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The Pursuit of God


"Then shall we know,
if we follow on to know the Lord:
his going forth is prepared as the morning."


hosea 6:3


"Then we’ll know,"
if we seek to know the Lord:
"His arrival is as sure as the morning."


hosea 6:3

by A. W. Tozer

introduction by
Dr. Samuel M. Zwemer


CHRISTIAN PUBLICATIONS, INC.  HARRISBURG, PA.
COPYRIGHT MCMXLVIII BY CHRISTIAN PUBLICATIONS, INC.

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by A. W. Tozer

introduction by
Dr. Samuel M. Zwemer


CHRISTIAN PUBLICATIONS, INC. HARRISBURG, PA.
COPYRIGHT 1948 BY CHRISTIAN PUBLICATIONS, INC.

Printed in the United States


Contents

Introduction5
Preface7
IFollowing Hard after God11
IIThe Blessedness of Possessing Nothing21
IIIRemoving the Veil33
IVApprehending God49
VThe Universal Presence61
VIThe Speaking Voice73
VIIThe Gaze of the Soul85
VIIIRestoring the Creator-creature Relation99
IXMeekness and Rest109
XThe Sacrament of Living117

Introduction

Here is a masterly study of the inner life by a heart thirsting after God, eager to grasp at least the outskirts of His ways, the abyss of His love for sinners, and the height of His unapproachable majesty—and it was written by a busy pastor in Chicago!

Here is a masterful exploration of the inner life by a heart longing for God, eager to understand at least the edges of His ways, the depth of His love for sinners, and the height of His unmatched majesty—and it was written by a busy pastor in Chicago!

Who could imagine David writing the twenty-third Psalm on South Halsted Street, or a medieval mystic finding inspiration in a small study on the second floor of a frame house on that vast, flat checker-board of endless streets

Who could picture David writing the twenty-third Psalm on South Halsted Street, or a medieval mystic getting inspiration in a small study on the second floor of a wooden house on that huge, flat grid of endless streets?

Where the busy paths of life intersect Where the cries of race and clan resonate,
In places of misery and want,
At a shadowy doorway filled with fears,
And paths where the temptations of greed are concealed ...

But even as Dr. Frank Mason North, of New York, says in his immortal poem, so Mr. Tozer says in this book:

But as Dr. Frank Mason North from New York says in his timeless poem, Mr. Tozer conveys the same in this book:

Above the chaos of self-centered conflict We hear your voice, O Son of Man.

[Pg 6]My acquaintance with the author is limited to brief visits and loving fellowship in his church. There I discovered a self-made scholar, an omnivorous reader with a remarkable library of theological and devotional books, and one who seemed to burn the midnight oil in pursuit of God. His book is the result of long meditation and much prayer. It is not a collection of sermons. It does not deal with the pulpit and the pew but with the soul athirst for God. The chapters could be summarized in Moses' prayer, "Show me thy glory," or Paul's exclamation, "O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God!" It is theology not of the head but of the heart.

[Pg 6]My relationship with the author is limited to short visits and warm fellowship at his church. There, I met a self-taught scholar, a passionate reader with an impressive collection of theological and spiritual books, someone who seemed to stay up late seeking a deeper connection with God. His book comes from extensive reflection and heartfelt prayer. It’s not just a collection of sermons. It doesn’t focus on the pulpit and the pew, but rather on the soul yearning for God. The chapters could be summed up by Moses' prayer, "Show me your glory," or Paul's declaration, "Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God!" It’s theology that speaks to the heart rather than just the mind.

There is deep insight, sobriety of style, and a catholicity of outlook that is refreshing. The author has few quotations but he knows the saints and mystics of the centuries—Augustine, Nicholas of Cusa, Thomas à Kempis, von Hügel, Finney, Wesley and many more. The ten chapters are heart searching and the prayers at the close of each are for closet, not pulpit. I felt the nearness of God while reading them.

There’s profound insight, a clear writing style, and a broad perspective that feels refreshing. The author includes few quotes, but he is well-versed in the saints and mystics throughout history—Augustine, Nicholas of Cusa, Thomas à Kempis, von Hügel, Finney, Wesley, and many others. The ten chapters are deeply thought-provoking, and the prayers at the end of each are meant for private reflection rather than public speaking. I felt the presence of God while reading them.

Here is a book for every pastor, missionary, and devout Christian. It deals with the deep things of God and the riches of His grace. Above all, it has the keynote of sincerity and humility.

Here is a book for every pastor, missionary, and devoted Christian. It explores the profound aspects of God and the abundance of His grace. Most importantly, it emphasizes sincerity and humility.

Samuel M. Zwemer

Samuel M. Zwemer

New York City

NYC


Preface

In this hour of all-but-universal darkness one cheering gleam appears: within the fold of conservative Christianity there are to be found increasing numbers of persons whose religious lives are marked by a growing hunger after God Himself. They are eager for spiritual realities and will not be put off with words, nor will they be content with correct "interpretations" of truth. They are athirst for God, and they will not be satisfied till they have drunk deep at the Fountain of Living Water.

In this time of nearly total darkness, one hopeful light shines: within conservative Christianity, there are more and more people whose spiritual lives show a deepening desire for God Himself. They are searching for genuine spiritual experiences and won’t settle for just words or reliable "interpretations" of truth. They are thirsty for God and won’t be satisfied until they have deeply tasted the Fountain of Living Water.

This is the only real harbinger of revival which I have been able to detect anywhere on the religious horizon. It may be the cloud the size of a man's hand for which a few saints here and there have been looking. It can result in a resurrection of life for many souls and a recapture of that radiant wonder which should[Pg 8] accompany faith in Christ, that wonder which has all but fled the Church of God in our day.

This is the only true sign of revival that I’ve been able to notice anywhere in the religious landscape. It might be the small cloud that a few believers have been searching for. It could lead to a revival of spirit for many people and a return of that beautiful awe that should[Pg 8] come with faith in Christ, that awe which has nearly disappeared from the Church of God in our time.

But this hunger must be recognized by our religious leaders. Current evangelicalism has (to change the figure) laid the altar and divided the sacrifice into parts, but now seems satisfied to count the stones and rearrange the pieces with never a care that there is not a sign of fire upon the top of lofty Carmel. But God be thanked that there are a few who care. They are those who, while they love the altar and delight in the sacrifice, are yet unable to reconcile themselves to the continued absence of fire. They desire God above all. They are athirst to taste for themselves the "piercing sweetness" of the love of Christ about Whom all the holy prophets did write and the psalmists did sing.

But our religious leaders need to acknowledge this hunger. Today's evangelical movement has built the altar and broken the sacrifice into parts, but now seems content to just count the stones and rearrange the pieces, without a thought that there’s not a hint of fire on the high mountain of Carmel. But thank God there are a few who care. They are the ones who, while they love the altar and take joy in the sacrifice, still can’t come to terms with the ongoing absence of fire. They long for God above everything. They are eager to experience for themselves the "piercing sweetness" of Christ's love, about which all the holy prophets spoke and the psalmists sang.

There is today no lack of Bible teachers to set forth correctly the principles of the doctrines of Christ, but too many of these seem satisfied to teach the fundamentals of the faith year after year, strangely unaware that there is in their ministry no manifest Presence, nor anything unusual in their personal lives. They minister constantly to believers who feel within their breasts a longing which their teaching simply does not satisfy.

There are plenty of Bible teachers today who accurately explain the principles of Christ's teachings, but too many of them seem content to repeat the basics of the faith year after year, surprisingly unaware that their ministry lacks a visible Presence and that there's nothing remarkable about their personal lives. They continuously serve believers who feel a deep longing inside that their teachings just don't fulfill.

I trust I speak in charity, but the lack in our pulpits is real. Milton's terrible sentence applies to our day as accurately as it did to his: "The hungry sheep look up, and are not fed." It is a solemn thing,[Pg 9] and no small scandal in the Kingdom, to see God's children starving while actually seated at the Father's table. The truth of Wesley's words is established before our eyes: "Orthodoxy, or right opinion, is, at best, a very slender part of religion. Though right tempers cannot subsist without right opinions, yet right opinions may subsist without right tempers. There may be a right opinion of God without either love or one right temper toward Him. Satan is a proof of this."

I believe I'm being fair, but the issue in our churches is real. Milton's harsh statement fits our time just as well as it did his: "The hungry sheep look up, and are not fed." It's a serious matter,[Pg 9] and a major scandal in the Kingdom, to see God's children going hungry while actually sitting at the Father's table. The truth of Wesley's words is clear: "Orthodoxy, or right belief, is, at best, a very thin part of religion. While right attitudes can't exist without right beliefs, right beliefs can exist without right attitudes. It's possible to have a correct belief about God but lack love or any right attitude toward Him. Satan is evidence of this."

Thanks to our splendid Bible societies and to other effective agencies for the dissemination of the Word, there are today many millions of people who hold "right opinions," probably more than ever before in the history of the Church. Yet I wonder if there was ever a time when true spiritual worship was at a lower ebb. To great sections of the Church the art of worship has been lost entirely, and in its place has come that strange and foreign thing called the "program." This word has been borrowed from the stage and applied with sad wisdom to the type of public service which now passes for worship among us.

Thanks to our amazing Bible societies and other effective organizations for spreading the Word, there are now millions of people who hold "correct beliefs," probably more than ever before in the Church's history. Yet I find myself wondering if there’s ever been a time when genuine spiritual worship was at a lower point. For large parts of the Church, the art of worship has been completely lost, and instead, we’ve ended up with that strange and foreign concept called the "program." This term was borrowed from the theater and is sadly applicable to the kind of public service that now counts as worship among us.

Sound Bible exposition is an imperative must in the Church of the Living God. Without it no church can be a New Testament church in any strict meaning of that term. But exposition may be carried on in such way as to leave the hearers devoid of any true spiritual nourishment whatever. For it is not mere words that nourish the soul, but God Himself, and unless[Pg 10] and until the hearers find God in personal experience they are not the better for having heard the truth. The Bible is not an end in itself, but a means to bring men to an intimate and satisfying knowledge of God, that they may enter into Him, that they may delight in His Presence, may taste and know the inner sweetness of the very God Himself in the core and center of their hearts.

Sound Bible teaching is essential for the Church of the Living God. Without it, no church can truly be considered a New Testament church. However, teaching can be delivered in a way that leaves listeners without any real spiritual nourishment. It's not just the words that feed the soul; it's God Himself. Unless and until listeners encounter God personally, they won’t benefit from hearing the truth. The Bible isn’t an end in itself; it’s a tool to help people gain an intimate and fulfilling knowledge of God. This allows them to connect with Him, enjoy His presence, and experience the deep sweetness of God within their hearts.

This book is a modest attempt to aid God's hungry children so to find Him. Nothing here is new except in the sense that it is a discovery which my own heart has made of spiritual realities most delightful and wonderful to me. Others before me have gone much farther into these holy mysteries than I have done, but if my fire is not large it is yet real, and there may be those who can light their candle at its flame.

This book is a humble effort to help God's struggling children find Him. Nothing here is original except in the way that it's a realization my own heart has made about spiritual truths that are incredibly meaningful and beautiful to me. Others have explored these sacred mysteries much more deeply than I have, but even if my passion isn't huge, it's genuine, and there might be those who can ignite their own light from it.

A. W. Tozer
Chicago, Ill.
June 16, 1948

A. W. Tozer
Chicago, IL
June 16, 1948


I  Following Hard after God

My soul followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.—Psa. 63:8

My soul clings closely to you; your right hand supports me.—Psa. 63:8

Christian theology teaches the doctrine of prevenient grace, which briefly stated means this, that before a man can seek God, God must first have sought the man.

Christian theology teaches the concept of prevenient grace, which can be simply described as follows: before a person can seek God, God must first have sought out the person.

Before a sinful man can think a right thought of God, there must have been a work of enlightenment done within him; imperfect it may be, but a true work nonetheless, and the secret cause of all desiring and seeking and praying which may follow.

Before a sinful person can have a correct thought about God, there needs to be some kind of awakening inside them; it might be imperfect, but it's a genuine process, and it's what drives all the wanting, searching, and praying that might come afterward.

We pursue God because, and only because, He has first put an urge within us that spurs us to the pursuit. "No man can come to me," said our Lord, "except the Father which hath sent me draw him," and it is by this very prevenient drawing that God takes from us every vestige of credit for the act of coming. The impulse to pursue God originates with God, but the out[Pg 12]working of that impulse is our following hard after Him; and all the time we are pursuing Him we are already in His hand: "Thy right hand upholdeth me."

We seek God because He has first placed a desire in us that drives us to look for Him. "No one can come to me," our Lord said, "unless the Father who sent me draws them," and it's through this very initial drawing that God takes away any claim we might have over our own coming to Him. The desire to seek God comes from Him, but the result of that desire is our determined effort to chase after Him; and all the while we are pursuing Him, we are already in His grasp: "Your right hand upholds me."

In this divine "upholding" and human "following" there is no contradiction. All is of God, for as von Hügel teaches, God is always previous. In practice, however, (that is, where God's previous working meets man's present response) man must pursue God. On our part there must be positive reciprocation if this secret drawing of God is to eventuate in identifiable experience of the Divine. In the warm language of personal feeling this is stated in the Forty-second Psalm: "As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God. My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?" This is deep calling unto deep, and the longing heart will understand it.

In this divine "upholding" and human "following," there’s no contradiction. Everything comes from God, because as von Hügel teaches, God is always prior. In practice, though, where God's earlier action meets man's current response, man must seek God. We need to actively reciprocate for this hidden drawing of God to result in a tangible experience of the Divine. In the heartfelt language of personal emotion, this is expressed in the Forty-second Psalm: "As the deer longs for streams of water, so my soul longs for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God: when will I come and stand before God?" This is deep calling to deep, and the yearning heart will understand it.

The doctrine of justification by faith—a Biblical truth, and a blessed relief from sterile legalism and unavailing self-effort—has in our time fallen into evil company and been interpreted by many in such manner as actually to bar men from the knowledge of God. The whole transaction of religious conversion has been made mechanical and spiritless. Faith may now be exercised without a jar to the moral life and without embarrassment to the Adamic ego. Christ may be "received" without creating any special love for Him in the soul of the receiver. The man is "saved," but he is[Pg 13] not hungry nor thirsty after God. In fact he is specifically taught to be satisfied and encouraged to be content with little.

The idea of justification by faith—a Biblical truth and a welcome escape from rigid legalism and ineffective self-effort—has, in our time, associated itself with negative influences and has been interpreted by many in a way that actually keeps people from truly knowing God. The whole process of religious conversion has become mechanical and lifeless. Now, faith can be practiced without impacting one's moral life and without challenging the human ego. Christ can be "accepted" without inspiring any genuine love for Him in the heart of the believer. The person is "saved," but they are[Pg 13] neither hungry nor thirsty for God. In fact, they are specifically taught to be satisfied and encouraged to be content with very little.

The modern scientist has lost God amid the wonders of His world; we Christians are in real danger of losing God amid the wonders of His Word. We have almost forgotten that God is a Person and, as such, can be cultivated as any person can. It is inherent in personality to be able to know other personalities, but full knowledge of one personality by another cannot be achieved in one encounter. It is only after long and loving mental intercourse that the full possibilities of both can be explored.

The modern scientist has lost sight of God among the wonders of His creation; we Christians are at risk of losing God among the wonders of His Word. We've nearly forgotten that God is a Person and can be related to like anyone else. It's part of being a person to be able to know other people, but one encounter can't lead to complete understanding of one person by another. It’s only through long and meaningful interactions that we can fully explore the possibilities of both.

All social intercourse between human beings is a response of personality to personality, grading upward from the most casual brush between man and man to the fullest, most intimate communion of which the human soul is capable. Religion, so far as it is genuine, is in essence the response of created personalities to the Creating Personality, God. "This is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent."

All social interaction between people is a reaction of one personality to another, ranging from the most casual encounter between individuals to the deepest, most intimate connection that the human soul can experience. Genuine religion, at its core, is the response of created individuals to the Creating Being, God. "This is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent."

God is a Person, and in the deep of His mighty nature He thinks, wills, enjoys, feels, loves, desires and suffers as any other person may. In making Himself known to us He stays by the familiar pattern of personality. He communicates with us through the avenues of our minds, our wills and our emotions. The[Pg 14] continuous and unembarrassed interchange of love and thought between God and the soul of the redeemed man is the throbbing heart of New Testament religion.

God is a person, and at the core of His powerful nature, He thinks, decides, enjoys, feels, loves, desires, and suffers just like any other person would. In revealing Himself to us, He follows the familiar pattern of personality. He communicates with us through our thoughts, our choices, and our emotions. The[Pg 14] ongoing and open exchange of love and ideas between God and the soul of a redeemed person is the essential heart of New Testament faith.

This intercourse between God and the soul is known to us in conscious personal awareness. It is personal: that is, it does not come through the body of believers, as such, but is known to the individual, and to the body through the individuals which compose it. And it is conscious: that is, it does not stay below the threshold of consciousness and work there unknown to the soul (as, for instance, infant baptism is thought by some to do), but comes within the field of awareness where the man can "know" it as he knows any other fact of experience.

This interaction between God and the soul is recognized by us through conscious personal awareness. It's personal: meaning it doesn't come through the group of believers as a whole, but is understood by each individual, and by the group through its individual members. And it's conscious: this means it doesn't remain beneath the level of awareness and operate unnoticed by the soul (like how some think infant baptism might), but instead enters the realm of awareness where a person can "know" it just like they know any other fact of experience.

You and I are in little (our sins excepted) what God is in large. Being made in His image we have within us the capacity to know Him. In our sins we lack only the power. The moment the Spirit has quickened us to life in regeneration our whole being senses its kinship to God and leaps up in joyous recognition. That is the heavenly birth without which we cannot see the Kingdom of God. It is, however, not an end but an inception, for now begins the glorious pursuit, the heart's happy exploration of the infinite riches of the Godhead. That is where we begin, I say, but where we stop no man has yet discovered, for there is in the awful and mysterious depths of the Triune God neither limit nor end.

You and I are in a small way (except for our sins) what God is in a big way. Since we are made in His image, we have the ability to know Him. In our sins, we only lack the power to do so. The moment the Spirit brings us to life in regeneration, our entire being recognizes its connection to God and joyfully responds. That is the heavenly birth without which we cannot see the Kingdom of God. However, it is not the end but the beginning, as the glorious pursuit starts now, and the heart joyfully explores the infinite riches of the Godhead. That is where we begin, I say, but where we stop no one has yet figured out, for in the profound and mysterious depths of the Triune God, there are no limits or ends.

Endless Ocean, who can speak Your name?
Your own eternity surrounds You,
Divine majesty!

To have found God and still to pursue Him is the soul's paradox of love, scorned indeed by the too-easily-satisfied religionist, but justified in happy experience by the children of the burning heart. St. Bernard stated this holy paradox in a musical quatrain that will be instantly understood by every worshipping soul:

To have found God and still seek Him is the soul's paradox of love, dismissed by those who are easily satisfied with their faith, but validated through joyful experience by the passionate believers. St. Bernard expressed this holy paradox in a beautiful quatrain that every devout soul will instantly understand:

We taste You, O Living Bread,
And I still long to feast upon You: We drink from You, the Source of Life
And quench our souls' thirst with You.

Come near to the holy men and women of the past and you will soon feel the heat of their desire after God. They mourned for Him, they prayed and wrestled and sought for Him day and night, in season and out, and when they had found Him the finding was all the sweeter for the long seeking. Moses used the fact that he knew God as an argument for knowing Him better. "Now, therefore, I pray thee, if I have found grace in thy sight, show me now thy way, that I may know thee, that I may find grace in thy sight"; and from there he rose to make the daring request, "I beseech thee, show me thy glory." God was frankly pleased by this display of ardor, and the next day called Moses into the mount, and there in solemn procession made all His glory pass before him.

Get close to the holy men and women from the past, and you’ll quickly feel their intense longing for God. They mourned for Him, prayed, wrestled, and sought Him day and night, through every season. When they finally found Him, that discovery was even sweeter because of the long search. Moses used his relationship with God as a reason to seek an even deeper connection. "Now, if I have found favor in your eyes, please show me your way so that I may know you and continue to find favor in your sight"; then he boldly asked, "I ask you, show me your glory." God was genuinely pleased with this display of passion and the next day called Moses up the mountain, where in a solemn procession, He revealed all His glory to him.

[Pg 16]David's life was a torrent of spiritual desire, and his psalms ring with the cry of the seeker and the glad shout of the finder. Paul confessed the mainspring of his life to be his burning desire after Christ. "That I may know Him," was the goal of his heart, and to this he sacrificed everything. "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but refuse, that I may win Christ."

[Pg 16]David's life was filled with intense spiritual longing, and his psalms resonate with both the cries of a seeker and the joyful shouts of someone who has found what they were looking for. Paul openly acknowledged that the driving force of his life was his deep passion for Christ. "I want to know Him" was his ultimate goal, and he gave up everything to pursue it. "I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, so that I may gain Christ."

Hymnody is sweet with the longing after God, the God whom, while the singer seeks, he knows he has already found. "His track I see and I'll pursue," sang our fathers only a short generation ago, but that song is heard no more in the great congregation. How tragic that we in this dark day have had our seeking done for us by our teachers. Everything is made to center upon the initial act of "accepting" Christ (a term, incidentally, which is not found in the Bible) and we are not expected thereafter to crave any further revelation of God to our souls. We have been snared in the coils of a spurious logic which insists that if we have found Him we need no more seek Him. This is set before us as the last word in orthodoxy, and it is taken for granted that no Bible-taught Christian ever believed otherwise. Thus the whole testimony of the worshipping, seeking, singing Church on that subject is crisply set aside. The experiential heart-theology of[Pg 17] a grand army of fragrant saints is rejected in favor of a smug interpretation of Scripture which would certainly have sounded strange to an Augustine, a Rutherford or a Brainerd.

Hymnody is beautiful with a longing for God, the God whom the singer seeks but knows he has already found. "I see His track and I'll follow it," our forefathers sang just a generation ago, but that song is no longer heard in the large congregation. How tragic that in this dark time, our teachers have taken over our searching for us. Everything focuses on the initial act of "accepting" Christ (a term, by the way, that doesn’t actually appear in the Bible), and we’re not expected to desire any further revelation of God in our lives. We have been caught in a trap of false reasoning that insists if we’ve found Him, we don’t need to seek Him anymore. This is presented as the final word in orthodoxy, and it’s assumed that no Bible-informed Christian believes otherwise. Thus, the entire testimony of the worshipping, seeking, singing Church on this issue is quickly dismissed. The heartfelt experiences of a vast number of devoted saints are overlooked in favor of a self-satisfied interpretation of Scripture that would surely have sounded strange to Augustine, Rutherford, or Brainerd.

In the midst of this great chill there are some, I rejoice to acknowledge, who will not be content with shallow logic. They will admit the force of the argument, and then turn away with tears to hunt some lonely place and pray, "O God, show me thy glory." They want to taste, to touch with their hearts, to see with their inner eyes the wonder that is God.

In the middle of this deep cold, there are some, I’m happy to say, who won’t settle for superficial reasoning. They recognize the strength of the argument, but then they turn away in tears to find a quiet place and pray, "O God, show me your glory." They want to experience, to feel with their hearts, to see with their inner eyes the amazingness that is God.

I want deliberately to encourage this mighty longing after God. The lack of it has brought us to our present low estate. The stiff and wooden quality about our religious lives is a result of our lack of holy desire. Complacency is a deadly foe of all spiritual growth. Acute desire must be present or there will be no manifestation of Christ to His people. He waits to be wanted. Too bad that with many of us He waits so long, so very long, in vain.

I want to intentionally foster this intense longing for God. Our current state is a result of not having it. The rigid and lifeless nature of our spiritual lives comes from a lack of holy desire. Complacency is a serious enemy of spiritual growth. We need to have a strong desire, or there won’t be any revelation of Christ to His people. He’s waiting to be wanted. It’s unfortunate that for many of us, He waits a long time, far too long, without being sought.

Every age has its own characteristics. Right now we are in an age of religious complexity. The simplicity which is in Christ is rarely found among us. In its stead are programs, methods, organizations and a world of nervous activities which occupy time and attention but can never satisfy the longing of the heart. The shallowness of our inner experience, the hollowness of our worship, and that servile imitation of the world[Pg 18] which marks our promotional methods all testify that we, in this day, know God only imperfectly, and the peace of God scarcely at all.

Every era has its own traits. Right now, we’re in a time of religious complexity. The simplicity found in Christ is hard to come by these days. Instead, we have programs, methods, organizations, and a flurry of activities that fill our schedules but can never fulfill the desires of our hearts. The superficiality of our inner experiences, the emptiness of our worship, and the imitation of the world that defines our promotional methods all show that, in this time, we only have a limited understanding of God and hardly any experience of the peace that comes from Him.

If we would find God amid all the religious externals we must first determine to find Him, and then proceed in the way of simplicity. Now as always God discovers Himself to "babes" and hides Himself in thick darkness from the wise and the prudent. We must simplify our approach to Him. We must strip down to essentials (and they will be found to be blessedly few). We must put away all effort to impress, and come with the guileless candor of childhood. If we do this, without doubt God will quickly respond.

If we want to find God among all the religious rituals, we first need to decide to seek Him and then approach Him with simplicity. Just like always, God reveals Himself to those who are innocent and hides from the wise and self-sufficient. We need to simplify how we approach Him. We should focus on what really matters (and it turns out, that will be surprisingly few). We must let go of any attempts to impress and come to Him with the honest openness of a child. If we do this, there’s no doubt that God will respond quickly.

When religion has said its last word, there is little that we need other than God Himself. The evil habit of seeking God-and effectively prevents us from finding God in full revelation. In the "and" lies our great woe. If we omit the "and" we shall soon find God, and in Him we shall find that for which we have all our lives been secretly longing.

When religion has said everything it needs to say, there's not much we need besides God Himself. The bad habit of looking for God-and keeps us from experiencing God in His entirety. Our major struggle lies in that "and." If we let go of the "and," we will quickly find God, and in Him, we'll discover what we've secretly longed for our entire lives.

We need not fear that in seeking God only we may narrow our lives or restrict the motions of our expanding hearts. The opposite is true. We can well afford to make God our All, to concentrate, to sacrifice the many for the One.

We shouldn't be afraid that in seeking only God we might limit our lives or hold back our growing hearts. The opposite is actually true. We can definitely make God our Everything, focus our attention, and give up the many things for the One.

The author of the quaint old English classic, The Cloud of Unknowing, teaches us how to do this. "Lift up thine heart unto God with a meek stirring of love;[Pg 19] and mean Himself, and none of His goods. And thereto, look thee loath to think on aught but God Himself. So that nought work in thy wit, nor in thy will, but only God Himself. This is the work of the soul that most pleaseth God."

The author of the charming old English classic, The Cloud of Unknowing, shows us how to do this. "Lift your heart to God with a gentle stirring of love; [Pg 19] and mean Him, and nothing that He possesses. And in addition, do your best to avoid thinking of anything but God Himself. So that nothing should occupy your mind or your will, but only God Himself. This is the work of the soul that pleases God the most."

Again, he recommends that in prayer we practice a further stripping down of everything, even of our theology. "For it sufficeth enough, a naked intent direct unto God without any other cause than Himself." Yet underneath all his thinking lay the broad foundation of New Testament truth, for he explains that by "Himself" he means "God that made thee, and bought thee, and that graciously called thee to thy degree." And he is all for simplicity: If we would have religion "lapped and folden in one word, for that thou shouldst have better hold thereupon, take thee but a little word of one syllable: for so it is better than of two, for even the shorter it is the better it accordeth with the work of the Spirit. And such a word is this word GOD or this word LOVE."

Again, he suggests that in prayer we should strip everything down, even our theology. "For it’s enough to have a straightforward intention directed to God without any other reason than Himself." Yet, beneath all his thoughts lies the solid foundation of New Testament truth, as he clarifies that by "Himself" he means "the God who made you, redeemed you, and graciously called you to your purpose." He strongly advocates for simplicity: If we were to express our faith "wrapped up in one word, so you could hold onto it better, just pick a small word with one syllable: for it is better than two, as the shorter it is, the more it aligns with the work of the Spirit. And such a word is this word GOD or this word LOVE."

When the Lord divided Canaan among the tribes of Israel Levi received no share of the land. God said to him simply, "I am thy part and thine inheritance," and by those words made him richer than all his brethren, richer than all the kings and rajas who have ever lived in the world. And there is a spiritual principle here, a principle still valid for every priest of the Most High God.

When the Lord divided Canaan among the tribes of Israel, Levi didn’t get any land. God told him, "I am your portion and your inheritance," and with those words, He made Levi richer than all his brothers, richer than any kings and rulers who have ever lived. There's a spiritual principle here that still applies to every priest of the Most High God.

[Pg 20]The man who has God for his treasure has all things in One. Many ordinary treasures may be denied him, or if he is allowed to have them, the enjoyment of them will be so tempered that they will never be necessary to his happiness. Or if he must see them go, one after one, he will scarcely feel a sense of loss, for having the Source of all things he has in One all satisfaction, all pleasure, all delight. Whatever he may lose he has actually lost nothing, for he now has it all in One, and he has it purely, legitimately and forever.

[Pg 20]The person who treasures God has everything they need in one. They might be denied many ordinary treasures, or even if they get to enjoy them, their happiness won’t depend on them. And if they have to let go of those treasures, one by one, they will hardly feel a loss, because with the Source of everything, they find all satisfaction, pleasure, and joy in one place. No matter what they lose, they haven’t lost anything at all; they have it all in one, and it’s theirs purely, rightfully, and forever.

O God, I have tasted Thy goodness, and it has both satisfied me and made me thirsty for more. I am painfully conscious of my need of further grace. I am ashamed of my lack of desire. O God, the Triune God, I want to want Thee; I long to be filled with longing; I thirst to be made more thirsty still. Show me Thy glory, I pray Thee, that so I may know Thee indeed. Begin in mercy a new work of love within me. Say to my soul, "Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away." Then give me grace to rise and follow Thee up from this misty lowland where I have wandered so long. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

O God, I have experienced Your goodness, and it has both satisfied me and made me crave more. I'm painfully aware of my need for more grace. I'm ashamed of my lack of desire. O God, the Triune God, I want to want You; I long to be filled with desire; I thirst to be made even more thirsty. Show me Your glory, I pray, so that I may truly know You. Please start a new work of love in me with Your mercy. Say to my soul, "Rise up, my love, my beautiful one, and come away." Then give me the grace to rise and follow You up from this misty lowland where I have wandered for so long. In Jesus' Name, Amen.


II  The Blessedness of Possessing Nothing

Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.—Matt. 5:3

Blessed are those who are humble in spirit, for they will inherit the kingdom of heaven.—Matt. 5:3

Before the Lord God made man upon the earth He first prepared for him by creating a world of useful and pleasant things for his sustenance and delight. In the Genesis account of the creation these are called simply "things." They were made for man's uses, but they were meant always to be external to the man and subservient to him. In the deep heart of the man was a shrine where none but God was worthy to come. Within him was God; without, a thousand gifts which God had showered upon him.

Before the Lord God created man on Earth, He first prepared a world filled with useful and enjoyable things for his nourishment and happiness. In the account of creation in Genesis, these are referred to as simply "things." They were created for man's use, but always intended to be external to him and subordinate to him. In the deepest part of man was a sacred place where only God was worthy to enter. Inside him was God; outside, a thousand gifts that God had showered upon him.

But sin has introduced complications and has made those very gifts of God a potential source of ruin to the soul.

But sin has created complications and has turned those very gifts from God into a potential source of destruction for the soul.

Our woes began when God was forced out of His central shrine and "things" were allowed to enter.[Pg 22] Within the human heart "things" have taken over. Men have now by nature no peace within their hearts, for God is crowned there no longer, but there in the moral dusk stubborn and aggressive usurpers fight among themselves for first place on the throne.

Our troubles started when God was pushed out of His central place, and "things" were allowed to take over.[Pg 22] Inside the human heart, "things" have taken control. People now naturally have no peace in their hearts because God is no longer in charge; instead, in the moral darkness, stubborn and aggressive intruders battle each other for the top spot on the throne.

This is not a mere metaphor, but an accurate analysis of our real spiritual trouble. There is within the human heart a tough fibrous root of fallen life whose nature is to possess, always to possess. It covets "things" with a deep and fierce passion. The pronouns "my" and "mine" look innocent enough in print, but their constant and universal use is significant. They express the real nature of the old Adamic man better than a thousand volumes of theology could do. They are verbal symptoms of our deep disease. The roots of our hearts have grown down into things, and we dare not pull up one rootlet lest we die. Things have become necessary to us, a development never originally intended. God's gifts now take the place of God, and the whole course of nature is upset by the monstrous substitution.

This isn't just a metaphor; it's a clear analysis of our genuine spiritual issues. There's a tough, fibrous root of fallen life inside the human heart that’s driven by the desire to possess—always to possess. It craves "things" with a deep and intense passion. The words "my" and "mine" may seem harmless in writing, but their constant and widespread use is significant. They reveal the true nature of the old Adamic man better than a thousand theology books ever could. They are verbal signs of our deep-rooted problem. The roots of our hearts have sunk into things, and we fear pulling up even a single rootlet for fear of dying. Things have become essential to us, which was never the original intention. God's gifts have now replaced God, and this huge substitution has thrown the natural order into chaos.

Our Lord referred to this tyranny of things when He said to His disciples, "If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever shall lose his life for my sake shall find it."

Our Lord talked about this tyranny of things when He said to His disciples, "If anyone wants to follow me, they must deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow me. Because whoever tries to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for my sake will find it."

Breaking this truth into fragments for our better[Pg 23] understanding, it would seem that there is within each of us an enemy which we tolerate at our peril. Jesus called it "life" and "self," or as we would say, the self-life. Its chief characteristic is its possessiveness: the words "gain" and "profit" suggest this. To allow this enemy to live is in the end to lose everything. To repudiate it and give up all for Christ's sake is to lose nothing at last, but to preserve everything unto life eternal. And possibly also a hint is given here as to the only effective way to destroy this foe: it is by the Cross. "Let him take up his cross and follow me."

Breaking this truth into pieces for better understanding, it seems that within each of us is an enemy that we tolerate at our own risk. Jesus referred to it as "life" and "self," or what we would now call the self-life. Its main trait is possessiveness: the words "gain" and "profit" imply this. Allowing this enemy to persist ultimately leads to losing everything. Rejecting it and giving up all for Christ’s sake means losing nothing in the end, but instead preserving everything for eternal life. There might also be a hint here about the only real way to defeat this enemy: it’s through the Cross. "Let him take up his cross and follow me."

The way to deeper knowledge of God is through the lonely valleys of soul poverty and abnegation of all things. The blessed ones who possess the Kingdom are they who have repudiated every external thing and have rooted from their hearts all sense of possessing. These are the "poor in spirit." They have reached an inward state paralleling the outward circumstances of the common beggar in the streets of Jerusalem; that is what the word "poor" as Christ used it actually means. These blessed poor are no longer slaves to the tyranny of things. They have broken the yoke of the oppressor; and this they have done not by fighting but by surrendering. Though free from all sense of possessing, they yet possess all things. "Theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

The way to a deeper understanding of God is through the lonely paths of spiritual emptiness and letting go of everything. The blessed ones who hold the Kingdom are those who have rejected all external things and removed from their hearts the desire to possess. These are the "poor in spirit." They have achieved an inner state similar to the outward situation of a common beggar in the streets of Jerusalem; this is what the word "poor" means as Christ used it. These blessed poor are no longer controlled by the demands of material possessions. They have broken free from the oppressor’s yoke; and they did this not by fighting, but by surrendering. Though free from any sense of ownership, they still possess everything. "Theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

Let me exhort you to take this seriously. It is not to be understood as mere Bible teaching to be stored[Pg 24] away in the mind along with an inert mass of other doctrines. It is a marker on the road to greener pastures, a path chiseled against the steep sides of the mount of God. We dare not try to by-pass it if we would follow on in this holy pursuit. We must ascend a step at a time. If we refuse one step we bring our progress to an end.

Let me encourage you to take this seriously. It's not just another Bible lesson to be filed away in your mind along with a bunch of other teachings. It’s a signpost on the way to better things, a trail carved into the steep slopes of God's mountain. We can't skip it if we want to continue on this spiritual journey. We have to move forward one step at a time. If we refuse to take a single step, we halt our progress altogether.

As is frequently true, this New Testament principle of spiritual life finds its best illustration in the Old Testament. In the story of Abraham and Isaac we have a dramatic picture of the surrendered life as well as an excellent commentary on the first Beatitude.

As is often the case, this New Testament principle of spiritual life is best illustrated in the Old Testament. In the story of Abraham and Isaac, we see a dramatic representation of a surrendered life, as well as a great commentary on the first Beatitude.

Abraham was old when Isaac was born, old enough indeed to have been his grandfather, and the child became at once the delight and idol of his heart. From that moment when he first stooped to take the tiny form awkwardly in his arms he was an eager love slave of his son. God went out of His way to comment on the strength of this affection. And it is not hard to understand. The baby represented everything sacred to his father's heart: the promises of God, the covenants, the hopes of the years and the long messianic dream. As he watched him grow from babyhood to young manhood the heart of the old man was knit closer and closer with the life of his son, till at last the relationship bordered upon the perilous. It was then that God stepped in to save both father and son from the consequences of an uncleansed love.

Abraham was old when Isaac was born, old enough to be his grandfather, and the child quickly became the joy and center of his world. From the moment he first bent down to awkwardly hold the tiny baby in his arms, he became totally devoted to his son. God emphasized the depth of this love. It's easy to see why. The baby represented everything sacred to his father's heart: God's promises, the covenants, the hopes of the years, and the long-awaited messianic dream. As he watched Isaac grow from babyhood to young adulthood, the bond between the old man and his son became stronger and stronger, until their relationship started to become dangerous. That’s when God intervened to protect both father and son from the dangers of an unrestrained love.

[Pg 25] "Take now thy son," said God to Abraham, "thine only son Isaac, whom thou lovest, and get thee into the land of Moriah; and offer him there for a burnt-offering upon one of the mountains which I will tell thee of." The sacred writer spares us a close-up of the agony that night on the slopes near Beersheba when the aged man had it out with his God, but respectful imagination may view in awe the bent form and convulsive wrestling alone under the stars. Possibly not again until a Greater than Abraham wrestled in the Garden of Gethsemane did such mortal pain visit a human soul. If only the man himself might have been allowed to die. That would have been easier a thousand times, for he was old now, and to die would have been no great ordeal for one who had walked so long with God. Besides, it would have been a last sweet pleasure to let his dimming vision rest upon the figure of his stalwart son who would live to carry on the Abrahamic line and fulfill in himself the promises of God made long before in Ur of the Chaldees.

[Pg 25] "Take your son," God said to Abraham, "your only son Isaac, whom you love, and go to the land of Moriah; and offer him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains that I will show you." The sacred writer doesn't describe the agony of that night on the slopes near Beersheba when the old man struggled with his God, but one can imagine with respect the weary figure wrestling alone under the stars. Perhaps not until a Greater than Abraham wrestled in the Garden of Gethsemane did such deep suffering touch a human soul. If only the man could have died instead. That would have been an easier choice a thousand times over, for he was old now, and dying would have posed no great challenge for someone who had walked so long with God. Moreover, it would have been a final comforting moment to let his fading vision rest on his strong son, who would live on to continue the Abrahamic line and fulfill the promises made by God long ago in Ur of the Chaldees.

How should he slay the lad! Even if he could get the consent of his wounded and protesting heart, how could he reconcile the act with the promise, "In Isaac shall thy seed be called"? This was Abraham's trial by fire, and he did not fail in the crucible. While the stars still shone like sharp white points above the tent where the sleeping Isaac lay, and long before the gray dawn had begun to lighten the east, the old saint had[Pg 26] made up his mind. He would offer his son as God had directed him to do, and then trust God to raise him from the dead. This, says the writer to the Hebrews, was the solution his aching heart found sometime in the dark night, and he rose "early in the morning" to carry out the plan. It is beautiful to see that, while he erred as to God's method, he had correctly sensed the secret of His great heart. And the solution accords well with the New Testament Scripture, "Whosoever will lose for my sake shall find."

How should he kill the boy? Even if he could get his wounded and protesting heart to agree, how could he reconcile that act with the promise, "In Isaac shall your descendants be named"? This was Abraham's trial by fire, and he didn't fail in the heat of it. While the stars still sparkled like sharp white points above the tent where the sleeping Isaac lay, and long before the gray dawn began to brighten the east, the old man had[Pg 26] made up his mind. He would offer his son as God had instructed him to do, and then trust God to bring him back to life. This, according to the writer of Hebrews, was the answer his hurting heart found sometime during the dark night, and he got up "early in the morning" to follow through with the plan. It's beautiful to see that, while he misunderstood God's method, he correctly grasped the depth of His great heart. And the solution resonates well with the New Testament scripture, "Whoever loses for my sake will find."

God let the suffering old man go through with it up to the point where He knew there would be no retreat, and then forbade him to lay a hand upon the boy. To the wondering patriarch He now says in effect, "It's all right, Abraham. I never intended that you should actually slay the lad. I only wanted to remove him from the temple of your heart that I might reign unchallenged there. I wanted to correct the perversion that existed in your love. Now you may have the boy, sound and well. Take him and go back to your tent. Now I know that thou fearest God, seeing that thou hast not withheld thy son, thine only son, from me."

God allowed the suffering old man to go through with it until it was clear there was no turning back, and then He stopped him from harming the boy. To the amazed patriarch, He essentially says, "It's okay, Abraham. I never meant for you to actually kill the boy. I just wanted to take him out of your heart so I could be there without competition. I wanted to set right the distortion in your love. Now you can have the boy, safe and sound. Take him and go back to your tent. Now I know that you fear God, since you haven't held back your son, your only son, from me."

Then heaven opened and a voice was heard saying to him, "By myself have I sworn, saith the Lord, for because thou hast done this thing, and hast not withheld thy son, thine only son: that in blessing I will bless thee, and in multiplying I will multiply thy[Pg 27] seed as the stars of the heaven, and as the sand which is upon the sea shore; and thy seed shall possess the gate of his enemies; and in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed; because thou hast obeyed my voice."

Then heaven opened, and a voice was heard saying to him, "I swear by myself, says the Lord, because you have done this thing and have not withheld your son, your only son: I will surely bless you, and I will multiply your[Pg 27]descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and the sand on the seashore; your descendants will possess the gates of their enemies, and through your descendants, all nations of the earth will be blessed because you have obeyed my voice."

The old man of God lifted his head to respond to the Voice, and stood there on the mount strong and pure and grand, a man marked out by the Lord for special treatment, a friend and favorite of the Most High. Now he was a man wholly surrendered, a man utterly obedient, a man who possessed nothing. He had concentrated his all in the person of his dear son, and God had taken it from him. God could have begun out on the margin of Abraham's life and worked inward to the center; He chose rather to cut quickly to the heart and have it over in one sharp act of separation. In dealing thus He practiced an economy of means and time. It hurt cruelly, but it was effective.

The old man of God lifted his head to respond to the Voice and stood there on the mountain, strong, pure, and majestic, a man chosen by the Lord for special treatment, a friend and favorite of the Most High. Now he was a man completely surrendered, a man utterly obedient, a man who owned nothing. He had poured all his love into his dear son, and God had taken him away. God could have started on the edge of Abraham's life and worked inward; instead, He chose to go straight to the heart and end it all in one sharp act of separation. By doing this, He was efficient with both means and time. It hurt deeply, but it was effective.

I have said that Abraham possessed nothing. Yet was not this poor man rich? Everything he had owned before was his still to enjoy: sheep, camels, herds, and goods of every sort. He had also his wife and his friends, and best of all he had his son Isaac safe by his side. He had everything, but he possessed nothing. There is the spiritual secret. There is the sweet theology of the heart which can be learned only in the school of renunciation. The books on systematic theology overlook this, but the wise will understand.

I’ve said that Abraham owned nothing. Yet wasn’t this poor man wealthy? Everything he had owned before was still his to enjoy: sheep, camels, herds, and all kinds of goods. He also had his wife and friends, and best of all, he had his son Isaac safe by his side. He had everything, but he owned nothing. That’s the spiritual secret. That’s the profound theology of the heart that can only be learned in the school of letting go. The formal books on theology miss this, but the wise will understand.

[Pg 28] After that bitter and blessed experience I think the words "my" and "mine" never had again the same meaning for Abraham. The sense of possession which they connote was gone from his heart. Things had been cast out forever. They had now become external to the man. His inner heart was free from them. The world said, "Abraham is rich," but the aged patriarch only smiled. He could not explain it to them, but he knew that he owned nothing, that his real treasures were inward and eternal.

[Pg 28] After that painful yet valuable experience, I believe the words "my" and "mine" never held the same meaning for Abraham again. The feeling of ownership they suggested disappeared from his heart. Things had been permanently removed. They had become separate from him. His inner self was liberated from them. The world claimed, "Abraham is wealthy," but the aging patriarch simply smiled. He couldn’t explain it to them, but he understood that he possessed nothing; his true riches were internal and everlasting.

There can be no doubt that this possessive clinging to things is one of the most harmful habits in the life. Because it is so natural it is rarely recognized for the evil that it is; but its outworkings are tragic.

There’s no doubt that this obsessive attachment to things is one of the most harmful habits in life. Because it feels so natural, it’s rarely seen for the negative force it is; but the consequences are tragic.

We are often hindered from giving up our treasures to the Lord out of fear for their safety; this is especially true when those treasures are loved relatives and friends. But we need have no such fears. Our Lord came not to destroy but to save. Everything is safe which we commit to Him, and nothing is really safe which is not so committed.

We often hold back from giving our treasures to the Lord because we're afraid they won't be safe; this is especially true for loved ones and friends. But we shouldn't have those fears. Our Lord came to save, not to destroy. Everything we entrust to Him is safe, and nothing is truly safe that isn't handed over to Him.

Our gifts and talents should also be turned over to Him. They should be recognized for what they are, God's loan to us, and should never be considered in any sense our own. We have no more right to claim credit for special abilities than for blue eyes or strong muscles. "For who maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive?"

Our gifts and talents should also be given to Him. They should be acknowledged for what they are, God's loan to us, and should never be thought of as our own. We have no more right to take credit for special abilities than for blue eyes or strong muscles. "For who makes you different from anyone else? And what do you have that you did not receive?"

[Pg 29] The Christian who is alive enough to know himself even slightly will recognize the symptoms of this possession malady, and will grieve to find them in his own heart. If the longing after God is strong enough within him he will want to do something about the matter. Now, what should he do?

[Pg 29] A Christian who is self-aware, even just a little, will notice the signs of this troubling condition and will be saddened to see them in his own heart. If his desire for God is strong enough, he will feel compelled to take action. So, what should he do?

First of all he should put away all defense and make no attempt to excuse himself either in his own eyes or before the Lord. Whoever defends himself will have himself for his defense, and he will have no other; but let him come defenseless before the Lord and he will have for his defender no less than God Himself. Let the inquiring Christian trample under foot every slippery trick of his deceitful heart and insist upon frank and open relations with the Lord.

First of all, he should set aside all defenses and not try to make excuses for himself, either to himself or to the Lord. Anyone who defends themselves will only have themselves as their defense, and no one else; but if he comes before the Lord without any defenses, he will have none other than God Himself as his defender. Let the seeking Christian reject all the slippery tricks of their deceitful heart and insist on honest and open relationships with the Lord.

Then he should remember that this is holy business. No careless or casual dealings will suffice. Let him come to God in full determination to be heard. Let him insist that God accept his all, that He take things out of his heart and Himself reign there in power. It may be he will need to become specific, to name things and people by their names one by one. If he will become drastic enough he can shorten the time of his travail from years to minutes and enter the good land long before his slower brethren who coddle their feelings and insist upon caution in their dealings with God.

Then he should remember that this is serious business. No careless or casual actions will do. He should approach God with a firm determination to be heard. He needs to insist that God accept everything from him, that He remove things from his heart and take control there with power. It might be necessary for him to be specific, to name things and people individually. If he becomes urgent enough, he can shorten his struggle from years to minutes and reach that good place long before his slower peers who indulge their feelings and insist on being cautious in their interactions with God.

Let us never forget that such a truth as this can[Pg 30]not be learned by rote as one would learn the facts of physical science. They must be experienced before we can really know them. We must in our hearts live through Abraham's harsh and bitter experiences if we would know the blessedness which follows them. The ancient curse will not go out painlessly; the tough old miser within us will not lie down and die obedient to our command. He must be torn out of our heart like a plant from the soil; he must be extracted in agony and blood like a tooth from the jaw. He must be expelled from our soul by violence as Christ expelled the money changers from the temple. And we shall need to steel ourselves against his piteous begging, and to recognize it as springing out of self-pity, one of the most reprehensible sins of the human heart.

Let’s never forget that this kind of truth can’t be learned by memorization like the facts of physical science. It has to be experienced before we can truly understand it. We need to live through Abraham's tough and painful experiences in our hearts if we want to appreciate the blessings that come afterward. The ancient curse won’t just go away easily; the stubborn old miser within us won’t simply surrender to our command. He must be ripped from our hearts like a plant from the ground; he must be pulled out in pain and blood like a tooth from the jaw. He must be forcefully removed from our souls, just as Christ drove the money changers from the temple. We’ll need to toughen ourselves against his pitiful pleas and recognize them as coming from self-pity, which is one of the most despicable sins of the human heart.

If we would indeed know God in growing intimacy we must go this way of renunciation. And if we are set upon the pursuit of God He will sooner or later bring us to this test. Abraham's testing was, at the time, not known to him as such, yet if he had taken some course other than the one he did, the whole history of the Old Testament would have been different. God would have found His man, no doubt, but the loss to Abraham would have been tragic beyond the telling. So we will be brought one by one to the testing place, and we may never know when we are there. At that testing place there will be no dozen possible choices[Pg 31] for us; just one and an alternative, but our whole future will be conditioned by the choice we make.

If we want to truly know God in a deeper way, we have to embrace renunciation. And if we are dedicated to seeking God, He will eventually lead us to this challenge. Abraham didn't realize at the time that he was being tested, but if he had chosen a different path, the entire narrative of the Old Testament would have changed. God would have found someone else, but the loss to Abraham would have been beyond words. We will each face our own testing moments, and we might not even realize when we are in them. During these moments, we won’t have multiple choices[Pg 31]; there will be just one option and a different one, but the choice we make will shape our entire future.

Father, I want to know Thee, but my coward heart fears to give up its toys. I cannot part with them without inward bleeding, and I do not try to hide from Thee the terror of the parting. I come trembling, but I do come. Please root from my heart all those things which I have cherished so long and which have become a very part of my living self, so that Thou mayest enter and dwell there without a rival. Then shalt Thou make the place of Thy feet glorious. Then shall my heart have no need of the sun to shine in it, for Thyself wilt be the light of it, and there shall be no night there. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Father, I want to know You, but my scared heart is afraid to let go of its comforts. I can't part with them without feeling deep pain, and I'm not trying to hide the fear of letting go from You. I come trembling, but I still come. Please remove from my heart all those things I've held onto for so long that have become a part of who I am, so that You can enter and live there without any competition. Then You will make that place glorious. My heart will no longer need the sun to shine in it, because You will be its light, and there will be no night there. In Jesus' Name, Amen.


III  Removing the Veil

Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus.—Heb. 10:19

Having, therefore, brothers, the confidence to enter into the most holy place by the blood of Jesus.—Heb. 10:19

Among the famous sayings of the Church fathers none is better known than Augustine's, "Thou hast formed us for Thyself, and our hearts are restless till they find rest in Thee."

Among the famous sayings of the Church fathers, none is better known than Augustine's: "You have made us for Yourself, and our hearts are restless until they find rest in You."

The great saint states here in few words the origin and interior history of the human race. God made us for Himself: that is the only explanation that satisfies the heart of a thinking man, whatever his wild reason may say. Should faulty education and perverse reasoning lead a man to conclude otherwise, there is little that any Christian can do for him. For such a man I have no message. My appeal is addressed to those who have been previously taught in secret by the wisdom of God; I speak to thirsty hearts whose longings have[Pg 34] been wakened by the touch of God within them, and such as they need no reasoned proof. Their restless hearts furnish all the proof they need.

The great saint summarizes here in a few words the origin and inner journey of humanity. God created us for Himself: that’s the only explanation that truly satisfies the heart of a thoughtful person, no matter what conflicting reasoning might suggest. If misguided education and distorted logic lead someone to think differently, there’s not much any Christian can do for them. I have no message for such a person. My appeal is directed towards those who have been quietly taught by the wisdom of God; I speak to hearts that are thirsty and whose desires have been stirred by God's touch within them, and they don’t need any complicated proof. Their restless hearts provide all the evidence they require.

God formed us for Himself. The Shorter Catechism, "Agreed upon by the Reverend Assembly of Divines at Westminster," as the old New-England Primer has it, asks the ancient questions what and why and answers them in one short sentence hardly matched in any uninspired work. "Question: What is the chief End of Man? Answer: Man's chief End is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever." With this agree the four and twenty elders who fall on their faces to worship Him that liveth for ever and ever, saying, "Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created."

God created us for Himself. The Shorter Catechism, "Agreed upon by the Reverend Assembly of Divines at Westminster," as the old New-England Primer puts it, raises the timeless questions what and why and answers them in one brief sentence that’s hard to beat in any non-inspired work. "Question: What is the chief End of Man? Answer: Man's chief End is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever." This is echoed by the twenty-four elders who fall on their faces to worship Him who lives forever and ever, saying, "You are worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honor and power: for you created all things, and by your will they existed and were created."

God formed us for His pleasure, and so formed us that we as well as He can in divine communion enjoy the sweet and mysterious mingling of kindred personalities. He meant us to see Him and live with Him and draw our life from His smile. But we have been guilty of that "foul revolt" of which Milton speaks when describing the rebellion of Satan and his hosts. We have broken with God. We have ceased to obey Him or love Him and in guilt and fear have fled as far as possible from His Presence.

God created us for His enjoyment, and designed us so that we, along with Him, can experience the beautiful and mysterious connection of similar personalities in a divine relationship. He intended for us to see Him, live with Him, and draw our life from His joy. But we have committed the "foul revolt" that Milton describes when talking about Satan and his followers' rebellion. We have turned away from God. We have stopped obeying and loving Him, and in our guilt and fear, we have run as far away from His Presence as we could.

Yet who can flee from His Presence when the heaven and the heaven of heavens cannot contain[Pg 35] Him? when as the wisdom of Solomon testifies, "the Spirit of the Lord filleth the world?" The omnipresence of the Lord is one thing, and is a solemn fact necessary to His perfection; the manifest Presence is another thing altogether, and from that Presence we have fled, like Adam, to hide among the trees of the garden, or like Peter to shrink away crying, "Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord."

Yet who can escape from His Presence when the heavens and the highest heavens cannot contain Him? As the wisdom of Solomon attests, "the Spirit of the Lord fills the world." The omnipresence of the Lord is one aspect and is a serious fact essential to His perfection; the manifest Presence is something entirely different, and from that Presence we have fled, like Adam, to hide among the trees of the garden, or like Peter, who shrank away, crying, "Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord."

So the life of man upon the earth is a life away from the Presence, wrenched loose from that "blissful center" which is our right and proper dwelling place, our first estate which we kept not, the loss of which is the cause of our unceasing restlessness.

So, human life on earth is a life away from the Presence, ripped away from that "blissful center" which is our rightful home, our original state that we failed to maintain, and the loss of which is the reason for our constant restlessness.

The whole work of God in redemption is to undo the tragic effects of that foul revolt, and to bring us back again into right and eternal relationship with Himself. This required that our sins be disposed of satisfactorily, that a full reconciliation be effected and the way opened for us to return again into conscious communion with God and to live again in the Presence as before. Then by His prevenient working within us He moves us to return. This first comes to our notice when our restless hearts feel a yearning for the Presence of God and we say within ourselves, "I will arise and go to my Father." That is the first step, and as the Chinese sage Lao-tze has said, "The journey of a thousand miles begins with a first step."

The entire purpose of God's work in redemption is to reverse the tragic consequences of that terrible rebellion and to restore us to a proper and eternal relationship with Him. This meant that our sins had to be dealt with in a satisfactory way, that complete reconciliation needed to be achieved, and that the path had to be cleared for us to reconnect with God and live in His Presence again as we once did. Then, through His initial work within us, He inspires us to return. We first notice this when our restless hearts long for God's Presence, and we say to ourselves, "I will rise and go to my Father." That is the first step, and as the Chinese philosopher Lao-tze said, "The journey of a thousand miles begins with a first step."

The interior journey of the soul from the wilds[Pg 36] of sin into the enjoyed Presence of God is beautifully illustrated in the Old Testament tabernacle. The returning sinner first entered the outer court where he offered a blood sacrifice on the brazen altar and washed himself in the laver that stood near it. Then through a veil he passed into the holy place where no natural light could come, but the golden candlestick which spoke of Jesus the Light of the World threw its soft glow over all. There also was the shewbread to tell of Jesus, the Bread of Life, and the altar of incense, a figure of unceasing prayer.

The inner journey of the soul from the depths of sin to the comforting presence of God is beautifully illustrated in the Old Testament tabernacle. The returning sinner first entered the outer court, where they offered a blood sacrifice on the bronze altar and washed themselves in the basin nearby. Then, they passed through a veil into the holy place, where no natural light could enter, but the golden lampstand, symbolizing Jesus as the Light of the World, cast a soft glow over everything. There was also the showbread, representing Jesus, the Bread of Life, and the altar of incense, symbolizing constant prayer.

Though the worshipper had enjoyed so much, still he had not yet entered the Presence of God. Another veil separated from the Holy of Holies where above the mercy seat dwelt the very God Himself in awful and glorious manifestation. While the tabernacle stood, only the high priest could enter there, and that but once a year, with blood which he offered for his sins and the sins of the people. It was this last veil which was rent when our Lord gave up the ghost on Calvary, and the sacred writer explains that this rending of the veil opened the way for every worshipper in the world to come by the new and living way straight into the divine Presence.

Though the worshipper had experienced so much, he still had not yet entered the Presence of God. Another veil separated him from the Holy of Holies, where above the mercy seat dwelled God Himself in a terrible and glorious form. While the tabernacle was there, only the high priest could enter that space, and he could do so only once a year, bringing blood that he offered for his own sins and the sins of the people. It was this last veil that was torn when our Lord died on Calvary, and the sacred writer explains that this tearing of the veil opened the way for every worshipper in the world to come through the new and living way directly into the divine Presence.

Everything in the New Testament accords with this Old Testament picture. Ransomed men need no longer pause in fear to enter the Holy of Holies. God wills that we should push on into His Presence and[Pg 37] live our whole life there. This is to be known to us in conscious experience. It is more than a doctrine to be held, it is a life to be enjoyed every moment of every day.

Everything in the New Testament aligns with this picture from the Old Testament. Redeemed people no longer have to hesitate in fear to enter the Holy of Holies. God wants us to move forward into His Presence and[Pg 37] live our entire lives there. This should be understood as a conscious experience. It’s not just a doctrine to believe in; it’s a life to be enjoyed every moment of every day.

This Flame of the Presence was the beating heart of the Levitical order. Without it all the appointments of the tabernacle were characters of some unknown language; they had no meaning for Israel or for us. The greatest fact of the tabernacle was that Jehovah was there; a Presence was waiting within the veil. Similarly the Presence of God is the central fact of Christianity. At the heart of the Christian message is God Himself waiting for His redeemed children to push in to conscious awareness of His Presence. That type of Christianity which happens now to be the vogue knows this Presence only in theory. It fails to stress the Christian's privilege of present realization. According to its teachings we are in the Presence of God positionally, and nothing is said about the need to experience that Presence actually. The fiery urge that drove men like McCheyne is wholly missing. And the present generation of Christians measures itself by this imperfect rule. Ignoble contentment takes the place of burning zeal. We are satisfied to rest in our judicial possessions and for the most part we bother ourselves very little about the absence of personal experience.

This Flame of the Presence was the central element of the Levitical order. Without it, all the elements of the tabernacle were like symbols from a language we didn't understand; they held no significance for Israel or for us. The most important aspect of the tabernacle was that Jehovah was present; a Presence was waiting behind the veil. Similarly, the Presence of God is the core truth of Christianity. At the heart of the Christian message is God Himself, waiting for His redeemed children to become consciously aware of His Presence. The type of Christianity that is popular today knows this Presence only in theory. It fails to highlight the Christian's privilege of experiencing it in the present. According to its teachings, we are in the Presence of God positionally, but little is said about the necessity of actually experiencing that Presence. The passionate drive that motivated people like McCheyne is completely absent. The current generation of Christians often measures itself against this flawed standard. Mediocre satisfaction has replaced intense zeal. We are content to rest in our judicial rights and, for the most part, we hardly concern ourselves with the lack of personal experience.

Who is this within the veil who dwells in fiery manifestations? It is none other than God Himself,[Pg 38] "One God the Father Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth, and of all things visible and invisible," and "One Lord Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God; begotten of His Father before all worlds, God of God, Light of Light, Very God of Very God; begotten, not made; being of one substance with the Father," and "the Holy Ghost, the Lord and Giver of life, Who proceedeth from the Father and the Son, Who with the Father and the Son together is worshipped and glorified." Yet this holy Trinity is One God, for "we worship one God in Trinity, and Trinity in Unity; neither confounding the Persons, nor dividing the Substance. For there is one Person of the Father, another of the Son, and another of the Holy Ghost. But the Godhead of the Father, of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, is all one: the glory equal and the majesty co-eternal." So in part run the ancient creeds, and so the inspired Word declares.

Who is this behind the veil who exists in fiery displays? It is none other than God Himself,[Pg 38] "One God the Father Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth, and of all things visible and invisible," and "One Lord Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God; begotten of His Father before all worlds, God of God, Light of Light, Very God of Very God; begotten, not made; of one substance with the Father," and "the Holy Spirit, the Lord and Giver of life, Who proceeds from the Father and the Son, Who with the Father and the Son is worshipped and glorified." Yet this holy Trinity is One God, for "we worship one God in Trinity, and Trinity in Unity; neither confusing the Persons, nor dividing the Substance. For there is one Person of the Father, another of the Son, and another of the Holy Spirit. But the Godhead of the Father, of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit is all one: the glory equal and the majesty co-eternal." So the ancient creeds declare, and so does the inspired Word.

Behind the veil is God, that God after Whom the world, with strange inconsistency, has felt, "if haply they might find Him." He has discovered Himself to some extent in nature, but more perfectly in the Incarnation; now He waits to show Himself in ravishing fulness to the humble of soul and the pure in heart.

Behind the veil is God, the God whom the world, in its strange inconsistency, has sought, hoping "to find Him." He has revealed Himself to some degree in nature, but more completely in the Incarnation; now He waits to show Himself in breathtaking fullness to the humble in spirit and the pure in heart.

The world is perishing for lack of the knowledge of God and the Church is famishing for want of His Presence. The instant cure of most of our religious ills would be to enter the Presence in spiritual experience,[Pg 39] to become suddenly aware that we are in God and that God is in us. This would lift us out of our pitiful narrowness and cause our hearts to be enlarged. This would burn away the impurities from our lives as the bugs and fungi were burned away by the fire that dwelt in the bush.

The world is suffering because it lacks knowledge of God, and the Church is struggling because it misses His Presence. The immediate solution to most of our spiritual problems would be to enter His Presence through spiritual experience,[Pg 39] to suddenly realize that we are in God and that God is in us. This would lift us out of our narrow-mindedness and open our hearts. This would purify our lives just like the fire in the bush burned away the bugs and fungi.

What a broad world to roam in, what a sea to swim in is this God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. He is eternal, which means that He antedates time and is wholly independent of it. Time began in Him and will end in Him. To it He pays no tribute and from it He suffers no change. He is immutable, which means that He has never changed and can never change in any smallest measure. To change He would need to go from better to worse or from worse to better. He cannot do either, for being perfect He cannot become more perfect, and if He were to become less perfect He would be less than God. He is omniscient, which means that He knows in one free and effortless act all matter, all spirit, all relationships, all events. He has no past and He has no future. He is, and none of the limiting and qualifying terms used of creatures can apply to Him. Love and mercy and righteousness are His, and holiness so ineffable that no comparisons or figures will avail to express it. Only fire can give even a remote conception of it. In fire He appeared at the burning bush; in the pillar of fire He dwelt through all the long wilderness journey. The fire that glowed[Pg 40] between the wings of the cherubim in the holy place was called the "shekinah," the Presence, through the years of Israel's glory, and when the Old had given place to the New, He came at Pentecost as a fiery flame and rested upon each disciple.

What a vast world to explore, what a sea to swim in is this God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. He is eternal, meaning that He exists beyond time and is completely independent of it. Time began with Him and will conclude with Him. He is unaffected by time and experiences no change because of it. He is immutable, which means He has never changed and can never change even in the smallest way. To change, He would need to move from better to worse or from worse to better. He can't do either; being perfect means He cannot become more perfect, and if He were to become less perfect, He wouldn't be God anymore. He is omniscient, meaning He knows everything—matter, spirit, relationships, events—all at once, effortlessly. He has no past and no future. He is, and none of the limiting terms we use for creatures can apply to Him. Love and mercy and righteousness belong to Him, and His holiness is so beyond description that no comparisons or figures can truly capture it. Only fire can give even a hint of it. He appeared in fire at the burning bush; in the pillar of fire, He journeyed with His people through the wilderness. The fire that glowed[Pg 40] between the wings of the cherubim in the holy place was called the "shekinah," the Presence, during Israel's glorious years, and when the Old Testament gave way to the New, He came at Pentecost as a fiery flame and rested upon each disciple.

Spinoza wrote of the intellectual love of God, and he had a measure of truth there; but the highest love of God is not intellectual, it is spiritual. God is spirit and only the spirit of man can know Him really. In the deep spirit of a man the fire must glow or his love is not the true love of God. The great of the Kingdom have been those who loved God more than others did. We all know who they have been and gladly pay tribute to the depths and sincerity of their devotion. We have but to pause for a moment and their names come trooping past us smelling of myrrh and aloes and cassia out of the ivory palaces.

Spinoza talked about the intellectual love of God, and there’s some truth to that; but the deepest love of God isn’t intellectual, it’s spiritual. God is spirit, and only the human spirit can truly know Him. In a person's deep spirit, the fire must burn, or their love isn’t the genuine love of God. The truly great in the Kingdom have been those who loved God more than others. We all know who they are and gladly honor the depth and sincerity of their devotion. If we take a moment to think, their names come to mind, filled with the fragrance of myrrh, aloes, and cassia from the ivory palaces.

Frederick Faber was one whose soul panted after God as the roe pants after the water brook, and the measure in which God revealed Himself to his seeking heart set the good man's whole life afire with a burning adoration rivaling that of the seraphim before the throne. His love for God extended to the three Persons of the Godhead equally, yet he seemed to feel for each One a special kind of love reserved for Him alone. Of God the Father he sings:

Frederick Faber was someone whose soul longed for God like a deer longs for a stream. The way God revealed Himself to his searching heart ignited the good man's entire life with a passionate adoration that rivaled that of the seraphim before the throne. His love for God was equal toward all three Persons of the Godhead, yet he seemed to have a unique love for each One. About God the Father, he sings:

Just to sit and think about God,
Oh, what a joy it is![Pg 41]
To have the thought, to say the Name; Earth has no greater joy.
Father of Jesus, love's gift!
What a joy it will be,
I lay myself down before Your throne, And look and look at You!

His love for the Person of Christ was so intense that it threatened to consume him; it burned within him as a sweet and holy madness and flowed from his lips like molten gold. In one of his sermons he says, "Wherever we turn in the church of God, there is Jesus. He is the beginning, middle and end of everything to us.... There is nothing good, nothing holy, nothing beautiful, nothing joyous which He is not to His servants. No one need be poor, because, if he chooses, he can have Jesus for his own property and possession. No one need be downcast, for Jesus is the joy of heaven, and it is His joy to enter into sorrowful hearts. We can exaggerate about many things; but we can never exaggerate our obligation to Jesus, or the compassionate abundance of the love of Jesus to us. All our lives long we might talk of Jesus, and yet we should never come to an end of the sweet things that might be said of Him. Eternity will not be long enough to learn all He is, or to praise Him for all He has done, but then, that matters not; for we shall be always with Him, and we desire nothing more." And addressing our Lord directly he says to Him:

His love for Christ was so intense that it felt like it could consume him; it burned inside him with a sweet and holy madness and flowed from his lips like molten gold. In one of his sermons he says, "Wherever we look in the church of God, there is Jesus. He is the beginning, middle, and end of everything to us.... There is nothing good, nothing holy, nothing beautiful, nothing joyful that He is not to His followers. No one needs to be poor because, if they choose, they can have Jesus as their own possession. No one needs to be downcast, for Jesus is the joy of heaven, and it brings Him joy to enter into sorrowful hearts. We can exaggerate about many things, but we can never exaggerate our duty to Jesus, or the compassionate abundance of His love for us. We could spend our entire lives talking about Jesus, and yet we would never exhaust all the sweet things that could be said about Him. Eternity won’t be long enough to learn all that He is or to praise Him for everything He has done, but that doesn’t matter because we will always be with Him, and we desire nothing more." And addressing our Lord directly, he says to Him:

[Pg 42] I love you so much, I can't even explain how. My ways to manage; Your love is like a burning fire
Deep within my soul.

Faber's blazing love extended also to the Holy Spirit. Not only in his theology did he acknowledge His deity and full equality with the Father and the Son, but he celebrated it constantly in his songs and in his prayers. He literally pressed his forehead to the ground in his eager fervid worship of the Third Person of the Godhead. In one of his great hymns to the Holy Spirit he sums up his burning devotion thus:

Faber's intense love also reached out to the Holy Spirit. Not only did he recognize His divinity and complete equality with the Father and the Son in his theology, but he also celebrated it regularly in his songs and prayers. He would literally bow down to the ground in his passionate worship of the Third Person of the Trinity. In one of his notable hymns to the Holy Spirit, he captures his deep devotion like this:

O Spirit, beautiful and fearsome! My heart is about to break
With love for all Your kindness
For the sake of us sinners.

I have risked the tedium of quotation that I might show by pointed example what I have set out to say, viz., that God is so vastly wonderful, so utterly and completely delightful that He can, without anything other than Himself, meet and overflow the deepest demands of our total nature, mysterious and deep as that nature is. Such worship as Faber knew (and he is but one of a great company which no man can number) can never come from a mere doctrinal knowledge of God. Hearts that are "fit to break" with love for the Godhead are those who have been in the Presence and have looked with opened eye upon the majesty of[Pg 43] Deity. Men of the breaking hearts had a quality about them not known to or understood by common men. They habitually spoke with spiritual authority. They had been in the Presence of God and they reported what they saw there. They were prophets, not scribes, for the scribe tells us what he has read, and the prophet tells what he has seen.

I have taken the risk of quoting so I can clearly show what I want to say: that God is incredibly wonderful, so completely and utterly delightful that He can, without anything else but Himself, meet and exceed the deepest needs of our entire nature, no matter how mysterious and deep it is. The kind of worship that Faber experienced (and he is just one of countless others) can never come from simply knowing doctrines about God. Hearts that are "fit to break" with love for the Divine are those who have been in His Presence and have gazed with open eyes upon the greatness of[Pg 43] God. Those with breaking hearts had a quality that ordinary people didn’t recognize or understand. They spoke with spiritual authority. They had been in God's Presence and shared what they saw there. They were prophets, not scribes, because the scribe tells us what he has read, while the prophet shares what he has seen.

The distinction is not an imaginary one. Between the scribe who has read and the prophet who has seen there is a difference as wide as the sea. We are today overrun with orthodox scribes, but the prophets, where are they? The hard voice of the scribe sounds over evangelicalism, but the Church waits for the tender voice of the saint who has penetrated the veil and has gazed with inward eye upon the Wonder that is God. And yet, thus to penetrate, to push in sensitive living experience into the holy Presence, is a privilege open to every child of God.

The difference is real. There's a huge gap between the scribe who just reads and the prophet who truly sees. Today, we have plenty of traditional scribes, but where are the prophets? The harsh tone of the scribe dominates evangelicalism, yet the Church longs for the gentle voice of the saint who has crossed the threshold and has looked inwardly at the incredible reality that is God. Still, to reach that depth, to immerse oneself in the living experience of the holy Presence, is a privilege available to every child of God.

With the veil removed by the rending of Jesus' flesh, with nothing on God's side to prevent us from entering, why do we tarry without? Why do we consent to abide all our days just outside the Holy of Holies and never enter at all to look upon God? We hear the Bridegroom say, "Let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice and thy countenance is comely." We sense that the call is for us, but still we fail to draw near, and the years pass[Pg 44] and we grow old and tired in the outer courts of the tabernacle. What doth hinder us?

With the barrier taken away by the tearing of Jesus' body, and nothing stopping us from coming to God, why do we hesitate outside? Why do we choose to spend our lives just outside the Holy of Holies and never step in to see God? We hear the Bridegroom saying, "Let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet and your face is lovely." We feel that the invitation is meant for us, yet we still hold back, and the years go by[Pg 44] as we grow old and weary in the outer courts of the tabernacle. What is holding us back?

The answer usually given, simply that we are "cold," will not explain all the facts. There is something more serious than coldness of heart, something that may be back of that coldness and be the cause of its existence. What is it? What but the presence of a veil in our hearts? a veil not taken away as the first veil was, but which remains there still shutting out the light and hiding the face of God from us. It is the veil of our fleshly fallen nature living on, unjudged within us, uncrucified and unrepudiated. It is the close-woven veil of the self-life which we have never truly acknowledged, of which we have been secretly ashamed, and which for these reasons we have never brought to the judgment of the cross. It is not too mysterious, this opaque veil, nor is it hard to identify. We have but to look in our own hearts and we shall see it there, sewn and patched and repaired it may be, but there nevertheless, an enemy to our lives and an effective block to our spiritual progress.

The common explanation we hear—that we are simply "cold"—doesn’t account for all the facts. There’s something deeper than just heartlessness, something that might lie behind that coldness and cause it. What could it be? Isn’t it the presence of a veil in our hearts? A veil that hasn’t been removed like the first one was, but that still remains, blocking the light and hiding God’s face from us. It’s the veil of our fallen human nature, which continues to exist within us, unchallenged and uncrucified. It’s the tightly woven veil of our self-centeredness that we’ve never truly acknowledged, of which we've been secretly ashamed, and for these reasons, we've never submitted to the scrutiny of the cross. This opaque veil isn’t overly mysterious, nor is it hard to recognize. If we look inside our own hearts, we’ll see it there, perhaps sewn and patched up, but still present—an enemy to our lives and a real obstacle to our spiritual growth.

This veil is not a beautiful thing and it is not a thing about which we commonly care to talk, but I am addressing the thirsting souls who are determined to follow God, and I know they will not turn back because the way leads temporarily through the blackened hills. The urge of God within them will assure their continuing the pursuit. They will face the facts however[Pg 45] unpleasant and endure the cross for the joy set before them. So I am bold to name the threads out of which this inner veil is woven.

This veil isn’t beautiful, and it’s not something we usually discuss, but I’m talking to those eager souls who are committed to following God, and I know they won’t give up, even though the path goes through some dark times. The drive from God within them will keep them motivated to keep pursuing. They will confront the truth, no matter how uncomfortable it is, and bear their struggles for the joy that lies ahead of them. So, I’m confident in naming the threads that make up this inner veil.

It is woven of the fine threads of the self-life, the hyphenated sins of the human spirit. They are not something we do, they are something we are, and therein lies both their subtlety and their power.

It is made up of the delicate threads of self-interest, the complicated sins of the human spirit. They aren’t just actions we take; they are part of who we are, and that’s where their subtlety and strength come from.

To be specific, the self-sins are these: self-righteousness, self-pity, self-confidence, self-sufficiency, self-admiration, self-love and a host of others like them. They dwell too deep within us and are too much a part of our natures to come to our attention till the light of God is focused upon them. The grosser manifestations of these sins, egotism, exhibitionism, self-promotion, are strangely tolerated in Christian leaders even in circles of impeccable orthodoxy. They are so much in evidence as actually, for many people, to become identified with the gospel. I trust it is not a cynical observation to say that they appear these days to be a requisite for popularity in some sections of the Church visible. Promoting self under the guise of promoting Christ is currently so common as to excite little notice.

To be clear, the self-sins include: self-righteousness, self-pity, self-confidence, self-sufficiency, self-admiration, self-love, and many others like them. They run too deep within us and are too much a part of our nature to notice until God's light shines on them. The more obvious forms of these sins, like egotism, exhibitionism, and self-promotion, are oddly accepted in Christian leaders, even in circles that are considered perfectly orthodox. They are so visible that, for many people, they have become linked with the gospel. I hope it’s not a cynical observation to say that they seem to be a requirement for popularity in some areas of the visible Church these days. Promoting oneself while pretending to promote Christ is now so common that it hardly raises any eyebrows.

One should suppose that proper instruction in the doctrines of man's depravity and the necessity for justification through the righteousness of Christ alone would deliver us from the power of the self-sins; but it does not work out that way. Self can live unrebuked[Pg 46] at the very altar. It can watch the bleeding Victim die and not be in the least affected by what it sees. It can fight for the faith of the Reformers and preach eloquently the creed of salvation by grace, and gain strength by its efforts. To tell all the truth, it seems actually to feed upon orthodoxy and is more at home in a Bible Conference than in a tavern. Our very state of longing after God may afford it an excellent condition under which to thrive and grow.

One might think that proper teaching about human depravity and the need for justification through Christ's righteousness alone would free us from the power of selfishness; however, that’s not how it happens. The self can exist unchallenged[Pg 46] even at the altar. It can witness the suffering Victim's death and remain completely unaffected by what it observes. It can defend the faith of the Reformers and passionately preach the doctrine of salvation by grace, gaining strength through its efforts. To be completely honest, it seems to actually thrive on orthodoxy and feels more comfortable in a Bible Conference than in a bar. Our deep desire for God may even provide a perfect environment for it to flourish and grow.

Self is the opaque veil that hides the Face of God from us. It can be removed only in spiritual experience, never by mere instruction. As well try to instruct leprosy out of our system. There must be a work of God in destruction before we are free. We must invite the cross to do its deadly work within us. We must bring our self-sins to the cross for judgment. We must prepare ourselves for an ordeal of suffering in some measure like that through which our Saviour passed when He suffered under Pontius Pilate.

Self is the thick barrier that hides the Face of God from us. It can only be lifted through spiritual experience, not just through teaching. It’s as futile as trying to teach leprosy out of our system. There has to be a work of God in breaking down our self before we can be free. We need to welcome the cross to do its harsh work within us. We should bring our selfish sins to the cross for judgment. We must ready ourselves for a trial of suffering that is somewhat similar to what our Savior went through when He suffered under Pontius Pilate.

Let us remember: when we talk of the rending of the veil we are speaking in a figure, and the thought of it is poetical, almost pleasant; but in actuality there is nothing pleasant about it. In human experience that veil is made of living spiritual tissue; it is composed of the sentient, quivering stuff of which our whole beings consist, and to touch it is to touch us where we feel pain. To tear it away is to injure us, to hurt us and make us bleed. To say otherwise is to make the cross no cross[Pg 47] and death no death at all. It is never fun to die. To rip through the dear and tender stuff of which life is made can never be anything but deeply painful. Yet that is what the cross did to Jesus and it is what the cross would do to every man to set him free.

Let’s remember: when we talk about tearing the veil, we’re using a metaphor, and the idea is poetic, almost nice; but in reality, there’s nothing nice about it. In human experience, that veil is made of living spiritual substance; it consists of the sensitive, trembling stuff that makes up our entire beings, and to touch it is to touch us where it hurts. To tear it away is to wound us, to hurt us, and make us bleed. To say otherwise is to make the cross no cross[Pg 47] and death no death at all. Dying is never easy. To rip through the dear and delicate stuff that life is made of can never be anything but profoundly painful. Yet that is what the cross did to Jesus, and it’s what the cross would do to every person to set him free.

Let us beware of tinkering with our inner life in hope ourselves to rend the veil. God must do everything for us. Our part is to yield and trust. We must confess, forsake, repudiate the self-life, and then reckon it crucified. But we must be careful to distinguish lazy "acceptance" from the real work of God. We must insist upon the work being done. We dare not rest content with a neat doctrine of self-crucifixion. That is to imitate Saul and spare the best of the sheep and the oxen.

Let’s be cautious about messing with our inner selves, hoping that we can lift the veil. God has to do everything for us. Our role is to surrender and trust. We need to admit, abandon, and reject our self-centered ways, and then consider it put to death. However, we have to be careful to separate lazy "acceptance" from the genuine work of God. We should demand that the work gets done. We can’t just be satisfied with a tidy idea of self-crucifixion. That’s like imitating Saul and keeping the best sheep and oxen.

Insist that the work be done in very truth and it will be done. The cross is rough, and it is deadly, but it is effective. It does not keep its victim hanging there forever. There comes a moment when its work is finished and the suffering victim dies. After that is resurrection glory and power, and the pain is forgotten for joy that the veil is taken away and we have entered in actual spiritual experience the Presence of the living God.

Insist that the work be done honestly, and it will be accomplished. The cross is harsh and fatal, but it is powerful. It doesn't keep its victim in suspense forever. There comes a time when its work is complete and the suffering person passes away. After that is the glory and power of resurrection, and the pain is forgotten for the joy that the veil has been removed, allowing us to truly experience the Presence of the living God.

Lord, how excellent are Thy ways, and how devious and dark are the ways of man. Show us how to die, that we may rise again to newness of life. Rend the veil of our self-life from the top down as Thou[Pg 48] didst rend the veil of the Temple. We would draw near in full assurance of faith. We would dwell with Thee in daily experience here on this earth so that we may be accustomed to the glory when we enter Thy heaven to dwell with Thee there. In Jesus' name, Amen.

Lord, how amazing are Your ways, and how twisted and dark are the ways of humanity. Teach us how to die, so that we can rise again to a new life. Tear the veil of our selfishness from the top down, just as You tore the veil of the Temple. We want to come close with full assurance of faith. We want to be with You in our daily lives here on earth, so we can be ready for the glory when we enter Your heaven to be with You there. In Jesus' name, Amen.


IV  Apprehending God

O taste and see.—Psa. 34:8

O taste and see. —Psa. 34:8

It was Canon Holmes, of India, who more than twenty-five years ago called attention to the inferential character of the average man's faith in God. To most people God is an inference, not a reality. He is a deduction from evidence which they consider adequate; but He remains personally unknown to the individual. "He must be," they say, "therefore we believe He is." Others do not go even so far as this; they know of Him only by hearsay. They have never bothered to think the matter out for themselves, but have heard about Him from others, and have put belief in Him into the back of their minds along with the various odds and ends that make up their total creed. To many others God is but an ideal, another name for goodness, or beauty, or truth; or He is law, or life, or the creative impulse back of the phenomena of existence.

It was Canon Holmes, from India, who over twenty-five years ago pointed out that the average person's faith in God is mostly based on inference. For most people, God is more of an assumption than a reality. He is a conclusion drawn from evidence they think is sufficient, but He remains personally unknown to them. "He must exist," they say, "so we believe He does." Some don’t even go that far; they only know about Him from hearsay. They haven't taken the time to figure it out for themselves but have heard about Him from others and just tucked their belief in Him away with other bits and pieces that make up their overall belief system. For many, God is simply an ideal, another way to refer to goodness, beauty, or truth; or He represents law, life, or the creative force behind the phenomena of existence.

[Pg 50] These notions about God are many and varied, but they who hold them have one thing in common: they do not know God in personal experience. The possibility of intimate acquaintance with Him has not entered their minds. While admitting His existence they do not think of Him as knowable in the sense that we know things or people.

[Pg 50] People have many different ideas about God, but those who believe in Him share one thing: they haven't experienced a personal relationship with Him. The idea of genuinely getting to know Him hasn't crossed their minds. While they acknowledge His existence, they don't see Him as someone we can truly know in the way we know other things or people.

Christians, to be sure, go further than this, at least in theory. Their creed requires them to believe in the personality of God, and they have been taught to pray, "Our Father, which art in heaven." Now personality and fatherhood carry with them the idea of the possibility of personal acquaintance. This is admitted, I say, in theory, but for millions of Christians, nevertheless, God is no more real than He is to the non-Christian. They go through life trying to love an ideal and be loyal to a mere principle.

Christians, certainly, take it further than this, at least in theory. Their beliefs require them to have faith in the personality of God, and they’ve been taught to pray, "Our Father, who is in heaven." Now, the concepts of personality and fatherhood imply the potential for a personal relationship. This is acknowledged, I say, in theory, but for millions of Christians, God is just as unreal as He is for the non-Christian. They navigate through life attempting to love an ideal and remain loyal to just a principle.

Over against all this cloudy vagueness stands the clear scriptural doctrine that God can be known in personal experience. A loving Personality dominates the Bible, walking among the trees of the garden and breathing fragrance over every scene. Always a living Person is present, speaking, pleading, loving, working, and manifesting Himself whenever and wherever His people have the receptivity necessary to receive the manifestation.

In contrast to all this unclear ambiguity, there's a straightforward biblical teaching that God can be known through personal experience. A loving Personality is at the heart of the Bible, moving among the trees in the garden and bringing a sweet presence to every moment. A living Person is always there, speaking, urging, loving, working, and revealing Himself whenever and wherever His people are open and ready to accept that revelation.

The Bible assumes as a self-evident fact that men can know God with at least the same degree of imme[Pg 51]diacy as they know any other person or thing that comes within the field of their experience. The same terms are used to express the knowledge of God as are used to express knowledge of physical things. "O taste and see that the Lord is good." "All thy garments smell of myrrh, and aloes, and cassia, out of the ivory palaces." "My sheep hear my voice." "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." These are but four of countless such passages from the Word of God. And more important than any proof text is the fact that the whole import of the Scripture is toward this belief.

The Bible assumes it’s obvious that people can know God with at least the same immediacy as they know any other person or thing within their experiences. The same language is used to describe the knowledge of God as is used for physical things. "O taste and see that the Lord is good." "All your garments smell of myrrh, aloes, and cassia, from the ivory palaces." "My sheep hear my voice." "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." These are just four of countless passages from the Word of God. More important than any specific example is the fact that the overall message of the Scripture points toward this belief.

What can all this mean except that we have in our hearts organs by means of which we can know God as certainly as we know material things through our familiar five senses? We apprehend the physical world by exercising the faculties given us for the purpose, and we possess spiritual faculties by means of which we can know God and the spiritual world if we will obey the Spirit's urge and begin to use them.

What can all this mean except that we have organs in our hearts that allow us to know God just as clearly as we know physical things through our usual five senses? We understand the physical world by using the faculties we have for that purpose, and we have spiritual faculties that enable us to know God and the spiritual world if we choose to follow the Spirit's prompt and start using them.

That a saving work must first be done in the heart is taken for granted here. The spiritual faculties of the unregenerate man lie asleep in his nature, unused and for every purpose dead; that is the stroke which has fallen upon us by sin. They may be quickened to active life again by the operation of the Holy Spirit in regeneration; that is one of the immeasurable benefits which come to us through Christ's atoning work on the cross.

That a saving change needs to happen in the heart is assumed here. The spiritual abilities of a person who hasn't been reborn are dormant in their nature, unused, and essentially dead; that's the impact of sin on us. They can be brought back to life through the action of the Holy Spirit during regeneration; that's one of the incredible benefits we receive from Christ's atoning sacrifice on the cross.

[Pg 52] But the very ransomed children of God themselves: why do they know so little of that habitual conscious communion with God which the Scriptures seem to offer? The answer is our chronic unbelief. Faith enables our spiritual sense to function. Where faith is defective the result will be inward insensibility and numbness toward spiritual things. This is the condition of vast numbers of Christians today. No proof is necessary to support that statement. We have but to converse with the first Christian we meet or enter the first church we find open to acquire all the proof we need.

[Pg 52] But the redeemed children of God themselves: why do they have such a limited understanding of the ongoing, conscious connection with God that the Scriptures seem to offer? The answer is our persistent lack of faith. Faith allows our spiritual awareness to operate. When faith is weak, the outcome will be an internal insensitivity and numbness to spiritual matters. This describes the state of many Christians today. No evidence is needed to back that up. We just need to talk to the first Christian we encounter or step into the first church we find open to see all the evidence we require.

A spiritual kingdom lies all about us, enclosing us, embracing us, altogether within reach of our inner selves, waiting for us to recognize it. God Himself is here waiting our response to His Presence. This eternal world will come alive to us the moment we begin to reckon upon its reality.

A spiritual kingdom surrounds us, wrapping us in its embrace, completely accessible to our inner selves, just waiting for us to notice it. God is right here, waiting for us to respond to His Presence. This eternal world will come to life the moment we start acknowledging its reality.

I have just now used two words which demand definition; or if definition is impossible, I must at least make clear what I mean when I use them. They are "reckon" and "reality."

I just used two words that need defining; or if it's impossible to define them, I have to clarify what I mean when I use them. They are "reckon" and "reality."

What do I mean by reality? I mean that which has existence apart from any idea any mind may have of it, and which would exist if there were no mind anywhere to entertain a thought of it. That which is real has being in itself. It does not depend upon the observer for its validity.

What do I mean by reality? I mean what exists independently of any thoughts or ideas a mind might have about it, and what would exist even if there were no minds to think about it. What is real has its own existence. It does not rely on the observer for its truth.

[Pg 53]I am aware that there are those who love to poke fun at the plain man's idea of reality. They are the idealists who spin endless proofs that nothing is real outside of the mind. They are the relativists who like to show that there are no fixed points in the universe from which we can measure anything. They smile down upon us from their lofty intellectual peaks and settle us to their own satisfaction by fastening upon us the reproachful term "absolutist." The Christian is not put out of countenance by this show of contempt. He can smile right back at them, for he knows that there is only One who is Absolute, that is God. But he knows also that the Absolute One has made this world for man's uses, and, while there is nothing fixed or real in the last meaning of the words (the meaning as applied to God) for every purpose of human life we are permitted to act as if there were. And every man does act thus except the mentally sick. These unfortunates also have trouble with reality, but they are consistent; they insist upon living in accordance with their ideas of things. They are honest, and it is their very honesty that constitutes them a social problem.

[Pg 53] I know there are people who love to mock the ordinary person's view of reality. They are the idealists who endlessly argue that nothing exists outside of our minds. They are the relativists who like to point out that there are no fixed points in the universe from which we can measure anything. They look down on us from their high intellectual towers and dismiss us by labeling us "absolutists." The Christian isn't fazed by their contempt. He can smile back because he knows that there is only One who is Absolute, which is God. But he also understands that the Absolute One has created this world for humanity's benefit, and while there’s nothing fixed or real in the ultimate sense of the word (the sense that applies to God) for every purpose of human life we are allowed to act as if there were. And everyone does act this way except for those who are mentally ill. These unfortunate individuals also struggle with reality, but they are consistent; they insist on living according to their own perceptions. They are honest, and it is their very honesty that makes them a social issue.

The idealists and relativists are not mentally sick. They prove their soundness by living their lives according to the very notions of reality which they in theory repudiate and by counting upon the very fixed points which they prove are not there. They could earn a lot more respect for their notions if they were willing[Pg 54] to live by them; but this they are careful not to do. Their ideas are brain-deep, not life-deep. Wherever life touches them they repudiate their theories and live like other men.

The idealists and relativists aren't mentally unwell. They demonstrate their rationality by living their lives according to the very ideas about reality that they claim to reject, and by relying on the fixed points that they show don't actually exist. They could gain much more respect for their beliefs if they chose to live by them; however, they make sure not to do that. Their ideas are deeply intellectual, not deeply lived. Wherever real life interacts with them, they reject their theories and behave like everyone else.

The Christian is too sincere to play with ideas for their own sake. He takes no pleasure in the mere spinning of gossamer webs for display. All his beliefs are practical. They are geared into his life. By them he lives or dies, stands or falls for this world and for all time to come. From the insincere man he turns away.

The Christian is too genuine to mess around with ideas just for the sake of it. He doesn’t find joy in creating delicate fantasies just to show off. All his beliefs are practical. They are connected to his life. He lives or dies, stands or falls by these beliefs, both in this world and into the future. He turns away from the insincere person.

The sincere plain man knows that the world is real. He finds it here when he wakes to consciousness, and he knows that he did not think it into being. It was here waiting for him when he came, and he knows that when he prepares to leave this earthly scene it will be here still to bid him good-bye as he departs. By the deep wisdom of life he is wiser than a thousand men who doubt. He stands upon the earth and feels the wind and rain in his face and he knows that they are real. He sees the sun by day and the stars by night. He sees the hot lightning play out of the dark thundercloud. He hears the sounds of nature and the cries of human joy and pain. These he knows are real. He lies down on the cool earth at night and has no fear that it will prove illusory or fail him while he sleeps. In the morning the firm ground will be under him, the blue sky above him and the rocks and trees around him as[Pg 55] when he closed his eyes the night before. So he lives and rejoices in a world of reality.

The sincere, straightforward person knows that the world is real. He discovers it when he wakes up and understands that he didn't create it. It was here waiting for him when he arrived, and he knows that when he gets ready to leave this life, it will still be here to say goodbye. Through life's deep wisdom, he is wiser than a thousand men who are in doubt. He stands on the earth, feels the wind and rain on his face, and knows they are real. He sees the sun during the day and the stars at night. He watches the bright lightning flash from the dark thunderclouds. He hears the sounds of nature and the cries of joy and pain from people. He knows these are real. He lies down on the cool earth at night without fear that it will turn out to be an illusion or let him down while he sleeps. In the morning, the solid ground will be beneath him, the blue sky will be above him, and the rocks and trees will surround him just as they were when he closed his eyes the night before. This is how he lives and finds joy in a world of reality.

With his five senses he engages this real world. All things necessary to his physical existence he apprehends by the faculties with which he has been equipped by the God who created him and placed him in such a world as this.

With his five senses, he interacts with this real world. He understands everything essential for his physical existence through the abilities he was given by the God who created him and put him in a world like this.

Now, by our definition also God is real. He is real in the absolute and final sense that nothing else is. All other reality is contingent upon His. The great Reality is God who is the Author of that lower and dependent reality which makes up the sum of created things, including ourselves. God has objective existence independent of and apart from any notions which we may have concerning Him. The worshipping heart does not create its Object. It finds Him here when it wakes from its moral slumber in the morning of its regeneration.

Now, by our definition, God is real. He exists in the absolute and ultimate sense that nothing else does. All other realities depend on His. The ultimate Reality is God, who is the source of that lower, dependent reality which comprises everything created, including us. God has objective existence independent of any ideas we may have about Him. The worshipping heart does not create its Object; it discovers Him when it awakens from its moral slumber in the morning of its renewal.

Another word that must be cleared up is the word reckon. This does not mean to visualize or imagine. Imagination is not faith. The two are not only different from, but stand in sharp opposition to, each other. Imagination projects unreal images out of the mind and seeks to attach reality to them. Faith creates nothing; it simply reckons upon that which is already there.

Another word that needs clarification is the word reckon. This doesn’t mean to visualize or imagine. Imagination is not the same as faith. The two are not only different from each other, but they are also in stark contrast. Imagination conjures up unrealistic images from the mind and tries to make them seem real. Faith doesn’t create anything; it just relies on what is already there.

God and the spiritual world are real. We can reckon upon them with as much assurance as we reckon upon the familiar world around us. Spiritual[Pg 56] things are there (or rather we should say here) inviting our attention and challenging our trust.

God and the spiritual world are real. We can rely on them just as confidently as we rely on the familiar world around us. Spiritual[Pg 56] things are present (or rather we should say here) inviting our attention and challenging our trust.

Our trouble is that we have established bad thought habits. We habitually think of the visible world as real and doubt the reality of any other. We do not deny the existence of the spiritual world but we doubt that it is real in the accepted meaning of the word.

Our problem is that we've developed negative thinking patterns. We often see the physical world as real and question the reality of anything beyond that. We don't deny that the spiritual world exists, but we doubt that it’s real in the usual sense of the word.

The world of sense intrudes upon our attention day and night for the whole of our lifetime. It is clamorous, insistent and self-demonstrating. It does not appeal to our faith; it is here, assaulting our five senses, demanding to be accepted as real and final. But sin has so clouded the lenses of our hearts that we cannot see that other reality, the City of God, shining around us. The world of sense triumphs. The visible becomes the enemy of the invisible; the temporal, of the eternal. That is the curse inherited by every member of Adam's tragic race.

The world of sensations demands our attention day and night throughout our lives. It's loud, persistent, and self-evident. It doesn’t require our faith; it’s right here, overwhelming our five senses, insisting that we accept it as real and definitive. However, sin has so obscured our hearts that we can’t perceive that other reality, the City of God, glowing all around us. The world of senses dominates. The visible turns against the invisible; the temporary opposes the eternal. That’s the curse passed down to every member of Adam's unfortunate lineage.

At the root of the Christian life lies belief in the invisible. The object of the Christian's faith is unseen reality.

At the heart of the Christian life is belief in the invisible. The focus of a Christian's faith is an unseen reality.

Our uncorrected thinking, influenced by the blindness of our natural hearts and the intrusive ubiquity of visible things, tends to draw a contrast between the spiritual and the real; but actually no such contrast exists. The antithesis lies elsewhere: between the real and the imaginary, between the spiritual and the mate[Pg 57]rial, between the temporal and the eternal; but between the spiritual and the real, never. The spiritual is real.

Our unfiltered thinking, shaped by the limitations of our natural instincts and the overwhelming presence of visible things, often creates a divide between the spiritual and the real; however, that divide doesn't actually exist. The true contrast is found elsewhere: between the real and the imaginary, between the spiritual and the material, and between the temporary and the eternal; but never between the spiritual and the real. The spiritual is real.

If we would rise into that region of light and power plainly beckoning us through the Scriptures of truth we must break the evil habit of ignoring the spiritual. We must shift our interest from the seen to the unseen. For the great unseen Reality is God. "He that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." This is basic in the life of faith. From there we can rise to unlimited heights. "Ye believe in God," said our Lord Jesus Christ, "believe also in me." Without the first there can be no second.

If we want to rise into that realm of light and power clearly calling us through the Scriptures of truth, we need to break the bad habit of ignoring the spiritual. We must shift our focus from what we can see to what we can't see. The great unseen Reality is God. "Anyone who comes to God must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him." This is fundamental in a life of faith. From there, we can reach unlimited heights. "You believe in God," said our Lord Jesus Christ, "believe also in me." Without the first, there can't be a second.

If we truly want to follow God we must seek to be other-worldly. This I say knowing well that that word has been used with scorn by the sons of this world and applied to the Christian as a badge of reproach. So be it. Every man must choose his world. If we who follow Christ, with all the facts before us and knowing what we are about, deliberately choose the Kingdom of God as our sphere of interest I see no reason why anyone should object. If we lose by it, the loss is our own; if we gain, we rob no one by so doing. The "other world," which is the object of this world's disdain and the subject of the drunkard's mocking song, is our carefully chosen goal and the object of our holiest longing.

If we really want to follow God, we must aim to be different from this world. I say this knowing that the term has often been used negatively by people in this world and has been thrown at Christians as an insult. So be it. Everyone has to choose where they belong. If we, who follow Christ, with all the facts in mind and knowing what we're doing, consciously choose the Kingdom of God as our main focus, I don’t see why anyone should have a problem with that. If we suffer because of it, that loss is ours; if we benefit, we aren’t taking anything away from anyone else. The “other world,” which is scorned by this world and mocked in drunken songs, is our carefully chosen goal and the object of our deepest desire.

[Pg 58]But we must avoid the common fault of pushing the "other world" into the future. It is not future, but present. It parallels our familiar physical world, and the doors between the two worlds are open. "Ye are come," says the writer to the Hebrews (and the tense is plainly present), "unto Mount Zion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an innumerable company of angels, to the general assembly and church of the firstborn, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of just men made perfect, and to Jesus the mediator of the new covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling, that speaketh better things than that of Abel." All these things are contrasted with "the mount that might be touched" and "the sound of a trumpet and the voice of words" that might be heard. May we not safely conclude that, as the realities of Mount Sinai were apprehended by the senses, so the realities of Mount Zion are to be grasped by the soul? And this not by any trick of the imagination, but in downright actuality. The soul has eyes with which to see and ears with which to hear. Feeble they may be from long disuse, but by the life-giving touch of Christ alive now and capable of sharpest sight and most sensitive hearing.

[Pg 58]But we must avoid the common mistake of pushing the "other world" into the future. It's not just about the future; it's about the present. It runs parallel to our familiar physical world, and the doors between the two worlds are open. "You have come," says the writer to the Hebrews (and the tense is definitely present), "to Mount Zion, and to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an uncountable number of angels, to the general assembly and church of the firstborn, which are registered in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of righteous people made perfect, and to Jesus the mediator of the new covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling, that speaks better things than that of Abel." All these elements are contrasted with "the mountain that could be touched" and "the sound of a trumpet and the voice of words" that could be heard. Can we not confidently conclude that, just as the realities of Mount Sinai were understood through the senses, so the realities of Mount Zion are to be grasped by the soul? And this not through any trick of the imagination, but in true reality. The soul has eyes to see and ears to hear. They may be weak from long disuse, but they can be revitalized by the life-giving touch of Christ, alive now and capable of sharpest vision and most sensitive hearing.

As we begin to focus upon God the things of the spirit will take shape before our inner eyes. Obedience to the word of Christ will bring an inward revelation[Pg 59] of the Godhead (John 14:21-23). It will give acute perception enabling us to see God even as is promised to the pure in heart. A new God consciousness will seize upon us and we shall begin to taste and hear and inwardly feel the God who is our life and our all. There will be seen the constant shining of the light that lighteth every man that cometh into the world. More and more, as our faculties grow sharper and more sure, God will become to us the great All, and His Presence the glory and wonder of our lives.

As we start to focus on God, the spiritual aspects will come into view before our minds. Following the teachings of Christ will reveal a deeper understanding of the Godhead (John 14:21-23). This obedience will sharpen our perception, allowing us to see God just as promised to those who are pure in heart. A new awareness of God will take hold of us, and we will begin to experience and sense the God who is our life and everything to us. We will witness the continuous shining of the light that enlightens every person who enters the world. As our abilities become sharper and more definitive, God will become our everything, and His presence will fill our lives with glory and wonder.[Pg 59]

O God, quicken to life every power within me, that I may lay hold on eternal things. Open my eyes that I may see; give me acute spiritual perception; enable me to taste Thee and know that Thou art good. Make heaven more real to me than any earthly thing has ever been. Amen.

Oh God, awaken every part of me, so I can grasp eternal truths. Open my eyes so I can see; grant me deep spiritual insight; help me experience You and know that You are good. Make heaven feel more real to me than anything on earth has ever been. Amen.


V  The Universal Presence

Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?—Psa. 139:7

Where can I go from your spirit? Or where can I escape from your presence?—Psa. 139:7

In all Christian teaching certain basic truths are found, hidden at times, and rather assumed than asserted, but necessary to all truth as the primary colors are found in and necessary to the finished painting. Such a truth is the divine immanence.

In all Christian teaching, there are certain basic truths that are sometimes hidden and more often assumed than stated outright, but they are essential to all truth, just as primary colors are necessary to a finished painting. One of these truths is divine immanence.

God dwells in His creation and is everywhere indivisibly present in all His works. This is boldly taught by prophet and apostle and is accepted by Christian theology generally. That is, it appears in the books, but for some reason it has not sunk into the average Christian's heart so as to become a part of his believing self. Christian teachers shy away from its full implications, and, if they mention it at all, mute it down till it has little meaning. I would guess the[Pg 62] reason for this to be the fear of being charged with pantheism; but the doctrine of the divine Presence is definitely not pantheism.

God is present in His creation and exists everywhere in all His works. This is clearly taught by prophets and apostles and is generally accepted by Christian theology. It’s written in the texts, yet for some reason, it hasn’t truly resonated in the hearts of average Christians to become a part of their faith. Christian teachers often avoid its full meaning, and when they do bring it up, they soften it so much that it loses its significance. I would guess the[Pg 62] reason for this is the fear of being accused of pantheism; however, the doctrine of the divine Presence is definitely not pantheism.

Pantheism's error is too palpable to deceive anyone. It is that God is the sum of all created things. Nature and God are one, so that whoever touches a leaf or a stone touches God. That is of course to degrade the glory of the incorruptible Deity and, in an effort to make all things divine, banish all divinity from the world entirely.

The mistake of pantheism is too obvious to fool anyone. It proposes that God is the total of all created things. Nature and God are the same, meaning that anyone who touches a leaf or a rock is touching God. This idea, of course, lowers the majesty of the eternal Deity and, in trying to make everything divine, completely removes divinity from the world.

The truth is that while God dwells in His world He is separated from it by a gulf forever impassable. However closely He may be identified with the work of His hands they are and must eternally be other than He, and He is and must be antecedent to and independent of them. He is transcendent above all His works even while He is immanent within them.

The truth is that while God exists in His world, He is forever separated from it by an unbridgeable gap. No matter how closely He may be linked to the things He has created, they are and will always be different from Him, and He must be prior to and independent of them. He is beyond all His creations even while being present within them.

What now does the divine immanence mean in direct Christian experience? It means simply that God is here. Wherever we are, God is here. There is no place, there can be no place, where He is not. Ten million intelligences standing at as many points in space and separated by incomprehensible distances can each one say with equal truth, God is here. No point is nearer to God than any other point. It is exactly as near to God from any place as it is from any other place. No one is in mere distance any further from or any nearer to God than any other person is.

What does divine presence mean in direct Christian experience? It means simply that God is here. No matter where we are, God is present. There is nowhere, and there can’t be anywhere, that He isn’t. Ten million minds at as many locations in space, separated by unfathomable distances, can each truthfully say, God is here. No point is closer to God than any other point. It is equally close to God from any location as it is from any other location. No one is any further from or any closer to God than anyone else is.

[Pg 63]These are truths believed by every instructed Christian. It remains for us to think on them and pray over them until they begin to glow within us.

[Pg 63]These are truths that every knowledgeable Christian believes. It's up to us to reflect on them and pray about them until they start to resonate within us.

"In the beginning God." Not matter, for matter is not self-causing. It requires an antecedent cause, and God is that Cause. Not law, for law is but a name for the course which all creation follows. That course had to be planned, and the Planner is God. Not mind, for mind also is a created thing and must have a Creator back of it. In the beginning God, the uncaused Cause of matter, mind and law. There we must begin.

"In the beginning, there was God." Not matter, because matter doesn't create itself. It needs a prior cause, and that cause is God. Not law, because law is just a term for the way all creation works. That way had to be designed, and the Designer is God. Not mind, since mind is also a created thing and requires a Creator behind it. In the beginning, there was God, the uncaused Cause of matter, mind, and law. That's where we must start.

Adam sinned and, in his panic, frantically tried to do the impossible: he tried to hide from the Presence of God. David also must have had wild thoughts of trying to escape from the Presence, for he wrote, "Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?" Then he proceeded through one of his most beautiful psalms to celebrate the glory of the divine immanence. "If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me." And he knew that God's being and God's seeing are the same, that the seeing Presence had been with him even before he was born, watching the mystery of unfolding life. Solomon exclaimed, "But will God indeed dwell on the earth? behold the heaven and the heaven[Pg 64] of heavens cannot contain thee: how much less this house which I have builded." Paul assured the Athenians that "God is not far from any one of us: for in him we live, and move, and have our being."

Adam sinned and, in his panic, desperately tried to do the impossible: he tried to hide from the presence of God. David must have had similar frantic thoughts about escaping from that presence, as he wrote, "Where can I go from your spirit? Or where can I flee from your presence?" Then he went on to celebrate the glory of God's presence in one of his most beautiful psalms. "If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I make my bed in hell, you are there. If I take the wings of the morning and settle at the farthest sea, even there your hand will guide me, and your right hand will hold me." He understood that God's being and God's seeing are one and the same, that the seeing presence had been with him even before he was born, watching the mystery of life unfold. Solomon exclaimed, "But will God really dwell on the earth? Look, the heavens and the highest heaven cannot contain you; how much less this house I have built." Paul assured the Athenians that "God is not far from any one of us: for in him we live, and move, and have our being."

If God is present at every point in space, if we cannot go where He is not, cannot even conceive of a place where He is not, why then has not that Presence become the one universally celebrated fact of the world? The patriarch Jacob, "in the waste howling wilderness," gave the answer to that question. He saw a vision of God and cried out in wonder, "Surely the Lord is in this place; and I knew it not." Jacob had never been for one small division of a moment outside the circle of that all-pervading Presence. But he knew it not. That was his trouble, and it is ours. Men do not know that God is here. What a difference it would make if they knew.

If God is everywhere, and we can't go anywhere that He isn't, and can't even imagine a place where He isn't, then why hasn't that Presence become the one thing everyone recognizes in the world? The patriarch Jacob, "in the waste howling wilderness," answered that question. He had a vision of God and exclaimed in amazement, "Surely the Lord is in this place; and I didn't even know it." Jacob had never been even for a moment outside the reach of that all-encompassing Presence. But he didn’t realize it. That was his struggle, and it's ours too. People don’t see that God is here. Imagine the change it would bring if they did.

The Presence and the manifestation of the Presence are not the same. There can be the one without the other. God is here when we are wholly unaware of it. He is manifest only when and as we are aware of His Presence. On our part there must be surrender to the Spirit of God, for His work it is to show us the Father and the Son. If we co-operate with Him in loving obedience God will manifest Himself to us, and that manifestation will be the difference between a nominal Christian life and a life radiant with the light of His face.

The Presence and the manifestation of the Presence are not the same. One can exist without the other. God is here even when we don't realize it. He is made known only when we become aware of His Presence. We must surrender to the Spirit of God because it's His role to reveal the Father and the Son to us. If we cooperate with Him in loving obedience, God will make Himself known to us, and that experience will be the difference between just going through the motions of being a Christian and a life shining with the light of His presence.

[Pg 65]Always, everywhere God is present, and always He seeks to discover Himself. To each one he would reveal not only that He is, but what He is as well. He did not have to be persuaded to discover Himself to Moses. "And the Lord descended in the cloud, and stood with him there, and proclaimed the name of the Lord." He not only made a verbal proclamation of His nature but He revealed His very Self to Moses so that the skin of Moses' face shone with the supernatural light. It will be a great moment for some of us when we begin to believe that God's promise of self-revelation is literally true: that He promised much, but promised no more than He intends to fulfill.

[Pg 65]God is always present everywhere, and He constantly seeks to reveal Himself. He wants to show each of us not just that He exists, but also who He is. He didn’t need to be convinced to reveal Himself to Moses. "And the Lord descended in the cloud, and stood with him there, and proclaimed the name of the Lord." He didn’t just verbally declare His nature; He showed His very Self to Moses, causing Moses' face to radiate with supernatural light. It will be a significant moment for many of us when we truly believe that God’s promise of self-revelation is absolutely real: that He promised a lot, but He only promised what He fully intends to deliver.

Our pursuit of God is successful just because He is forever seeking to manifest Himself to us. The revelation of God to any man is not God coming from a distance upon a time to pay a brief and momentous visit to the man's soul. Thus to think of it is to misunderstand it all. The approach of God to the soul or of the soul to God is not to be thought of in spatial terms at all. There is no idea of physical distance involved in the concept. It is not a matter of miles but of experience.

Our quest for God is successful because He is always trying to reveal Himself to us. God's revelation to any person isn’t about Him coming from afar to make a short, significant visit to that person's soul. To think of it that way is to completely misunderstand it. The way God approaches the soul or the way the soul approaches God shouldn’t be considered in spatial terms at all. There’s no notion of physical distance in this idea. It’s not about miles; it’s about experience.

To speak of being near to or far from God is to use language in a sense always understood when applied to our ordinary human relationships. A man may say, "I feel that my son is coming nearer to me as he gets older," and yet that son has lived by his father's[Pg 66] side since he was born and has never been away from home more than a day or so in his entire life. What then can the father mean? Obviously he is speaking of experience. He means that the boy is coming to know him more intimately and with deeper understanding, that the barriers of thought and feeling between the two are disappearing, that father and son are becoming more closely united in mind and heart.

To talk about being close to or distant from God is to use language that we generally understand in the context of our everyday human relationships. A person might say, "I feel like my son is getting closer to me as he grows up," even though that son has lived by his father's[Pg 66] side since birth and has never been away from home for more than a day in his whole life. So, what does the father really mean? Clearly, he is referring to experience. He means that the boy is starting to understand him more deeply and personally, that the emotional and intellectual barriers between them are fading, and that father and son are becoming more connected in both mind and heart.

So when we sing, "Draw me nearer, nearer, blessed Lord," we are not thinking of the nearness of place, but of the nearness of relationship. It is for increasing degrees of awareness that we pray, for a more perfect consciousness of the divine Presence. We need never shout across the spaces to an absent God. He is nearer than our own soul, closer than our most secret thoughts.

So when we sing, "Draw me nearer, nearer, blessed Lord," we're not thinking about being close in distance, but being close in relationship. We pray for a deeper awareness, for a more perfect understanding of the divine Presence. We never have to shout across the distance to a distant God. He is closer than our own soul, nearer than our most secret thoughts.

Why do some persons "find" God in a way that others do not? Why does God manifest His Presence to some and let multitudes of others struggle along in the half-light of imperfect Christian experience? Of course the will of God is the same for all. He has no favorites within His household. All He has ever done for any of His children He will do for all of His children. The difference lies not with God but with us.

Why do some people "find" God while others do not? Why does God show His Presence to some and allow many others to struggle in the dimness of an incomplete Christian experience? Of course, God's will is the same for everyone. He doesn't have favorites in His family. Everything He has ever done for any of His children, He will do for all of His children. The difference isn't with God; it's with us.

Pick at random a score of great saints whose lives and testimonies are widely known. Let them be Bible characters or well known Christians of post-Biblical times. You will be struck instantly with the fact that[Pg 67] the saints were not alike. Sometimes the unlikenesses were so great as to be positively glaring. How different for example was Moses from Isaiah; how different was Elijah from David; how unlike each other were John and Paul, St. Francis and Luther, Finney and Thomas à Kempis. The differences are as wide as human life itself: differences of race, nationality, education, temperament, habit and personal qualities. Yet they all walked, each in his day, upon a high road of spiritual living far above the common way.

Pick a random selection of well-known saints whose lives and testimonies are familiar to many. They could be Bible figures or prominent Christians from after biblical times. You'll quickly notice that[Pg 67] these saints weren't alike. Sometimes the differences were so striking that they were hard to miss. For example, Moses was very different from Isaiah; Elijah differed greatly from David; John and Paul, St. Francis and Luther, Finney and Thomas à Kempis were all quite distinct from one another. The variations are as broad as human life itself: differences in race, nationality, education, temperament, habits, and personal traits. Yet, despite these differences, they all walked a path of spiritual living that rose far above the ordinary in their own time.

Their differences must have been incidental and in the eyes of God of no significance. In some vital quality they must have been alike. What was it?

Their differences must have been minor and, in God's eyes, unimportant. In some essential way, they had to be similar. What was it?

I venture to suggest that the one vital quality which they had in common was spiritual receptivity. Something in them was open to heaven, something which urged them Godward. Without attempting anything like a profound analysis I shall say simply that they had spiritual awareness and that they went on to cultivate it until it became the biggest thing in their lives. They differed from the average person in that when they felt the inward longing they did something about it. They acquired the lifelong habit of spiritual response. They were not disobedient to the heavenly vision. As David put it neatly, "When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek."

I’d like to propose that the key quality they both shared was spiritual receptivity. There was something within them that was open to a higher power, something that drew them toward God. Without diving into a deep analysis, I will simply say that they had spiritual awareness and that they nurtured it until it became the most important aspect of their lives. Unlike most people, when they felt the inner urge, they took action. They developed the lifelong habit of responding to their spiritual needs. They did not ignore the divine vision. As David expressed it clearly, "When you said, Seek my face; my heart said to you, Your face, Lord, I will seek."

As with everything good in human life, back of[Pg 68] this receptivity is God. The sovereignty of God is here, and is felt even by those who have not placed particular stress upon it theologically. The pious Michael Angelo confessed this in a sonnet:

As with everything good in human life, behind[Pg 68] this openness is God. The power of God is present here and is felt even by those who haven't emphasized it specifically in their theology. The devout Michelangelo admitted this in a sonnet:

My unassisted heart is dry clay,
That which is native to itself can’t be fed by anything. Of good and virtuous deeds, You are the source,
It accelerates only where You say it can:
Unless You show us Your true way
No one can find it: Father! You must lead.

These words will repay study as the deep and serious testimony of a great Christian.

These words deserve careful study as the profound and meaningful testimony of a remarkable Christian.

Important as it is that we recognize God working in us, I would yet warn against a too-great preoccupation with the thought. It is a sure road to sterile passivity. God will not hold us responsible to understand the mysteries of election, predestination and the divine sovereignty. The best and safest way to deal with these truths is to raise our eyes to God and in deepest reverence say, "O Lord, Thou knowest." Those things belong to the deep and mysterious Profound of God's omniscience. Prying into them may make theologians, but it will never make saints.

It's important to recognize that God is at work in us, but I want to caution against becoming too focused on that idea. It can lead to a kind of useless inaction. God doesn't expect us to fully grasp the mysteries of election, predestination, and divine sovereignty. The best and safest way to approach these truths is to lift our eyes to God and, with deep respect, say, "O Lord, You know." These matters belong to the deep and mysterious depths of God's all-knowing nature. Delving into them might produce theologians, but it won't create saints.

Receptivity is not a single thing; it is a compound rather, a blending of several elements within the soul. It is an affinity for, a bent toward, a sympathetic response to, a desire to have. From this it may be gathered that it can be present in degrees, that we may[Pg 69] have little or more or less, depending upon the individual. It may be increased by exercise or destroyed by neglect. It is not a sovereign and irresistible force which comes upon us as a seizure from above. It is a gift of God, indeed, but one which must be recognized and cultivated as any other gift if it is to realize the purpose for which it was given.

Receptivity isn't just one thing; it's a blend of several elements within the soul. It's an inclination, a tendency, a sympathetic response, and a desire to possess. From this, we can understand that it can exist in varying degrees; some of us may have a little, a lot, or anything in between, based on the individual. It can be increased through practice or diminished through neglect. It's not a dominant and unstoppable force that suddenly overwhelms us from above. It is a gift from God, indeed, but it’s one that must be recognized and nurtured like any other gift if it’s to fulfill its intended purpose.

Failure to see this is the cause of a very serious breakdown in modern evangelicalism. The idea of cultivation and exercise, so dear to the saints of old, has now no place in our total religious picture. It is too slow, too common. We now demand glamour and fast flowing dramatic action. A generation of Christians reared among push buttons and automatic machines is impatient of slower and less direct methods of reaching their goals. We have been trying to apply machine-age methods to our relations with God. We read our chapter, have our short devotions and rush away, hoping to make up for our deep inward bankruptcy by attending another gospel meeting or listening to another thrilling story told by a religious adventurer lately returned from afar.

Not recognizing this leads to a serious breakdown in modern evangelicalism. The concept of cultivation and spiritual exercise, which was so important to earlier believers, has no place in our current religious landscape. It feels too slow and too ordinary. We now crave glamour and fast-paced, dramatic experiences. A generation of Christians raised amidst instant technology is impatient with slower, more deliberate ways of achieving their spiritual objectives. We’ve tried to apply machine-age tactics to our relationship with God. We read our chapter, have our brief devotions, and rush off, hoping to compensate for our deep inner emptiness by attending another gospel meeting or listening to another exciting story from a religious adventurer just back from distant lands.

The tragic results of this spirit are all about us. Shallow lives, hollow religious philosophies, the preponderance of the element of fun in gospel meetings, the glorification of men, trust in religious externalities, quasi-religious fellowships, salesmanship methods, the mistaking of dynamic personality for the power of the[Pg 70] Spirit: these and such as these are the symptoms of an evil disease, a deep and serious malady of the soul.

The tragic effects of this mindset are everywhere around us. Superficial lives, empty religious beliefs, an emphasis on entertainment in church meetings, the idolization of individuals, reliance on external religious practices, pseudo-religious groups, promotional tactics, and the confusion of a charismatic personality with the true power of the[Pg 70] Spirit: these are all signs of a harmful condition, a deep and serious illness of the soul.

For this great sickness that is upon us no one person is responsible, and no Christian is wholly free from blame. We have all contributed, directly or indirectly, to this sad state of affairs. We have been too blind to see, or too timid to speak out, or too self-satisfied to desire anything better than the poor average diet with which others appear satisfied. To put it differently, we have accepted one another's notions, copied one another's lives and made one another's experiences the model for our own. And for a generation the trend has been downward. Now we have reached a low place of sand and burnt wire grass and, worst of all, we have made the Word of Truth conform to our experience and accepted this low plane as the very pasture of the blessed.

For this terrible sickness that we're facing, no single person is to blame, and no Christian is completely without fault. Each of us has played a part, whether directly or indirectly, in this unfortunate situation. We've been too blind to notice, too hesitant to speak up, or too comfortable with the status quo to want anything better than the mediocre lifestyle that seems to satisfy others. In other words, we’ve adopted each other’s ideas, imitated each other’s lives, and made each other’s experiences the standard for our own. For a whole generation, the decline has continued. Now we've found ourselves in a dismal place filled with sand and scorched grass, and worst of all, we've twisted the Word of Truth to fit our experiences and accepted this low existence as the true pasture of the blessed.

It will require a determined heart and more than a little courage to wrench ourselves loose from the grip of our times and return to Biblical ways. But it can be done. Every now and then in the past Christians have had to do it. History has recorded several large-scale returns led by such men as St. Francis, Martin Luther and George Fox. Unfortunately there seems to be no Luther or Fox on the horizon at present. Whether or not another such return may be expected before the coming of Christ is a question upon which[Pg 71] Christians are not fully agreed, but that is not of too great importance to us now.

It will take a determined heart and quite a bit of courage to break away from the grip of modern times and return to biblical ways. But it can be done. Throughout history, Christians have had to do this. There have been significant returns led by people like St. Francis, Martin Luther, and George Fox. Sadly, there doesn't seem to be another Luther or Fox on the horizon right now. Whether we can expect another such return before Christ comes is a matter that Christians don't all agree on, but that's not too important for us at the moment.

What God in His sovereignty may yet do on a world-scale I do not claim to know: but what He will do for the plain man or woman who seeks His face I believe I do know and can tell others. Let any man turn to God in earnest, let him begin to exercise himself unto godliness, let him seek to develop his powers of spiritual receptivity by trust and obedience and humility, and the results will exceed anything he may have hoped in his leaner and weaker days.

What God might still do on a global scale, I can’t claim to know. But what He will do for an everyday man or woman who earnestly seeks Him, I believe I do know and can share with others. If anyone turns to God sincerely, starts to focus on godliness, and works on becoming more spiritually receptive through trust, obedience, and humility, the results will far exceed anything they might have hoped for in their earlier, less hopeful days.

Any man who by repentance and a sincere return to God will break himself out of the mold in which he has been held, and will go to the Bible itself for his spiritual standards, will be delighted with what he finds there.

Any man who truly repents and turns back to God, breaking free from the constraints he’s been trapped in, and seeks spiritual guidance directly from the Bible, will be pleased with what he discovers there.

Let us say it again: The Universal Presence is a fact. God is here. The whole universe is alive with His life. And He is no strange or foreign God, but the familiar Father of our Lord Jesus Christ whose love has for these thousands of years enfolded the sinful race of men. And always He is trying to get our attention, to reveal Himself to us, to communicate with us. We have within us the ability to know Him if we will but respond to His overtures. (And this we call pursuing God!) We will know Him in increasing degree as our receptivity becomes more perfect by faith and love and practice.

Let’s say it again: The Universal Presence is real. God is here. The entire universe is filled with His life. He is not a distant or foreign God, but the familiar Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, whose love has embraced the sinful human race for thousands of years. He is always trying to get our attention, to reveal Himself to us, to communicate with us. We have the ability to know Him if we simply respond to His invitations. (And this is what we call pursuing God!) We will come to know Him more deeply as our openness grows through faith, love, and practice.

[Pg 72] O God and Father, I repent of my sinful preoccupation with visible things. The world has been too much with me. Thou hast been here and I knew it not. I have been blind to Thy Presence. Open my eyes that I may behold Thee in and around me. For Christ's sake, Amen.

[Pg 72] O God and Father, I repent for being too focused on material things. The world has consumed me. You have been here, and I didn’t realize it. I have been blind to Your Presence. Open my eyes so I can see You in and around me. For Christ's sake, Amen.


VI  The Speaking Voice

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.—John 1:1

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.—John 1:1

An intelligent plain man, untaught in the truths of Christianity, coming upon this text, would likely conclude that John meant to teach that it is the nature of God to speak, to communicate His thoughts to others. And he would be right. A word is a medium by which thoughts are expressed, and the application of term to the Eternal Son leads us to believe that self-expression is inherent in the Godhead, that God is forever seeking to speak Himself out to His creation. The whole Bible supports the idea. God is speaking. Not God spoke, but God is speaking. He is by His nature continuously articulate. He fills the world with His speaking Voice.

An intelligent, straightforward person who is not familiar with the principles of Christianity might read this text and think that John intended to convey that it's in God's nature to speak and share His thoughts with others. And they would be correct. A word is a way to express thoughts, and calling the Eternal Son by this term suggests that self-expression is a fundamental part of the Godhead, that God is always trying to express Himself to His creation. The entire Bible supports this idea. God is speaking. Not "God spoke," but God is speaking. By nature, He is always articulate. He fills the world with His speaking Voice.

One of the great realities with which we have to[Pg 74] deal is the Voice of God in His world. The briefest and only satisfying cosmogony is this: "He spake and it was done." The why of natural law is the living Voice of God immanent in His creation. And this word of God which brought all worlds into being cannot be understood to mean the Bible, for it is not a written or printed word at all, but the expression of the will of God spoken into the structure of all things. This word of God is the breath of God filling the world with living potentiality. The Voice of God is the most powerful force in nature, indeed the only force in nature, for all energy is here only because the power-filled Word is being spoken.

One of the major realities we have to deal with is the Voice of God in His creation. The simplest and most satisfying explanation of the universe is this: "He spoke and it happened." The reason behind natural law is the living Voice of God present in His creation. And this word of God that brought all worlds into existence shouldn't be understood as the Bible, because it's not a written or printed word at all, but rather the expression of God's will spoken into the fabric of everything. This word of God is the breath of God that fills the world with living potential. The Voice of God is the most powerful force in nature, truly the only force in nature, because all energy exists only because the power-filled Word is being spoken.

The Bible is the written word of God, and because it is written it is confined and limited by the necessities of ink and paper and leather. The Voice of God, however, is alive and free as the sovereign God is free. "The words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life." The life is in the speaking words. God's word in the Bible can have power only because it corresponds to God's word in the universe. It is the present Voice which makes the written Word all-powerful. Otherwise it would lie locked in slumber within the covers of a book.

The Bible is the written word of God, and because it’s written, it’s limited by the constraints of ink, paper, and leather. The Voice of God, however, is alive and as free as God is sovereign. "The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life." The life is in the spoken words. God's word in the Bible can only have power because it aligns with God's word in the universe. It's the current Voice that makes the written Word all-powerful. Otherwise, it would remain dormant within the pages of a book.

We take a low and primitive view of things when we conceive of God at the creation coming into physical contact with things, shaping and fitting and building like a carpenter. The Bible teaches otherwise: "By[Pg 75] the word of the Lord were the heavens made; and all the host of them by the breath of his mouth.... For he spake, and it was done; he commanded, and it stood fast." "Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God." Again we must remember that God is referring here not to His written Word, but to His speaking Voice. His world-filling Voice is meant, that Voice which antedates the Bible by uncounted centuries, that Voice which has not been silent since the dawn of creation, but is sounding still throughout the full far reaches of the universe.

We have a basic and outdated perspective when we imagine God at creation physically interacting with things, like a carpenter shaping and building. The Bible tells us differently: "By the word of the Lord the heavens were made; and all their hosts by the breath of his mouth.... For he spoke, and it happened; he commanded, and it stood firm." "Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God." We need to remember that here, God is not referring to His written Word, but to His speaking Voice. It’s His expansive Voice that’s meant, the one that existed long before the Bible, the Voice that hasn’t been silent since the beginning of time and continues to resonate throughout the vast reaches of the universe.

The Word of God is quick and powerful. In the beginning He spoke to nothing, and it became something. Chaos heard it and became order, darkness heard it and became light. "And God said—and it was so." These twin phrases, as cause and effect, occur throughout the Genesis story of the creation. The said accounts for the so. The so is the said put into the continuous present.

The Word of God is alive and powerful. In the beginning, He spoke to nothing, and it became something. Chaos listened and turned into order, darkness listened and turned into light. "And God said—and it was so." These two phrases, as cause and effect, appear throughout the Genesis story of creation. The said explains the so. The so is the said expressed in the continuous present.

That God is here and that He is speaking—these truths are back of all other Bible truths; without them there could be no revelation at all. God did not write a book and send it by messenger to be read at a distance by unaided minds. He spoke a Book and lives in His spoken words, constantly speaking His words and causing the power of them to persist across the years. God breathed on clay and it became a man; He breathes on men and they become clay. "Return ye[Pg 76] children of men" was the word spoken at the Fall by which God decreed the death of every man, and no added word has He needed to speak. The sad procession of mankind across the face of the earth from birth to the grave is proof that His original Word was enough.

That God is here and that He is speaking—these truths are the foundation of all other Bible truths; without them, there could be no revelation at all. God didn’t just write a book and send it through a messenger to be read from afar by uninformed minds. He spoke a Book and lives in His spoken words, continually expressing His words and causing their power to endure through the years. God breathed life into clay, and it became a man; He breathes into people, and they become dust. "Return, you children of men" was the word spoken at the Fall, through which God declared the death of every man, and He hasn’t needed to say anything more. The sorrowful journey of humanity across the earth from birth to death proves that His original Word was sufficient.

We have not given sufficient attention to that deep utterance in the Book of John, "That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world." Shift the punctuation around as we will and the truth is still there: the Word of God affects the hearts of all men as light in the soul. In the hearts of all men the light shines, the Word sounds, and there is no escaping them. Something like this would of necessity be so if God is alive and in His world. And John says that it is so. Even those persons who have never heard of the Bible have still been preached to with sufficient clarity to remove every excuse from their hearts forever. "Which show the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and their thoughts the mean while either accusing or else excusing one another." "For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse."

We haven't paid enough attention to that profound statement in the Book of John, "That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world." No matter how we rearrange the punctuation, the truth remains: the Word of God impacts the hearts of everyone like light in the soul. The light shines in everyone, the Word resonates, and there's no way to avoid them. It has to be this way if God is alive and present in His world. And John confirms that it is. Even people who have never heard of the Bible have still been reached with enough clarity to eliminate any excuses from their hearts forever. "Which show the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and their thoughts the mean while either accusing or excusing one another." "For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse."

This universal Voice of God was by the ancient Hebrews often called Wisdom, and was said to be[Pg 77] everywhere sounding and searching throughout the earth, seeking some response from the sons of men. The eighth chapter of the Book of Proverbs begins, "Doth not wisdom cry? and understanding put forth her voice?" The writer then pictures wisdom as a beautiful woman standing "in the top of the high places, by the way in the places of the paths." She sounds her voice from every quarter so that no one may miss hearing it. "Unto you, O men, I call; and my voice is to the sons of men." Then she pleads for the simple and the foolish to give ear to her words. It is spiritual response for which this Wisdom of God is pleading, a response which she has always sought and is but rarely able to secure. The tragedy is that our eternal welfare depends upon our hearing, and we have trained our ears not to hear.

This universal Voice of God was often called Wisdom by the ancient Hebrews, and it was said to be[Pg 77] everywhere, echoing and searching throughout the earth, looking for a response from humanity. The eighth chapter of the Book of Proverbs starts with, "Doesn't wisdom cry out? And understanding raise her voice?" The writer depicts wisdom as a beautiful woman standing "at the top of the high places, along the way, in the paths." She calls out from every direction so that no one can miss it. "To you, O men, I call; my voice is for the children of men." Then she urges the simple and foolish to listen to her words. This Wisdom of God is pleading for a spiritual response, a response she has always sought and rarely manages to receive. The tragedy is that our eternal well-being depends on our ability to hear, yet we have trained ourselves not to listen.

This universal Voice has ever sounded, and it has often troubled men even when they did not understand the source of their fears. Could it be that this Voice distilling like a living mist upon the hearts of men has been the undiscovered cause of the troubled conscience and the longing for immortality confessed by millions since the dawn of recorded history? We need not fear to face up to this. The speaking Voice is a fact. How men have reacted to it is for any observer to note.

This universal Voice has always been present, often unsettling people even when they didn’t grasp the origin of their fears. Could it be that this Voice, like a living mist settling on the hearts of people, has been the unrecognized cause of the troubled conscience and the longing for immortality expressed by millions since the beginning of recorded history? We shouldn’t be afraid to confront this. The speaking Voice is real. How people have responded to it is for anyone to see.

When God spoke out of heaven to our Lord, self-centered men who heard it explained it by natural[Pg 78] causes: they said, "It thundered." This habit of explaining the Voice by appeals to natural law is at the very root of modern science. In the living breathing cosmos there is a mysterious Something, too wonderful, too awful for any mind to understand. The believing man does not claim to understand. He falls to his knees and whispers, "God." The man of earth kneels also, but not to worship. He kneels to examine, to search, to find the cause and the how of things. Just now we happen to be living in a secular age. Our thought habits are those of the scientist, not those of the worshipper. We are more likely to explain than to adore. "It thundered," we exclaim, and go our earthly way. But still the Voice sounds and searches. The order and life of the world depend upon that Voice, but men are mostly too busy or too stubborn to give attention.

When God spoke from heaven to our Lord, self-absorbed people who heard it dismissed it as just "thunder." This tendency to explain the Voice using natural causes is at the core of modern science. In the vibrant cosmos, there's a mysterious Something that's too amazing and too scary for any mind to grasp. The believer doesn’t pretend to understand; he kneels down and quietly says, "God." The earthly man kneels too, but not to worship. He kneels to investigate, to search for the cause and the mechanics of things. Right now, we happen to live in a secular time. Our thought patterns are those of scientists, not of worshippers. We’re more inclined to explain than to revere. "It thundered," we say, and continue on our way. Yet the Voice still resonates and seeks us out. The order and vitality of the world rely on that Voice, but most people are either too busy or too stubborn to pay attention.

Everyone of us has had experiences which we have not been able to explain: a sudden sense of loneliness, or a feeling of wonder or awe in the face of the universal vastness. Or we have had a fleeting visitation of light like an illumination from some other sun, giving us in a quick flash an assurance that we are from another world, that our origins are divine. What we saw there, or felt, or heard, may have been contrary to all that we had been taught in the schools and at wide variance with all our former beliefs and opinions. We were forced to suspend our acquired doubts while,[Pg 79] for a moment, the clouds were rolled back and we saw and heard for ourselves. Explain such things as we will, I think we have not been fair to the facts until we allow at least the possibility that such experiences may arise from the Presence of God in the world and His persistent effort to communicate with mankind. Let us not dismiss such an hypothesis too flippantly.

Each of us has had experiences we can't fully explain: a sudden feeling of loneliness or a moment of wonder in the face of the vast universe. We've felt a brief burst of light, like an illumination from another sun, giving us a quick reassurance that we come from another world, that our origins are divine. What we saw, felt, or heard might have gone against everything we learned in school and clashed with all our previous beliefs. In those moments, we were forced to set aside our doubts while, for a moment, the clouds parted and we perceived things for ourselves. No matter how we try to explain it, I think we haven't done justice to the facts until we at least consider the possibility that these experiences might stem from the Presence of God in the world and His ongoing effort to communicate with humanity. Let’s not dismiss such a hypothesis too lightly.

It is my own belief (and here I shall not feel bad if no one follows me) that every good and beautiful thing which man has produced in the world has been the result of his faulty and sin-blocked response to the creative Voice sounding over the earth. The moral philosophers who dreamed their high dreams of virtue, the religious thinkers who speculated about God and immortality, the poets and artists who created out of common stuff pure and lasting beauty: how can we explain them? It is not enough to say simply, "It was genius." What then is genius? Could it be that a genius is a man haunted by the speaking Voice, laboring and striving like one possessed to achieve ends which he only vaguely understands? That the great man may have missed God in his labors, that he may even have spoken or written against God does not destroy the idea I am advancing. God's redemptive revelation in the Holy Scriptures is necessary to saving faith and peace with God. Faith in a risen Saviour is necessary if the vague stirrings toward immortality are to bring us to restful and satisfying communion with[Pg 80] God. To me this is a plausible explanation of all that is best out of Christ. But you can be a good Christian and not accept my thesis.

I believe (and I won’t feel bad if no one agrees) that every good and beautiful thing that humans have created in the world has come from our flawed and sin-impeded responses to the creative Voice resonating through the earth. The moral philosophers who envisioned lofty ideals of virtue, the religious thinkers who pondered about God and immortality, the poets and artists who transformed everyday materials into pure and lasting beauty: how can we explain their existence? It’s not enough to simply say, "It was genius." So, what is genius? Could it be that a genius is someone haunted by that speaking Voice, working tirelessly and passionately to achieve goals that he only vaguely understands? The fact that great individuals may have overlooked God in their work or even expressed opposition to Him doesn’t negate the idea I’m presenting. God’s redemptive revelation in the Holy Scriptures is essential for saving faith and peace with God. Belief in a risen Savior is crucial if those vague stirrings towards immortality are to lead us to restful and fulfilling communion with God. To me, this seems like a reasonable explanation for all that is best out of Christ. But you can be a good Christian without agreeing with my thesis.

The Voice of God is a friendly Voice. No one need fear to listen to it unless he has already made up his mind to resist it. The blood of Jesus has covered not only the human race but all creation as well. "And having made peace through the blood of his cross, by him to reconcile all things unto himself; by him, I say, whether they be things in earth, or things in heaven." We may safely preach a friendly Heaven. The heavens as well as the earth are filled with the good will of Him that dwelt in the bush. The perfect blood of atonement secures this forever.

The Voice of God is a kind Voice. No one needs to be afraid to listen to it unless they’ve already decided to resist it. The blood of Jesus has redeemed not just humanity but all of creation too. "And having made peace through the blood of his cross, by him to reconcile all things to himself; by him, I say, whether they are things on earth or things in heaven." We can confidently share the message of a welcoming Heaven. Both the heavens and the earth are filled with the goodwill of the One who appeared in the burning bush. The perfect blood of atonement guarantees this forever.

Whoever will listen will hear the speaking Heaven. This is definitely not the hour when men take kindly to an exhortation to listen, for listening is not today a part of popular religion. We are at the opposite end of the pole from there. Religion has accepted the monstrous heresy that noise, size, activity and bluster make a man dear to God. But we may take heart. To a people caught in the tempest of the last great conflict God says, "Be still, and know that I am God," and still He says it, as if He means to tell us that our strength and safety lie not in noise but in silence.

Whoever is willing to listen will hear the voice of Heaven. This is definitely not a time when people are receptive to a call to listen, as listening isn’t really part of popular religion today. We are at the opposite end of the spectrum. Religion has embraced the huge misconception that noise, size, activity, and showiness make a person favored by God. But we can take comfort. To a people caught in the chaos of the last great conflict, God says, "Be still, and know that I am God," and He continues to say it, as if to tell us that our strength and safety come not from noise but from silence.

It is important that we get still to wait on God. And it is best that we get alone, preferably with our Bible outspread before us. Then if we will we may[Pg 81] draw near to God and begin to hear Him speak to us in our hearts. I think for the average person the progression will be something like this: First a sound as of a Presence walking in the garden. Then a voice, more intelligible, but still far from clear. Then the happy moment when the Spirit begins to illuminate the Scriptures, and that which had been only a sound, or at best a voice, now becomes an intelligible word, warm and intimate and clear as the word of a dear friend. Then will come life and light, and best of all, ability to see and rest in and embrace Jesus Christ as Saviour and Lord and All.

It's important that we take time to wait on God. It's best to be alone, with our Bible open in front of us. If we do this, we can draw near to God and start to hear Him speak to us in our hearts. For most people, the process might look something like this: First, we sense a Presence walking in the garden. Then, we hear a voice that’s clearer but still not fully distinct. Finally, there comes the joyful moment when the Spirit begins to illuminate the Scriptures, transforming what was just a sound, or at best a voice, into a clear and warm word, like the words of a close friend. Then life and light will come, and best of all, we will be able to see, rest in, and embrace Jesus Christ as our Savior, Lord, and Everything.

The Bible will never be a living Book to us until we are convinced that God is articulate in His universe. To jump from a dead, impersonal world to a dogmatic Bible is too much for most people. They may admit that they should accept the Bible as the Word of God, and they may try to think of it as such, but they find it impossible to believe that the words there on the page are actually for them. A man may say, "These words are addressed to me," and yet in his heart not feel and know that they are. He is the victim of a divided psychology. He tries to think of God as mute everywhere else and vocal only in a book.

The Bible will never truly come alive for us until we believe that God speaks in His creation. It’s a big leap for many people to go from a lifeless, impersonal world to a rigid, dogmatic Bible. They might agree that they should view the Bible as the Word of God and they may attempt to think of it that way, but they struggle to believe that the words on the page are genuinely meant for them. A person may say, "These words are meant for me," but deep down, he may not truly feel that way. He is caught in a conflict within himself. He tries to picture God as silent everywhere else but talking only in a book.

I believe that much of our religious unbelief is due to a wrong conception of and a wrong feeling for the Scriptures of Truth. A silent God suddenly began to speak in a book and when the book was[Pg 82] finished lapsed back into silence again forever. Now we read the book as the record of what God said when He was for a brief time in a speaking mood. With notions like that in our heads how can we believe? The facts are that God is not silent, has never been silent. It is the nature of God to speak. The second Person of the Holy Trinity is called the Word. The Bible is the inevitable outcome of God's continuous speech. It is the infallible declaration of His mind for us put into our familiar human words.

I think a lot of our doubts about religion come from misunderstanding the Scriptures. We see a silent God who suddenly starts talking through a book, and when that book is[Pg 82] done, He goes back to being silent forever. We read this book as if it’s just a record of what God said during a brief moment when He wanted to communicate. With thoughts like that, how can we believe? The truth is, God isn’t silent and never has been. It’s just who God is—He speaks. The second Person of the Holy Trinity is called the Word. The Bible is the natural result of God’s ongoing communication. It’s the unerring expression of His thoughts for us, put into words we can understand.

I think a new world will arise out of the religious mists when we approach our Bible with the idea that it is not only a book which was once spoken, but a book which is now speaking. The prophets habitually said, "Thus saith the Lord." They meant their hearers to understand that God's speaking is in the continuous present. We may use the past tense properly to indicate that at a certain time a certain word of God was spoken, but a word of God once spoken continues to be spoken, as a child once born continues to be alive, or a world once created continues to exist. And those are but imperfect illustrations, for children die and worlds burn out, but the Word of our God endureth forever.

I believe a new world will emerge from the religious fog when we approach our Bible with the understanding that it is not just a book that was spoken in the past, but a book that is currently speaking. The prophets often said, "Thus says the Lord." They wanted their listeners to grasp that God's voice is in the continuous present. We can use the past tense to indicate that a specific word from God was spoken at a particular time, but a word from God that was once spoken continues to be spoken, just as a child once born continues to live, or a world once created continues to exist. Those are imperfect examples, though, because children die and worlds eventually fade away, but the Word of our God lasts forever.

If you would follow on to know the Lord, come at once to the open Bible expecting it to speak to you. Do not come with the notion that it is a thing which you may push around at your convenience. It is more[Pg 83] than a thing, it is a voice, a word, the very Word of the living God.

If you want to know the Lord better, head straight to the open Bible, expecting it to speak to you. Don’t approach it thinking of it as a thing that you can just manipulate whenever you want. It’s more than a thing; it’s a voice, a word, the actual Word of the living God.

Lord, teach me to listen. The times are noisy and my ears are weary with the thousand raucous sounds which continuously assault them. Give me the spirit of the boy Samuel when he said to Thee, "Speak, for thy servant heareth." Let me hear Thee speaking in my heart. Let me get used to the sound of Thy Voice, that its tones may be familiar when the sounds of earth die away and the only sound will be the music of Thy speaking Voice. Amen.

Lord, help me to listen. The world is so loud, and my ears are tired from all the harsh sounds that keep hitting me. Give me the spirit of the boy Samuel when he said to You, "Speak, for Your servant is listening." Let me hear You speaking in my heart. Help me become familiar with the sound of Your Voice, so that when everything else fades away, the only sound will be the music of Your Voice. Amen.


VII  The Gaze of the Soul

Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith.—Heb. 12:2

Looking to Jesus, the creator and perfecter of our faith.—Heb. 12:2

Let us think of our intelligent plain man mentioned in chapter six coming for the first time to the reading of the Scriptures. He approaches the Bible without any previous knowledge of what it contains. He is wholly without prejudice; he has nothing to prove and nothing to defend.

Let’s consider our straightforward, thoughtful guy from chapter six who is reading the Bible for the first time. He picks up the Scriptures without any prior knowledge of what’s inside. He has no biases; he isn’t trying to prove anything or defend any beliefs.

Such a man will not have read long until his mind begins to observe certain truths standing out from the page. They are the spiritual principles behind the record of God's dealings with men, and woven into the writings of holy men as they "were moved by the Holy Ghost." As he reads on he might want to number these truths as they become clear to him and make a brief summary under each number. These summaries will be the tenets of his Biblical[Pg 86] creed. Further reading will not affect these points except to enlarge and strengthen them. Our man is finding out what the Bible actually teaches.

Such a person won’t read for long before noticing some truths that stand out from the text. These are the spiritual principles behind God's interactions with people, woven into the writings of holy individuals as they "were inspired by the Holy Spirit." As he continues reading, he might want to list these truths as they become clear to him and create a brief summary for each one. These summaries will form the core beliefs of his Biblical[Pg 86] creed. Further reading will only enhance and reinforce these points. Our reader is discovering what the Bible truly teaches.

High up on the list of things which the Bible teaches will be the doctrine of faith. The place of weighty importance which the Bible gives to faith will be too plain for him to miss. He will very likely conclude: Faith is all-important in the life of the soul. Without faith it is impossible to please God. Faith will get me anything, take me anywhere in the Kingdom of God, but without faith there can be no approach to God, no forgiveness, no deliverance, no salvation, no communion, no spiritual life at all.

High on the list of what the Bible teaches is the concept of faith. The significant role that the Bible attributes to faith will be obvious to anyone. One will likely conclude: Faith is essential in the life of the soul. Without faith, it's impossible to please God. Faith will get me anything and take me anywhere in the Kingdom of God, but without faith, there can be no approach to God, no forgiveness, no deliverance, no salvation, and no spiritual life at all.

By the time our friend has reached the eleventh chapter of Hebrews the eloquent encomium which is there pronounced upon faith will not seem strange to him. He will have read Paul's powerful defense of faith in his Roman and Galatian epistles. Later if he goes on to study church history he will understand the amazing power in the teachings of the Reformers as they showed the central place of faith in the Christian religion.

By the time our friend reaches the eleventh chapter of Hebrews, the eloquent praise for faith presented there won't seem unusual to him. He will have read Paul's strong defense of faith in his letters to the Romans and Galatians. Later, if he continues studying church history, he will grasp the incredible importance of the Reformers' teachings as they highlighted the central role of faith in Christianity.

Now if faith is so vitally important, if it is an indispensable must in our pursuit of God, it is perfectly natural that we should be deeply concerned over whether or not we possess this most precious gift. And our minds being what they are, it is inevitable that sooner or later we should get around to inquiring[Pg 87] after the nature of faith. What is faith? would lie close to the question, Do I have faith? and would demand an answer if it were anywhere to be found.

Now, if faith is so crucial, if it’s something we absolutely need in our search for God, it makes sense that we would be genuinely worried about whether we have this precious gift. And considering how our minds work, it's only natural that eventually we would start questioning[Pg 87] what faith really is. What is faith? is closely tied to the question, Do I have faith? and it would need an answer if it’s out there to be found.

Almost all who preach or write on the subject of faith have much the same things to say concerning it. They tell us that it is believing a promise, that it is taking God at His word, that it is reckoning the Bible to be true and stepping out upon it. The rest of the book or sermon is usually taken up with stories of persons who have had their prayers answered as a result of their faith. These answers are mostly direct gifts of a practical and temporal nature such as health, money, physical protection or success in business. Or if the teacher is of a philosophic turn of mind he may take another course and lose us in a welter of metaphysics or snow us under with psychological jargon as he defines and re-defines, paring the slender hair of faith thinner and thinner till it disappears in gossamer shavings at last. When he is finished we get up disappointed and go out "by that same door where in we went." Surely there must be something better than this.

Almost everyone who talks or writes about faith tends to say similar things. They tell us that faith is about believing a promise, trusting God’s word, and accepting the Bible as true while stepping out in faith. The rest of the book or sermon usually includes stories of people whose prayers were answered because of their faith. These answers are often tangible gifts, like health, money, safety, or success in business. Alternatively, if the teacher has a more philosophical approach, they might complicate the topic with a mix of metaphysics or drown us in psychological terms as they try to define and redefine faith, making it so thin that it ultimately vanishes like delicate shavings. When they finish, we end up disappointed and leave "by that same door we came in." There has to be something better than this.

In the Scriptures there is practically no effort made to define faith. Outside of a brief fourteen-word definition in Hebrews 11:1, I know of no Biblical definition, and even there faith is defined functionally, not philosophically; that is, it is a statement of what faith is in operation, not what it is in essence. It assumes[Pg 88] the presence of faith and shows what it results in, rather than what it is. We will be wise to go just that far and attempt to go no further. We are told from whence it comes and by what means: "Faith is a gift of God," and "Faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." This much is clear, and, to paraphrase Thomas à Kempis, "I had rather exercise faith than know the definition thereof."

In the Scriptures, there’s almost no attempt to define faith. Besides a brief fourteen-word definition in Hebrews 11:1, I’m not aware of any Biblical definition, and even there, faith is defined more by what it does than what it is; it describes faith in action, not what it is at its core. It assumes that faith exists and illustrates its outcomes instead of its nature. We should be careful to only go that far and not try to dig deeper. We learn where it comes from and how it develops: "Faith is a gift of God," and "Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." This much is clear, and to paraphrase Thomas à Kempis, "I would rather practice faith than know its definition."

From here on, when the words "faith is" or their equivalent occur in this chapter I ask that they be understood to refer to what faith is in operation as exercised by a believing man. Right here we drop the notion of definition and think about faith as it may be experienced in action. The complexion of our thoughts will be practical, not theoretical.

From this point on, whenever the phrase "faith is" or something similar appears in this chapter, I want you to understand it as referring to faith in action, as it’s practiced by a person who believes. Here, we set aside formal definitions and focus on how faith can be experienced in real life. Our thinking will be practical, not theoretical.

In a dramatic story in the Book of Numbers faith is seen in action. Israel became discouraged and spoke against God, and the Lord sent fiery serpents among them. "And they bit the people; and much people of Israel died." Then Moses sought the Lord for them and He heard and gave them a remedy against the bite of the serpents. He commanded Moses to make a serpent of brass and put it upon a pole in sight of all the people, "and it shall come to pass, that everyone that is bitten, when he looketh upon it, shall live." Moses obeyed, "and it came to pass, that if a serpent had bitten any man, when he beheld the serpent of brass, he lived" (Num. 21:4-9).

In a dramatic story in the Book of Numbers, faith is shown in action. Israel became discouraged and spoke against God, so the Lord sent fiery snakes among them. "And they bit the people; and many of the Israelites died." Then Moses prayed to the Lord for them, and He listened and provided a cure for the snake bites. He instructed Moses to make a brass snake and put it on a pole for everyone to see, "and it will happen that anyone who is bitten, when they look at it, will live." Moses obeyed, "and it happened that if a snake had bitten anyone, when they looked at the brass snake, they lived" (Num. 21:4-9).

[Pg 89] In the New Testament this important bit of history is interpreted for us by no less an authority than our Lord Jesus Christ Himself. He is explaining to His hearers how they may be saved. He tells them that it is by believing. Then to make it clear He refers to this incident in the Book of Numbers. "As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life" (John 3:14-15).

[Pg 89] In the New Testament, this significant part of history is explained by none other than our Lord Jesus Christ Himself. He is telling His listeners how to be saved. He emphasizes that it is through belief. To clarify this, He refers to an event in the Book of Numbers: "Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up: that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life" (John 3:14-15).

Our plain man in reading this would make an important discovery. He would notice that "look" and "believe" were synonymous terms. "Looking" on the Old Testament serpent is identical with "believing" on the New Testament Christ. That is, the looking and the believing are the same thing. And he would understand that while Israel looked with their external eyes, believing is done with the heart. I think he would conclude that faith is the gaze of a soul upon a saving God.

Our ordinary person reading this would make an important discovery. They would notice that "look" and "believe" are the same thing. "Looking" at the serpent in the Old Testament is the same as "believing" in Christ in the New Testament. In other words, the looking and the believing are the same. They would understand that while Israel looked with their physical eyes, believing is a matter of the heart. I think they would conclude that faith is the gaze of a soul upon a saving God.

When he had seen this he would remember passages he had read before, and their meaning would come flooding over him. "They looked unto him, and were lightened: and their faces were not ashamed" (Psa. 34:5). "Unto thee lift I up mine eyes, O thou that dwellest in the heavens. Behold, as the eyes of servants look unto the hand of their masters, and as the eyes of a maiden unto the hand of her mistress; so[Pg 90] our eyes wait upon the Lord our God, until that he have mercy upon us" (Psa. 123:1-2). Here the man seeking mercy looks straight at the God of mercy and never takes his eyes away from Him till mercy is granted. And our Lord Himself looked always at God. "Looking up to heaven, he blessed, and brake, and gave the bread to his disciples" (Matt. 14:19). Indeed Jesus taught that He wrought His works by always keeping His inward eyes upon His Father. His power lay in His continuous look at God (John 5:19-21).

When he saw this, he recalled passages he had read before, and their meaning washed over him. "They looked to him and were filled with light; their faces were not ashamed" (Psa. 34:5). "To you, I lift up my eyes, O you who dwell in the heavens. Behold, just as the eyes of servants look to the hand of their masters, and as the eyes of a maiden look to the hand of her mistress; so our eyes wait upon the Lord our God, until He has mercy on us" (Psa. 123:1-2). Here, the man seeking mercy gazes directly at the God of mercy and doesn’t look away until mercy is granted. And our Lord Himself always looked at God. "Looking up to heaven, He blessed, broke, and gave the bread to His disciples" (Matt. 14:19). Indeed, Jesus taught that He performed His works by constantly keeping His inner eyes on His Father. His power came from His unwavering gaze at God (John 5:19-21).

In full accord with the few texts we have quoted is the whole tenor of the inspired Word. It is summed up for us in the Hebrew epistle when we are instructed to run life's race "looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith." From all this we learn that faith is not a once-done act, but a continuous gaze of the heart at the Triune God.

In full agreement with the few texts we've mentioned is the overall message of the inspired Word. It's summed up for us in the Hebrew epistle when we are told to run life's race "looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith." From this, we learn that faith is not a one-time action, but a continuous focus of the heart on the Triune God.

Believing, then, is directing the heart's attention to Jesus. It is lifting the mind to "behold the Lamb of God," and never ceasing that beholding for the rest of our lives. At first this may be difficult, but it becomes easier as we look steadily at His wondrous Person, quietly and without strain. Distractions may hinder, but once the heart is committed to Him, after each brief excursion away from Him the attention will return again and rest upon Him like a wandering bird coming back to its window.

Believing is focusing your heart's attention on Jesus. It’s about lifting your mind to "see the Lamb of God" and keeping that focus for the rest of your life. At first, this might be challenging, but it gets easier as we consistently gaze at His amazing character, calmly and without pressure. Distractions can get in the way, but once your heart is dedicated to Him, every time you drift away, your attention will return and settle back on Him like a wandering bird coming back to its window.

I would emphasize this one committal, this one[Pg 91] great volitional act which establishes the heart's intention to gaze forever upon Jesus. God takes this intention for our choice and makes what allowances He must for the thousand distractions which beset us in this evil world. He knows that we have set the direction of our hearts toward Jesus, and we can know it too, and comfort ourselves with the knowledge that a habit of soul is forming which will become after a while a sort of spiritual reflex requiring no more conscious effort on our part.

I want to highlight this one commitment, this one[Pg 91] significant choice that sets our hearts' intention to look to Jesus forever. God sees this intention as our choice and makes whatever adjustments He needs for the countless distractions that surround us in this flawed world. He understands that we've directed our hearts toward Jesus, and we can understand it too, finding comfort in the fact that a way of being is developing that will eventually become a kind of spiritual reflex, requiring no more conscious effort from us.

Faith is the least self-regarding of the virtues. It is by its very nature scarcely conscious of its own existence. Like the eye which sees everything in front of it and never sees itself, faith is occupied with the Object upon which it rests and pays no attention to itself at all. While we are looking at God we do not see ourselves—blessed riddance. The man who has struggled to purify himself and has had nothing but repeated failures will experience real relief when he stops tinkering with his soul and looks away to the perfect One. While he looks at Christ the very things he has so long been trying to do will be getting done within him. It will be God working in him to will and to do.

Faith is the least self-centered of the virtues. By its very nature, it hardly thinks about itself at all. Like the eye that sees everything in front of it but never sees itself, faith is focused on the Object it rests upon and ignores itself completely. When we are focused on God, we don’t see ourselves—thank goodness. The person who has struggled to improve themselves and has faced nothing but failure will find real relief when they stop fussing over their soul and turn their gaze to the perfect One. As they focus on Christ, the very things they've been trying to achieve will begin to happen within them. It will be God working in them to will and to do.

Faith is not in itself a meritorious act; the merit is in the One toward Whom it is directed. Faith is a redirecting of our sight, a getting out of the focus of our own vision and getting God into focus. Sin has[Pg 92] twisted our vision inward and made it self-regarding. Unbelief has put self where God should be, and is perilously close to the sin of Lucifer who said, "I will set my throne above the throne of God." Faith looks out instead of in and the whole life falls into line.

Faith isn't a good deed on its own; the true value is found in the One to whom it is directed. Faith redirects our vision, taking the focus off ourselves and placing it on God. Sin has warped our perspective, turning it inward and becoming self-centered. Unbelief has replaced God with ourselves, putting us dangerously close to the sin of Lucifer, who declared, "I will set my throne above the throne of God." Faith looks out rather than in, and when it does, everything in life falls into place.

All this may seem too simple. But we have no apology to make. To those who would seek to climb into heaven after help or descend into hell God says, "The word is nigh thee, even the word of faith." The word induces us to lift up our eyes unto the Lord and the blessed work of faith begins.

All of this might seem too easy. But we don't have anything to apologize for. To those who would try to reach heaven for help or fall into hell, God says, "The word is close to you, even the word of faith." This word encourages us to lift our eyes to the Lord, and the wonderful work of faith starts.

When we lift our inward eyes to gaze upon God we are sure to meet friendly eyes gazing back at us, for it is written that the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout all the earth. The sweet language of experience is "Thou God seest me." When the eyes of the soul looking out meet the eyes of God looking in, heaven has begun right here on this earth.

When we lift our inner eyes to look at God, we can be sure to find kind eyes looking back at us, because it’s said that the eyes of the Lord wander across the whole earth. The comforting truth of experience is “You, God, see me.” When the eyes of our soul looking out connect with the eyes of God looking in, heaven starts right here on this earth.

"When all my endeavour is turned toward Thee because all Thy endeavour is turned toward me; when I look unto Thee alone with all my attention, nor ever turn aside the eyes of my mind, because Thou dost enfold me with Thy constant regard; when I direct my love toward Thee alone because Thou, who art Love's self hast turned Thee toward me alone. And what, Lord, is my life, save that embrace wherein Thy delightsome sweetness doth so lovingly enfold me?"[1] So wrote Nicholas of Cusa four hundred years ago.

"When all my efforts are focused on You because all Your efforts are focused on me; when I look to You alone with all my attention and don’t turn away my thoughts, because You surround me with Your constant care; when I direct my love toward You alone because You, who are Love itself, have turned Your attention to me. And what, Lord, is my life, except that embrace in which Your delightful sweetness lovingly surrounds me?"[1] So wrote Nicholas of Cusa four hundred years ago.

[Pg 93] I should like to say more about this old man of God. He is not much known today anywhere among Christian believers, and among current Fundamentalists he is known not at all. I feel that we could gain much from a little acquaintance with men of his spiritual flavor and the school of Christian thought which they represent. Christian literature, to be accepted and approved by the evangelical leaders of our times, must follow very closely the same train of thought, a kind of "party line" from which it is scarcely safe to depart. A half-century of this in America has made us smug and content. We imitate each other with slavish devotion and our most strenuous efforts are put forth to try to say the same thing that everyone around us is saying—and yet to find an excuse for saying it, some little safe variation on the approved theme or, if no more, at least a new illustration.

[Pg 93] I want to talk more about this old man of God. He isn't well-known today among Christian believers, and current Fundamentalists don't know him at all. I believe we could learn a lot from becoming familiar with men like him and the type of Christian thought they represent. For Christian literature to be accepted and endorsed by today’s evangelical leaders, it must closely align with a particular line of thinking, almost like a "party line" that it's risky to stray from. A half-century of this in America has made us complacent and satisfied. We copy each other with blind loyalty, and our biggest efforts go into trying to say what everyone else is saying—and finding some excuse for saying it, a small, safe twist on the accepted theme or, at the very least, a new example.

Nicholas was a true follower of Christ, a lover of the Lord, radiant and shining in his devotion to the Person of Jesus. His theology was orthodox, but fragrant and sweet as everything about Jesus might properly be expected to be. His conception of eternal life, for instance, is beautiful in itself and, if I mistake not, is nearer in spirit to John 17:3 than that which is current among us today. Life eternal, says Nicholas,[Pg 94] is "nought other than that blessed regard wherewith Thou never ceasest to behold me, yea, even the secret places of my soul. With Thee, to behold is to give life; 'tis unceasingly to impart sweetest love of Thee; 'tis to inflame me to love of Thee by love's imparting, and to feed me by inflaming, and by feeding to kindle my yearning, and by kindling to make me drink of the dew of gladness, and by drinking to infuse in me a fountain of life, and by infusing to make it increase and endure."[2]

Nicholas was a true follower of Christ, a lover of the Lord, radiant and shining in his devotion to Jesus. His theology was orthodox but also fragrant and sweet, just as everything about Jesus should be. His view of eternal life, for example, is beautiful in itself and, if I'm not mistaken, is closer in spirit to John 17:3 than what we commonly believe today. Eternal life, Nicholas says, is "nothing other than that blessed gaze with which You never cease to behold me, even the hidden parts of my soul. With You, to see is to give life; it’s to continuously share Your sweetest love; it’s to ignite my love for You by sharing love, and to nourish me by igniting my passion, and by nourishing to spark my yearning, and by sparking to make me drink from the dew of joy, and by drinking to instill in me a fountain of life, and by instilling to make it grow and last."

Now, if faith is the gaze of the heart at God, and if this gaze is but the raising of the inward eyes to meet the all-seeing eyes of God, then it follows that it is one of the easiest things possible to do. It would be like God to make the most vital thing easy and place it within the range of possibility for the weakest and poorest of us.

Now, if faith is the focus of the heart on God, and if this focus is just the lifting of our inner eyes to connect with God’s all-seeing gaze, then it makes sense that this is one of the easiest things to do. It seems like God would make the most important thing simple and accessible for even the weakest and poorest among us.

Several conclusions may fairly be drawn from all this. The simplicity of it, for instance. Since believing is looking, it can be done without special equipment or religious paraphernalia. God has seen to it that the one life-and-death essential can never be subject to the caprice of accident. Equipment can break down or get lost, water can leak away, records can be destroyed by fire, the minister can be delayed or the church burn down. All these are external to the soul and are subject[Pg 95] to accident or mechanical failure: but looking is of the heart and can be done successfully by any man standing up or kneeling down or lying in his last agony a thousand miles from any church.

Several conclusions can reasonably be drawn from all this. For example, the simplicity of it. Since believing is akin to looking, it doesn't require special equipment or religious items. God has ensured that the one truly essential aspect of life and death can never be left to chance. Equipment can fail or be lost, water can dry up, records can be destroyed in a fire, the minister can be delayed, or the church can burn down. All of these factors are external to the soul and are susceptible to chance or mechanical failure: but looking comes from the heart and can be done successfully by anyone standing, kneeling, or lying in their final moments, even a thousand miles away from any church.

Since believing is looking it can be done any time. No season is superior to another season for this sweetest of all acts. God never made salvation depend upon new moons nor holy days or sabbaths. A man is not nearer to Christ on Easter Sunday than he is, say, on Saturday, August 3, or Monday, October 4. As long as Christ sits on the mediatorial throne every day is a good day and all days are days of salvation.

Since believing means it can happen any time. No season is better than another for this most wonderful act. God never made salvation depend on new moons, holy days, or sabbaths. A person is not closer to Christ on Easter Sunday than they are, say, on Saturday, August 3, or Monday, October 4. As long as Christ is on the mediation throne, every day is a good day, and all days are days of salvation.

Neither does place matter in this blessed work of believing God. Lift your heart and let it rest upon Jesus and you are instantly in a sanctuary though it be a Pullman berth or a factory or a kitchen. You can see God from anywhere if your mind is set to love and obey Him.

Neither does place matter in this blessed work of believing in God. Lift your heart and let it rest upon Jesus, and you are instantly in a sanctuary, whether it's a Pullman berth, a factory, or a kitchen. You can see God from anywhere if your mind is focused on loving and obeying Him.

Now, someone may ask, "Is not this of which you speak for special persons such as monks or ministers who have by the nature of their calling more time to devote to quiet meditation? I am a busy worker and have little time to spend alone." I am happy to say that the life I describe is for everyone of God's children regardless of calling. It is, in fact, happily practiced every day by many hard working persons and is beyond the reach of none.

Now, someone might ask, "Isn't what you're talking about just for special people like monks or ministers who naturally have more time for quiet meditation? I'm a busy worker and don't have much time to spend alone." I’m glad to say that the life I’m describing is for all of God’s children, no matter their job. In fact, many hardworking people happily practice it every day, and it’s accessible to everyone.

Many have found the secret of which I[Pg 96] speak and, without giving much thought to what is going on within them, constantly practice this habit of inwardly gazing upon God. They know that something inside their hearts sees God. Even when they are compelled to withdraw their conscious attention in order to engage in earthly affairs there is within them a secret communion always going on. Let their attention but be released for a moment from necessary business and it flies at once to God again. This has been the testimony of many Christians, so many that even as I state it thus I have a feeling that I am quoting, though from whom or from how many I cannot possibly know.

Many people have discovered the secret I’m talking about and, without really thinking about what’s happening inside them, continuously practice this habit of looking inward towards God. They know that something in their hearts is able to see God. Even when they have to pull their conscious attention away to deal with everyday tasks, there’s still a quiet connection happening within them. If they can just take a moment away from their urgent responsibilities, their focus quickly returns to God. This has been the experience of many Christians—so many, in fact, that as I mention it, I feel like I’m quoting someone, though I can’t say who or how many.

I do not want to leave the impression that the ordinary means of grace have no value. They most assuredly have. Private prayer should be practiced by every Christian. Long periods of Bible meditation will purify our gaze and direct it; church attendance will enlarge our outlook and increase our love for others. Service and work and activity; all are good and should be engaged in by every Christian. But at the bottom of all these things, giving meaning to them, will be the inward habit of beholding God. A new set of eyes (so to speak) will develop within us enabling us to be looking at God while our outward eyes are seeing the scenes of this passing world.

I don't want to give the impression that the usual ways of receiving grace don’t matter. They definitely do. Every Christian should practice private prayer. Spending time meditating on the Bible will help us see things more clearly and give us direction; attending church will broaden our perspective and deepen our love for others. Service, work, and activity are all good and should be part of every Christian's life. But beneath all of these, giving them meaning, is the inner habit of being aware of God. A new way of seeing will grow within us, allowing us to look at God while our outward eyes observe the events of this temporary world.

Someone may fear that we are magnifying private religion out of all proportion, that the "us" of the New[Pg 97] Testament is being displaced by a selfish "I." Has it ever occurred to you that one hundred pianos all tuned to the same fork are automatically tuned to each other? They are of one accord by being tuned, not to each other, but to another standard to which each one must individually bow. So one hundred worshippers met together, each one looking away to Christ, are in heart nearer to each other than they could possibly be were they to become "unity" conscious and turn their eyes away from God to strive for closer fellowship. Social religion is perfected when private religion is purified. The body becomes stronger as its members become healthier. The whole Church of God gains when the members that compose it begin to seek a better and a higher life.

Someone might worry that we’re making private religion way too important, that the “us” in the New Testament is being replaced by a self-centered “I.” Have you ever thought about how a hundred pianos all tuned to the same fork automatically sound good together? They harmonize not because they’re tuned to each other, but because they’re tuned to a common standard that each one must submit to individually. In the same way, when a hundred worshippers gather, each looking to Christ, they are actually closer in spirit to each other than they would be if they focused on “unity” and turned their attention away from God, trying to achieve closer fellowship. Social religion thrives when private religion is refined. The body gets stronger as its members become healthier. The entire Church benefits when its individual members start seeking a better and higher life.

All the foregoing presupposes true repentance and a full committal of the life to God. It is hardly necessary to mention this, for only persons who have made such a committal will have read this far.

All of the above assumes genuine repentance and a complete commitment of one's life to God. It's probably unnecessary to emphasize this, since only those who have made such a commitment will have read this far.

When the habit of inwardly gazing Godward becomes fixed within us we shall be ushered onto a new level of spiritual life more in keeping with the promises of God and the mood of the New Testament. The Triune God will be our dwelling place even while our feet walk the low road of simple duty here among men. We will have found life's summum bonum indeed. "There is the source of all delights that can be desired; not only can nought better be thought out by[Pg 98] men and angels, but nought better can exist in mode of being! For it is the absolute maximum of every rational desire, than which a greater cannot be."[3]

When the habit of looking inward to connect with God becomes ingrained in us, we’ll enter a new level of spiritual life that aligns with God’s promises and the spirit of the New Testament. The Triune God will be our home even as we carry out our simple duties among others. We will have truly discovered life’s greatest good. "There is the source of all delights that can be desired; not only can nothing better be conceived by men and angels, but nothing better can exist in reality! For it is the absolute maximum of every rational desire, beyond which there can be nothing greater."[3]

O Lord, I have heard a good word inviting me to look away to Thee and be satisfied. My heart longs to respond, but sin has clouded my vision till I see Thee but dimly. Be pleased to cleanse me in Thine own precious blood, and make me inwardly pure, so that I may with unveiled eyes gaze upon Thee all the days of my earthly pilgrimage. Then shall I be prepared to behold Thee in full splendor in the day when Thou shalt appear to be glorified in Thy saints and admired in all them that believe. Amen.

Lord, I've heard a great message inviting me to turn to You and find satisfaction. My heart eagerly wants to respond, but sin has blurred my vision so I can only see You faintly. Please cleanse me with Your precious blood and make me pure within, so I can look at You clearly throughout my time on Earth. Then I’ll be ready to see You in all Your glory when You come to be honored among Your saints and admired by all who believe. Amen.

FOOTNOTES:

[1] Nicholas of Cusa, The Vision of God, E. P. Dutton & Co., Inc., New York, 1928. This and the following quotations used by kind permission of the publishers.

[1] Nicholas of Cusa, The Vision of God, E. P. Dutton & Co., Inc., New York, 1928. This and the following quotes are used with kind permission from the publishers.

[2] The Vision of God

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VIII  Restoring the Creator-creature Relation

Be thou exalted, O God, above the heavens; let thy glory be above all the earth.—Psa. 57:5

Be exalted, God, above the heavens; let your glory be above all the earth.—Psa. 57:5

It is a truism to say that order in nature depends upon right relationships; to achieve harmony each thing must be in its proper position relative to each other thing. In human life it is not otherwise.

It's a given that order in nature relies on correct relationships; to create harmony, everything must be in its right place in relation to everything else. The same goes for human life.

I have hinted before in these chapters that the cause of all our human miseries is a radical moral dislocation, an upset in our relation to God and to each other. For whatever else the Fall may have been, it was most certainly a sharp change in man's relation to his Creator. He adopted toward God an altered attitude, and by so doing destroyed the proper Creator-creature relation in which, unknown to him, his true happiness lay. Essentially salvation is the restoration of a right relation between man and his Creator, a[Pg 100] bringing back to normal of the Creator-creature relation.

I’ve mentioned before in these chapters that the root of all our human suffering is a major moral disruption, a breakdown in our relationship with God and with each other. No matter what else the Fall may have been, it was definitely a sudden shift in how humanity relates to its Creator. People took on a different attitude toward God, and in doing so, they broke the proper relationship between Creator and creature, which, unbeknownst to them, was the source of their true happiness. At its core, salvation is about restoring a correct relationship between humanity and its Creator, a[Pg 100] bringing back to normal the Creator-creature connection.

A satisfactory spiritual life will begin with a complete change in relation between God and the sinner; not a judicial change merely, but a conscious and experienced change affecting the sinner's whole nature. The atonement in Jesus' blood makes such a change judicially possible and the working of the Holy Spirit makes it emotionally satisfying. The story of the prodigal son perfectly illustrates this latter phase. He had brought a world of trouble upon himself by forsaking the position which he had properly held as son of his father. At bottom his restoration was nothing more than a re-establishing of the father-son relation which had existed from his birth and had been altered temporarily by his act of sinful rebellion. This story overlooks the legal aspects of redemption, but it makes beautifully clear the experiential aspects of salvation.

A meaningful spiritual life starts with a complete shift in the relationship between God and the sinner; it's not just a legal change but a conscious, lived experience that impacts the sinner's entire being. The atonement through Jesus' blood makes this change legally possible, and the work of the Holy Spirit makes it emotionally fulfilling. The story of the prodigal son perfectly showcases this second aspect. He created a lot of trouble for himself by abandoning the position he rightfully held as his father's son. Ultimately, his restoration was simply about re-establishing the father-son relationship that had existed since his birth and was temporarily disrupted by his act of sinful rebellion. This story doesn't focus on the legal aspects of redemption, but it beautifully highlights the experiential aspects of salvation.

In determining relationships we must begin somewhere. There must be somewhere a fixed center against which everything else is measured, where the law of relativity does not enter and we can say "IS" and make no allowances. Such a center is God. When God would make His Name known to mankind He could find no better word than "I AM." When He speaks in the first person He says, "I AM"; when we speak of Him we say, "He is"; when we speak to Him we say, "Thou art." Everyone and everything else measures from that[Pg 101] fixed point. "I am that I am," says God, "I change not."

To understand relationships, we need to start somewhere. There has to be a fixed center to measure everything else against, a place where the law of relativity doesn’t apply and we can confidently say "IS" without any caveats. That center is God. When God wanted to reveal His Name to humanity, He chose the phrase "I AM." When He speaks in the first person, He says, "I AM"; when we refer to Him, we say, "He is"; when we address Him, we say, "You are." Everyone and everything else measures from that fixed point. "I am who I am," says God, "I do not change."

As the sailor locates his position on the sea by "shooting" the sun, so we may get our moral bearings by looking at God. We must begin with God. We are right when and only when we stand in a right position relative to God, and we are wrong so far and so long as we stand in any other position.

As the sailor finds his spot on the ocean by taking measurements of the sun, we can find our moral direction by looking to God. We must start with God. We are right only when we are in the right relationship with God, and we are wrong to the extent that we are in any other relationship.

Much of our difficulty as seeking Christians stems from our unwillingness to take God as He is and adjust our lives accordingly. We insist upon trying to modify Him and to bring Him nearer to our own image. The flesh whimpers against the rigor of God's inexorable sentence and begs like Agag for a little mercy, a little indulgence of its carnal ways. It is no use. We can get a right start only by accepting God as He is and learning to love Him for what He is. As we go on to know Him better we shall find it a source of unspeakable joy that God is just what He is. Some of the most rapturous moments we know will be those we spend in reverent admiration of the Godhead. In those holy moments the very thought of change in Him will be too painful to endure.

Much of our struggle as searching Christians comes from our unwillingness to accept God as He is and adjust our lives accordingly. We try to change Him and mold Him into our own image. Our human nature complains against the strictness of God’s unwavering judgment and pleads for a bit of mercy, a little leniency for its sinful habits. It’s pointless. We can only truly begin by accepting God as He is and learning to love Him for who He is. As we grow to know Him better, we’ll discover an indescribable joy in the fact that God is exactly as He is. Some of our most ecstatic moments will be those we spend in deep admiration of the divine. In those sacred moments, the very idea of Him changing will be too painful to bear.

So let us begin with God. Back of all, above all, before all is God; first in sequential order, above in rank and station, exalted in dignity and honor. As the self-existent One He gave being to all things, and all things exist out of Him and for Him. "Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for[Pg 102] thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created."

So let’s start with God. Behind everything, above everything, and before everything is God; first in line, superior in rank and position, lifted in dignity and respect. As the self-existing One, He brought everything into being, and all things exist because of Him and for Him. "You are worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honor and power: for[Pg 102] you created all things, and for your pleasure they exist and were created."

Every soul belongs to God and exists by His pleasure. God being Who and What He is, and we being who and what we are, the only thinkable relation between us is one of full lordship on His part and complete submission on ours. We owe Him every honor that it is in our power to give Him. Our everlasting grief lies in giving Him anything less.

Every soul belongs to God and exists by His will. Since God is who He is, and we are who we are, the only relationship that makes sense between us is one where He fully reigns and we completely submit. We owe Him every honor that we can give Him. Our ongoing sorrow comes from offering Him anything less.

The pursuit of God will embrace the labor of bringing our total personality into conformity to His. And this not judicially, but actually. I do not here refer to the act of justification by faith in Christ. I speak of a voluntary exalting of God to His proper station over us and a willing surrender of our whole being to the place of worshipful submission which the Creator-creature circumstance makes proper.

The pursuit of God involves the effort of aligning our entire personality with His. And this is not just a legal matter, but a real one. I'm not talking about being justified by faith in Christ. I'm referring to a deliberate elevation of God to His rightful position above us and a willing surrender of our entire selves to a state of respectful submission that our relationship as Creator and created beings calls for.

The moment we make up our minds that we are going on with this determination to exalt God over all we step out of the world's parade. We shall find ourselves out of adjustment to the ways of the world, and increasingly so as we make progress in the holy way. We shall acquire a new viewpoint; a new and different psychology will be formed within us; a new power will begin to surprise us by its upsurgings and its outgoings.

The moment we decide to stick with our commitment to elevate God above everything, we step away from the world's hustle and bustle. We’ll notice that we feel out of sync with the ways of the world, and this will become more evident as we advance on our spiritual journey. We’ll develop a fresh perspective; a new way of thinking will take shape within us; we’ll be amazed by a new strength that starts to rise within us and push us forward.

Our break with the world will be the direct outcome of our changed relation to God. For the world of[Pg 103] fallen men does not honor God. Millions call themselves by His Name, it is true, and pay some token respect to Him, but a simple test will show how little He is really honored among them. Let the average man be put to the proof on the question of who is above, and his true position will be exposed. Let him be forced into making a choice between God and money, between God and men, between God and personal ambition, God and self, God and human love, and God will take second place every time. Those other things will be exalted above. However the man may protest, the proof is in the choices he makes day after day throughout his life.

Our separation from the world will be a direct result of our changed relationship with God. The world of[Pg 103]sinful people does not respect God. It's true that millions identify themselves with His Name and show some superficial respect, but a simple test reveals how little He is truly honored among them. If you put an average person to the test regarding who comes first, their real priorities will be revealed. If they're forced to choose between God and money, God and other people, God and personal ambition, God and self, God and human love, God will always come in second. Those other things will be placed above Him. No matter how much the person may argue otherwise, the evidence is in the choices they make every single day of their lives.

"Be thou exalted" is the language of victorious spiritual experience. It is a little key to unlock the door to great treasures of grace. It is central in the life of God in the soul. Let the seeking man reach a place where life and lips join to say continually "Be thou exalted," and a thousand minor problems will be solved at once. His Christian life ceases to be the complicated thing it had been before and becomes the very essence of simplicity. By the exercise of his will he has set his course, and on that course he will stay as if guided by an automatic pilot. If blown off course for a moment by some adverse wind he will surely return again as by a secret bent of the soul. The hidden motions of the Spirit are working in his favor, and "the stars in their courses" fight for him. He has met his life prob[Pg 104]lem at its center, and everything else must follow along.

"Be exalted" expresses the feeling of a victorious spiritual experience. It's a small key to unlock the door to great treasures of grace. It's essential in the life of God within the soul. Let the searching person reach a point where their life and words continually proclaim "Be exalted," and a thousand smaller problems will be resolved instantly. Their Christian life no longer feels complicated but instead becomes the essence of simplicity. By exercising their will, they've set their course, and they'll stay on that path as if guided by an automatic pilot. If they get momentarily blown off course by an unfavorable wind, they'll surely find their way back as if pulled by a hidden force within. The subtle movements of the Spirit are working in their favor, and "the stars in their courses" fight for them. They've confronted the core of their life's problems, and everything else must align accordingly.

Let no one imagine that he will lose anything of human dignity by this voluntary sell-out of his all to his God. He does not by this degrade himself as a man; rather he finds his right place of high honor as one made in the image of his Creator. His deep disgrace lay in his moral derangement, his unnatural usurpation of the place of God. His honor will be proved by restoring again that stolen throne. In exalting God over all he finds his own highest honor upheld.

Let no one think that they will lose any of their human dignity by voluntarily giving everything they have to God. By doing this, they do not degrade themselves as a person; instead, they find their rightful place of high honor as someone created in the image of their Creator. Their true disgrace lies in their moral failure and their unnatural attempt to take God's place. Their honor will be shown by restoring that stolen throne. By putting God above everything, they find their own highest honor as well.

Anyone who might feel reluctant to surrender his will to the will of another should remember Jesus' words, "Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin." We must of necessity be servant to someone, either to God or to sin. The sinner prides himself on his independence, completely overlooking the fact that he is the weak slave of the sins that rule his members. The man who surrenders to Christ exchanges a cruel slave driver for a kind and gentle Master whose yoke is easy and whose burden is light.

Anyone who feels hesitant to give up their will to someone else's should remember Jesus' words, "Whoever commits sin is a servant to sin." We inevitably have to serve someone, either God or sin. The sinner takes pride in their independence, completely ignoring the fact that they are a helpless slave to the sins that control them. The person who submits to Christ trades a harsh taskmaster for a kind and gentle Master whose yoke is easy and whose burden is light.

Made as we were in the image of God we scarcely find it strange to take again our God as our All. God was our original habitat and our hearts cannot but feel at home when they enter again that ancient and beautiful abode.

Made in God's image, we hardly find it unusual to embrace God as our everything once more. God was our original home, and our hearts can't help but feel at ease when they return to that timeless and beautiful place.

I hope it is clear that there is a logic behind God's claim to pre-eminence. That place is His by every right in earth or heaven. While we take to ourselves the place[Pg 105] that is His the whole course of our lives is out of joint. Nothing will or can restore order till our hearts make the great decision: God shall be exalted above.

I hope it’s clear that there’s a reason behind God’s claim to first place. That position is His by all rights on earth and in heaven. When we take the spot that belongs to Him[Pg 105], everything in our lives becomes disordered. Nothing will or can bring back order until we make the crucial choice: God must be lifted up above all.

"Them that honour me I will honour," said God once to a priest of Israel, and that ancient law of the Kingdom stands today unchanged by the passing of time or the changes of dispensation. The whole Bible and every page of history proclaim the perpetuation of that law. "If any man serve me, him will my Father honour," said our Lord Jesus, tying in the old with the new and revealing the essential unity of His ways with men.

"The ones who honor me, I will honor," God said once to a priest of Israel, and that ancient law of the Kingdom remains unchanged by time or shifts in beliefs. The entire Bible and every page of history declare the continuation of that law. "If anyone serves me, my Father will honor him," said our Lord Jesus, connecting the old with the new and showing the deep unity of His ways with humanity.

Sometimes the best way to see a thing is to look at its opposite. Eli and his sons are placed in the priesthood with the stipulation that they honor God in their lives and ministrations. This they fail to do, and God sends Samuel to announce the consequences. Unknown to Eli this law of reciprocal honor has been all the while secretly working, and now the time has come for judgment to fall. Hophni and Phineas, the degenerate priests, fall in battle, the wife of Hophni dies in childbirth, Israel flees before her enemies, the ark of God is captured by the Philistines and the old man Eli falls backward and dies of a broken neck. Thus stark utter tragedy followed upon Eli's failure to honor God.

Sometimes the best way to understand something is to look at its opposite. Eli and his sons are positioned in the priesthood with the requirement that they honor God in their lives and service. They fail to do this, and God sends Samuel to announce the consequences. Unknown to Eli, this principle of reciprocal honor has been silently at work, and now the time has come for judgment. Hophni and Phineas, the corrupt priests, die in battle, Hophni's wife dies during childbirth, Israel flees from their enemies, the ark of God is captured by the Philistines, and the old man Eli falls backward and dies from a broken neck. Thus, stark tragedy follows Eli's failure to honor God.

Now set over against this almost any Bible character who honestly tried to glorify God in his earthly[Pg 106] walk. See how God winked at weaknesses and overlooked failures as He poured upon His servants grace and blessing untold. Let it be Abraham, Jacob, David, Daniel, Elijah or whom you will; honor followed honor as harvest the seed. The man of God set his heart to exalt God above all; God accepted his intention as fact and acted accordingly. Not perfection, but holy intention made the difference.

Now compare this to almost any Bible character who genuinely tried to honor God in his earthly[Pg 106] life. Notice how God overlooked weaknesses and failures as He showered His servants with incredible grace and blessings. Whether it’s Abraham, Jacob, David, Daniel, Elijah, or anyone else you choose; honor followed honor just like harvest follows planting. The man of God focused on uplifting God above everything else; God accepted his intentions as real and responded accordingly. It wasn’t about perfection, but about having a sincere intention that made the difference.

In our Lord Jesus Christ this law was seen in simple perfection. In His lowly manhood He humbled Himself and gladly gave all glory to His Father in heaven. He sought not His own honor, but the honor of God who sent Him. "If I honour myself," He said on one occasion, "my honour is nothing; it is my Father that honoureth me." So far had the proud Pharisees departed from this law that they could not understand one who honored God at his own expense. "I honour my Father," said Jesus to them, "and ye do dishonour me."

In our Lord Jesus Christ, this law was demonstrated in perfect simplicity. In His humble humanity, He lowered Himself and willingly gave all glory to His Father in heaven. He didn't seek His own honor, but the honor of God who sent Him. "If I honor myself," He said at one point, "my honor means nothing; it’s my Father who honors me." The proud Pharisees had strayed so far from this principle that they couldn't grasp someone who honored God at their own expense. "I honor my Father," Jesus told them, "and you dishonor me."

Another saying of Jesus, and a most disturbing one, was put in the form of a question, "How can ye believe, which receive honour one of another, and seek not the honour that cometh from God alone?" If I understand this correctly Christ taught here the alarming doctrine that the desire for honor among men made belief impossible. Is this sin at the root of religious unbelief? Could it be that those "intellectual difficulties" which men blame for their inability to believe[Pg 107] are but smoke screens to conceal the real cause that lies behind them? Was it this greedy desire for honor from man that made men into Pharisees and Pharisees into Deicides? Is this the secret back of religious self-righteousness and empty worship? I believe it may be. The whole course of the life is upset by failure to put God where He belongs. We exalt ourselves instead of God and the curse follows.

Another saying of Jesus, and a really troubling one, was phrased as a question: "How can you believe when you honor each other and don’t seek the honor that comes from God alone?" If I get this right, Christ taught the unsettling idea that the desire for recognition among people makes belief impossible. Is this the sin at the root of religious unbelief? Could it be that those "intellectual difficulties" that people blame for their inability to believe[Pg 107] are just smokescreens to hide the real issue underneath? Was it this greedy craving for recognition from others that turned people into Pharisees and Pharisees into defenders of Jesus' death? Is this the hidden factor behind self-righteousness in religion and empty worship? I think it might be. The entire course of life is disrupted when we fail to place God where He should be. We put ourselves above God, and the consequences follow.

In our desire after God let us keep always in mind that God also hath desire, and His desire is toward the sons of men, and more particularly toward those sons of men who will make the once-for-all decision to exalt Him over all. Such as these are precious to God above all treasures of earth or sea. In them God finds a theater where He can display His exceeding kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. With them God can walk unhindered, toward them He can act like the God He is.

In our pursuit of God, let’s always remember that God also desires, and His desire is for the people of the earth, especially those who choose once and for all to honor Him above everything else. These individuals are more valuable to God than all the treasures of land or sea. In them, God sees a stage where He can showcase His incredible kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. With them, God can walk freely, and toward them, He can fully express who He is as God.

In speaking thus I have one fear; it is that I may convince the mind before God can win the heart. For this God-above-all position is one not easy to take. The mind may approve it while not having the consent of the will to put it into effect. While the imagination races ahead to honor God, the will may lag behind and the man never guess how divided his heart is. The whole man must make the decision before the heart can know any real satisfaction. God wants us all, and He will not rest till He gets us all. No part of the man will do.

In saying this, I have one worry: that I might get the mind on board before God has touched the heart. This position of prioritizing God is not an easy one to adopt. The mind may agree with it while the will isn't ready to act on it. While the imagination rushes ahead to honor God, the will may lag behind, and a person might not realize how torn their heart truly is. The whole person needs to make the choice before the heart can find any genuine peace. God wants all of us, and He won’t stop until He has every part of us. No part of a person is enough.

[Pg 108]Let us pray over this in detail, throwing ourselves at God's feet and meaning everything we say. No one who prays thus in sincerity need wait long for tokens of divine acceptance. God will unveil His glory before His servant's eyes, and He will place all His treasures at the disposal of such a one, for He knows that His honor is safe in such consecrated hands.

[Pg 108]Let’s take a moment to pray about this, humbling ourselves before God and being sincere in our words. Anyone who prays with genuine intent won’t have to wait long for signs of God’s acceptance. God will reveal His glory to His faithful servant, and He will offer all His blessings to that person because He knows His honor is secure in their devoted hands.

O God, be Thou exalted over my possessions. Nothing of earth's treasures shall seem dear unto me if only Thou art glorified in my life. Be Thou exalted over my friendships. I am determined that Thou shalt be above all, though I must stand deserted and alone in the midst of the earth. Be Thou exalted above my comforts. Though it mean the loss of bodily comforts and the carrying of heavy crosses I shall keep my vow made this day before Thee. Be Thou exalted over my reputation. Make me ambitious to please Thee even if as a result I must sink into obscurity and my name be forgotten as a dream. Rise, O Lord, into Thy proper place of honor, above my ambitions, above my likes and dislikes, above my family, my health and even my life itself. Let me decrease that Thou mayest increase, let me sink that Thou mayest rise above. Ride forth upon me as Thou didst ride into Jerusalem mounted upon the humble little beast, a colt, the foal of an ass, and let me hear the children cry to Thee, "Hosanna in the highest."

God, may you be raised high above my possessions. Nothing that this world offers will be precious to me if only you are honored in my life. May you be exalted above my friendships. I am determined that you will be above all, even if I have to stand alone and deserted in this world. May you be elevated above my comforts. Even if it means losing physical comforts and carrying heavy burdens, I will keep my promise made today before you. May you be honored above my reputation. Make me eager to please you, even if it means fading into obscurity and my name being forgotten like a fleeting dream. Rise, Lord, to your rightful place of honor, above my ambitions, above my preferences, above my family, my health, and even my life itself. Let me decline so that you may increase; let me fall so that you may rise above. Ride forth on me as you did when entering Jerusalem on that humble little donkey, and let me hear the children cry out to you, "Hosanna in the highest."


IX  Meekness and Rest

Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.—Matt. 5:5

Blessed are the gentle: for they will inherit the earth.—Matt. 5:5

A fairly accurate description of the human race might be furnished one unacquainted with it by taking the Beatitudes, turning them wrong side out and saying, "Here is your human race." For the exact opposite of the virtues in the Beatitudes are the very qualities which distinguish human life and conduct.

A pretty accurate description of humanity for someone unfamiliar with it could be given by taking the Beatitudes, flipping them inside out, and saying, "Here’s your human race." The qualities that define human life and behavior are the exact opposites of the virtues found in the Beatitudes.

In the world of men we find nothing approaching the virtues of which Jesus spoke in the opening words of the famous Sermon on the Mount. Instead of poverty of spirit we find the rankest kind of pride; instead of mourners we find pleasure seekers; instead of meekness, arrogance; instead of hunger after righteousness we hear men saying, "I am rich and increased with goods and have need of nothing"; instead of mercy we find cruelty; instead of purity of heart, corrupt imagin[Pg 110]ings; instead of peacemakers we find men quarrelsome and resentful; instead of rejoicing in mistreatment we find them fighting back with every weapon at their command.

In the world of men, we see nothing that resembles the virtues Jesus talked about in the opening lines of the famous Sermon on the Mount. Instead of being humble in spirit, there is nothing but extreme pride; instead of mourners, we see pleasure seekers; instead of meekness, we have arrogance; instead of longing for righteousness, we hear people saying, "I am rich and have everything I need"; instead of showing mercy, we see cruelty; instead of pure hearts, there are corrupt thoughts; instead of peacemakers, men are quarrelsome and resentful; instead of celebrating mistreatment, they fight back with every weapon at their disposal.

Of this kind of moral stuff civilized society is composed. The atmosphere is charged with it; we breathe it with every breath and drink it with our mother's milk. Culture and education refine these things slightly but leave them basically untouched. A whole world of literature has been created to justify this kind of life as the only normal one. And this is the more to be wondered at seeing that these are the evils which make life the bitter struggle it is for all of us. All our heartaches and a great many of our physical ills spring directly out of our sins. Pride, arrogance, resentfulness, evil imaginings, malice, greed: these are the sources of more human pain than all the diseases that ever afflicted mortal flesh.

Civilized society is made up of this kind of moral stuff. The atmosphere is filled with it; we inhale it with every breath and absorb it with our mother's milk. Culture and education refine these aspects a bit but leave them fundamentally unchanged. A whole world of literature has been created to present this way of life as the only normal one. It's even more surprising given that these are the problems that turn life into the bitter struggle it is for all of us. All our heartaches and many of our physical ailments come directly from our sins. Pride, arrogance, resentment, evil thoughts, malice, greed—these are the sources of more human suffering than all the diseases that have ever afflicted humanity.

Into a world like this the sound of Jesus' words comes wonderful and strange, a visitation from above. It is well that He spoke, for no one else could have done it as well; and it is good that we listen. His words are the essence of truth. He is not offering an opinion; Jesus never uttered opinions. He never guessed; He knew, and He knows. His words are not as Solomon's were, the sum of sound wisdom or the results of keen observation. He spoke out of the fulness of His Godhead, and His words are very Truth itself. He is the[Pg 111] only one who could say "blessed" with complete authority, for He is the Blessed One come from the world above to confer blessedness upon mankind. And His words were supported by deeds mightier than any performed on this earth by any other man. It is wisdom for us to listen.

Into a world like this, the sound of Jesus' words comes as both wonderful and strange, a message from above. It's good that He spoke, because no one else could do it as well; and it's important that we listen. His words are the essence of truth. He isn’t offering an opinion; Jesus never expressed opinions. He never guessed; He knew, and He knows. His words aren't like Solomon's, which were the sum of sound wisdom or the result of keen observation. He spoke from the fullness of His divinity, and His words are true wisdom itself. He is the only one who could say "blessed" with complete authority, for He is the Blessed One from above who came to bring blessedness to humanity. And His words were backed by deeds greater than anything done on this earth by any other man. It's wise for us to listen.

As was often so with Jesus, He used this word "meek" in a brief crisp sentence, and not till some time later did He go on to explain it. In the same book of Matthew He tells us more about it and applies it to our lives. "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Here we have two things standing in contrast to each other, a burden and a rest. The burden is not a local one, peculiar to those first hearers, but one which is borne by the whole human race. It consists not of political oppression or poverty or hard work. It is far deeper than that. It is felt by the rich as well as the poor for it is something from which wealth and idleness can never deliver us.

As often happened with Jesus, He used the word "meek" in a short, clear sentence, and only later did He explain it. In the same book of Matthew, He tells us more about it and how it relates to our lives. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am meek and humble in heart: and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Here, we see two things that contrast with each other: a burden and rest. The burden is not just specific to those who first heard it, but one that is carried by all of humanity. It isn't about political oppression, poverty, or hard work; it's much deeper than that. It is felt by both the rich and the poor, as it's something that wealth and idleness can never free us from.

The burden borne by mankind is a heavy and a crushing thing. The word Jesus used means a load carried or toil borne to the point of exhaustion. Rest is simply release from that burden. It is not something[Pg 112] we do, it is what comes to us when we cease to do. His own meekness, that is the rest.

The weight that humanity carries is a heavy and overwhelming thing. The word Jesus used means a load that we carry or struggle with until we’re worn out. Rest is simply letting go of that weight. It isn’t something we achieve; it’s what we receive when we stop trying. His own humility, that is the rest.

Let us examine our burden. It is altogether an interior one. It attacks the heart and the mind and reaches the body only from within. First, there is the burden of pride. The labor of self-love is a heavy one indeed. Think for yourself whether much of your sorrow has not arisen from someone speaking slightingly of you. As long as you set yourself up as a little god to which you must be loyal there will be those who will delight to offer affront to your idol. How then can you hope to have inward peace? The heart's fierce effort to protect itself from every slight, to shield its touchy honor from the bad opinion of friend and enemy, will never let the mind have rest. Continue this fight through the years and the burden will become intolerable. Yet the sons of earth are carrying this burden continually, challenging every word spoken against them, cringing under every criticism, smarting under each fancied slight, tossing sleepless if another is preferred before them.

Let’s take a look at what we’re dealing with. It’s entirely an internal struggle. It affects the heart and mind and only reaches the body from within. First, there’s the burden of pride. The work of self-love is truly heavy. Ask yourself if much of your sadness hasn’t come from someone belittling you. As long as you place yourself as a little god to whom you must remain loyal, there will always be people who take pleasure in insulting your idol. So how can you expect to find inner peace? The heart’s intense drive to protect itself from every slight, to defend its delicate honor from the negative opinions of both friends and foes, will never allow the mind to rest. Keep up this battle through the years, and the burden will become unbearable. Yet, people continue to bear this burden constantly, disputing every word said against them, feeling small under every critique, hurting from each imagined slight, and tossing and turning if someone else is favored over them.

Such a burden as this is not necessary to bear. Jesus calls us to His rest, and meekness is His method. The meek man cares not at all who is greater than he, for he has long ago decided that the esteem of the world is not worth the effort. He develops toward himself a kindly sense of humor and learns to say, "Oh, so you have been overlooked? They have placed someone[Pg 113] else before you? They have whispered that you are pretty small stuff after all? And now you feel hurt because the world is saying about you the very things you have been saying about yourself? Only yesterday you were telling God that you were nothing, a mere worm of the dust. Where is your consistency? Come on, humble yourself, and cease to care what men think."

Such a burden isn't necessary to carry. Jesus invites us to find rest in Him, and humility is His approach. The humble person doesn't care who is greater than they are, because they’ve already decided that gaining the world's approval isn’t worth the trouble. They cultivate a warm sense of humor about themselves and learn to say, "Oh, so you were overlooked? They put someone else ahead of you? They’ve said you’re not that important after all? And now you feel hurt because the world is reflecting back the very things you’ve been telling yourself? Just yesterday, you were telling God you were nothing, just a speck of dust. Where's your consistency? Come on, humble yourself, and stop worrying about what people think."

The meek man is not a human mouse afflicted with a sense of his own inferiority. Rather he may be in his moral life as bold as a lion and as strong as Samson; but he has stopped being fooled about himself. He has accepted God's estimate of his own life. He knows he is as weak and helpless as God has declared him to be, but paradoxically, he knows at the same time that he is in the sight of God of more importance than angels. In himself, nothing; in God, everything. That is his motto. He knows well that the world will never see him as God sees him and he has stopped caring. He rests perfectly content to allow God to place His own values. He will be patient to wait for the day when everything will get its own price tag and real worth will come into its own. Then the righteous shall shine forth in the Kingdom of their Father. He is willing to wait for that day.

The humble person isn't a timid mouse who feels inferior. Instead, he can be as bold as a lion and as strong as Samson in his moral life; he just isn't deluding himself anymore. He has embraced how God sees his life. He understands he is as weak and powerless as God has indicated, but paradoxically, he also knows he holds more importance to God than angels do. In himself, he has nothing; in God, he has everything. That's his motto. He knows that the world will never perceive him as God does, and he no longer cares. He is completely content to let God assign the true values. He is patient enough to wait for the day when everything gets its own price tag and true worth is recognized. Then the righteous will shine in the Kingdom of their Father. He is willing to wait for that day.

In the meantime he will have attained a place of soul rest. As he walks on in meekness he will be happy to let God defend him. The old struggle to defend[Pg 114] himself is over. He has found the peace which meekness brings.

In the meantime, he will have reached a state of inner peace. As he moves forward with humility, he will be content to let God take his side. The old battle to defend himself is finished. He has discovered the tranquility that comes with meekness.

Then also he will get deliverance from the burden of pretense. By this I mean not hypocrisy, but the common human desire to put the best foot forward and hide from the world our real inward poverty. For sin has played many evil tricks upon us, and one has been the infusing into us a false sense of shame. There is hardly a man or woman who dares to be just what he or she is without doctoring up the impression. The fear of being found out gnaws like rodents within their hearts. The man of culture is haunted by the fear that he will some day come upon a man more cultured than himself. The learned man fears to meet a man more learned than he. The rich man sweats under the fear that his clothes or his car or his house will sometime be made to look cheap by comparison with those of another rich man. So-called "society" runs by a motivation not higher than this, and the poorer classes on their level are little better.

Then he will also be freed from the burden of pretense. I’m not talking about hypocrisy, but rather the usual human desire to present ourselves in the best light and hide our true inner struggles from the world. Sin has played many harmful tricks on us, one of which has given us a false sense of shame. Hardly anyone feels comfortable being exactly who they are without trying to tweak the impression they make. The fear of being exposed eats away at them like rodents in their hearts. The cultured person is plagued by the worry that they will encounter someone more cultured than themselves. The educated person fears meeting someone wiser than they are. The wealthy person is anxious that their clothes, car, or house might eventually seem inferior compared to those of another rich person. So-called “society” operates on motivations as low as these, and the poorer classes on their level are hardly any better.

Let no one smile this off. These burdens are real, and little by little they kill the victims of this evil and unnatural way of life. And the psychology created by years of this kind of thing makes true meekness seem as unreal as a dream, as aloof as a star. To all the victims of the gnawing disease Jesus says, "Ye must become as little children." For little children do not compare; they receive direct enjoyment from what they[Pg 115] have without relating it to something else or someone else. Only as they get older and sin begins to stir within their hearts do jealousy and envy appear. Then they are unable to enjoy what they have if someone else has something larger or better. At that early age does the galling burden come down upon their tender souls, and it never leaves them till Jesus sets them free.

Let no one brush this off. These burdens are real, and little by little they destroy the victims of this harmful and unnatural way of life. The mindset created by years of this kind of suffering makes true humility seem as unrealistic as a dream, as distant as a star. To all the victims of this relentless affliction, Jesus says, "You must become like little children." Because little children don’t compare; they find joy in what they have without relating it to anyone or anything else. Only as they grow up and sin begins to stir within their hearts do jealousy and envy emerge. Then they can't enjoy what they have if someone else has something bigger or better. It's at that young age that this heavy burden weighs down on their fragile souls, and it never lifts until Jesus frees them.

Another source of burden is artificiality. I am sure that most people live in secret fear that some day they will be careless and by chance an enemy or friend will be allowed to peep into their poor empty souls. So they are never relaxed. Bright people are tense and alert in fear that they may be trapped into saying something common or stupid. Traveled people are afraid that they may meet some Marco Polo who is able to describe some remote place where they have never been.

Another source of stress is artificiality. I'm sure that most people secretly fear that, someday, they'll let their guard down and an enemy or friend will catch a glimpse of their empty insides. So, they can never truly relax. Smart people are tense and on edge, worried they might accidentally say something ordinary or foolish. Well-traveled people dread running into some Marco Polo who can describe a distant place they’ve never been to.

This unnatural condition is part of our sad heritage of sin, but in our day it is aggravated by our whole way of life. Advertising is largely based upon this habit of pretense. "Courses" are offered in this or that field of human learning frankly appealing to the victim's desire to shine at a party. Books are sold, clothes and cosmetics are peddled, by playing continually upon this desire to appear what we are not. Artificiality is one curse that will drop away the moment we kneel at Jesus' feet and surrender ourselves to His meekness. Then we will not care what people think of us so long as God is pleased. Then what we are will be every[Pg 116]thing; what we appear will take its place far down the scale of interest for us. Apart from sin we have nothing of which to be ashamed. Only an evil desire to shine makes us want to appear other than we are.

This unnatural state is part of our unfortunate legacy of sin, but nowadays it’s made worse by our entire lifestyle. Advertising heavily relies on this habit of pretending. “Courses” are offered in various fields of knowledge, clearly targeting the victim’s desire to stand out at a party. Books are marketed, clothes and cosmetics are sold, by constantly playing on this urge to appear as something we're not. Artificiality is a burden that will fall away the moment we bow at Jesus' feet and submit to His humility. Then we won’t care what others think of us as long as God is pleased. At that point, who we truly are will be everything; how we appear will become much less important to us. Aside from sin, we have nothing to be ashamed of. Only a wicked desire to shine makes us want to look different from who we really are.

The heart of the world is breaking under this load of pride and pretense. There is no release from our burden apart from the meekness of Christ. Good keen reasoning may help slightly, but so strong is this vice that if we push it down one place it will come up somewhere else. To men and women everywhere Jesus says, "Come unto me, and I will give you rest." The rest He offers is the rest of meekness, the blessed relief which comes when we accept ourselves for what we are and cease to pretend. It will take some courage at first, but the needed grace will come as we learn that we are sharing this new and easy yoke with the strong Son of God Himself. He calls it "my yoke," and He walks at one end while we walk at the other.

The heart of the world is breaking under this weight of pride and pretense. There's no way to escape our burden except through the humility of Christ. Good, clear reasoning might help a bit, but this vice is so powerful that if we push it down in one place, it will pop up somewhere else. To men and women everywhere, Jesus says, "Come to me, and I will give you rest." The rest He offers is the rest of humility, the blessed relief that comes when we accept ourselves for who we are and stop pretending. It will take some courage at first, but the grace we need will come as we realize that we're sharing this new and easy yoke with the strong Son of God Himself. He calls it "my yoke," and He walks at one end while we walk at the other.

Lord, make me childlike. Deliver me from the urge to compete with another for place or prestige or position. I would be simple and artless as a little child. Deliver me from pose and pretense. Forgive me for thinking of myself. Help me to forget myself and find my true peace in beholding Thee. That Thou mayest answer this prayer I humble myself before Thee. Lay upon me Thy easy yoke of self-forgetfulness that through it I may find rest. Amen.

Lord, help me be childlike. Free me from the desire to compete with others for status or recognition. I want to be straightforward and sincere like a little child. Release me from the need to show off or pretend. Forgive me for being self-centered. Help me to let go of myself and find true peace in watching You. I humble myself before You so that You may answer this prayer. Please put on me Your light burden of self-forgetfulness so that I can find rest through it. Amen.


X  The Sacrament of Living

Whether therefore ye eat, or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God.—I Cor. 10:31

Whether you eat, drink, or do anything else, do it all for the glory of God.—I Cor. 10:31

One of the greatest hindrances to internal peace which the Christian encounters is the common habit of dividing our lives into two areas, the sacred and the secular. As these areas are conceived to exist apart from each other and to be morally and spiritually incompatible, and as we are compelled by the necessities of living to be always crossing back and forth from the one to the other, our inner lives tend to break up so that we live a divided instead of a unified life.

One of the biggest obstacles to finding inner peace that Christians face is the common tendency to split our lives into two separate realms: the sacred and the secular. Since these realms are seen as existing separately and being morally and spiritually incompatible, and because we constantly have to move between them in our daily lives, our inner selves tend to fragment, causing us to live a divided life instead of a unified one.

Our trouble springs from the fact that we who follow Christ inhabit at once two worlds, the spiritual and the natural. As children of Adam we live our lives on earth subject to the limitations of the flesh and the weaknesses and ills to which human nature is heir.[Pg 118] Merely to live among men requires of us years of hard toil and much care and attention to the things of this world. In sharp contrast to this is our life in the Spirit. There we enjoy another and higher kind of life; we are children of God; we possess heavenly status and enjoy intimate fellowship with Christ.

Our struggles come from the fact that we, who follow Christ, live in two worlds at the same time: the spiritual and the physical. As kids of Adam, we spend our lives on earth, facing the limits of our bodies and the flaws and problems that come with being human.[Pg 118] Just living among people demands years of hard work and a lot of care and attention to worldly matters. In stark contrast, our life in the Spirit offers us a different and higher existence; we are children of God, we have a heavenly status, and we experience close fellowship with Christ.

This tends to divide our total life into two departments. We come unconsciously to recognize two sets of actions. The first are performed with a feeling of satisfaction and a firm assurance that they are pleasing to God. These are the sacred acts and they are usually thought to be prayer, Bible reading, hymn singing, church attendance and such other acts as spring directly from faith. They may be known by the fact that they have no direct relation to this world, and would have no meaning whatever except as faith shows us another world, "an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens."

This tends to split our entire life into two areas. We start to recognize two different sets of actions without even thinking about it. The first set is done with a sense of satisfaction and a strong belief that they please God. These are the sacred acts, which usually include prayer, reading the Bible, singing hymns, going to church, and other activities that come directly from faith. They can be identified by the fact that they don’t have any direct connection to this world and would hold no meaning at all if it weren't for faith revealing to us another world, "a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens."

Over against these sacred acts are the secular ones. They include all of the ordinary activities of life which we share with the sons and daughters of Adam: eating, sleeping, working, looking after the needs of the body and performing our dull and prosaic duties here on earth. These we often do reluctantly and with many misgivings, often apologizing to God for what we consider a waste of time and strength. The upshot of this is that we are uneasy most of the time. We go about our common tasks with a feeling of deep frustration,[Pg 119] telling ourselves pensively that there's a better day coming when we shall slough off this earthly shell and be bothered no more with the affairs of this world.

Opposite these sacred acts are the everyday ones. They encompass all the routine activities of life that we share with everyone: eating, sleeping, working, taking care of our bodies, and handling our boring, everyday responsibilities here on earth. We often approach these tasks with reluctance and doubt, frequently apologizing to God for what we view as a waste of time and energy. As a result, we feel uneasy most of the time. We go through our daily tasks with a sense of deep frustration,[Pg 119] reminding ourselves that a better day is coming when we will shed this earthly existence and no longer be troubled by the issues of this world.

This is the old sacred-secular antithesis. Most Christians are caught in its trap. They cannot get a satisfactory adjustment between the claims of the two worlds. They try to walk the tight rope between two kingdoms and they find no peace in either. Their strength is reduced, their outlook confused and their joy taken from them.

This is the old sacred-secular divide. Most Christians are stuck in its trap. They can't find a satisfactory balance between the demands of both worlds. They attempt to navigate between two kingdoms and feel no peace in either. Their strength diminishes, their perspective becomes unclear, and their joy is stripped away.

I believe this state of affairs to be wholly unnecessary. We have gotten ourselves on the horns of a dilemma, true enough, but the dilemma is not real. It is a creature of misunderstanding. The sacred-secular antithesis has no foundation in the New Testament. Without doubt a more perfect understanding of Christian truth will deliver us from it.

I believe this situation is completely unnecessary. We've found ourselves in a tough spot, that's true, but the dilemma isn’t real. It's a result of misunderstanding. The divide between sacred and secular has no basis in the New Testament. A clearer understanding of Christian truth will definitely free us from it.

The Lord Jesus Christ Himself is our perfect example, and He knew no divided life. In the Presence of His Father He lived on earth without strain from babyhood to His death on the cross. God accepted the offering of His total life, and made no distinction between act and act. "I do always the things that please him," was His brief summary of His own life as it related to the Father. As He moved among men He was poised and restful. What pressure and suffering He endured grew out of His position as the world's[Pg 120] sin bearer; they were never the result of moral uncertainty or spiritual maladjustment.

The Lord Jesus Christ is our perfect example, and He lived a life without division. In the presence of His Father, He lived on earth with ease from childhood to His death on the cross. God accepted the offering of His complete life, with no distinction between one action and another. "I always do what pleases Him," was His simple summary of how His life related to the Father. As He interacted with people, He was calm and at peace. The pressure and suffering He faced came from being the world's[Pg 120] sin bearer; they were never caused by moral doubt or spiritual imbalance.

Paul's exhortation to "do all to the glory of God" is more than pious idealism. It is an integral part of the sacred revelation and is to be accepted as the very Word of Truth. It opens before us the possibility of making every act of our lives contribute to the glory of God. Lest we should be too timid to include everything, Paul mentions specifically eating and drinking. This humble privilege we share with the beasts that perish. If these lowly animal acts can be so performed as to honor God, then it becomes difficult to conceive of one that cannot.

Paul's encouragement to "do everything for the glory of God" goes beyond just being a nice idea. It's a fundamental part of sacred truth and should be taken as the Word of Truth. It presents us with the opportunity to make every action in our lives add to God's glory. To ensure we don't shy away from including everything, Paul specifically points out eating and drinking. This simple act is something we share with the animals that die. If these basic acts can be done in a way that honors God, it's hard to imagine any action that can't.

That monkish hatred of the body which figures so prominently in the works of certain early devotional writers is wholly without support in the Word of God. Common modesty is found in the Sacred Scriptures, it is true, but never prudery or a false sense of shame. The New Testament accepts as a matter of course that in His incarnation our Lord took upon Him a real human body, and no effort is made to steer around the downright implications of such a fact. He lived in that body here among men and never once performed a non-sacred act. His presence in human flesh sweeps away forever the evil notion that there is about the human body something innately offensive to the Deity. God created our bodies, and we do not offend Him by[Pg 121] placing the responsibility where it belongs. He is not ashamed of the work of His own hands.

That monkish hatred of the body, which shows up a lot in the writings of some early devotional authors, has no backing in the Word of God. While common modesty is present in the Sacred Scriptures, there’s definitely no place for prudery or a false sense of shame. The New Testament straightforwardly acknowledges that in His incarnation, our Lord took on a real human body, and it doesn't shy away from the clear implications of this fact. He lived in that body among people and never once did anything that wasn't sacred. His existence in human flesh completely eradicates the wrong idea that the human body is somehow inherently offensive to God. God created our bodies, and we don't offend Him by[Pg 121] putting responsibility where it belongs. He is not ashamed of the work of His own hands.

Perversion, misuse and abuse of our human powers should give us cause enough to be ashamed. Bodily acts done in sin and contrary to nature can never honor God. Wherever the human will introduces moral evil we have no longer our innocent and harmless powers as God made them; we have instead an abused and twisted thing which can never bring glory to its Creator.

Perversion, misuse, and abuse of our human abilities should be enough to make us ashamed. Actions taken in sin and against nature can never honor God. Whenever the human will brings in moral evil, we no longer have our innocent and harmless abilities as God intended; instead, we have a distorted and corrupted version that can never bring glory to its Creator.

Let us, however, assume that perversion and abuse are not present. Let us think of a Christian believer in whose life the twin wonders of repentance and the new birth have been wrought. He is now living according to the will of God as he understands it from the written Word. Of such a one it may be said that every act of his life is or can be as truly sacred as prayer or baptism or the Lord's Supper. To say this is not to bring all acts down to one dead level; it is rather to lift every act up into a living kingdom and turn the whole life into a sacrament.

Let’s assume, for a moment, that perversion and abuse don’t exist. Let’s consider a Christian believer whose life has been transformed by the twin wonders of repentance and being born again. He is now living according to God’s will as he understands it from the Bible. For someone like him, it can be said that every action in his life can be just as sacred as prayer, baptism, or the Lord's Supper. Saying this doesn’t mean that all actions are flattened to the same level; instead, it means elevating every action into a vibrant kingdom and turning his entire life into a sacrament.

If a sacrament is an external expression of an inward grace than we need not hesitate to accept the above thesis. By one act of consecration of our total selves to God we can make every subsequent act express that consecration. We need no more be ashamed of our body—the fleshly servant that carries us through life—than Jesus was of the humble beast upon which He[Pg 122] rode into Jerusalem. "The Lord hath need of him" may well apply to our mortal bodies. If Christ dwells in us we may bear about the Lord of glory as the little beast did of old and give occasion to the multitudes to cry, "Hosanna in the highest."

If a sacrament is an outward sign of an inner grace, then we should confidently accept the above idea. By fully dedicating ourselves to God in one act of consecration, we can make every action afterward reflect that dedication. We no longer need to feel embarrassed about our bodies—the physical vessels that carry us through life—just as Jesus had no shame for the humble donkey He[Pg 122] rode into Jerusalem. "The Lord has need of him" could easily apply to our physical forms. If Christ lives in us, we can carry the Lord of glory just like that little donkey did long ago and inspire the crowds to shout, "Hosanna in the highest."

That we see this truth is not enough. If we would escape from the toils of the sacred-secular dilemma the truth must "run in our blood" and condition the complexion of our thoughts. We must practice living to the glory of God, actually and determinedly. By meditation upon this truth, by talking it over with God often in our prayers, by recalling it to our minds frequently as we move about among men, a sense of its wondrous meaning will begin to take hold of us. The old painful duality will go down before a restful unity of life. The knowledge that we are all God's, that He has received all and rejected nothing, will unify our inner lives and make everything sacred to us.

Just recognizing this truth isn’t enough. If we want to break free from the trap of the sacred-secular dilemma, this truth needs to “flow through our veins” and shape how we think. We have to actively and intentionally live for the glory of God. By meditating on this truth, by frequently discussing it with God in our prayers, and by reminding ourselves of it as we interact with others, we will start to grasp its amazing significance. The old, painful divide will give way to a peaceful unity in our lives. The understanding that we all belong to God, that He welcomes everyone and rejects no one, will bring coherence to our inner lives and make everything feel sacred to us.

This is not quite all. Long-held habits do not die easily. It will take intelligent thought and a great deal of reverent prayer to escape completely from the sacred-secular psychology. For instance it may be difficult for the average Christian to get hold of the idea that his daily labors can be performed as acts of worship acceptable to God by Jesus Christ. The old antithesis will crop up in the back of his head sometimes to disturb his peace of mind. Nor will that old serpent the devil take all this lying down. He will be there in the cab[Pg 123] or at the desk or in the field to remind the Christian that he is giving the better part of his day to the things of this world and allotting to his religious duties only a trifling portion of his time. And unless great care is taken this will create confusion and bring discouragement and heaviness of heart.

This isn't everything. Long-held habits are hard to break. It will require thoughtful consideration and a lot of sincere prayer to fully break free from the sacred-secular mindset. For example, it might be tough for the average Christian to understand that their daily work can be seen as acts of worship that are pleasing to God through Jesus Christ. The old dichotomy will sometimes pop up in their mind, disrupting their peace. Plus, the devil won't just let this go easily. He will be there in the cab[Pg 123] or at the desk or in the field to remind Christians that they spend most of their day on worldly matters, leaving only a small chunk of time for their religious duties. If they're not careful, this can lead to confusion and feelings of discouragement and heaviness in their hearts.

We can meet this successfully only by the exercise of an aggressive faith. We must offer all our acts to God and believe that He accepts them. Then hold firmly to that position and keep insisting that every act of every hour of the day and night be included in the transaction. Keep reminding God in our times of private prayer that we mean every act for His glory; then supplement those times by a thousand thought-prayers as we go about the job of living. Let us practice the fine art of making every work a priestly ministration. Let us believe that God is in all our simple deeds and learn to find Him there.

We can only achieve this successfully by exercising a strong faith. We need to dedicate all our actions to God and trust that He accepts them. Then, we should hold on to that commitment and insist that every action we take, every hour of the day and night, is part of this dedication. We should keep reminding God during our private prayers that we intend every action for His glory, and enhance those moments with countless silent prayers as we go about our daily lives. Let’s practice the art of making every task a sacred service. Let’s believe that God is present in all our simple actions and learn to recognize Him there.

A concomitant of the error which we have been discussing is the sacred-secular antithesis as applied to places. It is little short of astonishing that we can read the New Testament and still believe in the inherent sacredness of places as distinguished from other places. This error is so widespread that one feels all alone when he tries to combat it. It has acted as a kind of dye to color the thinking of religious persons and has colored the eyes as well so that it is all but impossible to detect its fallacy. In the face of every New[Pg 124] Testament teaching to the contrary it has been said and sung throughout the centuries and accepted as a part of the Christian message, the which it most surely is not. Only the Quakers, so far as my knowledge goes, have had the perception to see the error and the courage to expose it.

A related mistake we’ve been discussing is the sacred-secular divide when it comes to places. It’s almost unbelievable that we can read the New Testament and still believe some places are inherently sacred compared to others. This misconception is so common that you often feel alone when trying to challenge it. It has acted like a dye that colors the thinking of religious people, affecting their perspective so much that it becomes nearly impossible to see its flaws. Despite every New[Pg 124] Testament teaching that argues against it, this idea has been said and sung throughout the centuries and accepted as part of the Christian message, which it most definitely is not. As far as I know, only the Quakers have recognized this error and had the courage to call it out.

Here are the facts as I see them. For four hundred years Israel had dwelt in Egypt, surrounded by the crassest idolatry. By the hand of Moses they were brought out at last and started toward the land of promise. The very idea of holiness had been lost to them. To correct this, God began at the bottom. He localized Himself in the cloud and fire and later when the tabernacle had been built He dwelt in fiery manifestation in the Holy of Holies. By innumerable distinctions God taught Israel the difference between holy and unholy. There were holy days, holy vessels, holy garments. There were washings, sacrifices, offerings of many kinds. By these means Israel learned that God is holy. It was this that He was teaching them. Not the holiness of things or places, but the holiness of Jehovah was the lesson they must learn.

Here are the facts as I see them. For four hundred years, Israel lived in Egypt, surrounded by extreme idolatry. Through Moses, they were finally brought out and began their journey to the promised land. They had completely lost the concept of holiness. To fix this, God started from the basics. He manifested Himself in the cloud and fire, and later, when the tabernacle was built, He dwelt there in a fiery presence in the Holy of Holies. By countless distinctions, God taught Israel the difference between holy and unholy. There were holy days, holy vessels, and holy garments. There were washings, sacrifices, and various offerings. Through these, Israel learned that God is holy. That was the lesson He was teaching them. It wasn't about the holiness of things or places, but the holiness of Jehovah that they needed to grasp.

Then came the great day when Christ appeared. Immediately He began to say, "Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time—but I say unto you." The Old Testament schooling was over. When Christ died on the cross the veil of the temple was rent from top to bottom. The Holy of Holies was opened to every[Pg 125]one who would enter in faith. Christ's words were remembered, "The hour cometh, when ye shall neither in this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the Father.... But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship Him. God is Spirit, and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth."

Then came the great day when Christ appeared. Immediately He began to say, "You have heard that it was said by them of old time—but I say to you." The Old Testament teachings were over. When Christ died on the cross, the veil of the temple was torn from top to bottom. The Holy of Holies was opened to everyone who would enter in faith. Christ's words were remembered, "The hour is coming when you will neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem worship the Father... But the hour is coming, and now is, when true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth, for the Father seeks such to worship Him. God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and in truth."

Shortly after, Paul took up the cry of liberty and declared all meats clean, every day holy, all places sacred and every act acceptable to God. The sacredness of times and places, a half-light necessary to the education of the race, passed away before the full sun of spiritual worship.

Shortly after, Paul championed the call for freedom and declared that all foods were clean, every day was holy, all places were sacred, and every action was acceptable to God. The significance of specific times and places, which served as a necessary guide for the development of humanity, faded away in the bright light of spiritual worship.

The essential spirituality of worship remained the possession of the Church until it was slowly lost with the passing of the years. Then the natural legality of the fallen hearts of men began to introduce the old distinctions. The Church came to observe again days and seasons and times. Certain places were chosen and marked out as holy in a special sense. Differences were observed between one and another day or place or person, "The sacraments" were first two, then three, then four until with the triumph of Romanism they were fixed at seven.

The core spirituality of worship was held by the Church until it gradually faded away over the years. Then, the natural legality of fallen human hearts started to bring back the old distinctions. The Church began to recognize different days, seasons, and times again. Certain places were designated and marked as sacred in a unique way. Differences were acknowledged among various days, places, and people. "The sacraments" began as two, then three, then four, until, with the rise of Romanism, they were established at seven.

In all charity, and with no desire to reflect unkindly upon any Christian, however misled, I would point out that the Roman Catholic church represents[Pg 126] today the sacred-secular heresy carried to its logical conclusion. Its deadliest effect is the complete cleavage it introduces between religion and life. Its teachers attempt to avoid this snare by many footnotes and multitudinous explanations, but the mind's instinct for logic is too strong. In practical living the cleavage is a fact.

In all fairness, and with no intention to speak harshly about any Christian, no matter how misguided, I want to point out that the Roman Catholic Church represents[Pg 126] today the sacred-secular heresy taken to its extreme. Its most dangerous impact is the complete separation it creates between religion and life. Its leaders try to sidestep this issue with many footnotes and countless explanations, but the mind's instinct for logic is too powerful. In everyday life, this separation is a reality.

From this bondage reformers and puritans and mystics have labored to free us. Today the trend in conservative circles is back toward that bondage again. It is said that a horse after it has been led out of a burning building will sometimes by a strange obstinacy break loose from its rescuer and dash back into the building again to perish in the flame. By some such stubborn tendency toward error Fundamentalism in our day is moving back toward spiritual slavery. The observation of days and times is becoming more and more prominent among us. "Lent" and "holy week" and "good" Friday are words heard more and more frequently upon the lips of gospel Christians. We do not know when we are well off.

From this oppression, reformers, puritans, and mystics have worked to set us free. Today, the trend in conservative circles is shifting back toward that oppression once more. It’s said that a horse, once led out of a burning building, may stubbornly break away from its rescuer and rush back into the flames to perish. In a similar way, Fundamentalism today seems to be gravitating back toward spiritual bondage. The observation of days and times is becoming increasingly prominent among us. Terms like "Lent," "Holy Week," and "Good Friday" are being spoken more and more often by evangelical Christians. We don’t realize how well off we really are.

In order that I may be understood and not be misunderstood I would throw into relief the practical implications of the teaching for which I have been arguing, i.e., the sacramental quality of every day living. Over against its positive meanings I should like to point out a few things it does not mean.

To ensure I'm understood and not misunderstood, I want to highlight the practical implications of the teaching I've been discussing, specifically the sacramental quality of everyday life. In contrast to its positive meanings, I’d like to point out a few things it doesn’t mean.

It does not mean, for instance, that everything we do is of equal importance with everything else we[Pg 127] do or may do. One act of a good man's life may differ widely from another in importance. Paul's sewing of tents was not equal to his writing of an Epistle to the Romans, but both were accepted of God and both were true acts of worship. Certainly it is more important to lead a soul to Christ than to plant a garden, but the planting of the garden can be as holy an act as the winning of a soul.

It doesn’t mean, for example, that everything we do holds the same significance as everything else we[Pg 127] do or might do. One action in a good person's life can be vastly different from another in significance. Paul's tent-making wasn’t on the same level as his writing an Epistle to the Romans, but both were accepted by God and both were genuine acts of worship. Certainly, it's more important to lead someone to Christ than to plant a garden, but planting the garden can be just as holy an act as guiding someone to salvation.

Again, it does not mean that every man is as useful as every other man. Gifts differ in the body of Christ. A Billy Bray is not to be compared with a Luther or a Wesley for sheer usefulness to the Church and to the world; but the service of the less gifted brother is as pure as that of the more gifted, and God accepts both with equal pleasure.

Again, it doesn’t mean that every person is as valuable as every other person. Talents vary within the body of Christ. A Billy Bray shouldn’t be compared to a Luther or a Wesley in terms of their usefulness to the Church and the world; however, the dedication of the less talented individual is just as genuine as that of the more talented one, and God appreciates both equally.

The "layman" need never think of his humbler task as being inferior to that of his minister. Let every man abide in the calling wherein he is called and his work will be as sacred as the work of the ministry. It is not what a man does that determines whether his work is sacred or secular, it is why he does it. The motive is everything. Let a man sanctify the Lord God in his heart and he can thereafter do no common act. All he does is good and acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. For such a man, living itself will be sacramental and the whole world a sanctuary. His entire life will be a priestly ministration. As he performs his never so simple task he will hear the voice of the seraphim say[Pg 128]ing, "Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord of hosts: the whole earth is full of his glory."

The "layman" should never consider his simpler job as less important than that of his minister. Every person should stick to the calling they have and their work will be just as sacred as ministerial work. It's not what someone does that makes their work sacred or secular, it's *why* they do it. The motivation is everything. If someone honors the Lord God in their heart, every action they take becomes special. Everything they do is good and acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. For such a person, even living becomes sacred and the entire world a holy place. Their whole life will be a priestly service. While they carry out their seemingly simple task, they will hear the voice of the seraphim declaring, "Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord of hosts: the whole earth is full of his glory."

Lord, I would trust Thee completely; I would be altogether Thine; I would exalt Thee above all. I desire that I may feel no sense of possessing anything outside of Thee. I want constantly to be aware of Thy overshadowing Presence and to hear Thy speaking Voice. I long to live in restful sincerity of heart. I want to live so fully in the Spirit that all my thought may be as sweet incense ascending to Thee and every act of my life may be an act of worship. Therefore I pray in the words of Thy great servant of old, "I beseech Thee so for to cleanse the intent of mine heart with the unspeakable gift of Thy grace, that I may perfectly love Thee and worthily praise Thee." And all this I confidently believe Thou wilt grant me through the merits of Jesus Christ Thy Son. Amen.

Lord, I want to trust You completely; I want to be entirely Yours; I want to lift You above all else. I desire to feel like I possess nothing outside of You. I want to be constantly aware of Your overwhelming Presence and to hear Your Voice. I long to live with a sincere and peaceful heart. I want to be so connected to the Spirit that all my thoughts rise like sweet incense to You and every action in my life becomes an act of worship. So, I pray using the words of Your great servant from long ago, "I ask You to cleanse the intentions of my heart with the incredible gift of Your grace, so that I may love You perfectly and praise You worthily." And I fully believe You will grant me all this through the merits of Jesus Christ Your Son. Amen.




        
        
    
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