy to learn that the Esmond Ministry was over.

“I have soothed your guest,” says he, coming out to the two gentlemen and the widow; who had been made acquainted with somewhat of the dispute of the night before. (By the version we gave her, the Prince was only made to exhibit anger because we doubted of his intentions in respect to Beatrix; and to leave us, because we questioned his honor.) “But I think, all things considered, 'tis as well he should leave this house; and then, my Lady Castlewood,” says the Bishop, “my pretty Beatrix may come back to it.”

“I have calmed your guest,” he says, stepping out to the two gentlemen and the widow, who had been told about some of the argument from the night before. (From what we told her, the Prince was just acting angry because we were unsure of his intentions towards Beatrix and decided to leave us because we questioned his honor.) “But I think, all things considered, it's best for him to leave this house; and then, my Lady Castlewood,” says the Bishop, “my lovely Beatrix can come back to it.”

“She is quite as well at home at Castlewood,” Esmond's mistress said, “till everything is over.”

“She’s just as comfortable at Castlewood,” Esmond's mistress said, “until everything is settled.”

“You shall have your title, Esmond, that I promise you,” says the good Bishop, assuming the airs of a Prime Minister. “The Prince hath expressed himself most nobly in regard of the little difference of last night, and I promise you he hath listened to my sermon, as well as to that of other folks,” says the Doctor, archly; “he hath every great and generous quality, with perhaps a weakness for the sex which belongs to his family, and hath been known in scores of popular sovereigns from King David downwards.”

“You will get your title, Esmond, I promise you,” says the kind Bishop, taking on the attitude of a Prime Minister. “The Prince has spoken very well about the small disagreement from last night, and I assure you he listened to my sermon, as well as those from others,” the Doctor adds playfully; “he has every great and noble quality, with maybe a bit of a weakness for women that runs in his family, and has been seen in many popular rulers since King David and onwards.”

“My lord, my lord!” breaks out Lady Esmond, “the levity with which you speak of such conduct towards our sex shocks me, and what you call weakness I call deplorable sin.”

“Lord, my lord!” Lady Esmond exclaims, “the casual way you talk about such behavior towards our gender shocks me, and what you refer to as weakness I see as a terrible sin.”

“Sin it is, my dear creature,” says the Bishop, with a shrug, taking snuff; “but consider what a sinner King Solomon was, and in spite of a thousand of wives too.”

“It's a sin, my dear creature,” says the Bishop with a shrug, taking a pinch of snuff; “but think about how much of a sinner King Solomon was, and he had a thousand wives to boot.”

“Enough of this, my lord,” says Lady Castlewood, with a fine blush, and walked out of the room very stately.

“Enough of this, my lord,” says Lady Castlewood, blushing beautifully, and walked out of the room with great dignity.

The Prince entered it presently with a smile on his face, and if he felt any offence against us on the previous night, at present exhibited none. He offered a hand to each gentleman with great courtesy. “If all your bishops preach so well as Doctor Atterbury.” says he, “I don't know, gentlemen, what may happen to me. I spoke very hastily, my lords, last night, and ask pardon of both of you. But I must not stay any longer,” says he, “giving umbrage to good friends, or keeping pretty girls away from their homes. My Lord Bishop hath found a safe place for me, hard by at a curate's house, whom the Bishop can trust, and whose wife is so ugly as to be beyond all danger; we will decamp into those new quarters, and I leave you, thanking you for a hundred kindnesses here. Where is my hostess, that I may bid her farewell; to welcome her in a house of my own, soon, I trust, where my friends shall have no cause to quarrel with me.”

The Prince entered with a smile on his face, and if he felt any offense from us the night before, he showed none now. He extended a hand to each gentleman with great courtesy. “If all your bishops preach as well as Doctor Atterbury,” he said, “I don’t know, gentlemen, what might happen to me. I spoke very hastily last night, my lords, and I apologize to both of you. But I can't stay any longer,” he continued, “causing discontent among good friends or keeping pretty girls from their homes. My Lord Bishop has found a safe place for me nearby at a curate's house, whom he can trust, and whose wife is so unattractive as to pose no danger; we will move to those new quarters now, and I leave you, thanking you for a hundred kindnesses here. Where is my hostess, so I can say goodbye? I hope to welcome her to my own home soon, where my friends will have no reason to quarrel with me.”

Lady Castlewood arrived presently, blushing with great grace, and tears filling her eyes as the Prince graciously saluted her. She looked so charming and young, that the doctor, in his bantering way, could not help speaking of her beauty to the Prince; whose compliment made her blush, and look more charming still.

Lady Castlewood arrived soon after, blushing beautifully, with tears in her eyes as the Prince warmly greeted her. She looked so lovely and youthful that the doctor, in his teasing manner, couldn’t resist mentioning her beauty to the Prince; his compliment made her blush even more, making her look even more enchanting.





CHAPTER XII.

A GREAT SCHEME, AND WHO BALKED IT.

As characters written with a secret ink come out with the application of fire, and disappear again and leave the paper white, as soon as it is cool; a hundred names of men, high in repute and favoring the Prince's cause, that were writ in our private lists, would have been visible enough on the great roll of the conspiracy, had it ever been laid open under the sun. What crowds would have pressed forward, and subscribed their names and protested their loyalty, when the danger was over! What a number of Whigs, now high in place and creatures of the all-powerful Minister, scorned Mr. Walpole then! If ever a match was gained by the manliness and decision of a few at a moment of danger; if ever one was lost by the treachery and imbecility of those that had the cards in their hands, and might have played them, it was in that momentous game which was enacted in the next three days, and of which the noblest crown in the world was the stake.

As characters written with invisible ink appear when heated and vanish again, leaving the paper blank as soon as it cools down; a hundred names of people, well-respected and supportive of the Prince's cause, that were recorded in our private lists would have been clear enough on the major conspiracy document if it had ever been exposed to the light. What crowds would have rushed forward to sign their names and declare their loyalty once the danger passed! How many Whigs, now in high positions and favorites of the all-powerful Minister, dismissed Mr. Walpole back then! If there ever was a victory achieved through the bravery and firmness of a few in a moment of crisis; if there ever was a defeat caused by the betrayal and incompetence of those who held the power and could have made the right moves, it was during that crucial match which played out over the next three days, with the most prestigious crown in the world as the prize.

From the conduct of my Lord Bolingbroke, those who were interested in the scheme we had in hand, saw pretty well that he was not to be trusted. Should the Prince prevail, it was his lordship's gracious intention to declare for him: should the Hanoverian party bring in their sovereign, who more ready to go on his knee, and cry, “God Save King George?” And he betrayed the one Prince and the other; but exactly at the wrong time. When he should have struck for King James, he faltered and coquetted with the Whigs; and having committed himself by the most monstrous professions of devotion, which the Elector rightly scorned, he proved the justness of their contempt for him by flying and taking renegade service with St. Germains, just when he should have kept aloof: and that Court despised him, as the manly and resolute men who established the Elector in England had before done. He signed his own name to every accusation of insincerity his enemies made against him; and the King and the Pretender alike could show proofs of St. John's treachery under his own hand and seal.

From Lord Bolingbroke's actions, those involved in our plan clearly saw that he couldn't be trusted. If the Prince succeeded, he planned to support him; if the Hanoverian side brought in their king, who would be quicker to kneel and shout, “God Save King George?” He betrayed both the Prince and the Hanoverians, but at exactly the wrong moments. When he should have fought for King James, he hesitated and flirted with the Whigs; having ridiculously professed his loyalty, which the Elector rightly dismissed, he proved their contempt for him by abandoning ship and joining St. Germains just when he should have stayed neutral. That Court looked down on him, just like the strong and determined men who had established the Elector in England had done before. He signed his name to every accusation of dishonesty his enemies made against him; both the King and the Pretender could provide proof of St. John's betrayal in his own handwriting.

Our friends kept a pretty close watch upon his motions, as on those of the brave and hearty Whig party, that made little concealment of theirs. They would have in the Elector, and used every means in their power to effect their end. My Lord Marlborough was now with them. His expulsion from power by the Tories had thrown that great captain at once on the Whig side. We heard he was coming from Antwerp; and, in fact, on the day of the Queen's death, he once more landed on English shore. A great part of the army was always with their illustrious leader; even the Tories in it were indignant at the injustice of the persecution which the Whig officers were made to undergo. The chiefs of these were in London, and at the head of them one of the most intrepid men in the world, the Scots Duke of Argyle, whose conduct on the second day after that to which I have now brought down my history, ended, as such honesty and bravery deserved to end, by establishing the present Royal race on the English throne.

Our friends kept a close eye on his actions, just like the brave and bold Whig party, which didn’t hide what they were doing. They wanted him to be the Elector and used every means possible to achieve their goal. Lord Marlborough was now on their side. His removal from power by the Tories pushed that great leader to join the Whigs. We heard he was coming from Antwerp, and indeed, on the day the Queen died, he landed back on English soil. A large part of the army always stood with their esteemed leader; even the Tories among them were outraged by the unfair treatment the Whig officers were facing. The leaders of this group were in London, with one of the boldest men in the world at the forefront, the Scottish Duke of Argyle, whose actions on the second day after the date I have mentioned led, as such integrity and courage deserved, to the establishment of the current Royal family on the English throne.

Meanwhile there was no slight difference of opinion amongst the councillors surrounding the Prince, as to the plan his Highness should pursue. His female Minister at Court, fancying she saw some amelioration in the Queen, was for waiting a few days, or hours it might be, until he could be brought to her bedside, and acknowledged as her heir. Mr. Esmond was for having him march thither, escorted by a couple of troops of Horse Guards, and openly presenting himself to the Council. During the whole of the night of the 29th-30th July, the Colonel was engaged with gentlemen of the military profession, whom 'tis needless here to name; suffice it to say that several of them had exceeding high rank in the army, and one of them in especial was a General, who, when he heard the Duke of Marlborough was coming on the other side, waved his crutch over his head with a huzzah, at the idea that he should march out and engage him. Of the three Secretaries of State, we knew that one was devoted to us. The Governor of the Tower was ours; the two companies on duty at Kensington barrack were safe; and we had intelligence, very speedy and accurate, of all that took place at the Palace within.

Meanwhile, there was quite a difference of opinion among the councillors surrounding the Prince about the plan his Highness should follow. His female Minister at Court, thinking she saw some improvement in the Queen, suggested they should wait a few days—or maybe just hours—until he could be brought to her bedside and recognized as her heir. Mr. Esmond advocated for him to march there, escorted by a couple of troops of Horse Guards, and openly present himself to the Council. Throughout the night of July 29th-30th, the Colonel was engaged with military gentlemen, who don’t need to be named here; it's enough to say that several of them held very high ranks in the army, and one in particular was a General who, upon hearing the Duke of Marlborough was approaching from the other side, waved his crutch over his head with a cheer at the thought of marching out to confront him. Of the three Secretaries of State, we knew one was on our side. The Governor of the Tower was ours; the two companies on duty at Kensington barracks were secure; and we had quick and accurate information about everything happening inside the Palace.

At noon, on the 30th of July, a message came to the Prince's friends that the Committee of Council was sitting at Kensington Palace, their Graces of Ormonde and Shrewsbury, the Archbishop of Canterbury and the three Secretaries of State, being there assembled. In an hour afterwards, hurried news was brought that the two great Whig Dukes, Argyle and Somerset, had broke into the Council-chamber without a summons, and taken their seat at table. After holding a debate there, the whole party proceeded to the chamber of the Queen, who was lying in great weakness, but still sensible, and the Lords recommended his Grace of Shrewsbury as the fittest person to take the vacant place of Lord Treasurer; her Majesty gave him the staff, as all know. “And now,” writ my messenger from Court, “NOW OR NEVER IS THE TIME.”

At noon on July 30th, a message reached the Prince's friends that the Committee of Council was meeting at Kensington Palace, with the Dukes of Ormonde and Shrewsbury, the Archbishop of Canterbury, and the three Secretaries of State all present. An hour later, urgent news arrived that the two prominent Whig Dukes, Argyle and Somerset, had barged into the Council chamber without an invitation and taken their seats. After having a discussion there, the entire group went to see the Queen, who was very weak but still aware, and the Lords suggested the Duke of Shrewsbury as the best choice to fill the vacant Lord Treasurer position; Her Majesty handed him the staff, as everyone knows. “And now,” wrote my messenger from Court, “NOW OR NEVER IS THE TIME.”

Now or never was the time indeed. In spite of the Whig Dukes, our side had still the majority in the Council, and Esmond, to whom the message had been brought, (the personage at Court not being aware that the Prince had quitted his lodging in Kensington Square,) and Esmond's gallant young aide-de-camp, Frank Castlewood, putting on sword and uniform, took a brief leave of their dear lady, who embraced and blessed them both, and went to her chamber to pray for the issue of the great event which was then pending.

Now or never was the time, indeed. Despite the Whig Dukes, our side still had the majority in the Council. Esmond, to whom the message had been delivered (the Court official not realizing that the Prince had left his place in Kensington Square), and Esmond's brave young aide-de-camp, Frank Castlewood, put on their swords and uniforms, taking a moment to say goodbye to their dear lady. She embraced and blessed them both before going to her room to pray for the outcome of the important event that was about to take place.

Castlewood sped to the barrack to give warning to the captain of the Guard there; and then went to the “King's Arms” tavern at Kensington, where our friends were assembled, having come by parties of twos and threes, riding or in coaches, and were got together in the upper chamber, fifty-three of them; their servants, who had been instructed to bring arms likewise, being below in the garden of the tavern, where they were served with drink. Out of this garden is a little door that leads into the road of the Palace, and through this it was arranged that masters and servants were to march; when that signal was given, and that Personage appeared, for whom all were waiting. There was in our company the famous officer next in command to the Captain-General of the Forces, his Grace the Duke of Ormonde, who was within at the Council. There were with him two more lieutenant-generals, nine major-generals and brigadiers, seven colonels, eleven Peers of Parliament, and twenty-one members of the House of Commons. The Guard was with us within and without the Palace: the Queen was with us; the Council (save the two Whig Dukes, that must have succumbed); the day was our own, and with a beating heart Esmond walked rapidly to the Mall of Kensington, where he had parted with the Prince on the night before. For three nights the Colonel had not been to bed: the last had been passed summoning the Prince's friends together, of whom the great majority had no sort of inkling of the transaction pending until they were told that he was actually on the spot, and were summoned to strike the blow. The night before and after the altercation with the Prince, my gentleman, having suspicions of his Royal Highness, and fearing lest he should be minded to give us the slip, and fly off after his fugitive beauty, had spent, if the truth must be told, at the “Greyhound” tavern, over against my Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, with an eye on the door, lest the Prince should escape from it. The night before that he had passed in his boots at the “Crown” at Hounslow, where he must watch forsooth all night, in order to get one moment's glimpse of Beatrix in the morning. And fate had decreed that he was to have a fourth night's ride and wakefulness before his business was ended.

Castlewood rushed to the barracks to alert the captain of the Guard there; then he went to the “King's Arms” tavern in Kensington, where our friends had gathered, arriving in groups of twos and threes, either on horseback or in carriages. They were all in the upper chamber, a total of fifty-three of them; their servants, who had been told to bring weapons too, were down in the garden of the tavern, where they were being served drinks. From this garden, there was a small door that led to the road by the Palace, and it was planned that both masters and servants would exit through there when the signal was given, and when that Personage, whom everyone was waiting for, appeared. In our group was the notable officer who was second in command to the Captain-General of the Forces, His Grace the Duke of Ormonde, who was inside at the Council. Along with him were two more lieutenant generals, nine major generals and brigadiers, seven colonels, eleven Peers of Parliament, and twenty-one members of the House of Commons. The Guard was with us inside and outside the Palace: the Queen was with us; the Council was on our side (except for the two Whig Dukes, who would have to back down); the day was ours, and with a racing heart, Esmond hurried to the Mall of Kensington, where he had last seen the Prince the night before. The Colonel hadn’t slept for three nights: the last one was spent gathering the Prince’s friends, most of whom had no idea what was happening until they were told he was actually here and called to take action. The night before the confrontation with the Prince, my gentleman, suspecting his Royal Highness and fearing he might try to slip away after his elusive beauty, had spent, to tell the truth, the night at the “Greyhound” tavern, opposite Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, keeping an eye on the door to prevent the Prince from escaping. The night before that, he had stayed in his boots at the “Crown” in Hounslow, where he had to watch all night to catch a glimpse of Beatrix in the morning. And fate had decided he was in for a fourth night of riding and sleeplessness before his business was done.

He ran to the curate's house in Kensington Mall, and asked for Mr. Bates, the name the Prince went by. The curate's wife said Mr. Bates had gone abroad very early in the morning in his boots, saying he was going to the Bishop of Rochester's house at Chelsey. But the Bishop had been at Kensington himself two hours ago to seek for Mr. Bates, and had returned in his coach to his own house, when he heard that the gentleman was gone thither to seek him.

He rushed over to the curate's house on Kensington Mall and asked for Mr. Bates, which was the name the Prince used. The curate's wife told him that Mr. Bates had left for abroad very early that morning in his boots, claiming he was heading to the Bishop of Rochester's place in Chelsea. But the Bishop had been at Kensington himself two hours earlier, looking for Mr. Bates, and had returned to his own house in his coach when he found out that Mr. Bates was gone there to look for him.

This absence was most unpropitious, for an hour's delay might cost a kingdom; Esmond had nothing for it but to hasten to the “King's Arms,” and tell the gentlemen there assembled that Mr. George (as we called the Prince there) was not at home, but that Esmond would go fetch him; and taking a General's coach that happened to be there, Esmond drove across the country to Chelsey, to the Bishop's house there.

This absence was really inconvenient, as an hour's delay could cost a fortune; Esmond had no choice but to rush to the “King's Arms” and tell the gentlemen gathered there that Mr. George (as we referred to the Prince) was not at home, but that Esmond would go and get him; and taking a General's coach that happened to be there, Esmond drove across the countryside to Chelsey, to the Bishop's house there.

The porter said two gentlemen were with his lordship, and Esmond ran past this sentry up to the locked door of the Bishop's study, at which he rattled, and was admitted presently. Of the Bishop's guests one was a brother prelate, and the other the Abbe G——.

The porter said two gentlemen were with his lordship, and Esmond ran past this guard up to the locked door of the Bishop's study, where he knocked and was let in shortly after. One of the Bishop's guests was a fellow bishop, and the other was the Abbe G——.

“Where is Mr. George?” says Mr. Esmond; “now is the time.” The Bishop looked scared: “I went to his lodging,” he said, “and they told me he was come hither. I returned as quick as coach would carry me; and he hath not been here.”

“Where is Mr. George?” says Mr. Esmond; “now is the time.” The Bishop looked worried: “I went to his place,” he said, “and they told me he had come here. I returned as quickly as the coach would take me; and he hasn’t been here.”

The Colonel burst out with an oath; that was all he could say to their reverences; ran down the stairs again, and bidding the coachman, an old friend and fellow-campaigner, drive as if he was charging the French with his master at Wynendael—they were back at Kensington in half an hour.

The Colonel swore loudly; that was all he could say to them; he ran down the stairs again and told the coachman, an old friend and fellow soldier, to drive like he was charging the French with his commander at Wynendael—they were back in Kensington in half an hour.

Again Esmond went to the curate's house. Mr. Bates had not returned. The Colonel had to go with this blank errand to the gentlemen at the “King's Arms,” that were grown very impatient by this time.

Again, Esmond went to the curate's house. Mr. Bates hadn't come back. The Colonel had to face this pointless task with the gentlemen at the “King's Arms,” who were getting very impatient by now.

Out of the window of the tavern, and looking over the garden wall, you can see the green before Kensington Palace, the Palace gate (round which the Ministers' coaches were standing), and the barrack building. As we were looking out from this window in gloomy discourse, we heard presently trumpets blowing, and some of us ran to the window of the front-room, looking into the High Street of Kensington, and saw a regiment of Horse coming.

Out of the tavern window, looking over the garden wall, you can see the greenery in front of Kensington Palace, the palace gate (where the Ministers' carriages were lined up), and the barracks. While we were gazing out from this window sharing gloomy thoughts, we soon heard trumpets sounding, and some of us hurried to the front room window to look into Kensington High Street and saw a cavalry regiment approaching.

“It's Ormonde's Guards,” says one.

"These are Ormonde's Guards," says one.

“No, by God, it's Argyle's old regiment!” says my General, clapping down his crutch.

“No way, it's Argyle's old regiment!” says my General, slamming down his crutch.

It was, indeed, Argyle's regiment that was brought from Westminster, and that took the place of the regiment at Kensington on which we could rely.

It was, in fact, Argyle's regiment that was brought from Westminster, and that replaced the regiment at Kensington that we could count on.

“Oh, Harry!” says one of the generals there present, “you were born under an unlucky star; I begin to think that there's no Mr. George, nor Mr. Dragon either. 'Tis not the peerage I care for, for our name is so ancient and famous, that merely to be called Lord Lydiard would do me no good; but 'tis the chance you promised me of fighting Marlborough.”

“Oh, Harry!” says one of the generals present, “you were born under an unlucky star; I’m starting to think that there’s no Mr. George, nor Mr. Dragon either. It’s not the title I care about, since our name is so old and well-known that just being called Lord Lydiard wouldn’t mean anything to me; it’s the opportunity you promised me to fight Marlborough.”

As we were talking, Castlewood entered the room with a disturbed air.

As we were talking, Castlewood walked into the room looking unsettled.

“What news, Frank?” says the Colonel. “Is Mr. George coming at last?”

“What’s the news, Frank?” says the Colonel. “Is Mr. George finally coming?”

“Damn him, look here!” says Castlewood, holding out a paper. “I found it in the book—the what you call it, 'Eikum Basilikum,'—that villain Martin put it there—he said his young mistress bade him. It was directed to me, but it was meant for him I know, and I broke the seal and read it.”

“Damn him, look at this!” says Castlewood, holding out a paper. “I found it in the book—the what do you call it, 'Eikum Basilikum'—that scoundrel Martin put it there—he said his young mistress told him to. It was addressed to me, but I know it was meant for him, and I broke the seal and read it.”

The whole assembly of officers seemed to swim away before Esmond's eyes as he read the paper; all that was written on it was:—“Beatrix Esmond is sent away to prison, to Castlewood, where she will pray for happier days.”

The entire group of officers seemed to blur before Esmond's eyes as he read the note; all it said was:—“Beatrix Esmond is being sent to prison, to Castlewood, where she will pray for better days.”

“Can you guess where he is?” says Castlewood.

“Can you guess where he is?” Castlewood asks.

“Yes,” says Colonel Esmond. He knew full well, Frank knew full well: our instinct told whither that traitor had fled.

“Yes,” says Colonel Esmond. He knew very well, Frank knew very well: our instinct told us where that traitor had run off to.

He had courage to turn to the company and say, “Gentlemen, I fear very much that Mr. George will not be here to-day; something hath happened—and—and—I very much fear some accident may befall him, which must keep him out of the way. Having had your noon's draught, you had best pay the reckoning and go home; there can be no game where there is no one to play it.”

He had the guts to face the group and say, “Gentlemen, I’m really worried that Mr. George won’t be here today; something has happened—and—and—I’m afraid he might have had an accident that will keep him away. Since you’ve had your lunch, it’s best to settle the bill and head home; there can’t be any game if there’s no one to play it.”

Some of the gentlemen went away without a word, others called to pay their duty to her Majesty and ask for her health. The little army disappeared into the darkness out of which it had been called; there had been no writings, no paper to implicate any man. Some few officers and Members of Parliament had been invited over night to breakfast at the “King's Arms,” at Kensington; and they had called for their bill and gone home.

Some of the gentlemen left without saying a word, while others paid their respects to her Majesty and inquired about her health. The small group vanished into the darkness from which it had emerged; there were no writings or documents to implicate anyone. A few officers and Members of Parliament had been invited the night before to breakfast at the “King's Arms” in Kensington; they paid their bill and went home.





CHAPTER XIII.

AUGUST 1ST, 1714.

“Does my mistress know of this?” Esmond asked of Frank, as they walked along.

“Does my girlfriend know about this?” Esmond asked Frank as they walked along.

“My mother found the letter in the book, on the toilet-table. She had writ it ere she had left home,” Frank said. “Mother met her on the stairs, with her hand upon the door, trying to enter, and never left her after that till she went away. He did not think of looking at it there, nor had Martin the chance of telling him. I believe the poor devil meant no harm, though I half killed him; he thought 'twas to Beatrix's brother he was bringing the letter.”

“My mom found the letter in the book, on the bathroom table. She had written it before she left home,” Frank said. “Mom saw her on the stairs, with her hand on the door, trying to get in, and didn’t leave her after that until she left. He didn’t think to look at it there, and Martin didn’t have the chance to tell him. I really believe the poor guy meant no harm, even though I nearly killed him; he thought he was bringing the letter to Beatrix's brother.”

Frank never said a word of reproach to me for having brought the villain amongst us. As we knocked at the door I said, “When will the horses be ready?” Frank pointed with his cane, they were turning the street that moment.

Frank never said anything to blame me for bringing the bad guy into our midst. As we knocked on the door, I asked, “When will the horses be ready?” Frank pointed with his cane; they were rounding the corner right then.

We went up and bade adieu to our mistress; she was in a dreadful state of agitation by this time, and that Bishop was with her whose company she was so fond of.

We went upstairs and said goodbye to our mistress; she was in a terrible state of anxiety by this point, and that Bishop she liked so much was with her.

“Did you tell him, my lord,” says Esmond, “that Beatrix was at Castlewood?” The Bishop blushed and stammered: “Well,” says he, “I . . .”

“Did you tell him, my lord,” Esmond asks, “that Beatrix was at Castlewood?” The Bishop flushed and stuttered: “Well,” he says, “I . . .”

“You served the villain right,” broke out Mr. Esmond, “and he has lost a crown by what you told him.”

“You really gave the villain what he deserved,” Mr. Esmond said, “and he has lost a crown because of what you told him.”

My mistress turned quite white, “Henry, Henry,” says she, “do not kill him.”

My mistress went pale, “Henry, Henry,” she said, “please don’t kill him.”

“It may not be too late,” says Esmond; “he may not have gone to Castlewood; pray God, it is not too late.” The Bishop was breaking out with some banale phrases about loyalty, and the sacredness of the Sovereign's person; but Esmond sternly bade him hold his tongue, burn all papers, and take care of Lady Castlewood; and in five minutes he and Frank were in the saddle, John Lockwood behind them, riding towards Castlewood at a rapid pace.

“It might not be too late,” Esmond says; “he might not have gone to Castlewood; please God, it’s not too late.” The Bishop was rambling on with some cliché phrases about loyalty and the importance of the Sovereign’s person; but Esmond firmly told him to be quiet, burn all documents, and look after Lady Castlewood. Within five minutes, he and Frank were on horseback, with John Lockwood behind them, riding towards Castlewood at a fast pace.

We were just got to Alton, when who should meet us but old Lockwood, the porter from Castlewood, John's father, walking by the side of the Hexton flying-coach, who slept the night at Alton. Lockwood said his young mistress had arrived at home on Wednesday night, and this morning, Friday, had despatched him with a packet for my lady at Kensington, saying the letter was of great importance.

We had just arrived in Alton when we ran into old Lockwood, the porter from Castlewood and John's father, walking alongside the Hexton flying coach, which had stayed overnight at Alton. Lockwood mentioned that his young mistress got home on Wednesday night and that this morning, Friday, she had sent him with a package for my lady in Kensington, saying the letter was very important.

We took the freedom to break it, while Lockwood stared with wonder, and cried out his “Lord bless me's,” and “Who'd a thought it's,” at the sight of his young lord, whom he had not seen these seven years.

We went ahead and broke it, while Lockwood watched in amazement, shouting his “Lord bless me's” and “Who would've thought it” when he saw his young lord, whom he hadn't seen in seven years.

The packet from Beatrix contained no news of importance at all. It was written in a jocular strain, affecting to make light of her captivity. She asked whether she might have leave to visit Mrs. Tusher, or to walk beyond the court and the garden wall. She gave news of the peacocks, and a fawn she had there. She bade her mother send her certain gowns and smocks by old Lockwood; she sent her duty to a certain Person, if certain other persons permitted her to take such a freedom; how that, as she was not able to play cards with him, she hoped he would read good books, such as Doctor Atterbury's sermons and “Eikon Basilike:” she was going to read good books; she thought her pretty mamma would like to know she was not crying her eyes out.

The packet from Beatrix had no important news at all. It was written in a lighthearted tone, trying to downplay her situation. She asked if she could visit Mrs. Tusher or take a walk beyond the courtyard and the garden wall. She mentioned the peacocks and a fawn she had there. She requested her mother to send her some dresses and smocks through old Lockwood; she sent her regards to a certain person, if other people allowed her to take such a liberty; since she couldn’t play cards with him, she hoped he would read good books, like Dr. Atterbury's sermons and “Eikon Basilike.” She planned to read good books too; she thought her lovely mom would like to know she wasn’t crying her eyes out.

“Who is in the house besides you, Lockwood?” says the Colonel.

“Who else is in the house with you, Lockwood?” asks the Colonel.

“There be the laundry-maid, and the kitchen-maid, Madam Beatrix's maid, the man from London, and that be all; and he sleepeth in my lodge away from the maids,” says old Lockwood.

“There's the laundry maid, and the kitchen maid, Madam Beatrix's maid, the man from London, and that's it; and he sleeps in my lodge away from the maids,” says old Lockwood.

Esmond scribbled a line with a pencil on the note, giving it to the old man, and bidding him go on to his lady. We knew why Beatrix had been so dutiful on a sudden, and why she spoke of “Eikon Basilike.” She writ this letter to put the Prince on the scent, and the porter out of the way.

Esmond quickly wrote a line with a pencil on the note, handed it to the old man, and told him to continue to his lady. We understood why Beatrix had suddenly been so obedient and why she mentioned “Eikon Basilike.” She wrote this letter to lead the Prince to the truth and to distract the porter.

“We have a fine moonlight night for riding on,” says Esmond; “Frank, we may reach Castlewood in time yet.” All the way along they made inquiries at the post-houses, when a tall young gentleman in a gray suit, with a light brown periwig, just the color of my lord's, had been seen to pass. He had set off at six that morning, and we at three in the afternoon. He rode almost as quickly as we had done; he was seven hours a-head of us still when we reached the last stage.

“We have a beautiful moonlit night for riding,” says Esmond; “Frank, we might still make it to Castlewood on time.” As they traveled, they asked around at the inns, where a tall young man in a gray suit with a light brown wig, just like my lord's, had been spotted passing through. He had left at six that morning, and we set out at three in the afternoon. He rode almost as fast as we did; he was still seven hours ahead of us when we got to the last stop.

We rode over Castlewood Downs before the breaking of dawn. We passed the very spot where the car was upset fourteen years since, and Mohun lay. The village was not up yet, nor the forge lighted, as we rode through it, passing by the elms, where the rooks were still roosting, and by the church, and over the bridge. We got off our horses at the bridge and walked up to the gate.

We rode across Castlewood Downs before dawn. We passed the exact spot where the car was flipped fourteen years ago, and where Mohun lay. The village wasn’t awake yet, and the forge wasn't lit as we rode through, passing the elms where the crows still roosted, and the church, then over the bridge. We got off our horses at the bridge and walked up to the gate.

“If she is safe,” says Frank, trembling, and his honest eyes filling with tears, “a silver statue to Our Lady!” He was going to rattle at the great iron knocker on the oak gate; but Esmond stopped his kinsman's hand. He had his own fears, his own hopes, his own despairs and griefs, too; but he spoke not a word of these to his companion, or showed any signs of emotion.

“If she’s safe,” says Frank, shaking and his sincere eyes welling up with tears, “a silver statue to Our Lady!” He was about to bang on the big iron knocker on the oak gate, but Esmond stopped his relative’s hand. He had his own fears, hopes, despairs, and sorrows as well, but he didn’t say anything about those to his companion or show any signs of emotion.

He went and tapped at the little window at the porter's lodge, gently, but repeatedly, until the man came to the bars.

He went and tapped on the small window at the front desk, softly, but repeatedly, until the man came to the bars.

“Who's there?” says he, looking out; it was the servant from Kensington.

“Who’s there?” he asks, looking out; it was the servant from Kensington.

“My Lord Castlewood and Colonel Esmond,” we said, from below. “Open the gate and let us in without any noise.”

“My Lord Castlewood and Colonel Esmond,” we said from below. “Open the gate and let us in quietly.”

“My Lord Castlewood?” says the other; “my lord's here, and in bed.”

“My Lord Castlewood?” says the other; “my lord's here, and in bed.”

“Open, d—n you,” says Castlewood, with a curse.

“Open, damn you,” says Castlewood, cursing.

“I shall open to no one,” says the man, shutting the glass window as Frank drew a pistol. He would have fired at the porter, but Esmond again held his hand.

“I won’t open for anyone,” the man says, closing the glass window as Frank pulled out a gun. He would have shot the porter, but Esmond stopped him again.

“There are more ways than one,” says he, “of entering such a great house as this.” Frank grumbled that the west gate was half a mile round. “But I know of a way that's not a hundred yards off,” says Mr. Esmond; and leading his kinsman close along the wall, and by the shrubs which had now grown thick on what had been an old moat about the house, they came to the buttress, at the side of which the little window was, which was Father Holt's private door. Esmond climbed up to this easily, broke a pane that had been mended, and touched the spring inside, and the two gentlemen passed in that way, treading as lightly as they could; and so going through the passage into the court, over which the dawn was now reddening, and where the fountain plashed in the silence.

“There are more than one way,” he says, “to get into a big house like this.” Frank complained that the west gate was half a mile around. “But I know a shortcut that’s not even a hundred yards away,” Mr. Esmond replied. Leading his relative along the wall and through the shrubs that had thickened around what used to be an old moat, they reached the buttress next to the small window, which was Father Holt’s private entrance. Esmond easily climbed up, broke a repaired pane, and activated the spring inside, allowing the two gentlemen to enter quietly. They moved through the passage into the courtyard, where the dawn was beginning to color the sky, and the fountain splashed softly in the stillness.

They sped instantly to the porter's lodge, where the fellow had not fastened his door that led into the court; and pistol in hand came upon the terrified wretch, and bade him be silent. Then they asked him (Esmond's head reeled, and he almost fell as he spoke) when Lord Castlewood had arrived? He said on the previous evening, about eight of the clock.—“And what then?”—His lordship supped with his sister.—“Did the man wait?” Yes, he and my lady's maid both waited: the other servants made the supper; and there was no wine, and they could give his lordship but milk, at which he grumbled; and—and Madam Beatrix kept Miss Lucy always in the room with her. And there being a bed across the court in the Chaplain's room, she had arranged my lord was to sleep there. Madam Beatrix had come down stairs laughing with the maids, and had locked herself in, and my lord had stood for a while talking to her through the door, and she laughing at him. And then he paced the court awhile, and she came again to the upper window; and my lord implored her to come down and walk in the room; but she would not, and laughed at him again, and shut the window; and so my lord, uttering what seemed curses, but in a foreign language, went to the Chaplain's room to bed.

They rushed straight to the porter's lodge, where the guy hadn’t locked the door to the courtyard; with a gun in hand, they found the terrified man and told him to be quiet. Then they asked him (Esmond's head was spinning, and he nearly collapsed as he spoke) when Lord Castlewood had arrived. He said it was the night before, around eight o'clock. —“And what happened then?”— His lordship had dinner with his sister. —“Did he wait?” Yes, he and my lady's maid both waited; the other servants prepared the dinner, but there was no wine, and they could only offer his lordship milk, which he complained about; and—and Madam Beatrix kept Miss Lucy with her the whole time. Since there was a bed across the courtyard in the Chaplain's room, she arranged for my lord to sleep there. Madam Beatrix had come downstairs laughing with the maids, locked herself in, and my lord stood outside talking to her through the door while she laughed at him. After a while, he walked around the courtyard, and she appeared again at the upper window; my lord begged her to come down and join him in the room, but she refused, laughed at him again, and shut the window; so my lord, muttering what sounded like curses in a foreign language, went to bed in the Chaplain's room.

“Was this all!”—“All,” the man swore upon his honor; all as he hoped to be saved.—“Stop, there was one thing more. My lord, on arriving, and once or twice during supper, did kiss his sister, as was natural, and she kissed him.” At this Esmond ground his teeth with rage, and wellnigh throttled the amazed miscreant who was speaking, whereas Castlewood, seizing hold of his cousin's hand, burst into a great fit of laughter.

“Is this it?” — “Yes, everything,” the man swore on his honor; everything he hoped would save him. — “Wait, there was one more thing. My lord, when he arrived, and once or twice during dinner, did kiss his sister, as was natural, and she kissed him back.” At this, Esmond gritted his teeth in rage and nearly choked the startled villain who was speaking, while Castlewood, grabbing hold of his cousin's hand, broke into a big fit of laughter.

“If it amuses thee,” says Esmond in French, “that your sister should be exchanging of kisses with a stranger, I fear poor Beatrix will give thee plenty of sport.”—Esmond darkly thought, how Hamilton, Ashburnham, had before been masters of those roses that the young Prince's lips were now feeding on. He sickened at that notion. Her cheek was desecrated, her beauty tarnished; shame and honor stood between it and him. The love was dead within him; had she a crown to bring him with her love, he felt that both would degrade him.

“If it amuses you,” says Esmond in French, “that your sister is exchanging kisses with a stranger, I’m afraid poor Beatrix will give you plenty of entertainment.” Esmond darkly thought about how Hamilton and Ashburnham had once possessed those roses that the young Prince's lips were now enjoying. That idea made him feel sick. Her cheek was tainted, her beauty damaged; shame and honor separated him from her. The love had died inside him; even if she had a crown to offer him with her love, he felt that both would bring him down.

But this wrath against Beatrix did not lessen the angry feelings of the Colonel against the man who had been the occasion if not the cause of the evil. Frank sat down on a stone bench in the court-yard, and fairly fell asleep, while Esmond paced up and down the court, debating what should ensue. What mattered how much or how little had passed between the Prince and the poor faithless girl? They were arrived in time perhaps to rescue her person, but not her mind; had she not instigated the young Prince to come to her; suborned servants, dismissed others, so that she might communicate with him? The treacherous heart within her had surrendered, though the place was safe; and it was to win this that he had given a life's struggle and devotion; this, that she was ready to give away for the bribe of a coronet or a wink of the Prince's eye.

But this anger towards Beatrix didn’t lessen the Colonel’s frustration with the man who had been the cause, if not the reason, for the trouble. Frank sat down on a stone bench in the courtyard and quickly fell asleep, while Esmond walked back and forth, contemplating what should happen next. What did it matter how much or how little had passed between the Prince and the hapless, untrustworthy girl? They had arrived in time to save her body, but not her mind; hadn’t she encouraged the young Prince to visit her, bribed servants, and fired others just so she could meet with him? The treacherous heart inside her had given in, even though she was in a safe place; and it was for this that he had fought and devoted his life; this, that she was willing to surrender for the lure of a crown or a glance from the Prince.

When he had thought his thoughts out he shook up poor Frank from his sleep, who rose yawning, and said he had been dreaming of Clotilda. “You must back me,” says Esmond, “in what I am going to do. I have been thinking that yonder scoundrel may have been instructed to tell that story, and that the whole of it may be a lie; if it be, we shall find it out from the gentleman who is asleep yonder. See if the door leading to my lady's rooms,” (so we called the rooms at the north-west angle of the house,) “see if the door is barred as he saith.” We tried; it was indeed as the lackey had said, closed within.

When he sorted out his thoughts, he woke up poor Frank from his sleep. Frank yawned and mentioned that he had been dreaming about Clotilda. “You have to support me,” Esmond said, “in what I'm about to do. I've been thinking that the scoundrel over there might have been told to spread that story, and it could all be a lie. If that's the case, we’ll find out from the guy who’s sleeping over there. Check if the door leading to my lady's rooms,” (that's what we called the rooms at the northwest corner of the house), “check if the door is locked like he said.” We tried it; it was indeed as the lackey had said, secured from the inside.

“It may have been opened and shut afterwards,” says poor Esmond; “the foundress of our family let our ancestor in in that way.”

“It might have been opened and closed later,” says poor Esmond; “the founder of our family allowed our ancestor in that way.”

“What will you do, Harry, if—if what that fellow saith should turn out untrue?” The young man looked scared and frightened into his kinsman's face; I dare say it wore no very pleasant expression.

“What will you do, Harry, if—if what that guy says turns out to be untrue?” The young man looked scared and anxious as he stared into his relative's face; I’m sure it didn’t have a very friendly expression.

“Let us first go see whether the two stories agree,” says Esmond; and went in at the passage and opened the door into what had been his own chamber now for wellnigh five-and-twenty years. A candle was still burning, and the Prince asleep dressed on the bed—Esmond did not care for making a noise. The Prince started up in his bed, seeing two men in his chamber. “Qui est la” says he, and took a pistol from under his pillow.

“Let’s first check if the two stories match,” Esmond says, and he walks through the passage and opens the door to what had been his own room for nearly twenty-five years. A candle was still burning, and the Prince was asleep, dressed on the bed—Esmond was careful not to make any noise. The Prince jolted awake in his bed when he saw two men in his room. “Who’s there?” he says, reaching for a pistol under his pillow.

“It is the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Colonel, “come to welcome his Majesty to his house of Castlewood, and to report of what hath happened in London. Pursuant to the King's orders, I passed the night before last, after leaving his Majesty, in waiting upon the friends of the King. It is a pity that his Majesty's desire to see the country and to visit our poor house should have caused the King to quit London without notice yesterday, when the opportunity happened which in all human probability may not occur again; and had the King not chosen to ride to Castlewood, the Prince of Wales might have slept at St. James's.”

“It’s the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Colonel, “here to welcome His Majesty to his home at Castlewood and to report what’s happened in London. Following the King's orders, I spent the night before last, after leaving His Majesty, meeting with the King's supporters. It's unfortunate that the King's wish to see the countryside and visit our humble home led him to leave London unexpectedly yesterday, at a time that may not come again; and if the King hadn’t decided to ride to Castlewood, the Prince of Wales might have stayed at St. James's.”

“'Sdeath! gentlemen,” says the Prince, starting off his bed, whereon he was lying in his clothes, “the Doctor was with me yesterday morning, and after watching by my sister all night, told me I might not hope to see the Queen.”

“‘Damn it! gentlemen,” says the Prince, getting out of bed, where he had been lying in his clothes, “the Doctor was with me yesterday morning, and after keeping watch over my sister all night, he told me I shouldn’t expect to see the Queen.”

“It would have been otherwise,” says Esmond with another bow; “as, by this time, the Queen may be dead in spite of the Doctor. The Council was met, a new Treasurer was appointed, the troops were devoted to the King's cause; and fifty loyal gentlemen of the greatest names of this kingdom were assembled to accompany the Prince of Wales, who might have been the acknowledged heir of the throne, or the possessor of it by this time, had your Majesty not chosen to take the air. We were ready; there was only one person that failed us, your Majesty's gracious—”

“It could have turned out differently,” Esmond says with another bow; “by this time, the Queen might be dead despite the Doctor. The Council had met, a new Treasurer was appointed, the troops were committed to the King's cause; and fifty loyal gentlemen of the highest standing in this kingdom were gathered to support the Prince of Wales, who could have been recognized as the rightful heir to the throne, or even the ruler by now, if your Majesty hadn’t decided to take a stroll. We were ready; there was only one person who let us down, your Majesty's gracious—”

“Morbleu, Monsieur, you give me too much Majesty,” said the Prince, who had now risen up and seemed to be looking to one of us to help him to his coat. But neither stirred.

“Goodness, sir, you give me way too much respect,” said the Prince, who had now stood up and appeared to be looking at one of us to help him put on his coat. But neither of us moved.

“We shall take care,” says Esmond, “not much oftener to offend in that particular.”

“We'll be careful,” says Esmond, “not to offend in that way too often.”

“What mean you, my lord?” says the Prince, and muttered something about a guet-a-pens, which Esmond caught up.

“What do you mean, my lord?” says the Prince, and murmured something about a trap, which Esmond picked up on.

“The snare, Sir,” said he, “was not of our laying; it is not we that invited you. We came to avenge, and not to compass, the dishonor of our family.”

“The trap, Sir,” he said, “wasn’t set by us; we didn’t invite you. We came to take revenge, not to achieve the dishonor of our family.”

“Dishonor! Morbleu, there has been no dishonor,” says the Prince, turning scarlet, “only a little harmless playing.”

“Dishonor! Damn it, there’s no dishonor,” says the Prince, turning red, “just a bit of harmless fun.”

“That was meant to end seriously.”

“That was supposed to end seriously.”

“I swear,” the Prince broke out impetuously, “upon the honor of a gentleman, my lords—”

“I swear,” the Prince exclaimed impulsively, “on the honor of a gentleman, my lords—”

“That we arrived in time. No wrong hath been done, Frank,” says Colonel Esmond, turning round to young Castlewood, who stood at the door as the talk was going on. “See! here is a paper whereon his Majesty has deigned to commence some verses in honor, or dishonor, of Beatrix. Here is 'Madame' and 'Flamme,' 'Cruelle' and 'Rebelle,' and 'Amour' and 'Jour' in the Royal writing and spelling. Had the Gracious lover been happy, he had not passed his time in sighing.” In fact, and actually as he was speaking, Esmond cast his eyes down towards the table, and saw a paper on which my young Prince had been scrawling a madrigal, that was to finish his charmer on the morrow.

“That we made it in time. No wrong has been done, Frank,” says Colonel Esmond, turning to young Castlewood, who was standing at the door while they were talking. “Look! Here’s a piece of paper where His Majesty has started some verses in honor, or maybe dishonor, of Beatrix. Here are 'Madame' and 'Flamme,' 'Cruelle' and 'Rebelle,' and 'Amour' and 'Jour' in royal handwriting. If the gracious lover had been happy, he wouldn’t have spent his time sighing.” In fact, as he spoke, Esmond glanced down at the table and saw a paper where my young prince had been scribbling a madrigal that he meant to finish for his sweetheart tomorrow.

“Sir,” says the Prince, burning with rage (he had assumed his Royal coat unassisted by this time), “did I come here to receive insults?”

“Sir,” says the Prince, fuming with rage (he had put on his Royal coat by himself by this time), “did I come here to be insulted?”

“To confer them, may it please your Majesty,” says the Colonel, with a very low bow, “and the gentlemen of our family are come to thank you.”

“May it please Your Majesty,” says the Colonel with a deep bow, “the gentlemen of our family have come to thank you.”

“Malediction!” says the young man, tears starting into his eyes with helpless rage and mortification. “What will you with me, gentlemen?”

“Malediction!” says the young man, tears welling in his eyes with helpless anger and embarrassment. “What do you want from me, gentlemen?”

“If your Majesty will please to enter the next apartment,” says Esmond, preserving his grave tone, “I have some papers there which I would gladly submit to you, and by your permission I will lead the way;” and, taking the taper up, and backing before the Prince with very great ceremony, Mr. Esmond passed into the little Chaplain's room, through which we had just entered into the house:—“Please to set a chair for his Majesty, Frank,” says the Colonel to his companion, who wondered almost as much at this scene, and was as much puzzled by it, as the other actor in it. Then going to the crypt over the mantel-piece, the Colonel opened it, and drew thence the papers which so long had lain there.

“If Your Majesty would please to enter the next room,” Esmond says, keeping his serious tone, “I have some documents there that I would gladly show you, and with your permission, I will lead the way;” and, picking up the candle and stepping backward in front of the Prince with great formality, Mr. Esmond went into the small Chaplain's room, through which we had just entered the house:—“Please set a chair for His Majesty, Frank,” the Colonel told his companion, who was just as astonished and confused by this scene as the other person involved. Then, going to the crypt above the mantelpiece, the Colonel opened it and took out the papers that had been there for so long.

“Here, may it please your Majesty,” says he, “is the Patent of Marquis sent over by your Royal Father at St. Germains to Viscount Castlewood, my father: here is the witnessed certificate of my father's marriage to my mother, and of my birth and christening; I was christened of that religion of which your sainted sire gave all through life so shining example. These are my titles, dear Frank, and this what I do with them: here go Baptism and Marriage, and here the Marquisate and the August Sign-Manual, with which your predecessor was pleased to honor our race.” And as Esmond spoke he set the papers burning in the brazier. “You will please, sir, to remember,” he continued, “that our family hath ruined itself by fidelity to yours: that my grandfather spent his estate, and gave his blood and his son to die for your service; that my dear lord's grandfather (for lord you are now, Frank, by right and title too) died for the same cause; that my poor kinswoman, my father's second wife, after giving away her honor to your wicked perjured race, sent all her wealth to the King; and got in return, that precious title that lies in ashes, and this inestimable yard of blue ribbon. I lay this at your feet and stamp upon it: I draw this sword, and break it and deny you; and, had you completed the wrong you designed us, by heaven I would have driven it through your heart, and no more pardoned you than your father pardoned Monmouth. Frank will do the same, won't you, cousin?”

“Here, if it pleases your Majesty,” he says, “is the patent of Marquis sent over by your royal father at St. Germains to Viscount Castlewood, my father: here is the official certificate of my father's marriage to my mother, and of my birth and christening; I was baptized in the same faith that your sainted father exemplified throughout his life. These are my titles, dear Frank, and this is what I do with them: here go Baptism and Marriage, and here the Marquisate and the August Sign-Manual, with which your predecessor honored our family.” As Esmond spoke, he set the papers ablaze in the brazier. “Please remember,” he continued, “that our family has ruined itself by remaining loyal to yours: my grandfather spent his fortune and gave his blood and his son for your service; that my beloved lord's grandfather (for you are now a lord, Frank, by right and title) died for the same cause; that my poor kinswoman, my father's second wife, after sacrificing her honor to your deceitful family, sent all her wealth to the King; and received in return that precious title now reduced to ashes, and this invaluable piece of blue ribbon. I lay this at your feet and trample on it: I draw this sword, and break it and renounce you; and if you had carried out the wrong you intended against us, I swear I would have driven it through your heart and would not have forgiven you any more than your father forgave Monmouth. Frank will do the same, won’t you, cousin?”

Frank, who had been looking on with a stupid air at the papers, as they flamed in the old brazier, took out his sword and broke it, holding his head down:—“I go with my cousin,” says he, giving Esmond a grasp of the hand. “Marquis or not, by —-, I stand by him any day. I beg your Majesty's pardon for swearing; that is—that is—I'm for the Elector of Hanover. It's all your Majesty's own fault. The Queen's dead most likely by this time. And you might have been King if you hadn't come dangling after Trix.”

Frank, who had been staring blankly at the papers as they burned in the old brazier, pulled out his sword and broke it, lowering his head:—“I’m going with my cousin,” he said, shaking Esmond's hand. “Marquis or not, damn it, I’ll stand by him any day. I apologize for swearing, your Majesty; what I mean is—I’m supporting the Elector of Hanover. This is all your Majesty’s fault. The Queen is probably dead by now. And you could have been King if you hadn’t been chasing after Trix.”

“Thus to lose a crown,” says the young Prince, starting up, and speaking French in his eager way; “to lose the loveliest woman in the world; to lose the loyalty of such hearts as yours, is not this, my lords, enough of humiliation?—Marquis, if I go on my knees will you pardon me?—No, I can't do that, but I can offer you reparation, that of honor, that of gentlemen. Favor me by crossing the sword with mine: yours is broke—see, yonder in the armoire are two;” and the Prince took them out as eager as a boy, and held them towards Esmond:—“Ah! you will? Merci, monsieur, merci!”

“Losing a crown,” the young Prince says, standing up and speaking French eagerly, “losing the most beautiful woman in the world; losing the loyalty of such hearts as yours, isn’t that enough humiliation, my lords? Marquis, if I get down on my knees, will you forgive me?—No, I can’t do that, but I can offer you reparations of honor, as a gentleman. Please do me the honor of crossing swords with me: yours is broken—look, over there in the cabinet, there are two.” The Prince eagerly took them out like a boy and held them out to Esmond: “Ah! Will you? Thank you, sir, thank you!”

Extremely touched by this immense mark of condescension and repentance for wrong done, Colonel Esmond bowed down so low as almost to kiss the gracious young hand that conferred on him such an honor, and took his guard in silence. The swords were no sooner met, than Castlewood knocked up Esmond's with the blade of his own, which he had broke off short at the shell; and the Colonel falling back a step dropped his point with another very low bow, and declared himself perfectly satisfied.

Extremely moved by this significant gesture of humility and remorse for the wrongs committed, Colonel Esmond bowed so low that he almost kissed the gracious young hand that honored him, and accepted his guard in silence. As soon as their swords clashed, Castlewood knocked Esmond's sword aside with the blade of his own, which he had broken off short at the shell; and the Colonel stepped back, lowered his sword with another deep bow, and declared himself completely satisfied.

“Eh bien, Vicomte!” says the young Prince, who was a boy, and a French boy, “il ne nous reste qu'une chose a faire:” he placed his sword upon the table, and the fingers of his two hands upon his breast:—“We have one more thing to do,” says he; “you do not divine it?” He stretched out his arms:—“Embrassons nous!”

“Well, Vicomte!” says the young Prince, who was just a boy, and a French boy at that, “there's only one thing left for us to do:” he placed his sword on the table and put both his hands on his chest:—“We have one more thing to do,” he says; “can you guess what it is?” He spread his arms wide:—“Let’s hug it out!”

The talk was scarce over when Beatrix entered the room:—What came she to seek there? She started and turned pale at the sight of her brother and kinsman, drawn swords, broken sword-blades, and papers yet smouldering in the brazier.

The conversation had barely started when Beatrix walked into the room:—What was she looking for? She gasped and went pale at the sight of her brother and relative, with drawn swords, broken sword blades, and papers still smoldering in the fireplace.

“Charming Beatrix,” says the Prince, with a blush which became him very well, “these lords have come a-horseback from London, where my sister lies in a despaired state, and where her successor makes himself desired. Pardon me for my escapade of last evening. I had been so long a prisoner, that I seized the occasion of a promenade on horseback, and my horse naturally bore me towards you. I found you a Queen in your little court, where you deigned to entertain me. Present my homages to your maids of honor. I sighed as you slept, under the window of your chamber, and then retired to seek rest in my own. It was there that these gentlemen agreeably roused me. Yes, milords, for that is a happy day that makes a Prince acquainted, at whatever cost to his vanity, with such a noble heart as that of the Marquis of Esmond. Mademoiselle, may we take your coach to town? I saw it in the hangar, and this poor Marquis must be dropping with sleep.”

“Charming Beatrix,” says the Prince, blushing nicely, “these lords have ridden here from London, where my sister is in a desperate situation, and where her potential successor is making himself known. Please forgive my slip-up last night. I had been a prisoner for so long that I jumped at the chance for a horseback ride, and my horse naturally took me towards you. I found you a Queen in your little court, where you graciously entertained me. Please send my regards to your maids of honor. I sighed as you slept under your window, and then went back to rest in my own room. It was there that these gentlemen kindly woke me. Yes, my lords, for it’s a fortunate day that introduces a Prince, no matter the hit to his pride, to such a noble heart as the Marquis of Esmond. Miss, can we take your carriage to town? I spotted it in the stable, and this poor Marquis must be exhausted.”

“Will it please the King to breakfast before he goes?” was all Beatrix could say. The roses had shuddered out of her cheeks; her eyes were glaring; she looked quite old. She came up to Esmond and hissed out a word or two:—“If I did not love you before, cousin,” says she, “think how I love you now.” If words could stab, no doubt she would have killed Esmond; she looked at him as if she could.

“Is the King going to have breakfast before he leaves?” was all Beatrix could say. The color had drained from her cheeks; her eyes were wide with anger; she looked much older. She approached Esmond and hissed a few words: “If I didn’t love you before, cousin,” she said, “just imagine how much I love you now.” If words could injure, she would have definitely hurt Esmond; she glared at him as if she could.

But her keen words gave no wound to Mr. Esmond; his heart was too hard. As he looked at her, he wondered that he could ever have loved her. His love of ten years was over; it fell down dead on the spot, at the Kensington Tavern, where Frank brought him the note out of “Eikon Basilike.” The Prince blushed and bowed low, as she gazed at him, and quitted the chamber. I have never seen her from that day.

But her sharp words didn’t hurt Mr. Esmond; his heart was too tough. As he looked at her, he couldn't believe he had ever loved her. His love of ten years was gone; it collapsed right there at the Kensington Tavern, where Frank handed him the note from “Eikon Basilike.” The Prince turned red and bowed deeply as she looked at him, then left the room. I haven't seen her since that day.

Horses were fetched and put to the chariot presently. My lord rode outside, and as for Esmond he was so tired that he was no sooner in the carriage than he fell asleep, and never woke till night, as the coach came into Alton.

Horses were brought in and hitched to the chariot right away. My lord rode out, and Esmond was so exhausted that as soon as he got into the carriage, he fell asleep and didn't wake up until night, when the coach arrived in Alton.

As we drove to the “Bell” Inn comes a mitred coach with our old friend Lockwood beside the coachman. My Lady Castlewood and the Bishop were inside; she gave a little scream when she saw us. The two coaches entered the inn almost together; the landlord and people coming out with lights to welcome the visitors.

As we drove to the "Bell" Inn, a fancy coach pulled up with our old friend Lockwood sitting next to the driver. Lady Castlewood and the Bishop were inside; she let out a small scream when she saw us. The two coaches arrived at the inn almost simultaneously, and the landlord and staff came out with lights to greet the guests.

We in our coach sprang out of it, as soon as ever we saw the dear lady, and above all, the Doctor in his cassock. What was the news? Was there yet time? Was the Queen alive? These questions were put hurriedly, as Boniface stood waiting before his noble guests to bow them up the stair.

We jumped out of our carriage as soon as we saw the dear lady and especially the Doctor in his robe. What was the news? Was there still time? Was the Queen alive? We fired off these questions quickly while Boniface stood waiting for his esteemed guests to lead them up the stairs.

“Is she safe?” was what Lady Castlewood whispered in a flutter to Esmond.

“Is she safe?” Lady Castlewood whispered excitedly to Esmond.

“All's well, thank God,” says he, as the fond lady took his hand and kissed it, and called him her preserver and her dear. SHE wasn't thinking of Queens and crowns.

“All's well, thank God,” he says, as the loving lady took his hand and kissed it, calling him her savior and her dear. SHE wasn't thinking about Queens and crowns.

The Bishop's news was reassuring: at least all was not lost; the Queen yet breathed, or was alive when they left London, six hours since. (“It was Lady Castlewood who insisted on coming,” the Doctor said.) Argyle had marched up regiments from Portsmouth, and sent abroad for more; the Whigs were on the alert, a pest on them, (I am not sure but the Bishop swore as he spoke,) and so too were our people. And all might be saved, if only the Prince could be at London in time. We called for horses, instantly to return to London. We never went up poor crestfallen Boniface's stairs, but into our coaches again. The Prince and his Prime Minister in one, Esmond in the other, with only his dear mistress as a companion.

The Bishop's news was comforting: at least not everything was lost; the Queen was still breathing, or at least she was alive when they left London six hours ago. (“It was Lady Castlewood who insisted on coming,” the Doctor said.) Argyle had marched up regiments from Portsmouth and called for more from abroad; the Whigs were on high alert, a nuisance they were, (I'm pretty sure the Bishop swore as he spoke,) and our people were ready too. Everything could be salvaged if only the Prince could reach London in time. We called for horses right away to head back to London. We didn’t go up poor crestfallen Boniface's stairs, but got back into our coaches instead. The Prince and his Prime Minister in one, Esmond in the other, with only his dear mistress as company.

Castlewood galloped forwards on horseback to gather the Prince's friends and warn them of his coming. We travelled through the night. Esmond discoursing to his mistress of the events of the last twenty-four hours; of Castlewood's ride and his; of the Prince's generous behavior and their reconciliation. The night seemed short enough; and the starlit hours passed away serenely in that fond company.

Castlewood rode ahead on horseback to gather the Prince's friends and alert them to his arrival. We traveled through the night, with Esmond chatting with his lady about everything that had happened in the last twenty-four hours: Castlewood's ride, his own, the Prince's generous actions, and their reconciliation. The night felt brief; the starlit hours flowed by peacefully in that cherished company.

So we came along the road; the Bishop's coach heading ours; and, with some delays in procuring horses, we got to Hammersmith about four o'clock on Sunday morning, the first of August, and half an hour after, it being then bright day, we rode by my Lady Warwick's house, and so down the street of Kensington.

So we traveled down the road; the Bishop's coach was approaching ours; and, after a few delays getting horses, we arrived in Hammersmith around four o'clock on Sunday morning, August first. Half an hour later, with daylight breaking, we passed by Lady Warwick's house and continued down the street in Kensington.

Early as the hour was, there was a bustle in the street and many people moving to and fro. Round the gate leading to the Palace, where the guard is, there was especially a great crowd. And the coach ahead of us stopped, and the Bishop's man got down to know what the concourse meant?

Early as it was, there was a lot of activity in the street with many people coming and going. Around the gate leading to the Palace, where the guard was, there was especially a large crowd. The coach in front of us stopped, and the Bishop's attendant got out to find out what the gathering was about.

There presently came from out of the gate—Horse Guards with their trumpets, and a company of heralds with their tabards. The trumpets blew, and the herald-at-arms came forward and proclaimed GEORGE, by the Grace of God, of Great Britain, France, and Ireland, King, Defender of the Faith. And the people shouted God save the King!

There came out from the gate the Horse Guards with their trumpets and a group of heralds wearing their tabards. The trumpets sounded, and the herald-at-arms stepped forward and announced GEORGE, by the Grace of God, King of Great Britain, France, and Ireland, Defender of the Faith. And the crowd shouted, "God save the King!"

Among the crowd shouting and waving their hats, I caught sight of one sad face, which I had known all my life, and seen under many disguises. It was no other than poor Mr. Holt's, who had slipped over to England to witness the triumph of the good cause; and now beheld its enemies victorious, amidst the acclamations of the English people. The poor fellow had forgot to huzzah or to take his hat off, until his neighbors in the crowd remarked his want of loyalty, and cursed him for a Jesuit in disguise, when he ruefully uncovered and began to cheer. Sure he was the most unlucky of men: he never played a game but he lost it; or engaged in a conspiracy but 'twas certain to end in defeat. I saw him in Flanders after this, whence he went to Rome to the head-quarters of his Order; and actually reappeared among us in America, very old, and busy, and hopeful. I am not sure that he did not assume the hatchet and moccasins there; and, attired in a blanket and war-paint, skulk about a missionary amongst the Indians. He lies buried in our neighboring province of Maryland now, with a cross over him, and a mound of earth above him; under which that unquiet spirit is for ever at peace.

Among the crowd shouting and waving their hats, I spotted one sad face that I had known all my life, seen in many different ways. It was none other than poor Mr. Holt, who had come to England to witness the victory of the good cause; and now he saw its enemies winning, cheered on by the English people. The poor guy had forgotten to cheer or take his hat off until his neighbors in the crowd pointed out his lack of loyalty and called him a Jesuit in disguise, at which point he reluctantly removed his hat and started to cheer. He truly was the unluckiest man: he never played a game without losing; or got involved in a conspiracy without it ending in failure. I saw him in Flanders after this, from where he went to Rome to visit the headquarters of his Order; and he actually reappeared among us in America, very old, busy, and hopeful. I'm not sure he didn't take on the hatchet and moccasins there; and dressed in a blanket and war paint, sneak around as a missionary among the Indians. He is now buried in our neighboring province of Maryland, with a cross above him, and a mound of earth on top; under which that restless spirit is forever at peace.

With the sound of King George's trumpets, all the vain hopes of the weak and foolish young Pretender were blown away; and with that music, too, I may say, the drama of my own life was ended. That happiness, which hath subsequently crowned it, cannot be written in words; 'tis of its nature sacred and secret, and not to be spoken of, though the heart be ever so full of thankfulness, save to Heaven and the One Ear alone—to one fond being, the truest and tenderest and purest wife ever man was blessed with. As I think of the immense happiness which was in store for me, and of the depth and intensity of that love which, for so many years, hath blessed me, I own to a transport of wonder and gratitude for such a boon—nay, am thankful to have been endowed with a heart capable of feeling and knowing the immense beauty and value of the gift which God hath bestowed upon me. Sure, love vincit omnia; is immeasurably above all ambition, more precious than wealth, more noble than name. He knows not life who knows not that: he hath not felt the highest faculty of the soul who hath not enjoyed it. In the name of my wife I write the completion of hope, and the summit of happiness. To have such a love is the one blessing, in comparison of which all earthly joy is of no value; and to think of her, is to praise God.

With the sound of King George's trumpets, all the empty hopes of the weak and foolish young Pretender were blown away; and with that music, I can say, my own life’s drama came to an end. That happiness, which has since filled my life, can't be put into words; it's sacred and secret by nature, not to be spoken of, even if my heart is overflowing with gratitude, except to Heaven and one special person—to my beloved wife, the truest, kindest, and purest partner a man could ever be blessed with. As I reflect on the immense happiness that awaited me and the depth of love that has blessed me for so many years, I feel a rush of wonder and thankfulness for such a gift—indeed, I’m grateful to have a heart capable of feeling and recognizing the immense beauty and value of what God has given me. Truly, love conquers all; it far surpasses ambition, is more precious than wealth, and is nobler than reputation. He doesn’t understand life who doesn’t know that; he hasn’t felt the highest capability of the soul who hasn’t experienced it. In the name of my wife, I declare the fulfillment of hope and the pinnacle of happiness. To have such love is the one blessing, compared to which all worldly joy is worthless; and to think of her is to praise God.

It was at Bruxelles, whither we retreated after the failure of our plot—our Whig friends advising us to keep out of the way—that the great joy of my life was bestowed upon me, and that my dear mistress became my wife. We had been so accustomed to an extreme intimacy and confidence, and had lived so long and tenderly together, that we might have gone on to the end without thinking of a closer tie; but circumstances brought about that event which so prodigiously multiplied my happiness and hers (for which I humbly thank Heaven), although a calamity befell us, which, I blush to think, hath occurred more than once in our house. I know not what infatuation of ambition urged the beautiful and wayward woman, whose name hath occupied so many of these pages, and who was served by me with ten years of such constant fidelity and passion; but ever after that day at Castlewood, when we rescued her, she persisted in holding all her family as her enemies, and left us, and escaped to France, to what a fate I disdain to tell. Nor was her son's house a home for my dear mistress; my poor Frank was weak, as perhaps all our race hath been, and led by women. Those around him were imperious, and in a terror of his mother's influence over him, lest he should recant, and deny the creed which he had adopted by their persuasion. The difference of their religion separated the son and the mother: my dearest mistress felt that she was severed from her children and alone in the world—alone but for one constant servant on whose fidelity, praised be Heaven, she could count. 'Twas after a scene of ignoble quarrel on the part of Frank's wife and mother (for the poor lad had been made to marry the whole of that German family with whom he had connected himself), that I found my mistress one day in tears, and then besought her to confide herself to the care and devotion of one who, by God's help, would never forsake her. And then the tender matron, as beautiful in her Autumn, and as pure as virgins in their spring, with blushes of love and “eyes of meek surrender,” yielded to my respectful importunity, and consented to share my home. Let the last words I write thank her, and bless her who hath blessed it.

It was in Brussels, where we went after our plan failed—our Whig friends advising us to lay low—that the greatest joy of my life came to me, and my dear mistress became my wife. We had become so close and trusted each other deeply, and had lived together with such love, that we might have continued that way forever without considering a stronger bond; but circumstances changed and brought about this event that greatly increased both our happiness (for which I humbly thank Heaven), even though we faced a misfortune that, I’m embarrassed to admit, has happened more than once in our family. I don’t know what kind of ambition drove the beautiful and willful woman, whose name has appeared so much in these pages, and who I served with ten years of unwavering loyalty and passion; but from that day at Castlewood, when we rescued her, she insisted on seeing her whole family as her enemies, and left us to escape to France, to a fate I can hardly bear to mention. Nor did her son's house become a haven for my dear mistress; my poor Frank was weak, like perhaps all of our family has been, and influenced by women. Those around him were domineering, and fearful of his mother's hold over him, worried he might change his mind and reject the beliefs he had taken on under their influence. Their differing religions drove a wedge between the son and his mother: my dearest mistress felt alienated from her children and alone in the world—alone except for one loyal servant whom, thank God, she could rely on. It was after a disgraceful argument involving Frank's wife and mother (since the poor lad had been forced to marry into that entire German family) that I found my mistress in tears one day. I then urged her to trust the care and devotion of someone who, with God’s help, would never abandon her. And then the tender matron, still as beautiful in her autumn years as she was pure like a spring maiden, with blushes of love and “eyes full of meek surrender,” gave in to my respectful pleading and agreed to share my home. Let my final words be to thank her and bless her who has blessed it.

By the kindness of Mr. Addison, all danger of prosecution, and every obstacle against our return to England, was removed; and my son Frank's gallantry in Scotland made his peace with the King's government. But we two cared no longer to live in England: and Frank formally and joyfully yielded over to us the possession of that estate which we now occupy, far away from Europe and its troubles, on the beautiful banks of the Potomac, where we have built a new Castlewood, and think with grateful hearts of our old home. In our Transatlantic country we have a season, the calmest and most delightful of the year, which we call the Indian summer: I often say the autumn of our life resembles that happy and serene weather, and am thankful for its rest and its sweet sunshine. Heaven hath blessed us with a child, which each parent loves for her resemblance to the other. Our diamonds are turned into ploughs and axes for our plantations; and into negroes, the happiest and merriest, I think, in all this country: and the only jewel by which my wife sets any store, and from which she hath never parted, is that gold button she took from my arm on the day when she visited me in prison, and which she wore ever after, as she told me, on the tenderest heart in the world.

Thanks to Mr. Addison's kindness, all risk of legal action and any barriers to our return to England were cleared away; and my son Frank's bravery in Scotland earned him the King's favor. But neither of us wanted to live in England anymore: Frank happily and officially handed over to us the estate we now call home, far away from Europe and its troubles, on the beautiful banks of the Potomac, where we've built a new Castlewood and fondly remember our old home. In our new country, we enjoy a season, the calmest and most delightful of the year, known as Indian summer: I often say that the autumn of our lives is like that happy and peaceful weather, and I am grateful for its rest and warm sunshine. Heaven has blessed us with a child, whom both parents cherish for resembling the other. Our riches have become tools for farming and labor for our lands, and we have the happiest and most cheerful workers, I believe, in the whole country. The only treasure my wife values, and the one she's never parted with, is that gold button she took from my arm the day she visited me in prison, which she wore ever since, as she told me, on the most caring heart in the world.


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