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TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
By Mary Johnston
TO
THE MEMORY OF
MY MOTHER
CONTENTS
TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
CHAPTER I. IN WHICH I THROW AMBS-ACE
CHAPTER II. IN WHICH I MEET MASTER JEREMY SPARROW
CHAPTER III. IN WHICH I MARRY IN HASTE
CHAPTER IV. IN WHICH I AM LIKE TO REPENT AT LEISURE
CHAPTER V. IN WHICH A WOMAN HAS HER WAY
CHAPTER VI. IN WHICH WE GO TO JAMESTOWN
CHAPTER VII. IN WHICH WE PREPARE TO FIGHT THE SPANIARD
CHAPTER VIII. IN WHICH ENTERS MY LORD CARNAL
CHAPTER IX. IN WHICH TWO DRINK OF ONE CUP
CHAPTER X. IN WHICH MASTER PORY GAINS TIME TO SOME PURPOSE
CHAPTER XI. IN WHICH I MEET AN ITALIAN DOCTOR
CHAPTER XII. IN WHICH I RECEIVE A WARNING AND REPOSE A TRUST
CHAPTER XIII. IN WHICH THE SANTA TERESA DROPS DOWNSTREAM
CHAPTER XIV. IN WHICH WE SEEK A LOST LADY
CHAPTER XV. IN WHICH WE FIND THE HAUNTED WOOD
CHAPTER XVI. IN WHICH I AM RID OF AN UNPROFITABLE SERVANT
CHAPTER XVII. IN WHICH MY LORD AND I PLAY AT BOWLS
CHAPTER XVIII. IN WHICH WE GO OUT INTO THE NIGHT
CHAPTER XIX. IN WHICH WE HAVE UNEXPECTED COMPANY
CHAPTER XX. IN WHICH WE ARE IN DESPERATE CASE
CHAPTER XXI. IN WHICH A GRAVE IS DIGGED
CHAPTER XXII. IN WHICH I CHANGE MY NAME AND OCCUPATION
CHAPTER XXIII. IN WHICH WE WRITE UPON THE SAND
CHAPTER XXIV. IN WHICH WE CHOOSE THE LESSER OF TWO EVILS
CHAPTER XXV. IN WHICH MY LORD HATH HIS DAY
CHAPTER XXVI. IN WHICH I AM BROUGHT TO TRIAL
CHAPTER XXVII. IN WHICH I FIND AN ADVOCATE
CHAPTER XXVIII. IN WHICH THE SPRINGTIME IS AT HAND
CHAPTER XXIX. IN WHICH I KEEP TRYST
CHAPTER XXX. IN WHICH WE START UPON A JOURNEY
CHAPTER XXXI. IN WHICH NANTAUQUAS COMES TO OUR RESCUE
CHAPTER XXXII. IN WHICH WE ARE THE GUESTS OF AN EMPEROR
CHAPTER XXXIII. IN WHICH MY FRIEND BECOMES MY FOE
CHAPTER XXXIV. IN WHICH THE RACE IS NOT TO THE SWIFT
CHAPTER XXXV. IN WHICH I COME TO THE GOVERNOR'S HOUSE
CHAPTER XXXVI. IN WHICH I HEAR ILL NEWS
CHAPTER XXXVII. IN WHICH MY LORD AND I PART COMPANY
CHAPTER XXXVIII. IN WHICH I GO UPON A QUEST
CHAPTER XXXIX. IN WHICH WE LISTEN TO A SONG
CONTENTS
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_1__ WHERE I TAKE A RISK
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_2__ WHERE I MEET MASTER JEREMY SPARROW
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_3__ WHERE I HURRY INTO MARRIAGE
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_4__ WHERE I MIGHT REGRET IT LATER
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_5__ WHERE A WOMAN GETS HER WAY
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_6__ WHERE WE TRAVEL TO JAMESTOWN
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_7__ WHERE WE GET READY TO FIGHT THE SPANIARDS
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_8__ WHERE MY LORD CARNAL MAKES AN ENTRANCE
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_9__ WHERE TWO SHARE A CUP
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_10__ WHERE MASTER PORY TAKES A MOMENT FOR A REASON
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_11__ WHERE I MEET AN ITALIAN DOCTOR
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_12__ WHERE I RECEIVE A WARNING AND PUT MY TRUST IN
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_13__ WHERE THE SANTA TERESA DRIFTS DOWNSTREAM
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_14__ WHERE WE SEARCH FOR A MISSING WOMAN
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_15__ WHERE WE DISCOVER THE HAUNTED WOODS
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_16__ WHERE I GET RID OF AN UNHELPFUL SERVANT
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_17__ WHERE MY LORD AND I PLAY BOWLS
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_18__ WHERE WE GO OUT INTO THE NIGHT
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_19__ WHERE UNEXPECTED GUESTS ARRIVE
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_20__ WHERE WE FIND OURSELVES IN A DESPERATE SITUATION
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_21__ WHERE A GRAVE IS DUG
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_22__ WHERE I CHANGE MY NAME AND JOB
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_23__ WHERE WE WRITE ON THE SAND
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_24__ WHERE WE CHOOSE THE LESSER OF TWO EVILS
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_25__ WHERE MY LORD HAS HIS DAY
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_26__ WHERE I STAND TRIAL
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_27__ WHERE I FIND AN ADVOCATE
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_28__ WHERE SPRINGTIME IS COMING
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_29__ WHERE I KEEP AN APPOINTMENT
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_30__ WHERE WE START ON A JOURNEY
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_31__ WHERE NANTAUQUAS COMES TO OUR RESCUE
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_32__ WHERE WE ARE GUESTS OF AN EMPEROR
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_33__ WHERE MY FRIEND BECOMES MY ENEMY
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_34__ WHERE THE RACE IS NOT TO THE FASTEST
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_35__ WHERE I REACH THE GOVERNOR'S HOUSE
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_36__ WHERE I GET BAD NEWS
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_37__ WHERE MY LORD AND I PART WAYS
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_38__ WHERE I SET OFF ON A QUEST
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_39__ WHERE WE LISTEN TO A SONG
TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
CHAPTER I IN WHICH I THROW AMBS-ACE
THE work of the day being over, I sat down upon my doorstep, pipe in hand, to rest awhile in the cool of the evening. Death is not more still than is this Virginian land in the hour when the sun has sunk away, and it is black beneath the trees, and the stars brighten slowly and softly, one by one. The birds that sing all day have hushed, and the horned owls, the monster frogs, and that strange and ominous fowl (if fowl it be, and not, as some assert, a spirit damned) which we English call the whippoorwill, are yet silent. Later the wolf will howl and the panther scream, but now there is no sound. The winds are laid, and the restless leaves droop and are quiet. The low lap of the water among the reeds is like the breathing of one who sleeps in his watch beside the dead.
The day's work done, I settled on my front step, pipe in hand, to relax for a bit in the evening cool. The stillness of this Virginian landscape at sunset is as profound as death itself, with darkness creeping in under the trees while the stars gradually and gently appear, one by one. The birds that sang all day have fallen silent, and even the horned owls, giant frogs, and that peculiar and eerie bird (if it truly is a bird and not, as some claim, a damned spirit) known to us English as the whippoorwill, are quiet. Soon enough, the wolf will howl and the panther will scream, but for now, there is complete silence. The winds have calmed, and the restless leaves hang still and quiet. The soft lapping of the water among the reeds sounds like someone's breath as they sleep beside the dead.
I marked the light die from the broad bosom of the river, leaving it a dead man's hue. Awhile ago, and for many evenings, it had been crimson,—a river of blood. A week before, a great meteor had shot through the night, blood-red and bearded, drawing a slow-fading fiery trail across the heavens; and the moon had risen that same night blood-red, and upon its disk there was drawn in shadow a thing most marvelously like a scalping knife. Wherefore, the following day being Sunday, good Mr. Stockham, our minister at Weyanoke, exhorted us to be on our guard, and in his prayer besought that no sedition or rebellion might raise its head amongst the Indian subjects of the Lord's anointed. Afterward, in the churchyard, between the services, the more timorous began to tell of divers portents which they had observed, and to recount old tales of how the savages distressed us in the Starving Time. The bolder spirits laughed them to scorn, but the women began to weep and cower, and I, though I laughed too, thought of Smith, and how he ever held the savages, and more especially that Opechancanough who was now their emperor, in a most deep distrust; telling us that the red men watched while we slept, that they might teach wiliness to a Jesuit, and how to bide its time to a cat crouched before a mousehole. I thought of the terms we now kept with these heathen; of how they came and went familiarly amongst us, spying out our weakness, and losing the salutary awe which that noblest captain had struck into their souls; of how many were employed as hunters to bring down deer for lazy masters; of how, breaking the law, and that not secretly, we gave them knives and arms, a soldier's bread, in exchange for pelts and pearls; of how their emperor was forever sending us smooth messages; of how their lips smiled and their eyes frowned. That afternoon, as I rode home through the lengthening shadows, a hunter, red-brown and naked, rose from behind a fallen tree that sprawled across my path, and made offer to bring me my meat from the moon of corn to the moon of stags in exchange for a gun. There was scant love between the savages and myself,—it was answer enough when I told him my name. I left the dark figure standing, still as a carved stone, in the heavy shadow of the trees, and, spurring my horse (sent me from home, the year before, by my cousin Percy), was soon at my house,—a poor and rude one, but pleasantly set upon a slope of green turf, and girt with maize and the broad leaves of the tobacco. When I had had my supper, I called from their hut the two Paspahegh lads bought by me from their tribe the Michaelmas before, and soundly flogged them both, having in my mind a saying of my ancient captain's, namely, “He who strikes first oft-times strikes last.”
I noted the light fading away from the wide embrace of the river, leaving it with the color of a dead man. Not long ago, and for many evenings, it had been crimson—a river of blood. A week earlier, a huge meteor had streaked across the night sky, blood-red and with a tail, leaving a slowly disappearing fiery mark across the heavens; and the moon had risen that same night, blood-red, with a shadow on its surface that looked shockingly like a scalping knife. Therefore, the next day, which was Sunday, our minister, Mr. Stockham, at Weyanoke, urged us to be cautious and prayed that no rebellion or sedition would arise among the Indian subjects of the Lord's anointed. Later, in the churchyard, between services, the more fearful started sharing various signs they had noticed and recounting old stories of how the savages had troubled us during the Starving Time. The braver ones mocked them, but the women began to weep and tremble, and even though I laughed as well, I thought of Smith and how he had always regarded the natives, especially Opechancanough, their current leader, with deep suspicion; telling us that the red men watched us while we slept, ready to outsmart even a Jesuit, and how they could wait like a cat poised before a mousehole. I thought about the terms we now had with these heathens; how they came and went among us as if they were familiar, spying on our weaknesses and losing the healthy fear that that great captain had instilled in them; how many were now employed as hunters to bring in deer for lazy masters; how, breaking the law openly, we provided them with knives and weapons, a soldier's food, in exchange for furs and pearls; how their leader constantly sent us smooth messages; how their smiles hid frowns in their eyes. That afternoon, as I rode home through the lengthening shadows, a hunter, red-brown and naked, appeared from behind a fallen tree blocking my path, and offered to bring me my meat from the corn moon to the stag moon in exchange for a gun. There was little affection between the savages and me—it was enough of a response when I told him my name. I left the dark figure standing, as still as a carved stone, in the heavy shade of the trees, and, urging my horse (sent to me from home the year before by my cousin Percy), I soon reached my house—a poor and rough place, but nicely positioned on a slope of green grass, surrounded by corn and the wide leaves of tobacco. After supper, I called the two Paspahegh boys I had bought from their tribe the previous Michaelmas from their hut and gave them both a good whipping, remembering a saying from my old captain: “He who strikes first often strikes last.”
Upon the afternoon of which I now speak, in the midsummer of the year of grace 1621, as I sat upon my doorstep, my long pipe between my teeth and my eyes upon the pallid stream below, my thoughts were busy with these matters,—so busy that I did not see a horse and rider emerge from the dimness of the forest into the cleared space before my palisade, nor knew, until his voice came up the bank, that my good friend, Master John Rolfe, was without and would speak to me.
On that afternoon I’m talking about, in the summer of 1621, as I sat on my doorstep with my long pipe in my mouth and my gaze on the pale stream below, I was lost in thought about these things—so much so that I didn’t notice a horse and rider coming out of the shadows of the forest into the open area in front of my fence, or realize until I heard his voice calling up the bank that my good friend, Master John Rolfe, was outside and wanted to talk to me.
I went down to the gate, and, unbarring it, gave him my hand and led the horse within the inclosure.
I went down to the gate, and, lifting the bar, took his hand and led the horse inside the enclosure.
“Thou careful man!” he said, with a laugh, as he dismounted. “Who else, think you, in this or any other hundred, now bars his gate when the sun goes down?”
“Hey, you cautious guy!” he said with a laugh as he got off his horse. “Who else, do you think, in this hundred or any other, locks their gate when the sun sets?”
“It is my sunset gun,” I answered briefly, fastening his horse as I spoke.
“It’s my sunset gun,” I said briefly, tying up his horse as I spoke.
He put his arm about my shoulder, for we were old friends, and together we went up the green bank to the house, and, when I had brought him a pipe, sat down side by side upon the doorstep.
He put his arm around my shoulder, since we were old friends, and together we went up the grassy bank to the house. After I brought him a pipe, we sat down side by side on the doorstep.
“Of what were you dreaming?” he asked presently, when we had made for ourselves a great cloud of smoke. “I called you twice.”
“What were you dreaming about?” he asked after a while, as we surrounded ourselves with a big cloud of smoke. “I called you twice.”
“I was wishing for Dale's times and Dale's laws.”
“I wanted the times and rules of Dale.”
He laughed, and touched my knee with his hand, white and smooth as a woman's, and with a green jewel upon the forefinger.
He laughed and touched my knee with his hand, white and smooth like a woman's, with a green gem on the forefinger.
“Thou Mars incarnate!” he cried. “Thou first, last, and in the meantime soldier! Why, what wilt thou do when thou gettest to heaven? Make it too hot to hold thee? Or take out letters of marque against the Enemy?”
“Thou Mars incarnate!” he exclaimed. “You are the first, the last, and in the meantime, the soldier! What will you do when you get to heaven? Make it too hot to handle? Or issue letters of marque against the Enemy?”
“I am not there yet,” I said dryly. “In the meantime I would like a commission against—your relatives.”
“I’m not there yet,” I said flatly. “In the meantime, I’d like a commission against—your relatives.”
He laughed, then sighed, and, sinking his chin into his hand and softly tapping his foot against the ground, fell into a reverie.
He laughed, then sighed, and, resting his chin in his hand and lightly tapping his foot on the ground, drifted off into a daydream.
“I would your princess were alive,” I said presently.
“I wish your princess were alive,” I said after a moment.
“So do I,” he answered softly. “So do I.” Locking his hands behind his head, he raised his quiet face to the evening star. “Brave and wise and gentle,” he mused. “If I did not think to meet her again, beyond that star, I could not smile and speak calmly, Ralph, as I do now.”
“So do I,” he said gently. “So do I.” Folding his hands behind his head, he lifted his serene face to the evening star. “Brave and wise and gentle,” he reflected. “If I didn’t believe I would see her again, beyond that star, I couldn’t smile and talk so calmly, Ralph, as I do now.”
“'T is a strange thing,” I said, as I refilled my pipe. “Love for your brother-in-arms, love for your commander if he be a commander worth having, love for your horse and dog, I understand. But wedded love! to tie a burden around one's neck because 't is pink and white, or clear bronze, and shaped with elegance! Faugh!”
“It's a strange thing,” I said, as I refilled my pipe. “Love for your comrades, love for your commander if he’s someone worth having, love for your horse and dog, I get that. But romantic love! to tie a burden around your neck just because it's pink and white, or shiny bronze, and shaped nicely! Ugh!”
“Yet I came with half a mind to persuade thee to that very burden!” he cried, with another laugh.
“Still, I came with half a mind to convince you to take on that very burden!” he exclaimed, laughing again.
“Thanks for thy pains,” I said, blowing blue rings into the air.
“Thanks for your effort,” I said, blowing blue rings into the air.
“I have ridden to-day from Jamestown,” he went on. “I was the only man, i' faith, that cared to leave its gates; and I met the world—the bachelor world—flocking to them. Not a mile of the way but I encountered Tom, Dick, and Harry, dressed in their Sunday bravery and making full tilt for the city. And the boats upon the river! I have seen the Thames less crowded.”
“I rode today from Jamestown,” he continued. “I was the only person, honestly, who wanted to leave its gates; and I met the outside world—the single life—heading toward them. Not a mile on my way without running into Tom, Dick, and Harry, all dressed up for Sunday and making a beeline for the city. And the boats on the river! I’ve seen the Thames busier.”
“There was more passing than usual,” I said; “but I was busy in the fields, and did not attend. What's the lodestar?”
“There was more passing than usual,” I said; “but I was busy in the fields and didn’t pay attention. What’s the lodestar?”
“The star that draws us all,—some to ruin, some to bliss ineffable, woman.”
“The star that attracts us all,—some to destruction, some to indescribable joy, woman.”
“Humph! The maids have come, then?”
“Humph! The maids have arrived, then?”
He nodded. “There's a goodly ship down there, with a goodly lading.”
He nodded. “There’s a nice ship down there, with a nice cargo.”
“Videlicet, some fourscore waiting damsels and milkmaids, warranted honest by my Lord Warwick,” I muttered.
“Clearly, some eighty waiting ladies and milkmaids, guaranteed to be honest by my Lord Warwick,” I muttered.
“This business hath been of Edwyn Sandys' management, as you very well know,” he rejoined, with some heat. “His word is good: therefore I hold them chaste. That they are fair I can testify, having seen them leave the ship.”
“This business has been managed by Edwyn Sandys, as you know very well,” he replied, somewhat heatedly. “His word is reliable; therefore, I consider them virtuous. I can attest to their beauty, having seen them disembark from the ship.”
“Fair and chaste,” I said, “but meanly born.”
“Fair and pure,” I said, “but of lowly birth.”
“I grant you that,” he answered. “But after all, what of it? Beggars must not be choosers. The land is new and must be peopled, nor will those who come after us look too curiously into the lineage of those to whom a nation owes its birth. What we in these plantations need is a loosening of the bonds which tie us to home, to England, and a tightening of those which bind us to this land in which we have cast our lot. We put our hand to the plough, but we turn our heads and look to our Egypt and its fleshpots. 'T is children and wife—be that wife princess or peasant—that make home of a desert, that bind a man with chains of gold to the country where they abide. Wherefore, when at midday I met good Master Wickham rowing down from Henricus to Jamestown, to offer his aid to Master Bucke in his press of business to-morrow, I gave the good man Godspeed, and thought his a fruitful errand and one pleasing to the Lord.”
“I get what you’re saying,” he replied. “But really, what’s the point? Beggars can’t be choosers. The land is new and needs to be settled, and those who come after us won’t care too much about where we came from, considering the nation owes its existence to us. What we really need in these settlements is to loosen our ties to home, to England, and strengthen our connection to this land we’ve chosen. We put our hands to the work, but we keep looking back to our old life with its comforts. It’s children and a spouse—whether that spouse is a princess or a peasant—that turn a barren place into home and bind a man to the country where they live. So, when I met good Master Wickham rowing down from Henricus to Jamestown to help Master Bucke with his busy day tomorrow, I wished the good man well on his way and thought his mission was a worthwhile one that would please the Lord.”
“Amen,” I yawned. “I love the land, and call it home. My withers are unwrung.”
“Amen,” I yawned. “I love this land and call it home. I feel at peace.”
He rose to his feet, and began to pace the greensward before the door. My eyes followed his trim figure, richly though sombrely clad, then fell with a sudden dissatisfaction upon my own stained and frayed apparel.
He stood up and started to pace the grass in front of the door. I watched his well-dressed figure, elegant yet a bit dark, and then my gaze landed with sudden disappointment on my own dirty and worn-out clothes.
“Ralph,” he said presently, coming to a stand before me, “have you ever an hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco in hand? If not, I”—
“Ralph,” he said after a moment, stopping in front of me, “do you ever have a hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco on hand? If not, I—”
“I have the weed,” I replied. “What then?”
“I have the weed,” I said. “Now what?”
“Then at dawn drop down with the tide to the city, and secure for thyself one of these same errant damsels.”
“Then at dawn, head down with the tide to the city and find yourself one of those wandering women.”
I stared at him, and then broke into laughter, in which, after a space and unwillingly, he himself joined. When at length I wiped the water from my eyes it was quite dark, the whippoorwills had begun to call, and Rolfe must needs hasten on. I went with him down to the gate.
I looked at him, and then burst out laughing, and after a moment, he reluctantly joined in. By the time I wiped the tears from my eyes, it was pretty dark, the whippoorwills had started calling, and Rolfe needed to hurry up. I walked with him down to the gate.
“Take my advice,—it is that of your friend,” he said, as he swung himself into the saddle. He gathered up the reins and struck spurs into his horse, then turned to call back to me: “Sleep upon my words, Ralph, and the next time I come I look to see a farthingale behind thee!”
“Listen to me, it's your friend's advice,” he said as he got on his horse. He took the reins and kicked his horse into action, then turned to shout back at me: “Think about what I said, Ralph, and next time I visit, I expect to see a farthingale on you!”
“Thou art as like to see one upon me,” I answered.
“You're just as likely to see one on me,” I replied.
Nevertheless, when he had gone, and I climbed the bank and reentered the house, it was with a strange pang at the cheerlessness of my hearth, and an angry and unreasoning impatience at the lack of welcoming face or voice. In God's name, who was there to welcome me? None but my hounds, and the flying squirrel I had caught and tamed. Groping my way to the corner, I took from my store two torches, lit them, and stuck them into the holes pierced in the mantel shelf; then stood beneath the clear flame, and looked with a sudden sick distaste upon the disorder which the light betrayed. The fire was dead, and ashes and embers were scattered upon the hearth; fragments of my last meal littered the table, and upon the unwashed floor lay the bones I had thrown my dogs. Dirt and confusion reigned; only upon my armor, my sword and gun, my hunting knife and dagger, there was no spot or stain. I turned to gaze upon them where they hung against the wall, and in my soul I hated the piping times of peace, and longed for the camp fire and the call to arms.
Still, after he left and I climbed the bank to reenter the house, I felt a strange ache from the emptiness of my home, along with an angry, unreasonable impatience at the absence of a welcoming face or voice. For heaven's sake, who was there to greet me? Only my hounds and the flying squirrel I had captured and trained. Feeling my way to the corner, I took two torches from my stash, lit them, and stuck them into the holes in the mantel shelf; then I stood under the bright flame and looked with sudden disgust at the mess the light revealed. The fire was out, ashes and embers were scattered across the hearth, bits of my last meal were strewn on the table, and the bones I had thrown to my dogs lay on the unwashed floor. Dirt and chaos filled the space; the only things spotless were my armor, sword and gun, hunting knife, and dagger. I turned to look at them hanging on the wall, and deep down, I hated these peaceful times and longed for the campfire and the call to arms.
With an impatient sigh, I swept the litter from the table, and, taking from the shelf that held my meagre library a bundle of Master Shakespeare's plays (gathered for me by Rolfe when he was last in London), I began to read; but my thoughts wandered, and the tale seemed dull and oft told. I tossed it aside, and, taking dice from my pocket, began to throw. As I cast the bits of bone, idly, and scarce caring to observe what numbers came uppermost, I had a vision of the forester's hut at home, where, when I was a boy, in the days before I ran away to the wars in the Low Countries, I had spent many a happy hour. Again I saw the bright light of the fire reflected in each well-scrubbed crock and pannikin; again I heard the cheerful hum of the wheel; again the face of the forester's daughter smiled upon me. The old gray manor house, where my mother, a stately dame, sat ever at her tapestry, and an imperious elder brother strode to and fro among his hounds, seemed less of home to me than did that tiny, friendly hut. To-morrow would be my thirty-sixth birthday. All the numbers that I cast were high. “If I throw ambs-ace,” I said, with a smile for my own caprice, “curse me if I do not take Rolfe's advice!”
With an impatient sigh, I cleared the mess from the table and grabbed a bundle of Master Shakespeare's plays from the shelf that held my small library, which Rolfe had gotten for me last time he was in London. I started reading, but my mind wandered, and the story felt dull and overdone. I tossed it aside and took out some dice from my pocket to start rolling. As I threw the dice carelessly, hardly paying attention to the numbers that came up, I pictured the forester's hut back home, where I spent many happy hours as a boy before I ran away to fight in the Low Countries. I saw the bright firelight bouncing off each well-cleaned pot and cup again; I could hear the cheerful buzzing of the wheel; I could see the forester's daughter's smile directed at me. The old gray manor house, where my mother, a dignified lady, always sat working on her tapestry, and my commanding older brother roamed among his hounds, felt less like home to me than that little, welcoming hut. Tomorrow would be my thirty-sixth birthday. All the numbers I rolled were high. “If I roll doubles,” I said with a smile at my own whim, “curse me if I don’t take Rolfe’s advice!”
I shook the box and clapped it down upon the table, then lifted it, and stared with a lengthening face at what it had hidden; which done, I diced no more, but put out my lights and went soberly to bed.
I shook the box and dropped it onto the table, then picked it up and stared with a growing frown at what it had concealed; after that, I didn’t roll any more dice, but turned off my lights and went to bed quietly.
CHAPTER II IN WHICH I MEET MASTER JEREMY SPARROW
MINE are not dicers' oaths. The stars were yet shining when I left the house, and, after a word with my man Diccon, at the servants' huts, strode down the bank and through the gate of the palisade to the wharf, where I loosed my boat, put up her sail, and turned her head down the broad stream. The wind was fresh and favorable, and we went swiftly down the river through the silver mist toward the sunrise. The sky grew pale pink to the zenith; then the sun rose and drank up the mist. The river sparkled and shone; from the fresh green banks came the smell of the woods and the song of birds; above rose the sky, bright blue, with a few fleecy clouds drifting across it. I thought of the day, thirteen years before, when for the first time white men sailed up this same river, and of how noble its width, how enchanting its shores, how gay and sweet their blooms and odors, how vast their trees, how strange the painted savages, had seemed to us, storm-tossed adventurers, who thought we had found a very paradise, the Fortunate Isles at least. How quickly were we undeceived! As I lay back in the stern with half-shut eyes and tiller idle in my hand, our many tribulations and our few joys passed in review before me. Indian attacks; dissension and strife amongst our rulers; true men persecuted, false knaves elevated; the weary search for gold and the South Sea; the horror of the pestilence and the blacker horror of the Starving Time; the arrival of the Patience and Deliverance, whereat we wept like children; that most joyful Sunday morning when we followed my Lord de la Warre to church; the coming of Dale with that stern but wholesome martial code which was no stranger to me who had fought under Maurice of Nassau; the good times that followed, when bowl-playing gallants were put down, cities founded, forts built, and the gospel preached; the marriage of Rolfe and his dusky princess; Argall's expedition, in which I played a part, and Argall's iniquitous rule; the return of Yeardley as Sir George, and the priceless gift he brought us,—all this and much else, old friends, old enemies, old toils and strifes and pleasures, ran, bitter-sweet, through my memory, as the wind and flood bore me on. Of what was before me I did not choose to think, sufficient unto the hour being the evil thereof.
MINE are not gamblers' oaths. The stars were still shining when I left the house, and after a word with my man Diccon at the servants' huts, I walked down the bank and through the gate of the palisade to the wharf, where I untied my boat, raised her sail, and pointed her downstream. The wind was fresh and in our favor, and we smoothly glided down the river through the silver mist toward the sunrise. The sky turned pale pink to the zenith; then the sun rose and evaporated the mist. The river sparkled and glimmered; the fresh green banks filled the air with the scent of the woods and the songs of birds; above us was the bright blue sky, with a few fluffy clouds drifting across it. I recalled the day, thirteen years earlier, when white men first sailed up this same river, and how noble its width, enchanting its shores, how vibrant and sweet their flowers and scents, how massive their trees, how strange the painted natives had seemed to us, storm-tossed adventurers, who thought we had found a true paradise, at least the Fortunate Isles. How quickly we were brought back to reality! As I leaned back in the stern with half-closed eyes and the tiller idle in my hand, our many struggles and few joys played out in my mind. Indian attacks; disputes and conflicts among our leaders; honest men persecuted while deceitful knaves rose to power; the exhausting quest for gold and the South Sea; the horror of disease and the even worse horror of the Starving Time; the arrival of the Patience and Deliverance, which made us weep like children; that joyful Sunday morning when we followed my Lord de la Warre to church; the arrival of Dale with that strict but beneficial martial code, which I was familiar with from my time fighting under Maurice of Nassau; the good times that followed, when rowdy bowl-playing nobles were stopped, cities founded, forts built, and the gospel spread; the marriage of Rolfe and his dark-skinned princess; Argall's expedition, in which I played a part, and Argall's wrongful rule; the return of Yeardley as Sir George and the invaluable gift he brought us—all of this, along with many other memories, both friends and foes, toil and strife and joy, flowed through my mind, bittersweet, as the wind and current carried me on. I didn’t want to think about what lay ahead; enough of the moment was the trouble it held.
The river seemed deserted: no horsemen spurred Along the bridle path on the shore; the boats were few and far between, and held only servants or Indians or very old men. It was as Rolfe had said, and the free and able-bodied of the plantations had put out, posthaste, for matrimony. Chaplain's Choice appeared unpeopled; Piersey's Hundred slept in the sunshine, its wharf deserted, and but few, slow-moving figures in the tobacco fields; even the Indian villages looked scant of all but squaws and children, for the braves were gone to see the palefaces buy their wives. Below Paspahegh a cockleshell of a boat carrying a great white sail overtook me, and I was hailed by young Hamor.
The river felt empty: no horsemen were racing along the bridle path by the shore; the boats were few and far between, carrying only servants, Native Americans, or very old men. It was just as Rolfe had said, and the able-bodied folks from the plantations had rushed out to get married. Chaplain's Choice seemed uninhabited; Piersey's Hundred was basking in the sunshine, its wharf empty, with only a few slow-moving figures in the tobacco fields. Even the Native American villages appeared to have only women and children, as the men were away to see the white settlers buy their wives. Below Paspahegh, a small boat with a large white sail passed me, and I was called by young Hamor.
“The maids are come!” he cried. “Hurrah!” and stood up to wave his hat.
“The maids are here!” he shouted. “Yay!” and stood up to wave his hat.
“Humph!” I said. “I guess thy destination by thy hose. Are they not 'those that were thy peach-colored ones'?”
“Humph!” I said. “I can guess your destination by your pants. Are they not the peach-colored ones?”
“Oons! yes!” he answered, looking down with complacency upon his tarnished finery. “Wedding garments, Captain Percy, wedding garments!”
“Oons! Yes!” he replied, glancing down with satisfaction at his worn-out fancy clothes. “Wedding outfits, Captain Percy, wedding outfits!”
I laughed. “Thou art a tardy bridegroom. I thought that the bachelors of this quarter of the globe slept last night in Jamestown.”
I laughed. “You are a late groom. I thought the bachelors in this part of the world stayed up all night in Jamestown.”
His face fell. “I know it,” he said ruefully; “but my doublet had more rents than slashes in it, and Martin Tailor kept it until cockcrow. That fellow rolls in tobacco; he hath grown rich off our impoverished wardrobes since the ship down yonder passed the capes. After all,” he brightened, “the bargaining takes not place until toward midday, after solemn service and thanksgiving. There's time enough!” He waved me a farewell, as his great sail and narrow craft carried him past me.
His expression changed. “I know,” he said with a hint of regret; “but my jacket has more tears than slashes, and Martin the Taylor held on to it until dawn. That guy is swimming in tobacco; he’s gotten rich off our empty closets since the ship down there sailed past the capes. Anyway,” he perked up, “the deal doesn’t happen until around noon, after the formal service and thanksgiving. There’s plenty of time!” He waved goodbye as his large sail and small boat sailed past me.
I looked at the sun, which truly was not very high, with a secret disquietude; for I had had a scurvy hope that after all I should be too late, and so the noose which I felt tightening about my neck might unknot itself. Wind and tide were against me, and an hour later saw me nearing the peninsula and marveling at the shipping which crowded its waters. It was as if every sloop, barge, canoe, and dugout between Point Comfort and Henricus were anchored off its shores, while above them towered the masts of the Marmaduke and Furtherance, then in port, and of the tall ship which had brought in those doves for sale. The river with its dancing freight, the blue heavens and bright sunshine, the green trees waving in the wind, the stir and bustle in the street and market place thronged with gayly dressed gallants, made a fair and pleasant scene. As I drove my boat in between the sloop of the commander of Shirley Hundred and the canoe of the Nansemond werowance, the two bells then newly hung in the church began to peal and the drum to beat. Stepping ashore, I had a rear view only of the folk who had clustered along the banks and in the street, their faces and footsteps being with one accord directed toward the market place. I went with the throng, jostled alike by velvet and dowlas, by youths with their estates upon their backs and naked fantastically painted savages, and trampling the tobacco with which the greedy citizens had planted the very street. In the square I brought up before the Governor's house, and found myself cheek by jowl with Master Pory, our Secretary, and Speaker of the Assembly.
I looked at the sun, which really wasn’t very high, feeling secretly uneasy; I had a sneaky hope that maybe I would be too late, and the noose I felt tightening around my neck might loosen. The wind and tide were against me, and an hour later, I was getting close to the peninsula, marveling at the boats crowded in its waters. It seemed like every sloop, barge, canoe, and dugout between Point Comfort and Henricus was anchored off its shores, while above them stood the masts of the Marmaduke and Furtherance, which were in port at the time, along with the tall ship that had brought in those doves for sale. The river, with its lively cargo, the clear blue sky and bright sunshine, the green trees swaying in the breeze, and the hustle and bustle in the street and marketplace filled with stylishly dressed gentlemen created a beautiful and pleasant scene. As I maneuvered my boat between the sloop of the commander of Shirley Hundred and the canoe of the Nansemond werowance, the two bells that had just been hung in the church began to ring, and a drum started to beat. When I stepped ashore, I only saw the backs of the people who had gathered along the banks and in the street, their faces and footsteps all directed toward the marketplace. I joined the crowd, being jostled by both the wealthy and the poor, by young people carrying their belongings and bizarrely painted naked savages, all while trampling the tobacco that the greedy citizens had planted right in the street. In the square, I found myself in front of the Governor’s house, standing shoulder to shoulder with Master Pory, our Secretary and Speaker of the Assembly.
“Ha, Ralph Percy!” he cried, wagging his gray head, “we two be the only sane younkers in the plantations! All the others are horn-mad!”
“Ha, Ralph Percy!” he shouted, shaking his gray head, “we're the only sane young folks in the plantations! The rest of them are completely crazy!”
“I have caught the infection,” I said, “and am one of the bedlamites.”
“I’ve caught the infection,” I said, “and I’m one of the crazies.”
He stared, then broke into a roar of laughter. “Art in earnest?” he asked, holding his fat sides. “Is Saul among the prophets?”
He stared, then burst out laughing. “Art in earnest?” he asked, holding his sides. “Is Saul among the prophets?”
“Yes,” I answered. “I diced last night,—yea or no; and the 'yea'—plague on 't—had it.”
“Yes,” I replied. “I rolled the dice last night—yes or no; and the ‘yes’—damn it—had it.”
He broke into another roar. “And thou callest that bridal attire, man! Why, our cow-keeper goes in flaming silk to-day!”
He broke into another roar. “And you call that wedding outfit, man! Our cow-keeper is wearing bright silk today!”
I looked down upon my suit of buff, which had in truth seen some service, and at my great boots, which I had not thought to clean since I mired in a swamp, coming from Henricus the week before; then shrugged my shoulders.
I looked down at my worn buff suit, which had definitely seen better days, and at my big boots, which I hadn’t bothered to clean since I got them muddy in a swamp after coming from Henricus the week before; then I shrugged my shoulders.
“You will go begging,” he continued, wiping his eyes. “Not a one of them will so much as look at you.”
“You're going to be begging,” he went on, wiping his eyes. “Not a single one of them will even look at you.”
“Then will they miss seeing a man, and not a popinjay,” I retorted. “I shall not break my heart.”
“Then they'll miss seeing a real man, not a show-off,” I replied. “I’m not going to let it get to me.”
A cheer arose from the crowd, followed by a crashing peal of the bells and a louder roll of the drum. The doors of the houses around and to right and left of the square swung open, and the company which had been quartered overnight upon the citizens began to emerge. By twos and threes, some with hurried steps and downcast eyes, others more slowly and with free glances at the staring men, they gathered to the centre of the square, where, in surplice and band, there awaited them godly Master Bucke and Master Wickham of Henricus. I stared with the rest, though I did not add my voice to theirs.
A cheer erupted from the crowd, followed by a loud ringing of the bells and a booming roll of the drum. The doors of the houses surrounding the square swung open, and the group that had been staying overnight with the citizens began to come out. A few emerged in pairs and threes, some hurrying with downcast eyes, while others moved more slowly, glancing freely at the curious men. They gathered in the center of the square, where, in their robes and bands, the devout Master Bucke and Master Wickham from Henricus were waiting for them. I watched along with the others, though I didn’t join in their shout.
Before the arrival of yesterday's ship there had been in this natural Eden (leaving the savages out of the reckoning) several thousand Adams, and but some threescore Eves. And for the most part, the Eves were either portly and bustling or withered and shrewish housewives, of age and experience to defy the serpent. These were different. Ninety slender figures decked in all the bravery they could assume; ninety comely faces, pink and white, or clear brown with the rich blood showing through; ninety pair of eyes, laughing and alluring, or downcast with long fringes sweeping rounded cheeks; ninety pair of ripe red lips,—the crowd shouted itself hoarse and would not be restrained, brushing aside like straws the staves of the marshal and his men, and surging in upon the line of adventurous damsels. I saw young men, panting, seize hand or arm and strive to pull toward them some reluctant fair; others snatched kisses, or fell on their knees and began speeches out of Euphues; others commenced an inventory of their possessions,—acres, tobacco, servants, household plenishing. All was hubbub, protestation, frightened cries, and hysterical laughter. The officers ran to and fro, threatening and commanding; Master Pory alternately cried “Shame!” and laughed his loudest; and I plucked away a jackanapes of sixteen who had his hand upon a girl's ruff, and shook him until the breath was well-nigh out of him. The clamor did but increase.
Before the arrival of yesterday's ship, there had been several thousand Adams in this natural paradise (not counting the natives) and only about sixty Eves. Most of the Eves were either plump and lively or old and nagging housewives, wise enough to stand up to the serpent. But these were different. Ninety slender figures dressed in all the finery they could manage; ninety beautiful faces, pink and white or warm brown with vibrant blood showing through; ninety pairs of eyes, either sparkling and inviting or cast down with long lashes framing round cheeks; ninety pairs of ripe red lips—the crowd cheered so loudly they lost their voices, pushing aside the staves of the marshal and his men, and surged toward the line of daring young women. I saw young men, panting, grabbing hands or arms, trying to pull some unwilling beauty toward them; others stole kisses, or dropped to their knees and started reciting speeches from Euphues; some began listing their possessions—acres, tobacco, servants, household items. It was all chaos, declarations, scared screams, and uncontrollable laughter. The officers ran around, threatening and giving orders; Master Pory shouted “Shame!” and laughed his loudest; I pulled away a sixteen-year-old rascal who had his hand on a girl's collar and shook him until he could hardly breathe. The noise just kept getting louder.
“Way for the Governor!” cried the marshal. “Shame on you, my masters! Way for his Honor and the worshipful Council!”
“Make way for the Governor!” shouted the marshal. “Shame on you, everyone! Move aside for his Honor and the esteemed Council!”
The three wooden steps leading down from the door of the Governor's house suddenly blossomed into crimson and gold, as his Honor with the attendant Councilors emerged from the hall and stood staring at the mob below.
The three wooden steps leading down from the Governor's house suddenly brightened with shades of crimson and gold as his Honor, accompanied by the Councilors, stepped out of the hall and looked down at the crowd below.
The Governor's honest moon face was quite pale with passion. “What a devil is this?” he cried wrathfully. “Did you never see a woman before? Where's the marshal? I'll imprison the last one of you for rioters!”
The Governor's sincere moonlit face was pretty pale with anger. “What the hell is this?” he shouted angrily. “Have you never seen a woman before? Where’s the marshal? I’ll throw every last one of you in jail for rioting!”
Upon the platform of the pillory, which stood in the centre of the market place, suddenly appeared a man of a gigantic frame, with a strong face deeply lined and a great shock of grizzled hair,—a strange thing, for he was not old. I knew him to be one Master Jeremy Sparrow, a minister brought by the Southampton a month before, and as yet without a charge, but at that time I had not spoken with him. Without word of warning he thundered into a psalm of thanksgiving, singing it at the top of a powerful and yet sweet and tender voice, and with a fervor and exaltation that caught the heart of the riotous crowd. The two ministers in the throng beneath took up the strain; Master Pory added a husky tenor, eloquent of much sack; presently we were all singing. The audacious suitors, charmed into rationality, fell back, and the broken line re-formed. The Governor and the Council descended, and with pomp and solemnity took their places between the maids and the two ministers who were to head the column. The psalm ended, the drum beat a thundering roll, and the procession moved forward in the direction of the church.
On the platform of the pillory, right in the middle of the marketplace, a gigantic man suddenly appeared. He had a strong face with deep lines and a wild mass of gray hair—quite unusual since he wasn’t old. I recognized him as Master Jeremy Sparrow, a minister who had arrived from Southampton a month earlier and hadn’t taken on a congregation yet, although I hadn't spoken to him at that time. Without any warning, he launched into a psalm of thanksgiving, singing it in a powerful yet sweet and gentle voice, with such passion and enthusiasm that it captured the hearts of the unruly crowd. The two ministers in the crowd below joined in; Master Pory added a rough tenor voice, clearly influenced by too much drink; soon, we were all singing together. The bold suitors, charmed into calmness, stepped back, and the broken line reformed. The Governor and the Council came down and, with great ceremony, took their positions between the young women and the two ministers who would lead the procession. As the psalm concluded, the drum rolled thunderously, and the procession started moving towards the church.
Master Pory having left me, to take his place among his brethren of the Council, and the mob of those who had come to purchase and of the curious idle having streamed away at the heels of the marshal and his officers, I found myself alone in the square, save for the singer, who now descended from the pillory and came up to me.
Master Pory had left me to join his fellow Council members, and the crowd of buyers and bystanders had dispersed with the marshal and his officers. I was left alone in the square, except for the singer, who now got down from the pillory and approached me.
“Captain Ralph Percy, if I mistake not?” he said, in a voice as deep and rich as the bass of an organ.
“Captain Ralph Percy, if I’m not mistaken?” he said, with a voice as deep and rich as the bass of an organ.
“The same,” I answered. “And you are Master Jeremy Sparrow?”
"The same," I replied. "And you're Master Jeremy Sparrow?"
“Yea, a silly preacher,—the poorest, meekest, and lowliest of the Lord's servitors.”
“Yeah, a foolish preacher—the poorest, humblest, and most lowly of the Lord's servants.”
His deep voice, magnificent frame, and bold and free address so gave the lie to the humility of his words that I had much ado to keep from laughing. He saw, and his face, which was of a cast most martial, flashed into a smile, like sunshine on a scarred cliff.
His deep voice, impressive stature, and confident demeanor completely contradicted the modesty of his words, making it hard for me to hold back my laughter. He noticed, and his face, which looked very commanding, broke into a smile, like sunlight illuminating a rugged cliff.
“You laugh in your sleeve,” he said good-humoredly, “and yet I am but what I profess to be. In spirit I am a very Job, though nature hath fit to dress me as a Samson. I assure you, I am worse misfitted than is Master Yardstick yonder in those Falstaffian hose. But, good sir, will you not go to church?”
“You're laughing to yourself,” he said with a friendly tone, “and yet I am exactly what I claim to be. Deep down, I'm a real Job, even though nature chose to style me like a Samson. I promise you, I’m even more poorly suited than Master Yardstick over there in those Falstaffian pants. But, good sir, won’t you come to church?”
“If the church were Paul's, I might,” I answered. “As it is, we could not get within fifty feet of the door.”
“If the church were Paul's, I might,” I replied. “But as it stands, we couldn't get within fifty feet of the door.”
“Of the great door, ay, but the ministers may pass through the side door. If you please, I will take you in with me. The pretty fools yonder march slowly; if we turn down this lane, we will outstrip them quite.”
“Of the big door, sure, but the ministers can go through the side door. If you’d like, I’ll take you in with me. The pretty fools over there are walking slowly; if we head down this lane, we’ll easily pass them.”
“Agreed,” I said, and we turned into a lane thick planted with tobacco, made a detour of the Governor's house, and outflanked the procession, arriving at the small door before it had entered the churchyard. Here we found the sexton mounting guard.
“Agreed,” I said, and we turned into a lane densely planted with tobacco, made a detour around the Governor's house, and maneuvered past the procession, arriving at the small door just before it had entered the churchyard. Here we found the sexton on guard.
“I am Master Sparrow, the minister that came in the Southampton,” my new acquaintance explained. “I am to sit in the choir. Let us pass, good fellow.”
“I am Master Sparrow, the minister who arrived in Southampton,” my new acquaintance explained. “I am here to sit in the choir. Let us pass, my good man.”
The sexton squared himself before the narrow opening, and swelled with importance.
The sexton positioned himself confidently in front of the narrow opening and puffed up with significance.
“You, reverend sir, I will admit, such being my duty. But this gentleman is no preacher; I may not allow him to pass.”
“You, sir, I will acknowledge, as that's my responsibility. But this man is not a preacher; I can't let him go through.”
“You mistake, friend,” said my companion gravely. “This gentleman, my worthy colleague, has but just come from the island of St. Brandon, where he preaches on the witches' Sabbath: hence the disorder of his apparel. His admittance be on my head: wherefore let us by.”
“You're mistaken, my friend,” my companion said seriously. “This gentleman, my esteemed colleague, has just returned from the island of St. Brandon, where he preaches during the witches' Sabbath: that explains his messy clothes. His acceptance is my responsibility: so let’s move on.”
“None to enter at the west door save Councilors, commander, and ministers. Any attempting to force an entrance to be arrested and laid by the heels if they be of the generality, or, if they be of quality, to be duly fined and debarred from the purchase of any maid whatsoever,” chanted the sexton.
“Only Councilors, the commander, and ministers may enter through the west door. Anyone trying to force their way in will be arrested and locked up if they are common folk, or, if they are of higher status, they will face a fine and be banned from buying any maid at all,” the sexton chanted.
“Then, in God's name, let's on!” I exclaimed “Here, try this!” and I drew from my purse, which was something of the leanest, a shilling.
“Then, for heaven's sake, let’s go!” I shouted. “Here, give this a try!” and I pulled out a shilling from my purse, which was quite empty.
“Try this,” quoth Master Jeremy Sparrow, and knocked the sexton down.
“Try this,” said Master Jeremy Sparrow, and knocked the sexton down.
We left the fellow sprawling in the doorway, sputtering threats to the air without, but with one covetous hand clutching at the shilling which I threw behind me, and entered the church, which we found yet empty, though through the open great door we heard the drum beat loudly and a deepening sound of footsteps.
We left the guy lying in the doorway, angrily shouting threats into the air, but with one greedy hand reaching for the shilling that I tossed behind me. We went into the church, which we found still empty, even though we could hear the drum beating loudly and the sound of footsteps growing closer through the open main door.
“I have choice of position,” I said. “Yonder window seems a good station. You remain here in the choir?”
“I have the choice of position,” I said. “That window looks like a good spot. You’re staying here in the choir?”
“Ay,” he answered, with a sigh; “the dignity of my calling must be upheld: wherefore I sit in high places, rubbing elbows with gold lace, when of the very truth the humility of my spirit is such that I would feel more at home in the servants' seats or among the negars that we bought last year.”
“Ay,” he replied with a sigh, “the dignity of my job must be maintained; that’s why I sit in high places, rubbing elbows with gold lace, when honestly, I would feel more at home in the servants' seats or among the people we bought last year.”
Had we not been in church I would have laughed, though indeed I saw that he devoutly believed his own words. He took his seat in the largest and finest of the chairs behind the great velvet one reserved for the Governor, while I went and leaned against my window, and we stared at each other across the flower-decked building in profound silence, until, with one great final crash, the bells ceased, the drum stopped beating, and the procession entered.
Had we not been in church, I would have laughed, although I could see he genuinely believed what he was saying. He took a seat in the largest and nicest chair behind the big velvet one saved for the Governor, while I leaned against my window, and we stared at each other across the flower-adorned building in deep silence, until, with one last loud crash, the bells stopped, the drum stopped beating, and the procession came in.
CHAPTER III IN WHICH I MARRY IN HASTE
THE long service of praise and thanksgiving was well-nigh over when I first saw her.
THE long service of praise and thanksgiving was almost over when I first saw her.
She sat some ten feet from me, in the corner, and so in the shadow of a tall pew. Beyond her was a row of milkmaid beauties, red of cheek, free of eye, deep-bosomed, and beribboned like Maypoles. I looked again, and saw—and see—a rose amongst blowzed poppies and peonies, a pearl amidst glass beads, a Perdita in a ring of rustics, a nonparella of all grace and beauty! As I gazed with all my eyes, I found more than grace and beauty in that wonderful face,—found pride, wit, fire, determination, finally shame and anger. For, feeling my eyes upon her, she looked up and met what she must have thought the impudent stare of an appraiser. Her face, which had been without color, pale and clear like the sky about the evening star, went crimson in a moment. She bit her lip and shot at me one withering glance, then dropped her eyelids and hid the lightning. When I looked at her again, covertly, and from under my hand raised as though to push back my hair, she was pale once more, and her dark eyes were fixed upon the water and the green trees without the window.
She sat about ten feet away from me, in the corner, and thus in the shadow of a tall pew. Behind her was a row of milkmaid beauties, rosy-cheeked, bright-eyed, curvy, and decorated like Maypoles. I looked again and saw—a rose among vibrant poppies and peonies, a pearl among glass beads, a Perdita in a crowd of country folk, a standout in grace and beauty! As I stared with all my attention, I found more than just grace and beauty in that amazing face—I saw pride, wit, passion, determination, and ultimately, shame and anger. Feeling my gaze on her, she looked up and met what she must have thought was the bold stare of an observer. Her face, which had been colorless, pale and clear like the sky around the evening star, turned bright red in an instant. She bit her lip and shot me a scathing look, then dropped her eyelids and hid her emotions. When I glanced at her again, subtly, from under my hand raised as if to push back my hair, she was pale again, and her dark eyes were fixed on the water and the green trees outside the window.
The congregation rose, and she stood up with the other maids. Her dress of dark woolen, severe and unadorned, her close ruff and prim white coif, would have cried “Puritan,” had ever Puritan looked like this woman, upon whom the poor apparel had the seeming of purple and ermine.
The congregation stood, and she rose with the other maids. Her dark wool dress, simple and unembellished, along with her tight ruff and neat white coif, would have shouted “Puritan,” if any Puritan ever looked like this woman, who made the humble clothing seem like royal purple and luxurious fur.
Anon came the benediction. Governor, Councilors, commanders, and ministers left the choir and paced solemnly down the aisle; the maids closed in behind; and we who had lined the walls, shifting from one heel to the other for a long two hours, brought up the rear, and so passed from the church to a fair green meadow adjacent thereto. Here the company disbanded; the wearers of gold lace betaking themselves to seats erected in the shadow of a mighty oak, and the ministers, of whom there were four, bestowing themselves within pulpits of turf. For one altar and one clergyman could not hope to dispatch that day's business.
Soon came the blessing. The governor, councilors, commanders, and ministers left the choir and walked solemnly down the aisle; the maids followed closely behind; and we, who had lined the walls, shifting from one foot to the other for a long two hours, brought up the rear and moved from the church to a beautiful green meadow nearby. Here the group broke up; those in gold lace took their seats under the shade of a large oak, and the four ministers settled into turf pulpits. One altar and one clergyman couldn't handle all the business for the day.
As for the maids, for a minute or more they made one cluster; then, shyly or with laughter, they drifted apart like the petals of a wind-blown rose, and silk doublet and hose gave chase. Five minutes saw the goodly company of damsels errant and would-be bridegrooms scattered far and near over the smiling meadow. For the most part they went man and maid, but the fairer of the feminine cohort had rings of clamorous suitors from whom to choose. As for me, I walked alone; for if by chance I neared a maid, she looked (womanlike) at my apparel first, and never reached my face, but squarely turned her back. So disengaged, I felt like a guest at a mask, and in some measure enjoyed the show, though with an uneasy consciousness that I was pledged to become, sooner or later, a part of the spectacle. I saw a shepherdess fresh from Arcadia wave back a dozen importunate gallants, then throw a knot of blue ribbon into their midst, laugh with glee at the scramble that ensued, and finally march off with the wearer of the favor. I saw a neighbor of mine, tall Jack Pride, who lived twelve miles above me, blush and stammer, and bow again and again to a milliner's apprentice of a girl, not five feet high and all eyes, who dropped a curtsy at each bow. When I had passed them fifty yards or more, and looked back, they were still bobbing and bowing. And I heard a dialogue between Phyllis and Corydon. Says Phyllis, “Any poultry?”
As for the maids, for a minute or more they formed a group; then, shyly or with laughter, they drifted apart like petals from a wind-blown rose, and suits and tights went after them. In just five minutes, the sizable company of adventurous young women and would-be suitors was scattered all over the cheerful meadow. Most of them paired off, but the more attractive women had a bunch of eager suitors to choose from. As for me, I walked alone; if I happened to get close to a maiden, she glanced (as women do) at my clothes first, never actually looking at my face, and then turned her back on me. Feeling detached, I felt like a guest at a masquerade and somewhat enjoyed the scene, though with the uneasy awareness that I was destined to become part of the spectacle sooner or later. I saw a shepherdess fresh from Arcadia wave off a dozen eager suitors, then toss a knot of blue ribbon into their midst, laughing with delight at the chaos that followed, and finally walked off with the guy who wore the favor. I spotted a neighbor of mine, tall Jack Pride, who lived twelve miles away, blush and stammer, repeatedly bowing to a milliner's apprentice of a girl, not even five feet tall and full of energy, who curtsied with each of his bows. After I had walked about fifty yards or so and looked back, they were still bobbing and bowing. And I overheard a conversation between Phyllis and Corydon. Phyllis asked, “Any poultry?”
Corydon. “A matter of twalve hens and twa cocks.”
Corydon. “A matter of twelve hens and two roosters.”
Phyllis. “A cow?”
Phyllis. "A cow?"
Corydon. “Twa.”
Corydon. "Two."
Phyllis. “How much tobacco?”
Phyllis. “How much tobacco do you need?”
Corydon. “Three acres, hinny, though I dinna drink the weed mysel'. I'm a Stewart, woman, an' the King's puir cousin.”
Corydon. “Three acres, honey, even though I don't smoke the stuff myself. I'm a Stewart, woman, and the King's poor cousin.”
Phyllis. “What household plenishing?”
Phyllis. “What household supplies?”
Corydon. “Ane large bed, ane flock bed, ane trundle bed, ane chest, ane trunk, ane leather cairpet, sax cawfskin chairs an' twa-three rush, five pair o' sheets an' auchteen dowlas napkins, sax alchemy spunes”—
Corydon. “A large bed, a flock bed, a trundle bed, a chest, a trunk, a leather carpet, six calfskin chairs and two or three rush chairs, five pairs of sheets and eighteen dowlas napkins, six alchemy spoons”—
Phyllis. “I'll take you.”
Phyllis. “I got you.”
At the far end of the meadow, near to the fort, I met young Hamor, alone, flushed, and hurrying back to the more populous part of the field.
At the far end of the meadow, close to the fort, I encountered young Hamor, alone, flushed, and rushing back to the busier part of the field.
“Not yet mated?” I asked. “Where are the maids' eyes?”
“Not married yet?” I asked. “Where are the maids' eyes?”
“By—!” he answered, with an angry laugh. “If they're all like the sample I've just left, I'll buy me a squaw from the Paspaheghs!”
“By—!” he replied, with an angry laugh. “If they're all like the one I just left, I'll get myself a wife from the Paspaheghs!”
I smiled. “So your wooing has not prospered?”
I smiled. “So your attempts to win her over haven’t worked?”
His vanity took fire. “I have not wooed in earnest,” he said carelessly, and hitched forward his cloak of sky-blue tuftaffeta with an air. “I sheered off quickly enough, I warrant you, when I found the nature of the commodity I had to deal with.”
His vanity flared up. “I haven't really pursued anyone,” he said casually, pulling his sky-blue cloak forward with flair. “I backed off pretty quickly, I promise you, when I realized what I was actually dealing with.”
“Ah!” I said. “When I left the crowd they were going very fast. You had best hurry, if you wish to secure a bargain.”
“Ah!” I said. “When I left the crowd, they were moving really fast. You’d better hurry if you want to get a good deal.”
“I'm off,” he answered; then, jerking his thumb over his shoulder, “If you keep on to the river and that clump of cedars, you will find Termagaunt in ruff and farthingale.”
“I'm heading out,” he replied; then, pointing over his shoulder, “If you go on to the river and that group of cedars, you'll find Termagaunt in a ruff and farthingale.”
When he was gone, I stood still for a while and watched the slow sweep of a buzzard high in the blue, after which I unsheathed my dagger, and with it tried to scrape the dried mud from my boots. Succeeding but indifferently, I put the blade up, stared again at the sky, drew a long breath, and marched upon the covert of cedars indicated by Hamor.
When he left, I stood still for a moment and watched a buzzard circling high in the blue sky. Then, I pulled out my dagger and tried to scrape the dried mud off my boots. I didn’t do a great job, but I put the blade away, looked back at the sky, took a deep breath, and headed toward the grove of cedars that Hamor had pointed out.
As I neared it, I heard at first only the wash of the river; but presently there came to my ears the sound of a man's voice, and then a woman's angry “Begone, sir!”
As I got closer, I initially only heard the flow of the river; but soon I picked up on a man's voice, followed by a woman's furious "Get lost, sir!"
“Kiss and be friends,” said the man.
“Kiss and be friends,” the man said.
The sound that followed being something of the loudest for even the most hearty salutation, I was not surprised, on parting the bushes, to find the man nursing his cheek, and the maid her hand.
The noise that came after was one of the loudest for even the most enthusiastic greeting, so I wasn’t surprised that when I pushed aside the bushes, I found the man holding his cheek and the woman cradling her hand.
“You shall pay well for that, you sweet vixen!” he cried, and caught her by both wrists.
“You're going to pay for that, you sweet vixen!” he shouted, grabbing her by both wrists.
She struggled fiercely, bending her head this way and that, but his hot lips had touched her face before I could come between.
She fought hard, turning her head this way and that, but his warm lips had already pressed against her face before I could step in.
When I had knocked him down he lay where he fell, dazed by the blow, and blinking up at me with his small ferret eyes. I knew him to be one Edward Sharpless, and I knew no good of him. He had been a lawyer in England. He lay on the very brink of the stream, with one arm touching the water. Flesh and blood could not resist it, so, assisted by the toe of my boot, he took a cold bath to cool his hot blood.
When I knocked him down, he lay where he fell, stunned by the hit, blinking up at me with his small ferret-like eyes. I recognized him as Edward Sharpless, and I didn't think much of him. He used to be a lawyer in England. He was right at the edge of the stream, with one arm in the water. Flesh and blood couldn't resist it, so, with a little help from my boot, he ended up taking a cold bath to cool his temper.
When he had clambered out and had gone away, cursing, I turned to face her. She stood against the trunk of a great cedar, her head thrown back, a spot of angry crimson in each cheek, one small hand clenched at her throat. I had heard her laugh as Sharpless touched the water, but now there was only defiance in her face. As we gazed at each other, a burst of laughter came to us from the meadow behind. I looked over my shoulder, and beheld young Hamor, probably disappointed of a wife,—with Giles Allen and Wynne, returning to his abandoned quarry. She saw, too, for the crimson spread and deepened and her bosom heaved. Her dark eyes, glancing here and there like those of a hunted creature, met my own.
When he climbed out and stormed off, cursing, I turned to face her. She was leaning against the trunk of a huge cedar tree, her head tilted back, a spot of angry red on each cheek, one small hand clenched at her throat. I had heard her laugh when Sharpless touched the water, but now there was only defiance on her face. As we stared at each other, a burst of laughter came from the meadow behind us. I glanced over my shoulder and saw young Hamor, probably disappointed in not getting a wife, along with Giles Allen and Wynne, heading back to his abandoned quarry. She noticed too, as the red spread and deepened on her cheeks and her chest rose and fell. Her dark eyes, darting around like those of a hunted animal, met mine.
“Madam,” I said, “will you marry me?”
“Ma'am,” I said, “will you marry me?”
She looked at me strangely. “Do you live here?” she asked at last, with a disdainful wave of her hand toward the town.
She looked at me oddly. “Do you live here?” she finally asked, waving her hand dismissively toward the town.
“No, madam,” I answered. “I live up river, in Weyanoke Hundred, some miles from here.”
“No, ma'am,” I replied. “I live upstream, in Weyanoke Hundred, a few miles from here.”
“Then, in God's name, let us be gone!” she cried, with sudden passion.
“Then, in God’s name, let’s get out of here!” she exclaimed, filled with sudden intensity.
I bowed low, and advanced to kiss her hand.
I bowed deeply and moved forward to kiss her hand.
The finger tips which she slowly and reluctantly resigned to me were icy, and the look with which she favored me was not such an one as poets feign for like occasions. I shrugged the shoulders of my spirit, but said nothing. So, hand in hand, though at arms' length, we passed from the shade of the cedars into the open meadow, where we presently met Hamor and his party. They would have barred the way, laughing and making unsavory jests, but I drew her closer to me and laid my hand upon my sword. They stood aside, for I was the best swordsman in Virginia.
The fingertips she slowly and reluctantly gave to me were cold, and the look she gave me wasn’t the kind poets create for such moments. I shrugged off the feeling but said nothing. So, hand in hand, though keeping our distance, we walked from the shade of the cedars into the open meadow, where we soon ran into Hamor and his group. They tried to block our path, laughing and making crude jokes, but I pulled her closer and rested my hand on my sword. They stepped aside, knowing I was the best swordsman in Virginia.
The meadow was now less thronged. The river, up and down, was white with sailboats, and across the neck of the peninsula went a line of horsemen, each with his purchase upon a pillion behind him. The Governor, the Councilors, and the commanders had betaken themselves to the Governor's house, where a great dinner was to be given. But Master Piersey, the Cape Merchant, remained to see the Company reimbursed to the last leaf, and the four ministers still found occupation, though one couple trod not upon the heels of another, as they had done an hour agone.
The meadow was now less crowded. The river was filled with sailboats, and a line of horseback riders crossed the neck of the peninsula, each carrying their goods on a saddle behind them. The Governor, the Councilors, and the commanders had gone to the Governor's house, where a big dinner was going to be held. But Master Piersey, the Cape Merchant, stayed behind to make sure the Company was paid back in full, and the four ministers still found tasks to do, although they were no longer stepping on each other's heels like they had an hour ago.
“I must first satisfy the treasurer,” I said, coming to a halt within fifty feet of the now deserted high places.
“I have to first take care of the treasurer,” I said, stopping about fifty feet from the now empty high places.
She drew her hand from mine, and looked me up and down.
She pulled her hand away from mine and gave me a once-over.
“How much is it?” she asked at last. “I will pay it.”
“How much is it?” she finally asked. “I’ll pay it.”
I stared at her.
I looked at her.
“Can't you speak?” she cried, with a stamp of her foot. “At what am I valued? Ten pounds—fifty pounds”—
“Can't you talk?” she shouted, stomping her foot. “What am I worth? Ten pounds—fifty pounds—”
“At one hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco, madam,” I said dryly. “I will pay it myself. To what name upon the ship's list do you answer?”
“At one hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco, ma'am,” I said dryly. “I'll cover it myself. What name do you go by on the ship's list?”
“Patience Worth,” she replied.
“Patience Worth,” she said.
I left her standing there, and went upon my errand with a whirling brain. Her enrollment in that company proclaimed her meanly born, and she bore herself as of blood royal; of her own free will she had crossed an ocean to meet this day, and she held in passionate hatred this day and all that it contained; she was come to Virginia to better her condition, and the purse which she had drawn from her bosom was filled with gold pieces. To another I would have advised caution, delay, application to the Governor, inquiry; for myself I cared not to make inquiries.
I left her standing there and went on my errand with a racing mind. Her joining that group marked her as having humble beginnings, yet she carried herself like royalty. She had willingly crossed an ocean to face this day, and she felt intense hatred for it and everything it represented. She had come to Virginia to improve her situation, and the purse she pulled from her bosom was filled with gold coins. For someone else, I would have suggested being cautious, delaying, seeking the Governor’s help, or asking questions; but for myself, I had no desire to inquire.
The treasurer gave me my receipt, and I procured, from the crowd around him, Humfrey Kent, a good man and true, and old Belfield, the perfumer, for witnesses. With them at my heels I went back to her, and, giving her my hand, was making for the nearest minister, when a voice at a little distance hailed me, crying out, “This way, Captain Percy!”
The treasurer handed me my receipt, and I grabbed Humfrey Kent, a good and honest man, along with old Belfield, the perfumer, from the crowd around him to be my witnesses. With them following me, I went back to her and, taking her hand, was heading to the nearest minister when a voice called out from a short distance, saying, “This way, Captain Percy!”
I turned toward the voice, and beheld the great figure of Master Jeremy Sparrow sitting, cross-legged like the Grand Turk, upon a grassy hillock, and beckoning to me from that elevation.
I turned to the voice and saw the impressive figure of Master Jeremy Sparrow sitting cross-legged like a sultan on a grassy hill, signaling to me from his elevated spot.
“Our acquaintance hath been of the shortest,” he said genially, when the maid, the witnesses, and I had reached the foot of the hillock, “but I have taken a liking to you and would fain do you a service. Moreover, I lack employment. The maids take me for a hedge parson, and sheer off to my brethren, who truly are of a more clerical appearance. Whereas if they could only look upon the inner man! You have been long in choosing, but have doubtless chosen”—He glanced from me to the woman beside me, and broke off with open mouth and staring eyes. There was excuse, for her beauty was amazing. “A paragon,” he ended, recovering himself.
“Our acquaintance has been quite brief,” he said kindly, as the maid, the witnesses, and I reached the bottom of the hill, “but I’ve taken a liking to you and would like to help you out. Plus, I’m looking for something to do. The maids think I’m some kind of clergyman and steer clear of me for my more priestly-looking companions. If only they could see what’s inside! You’ve taken some time to decide, but you must have chosen”—He looked from me to the woman next to me and stopped mid-sentence, eyes wide. There was a reason for his shock; her beauty was astonishing. “A true gem,” he concluded, regaining his composure.
“Marry us quickly, friend,” I said. “Clouds are gathering, and we have far to go.”
“Marry us quickly, friend,” I said. “The clouds are gathering, and we have a long way to go.”
He came down from his mound, and we went and stood before him. I had around my neck the gold chain given me upon a certain occasion by Prince Maurice, and in lieu of other ring I now twisted off the smallest link and gave it to her.
He came down from his mound, and we stood in front of him. I had the gold chain around my neck that Prince Maurice had given me on a special occasion, and instead of a ring, I twisted off the smallest link and gave it to her.
“Your name?” asked Master Sparrow, opening his book.
“Your name?” asked Master Sparrow, opening his book.
“Ralph Percy, Gentleman.”
"Ralph Percy, Gentlemen."
“And yours?” he demanded, staring at her with a somewhat too apparent delight in her beauty.
“And yours?” he asked, looking at her with a noticeably strong appreciation for her beauty.
She flushed richly and bit her lip.
She blushed deeply and bit her lip.
He repeated the question.
He asked the question again.
She stood a minute in silence, her eyes upon the darkening sky. Then she said in a low voice, “Jocelyn Leigh.”
She stood for a minute in silence, her eyes on the darkening sky. Then she said softly, “Jocelyn Leigh.”
It was not the name I had watched the Cape Merchant strike off his list. I turned upon her and made her meet my eyes. “What is your name?” I demanded. “Tell me the truth!”
It wasn't the name I had seen the Cape Merchant cross off his list. I turned to her and locked eyes with her. “What’s your name?” I insisted. “Tell me the truth!”
“I have told it,” she answered proudly. “It is Jocelyn Leigh.”
“I’ve said it,” she replied proudly. “It’s Jocelyn Leigh.”
I faced the minister again. “Go on,” I said briefly.
I confronted the minister again. “Go ahead,” I said shortly.
“The Company commands that no constraint be put upon its poor maids. Wherefore, do you marry this man of your own free will and choice?”
“The Company commands that no restrictions be placed on its poor maids. So, do you marry this man of your own free will and choice?”
“Ay,” she said, “of my own free will.”
“Ay,” she said, “on my own accord.”
Well, we were married, and Master Jeremy Sparrow wished us joy, and Kent would have kissed the bride had I not frowned him off. He and Belfield strode away, and I left her there, and went to get her bundle from the house that had sheltered her overnight. Returning, I found her seated on the turf, her chin in her hand and her dark eyes watching the distant play of lightning. Master Sparrow had left his post, and was nowhere to be seen.
Well, we got married, and Master Jeremy Sparrow wished us happiness, and Kent would have kissed the bride if I hadn't given him a disapproving look. He and Belfield walked away, and I left her there to grab her bag from the house that had taken care of her overnight. When I came back, I found her sitting on the grass, resting her chin on her hand, her dark eyes gazing at the distant flashes of lightning. Master Sparrow was no longer at his post and was nowhere in sight.
I gave her my hand and led her to the shore; then loosed my boat and helped her aboard. I was pushing off when a voice hailed us from the bank, and the next instant a great bunch of red roses whirled past me and fell into her lap. “Sweets to the sweet, you know,” said Master Jeremy Sparrow genially. “Goodwife Allen will never miss them.”
I took her hand and led her to the shore; then I untied my boat and helped her get on board. I was just about to push off when someone called out to us from the bank, and in the next moment, a big handful of red roses flew past me and landed in her lap. “Sweets for the sweet, you know,” said Master Jeremy Sparrow with a smile. “Goodwife Allen won't even notice they're gone.”
I was in two minds whether to laugh or to swear,—for I had never given her flowers,—when she settled the question for me by raising the crimson mass and bestowing it upon the flood.
I was torn between laughing or cursing—because I had never given her flowers—when she made the decision for me by lifting the red bouquet and throwing it into the water.
A sudden puff of wind brought the sail around, hiding his fallen countenance. The wind freshened, coming from the bay, and the boat was off like a startled deer. When I next saw him he had recovered his equanimity, and, with a smile upon his rugged features, was waving us a farewell. I looked at the beauty opposite me, and, with a sudden movement of pity for him, mateless, stood up and waved to him vigorously in turn.
A sudden gust of wind flipped the sail around, concealing his fallen expression. The wind picked up, coming from the bay, and the boat took off like a startled deer. When I saw him again, he had regained his calm, and with a smile on his rugged face, he was waving us goodbye. I looked at the beauty in front of me and, feeling a sudden pang of pity for him being alone, stood up and waved back enthusiastically.
CHAPTER IV IN WHICH I AM LIKE TO REPENT AT LEISURE
WHEN we had passed the mouth of the Chickahominy, I broke the silence, now prolonged beyond reason, by pointing to the village upon its bank, and telling her something of Smith's expedition up that river, ending by asking her if she feared the savages.
WHEN we had passed the entrance of the Chickahominy, I shattered the silence, which had gone on for far too long, by pointing to the village on its bank and sharing some details about Smith's expedition up that river, finishing by asking her if she was afraid of the natives.
When at length she succeeded in abstracting her attention from the clouds, it was to answer in the negative, in a tone of the supremest indifference, after which she relapsed into her contemplation of the weather.
When she finally managed to pull her attention away from the clouds, she responded with a dismissive no, sounding completely indifferent, after which she returned to gazing at the weather.
Further on I tried again. “That is Kent's, yonder. He brought his wife from home last year. What a hedge of sunflowers she has planted! If you love flowers, you will find those of paradise in these woods.”
Further on I tried again. “That's Kent's over there. He brought his wife from home last year. She has planted such a beautiful hedge of sunflowers! If you love flowers, you'll find the paradise ones in these woods.”
No answer.
No response.
Below Martin-Brandon we met a canoe full of Paspaheghs, bound upon a friendly visit to some one of the down-river tribes; for in the bottom of the boat reposed a fat buck, and at the feet of the young men lay trenchers of maize cakes and of late mulberries. I hailed them, and when we were alongside held up the brooch from my hat, then pointed to the purple fruit. The exchange was soon made; they sped away, and I placed the mulberries upon the thwart beside her.
Below Martin-Brandon, we encountered a canoe filled with Paspaheghs, heading for a friendly visit to one of the tribes downriver; in the bottom of the boat rested a plump buck, and at the feet of the young men were platters of corn cakes and fresh mulberries. I called out to them, and when we were alongside, I held up the brooch from my hat and then pointed to the purple fruit. The exchange was quick; they took off, and I set the mulberries on the seat beside her.
“I am not hungry,” she said coldly. “Take them away.”
“I’m not hungry,” she said coldly. “Take them away.”
I bit my lip, and returned to my place at the tiller. This rose was set with thorns, and already I felt their sting. Presently she leaned back in the nest I had made for her. “I wish to sleep,” she said haughtily, and, turning her face from me, pillowed her head upon her arms.
I bit my lip and went back to my spot at the steering wheel. This beauty came with sharp edges, and I could already feel their pain. Soon, she leaned back in the little nest I had prepared for her. “I want to sleep,” she said arrogantly, and, turning her face away from me, rested her head on her arms.
I sat, bent forward, the tiller in my hand, and stared at my wife in some consternation. This was not the tame pigeon, the rosy, humble, domestic creature who was to make me a home and rear me children. A sea bird with broad white wings swooped down upon the water, now dark and ridged, rested there a moment, then swept away into the heart of the gathering storm. She was liker such an one. Such birds were caught at times, but never tamed and never kept.
I sat hunched over, the tiller in my hand, and stared at my wife in confusion. This wasn’t the gentle pigeon, the sweet, humble, home-loving creature who was supposed to help me build a life and raise our kids. A seabird with wide white wings swooped down onto the now dark and choppy water, rested for a moment, then flew off into the heart of the approaching storm. She was more like that bird. Those kinds of birds were sometimes caught, but they were never tamed or kept.
The lightning, which had played incessantly in pale flashes across the low clouds in the south, now leaped to higher peaks and became more vivid, and the muttering of the thunder changed to long, booming peals. Thirteen years before, the Virginia storms had struck us with terror. Compared with those of the Old World we had left, they were as cannon to the whistling of arrows, as breakers on an iron coast to the dull wash of level seas. Now they were nothing to me, but as the peals changed to great crashes as of falling cities, I marveled to see my wife sleeping so quietly. The rain began to fall, slowly, in large sullen drops, and I rose to cover her with my cloak. Then I saw that the sleep was feigned, for she was gazing at the storm with wide eyes, though with no fear in their dark depths. When I moved they closed, and when I reached her the lashes still swept her cheeks, and she breathed evenly through parted lips. But, against her will, she shrank from my touch as I put the cloak about her; and when I had returned to my seat, I bent to one side and saw, as I had expected to see, that her eyes were wide open again. If she had been one whit less beautiful, I would have wished her back at Jamestown, back on the Atlantic, back at whatever outlandish place, where manners were unknown, that had owned her and cast her out. Pride and temper! I set my lips, and vowed that she should find her match.
The lightning, which had been flashing in pale streaks across the low clouds in the south, now shot up to higher peaks and became brighter, and the rumbling thunder changed to long, booming roars. Thirteen years ago, the storms in Virginia had terrified us. Compared to those from the Old World we had left behind, they were like cannon fire compared to the whistling of arrows, like waves crashing on a rocky shore compared to the dull lap of flat seas. Now they meant nothing to me, but as the roars turned into loud crashes like falling cities, I was amazed to see my wife sleeping so peacefully. The rain started to fall, slowly, in big heavy drops, and I got up to cover her with my cloak. Then I realized that her sleep was fake, as she was watching the storm with wide eyes, though there was no fear in their dark depths. When I moved, her eyes shut, and when I got close to her, her lashes brushed against her cheeks, and she breathed steadily through slightly parted lips. But, despite herself, she flinched from my touch as I draped the cloak around her; and when I returned to my seat, I leaned to one side and saw, as I had expected, that her eyes were wide open again. If she had been even a bit less beautiful, I would have wished her back in Jamestown, back on the Atlantic, back to whatever strange place, where manners didn’t exist, that had claimed her and then cast her away. Pride and temper! I pressed my lips together and swore that she would meet her match.
The storm did not last. Ere we had reached Piersey's the rain had ceased and the clouds were breaking; above Chaplain's Choice hung a great rainbow; we passed Tants Weyanoke in the glory of the sunset, all shattered gold and crimson. Not a word had been spoken. I sat in a humor grim enough, and she lay there before me, wide awake, staring at the shifting banks and running water, and thinking that I thought she slept.
The storm didn’t last. By the time we got to Piersey’s, the rain had stopped and the clouds were clearing; a big rainbow appeared over Chaplain's Choice. We passed Tants Weyanoke in the beautiful glow of the sunset, all shimmering gold and crimson. We hadn’t said a word. I was in a pretty grim mood, and she was lying there in front of me, wide awake, looking at the changing banks and flowing water, believing that I thought she was asleep.
At last my own wharf rose before me through the gathering dusk, and beyond it shone out a light; for I had told Diccon to set my house in order, and to provide fire and torches, that my wife might see I wished to do her honor. I looked at that wife, and of a sudden the anger in my heart melted away. It was a wilderness vast and dreadful to which she had come. The mighty stream, the towering forests, the black skies and deafening thunder, the wild cries of bird and beast the savages, uncouth and terrible,—for a moment I saw my world as the woman at my feet must see it, strange, wild, and menacing, an evil land, the other side of the moon. A thing that I had forgotten came to my mind: how that, after our landing at Jamestown, years before, a boy whom we had with us did each night fill with cries and lamentations the hut where he lay with my cousin Percy, Gosnold, and myself, nor would cease though we tried both crying shame and a rope's end. It was not for homesickness, for he had no mother or kin or home; and at length Master Hunt brought him to confess that it was but pure panic terror of the land itself,—not of the Indians or of our hardships, both of which he faced bravely enough, but of the strange trees and the high and long roofs of vine, of the black sliding earth and the white mist, of the fireflies and the whippoorwills,—a sick fear of primeval Nature and her tragic mask.
At last, my own dock came into view as the dusk settled in, and beyond it, a light shone bright; I had asked Diccon to get my house ready and to provide fire and torches so my wife would know I wanted to honor her. I looked at her, and suddenly the anger in my heart faded away. It was a vast and terrifying wilderness she had come to. The mighty river, the towering forests, the dark skies, the deafening thunder, and the wild cries of animals and the uncivilized and fearsome natives— for a moment, I saw my world through her eyes, strange, wild, and threatening, an evil land, the other side of the moon. A thought I had forgotten returned to me: how, after we landed at Jamestown, years earlier, a boy who was with us filled our hut with cries and laments each night, where he slept with my cousin Percy, Gosnold, and me, and wouldn't stop, even when we tried scolding him and using a rope. It wasn't homesickness, as he had no mother, relatives, or home; eventually, Master Hunt got him to admit it was just pure panic at the land itself—not the Indians or our hardships, both of which he faced bravely enough—but the strange trees, the high roofs made of vines, the dark sliding earth, the white mist, the fireflies, and the whippoorwills—a sickly fear of primal Nature and her tragic face.
This was a woman, young, alone, and friendless, unless I, who had sworn to cherish and protect her, should prove myself her friend. Wherefore, when, a few minutes later, I bent over her, it was with all gentleness that I touched and spoke to her.
This was a woman, young, alone, and without friends, unless I, who had promised to cherish and protect her, stepped up as her friend. So, when a few minutes later I leaned over her, I did so with the utmost gentleness as I touched her and spoke to her.
“Our journey is over,” I said. “This is home, my dear.”
“Our journey is over,” I said. “This is home, my love.”
She let me help her to her feet, and up the wet and slippery steps to the level of the wharf. It was now quite dark, there being no moon, and thin clouds obscuring the stars. The touch of her hand, which I perforce held since I must guide her over the long, narrow, and unrailed trestle, chilled me, and her breathing was hurried, but she moved by my side through the gross darkness unfalteringly enough. Arrived at the gate of the palisade, I beat upon it with the hilt of my sword, and shouted to my men to open to us. A moment, and a dozen torches came flaring down the bank. Diccon shot back the bolts, and we entered. The men drew up and saluted; for I held my manor a camp, my servants soldiers, and myself their captain.
She let me help her to her feet and up the wet, slippery steps to the wharf level. It was now pretty dark, with no moon and thin clouds hiding the stars. The touch of her hand, which I had to hold since I needed to guide her over the long, narrow, unrailed trestle, sent a chill through me, and her breathing was quick, but she moved beside me with enough confidence through the thick darkness. When we reached the gate of the palisade, I pounded on it with the hilt of my sword and shouted to my men to let us in. In a moment, a dozen torches came flickering down the bank. Diccon pulled back the bolts, and we entered. The men lined up and saluted because I considered my manor a camp, my staff soldiers, and myself their captain.
I have seen worse favored companies, but doubtless the woman beside me had not. Perhaps, too, the red light of the torches, now flaring brightly, now sunk before the wind, gave their countenances a more villainous cast than usual. They were not all bad. Diccon had the virtue of fidelity, if none other; there were a brace of Puritans, and a handful of honest fools, who, if they drilled badly, yet abhorred mutiny. But the half dozen I had taken off Argall's hands; the Dutchmen who might have been own brothers to those two Judases, Adam and Francis; the thief and the highwayman I had bought from the precious crew sent us by the King the year before; the negro and the Indians—small wonder that she shrank and cowered. It was but for a moment. I was yet seeking for words sufficiently reassuring when she was herself again. She did not deign to notice the men's awkward salute, and when Diccon, a handsome rogue enough, advancing to light us up the bank, brushed by her something too closely, she drew away her skirts as though he had been a lazar. At my own door I turned and spoke to the men, who had followed us up the ascent.
I’ve seen worse companies, but I doubt the woman next to me had. Maybe the red light from the torches, flickering brightly one moment and dimming in the wind the next, made their faces look even more sinister than usual. They weren’t all bad. Diccon had the quality of loyalty, even if he lacked others; there were a couple of Puritans and a few well-meaning fools who, although they didn’t drill well, still hated mutiny. But the half-dozen I had taken off Argall's hands—the Dutchmen who could’ve been brothers to those two traitors, Adam and Francis; the thief and the highwayman I had gotten from the precious crew sent by the King the year before; the Black man and the Native Americans—it's no wonder she flinched and shrank back. It was just for a moment. I was still trying to find reassuring words when she regained her composure. She didn’t acknowledge the men’s awkward greeting, and when Diccon, a charming rogue, stepped forward to guide us up the bank and brushed against her a bit too closely, she pulled away her skirts as if he were contagious. At my front door, I stopped and spoke to the men who had followed us up the hill.
“This lady,” I said, taking her hand as she stood beside me, “is my true and lawful wife, your mistress, to be honored and obeyed as such. Who fails in reverence to her I hold as mutinous to myself, and will deal with him accordingly. She gives you to-morrow for holiday, with double rations, and to each a measure of rum. Now thank her properly.”
“This lady,” I said, taking her hand as she stood beside me, “is my rightful wife, your mistress, and deserves to be honored and respected. Anyone who disrespects her will face my consequences. She is giving you tomorrow off as a holiday, with double rations and a measure of rum for each of you. Now make sure to thank her properly.”
They cheered lustily, of course, and Diccon, stepping forward, gave us thanks in the name of them all, and wished us joy. After which, with another cheer, they backed from out our presence, then turned and made for their quarters, while I led my wife within the house and closed the door.
They cheered loudly, of course, and Diccon stepped forward to thank us on behalf of everyone and wished us happiness. After that, with another cheer, they stepped away from us, then turned and headed back to their quarters, while I brought my wife inside the house and closed the door.
Diccon was an ingenious scoundrel. I had told him to banish the dogs, to have the house cleaned and lit, and supper upon the table; but I had not ordered the floor to be strewn with rushes, the walls draped with flowering vines, a great jar filled with sunflowers, and an illumination of a dozen torches. Nevertheless, it looked well, and I highly approved the capon and maize cakes, the venison pasty and ale, with which the table was set. Through the open doors of the two other rooms were to be seen more rushes, more flowers, and more lights.
Diccon was a clever rogue. I had told him to get rid of the dogs, clean and light the house, and have dinner ready on the table; but I hadn’t instructed him to scatter rushes on the floor, drape the walls with flowering vines, fill a large jar with sunflowers, and set up a dozen torches for lighting. Still, it looked great, and I was really pleased with the capon, corn cakes, venison pie, and ale that were laid out on the table. Through the open doors of the other two rooms, you could see more rushes, more flowers, and more lights.
To the larger of these rooms I now led the way, deposited her bundle upon the settle, and saw that Diccon had provided fair water for her face and hands; which done, I told her that supper waited upon her convenience, and went back to the great room.
To the larger of these rooms, I now led the way, placed her bundle on the bench, and noticed that Diccon had set out fresh water for her face and hands. Once that was taken care of, I told her that dinner was ready whenever she was, and I went back to the main room.
She was long in coming, so long that I grew impatient and went to call her. The door was ajar, and so I saw her, kneeling in the middle of the floor, her head thrown back, her hands raised and clasped, on her face terror and anguish of spirit written so large that I started to see it. I stared in amazement, and, had I followed my first impulse, would have gone to her, as I would have gone to any other creature in so dire distress. On second thoughts, I went noiselessly back to my station in the great room. She had not seen me, I was sure. Nor had I long to wait. Presently she appeared, and I could have doubted the testimony of my eyes, so changed were the agonized face and figure of a few moments before. Beautiful and disdainful, she moved to the table, and took the great chair drawn before it with the air of an empress mounting a throne. I contented myself with the stool.
She took a long time to arrive, so long that I got impatient and decided to go get her. The door was slightly open, and I saw her kneeling in the middle of the floor, her head tilted back, her hands raised and clasped. The terror and anguish on her face were so obvious that it struck me. I stared in disbelief, and if I had followed my first instinct, I would have rushed to her, just like I would have done for anyone else in such distress. But on second thought, I quietly went back to my spot in the large room. I was pretty sure she hadn’t seen me. It didn’t take long before she appeared, and I could hardly believe my eyes; her once agonized face and figure had completely transformed. Now beautiful and disdainful, she walked to the table and took the large chair in front of it with the poise of an empress taking her throne. I settled for the stool.
She ate nothing, and scarcely touched the canary I poured for her. I pressed upon her wine and viands,—in vain; I strove to make conversation,—equally in vain. Finally, tired of “yes” and “no” uttered as though she were reluctantly casting pearls before swine, I desisted, and applied myself to my supper in a silence as sullen as her own. At last we rose from table, and I went to look to the fastenings of door and windows, and returning found her standing in the centre of the room, her head up and her hands clenched at her sides. I saw that we were to have it out then and there, and I was glad of it.
She ate nothing and barely touched the food I offered her. I pushed wine and dishes her way—no luck; I tried to make conversation—also no luck. Finally, tired of one-word answers that felt like she was wasting her breath, I gave up and turned to my supper in a silence as gloomy as hers. Eventually, we got up from the table, and I went to check the locks on the door and windows. When I came back, I found her standing in the middle of the room, her head held high and her hands clenched at her sides. I realized that we were going to have it out right then and there, and I was glad about it.
“You have something to say,” I said. “I am quite at your command,” and I went and leaned against the chimneypiece.
“You have something to say,” I said. “I’m all ears,” and I went and leaned against the mantelpiece.
The low fire upon the hearth burnt lower still before she broke the silence. When she did speak it was slowly, and with a voice which was evidently controlled only by a strong effort of a strong will. She said:—
The small fire in the fireplace flickered even lower before she finally spoke. When she did, her words were slow and clearly forced by the power of her strong will. She said:—
“When—yesterday, to-day, ten thousand years ago you went from this horrible forest down to that wretched village yonder, to those huts that make your London, you went to buy you a wife?”
“When—yesterday, today, ten thousand years ago you came from this horrible forest down to that miserable village over there, to those huts that represent your London, you went to buy yourself a wife?”
“Yes, madam,” I answered. “I went with that intention.”
“Yes, ma'am,” I replied. “I went with that intention.”
“You had made your calculation? In your mind you had pitched upon such and such an article, with such and such qualities, as desirable? Doubtless you meant to get your money's worth?”
“You made your calculation? In your mind, you settled on this or that item, with these or those qualities, as desirable? I'm sure you intended to get your money’s worth?”
“Doubtless,” I said dryly.
"Definitely," I said dryly.
“Will you tell me what you were inclined to consider its equivalent?”
“Can you tell me what you thought was its equivalent?”
I stared at her, much inclined to laugh. The interview promised to be interesting.
I looked at her, really wanting to laugh. The interview seemed like it would be interesting.
“I went to Jamestown to get me a wife,” I said at length, “because I had pledged my word that I would do so. I was not over-anxious. I did not run all the way. But, as you say, I intended to do the best I could for myself; one hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco being a considerable sum, and not to be lightly thrown away. I went to look for a mistress for my house, a companion for my idle hours, a rosy, humble, docile lass, with no aspirations beyond cleanliness and good temper, who was to order my household and make me a home. I was to be her head and her law, but also her sword and shield. That is what I went to look for.”
“I went to Jamestown to find a wife,” I said after a moment, “because I had promised I would. I wasn’t in a hurry. I didn’t rush there. But, like you said, I planned to make the best of it; one hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco is a lot of money and shouldn’t be wasted. I was searching for a mistress for my home, a companion for my free time, a cheerful, humble, obedient girl, with no dreams beyond being tidy and kind, who would manage my household and create a home for me. I would be her leader and her rules, but also her protector. That’s what I went to find.”
“And you found—me!” she said, and broke into strange laughter.
“And you found—me!” she said, bursting into an odd laugh.
I bowed.
I bowed.
“In God's name, why did you not go further?”
“In God's name, why didn't you go further?”
I suppose she saw in my face why I went no further, for into her own the color came flaming.
I guess she could tell from my expression why I didn’t go on, because her face flushed with color.
“I am not what I seem!” she cried out. “I was not in that company of choice!”
“I’m not what I look like!” she shouted. “I didn’t choose to be with those people!”
I bowed again. “You have no need to tell me that, madam,” I said. “I have eyes. I desire to know why you were there at all, and why you married me.”
I bowed again. “You don’t need to tell me that, ma'am,” I said. “I can see. I want to know why you were there in the first place, and why you married me.”
She turned from me, until I could see nothing but the coiled wealth of her hair and the bit of white neck between it and the ruff. We stood so in silence, she with bent head and fingers clasping and unclasping, I leaning against the wall and staring at her, for what seemed a long time. At least I had time to grow impatient, when she faced me again, and all my irritation vanished in a gasp of admiration.
She turned away from me, so all I could see was her beautiful, curly hair and a little bit of her neck peeking out between it and the collar. We stood there in silence, her head down with her fingers clasping and unclasping, while I leaned against the wall staring at her for what felt like a long time. I had just started to feel impatient when she turned back to face me, and all my annoyance faded away in a breath of admiration.
Oh, she was beautiful, and of a sweetness most alluring and fatal! Had Medea worn such a look, sure Jason had quite forgot the fleece, and with those eyes Circe had needed no other charm to make men what she would. Her voice, when she spoke, was no longer imperious; it was low pleading music. And she held out entreating hands.
Oh, she was beautiful, with a sweetness that was both captivating and dangerous! If Medea had looked like her, Jason would have completely forgotten about the fleece, and with those eyes, Circe wouldn't have needed any other magic to bend men to her will. Her voice, when she spoke, was no longer commanding; it was soft and pleading music. And she reached out with hands that begged.
“Have pity on me,” she said. “Listen kindly, and have pity on me. You are a strong man and wear a sword. You can cut your way through trouble and peril. I am a woman, weak, friendless, helpless. I was in distress and peril, and I had no arm to save, no knight to fight my battle. I do not love deceit. Ah, do not think that I have not hated myself for the lie I have been. But these forest creatures that you take,—will they not bite against springe and snare? Are they scrupulous as to how they free themselves? I too was in the toils of the hunter, and I too was not scrupulous. There was a thing of which I stood in danger that would have been bitterer to me, a thousand times, than death. I had but one thought, to escape; how, I did not care,—only to escape. I had a waiting woman named Patience Worth. One night she came to me, weeping. She had wearied of service, and had signed to go to Virginia as one of Sir Edwyn Sandys' maids, and at the last moment her heart had failed her. There had been pressure brought to bear upon me that day,—I had been angered to the very soul. I sent her away with a heavy bribe, and in her dress and under her name I fled from—I went aboard that ship. No one guessed that I was not the Patience Worth to whose name I answered. No one knows now,—none but you, none but you.”
“Have compassion on me,” she said. “Please listen and have compassion on me. You’re a strong man and carry a sword. You can cut through trouble and danger. I’m a woman, weak, alone, and helpless. I was in distress and danger, and I had no one to save me, no knight to fight for me. I don’t love deception. Please don’t think I haven’t hated myself for the lie I’ve become. But these forest creatures you catch—do they not struggle against traps and snares? Are they careful about how they escape? I too was caught by the hunter, and I too wasn’t careful. There was something I feared that would have been a thousand times more bitter than death. I had only one thought: to escape; how I did it didn’t matter—only that I escaped. I had a maid named Patience Worth. One night she came to me, crying. She was tired of serving and had planned to go to Virginia as one of Sir Edwyn Sandys' maids, but at the last moment she lost her courage. That day, I had faced pressure that angered me to my core. I sent her away with a heavy bribe, and in her clothes and under her name, I fled—I boarded that ship. No one suspected I wasn’t Patience Worth. No one knows now—none but you, none but you.”
“And why am I so far honored, madam?” I said bluntly.
“And why am I being so honored, ma'am?” I said directly.
She crimsoned, then went white again. She was trembling now through her whole frame. At last she broke out: “I am not of that crew that came to marry! To me you are the veriest stranger,—you are but the hand at which I caught to draw myself from a pit that had been digged for me. It was my hope that this hour would never come. When I fled, mad for escape, willing to dare anything but that which I left behind, I thought, 'I may die before that ship with its shameless cargo sets sail.' When the ship set sail, and we met with stormy weather, and there was much sickness aboard, I thought, 'I may drown or I may die of the fever.' When, this afternoon, I lay there in the boat, coming up this dreadful river through the glare of the lightning, and you thought I slept, I was thinking, 'The bolts may strike me yet, and all will be well.' I prayed for that death, but the storm passed. I am not without shame. I know that you must think all ill of me, that you must feel yourself gulled and cheated. I am sorry—that is all I can say—I am sorry. I am your wife—I was married to you to-day—but I know you not and love you not. I ask you to hold me as I hold myself, a guest in your house, nothing more. I am quite at your mercy. I am entirely friendless, entirely alone. I appeal to your generosity, to your honor”—
She turned red, then pale again. She was shaking all over now. Finally, she burst out: “I’m not part of that group that came to marry! To me, you are a complete stranger—you’re just the hand I grabbed onto to pull myself out of a pit that was dug for me. I hoped this moment would never arrive. When I ran away, desperate to escape, willing to risk anything but what I was leaving behind, I thought, 'I might die before that ship with its shameless cargo sets sail.' When the ship set sail, and we faced a storm and there was a lot of sickness on board, I thought, 'I might drown or die of fever.' This afternoon, as I lay there in the boat, coming up this dreadful river in the flash of lightning, and you thought I was asleep, I was thinking, 'The lightning might strike me yet, and that would be fine.' I prayed for that death, but the storm passed. I feel ashamed. I know you must think poorly of me, that you must feel deceived and tricked. I’m sorry—that’s all I can say—I’m sorry. I am your wife—I was married to you today—but I don’t know you and I don’t love you. I ask you to see me as I see myself, a guest in your house, nothing more. I am completely at your mercy. I am entirely friendless, completely alone. I appeal to your generosity, to your honor—”
Before I could prevent her she was kneeling to me, and she would not rise, though I bade her do so.
Before I could stop her, she was kneeling to me, and she wouldn't get up, even though I told her to.
I went to the door, unbarred it, and looked out into the night, for the air within the room stifled me. It was not much better outside. The clouds had gathered again, and were now hanging thick and low. From the distance came a rumble of thunder, and the whole night was dull, heavy, and breathless. Hot anger possessed me: anger against Rolfe for suggesting this thing to me; anger against myself for that unlucky throw; anger, most of all, against the woman who had so cozened me. In the servants' huts, a hundred yards away, lights were still burning, against rule, for the hour was late. Glad that there was something I could rail out against, I strode down upon the men, and caught them assembled in Diccon's cabin, dicing for to-morrow's rum. When I had struck out the light with my rapier, and had rated the rogues to their several quarters, I went back through the gathering storm to the brightly-lit, flower-decked room, and to Mistress Percy.
I went to the door, unlatched it, and looked out into the night because the air in the room was suffocating me. It wasn't much better outside. The clouds had gathered again, low and heavy. In the distance, I could hear a rumble of thunder, and the whole night felt dull, oppressive, and suffocating. I was filled with hot anger: anger towards Rolfe for suggesting this to me; anger towards myself for that bad throw; and most of all, anger towards the woman who had tricked me. In the servants' huts, a hundred yards away, lights were still on, breaking the rules since it was late. Happy that I had something to vent my frustration on, I walked over to the men and found them gathered in Diccon's cabin, gambling for tomorrow's rum. After I snuffed out the light with my rapier and sent the scoundrels to their quarters, I made my way back through the brewing storm to the brightly-lit, flower-adorned room, and to Mistress Percy.
She was still kneeling, her hands at her breast, and her eyes, wide and dark, fixed upon the blackness without the open door. I went up to her and took her by the hand.
She was still kneeling, her hands on her chest, and her eyes, wide and dark, focused on the darkness outside the open door. I walked over to her and took her hand.
“I am a gentleman, madam,” I said. “You need have no fear of me. I pray you to rise.”
“I’m a gentleman, ma'am,” I said. “You don’t have to worry about me. Please, get up.”
She stood up at that, and her breath came hurriedly through her parted lips, but she did not speak.
She stood up at that, breathing quickly through her slightly open lips, but she didn’t say anything.
“It grows late, and you must be weary,” I continued. “Your room is yonder. I trust that you will sleep well. Good-night.”
“It's getting late, and you must be tired,” I continued. “Your room is over there. I hope you sleep well. Goodnight.”
I bowed low, and she curtsied to me. “Good-night,” she said.
I bent down, and she performed a curtsy for me. “Goodnight,” she said.
On her way to the door, she brushed against the rack wherein hung my weapons. Among them was a small dagger. Her quick eye caught its gleam, and I saw her press closer to the wall, and with her right hand strive stealthily to detach the blade from its fastening. She did not understand the trick. Her hand dropped to her side, and she was passing on, when I crossed the room, loosened the dagger, and offered it to her, with a smile and a bow. She flushed scarlet and bit her lips, but she took it.
On her way to the door, she brushed against the rack where my weapons were hanging. Among them was a small dagger. Her keen eye caught its shine, and I noticed her inching closer to the wall, trying to stealthily detach the blade from its spot with her right hand. She didn’t know how to do it. Her hand fell to her side, and she started to walk away when I crossed the room, loosened the dagger, and handed it to her with a smile and a bow. She turned bright red and bit her lips, but she took it.
“There are bars to the door within,” I said. “Again, good-night.”
“There are bars on the inside of the door,” I said. “Once more, good night.”
“Good-night,” she answered, and, entering the room, she shut the door. A moment more, and I heard the heavy bars drop into place.
“Good night,” she replied, and as she entered the room, she closed the door. A moment later, I heard the heavy bars slide into place.
CHAPTER V IN WHICH A WOMAN HAS HER WAY
TEN days later, Rolfe, going down river in his barge, touched at my wharf, and finding me there walked with me toward the house.
TEN days later, Rolfe, heading downriver in his boat, stopped at my dock, and seeing me there, walked with me toward the house.
“I have not seen you since you laughed my advice to scorn—and took it,” he said. “Where's the farthingale, Benedick the married man?”
“I haven't seen you since you laughed at my advice—and then took it,” he said. “Where's the farthingale, Benedick the married man?”
“In the house.”
“Inside the house.”
“Oh, ay!” he commented. “It's near to supper time. I trust she's a good cook?”
“Oh, yeah!” he said. “It's almost dinner time. I hope she's a good cook?”
“She does not cook,” I said dryly. “I have hired old Goody Cotton to do that.”
“She doesn't cook,” I said flatly. “I’ve hired old Goody Cotton to handle that.”
He eyed me closely. “By all the gods! a new doublet! She is skillful with her needle, then?”
He looked at me carefully. “Wow! A new jacket! She must be really good with her sewing, right?”
“She may be,” I answered. “Having never seen her with one, I am no judge. The doublet was made by the tailor at Flowerdieu Hundred.”
“She might be,” I replied. “Having never seen her with one, I can't judge. The doublet was made by the tailor at Flowerdieu Hundred.”
By this we had reached the level sward at the top of the bank. “Roses!” he exclaimed,—“a long row of them new planted! An arbor, too, and a seat beneath the big walnut! Since when hast thou turned gardner, Ralph?”
By this point, we had arrived at the flat lawn at the top of the slope. “Roses!” he shouted, “a whole line of them just planted! And an arbor, too, with a seat under the big walnut tree! When did you become a gardener, Ralph?”
“It's Diccon's doing. He is anxious to please his mistress.”
“It's Diccon who’s behind this. He really wants to make his mistress happy.”
“Who neither sews, nor cooks, nor plants! What does she do?”
“Who doesn’t sew, cook, or garden! What does she do?”
“She pulls the roses,” I said. “Come in.”
“She picks the roses,” I said. “Come inside.”
When we had entered the house he stared about him; then cried out, “Acrasia's bower! Oh, thou sometime Guyon!” and began to laugh.
When we entered the house, he looked around and then shouted, “Acrasia's bower! Oh, you once were Guyon!” and started laughing.
It was late afternoon, and the slant sunshine streaming in at door and window striped wall and floor with gold. Floor and wall were no longer logs gnarled and stained: upon the one lay a carpet of delicate ferns and aromatic leaves, and glossy vines, purple-berried, tapestried the other. Flowers—purple and red and yellow—were everywhere. As we entered, a figure started up from the hearth.
It was late afternoon, and the angled sunlight pouring in through the door and window created stripes of gold on the wall and floor. The floor and wall were no longer rough, twisted logs: instead, a carpet of delicate ferns and fragrant leaves covered one, while shiny vines with purple berries decorated the other. Flowers—purple, red, and yellow—were everywhere. As we walked in, a figure sprang up from the fireplace.
“St. George!” exclaimed Rolfe. “You have never married a blackamoor?”
“St. George!” Rolfe exclaimed. “You’ve never married a Black person?”
“It is the negress, Angela,” I said. “I bought her from William Pierce the other day. Mistress Percy wished a waiting damsel.”
“It’s the Black woman, Angela,” I said. “I bought her from William Pierce the other day. Mistress Percy wanted a waiting girl.”
The creature, one of the five females of her kind then in Virginia, looked at us with large, rolling eyes. She knew a little Spanish, and I spoke to her in that tongue, bidding her find her mistress and tell her that company waited. When she was gone I placed a jack of ale upon the table, and Rolfe and I sat down to discuss it. Had I been in a mood for laughter, I could have found reason in his puzzled face. There were flowers upon the table, and beside them a litter of small objects, one of which he now took up.
The creature, one of the five females of her kind then in Virginia, looked at us with big, rolling eyes. She knew a little Spanish, so I spoke to her in that language, asking her to find her mistress and let her know that company was waiting. Once she left, I set a jug of ale on the table, and Rolfe and I sat down to discuss it. If I had been in a laughing mood, I could have found humor in his confused expression. There were flowers on the table, and next to them a mess of small items, one of which he picked up.
“A white glove,” he said, “perfumed and silver-fringed, and of a size to fit Titania.”
“A white glove,” he said, “scented and edged in silver, and just the right size for Titania.”
I spread its mate out upon my palm. “A woman's hand. Too white, too soft, and too small.”
I laid its counterpart on my hand. “A woman's hand. Too pale, too soft, and too small.”
He touched lightly, one by one, the slender fingers of the glove he held. “A woman's hand,—strength in weakness, veiled power, the star in the mist, guiding, beckoning, drawing upward!”
He gently touched, one by one, the slim fingers of the glove he held. “A woman's hand—strength in weakness, hidden power, the star in the fog, guiding, inviting, lifting upward!”
I laughed and threw the glove from me. “The star, a will-of-the-wisp; the goal, a slough,” I said.
I laughed and tossed the glove away. “The star, a will-o'-the-wisp; the goal, a swamp,” I said.
As he sat opposite me a change came over his face, a change so great that I knew before I turned that she was in the room.
As he sat across from me, I noticed a change in his expression, so significant that I knew before I looked that she was in the room.
The bundle which I had carried for her from Jamestown was neither small nor light. Why, when she fled, she chose to burden herself with such toys, or whether she gave a thought to the suspicions that might be raised in Virginia if one of Sir Edwyn's maids bedecked herself in silk and lace and jewels, I do not know, but she had brought to the forest and the tobacco fields the gauds of a maid of honor. The Puritan dress in which I first saw her was a thing of the past; she clothed herself now like the parrakeets in the forest,—or liker the lilies of the field, for verily she toiled not, neither did she spin.
The bundle I carried for her from Jamestown was neither small nor light. I don’t know why, when she escaped, she chose to weigh herself down with such frivolities, or if she even thought about the suspicions it might raise in Virginia if one of Sir Edwyn's maids adorned herself with silk, lace, and jewels, but she had brought to the forest and tobacco fields the trinkets of a lady-in-waiting. The Puritan dress I first saw her in was a thing of the past; she now dressed like the parrots in the forest—or more like the lilies in the field, because truly she neither toiled nor spun.
Rolfe and I rose from our seats. “Mistress Percy,” I said, “let me present to you a right worthy gentleman and my very good friend, Master John Rolfe.”
Rolfe and I got up from our seats. “Mistress Percy,” I said, “let me introduce you to a truly honorable gentleman and my very good friend, Master John Rolfe.”
She curtsied, and he bowed low. He was a man of quick wit and had been at court, but for a time he could find no words. Then: “Mistress Percy's face is not one to be forgotten. I have surely seen it before, though where”—
She curtsied, and he bowed deeply. He was a quick-witted man who had been at court, but for a moment, he couldn't find the words. Then he said, “Mistress Percy's face is definitely one to remember. I’ve definitely seen it before, but where—”
Her color mounted, but she answered him indifferently enough. “Probably in London, amongst the spectators of some pageant arranged in honor of the princess, your wife, sir,” she said carelessly. “I had twice the fortune to see the Lady Rebekah passing through the streets.”
Her face flushed, but she replied to him with indifference. “Probably in London, among the spectators of some event organized in honor of the princess, your wife, sir,” she said casually. “I was lucky enough to see Lady Rebekah pass through the streets twice.”
“Not in the streets only,” he said courteously. “I remember now: 't was at my lord bishop's dinner. A very courtly company it was. You were laughing with my Lord Rich. You wore pearls in your hair”—
“Not just in the streets,” he said politely. “I remember now: it was at my lord bishop's dinner. It was a very elegant gathering. You were laughing with my Lord Rich. You had pearls in your hair.”
She met his gaze fully and boldly. “Memory plays us strange tricks at times,” she told him in a clear, slightly raised voice, “and it hath been three years since Master Rolfe and his Indian princess were in London. His memory hath played him false.”
She met his gaze directly and confidently. “Memory can be tricky sometimes,” she told him in a clear, slightly raised voice, “and it’s been three years since Master Rolfe and his Indian princess were in London. His memory has let him down.”
She took her seat in the great chair which stood in the centre of the room, bathed in the sunlight, and the negress brought a cushion for her feet. It was not until this was done, and until she had resigned her fan to the slave, who stood behind her slowly waving the plumed toy to and fro, that she turned her lovely face upon us and bade us be seated.
She settled into the big chair in the middle of the room, soaking up the sunlight, and the Black woman brought a cushion for her feet. It wasn't until this was taken care of, and after she handed her fan to the servant, who stood behind her gently waving the feathered accessory back and forth, that she turned her beautiful face toward us and invited us to sit down.
An hour later a whippoorwill uttered its cry close to the window, through which now shone the crescent moon. Rolfe started up. “Beshrew me! but I had forgot that I am to sleep at Chaplain's to-night. I must hurry on.”
An hour later, a whippoorwill called out near the window, where the crescent moon was now shining. Rolfe sprang up. “Wow! I completely forgot that I’m supposed to stay at Chaplain's tonight. I need to hurry.”
I rose, also. “You have had no supper!” I cried. “I too have forgotten.”
I stood up as well. “You haven’t had dinner!” I exclaimed. “I forgot too.”
He shook his head. “I cannot wait. Moreover, I have feasted,—yea, and drunk deep.”
He shook his head. “I can’t wait. Plus, I’ve already eaten well—and I’ve drunk a lot.”
His eyes were very bright, with an exaltation in them as of wine. Mine, I felt, had the same light. Indeed, we were both drunk with her laughter, her beauty, and her wit. When he had kissed her hand, and I had followed him out of the house and down the bank, he broke the silence.
His eyes were really bright, filled with a kind of excitement like they were sparkling from wine. I could tell mine looked the same way. Honestly, we were both intoxicated by her laughter, her beauty, and her cleverness. After he kissed her hand and I followed him out of the house and down the hill, he finally spoke up.
“Why she came to Virginia I do not know “—
“Why she came to Virginia, I do not know.”
“Nor care to ask,” I said.
“Nor care to ask,” I said.
“Nor care to ask,” he repeated, meeting my gaze. “And I know neither her name nor her rank. But as I stand here, Ralph, I saw her, a guest, at that feast of which I spoke; and Edwyn Sandys picked not his maids from such assemblies.”
“Nor care to ask,” he repeated, looking me in the eye. “I don’t know her name or her status. But as I stand here, Ralph, I saw her, a guest, at that feast I mentioned; and Edwyn Sandys didn’t choose his maids from gatherings like that.”
I stopped him with my hand upon his shoulder. “She is one of Sandys' maids,” I asserted, with deliberation, “a waiting damsel who wearied of service and came to Virginia to better herself. She was landed with her mates at Jamestown a week or more agone, went with them to church and thence to the courting meadow, where she and Captain Ralph Percy, a gentleman adventurer, so pleased each other that they were married forthwith. That same day he brought her to his house, where she now abides, his wife, and as such to be honored by those who call themselves his friends. And she is not to be lightly spoken of, nor comment passed upon her grace, beauty, and bearing (something too great for her station, I admit), lest idle tales should get abroad.”
I stopped him by putting my hand on his shoulder. “She’s one of Sandys’ maids,” I said carefully, “a servant who got tired of her work and came to Virginia to improve her life. She arrived with her friends at Jamestown about a week ago, went to church with them, and then to the courting meadow, where she and Captain Ralph Percy, a gentleman adventurer, hit it off so well that they got married right away. That same day, he brought her to his house, where she now lives as his wife, and she deserves to be respected by those who consider themselves his friends. And she shouldn’t be talked about lightly, nor should anyone comment on her grace, beauty, and demeanor (which are a bit more than you’d expect for her position, I admit), or else rumors might start spreading.”
“Am I not thy friend, Ralph?” he asked with smiling eyes.
“Am I not your friend, Ralph?” he asked with a smile in his eyes.
“I have thought so at times,” I answered.
“I’ve thought that too at times,” I replied.
“My friend's honor is my honor,” he went on. “Where his lips are sealed mine open not. Art content?”
“My friend’s honor is my honor,” he continued. “Where his lips are shut, mine don’t open. Are you satisfied?”
“Content,” I said, and pressed the hand he held out to me.
“Content,” I said, and took the hand he offered me.
We reached the steps of the wharf, and descending them he entered his barge, rocking lazily with the advancing tide. His rowers cast loose from the piles, and the black water slowly widened between us. From over my shoulder came a sudden bright gleam of light from the house above, and I knew that Mistress Percy was as usual wasting good pine knots. I had a vision of the many lights within, and of the beauty whom the world called my wife, sitting erect, bathed in that rosy glow, in the great armchair, with the turbaned negress behind her. I suppose Rolfe saw the same thing, for he looked from the light to me, and I heard him draw his breath.
We reached the steps of the wharf, and as he went down them, he got into his barge, gently rocking with the rising tide. His rowers untied from the posts, and the dark water slowly spread out between us. Suddenly, a bright flash of light came from the house above, and I realized that Mistress Percy was, as usual, wasting good pine knots. I could picture the many lights inside and the beauty that the world called my wife, sitting upright, surrounded by that warm glow, in the big armchair, with the turbaned woman behind her. I guess Rolfe saw the same thing because he glanced from the light to me, and I heard him take a breath.
“Ralph Percy, thou art the very button upon the cap of Fortune,” he said.
“Ralph Percy, you are the very button on the cap of Fortune,” he said.
To myself my laugh sounded something of the bitterest, but to him, I presume, it vaunted my return through the darkness to the lit room and its resplendent pearl. He waved farewell, and the dusk swallowed up him and his boat. I went back to the house and to her.
To me, my laugh sounded really bitter, but to him, I guess it signaled my way back through the darkness to the bright room and its shining pearl. He waved goodbye, and the dusk engulfed him and his boat. I went back to the house and to her.
She was sitting as we had left her, with her small feet crossed upon the cushion beneath them, her hands folded in her silken lap, the air from the waving fan blowing tendrils of her dark hair against her delicate standing ruff. I went and leaned against the window, facing her.
She was sitting just like we had left her, with her small feet crossed on the cushion beneath them, her hands folded in her silky lap, the air from the waving fan blowing strands of her dark hair against her delicate ruff. I went and leaned against the window, facing her.
“I have been chosen Burgess for this hundred,” I said abruptly. “The Assembly meets next week. I must be in Jamestown then and for some time to come.”
“I’ve been chosen as Burgess for this hundred,” I said suddenly. “The Assembly meets next week. I need to be in Jamestown then and for a while after that.”
She took the fan from the negress, and waved it lazily to and fro. “When do we go?” she asked at last.
She took the fan from the Black woman and waved it back and forth lazily. “When are we leaving?” she finally asked.
“We!” I answered. “I had thought to go alone.”
“We!” I replied. “I was planning to go by myself.”
The fan dropped to the floor, and her eyes opened wide. “And leave me here!” she exclaimed. “Leave me in these woods, at the mercy of Indians, wolves, and your rabble of servants!”
The fan fell to the ground, and her eyes widened. “And just leave me here!” she said. “Leave me in these woods, at the mercy of Indians, wolves, and your bunch of servants!”
I smiled. “We are at peace with the Indians; it would be a stout wolf that could leap this palisade; and the servants know their master too well to care to offend their mistress. Moreover, I would leave Diccon in charge.”
I smiled. “We have a good relationship with the Native Americans; it would take a tough wolf to jump over this fence; and the servants know their master too well to risk upsetting their mistress. Plus, I would leave Diccon in charge.”
“Diccon!” she cried. “The old woman in the kitchen hath told me tales of Diccon! Diccon Bravo! Diccon Gamester! Diccon Cutthroat!”
“Diccon!” she exclaimed. “The old woman in the kitchen has told me stories about Diccon! Diccon Bravo! Diccon Gamester! Diccon Cutthroat!”
“Granted,” I said. “But Diccon Faithful as well. I can trust him.”
“Okay,” I said. “But Diccon Faithful too. I can count on him.”
“But I do not trust him!” she retorted. “And I wish to go to Jamestown. This forest wearies me.” Her tone was imperious.
“But I don’t trust him!” she shot back. “And I want to go to Jamestown. This forest tires me out.” Her tone was commanding.
“I must think it over,” I said coolly. “I may take you, or I may not. I cannot tell yet.”
“I need to think it over,” I said calmly. “I might take you with me, or I might not. I can’t say for sure yet.”
“But I desire to go, sir!”
“But I want to go, sir!”
“And I may desire you to stay.”
“And I might ask you to stay.”
“You are a churl!”
“You're a jerk!”
I bowed. “I am the man of your choice, madam.”
I bowed. “I’m the man you chose, ma’am.”
She rose with a stamp of her foot, and, turning her back upon me, took a flower from the table and commenced to pull from it its petals. I unsheathed my sword, and, seating myself, began to polish away a speck of rust upon the blade. Ten minutes later I looked up from the task, to receive full in my face a red rose tossed from the other side of the room. The missile was followed by an enchanting burst of laughter.
She stood up with a stamp of her foot, turned her back to me, grabbed a flower from the table, and started to pull off its petals. I drew my sword, sat down, and began to polish a spot of rust on the blade. Ten minutes later, I looked up from my work and was hit in the face by a red rose thrown from across the room. It was immediately followed by a delightful burst of laughter.
“We cannot afford to quarrel, can we?” cried Mistress Jocelyn Percy. “Life is sad enough in this solitude without that. Nothing but trees and water all day long, and not a soul to speak to! And I am horribly afraid of the Indians! What if they were to kill me while you were away? You know you swore before the minister to protect me. You won't leave me to the mercies of the savages, will you? And I may go to Jamestown, may n't I? I want to go to church. I want to go to the Governor's house. I want to buy a many things. I have gold in plenty, and but this one decent dress. You'll take me with you, won't you?”
“We can't afford to fight, can we?” exclaimed Mistress Jocelyn Percy. “Life is already so lonely out here without that. Just trees and water all day long, and no one to talk to! And I'm really scared of the Indians! What if they killed me while you were gone? You promised the minister you'd protect me. You won’t leave me to the mercy of the savages, will you? And I can go to Jamestown, right? I want to go to church. I want to visit the Governor's house. I want to buy a lot of things. I have plenty of gold, and just this one decent dress. You’ll take me with you, won't you?”
“There's not your like in Virginia,” I told her. “If you go to town clad like that and with that bearing, there will be talk enough. And ships come and go, and there are those besides Rolfe who have been to London.”
“There's no one like you in Virginia,” I told her. “If you go to town dressed like that and with that attitude, there will be plenty of gossip. Ships come and go, and there are others besides Rolfe who have been to London.”
For a moment the laughter died from her eyes and lips, but it returned. “Let them talk,” she said. “What care I? And I do not think your ship captains, your traders and adventurers, do often dine with my lord bishop. This barbarous forest world and another world that I wot of are so far apart that the inhabitants of the one do not trouble those of the other. In that petty village down there I am safe enough. Besides, sir, you wear a sword.”
For a moment, the laughter faded from her eyes and lips, but then it came back. “Let them talk,” she said. “What do I care? And I really don’t think your ship captains, your traders, and adventurers often dine with my lord bishop. This wild forest world and another world I know about are so far apart that the people from one don’t bother the people from the other. In that small village down there, I’m safe enough. Besides, sir, you have a sword.”
“My sword is ever at your service, madam.”
“My sword is always at your service, ma'am.”
“Then I may go to Jamestown?”
“Then can I go to Jamestown?”
“If you will it so.”
“If you want it, it’s yours.”
With her bright eyes upon me, and with one hand softly striking a rose against her laughing lips, she extended the other hand.
With her bright eyes on me, and one hand gently tapping a rose against her laughing lips, she reached out with her other hand.
“You may kiss it, if you wish, sir,” she said demurely.
“You can kiss it if you want, sir,” she said shyly.
I knelt and kissed the white fingers, and four days later we went to Jamestown.
I knelt down and kissed her white fingers, and four days later we headed to Jamestown.
CHAPTER VI IN WHICH WE GO TO JAMESTOWN
IT was early morning when we set out on horseback for Jamestown. I rode in front, with Mistress Percy upon a pillion behind me, and Diccon on the brown mare brought up the rear. The negress and the mails I had sent by boat.
IT was early morning when we set out on horseback for Jamestown. I rode in front, with Mistress Percy sitting behind me on a pillion, and Diccon on the brown mare bringing up the rear. I had sent the enslaved woman and the mail by boat.
Now, a ride through the green wood with a noble horse beneath you, and around you the freshness of the morn, is pleasant enough. Each twig had its row of diamonds, and the wet leaves that we pushed aside spilled gems upon us. The horses set their hoofs daintily upon fern and moss and lush grass. In the purple distances deer stood at gaze, the air rang with innumerable bird notes, clear and sweet, squirrels chattered, bees hummed, and through the thick leafy roof of the forest the sun showered gold dust. And Mistress Jocelyn Percy was as merry as the morning. It was now fourteen days since she and I had first met, and in that time I had found in her thrice that number of moods. She could be as gay and sweet as the morning, as dark and vengeful as the storms that came up of afternoons, pensive as the twilight, stately as the night,—in her there met a hundred minds. Also she could be childishly frank—and tell you nothing.
Now, taking a ride through the green woods on a noble horse, surrounded by the freshness of the morning, is truly enjoyable. Each twig sparkled with dew, and the wet leaves we brushed aside spilled gems on us. The horses stepped delicately on ferns, moss, and lush grass. In the purple distance, deer stood still, the air was filled with countless bird songs, clear and sweet, squirrels chattered, bees buzzed, and sunlight poured through the thick leafy canopy of the forest like golden dust. Mistress Jocelyn Percy was as cheerful as the morning. It had been fourteen days since we first met, and during that time, I had experienced at least three times her range of moods. She could be as joyful and sweet as the morning, as dark and vengeful as the afternoon storms, thoughtful like twilight, and dignified like night—so many different sides in one person. Plus, she could be childishly open—and yet say nothing at all.
To-day she chose to be gracious. Ten times in an hour Diccon was off his horse to pluck this or that flower that her white forefinger pointed out. She wove the blooms into a chaplet, and placed it upon her head; she filled her lap with trailers of the vine that swayed against us, and stained her fingers and lips with the berries Diccon brought her; she laughed at the squirrels, at the scurrying partridges, at the turkeys that crossed our path, at the fish that leaped from the brooks, at old Jocomb and his sons who ferried us across the Chickahominy. She was curious concerning the musket I carried; and when, in an open space in the wood, we saw an eagle perched upon a blasted pine, she demanded my pistol. I took it from my belt and gave it to her, with a laugh. “I will eat all of your killing,” I said.
Today she decided to be cheerful. Ten times in an hour, Diccon got off his horse to pick this or that flower that her white fingertip pointed out. She wove the flowers into a crown and placed it on her head; she filled her lap with vines that swayed against us and stained her fingers and lips with the berries Diccon brought her; she laughed at the squirrels, at the scurrying partridges, at the turkeys that crossed our path, at the fish that jumped from the streams, at old Jocomb and his sons who ferried us across the Chickahominy. She was curious about the musket I carried; and when, in a clearing in the woods, we saw an eagle perched on a blasted pine, she asked for my pistol. I took it from my belt and handed it to her with a laugh. “I’ll eat all of your game,” I said.
She aimed the weapon. “A wager!” she declared. “There be mercers in Jamestown? If I hit, thou 'lt buy me a pearl hatband?”
She aimed the weapon. “A bet!” she declared. “Are there merchants in Jamestown? If I hit, you'll buy me a pearl hatband?”
“Two.”
"2."
She fired, and the bird rose with a scream of wrath and sailed away. But two or three feathers came floating to the ground, and when Diccon had brought them to her she pointed triumphantly to the blood upon them. “You said two!” she cried.
She shot, and the bird shot up with a screech of anger and flew away. But two or three feathers drifted down to the ground, and when Diccon handed them to her, she pointed triumphantly to the blood on them. “You said two!” she exclaimed.
The sun rose higher, and the heat of the day set in. Mistress Percy's interest in forest bloom and creature flagged. Instead of laughter, we had sighs at the length of way; the vines slid from her lap, and she took the faded flowers from her head and cast them aside. She talked no more, and by and by I felt her head droop against my shoulder.
The sun rose higher, and the day got hotter. Mistress Percy's interest in the forest blooms and creatures faded. Instead of laughter, we exchanged sighs about the long journey; the vines slipped from her lap, and she took the wilted flowers from her hair and tossed them aside. She stopped talking, and eventually, I felt her head leaning against my shoulder.
“Madam is asleep,” said Diccon's voice behind me.
“Madam is asleep,” said Diccon's voice behind me.
“Ay,” I answered. “She'll find a jack of mail but a hard pillow. And look to her that she does not fall.”
“Yeah,” I replied. “She'll find a chain mail shirt but a tough pillow. And she should be careful not to fall.”
“I had best walk beside you, then,” he said.
“I might as well walk next to you, then,” he said.
I nodded, and he dismounted, and throwing the mare's bridle over his arm strode on beside us, with his hand upon the frame of the pillion. Ten minutes passed, the last five of which I rode with my face over my shoulder. “Diccon!” I cried at last, sharply.
I nodded, and he got off his horse, throwing the mare's bridle over his arm and walking alongside us with his hand on the side of the pillion. Ten minutes went by, the last five of which I rode with my face turned over my shoulder. “Diccon!” I called out finally, sharply.
He came to his senses with a start. “Ay, sir?” he questioned, his face dark red.
He jolted back to reality. “Yeah, sir?” he asked, his face bright red.
“Suppose you look at me for a change,” I said. “How long since Dale came in, Diccon?”
“Why don’t you look at me for a change?” I said. “How long has it been since Dale came in, Diccon?”
“Ten years, sir.”
"Ten years, sir."
“Before we enter Jamestown we'll pass through a certain field and beneath a certain tree. Do you remember what happened there, some years ago?”
“Before we get to Jamestown, we'll go through a specific field and under a certain tree. Do you remember what happened there a few years back?”
“I am not like to forget, sir. You saved me from the wheel.”
“I won't forget, sir. You saved me from the wheel.”
“Upon which you were bound, ready to be broken for drunkenness, gaming, and loose living. I begged your life from Dale for no other reason, I think, than that you had been a horse-boy in my old company in the Low Countries. God wot, the life was scarcely worth the saving!”
“On which you were set to be ruined by drinking, gambling, and reckless living. I convinced Dale to spare your life for no other reason, I believe, than that you had been a stable hand in my old squad in the Low Countries. Honestly, that life was hardly worth saving!”
“I know it, sir.”
"I know, sir."
“Dale would not let you go scot-free, but would sell you into slavery. At your own entreaty I bought you, since when you have served me indifferently well. You have showed small penitence for past misdeeds, and your amendment hath been of yet lesser bulk. A hardy rogue thou wast born, and a rogue thou wilt remain to the end of time. But we have lived and hunted, fought and bled together, and in our own fashion I think we bear each other good will,—even some love. I have winked at much, have shielded you in much, perhaps. In return I have demanded one thing, which if you had not given I would have found you another Dale to deal with.”
“Dale wouldn’t let you off the hook; he’d sell you into slavery. At your insistence, I bought you, and since then you’ve served me somewhat well. You’ve shown little remorse for your past mistakes, and your attempts to change have been even less significant. You were born a tough outlaw, and you’ll stay that way until the end of time. But we’ve lived, hunted, fought, and bled together, and in our own way, I believe we care for each other—maybe even love each other. I’ve overlooked a lot, protected you in many ways, I suppose. In return, I’ve asked for one thing, and if you hadn’t given it, I would have found you another Dale to deal with.”
“Have I ever refused it, my captain?”
“Have I ever turned it down, my captain?”
“Not yet. Take your hand from that pillion and hold it up; then say after me these words: 'This lady is my mistress, my master's wife, to be by me reverenced as such. Her face is not for my eyes nor her hand for my lips. If I keep not myself clean of all offense toward her, may God approve that which my master shall do!'”
“Not yet. Take your hand off that seat and raise it; then repeat after me these words: 'This lady is my mistress, my master's wife, and I must respect her as such. Her face is not for me to look at or her hand for me to kiss. If I do not keep myself free from any wrongdoing toward her, may God support whatever my master decides!'”
The blood rushed to his face. I watched his fingers slowly loosening their grasp.
The blood rushed to his face. I watched as his fingers slowly relaxed their grip.
“Tardy obedience is of the house of mutiny,” I said sternly. “Will you, sirrah, or will you not?”
“Tardy obedience is from the house of rebellion,” I said firmly. “Will you, or will you not?”
He raised his hand and repeated the words.
He raised his hand and said the words again.
“Now hold her as before,” I ordered, and, straightening myself in the saddle, rode on, with my eyes once more on the path before me.
“Now hold her like before,” I instructed, and, sitting up straight in the saddle, rode on, keeping my eyes on the path ahead of me.
A mile further on, Mistress Percy stirred and raised her head from my shoulder. “Not at Jamestown yet?” she sighed, as yet but half awake. “Oh, the endless trees! I dreamed I was hawking at Windsor, and then suddenly I was here in this forest, a bird, happy because I was free; and then a falcon came swooping down upon me,—it had me in its talons, and I changed to myself again, and it changed to—What am I saying? I am talking in my sleep. Who is that singing?”
A mile further on, Mistress Percy stirred and lifted her head from my shoulder. “Not in Jamestown yet?” she sighed, still half asleep. “Oh, the endless trees! I dreamed I was hawking at Windsor, and then suddenly I was in this forest, a bird, happy because I was free; and then a falcon swooped down on me—it grabbed me in its talons, and I turned back into myself, and it turned into—What am I saying? I’m talking in my sleep. Who's singing?”
In fact, from the woods in front of us, and not a bowshot away, rang out a powerful voice:—
In fact, from the woods in front of us, not even a bow's shot away, a loud voice echoed out:—
“'In the merry month of May, In a morn by break of day, With a troop of damsels playing
“'In the cheerful month of May, On a morning at dawn, With a group of young women playing
Forth I went, forsooth, a-maying;'” and presently, the trees thinning in front of us, we came upon a little open glade and upon the singer. He lay on his back, on the soft turf beneath an oak, with his hands clasped behind his head and his eyes upturned to the blue sky showing between leaf and branch. On one knee crossed above the other sat a squirrel with a nut in its paws, and half a dozen others scampered here and there over his great body, like so many frolicsome kittens. At a little distance grazed an old horse, gray and gaunt, springhalt and spavined, with ribs like Death's own. Its saddle and bridle adorned a limb of the oak.
Away I went, truly, out for a May stroll; and soon, as the trees thinned ahead of us, we stumbled upon a small open glade and the singer. He was lying on his back on the soft grass beneath an oak tree, his hands clasped behind his head and his eyes gazing up at the blue sky peeking through the leaves and branches. Perched on one knee crossed over the other was a squirrel holding a nut in its paws, while half a dozen others darted around him playfully, like a bunch of lively kittens. A little distance away, an old horse grazed, gray and skinny, limping and worn, with ribs that looked like they belonged to a skeleton. Its saddle and bridle hung from a branch of the oak.
The song went cheerfully on:—
The song played joyfully on:—
“'Much ado there was, God wot: would love and she would not; said, “Never man was true.” He said, “None was false to you."'”
“'There was a lot of fuss, as God knows: love was there, but she wouldn’t accept it; he said, “No man was ever loyal.” She said, “No one was untrue to you.'”
“Give you good-day, reverend sir!” I called. “Art conning next Sunday's hymn?”
“Good day to you, reverend!” I called out. “Are you practicing next Sunday's hymn?”
Nothing abashed, Master Jeremy Sparrow gently shook off the squirrels, and getting to his feet advanced to meet us.
Nothing embarrassed, Master Jeremy Sparrow gently shook off the squirrels and, getting to his feet, walked over to meet us.
“A toy,” he declared, with a wave of his hand, “a trifle, a silly old song that came into my mind unawares, the leaves being so green and the sky so blue. Had you come a little earlier or a little later, you would have heard the ninetieth psalm. Give you good-day madam. I must have sung for that the very queen of May was coming by.”
“A toy,” he said, waving his hand, “just a little thing, a silly old song that popped into my head out of nowhere, with the leaves so green and the sky so blue. If you had come a bit earlier or a bit later, you would have heard the ninetieth psalm. Have a good day, madam. I must have sung it because the very queen of May was passing by.”
“Art on your way to Jamestown?” I demanded. “Come ride with us. Diccon, saddle his reverence's horse.”
“Art on your way to Jamestown?” I asked. “Come ride with us. Diccon, saddle up his reverence's horse.”
“Saddle him an thou wilt, friend,” said Master Sparrow, “for he and I have idled long enough, but I fear I cannot keep pace with this fair company. I and the horse are footing it together.”
“Saddle him if you want, friend,” said Master Sparrow, “because he and I have been loafing around long enough, but I’m afraid I can’t keep up with this lovely group. The horse and I are walking together.”
“He is not long for this world,” I remarked, eyeing his ill-favored steed, “but neither are we far from Jamestown. He'll last that far.”
“He won't be around much longer,” I said, looking at his troublesome horse, “but we’re not too far from Jamestown. He’ll make it that far.”
Master Sparrow shook his head, with a rueful countenance. “I bought him from one of the French vignerons below Westover,” he said. “The fellow was astride the poor creature, beating him with a club because he could not go. I laid Monsieur Crapaud in the dust, after which we compounded, he for my purse, I for the animal; since when the poor beast and I have tramped it together, for I could not in conscience ride him. Have you read me Aesop's fables, Captain Percy?”
Master Sparrow shook his head, looking regretful. “I got him from one of the French winemakers down by Westover,” he said. “The guy was sitting on the poor horse, hitting him with a stick because he wouldn’t move. I laid Monsieur Crapaud in the dust, after which we made a deal—he got my money, and I got the animal. Since then, the poor beast and I have walked together, because I couldn't bring myself to ride him. Have you read Aesop's fables, Captain Percy?”
“I remember the man, the boy, and the ass,” I replied. “The ass came to grief in the end. Put thy scruples in thy pocket, man, and mount thy pale horse.”
“I remember the man, the boy, and the donkey,” I replied. “The donkey ended up getting hurt in the end. Put your doubts aside, man, and get on your pale horse.”
“Not I!” he said, with a smile. “'T is a thousand pities, Captain Percy, that a small, mean, and squeamish spirit like mine should be cased like a very Guy of Warwick. Now, if I were slight of body, or even if I were no heavier than your servant there”—
“Not me!” he said with a smile. “It's such a shame, Captain Percy, that a small, petty, and squeamish spirit like mine should be dressed up like a true hero. Now, if I were lighter or even as light as your servant there—”
“Oh!” I said. “Diccon, give his reverence the mare, and do you mount his horse and bring him slowly on to town. If he will not carry you, you can lead him in.”
“Oh!” I said. “Diccon, give him the mare, and you ride his horse and bring him into town slowly. If he won't carry you, you can just lead him.”
Sunshine revisited the countenance of Master Jeremy Sparrow; he swung his great body into the saddle, gathered up the reins, and made the mare to caracole across the path for very joy.
Sunshine returned to the face of Master Jeremy Sparrow; he swung his large body into the saddle, picked up the reins, and made the mare prance across the path out of sheer joy.
“Have a care of the poor brute, friend!” he cried genially to Diccon, whose looks were of the sulkiest. “Bring him gently on, and leave him at Master Bucke's, near to the church.”
“Take care of the poor creature, my friend!” he said kindly to Diccon, who appeared quite moody. “Guide him gently and drop him off at Master Bucke's, close to the church.”
“What do you do at Jamestown?” I asked, as we passed from out the glade into the gloom of a pine wood. “I was told that you were gone to Henricus, to help Master Thorpe convert the Indians.”
“What do you do at Jamestown?” I asked as we stepped from the clearing into the shade of the pine forest. “I heard you went to Henricus to help Master Thorpe convert the Indians.”
“Ay,” he answered, “I did go. I had a call,—I was sure I had a call. I thought of myself as a very apostle to the Gentiles. I went from Henricus one day's journey into the wilderness, with none but an Indian lad for interpreter, and coming to an Indian village gathered its inhabitants about me, and sitting down upon a hillock read and expounded to them the Sermon on the Mount. I was much edified by the solemnity of their demeanor and the earnestness of their attention, and had conceived great hopes for their spiritual welfare, when, the reading and exhortation being finished, one of their old men arose and made me a long speech, which I could not well understand, but took to be one of grateful welcome to myself and my tidings of peace and good will. He then desired me to tarry with them, and to be present at some entertainment or other, the nature of which I could not make out. I tarried; and toward evening they conducted me with much ceremony to an open space in the midst of the village. There I found planted in the ground a thick stake, and around it a ring of flaming brushwood. To the stake was fastened an Indian warrior, captured, so my interpreter informed me, from some hostile tribe above the falls. His arms and ankles were secured to the stake by means of thongs passed through incisions in the flesh; his body was stuck over with countless pine splinters, each burning like a miniature torch; and on his shaven crown was tied a thin plate of copper heaped with red-hot coals. A little to one side appeared another stake and another circle of brushwood: the one with nothing tied to it as yet, and the other still unlit. My friend, I did not tarry to see it lit. I tore a branch from an oak, and I became as Samson with the jaw bone of the ass. I fell upon and smote those Philistines. Their wretched victim was beyond all human help, but I dearly avenged him upon his enemies. And they had their pains for naught when they planted that second stake and laid the brush for their hell fire. At last I dropped into the stream upon which their damnable village was situate, and got safely away. Next day I went to George Thorpe and resigned my ministry, telling him that we were nowhere commanded to preach to devils; when the Company was ready to send shot and steel amongst them, they might count upon me. After which I came down the river to Jamestown, where I found worthy Master Bucke well-nigh despaired of with the fever. Finally he was taken up river for change of air, and, for lack of worthier substitute, the Governor and Captain West constrained me to remain and minister to the shepherdless flock. Where will you lodge, good sir?”
“Yeah,” he replied, “I did go. I felt called—I was sure I had a calling. I thought of myself as a true messenger to the Gentiles. I traveled from Henricus one day into the wilderness with only an Indian boy as my interpreter. When I arrived at an Indian village, I gathered the people around me, sat down on a small hill, and read and explained the Sermon on the Mount to them. I was really touched by how serious they were and how attentively they listened, and I had high hopes for their spiritual well-being. But once I finished reading and encouraging them, one of the older men stood up and gave me a long speech that I couldn't fully understand, but I assumed it was a warm welcome for me and my message of peace and goodwill. He then asked me to stay with them and be part of some kind of celebration, the details of which I couldn't figure out. I agreed to stay, and later in the evening, they led me with great ceremony to a clearing in the village. There, I saw a thick stake planted in the ground, surrounded by a ring of burning brushwood. An Indian warrior was tied to the stake, captured, as my interpreter told me, from some hostile tribe upriver. His arms and ankles were bound to the stake with thongs that pierced his skin; his body was covered with countless pine splinters, each one burning like a tiny torch; and on his shaven head was a thin plate of copper piled with hot coals. A little off to the side was another stake and another circle of brushwood: one was empty and the other was unlit. My friend, I did not stay to see it lit. I grabbed a branch from an oak tree and became like Samson with the jawbone of a donkey. I attacked and struck down those enemies. Their miserable victim was beyond saving, but I sought to avenge him against his captors. They suffered for nothing when they set up that second stake and prepared the wood for their hellfire. Finally, I jumped into the stream where their cursed village was situated and managed to escape safely. The next day, I went to George Thorpe and resigned from my ministry, telling him that we are never commanded to preach to devils; when the Company is ready to send bullets among them, they can count on me. After that, I traveled down the river to Jamestown, where I found Master Bucke almost desperate with fever. Eventually, he was taken upriver for a change of air, and since there was no worthy substitute, the Governor and Captain West insisted that I stay and care for the unprotected flock. Where will you stay, good sir?”
“I do not know,” I said. “The town will be full, and the guest house is not yet finished.”
“I don’t know,” I said. “The town will be packed, and the guest house isn’t finished yet.”
“Why not come to me?” he asked. “There are none in the minister's house but me and Goodwife Allen who keeps it. There are five fair large rooms and a goodly garden, though the trees do too much shadow the house. If you will come and let the sunshine in,”—a bow and smile for madam,—“I shall be your debtor.”
“Why not come to me?” he asked. “There’s nobody in the minister's house except me and Goodwife Allen who takes care of it. There are five pretty big rooms and a nice garden, although the trees do cast too much shade on the house. If you come and let the sunshine in,”—a bow and smile for madam—“I’ll owe you one.”
His plea pleased me well. Except the Governor's and Captain West's, the minister's house was the best in the town. It was retired, too, being set in its own grounds, and not upon the street, and I desired privacy. Goodwife Allen was stolid and incurious. Moreover, I liked Master Jeremy Sparrow.
His request made me happy. Aside from the Governor's and Captain West's places, the minister's house was the best in town. It was secluded, sitting within its own grounds and away from the street, which I appreciated for my privacy. Goodwife Allen was unresponsive and uninterested. Plus, I liked Master Jeremy Sparrow.
I accepted his hospitality and gave him thanks. He waved them away, and fell to complimenting Mistress Percy, who was pleased to be gracious to us both. Well content for the moment with the world and ourselves, we fared on through the alternating sunshine and shade, and were happy with the careless inhabitants of the forest. Oversoon we came to the peninsula, and crossed the neck of land. Before us lay the town: to the outer eye a poor and mean village, indeed, but to the inner the stronghold and capital of our race in the western world, the germ from which might spring stately cities, the newborn babe which might in time equal its parent in stature, strength, and comeliness. So I and a few besides, both in Virginia and at home, viewed the mean houses, the poor church and rude fort, and loved the spot which had witnessed much suffering and small joy, but which held within it the future, which was even now a bit in the mouth of Spain, a thing in itself outweighing all the toil and anguish of our planting. But there were others who saw only the meanness of the place, its almost defenselessness, its fluxes and fevers, the fewness of its inhabitants and the number of its graves. Finding no gold and no earthly paradise, and that in the sweat of their brow they must eat their bread, they straightway fell into the dumps, and either died out of sheer perversity, or went yelping home to the Company with all manner of dismal tales,—which tales, through my Lord Warwick's good offices, never failed to reach the sacred ears of his Majesty, and to bring the colony and the Company into disfavor.
I accepted his hospitality and thanked him. He waved my thanks away and started complimenting Mistress Percy, who was happy to be gracious to both of us. Satisfied for the moment with the world and ourselves, we moved on through the alternating sunshine and shade, enjoying the carefree forest inhabitants. Before long, we reached the peninsula and crossed the narrow stretch of land. In front of us lay the town: to the casual observer, a poor and shabby village, but to those who understood, the stronghold and capital of our people in the western world, the seed from which grand cities could emerge, the newborn that might one day rival its parent in size, strength, and beauty. So I and a few others, both in Virginia and back home, looked at the shabby houses, the simple church and rough fort, and cherished the place that had seen much suffering and little joy, yet held the promise of the future, a future that was already somewhat in the hands of Spain, which outweighed all the hard work and pain of our settlement. But there were others who only saw the place's shabbiness, its almost defenselessness, its sickness and diseases, the small number of its inhabitants, and the many graves. Finding no gold or earthly paradise, and realizing that they had to work hard for their bread, they quickly became disheartened, and either died out of sheer stubbornness or returned home to the Company with all sorts of grim tales—tales that, thanks to my Lord Warwick's good offices, always managed to reach the ears of his Majesty and drag the colony and the Company down into disfavor.
We came to the palisade, and found the gates wide open and the warder gone.
We arrived at the palisade and saw the gates wide open with no guard in sight.
“Where be the people?” marveled Master Sparrow, as we rode through into the street. In truth, where were the people? On either side of the street the doors of the houses stood open, but no person looked out from them or loitered on the doorsteps; the square was empty; there were no women at the well, no children underfoot, no gaping crowd before gaol and pillory, no guard before the Governor's house,—not a soul, high or low, to be seen.
“Where are all the people?” wondered Master Sparrow as we rode into the street. Seriously, where were they? On either side of the street, the doors of the houses stood open, but no one was looking out or hanging out on the doorsteps; the square was empty; there were no women at the well, no children running around, no curious crowd in front of the jail and pillory, no guard in front of the Governor's house—nothing, no one at all, up or down, in sight.
“Have they all migrated?” cried Sparrow. “Are they gone to Croatan?”
“Have they all moved?” cried Sparrow. “Have they gone to Croatan?”
“They have left one to tell the tale, then,” I said, “for here he comes running.”
“They’ve left one to tell the story, then,” I said, “because here he comes running.”
CHAPTER VII IN WHICH WE PREPARE TO FIGHT THE SPANIARD
A MAN came panting down the street. “Captain Ralph Percy!” he cried. “My master said it was your horse coming across the neck. The Governor commands your attendance at once, sir.”
A MAN rushed down the street, breathing heavily. “Captain Ralph Percy!” he shouted. “My boss said it was your horse coming over the neck. The Governor needs you right away, sir.”
“Where is the Governor? Where are all the people?” I demanded.
“Where's the Governor? Where is everyone?” I asked.
“At the fort. They are all at the fort or on the bank below. Oh, sirs, a woeful day for us all!”
“At the fort. They’re all at the fort or down by the bank. Oh, gentlemen, what a dreadful day for all of us!”
“A woeful day!” I exclaimed. “What's the matter?”
“A terrible day!” I exclaimed. “What's wrong?”
The man, whom I recognized as one of the commander's servants, a fellow with the soul of a French valet de chambre, was wild with terror.
The man, whom I recognized as one of the commander's servants, someone with the spirit of a French valet, was frantic with fear.
“They are at the guns!” he quavered. “Alackaday! what can a few sakers and demiculverins do against them?”
“They're at the guns!” he trembled. “Oh no! What can a few sakers and demiculverins do against them?”
“Against whom?” I cried.
"Against who?" I cried.
“They are giving out pikes and cutlasses! Woe's me, the sight of naked steel hath ever made me sick!”
“They're handing out pikes and cutlasses! Oh no, just the sight of bare steel always makes me feel sick!”
I drew my dagger, and flashed it before him. “Does 't make you sick?” I asked. “You shall be sicker yet, if you do not speak to some purpose.”
I pulled out my dagger and showed it to him. “Does this make you sick?” I asked. “You’ll feel even worse if you don’t start talking meaningfully.”
The fellow shrank back, his eyeballs starting from his head.
The guy recoiled, his eyes wide with shock.
“It's a tall ship,” he gasped, “a very big ship! It hath ten culverins, beside fowlers and murderers, sabers, falcons, and bases!”
“It's a tall ship,” he gasped, “a really big ship! It has ten cannons, along with fowlers and murderers, sabers, falcons, and bases!”
I took him by the collar and shook him off his feet.
I grabbed him by the collar and pulled him off his feet.
“There are priests on board!” he managed to say as I set him down. “This time to-morrrow we'll all be on the rack! And next week the galleys will have us!”
“There are priests on board!” he managed to say as I set him down. “This time tomorrow we'll all be on the rack! And next week the galleys will have us!”
“It's the Spaniard at last,” I said. “Come on!”
“It's the Spaniard at last,” I said. “Let's go!”
When we reached the river bank before the fort, it was to find confusion worse confounded. The gates of the palisade were open, and through them streamed Councilors, Burgesses, and officers, while the bank itself was thronged with the generality. Ancient planters, Smith's men, Dale's men, tenants and servants, women and children, including the little eyases we imported the year before, negroes, Paspaheghs, French vignerons, Dutch sawmill men, Italian glassworkers,—all seethed to and fro, all talked at once, and all looked down the river. Out of the babel of voices these words came to us over and over: “The Spaniard!” “The Inquisition!” “The galleys!” They were the words oftenest heard at that time, when strange sails hove in sight.
When we got to the riverbank before the fort, we found total chaos. The gates of the palisade were open, and out poured Councilors, Burgesses, and officers, while the bank itself was packed with people. There were old planters, Smith's men, Dale's men, tenants and servants, women and children, including the little eyases we brought in the year before, black people, Paspaheghs, French winemakers, Dutch sawmill workers, Italian glassmakers—all moving around, all talking at once, and all looking down the river. From the noise, we kept hearing these words: “The Spaniard!” “The Inquisition!” “The galleys!” Those were the phrases we heard most often at that time when strange sails appeared on the horizon.
But where was the Spaniard? On the river, hugging the shore, were many small craft, barges, shallops, sloops, and pinnaces, and beyond them the masts of the Truelove, the Due Return, and the Tiger, then in port; on these three, of which the largest, the Due Return, was of but eighty tons burthen, the mariners were running about and the masters bawling orders. But there was no other ship, no bark, galleon, or man-of-war, with three tiers of grinning ordnance, and the hated yellow flag flaunting above.
But where was the Spaniard? Along the river, close to the shore, were many small boats—barges, shallops, sloops, and pinnaces. Beyond them were the masts of the Truelove, the Due Return, and the Tiger, which were in port at that time. On these three ships, the largest being the Due Return with a burden of only eighty tons, the sailors were bustling about and the captains were shouting orders. But there wasn’t any other ship, no bark, galleon, or warship with three rows of grinning cannons and the hated yellow flag waving above.
I sprang from my horse, and, leaving it and Mistress Percy in Sparrow's charge, hastened up to the fort. As I passed through the palisade I heard my name called, and turning waited for Master Pory to come up. He was panting and puffing, his jovial face very red.
I jumped off my horse, and after leaving it and Mistress Percy in Sparrow's care, I rushed up to the fort. As I walked through the palisade, I heard my name called, so I stopped and waited for Master Pory to catch up. He was out of breath and his cheerful face was quite red.
“I was across the neck of land when I heard the news,” he said. “I ran all the way, and am somewhat scant of breath. Here's the devil to pay!”
“I was across the land when I heard the news,” he said. “I ran all the way and I'm a bit out of breath. There's trouble ahead!”
“It looks another mare's-nest,” I replied. “We have cried 'Spaniard!' pretty often.”
“It looks like another wild goose chase,” I replied. “We've shouted 'Spaniard!' quite a few times.”
“But this time the wolf's here,” he answered. “Davies sent a horseman at a gallop from Algernon with the tidings. He passed the ship, and it was a very great one. We may thank this dead calm that it did not catch us unawares.”
“But this time the wolf's here,” he replied. “Davies sent a rider sprinting from Algernon with the news. He passed the ship, and it was a huge one. We can thank this dead calm for not catching us by surprise.”
Within the palisade was noise enough, but more order than without. On the half-moons commanding the river, gunners were busy about our sakers, falcons, and three culverins. In one place, West, the commander, was giving out brigandines, jacks, skulls, muskets, halberds, swords, and longbows; in another, his wife, who was a very Mary Ambree, supervised the boiling of a great caldron of pitch. Each loophole in palisade and fort had already its marksman. Through the west port came a horde of reluctant invaders,—cattle, swine, and poultry,—driven in by yelling boys.
Inside the palisade, there was plenty of noise, but it was more organized than outside. On the half-moons overlooking the river, gunners were hard at work with our cannons, falcons, and three culverins. In one area, West, the commander, was distributing brigandines, jacks, skulls, muskets, halberds, swords, and longbows; in another, his wife, who was quite the Mary Ambree, oversaw the boiling of a large cauldron of pitch. Each firing slot in the palisade and fort already had its marksman. Through the west gate came a swarm of unwilling invaders—cattle, pigs, and chickens—driven in by shouting boys.
I made my way through the press to where I saw the Governor, surrounded by Councilors and Burgesses, sitting on a keg of powder, and issuing orders at the top of his voice. “Ha, Captain Percy!” he cried, as I came up. “You are in good time, man! You've served your apprenticeship at the wars. You must teach us how to beat the dons.”
I pushed through the crowd to where I spotted the Governor, surrounded by Councilors and Burgesses, sitting on a barrel of gunpowder and shouting orders. “Hey, Captain Percy!” he called out as I approached. “You’ve arrived just in time! You’ve learned the ropes in battle. You need to show us how to take down the enemy.”
“To Englishmen, that comes by nature, sir,” I said. “Art sure we are to have the pleasure?”
"To English people, that comes naturally, sir," I said. "Are we definitely going to have the pleasure?"
“Not a doubt of it this time,” he answered. “The ship slipped in past the Point last night. Davies signaled her to stop, and then sent a ball over her; but she kept on. True, it was too dark to make out much; but if she were friendly, why did she not stop for castle duties? Moreover, they say she was of at least five hundred tons, and no ship of that size hath ever visited these waters. There was no wind, and they sent a man on at once, hoping to outstrip the enemy and warn us. The man changed horses at Basse's Choice, and passed the ship about dawn. All he could tell for the mist was that it was a very great ship, with three tiers of guns.”
“Not a doubt about it this time,” he replied. “The ship came in past the Point last night. Davies signaled her to stop and then sent a ball over her, but she just kept going. True, it was too dark to see much, but if she was friendly, why didn’t she stop for castle duties? Besides, they say she was at least five hundred tons, and no ship that size has ever come to these waters. There was no wind, so they sent a man immediately, hoping to outrun the enemy and warn us. The man switched horses at Basse's Choice and saw the ship around dawn. All he could tell through the mist was that it was a very large ship, with three tiers of guns.”
“The flag?”
"The flag?"
“She carried none.”
"She didn't carry any."
“Humph!” I said. “It hath a suspicious look. At least we do well to be ready. We'll give them a warm welcome.”
“Humph!” I said. “It looks suspicious. At least we should be prepared. We'll give them a warm welcome.”
“There are those here who counsel surrender,” continued the Governor. “There's one, at least, who wants the Tiger sent downstream with a white flag and my sword.”
“There are some here who advise giving up,” the Governor continued. “There's at least one person who wants the Tiger sent downstream with a white flag and my sword.”
“Where?” I cried. “He's no Englishman, I warrant!”
“Where?” I shouted. “I bet he’s not an Englishman!”
“As much an Englishman as thou, sir!” called out a gentleman whom I had encountered before, to wit, Master Edward Sharpless. “It's well enough for swingebuckler captains, Low Country fire-eaters, to talk of holding out againt a Spanish man-of-war with twice our number of fighting men, and enough ordnance to batter the town out of existence. Wise men know when the odds are too heavy!”
“As much an Englishman as you are, sir!” shouted a gentleman I had met before, namely, Master Edward Sharpless. “It's easy for flashy captains and Low Country fighters to talk about standing up to a Spanish warship with twice our number of soldiers and enough firepower to level the town. Smart people recognize when the odds are stacked against them!”
“It's well enough for lily-livered, goose-fleshed lawyers to hold their tongues when men and soldiers talk,” I retorted. “We are not making indentures to the devil, and so have no need of such gentry.”
“It's easy for cowardly, sensitive lawyers to keep quiet when men and soldiers are speaking,” I shot back. “We're not making deals with the devil, so we don't need their kind.”
There was a roar of laughter from the captains and gunners, but terror of the Spaniard had made Master Edward Sharpless bold to all besides.
There was a burst of laughter from the captains and gunners, but the fear of the Spaniard had made Master Edward Sharpless brave around everyone else.
“They will wipe us off the face of the earth!” he lamented. “There won't be an Englishman left in America! they'll come close in upon us! they'll batter down the fort with their culverins; they'll turn all their swivels, sakers, and falcons upon us; they'll throw into our midst stinkpots and grenades; they'll mow us down with chain shot! Their gunners never miss!” His voice rose to a scream, and he shook as with an ague. “Are you mad? It's Spain that's to be fought! Spain the rich! Spain the powerful! Spain the lord of the New World!”
“They're going to wipe us off the map!” he cried. “There won’t be a single Englishman left in America! They’ll close in on us! They’ll break down the fort with their cannons; they’ll aim all their swivel guns, sakers, and falcons at us; they’ll launch stink bombs and grenades into our midst; they’ll cut us down with chain shot! Their gunners never miss!” His voice escalated to a scream, and he shook like he had a fever. “Are you crazy? It’s Spain we’re supposed to fight! Spain the wealthy! Spain the powerful! Spain the ruler of the New World!”
“It's England that fights!” I cried. “For very shame, hold thy tongue!”
“It's England that fights!” I shouted. “For shame, be quiet!”
“If we surrender at once, they'll let us go!” he whined. “We can take the small boats and get to the Bermudas, they'll let us go.”
“If we give up right now, they'll let us go!” he complained. “We can use the small boats and reach the Bermudas; they'll set us free.”
“Into the galleys,” muttered West.
"Into the galleys," murmured West.
The craven tried another feint. “Think of the women and children!”
The coward tried another trick. “Think about the women and children!”
“We do,” I said sternly. “Silence, fool!”
“We do,” I said firmly. “Be quiet, idiot!”
The Governor, a brave and honest man, rose from the keg of powder. “All this is foreign to the matter, Master Sharpless. I think our duty is clear, be the odds what they may. This is our post, and we will hold it or die beside it. We are few in number, but we are England in America, and I think we will remain here. This is the King's fifth kingdom, and we will keep it for him. We will trust in the Lord and fight it out.”
The Governor, a courageous and honest man, stood up from the barrel of gunpowder. “All of this is irrelevant to the issue at hand, Master Sharpless. I believe our duty is clear, no matter what the odds are. This is our post, and we will defend it or die trying. We may be outnumbered, but we represent England in America, and I believe we will stay here. This is the King's fifth territory, and we will protect it for him. We will have faith in the Lord and fight until the end.”
“Amen,” I said, and “Amen,” said the ring of Councilors and Burgesses and the armed men beyond.
“Amen,” I said, and “Amen,” replied the group of Councilors and Burgesses and the armed men outside.
The hum of voices now rose into excited cries, and the watchman stationed atop the big culverin called out, “Sail ho!” With one accord we turned our faces downstream. There was the ship, undoubtedly. Moreover, a strong breeze had sprung up, blowing from the sea, filling her white sails, and rapidly lessening the distance between us. As yet we could only tell that she was indeed a large ship with all sail set.
The buzz of voices grew into excited shouts, and the lookout stationed on top of the big cannon yelled, “Sail ho!” We all turned our faces downstream. There was the ship, no doubt about it. Plus, a strong breeze had picked up, blowing in from the sea, filling her white sails and quickly closing the gap between us. So far, we could only tell that she was a large ship with all her sails up.
Through the gates of the palisade now came, pellmell, the crowd without. In ten minutes' time the women were in line ready to load the muskets, the children sheltered as best they might be, the men in ranks, the gunners at their guns, and the flag up. I had run it up with my own hand, and as I stood beneath the folds Master Sparrow and my wife came to my side.
Through the gates of the fence came the crowd in a rush. In just ten minutes, the women were lined up, ready to load the muskets, the children were sheltered as best as they could be, the men stood in ranks, the gunners were at their posts, and the flag was raised. I had hoisted it myself, and as I stood under its folds, Master Sparrow and my wife joined me.
“The women are over there,” I said to the latter, “where you had best betake yourself.”
“The women are over there,” I said to the latter, “where you should probably go.”
“I prefer to stay here,” she answered. “I am not afraid.” Her color was high, and she held her head up. “My father fought the Armada,” she said.
“I'd rather stay here,” she replied. “I’m not scared.” Her cheeks were flushed, and she held her head high. “My father fought in the Armada,” she said.
“Get me a sword from that man who is giving them out.”
“Get me a sword from that guy who's handing them out.”
From his coign of vantage the watch now called out: “She's a long ship,—five hundred tons, anyhow! Lord! the metal that she carries! She's rasedecked!”
From his vantage point, the lookout shouted, “That's a big ship—at least five hundred tons! Wow, look at all the cargo she's carrying! She's decked out!”
“Then she's Spanish, sure enough!” cried the Governor.
“Then she’s definitely Spanish!” exclaimed the Governor.
From the crowd of servants, felons, and foreigners rose a great clamor, and presently we made out Sharpless perched on a cask in their midst and wildly gesticulating.
From the crowd of servants, criminals, and foreigners came a loud uproar, and soon we spotted Sharpless sitting on a barrel in the middle of them, waving his arms around.
“The Tiger, the Truelove, and the Due Return have swung across channel!” announced the watch. “They 've trained their guns on the Spaniard!”
“The Tiger, the Truelove, and the Due Return have crossed the channel!” announced the lookout. “They’ve aimed their guns at the Spaniard!”
The Englishmen cheered, but the bastard crew about Sharpless groaned. Extreme fear had made the lawyer shameless. “What guns have those boats?” he screamed. “Two falcons apiece and a handful of muskets, and they go out against a man-of-war! She'll trample them underfoot! She'll sink them with a shot apiece! The Tiger is forty tons, and the Truelove is sixty. You 're all mad!”
The Englishmen cheered, but Sharpless's ragtag crew groaned. Overwhelming fear had stripped the lawyer of his shame. “What weapons do those boats have?” he yelled. “Two small cannons each and a few muskets, and they’re going up against a warship! It will crush them easily! It will sink them with just one shot each! The Tiger is forty tons, and the Truelove is sixty. You’re all crazy!”
“Sometimes quality beats quantity,” said West.
“Sometimes quality is better than quantity,” said West.
“Didst ever hear of the Content?” sang out a gunner.
“Have you ever heard of the Content?” shouted a gunner.
“Or of the Merchant Royal?” cried another.
“Or the Royal Merchant?” another one shouted.
“Or of the Revenge?” quoth Master Jeremy Sparrow. “Go hang thyself, coward, or, if you choose, swim out to the Spaniard, and shift from thy wet doublet and hose into a sanbenito. Let the don come, shoot if he can, and land if he will! We'll singe his beard in Virginia as we did at Cales!
“Or of the Revenge?” said Master Jeremy Sparrow. “Go hang yourself, coward, or, if you prefer, swim out to the Spaniard and change from your wet coat and pants into a sanbenito. Let the don come, shoot if he can, and land if he wants! We'll singe his beard in Virginia just like we did at Cales!
'The great St. Philip, the pride of the Spaniards, Was burnt to the bottom and sunk in the sea. the St. Andrew and eke the St. Matthew We took in fight manfully and brought away.'
'The great St. Philip, the pride of the Spaniards, Was burned to the bottom and sunk in the sea. The St. Andrew and also the St. Matthew We fought bravely and brought away.'
And so we'll do with this one, my masters! We'll sink her, or we'll take her and send her against her own galleons and galleasses!
And so we'll deal with this one, my masters! We'll sink her, or we'll capture her and send her against her own ships and galleons!
'Dub-a-dub, dub-a-dub, thus strike their drums, Tantara, tantara, the Englishman comes!'”
'Dub-a-dub, dub-a-dub, that's how they beat their drums, Tantara, tantara, the Englishman arrives!'
His great voice and great presence seized and held the attention of all. Over his doublet of rusty black he had clapped a yet rustier back and breast; on his bushy hair rode a headpiece many sizes too small; by his side was an old broadsword, and over his shoulder a pike. Suddenly, from gay hardihood his countenance changed to an expression more befitting his calling. “Our cause is just, my masters!” he cried. “We stand here not for England alone; we stand for the love of law, for the love of liberty, for the fear of God, who will not desert his servants and his cause, nor give over to Anti-Christ this virgin world. This plantation is the leaven which is to leaven the whole lump, and surely he will hide it in the hollow of his hand and in the shadow of his wing. God of battles, hear us! God of England, God of America, aid the children of the one, the saviors of the other!”
His powerful voice and strong presence captured everyone's attention. He wore a worn black doublet with an even more battered back and front; a helmet that was way too small sat atop his bushy hair; by his side hung an old broadsword, and a pike was slung over his shoulder. Suddenly, his brave demeanor shifted to a look more appropriate for his role. “Our cause is just, my friends!” he shouted. “We’re not here just for England; we’re here for the love of the law, for the love of freedom, and for the fear of God, who will not abandon his servants and their cause, nor hand over this untouched world to Anti-Christ. This settlement is the leaven that will raise the whole batch, and surely He will protect it in the hollow of His hand and under the shadow of His wing. God of battles, hear us! God of England, God of America, support the children of the one, the saviors of the other!”
He had dropped the pike to raise his clasped hands to the blue heavens, but now he lifted it again, threw back his shoulders, and flung up his head. He laid his hand on the flagstaff, and looked up to the banner streaming in the breeze. “It looks well so high against the blue, does n't it, friends?” he cried genially. “Suppose we keep it there forever and a day!”
He had dropped the pike to raise his hands to the blue sky, but now he picked it up again, straightened his shoulders, and lifted his head. He rested his hand on the flagpole and gazed up at the flag flying in the wind. “It looks great up there against the blue, doesn’t it, friends?” he exclaimed with a smile. “Let’s keep it there forever and a day!”
A cheer arose, so loud that it silenced, if it did not convince, the craven few. As for Master Edward Sharpless, he disappeared behind the line of women.
A cheer broke out, so loud it drowned out, if not convinced, the timid few. As for Master Edward Sharpless, he vanished behind the line of women.
The great ship came steadily on, her white sails growing larger and larger, moment by moment, her tiers of guns more distinct and menacing, her whole aspect more defiant. Her waist seemed packed with men. But no streamers, no flag.
The massive ship advanced steadily, her white sails getting bigger and bigger by the second, her rows of guns more visible and threatening, her overall look more challenging. Her deck appeared crowded with men. But there were no banners, no flag.
A puff of smoke floated up from the deck of the Tiger, and a ball from one of her two tiny falcons passed through the stranger's rigging. A cheer for the brave little cockboat arose from the English. “David and his pebble!” exclaimed Master Jeremy Sparrow. “Now for Goliath's twenty-pounders!”
A puff of smoke drifted up from the deck of the Tiger, and a shot from one of her two small falcons went right through the stranger's rigging. The English cheered for the brave little boat. “David and his pebble!” shouted Master Jeremy Sparrow. “Now for Goliath's twenty-pound cannons!”
But no flame and thunder issued from the guns aboard the stranger. Instead, from her deck there came to us what sounded mightily like a roar of laughter. Suddenly, from each masthead and yard shot out streamers of red and blue, up from the poop rose and flaunted in the wind the crosses of St. George and St. Andrew, and with a crash trumpet, drum, and fife rushed into
But no fire or thunder came from the guns on the strange ship. Instead, what we heard from her deck sounded a lot like loud laughter. Suddenly, from each masthead and yard, colorful streamers of red and blue burst out, and from the back of the ship, the flags of St. George and St. Andrew rose and flapped in the wind, accompanied by the crashing sounds of trumpets, drums, and fifes.
“Here's to jolly good ale and old!”
“Here’s to great beer and the good old days!”
“By the Lord, she's English!” shouted the Governor.
“By the Lord, she’s English!” shouted the Governor.
On she came, banners flying, music playing, and inextinguishable laughter rising from her decks. The Tiger, the Truelove, and the Due Return sent no more hailstones against her; they turned and resolved themselves into her consort. The watch, a grim old sea dog that had come in with Dale, swung himself down from his post, and came toward the Governor at a run. “I know her now, sir!” he shouted. “I was at the winning of Cales, and she's the Santa Teresa, that we took and sent home to the Queen. She was Spanish once, sir, but she's English now.”
On she came, banners flying, music playing, and unstoppable laughter rising from her decks. The Tiger, the Truelove, and the Due Return no longer fired upon her; they turned and became her companions. The lookout, a tough old sea dog who had come in with Dale, dropped down from his post and ran towards the Governor. “I recognize her now, sir!” he shouted. “I was at the capture of Cales, and she's the Santa Teresa, the one we took and sent back to the Queen. She was Spanish once, sir, but she's English now.”
The gates were flung open, and the excited people poured out again upon the river bank. I found myself beside the Governor, whose honest countenance wore an expression of profound bewilderment.
The gates swung open, and the excited crowd rushed back to the riverbank. I found myself next to the Governor, whose genuine face showed a look of deep confusion.
“What d' ye make of her, Percy?” he said. “The Company does n't send servants, felons, 'prentices, or maids in such craft; no, nor officers or governors, either. It's the King's ship, sure enough, but what is she doing here?—that 's the question. What does she want, and whom does she bring?”
“What do you think of her, Percy?” he said. “The Company doesn’t send servants, criminals, apprentices, or maids in such skills; no, nor officers or governors, either. It’s the King’s ship, that’s for sure, but what is she doing here?—that’s the question. What does she want, and who is she bringing?”
“We'll soon know,” I answered, “for there goes her anchor.”
“We'll know soon,” I replied, “because there goes her anchor.”
Five minutes later a boat was lowered from the ship, and came swiftly toward us. The boat had four rowers, and in the stern sat a tall man, black-bearded, high-colored, and magnificently dressed. It touched the sand some two hundred feet from the spot where Governor, Councilors, officers, and a sprinkling of other sorts stood staring at it, and at the great ship beyond. The man in the stern leaped out, looked around him, and then walked toward us. As he walked slowly, we had leisure to note the richness of his doublet and cloak,—the one slashed, the other lined with scarlet taffeta,—the arrogance of his mien and gait, and the superb full-blooded beauty of his face.
Five minutes later, a boat was lowered from the ship and quickly made its way toward us. The boat had four rowers, and sitting in the back was a tall man with a black beard, a bright complexion, and dressed magnificently. It touched down on the sand about two hundred feet from where the Governor, Councilors, officers, and a few others stood watching it and the large ship beyond. The man in the back jumped out, looked around, and then walked toward us. As he walked slowly, we had time to notice the lavishness of his doublet and cloak—one was slashed, while the other was lined with scarlet taffeta—the arrogance in his demeanor and stride, and the stunning full-blooded beauty of his face.
“The handsomest man that ever I saw!” ejaculated the Governor.
“The most good-looking guy I've ever seen!” exclaimed the Governor.
Master Pory, standing beside him, drew in his breath, then puffed it out again. “Handsome enough, your Honor,” he said, “unless handsome is as handsome does. That, gentlemen, is my Lord Carnal,—that is the King's latest favorite.”
Master Pory, standing beside him, took a deep breath and then exhaled. “Looks good enough, your Honor,” he said, “unless looks are determined by actions. That, gentlemen, is my Lord Carnal—that is the King’s latest favorite.”
CHAPTER VIII IN WHICH ENTERS MY LORD CARNAL
I FELT a touch upon my shoulder, and turned to find Mistress Percy beside me. Her cheeks were white, her eyes aflame, her whole frame tense. The passion that dominated her was so clearly anger at white heat that I stared at her in amazement. Her hand slid from my shoulder to the bend of my arm and rested there. “Remember that I am your wife, sir,” she said in a low, fierce voice,—“your kind and loving wife. You said that your sword was mine; now bring your wit to the same service!”
I felt a touch on my shoulder and turned to see Mistress Percy next to me. Her cheeks were pale, her eyes bright with intensity, and her entire body was tense. The passion she was radiating was clearly a white-hot anger that left me speechless. Her hand moved from my shoulder to the crook of my arm and stayed there. “Remember that I am your wife, sir,” she said in a low, fierce tone—“your kind and loving wife. You said your sword was mine; now bring your intellect to the same service!”
There was not time to question her meaning. The man whose position in the realm had just been announced by the Secretary, and of whom we had all heard as one not unlikely to supplant even Buckingham himself, was close at hand. The Governor, headpiece in hand, stepped forward; the other swept off his Spanish hat; both bowed profoundly.
There wasn't time to question what she meant. The man whose role in the kingdom had just been announced by the Secretary, and who we had all heard was a strong candidate to replace even Buckingham himself, was nearby. The Governor, holding his hat, stepped forward; the other guy took off his Spanish hat; both bowed deeply.
“I speak to his Honor the Governor of Virginia?” inquired the newcomer. His tone was offhand, his hat already back upon his head.
“I’m speaking to the Governor of Virginia?” the newcomer asked. His tone was casual, his hat already back on his head.
“I am George Yeardley, at my Lord Carnal's service,” answered the Governor.
“I’m George Yeardley, at your service, my Lord Carnal,” replied the Governor.
The favorite raised his eyebrows. “I don't need to introduce myself, it seems,” he said. “You've found that I am not the devil, after all,—at least not the Spanish Apollyon. Zooks! a hawk above a poultry yard could n't have caused a greater commotion than did my poor little ship and my few poor birding pieces! Does every strange sail so put you through your paces?”
The favorite raised his eyebrows. "I guess I don't need to introduce myself," he said. "You've realized I'm not the devil, after all—at least not the Spanish Apollyon. Wow! A hawk over a chicken coop couldn't have caused more chaos than my little ship and my few birding pieces did! Does every unfamiliar sail put you through your paces like this?"
The Governor's color mounted. “We are not at home,” he answered stiffly. “Here we are few and weak and surrounded by many dangers, and have need to be vigilant, being planted, as it were, in the very grasp of that Spain who holds Europe in awe, and who claims this land as her own. That we are here at all is proof enough of our courage, my lord.”
The Governor's complexion turned red. “We're not at home,” he replied rigidly. “Here we are outnumbered, vulnerable, and surrounded by many threats, so we need to stay alert, being, as it is, in the tight grip of Spain, which holds Europe in fear and claims this land as her own. The fact that we are here at all is enough proof of our bravery, my lord.”
The other shrugged his shoulders. “I don't doubt your mettle,” he said negligently. “I dare say it matches your armor.”
The other shrugged. “I’m not questioning your bravery,” he said casually. “I’d say it’s as strong as your armor.”
His glance had rested for a moment upon the battered headpiece and ancient rusty breastplate with which Master Jeremy Sparrow was bedight.
His gaze lingered for a moment on the worn-out helmet and old, rusty breastplate that Master Jeremy Sparrow was wearing.
“It is something antique, truly, something out of fashion,” remarked that worthy,—“almost as out of fashion as courtesy from guests, or respect for dignities from my-face-is-my-fortune minions and lords on carpet considerations.”
“It’s really something old-fashioned, truly, something that’s out of style,” said that respectable person, “almost as out of style as courtesy from guests or respect for ranks from my-face-is-my-fortune minions and lords on carpet considerations.”
The hush of consternation following this audacious speech was broken by a roar of laughter from the favorite himself. “Zounds!” he cried, “your courage is worn on your sleeve, good giant! I'll uphold you to face Spaniards, strappado, rack, galleys, and all!”
The silence of shock after this bold speech was interrupted by a loud laugh from the favorite himself. “Wow!” he said, “your bravery is right there for everyone to see, good giant! I’ll back you up against Spaniards, torture, the rack, galleys, and everything!”
The bravado with which he spoke, the insolence of his bold glance and curled lip, the arrogance with which he flaunted that King's favor which should be a brand more infamous than the hangman's, his beauty, the pomp of his dress,—all were alike hateful. I hated him then, scarce knowing why, as I hated him afterward with reason.
The confidence with which he spoke, the disrespect in his bold gaze and smirk, the arrogance with which he displayed the King's favor—which should be a mark of shame worse than a hangman's—his looks, the extravagance of his outfit—all of it was equally detestable. I hated him then, barely understanding why, just as I later hated him for good reason.
He now pulled from the breast of his doublet a packet, which he proffered the Governor. “From the King, sir,” he announced, in the half-fierce, half—mocking tone he had made his own. “You may read it at your leisure. He wishes you to further me in a quest upon which I have come.”
He now pulled out a packet from the front of his doublet and handed it to the Governor. “From the King, sir,” he announced, in the half-fierce, half-mocking tone he had made his own. “You can read it whenever you want. He wants you to support me in a quest I’ve come on.”
The Governor took the packet with reverence. “His Majesty's will is our law,” he said. “Anything that lies in our power, sir; though if you come for gold”—
The Governor picked up the packet with respect. “The King’s wishes are our law,” he said. “Anything that’s within our control, sir; but if you’re here for gold—”
The favorite laughed again. “I've come for a thing a deal more precious, Sir Governor,—a thing worth more to me than all the treasure of the Indies with Manoa and El Dorado thrown in,—to wit, the thing upon which I've set my mind. That which I determine to do, I do, sir, and the thing I determine to have, why, sooner or later, by hook or by crook, fair means or foul, I have it! I am not one to be crossed or defied with impunity.”
The favorite laughed again. “I've come for something much more valuable, Sir Governor—a thing worth more to me than all the treasure of the Indies, including Manoa and El Dorado—what I’m focused on. Once I decide to do something, I do it, sir, and whatever I choose to have, sooner or later, by any means necessary, fair or foul, I get it! I'm not someone who can be crossed or challenged without consequences.”
“I do not take your meaning, my lord,” said the Governor, puzzled, but courteous. “There are none here who would care to thwart, in any honorable enterprise, a nobleman so high in the King's favor. I trust that my Lord Carnal will make my poor house his own during his stay in Virginia—What's the matter, my lord?”
“I don’t understand what you mean, my lord,” said the Governor, confused but polite. “There’s no one here who would want to sabotage, in any honorable pursuit, a nobleman so favored by the King. I hope that my Lord Carnal will make my humble home his own during his time in Virginia—What’s wrong, my lord?”
My lord's face was dark red, his black eyes afire, his mustaches working up and down. His white teeth had closed with a click on the loud oath which had interrupted the Governor's speech. Honest Sir George and his circle stared at this unaccountable guest in amazement not unmixed with dismay. As for myself, I knew before he spoke what had caused the oath and the fierce triumph in that handsome face. Master Jeremy Sparrow had moved a little to one side, thus exposing to view that which his great body had before screened from observation,—namely, Mistress Jocelyn Percy.
My lord’s face was bright red, his dark eyes blazing, his mustache twitching up and down. His white teeth clenched with a snap at the loud curse that had interrupted the Governor's speech. Honest Sir George and his group stared at this unexpected guest in astonishment mixed with anxiety. As for me, I already knew what had triggered the curse and the fierce triumph on that handsome face. Master Jeremy Sparrow had shifted slightly to the side, revealing for the first time what his large body had previously hidden from view—Mistress Jocelyn Percy.
In a moment the favorite was before her, hat in hand, bowing to the ground.
In an instant, the favorite stood before her, holding his hat in his hands and bowing to the ground.
“My quest hath ended where I feared it but begun!” he cried, flushed and exultant. “I have found my Manoa sooner than I thought for. Have you no welcome for me, lady?”
“My quest has ended where I feared it had only begun!” he shouted, flushed and excited. “I have found my Manoa sooner than I expected. Do you have no welcome for me, lady?”
She withdrew her arm from mine and curtsied to him profoundly; then stood erect, indignant and defiant, her eyes angry stars, her cheeks carnation, scorn on her smiling lips.
She pulled her arm away from mine and deeply curtsied to him; then stood up straight, indignant and defiant, her eyes fierce, her cheeks flushed, scorn on her smiling lips.
“I cannot welcome you as you should be welcomed, my lord,” she said in a clear voice. “I have but my bare hands. Manoa, my lord, lies far to the southward. This land is quite out of your course, and you will find here but your travail for your pains. My lord, permit me to present to you my husband, Captain Ralph Percy. I think that you know his cousin, my Lord of Northumberland.”
“I can't welcome you the way you deserve, my lord,” she said clearly. “I only have my bare hands. Manoa, my lord, is far to the south. This land is completely off your path, and you’ll find only hardship here for your efforts. My lord, let me introduce you to my husband, Captain Ralph Percy. I believe you know his cousin, my Lord of Northumberland.”
The red left the favorite's cheeks, and he moved as though a blow had been dealt him by some invisible hand. Recovering himself he bowed to me, and I to him, which done we looked each other in the eyes long enough for each to see the thrown gauntlet.
The color drained from the favorite's cheeks, and he moved as if he'd been struck by some unseen force. Once he regained his composure, he bowed to me, and I bowed back. After that, we locked eyes long enough for both of us to recognize the challenge.
“I raise it,” I said.
"I'll raise it," I said.
“And I raise it,” he answered.
“And I raise it,” he replied.
“A l'outrance, I think, sir?” I continued.
“A bit much, I think, sir?” I continued.
“A l'outrance,” he assented.
"To the extreme," he agreed.
“And between us two alone,” I suggested.
"And just between the two of us," I suggested.
His answering smile was not good to see, nor was the tone in which he spoke to the Governor good to hear.
His smile in reply wasn’t nice to see, and the way he spoke to the Governor wasn’t pleasant to hear.
“It is now some weeks, sir,” he said, “since there disappeared from court a jewel, a diamond of most inestimable worth. It in some sort belonged to the King, and his Majesty, in the goodness of his heart, had promised it to a certain one,—nay, had sworn by his kingdom that it should be his. Well, sir, that man put forth his hand to claim his own—when lo! the jewel vanished! Where it went no man could tell. There was, as you may believe, a mighty running up and down and looking into dark corners, all for naught,—it was clean gone. But the man to whom that bright gem had been promised was not one easily hoodwinked or baffled. He swore to trace it, follow it, find it, and wear it.”
“It’s been a few weeks now, sir,” he said, “since a valuable jewel, a diamond of incredible worth, disappeared from court. It somewhat belonged to the King, and his Majesty, in his kindness, had promised it to a certain person—no, he had sworn by his kingdom that it would be his. So, that man came forward to claim what was rightfully his—when suddenly, the jewel vanished! No one knew where it went. As you can imagine, there was a lot of searching and looking into dark corners, all for nothing—it was completely gone. But the man to whom that bright gem had been promised was not someone easily deceived or stopped. He swore to track it down, follow it, find it, and wear it.”
His bold eyes left the Governor, to rest upon the woman beside me; had he pointed to her with his hand, he could not have more surely drawn upon her the regard of that motley throng. By degrees the crowd had fallen back, leaving us three—the King's minion, the masquerading lady, and myself—the centre of a ring of staring faces; but now she became the sole target at which all eyes were directed.
His fearless gaze shifted away from the Governor to focus on the woman next to me; if he had pointed at her, he couldn't have attracted more attention from that mixed crowd. Gradually, the audience had pulled back, leaving the three of us—the King's favorite, the disguised woman, and me—at the center of a circle of watching faces; but now she was the main focus of everyone's attention.
In Virginia, at this time, the women of our own race were held in high esteem. During the first years of our planting they were a greater rarity than the mocking-birds and flying squirrels, or than that weed the eating of which made fools of men. The man whose wife was loving and daring enough, or jealous enough of Indian maids, to follow him into the wilderness counted his friends by the score and never lacked for company. The first marriage in Virginia was between a laborer and a waiting maid, and yet there was as great a deal of candy stuff as if it had been the nuptials of a lieutenant of the shire. The brother of my Lord de la Warre stood up with the groom, the brother of my Lord of Northumberland gave away the bride and was the first to kiss her, and the President himself held the caudle to their lips that night. Since that wedding there had been others. Gentlewomen made the Virginia voyage with husband or father; women signed as servants and came over, to marry in three weeks' time, the husband paying good tobacco for the wife's freedom; in the cargoes of children sent for apprentices there were many girls. And last, but not least, had come Sir Edwyn's doves. Things had changed since that day—at the memory of which men still held their sides—when Madam West, then the only woman in the town with youth and beauty, had marched down the street to the pillory, mounted it, called to her the drummer, and ordered him to summon to the square by tuck of drum every man in the place. Which done, and the amazed population at hand, gaping at the spectacle of the wife of their commander (then absent from home) pilloried before them, she gave command, through the crier, that they should take their fill of gazing, whispering, and nudging then and there, forever and a day, and then should go about their business and give her leave to mind her own.
In Virginia, at this time, the women of our own race were highly regarded. During the early years of our settlement, they were rarer than mockingbirds and flying squirrels, or that plant which drove men to foolishness. A man whose wife was loving and brave enough, or jealous enough of Native American women, to follow him into the wilderness had plenty of friends and never lacked company. The first marriage in Virginia was between a laborer and a maid, yet it had all the pomp of a shire lieutenant's wedding. The brother of my Lord de la Warre stood with the groom, the brother of my Lord of Northumberland gave away the bride and was the first to kiss her, and the President himself held the drink to their lips that night. Since that wedding, there had been others. Gentlewomen made the journey to Virginia with their husbands or fathers; women signed on as servants and came over to marry within three weeks, the husband paying a good amount of tobacco for the wife’s freedom; among the cargoes of children sent for apprentices, there were many girls. And last, but certainly not least, were Sir Edwyn's doves. Things had changed since that memorable day—when men still laughed at the memory—when Madam West, then the only young and beautiful woman in town, marched down the street to the pillory, climbed it, called for the drummer, and ordered him to summon every man in the place by drumbeat. Once gathered, the astonished crowd watched as the wife of their commander (who was away from home) stood before them in the pillory; she commanded, through the crier, that they should enjoy the spectacle of gazing, whispering, and nudging to their heart's content, forever and a day, and then return to their business, allowing her to mind her own.
That day was gone, but men still dropped their work to see a woman pass, still cheered when a farthingale appeared over a ship's side, and at church still devoted their eyes to other service than staring at the minister. In our short but crowded history few things had made a greater stir than the coming in of Sir Edwyn's maids. They were married now, but they were still the observed of all observers; to be pointed out to strangers, run after by children, gaped at by the vulgar, bowed to with broad smiles by Burgess, Councilor, and commander, and openly contemned by those dames who had attained to a husband in somewhat more regular fashion. Of the ninety who had arrived two weeks before, the greater number had found husbands in the town itself or in the neighboring hundreds, so that in the crowd that had gathered to withstand the Spaniard, and had stayed to welcome the King's favorite, there were farthingales not a few.
That day is gone, but men still stopped their work to watch a woman pass by, still cheered when a farthingale appeared over the side of a ship, and at church, they still focused their attention on things other than the minister. In our brief but eventful history, few things caused as much excitement as the arrival of Sir Edwyn's maids. They were married now, but they were still the center of attention; pointed out to strangers, chased after by children, stared at by the crowd, greeted with big smiles by Burgess, councilors, and commanders, and openly looked down upon by those ladies who had secured a husband in a more conventional way. Of the ninety who had arrived two weeks ago, most found husbands in the town or in nearby areas, so among the crowd gathered to resist the Spaniard and to greet the King’s favorite, there were quite a few farthingales.
But there were none like the woman whose hand I had kissed in the courting meadow. In the throng, that day, in her Puritan dress and amid the crowd of meaner beauties, she had passed without overmuch comment, and since that day none had seen her save Rolfe and the minister, my servants and myself; and when “The Spaniard!” was cried, men thought of other things than the beauty of women; so that until this moment she had escaped any special notice. Now all that was changed. The Governor, following the pointing of those insolent eyes, fixed his own upon her in a stare of sheer amazement; the gold-laced quality about him craned necks, lifted eyebrows, and whispered; and the rabble behind followed their betters' example with an emphasis quite their own.
But there was no one like the woman whose hand I had kissed in the courting meadow. That day, in her Puritan dress and among the crowd of lesser beauties, she had gone by with little comment, and since then, only Rolfe, the minister, my servants, and I had seen her; and when "The Spaniard!" was shouted, men had other things on their minds besides the beauty of women, so until this moment, she had avoided any special attention. Now everything had changed. The Governor, following the direction of those bold eyes, locked his gaze on her in sheer amazement; his gold-laced attire turned heads, raised eyebrows, and prompted whispers; and the crowd behind imitated their betters with their own distinctive flair.
“Where do you suppose that jewel went, Sir Governor,” said the favorite,—“that jewel which was overnice to shine at court, which set up its will against the King's, which would have none of that one to whom it had been given?”
“Where do you think that jewel went, Sir Governor?” said the favorite. “That jewel that was too picky to shine at court, that went against the King's wishes, that wanted nothing to do with the person it was given to?”
“I am a plain man, my lord,” replied the Governor bluntly. “An it please you, give me plain words.”
“I’m a straightforward man, my lord,” replied the Governor directly. “If it’s alright with you, just give me plain language.”
My lord laughed, his eyes traveling round the ring of greedily intent faces. “So be it, sir,” he assented. “May I ask who is this lady?”
My lord laughed, his eyes scanning the circle of eagerly focused faces. “Alright then,” he agreed. “Can I ask who this lady is?”
“She came in the Bonaventure,” answered the Governor. “She was one of the treasurer's poor maids.”
“She came on the Bonaventure,” the Governor replied. “She was one of the treasurer's poor girls.”
“With whom I trod a measure at court not long ago,” said the favorite. “I had to wait for the honor until the prince had been gratified.”
“Who I danced with at court not long ago,” said the favorite. “I had to wait for the honor until the prince was pleased.”
The Governor's round eyes grew rounder. Young Hamor, a-tiptoe behind him, drew a long, low whistle.
The Governor's wide eyes grew even wider. Young Hamor, on his toes behind him, let out a low, drawn-out whistle.
“In so small a community,” went on my lord, “sure you must all know one another. There can be no masks worn, no false colors displayed. Everything must be as open as daylight. But we all have a past as well as a present. Now, for instance”—
“In such a small community,” my lord continued, “you must all know each other. There can be no disguises, no fake personas. Everything has to be as clear as day. But we all have a past as well as a present. Now, for example”—
I interrupted him. “In Virginia, my lord, we live in the present. At present, my lord, I like not the color of your lordship's cloak.”
I cut him off. “In Virginia, my lord, we live in the present. Right now, my lord, I don't like the color of your cloak.”
He stared at me, with his black brows drawn together. “It is not of your choosing nor for your wearing, sir,” he rejoined haughtily.
He looked at me, his dark eyebrows furrowed. “It’s not your choice to make or yours to wear, sir,” he replied arrogantly.
“And your sword knot is villainously tied,” I continued. “And I like not such a fire-new, bejeweled scabbard. Mine, you see, is out at heel.”
“And your sword knot is tied terribly,” I continued. “And I really don’t like such a flashy, jeweled scabbard. Mine, you see, is worn out.”
“I see,” he said dryly.
“I see,” he said flatly.
“The pinking of your doublet suits me not, either,” I declared. “I could make it more to my liking,” and I touched his Genoa three-pile with the point of my rapier.
“The pink of your doublet doesn’t please me, either,” I said. “I could make it more to my taste,” and I poked at his Genoa three-pile with the tip of my rapier.
A loud murmur arose from the crowd, and the Governor started forward, crying out, “Captain Percy! Are you mad?”
A loud murmur rose from the crowd, and the Governor stepped forward, shouting, “Captain Percy! Are you crazy?”
“I was never saner in my life, sir,” I answered. “French fashions like me not,—that is all,—nor Englishmen that wear them. To my thinking such are scarcely true-born.”
“I’ve never been more sane in my life, sir,” I replied. “French fashions don’t suit me—that’s all—and neither do the Englishmen who wear them. In my opinion, they’re hardly true-born.”
That thrust went home. All the world knew the story of my late Lord Carnal and the waiting woman in the service of the French ambassador's wife. A gasp of admiration went up from the crowd. My lord's rapier was out, the hand that held it shaking with passion. I had my blade in my hand, but the point was upon the ground. “I'll lesson you, you madman!” he said thickly. Suddenly, without any warning, he thrust at me; had he been less blind with rage, the long score which each was to run up against the other might have ended where it began. I swerved, and the next instant with my own point sent his rapier whirling. It fell at the Governor's feet.
That strike hit its mark. Everyone knew the story of my late Lord Carnal and the lady-in-waiting to the French ambassador's wife. A murmur of admiration rose from the crowd. My lord had drawn his sword, his hand trembling with anger. I had my sword ready, but the tip was resting on the ground. “I’ll teach you a lesson, you madman!” he said hoarsely. Suddenly, without any warning, he lunged at me; if he hadn't been so blinded by rage, the long feud each was destined to have with the other might have ended before it truly began. I dodged, and the next moment, with my own sword, sent his rapier spinning. It landed at the Governor's feet.
“Your lordship may pick it up,” I remarked. “Your grasp is as firm as your honor, my lord.”
“Your lordship can pick it up,” I said. “Your grip is as strong as your honor, my lord.”
He glared at me, foam upon his lips. Men were between us now,—the Governor, Francis West, Master Pory, Hamor, Wynne,—and a babel of excited voices arose. The diversion I had aimed to make had been made with a vengeance. West had me by the arm. “What a murrain is all this coil about, Ralph Percy? If you hurt hair of his head, you are lost!”
He stared at me, foam on his lips. Men stood between us now— the Governor, Francis West, Master Pory, Hamor, Wynne— and a chaotic mix of excited voices filled the air. The distraction I had intended had backfired spectacularly. West grabbed my arm. “What on earth is all this fuss about, Ralph Percy? If you hurt a single hair on his head, you're done for!”
The favorite broke from the Governor's detaining hand and conciliatory speech.
The favorite broke free from the Governor's restraining grip and soothing words.
“You'll fight, sir?” he cried hoarsely.
“You're going to fight, sir?” he shouted, voice hoarse.
“You know that I need not now, my lord,” I answered.
“You know I don’t need to now, my lord,” I replied.
He stamped upon the ground with rage and shame; not true shame for that foul thrust, but shame for the sword upon the grass, for that which could be read in men's eyes, strive to hide it as they might, for the open scorn upon one face. Then, during the minute or more in which we faced each other in silence, he exerted to some effect that will of which he had boasted. The scarlet faded from his face, his frame steadied, and he forced a smile. Also he called to his aid a certain soldierly, honest-seeming frankness of speech and manner which he could assume at will.
He stomped on the ground in anger and embarrassment; not real shame for that nasty blow, but shame for the sword lying on the grass, for what could be seen in people's eyes, no matter how hard they tried to hide it, for the open mockery on one face. Then, during the minute or so that we stood there in silence, he managed to exert that will he had bragged about. The red drained from his face, his body steadied, and he forced a smile. He also called forth a kind of soldierly, honest-seeming straightforwardness in his speech and manner that he could adopt at will.
“Your Virginian sunshine dazzleth the eyes, sir,” he said. “Of a verity it made me think you on guard. Forgive me my mistake.”
“Your Virginian sunshine dazzles the eyes, sir,” he said. “It truly made me think you were on guard. Forgive me for my mistake.”
I bowed. “Your lordship will find me at your service. I lodge at the minister's house, where your lordship's messenger will find me. I am going there now with my wife, who hath ridden a score of miles this morning and is weary. We give you good-day, my lord.”
I bowed. “My lord, I’m at your service. I’m staying at the minister's house, where your messenger will find me. I’m heading there now with my wife, who has traveled about twenty miles this morning and is tired. We wish you a good day, my lord.”
I bowed to him again and to the Governor, then gave my hand to Mistress Percy. The crowd opening before us, we passed through it, and crossed the parade by the west bulwark. At the further end was a bit of rising ground. This we mounted; then, before descending the other side into the lane leading to the minister's house, we turned as by one impulse and looked back. Life is like one of those endless Italian corridors, painted, picture after picture, by a master hand; and man is the traveler through it, taking his eyes from one scene but to rest them upon another. Some remain a blur in his mind; some he remembers not; for some he has but to close his eyes and he sees them again, line for line, tint for tint, the whole spirit of the piece. I close my eyes, and I see the sunshine hot and bright, the blue of the skies, the sheen of the river. The sails are white again upon boats long lost; the Santa Teresa, sunk in a fight with an Algerine rover two years afterward, rides at anchor there forever in the James, her crew in the waist and the rigging, her master and his mates on the poop, above them the flag. I see the plain at our feet and the crowd beyond, all staring with upturned faces; and standing out from the group of perplexed and wondering dignitaries a man in black and scarlet, one hand busy at his mouth, the other clenched upon the newly restored and unsheathed sword. And I see, standing on the green hillock, hand in hand, us two, myself and the woman so near to me, and yet so far away that a common enemy seemed our only tie.
I bowed to him again and to the Governor, then took Mistress Percy’s hand. The crowd parted for us as we moved through, crossing the parade by the west bulwark. At the far end was a small rise. We climbed it, and before going down the other side into the lane that led to the minister's house, we turned back together almost instinctively. Life is like one of those endless Italian hallways, painted with picture after picture by a skilled artist; and we are the travelers moving through it, shifting our gaze from one scene to another. Some blur in our memory; some we forget; for some, all we have to do is close our eyes, and we can see them again, detail by detail, every shade and the whole essence of the scene. I close my eyes, and I see the bright, hot sunshine, the blue sky, the shimmer of the river. The white sails are back on boats long gone; the Santa Teresa, which sank in a battle with an Algerian ship two years later, is anchored there forever in the James, her crew on deck and in the rigging, her captain and his mates on the poop, the flag above them. I see the plain at our feet and the crowd beyond, all looking up at us; and standing out from the group of confused and curious officials is a man in black and scarlet, one hand at his mouth and the other gripping the newly restored and unsheathed sword. And I see, standing on the green knoll, hand in hand, the two of us, myself and the woman so close to me, yet so far away that a common enemy felt like our only connection.
We turned and descended to the green lane and the deserted houses. When we were quite hidden from those we had left on the bank below the fort, she dropped my hand and moved to the other side of the lane; and thus, with never a word to spare, we walked sedately on until we reached the minister's house.
We turned and walked down to the grassy path and the empty houses. Once we were out of sight from those we had left on the bank below the fort, she let go of my hand and moved to the other side of the path. So, without saying a word, we continued walking calmly until we arrived at the minister's house.
CHAPTER IX IN WHICH TWO DRINK OF ONE CUP
WAITING for us in the doorway we found Master Jeremy Sparrow, relieved of his battered armor, his face wreathed with hospitable smiles, and a posy in his hand.
WAITING for us in the doorway was Master Jeremy Sparrow, out of his battered armor, his face full of friendly smiles, and holding a bouquet in his hand.
“When the Spaniard turned out to be only the King's minion, I slipped away to see that all was in order,” he said genially. “Here are roses, madam, that you are not to treat as you did those others.”
“When the Spaniard turned out to be just the King's lackey, I quietly slipped away to make sure everything was in order,” he said warmly. “Here are some roses, ma'am, that you shouldn't treat the way you did the others.”
She took them from him with a smile, and we went into the house to find three fair large rooms, something bare of furnishing, but clean and sweet, with here and there a bow pot of newly gathered flowers, a dish of wardens on the table, and a cool air laden with the fragrance of the pine blowing through the open window.
She took them from him with a smile, and we went into the house to find three fairly large rooms, somewhat bare of furniture, but clean and fresh, with a few pots of freshly picked flowers here and there, a dish of quinces on the table, and a cool breeze filled with the scent of pine coming through the open window.
“This is your demesne,” quoth the minister. “I have worthy Master Bucke's own chamber upstairs. Ah, good man, I wish he may quickly recover his strength and come back to his own, and so relieve me of the burden of all this luxury. I, whom nature meant for an eremite, have no business in kings' chambers such as these.”
“This is your domain,” said the minister. “I have the esteemed Master Bucke's own room upstairs. Ah, good man, I hope he quickly regains his strength and returns to his place, so I can be freed from the burden of all this luxury. I, who was meant by nature to be a hermit, have no place in kings' chambers like these.”
His devout faith in his own distaste for soft living and his longings after a hermit's cell was an edifying spectacle. So was the evident pride which he took in his domain, the complacence with which he pointed out the shady, well-stocked garden, and the delight with which he produced and set upon the table a huge pasty and a flagon of wine.
His strong belief in his dislike for a comfortable lifestyle and his desire for a hermit's solitude was quite inspiring. So was the clear pride he took in his property, the satisfaction with which he showed off the shady, well-maintained garden, and the joy with which he brought out and placed on the table a large pie and a jug of wine.
“It is a fast day with me,” he said. “I may neither eat nor drink until the sun goes down. The flesh is a strong giant, very full of pride and lust of living, and the spirit must needs keep watch and ward, seizing every opportunity to mortify and deject its adversary. Goodwife Allen is still gaping with the crowd at the fort, and your man and maid have not yet come, but I shall be overhead if you need aught. Mistress Percy must want rest after her ride.”
“It’s a fast day for me,” he said. “I can’t eat or drink until the sun goes down. The body is a powerful giant, filled with pride and desire for life, and the spirit needs to stay alert, taking every chance to weaken its opponent. Goodwife Allen is still staring with the crowd at the fort, and your man and maid haven’t arrived yet, but I’ll be around if you need anything. Mistress Percy must need some rest after her ride.”
He was gone, leaving us two alone together. She stood opposite me, beside the window, from which she had not moved since entering the room. The color was still in her cheeks, the light in her eyes, and she still held the roses with which Sparrow had heaped her arms. I was moving to the table.
He was gone, leaving just the two of us alone. She stood across from me, next to the window, where she hadn’t moved since coming into the room. The color was still in her cheeks, the light still sparkled in her eyes, and she was still holding the roses that Sparrow had piled into her arms. I was moving toward the table.
“Wait!” she said, and I turned toward her again.
“Wait!” she said, and I turned to her again.
“Have you no questions to ask?” she demanded.
“Don't you have any questions to ask?” she pressed.
I shook my head. “None, madam.”
I shook my head. “None, ma'am.”
“I was the King's ward!” she cried.
“I was the King's ward!” she exclaimed.
I bowed, but spoke no word, though she waited for me.
I bowed, but didn’t say anything, even though she was waiting for me.
“If you will listen,” she said at last, proudly, and yet with a pleading sweetness,—“if you will listen, I will tell you how it was that I—that I came to wrong you so.”
“If you’ll listen,” she said finally, proudly, yet with a heartfelt plea, “if you’ll listen, I’ll explain how it was that I—how I came to hurt you like that.”
“I am listening, madam,” I replied.
"I'm listening, ma'am," I said.
She stood against the light, the roses pressed to her bosom, her dark eyes upon me, her head held high. “My mother died when I was born; my father, years ago. I was the King's ward. While the Queen lived she kept me with her,—she loved me, I think; and the King too was kind,—would have me sing to him, and would talk to me about witchcraft and the Scriptures, and how rebellion to a king is rebellion to God. When I was sixteen, and he tendered me marriage with a Scotch lord, I, who loved the gentleman not, never having seen him, prayed the King to take the value of my marriage and leave me my freedom. He was so good to me then that the Scotch lord was wed elsewhere, and I danced at the wedding with a mind at ease. Time passed, and the King was still my very good lord. Then, one black day, my Lord Carnal came to court, and the King looked at him oftener than at his Grace of Buckingham. A few months, and my lord's wish was the King's will. To do this new favorite pleasure he forgot his ancient kindness of heart; yea, and he made the law of no account. I was his kinswoman, and under my full age; he would give my hand to whom he chose. He chose to give it to my Lord Carnal.”
She stood in the light, holding the roses close to her chest, her dark eyes on me, her head held high. “My mother died when I was born; my father passed away years ago. I was the King's ward. While the Queen was alive, she kept me with her—I think she loved me; the King was kind too—he would have me sing to him and would talk to me about witchcraft and the Scriptures, and how rebelling against a king is like rebelling against God. When I was sixteen, he proposed me to a Scottish lord, someone I didn’t love since I had never seen him. I begged the King to take the value of my marriage and let me keep my freedom. He was so good to me that the Scottish lord ended up marrying someone else, and I danced at the wedding without a care. Time went on, and the King remained very kind to me. Then, one dark day, my Lord Carnal came to court, and the King looked at him more often than at his Grace of Buckingham. A few months later, whatever my lord wanted became the King’s command. To please this new favorite, he forgot his old kindness; in fact, he disregarded the law completely. I was related to him and still underage; he chose to give me to whoever he wanted. He decided to give me to my Lord Carnal.”
She broke off, and turned her face from me toward the slant sunshine without the window. Thus far she had spoken quietly, with a certain proud patience of voice and bearing; but as she stood there in a silence which I did not break, the memory of her wrongs brought the crimson to her cheeks and the anger to her eyes. Suddenly she burst forth passionately: “The King is the King! What is a subject's will to clash with his? What weighs a woman's heart against his whim? Little cared he that my hand held back, grew cold at the touch of that other hand in which he would have put it. What matter if my will was against that marriage? It was but the will of a girl, and must be broken. All my world was with the King; I, who stood alone, was but a woman, young and untaught. Oh, they pressed me sore, they angered me to the very heart! There was not one to fight my battle, to help me in that strait, to show me a better path than that I took. With all my heart, with all my soul, with all my might, I hate that man which that ship brought here to-day! You know what I did to escape them all, to escape that man. I fled from England in the dress of my waiting maid and under her name. I came to Virginia in that guise. I let myself be put up, appraised, cried for sale, in that meadow yonder, as if I had been indeed the piece of merchandise I professed myself. The one man who approached me with respect I gulled and cheated. I let him, a stranger, give me his name. I shelter myself now behind his name. I have foisted on him my quarrel. I have—Oh, despise me, if you will! You cannot despise me more than I despise myself!”
She stopped and turned her face from me toward the angled sunlight coming through the window. Until now, she had spoken softly, with a certain proud patience in her voice and demeanor; but as she stood there in a silence I didn’t interrupt, the memory of her wrongs flushed her cheeks and sparked anger in her eyes. Suddenly, she burst out passionately: “The King is the King! What does a subject’s will matter compared to his? What does a woman’s heart count against his whim? He didn’t care that my hand recoiled, chilled by the touch of that other hand he wanted to join mine. What if my will went against that marriage? It was just the will of a girl and had to be crushed. Everyone stood with the King; I, who stood alone, was just a woman, young and inexperienced. Oh, they pressed me hard, driving me to the core! There wasn’t anyone to fight my fight, to help me in that tight spot, to show me a better way than the path I took. With all my heart, with all my soul, with all my strength, I hate that man who arrived here today on that ship! You know what I did to escape them all, to escape that man. I fled from England dressed as my maid and using her name. I came to Virginia in that disguise. I allowed myself to be put up for sale, auctioned in that meadow over there, as if I were truly the piece of merchandise I claimed to be. The only man who approached me with respect I tricked and deceived. I let him, a stranger, give me his name. I now hide behind his name. I’ve pushed my fight onto him. I have—Oh, despise me if you want! You can’t despise me more than I despise myself!”
I stood with my hand upon the table and my eyes studying the shadow of the vines upon the floor. All that she said was perfectly true, and yet—I had a vision of a scarlet and black figure and a dark and beautiful face. I too hated my Lord Carnal.
I stood with my hand on the table, my eyes tracing the shadow of the vines on the floor. Everything she said was completely true, and yet—I envisioned a scarlet and black figure and a dark, beautiful face. I, too, despised my Lord Carnal.
“I do not despise you, madam,” I said at last. “What was done two weeks ago in the meadow yonder is past recall. Let it rest. What is mine is yours: it's little beside my sword and my name. The one is naturally at my wife's service; for the other, I have had some pride in keeping it untarnished. It is now in your keeping as well as my own. I do not fear to leave it there, madam.”
“I don’t hold anything against you, ma'am,” I finally said. “What happened two weeks ago in the meadow is behind us. Let’s leave it alone. What’s mine is yours; it’s not much besides my sword and my name. The sword is naturally at my wife’s service; as for my name, I’ve taken some pride in keeping it clean. It’s now in your hands just as much as it is in mine. I’m not afraid to leave it with you, ma'am.”
I had spoken with my eyes upon the garden outside the window, but now I looked at her, to see that she was trembling in every limb,—trembling so that I thought she would fall. I hastened to her. “The roses,” she said,—“the roses are too heavy. Oh, I am tired—and the room goes round.”
I had been looking out at the garden through the window, but now I turned to her and saw that she was shaking all over—shaking so much that I thought she might collapse. I rushed over to her. “The roses,” she said, “the roses are too heavy. Oh, I’m so tired—and the room is spinning.”
I caught her as she fell, and laid her gently upon the floor. There was water on the table, and I dashed some in her face and moistened her lips; then turned to the door to get woman's help, and ran against Diccon.
I caught her as she fell and laid her down gently on the floor. There was water on the table, so I splashed some on her face and dampened her lips; then I turned to the door to get a woman's help and bumped into Diccon.
“I got that bag of bones here at last, sir,” he began. “If ever I”—His eyes traveled past me, and he broke off.
“I finally got that bag of bones here, sir,” he started. “If I ever—” His eyes drifted past me, and he stopped speaking.
“Don't stand there staring,” I ordered. “Go bring the first woman you meet.”
“Don’t just stand there staring,” I commanded. “Go get the first woman you see.”
“Is she dead?” he asked under his breath. “Have you killed her?”
“Is she dead?” he asked quietly. “Did you kill her?”
“Killed her, fool!” I cried. “Have you never seen a woman swoon?”
“Killed her, you idiot!” I shouted. “Have you never seen a woman faint?”
“She looks like death,” he muttered. “I thought”—
“She looks really bad,” he muttered. “I thought”—
“You thought!” I exclaimed. “You have too many thoughts. Begone, and call for help!”
“You thought!” I shouted. “You have too many ideas. Get out of here and ask for help!”
“Here is Angela,” he said sullenly and without offering to move, as, light of foot, soft of voice, ox-eyed and docile, the black woman entered the room. When I saw her upon her knees beside the motionless figure, the head pillowed on her arm, her hand busy with the fastenings about throat and bosom, her dark face as womanly tender as any English mother's bending over her nursling; and when I saw my wife, with a little moan, creep further into the encircling arms, I was satisfied.
“Here’s Angela,” he said gloomily, not bothering to move, as the black woman quietly entered the room, light on her feet and gentle in her voice, with big eyes and a calm demeanor. When I saw her on her knees next to the still figure, the head resting on her arm, her hand working on the fastenings around the throat and chest, her dark face as tender and maternal as any English mother caring for her baby; and when I saw my wife, letting out a soft moan, snuggle deeper into the comforting embrace, I felt content.
“Come away!” I said, and, followed by Diccon, went out and shut the door.
“Come on!” I said, and, followed by Diccon, walked out and closed the door.
My Lord Carnal was never one to let the grass grow beneath his feet. An hour later came his cartel, borne by no less a personage than the Secretary of the colony.
My Lord Carnal was never one to sit around doing nothing. An hour later, his challenge arrived, delivered by none other than the colony's Secretary.
I took it from the point of that worthy's rapier. It ran thus: “SIR,—At what hour to-morrow and at what place do you prefer to die? And with what weapon shall I kill you?”
I took it from that important person's rapier. It went like this: “SIR,—What time tomorrow and where do you want to die? And with what weapon should I kill you?”
“Captain Percy will give me credit for the profound reluctance with which I act in this affair against a gentleman and an officer so high in the esteem of the colony,” said Master Pory, with his hand upon his heart. “When I tell him that I once fought at Paris in a duel of six on the same side with my late Lord Carnal, and that when I was last at court my Lord Warwick did me the honor to present me to the present lord, he will see that I could not well refuse when the latter requested my aid.”
“Captain Percy will understand just how hesitantly I’m going into this situation against a man and officer who is held in such high regard by the colony,” said Master Pory, placing his hand on his heart. “When I mention that I once fought in Paris alongside my late Lord Carnal in a duel involving six others, and that at my last visit to court, Lord Warwick graciously introduced me to the current lord, he will realize that I couldn’t really say no when the latter asked for my help.”
“Master Pory's disinterestedness is perfectly well known,” I said, without a smile. “If he ever chooses the stronger side, sure he has strong reasons for so doing. He will oblige me by telling his principal that I ever thought sunrise a pleasant hour for dying, and that there could be no fitter place than the field behind the church, convenient as it is to the graveyard. As for weapons, I have heard that he is a good swordsman, but I have some little reputation that way myself. If he prefers pistols or daggers, so be it.”
“Master Pory's indifference is well known,” I said, without a smile. “If he ever chooses the stronger side, he surely has good reasons for it. He should let his boss know that I always thought sunrise was a nice time to die and that there couldn't be a better place than the field behind the church, since it's so close to the graveyard. As for weapons, I've heard he's a skilled swordsman, but I have a bit of a reputation in that area myself. If he prefers pistols or daggers, that's fine too.”
“I think we may assume the sword,” said Master Pory.
“I think we can take the sword,” said Master Pory.
I bowed.
I bowed.
“You'll bring a friend?” he asked.
“You're bringing a friend?” he asked.
“I do not despair of finding one,” I answered, “though my second, Master Secretary, will put himself in some jeopardy.”
“I’m not giving up on finding one,” I replied, “although my second, Master Secretary, might put himself at some risk.”
“It is combat... outrance, I believe?”
“It’s a fight... to the death, I think?”
“I understand it so.”
"I get it."
“Then we'd better have Bohun. The survivor may need his services.”
“Then we should get Bohun. The survivor might need his help.”
“As you please,” I replied, “though my man Diccon dresses my scratches well enough.”
“As you wish,” I replied, “though my guy Diccon takes good care of my scrapes.”
He bit his lip, but could not hide the twinkle in his eye.
He bit his lip, but couldn’t hide the sparkle in his eye.
“You are cocksure,” he said. “Curiously enough, so is my lord. There are no further formalities to adjust, I believe? To-morrow at sunrise, behind the church, and with rapiers?”
“You're really confident,” he said. “Interestingly, so is my lord. I don't think there are any more formalities to sort out, right? Tomorrow at sunrise, behind the church, and with rapiers?”
“Precisely.”
"Exactly."
He slapped his blade back into its sheath. “Then that's over and done with, for the nonce at least! Sufficient unto the day, etcetera. 'S life! I'm hot and dry! You've sacked cities, Ralph Percy; now sack me the minister's closet and bring out his sherris I'll be at charges for the next communion.”
He sheathed his sword. “Well, that’s settled, at least for now! Enough for today and all that. Life’s rough! I’m feeling hot and dry! You’ve conquered cities, Ralph Percy; now raid the minister’s closet and bring out his sherry. I’ll cover the costs for the next communion.”
We sat us down upon the doorstep with a tankard of sack between us, and Master Pory drank, and drank, and drank again.
We sat down on the doorstep with a tankard of wine between us, and Master Pory drank, and drank, and drank some more.
“How's the crop?” he asked. “Martin reports it poorer in quality than ever, but Sir George will have it that it is very Varinas.”
“How's the crop?” he asked. “Martin says it's worse in quality than ever, but Sir George insists that it’s very Varinas.”
“It's every whit as good as the Spanish,” I answered. “You may tell my Lord Warwick so, when next you write.”
“It's just as good as the Spanish,” I replied. “You can tell my Lord Warwick that the next time you write.”
He laughed. If he was a timeserver and leagued with my Lord Warwick's faction in the Company, he was a jovial sinner. Traveler and student, much of a philosopher, more of a wit, and boon companion to any beggar with a pottle of ale,—while the drink lasted,—we might look askance at his dealings, but we liked his company passing well. If he took half a poor rustic's crop for his fee, he was ready enough to toss him sixpence for drink money; and if he made the tenants of the lands allotted to his office leave their tobacco uncared for whilst they rowed him on his innumerable roving expeditions up creeks and rivers, he at least lightened their labors with most side-splitting tales, and with bottle songs learned in a thousand taverns.
He laughed. If he was just going along to get along and allied with my Lord Warwick's faction in the Company, he was a cheerful troublemaker. A traveler and student, more of a philosopher, and mostly a witty friend to any beggar with a jug of ale—while the drink lasted—we might side-eye his actions, but we genuinely enjoyed his company. If he took half of a poor peasant's crop as his fee, he was more than willing to toss him a sixpence for drink money; and if he made the tenants of the land assigned to his office neglect their tobacco while he took them on his countless adventures up creeks and rivers, at least he made their hard work easier with hilarious stories and drinking songs learned in a thousand taverns.
“After to-morrow there'll be more interesting news to write,” he announced. “You're a bold man, Captain Percy.”
“After tomorrow, there'll be more interesting news to share,” he announced. “You're a brave man, Captain Percy.”
He looked at me out of the corners of his little twinkling eyes. I sat and smoked in silence.
He glanced at me from the corners of his sparkling eyes. I sat and smoked quietly.
“The King begins to dote upon him,” he said; “leans on his arm, plays with his hand, touches his cheek. Buckingham stands by, biting his lip, his brow like a thundercloud. You'll find in to-morrow's antagonist, Ralph Percy, as potent a conjurer as your cousin Hotspur found in Glendower. He'll conjure you up the Tower, and a hanging, drawing, and quartering. Who touches the King's favorite had safer touch the King. It's lese-majeste, you contemplate.”
“The King is starting to get really fond of him,” he said; “he leans on his arm, plays with his hand, and touches his cheek. Buckingham is standing by, biting his lip, his brow looking stormy. Tomorrow’s rival, Ralph Percy, is just as powerful a magician as your cousin Hotspur found in Glendower. He’ll conjure up the Tower and a hanging, drawing, and quartering for you. If you mess with the King’s favorite, you’d be better off messing with the King himself. It’s treason you’re thinking about.”
He lit his pipe and blew out a great cloud of smoke, then burst into a roar of laughter. “My Lord High Admiral may see you through. Zooks! there'll be a raree-show worth the penny, behind the church to-morrow, a Percy striving with all his might and main to serve a Villiers! Eureka! There is something new under the sun, despite the Preacher!” He blew out another cloud of smoke. By this the tankard was empty, and his cheeks were red, his eyes moist, and his laughter very ready.
He lit his pipe and blew out a large cloud of smoke, then erupted into laughter. “The Lord High Admiral might help you out. Wow! There's going to be an exciting show worth the money behind the church tomorrow, with a Percy doing his best to serve a Villiers! Eureka! There's something fresh happening, despite what the Preacher says!” He puffed out another cloud of smoke. By this time, his tankard was empty, his cheeks were flushed, his eyes were teary, and his laughter was abundant.
“Where's the Lady Jocelyn Leigh?” he asked. “May I not have the honor to kiss her hand before I go?”
“Where’s Lady Jocelyn Leigh?” he asked. “Can I not have the honor of kissing her hand before I leave?”
I stared at him. “I do not understand you,” I said coldly. “There 's none within but Mistress Percy. She is weary, and rests after her journey. We came from Weyanoke this morning.”
I stared at him. “I don't understand you,” I said coldly. “There's no one here but Mistress Percy. She's tired and resting after her journey. We came from Weyanoke this morning.”
He shook with laughter. “Ay, ay, brave it out!” he cried. “It's what every man Jack of us said you would do! But all's known, man! The Governor read the King's letters in full Council an hour ago. She's the Lady Jocelyn Leigh; she 's a ward of the King's; she and her lands are to wed my Lord Carnal!”
He shook with laughter. “Yeah, yeah, just tough it out!” he said. “It's what every single one of us said you would do! But it's all out in the open, man! The Governor read the King's letters in full Council an hour ago. She's Lady Jocelyn Leigh; she's a ward of the King’s; she and her lands are set to marry my Lord Carnal!”
“She was all that,” I replied. “Now she 's my wife.”
“She was everything,” I said. “Now she’s my wife.”
“You'll find that the Court of High Commission will not agree with you.”
“You'll see that the Court of High Commission won’t go along with you.”
My rapier lay across my knees, and I ran my hand down its worn scabbard. “Here 's one that agrees with me,” I said. “And up there is Another,” and I lifted my hat.
My rapier was resting on my knees, and I ran my hand along its worn scabbard. “Here’s one that’s with me,” I said. “And up there is another,” and I tipped my hat.
He stared. “God and my good sword!” he cried. “A very knightly dependence, but not to be mentioned nowadays in the same breath with gold and the King's favor. Better bend to the storm, man; sing low while it roars past. You can swear that you did n't know her to be of finer weave than dowlas. Oh, they'll call it in some sort a marriage, for the lady's own sake; but they'll find flaws enough to crack a thousand such mad matches. The divorce is the thing! There's precedent, you know. A fair lady was parted from a brave man not a thousand years ago, because a favorite wanted her. True, Frances Howard wanted the favorite, whilst this beauty of yours”—
He stared. “God and my good sword!” he exclaimed. “A truly knightly way to think, but you can’t compare it to wealth and the King’s favor these days. It’s better to ride out the storm, my friend; just keep your head down while it rages on. You can honestly say you didn't realize she was of any greater quality than rough fabric. Oh, they'll probably label it a marriage for the lady’s sake; but they'll uncover enough issues to break a thousand of these crazy unions. The divorce is what matters! There’s history behind it, you know. A beautiful woman was separated from a brave man not too long ago because a favorite wanted her. It's true that Frances Howard wanted the favorite, while this beauty of yours—”
“You will please not couple the name of my wife with the name of that adulteress!” I interrupted fiercely.
“You better not associate my wife's name with that adulteress!” I interrupted fiercely.
He started; then cried out somewhat hurriedly: “No offense, no offense! I meant no comparisons; comparisons are odorous, saith Dogberry. All at court know the Lady Jocelyn Leigh for a very Britomart, a maid as cold as Dian!”
He started and then exclaimed somewhat quickly, “No offense, no offense! I didn’t mean any comparisons; comparisons are stinky, as Dogberry says. Everyone at court knows Lady Jocelyn Leigh as a true Britomart, a woman as frigid as Diana!”
I rose, and began to pace up and down the bit of green before the door. “Master Pory,” I said at last, coming to a stop before him, “if, without breach of faith, you can tell me what was said or done at the Council to-day anent this matter, you will lay me under an obligation that I shall not forget.”
I got up and started walking back and forth on the patch of grass in front of the door. “Master Pory,” I finally said, stopping in front of him, “if you can share what was said or done at the Council today regarding this matter, without breaking your trust, you will put me in your debt in a way I won’t forget.”
He studied the lace on his sleeve in silence for a while; then glanced up at me out of those small, sly, merry eyes. “Why,” he answered, “the King demands that the lady be sent home forthwith, on the ship that gave us such a turn to-day, in fact, with a couple of women to attend her, and under the protection of the only other passenger of quality, to wit, my Lord Carnal. His Majesty cannot conceive it possible that she hath so far forgotten her birth, rank, and duty as to have maintained in Virginia this mad masquerade, throwing herself into the arms of any petty planter or broken adventurer who hath chanced to have an hundred and twenty pounds of filthy tobacco with which to buy him a wife. If she hath been so mad, she is to be sent home none the less, where she will be tenderly dealt with as one surely in this sole matter under the spell of witchcraft. The ship is to bring home also—and in irons—the man who married her. If he swears to have been ignorant of her quality, and places no straws in the way of the King's Commissioners, then shall he be sent honorably back to Virginia with enough in his hand to get him another wife. Per contra, if he erred with open eyes, and if he remain contumacious, he will have to deal with the King and with the Court of High Commission, to say nothing of the King's favorite. That's the sum and substance, Ralph Percy.”
He looked at the lace on his sleeve in silence for a moment, then glanced up at me with his small, crafty, cheerful eyes. “Well,” he replied, “the King insists that the lady be sent home immediately, on the same ship that caused us such trouble today, actually, with a couple of women to accompany her, and under the protection of the only other noble passenger, my Lord Carnal. His Majesty can't believe that she has forgotten her status, heritage, and responsibilities to such an extent that she’s been living in Virginia in this ridiculous disguise, throwing herself at any minor landowner or failed adventurer who happened to own a hundred and twenty pounds of filthy tobacco to buy himself a wife. If she’s really that foolish, she still needs to go home, where she will be treated gently, since she is clearly under some sort of witch's spell in this regard. The ship will also bring back the man who married her, in chains. If he claims he didn’t know her status and cooperates with the King’s Commissioners, he’ll be sent back to Virginia with enough to find another wife. On the other hand, if he acted deliberately and refuses to cooperate, he’ll have to face the King and the Court of High Commission, not to mention the King’s favorite. That’s the main point, Ralph Percy.”
“Why was my Lord Carnal sent?” I asked.
“Why was my Lord Carnal sent?” I asked.
“Probably because my Lord Carnal would come. He hath a will, hath my Lord, and the King is more indulgent than Eli to those upon whom he dotes. Doubtless, my Lord High Admiral sped him on his way, gave him the King's best ship, wished him a favorable wind—to hell.”
“Probably because my Lord Carnal would show up. He has a strong will, my Lord does, and the King is more lenient than Eli to those he favors. No doubt, my Lord High Admiral helped him out, gave him the King's best ship, and wished him a good wind—to hell.”
“I was not ignorant that she was other than she seemed, and I remain contumacious.”
“I knew she was different from how she appeared, and I still refuse to conform.”
“Then,” he said shamelessly, “you'll forgive me if in public, at least, I forswear your company? You're plague-spotted, Captain Percy, and your friends may wish you well, but they must stay at home and burn juniper before their own doors.”
“Then,” he said without any shame, “you'll excuse me if, at least in public, I avoid your company? You're a source of trouble, Captain Percy, and while your friends may wish you well, they need to stay home and burn juniper in front of their own houses.”
“I'll forgive you,” I said, “when you 've told me what the Governor will do.”
“I'll forgive you,” I said, “when you've told me what the Governor will do.”
“Why, there's the rub,” he answered. “Yeardley is the most obstinate man of my acquaintance. He who at his first coming, beside a great deal of worth in his person, brought only his sword hath grown to be as very a Sir Oracle among us as ever I saw. It's 'Sir George says this,' and 'Sir George says that,' and so there's an end on't. It's all because of that leave to cut your own throats in your own way that he brought you last year. Sir George and Sir Edwyn! Zooks! you had better dub them St. George and St. Edwyn at once, and be done with it. Well, on this occasion Sir George stands up and says roundly, with a good round oath to boot: 'The King's commands have always come to us through the Company. The Company obeys the King; we obey the Company. His Majesty's demand (with reverence I speak it) is out of all order. Let the Company, through the treasurer, command us to send Captain Percy home in irons to answer for this passing strange offense, or to return, willy nilly, the lady who is now surely his wife, and we will have no choice but to obey. Until the Company commands us we will do nothing; nay we can do nothing.' And every one of my fellow Councilors (for myself, I was busy with my pens) saith, 'My opinion, Sir George.' The upshot of it all is that the Due Return is to sail in two days with our humble representation to his Majesty that though we bow to his lightest word as the leaf bows to the zephyr, yet we are, in this sole matter, handfast, compelled by his Majesty's own gracious charter to refer our slightest official doing to that noble Company which owes its very being to its rigid adherence to the terms of said charter. Wherefore, if his Majesty will be graciously pleased to command us as usual through the said Company—and so on. Of course, not a soul in the Council, or in Jamestown, or in Virginia dreams of a duel behind the church at sunrise to-morrow.” He knocked the ashes from his pipe, and by degrees got his fat body up from the doorstep. “So there's a reprieve for you, Ralph Percy, unless you kill or are killed to-morrow morning. In the latter case, the problem's solved; in the former, the best service you can do yourself, and maybe the Company, is to walk out of the world of your own accord, and that as quickly as possible. Better a cross-roads and a stake through a dead heart than a hangman's hands upon a live one.”
“Why, that's the issue,” he replied. “Yeardley is the most stubborn person I know. When he first arrived, along with a lot of worth in himself, he only brought his sword and has become such an authority among us like no one I’ve seen. It’s always ‘Sir George says this’ and ‘Sir George says that,’ and that’s the end of it. It’s all because of that freedom to make your own choices in your own way that he brought you last year. Sir George and Sir Edwyn! Goodness! You might as well call them St. George and St. Edwyn and be done with it. So, on this occasion, Sir George stands up and says firmly, with a strong oath added: ‘The King’s commands always come to us through the Company. The Company obeys the King; we obey the Company. His Majesty’s request (with all due respect) is completely out of order. Let the Company, through the treasurer, tell us to send Captain Percy home in chains to answer for this very strange offense, or to return, whether he likes it or not, the lady who is definitely now his wife, and we will have no choice but to obey. Until the Company tells us to do something, we will do nothing; in fact, we can do nothing.’ And every one of my fellow Councilors (for my part, I was busy with my pens) says, ‘My opinion, Sir George.’ The outcome of it all is that the Due Return is set to sail in two days with our humble message to his Majesty that although we defer to his slightest word as the leaf bends to the wind, we are, in this one matter, firmly bound by his Majesty's own gracious charter to refer our smallest official actions to that noble Company which owes its very existence to its strict adherence to the terms of said charter. Therefore, if his Majesty will kindly command us as usual through the said Company—and so on. Of course, not a single soul in the Council, or in Jamestown, or in Virginia imagines a duel behind the church at sunrise tomorrow.” He knocked the ashes from his pipe and gradually got his heavy body up from the doorstep. “So there’s a reprieve for you, Ralph Percy, unless you kill or get killed tomorrow morning. In the latter case, the problem's solved; in the former, the best thing you can do for yourself, and maybe for the Company, is to leave this world of your own accord, and do it as quickly as you can. Better to meet your end at a crossroad with a stake through your dead heart than to be caught by a hangman’s hands upon a living one.”
“One moment,” I said. “Doth my Lord Carnal know of this decision of the Governor's?”
“One moment,” I said. “Does my Lord Carnal know about this decision of the Governor's?”
“Ay, and a fine passion it put him into. Stormed and swore and threatened, and put the Governor's back up finely. It seems that he thought to 'bout ship to-morrow, lady and all. He refuseth to go without the lady, and so remaineth in Virginia until he can have his will. Lord! but Buckingham would be a happy man if he were kept here forever and a day! My lord knows what he risks, and he's in as black a humor as ever you saw. But I have striven to drop oil on the troubled waters. 'My lord,' I told him, 'you have but to posses your soul with patience for a few short weeks, just until the ship the Governor sends can return. Then all must needs be as your lordship wishes. In the meantime, you may find existence in these wilds and away from that good company which is the soul of life endurable, and perhaps pleasant. You may have daily sight of the lady who is to become your wife, and that should count for much with so ardent and determined a lover as your lordship hath shown yourself to be. You may have the pleasure of contemplating your rival's grave, if you kill him. If he kills you, you will care the less about the date of the Santa Teresa's sailing. The land, too, hath inducements to offer to a philosophical and contemplative mind such as one whom his Majesty delighteth to honor must needs possess. Beside these crystal rivers and among these odoriferous woods, my lord, one escapes much expense, envy, contempt, vanity, and vexation of mind.'”
“Yeah, and it really got him worked up. He stormed around, swore, and threatened, getting the Governor all riled up. It seems he planned to change course tomorrow, taking the lady with him. He refuses to leave without her, so he's staying in Virginia until he gets his way. Goodness! But Buckingham would be a lucky man if he got stuck here forever! My lord knows what he’s risking, and he’s in the darkest mood you could imagine. But I’ve tried to calm the situation. 'My lord,' I said, 'you just need to be patient for a few weeks until the ship the Governor sends can come back. Then everything will be just as you want it. In the meantime, you can enjoy your time in these wilds away from that good company, which is essential for enduring life, and perhaps even find it pleasant. You’ll get to see the lady who’s going to be your wife every day, and that should mean a lot to such a passionate and determined lover like you’ve proven to be. You could even take pleasure in contemplating your rival’s grave if you manage to kill him. If he kills you, you won’t care much about when the Santa Teresa is sailing. The land also has its own attractions for a thoughtful and introspective mind, like the one his Majesty loves to honor. Here by these clear rivers and among these fragrant woods, my lord, you can escape much of the expense, envy, scorn, vanity, and stress of life.’”
The hoary sinner laughed and laughed. When he had gone away, still in huge enjoyment of his own mirth, I, who had seen small cause for mirth, went slowly indoors. Not a yard from the door, in the shadow of the vines that draped the window, stood the woman who was bringing this fate upon me.
The old sinner laughed and laughed. When he finally left, still reveling in his own amusement, I, who found little reason to laugh, walked slowly inside. Just a few steps from the door, in the shade of the vines hanging by the window, stood the woman who was causing this fate for me.
“I thought that you were in your own room,” I said harshly, after a moment of dead silence.
“I thought you were in your own room,” I said harshly after a moment of silence.
“I came to the window,” she replied. “I listened. I heard all.” She spoke haltingly, through dry lips. Her face was as white as her ruff, but a strange light burned in her eyes, and there was no trembling. “This morning you said that all that you had—your name and your sword—were at my service. You may take them both again, sir. I refuse the aid you offer. Swear what you will, tell them what you please, make your peace whilst you may. I will not have your blood upon my soul.”
“I came to the window,” she replied. “I listened. I heard everything.” She spoke slowly, through dry lips. Her face was as pale as her collar, but a strange light burned in her eyes, and there was no shaking. “This morning, you said that everything you had—your name and your sword—were at my service. You can take them both back, sir. I refuse the help you offer. Swear whatever you want, tell them whatever you please, make your peace while you can. I will not have your blood on my conscience.”
There was yet wine upon the table. I filled a cup and brought it to her. “Drink!” I commanded.
There was still wine on the table. I filled a cup and brought it to her. “Drink!” I told her.
“I have much of forbearance, much of courtesy, to thank you for,” she said. “I will remember it when—Do not think that I shall blame you”—
“I have a lot of patience and a lot of kindness to thank you for,” she said. “I will remember it when—Don’t think that I will hold this against you—”
I held the cup to her lips. “Drink!” I repeated. She touched the red wine with her lips. I took it from her and put it to my own. “We drink of the same cup,” I said, with my eyes upon hers, and drained it to the bottom. “I am weary of swords and courts and kings. Let us go into the garden and watch the minister's bees.”
I lifted the cup to her lips. “Drink!” I urged again. She barely touched the red wine with her lips. I took it from her and drank from it myself. “We're sharing the same cup,” I said, looking into her eyes, and finished it completely. “I’m tired of swords and court politics and kings. Let’s go into the garden and watch the minister's bees.”
CHAPTER X IN WHICH MASTER PORY GAINS TIME TO SOME PURPOSE
ROLFE coming down by boat from Varina, had reached the town in the dusk of that day which had seen the arrival of the Santa Teresa, and I had gone to him before I slept that night. Early morning found us together again in the field behind the church. We had not long to wait in the chill air and dew-drenched grass. When the red rim of the sun showed like a fire between the trunks of the pines came my Lord Carnal, and with him Master Pory and Dr. Lawrence Bohun.
ROLFE, arriving by boat from Varina, reached the town that evening, the same day the Santa Teresa arrived, and I went to see him before I went to bed that night. The next morning found us together again in the field behind the church. We didn’t wait long in the chilly air and damp grass. When the red edge of the sun appeared like a flame between the pine trees, my Lord Carnal came, along with Master Pory and Dr. Lawrence Bohun.
My lord and I bowed to each other profoundly. Rolfe with my sword and Master Pory with my lord's stepped aside to measure the blades. Dr. Bohun, muttering something about the feverishness of the early air, wrapped his cloak about him, and huddled in among the roots of a gigantic cedar. I stood with my back to the church, and my face to the red water between us and the illimitable forest; my lord opposite me, six feet away. He was dressed again splendidly in black and scarlet, colors he much affected, and, with the dark beauty of his face and the arrogant grace with which he stood there waiting for his sword, made a picture worth looking upon.
My lord and I deeply bowed to each other. Rolfe with my sword and Master Pory with my lord's stepped aside to measure the blades. Dr. Bohun, muttering something about the early morning air being stifling, wrapped his cloak around him and huddled among the roots of a huge cedar tree. I stood with my back to the church and my face toward the red water between us and the endless forest; my lord was directly across from me, six feet away. He was once again dressed splendidly in black and scarlet, colors he really liked, and with the dark beauty of his face and the confident grace with which he stood there waiting for his sword, he made a striking picture.
Rolfe and the Secretary came back to us. “If you kill him, Ralph,” said the former in a low voice, as he took my doublet from me, “you are to put yourself in my hands and do as you are bid.”
Rolfe and the Secretary returned to us. “If you kill him, Ralph,” the former said quietly, taking my doublet from me, “you need to submit to me and do as I instruct.”
“Which means that you will try to smuggle me north to the Dutch. Thanks, friend, but I'll see the play out here.”
“Which means you’re planning to sneak me up north to the Dutch. Thanks, buddy, but I’ll watch the show from here.”
“You were ever obstinate, self-willed, reckless—and the man most to my heart,” he continued. “Have your way, in God's name, but I wish not to see what will come of it! All's ready, Master Secretary.”
“You've always been stubborn, headstrong, and reckless—and yet, you’re the one I care about most,” he went on. “Do what you want, for God’s sake, but I don’t want to witness the outcome! Everything's ready, Master Secretary.”
Very slowly that worthy stooped down and examined the ground, narrowly and quite at his leisure. “I like it not, Master Rolfe,” he declared at length. “Here is a molehill, and there a fairy ring.”
Very slowly, that man bent down and looked closely at the ground, taking his time. “I don’t like it, Master Rolfe,” he finally said. “There’s a molehill here, and over there is a fairy ring.”
“I see neither,” said Rolfe. “It looks as smooth as a table. But we can easily shift under the cedars where there is no grass.”
“I don’t see either,” said Rolfe. “It looks as smooth as a table. But we can easily move under the cedars where there’s no grass.”
“Here's a projecting root,” announced the Secretary, when the new ground had been reached.
“Here’s a projecting root,” said the Secretary, when they reached the new ground.
Rolfe shrugged his shoulders, but we moved again.
Rolfe shrugged, but we kept going.
“The light comes jaggedly through the branches,” objected my lord's second. “Better try the open again.”
“The light comes through the branches all uneven,” my lord's second said. “It’s better to try out in the open again.”
Rolfe uttered an exclamation of impatience, and my lord stamped his foot on the ground. “What is this foolery, sir?” the latter cried fiercely. “The ground's well enough, and there 's sufficient light to die by.”
Rolfe exclaimed in frustration, and my lord slammed his foot on the ground. “What is this nonsense, sir?” he shouted angrily. “The ground is fine, and there’s enough light to die by.”
“Let the light pass, then,” said his second resignedly. “Gentlemen, are you read—Ods blood! my lord, I had not noticed the roses upon your lordship's shoes! They are so large and have such a fall that they sweep the ground on either side your foot; you might stumble in all that dangling ribbon and lace. Allow me to remove them.”
“Let the light through then,” his second agreed in a resigned tone. “Gentlemen, are you prepared—Oh my goodness! My lord, I didn’t notice the roses on your shoes! They’re so big and they hang down so much that they graze the ground on either side of your foot; you could trip over all that dangling ribbon and lace. Let me take them off for you.”
He unsheathed his knife, and, sinking upon his knees, began leisurely to sever the threads that held the roses to the leather. As he worked, he looked neither at the roses nor at my lord's angry face, but beneath his own bent arm toward the church and the town beyond.
He pulled out his knife, and, kneeling down, began to slowly cut the threads that attached the roses to the leather. As he worked, he didn’t look at the roses or my lord's angry face, but instead gazed beneath his bent arm toward the church and the town beyond.
How long he would have sawed away at the threads there is no telling; for my lord, amongst whose virtues patience was not one, broke from him, and with an oath stooped and tore away the offending roses with his own hand, then straightened himself and gripped his sword more closely. “I've learned one thing in this d——d land,” he snarled, “and that is where not to choose a second. You, sir,” to Rolfe, “give the word.”
How long he would have kept sawing at the threads is anyone's guess; for my lord, who wasn't known for his patience, broke away from him and, swearing, bent down and ripped the offending roses away with his own hands. Then he straightened up and tightened his grip on his sword. "I've learned one thing in this damned place," he snarled, "and that is where not to choose a second. You, sir," he said to Rolfe, "give the word."
Master Pory rose from his knees, unruffled and unabashed, and still with a curiously absent expression upon his fat face and with his ears cocked in the direction of the church. “One moment, gentlemen,” he said. “I have just bethought me”—
Master Pory stood up from his knees, calm and unembarrassed, still wearing a strangely vacant look on his round face and with his ears tuned to the church. “One moment, gentlemen,” he said. “I just remembered—”
“On guard!” cried Rolfe, and cut him short.
“Watch out!” shouted Rolfe, interrupting him.
The King's favorite was no mean antagonist. Once or twice the thought crossed my mind that here, where I least desired it, I had met my match. The apprehension passed. He fought as he lived, with a fierce intensity, a headlong passion, a brute force, bearing down and overwhelming most obstacles. But that I could tire him out I soon knew.
The King's favorite was no ordinary opponent. A couple of times, I thought that, in a place where I least wanted it, I had finally met my match. That worry quickly faded. He fought the way he lived, with fierce intensity, reckless passion, and overwhelming brute strength, bulldozing through most obstacles. But I soon realized I could wear him out.
The incessant flash and clash of steel, the quick changes in position, the need to bring all powers of body and mind to aid of eye and wrist, the will to win, the shame of loss, the rage and lust of blood,—there was no sight or sound outside that trampled circle that could force itself upon our brain or make us glance aside. If there was a sudden commotion amongst the three witnesses, if an expression of immense relief and childlike satisfaction reigned in Master Pory's face, we knew it not. We were both bleeding,—I from a pin prick on the shoulder, he from a touch beneath the arm. He made a desperate thrust, which I parried, and the blades clashed. A third came down upon them with such force that the sparks flew.
The nonstop flashing and clashing of swords, the quick shifts in position, the necessity to use every ounce of strength and focus to support our eye and wrist, the determination to win, the embarrassment of losing, the fury and thirst for blood—there was no sight or sound beyond that intense circle that could distract us or make us look away. If there was a sudden stir among the three observers, if Master Pory's face showed immense relief and a childlike joy, we were completely unaware. We were both injured—I from a tiny prick on my shoulder, he from a cut below his arm. He made a desperate lunge, which I blocked, and our blades clashed. A third sword came down on them with such force that sparks flew.
“In the King's name!” commanded the Governor.
“In the King's name!” the Governor ordered.
We fell apart, panting, white with rage, staring at the unexpected disturbers of our peace. They were the Governor, the commander, the Cape Merchant, and the watch.
We collapsed, out of breath, seething with anger, staring at the unexpected interrupters of our peace. They were the Governor, the commander, the Cape Merchant, and the watch.
“Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace!” exclaimed Master Pory, and retired to the cedar and Dr. Bohun.
“Lord, now let your servant leave in peace!” exclaimed Master Pory, and he went over to the cedar and Dr. Bohun.
“This ends here, gentlemen,” said the Governor firmly. “You are both bleeding. It is enough.”
“This ends here, gentlemen,” said the Governor firmly. “You are both bleeding. That’s enough.”
“Out of my way, sir!” cried my lord, foaming at the mouth. He made a mad thrust over the Governor's extended arm at me, who was ready enough to meet him. “Have at thee, thou bridegroom!” he said between his teeth.
“Get out of my way, sir!” yelled my lord, seething with anger. He made a wild lunge over the Governor's outstretched arm at me, and I was more than prepared to confront him. “Take this, you bridegroom!” he said through clenched teeth.
The Governor caught him by the wrist. “Put up your sword, my lord, or, as I stand here, you shall give it into the commander's hands!”
The Governor grabbed him by the wrist. “Put your sword away, my lord, or right here, you'll hand it over to the commander!”
“Hell and furies!” ejaculated my lord. “Do you know who I am, sir?”
“Hell and fury!” my lord exclaimed. “Do you know who I am, sir?”
“Ay,” replied the Governor sturdily, “I do know. It is because of that knowledge, my Lord Carnal, that I interfere in this affair. Were you other than you are, you and this gentleman might fight until doomsday, and meet with no hindrance from me. Being what you are, I will prevent any renewal of this duel, by fair means if I may, by foul if I must.”
“Yeah,” replied the Governor firmly, “I do know. It’s because of that knowledge, my Lord Carnal, that I’m getting involved in this matter. If you were anyone else, you and this gentleman could fight until the end of time, and I wouldn’t stop you. But since you are who you are, I will prevent any continuation of this duel, by fair means if I can, or by foul means if I have to.”
He left my lord, and came over to me. “Since when have you been upon my Lord Warwick's side, Ralph Percy?” he demanded, lowering his voice.
He left my lord and came over to me. “Since when have you been on my Lord Warwick's side, Ralph Percy?” he asked, lowering his voice.
“I am not so,” I said.
“I’m not like that,” I said.
“Then appearances are mightily deceitful,” he retorted.
“Then looks can be very misleading,” he replied.
“I know what you mean, Sir George,” I answered. “I know that if the King's darling should meet death or maiming in this fashion, upon Virginian soil, the Company, already so out of favor, might find some difficulty in explaining things to his Majesty's satisfaction. But I think my Lord Southampton and Sir Edwyn Sandys and Sir George Yeardley equal to the task, especially if they are able to deliver to his Majesty the man whom his Majesty will doubtless consider the true and only rebel and murderer. Let us fight it out, sir. You can all retire to a distance and remain in profound ignorance of any such affair. If I fall, you have nothing to fear. If he falls,—why, I shall not run away, and the Due Return sails to-morrow.”
“I get what you’re saying, Sir George,” I replied. “I understand that if the King's favorite were to meet his end or get injured like this on Virginian soil, the Company, already out of favor, might struggle to explain things to his Majesty in a way that satisfies him. But I believe my Lord Southampton, Sir Edwyn Sandys, and Sir George Yeardley can handle it, especially if they can bring his Majesty the man he will surely see as the true rebel and murderer. Let’s settle this, sir. You all can step back and stay completely unaware of any such event. If I go down, you have nothing to worry about. If he goes down—well, I’m not running away, and the Due Return sails tomorrow.”
He eyed me closely from under frowning brows.
He watched me intently from beneath his furrowed brows.
“And when your wife's a widow, what then?” he asked abruptly.
“And when your wife is a widow, what then?” he asked suddenly.
I have not known many better men than this simple, straightforward, soldierly Governor. The manliness of his character begot trust, invited confidence. Men told him of their hidden troubles almost against their will, and afterward felt neither shame nor fear, knowing the simplicity of his thoughts and the reticence of his speech. I looked him in the eyes, and let him read what I would have shown to no other, and felt no shame. “The Lord may raise her up a helper,” I said. “At least she won't have to marry him.”
I haven't encountered many better people than this honest, down-to-earth, soldierly Governor. The strength of his character inspired trust and encouraged confidence. People shared their deepest troubles with him almost involuntarily, and afterward felt neither shame nor fear, understanding the clarity of his thoughts and the restraint of his words. I looked him in the eyes, allowing him to see what I wouldn't show anyone else, and felt no embarrassment. “The Lord may send her a helper,” I said. “At least she won’t have to marry him.”
He turned on his heel and moved back to his former station between us two. “My Lord Carnal,” he said, “and you, Captain Percy, heed what I say; for what I say I will do. You may take your choice: either you will sheathe your swords here in my presence, giving me your word of honor that you will not draw them upon each other before his Majesty shall have made known his will in this matter to the Company, and the Company shall have transmitted it to me, in token of which truce between you you shall touch each other's hands; or you will pass the time between this and the return of the ship with the King's and the Company's will in strict confinement,—you, Captain Percy, in gaol, and you, my Lord Carnal, in my own poor house, where I will use my best endeavors to make the days pass as pleasantly as possible for your lordship. I have spoken, gentlemen.”
He turned on his heel and walked back to his previous spot between us. “My Lord Carnal,” he said, “and you, Captain Percy, listen to what I’m saying; because I mean to follow through on it. You have a choice: either you will put away your swords here in front of me, promising on your honor that you won’t draw them against each other until his Majesty has revealed his decision in this matter to the Company, and the Company has communicated it to me. As a sign of this truce, you should shake hands; or you will spend the time until the ship returns with the King's and the Company's decision in complete confinement—Captain Percy, in jail, and you, my Lord Carnal, in my humble home, where I’ll do my best to make your days as enjoyable as possible. I have spoken, gentlemen.”
There was no protest. For my own part, I knew Yeardley too well to attempt any; moreover, had I been in his place, his course should have been mine. For my Lord Carnal,—what black thoughts visited that fierce and sullen brain I know not, but there was acquiescence in his face, haughty, dark, and vengeful though it was. Slowly and as with one motion we sheathed our swords, and more slowly still repeated the few words after the Governor. His Honor's countenance shone with relief. “Take each other by the hand, gentlemen, and then let 's all to breakfast at my own house, where there shall be no feud save with good capon pasty and jolly good ale.” In dead silence my lord and I touched each other's finger tips.
There was no protest. Personally, I knew Yeardley too well to try to argue; besides, if I were in his position, I would have made the same choice. As for my Lord Carnal—I'm not sure what dark thoughts crossed that fierce and brooding mind, but there was a sense of acceptance on his face, haughty, grim, and vengeful as it was. Slowly and in unison, we sheathed our swords, and more slowly still, we repeated the few words after the Governor. His Honor looked relieved. “Take each other by the hand, gentlemen, and then let’s all head to breakfast at my house, where there will be no feud, just good capon pie and some great ale.” In complete silence, my lord and I touched each other's fingertips.
The world was now a flood of sunshine, the mist on the river vanishing, the birds singing, the trees waving in the pleasant morning air. From the town came the roll of the drum summoning all to the week-day service. The bells too began to ring, sounding sweetly through the clear air. The Governor took off his hat. “Let's all to church, gentlemen,” he said gravely. “Our cheeks are flushed as with a fever and our pulses run high this morning. There be some among us, perhaps, that have in their hearts discontent, anger, and hatred. I know no better place to take such passions, provided we bring them not forth again.”
The world was now filled with sunshine, the mist over the river disappearing, the birds singing, and the trees swaying in the pleasant morning breeze. From the town came the sound of the drum calling everyone to the weekday service. The bells started ringing, their sweet tones carrying through the clear air. The Governor took off his hat. “Let’s all go to church, gentlemen,” he said seriously. “Our cheeks are flushed like we have a fever, and our hearts are racing this morning. There might be some among us who carry discontent, anger, and hatred in their hearts. I know no better place to address those feelings, as long as we don’t bring them back with us.”
We went in and sat down. Jeremy Sparrow was in the pulpit. Singly or in groups the town folk entered. Down the aisle strode bearded men, old soldiers, adventurers, sailors, scarred body and soul; young men followed, younger sons and younger brothers, prodigals whose portion had been spent, whose souls now ate of the husks; to the servants' benches came dull laborers, dimly comprehending, groping in the twilight; women entered softly and slowly, some with children clinging to their skirts. One came alone and knelt alone, her face shadowed by her mantle. Amongst the servants stood a slave or two, blindly staring, and behind them all one of that felon crew sent us by the King.
We walked in and took a seat. Jeremy Sparrow was at the front. One by one or in groups, the townspeople came in. Bearded men, old soldiers, adventurers, and sailors walked down the aisle, all marked by their tough experiences; young men followed—younger sons and brothers, wild ones whose fortunes were gone, their spirits now feeding on scraps. The laborers sat in the back, struggling to understand, lost in the dim light; women entered quietly and slowly, some with children holding onto their skirts. One woman came in by herself and knelt alone, her face hidden by her shawl. Among the laborers stood a couple of slaves, staring blankly, and behind them, one of those criminals sent our way by the King.
Through the open windows streamed the summer sunshine, soft and fragrant, impartial and unquestioning, caressing alike the uplifted face of the minister, the head of the convict, and all between. The minister's voice was grave and tender when he read and prayed, but in the hymn it rose above the people's like the voice of some mighty archangel. That triumphant singing shook the air, and still rang in the heart while we said the Creed.
Through the open windows poured the summer sunshine, gentle and fragrant, impartial and accepting, touching the uplifted faces of the minister, the convict, and everyone in between. The minister's voice was serious and compassionate when he read and prayed, but during the hymn, it soared above the congregation like the voice of a powerful archangel. That triumphant singing filled the air and resonated in the heart while we recited the Creed.
When the service was over, the congregation waited for the Governor to pass out first. At the door he pressed me to go with him and his party to his own house, and I gave him thanks, but made excuse to stay away. When he and the nobleman who was his guest had left the churchyard, and the townspeople too were gone, I and my wife and the minister walked home together through the dewy meadow, with the splendor of the morning about us, and the birds caroling from every tree and thicket.
When the service ended, the congregation waited for the Governor to leave first. At the door, he urged me to join him and his guests at his home, and I thanked him but politely declined. After he and the nobleman who was visiting had left the churchyard, and the townspeople had also departed, my wife, the minister, and I walked home together through the dewy meadow, surrounded by the beauty of the morning, with birds singing from every tree and bush.
CHAPTER XI IN WHICH I MEET AN ITALIAN DOCTOR
THE summer slipped away, and autumn came, with the purple of the grape and the yellowing corn, the nuts within the forest, and the return of the countless wild fowl to the marshes and reedy river banks, and still I stayed in Jamestown, and my wife with me, and still the Santa Teresa rode at anchor in the river below the fort. If the man whom she brought knew that by tarrying in Virginia he risked his ruin with the King, yet, with a courage worthy of a better cause, he tarried.
THE summer faded, and autumn arrived, bringing the purple grapes and golden corn, the nuts in the woods, and the return of countless wild birds to the marshes and grassy riverbanks, yet I remained in Jamestown, along with my wife, while the Santa Teresa stayed anchored in the river below the fort. Even though the man she carried knew that staying in Virginia could jeopardize his standing with the King, he stayed with a courage deserving of a better purpose.
Now and then ships came in, but they were small, belated craft. The most had left England before the sailing of the Santa Teresa; the rest, private ventures, trading for clapboard or sassafras, knew nothing of court affairs. Only the Sea Flower, sailing from London a fortnight after the Santa Teresa, and much delayed by adverse winds, brought a letter from the deputy treasurer to Yeardley and the Council. From Rolfe I learned its contents. It spoke of the stir that was made by the departure from the realm of the King's favorite. “None know where he hath gone. The King looks dour; 't is hinted that the privy council are as much at sea as the rest of the world; my Lord of Buckingham saith nothing, but his following—which of late hath somewhat decayed—is so increased that his antechambers cannot hold the throngs that come to wait upon him. Some will have it that my Lord Carnal hath fled the kingdom to escape the Tower; others, that the King hath sent him on a mission to the King of Spain about this detested Spanish match; others, that the gadfly hath stung him and he is gone to America,—to search for Raleigh's gold mine, maybe. This last most improbable; but if 't is so, and he should touch at Virginia, receive him with all honor. If indeed he is not out of favor, the Company may find in him a powerful friend; of powerful enemies, God knows, there is no lack!”
Now and then, ships arrived, but they were small, late vessels. Most had left England before the Santa Teresa set sail; the others, private ventures trading for lumber or sassafras, were unaware of the court situation. Only the Sea Flower, setting out from London two weeks after the Santa Teresa and significantly delayed by bad winds, brought a letter from the deputy treasurer to Yeardley and the Council. I learned its contents from Rolfe. It mentioned the commotion caused by the departure of the King's favorite. “No one knows where he has gone. The King looks grim; it is rumored that the privy council is just as confused as everyone else; my Lord of Buckingham says nothing, but his following—which has recently dwindled—is now so large that his waiting rooms can’t accommodate the crowds wanting to see him. Some believe my Lord Carnal has fled the kingdom to avoid the Tower; others think the King has sent him on a mission to the King of Spain regarding this hated Spanish alliance; still others think he was stung by a gadfly and has gone to America—perhaps to search for Raleigh's gold mine. The last seems unlikely; but if it’s true, and he should stop in Virginia, welcome him warmly. If he really isn’t out of favor, the Company might find in him a powerful ally; and as for powerful enemies, God knows there are plenty!”
Thus the worthy Master Ferrar. And at the bottom of the letter, among other news of city and court, mention was made of the disappearance of a ward of the King's, the Lady Jocelyn Leigh. Strict search had been made, but the unfortunate lady had not been found. “'T is whispered that she hath killed herself; also, that his Majesty had meant to give her in marriage to my Lord Carnal. But that all true love and virtue and constancy have gone from the age, one might conceive that the said lord had but fled the court for a while, to indulge his grief in some solitude of hill and stream and shady vale,—the lost lady being right worthy of such dole.”
So, the respected Master Ferrar. And at the end of the letter, alongside other news from the city and court, there was a mention of the disappearance of one of the King's wards, Lady Jocelyn Leigh. An extensive search had been conducted, but the unfortunate lady had not been found. “It’s rumored that she took her own life; also, that His Majesty intended to marry her off to Lord Carnal. But that true love, virtue, and loyalty have faded from this age, one might think that the lord merely left the court for a bit, to grieve in some quiet place by the hills, streams, and shady valleys—the lost lady certainly deserved such sorrow.”
In sooth she was, but my lord was not given to such fashion of mourning.
In truth, she was, but my lord wasn't the type to mourn like that.
The summer passed, and I did nothing. What was there I could do? I had written by the Due Return to Sir Edwyn, and to my cousin, the Earl of Northumberland. The King hated Sir Edwyn as he hated tobacco and witchcraft. “Choose the devil, but not Sir Edwyn Sandys!” had been his passionate words to the Company the year before. A certain fifth of November had despoiled my Lord of Northumberland of wealth, fame, and influence. Small hope there was in those two. That the Governor and Council, remembering old dangers shared, wished me well I did not doubt, but that was all. Yeardley had done all he could do, more than most men would have dared to do, in procuring this delay. There was no further help in him; nor would I have asked it. Already out of favor with the Warwick faction, he had risked enough for me and mine. I could not flee with my wife to the Indians, exposing her, perhaps, to a death by fierce tortures; moreover, Opechancanough had of late strangely taken to returning to the settlements those runaway servants and fugitives from justice which before we had demanded from him in vain. If even it had been possible to run the gauntlet of the Indian villages, war parties, and hunting bands, what would have been before us but endless forest and a winter which for us would have had no spring? I could not see her die of hunger and cold, or by the teeth of the wolves. I could not do what I should have liked to do,—take, single-handed, that King's ship with its sturdy crew and sail with her south and ever southwards, before us nothing more formidable than Spanish ships, and beyond them blue waters, spice winds, new lands, strange islands of the blest.
The summer went by, and I did nothing. What was there I could do? I had written to Sir Edwyn and to my cousin, the Earl of Northumberland. The King despised Sir Edwyn as much as he despised tobacco and witchcraft. “Pick anyone, but don’t choose Sir Edwyn Sandys!” had been his passionate words to the Company the previous year. A certain fifth of November had stripped my Lord of Northumberland of his wealth, fame, and influence. There was little hope in those two. I had no doubt that the Governor and Council, remembering the dangers we had faced together, wished me well, but that was all. Yeardley had done everything he could, more than most would have dared, to get this delay. There was no more help from him; nor would I have asked for it. Already out of favor with the Warwick faction, he had risked enough for me and my family. I couldn’t flee with my wife to the Indians, possibly exposing her to a death by brutal torture; besides, Opechancanough had recently begun returning runaway servants and fugitives from justice to the settlements, which we had previously requested from him in vain. Even if it were possible to navigate through the Indian villages, war parties, and hunting bands, what would lie ahead but endless forest and a winter that would have no spring for us? I couldn’t bear to see her die of hunger and cold or from the jaws of wolves. I couldn't do what I wished I could do—take that King's ship by myself, with its strong crew, and sail south, ever southward, with nothing before us more formidable than Spanish ships, and beyond them, blue waters, spice winds, new lands, strange islands of the blessed.
There seemed naught that I could do, naught that she could do. Our Fate had us by the hands, and held us fast. We stood still, and the days came and went like dreams.
There seemed to be nothing I could do, nothing she could do. Our fate had us in its grip and wouldn't let go. We stood still, and the days passed by like dreams.
While the Assembly was in session I had my part to act as Burgess from my hundred. Each day I sat with my fellows in the church, facing the Governor in his great velvet chair, the Council on either hand, and listened to the droning of old Twine, the clerk, like the droning of the bees without the window; to the chant of the sergeant-at-arms; to long and windy discourses from men who planted better than they spoke; to remarks by the Secretary, witty, crammed with Latin and traveled talk; to the Governor's slow, weighty words. At Weyanoke we had had trouble with the Indians. I was one who loved them not and had fought them well, for which reason the hundred chose me its representative. In the Assembly it was my part to urge a greater severity toward those our natural enemies, a greater watchfulness on our part, the need for palisades and sentinels, the danger that lay in their acquisition of firearms, which, in defiance of the law, men gave them in exchange for worthless Indian commodities. This Indian business was the chief matter before the Assembly. I spoke when I thought speech was needed, and spoke strongly; for my heart foreboded that which was to come upon us too soon and too surely. The Governor listened gravely, nodding his head; Master Pory, too, the Cape Merchant, and West were of my mind; but the remainder were besotted by their own conceit, esteeming the very name of Englishman sentinel and palisade enough, or trusting in the smooth words and vows of brotherhood poured forth so plentifully by that red Apollyon, Opechancanough.
While the Assembly was in session, I had my role as Burgess from my hundred. Each day, I sat with my colleagues in the church, facing the Governor in his big velvet chair, with the Council on either side, and listened to the monotonous drone of old Twine, the clerk, like the buzzing of bees outside the window; to the chants of the sergeant-at-arms; to long and windy speeches from men who could plant better than they could speak; to the witty remarks of the Secretary, filled with Latin and worldly talk; and to the Governor's slow, heavy words. At Weyanoke, we had troubles with the Indians. I was one who did not like them and had fought them successfully, which is why the hundred chose me as their representative. In the Assembly, I had to push for a tougher stance against our natural enemies, for increased vigilance on our part, the need for palisades and sentinels, and the danger in their acquiring firearms, which, against the law, people gave them in exchange for useless Indian goods. This Indian issue was the main focus of the Assembly. I spoke when I felt it was necessary and I spoke forcefully; my gut warned me of what was to come upon us too soon and too surely. The Governor listened seriously, nodding his head; Master Pory, the Cape Merchant, and West were on my side; but the rest were blinded by their own arrogance, thinking that just being Englishmen was enough for protection, or trusting in the smooth words and promises of brotherhood spilling forth so abundantly from that red devil, Opechancanough.
When the day's work was done, and we streamed out of the church,—the Governor and Council first, the rest of us in order,—it was to find as often as not a red and black figure waiting for us among the graves. Sometimes it joined itself to the Governor, sometimes to Master Pory; sometimes the whole party, save one, went off with it to the guest house, there to eat, drink, and make merry.
When the workday was over and we filed out of the church—first the Governor and Council, then the rest of us in line—we often found a figure in red and black waiting for us among the graves. Sometimes it would join the Governor, sometimes Master Pory; often, the whole group, except one person, would head off with it to the guest house to eat, drink, and have a good time.
If Virginia and all that it contained, save only that jewel of which it had robbed the court, were out of favor with the King's minion, he showed it not. Perhaps he had accepted the inevitable with a good grace; perhaps it was but his mode of biding his time; but he had shifted into that soldierly frankness of speech and manner, that genial, hail-fellow-well-met air, behind which most safely hides a villain's mind. Two days after that morning behind the church, he had removed himself, his French valets, and his Italian physician from the Governor's house to the newly finished guest house. Here he lived, cock of the walk, taking his ease in his inn, elbowing out all guests save those of his own inviting. If, what with his open face and his open hand, his dinners and bear-baitings and hunting parties, his tales of the court and the wars, his half hints as to the good he might do Virginia with the King, extending even to the lightening of the tax upon our tobacco and the prohibition of the Spanish import, his known riches and power, and the unknown height to which they might attain if his star at court were indeed in the ascendant,—if with these things he slowly, but surely, won to his following all save a very few of those I had thought my fast friends, it was not a thing marvelous or without precedent. Upon his side was good that might be seen and handled; on mine was only a dubious right and a not at all dubious danger. I do not think it plagued me much. The going of those who had it in their heart to wish to go left me content, and for those who fawned upon him from the first, or for the rabble multitude who flung up their caps and ran at his heels, I cared not a doit. There were still Rolfe and West and the Governor, Jeremy Sparrow and Diccon.
If Virginia and everything in it, except for that treasure it had taken from the court, were out of favor with the King's favorite, he didn't show it. Maybe he had accepted the situation with grace; maybe he was just biding his time, but he had adopted that straightforward soldier's way of talking and acting, that friendly, easy-going vibe, behind which a villain's mind could hide safely. Two days after that morning behind the church, he had moved himself, his French servants, and his Italian doctor from the Governor's house to the newly finished guesthouse. Here he lived, strutting around like he owned the place, enjoying his freedom and making sure to exclude all guests except those he had personally invited. With his friendly face and open hand, his lavish dinners, bear-baiting events, and hunting parties, his stories about the court and wars, and his vague promises of how he might help Virginia with the King—possibly lowering our tobacco taxes or banning Spanish imports—his known wealth and power, along with the unknown heights they might reach if his fortune at court was truly rising, he gradually attracted almost all the friends I thought I had. This wasn't surprising or unprecedented. He had tangible benefits to offer; I had only uncertain rights and obvious dangers. I don’t think it bothered me much. Those who wanted to leave left me at peace, and I didn't care at all about those who had flattered him from the beginning or the crowd that cheered him on. I still had Rolfe, West, the Governor, Jeremy Sparrow, and Diccon.
My lord and I met, perforce, in the street, at the Governor's house, in church, on the river, in the saddle. If we met in the presence of others, we spoke the necessary formal words of greeting or leave-taking, and he kept his countenance; if none were by, off went the mask. The man himself and I looked each other in the eyes and passed on. Once we encountered on a late evening among the graves, and I was not alone. Mistress Percy had been restless, and had gone, despite the minister's protests, to sit upon the river bank. When I returned from the assembly and found her gone, I went to fetch her. A storm was rolling slowly up. Returning the long way through the churchyard, we came upon him sitting beside a sunken grave, his knees drawn up to meet his chin, his eyes gloomily regardful of the dark broad river, the unseen ocean, and the ship that could not return for weeks to come. We passed him in silence,—I with a slight bow, she with a slighter curtsy. An hour later, going down the street in the dusk of the storm, I ran against Dr. Lawrence Bohun. “Don't stop me!” he panted. “The Italian doctor is away in the woods gathering simples, and they found my Lord Carnal in a fit among the graves, half an hour agone.” My lord was bled, and the next morning went hunting.
My lord and I ran into each other, inevitably, in the street, at the Governor's house, in church, on the river, and while riding. If we encountered each other in front of others, we exchanged the necessary polite greetings or farewells, and he maintained his composure; but if we were alone, the mask came off. The two of us looked each other in the eye and moved on. One time, we met late in the evening among the graves, and I was not alone. Mistress Percy had been restless and had gone, despite the minister's protests, to sit by the riverbank. When I returned from the gathering and found her gone, I went to find her. A storm was slowly rolling in. Taking the long way back through the churchyard, we came across him sitting beside a sunken grave, his knees pulled up to his chin, his eyes darkly fixed on the broad river, the unseen ocean, and the ship that wouldn't return for weeks. We passed him in silence—I with a slight bow, she with an even smaller curtsy. An hour later, walking down the street in the dim light of the storm, I bumped into Dr. Lawrence Bohun. “Don’t stop me!” he gasped. “The Italian doctor is off in the woods gathering herbs, and they just found my Lord Carnal in a fit among the graves half an hour ago.” My lord was bled, and the next morning he went hunting.
The lady whom I had married abode with me in the minister's house, held her head high, and looked the world in the face. She seldom went from home, but when she did take the air it was with pomp and circumstance. When that slender figure and exquisite face, set off by as rich apparel as could be bought from a store of finery brought in by the Southampton, and attended by a turbaned negress and a serving man who had been to the wars, and had escaped the wheel by the skin of his teeth, appeared in the street, small wonder if a greater commotion arose than had been since the days of the Princess Pocahontas and her train of dusky beauties. To this fairer, more imperial dame gold lace doffed its hat and made its courtliest bow, and young planters bent to their saddlebows, while the common folk nudged and stared and had their say. The beauty, the grace, the pride, that deigned small response to well-meant words,—all that would have been intolerable in plain Mistress Percy, once a waiting maid, then a piece of merchandise to be sold for one hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco, then the wife of a poor gentleman, was pardoned readily enough to the Lady Jocelyn Leigh, the ward of the King, the bride to be (so soon as the King's Court of High Commission should have snapped in twain an inconvenient and ill-welded fetter) of the King's minion.
The woman I married lived with me in the minister's house, held her head high, and looked the world straight in the face. She rarely went out, but when she did it was with a lot of flair. When her slim figure and beautiful face, highlighted by the finest clothes you could buy from a store stocked by the Southampton, showed up on the street with a turbaned Black woman and a servant who had survived battles, it caused quite a stir—much more than anything since the days of Princess Pocahontas and her group of beautiful companions. To this more regal lady, gold lace tipped its hat and bowed respectfully, while young planters leaned over their saddles, and the common people nudged each other, stared, and commented. The beauty, grace, and pride that offered little response to genuine compliments—everything that would have been unacceptable in plain Mistress Percy, once a maid, then sold for one hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco, and later the wife of a poor gentleman—was easily forgiven for Lady Jocelyn Leigh, the King's ward, soon to be the bride (as soon as the King's Court of High Commission ended an inconvenient and poorly joined bond) of the King's favorite.
So she passed like a splendid vision through the street perhaps once a week. On Sundays she went with me to church, and the people looked at her instead of at the minister, who rebuked them not, because his eyes were upon the same errand.
So she floated by like a stunning vision through the street maybe once a week. On Sundays, she went to church with me, and people stared at her instead of the minister, who didn't scold them because his gaze was focused on the same thing.
The early autumn passed and the leaves began to turn, and still all things were as they had been, save that the Assembly sat no longer. My fellow Burgesses went back to their hundreds, but my house at Weyanoke knew me no more. In a tone that was apologetic, but firm, the Governor had told me that he wished my company at Jamestown. I was pleased enough to stay, I assured him,—as indeed I was. At Weyanoke, the thunderbolt would fall without warning; at Jamestown, at least I could see, coming up the river, the sails of the Due Return or what other ship the Company might send.
The early autumn passed, and the leaves began to change color, yet everything remained the same, except that the Assembly was no longer in session. My fellow Burgesses returned to their homes, but my house at Weyanoke no longer recognized me. In a tone that was apologetic yet firm, the Governor told me he wanted my company in Jamestown. I reassured him that I was happy to stay, and I truly was. In Weyanoke, disaster could strike without warning; in Jamestown, at least I could see the sails of the Due Return or any other ship the Company might send coming up the river.
The color of the leaves deepened, and there came a season of a beauty singular and sad, like a smile left upon the face of the dead summer. Over all things, near and far, the forest where it met the sky, the nearer woods, the great river, and the streams that empty into it, there hung a blue haze, soft and dream-like. The forest became a painted forest, with an ever thinning canopy and an ever thickening carpet of crimson and gold; everywhere there was a low rustling underfoot and a slow rain of color. It was neither cold nor hot, but very quiet, and the birds went by like shadows,—a listless and forgetful weather, in which we began to look, every hour of every day, for the sail which we knew we should not see for weeks to come.
The leaves turned a deeper shade, welcoming a season of beauty that was both unique and melancholic, like a smile lingering on the face of a fading summer. Over everything—far and near, the forest meeting the sky, the nearby woods, the great river, and the streams flowing into it—hung a soft, dreamy blue haze. The forest transformed into a painted landscape, with a thinning canopy and a thickening carpet of red and gold; everywhere, there was a gentle rustling underfoot and a slow shower of colors. It wasn’t cold or hot, just very quiet, and the birds passed by like shadows—a lazy and forgetful kind of weather, where we began to anticipate, every hour of every day, the sail we knew we wouldn’t see for weeks.
Good Master Bucke tarried with Master Thorpe at Henricus, recruiting his strength, and Jeremy Sparrow preached in his pulpit, slept in his chamber, and worked in his garden. This garden ran down to the green bank of the river; and here, sitting idly by the stream, her chin in her hand and her dark eyes watching the strong, free sea birds as they came and went, I found my wife one evening, as I came from the fort, where had been some martial exercise. Thirty feet away Master Jeremy Sparrow worked among the dying flowers, and hummed:—
Good Master Bucke stayed with Master Thorpe at Henricus to regain his strength, while Jeremy Sparrow preached from his pulpit, slept in his room, and tended to his garden. This garden sloped down to the riverbank; and one evening, as I returned from the fort where I had been watching some military drills, I found my wife sitting by the stream, her chin resting on her hand and her dark eyes focused on the strong, free sea birds coming and going. Thirty feet away, Master Jeremy Sparrow was working among the wilting flowers, humming:—
“There is a garden in her face, Where roses and white lilies grow.”
“There’s a garden on her face, Where roses and white lilies bloom.”
He and I had agreed that when I must needs be absent he should be within call of her; for I believed my Lord Carnal very capable of intruding himself into her presence. That house and garden, her movements and mine, were spied upon by his foreign hirelings, I knew perfectly well.
He and I had agreed that whenever I had to be away, he should be close by for her; because I truly believed my Lord Carnal was more than capable of showing up uninvited. I was fully aware that his foreign hired spies were keeping an eye on that house and garden, as well as our movements.
As I sat down upon the bank at her feet, she turned to me with a sudden passion. “I am weary of it all!” she cried. “I am tired of being pent up in this house and garden, and of the watch you keep upon me. And if I go abroad, it is worse! I hate all those shameless faces that stare at me as if I were in the pillory. I am pilloried before you all, and I find the experience sufficiently bitter. And when I think that that man whom I hate, hate, hate, breathes the air that I breathe, it stifles me! If I could fly away like those birds, if I could only be gone from this place for even a day!”
As I sat down on the bank at her feet, she turned to me with sudden intensity. “I’m so tired of it all!” she exclaimed. “I’m fed up with being cooped up in this house and garden, and with the way you keep watching me. And when I go out, it’s even worse! I can’t stand all those shameless faces that stare at me like I’m some kind of spectacle. I feel like I’m on display for everyone, and it’s a pretty bitter experience. And when I think that the man I loathe, loathe, loathe, is breathing the same air I am, it makes me feel suffocated! If only I could fly away like those birds, if I could just escape from this place for even a day!”
“I would beg leave to take you home, to Weyanoke,” I said after a pause, “but I cannot go and leave the field to him.”
“I would like to take you home, to Weyanoke,” I said after a pause, “but I can't go and leave the field to him.”
“And I cannot go,” she answered. “I must watch for that ship and that King's command that my Lord Carnal thinks potent enough to make me his wife. King's commands are strong, but a woman's will is stronger. At the last I shall know what to do. But now why may I not take Angela and cross that strip of sand and go into the woods on the other side? They are so fair and strange,—all red and yellow,—and they look very still and peaceful. I could walk in them, or lie down under the trees and forget awhile, and they are not at all far away.” She looked at me eagerly.
“And I can’t go,” she replied. “I need to wait for that ship and that King’s order that my Lord Carnal believes is powerful enough to make me his wife. King’s orders are strong, but a woman’s will is stronger. In the end, I’ll know what to do. But why can’t I take Angela and cross that stretch of sand to enter the woods on the other side? They look so beautiful and unusual—all red and yellow—and they seem so calm and peaceful. I could walk through them or lie down under the trees and forget for a while, and they aren’t that far away.” She looked at me with excitement.
“You could not go alone,” I told her. “There would be danger in that. But to-morrow, if you choose, I and Master Sparrow and Diccon will take you there. A day in the woods is pleasant enough, and will do none of us harm. Then you may wander as you please, fill your arms with colored leaves, and forget the world. We will watch that no harm comes nigh you, but otherwise you shall not be disturbed.”
“You can’t go alone,” I told her. “That would be dangerous. But tomorrow, if you want, Master Sparrow, Diccon, and I will take you there. A day in the woods is nice enough and won’t hurt any of us. Then you can explore as you like, gather colorful leaves, and forget about everything else. We’ll make sure you’re safe, but other than that, you won’t be bothered.”
She broke into delighted laughter. Of all women the most steadfast of soul, her outward moods were as variable as a child's. “Agreed!” she cried. “You and the minister and Diccon Demon shall lay your muskets across your knees, and Angela shall witch you into stone with her old, mad, heathen charms. And then—and then—I will gather more gold than had King Midas; I will dance with the hamadryads; I will find out Oberon and make Titania jealous!”
She burst into delighted laughter. Of all women the most determined, her outward moods were as changeable as a child's. “Agreed!” she exclaimed. “You, the minister, and Diccon Demon will put your muskets across your knees, and Angela will cast her old, wild, pagan spells to turn you into stone. And then—and then—I will collect more gold than King Midas; I will dance with the nymphs; I will track down Oberon and make Titania jealous!”
“I do not doubt that you could do so,” I said, as she sprang to her feet, childishly eager and radiantly beautiful.
“I have no doubt that you could do that,” I said, as she jumped to her feet, childishly eager and radiantly beautiful.
I rose to go in with her, for it was supper time, but in a moment changed my mind, and resumed my seat on the bank of turf. “Do you go in,” I said. “There's a snake near by, in those bushes below the bank. I'll kill the creature, and then I'll come to supper.”
I got up to go in with her since it was time for dinner, but I quickly changed my mind and sat back down on the grassy bank. “Are you going in?” I asked. “There’s a snake nearby, in those bushes down the bank. I’ll take care of it, and then I’ll join you for dinner.”
When she was gone, I walked to where, ten feet away, the bank dipped to a clump of reeds and willows planted in the mud on the brink of the river. Dropping on my knees I leaned over, and, grasping a man by the collar, lifted him from the slime where he belonged to the bank beside me.
When she left, I walked over to the spot, about ten feet away, where the bank sloped down to a bunch of reeds and willows growing in the mud at the edge of the river. Dropping to my knees, I leaned over and, grabbing a guy by the collar, pulled him up from the muck where he had ended up to the bank next to me.
It was my Lord Carnal's Italian doctor that I had so fished up. I had seen him before, and had found in his very small, mean figure clad all in black, and his narrow face with malignant eyes, and thin white lips drawn tightly over gleaming teeth, something infinitely repulsive, sickening to the sight as are certain reptiles to the touch.
It was my Lord Carnal's Italian doctor that I had managed to find. I had seen him before and noticed his small, insignificant figure dressed entirely in black, and his narrow face with sinister eyes and thin white lips pulled tightly over shiny teeth, which I found incredibly repulsive, as disturbing to look at as certain reptiles are to touch.
“There are no simples or herbs of grace to be found amongst reeds and half-drowned willows,” I said. “What did so learned a doctor look for in so unlikely a place?”
“There aren’t any simple remedies or beneficial herbs among the reeds and half-drowned willows,” I said. “What was such a knowledgeable doctor looking for in such an unlikely spot?”
He shrugged his shoulders and made play with his clawlike hands, as if he understood me not. It was a lie, for I knew that he and the English tongue were sufficiently acquainted. I told him as much, and he shot at me a most venomous glance, but continued to shrug, gesticulate, and jabber in Italian. At last I saw nothing better to do than to take him, still by the collar, to the edge of the garden next the churchyard, and with the toe of my boot to send him tumbling among the graves. I watched him pick himself up, set his attire to rights, and go away in the gathering dusk, winding in and out among the graves; and then I went in to supper, and told Mistress Percy that the snake was dead.
He shrugged his shoulders and fiddled with his clawlike hands, as if he didn't understand me. That was a lie; I knew he was well acquainted with English. I told him so, and he shot me a very venomous look, but kept shrugging, gesturing, and babbling in Italian. Finally, I decided to take him, still by the collar, to the edge of the garden next to the churchyard, and with the toe of my boot, I sent him tumbling among the graves. I watched him pick himself up, fix his clothes, and leave in the fading light, weaving in and out among the graves; then I went in for supper and told Mistress Percy that the snake was dead.
CHAPTER XII IN WHICH I RECEIVE A WARNING AND REPOSE A TRUST
SHORTLY before daybreak I was wakened by a voice beneath my window. “Captain Percy,” it cried, “the Governor wishes you at his house!” and was gone.
SHORTLY before daybreak I was woken by a voice beneath my window. “Captain Percy,” it called, “the Governor wants you at his place!” and was gone.
I dressed and left the house, disturbing no one. Hurrying through the chill dawn, I reached the square not much behind the rapid footsteps of the watch who had wakened me. About the Governor's door were horses, saddled and bridled, with grooms at their heads, men and beasts gray and indistinct, wrapped in the fog. I went up the steps and into the hall, and knocked at the door of the Governor's great room. It opened, and I entered to find Sir George, with Master Pory, Rolfe, West, and others of the Council gathered about the great centre table and talking eagerly. The Governor was but half dressed; West and Rolfe were in jack boots and coats of mail. A man, breathless with hard riding, spattered with swamp mud and torn by briers, stood, cap in hand, staring from one to the other.
I got dressed and left the house without waking anyone. Rushing through the chilly dawn, I arrived at the square not long after the quick footsteps of the watch who had woken me. Around the Governor's door were horses, saddled and bridled, with grooms holding their reins, men and animals looking gray and blurry, wrapped in the fog. I went up the steps and into the hall, and knocked on the Governor's large room door. It opened, and I walked in to find Sir George, with Master Pory, Rolfe, West, and other Council members gathered around the big center table, talking animatedly. The Governor was only half-dressed; West and Rolfe were in their jack boots and chainmail. A man, out of breath from riding hard, covered in swamp mud and scratched by brambles, stood there, cap in hand, staring from one person to another.
“In good time, Captain Percy!” cried the Governor. “Yesterday you called the profound peace with the Indians, of which some of us boasted, the lull before the storm. Faith, it looks to-day as though you were in the right, after all!”
“In good time, Captain Percy!” yelled the Governor. “Yesterday you referred to the deep peace with the Indians, which some of us celebrated, as the calm before the storm. Honestly, it seems today like you were right all along!”
“What 's the matter, sir?” I asked, advancing to the table.
“What’s wrong, sir?” I asked, stepping up to the table.
“Matter enough!” he answered. “This man has come, post haste, from the plantations above Paspahegh. Three days ago, Morgan, the trader, was decoyed into the woods by that Paspahegh fool and bully, Nemattanow, whom they call Jack of the Feather, and there murdered. Yesterday, out of sheer bravado, the Indian turned up at Morgan's house, and Morgan's men shot him down. They buried the dog, and thought no more of it. Three hours ago, Chanco the Christian went to the commander and warned him that the Paspaheghs were in a ferment, and that the warriors were painting themselves black. The commander sent off at once to me, and I see naught better to do than to dispatch you with a dozen men to bring them to their senses. But there 's to be no harrying nor battle. A show of force is all that 's needed,—I'll stake my head upon it. Let them see that we are not to be taken unawares, but give them fair words. That they may be the sooner placated I send with you Master Rolfe,—they'll listen to him. See that the black paint is covered with red, give them some beads and a knife or two, then come home. If you like not the look of things, find out where Opechancanough is, and I'll send him an embassy. He loves us well, and will put down any disaffection.”
“Matter enough!” he replied. “This guy has come rushing in from the plantations above Paspahegh. Three days ago, Morgan, the trader, was lured into the woods by that Paspahegh idiot and bully, Nemattanow, who they call Jack of the Feather, and was murdered there. Yesterday, out of sheer boldness, the Indian showed up at Morgan's house, and Morgan's men shot him down. They buried the body and didn’t think much of it. Three hours ago, Chanco the Christian went to the commander and warned him that the Paspaheghs were in an uproar, and that the warriors were painting themselves black. The commander immediately sent for me, and I see no better option than to send you with a dozen men to calm them down. But there’s to be no harassment or battle. A show of force is all that’s needed—I’ll bet my head on it. Let them see that we’re not caught off guard, but offer them fair words. To help placate them faster, I’m sending Master Rolfe with you—they’ll listen to him. Make sure the black paint is covered with red, give them some beads and a knife or two, then come back home. If you don’t like the situation, find out where Opechancanough is, and I’ll send him a message. He’s fond of us, and will calm any unrest.”
“There's no doubt that he loves us,” I said dryly. “He loves us as a cat loves the mouse that it plays with. If we are to start at once, sir, I'll go get my horse.”
“There's no doubt that he loves us,” I said flatly. “He loves us like a cat loves the mouse it toys with. If we're going to leave right away, sir, I'll go get my horse.”
“Then meet us at the neck of land,” said Rolfe.
“Then meet us at the narrow strip of land,” said Rolfe.
I nodded, and left the room. As I descended the steps into the growing light outside, I found Master Pory at my side.
I nodded and left the room. As I went down the steps into the brightening light outside, I found Master Pory next to me.
“I kept late hours last night,” he remarked, with a portentous yawn. “Now that this business is settled, I'll go back to bed.”
“I stayed up late last night,” he said, with a significant yawn. “Now that this is taken care of, I’m going back to bed.”
I walked on in silence.
I walked on quietly.
“I am in your black books,” he continued, with his sly, merry, sidelong glance. “You think that I was overcareful of the ground, that morning behind the church, and so unfortunately delayed matters until the Governor happened by and brought things to another guess conclusion.”
“I’m in your bad books,” he continued, with his sly, playful, sideways glance. “You think I was too cautious about the ground that morning behind the church and, unfortunately, ended up delaying things until the Governor showed up and changed everything.”
“I think that you warned the Governor,” I said bluntly.
“I think you tipped off the Governor,” I said directly.
He shook with laughter. “Warned him? Of course I warned him. Youth would never have seen that molehill and fairy ring and projecting root, but wisdom cometh with gray hairs, my son. D' ye not think I'll have the King's thanks?”
He shook with laughter. “Warned him? Of course I warned him. Young people would never notice that molehill, fairy ring, and sticking-out root, but wisdom comes with gray hair, my son. Don’t you think I’ll get the King’s thanks?”
“Doubtless,” I answered. “An the price contents you, I do not know why I should quarrel with it.”
“Of course,” I replied. “And since the price suits you, I don’t see why I should argue with it.”
By this we were halfway down the street, and we now came upon the guest house. A window above us was unshuttered, and in the room within a light still burned. Suddenly it was extinguished. A man's face looked down upon us for a moment, then drew back; a skeleton hand was put out softly and slowly, and the shutter drawn to. Hand and face belonged to the man I had sent tumbling among the graves the evening before.
By this time, we were halfway down the street, and we came across the guesthouse. A window above us wasn’t covered, and there was still a light on in the room. Suddenly, it went out. A man's face looked down at us for a moment, then pulled back; a bony hand reached out slowly, and the shutter was closed. The hand and face belonged to the guy I had knocked down among the graves the night before.
“The Italian doctor,” said Master Pory.
“The Italian doctor,” Master Pory said.
There was something peculiar in his tone. I glanced at him, but his broad red face and twinkling eyes told me nothing. “The Italian doctor,” he repeated. “If I had a friend in Captain Percy's predicament, I should bid him beware of the Italian doctor.”
There was something strange in his tone. I looked at him, but his wide red face and sparkling eyes didn't give anything away. “The Italian doctor,” he said again. “If I had a friend in Captain Percy's situation, I would warn him to be careful of the Italian doctor.”
“Your friend would be obliged for the warning,” I replied.
“Your friend would appreciate the warning,” I replied.
We walked a little further. “And I think,” he said, “that I should inform this purely hypothetical friend of mine that the Italian and his patron had their heads mighty close together, last night.”
We walked a little further. “And I think,” he said, “that I should let this completely hypothetical friend of mine know that the Italian and his patron were really close together last night.”
“Last night?”
"Last night?"
“Ay, last night. I went to drink with my lord, and so broke up their tete-a-tete. My lord was boisterous in his cups and not oversecret. He dropped some hints”—He broke off to indulge in one of his endless silent laughs. “I don't know why I tell you this, Captain Percy. I am on the other side, you know,—quite on the other side. But now I bethink me, I am only telling you what I should tell you were I upon your side. There's no harm in that, I hope, no disloyalty to my Lord Carnal's interests which happen to be my interests?”
“Yeah, last night. I went out for drinks with my lord, and I interrupted their private conversation. My lord was loud and not very discreet after a few drinks. He let slip some hints—” He paused to enjoy one of his endless silent laughs. “I don't know why I'm telling you this, Captain Percy. I’m on the other side, you know—completely on the other side. But now that I think about it, I’m only sharing what I would tell you if I were on your side. I hope there’s no harm in that, no disloyalty to my Lord Carnal’s interests, which also happen to be my interests?”
I made no answer. I gave him credit both for his ignorance of the very hornbook of honor and for his large share of the milk of human kindness.
I didn't respond. I acknowledged both his cluelessness about the basics of honor and his generous amount of compassion.
“My lord grows restive,” he said, when we had gone a little further. “The Francis and John, coming in yesterday, brought court news. Out of sight, out of mind. Buckingham is making hay while the sun shines. Useth angel water for his complexion, sleepeth in a medicated mask such as the Valois used, and is grown handsomer than ever; changeth the fashion of his clothes thrice a week, which mightily pleaseth his Majesty. Whoops on the Spanish match, too, and, wonderful past all whooping, from the prince's detestation hath become his bosom friend. Small wonder if my Lord Carnal thinks it's time he was back at Whitehall.”
“My lord is getting restless,” he said as we walked a bit further. “Francis and John, who came in yesterday, brought news from the court. Out of sight, out of mind. Buckingham is taking advantage of the moment. He uses angel water for his complexion, sleeps in a medicated mask like the Valois used to, and has become more handsome than ever; he changes his clothes three times a week, which really pleases His Majesty. He also supports the Spanish match, and incredibly, despite the prince's disdain, he has become his close friend. No wonder my Lord Carnal thinks it’s time to return to Whitehall.”
“Let him go, then,” I said. “There's his ship that brought him here.”
“Let him go, then,” I said. “There’s his ship that brought him here.”
“Ay, there 's his ship,” rejoined Master Pory. “A few weeks more, and the Due Return will be here with the Company's commands. D' ye think, Captain Percy, that there's the slightest doubt as to their tenor?”
“Ay, there’s his ship,” replied Master Pory. “In a few weeks, the Due Return will be here with the Company's orders. Do you think, Captain Percy, that there’s the slightest doubt about what they’ll say?”
“No.”
“Nope.”
“Then my lord has but to possess his soul with patience and wait for the Due Return. No doubt he'll do so.”
“Then my lord just needs to be patient and wait for the Due Return. I'm sure he will.”
“No doubt he'll do so,” I echoed.
“No doubt he will,” I echoed.
By this we had reached the Secretary's own door. “Fortune favor you with the Paspaheghs!” he said, with another mighty yawn. “As for me, I'll to bed. Do you ever dream, Captain Percy? I don't; mine is too good a conscience. But if I did, I should dream of an Italian doctor.”
By this point, we had arrived at the Secretary's door. “Good luck dealing with the Paspaheghs!” he said, stifling another big yawn. “As for me, I'm off to bed. Do you ever dream, Captain Percy? I don’t; my conscience is too clear. But if I did dream, it would be of an Italian doctor.”
The door shut upon his red face and bright eyes. I walked rapidly on down the street to the minister's house. The light was very pale as yet, and house and garden lay beneath a veil of mist. No one was stirring. I went on through the gray wet paths to the stable, and roused Diccon.
The door closed behind him, revealing his flushed face and shining eyes. I hurried down the street to the minister's house. The light was still faint, and both the house and garden were shrouded in mist. No one was around. I continued along the damp, gray paths to the stable and woke Diccon.
“Saddle Black Lamoral quickly,” I ordered. “There's trouble with the Paspaheghs, and I am off with Master Rolfe to settle it.”
“Saddle Black Lamoral fast,” I instructed. “There’s a problem with the Paspaheghs, and I’m heading out with Master Rolfe to deal with it.”
“Am I to go with you?” he asked.
“Should I go with you?” he asked.
I shook my head. “We have a dozen men. There's no need of more.”
I shook my head. “We have twelve men. We don’t need any more.”
I left him busy with the horse, and went to the house. In the hall I found the negress strewing the floor with fresh rushes, and asked her if her mistress yet slept. In her soft half English, half Spanish, she answered in the affirmative. I went to my own room and armed myself; then ran upstairs to the comfortable chamber where abode Master Jeremy Sparrow, surrounded by luxuries which his soul contemned. He was not there. At the foot of the stair I was met by Goodwife Allen. “The minister was called an hour ago, sir,” she announced. “There's a man dying of the fever at Archer's Hope, and they sent a boat for him. He won't be back until afternoon.”
I left him working with the horse and headed to the house. In the hall, I found the Black woman sweeping the floor with fresh rushes, and I asked her if her mistress was still asleep. In her soft mix of English and Spanish, she replied that she was. I went to my room and got ready; then I hurried upstairs to the cozy chamber where Master Jeremy Sparrow lived, surrounded by comforts that he looked down upon. He wasn’t there. At the bottom of the stairs, I ran into Goodwife Allen. “The minister was called an hour ago, sir,” she said. “There's a man dying of the fever at Archer's Hope, and they sent a boat for him. He won’t be back until the afternoon.”
I hurried past her back to the stable. Black Lamoral was saddled, and Diccon held the stirrup for me to mount.
I rushed past her back to the stable. Black Lamoral was saddled, and Diccon was holding the stirrup for me to get on.
“Good luck with the vermin, sir!” he said. “I wish I were going, too.”
“Good luck with the pests, sir!” he said. “I wish I could go, too.”
His tone was sullen, yet wistful. I knew that he loved danger as I loved it, and a sudden remembrance of the dangers we had faced together brought us nearer to each other than we had been for many a day.
His tone was dark but nostalgic. I knew he craved danger just as much as I did, and a sudden memory of the risks we had faced together brought us closer than we had been in a long time.
“I don't take you,” I explained, “because I have need of you here. Master Sparrow has gone to watch beside a dying man, and will not be back for hours. As for myself, there's no telling how long I may be kept. Until I come you are to guard house and garden well. You know what I mean. Your mistress is to be molested by no one.”
“I can't take you,” I explained, “because I need you here. Master Sparrow has gone to keep watch by a dying man and won't be back for hours. As for me, there's no telling how long I might be kept. Until I return, you need to guard the house and garden well. You know what I mean. No one is to bother your mistress.”
“Very well, sir.”
"Alright, sir."
“One thing more. There was some talk yesterday of my taking her across the neck to the forest. When she awakes, tell her from me that I am sorry for her to lose her pleasure, but that now she could not go even were I here to take her.”
“One more thing. There was some talk yesterday about me taking her to the forest. When she wakes up, tell her I'm sorry she has to miss out on her fun, but now she can’t go even if I were here to take her.”
“There 's no danger from the Paspaheghs there,” he muttered.
“There's no danger from the Paspaheghs there,” he muttered.
“The Paspaheghs happen not to be my only foes,” I said curtly. “Do as I bid you without remark. Tell her that I have good reasons for desiring her to remain within doors until my return. On no account whatever is she to venture without the garden.”
“The Paspaheghs aren’t my only enemies,” I said sharply. “Just do what I ask without question. Tell her that I have good reasons for wanting her to stay inside until I get back. Under no circumstances is she to go outside the garden.”
I gathered up the reins, and he stood back from the horse's head. When I had gone a few paces I drew rein, and, turning in my saddle, spoke to him across the dew-drenched grass. “This is a trust, Diccon,” I said.
I picked up the reins, and he stepped back from the horse's head. After I'd taken a few steps, I pulled the reins to stop and, turning in my saddle, spoke to him over the dew-soaked grass. “This is a trust, Diccon,” I said.
The red came into his tanned face. He raised his hand and made our old military salute. “I understand it so, my captain,” he answered, and I rode away satisfied.
The color flushed his tanned face. He raised his hand and gave our old military salute. “I get it, my captain,” he replied, and I rode away feeling satisfied.
CHAPTER XIII IN WHICH THE SANTA TERESA DROPS DOWNSTREAM
AN hour's ride brought us to the block house standing within the forest, midway between the white plantations at Paspahegh and the village of the tribe. We found it well garrisoned, spies out, and the men inclined to make light of the black paint and the seething village.
An hour's ride took us to the block house in the forest, halfway between the white plantations at Paspahegh and the village of the tribe. We found it well defended, with scouts out, and the men seemed to dismiss the dark paint and the restless village.
Amongst them was Chanco the Christian. I called him to me, and we listened to his report with growing perturbation. “Thirty warriors!” I said, when he had finished. “And they are painted yellow as well as black, and have dashed their cheeks with puccoon: it's l'outrance, then! And the war dance is toward! If we are to pacify this hornets' nest, it's high time we set about it. Gentlemen of the block house, we are but twelve, and they may beat us back, in which case those that are left of us will fight it out with you here. Watch for us, therefore, and have a sally party ready. Forward, men!”
Among them was Chanco the Christian. I called him over, and we listened to his report with increasing unease. “Thirty warriors!” I said when he finished. “And they’re painted yellow as well as black, and have marked their cheeks with puccoon: it’s l'outrance, then! And the war dance is on! If we’re going to calm this hornets' nest, we need to get started right away. Gentlemen of the block house, there are only twelve of us, and they might drive us back, in which case those of us who are left will have to fight it out with you here. So keep a lookout for us and get a sally party ready. Let’s move, men!”
“One moment, Captain Percy,” said Rolfe. “Chanco, where's the Emperor?”
“One moment, Captain Percy,” Rolfe said. “Chanco, where’s the Emperor?”
“Five suns ago he was with the priests at Uttamussac,” answered the Indian. “Yesterday, at the full sun power, he was in the lodge of the werowance of the Chickahominies. He feasts there still. The Chickahominies and the Powhatans have buried the hatchet.”
“Five days ago he was with the priests at Uttamussac,” the Indian replied. “Yesterday, at full sunlight, he was in the lodge of the werowance of the Chickahominies. He’s still feasting there now. The Chickahominies and the Powhatans have made peace.”
“I regret to hear it,” I remarked. “Whilst they took each other's scalps, mine own felt the safer.”
“I’m sorry to hear that,” I said. “While they took each other's scalps, mine felt safer.”
“I advise going direct to Opechancanough,” said Rolfe.
“I recommend going straight to Opechancanough,” said Rolfe.
“Since he's only a league away, so do I,” I answered.
“Since he’s just a mile away, so am I,” I replied.
We left the block house and the clearing around it, and plunged into the depths of the forest. In these virgin woods the trees are set well apart, though linked one to the other by the omnipresent grape, and there is little undergrowth, so that we were able to make good speed. Rolfe and I rode well in front of our men. By now the sun was shining through the lower branches of the trees, and the mist was fast vanishing. The forest—around us, above us, and under the hoofs of the horses where the fallen leaves lay thick—was as yellow as gold and as red as blood.
We left the block house and the area around it and dove into the heart of the forest. In these untouched woods, the trees are nicely spaced apart, although they're connected by the ever-present grapevines, and there's not much undergrowth, so we were able to move quickly. Rolfe and I rode well ahead of our men. By this time, the sun was shining through the lower branches of the trees, and the mist was quickly disappearing. The forest—around us, above us, and under the horses' hooves where the fallen leaves lay thick—was as yellow as gold and as red as blood.
“Rolfe,” I asked, breaking a long silence, “do you credit what the Indians say of Opechancanough?”
“Rolfe,” I asked, breaking a long silence, “do you believe what the Indians say about Opechancanough?”
“That he was brother to Powhatan only by adoption?”
"Was he really only Powhatan's brother by adoption?"
“That, fleeing for his life, he came to Virginia, years and years ago, from some mysterious land far to the south and west?”
“That, running for his life, he came to Virginia, many years ago, from some unknown place far to the south and west?”
“I do not know,” he replied thoughtfully. “He is like, and yet not like, the people whom he rules. In his eye there is the authority of mind; his features are of a nobler cast “—
“I don’t know,” he said, thinking it over. “He’s similar to, yet different from, the people he rules. There’s a certain authority in his eyes; his features have a more noble appearance.”
“And his heart is of a darker,” I said. “It is a strange and subtle savage.”
“And his heart is darker,” I said. “It’s a strange and subtle wildness.”
“Strange enough and subtle enough, I admit,” he answered, “though I believe not with you that his friendliness toward us is but a mask.”
“It's strange and subtle, I’ll admit,” he replied, “but I don't agree with you that his friendliness toward us is just a façade.”
“Believe it or not, it is so,” I said. “That dark, cold, still face is a mask, and that simple-seeming amazement at horses and armor, guns and blue beads, is a mask. It is in my mind that some fair day the mask will be dropped. Here's the village.”
“Believe it or not, it’s true,” I said. “That dark, cold, expressionless face is just a mask, and that seemingly simple wonder at horses, armor, guns, and blue beads is also a mask. I have a feeling that one day, the mask will come off. Here’s the village.”
Until our interview with Chanco the Christian, the village of the Paspaheghs, and not the village of the Chickahominies, had been our destination, and since leaving the block house we had made good speed; but now, within the usual girdle of mulberries, we were met by the werowance and his chief men with the customary savage ceremonies. We had long since come to the conclusion that the birds of the air and the fish of the streams were Mercuries to the Indians.
Until our interview with Chanco the Christian, our destination had been the village of the Paspaheghs, not the village of the Chickahominies, and since leaving the blockhouse, we had made good progress; but now, within the usual ring of mulberries, we were approached by the werowance and his chief men with the customary tribal ceremonies. We had long since concluded that the birds in the air and the fish in the streams were like messengers to the Indians.
The werowance received us in due form, with presents of fish and venison, cakes of chinquapin meal and gourds of pohickory, an uncouth dance by twelve of his young men and a deal of hellish noise; then, at our command, led us into the village, and to the lodge which marked its centre. Around it were gathered Opechancanough's own warriors, men from Orapax and Uttamussac and Werowocomoco, chosen for their strength and cunning; while upon the grass beneath a blood-red gum tree sat his wives, painted and tattooed, with great strings of pearl and copper about their necks. Beyond them were the women and children of the Chickahominies, and around us all the red forest.
The werowance welcomed us properly, offering gifts of fish and deer meat, cakes made from chinquapin meal, and gourds filled with pohickory. There was a wild dance performed by twelve of his young warriors accompanied by a lot of loud noise. Then, at our request, he led us into the village and to the lodge that stood at its center. Surrounding it were Opechancanough's own warriors, men from Orapax, Uttamussac, and Werowocomoco, selected for their strength and skill; while beneath a blood-red gum tree sat his wives, painted and tattooed, adorned with beautiful strings of pearl and copper necklaces. Behind them were the women and children of the Chickahominies, and all around us stood the red forest.
The mat that hung before the door of the lodge was lifted, and an Indian, emerging, came forward, with a gesture of welcome. It was Nantauquas, the Lady Rebekah's brother, and the one Indian—saving always his dead sister—that was ever to my liking; a savage, indeed, but a savage as brave and chivalrous, as courteous and truthful, as a Christian knight.
The mat that hung in front of the lodge door was lifted, and an Indian stepped out with a welcoming gesture. It was Nantauquas, Lady Rebekah's brother, and the only Indian—apart from his deceased sister—that I ever really liked; he was a savage, yes, but a savage who was as brave and noble, as polite and honest, as a Christian knight.
Rolfe sprang from his horse, and advancing to meet the young chief embraced him. Nantauquas had been much with his sister during those her happy days at Varina, before she went with Rolfe that ill-fated voyage to England, and Rolfe loved him for her sake and for his own. “I thought you at Orapax, Nantauquas!” he exclaimed.
Rolfe jumped off his horse and stepped forward to greet the young chief, giving him a hug. Nantauquas had spent a lot of time with his sister during her joyful days at Varina, before she left with Rolfe on that ill-fated trip to England, and Rolfe cared for him because of her as well as for his own reasons. “I thought you were at Orapax, Nantauquas!” he exclaimed.
“I was there, my brother,” said the Indian, and his voice was sweet, deep, and grave, like that of his sister. “But Opechancanough would go to Uttamussac, to the temple and the dead kings. I lead his war parties now, and I came with him. Opechancanough is within the lodge. He asks that my brother and Captain Percy come to him there.”
“I was there, my brother,” said the Indian, his voice smooth, deep, and serious, just like his sister’s. “But Opechancanough would go to Uttamussac, to the temple and the dead kings. I lead his war parties now, and I came with him. Opechancanough is inside the lodge. He wants my brother and Captain Percy to come see him there.”
He lifted the mat for us, and followed us into the lodge. There was the usual winding entrance, with half a dozen mats to be lifted one after the other, but at last we came to the central chamber and to the man we sought.
He lifted the mat for us and followed us into the lodge. There was the usual winding entrance, with half a dozen mats to lift one after another, but finally, we reached the central chamber and the man we were looking for.
He sat beside a small fire burning redly in the twilight of the room. The light shone now upon the feathers in his scalp lock, now upon the triple row of pearls around his neck, now upon knife and tomahawk in his silk grass belt, now on the otterskin mantle hanging from his shoulder and drawn across his knees. How old he was no man knew. Men said that he was older than Powhatan, and Powhatan was very old when he died. But he looked a man in the prime of life; his frame was vigorous, his skin unwrinkled, his eyes bright and full. When he rose to welcome us, and Nantauquas stood beside him, there seemed not a score of years between them.
He sat next to a small fire glowing softly in the dim light of the room. The light flickered on the feathers in his hair, the triple row of pearls around his neck, the knife and tomahawk in his silk grass belt, and the otterskin mantle draped over his shoulder and across his knees. No one knew how old he was. People said he was older than Powhatan, and Powhatan was very old when he died. But he looked like a man in his prime; his body was strong, his skin smooth, and his eyes bright and lively. When he stood to greet us, and Nantauquas stood next to him, it seemed like there were hardly twenty years between them.
The matter upon which we had come was not one that brooked delay. We waited with what patience we might until his long speech of welcome was finished, when, in as few words as possible, Rolfe laid before him our complaint against the Paspaheghs. The Indian listened; then said, in that voice that always made me think of some cold, still, bottomless pool lying black beneath overhanging rocks: “My brothers may go in peace. The Paspaheghs have washed off the black paint. If my brothers go to the village, they will find the peace pipe ready for their smoking.”
The issue we were dealing with couldn’t wait. We held on as patiently as we could until his long welcome speech was over, then Rolfe quickly presented our complaint against the Paspaheghs. The Indian listened and then replied in that voice that always reminded me of a cold, still, bottomless pool lying dark beneath overhanging rocks: “My brothers can go in peace. The Paspaheghs have removed the black paint. If my brothers visit the village, they will find the peace pipe ready for smoking.”
Rolfe and I stared at each other. “I have sent messengers,” continued the Emperor. “I have told the Paspaheghs of my love for the white man, and of the goodwill the white man bears the Indian. I have told them that Nemattanow was a murderer, and that his death was just. They are satisfied. Their village is as still as this beast at my feet.” He pointed downward to a tame panther crouched against his moccasins. I thought it an ominous comparison.
Rolfe and I stared at each other. “I’ve sent messengers,” the Emperor continued. “I’ve told the Paspaheghs about my love for the white man, and how the white man feels about the Indian. I’ve told them that Nemattanow was a murderer and that his death was justified. They’re satisfied. Their village is as quiet as this beast at my feet.” He pointed down to a tamed panther curled up against his moccasins. I thought it was a chilling comparison.
Involuntarily we looked at Nantauquas. “It is true,” he said. “I am but come from the village of the Paspaheghs. I took them the word of Opechancanough.”
Involuntarily, we looked at Nantauquas. “It's true,” he said. “I just came from the village of the Paspaheghs. I delivered Opechancanough's message to them.”
“Then, since the matter is settled, we may go home,” I remarked, rising as I spoke. “We could, of course, have put down the Paspaheghs with one hand, giving them besides a lesson which they would not soon forget, but in the kindness of our hearts toward them and to save ourselves trouble we came to Opechancanough. For his aid in this trifling business the Governor gives him thanks.”
“Now that this is settled, we can head home,” I said, standing up as I spoke. “We could have easily taken down the Paspaheghs and taught them a lesson they wouldn’t forget anytime soon, but out of kindness and to avoid extra trouble, we turned to Opechancanough for help. The Governor thanks him for his assistance in this minor matter.”
A smile just lit the features of the Indian. It was gone in a moment. “Does not Opechancanough love the white men?” he said. “Some day he will do more than this for them.”
A smile briefly brightened the Indian's face. It faded in an instant. “Does Opechancanough not care for the white men?” he asked. “One day, he will do more for them than this.”
We left the lodge and the dark Emperor within it, got to horse, and quitted the village, with its painted people, yellowing mulberries, and blood-red gum trees. Nantauquas went with us, keeping pace with Rolfe's horse, and giving us now and then, in his deep musical voice, this or that bit of woodland news. At the block house we found confirmation of the Emperor's statement. An embassy from the Paspaheghs had come with presents, and the peace pipe had been smoked. The spies, too, brought news that all war-like preparations had ceased in the village. It had sunk once more into a quietude befitting the sleepy, dreamy, hazy weather.
We left the lodge and the dark Emperor inside it, got on our horses, and left the village, with its colorful people, yellowing mulberries, and blood-red gum trees. Nantauquas rode with us, keeping up with Rolfe's horse, and now and then shared bits of news about the woods in his deep, musical voice. At the block house, we found confirmation of the Emperor's statement. An emissary from the Paspaheghs had arrived with gifts, and the peace pipe had been smoked. The spies also brought news that all war preparations had stopped in the village. It had settled back into the calm that matched the sleepy, dreamy, hazy weather.
Rolfe and I held a short consultation. All appeared safe, but there was the possibility of a ruse. At the last it seemed best that he, who by virtue of his peculiar relations with the Indians was ever our negotiator, should remain with half our troop at the block house, while I reported to the Governor. So I left him, and Nantauquas with him, and rode back to Jamestown, reaching the town some hours sooner than I was expected.
Rolfe and I had a quick discussion. Everything seemed secure, but there was a chance it could be a trick. In the end, it seemed best for him, given his unique connection with the Indians and his role as our negotiator, to stay with half our group at the blockhouse while I reported to the Governor. So I left him and Nantauquas with him, and rode back to Jamestown, arriving in town a few hours earlier than expected.
It was after nooning when I passed through the gates of the palisade, and an hour later when I finished my report to the Governor. When he at last dismissed me, I rode quickly down the street toward the minister's house. As I passed the guest house, I glanced up at the window from which, at daybreak, the Italian had looked down upon me. No one looked out now; the window was closely shuttered, and at the door beneath my lord's French rascals were conspicuously absent. A few yards further on I met my lord face to face, as he emerged from a lane that led down to the river. At sight of me he started violently, and his hand went to his mouth. I slightly bent my head, and rode on past him. At the gate of the churchyard, a stone's throw from home, I met Master Jeremy Sparrow.
It was after noon when I walked through the gates of the palisade, and an hour later when I finished my report to the Governor. When he finally let me go, I rode quickly down the street toward the minister's house. As I passed the guest house, I looked up at the window from which, at dawn, the Italian had looked down at me. No one was looking out now; the window was tightly shut, and my lord's French guys were noticeably missing from the door below. A few yards further, I ran into my lord face to face as he came out of a lane that led down to the river. When he saw me, he flinched sharply, and his hand went to his mouth. I gave a slight nod and rode past him. At the gate of the churchyard, just a stone's throw from home, I met Master Jeremy Sparrow.
“Well met!” he exclaimed. “Are the Indians quiet?”
“Well met!” he exclaimed. “Are the Native Americans quiet?”
“For the nonce. How is your sick man?”
“For now. How is your sick man?”
“Very well,” he answered gravely. “I closed his eyes two hours ago.”
“Alright,” he replied seriously. “I closed his eyes two hours ago.”
“He's dead, then,” I said. “Well, he 's out of his troubles, and hath that advantage over the living. Have you another call, that you travel from home so fast?”
“He's dead, then,” I said. “Well, he’s free from his troubles, and has that advantage over the living. Do you have another reason for traveling home so quickly?”
“Why, to tell the truth,” he replied, “I could not but feel uneasy when I learned just now of this commotion amongst the heathen. You must know best, but I should not have thought it a day for madam to walk in the woods; so I e'en thought I would cross the neck and bring her home.”
“Honestly,” he replied, “I couldn't help but feel uneasy when I just heard about this chaos among the locals. You know best, but I wouldn't have thought it was a good day for her to be walking in the woods; so I figured I would cross over and bring her home.”
“For madam to walk in the woods?” I said slowly. “So she walks there? With whom?”
“Is she going to walk in the woods?” I said slowly. “Does she go there? With who?”
“With Diccon and Angela,” he answered. “They went before the sun was an hour high, so Goodwife Allen says. I thought that you—” “No,” I told him. “On the contrary, I left command that she should not venture outside the garden. There are more than Indians abroad.”
“With Diccon and Angela,” he replied. “They left before the sun was up for an hour, or so Goodwife Allen says. I thought that you—” “No,” I told him. “Actually, I instructed that she shouldn’t go outside the garden. There are more than just Indians out there.”
I was white with anger; but besides anger there was fear in my heart.
I was furious, but along with that anger, I felt fear in my heart.
“I will go at once and bring her home,” I said. As I spoke, I happened to glance toward the fort and the shipping in the river beyond. Something seemed wrong with the prospect. I looked again, and saw what hated and familiar object was missing.
“I’ll go right now and bring her home,” I said. As I spoke, I happened to glance toward the fort and the ships in the river beyond. Something felt off about the scene. I looked again and noticed what the hated but familiar object was that was missing.
“Where is the Santa Teresa?” I demanded, the fear at my heart tugging harder.
“Where is Santa Teresa?” I asked, the fear in my heart pulling stronger.
“She dropped downstream this morning. I passed her as I came up from Archer's Hope, awhile ago. She's anchored in midstream off the big spring. Why did she go?”
“She went downstream this morning. I passed by her as I was coming up from Archer's Hope a little while ago. She's anchored in the middle of the stream near the big spring. Why did she leave?”
We looked each other in the eyes, and each read the thought that neither cared to put into words.
We looked each other in the eyes, and each understood the thought that neither wanted to say out loud.
“You can take the brown mare,” I said, speaking lightly because my heart was as heavy as lead, “and we'll ride to the forest. It is all right, I dare say. Doubtless we'll find her garlanding herself with the grape, or playing with the squirrels, or asleep on the red leaves, with her head in Angela's lap.”
“You can take the brown mare,” I said, trying to sound casual even though my heart felt like lead, “and we'll ride to the forest. It’ll be fine, I believe. We’ll probably find her decorating herself with the grapes, or playing with the squirrels, or napping on the red leaves, with her head in Angela's lap.”
“Doubtless,” he said. “Don't lose time. I'll saddle the mare and overtake you in two minutes.”
“Of course,” he said. “Don’t waste any time. I’ll get the mare ready and catch up to you in two minutes.”
CHAPTER XIV IN WHICH WE SEEK A LOST LADY
BESIDE the minister and myself, nothing human moved in the crimson woods. Blue haze was there, and the steady drift of colored leaves, and the sunshine freely falling through bared limbs, but no man or woman. The fallen leaves rustled as the deer passed, the squirrels chattered and the foxes barked, but we heard no sweet laughter or ringing song.
BESIDE the minister and me, nothing human stirred in the red woods. There was blue haze, the constant drifting of colorful leaves, and sunlight streaming through bare branches, but no one else around. The fallen leaves rustled as the deer walked by, squirrels chatted, and foxes barked, but we heard no cheerful laughter or melodic song.
We found a bank of moss, and lying upon it a chaplet of red-brown oak leaves; further on, the mint beside a crystal streamlet had been trodden underfoot; then, flung down upon the brown earth beneath some pines, we came upon a long trailer of scarlet vine. Beyond was a fairy hollow, a cuplike depression, curtained from the world by the red vines that hung from the trees upon its brim, and carpeted with the gold of a great maple; and here Fear became a giant with whom it was vain to wrestle.
We discovered a patch of moss, and resting on it was a garland of red-brown oak leaves; further along, the mint by a clear stream had been trampled; then, tossed onto the brown earth beneath some pines, we found a long strand of scarlet vine. Beyond that was a magical hollow, a cup-shaped dip, hidden from the world by the red vines hanging from the trees at its edge, and covered with the gold of a large maple; and here, Fear grew into a giant it was pointless to fight.
There had been a struggle in the hollow. The curtain of vines was torn, the boughs of a sumach bent and broken, the fallen leaves groun underfoot. In one place there was blood upon the leaves.
There had been a struggle in the clearing. The curtain of vines was ripped, the branches of a sumac were bent and broken, and the fallen leaves were crushed underfoot. In one spot, there was blood on the leaves.
The forest seemed suddenly very quiet,—quite soundless save for the beating of our hearts. On every side opened red and yellow ways, sunny glades, labyrinthine paths, long aisles, all dim with the blue haze like the cloudy incense in stone cathedrals, but nothing moved in them save the creatures of the forest. Without the hollow there was no sign. The leaves looked undisturbed, or others, drifting down, had hidden any marks there might have been; no footprints, no broken branches, no token of those who had left the hollow. Down which of the painted ways had they gone, and where were they now?
The forest suddenly felt very quiet—completely silent except for the sound of our hearts. All around us were paths of red and yellow, sunny clearings, winding trails, and long aisles, all softened by a blue haze like the smoky incense in stone cathedrals, but nothing moved in them except for the animals in the forest. Outside the hollow, there was no sign of life. The leaves looked untouched, or fallen ones had covered any traces that might have been there; no footprints, no broken branches, no signs of those who had left the hollow. Which of the colorful paths had they taken, and where were they now?
Sparrow and I sat our horses, and stared now down this alley, now down that, into the blue that closed each vista.
Sparrow and I sat on our horses, looking down one alley, then down another, into the blue that framed each view.
“The Santa Teresa is just off the big spring,” he said at last. “She must have dropped down there in order to take in water quietly.”
“The Santa Teresa is right by the big spring,” he said finally. “She must have gone down there to take on water quietly.”
“The man that came upon her is still in town,—or was an hour agone,” I replied.
“The guy who found her is still in town—or was an hour ago,” I replied.
“Then she has n't sailed yet,” he said.
“Then she hasn't sailed yet,” he said.
In the distance something grew out of the blue mist. I had not lived thirteen years in the woodland to be dim of sight or dull of hearing.
In the distance, something emerged from the blue mist. I hadn’t spent thirteen years in the woods to be blind or deaf.
“Some one is coming,” I announced. “Back your horse into this clump of sumach.”
“Someone is coming,” I announced. “Back your horse into this clump of sumac.”
The sumach grew thick, and was draped, moreover, with some broad-leafed vine. Within its covert we could see with small danger of being seen, unless the approaching figure should prove to be that of an Indian. It was not an Indian; it was my Lord Carnal. He came on slowly, glancing from side to side, and pausing now and then as if to listen. He was so little of a woodsman that he never looked underfoot.
The sumac grew thick, covered with broad-leaved vines. In its shelter, we could observe with little risk of being noticed, unless the approaching figure turned out to be an Indian. It wasn’t an Indian; it was my Lord Carnal. He moved slowly, glancing from side to side and stopping occasionally as if to listen. He was such a poor woodsman that he never looked at the ground.
Sparrow touched my arm and pointed down a glade at right angles with the path my lord was pursuing. Up this glade there was coming toward us another figure,—a small black figure that moved swiftly, looking neither to the right nor to the left.
Sparrow touched my arm and pointed down a path that intersected with the one my lord was taking. Coming toward us along this path was another figure—a small black silhouette that moved quickly, not looking to the right or the left.
Black Lamoral stood like a stone; the brown mare, too, had learned what meant a certain touch upon her shoulder. Sparrow and I, with small shame for our eavesdropping, bent to our saddlebows and looked sideways through tiny gaps in the crimson foliage.
Black Lamoral stood still as a statue; the brown mare had also learned what a particular touch on her shoulder meant. Sparrow and I, with little shame for our eavesdropping, leaned over our saddlebows and peered sideways through small openings in the red leaves.
My lord descended one side of the hollow, his heavy foot bringing down the dead leaves and loose earth; the Italian glided down the opposite side, disturbing the economy of the forest as little as a snake would have done.
My lord walked down one side of the hollow, his heavy footsteps crunching the dead leaves and loose dirt; the Italian smoothly descended the other side, disturbing the balance of the forest as little as a snake would have.
“I thought I should never meet you,” growled my lord. “I thought I had lost you and her and myself. This d-d red forest and this blue haze are enough to”—He broke off with an oath.
“I thought I would never meet you,” my lord growled. “I thought I had lost you, her, and myself. This damn red forest and this blue haze are enough to—” He broke off with an oath.
“I came as fast as I could,” said the other. His voice was strange, thin and dreamy, matching his filmy eyes and his eternal, very faint smile. “Your poor physician congratulates your lordship upon the success that still attends you. Yours is a fortunate star, my lord.”
“I came as quickly as I could,” said the other. His voice was odd, high-pitched and dreamy, matching his glassy eyes and his constant, very faint smile. “Your poor doctor congratulates you on the success that continues to surround you. You have a lucky star, my lord.”
“Then you have her safe?” cried my lord.
“Then you have her safe?” shouted my lord.
“Three miles from here, on the river bank, is a ring of pines, in which the trees grow so thick that it is always twilight. Ten years ago a man was murdered there, and Sir Thomas Dale chained the murderer to the tree beneath which his victim was buried, and left him to perish of hunger and thirst. That is the tale they tell at Jamestown. The wood is said to be haunted by murdered and murderer, and no one enters it or comes nearer to it than he can avoid: which makes it an excellent resort for those whom the dead cannot scare. The lady is there, my lord, with your four knaves to guard her. They do not know that the gloom and quiet of the place are due to more than nature.”
“Three miles from here, on the riverbank, there’s a ring of pines, where the trees grow so thick that it’s always twilight. Ten years ago, a man was murdered there, and Sir Thomas Dale chained the murderer to the tree where his victim was buried, leaving him to die of hunger and thirst. That’s the story they tell at Jamestown. It’s said that the woods are haunted by both the murdered and the murderer, and no one goes in or gets too close if they can avoid it, which makes it a perfect spot for those who aren’t afraid of ghosts. The lady is there, my lord, with your four attendants to keep watch over her. They don’t realize that the gloom and silence of the place come from more than just nature.”
My lord began to laugh. Either he had been drinking, or the success of his villainy had served for wine. “You are a man in a thousand, Nicolo!” he said. “How far above or below the ship is this fortunate wood?”
My lord started to laugh. Either he had been drinking, or the success of his trickery had worked like wine. “You’re one in a million, Nicolo!” he said. “How high or low is this lucky wood compared to the ship?”
“Just opposite, my lord.”
"Right across, my lord."
“Can a boat land easily?”
“Can a boat dock easily?”
“A creek runs through the wood to the river. There needs but the appointed signal from the bank, and a boat from the Santa Teresa can be rowed up the stream to the very tree beneath which the lady sits.”
“A creek flows through the woods to the river. All it takes is the right signal from the shore, and a boat from Santa Teresa can be rowed upstream to the very tree where the lady is sitting.”
My lord's laughter rang out again. “You're a man in ten thousand, Nicolo! Nicolo, the bridegroom's in town.”
My lord laughed again. “You’re a one-in-a-million kind of guy, Nicolo! Nicolo, the groom is in town.”
“Back so soon?” said the Italian. “Then we must change your lordship's plan. With him on the ground, you can no longer wait until nightfall to row downstream to the lady and the Santa Teresa. He'll come to look for her.”
“Back so soon?” said the Italian. “Then we need to change your lordship's plan. With him on the ground, you can't wait until nightfall to row downstream to the lady and the Santa Teresa. He'll come looking for her.”
“Ay he'll come to look for her, curse him!” echoed my lord.
“Yeah, he'll come looking for her, damn him!” echoed my lord.
“Do you think the dead will scare him?” continued the Italian.
“Do you think the dead will frighten him?” continued the Italian.
“No, I don't!” answered my lord, with an oath. “I would he were among them! An I could have killed him before I went”—
“No, I don't!” my lord replied, cursing. “I wish he was one of them! If only I could have killed him before I left”—
“I had devised a way to do it long ago, had not your lordship's conscience been so tender. And yet, before now, our enemies—yours and mine, my lord—have met with sudden and mysterious death. Men stared, but they ended by calling it a dispensation of Providence.” He broke off to laugh with silent, hateful laughter, as mirthful as the grin of a death's-head.
“I had figured out how to do it a long time ago, if only your lordship's conscience hadn't been so sensitive. And yet, in the past, our enemies—yours and mine, my lord—have faced sudden and unexplained deaths. People were shocked, but they eventually just called it a twist of fate.” He paused to laugh with a silent, spiteful laughter, as joyful as the grin of a skull.
“I know, I know!” said my lord impatiently. “We are not overnice, Nicolo. But between me and those who then stood in my way there had passed no challenge. This is my mortal foe, through whose heart I would drive my sword. I would give my ruby to know whether he's in the town or in the forest.”
“I get it, I get it!” my lord said impatiently. “We’re not being too picky, Nicolo. But there hasn’t been any challenge between me and those who were in my way back then. This is my sworn enemy, and I want to drive my sword through his heart. I’d give my ruby just to know if he’s in town or out in the forest.”
“He's in the forest,” I said.
“He's in the forest,” I said.
Black Lamoral and the brown mare were beside them before either moved hand or foot, or did aught but stare and stare, as though men and horses had risen from the dead. All the color was gone from my lord's face,—it looked white, drawn, and pinched; as for his companion, his countenance did not change,—never changed, I believe,—but the trembling of the feather in his hat was not caused by the wind.
Black Lamoral and the brown mare were next to them before anyone moved a hand or a foot, just staring and staring, as if men and horses had come back to life. All the color drained from my lord's face—it looked pale, tight, and pinched; as for his companion, his expression didn’t change—never did, I think—but the quivering of the feather in his hat wasn’t due to the wind.
Jeremy Sparrow bent down from his saddle, seized the Italian under the armpits, and swung him clean from the ground up to the brown mare's neck. “Divinity and medicine,” he said genially, “soul healer and body poisoner, we'll ride double for a time,” and proceeded to bind the doctor's hands with his own scarf. The creature of venom before him writhed and struggled, but the minister's strength was as the strength of ten, and the minister's hand held him down. By this I was off Black Lamoral and facing my lord. The color had come back to his lip and cheek, and the flash to his eye. His hand went to his sword hilt.
Jeremy Sparrow leaned down from his saddle, grabbed the Italian under the armpits, and lifted him right off the ground, putting him up on the brown mare's neck. “Divinity and medicine,” he said cheerfully, “soul healer and body poisoner, we’ll ride double for a bit,” and he went ahead and tied the doctor’s hands with his own scarf. The venomous creature before him twisted and fought, but the minister's strength was like the strength of ten, and he pinned him down. By this point, I was off Black Lamoral and facing my lord. Color had returned to his lip and cheek, and there was a spark in his eye. His hand moved to his sword hilt.
“I shall not draw mine, my lord,” I told him. “I keep troth.”
“I won’t draw mine, my lord,” I said to him. “I keep my word.”
He stared at me with a frown that suddenly changed into a laugh, forced and unnatural enough. “Then go thy ways, and let me go mine!” he cried. “Be complaisant, worthy captain of trainbands and Burgess from a dozen huts! The King and I will make it worth your while.”
He looked at me with a frown that quickly turned into a laugh, which felt forced and unnatural. “Then go your way, and let me go mine!” he shouted. “Be accommodating, esteemed captain of the militia and representative from a dozen huts! The King and I will make it worth your while.”
“I will not draw my sword upon you,” I replied, “but I will try a fall with you,” and I seized him by the wrist.
“I won’t draw my sword on you,” I said, “but I’ll give it a shot,” and I grabbed him by the wrist.
He was a good wrestler as he was a good swordsman, but, with bitter anger in my heart and a vision of the haunted wood before my eyes, I think I could have wrestled with Hercules and won. Presently I threw him, and, pinning him down with my knee upon his breast, cried to Sparrow to cut the bridle reins from Black Lamoral and throw them to me. Though he had the Italian upon his hands, he managed to obey. With my free hand and my teeth I drew a thong about my lord's arms and bound them to his sides; then took my knee from his chest and my hand from his throat, and rose to my feet. He rose too with one spring. He was very white, and there was foam on his lips.
He was as good a wrestler as he was a swordsman, but filled with bitter anger and a vision of the haunted woods in my mind, I believed I could have wrestled Hercules and won. Soon enough, I threw him down, and with my knee on his chest, I shouted to Sparrow to cut the reins from Black Lamoral and toss them to me. Even though he had the Italian handling him, he managed to comply. With my free hand and my teeth, I tied a thong around my lord's arms and secured them to his sides; then I removed my knee from his chest and my hand from his throat, standing up. He sprang to his feet as well. He looked very pale, and there was foam on his lips.
“What next, captain?” he demanded thickly. “Your score is mounting up rather rapidly. What next?”
“What’s next, captain?” he asked thickly. “Your score is adding up pretty quickly. What’s next?”
“This,” I replied, and with the other thong fastened him, despite his struggles, to the young maple beneath which we had wrestled. When the task was done, I first drew his sword from its jeweled scabbard and laid it on the ground at his feet, and then cut the leather which restrained his arms, leaving him only tied to the tree. “I am not Sir Thomas Dale,” I said, “and therefore I shall not gag you and leave you bound for an indefinite length of time, to contemplate a grave that you thought to dig. One haunted wood is enough for one county. Your lordship will observe that I have knotted your bonds in easy reach of your hands, the use of which I have just restored to you. The knot is a peculiar one; an Indian taught it to me. If you set to work at once, you will get it untied before nightfall. That you may not think it the Gordian knot and treat it as such, I have put your sword where you can get it only when you have worked for it. Your familiar, my lord, may prove of use to us; therefore we will take him with us to the haunted wood. I have the honor to wish your lordship a very good day.”
“This,” I replied, and with the other strap, I secured him, despite his struggles, to the young maple tree where we had wrestled. Once I was done, I first took his sword from its jeweled scabbard and laid it on the ground at his feet, then I cut the leather that restrained his arms, leaving him only tied to the tree. “I am not Sir Thomas Dale,” I said, “so I won’t gag you and leave you tied up for an uncertain amount of time, thinking about a grave you planned to dig. One haunted forest is enough for one county. You’ll notice that I’ve tied your bonds within easy reach of your hands, which I’ve just set free. The knot is a special one; an Indian taught it to me. If you get started right away, you’ll be able to untie it before nightfall. To avoid thinking it’s the Gordian knot and treating it that way, I’ve placed your sword where you can only reach it after you’ve worked for it. Your companion, my lord, might be helpful to us; so we’ll take him with us to the haunted forest. I wish your lordship a very good day.”
I bowed low, swung myself into my saddle, and turned my back upon his glaring eyes and bared teeth. Sparrow, his prize flung across his saddlebow, turned with me. A minute more saw us out of the hollow, and entered upon the glade up which had come the Italian. When we had gone a short distance, I turned in my saddle and looked back. The tiny hollow had vanished; all the forest looked level, dreamy and still, barren of humanity, given over to its own shy children, nothing moving save the slow-falling leaves. But from beyond a great clump of sumach, set like a torch in the vaporous blue, came a steady stream of words, happily rendered indistinguishable by distance, and I knew that the King's minion was cursing the Italian, the Governor, the Santa Teresa, the Due Return, the minister, the forest, the haunted wood, his sword, the knot that I had tied, and myself.
I bowed low, swung myself into my saddle, and turned my back on his glaring eyes and bared teeth. Sparrow, his prize thrown over his saddle, turned with me. A minute later, we were out of the hollow and onto the glade up which the Italian had come. After we had gone a short distance, I turned in my saddle and looked back. The tiny hollow had disappeared; the entire forest looked flat, dreamy, and still, empty of people, given over to its own shy creatures, nothing moving except the slowly falling leaves. But from beyond a large clump of sumac, standing out like a torch in the hazy blue, came a steady stream of words, happily muffled by the distance, and I knew the King's minion was cursing the Italian, the Governor, the Santa Teresa, the Due Return, the minister, the forest, the haunted wood, his sword, the knot I had tied, and me.
I admit that the sound was music in mine ears.
I have to admit that the sound was music to my ears.
CHAPTER XV IN WHICH WE FIND THE HAUNTED WOOD
ON the outskirts of the haunted wood we dismounted, fastening the horses to two pines. The Italian we gagged and bound across the brown mare's saddle. Then, as noiselessly as Indians, we entered the wood.
ON the edge of the haunted woods, we got off our horses, tying them to two pines. We gagged and tied up the Italian across the brown mare's saddle. Then, as quietly as possible, we slipped into the woods.
Once within it, it was as though the sun had suddenly sunk from the heavens. The pines, of magnificent height and girth, were so closely set that far overhead, where the branches began, was a heavy roof of foliage, impervious to the sunshine, brooding, dark and sullen as a thundercloud, over the cavernous world beneath. There was no undergrowth, no clinging vines, no bloom, no color; only the dark, innumerable tree trunks and the purplish-brown, scented, and slippery earth. The air was heavy, cold, and still, like cave air; the silence as blank and awful as the silence beneath the earth.
Once inside, it felt like the sun had suddenly disappeared from the sky. The towering pines were so closely packed that far above, where the branches started, there was a thick roof of leaves, blocking out the sunlight, brooding, dark, and gloomy like a thundercloud over the cavernous world below. There was no undergrowth, no climbing vines, no flowers, no color; just the dark, countless tree trunks and the purplish-brown, fragrant, and slippery ground. The air was heavy, cold, and still, like cave air; the silence was as empty and eerie as the silence underground.
The minister and I stole through the dusk, and for a long time heard nothing but our own breathing and the beating of our hearts. But coming to a sluggish stream, as quiet as the wood through which it crept, and following its slow windings, we at last heard a voice, and in the distance made out dark forms sitting on the earth beside that sombre water. We went on with caution, gliding from tree to tree and making no noise. In the cheerless silence of that place any sound would have shattered the stillness like a pistol shot.
The minister and I quietly moved through the twilight, and for a long time, all we heard was our own breathing and the pounding of our hearts. But when we reached a sluggish stream, as calm as the woods around it, and followed its winding path, we finally heard a voice and spotted dark shapes sitting on the ground next to that gloomy water. We proceeded carefully, shifting from tree to tree without making a sound. In the bleak silence of that place, any noise would have broken the stillness like a gunshot.
Presently we came to a halt, and, ourselves hidden by a giant trunk, looked out on stealers and stolen. They were gathered on the bank of the stream, waiting for the boat from the Santa Teresa. The lady whom we sought lay like a fallen flower on the dark ground beneath a pine. She did not move, and her eyes were shut. At her head crouched the negress, her white garments showing ghostlike through the gloom. Beneath the next tree sat Diccon, his hands tied behind him, and around him my Lord Carnal's four knaves. It was Diccon's voice that we had heard. He was still speaking, and now we could distinguish the words.
Right now, we stopped, and while hidden behind a giant trunk, we looked out at the thieves and the stolen. They were gathered on the bank of the stream, waiting for the boat from Santa Teresa. The woman we were looking for lay like a fallen flower on the dark ground beneath a pine. She didn't move, and her eyes were closed. Crouching at her head was the black woman, her white clothes appearing ghostly through the darkness. By the next tree sat Diccon, his hands tied behind his back, surrounded by my Lord Carnal's four goons. It was Diccon’s voice we had heard. He was still talking, and now we could make out the words.
“So Sir Thomas chains him there,” he said,—“right there to that tree under which you are sitting, Jacky Bonhomme.” Jacques incontinently shifted his position. “He chains him there, with one chain around his neck, one around his waist, and one around his ankles. Then he sticks me a bodkin through his tongue.” A groan of admiration from his audience. “Then they dig, before his very eyes, a grave,—shallow enough they make it, too,—and they put into it, uncoffined, with only a long white shroud upon him, the man he murdered. Then they cover the grave. You're sitting on it now, you other Jacky.”
“So Sir Thomas chains him there,” he said, “right there to that tree under which you’re sitting, Jacky Bonhomme.” Jacques immediately switched his position. “He chains him there, with one chain around his neck, one around his waist, and one around his ankles. Then he pierces his tongue with a bodkin.” A groan of admiration came from his audience. “Then they dig, right in front of him, a grave—shallow enough, too—and they lay him in it, without a coffin, just a long white shroud over him, the man he murdered. Then they cover the grave. You're sitting on it now, you other Jacky.”
“Godam!” cried the rascal addressed, and removed with expedition to a less storied piece of ground.
“Damn!” shouted the troublemaker, and quickly moved to a less notable spot.
“Then they go away,” continued Diccon in graveyard tones. “They all go away together,—Sir Thomas and Captain Argall, Captain West, Lieutenant George Percy and his cousin, my master, and Sir Thomas's men; they go out of the wood as though it were accursed, though indeed it was not half so gloomy then as it is now. The sun shone into it then, sometimes, and the birds sang. You would n't think it from the looks of things now, would you? As the dead man rotted in his grave, and the living man died by inches above him, they say the wood grew darker, and darker, and darker. How dark it's getting now, and cold,—cold as the dead!”
“Then they leave,” continued Diccon in a somber tone. “They all leave together—Sir Thomas and Captain Argall, Captain West, Lieutenant George Percy and his cousin, my master, along with Sir Thomas's men; they exit the woods as if it were cursed, although it was nowhere near as gloomy back then as it is now. The sun would shine in there sometimes, and the birds would sing. You wouldn’t believe it from how it looks now, would you? As the dead man decayed in his grave, and the living man slowly perished above him, people say the woods became darker and darker and darker. Just look how dark it’s getting now, and cold—cold as the dead!”
His auditors drew closer together, and shivered. Sparrow and I were so near that we could see the hands of the ingenious story-teller, bound behind his back, working as he talked. Now they strained this way, and now that, at the piece of rope that bound them.
His listeners huddled together, shivering. Sparrow and I were so close that we could see the hands of the clever storyteller, tied behind his back, moving as he spoke. They twisted this way and that, trying to escape the rope that held them.
“That was ten years ago,” he said, his voice becoming more and more impressive. “Since that day nothing comes into this wood,—nothing human, that is. Neither white man nor Indian comes, that's certain. Then why are n't there chains around that tree, and why are there no bones beneath it, on the ground there? Because, Jackies all, the man that did that murder walks! It is not always deadly still here; sometimes there 's a clanking of chains! And a bodkin through the tongue can't keep the dead from wailing! And the murdered man walks, too; in his shroud he follows the other—Is n't that something white in the distance yonder?”
“That was ten years ago,” he said, his voice growing more and more powerful. “Since that day, nothing enters this woods—nothing human, that is. Neither white people nor Native Americans come by, that’s for sure. So why aren’t there chains around that tree, and why aren’t there any bones on the ground beneath it? Because, my friends, the man who committed that murder is still alive! It’s not always completely quiet here; sometimes there’s the sound of clanking chains! And a pin through the tongue can’t stop the dead from crying out! And the murdered man walks too; in his shroud, he follows the other—Isn’t that something white out there in the distance?”
My lord's four knaves looked down the arcade of trees, and saw the something white as plainly as if it had been verily there. Each moment the wood grew darker,—a thing in nature, since the sun outside was swiftly sinking to the horizon. But to those to whom that tale had been told it was a darkening unearthly and portentous, bringing with it a colder air and a deepened silence.
My lord's four servants looked down the row of trees and could see the white thing as clearly as if it were actually there. With each passing moment, the woods got darker—a natural change, since the sun outside was quickly setting on the horizon. But for those who had heard that tale, it felt like an eerie and ominous darkness was creeping in, accompanied by a colder breeze and a deeper silence.
“Oh, Sir Thomas Dale, Sir Thomas Dale!”
“Oh, Sir Thomas Dale, Sir Thomas Dale!”
The voice seemed to come from the distance, and bore in its dismal cadence the melancholy of the damned. For a moment my heart stood still, and the hair of my head commenced to rise; the next, I knew that Diccon had found an ally, not in the dead, but in the living. The minister, standing beside me, opened his mouth again, and again that dismal voice rang through the wood, and again it seemed, by I know not what art, to come from any spot rather than from that particular tree behind whose trunk stood Master Jeremy Sparrow.
The voice seemed to come from far away and carried a gloomy tone filled with the sadness of the damned. For a moment, my heart stopped, and my hair began to stand on end; then, I realized that Diccon had found an ally, not among the dead, but among the living. The minister, standing next to me, spoke again, and once more that eerie voice echoed through the woods, seeming to come from anywhere but the specific tree behind which Master Jeremy Sparrow was standing.
“Oh, the bodkin through my tongue! Oh, the bodkin through my tongue!”
“Oh, the needle through my tongue! Oh, the needle through my tongue!”
Two of the guard sat with hanging lip and lacklustre eyes, turned to stone; one, at full length upon the ground, bruised his face against the pine needles and called on the Virgin; the fourth, panic-stricken, leaped to his feet and dashed off into the darkness, to trouble us no more that day.
Two of the guards sat with their mouths hanging open and dull eyes, looking blank; one lay flat on the ground, his face pressed into the pine needles, calling out to the Virgin; the fourth, terrified, jumped up and ran off into the darkness, causing us no more trouble that day.
“Oh, the heavy chains!” cried the unseen spectre. “Oh, the dead man in his grave!”
“Oh, the heavy chains!” cried the hidden ghost. “Oh, the dead man in his grave!”
The man on his face dug his nails into the earth and howled; his fellows were too frightened for sound or motion. Diccon, a hardy rogue, with little fear of God or man, gave no sign of perturbation beyond a desperate tugging at the rope about his wrists. He was ever quick to take suggestion, and he had probably begun to question the nature of the ghost who was doing him such yeoman service.
The man on his face dug his nails into the ground and howled; his companions were too scared to make a sound or move. Diccon, a tough guy with little fear of God or anyone else, showed no sign of distress except for desperately tugging at the rope around his wrists. He was always quick to pick up on ideas, and he had likely started to wonder about the nature of the ghost that was helping him so effectively.
“D' ye think they've had enough?” said Sparrow in my ear. “My invention flaggeth.”
“Do you think they've had enough?” Sparrow whispered in my ear. “My invention is running out of steam.”
I nodded, too choked with laughter for speech, and drew my sword. The next moment we were upon the men like wolves upon the fold.
I nodded, too overcome with laughter to speak, and drew my sword. The next moment, we were on the men like wolves on the flock.
They made no resistance. Amazed and shaken as they were, we might have dispatched them with all ease, to join the dead whose lamentations yet rang in their ears; but we contented ourselves with disarming them and bidding them begone for their lives in the direction of the Pamunkey. They went like frightened deer, their one goal in life escape from the wood.
They didn’t put up any fight. Even though they were amazed and shaken, we could have easily taken them out to join the dead whose cries still echoed in their ears; instead, we chose to disarm them and told them to run for their lives towards the Pamunkey. They ran like scared deer, their only aim to escape from the woods.
“Did you meet the Italian?”
“Did you meet the Italian person?”
I turned to find my wife at my side. The King's ward had a kingly spirit; she was not one that the dead or the living could daunt. To her, as to me, danger was a trumpet call to nerve heart and strengthen soul. She had been in peril of that which she most feared, but the light in her eye was not quenched, and the hand with which she touched mine, though cold, was steady.
I turned to see my wife beside me. The King's ward had a noble spirit; she was not someone who could be intimidated by the dead or the living. For her, just like for me, danger was a rallying cry to bolster courage and strengthen resolve. She had faced the very thing she feared the most, but the spark in her eye was undiminished, and the hand that touched mine, though cold, was firm.
“Is he dead?” she asked. “At court they called him the Black Death. They said”—
“Is he dead?” she asked. “At court, they called him the Black Death. They said”—
“I did not kill him,” I answered, “but I will if you desire it.”
“I didn't kill him,” I replied, “but I will if that's what you want.”
“And his master?” she demanded. “What have you done with his master?”
“And what about his master?” she asked. “What have you done with his master?”
I told her. At the vision my words conjured up her strained nerves gave way, and she broke into laughter as cruel as it was sweet. Peal after peal rang through the haunted wood, and increased the eeriness of the place.
I told her. At the image my words created, her tense nerves relaxed, and she burst into laughter that was both harsh and delightful. The sound echoed through the eerie woods, heightening the spookiness of the place.
“The knot that I tied he will untie directly,” I said. “If we would reach Jamestown first, we had best be going.”
“The knot I tied, he’ll untie right away,” I said. “If we want to get to Jamestown first, we should get moving.”
“Night is upon us, too,” said the minister, “and this place hath the look of the very valley of the shadow of death. If the spirits walk, it is hard upon their time—and I prefer to walk elsewhere.”
“Night is upon us too,” said the minister, “and this place looks just like the valley of the shadow of death. If spirits wander, it's tough for them right now—and I’d rather walk somewhere else.”
“Cease your laughter, madam,” I said. “Should a boat be coming up this stream, you would betray us.”
“Stop laughing, ma'am,” I said. "If a boat comes up this stream, you’ll give us away.”
I went over to Diccon, and in a silence as grim as his own cut the rope which bound his hands, which done we all moved through the deepening gloom to where we had left the horses, Jeremy Sparrow going on ahead to have them in readiness. Presently he came hurrying back. “The Italian is gone!” he cried.
I walked over to Diccon and, in a silence as serious as his, I cut the rope that bound his hands. Once that was done, we all made our way through the growing darkness to where we had left the horses, with Jeremy Sparrow heading ahead to get them ready. Before long, he rushed back. “The Italian is gone!” he shouted.
“Gone!” I exclaimed. “I told you to tie him fast to the saddle!”
“Gone!” I exclaimed. “I told you to tie him securely to the saddle!”
“Why, so I did,” he replied. “I drew the thongs so tight that they cut into his flesh. He could not have endured to pull against them.”
“Yeah, I did,” he replied. “I pulled the straps so tight that they cut into his skin. He wouldn’t have been able to stand pulling against them.”
“Then how did he get away?”
“Then how did he get away?”
“Why,” he answered, with a rueful countenance, “I did bind him, as I have said; but when I had done so, I bethought me of how the leather must cut, and of how pain is dreadful even to a snake, and of the injunction to do as you would be done by, and so e'en loosened his bonds. But, as I am a christened man, I thought that they would yet hold him fast!”
“Why,” he replied, with a regretful expression, “I did tie him up, as I said; but after I did that, I remembered how the leather must hurt, and how pain is terrible even for a snake, and of the rule to treat others as you want to be treated, so I even loosened his ropes. But, as I’m a baptized man, I thought that they would still keep him secure!”
I began to swear, but ended in vexed laughter. “The milk's spilt. There 's no use in crying over it. After all, we must have loosed him before we entered the town.”
I started to curse, but then ended up laughing in frustration. “The milk's spilled. There's no point in crying over it. After all, we must have let him go before we got into town.”
“Will you not bring the matter before the Governor?” he asked.
“Will you not present this to the Governor?” he asked.
I shook my head. “If Yeardley did me right, he would put in jeopardy his office and his person. This is my private quarrel, and I will draw no man into it against his will. Here are the horses, and we had best be gone, for by this time my lord and his physician may have their heads together again.”
I shook my head. “If Yeardley did the right thing by me, he would put his job and his safety at risk. This is my personal issue, and I won't drag anyone else into it against their choice. Here are the horses, and we should leave now, because by this time my lord and his doctor might be in discussion again.”
I mounted Black Lamoral, and lifted Mistress Percy to a seat behind me. The brown mare bore the minister and the negress, and Diccon, doggedly silent, trudged beside us.
I got on Black Lamoral and helped Mistress Percy onto a seat behind me. The brown mare carried the minister and the Black woman, while Diccon, quietly determined, walked beside us.
We passed through the haunted wood and the painted forest beyond without adventure. We rode in silence: the lady behind me too weary for speech, the minister revolving in his mind the escape of the Italian, and I with my own thoughts to occupy me. It was dusk when we crossed the neck of land, and as we rode down the street torches were being lit in the houses. The upper room in the guest house was brightly illumined, and the window was open. Black Lamoral and the brown mare made a trampling with their hoofs, and I began to whistle a gay old tune I had learnt in the wars. A figure in scarlet and black came to the window, and stood there looking down upon us. The lady riding with me straightened herself and raised her weary head. “The next time we go to the forest, Ralph,” she said in a clear, high voice, “thou 'lt show me a certain tree,” and she broke into silvery laughter. She laughed until we had left behind the guest house and the figure in the upper window, and then the laughter changed to something like a sob. If there were pain and anger in her heart, pain and anger were in mine also. She had never called me by my name before. She had only used it now as a dagger with which to stab at that fierce heart above us.
We passed through the haunted woods and the painted forest beyond without any excitement. We rode in silence: the lady behind me was too tired to speak, the minister was lost in thought about the Italian’s escape, and I had my own thoughts to keep me company. It was getting dark when we crossed the neck of land, and as we rode down the street, torches were being lit in the houses. The upper room in the guest house was brightly lit, and the window was open. Black Lamoral and the brown mare made a racket with their hooves, and I started to whistle a cheerful old tune I had learned in the wars. A figure dressed in scarlet and black appeared at the window and looked down at us. The lady riding with me sat up straight and lifted her tired head. “The next time we go to the forest, Ralph,” she said in a clear, high voice, “you’ll have to show me a certain tree,” and she burst into silvery laughter. She laughed until we had left the guest house and the figure in the upper window behind us, and then her laughter turned into what sounded like a sob. If there was pain and anger in her heart, there was pain and anger in mine too. She had never called me by my name before. She had only used it now as a weapon to stab at that fierce heart above us.
At last we reached the minister's house, and dismounted before the door. Diccon led the horses away, and I handed my wife into the great room. The minister tarried but for a few words anent some precautions that I meant to take, and then betook himself to his own chamber. As he went out of the door Diccon entered the room.
At last, we arrived at the minister's house and got off our horses in front of the door. Diccon took the horses away, and I helped my wife into the main room. The minister stayed for just a few words about some precautions I wanted to take, and then he went to his own chamber. As he left the room, Diccon came in.
“Oh, I am weary!” sighed Mistress Jocelyn Percy. “What was the mighty business, Captain Percy, that made you break tryst with a lady? You should go to court, sir, to be taught gallantry.”
“Oh, I’m so tired!” sighed Mistress Jocelyn Percy. “What was so important, Captain Percy, that made you stand up a lady? You should really go to court, sir, to learn some manners.”
“Where should a wife go to be taught obedience?” I demanded. “You know where I went and why I could not keep tryst. Why did you not obey my orders?”
“Where should a wife go to learn obedience?” I asked. “You know where I went and why I couldn’t meet up. Why didn’t you follow my instructions?”
She opened wide her eyes. “Your orders? I never received any,—not that I should have obeyed them if I had. Know where you went? I know neither why nor where you went!”
She widened her eyes. “Your orders? I never got any—not that I would have followed them if I did. Do you know where you went? I have no idea why or where you went!”
I leaned my hand upon the table, and looked from her to Diccon.
I rested my hand on the table and looked from her to Diccon.
“I was sent by the Governor to quell a disturbance amongst the nearest Indians. The woods today have been full of danger. Moreover, the plan that we made yesterday was overheard by the Italian. When I had to go this morning without seeing you, I left you word where I had gone and why, and also my commands that you should not stir outside the garden. Were you not told this, madam?”
“I was sent by the Governor to calm a situation with the nearby Indians. The woods today have been quite dangerous. Plus, the plan we made yesterday was overheard by the Italian. When I had to leave this morning without seeing you, I left you a message explaining where I went and why, as well as my instructions for you to stay inside the garden. Weren't you told this, ma'am?”
“No!” she cried.
“No!” she shouted.
I looked at Diccon. “I told madam that you were called away on business,” he said sullenly. “I told her that you were sorry you could not go with her to the woods.”
I looked at Diccon. “I told her that you got called away for work,” he said gloomily. “I told her that you were sorry you couldn’t join her in the woods.”
“You told her nothing more?”
"Did you tell her anything else?"
“No.”
“No.”
“May I ask why?”
"Can I ask why?"
He threw back his head. “I did not believe the Paspaheghs would trouble her,” he answered, with hardihood, “and you had n't seen fit, sir, to tell me of the other danger. Madam wanted to go, and I thought it a pity that she should lose her pleasure for nothing.”
He threw his head back. “I didn't think the Paspaheghs would bother her,” he replied confidently, “and you didn’t feel the need, sir, to inform me about the other danger. Madam wanted to go, and I thought it was a shame for her to miss out on her enjoyment for no reason.”
I had been hunting the day before, and my whip yet lay upon the table. “I have known you for a hardy rogue,” I said, with my hand upon it; “now I know you for a faithless one as well. If I gave you credit for all the vices of the soldier, I gave you credit also for his virtues. I was the more deceived. The disobedient servant I might pardon, but the soldier who is faithless to his trust”—
I had been hunting the day before, and my whip was still on the table. “I’ve known you as a tough rogue,” I said, with my hand on it; “now I see you’re also untrustworthy. If I thought you had all the vices of a soldier, I also believed you had his virtues. I was more mistaken than I realized. I could forgive a disobedient servant, but a soldier who is unfaithful to his duty—”
I raised the whip and brought it down again and again across his shoulders. He stood without a word, his face dark red and his hands clenched at his sides. For a minute or more there was no sound in the room save the sound of the blows; then my wife suddenly cried out: “It is enough! You have beaten him enough! Let him go, sir!”
I raised the whip and brought it down repeatedly across his shoulders. He stood there silently, his face bright red and his hands clenched at his sides. For a minute or more, the only sound in the room was the sound of the blows; then my wife suddenly shouted, “That’s enough! You’ve beaten him enough! Let him go, sir!”
I threw down the whip. “Begone, sirrah!” I ordered. “And keep out of my sight to-morrow!”
I threw down the whip. “Get out of here, you!” I commanded. “And stay out of my sight tomorrow!”
With his face still dark red and with a pulse beating fiercely in his cheek, he moved slowly toward the door, turned when he had reached it and saluted, then went out and closed it after him.
With his face still deep red and a pulse pounding vigorously in his cheek, he moved slowly toward the door, turned when he reached it, gave a nod, then went out and closed the door behind him.
“Now he too will be your enemy,” said Mistress Percy, “and all through me. I have brought you many enemies, have I not? Perhaps you count me amongst them? I should not wonder if you did. Do you not wish me gone from Virginia?”
“Now he will be your enemy as well,” said Mistress Percy, “and it’s all because of me. I’ve brought you many enemies, haven’t I? Maybe you even consider me one of them? I wouldn’t be surprised if you did. Don’t you want me gone from Virginia?”
“So I were with you, madam,” I said bluntly, and went to call the minister down to supper.
“So I was with you, ma'am,” I said plainly, and went to call the minister down for dinner.
CHAPTER XVI IN WHICH I AM RID OF AN UNPROFITABLE SERVANT
THE next day, Governor and Councilors sat to receive presents from the Paspaheghs and to listen to long and affectionate messages from Opechancanough, who, like the player queen, did protest too much. The Council met at Yeardley's house, and I was called before it to make my report of the expedition of the day before. It was late afternoon when the Governor dismissed us, and I found myself leaving the house in company with Master Pory.
THE next day, the Governor and Councilors gathered to receive gifts from the Paspaheghs and to hear lengthy and heartfelt messages from Opechancanough, who, much like the player queen, seemed to protest a bit too much. The Council convened at Yeardley's house, and I was summoned to provide my report on the expedition from the previous day. It was late afternoon when the Governor let us go, and I found myself leaving the house alongside Master Pory.
“I am bound for my lord's,” said that worthy as we neared the guest house. “My lord hath Xeres wine that is the very original nectar of the gods, and he drinks it from goblets worth a king's ransom. We have heard a deal to-day about burying hatchets: bury thine for the nonce, Ralph Percy, and come drink with us.”
“I’m headed to my lord's,” said the worthy man as we got closer to the guest house. “My lord has Xeres wine that’s truly the original nectar of the gods, and he drinks it from goblets worth a fortune. We’ve heard a lot today about burying the hatchet: put yours aside for now, Ralph Percy, and come drink with us.”
“Not I,” I said. “I would sooner drink with—some one else.”
“Not me,” I said. “I’d rather drink with someone else.”
He laughed. “Here's my lord himself shall persuade you.”
He laughed. “Here’s my lord himself who will convince you.”
My lord, dressed with his usual magnificence and darkly handsome as ever, was indeed standing within the guest-house door. Pory drew up beside him. I was passing on with a slight bow, when the Secretary caught me by the sleeve. At the Governor's house wine had been set forth to revive the jaded Council, and he was already half seas over. “Tarry with us, captain!” he cried. “Good wine's good wine, no matter who pours it! 'S bud! in my young days men called a truce and forgot they were foes when the bottle went round!”
My lord, dressed in his usual grandeur and as darkly handsome as ever, was indeed standing in the guest-house doorway. Pory stepped up beside him. I was passing by with a slight nod when the Secretary grabbed my sleeve. At the Governor's house, they had served wine to revive the tired Council, and he was already pretty tipsy. “Stay with us, captain!” he exclaimed. “Good wine is good wine, no matter who pours it! Back in my day, men called a truce and forgot they were enemies when the bottle was passed around!”
“If Captain Percy will stay,” quoth my lord, “I will give him welcome and good wine. As Master Pory says, men cannot be always fighting. A breathing spell to-day gives to-morrow's struggle new zest.”
“If Captain Percy will stay,” my lord said, “I'll welcome him and serve him good wine. As Master Pory says, men can’t be fighting all the time. Taking a break today brings fresh energy for tomorrow’s battle.”
He spoke frankly, with open face and candid eyes. I was not fooled. If yesterday he would have slain me only in fair fight, it was not so to-day. Under the lace that fell over his wrist was a red cirque, the mark of the thong with which I had bound him. As if he had told me, I knew that he had thrown his scruples to the winds, and that he cared not what foul play he used to sweep me from his path. My spirit and my wit rose to meet the danger. Of a sudden I resolved to accept his invitation.
He spoke honestly, with a clear face and straightforward eyes. I wasn’t deceived. While yesterday he might have killed me in a fair fight, that wasn't the case today. Beneath the lace that hung over his wrist was a red circle, the mark of the thong I had used to bind him. It was as if he had admitted it; I knew he had thrown his principles aside and didn’t care what dirty tricks he would use to get rid of me. My determination and intellect geared up to face the threat. Suddenly, I decided to take him up on his invitation.
“So be it,” I said, with a laugh and a shrug of my shoulders. “A cup of wine is no great matter. I'll take it at your hands, my lord, and drink to our better acquaintance.”
“Alright then,” I said, laughing and shrugging my shoulders. “A cup of wine isn't a big deal. I'll take it from you, my lord, and drink to our newfound friendship.”
We all three went up into my lord's room. The King had fitted out his minion bravely for the Virginia voyage, and the riches that had decked the state cabin aboard the Santa Teresa now served to transform the bare room in the guest house at Jamestown into a corner of Whitehall. The walls were hung with arras, there was a noble carpet beneath as well as upon the table, and against the wall stood richly carved trunks. On the table, beside a bowl of late flowers were a great silver flagon and a number of goblets, some of chased silver and some of colored glass, strangely shaped and fragile as an eggshell. The late sun now shining in at the open window made the glass to glow like precious stones.
We all three went into my lord's room. The King had outfitted his favorite lavishly for the Virginia voyage, and the riches that decorated the state cabin aboard the Santa Teresa now transformed the bare room in the guest house at Jamestown into a little piece of Whitehall. The walls were draped with tapestries, there was a fine carpet underneath and on the table, and against the wall stood beautifully carved trunks. On the table, next to a bowl of fresh flowers, were a large silver pitcher and several goblets, some made of chased silver and others of colorful glass, oddly shaped and as delicate as eggshells. The late sunlight streaming in through the open window made the glass shine like precious gems.
My lord rang a little silver bell, and a door behind us was opened. “Wine, Giles!” cried my lord in a raised voice. “Wine for Master Pory, Captain Percy, and myself! And Giles, my two choice goblets.”
My lord rang a small silver bell, and a door behind us opened. “Wine, Giles!" my lord shouted. "Wine for Master Pory, Captain Percy, and me! And Giles, bring me my two favorite goblets.”
Giles, whom I had never seen before, advanced to the table, took the flagon, and went toward the door, which he had shut behind him. I negligently turned in my seat, and so came in for a glimpse, as he slipped through the door, of a figure in black in the next room.
Giles, whom I had never seen before, walked up to the table, grabbed the flagon, and headed towards the door, which he had closed behind him. I casually turned in my seat, and as he slipped through the door, I caught a glimpse of a figure in black in the next room.
The wine was brought, and with it two goblets. My lord broke off in the midst of an account of the morning's bear-baiting which the tediousness of the Indians had caused us to miss. “Who knows if we three shall ever drink together again?” he said. “To honor this bout I use my most precious cups.” Voice and manner were free and unconstrained. “This gold cup “—he held it up—“belonged to the Medici. Master Pory, who is a man of taste, will note the beauty of the graven maenads upon this side, and of the Bacchus and Ariadne upon this. It is the work of none other than Benvenuto Cellini. I pour for you, sir.” He filled the gold cup with the ruby wine and set it before the Secretary, who eyed it with all the passion of a lover, and waited not for us, but raised it to his lips at once. My lord took up the other cup. “This glass,” he continued, “as green as an emerald, freckled inside and out with gold, and shaped like a lily, was once amongst a convent's treasures. My father brought it from Italy, years ago. I use it as he used it, only on gala days. I fill to you, sir.” He poured the wine into the green and gold and twisted bauble and set it before me, then filled a silver goblet for himself. “Drink, gentlemen,” he said.
The wine was brought in, along with two goblets. My lord paused in the middle of telling a story about the morning's bear-baiting that the boring Indians had made us miss. “Who knows if the three of us will ever drink together again?” he said. “To celebrate this occasion, I’m using my most cherished cups.” His voice and demeanor were relaxed and casual. “This gold cup,”—he held it up—“once belonged to the Medici. Master Pory, who has an eye for beauty, will appreciate the stunning carvings of the maenads on this side and of Bacchus and Ariadne on the other. It was crafted by none other than Benvenuto Cellini. I’ll pour for you, sir.” He filled the gold cup with ruby red wine and placed it in front of the Secretary, who looked at it with all the desire of a lover and immediately raised it to his lips without waiting for us. My lord picked up the other cup. “This glass,” he continued, “as green as an emerald, spotted inside and out with gold, and shaped like a lily, was once a treasure of a convent. My father brought it from Italy many years ago. I use it just like he did, only on special occasions. I pour for you, sir.” He filled the green and gold cup and set it before me, then filled a silver goblet for himself. “Drink, gentlemen,” he said.
“Faith, I have drunken already,” quoth the Secretary, and proceeded to fill for himself a second time. “Here's to you, gentlemen!” and he emptied half the measure.
“Honestly, I've already had enough,” said the Secretary, and continued to pour himself a second drink. “Cheers to you, gentlemen!” and he drank half of it down.
“Captain Percy does not drink,” remarked my lord.
“Captain Percy doesn’t drink,” my lord remarked.
I leaned my elbow upon the table, and, holding up the glass against the light, began to admire its beauty. “The tint is wonderful,” I said, “as lucent a green as the top of the comber that is to break and overwhelm you. And these knobs of gold, within and without, and the strange shape the tortured glass has been made to take. I find it of a quite sinister beauty, my lord.”
I rested my elbow on the table and, holding the glass up to the light, began to admire its beauty. “The color is amazing,” I said, “a clear green like the crest of a wave that’s about to crash and overpower you. And these golden knobs, inside and out, and the unusual shape the twisted glass has taken. I find it has a rather dark beauty, my lord.”
“It hath been much admired,” said the nobleman addressed.
“It has been greatly admired,” said the nobleman being addressed.
“I am strangely suited, my lord,” I went on, still dreamily enjoying the beauty of the green gem within my clasp. “I am a soldier with an imagination. Sometimes, to give the rein to my fancy pleases me more than wine. Now, this strange chalice,—might it not breed dreams as strange?”
“I’m oddly fit for this, my lord,” I continued, still lost in the beauty of the green gem in my clasp. “I’m a soldier with a vivid imagination. Sometimes, letting my imagination run wild is more enjoyable than wine. Now, this peculiar cup—could it not inspire such strange dreams?”
“When I had drunken, I think,” replied my lord. “The wine would be a potent spur to my fancy.”
“When I had drunk, I think,” replied my lord. “The wine would be a strong boost to my imagination.”
“What saith honest Jack Falstaff?” broke in the maudlin Secretary. “Doth he not bear testimony that good sherris maketh the brain apprehensive and quick; filleth it with nimble, fiery, and delectable shapes, which being delivered by the tongue become excellent wit? Wherefore let us drink, gentlemen, and beget fancies.” He filled for himself again, and buried his nose in the cup.
“What does honest Jack Falstaff say?” interrupted the sentimental Secretary. “Doesn’t he testify that good sherry makes the mind sharp and quick; fills it with lively, fiery, and delightful images, which, when spoken, turn into great wit? So, let’s drink, gentlemen, and create some ideas.” He poured himself another drink and buried his nose in the cup.
“'T is such a cup, methinks,” I said, “as Medea may have filled for Theseus. The white hand of Circe may have closed around this stem when she stood to greet Ulysses, and knew not that he had the saving herb in his palm. Goneril may have sent this green and gilded shape to Regan. Fair Rosamond may have drunk from it while the Queen watched her. At some voluptuous feast, Caesar Borgia and his sister, sitting crowned with roses, side by side, may have pressed it upon a reluctant guest, who had, perhaps, a treasure of his own. I dare swear Rene, the Florentine, hath fingered many such a goblet before it went to whom Catherine de' Medici delighted to honor.”
"'It’s such a cup, I think,' I said, 'that Medea might have filled for Theseus. The fair hand of Circe could have wrapped around this stem when she welcomed Ulysses, unaware that he held the saving herb in his palm. Goneril might have sent this green and gilded shape to Regan. Beautiful Rosamond could have sipped from it while the Queen watched her. During some extravagant feast, Caesar Borgia and his sister, crowned with roses, might have pressed it upon a reluctant guest, who perhaps had a treasure of his own. I bet Rene, the Florentine, has handled many such goblets before they were given to those whom Catherine de' Medici was pleased to honor.'”
“She had the whitest hands,” maundered the Secretary. “I kissed them once before she died, in Blois, when I was young. Rene was one of your slow poisoners. Smell a rose, draw on a pair of perfumed gloves, drink from a certain cup, and you rang your own knell, though your bier might not receive you for many and many a day,—not till the rose was dust, the gloves lost, the cup forgotten.”
“She had the whitest hands,” the Secretary reminisced. “I kissed them once before she died, in Blois, when I was young. Rene was one of those slow poisoners. Smell a rose, put on a pair of scented gloves, drink from a particular cup, and you sealed your own fate, even though your coffin might not come for many days— not until the rose turned to dust, the gloves were gone, and the cup was forgotten.”
“There's a fashion I have seen followed abroad, that I like,” I said. “Host and guest fill to each other, then change tankards. You are my host to-day, my lord, and I am your guest. I will drink to you, my lord, from your silver goblet.”
“There's a trend I've noticed overseas that I really like,” I said. “The host and guest drink to each other, then switch mugs. You’re my host today, my lord, and I’m your guest. I’ll drink to you, my lord, from your silver goblet.”
With as frank a manner as his own of a while before, I pushed the green and gold glass over to him, and held out my hand for the silver goblet. That a man may smile and smile and be a villain is no new doctrine. My lord's laugh and gesture of courtesy were as free and ready as if the poisoned splendor he drew toward him had been as innocent as a pearl within the shell. I took the silver cup from before him. “I drink to the King,” I said, and drained it to the bottom. “Your lordship does not drink. 'T is a toast no man refuses.”
With the same straightforward attitude as before, I slid the green and gold glass over to him and reached out for the silver goblet. It's not a new idea that a person can smile and smile while being a villain. My lord's laughter and polite gestures were just as open and ready as if the dangerous beauty he was attracting was as innocent as a pearl in its shell. I took the silver cup from in front of him. “I drink to the King,” I said, and emptied it. “Your lordship isn't drinking. It's a toast no man can refuse.”
He raised the glass to his lips, but set it down before its rim had touched them. “I have a headache,” he declared. “I will not drink to-day.”
He lifted the glass to his lips but put it down before it touched them. “I have a headache,” he said. “I’m not drinking today.”
Master Pory pulled the flagon toward him, tilted it, and found it empty. His rueful face made me laugh. My lord laughed too,—somewhat loudly,—but ordered no more wine. “I would I were at the Mermaid again,” lamented the now drunken Secretary. “There we did n't split a flagon in three parts.... The Tsar of Muscovy drinks me down a quartern of aqua vitae at a gulp,—I've seen him do it....I would I were the Bacchus on this cup, with the purple grapes adangle above me.... Wine and women—wine and women... good wine needs no bush... good sherris sack”... His voice died into unintelligible mutterings, and his gray unreverend head sank upon the table.
Master Pory pulled the jug closer, tipped it, and found it empty. His disappointed face made me laugh. My lord chuckled too, a bit loudly, but didn’t order more wine. “I wish I was back at the Mermaid,” the now tipsy Secretary lamented. “There we didn’t split a jug in three ways... The Tsar of Muscovy can down a quarter of aqua vitae in one gulp—I’ve seen him do it... I wish I were the Bacchus on this cup, with the purple grapes hanging above me... Wine and women—wine and women... good wine doesn’t need advertising... good sherris sack...” His voice trailed off into unintelligible mumblings, and his gray, disheveled head drooped onto the table.
I rose, leaving him to his drunken slumbers, and, bowing to my lord, took my leave. My lord followed me down to the public room below. A party of upriver planters had been drinking, and a bit of chalk lay upon a settle behind the door upon which the landlord had marked their score. I passed it; then turned back and picked it up. “How long a line shall I draw, my lord?” I asked with a smile.
I got up, leaving him to his drunken sleep, and, bowing to my lord, took my leave. My lord walked with me down to the public room below. A group of planters from up the river had been drinking, and there was a bit of chalk on a bench behind the door where the landlord had marked their tab. I walked past it, then turned back and picked it up. “How long should I draw the line, my lord?” I asked with a smile.
“How does the length of the door strike you?” he answered.
“How does the length of the door seem to you?” he replied.
I drew the chalk from top to bottom of the wood. “A heavy Core makes a heavy reckoning, my lord,” I said, and, leaving the mark upon the door, I bowed again and went out into the street.
I pulled the chalk from the top to the bottom of the wood. “A heavy Core leads to a heavy reckoning, my lord,” I said, and after making the mark on the door, I bowed once more and stepped out into the street.
The sun was sinking when I reached the minister's house, and going into the great room drew a stool to the table and sat down to think. Mistress Percy was in her own chamber; in the room overhead the minister paced up and down, humming a psalm. A fire was burning briskly upon the hearth, and the red light rose and fell,—now brightening all the room, now leaving it to the gathering dusk. Through the door, which I had left open, came the odor of the pines, the fallen leaves, and the damp earth. In the churchyard an owl hooted, and the murmur of the river was louder than usual.
The sun was setting when I got to the minister's house. I walked into the big room, pulled up a stool to the table, and sat down to think. Mistress Percy was in her own room; upstairs, the minister was pacing back and forth, humming a psalm. A fire was crackling in the hearth, casting a warm glow that brightened the room and then faded into the growing darkness. From the open door, I could smell the pines, fallen leaves, and damp earth. In the churchyard, an owl hooted, and the sound of the river was louder than usual.
I had sat staring at the table before me for perhaps half an hour, when I chanced to raise my eyes to the opposite wall. Now, on this wall, reflecting the firelight and the open door behind me, hung a small Venetian mirror, which I had bought from a number of such toys brought in by the Southampton, and had given to Mistress Percy. My eyes rested upon it, idly at first, then closely enough as I saw within it a man enter the room. I had heard no footfall; there was no noise now behind me. The fire was somewhat sunken, and the room was almost in darkness; I saw him in the glass dimly, as shadow rather than substance. But the light was not so faint that the mirror could not show me the raised hand and the dagger within its grasp. I sat without motion, watching the figure in the glass grow larger. When it was nearly upon me, and the hand with the dagger drawn back for the blow, I sprang up, wheeled, and caught it by the wrist.
I had been sitting and staring at the table in front of me for about half an hour when I happened to look up at the wall opposite me. On that wall, reflecting the firelight and the open door behind me, was a small Venetian mirror that I had bought from a bunch of trinkets brought in by the Southampton and given to Mistress Percy. I glanced at it casually at first, then I focused on it as I saw a man enter the room. I hadn’t heard any footsteps; there was no noise behind me now. The fire was dying down, and the room was nearly dark; I saw him in the glass, more as a shadow than as a person. But the light wasn’t so dim that the mirror couldn’t reveal his raised hand and the dagger he was holding. I sat still, watching the figure in the mirror grow larger. When he was almost on top of me, and his hand was drawn back to strike, I jumped up, turned around, and caught his wrist.
A moment's fierce struggle, and I had the dagger in my own hand and the man at my mercy. The fire upon the hearth seized on a pine knot and blazed up brightly, filling the room with light. “Diccon!” I cried, and dropped my arm.
A brief, intense struggle, and I had the dagger in my hand, with the man at my mercy. The fire in the fireplace caught a pine knot and flared up brightly, lighting up the room. “Diccon!” I shouted, and let my arm drop.
I had never thought of this. The room was very quiet as, master and man, we stood and looked each other in the face. He fell back to the wall and leaned against it, breathing heavily; into the space between us the past came thronging.
I had never thought about this. The room was really quiet as, master and man, we stood and looked at each other. He leaned back against the wall, breathing heavily; the past rushed in between us.
I opened my hand and let the dagger drop to the floor. “I suppose that this was because of last night,” I said. “I shall never strike you again.”
I opened my hand and let the dagger fall to the floor. “I guess this was because of last night,” I said. “I won’t hurt you again.”
I went to the table, and sitting down leaned my forehead upon my hand. It was Diccon who would have done this thing! The fire crackled on the hearth as had crackled the old camp fires in Flanders; the wind outside was the wind that had whistled through the rigging of the Treasurer, one terrible night when we lashed ourselves to the same mast and never thought to see the morning. Diccon!
I went to the table and sat down, leaning my forehead on my hand. It was Diccon who would have done this! The fire crackled on the hearth like the old campfires in Flanders; the wind outside was the same wind that whistled through the rigging of the Treasurer on that terrible night when we tied ourselves to the same mast and never thought we would see the morning. Diccon!
Upon the table was the minister's inkhorn and pen. I drew my tablets from the breast of my doublet and began to write. “Diccon!” I called, without turning, when I had finished.
Upon the table was the minister's inkwell and pen. I took out my notepad from my doublet and started to write. “Diccon!” I called, without turning around, when I was done.
He came slowly forward to the table, and stood beside it with hanging head. I tore the leaf from the book and pushed it over to him. “Take it,” I ordered.
He walked slowly up to the table and stood next to it with his head down. I ripped the page out of the book and slid it over to him. “Take it,” I commanded.
“To the commander?” he asked. “I am to take it to the commander?”
“To the commander?” he asked. “I’m supposed to take it to the commander?”
I shook my head. “Read it.”
I shook my head. “Read it.”
He stared at it vacantly, turning it now this way, now that.
He stared at it blankly, turning it this way and that.
“Did you forget how to read when you forgot all else?” I said sternly.
“Did you forget how to read when you forgot everything else?” I said firmly.
He read, and the color rushed into his face.
He read, and his face turned red.
“It is your freedom,” I said. “You are no longer man of mine. Begone, sirrah!”
“It’s your freedom,” I said. “You’re no longer under my control. Go away, you scoundrel!”
He crumpled the paper in his hand. “I was mad,” he muttered.
He crumpled the paper in his hand. “I was angry,” he muttered.
“I could almost believe it,” I replied. “Begone!”
“I can almost believe it,” I replied. “Go away!”
After a moment he went. Sitting still in my place, I heard him heavily and slowly leave the room, descend the step at the door, and go out into the night.
After a moment, he left. I stayed in my spot, listening to him walk slowly and heavily out of the room, down the step at the door, and into the night.
A door opened, and Mistress Jocelyn Percy came into the great room, like a sunbeam strayed back to earth. Her skirt was of flowered satin, her bodice of rich taffeta; between the gossamer walls of her French ruff rose the whitest neck to meet the fairest face. Upon her dark hair sat, as lightly as a kiss, a little pearl-bordered cap. A color was in her cheeks and a laugh on her lips. The rosy light of the burning pine caressed her,—now dwelling on the rich dress, now on the gold chain around the slender waist, now on rounded arms, now on the white forehead below the pearls. Well, she was a fair lady for a man to lay down his life for.
A door opened, and Mistress Jocelyn Percy walked into the grand room, like a sunbeam returning to earth. Her skirt was made of flowered satin, and her bodice was rich taffeta; between the delicate layers of her French ruff rose the fairest neck to meet an even more beautiful face. A little pearl-bordered cap rested on her dark hair as lightly as a kiss. Color brightened her cheeks, and a smile lit up her lips. The warm glow from the burning pine bathed her in light—first on her luxurious dress, then on the gold chain around her slender waist, then on her graceful arms, and finally on the white forehead beneath the pearls. Truly, she was a stunning lady for whom a man would lay down his life.
“I held court this afternoon!” she cried. “Where were you, sir? Madam West was here, and my Lady Temperance Yeardley, and Master Wynne, and Master Thorpe from Henricus, and Master Rolfe with his Indian brother,—who, I protest, needs but silk doublet and hose and a month at Whitehall to make him a very fine gentleman.”
“I held court this afternoon!” she exclaimed. “Where were you, sir? Madam West was here, along with Lady Temperance Yeardley, Master Wynne, Master Thorpe from Henricus, and Master Rolfe with his Indian brother—who, I swear, only needs a silk doublet and hose and a month at Whitehall to become a real gentleman.”
“If courage, steadfastness, truth, and courtesy make a gentleman,” I said, “he is one already. Such an one needs not silk doublet nor court training.”
“If courage, determination, honesty, and kindness define a gentleman,” I said, “then he is one already. He doesn't need fancy clothes or royal training.”
She looked at me with her bright eyes. “No,” she repeated, “such an one needs not silk doublet nor court training.” Going to the fire, she stood with one hand upon the mantelshelf, looking down into the ruddy hollows. Presently she stooped and gathered up something from the hearth. “You waste paper strangely, Captain Percy,” she said. “Here is a whole handful of torn pieces.”
She looked at me with her bright eyes. “No,” she repeated, “someone like that doesn’t need a fancy outfit or royal training.” Moving to the fire, she stood with one hand resting on the mantel, gazing into the glowing embers. After a moment, she bent down and picked something up from the hearth. “You really waste paper in a strange way, Captain Percy,” she said. “Here’s a whole handful of torn pieces.”
She came over to the table, and with a laugh showered the white fragments down upon it, then fell to idly piecing them together. “What were you writing?” she asked. “'To all whom it may concern: I, Ralph Percy, Gentleman, of the Hundred of Weyanoke, do hereby set free from all service to me and mine'”—
She walked over to the table, laughing as she scattered the white pieces all over it, then started putting them back together without much thought. “What were you writing?” she asked. “‘To anyone it may concern: I, Ralph Percy, Gentleman, from the Hundred of Weyanoke, hereby release you from any obligations to me and my family’”—
I took from her the bits of paper, and fed the fire with them. “Paper is but paper,” I said. “It is easily rent. Happily a man's will is more durable.”
I took the scraps of paper from her and tossed them into the fire. “Paper is just paper,” I said. “It tears easily. Thankfully, a man's will is much stronger.”
CHAPTER XVII IN WHICH MY LORD AND I PLAY AT BOWLS
THE Governor had brought with him from London the year before, a set of boxwood bowls, and had made, between his house and the fort, a noble green. The generality must still use for the game that portion of the street that was not tobacco-planted; but the quality flocked to the Governor's green, and here, one holiday afternoon, a fortnight or more from the day in which I had drunk to the King from my lord's silver goblet, was gathered a very great company. The Governor's match was toward,—ten men to a side, a hogshead of sweet-scented to the victorious ten, and a keg of canary to the man whose bowl should hit the jack.
THE Governor had brought with him from London the year before a set of boxwood bowls and had created a beautiful green space between his house and the fort. Most people still had to use the part of the street that wasn’t used for tobacco plants for the game, but the wealthy crowd flocked to the Governor's green. On one holiday afternoon, about two weeks after I had toasted the King with my lord's silver goblet, a huge crowd had gathered. The Governor's match was about to start—ten men on each side, with a hogshead of sweet-scented tobacco for the winning team and a keg of canary for the player whose bowl hit the jack.
The season had been one of unusual mildness, and the sunshine was still warm and bright, gilding the velvet of the green, and making the red and yellow leaves swept into the trench to glow like a ribbon of flame. The sky was blue, the water bluer still, the leaves bright-colored, the wind blowing; only the enshrouding forest, wrapped in haze, seemed as dim, unreal, and far away as a last year's dream.
The season had been unusually mild, and the sunshine was still warm and bright, making the green look lush and the red and yellow leaves piled in the trench shine like a ribbon of flame. The sky was blue, the water even bluer, the leaves vibrant, and the wind was blowing; only the dense forest, shrouded in mist, appeared as dim, unreal, and distant as a dream from last year.
The Governor's gilt armchair had been brought from the church, and put for him upon the bank of turf at the upper end of the green. By his side sat my Lady Temperance, while the gayly dressed dames and the men who were to play and to watch were accommodated with stools and settles or with seats on the green grass. All were dressed in holiday clothes, all tongues spoke, all eyes laughed; you might have thought there was not a heavy heart amongst them. Rolfe was there, gravely courteous, quiet and ready; and by his side, in otterskin mantle, beaded moccasins, and feathered headdress, the Indian chief, his brother-in-law,—the bravest, comeliest, and manliest savage with whom I have ever dealt. There, too, was Master Pory, red and jovial, with an eye to the sack the servants were bringing from the Governor's house; and the commander, with his wife; and Master Jeremy Sparrow, fresh from a most moving sermon on the vanities of this world. Captains, Councilors, and Burgesses aired their gold lace, and their wit or their lack of it; while a swarm of younger adventurers, youths of good blood and bad living, come from home for the weal of England and the woe of Virginia, went here and there through the crowd like gilded summer flies.
The Governor's ornate armchair had been moved from the church and placed for him on the grassy bank at the far end of the green. Next to him sat Lady Temperance, while the stylishly dressed ladies and the men who were there to play and watch were provided with stools, benches, or seats on the green grass. Everyone was dressed in festive attire, chatting and laughing; you might have thought no one had a care in the world. Rolfe was there, respectfully quiet and ready for anything; beside him was his brother-in-law, the Indian chief, dressed in an otterskin cloak, beaded moccasins, and a feathered headdress—the bravest, most handsome, and manliest Native American I’ve ever encountered. Also present was Master Pory, cheerful and ruddy, eyeing the sack the servants were bringing from the Governor's house; along with the commander and his wife; and Master Jeremy Sparrow, just back from a powerful sermon about the vanities of this world. Captains, Councilors, and Burgesses showed off their gold lace, along with their jokes or lack thereof, while a swarm of younger adventurers—young men of noble blood and questionable behavior—had come from home for England's benefit and Virginia's troubles, flitting throughout the crowd like gilded summer flies.
Rolfe and I were to play; he sat on the grass at the feet of Mistress Jocelyn Percy, making her now and then some courtly speech, and I stood beside her, my hand on the back of her chair.
Rolfe and I were supposed to play; he sat on the grass at the feet of Mistress Jocelyn Percy, occasionally saying something flattering, while I stood next to her, my hand resting on the back of her chair.
The King's ward held court as though she were a king's daughter. In the brightness of her beauty she sat there, as gracious for the nonce as the sunshine, and as much of another world. All knew her story, and to the daring that is in men's hearts her own daring appealed,—and she was young and very beautiful. Some there had not been my friends, and now rejoiced in what seemed my inevitable ruin; some whom I had thought my friends were gone over to the stronger side; many who in secret wished me well still shook their heads and shrugged their shoulders over what they were pleased to call my madness; but for her, I was glad to know, there were only good words. The Governor had left his gilt armchair to welcome her to the green, and had caused a chair to be set for her near his own, and here men came and bowed before her as if she had been a princess indeed.
The King's ward held court as if she were a princess. In the brilliance of her beauty, she sat there, as gracious for the moment as the sunshine, and just as enchanting. Everyone knew her story, and her own boldness resonated with the daring in men’s hearts—and she was young and incredibly beautiful. Some who had never been my friends celebrated what seemed to be my inevitable downfall; some whom I once thought were my friends had sided with the more powerful; many who secretly wished me well still shook their heads and shrugged their shoulders at what they called my craziness; but for her, I was glad to know there were only kind words. The Governor had left his gilded chair to welcome her to the green and had arranged for a chair to be placed next to his, where men came and bowed before her as if she were truly a princess.
A stir amongst the crowd, a murmur, and a craning of necks heralded the approach of that other at whom the town gaped with admiration. He came with his retinue of attendants, his pomp of dress, his arrogance of port, his splendid beauty. Men looked from the beauty of the King's ward to the beauty of the King's minion, from her costly silk to his velvet and miniver, from the air of the court that became her well to the towering pride and insolence which to the thoughtless seemed his fortune's proper mantle, and deemed them a pair well suited, and the King's will indeed the will of Heaven.
A buzz went through the crowd, whispers spread, and heads turned as everyone admired the arrival of someone else. He came with a group of followers, dressed impressively, exuding confidence, and showcasing his striking looks. Men compared the beauty of the King's ward to that of the King's favorite, from her luxurious silk to his velvet and fur, from the elegance of the court that suited her perfectly to the overwhelming pride and arrogance that seemed to be his true nature, and thought of them as a perfect match, believing that the King's desires were surely in line with divine will.
I was never one to value a man by his outward seeming, but suddenly I saw myself as in a mirror,—a soldier, scarred and bronzed, acquainted with the camp, but not with the court, roughened by a rude life, poor in this world's goods, the first flush of youth gone forever. For a moment my heart was bitter within me. The pang passed, and my hand tightened its grasp upon the chair in which sat the woman I had wed. She was my wife, and I would keep my own.
I never judged a man by his appearance, but suddenly I saw myself like a reflection in a mirror—a soldier, marked and tanned, familiar with military life but unfamiliar with the social elite, toughened by a hard life, lacking in material wealth, and the vibrancy of youth gone for good. For a moment, I felt a deep bitterness inside me. That feeling faded, and I tightened my grip on the chair that held the woman I had married. She was my wife, and I intended to hold on to what was mine.
My lord had paused to speak to the Governor, who had risen to greet him. Now he came toward us, and the crowd pressed and whispered. He bowed low to Mistress Percy, made as if to pass on, then came to a stop before her, his hat in his hand, his handsome head bent, a smile upon his bearded lips.
My lord had stopped to talk to the Governor, who had stood up to greet him. Now he walked over to us, and the crowd pushed in and whispered. He bowed low to Mistress Percy, acted like he would move on, then paused in front of her, holding his hat in his hand, his attractive head tilted down, a smile on his bearded lips.
“When was it that we last sat to see men bowl, lady?” he said. “I remember a gay match when I bowled against my Lord of Buckingham, and fair ladies sat and smiled upon us. The fairest laughed, and tied her colors around my arm.”
“When was the last time we sat and watched men bowl, my lady?” he said. “I remember a fun match when I bowled against my Lord of Buckingham, and lovely ladies sat and smiled at us. The most beautiful one laughed and tied her colors around my arm.”
The lady whom he addressed sat quietly, with hands folded in her silken lap and an untroubled face. “I did not know you then, my lord,” she answered him, quite softly and sweetly. “Had I done so, be sure I would have cut my hand off ere it gave color of mine to”—“To whom?” he demanded, as she paused.
The woman he spoke to sat quietly, hands folded in her silky lap and a calm expression on her face. “I didn’t know you back then, my lord,” she replied gently and sweetly. “If I had, you can be sure I would have cut off my hand before it gave my color to”—“To whom?” he asked, interrupting her pause.
“To a coward, my lord,” she said clearly.
“To a coward, my lord,” she said plainly.
As if she had been a man, his hand went to his sword hilt. As for her, she leaned back in her chair and looked at him with a smile.
As if she were a man, his hand went to the hilt of his sword. Meanwhile, she leaned back in her chair and smiled at him.
He spoke at last, slowly and with deliberate emphasis. “I won then,” he said. “I shall win again, my lady,—my Lady Jocelyn Leigh.”
He finally spoke, slowly and with careful emphasis. “I won then,” he said. “I will win again, my lady—my Lady Jocelyn Leigh.”
I dropped my hand from her chair and stepped forward. “It is my wife to whom you speak, my Lord Carnal,” I said sternly. “I wait to hear you name her rightly.”
I removed my hand from her chair and stepped closer. “It is my wife you’re speaking to, Lord Carnal,” I said firmly. “I’m waiting for you to address her properly.”
Rolfe rose from the grass and stood beside me, and Jeremy Sparrow, shouldering aside with scant ceremony Burgess and Councilor, came also. The Governor leaned forward out of his chair, and the crowd became suddenly very still.
Rolfe got up from the grass and stood next to me, and Jeremy Sparrow, brushing aside Burgess and the Councilor with little fuss, joined us too. The Governor leaned forward in his chair, and the crowd fell silent all of a sudden.
“I am waiting, my lord,” I repeated.
“I’m waiting, my lord,” I repeated.
In an instant, from what he had been he became the frank and guileless nobleman. “A slip of the tongue, Captain Percy!” he cried, his white teeth showing and his hand raised in a gesture of deprecation. “A natural thing, seeing how often, how very often, I have so addressed this lady in the days when we had not the pleasure of your acquaintance.” He turned to her and bowed, until the feather in his hat swept the ground. “I won then,” he said. “I shall win again—Mistress Percy,” and passed on to the seat that had been reserved for him.
In an instant, he transformed from who he had been into an honest and straightforward nobleman. “Just a slip of the tongue, Captain Percy!” he exclaimed, flashing his white teeth and raising his hand in a dismissive gesture. “It's completely understandable, considering how often—how very often—I have addressed this lady in the days before we had the pleasure of knowing you.” He turned to her and bowed until the feather in his hat brushed the ground. “I won then,” he said. “I’ll win again—Mistress Percy,” and moved on to the seat that had been reserved for him.
The game began. I was to lead one side, and young Clement the other. At the last moment he came over to me. “I am out of it, Captain Percy,” he announced with a rueful face. “My lord there asks me to give him my place. When we were hunting yesterday, and the stag turned upon me, he came between and thrust his knife into the brute, which else might have put an end to my hunting forever and a day: so you see I can't refuse him. Plague take it all! and Dorothy Gookin sitting there watching!”
The game started. I was supposed to lead one side, and young Clement the other. At the last minute, he came over to me. “I’m out of it, Captain Percy,” he said with a disappointed expression. “My lord is asking me to give up my spot. When we were hunting yesterday, and the stag turned toward me, he jumped in and stabbed the beast, which could have ruined my hunting for good: so you see I can’t say no to him. Damn it all! And Dorothy Gookin is sitting there watching!”
My lord and I stood forward, each with a bowl in his hand. We looked toward the Governor. “My lord first, as becometh his rank,” he said. My lord stooped and threw, and his bowl went swiftly over the grass, turned, and rested not a hands'-breadth from the jack. I threw. “One is as near as the other!” cried Master Macocke for the judges. A murmur arose from the crowd, and my lord swore beneath his breath. He and I retreated to our several sides, and Rolfe and West took our places. While they and those that followed bowled, the crowd, attentive though it was, still talked and laughed, and laid wagers upon its favorites; but when my lord and I again stood forth, the noise was hushed, and men and women stared with all their eyes. He delivered, and his bowl touched the jack. He straightened himself, with a smile, and I heard Jeremy Sparrow behind me groan; but my bowl too kissed the jack. The crowd began to laugh with sheer delight, but my lord turned red and his brows drew together. We had but one turn more. While we waited, I marked his black eyes studying every inch of the ground between him and that small white ball, to strike which, at that moment, I verily believe he would have given the King's favor. All men pray, though they pray not to the same god. As he stood there, when his time had come, weighing the bowl in his hand, I knew that he prayed to his daemon, fate, star, whatever thing he raised an altar to and bent before. He threw, and I followed, while the throng held its breath. Master Macocke rose to his feet. “It's a tie, my masters!” he exclaimed.
My lord and I stepped forward, each holding a bowl. We looked at the Governor. “My lord goes first, as is proper for his rank,” he said. My lord bent down and threw, and his bowl rolled quickly over the grass, turned, and stopped barely an inch from the jack. I threw next. “One is as close as the other!” shouted Master Macocke for the judges. A murmur spread through the crowd, and my lord cursed quietly under his breath. He and I retreated to our respective sides, and Rolfe and West took our places. While they and the others bowled, the crowd, though attentive, continued to talk, laugh, and place bets on their favorites; but when my lord and I stepped forward again, the noise faded, and everyone stared intently. He made his throw, and his bowl touched the jack. He straightened up with a smile, and I heard Jeremy Sparrow groan behind me; but my bowl also kissed the jack. The crowd erupted in laughter with pure joy, but my lord turned crimson, and his brows furrowed. We had just one more turn left. As we waited, I noticed his dark eyes scanning every inch of the ground between him and that small white ball, and at that moment, I truly believe he would have given the King's favor to hit it. Everyone prays, though not all to the same god. As he stood there, when it was his turn, weighing the bowl in his hand, I knew he was praying to his daemon, fate, star, or whatever he worshiped. He threw, and I followed, while the crowd held its breath. Master Macocke stood up. “It’s a tie, my masters!” he shouted.
The excited crowd surged forward, and a babel of voices arose. “Silence, all!” cried the Governor. “Let them play it out!”
The excited crowd pushed forward, and a jumble of voices filled the air. “Everyone be quiet!” shouted the Governor. “Let them finish playing!”
My lord threw, and his bowl stopped perilously near the shining mark. As I stepped to my place a low and supplicating “O Lord!” came to my ears from the lips and the heart of the preacher, who had that morning thundered against the toys of this world. I drew back my arm and threw with all my force. A cry arose from the throng, and my lord ground his heel into the earth. The bowl, spurning the jack before it, rushed on, until both buried themselves in the red and yellow leaves that filled the trench.
My lord threw, and his bowl came to a dangerous stop just short of the shining mark. As I stepped into position, I heard a quiet and pleading “O Lord!” from the preacher, who had been passionately condemning the distractions of this world earlier that morning. I pulled back my arm and threw with all my strength. A cry erupted from the crowd, and my lord stomped his foot into the ground. The bowl, pushing the jack aside, sped forward until both came to rest in the red and yellow leaves that filled the trench.
I turned and bowed to my antagonist. “You bowl well, my lord,” I said. “Had you had the forest training of eye and arm, our fortunes might have been reversed.”
I turned and bowed to my opponent. “You bowl well, my lord,” I said. “If you had the forest training for your eye and arm, our fortunes might have been different.”
He looked me up and down. “You are kind, sir,” he said thickly. “'To-day to thee, to-morrow to me.' I give you joy of your petty victory.”
He sized me up. “You’re kind, sir,” he said slowly. “'Today to you, tomorrow to me.' Congratulations on your small victory.”
He turned squarely from me, and stood with his face downstream. I was speaking to Rolfe and to the few—not even all of that side for which I had won—who pressed around me, when he wheeled.
He turned directly away from me and stood with his face toward the downstream. I was talking to Rolfe and to a few—not even all of that side I had won over—who were gathered around me when he turned around.
“Your Honor,” he cried to the Governor, who had paused beside Mistress Percy, “is not the Due Return high-pooped? Doth she not carry a blue pennant, and hath she not a gilt siren for figurehead?”
“Your Honor,” he called out to the Governor, who had stopped next to Mistress Percy, “isn’t the Due Return high-pooped? Doesn’t she carry a blue pennant, and doesn’t she have a gold siren for a figurehead?”
“Ay,” answered the Governor, lifting his head from the hand he had kissed with ponderous gallantry. “What then, my lord?”
“Ay,” replied the Governor, lifting his head from the hand he had kissed with exaggerated charm. “What then, my lord?”
“Then to-morrow has dawned, sir captain,” said my lord to me. “Sure, Dame Venus and her blind son have begged for me favorable winds; for the Due Return has come again.”
“Then tomorrow has come, Captain,” my lord said to me. “Surely, Lady Venus and her blind son have asked for favorable winds on my behalf; for the Due Return has arrived once more.”
The game that had been played was forgotten for that day. The hogshead of sweet scented, lying to one side, wreathed with bright vines, was unclaimed of either party; the servants who brought forward the keg of canary dropped their burden, and stared with the rest. All looked down the river, and all saw the Due Return coming up the broad, ruffled stream, the wind from the sea filling her sails, the tide with her, the gilt mermaid on her prow just rising from the rushing foam. She came as swiftly as a bird to its nest. None had thought to see her for at least ten days.
The game that had been played was forgotten for the day. The cask of sweet-smelling drink, lying to one side and wrapped in bright vines, was left unclaimed by either side; the servants who had brought the keg of sweet wine dropped their load and stared like everyone else. Everyone looked down the river and saw the Due Return coming up the wide, choppy stream, the wind from the sea filling her sails, the tide with her, the golden mermaid on her bow just rising from the rushing foam. She approached as quickly as a bird returns to its nest. No one had expected to see her for at least ten days.
Upon all there fell a sudden realization that it was the word of the King, feathered by the command of the Company, that was hurrying, arrow-like, toward us. All knew what the Company's orders would be,—must needs be,—and the Tudor sovereigns were not so long in the grave that men had forgot to fear the wrath of kings. The crowd drew back from me as from a man plague-spotted. Only Rolfe, Sparrow, and the Indian stood their ground.
Suddenly, everyone realized that it was the King's word, driven by the Company's command, that was racing toward us like an arrow. Everyone knew what the Company's orders would be—what they had to be—and the Tudor monarchs hadn't been gone long enough for people to forget to fear the anger of kings. The crowd stepped back from me as if I were infected with the plague. Only Rolfe, Sparrow, and the Indian stood their ground.
The Governor turned from staring downstream. “The game is played, gentlemen,” he announced abruptly. “The wind grows colder, too, and clouds are gathering. This fair company will pardon me if I dismiss them somewhat sooner than is our wont. The next sunny day we will play again. Give you God den, gentles.”
The Governor turned away from looking downstream. “The game is on, gentlemen,” he said suddenly. “The wind is getting colder, and clouds are rolling in. This fine group will excuse me if I let them leave a bit earlier than usual. We'll play again on the next sunny day. Take care, everyone.”
The crowd stood not upon the order of its going, but streamed away to the river bank, whence it could best watch the oncoming ship. My lord, after a most triumphant bow, swept off with his train in the direction of the guest house. With him went Master Pory. The Governor drew nearer to me. “Captain Percy,” he said, lowering his voice, “I am going now to mine own house. The letters which yonder ship brings will be in my hands in less than an hour. When I have read them, I shall perforce obey their instructions. Before I have them I will see you, if you so wish.”
The crowd didn’t wait for permission to leave; they just rushed to the riverbank to get the best view of the approaching ship. My lord, after giving a grand bow, headed off with his entourage toward the guesthouse. Master Pory went with him. The Governor walked closer to me. “Captain Percy,” he said in a lowered voice, “I’m heading to my house now. The letters that ship brings will be in my hands in less than an hour. Once I read them, I’ll have to follow their instructions. Before I get them, I can meet with you if you’d like.”
“I will be with your Honor in five minutes.”
“I'll be with you in five minutes.”
He nodded, and strode off across the green to his garden. I turned to Rolfe. “Will you take her home?” I said briefly. She was so white and sat so still in her chair that I feared to see her swoon. But when I spoke to her she answered clearly and steadily enough, even with a smile, and she would not lean upon Rolfe's arm. “I will walk alone,” she said. “None that see me shall think that I am stricken down.” I watched her move away, Rolfe beside her, and the Indian following with his noiseless step; then I went to the Governor's house. Master Jeremy Sparrow had disappeared some minutes before, I knew not whither.
He nodded and walked across the lawn to his garden. I turned to Rolfe. “Will you take her home?” I asked briefly. She looked so pale and was sitting so still in her chair that I was afraid she might faint. But when I spoke to her, she replied clearly and steadily, even with a smile, and refused to lean on Rolfe's arm. “I’ll walk by myself,” she said. “No one who sees me will think I’m down and out.” I watched her walk away, Rolfe by her side, and the Indian following behind silently; then I headed to the Governor's house. Master Jeremy Sparrow had left a few minutes earlier, and I had no idea where he had gone.
I found Yeardley in his great room, standing before a fire and staring down into its hollows. “Captain Percy,” he said, as I went up to him, “I am most heartily sorry for you and for the lady whom you so ignorantly married.”
I found Yeardley in his large room, standing in front of a fire and gazing into its depths. “Captain Percy,” he said as I approached him, “I truly feel sorry for you and for the woman you married so thoughtlessly.”
“I shall not plead ignorance,” I told him.
“I won't pretend I don’t know,” I said to him.
“You married, not the Lady Jocelyn Leigh, but a waiting woman named Patience Worth. The Lady Jocelyn Leigh, a noble lady, and a ward of the King, could not marry without the King's consent. And you, Captain Percy, are but a mere private gentleman, a poor Virginia adventurer; and my Lord Carnal is—my Lord Carnal. The Court of High Commission will make short work of this fantastic marriage.”
“You married not Lady Jocelyn Leigh, but a servant named Patience Worth. Lady Jocelyn Leigh, a noblewoman and a ward of the King, couldn't marry without the King's approval. And you, Captain Percy, are just an ordinary gentleman, a struggling adventurer from Virginia; and my Lord Carnal is—my Lord Carnal. The Court of High Commission will quickly handle this ridiculous marriage.”
“Then they may do it without my aid,” I said. “Come, Sir George, had you wed my Lady Temperance in such fashion, and found this hornets' nest about your ears, what would you have done?”
“Then they can do it without my help,” I said. “Come on, Sir George, if you had married my Lady Temperance like that and found yourself in this hornet’s nest, what would you have done?”
He gave his short, honest laugh. “It's beside the question, Ralph Percy, but I dare say you can guess what I would have done.”
He let out a short, sincere laugh. “That's beside the point, Ralph Percy, but I bet you can guess what I would have done.”
“I'll fight for my own to the last ditch,” I continued. “I married her knowing her name, if not her quality. Had I known the latter, had I known she was the King's ward, all the same I should have married her, an she would have had me. She is my wife in the sight of God and honest men. Esteeming her honor, which is mine, at stake, Death may silence me, but men shall not bend me.”
“I'll fight for my own until the very end,” I went on. “I married her knowing her name, even if I didn’t know her true nature. If I had known that she was the King’s ward, I still would have married her, as long as she wanted me. She is my wife in the eyes of God and honest people. Valuing her honor, which is also mine, death may silence me, but no one will break my resolve.”
“Your best hope is in my Lord of Buckingham,” he said. “They say it is out of sight, out of mind, with the King, and, thanks to this infatuation of my Lord Carnal's, Buckingham hath the field. That he strains every nerve to oust completely this his first rival since he himself distanced Somerset goes without saying. That to thwart my lord in this passion would be honey to him is equally of course. I do not need to tell you that, if the Company so orders, I shall have no choice but to send you and the lady home to England. When you are in London, make your suit to my Lord of Buckingham, and I earnestly hope that you may find in him an ally powerful enough to bring you and the lady, to whose grace, beauty, and courage we all do homage, out of this coil.”
“Your best bet is with my Lord of Buckingham,” he said. “They say that when someone is out of sight, they’re out of mind with the King, and because of this obsession of my Lord Carnal's, Buckingham has the advantage. It goes without saying that he’s doing everything he can to completely push aside his first rival since he himself got rid of Somerset. Of course, it’s equally clear that causing trouble for my lord in this pursuit would be a sweet victory for him. I don’t need to tell you that, if the Company decides, I’ll have no choice but to send you and the lady back home to England. When you’re in London, make your appeal to my Lord of Buckingham, and I truly hope you find in him a strong ally who can help you and the lady, whose charm, beauty, and bravery we all admire, out of this situation.”
“We give you thanks, sir,” I said.
“We thank you, sir,” I said.
“As you know,” he went on, “I have written to the Company, humbly petitioning that I be graciously relieved from a most thankless task, to wit, the governorship of Virginia. My health faileth, and I am, moreover, under my Lord Warwick's displeasure. He waxeth ever stronger in the Company, and if I put not myself out, he will do it for me. If I be relieved at once, and one of the Council appointed in my place, I shall go home to look after certain of my interests there. Then shall I be but a private gentleman, and if I can serve you, Ralph Percy, I shall be blithe to do so; but now, you understand”—
“As you know,” he continued, “I have written to the Company, respectfully asking to be relieved from a very thankless job, namely, the governorship of Virginia. My health is failing, and I am also under my Lord Warwick's displeasure. He is gaining more power in the Company, and if I don’t remove myself, he will do it for me. If I am relieved immediately and someone from the Council is appointed in my place, I will head home to take care of some of my interests there. Then I will just be a private gentleman, and if I can help you, Ralph Percy, I will be happy to do so; but now, you understand—”
“I understand, and thank you, Sir George,” I said. “May I ask one question?”
“I get it, and thanks, Sir George,” I said. “Can I ask one question?”
“What is it?”
"What's going on?"
“Will you obey to the letter the instructions the Company sends?”
“Will you follow the instructions the Company sends exactly?”
“To the letter,” he answered. “I am its sworn officer.”
“To the letter,” he replied. “I’m its sworn officer.”
“One thing more,” I went on: “the parole I gave you, sir, that morning behind the church, is mine own again when you shall have read those letters and know the King's will. I am free from that bond, at least.”
“One more thing,” I continued: “the parole I gave you, sir, that morning behind the church, is mine again once you’ve read those letters and understand the King's will. I am free from that bond, at least.”
He looked at me with a frown. “Make not bad worse, Captain Percy,” he said sternly.
He looked at me with a frown. “Don't make a bad situation worse, Captain Percy,” he said sternly.
I laughed. “It is my aim to make bad better, Sir George. I see through the window that the Due Return hath come to anchor; I will no longer trespass on your Honor's time.” I bowed myself out, leaving him still with the frown upon his face, staring at the fire.
I laughed. “I aim to improve what's bad, Sir George. I can see through the window that the Due Return has arrived; I won't take up any more of your time.” I bowed as I left, leaving him still frowning, staring at the fire.
Without, the world was bathed in the glow of a magnificent sunset. Clouds, dark purple and dark crimson, reared themselves in the west to dizzy heights, and hung threateningly over the darkening land beneath. In the east loomed more pallid masses, and from the bastions of the east to the bastions of the west went hurrying, wind-driven cloudless, dark in the east, red in the west. There was a high wind, and the river, where it was not reddened by the sunset, was lividly green. “A storm, too!” I muttered.
Without, the world was washed in the glow of a stunning sunset. Clouds, deep purple and dark crimson, rose into the sky in the west to dizzying heights and hung ominously over the darkening land below. In the east, pale masses loomed, and from the eastern bastions to the western bastions, wind-driven clouds rushed by—dark in the east, red in the west. A strong wind blew, and the river, where it wasn't turned red by the sunset, was a sickly green. “A storm, too!” I muttered.
As I passed the guest house, there came to me from within a burst of loud and vaunting laughter and a boisterous drinking catch sung by many voices; and I knew that my lord drank, and gave others to drink, to the orders which the Due Return should bring. The minister's house was in darkness. In the great room I struck a light and fired the fresh torches, and found I was not its sole occupant. On the hearth, the ashes of the dead fire touching her skirts, sat Mistress Jocelyn Percy, her arms resting upon a low stool, and her head pillowed upon them. Her face was not hidden: it was cold and pure and still, like carven marble. I stood and gazed at her a moment; then, as she did not offer to move, I brought wood to the fire and made the forlorn room bright again.
As I walked past the guest house, I heard loud, boastful laughter and a lively drinking song coming from inside, and I realized that my lord was drinking and encouraging others to drink in anticipation of the orders that the Due Return would bring. The minister's house was dark. In the main room, I struck a match and lit the new torches, only to discover I wasn't alone. On the hearth, with the ashes of the cold fire brushing against her skirts, sat Mistress Jocelyn Percy, her arms resting on a low stool and her head resting on them. Her face was visible: it was cold, pure, and still, like carved marble. I stood there for a moment, watching her; then, since she didn’t stir, I added wood to the fire and brightened the lonely room once more.
“Where is Rolfe?” I asked at last.
“Where is Rolfe?” I finally asked.
“He would have stayed,” she answered, “but I made him go. I wished to be alone.” She rose, and going to the window leaned her forehead against the bars, and looked out upon the wild sky and the hurrying river. “I would I were alone,” she said in a low voice and with a catch of her breath. As she stood there in the twilight by the window, I knew that she was weeping, though her pride strove to keep that knowledge from me. My heart ached for her, and I knew not how to comfort her. At last she turned. A pasty and stoup of wine were upon the table.
“He would have stayed,” she replied, “but I made him leave. I wanted to be alone.” She got up, walked to the window, leaned her forehead against the bars, and looked out at the stormy sky and the rushing river. “I wish I were alone,” she said quietly, her voice catching. As she stood there in the dim light by the window, I could tell she was crying, even though she tried to hide it from me. My heart ached for her, and I didn’t know how to comfort her. Finally, she turned around. There was a plate and a jug of wine on the table.
“You are tired and shaken,” I said, “and you may need all your strength. Come, eat and drink.”
“You look tired and shaken,” I said, “and you might need all your strength. Come, eat and drink.”
“For to-morrow we die,” she added, and broke into tremulous laughter. Her lashes were still wet, but her pride and daring had returned. She drank the wine I poured for her, and we spoke of indifferent things,—of the game that afternoon, of the Indian Nantauquas, of the wild night that clouds and wind portended. Supper over, I called Angela to bear her company, and I myself went out into the night, and down the street toward the guest house.
“For tomorrow we die,” she said, laughing nervously. Her lashes were still damp, but her confidence and courage had come back. She drank the wine I poured for her, and we chatted about random things—about the game that afternoon, about the Indian Nantauquas, about the wild night that the clouds and wind suggested. After dinner, I called Angela to keep her company, and I went out into the night, heading down the street toward the guest house.
CHAPTER XVIII IN WHICH WE GO OUT INTO THE NIGHT
THE guest house was aflame with lights. As I neared it, there was borne to my ears a burst of drunken shouts accompanied by a volley of musketry. My lord was pursuing with a vengeance our senseless fashion of wasting in drinking bouts powder that would have been better spent against the Indians. The noise increased. The door was flung open, and there issued a tide of drawers and servants headed by mine host himself, and followed by a hail of such minor breakables as the house contained and by Olympian laughter.
THE guest house was lit up with lights. As I got closer, I could hear a loud mix of drunken shouts along with the sound of gunfire. My lord was relentlessly indulging in our foolish habit of wasting gunpowder on drinking contests when it could have been used against the Indians. The noise grew louder. The door swung open, and a wave of waiters and servants rushed out, led by the host himself, followed by a shower of small breakable items from the house and loud, boisterous laughter.
I made my way past the indignant host and his staff, and standing upon the threshold looked at the riot within. The long room was thick with the smoke of tobacco and the smoke of powder, through which the many torches burned yellow. Upon the great table wine had been spilt, and dripped to swell a red pool upon the floor. Underneath the table, still grasping his empty tankard, lay the first of my lord's guests to fall, an up-river Burgess with white hair. The rest of the company were fast reeling to a like fate. Young Hamor had a fiddle, and, one foot upon a settle, the other upon the table, drew across it a fast and furious bow. Master Pory, arrived at the maudlin stage, alternately sang a slow and melancholy ditty and wiped the tears from his eyes with elaborate care. Master Edward Sharpless, now in a high voice, now in an undistinguishable murmur, argued some imaginary case. Peaceable Sherwood was drunk, and Giles Allen, and Pettiplace Clause. Captain John Martin, sitting with outstretched legs, called now for a fresh tankard, which he emptied at a gulp; now for his pistols, which, as fast as my lord's servants brought them to him new primed, he discharged at the ceiling. The loud wind rattled doors and windows, and made the flame of the torches stream sideways. The music grew madder and madder, the shots more frequent, the drunken voices thicker and louder.
I pushed my way past the angry host and his staff, and standing in the doorway, I looked at the chaos inside. The long room was filled with cigarette smoke and gunpowder smoke, through which the many torches flickered yellow. Wine had spilled across the great table, dripping to create a red pool on the floor. Under the table, still holding his empty tankard, lay the first of my lord's guests to fall, an older man from up-river with white hair. The rest of the crowd was quickly heading for the same fate. Young Hamor had a fiddle and, with one foot on a bench and the other on the table, was playing it wildly. Master Pory, now at the emotional stage, alternately sang a slow, sad song and wiped tears from his eyes with exaggerated care. Master Edward Sharpless argued some imaginary case, now in a high-pitched voice and now in an indistinct mumble. The usually calm Sherwood was drunk, as were Giles Allen and Pettiplace Clause. Captain John Martin, seated with his legs stretched out, called for another tankard, which he gulped down; then he called for his pistols, which he fired at the ceiling as fast as my lord’s servants could bring them to him, freshly loaded. The strong wind rattled the doors and windows and made the flames of the torches flicker sideways. The music grew wilder, the gunshots more frequent, and the drunken voices louder and thicker.
The master of the feast carried his wine better than did his guests, or had drunk less, but his spirit too was quite without bounds. A color burned in his cheeks, a wicked light in his eyes; he laughed to himself. In the gray smoke cloud he saw me not, or saw me only as one of the many who thronged the doorway and stared at the revel within. He raised his silver cup with a slow and wavering hand. “Drink, you dogs!” he chanted. “Drink to the Santa Teresa! Drink to to-morrow night! Drink to a proud lady within my arms and an enemy in my power!”
The host of the party handled his wine better than his guests, or maybe he had just drunk less, but his enthusiasm was limitless. A flush colored his cheeks, a mischievous spark lit up his eyes; he chuckled to himself. In the dense gray smoke, he didn’t see me, or only noticed me as one of the many crowding the doorway, peering into the festivities inside. He lifted his silver cup with a slow, unsteady hand. “Drink, you beasts!” he shouted. “Drink to Santa Teresa! Drink to tomorrow night! Drink to a proud lady in my arms and an enemy in my grasp!”
The wine that had made him mad had maddened those others, also. In that hour they were dead to honor. With shameless laughter and as little spilling as might be, they raised their tankards as my lord raised his. A stone thrown by some one behind me struck the cup from my lord's hand, sending it clattering to the floor and dashing him with the red wine. Master Pory roared with drunken laughter. “Cup and lip missed that time!” he cried.
The wine that had driven him crazy had driven others mad too. In that moment, they were indifferent to honor. With no shame and as little mess as possible, they lifted their tankards just like my lord did. A stone thrown by someone behind me knocked the cup from my lord's hand, making it crash to the floor and splashing him with red wine. Master Pory erupted with drunken laughter. "Missed the cup and lip this time!" he shouted.
The man who had thrown the stone was Jeremy Sparrow. For one instant I saw his great figure, and the wrathful face beneath his shock of grizzled hair; the next he had made his way through the crowd of gaping menials and was gone.
The man who threw the stone was Jeremy Sparrow. For a brief moment, I caught a glimpse of his tall frame and the furious expression on his face beneath his messy gray hair; then he pushed through the crowd of staring servants and vanished.
My lord stared foolishly at the stains upon his hands, at the fallen goblet and the stone beside it. “Cogged dice,” he said thickly, “or I had not lost that throw! I'll drink that toast by myself to-morrow night, when the ship does n't rock like this d—d floor, and the sea has no stones to throw. More wine, Giles! To my Lord High Admiral, gentlemen! To his Grace of Buckingham! May he shortly howl in hell, and looking back to Whitehall see me upon the King's bosom! The King 's a good king, gentlemen! He gave me this ruby. D' ye know what I had of him last year? I”—
My lord stared blankly at the stains on his hands, at the fallen goblet and the stone next to it. “Loaded dice,” he said thickly, “or I wouldn’t have lost that round! I’ll drink that toast by myself tomorrow night when the ship isn’t rocking like this damned floor, and the sea has no stones to throw. More wine, Giles! To my Lord High Admiral, gentlemen! To the Duke of Buckingham! May he soon scream in hell, and looking back at Whitehall see me on the King’s favor! The King is a good king, gentlemen! He gave me this ruby. Do you know what I got from him last year? I”—
I turned and left the door and the house. I could not thrust a fight upon a drunken man.
I turned and left the door and the house. I couldn’t start a fight with a drunk guy.
Ten yards away, suddenly and without any warning of his approach, I found beside me the Indian Nantauquas. “I have been to the woods to hunt,” he said, in the slow musical English Rolfe had taught him. “I knew where a panther lodged, and to-day I laid a snare, and took him in it. I brought him to my brother's house, and caged him there. When I have tamed him, I shall give him to the beautiful lady.”
Ten yards away, out of nowhere, I suddenly found the Indian Nantauquas beside me. “I went to the woods to hunt,” he said in the slow, melodic English that Rolfe had taught him. “I knew where a panther was hiding, and today I set a trap and caught him. I brought him to my brother's house and caged him there. Once I've tamed him, I'll give him to the beautiful lady.”
He expected no answer, and I gave him none. There are times when an Indian is the best company in the world.
He didn't expect a reply, and I didn't give him one. There are moments when being with an Indian is the greatest company in the world.
Just before we reached the market place we had to pass the mouth of a narrow lane leading down to the river. The night was very dark, though the stars still shone through rifts in the ever moving clouds. The Indian and I walked rapidly on,—my footfalls sounding clear and sharp on the frosty ground, he as noiseless as a shadow. We had reached the further side of the lane, when he put forth an arm and plucked from the blackness a small black figure.
Just before we got to the marketplace, we had to pass the entrance of a narrow lane that led down to the river. The night was really dark, even though the stars were still shining through gaps in the constantly moving clouds. The Indian and I walked quickly—my footsteps sounding clear and sharp on the frosty ground, while he was as silent as a shadow. We had reached the other side of the lane when he extended his arm and pulled a small black figure out of the darkness.
In the middle of the square was kept burning a great brazier filled with pitched wood. It was the duty of the watch to keep it flaming from darkness to dawn. We found it freshly heaped with pine, and its red glare lit a goodly circle. The Indian, pinioning the wrists of his captive with his own hand of steel, dragged him with us into this circle of light.
In the center of the square, there was a large brazier filled with tarred wood that was kept burning. It was the watch's responsibility to keep it lit from sunset to sunrise. We found it freshly stacked with pine, and its bright glow illuminated a large area around it. The Indian, using his strong hands to bind the captive's wrists, pulled him into this circle of light with us.
“Looking for simples once more, learned doctor?” I demanded.
“Are you looking for remedies again, learned doctor?” I asked.
He mowed and jabbered, twisting this way and that in the grasp of the Indian.
He mowed and chatted, moving this way and that in the hold of the Indian.
“Loose him,” I said to the latter, “but let him not come too near you. Why, worthy doctor, in so wild and threatening a night, when fire is burning and wine flowing at the guest house, do you choose to crouch here in the cold and darkness?”
“Let him go,” I said to the latter, “but don't let him get too close to you. Why, dear doctor, on such a wild and threatening night, when there's fire crackling and wine pouring at the guest house, do you choose to sit here in the cold and darkness?”
He looked at me with his filmy eyes, and that faint smile that had more of menace in it than a panther's snarl. “I laid in wait for you, it is true, noble sir,” he said in his thin, dreamy voice, “but it was for your good. I would give you warning, sir.”
He looked at me with his glassy eyes, and that slight smile that held more threat in it than a panther’s snarl. “I’ve been waiting for you, it’s true, noble sir,” he said in his soft, hazy voice, “but it was for your own good. I wanted to give you a warning, sir.”
He stood with his mean figure bent cringingly forward, and with his hat in his hand. “A warning, sir,” he went ramblingly on. “Maybe a certain one has made me his enemy. Maybe I cut myself loose from his service. Maybe I would do him an ill turn. I can tell you a secret, sir.” He lowered his voice and looked around, as if in fear of eavesdroppers.
He stood there with his lean body hunched forward, holding his hat in his hands. “I’m just giving you a heads-up, sir,” he said, rambling on. “Maybe someone’s made me their enemy. Maybe I’ve left their service. Maybe I’d want to get back at them. I can share a secret with you, sir.” He lowered his voice and glanced around, as if worried about someone listening in.
“In your ear, sir,” he said.
“In your ear, sir,” he said.
I recoiled. “Stand back,” I cried, “or you will cull no more simples this side of hell!”
I jumped back. “Stay away,” I shouted, “or you won't be gathering any more herbs on this side of hell!”
“Hell!” he answered. “There's no such place. I will not tell my secret aloud.”
“Hell!” he replied. “That place doesn’t exist. I won’t share my secret out loud.”
“Nicolo the Italian! Nicolo the Poisoner! Nicolo the Black Death! I am coming for the soul you sold me. There is a hell!”
“Nicolo the Italian! Nicolo the Poisoner! Nicolo the Black Death! I’m coming for the soul you sold me. There is a hell!”
The thundering voice came from underneath our feet. With a sound that was not a groan and not a screech, the Italian reeled back against the heated iron of the brazier. Starting from that fiery contact with an unearthly shriek, he threw up his arms and dashed away into the darkness. The sound of his madly hurrying footsteps came back to us until the guest house had swallowed him and his guilty terrors.
The booming voice came from beneath our feet. With a sound that was neither a groan nor a screech, the Italian recoiled against the hot iron of the brazier. After making contact with the fiery surface, he let out an otherworldly shriek, raised his arms, and ran off into the darkness. We could still hear the sound of his frantic footsteps until the guest house consumed him and his feelings of guilt.
“Can the preacher play the devil too?” I asked, as Sparrow came up to us from the other side of the fire. “I could have sworn that that voice came from the bowels of the earth. 'T is the strangest gift!”
“Can the preacher play the devil too?” I asked, as Sparrow approached us from the other side of the fire. “I could have sworn that voice came from deep within the earth. It's the strangest gift!”
“A mere trick,” he said, with his great laugh, “but it has served me well on more occasions than one. It is not known in Virginia, sir, but before ever the word of the Lord came to me to save poor silly souls I was a player. Once I played the King's ghost in Will Shakespeare's 'Hamlet,' and then, I warrant you, I spoke from the cellarage indeed. I so frighted players and playgoers that they swore it was witchcraft, and Burbage's knees did knock together in dead earnest. But to the matter in hand. When I had thrown yonder stone, I walked quietly down to the Governor's house and looked through the window. The Governor hath the Company's letters, and he and the Council—all save the reprobate Pory—sit there staring at them and drumming with their fingers on the table.”
“A simple trick,” he said, laughing heartily, “but it has worked for me more than once. It’s not known in Virginia, sir, but before I received the word of the Lord to help save lost souls, I was an actor. Once, I played the King’s ghost in Will Shakespeare’s 'Hamlet,' and I can assure you, I definitely spoke from the basement. I scared the actors and the audience so much that they claimed it was witchcraft, and Burbage’s knees were genuinely knocking together. But back to the main issue. After I threw that stone, I quietly walked to the Governor’s house and peered through the window. The Governor has the Company’s letters, and he and the Council—all except the worthless Pory—are sitting there staring at them and tapping their fingers on the table.”
“Is Rolfe of the Council?” I asked.
“Is Rolfe on the Council?” I asked.
“Ay; he was speaking,—for you, I suppose, though I heard not the words. They all listened, but they all shook their heads.”
“Ay; he was speaking,—for you, I guess, though I didn’t hear the words. They all listened, but they all shook their heads.”
“We shall know in the morning,” I said. “The night grows wilder, and honest folks should be abed. Nantauquas, good-night. When will you have tamed your panther?”
“We’ll find out in the morning,” I said. “The night is getting crazier, and decent people should be in bed. Nantauquas, good night. When will you have tamed your panther?”
“It is now the moon of cohonks,” answered the Indian. “When the moon of blossoms is here, the panther shall roll at the beautiful lady's feet.”
“It’s now the month of cohonks,” replied the Indian. “When the month of blossoms arrives, the panther will lie at the beautiful lady's feet.”
“The moon of blossoms!” I said. “The moon of blossoms is a long way off. I have panthers myself to tame before it comes. This wild night gives one wild thoughts, Master Sparrow. The loud wind, and the sound of the water, and the hurrying clouds—who knows if we shall ever see the moon of blossoms?” I broke off with a laugh for my own weakness. “It's not often that a soldier thinks of death,” I said. “Come to bed, reverend sir. Nantauquas, again, good-night, and may you tame your panther!”
“The moon of blossoms!” I said. “The moon of blossoms is far away. I have panthers of my own to tame before it arrives. This wild night brings wild thoughts, Master Sparrow. The loud wind, the sound of the water, and the rushing clouds—who knows if we'll ever see the moon of blossoms?” I paused, laughing at my own weakness. “It's not common for a soldier to think about death,” I said. “Come to bed, honorable sir. Nantauquas, once again, good night, and may you tame your panther!”
In the great room of the minister's house I paced up and down; now pausing at the window, to look out upon the fast darkening houses of the town, the ever thickening clouds, and the bending trees; now speaking to my wife, who sat in the chair I had drawn for her before the fire, her hands idle in her lap, her head thrown back against the wood, her face white and still, with wide dark eyes. We waited for we knew not what, but the light still burned in the Governor's house, and we could not sleep and leave it there.
In the large living room of the minister's house, I paced back and forth; sometimes stopping at the window to gaze out at the increasingly dim houses of the town, the thickening clouds, and the swaying trees; at other times, talking to my wife, who sat in the chair I had pulled up for her in front of the fire, her hands resting in her lap, her head leaning back against the wood, her face pale and still, with wide dark eyes. We waited for something we couldn't name, but the light was still on in the Governor's house, and we couldn't sleep while it remained lit.
It grew later and later. The wind howled down the chimney, and I heaped more wood upon the fire. The town lay in darkness now; only in the distance burned like an angry star the light in the Governor's house. In the lull between the blasts of wind it was so very still that the sound of my footfalls upon the floor, the dropping of the charred wood upon the hearth, the tapping of the withered vines without the window, jarred like thunder.
It grew later and later. The wind howled down the chimney, and I piled more wood onto the fire. The town was now shrouded in darkness; only in the distance did the light in the Governor's house burn like an angry star. In the brief moments between the gusts of wind, it was so quiet that the sound of my footsteps on the floor, the falling of the charred wood onto the hearth, and the tapping of the dried vines outside the window echoed like thunder.
Suddenly madam leaned forward in her chair. “There is some one at the door,” she said.
Suddenly, the lady leaned forward in her chair. “There’s someone at the door,” she said.
As she spoke, the latch rose and some one pushed heavily against the door. I had drawn the bars across. “Who is it?” I demanded, going to it.
As she spoke, the latch lifted and someone pushed hard against the door. I had pulled the bars across. “Who is it?” I asked, going towards it.
“It is Diccon, sir,” replied a guarded voice outside. “I beg of you, for the lady's sake, to let me speak to you.”
“It’s Diccon, sir,” replied a cautious voice from outside. “I ask you, for the lady’s sake, to please let me talk to you.”
I opened the door, and he crossed the threshold. I had not seen him since the night he would have played the assassin. I had heard of him as being in Martin's Hundred, with which plantation and its turbulent commander the debtor and the outlaw often found sanctuary.
I opened the door, and he stepped inside. I hadn't seen him since the night he would have been the assassin. I heard he was in Martin's Hundred, where the debtor and the outlaw often sought refuge with that plantation and its troubled leader.
“What is it, sirrah?” I inquired sternly.
“What is it, sir?” I asked firmly.
He stood with his eyes upon the floor, twirling his cap in his hands. He had looked once at madam when he entered, but not at me. When he spoke there was the old bravado in his voice, and he threw up his head with the old reckless gesture. “Though I am no longer your man, sir,” he said, “yet I hope that one Christian may warn another. The marshal, with a dozen men at his heels, will be here anon.”
He stood looking down at the floor, twisting his cap in his hands. He had glanced at the lady when he walked in, but not at me. When he spoke, there was still that familiar bravado in his voice, and he lifted his head with the same reckless movement. “Even though I’m no longer working for you, sir,” he said, “I hope one Christian can warn another. The marshal, with a dozen men behind him, will be here soon.”
“How do you know?”
“How do you know that?”
“Why, I was in the shadow by the Governor's window when the parson played eavesdropper. When he was gone I drew myself up to the ledge, and with my knife made a hole in the shutter that fitted my ear well enough. The Governor and the Council sat there, with the Company's letters spread upon the table. I heard the letters read. Sir George Yeardley's petition to be released from the governorship of Virginia is granted, but he will remain in office until the new Governor, Sir Francis Wyatt, can arrive in Virginia. The Company is out of favor. The King hath sent Sir Edwyn Sandys to the Tower. My Lord Warwick waxeth greater every day. The very life of the Company dependeth upon the pleasure of the King, and it may not defy him. You are to be taken into custody within six hours of the reading of the letter, to be kept straitly until the sailing of the Santa Teresa, and to be sent home aboard of her in irons. The lady is to go also, with all honor, and with women to attend her. Upon reaching London, you are to be sent to the Tower, the lady to Whitehall. The Court of High Commission will take the matter under consideration at once. My Lord of Southampton writes that, because of the urgent entreaty of Sir George Yeardley, he will do for you all that lieth in his power, but that if you prove not yourself conformable, there will be little that any can do.”
“Why, I was in the shadows by the Governor's window when the parson was eavesdropping. Once he left, I pulled myself up to the ledge and used my knife to make a hole in the shutter that fit my ear just right. The Governor and the Council were there, with the Company's letters spread out on the table. I heard the letters being read. Sir George Yeardley's request to step down as the governor of Virginia is approved, but he will stay in the position until the new Governor, Sir Francis Wyatt, arrives in Virginia. The Company is losing favor. The King has sent Sir Edwyn Sandys to the Tower. My Lord Warwick is gaining power every day. The very existence of the Company depends on the King's favor, and it cannot oppose him. You are to be taken into custody within six hours of the letter being read, to be held strictly until the Santa Teresa sets sail, and then you will be sent back home in chains. The lady will also go, with all due respect and attendants. Upon arriving in London, you will be sent to the Tower, and the lady to Whitehall. The Court of High Commission will consider the matter immediately. My Lord of Southampton writes that due to Sir George Yeardley's urgent request, he will do everything he can for you, but if you do not behave accordingly, there will be little anyone can do.”
“When will the marshal be here?” I demanded.
“When will the marshal be here?” I asked.
“Directly. The Governor was sending for him when I left the window. Master Rolfe spoke vehemently for you, and would have left the Council to come to you; but the Governor, swearing that the Company should not be betrayed by its officers, constrained him to remain. I'm not the Company's officer, so I may tell its orders if I please. A masterless man may speak without fear or favor. I have told you all I know.” Before I could speak he was gone, closing the door heavily behind him.
“Directly. The Governor was calling for him when I left the window. Master Rolfe argued passionately for you and would have left the Council to come to you; but the Governor, insisting that the Company shouldn't be betrayed by its officers, forced him to stay. I'm not an officer of the Company, so I can share its orders if I want. A free man can speak without fear or bias. I’ve told you everything I know.” Before I could respond, he was gone, slamming the door behind him.
I turned to the King's ward. She had risen from the chair, and now stood in the centre of the room, one hand at her bosom, the other clenched at her side, her head thrown up. She looked as she had looked at Weyanoke, that first night.
I turned to the King's ward. She had gotten up from the chair and was now standing in the center of the room, one hand on her chest and the other clenched at her side, her head held high. She looked just like she had at Weyanoke that first night.
“Madam,” I said under my breath.
"Ma'am," I said softly.
She turned her face upon me. “Did you think,” she asked in a low, even voice,—“did you think that I would ever set my foot upon that ship,—that ship on the river there? One ship brought me here upon a shameful errand; another shall not take me upon one more shameful still.”
She turned to me. “Did you think,” she asked in a calm, steady voice, “did you think I would ever step foot on that ship—the one on the river there? One ship brought me here for a disgraceful task; another won't take me for an even more disgraceful one.”
She took her hand from her bosom; in it gleamed in the firelight the small dagger I had given her that night. She laid it on the table, but kept her hand upon it. “You will choose for me, sir,” she declared.
She took her hand from her chest; in it sparkled in the firelight the small dagger I had given her that night. She placed it on the table but kept her hand on it. “You will choose for me, sir,” she said.
I went to the door and looked out. “It is a wild night,” I said. “I can suit it with as wild an enterprise. Make a bundle of your warmest clothing, madam, and wrap your mantle about you. Will you take Angela?”
I went to the door and looked outside. “It’s a crazy night,” I said. “I can match it with a crazy adventure. Pack up your warmest clothes, ma'am, and wrap your coat around you. Are you bringing Angela?”
“No,” she answered. “I will not have her peril too upon me.”
“No,” she replied. “I won't put her in danger because of me.”
As she stood there, her hand no longer upon the dagger, the large tears welled into her eyes and fell slowly over her white cheeks. “It is for mine honor, sir,” she said. “I know that I ask your death.”
As she stood there, her hand no longer on the dagger, large tears filled her eyes and rolled slowly down her pale cheeks. “It’s for my honor, sir,” she said. “I realize that I'm asking for your death.”
I could not bear to see her weep, and so I spoke roughly. “I have told you before,” I said, “that your honor is my honor. Do you think I would sleep to-morrow night, in the hold of the Santa Teresa, knowing that my wife supped with my Lord Carnal?”
I couldn't stand to see her cry, so I spoke harshly. “I've told you before,” I said, “that your honor is my honor. Do you really think I could sleep tomorrow night in the hold of the Santa Teresa, knowing that my wife was dining with my Lord Carnal?”
I crossed the room to take my pistols from the rack. As I passed her she caught my hand in hers, and bending pressed her lips upon it. “You have been very good to me,” she murmured. “Do not think me an ingrate.”
I walked across the room to grab my pistols from the rack. As I went by her, she took my hand and kissed it. “You’ve been really good to me,” she whispered. “Don’t think I’m ungrateful.”
Five minutes later she came from her own room, hooded and mantled, and with a packet of clothing in her hand. I extinguished the torches, then opened the door. As we crossed the threshold, we paused as by one impulse and looked back into the firelit warmth of the room; then I closed the door softly behind us, and we went out into the night.
Five minutes later, she walked out of her room, wearing a hood and a cloak, holding a bundle of clothes. I turned off the torches and then opened the door. As we stepped outside, we both paused and glanced back into the cozy, fire-lit room; then I gently shut the door behind us, and we headed out into the night.
CHAPTER XIX IN WHICH WE HAVE UNEXPECTED COMPANY
THE wind, which had heretofore come in fierce blasts, was now steadying to a gale. What with the flying of the heaped clouds, the slanting, groaning pines, and the rushing of the river, the whole earth seemed a fugitive, fleeing breathless to the sea. From across the neck of land came the long-drawn howl of wolves, and in the wood beyond the church a catamount screamed and screamed. The town before us lay as dark and as still as the grave; from the garden where we were we could not see the Governor's house.
THE wind, which had previously come in fierce gusts, was now settling into a gale. With the swirling clouds, the swaying, creaking pines, and the rushing river, the whole earth seemed like a fugitive, breathlessly fleeing to the sea. From across the stretch of land came the long howl of wolves, and in the woods beyond the church, a cougar screamed and screamed. The town in front of us lay as dark and still as a grave; from the garden where we were, we couldn’t see the Governor's house.
“I will carry madam's bundle,” said a voice behind us.
“I’ll carry your bundle, ma'am,” said a voice behind us.
It was the minister who had spoken, and he now stood beside us. There was a moment's silence, then I said, with a laugh: “We are not going upon a summer jaunt, friend Sparrow. There is a warm fire in the great room, to which your reverence had best betake yourself out of this windy night.”
It was the minister who had spoken, and he now stood next to us. There was a brief silence, then I said, laughing, “We’re not going on a summer trip, friend Sparrow. There’s a warm fire in the great room, and you’d better head there to escape this chilly night.”
As he made no movement to depart, but instead possessed himself of Mistress Percy's bundle, I spoke again, with some impatience: “We are no longer of your fold, reverend sir, but are bound for another parish. We give you hearty thanks for your hospitality, and wish you a very good night.”
As he didn't make any move to leave and instead took Mistress Percy's bundle, I spoke again, a bit impatiently: “We're no longer part of your group, Reverend, but we're heading to another parish. We sincerely thank you for your hospitality and wish you a good night.”
As I spoke I would have taken the bundle from him, but he tucked it under his arm, and, passing us, opened the garden gate. “Did I forget to tell you,” he said, “that worthy Master Bucke is well of the fever, and returns to his own to-morrow? His house and church are no longer mine. I have no charge anywhere. I am free and footloose. May I not go with you, madam? There may be dragons to slay, and two can guard a distressed princess better than one. Will you take me for your squire, Captain Percy?”
As I was talking, I would have grabbed the bundle from him, but he tucked it under his arm and, walking past us, opened the garden gate. “Did I forget to mention,” he said, “that the good Master Bucke is over his fever and is going back home tomorrow? His house and church aren't mine anymore. I don’t have any responsibilities anywhere. I’m free and unencumbered. Can I join you, ma'am? There might be dragons to fight, and two can protect a distressed princess better than one. Will you take me on as your squire, Captain Percy?”
He held out his great hand, and after a moment I put my own in it.
He extended his large hand, and after a brief moment, I placed my own in it.
We left the garden and struck into a lane. “The river, then, instead of the forest?” he asked in a low voice.
We left the garden and walked down a lane. “The river, then, instead of the forest?” he asked quietly.
“Ay,” I answered. “Of the two evils it seems the lesser.”
“Ay,” I replied. “Of the two options, this one seems to be the lesser evil.”
“How about a boat?”
“Want to go boating?”
“My own is fastened to the piles of the old deserted wharf.”
“My own is tied to the beams of the old abandoned dock.”
“You have with you neither food nor water.”
“You don’t have any food or water with you.”
“Both are in the boat. I have kept her victualed for a week or more.”
“Both of them are in the boat. I’ve had her stocked with food for a week or more.”
He laughed in the darkness, and I heard my wife beside me utter a stifled exclamation.
He laughed in the dark, and I heard my wife next to me let out a muffled gasp.
The lane that we were now in ran parallel to the street to within fifty yards of the guest house, when it bent sharply down to the river. We moved silently and with caution, for some night bird might accost us or the watch come upon us. In the guest house all was darkness save one room,—the upper room,—from which came a very pale light. When we had turned with the lane there were no houses to pass; only gaunt pines and copses of sumach. I took my wife by the hand and hurried her on. A hundred yards before us ran the river, dark and turbulent, and between us and it rose an old, unsafe, and abandoned landing. Sparrow laid his hand upon my arm. “Footsteps behind us,” he whispered.
The path we were on ran parallel to the street, just fifty yards from the guest house, before it took a sharp turn down toward the river. We moved quietly and carefully, since any night bird could confront us or the watch could catch us. The guest house was dark except for one room—the upper room—where a faint light shone. As we followed the path, there were no houses around, just tall pines and clumps of sumac. I took my wife’s hand and urged her to move faster. A hundred yards ahead, the river flowed, dark and rough, and between us and it was an old, unsafe, abandoned landing. Sparrow placed his hand on my arm. “Footsteps behind us,” he whispered.
Without slackening pace I turned my head and looked. The clouds, high around the horizon, were thinning overhead, and the moon, herself invisible, yet lightened the darkness below. The sandy lane stretched behind us like a ribbon of twilight,—nothing to be seen but it and the ebony mass of bush and tree lining it on either side. We hastened on. A minute later and we heard behind us a sound like the winding of a small horn, clear, shrill, and sweet. Sparrow and I wheeled—and saw nothing. The trees ran down to the very edge of the wharf, upon whose rotten, loosened, and noisy boards we now trod. Suddenly the clouds above us broke, and the moon shone forth, whitening the mountainous clouds, the ridged and angry river, and the low, tree-fringed shore. Below us, fastened to the piles and rocking with the waves, was the open boat in which we were to embark. A few broken steps led from the boards above to the water below. Descending these I sprang into the boat and held out my arms for Mistress Percy. Sparrow gave her to me, and I lifted her down beside me; then turned to give what aid I might to the minister, who was halfway down the steps—and faced my Lord Carnal.
Without slowing down, I turned my head and looked. The clouds, high around the horizon, were thinning overhead, and even though the moon was hidden, it still lit up the darkness below. The sandy lane stretched behind us like a ribbon of twilight—nothing to see but that and the dark mass of bushes and trees lining it on either side. We hurried on. A minute later, we heard a sound behind us like a small horn being played, clear, sharp, and sweet. Sparrow and I turned around—and saw nothing. The trees reached right down to the edge of the wharf, where we were now stepping onto the rotten, loose, and creaky boards. Suddenly, the clouds above us parted, and the moon shone brightly, illuminating the towering clouds, the choppy river, and the low, tree-lined shore. Below us, tied to the posts and rocking with the waves, was the open boat we were about to board. A few broken steps led from the boards above to the water below. Going down these, I jumped into the boat and extended my arms for Mistress Percy. Sparrow handed her to me, and I lifted her down beside me; then I turned to offer whatever help I could to the minister, who was halfway down the steps—and came face to face with my Lord Carnal.
What devil had led him forth on such a night; why he, whom with my own eyes, three hours agone, I had seen drunken, should have chosen, after his carouse, cold air and his own company rather than sleep; when and where he first spied us, how long he had followed us, I have never known. Perhaps he could not sleep for triumph, had heard of my impending arrest, had come forth to add to the bitterness of my cup by his presence, and so had happened upon us. He could only have guessed at those he followed, until he reached the edge of the wharf and looked down upon us in the moonlight. For a moment he stood without moving; then he raised his hand to his lips, and the shrill call that had before startled us rang out again. At the far end of the lane lights appeared. Men were coming down the lane at a run; whether they were the watch, or my lord's own rogues, we tarried not to see. There was not time to loosen the rope from the piles, so I drew my knife to cut it. My lord saw the movement, and sprang down the steps, at the same time shouting to the men behind to hasten. Sparrow, grappling with him, locked him in a giant's embrace, lifted him bodily from the steps, and flung him into the boat. His head struck against a thwart, and he lay, huddled beneath it, quiet enough. The minister sprang after him, and I cut the rope. By now the wharf shook with running feet, and the backward-streaming flame of the torches reddened its boards and the black water beneath; but each instant the water widened between us and our pursuers. Wind and current swept us out, and at that wharf there were no boats to follow us.
What kind of devil had led him out on a night like this? Why had he, who just three hours ago I had seen drunk, chosen the cold air and his own company over sleep? When and where he first spotted us, or how long he had been following us, I never figured out. Maybe he couldn’t sleep out of triumph, had heard about my impending arrest, and came out to add to my misery by showing up. He could only guess who he was following until he reached the edge of the wharf and looked down at us in the moonlight. For a moment, he stood still. Then he raised his hand to his lips, and the shrill call that had startled us before rang out again. At the far end of the lane, lights appeared. Men were running down the lane; whether they were the watch or my lord's own men, we didn’t stop to find out. There wasn't time to untie the rope from the piles, so I took out my knife to cut it. My lord saw the movement and jumped down the steps while shouting to the men behind to hurry. Sparrow, grappling with him, grabbed him in a giant's embrace, picked him up from the steps, and tossed him into the boat. His head hit a thwart, and he lay there, huddled underneath it, quiet enough. The minister jumped after him, and I cut the rope. By then, the wharf was shaking with running feet, and the flickering flames of the torches turned the boards and the black water below red; but with every moment, the water widened between us and our pursuers. The wind and current pushed us out, and there were no boats at that wharf to follow us.
Those whom my lord's whistle had brought were now upon the very edge of the wharf. The marshal's voice called upon us in the name of the King to return. Finding that we vouchsafed no answer, he pulled out a pistol and fired, the ball going through my hat; then whipped out its fellow and fired again. Mistress Percy, whose behavior had been that of an angel, stirred in her seat. I did not know until the day broke that the ball had grazed her arm, drenching her sleeve with blood.
Those who my lord's whistle had summoned were now right at the edge of the wharf. The marshal's voice demanded that we return in the name of the King. When we didn’t respond, he pulled out a pistol and fired, the bullet going straight through my hat; then he drew another and fired again. Mistress Percy, who had behaved like an angel, shifted in her seat. I didn't find out until dawn that the bullet had grazed her arm, soaking her sleeve with blood.
“It is time we were away,” I said, with a laugh. “If your reverence will keep your hand upon the tiller and your eye upon the gentleman whom you have made our traveling companion, I'll put up the sail.”
“It’s time for us to go,” I said, laughing. “If you’ll keep your hand on the steering wheel and your eye on the guy you’ve made our travel buddy, I’ll raise the sail.”
I was on my way to the foremast, when the boom lying prone before me rose. Slowly and majestically the sail ascended, tapering upward, silvered by the moon,—the great white pinion which should bear us we knew not whither. I stopped short in my tracks, Mistress Percy drew a sobbing breath, and the minister gasped with admiration. We all three stared as though the white cloth had veritably been a monster wing endowed with life.
I was heading toward the front mast when the boom lying flat in front of me lifted. Slowly and gracefully, the sail rose, tapering upward, glimmering in the moonlight—this huge white wing that would take us who knows where. I stopped in my tracks, Mistress Percy drew a shaky breath, and the minister gasped in awe. We all three stared as if the white cloth had truly become a living, breathing monster wing.
“Sails don't rise of themselves!” I exclaimed, and was at the mast before the words were out of my lips. Crouched behind it was a man. I should have known him even without the aid of the moon. Often enough, God knows, I had seen him crouched like this beside me, ourselves in ambush awaiting some unwary foe, brute or human; or ourselves in hiding, holding our breath lest it should betray us. The minister who had been a player, the rival who would have poisoned me, the servant who would have stabbed me, the wife who was wife in name only,—mine were strange shipmates.
“Sails don’t raise themselves!” I shouted, and I was at the mast before the words even left my lips. Crouched behind it was a guy. I would have recognized him even without the moonlight. God knows, I had seen him crouched like this next to me many times before, both of us waiting silently for some unsuspecting enemy, whether beast or human; or hiding ourselves, holding our breath so we wouldn’t give away our position. The minister who used to be an actor, the rival who would have poisoned me, the servant who would have stabbed me, the wife who was just a wife in name only—these were my unusual crewmates.
He rose to his feet and stood there against the mast, in the old half-submissive, half-defiant attitude, with his head thrown back in the old way.
He got up and stood there against the mast, in that familiar half-submissive, half-defiant stance, with his head tilted back like before.
“If you order me, sir, I will swim ashore,” he said, half sullenly, half—I know not how.
“If you command me, sir, I’ll swim to shore,” he said, half sulky, half—I don’t know how.
“You would never reach the shore,” I replied. “And you know that I will never order you again. Stay here if you please, or come aft if you please.”
“You would never make it to the shore,” I replied. “And you know that I will never give you orders again. Stay here if you want, or come back if you want.”
I went back and took the tiller from Sparrow. We were now in mid-river, and the swollen stream and the strong wind bore us on with them like a leaf before the gale. We left behind the lights and the clamor, the dark town and the silent fort, the weary Due Return and the shipping about the lower wharf. Before us loomed the Santa Teresa; we passed so close beneath her huge black sides that we heard the wind whistling through her rigging. When she, too, was gone, the river lay bare before us; silver when the moon shone, of an inky blackness when it was obscured by one of the many flying clouds.
I took the tiller from Sparrow again. We were now in the middle of the river, and the swollen current and the strong wind pushed us along like a leaf caught in a gale. We left behind the lights and noise, the dark town and the quiet fort, the tired Due Return, and the ships at the lower wharf. In front of us loomed the Santa Teresa; we passed so close to her massive black hull that we could hear the wind whistling through her rigging. Once she was gone, the river stretched out before us; it shimmered silver in the moonlight and turned an inky black when it was hidden by one of the many drifting clouds.
My wife wrapped her mantle closer about her, and, leaning back in her seat in the stern beside me, raised her face to the wild and solemn heavens. Diccon sat apart in the bow and held his tongue. The minister bent over, and, lifting the man that lay in the bottom of the boat, laid him at full length upon the thwart before us. The moonlight streamed down upon the prostrate figure. I think it could never have shone upon a more handsome or a more wicked man. He lay there in his splendid dress and dark beauty, Endymion-like, beneath the moon. The King's ward turned her eyes upon him, kept them there a moment, then glanced away, and looked at him no more.
My wife pulled her cloak tighter around herself and leaned back in her seat in the stern beside me, raising her face to the wild and solemn skies. Diccon sat off by himself in the bow and stayed quiet. The minister leaned over, lifted the man lying at the bottom of the boat, and laid him down flat on the thwart in front of us. Moonlight poured over the motionless figure. I don't think it could've shone on a more handsome or more wicked man. He lay there in his fine clothes and dark beauty, like Endymion beneath the moon. The King's ward looked at him, held her gaze for a moment, then looked away and didn't look at him again.
“There's a parlous lump upon his forehead where it struck the thwart,” said the minister, “but the life's yet in him. He'll shame honest men for many a day to come. Your Platonists, who from a goodly outside argue as fair a soul, could never have been acquainted with this gentleman.”
“There's a dangerous bump on his forehead where it hit the seat,” said the minister, “but he's still alive. He'll embarrass decent people for a long time to come. Your Platonists, who argue for a fair soul based on a nice appearance, could never have known this guy.”
The subject of his discourse moaned and stirred. The minister raised one of the hanging hands and felt for the pulse. “Faint enough,” he went on. “A little more and the King might have waited for his minion forever and a day. It would have been the better for us, who have now, indeed, a strange fish upon our hands, but I am glad I killed him not.”
The person he was talking about groaned and moved. The minister lifted one of the dangling hands and checked the pulse. “Pretty weak,” he continued. “A little longer and the King might have had to wait on his favorite forever. It might have been better for us, as we now have a really unusual situation on our hands, but I'm glad I didn't kill him.”
I tossed him a flask. “It's good aqua vitae, and the flask is honest. Give him to drink of it.”
I threw him a flask. “It's good spirits, and the flask is genuine. Let him drink from it.”
He forced the liquor between my lord's teeth, then dashed water in his face. Another minute and the King's favorite sat up and looked around him. Dazed as yet, he stared, with no comprehension in his eyes, at the clouds, the sail, the rushing water, the dark figures about him. “Nicolo!” he cried sharply.
He pushed the liquor between my lord's teeth, then splashed water on his face. In another minute, the King's favorite sat up and looked around. Still dazed, he stared, confused, at the clouds, the sail, the rushing water, and the dark figures around him. “Nicolo!” he called out sharply.
“He's not here, my lord,” I said.
"He's not here, my lord," I said.
At the sound of my voice he sprang to his feet.
At the sound of my voice, he jumped to his feet.
“I should advise your lordship to sit still,” I said. “The wind is very boisterous, and we are not under bare poles. If you exert yourself, you may capsize the boat.”
“I think it’s best for you to stay still,” I said. “The wind is really strong, and we’re not sailing with just the bare necessities. If you move around too much, you might tip the boat over.”
He sat down mechanically, and put his hand to his forehead. I watched him curiously. It was the strangest trick that fortune had played him.
He sat down automatically and put his hand to his forehead. I watched him with curiosity. It was the weirdest trick that fate had pulled on him.
His hand dropped at last, and he straightened himself, with a long breath. “Who threw me into the boat?” he demanded.
His hand finally fell, and he straightened up, exhaling deeply. “Who threw me into the boat?” he asked.
“The honor was mine,” declared the minister.
“The honor was mine,” said the minister.
The King's minion lacked not the courage of the body, nor, when passionate action had brought him naught, a certain reserve force of philosophy. He now did the best thing he could have done,—burst into a roar of laughter. “Zooks!” he cried. “It's as good a comedy as ever I saw! How's the play to end, captain? Are we to go off laughing, or is the end to be bloody after all? For instance, is there murder to be done?” He looked at me boldly, one hand on his hip, the other twirling his mustaches.
The King's loyal follower had both physical courage and a thoughtful attitude when fervent action left him empty-handed. At that moment, he did the best thing he could—he burst into a loud laugh. “Wow!” he exclaimed. “This is as good a comedy as I've ever seen! How's the play going to end, captain? Are we leaving with smiles, or is it going to end in bloodshed after all? For instance, is there going to be a murder?” He looked at me confidently, one hand on his hip, the other twirling his mustache.
“We are not all murderers, my lord,” I told him. “For the present you are in no danger other than that which is common to us all.”
“We're not all murderers, my lord,” I said to him. “Right now, you're not in any danger except for what we all face.”
He looked at the clouds piling behind us, thicker and thicker, higher and higher, at the bending mast, at the black water swirling now and again over the gunwales. “It's enough,” he muttered.
He watched the clouds building up behind us, getting thicker and thicker, rising higher and higher, at the bending mast, at the dark water swirling over the sides now and then. “That’s enough,” he muttered.
I beckoned to Diccon, and putting the tiller into his hands went forward to reef the sail. When it was done and I was back in my place, my lord spoke again.
I signaled to Diccon, handed him the tiller, and went to adjust the sail. Once I finished and returned to my spot, my lord spoke again.
“Where are we going, captain?”
“Where are we headed, captain?”
“I don't know.”
"I don't know."
“If you leave that sail up much longer, you will land us at the bottom of the river.”
“If you keep that sail up much longer, we're going to end up at the bottom of the river.”
“There are worse places,” I replied.
“There are worse places,” I said.
He left his seat, and moved, though with caution, to one nearer Mistress Percy. “Are cold and storm and peril sweeter to you, lady, than warmth and safety, and a love that would guard you from, not run you into, danger?” he said in a whisper. “Do you not wish this boat the Santa Teresa, these rude boards the velvet cushions of her state cabin, this darkness her many lights, this cold her warmth, with the night shut out and love shut in?”
He got up from his seat and, carefully, moved closer to Mistress Percy. “Are cold, storms, and danger more appealing to you, lady, than warmth, safety, and a love that protects you from harm instead of putting you in it?” he asked softly. “Don’t you wish this boat was the Santa Teresa, these rough boards were the plush cushions of her cabin, this darkness was filled with her bright lights, and this cold was her warmth, with the night kept out and love kept in?”
His audacity, if it angered me, yet made me laugh. Not so with the King's ward. She shrank from him until she pressed against the tiller. Our flight, the pursuing feet, the struggle at the wharf, her wounded arm of which she had not told, the terror of the white sail rising as if by magic, the vision of the man she hated lying as one dead before her in the moonlight, the cold, the hurry of the night,—small wonder if her spirit failed her for some time. I felt her hand touch mine where it rested upon the tiller. “Captain Percy,” she murmured, with a little sobbing breath.
His boldness, though it annoyed me, also made me laugh. Not so for the King's ward. She recoiled from him until she was pressed against the tiller. Our escape, the footsteps behind us, the struggle at the wharf, her injured arm that she hadn't mentioned, the fear of the white sail appearing as if by magic, the image of the man she despised lying before her like a corpse in the moonlight, the cold, the rush of the night—it's no wonder she felt like giving up for a while. I felt her hand brush against mine where it rested on the tiller. “Captain Percy,” she whispered, with a slight sob.
I leaned across the tiller and addressed the favorite. “My lord,” I said, “courtesy to prisoners is one thing, and freedom from restraint and license of tongue is another. Here at the stern the boat is somewhat heavily freighted. Your lordship will oblige me if you will go forward where there is room enough and to spare.”
I leaned over the tiller and spoke to the favorite. “My lord,” I said, “being nice to prisoners is one thing, but having no restrictions and speaking freely is another. Here at the stern, the boat is a bit overloaded. I would appreciate it if you could move to the front where there’s plenty of space.”
His black brows drew together. “And what if I refuse, sir?” he demanded haughtily.
His black eyebrows frowned together. “And what if I refuse, sir?” he asked arrogantly.
“I have rope here,” I answered, “and to aid me the gentleman who once before to-night, and in despite of your struggles, lifted you in his arms like an infant. We will tie you hand and foot, and lay you in the bottom of the boat. If you make too much trouble, there is always the river. My lord, you are not now at Whitehall. You are with desperate men, outlaws who have no king, and so fear no king's minions. Will you go free, or will you go bound? Go you shall, one way or the other.”
“I have rope here,” I replied, “and to help me, the same guy who picked you up like a baby earlier tonight, despite your struggles. We’ll tie your hands and feet and lay you at the bottom of the boat. If you cause too much trouble, there's always the river. My lord, you are no longer at Whitehall. You’re with desperate men, outlaws who fear no king and have no loyalty to anyone. Will you choose to go freely, or will you be taken against your will? You will leave, one way or another.”
He looked at me with rage and hatred in his face. Then, with a laugh that was not good to hear and a shrug of the shoulders, he went forward to bear Diccon company in the bow.
He looked at me with anger and hatred on his face. Then, with a laugh that was unpleasant to hear and a shrug of his shoulders, he moved ahead to keep Diccon company in the bow.
CHAPTER XX IN WHICH WE ARE IN DESPERATE CASE
“GOD walketh upon the sea as he walketh upon the land,” said the minister. “The sea is his and we are his. He will do what it liketh him with his own.” As he spoke he looked with a steadfast soul into the black hollow of the wave that combed above us, threatening destruction.
“God walks on the sea just like he walks on land,” said the minister. “The sea is his and we are his. He will do whatever he wants with what’s his.” As he spoke, he looked with a determined spirit into the dark abyss of the wave that loomed above us, threatening destruction.
The wave broke, and the boat still lived. Borne high upon the shoulder of the next rolling hill, we looked north, south, east, and west, and saw only a waste of livid, ever forming, ever breaking waves, a gray sky streaked with darker gray shifting vapor, and a horizon impenetrably veiled. Where we were in the great bay, in what direction we were being driven, how near we might be to the open sea or to some fatal shore, we knew not. What we did know was that both masts were gone, that we must bail the boat without ceasing if we would keep it from swamping, that the wind was doing an apparently impossible thing and rising higher and higher, and that the waves which buffeted us from one to the other were hourly swelling to a more monstrous bulk.
The wave crashed, but the boat still survived. Lifted high on the next rolling hill, we looked in every direction—north, south, east, and west—and saw nothing but a stretch of gray, constantly forming and breaking waves, a dull sky streaked with darker gray clouds, and a horizon obscured completely. We had no idea where we were in the vast bay, where we were being pushed, how close we might be to the open ocean or a dangerous shore. What we did know was that both masts were gone, that we had to keep bailing water out of the boat nonstop to prevent it from sinking, that the wind was doing the seemingly impossible by getting stronger, and that the waves slamming into us were growing larger by the hour.
We had come into the wider waters at dawn, and still under canvas. An hour later, off Point Comfort, a bare mast contented us; we had hardly gotten the sail in when mast and all went overboard. That had been hours ago.
We entered the open waters at dawn, still under sail. An hour later, off Point Comfort, a bare mast made us feel satisfied; we had barely gotten the sail down when the mast and everything went overboard. That was hours ago.
A common peril is a mighty leveler of barriers. Scant time was there in that boat to make distinction between friend and foe. As one man we fought the element which would devour us. Each took his turn at the bailing, each watched for the next great wave before which we must cower, clinging with numbed hands to gunwale and thwart. We fared alike, toiled alike, and suffered alike, only that the minister and I cared for Mistress Percy, asking no help from the others.
A shared danger is a powerful equalizer. There was barely any time in that boat to tell friend from foe. We fought together against the force that could consume us. Each of us took our turn bailing water, watching for the next huge wave that would make us cower, gripping the sides of the boat with freezing hands. We fared the same, worked the same, and suffered the same, except that the minister and I looked after Mistress Percy, not asking the others for help.
The King's ward endured all without a murmur. She was cold, she was worn with watching and terror, she was wounded; each moment Death raised his arm to strike, but she sat there dauntless, and looked him in the face with a smile upon her own. If, wearied out, we had given up the fight, her look would have spurred us on to wrestle with our fate to the last gasp. She sat between Sparrow and me, and as best we might we shielded her from the drenching seas and the icy wind. Morning had shown me the blood upon her sleeve, and I had cut away the cloth from the white arm, and had washed the wound with wine and bound it up. If for my fee, I should have liked to press my lips upon the blue-veined marble, still I did it not.
The King's ward endured everything without a sound. She was cold, exhausted from fear and sleepless nights, and she was injured; every moment felt like Death was about to strike, but she sat there fearless, meeting his gaze with a smile. If we had been too weary to keep fighting, her expression would have pushed us to struggle against our fate until the very end. She sat between Sparrow and me, and we did our best to shield her from the pouring sea and the biting wind. By morning, I had seen the blood on her sleeve, so I cut away the fabric from her pale arm, cleaned the wound with wine, and bandaged it up. Although I longed to kiss her cool, blue-veined skin as payment, I held back.
When, a week before, I had stored the boat with food and drink and had brought it to that lonely wharf, I had thought that if at the last my wife willed to flee I would attempt to reach the bay, and passing out between the capes would go to the north. Given an open boat and the tempestuous seas of November, there might be one chance out of a hundred of our reaching Manhattan and the Dutch, who might or might not give us refuge. She had willed to flee, and we were upon our journey, and the one chance had vanished. That wan, monotonous, cold, and clinging mist had shrouded us for our burial, and our grave yawned beneath us.
When I had packed the boat with food and drinks and brought it to that lonely dock a week ago, I thought that if my wife chose to escape at the last moment, I would try to head to the bay, and then slip out between the capes to the north. With just an open boat and the rough seas of November, there might have been a one in a hundred chance of us reaching Manhattan and the Dutch, who might or might not take us in. She chose to flee, and we were on our way, but that one chance was gone. That pale, monotonous, cold, and clinging mist had enveloped us for our burial, and our grave awaited us beneath.
The day passed and the night came, and still we fought the sea, and still the wind drove us whither it would. The night passed and the second morning came, and found us yet alive. My wife lay now at my feet, her head pillowed upon the bundle she had brought from the minister's house. Too weak for speech, waiting in pain and cold and terror for death to bring her warmth and life, the knightly spirit yet lived in her eyes, and she smiled when I bent over her with wine to moisten her lips. At length she began to wander in her mind, and to speak of summer days and flowers. A hand held my heart in a slowly tightening grip of iron, and the tears ran down the minister's cheeks. The man who had darkened her young life, bringing her to this, looked at her with an ashen face.
The day went by and night fell, and we continued to battle the sea, while the wind pushed us wherever it wanted. The night passed, and the second morning arrived, finding us still alive. My wife lay at my feet, her head resting on the bundle she had brought from the minister's house. She was too weak to speak, enduring pain, cold, and fear, waiting for death to bring her warmth and life. Yet the noble spirit still shone in her eyes, and she smiled when I leaned over her, offering wine to moisten her lips. Eventually, she started to drift in her thoughts, talking about summer days and flowers. A hand seemed to grip my heart tightly, and tears streamed down the minister's face. The man who had cast a shadow over her young life, leading her to this moment, looked at her with a pale face.
As the day wore on, the gray of the sky paled to a dead man's hue and the wind lessened, but the waves were still mountain high. One moment we poised, like the gulls that now screamed about us, upon some giddy summit, the sky alone above and around us; the next we sank into dark green and glassy caverns. Suddenly the wind fell away, veered, and rose again like a giant refreshed.
As the day went on, the gray sky faded to a lifeless color, and the wind calmed down, but the waves were still huge. One moment we stood, like the gulls that screeched around us, on some steep peak, with only the sky above and around us; the next, we plunged into dark green and smooth caverns. Suddenly the wind died down, shifted direction, and picked up again like a giant that had just gotten a boost of energy.
Diccon started, put his hand to his ear, then sprang to his feet. “Breakers!” he cried hoarsely.
Diccon jumped up, cupped his hand to his ear, then sprang to his feet. “Waves!” he shouted hoarsely.
We listened with straining ears. He was right. The low, ominous murmur changed to a distant roar, grew louder yet, and yet louder, and was no longer distant.
We listened closely. He was right. The low, threatening murmur turned into a distant roar, got louder, and even louder, and was no longer distant.
“It will be the sand islets off Cape Charles, sir,” he said. I nodded. He and I knew there was no need of words.
“It will be the sand islets off Cape Charles, sir,” he said. I nodded. He and I knew there was no need for words.
The sky grew paler and paler, and soon upon the woof of the clouds a splash of dull yellow showed where the sun would be. The fog rose, laying bare the desolate ocean. Before us were two very small islands, mere handfuls of sand, lying side by side, and encompassed half by the open sea, half by stiller waters diked in by marshes and sand bars. A coarse, scanty grass and a few stunted trees with branches bending away from the sea lived upon them, but nothing else. Over them and over the marshes and the sand banks circled myriads of great white gulls. Their harsh, unearthly voices came to us faintly, and increased the desolation of earth and sky and sea.
The sky became lighter and lighter, and soon a dull yellow patch appeared on the clouds where the sun would be. The fog lifted, revealing the bleak ocean. In front of us were two tiny islands, just small piles of sand, sitting side by side, half surrounded by the open sea and half by calmer waters bordered by marshes and sandbars. There was some rough, sparse grass and a few stunted trees with branches leaning away from the sea, but that was it. Over the islands, marshes, and sandbanks, countless large white gulls circled. Their harsh, otherworldly calls reached us faintly, adding to the bleakness of the earth, sky, and sea.
To the shell-strewn beach of the outer of the two islets raced long lines of surf, and between us and it lurked a sand bar, against which the great rollers dashed with a bull-like roar. The wind drove us straight upon this bar. A moment of deadly peril and it had us fast, holding us for the waves to beat our life out. The boat listed, then rested, quivering through all its length. The waves pounded against its side, each watery battering-ram dissolving in foam and spray but to give place to another, and yet it held together, and yet we lived. How long it would hold we could not tell; we only knew it could not be for long. The inclination of the boat was not so great but that, with caution, we might move about. There were on board rope and an axe. With the latter I cut away the thwarts and the decking in the bow, and Diccon and I made a small raft. When it was finished, I lifted my wife in my arms and laid her upon it and lashed her to it with the rope. She smiled like a child, then closed her eyes. “I have gathered primroses until I am tired,” she said. “I will sleep here a little in the sunshine, and when I awake I will make you a cowslip ball.”
To the shell-covered beach of the outer of the two islands rushed long lines of surf, and between us and it was a sand bar, where the huge waves crashed with a loud roar. The wind pushed us right toward this bar. In a moment of deadly danger, it trapped us, holding us for the waves to try and wash us away. The boat tilted, then steadied, shaking all over. The waves slammed against its side, each watery impact dissolving into foam and spray only to be replaced by another, and yet it stayed intact, and we survived. How long it would last, we couldn't tell; we only knew it couldn't be for much longer. The tilt of the boat wasn't so steep that we couldn't move around with care. There were rope and an axe on board. With the axe, I cut away the benches and the deck in the front, and Diccon and I made a small raft. When it was done, I lifted my wife in my arms and laid her on it, tying her down with the rope. She smiled like a child, then closed her eyes. “I’ve picked primroses until I’m tired,” she said. “I’ll nap here in the sunshine for a bit, and when I wake up, I’ll make you a cowslip ball.”
Time passed, and the groaning, trembling timbers still held together. The wind fell, the sky became blue, and the sun shone. Another while, and the waves were less mountainous and beat less furiously against the boat. Hope brightened before us. To strong swimmers the distance to the islet was trifling; if the boat would but last until the sea subsided, we might gain the beach. What we would do upon that barren spot, where was neither man nor brute, food nor water, was a thing that we had not the time to consider. It was land that we craved.
Time went by, and the creaking, shaking wood still held together. The wind died down, the sky turned blue, and the sun shone. After a while, the waves were less overwhelming and crashed less violently against the boat. Hope began to brighten in front of us. For strong swimmers, the distance to the small island was trivial; if the boat could just hold up until the sea calmed down, we might reach the shore. What we would do on that desolate spot, where there was neither person nor animal, food nor water, was something we didn't have time to think about. We simply craved land.
Another hour, and the sea still fell. Another, and a wave struck the boat with force. “The sea is coming in!” cried the minister.
Another hour passed, and the sea continued to rise. Another hour went by, and a wave hit the boat hard. “The sea is coming in!” shouted the minister.
“Ay,” I answered. “She will go to pieces now.”
“Ay,” I replied. “She’s going to fall apart now.”
The minister rose to his feet. “I am no mariner,” he said, “but once in the water I can swim you like any fish. There have been times when I have reproached the Lord for that he cased a poor silly humble preacher like me with the strength and seeming of some might man of old, and there have been times when I have thanked him for that strength. I thank him now. Captain Percy, if you will trust the lady to me, I will take her safely to that shore.”
The minister stood up. “I’m not a sailor,” he said, “but once I’m in the water, I can swim like any fish. There have been moments when I’ve questioned God for giving a simple, humble preacher like me the strength and appearance of some mighty man from the past, and there have been times when I’ve been grateful for that strength. I’m thankful now. Captain Percy, if you’ll trust the lady to me, I’ll get her safely to that shore.”
I raised my head from the figure over which I was bending, and looked first at the still tumultuous sea, and then at the gigantic frame of the minister. When we had made that frail raft no swimmer could have lived in that shock of waves; now there was a chance for all, and for the minister, with his great strength, the greatest I have ever seen in any man, a double chance. I took her from the raft and gave her into his arms. A minute later the boat went to pieces.
I lifted my head from the person I was leaning over and looked first at the still chaotic sea and then at the massive figure of the minister. When we built that flimsy raft, no swimmer could have survived those crashing waves; now there was a chance for everyone, and for the minister, with his incredible strength—the strongest I've ever seen in any man—he had an even better chance. I took her from the raft and placed her in his arms. A minute later, the boat broke apart.
Side by side Sparrow and I buffeted the sea. He held the King's ward in one arm, and he bore her safely over the huge swells and through the onslaught of the breaking waves. I could thank God for his strength, and trust her to it. For the other three of us, we were all strong swimmers, and though bruised and beat about, we held our own. Each wave, overcome, left us nearer the islet,—a little while and our feet touched bottom. A short struggle with the tremendous surf and we were out of the maw of the sea, but out upon a desolate islet, a mere hand's-breadth of sand and shell in a lonely ocean, some three leagues from the mainland of Accomac, and upon it neither food nor water. We had the clothes upon our backs, and my lord and I had kept our swords. I had a knife, and Diccon too was probably armed. The flint and steel and tinder box within my pouch made up our store.
Side by side, Sparrow and I battled the sea. He cradled the King's ward in one arm, safely carrying her over the massive swells and through the crashing waves. I was grateful for his strength and trusted her to it. The other three of us were all strong swimmers, and even though we were battered and tossed around, we managed to hold our own. Each wave we conquered brought us closer to the islet—before long, our feet touched the ground. After a brief struggle with the powerful surf, we escaped the grasp of the sea but found ourselves on a desolate islet, just a small stretch of sand and shells in a lonely ocean, about three leagues from the mainland of Accomac, with no food or water. We had the clothes on our backs, and my lord and I still had our swords. I had a knife, and Diccon was probably armed too. The flint, steel, and tinder box in my pouch made up our supplies.
The minister laid the woman whom he carried upon the pebbles, fell upon his knees, and lifted his rugged face to heaven. I too knelt, and with my hand upon her heart said my own prayer in my own way. My lord stood with unbent head, his eyes upon that still white face, but Diccon turned abruptly and strode off to a low ridge of sand, from the top of which one might survey the entire island.
The minister gently placed the woman he was carrying on the pebbles, dropped to his knees, and raised his weathered face to the sky. I knelt as well, and with my hand on her heart, I said my own prayer in my own way. My lord stood with his head bowed, his gaze fixed on her still white face, but Diccon turned suddenly and walked away to a low ridge of sand, from which one could see the whole island.
In two minutes he was back again. “There's plenty of driftwood further up the beach,” he announced, “and a mort of dried seaweed. At least we need n't freeze.”
In two minutes, he was back. “There’s a lot of driftwood further up the beach,” he said, “and a bunch of dried seaweed. At least we won’t freeze.”
The great bonfire that we made roared and crackled, sending out a most cheerful heat and light. Under that genial breath the color came slowly back to madam's cheek and lip, and her heart beat more strongly. Presently she turned under my hand, and with a sigh pillowed her head upon her arm and went to sleep in that blessed warmth like a little child.
The huge bonfire we built roared and crackled, giving off a warm and bright light. Under that comforting glow, color slowly returned to her cheeks and lips, and her heart began to beat more strongly. Soon, she turned under my hand, and with a sigh, she rested her head on her arm and fell asleep in that lovely warmth, just like a little child.
We who had no mind for sleep sat there beside the fire and watched the sun sink behind the low black line of the mainland, now plainly visible in the cleared air. It dyed the waves blood red, and shot out one long ray to crimson a single floating cloud, no larger than a man's hand, high in the blue. Sea birds, a countless multitude, went to and fro with harsh cries from island to marsh, and marsh to island. The marshes were still green; they lay, a half moon of fantastic shapes, each parted from the other by pink water. Beyond them was the inlet dividing us from the mainland, and that inlet was three leagues in width. We turned and looked seaward. Naught but leaping waves white-capped to the horizon.
We who couldn't sleep sat next to the fire and watched the sun dip behind the low, dark outline of the mainland, now clearly visible in the clear air. It turned the waves bright red and sent out a long beam to light up a single floating cloud, no bigger than a man's hand, high in the blue sky. Sea birds, countless in number, flew back and forth with harsh cries from island to marsh and marsh to island. The marshes were still green; they formed a half-moon of strange shapes, each separated by pink water. Beyond them was the inlet that separated us from the mainland, and that inlet was three leagues wide. We turned and looked out to sea. All we could see were white-capped waves leaping to the horizon.
“We touched here the time we went against the French at Port Royal and St. Croix,” I said. “We had heard a rumor that the Bermuda pirates had hidden gold here. Argall and I went over every foot of it.”
“We touched here the time we went against the French at Port Royal and St. Croix,” I said. “We had heard a rumor that the Bermuda pirates had hidden gold here. Argall and I searched every inch of it.”
“And found no water?” questioned the minister.
“And found no water?” asked the minister.
“And found no water.”
"And found no water."
The light died from the west and from the sea beneath, and the night fell. When with the darkness the sea fowl ceased their clamor, a dreadful silence suddenly enfolded us. The rush of the surf made no difference; the ear heard it, but to the mind there was no sound. The sky was thick with stars; every moment one shot, and the trail of white fire it left behind melted into the night silently like snowflakes. There was no wind. The moon rose out of the sea, and lent the sandy isle her own pallor. Here and there, back amongst the dunes, the branches of a low and leafless tree writhed upward like dark fingers thrust from out the spectral earth. The ocean, quiet now, dreamed beneath the moon and cared not for the five lives it had cast upon that span of sand.
The light faded from the west and the sea below, and night arrived. When the darkness set in, the seabirds stopped their noise, and a chilling silence enveloped us. The sound of the waves didn’t matter; we could hear it, but it didn’t register in our minds. The sky was filled with stars; every moment one would shoot across, and the trail of white fire it left behind disappeared into the night silently like snowflakes. There was no wind. The moon rose from the sea and cast its pale glow on the sandy island. Here and there, among the dunes, the branches of a low, leafless tree reached upward like dark fingers emerging from the ghostly earth. The ocean, now calm, dreamed under the moon and cared little for the five lives it had left on that stretch of sand.
We piled driftwood and tangles of seaweed upon our fire, and it flamed and roared and broke the silence. Diccon, going to the landward side of the islet, found some oysters, which we roasted and ate; but we had nor wine nor water with which to wash them down.
We stacked up driftwood and clumps of seaweed on our fire, and it blazed and roared, shattering the silence. Diccon went to the landward side of the islet and found some oysters, which we roasted and ate; but we had no wine or water to wash them down.
“At least there are here no foes to fear,” quoth my lord. “We may all sleep to-night; and zooks! we shall need it!” He spoke frankly, with an open face.
“At least there are no enemies to worry about here,” my lord said. “We can all sleep tonight; and wow, we're going to need it!” He spoke openly, with a relaxed expression.
“I will take one watch, if you will take the other,” I said to the minister.
“I'll take one watch if you'll take the other,” I said to the minister.
He nodded. “I will watch until midnight.”
He nodded. “I’ll keep an eye out until midnight.”
It was long past that time when he roused me from where I lay at Mistress Percy's feet.
It was well after that time when he woke me up from where I was lying at Mistress Percy's feet.
“I should have relieved you long ago,” I told him.
“I should have let you off the hook a long time ago,” I told him.
He smiled. The moon, now high in the heavens, shone upon and softened his rugged features. I thought I had never seen a face so filled with tenderness and hope and a sort of patient power. “I have been with God,” he said simply. “The starry skies and the great ocean and the little shells beneath my hand,—how wonderful are thy works, O Lord! What is man that thou art mindful of him? And yet not a sparrow falleth”—I rose and sat by the fire, and he laid himself down upon the sand beside me.
He smiled. The moon, now high in the sky, illuminated and softened his rugged features. I thought I had never seen a face so full of tenderness, hope, and a kind of patient strength. “I have been with God,” he said simply. “The starry skies, the vast ocean, and the little shells in my hand—how amazing are your creations, O Lord! What is humanity that you pay attention to it? And yet not a sparrow falls”—I got up and sat by the fire, and he laid down on the sand beside me.
“Master Sparrow,” I asked, “have you ever suffered thirst?”
“Master Sparrow,” I asked, “have you ever experienced thirst?”
“No,” he answered. We spoke in low tones, lest we should wake her. Diccon and my lord, upon the other side of the fire, were sleeping heavily.
“No,” he replied. We spoke in quiet voices so we wouldn't wake her. Diccon and my lord, on the other side of the fire, were sound asleep.
“I have,” I said. “Once I lay upon a field of battle throughout a summer day, sore wounded and with my dead horse across my body. I shall forget the horror of that lost field and the torment of that weight before I forget the thirst.”
“I have,” I said. “Once I lay on a battlefield all through a summer day, badly wounded with my dead horse on top of me. I will forget the horror of that lost field and the agony of that weight before I forget the thirst.”
“You think there is no hope?”
“You think there's no chance?”
“What hope should there be?”
“What hope is there?”
He was silent. Presently he turned and looked at the King's ward where she lay in the rosy light; then his eyes came back to mine.
He was quiet. After a moment, he turned and looked at the King's ward where she was resting in the warm light; then he returned his gaze to me.
“If it comes to the worst I shall put her out of her torment,” I said.
“If it gets to the worst, I’ll help her out of her suffering,” I said.
He bowed his head and we sat in silence, our gaze upon the ground between us, listening to the low thunder of the surf and the crackling of the fire. “I love her,” I said at last. “God help me!”
He lowered his head and we sat in silence, looking at the ground between us, listening to the soft roar of the waves and the crackling of the fire. “I love her,” I finally said. “God help me!”
He put his finger to his lips. She had stirred and opened her eyes. I knelt beside her, and asked her how she did and if she wanted aught.
He put his finger to his lips. She had stirred and opened her eyes. I knelt beside her and asked her how she was and if she wanted anything.
“It is warm,” she said wonderingly.
“It’s warm,” she said in awe.
“You are no longer in the boat,” I told her. “You are safe upon the land. You have been sleeping here by the fire that we kindled.”
“You're not in the boat anymore,” I said to her. “You're safe on land. You’ve been sleeping here by the fire we made.”
An exquisite smile just lit her face, and her eyelids drooped again. “I am so tired,” she said drowsily, “that I will sleep a little longer. Will you bring me some water, Captain Percy? I am very thirsty.”
An exquisite smile just lit up her face, and her eyelids drooped again. “I’m so tired,” she said drowsily, “that I’ll sleep a little longer. Can you bring me some water, Captain Percy? I’m really thirsty.”
After a moment I said gently, “I will go get it, madam.” She made no answer; she was already asleep. Nor did Sparrow and I speak again. He laid himself down with his face to the ocean, and I sat with my head in my hands, and thought and thought, to no purpose.
After a moment, I said softly, “I’ll go get it, ma’am.” She didn’t respond; she was already asleep. Sparrow and I didn’t say anything else either. He lay down with his face toward the ocean, and I sat there with my head in my hands, thinking and thinking, without any result.
CHAPTER XXI IN WHICH A GRAVE IS DIGGED
WHEN the stars had gone out and the moon begun to pale, I raised my face from my hands. Only a few glowing embers remained of the fire, and the driftwood that we had collected was exhausted. I thought that I would gather more, and build up the fire against the time when the others should awake. The driftwood lay in greatest quantity some distance up the beach, against a low ridge of sand dunes. Beyond these the islet tapered off to a long gray point of sand and shell. Walking toward this point in the first pale light of dawn, I chanced to raise my eyes, and beheld riding at anchor beyond the spit of sand a ship.
WHEN the stars had faded and the moon started to dim, I lifted my face from my hands. Only a few glowing embers were left from the fire, and the driftwood we had gathered was all used up. I thought about collecting more to build up the fire for when the others woke up. The driftwood was piled up in larger amounts a little way up the beach, against a low ridge of sand dunes. Beyond these, the islet stretched out to a long gray point of sand and shell. As I walked toward this point in the first light of dawn, I happened to look up and saw a ship anchored beyond the sandy shore.
I stopped short and rubbed my eyes. She lay there on the sleeping ocean like a dream ship, her masts and rigging black against the pallid sky, the mist that rested upon the sea enfolding half her hull. She might have been of three hundred tons burthen; she was black and two-decked, and very high at poop and forecastle, and she was heavily armed. My eyes traveled from the ship to the shore, and there dragged up on the point, the oars within it, was a boat.
I halted and rubbed my eyes. She rested on the calm ocean like a dream ship, her masts and rigging dark against the pale sky, the mist covering half her hull. She looked like she could weigh about three hundred tons; she was black, had two decks, and was tall at both the stern and bow, heavily armed. I shifted my gaze from the ship to the shore, and there, beached on the point with the oars inside it, was a boat.
At the head of the beach, beyond the line of shell and weed, the sand lay piled in heaps. With these friendly hillocks between me and the sea, I crept on as silently as I might, until I reached a point just above the boat. Here I first heard voices. I went a little further, then knelt, and, parting the long coarse grass that filled the hollow between two hillocks, looked out upon two men who were digging a grave.
At the edge of the beach, beyond the line of shells and seaweed, the sand was piled in mounds. With these friendly little hills between me and the ocean, I moved as quietly as I could until I got to a spot just above the boat. That’s when I first heard voices. I went a bit further, then knelt down and, parting the long coarse grass that filled the dip between two mounds, peered out at two men who were digging a grave.
They dug in a furious hurry, throwing the sand to left and right, and cursing as they dug. They were powerful men, of a most villainous cast of countenance, and dressed very oddly. One with a shirt of coarsest dowlas, and a filthy rag tying up a broken head, yet wore velvet breeches, and wiped the sweat from his face with a wrought handkerchief; the other topped a suit of shreds and patches with a fine bushy ruff, and swung from one ragged shoulder a cloak of grogram lined with taffeta. On the ground, to one side of them, lay something long and wrapped in white.
They dug in a furious rush, tossing sand to the left and right, and cursing as they worked. They were strong men, with a very sinister look about them, and dressed in a strange manner. One wore a rough shirt and had a filthy rag wrapped around a wounded head, yet sported velvet pants and wiped the sweat from his face with a fancy handkerchief; the other had a mismatched outfit topped with a fancy frilly collar and draped a ragged cloak lined with taffeta over one shoulder. On the ground beside them lay something long wrapped in white.
As they dug and cursed, the light strengthened. The east changed from gray to pale rose, from rose to a splendid crimson shot with gold. The mist lifted and the sea burned red. Two boats were lowered from the ship, and came swiftly toward the point.
As they dug and swore, the light grew brighter. The east shifted from gray to soft pink, from pink to a stunning crimson touched with gold. The fog cleared, and the sea turned red. Two boats were lowered from the ship and quickly made their way toward the point.
“Here they are at last,” growled the gravedigger with the broken head and velvet breeches.
“Here they are at last,” grumbled the gravedigger with the cracked head and velvet pants.
“They've taken their time,” snarled his companion, “and us two here on this d-d island with a dead man the whole ghost's hour. Boarding a ship's nothing, but to dig a grave on the land before cockcrow, with the man you're to put in it looking at you! Why could n't he be buried at sea, decent and respectable, like other folk?”
“They're taking their time,” his companion spat, “and here we are on this damn island with a dead guy for the whole night. Getting on a ship is easy, but digging a grave on land before dawn, with the person you're burying staring at you! Why couldn't he just be buried at sea, like other decent folks?”
“It was his will,—that's all I know,” said the first; “just as it was his will, when he found he was a dying man, to come booming away from the gold seas up here to a land where there is n't no gold, and never will be. Belike he thought he'd find waiting for him at the bottom of the sea, all along from the Lucayas to Cartagena, the many he sent there afore he died. And Captain Paradise, he says, says he: 'It's ill crossing a dead man. We'll obey him this once more'”—
“It was his decision—that's all I know,” said the first; “just like it was his choice, when he realized he was dying, to come charging away from the gold-filled seas up here to a place where there isn't any gold, and never will be. Maybe he thought he'd find waiting for him at the bottom of the sea, all the ones he sent there before he died, from the Lucayas to Cartagena. And Captain Paradise, he says, 'It's not good to go against a dead man. We'll honor his wishes this one last time'”—
“Captain Paradise!” cried he of the ruff. “Who made him captain?—curse him!”
“Captain Paradise!” he shouted, his ruff flaring. “Who made him captain?—damn him!”
His fellow straightened himself with a jerk. “Who made him captain? The ship will make him captain. Who else should be captain?”
His companion straightened up quickly. “Who appointed him captain? The ship will make him captain. Who else is qualified to be captain?”
“Red Gil!”
"Red Gil!"
“Red Gil!” exclaimed the other. “I'd rather have the Spaniard!”
“Red Gil!” shouted the other. “I’d prefer the Spaniard!”
“The Spaniard would do well enough, if the rest of us were n't English. If hating every other Spaniard would do it, he'd be English fast enough.”
“The Spaniard would fit in just fine, if the rest of us weren’t English. If hating every other Spaniard could make him English, he’d become one in no time.”
The scoundrel with the broken head burst into a loud laugh. “D' ye remember the bark we took off Porto Bello, with the priests aboard? Oho! Oho!”
The jerk with the busted head burst into a loud laugh. “Do you remember the boat we took from Porto Bello, with the priests on board? Oh wow! Oh wow!”
The rogue with the ruff grinned. “I reckon the padres remember it, and find hell easy lying. This hole's deep enough, I'm thinking.”
The rogue with the ruff grinned. “I bet the padres remember it and find lying easy. This hole is deep enough, I think.”
They both clambered out, and one squatted at the head of the grave and mopped his face with his delicate handkerchief, while the other swung his fine cloak with an air and dug his bare toes in the sand.
They both climbed out, and one crouched at the head of the grave and wiped his face with his nice handkerchief, while the other swung his stylish cloak with flair and dug his bare toes into the sand.
The two boats now grated upon the beach, and several of their occupants, springing out, dragged them up on the sand.
The two boats now scraped onto the beach, and several of their passengers jumped out and pulled them up on the sand.
“We'll never get another like him that's gone,” said the worthy at the head of the grave, gloomily regarding the something wrapped in white.
“We'll never get another like him who's gone," said the respectable person at the head of the grave, sadly looking at the something wrapped in white.
“That's gospel truth,” assented the other, with a prodigious sigh. “He was a man what was a man. He never stuck at nothing. Don or priest, man or woman, good red gold or dirty silver,—it was all one to him. But he's dead and gone!”
“That's the gospel truth,” agreed the other, with a huge sigh. “He was a real man. He never backed down from anything. Whether it was a lord or a priest, man or woman, pure gold or tarnished silver—it didn’t matter to him. But he’s gone now!”
“Now, if we had a captain like Kirby,” suggested the first.
“Now, if we had a captain like Kirby,” suggested the first.
“Kirby keeps to the Summer Isles,” said the second. “'T is n't often now that he swoops down as far as the Indies.”
“Kirby sticks to the Summer Isles,” said the second. “He doesn't often swoop down as far as the Indies anymore.”
The man with the broken head laughed. “When he does, there's a noise in that part of the world.”
The guy with the broken head laughed. “When he does, there's a noise in that part of the world.”
“And that's gospel truth, too,” swore the other, with an oath of admiration.
“And that’s the gospel truth, for sure,” the other swore, with a tone of admiration.
By this the score or more who had come in the two boats were halfway up the beach. In front, side by side, as each conceding no inch of leadership, walked three men: a large man, with a villainous face much scarred, and a huge, bushy, dark red beard; a tall dark man, with a thin fierce face and bloodshot eyes, the Spaniard by his looks; and a slight man, with the face and bearing of an English gentleman. The men behind them differed no whit from the two gravediggers, being as scoundrelly of face, as great of strength, and as curiously attired. They came straight to the open grave, and the dead man beside it. The three who seemed of most importance disposed themselves, still side by side, at the head of the grave, and their following took the foot.
By this time, the score or so of people who had arrived in the two boats were halfway up the beach. In front, side by side, each refusing to give an inch of leadership, walked three men: a large man with a villainous, scarred face and a huge, bushy, dark red beard; a tall dark man with a thin, fierce face and bloodshot eyes, likely Spanish; and a slight man who had the appearance and demeanor of an English gentleman. The men behind them looked no different from the two gravediggers, having faces that were scoundrelly, strength that was great, and outfits that were curiously styled. They headed straight for the open grave and the dead man beside it. The three who seemed the most important positioned themselves, still side by side, at the head of the grave, while their followers took their places at the foot.
“It's a dirty piece of work,” said Red Gil in a voice like a raven's, “and the sooner it's done with, and we are aboard again and booming back to the Indies, the better I'll like it. Over with him, brave boys!”
“It's a messy job,” said Red Gil in a voice like a raven's, “and the sooner it’s over, and we’re back on board heading to the Indies, the happier I’ll be. Let’s get it done, brave guys!”
“Is it yours to give the word?” asked the slight man, who was dressed point-device, and with a finical nicety, in black and silver. His voice was low and clear, and of a somewhat melancholy cadence, going well with the pensiveness of fine, deeply fringed eyes.
“Is it your choice to give the word?” asked the slight man, who was dressed sharply and with careful precision in black and silver. His voice was low and clear, carrying a slightly melancholy tone that matched the thoughtful expression of his finely fringed eyes.
“Why should n't I give the word?” growled the personage addressed, adding with an oath, “I've as good a right to give it as any man,—maybe a better right!”
“Why shouldn't I give the word?” the person growled, adding with an oath, “I have just as much right to give it as anyone—maybe even a better right!”
“That would be scanned,” said he of the pensive eyes. “Gentlemen, we have here the pick of the ship. For the captain that these choose, those on board will throw up their caps. Let us bury the dead, and then let choice be made of one of us three, each of whom has claims that might be put forward”—He broke off and picking up a delicate shell began to study its pearly spirals with a tender, thoughtful, half-pleased, half-melancholy countenance.
“That's going to be a tough decision,” said the thoughtful one. “Gentlemen, we have the best of the crew here. For the captain that these men choose, those on board will celebrate. Let's bury the dead first, and then we can choose one of us three, each of whom has valid reasons to be considered.” He paused and, picking up a delicate shell, began to study its pearly spirals with a tender, thoughtful, and somewhat pleased yet melancholic expression.
The gravedigger with the wrought handkerchief looked from him to the rascal crew massed at the foot of the grave, and, seeing his own sentiments mirrored in the countenances of not a few, snatched the bloody clout from his head, waved it, and cried out, “Paradise!” Whereupon arose a great confusion. Some bawled for Paradise, some for Red Gil, a few for the Spaniard. The two gravediggers locked horns, and a brawny devil with a woman's mantle swathed about his naked shoulders drew a knife, and made for a partisan of the Spaniard, who in his turn skillfully interposed between himself and the attack the body of a bawling well-wisher to Red Gil.
The gravedigger with the fancy handkerchief looked from him to the group of troublemakers gathered at the foot of the grave, and seeing his own feelings reflected in the faces of several, he snatched the bloody cloth from his head, waved it, and shouted, “Paradise!” This caused a huge commotion. Some shouted for Paradise, some for Red Gil, and a few for the Spaniard. The two gravediggers started fighting, and a strong guy with a woman’s cloak wrapped around his bare shoulders pulled out a knife, aiming for a supporter of the Spaniard, who cleverly used the body of a shouting admirer of Red Gil to shield himself from the attack.
The man in black and silver tossed aside the shell, rose, and entered the lists. With one hand he seized the gravedigger of the ruff, and hurled him apart from him of the velvet breeches; with the other he presented a dagger with a jeweled haft at the breast of the ruffian with the woman's mantle, while in tones that would have befitted Astrophel plaining of his love to rocks, woods, and streams, he poured forth a flood of wild, singular, and filthy oaths, such as would have disgraced a camp follower. His interference was effectual. The combatants fell apart and the clamor was stilled, whereupon the gentleman of contrarieties at once resumed the gentle and indifferent melancholy of manner and address.
The man in black and silver threw aside the shell, got up, and stepped into the arena. With one hand, he grabbed the gravedigger by the ruff and flung him away from the guy in the velvet pants; with the other hand, he aimed a dagger with a jeweled handle at the chest of the thug in the woman’s cloak, while delivering a barrage of wild, bizarre, and crude curses that would have embarrassed a camp follower. His intervention worked. The fighters stepped back, and the noise quieted down, after which the man of contradictions instantly went back to his calm and aloof demeanor.
“Let us off with the old love before we are on with the new, gentlemen,” he said. “We'll bury the dead first, and choose his successor afterward,—decently and in order, I trust, and with due submission to the majority.”
“Let’s move on from the old love before we embrace the new, gentlemen,” he said. “We’ll lay the past to rest first, and then choose his replacement afterward—properly and in order, I hope, and with respect for the majority.”
“I'll fight for my rights,” growled Red Gil.
“I'll fight for my rights,” growled Red Gil.
“And I for mine,” cried the Spaniard.
“And I for mine,” shouted the Spaniard.
“And each of us'll back his own man,” muttered in an aside the gravedigger with the broken head.
“And each of us will support our own guy,” muttered the gravedigger with the broken head as an aside.
The one they called Paradise sighed. “It is a thousand pities that there is not amongst us some one of so preeminent that faction should hide its head before it. But to the work in hand, gentlemen.”
The one they called Paradise sighed. “It’s a real shame that there isn’t anyone among us so outstanding that conflict would back down in their presence. But let’s get to the task at hand, gentlemen.”
They gathered closer around the yawning grave, and some began to lift the corpse. As for me, I withdrew as noiselessly as an Indian from my lair of grass, and, hidden by the heaped-up sand, made off across the point and down the beach to where a light curl of smoke showed that some one was mending the fire I had neglected. It was Sparrow, who alternately threw on driftwood and seaweed and spoke to madam, who sat at his feet in the blended warmth of fire and sunshine. Diccon was roasting the remainder of the oysters he had gathered the night before, and my lord stood and stared with a frowning face at the nine-mile distant mainland. All turned their eyes upon me as I came up to the fire.
They huddled around the open grave, and some started to lift the body. As for me, I slipped away as quietly as a Native American from my hiding place in the grass, and, concealed by the piled-up sand, made my way across the point and down the beach to where a thin wisp of smoke signaled that someone was tending the fire I had left unattended. It was Sparrow, who alternately tossed on driftwood and seaweed while talking to madam, who sat at his feet enjoying the combined warmth of the fire and sunshine. Diccon was roasting the leftover oysters he had collected the night before, and my lord stood there, scowling as he stared off at the mainland, nine miles away. Everyone turned to look at me as I approached the fire.
“A little longer, Captain Percy, and we would have had out a search warrant,” began the minister cheerfully. “Have you been building a bridge?”
“A little longer, Captain Percy, and we would have issued a search warrant,” the minister began cheerfully. “Have you been building a bridge?”
“If I build one,” I said, “it will be a perilous one enough. Have you looked seaward?”
“If I build one,” I said, “it will be quite dangerous. Have you looked out to sea?”
“We waked but a minute agone,” he answered. As he spoke, he straightened his great form and lifted his face from the fire to the blue sea. Diccon, still on his knees at his task, looked too; and my lord, turning from his contemplation of the distant kingdom of Accomac; and Mistress Percy, one hand shading her eyes, the slender fingers of the other still immeshed in her long dark hair which she had been braiding. They stared at the ship in silence until my lord laughed.
“We just woke up a minute ago,” he replied. As he spoke, he straightened his tall frame and lifted his face from the fire to the blue sea. Diccon, still crouched down working, looked too; and my lord, turning away from gazing at the distant kingdom of Accomac; and Mistress Percy, with one hand shading her eyes and the slender fingers of her other hand still tangled in her long dark hair that she had been braiding. They stared at the ship in silence until my lord laughed.
“Conjure us on board at once, captain,” he cried. “We are thirsty.”
“Bring us on board right away, captain,” he shouted. “We’re thirsty.”
I drew the minister aside. “I am going up the beach, beyond that point, again; you will one and all stay here. If I do not come back, do the best you can, and sell her life as dearly as you can. If I come back,—you are quick of wit and have been a player; look that you take the cue I give you!”
I pulled the minister to the side. “I'm heading up the beach, beyond that point, again; you all stay here. If I don’t return, do your best, and sell her life as dearly as possible. If I come back—you’re sharp and have been an actor; make sure to catch the cue I give you!"
I returned to the fire, and he followed me, amazement in his face. “My Lord Carnal,” I said, “I must ask you for your sword.”
I went back to the fire, and he followed me, a look of amazement on his face. “My Lord Carnal,” I said, “I need to ask you for your sword.”
He started, and his black brows drew together. “Though the fortunes of war have made me in some sort your captive, sir,” he said at last, and not without dignity, “I do not see, upon this isle to which we are all prisoners, the need of so strong testimony to the abjectness of my condition, nor deem it generous”—
He started, and his dark eyebrows furrowed together. “Although the fortunes of war have made me somewhat your captive, sir,” he finally said, not without dignity, “I don’t see, on this island where we are all prisoners, the need for such strong proof of how pathetic my situation is, nor do I think it’s generous—”
“We will speak of generosity another day, my lord,” I interrupted. “At present I am in a hurry. That you are my prisoner in verity is enough for me, but not for others. I must have you so in seeming as well as in truth. Moreover, Master Sparrow is weaponless, and I must needs disarm an enemy to arm a friend. I beg that you will give what else we must take.”
“We'll discuss generosity another time, my lord,” I interrupted. “Right now, I'm in a hurry. The fact that you're truly my prisoner is enough for me, but not for others. I need it to look that way as well as being the case. Also, Master Sparrow is unarmed, and I have to disarm an enemy to arm a friend. Please, give us what else we need to take.”
He looked at Diccon, but Diccon stood with his face to the sea. I thought we were to have a struggle, and I was sorry for it, but my lord could and did add discretion to a valor that I never doubted. He shrugged his shoulders, burst into a laugh, and turned to Mistress Percy.
He looked at Diccon, but Diccon faced the sea. I thought we were about to fight, and I felt bad about it, but my lord could and did combine caution with a bravery that I never doubted. He shrugged his shoulders, laughed out loud, and turned to Mistress Percy.
“What can one do, lady, when one is doubly a prisoner, prisoner to numbers and to beauty? E'en laugh at fate, and make the best of a bad job. Here, sir! Some day it shall be the point!”
“What can you do, lady, when you’re stuck being a prisoner of both numbers and beauty? Just laugh at fate and make the best of a tough situation. Here, sir! One day it will be the key!”
He drew his rapier from its sheath, and presented the hilt to me. I took it with a bow, and handed it to Sparrow.
He pulled his rapier from its sheath and offered the hilt to me. I accepted it with a nod and passed it to Sparrow.
The King's ward had risen, and now leant against the bank of sand, her long dark hair, half braided, drawn over either shoulder, her face marble white between the waves of darkness.
The King's ward had risen and was now leaning against the sandy bank, her long dark hair, half braided, draped over each shoulder, her face pale white among the waves of darkness.
“I do not know that I shall ever come back,” I said, stopping before her. “May I kiss your hand before I go?”
“I don’t know if I’ll ever come back,” I said, pausing in front of her. “Can I kiss your hand before I leave?”
Her lips moved, but she did not speak. I knelt and kissed her clasped hands. They were cold to my lips. “Where are you going?” she whispered. “Into what danger are you going? I—I—take me with you!”
Her lips moved, but she didn’t say anything. I knelt down and kissed her hands, which she held together. They felt cold against my lips. “Where are you going?” she whispered. “What kind of danger are you heading into? I—I—let me come with you!”
I rose, with a laugh at my own folly that could have rested brow and lips on those hands, and let the world wag. “Another time,” I said. “Rest in the sunshine now, and think that all is well. All will be well, I trust.”
I stood up, laughing at my own foolishness that could have rested my forehead and lips on those hands, and let the world carry on. “Another time,” I said. “Relax in the sunshine for now, and believe that everything is okay. Everything will be okay, I hope.”
A few minutes later saw me almost upon the party gathered about the grave. The grave had received that which it was to hold until the crack of doom, and was now being rapidly filled with sand. The crew of deep-dyed villains worked or stood or sat in silence, but all looked at the grave, and saw me not. As the last handful of sand made it level with the beach, I walked into their midst, and found myself face to face with the three candidates for the now vacant captaincy.
A few minutes later, I found myself almost among the group gathered around the grave. The grave had received its final resting place until the end of time, and was now being quickly filled with sand. The crew of deeply stained villains worked or stood or sat in silence, but all focused on the grave, not noticing me. As the last handful of sand made it level with the beach, I walked into their midst and came face to face with the three contenders for the now vacant captaincy.
“Give you good-day, gentlemen,” I cried. “Is it your captain that you bury or one of your crew, or is it only pezos and pieces of eight?”
“Good day, gentlemen,” I called out. “Are you burying your captain or one of your crew, or is it just coins and pieces of eight?”
CHAPTER XXII IN WHICH I CHANGE MY NAME AND OCCUPATION
“THE sun shining on so much bare steel hurts my eyes,” I said. “Put up, gentlemen, put up! Cannot one rover attend the funeral of another without all this crowding and display of cutlery? If you will take the trouble to look around you, you will see that I have brought to the obsequies only myself.”
“THE sun shining on all this bare steel hurts my eyes,” I said. “Come on, guys, come on! Can’t one sailor attend the funeral of another without all this crowding and showing off knives? If you take a moment to look around, you’ll see that I’ve brought only myself to the service.”
One by one cutlass and sword were lowered, and those who had drawn them, falling somewhat back, spat and swore and laughed. The man in black and silver only smiled gently and sadly. “Did you drop from the blue?” he asked. “Or did you come up from the sea?”
One by one, the cutlasses and swords were brought down, and those who had drawn them, stepping back a bit, spat, cursed, and laughed. The man in black and silver just smiled softly and sadly. "Did you come out of nowhere?" he asked. "Or did you rise up from the ocean?"
“I came out of it,” I said. “My ship went down in the storm yesterday. Your little cockboat yonder was more fortunate.” I waved my hand toward that ship of three hundred tons, then twirled my mustaches and stood at gaze.
“I got out of it,” I said. “My ship sank in the storm yesterday. Your little boat over there was luckier.” I waved my hand toward that ship of three hundred tons, then twirled my mustache and stood looking out.
“Was your ship so large, then?” demanded Paradise, while a murmur of admiration, larded with oaths, ran around the circle.
“Was your ship really that big?” asked Paradise, as a buzz of admiration, mixed with swearing, spread around the group.
“She was a very great galleon,” I replied, with a sigh for the good ship that was gone.
“She was an amazing galleon,” I said, sighing for the good ship that was lost.
A moment's silence, during which they all looked at me. “A galleon,” then said Paradise softly.
A brief silence followed, with everyone looking at me. “A galleon,” Paradise then said quietly.
“They that sailed her yesterday are to-day at the bottom of the sea,” I continued. “Alackaday! so are one hundred thousand pezos of gold, three thousand bars of silver, ten frails of pearls, jewels uncounted, cloth of gold and cloth of silver. She was a very rich prize.”
“Those who sailed her yesterday are today at the bottom of the sea,” I continued. “Unfortunately! So are one hundred thousand pesos of gold, three thousand bars of silver, ten baskets of pearls, countless jewels, gold cloth, and silver cloth. She was a very valuable prize.”
The circle sucked in their breath. “All at the bottom of the sea?” queried Red Gil, with gloating eyes fixed upon the smiling water. “Not one pezo left, not one little, little pearl?”
The group gasped. “All at the bottom of the ocean?” asked Red Gil, his eyes gleaming as he stared at the sparkling water. “Not a single pezo left, not even one tiny pearl?”
I shook my head and heaved a prodigious sigh. “The treasure is gone,” I said, “and the men with whom I took it are gone. I am a captain with neither ship nor crew. I take you, my friends, for a ship and crew without a captain. The inference is obvious.”
I shook my head and let out a huge sigh. “The treasure is gone,” I said, “and the men I took it with are gone. I’m a captain with no ship or crew. I see you, my friends, as a ship and crew without a captain. The conclusion is clear.”
The ring gaped with wonder, then strange oaths arose. Red Gil broke into a bellow of angry laughter, while the Spaniard glared like a catamount about to spring. “So you would be our captain?” said Paradise, picking up another shell, and poising it upon a hand as fine and small as a woman's.
The ring stared in amazement, then bizarre oaths filled the air. Red Gil burst into a loud, angry laugh, while the Spaniard glared like a wildcat about to pounce. “So you want to be our captain?” Paradise asked, picking up another shell and balancing it on a hand as delicate and small as a woman's.
“Faith, you might go farther and fare worse,” I answered, and began to hum a tune. When I had finished it, “I am Kirby,” I said, and waited to see if that shot should go wide or through the hull.
“Faith, you might go farther and end up worse,” I replied, and started to hum a tune. When I was done, I said, “I am Kirby,” and waited to see if that shot would miss or hit the target.
For two minutes the dash of the surf and the cries of the wheeling sea fowl made the only sound in that part of the world; then from those half-clad rapscallions arose a shout of “Kirby!”—a shout in which the three leaders did not join. That one who looked a gentleman rose from the sand and made me a low bow. “Well met, noble captain,” he cried in those his honey tones. “You will doubtless remember me who was with you that time at Maracaibo when you sunk the galleasses. Five years have passed since then, and yet I see you ten years younger and three inches taller.”
For two minutes, the sound of the waves and the calls of the circling seabirds were the only noises in that part of the world; then, from those half-dressed troublemakers came a shout of “Kirby!”—a shout that the three leaders didn’t join in. The one who looked like a gentleman rose from the sand and gave me a low bow. “Well met, noble captain,” he called out in his smooth voice. “You probably remember me from that time in Maracaibo when you sank the galleasses. Five years have passed since then, and yet you look ten years younger and three inches taller.”
“I touched once at the Lucayas, and found the spring de Leon sought,” I said. “Sure the waters have a marvelous effect, and if they give not eternal youth at least renew that which we have lost.”
“I stopped for a moment at the Lucayas and discovered the spring de Leon was looking for,” I said. “I'm sure the waters have an amazing effect, and while they may not grant eternal youth, they at least restore what we’ve lost.”
“Truly a potent aqua vitae,” he remarked, still with thoughtful melancholy. “I see that it hath changed your eyes from black to gray.”
“It's really a powerful life-giving water,” he said, still with a thoughtful sadness. “I can see that it has changed your eyes from black to gray.”
“It hath that peculiar virtue,” I said, “that it can make black seem white.”
“It has that unique quality,” I said, “that it can make black look white.”
The man with the woman's mantle drawn about him now thrust himself from the rear to the front rank. “That's not Kirby!” he bawled. “He's no more Kirby than I am Kirby! Did n't I sail with Kirby from the Summer Isles to Cartagena and back again? He's a cheat, and I am agoing to cut his heart out!” He was making at me with a long knife, when I whipped out my rapier.
The man, wearing the woman’s cloak, pushed his way from the back to the front. “That’s not Kirby!” he shouted. “He’s no more Kirby than I am! Didn’t I sail with Kirby from the Summer Isles to Cartagena and back? He’s a fraud, and I’m going to cut his heart out!” He charged at me with a long knife, and I quickly drew my rapier.
“Am I not Kirby, you dog?” I cried, and ran him through the shoulder.
“Am I not Kirby, you dog?” I yelled, and stabbed him in the shoulder.
He dropped, and his fellows surged forward with a yell. “Yet a little patience, my masters!” said Paradise in a raised voice and with genuine amusement in his eyes. “It is true that that Kirby with whom I and our friend there on the ground sailed was somewhat short and as swart as a raven, besides having a cut across his face that had taken away a part of his lip and the top of his ear, and that this gentleman who announces himself as Kirby hath none of Kirby's marks. But we are fair and generous and open to conviction”—
He fell, and his friends rushed forward with a shout. “Just a little patience, my friends!” said Paradise, his voice raised and genuine amusement in his eyes. “It's true that the Kirby I sailed with, along with our friend on the ground, was kind of short and as dark as a raven, plus he had a cut across his face that took away part of his lip and the top of his ear. And this gentleman who claims to be Kirby doesn’t have any of those marks. But we are fair and generous and open to being convinced—”
“He'll have to convince my cutlass!” roared Red Gil.
“He'll have to convince my sword!” roared Red Gil.
I turned upon him. “If I do convince it, what then?” I demanded. “If I convince your sword, you of Spain, and yours, Sir Black and Silver?”
I faced him. “So, if I do manage to convince it, what happens next?” I asked. “If I win over your sword, you from Spain, and yours, Sir Black and Silver?”
The Spaniard stared. “I was the best sword in Lima,” he said stiffly. “I and my Toledo will not change our minds.”
The Spaniard stared. “I was the best swordsman in Lima,” he said stiffly. “My Toledo and I won’t change our minds.”
“Let him try to convince Paradise; he's got no reputation as a swordsman!” cried out the gravedigger with the broken head.
“Let him try to convince Paradise; he has no reputation as a swordsman!” shouted the gravedigger with the broken head.
A roar of laughter followed this suggestion, and I gathered from it and from the oaths and allusions to this or that time and place that Paradise was not without reputation.
A burst of laughter followed this suggestion, and I picked up from it, along with the swearing and references to various times and places, that Paradise had a bit of a reputation.
I turned to him. “If I fight you three, one by one, and win, am I Kirby?”
I looked at him. “If I take you all on one by one and win, does that mean I'm Kirby?”
He regarded the shell with which he was toying with a thoughtful smile, held it up that the light might strike through its rose and pearl, then crushed it to dust between his fingers.
He looked at the shell he was playing with, smiling thoughtfully, held it up for the light to shine through its pink and white colors, then crushed it to dust between his fingers.
“Ay,” he said with an oath. “If you win against the cutlass of Red Gil, the best blade of Lima, and the sword of Paradise, you may call yourself the devil an you please, and we will all subscribe to it.”
“Aye,” he said with a curse. “If you beat the cutlass of Red Gil, the best blade in Lima, and the sword of Paradise, you can call yourself the devil if you want, and we’ll all agree with you.”
I lifted my hand. “I am to have fair play?”
I raised my hand. “Am I going to get a fair chance?”
As one man that crew of desperate villains swore that the odds should be only three to one. By this the whole matter had presented itself to them as an entertainment more diverting than bullfight or bearbaiting. They that follow the sea, whether honest men or black-hearted knaves, have in their composition a certain childlikeness that makes them easily turned, easily led, and easily pleased. The wind of their passion shifts quickly from point to point, one moment blowing a hurricane, the next sinking to a happy-go-lucky summer breeze. I have seen a little thing convert a crew on the point of mutiny into a set of rollicking, good-natured souls who—until the wind veered again—would not hurt a fly. So with these. They spread themselves into a circle, squatting or kneeling or standing upon the white sand in the bright sunshine, their sinewy hands that should have been ingrained red clasped over their knees, or, arms akimbo, resting upon their hips, on their scoundrel faces a broad smile, and in their eyes that had looked on nameless horrors a pleasurable expectation as of spectators in a playhouse awaiting the entrance of the players.
As one man, that group of desperate villains agreed that the odds should be only three to one. To them, the whole situation seemed like an entertaining spectacle, more enjoyable than a bullfight or bear-baiting. Those who sail the seas, whether they are honest people or wicked scoundrels, possess a certain childlike quality that makes them easily swayed, easily led, and easily entertained. The winds of their emotions change direction quickly; one moment, they're full of rage, and the next, they're as carefree as a summer breeze. I've witnessed a small event turn a crew on the verge of mutiny into a bunch of cheerful, good-natured individuals who—until their mood shifted again—wouldn't harm a fly. Just like this group. They formed a circle, either squatting, kneeling, or standing on the white sand under the bright sun, their muscular hands that should have been stained with red resting over their knees or propped on their hips, grinning broadly, their faces reflecting a joyful anticipation like theatergoers waiting for the actors to take the stage.
“There is really no good reason why we should gratify your whim,” said Paradise, still amused. “But it will serve to pass the time. We will fight you, one by one.”
“There’s no real reason we should give in to your wish,” said Paradise, still entertained. “But it’ll help pass the time. We’ll take you on, one by one.”
“And if I win?”
“And what if I win?”
He laughed. “Then, on the honor of a gentleman, you are Kirby and our captain. If you lose, we will leave you where you stand for the gulls to bury.”
He laughed. “Then, I swear on my honor as a gentleman, you are Kirby and our captain. If you lose, we'll leave you right where you are for the seagulls to bury.”
“A bargain,” I said, and drew my sword.
“A deal,” I said, and pulled out my sword.
“I first!” roared Red Gil. “God's wounds! there will need no second!”
"I go first!" shouted Red Gil. "For heaven's sake, there won't be a need for a second!"
As he spoke he swung his cutlass and made an arc of blue flame. The weapon became in his hands a flail, terrible to look upon, making lightnings and whistling in the air, but in reality not so deadly as it seemed. The fury of his onslaught would have beaten down the guard of any mere swordsman, but that I was not. A man, knowing his weakness and insufficiency in many and many a thing, may yet know his strength in one or two and his modesty take no hurt. I was ever master of my sword, and it did the thing I would have it do. Moreover, as I fought I saw her as I had last seen her, standing against the bank of sand, her dark hair, half braided, drawn over her bosom and hanging to her knees. Her eyes haunted me, and my lips yet felt the touch of her hand. I fought well,—how well the lapsing of oaths and laughter into breathless silence bore witness.
As he spoke, he swung his cutlass, creating an arc of blue flame. The weapon became a flail in his hands, terrifying to behold, producing sparks and whistling through the air, yet it wasn’t as lethal as it appeared. The intensity of his attack could have overwhelmed any ordinary swordsman, but I wasn't one of them. A man who knows his weaknesses in many areas can still recognize his strengths in one or two, and that awareness doesn’t diminish his humility. I had always been in control of my sword, and it did what I wanted it to do. Furthermore, as I fought, I saw her as I had last seen her, standing by the sandbank, her dark hair, half-braided, draped over her chest and reaching her knees. Her eyes haunted me, and I could still feel the touch of her hand on my lips. I fought well—how well the fading of oaths and laughter into breathless silence proved it.
The ruffian against whom I was pitted began to draw his breath in gasps. He was a scoundrel not fit to die, less fit to live, unworthy of a gentleman's steel. I presently ran him through with as little compunction and as great a desire to be quit of a dirty job as if he had been a mad dog. He fell, and a little later, while I was engaged with the Spaniard, his soul went to that hell which had long gaped for it. To those his companions his death was as slight a thing as would theirs have been to him. In the eyes of the two remaining would-be leaders he was a stumbling-block removed, and to the squatting, open-mouthed commonality his taking off weighed not a feather against the solid entertainment I was affording them. I was now a better man than Red Gil,—that was all.
The thug I was up against started to breathe heavily. He was a worthless scumbag, not fit to die, even less fit to live, and definitely not deserving of a gentleman’s sword. I quickly ran him through with no regret and with a strong desire to be done with this dirty job, as if he were just a rabid dog. He collapsed, and shortly after, while I was dealing with the Spaniard, his soul went to the hell that had been waiting for him. For his companions, his death meant as little as theirs would have meant to him. To the two remaining wannabe leaders, he was just an obstacle removed, and to the crowd watching, his death didn’t matter at all compared to the great show I was putting on for them. I was now a better man than Red Gil—that was all.
The Spaniard was a more formidable antagonist. The best blade of Lima was by no means to be despised; but Lima is a small place, and its blades can be numbered. The sword that for three years had been counted the best in all the Low Countries was its better. But I fought fasting and for the second time that morning, so maybe the odds were not so great. I wounded him slightly, and presently succeeded in disarming him. “Am I Kirby?” I demanded, with my point at his breast.
The Spaniard was a more formidable opponent. The best sword in Lima was definitely nothing to underestimate; however, Lima is a small place, and its skilled fighters can be counted. The sword that had been considered the best in all the Low Countries for three years was superior to it. But I was fighting on an empty stomach for the second time that morning, so maybe the odds weren’t as bad as they seemed. I managed to wound him slightly, and soon I disarmed him. “Am I Kirby?” I asked, with my sword pointed at his chest.
“Kirby, of course, senor,” he answered with a sour smile, his eyes upon the gleaming blade.
“Kirby, of course, sir,” he replied with a sour smile, his eyes on the shiny blade.
I lowered my point and we bowed to each other, after which he sat down upon the sand and applied himself to stanching the bleeding from his wound. The pirate ring gave him no attention, but stared at me instead. I was now a better man than the Spaniard.
I lowered my weapon and we nodded to each other, then he sat down on the sand and focused on stopping the bleeding from his wound. The pirate crew ignored him and looked at me instead. I was now a better man than the Spaniard.
The man in black and silver rose and removed his doublet, folding it very carefully, inside out, that the sand might not injure the velvet, then drew his rapier, looked at it lovingly, made it bend until point and hilt well-nigh met, and faced me with a bow.
The man in black and silver stood up and took off his doublet, folding it carefully inside out so the sand wouldn't damage the velvet. Then he unsheathed his rapier, admired it, bent it until the point and hilt almost touched, and faced me with a bow.
“You have fought twice, and must be weary,” he said. “Will you not take breath before we engage, or will your long rest afterward suffice you?”
“You’ve fought twice and must be tired,” he said. “Will you take a moment to catch your breath before we start, or will your long break afterward be enough for you?”
“I will rest aboard my ship,” I made reply. “And as I am in a hurry to be gone we won't delay.”
“I'll rest on my ship,” I replied. “And since I'm eager to leave, we won't take long.”
Our blades had no sooner crossed than I knew that in this last encounter I should need every whit of my skill, all my wit, audacity, and strength. I had met my equal, and he came to it fresh and I jaded. I clenched my teeth and prayed with all my heart; I set her face before me, and thought if I should fail her to what ghastly fate she might come, and I fought as I had never fought before. The sound of the surf became a roar in my ears, the sunshine an intolerable blaze of light; the blue above and around seemed suddenly beneath my feet as well. We were fighting high in the air, and had fought thus for ages. I knew that he made no thrust I did not parry, no feint I could not interpret. I knew that my eye was more quick to see, my brain to conceive, and my hand to execute than ever before; but it was as though I held that knowledge of some other, and I myself was far away, at Weyanoke, in the minister's garden, in the haunted wood, anywhere save on that barren islet. I heard him swear under his breath, and in the face I had set before me the eyes brightened. As if she had loved me I fought for her with all my powers of body and mind. He swore again, and my heart laughed within me. The sea now roared less loudly, and I felt the good earth beneath my feet. Slowly but surely I wore him out. His breath came short, the sweat stood upon his forehead, and still I deferred my attack. He made the thrust of a boy of fifteen, and I smiled as I put it by.
Our blades had barely crossed when I realized that in this last fight, I would need every bit of my skill, all my wit, boldness, and strength. I was up against my equal, but he was fresh, and I was tired. I gritted my teeth and prayed hard; I pictured her face and thought about what horrible fate would await her if I failed, and I fought like I had never fought before. The sound of the waves became a deafening roar in my ears, and the sunshine was an unbearable glare; the blue sky above and around me suddenly felt like it was beneath my feet as well. We were fighting high in the air, and it felt like we had been doing this for ages. I knew he didn't make a move I couldn't block, no trick I couldn't read. My eye was quicker, my mind clearer, and my hand more precise than ever; yet, it felt like I was only an observer, far away at Weyanoke, in the minister's garden, in the haunted woods, anywhere but on that desolate island. I heard him curse under his breath, and the eyes in the face I focused on lit up. It was as if she loved me, and I fought for her with every ounce of my body and mind. He cursed again, and my heart felt light. The sea's roar quieted, and I felt the solid ground beneath my feet. Slowly but surely, I wore him down. His breaths were short, sweat dripped from his forehead, and still, I held back my attack. He made a thrust like a boy of fifteen, and I smiled as I easily deflected it.
“Why don't you end it?” he breathed. “Finish and be d-d to you!”
“Why don't you just end it?” he said. “Finish it and be done with you!”
For answer I sent his sword flying over the nearest hillock of sand. “Am I Kirby?” I said. He fell back against the heaped-up sand and leaned there, panting, with his hand to his side. “Kirby or devil,” he replied. “Have it your own way.”
For an answer, I sent his sword flying over the nearest sand hill. “Am I Kirby?” I asked. He leaned back against the piled-up sand, breathing hard with his hand on his side. “Kirby or devil,” he replied. “It's up to you.”
I turned to the now highly excited rabble. “Shove the boats off, half a dozen of you!” I ordered. “Some of you others take up that carrion there and throw it into the sea. The gold upon it is for your pains. You there with the wounded shoulder you have no great hurt. I'll salve it with ten pieces of eight from the captain's own share, the next prize we take.”
I looked at the now very excited crowd. “Push the boats off, a few of you!” I commanded. “Some of you others pick up that dead body and toss it into the sea. The gold on it is your reward. You there with the injured shoulder, you aren’t really hurt. I’ll treat it with ten pieces of eight from the captain's share, the next prize we capture.”
A shout of acclamation arose that scared the sea fowl. They who so short a time before had been ready to tear me limb from limb now with the greatest apparent delight hailed me as captain. How soon they might revert to their former mood was a question that I found not worth while to propound to myself.
A shout of approval erupted that startled the seabirds. Those who not long ago were ready to tear me apart now cheered for me as their captain with apparent joy. I didn’t think it was worth considering how quickly they might return to their previous mood.
By this the man in black and silver had recovered his breath and his equanimity. “Have you no commission with which to honor me, noble captain?” he asked in gently reproachful tones. “Have you forgot how often you were wont to employ me in those sweet days when your eyes were black?”
By this point, the man in black and silver had regained his breath and calmness. “Do you have no recognition to give me, noble captain?” he asked in a softly reproachful tone. “Have you forgotten how often you used to rely on me in those sweet days when your eyes were dark?”
“By no means, Master Paradise,” I said courteously. “I desire your company and that of the gentleman from Lima. You will go with me to bring up the rest of my party. The three gentlemen of the broken head, the bushy ruff, which I protest is vastly becoming, and the wounded shoulder will escort us.”
“Not at all, Master Paradise,” I said politely. “I want you to join me and the gentleman from Lima. You’ll come with me to gather the rest of my group. The three gentlemen with the head injury, the bushy collar, which I must say looks quite good on him, and the one with the hurt shoulder will be joining us.”
“The rest of your party?” said Paradise softly.
“The rest of your group?” said Paradise softly.
“Ay,” I answered nonchalantly. “They are down the beach and around the point warming themselves by a fire which this piled-up sand hides from you. Despite the sunshine it is a biting air. Let us be going! This island wearies me, and I am anxious to be on board ship and away.”
“Ay,” I replied casually. “They’re down the beach and around the point, warming themselves by a fire that this pile of sand hides from you. Even though the sun is shining, the air is really chilly. Let’s get going! This island is exhausting me, and I’m eager to be back on the ship and away.”
“So small an escort scarce befits so great a captain,” he said. “We will all attend you.” One and all started forward.
“So small an escort hardly suits such a great captain,” he said. “We'll all go with you.” Everyone stepped forward.
I called to mind and gave utterance to all the oaths I had heard in the wars. “I entertain you for my subordinate whom I command, and not who commands me!” I cried, when my memory failed me. “As for you, you dogs, who would question your captain and his doings, stay where you are, if you would not be lessoned in earnest!”
I remembered and spoke out all the oaths I had heard during the wars. “I treat you as my subordinate, whom I command, and not someone who commands me!” I shouted when my memory let me down. “And you, dogs, who dare to question your captain and what he does, stay where you are if you don’t want to be taught a serious lesson!”
Sheer audacity is at times the surest steed a man can bestride. Now at least it did me good service. With oaths and grunts of admiration the pirates stayed where they were, and went about their business of launching the boats and stripping the body of Red Gil, while the man in black and silver, the Spaniard, the two gravediggers, the knave with the wounded shoulder, and myself walked briskly up the beach.
Sheer boldness is sometimes the most reliable companion a person can have. For me, it certainly proved beneficial. With shouts and sounds of appreciation, the pirates stayed where they were and continued their work of launching the boats and taking apart Red Gil's body, while the man in black and silver, the Spaniard, the two gravediggers, the guy with the injured shoulder, and I hurried up the beach.
With these five at my heels I strode up to the dying fire and to those who had sprung to their feet at our approach. “Sparrow,” I said easily, “luck being with us as usual, I have fallen in with a party of rovers. I have told them who I am,—that Kirby, to wit, whom an injurious world calls the blackest pirate unhanged,—and have recounted to them how the great galleon which I took some months ago went down yesterday with all on board, you and I with these others being the sole survivors. By dint of a little persuasion they have elected me their captain, and we will go on board directly and set sail for the Indies, a hunting ground which we never should have left. You need not look so blank; you shall be my mate and right hand still.” I turned to the five who formed my escort. “This, gentlemen, is my mate, Jeremy Sparrow by name, who hath a taste for divinity that in no wise interferes with his taste for a galleon or a guarda costa. This man, Diccon Demon by name, was of my crew. The gentleman without a sword is my prisoner, taken by me from the last ship I sunk. How he, an Englishman, came to be upon a Spanish bark I have not found leisure to inquire. The lady is my prisoner, also.”
With these five trailing behind me, I walked up to the dying fire and to those who had jumped to their feet as we approached. “Sparrow,” I said casually, “luck being with us as usual, I’ve run into a group of rovers. I’ve told them who I am—Kirby, as the awful world calls me, the blackest pirate unhanged—and I recounted how the great galleon I captured a few months ago went down yesterday with everyone on board, leaving only you, me, and these others as survivors. With a bit of persuasion, they’ve made me their captain, and we’ll board the ship right away and set sail for the Indies, a hunting ground we should never have left. You don’t need to look so shocked; you’ll still be my mate and right-hand man.” I turned to the five who made up my escort. “This, gentlemen, is my mate, Jeremy Sparrow, who has a knack for divinity that in no way gets in the way of his love for a galleon or a guarda costa. This man, Diccon Demon, was part of my crew. The gentleman without a sword is my prisoner, taken from the last ship I sank. I haven’t had the time to inquire how he, an Englishman, ended up on a Spanish vessel. The lady is my prisoner as well.”
“Sure by rights she should be gaoler and hold all men's hearts in ward,” said Paradise, with a low bow to my unfortunate captive.
“Of course, she should be the one in charge, keeping all men's hearts locked up,” said Paradise, with a respectful nod to my unfortunate captive.
While he spoke a most remarkable transformation was going on. The minister's grave, rugged, and deeply lined face smoothed itself and shed ten years at least; in the eyes that I had seen wet with noble tears a laughing devil now lurked, while his strong mouth became a loose-lipped, devil-may-care one. His head with its aureole of bushy, grizzled hair set itself jauntily upon one side, and from it and from his face and his whole great frame breathed a wicked jollity quite indescribable.
While he spoke, something truly remarkable was happening. The minister's serious, rugged, and deeply lined face smoothed out, losing at least ten years; the eyes that I had seen filled with noble tears now held a mischievous glint, while his strong mouth turned into a carefree, relaxed grin. His head, with its halo of bushy, grizzled hair, tilted playfully to one side, and from him—his face and his entire impressive frame—emanated a wicked jollity that was impossible to describe.
“Odsbodikins, captain!” he cried. “Kirby's luck!—'t will pass into a saw! Adzooks! and so you're captain once more, and I'm mate once more, and we've a ship once more, and we're off once more
“Odsbodikins, captain!” he shouted. “Kirby's luck!—it'll be the talk of the town! Wow! So you’re captain again, and I'm first mate again, and we have a ship again, and we’re setting off again!
sail the Spanish Main give the Spaniard pain, ho, bully boy, heave ho!
sail the Spanish Main give the Spaniard trouble, hey, tough guy, let’s go!
By 'r lakin! I'm too dry to sing. It will take all the wine of Xeres in the next galleon to unparch my tongue!”
By golly! I'm too dry to sing. It will take all the wine from Xeres in the next ship to quench my thirst!
CHAPTER XXIII IN WHICH WE WRITE UPON THE SAND
DAY after day the wind filled our sails and sang in the rigging, and day after day we sailed through blue seas toward the magic of the south. Day after day a listless and voluptuous world seemed too idle for any dream of wrong, and day after day we whom a strange turn of Fortune's wheel had placed upon a pirate ship held our lives in our hands, and walked so close with Death that at length that very intimacy did breed contempt. It was not a time to think; it was a time to act, to laugh and make others laugh, to bluster and brag, to estrange sword and scabbard, to play one's hand with a fine unconcern, but all the time to watch, watch, watch, day in and day out, every minute of every hour. That ship became a stage, and we, the actors, should have been applauded to the echo. How well we played let witness the fact that the ship came to the Indies, with me for captain and the minister for mate, and with the woman that was on board unharmed; nay, reverenced like a queen. The great cabin was hers, and the poop deck; we made for her a fantastic state with doffing of hats and bowings and backward steps. We were her guard,—the gentlemen of the Queen,—I and my Lord Carnal, the minister and Diccon, and we kept between her and the rest of the ship.
DAY after day, the wind filled our sails and whistled in the rigging, and day after day we sailed through blue seas towards the magic of the south. Day after day, a lazy and indulgent world felt too idle for any thoughts of wrongdoing, and day after day, we—who had been placed on a pirate ship by a strange twist of fate—held our lives in our hands, walking so close to Death that eventually, that very closeness bred contempt. This wasn’t a time for thinking; it was a time for action, for laughter and making others laugh, for boasting and bragging, for drawing swords and sheathing them, for playing our hand with casual confidence, but all the while keeping a careful watch, watch, watch, every minute of every hour. That ship became a stage, and we, the actors, deserved to be applauded to the echoes. How well we performed is evidenced by the fact that the ship reached the Indies, with me as captain and the minister as first mate, and the woman on board unharmed; in fact, revered like a queen. The grand cabin was hers, and the poop deck; we created a fantastic atmosphere for her with hat-tipping, bowing, and stepping back. We were her guard—the gentlemen of the Queen—I, my Lord Carnal, the minister, and Diccon, and we kept ourselves between her and the rest of the ship.
We did our best, and our best was very much. When I think of the songs the minister sang; of the roars of laughter that went up from the lounging pirates when, sitting astride one of the main-deck guns, he made his voice call to them, now from the hold, now from the stern gallery, now from the masthead, now from the gilt sea maid upon the prow, I laugh too. Sometimes a space was cleared for him, and he played to them as to the pit at Blackfriars. They laughed and wept and swore with delight,—all save the Spaniard, who was ever like a thundercloud, and Paradise, who only smiled like some languid, side-box lord. There was wine on board, and during the long, idle days, when the wind droned in the rigging like a bagpipe, and there was never a cloud in the sky, and the galleons were still far away, the pirates gambled and drank. Diccon diced with them, and taught them all the oaths of a free company. So much wine, and no more, should they have; when they frowned, I let them see that their frowning and their half-drawn knives mattered no doit to me. It was their whim—a huge jest of which they could never have enough—still to make believe that they sailed under Kirby. Lest it should spoil the jest, and while the jest outranked all other entertainment, they obeyed as though I had been indeed that fierce sea wolf.
We gave it our all, and our all was impressive. When I think about the songs the minister sang, and the bursts of laughter from the lounging pirates as he called out to them from different spots—sometimes from the hold, sometimes from the stern gallery, sometimes from the masthead, and sometimes from the gilded sea maid at the front—I can't help but laugh too. Occasionally, a space was cleared for him, and he played for them like he would for the audience at Blackfriars. They laughed, cried, and cheered with joy, except for the Spaniard, who was always like a thundercloud, and Paradise, who only smiled like a tired aristocrat. There was wine on board, and during the long, lazy days when the wind droned in the rigging like a bagpipe, with not a cloud in sight and the galleons still far away, the pirates gambled and drank. Diccon played dice with them and taught them all the curses of a free company. They were allowed just enough wine; when they frowned, I made sure they saw that their frowns and half-drawn knives meant nothing to me. It was their joke—a huge prank they could never get enough of—to still pretend they sailed under Kirby. To keep the joke alive, and because it was more entertaining than anything else, they obeyed as if I were indeed that fierce sea wolf.
Time passed, though it passed like a tortoise, and we came to the Lucayas, to the outposts of the vast hunting ground of Spaniard and pirate and buccaneer, the fringe of that zone of beauty and villainy and fear, and sailed slowly past the islands, looking for our prey.
Time went on, but it felt slow, like a tortoise, and we arrived at the Lucayas, at the edges of the great hunting territory of Spaniards, pirates, and buccaneers—a borderland of beauty, treachery, and danger. We sailed slowly past the islands, searching for our target.
The sea was blue as blue could be. Only in the morning and the evening it glowed blood red, or spread upon its still bosom all the gold of all the Indies, or became an endless mead of palest green shot with amethyst. When night fell, it mirrored the stars, great and small, or was caught in a net of gold flung across it from horizon to horizon. The ship rent the net with a wake of white fire. The air was balm; the islands were enchanted places, abandoned by Spaniard and Indian, overgrown, serpent-haunted. The reef, the still water, pink or gold, the gleaming beach, the green plume of the palm, the scarlet birds, the cataracts of bloom,—the senses swooned with the color, the steaming incense, the warmth, the wonder of that fantastic world. Sometimes, in the crystal waters near the land, we sailed over the gardens of the sea gods, and, looking down, saw red and purple blooms and shadowy waving forests, with rainbow fish for humming birds. Once we saw below us a sunken ship. With how much gold she had endowed the wealthy sea, how many long drowned would rise from her rotted decks when the waves gave up their dead, no man could tell. Away from the ship darted many-hued fish, gold-disked, or barred and spotted with crimson, or silver and purple. The dolphin and the tunny and the flying fish swam with us. Sometimes flights of small birds came to us from the land. Sometimes the sea was thickly set with full-blown pale red bloom, the jellyfish that was a flower to the sight and a nettle to the touch. If a storm arose, a fury that raged and threatened, it presently swept away, and the blue laughed again. When the sun sank, there arose in the east such a moon as might have been sole light to all the realms of faery. A beauty languorous and seductive was most absolute empress of the wonderful land and the wonderful sea.
The sea was as blue as it gets. Only in the morning and evening did it glow blood red, or reflect all the gold of the Indies on its calm surface, or turn into a endless meadow of pale green streaked with purple. When night fell, it reflected the stars, big and small, or was caught in a net of gold that stretched from horizon to horizon. The ship cut through the net, leaving a trail of white foam. The air was soothing; the islands were magical places, left behind by Spaniards and Indians, overgrown and filled with serpents. The reef, the calm water, pink or gold, the shining beach, the green palm fronds, the bright red birds, the burst of flowers—the senses were overwhelmed by the colors, the fragrant warmth, and the sheer wonder of that fantastic world. Sometimes, in the clear waters near the shore, we sailed over the gardens of the sea gods and looked down to see red and purple flowers and shadowy forests swaying, with colorful fish like hummingbirds. Once, we spotted a sunken ship below us. No one could say how much gold it had sent to the rich sea, or how many long-drowned souls would rise from its rotting decks when the waves released their dead. Many-colored fish swam away from the ship, some with gold discs or crimson stripes and spots, others silver and purple. Dolphins, tuna, and flying fish accompanied us. Sometimes flocks of small birds flew to us from the land. Occasionally, the sea was covered with fully blossomed pale red jellyfish, which looked like flowers but stung like nettles. If a storm erupted, fierce and threatening, it quickly blew over, and the blue returned. As the sun set, a moon rose in the east that could have been the only light for all the magical realms. A beauty that was languorous and seductive took the throne as the absolute ruler of the wonderful land and sea.
We were in the hunting grounds, and men went not there to gather flowers. Day after day we watched for Spanish sails; for the plate fleets went that way, and some galleass or caravel or galleon might stray aside. At last, in the clear green bay of a nameless island at which we stopped for water, we found two carracks come upon the same errand, took them, and with them some slight treasure in rich cloths and gems. A week later, in a strait between two islands like tinted clouds, we fought a very great galleon from sunrise to noon, pierced her hull through and through and silenced her ordnance, then boarded her and found a king's ransom in gold and silver. When the fighting had ceased and the treasure was ours, then we four stood side by side on the deck of the slowly sinking galleon, in front of our prisoners,—of the men who had fought well, of the ashen priests and the trembling women. Those whom we faced were in high good humor: they had gold with which to gamble, and wine to drink, and rich clothing with which to prank their villainous bodies, and prisoners with whom to make merry. When I ordered the Spaniards to lower their boats, and taking with them their priests and women row off to one of those two islands, the weather changed.
We were in the hunting grounds, and guys didn’t go there to pick flowers. Day after day, we kept an eye out for Spanish ships since the treasure fleets traveled that way, and a merchant ship or galleon might wander off course. Finally, in the clear green bay of an unnamed island where we stopped for water, we found two carracks also there for the same reason. We captured them and gained a small treasure of fine cloth and gems. A week later, in a narrow passage between two islands that looked like colorful clouds, we battled a huge galleon from sunrise to noon, pierced its hull completely, silenced its cannons, then boarded it and discovered a king's ransom in gold and silver. When the fighting ended and the treasure was ours, the four of us stood side by side on the deck of the slowly sinking galleon, facing our prisoners—those who had fought bravely, the pale priests, and the terrified women. The people we confronted were in great spirits: they had gold to gamble with, wine to drink, fine clothes to wear, and prisoners to entertain them. When I ordered the Spaniards to lower their boats and take their priests and women to one of those two islands, the weather changed.
We outlived that storm, but how I scarcely know. As Kirby would have done, so did I; rating my crew like hounds, turning my point this way and that, daring them to come taste the red death upon it, braving it out like some devil who knows he is invulnerable. My lord, swinging the cutlass with which he was armed, stood beside me, knee to knee, and Diccon cursed after me, making quarterstaff play with his long pike. But it was the minister that won us through. At length they laughed, and Paradise, standing forward, swore that such a captain and such a mate were worth the lives of a thousand Spaniards. To pleasure Kirby, they would depart this once from their ancient usage and let the prisoners go, though it was passing strange,—it being Kirby's wont to clap prisoners under hatches and fire their ship above them. At the end of which speech the Spaniard began to rave, and sprang at me like a catamount. Paradise put forth a foot and tripped him up, whereat the pirates laughed again, and held him back when he would have come at me a second time.
We survived that storm, but I hardly know how. Just like Kirby, I pushed my crew like dogs, shifting my stance this way and that, challenging them to face the deadly consequences of our situation, standing firm like some devil who believes he's untouchable. My lord, swinging the cutlass he had, stood right next to me, shoulder to shoulder, and Diccon cursed after me, playfully swinging his long pike. But it was the minister who got us through. Eventually, they laughed, and Paradise stepped forward, declaring that such a captain and such a mate were worth the lives of a thousand Spaniards. To please Kirby, they would break their usual rules this time and let the prisoners go, even though it was quite unusual—since Kirby usually locked prisoners below deck and set their ship on fire from above. After that speech, the Spaniard began to rage and lunged at me like a wildcat. Paradise stepped in and tripped him, which made the pirates laugh again, and they held him back when he tried to come at me a second time.
From the deck of the shattered galleon I watched her boats, with their heavy freight of cowering humanity, pull off toward the island. Back upon my own poop, the grappling irons cast loose, and a swiftly widening ribbon of blue between us and the sinking ship, I looked at the pirates thronging the waist below me, and knew that the play was nearly over. How many days, weeks, hours, before the lights would go out, I could not tell: they might burn until we took or lost another ship; the next hour might see that brief tragedy consummated.
From the deck of the wrecked galleon, I watched her boats, filled with scared people, heading toward the island. Back on my own deck, the grappling irons let loose, and a quickly widening strip of blue appeared between us and the sinking ship. I looked at the pirates crowding the deck below me and realized that the show was almost over. I couldn't say how many days, weeks, or hours were left before the lights would go out; they might last until we captured or lost another ship; the next hour could bring that short tragedy to its end.
I turned, and going below met Sparrow at the foot of the poop ladder.
I turned around and, as I went below deck, I ran into Sparrow at the bottom of the poop ladder.
“I have sworn at these pirates until my hair stood on end,” he said ruefully. “God forgive me! And I have bent into circles three half pikes in demonstration of the thing that would occur to them if they tempted me overmuch. And I have sung them all the bloody and lascivious songs that ever I knew in my unregenerate days. I have played the bravo and buffoon until they gaped for wonder. I have damned myself to all eternity, I fear, but there'll be no mutiny this fair day. It may arrive by to-morrow, though.”
“I’ve cursed these pirates until my hair stood on end,” he said with a wry smile. “God forgive me! And I’ve bent three half pikes into circles to show them what would happen if they pushed me too far. I’ve sung them all the bloody and raunchy songs I knew from my wild days. I’ve played the tough guy and clown until they were speechless with amazement. I’m afraid I’ve damned myself for all eternity, but there won't be any mutiny today. It might happen by tomorrow, though.”
“Likely enough,” I said. “Come within. I have eaten nothing since yesterday.”
“Probably,” I said. “Come in. I haven’t eaten anything since yesterday.”
“I'll speak to Diccon first,” he answered, and went on toward the forecastle, while I entered the state cabin. Here I found Mistress Percy kneeling beside the bench beneath the stern windows, her face buried in her outstretched arms, her dark hair shadowing her like a mantle. When I spoke to her she did not answer. With a sudden fear I stooped and touched her clasped hands. A shudder ran through her frame, and she slowly raised a colorless face.
“I'll talk to Diccon first,” he replied, and walked toward the front of the ship while I entered the main cabin. Inside, I found Mistress Percy kneeling by the bench under the stern windows, her face hidden in her outstretched arms, her dark hair draping over her like a cloak. When I spoke to her, she didn’t respond. Suddenly scared, I bent down and touched her clasped hands. A shiver went through her body, and she slowly lifted her pale face.
“Are you come back?” she whispered. “I thought you would never come back. I thought they had killed you. I was only praying before I killed myself.”
“Are you back?” she whispered. “I thought you would never return. I thought they had killed you. I was just praying before I took my own life.”
I took her hands and wrung them apart to rouse her, she was so white and cold, and spoke so strangely. “God forbid that I should die yet awhile, madam!” I said. “When I can no longer serve you, then I shall not care how soon I die.”
I took her hands and pulled them apart to wake her up; she was really pale and cold and spoke so oddly. “God forbid that I should die yet for a while, ma’am!” I said. “When I can no longer help you, then I won’t care how soon I die.”
The eyes with which she gazed upon me were still wide and unseeing. “The guns!” she cried, wresting her hands from mine and putting them to her ears. “Oh, the guns! they shake the air. And the screams and the trampling—the guns again!”
The eyes she looked at me with were still wide and blank. “The guns!” she shouted, pulling her hands away from mine and covering her ears. “Oh, the guns! They shake the air. And the screams and the stomping—the guns again!”
I brought her wine and made her drink it; then sat beside her, and told her gently, over and over again, that there was no longer thunder of the guns or screams or trampling. At last the long, tearless sobs ceased, and she rose from her knees, and let me lead her to the door of her cabin. There she thanked me softly, with downcast eyes and lips that yet trembled; then vanished from my sight, leaving me first to wonder at that terror and emotion in her who seldom showed the thing she felt, and finally to conclude that it was not so wonderful after all.
I brought her some wine and made her drink it; then I sat next to her and gently told her over and over that the thunder of guns, the screams, and the trampling were gone. Finally, her long, silent sobs stopped, and she got up from her knees and let me guide her to the door of her cabin. There, she thanked me softly, with downcast eyes and trembling lips, then disappeared from my sight, leaving me to first wonder at the fear and emotion in someone who rarely showed how she felt, and ultimately to conclude that it wasn’t so surprising after all.
We sailed on,—southwards to Cuba, then north again to the Lucayas and the Florida straits, looking for Spanish ships and their gold. The lights yet burned,—now brightly, now so sunken that it seemed as though the next hour they must flicker out. We, the players, flagged not in that desperate masque; but we knew that, in spite of all endeavor, the darkness was coming fast upon us.
We sailed on—south to Cuba, then north again to the Lucayas and the Florida straits, searching for Spanish ships and their gold. The lights still shone—sometimes brightly, sometimes dim to the point where it felt like they would go out any moment. We, the players, didn’t give up in that desperate act; but we knew that, despite all our efforts, the darkness was quickly closing in on us.
Had it been possible, we would have escaped from the ship, hazarding new fortunes on the Spanish Main, in an open boat, sans food or water. But the pirates watched us very closely. They called me “captain” and “Kirby,” and for the jest's sake gave an exaggerated obedience, with laughter and flourishes; but none the less I was their prisoner,—I and those I had brought with me to that ship.
If it had been possible, we would have escaped from the ship, risking new adventures on the Spanish Main in an open boat, without food or water. But the pirates kept a close eye on us. They called me “captain” and “Kirby,” and for fun, they acted overly obedient, laughing and making a scene; but still, I was their prisoner—along with those I had brought with me to that ship.
An islet, shaped like the crescent moon, rose from out the sea before us. We needed water, and so we felt our way between the horns of the crescent into the blue crystal of a fairy harbor. One low hill, rose-colored from base to summit, with scarce a hint of the green world below that canopy of giant bloom, a little silver beach with wonderful shells upon it, the sound of a waterfall and a lazy surf,—we smelt the fruits and the flowers, and a longing for the land came upon us. Six men were left on the ship, and all besides went ashore. Some rolled the water casks toward the sound of the cascade; others plunged into the forest, to return laden with strange and luscious fruits, birds, guanas, conies,—whatever eatable thing they could lay hands upon; others scattered along the beach to find turtle eggs, or, if fortune favored them, the turtle itself. They laughed, they sang, they swore, until the isle rang to their merriment. Like wanton children, they called to each other, to the screaming birds, to the echoing bloom-draped hill.
An islet, shaped like a crescent moon, rose up from the sea in front of us. We needed water, so we made our way between the tips of the crescent into the clear blue of a magical harbor. One low hill, rose-colored from base to peak, barely revealing the green world below a canopy of giant blooms, featured a small silver beach with amazing shells scattered across it, the sound of a waterfall, and a lazy surf. We could smell the fruits and flowers, and a deep longing for the land washed over us. Six men stayed on the ship, while everyone else went ashore. Some rolled the water casks toward the sound of the waterfall; others plunged into the forest, returning loaded with strange and delicious fruits, birds, iguanas, and rabbits—anything edible they could find. Others wandered along the beach looking for turtle eggs or, if luck was on their side, the turtles themselves. They laughed, sang, and swore until the island echoed with their joy. Like playful children, they called to each other, to the screaming birds, and to the blooming hills draped in flowers.
I spread a square of cloth upon the sand, in the shadow of a mighty tree that stood at the edge of the forest, and the King's ward took her seat upon it, and looked, in the golden light of the sinking sun, the very spirit of the isle. By this we two were alone on the beach. The hunters for eggs, led by Diccon, were out upon the farthest gleaming horn; from the wood came the loud laughter of the fruit gatherers, and a most rollicking song issuing from the mighty chest of Master Jeremy Sparrow. With the woodsmen had gone my lord.
I laid a square cloth on the sand, under the shade of a large tree at the edge of the forest, and the King's ward sat down on it, looking, in the golden light of the setting sun, like the very spirit of the island. So there we were, alone on the beach. The egg hunters, led by Diccon, were out on the distant shining point; from the woods came the loud laughter of the fruit gatherers, along with a lively song echoing from the booming voice of Master Jeremy Sparrow. My lord was with the woodsmen.
I walked a little way into the forest, and shouted a warning to Sparrow against venturing too far. When I returned to the giant tree and the cloth in the shadow of its outer branches, my wife was writing on the sand with a pointed shell. She had not seen or heard me, and I stood behind her and read what she wrote. It was my name. She wrote it three times, slowly and carefully; then she felt my presence, glanced swiftly up, smiled, rubbed out my name, and wrote Sparrow's, Diccon's, and the King's in succession. “Lest I should forget to make my letters,” she explained.
I walked a little way into the forest and called out a warning to Sparrow not to go too far. When I got back to the giant tree and the cloth in the shade of its outer branches, my wife was writing in the sand with a pointed shell. She hadn’t seen or heard me, so I stood behind her and read what she was writing. It was my name. She wrote it three times, slowly and carefully; then she sensed my presence, glanced up quickly, smiled, erased my name, and wrote Sparrow's, Diccon's, and the King's one after another. “Just so I don’t forget how to write my letters,” she explained.
I sat down at her feet, and for some time we said no word. The light, falling between the heavy blooms, cast bright sequins upon her dress and dark hair. The blooms were not more pink than her cheeks, the recesses of the forest behind us not deeper or darker than her eyes. The laughter and the song came faintly to us now. The sun was low in the west, and a wonderful light slept upon the sea.
I sat at her feet, and for a while, we didn’t say anything. The light filtering through the heavy flowers made bright specks dance on her dress and dark hair. The flowers were no pinker than her cheeks, and the shadows of the forest behind us were not deeper or darker than her eyes. We could faintly hear laughter and music now. The sun was low in the west, and a beautiful light rested on the sea.
“Last year we had a masque at court,” she said at length, breaking the long silence. “We had Calypso's island, and I was Calypso. The island was built of boards covered with green velvet, and there was a mound upon it of pink silk roses. There was a deep blue painted sea below, and a deep blue painted sky above. My nymphs danced around the mound of roses, while I sat upon a real rock beside the painted sea and talked with Ulysses—to wit, my Lord of Buckingham—in gold armor. That was a strange, bright, unreal, and wearisome day, but not so strange and unreal as this.”
“Last year we had a masquerade at the court,” she said after a long silence. “We had Calypso's island, and I played Calypso. The island was made of boards covered in green velvet, and there was a mound of pink silk roses on it. Below was a deep blue painted sea, and above was a deep blue painted sky. My nymphs danced around the mound of roses, while I sat on a real rock next to the painted sea and talked with Ulysses—actually, my Lord of Buckingham—in gold armor. It was a strange, bright, surreal, and tiring day, but not as strange and surreal as this.”
She ceased to speak, and began again to write upon the sand. I watched her white hand moving to and fro. She wrote, “How long will it last?”
She stopped talking and started writing in the sand again. I watched her pale hand moving back and forth. She wrote, “How long will it last?”
“I do not know. Not long.”
"I don't know. Not long."
She wrote again: “If there is time at the last, when you see that it is best, will you kill me?”
She wrote again: “If you have time in the end, when you see that it's best, will you kill me?”
I took the shell from her hand, and wrote my answer beneath her question.
I took the shell from her hand and wrote my response below her question.
The forest behind us sank into that pause and breathless hush between the noises of the day and the noises of the night. The sun dropped lower, and the water became as pink as the blooms above us.
The forest behind us fell into that quiet moment between the sounds of the day and the sounds of the night. The sun sank lower, and the water turned as pink as the flowers above us.
“An you could, would you change?” I asked. “Would you return to England and safety?”
“Would you change if you could?” I asked. “Would you go back to England and safety?”
She took a handful of the sand and let it slowly drift through her white fingers. “You know that I would not,” she said; “not if the end were to come to-night. Only—only”—She turned from me and looked far out to sea. I could not see her face, only the dusk of her hair and her heaving bosom. “My blood may be upon your hands,” she said in a whisper, “but yours will be upon my soul.”
She grabbed a handful of sand and let it slowly slip through her pale fingers. “You know I wouldn’t,” she said; “not even if the end came tonight. Only—only”—She turned away from me and stared out at the sea. I couldn’t see her face, just the shadows of her hair and her rising chest. “My blood might be on your hands,” she whispered, “but yours will be on my soul.”
She turned yet further away, and covered her eyes with her hand. I arose, and bent over her until I could have touched with my lips that bowed head. “Jocelyn,” I said.
She turned even further away and covered her eyes with her hand. I got up and leaned over her until I could have touched that bowed head with my lips. “Jocelyn,” I said.
A branch of yellow fruit fell beside us, and my Lord Carnal, a mass of gaudy bloom in his hand, stepped from the wood. “I returned to lay our first-fruits at madam's feet,” he explained, his darkly watchful eyes upon us both. “A gift from one poor prisoner to another, madam.” He dropped the flowers in her lap. “Will you wear them, lady? They are as fair almost as I could wish.”
A branch of yellow fruit fell next to us, and my Lord Carnal, holding a bunch of colorful flowers, stepped out from the woods. “I came back to lay our first offerings at your feet, madam,” he said, his watchful eyes on us both. “A gift from one poor prisoner to another, madam.” He placed the flowers in her lap. “Will you wear them, lady? They’re almost as beautiful as I could hope for.”
She touched the blossoms with listless fingers, said they were fair; then, rising, let them drop upon the sand. “I wear no flowers save of my husband's gathering, my lord,” she said.
She touched the flowers with tired fingers, said they were pretty; then, standing up, let them fall onto the sand. “I wear no flowers except for those my husband picks, my lord,” she said.
There was a pathos and weariness in her voice, and a mist of unshed tears in her eyes. She hated him; she loved me not, yet was forced to turn to me for help at every point, and she had stood for weeks upon the brink of death and looked unfalteringly into the gulf beneath her.
There was a sadness and tiredness in her voice, and a haze of unshed tears in her eyes. She hated him; she didn't love me, yet she had to turn to me for help at every moment, and she had been standing on the edge of death for weeks, looking without flinching into the abyss below her.
“My lord,” I said, “you know in what direction Master Sparrow led the men. Will you reenter the wood and call them to return? The sun is fast sinking, and darkness will be upon us.”
“My lord,” I said, “you know where Master Sparrow took the men. Will you go back into the woods and call them to come back? The sun is setting quickly, and it will be dark soon.”
He looked from her to me, with his brows drawn downwards and his lips pressed together. Stooping, he took up the fallen flowers and deliberately tore them to pieces, until the pink petals were all scattered upon the sand.
He looked from her to me, his brows furrowed and his lips pressed tight. Leaning down, he picked up the fallen flowers and slowly ripped them apart, scattering the pink petals all over the sand.
“I am weary of requests that are but sugared commands,” he said thickly. “Go seek your own men, an you will. Here we are but man to man, and I budge not. I stay, as the King would have me stay, beside the unfortunate lady whom you have made the prisoner and the plaything of a pirate ship.”
“I’m tired of requests that are just sugar-coated orders,” he said heavily. “Go find your own men if you want. Here it’s just one man against another, and I won’t move. I stay, as the King wants me to stay, beside the unfortunate lady that you’ve turned into a prisoner and a toy for a pirate ship.”
“You wear no sword, my Lord Carnal,” I said at last, “and so may lie with impunity.”
“You aren't wearing a sword, my Lord Carnal,” I finally said, “which lets you lie here without fear.”
“But you can get me one!” he cried, with ill-concealed eagerness.
“But you can get me one!” he exclaimed, unable to hide his excitement.
I laughed. “I am not zealous in mine enemy's cause, my lord. I shall not deprive Master Sparrow of your lordship's sword.”
I laughed. “I'm not passionate about my enemy's cause, my lord. I won't take Master Sparrow's sword from you.”
Before I knew what he was about he crossed the yard of sand between us and struck me in the face. “Will that quicken your zeal?” he demanded between his teeth.
Before I realized what he was up to, he crossed the sandy yard separating us and hit me in the face. “Will that boost your enthusiasm?” he asked through grit teeth.
I seized him by the arm, and we stood so, both white with passion, both breathing heavily. At length I flung his arm from me and stepped back. “I fight not my prisoner,” I said, “nor, while the lady you have named abides upon that ship with the nobleman who, more than myself, is answerable for her being there, do I put my life in unnecessary hazard. I will endure the smart as best I may, my lord, until a more convenient season, when I will salve it well.”
I grabbed him by the arm, and we stood there, both pale with emotion, both breathing heavily. Eventually, I pushed his arm away and stepped back. “I won’t fight my prisoner,” I said, “and while the lady you mentioned is on that ship with the nobleman who is more responsible for her being there than I am, I won’t put my life at unnecessary risk. I’ll just have to endure the pain as best I can, my lord, until a better time comes, when I can deal with it properly.”
I turned to Mistress Percy, and giving her my hand led her down to the boats; for I heard the fruit gatherers breaking through the wood, and the hunters for eggs, black figures against the crimson sky, were hurrying down the beach. Before the night had quite fallen we were out of the fairy harbor, and when the moon rose the islet looked only a silver sail against the jeweled heavens.
I turned to Mistress Percy and, taking her hand, led her down to the boats. I heard the fruit gatherers coming through the woods, and the egg hunters, dark silhouettes against the crimson sky, were rushing down the beach. Before night fully set in, we left the enchanted harbor, and when the moon rose, the islet appeared just as a silver sail against the starry sky.
CHAPTER XXIV IN WHICH WE CHOOSE THE LESSER OF TWO EVILS
THE luck that had been ours could not hold; when the tide turned, it ebbed fast.
THE luck we had couldn't last; when things changed, it faded quickly.
The weather changed. One hurricane followed upon the stride of another, with only a blue day or two between. Ofttimes we thought the ship was lost. All hands toiled like galley slaves; and as the heavens darkened, there darkened also the mood of the pirates.
The weather turned bad. One hurricane came right after another, with just a couple of clear days in between. Often, we thought the ship would sink. Everyone worked hard like slaves in a galley; and as the sky grew darker, so did the pirates' mood.
In sight of the great island of Cuba we gave chase to a bark. The sun was shining and the sea fairly still when first she fled before us; we gained upon her, and there was not a mile between us when a cloud blotted out the sun. The next minute our own sails gave us occupation enough. The storm, not we, was victor over the bark; she sank with a shriek from her decks that rang above the roaring wind. Two days later we fought a large caravel. With a fortunate shot she brought down our foremast, and sailed away from us with small damage of her own. All that day and night the wind blew, driving us out of our course, and by dawn we were as a shuttlecock between it and the sea. We weathered the gale, but when the wind sank there fell on board that black ship a menacing silence.
In sight of the great island of Cuba, we pursued a ship. The sun was shining, and the sea was pretty calm when she first took off from us; we closed the gap, and there was less than a mile between us when a cloud covered the sun. The next moment, our own sails demanded our attention. The storm, not us, defeated the ship; she sank with a scream from her decks that pierced through the howling wind. Two days later, we battled a large caravel. With a lucky shot, she knocked down our foremast and sailed away with minimal damage. All day and night, the wind blew, pushing us off course, and by dawn, we were like a shuttlecock caught between it and the sea. We weathered the storm, but when the wind died down, a threatening silence fell over that dark ship.
In the state cabin I held a council of war. Mistress Percy sat beside me, her arm upon the table, her hand shadowing her eyes; my lord, opposite, never took his gaze from her, though he listened gloomily to Sparrow's rueful assertion that the brazen game we had been playing was well-nigh over. Diccon, standing behind him, bit his nails and stared at the floor.
In the state cabin, I held a war council. Mistress Percy sat next to me, her arm resting on the table, her hand shading her eyes; my lord, across from her, never took his eyes off her, even though he listened gloomily to Sparrow's dismal claim that the bold game we had been playing was almost over. Diccon, standing behind him, bit his nails and stared at the floor.
“For myself I care not overmuch,” ended the minister. “I scorn not life, but think it at its worst well worth the living; yet when my God calls me, I will go as to a gala day and triumph. You are a soldier, Captain Percy, you and Diccon here, and know how to die. You too, my Lord Carnal, are a brave man, though a most wicked one. For us four, we can drink the cup, bitter though it be, with little trembling. But there is one among us”—His great voice broke, and he sat staring at the table.
“For me, I don’t care too much,” the minister concluded. “I don’t look down on life; I think that even at its worst, it’s worth living. But when my God calls me, I will go like it’s a celebration and triumph. You’re a soldier, Captain Percy, you and Diccon here, and you know how to face death. You too, my Lord Carnal, are a brave man, even though you’re quite wicked. For the four of us, we can take the cup, even if it’s bitter, with little hesitation. But there’s one among us...” His booming voice faltered, and he sat staring at the table.
The King's ward uncovered her eyes. “If I be not a man and a soldier, Master Sparrow,” she said simply, “yet I am the daughter of many valiant gentlemen. I will die as they died before me. And for me, as for you four, it will be only death,—naught else.” She looked at me with a proud smile.
The King's ward opened her eyes. “Even if I'm not a man or a soldier, Master Sparrow,” she said plainly, “I am the daughter of many brave gentlemen. I will die like they did before me. And for me, just like you four, it will be only death—nothing else.” She looked at me with a proud smile.
“Naught else,” I said.
"Nothing else," I said.
My lord started from his seat and strode over to the window, where he stood drumming his fingers against the casing. I turned toward him. “My Lord Carnal,” I said, “you were overheard last night when you plotted with the Spaniard.”
My lord got up from his seat and walked over to the window, where he stood tapping his fingers on the frame. I turned to him. “My Lord Carnal,” I said, “you were overheard last night when you conspired with the Spaniard.”
He recoiled with a gasp, and his hand went to his side, where it found no sword. I saw his eyes busy here and there through the cabin, seeking something which he might convert into a weapon.
He flinched with a gasp, and his hand went to his side, where there was no sword. I watched as his eyes darted around the cabin, looking for something he could use as a weapon.
“I am yet captain of this ship,” I continued. “Why I do not, even though it be my last act of authority, have you flung to the sharks, I scarcely know.”
“I am still the captain of this ship,” I continued. “I’m not sure why I don’t, even though it’s my last act of authority, just toss you to the sharks.”
He threw back his head, all his bravado returned to him. “It is not I that stand in danger,” he began loftily; “and I would have you remember, sir, that you are my enemy, and that I owe you no loyalty.”
He threw his head back, all his confidence returning. “I am not the one in danger,” he said in a lofty tone; “and I want you to remember, sir, that you are my enemy, and I owe you no loyalty.”
“I am content to be your enemy,” I answered.
“I’m fine with being your enemy,” I replied.
“You do not dare to set upon me now,” he went on, with his old insolent, boastful smile. “Let me cry out, make a certain signal, and they without will be here in a twinkling, breaking in the door”—“The signal set?” I said. “The mine laid, the match burning? Then 't is time that we were gone. When I bid the world good-night, my lord, my wife goes with me.”
“You wouldn’t dare attack me now,” he continued, with his usual arrogant, bragging smile. “Just let me shout out, make a specific signal, and they’ll be here in a flash, breaking down the door.” “The signal’s ready?” I asked. “The trap is set, the fuse is lit? Then it’s time for us to leave. When I say goodbye to the world, my lord, my wife comes with me.”
His lips moved and his black eyes narrowed, but he did not speak.
His lips moved and his dark eyes narrowed, but he didn’t say anything.
“An my cheek did not burn so,” I said, “I would be content to let you live; live, captain in verity of this ship of devils, until, tired of you, the devils cut your throat, or until some victorious Spaniard hung you at his yardarm; live even to crawl back to England, by hook or crook, to wait, hat in hand, in the antechamber of his Grace of Buckingham. As it is, I will kill you here and now. I restore you your sword, my lord, and there lies my challenge.”
“Unless my cheek didn't sting like this,” I said, “I would be fine letting you live; live, captain of this ship of devils, until the devils finally get tired of you and cut your throat, or until some victorious Spaniard hangs you from his yardarm; live even to drag yourself back to England, however you can, to wait, hat in hand, in the waiting room of the Duke of Buckingham. But as it stands, I’m going to kill you right here. I give you your sword back, my lord, and that’s my challenge.”
I flung my glove at his feet, and Sparrow unbuckled the keen blade which he had worn since the day I had asked it of its owner, and pushed it to me across the table. The King's ward leaned back in her chair, very white, but with a proud, still face, and hands loosely folded in her lap. My lord stood irresolute, his lip caught between his teeth, his eyes upon the door.
I threw my glove at his feet, and Sparrow unbuckled the sharp knife he had been carrying since the day I asked its owner for it, then slid it across the table to me. The King's ward leaned back in her chair, very pale, but with a proud, calm face and her hands loosely folded in her lap. My lord stood uncertain, his lip caught between his teeth, his eyes on the door.
“Cry out, my lord,” I said. “You are in danger. Cry to your friends without, who may come in time. Cry out loudly, like a soldier and a gentleman!”
“Shout, my lord,” I said. “You’re in danger. Call for your friends outside, who might arrive in time. Shout loudly, like a soldier and a gentleman!”
With a furious oath he stooped and caught up the glove at his feet; then snatched out of my hand the sword that I offered him.
With an angry curse, he bent down and picked up the glove at his feet; then he grabbed the sword I was offering him from my hand.
“Push back the settle, you; it is in the way!” he cried to Diccon; then to me, in a voice thick with passion: “Come on, sir! Here there are no meddling governors; this time let Death throw down the warder!”
“Move the chair, will you? It’s in the way!” he shouted to Diccon; then to me, in a voice heavy with emotion: “Come on, man! There are no interfering leaders here; this time let Death take down the guardian!”
“He throws it,” said the minister beneath his breath.
“He throws it,” the minister murmured.
From without came a trampling and a sudden burst of excited voices. The next instant the door was burst open, and a most villainous, fiery-red face thrust itself inside. “A ship!” bawled the apparition, and vanished. The clamor increased; voices cried for captain and mate, and more pirates appeared at the door, swearing out the good news, come in search of Kirby, and giving no choice but to go with them at once.
From outside came the sound of footsteps and a sudden burst of excited voices. The next moment, the door burst open, and a very wicked, fiery-red face poked itself inside. “A ship!” shouted the figure, and then disappeared. The noise grew louder; voices called for the captain and the first mate, and more pirates showed up at the door, shouting the good news, looking for Kirby, and leaving no option but to go with them immediately.
“Until this interruption is over, sir,” I said sternly, bowing to him as I spoke. “No longer.”
“Until this interruption is over, sir,” I said firmly, bowing to him as I spoke. “Not anymore.”
“Be sure, sir, that to my impatience the time will go heavily,” he answered as sternly.
“Sure, sir, just know that my impatience will make the time drag on,” he replied with equal seriousness.
We reached the poop to find the fog that had lain about us thick and white suddenly lifted, and the hot sunshine streaming down upon a rough blue sea. To the larboard, a league away, lay a low, endless coast of sand, as dazzling white as the surf that broke upon it, and running back to a matted growth of vivid green.
We reached the deck to find the fog that had surrounded us thick and white suddenly lifted, and the hot sunshine pouring down on a choppy blue sea. To the left, a mile away, was a low, endless stretch of sand, as bright white as the waves crashing on it, leading back to a tangled growth of vibrant green.
“That is Florida,” said Paradise at my elbow, “and there are reefs and shoals enough between us. It was Kirby's luck that the fog lifted. Yonder tall ship hath a less fortunate star.”
“That’s Florida,” Paradise said next to me, “and there are plenty of reefs and shoals in between us. Kirby was lucky that the fog cleared. That tall ship over there isn’t as fortunate.”
She lay between us and the white beach, evidently in shoal and dangerous waters. She too had encountered a hurricane, and had not come forth victorious. Foremast and forecastle were gone, and her bowsprit was broken. She lay heavily, her ports but a few inches above the water. Though we did not know it then, most of her ordnance had been flung overboard to lighten her. Crippled as she was, with what sail she could set, she was beating back to open sea from that dangerous offing.
She lay between us and the white beach, clearly in shallow and treacherous waters. She had also faced a hurricane and hadn’t emerged victorious. The foremast and forecastle were gone, and her bowsprit was broken. She lay heavily, with her ports just a few inches above the water. Although we didn't realize it at the time, most of her cannons had been tossed overboard to help her float. Crippled as she was, with whatever sail she could manage, she was trying to make her way back to open sea from that perilous spot.
“Where she went we can follow!” sang out a voice from the throng in our waist. “A d—d easy prize! And we'll give no quarter this time!” There was a grimness in the applause of his fellows that boded little good to some on either ship.
“Where she goes, we can follow!” shouted a voice from the crowd around us. “An easy win! And we won’t show any mercy this time!” The harshness in the cheers from his mates didn’t sound promising for some on both ships.
“Lord help all poor souls this day!” ejaculated the minister in undertones; then aloud and more hopefully, “She hath not the look of a don; maybe she's buccaneer.”
“Lord help all the poor souls today!” the minister said quietly to himself; then, more hopefully and out loud, “She doesn’t look like a scholar; maybe she’s a pirate.”
“She is an English merchantman,” said Paradise. “Look at her colors. A Company ship, probably, bound for Virginia, with a cargo of servants, gentlemen out at elbows, felons, children for apprentices, traders, French vignerons, glasswork Italians, returning Councilors and heads of hundreds, with their wives and daughters, men servants and maid servants. I made the Virginia voyage once myself, captain.”
“She’s an English merchant ship,” said Paradise. “Check out her colors. It’s probably a Company ship heading to Virginia, carrying a load of servants, down-on-their-luck gentlemen, felons, children for apprentices, traders, French winemakers, glassworkers from Italy, returning councilors and heads of households, along with their wives and daughters, and male and female servants. I did the Virginia trip myself once, captain.”
I did not answer. I too saw the two crosses, and I did not doubt that the arms upon the flag beneath were those of the Company. The vessel, which was of about two hundred tons, had mightily the look of the George, a ship with which we at Jamestown were all familiar. Sparrow spoke for me.
I didn't answer. I also saw the two crosses, and I had no doubt that the arms on the flag below were those of the Company. The ship, which was about two hundred tons, looked a lot like the George, a ship that everyone in Jamestown knew well. Sparrow spoke for me.
“An English ship!” he cried out of the simplicity of his heart. “Then she's safe enough for us! Perhaps we might speak her and show her that we are English, too! Perhaps”—He looked at me eagerly.
“An English ship!” he shouted, feeling genuinely excited. “Then we’re safe with her! Maybe we can talk to her and let her know we’re English, too! Maybe”—He looked at me with anticipation.
“Perhaps you might be let to go off to her in one of the boats,” finished Paradise dryly. “I think not, Master Sparrow.”
“Maybe you could go to her in one of the boats,” Paradise said dryly. “I don’t think so, Master Sparrow.”
“It's other guess messengers that they'll send,” muttered Diccon. “They're uncovering the guns, sir.”
“It's other guess messengers they'll send,” muttered Diccon. “They're uncovering the guns, sir.”
Every man of those villains, save one, was of English birth; every man knew that the disabled ship was an English merchantman filled with peaceful folk, but the knowledge changed their plans no whit. There was a great hubbub; cries and oaths and brutal laughter, the noise of the gunners with their guns, the clang of cutlass and pike as they were dealt out, but not a voice raised against the murder that was to be done. I looked from the doomed ship, upon which there was now frantic haste and confusion, to the excited throng below me, and knew that I had as well cry for mercy to winter wolves.
Every one of those villains, except for one, was born in England; every one knew that the disabled ship was an English merchant ship filled with innocent people, but that knowledge didn't change their plans at all. There was a big uproar; shouts, curses, and cruel laughter, the noise of the gunners with their weapons, the clash of cutlasses and pikes as they were handed out, but not a single voice was raised against the murder that was about to happen. I looked from the doomed ship, where there was now frantic hurry and chaos, to the excited crowd below me, and I realized that I might as well shout for mercy to a pack of winter wolves.
The helmsman behind me had not waited for orders, and we were bearing down upon the disabled bark. Ahead of us, upon our larboard bow, was a patch of lighter green, and beyond it a slight hurry and foam of the waters. Half a dozen voices cried warning to the helmsman. It was he of the woman's mantle, whom I had run through the shoulder on the island off Cape Charles, and he had been Kirby's pilot from Maracaibo to Fort Caroline. Now he answered with a burst of vaunting oaths: “We're in deep water, and there's deep water beyond. I've passed this way before, and I'll carry ye safe past that reef were 't hell's gate!”
The helmsman behind me didn’t wait for orders, and we were heading straight for the disabled ship. In front of us, on our left side, was a area of lighter green, and beyond that was some turbulence and foam on the water. A half-dozen voices shouted warnings at the helmsman. It was the guy in the woman’s cloak, the one I had injured on the island off Cape Charles, and he had been Kirby's pilot from Maracaibo to Fort Caroline. Now he responded with a loud, boasting curse: “We’re in deep water, and there’s plenty more deep water ahead. I’ve been this way before, and I’ll get you safely past that reef even if it’s hell’s gate!”
The desperadoes who heard him swore applause, and thought no more of the reef that lay in wait. Long since they had gone through the gates of hell for the sake of the prize beyond. Knowing the appeal to be hopeless, I yet made it.
The outlaws who heard him cheered, forgetting about the reef that lurked ahead. They had long since faced the worst for the sake of the reward waiting for them. Even though I knew it was pointless to hope, I still tried.
“She is English, men!” I shouted. “We will fight the Spaniards while they have a flag in the Indies, but our own people we will not touch!”
“She’s English, guys!” I shouted. “We’ll fight the Spaniards as long as they have a flag in the Indies, but we won’t lay a finger on our own people!”
The clamor of shouts and oaths suddenly fell, and the wind in the rigging, the water at the keel, the surf on the shore, made themselves heard. In the silence, the terror of the fated ship became audible. Confused voices came to us, and the scream of a woman.
The noise of shouting and swearing suddenly stopped, and the sound of the wind in the rigging, the water against the keel, and the waves on the shore became clear. In the quiet, the dread of the doomed ship could be felt. We heard muffled voices and the scream of a woman.
On the faces of a very few of the pirates there was a look of momentary doubt and wavering; it passed, and the most had never worn it. They began to press forward toward the poop, cursing and threatening, working themselves up into a rage that would not care for my sword, the minister's cutlass, or Diccon's pike. One who called himself a wit cried out something about Kirby and his methods, and two or three laughed.
On the faces of a few of the pirates, there was a brief moment of doubt and hesitation; it quickly disappeared, and most of them had never shown it. They started pushing forward toward the upper deck, cursing and threatening, getting themselves worked up into a rage that wouldn’t care about my sword, the minister's cutlass, or Diccon's pike. One guy who claimed to be funny shouted something about Kirby and his methods, and a couple of others laughed.
“I find that the role of Kirby wearies me,” I said. “I am an English gentleman, and I will not fire upon an English ship.”
“I find that the role of Kirby tires me,” I said. “I am an English gentleman, and I will not shoot at an English ship.”
As if in answer there came from our forecastle a flame and thunder of guns. The gunners there, intent upon their business, and now within range of the merchantman, had fired the three forecastle culverins. The shot cut her rigging and brought down the flag. The pirates' shout of triumph was echoed by a cry from her decks and the defiant roar of her few remaining guns.
As if in response, there was a flash and a loud bang of guns from our forecastle. The gunners there, focused on their task and now within range of the merchant ship, had fired the three forecastle cannons. The shot severed her rigging and brought down her flag. The pirates' cheer of victory was met with a shout from her deck and the defiant blast of her few remaining guns.
I drew my sword. The minister and Diccon moved nearer to me, and the King's ward, still and white and braver than a man, stood beside me. From the pirates that we faced came one deep breath, like the first sigh of the wind before the blast strikes. Suddenly the Spaniard pushed himself to the front; with his gaunt figure and sable dress he had the seeming of a raven come to croak over the dead. He rested his gloomy eyes upon my lord. The latter, very white, returned the look; then, with his head held high, crossed the deck with a measured step and took his place among us. He was followed a moment later by Paradise. “I never thought to die in my bed, captain,” said the latter nonchalantly. “Sooner or later, what does it matter? And you must know that before I was a pirate I was a gentleman.” Turning, he doffed his hat with a flourish to those he had quitted. “Hell litter!” he cried. “I have run with you long enough. Now I have a mind to die an honest man.”
I pulled out my sword. The minister and Diccon moved closer to me, and the King's ward, calm and pale yet braver than any man, stood by my side. From the pirates we faced came a single deep breath, like the first sigh of the wind before the storm hits. Suddenly, the Spaniard stepped forward; with his thin figure and dark clothing, he looked like a raven come to mourn the dead. He fixed his gloomy gaze on my lord. My lord, very pale, met his stare; then, with his head held high, walked steadily across the deck and took his place among us. He was soon followed by Paradise. “I never thought I’d die in my bed, captain,” he said casually. “Sooner or later, what does it matter? And you should know that before I was a pirate, I was a gentleman.” Turning, he tipped his hat with a flourish to those he was leaving behind. “Hell litter!” he shouted. “I’ve run with you long enough. Now I want to die an honest man.”
At this defection a dead hush of amazement fell upon that crew. One and all they stared at the man in black and silver, moistening their lips, but saying no word. We were five armed and desperate men; they were fourscore. We might send many to death before us, but at the last we ourselves must die,—we and those aboard the helpless ship.
At this betrayal, a stunned silence swept over the crew. They all stared at the man in black and silver, nervously licking their lips but not saying a word. We were five armed and desperate men; they were eighty. We might take many down with us, but in the end, we would also die—us and those on the defenseless ship.
In the moment's respite I bowed my head and whispered to the King's ward.
In that brief moment of pause, I lowered my head and quietly spoke to the King's ward.
“I had rather it were your sword,” she answered in a low voice, in which there was neither dread nor sorrow. “You must not let it grieve you; it will be added to your good deeds. And it is I that should ask your forgiveness, not you mine.”
“I would prefer it were your sword,” she replied quietly, her voice betraying no fear or sadness. “You shouldn’t let it bother you; it will count as part of your good deeds. And it’s me who should be asking for your forgiveness, not the other way around.”
Though there was scant time for such dalliance, I bent my knee and rested my forehead upon her hand. As I rose, the minister's hand touched my shoulder and the voice spoke in my ear. “There is another way,” he said. “There is God's death, and not man's. Look and see what I mean.”
Though there was little time for such flirting, I kneeled and rested my forehead on her hand. As I got up, the minister's hand touched my shoulder and his voice spoke in my ear. “There is another way,” he said. “There is God's death, not man's. Look and see what I mean.”
I followed the pointing of his eyes, and saw how close we were to those white and tumbling waters, the danger signal, the rattle of the hidden snake. The eyes of the pirate at the helm, too, were upon them; his brows were drawn downward, his lips pressed together, the whole man bent upon the ship's safe passage.... The low thunder of the surf, the cry of a wheeling sea bird, the gleaming lonely shore, the cloudless sky, the ocean, and the white sand far, far below, where one might sleep well, sleep well, with other valiant dead, long drowned, long changed. “Of their bones are coral made.”
I followed his gaze and realized how close we were to those white, crashing waves—the warning sign, the rattle of a hidden snake. The pirate at the helm was also watching; his brows were furrowed, his lips pressed tight, completely focused on getting the ship through safely... The low roar of the surf, the call of a circling seabird, the shining empty shore, the clear sky, the ocean, and the white sand far below, where one could rest peacefully, rest peacefully, alongside other brave souls, long drowned, long changed. “Of their bones are coral made.”
The storm broke with fury and outcries, and a blue radiance of drawn steel. A pistol ball sang past my ear.
The storm erupted with rage and shouts, accompanied by a bright flash of metal. A bullet whizzed past my ear.
“Don't shoot!” roared the gravedigger to the man who had fired the shot. “Don't cut them down! Take them and thrust them under hatches until we've time to give them a slow death! And hands off the woman until we've time to draw lots!”
“Don’t shoot!” yelled the gravedigger at the guy who had fired the shot. “Don’t take them out! Grab them and shove them below deck until we have time to make it slow! And keep your hands off the woman until we can draw lots!”
He and the Spaniard led the rush. I turned my head and nodded to Sparrow, then faced them again. “Then may the Lord have mercy upon your souls!” I said.
He and the Spaniard led the charge. I turned my head and nodded to Sparrow, then faced them again. “Then may the Lord have mercy on your souls!” I said.
As I spoke the minister sprang upon the helmsman, and, striking him to the deck with one blow of his huge fist, himself seized the wheel. Before the pirates could draw breath he had jammed the helm to starboard, and the reef lay right across our bows.
As I was speaking, the minister lunged at the helmsman, and with one powerful blow, he knocked him to the deck and took over the wheel. Before the pirates had a chance to react, he had turned the helm hard to the right, and the reef came crashing right in front of us.
A dreadful cry went up from that black ship to a deaf Heaven,—a cry that was echoed by a wild shout of triumph from the merchantman. The mass fronting us broke in terror and rage and confusion. Some ran frantically up and down with shrieks and curses; others sprang overboard. A few made a dash for the poop and for us who stood to meet them. They were led by the Spaniard and the gravedigger. The former I met and sent tumbling back into the waist; the latter whirled past me, and rushing upon Paradise thrust him through with a pike, then dashed on to the wheel, to be met and hewn down by Diccon.
A terrifying scream came from that dark ship to a silent Heaven—a scream that was answered by a wild shout of victory from the merchant ship. The group facing us fell into terror, anger, and chaos. Some ran around frantically, screaming and cursing; others jumped overboard. A few made a break for the back of the ship where we were waiting for them. They were led by the Spaniard and the gravedigger. I confronted the Spaniard and knocked him back into the middle of the deck; the gravedigger rushed past me, attacking Paradise with a pike, then rushed to the wheel, where Diccon met him and cut him down.
The ship struck. I put my arm around my wife, and my hand before her eyes; and while I looked only at her, in that storm of terrible cries, of flapping canvas, rushing water, and crashing timbers, the Spaniard clambered like a catamount upon the poop, that was now high above the broken forepart of the ship, and fired his pistol at me point-blank.
The ship hit something. I wrapped my arm around my wife and held my hand in front of her eyes; while I focused solely on her amidst the chaos of awful screams, flapping sails, rushing water, and splintering wood, the Spaniard climbed like a mountain lion onto the raised back of the ship, now far above the shattered front, and shot his pistol at me at point-blank range.
CHAPTER XXV IN WHICH MY LORD HATH HIS DAY
I AND Black Lamoral were leading a forlorn hope. With all my old company behind us, we were thundering upon an enemy as thick as ants, covering the face of the earth. Down came Black Lamoral, and the hoofs of every mad charger went over me. For a time I was dead; then I lived again, and was walking with the forester's daughter in the green chase at home. The oaks stretched broad sheltering arms above the young fern and the little wild flowers, and the deer turned and looked at us. In the open spaces, starring the lush grass, were all the yellow primroses that ever bloomed. I gathered them for her, but when I would have given them to her she was no longer the forester's daughter, but a proud lady, heiress to lands and gold, the ward of the King. She would not take the primroses from a poor gentleman, but shook her head and laughed sweetly, and faded into a waterfall that leaped from a pink hill into a waveless sea. Another darkness, and I was captive to the Chickahominies, tied to the stake. My arm and shoulder were on fire, and Opechancanough came and looked at me, with his dark, still face and his burning eyes. The fierce pain died, and I with it, and I lay in a grave and listened to the loud and deep murmur of the forest above. I lay there for ages on ages before I awoke to the fact that the darkness about me was the darkness of a ship's hold, and the murmur of the forest the wash of the water alongside. I put out an arm and touched, not the side of a grave, but a ship's timbers. I stretched forth the other arm, then dropped it with a groan. Some one bent over me and held water to my lips. I drank, and my senses came fully to me. “Diccon!” I said.
I AND Black Lamoral were leading a hopeless charge. With all my old friends behind us, we were charging toward an enemy that was as numerous as ants, covering the landscape. Black Lamoral fell, and the hooves of every wild horse trampled over me. For a moment, I was dead; then I came back to life and was walking with the forester's daughter in the lush greenery at home. The oaks spread their wide, protective branches over the young ferns and delicate wildflowers, and the deer turned to look at us. In the open fields, dotting the rich grass, were all the yellow primroses that had ever bloomed. I picked them for her, but when I tried to give them to her, she was no longer the forester's daughter; she had transformed into a proud lady, an heiress to lands and wealth, under the King's protection. She wouldn’t accept the primroses from a poor gentleman, shaking her head and laughing sweetly before fading into a waterfall that jumped from a pink hill into a calm sea. Another wave of darkness, and I found myself captured by the Chickahominies, tied to a stake. My arm and shoulder were on fire, and Opechancanough approached me, his dark, calm face and burning eyes piercing through. The intense pain faded away, and so did I, lying in a grave, listening to the loud, deep murmur of the forest above. I remained there for ages before awakening to realize that the darkness surrounding me was the hold of a ship, and the forest's murmur was the sound of water lapping against the sides. I reached out an arm and touched not the edge of a grave, but the wooden timbers of a ship. I extended my other arm, then let it drop with a groan. Someone leaned over me and held water to my lips. I drank, and my senses returned to me. “Diccon!” I said.
“It's not Diccon,” replied the figure, setting down a pitcher. “It is Jeremy Sparrow. Thank God, you are yourself again!”
“It's not Diccon,” the figure replied, putting down a pitcher. “It's Jeremy Sparrow. Thank God you're yourself again!”
“Where are we?” I asked, when I had lain and listened to the water a little longer.
“Where are we?” I asked after I had laid there and listened to the water for a bit longer.
“In the hold of the George,” he answered. “The ship sank by the bows, and well-nigh all were drowned. But when they upon the George saw that there was a woman amongst us who clung to the poop deck, they sent their longboat to take us off.”
“In the hold of the George,” he replied. “The ship went down at the front, and almost everyone drowned. But when those on the George saw that there was a woman among us holding onto the poop deck, they sent their longboat to rescue us.”
The light was too dim for me to read his face, so I touched his arm.
The light was too low for me to see his face, so I reached out and touched his arm.
“She was saved,” he said. “She is safe now. There are gentlewomen aboard, and she is in their care.”
“She’s safe now,” he said. “She’s alright. There are women here who will take care of her.”
I put my unhurt arm across my eyes.
I covered my eyes with my uninjured arm.
“You are weak yet,” said the minister gently. “The Spaniard's ball, you know, went through your shoulder, and in some way your arm was badly torn from shoulder to wrist. You have been out of your head ever since we were brought here, three days ago. The chirurgeon came and dressed your wound, and it is healing well. Don't try to speak,—I'll tell you all. Diccon has been pressed into service, as the ship is short of hands, having lost some by fever and some overboard. Four of the pirates were picked up, and hung at the yardarm next morning.”
“You're still weak,” the minister said kindly. “The Spaniard's bullet passed through your shoulder, and somehow your arm got seriously injured from shoulder to wrist. You've been out of your mind since we got here three days ago. The surgeon came and took care of your wound, and it’s healing fine. Don’t try to talk—I’ll fill you in. Diccon has been recruited since the ship is short-handed, having lost some crew to fever and others overboard. Four of the pirates were caught and hanged from the yardarm the next morning.”
He moved as he spoke, and something clanked in the stillness. “You are ironed!” I exclaimed.
He moved while he talked, and something clinked in the silence. “You’re all pressed!” I exclaimed.
“Only my ankles. My lord would have had me bound hand and foot; but you were raving for water, and, taking you for a dying man, they were so humane as to leave my hands free to attend you.”
“Only my ankles. My lord would have had me tied up completely; but you were begging for water, and thinking you were about to die, they were kind enough to leave my hands free to help you.”
“My lord would have had you bound,” I said slowly. “Then it's my lord's day.”
“My lord wanted you restrained,” I said slowly. “So, it must be my lord's day.”
“High noon and blazing sunshine,” he answered, with a rueful laugh. “It seems that half the folk on board had gaped at him at court. Lord! when he put his foot over the side of the ship, how the women screeched and the men stared! He 's cock of the walk now, my Lord Carnal, the King's favorite!”
“High noon and scorching sunshine,” he replied with a wry laugh. “It seems that half the people on board couldn't take their eyes off him at court. Wow! When he stepped off the ship, the women screamed and the men were in shock! He’s top dog now, my Lord Carnal, the King’s favorite!”
“And we are pirates.”
"And we're pirates."
“That 's the case in a nutshell,” he answered cheerfully.
"That's the situation in a nutshell," he replied cheerfully.
“Do they know how the ship came to strike upon that reef?” I asked.
“Do they know how the ship ended up hitting that reef?” I asked.
“Probably not, unless madam has enlightened them. I did n't take the trouble,—they would n't have believed me,—and I can take my oath my lord has n't. He was only our helpless prisoner, you know; and they would think madam mistaken or bewitched.”
“Probably not, unless you’ve filled them in. I didn’t bother— they wouldn’t have believed me—and I can guarantee my lord hasn’t either. He was just our helpless prisoner, you know; they’d think you were wrong or under some kind of spell.”
“It 's not a likely tale,” I said grimly, “seeing that we had already opened fire upon them.”
“It’s not a believable story,” I said grimly, “considering that we had already started shooting at them.”
“I trust in heaven the sharks got the men who fired the culverins!” he cried, and then laughed at his own savagery.
“I hope the sharks got the guys who fired the cannons!” he yelled, then laughed at his own brutality.
I lay still and tried to think. “Who are they on board?” I asked at last.
I lay still and tried to think. “Who’s on board?” I finally asked.
“I don't know,” he replied. “I was only on deck until my lord had had his say in the poop cabin with the master and a gentleman who appeared most in authority. Then the pirates were strung up, and we were bundled down here in quick order. But there seems to be more of quality than usual aboard.”
“I don’t know,” he replied. “I was only on deck until my lord finished talking in the poop cabin with the captain and a gentleman who seemed to be in charge. Then the pirates were hung up, and we were quickly brought down here. But it looks like there are more important people than usual on board.”
“You do not know where we are?”
“You don’t know where we are?”
“We lay at anchor for a day,—whilst they patched her up, I suppose,—and since then there has been rough weather. We must be still off Florida, and that is all I know. Now go to sleep. You'll get your strength best so, and there's nothing to be gotten by waking.”
“We anchored for a day—I guess they were fixing her up—and since then, the weather has been rough. We must still be off Florida, and that's all I know. Now, go to sleep. You'll regain your strength that way, and there's nothing to gain by staying awake.”
He began to croon a many-versed psalm. I slept and waked, and slept again, and was waked by the light of a torch against my eyes. The torch was held by a much-betarred seaman, and by its light a gentleman of a very meagre aspect, with a weazen face and small black eyes, was busily examining my wounded shoulder and arm.
He started to softly sing a long psalm. I dozed off, woke up, and fell asleep again, until I was roused by the light of a torch in my eyes. The torch was held by a rough-looking sailor, and by its light, a thin gentleman with a gaunt face and small black eyes was closely inspecting my injured shoulder and arm.
“It passeth belief,” he said in a sing-song voice, “how often wounds, with naught in the world done for them outside of fair water and a clean rag, do turn to and heal out of sheer perversity. Now, if I had been allowed to treat this one properly with scalding oil and melted lead, and to have bled the patient as he should have been bled, it is ten to one that by this time there would have been a pirate the less in the world.” He rose to his feet with a highly injured countenance.
“It’s hard to believe,” he said in a sing-song voice, “how often wounds, with nothing done for them except fair water and a clean rag, turn around and heal just out of sheer stubbornness. Now, if I had been allowed to treat this one properly with scalding oil and melted lead, and to have bled the patient as he should have been, there’s a good chance that by now there would be one less pirate in the world.” He stood up with a deeply hurt expression.
“Then he's doing well?” asked Sparrow.
“Then he’s doing well?” asked Sparrow.
“So well that he could n't do better,” replied the other. “The arm was a trifling matter, though no doubt exquisitely painful. The wound in the shoulder is miraculously healing, without either blood-letting or cauteries. You'll have to hang after all, my friend.” He looked at me with his little beady eyes. “It must have been a grand life,” he said regretfully. “I never expected to see a pirate chief in the flesh. When I was a boy, I used to dream of the black ships and the gold and the fighting. By the serpent of Esculapius, in my heart of hearts I would rather be such a world's thief, uncaught, than Governor of Virginia!” He gathered up the tools of his trade, and motioned to his torchbearer to go before. “I'll have to report you rapidly recovering,” he said warningly, as he turned to follow the light.
“So well that he couldn't do better,” the other replied. “The arm was a minor issue, though it's definitely been incredibly painful. The wound in the shoulder is healing surprisingly well, without any bloodletting or cauterization. You'll have to hang after all, my friend.” He looked at me with his small, beady eyes. “It must have been an incredible life,” he said wistfully. “I never thought I’d see a pirate chief in person. When I was a kid, I used to dream about the black ships, the treasure, and the battles. Honestly, deep down, I would rather be a thief of the world, free and uncaught, than the Governor of Virginia!” He gathered up his tools and signaled to his torchbearer to lead the way. “I’ll have to report that you’re recovering quickly,” he said with a warning tone as he turned to follow the light.
“Very well,” I made answer. “To whom am I indebted for so much kindness?”
“Alright,” I replied. “Who do I owe for such kindness?”
“I am Dr. John Pott, newly appointed physician general to the colony of Virginia. It is little of my skill I could give you, but that little I gladly bestow upon a real pirate. What a life it must have been! And to have to part with it when you are yet young! And the good red gold and the rich gems all at the bottom of the sea!”
“I’m Dr. John Pott, the newly appointed physician general to the colony of Virginia. I don't have much expertise to offer you, but what I can share, I gladly give to a true pirate. What an incredible life that must have been! And having to leave it behind while you’re still so young! All the beautiful gold and precious gems resting at the bottom of the sea!”
He sighed heavily and went his way. The hatches were closed after him, and the minister and I were left in darkness while the slow hours dragged themselves past us. Through the chinks of the hatches a very faint light streamed down, and made the darkness gray instead of black. The minister and I saw each other dimly, as spectres. Some one brought us mouldy biscuit that I wanted not, and water for which I thirsted. Sparrow put the small pitcher to his lips, kept it there a moment, then held it to mine. I drank, and with that generous draught tasted pure bliss. It was not until five minutes later that I raised myself upon my elbow and turned on him.
He sighed heavily and walked away. The hatches closed behind him, leaving the minister and me in darkness as the slow hours dragged on. A faint light seeped through the cracks of the hatches, turning the darkness from black to gray. The minister and I caught glimpses of each other, like ghosts. Someone brought us stale biscuits that I didn't want, and water that I desperately needed. Sparrow tilted the small pitcher to his lips, paused for a moment, then held it up to me. I drank, and that generous sip filled me with pure bliss. It wasn't until five minutes later that I propped myself up on my elbow and turned to him.
“The pitcher felt full to my lips!” I exclaimed. “Did you drink when you said you did?”
“The pitcher was full to my lips!” I said. “Did you really drink when you said you did?”
He put out his great hand and pushed me gently down. “I have no wound,” he said, “and there was not enough for two.”
He reached out his large hand and gently pushed me down. “I’m not hurt,” he said, “and there wasn't enough for both of us.”
The light that trembled through the cracks above died away, and the darkness became gross. The air in the hold was stifling; our souls panted for the wind and the stars outside. At the worst, when the fetid blackness lay upon our chests like a nightmare, the hatch was suddenly lifted, a rush of pure air came to us, and with it the sound of men's voices speaking on the deck above. Said one, “True the doctor pronounces him out of all danger, yet he is a wounded man.”
The light that flickered through the cracks above faded away, and the darkness thickened. The air in the hold was suffocating; we yearned for the wind and the stars outside. At our lowest point, when the foul darkness pressed down on us like a nightmare, the hatch was suddenly opened, and a rush of fresh air came in, along with the sound of men’s voices talking on the deck above. One of them said, “The doctor says he’s out of danger, but he’s still a wounded man.”
“He is a desperate and dangerous man,” broke in another harshly. “I know not how you will answer to your Company for leaving him unironed so long.”
“He's a desperate and dangerous man,” interrupted another harshly. “I don’t know how you’ll explain to your Company for leaving him unhandled for so long.”
“I and the Company understand each other, my lord,” rejoined the first speaker, with some haughtiness. “I can keep my prisoner without advice. If I now order irons to be put upon him and his accomplice, it is because I see fit to do so, and not because of your suggestion, my lord. You wish to take this opportunity to have speech with him,—to that I can have no objection.”
“I and the Company get each other, my lord,” replied the first speaker, a bit arrogantly. “I can manage my prisoner without any input. If I decide to put handcuffs on him and his accomplice, it’s because I choose to, not because you suggested it, my lord. You want to use this chance to talk to him—I'm fine with that.”
The speaker moved away. As his footsteps died in the distance my lord laughed, and his merriment was echoed by three or four harsh voices. Some one struck flint against steel, and there was a sudden flare of torches and the steadier light of a lantern. A man with a brutal, weather-beaten face—the master of the ship, we guessed—came down the ladder, lantern in hand, turned when he had reached the foot, and held up the lantern to light my lord down. I lay and watched the King's favorite as he descended. The torches held slantingly above cast a fiery light over his stately figure and the face which had raised him from the low estate of a doubtful birth and a most lean purse to a pinnacle too near the sun for men to gaze at with undazzled eyes. In his rich dress and the splendor of his beauty, with the red glow enveloping him, he lit the darkness like a baleful star.
The speaker walked away. As his footsteps faded in the distance, my lord laughed, and the sound was echoed by three or four harsh voices. Someone struck flint against steel, and there was a sudden burst of light from torches and the steady glow of a lantern. A man with a rugged, weathered face—likely the ship's captain—descended the ladder, lantern in hand, turned when he reached the bottom, and held up the lantern to guide my lord down. I lay there watching the King's favorite as he came down. The torches held at an angle cast a fiery light over his dignified figure and the face that had lifted him from the uncertain status of a questionable birth and a very empty wallet to a height so close to the sun that others couldn't look at it without being dazzled. In his luxurious clothing and the splendor of his beauty, surrounded by the red glow, he illuminated the darkness like a fierce star.
The two torchbearers and a third man descended, closing the hatch after them. When all were down, my lord, the master at his heels, came and stood over me. I raised myself, though with difficulty, for the fever had left me weak as a babe, and met his gaze. His was a cruel look; if I had expected, as assuredly I did not expect, mercy or generosity from this my dearest foe, his look would have struck such a hope dead. Presently he beckoned to the men behind him. “Put the manacles upon him first,” he said, with a jerk of his thumb toward Sparrow.
The two torchbearers and a third man came down, shutting the hatch behind them. Once everyone was down, my lord, followed closely by the master, came and stood over me. I struggled to raise myself, as the fever had left me as weak as a baby, and met his gaze. His look was cruel; if I had expected, which I certainly did not, any mercy or kindness from this my closest enemy, his expression would have crushed that hope completely. After a moment, he signaled to the men behind him. “Put the handcuffs on him first,” he said, pointing his thumb at Sparrow.
The man who had come down last, and who carried irons enough to fetter six pirates, started forward to do my lord's bidding. The master glanced at Sparrow's great frame, and pulled out a pistol. The minister laughed. “You'll not need it, friend. I know when the odds are too great.” He held out his arms, and the men fettered them wrist to wrist. When they had finished he said calmly: “'I have seen the wicked in great power, and spreading himself like a green bay tree. Yet he passed away, and, lo, he was not: yea, I sought him, but he could not be found.'”
The man who came down last, carrying enough chains to capture six pirates, stepped forward to do my lord's bidding. The master looked at Sparrow's massive frame and pulled out a pistol. The minister laughed. “You won’t need that, my friend. I know when the odds are too much.” He extended his arms, and the men chained them together at the wrists. Once they finished, he said calmly: “I have seen the wicked in great power, spreading himself like a green bay tree. Yet he passed away, and, behold, he was gone: I looked for him, but he couldn’t be found.”
My lord turned from him, and pointed to me. He kept his eyes upon my face while they shackled me hand and foot; then said abruptly, “You have cords there: bind his arms to his sides.” The men wound the cords around me many times. “Draw them tight,” commanded my lord.
My lord turned away from him and pointed at me. He kept looking at my face while they shackled me hand and foot, then said suddenly, “You have ropes there: tie his arms to his sides.” The men wrapped the ropes around me several times. “Pull them tight,” my lord ordered.
There came a wrathful clank of the minister's chains. “The arm is torn and inflamed from shoulder to wrist, as I make no doubt you have been told!” he cried. “For very shame, man!”
There was an angry clatter of the minister's chains. “The arm is ripped and swollen from shoulder to wrist, as I’m sure you’ve been told!” he shouted. “For shame, man!”
“Draw them tighter,” said my lord, between his teeth.
“Pull them tighter,” my lord said through gritted teeth.
The men knotted the cords, and rose to their feet, to be dismissed by my lord with a curt “You may go.” They drew back to the foot of the ladder, while the master of the ship went and perched himself upon one of the rungs. “The air is fresher here beneath the hatch,” he remarked.
The men tied the ropes and stood up, being dismissed by my lord with a quick “You can go.” They stepped back to the bottom of the ladder while the captain of the ship climbed up and sat on one of the rungs. “The air is fresher down here under the hatch,” he said.
As for me, though I lay at my enemy's feet, I could yet set my teeth and look him in the eyes. The cup was bitter, but I could drink it with an unmoved face.
As for me, even though I was at my enemy's feet, I could still grit my teeth and look him in the eyes. The drink was bitter, but I could take it with a straight face.
“Art paid?” he demanded. “Art paid for the tree in the red forest without the haunted wood? Art paid, thou bridegroom?”
“Art paid?” he asked. “Is art what paid for the tree in the red forest without the haunted woods? Is art what paid, you bridegroom?”
“No,” I answered. “Bring her here to laugh at me as she laughed in the twilight beneath the guesthouse window.”
“No,” I replied. “Bring her here to mock me like she did in the twilight under the guesthouse window.”
I thought he would murder me with the poniard he drew, but presently he put it up.
I thought he was going to kill me with the dagger he pulled out, but then he put it away.
“She is come to her senses,” he said. “Up in the state cabin are bright lights, and wine and laughter. There are gentlewomen aboard, and I have been singing to the lute, to them—and to her. She is saved from the peril into which you plunged her; she knows that the King's Court of High Commission, to say nothing of the hangman, will soon snap the fetters which she now shudders to think of; that the King and one besides will condone her past short madness. Her cheeks are roses, her eyes are stars. But now, when I pressed her hand between the verses of my song, she smiled and sighed and blushed. She is again the dutiful ward of the King, the Lady Jocelyn Leigh—she hath asked to be so called”—
“She has come to her senses,” he said. “Up in the state cabin, there are bright lights, wine, and laughter. There are ladies on board, and I’ve been singing to them—and to her—playing my lute. She is rescued from the danger you put her in; she knows that the King's Court of High Commission, not to mention the hangman, will soon release her from the chains she now dreads to think about; that the King and another will forgive her brief moment of madness. Her cheeks are like roses, her eyes like stars. But now, when I held her hand between the verses of my song, she smiled, sighed, and blushed. She is once again the dutiful ward of the King, the Lady Jocelyn Leigh—she asked to be called that.”
“You lie,” I said. “She is my true and noble wife. She may sit in the state cabin, in the air and warmth and light, she may even laugh with her lips, but her heart is here with me in the hold.”
“You're lying,” I said. “She is my true and noble wife. She can sit in the main cabin, in the air and warmth and light, she can even laugh with her lips, but her heart is here with me in the hold.”
As I spoke, I knew, and knew not how I knew, that the thing which I had said was true. With that knowledge came a happiness so deep and strong that it swept aside like straw the torment of those cords, and the deeper hurt that I lay at his feet. I suppose my face altered, and mirrored that blessed glow about my heart, for into his own came a white fury, changing its beauty into something inhuman and terrifying. He looked a devil baffled. For a minute he stood there rigid, with hands clenched. “Embrace her heart, if thou canst,” he said, in a voice so low that it came like a whisper from the realm he might have left. “I shall press my face against her bosom.”
As I spoke, I realized, though I couldn't explain how I did, that what I had said was true. With that realization came a happiness so profound and powerful that it pushed aside the pain of those bonds and the deeper hurt I had laid at his feet. I suppose my expression changed, reflecting the warm glow in my heart, while his face turned to a pale rage, transforming its beauty into something inhuman and frightening. He looked like a baffled demon. For a moment, he stood there frozen, fists clenched. “Embrace her heart, if you can,” he said in a voice so low that it sounded like a whisper from a place he might have just left. “I will press my face against her chest.”
Another minute of a silence that I disdained to break; then he turned and went up the ladder. The seamen and the master followed. The hatch was clapped to and fastened, and we were left to the darkness and the heavy air, and to a grim endurance of what could not be cured.
Another minute of silence that I refused to break; then he turned and went up the ladder. The sailors and the captain followed. The hatch was shut and locked, leaving us in the darkness and the heavy air, enduring what we couldn’t change.
During those hours of thirst and torment I came indeed to know the man who sat beside me. His hands were so fastened that he could not loosen the cords, and there was no water for him to give me; but he could and did bestow a higher alms,—the tenderness of a brother, the manly sympathy of a soldier, the balm of the priest of God. I lay in silence, and he spoke not often; but when he did so, there was that in the tone of his voice—Another cycle of pain, and I awoke from a half swoon, in which there was water to drink and no anguish, to hear him praying beside me. He ceased to speak, and in the darkness I heard him draw his breath hard and his great muscles crack. Suddenly there came a sharp sound of breaking iron, and a low “Thank Thee, Lord!” Another moment, and I felt his hands busy at the knotted cords. “I will have them off thee in a twinkling, Ralph,” he said, “thanks to Him who taught my hands to war, and my arms to break in two a bow of steel.” As he spoke, the cords loosened beneath his fingers.
During those hours of thirst and pain, I really got to know the man sitting next to me. His hands were tied so tightly that he couldn't free himself, and there was no water for him to give me; but he could and did offer something even greater—the kindness of a brother, the strong support of a soldier, the healing presence of a priest. I lay in silence, and he didn't speak much; but when he did, there was something in the tone of his voice—After another wave of pain, I woke from a daze, feeling the relief of water to drink and no suffering, to hear him praying beside me. He stopped speaking, and in the darkness, I heard him take deep breaths and his powerful muscles creak. Suddenly, there was a sharp sound of breaking metal, followed by a quiet "Thank You, Lord!" In the next moment, I felt his hands working on the knotted cords. "I'll have them off you in no time, Ralph," he said, "thanks to Him who taught my hands to fight, and my arms to snap a steel bow in half." As he spoke, the cords loosened under his fingers.
I raised my head and laid it on his knee, and he put his great arm, with the broken chain dangling from it, around me, and, like a mother with a babe, crooned me to sleep with the twenty-third psalm.
I lifted my head and rested it on his knee, and he wrapped his strong arm, with the broken chain hanging from it, around me, and like a mother with her baby, softly sang me to sleep with the twenty-third psalm.
CHAPTER XXVI IN WHICH I AM BROUGHT TO TRIAL
MY lord came not again into the hold, and the untied cords and the broken chain were not replaced. Morning and evening we were brought a niggard allowance of bread and water; but the man who carried it bore no light, and may not even have observed their absence. We saw no one in authority. Hour by hour my wounds healed and my strength returned. If it was a dark and noisome prison, if there were hunger and thirst and inaction to be endured, if we knew not how near to us might be a death of ignominy, yet the minister and I found the jewel in the head of the toad; for in that time of pain and heaviness we became as David and Jonathan.
My lord didn't come back into the hold, and the untied cords and broken chain were never replaced. Morning and evening, we were given a meager ration of bread and water, but the man who brought it carried no light and might not have even noticed its absence. We saw no one in charge. Hour by hour, my wounds healed and my strength returned. Even though it was a dark and foul prison, with hunger, thirst, and inactivity to endure, and we had no idea how close we might be to a shameful death, the minister and I found the gem in the toad's head; during that time of pain and sorrow, we became like David and Jonathan.
At last some one came beside the brute who brought us food. A quiet gentleman, with whitening hair and bright dark eyes, stood before us. He had ordered the two men with him to leave open the hatch, and he held in his hand a sponge soaked with vinegar. “Which of you is—or rather was—Captain Ralph Percy?” he asked, in a grave but pleasant voice.
At last, someone came alongside the brute who brought us food. A calm gentleman, with graying hair and bright dark eyes, stood before us. He had instructed the two men with him to leave the hatch open, and he held a sponge soaked in vinegar in his hand. “Which of you is—or was—Captain Ralph Percy?” he asked, in a serious but friendly voice.
“I am Captain Percy,” I answered.
"I'm Captain Percy," I said.
He looked at me with attention. “I have heard of you before,” he said. “I read the letter you wrote to Sir Edwyn Sandys, and thought it an excellently conceived and manly epistle. What magic transformed a gentleman and a soldier into a pirate?”
He looked at me intently. “I’ve heard of you before,” he said. “I read the letter you sent to Sir Edwyn Sandys, and I thought it was an excellently written and bold message. What spell turned a gentleman and a soldier into a pirate?”
As he waited for me to speak, I gave him for answer, “Necessity.”
As he waited for me to say something, I replied, “Necessity.”
“A sad metamorphosis,” he said. “I had rather read of nymphs changed into laurel and gushing springs. I am come to take you, sir, before the officers of the Company aboard this ship, when, if you have aught to say for yourself, you may say it. I need not tell you, who saw so clearly some time ago the danger in which you then stood, that your plight is now a thousandfold worse.”
“A sad transformation,” he said. “I would much rather read about nymphs turning into laurel trees and flowing springs. I’ve come to take you, sir, before the company officers on this ship, where you can speak up if you have anything to say for yourself. I don’t need to remind you, since you clearly saw the danger you were in not long ago, that your situation is now a thousand times worse.”
“I am perfectly aware of it,” I said. “Am I to go in fetters?”
“I know that for sure,” I said. “Am I supposed to go in handcuffs?”
“No,” he replied, with a smile. “I have no instructions on the subject, but I will take it upon myself to free you from them,—even for the sake of that excellently writ letter.”
“No,” he answered, smiling. “I don’t have any guidelines on this, but I’ll make it my mission to free you from them—even for the sake of that excellently written letter.”
“Is not this gentleman to go too?” I asked.
“Is this gentleman not going too?” I asked.
He shook his head. “I have no orders to that effect.”
He shook his head. “I haven't received any instructions like that.”
While the men who were with him removed the irons from my wrists and ankles he stood in silence, regarding me with a scrutiny so close that it would have been offensive had I been in a position to take offense. When they had finished I turned and held Jeremy's hand in mine for an instant, then followed the new-comer to the ladder and out of the hold; the two men coming after us, and resolving themselves above into a guard. As we traversed the main deck we came upon Diccon, busy with two or three others about the ports. He saw me, and, dropping the bar that he held, started forward, to be plucked back by an angry arm. The men who guarded me pushed in between us, and there was no word spoken by either. I walked on, the gentleman at my side, and presently came to an open port, and saw, with an intake of my breath, the sunshine, a dark blue heaven flecked with white, and a quiet ocean. My companion glanced at me keenly.
While the men with him took the shackles off my wrists and ankles, he stood in silence, studying me so intently that it would have been offensive if I could have felt offended. Once they were done, I turned and briefly held Jeremy's hand before following the newcomer to the ladder and out of the hold, with the two men coming after us and forming a guard above. As we made our way across the main deck, we ran into Diccon, who was busy with a couple of others near the ports. He saw me and, dropping the bar he was holding, moved forward, only to be pulled back by an angry arm. The men guarding me stepped in between us, and neither of us said a word. I continued walking, the gentleman beside me, and soon reached an open port where, taking a deep breath, I saw the sunshine, a deep blue sky dotted with white, and a calm ocean. My companion glanced at me sharply.
“Doubtless it seems fair enough, after that Cimmerian darkness below,” he remarked. “Would you like to rest here a moment?”
“Of course, it seems reasonable after that pitch-black darkness down there,” he said. “Do you want to take a moment to rest here?”
“Yes,” I said, and, leaning against the side of the port, looked out at the beauty of the light.
“Yes,” I said, and, leaning against the side of the dock, looked out at the beauty of the light.
“We are off Hatteras,” he informed me, “but we have not met with the stormy seas that vex poor mariners hereabouts. Those sails you see on our quarter belong to our consort. We were separated by the hurricane that nigh sunk us, and finally drove us, helpless as we were, toward the Florida coast and across your path. For us that was a fortunate reef upon which you dashed. The gods must have made your helmsman blind, for he ran you into a destruction that gaped not for you. Why did every wretch that we hung next morning curse you before he died?”
“We’re off Hatteras,” he told me, “but we haven't encountered the rough seas that trouble poor sailors around here. Those sails you see on our side belong to our companion ship. We got separated by the hurricane that nearly sank us, and it ultimately forced us, helpless as we were, toward the Florida coast and across your path. For us, that was a lucky reef that you crashed into. The gods must have made your helmsman blind, because he steered you into a disaster that wasn’t meant for you. Why did every scoundrel we hanged the next morning curse you before he died?”
“If I told you, you would not believe me,” I replied.
“If I told you, you wouldn’t believe me,” I replied.
I was dizzy with the bliss of the air and the light, and it seemed a small thing that he would not believe me. The wind sounded in my ears like a harp, and the sea beckoned. A white bird flashed down into the crystal hollow between two waves, hung there a second, then rose, a silver radiance against the blue. Suddenly I saw a river, dark and ridged beneath thunderclouds, a boat, and in it, her head pillowed upon her arm, a woman, who pretended that she slept. With a shock my senses steadied, and I became myself again. The sea was but the sea, the wind the wind; in the hold below me lay my friend; somewhere in that ship was my wife; and awaiting me in the state cabin were men who perhaps had the will, as they had the right and the might, to hang me at the yardarm that same hour.
I felt lightheaded from the joy of the air and the sunlight, and it seemed trivial that he wouldn’t believe me. The wind sounded like a harp in my ears, and the sea called to me. A white bird dove into the clear space between two waves, lingered for a moment, then flew up, glowing against the blue sky. Then I spotted a river, dark and textured under storm clouds, a boat, and in it, a woman with her head resting on her arm, pretending to be asleep. My senses suddenly cleared, and I was myself again. The sea was just the sea, the wind just the wind; my friend was below me in the hold; somewhere on that ship was my wife; and waiting for me in the state cabin were men who might, as they had the right and the power, hang me at the yardarm that same hour.
“I have had my fill of rest,” I said. “Whom am I to stand before?”
“I've had enough of resting,” I said. “Who am I supposed to stand in front of?”
“The newly appointed officers of the Company, bound in this ship for Virginia,” he answered. “The ship carries Sir Francis Wyatt, the new Governor; Master Davison, the Secretary; young Clayborne, the surveyor general; the knight marshal, the physician general, and the Treasurer, with other gentlemen, and with fair ladies, their wives and sisters. I am George Sandys, the Treasurer.”
“The newly appointed officers of the Company, heading to Virginia on this ship,” he replied. “The ship carries Sir Francis Wyatt, the new Governor; Master Davison, the Secretary; young Clayborne, the surveyor general; the knight marshal, the physician general, and the Treasurer, along with other gentlemen, and some lovely ladies, their wives and sisters. I am George Sandys, the Treasurer.”
The blood rushed to my face, for it hurt me that the brother of Sir Edwyn Sandys should believe that the firing of those guns had been my act. His was the trained observation of the traveler and writer, and he probably read the color aright. “I pity you, if I can no longer esteem you,” he said, after a pause. “I know no sorrier sight than a brave man's shield reversed.”
The blood rushed to my face because it upset me that Sir Edwyn Sandys' brother thought I was responsible for the gunfire. His keen eye as a traveler and writer could likely see my embarrassment. “I feel sorry for you if I can no longer respect you,” he said after a moment. “I can’t think of a sadder sight than a brave man’s shield turned backward.”
I bit my lip and kept back the angry word. The next minute saw us at the door of the state cabin. It opened, and my companion entered, and I after him, with my two guards at my back. Around a large table were gathered a number of gentlemen, some seated, some standing. There were but two among them whom I had seen before,—the physician who had dressed my wound and my Lord Carnal. The latter was seated in a great chair, beside a gentleman with a pleasant active face and light brown curling hair,—the new Governor, as I guessed. The Treasurer, nodding to the two men to fall back to the window, glided to a seat upon my lord's other hand, and I went and stood before the Governor of Virginia.
I bit my lip and held back my angry words. The next moment, we were at the door of the state cabin. It opened, and my companion walked in, followed by me and my two guards behind me. Around a large table sat several gentlemen, some seated and some standing. There were only two among them I had seen before—the doctor who treated my wound and my Lord Carnal. The latter was sitting in a large chair next to a gentleman with a friendly, energetic face and light brown curly hair—presumably the new Governor. The Treasurer, nodding for the two men to step back to the window, glided into a seat on my lord's other side, and I went to stand before the Governor of Virginia.
For some moments there was silence in the cabin, every man being engaged in staring at me with all his eyes; then the Governor spoke: “It should be upon your knees, sir.”
For a few moments, there was silence in the cabin, with every man focused on me with intense attention; then the Governor said: “You should be on your knees, sir.”
“I am neither petitioner nor penitent,” I said. “I know no reason why I should kneel, your Honor.”
“I am neither a petitioner nor someone seeking forgiveness,” I said. “I have no reason to kneel, your Honor.”
“There 's reason, God wot, why you should be both!” he exclaimed. “Did you not, now some months agone, defy the writ of the King and Company, refusing to stand when called upon to do so in the King's name?”
“There's a reason, trust me, why you should be both!” he exclaimed. “Did you not, a few months ago, defy the order of the King and Company, refusing to stand when called to do so in the King's name?”
“Yes.”
“Yeah.”
“Did you not, when he would have stayed your lawless flight, lay violent hands upon a nobleman high in the King's favor, and, overpowering him with numbers, carry him out of the King's realm?”
“Did you not, when he tried to stop your reckless escape, lay your hands on a nobleman who held the King's favor, and, overwhelming him with numbers, force him out of the King's territory?”
“Yes.”
“Yeah.”
“Did you not seduce from her duty to the King, and force to fly with you, his Majesty's ward, the Lady Jocelyn Leigh?”
“Did you not lure her away from her duty to the King and make her run away with you, his Majesty's ward, Lady Jocelyn Leigh?”
“No,” I said. “There was with me only my wife, who chose to follow the fortunes of her husband.”
“No,” I said. “Only my wife was with me, and she chose to follow her husband’s journey.”
He frowned, and my lord swore beneath his breath. “Did you not, falling in with a pirate ship, cast in your lot with the scoundrels upon it, and yourself turn pirate?”
He frowned, and my lord cursed under his breath. “Did you not, by joining a pirate ship, align yourself with the scoundrels on it, and become a pirate yourself?”
“In some sort.”
"In a way."
“And become their chief?”
"Become their leader?"
“Since there was no other situation open,—yes.”
“Since there was no other option available,—yes.”
“Taking with you as captives upon the pirate ship that lady and that nobleman?”
“Are you taking that lady and that nobleman as captives on the pirate ship?”
“Yes.”
“Yep.”
“You proceeded to ravage the dominions of the King of Spain, with whom his Majesty is at peace”—
“You went on to ruin the territories of the King of Spain, with whom His Majesty is at peace”—
“Like Drake and Raleigh,—yes,” I said.
“Like Drake and Raleigh—yes,” I said.
He smiled, then frowned “Tempora mutantur,” he said dryly. “And I have never heard that Drake or Raleigh attacked an English ship.”
He smiled, then frowned. “Times change,” he said dryly. “And I’ve never heard of Drake or Raleigh attacking an English ship.”
“Nor have I attacked one,” I said.
“Nor have I attacked anyone,” I said.
He leaned back in his chair and stared at me. “We saw the flame and heard the thunder of your guns, and our rigging was cut by the shot. Did you expect me to believe that last assertion?”
He leaned back in his chair and stared at me. “We saw the flame and heard the thunder of your guns, and our rigging was cut by the shot. Did you really expect me to believe that last statement?”
“No.”
“No.”
“Then you might have spared yourself—and us—that lie,” he said coldly.
“Then you could have saved yourself—and us—from that lie,” he said coldly.
The Treasurer moved restlessly in his seat, and began to whisper to his neighbor the Secretary. A young man, with the eyes of a hawk and an iron jaw,—Clayborne, the surveyor general,—who sat at the end of the table beside the window, turned and gazed out upon the clouds and the sea, as if, contempt having taken the place of curiosity, he had no further interest in the proceedings. As for me, I set my face like a flint, and looked past the man who might have saved me that last speech of the Governor's as if he had never been.
The Treasurer shifted uneasily in his chair and started to whisper to the Secretary next to him. A young man with sharp eyes and a strong jaw—Clayborne, the surveyor general—sat at the end of the table by the window and stared out at the clouds and the sea, as if his curiosity had turned to contempt and he had lost all interest in what was happening. As for me, I set my expression like stone and looked past the man who could have saved me from that last speech of the Governor's as if he didn’t even exist.
There was a closed door in the cabin, opposite the one by which I had entered. Suddenly from behind it came the sound of a short struggle, followed by the quick turn of a key in the lock. The door was flung open, and two women entered the cabin. One, a fair young gentlewoman, with tears in her brown eyes, came forward hurriedly with outspread hands.
There was a closed door in the cabin, across from the one I had entered. Suddenly, I heard a brief struggle from behind it, followed by the swift turn of a key in the lock. The door swung open, and two women stepped into the cabin. One was a fair young woman, with tears in her brown eyes, who rushed forward with her hands outstretched.
“I did what I could, Frank!” she cried. “When she would not listen to reason, I e'en locked the door; but she is strong, for all that she has been ill, and she forced the key out of my hand!” She looked at the red mark upon the white hand, and two tears fell from her long lashes upon her wild-rose cheeks.
“I did what I could, Frank!” she exclaimed. “When she wouldn’t listen to reason, I even locked the door; but she’s strong, despite being ill, and she wrestled the key out of my hand!” She glanced at the red mark on her pale hand, and two tears rolled down her long lashes onto her rosy cheeks.
With a smile the Governor put out an arm and drew her down upon a stool beside him, then rose and bowed low to the King's ward. “You are not yet well enough to leave your cabin, as our worthy physician general will assure you, lady,” he said courteously, but firmly. “Permit me to lead you back to it.”
With a smile, the Governor extended his arm and pulled her down onto a stool next to him, then stood up and bowed deeply to the King’s ward. “You're not quite well enough to leave your cabin, as our esteemed physician will confirm, my lady,” he said politely but firmly. “Let me take you back to it.”
Still smiling he made as if to advance, when she stayed him with a gesture of her raised hand, at once so majestic and so pleading that it was as though a strain of music had passed through the stillness of the cabin.
Still smiling, he made a move to step forward, but she stopped him with a gesture of her raised hand, which was both commanding and imploring, as if a note of music had filled the silence of the cabin.
“Sir Francis Wyatt, as you are a gentleman, let me speak,” she said. It was the voice of that first night at Weyanoke, all pathos, all sweetness, all entreating.
“Sir Francis Wyatt, since you are a gentleman, let me speak,” she said. It was the voice from that first night at Weyanoke, full of emotion, sweetness, and pleading.
The Governor stopped short, the smile still upon his lips, his hand still outstretched,—stood thus for a moment, then sat down. Around the half circle of gentlemen went a little rustling sound, like wind in dead leaves. My lord half rose from his seat. “She is bewitched,” he said, with dry lips. “She will say what she has been told to say. Lest she speak to her shame, we should refuse to hear her.”
The Governor halted abruptly, a smile lingering on his lips, his hand still extended—he held that position for a moment before sitting down. A soft rustling sound passed around the half-circle of gentlemen, resembling wind through dry leaves. My lord partially stood from his seat. “She’s under a spell,” he said, with parched lips. “She’ll say whatever she’s been instructed to say. To prevent her from speaking to her disgrace, we should refuse to listen to her.”
She had been standing in the centre of the floor, her hands clasped, her body bowed toward the Governor, but at my lord's words she straightened like a bow unbent. “I may speak, your Honor?” she asked clearly.
She had been standing in the middle of the floor, her hands together, her body leaning toward the Governor, but at my lord's words, she straightened up like a bow released. “Can I speak, your Honor?” she asked clearly.
The Governor, who had looked askance at the working face of the man beside him, slightly bent his head and leaned back in his great armchair. The King's favorite started to his feet. The King's ward turned her eyes upon him. “Sit down, my lord,” she said. “Surely these gentlemen will think that you are afraid of what I, a poor erring woman, rebellious to the King, traitress to mine own honor, late the plaything of a pirate ship, may say or do. Truth, my lord, should be more courageous.” Her voice was gentle, even plaintive, but it had in it the quality that lurks in the eyes of the crouching panther.
The Governor, who had looked skeptically at the working man next to him, slightly lowered his head and leaned back in his large armchair. The King's favorite jumped to his feet. The King's ward turned her gaze toward him. “Sit down, my lord,” she said. “Surely these gentlemen will think you’re afraid of what I, a poor misguided woman, defying the King, betraying my own honor, once the plaything of a pirate ship, might say or do. Truth, my lord, should be bolder.” Her voice was soft, even sad, but it carried the same intensity found in the eyes of a crouching panther.
My lord sat down, one hand hiding his working mouth, the other clenched on the arm of his chair as if it had been an arm of flesh.
My lord sat down, one hand covering his mouth as he worked, the other gripping the arm of his chair as if it were a real arm.
CHAPTER XXVII IN WHICH I FIND AN ADVOCATE
SHE came slowly nearer the ring of now very quiet and attentive faces until she stood beside me, but she neither looked at me nor spoke to me. She was thinner and there were heavy shadows beneath her eyes, but she was beautiful.
SHE came slowly closer to the circle of now very quiet and attentive faces until she stood next to me, but she neither looked at me nor spoke to me. She was thinner, and there were dark shadows under her eyes, but she was beautiful.
“I stand before gentlemen to whom, perhaps, I am not utterly unknown,” she said. “Some here, perchance, have been to court, and have seen me there. Master Sandys, once, before the Queen died, you came to Greenwich to kiss her Majesty's hands; and while you waited in her antechamber you saw a young maid of honor—scarce more than a child—curled in a window seat with a book. You sat beside her, and told her wonderful tales of sunny lands and gods and nymphs. I was that maid of honor. Master Clayborne, once, hawking near Windsor, I dropped my glove. There were a many out of their saddles before it touched the ground, but a gentleman, not of our party, who had drawn his horse to one side to let us pass, was quicker than they all. Did you not think yourself well paid, sir, when you kissed the hand to which you restored the glove? All here, I think, may have heard my name. If any hath heard aught that ever I did in all my life to tarnish it, I pray him to speak now and shame me before you all!”
“I stand before gentlemen who may be somewhat familiar with me,” she said. “Some of you have probably been to court and seen me there. Master Sandys, once, before the Queen passed away, you came to Greenwich to kiss her Majesty's hands; while you waited in her antechamber, you saw a young maid of honor—barely more than a child—curled up in a window seat with a book. You sat next to her and told her amazing stories about sunny lands and gods and nymphs. I was that maid of honor. Master Clayborne, once while hawking near Windsor, I dropped my glove. Many dismounted before it hit the ground, but a gentleman, not in our group, who had pulled his horse aside to let us pass, was quicker than all of them. Did you not feel well rewarded, sir, when you kissed the hand to which you returned the glove? I believe everyone here may have heard my name. If anyone has heard anything that I have done in my life to tarnish it, I ask them to speak now and shame me before all of you!”
Clayborne started up. “I remember that day at Windsor, lady!” he cried. “The man of whom I afterward asked your name was a most libertine courtier, and he raised his hat when he spoke of you, calling you a lily which the mire of the court could not besmirch. I will believe all good, but no harm of you, lady!”
Clayborne jumped up. “I remember that day at Windsor, my lady!” he exclaimed. “The man whose name I later inquired about was a real libertine, and he tipped his hat when he mentioned you, calling you a lily that the muck of the court couldn’t tarnish. I will trust all good things but no bad ones about you, my lady!”
He sat down, and Master Sandys said gravely: “Men need not be courtiers to have known of a lady of great wealth and high birth, a ward of the King's, and both beautiful and pure. I nor no man else, I think, ever heard aught of the Lady Jocelyn Leigh but what became a daughter of her line.”
He sat down, and Master Sandys said seriously: “You don’t have to be a courtier to know about a lady of great wealth and high birth, a ward of the King, who is both beautiful and pure. I don’t think I or anyone else has ever heard anything about Lady Jocelyn Leigh that doesn't reflect the honor of her lineage.”
A murmur of assent went round the circle. The Governor, leaning forward from his seat, his wife's hand in his, gravely bent his head. “All this is known, lady,” he said courteously.
A low murmur of agreement went around the circle. The Governor, leaning forward from his seat, holding his wife's hand, nodded his head seriously. "All of this is known, ma'am," he said politely.
She did not answer; her eyes were upon the King's favorite, and the circle waited with her.
She didn't respond; her gaze was fixed on the King's favorite, and everyone in the circle waited with her.
“It is known,” said my lord.
“It’s well-known,” said my lord.
She smiled proudly. “For so much grace, thanks, my lord,” she said, then addressed herself again to the Governor: “Your Honor, that is the past, the long past, the long, long past, though not a year has gone by. Then I was a girl, proud and careless; now, your Honor, I am a woman, and I stand here in the dignity of suffering and peril. I fled from England”—She paused, drew herself up, and turned upon my lord a face and form so still, and yet so expressive of noble indignation, outraged womanhood, scorn, and withal a kind of angry pity, that small wonder if he shrank as from a blow. “I left the only world I knew,” she said. “I took a way low and narrow and dark and set with thorns, but the only way that I—alone and helpless and bewildered—-could find, because that I, Jocelyn Leigh, willed not to wed with you, my Lord Carnal. Why did you follow me, my lord? You knew that I loved you not. You knew my mind, and that I was weak and friendless, and you used your power. I must tell you, my lord, that you were not chivalrous, nor compassionate, nor brave”—
She smiled with pride. “Thank you for your kindness, my lord,” she said, then turned back to the Governor: “Your Honor, that’s the past, a long time ago, even though less than a year has passed. Back then, I was just a girl, proud and carefree; now, your Honor, I’m a woman, standing here with the dignity of someone who has suffered and faced danger. I fled from England—” She paused, straightened up, and looked at my lord with a stillness that conveyed a powerful mix of noble anger, wounded femininity, disdain, and a touch of fierce pity. It’s no wonder he flinched as if struck. “I left behind the only world I knew,” she continued. “I took a path that was low, narrow, dark, and filled with thorns, but it was the only way I could find, on my own, helpless and confused, because I, Jocelyn Leigh, refused to marry you, my Lord Carnal. Why did you pursue me, my lord? You knew I did not love you. You understood my feelings, that I was vulnerable and alone, and you used your power against me. I must tell you, my lord, that you were neither chivalrous nor compassionate nor brave—”
“I loved you!” he cried, and stretched out his arm toward her across the table. He saw no one but her, spoke to none but her. There was a fierce yearning and a hopelessness in his voice and bent head and outstretched arm that lent for the time a tragic dignity to the pageant, evil and magnificent, of his life.
“I loved you!” he exclaimed, reaching out his arm toward her across the table. He saw no one but her, spoke to no one but her. There was an intense longing and a sense of despair in his voice, his lowered head, and his outstretched arm that gave a tragic dignity to the spectacle, flawed and grand, of his life for that moment.
“You loved me,” she said. “I had rather you had hated me, my lord. I came to Virginia, your Honor, and men thought me the thing I professed myself. In the green meadow beyond the church they wooed me as such. This one came and that one, and at last a fellow, when I said him nay and bade him begone, did dare to seize my hands and kiss my lips. While I struggled one came and flung that dastard out of the way, then asked me plainly to become his wife, and there was no laugh or insult in his voice. I was wearied and fordone and desperate.... So I met my husband, and so I married him. That same day I told him a part of my secret, and when my Lord Carnal was come I told him all.... I had not met with much true love or courtesy or compassion in my life. When I saw the danger in which he stood because of me, I told him he might free himself from that coil, might swear to what they pleased, whistle me off, save himself, and I would say no word of blame. There was wine upon the table, and he filled a cup and brought it to me, and we drank of it together. We drank of the same cup then, your Honor, and we will drink of it still. We twain were wedded, and the world strove to part us. Which of you here, in such quarrel, would not withstand the world? Lady Wyatt, would not thy husband hold thee, while he lived, against the world? Then speak for mine!”
“You loved me,” she said. “I would have preferred if you had hated me, my lord. I came to Virginia, your Honor, and people believed I was what I claimed to be. In the green meadow beyond the church, men courted me as such. This one came and that one, and finally a guy, when I rejected him and told him to leave, dared to grab my hands and kiss my lips. While I struggled, another came and threw that coward out of the way, then asked me directly to be his wife, and there was no laughter or mockery in his voice. I was exhausted and overwhelmed and desperate... So I met my husband, and that’s how I married him. That same day I shared part of my secret with him, and when my Lord Carnal arrived, I told him everything... I hadn’t experienced much real love, kindness, or compassion in my life. When I saw the danger he faced because of me, I told him he could free himself from that mess, swear to whatever they wanted, dismiss me, save himself, and I wouldn’t say a word of blame. There was wine on the table, and he poured a cup and brought it to me, and we drank from it together. We shared the same cup then, your Honor, and we will share it still. We were married, and the world tried to separate us. Which of you here, in such a situation, wouldn’t stand against the world? Lady Wyatt, wouldn’t your husband stand by you, while he lived, against the world? Then speak for mine!”
“Frank, Frank!” cried Lady Wyatt. “They love each other!”
“Frank, Frank!” yelled Lady Wyatt. “They love each other!”
“If he withstood the King,” went on the King's ward, “it was for his honor and for mine. If he fled from Virginia, it was because I willed it so. Had he stayed, my Lord Carnal, and had you willed to follow me again, you must have made a yet longer journey to a most distant bourne. That wild night when we fled, why did you come upon us, my lord? The moon burst forth from a black cloud, and you stood there upon the wharf above us, calling to the footsteps behind to hasten. We would have left you there in safety, and gone ourselves alone down that stream as black and strange as death. Why did you spring down the steps and grapple with the minister? And he that might have thrust you beneath the flood and drowned you there did but fling you into the boat. We wished not your company, my lord; we would willingly have gone without you. I trust, my lord, you have made honest report of this matter, and have told these gentlemen that my husband gave you, a prisoner whom he wanted not, all fair and honorable treatment. That you have done this I dare take my oath, my lord”—
“If he stood up to the King,” continued the King's ward, “it was for his honor and mine. If he ran away from Virginia, it was because I wanted it that way. If he had stayed, my Lord Carnal, and if you had chosen to follow me again, you would have had to undertake an even longer journey to a much further destination. That wild night when we escaped, why did you come upon us, my lord? The moon broke through a dark cloud, and you stood there on the wharf above us, calling to those behind to hurry up. We would have left you there safely and gone alone down that stream as dark and strange as death. Why did you jump down the steps and confront the minister? And the one who could have pushed you under the water and drowned you only tossed you into the boat. We did not want your company, my lord; we would have gladly gone without you. I trust, my lord, you have honestly reported this matter and told these gentlemen that my husband treated you, a prisoner he didn’t want, with all fairness and respect. That you have done this, I can swear, my lord”—
She stood silent, her eyes upon his. The men around stirred, and a little flash like the glint of drawn steel went from one pair of eyes to another.
She stood quietly, her eyes on his. The men around her shifted, and a quick flash like the gleam of drawn steel passed from one pair of eyes to another.
“My lord, my lord!” said the King's ward. “Long ago you won my hatred; an you would not win my contempt, speak truth this day!”
“Master, master!” said the King’s ward. “You earned my hatred a long time ago; and if you want to avoid my contempt, speak the truth today!”
In his eyes, which he had never taken from her face, there leaped to meet the proud appeal in her own a strange fire. That he loved her with a great and evil passion, I, who needs had watched him closely, had long known. Suddenly he burst into jarring laughter. “Yea, he treated me fairly enough, damn him to everlasting hell! But he 's a pirate, sweet bird; he's a pirate, and must swing as such!”
In his eyes, which he had never taken off her face, a strange fire leaped to meet the proud challenge in hers. I had long known that he loved her with a dark and intense passion, having watched him closely. Suddenly, he broke into harsh laughter. “Yeah, he treated me well enough, damn him to hell forever! But he’s a pirate, sweet girl; he’s a pirate and deserves to hang for it!”
“A pirate!” she cried. “But he was none! My lord, you know he was none! Your Honor”—
“A pirate!” she exclaimed. “But he wasn’t! My lord, you know he wasn’t! Your Honor”—
The Governor interrupted her: “He made himself captain of a pirate ship, lady. He took and sunk ships of Spain.”
The Governor cut her off: “He made himself captain of a pirate ship, lady. He captured and sank ships from Spain.”
“In what sort did he become their chief?” she cried. “In such sort, gentlemen, as the bravest of you, in like straits, would have been blithe to be, an you had had like measure of wit and daring! Your Honor, the wind before which our boat drave like a leaf, the waves that would engulf us, wrecked us upon a desert isle. There was no food or water or shelter. That night, while we slept, a pirate ship anchored off the beach, and in the morning the pirates came ashore to bury their captain. My husband met them alone, fought their would-be leaders one by one, and forced the election to fall upon himself. Well he knew that if he left not that isle their leader, he would leave it their captive; and not he alone! God's mercy, gentlemen, what other could he do? I pray you to hold him absolved from a willing embrace of that life! Sunk ships of Spain! Yea, forsooth; and how long hath it been since other English gentlemen sunk other ships of Spain? The world hath changed indeed if to fight the Spaniard in the Indies, e'en though at home we be at peace with him, be conceived so black a crime! He fought their galleons fair and knightly, with his life in his hand; he gave quarter, and while they called him chief those pirates tortured no prisoner and wronged no woman. Had he not been there, would the ships have been taken less surely? Had he not been there, God wot, ships and ships' boats alike would have sunk or burned, and no Spanish men and women had rowed away and blessed a generous foe. A pirate! He, with me and with the minister and with my Lord Carnal, was prisoner to the pirates, and out of that danger he plucked safety for us all! Who hath so misnamed a gallant gentleman? Was it you, my lord?”
“In what way did he become their leader?” she exclaimed. “In the same way, gentlemen, that the bravest among you would have been eager to be in similar situations, had you possessed the same level of intelligence and courage! Your Honor, the wind sent our boat racing like a leaf, and the waves that threatened to swallow us wrecked us on a deserted island. That night, while we slept, a pirate ship anchored off the beach, and in the morning, the pirates came ashore to bury their captain. My husband confronted them alone, fought their would-be leaders one by one, and ensured that he was elected as their leader. He understood well that if he did not take charge on that island, he would be leaving it as their prisoner; and not just him! For heaven's sake, gentlemen, what else could he have done? I ask you to forgive him for willingly embracing that life! Sunk ships of Spain! Yes, indeed; and how long has it been since other English gentlemen sank other ships of Spain? The world has truly changed if fighting the Spaniards in the Indies, even while we are at peace with them at home, is seen as such a terrible crime! He fought their galleons fairly and honorably, with his life at stake; he showed mercy, and while they referred to him as chief, those pirates tortured no prisoners and harmed no women. If he hadn't been there, would the ships have been taken any less certainly? If he hadn't been there, God knows, both ships and their boats would have sunk or burned, and no Spanish men and women would have rowed away and praised a generous enemy. A pirate! He, along with me, the minister, and my Lord Carnal, was a captive of the pirates, and from that danger he secured safety for all of us! Who has so wrongfully labeled a brave gentleman? Was it you, my lord?”
Eyes and voice were imperious, and in her cheeks burned an indignant crimson. My lord's face was set and white; he looked at her, but spoke no word.
Eyes and voice were commanding, and her cheeks were flushed with indignation. My lord's face was tense and pale; he looked at her but said nothing.
“The Spanish ships might pass, lady,” said the Governor; “but this is an English ship, with the flag of England above her.”
“The Spanish ships might come through, lady,” said the Governor; “but this is an English ship, with the flag of England flying above her.”
“Yea,” she said. “What then?”
“Yeah,” she said. “What now?”
The circle rustled again. The Governor loosed his wife's fingers and leaned forward. “You plead well, lady!” he exclaimed. “You might win, an Captain Percy had not seen fit to fire upon us.”
The circle rustled again. The Governor released his wife's fingers and leaned forward. “You make a strong case, my lady!” he exclaimed. “You might have succeeded if Captain Percy hadn’t decided to shoot at us.”
A dead silence followed his words. Outside the square window a cloud passed from the face of the sun, and a great burst of sunshine entered the cabin. She stood in the heart of it, and looked a goddess angered. My lord, with his haggard face and burning eyes, slowly rose from his seat, and they faced each other.
A complete silence came after his words. Outside the square window, a cloud moved away from the sun, and a huge beam of sunlight filled the cabin. She stood in the middle of it, looking like an angry goddess. My lord, with his weary face and intense eyes, slowly stood up from his seat, and they confronted each other.
“You told them not who fired those guns, who sunk that pirate ship?” she said. “Because he was your enemy, you held your tongue? Knight and gentleman—my Lord Carnal—my Lord Coward!”
“You didn’t tell them who fired those guns or who sank that pirate ship?” she said. “Because he was your enemy, you stayed silent? Knight and gentleman—my Lord Carnal—my Lord Coward!”
“Honor is an empty word to me,” he answered. “For you I would dive into the deepest hell,—if there be a deeper than that which burns me, day in, day out.... Jocelyn, Jocelyn, Jocelyn!”
“Honor means nothing to me,” he replied. “For you, I would dive into the deepest hell—if there’s a hell deeper than the one that torments me, day in and day out... Jocelyn, Jocelyn, Jocelyn!”
“You love me so?” she said. “Then do me pleasure. Because I ask it of you, tell these men the truth.” She came a step nearer, and held out her clasped hands to him. “Tell them how it was, my lord, and I will strive to hate you no longer. The harm that you have done me I will pray for strength to forgive. Ah, my lord, let me not ask in vain! Will you that I kneel to you?”
“You really love me?” she asked. “Then please do me a favor. Because I’m asking you, tell these men the truth.” She stepped closer and held out her hands to him. “Tell them what really happened, my lord, and I’ll try not to hate you anymore. The hurt you’ve caused me, I’ll pray for the strength to forgive. Oh, my lord, please don’t let my request be in vain! Should I kneel before you?”
“I fix my own price,” he said. “I will do what you ask, an you will let me kiss your lips.”
“I set my own price,” he said. “I’ll do what you ask, and you’ll let me kiss your lips.”
I sprang forward with an oath. Some one behind caught both my wrists in an iron grasp and pulled me back. “Be not a fool!” growled Clayborne in my ear. “The cord's loosening fast: if you interfere, it may tighten with a jerk!” I freed my hands from his grasp. The Treasurer, sitting next him, leaned across the table and motioned to the two seamen beside the window. They left their station, and each seized me by an arm. “Be guided, Captain Percy,” said Master Sandys in a low voice. “We wish you well. Let her win you through.”
I jumped forward with an exclamation. Someone behind me grabbed both my wrists in a tight hold and pulled me back. “Don’t be an idiot!” Clayborne growled in my ear. “The rope's loosening quickly: if you get involved, it could snap tight!” I pulled my hands free from his grip. The Treasurer, sitting next to him, leaned across the table and signaled to the two sailors by the window. They left their spots, each grabbing me by an arm. “Listen to reason, Captain Percy,” Master Sandys said quietly. “We want what's best for you. Let her take you through.”
“First tell the truth, my lord,” said the King's ward; “then come and take the reward you ask.”
“First tell the truth, my lord,” said the King's ward; “then come and get the reward you want.”
“Jocelyn!” I cried. “I command you”—
“Jocelyn!” I shouted. “I order you”—
She turned upon me a perfectly colorless face. “All my life after I will be to you an obedient wife,” she said. “This once I pray you to hold me excused.... Speak, my lord.”
She turned to me with a completely blank expression. “For the rest of my life, I will be an obedient wife to you,” she said. “This one time, I ask you to forgive me... Please, speak, my lord.”
There was the mirth of the lost in the laugh with which he turned to the Governor. “That pretty little tale, sir, that I regaled you with, the day you obligingly picked me up, was pure imagination; the wetting must have disordered my reason. A potion sweeter than the honey of Hybla, which I am about to drink, hath restored me beforehand. Gentlemen all, there was mutiny aboard that ship which so providentially sank before your very eyes. For why? The crew, who were pirates, and the captain, who was yonder gentleman, did not agree. The one wished to attack you, board you, rummage you, and slay, after recondite fashions, every mother's son of you; the other demurred,—so strongly, in fact, that his life ceased to be worth a pin's purchase. Indeed, I believe he resigned his captaincy then and there, and, declining to lift a finger against an English ship, defied them to do their worst. He had no hand in the firing of those culverins; the mutineers touched them off without so much as a 'by your leave.' His attention was otherwise occupied. Good sirs, there was not the slightest reason in nature why the ship should have struck upon that sunken reef, to the damnation of her people and the salvation of yours. Why do you suppose she diverged from the path of safety to split into slivers against that fortunate ledge?”
There was a hint of madness in the laugh with which he turned to the Governor. “That pretty little story I told you the day you kindly rescued me was pure fiction; the soaking I took must have messed with my head. A drink sweeter than the honey of Hybla, which I'm about to have, has cleared my mind. Gentlemen, there was a mutiny on that ship which conveniently sank right before your eyes. Why? The crew, who were pirates, and the captain, that man over there, couldn’t see eye to eye. One wanted to attack you, board you, loot you, and kill every last one of you in some sneaky ways; the other strongly disagreed—so much so that his life became worthless. In fact, I believe he resigned his captaincy on the spot and, refusing to lift a finger against an English ship, challenged them to do their worst. He had nothing to do with firing those cannons; the mutineers pulled the trigger without so much as asking him. He was focused on something else. Gentlemen, there was absolutely no reason for the ship to hit that hidden reef, leading to the destruction of her crew and the saving of yours. Why do you think she veered off the safe path to smash into that lucky ledge?”
The men around drew in their breath, and one or two sprang to their feet. My lord laughed again. “Have you seen the pious man who left Jamestown and went aboard the pirate ship as this gentleman's lieutenant? He hath the strength of a bull. Captain Percy here had but to nod his head, and hey, presto! the helmsman was bowled over, and the minister had the helm. The ship struck: the pirates went to hell, and you, gentlemen, were preserved to order all things well in Virginia. May she long be grateful! The man who dared that death rather than attack the ship he guessed to be the Company's is my mortal foe, whom I will yet sweep from my path, but he is not a pirate. Ay, take it down, an it please you, Master Secretary! I retreat from a most choice position, to be sure, but what care I? I see a vantage ground more to my liking. I have lost a throw, perhaps, but I will recoup ten such losses with one such kiss. By your leave, lady.”
The men around inhaled sharply, and one or two stood up. My lord laughed again. “Have you seen the devout man who left Jamestown and boarded the pirate ship as this gentleman's lieutenant? He has the strength of a bull. Captain Percy here just had to nod, and voila! the helmsman was knocked down, and the minister took the wheel. The ship crashed: the pirates went down, and you, gentlemen, were saved to manage everything in Virginia. May she always be thankful! The man who faced that death instead of attacking the ship he suspected was the Company's is my sworn enemy, whom I will eventually remove from my path, but he is not a pirate. Yes, write it down, if you please, Master Secretary! I'm stepping back from what was a prime position, for sure, but what do I care? I see a more appealing vantage point. I may have lost one round, but I'll make up for ten such losses with one kiss like that. With your permission, lady.”
He went up to her where she stood, with hanging arms, her head a little bent, white and cold and yielding as a lady done in snow; gazed at her a moment, with his passion written in his fierce eyes and haggard, handsome face; then crushed her to him.
He walked up to her where she stood, with her arms hanging down, her head slightly bent, pale and cold and soft like a lady made of snow; he looked at her for a moment, his intense feelings clear in his fierce eyes and worn, handsome face; then he pulled her close to him.
If I could have struck him dead, I would have done so. When her word had been kept, she released herself with a quiet and resolute dignity. As for him, he sank back into the great chair beside the Governor's, leaned an elbow on the table, and hid his eyes with one shaking hand.
If I could have killed him, I would have. Once her promise was fulfilled, she freed herself with quiet and determined dignity. As for him, he slumped back into the large chair next to the Governor's, rested an elbow on the table, and covered his eyes with a trembling hand.
The Governor rose to his feet, and motioned away the two seamen who held me fast. “We'll have no hanging this morning, gentlemen,” he announced. “Captain Percy, I beg to apologize to you for words that were never meant for a brave and gallant gentleman, but for a pirate who I find does not exist. I pray you to forget them, quite.”
The Governor stood up and waved off the two seamen who were holding me tightly. “There won’t be any hanging this morning, gentlemen,” he said. “Captain Percy, I sincerely apologize for words that were never intended for a brave and noble gentleman like you, but rather for a pirate who, it turns out, doesn’t exist. I ask you to completely forget them.”
I returned his bow, but my eyes traveled past him.
I returned his nod, but my eyes moved beyond him.
“I will allow you no words with my Lord Carnal,” he said. “With your wife,—that is different.” He moved aside with a smile.
“I won't let you talk to my Lord Carnal,” he said. “Talking to your wife—that's a different story.” He stepped aside with a smile.
She was standing, pale, with downcast eyes, where my lord had left her. “Jocelyn,” I said. She turned toward me, crimsoned deeply, uttered a low cry, half laughter, half a sob, then covered her face with her hands. I took them away and spoke her name again, and this time she hid her face upon my breast.
She was standing there, pale and with her eyes downcast, where my lord had left her. “Jocelyn,” I said. She turned to me, blushing deeply, let out a quiet sound that was half laughter, half a sob, then covered her face with her hands. I took her hands away and said her name again, and this time she buried her face in my chest.
A moment thus; then—for all eyes were upon her—I lifted her head, kissed her, and gave her to Lady Wyatt, whom I found at my side. “I commend my wife to your ladyship's care,” I said. “As you are woman, deal sisterly by her!”
A moment passed; then—since everyone was watching—I lifted her head, kissed her, and handed her over to Lady Wyatt, who was next to me. “I entrust my wife to your care,” I said. “As a woman, please look after her like a sister!”
“You may trust me, sir,” she made answer, the tears upon her cheeks. “I did not know,—I did not understand....Dear heart, come away,—come away with Margaret Wyatt.”
“You can trust me, sir,” she replied, tears on her cheeks. “I didn’t know—I didn’t understand... Dear heart, come away—come away with Margaret Wyatt.”
Clayborne opened the door of the cabin, and stood aside with a low bow. The men who had sat to judge me rose; only the King's favorite kept his seat. With Lady Wyatt's arm about her, the King's ward passed between the lines of standing gentlemen to the door, there hesitated, turned, and, facing them with I know not what of pride and shame, wistfulness of entreaty and noble challenge to belief in the face and form that were of all women's most beautiful, curtsied to them until her knee touched the floor. She was gone, and the sunlight with her.
Clayborne opened the cabin door and stepped aside with a slight bow. The men who had come to judge me stood up; only the King’s favorite remained seated. With Lady Wyatt’s arm around her, the King’s ward walked between the lines of standing gentlemen to the door, paused, turned, and, facing them with a mix of pride and shame, a longing look of plea and a noble challenge to their belief in her, who was the most beautiful of all women, curtsied until her knee touched the floor. She was gone, and the sunlight went with her.
When I turned upon that shameless lord where he sat in his evil beauty, with his honor dead before him, men came hastily in between. I put them aside with a laugh. I had but wanted to look at him. I had no sword,—already he lay beneath my challenge,—and words are weak things.
When I turned to that shameless lord as he lounged in his wicked charm, with his honor gone, men quickly stepped in between us. I brushed them aside with a laugh. I just wanted to see him. I had no sword—he was already defeated by my challenge—and words are weak.
At length he rose, as arrogant as ever in his port, as evilly superb in his towering pride, and as amazingly indifferent to the thoughts of men who lied not. “This case hath wearied me,” he said. “I will retire for a while to rest, and in dreams to live over a past sweetness. Give you good-day, gentles! Sir Francis Wyatt, you will remember that this gentleman did resist arrest, and that he lieth under the King's displeasure!” So saying he clapped his hat upon his head and walked out of the cabin. The Company's officers drew a long breath, as if a fresher air had come in with his departure.
At last, he stood up, as arrogant as ever in his stance, as impressively proud as ever, and as shockingly indifferent to the opinions of honest men. “This case has tired me,” he said. “I’m going to take a break to rest and relive some past sweetness in my dreams. Goodbye, everyone! Sir Francis Wyatt, remember that this man resisted arrest, and he is in trouble with the King!” With that, he put his hat on his head and walked out of the cabin. The Company’s officers let out a long sigh, as if fresher air had come in with his exit.
“I have no choice, Captain Percy, but to keep you still under restraint, both here and when we shall reach Jamestown,” said the Governor. “All that the Company, through me, can do, consistent with its duty to his Majesty, to lighten your confinement shall be done”—
“I have no choice, Captain Percy, but to keep you under restraint, both here and when we reach Jamestown,” said the Governor. “Everything that the Company, through me, can do, in line with its duty to his Majesty, to ease your confinement will be done”—
“Then send him not again into the hold, Sir Francis!” exclaimed the Treasurer, with a wry face.
“Then don’t send him back to the hold, Sir Francis!” exclaimed the Treasurer, with a grimace.
The Governor laughed. “Lighter and sweeter quarters shall be found. Your wife's a brave lady, Captain Percy”—
The Governor laughed. “You'll find lighter and sweeter places. Your wife is a brave woman, Captain Percy”—
“And a passing fair one,” said Claybourne under his breath.
“And a really beautiful one,” said Claybourne quietly.
“I left a friend below in the hold, your Honor,” I said. “He came with me from Jamestown because he was my friend. The King hath never heard of him. And he's no more a pirate than I or you, your Honor. He is a minister,—a sober, meek, and godly man”—
“I left a friend down in the hold, your Honor,” I said. “He came with me from Jamestown because he was my friend. The King has never heard of him. And he's no more a pirate than I or you, your Honor. He is a minister—a sober, humble, and righteous man.”
From behind the Secretary rose the singsong of my acquaintance of the hold, Dr. John Pott. “He is Jeremy, your Honor, Jeremy who made the town merry at Blackfriars. Your Honor remembers him? He had a sickness, and forsook the life and went into the country. He was known to the Dean of St. Paul's. All the town laughed when it heard that he had taken orders.”
From behind the Secretary came the familiar voice of my friend from the hold, Dr. John Pott. “This is Jeremy, Your Honor, the one who brought joy to Blackfriars. You remember him, right? He got sick, left that life, and went to the countryside. The Dean of St. Paul's knew him. The whole town laughed when they heard he had entered the clergy.”
“Jeremy!” cried out the Treasurer. “Nick Bottom! Christopher Sly! Sir Toby Belch! Sir Francis, give me Jeremy to keep in my cabin!”
“Jeremy!” shouted the Treasurer. “Nick Bottom! Christopher Sly! Sir Toby Belch! Sir Francis, give me Jeremy to keep in my cabin!”
The Governor laughed. “He shall be bestowed with Captain Percy where he'll not lack for company, I warrant! Jeremy! Ben Jonson loved him; they drank together at the Mermaid.”
The Governor laughed. “He’ll be hanging out with Captain Percy, so he won’t be lonely, I guarantee it! Jeremy! Ben Jonson was a fan of his; they used to drink together at the Mermaid.”
A little later the Treasurer turned to leave my new quarters, to which he had walked beside me, glanced at the men who waited for him without,—Jeremy had not yet been brought from the hold,—and returned to my side to say, in a low voice, but with emphasis: “Captain Percy has been a long time without news from home,—from England. What would he most desire to hear?”
A little later, the Treasurer turned to leave my new quarters, where he had walked beside me. He glanced at the men waiting for him outside—Jeremy hadn’t been brought up from the hold yet—and returned to my side to say, in a quiet but firm voice, “Captain Percy hasn’t heard from home—England—in a long time. What do you think he’d want to hear the most?”
“Of the welfare of his Grace of Buckingham,” I replied.
“About the well-being of the Duke of Buckingham,” I replied.
He smiled. “His Grace is as well as heart could desire, and as powerful. The Queen's dog now tuggeth the sow by the ears this way or that, as it pleaseth him. Since we are not to hang you as a pirate, Captain Percy, I incline to think your affairs in better posture than when you left Virginia.”
He smiled. “His Grace is as well as anyone could wish and as powerful. The Queen's dog is now yanking the pig by the ears this way and that, as it pleases him. Since we’re not going to hang you as a pirate, Captain Percy, I believe your situation is better than when you left Virginia.”
“I think so too, sir,” I said, and gave him thanks for his courtesy, and wished him good-day, being anxious to sit still and thank God, with my face in my hands and summer in my heart.
“I think so too, sir,” I said, thanking him for his kindness, and wished him a good day, eager to sit quietly and thank God, with my face in my hands and summer in my heart.
CHAPTER XXVIII IN WHICH THE SPRINGTIME IS AT HAND
TIRED of dicing against myself, and of the books that Rolfe had sent me, I betook myself to the gaol window, and, leaning against the bars, looked out in search of entertainment. The nearest if not the merriest thing the prospect had to offer was the pillory. It was built so tall that it was but little lower than the low upper story of the gaol, and it faced my window at so short a distance that I could hear the long, whistling breath of the wretch who happened to occupy it. It was not a pleasant sound; neither was a livid face, new branded on the cheek with a great R, and with a trickle of dark blood from the mutilated ears staining the board in which the head was immovably fixed, a pleasant sight. A little to one side was the whipping post: a woman had been whipped that morning, and her cries had tainted the air even more effectually than had the decayed matter with which certain small devils had pelted the runaway in the pillory. I looked away from the poor rogue below me into the clear, hard brightness of the March day, and was most heartily weary of the bars between me and it. The wind blew keenly; the sky was blue as blue could be, and the river a great ribbon of azure sewn with diamonds. All colors were vivid and all distances near. There was no haze over the forest; brown and bare it struck the cloudless blue. The marsh was emerald, the green of the pines deep and rich, the budding maples redder than coral. The church, with the low green graves around it, appeared not a stone's throw away, and the voices of the children up and down the street sounded clearly, as though they played in the brown square below me. When the drum beat for the nooning the roll was close in my ears. The world looked so bright and keen that it seemed new made, and the brilliant sunshine and the cold wind stirred the blood like wine.
TIRED of arguing with myself and of the books that Rolfe had sent me, I went to the gaol window, leaned against the bars, and looked out for something to entertain me. The nearest, though not exactly the most cheerful, thing in sight was the pillory. It was built so tall that it was barely lower than the low upper story of the gaol, and it faced my window from such a short distance that I could hear the long, whistling breath of the unfortunate soul trapped in it. It was not a pleasant sound; neither was the sight of a pale face, marked on the cheek with a large R, with a trickle of dark blood from the mutilated ears staining the board where the head was fixed. A little to one side was the whipping post: a woman had been whipped that morning, and her cries had tainted the air even more effectively than the decayed matter that some small devils had thrown at the runaway in the pillory. I turned my gaze away from the poor wretch below me into the clear, bright March day, feeling heartily weary of the bars between me and it. The wind blew sharply; the sky was as blue as could be, and the river looked like a great ribbon of azure sewn with diamonds. All colors were vivid and all distances felt close. There was no haze over the forest; it struck the cloudless blue a brown and bare contrast. The marsh was emerald, the green of the pines deep and rich, the budding maples redder than coral. The church, with its low green graves around it, appeared almost within reach, and the children’s voices playing up and down the street sounded clear, as if they were playing in the brown square below me. When the drum beat for noon, the sound felt close to my ears. The world looked so bright and sharp, as if it had just been made anew, and the brilliant sunshine and the cold wind stirred my blood like wine.
Now and then men and women passed through the square below. Well-nigh all glanced up at the window, and their eyes were friendly. It was known now that Buckingham was paramount at home, and my Lord Carnal's following in Virginia was much decayed. Young Hamor strode by, bravely dressed and whistling cheerily, and doffed a hat with a most noble broken feather. “We're going to bait a bear below the fort!” he called. “Sorry you'll miss the sport! There will be all the world—and my Lord Carnal.” He whistled himself away, and presently there came along Master Edward Sharpless. He stopped and stared at the rogue in the pillory,—with no prescience, I suppose, of a day when he was to stand there himself; then looked up at me with as much malevolence as his small soul could write upon his mean features, and passed on. He had a jaded look; moreover, his clothes were swamp-stained and his cloak had been torn by briers. “What did you go to the forest for?” I muttered.
Now and then, men and women walked through the square below. Almost all of them looked up at the window, and their expressions were friendly. It was now clear that Buckingham was in charge at home, and my Lord Carnal's influence in Virginia was fading. Young Hamor strolled by, dressed sharply and whistling happily, and tipped his hat with a fancy broken feather. “We're going to bait a bear below the fort!” he shouted. “Too bad you'll miss the fun! Everyone will be there—and my Lord Carnal.” He whistled off, and soon Master Edward Sharpless came along. He stopped and stared at the trickster in the pillory—probably without any idea that one day he would be in the same position; then he looked up at me with as much malice as his petty spirit could express on his unremarkable face, and walked away. He looked tired; also, his clothes were stained from the swamp and his cloak had been ripped by thorns. “What did you go to the forest for?” I muttered.
The key grated in the door behind me, and it opened to admit the gaoler and Diccon with my dinner,—which I was not sorry to see. “Sir George sent the venison, sir,” said the gaoler, grinning, “and Master Piersey the wild fowl, and Madam West the pasty and the marchpane, and Master Pory the sack. Be there anything you lack, sir?”
The key grated in the door behind me, and it opened to let in the jailer and Diccon with my dinner—which I was glad to see. “Sir George sent the venison, sir,” said the jailer, grinning, “and Master Piersey the game birds, and Madam West the pie and the marzipan, and Master Pory the sack. Is there anything you need, sir?”
“Nothing that you can supply,” I answered curtly.
“Nothing that you can provide,” I replied sharply.
The fellow grinned again, straightened the things upon the table, and started for the door. “You can stay until I come for the platters,” he said to Diccon, and went out, locking the door after him with ostentation.
The guy grinned again, straightened up the stuff on the table, and headed for the door. “You can stay until I come for the platters,” he said to Diccon, and walked out, locking the door behind him with a showy flair.
I applied myself to the dinner, and Diccon went to the window, and stood there looking out at the blue sky and at the man in the pillory. He had the freedom of the gaol. I was somewhat more straitly confined, though my friends had easy access to me. As for Jeremy Sparrow, he had spent twenty-four hours in gaol, at the end of which time Madam West had a fit of the spleen, declared she was dying, and insisted upon Master Sparrow's being sent for to administer consolation; Master Bucke, unfortunately, having gone up to Henricus on business connected with the college. From the bedside of that despotic lady Sparrow was called to bury a man on the other side of the river, and from the grave to marry a couple at Mulberry Island. And the next day being Sunday, and no minister at hand, he preached again in Master Bucke's pulpit,—and preached a sermon so powerful and moving that its like had never been heard in Virginia. They marched him not back from the pulpit to gaol. There were but five ministers in Virginia, and there were a many more sick to visit and dead to bury. Master Bucke, still feeble in body, tarried up river discussing with Thorpe the latter's darling project of converting every imp of an Indian this side the South Sea, and Jeremy slipped into his old place. There had been some talk of a public censure, but it died away.
I focused on dinner, while Diccon went to the window and stood there looking out at the blue sky and the man in the pillory. He had the freedom of the jail. I was a bit more tightly confined, although my friends could visit me easily. As for Jeremy Sparrow, he had spent twenty-four hours in jail, after which Madam West had an attack, claimed she was dying, and insisted on calling for Master Sparrow to provide comfort; unfortunately, Master Bucke had gone to Henricus on college business. From the bedside of that commanding lady, Sparrow was called to bury a man on the other side of the river, and then from the grave to marry a couple at Mulberry Island. The next day was Sunday, and with no minister available, he preached again in Master Bucke's pulpit—and delivered a sermon so powerful and moving that nothing like it had ever been heard in Virginia. They didn’t march him back from the pulpit to jail. There were only five ministers in Virginia, and many more sick people to visit and dead to bury. Master Bucke, still weak, stayed upriver discussing with Thorpe his beloved plan to convert every Indian child on this side of the South Sea, while Jeremy slipped into his old role. There was some talk of public censure, but it faded away.
The pasty and sack disposed of, I turned in my seat and spoke to Diccon: “I looked for Master Rolfe to-day. Have you heard aught of him?”
The pasty and sack taken care of, I turned in my seat and spoke to Diccon: “I looked for Master Rolfe today. Have you heard anything about him?”
“No,” he answered. As he spoke, the door was opened and the gaoler put in his head. “A messenger from Master Rolfe, captain.” He drew back, and the Indian Nantauquas entered the room.
“No,” he replied. Just then, the door swung open and the jailer popped his head in. “A messenger from Master Rolfe, captain.” The jailer stepped back, and the Native American Nantauquas walked into the room.
Rolfe I had seen twice since the arrival of the George at Jamestown, but the Indian had not been with him. The young chief now came forward and touched the hand I held out to him. “My brother will be here before the sun touches the tallest pine,” he announced in his grave, calm voice. “He asks Captain Percy to deny himself to any other that may come. He wishes to see him alone.”
Rolfe I had seen twice since the arrival of the George at Jamestown, but the Indian hadn't been with him. The young chief now stepped forward and touched the hand I extended to him. “My brother will be here before the sun hits the tallest pine,” he said in his serious, calm voice. “He asks Captain Percy to refuse any others who might come. He wants to see him alone.”
“I shall hardly be troubled with company,” I said. “There's a bear-baiting toward.”
“I doubt I'll be bothered by any visitors,” I said. “There's a bear-baiting event happening.”
Nantauquas smiled. “My brother asked me to find a bear for to-day. I bought one from the Paspaheghs for a piece of copper, and took him to the ring below the fort.”
Nantauquas smiled. “My brother asked me to find a bear for today. I got one from the Paspaheghs for a piece of copper and took it to the ring below the fort.”
“Where all the town will presently be gone,” I said. “I wonder what Rolfe did that for!”
“Where will everyone in town go?” I said. “I’m curious why Rolfe did that!”
Filling a cup with sack, I pushed it to the Indian across the table. “You are little in the woods nowadays, Nantauquas.”
Filling a cup with grain, I pushed it to the Indian across the table. “You spend less time in the woods these days, Nantauquas.”
His fine dark face clouded ever so slightly. “Opechancanough has dreamt that I am Indian no longer. Singing birds have lied to him, telling him that I love the white man, and hate my own color. He calls me no more his brave, his brother Powhatan's dear son. I do not sit by his council fire now, nor do I lead his war bands. When I went last to his lodge and stood before him, his eyes burned me like the coals the Monacans once closed my hands upon. He would not speak to me.”
His dark face slightly darkened. “Opechancanough has dreamt that I am no longer Indian. Singing birds have deceived him, saying that I love the white man and hate my own people. He no longer calls me his brave, nor his brother Powhatan's dear son. I don’t sit by his council fire anymore, nor do I lead his war bands. When I last went to his lodge and stood before him, his eyes burned me like the coals the Monacans once made me hold. He wouldn’t speak to me.”
“It would not fret me if he never spoke again,” I said. “You have been to the forest to-day?”
“It wouldn’t bother me if he never spoke again,” I said. “Have you been to the forest today?”
“Yes,” he replied, glancing at the smear of leaf mould upon his beaded moccasins. “Captain Percy's eyes are quick; he should have been an Indian. I went to the Paspaheghs to take them the piece of copper. I could tell Captain Percy a curious thing”—
“Yes,” he said, looking at the smudge of leaf mold on his beaded moccasins. “Captain Percy is sharp; he would have made a good Indian. I went to the Paspaheghs to deliver the piece of copper. I could tell Captain Percy something interesting—”
“Well?” I demanded, as he paused.
“Well?” I asked, as he stopped.
“I went to the lodge of the werowance with the copper, and found him not there. The old men declared that he had gone to the weirs for fish,—he and ten of his braves. The old men lied. I had passed the weirs of the Paspaheghs, and no man was there. I sat and smoked before the lodge, and the maidens brought me chinquapin cakes and pohickory; for Nantauquas is a prince and a welcome guest to all save Opechancanough. The old men smoked, with their eyes upon the ground, each seeing only the days when he was even as Nantauquas. They never knew when a wife of the werowance, turned child by pride, unfolded a doeskin and showed Nantauquas a silver cup carved all over and set with colored stones.”
“I went to the chief's lodge with the copper, but he wasn't there. The elders said he had gone to the weirs to fish, along with ten of his warriors. The elders were lying. I had passed the weirs of the Paspaheghs, and there was no one there. I sat outside the lodge and smoked, while the young women brought me chinquapin cakes and pohickory; because Nantauquas is a prince and a welcome guest to everyone except Opechancanough. The elders smoked, staring at the ground, each lost in memories of when they were just like Nantauquas. They never noticed when one of the chief's wives, her pride making her act like a child, opened a doeskin and showed Nantauquas a silver cup intricately carved and inlaid with colored stones.”
“Humph!”
“Ugh!”
“The cup was a heavy price to pay,” continued the Indian. “I do not know what great thing it bought.”
“The cup was a heavy price to pay,” the Indian continued. “I don’t know what great thing it bought.”
“Humph!” I said again. “Did you happen to meet Master Edward Sharpless in the forest?”
“Humph!” I said again. “Did you happen to run into Master Edward Sharpless in the forest?”
He shook his head. “The forest is wide, and there are many trails through it. Nantauquas looked for that of the werowance of the Paspaheghs, but found it not. He had no time to waste upon a white man.”
He shook his head. “The forest is vast, and there are many paths through it. Nantauquas searched for the one belonging to the chief of the Paspaheghs, but didn’t find it. He didn’t have time to waste on a white man.”
He gathered his otterskin mantle about him and prepared to depart. I rose and gave him my hand, for I thoroughly liked him, and in the past he had made me his debtor. “Tell Rolfe he will find me alone,” I said, “and take my thanks for your pains, Nantauquas. If ever we hunt together again, may I have the chance to serve you! I bear the scars of the wolf's teeth yet; you came in the nick of time, that day.”
He wrapped his otterskin cloak around him and got ready to leave. I stood up and shook his hand, because I really liked him, and in the past, he had done me a favor. “Tell Rolfe I'll be alone,” I said, “and thank you for your help, Nantauquas. If we ever hunt together again, I hope to be able to repay you! I still have the scars from the wolf's teeth; you arrived just in time that day.”
The Indian smiled. “It was a fierce old wolf. I wish Captain Percy free with all my heart, and then we will hunt more wolves, he and I.”
The Indian smiled. “It was a fierce old wolf. I truly hope Captain Percy is free, and then we can hunt more wolves, he and I.”
When he was gone, and the gaoler and Diccon with him, I returned to the window. The runaway in the pillory was released, and went away homewards, staggering beside his master's stirrup. Passers-by grew more and more infrequent, and up the street came faint sounds of laughter and hurrahing,—the bear must be making good sport. I could see the half-moon, and the guns, and the flag that streamed in the wind, and on the river a sail or two, white in the sunlight as the gulls that swooped past. Beyond rose the bare masts of the George. The Santa Teresa rode no more forever in the James. The King's ship was gone home to the King without the freight he looked for. Three days, and the George would spread her white wings and go down the wide river, and I with her, and the King's ward, and the King's sometime favorite. I looked down the wind-ruffled stream, and saw the great bay into which it emptied, and beyond the bay the heaving ocean, dark and light, league on league, league on league; then green England, and London, and the Tower. The vision disturbed me less than once it would have done. Men that I knew and trusted were to be passengers on that ship, as well as one I knew and did not trust. And if, at the journey's end, I saw the Tower, I saw also his Grace of Buckingham. Where I hated he hated, and was now powerful enough to strike.
When he left, along with the jailer and Diccon, I went back to the window. The fugitive in the stocks was released and made his way home, swaying next to his master's stirrup. Fewer and fewer people passed by, and faint sounds of laughter and cheering drifted up the street—the bear must be putting on quite a show. I could see the half-moon, the cannons, and the flag flying in the wind, with a couple of sails on the river, white in the sunlight like the gulls swooping by. In the distance, the bare masts of the George rose up. The Santa Teresa would no longer sail in the James. The King's ship had returned to the King without the cargo he was expecting. In three days, the George would spread her white sails and head down the wide river, and I would go with her, along with the King's ward and the King's former favorite. I gazed down the wind-tossed stream and saw the vast bay where it emptied, and beyond the bay, the rolling ocean, dark and light, stretching on and on; then green England, and London, and the Tower. The sight troubled me less than it once would have. Men I knew and trusted would be aboard that ship, as well as someone I knew but didn't trust. And if, at the end of the journey, I saw the Tower, I would also see the Duke of Buckingham. Where I hated, he hated, and he was now powerful enough to take action.
The wind blew from the west, from the unknown. I turned my head, and it beat against my forehead, cold and fragrant with the essence of the forest,—pine and cedar, dead leaves and black mould, fen and hollow and hill,—all the world of woods over which it had passed. The ghost of things long dead, which face or voice could never conjure up, will sometimes start across our path at the beckoning of an odor. A day in the Starving Time came back to me: how I had dragged myself from our broken palisade and crazy huts, and the groans of the famished and the plague-stricken, and the presence of the unburied dead, across the neck and into the woods, and had lain down there to die, being taken with a sick fear and horror of the place of cannibals behind me; and how weak I was!—too weak to care any more. I had been a strong man, and it had come to that, and I was content to let it be. The smell of the woods that day, the chill brown earth beneath me, the blowing wind, the long stretch of the river gleaming between the pines,... and fair in sight the white sails of the Patience and the Deliverance.
The wind blew in from the west, from the unknown. I turned my head, and it hit against my forehead, cold and fragrant with the scent of the forest—pine and cedar, dead leaves and dark soil, marsh and hollow and hill—all the world of woods it had traveled through. The ghost of things long gone, which face or voice could never bring back, sometimes crosses our path at the call of a scent. A day during the Starving Time came back to me: how I had dragged myself from our broken palisade and crazy huts, and the moans of the starving and the plague-stricken, and the presence of the unburied dead, across the neck and into the woods, and lay down there to die, overcome by a sick fear and horror of the cannibal place behind me; and how weak I was!—too weak to care anymore. I had been a strong man, and it had come to that, and I was okay with letting it go. The smell of the woods that day, the cool brown earth beneath me, the blowing wind, the long stretch of the river shining between the pines,... and clearly in view the white sails of the Patience and the Deliverance.
I had been too nigh gone then to greatly care that I was saved; now I cared, and thanked God for my life. Come what might in the future, the past was mine. Though I should never see my wife again, I had that hour in the state cabin of the George. I loved, and was loved again.
I had been so close to death that I didn't really care about being saved; now I did, and I thanked God for my life. No matter what happened in the future, the past was mine. Even though I would never see my wife again, I had that moment in the state cabin of the George. I loved, and was loved in return.
There was a noise outside the door, and Rolfe's voice speaking to the gaoler. Impatient for his entrance I started toward the door, but when it opened he made no move to cross the threshold. “I am not coming in,” he said, with a face that he strove to keep grave. “I only came to bring some one else.” With that he stepped back, and a second figure, coming forward out of the dimness behind him, crossed the threshold. It was a woman, cloaked and hooded. The door was drawn to behind her, and we were alone together.
There was a noise outside the door, and I heard Rolfe talking to the guard. Eager for him to come in, I moved towards the door, but when it opened, he didn’t step inside. “I’m not coming in,” he said, trying to keep a serious expression. “I just came to bring someone else.” With that, he stepped back, and another figure emerged from the shadows behind him, stepping over the threshold. It was a woman, wrapped in a cloak and hood. The door closed behind her, and we were alone together.
Beside the cloak and hood she wore a riding mask. “Do you know who it is?” she asked, when she had stood, so shrouded, for a long minute, during which I had found no words with which to welcome her.
Beside the cloak and hood, she wore a riding mask. “Do you know who it is?” she asked after standing, so covered up, for a long minute, during which I struggled to find the words to greet her.
“Yea,” I answered: “the princess in the fairy tale.”
“Yeah,” I replied: “the princess in the fairy tale.”
She freed her dark hair from its covering, and unclasping her cloak let it drop to the floor. “Shall I unmask?” she asked, with a sigh. “Faith! I should keep the bit of silk between your eyes, sir, and my blushes. Am I ever to be the forward one? Do you not think me too bold a lady?” As she spoke, her white hands were busy about the fastening of her mask. “The knot is too hard,” she murmured, with a little tremulous laugh and a catch of her breath.
She took off her dark hair covering and let her cloak fall to the floor. “Should I take off my mask?” she asked with a sigh. “Honestly! I should probably keep this piece of silk between your eyes, sir, and my blushes. Am I really supposed to be the daring one? Don’t you think of me as too bold a lady?” As she spoke, her pale hands fumbled with the mask's fastening. “The knot is too tight,” she murmured, with a small shaky laugh and a quick intake of breath.
I untied the ribbons.
I removed the ribbons.
“May I not sit down?” she said plaintively, but with soft merriment in her eyes. “I am not quite strong yet. My heart—you do not know what pain I have in my heart sometimes. It makes me weep of nights and when none are by, indeed it does!”
“Can I not sit down?” she said sadly, but with a playful glint in her eyes. “I'm still not quite strong. My heart—you have no idea how much pain I feel in my heart sometimes. It makes me cry at night when no one is around, truly it does!”
There was a settle beneath the window. I led her to it, and she sat down.
There was a couch under the window. I guided her to it, and she took a seat.
“You must know that I am walking in the Governor's garden, that hath only a lane between it and the gaol.” Her eyes were downcast, her cheeks pure rose.
“You should know that I'm walking in the Governor's garden, which has just a path separating it from the prison.” Her eyes were lowered, her cheeks a delicate pink.
“When did you first love me?” I demanded.
"When did you first fall in love with me?" I asked.
“Lady Wyatt must have guessed why Master Rolfe alone went not to the bear-baiting, but joined us in the garden. She said the air was keen, and fetched me her mask, and then herself went indoors to embroider Samson in the arms of Delilah.'
“Lady Wyatt must have guessed why Master Rolfe didn’t go to the bear-baiting but instead joined us in the garden. She said the air was chilly, got me her mask, and then went inside to embroider Samson in the arms of Delilah.”
“Was it here at Jamestown, or was it when we were first wrecked, or on the island with the pink hill when you wrote my name in the sand, or”—
“Was it here at Jamestown, or was it when we first got shipwrecked, or on the island with the pink hill when you wrote my name in the sand, or”—
“The George will sail in three days, and we are to be taken back to England after all. It does not scare me now.”
“The George will set sail in three days, and we’re going back to England after all. I’m not scared now.”
“In all my life I have kissed you only once,” I said.
“In my entire life, I’ve only kissed you once,” I said.
The rose deepened, and in her eyes there was laughter, with tears behind. “You are a gentleman of determination,” she said. “If you are bent upon having your way, I do not know that I—that I—can help myself. I do not even know that I want to help myself.”
The rose deepened, and in her eyes there was laughter, with tears behind. “You’re a determined gentleman,” she said. “If you’re set on having your way, I’m not sure that I—that I—can resist. I don’t even know if I want to resist.”
Outside the wind blew and the sun shone, and the laughter from below the fort was too far away and elfin to jar upon us. The world forgot us, and we were well content. There seemed not much to say: I suppose we were too happy for words. I knelt beside her, and she laid her hands in mine, and now and then we spoke. In her short and lonely life, and in my longer stern and crowded one, there had been little tenderness, little happiness. In her past, to those about her, she had seemed bright and gay; I had been a comrade whom men liked because I could jest as well as fight. Now we were happy, but we were not gay. Each felt for the other a great compassion; each knew that though we smiled to-day, the groan and the tear might be to-morrow's due; the sunshine around us was pure gold, but that the clouds were mounting we knew full well.
Outside, the wind blew and the sun shone, and the laughter from below the fort was too distant and playful to disturb us. The world forgot us, and we were completely content. There didn’t seem to be much to say; I guess we were too happy for words. I knelt beside her, and she placed her hands in mine, and now and then we talked. In her brief and lonely life, and in my longer, tougher, and busier one, there had been little tenderness and little happiness. To everyone around her, she had seemed bright and cheerful; I had been a friend that men liked because I could joke as well as fight. Now we were happy, but we weren’t cheerful. Each of us felt a deep compassion for the other; each knew that even though we smiled today, tomorrow might bring sorrow and tears; the sunshine around us was pure gold, but we were fully aware that the clouds were gathering.
“I must soon be gone,” she said at last. “It is a stolen meeting. I do not know when we shall meet again.”
“I have to leave soon,” she finally said. “This is a secret meeting. I’m not sure when we’ll see each other again.”
She rose from the settle, and I rose with her, and we stood together beside the barred window. There was no danger of her being seen; street and square were left to the wind and the sunshine. My arm was around her, and she leaned her head against my breast. “Perhaps we shall never meet again,” she said.
She got up from the couch, and I got up with her, and we stood together by the barred window. There was no chance of her being seen; the street and square were empty, just filled with wind and sunshine. I had my arm around her, and she rested her head on my chest. “Maybe we’ll never see each other again,” she said.
“The winter is over,” I answered. “Soon the trees will be green and the flowers in bloom. I will not believe that our spring can have no summer.”
“The winter is over,” I replied. “Soon the trees will be green and the flowers will be blooming. I refuse to believe that our spring won’t have a summer.”
She took from her bosom a little flower that had been pinned there. It lay, a purple star, in the hollow of her hand. “It grew in the sun. It is the first flower of spring.” She put it to her lips, then laid it upon the window ledge beside my hand. “I have brought you evil gifts,—foes and strife and peril. Will you take this little purple flower—and all my heart beside?”
She took a small flower from her dress where she had pinned it. It rested, a purple star, in the palm of her hand. “It grew in the sunlight. It’s the first flower of spring.” She kissed it, then placed it on the window sill next to my hand. “I’ve brought you bad gifts—enemies, conflict, and danger. Will you accept this little purple flower—and all my heart along with it?”
I bent and kissed first the tiny blossom, and then the lips that had proffered it. “I am very rich,” I said.
I leaned down and kissed the little flower first, and then the lips that had offered it. "I'm really wealthy," I said.
The sun was now low, and the pines in the square and the upright of the pillory cast long shadows. The wind had fallen and the sounds had died away. It seemed very still. Nothing moved but the creeping shadows until a flight of small white-breasted birds went past the window. “The snow is gone,” I said. “The snowbirds are flying north.”
The sun was low now, and the pine trees in the square and the pillory cast long shadows. The wind had died down and the sounds had faded away. It felt really quiet. Nothing stirred except the creeping shadows until a flock of small white-breasted birds flew past the window. “The snow is gone,” I said. “The snowbirds are flying north.”
“The woods will soon be green,” she murmured wistfully. “Ah, if we could ride through them once more, back to Weyanoke”—
“The woods will soon be green,” she said with a hint of longing. “Ah, if we could ride through them again, back to Weyanoke—”
“To home,” I said.
"Going home," I said.
“Home,” she echoed softly.
"Home," she repeated softly.
There was a low knocking at the door behind us. “It is Master Rolfe's signal,” she said. “I must not stay. Tell me that you love me, and let me go.”
There was a soft knock at the door behind us. “That’s Master Rolfe's signal,” she said. “I can’t stay. Tell me you love me, and let me go.”
I drew her closer to me and pressed my lips upon her bowed head. “Do you not know that I love you?” I asked.
I pulled her closer and kissed the top of her head. “Don’t you know that I love you?” I asked.
“Yea,” she answered. “I have been taught it. Tell me that you believe that God will be good to us. Tell me that we shall be happy yet; for oh, I have a boding heart this day!”
“Yeah,” she replied. “I’ve learned that. Tell me you believe that God will be good to us. Tell me we’ll be happy again; because oh, I have a heavy heart today!”
Her voice broke, and she lay trembling in my arms, her face hidden. “If the summer never comes for us”—she whispered. “Good-by, my lover and my husband. If I have brought you ruin and death, I have brought you, too, a love that is very great. Forgive me and kiss me, and let me go.”
Her voice cracked, and she lay shaking in my arms, her face concealed. “If summer never arrives for us”—she whispered. “Goodbye, my lover and my husband. If I have brought you destruction and death, I've also given you a love that's immense. Forgive me and kiss me, and let me go.”
“Thou art my dearly loved and honored wife,” I said. “My heart forebodes summer, and joy, and peace, and home.”
“You are my dearly loved and honored wife,” I said. “My heart predicts summer, and joy, and peace, and home.”
We kissed each other solemnly, as those who part for a journey and a warfare. I spoke no word to Rolfe when the door was opened and she had passed out with her cloak drawn about her face, but we clasped hands, and each knew the other for his friend indeed. They were gone, the gaoler closing and locking the door behind them. As for me, I went back to the settle beneath the window, and, falling on my knees beside it, buried my face in my arms.
We kissed each other seriously, like people saying goodbye before a journey and a battle. I didn't say anything to Rolfe when the door opened and she stepped out with her cloak pulled over her face, but we shook hands, knowing each other as true friends. They left, with the jailer shutting and locking the door behind them. As for me, I went back to the bench by the window, and kneeling beside it, I buried my face in my arms.
CHAPTER XXIX IN WHICH I KEEP TRYST
THE sun dropped below the forest, blood red, dyeing the river its own color. There were no clouds in the sky,—only a great suffusion of crimson climbing to the zenith; against it the woods were as black as war paint. The color faded and the night set in, a night of no wind and of numberless stars. On the hearth burned a fire. I left the window and sat beside it, and in the hollows between the red embers made pictures, as I used to make them when I was a boy.
THE sun sank below the trees, blood red, coloring the river in its shade. The sky was clear—only a vast spread of crimson reaching up high; against it, the woods looked as dark as war paint. The color faded, and night fell, a night with no wind and countless stars. A fire burned on the hearth. I left the window and sat next to it, creating pictures in the spaces between the glowing embers, just like I used to when I was a kid.
I sat there long. It grew late, and all sounds in the town were hushed; only now and then the “All's well!” of the watch came faintly to my ears. Diccon lodged with me; he lay in his clothes upon a pallet in the far corner of the room, but whether he slept or not I did not ask. He and I had never wasted words; since chance had thrown us together again we spoke only when occasion required.
I sat there for a long time. It got late, and all the sounds in the town faded away; only occasionally did I hear the faint shout of “All's well!” from the watch. Diccon was staying with me; he was lying fully dressed on a makeshift bed in the far corner of the room, but I didn’t ask if he was sleeping. We had never been talkative; ever since fate brought us back together, we only spoke when we needed to.
The fire was nigh out, and it must have been ten of the clock when, with somewhat more of caution and less of noise than usual, the key grated in the lock; the door opened, and the gaoler entered, closing it noiselessly behind him. There was no reason why he should intrude himself upon me after nightfall, and I regarded him with a frown and an impatience that presently turned to curiosity.
The fire was almost out, and it must have been around ten o'clock when, with a bit more caution and less noise than usual, the key scraped in the lock; the door opened, and the guard walked in, closing it quietly behind him. There was no reason for him to come see me after dark, and I looked at him with a frown and an impatience that soon turned into curiosity.
He began to move about the room, making pretense of seeing that there was water in the pitcher beside my pallet, that the straw beneath the coverlet was fresh, that the bars of the window were firm, and ended by approaching the fire and heaping pine upon it. It flamed up brilliantly, and in the strong red light he half opened a clenched hand and showed me two gold pieces, and beneath them a folded paper. I looked at his furtive eyes and brutal, doltish face, but he kept them blank as a wall. The hand closed again over the treasure within it, and he turned away as if to leave the room. I drew a noble—one of a small store of gold pieces conveyed to me by Rolfe—from my pocket, and stooping made it spin upon the hearth in the red firelight. The gaoler looked at it askance, but continued his progress toward the door. I drew out its fellow, set it too to spinning, then leaned back against the table. “They hunt in couples,” I said. “There will be no third one.”
He started moving around the room, pretending to check that there was water in the pitcher next to my bed, that the straw under the cover was fresh, and that the window bars were sturdy. Then he walked over to the fire and piled some pine on it. The flames shot up brightly, and in the strong red light, he opened his clenched hand a little to show me two gold coins and a folded piece of paper underneath them. I noticed his sneaky eyes and his brutish, dopey face, but he kept his expression blank like a wall. His hand closed back over the treasure, and he turned as if to leave the room. I pulled out a gold coin—from a small stash given to me by Rolfe—from my pocket, bent down, and made it spin on the hearth in the red glow of the fire. The jailer eyed it suspiciously but kept walking toward the door. I took out another coin, set it spinning too, and then leaned back against the table. “They hunt in pairs,” I said. “There won’t be a third one.”
He had his foot upon them before they had done spinning. The next moment they had kissed the two pieces already in his possession, and he had transferred all four to his pocket. I held out my hand for the paper, and he gave it to me grudgingly, with a spiteful slowness of movement. He would have stayed beside me as I read it, but I sternly bade him keep his distance; then kneeling before the fire to get the light, I opened the paper. It was written upon in a delicate, woman's hand, and it ran thus:—
He had his foot on them before they finished spinning. In the next moment, they had kissed the two pieces already in his possession, and he moved all four to his pocket. I reached out my hand for the paper, and he handed it to me reluctantly, moving slowly with annoyance. He wanted to stay by me while I read it, but I firmly told him to keep his distance; then, kneeling in front of the fire for light, I opened the paper. It was written in delicate handwriting, like a woman's, and it said:—
An you hold me dear, come to me at once. Come without tarrying to the deserted hut on the neck of land, nearest to the forest. As you love me, as you are my knight, keep this tryst.
An you hold me dear, come to me at once. Come without delay to the deserted hut on the neck of land, closest to the forest. As you love me, as you are my knight, keep this meeting.
In distress and peril, THY WIFE.
In distress and danger, YOUR WIFE.
Folded with it was a line in the commander's hand and with his signature: “The bearer may pass without the palisade at his pleasure.”
Folded with it was a note written by the commander and signed by him: “The bearer can pass through the palisade whenever he wants.”
I read the first paper again, refolded it, and rose to my feet. “Who brought this, sirrah?” I demanded.
I read the first paper again, refolded it, and got to my feet. “Who brought this, dude?” I asked.
His answer was glib enough: “One of the governor's servants. He said as how there was no harm in the letter, and the gold was good.”
His response was pretty smooth: “One of the governor's servants. He mentioned that there was nothing wrong with the letter, and the gold was legit.”
“When was this?”
"When was this?"
“Just now. No, I did n't know the man.”
“Just now. No, I didn't know the guy.”
I saw no way to discover whether or not he lied. Drawing out another gold piece, I laid it upon the table. He eyed it greedily, edging nearer and nearer.
I couldn't find a way to tell if he was lying. Pulling out another gold coin, I placed it on the table. He looked at it hungrily, moving closer and closer.
“For leaving this door unlocked,” I said.
“For leaving this door unlocked,” I said.
His eyes narrowed and he moistened his lips, shifting from one foot to the other.
His eyes narrowed, and he wet his lips, shifting from one foot to the other.
I put down a second piece. “For opening the outer door,” I said.
I set down another piece. “To open the outer door,” I said.
He wet his lips again, made an inarticulate sound in his throat, and finally broke out with, “The commander will nail my ears to the pillory.”
He wet his lips again, made a muffled sound in his throat, and finally blurted out, “The commander will nail my ears to the pillory.”
“You can lock the doors after me, and know as little as you choose in the morning. No gain without some risk.”
“You can lock the doors after I leave, and forget as much as you want by morning. There's no reward without a little risk.”
“That's so,” he agreed, and made a clutch at the gold.
“That's true,” he agreed, and reached for the gold.
I swept it out of his reach. “First earn it,” I said dryly. “Look at the foot of the pillory an hour from now and you'll find it. I'll not pay you this side of the doors.”
I moved it out of his reach. “First earn it,” I said flatly. “Check the foot of the pillory in an hour and you'll find it. I'm not giving it to you before you go through those doors.”
He bit his lips and studied the floor. “You're a gentleman,” he growled at last. “I suppose I can trust ye.”
He bit his lip and looked at the floor. “You're a gentleman,” he finally said with a grunt. “I guess I can trust you.”
“I suppose you can.”
"I guess you can."
Taking up his lantern he turned toward the door. “It 's growing late,” he said, with a most uncouth attempt to feign a guileless drowsiness. “I'll to bed, captain, when I've locked up. Good-night to ye!”
Taking his lantern, he turned toward the door. “It’s getting late,” he said, with a really awkward attempt to fake innocent drowsiness. “I’ll head to bed, captain, once I’ve locked up. Goodnight to you!”
He was gone, and the door was left unlocked. I could walk out of that gaol as I could have walked out of my house at Weyanoke. I was free, but should I take my freedom? Going back to the light of the fire I unfolded the paper and stared at it, turning its contents this way and that in my mind. The hand—but once had I seen her writing, and then it had been wrought with a shell upon firm sand. I could not judge if this were the same. Had the paper indeed come from her? Had it not? If in truth it was a message from my wife, what had befallen in a few hours since our parting? If it was a forger's lie, what trap was set, what toils were laid? I walked up and down, and tried to think it out. The strangeness of it all, the choice of a lonely and distant hut for trysting place, that pass coming from a sworn officer of the Company, certain things I had heard that day... A trap... and to walk into it with my eyes open.... An you hold me dear. As you are my knight, keep this tryst. In distress and peril.... Come what might, there was a risk I could not run.
He was gone, and the door was left unlocked. I could walk out of this prison as easily as I could walk out of my house back in Weyanoke. I was free, but should I take my freedom? Going back to the light of the fire, I unfolded the paper and stared at it, twisting its meaning around in my mind. The handwriting—I had seen it only once before, when it was written with a shell on firm sand. I couldn't tell if this was the same. Did the paper really come from her? Or not? If it was indeed a message from my wife, what had happened in the few hours since we parted? If it was a forgery, what kind of trap was set, what snares were laid? I walked back and forth, trying to figure it out. The oddity of it all, the choice of a lonely and distant hut as a meeting place, that message coming from a sworn officer of the Company, certain things I had heard that day... A trap... and to walk into it willingly... "If you hold me dear. As you are my knight, keep this meeting. In distress and peril..." No matter what happened, there was a risk I couldn't take.
I had no weapons to assume, no preparations to make. Gathering up the gaoler's gold I started toward the door, opened it, and going out would have closed it softly behind me but that a booted leg thrust across the jamb prevented me. “I am going with you,” said Diccon in a guarded voice. “If you try to prevent me, I will rouse the house.” His head was thrown back in the old way; the old daredevil look was upon his face. “I don't know why you are going,” he declared, “but there'll be danger, anyhow.”
I had no weapons to grab, no plans to make. Collecting the gaoler's gold, I started toward the door. I opened it and would have quietly closed it behind me, but a booted leg blocked my way. “I’m coming with you,” Diccon said in a low voice. “If you try to stop me, I’ll alert everyone.” He had his head thrown back the way he used to; that daredevil look was on his face. “I don’t know why you’re going,” he stated, “but there’s going to be danger, regardless.”
“To the best of my belief I am walking into a trap,” I said.
“To the best of my belief, I'm walking into a trap,” I said.
“Then it will shut on two instead of one,” he answered doggedly.
“Then it will close on two instead of one,” he replied stubbornly.
By this he was through the door, and there was no shadow of turning on his dark, determined face. I knew my man, and wasted no more words. Long ago it had grown to seem the thing most in nature that the hour of danger should find us side by side.
By this, he was through the door, and there was no sign of hesitation on his dark, determined face. I knew my man and wasted no more words. Long ago, it had come to feel natural that the moment of danger should find us standing together.
When the door of the firelit room was shut, the gaol was in darkness that might be felt. It was very still: the few other inmates were fast asleep; the gaoler was somewhere out of sight, dreaming with open eyes. We groped our way through the passage to the stairs, noiselessly descended them, and found the outer door unchained, unbarred, and slightly ajar.
When the door of the firelit room closed, the jail was in darkness that could be felt. It was very quiet: the few other inmates were sound asleep; the jailer was somewhere out of sight, daydreaming. We carefully made our way through the hallway to the stairs, quietly went down, and found the outer door unlocked, unbarred, and slightly open.
When I had laid the gold beneath the pillory, we struck swiftly across the square, being in fear lest the watch should come upon us, and took the first lane that led toward the palisade. Beneath the burning stars the town lay stark in sleep. So bright in the wintry air were those far-away lights that the darkness below them was not great. We could see the low houses, the shadowy pines, the naked oaks, the sandy lane glimmering away to the river, star-strewn to match the heavens. The air was cold, but exceedingly clear and still. Now and then a dog barked, or wolves howled in the forest across the river. We kept in the shadow of the houses and the trees, and went with the swiftness, silence, and caution of Indians.
When I placed the gold under the pillory, we quickly crossed the square, worried that the watch might catch us, and took the first alley leading toward the palisade. Beneath the burning stars, the town lay sound asleep. The distant lights shone so brightly in the wintry air that the darkness beneath them wasn't very intense. We could see the low houses, the shadowy pines, the bare oaks, and the sandy path glimmering toward the river, scattered with stars to match the sky. The air was cold but incredibly clear and still. Occasionally, a dog barked, or wolves howled in the forest on the other side of the river. We stayed in the shadows of the houses and trees, moving with the speed, silence, and caution of Native Americans.
The last house we must pass before reaching the palisade was one that Rolfe owned, and in which he lodged when business brought him to Jamestown. It and some low outbuildings beyond it were as dark as the cedars in which they were set, and as silent as the grave. Rolfe and his Indian brother were sleeping there now, while I stood without. Or did they sleep? Were they there at all? Might it not have been Rolfe who had bribed the gaoler and procured the pass from West? Might I not find him at that strange trysting place? Might not all be well, after all? I was sorely tempted to rouse that silent house and demand if its master were within. I did it not. Servants were there, and noise would be made, and time that might be more precious than life-blood was flying fast. I went on, and Diccon with me.
The last house we had to pass before reaching the palisade belonged to Rolfe, and he stayed there when business brought him to Jamestown. It, along with some low buildings behind it, was as dark as the cedars surrounding it and as quiet as a grave. Rolfe and his Indian brother were asleep there now, while I stood outside. Or were they asleep? Were they even there at all? Could it be Rolfe who had bribed the jailer and gotten the pass from West? Might I find him at that strange meeting place? Could everything be alright after all? I was really tempted to knock on that silent house and ask if its owner was inside. I didn’t do it. There were servants inside, and they'd make noise, and time that might be more valuable than life was slipping away quickly. I moved on, with Diccon by my side.
There was a cabin built almost against the palisade, and here one man was supposed to watch, whilst another slept. To-night we found both asleep. I shook the younger to his feet, and heartily cursed him for his negligence. He listened stupidly, and read as stupidly, by the light of his lantern, the pass which I thrust beneath his nose. Staggering to his feet, and drunk with his unlawful slumber, he fumbled at the fastenings of the gate for full three minutes before the ponderous wood finally swung open and showed the road beyond. “It's all right,” he muttered thickly. “The commander's pass. Good-night, the three of ye!”
There was a cabin built almost against the palisade, and one man was supposed to keep watch while another slept. Tonight, we found both of them asleep. I shook the younger one awake and angrily cursed him for his negligence. He listened blankly and read as if in a daze, by the light of his lantern, the pass that I shoved under his nose. Stumbling to his feet, still groggy from his unauthorized nap, he struggled with the gate's fastenings for a full three minutes before the heavy wood finally creaked open, revealing the road beyond. “It’s all good,” he mumbled thickly. “The commander's pass. Good night to the three of you!”
“Are you drunk or drugged?” I demanded. “There are only two. It's not sleep that is the matter with you. What is it?”
“Are you drunk or high?” I asked. “There are only two options. It’s not sleep that’s the problem. What is it?”
He made no answer, but stood holding the gate open and blinking at us with dull, unseeing eyes. Something ailed him besides sleep; he may have been drugged, for aught I know. When we had gone some yards from the gate, we heard him say again, in precisely the same tone, “Good-night, the three of ye!” Then the gate creaked to, and we heard the bars drawn across it.
He didn't respond but just stood there holding the gate open, blinking at us with dull, unseeing eyes. He seemed to be suffering from something other than sleep; maybe he was drugged, who knows. After we’d walked a few yards away from the gate, we heard him say again, in exactly the same tone, “Good night, the three of you!” Then the gate creaked shut, and we heard the bars being pulled across it.
Without the palisade was a space of waste land, marsh and thicket, tapering to the narrow strip of sand and scrub joining the peninsula to the forest, and here and there upon this waste ground rose a mean house, dwelt in by the poorer sort. All were dark. We left them behind, and found ourselves upon the neck, with the desolate murmur of the river on either hand, and before us the deep blackness of the forest. Suddenly Diccon stopped in his tracks and turned his head. “I did hear something then,” he muttered. “Look, sir!”
Outside the palisade was a patch of desolate land, marsh, and thick underbrush, narrowing down to the thin strip of sand and scrub that connected the peninsula to the forest. Here and there on this barren ground stood a modest house occupied by the less fortunate. All of them were dark. We moved past them and found ourselves on the neck, listening to the lonely sound of the river on both sides, and ahead of us was the deep darkness of the forest. Suddenly, Diccon stopped and turned his head. “I heard something just now,” he muttered. “Look, sir!”
The stars faintly lit the road that had been trodden hard and bare by the feet of all who came and went. Down this road something was coming toward us, something low and dark, that moved not fast, and not slow, but with a measured and relentless pace. “A panther!” said Diccon.
The stars dimly illuminated the path that had been worn down by the many feet of those who had traveled it. Down this path, something was approaching us, something low and dark, moving neither quickly nor slowly, but with a steady and unyielding rhythm. “A panther!” exclaimed Diccon.
We watched the creature with more of curiosity than alarm. Unless brought to bay, or hungry, or wantonly irritated, these great cats were cowardly enough. It would hardly attack the two of us. Nearer and nearer it came, showing no signs of anger and none of fear, and paying no attention to the withered branch with which Diccon tried to scare it off. When it was so close that we could see the white of its breast it stopped, looking at us with large unfaltering eyes, and slightly moving its tail to and fro.
We watched the creature with more curiosity than fear. Unless cornered, hungry, or unnecessarily provoked, these big cats were pretty timid. It probably wouldn't attack the two of us. It came closer and closer, showing no signs of aggression or fear, ignoring the dried branch Diccon waved to try to scare it away. When it got so close that we could see the white of its chest, it stopped, staring at us with wide, steady eyes, slightly swaying its tail back and forth.
“A tame panther!” ejaculated Diccon. “It must be the one Nantauquas tamed, sir. He would have kept it somewhere near Master Rolfe's house.”
“A tame panther!” Diccon exclaimed. “It has to be the one Nantauquas trained, sir. He probably kept it close to Master Rolfe's house.”
“And it heard us, and followed us through the gate,” I said. “It was the third the warder talked of.”
“And it heard us and followed us through the gate,” I said. “It was the third one the guard mentioned.”
We walked on, and the beast, addressing itself to motion, followed at our heels. Now and then we looked back at it, but we feared it not.
We kept walking, and the beast, moving with us, trailed behind us. Every now and then, we glanced back at it, but we weren’t afraid of it.
As for me, I had begun to think that a panther might be the least formidable thing I should meet that night. By this I had scarcely any hope—or fear—that I should find her at our journey's end. The lonesome path that led only to the night-time forest, the deep and dark river with its mournful voice, the hard, bright, pitiless stars, the cold, the loneliness, the distance,—how should she be there? And if not she, who then?
As for me, I had started to think that a panther might be the least scary thing I would encounter that night. With that thought, I had almost no hope—or fear—that I would find her at the end of our journey. The lonely path that only led to the nighttime forest, the deep and dark river with its sad sound, the harsh, bright, unforgiving stars, the cold, the loneliness, the distance—how could she possibly be there? And if not her, then who?
The hut to which I had been directed stood in an angle made by the neck and the main bank of the river. On one side of it was the water, on the other a deep wood. The place had an evil name, and no man had lived there since the planter who had built it hanged himself upon its threshold. The hut was ruinous: in the summer tall weeds grew up around it, and venomous snakes harbored beneath its rotted and broken floor; in the winter the snow whitened it, and the wild fowl flew screaming in and out of the open door and the windows that needed no barring. To-night the door was shut and the windows in some way obscured. But the interstices between the logs showed red; the hut was lighted within, and some one was keeping tryst.
The hut I was directed to was situated at the point where the river's neck meets its main bank. On one side, there was water, and on the other side, a dense forest. The place had a bad reputation, as no one had lived there since the planter who built it hanged himself at the entrance. The hut was in ruins: during the summer, tall weeds grew around it, and poisonous snakes made their home beneath its decaying and broken floor; in the winter, the snow blanketed it, while wild birds flew in and out of the open door and windows that didn’t need securing. Tonight, the door was shut and the windows somehow obscured. However, the gaps between the logs glowed red; the hut was lit inside, and someone was waiting there.
The stillness was deadly. It was not silence, for the river murmured in the stiff reeds, and far off in the midnight forest some beast of the night uttered its cry, but a hush, a holding of the breath, an expectant horror. The door, warped and shrunken, was drawn to, but was not fastened, as I could tell by the unbroken line of red light down one side from top to bottom. Making no sound, I laid my hand upon it, pushed it open a little way, and looked within the hut.
The stillness was intense. It wasn’t complete silence, as the river whispered in the stiff reeds, and off in the midnight forest, some nighttime creature made its noise, but rather a hush, a holding of breath, an anxious dread. The door, warped and shrunk, was slightly ajar, but it wasn’t locked, as I could see from the unbroken line of red light running down one side from top to bottom. Without making a sound, I rested my hand on it, pushed it open a little, and peered inside the hut.
I had thought to find it empty or to find it crowded. It was neither. A torch lit it, and on the hearth burned a fire. Drawn in front of the blaze was an old rude chair, and in it sat a slight figure draped from head to foot in a black cloak. The head was bowed and hidden, the whole attitude one of listlessness and dejection. As I looked, there came a long tremulous sigh, and the head drooped lower and lower, as if in a growing hopelessness.
I expected to find it either empty or packed with people. It was neither. A torch illuminated the space, and there was a fire burning on the hearth. In front of the flames was an old, rough chair, and sitting in it was a slight figure completely covered in a black cloak. The person's head was bowed and concealed, their whole posture showing a lack of energy and sadness. As I observed, a long, shivering sigh escaped the figure, and their head sank lower and lower, as if overwhelmed by increasing despair.
The revulsion of feeling was so great that for the moment I was dazed as by a sudden blow. There had been time during the walk from the gaol for enough of wild and whirling thoughts as to what should greet me in that hut; and now the slight figure by the fire, the exquisite melancholy of its posture, its bent head, the weeping I could divine,—I had but one thought, to comfort her as quickly as I might. Diccon's hand was upon my arm, but I shook it off, and pushing the door open crossed the uneven and noisy floor to the fire, and bent over the lonely figure beside it. “Jocelyn,” I said, “I have kept tryst.”
The feeling of revulsion was so intense that for a moment I felt dazed, like I had just been hit. During the walk from the jail, I had enough wild and chaotic thoughts about what I would find in that hut; and now, seeing the slight figure by the fire, the deep sadness in her posture, her bowed head, and the tears I could sense—I had only one thought: to comfort her as quickly as possible. Diccon's hand was on my arm, but I shook it off and opened the door, crossing the uneven and noisy floor to the fire and leaning over the lonely figure beside it. “Jocelyn,” I said, “I’ve come as promised.”
As I spoke, I laid my hand upon the bowed and covered head. It was raised, the cloak was drawn aside, and there looked me in the eyes the Italian.
As I spoke, I placed my hand on the bowed and covered head. It was lifted, the cloak was pulled aside, and the Italian looked me in the eyes.
As if it had been the Gorgon's gaze, I was turned to stone. The filmy eyes, the smile that would have been mocking had it not been so very faint, the pallor, the malignance,—I stared and stared, and my heart grew cold and sick.
As if it had been the Gorgon's gaze, I was turned to stone. The hazy eyes, the smile that would have been mocking if it weren't so faint, the paleness, the malice—I stared and stared, and my heart grew cold and sick.
It was but for a minute; then a warning cry from Diccon roused me. I sprang backward until the width of the hearth was between me and the Italian, then wheeled and found myself face to face with the King's late favorite. Behind him was an open door, and beyond it a small inner room, dimly lighted. He stood and looked at me with an insolence and a triumph most intolerable. His drawn sword was in his hand, the jeweled hilt blazing in the firelight, and on his dark, superb face a taunting smile. I met it with one as bold, at least, but I said no word, good or bad. In the cabin of the George I had sworn to myself that thenceforward my sword should speak for me to this gentleman.
It was just for a minute; then a warning shout from Diccon woke me up. I jumped back until the width of the hearth was between me and the Italian, then turned and found myself face to face with the King’s former favorite. Behind him was an open door, leading to a small inner room, dimly lit. He stood there looking at me with a level of arrogance and triumph that was completely intolerable. He had his sword drawn, the jeweled hilt shining in the firelight, and a mocking smile on his dark, handsome face. I met his gaze with a bold smile of my own, but I didn’t say a word, good or bad. In the cabin of the George, I had promised myself that from then on my sword would speak for me to this guy.
“You came,” he said. “I thought you would.”
“You showed up,” he said. “I figured you would.”
I glanced around the hut, seeking for a weapon. Seeing nothing more promising than the thick, half-consumed torch, I sprang to it and wrested it from the socket. Diccon caught up a piece of rusted iron from the hearth, and together we faced my lord's drawn sword and a small, sharp, and strangely shaped dagger that the Italian drew from a velvet sheath.
I looked around the hut, searching for a weapon. Finding nothing better than the thick, half-burnt torch, I grabbed it and pulled it from the holder. Diccon picked up a rusty piece of iron from the hearth, and together we confronted my lord's unsheathed sword and a small, sharp, oddly shaped dagger that the Italian pulled from a velvet sheath.
My lord laughed, reading my thoughts. “You are mistaken,” he declared coolly. “I am content that Captain Percy knows I do not fear to fight him. This time I play to win.” Turning toward the outer door, he raised his hand with a gesture of command.
My lord chuckled, sensing my thoughts. “You’re wrong,” he said calmly. “I’m fine with Captain Percy knowing that I’m not afraid to take him on. This time, I’m playing to win.” As he turned toward the outer door, he raised his hand in a commanding gesture.
In an instant the room was filled. The red-brown figures, naked save for the loincloth and the headdress, the impassive faces dashed with black, the ruthless eyes—I knew now why Master Edward Sharpless had gone to the forest, and what service had been bought with that silver cup. The Paspaheghs and I were old enemies; doubtless they would find their task a pleasant one.
In a moment, the room was packed. The red-brown figures, dressed only in loincloths and headdresses, with expressionless faces marked in black and cold eyes—I understood now why Master Edward Sharpless had gone to the forest, and what kind of help had been exchanged for that silver cup. The Paspaheghs and I had been enemies for a long time; I was sure they would enjoy their task.
“My own knaves, unfortunately, were out of the way; sent home on the Santa Teresa,” said my lord, still smiling. “I am not yet so poor that I cannot hire others. True, Nicolo might have done the work just now, when you bent over him so lovingly and spoke so softly; but the river might give up your body to tell strange tales. I have heard that the Indians are more ingenious, and leave no such witness anywhere.”
“My own guys, unfortunately, were unavailable; sent home on the Santa Teresa,” said my lord, still smiling. “I’m not so broke that I can’t hire others. True, Nicolo could have handled the job right now, especially when you were leaning over him so affectionately and speaking so softly; but the river might reveal your body, sharing some strange stories. I’ve heard that the Indians are more clever and leave no such evidence anywhere.”
Before the words were out of his mouth I had sprung upon him, and had caught him by the sword wrist and the throat. He strove to free his hand, to withdraw himself from my grasp. Locked together, we struggled backward and forward in what seemed a blaze of lights and a roaring as of mighty waters. Red hands caught at me, sharp knives panted to drink my blood; but so fast we turned and writhed, now he uppermost, now I, that for very fear of striking the wrong man hands and knives could not be bold. I heard Diccon fighting, and knew that there would be howling tomorrow among the squaws of the Paspaheghs. With all his might my lord strove to bend the sword against me, and at last did cut me across the arm, causing the blood to flow freely. It made a pool upon the floor, and once my foot slipped in it, and I stumbled and almost fell.
Before he could finish his sentence, I lunged at him and grabbed his sword wrist and throat. He struggled to pull his hand free and escape my grip. We were locked together, pushing and pulling in what felt like a whirlwind of lights and the sound of roaring waters. Red hands reached for me, sharp knives seemed eager to spill my blood; but as we twisted and turned, with one of us on top one moment and the other the next, fear of hitting the wrong person made hands and knives hesitant. I could hear Diccon fighting nearby, and I knew there would be mourning tomorrow among the Paspahegh squaws. My lord exerted all his strength to bring the sword against me, and finally managed to cut me across the arm, making the blood flow freely. It pooled on the floor, and at one point I slipped in it, stumbled, and almost fell.
Two of the Paspaheghs were silent for evermore. Diccon had the knife of the first to fall, and it ran red. The Italian, quick and sinuous as a serpent, kept beside my lord and me, striving to bring his dagger to his master's aid. We two panted hard; before our eyes blood, within our ears the sea. The noise of the other combatants suddenly fell. The hush could only mean that Diccon was dead or taken. I could not look behind to see. With an access of fury I drove my antagonist toward a corner of the hut,—the corner, so it chanced, in which the panther had taken up its quarters. With his heel he struck the beast out of his way, then made a last desperate effort to throw me. I let him think he was about to succeed, gathered my forces and brought him crashing to the ground. The sword was in my hand and shortened, the point was at his throat, when my arm was jerked backwards. A moment, and half a dozen hands had dragged me from the man beneath me, and a supple savage had passed a thong of deerskin around my arms and pinioned them to my sides. The game was up; there remained only to pay the forfeit without a grimace.
Two of the Paspaheghs were silent forever. Diccon had the knife of the first to go down, and it was covered in blood. The Italian, quick and sly like a serpent, stayed close to my lord and me, trying to bring his dagger to help his master. We both breathed heavily; blood was before our eyes, and the sea was in our ears. The noise of the other fighters suddenly faded away. The silence could only mean that Diccon was either dead or captured. I couldn't look back to check. Fueled by rage, I pushed my opponent toward a corner of the hut—by chance, the same corner where the panther had settled. He kicked the beast out of the way, then made one last desperate attempt to throw me off. I let him think he was about to succeed, then gathered my strength and slammed him to the ground. I had the sword in my hand, shortened, with the point at his throat when my arm was yanked back. In an instant, half a dozen hands had pulled me off the man beneath me, and a nimble savage had looped a deerskin thong around my arms, tying them to my sides. The game was over; all that was left was to face the consequences without any complaint.
Diccon was not dead; pinioned, like myself, and breathing hard, he leaned sullenly against the wall, they that he had slain at his feet. My lord rose, and stood over against me. His rich doublet was torn and dragged away at the neck, and my blood stained his hand and arm. A smile was upon the face that had made him master of a kingdom's master.
Diccon was not dead; pinned down like me and panting hard, he leaned moodily against the wall, the people he had killed lying at his feet. My lord stood up and faced me. His fancy jacket was torn and pulled away at the neck, and my blood was smeared on his hand and arm. A smile was on the face that had made him the ruler of a kingdom's ruler.
“The game was long,” he said, “but I have won at last. A long good-night to you, Captain Percy, and a dreamless sleep!”
“The game was long,” he said, “but I’ve finally won. A long good night to you, Captain Percy, and may you sleep without dreams!”
There was a swift backward movement of the Indians, and a loud “The panther, sir! Have a care!” from Diccon. I turned. The panther, maddened by the noise and light, the shifting figures, the blocked doors, the sight and smell of blood, the blow that had been dealt it, was crouching for a spring. The red-brown hair was bristling, the eyes were terrible. I was before it, but those glaring eyes had marked me not. It passed me like a bar from a catapult, and the man whose heel it had felt was full in its path. One of its forefeet sank in the velvet of the doublet; the claws of the other entered the flesh below the temple, and tore downwards and across. With a cry as awful as the panther's scream the Italian threw himself upon the beast and buried his poniard in its neck. The panther and the man it had attacked went down together.
There was a quick retreat from the Indians, accompanied by a loud “The panther, sir! Watch out!” from Diccon. I turned. The panther, driven wild by the noise and light, the moving figures, the blocked doors, the sight and smell of blood, and the blow it had received, was crouched, ready to leap. Its reddish-brown fur was standing on end, its eyes were terrifying. I was right in front of it, but those glaring eyes didn’t notice me. It shot past like a projectile from a catapult, and the man it brushed against was directly in its path. One of its front paws sank into the soft fabric of the doublet; the claws of the other dug into the flesh just below the temple and tore downwards and across. With a cry as horrifying as the panther's roar, the Italian lunged at the beast and plunged his dagger into its neck. The panther and the man it had attacked fell together.
When the Indians had unlocked that dread embrace and had thrust aside the dead brute, there emerged from the dimness of the inner room Master Edward Sharpless, gray with fear, trembling in every limb, to take the reins that had fallen from my lord's hands. The King's minion lay in his blood, a ghastly spectacle; unconscious now, but with life before him,—life through which to pass a nightmare vision. The face out of which had looked that sullen, proud, and wicked spirit had been one of great beauty; it had brought him exceeding wealth and power beyond measure; the King had loved to look upon it; and it had come to this. He lived, and I was to die: better my death than his life. In every heart there are dark depths, whence at times ugly things creep into the daylight; but at least I could drive back that unmanly triumph, and bid it never come again. I would have killed him, but I would not have had him thus.
When the Indians finally managed to break that horrifying grip and pushed aside the lifeless body, Master Edward Sharpless staggered out from the shadows of the inner room, pale with fear and trembling all over, to take the reins that had slipped from my lord's hands. The King's follower lay in his own blood, a horrific sight; unconscious now, but still with life ahead of him—a life filled with a nightmarish vision. The face that once displayed that sulky, proud, and wicked spirit had been incredibly beautiful; it had brought him immense wealth and power beyond measure; the King had loved to gaze upon it; and now it had come to this. He lived, and I was to die: better my death than his life. Everyone has dark corners in their hearts where ugly thoughts sometimes creep into the light; but at least I could push back that cowardly triumph and vow that it would never come back. I would have killed him, but I wouldn’t have wanted him to suffer like this.
The Italian was upon his knees beside his master: even such a creature could love. From his skeleton throat came a low, prolonged, croaking sound, and his bony hands strove to wipe away the blood. The Paspaheghs drew around us closer and closer, and the werowance clutched me by the shoulder. I shook him off. “Give the word, Sharpless,” I said, “or nod, if thou art too frightened to speak. Murder is too stern a stuff for such a base kitchen knave as thou to deal in.”
The Italian was on his knees by his master: even someone like him could love. From his bony throat came a low, drawn-out croaking sound, and his skinny hands tried to wipe away the blood. The Paspaheghs gathered around us, inching closer and closer, while the werowance grabbed my shoulder. I shrugged him off. “Just give the signal, Sharpless,” I said, “or nod if you're too scared to say anything. Murder is too serious a matter for a lowly kitchen servant like you to handle.”
White and shaking, he would not meet my eyes, but beckoned the werowance to him, and began to whisper vehemently; pointing now to the man upon the floor, now to the town, now to the forest. The Indian listened, nodded, and glided back to his fellows.
White and trembling, he avoided my gaze but signaled to the werowance and started to whisper intensely; pointing first to the man on the ground, then to the town, then to the forest. The Indian listened, nodded, and moved back to join his companions.
“The white men upon the Powhatan are many,” he said in his own tongue, “but they build not their wigwams upon the banks of the Pamunkey. 1 The singing birds of the Pamunkey tell no tales. The pine splinters will burn as brightly there, and the white men will smell them not. We will build a fire at Uttamussac, between the red hills, before the temple and the graves of the kings.” There was a murmur of assent from his braves.
“The white men on the Powhatan are numerous,” he said in his own language, “but they don’t build their homes along the Pamunkey. The singing birds of the Pamunkey don’t share any stories. The pine splinters will burn just as brightly there, and the white men won’t smell them. We will create a fire at Uttamussac, between the red hills, in front of the temple and the graves of the kings.” His warriors murmured their agreement.
Uttamussac! They would probably make a two days' journey of it. We had that long, then, to live.
Uttamussac! They would likely turn it into a two-day journey. We had that long, then, to live.
Captors and captives, we presently left the hut. On the threshold I looked back, past the poltroon whom I had flung into the river one midsummer day, to that prone and bleeding figure. As I looked, it groaned and moved. The Indians behind me forced me on; a moment, and we were out beneath the stars. They shone so very brightly; there was one—large, steadfast, golden—just over the dark town behind us, over the Governor's house. Did she sleep or did she wake? Sleeping or waking, I prayed God to keep her safe and give her comfort. The stars now shone through naked branches, black tree trunks hemmed us round, and under our feet was the dreary rustling of dead leaves. The leafless trees gave way to pines and cedars, and the closely woven, scented roof hid the heavens, and made a darkness of the world beneath.
Captors and captives, we finally left the hut. On the threshold, I glanced back, past the coward I had thrown into the river one midsummer day, to that lying, bleeding figure. As I looked, it groaned and moved. The Indians behind me urged me onward; in a moment, we were out beneath the stars. They shone so brightly; there was one—large, steady, golden—just over the dark town behind us, above the Governor's house. Was she asleep or awake? Whether sleeping or waking, I prayed to God to keep her safe and give her comfort. The stars now peeked through bare branches, black tree trunks closed in around us, and beneath our feet was the dreary rustling of dead leaves. The leafless trees gave way to pines and cedars, and the tightly woven, fragrant canopy hid the heavens, casting a shadow over the world below.
1. The modern York.
New York today.
CHAPTER XXX IN WHICH WE START UPON A JOURNEY
WHEN the dawn broke, it found us traveling through a narrow valley, beside a stream of some width. Upon its banks grew trees of extraordinary height and girth; cypress and oak and walnut, they towered into the air, their topmost branches stark and black against the roseate heavens. Below that iron tracery glowed the firebrands of the maples, and here and there a willow leaned a pale green cloud above the stream. Mist closed the distances; we could hear, but not see, the deer where they stood to drink in the shallow places, or couched in the gray and dreamlike recesses of the forest.
WHEN dawn broke, it found us traveling through a narrow valley next to a fairly wide stream. On its banks grew trees of remarkable height and size; cypress, oak, and walnut towered into the sky, their highest branches stark and black against the pinkish sky. Below that iron-like framework glowed the fiery colors of the maples, and here and there a willow leaned a pale green cloud over the stream. Mist filled the distances; we could hear, but not see, the deer where they stood to drink in the shallow spots, or resting in the gray and dreamlike corners of the forest.
Spectral, unreal, and hollow seems the world at dawn. Then, if ever, the heart sickens and the will flags, and life becomes a pageant that hath ceased to entertain. As I moved through the mist and the silence, and felt the tug of the thong that bound me to the wrist of the savage who stalked before me, I cared not how soon they made an end, seeing how stale and unprofitable were all things under the sun.
Spectral, unreal, and empty seems the world at dawn. At that moment, the heart feels heavy and the will weakens, as life turns into a show that no longer entertains. As I walked through the mist and silence, feeling the pull of the strap tied to the wrist of the savage leading me, I didn’t care how soon it would all come to an end, seeing how dull and unworthy everything under the sun had become.
Diccon, walking behind me, stumbled over a root and fell upon his knees, dragging down with him the Indian to whom he was tied. In a sudden access of fury, aggravated by the jeers with which his fellows greeted his mishap, the savage turned upon his prisoner and would have stuck a knife into him, bound and helpless as he was, had not the werowance interfered. The momentary altercation over, and the knife restored to its owner's belt, the Indians relapsed into their usual menacing silence, and the sullen march was resumed. Presently the stream made a sharp bend across our path, and we forded it as best we might. It ran dark and swift, and the water was of icy coldness. Beyond, the woods had been burnt, the trees rising from the red ground like charred and blackened stakes, with the ghostlike mist between. We left this dismal tract behind, and entered a wood of mighty oaks, standing well apart, and with the earth below carpeted with moss and early wild flowers. The sun rose, the mist vanished, and there set in the March day of keen wind and brilliant sunshine.
Diccon, walking behind me, tripped over a root and fell to his knees, taking down the Indian he was tied to. In a sudden fit of rage, fueled by the taunts from his fellow captives, the savage turned on his prisoner and almost stabbed him, bound and defenseless as he was, if the werowance hadn’t stepped in. Once the brief conflict was over and the knife returned to its owner's belt, the Indians fell back into their usual menacing silence, and the gloomy march continued. Soon, the stream made a sharp turn in our path, and we crossed it as best we could. It flowed dark and swift, and the water was icy cold. Beyond it, the woods had been burned, with trees rising from the red earth like charred stakes, shrouded in ghostly mist. We left that bleak area behind and entered a forest of towering oaks, spaced well apart, with the ground below covered in moss and early wildflowers. The sun rose, the mist disappeared, and a bright March day with a sharp wind and brilliant sunshine began.
Farther on, an Indian bent his bow against a bear shambling across a little sunny glade. The arrow did its errand, and where the creature fell, there we sat down and feasted beside a fire kindled by rubbing two sticks together. According to their wont the Indians ate ravenously, and when the meal was ended began to smoke, each warrior first throwing into the air, as thank-offering to Kiwassa, a pinch of tobacco. They all stared at the fire around which we sat, and the silence was unbroken. One by one, as the pipes were smoked, they laid themselves down upon the brown leaves and went to sleep, only our two guardians and a third Indian over against us remaining wide-eyed and watchful.
Farther along, an Indian drew his bow and shot an arrow at a bear lumbering across a sunny glade. The arrow found its mark, and where the animal fell, we settled down and feasted beside a fire started by rubbing two sticks together. True to their nature, the Indians ate hungrily, and when the meal was over, they began to smoke, each warrior first tossing a pinch of tobacco into the air as an offering to Kiwassa. They all gazed at the fire we were gathered around, and the silence was unbroken. One by one, as they finished their pipes, they lay down on the brown leaves and fell asleep, leaving only our two guardians and a third Indian across from us wide awake and alert.
There was no hope of escape, and we entertained no thought of it. Diccon sat, biting his nails, staring into the fire, and I stretched myself out, and burying my head in my arms tried to sleep, but could not.
There was no hope of escape, and we didn't think about it. Diccon sat, biting his nails and staring into the fire, while I stretched out, buried my head in my arms, and tried to sleep but couldn't.
With the midday we were afoot again, and we went steadily on through the bright afternoon. We met with no harsh treatment other than our bonds. Instead, when our captors spoke to us, it was with words of amity and smiling lips. Who accounteth for Indian fashions? It is a way they have, to flatter and caress the wretch for whom have been provided the torments of the damned. If, when at sunset we halted for supper and gathered around the fire, the werowance began to tell of a foray I had led against the Paspaheghs years before, and if he and his warriors, for all the world like generous foes, loudly applauded some daring that had accompanied that raid, none the less did the red stake wait for us; none the less would they strive, as for heaven, to wring from us groans and cries.
With midday, we were on our feet again, and we continued steadily through the bright afternoon. We didn’t face any harsh treatment aside from our restraints. Instead, when our captors talked to us, it was with friendly words and smiling faces. Who understands Indian customs? They have a way of flattering and comforting the unfortunate souls they plan to torment. When we stopped for supper at sunset and gathered around the fire, the werowance began to recount a raid I had led against the Paspaheghs years earlier, and he and his warriors, just like generous enemies, loudly praised some bravado from that raid. Still, the red stake awaited us; still, they would strive, as if for heaven, to extract groans and cries from us.
The sun sank, and the darkness entered the forest. In the distance we heard the wolves, so the fire was kept up through the night. Diccon and I were tied to trees, and all the savages save one lay down and slept. I worked awhile at my bonds; but an Indian had tied them, and after a time I desisted from the useless labor. We two could have no speech together; the fire was between us, and we saw each other but dimly through the flame and wreathing smoke,—as each might see the other to-morrow. What Diccon's thoughts were I know not; mine were not of the morrow.
The sun set, and darkness filled the forest. In the distance, we heard the wolves, so the fire was kept going all night. Diccon and I were tied to trees, and all the savages except one lay down and slept. I tried for a while to free myself, but an Indian had tied the knots, and eventually, I gave up on the pointless effort. We couldn’t talk to each other; the fire was between us, and we could only see each other faintly through the flames and swirling smoke—like we might see each other tomorrow. I don’t know what Diccon was thinking; I wasn’t thinking about tomorrow.
There had been no rain for a long time, and the multitude of leaves underfoot were crisp and dry. The wind was loud in them and in the swaying trees. Off in the forest was a bog, and the will-o'-the-wisps danced over it,—pale, cold flames, moving aimlessly here and there like ghosts of those lost in the woods. Toward the middle of the night some heavy animal crashed through a thicket to the left of us, and tore away into the darkness over the loud-rustling leaves; and later on wolves' eyes gleamed from out the ring of darkness beyond the firelight. Far on in the night the wind fell and the moon rose, changing the forest into some dim, exquisite, far-off land, seen only in dreams. The Indians awoke silently and all at once, as at an appointed hour. They spoke for a while among themselves; then we were loosed from the trees, and the walk toward death began anew.
There hadn't been any rain for a long time, and the leaves crunching underfoot were dry and brittle. The wind rustled through them and the swaying trees. Deep in the forest was a swamp, and the will-o'-the-wisps flickered above it—pale, cold flames drifting aimlessly like the spirits of those lost in the woods. Around midnight, a heavy animal crashed through a thicket to our left and disappeared into the darkness over the rustling leaves; later, we noticed wolves' eyes shining from the circle of darkness beyond the firelight. As the night went on, the wind died down and the moon rose, transforming the forest into a dim, enchanting, far-off land, as if seen only in dreams. The Indians woke up quietly and all at once, as if on cue. They talked among themselves for a bit; then we were released from the trees, and the journey toward death began again.
On this march the werowance himself stalked beside me, the moonlight whitening his dark limbs and relentless face. He spoke no word, nor did I deign to question or reason or entreat. Alike in the darkness of the deep woods, and in the silver of the glades, and in the long twilight stretches of sassafras and sighing grass, there was for me but one vision. Slender and still and white, she moved before me, with her wide dark eyes upon my face. Jocelyn! Jocelyn!
On this march, the chief walked beside me, the moonlight illuminating his dark limbs and stern face. He didn’t say a word, and I didn’t bother to ask, debate, or plead. In the dark of the deep woods, in the silver of the clearings, and in the long twilight stretches of sassafras and rustling grass, there was only one vision for me. Slender and still and white, she moved ahead of me, her wide dark eyes fixed on my face. Jocelyn! Jocelyn!
At sunrise the mist lifted from a low hill before us, and showed an Indian boy, painted white, poised upon the summit, like a spirit about to take its flight. He prayed to the One over All, and his voice came down to us pure and earnest. At sight of us he bounded down the hillside like a ball, and would have rushed away into the forest had not a Paspahegh starting out of line seized him and set him in our midst, where he stood, cool and undismayed, a warrior in miniature. He was of the Pamunkeys, and his tribe and the Paspaheghs were at peace; therefore, when he saw the totem burnt upon the breast of the werowance, he became loquacious enough, and offered to go before us to his village, upon the banks of a stream, some bowshots away. He went, and the Paspaheghs rested under the trees until the old men of the village came forth to lead them through the brown fields and past the ring of leafless mulberries to the strangers' lodge. Here on the green turf mats were laid for the visitors, and water was brought for their hands. Later on, the women spread a great breakfast of fish and turkey and venison, maize bread, tuckahoe and pohickory. When it was eaten, the Paspaheghs ranged themselves in a semicircle upon the grass, the Pamunkeys faced them, and each warrior and old man drew out his pipe and tobacco pouch. They smoked gravely, in a silence broken only by an occasional slow and stately question or compliment. The blue incense from the pipes mingled with the sunshine falling freely through the bare branches; the stream which ran by the lodge rippled and shone, and the wind rose and fell in the pines upon its farther bank.
At sunrise, the mist lifted from a low hill in front of us, revealing an Indian boy, painted white, standing at the top like a spirit about to take flight. He prayed to the One over All, and his voice reached us, pure and sincere. When he saw us, he bounded down the hillside like a ball and would have run off into the forest if a Paspahegh hadn’t grabbed him and brought him to us, where he stood, calm and unafraid, a miniature warrior. He was from the Pamunkey tribe, and his tribe was at peace with the Paspaheghs. So, when he noticed the totem burned on the chest of the werowance, he became talkative and offered to lead us to his village, a short distance away by the stream. He went ahead, and the Paspaheghs rested under the trees until the village elders came out to guide them through the brown fields and past the ring of leafless mulberry trees to the strangers' lodge. There on the green grass, mats were set out for the visitors, and water was brought for their hands. Later, the women prepared a large breakfast of fish, turkey, venison, corn bread, tuckahoe, and pohickory. After eating, the Paspaheghs formed a semicircle on the grass while the Pamunkeys faced them, and each warrior and elder pulled out his pipe and tobacco pouch. They smoked seriously, with silence interrupted only by an occasional slow and respectful question or compliment. The blue smoke from the pipes mixed with the sunlight streaming through the bare branches; the stream beside the lodge rippled and sparkled, and the wind flowed rhythmically in the pines across the bank.
Diccon and I had been freed for the time from our bonds, and placed in the centre of this ring, and when the Indians raised their eyes from the ground it was to gaze steadfastly at us. I knew their ways, and how they valued pride, indifference, and a bravado disregard of the worst an enemy could do. They should not find the white man less proud than the savage.
Diccon and I had been freed from our restraints for the moment and positioned in the center of this circle. When the Indians lifted their eyes from the ground, it was to stare intensely at us. I understood their ways and how they valued pride, indifference, and a bold disregard for whatever harm an enemy could inflict. They shouldn't think the white man was any less proud than the savage.
They gave us readily enough the pipes I asked for. Diccon lit one and I the other, and sitting side by side we smoked in a contentment as absolute as the Indians' own. With his eyes upon the werowance, Diccon told an old story of a piece of Paspahegh villainy and of the payment which the English exacted, and I laughed as at the most amusing thing in the world. The story ended, we smoked with serenity for a while; then I drew my dice from my pocket, and, beginning to throw, we were at once as much absorbed in the game as if there were no other stake in the world beside the remnant of gold that I piled between us. The strange people in whose power we found ourselves looked on with grim approval, as at brave men who could laugh in Death's face.
They quickly gave us the pipes I asked for. Diccon lit one and I lit the other, and sitting side by side, we smoked in complete contentment, just like the Indians. With his eyes on the werowance, Diccon shared an old tale about a piece of Paspahegh treachery and the price the English made them pay, and I laughed as if it was the funniest thing ever. Once the story was done, we smoked peacefully for a while; then I pulled my dice from my pocket, and as I started to roll, we became completely absorbed in the game, as if nothing else mattered except the pile of gold I set between us. The strange people we found ourselves with looked on with grim approval, like they were watching brave men who could laugh in the face of Death.
The sun was high in the heavens when we bade the Pamunkeys farewell. The cleared ground, the mulberry trees, and the grass beneath, the few rude lodges with the curling smoke above them, the warriors and women and brown naked children,—all vanished, and the forest closed around us. A high wind was blowing, and the branches far above beat at one another furiously, while the pendent, leafless vines swayed against us, and the dead leaves went past in the whirlwind. A monstrous flight of pigeons crossed the heavens, flying from west to east, and darkening the land beneath like a transient cloud. We came to a plain covered with very tall trees that had one and all been ringed by the Indians. Long dead, and partially stripped of the bark, with their branches, great and small, squandered upon the ground, they stood, gaunt and silver gray, ready for their fall. As we passed, the wind brought two crashing to the earth. In the centre of the plain something—deer or wolf or bear or man—lay dead, for to that point the buzzards were sweeping from every quarter of the blue. Beyond was a pine wood, silent and dim, with a high green roof and a smooth and scented floor. We walked through it for an hour, and it led us to the Pamunkey. A tiny village, counting no more than a dozen warriors, stood among the pines that ran to the water's edge, and tied to the trees that shadowed the slow-moving flood were its canoes. When the people came forth to meet us, the Paspaheghs bought from them, for a string of roanoke, two of these boats; and we made no tarrying, but, embarking at once, rowed up river toward Uttamussac and its three temples.
The sun was high in the sky when we said goodbye to the Pamunkeys. The cleared land, the mulberry trees, and the grass beneath, the few simple lodges with smoke curling up from them, the warriors, women, and brown naked children—all disappeared, and the forest surrounded us. A strong wind was blowing, making the branches far above clash against each other, while the hanging, leafless vines swayed against us, and dead leaves whirled past in the storm. A huge flock of pigeons crossed the sky, flying from west to east, darkening the land below like a passing cloud. We arrived at a plain filled with very tall trees, all of which had been ringed by the Indians. They were long dead, partially stripped of bark, with their branches scattered on the ground, standing tall and silver-gray, waiting for their fall. As we walked by, the wind caused two of them to crash to the ground. In the center of the plain, something—deer, wolf, bear, or man—lay dead, as buzzards were circling from every direction in the blue sky. Beyond was a pine forest, quiet and dim, with a high green canopy and a smooth, fragrant floor. We walked through it for an hour, leading us to the Pamunkey. A small village, with no more than a dozen warriors, was situated among the pines that reached the water's edge, with its canoes tied to the trees casting shadows over the slow-moving river. When the people came out to greet us, the Paspaheghs bought two of these boats from them for a string of roanoke; we wasted no time, but immediately boarded and rowed upriver towards Uttamussac and its three temples.
Diccon and I were placed in the same canoe. We were not bound: what need of bonds, when we had no friend nearer than the Powhatan, and when Uttamussac was so near? After a time the paddles were put into our hands, and we were required to row while our captors rested. There was no use in sulkiness; we laughed as at some huge jest, and bent to the task with a will that sent our canoe well in advance of its mate. Diccon burst into an old song that we had sung in the Low Countries, by camp fires, on the march, before the battle. The forest echoed to the loud and warlike tune, and a multitude of birds rose startled from the trees upon the bank. The Indians frowned, and one in the boat behind called out to strike the singer upon the mouth; but the werowance shook his head. There were none upon that river who might not know that the Paspaheghs journeyed to Uttamussac with prisoners in their midst. Diccon sang on, his head thrown back, the old bold laugh in his eyes. When he came to the chorus I joined my voice to his, and the woodland rang to the song. A psalm had better befitted our lips than those rude and vaunting words, seeing that we should never sing again upon this earth; but at least we sang bravely and gayly, with minds that were reasonably quiet.
Diccon and I were put in the same canoe. We weren't tied up: what was the point when we didn’t have any friends closer than the Powhatan, and Uttamussac was so near? After a while, they handed us paddles and told us to row while our captors took a break. Sulking wasn’t going to help; we laughed as if it were some huge joke and got to work, making our canoe surge ahead of the others. Diccon started singing an old song we had belted out in the Low Countries, by the campfires, on the march, before battle. The forest echoed with our loud, fierce tune, and a bunch of startled birds flew up from the trees along the riverbank. The Indians frowned, and someone in the boat behind shouted for someone to silence the singer; but the werowance shook his head. No one on that river could miss that the Paspaheghs were traveling to Uttamussac with prisoners in tow. Diccon kept singing, his head thrown back, a bold laugh in his eyes. When he reached the chorus, I joined in, and the woods rang with our song. A hymn would have been more fitting than those rough and boasting words, considering we might never sing again on this earth; but at least we sang bravely and cheerfully, with minds that were reasonably at peace.
The sun dropped low in the heavens, and the trees cast shadows across the water. The Paspaheghs now began to recount the entertainment they meant to offer us in the morning. All those tortures that they were wont to practice with hellish ingenuity they told over, slowly and tauntingly, watching to see a lip whiten or an eyelid quiver. They boasted that they would make women of us at the stake. At all events, they made not women of us beforehand. We laughed as we rowed, and Diccon whistled to the leaping fish, and the fish-hawk, and the otter lying along a fallen tree beneath the bank.
The sun was setting in the sky, and the trees threw shadows over the water. The Paspaheghs started to talk about the entertainment they planned to give us in the morning. All those tortures they used to perform with a wicked creativity they described slowly and mockingly, watching to see if anyone’s lips would turn pale or if an eyelid would flutter. They bragged that they would turn us into women at the stake. Anyway, they didn’t make us into women beforehand. We laughed as we rowed, and Diccon whistled to the jumping fish, the fish hawk, and the otter lying on a fallen tree by the bank.
The sunset came, and the river lay beneath the colored clouds like molten gold, with the gaunt forest black upon either hand. From the lifted paddles the water showered in golden drops. The wind died away, and with it all noises, and a dank stillness settled upon the flood and upon the endless forest. We were nearing Uttamussac, and the Indians rowed quietly, with bent heads and fearful glances; for Okee brooded over this place, and he might be angry. It grew colder and stiller, but the light dwelt in the heavens, and was reflected in the bosom of the river. The trees upon the southern bank were all pines; as if they had been carved from black stone they stood rigid against the saffron sky. Presently, back from the shore, there rose before us a few small hills, treeless, but covered with some low, dark growth. The one that stood the highest bore upon its crest three black houses shaped like coffins. Behind them was the deep yellow of the sunset.
The sun was setting, and the river shimmered under the colorful clouds like molten gold, with the bare forest dark on either side. Water dripped in golden droplets from the lifted paddles. The wind calmed down, taking all sounds with it, and a damp stillness settled over the water and the endless forest. We were getting close to Uttamussac, and the Indians rowed silently, with their heads down and anxious looks; because Okee watched over this place, and he could get angry. It got colder and quieter, but the light lingered in the sky, reflecting off the surface of the river. The trees on the southern bank were all pines; they stood stiff against the saffron sky, as if carved from black stone. Soon, a few small hills appeared before us, treeless but covered in some low, dark vegetation. The tallest one had three black houses on its peak that were shaped like coffins. Behind them, the deep yellow of the sunset shone.
An Indian rowing in the second canoe commenced a chant or prayer to Okee. The notes were low and broken, unutterably wild and melancholy. One by one his fellows took up the strain; it swelled higher, louder, and sterner, became a deafening cry, then ceased abruptly, making the stillness that followed like death itself. Both canoes swung round from the middle stream and made for the bank. When the boats had slipped from the stripe of gold into the inky shadow of the pines, the Paspaheghs began to divest themselves of this or that which they conceived Okee might desire to possess. One flung into the stream a handful of copper links, another the chaplet of feathers from his head, a third a bracelet of blue beads. The werowance drew out the arrows from a gaudily painted and beaded quiver, stuck them into his belt, and dropped the quiver into the water.
An Indian rowing in the second canoe started a chant or prayer to Okee. The notes were low and broken, incredibly wild and sad. One by one, his companions joined in; it grew louder, stronger, and turned into a deafening cry, then suddenly stopped, leaving a silence that felt like death itself. Both canoes turned away from the middle of the stream and headed for the shore. Once the boats slipped from the strip of gold into the dark shadow of the pines, the Paspaheghs began to remove items they thought Okee might want. One person tossed a handful of copper links into the water, another took off a feather headdress, and a third removed a bracelet of blue beads. The werowance pulled arrows from a brightly painted and beaded quiver, tucked them into his belt, and dropped the quiver into the water.
We landed, dragging the canoes into a covert of overhanging bushes and fastening them there; then struck through the pines toward the rising ground, and presently came to a large village, with many long huts, and a great central lodge where dwelt the emperors when they came to Uttamussac. It was vacant now, Opechancanough being no man knew where.
We landed, pulling the canoes into a concealed spot under some overhanging bushes and securing them there; then we headed through the pines toward the higher ground, and soon arrived at a large village, filled with long huts and a big central lodge where the emperors stayed when they visited Uttamussac. It was empty now, with Opechancanough nowhere to be found.
When the usual stately welcome had been extended to the Paspaheghs, and when they had returned as stately thanks, the werowance began a harangue for which I furnished the matter. When he ceased to speak a great acclamation and tumult arose, and I thought they would scarce wait for the morrow. But it was late, and their werowance and conjurer restrained them. In the end the men drew off, and the yelling of the children and the passionate cries of the women, importunate for vengeance, were stilled. A guard was placed around the vacant lodge, and we two Englishmen were taken within and bound down to great logs, such as the Indians use to roll against their doors when they go from home.
When the usual formal welcome was given to the Paspaheghs, and they responded with equally formal thanks, the werowance began a speech that I helped with. When he finished speaking, there was a huge cheer and commotion, and I thought they could hardly wait for the next day. But it was late, and their werowance and conjurer held them back. Eventually, the men dispersed, and the loud cries of the children and the urgent pleas of the women for revenge quieted down. A guard was set up around the empty lodge, and the two of us Englishmen were taken inside and tied to large logs, like the ones the Indians use to block their doors when they leave home.
There was revelry in the village; for hours after the night came, everywhere were bright firelight and the rise and fall of laughter and song. The voices of the women were musical, tender, and plaintive, and yet they waited for the morrow as for a gala day. I thought of a woman who used to sing, softly and sweetly, in the twilight at Weyanoke, in the firelight at the minister's house. At last the noises ceased, the light died away, and the village slept beneath a heaven that seemed somewhat deaf and blind.
There was celebration in the village; for hours after night fell, everywhere there were bright lights and the sounds of laughter and song. The women's voices were melodic, gentle, and mournful, yet they eagerly anticipated the next day as if it were a special occasion. I recalled a woman who used to sing softly and sweetly in the twilight at Weyanoke, in the glow of the fire at the minister's house. Finally, the noises faded, the light dimmed, and the village settled into sleep beneath a sky that felt somewhat oblivious and unseeing.
CHAPTER XXXI IN WHICH NANTAUQUAS COMES TO OUR RESCUE
A MAN who hath been a soldier and an adventurer into far and strange countries must needs have faced Death many times and in many guises. I had learned to know that grim countenance, and to have no great fear of it. And beneath the ugliness of the mask that now presented itself there was only Death at last. I was no babe to whimper at a sudden darkness, to cry out against a curtain that a Hand chose to drop between me and the life I had lived. Death frighted me not, but when I thought of one whom I should leave behind me I feared lest I should go mad. Had this thing come to me a year before, I could have slept the night through; now—now—I lay, bound to the log, before the open door of the lodge, and, looking through it, saw the pines waving in the night wind and the gleam of the river beneath the stars, and saw her as plainly as though she had stood there under the trees, in a flood of noon sunshine. Now she was the Jocelyn Percy of Weyanoke, now of the minister's house, now of a storm-tossed boat and a pirate ship, now of the gaol at Jamestown. One of my arms was free; I could take from within my doublet the little purple flower, and drop my face upon the hand that held it. The bloom was quite withered, and scalding tears would not give it life again.
A MAN who has been a soldier and an adventurer in distant and unfamiliar lands must have faced Death many times and in many forms. I had come to recognize that grim face and had learned not to fear it much. And beneath the ugliness of the mask that now showed itself, there was only Death at last. I was no child to whimper at a sudden darkness, to cry out against a curtain that a Hand chose to drop between me and the life I had lived. Death didn't frighten me, but when I thought of someone I would leave behind, I feared I might go mad. If this had happened to me a year ago, I could have slept through the night; now—now—I lay, tied to the log, in front of the open door of the lodge, and looking through it, I saw the pines swaying in the night breeze and the shimmer of the river beneath the stars, and I saw her as clearly as if she were standing there under the trees, in a flood of midday sun. Now she was Jocelyn Percy of Weyanoke, now of the minister's house, now of a storm-tossed boat and a pirate ship, now of the jail at Jamestown. One of my arms was free; I could take from within my jacket the little purple flower and drop my face onto the hand that held it. The bloom was completely withered, and scalding tears could not bring it back to life again.
The face that was, now gay, now defiant, now pale and suffering, became steadfastly the face that had leaned upon my breast in the Jamestown gaol, and looked at me with a mournful brightness of love and sorrow. Spring was in the land, and the summer would come, but not to us. I stretched forth my hand to the wife who was not there, and my heart lay crushed within me. She had been my wife not a year; it was but the other day that I knew she loved me—
The face that was once happy, then defiant, then pale and in pain, gradually transformed into the face that had rested on my chest in the Jamestown jail, looking at me with a sad brightness filled with love and sorrow. Spring had arrived, and summer would follow, but not for us. I reached out my hand to the wife who wasn’t there, and my heart felt shattered inside me. She had been my wife for less than a year; just the other day, I realized she loved me—
After a while the anguish lessened, and I lay, dull and hopeless, thinking of trifling things, counting the stars between the pines. Another slow hour, and, a braver mood coming upon me, I thought of Diccon, who was in that plight because of me, and spoke to him, asking him how he did. He answered from the other side of the lodge, but the words were scarcely out of his mouth before our guard broke in upon us commanding silence. Diccon cursed them, whereupon a savage struck him across the head with the handle of a tomahawk, stunning him for a time. As soon as I heard him move I spoke again, to know if he were much hurt; when he had answered in the negative we said no more.
After a while, the pain eased, and I lay there, feeling numb and hopeless, thinking about unimportant things, counting the stars between the pines. Another hour dragged by, and feeling a bit braver, I thought about Diccon, who was in that situation because of me, and I called out to him, asking how he was doing. He replied from the other side of the lodge, but before he could finish, our guard interrupted us, demanding silence. Diccon cursed at them, and then one of the guards hit him on the head with the handle of a tomahawk, stunning him for a bit. As soon as I heard him move, I asked again if he was hurt badly; when he said no, we fell silent again.
It was now moonlight without the lodge and very quiet. The night was far gone; already we could smell the morning, and it would come apace. Knowing the swiftness of that approach, and what the early light would bring, I strove for a courage which should be the steadfastness of the Christian, and not the vainglorious pride of the heathen. If my thoughts wandered, if her face would come athwart the verses I tried to remember, the prayer I tried to frame, perhaps He who made her lovely understood and forgave. I said the prayer I used to say when I was a child, and wished with all my heart for Jeremy.
It was now moonlight outside the lodge, and everything was really quiet. The night was well advanced; we could already smell the morning, and it was coming quickly. Knowing how fast that was approaching and what the early light would reveal, I tried to muster a courage that reflected the steadfastness of a Christian, not the boastful pride of a pagan. If my thoughts wandered, if her face popped into my mind while I struggled to recall the verses I wanted to remember or the prayer I attempted to form, maybe He who created her beauty understood and forgave. I recited the prayer I used to say as a child and wished with all my heart for Jeremy.
Suddenly, in the first gray dawn, as at a trumpet's call, the village awoke. From the long, communal houses poured forth men, women, and children; fires sprang up, dispersing the mist, and a commotion arose through the length and breadth of the place. The women made haste with their cooking, and bore maize cakes and broiled fish to the warriors who sat on the ground in front of the royal lodge. Diccon and I were loosed, brought without, and allotted our share of the food. We ate sitting side by side with our captors, and Diccon, with a great cut across his head, seized the Indian girl who brought him his platter of fish, and pulling her down beside him kissed her soundly, whereat the maid seemed not ill pleased and the warriors laughed.
Suddenly, at the break of dawn, like the sound of a trumpet, the village came to life. People—men, women, and children—poured out of the long communal houses; fires blazed to clear away the mist, and a buzz filled the entire area. The women hurried to prepare meals, bringing maize cakes and grilled fish to the warriors who sat on the ground in front of the royal lodge. Diccon and I were released, brought outside, and given our share of the food. We ate side by side with our captors, and Diccon, sporting a big cut on his head, pulled the Indian girl who brought him his plate of fish down beside him and kissed her passionately, to which she responded with a smile, and the warriors laughed.
In the usual order of things, the meal over, tobacco should have followed. But now not a pipe was lit, and the women made haste to take away the platters and to get all things in readiness. The werowance of the Paspaheghs rose to his feet, cast aside his mantle, and began to speak. He was a man in the prime of life, of a great figure, strong as a Susquehannock, and a savage cruel and crafty beyond measure. Over his breast, stained with strange figures, hung a chain of small bones, and the scalp locks of his enemies fringed his moccasins. His tribe being the nearest to Jamestown, and in frequent altercation with us, I had heard him speak many times, and knew his power over the passions of his people. No player could be more skillful in gesture and expression, no poet more nice in the choice of words, no general more quick to raise a wild enthusiasm in the soldiers to whom he called. All Indians are eloquent, but this savage was a leader among them.
In the usual order of things, after the meal, tobacco would normally come next. But now, not a single pipe was lit, and the women hurried to clear the platters and get everything ready. The chief of the Paspaheghs stood up, tossed aside his cloak, and began to speak. He was a man in the prime of life, with a large build, as strong as a Susquehannock, and was incredibly cruel and cunning. Across his chest, marked with strange designs, hung a chain of small bones, and the scalp locks of his enemies decorated his moccasins. His tribe was the closest to Jamestown and often clashed with us, so I had heard him speak many times and understood his influence over his people's emotions. No performer could be more skilled in gestures and expressions, no poet could choose words more carefully, and no general could inspire greater enthusiasm in the soldiers he called upon. All Native Americans are eloquent, but this chief was a standout among them.
He spoke now to some effect. Commencing with a day in the moon of blossoms when for the first time winged canoes brought white men into the Powhatan, he came down through year after year to the present hour, ceased, and stood in silence, regarding his triumph. It was complete. In its wild excitement the village was ready then and there to make an end of us who had sprung to our feet and stood with our backs against a great bay tree, facing the maddened throng. So much the best for us would it be if the tomahawks left the hands that were drawn back to throw, if the knives that were flourished in our faces should be buried to the haft in our hearts, that we courted death, striving with word and look to infuriate our executioners to the point of forgetting their former purpose in the lust for instant vengeance. It was not to be. The werowance spoke again, pointing to the hills with the black houses upon them, dimly seen through the mist. A moment, and the hands clenched upon the weapons fell; another, and we were upon the march.
He spoke now with real impact. Starting with a day in the spring when, for the first time, boats brought white men into Powhatan territory, he recounted year after year until the present moment, then stopped and stood in silence, taking in his victory. It was complete. The village, filled with wild excitement, was ready to finish us off—those of us who had jumped to our feet and positioned ourselves against a large bay tree, facing the furious crowd. It would have been better for us if the tomahawks hadn’t been thrown, if the knives aimed at us were buried in our hearts instead; we seemed to invite death, trying with our words and expressions to provoke our executioners to the point of forgetting their original intention in their desire for immediate revenge. But it wasn't meant to be. The leader spoke again, pointing to the hills with the dark houses on them, barely visible through the mist. In an instant, the hands clutching weapons dropped; another moment, and we were on the move.
As one man, the village swept through the forest toward the rising ground that was but a few bowshots away. The young men bounded ahead to make preparation; but the approved warriors and the old men went more sedately, and with them walked Diccon and I, as steady of step as they. The women and children for the most part brought up the rear, though a few impatient hags ran past us, calling the men tortoises who would never reach the goal. One of these women bore a great burning torch, the flame and smoke streaming over her shoulder as she ran. Others carried pieces of bark heaped with the slivers of pine of which every wigwam has store.
As one, the village moved through the forest toward the rising ground that was only a few bowshots away. The young men dashed ahead to get things ready, while the seasoned warriors and the older men walked at a slower pace, and Diccon and I walked alongside them, matching their steady stride. The women and children mostly brought up the rear, though a few impatient old women rushed past us, mocking the men as slowpokes who would never reach the destination. One of these women carried a large burning torch, with the flame and smoke streaming over her shoulder as she ran. Others had pieces of bark piled high with pine shavings that every wigwam keeps in stock.
The sun was yet to rise when we reached a hollow amongst the low red hills. Above us were the three long houses in which they keep the image of Okee and the mummies of their kings. These temples faced the crimson east, and the mist was yet about them. Hideous priests, painted over with strange devices, the stuffed skins of snakes knotted about their heads, in their hands great rattles which they shook vehemently, rushed through the doors and down the bank to meet us, and began to dance around us, contorting their bodies, throwing up their arms, and making a hellish noise. Diccon stared at them, shrugged his shoulders, and with a grunt of contempt sat down upon a fallen tree to watch the enemy's manoeuvres.
The sun hadn’t risen yet when we arrived at a hollow among the low red hills. Above us were the three long houses where they kept the statue of Okee and the mummies of their kings. These temples faced the crimson east, shrouded in mist. Hideous priests, painted with strange symbols and wearing stuffed snake skins knotted around their heads, rushed out the doors and down the bank to meet us, shaking their large rattles furiously. They began to dance around us, twisting their bodies, throwing up their arms, and making a terrifying noise. Diccon stared at them, shrugged his shoulders, and with a grunt of disdain, sat down on a fallen tree to watch the enemy's movements.
The place was a natural amphitheatre, well fitted for a spectacle. Those Indians who could not crowd into the narrow level spread themselves over the rising ground, and looked down with fierce laughter upon the driving of the stakes which the young men brought. The women and children scattered into the woods beyond the cleft between the hills, and returned bearing great armfuls of dry branches. The hollow rang to the exultation of the playgoers. Taunting laughter, cries of savage triumph, the shaking of the rattles, and the furious beating of two great drums combined to make a clamor deafening to stupor. And above the hollow was the angry reddening of the heavens, and the white mist curling up like smoke.
The place was a natural amphitheater, perfect for a show. Those Indians who couldn't fit into the narrow flat area spread themselves over the rising ground and looked down with fierce laughter at the young men driving in the stakes. The women and children scattered into the woods beyond the gap between the hills and came back carrying big bundles of dry branches. The hollow echoed with the excitement of the spectators. Taunting laughter, shouts of wild triumph, the shaking of rattles, and the loud beating of two large drums all combined to create a noise that was deafening. Above the hollow, the sky was turning a furious red, and white mist curled up like smoke.
I sat down beside Diccon on the log. Beneath it there were growing tufts of a pale blue, slender-stemmed flower. I plucked a handful of the blossoms, and thought how blue they would look against the whiteness of her hand; then dropped them in a sudden shame that in that hour I was so little steadfast to things which were not of earth. I did not speak to Diccon, nor he to me. There seemed no need of speech. In the pandemonium to which the world had narrowed, the one familiar, matter-of-course thing was that he and I were to die together.
I sat down next to Diccon on the log. Under it, there were patches of a pale blue, thin-stemmed flower. I picked a handful of the blooms and imagined how beautiful they would look against the whiteness of her hand; then I dropped them in a sudden shame that, in that moment, I was so unsteady about things that weren’t earthly. I didn’t talk to Diccon, and he didn’t talk to me. There seemed to be no need for words. In the chaos that the world had become, the one familiar and certain thing was that he and I were going to die together.
The stakes were in the ground and painted red, the wood properly arranged. The Indian woman who held the torch that was to light the pile ran past us, whirling the wood around her head to make it blaze more fiercely. As she went by she lowered the brand and slowly dragged it across my wrists. The beating of the drums suddenly ceased, and the loud voices died away. To Indians no music is so sweet as the cry of an enemy; if they have wrung it from a brave man who has striven to endure, so much the better. They were very still now, because they would not lose so much as a drawing in of the breath.
The stakes were in the ground and painted red, the wood neatly arranged. The Native American woman holding the torch to ignite the pile rushed past us, swinging the wood above her head to make it burn brighter. As she went by, she lowered the torch and slowly dragged it across my wrists. The drumming suddenly stopped, and the loud voices faded away. To Native Americans, no sound is sweeter than the cry of an enemy; if it's come from a brave man who fought hard, even better. They were very quiet now, not wanting to miss even the slightest sound.
Seeing that they were coming for us, Diccon and I rose to await them. When they were nearly upon us I turned to him and held out my hand.
Seeing that they were coming for us, Diccon and I got up to meet them. When they were almost upon us, I turned to him and held out my hand.
He made no motion to take it. Instead he stood with fixed eyes looking past me and slightly upwards. A sudden pallor had overspread the bronze of his face. “There's a verse somewhere,” he said in a quiet voice,—“it's in the Bible, I think,—I heard it once long ago, before I was lost: 'I will look unto the hills from whence cometh my help'—Look, sir!”
He didn’t reach for it. Instead, he stood with his eyes fixed, looking past me and slightly up. A sudden paleness had spread across his bronze-colored face. “There’s a verse somewhere,” he said softly, “I think it’s in the Bible. I heard it once a long time ago, before I got lost: 'I will look unto the hills from whence cometh my help'—Look, sir!”
I turned and followed with my eyes the pointing of his finger. In front of us the bank rose steeply, bare to the summit,—no trees, only the red earth, with here and there a low growth of leafless bushes. Behind it was the eastern sky. Upon the crest, against the sunrise, stood the figure of a man,—an Indian. From one shoulder hung an otterskin, and a great bow was in his hand. His limbs were bare, and as he stood motionless, bathed in the rosy light, he looked like some bronze god, perfect from the beaded moccasins to the calm, uneager face below the feathered headdress. He had but just risen above the brow of the hill; the Indians in the hollow saw him not.
I turned and followed the direction of his finger with my gaze. In front of us, the bank rose steeply, bare at the top—no trees, just the red earth, with a few low leafless bushes here and there. Behind it was the eastern sky. On the crest, against the sunrise, stood the figure of a man—an Indian. An otter skin hung from one shoulder, and he held a large bow in his hand. His limbs were bare, and as he stood still, bathed in the rosy light, he looked like some bronze god, perfect from the beaded moccasins to the calm, expressionless face under the feathered headdress. He had just risen above the top of the hill; the Indians in the valley couldn’t see him.
While Diccon and I stared our tormentors were upon us. They came a dozen or more at once, and we had no weapons. Two hung upon my arms, while a third laid hold of my doublet to rend it from me. An arrow whistled over our heads and stuck into a tree behind us. The hands that clutched me dropped, and with a yell the busy throng turned their faces in the direction whence had come the arrow.
While Diccon and I were watching, our tormentors attacked us. They came at us with a dozen or more all at once, and we had no weapons. Two of them grabbed my arms, while a third tried to tear my doublet off. An arrow whizzed over our heads and lodged in a tree behind us. The hands that were gripping me let go, and with a shout, the crowd turned to see where the arrow had come from.
The Indian who had sent that dart before him was descending the bank. An instant's breathless hush while they stared at the solitary figure; then the dark forms bent forward for the rush straightened, and there arose a loud cry of recognition. “The son of Powhatan! The son of Powhatan!”
The Native American who had thrown that dart ahead of him was coming down the bank. There was a moment of breathless silence as they gazed at the lone figure; then the dark shapes leaned forward for the charge, and a loud cry of recognition went up. “The son of Powhatan! The son of Powhatan!”
He came down the hillside to the level of the hollow, the authority of his look and gesture making way for him through the crowd that surged this way and that, and walked up to us where we stood, hemmed round, but no longer in the clutch of our enemies. “It was a very big wolf this time, Captain Percy,” he said.
He came down the hill to the flat area, the power of his gaze and movements parting the crowd that pushed and pulled around us, and walked up to where we were standing, surrounded but no longer trapped by our enemies. “It was a really big wolf this time, Captain Percy,” he said.
“You were never more welcome, Nantauquas,” I answered,—“unless, indeed, the wolf intends making a meal of three instead of two.”
“You were never more welcome, Nantauquas,” I replied, “unless, of course, the wolf plans on having a meal of three instead of two.”
He smiled. “The wolf will go hungry to-day.” Taking my hand in his he turned to his frowning countrymen. “Men of the Pamunkeys!” he cried. “This is Nantauquas' friend, and so the friend of all the tribes that called Powhatan 'father.' The fire is not for him nor for his servant; keep it for the Monacans and for the dogs of the Long House! The calumet is for the friend of Nantauquas, and the dance of the maidens, the noblest buck and the best of the weirs”—
He smiled. “The wolf will go hungry today.” Taking my hand in his, he turned to his serious countrymen. “Men of the Pamunkeys!” he shouted. “This is Nantauquas' friend, and therefore the friend of all the tribes that called Powhatan 'father.' The fire is not for him or his servant; save it for the Monacans and for the dogs of the Long House! The calumet is for the friend of Nantauquas, and the dance of the maidens, the noblest buck and the best of the weirs—”
There was a surging forward of the Indians, and a fierce murmur of dissent. The werowance, standing out from the throng, lifted his voice. “There was a time,” he cried, “when Nantauquas was the panther crouched upon the bough above the leader of the herd; now Nantauquas is a tame panther and rolls at the white men's feet! There was a time when the word of the son of Powhatan weighed more than the lives of many dogs such as these, but now I know not why we should put out the fire at his command! He is war chief no longer, for Opechancanough will have no tame panther to lead the tribes. Opechancanough is our head, and Opechancanough kindleth a fire indeed! We will give to this one what fuel we choose, and to-night Nantauquas may look for the bones of the white men!”
There was a surge of Indians, accompanied by a loud murmur of disagreement. The werowance, stepping out from the crowd, raised his voice. “There was a time,” he shouted, “when Nantauquas was the panther ready to pounce from the branch above the leader of the herd; now Nantauquas is a domesticated panther, rolling at the feet of the white men! There was a time when the word of Powhatan's son held more value than the lives of many dogs like these, but now I don’t see why we should extinguish the fire at his command! He is no longer a war chief, for Opechancanough will not accept a tame panther to lead the tribes. Opechancanough is our leader, and Opechancanough truly ignites a fire! We will provide this one with whatever fuel we choose, and tonight Nantauquas can expect the bones of the white men!”
He ended, and a great clamor arose. The Paspaheghs would have cast themselves upon us again but for a sudden action of the young chief, who had stood motionless, with raised head and unmoved face, during the werowance's bitter speech. Now he flung up his hand, and in it was a bracelet of gold carved and twisted like a coiled snake and set with a green stone. I had never seen the toy before, but evidently others had done so. The excited voices fell, and the Indians, Pamunkeys and Paspaheghs alike, stood as though turned to stone.
He finished, and a loud uproar broke out. The Paspaheghs would have rushed at us again if it weren't for a sudden move from the young chief, who had stood still with his head raised and a blank expression during the werowance's harsh speech. Now he raised his hand, and in it was a gold bracelet twisted and carved like a coiled snake, with a green stone set in it. I had never seen that piece before, but clearly, others had. The excited chatter quieted down, and the Indians, both Pamunkeys and Paspaheghs, stood frozen like statues.
Nantauquas smiled coldly. “This day hath Opechancanough made me war chief again. We have smoked the peace pipe together—my father's brother and I—in the starlight, sitting before his lodge, with the wide marshes and the river dark at our feet. Singing birds in the forest have been many; evil tales have they told; Opechancanough has stopped his ears against their false singing. My friends are his friends, my brother is his brother, my word is his word: witness the armlet that hath no like; that Opechancanough brought with him when he came from no man knows where to the land of the Powhatans, many Huskanawings ago; that no white men but these have ever seen. Opechancanough is at hand; he comes through the forest with his two hundred warriors that are as tall as Susquehannocks, and as brave as the children of Wahunsonacock. He comes to the temples to pray to Kiwassa for a great hunting. Will you, when you lie at his feet, that he ask you, 'Where is the friend of my friend, of my war chief, of the Panther who is one with me again?'”
Nantauquas smiled coldly. “Today, Opechancanough has made me war chief again. We have shared the peace pipe together—my father's brother and I—in the starlight, sitting in front of his lodge, with the vast marshes and the dark river at our feet. There have been many singing birds in the forest; they have told evil tales, but Opechancanough has turned a deaf ear to their false songs. My friends are his friends, my brother is his brother, my word is his word: witness the armlet that is unlike any other; the one Opechancanough brought with him when he arrived from unknown lands to the land of the Powhatans many generations ago; that no white men except for these have ever seen. Opechancanough is near; he comes through the forest with his two hundred warriors who are as tall as Susquehannocks and as brave as the children of Wahunsonacock. He comes to the temples to pray to Kiwassa for a great hunt. Will you, when you lay at his feet, have him ask you, 'Where is the friend of my friend, of my war chief, of the Panther who is one with me again?'”
There came a long, deep breath from the Indians, then a silence, in which they fell back, slowly and sullenly; whipped hounds, but with the will to break that leash of fear.
There was a long, deep breath from the Indians, followed by a silence, in which they stepped back slowly and sullenly; like beaten dogs, but with the determination to break free from that leash of fear.
“Hark!” said Nantauquas, smiling. “I hear Opechancanough and his warriors coming over the leaves.”
“Hear that!” said Nantauquas, smiling. “I can hear Opechancanough and his warriors coming through the leaves.”
The noise of many footsteps was indeed audible, coming toward the hollow from the woods beyond. With a burst of cries, the priests and the conjurer whirled away to bear the welcome of Okee to the royal worshiper, and at their heels went the chief men of the Pamunkeys. The werowance of the Paspaheghs was one that sailed with the wind; he listened to the deepening sound, and glanced at the son of Powhatan where he stood, calm and confident, then smoothed his own countenance and made a most pacific speech, in which all the blame of the late proceedings was laid upon the singing birds. When he had done speaking, the young men tore the stakes from the earth and threw them into a thicket, while the women plucked apart the newly kindled fire and flung the brands into a little near-by stream, where they went out in a cloud of hissing steam.
The noise of many footsteps was clearly audible, approaching the hollow from the woods beyond. With a burst of shouts, the priests and the conjurer turned to welcome Okee to the royal worshiper, followed closely by the prominent men of the Pamunkeys. The werowance of the Paspaheghs was someone who went with the flow; he listened to the increasing sound and glanced at the son of Powhatan, who stood calm and confident. He then composed himself and delivered a very peaceful speech, placing all the blame for the recent events on the singing birds. After he finished speaking, the young men pulled the stakes from the ground and tossed them into a thicket, while the women separated the newly lit fire and threw the burning logs into a nearby stream, where they flickered out in a cloud of hissing steam.
I turned to the Indian who had wrought this miracle. “Art sure it is not a dream, Nantauquas?” I said. “I think that Opechancanough would not lift a finger to save me from all the deaths the tribes could invent.”
I turned to the Indian who had made this miracle happen. “Are you sure it’s not a dream, Nantauquas?” I asked. “I doubt that Opechancanough would lift a finger to save me from all the ways the tribes could kill me.”
“Opechancanough is very wise,” he answered quietly. “He says that now the English will believe in his love indeed when they see that he holds dear even one who might be called his enemy, who hath spoken against him at the Englishmen's council fire. He says that for five suns Captain Percy shall feast with Opechancanough, and that then he shall be sent back free to Jamestown. He thinks that then Captain Percy will not speak against him any more, calling his love to the white men only words with no good deeds behind.”
“Opechancanough is very wise,” he said softly. “He believes that now the English will truly see his love when they observe that he cares for someone who could be considered his enemy, someone who has spoken out against him at the Englishmen's council fire. He says that for five days, Captain Percy will feast with Opechancanough, and then he will be sent back safely to Jamestown. He thinks that after this, Captain Percy will stop speaking against him, realizing that his love for the white men isn’t just talk without actions to back it up.”
He spoke simply, out of the nobility of his nature, believing his own speech. I that was older, and had more knowledge of men and the masks that they wear, was but half deceived. My belief in the hatred of the dark Emperor was not shaken, and I looked yet to find the drop of poison within this honey flower. How poisoned was that bloom God knows I could not guess!
He spoke plainly, coming from the goodness of his heart, fully believing in what he said. I, being older and having a better understanding of people and the facades they put on, was only partly fooled. My faith in the dark Emperor's hatred remained strong, and I still expected to find the poison hidden in this sweet facade. How toxic that bloom was, only God knows; I couldn't even begin to guess!
“When you were missed, three suns ago,” Nantauquas went on, “I and my brother tracked you to the hut beside the forest, where we found only the dead panther. There we struck the trail of the Paspaheghs; but presently we came to running water, and the trail was gone.”
“When you were gone three days ago,” Nantauquas continued, “my brother and I tracked you to the hut by the forest, where we only found the dead panther. There we picked up the trail of the Paspaheghs; but soon we came to a stream, and the trail disappeared.”
“We walked up the bed of the stream for half the night,” I said.
“We followed the stream bed for half the night,” I said.
The Indian nodded. “I know. My brother went back to Jamestown for men and boats and guns to go to the Paspahegh village and up the Powhatan. He was wise with the wisdom of the white men, but I, who needed no gun, and who would not fight against my own people, I stepped into the stream and walked up it until past the full sun power. Then I found a broken twig and the print of a moccasin, half hidden by a bush, overlooked when the other prints were smoothed away. I left the stream and followed the trail until it was broken again. I looked for it no more then, for I knew that the Paspaheghs had turned their faces toward Uttamussac, and that they would make a fire where many others had been made, in the hollow below the three temples. Instead I went with speed to seek Opechancanough. Yesterday, when the sun was low, I found him, sitting in his lodge above the marshes and the colored river. We smoked the peace pipe together, and I am his war chief again. I asked for the green stone, that I might show it to the Paspaheghs for a sign. He gave it, but he willed to come to Uttamussac with me.”
The Indian nodded. “I understand. My brother went back to Jamestown for men, boats, and guns to go to the Paspahegh village and up the Powhatan. He was knowledgeable with the skills of the white men, but I, who needed no gun and wouldn’t fight against my own people, stepped into the stream and walked upstream until past the peak of the sun’s strength. Then I found a broken twig and the print of a moccasin, partially hidden by a bush, overlooked when the other prints were smoothed away. I left the stream and followed the trail until it was disrupted again. I didn't look for it anymore then, for I knew that the Paspaheghs had turned their faces toward Uttamussac, and they would make a fire where many others had been made, in the hollow below the three temples. Instead, I hurried to find Opechancanough. Yesterday, when the sun was low, I found him sitting in his lodge above the marshes and the colorful river. We smoked the peace pipe together, and I am his war chief again. I asked for the green stone so I could show it to the Paspaheghs as a sign. He gave it to me, but he wanted to come to Uttamussac with me.”
“I owe you my life,” I said, with my hand upon his. “I and Diccon”—What I would have said he put aside with a fine gesture. “Captain Percy is my friend. My brother loves him, and he was kind to Matoax when she was brought prisoner to Jamestown. I am glad that I could pull off this wolf.”
“I owe you my life,” I said, placing my hand on his. “I and Diccon”—What I was about to say, he brushed off with a graceful gesture. “Captain Percy is my friend. My brother cares for him, and he was nice to Matoax when she was taken prisoner to Jamestown. I’m glad I could get this wolf away.”
“Tell me one thing,” I asked. “Before you left Jamestown, had you heard aught of my wife or of my enemy?”
“Tell me something,” I asked. “Before you left Jamestown, did you hear anything about my wife or my enemy?”
He shook his head. “At sunrise, the commander came to rouse my brother, crying out that you had broken gaol and were nowhere to be found, and that the man you hate was lying within the guest house, sorely torn by some beast of the forest. My brother and I followed your trail at once; the town was scarce awake when we left it behind us,—and I did not return.”
He shook his head. “At sunrise, the commander came to wake my brother, shouting that you had escaped jail and were missing, and that the guy you despise was lying in the guest house, badly injured by some wild animal. My brother and I immediately followed your trail; the town was barely awake when we left it behind, and I didn’t come back.”
By this we three were alone in the hollow, for all the savages, men and women, had gone forth to meet the Indian whose word was law from the falls of the far west to the Chesapeake. The sun now rode above the low hills, pouring its gold into the hollow and brightening all the world besides. The little stream flashed diamonds, and the carven devils upon the black houses above us were frightful no longer. There was not a menace anywhere from the cloudless skies to the sweet and plaintive chant to Kiwassa, sung by women and floating to us from the woods beyond the hollow. The singing grew nearer, and the rustling of the leaves beneath many feet more loud and deep; then all noise ceased, and Opechancanough entered the hollow alone. An eagle feather was thrust through his scalp lock; over his naked breast, that was neither painted nor pricked into strange figures, hung a triple row of pearls; his mantle was woven of bluebird feathers, as soft and sleek as satin. The face of this barbarian was dark, cold, and impassive as death. Behind that changeless mask, as in a safe retreat, the supersubtle devil that was the man might plot destruction and plan the laying of dreadful mines. He had dignity and courage,—no man denied him that. I suppose he thought that he and his had wrongs: God knows! perhaps they had. But if ever we were hard or unjust in our dealings with the savages,—I say not that this was the case,—at least we were not treacherous and dealt not in Judas kisses.
By this, the three of us were alone in the hollow because all the savages, men and women, had gone to meet the Indian whose word was law from the far west to the Chesapeake. The sun was now above the low hills, pouring its gold into the hollow and brightening everything around. The little stream sparkled like diamonds, and the carved devils on the black houses above us no longer seemed frightening. There wasn’t a threat anywhere from the cloudless skies to the sweet and haunting chant to Kiwassa, sung by women and drifting to us from the woods beyond the hollow. The singing grew closer, and the rustling of leaves beneath many feet became louder and deeper; then all noise stopped, and Opechancanough entered the hollow alone. An eagle feather was pushed through his scalp lock; over his bare chest, which was neither painted nor marked with strange symbols, hung a triple row of pearls; his cloak was made of bluebird feathers, as soft and sleek as satin. The face of this warrior was dark, cold, and expressionless as death. Behind that unchanging mask, like in a secure hideaway, the incredibly clever devil that was the man could plot destruction and plan dreadful schemes. He had dignity and courage—no one denied that. I suppose he believed he and his people had been wronged: God knows! perhaps they had. But if we were ever harsh or unjust in our treatment of the savages—I’m not saying this was the case—at least we weren’t treacherous and didn’t deal in betrayal.
I stepped forward, and met him on the spot where the fire had been. For a minute neither spoke. It was true that I had striven against him many a time, and I knew that he knew it. It was also true that without his aid Nantauquas could not have rescued us from that dire peril. And it was again the truth that an Indian neither forgives nor forgets. He was my saviour, and I knew that mercy had been shown for some dark reason which I could not divine. Yet I owed him thanks, and gave them as shortly and simply as I could.
I stepped forward and met him at the spot where the fire had been. For a minute, neither of us spoke. It was true that I had fought against him many times, and I knew he was aware of it. It was also true that without his help, Nantauquas couldn't have saved us from that terrible danger. And the fact remained that an Indian neither forgives nor forgets. He was my savior, and I understood that mercy had been offered for some unknown reason that I couldn't understand. Still, I owed him gratitude, and I expressed it as directly and simply as I could.
He heard me out with neither liking nor disliking nor any other emotion written upon his face; but when I had finished, as though he suddenly bethought himself, he smiled and held out his hand, white-man fashion. Now, when a man's lips widen I look into his eyes. The eyes of Opechancanough were as fathomless as a pool at midnight, and as devoid of mirth or friendliness as the staring orbs of the carven imps upon the temple corners.
He listened to me without showing any sign of liking or disliking or any other emotion on his face; but when I finished, as if he suddenly remembered something, he smiled and extended his hand in a typical way. Now, when a guy smiles, I look into his eyes. Opechancanough's eyes were as deep as a dark pool at midnight, completely lacking any joy or warmth, much like the cold, unblinking eyes of the carved figures on the temple corners.
“Singing birds have lied to Captain Percy,” he said, and his voice was like his eyes. “Opechancanough thinks that Captain Percy will never listen to them again. The chief of the Powhatans is a lover of the white men, of the English, and of other white men,—if there are others. He would call the Englishmen his brothers, and be taught of them how to rule, and who to pray to”—
“Singing birds have deceived Captain Percy,” he said, and his voice matched his gaze. “Opechancanough believes that Captain Percy will never pay attention to them again. The chief of the Powhatans is fond of the white men, the English, and any other white men—if there are any. He would call the Englishmen his brothers and learn from them how to govern and who to pray to.”
“Let Opechancanough go with me to-day to Jamestown,” I said. “He hath the wisdom of the woods; let him come and gain that of the town.”
“Let Opechancanough come with me today to Jamestown,” I said. “He has the wisdom of the woods; let him come and gain that of the town.”
The Emperor smiled again. “I will come to Jamestown soon, but not to-day nor to-morrow nor the next day. And Captain Percy must smoke the peace pipe in my lodge above the Pamunkey, and watch my young men and maidens dance, and eat with me five days. Then he may go back to Jamestown with presents for the great white father there, and with a message that Opechancanough is coming soon to learn of the white men.”
The Emperor smiled again. “I will be visiting Jamestown soon, but not today, tomorrow, or the next day. Captain Percy must smoke the peace pipe in my lodge above the Pamunkey, watch my young men and women dance, and dine with me for five days. Then he can return to Jamestown with gifts for the great white father there, along with a message that Opechancanough is coming soon to learn about the white men.”
I could have gnashed my teeth at that delay when she must think me dead, but it would have been the madness of folly to show the impatience which I felt. I too could smile with my lips when occasion drove, and drink a bitter draught as though my soul delighted in it. Blithe enough to all seeming, and with as few inward misgivings as the case called for, Diccon and I went with the subtle Emperor and the young chief he had bound to himself once more, and with their fierce train, back to that village which we had never thought to see again. A day and a night we stayed there; then Opechancanough sent away the Paspaheghs,—where we knew not,—and taking us with him went to his own village above the great marshes of the Pamunkey.
I could have clenched my teeth at that delay when she must think I was dead, but it would have been foolish to show the impatience I felt. I could also smile when I needed to and drink a bitter cup as if I enjoyed it. Seemingly carefree and with as few inner doubts as the situation required, Diccon and I followed the cunning Emperor and the young chief he had bound to himself again, along with their fierce entourage, back to the village we never thought we would see again. We stayed there for a day and a night; then Opechancanough sent away the Paspaheghs—where, we did not know—and took us with him to his own village above the large marshes of the Pamunkey.
CHAPTER XXXII IN WHICH WE ARE THE GUESTS OF AN EMPEROR
I HAD before this spent days among the Indians, on voyages of discovery, as conqueror, as negotiator for food, exchanging blue beads for corn and turkeys. Other Englishmen had been with me. Knowing those with whom we dealt for sly and fierce heathen, friends to-day, to-morrow deadly foes, we kept our muskets ready and our eyes and ears open, and, what with the danger and the novelty and the bold wild life, managed to extract some merriment as well as profit from these visits. It was different now.
I had spent days with the Native Americans before this, on expeditions as a conqueror, bartering for food, trading blue beads for corn and turkeys. Other Englishmen were with me. Aware that those we dealt with were cunning and fierce, friends one day and deadly enemies the next, we kept our guns ready and our senses alert. Despite the danger, the excitement, and the adventurous life, we managed to find some fun as well as gain from these experiences. But now things were different.
Day after day I ate my heart out in that cursed village. The feasting and the hunting and the triumph, the wild songs and wilder dances, the fantastic mummeries, the sudden rages, the sudden laughter, the great fires with their rings of painted warriors, the sleepless sentinels, the wide marshes that could not be crossed by night, the leaves that rustled so loudly beneath the lightest footfall, the monotonous days, the endless nights when I thought of her grief, of her peril, maybe,—it was an evil dream, and for my own pleasure I could not wake too soon.
Day after day, I was miserable in that cursed village. The feasting, the hunting, and the victories, the wild songs and even wilder dances, the bizarre performances, the sudden outbursts of anger, the unexpected laughter, the great fires surrounded by painted warriors, the restless guards, the vast marshes that couldn't be crossed at night, the leaves that rustled loudly under the lightest step, the endless days, the long nights when I thought of her sadness, of her danger, perhaps—it was a nightmare, and for my own sake, I couldn't wake up too soon.
Should we ever wake? Should we not sink from that dream without pause into a deeper sleep whence there would be no waking? It was a question that I asked myself each morning, half looking to find another hollow between the hills before the night should fall. The night fell, and there was no change in the dream.
Should we ever wake up? Should we not drop from that dream without stopping into a deeper sleep from which there’s no waking? It was a question I asked myself every morning, half hoping to find another empty space between the hills before night fell. Night came, and nothing changed in the dream.
I will allow that the dark Emperor to whom we were so much beholden gave us courteous keeping. The best of the hunt was ours, the noblest fish, the most delicate roots. The skins beneath which we slept were fine and soft; the women waited upon us, and the old men and warriors held with us much stately converse, sitting beneath the budding trees with the blue tobacco smoke curling above our heads. We were alive and sound of limb, well treated and with the promise of release; we might have waited, seeing that wait we must, in some measure of content. We did not so. There was a horror in the air. From the marshes that were growing green, from the sluggish river, from the rotting leaves and cold black earth and naked forest, it rose like an exhalation. We knew not what it was, but we breathed it in, and it went to the marrow of our bones.
I have to admit that the dark Emperor we were so indebted to treated us well. We had the best game, the finest fish, and the most tender roots. The skins we slept on were soft and luxurious; the women catered to us, and the older men and warriors engaged us in dignified conversations, sitting under the budding trees as the blue smoke from our tobacco curled above us. We were alive and in good health, well cared for and with the hope of freedom; we could have waited, since waiting was necessary, with some degree of contentment. Yet, we did not. There was a heaviness in the air. From the greenery of the marshes, from the sluggish river, from the decaying leaves and cold black earth and bare forest, it rose like a vapor. We didn't know what it was, but we inhaled it, and it sunk into the depths of our bones.
Opechancanough we rarely saw, though we were bestowed so near to him that his sentinels served for ours. Like some god, he kept within his lodge with the winding passage, and the hanging mats between him and the world without. At other times, issuing from that retirement, he would stride away into the forest. Picked men went with him, and they were gone for hours; but when they returned they bore no trophies, brute or human. What they did we could not guess. We might have had much comfort in Nantauquas, but the morning after our arrival in this village the Emperor sent him upon an embassy to the Rappahannocks, and when for the fourth time the forest stood black against the sunset he had not returned. If escape had been possible, we would not have awaited the doubtful fulfillment of that promise made to us below the Uttamussac temples. But the vigilance of the Indians never slept; they watched us like hawks, night and day. And the dry leaves underfoot would not hold their peace, and there were the marshes to cross and the river.
We rarely saw Opechancanough, even though we were close enough that his guards were our guards too. Like some kind of god, he stayed inside his lodge with its winding passage and the hanging mats separating him from the outside world. Other times, he would step out from that privacy and stride into the forest. Selected men accompanied him, and they were gone for hours; when they came back, they brought no trophies, animal or human. What they did out there remained a mystery to us. We could have found some comfort in Nantauquas, but the morning after we arrived in this village, the Emperor sent him on a mission to the Rappahannocks, and when the forest stood dark against the sunset for the fourth time, he still hadn’t returned. If we could have escaped, we wouldn’t have waited for the uncertain fulfillment of that promise made to us below the Uttamussac temples. But the Indians were always watchful; they kept an eye on us like hawks, day and night. And the dry leaves underfoot wouldn’t stay quiet, plus there were marshes to cross and a river.
Thus four days dragged themselves by, and in the early morning of the fifth, when we came from our wigwam, it was to find Nantauquas sitting by the fire, magnificent in the paint and trappings of the ambassador, motionless as a piece of bronze, and apparently quite unmindful of the admiring glances of the women who knelt about the fire preparing our breakfast. When he saw us he rose and came to meet us, and I embraced him, I was so glad to see him. “The Rappahannocks feasted me long,” he said. “I was afraid that Captain Percy would be gone to Jamestown before I was back upon the Pamunkey.”
So four days dragged on, and on the early morning of the fifth, when we stepped out of our hut, we found Nantauquas sitting by the fire, looking impressive in the paint and attire of an ambassador, completely still like a statue, and seemingly unaware of the admiring looks from the women kneeling around the fire preparing our breakfast. When he saw us, he got up and came to greet us, and I hugged him because I was so happy to see him. “The Rappahannocks treated me to a long feast,” he said. “I was worried that Captain Percy would have gone to Jamestown before I got back to the Pamunkey.”
“Shall I ever see Jamestown again, Nantauquas?” I demanded. “I have my doubts.”
“Will I ever see Jamestown again, Nantauquas?” I asked. “I’m not so sure.”
He looked me full in the eyes, and there was no doubting the candor of his own. “You go with the next sunrise,” he answered. “Opechancanough has given me his word.”
He looked me straight in the eyes, and there was no doubt about his honesty. "You leave with the next sunrise," he said. "Opechancanough has given me his word."
“I am glad to hear it,” I said. “Why have we been kept at all? Why did he not free us five days agone?”
“I’m glad to hear that,” I said. “Why have we been held at all? Why didn’t he free us five days ago?”
He shook his head. “I do not know. Opechancanough has many thoughts which he shares with no man. But now he will send you with presents for the Governor, and with messages of his love to the white men. There will be a great feast to-day, and to-night the young men and maidens will dance before you. Then in the morning you will go.”
He shook his head. “I don’t know. Opechancanough has many thoughts that he doesn’t share with anyone. But now he’ll send you with gifts for the Governor and messages of his goodwill to the white men. There’s going to be a big feast today, and tonight the young men and women will dance for you. Then in the morning, you’ll leave.”
“Will you not come with us?” I asked. “You are ever welcome amongst us, Nantauquas, both for your sister's sake and for your own. Rolfe will rejoice to have you with him again; he ever grudgeth you to the forest.”
“Will you not come with us?” I asked. “You are always welcome with us, Nantauquas, both for your sister's sake and for your own. Rolfe will be glad to have you with him again; he always resents you being in the forest.”
He shook his head again. “Nantauquas, the son of Powhatan, hath had much talk with himself lately,” he said simply. “The white men's ways have seemed very good to him, and the God of the white men he knows to be greater than Okee, and to be good and tender; not like Okee, who sucks the blood of the children. He remembers Matoax, too, and how she loved and cared for the white men and would weep when danger threatened them. And Rolfe is his brother and his teacher. But Opechancanough is his king, and the red men are his people, and the forest is his home. If, because he loved Rolfe, and because the ways of the white men seemed to him better than his own ways, he forgot these things, he did wrong, and the One over All frowns upon him. Now he has come back to his home again, to the forest and the hunting and the warpath, to his king and his people. He will be again the panther crouching upon the bough”—
He shook his head again. “Nantauquas, Powhatan’s son, has been doing a lot of thinking lately,” he said simply. “The white men’s ways have seemed really good to him, and he knows that the God of the white men is greater than Okee, and is kind and gentle; unlike Okee, who sucks the blood of children. He also remembers Matoax and how she loved and cared for the white men, weeping whenever they were in danger. And Rolfe is his brother and teacher. But Opechancanough is his king, the red men are his people, and the forest is his home. If he forgot these things because he loved Rolfe and thought the ways of the white men were better than his own, then he was wrong, and the One over All is displeased with him. Now he has returned to his home again, back to the forest, the hunting, and the warpath, to his king and his people. He will once again be the panther crouched on the branch”—
“Above the white men?”
"Above the white guys?"
He gazed at me in silence, a shadow upon his face. “Above the Monacans,” he answered slowly. “Why did Captain Percy say 'above the white men'? Opechancanough and the English have buried the hatchet forever, and the smoke of the peace pipe will never fade from the air. Nantauquas meant 'above the Monacans or the Long House dogs.'”
He looked at me quietly, a shadow on his face. “Above the Monacans,” he replied slowly. “Why did Captain Percy say 'above the white men'? Opechancanough and the English have made peace for good, and the smoke from the peace pipe will never vanish. Nantauquas meant 'above the Monacans or the Long House dogs.'”
I put my hand upon his shoulder. “I know you did, brother of Rolfe by nature if not by blood! Forget what I said; it was without thought or meaning. If we go indeed to-morrow, I shall be loath to leave you behind; and yet, were I in your place, I should do as you are doing.”
I placed my hand on his shoulder. “I know you did, brother of Rolfe by nature if not by blood! Forget what I said; it was thoughtless and meaningless. If we really do leave tomorrow, I’ll hate to leave you behind; and yet, if I were in your situation, I’d do the same thing you are.”
The shadow left his face and he drew himself up. “Is it what you call faith and loyalty and like a knight?” he demanded, with a touch of eagerness breaking through the slowness and gravity with which an Indian speaks.
The shadow moved away from his face and he straightened himself. “Is this what you call faith and loyalty, like a knight?” he asked, with a hint of eagerness breaking through the slow and serious way an Indian speaks.
“Yea,” I made reply. “I think you good knight and true, Nantauquas, and my friend, moreover, who saved my life.”
“Yeah,” I replied. “I think you’re a good knight and a true one, Nantauquas, and my friend, too, who saved my life.”
His smile was like his sister's, quick and very bright, and leaving behind it a most entire gravity. Together we sat down by the fire and ate of the sylvan breakfast, with shy brown maidens to serve us and with the sunshine streaming down upon us through the trees that were growing faintly green. It was a thing to smile at to see how the Indian girls manoeuvred to give the choicest meat, the most delicate maize cakes, to the young war chief, and to see how quietly he turned aside their benevolence. The meal over, he went to divest himself of his red and white paint, of the stuffed hawk and strings of copper that formed his headdress, of his gorgeous belt and quiver and his mantle of raccoon skins, while Diccon and I sat still before our wigwam, smoking, and reckoning the distance to Jamestown and the shortest time in which we could cover it.
His smile was like his sister's—quick and really bright—leaving behind a sense of seriousness. We sat down by the fire together and enjoyed a woodland breakfast, with shy brown girls serving us and sunshine pouring down through the trees that were just starting to turn green. It was amusing to watch how the Indian girls tried to give the best meat and the finest corn cakes to the young war chief, and how he politely declined their generosity. After the meal, he went to wipe off his red and white paint, take off the stuffed hawk and copper strings that made up his headdress, his flashy belt, quiver, and his coat made of raccoon skins, while Diccon and I stayed in front of our wigwam, smoking and calculating the distance to Jamestown and the quickest way to get there.
When we had sat there for an hour the old men and the warriors came to visit us, and the smoking must commence all over again. The women laid mats in a great half circle, and each savage took his seat with perfect breeding; that is, in absolute silence and with a face like a stone. The peace paint was upon them all,—red, or red and white; they sat and looked at the ground until I had made the speech of welcome. Soon the air was dense with the fragrant smoke; in the thick blue haze the sweep of painted figures had the seeming of some fantastic dream. An old man arose and made a long and touching speech with much reference to calumets and buried hatchets. When he had finished a chief talked of Opechancanough's love for the English, “high as the stars, deep as Popogusso, wide as from the sunrise to the sunset,” adding that the death of Nemattanow last year and the troubles over the hunting grounds had kindled in the breasts of the Indians no desire for revenge. With which highly probable statement he made an end, and all sat in silence looking at me and waiting for my contribution of honeyed words. These Pamunkeys, living at a distance from the settlements, had but little English to their credit, and the learning of the Paspaheghs was not much greater. I sat and repeated to them the better part of the seventh canto of the second book of Master Spenser's “Faery Queen.” Then I told them the story of the Moor of Venice, and ended by relating Smith's tale of the three Turks' heads. It all answered the purpose to admiration. When at length they went away to change their paint for the coming feast Diccon and I laughed at that foolery as though there were none beside us who could juggle with words. We were as light-hearted as children—God forgive us!
When we had been sitting there for an hour, the old men and the warriors came to visit us, and the smoking ritual started all over again. The women set out mats in a large half circle, and each warrior took his seat with perfect manners; that is, in complete silence and with a stone-like expression. They all wore peace paint—red or red and white; they sat and stared at the ground until I delivered the welcoming speech. Soon, the air was thick with fragrant smoke; in the dense blue haze, the painted figures looked like a strange dream. An old man stood up and gave a long and touching speech, often mentioning calumets and buried hatchets. When he finished, a chief spoke about Opechancanough's love for the English, describing it as “high as the stars, deep as Popogusso, wide from sunrise to sunset,” adding that the death of Nemattanow the previous year, along with the issues over hunting grounds, had sparked no desire for revenge among the Indians. He concluded with this unlikely assertion, and everyone sat silently, looking at me and waiting for my sweet words. These Pamunkeys, living far from the settlements, had limited English skills, and the Paspaheghs weren't much better. I sat and recited the best part of the seventh canto of the second book of Master Spenser's “Faery Queen.” Then I narrated the story of the Moor of Venice and finished with Smith's tale of the three Turks' heads. It all served its purpose admirably. When they finally left to change their paint for the upcoming feast, Diccon and I chuckled at that silliness as if no one else could play with words like us. We were as carefree as children—God forgive us!
The day wore on, with relay after relay of food which we must taste at least, with endless smoking of pipes and speeches that must be listened to and answered. When evening came and our entertainers drew off to prepare for the dance, they left us as wearied as by a long day's march.
The day dragged on, with course after course of food that we had to at least try, endless pipe smoking, and speeches that we had to listen to and respond to. When evening arrived and our hosts went off to get ready for the dance, we were left feeling just as exhausted as if we had done a long day's hike.
The wind had been high during the day, but with the sunset it sank to a desolate murmur. The sky wore the strange crimson of the past year at Weyanoke. Against that sea of color the pines were drawn in ink, and beneath it the winding, threadlike creeks that pierced the marshes had the look of spilt blood moving slowly and heavily to join the river that was black where the pines shadowed it, red where the light touched it. From the marsh arose the cry of some great bird that made its home there; it had a lonely and a boding sound, like a trumpet blown above the dead. The color died into an ashen gray and the air grew cold, with a heaviness beside that dragged at the very soul. Diccon shivered violently, turned restlessly upon the log that served him as settle, and began to mutter to himself.
The wind had been strong during the day, but as the sun set, it faded into a lonely whisper. The sky displayed a weird crimson reminiscent of the past year at Weyanoke. Against that colorful backdrop, the pines stood out like silhouettes, and below, the winding, threadlike creeks cutting through the marshes resembled spilled blood slowly and heavily making its way to the river, which appeared black in the shadow of the pines and red where the light touched it. From the marsh came the cry of a large bird that made its home there; it had a lonely and ominous sound, like a trumpet sounding above the dead. The vibrant color dullened into a gray ash, and the air turned cold, heavy enough to weigh down the very soul. Diccon shivered violently, shifted restlessly on the log he was sitting on, and began to mutter to himself.
“Art cold?” I asked.
"Is art cold?" I asked.
He shook his head. “Something walked over my grave,” he said. “I would give all the pohickory that was ever brewed by heathen for a toss of aqua vitae!”
He shook his head. “Something walked over my grave,” he said. “I would trade all the pohickory that was ever made by heathens for a shot of aqua vitae!”
In the centre of the village rose a great heap of logs and dry branches, built during the day by the women and children. When the twilight fell and the owls began to hoot this pile was fired, and lit the place from end to end. The scattered wigwams, the scaffolding where the fish were dried, the tall pines and wide-branching mulberries, the trodden grass,—all flashed into sight as the flame roared up to the top-most withered bough. The village glowed like a lamp set in the dead blackness of marsh and forest. Opechancanough came from the forest with a score of warriors behind him, and stopped beside me. I rose to greet him, as was decent; for he was an Emperor, albeit a savage and a pagan. “Tell the English that Opechancanough grows old,” he said. “The years that once were as light upon him as the dew upon the maize are now hailstones to beat him back to the earth whence he came. His arm is not swift to strike and strong as it once was. He is old; the warpath and the scalp dance please him no longer. He would die at peace with all men. Tell the English this; tell them also that Opechancanough knows that they are good and just, that they do not treat men whose color is not their own like babes, fooling them with toys, thrusting them out of their path when they grow troublesome. The land is wide and the hunting grounds are many. Let the red men who were here as many moons ago as there are leaves in summer and the white men who came yesterday dwell side by side in peace, sharing the maize fields and the weirs and the hunting grounds together.” He waited not for my answer, but passed on, and there was no sign of age in his stately figure and his slow, firm step. I watched him with a frown until the darkness of his lodge had swallowed up him and his warriors, and mistrusted him for a cold and subtle devil.
In the center of the village stood a large pile of logs and dry branches, made during the day by the women and children. When dusk fell and the owls started to hoot, this pile was set on fire, illuminating the area from one end to the other. The scattered huts, the scaffolding where fish were dried, the tall pines and sprawling mulberries, the trampled grass—all became visible as the flames soared to the top of the highest dead branch. The village shone like a lamp in the pitch-black marsh and forest. Opechancanough emerged from the woods with a group of warriors behind him and stopped beside me. I stood up to greet him, as was proper; after all, he was an Emperor, even though he was a savage and a pagan. “Tell the English that Opechancanough is getting old,” he said. “The years that once felt as light on him as dew on corn are now like hailstones that push him back to the earth from which he came. His arm isn’t as quick to strike and strong as it used to be. He’s old; the warpath and the scalp dance don’t excite him anymore. He wants to die at peace with everyone. Tell the English this; also tell them that Opechancanough knows they are good and just, that they don’t treat people who aren’t like them like children, tricking them with toys and pushing them aside when they become a nuisance. The land is vast, and the hunting grounds are plentiful. Let the red men, who have been here as many moons ago as there are leaves in summer, and the white men who arrived yesterday live side by side in peace, sharing the cornfields, fish traps, and hunting grounds together.” He didn’t wait for my response but moved on, and there was no sign of age in his dignified figure and his steady, deliberate pace. I watched him with a scowl until the darkness of his lodge engulfed him and his warriors, and I distrusted him as a cold and cunning devil.
Suddenly, as we sat staring at the fire we were beset by a band of maidens, coming out of the woods, painted, with antlers upon their heads and pine branches in their hands. They danced about us, now advancing until the green needles met above our heads, now retreating until there was a space of turf between us. Their slender limbs gleamed in the firelight; they moved with grace, keeping time to a plaintive song, now raised by the whole choir, now fallen to a single voice. Pocahontas had danced thus before the English many a time. I thought of the little maid, of her great wondering eyes and her piteous, untimely death, of how loving she was to Rolfe and how happy they had been in their brief wedded life. It had bloomed like a rose, as fair and as early fallen, with only a memory of past sweetness. Death was a coward, passing by men whose trade it was to out-brave him, and striking at the young and lovely and innocent....
Suddenly, as we sat watching the fire, we were surrounded by a group of maidens coming out of the woods, painted, with antlers on their heads and pine branches in their hands. They danced around us, sometimes coming closer until the green needles touched above our heads, and then pulling back until there was a patch of grass between us. Their slender limbs glowed in the firelight; they moved gracefully, keeping rhythm to a haunting song that sometimes echoed from the entire group and other times was sung by a single voice. Pocahontas had danced like this before the English many times. I thought of that young girl, her wide, wondering eyes and her tragic, premature death, of how loving she was to Rolfe and how happy they had been in their short married life. It had bloomed like a rose, beautiful and yet fallen too soon, leaving only a memory of past sweetness. Death was a coward, passing by those who made a living by braving him, and striking at the young, beautiful, and innocent...
We were tired with all the mummery of the day; moreover, every fibre of our souls had been strained to meet the hours that had passed since we left the gaol at Jamestown. The elation we had felt earlier in the day was all gone. Now, the plaintive song, the swaying figures, the red light beating against the trees, the blackness of the enshrouding forest, the low, melancholy wind,—all things seemed strange, and yet deadly old, as though we had seen and heard them since the beginning of the world. All at once a fear fell upon me, causeless and unreasonable, but weighing upon my heart like a stone. She was in a palisaded town, under the Governor's protection, with my friends about her and my enemy lying sick, unable to harm her. It was I, not she, that was in danger. I laughed at myself, but my heart was heavy, and I was in a fever to be gone.
We were worn out by all the fuss of the day; besides, every part of our being had been pushed to the limit during the hours since we left the jail at Jamestown. The excitement we had felt earlier was completely gone. Now, the sad song, the moving figures, the red light flickering against the trees, the darkness of the surrounding forest, the soft, mournful wind—all of it felt strange, yet oddly familiar, as if we’d witnessed and heard it since the dawn of time. Suddenly, a sense of dread hit me, without reason or explanation, but it pressed on my heart like a weight. She was in a fortified town, protected by the Governor, surrounded by my friends, while my enemy lay sick and couldn't harm her. It was I, not her, who was in danger. I laughed at myself, but my heart was heavy, and I was restless to leave.
The Indian girls danced more and more swiftly, and their song changed, becoming gay and shrill and sweet. Higher and higher rang the notes, faster and faster moved the dark limbs; then, quite suddenly, song and motion ceased together. They who had danced with the abandonment of wild priestesses to some wild god were again but shy brown Indian maids who went and set them meekly down upon the grass beneath the trees. From the darkness now came a burst of savage cries only less appalling than the war whoop itself. In a moment the men of the village had rushed from the shadow of the trees into the broad, firelit space before us. Now they circled around us, now around the fire; now each man danced and stamped and muttered to himself. For the most part they were painted red, but some were white from head to heel,—statues come to life,—while others had first oiled their bodies, then plastered them over with small bright-colored feathers. The tall headdresses made giants of them all; as they leaped and danced in the glare of the fire they had a fiendish look. They sang, too, but the air was rude, and broken by dreadful cries. Out of a hut behind us burst two or three priests, the conjurer, and a score or more of old men. They had Indian drums upon which they beat furiously, and long pipes made of reeds which gave forth no uncertain sound. Fixed upon a pole and borne high above them was the image of their Okee, a hideous thing of stuffed skins and rattling chains of copper. When they had joined themselves to the throng in the firelight the clamor became deafening. Some one piled on more logs, and the place grew light as day. Opechancanough was not there, nor Nantauquas.
The Indian girls danced faster and faster, and their song changed, becoming cheerful, loud, and sweet. The notes rang higher and higher, and their dark limbs moved quicker and quicker; then, all of a sudden, the song and the movement stopped together. Those who had danced with the wild abandon of priestesses to some wild god were once again just shy brown Indian girls who sat down quietly on the grass beneath the trees. From the darkness came a burst of savage cries, almost as terrifying as the war whoop itself. In no time, the village men rushed from the shadows of the trees into the wide, firelit space in front of us. They circled around us, then around the fire; each man danced, stomped, and muttered to himself. Most were painted red, but some were completely white—like living statues—while others had oiled their bodies and covered themselves in small, bright-colored feathers. The tall headdresses made them all look like giants; as they leaped and danced in the fire's glow, they had a devilish appearance. They sang too, but the music was rough, interrupted by horrible cries. From a hut behind us came two or three priests, the conjurer, and more than twenty old men. They had Indian drums that they beat fiercely, along with long reeds that produced a loud sound. High above them, on a pole, was the image of their Okee, a hideous thing made of stuffed skins and rattling copper chains. Once they joined the crowd in the firelight, the noise became overwhelming. Someone added more logs, and the place lit up like day. Opechancanough was not there, nor was Nantauquas.
Diccon and I watched that uncouth spectacle, that Virginian masque, as we had watched many another one, with disgust and weariness. It would last, we knew, for the better part of the night. It was in our honor, and for a while we must stay and testify our pleasure; but after a time, when they had sung and danced themselves into oblivion of our presence, we might retire, and leave the very old men, the women, and the children sole spectators. We waited for that relief with impatience, though we showed it not to those who pressed about us.
Diccon and I watched that awkward performance, that Virginian show, as we had watched many others before, with disgust and exhaustion. We knew it would go on for most of the night. It was for our benefit, and for a while we had to pretend we were enjoying it; but eventually, when they sang and danced themselves into forgetting we were there, we could slip away and leave the very old men, the women, and the children as the only audience. We waited for that moment with impatience, though we didn’t let those around us see it.
Time passed, and the noise deepened and the dancing became more frantic. The dancers struck at one another as they leaped and whirled, the sweat rolled from their bodies, and from their lips came hoarse, animal-like cries. The fire, ever freshly fed, roared and crackled, mocking the silent stars. The pines were bronze-red, the woods beyond a dead black. All noises of marsh and forest were lost in the scream of the pipes, the wild yelling, and the beating of the drums.
Time went on, and the noise grew louder while the dancing became more intense. The dancers struck each other as they jumped and spun, sweat dripping from their bodies, and hoarse, animal-like cries erupted from their lips. The fire, constantly fed, roared and crackled, mocking the quiet stars. The pines burned a bronze-red, while the woods beyond were a deep black. All the sounds of the marsh and forest were drowned out by the scream of the pipes, the wild shouting, and the pounding of the drums.
From the ranks of the women beneath the reddened pines rose shrill laughter and applause as they sat or knelt, bent forward, watching the dancers. One girl alone watched not them, but us. She stood somewhat back of her companions, one slim brown hand touching the trunk of a tree, one brown foot advanced, her attitude that of one who waits but for a signal to be gone. Now and then she glanced impatiently at the wheeling figures, or at the old men and the few warriors who took no part in the masque, but her eyes always came back to us. She had been among the maidens who danced before us earlier in the night; when they rested beneath the trees she had gone away, and the night was much older when I marked her again, coming out of the firelit distance back to the fire and her dusky mates. It was soon after this that I became aware that she must have some reason for her anxious scrutiny, some message to deliver or warning to give. Once when I made a slight motion as if to go to her, she shook her head and laid her finger upon her lips.
From the group of women under the red pines came loud laughter and applause as they sat or knelt, leaning forward, watching the dancers. One girl, however, was focused not on them, but on us. She stood slightly behind her friends, one slim brown hand resting on the trunk of a tree and one brown foot stepping forward, looking like she was just waiting for a signal to leave. Occasionally, she glanced impatiently at the twirling figures or at the old men and the few warriors who didn’t join in the performance, but her gaze always returned to us. She had been one of the maidens who danced for us earlier in the night; when they took a break under the trees, she had slipped away, and by the time I noticed her again, the night had grown much older as she emerged from the firelit distance back to the fire and her dark-skinned friends. Soon after this, I realized she must have a reason for her anxious watching, maybe a message to share or a warning to give. Once, when I made a slight move as if to approach her, she shook her head and put her finger to her lips.
A dancer fell from sheer exhaustion, another and another, and warriors from the dozen or more seated at our right began to take the places of the fallen. The priests shook their rattles, and made themselves dizzy with bending and whirling about their Okee; the old men, too, though they sat like statues, thought only of the dance, and of how they themselves had excelled, long ago when they were young.
A dancer collapsed from complete exhaustion, then another, and soon the warriors from the dozen or so sitting to our right started to replace those who had fallen. The priests shook their rattles and grew dizzy as they bent and twirled around their Okee; even the old men, though they sat like statues, could only think about the dance and how they had once shone when they were young.
I rose, and making my way to the werowance of the village where he sat with his eyes fixed upon a young Indian, his son, who bade fair to outlast all others in that wild contest, told him that I was wearied and would go to my hut, I and my servant, to rest for the few hours that yet remained of the night. He listened dreamily, his eyes upon the dancing Indian, but made offer to escort me thither. I pointed out to him that my quarters were not fifty yards away, in the broad firelight, in sight of them all, and that it were a pity to take him or any others from the contemplation of that whirling Indian, so strong and so brave that he would surely one day lead the war parties.
I got up and walked over to the village chief, who was watching a young Native American, his son, who seemed likely to outlast everyone else in that wild contest. I told him I was tired and wanted to go to my hut, along with my servant, to rest for the few hours left in the night. He listened absentmindedly, his gaze still on the dancing Indian, but offered to walk with me. I pointed out that my quarters were less than fifty yards away, visible in the bright firelight, and that it would be a shame to pull him or anyone else away from watching that impressive and brave dancer, who would surely one day lead the war parties.
After a moment he acquiesced, and Diccon and I, quietly and yet with some ostentation, so as to avoid all appearance of stealing away, left the press of savages and began to cross the firelit turf between them and our lodge. When we had gone fifty paces I glanced over my shoulder and saw that the Indian maid no longer stood where we had last seen her, beneath the pines. A little farther on we caught a glimpse of her winding in and out among a row of trees to our left. The trees ran past our lodge. When we had reached its entrance we paused and looked back to the throng we had left. Every back seemed turned to us, every eye intent upon the leaping figures around the great fire. Swiftly and quietly we walked across the bit of even ground to the friendly trees, and found ourselves in a thin strip of shadow between the light of the great fire we had left and that of a lesser one burning redly before the Emperor's lodge. Beneath the trees, waiting for us, was the Indian maid, with her light form, and large, shy eyes, and finger upon her lips. She would not speak or tarry, but flitted before us as dusk and noiseless as a moth, and we followed her into the darkness beyond the firelight, well-nigh to the line of sentinels. A wigwam, larger than common and shadowed by trees, rose in our path; the girl, gliding in front of us, held aside the mats that curtained the entrance. We hesitated a moment, then stooped and entered the place.
After a moment, he agreed, and Diccon and I, quietly yet with a bit of flair to avoid looking like we were sneaking away, left the crowd of savages and started to cross the firelit ground between them and our lodge. After walking about fifty steps, I looked back and noticed that the Indian girl was no longer where we last saw her beneath the pines. A bit further ahead, we caught a glimpse of her weaving in and out among a line of trees on our left. Those trees stretched past our lodge. When we reached its entrance, we paused and glanced back at the crowd we had left. Everyone's back was to us; every eye was focused on the lively figures dancing around the big fire. Quickly and quietly, we moved across the small patch of level ground to the welcoming trees and found ourselves in a narrow strip of shadow between the light of the large fire we had just left and a smaller fire glowing redly in front of the Emperor's lodge. Under the trees, waiting for us, was the Indian girl, with her slender frame, large shy eyes, and a finger on her lips. She wouldn't speak or linger but flitted in front of us, as quiet and swift as a moth, leading us into the darkness beyond the firelight, almost to the line of sentinels. A larger-than-usual wigwam, shaded by trees, stood in our way; the girl, gliding ahead of us, pulled aside the mats that covered the entrance. We hesitated for a moment, then bent down and entered the place.
CHAPTER XXXIII IN WHICH MY FRIEND BECOMES MY FOE
IN the centre of the wigwam the customary fire burned clear and bright, showing the white mats, the dressed skins, the implements of war hanging upon the bark walls,—all the usual furniture of an Indian dwelling,—and showing also Nantauquas standing against the stripped trunk of a pine that pierced the wigwam from floor to roof. The fire was between us. He stood so rigid, at his full height, with folded arms and head held high, and his features were so blank and still, so forced and frozen, as it were, into composure, that, with the red light beating upon him and the thin smoke curling above his head, he had the look of a warrior tied to the stake.
In the middle of the wigwam, the usual fire burned bright and clear, illuminating the white mats, the dressed skins, and the weapons hanging on the bark walls—all the typical furnishings of an Indian home. It also revealed Nantauquas standing against the stripped trunk of a pine that went from the floor to the roof of the wigwam. The fire was between us. He stood so still, at his full height, with his arms crossed and his head held high. His expression was blank and unmoving, appearing forcibly composed, as if frozen in place. With the red light shining on him and the thin smoke curling above his head, he looked like a warrior bound to a stake.
“Nantauquas!” I exclaimed, and striding past the fire would have touched him but that with a slight and authoritative motion of the hand he kept me back. Otherwise there was no change in his position or in the dead calm of his face.
“Nantauquas!” I exclaimed, and as I walked past the fire, I would have touched him, but with a slight and commanding wave of his hand, he held me back. Other than that, there was no change in his stance or in the dead calm of his expression.
The Indian maid had dropped the mat at the entrance, and if she waited, waited without in the darkness. Diccon, now staring at the young chief, now eyeing the weapons upon the wall with all a lover's passion, kept near the doorway. Through the thickness of the bark and woven twigs the wild cries and singing came to us somewhat faintly; beneath that distant noise could be heard the wind in the trees and the soft fall of the burning pine.
The Indian maid had left the mat at the entrance, and if she waited, she waited in the darkness outside. Diccon, now gazing at the young chief and then glancing at the weapons on the wall with all the passion of a lover, stayed close to the doorway. Through the thick bark and woven twigs, we could hear the wild cries and singing somewhat faintly; beneath that distant noise, the wind rustled in the trees and the soft crackle of burning pine could be heard.
“Well!” I asked at last. “What is the matter, my friend?”
“Well!” I finally asked. “What’s wrong, my friend?”
For a full minute he made no answer, and when he did speak his voice matched his face.
For a whole minute, he didn't say anything, and when he finally spoke, his voice reflected his expression.
“My friend,” he said, “I am going to show myself a friend indeed to the English, to the strangers who were not content with their own hunting grounds beyond the great salt water. When I have done this, I do not know that Captain Percy will call me 'friend' again.”
“My friend,” he said, “I’m going to prove myself to be a true friend to the English, to the outsiders who weren’t satisfied with their own territories across the wide ocean. After I do this, I’m not sure Captain Percy will still call me 'friend'.”
“You were wont to speak plainly, Nantauquas,” I answered him. “I am not fond of riddles.”
“You used to speak straightforwardly, Nantauquas,” I replied. “I'm not a fan of riddles.”
Again he waited, as though he found speech difficult. I stared at him in amazement, he was so changed in so short a time.
Again he waited, as if he found it hard to speak. I looked at him in disbelief; he had changed so much in such a short time.
He spoke at last: “When the dance is over, and the fires are low, and the sunrise is at hand, then will Opechancanough come to you to bid you farewell. He will give you the pearls that he wears about his neck for a present to the Governor, and a bracelet for yourself. Also he will give you three men for a guard through the forest. He has messages of love to send the white men, and he would send them by you who were his enemy and his captive. So all the white men shall believe in his love.”
He finally spoke: “When the dance is over, the fires are dying down, and the sunrise is approaching, Opechancanough will come to say goodbye. He will give you the pearls he wears around his neck as a gift for the Governor, and a bracelet for you. He’ll also provide you with three men to guard you through the forest. He has messages of love to send to the white men, and he wants to send them with you, who were once his enemy and captive. So all the white men will believe in his love.”
“Well,” I said dryly as he paused. “I will take his messages. What next?”
“Well,” I said flatly as he paused. “I’ll take his messages. What’s next?”
“Those are the words of Opechancanough. Now listen to the words of Nantauquas, the son of Wahunsonacock, a war chief of the Powhatans. There are two sharp knives there, hanging beneath the bow and the quiver and the shield. Take them and hide them.”
“Those are the words of Opechancanough. Now listen to the words of Nantauquas, the son of Wahunsonacock, a war chief of the Powhatans. There are two sharp knives hanging beneath the bow, the quiver, and the shield. Take them and hide them.”
The words were scarcely out of his mouth before Diccon had the two keen English blades. I took the one he offered me, and hid it in my doublet.
The words had barely left his lips before Diccon handed me the two sharp English swords. I took the one he offered and tucked it into my jacket.
“So we go armed, Nantauquas,” I said. “Love and peace and goodwill consort not with such toys.”
“So we go armed, Nantauquas,” I said. “Love and peace and goodwill don’t mix with stuff like that.”
“You may want them,” he went on, with no change in his low, measured tones. “If you see aught in the forest that you should not see, if they think you know more than you are meant to know, then those three, who have knives and tomahawks, are to kill you, whom they believe unarmed.”
“You might want to be careful,” he continued, keeping his voice low and steady. “If you notice anything unusual in the forest that you're not supposed to see, if they think you know more than you should, then those three, who have knives and tomahawks, are going to kill you, since they believe you’re unarmed.”
“See aught that we should not see, know more than we are meant to know?” I said. “To the point, friend.”
“Do we see things we shouldn’t see, know more than we’re supposed to know?” I said. “Get to the point, friend.”
“They will go slowly, too, through the forest to Jamestown, stopping to eat and to sleep. For them there is no need to run like the stag with the hunter behind him.”
“They will move slowly through the forest to Jamestown, taking breaks to eat and sleep. There's no need for them to rush like a deer with a hunter on its tail.”
“Then we should make for Jamestown as for life,” I said, “not sleeping or eating or making pause?”
“Then we should head to Jamestown as if our lives depend on it,” I said, “not stopping to sleep, eat, or take a break?”
“Yea,” he replied, “if you would not die, you and all your people.”
“Yeah,” he replied, “if you don’t want to die, you and everyone with you.”
In the silence of the hut the fire crackled, and the branches of the trees outside, bent by the wind, made a grating sound against the bark roof.
In the quiet of the hut, the fire popped, and the branches of the trees outside, swayed by the wind, scraped against the bark roof.
“How die?” I asked at last. “Speak out!”
“How did they die?” I finally asked. “Just tell me!”
“Die by the arrow and the tomahawk,” he answered,—“yea, and by the guns you have given the red men. To-morrow's sun, and the next, and the next,—three suns,—and the tribes will fall upon the English. At the same hour, when the men are in the fields and the women and children are in the houses, they will strike,—Kecoughtans, Paspaheghs, Chickahominies, Pamunkeys, Arrowhatocks, Chesapeakes, Nansemonds, Accomacs,—as one man will they strike; and from where the Powhatan falls over the rocks to the salt water beyond Accomac, there will not be one white man left alive.”
“Die by the arrow and the tomahawk,” he replied, “and by the guns you've given the Native Americans. Tomorrow's sun, and the next, and the one after that—three suns—and the tribes will attack the English. At the same hour, when the men are in the fields and the women and children are at home, they will strike—Kecoughtans, Paspaheghs, Chickahominies, Pamunkeys, Arrowhatocks, Chesapeakes, Nansemonds, Accomacs—as one they will strike; and from where the Powhatan falls over the rocks to the salt water beyond Accomac, there won't be a single white man left alive.”
He ceased to speak, and for a minute the fire made the only sound in the hut. Then, “All die?” I asked dully. “There are three thousand Englishmen in Virginia.”
He stopped talking, and for a minute, the fire was the only sound in the hut. Then, I asked flatly, “Do they all die?” “There are three thousand Englishmen in Virginia.”
“They are scattered and unwarned. The fighting men of the villages of the Powhatan and the Pamunkey and the great bay are many, and they have sharpened their hatchets and filled their quivers with arrows.”
“They are scattered and caught off guard. The warriors from the villages of the Powhatan and the Pamunkey and the great bay are numerous, and they have sharpened their hatchets and stocked their quivers with arrows.”
“Scattered,” I said, “strewn broadcast up and down the river,—here a lonely house, there a cluster of two or three; they at Jamestown and Henricus off guard,—the men in the fields or at the wharves, the women and the children busy within doors, all unwarned—O my God!”
“Scattered,” I said, “spread out along the river—there's a lone house here, a small group of two or three over there; they at Jamestown and Henricus are off guard—the men in the fields or at the docks, the women and children busy inside, completely unaware—Oh my God!”
Diccon strode over from the doorway to the fire. “We'd best be going, I reckon, sir,” he cried. “Or you wait until morning; then there'll be two chances. Now that I've a knife, I'm thinking I can give account of one of them damned sentries, at least. Once clear of them”—
Diccon walked over from the doorway to the fire. “We should get going, I think, sir,” he said. “Or you can wait until morning; then there'll be two options. Now that I've got a knife, I figure I can take care of one of those damned sentries, at least. Once we’re past them”—
I shook my head, and the Indian too made a gesture of dissent. “You would only be the first to die.”
I shook my head, and the Indian also signaled disagreement. “You’d just be the first to die.”
I leaned against the side of the hut, for my heart beat like a frightened woman's. “Three days!” I exclaimed. “If we go with all our speed we shall be in time. When did you learn this thing?”
I leaned against the side of the hut, my heart racing like a scared woman's. “Three days!” I said. “If we hurry, we can make it in time. When did you find this out?”
“While you watched the dance,” he answered, “Opechancanough and I sat within his lodge in the darkness. His heart was moved, and he talked to me of his own youth in a strange country, south of the sunset, where he and his people dwelt in stone houses and worshiped a great and fierce god, giving him blood to drink and flesh to eat. To that country, too, white men had come in ships. Then he spoke to me of Powhatan, my father,—of how wise he was and how great a chief before the English came, and how the English made him kneel in sign that he held his lands from their King, and how he hated them; and then he told me that the tribes had called me 'woman,' 'lover no longer of the warpath and the scalp dance,' but that he, who had no son, loved me as his son, knowing my heart to be Indian still; and then I heard what I have told you.”
“While you watched the dance,” he replied, “Opechancanough and I sat together in his lodge in the dark. He was feeling emotional and talked to me about his own youth in a distant land, south of the sunset, where he and his people lived in stone houses and worshiped a powerful and fierce god, offering him blood to drink and flesh to eat. White men had also arrived in that land by ship. Then he shared stories about Powhatan, my father—how wise he was and how great a chief he had been before the English arrived, and how the English made him kneel as a sign that he held his lands from their King, which filled him with hatred; and then he told me that the tribes referred to me as 'woman,' 'no longer a lover of the warpath and scalp dance,' but that he, having no son, loved me as his own, knowing my heart was still Indian; and then I heard what I just shared with you.”
“How long had this been planned?”
“How long has this been planned?”
“For many moons. I have been a child, fooled and turned aside from the trail; not wise enough to see it beneath the flowers, through the smoke of the peace pipes.”
“For a long time, I have been a child, deceived and led off the path; not smart enough to see it beneath the flowers, through the smoke of the peace pipes.”
“Why does Opechancanough send us back to the settlements?” I demanded. “Their faith in him needs no strengthening.”
“Why does Opechancanough send us back to the settlements?” I asked. “Their faith in him doesn’t need any boosting.”
“It is his fancy. Every hunter and trader and learner of our tongues, living in the villages or straying in the woods, has been sent back to Jamestown or to his hundred with presents and with words that are sweeter than honey. He has told the three who go with you the hour in which you are to reach Jamestown; he would have you as singing birds, telling lying tales to the Governor, with scarce the smoking of a pipe between those words of peace and the war whoop. But if those who go with you see reason to misdoubt you, they will kill you in the forest.”
“It’s his idea. Every hunter, trader, and language learner, whether they live in the villages or wander in the woods, has been sent back to Jamestown or their own people with gifts and words that are sweeter than honey. He has informed the three people traveling with you about the time you’ll arrive in Jamestown; he wants you to be like singing birds, spinning tall tales for the Governor, with hardly a moment between those words of peace and the war cries. But if the ones accompanying you have any reason to doubt you, they will kill you in the forest.”
His voice fell, and he stood in silence, straight as an arrow, against the post, the firelight playing over his dark limbs and sternly quiet face. Outside, the night wind, rising, began to howl through the naked branches, and a louder burst of yells came to us from the roisterers in the distance. The mat before the doorway shook, and a slim brown hand, slipped between the wood and the woven grass, beckoned to us.
His voice trailed off, and he stood silently, rigid as a dart, against the post, the firelight dancing over his dark limbs and serious, still face. Outside, the night wind picked up and started to howl through the bare branches, while a louder wave of shouts echoed from the revelers in the distance. The mat at the doorway trembled, and a slender brown hand slipped between the wood and the woven grass, signaling for us to come.
“Why did you come?” demanded the Indian. “Long ago, when there were none but dark men from the Chesapeake to the hunting grounds beneath the sunset, we were happy. Why did you leave your own land, in the strange black ships with sails like the piled-up clouds of summer? Was it not a good land? Were not your forests broad and green, your fields fruitful, your rivers deep and filled with fish? And the towns I have heard of—were they not fair? You are brave men: had you no enemies there, and no warpaths? It was your home: a man should love the good earth over which he hunts, upon which stands his village. This is the red man's land. He wishes his hunting grounds, his maize fields, and his rivers for himself, his women and children. He has no ships in which to go to another country. When you first came we thought you were gods; but you have not done like the great white God who, you say, loves you so. You are wiser and stronger than we, but your strength and wisdom help us not: they press us down from men to children; they are weights upon the head and shoulders of a babe to keep him under stature. Ill gifts have you brought us, evil have you wrought us”—
“Why did you come?” demanded the Indian. “A long time ago, when there were only dark-skinned people from the Chesapeake to the sunset's hunting grounds, we were happy. Why did you leave your own land in those strange black ships with sails like piled-up summer clouds? Was your land not good? Were your forests not wide and green, your fields fruitful, your rivers deep and filled with fish? And the towns I've heard about—were they not beautiful? You are brave men: did you have no enemies there, no warpaths? It was your home: a man should love the good earth he hunts on, where his village stands. This is the red man's land. He wants his hunting grounds, his cornfields, and his rivers for himself, his women and children. He has no ships to take him to another country. When you first arrived, we thought you were gods; but you have not acted like the great white God who, you say, loves you so. You are wiser and stronger than us, but your strength and wisdom do not help us: they push us down from men to children; they are weights on the head and shoulders of a baby to keep him short. You have brought us ill gifts; you have done us harm.”
“Not to you, Nantauquas!” I cried, stung into speech.
“Not to you, Nantauquas!” I shouted, caught off guard and speaking out.
He turned his eyes upon me. “Nantauquas is the war chief of his tribe. Opechancanough is his king, and he lies upon his bed in his lodge and says within himself: 'My war chief, the Panther, the son of Wahunsonacock, who was chief of all the Powhatans, sits now within his wigwam, sharpening flints for his arrows, making his tomahawk bright and keen, thinking of a day three suns hence, when the tribes will shake off forever the hand upon their shoulder,—the hand so heavy and white that strives always to bend them to the earth and keep them there.' Tell me, you Englishman who have led in war, another name for Nantauquas, and ask no more what evil you have done him.”
He looked at me. “Nantauquas is the war chief of his tribe. Opechancanough is his king, and he lies in his lodge, thinking to himself: 'My war chief, the Panther, the son of Wahunsonacock, who was chief of all the Powhatans, is now in his wigwam, sharpening flints for his arrows, making his tomahawk sharp and ready, thinking about a day three suns from now, when the tribes will finally shake off the heavy hand that weighs down on them—the hand so pale and heavy that tries to force them down to the earth and keep them there.' Tell me, you Englishman who has led in battle, another name for Nantauquas, and don’t ask me again what wrong you have done him.”
“I will not call you 'traitor,' Nantauquas,” I said, after a pause. “There is a difference. You are not the first child of Powhatan who has loved and shielded the white men.”
“I won’t call you a ‘traitor,’ Nantauquas,” I said, after a pause. “There’s a difference. You’re not the first child of Powhatan who has cared for and protected the white men.”
“She was a woman, a child,” he answered. “Out of pity she saved your lives, not knowing that it was to the hurt of her people. Then you were few and weak, and could not take your revenge. Now, if you die not, you will drink deep of vengeance,—so deep that your lips may never leave the cup. More ships will come, and more; you will grow ever stronger. There may come a moon when the deep forests and the shining rivers know us, to whom Kiwassa gave them, no more.” He paused, with unmoved face, and eyes that seemed to pierce the wall and look out into unfathomable distances. “Go!” he said at last. “If you die not in the woods, if you see again the man whom I called my brother and teacher, tell him. .. tell him nothing! Go!”
“She was both a woman and a child,” he replied. “Out of pity, she saved your lives, not realizing it would hurt her people. Back then, you were few and weak and couldn’t take your revenge. Now, if you survive, you will seek revenge deeply—so deeply that your lips may never leave the cup. More ships will come, and more; you will only grow stronger. There may come a time when the deep forests and the shining rivers will know us, the ones to whom Kiwassa gave them, no longer.” He paused, his expression unchanged, and his eyes seemed to look beyond the wall into endless distances. “Go!” he finally said. “If you don’t die in the woods, if you see again the man I called my brother and teacher, tell him... tell him nothing! Go!”
“Come with us,” urged Diccon gruffly. “We English will make a place for you among us”—and got no further, for I turned upon him with a stern command for silence.
“Come with us,” Diccon urged gruffly. “We English will make a place for you among us”—and he got no further, as I turned to him with a stern command to be silent.
“I ask of you no such thing, Nantauquas,” I said. “Come against us, if you will. Nobly warned, fair upon our guard, we will meet you as knightly foe should be met.”
“I’m not asking you for that, Nantauquas,” I said. “Feel free to come at us if you want. With fair warning and being on our guard, we’ll face you as any honorable opponent should.”
He stood for a minute, the quick change that had come into his face at Diccon's blundering words gone, and his features sternly impassive again; then, very slowly, he raised his arm from his side and held out his hand. His eyes met mine in sombre inquiry, half eager, half proudly doubtful.
He stood there for a minute, the brief shift in his expression caused by Diccon's awkward words fading away, and his face returning to a stern, emotionless state; then, very slowly, he lifted his arm from his side and extended his hand. His eyes met mine with a serious question, a mix of eagerness and proud uncertainty.
I went to him at once, and took his hand in mine. No word was spoken. Presently he withdrew his hand from my clasp, and, putting his finger to his lips, whistled low to the Indian girl. She drew aside the hanging mats, and we passed out, Diccon and I, leaving him standing as we had found him, upright against the post, in the red firelight.
I went to him right away and took his hand in mine. No words were exchanged. Soon he pulled his hand away from my grip and, putting his finger to his lips, whistled softly to the Indian girl. She moved the hanging mats aside, and Diccon and I stepped out, leaving him standing just as we had found him, upright against the post, in the red firelight.
Should we ever go through the woods, pass through that gathering storm, reach Jamestown, warn them there of the death that was rushing upon them? Should we ever leave that hated village? Would the morning ever come? When we reached our hut, unseen, and sat down just within the doorway to watch for the dawn, it seemed as though the stars would never pale. Again and again the leaping Indians between us and the fire fed the tall flame; if one figure fell in the wild dancing, another took its place; the yelling never ceased, nor the beating of the drums.
Should we ever go through the woods, get caught in that gathering storm, reach Jamestown, and warn them about the death that was coming for them? Should we ever leave that hated village? Would morning ever arrive? When we reached our hut, unseen, and sat down just inside the doorway to watch for dawn, it felt like the stars would never dim. Again and again, the jumping Indians between us and the fire fueled the tall flame; if one figure fell in the wild dancing, another took its place; the yelling never stopped, nor did the drumming.
It was an alarum that was sounding, and there were only two to hear; miles away beneath the mute stars English men and women lay asleep, with the hour thundering at their gates, and there was none to cry, “Awake!” When would the dawn come, when should we be gone? I could have cried out in that agony of waiting, with the leagues on leagues to be traveled, and the time so short! If we never reached those sleepers—I saw the dark warriors gathering, tribe on tribe, war party on war party, thick crowding shadows of death, slipping though the silent forest... and the clearings we had made and the houses we had built... the goodly Englishmen, Kent and Thorpe and Yeardley, Maddison, Wynne, Hamor, the men who had striven to win and hold this land so fatal and so fair, West and Rolfe and Jeremy Sparrow... the children about the doorsteps, the women... one woman...
It was an alarm that was sounding, and only two could hear it; miles away beneath the silent stars, English men and women lay asleep, with the hour roaring at their gates, and no one to shout, “Wake up!” When would dawn arrive, when would we be gone? I could have screamed out in that agony of waiting, with leagues and leagues to travel and so little time! If we never reached those sleepers—I saw the dark warriors gathering, tribe by tribe, war party by war party, thick shadows of death, slipping through the quiet forest... and the clearings we had made and the houses we had built... the admirable Englishmen, Kent and Thorpe and Yeardley, Maddison, Wynne, Hamor, the men who had worked to win and hold this land, so deadly and so beautiful, West and Rolfe and Jeremy Sparrow... the children on the doorsteps, the women... one woman...
It came to an end, as all things earthly will. The flames of the great bonfire sank lower and lower, and as they sank the gray light faltered into being, grew, and strengthened. At last the dancers were still, the women scattered, the priests with their hideous Okee gone. The wailing of the pipes died away, the drums ceased to beat, and the village lay in the keen wind and the pale light, inert and quiet with the stillness of exhaustion.
It came to an end, as all things earthly do. The flames of the great bonfire dwindled lower and lower, and as they did, the gray light struggled to emerge, grew, and became stronger. Finally, the dancers stopped, the women dispersed, and the priests with their eerie Okee disappeared. The wailing of the pipes faded away, the drums stopped beating, and the village lay in the sharp wind and the dim light, motionless and quiet in the stillness of fatigue.
The pause and hush did not last. When the ruffled pools amid the marshes were rosy beneath the sunrise, the women brought us food, and the warriors and old men gathered about us. They sat upon mats or billets of wood, and I offered them bread and meat, and told them they must come to Jamestown to taste of the white man's cookery.
The pause and silence didn't last long. When the disturbed puddles in the marshes were pink under the sunrise, the women brought us food, and the warriors and elders gathered around us. They sat on mats or wooden logs, and I offered them bread and meat, telling them they had to come to Jamestown to try the white man's cooking.
Scarcely was the meal over when Opechancanough issued from his lodge, with his picked men behind him, and, coming slowly up to us, took his seat upon the white mat that was spread for him. For a few minutes he sat in a silence that neither we nor his people cared to break. Only the wind sang in the brown branches, and from some forest brake came a stag's hoarse cry. As he sat in the sunshine he glistened all over, like an Ethiop besprent with silver; for his dark limbs and mighty chest had been oiled, and then powdered with antimony. Through his scalp lock was stuck an eagle's feather; across his face, from temple to chin, was a bar of red paint; the eyes above were very bright and watchful, but we upon whom that scrutiny was bent were as little wont as he to let our faces tell our minds.
As soon as the meal was finished, Opechancanough came out of his lodge, followed by his selected men. He slowly approached us and took his place on the white mat that was laid out for him. For a few minutes, he sat in silence, and neither we nor his people felt like breaking it. Only the wind whispered through the brown branches, and from somewhere in the forest, we heard the hoarse cry of a stag. Sitting in the sunlight, he shone like a statue, his dark limbs and strong chest glistening as he had been oiled and then dusted with antimony. An eagle's feather was stuck in his scalp lock, and a stripe of red paint ran across his face from his temple to his chin. His eyes were very bright and watchful, but we, the ones under his gaze, were just as skilled at keeping our expressions from revealing our thoughts.
One of his young men brought a great pipe, carved and painted, stem and bowl; an old man filled it with tobacco, and a warrior lit it and bore it to the Emperor. He put it to his lips and smoked in silence, while the sun climbed higher and higher, and the golden minutes that were more precious than heart's blood went by, at once too slow, too swift.
One of his young men brought a beautifully carved and painted pipe, complete with stem and bowl; an older man packed it with tobacco, and a warrior lit it and handed it to the Emperor. He brought it to his lips and smoked quietly as the sun rose higher and higher, and the precious golden moments, more valuable than life itself, passed by, feeling both too slow and too fast.
At last, his part in the solemn mockery played, he held out the pipe to me. “The sky will fall, and the rivers run dry, and the birds cease to sing,” he said, “before the smoke of the calumet fades from the land.”
At last, having finished his role in the serious joke, he handed the pipe to me. “The sky will fall, the rivers will run dry, and the birds will stop singing,” he said, “before the smoke from the peace pipe disappears from this land.”
I took the symbol of peace, and smoked it as silently and soberly—ay, and as slowly—as he had done before me, then laid it leisurely aside and held out my hand. “My eyes have been holden,” I told him, “but now I see plainly the deep graves of the hatchets and the drifting of the peace smoke through the forest. Let Opechancanough come to Jamestown to smoke of the Englishman's uppowoc, and to receive rich presents,—a red robe like his brother Powhatan's, and a cup from which he shall drink, he and all his people.”
I picked up the peace pipe and smoked it quietly and thoughtfully—yes, just as he had done before me—then I set it down slowly and extended my hand. “I was blind before,” I told him, “but now I see clearly the deep graves of the hatchets and the peace smoke drifting through the woods. Let Opechancanough come to Jamestown to share in the Englishman’s tobacco and to receive valuable gifts—a red robe like his brother Powhatan’s, and a cup for him and all his people to drink from.”
He laid his dark fingers in mine for an instant, withdrew them, and, rising to his feet, motioned to three Indians who stood out from the throng of warriors. “These are Captain Percy's guides and friends,” he announced. “The sun is high; it is time that he was gone. Here are presents for him and for my brother the Governor.” As he spoke, he took from his neck the rope of pearls and from his arm a copper bracelet, and laid both upon my palm.
He briefly placed his dark fingers in mine, pulled them away, and, standing up, signaled to three Native Americans who were separate from the crowd of warriors. “These are Captain Percy's guides and friends,” he said. “The sun is high; it's time for him to leave. Here are gifts for him and for my brother the Governor.” As he spoke, he took off a string of pearls from around his neck and a copper bracelet from his arm, placing both in my hand.
I thrust the pearls within my doublet, and slipped the bracelet upon my wrist. “Thanks, Opechancanough,” I said briefly. “When we meet again I shall not greet you with empty thanks.”
I shoved the pearls into my jacket and put the bracelet on my wrist. “Thanks, Opechancanough,” I said quickly. “When we meet again, I won’t just say thank you.”
By this all the folk of the village had gathered around us; and now the drums beat again, and the maidens raised a wild and plaintive song of farewell. At a sign from the werowance men and women formed a rude procession, and followed us, who were to go upon a journey, to the edge of the village where the marsh began. Only the dark Emperor and the old men stayed behind, sitting and standing in the sunshine, with the peace pipe lying on the grass at their feet, and the wind moving the branches overhead. I looked back and saw them thus, and wondered idly how many minutes they would wait before putting on the black paint. Of Nantauquas we had seen nothing. Either he had gone to the forest, or upon some pretense he kept within his lodge.
By this time, the entire village had gathered around us; and now the drums beat again, and the young women sang a wild and mournful farewell song. At a signal from the leader, men and women formed a makeshift procession and followed us, those about to embark on a journey, to the outskirts of the village where the marsh began. Only the dark Emperor and the elders remained behind, sitting and standing in the sunlight, with the peace pipe resting on the grass at their feet, and the wind rustling the branches above. I looked back and saw them there, and I idly wondered how many minutes they would wait before putting on the black paint. We hadn’t seen anything of Nantauquas. He had either gone into the forest or was staying hidden in his lodge under some pretense.
We bade farewell to the noisy throng who had brought us upon our way, and went down to the river, where we found a canoe and rowers, crossed the stream, and, bidding the rowers good-by, entered the forest. It was Wednesday morning, and the sun was two hours high. Three suns, Nantauquas had said: on Friday, then, the blow would fall. Three days! Once at Jamestown, it would take three days to warn each lonely scattered settlement, to put the colony into any posture of defense. What of the leagues of danger-haunted forest to be traversed before even a single soul of the three thousand could be warned?
We said goodbye to the noisy crowd that had sent us off and headed down to the river, where we found a canoe and some rowers. We crossed the stream and, after saying goodbye to the rowers, entered the forest. It was Wednesday morning, and the sun was already two hours up. Nantauquas had mentioned three suns: which meant the blow would fall on Friday. Three days! Once in Jamestown, it would take three days to warn each lonely, scattered settlement and prepare the colony for defense. What about the leagues of danger-filled forest we had to cross before even a single person out of the three thousand could be alerted?
As for the three Indians,—who had their orders to go slowly, who at any suspicious haste or question or anxiety on our part were to kill us whom they deemed unarmed,—when they left their village that morning, they left it forever. There were times when Diccon and I had no need of speech, but knew each other's mind without; so now, though no word had been spoken, we were agreed to set upon and slay our guides the first occasion that offered.
As for the three Indians—who were instructed to go slowly, and if we showed any signs of haste, suspicion, or anxiety, they were to kill us, considering us unarmed—when they left their village that morning, they left it for good. There were moments when Diccon and I didn't need to say anything, but understood each other's thoughts without speaking; so now, even though no words were exchanged, we both agreed to attack and kill our guides at the first opportunity.
CHAPTER XXXIV IN WHICH THE RACE IS NOT TO THE SWIFT
THE three Indians of whom we must rid ourselves were approved warriors, fierce as wolves, cunning as foxes, keen-eyed as hawks. They had no reason to doubt us, to dream that we would turn upon them, but from habit they watched us, with tomahawk and knife resting lightly in their belts.
THE three Indians we need to get rid of were skilled warriors, fierce as wolves, clever as foxes, sharp-eyed as hawks. They had no reason to mistrust us, to think we would betray them, but out of habit, they kept an eye on us, with their tomahawk and knife hanging lightly in their belts.
As for us, we walked slowly, smiled freely, and spoke frankly. The sunshine streaming down in the spaces where the trees fell away was not brighter than our mood. Had we not smoked the peace pipe? Were we not on our way home? Diccon, walking behind me, fell into a low-voiced conversation with the savage who strode beside him. It related to the barter for a dozen otterskins of a gun which he had at Jamestown. The savage was to bring the skins to Paspahegh at his earliest convenience, and Diccon would meet him there and give him the gun, provided the pelts were to his liking. As they talked, each, in his mind's eye, saw the other dead before him. The one meant to possess a gun, indeed, but he thought to take it himself from the munition house at Jamestown; the other knew that the otter which died not until this Indian's arrow quivered in its side would live until doomsday. Yet they discussed the matter gravely, hedging themselves about with provisos, and, the bargain clinched, walked on side by side in the silence of a perfect and all-comprehending amity.
As for us, we walked slowly, smiled openly, and talked honestly. The sunlight pouring down in the clearings where the trees were sparse was not brighter than our mood. Had we not made peace? Were we not on our way home? Diccon, walking behind me, struck up a quiet conversation with the Native American next to him. They discussed trading a dozen otter skins for a gun that Diccon had in Jamestown. The Native American would bring the skins to Paspahegh at his earliest convenience, and Diccon would meet him there to give him the gun, as long as he was satisfied with the pelts. As they talked, each silently pictured the other dead before him. One wanted the gun, that was clear, but he thought he would take it himself from the armory in Jamestown; the other knew that the otter would only die after this Indian's arrow struck it. Still, they discussed the deal seriously, making sure to include conditions, and once the arrangement was made, they continued walking side by side in the calm of an understanding friendship.
The sun rode higher and higher, gilding the misty green of the budding trees, quickening the red maple bloom into fierce scarlet, throwing lances of light down through the pine branches to splinter against the dark earth far below. For an hour it shone; then clouds gathered and shut it from sight. The forest darkened, and the wind arose with a shriek. The young trees cowered before the blast, the strong and vigorous beat their branches together with a groaning sound, the old and worn fell crashing to the earth. Presently the rain rushed down, slant lines of silver tearing through the wood with the sound of the feet of an army; hail followed, a torrent of ice beating and bruising all tender green things to the earth. The wind took the multitudinous sounds,—the cries of frightened birds, the creaking trees, the snap of breaking boughs, the crash of falling giants, the rush of the rain, the drumming of the hail,—enwound them with itself, and made the forest like a great shell held close to the ear.
The sun climbed higher and higher, shining on the misty green of the budding trees, making the red maple blooms burst into bright scarlet, and casting beams of light through the pine branches to scatter against the dark earth below. It shone for an hour; then clouds gathered and blocked it from view. The forest darkened, and the wind picked up with a howl. The young trees shrank back from the blast, the strong and sturdy banged their branches together with a groaning sound, while the old and weary fell crashing to the ground. Soon, the rain poured down, slanting silver lines slicing through the woods with the sound of an army's march; hail followed, a torrent of ice smashing and bruising all the tender green things to the ground. The wind gathered all the many sounds—the cries of scared birds, the creaking trees, the snap of breaking branches, the crash of falling giants, the rush of the rain, the drumming of the hail—and wove them together, making the forest feel like a giant shell held close to the ear.
There was no house to flee to; so long as we could face the hail we staggered on, heads down, buffeting the wind; but at last, the fury of the storm increasing, we were fain to throw ourselves upon the earth, in a little brake, where an overhanging bank somewhat broke the wind. A mighty oak, swaying and groaning above us, might fall and crush us like eggshells; but if we went on, the like fate might meet us in the way. Broken and withered limbs, driven by the wind, went past us like crooked shadows; it grew darker and darker, and the air was deadly cold.
There was no house to run to; as long as we could withstand the hail, we kept moving, heads down, fighting against the wind. But finally, as the storm intensified, we had to collapse onto the ground, finding refuge in a small thicket where an overhanging bank sheltered us somewhat from the wind. A massive oak tree swayed and groaned above us, threatening to fall and crush us like fragile eggshells; yet if we continued on, we might face the same fate down the path. Broken and twisted branches, driven by the wind, passed by us like dark shadows; it grew darker and colder by the minute, and the air felt deadly.
The three Indians pressed their faces against the ground; they dreamed not of harm from us, but Okee was in the merciless hail and the first thunder of the year, now pealing through the wood. Suddenly Diccon raised himself upon his elbow, and looked across at me. Our eyes had no sooner met than his hand was at his bosom. The savage nearest him, feeling the movement, as it were, lifted his head from the earth, of which it was so soon to become a part; but if he saw the knife, he saw it too late. The blade, driven down with all the strength of a desperate man, struck home; when it was drawn from its sheath of flesh, there remained to us but a foe apiece.
The three Indians pressed their faces against the ground; they didn't expect any harm from us, but Okee was caught in the relentless hail and the first thunder of the year, now echoing through the woods. Suddenly, Diccon propped himself up on his elbow and looked over at me. As soon as our eyes met, his hand was at his chest. The savage closest to him, sensing the movement, lifted his head from the earth, which he was about to become part of; but if he noticed the knife, he saw it too late. The blade, driven down with all the strength of a desperate man, struck home; when it was pulled from the flesh, we were left with just one enemy each.
In the instant of its descent I had thrown myself upon the Indian nearest me. It was not a time for overniceness. If I could have done so, I would have struck him in the back while he thought no harm; as it was, some subtle instinct warning him, he whirled himself over in time to strike up my hand and to clench with me. He was very strong, and his naked body, wet with rain, slipped like a snake from my hold. Over and over we rolled on the rain-soaked moss and rotted leaves and cold black earth, the hail blinding us, and the wind shrieking like a thousand watching demons. He strove to reach the knife within his belt; I, to prevent him, and to strike deep with the knife I yet held.
In the moment it was falling, I threw myself at the closest Indian. This wasn’t the time for politeness. If I could have, I would have hit him in the back while he was unprepared; but his instinct kicked in, and he turned just in time to block my hand and grapple with me. He was very strong, and his wet, naked body slipped from my grasp like a snake. We rolled repeatedly over the rain-drenched moss, rotting leaves, and cold, dark ground, the hail blinding us and the wind howling like a thousand watching demons. He tried to reach for the knife at his belt; I worked to stop him and to strike deep with the knife I still held.
At last I did so. Blood gushed over my hand and wrist, the clutch upon my arm relaxed, the head fell back. The dying eyes glared into mine; then the lids shut forever upon that unquenchable hatred. I staggered to my feet and turned, to find that Diccon had given account of the third Indian.
At last, I did it. Blood poured over my hand and wrist, the grip on my arm loosened, and the head fell back. The dying eyes stared into mine; then the lids closed forever on that unending hatred. I stumbled to my feet and turned to see that Diccon had taken care of the third Indian.
We stood up in the hail and the wind, and looked at the dead men at our feet. Then, without speaking, we went our way through the tossing forest, with the hailstones coming thick against us, and the wind a strong hand to push us back. When we came to a little trickling spring, we knelt and washed our hands.
We stood in the hail and the wind, looking at the dead men at our feet. Then, without saying a word, we made our way through the swaying forest, with the hailstones hitting us hard, and the wind pushing us back. When we reached a small trickling spring, we knelt down and washed our hands.
The hail ceased, but the rain fell and the wind blew throughout the morning. We made what speed we could over the boggy earth against the storm, but we knew that we were measuring miles where we should have measured leagues. There was no breath to waste in words, and thought was a burden quite intolerable; it was enough to stumble on through the partial light, with a mind as gray and blank as the rain-blurred distance.
The hail stopped, but the rain kept falling and the wind blew all morning. We moved as quickly as we could over the muddy ground against the storm, but we knew we were covering miles when we should have been covering leagues. There was no energy to waste on words, and thinking felt like an unbearable weight; it was enough to keep going through the dim light, with a mind as gray and blank as the rain-soaked view ahead.
At noon the clouds broke, and an hour later the sunshine was streaming down from a cloudless heaven, beneath which the forest lay clear before us, naught stirring save shy sylvan creatures to whom it mattered not if red man or white held the land.
At noon, the clouds cleared, and an hour later, sunshine poured down from a clear sky, revealing the forest in front of us, with nothing moving except for timid woodland creatures who didn't care whether the land belonged to the red man or the white man.
Side by side Diccon and I hurried on, not speaking, keeping eye and ear open, proposing with all our will to reach the goal we had set, and to reach it in time, let what might oppose. It was but another forced march; many had we made in our time, through dangers manifold, and had lived to tell the tale.
Side by side, Diccon and I rushed forward, silent but alert, fully determined to reach our goal and do it on time, no matter what obstacles we faced. It was just another forced march; we had made plenty of those before, through many dangers, and we had survived to share our story.
There was no leisure in which to play the Indian and cover up our footprints as we made them, but when we came to a brook we stepped into the cold, swift-flowing water, and kept it company for a while. The brook flowed between willows, thickly set, already green, and overarching a yard or more of water. Presently it bent sharply, and we turned with it. Ten yards in front of us the growth of willows ceased abruptly, the low, steep banks shelved downwards to a grassy level, and the stream widened into a clear and placid pool, as blue as the sky above. Crouched upon the grass or standing in the shallow water were some fifteen or twenty deer. We had come upon them without noise; the wind blew from them to us, and the willows hid us from their sight. There was no alarm, and we stood a moment watching them before we should throw a stone or branch into their midst and scare them from our path.
There was no time to pretend to be Native Americans and cover our tracks as we made them, but when we reached a stream, we stepped into the cold, fast-moving water and enjoyed it for a while. The stream wound between willows, which were thick and already green, arching over a yard or more of water. Soon it bent sharply, and we followed its curve. Ten yards ahead, the willow growth suddenly stopped, the low, steep banks sloped down to a grassy area, and the stream opened up into a clear, calm pool, as blue as the sky above. Crouched on the grass or standing in the shallow water were about fifteen or twenty deer. We approached them quietly; the wind blew from them to us, and the willows shielded us from their view. There was no alarm, and we stood for a moment watching them before we would throw a stone or branch into their midst to scare them away.
Suddenly, as we looked, the leader threw up his head, made a spring, and was off like a dart, across the stream and into the depths of the forest beyond. The herd followed. A moment, and there were only the trodden grass and the troubled waters; no other sign that aught living had passed that way.
Suddenly, as we watched, the leader lifted his head, sprang forward, and took off like a dart, across the stream and into the depths of the forest ahead. The herd followed. In a moment, all that was left were the crushed grass and the disturbed waters; there was no other sign that anything alive had passed this way.
“Now what was that for?” muttered Diccon. “I'm thinking we had best not take to the open just yet.”
“Now what was that about?” muttered Diccon. “I think we should hold off on going out in the open for now.”
For answer I parted the willows, and forced myself into the covert, pressing as closely as possible against the bank, and motioning him to do the same. He obeyed, and the thick-clustering gold-green twigs swung into place again, shutting us in with the black water and the leafy, crumbling bank. From that green dimness we could look out upon the pool and the grass, with small fear that we ourselves would be seen.
For an answer, I pushed aside the willows and squeezed myself into the thicket, pressing as close to the bank as I could and gesturing for him to do the same. He followed my lead, and the thick, clustered gold-green branches swung back into place, enclosing us with the dark water and the leafy, crumbling bank. From that greenish gloom, we could look out at the pool and the grass, feeling quite safe that we wouldn't be seen.
Out of the shadow of the trees into the grassy space stepped an Indian; a second followed, a third, a fourth,—one by one they came from the gloom into the sunlight, until we had counted a score or more. They made no pause, a glance telling them to what were due the trampled grass and the muddied water. As they crossed the stream one stooped and drank from his hand, but they said no word and made no noise. All were painted black; a few had face and chest striped with yellow. Their headdresses were tall and wonderful, their leggings and moccasins fringed with scalp locks; their hatchets glinted in the sunshine, and their quivers were stuck full of arrows. One by one they glided from the stream into the thick woods beyond. We waited until we knew that they were were deep in the forest, then crept from the willows and went our way.
Out of the shadows of the trees into the grassy area stepped an Indian; a second followed, then a third, a fourth—one by one they emerged from the darkness into the sunlight, until we had counted twenty or more. They didn’t stop, a quick glance telling them the reason for the crushed grass and the muddy water. As they crossed the stream, one bent down and drank from his hand, but they didn’t say a word or make any noise. All were painted black; a few had their faces and chests striped with yellow. Their headdresses were tall and impressive, their leggings and moccasins fringed with scalp locks; their hatchets sparkled in the sunlight, and their quivers were filled with arrows. One by one they glided from the stream into the dense woods beyond. We waited until we were sure they were deep in the forest, then crept out from the willows and continued on our way.
“They were Youghtenunds,” I said, in the low tones we used when we spoke at all, “and they went to the southward.”
“They were Youghtenunds,” I said in the soft voices we used when we actually talked, “and they headed south.”
“We may thank our stars that they missed our trail,” Diccon answered.
“We can be grateful that they didn’t find our trail,” Diccon replied.
We spoke no more, but, leaving the stream, struck again toward the south. The day wore on, and still we went without pause. Sun and shade and keen wind, long stretches of pine and open glades where we quickened our pace to a run, dense woods, snares of leafless vines, swamp and thicket through which we toiled so slowly that the heart bled at the delay, streams and fallen trees,—on and on we hurried, until the sun sank and the dusk came creeping in upon us.
We didn’t say anything else, but after leaving the stream, we headed south again. The day went on, and we kept moving without stopping. The sun and shade and sharp wind, long stretches of pine and open areas where we sped up to a run, thick woods, entanglements of leafless vines, swamp and thicket where we struggled so slowly that it felt like our hearts ached from the delay, streams and fallen trees—on and on we rushed until the sun set and twilight started creeping in on us.
“We've dined with Duke Humphrey to-day,” said Diccon at last; “but if we can keep this pace, and don't meet any more war parties, or fall foul of an Indian village, or have to fight the wolves to-night, we'll dine with the Governor to-morrow. What's that?”
“We had dinner with Duke Humphrey today,” Diccon finally said; “but if we can maintain this speed, and avoid any more war parties, or run into an Indian village, or have to deal with wolves tonight, we’ll have dinner with the Governor tomorrow. What’s that?”
“That” was the report of a musket, and a spent ball had struck me above the knee, bruising the flesh beneath the leather of my boot.
“That” was the sound of a musket, and a spent bullet hit me above the knee, bruising the flesh under the leather of my boot.
We wheeled, and looked in the direction whence lead come that unwelcome visitor. There was naught to be seen. It was dusk in the distance, and there were thickets too, and fallen logs. Where that ambuscade was planted, if one or twenty Indians lurked in the dusk behind the trees, or lay on the further side of those logs, or crouched within a thicket, no mortal man could tell.
We turned and looked toward where that unwelcome visitor had come from. There was nothing to be seen. It was getting dark in the distance, and there were also bushes and fallen logs. If one or even twenty Indians were hiding in the shadows behind the trees, lying on the other side of those logs, or crouched in the bushes, no one could say.
“It was a spent ball,” I said. “Our best hope is in our heels.”
“It was a wasted effort,” I said. “Our best chance is to run.”
“There are pines beyond, and smooth going,” he answered; “but if ever I thought to run from an Indian!”
“There are pines beyond, and it's easy to get through there,” he replied; “but if I ever thought about running from a Native American!”
Without more ado we started. If we could outstrip that marksman, if we could even hold our distance until night had fallen, all might yet be well. A little longer, and even an Indian must fire at random; moreover, we might reach some stream and manage to break our trail. The ground was smooth before us,—too smooth, and slippery with pine needles; the pines themselves stood in grim brown rows, and we ran between them lightly and easily, husbanding our strength. Now and again one or the other looked behind, but we saw only the pines and the gathering dusk. Hope was strengthening in us, when a second bullet dug into the earth just beyond us.
Without wasting any more time, we set off. If we could outpace that marksman, or at least keep our distance until night fell, everything might still turn out fine. Just a bit longer, and even an Indian would have to shoot at random; besides, we might find a stream and manage to cover our tracks. The ground ahead was smooth—too smooth, and covered with slippery pine needles; the pines themselves stood in grim brown rows, and we moved between them lightly and easily, conserving our strength. Every now and then someone glanced back, but we only saw the pines and the deepening dusk. Hope was building within us when a second bullet struck the ground just ahead of us.
Diccon swore beneath his breath. “It struck deep,” he muttered. “The dark is slow in coming.”
Diccon swore quietly to himself. “It hit hard,” he murmured. “The darkness is taking its time.”
A minute later, as I ran with my head over my shoulder, I saw our pursuer, dimly, like a deeper shadow in the shadows far down the arcade behind us. There was but one man,—a tall warrior, strayed aside from his band, perhaps, or bound upon a warpath of his own. The musket that he carried some English fool had sold him for a mess of pottage.
A minute later, as I ran with my head turned back, I saw our pursuer, faintly, like a darker shadow in the shadows far down the arcade behind us. There was only one man—a tall warrior, straying away from his group, maybe, or heading off on his own warpath. The musket he carried was something an English fool had sold him for a worthless piece of food.
Putting forth all our strength, we ran for our lives, and for the lives of many others. Before us the pine wood sloped down to a deep and wide thicket, and beyond the thicket a line of sycamores promised water. If we could reach the thicket, its close embrace would hide us,—then the darkness and the stream. A third shot, and Diccon staggered slightly.
Putting all our effort into it, we ran for our lives and for the lives of many others. In front of us, the pine forest sloped down to a deep and wide thicket, and beyond that, a row of sycamores promised water. If we could make it to the thicket, its dense cover would conceal us—then it would be just the darkness and the stream. A third shot rang out, and Diccon staggered slightly.
“For God's sake, not struck, man?” I cried.
“For God's sake, not hit, man?” I cried.
“It grazed my arm,” he panted. “No harm done. Here's the thicket!”
“It grazed my arm,” he panted. “No harm done. Here’s the thicket!”
Into the dense growth we broke, reckless of the blood which the sharp twigs drew from face and hands. The twigs met in a thick roof over our heads; that was all we cared for, and through the network we saw one of the larger stars brighten into being. The thicket was many yards across. When we had gone thirty feet down we crouched and waited for the dark. If our enemy followed us, he must do so at his peril, with only his knife for dependence.
Into the thick brush we pushed, ignoring the blood drawn from our faces and hands by the sharp twigs. The branches intertwined to form a dense canopy above us; that was all that mattered, and through the tangled branches, we saw one of the larger stars light up. The thicket stretched many yards across. After we traveled about thirty feet in, we crouched down and waited for the darkness. If our enemy was chasing us, he would have to do it at his own risk, relying solely on his knife.
One by one the stars swam into sight, until the square of sky above us was thickly studded. There was no sound, and no living thing could have entered that thicket without noise. For what seemed an eternity, we waited; then we rose and broke our way through the bushes to the sycamores, to find that they indeed shadowed a little sluggish stream.
One by one, the stars appeared in the sky above us, until it was densely populated. There was no sound, and nothing alive could have entered that area without making noise. For what felt like forever, we waited; then we got up and pushed our way through the bushes to the sycamores, only to discover that they indeed cast shade over a slow-moving stream.
Down this we waded for some distance before taking to dry earth again. Since entering the thicket we had seen and heard nothing suspicious, and were now fain to conclude that the dark warrior had wearied of the chase, and was gone on his way toward his mates and that larger and surer quarry which two suns would bring. Certain it is that we saw no more of him.
Down this path we waded for a while before stepping back onto dry land. Since we entered the thicket, we hadn’t seen or heard anything unusual, and we were eager to believe that the dark warrior had tired of the chase and moved on toward his companions and that bigger, more certain target that would appear with the two suns. It’s clear that we didn’t see him again.
The stream flowing to the south, we went with it, hurrying along its bank, beneath the shadow of great trees, with the stars gleaming down through the branches. It was cold and still, and far in the distance we heard wolves hunting. As for me, I felt no weariness. Every sense was sharpened; my feet were light; the keen air was like wine in the drinking; there was a star low in the south that shone and beckoned. The leagues between my wife and me were few. I saw her standing beneath the star, with a little purple flower in her hand.
The stream flowed south, and we followed it, rushing along its bank beneath the shade of tall trees, with stars shining through the branches. It was cold and quiet, and in the distance, we could hear wolves hunting. I didn’t feel tired at all. Every sense was heightened; my feet felt light; the crisp air was intoxicating; there was a star low in the south that glowed and called to me. The distance between my wife and me was small. I saw her standing beneath the star, holding a little purple flower.
Suddenly, a bend in the stream hiding the star, I became aware that Diccon was no longer keeping step with me, but had fallen somewhat to the rear. I turned, and he was leaning heavily, with drooping head, against the trunk of a tree.
Suddenly, around a bend in the stream that was shielding the star, I noticed that Diccon was no longer walking alongside me but had fallen a bit behind. I turned to look, and he was slumped against the trunk of a tree, head drooping.
“Art so worn as that?” I exclaimed. “Put more heart into thy heels, man!”
“Art that worn out?” I exclaimed. “Put more energy into your steps, man!”
He straightened himself and strode on beside me. “I don't know what came over me for a minute,” he answered. “The wolves are loud to-night. I hope they'll keep to their side of the water.”
He stood up straight and walked alongside me. “I don't know what got into me for a moment,” he said. “The wolves are really loud tonight. I hope they stay on their side of the water.”
A stone's throw farther on, the stream curving to the west, we left it, and found ourselves in a sparsely wooded glade, with a bare and sandy soil beneath our feet, and above, in the western sky, a crescent moon. Again Diccon lagged behind, and presently I heard him groan in the darkness.
A short distance ahead, with the stream bending to the west, we left it and found ourselves in a lightly wooded clearing, with bare sandy soil underfoot and a crescent moon shining in the western sky. Once more, Diccon fell behind, and soon I heard him groan in the darkness.
I wheeled. “Diccon!” I cried. “What is the matter?”
I turned around. “Diccon!” I shouted. “What’s wrong?”
Before I could reach him he had sunk to his knees. When I put my hand upon his arm and again demanded what ailed him, he tried to laugh, then tried to swear, and ended with another groan. “The ball did graze my arm,” he said, “but it went on into my side. I'll just lie here and die, and wish you well at Jamestown. When the red imps come against you there, and you open fire on them, name a bullet for me.”
Before I could get to him, he had fallen to his knees. When I placed my hand on his arm and asked again what was wrong, he tried to laugh, then attempted to curse, and finally let out another groan. “The bullet grazed my arm,” he said, “but it went into my side. I’ll just lie here and die, wishing you well in Jamestown. When the red devils come for you there, and you start shooting at them, name a bullet after me.”
CHAPTER XXXV IN WHICH I COME TO THE GOVERNOR'S HOUSE
I LAID him down upon the earth, and, cutting away his doublet and the shirt beneath, saw the wound, and knew that there was a journey indeed that he would shortly make. “The world is turning round,” he muttered, “and the stars are falling thicker than the hailstones yesterday. Go on, and I will stay behind,—I and the wolves.”
I laid him down on the ground, and, cutting away his jacket and the shirt underneath, I saw the wound and realized he was about to embark on a journey. “The world is spinning,” he mumbled, “and the stars are falling faster than the hailstones did yesterday. You go on, and I’ll stay behind—I and the wolves.”
I took him in my arms and carried him back to the bank of the stream, for I knew that he would want water until he died. My head was bare, but he had worn his cap from the gaol at Jamestown that night. I filled it with water and gave him to drink; then washed the wound and did what I could to stanch the bleeding. He turned from side to side, and presently his mind began to wander, and he talked of the tobacco in the fields at Weyanoke. Soon he was raving of old things, old camp fires and night-time marches and wild skirmishes, perils by land and by sea; then of dice and wine and women. Once he cried out that Dale had bound him upon the wheel, and that his arms and legs were broken, and the woods rang to his screams. Why, in that wakeful forest, they were unheard, or why, if heard, they went unheeded, God only knows.
I picked him up and carried him back to the edge of the stream, knowing he would need water until he died. My head was uncovered, but he wore his cap from the jail in Jamestown that night. I filled it with water and helped him drink; then I cleaned the wound and did what I could to stop the bleeding. He twisted from side to side, and soon his mind started to drift, talking about the tobacco fields at Weyanoke. Before long, he was rambling about past events, old campfires, nighttime marches, and wild skirmishes, dangers on land and at sea; then about dice, wine, and women. At one point, he screamed that Dale had tied him to the wheel, claiming his arms and legs were broken, and that the woods echoed with his cries. Why, in that alert forest, no one heard him, or why, if they did hear, they ignored it, only God knows.
The moon went down, and it was very cold. How black were the shadows around us, what foes might steal from that darkness upon us, it was not worth while to consider. I do not know what I thought of on that night, or even that I thought at all. Between my journeys for the water that he called for I sat beside the dying man with my hand upon his breast, for he was quieter so. Now and then I spoke to him, but he answered not.
The moon set, and it was really cold. The shadows around us were so dark, and I couldn't help but think about what threats might emerge from that darkness. But it wasn’t worth worrying about. I can’t remember what I thought that night, or even if I was thinking at all. While I made trips for the water he requested, I sat beside the dying man with my hand on his chest because it seemed to soothe him. Occasionally, I spoke to him, but he didn’t respond.
Hours before we had heard the howling of wolves, and knew that some ravenous pack was abroad. With the setting of the moon the noise had ceased, and I thought that the brutes had pulled down the deer they hunted, or else had gone with their hunger and their dismal voices out of earshot. Suddenly the howling recommenced, at first faint and far away, then nearer and nearer yet. Earlier in the evening the stream had been between us, but now the wolves had crossed and were coming down our side of the water, and were coming fast.
Hours before, we had heard the howling of wolves and knew that a hungry pack was out there. As the moon set, the noise stopped, and I figured the beasts had either caught the deer they were chasing or had left with their hunger and haunting cries out of earshot. Suddenly, the howling started again, initially faint and distant, then closer and closer. Earlier in the evening, the stream had been between us, but now the wolves had crossed and were coming down our side of the water, and they were coming fast.
All the ground was strewn with dead wood, and near by was a growth of low and brittle bushes. I gathered the withered branches, and broke fagots from the bushes; then into the press of dark and stealthy forms I threw a great crooked stick, shouting as I did so, and threatening with my arms. They turned and fled, but presently they were back again. Again I frightened them away, and again they returned. I had flint and steel and tinder box; when I had scared them from us a third time, and they had gone only a little way, I lit a splinter of pine, and with it fired my heap of wood; then dragged Diccon into the light and sat down beside him, with no longer any fear of the wolves, but with absolute confidence in the quick appearance of less cowardly foes. There was wood enough and to spare; when the fire sank low and the hungry eyes gleamed nearer, I fed it again, and the flame leaped up and mocked the eyes.
All the ground was covered with dead wood, and nearby there was a patch of low, brittle bushes. I gathered the dried branches and broke off bundles from the bushes; then I threw a large crooked stick into the crowd of dark, sneaky figures, shouting as I did so and waving my arms to scare them away. They turned and ran, but soon they came back again. I frightened them off once more, and again they returned. I had flint and steel and a tinderbox; after I scared them away for the third time, and they had only gone a short distance, I lit a pine splinter and used it to start a fire with my pile of wood; then I pulled Diccon into the light and sat down beside him, no longer afraid of the wolves, but completely confident in the quick arrival of less cowardly enemies. There was plenty of wood; when the fire burned low and the hungry eyes glimmered closer, I added more fuel, and the flames surged up, taunting the eyes.
No human enemy came upon us. The fire blazed and roared, and the man who lay in its rosy glare raved on, crying out now and then at the top of his voice; but on that night of all nights, of all years, light and voice drew no savage band to put out the one and silence the other forever.
No human enemy attacked us. The fire burned brightly and crackled, and the man who lay in its warm glow shouted on, occasionally yelling at the top of his lungs; but on that night, of all nights and all years, the light and sound didn’t attract any brutal group to extinguish the fire and silence the man forever.
Hours passed, and as it drew toward midnight Diccon sank into a stupor. I knew that the end was not far away. The wolves were gone at last, and my fire was dying down. He needed my touch upon his breast no longer, and I went to the stream and bathed my hands and forehead, and then threw myself face downward upon the bank. In a little while the desolate murmur of the water became intolerable, and I rose and went back to the fire, and to the man whom, as God lives, I loved as a brother.
Hours passed, and as it got closer to midnight, Diccon fell into a stupor. I knew the end was near. The wolves were finally gone, and my fire was dying down. He no longer needed my touch on his chest, so I went to the stream, washed my hands and forehead, and then threw myself face down on the bank. After a while, the desolate sound of the water became unbearable, and I got up and returned to the fire, and to the man whom, as God is my witness, I loved like a brother.
He was conscious. Pale and cold and nigh gone as he was, there came a light to his eyes and a smile to his lips when I knelt beside him. “You did not go?” he breathed.
He was aware. Pale and cold and nearly gone as he was, a spark lit up his eyes and a smile appeared on his lips when I knelt beside him. “You didn’t leave?” he whispered.
“No,” I answered, “I did not go.”
“No,” I replied, “I didn’t go.”
For a few minutes he lay with closed eyes; when he again opened them upon my face, there were in their depths a question and an appeal. I bent over him, and asked him what he would have.
For a few minutes, he lay there with his eyes shut; when he opened them again and looked at my face, I could see a question and a plea in his eyes. I leaned over him and asked what he needed.
“You know,” he whispered. “If you can... I would not go without it.”
“You know,” he whispered. “If you can... I wouldn’t leave without it.”
“Is it that?” I asked. “I forgave you long ago.”
“Is that it?” I asked. “I forgave you a long time ago.”
“I meant to kill you. I was mad because you struck me before the lady, and because I had betrayed my trust. An you had not caught my hand, I should be your murderer.” He spoke with long intervals between the words, and the death dew was on his forehead.
“I meant to kill you. I was angry because you hit me in front of the woman, and because I had broken my trust. If you hadn’t stopped my hand, I would have been your killer.” He spoke slowly, with long pauses between his words, and sweat of death was on his forehead.
“Remember it not, Diccon,” I entreated. “I too was to blame. And I see not that night for other nights,—for other nights and days, Diccon.”
“Don’t dwell on it, Diccon,” I begged. “I was at fault too. And I don’t see that night as any different from other nights—for other nights and days, Diccon.”
He smiled, but there was still in his face a shadowy eagerness. “You said you would never strike me again,” he went on, “and that I was man of yours no more forever—and you gave me my freedom in the paper which I tore.” He spoke in gasps, with his eyes upon mine. “I'll be gone in a few minutes now. If I might go as your man still, and could tell the Lord Jesus Christ that my master on earth forgave, and took back, it would be a hand in the dark. I have spent my life in gathering darkness for myself at the last.”
He smiled, but there was still a hint of eagerness in his expression. “You said you would never hit me again,” he continued, “and that I was no longer your man forever—and you gave me my freedom on the paper that I tore apart.” He spoke in hurried breaths, his eyes locked on mine. “I’ll be leaving in a few minutes. If I could still go as your man, and tell the Lord Jesus Christ that my master on earth forgave me and took me back, it would be a glimmer of hope in the darkness. I’ve spent my life gathering darkness for myself in the end.”
I bent lower over him, and took his hand in mine. “Diccon, my man,” I said.
I leaned down closer to him and took his hand in mine. “Diccon, my guy,” I said.
A brightness came into his face, and he faintly pressed my hand. I slipped my arm beneath him and raised him a little higher to meet his death. He was smiling now, and his mind was not quite clear. “Do you mind, sir,” he asked, “how green and strong and sweet smelled the pines that May day, when we found Virginia, so many years ago?”
A light appeared on his face as he gently squeezed my hand. I slid my arm underneath him and lifted him a bit higher to face his end. He was smiling now, though his mind seemed a bit foggy. “Do you mind, sir,” he asked, “how green and strong and sweet the pines smelled that May day when we discovered Virginia, so many years ago?”
“Ay, Diccon,” I answered. “Before we saw the land, the fragrance told us we were near it.”
“Ay, Diccon,” I replied. “Before we even spotted the land, the scent let us know we were close.”
“I smell it now,” he went on, “and the bloom of the grape, and the May-time flowers. And can you not hear, sir, the whistling and the laughter and the sound of the falling trees, that merry time when Smith made axemen of all our fine gentlemen?”
“I smell it now,” he continued, “and the scent of the grapes, and the spring flowers. And can’t you hear, sir, the whistling and the laughter and the sound of the trees falling, that joyful time when Smith turned all our fine gentlemen into lumberjacks?”
“Ay, Diccon,” I said. “And the sound of the water that was dashed down the sleeve of any that were caught in an oath.”
“Ay, Diccon,” I said. “And the sound of the water that splashed down the sleeve of anyone who got caught breaking an oath.”
He laughed like a little child. “It is well that I was n't a gentleman, and had not those trees to fell, or I should have been as wet as any merman.... And Pocahontas, the little maid... and how blue the sky was, and how glad we were what time the Patience and Deliverance came in!”
He laughed like a little kid. “It's a good thing I wasn't a gentleman and didn't have those trees to cut down, or I would have been as soaked as any merman... And Pocahontas, the little girl... and how blue the sky was, and how happy we were when the Patience and Deliverance arrived!”
His voice failed, and for a minute I thought he was gone; but he had been a strong man, and life slipped not easily from him. When his eyes opened again he knew me not, but thought he was in some tavern, and struck with his hand upon the ground as upon a table, and called for the drawer.
His voice faded, and for a moment I thought he was gone; but he had been a strong man, and life didn’t leave him easily. When his eyes opened again, he didn’t recognize me, but thought he was in some bar, and hit his hand on the ground like it was a table, calling for the server.
Around him were only the stillness and the shadows of the night, but to his vision men sat and drank with him, diced and swore and told wild tales of this or that. For a time he talked loudly and at random of the vile quality of the drink, and his viler luck at the dice; then he began to tell a story. As he told it, his senses seemed to steady, and he spoke with coherence and like a shadow of himself.
Around him were only the stillness and the shadows of the night, but in his mind, men sat and drank with him, rolled dice, swore, and shared wild stories. For a while, he talked loudly and randomly about the terrible quality of the drink and his even worse luck with the dice; then he began to tell a story. As he spoke, his senses seemed to sharpen, and he communicated clearly, almost like a shadow of his former self.
“And you call that a great thing, William Host?” he demanded. “I can tell a true tale worth two such lies, my masters. (Robin tapster, more ale! And move less like a slug, or my tankard and your ear will cry, 'Well met!') It was between Ypres and Courtrai, friends, and it's nigh fifteen years ago. There were fields in which nothing was sowed because they were ploughed with the hoofs of war horses, and ditches in which dead men were thrown, and dismal marshes, and roads that were no roads at all, but only sloughs. And there was a great stone house, old and ruinous, with tall poplars shivering in the rain and mist. Into this house there threw themselves a band of Dutch and English, and hard on their heels came two hundred Spaniards. All day they besieged that house,—smoke and flame and thunder and shouting and the crash of masonry,—and when eventide was come we, the Dutch and the English, thought that Death was not an hour behind.”
“And you think that’s a great thing, William Host?” he demanded. “I can share a real story that's worth more than two of those lies, my friends. (Robin, more ale! And move faster, or my tankard and your ear will be saying, 'Nice to see you!') It was between Ypres and Courtrai, guys, and it's nearly fifteen years ago. There were fields left empty because they were trampled by the hooves of war horses, and ditches filled with dead bodies, and grim marshes, and roads that were no roads at all, just muddy paths. And there was an old, crumbling stone house, with tall poplars shaking in the rain and mist. A group of Dutch and English people rushed into this house, and hot on their heels came two hundred Spaniards. All day they laid siege to that house—there was smoke and flames and noise and shouting and the sound of walls crashing down—and by evening, we, the Dutch and the English, thought that Death was just an hour away.”
He paused, and made a gesture of raising a tankard to his lips. His eyes were bright, his voice was firm. The memory of that old day and its mortal strife had wrought upon him like wine.
He paused and made a gesture of raising a tankard to his lips. His eyes were bright, and his voice was strong. The memory of that old day and its life-and-death struggles had affected him like wine.
“There was one amongst us,” he said, “he was our captain, and it's of him I am going to tell the story. Robin tapster, bring me no more ale, but good mulled wine! It's cold and getting dark, and I have to drink to a brave man besides”—
“There was one among us,” he said, “he was our captain, and I’m going to tell you his story. Robin, bartender, bring me no more ale, but some good mulled wine! It’s cold and getting dark, and I need to drink to a brave man too”—
With the old bold laugh in his eyes, he raised himself, for the moment as strong as I that held him. “Drink to that Englishman, all of ye!” he cried, “and not in filthy ale, but in good, gentlemanly sack! I'll pay the score. Here's to him, brave hearts! Here's to my master!”
With a confident sparkle in his eyes, he lifted himself up, as strong as I was supporting him. “Let’s toast to that Englishman, everyone!” he shouted, “but not with cheap beer, rather with fine, gentlemanly wine! I’ll cover the bill. Cheers to him, brave souls! Cheers to my master!”
With his hand at his mouth, and his story untold, he fell back. I held him in my arms until the brief struggle was over, and then laid his body down upon the earth.
With his hand covering his mouth and his story left untold, he collapsed. I held him in my arms until the brief struggle was over, and then I gently laid his body down on the ground.
It might have been one of the clock. For a little while I sat beside him, with my head bowed in my hands. Then I straightened his limbs and crossed his hands upon his breast, and kissed him upon the brow, and left him lying dead in the forest.
It might have been around one o'clock. For a while, I sat next to him with my head in my hands. Then I straightened his limbs, crossed his hands over his chest, kissed him on the forehead, and left him lying dead in the forest.
It was hard going through the blackness of the night-time woods. Once I was nigh sucked under in a great swamp, and once I stumbled into some hole or pit in the earth, and for a time thought that I had broken my leg. The night was very dark, and sometimes when I could not see the stars, I lost my way, and went to the right or the left, or even back upon my track. Though I heard the wolves, they did not come nigh me. Just before daybreak, I crouched behind a log, and watched a party of savages file past like shadows of the night.
It was tough navigating through the dark woods at night. Once, I nearly got pulled under in a huge swamp, and another time, I fell into a hole in the ground and thought I might have broken my leg. The night was pitch black, and when I couldn’t see the stars, I lost my way, going right or left, or even retracing my steps. Even though I heard the wolves, they stayed away from me. Just before dawn, I hid behind a log and watched a group of natives pass by like shadows in the night.
At last the dawn came, and I could press on more rapidly. For two days and two nights I had not slept; for a day and a night I had not tasted food. As the sun climbed the heavens, a thousand black spots, like summer gnats, danced between his face and my weary eyes. The forest laid stumbling-blocks before me, and drove me back, and made me wind in and out when I would have had my path straighter than an arrow. When the ground allowed I ran; when I must break my way, panting, through undergrowth so dense and stubborn that it seemed some enchanted thicket, where each twig snapped but to be on the instant stiff in place again, I broke it with what patience I might; when I must turn aside for this or that obstacle I made the detour, though my heart cried out at the necessity. Once I saw reason to believe that two or more Indians were upon my trail, and lost time in outwitting them; and once I must go a mile out of my way to avoid an Indian village.
At last, dawn broke, and I could move faster. I hadn't slept for two days and nights; I hadn't eaten for a day and a night. As the sun rose, a thousand black spots, like summer gnats, danced between my face and my tired eyes. The forest put obstacles in my way, forced me back, and made me twist and turn when I wanted a straight path. Whenever the ground allowed, I ran; when I had to force my way through undergrowth so thick and stubborn that it felt like some enchanted thicket, where each twig snapped only to go right back into place, I pushed through as best I could. Whenever I had to take a detour for an obstacle, I did, even though my heart protested. At one point, I had reason to believe that two or more Indians were following me, and I wasted time trying to evade them; and at another time, I had to go a mile out of my way to avoid an Indian village.
As the day wore on, I began to go as in a dream. It had come to seem the gigantic wood of some fantastic tale through which I was traveling. The fallen trees ranged themselves into an abatis hard to surmount; the thickets withstood one like iron; the streamlets were like rivers, the marshes leagues wide, the treetops miles away. Little things, twisted roots, trailing vines, dead and rotten wood, made me stumble. A wind was blowing that had blown just so since time began, and the forest was filled with the sound of the sea.
As the day went on, I felt like I was in a dream. The huge forest felt like it was from some amazing story I was wandering through. The fallen trees formed a barrier that was tough to get over; the bushes felt as solid as iron; the small streams seemed like rivers, the marshes stretched for miles, and the treetops felt so far away. Little things like twisted roots, creeping vines, and decayed wood made me trip. There was a wind blowing that had been around forever, and the forest was filled with the sound of the ocean.
Afternoon came, and the shadows began to lengthen. They were lines of black paint spilt in a thousand places, and stealing swiftly and surely across the brightness of the land. Torn and bleeding and breathless, I hastened on; for it was drawing toward night, and I should have been at Jamestown hours before. My head pained me, and as I ran I saw men and women stealing in and out among the trees before me: Pocahontas with her wistful eyes and braided hair and finger on her lips; Nantauquas; Dale, the knight-marshal, and Argall with his fierce, unscrupulous face; my cousin George Percy, and my mother with her stately figure, her embroidery in her hands. I knew that they were but phantoms of my brain, but their presence confused and troubled me.
Afternoon arrived, and the shadows started to stretch. They were like strokes of black paint spilled everywhere, moving quickly and surely across the bright landscape. Torn, exhausted, and breathless, I pushed on; night was approaching, and I should have reached Jamestown hours ago. My head throbbed, and as I ran, I saw men and women slipping in and out among the trees ahead of me: Pocahontas with her longing eyes and braided hair, her finger on her lips; Nantauquas; Dale, the knight-marshal, and Argall with his fierce, ruthless expression; my cousin George Percy, and my mother with her dignified figure, her embroidery in hand. I realized they were just figments of my imagination, but their presence unsettled and confused me.
The shadows ran together, and the sunshine died out of the forest. Stumbling on, I saw through the thinning trees a long gleam of red, and thought it was blood, but presently knew that it was the river, crimson from the sunset. A minute more and I stood upon the shore of the mighty stream, between the two brightnesses of flood and heavens. There was a silver crescent in the sky with one white star above it, and fair in sight, down the James, with lights springing up through the twilight, was the town,—the English town that we had built and named for our King, and had held in the teeth of Spain, in the teeth of the wilderness and its terrors. It was not a mile away; a little longer,—a little longer and I could rest, with my tidings told.
The shadows blended together, and the sunlight faded from the forest. Stumbling onward, I caught sight through the thinning trees of a long red gleam and thought it was blood, but soon realized it was the river, reflecting the crimson sunset. In just a minute, I stood on the shore of the mighty stream, caught between the bright waters and the sky. There was a silver crescent in the sky with a single white star above it, and down the James River, the town appeared, with lights coming on through the twilight. It was the English town we had built and named after our King, and we had defended it against Spain, against the wilderness and its dangers. It was less than a mile away; just a little farther—and I could rest, my news delivered.
The dusk had quite fallen when I reached the neck of land. The hut to which I had been enticed that night stood dark and ghastly, with its door swinging in the wind. I ran past it and across the neck, and, arriving at the palisade, beat upon the gate with my hands, and called to the warder to open. When I had told him my name and tidings, he did so, with shaking knees and starting eyes. Cautioning him to raise no alarm in the town, I hurried by him into the street, and down it toward the house that was set aside for the Governor of Virginia. I should find there now, not Yeardley, but Sir Francis Wyatt.
The dusk had fully settled by the time I reached the strip of land. The hut that had lured me there that night loomed dark and eerie, its door swinging in the wind. I dashed past it and crossed the neck, and when I reached the palisade, I banged on the gate with my hands and called for the guard to let me in. After I told him my name and what was going on, he opened the gate with trembling knees and wide eyes. I urged him not to raise an alarm in the town and quickly rushed past him into the street, heading toward the house meant for the Governor of Virginia. I would find there not Yeardley, but Sir Francis Wyatt.
The torches were lighted, and the folk were indoors, for the night was cold. One or two figures that I met or passed would have accosted me, not knowing who I was, but I brushed by them, and hastened on. Only when I passed the guest house I looked up, and saw that mine host's chief rooms were yet in use.
The torches were lit, and people were indoors because it was a cold night. A couple of people I encountered might have stopped to talk to me, not realizing who I was, but I hurried past them. Only when I passed the guest house did I look up and see that the main rooms were still in use.
The Governor's door was open, and in the hall servingmen were moving to and fro. When I came in upon them, they cried out as it had been a ghost, and one fellow let a silver dish that he carried fall clattering to the floor. They shook and stood back, as I passed them without a word, and went on to the Governor's great room. The door was ajar, and I pushed it open and stood for a minute upon the threshold, unobserved by the occupants of the room.
The Governor's door was open, and the servants in the hall were moving back and forth. When I walked in, they screamed as if they had seen a ghost, and one guy dropped the silver dish he was carrying, making it clatter on the floor. They jumped back and stayed quiet as I walked past them without saying a word and continued to the Governor's large room. The door was slightly open, so I pushed it open and stood for a moment in the doorway, unnoticed by the people in the room.
After the darkness outside the lights dazzled me; the room, too, seemed crowded with men, though when I counted them there were not so many, after all. Supper had been put upon the table, but they were not eating. Before the fire, his head thoughtfully bent, and his fingers tapping upon the arm of his chair, sat the Governor; over against him, and as serious of aspect, was the Treasurer. West stood by the mantel, tugging at his long mustaches and softly swearing. Clayborne was in the room, Piersey the Cape Merchant, and one or two besides. And Rolfe was there, walking up and down with hasty steps, and a flushed and haggard face. His suit of buff was torn and stained, and his great-boots were spattered with mud.
After the darkness outside, the lights blinded me; the room also seemed packed with men, but when I counted them, there weren't that many, after all. Dinner had been set on the table, but they weren't eating. Sitting before the fire, head thoughtfully bent and fingers tapping on the arm of his chair, was the Governor; across from him, just as serious, was the Treasurer. West stood by the mantel, tugging at his long mustaches and softly cursing. Clayborne was in the room, Piersey the Cape Merchant, and a couple of others. And Rolfe was there, pacing back and forth with quick steps and a flushed, haggard face. His light-colored suit was torn and stained, and his tall boots were splattered with mud.
The Governor let his fingers rest upon the arm of his chair, and raised his head.
The Governor rested his fingers on the arm of his chair and lifted his head.
“He is dead, Master Rolfe,” he said. “There can be no other conclusion,—a brave man lost to you and to the colony. We mourn with you, sir.”
“He's dead, Master Rolfe,” he said. “There’s no other conclusion— a brave man is lost to you and the colony. We grieve with you, sir.”
“We too have searched, Jack,” put in West. “We have not been idle, though well-nigh all men believe that the Indians, who we know had a grudge against him, murdered him and his man that night, then threw their bodies into the river, and themselves made off out of our reach. But we hoped against hope that when your party returned he would be in your midst.”
“We’ve been looking too, Jack,” added West. “We haven’t been sitting around, even though almost everyone thinks that the Indians, who we know had it in for him, killed him and his guy that night, then dumped their bodies in the river and got away from us. But we held onto the hope that when your group returned, he’d be with you.”
“As for this latest loss,” continued the Governor, “within an hour of its discovery this morning search parties were out; yea, if I had allowed it, the whole town would have betaken itself to the woods. The searchers have not returned, and we are gravely anxious. Yet we are not utterly cast down. This trail can hardly be missed, and the Indians are friendly. There were a number in town overnight, and they went with the searchers, volunteering to act as their guides. We cannot but think that of this load, our hearts will soon be eased.”
“As for this latest loss,” the Governor continued, “within an hour of its discovery this morning, search parties were sent out; in fact, if I had let it happen, the whole town would have rushed into the woods. The searchers haven’t come back, and we’re really worried. Still, we’re not completely crushed. This trail is hard to miss, and the Indians are friendly. There were several in town last night, and they went with the searchers, volunteering to guide them. We can’t help but think that our hearts will soon be lightened by this.”
“God grant it!” groaned Rolfe. “I will drink but a cup of wine, sir, and then will be gone upon this new quest.”
“God grant it!” Rolfe groaned. “I’ll just have a cup of wine, sir, and then I’ll head out on this new quest.”
There was a movement in the room. “You are worn and spent with your fruitless travel, sir,” said the Governor kindly. “I give you my word that all that can be done is doing. Wait at least for the morning, and the good news it may bring.”
There was a stir in the room. “You look tired and drained from your long journey, sir,” said the Governor kindly. “I promise you that everything that can be done is being done. Please wait until morning, and see what good news it might bring.”
The other shook his head. “I will go now. I could not look my friend in the face else—God in heaven!”
The other shook his head. “I’ll leave now. I couldn’t look my friend in the eye otherwise—God in heaven!”
The Governor sprang to his feet; through the Treasurer's lips came a long, sighing breath; West's dark face was ashen. I came forward to the table, and leaned my weight upon it; for all the waves of the sea were roaring in my ears, and the lights were going up and down.
The Governor jumped up; the Treasurer let out a long, heavy sigh; West's dark face turned pale. I stepped up to the table and leaned on it, because the sound of the ocean was crashing in my ears, and the lights were flickering.
“Are you man or spirit?” cried Rolfe through white lips. “Are you Ralph Percy?”
“Are you a man or a spirit?” Rolfe shouted with pale lips. “Are you Ralph Percy?”
“Yes, I am Percy,” I said. “I have not well understood what quest you would go upon, Rolfe, but you cannot go to-night. And those parties that your Honor talked of, that have gone with Indians to guide them to look for some lost person,—I think that you will never see them again.”
“Yeah, I’m Percy,” I said. “I don't really get what quest you're planning, Rolfe, but you can't go tonight. And about those groups you mentioned, who went with the Indians to look for some lost person—I don’t think you’ll ever see them again.”
With an effort I drew myself erect, and standing so told my tidings, quietly and with circumstance, so as to leave no room for doubt as to their verity, or as to the sanity of him who brought them. They listened, as the warder had listened, with shaking limbs and gasping breath; for this was the fall and wiping out of a people of which I brought warning.
With effort, I stood up straight, and while standing, I delivered my news, calmly and with purpose, to leave no doubt about its truth or the sanity of the person delivering it. They listened, just like the guard had, with trembling bodies and catching their breath; for this was the downfall and complete destruction of a people of which I was warning them.
When all was told, and they stood there before me, white and shaken, seeking in their minds the thing to say or do first, I thought to ask a question myself; but before my tongue could frame it, the roaring of the sea became so loud that I could hear naught else, and the lights all ran together into a wheel of fire. Then in a moment all sounds ceased, and to the lights succeeded the blackness of outer darkness.
When everything was said and done, and they stood there in front of me, pale and shaken, trying to figure out what to say or do first, I thought about asking a question myself. But before I could say anything, the roaring of the sea got so loud that I couldn’t hear anything else, and the lights all blended together into a spinning wheel of fire. Then, in an instant, all sounds stopped, and the lights were replaced by the pitch-blackness of complete darkness.
CHAPTER XXXVI IN WHICH I HEAR ILL NEWS
WHEN I awoke from the sleep or stupor into which I must have passed from that swoon, it was to find myself lying upon a bed in a room flooded with sunshine. I was alone. For a moment I lay still, staring at the blue sky without the window, and wondering where I was and how I came there. A drum beat, a dog barked, and a man's quick voice gave a command. The sounds stung me into remembrance, and I was at the window while the voice was yet speaking.
WHEN I woke up from the sleep or daze I must have fallen into after that fainting spell, I found myself lying on a bed in a room filled with sunlight. I was alone. For a moment, I lay still, staring at the blue sky through the window, wondering where I was and how I got there. A drum beat, a dog barked, and a man's quick voice issued a command. The sounds jolted me back to reality, and I was at the window while the voice was still speaking.
It was West in the street below, pointing with his sword now to the fort, now to the palisade, and giving directions to the armed men about him. There were many people in the street. Women hurried by to the fort with white, scared faces, their arms filled with household gear; children ran beside them, sturdily bearing their share of the goods, but pressing close to their elders' skirts; men went to and fro, the most grimly silent, but a few talking loudly. Not all of the faces in the crowd belonged to the town: there were Kingsmell and his wife from the main, and John Ellison from Archer's Hope, and the Italians Vincencio and Bernardo from the Glass House. The nearer plantations, then, had been warned, and their people had come for refuge to the city. A negro passed, but on that morning, alone of many days, no Indian aired his paint and feathers in the white man's village.
It was West in the street below, pointing with his sword now to the fort, now to the fence, and giving directions to the armed men around him. There were a lot of people in the street. Women rushed by to the fort with white, scared faces, their arms filled with household items; children ran beside them, bravely carrying their share of the goods, but staying close to their elders' skirts; men were moving back and forth, most of them grimly silent, but a few were talking loudly. Not all the faces in the crowd belonged to the town: there were Kingsmell and his wife from the main, and John Ellison from Archer's Hope, along with the Italians Vincencio and Bernardo from the Glass House. So the nearby plantations had been warned, and their people had come for safety to the city. A black man passed by, but on that morning, unlike many days, no Indian showed off his paint and feathers in the white man's village.
I could not see the palisade across the neck, but I knew that it was there that the fight—if fight there were—would be made. Should the Indians take the palisade, there would yet be the houses of the town, and, last of all, the fort in which to make a stand. I believed not that they would take it. Long since we had found out their method of warfare. They used ambuscade, surprise, and massacre; when withstood in force and with determination they withdrew to their stronghold the forest, there to bide their time until, in the blackness of some night, they could again swoop down upon a sleeping foe.
I couldn’t see the fence across the neck, but I knew it was there and that’s where the battle—if there was going to be one—would happen. If the Indians managed to take the fence, we still had the town's houses, and finally, the fort to defend ourselves. I didn’t believe they would succeed. We had figured out their strategy long ago. They relied on ambush, surprise, and slaughter; when faced with strong resistance, they retreated to their stronghold in the forest to wait for the right moment, often under the cover of darkness, to attack a sleeping enemy again.
The drum beat again, and a messenger from the palisade came down the street at a run. “They're in the woods over against us, thicker than ants!” he cried to West as he passed. “A boat has just drifted ashore yonder, with two men in it, dead and scalped!”
The drum beat again, and a messenger from the palisade ran down the street. “They’re in the woods across from us, thicker than ants!” he shouted to West as he passed by. “A boat just washed ashore over there, with two men in it, dead and scalped!”
I turned to leave the room, and ran against Master Pory coming in on tiptoe, with a red and solemn face. He started when he saw me.
I turned to leave the room and bumped into Master Pory, who was sneaking in on tiptoe with a flushed and serious face. He jumped when he saw me.
“The roll of the drum brought you to your feet, then!” he cried. “You've lain like the dead all night. I came but to see if you were breathing.”
“The sound of the drum got you up, didn’t it?” he shouted. “You’ve been lying there like a corpse all night. I just came to check if you were still breathing.”
“When I have eaten, I shall be myself again,” I said. “There's no attack as yet?”
“When I’ve eaten, I’ll be myself again,” I said. “No attack yet?”
“No,” he answered. “They must know that we are prepared. But they have kindled fires along the river bank, and we can hear them yelling. Whether they'll be mad enough to come against us remains to be seen.”
“No,” he replied. “They need to know that we’re ready. But they’ve lit fires along the riverbank, and we can hear them shouting. Whether they’ll be crazy enough to come at us is still uncertain.”
“The nearest settlements have been warned?”
“The closest towns have been notified?”
“Ay. The Governor offered a thousand pounds of tobacco and the perpetual esteem of the Company to the man or men who would carry the news. Six volunteered, and went off in boats, three up river, three down. How many they reached, or if they still have their scalps, we know not. And awhile ago, just before daybreak, comes with frantic haste Richard Pace, who had rowed up from Pace's Pains to tell the news which you had already brought. Chanco the Christian had betrayed the plot to him, and he managed to give warning at Powel's and one or two other places as he came up the river.”
“Yeah. The Governor offered a thousand pounds of tobacco and the ongoing respect of the Company to whoever would deliver the news. Six people volunteered and set off in boats, three going upstream and three downstream. We don't know how many they reached or if they're still alive. A little while ago, just before dawn, Richard Pace arrived in a panic, having rowed up from Pace's Pains to share news that you had already delivered. Chanco the Christian had revealed the plot to him, and he managed to warn people at Powel's and a couple of other places as he made his way up the river.”
He broke off, but when I would have spoken interrupted me with: “And so you were on the Pamunkey all this while! Then the Paspaheghs fooled us with the simple truth, for they swore so stoutly that their absent chief men were but gone on a hunt toward the Pamunkey that we had no choice but to believe them gone in quite another direction. And one and all of every tribe we questioned swore that Opechancanough was at Orapax. So Master Rolfe puts off up river to find, if not you, then the Emperor, and make him give up your murderers; and the Governor sends a party along the bay, and West another up the Chickahominy. And there you were, all the time, mewed up in the village above the marshes! And Nantauquas, after saving our lives like one of us, is turned Indian again! And your man is killed! Alackaday! there's naught but trouble in the world. 'As the sparks fly upwards,' you know. But a brave man draws his breath and sets his teeth.”
He stopped, but when I tried to speak, he interrupted me with: “So you’ve been on the Pamunkey this whole time! Then the Paspaheghs tricked us with the simple truth, because they insisted so strongly that their missing chiefs had just gone hunting toward the Pamunkey that we had no choice but to believe they'd gone in a completely different direction. Every tribe we questioned claimed that Opechancanough was at Orapax. So Master Rolfe headed up the river to find, if not you, then the Emperor, and make him give up your murderers; and the Governor sent a party along the bay, while West sent another up the Chickahominy. And there you were, all along, holed up in the village above the marshes! And Nantauquas, after saving our lives like one of us, has turned Indian again! And your man is dead! Oh dear! there's nothing but trouble in the world. 'As the sparks fly upward,' you know. But a brave man takes a deep breath and grits his teeth.”
In his manner, his rapid talk, his uneasy glances toward the door, I found something forced and strange. “I thought Rolfe was behind me,” he said, “but he must have been delayed. There are meat and drink set out in the great room, where the Governor and those of the Council who are safe here with us are advising together. Let's descend; you've not eaten, and the good sack will give you strength. Wilt come?”
In the way he talked quickly, his nervous looks at the door, I noticed something awkward and unusual. “I thought Rolfe was right behind me,” he said, “but he must have been held up. There’s food and drinks set up in the big room, where the Governor and the Council members who are safe here with us are discussing things. Let’s go downstairs; you haven’t eaten, and the good wine will give you energy. Will you come?”
“Ay,” I answered, “but tell me the news as we go. I have been gone ten days,—faith, it seems ten years! There have no ships sailed, Master Pory? The George is still here?” I looked him full in the eye, for a sudden guess at a possible reason for his confusion had stabbed me like a knife.
“Yeah,” I replied, “but let me know what’s happening as we walk. I’ve been away for ten days—honestly, it feels like ten years! No ships have left, right, Master Pory? The George is still here?” I looked him straight in the eye, as a sudden thought about why he seemed confused hit me like a punch.
“Ay,” he said, with a readiness that could scarce be feigned. “She was to have sailed this week, it is true, the Governor fearing to keep her longer. But the Esperance, coming in yesterday, brought news which removed his Honor's scruples. Now she'll wait to see out this hand at the cards, and to take home the names of those who are left alive in Virginia. If the red varlets do swarm in upon us, there are her twelve-pounders; they and the fort guns”—
“Yeah,” he said, with a sincerity that was hard to fake. “It’s true she was supposed to sail this week; the Governor was worried about keeping her any longer. But the Esperance arrived yesterday with news that eased his concerns. Now she’ll stick around to see how this round of cards plays out and to take back the names of those who are still alive in Virginia. If the red guys do swarm in on us, there are her twelve-pounders; together with the fort's guns—”
I let him talk on. The George had not sailed. I saw again a firelit hut, and a man and a panther who went down together. Those claws had dug deep; the man across whose face they had torn their way would keep his room in the guest house at Jamestown until his wounds were somewhat healed. The George would wait for him, would scarcely dare to sail without him, and I should find the lady whom she was to carry away to England in Virginia still. It was this that I had built upon, the grain of comfort, the passionate hope, the sustaining cordial, of those year-long days in the village above the Pamunkey.
I let him keep talking. The George hadn’t set sail. I saw again a hut lit by fire, and a man and a panther going down together. Those claws had cut deep; the man whose face they had ripped apart would stay in his room at the guest house in Jamestown until his wounds healed a bit. The George would wait for him, wouldn’t dare to sail without him, and I would still find the lady she was supposed to take to England in Virginia. This was what I had counted on, the small bit of comfort, the passionate hope, the support I held onto during those long days in the village above the Pamunkey.
My heart was sore because of Diccon; but I could speak of that grief to her, and she would grieve with me. There were awe and dread and stern sorrow in the knowledge that even now in the bright spring morning blood from a hundred homes might be flowing to meet the shining, careless river; but it was the springtime, and she was waiting for me. I strode on toward the stairway so fast that when I asked a question Master Pory, at my side, was too out of breath to answer it. Halfway down the stairs I asked it again, and again received no answer save a “Zooks! you go too fast for my years and having in flesh! Go more slowly, Ralph Percy; there's time enough, there's time enough!”
My heart ached because of Diccon, but I could share that pain with her, and she would feel it with me. There was a mix of awe, fear, and deep sadness knowing that even on this bright spring morning, blood from countless homes might be flowing into the carefree river; but it was spring, and she was waiting for me. I rushed toward the stairs so quickly that when I asked a question, Master Pory, walking beside me, was too out of breath to answer. Halfway down the stairs, I asked again, and all I got in response was, “Zooks! You go too fast for my age and body! Slow down, Ralph Percy; there’s plenty of time, plenty of time!”
There was a tone in his voice that I liked not, for it savored of pity. I looked at him with knitted brows; but we were now in the hall, and through the open door of the great room I caught a glimpse of a woman's skirt. There were men in the hall, servants and messengers, who made way for us, staring at me as they did so, and whispering. I knew that my clothing was torn and muddied and stained with blood; as we paused at the door there came to me in a flash that day in the courting meadow when I had tried with my dagger to scrape the dried mud from my boots. I laughed at myself for caring now, and for thinking that she would care that I was not dressed for a lady's bower. The next moment we were in the great room.
There was a tone in his voice that I didn’t like, because it sounded like pity. I looked at him with furrowed brows; but we were now in the hall, and through the open door of the large room, I caught a glimpse of a woman’s skirt. There were men in the hall, servants and messengers, who parted for us, staring at me as they did so, and whispering. I knew my clothes were torn, muddy, and stained with blood; as we paused at the door, I suddenly remembered that day in the meadow when I tried to use my dagger to scrape the dried mud off my boots. I laughed at myself for caring now and for thinking that she would mind that I wasn’t dressed for a lady's chamber. The next moment, we were in the large room.
She was not there. The silken skirt that I had seen, and—there being but one woman in all the world for me—had taken for hers, belonged to Lady Wyatt, who, pale and terrified, was sitting with clasped hands, mutely following with her eyes her husband as he walked to and fro. West had come in from the street and was making some report. Around the table were gathered two or three of the Council; Master Sandys stood at a window, Rolfe beside Lady Wyatt's chair. The room was filled with sunshine, and a caged bird was singing, singing. It made the only sound there when they saw that I stood amongst them.
She wasn't there. The silky skirt I had seen—and since there was only one woman in the world for me—had thought was hers, actually belonged to Lady Wyatt, who, pale and scared, was sitting with her hands clasped, silently watching her husband as he paced back and forth. West had come in from outside and was giving some report. Two or three members of the Council were gathered around the table; Master Sandys stood by a window, and Rolfe was next to Lady Wyatt's chair. The room was filled with sunlight, and a caged bird was singing, singing. That was the only sound when they noticed I was standing among them.
When I had made my bow to Lady Wyatt and to the Governor, and had clasped hands with Rolfe, I began to find in the silence, as I had found in Master Pory's loquaciousness, something strange. They looked at me uneasily, and I caught a swift glance from the Treasurer to Master Pory, and an answering shake of the latter's head. Rolfe was very white and his lips were set; West was pulling at his mustaches and staring at the floor.
When I had bowed to Lady Wyatt and the Governor, and had shaken hands with Rolfe, I started to notice something odd in the silence, just as I had with Master Pory's chatter. They were looking at me nervously, and I saw a quick look from the Treasurer to Master Pory, followed by a slight shake of Pory's head. Rolfe looked very pale, and his lips were tight; West was tugging at his mustache and staring at the ground.
“With all our hearts we welcome you back to life and to the service of Virginia, Captain Percy,” said the Governor, when the silence had become awkward.
“From the bottom of our hearts, we welcome you back to life and to the service of Virginia, Captain Percy,” said the Governor, when the silence had turned uncomfortable.
A murmur of assent went round the room.
A quiet agreement spread through the room.
I bowed. “I thank you, sir, and these gentlemen very heartily. You have but to command me now. I find that I have to-day the best will in the world toward fighting. I trust that your Honor does not deem it necessary to send me back to gaol?”
I bowed. “Thank you so much, sir, and to these gentlemen as well. Just let me know what you need from me. I’m feeling really motivated to fight today. I hope you don’t think it’s necessary to send me back to jail?”
“Virginia has no gaol for Captain Percy,” he answered gravely. “She has only grateful thanks and fullest sympathy.”
“Virginia has no jail for Captain Percy,” he replied seriously. “She only has deep gratitude and complete sympathy.”
I glanced at him keenly. “Then I hold myself at your command, sir, when I shall have seen and spoken with my wife.”
I looked at him closely. “Then I’m at your command, sir, once I’ve seen and talked to my wife.”
He looked at the floor, and they one and all held their peace.
He looked at the floor, and they all kept quiet.
“Madam,” I said to Lady Wyatt, “I have been watching your ladyship's face. Will you tell me why it is so very full of pity, and why there are tears in your eyes?”
“Madam,” I said to Lady Wyatt, “I’ve been watching your face. Can you tell me why it looks so full of pity and why there are tears in your eyes?”
She shrank back in her chair with a little cry, and Rolfe stepped toward me, then turned sharply aside. “I cannot!” he cried, “I that know”—
She recoiled in her chair with a small gasp, and Rolfe moved closer to me, then suddenly turned away. “I can’t!” he shouted, “I who know”—
I drew myself up to meet the blow, whatever it might be. “I demand of you my wife, Sir Francis Wyatt,” I said. “If there is ill news to be told, be so good as to tell it quickly. If she is sick, or hath been sent away to England”—
I stood tall to face whatever was coming. “I demand my wife, Sir Francis Wyatt,” I said. “If there’s bad news to share, please tell me quickly. If she’s sick or has been sent away to England—”
The Governor made as if to speak, then turned and flung out his hands to his wife. “'T is woman's work, Margaret!” he cried. “Tell him!”
The Governor seemed ready to speak, then turned and extended his hands toward his wife. “It's a woman's job, Margaret!” he exclaimed. “You tell him!”
More merciful than the men, she came to me at once, the tears running down her cheeks, and laid one trembling hand upon my arm. “She was a brave lady, Captain Percy,” she said. “Bear it as she would have had you bear it.”
More compassionate than the men, she came to me immediately, tears streaming down her cheeks, and placed one trembling hand on my arm. “She was a brave woman, Captain Percy,” she said. “Handle it the way she would have wanted you to.”
“I am bearing it, madam,” I answered at length. “'She was a brave lady.' May it please your ladyship to go on?”
“I’m handling it, ma’am,” I finally replied. “‘She was a brave woman.’ Would you kindly continue, your ladyship?”
“I will tell you all, Captain Percy; I will tell you everything.... She never believed you dead, and she begged upon her knees that we would allow her to go in search of you with Master Rolfe. That could not be; my husband, in duty to the Company, could not let her have her will. Master Rolfe went, and she sat in the window, yonder, day after day, watching for his return. When other parties went out, she besought the men, as they had wives whom they loved, to search as though those loved ones were in captivity and danger; when they grew weary and fainthearted, to think of her face waiting in the window.... Day after day she sat there watching for them to come back; when they were come, then she watched the river for Master Rolfe's boats. Then came word down the river that he had found no trace of you whom he sought, that he was on his way back to Jamestown, that he too believed you dead.... We put a watch upon her after that, for we feared we knew not what, there was such a light and purpose in her eyes. But two nights ago, in the middle of the night, the woman who stayed in her chamber fell asleep. When she awoke before the dawn, it was to find her gone.”
“I'll tell you everything, Captain Percy. She never believed you were dead, and she begged us on her knees to let her go looking for you with Master Rolfe. That couldn’t happen; my husband, out of duty to the Company, couldn't allow it. Master Rolfe went, and she sat in that window over there day after day, waiting for him to return. When other parties set out, she pleaded with the men, just as they had wives they loved, to search as if their loved ones were in danger and taken captive; when they grew tired and discouraged, to think of her face waiting in the window. Day after day, she sat there watching for them to come back; when they did, she then watched the river for Master Rolfe’s boats. Then word came down the river that he had found no trace of you and that he was on his way back to Jamestown, believing you were dead as well. After that, we set a watch on her; we feared we didn’t know what because there was such a light and determination in her eyes. But two nights ago, in the middle of the night, the woman who stayed in her chamber fell asleep. When she woke before dawn, it was to find her gone.”
“To find her gone?” I said dully. “To find her dead?”
"To find her missing?" I said flatly. "To discover she's dead?"
She locked her hands together and the tears came faster. “Oh, Captain Percy, it had been better so!—it had been better so! Then would she have lain to greet you, calm and white, unmarred and beautiful, with the spring flowers upon her.... She believed not that you were dead; she was distraught with grief and watching; she thought that love might find what friendship missed; she went to the forest to seek you. They that were sent to find and bring her back have never returned”—
She clasped her hands together and the tears flowed more quickly. “Oh, Captain Percy, it would have been better this way!—it would have been better this way! Then she could have waited for you, peaceful and pure, untouched and lovely, with the spring flowers around her.... She didn’t believe you were dead; she was overwhelmed with grief and waiting; she thought that love might discover what friendship couldn’t; she went to the forest to look for you. The ones sent to find her and bring her back have never returned”—
“Into the forest!” I cried. “Jocelyn, Jocelyn, Jocelyn, come back!”
“Into the forest!” I yelled. “Jocelyn, Jocelyn, Jocelyn, come back!”
Some one pushed me into a chair, and I felt the warmth of wine within my lips. In the moment that the world steadied I rose and went toward the door to find my way barred by Rolfe.
Someone pushed me into a chair, and I felt the warmth of wine on my lips. As the world steadied, I got up and walked toward the door, only to find Rolfe blocking my way.
“Not you, too, Ralph!” he cried. “I will not let you go. Look for yourself!”
“Not you as well, Ralph!” he shouted. “I won’t let you leave. See for yourself!”
He drew me to the window, Master Sandys gravely making place for us. From the window was visible the neck of land and the forest beyond, and from the forest, up and down the river as far as the eye could reach, rose here and there thin columns of smoke. Suddenly, as we stared, three or four white smoke puffs, like giant flowers, started out of the shadowy woods across the neck. Following the crack of the muskets—fired out of pure bravado by their Indian owners—came the yelling of the savages. The sound was prolonged and deep, as though issuing from many throats.
He pulled me to the window, and Master Sandys solemnly made room for us. From the window, we could see the stretch of land and the forest beyond, and from the forest, along the river as far as we could see, thin columns of smoke rose here and there. Suddenly, as we looked, three or four white smoke puffs, like giant flowers, emerged from the shadowy woods across the way. Following the crack of muskets—fired out of pure bravado by their Indian owners—came the shouting of the savages. The sound was loud and deep, as if coming from many voices.
I looked and listened, and knew that I could not go,—not now.
I looked and listened, and realized that I couldn't leave—at least not now.
“She was not alone, Ralph,” said Rolfe, with his arm about me. “On the morning that she was missed, they found not Jeremy Sparrow either. They tracked them both to the forest by the footprints upon the sand, though once in the wood the trail was lost. The minister must have been watching, must have seen her leave the house, and must have followed her. How she, and he after her, passed through the gates, none know. So careless and confident had we grown—God forgive us!—that they may have been left open all that night. But he was with her, Ralph; she had not to face it alone”—His voice broke.
“She wasn’t alone, Ralph,” Rolfe said, wrapping his arm around me. “On the morning she was reported missing, they also found that Jeremy Sparrow was gone. They tracked both of them to the forest by the footprints in the sand, but once they entered the woods, the trail vanished. The minister must have been watching, must have seen her leave the house, and must have followed her. No one knows how she and he got through the gates. We had become so careless and confident—God forgive us!—that they might have been left open all night. But he was with her, Ralph; she didn’t have to face it alone.” His voice broke.
For myself, I was glad that the minister had been there, though I knew that for him also I should grieve after a while.
For me, I was glad that the minister had been there, even though I knew I would also feel sad for him after a while.
At the firing and the shouting West had rushed from the room, followed by his fellow Councilors, and now the Governor clapped on his headpiece and called to his men to bring his back-and-breast. His wife hung around his neck, and he bade her good-by with great tenderness. I looked dully on at that parting. I too was going to battle. Once I had tasted such a farewell, the pain, the passion, the sweetness, but never again,—never again.
At the sound of gunfire and shouting, West ran out of the room, followed by his fellow Councilors. The Governor put on his helmet and called for his armor. His wife clung to him, and he said goodbye to her with deep tenderness. I watched that farewell with a dull feeling. I was also heading to battle. Once, I had experienced such a goodbye—the pain, the passion, the sweetness—but never again—never again.
He went, and the Treasurer, after a few words of comfort to Lady Wyatt, was gone also. Both were merciful, and spoke not to me, but only bowed and turned aside, requiring no answering word or motion of mine. When they were away, and there was no sound in the room save the caged bird's singing and Lady Wyatt's low sobs, I begged Rolfe to leave me, telling him that he was needed, as indeed he was, and that I would stay in the window for a while, and then would join him at the palisade. He was loath to go; but he too had loved and lost, and knew that there is nothing to be said, and that it is best to be alone. He went, and only Lady Wyatt and I kept the quiet room with the singing bird and the sunshine on the floor.
He left, and the Treasurer, after offering a few words of comfort to Lady Wyatt, left too. Both were kind, choosing not to speak to me but merely bowing and turning away, requiring no response or acknowledgment from me. Once they were gone, and the only sounds in the room were the singing of the caged bird and Lady Wyatt's quiet sobs, I asked Rolfe to leave me, telling him he was needed, as he truly was, and that I would stay at the window for a while before joining him at the palisade. He was reluctant to go, but he too had loved and lost and understood that there’s nothing to be said, and that solitude is often best. He departed, leaving just Lady Wyatt and me in the quiet room with the singing bird and the sunlight streaming across the floor.
I leaned against the window and looked out into the street,—which was not crowded now, for the men were all at their several posts,—and at the budding trees, and at the smoke of many fires going up from the forest to the sky, from a world of hate and pain and woe to the heaven where she dwelt, and then I turned and went to the table, where had been set bread and meat and wine.
I leaned against the window and looked out at the street, which wasn’t crowded right now because the men were at their different posts. I noticed the budding trees and the smoke from several fires rising from the forest into the sky, escaping from a world filled with hate, pain, and sorrow to the heaven where she lived. After that, I turned and went to the table, where bread, meat, and wine had been set.
At the sound of my footstep Lady Wyatt uncovered her face. “Is there aught that I can do for you, sir?” she asked timidly.
At the sound of my footsteps, Lady Wyatt uncovered her face. “Is there anything I can do for you, sir?” she asked shyly.
“I have not broken my fast for many hours, madam,” I answered. “I would eat and drink, that I may not be found wanting in strength. There is a thing that I have yet to do.”
“I haven’t eaten in many hours, ma’am,” I replied. “I want to eat and drink so I won’t be weak. There’s something I still need to do.”
Rising from her chair, she brushed away her tears, and coming to the table with a little housewifely eagerness would not let me wait upon myself, but carved and poured for me, and then sat down opposite me and covered her eyes with her hand.
Rising from her chair, she wiped away her tears and approached the table with a bit of eager hospitality. She wouldn’t let me serve myself, but instead carved and poured for me, then sat down across from me and covered her eyes with her hand.
“I think that the Governor is quite safe, madam,” I said. “I do not believe that the Indians will take the palisade. It may even be that, knowing we are prepared, they will not attack at all. Indeed, I think that you may be easy about him.”
“I think the Governor is pretty safe, ma'am,” I said. “I don't believe the Indians will take the palisade. It might even be that, knowing we're ready, they won’t attack at all. Honestly, I think you can relax about him.”
She thanked me with a smile. “It is all so strange and dreadful to me, sir,” she said. “At my home, in England, it was like a Sunday morning all the year round,—all stillness and peace; no terror, no alarm. I fear that I am not yet a good Virginian.”
She smiled and thanked me. “Everything feels so strange and awful to me, sir,” she said. “Back home in England, it was like a Sunday morning all year long—so calm and peaceful; no fear, no anxiety. I’m afraid I’m still not a true Virginian.”
When I had eaten, and had drunk the wine she gave me, I rose, and asked her if I might not see her safe within the fort before I joined her husband at the palisade. She shook her head, and told me that there were with her faithful servants, and that if the savages broke in upon the town she would have warning in time to flee, the fort being so close at hand. When I thereupon begged her leave to depart, she first curtsied to me, and then, again with tears, came to me and took my hand in hers. “I know that there is naught that I can say.... Your wife loved you, sir, with all her heart.” She drew something from the bosom of her gown. “Would you like this? It is a knot of ribbon that she wore. They found it caught in a bush at the edge of the forest.”
When I finished eating and had drunk the wine she gave me, I stood up and asked her if I could see her safely inside the fort before I joined her husband at the palisade. She shook her head and told me that she had loyal servants with her, and that if the natives attacked the town, she would have enough warning to escape since the fort was so close. When I then requested to leave, she first curtsied to me and then, with tears in her eyes, came to me and took my hand in hers. “I know there's nothing I can say... Your wife loved you, sir, with all her heart.” She pulled something out from the inside of her dress. “Would you like this? It's a ribbon she wore. They found it caught in a bush at the edge of the forest.”
I took the ribbon from her and put it to my lips, then unknotted it and tied it around my arm; and then, wearing my wife's colors, I went softly out into the street, and turned my face toward the guest house and the man whom I meant to kill.
I took the ribbon from her, pressed it to my lips, then unknotted it and tied it around my arm. Wearing my wife's colors, I quietly stepped out into the street and faced the guest house and the man I intended to kill.
CHAPTER XXXVII IN WHICH MY LORD AND I PART COMPANY
THE door of the guest house stood wide, and within the lower room were neither men that drank nor men that gave to drink. Host and drawers and chance guests alike had left pipe and tankard for sword and musket, and were gone to fort or palisade or river bank.
THE door of the guest house stood wide open, and inside the lower room there were neither men drinking nor men serving drinks. Hosts, servers, and random guests alike had left their pipes and tankards for swords and muskets, and had gone to the fort, palisade, or riverbank.
I crossed the empty room and went up the creaking stairway. No one met me or withstood me; only a pigeon perched upon the sill of a sunny window whirred off into the blue. I glanced out of the window as I passed it, and saw the silver river and the George and the Esperance, with the gunners at the guns watching for Indian canoes, and saw smoke rising from the forest on the southern shore. There had been three houses there,—John West's and Minifie's and Crashaw's. I wondered if mine were burning, too, at Weyanoke, and cared not if 't was so.
I crossed the empty room and climbed the creaky stairs. No one was there to greet me or stop me; just a pigeon sitting on the sill of a sunny window flew off into the blue sky. I glanced out as I passed the window and saw the silver river, the George, and the Esperance, with the gunners at the ready, watching for Indian canoes, and noticed smoke rising from the forest on the southern shore. There used to be three houses there—John West's, Minifie's, and Crashaw's. I wondered if my house at Weyanoke was burning too and didn't care if it was.
The door of the upper room was shut. When I raised the latch and pushed against it, it gave at the top and middle, but there was some pressure from within at the bottom. I pushed again, more strongly, and the door slowly opened, moving away whatever thing had lain before it. Another moment, and I was in the room, and had closed and barred the door behind me.
The door to the upper room was closed. When I lifted the latch and pushed against it, it opened at the top and middle, but there was still some pressure from the bottom inside. I pushed again, harder this time, and the door slowly swung open, shifting whatever was blocking it. Moments later, I was inside the room and had closed and locked the door behind me.
The weight that had opposed me was the body of the Italian, lying face downwards, upon the floor. I stooped and turned it over, and saw that the venomous spirit had flown. The face was purple and distorted; the lips were drawn back from the teeth in a dreadful smile. There was in the room a faint, peculiar, not unpleasant odor. It did not seem strange to me to find that serpent, which had coiled in my path, dead and harmless for evermore. Death had been busy of late; if he struck down the flower, why should he spare the thing that I pushed out of my way with my foot?
The weight that was holding me back was the body of the Italian, lying face down on the floor. I bent down and turned it over, and saw that the venomous spirit had left. The face was purple and twisted; the lips were pulled back from the teeth in a horrifying smile. There was a faint, strange, but not unpleasant smell in the room. It didn’t seem odd to me to find that the serpent, which had coiled in my path, was now dead and harmless forever. Death had been busy lately; if he took down the flower, why would he spare the thing I pushed out of my way with my foot?
Ten feet from the door stood a great screen, hiding from view all that might be beyond. It was very quiet in the room, with the sunshine coming through the window, and a breeze that smelt of the sea. I had not cared to walk lightly or to close the door softly, and yet no voice had challenged my entrance. For a minute I feared to find the dead physician the room's only occupant; then I passed the screen and came upon my enemy.
Ten feet from the door was a large screen, blocking the view of whatever lay beyond. The room was very quiet, with sunlight pouring in through the window and a breeze that smelled like the sea. I hadn't bothered to walk quietly or close the door gently, yet no one had challenged my entry. For a moment, I was worried I would find the deceased doctor as the only person in the room; then I walked around the screen and faced my enemy.
He was sitting beside a table, with his arms outstretched and his head bowed upon them. My footfall did not rouse him; he sat there in the sunshine as still as the figure that lay before the threshold. I thought with a dull fury that maybe he was dead already, and I walked hastily and heavily across the floor to the table. He was a living man, for with the fingers of one hand he was slowly striking against a sheet of paper that lay beneath them. He knew not that I stood above him; he was listening to other footsteps.
He was sitting at a table, arms stretched out and his head resting on them. My footsteps didn't wake him; he sat there in the sunlight as still as the figure lying at the entrance. I felt a dull anger, thinking maybe he was already dead, and I walked quickly and heavily across the room to the table. He was alive, as he was slowly tapping his fingers on a sheet of paper beneath them. He didn't realize I was standing above him; he was focused on other footsteps.
The paper was a letter, unfolded and written over with great black characters. The few lines above those moving fingers stared me in the face. They ran thus: “I told you that you had as well cut your throat as go upon that mad Virginia voyage. Now all's gone,—wealth, honors, favor. Buckingham is the sun in heaven, and cold are the shadows in which we walk who hailed another luminary. There's a warrant out for the Black Death; look to it that one meets not you too, when you come at last. But come, in the name of all the fiends, and play your last card. There's your cursed beauty still. Come, and let the King behold your face once more”—The rest was hidden.
The paper was a letter, unfolded and written in big black letters. The few lines above those moving fingers confronted me. They read: “I warned you that you might as well cut your throat as go on that insane Virginia voyage. Now everything’s lost—wealth, honor, favor. Buckingham is the sun in the sky, and cold are the shadows we walk in who once hailed another star. There’s a warrant out for the Black Death; make sure it doesn’t find you when you finally arrive. But come, for the love of all the demons, and play your last card. There’s your cursed beauty still. Come, and let the King see your face one last time”—The rest was hidden.
I put out my hand and touched him upon the shoulder, and he raised his head and stared at me as at one come from the grave.
I reached out and touched him on the shoulder, and he looked up at me like I had just come back from the dead.
Over one side of his face, from temple to chin, was drawn and fastened a black cloth; the unharmed cheek was bloodless and shrunken, the lip twisted. Only the eyes, dark, sinister, and splendid, were as they had been. “I dig not my graves deep enough,” he said. “Is she behind you there in the shadow?”
Over one side of his face, from temple to chin, a black cloth was tied; the untouched cheek was pale and gaunt, the lip twisted. Only his eyes, dark, menacing, and striking, remained unchanged. “I don’t dig my graves deep enough,” he said. “Is she hiding behind you in the shadows?”
Flung across a chair was a cloak of scarlet cloth. I took it and spread it out upon the floor, then unsheathed a dagger which I had taken from the rack of weapons in the Governor's hall. “Loosen thy poniard, thou murderer,” I cried, “and come stand with me upon the cloak.”
Flung across a chair was a scarlet cloak. I picked it up and laid it out on the floor, then pulled out a dagger I had taken from the weapon rack in the Governor's hall. “Draw your knife, you murderer,” I shouted, “and come stand with me on the cloak.”
“Art quick or dead?” he answered. “I will not fight the dead.” He had not moved in his seat, and there was a lethargy and a dullness in his voice and eyes. “There is time enough,” he said. “I too will soon be of thy world, thou haggard, bloody shape. Wait until I come, and I will fight thee, shadow to shadow.”
“Art quick or dead?” he replied. “I won’t fight the dead.” He hadn’t shifted in his seat, and his voice and eyes carried a sense of lethargy and dullness. “There’s plenty of time,” he said. “I’ll soon be part of your world too, you worn-out, bloody figure. Just wait until I arrive, and I’ll fight you, shadow to shadow.”
“I am not dead,” I said, “but there is one that is. Stand up, villain and murderer, or I will kill you sitting there, with her blood upon your hands!”
“I’m not dead,” I said, “but someone is. Get up, you villain and murderer, or I’ll kill you where you sit, with her blood on your hands!”
He rose at that, and drew his dagger from the sheath. I laid aside my doublet, and he followed my example, but his hands moved listlessly and his fingers bungled at the fastenings. I waited for him in some wonder, it not being like him to come tardily to such pastime.
He got up at that and pulled his dagger out of its sheath. I set aside my doublet, and he mirrored my action, but his hands moved sluggishly and his fingers fumbled with the fastenings. I waited for him in some surprise, as it wasn't like him to be slow to join in such fun.
He came at length, slowly and with an uncertain step, and we stood together on the scarlet cloak. I raised my left arm and he raised his, and we locked hands. There was no strength in his clasp; his hand lay within mine cold and languid. “Art ready?” I demanded.
He finally arrived, moving slowly and with a hesitant stride, and we stood together on the red cloak. I raised my left arm and he raised his, and we clasped hands. His grip was weak; his hand rested in mine, cold and limp. “Are you ready?” I asked.
“Yea,” he answered in a strange voice, “but I would that she did not stand there with her head upon your breast.... I too loved thee, Jocelyn,—Jocelyn lying dead in the forest!”
“Yeah,” he replied in a strange voice, “but I wish she wasn't standing there with her head on your chest.... I also loved you, Jocelyn—Jocelyn lying dead in the forest!”
I struck at him with the dagger in my right hand, and wounded him, but not deeply, in the side. He gave blow for blow, but his poniard scarce drew blood, so nerveless was the arm that would have driven it home. I struck again, and he stabbed weakly at the air, then let his arm drop to his side, as though the light and jeweled blade had weighed it down.
I lunged at him with the dagger in my right hand and managed to wound him in the side, but not very deeply. He retaliated, but his knife barely drew blood because his arm was too weak to really deliver the strike. I attacked again, and he stabbed feebly at the air before letting his arm fall to his side, as if the shiny, jeweled blade had become too heavy for him.
Loosening the clasp of our left hands, I fell back until the narrow scarlet field was between us. “Hast no more strength than that?” I cried. “I cannot murder you!”
Loosening the grip of our left hands, I fell back until the narrow red field was between us. “Is that all the strength you have?” I shouted. “I can't kill you!”
He stood looking past me as into a great distance. He was bleeding, but I had as yet been able to strike no mortal blow. “It is as you choose,” he said. “I am as one bound before you. I am sick unto death.”
He stood looking past me, as if gazing into a vast distance. He was bleeding, but I hadn't managed to deliver a fatal blow yet. "It's up to you," he said. "I feel like I'm trapped in front of you. I'm sick to the point of death."
Turning, he went back, swaying as he walked, to his chair, and sinking into it sat there a minute with half-closed eyes; then raised his head and looked at me, with a shadow of the old arrogance, pride, and disdain upon his scarred face. “Not yet, captain?” he demanded. “To the heart, man! So I would strike an you sat here and I stood there.”
Turning, he walked back to his chair, swaying as he moved, and once he sank into it, he sat there for a minute with his eyes half-closed. Then he raised his head and looked at me, with a hint of his old arrogance, pride, and disdain on his scarred face. “Not yet, captain?” he asked. “To the heart, man! I’d strike you down if you were sitting here and I was standing there.”
“I know you would,” I said, and going to the window I flung the dagger down into the empty street; then stood and watched the smoke across the river, and thought it strange that the sun shone and the birds sang.
“I know you would,” I said, and going to the window, I threw the dagger down into the empty street; then I stood and watched the smoke across the river, thinking it was odd that the sun was shining and the birds were singing.
When I turned to the room again, he still sat there in the great chair, a tragic, splendid figure, with his ruined face and the sullen woe of his eyes. “I had sworn to kill you,” I said. “It is not just that you should live.”
When I looked back at the room, he was still sitting there in the big chair, a tragic, impressive sight, with his damaged face and the gloomy sadness in his eyes. “I promised to kill you,” I said. “It’s not fair that you get to live.”
He gazed at me with something like a smile upon his bloodless lips. “Fret not thyself, Ralph Percy,” he said. “Within a week I shall be gone. Did you see my servant, my Italian doctor, lying dead upon the floor, there beyond the screen? He had poisons, had Nicolo whom men called the Black Death,—poisons swift and strong, or subtle and slow. Day and night, the earth and sunshine have become hateful to me. I will go to the fires of hell, and see if they can make me forget,—can make me forget the face of a woman.” He was speaking half to me, half to himself. “Her eyes are dark and large,” he said, “and there are shadows beneath them, and the mark of tears. She stands there day and night with her eyes upon me. Her lips are parted, but she never speaks. There was a way that she had with her hands, holding them one within the other, thus”—
He looked at me with something like a smile on his pale lips. “Don’t worry, Ralph Percy,” he said. “In a week, I’ll be gone. Did you see my servant, my Italian doctor, lying dead on the floor over there beyond the screen? He had poisons, just like Nicolo, who was known as the Black Death—fast and strong poisons, or subtle and slow ones. Day and night, the earth and sunshine have become unbearable to me. I will go to the fires of hell and see if they can make me forget—make me forget the face of a woman.” He was speaking half to me, half to himself. “Her eyes are dark and large,” he said, “and there are shadows beneath them, and signs of tears. She stands there day and night with her eyes on me. Her lips are parted, but she never says a word. She had this way of holding her hands, one within the other, like this”—
I stopped him with a cry for silence, and I leaned trembling against the table. “Thou wretch!” I cried. “Thou art her murderer!”
I stopped him with a shout for silence, and I leaned trembling against the table. “You scoundrel!” I yelled. “You’re her murderer!”
He raised his head and looked beyond me with that strange, faint smile. “I know,” he replied, with the dignity which was his at times. “You may play the headsman, if you choose. I dispute not your right. But it is scarce worth while. I have taken poison.”
He lifted his head and gazed past me with that odd, slight smile. “I know,” he said, with the dignity he sometimes had. “You can be the executioner, if you want. I won’t argue your right to do so. But it’s hardly worth it. I’ve taken poison.”
The sunshine came into the room, and the wind from the river, and the trumpet notes of swans flying to the north. “The George is ready for sailing,” he said at last. “To-morrow or the next day she will be going home with the tidings of this massacre. I shall go with her, and within a week they will bury me at sea. There is a stealthy, slow, and secret poison.... I would not die in a land where I have lost every throw of the dice, and I would not die in England for Buckingham to come and look upon my face, and so I took that poison. For the man upon the floor, there,—prison and death awaited him at home. He chose to flee at once.”
The sunlight streamed into the room, along with the breeze from the river and the sounds of swans flying north. “The George is ready to set sail,” he finally said. “Tomorrow or the day after, she’ll head back with news of this massacre. I’ll go with her, and within a week, they’ll bury me at sea. There’s a sneaky, slow, and secret poison... I don’t want to die in a place where I’ve lost every gamble, and I definitely don’t want to die in England for Buckingham to come and look at my face, so I took that poison. As for the man on the floor there—prison and death were waiting for him back home. He chose to run immediately.”
He ceased to speak, and sat with his head bowed upon his breast. “If you are content that it should be as it is,” he said at length, “perhaps you will leave me? I am not good company to-day.”
He stopped talking and sat with his head down on his chest. “If you’re okay with things staying the way they are,” he finally said, “maybe you could just leave me alone? I’m not great company today.”
His hand was busy again with the letter upon the table, and his gaze was fixed beyond me. “I have lost,” he muttered. “How I came to play my cards so badly I do not know. The stake was heavy,—I have not wherewithal to play again.”
His hand was again occupied with the letter on the table, and his gaze was focused past me. “I’ve lost,” he mumbled. “I don’t know how I ended up playing my cards so poorly. The stakes were high—I don’t have the resources to play again.”
His head sank upon his outstretched arm. As for me, I stood a minute with set lips and clenched hands, and then I turned and went out of the room and down the stair and out into the street. In the dust beneath the window lay my dagger. I picked it up, sheathed it, and went my way.
His head rested on his outstretched arm. As for me, I stood for a moment with tight lips and clenched hands, then I turned and left the room, went down the stairs, and stepped out onto the street. In the dust beneath the window lay my dagger. I picked it up, sheathed it, and continued on my way.
The street was very quiet. All windows and doors were closed and barred; not a soul was there to trouble me with look or speech. The yelling from the forest had ceased; only the keen wind blew, and brought from the Esperance upon the river a sound of singing. The sea was the home of the men upon her decks, and their hearts dwelt not in this port; they could sing while the smoke went up from our homes and the dead lay across the thresholds.
The street was really quiet. All the windows and doors were shut and locked; there wasn’t a single person around to bother me with a glance or a word. The shouting from the forest had stopped; only the sharp wind blew, carrying a sound of singing from the Esperance on the river. The sea belonged to the men on its decks, and their hearts weren’t anchored in this port; they could sing while the smoke rose from our homes and the dead lay at our doorsteps.
I went on through the sunshine and the stillness to the minister's house. The trees in the garden were bare, the flowers dead. The door was not barred. I entered the house and went into the great room and flung the heavy shutters wide, then stood and looked about me. Naught was changed; it was as we had left it that wild November night. Even the mirror which, one other night, had shown me Diccon still hung upon the wall. Master Bucke had been seldom at home, perhaps, or was feeble and careless of altering matters. All was as though we had been but an hour gone, save that no fire burned upon the hearth.
I walked through the sunshine and calm to the minister's house. The trees in the garden were bare, and the flowers were dead. The door wasn’t locked. I entered the house, went into the large room, and threw the heavy shutters wide open, then stood and looked around. Nothing had changed; it was just as we had left it that wild November night. Even the mirror, which had shown me Diccon one other night, was still hanging on the wall. Master Bucke might have rarely been home, or he was too weak and careless to change anything. Everything was as though we had only been gone for an hour, except that there was no fire burning in the hearth.
I went to the table, and the books upon it were Jeremy Sparrow's: the minister's house, then, had been his home once more. Beside the books lay a packet, tied with silk, sealed, and addressed to me. Perhaps the Governor had given it, the day before, into Master Bucke's care,—I do not know; at any rate, there it lay. I looked at the “By the Esperance” upon the cover, and wondered dully who at home would care to write to me; then broke the seal and untied the silk. Within the cover there was a letter with the superscription, “To a Gentleman who has served me well.”
I went over to the table, and the books on it belonged to Jeremy Sparrow: the minister’s house had been his home once again. Next to the books was a packet, tied with silk, sealed, and addressed to me. Maybe the Governor handed it over to Master Bucke the day before—I’m not sure; but there it was. I glanced at the “By the Esperance” on the cover and wondered, feeling a bit numb, who at home would bother to write to me; then I broke the seal and untied the silk. Inside, there was a letter with the address, “To a Gentleman who has served me well.”
I read the letter through to the signature, which was that of his Grace of Buckingham, and then I laughed, who had never thought to laugh again, and threw the paper down. It mattered naught to me now that George Villiers should be grateful, or that James Stewart could deny a favorite nothing. “The King graciously sanctions the marriage of his sometime ward, the Lady Jocelyn Leigh, with Captain Ralph Percy; invites them home”—
I read the letter all the way to the signature, which was from the Duke of Buckingham, and then I laughed, something I never thought I would do again, and tossed the paper aside. It didn't matter to me anymore that George Villiers should be grateful, or that James Stewart could refuse a favorite nothing. “The King kindly approves the marriage of his former ward, Lady Jocelyn Leigh, with Captain Ralph Percy; invites them home”—
She was gone home, and I her husband, I who loved her, was left behind. How many years of pilgrimage... how long, how long, O Lord?
She had gone home, and I, her husband who loved her, was left behind. How many years of wandering... how long, how long, O Lord?
The minister's great armchair was drawn before the cold and blackened hearth. How often she had sat there within its dark clasp, the firelight on her dress, her hands, her face! She had been fair to look upon; the pride, the daring, the willfulness, were but the thorns about the rose; behind those defenses was the flower, pure and lovely, with a heart of gold. I flung myself down beside the chair, and, putting my arms across it, hid my face upon them, and could weep at last.
The minister's big armchair was positioned in front of the cold, blackened fireplace. How many times had she sat there, wrapped in its dark embrace, the firelight dancing on her dress, hands, and face? She had been beautiful; her pride, boldness, and stubbornness were just thorns surrounding a rose; beneath those defenses was the flower, pure and lovely, with a heart of gold. I threw myself down beside the chair, draping my arms over it, hiding my face in them, and finally let myself weep.
That passion spent itself, and I lay with my face against the wood and well-nigh slept. The battle was done; the field was lost; the storm and stress of life had sunk into this dull calm, as still as peace, as hopeless as the charred log and white ash upon the hearth, cold, never to be quickened again.
That passion faded, and I rested my face against the wood, nearly falling asleep. The battle was over; the fight was lost; the chaos of life had settled into this dull tranquility, as quiet as peace, as hopeless as the burnt log and white ash on the hearth, cold, never to be revived again.
Time passed, and at length I raised my head, roused suddenly to the consciousness that for a while there had been no stillness. The air was full of sound, shouts, savage cries, the beating of a drum, the noise of musketry. I sprang to my feet, and went to the door to meet Rolfe crossing the threshold.
Time went by, and eventually, I lifted my head, abruptly realizing that there had been no silence for a while. The air was filled with noise—shouts, fierce cries, the pounding of a drum, and the sound of gunfire. I jumped to my feet and went to the door to meet Rolfe as he stepped over the threshold.
He put his arm within mine and drew me out into the sunshine upon the doorstep. “I thought I should find you here,” he said; “but it is only a room with its memories, Ralph. Out here is more breadth, more height. There is country yet, Ralph, and after a while, friends. The Indians are beginning to attack in force. Humphry Boyse is killed, and Morris Chaloner. There is smoke over the plantations up and down the river, as far as we can see, and awhile ago the body of a child drifted down to us.”
He linked his arm with mine and pulled me out into the sunlight on the doorstep. “I thought I’d find you here,” he said; “but it’s just a room full of memories, Ralph. Out here, there’s more room to breathe, more space. There’s still countryside out there, Ralph, and eventually, friends. The Indians are starting to launch serious attacks. Humphry Boyse is dead, and so is Morris Chaloner. There’s smoke rising from the plantations along the river as far as we can see, and not long ago, a child’s body floated past us.”
“I am unarmed,” I said. “I will but run to the fort for sword and musket”—
“I’m unarmed,” I said. “I’ll just run to the fort for a sword and musket”—
“No need,” he answered. “There are the dead whom you may rob.” The noise increasing as he spoke, we made no further tarrying, but, leaving behind us house and garden, hurried to the palisade.
“No need,” he replied. “You can rob the dead.” As the noise grew louder, we didn’t wait any longer; we left the house and garden behind and rushed to the palisade.
CHAPTER XXXVIII IN WHICH I GO UPON A QUEST
THROUGH a loophole in the gate of the palisade I looked, and saw the sandy neck joining the town to the main, and the deep and dark woods beyond, the fairy mantle giving invisibility to a host. Between us and that refuge dead men lay here and there, stiff and stark, with the black paint upon them, and the colored feathers of their headdresses red or blue against the sand. One warrior, shot through the back, crawled like a wounded beetle to the forest. We let him go, for we cared not to waste ammunition upon him.
THROUGH a gap in the gate of the palisade, I looked out and saw the sandy strip connecting the town to the mainland and the dense, dark woods beyond, where a hidden presence lay concealed. Between us and that refuge, dead bodies were scattered here and there, rigid and lifeless, painted black, with their headdresses adorned in red or blue feathers against the sand. One warrior, shot in the back, crawled like a wounded beetle toward the forest. We let him go, as we didn’t want to waste ammunition on him.
I drew back from my loophole, and held out my hand to the women for a freshly loaded musket. A quick murmur like the drawing of a breath came from our line. The Governor, standing near me, cast an anxious glance along the stretch of wooden stakes that were neither so high nor so thick as they should have been. “I am new to this warfare, Captain Percy,” he said. “Do they think to use those logs that they carry as battering rams?”
I stepped back from my viewpoint and reached out my hand to the women for a freshly loaded musket. A soft murmur, like a quick intake of breath, came from our line. The Governor, standing next to me, shot a worried look along the row of wooden stakes that were neither as tall nor as thick as they should have been. “I’m new to this fighting, Captain Percy,” he said. “Do they think they can use those logs they're carrying as battering rams?”
“As scaling ladders, your Honor,” I replied. “It is on the cards that we may have some sword play, after all.”
“As we climb the ladders, Your Honor,” I replied. “It looks like we might have some sword fighting after all.”
“We'll take your advice, the next time we build a palisade, Ralph Percy,” muttered West on my other side. Mounting the breastwork that we had thrown up to shelter the women who were to load the muskets, he coolly looked over the pales at the oncoming savages. “Wait until they pass the blasted pine, men!” he cried. “Then give them a hail of lead that will beat them back to the Pamunkey!”
“We’ll take your advice the next time we build a wall, Ralph Percy,” muttered West beside me. Climbing up the barricade we had made to protect the women loading the muskets, he calmly peered over the posts at the approaching attackers. “Wait until they pass the blasted pine, guys!” he shouted. “Then let them have a storm of bullets that will send them back to the Pamunkey!”
An arrow whistled by his ear; a second struck him on the shoulder, but pierced not his coat of mail. He came down from his dangerous post with a laugh.
An arrow whizzed past his ear; a second one hit him on the shoulder, but didn’t penetrate his armor. He came down from his risky spot with a laugh.
“If the leader could be picked off”—I said. “It's a long shot, but there's no harm in trying.”
“If we could take out the leader,” I said. “It’s a long shot, but there’s no harm in trying.”
As I spoke I raised my gun to my shoulder; but he leaned across Rolfe, who stood between us, and plucked me by the sleeve. “You've not looked at him closely. Look again.”
As I spoke, I raised my gun to my shoulder; but he leaned over Rolfe, who stood between us, and tugged at my sleeve. “You haven't really looked at him. Take another look.”
I did as he told me, and lowered my musket. It was not for me to send that Indian leader to his account. Rolfe's lips tightened and a sudden pallor overspread his face. “Nantauquas?” he muttered in my ear, and I nodded yes.
I did what he said and lowered my musket. It wasn’t my place to send that Indian leader to meet his end. Rolfe’s lips tightened, and a sudden pallor spread across his face. “Nantauquas?” he murmured in my ear, and I nodded yes.
The volley that we fired full into the ranks of our foe was deadly, and we looked to see them turn and flee, as they had fled before. But this time they were led by one who had been trained in English steadfastness. Broken for the moment, they rallied and came on yelling, bearing logs, thick branches of trees, oars tied together,—anything by whose help they could hope to surmount the palisade. We fired again, but they had planted their ladders. Before we could snatch the loaded muskets from the women a dozen painted figures appeared above the sharpened stakes. A moment, and they and a score behind them had leaped down upon us.
The volley we fired directly into the enemy's ranks was lethal, and we expected to see them turn and run, just like they had before. But this time they were led by someone trained in English determination. Though momentarily broken, they regrouped and charged at us, shouting, carrying logs, thick tree branches, oars tied together—anything they could use to try to overcome the palisade. We fired again, but they had already set up their ladders. Before we could grab the loaded muskets from the women, a dozen painted figures appeared above the sharpened stakes. In an instant, they and another twenty behind them jumped down at us.
It was no time now to skulk behind a palisade. At all hazards, that tide from the forest must be stemmed. Those that were amongst us we might kill, but more were swarming after them, and from the neck came the exultant yelling of madly hurrying reinforcements.
It was no time to hide behind a fence. At all costs, we had to stop that wave coming from the forest. We could take down those among us, but more were rushing in after them, and from behind us came the ecstatic shouting of frantically arriving reinforcements.
We flung open the gates. I drove my sword through the heart of an Indian who would have opposed me, and, calling for men to follow me, sprang forward. Perhaps thirty came at my call; together we made for the opening. A party of the savages in our midst interposed. We set upon them with sword and musket butt, and though they fought like very devils drove them before us through the gateway. Behind us were wild clamor, the shrieking of women, the stern shouts of the English, the whooping of the savages; before us a rush that must be met and turned.
We threw open the gates. I stabbed my sword into the heart of an Indian who would have tried to stop me, and, calling for men to follow me, jumped forward. About thirty answered my call; together we headed for the opening. A group of savages got in our way. We attacked them with swords and the butts of our muskets, and although they fought fiercely, we pushed them back through the gateway. Behind us was a wild uproar, the screams of women, the stern shouts of the English, and the whooping of the savages; ahead of us was a charge that we had to face and redirect.
It was done. A moment's fierce fighting, then the Indians wavered, broke, and fled. Like sheep we drove them before us, across the neck, to the edge of the forest, into which they plunged. Into that ambush we cared not to follow, but fell back to the palisade and the town, believing, and with reason, that the lesson had been taught. The strip of sand was strewn with the dead and the dying, but they belonged not to us. Our dead numbered but three, and we bore their bodies with us.
It was over. After a quick, intense fight, the Indians hesitated, broke, and ran. We pushed them back like sheep, driving them across the neck and to the edge of the forest, where they disappeared. We didn’t want to pursue them into that trap, so we retreated to the palisade and the town, confident that we had made our point. The sandy area was littered with the dead and dying, but they weren't ours. We had only three casualties, and we carried their bodies with us.
Within the palisade we found the English in sufficiently good case. Of the score or more Indians cut off by us from their mates and penned within that death trap, half at least were already dead, run through with sword and pike, shot down with the muskets that there was now time to load. The remainder, hemmed about, pressed against the wall, were fast meeting with a like fate. They stood no chance against us; we cared not to make prisoners of them; it was a slaughter, but they had taken the initiative. They fought with the courage of despair, striving to spring in upon us, striking when they could with hatchet and knife, and through it all talking and laughing, making God knows what savage boasts, what taunts against the English, what references to the hunting grounds to which they were going. They were brave men that we slew that day.
Inside the palisade, we found the English in pretty good shape. Out of the twenty or more Indians who had been cut off from their companions and trapped in that deadly place, at least half were already dead, pierced with swords and pikes, shot down by the muskets that we now had time to load. The rest, surrounded and pressed against the wall, were quickly meeting the same fate. They had no chance against us; we didn’t care to take them prisoner; it was a massacre, but they had been the aggressors. They fought with the desperate bravery of those who have nothing to lose, trying to jump at us, striking whenever they could with hatchets and knives, and throughout it all, they talked and laughed, boasting about who knows what savage things, taunting the English, and making references to the hunting grounds they were heading to. They were brave men that we killed that day.
At last there was left but the leader,—unharmed, unwounded, though time and again he had striven to close with some one of us, to strike and to die striking with his fellows. Behind him was the wall: of the half circle which he faced well-nigh all were old soldiers and servants of the colony, gentlemen none of whom had come in later than Dale,—Rolfe, West, Wynne, and others. We were swordsmen all. When in his desperation he would have thrown himself upon us, we contented ourselves with keeping him at sword's length, and at last West sent the knife in the dark hand whirling over the palisade. Some one had shouted to the musketeers to spare him.
At last, only the leader was left—unharmed and unwounded, even though he had repeatedly tried to engage one of us, to attack and die fighting alongside his comrades. Behind him was the wall: in the half-circle he faced, almost all were veterans and workers of the colony, gentlemen who had come no later than Dale—Rolfe, West, Wynne, and others. We were all skilled swordsmen. When, in his desperation, he attempted to charge at us, we simply kept him at sword's length, and eventually West sent the knife in his dark hand flying over the palisade. Someone had shouted to the musketeers to spare him.
When he saw that he stood alone, he stepped back against the wall, drew himself up to his full height, and folded his arms. Perhaps he thought that we would shoot him down then and there; perhaps he saw himself a captive amongst us, a show for the idle and for the strangers that the ships brought in.
When he realized he was all alone, he backed up against the wall, straightened up to his full height, and crossed his arms. Maybe he thought we would take him out right then; maybe he imagined himself as a prisoner among us, a spectacle for the bored and for the strangers that the ships brought in.
The din had ceased, and we the living, the victors, stood and looked at the vanquished dead at our feet, and at the dead beyond the gates, and at the neck upon which was no living foe, and at the blue sky bending over all. Our hearts told us, and told us truly, that the lesson had been taught, that no more forever need we at Jamestown fear an Indian attack. And then we looked at him whose life we had spared.
The noise had stopped, and we who were alive, the winners, stood and looked at the defeated dead at our feet, at the dead beyond the gates, at the neck that had no living enemy, and at the blue sky above us. Our hearts told us, and they were right, that the lesson had been learned, that we would never again have to fear an Indian attack at Jamestown. And then we looked at the one whose life we had spared.
He opposed our gaze with his folded arms and his head held high and his back against the wall. Many of us could remember him, a proud, shy lad, coming for the first time from the forest with his sister to see the English village and its wonders. For idleness we had set him in our midst that summer day, long ago, on the green by the fort, and had called him “your royal highness,” laughing at the quickness of our wit, and admiring the spirit and bearing of the lad and the promise he gave of a splendid manhood. And all knew the tale I had brought the night before.
He faced us with his arms crossed, head held high, and his back against the wall. Many of us remembered him as a proud, shy kid who came from the forest for the first time with his sister to see the English village and its wonders. Out of boredom, we had included him in our group that summer day, long ago, on the green by the fort, calling him “your royal highness,” laughing at our cleverness, and admiring the spirit and demeanor of the boy and the promise he showed of becoming a remarkable man. And everyone knew the story I had shared the night before.
Slowly, as one man, and with no spoken word, we fell back, the half circle straightening into a line and leaving a clear pathway to the open gates. The wind had ceased to blow, I remember, and a sunny stillness lay upon the sand, and the rough-hewn wooden stakes, and a little patch of tender grass across which stretched a dead man's arm. The church bells began to ring.
Slowly, without saying a word, we pulled back as one, the half circle forming into a line and creating an open path to the gates. I remember the wind had stopped, and there was a warm stillness on the sand, the rough wooden stakes, and a small patch of soft grass where a dead man's arm lay. The church bells started to ring.
The Indian out of whose path to life and freedom we had stepped glanced from the line of lowered steel to the open gates and the forest beyond, and understood. For a full minute he waited, moving not a muscle, still and stately as some noble masterpiece in bronze. Then he stepped from the shadow of the wall and moved past us through the sunshine that turned the eagle feather in his scalp lock to gold. His eyes were fixed upon the forest; there was no change in the superb calm of his face. He went by the huddled dead and the long line of the living that spoke no word, and out of the gates and across the neck, walking slowly that we might yet shoot him down if we saw fit to repent ourselves, and proudly like a king's son. There was no sound save the church bells ringing for our deliverance. He reached the shadow of the trees: a moment, and the forest had back her own.
The Native American whose path to life and freedom we had interrupted glanced from the line of lowered steel to the open gates and the forest beyond, and understood. For a full minute, he waited, not moving a muscle, still and majestic like a noble statue in bronze. Then he stepped out from the shadow of the wall and walked past us into the sunlight that turned the eagle feather in his hair into gold. His eyes were fixed on the forest; there was no change in the calmness of his face. He walked by the huddled dead and the long line of the living who said nothing, and out of the gates and across the neck, moving slowly so we could still shoot him if we felt like taking back our decision, and proudly like a prince. The only sound was the church bells ringing for our deliverance. He reached the shade of the trees: a moment later, and the forest had its own back.
We sheathed our swords and listened to the Governor's few earnest words of thankfulness and of recognition of this or that man's service, and then we set to work to clear the ground of the dead, to place sentinels, to bring the town into order, to determine what policy we should pursue, to search for ways by which we might reach and aid those who might be yet alive in the plantations above and below us.
We sheathed our swords and listened to the Governor's few sincere words of gratitude and acknowledgment of this or that person's service, and then we got to work clearing the ground of the dead, assigning sentinels, organizing the town, figuring out what strategy to follow, and looking for ways to reach and help those who might still be alive in the fields above and below us.
We could not go through the forest where every tree might hide a foe, but there was the river. For the most part, the houses of the English had been built, like mine at Weyanoke, very near to the water. I volunteered to lead a party up river, and Wynne to go with another toward the bay. But as the council at the Governor's was breaking up, and as Wynne and I were hurrying off to make our choice of the craft at the landing, there came a great noise from the watchers upon the bank, and a cry that boats were coming down the stream.
We couldn't go through the forest where every tree could be hiding an enemy, but there was the river. Most of the English houses were built close to the water, like mine at Weyanoke. I offered to lead a group upstream, while Wynne would take another group toward the bay. But just as the council at the Governor's was wrapping up and Wynne and I were rushing to choose a boat at the landing, we heard a loud commotion from the watchers on the bank and a shout that boats were coming down the river.
It was so, and there were in them white men, nearly all of whom had their wounds to show, and cowering women and children. One boat had come from the plantation at Paspahegh, and two from Martin-Brandon; they held all that were left of the people.... A woman had in her lap the body of a child, and would not let us take it from her; another, with a half-severed arm, crouched above a man who lay in his blood in the bottom of the boat.
It was true, and there were white men, almost all of whom showed their wounds, along with frightened women and children. One boat had come from the plantation at Paspahegh, and two from Martin-Brandon; they carried the few people who remained.... A woman was holding the body of a child in her lap and wouldn't let us take it from her; another woman, with a partially severed arm, was huddled over a man who was lying in his blood at the bottom of the boat.
Thus began that strange procession that lasted throughout the afternoon and night and into the next day, when a sloop came down from Henricus with the news that the English were in force there to stand their ground, although their loss had been heavy. Hour after hour they came as fast as sail and oar could bring them, the panic-stricken folk, whose homes were burned, whose kindred were slain, who had themselves escaped as by a miracle. Many were sorely wounded, so that they died when we lifted them from the boats; others had slighter hurts. Each boatload had the same tale to tell of treachery, surprise, and fiendish butchery. Wherever it had been possible the English had made a desperate defense, in the face of which the savages gave way and finally retired to the forest. Contrary to their wont, the Indians took few prisoners, but for the most part slew outright those whom they seized, wreaking their spite upon the senseless corpses. A man too good for this world, George Thorpe, who would think no evil, was killed and his body mutilated by those whom he had taught and loved. And Nathaniel Powel was dead, and four others of the Council, besides many more of name and note. There were many women slain and little children.
Thus began that strange procession that lasted all
From the stronger hundreds came tidings of the number lost, and that the survivors would hold the homes that were left, for the time at least. The Indians had withdrawn; it remained to be seen if they were satisfied with the havoc they had wrought. Would his Honor send by boat—there could be no traveling through the woods—news of how others had fared, and also powder and shot?
From the larger groups came news of the number lost, and that the survivors would keep the homes that were left, at least for now. The Indians had pulled back; it was yet to be seen if they were happy with the destruction they had caused. Would his Honor send by boat—since traveling through the woods was impossible—news of how others were doing, along with powder and shot?
Before the dawning we had heard from all save the remoter settlements. The blow had been struck, and the hurt was deep. But it was not beyond remedy, thank God! It is known what measures we took for our protection, and how soon the wound to the colony was healed, and what vengeance we meted out to those who had set upon us in the dark, and had failed to reach the heart. These things belong to history, and I am but telling my own story,—mine and another's.
Before dawn, we had heard from everyone except for the more distant settlements. The attack had happened, and the damage was serious. But it wasn't irreversible, thank God! We know what steps we took for our safety, how quickly the colony's wounds were healed, and what revenge we exacted on those who had attacked us in the dark but didn't manage to strike at the heart. These events are part of history, and I’m just sharing my own story—mine and someone else's.
In the chill and darkness of the hour before dawn something like quiet fell upon the distracted, breathless town. There was a pause in the coming of the boats. The wounded and the dying had been cared for, and the noise of the women and the children was stilled at last. All was well at the palisade; the strong party encamped upon the neck reported the forest beyond them as still as death.
In the cold and dark moments just before dawn, a kind of silence settled over the chaotic, breathless town. The arrival of the boats had slowed. The injured and dying had been attended to, and the sounds of women and children finally quieted. All was calm at the palisade; the strong group camped on the neck reported that the forest beyond was as still as death.
In the Governor's house was held a short council, subdued and quiet, for we were all of one mind and our words were few. It was decided that the George should sail at once with the tidings, and with an appeal for arms and powder and a supply of men. The Esperance would still be with us, besides the Hope-in-God and the Tiger; the Margaret and John would shortly come in, being already overdue.
In the Governor's house, a brief council took place, calm and quiet, because we all shared the same thoughts and spoke little. It was agreed that the George should set sail immediately with the news and a request for weapons, gunpowder, and a group of men. The Esperance would remain with us, along with the Hope-in-God and the Tiger; the Margaret and John would be arriving soon, as they were already past their expected arrival time.
“My Lord Carnal goes upon the George, gentlemen,” said Master Pory. “He sent but now to demand if she sailed to-morrow. He is ill, and would be at home.”
“My Lord Carnal is getting on the George, gentlemen,” said Master Pory. “He just sent to ask if she’s sailing tomorrow. He’s unwell and wants to be home.”
One or two glanced at me, but I sat with a face like stone, and the Governor, rising, broke up the council.
One or two people looked at me, but I sat there with a stone-cold expression, and the Governor, standing up, ended the meeting.
I left the house, and the street that was lit with torches and noisy with going to and fro, and went down to the river. Rolfe had been detained by the Governor, West commanded the party at the neck. There were great fires burning along the river bank, and men watching for the incoming boats; but I knew of a place where no guard was set, and where one or two canoes were moored. There was no firelight there, and no one saw me when I entered a canoe and cut the rope and pushed off from the land.
I left the house, where the street was bright with torches and bustling with activity, and headed down to the river. Rolfe had been held up by the Governor, and West was in charge of the group at the neck. Big fires were burning along the riverbank, with men keeping an eye out for incoming boats; but I knew of a spot where there was no guard, and where one or two canoes were tied up. There was no firelight there, and no one noticed me when I climbed into a canoe, cut the rope, and pushed away from the shore.
Well-nigh a day and a night had passed since Lady Wyatt had told me that which made for my heart a night-time indeed. I believed my wife to be dead,—yea, I trusted that she was dead. I hoped that it had been quickly over,—one blow.... Better that, oh, better that a thousand times, than that she should have been carried off to some village, saved to-day to die a thousand deaths to-morrow.
Well-nigh a day and a night had passed since Lady Wyatt had told me that which made for my heart a night-time indeed. I believed my wife to be dead,—yea, I trusted that she was dead. I hoped that it had been quickly over,—one blow.... Better that, oh, better that a thousand times, than that she should have been carried off to some village, saved today to die a thousand deaths tomorrow.
But I thought that there might have been left, lying on the dead leaves of the forest, that fair shell from which the soul had flown. I knew not where to go,—to the north, to the east, to the west,—but go I must. I had no hope of finding that which I went to seek, and no thought but to take up that quest. I was a soldier, and I had stood to my post; but now the need was past, and I could go. In the hall at the Governor's house, I had written a line of farewell to Rolfe, and had given the paper into the hand of a trusty fellow, charging him not to deliver it for two hours to come.
But I thought there might be left, lying on the dead leaves of the forest, that beautiful shell from which the soul had flown. I didn’t know where to go—north, east, west—but I had to go. I had no hope of finding what I was looking for, and I was only focused on taking up that quest. I was a soldier, and I had stood my ground; but now the need was gone, and I could leave. In the hall at the Governor's house, I had written a farewell note to Rolfe and given the paper to a trusted friend, telling him not to deliver it for two hours.
I rowed two miles downstream through the quiet darkness,—so quiet after the hubbub of the town. When I turned my boat to the shore the day was close at hand. The stars were gone, and a pale, cold light, more desolate than the dark, streamed from the east across which ran, like a faded blood stain, a smear of faint red. Upon the forest the mist lay heavy. When I drove the boat in amongst the sedge and reeds below the bank, I could see only the trunks of the nearest trees, hear only the sullen cry of some river bird that I had disturbed.
I paddled two miles downstream through the still darkness—so peaceful compared to the noise of the town. As I steered my boat toward the shore, dawn was approaching. The stars had disappeared, and a pale, cold light, more lonely than the dark, spread from the east, where a faint red streak looked like a faded blood stain. The mist hung heavily over the forest. As I pulled the boat among the grasses and reeds by the bank, I could only see the trunks of the closest trees and hear the dull call of a river bird I had startled.
Why I was at some pains to fasten the boat to a sycamore that dipped a pallid arm into the stream I do not know. I never thought to come back to the sycamore; I never thought to bend to an oar again, to behold again the river that the trees and the mist hid from me before I had gone twenty yards into the forest.
Why I worked so hard to tie the boat to a sycamore that dipped a pale arm into the stream, I’m not sure. I never planned to come back to the sycamore; I never thought I would row again or see the river that the trees and mist had concealed from me before I had gone twenty yards into the forest.
CHAPTER XXXIX IN WHICH WE LISTEN TO A SONG
IT was like a May morning, so mild was the air, so gay the sunshine, when the mist had risen. Wild flowers were blooming, and here and there unfolding leaves made a delicate fretwork against a deep blue sky. The wind did not blow; everywhere were stillness soft and sweet, dewy freshness, careless peace.
It was a beautiful May morning, with mild air and cheerful sunshine after the mist had lifted. Wildflowers were in bloom, and scattered unfolding leaves created a delicate pattern against the deep blue sky. The wind was calm; everywhere there was a soft and sweet stillness, fresh with dew and relaxed in peace.
Hour after hour I walked slowly through the woodland, pausing now and then to look from side to side. It was idle going, wandering in a desert with no guiding star. The place where I would be might lie to the east, to the west. In the wide enshrouding forest I might have passed it by. I believed not that I had done so. Surely, surely I should have known; surely the voice that lived only in my heart would have called to me to stay.
Hour after hour, I walked slowly through the woods, stopping now and then to look around. It felt pointless, wandering in a vast emptiness without any direction. The place I was meant to be could be to the east or to the west. In the expansive, dense forest, I might have missed it. I didn't believe that I had. I was sure that I would have known; the voice that only existed in my heart would have called out to me to stay.
Beside a newly felled tree, in a glade starred with small white flowers, I came upon the bodies of a man and a boy, so hacked, so hewn, so robbed of all comeliness, that at the sight the heart stood still and the brain grew sick. Farther on was a clearing, and in its midst the charred and blackened walls of what had been a home. I crossed the freshly turned earth, and looked in at the cabin door with the stillness and the sunshine. A woman lay dead upon the floor, her outstretched hand clenched upon the foot of a cradle. I entered the room, and, looking within the cradle, found that the babe had not been spared. Taking up the little waxen body with the blood upon its innocent breast, I laid it within the mother's arms, and went my way over the sunny doorstep and the earth that had been made ready for planting. A white butterfly—the first of the year—fluttered before me; then rose through a mist of green and passed from my sight.
Beside a recently cut tree, in a clearing filled with small white flowers, I discovered the bodies of a man and a boy, so mangled and disfigured, that just seeing them made my heart stop and my stomach turn. Further ahead was a clearing, and in the center, the charred and blackened remains of what used to be a home. I walked over the freshly turned soil and peered into the cabin with the stillness and sunshine surrounding it. A woman lay dead on the floor, her outstretched hand clutching the foot of a cradle. I stepped into the room and looked inside the cradle, only to find that the baby hadn't been spared either. Holding the tiny, lifeless body with blood on its innocent chest, I placed it in the mother's arms, then walked away over the sunlit threshold and the earth that was ready for planting. A white butterfly—the first of the year—fluttered in front of me, then soared through a haze of green and disappeared from view.
The sun climbed higher into the deep blue sky. Save where grew pines or cedars there were no shadowy places in the forest. The slight green of uncurling leaves, the airy scarlet of the maples, the bare branches of the tardier trees, opposed no barrier to the sunlight. It streamed into the world below the treetops, and lay warm upon the dead leaves and the green moss and the fragile wild flowers. There was a noise of birds, and a fox barked. All was lightness, gayety, and warmth; the sap was running, the heyday of the spring at hand. Ah! to be riding with her, to be going home through the fairy forest, the sunshine, and the singing!... The happy miles to Weyanoke, the smell of the sassafras in its woods, the house all lit and trimmed. The fire kindled, the wine upon the table... Diccon's welcoming face, and his hand upon Black Lamoral's bridle; the minister, too, maybe, with his great heart and his kindly eyes; her hand in mine, her head upon my breast—
The sun rose higher into the bright blue sky. Except for the areas where pines or cedars grew, there were no shadowy spots in the forest. The soft green of budding leaves, the light red of the maples, and the bare branches of the slower trees created no barrier to the sunlight. It poured into the world beneath the treetops, warming the dead leaves, the green moss, and the delicate wildflowers. You could hear the birds chirping, and a fox barking. Everything felt light, cheerful, and warm; the sap was flowing, and spring was in full swing. Ah! to be riding with her, heading home through the enchanting forest, the sunshine, and the melodies!... The joyful miles to Weyanoke, the fragrance of sassafras in the woods, the house all lit up and decorated. The fire crackling, the wine on the table... Diccon's welcoming face, his hand on Black Lamoral's bridle; maybe the minister too, with his big heart and kind eyes; her hand in mine, her head resting on my chest—
The vision faded. Never, never, never for me a home-coming such as that, so deep, so dear, so sweet. The men who were my friends, the woman whom I loved, had gone into a far country. This world was not their home. They had crossed the threshold while I lagged behind. The door was shut, and without were the night and I.
The vision faded. Never, never, never will I have a homecoming like that, so deep, so dear, so sweet. The men who were my friends, the woman I loved, had gone to a faraway place. This world wasn’t their home anymore. They had crossed the threshold while I stayed behind. The door was shut, and outside were the night and me.
With the fading of the vision came a sudden consciousness of a presence in the forest other than my own. I turned sharply, and saw an Indian walking with me, step for step, but with a space between us of earth and brown tree trunks and drooping branches. For a moment I thought that he was a shadow, not substance; then I stood still, waiting for him to speak or to draw nearer. At the first glimpse of the bronze figure I had touched my sword, but when I saw who it was I let my hand fall. He too paused, but he did not offer to speak. With his hand upon a great bow, he waited, motionless in the sunlight. A minute or more thus; then I walked on with my eyes upon him.
As my vision blurred, I suddenly became aware of another presence in the forest besides my own. I turned quickly and saw an Indian walking alongside me, step for step, but there was space filled with earth, brown tree trunks, and drooping branches between us. For a moment, I thought he might be a shadow rather than a real person; then I stopped, waiting for him to speak or come closer. When I first caught sight of the bronze figure, I instinctively reached for my sword, but once I recognized who he was, I relaxed my grip. He also stopped, but he didn’t say anything. With his hand resting on a large bow, he remained still in the sunlight. This lasted for a minute or more, then I continued walking, keeping my eyes on him.
At once he addressed himself to motion, not speaking or making any sign or lessening the distance between us, but moving as I moved through the light and shade, the warmth and stillness, of the forest. For a time I kept my eyes upon him, but soon I was back with my dreams again. It seemed not worth while to wonder why he walked with me, who was now the mortal foe of the people to whom he had returned.
He immediately started moving, not speaking or making any signs, and kept a distance between us, but he moved as I did through the light and shadows, warmth and stillness, of the forest. For a while, I kept my eyes on him, but soon I was lost in my own thoughts again. It didn't seem worth it to question why he walked with me, the very enemy of the people he had gone back to.
From the river bank, the sycamore, and the boat that I had fastened there, I had gone northward toward the Pamunkey; from the clearing and the ruined cabin with the dead within it, I had turned to the eastward. Now, in that hopeless wandering, I would have faced the north again. But the Indian who had made himself my traveling companion stopped short, and pointed to the east. I looked at him, and thought that he knew, maybe, of some war party between us and the Pamunkey, and would save me from it. A listlessness had come upon me, and I obeyed the pointing finger.
From the riverbank, the sycamore tree, and the boat I had tied up there, I headed north toward the Pamunkey. From the clearing and the ruined cabin with the dead inside, I turned east. Now, in my aimless wandering, I would have faced north again. But the Indian accompanying me suddenly stopped and pointed to the east. I looked at him, thinking he might know of some war party between us and the Pamunkey, and was trying to protect me from it. A feeling of lethargy had washed over me, and I followed the direction of his finger.
So, estranged and silent, with two spears' length of earth between us, we went on until we came to a quiet stream flowing between low, dark banks. Again I would have turned to the northward, but the son of Powhatan, gliding before me, set his face down the stream, toward the river I had left. A minute in which I tried to think and could not, because in my ears was the singing of the birds at Weyanoke; then I followed him.
So, feeling distant and quiet, with about two spear lengths of space between us, we continued until we reached a calm stream flowing between low, dark banks. I would have turned north again, but Powhatan's son, gliding ahead of me, directed his path down the stream, toward the river I had just left. For a moment, I tried to think, but I couldn't because I could hear the birds singing at Weyanoke; then I followed him.
How long I walked in a dream, hand in hand with the sweetness of the past, I do not know; but when the present and its anguish weighed again upon my heart it was darker, colder, stiller, in the forest. The soundless stream was bright no longer; the golden sunshine that had lain upon the earth was all gathered up; the earth was dark and smooth and bare, with not a flower; the tree trunks were many and straight and tall. Above were no longer brown branch and blue sky, but a deep and sombre green, thick woven, keeping out the sunlight like a pall. I stood still and gazed around me, and knew the place.
How long I walked in a dream, hand in hand with the sweetness of the past, I can’t say; but when the present and its pain pressed down on my heart again, it felt darker, colder, and more still in the forest. The silent stream was no longer bright; the golden sunshine that had warmed the earth was all gone; the ground was dark, smooth, and bare, with not a single flower; the tree trunks were many, straight, and tall. Above, there were no longer brown branches and a blue sky, but a deep, somber green, thickly woven, blocking out the sunlight like a shroud. I stood still and looked around me, and I recognized the place.
To me, whose heart was haunted, the dismal wood, the charmed silence, the withdrawal of the light, were less than nothing. All day I had looked for one sight of horror; yea, had longed to come at last upon it, to fall beside it, to embrace it with my arms. There, there, though it should be some fair and sunny spot, there would be my haunted wood. As for this place of gloom and stillness, it fell in with my mood. More welcome than the mocking sunshine were this cold and solemn light, this deathlike silence, these ranged pines. It was a place in which to think of life as a slight thing and scarcely worth the while, given without the asking, spent in turmoil, strife, suffering, and longings all in vain. Easily laid down, too,—so easily laid down that the wonder was—
To me, whose heart was troubled, the gloomy woods, the enchanting silence, and the fading light were nothing at all. All day I had searched for a glimpse of horror; yes, I had yearned to finally encounter it, to collapse next to it, to embrace it. There, even if it was a beautiful sunny spot, would be my haunted woods. As for this dark, quiet place, it matched my mood perfectly. More welcome than the taunting sunshine was this cold, serious light, this lifeless silence, these standing pines. It was a place to think of life as something trivial and hardly worth it, given without asking, spent in chaos, conflict, suffering, and all desires that led nowhere. So easy to let go of, too—so easy to let go that it was a wonder—
I looked at the ghostly wood, and at the dull stream, and at my hand upon the hilt of the sword that I had drawn halfway from the scabbard. The life within that hand I had not asked for. Why should I stand like a soldier left to guard a thing not worth the guarding; seeing his comrades march homeward, hearing a cry to him from his distant hearthstone?
I stared at the eerie woods, the dull stream, and my hand resting on the hilt of the sword I had pulled halfway from the scabbard. The life in that hand was something I never asked for. Why should I stand there like a soldier left to protect something not worth protecting, watching my comrades head home, hearing a call from my distant home?
I drew my sword well-nigh from its sheath; and then of a sudden I saw the matter in a truer light; knew that I was indeed the soldier, and willed to be neither coward nor deserter. The blade dropped back into the scabbard with a clang, and, straightening myself, I walked on beside the sluggish stream deep into the haunted wood.
I almost drew my sword from its sheath; then suddenly I saw things more clearly. I realized that I was indeed the soldier and I didn’t want to be a coward or a deserter. The blade fell back into the scabbard with a clang, and as I straightened up, I walked alongside the slow-moving stream deep into the haunted woods.
Presently it occurred to me to glance aside at the Indian who had kept pace with me through the forest. He was not there; he walked with me no longer; save for myself there seemed no breathing creature in the dim wood. I looked to right and left, and saw only the tall, straight pines and the needle-strewn ground. How long he had been gone I could not tell. He might have left me when first we came to the pines, for my dreams had held me, and I had not looked his way.
Right then, I realized I hadn't seen the Indian who had been walking alongside me through the forest. He was gone; it was just me now, and the dim woods felt completely empty. I looked to my right and left and only saw the tall, straight pines and the ground covered in needles. I couldn't say how long he had been gone. He might have slipped away as soon as we entered the pines because I had been lost in my thoughts and hadn't looked over to him.
There was that in the twilight place, or in the strangeness, the horror, and the yearning that had kept company with me that day, or in the dull weariness of a mind and body overwrought of late, which made thought impossible. I went on down the stream toward the river, because it chanced that my face was set in that direction.
There was something in the twilight, or in the oddness, the fear, and the longing that had been with me all day, or in the tiredness of a mind and body worn out lately, that made it hard to think. I kept moving down the stream toward the river, simply because I was facing that way.
How dark was the shadow of the pines, how lifeless the earth beneath, how faint and far away the blue that showed here and there through rifts in the heavy roof of foliage! The stream bending to one side I turned with it, and there before me stood the minister!
How dark was the shade of the pines, how lifeless the ground below, how faint and distant the blue that peeked through gaps in the thick canopy of leaves! As the stream curved to one side, I followed it, and there before me stood the minister!
I do not know what strangled cry burst from me. The earth was rocking, all the wood a glare of light. As for him, at the sight of me and the sound of my voice he had staggered back against a tree; but now, recovering himself, he ran to me and put his great arms about me. “From the power of the dog, from the lion's mouth,” he cried brokenly. “And they slew thee not, Ralph, the heathen who took thee away! Yesternight I learned that you lived, but I looked not for you here.”
I don't know what kind of strangled cry came from me. The ground was shaking, and everything was bright with light. As for him, when he saw me and heard my voice, he staggered back against a tree; but now, getting his balance, he ran to me and wrapped his strong arms around me. "From the power of the dog, from the lion's mouth," he said tearfully. "And they didn't kill you, Ralph, the savages who took you away! Last night I learned that you were alive, but I never expected to find you here."
I scarce heard or marked what he was saying, and found no time in which to wonder at his knowledge that I had not perished. I only saw that he was alone, and that in the evening wood there was no sign of other living creature.
I could barely hear or pay attention to what he was saying, and I didn't have a moment to be amazed by his understanding that I was still alive. I only noticed that he was alone, and that in the evening woods, there were no signs of any other living creatures.
“Yea, they slew me not, Jeremy,” I said. “I would that they had done so. And you are alone? I am glad that you died not, my friend; yes, faith, I am very glad that one escaped. Tell me about it, and I will sit here upon the bank and listen. Was it done in this wood? A gloomy deathbed, friend, for one so young and fair. She should have died to soft music, in the sunshine, with flowers about her.”
“Yeah, they didn’t kill me, Jeremy,” I said. “I wish they had. And you’re alone? I’m glad you didn’t die, my friend; really, I’m very glad that at least one of us got away. Tell me what happened, and I’ll sit here on the bank and listen. Was it in this woods? A dark place to die, my friend, for someone so young and beautiful. She should have passed away to gentle music, in the sunlight, with flowers around her.”
With an exclamation he put me from him, but kept his hand upon my arm and his steady eyes upon my face.
With a shout, he pushed me away but kept his hand on my arm and his steady gaze locked on my face.
“She loved laughter and sunshine and sweet songs,” I continued. “She can never know them in this wood. They are outside; they are outside the world, I think. It is sad, is it not? Faith, I think it is the saddest thing I have ever known.”
“She loved laughter, sunshine, and sweet songs,” I continued. “She can never experience them in this woods. They exist outside; they’re beyond this world, I think. It's sad, isn’t it? Honestly, I believe it’s the saddest thing I’ve ever known.”
He clapped his other hand upon my shoulder. “Wake, man!” he commanded. “If thou shouldst go mad now—Wake! thy brain is turning. Hold to thyself. Stand fast, as thou art soldier and Christian! Ralph, she is not dead. She will wear flowers,—thy flowers,—sing, laugh, move through the sunshine of earth for many and many a year, please God! Art listening, Ralph? Canst hear what I am saying?”
He placed his other hand on my shoulder. “Wake up, man!” he said. “If you lose your mind now—Wake! Your thoughts are going away. Hold on to yourself. Stand strong, as you are a soldier and a Christian! Ralph, she is not dead. She will wear flowers—your flowers—sing, laugh, and move through the sunshine of this earth for many years, God willing! Are you listening, Ralph? Can you hear what I’m saying?”
“I hear,” I said at last, “but I do not well understand.”
“I hear you,” I said finally, “but I don’t really understand.”
He pushed me back against a pine, and held me there with his hands upon my shoulders. “Listen,” he said, speaking rapidly and keeping his eyes upon mine. “All those days that you were gone, when all the world declared you dead, she believed you living. She saw party after party come back without you, and she believed that you were left behind in the forest. Also she knew that the George waited but for the search to be quite given over, and for my Lord Carnal's recovery. She had been told that the King's command might not be defied, that the Governor had no choice but to send her from Virginia. Ralph, I watched her, and I knew that she meant not to go upon that ship. Three nights agone she stole from the Governor's house, and, passing through the gates that the sleeping warder had left unfastened, went toward the forest. I saw her and followed her, and at the edge of the forest I spoke to her. I stayed her not, I brought her not back, Ralph, because I was convinced that an I did so she would die. I knew of no great danger, and I trusted in the Lord to show me what to do, step by step, and how to guide her gently back when she was weary of wandering,—when, worn out, she was willing to give up the quest for the dead. Art following me, Ralph?”
He pushed me back against a pine tree and held me there with his hands on my shoulders. “Listen,” he said quickly, keeping his eyes locked on mine. “All those days you were gone, when everyone thought you were dead, she believed you were alive. She watched party after party return without you, convinced that you were left behind in the forest. She also knew that George was just waiting for the search to be called off and for my Lord Carnal to recover. People told her that the King’s command couldn't be ignored and that the Governor had no choice but to send her away from Virginia. Ralph, I watched her, and I knew she had no intention of getting on that ship. Three nights ago, she slipped out of the Governor’s house and, passing through the gates left unsecured by the sleeping guard, headed toward the forest. I saw her and followed her, and at the edge of the forest, I spoke to her. I didn’t stop her or bring her back, Ralph, because I was sure that if I did, she would die. I didn’t know of any great danger, and I trusted the Lord to guide me step by step on how to gently lead her back when she grew tired of wandering—when, exhausted, she was ready to give up the search for the dead. Are you following me, Ralph?”
“Yes,” I answered, and took my hand from my eyes. “I was nigh mad, Jeremy, for my faith was not like hers. I have looked on Death too much of late, and yesterday all men believed that he had come to dwell in the forest and had swept clean his house before him. But you escaped, you both escaped”—
“Yes,” I replied, taking my hand away from my eyes. “I was almost driven mad, Jeremy, because my faith wasn’t like hers. I’ve seen too much of Death lately, and yesterday everyone thought he had come to live in the forest and had cleared out his house before him. But you got away; you both got away—”
“God's hand was over us,” he said reverently. “This is the way of it. She had been ill, you know, and of late she had taken no thought of food or sleep. She was so weak, we had to go so slowly, and so winding was our path, who knew not the country, that the evening found us not far upon our way, if way we had. We came to a cabin in a clearing, and they whose home it was gave us shelter for the night. In the morning, when the father and son would go forth to their work we walked with them. When they came to the trees they meant to fell we bade them good-by, and went on alone. We had not gone an hundred paces when, looking back, we saw three Indians start from the dimness of the forest and set upon and slay the man and the boy. That murder done they gave chase to me, who caught up thy wife and ran for both our lives. When I saw that they were light of foot and would overtake me, I set my burden down, and, drawing a sword that I had with me, went back to meet them halfway. Ralph, I slew all three,—may the Lord have mercy on my soul! I knew not what to think of that attack, the peace with the Indians being so profound, and I began to fear for thy wife's safety. She knew not the woods, and I managed to turn our steps back toward Jamestown without her knowledge that I did so. It was about midday when we saw the gleam of the river through the trees before us, and heard the sound of firing and of a great yelling. I made her crouch within a thicket, while I myself went forward to reconnoitre, and well-nigh stumbled into the midst of an army. Yelling, painted, maddened, brandishing their weapons toward the town, human hair dabbled with blood at the belts of many—in the name of God, Ralph, what is the meaning of it all?”
“God's hand was on us,” he said with respect. “This is how it happened. She had been sick, you know, and lately she hadn’t eaten or slept at all. She was so weak that we had to move really slowly, and the path was so winding that by evening, we hadn’t gotten very far, if we had gotten anywhere at all. We came across a cabin in a clearing, and the people who lived there offered us shelter for the night. In the morning, when the father and son were heading out to work, we walked with them. When they arrived at the trees they intended to cut down, we said goodbye and continued on alone. We hadn’t gone a hundred steps when, looking back, we saw three Indians emerge from the shadows of the forest and attack and kill the man and the boy. After that murder, they chased after me, and I grabbed your wife and ran for both our lives. When I realized they were fast and would catch up to me, I set her down, and drawing the sword I had with me, I went back to confront them. Ralph, I killed all three of them—may the Lord have mercy on my soul! I couldn’t understand why they attacked, especially with the peace with the Indians being so strong, and I started to worry for your wife’s safety. She didn’t know the woods, and I managed to turn us back toward Jamestown without her realizing it. Around midday, we saw the river glimmering through the trees ahead and heard the sounds of gunfire and loud yelling. I made her hide in a thicket while I went ahead to scout. I nearly stumbled right into the middle of an army—yelling, painted, crazed, waving their weapons toward the town, with human hair stained with blood on many of their belts—in the name of God, Ralph, what does it all mean?”
“It means,” I said, “that yesterday they rose against us and slew us by the hundred. The town was warned and is safe. Go on.”
“It means,” I said, “that yesterday they attacked us and killed us by the hundred. The town got the warning and is safe. Go on.”
“I crept back to madam,” he continued, “and hurried her away from that dangerous neighborhood. We found a growth of bushes and hid ourselves within it, and just in time, for from the north came a great band of picked warriors, tall and black and wondrously feathered, fresh to the fray, whatever the fray might be. They joined themselves to the imps upon the river bank, and presently we heard another great din with more firing and more yelling. Well, to make a long story short, we crouched there in the bushes until late afternoon, not knowing what was the matter, and not daring to venture forth to find out. The woman of the cabin at which we had slept had given us a packet of bread and meat, so we were not without food, but the time was long. And then of a sudden the wood around us was filled with the heathen, band after band, coming from the river, stealing like serpents this way and that into the depths of the forest. They saw us not in the thick bushes; maybe it was because of the prayers which I said with might and main. At last the distance swallowed them, the forest seemed clear, no sound, no motion. Long we waited, but with the sunset we stole from the bushes and down an aisle of the forest toward the river, rounded a little wood of cedar, and came full upon perhaps fifty of the savages”—He paused to draw a great breath and to raise his brows after a fashion that he had.
“I snuck back to the lady,” he went on, “and hurried her out of that dangerous area. We found a patch of bushes and hid in it, just in time, because a large group of elite warriors arrived from the north, tall, dark, and dressed in amazing feathers, fresh for battle, whatever that battle might be. They joined the troublemakers by the riverbank, and soon we heard another loud clash with more gunfire and shouting. To cut a long story short, we stayed hidden in the bushes until late afternoon, not knowing what was happening and too afraid to go out and find out. The woman at the cabin where we had spent the night had given us a packet of bread and meat, so we had food, but the wait felt long. Then suddenly, the woods around us filled with natives, group after group, coming from the river, slithering like snakes this way and that into the depths of the forest. They didn’t see us in the thick bushes; maybe it was because of the prayers I was saying with all my strength. Eventually, they disappeared into the distance, the forest seemed clear, no sounds, no movement. We waited a long time, but with the sunset, we slipped out of the bushes and down a path in the forest toward the river, rounded a small grove of cedar, and unexpectedly came across perhaps fifty of the natives”—He paused to take a deep breath and raised his eyebrows in his typical way.
“Go on, go on!” I cried. “What did you do? You have said that she is alive and safe!”
“Go on, go on!” I shouted. “What happened? You said she’s alive and safe!”
“She is,” he answered, “but no thanks to me, though I did set lustily upon that painted fry. Who led them, d' ye think, Ralph? Who saved us from those bloody hands?”
“She is,” he replied, “but not because of me, although I did eagerly go after that painted woman. Who do you think led them, Ralph? Who saved us from those bloody hands?”
A light broke in upon me. “I know,” I said. “And he brought you here”—
A realization hit me. “I get it,” I said. “And he brought you here”—
“Ay, he sent away the devils whose color he is, worse luck! He told us that there were Indians, not of his tribe, between us and the town. If we went on we should fall into their hands. But there was a place that was shunned by the Indian as by the white man: we could bide there until the morrow, when we might find the woods clear. He guided us to this dismal wood that was not altogether strange to us. Ay, he told her that you were alive. He said no more than that; all at once, when we were well within the wood and the twilight was about us, he was gone.”
“Yeah, he sent away the devils that look like him, unfortunately! He told us there were Indians, not from his tribe, between us and the town. If we kept going, we’d be caught by them. But there was a place that both the Indians and the white man avoided: we could stay there until tomorrow, when we might find the woods clear. He led us to this gloomy forest that wasn’t completely unfamiliar to us. Yeah, he told her that you were alive. He didn’t say anything more than that; suddenly, when we were deep in the woods and twilight surrounded us, he was gone.”
He ceased to speak, and stood regarding me with a smile upon his rugged face. I took his hand and raised it to my lips. “I owe you more than I can ever pay,” I said. “Where is she, my friend?”
He stopped talking and looked at me with a smile on his weathered face. I took his hand and raised it to my lips. “I owe you more than I can ever repay,” I said. “Where is she, my friend?”
“Not far away,” he answered. “We sought the centre of the wood, and because she was so chilled and weary and shaken I did dare to build a fire there. Not a foe has come against us, and we waited but for the dusk of this evening to try to make the town. I came down to the stream just now to find, if I could, how near we were to the river”—
“Not far away,” he replied. “We headed toward the center of the woods, and since she was so cold, tired, and shaken, I decided to build a fire there. No enemies have approached us, and we only waited for this evening's dusk to try to reach the town. I just went down to the stream to see how close we were to the river.”
He broke off, made a gesture with his hand toward one of the long aisles of pine trees, and then, with a muttered “God bless you both,” left me, and going a little way down the stream, stood with his back to a great tree and his eyes upon the slow, deep water.
He stopped talking, gestured toward one of the long rows of pine trees, and then, with a quiet "God bless you both," walked away from me. He went a short distance down the stream, stood with his back against a large tree, and looked at the slow, deep water.
She was coming. I watched the slight figure grow out of the dusk between the trees, and the darkness in which I had walked of late fell away. The wood that had been so gloomy was a place of sunlight and song; had red roses sprung up around me I had felt no wonder. She came softly and slowly, with bent head and hanging arms, not knowing that I was near. I went not to meet her,—it was my fancy to have her come to me still,—but when she raised her eyes and saw me I fell upon my knees.
She was coming. I watched the small figure appear from the shadows between the trees, and the darkness I’d been walking in lately faded away. The woods that had seemed so gloomy turned into a place of sunlight and song; if red roses had blossomed around me, I wouldn't have been surprised. She approached softly and slowly, with her head down and arms hanging, unaware that I was close by. I didn't go to meet her—I wanted her to come to me on her own—but when she lifted her eyes and saw me, I dropped to my knees.
For a moment she stood still, with her hands at her bosom; then, softly and slowly through the dusky wood, she came to me and touched me upon the shoulder. “Art come to take me home?” she asked. “I have wept and prayed and waited long, but now the spring is here and the woods are growing green.”
For a moment, she stood still with her hands on her chest; then, softly and slowly through the dim wood, she came to me and touched me on the shoulder. “Have you come to take me home?” she asked. “I have cried and prayed and waited a long time, but now spring is here and the woods are turning green.”
I took her hands and bowed my head upon them. “I believed thee dead,” I said. “I thought that thou hadst gone home, indeed, and I was left in the world alone. I can never tell thee how I love thee.”
I took her hands and bowed my head on them. “I thought you were dead,” I said. “I really thought you had gone home, and I was left in this world all alone. I can never express how much I love you.”
“I need no telling,” she answered. “I am glad that I did so forget my womanhood as to come to Virginia on such an errand; glad that they did laugh at and insult me in the meadow at Jamestown, for else thou mightst have given me no thought; very heartily glad that thou didst buy me with thy handful of tobacco. With all my heart I love thee, my knight, my lover, my lord and husband”—Her voice broke, and I felt the trembling of her frame. “I love not thy tears upon my hands,” she murmured. “I have wandered far and am weary. Wilt rise and put thy arm around me and lead me home?”
“I don’t need to be told,” she replied. “I’m glad I forgot my womanhood and came to Virginia for this purpose; glad that they laughed at and insulted me in the meadow at Jamestown, because otherwise you might not have thought of me at all; truly glad that you bought me with your handful of tobacco. With all my heart, I love you, my knight, my lover, my lord and husband”—Her voice broke, and I felt her trembling. “I don’t like your tears on my hands,” she whispered. “I’ve traveled far and I’m tired. Will you get up, put your arm around me, and take me home?”
I stood up, and she came to my arms like a tired bird to its nest. I bent my head, and kissed her upon the brow, the blue-veined eyelids, the perfect lips. “I love thee,” I said. “The song is old, but it is sweet. See! I wear thy color, my lady.”
I stood up, and she came into my arms like a tired bird returning to its nest. I bent my head and kissed her on the forehead, the blue-veined eyelids, and the perfect lips. “I love you,” I said. “The song is old, but it’s sweet. Look! I’m wearing your colors, my lady.”
The hand that had touched the ribbon upon my arm stole upwards to my lips. “An old song, but a sweet one,” she said. “I love thee. I will always love thee. My head may lie upon thy breast, but my heart lies at thy feet.”
The hand that had brushed the ribbon on my arm moved up to my lips. “An old song, but a beautiful one,” she said. “I love you. I will always love you. My head may rest on your chest, but my heart is at your feet.”
There was joy in the haunted wood, deep peace, quiet thankfulness, a springtime of the heart,—not riotous like the May, but fair and grave and tender like the young world in the sunshine without the pines. Our lips met again, and then, with my arm around her, we moved to the giant pine beneath which stood the minister. He turned at our approach, and looked at us with a quiet and tender smile, though the water stood in his eyes. “'Heaviness may endure for a night,'” he said, “'but joy cometh in the morning.' I thank God for you both.”
There was happiness in the enchanted woods, a deep sense of peace, a quiet gratitude, a springtime feeling in our hearts—not wild like May, but gentle, serious, and soft like a young world basking in the sunlight away from the pines. Our lips met again, and then, with my arm around her, we walked to the giant pine where the minister stood. He turned to us as we approached and looked at us with a calm and kind smile, even though tears welled up in his eyes. “'Weeping may last for a night,'” he said, “'but joy comes in the morning.' I thank God for the two of you.”
“Last summer, in the green meadow, we knelt before you while you blessed us, Jeremy,” I answered. “Bless us now again, true friend and man of God.”
“Last summer, in the green meadow, we knelt before you while you blessed us, Jeremy,” I said. “Bless us again now, true friend and man of God.”
He laid his hands upon our bowed heads and blessed us, and then we three moved through the dismal wood and beside the sluggish stream down to the great bright river. Ere we reached it the pines had fallen away, the haunted wood was behind us, our steps were set through a fairy world of greening bough and springing bloom. The blue sky laughed above, the late sunshine barred our path with gold. When we came to the river it lay in silver at our feet, making low music amongst its reeds.
He placed his hands on our bowed heads and blessed us, and then the three of us moved through the gloomy woods and along the slow stream down to the great bright river. Before we reached it, the pine trees had disappeared, the spooky woods were behind us, and we found ourselves walking through a magical world of green branches and blooming flowers. The blue sky smiled down at us, and the late sunshine lit our path with gold. When we arrived at the river, it shimmered in silver at our feet, creating soft music among the reeds.
I had bethought me of the boat which I had fastened that morning to the sycamore between us and the town, and now we moved along the river bank until we should come to the tree. Though we walked through an enemy's country we saw no foe. Stillness and peace encompassed us; it was like a beautiful dream from which one fears no wakening.
I remembered the boat I had tied that morning to the sycamore tree between us and the town, and now we walked along the riverbank until we reached the tree. Even though we were in enemy territory, we encountered no one. Stillness and peace surrounded us; it felt like a beautiful dream from which one doesn't want to wake.
As we went, I told them, speaking low, for we knew not if we were yet in safety, of the slaughter that had been made and of Diccon. My wife shuddered and wept, and the minister drew long breaths while his hands opened and closed. And then, when she asked me, I told of how I had been trapped to the ruined hut that night and of all that had followed. When I had done she turned within my arm and clung to me with her face hidden. I kissed her and comforted her, and presently we came to the sycamore tree reaching out over the clear water, and to the boat that I had fastened there.
As we walked, I spoke quietly to them, since we didn't know if we were safe yet, about the massacre that had happened and about Diccon. My wife trembled and cried, while the minister took deep breaths, his hands opening and closing. Then, when she asked me, I recounted how I had been trapped at the ruined hut that night and everything that had happened afterwards. Once I finished, she turned into my arm, clinging to me with her face hidden. I kissed her and reassured her, and soon we reached the sycamore tree that leaned over the clear water, and the boat I had tied up there.
The sunset was nigh at hand, and all the west was pink. The wind had died away, and the river lay like tinted glass between the dark borders of the forest. Above the sky was blue, while in the south rose clouds that were like pillars, tall and golden. The air was soft as silk; there was no sound other than the ripple of the water about our keel and the low dash of the oars. The minister rowed, while I sat idle beside my love. He would have it so, and I made slight demur.
The sunset was approaching, and the whole western sky was pink. The wind had calmed down, and the river looked like colored glass between the dark edges of the forest. Above, the sky was blue, while to the south, clouds rose like tall golden pillars. The air was soft as silk; there was no sound except for the gentle ripples of the water around our boat and the quiet splash of the oars. The minister was rowing while I sat back next to my love. He preferred it this way, and I didn't argue much.
We left the bank behind us and glided into the midstream, for it was as well to be out of arrowshot. The shadow of the forest was gone; still and bright around us lay the mighty river. When at length the boat head turned to the west, we saw far up the stream the roofs of Jamestown, dark against the rosy sky.
We left the bank behind and glided into the middle of the river, as it was better to be out of arrow range. The shadow of the forest was gone; still and bright around us lay the powerful river. When the boat finally turned west, we saw the roofs of Jamestown far up the stream, dark against the pink sky.
“There is a ship going home,” said the minister.
“There’s a ship heading home,” said the minister.
We to whom he spoke looked with him down the river, and saw a tall ship with her prow to the ocean. All her sails were set; the last rays of the sinking sun struck against her poop windows and made of them a half-moon of fire. She went slowly, for the wind was light, but she went surely, away from the new land back to the old, down the stately river to the bay and the wide ocean, and to the burial at sea of one upon her. With her pearly sails and the line of flame color beneath, she looked a dwindling cloud; a little while, and she would be claimed of the distance and the dusk.
We, who he was talking to, looked with him down the river and saw a tall ship heading toward the ocean. All her sails were up; the last rays of the setting sun hit her stern windows and turned them into a half-moon of fire. She moved slowly because the wind was gentle, but she moved steadily, leaving the new land behind and returning to the old, down the grand river to the bay and the wide ocean, and to the burial at sea of one person on board. With her pearly sails and the streak of flame color beneath, she looked like a shrinking cloud; in just a little while, she would be swallowed by the distance and the dusk.
“It is the George,” I said.
“It’s the George,” I said.
The lady who sat beside me caught her breath. “Ay, sweetheart,” I went on. “She carries one for whom she waited. He has gone from out our life forever.”
The woman sitting next to me gasped. “Oh, darling,” I continued. “She carries someone for whom she waited. He has left our lives forever.”
She uttered a low cry and turned to me, trembling, her lips parted, her eyes eloquent. “We will not speak of him,” I said. “As if he were dead let his name rest between us. I have another thing to tell thee, dear heart, dear court lady masking as a waiting damsel, dear ward of the King whom his Majesty hath thundered against for so many weary months. Would it grieve thee to go home, after all?”
She let out a soft cry and turned to me, shaking, her lips slightly apart, her eyes expressive. “We won't talk about him,” I said. “Let his name rest between us as if he were dead. I have something else to tell you, my dear, my noble lady pretending to be a waiting maid, my ward of the King whom His Majesty has been angry with for so many long months. Would it upset you to go home, after everything?”
“Home?” she asked. “To Weyanoke? That would not grieve me.”
“Home?” she asked. “To Weyanoke? That wouldn’t upset me.”
“Not to Weyanoke, but to England,” I said. “The George is gone, but three days since the Esperance came in. When she sails again I think that we must go.”
“Not to Weyanoke, but to England,” I said. “The George is gone, but just three days ago the Esperance arrived. When she sets sail again, I think we should go.”
She gazed at me with a whitening face. “And you?” she whispered. “How will you go? In chains?”
She looked at me with a pale face. “And you?” she whispered. “How will you leave? In chains?”
I took her clasped hands, parted them, and drew her arms around my neck. “Ay,” I answered, “I will go in chains that I care not to have broken. My dear love, I think that the summer lies fair before us. Listen while I tell thee of news that the Esperance brought.”
I took her hands, separated them, and wrapped her arms around my neck. “Yes,” I said, “I will go in chains that I don’t want to be released from. My dear love, I believe that a beautiful summer awaits us. Listen while I share the news that the Esperance brought.”
While I told of new orders from the Company to the Governor and of my letter from Buckingham, the minister rested upon his oars that he might hear the better. When I had ceased to speak he bent to them again, and his tireless strength sent us swiftly over the glassy water toward the town that was no longer distant. “I am more glad than I can tell you, Ralph and Jocelyn,” he said, and the smile with which he spoke made his face beautiful.
While I talked about new orders from the Company to the Governor and about my letter from Buckingham, the minister paused so he could listen better. Once I finished speaking, he resumed rowing, and his relentless strength propelled us quickly over the smooth water toward the town that was now close by. “I’m happier than I can express, Ralph and Jocelyn,” he said, and the smile with which he spoke made his face look radiant.
The light streaming to us from the ruddy west laid roses in the cheeks of the sometime ward of the King, and the low wind lifted the dark hair from her forehead. Her head was on my breast, her hand in mine; we cared not to speak, we were so happy. On her finger was her wedding ring, the ring that was only a link torn from the gold chain Prince Maurice had given me. When she saw my eyes upon it, she raised her hand and kissed the rude circlet.
The light coming from the red west painted roses on the cheeks of the former ward of the King, and the gentle breeze brushed her dark hair off her forehead. Her head rested on my chest, her hand held in mine; we didn’t feel like talking because we were so happy. On her finger was her wedding ring, which was just a link ripped from the gold chain Prince Maurice had given me. When she noticed me looking at it, she raised her hand and kissed the rough circle.
The hue of the sunset lingered in cloud and water, and in the pale heavens above the rose and purple shone the evening star. The cloudlike ship at which we had gazed was gone into the distance and the twilight; we saw her no more. Broad between its blackening shores stretched the James, mirroring the bloom in the west, the silver star, the lights upon the Esperance that lay between us and the town. Aboard her the mariners were singing, and their song of the sea floated over the water to us, sweetly and like a love song. We passed the ship unhailed, and glided on to the haven where we would be. The singing behind us died away, but the song in our hearts kept on. All things die not: while the soul lives, love lives: the song may be now gay, now plaintive, but it is deathless.
The colors of the sunset hung in the clouds and the water, and in the pale sky above, the evening star shone with shades of rose and purple. The cloud-like ship we had been watching was now just a memory in the distance, lost to twilight; we could no longer see her. The James River stretched wide between its darkening shores, reflecting the glow in the west, the silver star, and the lights on the Esperance that lay between us and the town. The sailors aboard her were singing, and their sea shanty floated over the water to us, sweet and like a love song. We passed the ship without a word and continued on to our destination. The singing behind us faded away, but the song in our hearts went on. Not everything truly dies: as long as the soul exists, love endures: the song may be cheerful at times and wistful at others, but it is eternal.
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