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Conger agreed to kill a stranger he had never seen. But he would make no mistakes because he had the stranger's skull under his arm.
Conger agreed to kill a stranger he had never encountered before. But he wouldn’t make any errors because he had the stranger's skull tucked under his arm.
THE
SKULL
By Philip K. Dick
"What is this opportunity?" Conger asked. "Go on. I'm interested."
"What" is this opportunity?" Conger asked. "Go ahead. I'm interested."
The room was silent; all faces were fixed on Conger—still in the drab prison uniform. The Speaker leaned forward slowly.
The room was quiet; everyone’s eyes were on Conger—still in the dull prison uniform. The Speaker leaned in slowly.
"Before you went to prison your trading business was paying well—all illegal—all very profitable. Now you have nothing, except the prospect of another six years in a cell."
"Before you went to prison, your trading business was doing really well—all illegal—all very profitable. Now you have nothing, except the likelihood of another six years in a cell."
Conger scowled.
Conger frowned.
"There is a certain situation, very important to this Council, that requires your peculiar abilities. Also, it is a situation you might find interesting. You were a hunter, were you not? You've done a great deal of trapping, hiding in the bushes, waiting at night for the game? I imagine hunting must be a source of satisfaction to you, the chase, the stalking—"
"There’s a specific situation, very important to this Council, that needs your unique skills. It’s also something you might find intriguing. You were a hunter, right? You’ve done a lot of trapping, hiding in the bushes, waiting at night for your prey? I suppose hunting must give you a sense of satisfaction, the chase, the stalking—"
Conger sighed. His lips twisted. "All right," he said. "Leave that out. Get to the point. Who do you want me to kill?"
Conger sighed. His lips twisted. "All right," he said. "Skip that. Get to the point. Who do you want me to kill?"
The Speaker smiled. "All in proper sequence," he said softly.
The Speaker smiled. "Everything in the right order," he said gently.
The car slid to a stop. It was night; there was no light anywhere along the street. Conger looked out. "Where are we? What is this place?"
The car coasted to a halt. It was night; there were no lights anywhere along the street. Conger peered outside. "Where are we? What is this place?"
The hand of the guard pressed into his arm. "Come. Through that door."
The guard's hand pressed into his arm. "Come on. Through that door."
Conger stepped down, onto the damp sidewalk. The guard came swiftly after him, and then the Speaker. Conger took a deep breath of the cold air. He studied the dim outline of the building rising up before them.
Conger stepped down onto the damp sidewalk. The guard followed him quickly, and then the Speaker. Conger took a deep breath of the cold air. He looked at the faint outline of the building looming in front of them.
"I know this place. I've seen it before." He squinted, his eyes growing accustomed to the dark. Suddenly he became alert. "This is—"
"I know this place. I've seen it before." He squinted, his eyes adjusting to the dark. Suddenly, he became alert. "This is—"
"Yes. The First Church." The Speaker walked toward the steps. "We're expected."
"Yes. The First Church." The Speaker walked toward the steps. "We're expected."
"Expected? Here?"
"Expected? Here?"
"Yes." The Speaker mounted the stairs. "You know we're not allowed in their Churches, especially with guns!" He stopped. Two armed soldiers loomed up ahead, one on each side.
"Yeah." The Speaker climbed the stairs. "You know we're not allowed in their churches, especially with guns!" He paused. Two armed soldiers stood ahead, one on each side.
"All right?" The Speaker looked up at them. They nodded. The door of the Church was open. Conger could see other soldiers inside, standing about, young soldiers with large eyes, gazing at the ikons and holy images.
"All good?" The Speaker glanced up at them. They nodded. The Church door was open. Conger could see other soldiers inside, standing around, young soldiers with wide eyes, staring at the icons and holy images.
"I see," he said.
"I get it," he said.
"It was necessary," the Speaker said. "As you know, we have been singularly unfortunate in the past in our relations with the First Church."
"It was necessary," the Speaker said. "As you know, we've had a lot of bad luck in the past with our relationship with the First Church."
"This won't help."
"This won’t be useful."
"But it's worth it. You will see."
"But it's worth it. You'll see."
They passed through the hall and into the main chamber where the altar piece was, and the kneeling places. The Speaker scarcely glanced at the altar as they passed by. He pushed open a small side door and beckoned Conger through.
They walked through the hall and entered the main chamber where the altar piece was located, along with the kneeling spots. The Speaker barely looked at the altar as they went past. He opened a small side door and motioned for Conger to join him.
"In here. We have to hurry. The faithful will be flocking in soon."
"In here. We need to hurry. The faithful will be arriving soon."
Conger entered, blinking. They were in a small chamber, low-ceilinged, with dark panels of old wood. There was a smell of ashes and smoldering spices in the room. He sniffed. "What's that? The smell."
Conger walked in, squinting. They were in a small room with a low ceiling and dark wooden panels. There was a scent of ashes and burning spices filling the air. He sniffed. "What’s that smell?"
"Cups on the wall. I don't know." The Speaker crossed impatiently to the far side. "According to our information, it is hidden here by this—"
"Cups on the wall. I don't know." The Speaker crossed impatiently to the other side. "According to our information, it's hidden here by this—"
Conger looked around the room. He saw books and papers, holy signs and images. A strange low shiver went through him.
Conger looked around the room. He saw books and papers, holy signs and images. A strange, low shiver ran through him.
"Does my job involve anyone of the Church? If it does—"
"Does my job involve anyone from the Church? If it does—"
The Speaker turned, astonished. "Can it be that you believe in the Founder? Is it possible, a hunter, a killer—"
The Speaker turned, shocked. "Do you really believe in the Founder? Is it possible, a hunter, a killer—"
"No. Of course not. All their business about resignation to death, non-violence—"
"No. Of course not. All their talk about accepting death, non-violence—"
"What is it, then?"
"What's going on, then?"
Conger shrugged. "I've been taught not to mix with such as these. They have strange abilities. And you can't reason with them."
Conger shrugged. "I’ve been taught not to associate with people like them. They have unusual abilities. And you can’t reason with them."
The Speaker studied Conger thoughtfully. "You have the wrong idea. It is no one here that we have in mind. We've found that killing them only tends to increase their numbers."
The Speaker looked at Conger thoughtfully. "You're mistaken. It's not anyone here that we're targeting. We've realized that killing them just tends to increase their numbers."
"Then why come here? Let's leave."
"Then why are we here? Let's go."
"No. We came for something important. Something you will need to identify your man. Without it you won't be able to find him." A trace of a smile crossed the Speaker's face. "We don't want you to kill the wrong person. It's too important."
"No. We came for something important. Something you'll need to identify your guy. Without it, you won't be able to find him." A hint of a smile crossed the Speaker's face. "We don't want you to kill the wrong person. It's too important."
"I don't make mistakes." Conger's chest rose. "Listen, Speaker—"
"I don't make mistakes." Conger's chest puffed up. "Listen, Speaker—"
"This is an unusual situation," the Speaker said. "You see, the person you are after—the person that we are sending you to find—is known only by certain objects here. They are the only traces, the only means of identification. Without them—"
"This is a strange situation," the Speaker said. "You see, the person you're looking for—the person we're sending you to find—can only be identified by specific objects here. They are the only clues, the only way to recognize them. Without those—"
"What are they?"
"What are these?"
He came toward the Speaker. The Speaker moved to one side. "Look," he said. He drew a sliding wall away, showing a dark square hole. "In there."
He walked over to the Speaker. The Speaker shifted to one side. "Look," he said. He pushed a sliding wall aside, revealing a dark square opening. "In there."
Conger squatted down, staring in. He frowned. "A skull! A skeleton!"
Conger crouched down, looking inside. He frowned. "A skull! A skeleton!"
"The man you are after has been dead for two centuries," the Speaker said. "This is all that remains of him. And this is all you have with which to find him."
"The man you're looking for has been dead for two hundred years," the Speaker said. "This is all that's left of him. And this is all you have to find him."
For a long time Conger said nothing. He stared down at the bones, dimly visible in the recess of the wall. How could a man dead centuries be killed? How could he be stalked, brought down?
For a long time, Conger said nothing. He stared down at the bones, barely visible in the wall's recess. How could a man who died centuries ago be killed? How could he be hunted and brought down?
Conger was a hunter, a man who had lived as he pleased, where he pleased. He had kept himself alive by trading, bringing furs and pelts in from the Provinces on his own ship, riding at high speed, slipping through the customs line around Earth.
Conger was a hunter, a man who had lived however he wanted, wherever he wanted. He had survived by trading, bringing in furs and pelts from the Provinces on his own ship, riding at high speeds and slipping through the customs line around Earth.
He had hunted in the great mountains of the moon. He had stalked through empty Martian cities. He had explored—
He had hunted in the vast mountains of the moon. He had moved through deserted Martian cities. He had explored—
The Speaker said, "Soldier, take these objects and have them carried to the car. Don't lose any part of them."
The Speaker said, "Soldier, take these items and have them put in the car. Make sure you don’t lose any of them."
The soldier went into the cupboard, reaching gingerly, squatting on his heels.
The soldier opened the cupboard, cautiously reaching inside, sitting back on his heels.
"It is my hope," the Speaker continued softly, to Conger, "that you will demonstrate your loyalty to us, now. There are always ways for citizens to restore themselves, to show their devotion to their society. For you I think this would be a very good chance. I seriously doubt that a better one will come. And for your efforts there will be quite a restitution, of course."
"It is my hope," the Speaker continued softly to Conger, "that you will show your loyalty to us now. There are always ways for citizens to redeem themselves, to display their commitment to their community. I think this could be a great opportunity for you. I seriously doubt a better one will come along. And for your efforts, there will definitely be some compensation, of course."
The two men looked at each other; Conger, thin, unkempt, the Speaker immaculate in his uniform.
The two men stared at each other; Conger, lanky and messy, the Speaker looking sharp in his uniform.
"I understand you," Conger said. "I mean, I understand this part, about the chance. But how can a man who has been dead two centuries be—"
"I get you," Conger said. "I mean, I get this part about the chance. But how can a guy who has been dead for two hundred years be—"
"I'll explain later," the Speaker said. "Right now we have to hurry!" The soldier had gone out with the bones, wrapped in a blanket held carefully in his arms. The Speaker walked to the door. "Come. They've already discovered that we've broken in here, and they'll be coming at any moment."
"I'll explain later," the Speaker said. "We need to hurry!" The soldier had left with the bones, wrapped in a blanket that he held carefully in his arms. The Speaker walked to the door. "Come on. They've already realized that we've broken in here, and they'll be here any minute."
They hurried down the damp steps to the waiting car. A second later the driver lifted the car up into the air, above the house-tops.
They rushed down the wet steps to the waiting car. A moment later, the driver elevated the car into the air, above the rooftops.
The Speaker settled back in the seat.
The Speaker got comfortable in the seat.
"The First Church has an interesting past," he said. "I suppose you are familiar with it, but I'd like to speak of a few points that are of relevancy to us.
"The First Church has a fascinating history," he said. "I assume you're familiar with it, but I'd like to discuss a few points that are relevant to us.
"It was in the twentieth century that the Movement began—during one of the periodic wars. The Movement developed rapidly, feeding on the general sense of futility, the realization that each war was breeding greater war, with no end in sight. The Movement posed a simple answer to the problem: Without military preparations—weapons—there could be no war. And without machinery and complex scientific technocracy there could be no weapons.
"It was in the 20th century that the Movement started—during one of the recurring wars. The Movement grew quickly, tapping into the widespread feeling of hopelessness, the understanding that each war was only leading to more war, with no end in sight. The Movement offered a straightforward solution to the problem: Without military preparations—arms—there could be no war. And without machinery and complicated scientific systems, there could be no arms."
"The Movement preached that you couldn't stop war by planning for it. They preached that man was losing to his machinery and science, that it was getting away from him, pushing him into greater and greater wars. Down with society, they shouted. Down with factories and science! A few more wars and there wouldn't be much left of the world.
"The Movement argued that you can't stop war by preparing for it. They claimed that humanity was being overtaken by machinery and technology, that it was slipping from our control, driving us into bigger and bigger wars. They called for the downfall of society, chanting against factories and science! If we face a few more wars, there won't be much of the world left."
"The Founder was an obscure person from a small town in the American Middle West. We don't even know his name. All we know is that one day he appeared, preaching a doctrine of non-violence, non-resistance; no fighting, no paying taxes for guns, no research except for medicine. Live out your life quietly, tending your garden, staying out of public affairs; mind your own business. Be obscure, unknown, poor. Give away most of your possessions, leave the city. At least that was what developed from what he told the people."
"The Founder was an unknown person from a small town in the American Midwest. We don’t even know his name. All we know is that one day he showed up, sharing a message of non-violence and non-resistance; no fighting, no paying taxes for weapons, no research except for medicine. Live your life quietly, take care of your garden, avoid public affairs; focus on your own life. Be unremarkable, unknown, poor. Give away most of your stuff, leave the city. At least, that’s what came out of his message to the people."
The car dropped down and landed on a roof.
The car fell and landed on a roof.
"The Founder preached this doctrine, or the germ of it; there's no telling how much the faithful have added themselves. The local authorities picked him up at once, of course. Apparently they were convinced that he meant it; he was never released. He was put to death, and his body buried secretly. It seemed that the cult was finished."
"The Founder preached this doctrine, or the core of it; it's unclear how much the followers have added on their own. The local authorities arrested him right away, of course. They seemed certain he was serious; he was never let go. He was executed, and his body was buried secretly. It appeared that the cult was over."
The Speaker smiled. "Unfortunately, some of his disciples reported seeing him after the date of his death. The rumor spread; he had conquered death, he was divine. It took hold, grew. And here we are today, with a First Church, obstructing all social progress, destroying society, sowing the seeds of anarchy—"
The Speaker smiled. "Unfortunately, some of his followers claimed to have seen him after he died. The rumor spread; he had overcome death, he was divine. It took hold and grew. And here we are today, with a First Church, blocking all social progress, harming society, sowing the seeds of chaos—"
"But the wars," Conger said. "About them?"
"But the wars," Conger said. "About them?"
"The wars? Well, there were no more wars. It must be acknowledged that the elimination of war was the direct result of non-violence practiced on a general scale. But we can take a more objective view of war today. What was so terrible about it? War had a profound selective value, perfectly in accord with the teachings of Darwin and Mendel and others. Without war the mass of useless, incompetent mankind, without training or intelligence, is permitted to grow and expand unchecked. War acted to reduce their numbers; like storms and earthquakes and droughts, it was nature's way of eliminating the unfit.
"The wars? Well, there were no more wars. It's important to recognize that the end of war was mainly due to the widespread practice of non-violence. But we can look at war more objectively today. What was so terrible about it? War had significant selective value, aligning perfectly with the ideas of Darwin, Mendel, and others. Without war, the vast number of unskilled, incompetent people, lacking training or intelligence, is allowed to grow and expand without limit. War helped to reduce their numbers; like storms, earthquakes, and droughts, it was nature's way of culling the unfit."
"Without war the lower elements of mankind have increased all out of proportion. They threaten the educated few, those with scientific knowledge and training, the ones equipped to direct society. They have no regard for science or a scientific society, based on reason. And this Movement seeks to aid and abet them. Only when scientists are in full control can the—"
"Without war, the less educated parts of humanity have grown way out of proportion. They pose a threat to the educated minority, those with scientific knowledge and training, the ones who are capable of guiding society. They have no respect for science or a rational, scientific society. And this Movement aims to support and enable them. Only when scientists are in complete control can the—"
He looked at his watch and then kicked the car door open. "I'll tell you the rest as we walk."
He checked his watch and then kicked the car door open. "I'll fill you in on the rest as we walk."
They crossed the dark roof. "Doubtless you now know whom those bones belonged to, who it is that we are after. He has been dead just two centuries, now, this ignorant man from the Middle West, this Founder. The tragedy is that the authorities of the time acted too slowly. They allowed him to speak, to get his message across. He was allowed to preach, to start his cult. And once such a thing is under way, there's no stopping it.
They crossed the dark roof. “Surely you now know who those bones belonged to, who we’re after. He’s been dead for two centuries now, this clueless man from the Midwest, this Founder. The tragedy is that the authorities back then acted too slowly. They let him speak, let his message spread. He was allowed to preach, to start his cult. And once something like that gets going, there’s no stopping it.
"But what if he had died before he preached? What if none of his doctrines had ever been spoken? It took only a moment for him to utter them, that we know. They say he spoke just once, just one time. Then the authorities came, taking him away. He offered no resistance; the incident was small."
"But what if he had died before he preached? What if none of his teachings had ever been shared? It took only a moment for him to say them, and we know that. They say he spoke just once, just one time. Then the authorities showed up and took him away. He didn’t resist; it was a small incident."
The Speaker turned to Conger.
The Speaker looked at Conger.
"Small, but we're reaping the consequences of it today."
"Small, but we're facing the consequences of it today."
They went inside the building. Inside, the soldiers had already laid out the skeleton on a table. The soldiers stood around it, their young faces intense.
They went into the building. Inside, the soldiers had already arranged the skeleton on a table. The soldiers stood around it, their young faces focused.
Conger went over to the table, pushing past them. He bent down, staring at the bones. "So these are his remains," he murmured. "The Founder. The Church has hidden them for two centuries."
Conger walked over to the table, pushing past them. He bent down, staring at the bones. "So these are his remains," he said quietly. "The Founder. The Church has kept them hidden for two hundred years."
"Quite so," the Speaker said. "But now we have them. Come along down the hall."
"Exactly," the Speaker said. "But now we have them. Let's head down the hall."
They went across the room to a door. The Speaker pushed it open. Technicians looked up. Conger saw machinery, whirring and turning; benches and retorts. In the center of the room was a gleaming crystal cage.
They walked across the room to a door. The Speaker opened it. Technicians looked up. Conger saw machinery whirring and moving; there were benches and retorts. In the middle of the room was a shining crystal cage.
The Speaker handed a Slem-gun to Conger. "The important thing to remember is that the skull must be saved and brought back—for comparison and proof. Aim low—at the chest."
The Speaker handed a Slem-gun to Conger. "The key thing to remember is that the skull has to be saved and brought back—for comparison and evidence. Aim low—at the chest."
Conger weighed the gun in his hands. "It feels good," he said. "I know this gun—that is, I've seen them before, but I never used one."
Conger weighed the gun in his hands. "It feels good," he said. "I know this gun—I mean, I've seen them before, but I've never used one."
The Speaker nodded. "You will be instructed on the use of the gun and the operation of the cage. You will be given all data we have on the time and location. The exact spot was a place called Hudson's field. About 1960 in a small community outside Denver, Colorado. And don't forget—the only means of identification you will have will be the skull. There are visible characteristics of the front teeth, especially the left incisor—"
The Speaker nodded. "You will be trained on how to use the gun and how to operate the cage. You’ll get all the information we have on the time and location. The exact spot is a place called Hudson's field, around 1960 in a small community just outside Denver, Colorado. And remember—the only way you’ll identify the person is by the skull. There are noticeable features of the front teeth, particularly the left incisor—”
Conger listened absently. He was watching two men in white carefully wrapping the skull in a plastic bag. They tied it and carried it into the crystal cage. "And if I should make a mistake?"
Conger listened absentmindedly. He was watching two men in white carefully wrapping the skull in a plastic bag. They tied it up and carried it into the glass case. "And what if I make a mistake?"
"Pick the wrong man? Then find the right one. Don't come back until you succeed in reaching this Founder. And you can't wait for him to start speaking; that's what we must avoid! You must act in advance. Take chances; shoot as soon as you think you've found him. He'll be someone unusual, probably a stranger in the area. Apparently he wasn't known."
"Choose the wrong guy? Then find the right one. Don't return until you manage to reach this Founder. And you can't wait for him to start talking; that's what we need to avoid! You have to take action first. Take risks; go for it as soon as you think you’ve found him. He’ll be someone out of the ordinary, likely a newcomer in the area. Apparently, he wasn’t known."
Conger listened dimly.
Conger listened faintly.
"Do you think you have it all now?" the Speaker asked.
"Do you think you have everything you need now?" the Speaker asked.
"Yes. I think so." Conger entered the crystal cage and sat down, placing his hands on the wheel.
"Yeah. I think so." Conger stepped into the crystal cage and sat down, putting his hands on the wheel.
"Good luck," the Speaker said.
"Good luck," the Speaker said.
"We'll be awaiting the outcome. There's some philosophical doubt as to whether one can alter the past. This should answer the question once and for all."
"We'll be waiting for the outcome. There's some philosophical doubt about whether you can change the past. This should settle the question once and for all."
Conger fingered the controls of the cage.
Conger pressed the buttons on the cage controls.
"By the way," the Speaker said. "Don't try to use this cage for purposes not anticipated in your job. We have a constant trace on it. If we want it back, we can get it back. Good luck."
"By the way," the Speaker said. "Don't try to use this cage for anything outside of your job. We have a constant trace on it. If we want it back, we can get it back. Good luck."
Conger said nothing. The cage was sealed. He raised his finger and touched the wheel control. He turned the wheel carefully.
Conger said nothing. The cage was locked. He raised his finger and touched the control wheel. He turned the wheel gently.
He was still staring at the plastic bag when the room outside vanished.
He kept staring at the plastic bag as the room outside disappeared.
For a long time there was nothing at all. Nothing beyond the crystal mesh of the cage. Thoughts rushed through Conger's mind, helter-skelter. How would he know the man? How could he be certain, in advance? What had he looked like? What was his name? How had he acted, before he spoke? Would he be an ordinary person, or some strange outlandish crank?
For a long time, there was absolutely nothing. Nothing beyond the crystal web of the cage. Thoughts raced through Conger's mind, chaotically. How would he recognize the man? How could he be sure, ahead of time? What had he looked like? What was his name? How had he behaved before he spoke? Would he be an average person, or some weird, eccentric character?
Conger picked up the Slem-gun and held it against his cheek. The metal of the gun was cool and smooth. He practiced moving the sight. It was a beautiful gun, the kind of gun he could fall in love with. If he had owned such a gun in the Martian desert—on the long nights when he had lain, cramped and numbed with cold, waiting for things that moved through the darkness—
Conger picked up the Slem-gun and held it against his cheek. The metal of the gun was cool and smooth. He practiced adjusting the sight. It was a beautiful gun, the kind of gun he could easily fall in love with. If he had owned a gun like this in the Martian desert—during the long nights when he had lain there, cramped and numb with cold, waiting for things that moved through the darkness—
He put the gun down and adjusted the meter readings of the cage. The spiraling mist was beginning to condense and settle. All at once forms wavered and fluttered around him.
He set the gun down and adjusted the meter readings in the cage. The swirling mist was starting to thicken and settle. Suddenly, shapes flickered and danced around him.
Colors, sounds, movements filtered through the crystal wire. He clamped the controls off and stood up.
Colors, sounds, and movements flowed through the crystal wire. He shut off the controls and stood up.
He was on a ridge overlooking a small town. It was high noon. The air was crisp and bright. A few automobiles moved along a road. Off in the distance were some level fields. Conger went to the door and stepped outside. He sniffed the air. Then he went back into the cage.
He was on a ridge overlooking a small town. It was high noon. The air was fresh and bright. A few cars drove along a road. In the distance were some flat fields. Conger went to the door and stepped outside. He took a deep breath of the air. Then he went back inside the cage.
He stood before the mirror over the shelf, examining his features. He had trimmed his beard—they had not got him to cut it off—and his hair was neat. He was dressed in the clothing of the middle-twentieth century, the odd collar and coat, the shoes of animal hide. In his pocket was money of the times. That was important. Nothing more was needed.
He stood in front of the mirror on the shelf, checking out his looks. He had trimmed his beard—they hadn't gotten him to shave it off—and his hair was tidy. He was wearing clothes from the mid-twentieth century, with the quirky collar and coat, and shoes made of animal hide. He had cash from that era in his pocket. That was crucial. Nothing else was necessary.
Nothing, except his ability, his special cunning. But he had never used it in such a way before.
Nothing, except for his skill, his unique cleverness. But he had never used it like this before.
He walked down the road toward the town.
He walked down the road toward the town.
The first things he noticed were the newspapers on the stands. April 5, 1961. He was not too far off. He looked around him. There was a filling station, a garage, some taverns, and a ten-cent store. Down the street was a grocery store and some public buildings.
The first things he noticed were the newspapers on the stands. April 5, 1961. He wasn’t too far off. He looked around him. There was a gas station, a repair shop, some bars, and a dime store. Down the street was a grocery store and some public buildings.
A few minutes later he mounted the stairs of the little public library and passed through the doors into the warm interior.
A few minutes later, he walked up the stairs of the small public library and went through the doors into the cozy interior.
The librarian looked up, smiling.
The librarian smiled and looked up.
"Good afternoon," she said.
"Good afternoon," she said.
He smiled, not speaking because his words would not be correct; accented and strange, probably. He went over to a table and sat down by a heap of magazines. For a moment he glanced through them. Then he was on his feet again. He crossed the room to a wide rack against the wall. His heart began to beat heavily.
He smiled, not saying anything because his words wouldn't sound right; they might come out accented and strange. He walked over to a table and sat down next to a pile of magazines. For a moment, he flipped through them. Then he stood up again. He crossed the room to a large rack against the wall. His heart started to pound.
Newspapers—weeks on end. He took a roll of them over to the table and began to scan them quickly. The print was odd, the letters strange. Some of the words were unfamiliar.
Newspapers—weeks at a time. He took a stack of them over to the table and started to look through them quickly. The print was weird, the letters unusual. Some of the words were unfamiliar.
He set the papers aside and searched farther. At last he found what he wanted. He carried the Cherrywood Gazette to the table and opened it to the first page. He found what he wanted:
He set the papers aside and looked further. Finally, he found what he was looking for. He brought the Cherrywood Gazette to the table and opened it to the first page. He found what he wanted:
PRISONER HANGS SELF
Inmate dies by suicide
An unidentified man, held by the county sheriff's office for suspicion of criminal syndicalism, was found dead this morning, by—
An unidentified man, in custody of the county sheriff's office on suspicion of criminal syndicalism, was found dead this morning, by—
He finished the item. It was vague, uninforming. He needed more. He carried the Gazette back to the racks and then, after a moment's hesitation, approached the librarian.
He finished the article. It was unclear and didn't provide much information. He needed more. He took the Gazette back to the shelves and then, after a brief pause, went up to the librarian.
"More?" he asked. "More papers. Old ones?"
"More?" he asked. "More papers. Old ones?"
She frowned. "How old? Which papers?"
She frowned. "How old? Which documents?"
"Months old. And—before."
"Months old. And—before."
"Of the Gazette? This is all we have. What did you want? What are you looking for? Maybe I can help you."
"Is it the Gazette? This is everything we have. What do you need? What are you searching for? Maybe I can assist you."
He was silent.
He was quiet.
"You might find older issues at the Gazette office," the woman said, taking off her glasses. "Why don't you try there? But if you'd tell me, maybe I could help you—"
"You might find older issues at the Gazette office," the woman said, taking off her glasses. "Why don't you check there? But if you tell me what you're looking for, maybe I can help you—"
He went out.
He went outside.
The Gazette office was down a side street; the sidewalk was broken and cracked. He went inside. A heater glowed in the corner of the small office. A heavy-set man stood up and came slowly over to the counter.
The Gazette office was located on a side street; the sidewalk was uneven and damaged. He walked in. A heater was glowing in the corner of the small office. A stocky man stood up and slowly approached the counter.
"What did you want, mister?" he said.
"What do you need, mister?" he asked.
"Old papers. A month. Or more."
"Old papers. A month. Or more."
"To buy? You want to buy them?"
"Wait, you want to buy them?"
"Yes." He held out some of the money he had. The man stared.
"Yes." He held out some of the money he had. The man stared.
"Sure," he said. "Sure. Wait a minute." He went quickly out of the room. When he came back he was staggering under the weight of his armload, his face red. "Here are some," he grunted. "Took what I could find. Covers the whole year. And if you want more—"
"Sure," he said. "Sure. Just a second." He quickly left the room. When he returned, he was struggling to carry a bunch of stuff, his face flushed. "Here are some," he grunted. "I grabbed what I could find. It covers the whole year. And if you want more—"
Conger carried the papers outside. He sat down by the road and began to go through them.
Conger took the papers outside. He sat by the road and started looking through them.
What he wanted was four months back, in December. It was a tiny item, so small that he almost missed it. His hands trembled as he scanned it, using the small dictionary for some of the archaic terms.
What he wanted was four months ago, in December. It was a minor detail, so insignificant that he almost overlooked it. His hands shook as he read it, using the small dictionary for some of the outdated terms.
MAN ARRESTED FOR UNLICENSED DEMONSTRATION
Man Arrested for Unpermitted Protest
An unidentified man who refused to give his name was picked up in Cooper Creek by special agents of the sheriff's office, according to Sheriff Duff. It was said the man was recently noticed in this area and had been watched continually. It was—
An unidentified man who refused to provide his name was taken into custody in Cooper Creek by special agents from the sheriff's office, according to Sheriff Duff. The man was reportedly seen in this area recently and had been under constant observation. It was—
Cooper Creek. December, 1960. His heart pounded. That was all he needed to know. He stood up, shaking himself, stamping his feet on the cold ground. The sun had moved across the sky to the very edge of the hills. He smiled. Already he had discovered the exact time and place. Now he needed only to go back, perhaps to November, to Cooper Creek—
Cooper Creek. December, 1960. His heart raced. That was all he needed to know. He stood up, shaking himself, stamping his feet on the cold ground. The sun had moved across the sky to the edge of the hills. He smiled. He had already figured out the exact time and place. Now he just needed to go back, maybe to November, to Cooper Creek—
He walked back through the main section of town, past the library, past the grocery store. It would not be hard; the hard part was over. He would go there; rent a room, prepare to wait until the man appeared.
He walked back through the main area of town, past the library, past the grocery store. It wouldn't be difficult; the tough part was done. He would go there, rent a room, and get ready to wait until the man showed up.
He turned the corner. A woman was coming out of a doorway, loaded down with packages. Conger stepped aside to let her pass. The woman glanced at him. Suddenly her face turned white. She stared, her mouth open.
He turned the corner. A woman was coming out of a doorway, weighed down with packages. Conger stepped aside to let her through. The woman glanced at him. Suddenly her face went pale. She stared, her mouth open.
Conger hurried on. He looked back. What was wrong with her? The woman was still staring; she had dropped the packages to the ground. He increased his speed. He turned a second corner and went up a side street. When he looked back again the woman had come to the entrance of the street and was starting after him. A man joined her, and the two of them began to run toward him.
Conger hurried on. He glanced back. What was wrong with her? The woman was still staring; she had dropped the packages on the ground. He picked up his pace. He turned another corner and went up a side street. When he looked back again, the woman had reached the entrance of the street and was starting to follow him. A man joined her, and the two of them began to run toward him.
He lost them and left the town, striding quickly, easily, up into the hills at the edge of town. When he reached the cage he stopped. What had happened? Was it something about his clothing? His dress?
He lost them and left the town, walking briskly and effortlessly up into the hills at the town's edge. When he reached the cage, he stopped. What had happened? Was it something about his clothes? His outfit?
He pondered. Then, as the sun set, he stepped into the cage.
He thought for a moment. Then, as the sun set, he stepped into the cage.
Conger sat before the wheel. For a moment he waited, his hands resting lightly on the control. Then he turned the wheel, just a little, following the control readings carefully.
Conger sat in front of the wheel. For a moment, he paused, his hands lightly resting on the controls. Then he turned the wheel slightly, closely monitoring the control readings.
The grayness settled down around him.
The grayness surrounded him.
But not for very long.
But not for long.
The man looked him over critically. "You better come inside," he said. "Out of the cold."
The man examined him closely. "You should come inside," he said. "Away from the cold."
"Thanks." Conger went gratefully through the open door, into the living-room. It was warm and close from the heat of the little kerosene heater in the corner. A woman, large and shapeless in her flowered dress, came from the kitchen. She and the man studied him critically.
"Thanks." Conger walked gratefully through the open door into the living room. It was warm and stuffy from the heat of the small kerosene heater in the corner. A woman, large and shapeless in her floral dress, came out of the kitchen. She and the man looked him over critically.
"It's a good room," the woman said. "I'm Mrs. Appleton. It's got heat. You need that this time of year."
"It's a nice room," the woman said. "I'm Mrs. Appleton. It has heating. You really need that this time of year."
"Yes." He nodded, looking around.
"Yeah." He nodded, looking around.
"You want to eat with us?"
"You want to join us for a meal?"
"What?"
"What’s up?"
"You want to eat with us?" The man's brows knitted. "You're not a foreigner, are you, mister?"
"You want to eat with us?" The man's brows furrowed. "You're not a foreigner, are you, man?"
"No." He smiled. "I was born in this country. Quite far west, though."
"No." He smiled. "I was born in this country. Pretty far to the west, though."
"California?"
"California?"
"No." He hesitated. "In Oregon."
"No." He paused. "In Oregon."
"What's it like up there?" Mrs. Appleton asked. "I hear there's a lot of trees and green. It's so barren here. I come from Chicago, myself."
"What's it like up there?" Mrs. Appleton asked. "I hear there are a lot of trees and greenery. It's so empty here. I'm from Chicago, actually."
"That's the Middle West," the man said to her. "You ain't no foreigner."
"That's the Midwest," the man said to her. "You're not a foreigner."
"Oregon isn't foreign, either," Conger said. "It's part of the United States."
"Oregon isn't foreign, either," Conger said. "It's part of the United States."
The man nodded absently. He was staring at Conger's clothing.
The man nodded absentmindedly. He was staring at Conger's outfit.
"That's a funny suit you got on, mister," he said. "Where'd you get that?"
"That's a funny suit you're wearing, man," he said. "Where did you get that?"
Conger was lost. He shifted uneasily. "It's a good suit," he said. "Maybe I better go some other place, if you don't want me here."
Conger was feeling lost. He shifted awkwardly. "It's a nice suit," he said. "Maybe I should go somewhere else if you don't want me here."
They both raised their hands protestingly. The woman smiled at him. "We just have to look out for those Reds. You know, the government is always warning us about them."
They both raised their hands in protest. The woman smiled at him. "We just have to be careful of those Reds. You know, the government is always warning us about them."
"The Reds?" He was puzzled.
"The Reds?" He was confused.
"The government says they're all around. We're supposed to report anything strange or unusual, anybody doesn't act normal."
"The government says they're everywhere. We're supposed to report anything weird or out of the ordinary, anyone who doesn't act like normal."
"Like me?"
"Do you like me?"
They looked embarrassed. "Well, you don't look like a Red to me," the man said. "But we have to be careful. The Tribune says—"
They looked embarrassed. "Well, you don't seem like a Red to me," the man said. "But we have to be careful. The Tribune says—"
Conger half listened. It was going to be easier than he had thought. Clearly, he would know as soon as the Founder appeared. These people, so suspicious of anything different, would be buzzing and gossiping and spreading the story. All he had to do was lie low and listen, down at the general store, perhaps. Or even here, in Mrs. Appleton's boarding house.
Conger half-listened. It was going to be easier than he had expected. He would definitely know as soon as the Founder showed up. These people, so wary of anything unfamiliar, would be buzzing and gossiping and sharing the news. All he had to do was stay low and listen, maybe down at the general store, or even here in Mrs. Appleton's boarding house.
"Can I see the room?" he said.
"Can I check out the room?" he asked.
"Certainly." Mrs. Appleton went to the stairs. "I'll be glad to show it to you."
"Sure." Mrs. Appleton headed for the stairs. "I'd be happy to show it to you."
They went upstairs. It was colder upstairs, but not nearly as cold as outside. Nor as cold as nights on the Martian deserts. For that he was grateful.
They went upstairs. It was colder upstairs, but not nearly as cold as outside. Nor as cold as nights in the Martian deserts. For that, he was grateful.
He was walking slowly around the store, looking at the cans of vegetables, the frozen packages of fish and meats shining and clean in the open refrigerator counters.
He was walking slowly around the store, checking out the cans of vegetables and the frozen packages of fish and meat gleaming and spotless in the open refrigerator cases.
Ed Davies came toward him. "Can I help you?" he said. The man was a little oddly dressed, and with a beard! Ed couldn't help smiling.
Ed Davies walked over to him. "Can I help you?" he asked. The man was dressed a bit unusually and had a beard! Ed couldn't help but smile.
"Nothing," the man said in a funny voice. "Just looking."
"Nothing," the man said in a quirky voice. "Just checking things out."
"Sure," Ed said. He walked back behind the counter. Mrs. Hacket was wheeling her cart up.
"Sure," Ed said. He walked back behind the counter. Mrs. Hacket was pushing her cart up.
"Who's he?" she whispered, her sharp face turned, her nose moving, as if it were sniffing. "I never seen him before."
"Who is he?" she whispered, her sharp face turning, her nose twitching as if it were sniffing. "I've never seen him before."
"I don't know."
"I don’t know."
"Looks funny to me. Why does he wear a beard? No one else wears a beard. Must be something the matter with him."
"Looks funny to me. Why does he have a beard? No one else has a beard. There must be something wrong with him."
"Maybe he likes to wear a beard. I had an uncle who—"
"Maybe he likes to grow a beard. I had an uncle who—"
"Wait." Mrs. Hacket stiffened. "Didn't that—what was his name? The Red—that old one. Didn't he have a beard? Marx. He had a beard."
"Wait." Mrs. Hacket tensed up. "Wasn't that—what was his name? The Red—that old guy. Didn’t he have a beard? Marx. He had a beard."
Ed laughed. "This ain't Karl Marx. I saw a photograph of him once."
Ed laughed. "This isn't Karl Marx. I saw a picture of him once."
Mrs. Hacket was staring at him. "You did?"
Mrs. Hacket was looking at him. "You really did?"
"Sure." He flushed a little. "What's the matter with that?"
"Sure." He blushed a bit. "What's wrong with that?"
"I'd sure like to know more about him," Mrs. Hacket said. "I think we ought to know more, for our own good."
"I'd really like to know more about him," Mrs. Hacket said. "I think we should know more, for our own benefit."
"Hey, mister! Want a ride?"
"Hey, dude! Want a ride?"
Conger turned quickly, dropping his hand to his belt. He relaxed. Two young kids in a car, a girl and a boy. He smiled at them. "A ride? Sure."
Conger turned quickly, reaching for his belt. He relaxed. Two young kids in a car, a girl and a boy. He smiled at them. "Want a ride? Sure."
Conger got into the car and closed the door. Bill Willet pushed the gas and the car roared down the highway.
Conger got into the car and closed the door. Bill Willet stepped on the gas, and the car sped down the highway.
"I appreciate a ride," Conger said carefully. "I was taking a walk between towns, but it was farther than I thought."
"I appreciate the ride," Conger said cautiously. "I was walking between towns, but it’s further than I expected."
"Where are you from?" Lora Hunt asked. She was pretty, small and dark, in her yellow sweater and blue skirt.
"Where are you from?" Lora Hunt asked. She was pretty, petite, and had dark features, wearing her yellow sweater and blue skirt.
"From Cooper Creek."
"From Cooper Creek."
"Cooper Creek?" Bill said. He frowned. "That's funny. I don't remember seeing you before."
"Cooper Creek?" Bill said. He frowned. "That's weird. I don't remember ever seeing you before."
"Why, do you come from there?"
"Why, do you come from there?"
"I was born there. I know everybody there."
"I was born there. I know everyone there."
"I just moved in. From Oregon."
"I just moved here. From Oregon."
"From Oregon? I didn't know Oregon people had accents."
"From Oregon? I didn't know people from Oregon had accents."
"Do I have an accent?"
"Do I have an accent?"
"You use words funny."
"You use words strangely."
"How?"
"How?"
"I don't know. Doesn't he, Lora?"
"I don't know. Doesn't he, Lora?"
"You slur them," Lora said, smiling. "Talk some more. I'm interested in dialects." She glanced at him, white-teethed. Conger felt his heart constrict.
"You slur them," Lora said with a smile. "Keep talking. I'm interested in dialects." She glanced at him, showing her bright white teeth. Conger felt his heart tighten.
"I have a speech impediment."
"I'm speech impaired."
"Oh." Her eyes widened. "I'm sorry."
"Oh." Her eyes got wide. "I'm sorry."
They looked at him curiously as the car purred along. Conger for his part was struggling to find some way of asking them questions without seeming curious. "I guess people from out of town don't come here much," he said. "Strangers."
They stared at him with curiosity as the car glided along. Conger, meanwhile, was trying to figure out how to ask them questions without appearing nosy. "I guess people from out of town don't come here often," he said. "Strangers."
"No." Bill shook his head. "Not very much."
"No," Bill said, shaking his head. "Not really."
"I'll bet I'm the first outsider for a long time."
"I bet I'm the first outsider in a long time."
"I guess so."
"Sounds good to me."
Conger hesitated. "A friend of mine—someone I know, might be coming through here. Where do you suppose I might—" He stopped. "Would there be anyone certain to see him? Someone I could ask, make sure I don't miss him if he comes?"
Conger paused. "A friend of mine—someone I know—might be passing through here. Where do you think I could—" He stopped. "Is there anyone who’s definitely going to see him? Someone I could ask to make sure I don’t miss him if he shows up?"
They were puzzled. "Just keep your eyes open. Cooper Creek isn't very big."
They were confused. "Just stay alert. Cooper Creek isn't that big."
"No. That's right."
"Nope. That's correct."
They drove in silence. Conger studied the outline of the girl. Probably she was the boy's mistress. Perhaps she was his trial wife. Or had they developed trial marriage back so far? He could not remember. But surely such an attractive girl would be someone's mistress by this time; she would be sixteen or so, by her looks. He might ask her sometime, if they ever met again.
They drove in silence. Conger studied the outline of the girl. She was probably the boy's girlfriend. Maybe she was his practice wife. Had trial marriage been around for that long? He couldn’t remember. But surely such an attractive girl would be someone's girlfriend by now; she looked about sixteen. He might ask her sometime if they ever met again.
The next day Conger went walking along the one main street of Cooper Creek. He passed the general store, the two filling stations, and then the post office. At the corner was the soda fountain.
The next day, Conger took a walk along the main street of Cooper Creek. He walked by the general store, the two gas stations, and then the post office. At the corner, he found the soda fountain.
He stopped. Lora was sitting inside, talking to the clerk. She was laughing, rocking back and forth.
He stopped. Lora was sitting inside, chatting with the clerk. She was laughing, swaying back and forth.
Conger pushed the door open. Warm air rushed around him. Lora was drinking hot chocolate, with whipped cream. She looked up in surprise as he slid into the seat beside her.
Conger pushed the door open. Warm air rushed around him. Lora was drinking hot chocolate with whipped cream. She looked up in surprise as he slid into the seat next to her.
"I beg your pardon," he said. "Am I intruding?"
"I’m sorry," he said. "Am I interrupting?"
"No." She shook her head. Her eyes were large and dark. "Not at all."
"No." She shook her head. Her eyes were big and dark. "Not at all."
The clerk came over. "What do you want?"
The clerk walked over. "What do you need?"
Conger looked at the chocolate. "Same as she has."
Conger stared at the chocolate. "Just like what she has."
Lora was watching Conger, her arms folded, elbows on the counter. She smiled at him. "By the way. You don't know my name. Lora Hunt."
Lora was watching Conger, her arms crossed, elbows resting on the counter. She smiled at him. "By the way, you don't know my name. It's Lora Hunt."
She was holding out her hand. He took it awkwardly, not knowing what to do with it. "Conger is my name," he murmured.
She was holding out her hand. He took it awkwardly, unsure of what to do with it. "Conger is my name," he said quietly.
"Conger? Is that your last or first name?"
"Conger? Is that your last name or your first name?"
"Last or first?" He hesitated. "Last. Omar Conger."
"Last or first?" He paused. "Last. Omar Conger."
"Omar?" She laughed. "That's like the poet, Omar Khayyam."
"Omar?" She laughed. "That's like the poet, Omar Khayyam."
"I don't know of him. I know very little of poets. We restored very few works of art. Usually only the Church has been interested enough—" He broke off. She was staring. He flushed. "Where I come from," he finished.
"I don't know him. I know very little about poets. We restored very few pieces of art. Usually, only the Church has been interested enough—" He paused. She was staring. He blushed. "Where I come from," he finished.
"The Church? Which church do you mean?"
"The Church? Which church are you talking about?"
"The Church." He was confused. The chocolate came and he began to sip it gratefully. Lora was still watching him.
"The Church." He was confused. The chocolate arrived and he started to sip it gratefully. Lora was still watching him.
"You're an unusual person," she said. "Bill didn't like you, but he never likes anything different. He's so—so prosaic. Don't you think that when a person gets older he should become—broadened in his outlook?"
"You're an interesting person," she said. "Bill didn't like you, but he never likes anything different. He's just so... ordinary. Don't you think that when a person gets older, they should become more open-minded?"
Conger nodded.
Conger agreed.
"He says foreign people ought to stay where they belong, not come here. But you're not so foreign. He means orientals; you know."
"He says that foreign people should stay where they belong and not come here. But you’re not really that foreign. He’s talking about Asians; you know."
Conger nodded.
Conger nodded.
The screen door opened behind them. Bill came into the room. He stared at them. "Well," he said.
The screen door swung open behind them. Bill stepped into the room. He gazed at them. "Well," he said.
Conger turned. "Hello."
Conger turned. "Hey."
"Well." Bill sat down. "Hello, Lora." He was looking at Conger. "I didn't expect to see you here."
"Alright." Bill took a seat. "Hey, Lora." He was looking at Conger. "I didn't think I'd see you here."
Conger tensed. He could feel the hostility of the boy. "Something wrong with that?"
Conger tensed up. He could feel the boy's hostility. "Is there a problem with that?"
"No. Nothing wrong with it."
"No. It's fine."
There was silence. Suddenly Bill turned to Lora. "Come on. Let's go."
There was silence. Suddenly Bill turned to Lora. "Come on, let’s go."
"Go?" She was astonished. "Why?"
"Go?" She was shocked. "Why?"
"Just go!" He grabbed her hand. "Come on! The car's outside."
"Just go!" He took her hand. "Come on! The car's outside."
"Why, Bill Willet," Lora said. "You're jealous!"
"Why, Bill Willet," Lora said. "You're jealous!"
"Who is this guy?" Bill said. "Do you know anything about him? Look at him, his beard—"
"Who is this guy?" Bill asked. "Do you know anything about him? Just look at him, his beard—"
She flared. "So what? Just because he doesn't drive a Packard and go to Cooper High!"
She snapped. "So what? Just because he doesn't drive a Packard and go to Cooper High!"
Conger sized the boy up. He was big—big and strong. Probably he was part of some civil control organization.
Conger assessed the boy. He was big—big and strong. He was probably part of some civil control group.
"Sorry," Conger said. "I'll go."
"Sorry," Conger said. "I’ll leave."
"What's your business in town?" Bill asked. "What are you doing here? Why are you hanging around Lora?"
"What's your deal in town?" Bill asked. "What are you up to? Why are you hanging around Lora?"
Conger looked at the girl. He shrugged. "No reason. I'll see you later."
Conger looked at the girl. He shrugged. "No reason. I'll catch you later."
He turned away. And froze. Bill had moved. Conger's fingers went to his belt. Half pressure, he whispered to himself. No more. Half pressure.
He turned away and froze. Bill had moved. Conger's fingers went to his belt. Half pressure, he whispered to himself. No more. Half pressure.
He squeezed. The room leaped around him. He himself was protected by the lining of his clothing, the plastic sheathing inside.
He squeezed. The room jumped around him. He was shielded by the lining of his clothes, the plastic covering inside.
"My God—" Lora put her hands up. Conger cursed. He hadn't meant any of it for her. But it would wear off. There was only a half-amp to it. It would tingle.
"My God—" Lora raised her hands. Conger swore. He hadn't intended any of it for her. But it would fade. There was only a half-amp of it. It would tingle.
Tingle, and paralyze.
Tingle and freeze.
He walked out the door without looking back. He was almost to the corner when Bill came slowly out, holding onto the wall like a drunken man. Conger went on.
He walked out the door without looking back. He was almost at the corner when Bill slowly emerged, leaning against the wall like a drunk. Conger kept going.
As Conger walked, restless, in the night, a form loomed in front of him. He stopped, holding his breath.
As Conger walked, feeling restless, in the night, a figure appeared in front of him. He stopped, holding his breath.
"Who is it?" a man's voice came. Conger waited, tense.
"Who is it?" came a man's voice. Conger waited, tense.
"Who is it?" the man said again. He clicked something in his hand. A light flashed. Conger moved.
"Who is it?" the man asked again. He clicked something in his hand. A light flashed. Conger moved.
"It's me," he said.
"It's me," he said.
"Who is 'me'?"
"Who am I?"
"Conger is my name. I'm staying at the Appleton's place. Who are you?"
"Conger is my name. I'm staying at the Appleton's place. Who are you?"
The man came slowly up to him. He was wearing a leather jacket. There was a gun at his waist.
The man walked slowly toward him. He was wearing a leather jacket. There was a gun at his waist.
"I'm Sheriff Duff. I think you're the person I want to talk to. You were in Bloom's today, about three o'clock?"
"I'm Sheriff Duff. I believe you're the person I need to speak with. You were at Bloom's today around three o'clock?"
"Bloom's?"
"Bloom's?"
"The fountain. Where the kids hang out." Duff came up beside him, shining his light into Conger's face. Conger blinked.
"The fountain. Where the kids hang out." Duff walked up next to him, shining his light in Conger's face. Conger blinked.
"Turn that thing away," he said.
"Turn that away," he said.
A pause. "All right." The light flickered to the ground. "You were there. Some trouble broke out between you and the Willet boy. Is that right? You had a beef over his girl—"
A pause. "Okay." The light flickered down. "You were there. Some trouble started between you and the Willet kid. Is that correct? You had an issue over his girl—"
"We had a discussion," Conger said carefully.
"We had a discussion," Conger said cautiously.
"Then what happened?"
"Then what happened next?"
"Why?"
"Why?"
"I'm just curious. They say you did something."
"I'm just curious. I've heard you did something."
"Did something? Did what?"
"Did something? What did you do?"
"I don't know. That's what I'm wondering. They saw a flash, and something seemed to happen. They all blacked out. Couldn't move."
"I don't know. That's what I'm thinking. They saw a flash, and something seemed to happen. They all passed out. Couldn't move."
"How are they now?"
"How are they doing now?"
"All right."
"Okay."
There was silence.
It was silent.
"Well?" Duff said. "What was it? A bomb?"
"Well?" Duff asked. "What was it? A bomb?"
"A bomb?" Conger laughed. "No. My cigarette lighter caught fire. There was a leak, and the fluid ignited."
"A bomb?" Conger laughed. "No. My cigarette lighter caught fire. There was a leak, and the fluid ignited."
"Why did they all pass out?"
"Why did everyone faint?"
"Fumes."
Vapors.
Silence. Conger shifted, waiting. His fingers moved slowly toward his belt. The Sheriff glanced down. He grunted.
Silence. Conger shifted, waiting. His fingers moved slowly toward his belt. The Sheriff glanced down. He grunted.
"If you say so," he said. "Anyhow, there wasn't any real harm done." He stepped back from Conger. "And that Willet is a trouble-maker."
"If you say so," he replied. "Anyway, there wasn't any real damage done." He moved away from Conger. "And that Willet is a troublemaker."
"Good night, then," Conger said. He started past the Sheriff.
"Good night, then," Conger said. He walked past the Sheriff.
"One more thing, Mr. Conger. Before you go. You don't mind if I look at your identification, do you?"
"One more thing, Mr. Conger. Before you leave, do you mind if I check your ID?"
"No. Not at all." Conger reached into his pocket. He held his wallet out. The Sheriff took it and shined his flashlight on it. Conger watched, breathing shallowly. They had worked hard on the wallet, studying historic documents, relics of the times, all the papers they felt would be relevant.
"No. Not at all." Conger reached into his pocket. He held out his wallet. The Sheriff took it and shined his flashlight on it. Conger watched, breathing shallowly. They had worked hard on the wallet, studying historical documents, artifacts from the era, and all the paperwork they thought would be important.
Duff handed it back. "Okay. Sorry to bother you." The light winked off.
Duff handed it back. "Alright. Sorry to bother you." The light turned off.
When Conger reached the house he found the Appletons sitting around the television set. They did not look up as he came in. He lingered at the door.
When Conger got to the house, he saw the Appletons gathered around the TV. They didn't look up when he walked in. He hung back at the door.
"Can I ask you something?" he said. Mrs. Appleton turned slowly. "Can I ask you—what's the date?"
"Can I ask you something?" he said. Mrs. Appleton turned slowly. "Can I ask you—what's the date?"
"The date?" She studied him. "The first of December."
"The date?" She looked him over. "The first of December."
"December first! Why, it was just November!"
"December 1st! Wow, it was just November!"
They were all looking at him. Suddenly he remembered. In the twentieth century they still used the old twelve-month system. November fed directly into December; there was no Quartember between.
They were all staring at him. Suddenly he remembered. In the twentieth century, they still used the old twelve-month system. November went straight into December; there was no Quartember in between.
He gasped. Then it was tomorrow! The second of December! Tomorrow!
He gasped. Then it was tomorrow! December 2nd! Tomorrow!
"Thanks," he said. "Thanks."
"Thanks," he said. "Thanks."
He went up the stairs. What a fool he was, forgetting. The Founder had been taken into captivity on the second of December, according to the newspaper records. Tomorrow, only twelve hours hence, the Founder would appear to speak to the people and then be dragged away.
He walked up the stairs. What a fool he was, forgetting. The Founder had been captured on December 2nd, according to the newspapers. Tomorrow, just twelve hours from now, the Founder would come out to address the people and then be taken away.
The day was warm and bright. Conger's shoes crunched the melting crust of snow. On he went, through the trees heavy with white. He climbed a hill and strode down the other side, sliding as he went.
The day was warm and sunny. Conger's shoes crunched on the melting snow. He walked on, through the trees weighed down with white. He climbed a hill and walked down the other side, sliding as he went.
He stopped to look around. Everything was silent. There was no one in sight. He brought a thin rod from his waist and turned the handle of it. For a moment nothing happened. Then there was a shimmering in the air.
He paused to take a look around. Everything was quiet. There was no one in sight. He pulled a slender rod from his waist and turned its handle. For a moment, nothing happened. Then there was a shimmer in the air.
The crystal cage appeared and settled slowly down. Conger sighed. It was good to see it again. After all, it was his only way back.
The crystal cage appeared and settled slowly down. Conger sighed. It was nice to see it again. After all, it was his only way back.
He walked up on the ridge. He looked around with some satisfaction, his hands on his hips. Hudson's field was spread out, all the way to the beginning of town. It was bare and flat, covered with a thin layer of snow.
He walked up on the ridge. He looked around with some satisfaction, his hands on his hips. Hudson's field stretched out all the way to the edge of town. It was bare and flat, covered with a thin layer of snow.
Here, the Founder would come. Here, he would speak to them. And here the authorities would take him.
Here, the Founder would arrive. Here, he would talk to them. And here the authorities would take him.
Only he would be dead before they came. He would be dead before he even spoke.
Only he would be dead before they arrived. He would be dead before he even had a chance to speak.
Conger returned to the crystal globe. He pushed through the door and stepped inside. He took the Slem-gun from the shelf and screwed the bolt into place. It was ready to go, ready to fire. For a moment he considered. Should he have it with him?
Conger went back to the crystal globe. He pushed the door open and walked in. He took the Slem-gun off the shelf and secured the bolt in place. It was all set, ready to fire. For a moment, he thought about it. Should he take it with him?
No. It might be hours before the Founder came, and suppose someone approached him in the meantime? When he saw the Founder coming toward the field, then he could go and get the gun.
No. It could take hours for the Founder to arrive, and what if someone approached him in the meantime? Once he saw the Founder walking toward the field, then he could go and grab the gun.
Conger looked toward the shelf. There was the neat plastic package. He took it down and unwrapped it.
Conger looked at the shelf. There was the tidy plastic package. He took it down and opened it.
He held the skull in his hands, turning it over. In spite of himself, a cold feeling rushed through him. This was the man's skull, the skull of the Founder, who was still alive, who would come here, this day, who would stand on the field not fifty yards away.
He held the skull in his hands, turning it over. Despite himself, a chill rushed through him. This was the man’s skull, the skull of the Founder, who was still alive, who would come here today, who would stand on the field not fifty yards away.
What if he could see this, his own skull, yellow and eroded? Two centuries old. Would he still speak? Would he speak, if he could see it, the grinning, aged skull? What would there be for him to say, to tell the people? What message could he bring?
What if he could see this, his own skull, yellow and worn down? Two hundred years old. Would he still talk? Would he say anything if he could see it, the grinning, old skull? What would he even have to say, to share with the people? What message could he bring?
What action would not be futile, when a man could look upon his own aged, yellowed skull? Better they should enjoy their temporary lives, while they still had them to enjoy.
What action wouldn't be pointless when a man can see his own aged, yellowed skull? It's better for them to enjoy their temporary lives while they still have them to enjoy.
A man who could hold his own skull in his hands would believe in few causes, few movements. Rather, he would preach the opposite—
A man who could hold his own skull in his hands would believe in few causes or movements. Instead, he would advocate for the opposite—
A sound. Conger dropped the skull back on the shelf and took up the gun. Outside something was moving. He went quickly to the door, his heart beating. Was it he? Was it the Founder, wandering by himself in the cold, looking for a place to speak? Was he meditating over his words, choosing his sentences?
A noise. Conger put the skull back on the shelf and picked up the gun. Something was moving outside. He rushed to the door, his heart racing. Was it him? Was it the Founder, wandering alone in the cold, searching for a spot to talk? Was he thinking about his words, selecting his phrases?
What if he could see what Conger had held!
What if he could see what Conger had kept!
He pushed the door open, the gun raised.
He pushed the door open, gun in hand.
Lora!
Lora!
He stared at her. She was dressed in a wool jacket and boots, her hands in her pockets. A cloud of steam came from her mouth and nostrils. Her breast was rising and falling.
He looked at her. She was wearing a wool jacket and boots, her hands tucked in her pockets. A cloud of steam escaped from her mouth and nostrils. Her chest was rising and falling.
Silently, they looked at each other. At last Conger lowered the gun.
Silently, they looked at each other. Finally, Conger lowered the gun.
"What is it?" he said. "What are you doing here?"
"What is it?" he asked. "What are you doing here?"
She pointed. She did not seem able to speak. He frowned; what was wrong with her?
She pointed. She couldn't seem to talk. He frowned; what was wrong with her?
"What is it?" he said. "What do you want?" He looked in the direction she had pointed. "I don't see anything."
"What is it?" he asked. "What do you want?" He looked where she was pointing. "I don't see anything."
"They're coming."
"They're on their way."
"They? Who? Who are coming?"
"They? Who? Who's coming?"
"They are. The police. During the night the Sheriff had the state police send cars. All around, everywhere. Blocking the roads. There's about sixty of them coming. Some from town, some around behind." She stopped, gasping. "They said—they said—"
"They are. The police. During the night, the Sheriff had the state police send out cars. All around, everywhere. Blocking the roads. There are about sixty of them coming. Some from town, some from behind." She stopped, gasping. "They said—they said—"
"What?"
"What is it?"
"They said you were some kind of a Communist. They said—"
"They said you were some sort of a Communist. They said—"
Conger went into the cage. He put the gun down on the shelf and came back out. He leaped down and went to the girl.
Conger eel went into the cage. He placed the gun on the shelf and stepped back out. He jumped down and went to the girl.
"Thanks. You came here to tell me? You don't believe it?"
"Thanks. You came here to tell me that? You don't believe it?"
"I don't know."
"I have no idea."
"Did you come alone?"
"Did you come by yourself?"
"No. Joe brought me in his truck. From town."
"No. Joe drove me in his truck. From town."
"Joe? Who's he?"
"Joe? Who's that?"
"Joe French. The plumber. He's a friend of Dad's."
"Joe French. The plumber. He's a friend of my dad's."
"Let's go." They crossed the snow, up the ridge and onto the field. The little panel truck was parked half way across the field. A heavy short man was sitting behind the wheel, smoking his pipe. He sat up as he saw the two of them coming toward him.
"Let's go." They walked across the snow, up the ridge, and onto the field. The small panel truck was parked halfway across the field. A stocky man was sitting behind the wheel, smoking his pipe. He straightened up when he noticed the two of them approaching.
"Are you the one?" he said to Conger.
"Are you the one?" he asked Conger.
"Yes. Thanks for warning me."
"Yes. Thanks for the heads-up."
The plumber shrugged. "I don't know anything about this. Lora says you're all right." He turned around. "It might interest you to know some more of them are coming. Not to warn you—just curious."
The plumber shrugged. "I don’t know anything about this. Lora says you’re fine." He turned around. "You might want to know that some more of them are coming. Not to warn you—just curious."
"More of them?" Conger looked toward the town. Black shapes were picking their way across the snow.
"More of them?" Conger glanced toward the town. Dark figures were making their way across the snow.
"People from the town. You can't keep this sort of thing quiet, not in a small town. We all listen to the police radio; they heard the same way Lora did. Someone tuned in, spread it around—"
"People from the town. You can't keep this kind of thing a secret, not in a small town. We all listen to the police radio; they heard it just like Lora did. Someone picked up on it, passed it around—"
The shapes were getting closer. Conger could, make out a couple of them. Bill Willet was there, with some boys from the high school. The Appletons were along, hanging back in the rear.
The shapes were getting closer. Conger could make out a couple of them. Bill Willet was there, with some guys from the high school. The Appletons were back there, hanging behind.
"Even Ed Davies," Conger murmured.
"Even Ed Davies," Conger whispered.
The storekeeper was toiling onto the field, with three or four other men from the town.
The storekeeper was working in the field, alongside three or four other men from the town.
"All curious as hell," French said. "Well, I guess I'm going back to town. I don't want my truck shot full of holes. Come on, Lora."
"All super curious," French said. "Well, I guess I'm heading back to town. I don't want my truck shot full of holes. Come on, Lora."
She was looking up at Conger, wide-eyed.
She was looking up at Conger, wide-eyed.
"Come on," French said again. "Let's go. You sure as hell can't stay here, you know."
"Come on," French said again. "Let's go. You definitely can't stay here, you know."
"Why?"
"Why?"
"There may be shooting. That's what they all came to see. You know that don't you, Conger?"
"There might be a shooting. That's what everyone came to see. You know that, right, Conger?"
"Yes."
"Yep."
"You have a gun? Or don't you care?" French smiled a little. "They've picked up a lot of people in their time, you know. You won't be lonely."
"You got a gun? Or don’t you care?" French smiled a bit. "They've caught a lot of people over the years, you know. You won't be alone."
He cared, all right! He had to stay here, on the field. He couldn't afford to let them take him away. Any minute the Founder would appear, would step onto the field. Would he be one of the townsmen, standing silently at the foot of the field, waiting, watching?
He cared, for sure! He had to stay here, on the field. He couldn't let them take him away. Any minute the Founder would show up, would step onto the field. Would he be one of the townspeople, standing quietly at the edge of the field, waiting, watching?
Or maybe he was Joe French. Or maybe one of the cops. Anyone of them might find himself moved to speak. And the few words spoken this day were going to be important for a long time.
Or maybe he was Joe French. Or maybe one of the cops. Any one of them might feel inspired to speak up. And the few words shared today were going to matter for a long time.
And Conger had to be there, ready when the first word was uttered!
And Conger had to be there, ready when the first word was spoken!
"I care," he said. "You go on back to town. Take the girl with you."
"I care," he said. "You should head back to town. Bring the girl with you."
Lora got stiffly in beside Joe French. The plumber started up the motor. "Look at them, standing there," he said. "Like vultures. Waiting to see someone get killed."
Lora got in stiffly beside Joe French. The plumber started the engine. "Look at them, just standing there," he said. "Like vultures. Waiting to see someone get hurt."
The truck drove away, Lora sitting stiff and silent, frightened now. Conger watched for a moment. Then he dashed back into the woods, between the trees, toward the ridge.
The truck drove off, Lora sat rigid and quiet, now scared. Conger watched for a moment. Then he ran back into the woods, weaving between the trees, heading toward the ridge.
He could get away, of course. Anytime he wanted to he could get away. All he had to do was to leap into the crystal cage and turn the handles. But he had a job, an important job. He had to be here, here at this place, at this time.
He could escape, of course. Anytime he wanted, he could get away. All he had to do was jump into the crystal cage and turn the handles. But he had a job, an important job. He needed to be here, in this place, at this time.
He reached the cage and opened the door. He went inside and picked up the gun from the shelf. The Slem-gun would take care of them. He notched it up to full count. The chain reaction from it would flatten them all, the police, the curious, sadistic people—
He got to the cage and opened the door. He stepped inside and grabbed the gun from the shelf. The Slem-gun would handle them. He loaded it to full capacity. The chain reaction from it would wipe them all out, the police, the onlookers, the twisted people—
They wouldn't take him! Before they got him, all of them would be dead. He would get away. He would escape. By the end of the day they would all be dead, if that was what they wanted, and he—
They wouldn't take him! Before they could get to him, all of them would be dead. He would get away. He would escape. By the end of the day, they would all be dead if that’s what they wanted, and he—
He saw the skull.
He spotted the skull.
Suddenly he put the gun down. He picked up the skull. He turned the skull over. He looked at the teeth. Then he went to the mirror.
Suddenly, he set the gun down. He picked up the skull and turned it over. He examined the teeth, then walked over to the mirror.
He held the skull up, looking in the mirror. He pressed the skull against his cheek. Beside his own face the grinning skull leered back at him, beside his skull, against his living flesh.
He held the skull up, looking in the mirror. He pressed the skull against his cheek. Next to his own face, the grinning skull leered back at him, beside his skull, against his living flesh.
He bared his teeth. And he knew.
He showed his teeth. And he understood.
It was his own skull that he held. He was the one who would die. He was the Founder.
It was his own skull that he held. He was the one who would die. He was the Founder.
After a time he put the skull down. For a few minutes he stood at the controls, playing with them idly. He could hear the sound of motors outside, the muffled noise of men. Should he go back to the present, where the Speaker waited? He could escape, of course—
After a while, he set the skull down. He stood at the controls for a few minutes, just fiddling with them. He could hear the sound of motors outside, the muted noise of men. Should he go back to the present, where the Speaker was waiting? He could escape, of course—
Escape?
Getaway?
He turned toward the skull. There it was, his skull, yellow with age. Escape? Escape, when he had held it in his own hands?
He turned to face the skull. There it was, his skull, yellowed with age. Escape? Escape, after he had held it in his own hands?
What did it matter if he put it off a month, a year, ten years, even fifty? Time was nothing. He had sipped chocolate with a girl born a hundred and fifty years before his time. Escape? For a little while, perhaps.
What did it matter if he delayed it for a month, a year, ten years, or even fifty? Time meant nothing. He had enjoyed chocolate with a girl who was born a hundred and fifty years before him. Escape? Maybe, just for a little while.
But he could not really escape, no more so than anyone else had ever escaped, or ever would.
But he could not really escape, no more than anyone else had ever escaped, or ever would.
Only, he had held it in his hands, his own bones, his own death's-head.
Only, he had held it in his hands, his own bones, his own skull.
They had not.
They didn't.
He went out the door and across the field, empty handed. There were a lot of them standing around, gathered together, waiting. They expected a good fight; they knew he had something. They had heard about the incident at the fountain.
He stepped out the door and walked across the field, empty-handed. There were many of them hanging around, gathered together, waiting. They anticipated a good fight; they knew he had something. They had heard about the incident at the fountain.
And there were plenty of police—police with guns and tear gas, creeping across the hills and ridges, between the trees, closer and closer. It was an old story, in this century.
And there were tons of police—police with guns and tear gas, moving quietly across the hills and ridges, between the trees, getting closer and closer. It was an old story in this century.
One of the men tossed something at him. It fell in the snow by his feet, and he looked down. It was a rock. He smiled.
One of the guys threw something at him. It landed in the snow by his feet, and he looked down. It was a rock. He smiled.
"Come on!" one of them called. "Don't you have any bombs?"
"Come on!" one of them shouted. "Don't you have any bombs?"
"Throw a bomb! You with the beard! Throw a bomb!"
"Throw a bomb! You with the beard! Throw a bomb!"
"Let 'em have it!"
"Give it to them!"
"Toss a few A Bombs!"
"Toss a few A Bombs!"
They began to laugh. He smiled. He put his hands to his hips. They suddenly turned silent, seeing that he was going to speak.
They started laughing. He smiled. He placed his hands on his hips. They quickly fell silent, realizing he was about to speak.
"I'm sorry," he said simply. "I don't have any bombs. You're mistaken."
"I'm sorry," he said plainly. "I don't have any bombs. You're mistaken."
There was a flurry of murmuring.
There was a lot of whispering.
"I have a gun," he went on. "A very good one. Made by science even more advanced than your own. But I'm not going to use that, either."
"I have a gun," he continued. "A really good one. Made with technology that's even more advanced than yours. But I’m not going to use that, either."
They were puzzled.
They were confused.
"Why not?" someone called. At the edge of the group an older woman was watching. He felt a sudden shock. He had seen her before. Where?
"Why not?" someone shouted. At the edge of the group, an older woman was watching. He felt a sudden jolt. He had seen her before. Where?
He remembered. The day at the library. As he had turned the corner he had seen her. She had noticed him and been astounded. At the time, he did not understand why.
He remembered. The day at the library. As he turned the corner, he saw her. She noticed him and was shocked. At the time, he didn’t understand why.
Conger grinned. So he would escape death, the man who right now was voluntarily accepting it. They were laughing, laughing at a man who had a gun but didn't use it. But by a strange twist of science he would appear again, a few months later, after his bones had been buried under the floor of a jail.
Conger grinned. So he would escape death, the man who right now was willingly facing it. They were laughing, laughing at a guy with a gun who wasn’t using it. But through a strange twist of science, he would show up again a few months later, after his bones had been buried under the floor of a jail.
And so, in a fashion, he would escape death. He would die, but then, after a period of months, he would live again, briefly, for an afternoon.
And so, in a way, he would escape death. He would die, but then, after a few months, he would come back to life, briefly, for an afternoon.
An afternoon. Yet long enough for them to see him, to understand that he was still alive. To know that somehow he had returned to life.
An afternoon. But long enough for them to see him, to understand that he was still alive. To know that somehow he had come back to life.
And then, finally, he would appear once more, after two hundred years had passed. Two centuries later.
And then, finally, he would show up again after two hundred years had gone by. Two centuries later.
He would be born again, born, as a matter of fact, in a small trading village on Mars. He would grow up, learning to hunt and trade—
He would be reborn, actually born in a small trading village on Mars. He would grow up learning how to hunt and trade—
A police car came on the edge of the field and stopped. The people retreated a little. Conger raised his hands.
A police car pulled up at the edge of the field and stopped. The crowd stepped back a bit. Conger lifted his hands.
"I have an odd paradox for you," he said. "Those who take lives will lose their own. Those who kill, will die. But he who gives his own life away will live again!"
"I have a strange paradox for you," he said. "Those who take lives will lose their own. Those who kill will die. But the one who sacrifices his own life will live again!"
They laughed, faintly, nervously. The police were coming out, walking toward him. He smiled. He had said everything he intended to say. It was a good little paradox he had coined. They would puzzle over it, remember it.
They laughed softly, a bit nervously. The police were coming out, walking toward him. He smiled. He had said everything he wanted to say. It was a clever little paradox he had come up with. They would think about it and remember it.
Smiling, Conger awaited a death foreordained.
Smiling, Conger anticipated a certain death.
THE END
THE END
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This etext was produced from If Worlds of Science Fiction September 1952. Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed. Minor spelling and typographical errors have been corrected without note.
This etext was produced from If Worlds of Science Fiction September 1952. Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed. Minor spelling and typographical errors have been corrected without note.
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