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THE

EARTHLY PARADISE

A POEM.

 

 

BY

WILLIAM MORRIS

Author of the Life and Death of Jason.

 

Part II.

 

ELEVENTH IMPRESSION

 

LONGMANS, GREEN, AND CO.

39 PATERNOSTER ROW, LONDON
NEW YORK AND BOMBAY
1903

 

 

CONTENTS.

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MAY 2
 The Story of Cupid and Psyche5
 The Writing on the Image98
JUNE 112
 The Love of Alcestis114
 The Lady of the Land164
JULY 186
 The Son of Crœsus188
 The Watching of the Falcon210
AUGUST 244
 Pygmalion and the Image246
 Ogier the Dane275

 

 


THE

EARTHLY PARADISE.

 

MAY, JUNE, JULY, AUGUST.

 

 

MAY.

O love, this morn when the sweet nightingale
Had so long finished all he had to say,
That thou hadst slept, and sleep had told his tale;
And midst a peaceful dream had stolen away
In fragrant dawning of the first of May,
Didst thou see aught? didst thou hear voices sing
Ere to the risen sun the bells 'gan ring?

For then methought the Lord of Love went by
To take possession of his flowery throne,
Ringed round with maids, and youths, and minstrelsy;
A little while I sighed to find him gone,
A little while the dawning was alone,
And the light gathered; then I held my breath,
And shuddered at the sight of Eld and Death.

Alas! Love passed me in the twilight dun,
His music hushed the wakening ousel's song;
But on these twain shone out the golden sun,
And o'er their heads the brown bird's tune was strong,
As shivering, twixt the trees they stole along;
None noted aught their noiseless passing by,
The world had quite forgotten it must die.

O love, this morning when the lovely nightingale
Had finished all he needed to say,
You had fallen asleep, and sleep had told its story;
And in a peaceful dream had quietly slipped away
In the fragrant dawn of the first of May,
Did you see anything? Did you hear voices sing
Before the bells started ringing for the risen sun?

For at that moment, it felt like the Lord of Love passed by.
To take his place on his flowery throne,
Surrounded by girls, boys, and music;
For a moment I sighed to find him gone,
For a moment the dawn felt lonely,
And the light gathered; then I held my breath,
And shuddered at the sight of Age and Death.

Unfortunately, love passed me by in the dim twilight,
His music silenced the waking bird's song;
But on these two, the golden sun shone,
And above them the brown bird's tune was strong,
As they quietly made their way between the trees;
No one noticed their silent passing by,
The world had completely forgotten it must die.

 

 

Now must these men be glad a little while
That they had lived to see May once more smile
Upon the earth; wherefore, as men who know
How fast the bad days and the good days go,
They gathered at the feast: the fair abode
Wherein they sat, o'erlooked, across the road
Unhedged green meads, which willowy streams passed through,
And on that morn, before the fresh May dew
Had dried upon the sunniest spot of grass,
From bush to bush did youths and maidens pass
In raiment meet for May apparelled,
Gathering the milk-white blossoms and the red;
And now, with noon long past, and that bright day
Growing aweary, on the sunny way
They wandered, crowned with flowers, and loitering,
And weary, yet were fresh enough to sing
The carols of the morn, and pensive, still
Had cast away their doubt of death and ill,
And flushed with love, no more grew red with shame.

So to the elders as they sat, there came,
With scent of flowers, the murmur of that folk
Wherethrough from time to time a song outbroke,
Till scarce they thought about the story due;
[Pg 4]Yet, when anigh to sun-setting it grew,
A book upon the board an elder laid,
And turning from the open window said,
"Too fair a tale the lovely time doth ask,
For this of mine to be an easy task,
Yet in what words soever this is writ,
As for the matter, I dare say of it
That it is lovely as the lovely May;
Pass then the manner, since the learned say
No written record was there of the tale,
Ere we from our fair land of Greece set sail;
How this may be I know not, this I know
That such-like tales the wind would seem to blow
From place to place, e'en as the feathery seed
Is borne across the sea to help the need
Of barren isles; so, sirs, from seed thus sown,
This flower, a gift from other lands has grown.

Now these men must be feeling pretty good.
That they’ve lived to see May smile again
On the earth; so, like people who know
How quickly both bad days and good days go,
They gathered for the feast: the lovely place
Where they sat overlooked green meadows across the road,
With winding streams flowing through, where on that morning,
Before the fresh May dew
Had dried in the sunniest patch of grass,
Young men and women passed from bush to bush,
Dressed in their best May clothes,
Collecting the white and red blossoms;
And now, with noon long gone, on that bright day
Getting tired, they wandered down the sunny path,
Crowned with flowers, taking their time,
And although they were weary, they still had enough energy to sing
The morning’s songs, and feeling thoughtful, still
Had put aside their worries about death and trouble,
And feeling love made them blush no more with shame.

As the elders sat there, they were approached by,
With the scent of flowers, the chatter of that crowd
From which now and then a song broke out,
Until they barely thought about the story they should tell;
[Pg 4]Yet, as the sun began to set,
An elder placed a book on the table,
And turning away from the open window said,
"A beautiful tale the lovely time requests,
For this of mine to be an easy task,
Yet in whatever words this is written,
Regarding the content, I can say it’s
As lovely as the lovely May;
So let’s pass on the way it’s told, since the wise say
No written record existed of the tale,
Before we sailed from our beautiful land of Greece;
How this can be, I don't know, but I do know
That such tales seem to be carried by the wind
From place to place, just like feathery seeds
Are blown across the sea to help the barren isles; so, gentlemen,
From such seeds sown,
This flower, a gift from other lands, has bloomed.

 

 


THE STORY OF CUPID AND PSYCHE.

ARGUMENT.

Psyche, a king's daughter, by her exceeding beauty caused the people to forget Venus; therefore the goddess would fain have destroyed her: nevertheless she became the bride of Love, yet in an unhappy moment lost him by her own fault, and wandering through the world suffered many evils at the hands of Venus, for whom she must accomplish fearful tasks. But the gods and all nature helped her, and in process of time she was reunited to Love, forgiven by Venus, and made immortal by the Father of gods and men.

Psyche, a king’s daughter, was so beautiful that everyone forgot about Venus. This made the goddess want to destroy her. However, Psyche became Love's bride but, in a moment of weakness, lost him due to her own mistake. She wandered the world and endured many hardships caused by Venus, who set her terrifying tasks to complete. But the gods and nature came to her aid, and eventually, she was reunited with Love, forgiven by Venus, and granted immortality by the Father of gods and men.

 

In the Greek land of old there was a King
Happy in battle, rich in everything;
Most rich in this, that he a daughter had
Whose beauty made the longing city glad.
She was so fair, that strangers from the sea
Just landed, in the temples thought that she
Was Venus visible to mortal eyes,
New come from Cyprus for a world's surprise.
She was so beautiful that had she stood
On windy Ida by the oaken wood,
[Pg 6]And bared her limbs to that bold shepherd's gaze,
Troy might have stood till now with happy days;
And those three fairest, all have left the land
And left her with the apple in her hand.

And Psyche is her name in stories old,
As ever by our fathers we were told.

All this beheld Queen Venus from her throne,
And felt that she no longer was alone
In beauty, but, if only for a while,
This maiden matched her god-enticing smile;
Therefore, she wrought in such a wise, that she,
If honoured as a goddess, certainly
Was dreaded as a goddess none the less,
And midst her wealth, dwelt long in loneliness.
Two sisters had she, and men deemed them fair,
But as King's daughters might be anywhere,
And these to men of name and great estate
Were wedded, while at home must Psyche wait.
The sons of kings before her silver feet
Still bowed, and sighed for her; in measures sweet
The minstrels to the people sung her praise,
Yet must she live a virgin all her days.

So to Apollo's fane her father sent,
Seeking to know the dreadful Gods' intent,
And therewith sent he goodly gifts of price
A silken veil, wrought with a paradise,
[Pg 7]Three golden bowls, set round with many a gem,
Three silver robes, with gold in every hem,
And a fair ivory image of the god
That underfoot a golden serpent trod;
And when three lords with these were gone away,
Nor could return until the fortieth day,
Ill was the King at ease, and neither took
Joy in the chase, or in the pictured book
The skilled Athenian limner had just wrought,
Nor in the golden cloths from India brought.
At last the day came for those lords' return,
And then 'twixt hope and fear the King did burn,
As on his throne with great pomp he was set,
And by him Psyche, knowing not as yet
Why they had gone: thus waiting, at noontide
They in the palace heard a voice outside,
And soon the messengers came hurrying,
And with pale faces knelt before the King,
And rent their clothes, and each man on his head
Cast dust, the while a trembling courtier read
This scroll, wherein the fearful answer lay,
Whereat from every face joy passed away.

In ancient Greece, there was a King
Who was happy in battle and rich in everything;
His greatest wealth, however, was his daughter
Whose beauty brought joy to the city.
She was so stunning that newcomers from the sea
Would land and think, as they entered the temples, that she
Was Venus come down to earth,
Fresh from Cyprus, a surprise for the world.
She was so beautiful that if she had stood
On windy Ida by the oak trees,
[Pg 6]And bared her body to that daring shepherd's gaze,
Troy might still be thriving;
And those three beauties, who had left the land,
Had abandoned her with the apple in her hand.

And her name is Psyche in the old stories,
As our fathers have always told us.

Queen Venus observed everything from her throne,
And felt that she was no longer alone
In beauty, but, if only for a moment,
This girl matched her captivating smile;
So she crafted a plan, knowing that while she,
If honored as a goddess, would certainly
Be feared as a goddess just the same,
And among her riches, lived long in loneliness.
She had two sisters who were seen as beautiful,
But like any King’s daughters, they were everywhere,
And these were married off to men of power,
While Psyche was left waiting at home.
The sons of kings bowed at her feet
And sighed for her; in sweet tunes
The minstrels sang her praises to the people,
Yet she had to remain a virgin all her life.

So her father sent her to the temple of Apollo,
Seeking to learn the dreadful will of the Gods,
And he sent along valuable gifts,
A silken veil, decorated like paradise,
[Pg 7]Three golden bowls, surrounded by many gems,
Three silver robes, each hemmed with gold,
And a beautiful ivory statue of the god
With a golden serpent beneath its feet;
When three lords left with these gifts,
They wouldn't return until the fortieth day,
The King was in distress and could not enjoy
The hunt or the beautifully illustrated book
That the skilled Athenian painter had just created,
Nor the luxurious fabrics he had brought from India.
Finally, the day came for the lords to return,
And then between hope and fear, the King burned,
As he sat on his throne with great pomp,
And beside him was Psyche, who still did not know
Why they had gone: and while they waited, at noon
They heard a voice outside the palace,
Soon the messengers came rushing in,
And with pale faces, knelt before the King,
Tore their clothes, and each man threw dust on his head,
While a trembling courtier read
The scroll that held the terrifying answer,
At which joy vanished from every face.

 

The Oracle.

O father of a most unhappy maid,
O King, whom all the world henceforth shall know
As wretched among wretches, be afraid
[Pg 8]To ask the gods thy misery to show,
But if thou needs must hear it, to thy woe
Take back thy gifts to feast thine eyes upon,
When thine own flesh and blood some beast hath won.

"For hear thy doom, a rugged rock there is
Set back a league from thine own palace fair,
There leave the maid, that she may wait the kiss
Of the fell monster that doth harbour there:
This is the mate for whom her yellow hair
And tender limbs have been so fashioned,
This is the pillow for her lovely head.

"O what an evil from thy loins shall spring,
For all the world this monster overturns,
He is the bane of every mortal thing,
And this world ruined, still for more he yearns;
A fire there goeth from his mouth that burns
Worse than the flame of Phlegethon the red—
To such a monster shall thy maid be wed.

"And if thou sparest now to do this thing,
I will destroy thee and thy land also,
And of dead corpses shalt thou be the King,
And stumbling through the dark land shalt thou go,
Howling for second death to end thy woe;
Live therefore as thou mayst and do my will,
And be a King that men may envy still."
[Pg 9]
What man was there, whose face changed not for grief
At hearing this? Psyche, shrunk like the leaf
The autumn frost first touches on the tree,
Stared round about with eyes that could not see,
And muttered sounds from lips that said no word,
And still within her ears the sentence heard
When all was said and silence fell on all
'Twixt marble columns and adorned wall.
Then spoke the King, bowed down with misery:
"What help is left! O daughter, let us die,
Or else together fleeing from this land,
From town to town go wandering hand in hand
Thou and I, daughter, till all men forget
That ever on a throne I have been set,
And then, when houseless and disconsolate,
We ask an alms before some city gate,
The gods perchance a little gift may give,
And suffer thee and me like beasts to live."
Then answered Psyche, through her bitter tears,
"Alas! my father, I have known these years
That with some woe the gods have dowered me,
And weighed 'gainst riches infelicity;
Ill is it then against the gods to strive;
Live on, O father, those that are alive
May still be happy; would it profit me
To live awhile, and ere I died to see
Thee perish, and all folk who love me well,
And then at last be dragged myself to hell
Cursed of all men? nay, since all things must die,
[Pg 10]And I have dreamed not of eternity,
Why weepest thou that I must die to-day?
Why weepest thou? cast thought of shame away.
The dead are not ashamed, they feel no pain;
I have heard folk who spoke of death as gain—
And yet—ah, God, if I had been some maid,
Toiling all day, and in the night-time laid
Asleep on rushes—had I only died
Before this sweet life I had fully tried,
Upon that day when for my birth men sung,
And o'er the feasting folk the sweet bells rung."

And therewith she arose and gat away,
And in her chamber, mourning long she lay,
Thinking of all the days that might have been,
And how that she was born to be a queen,
The prize of some great conqueror of renown,
The joy of many a country and fair town,
The high desire of every prince and lord,
One who could fright with careless smile or word
The hearts of heroes fearless in the war,
The glory of the world, the leading-star
Unto all honour and all earthly fame—
—Round goes the wheel, and death and deadly shame
Shall be her lot, while yet of her men sing
Unwitting that the gods have done this thing.
Long time she lay there, while the sunbeams moved
Over her body through the flowers she loved;
And in the eaves the sparrows chirped outside,
[Pg 11]Until for weariness she grew dry-eyed,
And into an unhappy sleep she fell.

But of the luckless King now must we tell,
Who sat devising means to 'scape that shame,
Until the frightened people thronging came
About the palace, and drove back the guards,
Making their way past all the gates and wards;
And, putting chamberlains and marshals by,
Surged round the very throne tumultuously.
Then knew the wretched King all folk had heard
The miserable sentence, and the word
The gods had spoken; and from out his seat
He rose, and spoke in humble words, unmeet
For a great King, and prayed them give him grace,
While 'twixt his words the tears ran down his face
On to his raiment stiff with golden thread.
But little heeded they the words he said,
For very fear had made them pitiless;
Nor cared they for the maid and her distress,
But clashed their spears together and 'gan cry:
"For one man's daughter shall the people die,
And this fair land become an empty name,
Because thou art afraid to meet the shame
Wherewith the gods reward thy hidden sin?
Nay, by their glory do us right herein!"
"Ye are in haste to have a poor maid slain,"
The King said; "but my will herein is vain,
[Pg 12]For ye are many, I one aged man:
Let one man speak, if for his shame he can."
Then stepped a sturdy dyer forth, who said,—
"Fear of the gods brings no shame, by my head.
Listen; thy daughter we would have thee leave
Upon the fated mountain this same eve;
And thither must she go right well arrayed
In marriage raiment, loose hair as a maid,
And saffron veil, and with her shall there go
Fair maidens bearing torches, two and two;
And minstrels, in such raiment as is meet
The god-ordainéd fearful spouse to greet.
So shalt thou save our wives and little ones,
And something better than a heap of stones,
Dwelt in by noisesome things, this town shall be,
And thou thyself shalt keep thy sovereignty;
But if thou wilt not do the thing I say,
Then shalt thou live in bonds from this same day,
And we will bear thy maid unto the hill,
And from the dread gods save the city still."
Then loud they shouted at the words he said,
And round the head of the unhappy maid,
Dreaming uneasily of long-past joys,
Floated the echo of that dreadful noise,
And changed her dreams to dreams of misery.
But when the King knew that the thing must be,
And that no help there was in this distress,
He bade them have all things in readiness
To take the maiden out at sun-setting,
[Pg 13]And wed her to the unknown dreadful thing.
So through the palace passed with heavy cheer
Her women gathering the sad wedding gear,
Who lingering long, yet at the last must go,
To waken Psyche to her bitter woe.
So coming to her bower, they found her there,
From head to foot rolled in her yellow hair,
As in the saffron veil she should be soon
Betwixt the setting sun and rising moon;
But when above her a pale maiden bent
And touched her, from her heart a sigh she sent,
And waking, on their woeful faces stared,
Sitting upright, with one white shoulder bared
By writhing on the bed in wretchedness.
Then suddenly remembering her distress,
She bowed her head and 'gan to weep and wail
But let them wrap her in the bridal veil,
And bind the sandals to her silver feet,
And set the rose-wreath on her tresses sweet:
But spoke no word, yea, rather, wearily
Turned from the yearning face and pitying eye
Of any maid who seemed about to speak.
Now through the garden trees the sun 'gan break,
And that inevitable time drew near;
Then through the courts, grown cruel, strange, and drear,
Since the bright morn, they led her to the gate.
Where she beheld a golden litter wait.
Whereby the King stood, aged and bent to earth,
The flute-players with faces void of mirth,
[Pg 14]The down-cast bearers of the ivory wands,
The maiden torch-bearers' unhappy bands.

So then was Psyche taken to the hill,
And through the town the streets were void and still;
For in their houses all the people stayed,
Of that most mournful music sore afraid.
But on the way a marvel did they see,
For, passing by, where wrought of ivory,
There stood the Goddess of the flowery isle,
All folk could see the carven image smile.
But when anigh the hill's bare top they came,
Where Psyche must be left to meet her shame,
They set the litter down, and drew aside
The golden curtains from the wretched bride,
Who at their bidding rose and with them went
Afoot amidst her maids with head down-bent,
Until they came unto the drear rock's brow;
And there she stood apart, not weeping now,
But pale as privet blossom is in June.
There as the quivering flutes left off their tune,
In trembling arms the weeping, haggard King
Caught Psyche, who, like some half-lifeless thing,
Took all his kisses, and no word could say,
Until at last perforce he turned away;
Because the longest agony has end,
And homeward through the twilight did they wend.

But Psyche, now faint and bewildered,
[Pg 15]Remembered little of her pain and dread;
Her doom drawn nigh took all her fear away,
And left her faint and weary; as they say
It haps to one who 'neath a lion lies,
Who stunned and helpless feels not ere he dies
The horror of the yellow fell, the red
Hot mouth, and white teeth gleaming o'er his head;
So Psyche felt, as sinking on the ground
She cast one weary vacant look around,
And at the ending of that wretched day
Swooning beneath the risen moon she lay.

O father of a sad girl,
O King, whom the world will now know
As the most miserable among the miserable, be afraid
[Pg 8]To ask the gods to reveal your suffering,
But if you must hear it, at your own expense
Take back your gifts meant to please your eyes,
When your own flesh and blood has been claimed by some beast.

"Listen to your fate; there's a rough rock __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__."
Set a league away from your beautiful palace,
Leave the girl there, so she may await the kiss
Of the foul monster that hides there:
This is the mate for whom her golden hair
And delicate body have been shaped,
This is the pillow for her lovely head.

"Oh, what a terrible thing will come from you,
For this monster upends the world,
He is the bane of every living thing,
And though this world is ruined, he still yearns for more;
Fire comes from his mouth that burns
Worse than the red flame of Phlegethon—
To such a monster shall your daughter be wed.

"If you hold back from doing this,
I will destroy you and your land as well,
And you will be the King of dead bodies,
Stumbling through the dark land,
Howling for a second death to end your suffering;
Live as you can and do my bidding,
And be a King that others may still envy."
[Pg 9]
What man was there whose face didn’t change with sorrow?
At hearing this? Psyche, shriveled like a leaf
Touched by autumn frost on the tree,
Stared around with eyes that could not see,
And mumbled sounds from lips that said nothing,
And still within her ears the sentence echoed
When everything was quiet and silence fell on all
'Twixt marble columns and decorated walls.
Then the King spoke, burdened by sorrow:
"What help is left! O daughter, let us die,
Or if not, let’s flee this land together,
Wandering from town to town hand in hand,
You and I, daughter, until no one remembers
That I was ever on a throne,
And then, when homeless and despondent,
We’ll ask for alms at some city gate,
Perhaps the gods will give us a small gift,
And allow you and me to live like beasts."
Psyche replied, her tears filled with anguish,
"Alas! my father, I have known for years
That the gods have given me some woe,
And weighed it against riches with unhappiness;
It is ill to struggle against the gods;
Live on, O father, those who are alive
May still be happy; would it profit me
To live a little longer, and before I die see
You perish, and all those who love me dearly,
And then finally be dragged myself to hell,
Cursed by all men? No, since all things must die,
[Pg 10]And I have never dreamed of eternity,
Why do you weep that I must die today?
Why do you weep? Cast shame aside.
The dead feel no shame and no pain;
I have heard people speak of death as a gain—
And yet—ah, God, if I had been some maid,
Laboring all day, and at night laid
Asleep on rushes—if I had only died
Before I enjoyed this sweet life I had lived,
On that day when they sang for my birth,
And sweet bells rang over the feasting folk."

Then she stood up and left,
And in her room, she mourned for a long time,
Thinking of all the days that could have been,
And how she was born to be a queen,
The prize of some great warrior of renown,
The joy of many a country and lovely town,
The high desire of every prince and lord,
One who could frighten with a careless smile or word
The hearts of fearless heroes in war,
The glory of the world, the guiding star
To all honor and earthly fame—
—Round goes the wheel, and death and deadly shame
Shall be her fate, while others still sing
Unaware that the gods have done this thing.
For a long time, she lay there, while the sunbeams moved
Over her body through the flowers she loved;
And in the eaves, the sparrows chirped outside,
[Pg 11]Until in her weariness she became dry-eyed,
And fell into an unhappy sleep.

But now we need to talk about the unfortunate King,
Who sat devising ways to escape that shame,
Until the frightened crowd came surging
Around the palace, driving back the guards,
Forcing their way through all the gates and wards;
And, pushing aside the chamberlains and marshals,
They surged around the throne tumultuously.
Then the wretched King realized all the people had heard
The miserable sentence, and the word
The gods had spoken; and from his seat,
He rose, and spoke in humble words, unfit
For a great King, and begged them to have grace,
While tears streamed down his face
Onto his garment stiff with golden thread.
But they barely listened to what he said,
For fear had made them merciless;
Nor did they care for the girl and her distress,
But clashed their spears together and cried:
"For one man's daughter shall the people die,
And this fair land become just a name,
Because you are afraid to face the shame
That the gods bring on you for your hidden sin?
No, by their glory, do right by us!"
"You are quick to have a poor girl killed,"
The King said; "but my will in this is weak,
[Pg 12]For you are many, and I am but one old man:
Let one man speak, if he can for his shame."
Then a strong dyer stepped forward and said,—
"Fear of the gods brings no shame, upon my head.
Listen; we want you to leave your daughter
On the destined mountain this very evening;
And she must go well dressed
In wedding clothes, her hair loose as a maid,
And wearing a saffron veil, and with her shall go
Fair maidens carrying torches, two by two;
And musicians, in attire appropriate
To greet the god-ordained feared spouse.
So you shall save our wives and little ones,
And something better than a pile of stones,
This town shall be preserved from foul things,
And you will keep your kingship;
But if you refuse to do what I say,
Then you shall live in chains from this day onward,
And we will take your daughter to the hill,
And save the city from the dreaded gods still."
Then they shouted loudly at what he said,
And around the head of the unhappy girl,
Dreaming uneasily of long-lost joys,
Floated the echo of that dreadful noise,
Turning her dreams into ones of misery.
But when the King realized that it must be,
And that there was no help in this distress,
He instructed them to get everything ready
To take the maiden out at sunset,
[Pg 13]And wed her to the unknown dreadful thing.
So through the palace moved with heavy hearts
Her women gathering the sad wedding gear,
Who lingering long, yet at last had to go,
To awaken Psyche to her bitter woe.
So arriving at her chamber, they found her there,
From head to toe wrapped in her golden hair,
As she should be soon in the saffron veil
Between the setting sun and rising moon;
But when a pale maiden leaned over her
And touched her, from her heart came a deep sigh,
And waking, she stared at their woeful faces,
Sitting upright, one shoulder bared
From writhing on the bed in wretchedness.
Then suddenly remembering her plight,
She bowed her head and began to weep and wail
But allowed them to wrap her in the bridal veil,
And bind the sandals to her silver feet,
And set the rose-wreath on her sweet tresses:
But said not a word, indeed, rather wearily
Turned from the longing face and pitying gaze
Of any maid who seemed about to speak.
Now the sun started to shine through the garden trees,
And that inevitable time drew near;
Then through the courts, grown cruel, strange, and dreary,
Since the bright morning, they led her to the gate.
Where she saw a golden litter waiting.
Where the King stood, aged and bent to the ground,
The flute-players with faces void of joy,
[Pg 14]The downcast bearers of the ivory wands,
The maiden torch-bearers' unhappy groups.

So Psyche was taken to the hill,
And the streets were empty and still;
For in their houses all the people stayed,
Sore afraid of that most mournful music.
But on the way they saw a marvel,
For passing by, where crafted of ivory,
There stood the Goddess of the flower-filled isle,
All could see the carved image smile.
But when they reached the bare top of the hill,
Where Psyche must be left to face her shame,
They set the litter down, and drew aside
The golden curtains from the wretched bride,
Who at their bidding rose and walked with them
Among her maids with her head down-cast,
Until they reached the bleak rock's edge;
And there she stood apart, not crying now,
But pale as a privet blossom in June.
There as the trembling flutes ceased their tune,
In shaking arms, the weeping, haggard King
Embraced Psyche, who, like some half-lifeless thing,
Received all his kisses, and could say no word,
Until at last he had to turn away;
Because the longest agony must end,
And homeward through the twilight did they go.

But Psyche, now weak and disoriented,
[Pg 15]Remembered little of her pain and fear;
Her doom was near and took away all her fear,
And left her faint and weary; just like they say
It happens to someone lying under a lion,
Who, stunned and helpless, feels not before he dies
The horror of the yellow fur, the red
Hot mouth, and white teeth gleaming above him;
So Psyche felt, as sinking to the ground
She cast one weary vacant glance around,
And at the end of that miserable day
Fainted beneath the rising moon.

 

 

Now backward must our story go awhile
And unto Cyprus the fair flowered isle,
Where hid away from every worshipper
Was Venus sitting, and her son by her
Standing to mark what words she had to say,
While in his dreadful wings the wind did play:
Frowning she spoke, in plucking from her thigh
The fragrant flowers that clasped it lovingly.
"In such a town, O son, a maid there is
Whom any amorous man this day would kiss
As gladly as a goddess like to me,
And though I know an end to this must be,
When white and red and gold are waxen grey
Down on the earth, while unto me one day
[Pg 16]Is as another; yet behold, my son,
And go through all my temples one by one
And look what incense rises unto me;
Hearken the talk of sailors from the sea
Just landed, ever will it be the same,
'Hast thou then seen her?'—Yea, unto my shame
Within the temple that is calléd mine,
As through the veil I watched the altar shine
This happed; a man with outstretched hand there stood,
Glittering in arms, of smiling joyous mood,
With crisp, black hair, and such a face one sees
But seldom now, and limbs like Hercules;
But as he stood there in my holy place,
Across mine image came the maiden's face,
And when he saw her, straight the warrior said
Turning about unto an earthly maid,
'O, lady Venus, thou art kind to me
After so much of wandering on the sea
To show thy very body to me here,'
But when this impious saying I did hear,
I sent them a great portent, for straightway
I quenched the fire, and no priest on that day
Could light it any more for all his prayer.
"So must she fall, so must her golden hair
Flash no more through the city, or her feet
Be seen like lilies moving down the street;
No more must men watch her soft raiment cling
About her limbs, no more must minstrels sing
[Pg 17]The praises of her arms and hidden breast.
And thou it is, my son, must give me rest
From all this worship wearisomely paid
Unto a mortal who should be afraid
To match the gods in beauty; take thy bow
And dreadful arrows, and about her sow
The seeds of folly, and with such an one
I pray thee cause her mingle, fair my son,
That not the poorest peasant girl in Greece
Would look on for the gift of Jason's fleece.
Do this, and see thy mother glad again,
And free from insult, in her temples reign
Over the hearts of lovers in the spring."

"Mother," he said, "thou askest no great thing,
Some wretch too bad for death I soon shall find,
Who round her perfect neck his arms shall wind.
She shall be driven from the palace gate
Where once her crowd of worshippers would wait
From earliest morning till the dew was dry
On chance of seeing her gold gown glancing by;
There through the storm of curses shall she go
In evil raiment midst the winter snow,
Or in the summer in rough sheepskins clad.
And thus, O mother, shall I make thee glad
Remembering all the honour thou hast brought
Unto mine altars; since as thine own thought
My thought is grown, my mind as thy dear mind."

[Pg 18]Then straight he rose from earth and down the wind
Went glittering 'twixt the blue sky and the sea,
And so unto the place came presently
Where Psyche dwelt, and through the gardens fair
Passed seeking her, and as he wandered there
Had still no thought but to do all her will,
Nor cared to think if it were good or ill:
So beautiful and pitiless he went,
And toward him still the blossomed fruit-trees leant,
And after him the wind crept murmuring,
And on the boughs the birds forgot to sing.

Withal at last amidst a fair green close,
Hedged round about with woodbine and red rose,
Within the flicker of a white-thorn shade
In gentle sleep he found the maiden laid
One hand that held a book had fallen away
Across her body, and the other lay
Upon a marble fountain's plashing rim,
Among whose broken waves the fish showed dim,
But yet its wide-flung spray now woke her not,
Because the summer day at noon was hot,
And all sweet sounds and scents were lulling her.
So soon the rustle of his wings 'gan stir
Her looser folds of raiment, and the hair
Spread wide upon the grass and daisies fair,
As Love cast down his eyes with a half smile
Godlike and cruel; that faded in a while,
And long he stood above her hidden eyes
[Pg 19]With red lips parted in a god's surprise.

Then very Love knelt down beside the maid
And on her breast a hand unfelt he laid,
And drew the gown from off her dainty feet,
And set his fair cheek to her shoulder sweet,
And kissed her lips that knew of no love yet,
And wondered if his heart would e'er forget
The perfect arm that o'er her body lay.

But now by chance a damsel came that way,
One of her ladies, and saw not the god,
Yet on his shafts cast down had well-nigh trod
In wakening Psyche, who rose up in haste
And girded up her gown about her waist,
And with that maid went drowsily away.

From place to place Love followed her that day
And ever fairer to his eyes she grew,
So that at last when from her bower he flew,
And underneath his feet the moonlit sea
Went shepherding his waves disorderly,
He swore that of all gods and men, no one
Should hold her in his arms but he alone;
That she should dwell with him in glorious wise
Like to a goddess in some paradise;
Yea, he would get from Father Jove this grace
That she should never die, but her sweet face
And wonderful fair body should endure
Till the foundations of the mountains sure
[Pg 20]Were molten in the sea; so utterly
Did he forget his mother's cruelty.

And now that he might come to this fair end,
He found Apollo, and besought him lend
His throne of divination for a while,
Whereby he did the priestess there beguile,
To give the cruel answer ye have heard
Unto those lords, who wrote it word by word,
And back unto the King its threatenings bore,
Whereof there came that grief and mourning sore,
Of which ye wot; thereby is Psyche laid
Upon the mountain-top; thereby, afraid
Of some ill yet, within the city fair
Cower down the people that have sent her there.

Withal did Love call unto him the Wind
Called Zephyrus, who most was to his mind,
And said, "O rainy wooer of the spring,
I pray thee, do for me an easy thing;
To such a hill-top go, O gentle Wind,
And there a sleeping maiden shalt thou find;
Her perfect body in thine arms with care
Take up, and unto the green valley bear
That lies before my noble house of gold;
There leave her lying on the daisies cold."
Then, smiling, toward the place the fair Wind went
While 'neath his wing the sleeping lilies bent,
And flying 'twixt the green earth and the sea
[Pg 21]Made the huge anchored ships dance merrily,
And swung round from the east the gilded vanes
On many a palace, and from unhorsed wains
Twitched off the wheat-straw in his hurried flight;
But ere much time had passed he came in sight
Of Psyche laid in swoon upon the hill,
And smiling, set himself to do Love's will;
For in his arms he took her up with care,
Wondering to see a mortal made so fair,
And came into the vale in little space,
And set her down in the most flowery place;
And then unto the plains of Thessaly
Went ruffling up the edges of the sea.

Now underneath the world the moon was gone,
But brighter shone the stars so left alone,
Until a faint green light began to show
Far in the east, whereby did all men know,
Who lay awake either with joy or pain,
That day was coming on their heads again;
Then widening, soon it spread to grey twilight,
And in a while with gold the east was bright;
The birds burst out a-singing one by one,
And o'er the hill-top rose the mighty sun.
Therewith did Psyche open wide her eyes,
And rising on her arm, with great surprise
Gazed on the flowers wherein so deep she lay,
And wondered why upon that dawn of day
Out in the fields she had lift up her head
[Pg 22]Rather than in her balmy gold-hung bed.
Then, suddenly remembering all her woes,
She sprang upon her feet, and yet arose
Within her heart a mingled hope and dread
Of some new thing: and now she raised her head,
And gazing round about her timidly,
A lovely grassy valley could she see,
That steep grey cliffs upon three sides did bound,
And under these, a river sweeping round,
With gleaming curves the valley did embrace,
And seemed to make an island of that place;
And all about were dotted leafy trees,
The elm for shade, the linden for the bees,
The noble oak, long ready for the steel
Which in that place it had no fear to feel;
The pomegranate, the apple, and the pear,
That fruit and flowers at once made shift to bear,
Nor yet decayed therefor, and in them hung
Bright birds that elsewhere sing not, but here sung
As sweetly as the small brown nightingales
Within the wooded, deep Laconian vales.
But right across the vale, from side to side,
A high white wall all further view did hide,
But that above it, vane and pinnacle
Rose up, of some great house beyond to tell,
And still betwixt these, mountains far away
Against the sky rose shadowy, cold, and grey.

She, standing in the yellow morning sun,
[Pg 23]Could scarcely think her happy life was done,
Or that the place was made for misery;
Yea, some lone heaven it rather seemed to be,
Which for the coming band of gods did wait;
Hope touched her heart; no longer desolate,
Deserted of all creatures did she feel,
And o'er her face sweet colour 'gan to steal,
That deepened to a flush, as wandering thought
Desires before unknown unto her brought,
So mighty was the God, though far away.
But trembling midst her hope, she took her way
Unto a little door midmost the wall,
And still on odorous flowers her feet did fall,
And round about her did the strange birds sing,
Praising her beauty in their carolling.
Thus coming to the door, when now her hand
First touched the lock, in doubt she needs must stand,
And to herself she said, "Lo, here the trap!
And yet, alas! whatever now may hap,
How can I 'scape the ill which waiteth me?
Let me die now!" and herewith, tremblingly,
She raised the latch, and her sweet sinless eyes
Beheld a garden like a paradise,
Void of mankind, fairer than words can say,
Wherein did joyous harmless creatures play
After their kind, and all amidst the trees
Were strange-wrought founts and wondrous images;
And glimmering 'twixt the boughs could she behold
A house made beautiful with beaten gold,
[Pg 24]Whose open doors in the bright sun did gleam;
Lonely, but not deserted did it seem.
Long time she stood debating what to do,
But at the last she passed the wicket through,
Which, shutting clamorously behind her, sent
A pang of fear throughout her as she went;
But when through all that green place she had passed
And by the palace porch she stood at last,
And saw how wonderfully the wall was wrought,
With curious stones from far-off countries brought,
And many an image and fair history
Of what the world has been, and yet shall be,
And all set round with golden craftsmanship,
Well-wrought as some renowned cup's royal lip,
She had a thought again to turn aside:
And yet again, not knowing where to bide,
She entered softly, and with trembling hands
Holding her gown; the wonder of all lands
Met there the wonders of the land and sea.

Now went she through the chambers tremblingly,
And oft in going would she pause and stand,
And drop the gathered raiment from her hand,
Stilling the beating of her heart for fear
As voices whispering low she seemed to hear,
But then again the wind it seemed to be
Moving the golden hangings doubtfully,
Or some bewildered swallow passing close
Unto the pane, or some wind-beaten rose.
[Pg 25]Soon seeing that no evil thing came near,
A little she began to lose her fear,
And gaze upon the wonders of the place,
And in the silver mirrors saw her face
Grown strange to her amidst that loneliness,
And stooped to feel the web her feet did press,
Wrought by the brown slim-fingered Indian's toil
Amidst the years of war and vain turmoil;
Or she the figures of the hangings felt,
Or daintily the unknown blossoms smelt,
Or stood and pondered what new thing might mean
The images of knight and king and queen
Wherewith the walls were pictured here and there,
Or touched rich vessels with her fingers fair,
And o'er her delicate smooth cheek would pass
The long-fixed bubbles of strange works of glass:
So wandered she amidst these marvels new
Until anigh the noontide now it grew.
At last she came unto a chamber cool
Paved cunningly in manner of a pool,
Where red fish seemed to swim through floating weed
And at the first she thought it so indeed,
And took the sandals quickly from her feet,
But when the glassy floor these did but meet
The shadow of a long-forgotten smile
Her anxious face a moment did beguile;
And crossing o'er, she found a table spread
With dainty food, as delicate white bread
And fruits piled up and covered savoury meat,
[Pg 26]As though a king were coming there to eat,
For the worst vessel was of beaten gold.
Now when these dainties Psyche did behold
She fain had eaten, but did nowise dare,
Thinking she saw a god's feast lying there.
But as she turned to go the way she came
She heard a low soft voice call out her name,
Then she stood still, and trembling gazed around,
And seeing no man, nigh sank upon the ground,
Then through the empty air she heard the voice.

"O, lovely one, fear not! rather rejoice
That thou art come unto thy sovereignty:
Sit now and eat, this feast is but for thee,
Yea, do whatso thou wilt with all things here,
And in thine own house cast away thy fear,
For all is thine, and little things are these
So loved a heart as thine, awhile to please.
"Be patient! thou art loved by such an one
As will not leave thee mourning here alone,
But rather cometh on this very night;
And though he needs must hide him from thy sight
Yet all his words of love thou well mayst hear,
And pour thy woes into no careless ear.
"Bethink thee then, with what solemnity
Thy folk, thy father, did deliver thee
To him who loves thee thus, and void of dread
Remember, sweet, thou art a bride new-wed."

[Pg 27]Now hearing this, did Psyche, trembling sore
And yet with lighter heart than heretofore,
Sit down and eat, till she grew scarce afeard;
And nothing but the summer noise she heard
Within the garden, then, her meal being done,
Within the window-seat she watched the sun
Changing the garden-shadows, till she grew
Fearless and happy, since she deemed she knew
The worst that could befall, while still the best
Shone a fair star far off: and mid the rest
This brought her after all her grief and fear,
She said, "How sweet it would be, could I hear,
Soft music mate the drowsy afternoon,
And drown awhile the bees' sad murmuring tune
Within these flowering limes." E'en as she spoke,
A sweet-voiced choir of unknown unseen folk
Singing to words that match the sense of these
Hushed the faint music of the linden trees.

Now we must go back for a bit
To Cyprus, the beautiful island,
Where hidden from all her worshippers
Sat Venus, with her son beside her,
Watching to hear what she would say,
While the dreadful wind played with his wings:
Frowning, she spoke, pulling flowers from her thigh
That clung to her lovingly.
"In a town like that, my son, there's a girl"
Whom any lovestruck man would kiss today
As gladly as someone like me would,
And though I know this must come to an end,
When white, red, and gold fade to gray
Here on earth, while for me one day
[Pg 16]Is just like another; yet, my son,
Go visit all my temples, one by one,
And see what incense rises for me;
Listen to the chatter of sailors just back
From the sea, it’s always the same,
'Hast thou seen her?'—Yes, to my shame
Within my own temple,
As I watched the altar shine through the veil,
This happened; a man stood there, reaching out,
Glittering in armor, joyfully smiling,
With crisp, dark hair, and a face like someone you'd
Rarely see now, and limbs like Hercules;
But as he stood there in my sacred space,
The maiden's face crossed my image,
And when he saw her, the warrior said,
Turning toward an earthly girl,
'O, lady Venus, you are kind to me
After all my wandering at sea
To show yourself to me here,'
But when I heard that impious remark,
I sent them a great omen; straightaway
I extinguished the fire, and no priest that day
Could light it again no matter how he prayed.
"She has to fall, and so does her golden hair."
No longer shine through the city, nor her feet
Be seen like lilies moving down the street;
No more must men watch her soft clothing cling
To her limbs, no more must musicians sing
[Pg 17]The praises of her arms and hidden breasts.
And you, my son, must give me peace
From this tiring worship that's so generously given
To a mortal who should be afraid
To match the gods in beauty; take your bow
And fearsome arrows, and around her sow
The seeds of folly, and with such a one,
I pray you cause her to mix, my fair son,
So that not even the poorest peasant girl in Greece
Would look for the gift of Jason's fleece.
Do this, and see your mother happy again,
And free from insult, in her temples reign
Over the hearts of lovers in the spring."

"Mom," he said, "you're not asking for much,
I’ll soon find some wretch too bad for death,
Who will wrap his arms around her perfect neck.
She'll be driven from the palace gate
Where once her crowd of worshippers awaited
From early morning until the dew dried,
Hoping to catch a glimpse of her gold gown;
Through the storm of curses, she’ll walk
In wretched clothes amid the winter snow,
Or in summer, dressed in rough sheep's wool.
And thus, O mother, I will make you glad
Remembering all the honor you have brought
To my altars; since as your thoughts were formed,
My thoughts have grown, my mind mirrors yours."

[Pg 18]Then he got up from the ground and flew with the wind.
Shimmering between the blue sky and the sea,
And arrived soon
Where Psyche lived, wandering through the beautiful gardens
Seeking her, and as he roamed there
Had only thoughts of doing her will,
And didn’t care to think if it were good or bad:
So beautiful and heartless he moved,
As the blossoming fruit trees leaned toward him,
And after him, the wind crept softly by,
And on the branches, the birds forgot to sing.

Finally, he found her asleep in a beautiful green area,
Hedged in with honeysuckle and red roses,
In the flickering shade of a hawthorn
He found the maiden in gentle sleep,
One hand that held a book had slipped away
Across her body, while the other lay
On the edge of a marble fountain where the water splashed,
Among whose broken waves the fish appeared dim,
But its wide-sprayed mist did not wake her,
For the summer day was hot at noon,
And all sweet sounds and scents were lulling her.
Soon, the sound of his wings started to create a stir.
Her loose folds of clothing, and the hair
Spread wide across the grass and daisies,
As Love cast down his eyes with a half-smile
Godlike and cruel; that faded after a while,
And he stood a long time above her hidden eyes
[Pg 19]With red lips parted in divine surprise.

Then Love knelt next to the girl.
And laid an unseen hand on her breast,
And pulled her gown off her delicate feet,
And rested his cheek against her sweet shoulder,
And kissed her lips that had never known love yet,
And wondered if he could ever forget
The perfect arm that lay across her body.

But by chance, a young woman happened to walk by,
One of her ladies, and saw not the god,
Yet was almost upon his arrows
In waking Psyche, who rose up quickly
And adjusted her gown around her waist,
And with that maid sleepily walked away.

Love followed her from place to place that day.
And she grew more beautiful in his eyes,
So that at last when from her bower he flew,
And underneath his feet the moonlit sea
Was shepherding his waves disorderly,
He swore that of all gods and men, no one
Should hold her in his arms but he alone;
That she should stay with him in glorious style
Like a goddess in some paradise;
Yes, he would get from Father Jove this grace
That she would never die, but her sweet face
And wonderfully fair body should endure
Until the foundations of the mountains surely
[Pg 20]Were melted in the sea; so utterly
Did he forget his mother's cruelty.

And now, to achieve this wonderful outcome,
He found Apollo, and begged him to lend
His throne of prophecy for a while,
By which he beguiled the priestess there,
To give the cruel answer you have heard
To those lords, who wrote it word for word,
And back to the King its threats did bear,
Whereof there came that deep grief and mourning,
Of which you know; thus is Psyche laid
On the mountain-top; thus, afraid
Of some ill still, the people in the fair city
Cower down having sent her there.

Then Love called to the Wind.
Named Zephyrus, who suited him best,
And said, "O gentle wooer of spring,
I pray you do me a simple favor;
To such a hilltop go, O gentle Wind,
And there a sleeping maiden you shall find;
Her perfect body in your arms with care
Lift up, and to the green valley bear
That lies before my noble house of gold;
There leave her lying among the cold daisies."
Then, smiling, the gentle Wind went
While beneath his wing the sleeping lilies bent,
And flying between the green earth and the sea
[Pg 21]Made the huge anchored ships dance cheerfully,
And swung around from the east the gilded weathervanes
On many a palace, and from unhorsed carts
Twitched off the wheat-straw in his hurried flight;
But before much time passed he came in sight
Of Psyche laid in a swoon upon the hill,
And smiling, set himself to do Love's will;
For in his arms, he took her up with care,
Wondering to see a mortal made so fair,
And came down into the vale in no time,
And set her down in the most flowery place;
And then to the plains of Thessaly
Went rustling up the edges of the sea.

Now beneath the world, the moon had disappeared,
But brighter shone the stars left alone,
Until a faint green light began to show
Far in the east, whereby all men knew,
Who lay awake either in joy or pain,
That day was coming upon them again;
Then widening, it soon spread to gray twilight,
And in a while with gold, the east was bright;
The birds burst out singing one by one,
And over the hilltop rose the mighty sun.
Then Psyche opened her eyes wide,
And rising on her arm, with great surprise
Gazed on the flowers where she lay so deep,
And wondered why on that dawn of day
Out in the fields she had lifted her head
[Pg 22]Instead of in her balmy gold-hung bed.
Then suddenly remembering all her woes,
She sprang to her feet, and a mingled hope and dread
Of some new thing arose in her heart: and now she raised her head,
And gazing around timidly,
She saw a lovely grassy valley,
Bound on three sides by steep gray cliffs,
And under these, a river sweeping around,
With gleaming curves that embraced the valley,
Making it seem like an island;
And all around were leafy trees,
The elm for shade, the linden for the bees,
The noble oak, long ready for the steel
That in that place it had nothing to fear;
The pomegranate, the apple, and the pear,
That bore both fruit and flowers,
Yet did not decay and hung with
Bright birds that elsewhere do not sing, but here sang
As sweetly as the small brown nightingales
In the deep, wooded valleys of Laconia.
But right across the valley, from one side to the other,
A tall white wall hid all further view,
Except that above it, vanes and pinnacles
Rose up, hinting at some great house beyond,
And still between these, mountains far away
Rose against the sky, shadowy, cold, and gray.

She stood in the bright yellow morning sun,
[Pg 23]Could scarcely think her happy life was done,
Or that the place was made for misery;
Yes, it seemed rather like a lonely heaven,
Waiting for the coming band of gods;
Hope touched her heart; no longer did she feel
Abandoned by all creatures,
And sweet color began to steal across her face,
Deepening to a flush, as wandering thoughts
Brought desires unknown before her,
So mighty was the God, though far away.
But shaking with hope, she made her way
To a little door in the middle of the wall,
And still on fragrant flowers her feet did fall,
And round about her did the strange birds sing,
Praising her beauty in their songs.
Thus, coming to the door, as soon as her hand
First touched the lock, she paused in doubt,
And said to herself, "Look, here’s the trap!
And yet, alas! whatever may happen now,
How can I escape the evils waiting for me?
Let me die now!" And trembling,
She raised the latch, and her sweet, innocent eyes
Beheld a garden like paradise,
Void of mankind, fairer than words can describe,
Where joyous, harmless creatures played
After their kind, and amidst the trees
Were strangely wrought fountains and wondrous images;
And glimmering through the branches, she could see
A house made beautiful with beaten gold,
[Pg 24]Whose open doors gleamed in the bright sun;
Lonely, yet not deserted it seemed.
She stood for a long time thinking about what to do,
But at last she passed through the gate,
Which, clanging shut behind her, sent
A pang of fear through her as she went;
But when she had passed through all that green space
And finally stood by the palace porch,
And saw how wonderfully the wall was made,
With curious stones from far-off lands brought,
And many images and fair depictions
Of what the world has been, and what it still will be,
All set in golden artistry,
Well-executed like the royal lip of a famous cup,
She briefly thought again to turn back:
And yet again, not knowing where to remain,
She entered softly, and tremblingly
Holding her gown; the wonders of all lands
Met there the marvels of the land and sea.

Now she walked through the rooms, trembling,
And often would pause as she moved,
Dropping the gathered cloth from her hand,
Stilling the beating of her heart from fear
As low whispering voices she seemed to hear,
But then again it seemed to be the wind
Moving the golden hangings doubtfully,
Or some confused swallow passing close
To the window, or some wind-beaten rose.
[Pg 25]Soon realizing that no harm was nearby,
She began to ease her fear,
And gaze upon the wonders of the place,
And in the silver mirrors saw her face
Strange to her amidst that solitude,
And stooped to feel the web beneath her feet,
Wrought by the brown, slim-fingered work of Indian hands
Amidst years of war and vain turmoil;
Or she felt the figures of the hangings,
Or delicately smelled the unknown flowers,
Or stood and pondered what new thing might mean
The images of knights and kings and queens
Embellishing the walls here and there,
Or touched the rich vessels with her fair fingers,
And across her smooth cheek would drift
The long-fixed bubbles of strange glass works:
Thus she wandered amidst these new marvels
Until it was nearly noon.
Finally, she arrived at a cool room.
Paved artfully to resemble a pool,
Where red fish seemed to swim through floating weeds
And at first, she thought it so indeed,
And quickly removed her sandals,
But as the glassy floor met them
The shadow of a long-forgotten smile
Momentarily beguiled her anxious face;
And crossing over, she found a table set
With delicate food, like fine white bread
And fruits piled high, covered with savory meat,
[Pg 26]As though a king were about to dine,
For even the simplest vessel was of beaten gold.
Now when Psyche saw these pleasures
She longed to eat, but didn't dare,
Thinking she saw a god's feast set there.
But as she turned to go back the way she came
She heard a soft, low voice call out her name,
Then she stood still, trembling, gazing around,
And seeing no one, nearly sank to the ground,
Then through the empty air she heard the voice.

"O, lovely one, don’t be afraid! Instead, rejoice
That you have come to your own sovereignty:
Sit now and eat, this feast is just for you,
Yes, do whatever you wish with all things here,
And in your own house cast away your fear,
For all is yours, and these little things
Are just to please a beloved heart like yours,
"Be patient! Someone loves you."
Who will not leave you mourning here alone,
But will come on this very night;
And though he must hide from your sight
Yet all his words of love you will surely hear,
And pour your woes into no careless ear.
"Remember how seriously"
Your people, your father, delivered you
To him who loves you thus, and fear not,
Remember, sweet one, you are a new bride."

[Pg 27]Hearing this, Psyche trembled intensely.
And yet with a lighter heart than before,
Sat down and ate, until she grew less afraid;
And nothing but the sounds of summer she heard
Within the garden; then, her meal done,
She watched from the window seat as the sun
Changed the shadows in the garden, and soon she grew
Fearless and happy, since she believed she knew
The worst that could happen, while still the best
Shone like a fair star far off: and amid the rest
This brought her after all her grief and fear,
She said, "How sweet it would be, if I could hear,
Soft music to match the lazy afternoon,
And drown out the bees' sad humming tune
Within these flowering limes." Just as she spoke,
A sweet-voiced choir of unknown, unseen folk
Singing words that matched her feelings
Hushed the faint music of the linden trees.

 

Track.

O pensive, tender maid, downcast and shy,
Who turnest pale e'en at the name of love,
And with flushed face must pass the elm-tree by
Ashamed to hear the passionate grey dove
Moan to his mate, thee too the god shall move,
Thee too the maidens shall ungird one day,
And with thy girdle put thy shame away.

What then, and shall white winter ne'er be done
[Pg 28]Because the glittering frosty morn is fair?
Because against the early-setting sun
Bright show the gilded boughs though waste and bare?
Because the robin singeth free from care?
Ah! these are memories of a better day
When on earth's face the lips of summer lay.

Come then, beloved one, for such as thee
Love loveth, and their hearts he knoweth well,
Who hoard their moments of felicity,
As misers hoard the medals that they tell,
Lest on the earth but paupers they should dwell:
"We hide our love to bless another day;
The world is hard, youth passes quick," they say.

Ah, little ones, but if ye could forget
Amidst your outpoured love that you must die,
Then ye, my servants, were death's conquerors yet,
And love to you should be eternity
How quick soever might the days go by:
Yes, ye are made immortal on the day
Ye cease the dusty grains of time to weigh.

Thou hearkenest, love? O, make no semblance then
That thou art loved, but as thy custom is
Turn thy grey eyes away from eyes of men,
With hands down-dropped, that tremble with thy bliss,
With hidden eyes, take thy first lover's kiss;
Call this eternity which is to-day,
[Pg 29]Nor dream that this our love can pass away.

They ceased, and Psyche pondering o'er their song,
Not fearing now that aught would do her wrong,
About the chambers wandered at her will,
And on the many marvels gazed her fill,
Where'er she passed still noting everything,
Then in the gardens heard the new birds sing
And watched the red fish in the fountains play,
And at the very faintest time of day
Upon the grass lay sleeping for a while
Midst heaven-sent dreams of bliss that made her smile;
And when she woke the shades were lengthening,
So to the place where she had heard them sing
She came again, and through a little door
Entered a chamber with a marble floor,
Open a-top unto the outer air,
Beneath which lay a bath of water fair,
Paved with strange stones and figures of bright gold,
And from the steps thereof could she behold
The slim-leaved trees against the evening sky
Golden and calm, still moving languidly.
So for a time upon the brink she sat,
Debating in her mind of this and that,
And then arose and slowly from her cast
Her raiment, and adown the steps she passed
Into the water, and therein she played,
Till of herself at last she grew afraid,
And of the broken image of her face,
And the loud splashing in that lonely place.
[Pg 30]So from the bath she gat her quietly,
And clad herself in whatso haste might be;
And when at last she was apparelled
Unto a chamber came, where was a bed
Of gold and ivory, and precious wood
Some island bears where never man has stood;
And round about hung curtains of delight,
Wherein were interwoven Day and Night
Joined by the hands of Love, and round their wings
Knots of fair flowers no earthly May-time brings.
Strange for its beauty was the coverlet,
With birds and beasts and flowers wrought over it;
And every cloth was made in daintier wise
Than any man on earth could well devise:
Yea, there such beauty was in everything,
That she, the daughter of a mighty king,
Felt strange therein, and trembled lest that she,
Deceived by dreams, had wandered heedlessly
Into a bower for some fair goddess made.
Yet if perchance some man had thither strayed,
It had been long ere he had noted aught
But her sweet face, made pensive by the thought
Of all the wonders that she moved in there.
But looking round, upon a table fair
She saw a book wherein old tales were writ,
And by the window sat, to read in it
Until the dusk had melted into night,
When waxen tapers did her servants light
With unseen hands, until it grew like day.
[Pg 31]And so at last upon the bed she lay,
And slept a dreamless sleep for weariness,
Forgetting all the wonder and distress.

But at the dead of night she woke, and heard
A rustling noise, and grew right sore afeard,
Yea, could not move a finger for affright;
And all was darker now than darkest night.

Withal a voice close by her did she hear.
"Alas, my love! why tremblest thou with fear,
While I am trembling with new happiness?
Forgive me, sweet, thy terror and distress:
Not otherwise could this our meeting be.
O loveliest! such bliss awaiteth thee,
For all thy trouble and thy shameful tears.
Such nameless honour, and such happy years,
As fall not unto women of the earth.
Loved as thou art, thy short-lived pains are worth
The glory and the joy unspeakable
Wherein the Treasure of the World shall dwell:
A little hope, a little patience yet,
Ere everything thou wilt, thou may'st forget,
Or else remember as a well-told tale,
That for some pensive pleasure may avail.
Canst thou not love me, then, who wrought thy woe,
That thou the height and depth of joy mightst know?"

He spoke, and as upon the bed she lay,
[Pg 32]Trembling amidst new thoughts, he sent a ray
Of finest love unto her inmost heart,
Till, murmuring low, she strove the night to part,
And like a bride who meets her love at last,
When the long days of yearning are o'erpast,
She reached to him her perfect arms unseen,
And said, "O Love, how wretched I have been!
What hast thou done?" And by her side he lay.
Till just before the dawning of the day.

O pensive, gentle girl, sad and shy,
Who turns pale even at the name of love,
And with a flushed face must pass the elm-tree by
Ashamed to hear the passionate grey dove
Moan to his mate, you too the god shall move,
You too the maidens shall untie one day,
And with your girdle put your shame away.

What then, will white winter never end?
[Pg 28]Because the glittering frosty morning is beautiful?
Because against the early-setting sun
Bright show the gilded branches though waste and bare?
Because the robin sings without a care?
Ah! these are memories of a better day
When on earth's face the lips of summer lay.

Come now, my dear, for those like you
Love cherishes, and their hearts he knows well,
Who treasure their moments of happiness,
Like misers hoard the coins they can't tell,
Fearing on earth they might live as paupers:
"We hide our love to honor another day;
The world is tough, youth passes quickly," they say.

Ah, kids, if only you could forget
Amidst your outpouring love that you must die,
Then you, my servants, would be death's conquerors,
And love for you would be eternity,
No matter how quickly the days go by:
Yes, you are made immortal on the day
You stop weighing the dusty grains of time.

Are you listening, babe? Oh, don’t fake it then.
That you're loved, but as you usually do,
Turn your grey eyes away from the eyes of men,
With hands down-dropped, trembling with your bliss,
With hidden eyes, take your first lover's kiss;
Call this eternity which is today,
[Pg 29]Nor dream that our love can pass away.

They paused, and Psyche thought about their song,
Not fearing now that anything would harm her,
Wandered around the chambers at her will,
And gazed her fill at the many marvels,
Wherever she passed, still noticing everything,
Then in the gardens heard the new birds sing
And watched the red fish in the fountains play,
And at the very faintest time of day
Upon the grass lay sleeping for a while
Amidst heaven-sent dreams of bliss that made her smile;
And when she woke, the shadows were stretching,
So to the place where she had heard them sing
She came again, and through a little door
Entered a chamber with a marble floor,
Open to the outside air,
Beneath which lay a bath of beautiful water,
Paved with strange stones and figures of bright gold,
And from the steps she could see
The slim-leaved trees against the evening sky
Golden and calm, still moving lazily.
For a while, she sat on the edge,
Debating in her mind about this and that,
And then arose and slowly from her took off
Her clothes, and down the steps she passed
Into the water, and there she played,
Until she finally became afraid of herself,
And of the broken reflection of her face,
And the loud splashing in that lonely place.
[Pg 30]So from the bath she went out quietly,
And dressed herself as quickly as she could;
And when she was finally dressed
She came to a chamber, where there was a bed
Of gold and ivory, and precious wood
From some island where no man has stood;
And around hung curtains of delight,
Where Day and Night were woven together
Joined by the hands of Love, and around their wings
Ties of beautiful flowers that no earthly springtime brings.
Strange for its beauty was the coverlet,
With birds and beasts and flowers crafted on it;
And every fabric was made in a more delicate way
Than any man on earth could ever design:
Yes, there such beauty was in everything,
That she, the daughter of a mighty king,
Felt strange in there, and trembled lest that she,
Deceived by dreams, had wandered carelessly
Into a bower made for some beautiful goddess.
Yet if perhaps some man had strayed there,
It had been long before he noticed anything
But her sweet face, made pensive by the thought
Of all the wonders that she encountered there.
But as I looked around, on a lovely table
She saw a book filled with old tales,
And by the window sat, reading it
Until the dusk melted into night,
When waxen candles did her servants light
With unseen hands, until it grew bright as day.
[Pg 31]And so finally, she lay on the bed,
And slept a dreamless sleep for weariness,
Forgetting all the wonder and distress.

But in the middle of the night, she woke up and heard
A rustling noise, and grew very afraid,
Indeed, could not move a finger for fright;
And all was darker now than darkest night.

But she heard a voice nearby.
"Alas, my love! why do you tremble with fear,
While I am trembling with new happiness?
Forgive me, sweet, your terror and distress:
Not otherwise could our meeting be.
O loveliest! such bliss awaits you,
For all your troubles and your shameful tears.
Such nameless honor, and such happy years,
As do not come to women of the earth.
Loved as you are, your short-lived pains are worth
The glory and the joy unspeakable
Where the Treasure of the World shall dwell:
A little hope, a little patience yet,
Before everything you want, you may forget,
Or else remember as a well-told tale,
That for some pensive pleasure may avail.
Can you not love me, then, who caused your woe,
So that you might know the height and depth of joy?"

He talked, and while she was lying on the bed,
[Pg 32]Trembling amidst new thoughts, he sent a ray
Of pure love into her inmost heart,
Until, murmuring low, she strove to part the night,
And like a bride who meets her love at last,
When the long days of yearning are over,
She reached to him her perfect arms unseen,
And said, "O Love, how wretched I have been!
What have you done?" And by her side he lay.
Till just before the dawn of day.

 

 

The sun was high when Psyche woke again,
And turning to the place where he had lain
And seeing no one, doubted of the thing
That she had dreamed it, till a fair gold ring,
Unseen before, upon her hand she found,
And touching her bright head she felt it crowned
With a bright circlet; then withal she sighed.
And wondered how the oracle had lied,
And wished her father knew it, and straightway
Rose up and clad herself. Slow went the day,
Though helped with many a solace, till came night;
And therewithal the new, unseen delight,
She learned to call her Love.
So passed away
The days and nights, until upon a day
As in the shade, at noon she lay asleep.
[Pg 33]She dreamed that she beheld her sisters weep,
And her old father clad in sorry guise,
Grown foolish with the weight of miseries,
Her friends black-clad and moving mournfully,
And folk in wonder landed from the sea,
At such a fall of such a matchless maid,
And in some press apart her raiment laid
Like precious relics, and an empty tomb
Set in the palace telling of her doom.
Therefore she wept in sleep, and woke with tears
Still on her face, and wet hair round her ears,
And went about unhappily that day,
Framing a gentle speech wherewith to pray
For leave to see her sisters once again,
That they might know her happy, and her pain
Turned all to joy, and honour come from shame.
And so at last night and her lover came,
And midst their fondling, suddenly she said,
"O Love, a little time we have been wed,
And yet I ask a boon of thee this night."
"Psyche," he said, "if my heart tells me right,
This thy desire may bring us bitter woe,
For who the shifting chance of fate can know?
Yet, forasmuch as mortal hearts are weak,
To-morrow shall my folk thy sisters seek,
And bear them hither; but before the day
Is fully ended must they go away.
And thou—beware—for, fresh and good and true,
Thou knowest not what worldly hearts may do,
[Pg 34]Or what a curse gold is unto the earth.
Beware lest from thy full heart, in thy mirth,
Thou tell'st the story of thy love unseen:
Thy loving, simple heart, fits not a queen."
Then by her kisses did she know he frowned,
But close about him her fair arms she wound,
Until for happiness he 'gan to smile,
And in those arms forgat all else awhile.

So the next day, for joy that they should come,
Would Psyche further deck her strange new home,
And even as she 'gan to think the thought,
Quickly her will by unseen hands was wrought,
Who came and went like thoughts. Yea, how should I
Tell of the works of gold and ivory,
The gems and images, those hands brought there
The prisoned things of earth, and sea, and air,
They brought to please their mistress? Many a beast,
Such as King Bacchus in his reckless feast
Makes merry with—huge elephants, snow-white
With gilded tusks, or dusky-grey with bright
And shining chains about their wrinkled necks;
The mailed rhinoceros, that of nothing recks;
Dusky-maned lions; spotted leopards fair
That through the cane-brake move, unseen as air;
The deep-mouthed tiger, dread of the brown man;
The eagle, and the peacock, and the swan—
—These be the nobles of the birds and beasts.
But therewithal, for laughter at their feasts,
[Pg 35]They brought them the gods' jesters, such as be
Quick-chattering apes, that yet in mockery
Of anxious men wrinkle their ugly brows;
Strange birds with pouches, birds with beaks like prows
Of merchant-ships, with tufted crests like threads,
With unimaginable monstrous heads.
Lo, such as these, in many a gilded cage
They brought, or chained for fear of sudden rage.
Then strewed they scented branches on the floor,
And hung rose-garlands up by the great door,
And wafted incense through the bowers and halls,
And hung up fairer hangings on the walls,
And filled the baths with water fresh and clear,
And in the chambers laid apparel fair,
And spread a table for a royal feast.
Then when from all these labours they had ceased,
Psyche they sung to sleep with lullabies;
Who slept not long, but opening soon her eyes,
Beheld her sisters on the threshold stand:
Then did she run to take them by the hand,
And laid her cheek to theirs, and murmured words
Of little meaning, like the moan of birds,
While they bewildered stood and gazed around,
Like people who in some strange land have found
One that they thought not of; but she at last
Stood back, and from her face the strayed locks cast,
And, smiling through her tears, said, "Ah, that ye
Should have to weep such useless tears for me!
Alas, the burden that the city bears
[Pg 36]For nought! O me, my father's burning tears,
That into all this honour I am come!
Nay, does he live yet? Is the ancient home
Still standing? do the galleys throng the quays?
Do the brown Indians glitter down the ways
With rubies as of old? Yes, yes, ye smile,
For ye are thinking, but a little while
Apart from these has she been dwelling here;
Truly, yet long enough, loved ones and dear,
To make me other than I was of old,
Though now when your dear faces I behold
Am I myself again. But by what road
Have ye been brought to this my new abode?"
"Sister," said one, "I rose up from my bed
It seems this morn, and being apparelléd,
And walking in my garden, in a swoon
Helpless and unattended I sank down,
Wherefrom I scarce am waked, for as a dream
Dost thou with all this royal glory seem,
But for thy kisses and thy words, O love."
"Yea, Psyche," said the other, "as I drove
The ivory shuttle through the shuttle-race,
All was changed suddenly, and in this place
I found myself, and standing on my feet,
Where me with sleepy words this one did greet.
Now, sister, tell us whence these wonders come
With all the godlike splendour of your home."

"Sisters," she said, "more marvels shall ye see
[Pg 37]When ye, have been a little while with me,
Whereof I cannot tell you more than this
That 'midst them all I dwell in ease and bliss,
Well loved and wedded to a mighty lord,
Fair beyond measure, from whose loving word
I know that happier days await me yet.
But come, my sisters, let us now forget
To seek for empty knowledge; ye shall take
Some little gifts for your lost sister's sake;
And whatso wonders ye may see or hear
Of nothing frightful have ye any fear."
Wondering they went with her, and looking round,
Each in the other's eyes a strange look found,
For these, her mother's daughters, had no part
In her divine fresh singleness of heart,
But longing to be great, remembered not
How short a time one heart on earth has got.
But keener still that guarded look now grew
As more of that strange lovely place they knew,
And as with growing hate, but still afeard,
The unseen choirs' heart-softening strains they heard,
Which did but harden these; and when at noon
They sought the shaded waters' freshening boon,
And all unhidden once again they saw
That peerless beauty, free from any flaw,
Which now at last had won its precious meed,
Her kindness then but fed the fire of greed
Within their hearts—her gifts, the rich attire
Wherewith she clad them, where like sparks of fire
[Pg 38]The many-coloured gems shone midst the pearls
The soft silks' winding lines, the work of girls
By the Five Rivers; their fair marvellous crowns,
Their sandals' fastenings worth the rent of towns,
Zones and carved rings, and nameless wonders fair,
All things her faithful slaves had brought them there,
Given amid kisses, made them not more glad;
Since in their hearts the ravening worm they had
That love slays not, nor yet is satisfied
While aught but he has aught; yet still they tried
To look as they deemed loving folk should look,
And still with words of love her bounty took.

So at the last all being apparelléd,
Her sisters to the banquet Psyche led,
Fair were they, and each seemed a glorious queen
With all that wondrous daintiness beseen,
But Psyche clad in gown of dusky blue
Little adorned, with deep grey eyes that knew
The hidden marvels of Love's holy fire,
Seemed like the soul of innocent desire,
Shut from the mocking world, wherefrom those twain
Seemed come to lure her thence with labour vain.

Now having reached the place where they should eat,
Ere 'neath the canopy the three took seat,
The eldest sister unto Psyche said,
"And he, dear love, the man that thou hast wed,
Will he not wish to-day thy kin to see?
[Pg 39]Then could we tell of thy felicity
The better, to our folk and father dear."
Then Psyche reddened, "Nay, he is not here,"
She stammered, "neither will be here to-day,
For mighty matters keep him far away."
"Alas!" the younger sister said, "Say then,
What is the likeness of this first of men;
What sayest thou about his loving eyne,
Are his locks black, or golden-red as thine?"
"Black-haired like me," said Psyche stammering,
And looking round, "what say I? like the king
Who rules the world, he seems to me at least—
Come, sisters, sit, and let us make good feast!
My darling and my love ye shall behold
I doubt not soon, his crispy hair of gold,
His eyes unseen; and ye shall hear his voice,
That in my joy ye also may rejoice."

Then did they hold their peace, although indeed
Her stammering haste they did not fail to heed.
But at their wondrous royal feast they sat
Thinking their thoughts, and spoke of this or that
Between the bursts of music, until when
The sun was leaving the abodes of men;
And then must Psyche to her sisters say
That she was bid, her husband being away,
To suffer none at night to harbour there,
No, not the mother that her body bare
Or father that begat her, therefore they
[Pg 40]Must leave her now, till some still happier day.
And therewithal more precious gifts she brought
Whereof not e'en in dreams they could have thought
Things whereof noble stories might be told;
And said; "These matters that you here behold
Shall be the worst of gifts that you shall have;
Farewell, farewell! and may the high gods save
Your lives and fame; and tell our father dear
Of all the honour that I live in here,
And how that greater happiness shall come
When I shall reach a long-enduring home."
Then these, though burning through the night to stay,
Spake loving words, and went upon their way,
When weeping she had kissed them; but they wept
Such tears as traitors do, for as they stepped
Over the threshold, in each other's eyes
They looked, for each was eager to surprise
The envy that their hearts were filled withal,
That to their lips came welling up like gall.

"So," said the first, "this palace without folk,
These wonders done with none to strike a stroke.
This singing in the air, and no one seen,
These gifts too wonderful for any queen,
The trance wherein we both were wrapt away,
And set down by her golden house to-day—
—These are the deeds of gods, and not of men;
And fortunate the day was to her, when
Weeping she left the house where we were born,
[Pg 41]And all men deemed her shamed and most forlorn."
Then said the other, reddening in her rage,
"She is the luckiest one of all this age;
And yet she might have told us of her case,
What god it is that dwelleth in the place,
Nor sent us forth like beggars from her gate.
And beggarly, O sister, is our fate,
Whose husbands wring from miserable hinds
What the first battle scatters to the winds;
While she to us whom from her door she drives
And makes of no account or honour, gives
Such wonderful and priceless gifts as these,
Fit to bedeck the limbs of goddesses!
And yet who knows but she may get a fall?
The strongest tower has not the highest wall,
Think well of this, when you sit safe at home
By this unto the river were they come,
Where waited Zephyrus unseen, who cast
A languor over them that quickly passed
Into deep sleep, and on the grass they sank;
Then straightway did he lift them from the bank,
And quickly each in her fair house set down,
Then flew aloft above the sleeping town.
Long in their homes they brooded over this,
And how that Psyche nigh a goddess is;
While all folk deemed that she quite lost had been
For nought they said of all that they had seen.

But now that night when she, with many a kiss,
[Pg 42]Had told their coming, and of that and this
That happed, he said, "These things, O Love, are well;
Glad am I that no evil thing befell.
And yet, between thy father's house and me
Must thou choose now; then either royally
Shalt thou go home, and wed some king at last,
And have no harm for all that here has passed;
Or else, my love, bear as thy brave heart may,
This loneliness in hope of that fair day,
Which, by my head, shall come to thee; and then
Shalt thou be glorious to the sons of men,
And by my side shalt sit in such estate
That in all time all men shall sing thy fate."
But with that word such love through her he breathed,
That round about him her fair arms she wreathed;
And so with loving passed the night away,
And with fresh hope came on the fresh May-day.
And so passed many a day and many a night.
And weariness was balanced with delight,
And into such a mind was Psyche brought,
That little of her father's house she thought,
But ever of the happy day to come
When she should go unto her promised home.

Till she that threw the golden apple down
Upon the board, and lighted up Troy town,
On dusky wings came flying o'er the place,
And seeing Psyche with her happy face
Asleep beneath some fair tree blossoming,
[Pg 43]Into her sleep straight cast an evil thing;
Whereby she dreamed she saw her father laid
Panting for breath beneath the golden shade
Of his great bed's embroidered canopy,
And with his last breath moaning heavily
Her name and fancied woes; thereat she woke,
And this ill dream through all her quiet broke,
And when next morn her Love from her would go,
And going, as it was his wont to do,
Would kiss her sleeping, he must find the tears
Filling the hollows of her rosy ears
And wetting half the golden hair that lay
Twixt him and her: then did he speak and say,
"O Love, why dost thou lie awake and weep,
Who for content shouldst have good heart to sleep
This cold hour ere the dawning?" Nought she said,
But wept aloud. Then cried he, "By my head!
Whate'er thou wishest I will do for thee;
Yea, if it make an end of thee and me."
"O Love," she said, "I scarce dare ask again,
Yet is there in mine heart an aching pain
To know what of my father is become:
So would I send my sisters to my home,
Because I doubt indeed they never told
Of all my honour in this house of gold;
And now of them a great oath would I take."
He said, "Alas! and hast thou been awake
For them indeed? who in my arms asleep
[Pg 44]Mightst well have been; for their sakes didst thou weep,
Who mightst have smiled to feel my kiss on thee?
Yet as thou wishest once more shall it be,
Because my oath constrains me, and thy tears.
And yet again beware, and make these fears
Of none avail; nor waver any more,
I pray thee: for already to the shore
Of all delights and joys thou drawest nigh."

He spoke, and from the chamber straight did fly
To highest heaven, and going softly then,
Wearied the father of all gods and men
With prayers for Psyche's immortality.

Meantime went Zephyrus across the sea,
To bring her sisters to her arms again,
Though of that message little was he fain,
Knowing their malice and their cankered hearts.
For now these two had thought upon their parts
And made up a false tale for Psyche's ear;
For when awaked, to her they drew anear,
Sobbing, their faces in their hands they hid,
Nor when she asked them why this thing they did
Would answer aught, till trembling Psyche said,
"Nay, nay, what is it? is our father dead?
Or do ye weep these tears for shame that ye
Have told him not of my felicity,
To make me weep amidst my new-found bliss?
Be comforted, for short the highway is
[Pg 45]To my forgiveness: this day shall ye go
And take him gifts, and tell him all ye know
Of this my unexpected happy lot."
Amidst fresh sobs one said, "We told him not
But by good counsel did we hide the thing,
Deeming it well that he should feel the sting
For once, than for awhile be glad again,
And after come to suffer double pain."
"Alas! what mean you, sister?" Psyche said,
For terror waxing pale as are the dead.
"O sister, speak!" "Child, by this loving kiss,"
Spake one of them, "and that remembered bliss
We dwelt in when our mother was alive,
Or ever we began with ills to strive,
By all the hope thou hast to see again
Our aged father and to soothe his pain,
I charge thee tell me,—Hast thou seen the thing
Thou callest Husband?"
Breathless, quivering,
Psyche cried out, "Alas! what sayest thou?
What riddles wilt thou speak unto me now?"
"Alas!" she said; "then is it as I thought.
Sister, in dreadful places have we sought
To learn about thy case, and thus we found
A wise man, dwelling underneath the ground
In a dark awful cave: he told to us
A horrid tale thereof, and piteous,
That thou wert wedded to an evil thing,
A serpent-bodied fiend of poisonous sting,
[Pg 46]Bestial of form, yet therewith lacking not
E'en such a soul as wicked men have got.
Thus ages long agone the gods made him,
And set him in a lake hereby to swim;
But every hundred years he hath this grace,
That he may change within this golden place
Into a fair young man by night alone.
Alas, my sister, thou hast cause to groan!
What sayest thou?—His words are fair and soft;
He raineth loving kisses on me oft,
Weeping for love; he tells me of a day
When from this place we both shall go away,
And he shall kiss me then no more unseen,
The while I sit by him a glorious queen——
—Alas, poor child! it pleaseth thee, his kiss?
Then must I show thee why he doeth this:
Because he willeth for a time to save
Thy body, wretched one! that he may have
Both child and mother for his watery hell—
Ah, what a tale this is for me to tell!
"Thou prayest us to save thee, and we can;
Since for nought else we sought that wise old man,
Who for great gifts and seeing that of kings
We both were come, has told us all these things,
And given us a fair lamp of hallowed oil
That he has wrought with danger and much toil;
And thereto has he added a sharp knife,
In forging which he well-nigh lost his life,
About him so the devils of the pit
[Pg 47]Came swarming—O, my sister, hast thou it?"
Straight from her gown the other one drew out
The lamp and knife, which Psyche, dumb with doubt
And misery at once, took in her hand.
Then said her sister, "From this doubtful land
Thou gav'st us royal gifts a while ago,
But these we give thee, though they lack for show,
Shall be to thee a better gift,—thy life.
Put now in some sure place this lamp and knife,
And when he sleeps rise silently from bed
And hold the hallowed lamp above his head,
And swiftly draw the charméd knife across
His cursed neck, thou well may'st bear the loss,
Nor shall he keep his man's shape more, when he
First feels the iron wrought so mysticly:
But thou, flee unto us, we have a tale,
Of what has been thy lot within this vale,
When we have 'scaped therefrom, which we shall do
By virtue of strange spells the old man knew.
Farewell, sweet sister! here we may not stay,
Lest in returning he should pass this way;
But in the vale we will not fail to wait
Till thou art loosened from thine evil fate."
Thus went they, and for long they said not aught,
Fearful lest any should surprise their thought,
But in such wise had envy conquered fear,
That they were fain that eve to bide anear
Their sister's ruined home; but when they came
Unto the river, on them fell the same
[Pg 48]Resistless languor they had felt before.
And from the blossoms of that flowery shore
Their sleeping bodies soon did Zephyr bear,
For other folk to hatch new ills and care.

But on the ground sat Psyche all alone,
The lamp and knife beside her, and no moan
She made, but silent let the long hours go,
Till dark night closed around her and her woe.
Then trembling she arose, for now drew near
The time of utter loneliness and fear,
And she must think of death, who until now
Had thought of ruined life, and love brought low;
And with, that thought, tormenting doubt there came,
And images of some unheard-of shame,
Until forlorn, entrapped of gods she felt,
As though in some strange hell her spirit dwelt.
Yet driven by her sisters' words at last,
And by remembrance of the time now past,
When she stood trembling, as the oracle
With all its fearful doom upon her fell,
She to her hapless wedding-chamber turned,
And while the waxen tapers freshly burned
She laid those dread gifts ready to her hand,
Then quenched the lights, and by the bed did stand,
Turning these matters in her troubled mind;
And sometimes hoped some glorious man to find
Beneath the lamp, fit bridegroom for a bride
Like her; ah, then! with what joy to his side
[Pg 49]Would she creep back in the dark silent night;
But whiles she quaked at thought of what a sight
The lamp might show her; the hot rush of blood
The knife might shed upon her as she stood,
The dread of some pursuit, the hurrying out,
Through rooms where every sound would seem a shout
Into the windy night among the trees,
Where many a changing monstrous sight one sees,
When nought at all has happed to chill the blood.

But as among these evil thoughts she stood,
She heard him coming, and straight crept to bed.
And felt him touch her with a new-born dread,
And durst not answer to his words of love.
But when he slept, she rose that tale to prove.
And sliding down as softly as might be,
And moving through the chamber quietly,
She gat the lamp within her trembling hand,
And long, debating of these things, did stand
In that thick darkness, till she seemed to be
A dweller in some black eternity,
And what she once had called the world did seem
A hollow void, a colourless mad dream;
For she felt so alone—three times in vain
She moved her heavy hand, three times again
It fell adown; at last throughout the place
Its flame glared, lighting up her woeful face,
Whose eyes the silken carpet did but meet,
Grown strange and awful, and her own wan feet
[Pg 50]As toward the bed she stole; but come thereto
Back with dosed eyes and quivering lips, she threw
Her lovely head, and strove to think of it,
While images of fearful things did flit
Before her eyes; thus, raising up the hand
That bore the lamp, one moment did she stand
As man's time tells it, and then suddenly
Opened her eyes, but scarce kept back a cry
At what she saw; for there before her lay
The very Love brighter than dawn of day;
And as he lay there smiling, her own name
His gentle lips in sleep began to frame,
And as to touch her face his hand did move;
O then, indeed, her faint heart swelled for love,
And she began to sob, and tears fell fast
Upon the bed.—But as she turned at last
To quench the lamp, there happed a little thing
That quenched her new delight, for flickering
The treacherous flame cast on his shoulder fair
A burning drop; he woke, and seeing her there
The meaning of that sad sight knew full well,
Nor was there need the piteous tale to tell.

Then on her knees she fell with a great cry,
For in his face she saw the thunder nigh,
And she began to know what she had done,
And saw herself henceforth, unloved, alone,
Pass onward to the grave; and once again
[Pg 51]She heard the voice she now must love in vain
"Ah, has it come to pass? and hast thou lost
A life of love, and must thou still be tossed
One moment in the sun 'twixt night and night?
And must I lose what would have been delight,
Untasted yet amidst immortal bliss,
To wed a soul made worthy of my kiss,
Set in a frame so wonderfully made?
"O wavering heart, farewell! be not afraid
That I with fire will burn thy body fair,
Or cast thy sweet limbs piecemeal through the air;
The fates shall work thy punishment alone,
And thine own memory of our kindness done.
"Alas! what wilt thou do? how shalt thou bear
The cruel world, the sickening still despair,
The mocking, curious faces bent on thee,
When thou hast known what love there is in me?
O happy only, if thou couldst forget,
And live unholpen, lonely, loveless yet,
But untormented through the little span
That on the earth ye call the life of man.
Alas! that thou, too fair a thing to die,
Shouldst so be born to double misery!
"Farewell! though I, a god, can never know
How thou canst lose thy pain, yet time will go
Over thine head, and thou mayst mingle yet
The bitter and the sweet, nor quite forget,
Nor quite remember, till these things shall seem
[Pg 52]The wavering memory of a lovely dream."
Therewith he caught his shafts up and his bow,
And striding through the chambers did he go,
Light all around him; and she, wailing sore,
Still followed after; but he turned no more,
And when into the moonlit night he came
From out her sight he vanished like a flame,
And on the threshold till the dawn of day
Through all the changes of the night she lay.

The sun was high when Psyche woke up again,
And looked at the place where he had been lying.
And seeing no one, doubted whether it was all
Just a dream until she found a beautiful gold ring,
Previously unseen, on her hand,
And touching her bright head, she felt it crowned
With a shining circlet; then she sighed.
She wondered how the oracle had lied,
And wished her father knew about it, and right away
Got up and dressed. The day passed slowly,
Though it was brightened by many comforts, until night came;
And then the new, unseen joy,
She learned to call her Love.
So time passed.
The days and nights, until one day
As she lay asleep in the shade at noon.
[Pg 33]She dreamed that she saw her sisters weep,
And her old father dressed in sorrowful clothes,
Gone mad from the burden of his miseries,
Her friends in black mourning, moving sadly,
And people in wonder landed from the sea,
At such a downfall of such an unmatched maiden,
And in some secluded spot, her clothes lay
Like precious relics, and an empty tomb
Set in the palace told of her fate.
She cried in her sleep and woke up with tears.
Still on her face, and wet hair by her ears,
And went about unhappily that day,
Forming a gentle speech to pray
For permission to see her sisters once more,
So they could know she was happy, and her pain
Had turned into joy, and honor come from shame.
And so, finally, last night her lover arrived,
And in the middle of their fondling, she suddenly said,
"O Love, we've only been married a little while,
And yet I ask a favor of you tonight."
"Psyche," he said, "if my heart is speaking truthfully,
This wish may bring us bitter sorrow,
For who can predict the changing fate?
Yet, since mortal hearts are weak,
Tomorrow my people will seek your sisters,
And bring them here; but before the day
Is fully over, they must go away.
And you—be careful—for, fresh and good and true,
You don’t know what worldly hearts can do,
[Pg 34]Or the curse that gold is to the earth.
Be careful lest in your joy,
You reveal the story of your unseen love:
Your loving, simple heart isn’t suitable for a queen."
Then from her kisses, he realized he was frowning,
But she wrapped her fair arms around him,
Until, for happiness, he began to smile,
And in those arms, he forgot everything else for a while.

The next day, they were excited that they were arriving,
Psyche wanted to decorate her strange new home more,
And as she began to think this thought,
Quickly an unseen force worked her will,
Who came and went like thoughts. Yes, how could I
Describe the works of gold and ivory,
The gems and statues these hands brought there,
The prized things of earth, sea, and air,
They brought to please their mistress? Many beasts,
Like those King Bacchus makes merry with at his wild feasts—
Huge elephants, gleaming white
With gilded tusks, or dusky-grey with bright
And shining chains around their wrinkled necks;
The armored rhinoceros, who cares for nothing;
Dusky-maned lions; beautiful spotted leopards
That move silently through the cane-brake;
The deep-mouthed tiger, feared by the brown man;
The eagle, peacock, and swan—
—These are the nobles of the birds and beasts.
But also, for laughter at their feasts,
[Pg 35]They brought the gods' jesters, like
Quick-chattering apes, who, in mockery
Of anxious men, crinkle their ugly brows;
Strange birds with pouches, birds with beaks like prows
Of merchant ships, with tufted crests like threads,
With unimaginable monstrous heads.
Look, such as these, in many a gilded cage
They brought, or chained for fear of sudden rage.
Then they spread aromatic branches on the floor,
And hung rose garlands up by the great door,
And wafted incense through the bowers and halls,
And hung up finer hangings on the walls,
And filled the baths with water fresh and clear,
And laid out fair apparel in the chambers,
And set a table for a royal feast.
Once they had completed all these tasks,
They sang Psyche to sleep with lullabies;
She didn’t sleep long, but soon opened her eyes,
And saw her sisters standing in the doorway:
Then she ran to take them by the hand,
And laid her cheek against theirs, murmuring words
Of little meaning, like the cooing of birds,
While they stood bewildered and gazed around,
Like people who have found someone in a strange land
Whom they thought they wouldn't see; but she finally
Stood back, and brushed the stray locks from her face,
And, smiling through her tears, said, "Ah, that you
Should have to weep such useless tears for me!
Alas, the burden that the city carries
[Pg 36]For nothing! Oh, my father's burning tears,
Over all this honor I have obtained!
Is he still alive? Is the old home
Still standing? Do the galleys crowd the quays?
Do the brown Indians still shine down the ways
With rubies as of old? Yes, yes, you smile,
For you’re thinking, but I’ve only been
Apart from these for a little while;
Truly, yet long enough, my loved ones dear,
To make me different from who I was before,
Though now when I see your dear faces
I am myself again. But how did you
Get to this new home of mine?"
"Sister," one said, "I got out of bed
It seems this morning, and after dressing,
While walking in my garden, I suddenly sank down,
Helpless and unattended, where I scarce awoke,
For as a dream, this royal glory seems to you,
Except for your kisses and your words, O love."
"Yes, Psyche," replied the other, "as I drove
The ivory shuttle through the shuttle-race,
Everything changed suddenly, and I found myself
Here, standing on my feet,
Where he greeted me with sleepy words.
Now, sister, tell us where these wonders come from
With all the godlike splendor of your home."

"Sisters," she said, "you will see even more wonders."
[Pg 37]When you’ve been with me for a little while,
Of which I can’t tell you more than this,
That amidst them all, I live in ease and bliss,
Well-loved and married to a mighty lord,
Fair beyond measure, from whose loving word
I know that happier days await me.
But come, my sisters, let’s forget
To seek empty knowledge; take
Some small gifts for your lost sister’s sake;
And whatever wonders you may see or hear,
Of nothing frightening should you have any fear."
Curious, they followed her and took a look around.
Each finding a strange look in the other's eyes,
For these, her mother’s daughters, had no part
In her divine fresh singleness of heart,
But longing to be great, forgot that
How short a time one heart on earth has got.
But that cautious look became even sharper.
As they learned more of that lovely place,
And as their growing hatred, still afraid,
Heard the unseen choirs’ heart-softening strains,
Which only hardened them; and when at noon
They sought the shaded waters’ freshening boon,
And all unhidden once again, they saw
That peerless beauty, free from any flaw,
Which now had finally won its precious reward,
Her kindness only fueled the fire of greed
Within their hearts—her gifts, the rich attire
With which she clothed them, where like sparks of fire
[Pg 38]The many-colored gems shone among the pearls,
The soft silks wound in lines, the work of girls
By the Five Rivers; their fair marvelous crowns,
Their sandals’ fastenings worth the cost of towns,
Belts and carved rings, and nameless wonders fair,
All things her faithful slaves had brought them there,
Given amid kisses, didn’t make them happier;
Since in their hearts, they had the insatiable beast
That love does not kill, nor yet is satisfied
While anything other than love has anything; yet still they tried
To look as they thought loving folk should look,
And still took her bounty with words of love.

Finally, everyone is ready.
Psyche led her sisters to the banquet,
They were fair, and each seemed a glorious queen
Dressed in all that wondrous finery,
But Psyche, clad in a gown of dusky blue,
Little adorned, with deep gray eyes that knew
The hidden marvels of Love’s holy fire,
Seemed like the soul of innocent desire,
Shut from the mocking world, where those two
Seemed to come to lure her away with labor in vain.

Now that they have arrived at the place where they are supposed to eat,
Before they took their seats beneath the canopy,
The eldest sister said to Psyche,
"And he, dear love, the man you’ve wed,
Does he not wish to see your kin today?
[Pg 39]Then we could better tell of your happiness
To our folk and dear father."
Then Psyche blushed, "No, he isn't here,"
She stammered, "nor will he be here today,
For important matters keep him far away."
"Alas!" the younger sister said, "Then tell me,
What is the likeness of this first of men;
What do you say about his loving eyes,
Are his locks black, or golden-red like yours?"
"Black-haired like me," said Psyche, stammering,
And looking around, "What do I say? He seems to me at least—
Come, sisters, sit, and let us feast!
My darling and my love you shall soon see,
I doubt not soon, with his crispy golden hair,
His unseen eyes; and you shall hear his voice,
That in my joy you also may rejoice."

Then they went silent, although really
They did not fail to notice her stammered haste.
But at their wondrous royal feast, they sat
Thinking their thoughts, and spoke of this or that
Between bursts of music, until when
The sun was leaving the world of men;
And then Psyche had to tell her sisters
That she was instructed, her husband being away,
To allow no one there at night,
Not even the mother who gave her birth
Or the father who fathered her, so they
[Pg 40]Must leave her now until some happier day.
And with that, she brought even more precious gifts
Of things they wouldn’t even have dreamed of;
And said, "These gifts you see here
Shall be the worst of what you will have;
Farewell, farewell! May the high gods save
Your lives and fame; and tell our father dear
Of all the honor I live in here,
And how greater happiness shall come
When I reach my lasting home."
Then these, even though eager to stay through the night,
Spoke loving words, and went on their way,
When she had kissed them while weeping; but they wept
The tears of traitors, for as they stepped
Over the threshold, in each other’s eyes
They looked, eager to surprise
The envy that filled their hearts,
That welled up to their lips like bitter gall.

"So," said the first, "this palace with no people,
These wonders done with no one to lift a finger.
This singing in the air, and no one is seen,
These gifts too wonderful for any queen,
The trance in which we were both wrapped away,
And set down by her golden house today—
—These are the deeds of gods, and not of men;
And fortunate was the day for her when
Weeping she left the house where we were born,
[Pg 41]And all men thought her shamed and most forlorn."
Then the other one said, blushing with anger,
"She is the luckiest one of this age;
And yet she might have told us of her situation,
What god it is that resides in the place,
Nor sent us off like beggars from her door.
And beggarly, O sister, is our fate,
Whose husbands wring from miserable men
What the first battle scatters to the winds;
While she, from whom she drives us away
And makes of no account or honor, gives
Such wonderful and priceless gifts as these,
Fit to adorn the bodies of goddesses!
And yet who knows, but she may get a fall?
Even the strongest tower doesn’t have the highest wall,
Think well of this when you sit safe at home
They had reached the river by this time,
Where Zephyrus waited unseen, who cast
A languor over them that quickly passed
Into deep sleep, and on the grass they collapsed;
Then straightaway he lifted them from the bank,
And quickly set each in her fair home,
Then flew high above the sleeping town.
Staying in their homes for a long time, they reflected on this,
And how Psyche seemed nearly a goddess;
While all people thought that she had been lost
For nothing did they say of all they had seen.

But that night when she, with lots of kisses,
[Pg 42]Told of their coming, and this and that
That happened, he said, "These things, O Love, are good;
I’m glad that no evil thing has happened.
And yet, between your father’s house and me,
You must choose now; either you shall go home royally,
And marry some king at last,
And have no harm for all that has passed here;
Or, my love, endure as your brave heart may,
This loneliness in hope for that fair day,
Which, by my head, shall come to you; and then
You shall be glorious to the sons of men,
And by my side shall sit in such a state
That through all time, all men shall sing your fate."
But at that word, he infused her with such love,
That she wrapped her fair arms around him;
And so, with love, they passed the night away,
And with fresh hope came on the fresh May day.
And so many days and nights passed.
And weariness was balanced with delight,
And into such a mindset was Psyche brought,
That she gave little thought to her father’s home,
But always of the happy day to come
When she would go to her promised home.

Until she who tossed down the golden apple
Upon the board, and lit up Troy town,
Came flying over the place on dusky wings,
And seeing Psyche with her happy face
Asleep beneath some fair blossoming tree,
[Pg 43]Cast an evil thing into her sleep;
Whereby she dreamed she saw her father laid
Panting for breath beneath the golden shade
Of his great bed’s embroidered canopy,
And with his last breath moaning heavily
Her name and imagined woes; then she woke,
And this ill dream shattered all her quiet,
And when the next morning her Love would go from her,
And as was his custom to do,
Would kiss her sleeping, he found tears
Filling the hollows of her rosy ears
And wetting half the golden hair that lay
Between him and her: then he spoke and said,
"O Love, why do you lie awake and weep,
Who should have a good heart to sleep
This cold hour before dawn?" She said nothing,
But wept aloud. Then he cried, "By my head!
Whatever you wish, I will do for you;
Yes, if it ends with you and me."
"O Love," she said, "I can barely bring myself to ask again,
Yet there is an aching pain in my heart
To know what has become of my father:
So I would send my sisters home,
Because I truly doubt they never told
Of all my honor in this house of gold;
And now I would take a great oath from them."
He said, "Oh no! Have you been awake
For them indeed? who could have slept in my arms
[Pg 44]; for their sake did you weep,
When you could have smiled to feel my kiss on you?
Yet as you wish it shall be so again,
Because my oath binds me, and your tears.
And once more, be careful, and make these fears
Of no use; nor waver any more,
I pray you: for you are already drawing near to
The shore of all delights and joys."

He spoke, then quickly flew out of the room.
To the highest heaven, and softly going then,
Wore out the father of all gods and men
With prayers for Psyche’s immortality.

Meanwhile, Zephyrus sailed the sea,
To bring her sisters back to her arms,
Though he was little pleased with that message,
Knowing their malice and their dark hearts.
For now, these two had considered their roles.
And made up a false tale for Psyche's ear;
For when they awoke, they came near to her,
Sobbing, their faces hidden in their hands,
Nor when she asked them why they did this
Would they answer anything, till trembling Psyche said,
"Nay, nay, what is it? Is our father dead?
Or do you weep these tears for shame that you
Have not told him of my happiness,
To make me cry amid my newfound bliss?
Be comforted, for short is the way
[Pg 45]To my forgiveness: this day you shall go
And take him gifts, and tell him all you know
Of this unexpected happy lot of mine."
Amid fresh tears, one said, "We didn't tell him
But by good counsel did we hide the matter,
Thinking it better that he should feel the sting
For once, than for a while be glad again,
And afterward come to suffer double pain."
"Oh no! What do you mean, sister?" Psyche asked,
For terror grew pale as the dead.
"O sister, speak!" "Child, by this loving kiss,"
One of them spoke, "and that remembered bliss
We dwelt in when our mother was alive,
Or ever we began to strive with ills,
By all the hope you have to see again
Our aged father and soothe his pain,
I charge you tell me—Have you seen the thing
That you call Husband?"
Breathless and trembling,
Psyche cried out, "Alas! What do you say?
What riddles will you speak to me now?"
"Oh no!" she exclaimed. "So it's just as I feared. Sister, we have searched in terrible places To find out about your situation, and we discovered A wise man who lives underground In a dark, terrible cave. He told us A horrifying and sorrowful story, That you are married to a wicked creature, A serpent-bodied monster with a poisonous sting, Beastly in appearance, but with a soul as evil as men. Long ago, the gods created him And let him swim in a nearby lake; But every hundred years, he has this blessing, That he can transform in this golden place Into a handsome young man only at night. Oh, my sister, you have cause to mourn! What do you say?—*His words are sweet and soft;* *He often showers me with loving kisses,* *Weeping for love; he speaks of a day* *When we both shall leave this place,* *And then he'll kiss me without hiding,* *While I sit beside him as a glorious queen*—— —Alas, poor child! Are you pleased by his kiss? Then I must show you why he does this: Because he hopes for a time to save Your body, wretched one! So he can have Both mother and child for his watery hell— Ah, what a story this is for me to tell! "You ask us to save you, and we can; For nothing else did we seek out that wise old man, Who, for great gifts and knowledge of kings, We both have come, has told us all these things, And given us a fair lamp of sacred oil That he crafted with great effort and danger; And he also provided a sharp knife, In forging it he nearly lost his life, As the devils from the pit Came swarming—Oh, my sister, do you have it?" Immediately, from her gown, the other took out The lamp and knife, which Psyche, stunned with doubt And filled with misery, took in her hand. Then her sister said, "From this uncertain place You gave us royal gifts some time ago, But these we give you, though they lack in display, Will be a better gift—your life. Now, keep this lamp and knife in a safe spot, And when he sleeps, rise quietly from bed And hold the sacred lamp above his head, And swiftly draw the enchanted knife across His cursed neck; you’ll carry the loss well, Nor shall he keep his man’s shape anymore, When he first feels the iron worked so magically: But you, flee to us; we have a story, Of what’s been your fate in this vale, When we have escaped, which we shall do By the power of the strange spells the old man knew. Farewell, sweet sister! We can’t stay here, In case he passes this way on his return; But in the vale, we’ll wait Until you’re free from your evil fate." Thus they left, and for a long time, they remained silent, Afraid someone might overhear their thoughts, But envy conquered fear to such a degree, That they were eager to stay close To their sister’s shattered home; but when they reached The river, they fell under the same Irresistible weariness they had felt before. And from the blossoms of that flowery shore, The gentle breeze soon carried their sleeping bodies, For others to create new troubles and cares. But Psyche sat alone on the ground, The lamp and knife beside her, silent As she let the long hours pass, Until dark night closed in around her and her sorrow. Then trembling, she rose, for now, the time approached Of utter loneliness and dread, And she must confront death, who until now Had faced ruined life and love cast low; And with that thought, tormenting doubt came, And visions of some unimaginable shame, Until forlorn, trapped by gods, she felt, As though her spirit dwelled in some strange hell. Yet driven by her sisters’ words at last, And by the memory of the time now gone, When she stood trembling as the oracle With all its fearful doom fell upon her, She turned to her hopeless wedding chamber, And while the wax candles burned brightly She laid those dreadful gifts ready at hand, Then snuffed the lights, and stood beside the bed, Turning these matters over in her troubled mind; And sometimes hoped to find some glorious man Beneath the lamp, a fitting bridegroom for a bride Like her; oh, how joyful it would be to creep back To his side in the dark of the silent night; But sometimes she trembled at the thought of what a sight The lamp might reveal; the hot rush of blood The knife might shed upon her as she stood, The dread of being pursued, the hurried escape, Through rooms where every sound would feel like a shout Into the windy night among the trees, Where one sees many a monstrous sight change, When nothing has happened to chill the blood. But as she stood among these evil thoughts, She heard him coming and quickly slipped into bed. And felt him touch her with a newfound dread, And dared not respond to his words of love. But when he slept, she rose to confirm the tale. And sliding down quietly as she could, And moving cautiously through the room, She grasped the lamp in her trembling hand, And long, weighing these matters, did stand In thick darkness, until she felt as if she were A dweller in some infinite blackness, And what she once called the world seemed A hollow void, a colorless mad dream; For she felt so alone—three times in vain She lifted her heavy hand, three times again It fell down; finally, throughout the room The flame flickered, lighting up her sorrowful face, Whose eyes the silken carpet met, Grown strange and awful, and her own pale feet As she crept toward the bed; but upon arriving there With closed eyes and trembling lips, she threw Her lovely head back, struggling to think of it, While images of frightening things flitted Before her eyes; thus, raising the hand That held the lamp, she stood for a moment As time would tell it, and then suddenly Opened her eyes but could barely suppress a cry At what she saw; for there before her lay The very Love brighter than the dawn of day; And as he lay there smiling, he softly murmured Her own name, even in sleep, And as he reached to touch her face, his hand moved; Oh then, indeed, her faint heart swelled with love, And she began to sob, and tears fell fast Upon the bed.—But as she finally turned To extinguish the lamp, a small mishap occurred That extinguished her newfound delight, for the flickering Treacherous flame dropped a burning drop on his fair shoulder; He woke, and seeing her there, Understood the meaning of that sad sight all too well, And there was no need to recount the pitiful tale. Then on her knees, she fell with a great cry, For in his face, she saw thunder drawing near, And she began to realize what she had done, And saw herself henceforth, unloved, alone, Fated to pass onward to the grave; and once again She heard the voice she now must love in vain "Ah, has it come to pass? And have you lost A life of love, and must you still be tossed One moment in the sun between night and night? And must I lose what could have been delight, Untasted yet amidst eternal bliss, To marry a soul deserving of my kiss, Set in a form so wonderfully made? "O wavering heart, farewell! Do not be afraid That I will burn your beautiful body with fire, Or cast your sweet limbs piece by piece through the air; The fates shall bring you your punishment alone, And your own memory of our kindness done. "Alas! What will you do? How will you endure The cruel world, the sickening still despair, The mocking, curious faces turned toward you, When you have known the love that is in me? Oh, how happy you would be, if you could forget, And live unhelped, lonely, loveless yet, But untormented through the brief time That you call the life of man on earth. Alas! That you, too beautiful to die, Should be born to double misery! "Farewell! Though I, a god, can never understand How you can lose your pain, yet time will pass Over your head, and you may blend The bitter and the sweet, nor quite forget, Nor quite remember, until these things shall seem The wavering memory of a lovely dream." Thereupon he picked up his arrows and bow, And striding through the chambers, he departed, Light all around him; and she, wailing sore, Still followed behind; but he turned no more, And when he stepped into the moonlit night From her sight, he vanished like a flame, And on the threshold, until dawn’s first light Through all the changes of the night, she lay.

 

 

At daybreak when she lifted up her eyes,
She looked around with heavy dull surprise,
And rose to enter the fair golden place;
But then remembering all her piteous case
She turned away, lamenting very sore,
And wandered down unto the river shore;
There, at the head of a green pool and deep,
She stood so long that she forgot to weep,
And the wild things about the water-side
From such a silent thing cared not to hide;
The dace pushed 'gainst the stream, the dragon-fly,
With its green-painted wing, went flickering by;
The water-hen, the lustred kingfisher,
Went on their ways and took no heed of her;
The little reed birds never ceased to sing,
And still the eddy, like a living thing,
Broke into sudden gurgles at her feet.
[Pg 53]But 'midst these fair things, on that morning sweet,
How could she, weary creature, find a place?
She moved at last, and lifting up her face,
Gathered her raiment up and cried, "Farewell,
O fairest lord! and since I cannot dwell
With thee in heaven, let me now hide my head
In whatsoever dark place dwell the dead!"
And with that word she leapt into the stream,
But the kind river even yet did deem
That she should live, and, with all gentle care,
Cast her ashore within a meadow fair.
Upon the other side, where Shepherd Pan
Sat looking down upon the water wan,
Goat-legged and merry, who called out, "Fair maid
Why goest thou hurrying to the feeble shade
Whence none return? Well do I know thy pain,
For I am old, and have not lived in vain;
Thou wilt forget all that within a while,
And on some other happy youth wilt smile;
And sure he must be dull indeed if he
Forget not all things in his ecstasy
At sight of such a wonder made for him,
That in that clinging gown makes mine eyes swim,
Old as I am: but to the god of Love
Pray now, sweet child, for all things can he move."
Weeping she passed him, but full reverently,
And well she saw that she was not to die
[Pg 54]Till she had filled the measure of her woe.
So through the meads she passed, half blind and slow,
And on her sisters somewhat now she thought;
And, pondering on the evil they had wrought,
The veil fell from her, and she saw their guile.
"Alas!" she said, "can death make folk so vile?
What wonder that the gods are glorious then,
Who cannot feel the hates and fears of men?
Sisters, alas, for what ye used to be!
Once did I think, whatso might hap to me,
Still at the worst, within your arms to find
A haven of pure love; then were ye kind,
Then was your joy e'en as my very own—
And now, and now, if I can be alone
That is my best: but that can never be,
For your unkindness still shall stay with me
When ye are dead—But thou, my love! my dear!
Wert thou not kind?—I should have lost my fear
Within a little—Yea, and e'en just now
With angry godhead on thy lovely brow,
Still thou wert kind—And art thou gone away
For ever? I know not, but day by day
Still will I seek thee till I come to die,
And nurse remembrance of felicity
Within my heart, although it wound me sore;
For what am I but thine for evermore!"

Thenceforth her back upon the world she turned
As she had known it; in her heart there burned
[Pg 55]Such deathless love, that still untired she went:
The huntsman dropping down the woody bent,
In the still evening, saw her passing by,
And for her beauty fain would draw anigh,
But yet durst not; the shepherd on the down
Wondering, would shade his eyes with fingers brown,
As on the hill's brow, looking o'er the lands,
She stood with straining eyes and clinging hands,
While the wind blew the raiment from her feet;
The wandering soldier her grey eyes would meet,
That took no heed of him, and drop his own;
Like a thin dream she passed the clattering town;
On the thronged quays she watched the ships come in
Patient, amid the strange outlandish din;
Unscared she saw the sacked towns' miseries,
And marching armies passed before her eyes.
And still of her the god had such a care
That none might wrong her, though alone and fair.
Through rough and smooth she wandered many a day,
Till all her hope had well-nigh passed away.

Meanwhile the sisters, each in her own home,
Waited the day when outcast she should come
And ask their pity; when perchance, indeed,
They looked to give her shelter in her need,
And with soft words such faint reproaches take
As she durst make them for her ruin's sake;
But day passed day, and still no Psyche came,
And while they wondered whether, to their shame,
[Pg 56]Their plot had failed, or gained its end too well,
And Psyche slain, no tale thereof could tell.—
Amidst these things, the eldest sister lay
Asleep one evening of a summer day,
Dreaming she saw the god of Love anigh,
Who seemed to say unto her lovingly,
"Hail unto thee, fair sister of my love;
Nor fear me for that thou her faith didst prove,
And found it wanting, for thou, too, art fair,
Nor is her place filled; rise, and have no care
For father or for friends, but go straightway
Unto the rock where she was borne that day;
There, if thou hast a will to be my bride,
Put thou all fear of horrid death aside,
And leap from off the cliff, and there will come
My slaves, to bear thee up and take thee home.
Haste then, before the summer night grows late,
For in my house thy beauty I await!"

So spake the dream; and through the night did sail,
And to the other sister bore the tale,
While this one rose, nor doubted of the thing,
Such deadly pride unto her heart did cling;
But by the tapers' light triumphantly,
Smiling, her mirrored body did she eye,
Then hastily rich raiment on her cast
And through the sleeping serving-people passed,
And looked with changed eyes on the moonlit street,
Nor scarce could feel the ground beneath her feet.
[Pg 57]But long the time seemed to her, till she came
There where her sister once was borne to shame;
And when she reached the bare cliff's rugged brow
She cried aloud, "O Love, receive me now,
Who am not all unworthy to be thine!"
And with that word, her jewelled arms did shine
Outstretched beneath the moon, and with one breath
She sprung to meet the outstretched arms of Death,
The only god that waited for her there,
And in a gathered moment of despair
A hideous thing her traitrous life did seem.

But with the passing of that hollow dream
The other sister rose, and as she might,
Arrayed herself alone in that still night,
And so stole forth, and making no delay
Came to the rock anigh the dawn of day;
No warning there her sister's spirit gave,
No doubt came nigh the fore-doomed soul to save,
But with a fever burning in her blood,
With glittering eyes and crimson cheeks she stood
One moment on the brow, the while she cried,
"Receive me, Love, chosen to be thy bride
From all the million women of the world!"
Then o'er the cliff her wicked limbs were hurled,
Nor has the language of the earth a name
For that surprise of terror and of shame.

At dawn, when she opened her eyes,
She gazed around in heavy, dull surprise,
And rose to enter the fair, golden place;
But then remembering her pitiful situation,
She turned away, lamenting deeply,
And wandered down to the riverside;
There, at the edge of a deep green pool,
She stood so long that she forgot to cry,
And the wild creatures by the water's edge
Ignored her presence, so still was she;
The dace pushed against the current, the dragonfly,
With its green-painted wings, darted by;
The waterhen, the shiny kingfisher,
Carried on their business and paid her no mind;
The little reed birds kept singing on,
And still the eddy, like a living thing,
Gurgled suddenly at her feet.
[Pg 53]But amidst these beautiful things, on that sweet morning,
How could she, a weary creature, find a place?
Eventually, she moved and lifted her face,
Gathered her clothes and cried, "Farewell,
O fairest lord! And since I cannot stay
With you in heaven, let me now hide my head
In whatever dark place the dead reside!"
And with that, she jumped into the stream,
But the kind river still believed
That she should live, and, with gentle care,
Cast her ashore onto a lovely meadow.
On the other side, where Shepherd Pan
Sat looking down upon the pale water,
Goat-legged and merry, who called out, "Fair maid,
Why do you rush toward the feeble shade
From which none return? I know your pain well,
For I am old and have not lived in vain;
You will forget all that in a while,
And on some other happy youth will smile;
Surely he must be dense indeed if he
Doesn't forget everything in his ecstasy
At the sight of such a wonder made for him,
That in that clinging gown makes my eyes swim,
Old as I am: but to the god of Love
Pray now, sweet child, for he can move all things."
Crying, she walked past him, but with deep respect,
And she understood that she was not to die
[Pg 54]Until she had completed the measure of her sorrow.
She walked through the meadows, half blind and slow,
And thought a little now of her sisters;
And reflecting on the harm they had done,
The veil fell from her and she saw their deceit.
"Oh no!" she exclaimed, "Can death really make people so cruel? It's no surprise the gods are magnificent, Since they don't experience the hate and fear of humans. Sisters, oh how you've changed! I once thought that no matter what happened to me, At least I could find a refuge in your love; Back then you were kind, Your happiness matched my own— And now, now that I might be alone, That's my best option: but that's impossible, Because your harshness will linger with me Once you're gone—But you, my love! My dear! Weren't you kind?—I would have let go of my fears In no time—Yes, even just now, With a look of anger on your beautiful face, You were still kind—Are you really gone Forever? I can't say, but day by day I’ll keep searching for you until I die, And treasure the memories of happiness In my heart, even if it wounds me deeply; For what am I but yours forever! So from that moment, she turned away from the world As she once knew it; love burned brightly in her heart As she walked on, unbothered: The huntsman, walking along the wooded path, Saw her passing by in the still evening, And longed to come closer because of her beauty, But he didn’t dare; the shepherd on the hill Watched in amazement, shielding his eyes with brown fingers, As she stood at the edge of the hill, overlooking the lands, With straining eyes and outstretched hands, While the wind blew her dress around her legs; The wandering soldier met her gray eyes, Which didn't notice him, and he looked away; She passed through the noisy town like a fleeting dream; On the crowded docks, she watched the ships arrive Patiently, amid the unfamiliar sounds; Unfazed, she saw the sufferings of pillaged towns, And marching armies passing before her. And still, the god cared for her so That no one could harm her, though she was alone and stunning. Through both rough times and smooth, she wandered for many days, Until all her hope was nearly gone. Meanwhile, the sisters, each in her own home, Waited for the day when the outcast would return To seek their compassion; when perhaps, indeed, They hoped to offer her shelter in her need, And with gentle words, give her slight reproaches For what she might dare say about her downfall; But day after day passed, and still no Psyche came, And while they wondered whether their scheme had failed, Or succeeded too well, And if Psyche had died, with no tale to tell— In the midst of all this, the eldest sister lay Asleep one evening on a summer night, Dreaming that she saw the god of Love nearby, Who seemed to say to her kindly, "Greetings, lovely sister of my love; Don't fear me for having tested her faith, And finding it lacking, for you, too, are beautiful, And her place isn't taken; rise and don't worry About father or friends, but go straight away To the rock where she was taken that day; There, if you wish to be my bride, Cast aside all fear of dreadful death, And leap from the cliff, and my servants will come To catch you and take you home. Hurry then, before the summer night grows late, For in my house, I'm waiting for your beauty!" So the dream spoke; throughout the night it spread, And to the other sister carried the tale, While this one rose, believing the vision, Such deadly pride clinging to her heart; But by candlelight, triumphantly, Smiling, she looked at her reflection, Then quickly dressed in rich clothing And slipped past the sleeping servants, Her eyes glancing differently at the moonlit street, Barely feeling the ground beneath her feet. But the time seemed long until she arrived At the place where her sister once faced shame; And when she reached the edge of the rugged cliff She cried out, "Oh Love, receive me now, I who am worthy to be yours!" And with that, her jeweled arms shone Extended beneath the moon, and with a single breath She jumped to meet the waiting arms of Death, The only god that awaited her there, And in that moment of despair, Her treacherous life seemed horrible. But with the passing of that empty dream The other sister rose, and as best she could, Dressed herself alone in that quiet night, And so slipped out without delay And came to the rock near dawn; No warning did her sister's spirit give, No suspicion came to save the doomed soul, But with a fever burning in her blood, With sparkling eyes and flushed cheeks she stood For a moment on the brink, while she cried, "Receive me, Love, chosen to be your bride From all the millions of women in the world!" Then over the cliff her wicked body was thrown, And there is no name in human language For that shock of terror and of shame."

 

 

Now, midst her wanderings, on a hot noontide,
Psyche passed down a road, where, on each side
The yellow cornfields lay, although as yet
Unto the stalks no sickle had been set;
The lark sung over them, the butterfly
Flickered from ear to ear distractedly,
The kestrel hung above, the weasel peered
From out the wheat-stalks on her unafeard,
Along the road the trembling poppies shed
On the burnt grass their crumpled leaves and red;
Most lonely was it, nothing Psyche knew
Unto what land of all the world she drew;
Aweary was she, faint and sick at heart,
Bowed to the earth by thoughts of that sad part
She needs must play: some blue flower from the corn
That in her fingers erewhile she had borne,
Now dropped from them, still clung unto her gown;
Over the hard way hung her head adown
Despairingly, but still her weary feet
Moved on half conscious, her lost love to meet.
So going, at the last she raised her eyes,
And saw a grassy mound before her rise
Over the yellow plain, and thereon was
A marble fane with doors of burnished brass,
That 'twixt the pillars set about it burned;
So thitherward from off the road she turned,
And soon she heard a rippling water sound,
[Pg 59]And reached a stream that girt the hill around,
Whose green waves wooed her body lovingly;
So looking round, and seeing no soul anigh,
Unclad, she crossed the shallows, and there laid
Her dusty raiment in the alder-shade,
And slipped adown into the shaded pool,
And with the pleasure of the water cool
Soothed her tired limbs awhile, then with a sigh
Came forth, and clad her body hastily,
And up the hill made for the little fane.
But when its threshold now her feet did gain,
She, looking through the pillars of the shrine,
Beheld therein a golden image shine
Of golden Ceres; then she passed the door,
And with bowed head she stood awhile before
The smiling image, striving for some word
That did not name her lover and her lord,
Until midst rising tears at last she prayed:
"O kind one, if while yet I was a maid
I ever did thee pleasure, on this day
Be kind to me, poor wanderer on the way,
Who strive my love upon the earth to meet!
Then let me rest my weary, doubtful feet
Within thy quiet house a little while,
And on my rest if thou wouldst please to smile,
And send me news of my own love and lord,
It would not cost thee, lady, many a word."
But straight from out the shrine a sweet voice came,
"O Psyche, though of me thou hast no blame,
[Pg 60]And though indeed thou sparedst not to give
What my soul loved, while happy thou didst live,
Yet little can I give now unto thee,
Since thou art rebel, slave, and enemy
Unto the love-inspiring Queen; this grace
Thou hast alone of me, to leave this place
Free as thou camest, though the lovely one
Seeks for the sorceress who entrapped her son
In every land, and has small joy in aught,
Until before her presence thou art brought."
Then Psyche, trembling at the words she spake,
Durst answer nought, nor for that counsel's sake
Could other offerings leave except her tears,
As now, tormented by the new-born fears
The words divine had raised in her, she passed
The brazen threshold once again, and cast
A dreary hopeless look across the plain,
Whose golden beauty now seemed nought and vain
Unto her aching heart; then down the hill
She went, and crossed the shallows of the rill,
And wearily she went upon her way,
Nor any homestead passed upon that day,
Nor any hamlet, and at night lay down
Within a wood, far off from any town.

There, waking at the dawn, did she behold,
Through the green leaves, a glimmer as of gold,
And, passing on, amidst an oak-grove found
A pillared temple gold-adorned and round,
[Pg 61]Whose walls were hung with rich and precious things,
Worthy to be the ransom of great kings;
And in the midst of gold and ivory
An image of Queen Juno did she see;
Then her heart swelled within her, and she thought,
"Surely the gods hereto my steps have brought,
And they will yet be merciful and give
Some little joy to me, that I may live
Till my Love finds me." Then upon her knees
She fell, and prayed, "O Crown of goddesses,
I pray thee, give me shelter in this place,
Nor turn away from me thy much-loved face,
If ever I gave golden gifts to thee
In happier times when my right hand was free."
Then from the inmost shrine there came a voice
That said, "It is so, well mayst thou rejoice
That of thy gifts I yet have memory,
Wherefore mayst thou depart forewarned and free;
Since she that won the golden apple lives,
And to her servants mighty gifts now gives
To find thee out, in whatso land thou art,
For thine undoing; loiter not, depart!
For what immortal yet shall shelter thee
From her that rose from out the unquiet sea?"
Then Psyche moaned out in her grief and fear,
"Alas! and is there shelter anywhere
Upon the green flame-hiding earth?" said she,
"Or yet beneath it is there peace for me?
O Love, since in thine arms I cannot rest,
[Pg 62]Or lay my weary head upon thy breast,
Have pity yet upon thy love forlorn,
Make me as though I never had been born!"

Then wearily she went upon her way,
And so, about the middle of the day,
She came before a green and flowery place,
Walled round about in manner of a chase,
Whereof the gates as now were open wide;
Fair grassy glades and long she saw inside
Betwixt great trees, down which the unscared deer
Were playing; yet a pang of deadly fear,
She knew not why, shot coldly through her heart,
And thrice she turned as though she would depart,
And thrice returned, and in the gateway stood
With wavering feet: small flowers as red as blood
Were growing up amid the soft green grass,
And here and there a fallen rose there was,
And on the trodden grass a silken lace,
As though crowned revellers had passed by the place
The restless sparrows chirped upon the wall
And faint far music on her ears did fall,
And from the trees within, the pink-foot doves
Still told their weary tale unto their loves,
And all seemed peaceful more than words could say.
Then she, whose heart still whispered, "Keep away."
Was drawn by strong desire unto the place,
So toward the greenest glade she set her face,
Murmuring, "Alas! and what a wretch am I,
[Pg 63]That I should fear the summer's greenery!
Yea, and is death now any more an ill,
When lonely through the world I wander still."
But when she was amidst those ancient groves,
Whose close green leaves and choirs of moaning doves
Shut out the world, then so alone she seemed,
So strange, her former life was but as dreamed;
Beside the hopes and fears that drew her on,
Till so far through that green place she had won,
That she a rose-hedged garden could behold
Before a house made beautiful with gold;
Which, to her mind beset with that past dream,
And dim foreshadowings of ill fate, did seem
That very house, her joy and misery,
Where that fair sight her longing eyes did see
They should not see again; but now the sound
Of pensive music echoing all around,
Made all things like a picture, and from thence
Bewildering odours floating, dulled her sense,
And killed her fear, and, urged by strong desire
To see how all should end, she drew yet nigher,
And o'er the hedge beheld the heads of girls
Embraced by garlands fresh and orient pearls,
And heard sweet voices murmuring; then a thrill
Of utmost joy all memory seemed to kill
Of good or evil, and her eager hand
Was on the wicket, then her feet did stand
Upon new flowers, the while her dizzied eyes
Gazed wildly round on half-seen mysteries,
[Pg 64]And wandered from unnoting face to face.
For round a fountain midst the flowery place
Did she behold full many a minstrel girl;
While nigh them, on the grass in giddy whirl,
Bright raiment and white limbs and sandalled feet
Flew round in time unto the music sweet,
Whose strains no more were pensive now nor sad,
But rather a fresh sound of triumph had;
And round the dance were gathered damsels fair,
Clad in rich robes adorned with jewels rare;
Or little hidden by some woven mist,
That, hanging round them, here a bosom kissed
And there a knee, or driven by the wind
About some lily's bowing stem was twined.

But when a little Psyche's eyes grew clear,
A sight they saw that brought back all her fear
A hundred-fold, though neither heaven nor earth
To such a fair sight elsewhere could give birth;
Because apart, upon a golden throne
Of marvellous work, a woman sat alone,
Watching the dancers with a smiling face,
Whose beauty sole had lighted up the place.
A crown there was upon her glorious head,
A garland round about her girdlestead,
Where matchless wonders of the hidden sea
Were brought together and set wonderfully;
Naked she was of all else, but her hair
About her body rippled here and there,
[Pg 65]And lay in heaps upon the golden seat,
And even touched the gold cloth where her feet
Lay amid roses—ah, how kind she seemed!
What depths of love from out her grey eyes beamed!

Well might the birds leave singing on the trees
To watch in peace that crown of goddesses,
Yet well might Psyche sicken at the sight,
And feel her feet wax heavy, her head light;
For now at last her evil day was come,
Since she had wandered to the very home
Of her most bitter cruel enemy.
Half-dead, yet must she turn about to flee,
But as her eyes back o'er her shoulder gazed,
And with weak hands her clinging gown she raised,
And from her lips unwitting came a moan,
She felt strong arms about her body thrown,
And, blind with fear, was haled along till she
Saw floating by her faint eyes dizzily
That vision of the pearls and roses fresh,
The golden carpet and the rosy flesh.
Then, as in vain she strove to make some sound,
A sweet voice seemed to pierce the air around
With bitter words; her doom rang in her ears,
She felt the misery that lacketh tears.
"Come hither, damsels, and the pearl behold
That hath no price? See now the thrice-tried gold,
That all men worshipped, that a god would have
To be his bride! how like a wretched slave
[Pg 66]She cowers down, and lacketh even voice
To plead her cause! Come, damsels, and rejoice,
That now once more the waiting world will move,
Since she is found, the well-loved soul of love!
"And thou poor wretch, what god hath led thee here?
Art thou so lost in this abyss of fear,
Thou canst not weep thy misery and shame?
Canst thou not even speak thy shameful name?"

But even then the flame of fervent love
In Psyche's tortured heart began to move,
And gave her utterance, and she said, "Alas!
Surely the end of life has come to pass
For me, who have been bride of very Love,
Yet love still bides in me, O Seed of Jove,
For such I know thee; slay me, nought is lost!
For had I had the will to count the cost
And buy my love with all this misery,
Thus and no otherwise the thing should be.
Would I were dead, my wretched beauty gone,
No trouble now to thee or any one!"
And with that last word did she hang her head,
As one who hears not, whatsoe'er is said;
But Venus rising with a dreadful cry
Said, "O thou fool, I will not let thee die!
But thou shalt reap the harvest thou hast sown
And many a day thy wretched lot bemoan.
Thou art my slave, and not a day shall be
But I will find some fitting task for thee,
[Pg 67]Nor will I slay thee till thou hop'st again.
What, thinkest thou that utterly in vain
Jove is my sire, and in despite my will
That thou canst mock me with thy beauty still?
Come forth, O strong-armed, punish this new slave,
That she henceforth a humble heart may have."
All round about the damsels in a ring
Were drawn to see the ending of the thing,
And now as Psyche's eyes stared wildly round
No help in any face of them she found
As from the fair and dreadful face she turned
In whose grey eyes such steadfast anger burned;
Yet midst her agony she scarcely knew
What thing it was the goddess bade them do,
And all the pageant, like a dreadful dream
Hopeless and long-enduring grew to seem;
Yea, when the strong-armed through the crowd did break,
Girls like to those, whose close-locked squadron shake
The echoing surface of the Asian plain,
And when she saw their threatening hands, in vain
She strove to speak, so like a dream it was;
So like a dream that this should come to pass,
And 'neath her feet the green earth opened not.
But when her breaking heart again waxed hot
With dreadful thoughts and prayers unspeakable
As all their bitter torment on her fell,
When she her own voice heard, nor knew its sound,
And like red flame she saw the trees and ground,
[Pg 68]Then first she seemed to know what misery
To helpless folk upon the earth can be.

But while beneath the many moving feet
The small crushed flowers sent up their odour sweet,
Above sat Venus, calm, and very fair,
Her white limbs bared of all her golden hair,
Into her heart all wrath cast back again,
As on the terror and the helpless pain
She gazed with gentle eyes, and unmoved smile;
Such as in Cyprus, the fair blossomed isle,
When on the altar in the summer night
They pile the roses up for her delight,
Men see within their hearts, and long that they
Unto her very body there might pray.
At last to them some dainty sign she made
To hold their cruel hands, and therewith bade
To bear her slave new gained from out her sight
And keep her safely till the morrow's light:
So her across the sunny sward they led
With fainting limbs, and heavy downcast head,
And into some nigh lightless prison cast
To brood alone o'er happy days long past
And all the dreadful times that yet should be.
But she being gone, one moment pensively
The goddess did the distant hills behold,
Then bade her girls bind up her hair of gold,
And veil her breast, the very forge of love,
With raiment that no earthly shuttle wove,
[Pg 69]And 'gainst the hard earth arm her lovely feet:
Then she went forth, some shepherd king to meet
Deep in the hollow of a shaded vale,
To make his woes a long-enduring tale.

Now, during her roaming on a scorching afternoon,
Psyche walked down a road, where, on both sides
The yellow cornfields spread out, although as yet
No sickle had been set to the stalks;
The lark sang above them, the butterfly
Flitted from ear to ear, distracted,
The kestrel hovered above, the weasel peeked
Out from the wheat-stalks, unafraid,
Along the road, the trembling poppies dropped
Their crumpled leaves and red on the burnt grass;
It was lonely, and Psyche had no idea
Where in the world she was going;
She was weary, faint, and heavy-hearted,
Bowed to the ground by thoughts of that sad role
She had to play: a blue flower from the corn
That she had once held in her fingers,
Now fell from her hand, still clinging to her dress;
Her head hung low along the hard path
In despair, but her tired feet
Kept moving, half-conscious, to meet her lost love.
As she walked, she finally looked up,
And saw a grassy mound rise before her
Above the yellow plain, and there was
A marble temple with doors of polished brass,
That burned between the pillars surrounding it;
So she turned off the road towards it,
And soon heard the sound of rippling water,
[Pg 59]And reached a stream that encircled the hill,
Whose green waves beckoned her body lovingly;
Looking around and seeing no one nearby,
Unclothed, she crossed the shallow water and laid
Her dusty clothes in the shade of the alders,
And slipped down into the cool pool,
Soothed her tired limbs for a while, then with a sigh
Came out, dressed hastily,
And made her way up the hill to the little temple.
But when she finally reached the entrance,
She looked through the columns of the shrine,
And beheld a shining golden image
Of golden Ceres; then she stepped inside,
And, with her head bowed, stood for a moment before
The smiling image, trying to find a word
That didn’t mention her lover and lord,
Until, amid rising tears, she finally prayed:
"O kind one, if I ever made you happy when I was a girl,
On this day, be kind to me, poor wanderer on the path,
As I strive to meet my love on this earth!
Let me rest my weary, uncertain feet
In your quiet house for a little while,
And if you could smile upon my rest,
And send me news of my own love and lord,
It would cost you, lady, hardly any effort."
But right away, a sweet voice came from the shrine,
"O Psyche, though you do not blame me,
[Pg 60]And though indeed you spared nothing to give
What my soul loved while you were happy,
I can give you little now,
Since you are a rebel, slave, and enemy
To the love-inspiring Queen; this grace
You alone have from me, to leave this place
As freely as you came, though the beautiful one
Seeks the sorceress who trapped her son
In every land, and has little joy in anything,
Until you are brought before her."
Then Psyche, shaking at what was said,
Dared to answer nothing, nor could she leave
Other offerings except her tears,
As now, tormented by the new fears
The divine words had raised in her, she passed
The brass threshold once again, and cast
A dreary, hopeless look across the plain,
Whose golden beauty now seemed worthless and vain
To her aching heart; then down the hill
She went, crossed the shallows of the stream,
And wearily continued on her way,
Not passing any homestead that day,
Nor any village; at night she lay down
In a wood, far from any town.

There, waking at dawn, she saw,
Through the green leaves, a shimmer like gold,
And, moving on, found herself amidst an oak grove
A pillared temple adorned with gold,
[Pg 61]Whose walls were hung with rich and precious things,
Worthy to ransom great kings;
And in the midst of gold and ivory
She saw an image of Queen Juno;
Then her heart swelled with hope, and she thought,
"Surely the gods have led my steps here,
And they will yet be merciful and give
Some little joy to me, that I may live
Until my Love finds me." Then on her knees
She fell and prayed, "O Crown of goddesses,
I pray you, give me shelter in this place,
Nor turn away from me your much-loved face,
If I ever gave you golden gifts
In happier times when my right hand was free."
Then a voice emerged from the innermost shrine.
That said, "It is so; well may you rejoice
That from your gifts I still have memory,
Therefore you may depart forewarned and free;
Since she who won the golden apple lives,
And to her servants mighty gifts now gives
To find you out wherever you are,
For your undoing; do not linger, depart!
For what immortal shall shelter you
From her who rose from the restless sea?"
Then Psyche cried out in her sorrow and fear,
"Alas! Is there no shelter anywhere
On this green flame-hiding earth?" she said,
"Or even beneath it, is there peace for me?
O Love, since I cannot rest in your arms,
[Pg 62]Or lay my weary head on your breast,
Have pity yet on your forlorn love,
Make me as though I had never been born!"

Then, feeling tired, she carried on her journey,
And so, around midday,
She came upon a green and flowery place,
Walled off in the manner of a park,
Where the gates were now wide open;
Fair grassy glades and long paths she saw inside
Between great trees, down which unafraid deer
Were playing; yet a pang of deadly fear,
She didn’t know why, shot cold through her heart,
And she turned thrice as if she would depart,
And thrice returned, standing in the gate
With wavering feet: small flowers as red as blood
Were growing up amid the soft green grass,
And here and there a fallen rose lay,
And on the trodden grass a silken lace,
As if crowned revelers had passed by the place;
The restless sparrows chirped upon the wall
And faint distant music fell on her ears,
And from the trees within, the pink-foot doves
Still told their weary tale to their loves,
And all seemed more peaceful than words could convey.
Then she, whose heart still whispered, "Stay away."
Was drawn by strong desire to the place,
So she made her way toward the greenest glade,
Murmuring, "Alas! What a wretch am I,
[Pg 63]That I should fear the summer's greenery!
Yea, and is death now any more a wrong,
When alone through the world I still wander?"
But when she was in those ancient groves,
Whose close green leaves and choirs of moaning doves
Shut out the world, then she seemed so alone,
So strange, her former life felt like a dream;
Beside the hopes and fears that drew her on,
Until she had traveled so far through that green place,
That she could see a rose-hedged garden
Before a house made beautiful with gold;
Which, to her mind beset with that past dream,
And dim foreshadowings of bad fate, seemed
That very house, her joy and misery,
Where that fair sight her longing eyes had seen
They should not see again; but now the sound
Of thoughtful music echoing all around
Made everything like a picture, and from thence
Bewildering scents floating dulled her senses,
And killed her fear, and, urged by strong desire
To see how everything would end, she drew closer,
And over the hedge beheld the heads of girls
Embraced by garlands and fresh orient pearls,
And heard sweet voices murmuring; then a thrill
Of utmost joy seemed to erase all memory
Of good or evil, and her eager hand
Was on the gate, then her feet stood
On new flowers, while her dazed eyes
Gazed wildly at half-seen mysteries,
[Pg 64]Wandering from unnoticed face to face.
Around a fountain in the flower-filled area
She saw many minstrel girls;
While near them, on the grass in a dizzy whirl,
Bright clothes and white limbs and sandaled feet
Flew round in time to the sweet music,
Whose strains were no longer sad or thoughtful,
But rather a fresh sound of triumph;
And around the dance were gathered lovely girls,
Clad in rich garments adorned with rare jewels;
Or little hidden by some woven mist,
That, hanging around them, kissed a bosom here
And there a knee, or twisted by the wind
Around some lily's bowing stem.

But when Psyche's vision became clearer,
The sight they saw brought back all her fears
A hundred-fold, though heaven or earth
Could not give birth to such a lovely sight;
Because apart, on a golden throne
Of marvelous design, a woman sat alone,
Watching the dancers with a smiling face,
Whose beauty alone had illuminated the place.
A crown adorned her glorious head,
A garland wrapped around her waist,
Where unmatched wonders of the hidden sea
Were brought together and set magnificently;
She was bare of all else, but her hair
Rippled around her body here and there,
[Pg 65]And lay in heaps upon the golden seat,
And even touched the gold cloth where her feet
Lay amid roses—ah, how kind she seemed!
What depths of love shone from her grey eyes!

The birds could very well stop singing in the trees.
To watch in peace that crown of goddesses,
Yet Psyche might well sicken at the sight,
And feel her feet grow heavy, her head light;
For now, at last, her evil day had come,
Since she had wandered to the very home
Of her most bitter, cruel enemy.
Half-dead, she still had to turn and run,
But as her eyes gazed back over her shoulder,
And with weak hands, she raised her clinging gown,
And from her lips unwittingly came a moan,
She felt strong arms thrown around her body,
And, blind with fear, was dragged along until she
Dizzily saw, floating by her faint eyes,
That vision of fresh pearls and roses,
The golden carpet and rosy flesh.
Then, while she tried in vain to make a sound,
A sweet voice seemed to pierce the air around
With bitter words; her doom rang in her ears,
She felt the misery that lacks tears.
"Come here, ladies, look at the pearl
That holds no price? See now the thrice-tested gold,
That all men worshipped, that a god would have
To be his bride! How like a wretched slave
[Pg 66]She cowers down, lacking even a voice
To plead her case! Come, ladies, and rejoice,
That now once more the waiting world will move,
Since she is found, the well-loved soul of love!
"And you poor soul, what god has brought you here?"
Are you so lost in this abyss of fear,
That you cannot weep your misery and shame?
Can you not even speak your shameful name?"

But even then, the flame of passionate love
In Psyche's tortured heart began to stir,
And gave her the strength to speak, and she said, "Alas!
Surely the end of life has come for me,
Who have been the bride of very Love,
Yet love still resides in me, O Seed of Jove,
For I know you; slay me, nothing is lost!
For if I had the will to count the cost
And buy my love with all this misery,
Thus, and not otherwise, the thing should be.
Would I were dead, my wretched beauty gone,
No trouble now to you or anyone!"
And with that final word, she lowered her head,
Like one who hears nothing, no matter what is said;
But Venus, rising with a dreadful cry,
Said, "O fool, I will not let you die!
But you shall reap the harvest you have sown
And many days your wretched lot will bemoan.
You are my slave, and not a day will pass
That I will not find some fitting task for you,
[Pg 67]Nor will I slay you until you hope again.
What, do you think that utterly in vain
Jove is my father, and despite my will
You can mock me with your beauty still?
Come forth, O strong-armed, punish this new slave,
So that she henceforth can have a humble heart."
The girls were gathered in a circle.
To see the ending of the ordeal,
And now as Psyche's eyes stared wildly around
She found no help in any of their faces
As she turned from the fair and dreadful one
In whose grey eyes such steadfast anger burned;
Yet amid her agony, she scarcely knew
What it was the goddess commanded them to do,
And all the spectacle, like a dreadful dream
Hopeless and long-enduring seemed to be;
Yea, when the strong-armed broke through the crowd,
Girls like those whose tightly locked squadron shake
The echoing surface of the Asian plain,
And when she saw their threatening hands, in vain
She tried to speak, so dreamlike it was;
So like a dream that this should come to pass,
And beneath her feet, the green earth did not open.
But when her shattered heart began to burn
With dreadful thoughts and unspeakable prayers
As all their bitter torment fell on her,
When she heard her own voice, but did not recognize its sound,
And like red flame she saw the trees and ground,
[Pg 68]Then she seemed to finally understand the misery
That helpless people experience on earth.

But while under the many moving feet
The small crushed flowers sent up their sweet scent,
Above sat Venus, calm and very beautiful,
Her white limbs bare of all her golden hair,
Her heart cast back all wrath again,
As she gazed upon the terror and helpless pain
With gentle eyes and an unmoved smile;
Such as in Cyprus, the fair blossomed isle,
When on the altar in the summer night
They pile the roses high for her delight,
Men see within their hearts and long to pray
To her very body there.
Finally, she gave them a soft signal.
To hold their cruel hands, and with that commanded
To carry her newly acquired slave out of sight
And keep her safe until morning's light:
So they led her across the sunny grass
With fainting limbs and heavy, downcast head,
And into some almost lightless prison cast
To brood alone over happy days long past
And all the dreadful times that were yet to come.
But she, once she left, paused for a moment lost in thought
The goddess gazed at the distant hills,
Then commanded her girls to bind up her golden hair,
And cover her breast, the very forge of love,
With garments that no earthly loom wove,
[Pg 69]And arm her lovely feet against the hard earth:
Then she went forth to meet some shepherd king
Deep in the hollow of a shaded valley,
To make his woes a long-enduring tale.

 

 

But over Psyche, hapless and forlorn,
Unseen the sun rose on the morrow morn,
Nor knew she aught about the death of night
Until her gaoler's torches filled with light
The dreary place, blinding her unused eyes,
And she their voices heard that bade her rise;
She did their bidding, yet grown faint and pale
She shrank away and strove her arms to veil
In her gown's bosom, and to hide from them
Her little feet within her garment's hem;
But mocking her, they brought her thence away,
And led her forth into the light of day,
And brought her to a marble cloister fair
Where sat the queen on her adornéd chair,
But she, as down the sun-streaked place they came,
Cried out, "Haste! ye, who lead my grief and shame."
And when she stood before her trembling, said,
"Although within a palace thou wast bred
Yet dost thou carry but a slavish heart,
And fitting is it thou shouldst learn thy part,
And know the state whereunto thou art brought;
[Pg 70]Now, heed what yesterday thy folly taught,
And set thyself to-day my will to do;
Ho ye, bring that which I commanded you."

Then forth came two, and each upon her back
Bore up with pain a huge half-bursten sack,
Which, setting down, they opened on the floor,
And from their hempen mouths a stream did pour
Of mingled seeds, and grain, peas, pulse, and wheat,
Poppies and millet, and coriander sweet,
And many another brought from far-off lands,
Which mingling more with swift and ready hands
They piled into a heap confused and great.
And then said Venus, rising from her seat,
"Slave, here I leave thee, but before the night
These mingled seeds thy hands shall set aright,
All laid in heaps, each after its own kind,
And if in any heap I chance to find
An alien seed; thou knowest since yesterday
How disobedient slaves the forfeit pay."
Therewith she turned and left the palace fair
And from its outskirts rose into the air,
And flew until beneath her lay the sea,
Then, looking on its green waves lovingly,
Somewhat she dropped, and low adown she flew
Until she reached the temple that she knew
Within a sunny bay of her fair isle.

But Psyche sadly labouring all the while
[Pg 71]With hopeless heart felt the swift hours go by,
And knowing well what bitter mockery
Lay in that task, yet did she what she might
That something should be finished ere the night,
And she a little mercy yet might ask;
But the first hours of that long feverish task
Passed amid mocks; for oft the damsels came
About her, and made merry with her shame,
And laughed to see her trembling eagerness,
And how, with some small lappet of her dress,
She winnowed out the wheat, and how she bent
Over the millet, hopelessly intent;
And how she guarded well some tiny heap
But just begun, from their long raiments' sweep;
And how herself, with girt gown, carefully
She went betwixt the heaps that 'gan to lie
Along the floor; though they were small enow,
When shadows lengthened and the sun was low;
But at the last these left her labouring,
Not daring now to weep, lest some small thing
Should 'scape her blinded eyes, and soon far off
She heard the echoes of their careless scoff.
Longer the shades grew, quicker sank the sun,
Until at last the day was well-nigh done,
And every minute did she think to hear
The fair Queen's dreaded footsteps drawing near;
But Love, that moves the earth, and skies, and sea,
Beheld his old love in her misery,
And wrapped her heart in sudden gentle sleep;
[Pg 72]And meanwhile caused unnumbered ants to creep
About her, and they wrought so busily
That all, ere sundown, was as it should be,
And homeward went again the kingless folk.
Bewildered with her joy again she woke,
But scarce had time the unseen hands to bless,
That thus had helped her utter feebleness,
Ere Venus came, fresh from the watery way,
Panting with all the pleasure of the day;
But when she saw the ordered heaps, her smile
Faded away, she cried out, "Base and vile
Thou art indeed, this labour fitteth thee;
But now I know thy feigned simplicity,
Thine inward cunning, therefore hope no more,
Since thou art furnished well with hidden lore,
To 'scape thy due reward, if any day
Without some task accomplished, pass away!"
So with a frown she passed on, muttering,
"Nought have I done, to-morrow a new thing."

So the next morning Psyche did they lead
Unto a terrace o'er a flowery mead,
Where Venus sat, hid from the young sun's rays,
Upon the fairest of all summer days;
She pointed o'er the meads as they drew nigh,
And said, "See how that stream goes glittering by,
And on its banks my golden sheep now pass,
Cropping sweet mouthfuls of the flowery grass;
If thou, O cunning slave, to-day art fain
[Pg 73]To save thyself from well-remembered pain,
Put forth a little of thy hidden skill,
And with their golden fleece thy bosom fill;
Yet make no haste, but ere the sun is down
Cast it before my feet from out thy gown;
Surely thy labour is but light to-day."
Then sadly went poor Psyche on her way,
Wondering wherein the snare lay, for she knew
No easy thing it was she had to do;
Nor had she failed indeed to note the smile
Wherewith the goddess praised her for the guile
That she, unhappy, lacked so utterly.
Amidst these thoughts she crossed the flowery lea,
And came unto the glittering river's side;
And, seeing it was neither deep nor wide,
She drew her sandals off, and to the knee
Girt up her gown, and by a willow-tree
Went down into the water, and but sank
Up to mid-leg therein; but from the bank
She scarce had gone three steps, before a voice
Called out to her, "Stay, Psyche, and rejoice
That I am here to help thee, a poor reed,
The soother of the loving hearts that bleed,
The pourer forth of notes, that oft have made
The weak man strong, and the rash man afraid.
"Sweet child, when by me now thy dear foot trod,
I knew thee for the loved one of our god;
Then prithee take my counsel in good part;
Go to the shore again, and rest thine heart
[Pg 74]In sleep awhile, until the sun get low,
And then across the river shalt thou go
And find these evil creatures sleeping fast,
And on the bushes whereby they have passed
Much golden wool; take what seems good to thee,
And ere the sun sets go back easily.
But if within that mead thou sett'st thy feet
While yet they wake, an ill death shalt thou meet,
For they are of a cursed man-hating race,
Bred by a giant in a lightless place."
But at these words soft tears filled Psyche's eyes
As hope of love within her heart did rise;
And when she saw she was not helpless yet
Her old desire she would not quite forget;
But turning back, upon the bank she lay
In happy dreams till nigh the end of day;
Then did she cross and gather of the wool,
And with her bosom and her gown-skirt full
Came back to Venus at the sun-setting;
But she afar off saw it glistering
And cried aloud, "Go, take the slave away,
And keep her safe for yet another day,
And on the morning will I think again
Of some fresh task, since with so little pain
She doeth what the gods find hard enow;
For since the winds were pleased this waif to blow
Unto my door, a fool I were indeed,
If I should fail to use her for my need."
So her they led away from that bright sun,
[Pg 75]Now scarce more hopeful that the task was done,
Since by those bitter words she knew full well
Another tale the coming day would tell.

But the next morn upon a turret high,
Where the wind kissed her raiment lovingly,
Stood Venus waiting her; and when she came
She said, "O slave, thy city's very shame,
Lift up thy cunning eyes, and looking hence
Shalt thou behold betwixt these battlements,
A black and barren mountain set aloof
From the green hills, shaped like a palace roof.
Ten leagues from hence it lieth, toward the north,
And from its rocks a fountain welleth forth,
Black like itself, and floweth down its side,
And in a while part into Styx doth glide,
And part into Cocytus runs away,
Now coming thither by the end of day,
Fill me this ewer from out the awful stream;
Such task a sorceress like thee will deem
A little matter; bring it not to pass,
And if thou be not made of steel or brass,
To-morrow shalt thou find the bitterest day
Thou yet hast known, and all be sport and play
To what thy heart in that hour shall endure—
Behold, I swear it, and my word is sure!"
She turned therewith to go down toward the sea,
To meet her lover, who from Thessaly
[Pg 76]Was come from some well-foughten field of war.
But Psyche, wandering wearily afar,
Reached the bare foot of that black rock at last,
And sat there grieving for the happy past,
For surely now, she thought, no help could be,
She had but reached the final misery,
Nor had she any counsel but to weep.
For not alone the place was very steep,
And craggy beyond measure, but she knew
What well it was that she was driven to,
The dreadful water that the gods swear by,
For there on either hand, as one draws nigh,
Are long-necked dragons ready for the spring,
And many another monstrous nameless thing,
The very sight of which is well-nigh death;
Then the black water as it goes crieth,
"Fly, wretched one, before you come to die!
Die, wretched man! I will not let you fly!
How have you heart to come before me here?
You have no heart, your life is turned to fear!"
Till the wretch falls adown with whirling brain,
And far below the sharp rocks end his pain.
Well then might Psyche wail her wretched fate,
And strive no more, but sitting weep and wait
Alone in that black land for kindly death,
With weary sobbing, wasting life and breath;
But o'er her head there flew the bird of Jove,
The bearer of his servant, friend of Love,
Who, when he saw her, straightway towards her flew,
[Pg 77]And asked her why she wept, and when he knew,
And who she was, he said, "Cease all thy fear,
For to the black waves I thy ewer will bear,
And fill it for thee; but, remember me,
When thou art come unto thy majesty."
Then straight he flew, and through the dragon's wings
Went carelessly, nor feared their clatterings,
But set the ewer, filled, in her right hand,
And on that day saw many another land.

Then Psyche through the night toiled back again,
And as she went, she thought, "Ah! all is vain,
For though once more I just escape indeed,
Yet hath she many another wile at need;
And to these days when I my life first learn,
With unavailing longing shall I turn,
When this that seemeth now so horrible
Shall then seem but the threshold of her hell.
Alas! what shall I do? for even now
In sleep I see her pitiless white brow,
And hear the dreadful sound of her commands,
While with my helpless body and bound hands
I tremble underneath the cruel whips;
And oft for dread of her, with quivering lips
I wake, and waking know the time draws nigh
When nought shall wake me from that misery—
Behold, O Love, because of thee I live,
Because of thee, with these things still I strive."

But over Psyche, unfortunate and sad,
The sun rose unseen on the next morning,
Completely ignorant of the night’s ending
Until her captors’ torches shone with light
In the dreary place, blinding her unused eyes,
And she heard their voices telling her to rise;
She obeyed them, yet feeling faint and pale,
She shrank away and tried to cover her arms
In the front of her gown, and to hide from them
Her little feet within her garment's hem;
But teasing her, they pulled her away,
And led her out into the light of day,
And brought her to a beautiful marble hall
Where the queen sat on her decorated chair,
But as they entered the sunlit space,
She cried out, "Hurry! You who lead my grief and shame."
And when she stood trembling before her, she said,
"Even though you were raised in a palace,
You carry nothing but a slave’s heart,
And it's fitting that you should learn your role,
And understand the status to which you have come;
[Pg 70] Now, pay attention to what yesterday’s folly taught you,
And prepare yourself today to follow my will;
Hey you, bring what I commanded you."

Then two people came forward, each struggling under the weight.
Of a huge, half-bursting sack on their backs,
Which, setting it down, they opened on the floor,
And from their burlap mouths poured a stream
Of mixed seeds, grain, peas, pulses, and wheat,
Poppies and millet, and sweet coriander,
And many more brought from distant lands,
Which, mixing quickly with ready hands,
They piled into a large, confused heap.
Then Venus, standing up from her place, said,
"Slave, I leave you here, but before nightfall
These mixed seeds must be sorted by your hands,
All piled in heaps, each after its own kind,
And if in any heap I might find
An alien seed; you know from yesterday
How disobedient slaves pay the price."
With that, she turned and left the stunning palace.
And rose from its outskirts into the air,
And flew until the sea lay beneath her,
Then, gazing on its green waves lovingly,
She dropped something down, and low she flew
Until she reached the temple she knew
Within a sunny bay of her lovely isle.

But Psyche, unfortunately struggling the whole time
[Pg 71]With a hopeless heart felt the swift hours pass,
And knowing well the bitter mockery
In that task, yet she did all she could
That something might be finished before night,
And she might still ask for a little mercy;
But the early hours of that long feverish task
Passed amid mockery; for often the young women came
Around her, making fun of her shame,
And laughed to see her trembling eagerness,
And how, with a small piece of her dress,
She winnowed out the wheat, and how she bent
Over the millet, hopelessly focused;
And how she carefully guarded a tiny heap
That had just begun, from their long robes' sweep;
And how, with her gown gathered carefully,
She went among the piles that began to lie
Along the floor; though they were small enough,
When shadows lengthened and the sun was low;
But finally, they left her laboring,
Not daring now to cry, lest some small thing
Should escape her blinded eyes, and soon far off
She heard the echoes of their careless taunts.
The shadows grew longer, and the sun sank faster,
Until at last the day was almost over,
And every minute she thought she might hear
The fair Queen’s dreaded footsteps drawing near;
But Love, who moves the earth, skies, and sea,
Saw his old love in her misery,
And wrapped her heart in sudden gentle sleep;
[Pg 72]And meanwhile caused countless ants to crawl
Around her, and they worked so busily
That all, before sundown, was set right,
And homeward went the kingless folk.
Overwhelmed with happiness, she woke up again,
But had hardly time to bless the unseen hands,
That had helped her utter frailty,
Before Venus arrived, fresh from the watery way,
Breathless with the pleasure of the day;
But when she saw the ordered heaps, her smile
Faded, and she shouted, "You are indeed base and vile,
This labor suits you well;
But now I see your feigned simplicity,
Your inner cunning, therefore hope no more,
Since you are well equipped with hidden knowledge,
To escape your due reward, if any day
Passes without some task accomplished!"
With a frown, she walked away, mumbling,
"I've done nothing; tomorrow brings a new task."

So the next morning, they took Psyche
To a terrace overlooking a flowery meadow,
Where Venus sat, hidden from the young sun's rays,
On the fairest of all summer days;
She pointed across the meadows as they approached,
And said, "Look how that stream sparkles as it flows,
And on its banks, my golden sheep now pass,
Nibbling sweet mouthfuls of the flowery grass;
If you, oh cunning slave, today wish to save
[Pg 73] Yourself from well-remembered pain,
Use a bit of your hidden skill,
And fill your bosom with their golden fleece;
Yet don’t rush, but before the sun goes down
Cast it before my feet from out your gown;
Surely today your labor is not too hard."
Then, sadly, poor Psyche continued on her journey,
Wondering where the trap lay, for she knew
It was no easy thing she had to do;
Nor had she failed to notice the smile
With which the goddess admired her guile
That she, unhappy, lacked so completely.
As she thought about these things, she walked through the flower-filled field,
And came to the shimmering river‘s edge;
And, seeing it was neither deep nor wide,
She took off her sandals, and to the knee
Hiked up her gown, and by a willow tree
Went into the water, and sank
Up to mid-leg in it; but from the bank
She had barely taken three steps before a voice
Called out to her, "Stop, Psyche, and rejoice
That I am here to help you, a poor reed,
The soother of loving hearts that bleed,
The one who pours forth notes, that often have made
The weak man strong, and made the reckless afraid.
"Sweet child, when your precious foot touched me,
I recognized you as the beloved of our god;
So please take my advice;
Go back to the shore and rest your heart
[Pg 74] In sleep for a while, until the sun gets low,
And then cross the river and find these evil creatures fast asleep,
And on the bushes where they’ve passed
There’s much golden wool; take what looks good to you,
And return before sunset with ease.
But if you set foot in that meadow
While they’re still awake, an ill death you’ll meet,
For they are a cursed, man-hating race,
Bred by a giant in a dark place."
But at these words, tears welled up in Psyche's eyes.
As hope of love within her heart arose;
And when she realized she was not entirely helpless,
She wouldn’t forget her old desire;
But turning back, she lay on the bank
In sweet dreams until close to the end of the day;
Then she crossed and gathered the wool,
And with her bosom and gown's skirt full
Returned to Venus at sunset;
But she saw it shining from afar
And shouted, "Go, take the slave away,
And keep her safe for yet another day,
And tomorrow I will think again
Of some fresh task, since with so little pain
She does what even the gods find hard;
For since the winds brought this waif to my door,
I would be a fool indeed,
If I failed to use her for my needs."
They took her away from the bright sunlight,
[Pg 75] Now hardly more hopeful that the task was done,
Since by those bitter words she knew full well
Another tale the coming day would tell.

But the next morning, on a tall tower,
Where the wind kissed her garments lovingly,
Stood Venus waiting for her; and when she arrived,
She said, "Oh slave, the shame of your city,
Lift up your cunning eyes, and looking out,
You will see between these battlements,
A black and barren mountain set apart
From the green hills, shaped like a palace roof.
Ten leagues from here, to the north,
From its rocks flows a fountain,
Black like itself, and flows down its side,
And part of it someday glides into Styx,
And part runs off into Cocytus,
Now, arriving there by day’s end,
Fill me this ewer from that dreadful stream;
Such a task a sorceress like you will think
Is easy; fail to accomplish it,
And if you are not made of steel or brass,
Tomorrow you will face the hardest day
You’ve ever known, and all before it
Will seem like a game compared to what your heart
Shall endure then—
I swear it, and my word is sure!"
She turned to head down toward the sea,
To meet her lover, who’d come from Thessaly
[Pg 76] From some well-foughten field of war.
But Psyche, tired from traveling far,
Finally reached the bare foot of that black rock,
And sat there lamenting her happy past,
For surely now, she thought, no help could come,
She had only reached the ultimate misery,
Nor did she have any strategy but to weep.
Not only was the place really steep,
And craggy beyond measure, but she knew
What she was being driven towards,
The dreadful water that the gods swear by,
For on either side, as one approaches,
Are long-necked dragons ready to spring,
And many another monster whose name is lost,
The mere sight of which is nearly lethal;
Then the black water, as it flows, cries,
"Flee, wretched one, before you come to die!
Die, miserable creature! I will not let you escape!
How do you dare to come before me here?
You have no heart; your life is consumed by fear!"
Until the wretch falls, spinning out of control,
And the sharp rocks below end his pain.
Well, Psyche might lament her unfortunate fate,
And strive no more but sit and weep and wait
Alone in that black land for a kind death,
With weary sobs, wasting life and breath;
But overhead flew the bird of Jove,
The bearer of his servant, friend of Love,
Who, when he saw her, immediately flew towards her,
[Pg 77] And asked her why she wept, and when he learned,
And who she was, he said, "Cease all your fear,
For to the black waves I’ll carry your ewer,
And fill it for you; but remember me,
When you arrive at your majesty."
Then he flew straight through the dragon's wings.
Went carelessly, unafraid of their clatter,
But placed the filled ewer in her right hand,
And on that day saw many other lands.

Psyche worked hard through the night,
And as she walked, she thought, "Ah! all is in vain,
For although I just escaped again,
She still has many other traps in store;
And these days when I first learned about life,
I will turn back to with unfulfilled longing,
When this that seems so horrible now
Will then seem but the threshold of her hell.
Alas! what shall I do? for even now
In sleep, I see her merciless white brow,
And hear the dreadful sound of her commands,
While with my helpless body and bound hands
I tremble beneath the cruel whips;
And often, terrified of her, with quivering lips
I wake, and waking know the time draws near
When nothing will wake me from that misery—
Behold, O Love, because of you I live,
Because of you, these things I still strive."

 

 

Now with the risen sun her weary feet
The late-strewn roses of the floor did meet
Upon the marble threshold of the place;
But she being brought before the matchless face,
Fresh with the new life of another day,
Beheld her wondering, for the goddess lay
With half-shut eyes upon her golden bed,
And when she entered scarcely turned her head,
But smiling spake, "The gods are good to thee,
Nor shalt thou always be mine enemy;
But one more task I charge thee with to-day,
Now unto Proserpine take thou thy way,
And give this golden casket to her hands,
And pray the fair Queen of the gloomy lands
To fill the void shell with that beauty rare
That long ago as queen did set her there;
Nor needest thou to fail in this new thing,
Who hast to-day the heart and wit to bring
This dreadful water, and return alive;
And, that thou may'st the more in this thing strive,
If thou returnest I will show at last
My kindness unto thee, and all the past
Shalt thou remember as an ugly dream."
And now at first to Psyche did it seem
Her heart was softening to her, and the thought
Swelled her full heart to sobbing, and it brought
[Pg 79]Into her yearning eyes half-happy tears:
But on her way cold thoughts and dreadful fears
Rose in her heart, for who indeed could teach
A living soul that dread abode to reach
And yet return? and then once more it seemed
The hope of mercy was but lightly dreamed,
And she remembered that triumphant smile,
And needs must think, "This is the final wile,
Alas! what trouble must a goddess take
So weak a thing as this poor heart to break.
"See now this tower! from off its top will I
Go quick to Proserpine—ah, good to die!
Rather than hear those shameful words again,
And bear that unimaginable pain
Which she has hoarded for to-morrow morn;
Now is the ending of my life forlorn!
O Love, farewell, thou seest all hope is dead,
Thou seest what torments on my wretched head
Thy bitter mother doth not cease to heap;
Farewell, O Love, for thee and life I weep.
Alas, my foolish heart! alas, my sin!
Alas, for all the love I could not win!"

Now was this tower both old enough and grey,
Built by some king forgotten many a day,
And no man dwelt there, now that bitter war
From that bright land had long been driven afar;
There now she entered, trembling and afraid;
But 'neath her doubtful steps the dust long laid
In utter rest, rose up into the air,
[Pg 80]And wavered in the wind that down the stair
Rushed to the door; then she drew back a pace,
Moved by the coolness of the lonely place
That for so long had seen no ray of sun.
Then shuddering did she hear these words begun,
Like a wind's moaning voice, "Have thou no fear
The hollow words of one long slain to hear!
Thou livest, and thy hope is not yet dead,
And if thou heedest me, thou well may'st tread
The road to hell, and yet return again.
"For thou must go o'er many a hill and plain
Until to Sparta thou art come at last,
And when the ancient city thou hast passed
A mountain shalt thou reach, that men now call
Mount Tænarus, that riseth like a wall
'Twixt plain and upland, therein shalt thou find
The wide mouth of a cavern huge and blind,
Wherein there cometh never any sun,
Whose dreadful darkness all things living shun;
This shun thou not, but yet take care to have
Three honey-cakes thy soul alive to save,
And in thy mouth a piece of money set,
Then through the dark go boldly, and forget
The stories thou hast heard of death and hell,
And heed my words, and then shall all be well.
"For when thou hast passed through that cavern blind,
A place of dim grey meadows shalt thou find,
Wherethrough to inmost hell a path doth lead,
[Pg 81]Which follow thou, with diligence and heed;
For as thou goest there, thou soon shalt see
Two men like peasants loading painfully
A fallen ass; these unto thee will call
To help them, but give thou no heed at all,
But pass them swiftly; and then soon again
Within a shed three crones shalt thou see plain
Busily weaving, who shall bid thee leave
The road and fill their shuttles while they weave,
But slacken not thy steps for all their prayers,
For these are shadows only, and set snares.
"At last thou comest to a water wan,
And at the bank shall be the ferryman
Surly and grey; and when he asketh thee
Of money for thy passage, hastily
Show him thy mouth, and straight from off thy lip
The money he will take, and in his ship
Embark thee and set forward; but beware,
For on thy passage is another snare;
From out the waves a grisly head shall come,
Most like thy father thou hast left at home,
And pray for passage long and piteously,
But on thy life of him have no pity,
Else art thou lost; also thy father lives,
And in the temples of the high gods gives
Great daily gifts for thy returning home.
"When thou unto the other side art come,
A palace shalt thou see of fiery gold,
And by the door thereof shalt thou behold
[Pg 82]An ugly triple monster, that shall yell
For thine undoing; now behold him well,
And into each mouth of him cast a cake,
And no more heed of thee then shall he take,
And thou may'st pass into a glorious hall
Where many a wonder hangs upon the wall;
But far more wonderful than anything
The fair slim consort of the gloomy King,
Arrayed all royally shalt thou behold,
Who sitting on a carven throne of gold,
Whene'er thou enterest shall rise up to thee,
And bid thee welcome there most lovingly,
And pray thee on a royal bed to sit,
And share her feast; yet eat thou not of it,
But sitting on the ground eat bread alone,
Then do thy message kneeling by her throne;
And when thou hast the gift, return with speed;
The sleepy dog of thee shall take no heed,
The ferryman shall bear thee on thy way
Without more words, and thou shalt see the day
Unharmed if that dread box thou openest not;
But if thou dost, then death shall be thy lot.

"O beautiful, when safe thou com'st again,
Remember me, who lie here in such pain
Unburied; set me in some tomb of stone.
When thou hast gathered every little bone;
But never shalt thou set thereon a name,
Because my ending was with grief and shame,
[Pg 83]Who was a Queen like thee long years agone,
And in this tower so long have lain alone."

Then, pale and full of trouble, Psyche went
Bearing the casket, and her footsteps bent
To Lacedæmon, and thence found her way
To Tænarus, and there the golden day
For that dark cavern did she leave behind;
Then, going boldly through it, did she find
The shadowy meads which that wide way ran through,
Under a seeming sky 'twixt grey and blue;
No wind blew there, there was no bird or tree,
Or beast, and dim grey flowers she did but see
That never faded in that changeless place,
And if she had but seen a living face
Most strange and bright she would have thought it there,
Or if her own face, troubled yet so fair,
The still pools by the road-side could have shown
The dimness of that place she might have known;
But their dull surface cast no image back,
For all but dreams of light that land did lack.
So on she passed, still noting every thing,
Nor yet had she forgotten there to bring
The honey-cakes and money: in a while
She saw those shadows striving hard to pile
The bales upon the ass, and heard them call,
"O woman, help us! for our skill is small
And we are feeble in this place indeed;"
But swiftly did she pass, nor gave them heed,
[Pg 84]Though after her from far their cries they sent.
Then a long way adown that road she went,
Not seeing aught, till, as the Shade had said,
She came upon three women in a shed
Busily weaving, who cried, "Daughter, leave
The beaten road a while, and as we weave
Fill thou our shuttles with these endless threads,
For here our eyes are sleepy, and our heads
Are feeble in this miserable place."
But for their words she did but mend her pace,
Although her heart beat quick as she passed by.

Then on she went, until she could espy
The wan, grey river lap the leaden bank
Wherefrom there sprouted sparsely sedges rank,
And there the road had end in that sad boat
Wherein the dead men unto Minos float;
There stood the ferryman, who now, seeing her, said,
"O living soul, that thus among the dead
Hast come, on whatso errand, without fear,
Know thou that penniless none passes here;
Of all the coins that rich men have on earth
To buy the dreadful folly they call mirth,
But one they keep when they have passed the grave
That o'er this stream a passage they may have;
And thou, though living, art but dead to me,
Who here, immortal, see mortality
Pass, stripped of this last thing that men desire
Unto the changeless meads or changeless fire."
[Pg 85]Speechless she shewed the money on her lip
Which straight he took, and set her in the ship,
And then the wretched, heavy oars he threw
Into the rowlocks and the flood they drew;
Silent, with eyes that looked beyond her face,
He laboured, and they left the dreary place.
But midmost of that water did arise
A dead man, pale, with ghastly staring eyes
That somewhat like her father still did seem,
But in such wise as figures in a dream;
Then with a lamentable voice it cried,
"O daughter, I am dead, and in this tide
For ever shall I drift, an unnamed thing,
Who was thy father once, a mighty king,
Unless thou take some pity on me now,
And bid the ferryman turn here his prow,
That I with thee to some abode may cross;
And little unto thee will be the loss,
And unto me the gain will be to come
To such a place as I may call a home,
Being now but dead and empty of delight,
And set in this sad place 'twixt dark and light."
Now at these words the tears ran down apace
For memory of the once familiar face,
And those old days, wherein, a little child
'Twixt awe and love beneath those eyes she smiled;
False pity moved her very heart, although
The guile of Venus she failed not to know,
But tighter round the casket clasped her hands,
And shut her eyes, remembering the commands
[Pg 86]Of that dead queen: so safe to land she came.

And there in that grey country, like a flame
Before her eyes rose up the house of gold,
And at the gate she met the beast threefold,
Who ran to meet her open-mouthed, but she
Unto his jaws the cakes cast cunningly,
But trembling much; then on the ground he lay
Lolling his heads, and let her go her way;
And so she came into the mighty hall,
And saw those wonders hanging on the wall,
That all with pomegranates was covered o'er
In memory of the meal on that sad shore,
Whereby fair Enna was bewept in vain,
And this became a kingdom and a chain.
But on a throne, the Queen of all the dead
She saw therein with gold-embracéd head,
In royal raiment, beautiful and pale;
Then with slim hands her face did Psyche veil
In worship of her, who said, "Welcome here,
O messenger of Venus! thou art dear
To me thyself indeed, for of thy grace
And loveliness we know e'en in this place;
Rest thee then, fair one, on this royal bed
And with some dainty food shalt thou be fed;
Ho, ye who wait, bring in the tables now!"
Therewith were brought things glorious of show
On cloths and tables royally beseen,
[Pg 87]By damsels each one fairer than a queen,
The very latchets of whose shoes were worth
The royal crown of any queen on earth;
But when upon them Psyche looked, she saw
That all these dainty matters without flaw
Were strange of shape and of strange-blended hues
So every cup and plate did she refuse
Those lovely hands brought to her, and she said,
"O Queen, to me amidst my awe and dread
These things are nought, my message is not done,
So let me rest upon this cold grey stone,
And while my eyes no higher than thy feet
Are lifted, eat the food that mortals eat."
Therewith upon the floor she sat her down
And from the folded bosom of her gown
Drew forth her bread and ate, while with cold eyes
Regarding her 'twixt anger and surprise,
The Queen sat silent for awhile, then spoke,
"Why art thou here, wisest of living folk?
Depart in haste, lest thou shouldst come to be
Thyself a helpless thing and shadowy!
Give me the casket then, thou need'st not say
Wherefore thou thus hast passed the awful way;
Bide there, and for thy mistress shalt thou have
The charm that beauty from all change can save."
Then Psyche rose, and from her trembling hand
Gave her the casket, and awhile did stand
Alone within the hall, that changing light
From burning streams, and shadowy waves of night
[Pg 88]Made strange and dread, till to her, standing there
The world began to seem no longer fair,
Life no more to be hoped for, but that place
The peaceful goal of all the hurrying race,
The house she must return to on some day.
Then sighing scarcely could she turn away
When with the casket came the Queen once more,
And said, "Haste now to leave this shadowy shore
Before thou changest; even now I see
Thine eyes are growing strange, thou look'st on me
E'en as the linnet looks upon the snake.
Behold, thy wisely-guarded treasure take,
And let thy breath of life no longer move
The shadows with the memories of past love."

But Psyche at that name, with quickened heart
Turned eagerly, and hastened to depart
Bearing that burden, hoping for the day;
Harmless, asleep, the triple monster lay,
The ferryman did set her in his boat
Unquestioned, and together did they float
Over the leaden water back again:
Nor saw she more those women bent with pain
Over their weaving, nor the fallen ass,
But swiftly up the grey road did she pass
And well-nigh now was come into the day
By hollow Tænarus, but o'er the way
The wings of Envy brooded all unseen;
Because indeed the cruel and fair Queen
[Pg 89]Knew well how she had sped; so in her breast,
Against the which the dreadful box was pressed,
Grew up at last this foolish, harmful thought.
"Behold how far this beauty I have brought
To give unto my bitter enemy;
Might I not still a very goddess be
If this were mine which goddesses desire,
Yea, what if this hold swift consuming fire,
Why do I think it good for me to live,
That I my body once again may give
Into her cruel hands—come death! come life!
And give me end to all the bitter strife!"
Therewith down by the wayside did she sit
And turned the box round, long regarding it;
But at the last, with trembling hands, undid
The clasp, and fearfully raised up the lid;
But what was there she saw not, for her head
Fell back, and nothing she rememberéd
Of all her life, yet nought of rest she had,
The hope of which makes hapless mortals glad;
For while her limbs were sunk in deadly sleep
Most like to death, over her heart 'gan creep
Ill dreams; so that for fear and great distress
She would have cried, but in her helplessness
Could open not her mouth, or frame a word;
Although the threats of mocking things she heard,
And seemed, amidst new forms of horror bound,
To watch strange endless armies moving round,
With all their sleepless eyes still fixed on her,
Who from that changeless place should never stir.
[Pg 90]Moveless she lay, and in that dreadful sleep
Scarce had the strength some few slow tears to weep.

And there she would have lain for evermore,
A marble image on the shadowy shore
In outward seeming, but within oppressed
With torments, knowing neither hope nor rest
But as she lay the Phœnix flew along
Going to Egypt, and knew all her wrong,
And pitied her, beholding her sweet face,
And flew to Love and told him of her case;
And Love, in guerdon of the tale he told,
Changed all the feathers of his neck to gold,
And he flew on to Egypt glad at heart.
But Love himself gat swiftly for his part
To rocky Tænarus, and found her there
Laid half a furlong from the outer air.

But at that sight out burst the smothered flame
Of love, when he remembered all her shame,
The stripes, the labour, and the wretched fear,
And kneeling down he whispered in her ear,
"Rise, Psyche, and be mine for evermore,
For evil is long tarrying on this shore."
Then when she heard him, straightway she arose,
And from her fell the burden of her woes;
And yet her heart within her well-nigh broke,
When she from grief to happiness awoke;
[Pg 91]And loud her sobbing was in that grey place,
And with sweet shame she covered up her face.
But her dear hands, all wet with tears, he kissed,
And taking them about each dainty wrist
Drew them away, and in a sweet voice said,
"Raise up again, O Psyche, that dear head,
And of thy simpleness have no more shame;
Thou hast been tried, and cast away all blame
Into the sea of woes that thou didst bear,
The bitter pain, the hopelessness, the fear—
Holpen a little, loved with boundless love
Amidst them all—but now the shadows move
Fast toward the west, earth's day is well-nigh done,
One toil thou hast yet; by to-morrow's sun
Kneel the last time before my mother's feet,
Thy task accomplished; and my heart, O sweet,
Shall go with thee to ease thy toilsome way;
Farewell awhile! but that so glorious day
I promised thee of old, now cometh fast,
When even hope thy soul aside shall cast,
Amidst the joy that thou shalt surely win."
So saying, all that sleep he shut within
The dreadful casket, and aloft he flew,
But slowly she unto the cavern drew
Scarce knowing if she dreamed, and so she came
Unto the earth where yet the sun did flame
Low down between the pine-trunks, tall and red,
And with its last beams kissed her golden head.

Now with the rising sun, her weary feet
The scattered roses on the floor did meet
At the marble threshold of the place;
But she, brought before the unmatched face,
Fresh with the new life of another day,
Gazed in wonder, for the goddess lay
With half-closed eyes upon her golden bed,
And when she entered, barely turned her head,
But smiling said, "The gods are kind to you,
And you won’t always be my enemy;
But one more task I ask you to do today,
Now go to Proserpine without delay,
And bring this golden box to her hands,
And ask the fair Queen of the shadowy lands
To fill the empty shell with that rare beauty
That long ago made her a queen so lovely;
And you won't fail in this new task today,
You have the heart and wit to find a way
To fetch this dreadful water and return alive;
And if you come back, I will finally show
My kindness to you, and all that has passed
Will fade from your mind like a bad dream."
And initially, Psyche thought
Her heart was softening toward her, and the thought
Filled her full heart with sobs, and it brought
[Pg 79]Half-happy tears to her yearning eyes:
But on her way, cold thoughts and dreadful fears
Rose in her heart, for who could truly teach
A living soul the way to that dread place
And still return? And then it seemed
The hope of mercy was just a fleeting dream,
And she recalled that confident smile,
And couldn't help but think, "This is the final trick,
Alas! What trouble must a goddess take
To break such a weak thing as this poor heart?
"Check out this tower! From its top, I will"
Hurry to Proserpine—ah, it’s better to die!
Rather than hear those shameful words again,
And endure that unimaginable pain
Which she has held for tomorrow’s morn;
Now my life’s end feels forlorn!
O Love, farewell, you see all hope is gone,
You see the torments my wretched head
Your bitter mother does not cease to heap;
Farewell, O Love, for you and life I weep.
Alas, my foolish heart! Alas, my sin!
Alas, for all the love I could not win!"

Now, this tower was old and gray,
Built by some long-forgotten king, And no man lived there, now that bitter war
Had long been driven far from that bright land;
There she entered, trembling and afraid;
But beneath her hesitant steps, the dust that lay
In utter stillness rose up into the air,
[Pg 80]And swayed in the wind rushing down the stair
Toward the door; then she stepped back a pace,
Moved by the chill of that lonely place
That for so long had seen no sun’s ray.
Then, trembling, she heard these words start,
Like the moaning voice of the wind, "Have no fear
Of the empty words from one long slain!
You live, and your hope is not yet dead,
And if you heed me, you may walk the road to hell,
And still return again.
"For you have to travel over many hills and plains."
Until you reach Sparta at last,
And when you pass through that ancient city,
You will come to a mountain called
Mount Tænarus, rising like a wall
Between the plain and the uplands; there you will find
The wide mouth of a vast, dark cavern,
Where the sun never shines,
And its dreadful darkness is shunned by all living things;
Do not shun this, but be sure to have
Three honey cakes to keep your soul alive,
And place a coin in your mouth,
Then boldly go through the dark and forget
The stories you’ve heard of death and hell,
And heed my words, and all will be well.
"When you have gone through that dark cave,
You will find a place of dim grey meadows,
Through which a path leads to the depths of hell,
[Pg 81]Follow it with diligence and care;
For as you go, you will soon see
Two men like farmers painfully loading
A fallen donkey; they will call you to help,
But give them no heed,
Just pass them quickly; and soon you will see again
Inside a shed three old women busy weaving,
Who will urge you to leave the road and fill
Their shuttles while they weave,
But do not slow down for all their pleas,
For these are only shadows, and they set traps.
"Eventually, you'll reach a dull, gray river,
And at the bank will be the ferryman
Grumpy and grey; and when he asks you
For money for your passage, quickly
Show him the coin in your mouth, and he’ll take it
And set you in his boat;
But beware,
For on your journey is another trap;
From the waves, a grim figure will rise,
Most like your father whom you left at home,
And will plead for passage long and pitifully,
But take no pity on him for your life’s sake;
Otherwise, you are lost; your father lives,
And in the temples of the high gods gives
Great daily offerings for your return home.
"When you get to the other side,
You will see a palace made of fiery gold,
And by its door, you will meet
[Pg 82]An ugly three-headed monster that will roar
For your undoing; now look at him closely,
And cast a cake into each of his mouths,
And he shall pay no more attention to you,
And you may enter a glorious hall
Where many wonders hang upon the walls;
But far more wonderful than anything
Is the fair slim consort of the gloomy King,
Dressed royally, who when you enter
Shall rise to greet you,
And welcome you lovingly,
And ask you to sit on a royal bed,
And share her feast; yet eat nothing of it,
But sit on the ground and eat bread alone,
Then deliver your message kneeling by her throne;
And when you have the gift, return swiftly;
The sleepy dog will take no heed of you,
The ferryman will carry you back
Without more words, and you will see the day
Unharmed if you do not open that dreadful box;
But if you do, death shall be your fate.

"O beautiful one, when you come back safe,
Remember me, who lies here in such pain
Unburied; put me in some stone tomb.
When you have gathered every little bone;
But never shall you write a name upon it,
Because my ending was with grief and shame,
[Pg 83]I was a Queen like you long ago,
And in this tower have lain alone so long."

Then, pale and distressed, Psyche left.
Carrying the box, her footsteps directed
To Lacedæmon, until she found her way
To Tænarus, where she left behind
The golden day for that dark cavern;
Then boldly passing through, she found
The shadowy meadows along that wide path,
Under a seemingly grey and blue sky;
No wind blew there, no bird, tree, or beast,
And she saw only dim grey flowers
That never faded in that unchanging place,
Had she seen a living face
Most strange and bright, she would have thought it there,
Or if her own beautiful face, troubled yet fair,
Could have been shown in the still pools by the road,
The dimness of that place she might have known;
But their dull surface reflected no image back,
For all but dreams of light was lacking in that land.
So she moved on, observing everything,
But did not forget to bring
The honey cakes and coin: soon she saw those shadows
Struggling to load the bales onto the donkey, and heard them call,
"O woman, help us! For our skills are small
And we are weak in this place indeed;"
But she passed by swiftly and gave them no heed,
[Pg 84]Though their cries echoed far behind her.
Then she wandered for a long time down that road,
Not seeing anything, until, as the Shade had said,
She came upon three women in a shed
Busy weaving, who cried, "Daughter, please,
Leave the beaten road for a while, and as we weave,
Fill our shuttles with these endless threads,
For here our eyes are weary, and our heads
Are feeble in this miserable place."
But she paid their words no mind and only quickened her pace,
Even though her heart raced as she walked by.

Then she continued on until she could see
The pale, grey river lapping at the leaden bank
From which sparsely grew rank sedges,
And there the road ended at that sad boat
Where the dead are ferried to Minos;
The ferryman, seeing her now, said,
"O living soul, who among the dead
Has come, what errand you bring without fear,
Know that no one passes here without a fee;
Of all the coins rich men have on earth
To buy the dreadful delusion called joy,
They keep one coin to cross this stream,
And you, though alive, are dead to me,
Who here, immortal, see mortality
Pass by deprived of this last thing men desire
To reach the unchanging meadows or unchanging fire."
[Pg 85]Still in shock, she displayed the coin on her lip.
Which he quickly took, and set her in the boat,
Then he plunged the heavy oars into the water,
And silently, with eyes fixed beyond her face,
He rowed, and they left that dreary place.
But in the middle of that water, something emerged.
A dead man, pale, with ghastly staring eyes
That somewhat resembled her father still,
But in such a way as figures in a dream;
Then with a mournful voice it cried,
"O daughter, I am dead, and in this tide
Forever shall I drift, an unnamed thing,
Who was your father once, a mighty king,
Unless you take some pity on me now,
And tell the ferryman to turn his boat,
So I may cross with you to some abode;
And to you, the loss will be nothing,
And to me, the gain will be coming
To such a place as I may call home,
Being now but dead and devoid of delight,
Set in this sad place between dark and light."
As she heard these words, tears ran down her face.
For memories of the once-familiar face,
And those old days when, as a little child,
She smiled beneath her father's gaze in awe and love;
False compassion stirred her very heart, even though
She knew the deception of Venus well,
But she tightened her grip on the casket,
And closed her eyes, recalling the commands
[Pg 86]Of that dead queen: thus she reached the shore safely.

And there in that gray land, like a flame
Before her eyes rose the golden house,
And at the gate she met the three-headed beast,
Who ran to meet her with an open mouth, but she
Threw the cakes cunningly to his jaws,
Trembling all the while; then he lay on the ground,
Lolling his heads, and let her go on her way;
And so she entered the mighty hall,
And saw those wonders hanging on the wall,
All covered with pomegranates
In memory of the meal on that sad shore,
Where fair Enna was wept for in vain,
And this became a kingdom and a chain.
But on a throne, the Queen of all the dead
She saw there with a golden crown,
In royal garments, beautiful and pale;
Then with slim hands Psyche veiled her face
In worship of her, who said, "Welcome here,
O messenger of Venus! You are dear
To me for your grace and loveliness, we know it even here;
Rest now, fair one, on this royal bed
And you shall be served with some delicate food;
Ho, you who wait, bring in the tables now!"
Then things that were glorious to see were presented.
On cloths and tables fit for royalty,
[Pg 87]By maidens each one fairer than a queen,
The very latchets of whose shoes were worth
The royal crown of any queen on earth;
But when Psyche looked upon them, she saw
That all these dainty matters without flaw
Were strange in shape and of blended hues
So every cup and plate she refused
Brought to her by those lovely hands, and she said,
"O Queen, amid my awe and dread
These things are nothing; my message is not done,
So let me rest upon this cold grey stone,
And while my eyes no higher than your feet
Are lifted, I will eat the food that mortals eat."
Then she sat down on the floor.
And from the folded bosom of her gown
Took out her bread and ate, while with cold eyes
The Queen regarded her, both angry and surprised,
The Queen sat in silence for a while, then spoke,
"Why are you here, wisest of the living?
Depart quickly, lest you become
A helpless shadow yourself!
Give me the box, you need not say
Why you have passed this dreadful way;
Stay here, and for your mistress you shall have
The charm that saves beauty from all change."
Then Psyche stood up, trembling, And handed her the box, momentarily alone In that hall, as the light From blazing streams and dark waves of night Became strange and terrifying, until, standing there, The world started to seem unfair, Life seemed hopeless, and that place Turned into the peaceful destination of the frantic race, The home she would have to return to one day.   With a sigh, she could barely turn away When the Queen came back with the box again And said, "You need to hurry and leave this shadowy shore Before you change; I can see even now Your eyes are growing odd, you look at me Like a linnet staring at a snake. Take your carefully guarded treasure, And let your breath of life no longer disturb The shadows with memories of past love."   But at the mention of that name, with a racing heart, Psyche turned eagerly and rushed to leave, Carrying that burden with hopes for the day; Harmless and asleep, the three-headed monster lay, The ferryman placed her in his boat Without question, and together they drifted Over the heavy water again: She didn’t see those women burdened with pain From their weaving, nor the fallen donkey, But quickly moved up the gray road, And now she was nearly into the day By hollow Tænarus, but unseen above the way The wings of Envy hovered; For the cruel and beautiful Queen Knew well how she had fared, and within her heart, Against which the dreadful box was pressed, This foolish, harmful thought began to grow.   "Look how far this beauty I've brought To give to my bitter enemy; Could I not still be a goddess If this were mine, which goddesses desire? Yes, what if this held a swift, consuming fire? Why do I think it’s good for me to live, To give my body again Into her cruel hands—come death! come life! And grant me an end to all this bitter struggle!"   With that thought, she sat by the wayside And turned the box around, examining it for a long time; Finally, with trembling hands, she undid The clasp and fearfully lifted the lid; But she didn’t see what was inside, For her head fell back, and she remembered nothing Of her life, yet found no rest, The hope of which makes unfortunate mortals glad; For while her limbs sank into a deadly sleep Most like death, dark dreams began to creep over her heart; So that in fear and great distress She would have cried, but in her helplessness Could not open her mouth or form a word; Though she heard others mocking her, And seemed to watch strange endless armies moving around, With all their sleepless eyes fixed on her, Who from that unchanging place would never stir.   Motionless she lay, and in that dreadful sleep Could barely muster the strength to shed a few slow tears.   And there she could have remained forever, A marble figure on the shadowy shore In outward appearance, but within tormented By anguish, knowing neither hope nor rest But as she lay, the Phoenix flew by Going to Egypt, aware of all her wrongs, And pitied her, seeing her sweet face, And flew to Love to tell him of her plight; And Love, grateful for the tale he heard, Changed all the feathers of his neck to gold, And joyfully flew on to Egypt. But Love himself hurried to the rocky Tænarus, And found her there Lying half a furlong from the outer air.   But at that sight, the smothered flame Of love burst forth when he remembered all her shame, The stripes, the labor, and the wretched fear, And kneeling, he whispered in her ear, "Rise, Psyche, and be mine forever, For evil has long lingered on this shore." Then when she heard him, she immediately rose, And the weight of her woes fell from her; Yet her heart felt as if it would break, When from grief she awoke to happiness;   And her sobs echoed in that gray place, And with sweet shame, she covered her face.   But he kissed her dear hands, all wet with tears, And taking them around her delicate wrists Drew them away, and in a gentle voice said, "Lift your dear head again, O Psyche, And feel no more shame for your simplicity; You have been tested and shed all blame Into the sea of woes that you bore, The bitter pain, the hopelessness, the fear— Helped a little, loved with boundless love Amidst them all—but now the shadows move Quickly toward the west, earth’s day is almost done, One last task remains; by tomorrow’s sun Kneel one last time before my mother’s feet, Your mission accomplished; and my heart, dear, Shall accompany you to ease your toilsome way; Farewell for now! But that glorious day I promised you long ago is approaching fast, When even hope will leave your soul, Amidst the joy that you shall surely earn."   As he said this, he locked all that sleep within The dreadful box and soared away, But slowly she made her way to the cavern, Barely certain if she was dreaming, and so she arrived At the earth where the sun still blazed Low down between the tall, red pine trunks, And with its last beams kissed her golden head.

 

 

With what words Love unto the Father prayed
I know not, nor what deeds the balance weighed;
But this I know, that he prayed not in vain,
And Psyche's life the heavenly crown shall gain;
So round about the messenger was sent
To tell immortals of their King's intent,
And bid them gather to the Father's hall.
But while they got them ready at his call,
On through the night was Psyche toiling still,
To whom no pain nor weariness seemed ill
Since now once more she knew herself beloved;
But when the unresting world again had moved
Round into golden day, she came again
To that fair place where she had borne such pain,
And flushed and joyful in despite her fear,
Unto the goddess did she draw anear,
And knelt adown before her golden seat,
Laying the fatal casket at her feet;
Then at the first no word the Sea-born said,
But looked afar over her golden head,
Pondering upon the mighty deeds of fate;
While Psyche still, as one who well may wait,
Knelt, calm and motionless, nor said a word,
But ever thought of her sweet lovesome lord.
At last the Queen said, "Girl, I bid thee rise,
[Pg 93]For now hast thou found favour in mine eyes;
And I repent me of the misery
That in this place thou hast endured of me,
Although because of it, thy joy indeed
Shall now be more, that pleasure is thy meed."
Then bending, on the forehead did she kiss
Fair Psyche, who turned red for shame and bliss;
But Venus smiled again on her, and said,
"Go now, and bathe, and be as well arrayed
As thou shouldst be, to sit beside my son;
I think thy life on earth is well-nigh done."

So thence once more was Psyche led away,
And cast into no prison on that day,
But brought unto a bath beset with flowers,
Made dainty with a fount's sweet-smelling showers,
And there being bathed, e'en in such fair attire
As veils the glorious Mother of Desire
Her limbs were veiled, then in the wavering shade,
Amidst the sweetest garden was she laid,
And while the damsels round her watch did keep,
At last she closed her weary eyes in sleep,
And woke no more to earth, for ere the day
Had yet grown late, once more asleep she lay
Within the West Wind's mighty arms, nor woke
Until the light of heaven upon her broke,
And on her trembling lips she felt the kiss
Of very Love, and mortal yet, for bliss
Must fall a-weeping. O for me! that I,
[Pg 94]Who late have told her woe and misery,
Must leave untold the joy unspeakable
That on her tender wounded spirit fell!
Alas! I try to think of it in vain,
My lyre is but attuned to tears and pain,
How shall I sing the never-ending day?

Led by the hand of Love she took her way
Unto a vale beset with heavenly trees,
Where all the gathered gods and goddesses
Abode her coming; but when Psyche saw
The Father's face, she fainting with her awe
Had fallen, but that Love's arm held her up.
Then brought the cup-bearer a golden cup,
And gently set it in her slender hand,
And while in dread and wonder she did stand,
The Father's awful voice smote on her ear,
"Drink now, O beautiful, and have no fear!
For with this draught shalt thou be born again.
And live for ever free from care and pain."

Then, pale as privet, took she heart to drink,
And therewithal most strange new thoughts did think,
And unknown feelings seized her, and there came
Sudden remembrance, vivid as a flame,
Of everything that she had done on earth,
Although it all seemed changed in weight and worth,
Small things becoming great, and great things small;
And godlike pity touched her therewithal
[Pg 95]For her old self, for sons of men that die;
And that sweet new-born immortality
Now with full love her rested spirit fed.

Then in that concourse did she lift her head,
And stood at last a very goddess there,
And all cried out at seeing her grown so fair.

So while in heaven quick passed the time away,
About the ending of that lovely day,
Bright shone the low sun over all the earth
For joy of such a wonderful new birth.

With what words did Love pray to the Father?
I don't know, nor what deeds tipped the scale;
But I do know that he did not pray in vain,
And Psyche's life will gain the heavenly crown;
So around the messenger was sent
To tell the immortals of their King's plan,
And ask them to gather in the Father's hall.
But while they got ready at his request,
Through the night, Psyche was still working away,
To whom no pain or weariness seemed difficult
Since once again she knew she was loved;
But when the restless world had turned
Back into golden day, she returned
To that beautiful place where she had suffered so much,
And flushed with joy despite her fear,
She approached the goddess, drawing near,
And knelt before her golden seat,
Laying the fateful casket at her feet;
At first, the Sea-born said nothing,
But looked far over her golden head,
Contemplating the mighty deeds of fate;
While Psyche, still, as one who can wait,
Kneeling, calm and motionless, didn't say a word,
But continually thought of her sweet beloved lord.
Finally, the Queen said, "Girl, I command you to stand up,
[Pg 93]For now you have found favor in my eyes;
And I regret the misery
That you have endured in this place because of me,
Though because of it, your joy will indeed
Now be greater, for pleasure is your reward."
Then she leaned down and kissed
Fair Psyche, who turned red with shame and happiness;
But Venus smiled at her again and said,
"Go now, and bathe, and dress yourself nicely
As you should to sit beside my son;
I think your life on earth is almost done."

Once again, Psyche was taken away,
And was cast into no prison that day,
But brought to a bath surrounded by flowers,
Made fragrant with a fountain's sweet-smelling showers,
And after being bathed, in such lovely attire
As veils the glorious Mother of Desire
Her limbs were covered, then in the gentle shade,
Amidst the sweetest garden, she was laid,
And while the maidens around her kept watch,
At last, she closed her weary eyes in sleep,
And woke no more to the earth, for before the day
Had even grown late, she lay asleep again
In the mighty arms of the West Wind, and did not wake
Until the light of heaven fell upon her,
And on her trembling lips, she felt the kiss
Of true Love, and mortal yet, for bliss
Must fall a-weeping. Oh, for me! that I,
[Pg 94]Who have recently told her woe and misery,
Must leave untold the unspeakable joy
That fell upon her tender wounded spirit!
Alas! I try to think of it in vain,
My lyre is only tuned to tears and pain,
How shall I sing the never-ending day?

Guided by the hand of Love, she journeyed forward.
To a valley surrounded by heavenly trees,
Where all the gathered gods and goddesses
Awaited her arrival; but when Psyche saw
The Father's face, she fainted from her awe
Had fallen, but Love's arm held her up.
Then the cupbearer brought a golden cup,
And gently placed it in her slender hand,
And while in fear and wonder she stood,
The Father's powerful voice struck her ear,
"Drink now, O beautiful, and have no fear!
For with this drink, you shall be reborn.
And live forever free from care and pain."

Then, pale as a flower, she mustered her courage to drink,
And alongside this, most strange new thoughts arose,
And unfamiliar feelings took hold of her, and there came
Sudden remembrance, vivid as a flame,
Of everything she had done on earth,
Though it all seemed altered in weight and value,
Small things becoming significant, and great things small;
And godlike pity touched her for
[Pg 95]Her old self, for the sons of men that die;
And that sweet new-born immortality
Now filled her rested spirit with full love.

Then in that gathering, she raised her head,
And stood at last a true goddess there,
And all cried out at seeing her become so fair.

So while in heaven, time flew by quickly,
Around the ending of that lovely day,
Bright shone the low sun over all the earth
For joy of such a wonderful new birth.

 

 

Or e'er his tale was done, night held the earth;
Yea, the brown bird grown bold, as sounds of mirth
Grew faint and scanty, now his tale had done,
And by his mate abode the next day's sun;
And in those old hearts did the story move
Remembrance of the mighty deeds of love,
And with these thoughts did hopes of life arise,
Till tears unseen were in their ancient eyes,
And in their yearning hearts unspoken prayers,
And idle seemed the world with all its cares.

Few words they said; the balmy odorous wind
Wandered about, some resting-place to find;
The young leaves rustled 'neath its gentle breath,
And here and there some blossom burst his sheath,
Adding unnoticed fragrance to the night;
But, as they pondered, a new golden light
Streamed over the green garden, and they heard
Sweet voices sing some ancient poet's word
In praise of May, and then in sight there came
The minstrels' figures underneath the flame
Of scented torches passing 'twixt the trees,
And soon the dusky hall grew bright with these,
And therewithal they put all thought away,
And midst the tinkling harps drank deep to May.

Before he could finish his story, night fell over the land;
Yes, the brown bird, now confident, as sounds of laughter
Became quiet and scarce, since his story was over,
And beside his mate awaited the next day's sun;
And in those old hearts, the tale stirred up
Memories of great acts of love,
And with these thoughts, hopes for life arose,
Until invisible tears gathered in their ancient eyes,
And in their longing hearts, unspoken prayers,
And the world seemed pointless with all its worries.

They said little; the sweet, soft breeze
Drifted around, trying to find a place to rest;
The young leaves rustled under its soft touch,
And here and there, a blossom broke free,
Adding unnoticed sweetness to the night;
But as they reflected, a new golden light
Poured over the green garden, and they heard
Sweet voices singing some ancient poet's lines
In praise of May, and then in view came
The musicians’ figures beneath the glow
Of fragrant torches moving between the trees,
And soon the dim hall brightened with them,
And with that, they set all thoughts aside,
And amidst the tinkling harps, they toasted to May.

 

 

Through many changes had the May-tide passed,
The hope of summer oft had been o'ercast,
Ere midst the gardens they once more were met;
But now the full-leaved trees might well forget
The changeful agony of doubtful spring,
For summer pregnant with so many a thing
Was at the door; right hot had been the day
Which they amid the trees had passed away,
And now betwixt the tulip beds they went
Unto the hall, and thoughts of days long spent
Gathered about them, as some blossom's smell
Unto their hearts familiar tales did tell.
But when they well were settled in the hall,
And now behind the trees the sun 'gan fall,
And they as yet no history had heard,
Laurence, the Swabian priest, took up the word,
And said, "Ye know from what has gone before,
That in my youth I followed mystic lore,
And many books I read in seeking it,
And through my memory this same eve doth flit
A certain tale I found in one of these,
Long ere mine eyes had looked upon the seas;
It made me shudder in the times gone by,
When I believed in many a mystery
I thought divine, that now I think, forsooth,
Men's own fears made, to fill the place of truth
Within their foolish hearts; short is the tale,
And therefore will the better now avail
To fill the space before the night comes on,
And unto rest once more the world is won.

Through many changes, the May-tide had passed,
The hope of summer often felt overshadowed,
Before they once again met in the gardens;
But now the fully-leaved trees could easily forget
The troubled pain of uncertain spring,
Because summer, full of so many possibilities,
Was right at the door; it had been a really hot day
That they spent among the trees,
And now, between the tulip beds, they walked
To the hall, with memories of days long past
Surrounding them, as familiar scents of blossoms
Brought back stories to their hearts.
But once they were comfortably settled in the hall,
And the sun began to set behind the trees,
And they had not yet heard any stories,
Laurence, the Swabian priest, spoke up,
And said, "You know from what has happened before,
That in my youth I pursued mystical knowledge,
And I read many books to seek it out,
And tonight, a certain tale comes to mind
From one of those books,
Long before I had ever seen the seas;
It made me shiver in days gone by,
When I believed in many mysteries
I thought were divine, that now I believe, honestly,
Were just fears created by people,
To fill the void left by truth
In their foolish hearts; it’s a short tale,
And that will make it perfect now
To fill the time before night settles in,
And the world once more finds its way to rest.

 

 


THE WRITING ON THE IMAGE.

ARGUMENT.

How on an image that stood anciently in Rome were written certain words, which none understood, until a Scholar, coming there, knew their meaning, and thereby discovered great marvels, but withal died miserably.

How on an image that stood long ago in Rome were written certain words, which no one understood, until a Scholar arrived and figured out their meaning, discovering great wonders but ultimately dying in a terrible way.

 

In half-forgotten days of old,
As by our fathers we were told,
Within the town of Rome there stood
An image cut of cornel wood,
And on the upraised hand of it
Men might behold these letters writ:
"Percute hic:" which is to say,
In that tongue that we speak to-day,
"Strike here!" nor yet did any know
The cause why this was written so.

Thus in the middle of the square,
In the hot sun and summer air,
The snow-drift and the driving rain,
That image stood, with little pain,
[Pg 99]For twice a hundred years and ten;
While many a band of striving men
Were driven betwixt woe and mirth
Swiftly across the weary earth,
From nothing unto dark nothing:
And many an emperor and king,
Passing with glory or with shame,
Left little record of his name,
And no remembrance of the face
Once watched with awe for gifts or grace
Fear little, then, I counsel you,
What any son of man can do;
Because a log of wood will last
While many a life of man goes past,
And all is over in short space.

Now so it chanced that to this place
There came a man of Sicily,
Who when the image he did see,
Knew full well who, in days of yore,
Had set it there; for much strange lore,
In Egypt and in Babylon,
This man with painful toil had won;
And many secret things could do;
So verily full well he knew
That master of all sorcery
Who wrought the thing in days gone by,
And doubted not that some great spell
It guarded, but could nowise tell
[Pg 100]What it might be. So, day by day,
Still would he loiter on the way,
And watch the image carefully,
Well mocked of many a passer-by.
And on a day he stood and gazed
Upon the slender finger, raised
Against a doubtful cloudy sky,
Nigh noontide; and thought, "Certainly
The master who made thee so fair
By wondrous art, had not stopped there,
But made thee speak, had he not thought
That thereby evil might be brought
Upon his spell." But as he spoke,
From out a cloud the noon sun broke
With watery light, and shadows cold:
Then did the Scholar well behold
How, from that finger carved to tell
Those words, a short black shadow fell
Upon a certain spot of ground,
And thereon, looking all around
And seeing none heeding, went straightway
Whereas the finger's shadow lay,
And with his knife about the place
A little circle did he trace;
Then home he turned with throbbing head,
And forthright gat him to his bed,
And slept until the night was late
And few men stirred from gate to gate.
So when at midnight he did wake,
[Pg 101]Pickaxe and shovel did he take,
And, going to that now silent square,
He found the mark his knife made there,
And quietly with many a stroke
The pavement of the place he broke:
And so, the stones being set apart,
He 'gan to dig with beating heart,
And from the hole in haste he cast
The marl and gravel; till at last,
Full shoulder high, his arms were jarred,
For suddenly his spade struck hard
With clang against some metal thing:
And soon he found a brazen ring,
All green with rust, twisted, and great
As a man's wrist, set in a plate
Of copper, wrought all curiously
With words unknown though plain to see,
Spite of the rust; and flowering trees,
And beasts, and wicked images,
Whereat he shuddered: for he knew
What ill things he might come to do,
If he should still take part with these
And that Great Master strive to please.
But small time had he then to stand
And think, so straight he set his hand
Unto the ring, but where he thought
That by main strength it must be brought
From out its place, lo! easily
It came away, and let him see
[Pg 102]A winding staircase wrought of stone,
Wherethrough the new-come wind did moan.
Then thought he, "If I come alive
From out this place well shall I thrive,
For I may look here certainly
The treasures of a king to see,
A mightier man than men are now.
So in few days what man shall know
The needy Scholar, seeing me
Great in the place where great men be,
The richest man in all the land?
Beside the best then shall I stand,
And some unheard-of palace have;
And if my soul I may not save
In heaven, yet here in all men's eyes
Will I make some sweet paradise,
With marble cloisters, and with trees
And bubbling wells, and fantasies,
And things all men deem strange and rare,
And crowds of women kind and fair,
That I may see, if so I please,
Laid on the flowers, or mid the trees
With half-clad bodies wandering.
There, dwelling happier than the king,
What lovely days may yet be mine!
How shall I live with love and wine,
And music, till I come to die!
And then——Who knoweth certainly
What haps to us when we are dead?
[Pg 103]Truly I think by likelihead
Nought haps to us of good or bad;
Therefore on earth will I be glad
A short space, free from hope or fear;
And fearless will I enter here
And meet my fate, whatso it be."

Now on his back a bag had he,
To bear what treasure he might win,
And therewith now did he begin
To go adown the winding stair;
And found the walls all painted fair
With images of many a thing,
Warrior and priest, and queen and king,
But nothing knew what they might be.
Which things full clearly could he see,
For lamps were hung up here and there
Of strange device, but wrought right fair,
And pleasant savour came from them.
At last a curtain, on whose hem
Unknown words in red gold were writ,
He reached, and softly raising it
Stepped back, for now did he behold
A goodly hall hung round with gold,
And at the upper end could see
Sitting, a glorious company:
Therefore he trembled, thinking well
They were no men, but fiends of hell.
But while he waited, trembling sore,
[Pg 104]And doubtful of his late-earned lore,
A cold blast of the outer air
Blew out the lamps upon the stair
And all was dark behind him; then
Did he fear less to face those men
Than, turning round, to leave them there
While he went groping up the stair.
Yea, since he heard no cry or call
Or any speech from them at all,
He doubted they were images
Set there some dying king to please
By that Great Master of the art;
Therefore at last with stouter heart
He raised the cloth and entered in
In hope that happy life to win,
And drawing nigher did behold
That these were bodies dead and cold
Attired in full royal guise,
And wrought by art in such a wise
That living they all seemed to be,
Whose very eyes he well could see,
That now beheld not foul or fair,
Shining as though alive they were.
And midmost of that company
An ancient king that man could see,
A mighty man, whose beard of grey
A foot over his gold gown lay;
And next beside him sat his queen
Who in a flowery gown of green
[Pg 105]And golden mantle well was clad,
And on her neck a collar had
Too heavy for her dainty breast;
Her loins by such a belt were prest
That whoso in his treasury
Held that alone, a king might be.
On either side of these, a lord
Stood heedfully before the board,
And in their hands held bread and wine
For service; behind these did shine
The armour of the guards, and then
The well-attiréd serving-men,
The minstrels clad in raiment meet;
And over against the royal seat
Was hung a lamp, although no flame
Was burning there, but there was set
Within its open golden fret
A huge carbuncle, red and bright;
Wherefrom there shone forth such a light
That great hall was as clear by it,
As though by wax it had been lit,
As some great church at Easter-tide.
Now set a little way aside,
Six paces from the daïs stood
An image made of brass and wood,
In likeness of a full-armed knight
Who pointed 'gainst the ruddy light
A huge shaft ready in a bow.
Pondering how he could come to know
[Pg 106]What all these marvellous matters meant,
About the hall the Scholar went,
Trembling, though nothing moved as yet;
And for awhile did he forget
The longings that had brought him there
In wondering at these marvels fair;
And still for fear he doubted much
One jewel of their robes to touch.

But as about the hall he passed
He grew more used to them at last,
And thought, "Swiftly the time goes by,
And now no doubt the day draws nigh
Folk will be stirring: by my head
A fool I am to fear the dead,
Who have seen living things enow,
Whose very names no man can know,
Whose shapes brave men might well affright
More than the lion in the night
Wandering for food;" therewith he drew
Unto those royal corpses two,
That on dead brows still wore the crown;
And midst the golden cups set down
The rugged wallet from his back,
Patched of strong leather, brown and black.
Then, opening wide its mouth, took up
From off the board, a golden cup
The King's dead hand was laid upon,
Whose unmoved eyes upon him shone
[Pg 107]And recked no more of that last shame
Than if he were the beggar lame,
Who in old days was wont to wait
For a dog's meal beside the gate.
Of which shame nought our man did reck.
But laid his hand upon the neck
Of the slim Queen, and thence undid
The jewelled collar, that straight slid
Down her smooth bosom to the board.
And when these matters he had stored
Safe in his sack, with both their crowns,
The jewelled parts of their rich gowns,
Their shoes and belts, brooches and rings,
And cleared the board of all rich things,
He staggered with them down the hall.
But as he went his eyes did fall
Upon a wonderful green stone,
Upon the hall-floor laid alone;
He said, "Though thou art not so great
To add by much unto the weight
Of this my sack indeed, yet thou,
Certes, would make me rich enow,
That verily with thee I might
Wage one-half of the world to fight
The other half of it, and I
The lord of all the world might die;—
I will not leave thee;" therewithal
He knelt down midmost of the hall,
Thinking it would come easily
[Pg 108]Into his hand; but when that he
Gat hold of it, full fast it stack,
So fuming, down he laid his sack,
And with both hands pulled lustily,
But as he strained, he cast his eye
Back to the daïs; there he saw
The bowman image 'gin to draw
The mighty bowstring to his ear,
So, shrieking out aloud for fear,
Of that rich stone he loosed his hold
And catching up his bag of gold,
Gat to his feet: but ere he stood
The evil thing of brass and wood
Up to his ear the notches drew;
And clanging, forth the arrow flew,
And midmost of the carbuncle
Clanging again, the forked barbs fell,
And all was dark as pitch straightway.

So there until the judgment day
Shall come and find his bones laid low
And raise them up for weal or woe,
This man must bide; cast down he lay
While all his past life day by day
In one short moment he could see
Drawn out before him, while that he
In terror by that fatal stone
Was laid, and scarcely dared to moan.
But in a while his hope returned,
[Pg 109]And then, though nothing he discerned,
He gat him up upon his feet,
And all about the walls he beat
To find some token of the door,
But never could he find it more,
For by some dreadful sorcery
All was sealed close as it might be
And midst the marvels of that hall
This scholar found the end of all.

But in the town on that same night,
An hour before the dawn of light,
Such storm upon the place there fell,
That not the oldest man could tell
Of such another: and thereby
The image was burnt utterly,
Being stricken from the clouds above;
And folk deemed that same bolt did move
The pavement where that wretched one
Unto his foredoomed fate had gone,
Because the plate was set again
Into its place, and the great rain
Washed the earth down, and sorcery
Had hid the place where it did lie.
So soon the stones were set all straight,
But yet the folk, afraid of fate,
Where once the man of cornel wood
Through many a year of bad and good
Had kept his place, set up alone
[Pg 110]Great Jove himself, cut in white stone,
But thickly overlaid with gold.
"Which," saith my tale, "you may behold
Unto this day, although indeed
Some Lord or other, being in need,
Took every ounce of gold away."
But now, this tale in some past day
Being writ, I warrant all is gone,
Both gold and weather-beaten stone.

Be merry, masters, while ye may,
For men much quicker pass away.

In long-gone days of the past,
As our fathers used to say,
In the town of Rome there was
A statue carved from cornel wood,
And on its raised hand,
People could see these words engraved:
"Hit here:" which means,
In the language we speak today,
"Strike here!" and no one knew
The reason why this was written so.

So in the center of the square,
In the hot sun and summer air,
Through snow and pouring rain,
That statue stood, with little trouble,
[Pg 99]For over two hundred years;
While many groups of striving men
Were pushed between joy and sorrow
Quickly across the tired earth,
From nothing to dark nothing:
And many an emperor and king,
Passing with glory or with shame,
Left little trace of his name,
And no memory of the face
Once watched with awe for gifts or grace.
So don't be afraid, I suggest you,
What any human can do;
Because a piece of wood will last
While many a life of man goes past,
And all is over in a brief time.

One day, a man from Sicily
Came to this place,
And when he saw the statue,
He remembered who, in ancient times,
Had placed it there; for much strange knowledge,
In Egypt and in Babylon,
This man had earned through hard work;
And he could do many secret things;
So he truly knew
That master of all sorcery
Who created this thing long ago,
And had no doubt it guarded some powerful spell,
But could not tell
[Pg 100]What it might be. So, day after day,
He would linger on the path,
And watch the statue closely,
Being mocked by many passersby.
One day he stood and looked out.
At the slender finger, raised
Against a doubtful cloudy sky,
Near noontime; and thought, "Certainly
The master who made you so beautiful
With marvelous skill, had not stopped there,
But made you speak, if he didn’t think
That such a thing might bring
Evil upon his spell." But as he spoke,
From a cloud the midday sun broke
With watery light, and cold shadows:
Then the Scholar clearly saw
How, from that pointing finger
Those words cast a short black shadow
On a certain spot of ground,
And there, looking all around
And seeing no one paying attention, he went straight
To where the finger's shadow lay,
And with his knife, around the spot
He carefully traced a little circle;
Then he went home with a racing heart,
And immediately went to bed,
And slept until late at night,
When few men moved from gate to gate.
So when he woke up at midnight,
[Pg 101]He took a pickaxe and shovel,
And, going to that now quiet square,
He found the mark his knife made there,
And quietly with many strokes
He broke the pavement of the place:
And so, once the stones were set aside,
He began to dig with a pounding heart,
And from the hole in haste he cast
The dirt and gravel; until at last,
Shoulder high, his arms were jolted,
For suddenly his spade hit hard
Against something metal:
And soon he found a bronze ring,
All green with rust, twisted, and large
As a man's wrist, set in a plate
Of copper, crafted all intricately
With words unknown but easy to see,
Despite the rust; and flowering trees,
And beasts, and wicked images,
At which he shuddered: for he knew
What terrible things he might do,
If he continued to associate with these
And tried to please that Great Master.
But he had little time to stop.
And think, so he quickly set his hand
On the ring, but where he thought
That with sheer strength it must be pulled
From its place, surprisingly
It came away, and revealed to him
[Pg 102]A winding staircase made of stone,
Where the fresh wind did moan.
Then he thought, "If I make it out alive
From this place, I will surely thrive,
For I may certainly see here
The treasures of a king,
A mightier man than men today.
So in a few days, who will know
The needy Scholar, seeing me
Great in the place where great men are,
The richest man in all the land?
Beside the best, then I shall stand,
And have some unheard-of palace;
And if I can't save my soul
In heaven, yet here in all men's eyes
I will create a sweet paradise,
With marble cloisters, and trees
And bubbling wells, and fantasies,
And things that everyone finds strange and rare,
And crowds of kind and beautiful women,
For me to see, if I please,
Laying on the flowers, or amidst the trees
With half-clad bodies wandering.
There, living happier than the king,
What lovely days may yet be mine!
How shall I live with love and wine,
And music, until I come to die!
And then——Who really knows
What happens to us when we die?
[Pg 103]Truly I think, most likely
Nothing happens to us, good or bad;
Therefore on earth I will be glad
For a short time, free from hope or fear;
And fearlessly, I will enter here
And meet my fate, whatever it may be."

Now lying on his back, he had a bag,
To carry whatever treasure he might win,
And with that, he began
To descend the winding staircase;
And found the walls all beautifully painted
With images of many things,
Warriors and priests, and queens and kings,
But he didn’t know what they might be.
These things he could see clearly,
For lamps were hung here and there
Of strange design, but made quite well,
And pleasant scents came from them.
Finally, he arrived at a curtain,
On whose hem
Unknown words in red gold were written,
He carefully raised it
And stepped back, for now he saw
A beautiful hall hung with gold,
And at the far end could see
A glorious company sitting:
Therefore he trembled, thinking well
They were not men, but fiends of hell.
But while he waited, trembling greatly,
[Pg 104]And unsure of his soon-earned knowledge,
A cold blast of outer air
Blew out the lamps on the stairs
And all was dark behind him; then
He feared less to face those beings
Than to turn around and leave them there
While he went groping back up the stairs.
Yes, since he heard no cry or call
Or any speech from them at all,
He doubted they were images
Set there to please some dying king
By that Great Master of the art;
Therefore at last with a bolder heart
He lifted the cloth and entered in
In hopes of winning a happy life,
And drawing closer did see
That these were bodies dead and cold
Dressed in full royal garb,
And made with such skill
That they all seemed to be alive,
Whose very eyes he could see,
That now beheld not foul or fair,
Shining as though they were alive.
And in the middle of that company
An ancient king could be seen,
A powerful man, whose grey beard
Laid a foot over his golden gown;
And next to him sat his queen
Who in a flowery green gown
[Pg 105]And golden mantle was well clad,
And on her neck, she wore a collar
Too heavy for her delicate breasts;
Her waist was pressed so by such a belt
That whosoever held that alone in their treasury
Might be a king.
On either side of these, a lord
Stood attentively before the board,
And in their hands held bread and wine
For service; behind these shone
The armor of the guards, and then
The well-dressed serving men,
The minstrels clad in appropriate attire;
And across from the royal seat
A lamp was hung, though no flame
Was burning there, but within its open golden frame
A huge carbuncle, red and bright;
From which shone forth such a light
That the great hall was as clear by it,
As if it had been lit by wax,
Like some great church at Easter time.
Now set a little way aside,
Six paces from the dais stood
An image made of brass and wood,
In the likeness of a fully-armed knight
Who pointed against the reddish light
A massive arrow readied in a bow.
Thinking about how he could learn
[Pg 106]What all these marvelous matters meant,
About the hall the Scholar wandered,
Trembling, though nothing moved yet;
And for a while, he forgot
The desires that had brought him there,
Wondering at these fair marvels;
And still, out of fear, he doubted much
To touch even one jewel of their robes.

But as he walked around the hall
He grew more accustomed to them at last,
And thought, "Swiftly time goes by,
And now without a doubt the day draws near
When people will start moving: by my head
I’m a fool to fear the dead,
Who have seen living things enough,
Whose very names no man can know,
Whose shapes brave men might well frighten
More than a lion in the night
Wandering for food;" then he drew
Closer to those royal corpses,
That on their dead brows still wore crowns;
And amidst the golden cups set down
The rugged bag from his back,
Patches of strong leather, brown and black.
Then, opening it wide, he took up
From off the table, a golden cup
The King's dead hand was laid upon,
Whose unmoving eyes upon him shone
[Pg 107]And cared no more for that last shame
Than if he were a beggar lame,
Who in old days waited
For a dog’s meal beside the gate.
He didn't care about that shame.
But laid his hand upon the neck
Of the slim Queen, and then undid
The jeweled collar, which slid
Down her smooth chest to the table.
And when he had stored those things
Safely in his sack, along with both their crowns,
The jeweled parts of their rich gowns,
Their shoes and belts, brooches and rings,
And cleared the table of all the rich things,
He staggered down the hall with them.
But as he went, his eyes fell
Upon a wonderful green stone,
Laying alone on the hall floor;
He said, "Though you are not so great
As to add much to the weight
Of this sack of mine, yet you,
Surely would make me rich enough,
That with you I might
Wage one-half of the world to fight
The other half, and I
Might die the lord of all the world;—
I will not leave you;" then
He knelt down in the middle of the hall,
Thinking it would come easily
[Pg 108]Into his hand; but when he
Gained hold of it, it stuck tight,
So furious, he laid down his sack,
And with both hands pulled hard,
But as he strained, he glanced back
At the dais; there he saw
The knight statue starting to draw
The mighty bowstring to his ear,
So, screaming out loud with fear,
He released his grasp on that rich stone
And grabbed his bag of gold,
Got to his feet: but before he stood
The evil thing of brass and wood
Drew the string up to his ear;
And clang, the arrow flew forth,
And struck at the carbuncle
Clanging again, the forked barbs fell,
And all was dark as pitch right away.

So there until the end.
Shall come and find his bones laid low
And raise them up for weal or woe,
This man must endure; cast down he lay
While all his past life, day by day
In one short moment he could see
Drawn out before him, while he
In fear by that fateful stone
Was laid, and scarcely dared to moan.
But after a while, hope returned,
[Pg 109]And then, though he discerned nothing,
He got up on his feet,
And all around the walls he felt
To find some sign of the door,
But could never find it again,
For by some dreadful sorcery
All was sealed as tight as could be
And amidst the marvels of that hall
This scholar found the end of all.

But in the town that night,
An hour before dawn,
Such a storm fell upon the place,
That not the oldest man could recall
Another like it: and as a result
The statue was completely burnt,
Being struck from the clouds above;
And people believed that same bolt moved
The pavement where that wretched one
Had gone to his doomed fate,
Because the plate was returned
Into its place, and the heavy rain
Washed the earth down, and sorcery
Had hidden the place where it lay.
Before long, the stones were all positioned correctly,
But yet the people, afraid of fate,
Where once the man of cornel wood
Through many years of good and bad
Had kept his place, alone
[Pg 110]Set up Great Jove himself, cut in white stone,
But thickly overlaid with gold.
"Which," says my tale, "you can see
To this day, although indeed
Some Lord or another, being in need,
Took every ounce of gold away."
But now, this story written some time ago
Being told, I assure you all is gone,
Both gold and weather-beaten stone.

Enjoy yourselves, friends, while you can,
For men pass away quicker than you think.

 

 

They praised the tale, and for awhile they talked
Of other tales of treasure-seekers balked,
And shame and loss for men insatiate stored,
Nitocris' tomb, the Niblungs' fatal hoard,
The serpent-guarded treasures of the dead;
Then of how men would be rememberéd
When they are gone; and more than one could tell
Of what unhappy things therefrom befell;
Or how by folly men have gained a name;
A name indeed, not hallowed by the fame
Of any deeds remembered: and some thought,—
"Strange hopes and fears for what shall be but nought
To dead men! better it would be to give
What things they may, while on the earth they live
Unto the earth, and from the bounteous earth
To take their pay of sorrow or of mirth,
Hatred or love, and get them on their way;
And let the teeming earth fresh troubles make
For other men, and ever for their sake
Use what they left, when they are gone from it."

But while amid such musings they did sit,
Dark night being come, men lighted up the hall,
And the chief man for minstrelsy did call,
And other talk their dull thoughts chased away,
Nor did they part till night was mixed with day.

They praised the story, and for a while, they talked.
About other tales of treasure hunters who were thwarted,
And the shame and loss that greedy men amassed,
Nitocris' tomb, the Niblungs' deadly treasure,
The snake-guarded riches of the dead;
Then they discussed how people would be remembered
Once they're gone; and more than one could share
Stories of the misfortunes that followed;
Or how through foolishness people earned a name;
A name that isn’t blessed by the glory
Of any memorable deeds: and some thought,—
"Strange hopes and fears for what will mean nothing
To the dead! Better to give away
What they can, while they’re living on this earth,
To the earth, and from the generous earth
To take their share of sorrow or joy,
Hatred or love, and move on with their lives;
And let the fertile earth create new troubles
For other men, and always for their sake
Use what they left behind when they are gone."

But as they sat there lost in their thoughts,
As night fell, men lit up the hall,
And the leader called for music,
And other conversations chased away their dull thoughts,
And they didn’t part until night turned to day.

 

 


JUNE.

O June, O June, that we desired so,
Wilt thou not make us happy on this day?
Across the river thy soft breezes blow
Sweet with the scent of beanfields far away,
Above our heads rustle the aspens grey,
Calm is the sky with harmless clouds beset,
No thought of storm the morning vexes yet.

See, we have left our hopes and fears behind
To give our very hearts up unto thee;
What better place than this then could we find
By this sweet stream that knows not of the sea,
That guesses not the city's misery,
This little stream whose hamlets scarce have names,
This far-off, lonely mother of the Thames?

Here then, O June, thy kindness will we take;
And if indeed but pensive men we seem,
What should we do? thou wouldst not have us wake
From out the arms of this rare happy dream
And wish to leave the murmur of the stream,
The rustling boughs, the twitter of the birds,
And all thy thousand peaceful happy words.

O June, O June, how we've waited for you,
Will you not make us happy today?
Across the river, your gentle breezes blow
Sweet with the scent of distant beanfields,
Above us, the gray aspens rustle,
The sky is calm, sprinkled with harmless clouds,
No thoughts of storm disturb the morning yet.

Look, we've set aside our hopes and fears.
To give our very hearts to you;
What better place could we find
By this gentle stream that doesn't know the sea,
That doesn’t sense the city's sorrow,
This little stream whose villages hardly have names,
This distant, lonely source of the Thames?

Here, O June, we will welcome your warmth;
And if we seem just sentimental men,
What can we do? You wouldn’t have us wake
From this beautiful, rare dream
And long to leave the sound of the stream,
The rustling branches, the chirping of the birds,
And all your thousand peaceful, joyful words.

 

 

Now in the early June they deemed it good
That they should go unto a house that stood
On their chief river, so upon a day
With favouring wind and tide they took their way
Up the fair stream; most lovely was the time
Even amidst the days of that fair clime,
And still the wanderers thought about their lives,
And that desire that rippling water gives
To youthful hearts to wander anywhere.
So midst sweet sights and sounds a house most fair
They came to, set upon the river side
Where kindly folk their coming did abide;
There they took land, and in the lime-trees' shade
Beneath the trees they found the fair feast laid,
And sat, well pleased; but when the water-hen
Had got at last to think them harmless men,
And they with rest, and pleasure, and old wine,
Began to feel immortal and divine,
An elder spoke, "O gentle friends, the day
Amid such calm delight now slips away,
And ye yourselves are grown so bright and glad
I care not if I tell you something sad;
Sad, though the life I tell you of passed by,
Unstained by sordid strife or misery;
Sad, because though a glorious end it tells,
Yet on the end of glorious life it dwells,
And striving through all things to reach the best
Upon no midway happiness will rest."

Now in early June, they believed it was a good idea
To visit a house that stood
By their main river, so one day
With favorable wind and tide, they set off
Up the beautiful stream; the weather was lovely
Even during those wonderful days,
And still, the travelers reflected on their lives,
And the yearning that flowing water inspires
In youthful hearts to explore anywhere.
Amidst beautiful sights and sounds, they arrived at a charming house.
Situated by the riverbank,
Where welcoming people awaited their arrival;
They took land there, and in the shade of the lime trees
Beneath the branches, they found a delightful feast laid out,
And sat down, well pleased; but when the water-hen
Finally sensed they were harmless men,
And they relaxed, enjoying pleasure, and old wine,
They began to feel immortal and divine,
An elder said, “Oh dear friends, the day
Among such serene joy is slipping away,
And you’ve become so bright and happy
I don’t mind sharing something sad;
Sad, though the life I’m about to tell you has passed by,
Untouched by petty struggles or misery;
Sad, because although it reveals a glorious ending,
It dwells on the conclusion of a glorious life,
And striving through everything to reach the best
Will not settle for any halfway happiness.”

 

 


THE LOVE OF ALCESTIS.

ARGUMENT

Admetus, King of Pheræ in Thessaly, received unwittingly Apollo as his servant, by the help of whom he won to wife Alcestis, daughter of Pelias: afterwards too, as in other things, so principally in this, Apollo gave him help, that when he came to die, he obtained of the Fates for him, that if another would die willingly in his stead, then he should live still; and when to every one else this seemed impossible, Alcestis gave her life for her husband's.

Admetus, King of Pherae in Thessaly, unknowingly welcomed Apollo as his servant, and with Apollo's help, he married Alcestis, the daughter of Pelias. Later on, in other matters as well as this one, Apollo assisted him, so that when Admetus was near death, he persuaded the Fates to allow him to live if someone was willing to die in his place. While everyone else thought this was impossible, Alcestis sacrificed her life for her husband's.

 

Midst sunny grass-clad meads that slope adown
To lake Bœbeis stands an ancient town,
Where dwelt of old a lord of Thessaly,
The son of Pheres and fair Clymene,
Who had to name Admetus: long ago
The dwellers by the lake have ceased to know
His name, because the world grows old, but then
He was accounted great among great men;
Young, strong, and godlike, lacking nought at all
Of gifts that unto royal men might fall
In those old simple days, before men went
To gather unseen harm and discontent,
[Pg 115]Along with all the alien merchandise
That rich folk need, too restless to be wise.

Now on the fairest of all autumn eves,
When midst the dusty, crumpled, dying leaves
The black grapes showed, and every press and vat
Was newly scoured, this King Admetus sat
Among his people, wearied in such wise
By hopeful toil as makes a paradise
Of the rich earth; for light and far away
Seemed all the labour of the coming day,
And no man wished for more than then he had,
Nor with another's mourning was made glad.
There in the pillared porch, their supper done,
They watched the fair departing of the sun;
The while the soft-eyed well-girt maidens poured
The joy of life from out the jars long stored
Deep in the earth, while little like a king,
As we call kings, but glad with everything,
The wise Thessalian sat and blessed his life,
So free from sickening fear and foolish strife.
But midst the joy of this festivity,
Turning aside he saw a man draw nigh,
Along the dusty grey vine-bordered road
That had its ending at his fair abode;
He seemed e'en from afar to set his face
Unto the King's adornéd reverend place,
And like a traveller went he wearily,
[Pg 116]And yet as one who seems his rest to see.
A staff he bore, but nowise was he bent
With scrip or wallet; so withal he went
Straight to the King's high seat, and standing near,
Seemed a stout youth and noble, free from fear,
But peaceful and unarmed; and though ill clad,
And though the dust of that hot land he had
Upon his limbs and face, as fair was he
As any king's son you might lightly see,
Grey-eyed and crisp-haired, beautiful of limb,
And no ill eye the women cast on him.
But kneeling now, and stretching forth his hand,
He said, "O thou, the king of this fair land,
Unto a banished man some shelter give,
And help me with thy goods that I may live:
Thou hast good store, Admetus, yet may I,
Who kneel before thee now in misery,
Give thee more gifts before the end shall come
Than all thou hast laid safely in thine home."
"Rise up, and be my guest," Admetus said,
"I need no gifts for this poor gift of bread,
The land is wide, and bountiful enow.
What thou canst do, to-morrow thou shalt show,
And be my man, perchance; but this night rest
Not questioned more than any passing guest.
Yea, even if a great king thou hast spilt,
Thou shall not answer aught but as thou wilt."
Then the man rose and said, "O King, indeed
Of thine awarded silence have I need,
[Pg 117]Nameless I am, nameless what I have done
Must be through many circles of the sun.
But for to-morrow—let me rather tell
On this same eve what things I can do well,
And let me put mine hand in thine and swear
To serve thee faithfully a changing year;
Nor think the woods of Ossa hold one beast
That of thy tenderest yearling shall make feast,
Whiles that I guard thy flocks, and thou shalt bear
Thy troubles easier when thou com'st to hear
The music I can make. Let these thy men
Witness against me if I fail thee, when
War falls upon thy lovely land and thee."
Then the King smiled, and said, "So let it be,
Well shalt thou serve me, doing far less than this,
Nor for thy service due gifts shalt thou miss:
Behold I take thy faith with thy right hand,
Be thou true man unto this guarded land.
Ho ye! take this my guest, find raiment meet
Wherewith to clothe him; bathe his wearied feet,
And bring him back beside my throne to feast."
But to himself he said, "I am the least
Of all Thessalians if this man was born
In any earthly dwelling more forlorn
Than a king's palace."
Then a damsel slim
Led him inside, nought loth to go with him,
And when the cloud of steam had curled to meet
Within the brass his wearied dusty feet,
She from a carved press brought him linen fair,
[Pg 118]And a new-woven coat a king might wear,
And so being clad he came unto the feast,
But as he came again, all people ceased
What talk they held soever, for they thought
A very god among them had been brought;
And doubly glad the king Admetus was
At what that dying eve had brought to pass,
And bade him sit by him and feast his fill.
So there they sat till all the world was still,
And 'twixt the pillars their red torches' shine
Held forth unto the night a joyous sign.

Midst sunny, grassy fields that roll down
to Lake Bœbeis stands an old town,
Where once lived a lord of Thessaly,
The son of Pheres and beautiful Clymene,
Named Admetus: long ago
The people by the lake have forgotten
His name, because time moves on, but back then
He was considered great among great men;
Young, strong, and godlike, he had everything
A royal man could wish for
In those simple days, before people went
To seek hidden troubles and discontent,
[Pg 115]Along with all the foreign goods
That wealthy folks need, too eager to be wise.

Now, on the most beautiful autumn evening,
When among the dusty, crumpled, dying leaves
The black grapes appeared, and every press and vat
Was freshly scrubbed, King Admetus sat
With his people, tired in a way
That makes hard work feel like paradise
From the rich earth; for light and distant
Seemed all the toil of the coming day,
And no man wished for more than what he had,
Nor was he pleased by another's sorrow.
There in the pillared porch, after their supper,
They watched the beautiful sunset;
While gentle-eyed, well-dressed maidens poured
The joy of life from jars stored deep
In the earth, while little like a king,
As we call kings, but content with everything,
The wise Thessalian sat and blessed his life,
So free from sickening fear and foolish conflict.
But in the midst of the joy of this celebration,
Looking aside, he saw a man approaching,
Along the dusty, vine-lined road
That led to his lovely home;
Even from afar, he seemed to be heading
Toward the King's decorated, reverent place,
And like a traveler, he walked wearily,
[Pg 116]Yet seemingly one who yearned for rest.
He carried a staff but didn’t look
Bent under a burden of goods; so he went
Straight to the King’s high seat, and standing near,
He seemed a strong, noble youth, unafraid,
But calm and unarmed; and though poorly dressed,
And dusty from the heat of that land, he was
As handsome as any king’s son you might see,
Grey-eyed and wavy-haired, beautiful of form,
And no woman cast an ill glance at him.
But now, kneeling and reaching out his hand,
He said, "O you, the king of this fair land,
Please give a banished man some shelter,
And help me with your goods so I can live:
You have plenty, Admetus, yet may I,
Who kneel before you now in misery,
Offer you more gifts before the end comes
Than all you have safely stored in your home."
"Get up and be my guest," Admetus said,
"I need no gifts for this simple offering of bread,
The land is wide and generous enough.
What you can do, you’ll show me tomorrow,
And maybe become my man; but for tonight, rest
Without being questioned more than any passing guest.
Even if you have spilled the blood of a great king,
You will not have to answer anything but what you choose."
Then the man stood up and said, "O King, truly
I need your promised silence,
[Pg 117]Nameless I am, nameless what I have done
Must be through many circles of the sun.
But for tomorrow—let me instead tell
On this same evening what I can do well,
And let me take your hand and swear
To serve you faithfully for a year;
Nor think the woods of Ossa hold one beast
That will feast upon your gentlest livestock
While I guard your flocks, and you’ll bear
Your troubles more easily when you hear
The music I can create. Let these men
Witness against me if I fail you, when
War falls upon your lovely land and you."
The King smiled and said, "Alright, You will serve me well, doing much less than this, And for your service, you won't miss out on gifts: Look, I take your loyalty with your right hand, Be a true man to this protected land. Hey, take this guest of mine, find him suitable clothes To dress him; wash his tired feet, And bring him back to my throne to celebrate."
But he thought to himself, "I am the least
Of all Thessalians if this man was born
In any earthly dwelling more miserable
Than a king’s palace."
Then a slender maid
Led him inside, eager to go with him,
And when the steam had curled up to meet
His weary, dusty feet in the brass tub,
She from a carved chest brought him fine linen,
[Pg 118]And a newly woven robe fit for a king,
And once dressed, he came to join the feast,
But as he approached, all conversation ceased,
For they thought
A true god had been brought among them;
And doubly glad was King Admetus
At what that dying evening had brought to pass,
And invited him to sit by him and feast to his heart's content.
So they sat there until everything was quiet,
And between the pillars, the red torches' glow
Sent forth a joyful sign into the night.

 

 

So henceforth did this man at Pheræ dwell,
And what he set his hand to wrought right well,
And won much praise and love in everything,
And came to rule all herdsmen of the King;
But for two things in chief his fame did grow;
And first that he was better with the bow
Than any 'twixt Olympus and the sea,
And then that sweet, heart-piercing melody
He drew out from the rigid-seeming lyre,
And made the circle round the winter fire
More like to heaven than gardens of the May.
So many a heavy thought he chased away
From the King's heart, and softened many a hate,
[Pg 119]And choked the spring of many a harsh debate;
And, taught by wounds, the snatchers of the wolds
Lurked round the gates of less well-guarded folds.
Therefore Admetus loved him, yet withal,
Strange doubts and fears upon his heart did fall;
For morns there were when he the man would meet,
His hair wreathed round with bay and blossoms sweet,
Gazing distraught into the brightening east,
Nor taking heed of either man or beast,
Or anything that was upon the earth.
Or sometimes, midst the hottest of the mirth,
Within the King's hall, would he seem to wake
As from a dream, and his stringed tortoise take
And strike the cords unbidden, till the hall
Filled with the glorious sound from wall to wall,
Trembled and seemed as it would melt away,
And sunken down the faces weeping lay
That erewhile laughed the loudest; only he
Stood upright, looking forward steadily
With sparkling eyes as one who cannot weep,
Until the storm of music sank to sleep.

But this thing seemed the doubtfullest of all
Unto the King, that should there chance to fall
A festal day, and folk did sacrifice
Unto the gods, ever by some device
The man would be away: yet with all this
His presence doubled all Admetus' bliss,
And happy in all things he seemed to live,
[Pg 120]And great gifts to his herdsman did he give.
But now the year came round again to spring,
And southward to Iolchos went the King;
For there did Pelias hold a sacrifice
Unto the gods, and put forth things of price
For men to strive for in the people's sight;
So on a morn of April, fresh and bright,
Admetus shook the golden-studded reins,
And soon from windings of the sweet-banked lanes
The south wind blew the sound of hoof and wheel,
Clatter of brazen shields and clink of steel
Unto the herdsman's ears, who stood awhile
Hearkening the echoes with a godlike smile,
Then slowly gat him foldwards, murmuring,
"Fair music for the wooing of a King."
But in six days again Admetus came,
With no lost labour or dishonoured name;
A scarlet cloak upon his back he bare
A gold crown on his head, a falchion fair
Girt to his side; behind him four white steeds,
Whose dams had fed full in Nisæan meads;
All prizes that his valiant hands had won
Within the guarded lists of Tyro's son.
Yet midst the sound of joyous minstrelsy
No joyous man in truth he seemed to be;
So that folk looking on him said, "Behold,
The wise King will not show himself too bold
Amidst his greatness: the gods too are great,
And who can tell the dreadful ways of fate?"
Howe'er it was, he gat him through the town,
[Pg 121]And midst their shouts at last he lighted down
At his own house, and held high feast that night;
And yet by seeming had but small delight
In aught that any man could do or say:
And on the morrow, just at dawn of day,
Rose up and clad himself, and took his spear.
And in the fresh and blossom-scented air
Went wandering till he reach Bœbeis' shore;
Yet by his troubled face set little store
By all the songs of birds and scent of flowers;
Yea, rather unto him the fragrant hours
Were grown but dull and empty of delight.
So going, at the last he came in sight
Of his new herdsman, who that morning lay
Close by the white sand of a little bay
The teeming ripple of Bœbeis lapped;
There he in cloak of white-wooled sheepskin wrapped
Against the cold dew, free from trouble sang,
The while the heifers' bells about him rang
And mingled with the sweet soft-throated birds
And bright fresh ripple: listen, then, these words
Will tell the tale of his felicity,
Halting and void of music though they be.

So from then on, this man lived in Pheræ,
And everything he put his hand to, he did well,
He earned much praise and love in all he did,
And came to lead all the King’s herdsmen;
But his fame grew mainly for two reasons;
First, he was better with a bow
Than anyone between Olympus and the sea,
And then there were the sweet, heart-touching melodies
He played on the seemingly rigid lyre,
Making the circle around the winter fire
Feel more heavenly than May's gardens.
So many heavy thoughts he chased away
From the King’s heart, softening many a grudge,
[Pg 119]And smoothed over many a harsh argument;
And taught by his wounds, the wild ones
Lurked around the gates of less protected folds.
This is why Admetus loved him, but also,
Strange doubts and fears fell on his heart;
For there were mornings when he would meet the man,
His hair adorned with bay and sweet blossoms,
Staring absently into the brightening east,
Ignoring everything—man or beast,
Or anything else on earth.
Or sometimes, in the midst of the merriest times,
In the King’s hall, he would seem to awaken
As if from a dream, taking his stringed tortoise
And hitting the strings unprompted, until the hall
Filled with glorious sound, echoing from wall to wall,
Trembling as if it might melt away,
And the faces that had laughed the loudest
Lay sunken down in tears; only he
Stood tall, looking forward intently
With sparkling eyes as if he couldn't weep,
Until the storm of music finally quieted.

But this appeared to be the major issue.
For the King, that whenever a festive day came,
And people offered sacrifices
To the gods, somehow the man would be absent:
Yet despite this,
His presence brought Admetus double joy,
And he seemed happy in all things,
[Pg 120]And gave great gifts to his herdsman.
But now the year had turned to spring,
And the King headed south to Iolchos;
For there Pelias held a sacrifice
To the gods, and put forth valuable prizes
For people to compete for in public view;
So on a bright morning in April,
Admetus shook the golden-studded reins,
And soon the south wind brought the sound
Of hooves and wheels,
Clattering bronze shields and ringing steel
To the herdsman’s ears, who paused for a moment,
Listening with a godlike smile,
Then slowly moved toward the folds, murmuring,
"Nice music to woo a King."
But after six days, Admetus came back again,
With no lost effort or dishonored name;
Wearing a scarlet cloak,
A golden crown on his head, a fine sword
Fastened to his side; behind him four white horses,
Whose mothers had grazed in the lush meadows of Nisæa;
All prizes he had won
In the guarded tournaments of Tyro’s son.
Yet among the sound of joyful music,
He didn't seem truly joyful;
So people watching said, "Look,
The wise King doesn’t want to appear too bold
Amid his greatness: the gods are great,
And who can predict the terrifying paths of fate?"
No matter what, he made his way through the town,
[Pg 121]And amid their cheers, finally reached
His own house, and held a grand feast that night;
Yet he seemed to take little delight
In anything anyone could do or say:
And the next morning, just as dawn broke,
He rose, dressed himself, and took his spear.
In the fresh, flower-scented air,
He wandered until he reached Bœbeis' shore;
Yet his troubled face showed little appreciation
For all the birds' songs and flower scents;
Instead, to him, the fragrant hours
Had grown dull and empty of joy.
As he walked, he eventually came into sight.
Of his new herdsman, who that morning lay
Close by the white sand of a little bay,
Where the lively ripple of Bœbeis lapped;
There he sang, wrapped in a cloak of white sheepskin
Against the cold dew, free from worry,
While the heifer's bells chimed around him
And mingled with the sweet-singing birds
And the bright, fresh ripples: listen, then, these words
Will tell the story of his happiness,
Stumbling and lacking music though they may be.

 

Track.

O Dwellers on the lovely earth,
Why will ye break your rest and mirth
To weary us with fruitless prayer;
[Pg 122]Why will ye toil and take such care
For children's children yet unborn,
And garner store of strife and scorn
To gain a scarce-remembered name,
Cumbered with lies and soiled with shame?
And if the gods care not for you,
What is this folly ye must do
To win some mortal's feeble heart?
O fools! when each man plays his part,
And heeds his fellow little more
Than these blue waves that kiss the shore
Take heed of how the daisies grow.
O fools! and if ye could but know
How fair a world to you is given.

O brooder on the hills of heaven,
When for my sin thou drav'st me forth,
Hadst thou forgot what this was worth,
Thine own hand had made? The tears of men,
The death of threescore years and ten,
The trembling of the timorous race—
Had these things so bedimmed the place
Thine own hand made, thou couldst not know
To what a heaven the earth might grow
If fear beneath the earth were laid,
If hope failed not, nor love decayed.

He stopped, for he beheld his wandering lord,
Who, drawing near, heard little of his word,
[Pg 123]And noted less; for in that haggard mood
Nought could he do but o'er his sorrows brood,
Whate'er they were, but now being come anigh,
He lifted up his drawn face suddenly,
And as the singer gat him to his feet,
His eyes Admetus' troubled eyes did meet,
As with some speech he now seemed labouring,
Which from his heart his lips refused to bring.
Then spoke the herdsman, "Master, what is this,
That thou, returned with honour to the bliss,
The gods have given thee here, still makest show
To be some wretch bent with the weight of woe?
What wilt thou have? What help there is in me
Is wholly thine, for in felicity
Within thine house thou still hast let me live,
Nor grudged most noble gifts to me to give."

"Yea," said Admetus, "thou canst help indeed,
But as the spring shower helps the unsown mead.
Yet listen: at Iolchos the first day
Unto Diana's house I took my way,
Where all men gathered ere the games began,
There, at the right side of the royal man,
Who rules Iolchos, did his daughter stand,
Who with a suppliant bough in her right hand
Headed the band of maidens; but to me
More than a goddess did she seem to be,
Nor fit to die; and therewithal I thought
That we had all been thither called for nought
[Pg 124]But that her bridegroom Pelias might choose,
And with that thought desire did I let loose,
And striving not with Love, I gazed my fill,
As one who will not fear the coming ill:
All, foolish were mine eyes, foolish my heart,
To strive in such a marvel to have part!
What god shall wed her rather? no more fear
Than vexes Pallas vexed her forehead clear,
Faith shone from out her eyes, and on her lips
Unknown love trembled; the Phœnician ships
Within their dark holds nought so precious bring
As her soft golden hair, no daintiest thing
I ever saw was half so wisely wrought
As was her rosy ear; beyond all thought,
All words to tell of, her veiled body showed,
As, by the image of the Three-formed bowed,
She laid her offering down; then I drawn near
The murmuring of her gentle voice could hear,
As waking one hears music in the morn,
Ere yet the fair June sun is fully born;
And sweeter than the roses fresh with dew
Sweet odours floated round me, as she drew
Some golden thing from out her balmy breast
With her right hand, the while her left hand pressed
The hidden wonders of her girdlestead;
And when abashed I sank adown my head,
Dreading the god of Love, my eyes must meet
The happy bands about her perfect feet.
"What more? thou know'st perchance what thing love is?
[Pg 125]Kindness, and hot desire, and rage, and bliss,
None first a moment; but before that day
No love I knew but what might pass away
When hot desire was changed to certainty,
Or not abide much longer; e'en such stings
Had smitten me, as the first warm day brings
When March is dying; but now half a god
The crowded way unto the lists I trod,
Yet hopeless as a vanquished god at whiles,
And hideous seemed the laughter and the smiles,
And idle talk about me on the way.
"But none could stand before me on that day,
I was as god-possessed, not knowing how
The King had brought her forth but for a show,
To make his glory greater through the land:
Therefore at last victorious did I stand
Among my peers, nor yet one well-known name
Had gathered any honour from my shame.
For there indeed both men of Thessaly,
Œtolians, Thebans, dwellers by the sea,
And folk of Attica and Argolis,
Arcadian woodmen, islanders, whose bliss
Is to be tossed about from wave to wave,
All these at last to me the honour gave,
Nor did they grudge it: yea, and one man said,
A wise Thessalian with a snowy head,
And voice grown thin with age, 'O Pelias,
Surely to thee no evil thing it was
[Pg 126]That to thy house this rich Thessalian
Should come, to prove himself a valiant man
Amongst these heroes; for if I be wise
By dint of many years, with wistful eyes
Doth he behold thy daughter, this fair maid;
And surely, if the matter were well weighed,
Good were it both for thee and for the land
That he should take the damsel by the hand
And lead her hence, for ye near neighbours dwell;
What sayest thou, King, have I said ill or well?'
"With that must I, a fool, stand forth and ask
If yet there lay before me some great task
That I must do ere I the maid should wed,
But Pelias, looking on us, smiled and said,
'O neighbour of Larissa, and thou too,
O King Admetus, this may seem to you
A little matter; yea, and for my part
E'en such a marriage would make glad my heart;
But we the blood of Salmoneus who share
With godlike gifts great burdens also bear,
Nor is this maid without them, for the day
On which her maiden zone she puts away
Shall be her death-day, if she wed with one
By whom this marvellous thing may not be done,
For in the traces neither must steeds paw
Before my threshold, or white oxen draw
The wain that comes my maid to take from me,
Far other beasts that day her slaves must be:
The yellow lion 'neath the lash must roar,
[Pg 127]And by his side unscared, the forest boar
Toil at the draught: what sayest thou then hereto,
O lord of Pheræ, wilt thou come to woo
In such a chariot, and win endless fame,
Or turn thine eyes elsewhere with little shame?'
"What answered I? O herdsman, I was mad
With sweet love and the triumph I had had.
I took my father's ring from off my hand,
And said, 'O heroes of the Grecian land,
Be witnesses that on my father's name
For this man's promise, do I take the shame
Of this deed undone, if I fail herein;
Fear not, O Pelias, but that I shall win
This ring from thee, when I shall come again
Through fair Iolchos, driving that strange wain.
Else by this token, thou, O King, shalt have
Pheræ my home, while on the tumbling wave
A hollow ship my sad abode shall be.'
"So driven by some hostile deity,
Such words I said, and with my gifts hard won,
But little valued now, set out upon
My homeward way: but nearer as I drew
To mine abode, and ever fainter grew
In my weak heart the image of my love,
In vain with fear my boastful folly strove;
For I remembered that no god I was
Though I had chanced my fellows to surpass;
And I began to mind me in a while
What murmur rose, with what a mocking smile
[Pg 128]Pelias stretched out his hand to take the ring.
Made by my drunkard's gift now twice a king:
And when unto my palace-door I came
I had awakened fully to my shame;
For certainly no help is left to me,
But I must get me down unto the sea
And build a keel, and whatso things I may
Set in her hold, and cross the watery way
Whither Jove bids, and the rough winds may blow
Unto a land where none my folly know,
And there begin a weary life anew."

Eager and bright the herdsman's visage grew
The while this tale was told, and at the end
He said, "Admetus, I thy life may mend,
And thou at lovely Pheræ still may dwell;
Wait for ten days, and then may all be well,
And thou to fetch thy maiden home may go,
And to the King thy team unheard-of show.
And if not, then make ready for the sea
Nor will I fail indeed to go with thee,
And 'twixt the halyards and the ashen oar
Finish the service well begun ashore;
But meanwhile do I bid thee hope the best;
And take another herdsman for the rest,
For unto Ossa must I go alone
To do a deed not easy to be done."

Then springing up he took his spear and bow
[Pg 129]And northward by the lake-shore 'gan to go;
But the King gazed upon him as he went,
Then, sighing, turned about, and homeward bent
His lingering steps, and hope began to spring
Within his heart, for some betokening
He seemed about the herdsman now to see
Of one from mortal cares and troubles free.
And so midst hopes and fears day followed day,
Until at last upon his bed he lay
When the grey, creeping dawn had now begun
To make the wide world ready for the sun
On the tenth day: sleepless had been the night
And now in that first hour of gathering light
For weariness he slept, and dreamed that he
Stood by the border of a fair, calm sea
At point to go a-shipboard, and to leave
Whatever from his sire he did receive
Of land or kingship; and withal he dreamed
That through the cordage a bright light there gleamed
Far off within the east; and nowise sad
He felt at leaving all he might have had,
But rather as a man who goes to see
Some heritage expected patiently.
But when he moved to leave the firm fixed shore,
The windless sea rose high and 'gan to roar,
And from the gangway thrust the ship aside,
Until he hung over a chasm wide
Vocal with furious waves, yet had no fear
For all the varied tumult he might hear,
[Pg 130]But slowly woke up to the morning light
That to his eyes seemed past all memory bright,
And then strange sounds he heard, whereat his heart
Woke up to joyous life with one glad start,
And nigh his bed he saw the herdsman stand,
Holding a long white staff in his right hand,
Carved with strange figures; and withal he said,
"Awake, Admetus! loiter not a-bed,
But haste thee to bring home thy promised bride,
For now an ivory chariot waits outside,
Yoked to such beasts as Pelias bade thee bring;
Whose guidance thou shalt find an easy thing,
If in thine hands thou holdest still this rod,
Whereon are carved the names of every god
That rules the fertile earth; but having come
Unto King Pelias' well-adornéd home,
Abide not long, but take the royal maid,
And let her dowry in thy wain be laid,
Of silver and fine cloth and unmixed gold,
For this indeed will Pelias not withhold
When he shall see thee like a very god.
Then let thy beasts, ruled by this carven rod,
Turn round to Pheræ; yet must thou abide
Before thou comest to the streamlet's side
That feed its dykes; there, by the little wood
Wherein unto Diana men shed blood,
Will I await thee, and thou shalt descend
And hand-in-hand afoot through Pheræ wend;
And yet I bid thee, this night let thy bride
[Pg 131]Apart among the womenfolk abide;
That on the morrow thou with sacrifice
For these strange deeds may pay a fitting price."

But as he spoke with something like to awe,
His eyes and much-changed face Admetus saw,
And voiceless like a slave his words obeyed;
For rising up no more delay he made,
But took the staff and gained the palace-door
Where stood the beasts, whose mingled whine and roar
Had wrought his dream; there two and two they stood,
Thinking, it might be, of the tangled wood,
And all the joys of the food-hiding trees,
But harmless as their painted images
'Neath some dread spell; then, leaping up, he took
The reins in hand and the bossed leather shook,
And no delay the conquered beasts durst make
But drew, not silent; and folk just awake
When he went by, as though a god they saw,
Fell on their knees, and maidens come to draw
Fresh water from the fount sank trembling down,
And silence held the babbling wakened town.
So 'twixt the dewy hedges did he wend,
And still their noise afar the beasts did send,
His strange victorious advent to proclaim,
Till to Iolchos at the last he came,
And drew anigh the gates, whence in affright
The guards fled, helpless at the wondrous sight;
And through the town news of the coming spread
[Pg 132]Of some great god so that the scared priests led
Pale suppliants forth; who, in unmeet attire
And hastily-caught boughs and smouldering fire
Within their censers, in the market-place
Awaited him with many an upturned face,
Trembling with fear of that unnamed new god;
But through the midst of them his lions trod
With noiseless feet, nor noted aught their prey,
And the boars' hooves went pattering on the way,
While from their churning tusks the white foam flew
As raging, helpless, in the trace they drew.
But Pelias, knowing all the work of fate,
Sat in his brazen-pillared porch to wait
The coming of the King; the while the maid
In her fair marriage garments was arrayed,
And from strong places of his treasury
Men brought fine scarlet from the Syrian sea,
And works of brass, and ivory, and gold;
But when the strange yoked beasts he did behold
Come through the press of people terrified,
Then he arose and o'er the clamour cried,
"Hail, thou, who like a very god art come
To bring great honour to my damsel's home;"
And when Admetus tightened rein before
The gleaming, brazen-wrought, half-opened door.
He cried to Pelias, "Hail, to thee, O King;
Let me behold once more my father's ring,
Let me behold the prize that I have won,
Mine eyes are wearying now to look upon."
"Fear not," he said, "the Fates are satisfied;
[Pg 133]Yet wilt thou not descend and here abide,
Doing me honour till the next bright morn
Has dried the dew upon the new-sprung corn,
That we in turn may give the honour due
To such a man that such a thing can do,
And unto all the gods may sacrifice?"
"Nay," said Admetus, "if thou call'st me wise,
And like a very god thou dost me deem,
Shall I abide the ending of the dream
And so gain nothing? nay, let me be glad
That I at least one godlike hour have had
At whatsoever time I come to die,
That I may mock the world that passes by,
And yet forgets it." Saying this, indeed,
Of Pelias did he seem to take small heed,
But spoke as one unto himself may speak,
And still the half-shut door his eyes did seek,
Wherethrough from distant rooms sweet music came,
Setting his over-strainéd heart a-flame,
Because amidst the Lydian flutes he thought
From place to place his love the maidens brought.
Then Pelias said, "What can I give to thee
Who fail'st so little of divinity?
Yet let my slaves lay these poor gifts within
Thy chariot, while my daughter strives to win
The favour of the spirits of this place,
Since from their altars she must turn her face
For ever now; hearken, her flutes I hear,
[Pg 134]From the last chapel doth she draw anear."
Then by Admetus' feet the folk 'gan pile
The precious things, but he no less the while
Stared at the door ajar, and thought it long
Ere with the flutes mingled the maidens' song,
And both grew louder, and the scarce-seen floor
Was fluttering with white raiment, and the door
By slender fingers was set open wide,
And midst her damsels he beheld the bride
Ungirt, with hair unbound and garlanded:
Then Pelias took her slender hand and said,
"Daughter, this is the man that takes from thee
Thy curse midst women, think no more to be
Childless, unloved, and knowing little bliss;
But now behold how like a god he is,
And yet with what prayers for the love of thee
He must have wearied some divinity,
And therefore in thine inmost heart be glad
That thou 'mongst women such a man hast had."
Then she with wondering eyes that strange team saw
A moment, then as one with gathering awe
Might turn from Jove's bird unto very Jove,
So did she raise her grey eyes to her love,
But to her brow the blood rose therewithal,
And she must tremble, such a look did fall
Upon her faithful eyes, that none the less
Would falter aught, for all her shamefastness,
But rather to her lover's hungry eyes
Gave back a tender look of glad surprise,
Wherein love's flame began to flicker now.
[Pg 135]Withal, her father kissed her on the brow,
And said, "O daughter, take this royal ring,
And set it on the finger of the King,
And come not back; and thou, Admetus, pour
This wine to Jove before my open door,
And glad at heart take back thine own with thee."
Then with that word Alcestis silently,
And with no look cast back, and ring in hand,
Went forth, and soon beside her love did stand,
Nor on his finger failed to set the ring;
And then a golden cup the city's King
Gave to him, and he poured and said, "O thou,
From whatsoever place thou lookest now,
What prayers, what gifts unto thee shall I give
That we a little time with love may live?
A little time of love, then fall asleep
Together, while the crown of love we keep."
So spake he, and his strange beasts turned about,
And heeded not the people's wavering shout
That from their old fear and new pleasure sprung,
Nor noted aught of what the damsels sung,
Or of the flowers that after them they cast,
But like a dream the guarded city passed,
And 'twixt the song of birds and blossoms' scent
It seemed for many hundred years they went,
Though short the way was unto Pheræ's gates;
Time they forgat, and gods, and men, and fates,
However nigh unto their hearts they were;
[Pg 136]The woodland boars, the yellow lords of fear
No more seemed strange to them, but all the earth
With all its changing sorrow and wild mirth
In that fair hour seemed new-born to the twain,
Grief seemed a play forgot, a pageant vain,
A picture painted, who knows where or when,
With soulless images of restless men;
For every thought but love was now gone by,
And they forgot that they should ever die.

But when they came anigh the sacred wood,
There, biding them, Admetus' herdsman stood,
At sight of whom those yoke-fellows unchecked
Stopped dead and little of Admetus recked
Who now, as one from dreams not yet awake,
Drew back his love and did his wain forsake,
And gave the carven rod and guiding bands
Into the waiting herdsman's outstretched hands,
But when he would have thanked him for the thing
That he had done, his speechless tongue must cling
Unto his mouth, and why he could not tell.
But the man said, "No words! thou hast done well
To me, as I to thee; the day may come
When thou shalt ask me for a fitting home,
Nor shalt thou ask in vain; but hasten now,
And to thine house this royal maiden show,
Then give her to thy women for this night.
But when thou wakest up to thy delight
To-morrow, do all things that should be done,
[Pg 137]Nor of the gods, forget thou any one,
And on the next day will I come again
To tend thy flocks upon the grassy plain.
"But now depart, and from thine home send here
Chariot and horse, these gifts of thine to bear
Unto thine house, and going, look not back
Lest many a wished-for thing thou com'st to lack."
Then hand in hand together, up the road
The lovers passed unto the King's abode,
And as they went, the whining snort and roar
From the yoked beasts they heard break out once more
And then die off, as they were led away,
But whether to some place lit up by day,
Or, 'neath the earth, they knew not, for the twain
Went hastening on, nor once looked back again.
But soon the minstrels met them, and a band
Of white-robed damsels flowery boughs in hand,
To bid them welcome to that pleasant place.
Then they, rejoicing much, in no long space
Came to the brazen-pillared porch, whereon
From 'twixt the passes of the hills yet shone
The dying sun; and there she stood awhile
Without the threshold, a faint tender smile
Trembling upon her lips 'twixt love and shame,
Until each side of her a maiden came
And raised her in their arms, that her fair feet
The polished brazen threshold might not meet,
And in Admetus' house she stood at last.
But to the women's chamber straight she passed
[Pg 138]Bepraised of all,—and so the wakeful night
Lonely the lovers passed e'en as they might.
But the next day with many a sacrifice,
Admetus wrought, for such a well-won prize,
A life so blest, the gods to satisfy,
And many a matchless beast that day did die
Upon the altars; nought unlucky seemed
To be amid the joyous crowd that gleamed
With gold and precious things, and only this
Seemed wanting to the King of Pheræ's bliss,
That all these pageants should be soon past by,
And hid by night the fair spring blossoms lie.

O Dwellers on this beautiful Earth,
Why do you disrupt your peace and happiness?
To wear us out with pointless prayers;
[Pg 122]Why do you work so hard and stress out?
For children who haven't been born yet,
And collect a lifetime of struggle and contempt
To gain a little-known name,
Loaded with lies and filled with shame?
And if the gods don’t care about you,
What is this nonsense you have to deal with?
To win the delicate heart of a mortal?
Oh, fools! When everyone plays their role,
And pays little attention to his peers.
More than the blue waves touching the shore,
Notice how the daisies grow.
Oh fools! If only you could see.
How wonderful this world is for you.

O thinker on the heavenly hills,
When you banished me for my wrongdoing,
Had you forgotten what your hands made?
Men's tears,
The passing of seventy years,
The shaking of the scared people—
Had these things so dimmed the space
You created, you couldn't know.
What a paradise the earth could turn into.
If fear were hidden underground,
If hope didn't wane and love didn't fade.

He stopped because he saw his wandering lord,
Who, drawing near, heard little of his words,
[Pg 123]And noticed even less; for in that haggard state
He could do nothing but brood over his sorrows,
Whatever they were, but now as he approached,
He suddenly lifted his drawn face,
And as the singer rose to his feet,
He met Admetus' troubled eyes,
As if some speech was on his lips,
Which refused to come from his heart.
Then the herdsman spoke, "Master, what is this,
That you, returned with honor to the joy,
The gods have granted you here, still act< br /> As if some wretch bent under the weight of sorrow?
What do you need? Any help I can give
Is entirely yours, for in happiness
Within your house, you have still let me live,
And did not begrudge me the noblest gifts."

"Yes," Admetus said, "you can definitely help.
But like a spring shower helps the bare meadow.
Yet listen: on the first day at Iolchos
I made my way to Diana's house,
Where all the men gathered before the games began,
There, on the right side of the royal man,
Who rules Iolchos, stood his daughter,
Holding a pleading branch in her right hand
Leading the group of young women; but to me
She seemed more than just a goddess,
Not worthy to die; and that's what I thought.
That we were all summoned there for no reason.
[Pg 124]
But her groom Pelias could choose,
And with that thought, I let my desire go.
And not fighting against Love, I took my fill of looking,
Like someone who doesn't fear the coming trouble:
All my gaze was foolish, and so was my heart,
To strive for such a wonder, just to be a part of it!
What god will marry her instead? No more fear
Than what disturbs Pallas or vexes her clear brow,
Faith gleamed in her eyes, and on her lips
A strange love trembled; the Phoenician ships
Carry nothing so precious in their dark holds
As her soft golden hair; no beauty
I've ever seen comes close to her lovely ear;
Beyond all imagination,
All words to describe, her veiled body revealed,
As, by the image of the Three-formed bent,
She laid her offering down; then I approached
The soft murmurs of her gentle voice, like
One waking hears music in the morning,
Before the fair June sun rises fully;
And sweeter than fresh roses in the dew,
Delightful scents surrounded me, as she drew
Something golden from her fragrant breast
With her right hand, while her left pressed
The hidden marvels of her waist;
And when embarrassed, I lowered my head,
Fearing the god of Love, my eyes met
The happy bands around her perfect feet.
"What now? You perhaps know what love is?
[Pg 125]
Kindness, hot desire, rage, and joy,
None lasts a moment; but before that day
I knew no love but what could fade away
When hot desire turned to certainty,
Or didn't last much longer; even such pains
Had struck me, like the first warm day brings
When March is ending; but now, half divine
The crowded path to the games I walked,
Yet hopeless like a defeated god at times,
And the laughter and smiles seemed grotesque,
And idle chatter surrounded me on the way.
"But none could stand before me that day,
I seemed possessed by a god, unaware how
The King had brought her forth just for show,
To enhance his glory throughout the land:
So in the end, I stood victorious
Among my peers, yet not a single famous name
Had earned any honor from my shame.
For indeed, there were men from Thessaly,
Ōtolians, Thebans, coastal folk,
And people from Attica and Argolis,
Arcadian woodmen, islanders, whose joy
Is to be tossed about from wave to wave,
All honored me in the end,
Nor were they envious: indeed, one man said,
A wise Thessalian with snowy hair,
And voice grown thin with age, 'O Pelias,
Surely you found it no misfortune
[Pg 126]
That this wealthy Thessalian
Should come to your house, to prove himself a brave man
Among these heroes; for if I am wise
With my many years, with wistful eyes
He gazes upon your daughter, this fair maid;
And surely if the situation were well assessed,
It would benefit both you and the land
That he should take the girl by the hand
And lead her away, for you live close to each other;
What do you say, King, have I spoken wisely or foolishly?'
"With this, I, a fool, had to step forward and ask
If there was some great task before me
That I must complete before marrying the maid,
But Pelias, looking at us, smiled and said,
'O neighbor of Larissa, and you too,
O King Admetus, this may seem trivial to you;
Yes, and for my part
Even such a marriage would make my heart glad;
But we who share the blood of Salmoneus
With divine gifts bear great burdens too,
Nor is this maid without them, for the day
When she puts away her maiden band
Will also be her death day, if she weds a man
Who may not achieve this marvelous task,
For on that day, neither must horses paw
Before my threshold, nor white oxen draw
The cart that comes to take my maid away,
Far different beasts must be her servants:
The fierce lion beneath the lash must roar,
[Pg 127]
And beside him unafraid, the forest boar
Must toil at the pull: what do you say to this,
O lord of Pheræ, will you come to woo
In such a chariot, and earn endless fame,
Or turn your eyes elsewhere without shame?'
"What did I say? O herdsman, I was mad
With sweet love and the triumph I had gained.
I took my father's ring from off my hand,
And said, 'O heroes of the Greek land,
Be witnesses that on my father's name
For this man's promise, I take on the shame
Of this deed undone, if I fail here;
Do not fear, O Pelias, that I shall win
This ring from you when I return
Through fair Iolchos, driving that strange cart.
Otherwise, by this token, you, O King, shall have
Pheræ my home, while on the tumbling waves
A hollow ship shall be my sad abode.'
"So driven by some hostile deity,
I said such words, and with my hard-won gifts,
But now little valued, set out on
My way home: but as I drew closer
To my home, the image of my love grew fainter
In my weak heart, in vain my fearful boast struggled;
For I remembered I was no god
Though I happened to surpass my peers;
And I began to recall what murmurs arose,
With what a mocking smile
[Pg 128]
Pelias stretched out his hand to take the ring.
Made by my drunken gift now twice a king:
And when I reached my palace door
I fully woke up to my shame;
For certainly no help is left for me,
But I must go down to the sea
And build a ship, and whatever I may
Put in her hold, and cross the watery way
Wherever Jove commands, and the rough winds may blow
To a land where none know my folly,
And there begin a weary life anew."

Eager and bright the herdsman's face became
As this tale was told, and at the end
He said, "Admetus, I may mend your life,
And you may still dwell at lovely Pheræ;
Wait for ten days, and then all may be well,
And you may go to fetch your maiden home,
And show the King your unparalleled team.
And if not, then prepare for the sea,
Nor will I fail to go with you,
And between the halyards and the ash oar
Finish the task well begun ashore;
But in the meantime, I bid you hope for the best;
And take another herdsman for the rest,
For to Ossa must I go alone
To do a deed that’s not easy to accomplish."

Then springing up he took his spear and bow
[Pg 129]
And northward by the lake shore he began to go;
But the King gazed upon him as he went,
Then, sighing, turned around, and homeward bent
His lingering steps, and hope began to grow
Within his heart, for some sign
He now seemed to see about the herdsman
Of one free from mortal cares and troubles.
And so amidst hopes and fears day followed day,
Until at last upon his bed he lay
When the gray, creeping dawn had begun
To prepare the wide world for the sun
On the tenth day: sleepless had been the night
And now in that first hour of gathering light
For weariness he slept, and dreamed that he
Stood by the edge of a fair, calm sea
About to board a ship and leave
Whatever inheritance he received
Of land or kingship; and with that dream
He saw a bright light gleaming
Far off in the east; and not at all sad
He felt at leaving all he might have had,
But rather like a man going to see
Some long-expected inheritance.
But when he moved to leave the firm fixed shore,
The windless sea rose high and began to roar,
And from the gangway pushed the ship aside,
Until he hung over a wide chasm
Loud with furious waves, yet he felt no fear
For all the varied tumult around him,
[Pg 130]
But slowly woke up to the morning light
That seemed brighter to him than memory,
And then strange sounds he heard, awakening his heart
To joyful life with one glad start,
And near his bed he saw the herdsman stand,
Holding a long white staff in his right hand,
Carved with strange figures; and with that, he said,
"Wake up, Admetus! Don’t linger in bed,
But hurry to bring home your promised bride,
For now an ivory chariot waits outside,
Yoked to the beasts Pelias told you to bring;
Whose guidance you’ll find easy to manage,
If in your hands you still hold this rod,
Whereon are carved the names of every god
That rules the fertile earth; but having come
To King Pelias' well-adorned home,
Do not linger long, but take the royal maid,
And let her dowry in your cart be laid,
Of silver and fine cloth and pure gold,
For this indeed Pelias will not withhold
When he sees you like a very god.
Then let your beasts, guided by this carved rod,
Turn around to Pheræ; yet you must wait
Before you come to the stream’s edge
That feeds its dykes; there, by the little wood
Where men shed blood for Diana,
I will await you, and you shall descend
And hand-in-hand afoot through Pheræ walk;
And yet I tell you, this night let your bride
[Pg 131]
Stay apart among the womenfolk;
That on the morrow, you with sacrifice
For these strange deeds may pay a fitting price."

But as he spoke with something like awe,
His eyes and much-changed face Admetus saw,
And wordless like a slave, he obeyed;
For rising up, he made no more delay,
But took the staff and reached the palace door
Where stood the beasts, whose mingled whine and roar
Had filled his dreams; there two by two they stood,
Thinking, it might be of the tangled woods,
And all the joys of the food-hiding trees,
But harmless as their painted images
Under some dreadful spell; then, leaping up, he took
The reins in hand and shook the decorated leather,
And without delay the conquered beasts dared not make
But drew, not silent; and people just waking
When he passed by, as if they saw a god,
Fell to their knees, and maidens coming to draw
Fresh water from the spring sank trembling down,
And silence held the babbling awakened town.
So through the dewy hedges did he wend,
And still their noise afar the beasts did send,
His strange victorious arrival to proclaim,
Until at last to Iolchos he came,
And drew near the gates, from which in fright
The guards fled, helpless at the wondrous sight;
And through the town, news of the arrival spread
[Pg 132]
Of some great god, so that the scared priests led
Pale suppliants forth; who, in unsuitable attire
And hastily taken boughs and smoldering fire
Within their censers, in the marketplace
Awaited him with many an upturned face,
Trembling with fear of that unnamed new god;
But through the midst of them, his lions strode
With silent feet, nor noted aught of their prey,
And the boars' hooves pattered on the way,
While from their churning tusks, white foam flew
As they raged, helpless in the traces they pulled.
But Pelias, knowing all the workings of fate,
Sat in his bronze-pillared porch waiting
For the coming of the King; while the maid
In her fine marriage garments was prepared,
And from strong places of his treasury
Men brought fine scarlet from the Syrian sea,
And works of brass, ivory, and gold;
But when he beheld the strange yoked beasts
Come through the throng of terrified people,
Then he rose and cried out over the noise,
"Hail, you, who like a true god have come
To bring great honor to my daughter's home;"
And when Admetus tightened the reins before
The gleaming, bronze-wrought, half-opened door,
He cried to Pelias, "Hail, to you, O King;
Let me once more see my father's ring,
Let me see the prize I have won,
My eyes are wearying now to look upon."
"Fear not," he said, "the Fates are satisfied;
[Pg 133]
Yet will you not descend and stay here,
Doing me honor till the next bright morning
Has dried the dew upon the new-sprung corn,
That we in turn may give the honor due
To such a man that such a thing can do,
And sacrifice to all the gods?"
"No," said Admetus, "if you call me wise,
And like a real god you see me,
Shall I wait for the end of the dream
And gain nothing? No, let me be glad
That I at least have experienced one divine hour
At whatever time I come to die,
That I may mock the world that passes by,
And yet forget it." Saying this, indeed,
To Pelias, he seemed to take little notice,
But spoke as one to himself may speak,
And still the half-shut door his eyes sought,
Through which sweet music came from distant rooms,
Setting his overstrained heart aflame,
Because amidst the Lydian flutes, he thought
From place to place his love the maidens brought.
Then Pelias said, "What can I give you
Who falls so little short of divinity?
Yet let my slaves lay these humble gifts within
Your chariot, while my daughter strives to win
The favor of the spirits of this place,
Since from their altars she must turn her face

Forever now; I hear her flutes approaching,
[Pg 134] From the last chapel she draws near."
Then by Admetus' feet, the people began to pile
The precious things, but he no less the while
Gazed at the ajar door, thinking it long
Ere with the flutes mingled the maidens' song,
And both grew louder, and the scarcely seen floor
Was fluttering with white garments, and the door
By slender fingers was flung open wide,
And amidst her damsels he beheld the bride
Ungirt, with hair unbound and garlanded:
Then Pelias took her slender hand and said,
"Daughter, this is the man that takes from you
Your curse among women; think no more to be
Childless, unloved, and knowing little joy;
But now behold how like a god he is,
And yet with what prayers for your love
He must have wearied some divinity,
And therefore in your inmost heart be glad
That among women you have such a man."
Then she, with wondering eyes, saw the strange team
For a moment, then as one with gathering awe
Might turn from Jove's bird to the very Jove,
So did she raise her gray eyes to her love,
But to her brow the blood rose swiftly,
And she trembled; such a look did fall
Upon her faithful eyes, that no less
Would falter, for all her modesty,
But rather to her lover's hungry gaze
Returned a tender look of glad surprise,
Wherein love's flame began to flicker now.
[Pg 135]Then her father kissed her on the brow,
And said, "O daughter, take this royal ring,
And place it on the finger of the King,
And do not come back; and you, Admetus, pour
This wine to Jove before my open door,
And joyfully take back your own with you."
Then with that word Alcestis silently,
And with no look back, and ring in hand,
Went forth, and soon beside her love did stand,
Nor on his finger failed to set the ring;
And then a golden cup the city's King
Gave to him, and he poured and said, "O you,
From whatever place you look now,
What prayers, what gifts can I give to you
So that we may live a little time with love?
A little time of love, then fall asleep
Together, while love’s crown we keep."
So spoke he, and his strange beasts turned about,
And ignored the people's wavering shout
That sprang from their old fear and new pleasure,
Nor noted aught of what the maidens sang,
Or of the flowers that after them they cast,
But like a dream, the guarded city passed,
And between the songs of birds and the scent of blossoms
It seemed for many hundred years they went,
Though the way was short to Pheræ's gates;
Time, they forgot, and gods, and men, and fates,
No matter how close to their hearts they were;
[Pg 136]The woodland boars, the fierce lords of fear
No longer seemed strange to them, but all the earth
With all its changing sorrow and wild joy
In that fair hour seemed newly born to the two,
Grief seemed a forgotten game, a vain spectacle,
A picture painted, who knows where or when,
With soulless images of restless men;
For every thought except love was now gone by,
And they forgot that they should ever die.

But when they came near the sacred wood,
There, waiting for them, Admetus' herdsman stood,
At the sight of whom those yoke-fellows unchecked
Stopped dead, and little of Admetus cared
Who now, as one not yet awake from dreams,
Drew back his love and forsook his cart,
And gave the carved rod and guiding reins
Into the waiting herdsman's outstretched hands,
But when he would have thanked him for what he’d done,
His speechless tongue could not find the words,
And the man said, "No words! You've done well
To me, as I to you; the day may come
When you shall ask me for a fitting home,
Nor shall you ask in vain; but hurry now,
And to your house show this royal maiden,
Then give her to your women for the night.
But when you wake to your delight
Tomorrow, do all things that should be done,
[Pg 137]Nor forget any of the gods,
And the next day I will come again
To tend your flocks upon the grassy plain.
"But now depart, and from your home send here
Chariot and horse, these gifts of yours to bear
Unto your house, and going, do not look back
Lest you come to lack many a wished-for thing."
Then hand in hand together, up the road
The lovers passed unto the King's abode,
And as they went, the whining snort and roar
From the yoked beasts they heard break out once more
And then die off, as they were led away,
But whether to some place lit by day,
Or, beneath the earth, they knew not, for the two
Went hastening on, nor once looked back again.
But soon the minstrels met them, and a band
Of white-robed maidens with flowery boughs in hand,
To welcome them to that pleasant place.
Then they, rejoicing deeply, in no long time
Came to the bronze-pillared porch, where the setting sun
Still shone down between the hills;
And there she stood for a while
Just outside the threshold, a faint tender smile
Trembling on her lips 'twixt love and shame,
Until each side of her a maiden came
And lifted her in their arms, so her fair feet
Might not touch the polished bronze threshold,
And inside Admetus' house, she stood at last.
But to the women's chamber straight she passed
[Pg 138] Praised by all,—and so the wakeful night
Lonely the lovers passed as they might.
But the next day with many a sacrifice,
Admetus worked, for such a well-won prize,
A life so blessed, the gods to satisfy,
And many matchless beasts that day did die
Upon the altars; nothing unlucky seemed
To be among the joyous crowd that gleamed
With gold and precious things, and only this
Seemed missing from the King of Pheræ's bliss,
That all these celebrations should soon pass by,
And hide by night the fair spring blossoms lie.

 

 

Yet on the morrow-morn Admetus came,
A haggard man oppressed with grief and shame
Unto the spot beside Bœbeis' shore
Whereby he met his herdsman once before,
And there again he found him flushed and glad,
And from the babbling water newly clad,
Then he with downcast eyes these words began,
"O thou, whatso thy name is, god or man,
Hearken to me; meseemeth of thy deed
Some dread immortal taketh angry heed.
"Last night the height of my desire seemed won,
[Pg 139]All day my weary eyes had watched the sun
Rise up and sink, and now was come the night
When I should be alone with my delight;
Silent the house was now from floor to roof,
And in the well-hung chambers, far aloof,
The feasters lay; the moon was in the sky,
The soft spring wind was wafting lovingly
Across the gardens fresh scents to my sweet,
As, troubled with the sound of my own feet,
I passed betwixt the pillars, whose long shade
Black on the white red-veinéd floor was laid:
So happy was I that the briar-rose,
Rustling outside within the flowery close,
Seemed but Love's odorous wing—too real all seemed
For such a joy as I had never dreamed.
"Why do I linger, as I lingered not
In that fair hour, now ne'er to be forgot
While my life lasts?—Upon the gilded door
I laid my hand; I stood upon the floor
Of the bride-chamber, and I saw the bride,
Lovelier than any dream, stand by the side
Of the gold bed, with hands that hid her face:
One cry of joy I gave, and then the place
Seemed changed to hell as in a hideous dream.
"Still did the painted silver pillars gleam
Betwixt the scented torches and the moon;
Still did the garden shed its odorous boon
Upon the night; still did the nightingale
Unto his brooding mate tell all his tale:
[Pg 140]But, risen 'twixt my waiting love and me,
As soundless as the dread eternity,
Sprung up from nothing, could mine eyes behold
A huge dull-gleaming dreadful coil that rolled
In changing circles on the pavement fair.
Then for the sword that was no longer there
My hand sank to my side; around I gazed,
And 'twixt the coils I met her grey eyes, glazed
With sudden horror most unspeakable;
And when mine own upon no weapon fell,
For what should weapons do in such a place,
Unto the dragon's head I set my face,
And raised bare hands against him, but a cry
Burst on mine ears of utmost agony
That nailed me there, and she cried out to me,
'O get thee hence; alas, I cannot flee!
They coil about me now, my lips to kiss.
O love, why hast thou brought me unto this?'
"Alas, my shame! trembling, away I slunk,
Yet turning saw the fearful coil had sunk
To whence it came, my love's limbs freed I saw,
And a long breath at first I heard her draw
As one redeemed, then heard the hard sobs come,
And wailings for her new accurséd home.
But there outside across the door I lay,
Like a scourged hound, until the dawn of day;
And as her gentle breathing then I heard
As though she slept, before the earliest bird
Began his song, I wandered forth to seek
[Pg 141]Thee, O strange man, e'en as thou seest me, weak
With all the torment of the night, and shamed
With such a shame as never shall be named
To aught but thee—Yea, yea, and why to thee
Perchance this ends all thou wilt do for me?—
What then, and have I not a cure for that?
Lo, yonder is a rock where I have sat
Full many an hour while yet my life was life,
With hopes of all the coming wonder rife.
No sword hangs by my side, no god will turn
This cloudless hazy blue to black, and burn
My useless body with his lightning flash;
But the white waves above my bones may wash,
And when old chronicles our house shall name
They may leave out the letters and the shame,
That make Admetus, once a king of men—
And how could I be worse or better then?"

As one who notes a curious instrument
Working against the maker's own intent,
The herdsman eyed his wan face silently,
And smiling for a while, and then said he,—
"Admetus, thou, in spite of all I said,
Hast drawn this evil thing upon thine head,
Forgetting her who erewhile laid the curse
Upon the maiden, so for fear of worse
Go back again; for fair-limbed Artemis
Now bars the sweet attainment of thy bliss;
So taking heart, yet make no more delay
[Pg 142]But worship her upon this very day,
Nor spare for aught, and of thy trouble make
No semblance unto any for her sake;
And thick upon the fair bride-chamber floor
Strew dittany, and on each side the door
Hang up such poppy-leaves as spring may yield;
And for the rest, myself may be a shield
Against her wrath—nay, be thou not too bold
To ask me that which may not now be told.
Yea, even what thou deemest, hide it deep
Within thine heart, and let thy wonder sleep,
For surely thou shalt one day know my name,
When the time comes again that autumn's flame
Is dying off the vine-boughs, overturned,
Stripped of their wealth. But now let gifts be burned
To her I told thee of, and in three days
Shall I by many hard and rugged ways
Have come to thee again to bring thee peace.
Go, the sun rises and the shades decrease."
Then, thoughtfully, Admetus gat him back,
Nor did the altars of the Huntress lack
The fattest of the flocks upon that day.
But when night came, in arms Admetus lay
Across the threshold of the bride-chamber,
And nought amiss that night he noted there,
But durst not enter, though about the door
Young poppy-leaves were twined, and on the floor,
Not flowered as yet with downy leaves and grey,
Fresh dittany beloved of wild goats lay.
[Pg 143]But when the whole three days and nights were done,
The herdsman came with rising of the sun,
And said, "Admetus, now rejoice again,
Thy prayers and offerings have not been in vain,
And thou at last mayst come unto thy bliss;
And if thou askest for a sign of this,
Take thou this token; make good haste to rise,
And get unto the garden-close that lies
Below these windows sweet with greenery,
And in the midst a marvel shalt thou see,
Three white, black-hearted poppies blossoming,
Though this is but the middle of the spring."
Nor was it otherwise than he had said,
And on that day with joy the twain were wed,
And 'gan to lead a life of great delight;
But the strange woeful history of that night,
The monstrous car, the promise to the King,
All these through weary hours of chiselling
Were wrought in stone, and in Diana's wall
Set up, a joy and witness unto all.
But neither so would wingéd time abide,
The changing year came round to autumn-tide,
Until at last the day was fully come
When the strange guest first reached Admetus' home.
Then, when the sun was reddening to its end,
He to Admetus' brazen porch did wend,
Whom there he found feathering a poplar dart,
Then said he, "King, the time has come to part.
Come forth, for I have that to give thine ear
[Pg 144]No man upon the earth but thou must hear."
Then rose the King, and with a troubled look
His well-steeled spear within his hand he took,
And by his herdsman silently he went
As to a peakéd hill his steps he bent,
Nor did the parting servant speak one word,
As up they climbed, unto his silent lord,
Till from the top he turned about his head
From all the glory of the gold light, shed
Upon the hill-top by the setting sun,
For now indeed the day was well-nigh done,
And all the eastern vale was grey and cold;
But when Admetus he did now behold,
Panting beside him from the steep ascent,
One much-changed godlike look on him he bent.
And said, "O mortal, listen, for I see
Thou deemest somewhat of what is in me;
Fear not! I love thee, even as I can
Who cannot feel the woes and ways of man
In spite of this my seeming, for indeed
Now thou beholdest Jove's immortal seed,
And what my name is I would tell thee now,
If men who dwell upon the earth as thou
Could hear the name and live; but on the earth.
With strange melodious stories of my birth,
Phœbus men call me, and Latona's son.
"And now my servitude with thee is done,
And I shall leave thee toiling on thine earth,
This handful, that within its little girth
[Pg 145]Holds that which moves you so, O men that die;
Behold, to-day thou hast felicity,
But the times change, and I can see a day
When all thine happiness shall fade away;
And yet be merry, strive not with the end,
Thou canst not change it; for the rest, a friend
This year has won thee who shall never fail;
But now indeed, for nought will it avail
To say what I may have in store for thee,
Of gifts that men desire; let these things be,
And live thy life, till death itself shall come,
And turn to nought the storehouse of thine home,
Then think of me; these feathered shafts behold,
That here have been the terror of the wold,
Take these, and count them still the best of all
Thine envied wealth, and when on thee shall fall
By any way the worst extremity,
Call upon me before thou com'st to die,
And lay these shafts with incense on a fire,
That thou mayst gain thine uttermost desire."

He ceased, but ere the golden tongue was still
An odorous mist had stolen up the hill,
And to Admetus first the god grew dim,
And then was but a lovely voice to him,
And then at last the sun had sunk to rest,
And a fresh wind blew lightly from the west
Over the hill-top, and no soul was there;
But the sad dying autumn field-flowers fair,
Rustled dry leaves about the windy place,
[Pg 146]Where even now had been the godlike face,
And in their midst the brass-bound quiver lay.
Then, going further westward, far away,
He saw the gleaming of Peneus wan
'Neath the white sky, but never any man,
Except a grey-haired shepherd driving down
From off the long slopes to his fold-yard brown
His woolly sheep, with whom a maiden went,
Singing for labour done and sweet content
Of coming rest; with that he turned again,
And took the shafts up, never sped in vain,
And came unto his house most deep in thought
Of all the things the varied year had brought.

Yet the next morning, Admetus showed up,
A worn man burdened with sorrow and shame
At the place beside Bœbeis' shore
Where he had met his herdsman before,
And there he found him happy and cheerful,
Coming from the babbling water, freshly dressed,
Then he, with downcast eyes, began to speak,
"Hey you, no matter what your name is, whether you're a god or a human,
Listen to me; it seems that some angry god
Is taking note of your actions.
"Last night, I felt like I had finally reached my goal, __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__,
[Pg 139]All day my tired eyes had watched the sun
Rise and set, and now the night had come
When I should be alone with my joy;
The house was silent from top to bottom,
And in the far-off chambers, the guests lay quiet;
The moon was shining in the sky,
The soft spring wind was sweetly wafting
Fresh scents from the gardens to my love,
As I nervously walked by, hearing only my own footsteps,
I passed between the pillars, casting long shadows
On the white, red-veined floor:
I was so happy that the briar rose,
Rustling outside in the flowery enclosure,
Seemed like Love's fragrant wing—everything felt too real
For such a joy I had never imagined.
"Why do I hesitate, unlike before when I didn't during __A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__?"
That beautiful hour, now never to be forgotten
For as long as I live?—I placed my hand on the gilded door;
I stood in the bride chamber, and saw the bride,
More beautiful than any dream, standing beside
The golden bed, with her hands hiding her face:
I gave a cry of joy, then the scene
Turned to hell, like a nightmarish vision.
"Even now, the painted silver pillars shine"
Between the scented torches and the moon;
Still did the garden offer its fragrant gifts
To the night; still did the nightingale
Share his song with his brooding mate:
[Pg 140]But, rising silently between my waiting love and me,
Like the chilling eternity,
A huge, dull, terrible coil emerged
In shifting circles on the fair pavement.
Then, where my sword once was
My hand fell to my side; I looked around,
And between the coils I met her grey eyes, glazed
With overwhelming, unspeakable horror;
And when mine own didn’t fall upon any weapon,
Why would weapons matter in such a place?
I faced the dragon, raising my bare hands against it,
But a cry of utmost agony
Pierced my ears, freezing me in place, and she cried out to me,
'O get away; alas, I cannot escape!
They coil around me now, my lips to kiss.
O love, why have you led me to this?'
Unfortunately, I'm ashamed! Shaking, I ran away,
Yet turning, I saw the fearful coil sink
Back to where it came from, and I saw my love's limbs freed,
And I first heard her take a long breath
Like someone saved, then heard the hard sobs come,
And wails for her new cursed home.
But there outside across the door I lay,
Like a whipped dog, until dawn broke;
And as I heard her gentle breathing, as if she slept,
Before the earliest bird began to sing, I wandered forth to seek
[Pg 141]You, O strange man, just as you see me, weak
With all the torment of the night, and ashamed
With such a shame that shall never be named
To anyone but you—Yes, yes, and why to you
Does this perhaps mean the end of all you will do for me?—
What then, and do I not have a remedy for that?
Look, there is a rock where I have sat
For many hours while my life was worth living,
With hopes of all the coming wonders.
No sword hangs by my side, no god will change
This clear, hazy blue to black, and burn
My useless body with his lightning bolt;
But the white waves may wash above my bones,
And when old records mention our family
They may omit the letters and the shame,
That make Admetus, once a king of men—
And how could I be worse or better then?"

As someone who looks at an interesting tool
Working against the maker's own intent,
The herdsman looked at his pale face silently,
And smiled for a moment, then said,
"Admetus, despite everything I've told you,
You have brought this evil upon yourself,
Forgetting her who once laid the curse
Upon the maiden, so to avoid worse,
Go back; for fair-limbed Artemis
Now blocks the sweet achievement of your happiness;
So gather your courage, and don't delay
[Pg 142]But worship her today,
And spare nothing, and don’t let your troubles
Show to anyone for her sake;
And spread dittany thick upon the fine bride-chamber floor
And hang such poppy leaves as spring may yield by the door;
And for the rest, I can be a shield
Against her wrath—no, do not be too bold
To ask me what cannot now be revealed.
Yes, even what you think, hide it deep
Inside your heart, and let your curiosity rest,
For you shall surely one day know my name,
When the time comes again that autumn's flame
Is fading off the vine branches, stripped
Of their wealth. But now let gifts be burned
To her I told you of, and in three days
I will come to you again to bring you peace.
Go, the sun rises and the shadows shorten."
Then, lost in thought, Admetus returned,
And that day the altars of the Huntress had
The finest of the flocks as offerings.
But when night came, in arms Admetus lay
Across the threshold of the bride-chamber,
And nothing seemed wrong that night to him,
But he didn’t dare enter, though around the door
Young poppy leaves were twined, and on the floor,
Not yet decorated with downy leaves and grey,
Fresh dittany, loved by wild goats, lay.
[Pg 143]But when the three days and nights were over,
The herdsman came with the rising sun,
And said, "Admetus, rejoice again,
Your prayers and offerings have not been in vain,
And you may at last come to your bliss;
And if you ask for a sign of this,
Take this token; hurry to rise,
And go to the garden close that lies
Below these windows sweet with greenery,
And in the middle, a marvel you shall see,
Three white, black-hearted poppies blooming,
Though this is only the midway point of spring."
It was exactly as he had said,
And on that day, joyfully, the two were wed,
And began to lead a life of great delight;
But the strange, woeful story of that night,
The monstrous coil, the promise to the King,
All these through weary hours of chiseling
Were carved in stone, and in Diana's wall
Set up, a joy and witness for all.
But neither would time with wings stay,
The changing year came around to autumn,
Until at last the day fully arrived
When the strange guest first reached Admetus' home.
Then, when the sun was setting, glowing red,
He went to Admetus' bronze porch,
Whom he found there feathering a poplar dart,
Then said, "King, the time has come to part.
Come forth, for I have something for you to hear
[Pg 144]No man on earth but you must hear it."
Then the King stood, troubled,
Took his well-steeled spear in his hand,
And silently went with his herdsman
As he headed for a peakéd hill,
And the departing servant did not speak a word,
As they climbed up to his silent lord,
Until from the top he turned his head
From all the glory of the golden light,
Shed upon the hill-top by the setting sun,
For now indeed the day was nearly done,
And all the eastern valley was grey and cold;
But when he saw Admetus, panting beside him
From the steep climb, he bent a godlike gaze upon him.
And said, "O mortal, listen, for I see
You understand something of what is in me;
Do not be afraid! I love you, as I can
Though I cannot feel the woes and ways of man
In spite of this appearance, for indeed
Now you see Jove's immortal seed,
And what my name is I would tell you now,
If men who dwell upon the earth like you
Could hear the name and live; but on this earth,
With strange melodious stories of my birth,
People call me Phœbus, the son of Latona.
"And now my duty to you is finished,
And I shall leave you toiling on your earth,
This handful, that within its little girth
[Pg 145]Holds that which moves you so, O men that die;
Behold, today you have happiness,
But times change, and I can see a day
When all your joy shall fade away;
And yet be cheerful, do not fight against the end,
You cannot change it; as for the rest, a friend
This year has won you who shall never fail;
But now indeed, for nothing will it matter
To say what I may have in store for you,
Of gifts that men desire; let these things be,
And live your life until death comes,
And turns to nothing the storehouse of your home,
Then think of me; these feathered arrows behold,
That here have been the terror of the world,
Take these, and consider them your greatest wealth,
And when the worst fate shall fall upon you,
Call upon me before you come to die,
And lay these arrows with incense on a fire,
So that you may gain your utmost desire."

He finished speaking, but before the golden voice disappeared
An odorous mist had crept up the hill,
And to Admetus, the god first grew dim,
And then became only a lovely voice to him,
And lastly, the sun had set,
And a fresh wind blew softly from the west
Over the hill-top, and no one was there;
But the sad, dying autumn field-flowers fair,
Rustled dry leaves around the windy place,
[Pg 146]Where the godlike face had just been,
And in their midst lay the brass-bound quiver.
Then, going further westward, far away,
He saw the shining of Peneus under the white sky,
But never any man,
Except a grey-haired shepherd driving down
From the long slopes to his fold-yard brown
His woolly sheep, with a maiden walking,
Singing for work completed and sweet content
Of coming rest; with that he turned again,
And took the arrows up, never fired in vain,
And came back to his house, deep in thought
About all the things the varied year had brought.

 

 

Thenceforth in bliss and honour day by day
His measured span of sweet life wore away.
A happy man he was; no vain desire
Of foolish fame had set his heart a-fire;
No care he had the ancient bounds to change,
Nor yet for him must idle soldiers range
From place to place about the burdened land,
Or thick upon the ruined cornfields stand;
For him no trumpets blessed the bitter war,
Wherein the right and wrong so mingled are,
That hardly can the man of single heart
[Pg 147]Amid the sickening turmoil choose his part;
For him sufficed the changes of the year,
The god-sent terror was enough of fear
For him; enough the battle with the earth,
The autumn triumph over drought and dearth.
Better to him than wolf-moved battered shields,
O'er poor dead corpses, seemed the stubble-fields
Danced down beneath the moon, until the night
Grew dreamy with a shadowy sweet delight,
And with the high-risen moon came pensive thought,
And men in love's despite must grow distraught
And loiter in the dance, and maidens drop
Their gathered raiment, and the fifer stop
His dancing notes the pensive drone that chid,
And as they wander to their dwellings, hid
By the black shadowed trees, faint melody,
Mournful and sweet, their soft good-night must be.
Far better spoil the gathering vat bore in
Unto the pressing shed, than midst the din
Of falling houses in war's waggon lies
Besmeared with redder stains than Tyrian dyes;
Or when the temple of the sea-born one
With glittering crowns and gallant raiment shone,
Fairer the maidens seemed by no chain bound,
But such as amorous arms might cast around
Their lovely bodies, than the wretched band
Who midst the shipmen by the gangway stand;
Each lonely in her speechless misery,
And thinking of the worse time that shall be,
[Pg 148]When midst of folk who scarce can speak her name,
She bears the uttermost of toil and shame.
Better to him seemed that victorious crown,
That midst the reverent silence of the town
He oft would set upon some singer's brow
Than was the conqueror's diadem, blest now
By lying priests, soon, bent and bloody, hung
Within the thorn by linnets well besung,
Who think but little of the corpse beneath,
Though ancient lands have trembled at his breath.
But to this King—fair Ceres' gifts, the days
Whereon men sung in flushed Lyæus' praise
Tales of old time, the bloodless sacrifice
Unto the goddess of the downcast eyes
And soft persuading lips, the ringing lyre
Unto the bearer of the holy fire
Who once had been amongst them—things like these
Seemed meet to him men's yearning to appease,
These were the triumphs of the peaceful king.

And so, betwixt seed-time and harvesting,
With little fear his life must pass away;
And for the rest, he, from the self-same day
That the god left him, seemed to have some share
In that same godhead he had harboured there:
In all things grew his wisdom and his wealth,
And folk beholding the fair state and health
Wherein his land was, said, that now at last
A fragment of the Golden Age was cast
[Pg 149]Over the place, for there was no debate,
And men forgot the very name of hate.
Nor failed the love of her he erst had won
To hold his heart as still the years wore on,
And she, no whit less fair than on the day
When from Iolchos first she passed away,
Did all his will as though he were a god,
And loving still, the downward way she trod.
Honour and love, plenty and peace, he had;
Nor lacked for aught that makes a wise man glad,
That makes him like a rich well-honoured guest
Scarce sorry when the time comes, for the rest,
That at the end perforce must bow his head.
And yet—was death not much rememberéd,
As still with happy men the manner is?
Or, was he not so pleased with this world's bliss,
As to be sorry when the time should come
When but his name should hold his ancient home
While he dwelt nowhere? either way indeed,
Will be enough for most men's daily need,
And with calm faces they may watch the world,
And note men's lives hither and thither hurled,
As folk may watch the unfolding of a play—
Nor this, nor that was King Admetus' way,
For neither midst the sweetness of his life
Did he forget the ending of the strife,
Nor yet for heavy thoughts of passing pain
Did all his life seem lost to him or vain,
A wasteful jest of Jove, an empty dream;
[Pg 150]Rather before him did a vague hope gleam,
That made him a great-hearted man and wise,
Who saw the deeds of men with far-seeing eyes,
And dealt them pitying justice still, as though
The inmost heart of each man he did know;
This hope it was, and not his kingly place
That made men's hearts rejoice to see his face
Rise in the council hall; through this, men felt
That in their midst a son of man there dwelt
Like and unlike them, and their friend through all;
And still as time went on, the more would fall
This glory on the King's belovéd head,
And round his life fresh hope and fear were shed.

Yet at the last his good days passed away,
And sick upon his bed Admetus lay,
'Twixt him and death nought but a lessening veil
Of hasty minutes, yet did hope not fail,
Nor did bewildering fear torment him then,
But still as ever, all the ways of men
Seemed dear to him: but he, while yet his breath
Still held the gateway 'gainst the arms of death,
Turned to his wife, who, bowed beside the bed,
Wept for his love, and dying goodlihead,
And bade her put all folk from out the room,
Then going to the treasury's rich gloom
To bear the arrows forth, the Lycian's gift.
So she, amidst her blinding tears, made shift
To find laid in the inmost treasury
Those shafts, and brought them unto him, but he,
[Pg 151]Beholding them, beheld therewith his life,
Both that now past, with many marvels rife,
And that which he had hoped he yet should see.
Then spoke he faintly, "Love, 'twixt thee and me
A film has come, and I am failing fast:
And now our ancient happy life is past;
For either this is death's dividing hand,
And all is done, or if the shadowy land
I yet escape, full surely if I live
The god with life some other gift will give,
And change me unto thee: e'en at this tide
Like a dead man among you all I bide,
Until I once again behold my guest,
And he has given me either life or rest:
Alas, my love! that thy too loving heart
Nor with my life or death can have a part.
O cruel words! yet death is cruel too:
Stoop down and kiss me, for I yearn for you
E'en as the autumn yearneth for the sun."
"O love, a little time we have been one,
And if we now are twain weep not therefore;
For many a man on earth desireth sore
To have some mate upon the toilsome road,
Some sharer of his still increasing load,
And yet for all his longing and his pain
His troubled heart must seek for love in vain,
And till he dies still must he be alone—
But now, although our love indeed is gone,
[Pg 152]Yet to this land as thou art leal and true
Set now thine hand to what I bid thee do,
Because I may not die; rake up the brands
Upon the hearth, and from these trembling hands
Cast incense thereon, and upon them lay
These shafts, the relics of a happier day,
Then watch with me; perchance I may not die,
Though the supremest hour now draws anigh
Of life or death—O thou who madest me,
The only thing on earth alike to thee,
Why must I be unlike to thee in this?
Consider, if thou dost not do amiss
To slay the only thing that feareth death
Or knows its name, of all things drawing breath
Upon the earth: see now for no short hour,
For no half-halting death, to reach me slower
Than other men, I pray thee—what avail
To add some trickling grains unto the tale
Soon told, of minutes thou dost snatch away
From out the midst of that unending day
Wherein thou dwellest? rather grant me this
To right me wherein thou hast done amiss,
And give me life like thine for evermore."

So murmured he, contending very sore
Against the coming death; but she meanwhile
Faint with consuming love, made haste to pile
The brands upon the hearth, and thereon cast
Sweet incense, and the feathered shafts at last;
[Pg 153]Then, trembling, back unto the bed she crept,
And lay down by his side, and no more wept,
Nay scarce could think of death for very love
That in her faithful heart for ever strove
'Gainst fear and grief: but now the incense-cloud
The old familiar chamber did enshroud,
And on the very verge of death drawn close
Wrapt both their weary souls in strange repose,
That through sweet sleep sent kindly images
Of simple things; and in the midst of these,
Whether it were but parcel of their dream,
Or that they woke to it as some might deem,
I know not, but the door was opened wide,
And the King's name a voice long silent cried,
And Phœbus on the very threshold trod,
And yet in nothing liker to a god
Than when he ruled Admetus' herds, for he
Still wore the homespun coat men used to see
Among the heifers in the summer morn,
And round about him hung the herdsman's horn,
And in his hand he bore the herdsman's spear
And cornel bow, the prowling dog-wolfs fear,
Though empty of its shafts the quiver was.
He to the middle of the room did pass,
And said, "Admetus, neither all for nought
My coming to thee is, nor have I brought
Good tidings to thee; poor man, thou shalt live
If any soul for thee sweet life will give
Enforced by none: for such a sacrifice
[Pg 154]Alone the fates can deem a fitting price
For thy redemption; in no battle-field,
Maddened by hope of glory life to yield,
To give it up to heal no city's shame
In hope of gaining long-enduring fame;
For whoso dieth for thee must believe
That thou with shame that last gift wilt receive,
And strive henceforward with forgetfulness
The honied draught of thy new life to bless.
Nay, and moreover such a glorious heart
Who loves thee well enough with life to part
But for thy love, with life must lose love too,
Which e'en when wrapped about in weeds of woe
Is godlike life indeed to such an one.
"And now behold, three days ere life is done
Do the Fates give thee, and I, even I,
Upon thy life have shed felicity
And given thee love of men, that they in turn
With fervent love of thy dear love might burn.
The people love thee and thy silk-clad breast,
Thine open doors have given thee better rest
Than woods of spears or hills of walls might do.
And even now in wakefulness and woe
The city lies, calling to mind thy love
Wearying with ceaseless prayers the gods above.
But thou—thine heart is wise enough to know
That they no whit from their decrees will go."

So saying, swiftly from the room he passed;
But on the world no look Admetus cast,
[Pg 155]But peacefully turned round unto the wall
As one who knows that quick death must befall:
For in his heart he thought, "Indeed too well
I know what men are, this strange tale to tell
To those that live with me: yea, they will weep,
And o'er my tomb most solemn days will keep,
And in great chronicles will write my name,
Telling to many an age my deeds and fame.
For living men such things as this desire,
And by such ways will they appease the fire
Of love and grief: but when death comes to stare
Full in men's faces, and the truth lays bare,
How can we then have wish for anything,
But unto life that gives us all to cling?"
So said he, and with closed eyes did await,
Sleeping or waking, the decrees of fate.

But now Alcestis rose, and by the bed
She stood, with wild thoughts passing through her head.
Dried were her tears, her troubled heart and sore
Throbbed with the anguish of her love no more.
A strange look on the dying man she cast,
Then covered up her face and said, "O past!
Past the sweet times that I remember well!
Alas, that such a tale my heart can tell!
Ah, how I trusted him! what love was mine!
How sweet to feel his arms about me twine,
And my heart beat with his! what wealth of bliss
[Pg 156]To hear his praises! all to come to this,
That now I durst not look upon his face,
Lest in my heart that other thing have place.
That which I knew not, that which men call hate.
"O me, the bitterness of God and fate!
A little time ago we two were one;
I had not lost him though his life was done,
For still was he in me—but now alone
Through the thick darkness must my soul make moan,
For I must die: how can I live to bear
An empty heart about, the nurse of fear?
How can I live to die some other tide,
And, dying, hear my loveless name outcried
About the portals of that weary land
Whereby my shadowy feet should come to stand.
"Alcestis! O Alcestis, hadst thou known
That thou one day shouldst thus be left alone,
How hadst thou borne a living soul to love!
Hadst thou not rather lifted hands to Jove,
To turn thine heart to stone, thy front to brass,
That through this wondrous world thy soul might pass,
Well pleased and careless, as Diana goes
Through the thick woods, all pitiless of those
Her shafts smite down? Alas! how could it be
Can a god give a god's delights to thee?
Nay rather, Jove, but give me once again,
If for one moment only, that sweet pain
The love I had while still I thought to live!
Ah! wilt thou not, since unto thee I give
[Pg 157]My life, my hope?—But thou—I come to thee.
Thou sleepest: O wake not, nor speak to me
In silence let my last hour pass away,
And men forget my bitter feeble day."

With that she laid her down upon the bed,
And nestling to him, kissed his weary head,
And laid his wasted hand upon her breast,
Yet woke him not; and silence and deep rest
Fell on that chamber. The night wore away
Mid gusts of wailing wind, the twilight grey
Stole o'er the sea, and wrought his wondrous change
On things unseen by night, by day not strange,
But now half seen and strange; then came the sun,
And therewithal the silent world and dun
Waking, waxed many-coloured, full of sound,
As men again their heap of troubles found,
And woke up to their joy or misery.
But there, unmoved by aught, those twain did lie,
Until Admetus' ancient nurse drew near
Unto the open door, and full of fear
Beheld them moving not, and as folk dead;
Then, trembling with her eagerness and dread,
She cried, "Admetus! art thou dead indeed?
Alcestis! livest thou my words to heed?
Alas, alas, for this Thessalian folk!"
But with her piercing cry the King awoke,
And round about him wildly 'gan to stare,
As a bewildered man who knows not where
[Pg 158]He has awakened: but not thin or wan
His face was now, as of a dying man,
But fresh and ruddy; and his eyes shone clear,
As of a man who much of life may bear.
And at the first, but joy and great surprise
Shone out from those awakened, new-healed eyes;
But as for something more at last he yearned,
Unto his love with troubled brow he turned,
For still she seemed to sleep: alas, alas!
Her lonely shadow even now did pass
Along the changeless fields, oft looking back,
As though it yet had thought of some great lack.
And here, the hand just fallen from off his breast
Was cold; and cold the bosom his hand pressed.
And even as the colour lit the day
The colour from her lips had waned away;
Yet still, as though that longed-for happiness
Had come again her faithful heart to bless,
Those white lips smiled, unwrinkled was her brow,
But of her eyes no secrets might he know,
For, hidden by the lids of ivory,
Had they beheld that death a-drawing nigh.

Then o'er her dead corpse King Admetus hung,
Such sorrow in his heart as his faint tongue
Refused to utter; yet the just-past night
But dimly he remembered, and the sight
Of the Far-darter, and the dreadful word
That seemed to cleave all hope as with a sword:
[Pg 159]Yet stronger in his heart a knowledge grew,
That nought it was but her fond heart and true
That all the marvel for his love had wrought,
Whereby from death to life he had been brought;
That dead, his life she was, as she had been
His life's delight while still she lived a queen.
And he fell wondering if his life were gain,
So wrapt as then in loneliness and pain;
Yet therewithal no tears would fill his eyes,
For as a god he was.
Then did he rise
And gat him down unto the Council-place,
And when the people saw his well-loved face
Then cried aloud for joy to see him there.
And earth again to them seemed blest and fair.
And though indeed they did lament in turn,
When of Alcestis' end they came to learn,
Scarce was it more than seeming, or, at least,
The silence in the middle of a feast,
When men have memory of their heroes slain.
So passed the order of the world again,
Victorious Summer crowning lusty Spring,
Rich Autumn faint with wealth of harvesting,
And Winter the earth's sleep; and then again
Spring, Summer, Autumn, and the Winter's pain:
And still and still the same the years went by.

But Time, who slays so many a memory,
Brought hers to light, the short-lived loving Queen;
And her fair soul, as scent of flowers unseen,
[Pg 160]Sweetened the turmoil of long centuries.
For soon, indeed, Death laid his hand on these,
The shouters round the throne upon that day.
And for Admetus, he, too, went his way,
Though if he died at all I cannot tell;
But either on the earth he ceased to dwell,
Or else, oft born again, had many a name.
But through all lands of Greece Alcestis' fame
Grew greater, and about her husband's twined
Lived, in the hearts of far-off men enshrined.
See I have told her tale, though I know not
What men are dwelling now on that green spot
Anigh Bœbeis, or if Pheræ still,
With name oft changed perchance, adown the hill
Still shows its white walls to the rising sun.
—The gods at least remember what is done.

Thereafter in joy and honor, day by day
His measured years of sweet life slipped away.
He was a happy man; no vain desire
For foolish fame had set his heart on fire;
He had no wish to change the ancient laws,
Nor did idle soldiers roam about the lands,
Or crowd upon the ruined fields of grain;
No trumpets cheered the bitter war for him,
Where right and wrong are so intertwined,
That barely can a man with a pure heart
[Pg 147]Amid the sickening chaos choose his side;
For him, the changing seasons were enough,
The fears sent by the gods were enough for him;
The struggle with the earth sufficed,
The autumn victories over drought and famine.
He would have preferred fields of stubble,
Dancing in the moonlight, than battered shields
Over poor dead bodies, until the night
Became dreamy with a sweet, shadowy delight,
And with the high-risen moon came thoughtful reflection,
As men, despite love, must grow distraught
And linger in the dance, and maidens drop
Their gathered garments, as the flute would cease
To play dancing notes; the soft drone of the flute,
And as they wander to their homes, hidden
By the dark-shadowed trees, a faint melody,
Mournful and sweet, their soft good-nights must be.
It's much better to ruin the mixing tank that's been brought in.
To the pressing shed than midst the clamor
Of falling houses in war’s chaos lies
Stained with redder marks than Tyrian dyes;
Or when the temple of the sea-born goddess
With shining crowns and brave garments glowed,
More beautiful the maidens appeared unchained,
But such as loving arms might entwine
Their lovely bodies, than the wretched group
Who among the sailors by the gangway stand;
Each alone in her silent misery,
And fearing the worse time that shall come,
[Pg 148]When among people who can hardly speak her name,
She bears the utmost toil and shame.
The victorious crown seemed better to him,
That amidst the respectful silence of the town
He often placed upon some singer’s brow
Than the conqueror’s crown, now blessed
By deceptive priests, soon, bent and bloody, hung
Upon the thorns, well sung by linnets,
Who think little of the corpse below,
Though ancient lands have trembled at his breath.
But to this King—fair Ceres’ gifts, the days
When men sang in flushed Lyæus’ praise
Tales of old times, the bloodless sacrifice
To the goddess of downcast eyes
And soft, persuasive lips, the resonant lyre
To the bearer of the sacred fire
Who once had been among them—these things
Seemed right to him, to appease men’s yearning;
These were the triumphs of the peaceful king.

And so, between planting and harvesting,
With little fear his life must pass away;
And for the rest, from the same day
The god left him, he seemed to share
In that same divinity he had harbored there:
In all things grew his wisdom and wealth,
And people, seeing the fair state and health
Of his land, said that now at last
A fragment of the Golden Age was cast
[Pg 149]Over the place, for there was no strife,
And people forgot the very name of hate.
Nor did the love he had once won from her
Stop holding his heart as the years went by,
And she, no less beautiful than on the day
When from Iolchos she first went away,
Did all his will as if he were a god,
And loving still, walked the downward path.
He had honor and love, abundance and peace;
Nor lacked for anything that makes a wise man glad,
That makes him like a rich, well-honored guest
Scarcely sorry when the time comes, for the rest,
That at the end must inevitably bow his head.
And yet—was death not often remembered,
As is common among happy men?
Or, was he not so pleased with this world's joy,
As to be troubled when the time should come
When only his name would remain in his old home
While he dwelt nowhere? either way indeed,
Will be enough for most men’s daily need,
And with calm faces, they may watch the world,
And note men’s lives tossed here and there,
As people might watch the performance of a play—
Neither this nor that was King Admetus’ way,
For neither amidst the sweetness of his life
Did he forget the ending of the struggle,
Nor yet for heavy thoughts of passing pain
Did all his life seem lost to him or worthless,
A wasteful jest of Jove, an empty dream;
[Pg 150]Rather before him did a vague hope shine,
That made him a noble-hearted man and wise,
Who saw the deeds of men with far-sighted eyes,
And dealt them just compassion still, as though
He knew the innermost heart of each man;
This hope it was, and not his royal position
That made people’s hearts rejoice to see his face
Rise in the council hall; through this, they felt
That in their midst a true man resided
Similar and different, and their friend through all;
And still as time went on, more would fall
This glory on the King’s beloved head,
And around his life fresh hope and fear were shed.

But eventually, his good days came to an end,
And sick upon his bed Admetus lay,
Between him and death nothing but a lessening veil
Of fleeting minutes, yet did hope not fail,
Nor did bewildering fear torment him then,
But still as ever, all the ways of men
Seemed dear to him: but he, while yet his breath
Kept the gateway against the arms of death,
Turned to his wife, who, bent beside the bed,
Cried for his love, and dying beauty,
And bade her send all people from the room,
Then going to the treasury’s rich gloom
To bring forth the arrows as a Lycian’s gift.
So she, through her blinding tears, managed
To find laid in the innermost treasury
Those shafts, and brought them to him, but he,
[Pg 151]Seeing them, saw therewith his life,
Both that which had passed, filled with many wonders,
And that which he had hoped he still would see.
Then he spoke quietly, "Love, between you and me
A film has come, and I am fading fast:
And now our ancient happy life is gone;
For either this is death’s dividing hand,
And all is done, or if the shadowy land
I somehow escape, surely if I live
The god of life some other gift will give,
And change me into you: even now
Like a dead man among you all I stay,
Until I once again see my guest,
And he has given me either life or rest:
Alas, my love! that your too loving heart
Can share in neither my life nor my death.
O cruel words! yet death is cruel too:
Lean down and kiss me, for I long for you
Just as autumn longs for the sun."
"O love, we have been together for just a little while,"
And if we now are two, don’t weep for that;
For many a man on earth deeply desires
To have some partner on the toilsome road,
Some companion of his still-increasing load,
And yet for all his longing and his pain
His troubled heart must seek for love in vain,
And till he dies must he stay alone—
But now, although our love indeed is gone,
[Pg 152]Yet in this land, as you are loyal and true
Set now your hand to what I bid you do,
Because I cannot die; rake up the embers
Upon the hearth, and from these trembling hands
Cast incense thereon, and upon them lay
These arrows, the relics of a happier time,
Then stay with me; perhaps I may not die,
Though the final hour now draws near
Of life or death—O you who made me,
The only thing on earth alike to you,
Why must I be unlike you in this?
Consider, if you do not do wrong
To slay the only thing that fears death
Or knows its name, of all things drawing breath
Upon the earth: see now for no short hour,
For no half-dying death, to reach me slower
Than other men, I pray you—what good
To add some trickling grains to the tale
Soon told, of minutes you snatch away
From out the midst of that unending day
Wherein you dwell? Rather grant me this
To right me where you have done wrong,
And give me life like yours forevermore."

So he whispered, struggling really hard.
Against the impending death; but she meanwhile
Faint with consuming love, hurried to pile
The logs upon the hearth, and thereon cast
Sweet incense, and the feathered arrows at last;
[Pg 153]Then, trembling, back to the bed she crept,
And lay down by his side, and no more wept,
Nor could think of death for very love
That in her faithful heart forever struggled
Against fear and grief: but now the incense-cloud
The familiar chamber did shroud,
And on the very edge of death pulled close
Wrapped both their weary souls in strange calm,
That through sweet sleep sent kind images
Of simple things; and in the midst of these,
Whether it was a part of their dream,
Or that they woke to it, as some might think,
I know not, but the door was opened wide,
And the King's name a voice long silent cried,
And Phœbus on the very threshold stepped,
And yet in nothing more like a god
Than when he ruled Admetus’ herds, for he
Still wore the homespun coat men used to see
Among the heifers in the summer dawn,
And round about him hung the herdsman’s horn,
And in his hand, he bore the herdsman’s spear
And cornel bow, the prowling wolf’s fear,
Though empty of its arrows the quiver was.
He walked to the center of the room,
And said, "Admetus, my coming is not for naught
Nor have I brought
Good tidings for you; poor man, you shall live
If any soul for you sweet life will give
Without being compelled: for such a sacrifice
[Pg 154]Alone the fates can deem a fitting price
For your redemption; in no battlefield,
Driven by the hope of glory, life to yield,
To give it up to heal no city's shame
In hope of gaining enduring fame;
For whosoever dies for you must believe
That you will receive that last gift with shame,
And strive henceforth with forgetfulness
The sweet draught of your new life to bless.
No, and moreover, such a glorious heart
Who loves you well enough to part with life
But for your love, with life must lose love too,
Which even when shrouded in sorrows
Is godlike life to such a one.
"And now look, three days before life is over"
Do the Fates give you, and I, even I,
Upon your life have shed happiness
And given you the love of men, that they in turn
With fervent love for your dear love might burn.
The people love you and your silk-clad breast,
Your open doors have given you better rest
Than forests of spears or hills of walls could do.
And now in wakefulness and woe
The city lies, recalling your love,
Wearying with ceaseless prayers the gods above.
But you—your heart is wise enough to know
That they will not change their decrees."

Having said that, he quickly left the room;
But upon the world no glance Admetus cast,
[Pg 155]But peacefully turned to the wall
Like one who knows that quick death must come:
For in his heart he thought, "Indeed too well
I know what men are, this strange tale to tell
To those who live with me: yes, they will weep,
And over my tomb most solemn days will keep,
And in great chronicles will write my name,
Telling to many ages my deeds and fame.
For living men such things desire,
And by such ways will they appease the fire
Of love and grief: but when death comes to stare
Full in men’s faces, and the truth lays bare,
How can we then wish for anything,
But for the life that gives us all to hold?"
So he said, and with his eyes shut, he waited.
Sleeping or waking, the decrees of fate.

But now Alcestis got up, and by the bed
She stood, wild thoughts swirling in her head.
Her tears dried, her troubled heart no more
Throbbed with the anguish of her love.
A strange look on the dying man she cast,
Then covered her face and said, "O past!
Past the sweet times that I remember well!
Alas, that such a tale my heart can tell!
Ah, how I trusted him! what love was mine!
How sweet it was to feel his arms around me,
And my heart beat with his! what wealth of bliss
[Pg 156]To hear his praises! all to come to this,
That now I dare not look upon his face,
Lest in my heart that other thing have place.
That which I knew not, that which men call hate.
"Oh, the bitterness of God and fate!"
A little time ago we two were one;
I had not lost him though his life was done,
For he was still in me—but now alone
Through the thick darkness must my soul moan,
For I must die: how can I live to bear
An empty heart around, the nurse of fear?
How can I live to die some other time,
And, dying, hear my loveless name called out
About the doorways of that weary land
Where my shadowy feet should finally stand.
"Alcestis! Oh Alcestis, if you had only known
That you would one day thus be left alone,
How would you have borne a living soul to love!
Would you not rather have raised your hands to Jove,
To turn your heart to stone, your brow to brass,
So through this wondrous world your soul might pass,
Well pleased and careless, as Diana goes
Through the thick woods, all pitiless of those
Her arrows strike down? Alas! how could it be
Can a god give a god’s delights to you?
No, rather, Jove, give me once again,
If for one moment only, that sweet pain
The love I had while still I thought to live!
Ah! will you not, since unto you I give
[Pg 157]My life, my hope?—But you—I come to you.
You sleep: O wake not, nor speak to me
In silence let my last hour pass away,
And men forget my bitter feeble day."

With that, she lay down on the bed,
And nestled to him, kissed his weary head,
And laid his wasted hand upon her breast,
Yet woke him not; and silence and deep rest
Fell on that chamber. The night wore on
With gusts of wailing wind, the twilight grey
Stole o'er the sea, and wrought its wondrous change
On things unseen by night, by day not strange,
But now half seen and strange; then came the sun,
And with it, the silent world and dim
Waking, grew colorful, full of sound,
As people once again faced their heap of troubles,
And woke up to their joy or misery.
But there, unaffected by anything, those two lay.
Until Admetus’ ancient nurse drew near
To the open door, and full of fear
Saw them unmoving, and as if dead;
Then, trembling with eagerness and dread,
She cried, "Admetus! are you dead indeed?
Alcestis! do you live to heed my words?
Alas, alas, for this Thessalian folk!"
But her piercing scream woke the King,
And wildly began to stare around,
Like a bewildered man who does not know where
[Pg 158]He has awoken: but not thin or pale
His face was now, as of a dying man,
But fresh and rosy; and his eyes shone bright,
As of a man who has much life to bear.
And at first, only joy and great surprise
Shone forth from those awakened, newly healed eyes;
But as for something more, at last, he yearned,
To his love with troubled brow he turned,
For still she seemed to sleep: alas, alas!
Her lonely shadow even now did pass
Along the timeless fields, oft looking back,
As though it yet had thought of some great lack.
And here, the hand just fallen from off his breast
Was cold; and cold the chest his hand pressed.
And even as the color lit the day
The color from her lips had faded away;
Yet still, as though that longed-for happiness
Had returned to bless her faithful heart,
Those white lips smiled, unwrinkled was her brow,
But of her eyes, no secrets could he know,
For hidden by the ivory lids,
Had they witnessed that death was drawing close.

Then, over her lifeless body, King Admetus hung,
Such sorrow in his heart as his faint tongue
Refused to utter; yet the just-passed night
But dimly he remembered, and the sight
Of the Far-darter, and the dreadful word
That seemed to split all hope as with a sword:
[Pg 159]Yet stronger in his heart a knowledge grew,
That it was only her loving heart and true
That all the wonder for his love had wrought,
Whereby from death to life he had been brought;
That dead, she was his life, as she had been
His life's joy while she lived a queen.
And he fell wondering if his life were gain,
So wrapped as then in loneliness and pain;
Yet alongside this, no tears would fill his eyes,
For as a god he was.
Then he got up.
And went down to the Council place,
And when the people saw his well-loved face
Then cried aloud for joy to see him there.
And earth again seemed blessed and fair to them.
And though indeed they did lament in turn,
When of Alcestis' end they came to learn,
Scarce was it more than seeming, or at least,
The silence in the middle of a feast,
When people have memory of their fallen heroes.
So passed the order of the world again,
Victorious Summer crowning lively Spring,
Rich Autumn faint with the wealth of harvest,
And Winter the earth's sleep; and then again
Spring, Summer, Autumn, and the Winter's pain:
And still the same, the years went by.

But Time, which destroys so many memories,
Brought hers to light, the short-lived loving Queen;
And her fair soul, like the scent of unseen flowers,
[Pg 160]Sweetened the turmoil of long centuries.
For soon, indeed, Death laid his hand upon these,
The shouters round the throne on that day.
And for Admetus, he too, went his way,
Though if he died at all I cannot tell;
But either on the earth he ceased to live,
Or else, often born again, had many names.
But through all lands of Greece, Alcestis' fame
Grew greater, and intertwined with her husband
Lived, in the hearts of distant people enshrined.
See, I have told her story, though I know not
What people are living now on that green spot
Near Bœbeis, or if Pheræ still,
With name perhaps often changed, down the hill
Still shows its white walls to the rising sun.
—The gods at least remember what is done.

 

 

Strange felt the wanderers at his tale, for now
Their old desires it seemed once more to show
Unto their altered hearts, when now the rest,
Most surely coming, of all things seemed best;—
—Unless, by death perchance they yet might gain
Some space to try such deeds as now in vain
They heard of amidst stories of the past;
Such deeds as they for that wild hope had cast
From out their hands—they sighed to think of it,
And how as deedless men they there must sit.

Yet, with the measured falling of that rhyme
Mingled the lovely sights and glorious time,
Whereby, in spite of hope long past away,
In spite of knowledge growing day by day
Of lives so wasted, in despite of death,
With sweet content that eve they drew their breath,
And scarce their own lives seemed to touch them more
Than that dead Queen's beside Bœbéis' shore;
Bitter and sweet so mingled in them both,
Their lives and that old tale, they had been loth,
Perchance, to have them told another way.—
So passed the sun from that fair summer day.

Strange noticed the travelers were intrigued by his tale, for now
Their old desires seemed to reappear
To their changed hearts, as the rest,
Most certainly arriving, of all things felt best;—
—Unless, by death, they might somehow find
Some time to attempt those deeds they now in vain
Heard about in tales from the past;
Such actions they had hoped for in that wild dream
That slipped from their grasp—they sighed to think of it,
And how as actionless people they had to sit there.

Yet, with the rhythmic quality of that rhyme
Blended the beautiful sights and glorious times,
Where, despite hope long faded away,
In spite of knowledge growing every day
Of lives so wasted, despite the shadow of death,
With sweet content they breathed that evening,
And hardly did their own lives feel any closer
Than that dead Queen's beside Bœbéis' shore;
Bitter and sweet so intertwined in them both,
Their lives and that old tale, they would have been hesitant,
Perhaps, to have it told any other way.—
So the sun set on that lovely summer day.

 

 

June drew unto its end, the hot bright days
Now gat from men as much of blame as praise,
As rainless still they passed, without a cloud,
And growing grey at last, the barley bowed
Before the south-east wind. On such a day
These folk amid the trellised roses lay,
And careless for a little while at least,
Crowned with the mingled blossoms held their feast:
Nor did the garden lack for younger folk,
Who cared no more for burning summer's yoke
Than the sweet breezes of the April-tide;
But through the thick trees wandered far and wide
From sun to shade, and shade to sun again,
Until they deemed the elders would be fain
To hear the tale, and shadows longer grew:
Then round about the grave old men they drew,
Both youths and maidens; and beneath their feet
The grass seemed greener, and the flowers more sweet
Unto the elders, as they stood around.

So through the calm air soon arose the sound
Of one old voice as now a Wanderer spoke.
[Pg 163]"O friends, and ye, fair loving gentle folk,
Would I could better tell a tale to-day;
But hark to this, which while our good ship lay
Within the Weser such a while agone,
A Fleming told me, as we sat alone
One Sunday evening in the Rose-garland,
And all the other folk were gone a-land
After their pleasure, like sea-faring men.
Surely I deem it no great wonder then
That I remember everything he said,
Since from that Sunday eve strange fortune led
That keel and me on such a weary way—
Well, at the least it serveth you to-day."

June was wrapping up, and the warm, sunny days
Now brought both blame and praise from people,
As they passed by without a cloud in the sky,
And the barley, now turning gray, bowed
To the southeast wind. On such a day
These folks lay among the trellised roses,
And, carefree for at least a little while,
Crowned with mixed blossoms, enjoyed their feast:
The garden also had younger folks,
Who cared no more for the summer's heat
Than for the sweet breezes of April;
They wandered from sun to shade, and shade to sun,
Until they thought the elders would be eager
To hear their stories, as the shadows grew longer:
Then they gathered around the wise old men,
Both young men and women; and beneath their feet
The grass looked greener, and the flowers seemed sweeter
To the elders standing there.

Through the serene air, soon the sound
Of one old voice arose as a Wanderer began to speak.
[Pg 163]"O friends, and you, kind and gentle people,
I wish I could tell you a better story today;
But listen to this, which while our good ship lay
In the Weser not long ago,
A Fleming told me, as we sat alone
One Sunday evening in the Rose-garland,
And all the other people had gone ashore
For their enjoyment, like seafaring men.
It’s no wonder then
That I remember everything he said,
Since that Sunday evening took me on such a weary journey—
Well, at least it serves you today."

 

 


THE LADY OF THE LAND.

ARGUMENT.

A certain man having landed on an island in the Greek Sea found there a beautiful damsel, whom he would fain have delivered from a strange and dreadful doom, but failing herein, he died soon afterwards.

A man who landed on an island in the Greek Sea found a beautiful young woman there, and he wished to rescue her from a strange and terrible fate, but when he couldn't, he soon died afterward.

 

It happened once, some men of Italy
Midst the Greek Islands went a sea-roving,
And much good fortune had they on the sea:
Of many a man they had the ransoming,
And many a chain they gat, and goodly thing;
And midst their voyage to an isle they came,
Whereof my story keepeth not the name.

Now though but little was there left to gain,
Because the richer folk had gone away,
Yet since by this of water they were fain
They came to anchor in a land-locked bay,
Whence in a while some went ashore to play,
Going but lightly armed in twos or threes,
[Pg 165]For midst that folk they feared no enemies.

And of these fellows that thus went ashore,
One was there who left all his friends behind;
Who going inland ever more and more,
And being left quite alone, at last did find
A lonely valley sheltered from the wind,
Wherein, amidst an ancient cypress wood,
A long-deserted ruined castle stood.

The wood, once ordered in fair grove and glade,
With gardens overlooked by terraces,
And marble-pavéd pools for pleasure made,
Was tangled now, and choked with fallen trees;
And he who went there, with but little ease
Must stumble by the stream's side, once made meet
For tender women's dainty wandering feet.

The raven's croak, the low wind choked and drear,
The baffled stream, the grey wolf's doleful cry,
Were all the sounds that mariner could hear,
As through the wood he wandered painfully;
But as unto the house he drew anigh,
The pillars of a ruined shrine he saw,
The once fair temple of a fallen law.

No image was there left behind to tell
Before whose face the knees of men had bowed;
An altar of black stone, of old wrought well,
Alone beneath a ruined roof now showed
[Pg 166]The goal whereto the folk were wont to crowd,
Seeking for things forgotten long ago,
Praying for heads long ages laid a-low.

Close to the temple was the castle-gate,
Doorless and crumbling; there our fellow turned,
Trembling indeed at what might chance to wait
The prey entrapped, yet with a heart that burned
To know the most of what might there be learned,
And hoping somewhat too, amid his fear,
To light on such things as all men hold dear.

Noble the house was, nor seemed built for war,
But rather like the work of other days,
When men, in better peace than now they are,
Had leisure on the world around to gaze,
And noted well the past times' changing ways;
And fair with sculptured stories it was wrought,
By lapse of time unto dim ruin brought.

Now as he looked about on all these things,
And strove to read the mouldering histories,
Above the door an image with wide wings,
Whose unclad limbs a serpent seemed to seize,
He dimly saw, although the western breeze,
And years of biting frost and washing rain,
Had made the carver's labour well-nigh vain.

But this, though perished sore, and worn away,
He noted well, because it seemed to be,
[Pg 167]After the fashion of another day,
Some great man's badge of war, or armoury,
And round it a carved wreath he seemed to see;
But taking note of these things, at the last
The mariner beneath the gateway passed.

And there a lovely cloistered court he found,
A fountain in the midst o'erthrown and dry,
And in the cloister briers twining round
The slender shafts; the wondrous imagery
Outworn by more than many years gone by,
Because the country people, in their fear
Of wizardry, had wrought destruction here;

And piteously these fair things had been maimed;
There stood great Jove, lacking his head of might;
Here was the archer, swift Apollo, lamed;
The shapely limbs of Venus hid from sight
By weeds and shards; Diana's ankles light
Bound with the cable of some coasting ship;
And rusty nails through Helen's maddening lip.

Therefrom unto the chambers did he pass,
And found them fair still, midst of their decay,
Though in them now no sign of man there was,
And everything but stone had passed away
That made them lovely in that vanished day;
Nay, the mere walls themselves would soon be gone
[Pg 168]And nought be left but heaps of mouldering stone.

But he, when all the place he had gone o'er.
And with much trouble clomb the broken stair,
And from the topmost turret seen the shore
And his good ship drawn up at anchor there,
Came down again, and found a crypt most fair
Built wonderfully beneath the greatest hall,
And there he saw a door within the wall,

Well-hinged, close shut; nor was there in that place
Another on its hinges, therefore he
Stood there and pondered for a little space,
And thought, "Perchance some marvel I shall see,
For surely here some dweller there must be,
Because this door seems whole, and new, and sound.
While nought but ruin I can see around."

So with that word, moved by a strong desire,
He tried the hasp, that yielded to his hand,
And in a strange place, lit as by a fire
Unseen but near, he presently did stand;
And by an odorous breeze his face was fanned,
As though in some Arabian plain he stood,
Anigh the border of a spice-tree wood.

He moved not for awhile, but looking round,
He wondered much to see the place so fair,
Because, unlike the castle above ground,
No pillager or wrecker had been there;
[Pg 169]It seemed that time had passed on otherwhere,
Nor laid a finger on this hidden place,
Rich with the wealth of some forgotten race.

With hangings, fresh as when they left the loom,
The walls were hung a space above the head,
Slim ivory chairs were set about the room,
And in one corner was a dainty bed,
That seemed for some fair queen apparelléd;
And marble was the worst stone of the floor,
That with rich Indian webs was covered o'er.

The wanderer trembled when he saw all this,
Because he deemed by magic it was wrought;
Yet in his heart a longing for some bliss,
Whereof the hard and changing world knows nought,
Arose and urged him on, and dimmed the thought
That there perchance some devil lurked to slay
The heedless wanderer from the light of day.

Over against him was another door
Set in the wall, so, casting fear aside,
With hurried steps he crossed the varied floor,
And there again the silver latch he tried
And with no pain the door he opened wide,
And entering the new chamber cautiously
The glory of great heaps of gold could see.

Upon the floor uncounted medals lay,
[Pg 170]Like things of little value; here and there
Stood golden caldrons, that might well outweigh
The biggest midst an emperor's copper-ware,
And golden cups were set on tables fair,
Themselves of gold; and in all hollow things
Were stored great gems, worthy the crowns of kings.

The walls and roof with gold were overlaid,
And precious raiment from the wall hung down;
The fall of kings that treasure might have stayed,
Or gained some longing conqueror great renown,
Or built again some god-destroyed old town;
What wonder, if this plunderer of the sea
Stood gazing at it long and dizzily?

But at the last his troubled eyes and dazed
He lifted from the glory of that gold,
And then the image, that well-nigh erased
Over the castle-gate he did behold,
Above a door well wrought in coloured gold
Again he saw; a naked girl with wings
Enfolded in a serpent's scaly rings.

And even as his eyes were fixed on it
A woman's voice came from the other side,
And through his heart strange hopes began to flit
That in some wondrous land he might abide
Not dying, master of a deathless bride,
So o'er the gold which now he scarce could see
[Pg 171]He went, and passed this last door eagerly.

Then in a room he stood wherein there was
A marble bath, whose brimming water yet
Was scarcely still; a vessel of green glass
Half full of odorous ointment was there set
Upon the topmost step that still was wet,
And jewelled shoes and women's dainty gear,
Lay cast upon the varied pavement near.

In one quick glance these things his eyes did see,
But speedily they turned round to behold
Another sight, for throned on ivory
There sat a woman, whose wet tresses rolled
On to the floor in waves of gleaming gold,
Cast back from such a form as, erewhile shown
To one poor shepherd, lighted up Troy town.

Naked she was, the kisses of her feet
Upon the floor a dying path had made
From the full bath unto her ivory seat;
In her right hand, upon her bosom laid,
She held a golden comb, a mirror weighed
Her left hand down, aback her fair head lay
Dreaming awake of some long vanished day.

Her eyes were shut, but she seemed not to sleep,
Her lips were murmuring things unheard and low,
Or sometimes twitched as though she needs must weep
Though from her eyes the tears refused to flow,
[Pg 172]And oft with heavenly red her cheek did glow,
As if remembrance of some half-sweet shame
Across the web of many memories came.

There stood the man, scarce daring to draw breath
For fear the lovely sight should fade away;
Forgetting heaven, forgetting life and death,
Trembling for fear lest something he should say
Unwitting, lest some sob should yet betray
His presence there, for to his eager eyes
Already did the tears begin to rise.

But as he gazed she moved, and with a sigh
Bent forward, dropping down her golden head;
"Alas, alas! another day gone by,
Another day and no soul come," she said;
"Another year, and still I am not dead!"
And with that word once more her head she raised,
And on the trembling man with great eyes gazed.

Then he imploring hands to her did reach,
And toward her very slowly 'gan to move
And with wet eyes her pity did beseech,
And seeing her about to speak he strove
From trembling lips to utter words of love;
But with a look she stayed his doubtful feet,
And made sweet music as their eyes did meet.

For now she spoke in gentle voice and clear,
[Pg 173]Using the Greek tongue that he knew full well;
"What man art thou, that thus hast wandered here.
And found this lonely chamber where I dwell?
Beware, beware! for I have many a spell;
If greed of power and gold have led thee on,
Not lightly shall this untold wealth be won.

"But if thou com'st here, knowing of my tale,
In hope to bear away my body fair,
Stout must thine heart be, nor shall that avail
If thou a wicked soul in thee dost bear;
So once again I bid thee to beware,
Because no base man things like this may see,
And live thereafter long and happily."

"Lady," he said, "in Florence is my home,
And in my city noble is my name;
Neither on peddling voyage am I come,
But, like my fathers, bent to gather fame;
And though thy face has set my heart a-flame
Yet of thy story nothing do I know,
But here have wandered heedlessly enow.

"But since the sight of thee mine eyes did bless,
What can I be but thine? what wouldst thou have?
From those thy words, I deem from some distress
By deeds of mine thy dear life I might save;
O then, delay not! if one ever gave
His life to any, mine I give to thee;
[Pg 174]Come, tell me what the price of love must be?

"Swift death, to be with thee a day and night
And with the earliest dawning to be slain?
Or better, a long year of great delight,
And many years of misery and pain?
Or worse, and this poor hour for all my gain?
A sorry merchant am I on this day,
E'en as thou wiliest so must I obey."

She said, "What brave words! nought divine am I,
But an unhappy and unheard-of maid
Compelled by evil fate and destiny
To live, who long ago should have been laid
Under the earth within the cypress shade.
Hearken awhile, and quickly shalt thou know
What deed I pray thee to accomplish now.

"God grant indeed thy words are not for nought!
Then shalt thou save me, since for many a day
To such a dreadful life I have been brought:
Nor will I spare with all my heart to pay
What man soever takes my grief away;
Ah! I will love thee, if thou lovest me
But well enough my saviour now to be.

"My father lived a many years agone
Lord of this land, master of all cunning,
Who ruddy gold could draw from out grey stone,
And gather wealth from many an uncouth thing,
[Pg 175]He made the wilderness rejoice and sing,
And such a leech he was that none could say
Without his word what soul should pass away.

"Unto Diana such a gift he gave,
Goddess above, below, and on the earth,
That I should be her virgin and her slave
From the first hour of my most wretched birth;
Therefore my life had known but little mirth
When I had come unto my twentieth year
And the last time of hallowing drew anear.

"So in her temple had I lived and died
And all would long ago have passed away,
But ere that time came, did strange things betide,
Whereby I am alive unto this day;
Alas, the bitter words that I must say!
Ah! can I bring my wretched tongue to tell
How I was brought unto this fearful hell.

"A queen I was, what gods I knew I loved,
And nothing evil was there in my thought,
And yet by love my wretched heart was moved
Until to utter ruin I was brought!
Alas! thou sayest our gods were vain and nought,
Wait, wait, till thou hast heard this tale of mine.
Then shalt thou think them devilish or divine.

"Hearken! in spite of father and of vow
[Pg 176]I loved a man; but for that sin I think
Men had forgiven me—yea, yea, even thou;
But from the gods the full cup must I drink,
And into misery unheard of sink,
Tormented when their own names are forgot,
And men must doubt e'er if they lived or not.

"Glorious my lover was unto my sight,
Most beautiful,—of love we grew so fain
That we at last agreed, that on a night
We should be happy, but that he were slain
Or shut in hold, and neither joy nor pain
Should else forbid that hoped-for time to be;
So came the night that made a wretch of me.

"Ah I well do I remember all that night,
When through the window shone the orb of June,
And by the bed flickered the taper's light,
Whereby I trembled, gazing at the moon:
Ah me! the meeting that we had, when soon
Into his strong, well-trusted arms I fell,
And many a sorrow we began to tell.

"Ah me I what parting on that night we had!
I think the story of my great despair
A little while might merry folk make sad;
For, as he swept away my yellow hair
To make my shoulder and my bosom bare,
I raised mine eyes, and shuddering could behold
[Pg 177]A shadow cast upon the bed of gold:

"Then suddenly was quenched my hot desire
And he untwined his arms; the moon so pale
A while ago, seemed changed to blood and fire,
And yet my limbs beneath me did not fail,
And neither had I strength to cry or wail,
But stood there helpless, bare, and shivering,
With staring eyes still fixed upon the thing.

"Because the shade that on the bed of gold
The changed and dreadful moon was throwing down
Was of Diana, whom I did behold,
With knotted hair, and shining girt-up gown,
And on the high white brow, a deadly frown
Bent upon us, who stood scarce drawing breath,
Striving to meet the horrible sure death.

"No word at all the dreadful goddess said,
But soon across my feet my lover lay,
And well indeed I knew that he was dead;
And would that I had died on that same day!
For in a while the image turned away,
And without words my doom I understood,
And felt a horror change my human blood.

"And there I fell, and on the floor I lay
By the dead man, till daylight came on me,
And not a word thenceforward could I say
For three years, till of grief and misery,
[Pg 178]The lingering pest, the cruel enemy,
My father and his folk were dead and gone,
And in this castle I was left alone:

"And then the doom foreseen upon me fell,
For Queen Diana did my body change
Into a fork-tongued dragon flesh and fell,
And through the island nightly do I range,
Or in the green sea mate with monsters strange,
When in the middle of the moonlit night
The sleepy mariner I do affright.

"But all day long upon this gold I lie
Within this place, where never mason's hand
Smote trowel on the marble noisily;
Drowsy I lie, no folk at my command,
Who once was called the Lady of the Land;
Who might have bought a kingdom with a kiss,
Yea, half the world with such a sight as this."

And therewithal, with rosy fingers light,
Backward her heavy-hanging hair she threw,
To give her naked beauty more to sight;
But when, forgetting all the things he knew,
Maddened with love unto the prize he drew,
She cried, "Nay, wait! for wherefore wilt thou die,
Why should we not be happy, thou and I?

"Wilt thou not save me? once in every year
[Pg 179]This rightful form of mine that thou dost see
By favour of the goddess have I here
From sunrise unto sunset given me,
That some brave man may end my misery.
And thou—art thou not brave? can thy heart fail,
Whose eyes e'en now are weeping at my tale?

"Then listen! when this day is overpast,
A fearful monster shall I be again,
And thou mayst be my saviour at the last,
Unless, once more, thy words are nought and vain;
If thou of love and sovereignty art fain,
Come thou next morn, and when thou seest here
A hideous dragon, have thereof no fear,

"But take the loathsome head up in thine hands,
And kiss it, and be master presently
Of twice the wealth that is in all the lands,
From Cathay to the head of Italy;
And master also, if it pleaseth thee,
Of all thou praisest as so fresh and bright,
Of what thou callest crown of all delight.

"Ah! with what joy then shall I see again
The sunlight on the green grass and the trees,
And hear the clatter of the summer rain,
And see the joyous folk beyond the seas.
Ah, me! to hold my child upon my knees,
After the weeping of unkindly tears,
[Pg 180]And all the wrongs of these four hundred years.

"Go now, go quick! leave this grey heap of stone;
And from thy glad heart think upon thy way,
How I shall love thee—yea, love thee alone,
That bringest me from dark death unto day;
For this shall be thy wages and thy pay;
Unheard-of wealth, unheard-of love is near,
If thou hast heart a little dread to bear."

Therewith she turned to go; but he cried out,
"Ah! wilt thou leave me then without one kiss,
To slay the very seeds of fear and doubt,
That glad to-morrow may bring certain bliss?
Hast thou forgotten how love lives by this,
The memory of some hopeful close embrace,
Low whispered words within some lonely place?"

But she, when his bright glittering eyes she saw,
And burning cheeks, cried out, "Alas, alas!
Must I be quite undone, and wilt thou draw
A worse fate on me than the first one was?
O haste thee from this fatal place to pass!
Yet, ere thou goest, take this, lest thou shouldst deem
Thou hast been fooled by some strange midday dream."

So saying, blushing like a new-kissed maid,
From off her neck a little gem she drew,
That, 'twixt those snowy rose-tinged hillocks laid,
The secrets of her glorious beauty knew;
[Pg 181]And ere he well perceived what she would do,
She touched his hand, the gem within it lay,
And, turning, from his sight she fled away.

Then at the doorway where her rosy heel
Had glanced and vanished, he awhile did stare,
And still upon his hand he seemed to feel
The varying kisses of her fingers fair;
Then turned he toward the dreary crypt and bare,
And dizzily throughout the castle passed,
Till by the ruined fane he stood at last.

Then weighing still the gem within his hand,
He stumbled backward through the cypress wood,
Thinking the while of some strange lovely land,
Where all his life should be most fair and good;
Till on the valley's wall of hills he stood,
And slowly thence passed down unto the bay
Red with the death of that bewildering day.

It once occurred that some men from Italy
Sailed through the Greek Islands,
And they had great luck on the sea:
They ransomed many men,
And gained many chains and fine things;
And during their journey, they arrived at an isle,
The name of which my story does not keep.

Even though there was barely anything left to gain,
Because the wealthier people had left,
Since they were eager for water,
They anchored in a sheltered bay,
After a while, some went ashore to have fun,
Going lightly armed in pairs or threes,
[Pg 165]For among those people they feared no enemies.

Among those who landed,
One man stayed behind his friends;
As he went further inland,
And being completely alone, he finally found
A lonely valley sheltered from the wind,
Where, amidst an ancient cypress grove,
Stood a long-abandoned ruined castle.

The grove, once arranged with beautiful clearings, With gardens overlooking terraces, And marble-floored pools designed for enjoyment, Was now tangled and cluttered with fallen trees; And anyone who ventured there, with little ease Must stumble by the stream's edge, once made suitable For the delicate wandering feet of women. The raven's call, the dull and dreary wind, The thwarted stream, the grey wolf's mournful howl, Were all the sounds the sailor could hear, As he painfully wandered through the woods; But as he got closer to the house, He saw the pillars of a ruined shrine, The once grand temple of a fallen law. No image was left to show Before whose face men had bowed in prayer; An altar of black stone, skillfully made, Stood alone beneath a crumbling roof, The place where crowds once gathered, Seeking things long forgotten, Praying for heads long buried. Close to the temple stood the castle gate, Doorless and crumbling; there the man paused, Indeed trembling at what might be lurking, The trapped prey, yet with a heart that burned To learn all he could discover there, Hoping somewhat too, in spite of his fear, To find such treasures as all men hold dear. The house was noble, and it didn’t seem built for war, But rather like the work of earlier times, When men, in better peace than they are now, Had the leisure to look around the world, And took note of the changing ways of the past; And beautifully it was adorned with sculptured tales, Brought to dim ruin by the passage of time. Now as he looked around at all these things, And tried to decipher the crumbling stories, Above the door, an image with wide wings, Whose naked limbs a serpent seemed to clutch, He faintly saw, though the western breeze, And years of biting frost and pouring rain, Had almost rendered the carver's work worthless. But this, though badly weathered and fading, He examined carefully, for it appeared to be, In the style of an earlier time, Some great man's insignia of war or armory, And around it, he thought he glimpsed a carved wreath; But noting these things, at last, The sailor passed beneath the gateway. And there he found a beautiful cloistered courtyard, A fountain in the center, toppled and dry, And in the cloister, briars twining around The slender columns; the wondrous carvings Worn away by many years gone by, Because the locals, in their fear Of sorcery, had wreaked destruction here; And sadly these beautiful things had been damaged; There stood great Jove, missing his powerful head; Here was the archer, swift Apollo, crippled; Venus's graceful limbs hidden from sight By weeds and shards; Diana's nimble ankles Bound by the rope of some coastal ship; And rusty nails pierced Helen's maddening lip. From there he passed into the chambers, And found them still lovely amidst their decay, Though now no sign of man remained, And everything but stone had disappeared That had made them beautiful in those vanished days; Indeed, even the walls themselves would soon be gone And nothing left but heaps of crumbling stone. But he, when he had explored the entire place, And with much effort climbed the broken stair, And from the highest turret saw the shore And his good ship drawn up at anchor there, Came down again, and found a lovely crypt Wonderfully built beneath the grand hall, And there he saw a door in the wall, Well-hinged, tightly closed; nor was there another On its hinges in that place, so he Stood there and pondered for a little while, And thought, "Perhaps I shall see something marvelous, For surely some dweller must be here, Because this door seems intact, new, and sturdy. While everything around appears to be ruined." So with that thought, driven by a strong desire, He tried the latch, which yielded to his hand, And in a peculiar place, lit as if by a fire Unseen but near, he soon found himself; And by a fragrant breeze, his face was fanned, As if he stood in some Arabian plain, Near the edge of a spice-tree forest. He did not move for a while, but looked around, He was amazed to see the place so beautiful, Because, unlike the castle above ground, No looter or vandal had invaded here; It seemed that time had passed elsewhere, Nor had laid a finger on this hidden place, Rich with the treasures of some forgotten race. With hangings, fresh as when they left the loom, The walls were draped high, Slim ivory chairs were set around the room, And in one corner stood a delicate bed, That appeared to be prepared for some fair queen; And marble was the least valuable stone of the floor, Which was covered with rich Indian fabrics. The wanderer trembled as he saw all this, Because he thought it was created by magic; Yet in his heart, a longing for some bliss, Which the harsh and ever-changing world knew not, Arose and urged him on, dimming the thought That perhaps a monster lurked there to slay The unwary wanderer in the light of day. Facing him was another door Set in the wall, so putting fear aside, With hurried steps he crossed the varied floor, And there again he tried the silver latch And opened the door wide without trouble, And cautiously entered the new chamber To witness the glory of great heaps of gold. Upon the floor lay countless medals, Like tokens of little value; here and there Stood golden cauldrons, that easily outweighed The largest among an emperor's copperware, And golden cups were placed on beautiful tables, Those themselves made of gold; and in every hollow thing Were stored great gems, worthy of kings' crowns. The walls and ceiling were overlaid with gold, And precious garments hung from the walls; The downfall of kings that treasure might have postponed, Or brought great renown to some eager conqueror, Or allowed the rebuilding of some ancient city destroyed by gods; What wonder if this plunderer of the sea Stood gazing at it long and dazed? But finally, his troubled and dazed eyes Lifting from the glory of that gold, He then saw the image that almost erased Above the castle gate he had seen; Above a well-crafted door in colored gold Once again he glimpsed; a naked girl with wings Enfolded in a serpent's scaly rings. And just as his eyes were fixed on it, A woman's voice came from the other side, And strange hopes began to flutter through his heart That in some wondrous land he might stay Not dying, master of a deathless bride, So over the gold which he could hardly see He went, and eagerly passed through this last door. Then he stood in a room that contained A marble bath, whose full water Was barely still; a green glass vessel Half full of fragrant ointment was set Upon the top step that was still wet, And jeweled shoes and delicate women’s garments Lay scattered on the varied pavement nearby. In one quick glance, his eyes took all this in, But quickly they turned to see Another sight, for seated on ivory There was a woman, whose wet hair cascaded In waves of gleaming gold, Falling back from a form reminiscent Of one shown to a poor shepherd, who lit up Troy town. Naked she was, the kisses of her feet Upon the floor had made a dying path From the full bath to her ivory seat; In her right hand, resting on her bosom, She held a golden comb; a mirror weighed Her left hand down, her beautiful head leaning back Dreaming awake of some long-lost day. Her eyes were shut, but she seemed awake, Her lips murmured unheard and low, Or sometimes twitched as though she needed to weep Though from her eyes the tears refused to flow, And often her cheek glowed with heavenly red, As if remembrance of some sweet shame Crossed her mind over a web of memories. There stood the man, scarcely daring to breathe For fear the lovely sight would fade away; Forgetting heaven, forgetting life and death, Trembling with fear lest he should accidentally say Something that would reveal His presence there; for to his eager eyes Already the tears began to rise. But as he gazed, she moved, and with a sigh Bowed forward, dropping her golden head; "Alas, alas! Another day has gone by, Another day and no soul has come," she said; "Another year, and still I am not dead!" And with that word, again she raised her head, And gazed at the trembling man with wide eyes. Then he reached out imploring hands to her, And slowly began to move toward her And with wet eyes begged for her pity, And seeing her about to speak, he struggled To utter words of love from trembling lips; But with a look she halted his uncertain steps, And made sweet music as their eyes met. For now she spoke in a gentle, clear voice, Using the Greek language that he knew well; "What man are you, that has wandered here, And found this lonely chamber where I dwell? Beware, beware! for I have many spells; If greed for power and gold has led you here, Not easily shall this untold wealth be won. "But if you come here, knowing my tale, In hope to carry away my fair body, Your heart must be strong, nor will that suffice If you have a wicked soul within; So once again I warn you to beware, Because no base man sees such things, And lives thereafter long and happily." "Lady," he said, "I am from Florence, And in my city, my name is noble; Neither have I come on a trading voyage, But, like my fathers, aiming to gain fame; And although your face has set my heart afire, I know nothing of your story, But have wandered here heedlessly. "But since the sight of you has blessed my eyes, What can I be but yours? What would you have? From your words, I believe that by my deeds I might save your precious life; Oh then, do not delay! If anyone ever gave His life to another, mine I give to you; Come, tell me what the price of love must be? "Swift death, to be with you for a day and night And with the earliest dawn to be slain? Or better, a long year of great delight, And many years of misery and pain? Or worse, to gain this poor hour only? A sorry trader am I today, As you will, so must I obey." She said, "What brave words! I am not divine, But an unhappy and unknown maid Compelled by evil fate and destiny To live, who long ago should have been buried Under the earth in the cypress shade. Listen for a while, and you will quickly know What deed I ask you to accomplish now. "God grant indeed your words are not in vain! Then you shall save me, for many days I have endured such a dreadful life: Nor will I hold back with all my heart to pay Whatever man takes my grief away; Ah! I will love you, if you love me But my savior must be strong enough. "My father lived many years ago Lord of this land, master of all cunning, Who could draw bright gold from grey stone, And gather wealth from many strange things, He made the wilderness rejoice and sing, And he was such a healer that none could say Without his word what soul should depart. "To Diana, such a gift he gave, Goddess above, below, and on the earth, That I should be her virgin and her slave From the first hour of my most wretched birth; Therefore my life has known little joy When I reached my twentieth year And the last time of consecration drew near. "So in her temple had I lived and died And all would long ago have passed away, But before that time came, strange things occurred, Whereby I am alive until this day; Alas, the bitter words that I must speak! Ah! can I bring my wretched tongue to tell How I was brought into this dreadful hell. "I was a queen, and whom I loved, I adored, And there was no evil in my thoughts, And yet by love my wretched heart was moved Until I was brought to utter ruin! Alas! you say our gods were vain and worthless, Wait, wait, until you have heard my tale. Then you shall think them devilish or divine. "Listen! despite my father and my vow I loved a man; but for that sin I think Men would have forgiven me—yes, even you; But from the gods, the full cup must I drink, And into unheard misery sink, Tormented when their own names are forgotten, And men must doubt whether they lived or not. "Glorious my lover was in my eyes, Most beautiful—and we were so eager for love That we finally agreed that one night We should be happy, but that he would be slain Or locked up, so that neither joy nor pain Should deny that hoped-for time; So came the night that made me miserable. "Ah, I remember well that night, When through the window shone the orb of June, And by the bed flickered the candle’s light, Whereby I trembled, gazing at the moon: Ah me! the meeting that we had, when soon I fell into his strong, well-trusted arms, And we began to exchange many sorrows. "Ah me! what parting we had that night! I think the story of my great despair Could bring sadness to happy folk; For as he swept away my yellow hair To bare my shoulder and my bosom, I raised my eyes and, shuddering, could behold A shadow cast upon the bed of gold: "Then suddenly my hot desire was quenched And he unwound his arms; the moon that had seemed Pale before transformed into blood and fire, And despite my limbs beneath me, I did not fail, Nor did I have strength to cry or wail, But stood there helpless, bare, and shivering, With staring eyes still fixed upon the thing. "Because the shadow that on the bed of gold The changed and dreadful moon cast down Was of Diana, whom I did see, With tangled hair, and shimmering dress, And on her high white brow, a deadly glare Bent upon us, who stood, scarcely able to breathe, Striving to confront horrible certain death. "No word at all did the dreadful goddess utter, But soon across my feet my lover lay, And I well knew that he was dead; And would that I had died that same day! For a while, the image turned away, And without words my doom I understood, And felt horror transform my human blood. "And there I fell, and on the floor I lay Beside the dead man, till daylight came to me, And not a word could I speak For three years, due to grief and misery, The lingering plague, the cruel enemy, My father and his people were dead and gone, And in this castle, I was left alone: "And then the foretold doom fell upon me, For Queen Diana turned my body into A fork-tongued dragon, flesh and fierce, And nightly through the island do I roam, Or in the green sea mate with strange monsters, When in the middle of the moonlit night I frighten the sleepy sailor. "But all day long upon this gold I lie In this place, where no mason's hand Struck trowel on the marble noisily; Drowsy I lie, no people at my command, Who once was called the Lady of the Land; Who might have bought a kingdom with a kiss, Yes, half the world with such a sight as this." And then, with rosy fingers light, She threw back her heavy hair, To give her naked beauty more sight; But when, forgetting all he knew, Driven mad with love, he drew closer to the prize, She cried, "Wait! for why would you die, Why should we not be happy, you and I? "Will you not save me? Once every year This rightful form that you see here With the favor of the goddess has been given to me From sunrise until sunset, That some brave man might end my misery. And you—are you not brave? Can your heart fail, Whose eyes are even now weeping at my tale? "Then listen! When this day is over, I shall again be a fearsome monster, And you may be my savior at last, Unless, once more, your words are naught and vain; If you desire love and sovereignty, Come tomorrow, and when you see here A hideous dragon, have no fear, "But take the loathsome head in your hands, And kiss it, and be master instantly Of twice the wealth that is in all lands, From Cathay to the head of Italy; And master too, if it pleases you, Of all you praise as so fresh and bright, Of what you call the crown of all delight. "Ah! with what joy then shall I see again The sunlight on the green grass and trees, And hear the patter of summer rain, And see the joyful folk beyond the seas. Ah, me! to hold my child upon my knees, After the weeping of unkind tears, And all the wrongs of these four hundred years. "Go now, go quickly! Leave this grey heap of stone; And from your glad heart, think upon your way, How I shall love you—yes, love you alone, That brings me from dark death into day; For this shall be your reward; Unheard-of wealth, unheard-of love is near, If you have the heart to bear a little dread." Then she turned to leave; but he cried out, "Ah! Will you leave me then without a kiss, To slay the very seeds of fear and doubt, That glad tomorrow may bring certain bliss? Have you forgotten how love lives by this, The memory of some hopeful close embrace, Low whispered words in some lonely place?" But she, when she saw his bright, glittering eyes, And burning cheeks, cried out, "Alas, alas! Must I be quite undone, and will you bring A worse fate on me than the first one was? Oh hasten from this fatal place! Yet, before you go, take this, lest you think You have been fooled by some strange midday dream." So saying, blushing like a newly kissed maid, From off her neck, she took a small gem, That, between those snowy rose-tinged hills, knew The secrets of her glorious beauty; And before he could comprehend what she would do, She touched his hand, the gem lay within it, And, turning, she fled from his sight. Then at the doorway where her rosy heel Had brushed and vanished, he stared for a while, And still upon his hand, he seemed to feel The varying kisses of her fair fingers; Then he turned toward the dreary, barren crypt, And dizzily passed through the castle, Until he stood by the ruined shrine at last. Then weighing still the gem in his hand, He stumbled backward through the cypress woods, Thinking all the while of some strange lovely land, Where all his life would be most fair and good; Until he stood on the valley's hilly wall, And slowly made his way down to the bay Red with the fading light of that bewildering day.

 

 

The next day came, and he, who all the night
Had ceaselessly been turning in his bed,
Arose and clad himself in armour bright,
And many a danger he rememberéd;
Storming of towns, lone sieges full of dread,
That with renown his heart had borne him through,
[Pg 182]And this thing seemed a little thing to do.

So on he went, and on the way he thought
Of all the glorious things of yesterday,
Nought of the price whereat they must be bought,
But ever to himself did softly say,
"No roaming now, my wars are passed away,
No long dull days devoid of happiness,
When such a love my yearning heart shall bless."

Thus to the castle did he come at last,
But when unto the gateway he drew near,
And underneath its ruined archway passed
Into the court, a strange noise did he hear,
And through his heart there shot a pang of fear,
Trembling, he gat his sword into his hand,
And midmost of the cloisters took his stand.

But for a while that unknown noise increased
A rattling, that with strident roars did blend,
And whining moans; but suddenly it ceased,
A fearful thing stood at the cloister's end,
And eyed him for a while, then 'gan to wend
Adown the cloisters, and began again
That rattling, and the moan like fiends in pain.

And as it came on towards him, with its teeth
The body of a slain goat did it tear,
The blood whereof in its hot jaws did seethe,
And on its tongue he saw the smoking hair;
[Pg 183]Then his heart sank, and standing trembling there,
Throughout his mind wild thoughts and fearful ran,
"Some fiend she was," he said, "the bane of man."

Yet he abode her still, although his blood
Curdled within him: the thing dropped the goat,
And creeping on, came close to where he stood,
And raised its head to him, and wrinkled throat,
Then he cried out and wildly at her smote,
Shutting his eyes, and turned and from the place
Ran swiftly, with a white and ghastly face.

But little things rough stones and tree-trunks seemed,
And if he fell, he rose and ran on still;
No more he felt his hurts than if he dreamed,
He made no stay for valley or steep hill,
Heedless he dashed through many a foaming rill,
Until he came unto the ship at last
And with no word into the deep hold passed.

Meanwhile the dragon, seeing him clean gone.
Followed him not, but crying horribly,
Caught up within her jaws a block of stone
And ground it into powder, then turned she,
With cries that folk could hear far out at sea,
And reached the treasure set apart of old,
To brood above the hidden heaps of gold.

Yet was she seen again on many a day
[Pg 184]By some half-waking mariner, or herd,
Playing amid the ripples of the bay,
Or on the hills making all things afeard,
Or in the wood, that did that castle gird,
But never any man again durst go
To seek her woman's form, and end her woe.

As for the man, who knows what things he bore?
What mournful faces peopled the sad night,
What wailings vexed him with reproaches sore,
What images of that nigh-gained delight!
What dreamed caresses from soft hands and white,
Turning to horrors ere they reached the best,
What struggles vain, what shame, what huge unrest?

No man he knew, three days he lay and raved,
And cried for death, until a lethargy
Fell on him, and his fellows thought him saved;
But on the third night he awoke to die;
And at Byzantium doth his body lie
Between two blossoming pomegranate trees,
Within the churchyard of the Genoese.

The next day came, and he had spent the entire night
Tossing in his bed,
Got up and put on shining armor,
Remembering countless dangers;
The storming of towns, lonely sieges full of fear,
That with glory his heart had made him endure,
[Pg 182]And this task seemed like a small thing to do.

So he set off, and on the way, he thought
Of all the glorious things from yesterday,
Not considering the cost at which they came,
But kept softly saying to himself,
"No more wandering, my battles are over,
No more long dull days without happiness,
When such a love will bless my longing heart."

Finally, he reached the castle,
But as he approached the gate,
And passed under its crumbling archway
Into the courtyard, he heard a strange noise,
And a surge of fear shot through his heart,
Trembling, he grabbed his sword,
And took his stand in the middle of the cloisters.

But for a while, that strange noise got louder.
A rattling that blended with harsh roars,
And whining moans; but suddenly it stopped,
A terrifying creature stood at the end of the cloister,
It looked at him for a while, then started to creep
Down the cloisters, and began again
That rattling, and the moan like demons in pain.

And as it got closer to him, with its teeth
It tore apart the body of a dead goat,
The blood in its hot jaws bubbling,
And on its tongue, he saw the smoking hair;
[Pg 183]Then his heart sank, and standing there trembling,
Wild, fearful thoughts raced through his mind,
"Some kind of demon," he said, "the bane of man."

Yet he stood his ground, even though his blood
Curdled within him: the creature dropped the goat,
And creeping closer, came to where he stood,
And lifted its head towards him, showing its wrinkled throat,
Then he screamed and swung wildly at her,
Shutting his eyes, he turned and fled the place
Running fast, his face pale and ghostly.

But small things like rough stones and tree trunks appeared
Insignificant, and if he fell, he rose and kept running;
He felt his injuries no more than if he were dreaming,
He made no pause for valleys or steep hills,
Carelessly he dashed through many a foaming stream,
Until he finally reached the ship
And slipped silently into the deep hold.

Meanwhile, the dragon, noticing he was totally absent,
Did not follow him, but screamed horrifically,
Snatching up a block of stone in her jaws
And grinding it into dust, then she turned,
With cries that could be heard far out at sea,
And reached the treasure set aside of old,
To guard the hidden heaps of gold.

Yet she was seen again on many days.
[Pg 184]By some half-awake sailor, or shepherd,
Playing among the ripples of the bay,
Or on the hills, making everyone afraid,
Or in the woods surrounding that castle,
But never again did any man dare
To seek her woman's form and end her suffering.

As for the man, who knows what he went through?
What mournful faces filled the sad night,
What wails plagued him with piercing reproaches,
What visions of that almost-gained joy!
What dreamed caresses from soft white hands,
Turning to nightmares before they could reach the best,
What futile struggles, what humiliation, what immense unrest?

No men he knew, for three days he lay there and talked wildly,
And pleaded for death until a lethargy
Overcame him, and his companions thought him saved;
But on the third night, he awakened to die;
And at Byzantium his body lies
Between two blossoming pomegranate trees,
In the churchyard of the Genoese.

 

 

A moment's silence as his tale had end,
And then the wind of that June night did blend
Their varied voices, as of that and this
They fell to talk: of those fair islands' bliss
They knew in other days, of hope they had
To live there long an easy life and glad,
With nought to vex them; and the younger men
Began to nourish strange dreams even then
Of sailing east, as these had once sailed west;
Because the story of that luckless quest
With hope, not fear, had filled their joyous hearts
And made them dream of new and noble parts
That they might act; of raising up the name
Their fathers bore, and winning boundless fame.
These too with little patience seemed to hear,
That story end with shame and grief and fear;
A little thing the man had had to do,
They said, if longing burned within him so.
But at their words the older men must bow
Their heads, and, smiling, somewhat thoughtful grow,
Remembering well how fear in days gone by
Had dealt with them, and poisoned wretchedly
Good days, good deeds, and longings for all good:
Yet on the evil times they would not brood,
But sighing, strove to raise the weight of years,
And no more memory of their hopes and fears
They nourished, but such gentle thoughts as fed
The pensiveness which that sweet season bred.

A moment's silence followed as his story wrapped up,
And then the wind of that June night mingled
Their different voices, as if from here and there
They started to talk: about the beautiful islands' joy
They remembered from other days, about the hopes they had
To live there a long, easy, and happy life,
With nothing to bother them; and the younger guys
Began to dream up strange ideas even then
Of sailing east, just as these had once sailed west;
Because the tale of that unfortunate quest
Filled their joyful hearts with hope, not fear
And made them envision new and noble things
That they could do; of raising the name
Their fathers carried, and achieving great fame.
These too, appearing to be impatient, seemed to listen,
That story end with shame and grief and fear;
A small thing the man could have done,
They said, if longing burned so fiercely within him.
But at their words, the older men must bow
Their heads, and, smiling, grow somewhat thoughtful,
Remembering well how fear in days gone by
Had troubled them, and painfully
Spoiled good days, good deeds, and longings for all good:
Yet they chose not to dwell on those bad times,
But sighing, tried to lift the weight of years,
And no longer fed memories of their hopes and fears
But gentle thoughts that nurtured
The melancholy that that sweet season brought.

 

 


JULY.

Fair was the morn to-day, the blossom's scent
Floated across the fresh grass, and the bees
With low vexed song from rose to lily went,
A gentle wind was in the heavy trees,
And thine eyes shone with joyous memories;
Fair was the early morn, and fair wert thou,
And I was happy—Ah, be happy now!

Peace and content without us, love within
That hour there was, now thunder and wild rain,
Have wrapped the cowering world, and foolish sin,
And nameless pride, have made us wise in vain;
Ah, love! although the morn shall come again,
And on new rose-buds the new sun shall smile,
Can we regain what we have lost meanwhile?

E'en now the west grows clear of storm and threat,
But midst the lightning did the fair sun die—
—Ah, he shall rise again for ages yet,
He cannot waste his life—but thou and I—
Who knows if next morn this felicity
My lips may feel, or if thou still shalt live
This seal of love renewed once more to give?

Fair was the morning today, and the smell of flowers
Drifted across the fresh grass, and the bees
With their soft, annoyed buzzing went from rose to lily,
A gentle wind stirred through the heavy trees,
And your eyes sparkled with joyful memories;
Fair was the early morning, and fair were you,
And I was happy—Ah, be happy now!

Peace and contentment were around us, while love was inside.
That hour there was, now thunder and wild rain,
Have enveloped the frightened world, and foolish sin,
And unnamed pride have made us wise in vain;
Ah, love! even though the morning will come again,
And the new sun will smile on new rosebuds,
Can we recover what we have lost in the meantime?

Even now, the west brightens with the end of the storm and danger,
But in the midst of the lightning did the fair sun die—
—Ah, he shall rise again for ages yet,
He cannot waste his life—but you and I—
Who knows if tomorrow morning this happiness
My lips may feel, or if you will still live
To renew this seal of love once more?

 

 

Within a lovely valley, watered well
With flowery streams, the July feast befell,
And there within the Chief-priest's fair abode
They cast aside their trouble's heavy load,
Scarce made aweary by the sultry day.
The earth no longer laboured; shaded lay
The sweet-breathed kine, across the sunny vale,
From hill to hill the wandering rook did sail,
Lazily croaking, midst his dreams of spring,
Nor more awake the pink-foot dove did cling
Unto the beech-bough, murmuring now and then;
All rested but the restless sons of men
And the great sun that wrought this happiness,
And all the vale with fruitful hopes did bless.
So in a marble chamber bright with flowers,
The old men feasted through the fresher hours,
And at the hottest time of all the day
When now the sun was on his downward way,
Sat listening to a tale an elder told,
New to his fathers while they yet did hold
The cities of some far-off Grecian isle,
Though in the heavens the cloud of force and guile
Was gathering dark that sent them o'er the sea
To win new lands for their posterity.

Within a beautiful valley, well-watered
With flowery streams, the July celebration took place,
And there in the Chief-priest's lovely home
They let go of their burdens and felt less alone,
Barely worn out by the hot day.
The earth was no longer toiling; shaded lay
The sweet-smelling cows, spread across the sunny fields,
From hill to hill the wandering crow flew,
Lazily cawing, lost in its springtime dreams,
And the pink-footed dove no longer clung
To the beech branch, murmuring now and then;
All rested except for the restless sons of men
And the bright sun that brought this happiness,
And blessed the whole valley with fruitful hopes.
In a bright marble room full of flowers,
The old men feasted through the cooler hours,
And at the hottest part of the day
When the sun started its descent,
They sat listening to a story an elder recounted,
New to his ancestors while they still possessed
The cities of some distant Greek island,
Though in the sky, a cloud of power and deceit
Was gathering dark, sending them out to sea
To claim new lands for their descendants.

 

 


THE SON OF CRŒSUS.

ARGUMENT.

Crœsus, King of Lydia, dreamed that he saw his son slain by an iron weapon, and though by every means he strove to avert this doom from him, yet thus it happened, for his son was slain by the hand of the man who seemed least of all likely to do the deed.

Crœsus, King of Lydia, dreamed that he saw his son killed by a metal weapon, and although he did everything he could to prevent this fate, it still happened, as his son was killed by the person who seemed the least likely to commit such an act.

 

Of Crœsus tells my tale, a king of old
In Lydia, ere the Mede fell on the land,
A man made mighty by great heaps of gold,
Feared for the myriads strong of heart and hand
That 'neath his banners wrought out his command,
And though his latter ending happed on ill,
Yet first of every joy he had his fill.

Two sons he had, and one was dumb from birth;
The other one, that Atys had to name,
Grew up a fair youth, and of might and worth,
And well it seemed the race wherefrom he came
From him should never get reproach or shame:
But yet no stroke he struck before his death,
[Pg 189]In no war-shout he spent his latest breath.

Now Crœsus, lying on his bed anight
Dreamed that he saw this dear son laid a-low,
And folk lamenting he was slain outright,
And that some iron thing had dealt the blow;
By whose hand guided he could nowise know,
Or if in peace by traitors it were done,
Or in some open war not yet begun.

Three times one night this vision broke his sleep,
So that at last he rose up from his bed,
That he might ponder how he best might keep
The threatened danger from so dear a head;
And, since he now was old enough to wed,
The King sent men to search the lands around,
Until some matchless maiden should be found;

That in her arms this Atys might forget
The praise of men, and fame of history,
Whereby full many a field has been made wet
With blood of men, and many a deep green sea
Been reddened therewithal, and yet shall be;
That her sweet voice might drown the people's praise,
Her eyes make bright the uneventful days.

So when at last a wonder they had brought,
From some sweet land down by the ocean's rim.
Than whom no fairer could by man be thought,
And ancient dames, scanning her limb by limb,
[Pg 190]Had said that she was fair enough for him,
To her was Atys married with much show,
And looked to dwell with her in bliss enow.

And in meantime afield he never went,
Either to hunting or the frontier war,
No dart was cast, nor any engine bent
Anigh him, and the Lydian men afar
Must rein their steeds, and the bright blossoms mar
If they have any lust of tourney now,
And in far meadows must they bend the bow.

And also through the palace everywhere
The swords and spears were taken from the wall
That long with honour had been hanging there,
And from the golden pillars of the hall;
Lest by mischance some sacred blade should fall,
And in its falling bring revenge at last
For many a fatal battle overpast.

And every day King Crœsus wrought with care
To save his dear son from that threatened end,
And many a beast he offered up with prayer
Unto the gods, and much of wealth did spend,
That they so prayed might yet perchance defend
That life, until at least that he were dead,
With earth laid heavy on his unseeing head.

But in the midst even of the wedding feast
[Pg 191]There came a man, who by the golden hall
Sat down upon the steps, and man or beast
He heeded not, but there against the wall
He leaned his head, speaking no word at all,
Till, with his son and son's wife, came the King,
And then unto his gown the man did cling.

"What man art thou?" the King said to him then,
"That in such guise thou prayest on thy knee;
Hast thou some fell foe here among my men?
Or hast thou done an ill deed unto me?
Or has thy wife been carried over sea?
Or hast thou on this day great need of gold?
Or say, why else thou now art grown so bold."

"O King," he said, "I ask no gold to-day,
And though indeed thy greatness drew me here,
No wrong have I that thou couldst wipe away;
And nought of mine the pirate folk did bear
Across the sea; none of thy folk I fear:
But all the gods are now mine enemies,
Therefore I kneel before thee on my knees.

"For as with mine own brother on a day
Within the running place at home I played,
Unwittingly I smote him such-a-way
That dead upon the green grass he was laid;
Half-dead myself I fled away dismayed,
Wherefore I pray thee help me in my need,
[Pg 192]And purify my soul of this sad deed.

"If of my name and country thou wouldst know,
In Phrygia yet my father is a king,
Gordius, the son of Midas, rich enow
In corn and cattle, golden cup and ring;
And mine own name before I did this thing
Was called Adrastus, whom, in street and hall,
The slayer of his brother men now call."

"Friend," said the King, "have thou no fear of me;
For though, indeed, I am right happy now,
Yet well I know this may not always be,
And I may chance some day to kneel full low,
And to some happy man mine head to bow
With prayers to do a greater thing than this,
Dwell thou with us, and win again thy bliss.

"For in this city men in sport and play
Forget the trouble that the gods have sent;
Who therewithal send wine, and many a may
As fair as she for whom the Trojan went,
And many a dear delight besides have lent,
Which, whoso is well loved of them shall keep
Till in forgetful death he falls asleep.

"Therefore to-morrow shall those rites be done
That kindred blood demands that thou hast shed,
That if the mouth of thine own mother's son
Did hap to curse thee ere he was quite dead,
[Pg 193]The curse may lie the lighter on thine head,
Because the flower-crowned head of many a beast
Has fallen voiceless in our glorious feast."

Then did Adrastus rise and thank the King,
And the next day when yet low was the sun,
The sacrifice and every other thing
That unto these dread rites belonged, was done;
And there Adrastus dwelt, hated of none,
And loved of many, and the King loved him,
For brave and wise he was and strong of limb.

But chiefly amongst all did Atys love
The luckless stranger, whose fair tales of war
The Lydian's heart abundantly did move,
And much they talked of wandering out afar
Some day, to lands where many marvels are,
With still the Phrygian through all things to be
The leader unto all felicity.

Now at this time folk came unto the King
Who on a forest's borders dwelling were,
Wherein there roamed full many a dangerous thing,
As wolf and wild bull, lion and brown bear;
But chiefly in that forest was the lair
Of a great boar that no man could withstand.
And many a woe he wrought upon the land.

Since long ago that men in Calydon
[Pg 194]Held chase, no beast like him had once been seen
He ruined vineyards lying in the sun,
After his harvesting the men must glean
What he had left; right glad they had not been
Among the tall stalks of the ripening wheat,
The fell destroyer's fatal tusks to meet.

For often would the lonely man entrapped
In vain from his dire fury strive to hide
In some thick hedge, and other whiles it happed
Some careless stranger by his place would ride,
And the tusks smote his fallen horse's side,
And what help then to such a wretch could come
With sword he could not draw, and far from home?

Or else girls, sent their water-jars to fill,
Would come back pale, too terrified to cry,
Because they had but seen him from the hill;
Or else again with side rent wretchedly,
Some hapless damsel midst the brake would lie.
Shortly to say, there neither man nor maid
Was safe afield whether they wrought or played.

Therefore were come these dwellers by the wood
To pray the King brave men to them to send,
That they might live; and if he deemed it good,
That Atys with the other knights should wend,
They thought their grief the easier should have end;
For both by gods and men they knew him loved,
And easily by hope of glory moved.
[Pg 195]
"O Sire," they said, "thou know'st how Hercules
Was not content to wait till folk asked aid,
But sought the pests among their guarded trees;
Thou know'st what name the Theban Cadmus made,
And how the bull of Marathon was laid
Dead on the fallows of the Athenian land,
And how folk worshipped Atalanta's hand.

"Fair would thy son's name look upon the roll
Wherein such noble deeds as this are told;
And great delight shall surely fill thy soul,
Thinking upon his deeds when thou art old,
And thy brave heart is waxen faint and cold:
Dost thou not know, O King, how men will strive
That they, when dead, still in their sons may live?"

He shuddered as they spoke, because he thought,
Most certainly a winning tale is this
To draw him from the net where he is caught,
For hearts of men grow weary of all bliss;
Nor is he one to be content with his,
If he should hear the trumpet-blast of fame
And far-off people calling on his name.

"Good friends," he said, "go, get ye back again.
And doubt not I will send you men to slay
This pest ye fear: yet shall your prayer be vain
If ye with any other speak to-day;
[Pg 196]And for my son, with me he needs must stay,
For mighty cares oppress the Lydian land.
Fear not, for ye shall have a noble band."

And with that promise must they be content,
And so departed, having feasted well.
And yet some god or other ere they went,
If they were silent, this their tale must tell
To more than one man; therefore it befell,
That at the last Prince Atys knew the thing,
And came with angry eyes unto the King.

"Father," he said, "since when am I grown vile
Since when am I grown helpless of my hands?
Or else what folk, with words enwrought with guile
Thine ears have poisoned; that when far-off lands
My fame might fill, by thy most strange commands
I needs must stay within this slothful home,
Whereto would God that I had never come?

"What! wilt thou take mine honour quite away
Wouldst thou, that, as with her I just have wed
I sit among thy folk at end of day,
She should be ever turning round her head
To watch some man for war apparelled
Because he wears a sword that he may use,
Which grace to me thou ever wilt refuse?

"Or dost thou think, when thou hast run thy race
[Pg 197]And thou art gone, and in thy stead I reign,
The people will do honour to my place,
Or that the lords leal men will still remain,
If yet my father's sword be sharp in vain?
If on the wall his armour still hang up,
While for a spear I hold a drinking-cup?"

"O Son!" quoth Crœsus, "well I know thee brave
And worthy of high deeds of chivalry;
Therefore the more thy dear life would I save,
Which now is threatened by the gods on high;
Three times one night I dreamed I saw thee die,
Slain by some deadly iron-pointed thing,
While weeping lords stood round thee in a ring."

Then loud laughed Atys, and he said again,
"Father, and did this ugly dream tell thee
What day it was on which I should be slain?
As may the gods grant I may one day be,
And not from sickness die right wretchedly,
Groaning with pain, my lords about my bed,
Wishing to God that I were fairly dead;

"But slain in battle, as the Lydian kings
Have died ere now, in some great victory,
While all about the Lydian shouting rings
Death to the beaten foemen as they fly.
What death but this, O father! should I die?
But if my life by iron shall be done,
[Pg 198]What steel to-day shall glitter in the sun?

"Yea, father, if to thee it seemeth good
To keep me from the bright steel-bearing throng,
Let me be brave at least within the wood;
For surely, if thy dream be true, no wrong
Can hap to me from this beast's tushes strong:
Unless perchance the beast is grown so wise,
He haunts the forest clad in Lydian guise."

Then Crœsus said: "O Son, I love thee so,
That thou shalt do thy will upon this tide:
But since unto this hunting thou must go,
A trusty friend along with thee shall ride,
Who not for anything shall leave thy side.
I think, indeed, he loves thee well enow
To thrust his heart 'twixt thee and any blow.

"Go then, O Son, and if by some short span
Thy life be measured, how shall it harm thee,
If while life last thou art a happy man?
And thou art happy; only unto me
Is trembling left, and infelicity:
The trembling of the man who loves on earth,
But unto thee is hope and present mirth.

"Nay, be thou not ashamed, for on this day
I fear not much: thou read'st my dream aright,
No teeth or claws shall take thy life away.
And it may chance, ere thy last glorious fight,
[Pg 199]I shall be blinded by the endless night;
And brave Adrastus on this day shall be
Thy safeguard, and shall give good heart to me.

"Go then, and send him hither, and depart;
And as the heroes did so mayst thou do,
Winning such fame as well may please thine heart."
With that word from the King did Atys go,
Who, left behind, sighed, saying, "May it be so,
Even as I hope; and yet I would to God
These men upon my threshold ne'er had trod."

So when Adrastus to the King was come
He said unto him, "O my Phrygian friend,
We in this land have given thee a home,
And 'gainst all foes your life will we defend:
Wherefore for us that life thou shouldest spend,
If any day there should be need therefor;
And now a trusty friend I need right sore.

"Doubtless ere now thou hast heard many say
There is a doom that threatens my son's life;
Therefore this place is stript of arms to-day,
And therefore still bides Atys with his wife,
And tempts not any god by raising strife;
Yet none the less by no desire of his,
To whom would war be most abundant bliss.

"And since to-day some glory he may gain
[Pg 200]Against a monstrous bestial enemy
And that the meaning of my dream is plain;
That saith that he by steel alone shall die,
His burning wish I may not well deny,
Therefore afield to-morrow doth he wend
And herein mayst thou show thyself my friend—

"For thou as captain of his band shalt ride,
And keep a watchful eye of everything,
Nor leave him whatsoever may betide:
Lo, thou art brave, the son of a great king,
And with thy praises doth this city ring,
Why should I tell thee what a name those gain,
Who dying for their friends, die not in vain?"

Then said Adrastus, "Now were I grown base
Beyond all words, if I should spare for aught
In guarding him, so sit with smiling face,
And of this matter take no further thought,
Because with my life shall his life be bought,
If ill should hap; and no ill fate it were,
If I should die for what I hold so dear."

Then went Adrastus, and next morn all things,
That 'longed unto the hunting were well dight,
And forth they went clad as the sons of kings,
Fair was the morn, as through the sunshine bright
They rode, the Prince half wild with great delight,
The Phrygian smiling on him soberly,
And ever looking round with watchful eye.
[Pg 201]
So through the city all the rout rode fast,
With many a great black-muzzled yellow hound;
And then the teeming country-side they passed,
Until they came to sour and rugged ground,
And there rode up a little heathy mound,
That overlooked the scrubby woods and low,
That of the beast's lair somewhat they might know.

And there a good man of the country-side
Showed them the places where he mostly lay;
And they, descending, through the wood did ride,
And followed on his tracks for half the day.
And at the last they brought him well to bay,
Within an oozy space amidst the wood,
About the which a ring of alders stood.

So when the hounds' changed voices clear they heard
With hearts aflame on towards him straight they drew
Atys the first of all, of nought afeard,
Except that folk should say some other slew
The beast; and lustily his horn he blew,
Going afoot; then, mighty spear in hand,
Adrastus headed all the following band.

Now when they came unto the plot of ground
Where stood the boar, hounds dead about him lay
Or sprawled about, bleeding from many a wound,
But still the others held him well at bay,
[Pg 202]Nor had he been bestead thus ere that day.
But yet, seeing Atys, straight he rushed at him,
Speckled with foam, bleeding in flank and limb.

Then Atys stood and cast his well-steeled spear
With a great shout, and straight and well it flew;
For now the broad blade cutting through the ear,
A stream of blood from out the shoulder drew.
And therewithal another, no less true,
Adrastus cast, whereby the boar had died:
But Atys drew the bright sword from his side,

And to the tottering beast he drew anigh:
But as the sun's rays ran adown the blade
Adrastus threw a javelin hastily,
For of the mighty beast was he afraid,
Lest by his wounds he should not yet be stayed,
But with a last rush cast his life away,
And dying there, the son of Crœsus slay.

But even as the feathered dart he hurled,
His strained, despairing eyes, beheld the end,
And changed seemed all the fashion of the world,
And past and future into one did blend,
As he beheld the fixed eyes of his friend,
That no reproach had in them, and no fear,
For Death had seized him ere he thought him near.

Adrastus shrieked, and running up he caught
The falling man, and from his bleeding side
[Pg 203]Drew out the dart, and, seeing that death had brought
Deliverance to him, he thereby had died;
But ere his hand the luckless steel could guide,
And he the refuge of poor souls could win,
The horror-stricken huntsmen had rushed in.

And these, with blows and cries he heeded nought
His unresisting hands made haste to bind;
Then of the alder-boughs a bier they wrought,
And laid the corpse thereon, and 'gan to wind
Homeward amidst the tangled wood and blind,
And going slowly, at the eventide,
Some leagues from Sardis did that day abide.

Onward next morn the slaughtered man they bore,
With him that slew him, and at end of day
They reached the city, and with mourning sore
Toward the King's palace did they take their way.
He in an open western chamber lay
Feasting, though inwardly his heart did burn
Until that Atys should to him return.

And when those wails first smote upon his ear
He set the wine-cup down, and to his feet
He rose, and bitter all-consuming fear
Swallowed his joy, and nigh he went to meet
That which was coming through the weeping street;
But in the end he thought it good to wait,
And stood there doubting all the ills of fate.
[Pg 204]
But when at last up to that royal place
Folk brought the thing he once had held so dear
Still stood the King, staring with ghastly face
As they brought forth Adrastus and the bier,
But spoke at last, slowly without a tear,
"O Phrygian man, that I did purify,
Is it through thee that Atys came to die?"

"O King," Adrastus said, "take now my life,
With whatso torment seemeth good to thee,
As my word went, for I would end this strife,
And underneath the earth lie quietly;
Nor is it my will here alive to be:
For as my brother, so Prince Atys died,
And this unlucky hand some god did guide."

Then as a man constrained, the tale he told
From end to end, nor spared himself one whit:
And as he spoke, the wood did still behold,
The trodden grass, and Atys dead on it;
And many a change o'er the King's face did flit
Of kingly rage, and hatred and despair,
As on the slayer's face he still did stare.

At last he said, "Thy death avails me nought.
The gods themselves have done this bitter deed,
That I was all too happy was their thought,
Therefore thy heart is dead and mine doth bleed,
[Pg 205]And I am helpless as a trodden weed:
Thou art but as the handle of the spear,
The caster sits far off from any fear.

"Yet, if thy hurt they meant, I can do this,—
—Loose him and let him go in peace from me—
I will not slay the slayer of all my bliss;
Yet go, poor man, for when thy face I see
I curse the gods for their felicity.
Surely some other slayer they would have found,
If thou hadst long ago been under ground.

"Alas, Adrastus! in my inmost heart
I knew the gods would one day do this thing,
But deemed indeed that it would be thy part
To comfort me amidst my sorrowing;
Make haste to go, for I am still a King!
Madness may take me, I have many hands
Who will not spare to do my worst commands."

With that Adrastus' bonds were done away,
And forthwith to the city gates he ran,
And on the road where they had been that day
Rushed through the gathering night; and some lone man
Beheld next day his visage wild and wan,
Peering from out a thicket of the wood
Where he had spilt that well-belovéd blood.

And now the day of burial pomp must be,
[Pg 206]And to those rites all lords of Lydia came
About the King, and that day, they and he
Cast royal gifts of rich things on the flame;
But while they stood and wept, and called by name
Upon the dead, amidst them came a man
With raiment rent, and haggard face and wan:

Who when the marshals would have thrust him out
And men looked strange on him, began to say,
"Surely the world is changed since ye have doubt
Of who I am; nay, turn me not away,
For ye have called me princely ere to-day—
Adrastus, son of Gordius, a great king,
Where unto Pallas Phrygian maidens sing.

"O Lydians, many a rich thing have ye cast
Into this flame, but I myself will give
A greater gift, since now I see at last
The gods are wearied for that still I live,
And with their will, why should I longer strive?
Atys, O Atys, thus I give to thee
A life that lived for thy felicity."

And therewith from his side a knife he drew,
And, crying out, upon the pile he leapt,
And with one mighty stroke himself he slew.
So there these princes both together slept,
And their light ashes, gathered up, were kept
Within a golden vessel wrought all o'er
With histories of this hunting of the boar.

Of Crœsus shares my tale, an ancient king
In Lydia, before the Mede invaded the land,
A man who grew powerful with piles of gold,
Feared for the countless strong of heart and hand
Who fought under his banners to secure his command,
And although his final fate turned out badly,
First of every joy he certainly had his share.

He had two sons, one of whom was mute from birth;
The other, named Atys,
Grew into a handsome youth of strength and worth,
And it seemed right that the lineage he came from
Should never earn him shame or reproach:
But still, he never struck a blow before his death,
[Pg 189]In no battle cry did he spend his last breath.

One night, Crœsus was lying on his bed.
Dreamed he saw this dear son laid out, cold,
And people mourning his violent death,
And that some iron object had dealt the blow;
By whose hand he could never know,
Or whether in peace it was done by traitors,
Or in a war that had not yet begun.

Three times that night, this vision interrupted his sleep,
Until at last he got up from his bed,
So he could think about how best to keep
The impending danger from his dear son’s head;
And since he was now old enough to marry,
The King sent men to search the lands around,
Until some exceptional maiden should be found;

So that in her arms, this Atys could forget.
The praise of men, and the fame of history,
By which many a battlefield has been stained
With the blood of men, and many a deep green sea
Has been reddened as well, and still will be;
That her sweet voice might drown out the people's praise,
Her eyes brighten the mundane days.

So when they finally brought a wonder,
From a sweet land down by the ocean's edge.
No one fairer could by man be thought,
And older women, examining her limb by limb,
[Pg 190]Had said that she was beautiful enough for him,
To her was Atys married with much ceremony,
And looked to live with her in enough bliss.

And in the meantime, he never went outdoors,
Neither hunting nor to the war on the frontier,
No spear was thrown, nor any weapon aimed
Near him, and the Lydian men afar
Must rein their horses, and the bright flowers mar
If they hungered for a tournament now,
And in distant meadows they'd have to bend the bow.

And all throughout the palace everywhere
The swords and spears were taken from the wall
That had long been hanging there with honor,
And from the golden pillars in the hall;
Lest by mischance some sacred blade should fall,
And in its falling bring vengeance at last
For many a fatal battle long past.

Every day, King Crœsus worked diligently.
To save his dear son from that expected end,
And many a beast he offered up with prayer
To the gods, and much wealth he did spend,
Hoping they might yet perhaps defend
That life, until at least he was dead,
With the earth laid heavy on his unseeing head.

But during the wedding celebration
[Pg 191]There came a man, who by the golden hall
Sat down upon the steps, and neither man nor beast
He cared for, but there against the wall
He leaned his head, speaking no words at all,
Until, with his son and daughter-in-law, came the King,
And then onto his gown the man did cling.

"What kind of man are you?" the King asked him then,
"That in such a way you kneel before me;
Do you have an evil foe among my men?
Or have you done something wrong to me?
Or has your wife been carried overseas?
Or do you have great need for gold today?
Or tell me, why else are you acting so bold?"

"O King," he said, "I'm not asking for any gold today,
And although indeed your greatness brought me here,
I have done no wrong that you could erase;
And none of my belongings did the pirates take
Across the sea; none of your men do I fear:
But all the gods have now become my enemies,
Therefore I kneel before you on my knees.

"Just like with my own brother one day"
In the running place at home I played,
Unintentionally I struck him so
That he died on the green grass he laid;
Half-dead myself I fled away dismayed,
Which is why I ask you to help me in my need,
[Pg 192]And purify my soul of this tragic deed.

"If you want to know my name and where I'm from,
In Phrygia still my father is a king,
Gordius, the son of Midas, rich enough
In grain and cattle, golden cup and ring;
And my name before I did this act
Was Adrastus, whom, in street and hall,
The slayer of his brother is now called."

"Friend," said the King, "don't be afraid of me; For even though I'm truly happy now, I know this may not last forever, And someday I might kneel down low, And bow my head in prayer to some lucky man To do something greater than this; Stay with us, and find your happiness again. "For in this city, men in play and games Forget the troubles the gods have sent; With wine, they send many a beautiful girl As fair as the one for whom the Trojan fought, And many other sweet pleasures as well, Which anyone who is loved by them will keep Until forgetful death comes. "Therefore, tomorrow the rites will be performed That your family’s blood requires you to shed, So if your own mother's son Happened to curse you before fully passing, The curse may weigh a little lighter on you, Since the flower-crowned heads of many beasts Have fallen silent in our great feast." Then Adrastus stood up and thanked the King, And the next day, when the sun was still low, The sacrifice and everything else That belonged to these dreadful rites was done; And there Adrastus stayed, hated by no one, And loved by many, especially the King, For he was brave, wise, and strong. But especially, Atys loved The unfortunate stranger, whose fair tales of war Moved the Lydian heart deeply, And they talked often of wandering far away One day, to lands filled with wonders, With the Phrygian leading them to happiness. Now at this time, people came to the King Who lived on the edges of a forest, Where many dangerous beasts roamed, Such as wolves, wild bulls, lions, and brown bears; But mainly in that forest was the lair Of a great boar that no man could withstand. He caused many troubles for the land. Long ago, in Calydon, No beast like him had ever been seen; He ruined vineyards soaked in the sun, And after his harvest, the men had to glean What he left behind; they were glad That among the tall stalks of ripe wheat, They didn’t meet the fierce destroyer’s tusks. Often, a lone man caught In vain would try to hide from his awful fury In some thick hedge, and sometimes it happened That some careless stranger would ride by his lair, And the tusks would strike his fallen horse’s side; What help could come to such a wretched man With a sword he couldn't draw, far from home? Or girls sent to fill their water jars Would come back pale, too scared to cry, Because they had seen him from the hill; Or again, with sides ripped miserably, Some unlucky maiden would lie in the brush. In short, no man or woman Was safe outdoors, whether they worked or played. So the people living by the woods Came to ask the King to send brave men to help them, So they could live; and if he thought it wise, That Atys along with the other knights should go, They believed their grief would more easily end; For both gods and men knew him well-loved, And easily moved by hopes of glory. "O King," they said, "you know how Hercules Was not content to wait for people to ask for help, But sought out the pests among their guarded trees; You know the name Cadmus earned, And how the bull of Marathon was laid Dead on Athenian soil, And how people admired Atalanta’s skill. "Your son’s name would shine brightly in the list Where such noble deeds are told; And surely great joy will fill your heart, Thinking about his deeds as you grow old, And your brave heart grows weak and cold: Do you not know, O King, how men strive To live on in their sons, even after death?" He shuddered at their words, thinking, "This is a truly tempting story To pull me from the trap in which I’m caught, For the hearts of men grow weary of all happiness; Nor is he one who can be content with his, If he hears the trumpet's call of fame And distant people calling his name." "Good friends," he said, "go back again. And don’t doubt I will send men to slay This beast you fear: yet your prayers will be in vain If you speak to anyone else today; As for my son, he must stay with me, For mighty cares burden the Lydian land. Do not worry, for you shall have a noble group." With that promise, they had to be satisfied, And left content after feasting well. Yet some god, or another, before they departed, If they were silent, this tale must tell To more than one man; so it happened, That at last Prince Atys learned of it, And approached the King with anger in his eyes. "Father," he said, "when did I grow vile? When did I become helpless? Or what deceitful people Have poisoned your ears; That when far-off lands My fame could fill, by your strange orders I must stay home, Wishing I had never come here? "What! Will you take my honor away completely? After I wed her, Am I to sit among your people at the end of the day, While she turns her head To watch some man dressed for war Because he carries a sword he can wield, Which honor you will forever deny me? "Or do you think, when you’ve run your race And are gone, and I take your place, The people will honor my position, Or that the loyal lords will remain, If my father's sword is sharp in vain? If his armor still hangs on the wall, While I hold a cup instead of a spear?" "O Son!" said Crœsus, "I know you are brave And worthy of great deeds; Therefore, the more I wish to save your dear life, Which is now threatened by the gods above; Three times in one night I dreamed I saw you die, Slain by some deadly pointed thing, While weeping lords stood around you in a circle." Then Atys laughed loudly and replied, "Father, did this ugly dream tell you What day I should be slain? As the gods might grant, I hope one day I may— But not die from sickness, miserable, Groaning in pain, with my lords around my bed, Wishing to God that I were truly dead; "But slain in battle, as Lydian kings Have fallen in great victory, While all around the joyful Lydians call Death to the fleeing foes. What death but this, O father! should I choose? But if my life should end by iron, What steel today shall shine in the sun? "Yes, father, if you think it wise To keep me from the shining, steel-bearing crowd, Let me at least be brave in the woods; For surely, if your dream is true, no harm Can come from this beast’s strong tusks: Unless perhaps the beast has grown so cunning, He prowls the woods in Lydian disguise." Then Crœsus said: "O Son, I love you so, That you shall do as you wish today: But since you must hunt today, A trustworthy friend will ride with you, Who will never leave your side. I believe he loves you enough To protect you with his life. "Go then, O Son, and if by some short span Your life is measured, how will it harm you If while life lasts you are a happy man? And you are happy; only I Am left with trembling and unfulfillment: The trembling of the man who loves on earth, But to you is hope and current joy. "Don’t be ashamed, for on this day I do not fear much: you interpret my dream correctly, No teeth or claws shall take your life away. And it may happen, before your last glorious fight, I shall be blinded by infinite night; And brave Adrastus on this day shall be Your shield, and shall give me good heart. "Go then, and send him here, and depart; And as the heroes did, so may you do, Winning such fame as will please your heart." With that, Atys left the King, Who sighed, saying, "May it be so, Even as I hope; yet I wish to God These men had never come to my door." So when Adrastus came to the King, He said to him, "O my Phrygian friend, We in this land have given you a home, And against all foes we will defend your life: Therefore for us, spend that life, If any day there is a need for it; And now I deeply need a trusted friend. "You’ve undoubtedly heard many say There is a fate threatening my son's life; Therefore this place is stripped of arms today, And for that reason, Atys still stays with his wife, And does not provoke any god by causing conflict; Yet nonetheless, it is through no desire of his, To whom war would be the greatest joy. "And since today he may gain some glory Against a monstrous beastly foe And that the meaning of my dream is obvious; It says he shall die only by steel, I cannot deny his burning wish, Therefore tomorrow he will go out And in this, you may show yourself my friend— "For you, as captain of his group, shall ride, And keep a watchful eye on everything, Not leaving him no matter what happens: Look, you are brave, the son of a great king, And this city praises you, Why should I tell you what names earn those Who die for their friends, and do not die in vain?" Then Adrastus replied, "Now I would be shameful Beyond description if I should spare anything In guarding him, so sit at ease, And take no further thought about this matter, Because with my life, his life shall be protected, And it would not be in vain If I were to die for what I cherish so dearly." Then Adrastus left, and the next morning, Everything needed for hunting was well prepared, And off they went wearing royal garb, It was a beautiful morning as through bright sunshine They rode, the Prince half wild with delight, The Phrygian smiling solemnly at him, And always looking around with a watchful eye. So all through the city, the crowd moved fast, With many great yellow hounds with black muzzles; Then they passed through the bustling countryside, Until they reached sour and rugged ground, And there rode up a little grassy mound, Overlooking the scrubby woods below, So they may have some sense of the beast's lair. And there a good man from the countryside Showed them the spots where the boar usually lay; They descended, rode through the woods, And followed his tracks for half the day. And at last, they brought him well to bay, Within a swampy spot amidst the woods, Surrounded by a ring of alders. So when they heard the hounds’ changing voices, With hearts set ablaze, they rushed straight toward him, Atys first of all, unafraid of anything, Except that people might say someone else killed The beast; and eagerly he blew his horn, Going on foot; then, with a mighty spear in hand, Adrastus led the following group. Now when they came to the ground Where the boar stood, dogs lay dead around him Or sprawled, bleeding from many wounds, But still, the others held him well at bay, Nor had he been pressed like this before that day. But when he saw Atys, he charged straight at him, Covered in foam, bleeding from flank and limb. Then Atys stood and threw his well-forged spear With a great shout, and it flew straight and true; For now, the broad blade cutting through the ear, Drew a stream of blood from the shoulder. Along with it, another, just as true, Adrastus threw, which caused the boar to die: But Atys drew the shining sword from his side, And approached the staggering beast; But as the sun's rays glinted off the blade, Adrastus hurled a javelin quickly, For he feared the mighty beast, In case by his wounds he might not yet be stopped, But with one last charge, endanger his life, And dying, slay the son of Crœsus. But just as he threw the feathered dart, His strained, desperate eyes beheld the end, And all ways of the world seemed to change, And past and future blended into one, As he looked into the fixed eyes of his friend, That bore no reproach or fear, For Death had seized him before he thought him near. Adrastus screamed, and running up he caught The falling man, and from his bleeding side Drew out the dart, and seeing that death had come To free him, he had thus died; But before his hand could guide the cursed steel, And rescue poor souls, The horrified hunters rushed in. And these, heedless of blows and cries, His unresisting hands hurried to bind; Then out of the alder branches they made a bier, And laid the body upon it, and began to move Homeward through the tangled woods, And moving slowly, at evening’s fall, Some leagues from Sardis, they stopped that day. Next morning, they carried the slain man, With him that killed him, and by the end of day They reached the city, and with deep mourning Towards the King's palace, they made their way. He lay in an open western chamber, Feasting, though inwardly his heart ached Until Atys returned to him. And when those cries first reached his ears, He set the wine cup down, and got to his feet; He rose, and bitter, all-consuming fear Swallowed his joy, and he nearly went to meet What was coming through the weeping streets; But in the end, he thought it best to wait, And stood there doubting all the twists of fate. But when at last they brought to that royal place What he once held dear, The King stood, staring with a ghastly face As they brought forth Adrastus and the bier, But spoke finally, slowly, without a tear, "O Phrygian man, whom I washed clean, Is it you who brought Atys to die?" "O King," Adrastus said, "take my life now, With whatever punishment seems right to you, As I promised, for I would end this struggle, And quietly lie beneath the earth; Nor do I wish to live here: For as my brother, so Prince Atys died, And this unfortunate hand some god did guide." Then, compelled, he told the tale From start to finish, without sparing himself at all: And as he spoke, the woods still bore witness, To the trodden grass, and Atys dead upon it; Many emotions crossed the King’s face Of royal rage, and hatred and despair, As he continued to stare at the slayer. At last he said, "Your death brings me nothing. The gods themselves have done this bitter deed, That I was all too happy was their wish, Therefore your heart is dead and mine bleeds, And I am as helpless as a crushed weed: You are but as the handle of the spear, The thrower is far from any fear. "Yet, if your wound was intended, I can do this— Release him and let him return in peace to me— I will not kill the slayer of my joy; Yet go, poor man, for when I see your face I curse the gods for their joy. Surely someone else would have killed him, If you had long ago been underground. "Alas, Adrastus! in my deepest heart I knew the gods would one day do this, But truly thought it would be your role To comfort me amidst my sorrow; Make haste to go, for I am still a King! Madness may take me; I have many hands Who will not hesitate to follow my worst commands." With that, Adrastus was freed, And he immediately ran to the city gates, And on the road where they had been that day Rushed through the gathering night; and some lone person Saw his hysterical, pale face the next day, Peering from a thicket in the woods Where he had spilled that cherished blood. And now the day for the burial service must come, And among those rites all the lords of Lydia gathered Around the King, and that day, they and he Cast royal gifts into the flames; But while they stood and wept, calling out the names of the dead, Among them came a man In tattered clothing, and a haggard face and pallor: When the marshals tried to shoo him away And the people looked at him strangely, he began to say, "Surely the world has changed since you doubted Who I am; don’t turn me away, For you have called me noble before today— Adrastus, son of Gordius, a great king, To whom Pallas Phrygian maidens sing. "O Lydians, many rich things have you cast Into this flame, but I will give A greater gift, since I see now The gods are tired of my living, And with their will, why should I strive any longer? Atys, O Atys, thus I give to you A life that lived for your happiness." And with that he drew a knife from his side, And, crying out, leapt onto the pyre, And with one mighty stroke, he ended his life. So there these princes slept together, And their light ashes, gathered up, were kept In a golden vessel, decorated all over With tales of this hunt of the boar.

 

 

A gentle wind had risen midst his tale,
That bore the sweet scents of the fertile vale
In at the open windows; and these men
The burden of their years scarce noted then,
Soothed by the sweet luxurious summer time,
And by the cadence of that ancient rhyme,
Spite of its saddening import; nay, indeed,
Of some such thoughts the Wanderers had need
As that tale gave them—Yea, a man shall be
A wonder for his glorious chivalry,
First in all wisdom, of a prudent mind,
Yet none the less him too his fate shall find
Unfenced by these, a man 'mongst other men.
Yea, and will Fortune pick out, now and then,
The noblest for the anvil of her blows;
Great names are few, and yet, indeed, who knows
What greater souls have fallen 'neath the stroke
Of careless fate? Purblind are most of folk,
The happy are the masters of the earth
Which ever give small heed to hapless worth;
So goes the world, and this we needs must bear
Like eld and death: yet there were some men there
Who drank in silence to the memory
Of those who failed on earth great men to be,
[Pg 208]Though better than the men who won the crown.
But when the sun was fairly going down
They left the house, and, following up the stream,
In the low sun saw the kingfisher gleam
'Twixt bank and alder, and the grebe steal out
From the high sedge, and, in his restless doubt,
Dive down, and rise to see what men were there:
They saw the swallow chase high up in air
The circling gnats; the shaded dusky pool
Broke by the splashing chub; the ripple cool,
Rising and falling, of some distant weir
They heard, till it oppressed the listening ear,
As twilight grew: so back they turned again
Glad of their rest, and pleasure after pain.

A gentle breeze had started to blow as he told his story,
Carrying the sweet scents of the lush valley
Through the open windows; and these men
Barely noticed the weight of their years,
Comforted by the lovely, indulgent summer,
And by the rhythm of that old poem,
Despite its somber meaning; indeed,
They needed some thoughts like those the Wanderers had,
As that story provided them—Yes, a man can be
A marvel for his noble bravery,
First in wisdom, with a sensible mind,
Yet even he will find his fate
Unprotected by these traits, just a man among others.
Yes, and sometimes Fortune will choose,
The noblest for the hammer of her blows;
Great names are rare, and yet, truly, who knows
What greater souls have fallen under the impact
Of thoughtless fate? Most people are blind,
The fortunate are the ones who dominate the earth
And often pay little attention to those overlooked;
That's how the world works, and we must accept it
Like old age and death: yet there were some men present
Who quietly drank to the memory
Of those who couldn’t become great men on earth,
[Pg 208]Though they were better than the men who received the crown.
But when the sun was nearly set
They left the house, and, following the stream,
In the low sunlight they saw the kingfisher flash
Between the bank and the alder, and the grebe emerge
From the tall reeds, and, filled with restless doubt,
Dive down, then rise to see who was there:
They watched the swallow chase the circling gnats
High in the air; the shaded dark pool
Interrupted by the splashing chub; the cool ripple,
Rising and falling, from a distant weir
They heard, until it weighed on their listening ears,
As twilight approached: so they turned back again
Happy for their rest, and pleasure after pain.

 

 

Within the gardens once again they met,
That now the roses did well-nigh forget,
For hot July was drawing to an end,
And August came the fainting year to mend
With fruit and grain; so 'neath the trellises,
Nigh blossomless, did they lie well at ease,
And watched the poppies burn across the grass,
And o'er the bindweed's bells the brown bee pass
Still murmuring of his gains: windless and bright
The morn had been, to help their dear delight;
But heavy clouds ere noon grew round the sun,
And, halfway to the zenith, wild and dun
The sky grew, and the thunder growled afar;
But, ere the steely clouds began their war,
A change there came, and, as by some great hand,
The clouds that hung in threatening o'er the land
Were drawn away; then a light wind arose
That shook the light stems of that flowery close,
And made men sigh for pleasure; therewithal
Did mirth upon the feasting elders fall,
And they no longer watched the lowering sky,
But called aloud for some new history.
Then spoke the Suabian, "Sirs, this tale is told
Among our searchers for fine stones and gold,
And though I tell it wrong be good to me;
For I the written book did never see,
Made by some Fleming, as I think, wherein
Is told this tale of wilfulness and sin."

In the gardens, they met again,
Where the roses were almost forgotten,
For hot July was nearing its end,
And August came to revive the weary year
With fruit and grain; so beneath the trellises,
Barely blossoming, they relaxed at ease,
Watching the poppies blaze across the grass,
And over the bindweed's bells the brown bee pass,
Still buzzing about its finds: it had been a calm, bright
Morning, perfect for their shared joy;
But heavy clouds gathered around the sun by noon,
And halfway to its peak, the sky turned wild and dark.
The thunder rumbled in the distance;
But before the stormy clouds started their attack,
A change occurred, as if by some great hand,
The menacing clouds hanging above the land
Were swept away; then a gentle wind arose
That rustled the delicate stems of that flower-filled place,
Making people sigh with pleasure; with that,
Joy fell upon the dining elders,
And they stopped watching the gloomy sky,
But called out for a new story.
Then the Suabian said, "Gentlemen, this story is shared
Among those who seek precious stones and gold,
And though I may tell it imperfectly, please be kind;
For I have never seen the written book,
Created by some Fleming, I believe, which tells
This story of willfulness and sin."

 

 


THE WATCHING OF THE FALCON.

ARGUMENT.

The case of this falcon was such, that whoso watched it without sleeping for seven days and seven nights, had his first wish granted him by a fay lady, that appeared to him thereon; and some wished one thing, and some another. But a certain king, who watched the falcon daily, would wish for nought but the love of that fay; which wish being accomplished, was afterwards his ruin.

The situation with this falcon was such that anyone who kept watch over it without sleeping for seven days and seven nights would have their first wish granted by a fairy lady who appeared to them. Some wished for one thing, while others wished for something different. However, a certain king who watched the falcon every day wished only for the love of that fairy, and while that wish was granted, it ultimately led to his downfall.

 

Across the sea a land there is,
Where, if fate will, may men have bliss,
For it is fair as any land:
There hath the reaper a full hand,
While in the orchard hangs aloft
The purple fig, a-growing soft;
And fair the trellised vine-bunches
Are swung across the high elm-trees;
And in the rivers great fish play,
While over them pass day by day
The laden barges to their place.
[Pg 211]There maids are straight, and fair of face,
And men are stout for husbandry,
And all is well as it can be
Upon this earth where all has end.
For on them God is pleased to send
The gift of Death down from above.
That envy, hatred, and hot love,
Knowledge with hunger by his side,
And avarice and deadly pride,
There may have end like everything
Both to the shepherd and the king:
Lest this green earth become but hell
If folk for ever there should dwell.
Full little most men think of this,
But half in woe and half in bliss
They pass their lives, and die at last
Unwilling, though their lot be cast
In wretched places of the earth,
Where men have little joy from birth
Until they die; in no such case
Were those who tilled this pleasant place.
There soothly men were loth to die,
Though sometimes in his misery
A man would say "Would I were dead!"
Alas! full little likelihead
That he should live for ever there.
So folk within that country fair
Lived on, nor from their memories drave
The thought of what they could not have.
[Pg 212]And without need tormented still
Each other with some bitter ill;
Yea, and themselves too, growing grey
With dread of some long-lingering day,
That never came ere they were dead
With green sods growing on the head;
Nowise content with what they had,
But falling still from good to bad
While hard they sought the hopeless best
And seldom happy or at rest
Until at last with lessening blood
One foot within the grave they stood.

Now so it chanced that in this land
There did a certain castle stand,
Set all alone deep in the hills,
Amid the sound of falling rills
Within a valley of sweet grass,
To which there went one narrow pass
Through the dark hills, but seldom trod.
Rarely did horse-hoof press the sod
About the quiet weedy moat,
Where unscared did the great fish float;
Because men dreaded there to see
The uncouth things of faërie;
Nathless by some few fathers old
These tales about the place were told
That neither squire nor seneschal
Or varlet came in bower or hall,
[Pg 213]Yet all things were in order due,
Hangings of gold and red and blue,
And tables with fair service set;
Cups that had paid the Cæsar's debt
Could he have laid his hands on them;
Dorsars, with pearls in every hem,
And fair embroidered gold-wrought things,
Fit for a company of kings;
And in the chambers dainty beds,
With pillows dight for fair young heads;
And horses in the stables were,
And in the cellars wine full clear
And strong, and casks of ale and mead;
Yea, all things a great lord could need.
For whom these things were ready there
None knew; but if one chanced to fare
Into that place at Easter-tide,
There would he find a falcon tied
Unto a pillar of the Hall;
And such a fate to him would fall,
That if unto the seventh night,
He watched the bird from dark to light,
And light to dark unceasingly,
On the last evening he should see
A lady beautiful past words;
Then, were he come of clowns or lords,
Son of a swineherd or a king,
There must she grant him anything
Perforce, that he might dare to ask,
[Pg 214]And do his very hardest task
But if he slumbered, ne'er again
The wretch would wake for he was slain
Helpless, by hands he could not see,
And torn and mangled wretchedly.

Now said these elders—Ere this tide
Full many folk this thing have tried,
But few have got much good thereby;
For first, a many came to die
By slumbering ere their watch was done;
Or else they saw that lovely one,
And mazed, they knew not what to say;
Or asked some toy for all their pay,
That easily they might have won,
Nor staked their lives and souls thereon;
Or asking, asked for some great thing
That was their bane; as to be king
One asked, and died the morrow morn
That he was crowned, of all forlorn.
Yet thither came a certain man,
Who from being poor great riches wan
Past telling, whose grandsons now are
Great lords thereby in peace and war.
And in their coat-of-arms they bear,
Upon a field of azure fair,
A castle and a falcon, set
Below a chief of golden fret.
And in our day a certain knight
[Pg 215]Prayed to be worsted in no fight,
And so it happed to him: yet he
Died none the less most wretchedly.
And all his prowess was in vain,
For by a losel was he slain,
As on the highway side he slept
One summer night, of no man kept.

Such tales as these the fathers old
About that lonely castle told;
And in their day the King must try
Himself to prove that mystery,
Although, unless the fay could give
For ever on the earth to live,
Nought could he ask that he had not:
For boundless riches had he got,
Fair children, and a faithful wife;
And happily had passed his life,
And all fulfilled of victory,
Yet was he fain this thing to see.
So towards the mountains he set out
One noontide, with a gallant rout
Of knights and lords, and as the day
Began to fail came to the way
Where he must enter all alone,
Between the dreary walls of stone.
Thereon to that fair company
He bade farewell, who wistfully
Looked backward oft as home they rode,
[Pg 216]But in the entry he abode
Of that rough unknown narrowing pass,
Where twilight at the high noon was.
Then onward he began to ride:
Smooth rose the rocks on every side,
And seemed as they were cut by man;
Adown them ever water ran,
But they of living things were bare,
Yea, not a blade of grass grew there;
And underfoot rough was the way,
For scattered all about there lay
Great jagged pieces of black stone.
Throughout the pass the wind did moan,
With such wild noises, that the King
Could almost think he heard something
Spoken of men; as one might hear
The voices of folk standing near
One's chamber wall: yet saw he nought
Except those high walls strangely wrought,
And overhead the strip of sky.
So, going onward painfully,
He met therein no evil thing,
But came about the sun-setting
Unto the opening of the pass,
And thence beheld a vale of grass
Bright with the yellow daffodil;
And all the vale the sun did fill
With his last glory. Midmost there
Rose up a stronghold, built four-square,
[Pg 217]Upon a flowery grassy mound,
That moat and high wall ran around.
Thereby he saw a walled pleasance,
With walks and sward fit for the dance
Of Arthur's court in its best time,
That seemed to feel some magic clime;
For though through all the vale outside
Things were as in the April-tide,
And daffodils and cowslips grew
And hidden the March violets blew,
Within the bounds of that sweet close
Was trellised the bewildering rose;
There was the lily over-sweet,
And starry pinks for garlands meet;
And apricots hung on the wall
And midst the flowers did peaches fall,
And nought had blemish there or spot.
For in that place decay was not.

Silent awhile the King abode
Beholding all, then on he rode
And to the castle-gate drew nigh,
Till fell the drawbridge silently,
And when across it he did ride
He found the great gates open wide,
And entered there, but as he passed
The gates were shut behind him fast,
But not before that he could see
The drawbridge rise up silently.
[Pg 218]Then round he gazed oppressed with awe,
And there no living thing he saw
Except the sparrows in the eaves,
As restless as light autumn leaves
Blown by the fitful rainy wind.
Thereon his final goal to find,
He lighted off his war-horse good
And let him wander as he would,
When he had eased him of his gear;
Then gathering heart against his fear.
Just at the silent end of day
Through the fair porch he took his way
And found at last a goodly hall
With glorious hangings on the wall,
Inwrought with trees of every clime,
And stories of the ancient time,
But all of sorcery they were.
For o'er the daïs Venus fair,
Fluttered about by many a dove,
Made hopeless men for hopeless love,
Both sick and sorry; there they stood
Wrought wonderfully in various mood,
But wasted all by that hid fire
Of measureless o'er-sweet desire,
And let the hurrying world go by
Forgetting all felicity.
But down the hall the tale was wrought
How Argo in old time was brought
To Colchis for the fleece of gold.
[Pg 219]And on the other side was told
How mariners for long years came
To Circe, winning grief and shame.
Until at last by hardihead
And craft, Ulysses won her bed.
Long upon these the King did look
And of them all good heed he took;
To see if they would tell him aught
About the matter that he sought,
But all were of the times long past;
So going all about, at last
When grown nigh weary of his search
A falcon on a silver perch,
Anigh the daïs did he see,
And wondered, because certainly
At his first coming 'twas not there;
But 'neath the bird a scroll most fair,
With golden letters on the white
He saw, and in the dim twilight
By diligence could he read this:—

"Ye who have not enow of bliss,
And in this hard world labour sore,
By manhood here may get you more,
And be fulfilled of everything,
Till ye be masters of the King.
And yet, since I who promise this
Am nowise God to give man bliss
Past ending, now in time beware,
And if you live in little care
[Pg 220]Then turn aback and home again,
Lest unknown woe ye chance to gain
In wishing for a thing untried."

A little while did he abide,
When he had read this, deep in thought,
Wondering indeed if there were aught
He had not got, that a wise man
Would wish; yet in his mind it ran
That he might win a boundless realm,
Yea, come to wear upon his helm
The crown of the whole conquered earth;
That all who lived thereon, from birth
To death should call him King and Lord,
And great kings tremble at his word,
Until in turn he came to die.
Therewith a little did he sigh,
But thought, "Of Alexander yet
Men talk, nor would they e'er forget
My name, if this should come to be,
Whoever should come after me:
But while I lay wrapped round with gold
Should tales and histories manifold
Be written of me, false and true;
And as the time still onward drew
Almost a god would folk count me,
Saying, 'In our time none such be.'"
But therewith did he sigh again,
[Pg 221]And said, "Ah, vain, and worse than vain!
For though the world forget me nought,
Yet by that time should I be brought
Where all the world I should forget,
And bitterly should I regret
That I, from godlike great renown,
To helpless death must fall adown:
How could I bear to leave it all?"
Then straight upon his mind did fall
Thoughts of old longings half forgot,
Matters for which his heart was hot
A while ago: whereof no more
He cared for some, and some right sore
Had vexed him, being fulfilled at last.
And when the thought of these had passed
Still something was there left behind,
That by no torturing of his mind
Could he in any language name,
Or into form of wishing frame.

At last he thought, "What matters it,
Before these seven days shall flit
Some great thing surely shall I find,
That gained will not leave grief behind,
Nor turn to deadly injury.
So now will I let these things be
And think of some unknown delight."

Now, therewithal, was come the night
[Pg 222]And thus his watch was well begun;
And till the rising of the sun,
Waking, he paced about the hall,
And saw the hangings on the wall
Fade into nought, and then grow white
In patches by the pale moonlight,
And then again fade utterly
As still the moonbeams passed them by;
Then in a while, with hope of day,
Begin a little to grow grey,
Until familiar things they grew,
As up at last the great sun drew,
And lit them with his yellow light
At ending of another night
Then right glad was he of the day,
That passed with him in such-like way;
For neither man nor beast came near,
Nor any voices did he hear.
And when again it drew to night
Silent it passed, till first twilight
Of morning came, and then he heard
The feeble twittering of some bird,
That, in that utter silence drear,
Smote harsh and startling on his ear.
Therewith came on that lonely day
That passed him in no other way;
And thus six days and nights went by
And nothing strange had come anigh.
And on that day he well-nigh deemed
[Pg 223]That all that story had been dreamed.
Daylight and dark, and night and day,
Passed ever in their wonted way;
The wind played in the trees outside,
The rooks from out the high trees cried;
And all seemed natural, frank, and fair,
With little signs of magic there.
Yet neither could he quite forget
That close with summer blossoms set,
And fruit hung on trees blossoming,
When all about was early spring.
Yea, if all this by man were made,
Strange was it that yet undecayed
The food lay on the tables still
Unchanged by man, that wine did fill
The golden cups, yet bright and red.
And all was so apparelléd
For guests that came not, yet was all
As though that servants filled the hall.
So waxed and waned his hopes, and still
He formed no wish for good or ill.
And while he thought of this and that
Upon his perch the falcon sat
Unfed, unhooded, his bright eyes
Beholders of the hard-earned prize,
Glancing around him restlessly,
As though he knew the time drew nigh
When this long watching should be done.

[Pg 224]So little by little fell the sun,
From high noon unto sun-setting;
And in that lapse of time the King,
Though still he woke, yet none the less
Was dreaming in his sleeplessness
Of this and that which he had done
Before this watch he had begun;
Till, with a start, he looked at last
About him, and all dreams were past;
For now, though it was past twilight
Without, within all grew as bright
As when the noon-sun smote the wall,
Though no lamp shone within the hall.
Then rose the King upon his feet,
And well-nigh heard his own heart beat,
And grew all pale for hope and fear,
As sound of footsteps caught his ear
But soft, and as some fair lady,
Going as gently as might be,
Stopped now and then awhile, distraught
By pleasant wanderings of sweet thought.
Nigher the sound came, and more nigh,
Until the King unwittingly
Trembled, and felt his hair arise,
But on the door still kept his eyes.
That opened soon, and in the light
There stepped alone a lady bright,
And made straight toward him up the hall.
In golden garments was she clad
[Pg 225]And round her waist a belt she had
Of emeralds fair, and from her feet,
That shod with gold the floor did meet,
She held the raiment daintily,
And on her golden head had she
A rose-wreath round a pearl-wrought crown,
Softly she walked with eyes cast down,
Nor looked she any other than
An earthly lady, though no man
Has seen so fair a thing as she.
So when her face the King could see
Still more he trembled, and he thought,
"Surely my wish is hither brought,
And this will be a goodly day
If for mine own I win this may."
And therewithal she drew anear
Until the trembling King could hear
Her very breathing, and she raised
Her head and on the King's face gazed
With serious eyes, and stopping there,
Swept from her shoulders her long hair,
And let her gown fall on her feet,
Then spoke in a clear voice and sweet:
"Well hast thou watched, so now, O King,
Be bold, and wish for some good thing;
And yet, I counsel thee, be wise.
Behold, spite of these lips and eyes,
Hundreds of years old now am I
And have seen joy and misery.
[Pg 226]And thou, who yet hast lived in bliss.
I bid thee well consider this;
Better it were that men should live
As beasts, and take what earth can give,
The air, the warm sun and the grass
Until unto the earth they pass,
And gain perchance nought worse than rest
Than that not knowing what is best
For sons of men, they needs must thirst
For what shall make their lives accurst.
"Therefore I bid thee now beware,
Lest getting something seeming fair,
Thou com'st in vain to long for more
Or lest the thing thou wishest for
Make thee unhappy till thou diest,
Or lest with speedy death thou buyest
A little hour of happiness
Or lazy joy with sharp distress.
"Alas, why say I this to thee,
For now I see full certainly,
That thou wilt ask for such a thing,
It had been best for thee to fling
Thy body from a mountain-top,
Or in a white hot fire to drop,
Or ever thou hadst seen me here,
Nay then be speedy and speak clear."
Then the King cried out eagerly,
Grown fearless, "Ah, be kind to me!
Thou knowest what I long for then!
[Pg 227]Thou know'st that I, a king of men,
Will ask for nothing else than thee!
Thou didst not say this could not be,
And I have had enough of bliss,
If I may end my life with this."
"Hearken," she said, "what men will say
When they are mad; before to-day
I knew that words such things could mean,
And wondered that it could have been.
"Think well, because this wished-for joy,
That surely will thy bliss destroy,
Will let thee live, until thy life
Is wrapped in such bewildering strife
That all thy days will seem but ill—
Now wilt thou wish for this thing still?"
"Wilt thou then grant it?" cried the King;
"Surely thou art an earthly thing,
And all this is but mockery,
And thou canst tell no more than I
What ending to my life shall be."
"Nay, then," she said, "I grant it thee
Perforce; come nigh, for I am thine
Until the morning sun doth shine,
And only coming time can prove
What thing I am."
Dizzy with love,
And with surprise struck motionless
That this divine thing, with far less
Of striving than a village maid,
[Pg 228]Had yielded, there he stood afraid,
Spite of hot words and passionate,
And strove to think upon his fate.

But as he stood there, presently
With smiling face she drew anigh,
And on his face he felt her breath.
"O love," she said, "dost thou fear death?
Not till next morning shalt thou die,
Or fall into thy misery."
Then on his hand her hand did fall,
And forth she led him down the hall,
Going full softly by his side.
"O love," she said, "now well betide
The day whereon thou cam'st to me.
I would this night a year might be,
Yea, life-long; such life as we have,
A thousand years from womb to grave."

And then that clinging hand seemed worth
Whatever joy was left on earth,
And every trouble he forgot,
And time and death remembered not:
Kinder she grew, she clung to him
With loving arms, her eyes did swim
With love and pity, as he strove
To show the wisdom of his love;
With trembling lips she praised his choice,
[Pg 229]And said, "Ah, well may'st thou rejoice,
Well may'st thou think this one short night
Worth years of other men's delight.
If thy heart as mine own heart is,
Sunk in a boundless sea of bliss;
O love, rejoice with me! rejoice!"
But as she spoke, her honied voice
Trembled, and midst of sobs she said,
"O love, and art thou still afraid?
Return, then, to thine happiness,
Nor will I love thee any less;
But watch thee as a mother might
Her child at play."
With strange delight
He stammered out, "Nay, keep thy tears
for me, and for my ruined years
Weep love, that I may love thee more,
My little hour will soon be o'er."
"Ah, love," she said, "and thou art wise
As men are, with long miseries
Buying these idle words and vain,
My foolish love, with lasting pain;
And yet, thou wouldst have died at last
If in all wisdom thou hadst passed
Thy weary life: forgive me then,
In pitying the sad life of men."
Then in such bliss his soul did swim,
But tender music unto him
Her words were; death and misery
[Pg 230]But empty names were grown to be,
As from that place his steps she drew,
And dark the hall behind them grew.

Across the sea, there's a land,
Where, if luck allows, people can find joy,
For it is as beautiful as any land:
There, the reaper has a bountiful harvest,
While in the orchard hangs high
The softening purple fig;
And the lovely bunches of vines
Swing across the tall elm trees;
In the rivers, big fish swim and play,
While every day, laden barges pass by
To their destination.
[Pg 211]There, maidens are beautiful and graceful,
And men are strong for farming,
And everything is as good as it can be
On this earth where everything comes to an end.
For among them, God decides to send
The gift of Death from above.
That envy, hatred, and passionate love,
Knowledge accompanied by hunger,
And greed along with deadly pride,
May come to an end like everything
For both the shepherd and the king:
Lest this green earth turn into hell
If people were to dwell here forever.
Most people don't think much of this,
But living half in sorrow and half in joy,
They pass their lives and ultimately die
Reluctantly, even though their fate is set
In wretched places of the earth,
Where people find little joy from birth
Until they die; in no such plight
Were those who worked this pleasant land.
People there were really hesitant to die,
Though sometimes, in misery,
A man might say, "I wish I were dead!"
Alas! it was very unlikely
That he would live forever there.
So, the people of that beautiful land
Lived on, and did not banish
The thought of what they could not have.
[Pg 212]And without needing to, they still tormented
Each other with bitter troubles;
Yes, and themselves as well, growing old
With fear of a lingering end,
That never came before they died
With green earth covering their heads;
Never content with what they had,
But falling still from good to bad
While they desperately sought the impossible best
And were rarely happy or at peace
Until at last, with fading strength,
One foot was within the grave.

Now, it just so happened that in this land
There stood a certain castle,
All alone deep in the hills,
Amid the sound of falling streams
In a valley of sweet grass,
To which there was only one narrow path
Through the dark hills, but seldom traveled.
Rarely did a horse hoof press the ground
Around the quiet, weedy moat,
Where great fish floated unafraid;
Because people feared to see
The strange things of magic;
Nevertheless, a few old fathers
Told tales about the place
That neither knight nor servant
Or servant came in bower or hall,
[Pg 213]Yet everything was in proper order,
With hangings of gold, red, and blue,
And tables set with fine service;
Cups that could have settled Caesars' debts
Had he laid his hands on them;
Dresses adorned with pearls on every hem,
And beautifully embroidered gold things,
Fit for a gathering of kings;
And in the chambers, delicate beds,
With pillows made for lovely young heads;
And horses were in the stables,
And in the cellars, clear and strong wine
And barrels of ale and mead;
Yes, everything a great lord could need.
Yet for whom were these things waiting
None knew; but if one happened to travel
Into that place at Easter time,
There one would find a falcon tied
To a pillar in the Hall;
And if he stayed there until the seventh night,
Watching the bird from dark to light,
And from light back to dark unceasingly,
On the last evening, he would see
A lady more beautiful than words;
Then, whether he came from lowly or noble birth,
Son of a swineherd or a king,
She must grant him anything
That he dared to ask,
[Pg 214]And take on his hardest task,
But if he fell asleep, he'd never wake up again.
Would the wretch awaken, for he was slain
Helpless, by unseen hands,
And torn and mangled wretchedly.

Now the elders said—Before this time
Many have tried this thing,
But few have gained anything good from it;
For first, many came to die
By falling asleep before their watch was complete;
Or else they saw that beautiful one,
And dazed, they knew not what to say;
Or asked for some small prize for all their effort,
That they could have easily won,
Not risking their lives and souls on it;
Or asking for something great
That became their doom; like someone asking to be king
Who, the very next morning, died
After being crowned, all forlorn.
However, a certain man arrived,
Who, going from poverty, gained
Riches beyond measure, whose grandsons are now
Great lords in peace and war.
And in their coat of arms, they bear,
On a fair azure field,
A castle and a falcon set
Below a chief of golden fret.
In our time, a certain knight
[Pg 215]Prayed to be defeated in no fight,
And so it happened to him: yet he
Died nonetheless most wretchedly.
And all his valor was in vain,
For he was slain by a coward,
As he slept by the side of the road
One summer night, without any protection.

Stories like these old fathers
Told about that lonely castle;
And in their time, the King had to try
To prove that mystery for himself,
Although, unless the fay could grant
Eternal life on this earth,
He could not ask for what he lacked:
For he had gained boundless riches,
Fair children, and a faithful wife;
And had happily lived his life,
And fulfilled with victories,
Yet he yearned to see this thing.
So he headed towards the mountains.
One noon, with a brave company
Of knights and lords, and as the day
Began to fade, he reached the path
Where he must enter all alone,
Between the dreary stone walls.
Then he bid farewell to that fair company
Who looked back longingly as they rode home,
[Pg 216]But at the entrance, he remained
In that rough, narrow pass,
Where twilight lingered at noon.
Then he rode on:
Smooth rose the rocks on every side,
Seeming as if they had been crafted by men;
Water ran down them constantly,
But they were bare of living things,
Not even a blade of grass grew there;
And under his feet, the path was rough,
For scattered about lay
Great jagged pieces of black stone.
Throughout the pass, the wind moaned,
With such wild sounds that the King
Could almost think he heard something
Speaking of men; like hearing
Voices of people standing near
His chamber wall: yet he saw nothing
Except those high walls strangely made,
And above, the strip of sky.
So, moving forward slowly,
He encountered no evil thing,
But as sunset approached,
He reached the opening of the pass,
And then beheld a vale of grass
Bright with yellow daffodils;
And the whole vale was filled
With the last light of the sun. In the middle, there
Rose a stronghold, built square,
[Pg 217]On a flowery grassy mound,
Surrounded by a moat and high wall.
Nearby, he spotted a walled garden,
With paths and lawns fit for the dance
Of Arthur's court in its prime,
That seemed to exist in some magical clime;
For although outside the vale
Things were like in early spring,
With daffodils and cowslips growing
And hidden March violets blooming,
Within the bounds of that sweet enclosure
Were trellised bewildering roses;
There was an overly sweet lily,
And starry pinks for garlands rare;
Apricots hung on the walls,
And amidst the flowers, peaches fell,
And nothing had a blemish or mark.
For in that place, decay did not exist.

The King stayed silent for a bit,
Observing everything, then he rode on
And drew near to the castle gate,
Until the drawbridge fell silently,
And when he crossed it,
He found the great gates open wide,
And as he entered, the gates shut behind him fast,
But not before he could see
The drawbridge rising silently.
[Pg 218]Then he glanced around, filled with amazement,
And there he saw no living thing
Except sparrows in the eaves,
As restless as light autumn leaves
Blown by the erratic rainy wind.
Then, to find his final goal,
He dismounted from his noble steed
And let it wander as it wished,
After he had relieved it of its equipment;
Then gathering courage against his fears.
Just at the still end of day,
He entered through the fair porch
And finally found a grand hall
With glorious hangings on the walls,
Woven with trees from every clime,
And stories from ancient times,
But all were filled with sorcery.
For above the dais, lovely Venus,
Fluttered about by many doves,
Made hopeless men for hopeless love,
Both sick and despairing; there they stood
Wonderfully wrought in various moods,
But wasted all by that hidden fire
Of limitless over-sweet desire,
And let the rushing world go by
Forgetting all happiness.
But down the hall was the tale
Of how Argo, in olden days, was brought
To Colchis for the fleece of gold.
[Pg 219]And on the other side, it told
How sailors for many years came
To Circe, gaining grief and shame.
Until finally, with hardihood
And cunning, Ulysses won her affection.
The King looked at these for a long time.
And absorbed all of them;
To see if they would tell him anything
About the matter he sought,
But all were tales from long ago;
So, wandering about, at last
When nearing weariness from his search
He saw a falcon on a silver perch,
Near the dais,
And wondered, because certainly
At his first arrival, it had not been there;
But beneath the bird lay a beautiful scroll,
With golden letters on the white,
And in the dim twilight
He managed to read this:—

"You who don’t have enough joy,"
And in this tough world, work hard,
By achieving manhood here, you could gain more,
And be fulfilled in everything,
Until you become masters of the King.
And yet, since I am the one making this promise
I’m not a god to bring happiness to people.
Beyond measure, be cautious in this time,
And if you live worry-free,
[Pg 220]Then turn around and go home again,
So you don't end up experiencing unexpected sorrow
Hoping for something new.

The King took a moment to pause,
After reading this, deep in thought,
Wondering if there was anything
He did not possess that a wise man
Would desire; yet in his mind, it ran
That he might attain a boundless realm,
Yes, come to wear on his head
The crown of the whole conquered earth;
That all who lived therefrom, from birth
To death, would call him King and Lord,
And great kings would tremble at his command,
Until he, in turn, came to die.
He sighed at this thought,
But thought, "Of Alexander, people still speak,
And they would never forget
My name if this were to come to pass,
Whoever might come after me:
But while I lay wrapped in gold,
Tales and histories would be written
About me, both false and true;
And as time pushed forward
I would almost be viewed as a god,
Saying, 'In our time, none like him.'"
But then he sighed again,
[Pg 221]And said, "Ah, vain, and worse than vain!
For though the world may remember me,
Yet by that time, I would be brought
To forget the whole world,
And bitterly, I would regret
That I, from godlike greatness and renown,
Must fall to helpless death:
How could I bear to leave it all?"
Then suddenly, his mind was filled
With thoughts of old longings half-forgotten,
Matters for which his heart burned
A while ago: of which he no longer cared,
And some right sore
Had troubled him, being satisfied at last.
And when the thought of these had passed,
There was still something left behind,
That no matter how much he tortured his mind,
Could he name it in any language,
Or frame it into a wish.

Finally, he thought, "What does it matter,
Before these seven days pass,
Surely I will find something great,
That if achieved will not leave sorrow behind,
Nor turn to deadly injury.
So now I will let these things go
And think of some unknown delight."

Now, as night fell,
[Pg 222]And thus his watch was well begun;
And until the sun rose,
Waking, he paced about the hall,
And saw the hangings on the wall
Fade into nothing, then grow white
In patches by the pale moonlight,
And then again fade utterly
As the moonbeams passed them by;
Then after a while, with hope of day,
They began to grow slightly gray,
Until familiar things reappeared,
As finally, the great sun rose,
And lit them with his golden light
At the end of another night
Then he was happy for the day,
That passed with him in a similar way;
For neither man nor beast came near,
Nor any sounds did he hear.
And when the night came again
Silently it passed, until the first light
Of morning arrived, and then he heard
The quiet twittering of a bird,
That, in that utter silence, harsh,
Startled his ear.
Then came that solitary day
That passed him in no other way;
And thus six days and nights went by
And nothing strange had come near.
And on that day, he almost thought
[Pg 223]That all that story had been a dream.
Daylight and dark, and night and day,
Passed always in their usual way;
The wind played in the trees outside,
The rooks from the high trees cried;
And all seemed natural, honest, and fair,
With little signs of magic there.
Yet he could not quite forget
That in summer, blossoms adorned,
And fruits hung on trees in bloom,
When all around was early spring.
Yes, if all this was made by man,
It was strange that the still-untouched food
Lay on the tables, unchanged by man,
That wine filled the golden cups, bright and red.
And all was dressed up
For guests that came not, yet everything
Was as if servants had filled the hall.
His hopes rose and fell, and still
He formed no wish for good or ill.
As he thought about different things
The falcon sat on its perch
Unfed, unhooded, its bright eyes
Watching for the hard-earned prize,
Glancing around restlessly,
As if it knew the time drew near
When this long vigil should end.

[Pg 224]Gradually, the sun went down,
From high noon to sunset;
And in that time, the King,
Though still awake, nonetheless
Was dreaming in his sleeplessness
Of this and that which he had done
Before this vigil he had begun;
Until, with a start, he finally looked
Around him, and all dreams were gone;
For now, though it was past twilight,
Within, all grew bright
As when the noon sun struck the wall,
Though no lamp shone within the hall.
Then the King stood up,
And almost heard his own heart beat,
And turned pale from hope and fear,
As the sound of footsteps caught his ear
Softly, like some fair lady,
Moving as gently as could be,
Stopped now and then, distracted
By sweet thoughts wandering.
The sound got closer and closer,
Until the King, unknowingly
Trembled and felt his hair stand on end,
But he kept his eyes on the door.
It opened soon, and in the light
A bright lady stepped forth,
And walked straight up the hall toward him.
She was wearing golden clothes.
[Pg 225]And around her waist, she wore a belt
Of fair emeralds, and from her feet,
That shod with gold against the floor,
She held her robe delicately,
And on her golden head, she wore
A rose-wreath around a pearl-crowned crown,
She walked softly with downcast eyes,
And looked like no other than
An earthly lady, though no man
Has seen anything as fair as she.
So when the King could see her face
He trembled even more, and he thought,
"Surely my wish has come true,
And this will be a glorious day
If I can win this lady for myself."
And then she drew closer
Until the trembling King could hear
Her very breathing, and she raised
Her head and gazed at the King's face
With serious eyes, and stopping there,
She swept her long hair from her shoulders,
And let her gown fall to her feet,
Then spoke in a pure, sweet voice:
"Now that you've watched, O King,
Be bold, and wish for something good;
And yet, I advise you, be wise.
See, despite these lips and eyes,
I am hundreds of years old
And have seen joy and misery.
[Pg 226]And you, who have lived in bliss,
I urge you to take this into account;
It would be better for men to live
Like beasts and take what earth can give,
The air, the warm sun, and the grass
Until they pass back to the earth,
And perhaps gain nothing worse than rest
Than that not knowing what is best
For the sons of men, they must thirst
For what will make their lives cursed.
So, I encourage you to be careful now,
Lest gaining something that seems fair,
You come to want more in vain
Or lest the thing you wish for
Makes you unhappy until you die,
Or lest with swift death you purchase
A brief hour of happiness
Or lazy joy mingled with sharp distress.
"Why am I telling you this?"
For now, I can see for certain,
That you will ask for such a thing,
It would have been better for you to throw
Your body from a mountaintop,
Or drop into a white-hot fire,
Than to have seen me here,
So speak quickly and clearly."
Then the King shouted excitedly,
Filled with fearlessness, "Ah, be kind to me!
You know what I long for then!
[Pg 227]You know that I, a king of men,
Will ask for nothing else but you!
You did not say this could not be,
And I have had enough bliss,
If I may end my life with this."
"Listen," she said, "what men say
When they are crazy; before today
I knew what such words could mean,
And wondered that it could have been.
"Think carefully, because this longed-for joy,
That will surely lead to your destruction,
Will allow you to live, until your life
Is wrapped in such bewildering struggle
That all your days will seem but ill—
Now do you still wish for this?"
"Will you grant it then?" the King asked;
"Surely you are an earthly being,
And all this is just mockery,
And you cannot know more than I
What end my life shall meet."
"Well then," she said, "I give it to you."
By necessity; come near, for I am yours
Until the morning sun shines,
And only time can reveal
What I am."
Dizzy from love,
And struck motionless by surprise
That this divine thing, with far less
Effort than a village maiden,
[Pg 228]Had yielded, there he stood afraid,
Despite hot words and passion,
And struggled to think of his fate.

But as he stood there, in a moment
With a smiling face, she approached,
And he felt her breath upon his face.
"O love," she said, "do you fear death?
Not until next morning shall you die,
Or fall into misery."
Then she placed her hand in his,
And led him softly down the hall,
"O love," she said, "may it be well with you"
The day you came to me.
I wish this night could last a year,
Yes, a lifetime; such life as we have,
A thousand years from womb to grave."

And then that grasping hand felt valuable.
All the joy remaining on earth,
And every trouble he forgot,
And time and death were nothing:
She grew kinder, she clung to him
With loving arms, her eyes overflowing
With love and pity, as he tried
To express the wisdom of his love;
With trembling lips she praised his choice,
[Pg 229]And said, "Ah, you may truly rejoice,
You may think this one short night
Worth years of other men's delight.
If your heart is as mine is,
Sunk in a boundless sea of bliss;
O love, rejoice with me! rejoice!"
But while she spoke, her sweet voice
Trembled, and amid her sobs she said,
"O love, are you still afraid?
Return then to your happiness,
Nor will I love you any less;
But watch you as a mother might
Her child at play."
With unusual pleasure
He stammered out, "Nay, keep your tears
For me, and for the years I have lost,
Weep love, so I may love you more,
My little hour will soon be over."
"Ah, love," she said, "and you are wise."
As men are, with long sorrows
Buying these empty words and vain,
My foolish love, with lasting pain;
And yet, you would have died at last
If in all wisdom you had passed
Your weary life: forgive me then,
For pitying the sad life of men."
Then in such joy, his soul was lifted,
But her words were like tender music to him;
Death and misery
[Pg 230]Had become mere empty names,
As she drew him from that place,
And the hall behind them grew dark.

 

 

But end comes to all earthly bliss,
And by his choice full short was his;
And in the morning, grey and cold,
Beside the daïs did she hold
His trembling hand, and wistfully
He, doubting what his fate should be,
Gazed at her solemn eyes, that now,
Beneath her calm, untroubled brow,
Were fixed on his wild face and wan;
At last she said, "Oh, hapless man,
Depart! thy full wish hast thou had;
A little time thou hast been glad,
Thou shalt be sorry till thou die.
"And though, indeed, full fain am I
This might not be; nathless, as day
Night follows, colourless and grey,
So this shall follow thy delight,
Your joy hath ending with last night—
Nay, peace, and hearken to thy fate.
"Strife without peace, early and late,
Lasting long after thou art dead,
And laid with earth upon thine head;
[Pg 231]War without victory shalt thou have,
Defeat, nor honour shalt thou save;
Thy fair land shall be rent and torn,
Thy people be of all forlorn,
And all men curse thee for this thing."
She loosed his hand, but yet the King
Said, "Yea, and I may go with thee?
Why should we part? then let things be
E'en as they will!" "Poor man," she said,
"Thou ravest; our hot love is dead,
If ever it had any life:
Go, make thee ready for the strife
Wherein thy days shall soon be wrapped;
And of the things that here have happed
Make thou such joy as thou may'st do;
But I from this place needs must go,
Nor shalt thou ever see me more
Until thy troubled life is o'er:
Alas I to say 'farewell' to thee
Were nought but bitter mockery.
Fare as thou may'st, and with good heart
Play to the end thy wretched part."

Therewith she turned and went from him,
And with such pain his eyes did swim
He scarce could see her leave the place;
And then, with troubled and pale face,
He gat him thence: and soon he found
His good horse in the base-court bound;
[Pg 232]So, loosing him, forth did he ride,
For the great gates were open wide,
And flat the heavy drawbridge lay.

So by the middle of the day,
That murky pass had he gone through,
And come to country that he knew;
And homeward turned his horse's head.
And passing village and homestead
Nigh to his palace came at last;
And still the further that he passed
From that strange castle of the fays,
More dreamlike seemed those seven days,
And dreamlike the delicious night;
And like a dream the shoulders white,
And clinging arms and yellow hair,
And dreamlike the sad morning there.
Until at last he 'gan to deem
That all might well have been a dream—
Yet why was life a weariness?
What meant this sting of sharp distress?
This longing for a hopeless love,
No sighing from his heart could move?

Or else, 'She did not come and go
As fays might do, but soft and slow
Her lovely feet fell on the floor;
She set her fair hand to the door
As any dainty maid might do;
[Pg 233]And though, indeed, there are but few
Beneath the sun as fair as she,
She seemed a fleshly thing to be.
Perchance a merry mock this is,
And I may some day have the bliss
To see her lovely face again,
As smiling she makes all things plain.
And then as I am still a king,
With me may she make tarrying
Full long, yea, till I come to die."
Therewith at last being come anigh
Unto his very palace gate,
He saw his knights and squires wait
His coming, therefore on the ground
He lighted, and they flocked around
Till he should tell them of his fare.
Then mocking said he, "Ye may dare,
The worst man of you all, to go
And watch as I was bold to do;
For nought I heard except the wind,
And nought I saw to call to mind."
So said he, but they noted well
That something more he had to tell
If it had pleased him; one old man,
Beholding his changed face and wan,
Muttered, "Would God it might be so!
Alas! I fear what fate may do;
Too much good fortune hast thou had
By anything to be more glad
[Pg 234]Than thou hast been, I fear thee then
Lest thou becom'st a curse to men."
But to his place the doomed King passed,
And all remembrance strove to cast
From out his mind of that past day,
And spent his life in sport and play.

But every happiness on Earth has to come to an end,
And because of his choices, his was too short;
And in the morning, grey and cold,
Next to the dais, she held
His trembling hand, and longingly
He, uncertain of his fate,
Looked into her serious eyes, which now,
Beneath her calm, untroubled brow,
Were focused on his wild and pale face;
Finally, she said, "Oh, unfortunate man,
Go! You've had your every wish;
For a brief time, you were happy,
You’ll feel sorrow until you die.
"And even though I really wish"
This could be different; yet, as day
Follows night, colorless and grey,
So this will follow your joy,
Your happiness ended with last night—
No, be quiet, and listen to your fate.
"Conflict without peace, 24/7,
Lasting long after you are gone,
And buried with dirt over your head;
[Pg 231]You’ll have war without victory,
No honor or respect to save;
Your beautiful land will be torn apart,
Your people will be left in despair,
And everyone will curse you for this."
She let go of his hand, but the King
Said, "Yes, can I go with you?
Why should we part? Let things be
As they will!" "Poor man," she replied,
"You're delusional; our passionate love is gone,
If it ever existed at all:
Go, prepare for the struggle
In which your days will quickly be consumed;
And find whatever joy you can
In what has happened here;
But I must leave this place,
And you will never see me again
Until your troubled life comes to an end:
Oh, saying 'farewell' to you
Would be nothing but bitter mockery.
Take care as you can, and with a brave heart
Play your miserable role to the end."

With that, she turned and walked away from him.
And with such pain, his eyes filled with tears
He could hardly see her leave the place;
And then, with a troubled and pale face,
He left the spot and soon found
His loyal horse in the courtyard;
[Pg 232]So, freeing it, he rode away,
For the massive gates were wide open,
And the heavy drawbridge lay flat.

By noon,
He had passed through that murky passage,
And reached familiar countryside;
He turned his horse's head toward home.
As he passed village and homestead
He finally came close to his palace;
And the further he traveled away
From that strange castle of the fays,
The more dreamlike those seven days seemed,
And dreamlike the delightful night;
And like a dream the white shoulders,
And clinging arms and golden hair,
And dreamlike the sorrowful morning there.
Until at last he began to think
That all of it might truly have been a dream—
Yet why was life so weary?
What did this pain of sharp distress mean?
This longing for a hopeless love,
No sighing from his heart could shake?

Or maybe, 'She didn't come and go.
As fairies might, but softly and slowly
Her lovely feet touched the floor;
She placed her fair hand on the door
Like any delicate maiden would;
[Pg 233]And while it’s true, there are few
Beneath the sun as lovely as she,
She seemed to be a real person.
Maybe this is a cheerful mockery,
And someday, I might have the joy
To see her lovely face again,
As she smiles and makes everything clear.
And then, since I am still a king,
With me she may linger
For a long time, yes, until I die."
Finally, as he got closer
To his very palace gate,
He saw his knights and squires waiting
For his return, so he dismounted,
And they gathered around
Until he could tell them about his journey.
Then, jokingly, he said, "You can dare,
The worst among you all, to go
And watch as I was brave enough to do;
For I heard nothing but the wind,
And saw nothing to remember."
So he spoke, but they could see well
That there was something more he had to share
If he had chosen to; one old man,
Noticing his changed and pale face,
Muttered, "May it not be true!
Alas! I fear what fate may hold;
You've had too much good fortune
To be any happier
[Pg 234]Than you’ve been, I then fear
You might become a curse to people."
But the doomed King went to his place,
And tried to push out of his mind
All memories of that past day,
And spent his life in games and joy.

 

 

Great among other kings, I said
He was before he first was led
Unto that castle of the fays,
But soon he lost his happy days
And all his goodly life was done.
And first indeed his best-loved son,
The very apple of his eye,
Waged war against him bitterly;
And when this son was overcome
And taken, and folk led him home,
And him the King had gone to meet,
Meaning with gentle words and sweet
To win him to his love again,
By his own hand he found him slain.
I know not if the doomed King yet
Remembered the fay lady's threat,
But troubles upon troubles came:
His daughter next was brought to shame,
Who unto all eyes seemed to be
[Pg 235]The image of all purity,
And fleeing from the royal place
The King no more beheld her face.
Then next a folk that came from far
Sent to the King great threats of war,
But he, full-fed of victory,
Deemed this a little thing to be,
And thought the troubles of his home
Thereby he well might overcome
Amid the hurry of the fight.
His foemen seemed of little might,
Although they thronged like summer bees
About the outlying villages,
And on the land great ruin brought.
Well, he this barbarous people sought
With such an army as seemed meet
To put the world beneath his feet;
The day of battle came, and he,
Flushed with the hope of victory,
Grew happy, as he had not been
Since he those glorious eyes had seen.
They met,—his solid ranks of steel
There scarcely more the darts could feel
Of those new foemen, than if they
Had been a hundred miles away:—
They met,—a storied folk were his
To whom sharp war had long been bliss,
A thousand years of memories
Were flashing in their shielded eyes;
[Pg 236]And grave philosophers they had
To bid them ever to be glad
To meet their death and get life done
Midst glorious deeds from sire to son.
And those they met were beasts, or worse,
To whom life seemed a jest, a curse;
Of fame and name they had not heard;
Honour to them was but a word,
A word spoke in another tongue;
No memories round their banners clung,
No walls they knew, no art of war,
By hunger were they driven afar
Unto the place whereon they stood,
Ravening for bestial joys and blood.

No wonder if these barbarous men
Were slain by hundreds to each ten
Of the King's brave well-armoured folk,
No wonder if their charges broke
To nothing, on the walls of steel,
And back the baffled hordes must reel.
So stood throughout a summer day
Scarce touched the King's most fair array,
Yet as it drew to even-tide
The foe still surged on every side,
As hopeless hunger-bitten men,
About his folk grown wearied then.
Therewith the King beheld that crowd
Howling and dusk, and cried aloud,
[Pg 237]"What do ye, warriors? and how long
Shall weak folk hold in check the strong?
Nay, forward banners! end the day
And show these folk how brave men play."
The young knights shouted at his word,
But the old folk in terror heard
The shouting run adown the line,
And saw men flush as if with wine—
"O Sire," they said, "the day is sure,
Nor will these folk the night endure
Beset with misery and fears."
Alas I they spoke to heedless ears;
For scarce one look on them he cast
But forward through the ranks he passed,
And cried out, "Who will follow me
To win a fruitful victory?"
And toward the foe in haste he spurred,
And at his back their shouts he heard,
Such shouts as he ne'er heard again.

They met—ere moonrise all the plain
Was filled by men in hurrying flight
The relics of that shameful fight;
The close array, the full-armed men,
The ancient fame availed not then,
The dark night only was a friend
To bring that slaughter to an end;
And surely there the King had died.
But driven by that back-rushing tide
[Pg 238]Against his will he needs must flee;
And as he pondered bitterly
On all that wreck that he had wrought,
From time to time indeed he thought
Of the fay woman's dreadful threat.

"But everything was not lost yet;
Next day he said, great was the rout
And shameful beyond any doubt,
But since indeed at eventide
The flight began, not many died,
And gathering all the stragglers now
His troops still made a gallant show—
Alas! it was a show indeed;
Himself desponding, did he lead
His beaten men against the foe,
Thinking at least to lie alow
Before the final rout should be
But scarce upon the enemy
Could these, whose shaken banners shook
The frightened world, now dare to look;
Nor yet could the doomed King die there
A death he once had held most fair;
Amid unwounded men he came
Back to his city, bent with shame,
Unkingly, midst his great distress,
Yea, weeping at the bitterness
Of women's curses that did greet
His passage down the troubled street
[Pg 239]But sight of all the things they loved,
The memory of their manhood moved
Within the folk, and aged men
And boys must think of battle then.
And men that had not seen the foe
Must clamour to the war to go.
So a great army poured once more
From out the city, and before
The very gates they fought again,
But their late valour was in vain;
They died indeed, and that was good,
But nought they gained for all the blood
Poured out like water; for the foe,
Men might have stayed a while ago,
A match for very gods were grown,
So like the field in June-tide mown
The King's men fell, and but in vain
The remnant strove the town to gain;
Whose battlements were nought to stay
An untaught foe upon that day,
Though many a tale the annals told
Of sieges in the days of old,
When all the world then knew of war
From that fair place was driven afar.

As for the King, a charmed life
He seemed to bear; from out that strife
He came unhurt, and he could see,
As down the valley he did flee
[Pg 240]With his most wretched company,
His palace flaming to the sky.
Then in the very midst of woe
His yearning thoughts would backward go
Unto the castle of the fay;
He muttered, "Shall I curse that day,
The last delight that I have had,
For certainly I then was glad?
And who knows if what men call bliss
Had been much better now than this
When I am hastening to the end."
That fearful rest, that dreaded friend,
That Death, he did not gain as yet;
A band of men he soon did get,
A ruined rout of bad and good,
With whom within the tangled wood,
The rugged mountain, he abode,
And thenceforth oftentimes they rode
Into the fair land once called his,
And yet but little came of this,
Except more woe for Heaven to see
Some little added misery
Unto that miserable realm:
The barbarous foe did overwhelm
The cities and the fertile plain,
And many a peaceful man was slain,
And many a maiden brought to shame.
And yielded towns were set aflame;
For all the land was masterless.
[Pg 241]Long dwelt the King in great distress,
From wood to mountain ever tost,
Mourning for all that he had lost,
Until it chanced upon a day,
Asleep in early morn he lay,
And in a vision there did see
Clad all in black, that fay lady
Whereby all this had come to pass,
But dim as in a misty glass:
She said, "I come thy death to tell
Yet now to thee may say 'farewell,'
For in a short space wilt thou be
Within an endless dim country
Where thou may'st well win woe or bliss,"
Therewith she stooped his lips to kiss
And vanished straightway from his sight.
So waking there he sat upright
And looked around, but nought could see
And heard but song-birds' melody,
For that was the first break of day.

Then with a sigh adown he lay
And slept, nor ever woke again,
For in that hour was he slain
By stealthy traitors as he slept.
He of a few was much bewept,
But of most men was well forgot
While the town's ashes still were hot
[Pg 242]The foeman on that day did burn.
As for the land, great Time did turn
The bloody fields to deep green grass,
And from the minds of men did pass
The memory of that time of woe,
And at this day all things are so
As first I said; a land it is
Where men may dwell in rest and bliss
If so they will—Who yet will not,
Because their hasty hearts are hot
With foolish hate, and longing vain
The sire and dam of grief and pain.

Great among other kings, I said
He was before he was first led
To that castle of the fairies,
But soon he lost his happy days
And all his good life was finished.
And first, truly, his dear son,
The very apple of his eye,
Waged war against him bitterly;
And when this son was defeated
And taken, and people led him home,
And the King had gone to meet him,
Hoping with kind words and sweet
To win back his love again,
By his own hand he found him slain.
I’m not sure if the doomed King is here yet.
Remembered the fairy lady's threat,
But troubles upon troubles came:
His daughter next was brought to shame,
Who to all eyes seemed to be
[Pg 235]The image of all purity,
And fleeing from the royal place
The King no longer beheld her face.
Then came a group that traveled far
Sending to the King great threats of war,
But he, full of victories,
Thought this was a minor issue,
And figured he could handle
The troubles of his home
Amid the chaos of the fight.
His enemies seemed weak,
Though they swarmed like summer bees
Around the outlying villages,
And brought great ruin to the land.
Well, he sought this savage people
With such an army as seemed right
To put the world beneath his feet;
The day of battle came, and he,
Filled with the hope of victory,
Grew happy, as he hadn’t been
Since he had last seen those glorious eyes.
They met—his strong lines of steel
Hardly felt the darts
Of those new enemies, as if they
Were a hundred miles away:—
They met—his were a storied people
For whom sharp war had long been joy,
A thousand years of memories
Flashed in their shielded eyes;
[Pg 236]And wise philosophers they had
To encourage them to be glad
To meet their death and complete life
Amid glorious deeds passed down through generations.
And what they encountered were beasts, or even worse,
To whom life seemed a joke, a curse;
Of fame and name they had not heard;
Honor was just a word to them,
A word spoken in another language;
No memories clung to their banners,
They knew no walls, no art of war,
Driven by hunger far away
To the place where they stood,
Ravenous for bestial pleasures and blood.

No surprise that these fierce men
Were killed by hundreds to each ten
Of the King's brave, well-armored troops,
No wonder if their charges fell
Against the walls of steel,
And back the baffled hordes had to retreat.
So stood throughout a summer day
The King's most beautiful army, scarcely touched,
Yet as it drew to evening
The foe surged on every side,
Like desperate, starving men,
Around his weary soldiers then.
Then the King saw that crowd.
Howling and dark, and cried out loud,
[Pg 237]"What are you doing, warriors? and how long
Will weak folk keep the strong at bay?
Nay, forward banners! finish the day
And show these people how brave men fight."
The young knights shouted at his command,
But the older men in fear heard
The shouting run down the line,
And saw men blush as if with wine—
"O Sire," they said, "the day is secured,
Nor will these people endure the night
Beset with misery and fears."
Alas! they spoke to unheeding ears;
For he scarcely cast a glance at them
But pushed through the ranks,
And shouted, "Who will follow me
To win a fruitful victory?"
And he spurred toward the foe in haste,
And behind him, their cheers he heard,
Such cheers as he never heard again.

They met—before the moon rose over the entire plain.
Was filled with men in a hurried flight
The remnants of that shameful fight;
The close ranks, the fully armed men,
The ancient fame did not help then,
The dark night was only a friend
To bring that slaughter to an end;
And surely there the King would have died.
But driven by that sudden tide
[Pg 238]Against his will he had to flee;
And as he bitterly pondered
All the destruction he had caused,
From time to time indeed he thought
Of the fairy woman's dreadful threat.

"But not everything was lost yet;
The next day he said, great was the rout
And shameful beyond any doubt,
But since indeed at evening
The flight began, not many died,
And gathering all the stragglers now
His troops still made a brave show—
Alas! it was just a show indeed;
He himself, despondent, led
His beaten men against the foe,
Thinking at least to lie low
Before the final rout should be
But scarcely upon the enemy
Could those whose shaken banners quivered
In the frightened world, now dare to look;
Nor could the doomed King die there
A death he once had thought most fair;
Among unwounded men he came
Back to his city, bent with shame,
Unkingly, amidst his great distress,
Yes, weeping at the bitterness
Of women’s curses that greeted
His passage down the troubled street
[Pg 239]But seeing all the things they loved,
The memory of their manhood stirred
Within the people, and aged men
And boys must think of battle then.
And men who had not seen the foe
Cried out to go to war.
So a great army poured once more
From the city, and before
The very gates they fought again,
But their late courage was wasted;
They died indeed, and that was good,
But they gained nothing for all the blood
Poured out like water; for the foe,
Men who might have been held back a while ago,
Had grown a match for very gods,
So like the field in June laid down
The King's men fell, and only in vain
The remnant struggled to take the town;
Whose battlements were nothing to stop
An untaught foe on that day,
Though many a tale the annals told
Of sieges in the days of old,
When all the world then knew of war
And from that fair place was driven far.

As for the King, he appeared to lead
A charmed life; out of that conflict
He came unhurt, and could see,
As down the valley he fled
[Pg 240]With his most wretched company,
His palace flaming to the sky.
Then in the very midst of sorrow
His yearning thoughts turned back
To the castle of the fairy;
He muttered, "Should I curse that day,
The last delight that I had,
For surely I was glad then?
And who knows if what men call happiness
Would have been much better now than this
When I am rushing to the end."
That scary rest, that unwelcome companion,
That Death, he did not obtain yet;
A band of men he soon gathered,
A ruined rout of good and bad,
With whom within the tangled wood,
The rugged mountain, he stayed,
And from then on often they rode
Into the fair land once called his,
And yet little came from this,
Except more woe for Heaven to see
Some little added misery
To that miserable realm:
The savage foe did overwhelm
The cities and the fertile land,
And many a peaceful man was slain,
And many a maiden brought to shame.
And yielded towns were set ablaze;
For all the land was without a master.
[Pg 241]For a long time, the King lived in great distress,
From wood to mountain ever tossed,
Mourning for all that he had lost,
Until it happened one day,
Asleep in early morning he lay,
And in a vision he saw
Clad all in black, that fairy lady
By whom all this had come to pass,
But dim as if through a misty glass:
She said, "I come to tell you your death,
Yet now I can say 'farewell,'
For shortly you will be
In an endless dim country
Where you may well win woe or bliss,"
Therewith she leaned down to kiss his lips
And vanished straight away from his sight.
So waking there he sat upright
And looked around, but couldn’t see
And heard only songbirds' melodies,
For that was the first break of day.

Then, with a sigh, he lay down.
And slept, never to wake again,
For in that hour he was slain
By stealthy traitors as he slept.
He was deeply missed by a few,
But forgotten by most men
While the town's ashes still were hot
[Pg 242]The enemy burned on that day.
As for the land, great Time did change.
The bloody fields to deep green grass,
And from the minds of men did pass
The memory of that time of woe,
And to this day all things are as so
As I first said; a land it is
Where men may dwell in rest and happiness
If they choose—Who still won't,
Because their hasty hearts are hot
With foolish hate, and longing vain
The cause and source of grief and pain.

 

 

Neath the bright sky cool grew the weary earth,
And many a bud in that fair hour had birth
Upon the garden bushes; in the west
The sky got ready for the great sun's rest,
And all was fresh and lovely; none the less
Although those old men shared the happiness
Of the bright eve, 'twas mixed with memories
Of how they might in old times have been wise,
Not casting by for very wilfulness
What wealth might come their changing life to bless;
Lulling their hearts to sleep, amid the cold
Of bitter times, that so they might behold
Some joy at last, e'en if it lingered long.
That, wearing not their souls with grief and wrong,
They still might watch the changing world go by,
Content to live, content at last to die.
Alas! if they had reached content at last
It was perforce when all their strength was past;
And after loss of many days once bright,
With foolish hopes of unattained delight.

Neath the bright sky, the tired ground became refreshing,
And many buds were born in that beautiful hour
On the garden bushes; in the west
The sky prepared for the great sun's rest,
And everything was fresh and lovely; still, none the less
Though those old men shared the joy
Of the bright evening, it was mixed with memories
Of how they might have been wise in old times,
Not throwing away for mere stubbornness
The wealth that could have blessed their changing lives;
Lulling their hearts to sleep amid the cold
Of harsh times, so they could finally see
Some joy at last, even if it lingered long.
That, without wearing their souls down with grief and wrong,
They could still watch the world change, passing by,
Content to live, content at last to die.
Unfortunately, if they eventually found happiness
It was after all their strength had faded;
And after losing many days once bright,
With foolish hopes of unattained delight.

 

 


AUGUST.

Across the gap made by our English hinds,
Amidst the Roman's handiwork, behold
Far off the long-roofed church; the shepherd binds
The withy round the hurdles of his fold;
Down in the foss the river fed of old,
That through long lapse of time has grown to be
The little grassy valley that you see.

Rest here awhile, not yet the eve is still,
The bees are wandering yet, and you may hear
The barley mowers on the trenchéd hill,
The sheep-bells, and the restless changing weir,
All little sounds made musical and clear
Beneath the sky that burning August gives.
While yet the thought of glorious Summer lives.

Ah, love! such happy days, such days as these,
Must we still waste them, craving for the best,
Like lovers o'er the painted images
Of those who once their yearning hearts have blessed?
Have we been happy on our day of rest?
Thine eyes say "yes,"—but if it came again,
Perchance its ending would not seem so vain.

Across the divide created by our English workers,
Among the Romans' creations, look
In the distance at the long-roofed church; the shepherd wraps
The willow around the fence of his sheepfold;
Down in the ditch the river, once plentiful,
That through ages has transformed into
The little grassy valley you see.

Take a break here for a while, it’s not evening yet,
The bees are still buzzing, and you can hear
The barley harvesters on the terraced hill,
The bells from the sheep, and the restless changing weir,
All those little sounds made musical and clear
Beneath the sky of this hot August day.
While the spirit of glorious Summer still lingers.

Ah, love! What happy days, days like these,
Must we keep wasting them, longing for something better,
Like lovers staring at painted portraits
Of those who once warmed their longing hearts?
Have we been happy on our day of rest?
Your eyes say "yes,"—but if it came around again,
Perhaps its end wouldn’t feel so pointless.

 

 

Now came fulfilment of the year's desire,
The tall wheat, coloured by the August fire
Grew heavy-headed, dreading its decay,
And blacker grew the elm-trees day by day.
About the edges of the yellow corn,
And o'er the gardens grown somewhat outworn
The bees went hurrying to fill up their store;
The apple-boughs bent over more and more;
With peach and apricot the garden wall,
Was odorous, and the pears began to fall
From off the high tree with each freshening breeze.
So in a house bordered about with trees,
A little raised above the waving gold
The Wanderers heard this marvellous story told,
While 'twixt the gleaming flasks of ancient wine,
They watched the reapers' slow advancing line.

Now the time has come to fulfill this year's wish,
The tall wheat, tinted by the August heat
Grew heavy-headed, fearing its decline,
And the elm trees grew darker day by day.
Around the edges of the golden corn,
And over the gardens that had seen better days
The bees rushed to gather their supplies;
The apple branches drooped more and more;
With peach and apricot, the garden wall
Was fragrant, and the pears began to drop
From the tall tree with each refreshing breeze.
In a house surrounded by trees,
A little elevated above the waving gold
The Wanderers heard this incredible story shared,
While between the shining bottles of old wine,
They watched the reapers' slow, steady march.

 

 


PYGMALION AND THE IMAGE.

ARGUMENT.

A man of Cyprus, a sculptor named Pygmalion, made an image of a woman, fairer than any that had yet been seen, and in the end came to love his own handiwork as though it had been alive: wherefore, praying to Venus for help, he obtained his end, for she made the image alive indeed, and a woman, and Pygmalion wedded her.

A man from Cyprus, a sculptor named Pygmalion, created a statue of a woman, more beautiful than any that had ever been seen. In time, he fell in love with his own creation as if it were alive. Therefore, he prayed to Venus for help, and she granted his wish by bringing the statue to life. Pygmalion then married her.

 

At Amathus, that from the southern side
Of Cyprus, looks across the Syrian sea,
There did in ancient time a man abide
Known to the island-dwellers, for that he
Had wrought most godlike works in imagery,
And day by day still greater honour won,
Which man our old books call Pygmalion.

Yet in the praise of men small joy he had,
But walked abroad with downcast brooding face.
Nor yet by any damsel was made glad;
For, sooth to say, the women of that place
Must seem to all men an accursed race,
Who with the Turner of all Hearts once strove
[Pg 247]And now their hearts must carry lust for love.

Upon a day it chanced that he had been
About the streets, and on the crowded quays,
Rich with unopened wealth of bales, had seen
The dark-eyed merchants of the southern seas
In chaffer with the base Propœtides,
And heavy-hearted gat him home again,
His once-loved life grown idle, poor, and vain.

And there upon his images he cast
His weary eyes, yet little noted them,
As still from name to name his swift thought passed.
For what to him was Juno's well-wrought hem,
Diana's shaft, or Pallas' olive-stem?
What help could Hermes' rod unto him give,
Until with shadowy things he came to live?

Yet note, that though, while looking on the sun,
The craftsman o'er his work some morn of spring
May chide his useless labour never done,
For all his murmurs, with no other thing
He soothes his heart, and dulls thought's poisonous sting,
And thus in thought's despite the world goes on;
And so it was with this Pygmalion.

Unto the chisel must he set his hand,
And slowly, still in troubled thought must pace,
About a work begun, that there doth stand,
And still returning to the self-same place,
[Pg 248]Unto the image now must set his face,
And with a sigh his wonted toil begin,
Half-loathed, half-loved, a little rest to win.

The lessening marble that he worked upon,
A woman's form now imaged doubtfully,
And in such guise the work had he begun,
Because when he the untouched block did see
In wandering veins that form there seemed to be,
Whereon he cried out in a careless mood,
"O lady Venus, make this presage good!

"And then this block of stone shall be thy maid,
And, not without rich golden ornament,
Shall bide within thy quivering myrtle-shade."
So spoke he, but the goddess, well content,
Unto his hand such godlike mastery sent,
That like the first artificer he wrought,
Who made the gift that woe to all men brought.

And yet, but such as he was wont to do,
At first indeed that work divine he deemed,
And as the white chips from the chisel flew
Of other matters languidly he dreamed,
For easy to his hand that labour seemed,
And he was stirred with many a troubling thought,
And many a doubt perplexed him as he wrought.

And yet, again, at last there came a day
When smoother and more shapely grew the stone
[Pg 249]And he, grown eager, put all thought away
But that which touched his craftsmanship alone,
And he would gaze at what his hands had done,
Until his heart with boundless joy would swell
That all was wrought so wonderfully well.

Yet long it was ere he was satisfied,
And with the pride that by his mastery
This thing was done, whose equal far and wide
In no town of the world a man could see,
Came burning longing that the work should be
E'en better still, and to his heart there came
A strange and strong desire he could not name.

The night seemed long, and long the twilight seemed,
A vain thing seemed his flowery garden fair;
Though through the night still of his work he dreamed,
And though his smooth-stemmed trees so nigh it were,
That thence he could behold the marble hair;
Nought was enough, until with steel in hand
He came before the wondrous stone to stand.

No song could charm him, and no histories
Of men's misdoings could avail him now,
Nay, scarcely seaward had he turned his eyes,
If men had said, "The fierce Tyrrhenians row
Up through the bay, rise up and strike a blow
For life and goods;" for nought to him seemed dear
But to his well-loved work to be anear.
[Pg 250]
Then vexed he grew, and knowing not his heart,
Unto himself he said, "Ah, what is this,
That I who oft was happy to depart,
And wander where the boughs each other kiss
'Neath the west wind, now have no other bliss
But in vain smoothing of this marble maid,
Whose chips this month a drachma had outweighed?

"Lo I will get me to the woods and try
If I my woodcraft have forgotten quite,
And then, returning, lay this folly by,
And eat my fill, and sleep my sleep anight,
And 'gin to carve a Hercules aright
Upon the morrow, and perchance indeed
The Theban will be good to me at need."

With that he took his quiver and his bow,
And through the gates of Amathus he went,
And toward the mountain slopes began to go,
Within the woods to work out his intent.
Fair was the day, the honied beanfield's scent
The west wind bore unto him, o'er the way
The glittering noisy poplar leaves did play.

All things were moving; as his hurried feet
Passed by, within the flowery swathe he heard
The sweeping of the scythe, the swallow fleet
Rose over him, the sitting partridge stirred
On the field's edge; the brown bee by him whirred,
[Pg 251]Or murmured in the clover flowers below.
But he with bowed-down head failed not to go.

At last he stopped, and, looking round, he said,
"Like one whose thirtieth year is well gone by,
The day is getting ready to be dead;
No rest, and on the border of the sky
Already the great banks of dark haze lie;
No rest—what do I midst this stir and noise?
What part have I in these unthinking joys?"

With that he turned, and toward the city-gate
Through the sweet fields went swifter than he came,
And cast his heart into the hands of fate;
Nor strove with it, when higher 'gan to flame
That strange and strong desire without a name;
Till panting, thinking of nought else, once more
His hand was on the latch of his own door.

One moment there he lingered, as he said,
"Alas! what should I do if she were gone?"
But even with that word his brow waxed red
To hear his own lips name a thing of stone,
As though the gods some marvel there had done,
And made his work alive; and therewithal
In turn great pallor on his face did fall.

But with a sigh he passed into the house,
Yet even then his chamber-door must hold,
[Pg 252]And listen there, half blind and timorous,
Until his heart should wax a little bold;
Then entering, motionless and white and cold,
He saw the image stand amidst the floor
All whitened now by labour done before.

Blinded with tears, his chisel up he caught,
And, drawing near, and sighing, tenderly
Upon the marvel of the face he wrought,
E'en as he used to pass the long days by;
But his sighs changed to sobbing presently,
And on the floor the useless steel he flung,
And, weeping loud, about the image clung.

"Alas!" he cried, "why have I made thee then,
That thus thou mockest me? I know indeed
That many such as thou are loved of men,
Whose passionate eyes poor wretches still will lead
Into their net, and smile to see them bleed;
But these the god's made, and this hand made thee
Who wilt not speak one little word to me."

Then from the image did he draw aback
To gaze on it through tears: and you had said,
Regarding it, that little did it lack
To be a living and most lovely maid;
Naked it was, its unbound locks were laid
Over the lovely shoulders; with one hand
Reached out, as to a lover, did it stand,
[Pg 253]
The other held a fair rose over-blown;
No smile was on the parted lips, the eyes
Seemed as if even now great love had shown
Unto them, something of its sweet surprise,
Yet saddened them with half-seen mysteries,
And still midst passion maiden-like she seemed,
As though of love unchanged for aye she dreamed.

Reproachfully beholding all her grace,
Pygmalion stood, until he grew dry-eyed,
And then at last he turned away his face
As if from her cold eyes his grief to hide;
And thus a weary while did he abide,
With nothing in his heart but vain desire,
The ever-burning, unconsuming fire.

But when again he turned his visage round
His eyes were brighter and no more he wept,
As if some little solace he had found,
Although his folly none the more had slept,
Rather some new-born god-sent madness kept
His other madness from destroying him,
And made the hope of death wax faint and dim;

For, trembling and ashamed, from out the street
Strong men he called, and faint with jealousy
He caused them bear the ponderous, moveless feet
Unto the chamber where he used to lie,
So in a fair niche to his bed anigh,
[Pg 254]Unwitting of his woe, they set it down,
Then went their ways beneath his troubled frown.

Then to his treasury he went, and sought
Fair gems for its adornment, but all there
Seemed to his eager eyes but poor and nought,
Not worthy e'en to touch her rippled hair.
So he, departing, through the streets 'gan fare,
And from the merchants at a mighty cost
Bought gems that kings for no good deed had lost.

These then he hung her senseless neck around,
Set on her fingers, and fair arms of stone,
Then cast himself before her on the ground,
Praying for grace for all that he had done
In leaving her untended and alone;
And still with every hour his madness grew
Though all his folly in his heart he knew.

At last asleep before her feet he lay,
Worn out with passion, yet this burning pain
Returned on him, when with the light of day
He woke and wept before her feet again;
Then of the fresh and new-born morning fain,
Into his garden passed, and therefrom bore
New spoil of flowers his love to lay before.

A little altar, with fine gold o'erlaid,
Was in his house, that he a while ago
[Pg 255]At some great man's command had deftly made,
And this he now must take and set below
Her well-wrought feet, and there must red flame glow
About sweet wood, and he must send her thence
The odour of Arabian frankincense.

Then as the smoke went up, he prayed and said,
"Thou, image, hear'st me not, nor wilt thou speak,
But I perchance shall know when I am dead,
If this has been some goddess' sport, to seek
A wretch, and in his heart infirm and weak
To set her glorious image, so that he,
Loving the form of immortality,

"May make much laughter for the gods above:
Hear me, and if my love misliketh thee
Then take my life away, for I will love
Till death unfeared at last shall come to me,
And give me rest, if he of might may be
To slay the love of that which cannot die,
The heavenly beauty that can ne'er pass by."

No word indeed the moveless image said,
But with the sweet grave eyes his hands had wrought
Still gazed down on his bowed imploring head,
Yet his own words some solace to him brought,
Gilding the net wherein his soul was caught
With something like to hope, and all that day
Some tender words he ever found to say;
[Pg 256]
And still he felt as something heard him speak;
Sometimes he praised her beauty, and sometimes
Reproached her in a feeble voice and weak,
And at the last drew forth a book of rhymes,
Wherein were writ the tales of many climes,
And read aloud the sweetness hid therein
Of lovers' sorrows and their tangled sin.

And when the sun went down, the frankincense
Again upon the altar-flame he cast
That through the open window floating thence
O'er the fresh odours of the garden passed;
And so another day was gone at last,
And he no more his love-lorn watch could keep,
But now for utter weariness must sleep.

But in the night he dreamed that she was gone,
And knowing that he dreamed, tried hard to wake
And could not, but forsaken and alone
He seemed to weep as though his heart would break,
And when the night her sleepy veil did take
From off the world, waking, his tears he found
Still wet upon the pillow all around.

Then at the first, bewildered by those tears,
He fell a-wondering wherefore he had wept,
But suddenly remembering all his fears,
Panting with terror, from the bed he leapt,
But still its wonted place the image kept,
[Pg 257]Nor moved for all the joyful ecstasy
Wherewith he blessed the day that showed it nigh.

Then came the morning offering and the day,
Midst flowers and words of love and kisses sweet
From morn, through noon, to evening passed away,
And scarce unhappy, crouching at her feet
He saw the sun descend the sea to meet;
And scarce unhappy through the darkness crept
Unto his bed, and midst soft dreaming slept.

At Amathus, on the south side
Of Cyprus, looking out over the Syrian sea,
There lived once a man in ancient times
Well-known to the islanders, for he
Had created remarkable works of art,
And day by day earned even greater acclaim,
This man our old books refer to as Pygmalion.

Yet he felt little pleasure in the praise of others,
But walked through the streets with a downcast, troubled expression.
Nor did any maiden bring him happiness;
For, truth be told, the women there
Must seem to all men a cursed bunch,
Who once tried to win the heart of the Creator
[Pg 247]And now carried lust instead of love.

One day, he strolled through the streets,
And on the bustling quays, filled with untapped riches,
He saw dark-eyed merchants from the southern seas
Haggling with the vile Propœtides,
And heavy-hearted, he returned home,
His once-beloved life now idle, poor, and pointless.

And there he looked with tired eyes at
His images, though he paid them little mind,
As his swift thoughts flitted from name to name.
For what did Juno's finely crafted hem mean to him,
Or Diana's arrow, or Pallas' olive branch?
What help could Hermes' staff provide him,
Until he learned to live with shadows?

Just keep in mind that while looking at the sun,
The craftsman over his work one spring morning
Might scold his endless, unproductive labor,
For all his grumbling, with no other outlet
He soothed his heart and dulled the sting of troubled thoughts,
And thus, despite his thoughts, the world went on;
And so it was with Pygmalion.

He had to grab his chisel,
And slowly, still in troubled thought, he paced
Around the work he had started, which stood there,
And continued returning to the same spot,
[Pg 248]Now he must put his face to the image,
And with a sigh, begin his usual toil,
Half-hating it, half-loving it, hoping for a little break.

The shrinking marble he was working on,
Began to take the form of a woman,
And in such shape he began the work,
Because when he saw the untouched block,
He thought he could glimpse that form within,
Whereupon he called out in a carefree mood,
"O lady Venus, make this a good omen!

"Then this block of stone will become your servant,
And, adorned with rich golden ornaments,
Will dwell in your quivering myrtle shade."
So he spoke, but the goddess, quite pleased,
Gave him such divine mastery,
That like the original creator he shaped,
The one who made the gift that brought woe to all men.

And yet, just like he always did,
At first, he thought that divine work was good,
And as the white chips flew from the chisel,
He dreamt lazily of other matters,
For the labor felt easy to his hand,
And troubled thoughts consumed him as he worked,
And many doubts perplexed him in his craft.

Finally, the day arrived
When the stone grew smoother and took shape
[Pg 249]And he, now eager, put all thoughts aside
Except those that touched on his craftsmanship,
And he gazed at what his hands had created,
Until his heart swelled with limitless joy
At how beautifully it was made.

But it took a long time before he felt content,
And with the pride that came from his artistry
This thing was done, unmatched in every town
That a man could see throughout the world,
A burning longing came that the work should be
Even better still, and to his heart came
A strange and powerful desire he couldn’t name.

The night went on, and the dusk hung around,
His flowery garden seemed vain and worthless;
Though through the night he still dreamed of his work,
And though his smooth-stemmed trees were so near,
That he could see the marble hair from there;
Nothing was enough until he stood before
The wondrous stone with steel in hand.

No song could enchant him, and no stories
Of people's wrongdoings could comfort him now,
Not even when he turned his eyes to the sea,
If men had said, "The fierce Tyrrhenians row
Up through the bay, rise up and fight
For life and goods;" for nothing seemed dear to him
But being close to his beloved work.
[Pg 250]
Then he became frustrated, and not aware of his feelings,
He said to himself, "Ah, what is this,
That I who once was happy to leave,
And wander where the branches kiss each other
'Neath the west wind, now find no bliss
But in the futile smoothing of this marble maid,
Whose chips this month could have weighed a drachma?

"I'll head to the woods and check it out."
If I have completely forgotten my woodcraft,
And then, returning, will put this folly aside,
And eat my fill, and sleep comfortably at night,
And begin to carve a Hercules correctly
Tomorrow, and perhaps the Theban will be good to me in need."

With that, he grabbed his quiver and bow,
And through the gates of Amathus he went,
And toward the mountain slopes he began to travel,
To the woods to carry out his plan.
The day was fair, and the scent of the blooming beanfield
Was brought to him on the west wind, over the way
The sparkling poplar leaves danced in the breeze.

Everything was in motion; as he rushed past,
In the flowery meadow he heard
The swish of the scythe, the swift swallow
Soared above him, the partridge shifted
At the edge of the field; the brown bee buzzed by him,
[Pg 251]Or buzzed in the clover blossoms below.
But he walked with his head down, not stopping.

Finally, he stopped and looked around, saying,
"Like someone whose thirtieth year is well past,
The day is getting ready to die;
No rest, and on the edge of the sky
Already the dark clouds gather;
No rest—what do I have amidst this stir and noise?
What part do I take in these thoughtless joys?"

With that, he turned and headed toward the city gate.
He walked faster through the sweet fields than he came,
And surrendered his heart to fate;
Nor did he struggle with it as it started to grow
That strange and powerful desire without a name;
Until, panting, thinking of nothing else, once more
His hand rested on the latch of his door.

He paused for a moment, as he said,
"Alas! what would I do if she were gone?"
But even as he spoke those words, his brow turned red
To utter from his lips the name of a thing of stone,
As if some gods had done a marvel there,
And made his work come alive; and with that
A great pallor fell over his face.

With a sigh, he walked into the house,
Yet even then had to stand by the door,
[Pg 252]Listening there, half-blind and fearful,
Until his heart grew a little bold;
Then entering, motionless and white and cold,
He saw the image standing on the floor
All whitened now by the labor done before.

Blinded by tears, he raised his chisel,
And, drawing near, sighed tenderly
Upon the marvel of the face he crafted,
Just as he had spent long days doing;
But his sighs turned into sobs quickly,
And he threw the useless steel on the ground,
And, weeping loudly, he clung to the image.

"Unfortunately!" he exclaimed, "Why did I create you then,
That you mock me like this? I know well
That many like you are loved by men,
Whose passionate eyes poor wretches still lead
Into their nets, and smile to see them bleed;
But these were made by the gods, and this hand made you
Who will not speak even a single word to me."

Then he stepped away from the image.
To gaze at it through his tears: and you would say,
Looking at it, that it lacked little
To be a living and most beautiful maid;
Naked it was, its unbound hair lay
Over its lovely shoulders; with one hand
Reaching out, as if to a lover, it stood,
[Pg 253]
The other held a beautiful rose in bloom;
There was no smile on her parted lips, and her eyes
Seemed as if great love had just shone
On them, filled with sweet surprise,
Yet clouded with half-seen mysteries,
And despite her passion, she appeared like a young woman,
As if dreaming of eternal love.

Watching her graceful form with reproach,
Pygmalion stood until he felt dry-eyed,
Then finally turned away his face
As if trying to hide his sorrow from her cold gaze;
He lingered for a long while,
Holding nothing in his heart but empty desire,
The ever-burning, insatiable fire.

But when he turned to her once more,
His eyes sparkled and he no longer cried,
As if he had found some small comfort,
Even though his foolishness still wouldn’t sleep,
Instead, some new madness sent by the gods
Kept his other madness from consuming him,
And dimmed his hope for death;

For trembling and ashamed, from the street
He called strong men, and faint with jealousy,
He had them carry the heavy, motionless form
To the room where he used to lie,
So in a beautiful nook near his bed,
[Pg 254]Unaware of his sorrow, they laid her down,
And then left him alone with his troubled frown.

Then he went to his treasury and looked for
Beautiful gems to adorn her, yet everything there
Seemed worthless to his eager eyes,
Not even worthy to touch her flowing hair.
So he wandered the streets,
And from the merchants, at a high price,
Bought gems that kings would have given up for no reason.

Then he hung them around her lifeless neck,
Placed them on her fingers and her lovely arms,
Then threw himself at her feet,
Praying for forgiveness for all he had done
In leaving her unattended and alone;
And with every hour, his madness grew
Though he understood the foolishness in his heart.

At last, he fell asleep at her feet,
Exhausted from passion, but when the daylight came
It brought back the burning pain
Waking him to weep again at her feet;
Then, longing for the morning light,
He wandered into his garden to gather
Fresh flowers to lay before his love.

A little altar covered in fine gold
Was in his house, which he had skillfully built
[Pg 255]At some powerful man's request a while ago,
And now he must take it and place it beneath
Her beautifully crafted feet, where flames
Must glow around sweet wood, and he must send her
The fragrance of Arabian frankincense.

Then as the smoke rose, he prayed and said,
"You, image, do not hear me, nor will you speak,
But perhaps I will know when I am dead,
If this has been some goddess' game, to bring
A wretch, delicate and weak in heart,
To place her glorious image, so that he,
Loving the form of immortality,

"May bring much laughter to the gods above:
Hear me, and if my love displease you,
Then take my life away, for I will love
Until death comes to me without fear,
And grant me rest if the mighty one
Can destroy the love for that which cannot die,
The heavenly beauty that can never fade."

No words did the lifeless image speak,
But with the sweet, serious eyes his hands had crafted,
It gazed down at his bowed, pleading head,
Yet his own words gave him some comfort,
Adorning the net in which his soul was caught
With something like hope, and all that day
He found tender words to share;
[Pg 256]
And still he felt as if something heard him speak;
Sometimes he praised her beauty, and at other times
He reproached her in a weak, trembling voice,
And finally pulled out a book of poems,
Where the tales of many lands were written,
And read aloud the sweetness hidden within
Of lovers' sorrows and their tangled sins.

And when the sun set, he cast the frankincense
Again upon the altar flame he had made
That drifted through the open window
Over the fresh scents of the garden;
And so another day ended at last,
And he could no longer keep his love-sick watch,
But now, from pure exhaustion, must sleep.

But in the night he dreamed that she was gone,
And knowing it was a dream, struggled hard to wake,
Yet could not, and forsaken and alone
He felt as if he wept until his heart would break,
And when the night pulled her sleepy veil
From off the world, waking, he found his tears
Still wet on the pillow all around.

Then at first, confused by those tears,
He wondered why he had cried,
But suddenly remembering all his fears,
Panting with terror, he leapt from the bed,
Yet the image remained in its place,
[Pg 257]And did not move despite the joyful ecstasy
With which he blessed the day that brought her near.

Then morning came with its offerings and the day,
Amid flowers, sweet words, and kisses,
From morning until evening it passed,
And hardly unhappy, crouching at her feet,
He saw the sun sink down to meet the sea;
And hardly unhappy through the darkness crept
Back to bed, and amidst soft dreams he slept.

 

 

But the next morn, e'en while the incense-smoke
At sun-rising curled round about her head,
Sweet sound of songs the wonted quiet broke
Down in the street, and he by something led,
He knew not what, must leave his prayer unsaid,
And through the freshness of the morn must see
The folk who went with that sweet minstrelsy;

Damsels and youths in wonderful attire,
And in their midst upon a car of gold
An image of the Mother of Desire,
Wrought by his hands in days that seemed grown old
Though those sweet limbs a garment did enfold,
Coloured like flame, enwrought with precious things,
Most fit to be the prize of striving kings.
[Pg 258]
Then he remembered that the manner was
That fair-clad priests the lovely Queen should take
Thrice in the year, and through the city pass,
And with sweet songs the dreaming folk awake;
And through the clouds a light there seemed to break
When he remembered all the tales well told
About her glorious kindly deeds of old.

So his unfinished prayer he finished not,
But, kneeling, once more kissed the marble feet,
And, while his heart with many thoughts waxed hot,
He clad himself with fresh attire and meet
For that bright service, and with blossoms sweet
Entwined with tender leaves he crowned his head,
And followed after as the goddess led.

But long and vain unto him seemed the way
Until they came unto her house again;
Long years, the while they went about to lay
The honey-hiding dwellers on the plain,
The sweet companions of the yellowing grain
Upon her golden altar; long and long
Before, at end of their delicious song,

They stripped her of her weed with reverend hands
And showed the ivory limbs his hand had wrought;
Yea, and too long e'en then ere those fair bands,
Dispersing here and there, the shadow sought
Of Indian spice-trees o'er the warm sea brought
[Pg 259]And toward the splashing of the fountain turned,
Mocked the noon sun that o'er the cloisters burned.

But when the crowd of worshippers was gone
And through the golden dimness of the place
The goddess' very servants paced alone,
Or some lone damsel murmured of her case
Apart from prying eyes, he turned his face
Unto that image made with toil and care,
In days when unto him it seemed most fair.

Dusky and dim, though rich with gems and gold,
The house of Venus was; high in the dome
The burning sun-light you could now behold,
From nowhere else the light of day might come,
To shame the Shame-faced Mother's lovely home;
A long way off the shrine, the fresh sea-breeze,
Now just arising, brushed the myrtle-trees.

The torches of the flower-crowned, singing band
Erewhile, indeed, made more than daylight there,
Lighting the painted tales of many a land,
And carven heroes, with their unused glare;
But now a few soft, glimmering lamps there were
And on the altar a thin, flickering flame
Just showed the golden letters of her name.

Blue in the dome yet hung the incense-cloud,
And still its perfume lingered all around;
[Pg 260]And, trodden by the light-foot, fervent crowd,
Thick lay the summer flowers upon the ground,
And now from far-off halls uprose the sound
Of Lydian music, and the dancer's cry,
As though some door were opened suddenly.

So there he stood, some help from her to gain,
Bewildered by that twilight midst of day;
Downcast with listening to the joyous strain
He had no part in, hopeless with delay
Of all the fair things he had meant to say;
Yet, as the incense on the flame he cast,
From stammering lips and pale these words there passed,—

"O thou forgotten help, dost thou yet know
What thing it is I need, when even I,
Bent down before thee in this shame and woe,
Can frame no set of words to tell thee why
I needs must pray, O help me or I die!
Or slay me, and in slaying take from me
Even a dead man's feeble memory.

"Say not thine help I have been slow to seek;
Here have I been from the first hour of morn,
Who stand before thy presence faint and weak,
Of my one poor delight left all forlorn;
Trembling with many fears, the hope outworn
I had when first I left my love, my shame,
To call upon thine oft-sung glorious name."
[Pg 261]
He stopped to catch his breath, for as a sob
Did each word leave his mouth; but suddenly,
Like a live thing, the thin flame 'gan to throb
And gather force, and then shot up on high
A steady spike of light, that drew anigh
The sunbeam in the dome, then sank once more
Into a feeble flicker as before.

But at that sight the nameless hope he had
That kept him living midst unhappiness,
Stirred in his breast, and with changed face and glad
Unto the image forward must he press
With words of praise his first word to redress,
But then it was as though a thick black cloud
Altar, and fire, and ivory limbs did shroud.

He staggered back, amazed and full of awe,
But when, with anxious eyes, he gazed around,
About him still the worshippers he saw
Sunk in their wonted works, with no surprise
At what to him seemed awful mysteries;
Therewith he sighed and said, "This, too, I dream,
No better day upon my life shall beam."

And yet for long upon the place he gazed
Where other folk beheld the lovely Queen;
And while he looked the dusky veil seemed raised,
And every thing was as it erst had been;
And then he said, "Such marvels I have seen
[Pg 262]As some sick man may see from off his bed:
Ah, I am sick, and would that I were dead!"

Therewith, not questioning his heart at all,
He turned away and left the holy place,
When now the wide sun reddened towards his fall,
And a fresh west wind held the clouds in chase;
But coming out, at first he hid his face
Dazed with the light, and in the porch he stood,
Nor wished to move, or change his dreary mood.

Yet in a while the freshness of the eve
Pierced to his weary heart, and with a sigh
He raised his head, and slowly 'gan to leave
The high carved pillars; and so presently
Had passed the grove of whispering myrtles by,
And, mid the many noises of the street,
Made himself brave the eyes of men to meet.

Thronged were the ways with folk in gay attire,
Nursing the end of that festivity;
Girls fit to move the moody man's desire
Brushed past him, and soft dainty minstrelsy
He heard amid the laughter, and might see,
Through open doors, the garden's green delight,
Where pensive lovers waited for the night;

Or resting dancers round the fountain drawn,
With faces flushed unto the breeze turned round,
[Pg 263]Or wandering o'er the fragrant trodden lawn,
Took up their fallen garlands from the ground,
Or languidly their scattered tresses bound,
Or let their gathered raiment fall adown,
With eyes downcast beneath their lovers' frown.

What hope Pygmalion yet might have, when he
First left the pillars of the dreamy place,
Amid such sights had vanished utterly.
He turned his weary eyes from face to face,
Nor noted them, as at a lagging pace
He gat towards home, and still was murmuring,
"Ah life, sweet life! the only godlike thing!"

And as he went, though longing to be there
Whereas his sole desire awaited him,
Yet did he loath to see the image fair,
White and unchanged of face, unmoved of limb,
And to his heart came dreamy thoughts and dim
That unto some strange region he might come,
Nor ever reach again his loveless home.

Yet soon, indeed, before his door he stood,
And, as a man awaking from a dream,
Seemed waked from his old folly; nought seemed good
In all the things that he before had deemed
At least worth life, and on his heart there streamed
Cold light of day—he found himself alone,
Reft of desire, all love and madness gone.
[Pg 264]
And yet for that past folly must he weep,
As one might mourn the parted happiness
That, mixed with madness, made him smile in sleep;
And still some lingering sweetness seemed to bless
The hard life left of toil and loneliness,
Like a past song too sweet, too short, and yet
Emmeshed for ever in the memory's net.

Weeping he entered, murmuring, "O fair Queen,
I thank thee that my prayer was not for nought,
Truly a present helper hast thou been
To those who faithfully thy throne have sought!
Yet, since with pain deliverance I have bought,
Hast thou not yet some gift in store for me,
That I thine happy slave henceforth may be?"

But the next morning, even as the incense smoke
At sunrise curled around her head,
Sweet sounds of songs broke the usual quiet
Down in the street, and he, led by something,
He didn’t know what, had to leave his prayer unsaid,
And through the freshness of the morning, he had to see
The people who followed that sweet music;

Girls and boys in amazing outfits,
And in their midst on a golden chariot
An image of the Mother of Desire,
Crafted by his hands in days that felt long gone,
Though those charming limbs were dressed in a garment,
Colored like flame, adorned with precious things,
Most fitting to be the prize of competing kings.
[Pg 258]
Then he recalled that it was the custom
That the beautifully dressed priests should take the lovely Queen
Three times a year, passing through the city,
And waking the dreaming people with sweet songs;
And through the clouds, light seemed to break
When he recalled all the tales often told
About her glorious, kind deeds of old.

So he didn’t complete his unfinished prayer,
But, kneeling, kissed the marble feet once more,
And while his heart grew hot with many thoughts,
He put on fresh and fitting attire
For that bright service, and with sweet blossoms
Intertwined with tender leaves, crowned his head,
And followed after as the goddess led.

But he felt the journey was long and meaningless.
Until they returned to her house;
For long years, as they celebrated
The honey-loving dwellers on the plain,
The sweet companions of the ripening grain
Upon her golden altar; long and long
Before, at the end of their delightful song,

They carefully took off her clothes.
And revealed the ivory limbs he had crafted;
Yes, and even then it took too long before those fair bands,
Scattered here and there, sought the shadow
Of Indian spice-trees brought over the warm sea
[Pg 259]And turned toward the splashing of the fountain,
Teasing the noontime sun that burned over the cloisters.

But when the group of worshippers had left
And through the golden dimness of the place
The goddess's very servants walked alone,
Or some lone girl murmured about her case
Away from prying eyes, he turned his face
To that image made with toil and care,
In days when he thought it most fair.

Dim and shadowy, but filled with gems and gold,
The house of Venus appeared; high in the dome
The blazing sunlight could now be seen,
From nowhere else could the light of day come,
To shame the Shame-faced Mother’s lovely home;
A long way off, the fresh sea breeze,
Now just rising, brushed the myrtle trees.

The torches held by the flower-crowned, singing group
Had indeed made more than daylight there,
Lighting the painted tales of many lands,
And carved heroes, with their glaring looks;
But now there were just a few soft, glimmering lamps
And on the altar a thin, flickering flame
Only showed the golden letters of her name.

The incense cloud still lingered in the blue sky,
And its scent lingered all around;
[Pg 260]And, trampled by the light-footed, eager crowd,
Summer flowers lay thick upon the ground,
And now from distant halls rose the sound
Of Lydian music, and the dancer's cry,
As if some door had opened suddenly.

So there he stood, hoping she would help him,
Confused by that twilight in the middle of the day;
Feeling down as he listened to the joyful tune
He had no part in, hopeless with the delay
Of all the beautiful things he had meant to say;
Yet, as he cast the incense on the flame,
From stammering lips and pale, these words came out,—

"O you neglected support, do you still remember"
What it is I need, when even I,
Bent down before you in this shame and woe,
Can’t find the words to tell you why
I must pray, O help me or I die!
Or kill me, and in killing take from me
Even a dead man's weak memory.

"Don’t say I’ve been slow to ask for your help; Here I am, right from the first light of morning, Standing before you, feeling faint and weak, With my one poor joy all alone; Shaking with many fears, my hope worn out From when I first left my love, my shame, To call upon your often-celebrated name." He paused to catch his breath, each word Leaving his mouth like a sob; but suddenly, Like a living thing, the thin flame began to pulse And gather strength, shooting up high A steady spike of light that drew near To the sunbeam in the dome, then sank again Into a weak flicker as before. But at that sight, the nameless hope he had That kept him alive through his unhappiness, Stirred in his chest, and with a changed face, he gladly Moved closer to the image With words of praise to amend his first word, But it was as if a thick black cloud Covered the altar, the fire, and ivory limbs. He staggered back, amazed and in awe, But when he looked around with anxious eyes, He still saw the worshippers Caught up in their usual tasks, surprised By what seemed to him an awful mystery; He sighed and said, "This must be a dream, No better day will ever shine on my life." And yet he gazed for a long time at the spot Where others saw the lovely Queen; And while he looked, the shadowy veil seemed lifted, And everything was just as it had been; Then he said, "Such wonders I have seen As some sick man may see from his bed: Ah, I am sick, and wish I were dead!" With that, without questioning his heart at all, He turned away and left the holy place, As the wide sun reddened towards its fall, And a fresh west wind chased the clouds; But coming out, at first he shielded his face, Dazed by the light, and he stood in the porch, Not wanting to move or change his dreary mood. Yet after a while, the freshness of the evening Pierced his weary heart, and with a sigh He raised his head and slowly began to leave The high carved pillars; and eventually Passed by the grove of whispering myrtles, And, amidst the many noises of the street, Faced the gazes of men he had to meet. The streets were packed with people in vibrant clothes, Celebrating the end of the festivities; Girls who could ignite the moody man's desire Brushed past him, and soft, delicate music Filled the air amidst laughter, and he could see, Through open doors, the garden’s vibrant beauty, Where thoughtful lovers waited for the night; Or resting dancers around the flowing fountain, With flushed faces turned to the breeze, Or wandering over the fragrant, trampled lawn, Picking up their fallen garlands from the ground, Or lazily gathering their scattered hair, Or letting their dresses fall down, With eyes downcast beneath their lovers' frown. What hope Pygmalion had left when he First left the pillars of that dreamy place, Had completely vanished in such sights. He turned his tired eyes from face to face, Not noticing them, as he slowly made His way home, still murmuring, "Ah life, sweet life! the only godlike thing!" And as he walked, though longing to be there Where his only desire awaited him, He still hated to see the fair image, White and unchanged in face, unmoving in limbs, And dreamy, blurry thoughts came to his heart That he might reach some strange region, And never return to his loveless home. Yet soon, indeed, he stood before his door, And, like a man waking from a dream, He seemed awakened from his old folly; nothing seemed good In all the things he once deemed At least worth living for, and cold light of day streamed On his heart—he found himself alone, Deprived of desire, all love and madness gone. And yet for that past folly he had to weep, As one might mourn lost happiness That, mixed with madness, made him smile in sleep; And still some lingering sweetness seemed to bless The hard life left of toil and loneliness, Like a past song too sweet, too short, and yet Caught forever in the net of memory. Weeping he entered, murmuring, "O fair Queen, I thank you that my prayer was not in vain, Truly a present helper you have been To those who earnestly sought your throne! Yet, since I have paid for deliverance with pain, Do you not have some gift in store for me, So I might be your happy slave from now on?"

 

 

Thus to his chamber at the last he came,
And, pushing through the still half-opened door,
He stood within; but there, for very shame
Of all the things that he had done before,
Still kept his eyes bent down upon the floor,
Thinking of all that he had done and said
Since he had wrought that luckless marble maid.

Yet soft his thoughts were, and the very place
Seemed perfumed with some nameless heavenly air
[Pg 265]So gaining courage, did he raise his face
Unto the work his hands had made so fair,
And cried aloud to see the niche all bare
Of that sweet form, while through his heart again
There shot a pang of his old yearning pain.

Yet while he stood, and knew not what to do
With yearning, a strange thrill of hope there came,
A shaft of new desire now pierced him through,
And therewithal a soft voice called his name,
And when he turned, with eager eyes aflame,
He saw betwixt him and the setting sun
The lively image of his lovéd one.

He trembled at the sight, for though her eyes,
Her very lips, were such as he had made,
And though her tresses fell but in such guise
As he had wrought them, now was she arrayed
In that fair garment that the priests had laid
Upon the goddess on that very morn,
Dyed like the setting sun upon the corn.

Speechless he stood, but she now drew anear,
Simple and sweet as she was wont to be,
And all at once her silver voice rang clear,
Filling his soul with great felicity,
And thus she spoke, "Pygmalion, come to me,
O dear companion of my new-found life,
For I am called thy lover and thy wife.
[Pg 266]
"Listen, these words the Dread One bade me say
That was with me e'en now, Pygmalion,
My new-made soul I give to thee to-day,
Come, feel the sweet breath that thy prayer has won,
And lay thine hand this heaving breast upon!
Come love, and walk with me between the trees,
And feel the freshness of the evening breeze.

"Sweep mine hair round thy neck; behold my feet,
The oft-kissed feet thou thoughtst should never move,
Press down the daisies! draw me to thee, sweet,
And feel the warm heart of thy living love
Beat against thine, and bless the Seed of Jove
Whose loving tender heart hath wrought all this,
And wrapped us both in such a cloud of bliss.

"Ah, thou art wise to know what this may mean!
Sweet seem the words to me, and needs must I
Speak all the lesson of the lovely Queen:
But this I know, I would we were more nigh,
I have not heard thy voice but in the cry
Thou utteredst then, when thou believedst gone
The marvel of thine hands, the maid of stone."

She reached her hand to him, and with kind eyes
Gazed into his; but he the fingers caught
And drew her to him, and midst ecstasies
Passing all words, yea, well-nigh passing thought,
[Pg 267]Felt that sweet breath that he so long had sought,
Felt the warm life within her heaving breast
As in his arms his living love he pressed.

But as his cheek touched hers he heard her say,
"Wilt thou not speak, O love? why dost thou weep?
Art thou then sorry for this long-wished day,
Or dost thou think perchance thou wilt not keep
This that thou holdest, but in dreamy sleep?
Nay, let us do the bidding of the Queen,
And hand in hand walk through thy garden green;

"Then shalt thou tell me, still beholding me,
Full many things whereof I wish to know,
And as we walk from whispering tree to tree
Still more familiar to thee shall I grow,
And such things shalt thou say unto me now
As when thou deemedst thou wast quite alone,
A madman, kneeling to a thing of stone."

But at that word a smile lit up his eyes
And therewithal he spake some loving word,
And she at first looked up in grave surprise
When his deep voice and musical she heard,
And clung to him as grown somewhat afeard;
Then cried aloud and said, "O mighty one!
What joy with thee to look upon the sun."

Then into that fair garden did they pass
[Pg 268]And all the story of his love he told,
And as the twain went o'er the dewy grass,
Beneath the risen moon could he behold
The bright tears trickling down, then, waxen bold,
He stopped and said, "Ah, love, what meaneth this?
Seest thou how tears still follow earthly bliss?"

Then both her white arms round his neck she threw
And sobbing said, "O love, what hurteth me?
When first the sweetness of my life I knew,
Not this I felt, but when I first saw thee
A little pain and great felicity
Rose up within me, and thy talk e'en now
Made pain and pleasure ever greater grow?"

"O sweet," he said, "this thing is even love,
Whereof I told thee; that all wise men fear,
But yet escape not; nay, to gods above,
Unless the old tales lie, it draweth near.
But let my happy ears I pray thee hear
Thy story too, and how thy blessed birth
Has made a heaven of this once lonely earth."

"My sweet," she said, "as yet I am not wise,
Or stored with words, aright the tale to tell,
But listen: when I opened first mine eyes
I stood within the niche thou knowest well,
And from mine hand a heavy thing there fell
Carved like these flowers, nor could I see things clear,
[Pg 269]And but a strange confusèd noise could hear.

"At last mine eyes could see a woman fair,
But awful as this round white moon o'erhead.
So that I trembled when I saw her there,
For with my life was born some touch of dread,
And therewithal I heard her voice that said,
'Come down, and learn to love and be alive,
For thee, a well-prized gift, to-day I give.'

"Then on the floor I stepped, rejoicing much,
Not knowing why, not knowing aught at all,
Till she reached out her hand my breast to touch,
And when her fingers thereupon did fall,
Thought came unto my life, and therewithal
I knew her for a goddess, and began
To murmur in some tongue unknown to man.

"And then indeed not in this guise was I,
No sandals had I, and no saffron gown,
But naked as thou knowest utterly,
E'en as my limbs beneath thine hand had grown,
And this fair perfumed robe then fell adown
Over the goddess' feet and swept the ground,
And round her loins a glittering belt was bound.

"But when the stammering of my tongue she heard
Upon my trembling lips her hand she laid,
And spoke again, 'Nay, say not any word,
All that thine heart would say I know unsaid,
[Pg 270]Who even now thine heart and voice have made;
But listen rather, for thou knowest now
What these words mean, and still wilt wiser grow.

"'Thy body, lifeless till I gave it life,
A certain man, my servant, well hath wrought
I give thee to him as his love and wife,
With all thy dowry of desire and thought,
Since this his yearning heart hath ever sought;
Now from my temple is he on the way,
Deeming to find thee e'en as yesterday;

"'Bide thou his coming by the bed-head there,
And when thou seest him set his eyes upon
Thine empty niche, and hear'st him cry for care,
Then call him by his name, Pygmalion,
And certainly thy lover hast thou won;
But when he stands before thee silently,
Say all these words that I shall teach to thee.'

"With that she said what first I told thee, love
And then went on, 'Moreover thou shalt say
That I, the daughter of almighty Jove,
Have wrought for him this long-desired day;
In sign whereof, these things that pass away,
Wherein mine image men have well arrayed,
I give thee for thy wedding gear, O maid.'

"Therewith her raiment she put off from her.
[Pg 271]And laid bare all her perfect loveliness,
And, smiling on me, came yet more anear,
And on my mortal lips her lips did press,
And said, 'Now herewith shalt thou love no less
Than Psyche loved my son in days of old;
Farewell, of thee shall many a tale be told.'

"And even with that last word was she gone,
How, I know not, and I my limbs arrayed
In her fair gift, and waited thee alone—
Ah, love, indeed the word is true she said,
For now I love thee so, I grow afraid
Of what the gods upon our heads may send—
I love thee so, I think upon the end."

What words he said? How can I tell again
What words they said beneath the glimmering light,
Some tongue they used unknown to loveless men
As each to each they told their great delight,
Until for stillness of the growing night
Their soft sweet murmuring words seemed growing loud
And dim the moon grew, hid by fleecy cloud.

Then he finally got to his room,
And, pushing through the still half-open door,
He stood inside; but there, out of sheer shame
For everything he had done before,
He kept his eyes focused on the floor,
Thinking about all that he had done and said
Since he had created that unfortunate marble girl.

Yet his thoughts were gentle, and the entire place
Seemed to be filled with some unnamed heavenly scent.
[Pg 265]Gaining some courage, he raised his face
To the work his hands had made so beautiful,
And he cried out to see the niche all empty
Of that sweet figure, while once again within him
There shot a pang of his old aching desire.

As he stood there, uncertain about what to do
With this yearning, a strange thrill of hope arose,
A new desire now pierced him deeply,
And with that, a gentle voice called his name,
And when he turned, with eager eyes aglow,
He saw between him and the setting sun
The lively image of his beloved.

He shook at the sight, because even though her eyes,
Her very lips, were just as he had crafted,
And though her hair fell just as he had made it, now she wore
That beautiful garment the priests had placed
On the goddess that very morning,
Dyed like the setting sun over the fields.

He stood there speechless, but she approached him.
Simple and sweet as she always was,
And all at once her silver voice rang clear,
Filling his soul with immense joy,
And thus she spoke, "Pygmalion, come to me,
O dear companion of my new-found life,
For I am called your lover and your wife.
[Pg 266]
"Listen, these are the words that the Dread One instructed me to say."
That was with me just now, Pygmalion,
I give you my newly made soul today,
Come, feel the sweet breath that your prayer has won,
And lay your hand upon this heaving breast!
Come love, and walk with me between the trees,
And feel the freshness of the evening breeze.

"Wrap my hair around your neck; look at my feet,
The often-kissed feet you thought should never move,
Press down the daisies! Pull me to you, sweet,
And feel the warm heart of your living love
Beat against yours, and bless the Seed of Jove
Whose loving tender heart has made all this,
And wrapped us both in such a cloud of bliss.

"Ah, you're smart to understand what this could mean!"
Sweet seem the words to me, and I must
Speak all the lessons of the lovely Queen:
But this I know, I wish we were closer,
I have not heard your voice except in the cry
You uttered then, when you thought gone
The marvel of your hands, the maiden of stone."

She extended her hand to him, and with warm eyes
Gazed into his; but he took her fingers
And drew her to him, and amidst ecstasies
Surpassing all words, nearly beyond thought,
[Pg 267]Felt that sweet breath he had long sought,
Felt the warm life within her heaving chest
As in his arms his living love he embraced.

But as his cheek brushed against hers, he heard her say,
"Will you not speak, O love? Why do you weep?
Are you sorry for this long-awaited day,
Or do you think maybe you won't keep
What you hold, but in dreamy sleep?
No, let us obey the Queen's command,
And hand in hand walk through your garden green;

"Then you will tell me, still looking at me,
Many things I wish to know,
And as we walk from whispering tree to tree
I will become even more familiar to you,
And you shall say to me now
What you would when you thought you were quite alone,
A madman, kneeling to a thing of stone."

But at her words, a smile brightened his eyes.
And he spoke some loving words,
And she at first looked up in grave surprise
When she heard his deep and musical voice,
And clung to him, somewhat afraid;
Then she cried out and said, "O mighty one!
What joy it is to look upon the sun."

Then they walked into that beautiful garden.
[Pg 268]And he told her the whole story of his love,
And as they walked over the dewy grass,
Beneath the rising moon, he could see
The bright tears trickling down, then growing bold,
He stopped and said, "Ah, love, what does this mean?
Do you see how tears still follow earthly bliss?"

Then she wrapped both her white arms around his neck.
And sobbing said, "O love, what hurts me?
When I first knew the sweetness of my life,
I didn't feel this, but when I first saw you
A little pain and great joy
Rose up within me, and your talk just now
Made pain and pleasure grow even greater?"

"O sweet," he said, "this is truly love,
Of which I told you; that all wise men fear,
But yet cannot escape; nay, to the gods above,
Unless the old tales are false, it draws near.
But let me hear, I pray you, my dear,
Your story too, and how your blessed birth
Has turned this once lonely earth into a heaven."

"My dear," she replied, "I’m not wise yet,
Or filled with words to tell the tale right,
But listen: when I first opened my eyes
I stood within the niche you know well,
And from my hand, a heavy thing fell
Carved like these flowers, nor could I see clearly,
[Pg 269]And only a strange confused noise did I hear.

"Finally, my eyes could see a beautiful woman,
But as terrifying as this round white moon overhead.
So I trembled when I saw her there,
For with my life was born some sense of dread,
And then I heard her voice that said,
'Come down, and learn to love and be alive,
For you, a well-prized gift, I give today.'

"Then I stepped onto the floor, feeling very joyful,"
Not knowing why, not knowing anything at all,
Until she reached out her hand to touch my chest,
And when her fingers fell upon me,
Thought came to my life, and with that
I recognized her as a goddess, and began
To murmur in some unknown tongue.

"And then, I really wasn't in this form,
No sandals had I, and no saffron gown,
But naked as you know completely,
Even as my limbs had grown beneath your hand,
And this beautiful perfumed robe then fell down
Over the goddess' feet and swept the ground,
And around her waist a glittering belt was bound.

"But when she heard me struggle to speak"
She laid her hand on my trembling lips,
And spoke again, 'No, do not say any word,
All that your heart would say I know unspoken,
[Pg 270]Who even now your heart and voice have made;
But listen rather, for you know now
What these words mean, and still will grow wiser.

"'Your body, lifeless until I brought it to life,
A certain man, my servant, has crafted well;
I give you to him as his love and wife,
With all your dowry of desire and thought,
Since this yearning heart has always sought;
Now from my temple, he is on his way,
Thinking to find you just as yesterday;

"Wait for him to arrive by the head of the bed there,
And when you see him set his eyes upon
Your empty niche, and hear him cry for care,
Then call him by his name, Pygmalion,
And you will surely win his heart;
But when he stands before you silently,
Say all these words that I shall teach you.'

"With that, she shared with me what I initially told you, love."
And then continued, 'Moreover you shall say
That I, the daughter of almighty Jove,
Have created for him this long-desired day;
In sign whereof, these things that will pass away,
Wherein my image men have adorned well,
I give you for your wedding gifts, O maiden.'

Then she took off her clothes.
[Pg 271]And laid bare all her perfect beauty,
And, smiling at me, came even closer,
And on my mortal lips, her lips did press,
And said, 'Now with this, you shall love no less
Than Psyche loved my son in days of old;
Farewell, you will be spoken of in many tales.'

"And with that last word, she was gone,
How, I do not know, and I dressed myself
In her beautiful gift, and waited for you alone—
Ah, love, indeed the word is true she said,
For now I love you so, I grow afraid
Of what the gods may send upon our heads—
I love you so much, I think about the end."

What words did he say? How can I find out again?
What words they exchanged beneath the glimmering light,
Some language they used unknown to those without love
As each shared their great joy,
Until the stillness of the growing night
Their sweet murmuring words seemed to grow louder
And the dim moon faded, hidden by a soft cloud.

 

 

Such was the ending of his ancient rhyme,
That seemed to fit that soft and golden time,
When men were happy, they could scarce tell why,
Although they felt the rich year slipping by.
The sun went down, the harvest-moon arose,
And 'twixt the slim trees of that fruitful close
They saw the corn still falling 'neath its light,
While through the soft air of the windless night
The voices of the reapers' mates rang clear
In measured song, as of the fruitful year
They told, and its delights, and now and then
The rougher voices of the toiling men
Joined in the song, as one by one released
From that hard toil, they sauntered towards the feast
That waited them upon the strip of grass
That through the golden-glimmering sea did pass.
But those old men, glad to have lived so long,
Sat listening through the twilight to the song,
And when the night grew and all things were still
Throughout the wide vale from green hill to hill
Unto a happy harvesting they drank
Till once more o'er the hills the white moon sank.

Such was the conclusion of his old poem,
That seemed to capture that soft and golden time,
When people were happy, but couldn't quite say why,
Even though they felt the rich year drifting by.
The sun set, the harvest moon came up,
And between the slim trees of that fruitful land
They saw the corn still falling in its light,
While through the calm air of the windless night
The voices of the reapers' partners rang clear
In measured song about the fruitful year
They celebrated, and its joys, and now and then
The rougher voices of the hard-working men
Joined in the song, as one by one they broke free
From that tough labor, walking toward the feast
That awaited them on the patch of grass
That passed through the golden-glimmering sea.
But those old men, glad to have lived so long,
Sat listening through the twilight to the song,
And when the night deepened and all was still
Throughout the wide valley from green hill to hill
They drank to a joyous harvest
Until once more the white moon sank over the hills.

 

 

August had not gone by, though now was stored
In the sweet-smelling granaries all the hoard
Of golden corn; the land had made her gain,
And winter should howl round her doors in vain.
But o'er the same fields grey now and forlorn
The old men sat and heard the swineherd's horn,
Far off across the stubble, when the day
At end of harvest-tide was sad and grey;
And rain was in the wind's voice as it swept
Along the hedges where the lone quail crept,
Beneath the chattering of the restless pie.
The fruit-hung branches moved, and suddenly
The trembling apples smote the dewless grass,
And all the year to autumn-tide did pass.
E'en such a day it was as young men love
When swiftly through the veins the blood doth move,
And they, whose eyes can see not death at all,
To thoughts of stirring deeds and pleasure fall,
Because it seems to them to tell of life
After the dreamy days devoid of strife,
When every day with sunshine is begun,
[Pg 274]And cloudless skies receive the setting sun.
On such a day the older folk were fain
Of something new somewhat to dull the pain
Of sad, importunate old memories
That to their weary hearts must needs arise.
Alas! what new things on that day could come
From hearts that now so long had been the home
Of such dull thoughts, nay, rather let them tell
Some tale that fits their ancient longings well.
Rolf was the speaker, who said, "Friends, behold
This is e'en such a tale as those once told
Unto my greedy ears by Nicholas,
Before our quest for nothing came to pass."

August hadn't passed yet, but it is now saved.
In the sweet-smelling storage bins all the stash
Of golden corn; the land had given her gain,
And winter would howl around her doors in vain.
But over the same fields gray now and forlorn
The old men sat and heard the swineherd's horn,
Far off across the stubble, when the day
At the end of harvest time was sad and gray;
And rain was in the wind's voice as it swept
Along the hedges where the lone quail crept,
Beneath the chattering of the restless magpie.
The fruit-laden branches moved, and suddenly
The trembling apples fell onto the dry grass,
And all the year gave way to autumn's reign.
Even such a day it was as young men love
When swiftly through their veins the blood does surge,
And they, whose eyes can’t see death at all,
Succumb to thoughts of stirring deeds and pleasure,
Because it seems to them to speak of life
After the dreamy days free of strife,
When every day begins with sunshine,
[Pg 274]And cloudless skies welcome the setting sun.
On a day like this, the older folks longed
For something new to ease the pain
Of sad, persistent old memories
That to their weary hearts would surely rise.
Unfortunately, what new things could happen on that day?
From hearts that had been the home
Of such dull thoughts for so long, instead, let them share
Some tale that perfectly fits their ancient longings.
Rolf was the speaker and said, "Friends, look
This is just such a tale as those once told
To my eager ears by Nicholas,
Before our quest for nothing came to pass."

 

 


OGIER THE DANE.

ARGUMENT.

When Ogier was born, six fay ladies came to the cradle where he lay, and gave him various gifts, as to be brave and happy and the like; but the sixth gave him to be her love when he should have lived long in the world: so Ogier grew up and became the greatest of knights, and at last, after many years, fell into the hands of that fay, and with her, as the story tells, he lives now, though he returned once to the world, as is shown in the process of this tale.

When Ogier was born, six fairy ladies came to the cradle where he lay and gave him different gifts, like bravery and happiness; but the sixth promised him her love when he had lived a long life. So, Ogier grew up to be the greatest of knights, and eventually, after many years, he ended up with that fairy, and according to the story, he lives with her now, although he did return to the world once, as will be revealed in the course of this tale.

 

Within some Danish city by the sea,
Whose name, changed now, is all unknown to me,
Great mourning was there one fair summer eve,
Because the angels, bidden to receive
The fair Queen's lovely soul in Paradise,
Had done their bidding, and in royal guise
Her helpless body, once the prize of love,
Unable now for fear or hope to move,
Lay underneath the golden canopy;
And bowed down by unkingly misery
[Pg 276]The King sat by it, and not far away,
Within the chamber a fair man-child lay,
His mother's bane, the king that was to be,
Not witting yet of any royalty,
Harmless and loved, although so new to life.

Calm the June evening was, no sign of strife
The clear sky showed, no storm grew round the sun,
Unhappy that his day of bliss was done;
Dumb was the sea, and if the beech-wood stirred,
'Twas with the nestling of the grey-winged bird
Midst its thick leaves; and though the nightingale
Her ancient, hapless sorrow must bewail,
No more of woe there seemed within her song
Than such as doth to lovers' words belong,
Because their love is still unsatisfied.
But to the King, on that sweet eventide,
No earth there seemed, no heaven when earth was gone;
No help, no God! but lonely pain alone;
And he, midst unreal shadows, seemed to sit
Himself the very heart and soul of it.
But round the cradle of the new-born child
The nurses now the weary time beguiled
With stories of the just departed Queen;
And how, amid the heathen folk first seen,
She had been won to love and godliness;
And as they spoke, e'en midst his dull distress,
An eager whisper now and then did smite
Upon the King's ear, of some past delight,
[Pg 277]Some once familiar name, and he would raise
His weary head, and on the speaker gaze
Like one about to speak, but soon again
Would drop his head and be alone with pain,
Nor think of these; who, silent in their turn,
Would sit and watch the waxen tapers burn
Amidst the dusk of the quick-gathering night,
Until beneath the high stars' glimmering light,
The fresh earth lay in colourless repose.
So passed the night, and now and then one rose
From out her place to do what might avail
To still the new-born infant's fretful wail;
Or through the softly-opened door there came
Some nurse new waked, who, whispering low the name
Of her whose turn was come, would take her place;
Then toward the King would turn about her face
And to her fellows whisper of the day,
And tell again of her just past away.

So waned the hours, the moon arose and grew,
From off the sea a little west-wind blew,
Rustling the garden-leaves like sudden rain;
And ere the moon began to fall again
The wind grew cold, a change was in the sky,
And in deep silence did the dawn draw nigh:
Then from her place a nurse arose to light
Fresh hallowed lights, for, dying with the night,
The tapers round about the dead Queen were;
But the King raised his head and 'gan to stare
[Pg 278]Upon her, as her sweeping gown did glide
About the floor, that in the stillness cried
Beneath her careful feet; and now as she
Had lit the second candle carefully,
And on its silver spike another one
Was setting, through her body did there run
A sudden tremor, and the hand was stayed
That on the dainty painted wax was laid;
Her eyelids fell down and she seemed to sleep,
And o'er the staring King began to creep
Sweet slumber too; the bitter lines of woe
That drew his weary face did softer grow,
His eyelids dropped, his arms fell to his side;
And moveless in their places did abide
The nursing women, held by some strong spell,
E'en as they were, and utter silence fell
Upon the mournful, glimmering chamber fair.
But now light footsteps coming up the stair,
Smote on the deadly stillness, and the sound
Of silken dresses trailing o'er the ground;
And heavenly odours through the chamber passed,
Unlike the scents that rose and lily cast
Upon the freshness of the dying night;
Then nigher drew the sound of footsteps light
Until the door swung open noiselessly—
A mass of sunlit flowers there seemed to be
Within the doorway, and but pale and wan
The flame showed now that serveth mortal man,
As one by one six seeming ladies passed
[Pg 279]Into the room, and o'er its sorrow cast
That thoughtless sense of joy bewildering,
That kisses youthful hearts amidst of spring;
Crowned were they, in such glorious raiment clad,
As yet no merchant of the world has had
Within his coffers; yet those crowns seemed fair
Only because they kissed their odorous hair,
And all that flowery raiment was but blessed
By those fair bodies that its splendour pressed.
Now to the cradle from that glorious band,
A woman passed, and laid a tender hand
Upon the babe, and gently drew aside
The swathings soft that did his body hide;
And, seeing him so fair and great, she smiled,
And stooped, and kissed him, saying, "O noble child,
Have thou a gift from Gloriande this day;
For to the time when life shall pass away
From this dear heart, no fear of death or shame,
No weariness of good shall foul thy name."
So saying, to her sisters she returned;
And one came forth, upon whose brow there burned
A crown of rubies, and whose heaving breast
With happy rings a golden hauberk pressed;
She took the babe, and somewhat frowning said,
"This gift I give, that till thy limbs are laid
At rest for ever, to thine honoured life
There never shall be lacking war and strife,
That thou a long-enduring name mayst win,
And by thy deeds, good pardon for thy sin."
[Pg 280]With that another, who, unseen, meanwhile
Had drawn anigh, said with a joyous smile,
"And this forgotten gift to thee I give,
That while amidst the turmoil thou dost live,
Still shalt thou win the game, and unto thee
Defeat and shame but idle words shall be."
Then back they turned, and therewithal, the fourth
Said, "Take this gift for what it may be worth
For that is mine to give; lo, thou shalt be
Gentle of speech, and in all courtesy
The first of men: a little gift this is,
After these promises of fame and bliss."
Then toward the babe the fifth fair woman went;
Grey-eyed she was, and simple, with eyes bent
Down on the floor, parted her red lips were,
And o'er her sweet face marvellously fair
Oft would the colour spread full suddenly;
Clad in a dainty gown and thin was she,
For some green summer of the fay-land dight,
Tripping she went, and laid her fingers light
Upon the child, and said, "O little one,
As long as thou shalt look upon the sun
Shall women long for thee; take heed to this
And give them what thou canst of love and bliss."
Then, blushing for her words, therefrom she past,
And by the cradle stood the sixth and last,
The fairest of them all; awhile she gazed
Down on the child, and then her hand she raised,
And made the one side of her bosom bare;
[Pg 281]"Ogier," she said, "if this be foul or fair
Thou know'st not now, but when thine earthly life
Is drunk out to the dregs, and war and strife
Have yielded thee whatever joy they may,
Thine head upon this bosom shalt thou lay;
And then, despite of knowledge or of God,
Will we be glad upon the flowery sod
Within the happy country where I dwell:
Ogier, my love that is to be, farewell!"

She turned, and even as they came they passed
From out the place, and reached the gate at last
That oped before their feet, and speedily
They gained the edges of the murmuring sea,
And as they stood in silence, gazing there
Out to the west, they vanished into air,
I know not how, nor whereto they returned.

But mixed with twilight in the chamber burned
The flickering candles, and those dreary folk,
Unlike to sleepers, from their trance awoke,
But nought of what had happed meanwhile they knew
Through the half-opened casements now there blew
A sweet fresh air, that of the flowers and sea
Mingled together, smelt deliciously,
And from the unseen sun the spreading light
Began to make the fair June blossoms bright,
And midst their weary woe uprose the sun,
And thus has Ogier's noble life begun.

Within a Danish city by the sea,
Whose name, changed now, is all unknown to me,
Great mourning was there one beautiful summer evening,
Because the angels, summoned to welcome
The beautiful Queen's lovely soul in Paradise,
Had done their duty, and in royal attire
Her lifeless body, once the object of love,
Unable now for fear or hope to move,
Lay underneath the golden canopy;
And bowed down by unkingly misery
[Pg 276]The King sat by it, and not far away,
Within the chamber a handsome baby lay,
His mother's bane, the king who was to be,
Not yet aware of any royalty,
Harmless and loved, though so new to life.

The June evening was calm, with no sign of conflict.
The clear sky showed, no storm grew round the sun,
Unhappy that his day of joy was over;
Dumb was the sea, and if the beech-wood stirred,
It was with the nestling of the grey-winged bird
Amidst its thick leaves; and though the nightingale
Must lament her ancient, sorrowful tale,
No more of woe seemed present in her song
Than what pertains to lovers' words,
Because their love is still unfulfilled.
But to the King, on that pleasant evening,
There seemed no earth, no heaven when earth was gone;
No help, no God! just lonely pain alone;
And he, amidst unreal shadows, seemed to sit
Himself the very heart and soul of it.
But around the cradle of the newborn child,
The nurses now passed the weary time
With stories of the recently departed Queen;
And how, among the heathen people first seen,
She had been drawn to love and goodness;
And as they spoke, even amidst his dull distress,
An eager whisper now and then caught
The King's ear, of some past delight,
[Pg 277]Some once familiar name, and he would lift
His weary head, and gaze at the speaker
Like someone about to speak, but soon again
Would drop his head and be alone with pain,
Nor think of these; who, silent in their turn,
Would sit and watch the burning waxen tapers
Amidst the dusk of the quickly gathering night,
Until beneath the high stars' glimmering light,
The fresh earth lay in colorless repose.
As the night went on, occasionally someone got up.
From out her place to do what might help
To calm the newborn infant's fretful wail;
Or through the softly opened door there came
Some nurse newly awakened, who, whispering low the name
Of her whose time had come, would take her place;
Then toward the King would turn her face
And to her colleagues whisper of the day,
And recount again of her just passed away.

As the hours passed, the moon rose and became brighter,
From off the sea a little west wind blew,
Rustling the garden leaves like sudden rain;
And before the moon began to fall again
The wind grew chilly, a change in the sky,
And in deep silence did the dawn draw near:
Then from her place a nurse arose to light
Fresh sacred lights, for, dying with the night,
The candles around the dead Queen were;
But the King raised his head and began to stare
[Pg 278]Upon her, as her sweeping gown did glide
About the floor, which in the stillness cried
Beneath her careful feet; and now as she
Had lit the second candle carefully,
And on its silver spike another one
Was setting, through her body did there run
A sudden tremor, and the hand was stayed
That on the delicate painted wax was laid;
Her eyelids fell down and she seemed to sleep,
And over the staring King began to creep
Sweet slumber too; the bitter lines of woe
That etched his weary face did soften,
His eyelids dropped, his arms fell to his side;
And motionless in their places did abide
The nursing women, held by some strong spell,
Even as they were, and utter silence fell
Upon the mournful, shimmering chamber fair.
But now I hear light footsteps coming up the stairs,
Shattered the deadly stillness, and the sound
Of silken dresses trailing over the ground;
And heavenly scents wafted through the chamber,
Unlike the fragrances that rose and lily cast
Upon the freshness of the fading night;
Then nearer came the sound of light footsteps
Until the door swung open silently—
A mass of sunlit flowers there seemed to be
Within the doorway, and but pale and wan
The flame showed now that serves mortal man,
As one by one six seemingly ladies passed
[Pg 279]Into the room, and over its sorrow cast
That thoughtless sense of joy bewildering,
That kisses youthful hearts amid spring;
Crowned were they, in such glorious garments clad,
As yet no merchant of the world has had
Within his coffers; yet those crowns seemed fair
Only because they caressed their fragrant hair,
And all that flowery attire was only blessed
By those fair bodies that its splendor pressed.
Now to the cradle from that amazing band,
A woman passed, and laid a tender hand
Upon the babe, and gently drew aside
The soft wrappings that did his body hide;
And, seeing him so fair and great, she smiled,
And bent, and kissed him, saying, "O noble child,
Receive a gift from Gloriande this day;
For when life shall pass away
From this dear heart, no fear of death or shame,
No weariness of goodness shall tarnish thy name."
With that, she went back to her sisters;
And one came forth, upon whose brow there burned
A crown of rubies, and whose heaving breast
With happy rings a golden hauberk pressed;
She took the babe, and somewhat frowning said,
"This gift I give, that until thy limbs are laid
To rest forever, to thine honored life
There never shall be lacking war and strife,
That thou mayst win a long-enduring name,
And by thy deeds, earn pardon for thy shame."
[Pg 280]With that, another person, unnoticed in the meantime
Had drawn near, said with a joyful smile,
"And this forgotten gift to you I give,
That while amidst the turmoil you do live,
You will still win the game, and to you
Defeat and shame will only be idle words."
Then they turned back, and with that, the fourth
Said, "Take this gift for what it may be worth
For that is mine to give; lo, you shall be
Gentle of speech, and in all courtesy
The finest of men: a little gift this is,
After these promises of fame and happiness."
Then the fifth beautiful woman approached the baby;
Grey-eyed she was, and simple, with eyes downcast
Upon the floor, parted her red lips were,
And over her sweet face remarkably fair
The color often spread fully suddenly;
Clad in a dainty gown, she was thin,
For some green summer of the fairy-land dressed,
Tripping she went, and laid her fingers lightly
Upon the child, and said, "O little one,
As long as you look upon the sun
Shall women long for you; take heed to this
And give them what you can of love and bliss."
Blushing at her words, she moved on, And by the cradle stood the sixth and last, The fairest of them all; for a moment she gazed Down at the child, then raised her hand, And bared one side of her chest; "Ogier," she said, "you don't know if this is good or bad now, But when your earthly life Is fully spent, and war and conflict Have given you whatever joy they can, You will lay your head on this bosom; And then, regardless of knowledge or God, We will be happy on the flowery ground In the joyful land where I live: Ogier, my future love, farewell!" She turned, and just as they came, they left The place and finally reached the gate That opened before them, and quickly They made their way to the edge of the murmuring sea, And as they stood in silence, staring out To the west, they disappeared into thin air, I don't know how, or where they went back to. But mixed with twilight in the room burned The flickering candles, and those somber people, Unlike sleepers, woke from their trance, But they knew nothing of what had happened in the meantime. Through the half-open windows, a sweet breeze blew That smelled wonderfully of flowers and sea, And from the hidden sun, the spreading light Began to brighten the beautiful June blossoms, And amidst their weary sorrow, the sun rose, And so began Ogier's noble life.

 

 

Hope is our life, when first our life grows clear;
Hope and delight, scarce crossed by lines of fear,
Yet the day comes when fain we would not hope,
But forasmuch as we with life must cope,
Struggling with this and that, who knoweth why?
Hope will not give us up to certainty,
But still must bide with us: and with this man,
Whose life amid such promises began
Great things she wrought; but now the time has come
When he no more on earth may have his home.
Great things he suffered, great delights he had,
Unto great kings he gave good deeds for bad;
He ruled o'er kingdoms where his name no more
Is had in memory, and on many a shore
He left his sweat and blood to win a name
Passing the bounds of earthly creatures' fame.
A love he won and lost, a well-loved son
Whose little day of promise soon was done:
A tender wife he had, that he must leave
Before his heart her love could well receive;
Those promised gifts, that on his careless head
In those first hours of his fair life were shed
He took unwitting, and unwitting spent,
Nor gave himself to grief and discontent
[Pg 283]Because he saw the end a-drawing nigh.
Where is he now? in what land must he die,
To leave an empty name to us on earth?
A tale half true, to cast across our mirth
Some pensive thoughts of life that might have been;
Where is he now, that all this life has seen?

Behold, another eve upon the earth
Than that calm evening of the warrior's birth;
The sun is setting in the west, the sky
Is bright and clear and hard, and no clouds lie
About the golden circle of the sun;
But East, aloof from him, heavy and dun
Steel-grey they pack with edges red as blood,
And underneath them is the weltering flood
Of some huge sea, whose tumbling hills, as they
Turn restless sides about, are black or grey,
Or green, or glittering with the golden flame;
The wind has fallen now, but still the same
The mighty army moves, as if to drown
This lone, bare rock, whose shear scarped sides of brown
Cast off the weight of waves in clouds of spray.
Alas! what ships upon an evil day
Bent over to the wind in this ill sea?
What navy, whose rent bones lie wretchedly
Beneath these cliffs? a mighty one it was,
A fearful storm to bring such things to pass.

This is the loadstone rock; no armament
Of warring nations, in their madness bent
[Pg 284]Their course this way; no merchant wittingly
Has steered his keel unto this luckless sea;
Upon no shipman's card its name is writ,
Though worn-out mariners will speak of it
Within the ingle on the winter's night,
When all within is warm and safe and bright,
And the wind howls without: but 'gainst their will
Are some folk driven here, and then all skill
Against this evil rock is vain and nought,
And unto death the shipmen soon are brought;
For then the keel, as by a giant's hand,
Is drawn unto that mockery of a land,
And presently unto its sides doth cleave;
When if they 'scape swift death, yet none may leave
The narrow limits of that barren isle,
And thus are slain by famine in a while
Mocked, as they say, by night with images
Of noble castles among groves of trees,
By day with sounds of merry minstrelsy.

The sun sinks now below this hopeless sea,
The clouds are gone, and all the sky is bright;
The moon is rising o'er the growing night,
And by its shine may ye behold the bones
Of generations of these luckless ones
Scattered about the rock; but nigh the sea
Sits one alive, who uncomplainingly
Awaits his death. White-haired is he and old,
Arrayed in royal raiment, bright with gold,
[Pg 285]But tarnished with the waves and rough salt air;
Huge is he, of a noble face and fair,
As for an ancient man, though toil and eld
Furrow the cheeks that ladies once beheld
With melting hearts—Nay, listen, for he speaks!
"God, Thou hast made me strong! nigh seven weeks
Have passed since from the wreck we haled our store,
And five long days well told, have now passed o'er
Since my last fellow died, with my last bread
Between his teeth, and yet I am not dead.
Yea, but for this I had been strong enow
In some last bloody field my sword to show.
What matter? soon will all be past and done,
Where'er I died I must have died alone:
Yet, Caraheu, a good death had it been
Dying, thy face above me to have seen,
And heard my banner flapping in the wind,
Then, though my memory had not left thy mind,
Yet hope and fear would not have vexed thee more
When thou hadst known that everything was o'er;
But now thou waitest, still expecting me,
Whose sail shall never speck thy bright blue sea.
"And thou, Clarice, the merchants thou mayst call,
To tell thee tales within thy pictured hall,
But never shall they tell true tales of me:
Whatever sails the Kentish hills may see
Swept by the flood-tide toward thy well-walled town,
No more on my sails shall they look adown.
"Get thee another leader, Charlemaine,
[Pg 286]For thou shalt look to see my shield in vain,
When in the fair fields of the Frankish land,
Thick as the corn they tread, the heathen stand.
"What matter? ye shall learn to live your lives;
Husbands and children, other friends and wives,
Shall wipe the tablets of your memory clean,
And all shall be as I had never been.

"And now, O God, am I alone with Thee;
A little thing indeed it seems to be
To give this life up, since it needs must go
Some time or other; now at last I know
How foolishly men play upon the earth,
When unto them a year of life seems worth
Honour and friends, and these vague hopes and sweet
That like real things my dying heart do greet,
Unreal while living on the earth I trod,
And but myself I knew no other god.
Behold, I thank Thee that Thou sweet'nest thus
This end, that I had thought most piteous,
If of another I had heard it told."

What man is this, who weak and worn and old
Gives up his life within that dreadful isle,
And on the fearful coming death can smile?
Alas! this man, so battered and outworn,
Is none but he, who, on that summer morn,
Received such promises of glorious life:
Ogier the Dane this is, to whom all strife
[Pg 287]Was but as wine to stir awhile the blood,
To whom all life, however hard, was good:
This is the man, unmatched of heart and limb,
Ogier the Dane, whose sight has waxed not dim
For all the years that he on earth has dwelt;
Ogier the Dane, that never fear has felt,
Since he knew good from ill; Ogier the Dane,
The heathen's dread, the evil-doer's bane.

Hope is what gives meaning to our lives when everything starts to make sense.
Hope and joy, barely interrupted by fear,
But the day arrives when we wish not to hope,
Yet since we must deal with life’s struggles and cope,
Fighting this and that, no one knows why.
Hope won’t abandon us to certainty,
But still needs to stay with us: and with this man,
Whose life started with such great promises,
She achieved great things; but now the time has come
When he can no longer have his home on earth.
He went through a lot of pain and experienced a lot of joy,
To great kings he returned good for their bad;
He ruled over kingdoms where his name no longer
Is remembered, and on many shores
He left his sweat and blood to gain a name
Surpassing the limits of mere earthly fame.
He experienced love and loss, a beloved son
Whose brief promise soon came to an end:
He had a caring wife that he had to leave
Before he could truly embrace her love;
Those promised gifts that fell on him carelessly
In those early hours of his bright life
He took without realizing, and without realizing he spent,
Nor did he give in to grief and discontent
[Pg 283]Because he saw the end drawing near.
Where is he now? In what land will he die,
To leave us an empty name on earth?
A tale half true, to share our laughter
With some thoughtful reflections on life that might have been;
Where is he now, who has seen all this life?

Look, another evening on Earth.
Than that calm evening of the warrior's birth;
The sun is setting in the west, the sky
Is bright and clear, with no clouds appearing
Around the golden circle of the sun;
But in the East, distant and heavy,
Steel-grey clouds gather with edges red as blood,
And beneath them is the churned-up sea,
Whose tumbling hills, restless as they
Turn their sides, are black or grey,
Or green, or sparkling with golden flame;
The wind has calmed now, but still, just the same
The mighty army moves, as if to drown
This lonely, barren rock, whose steep sides of brown
Cast off the weight of waves in clouds of spray.
Unfortunately, what ships encountered disaster on this tragic day?
Bowed to the wind on this cursed sea?
What navy, whose broken bones lie wretchedly
Beneath these cliffs? It was a mighty one,
A fearsome storm that caused this to happen.

This is the loadstone rock; no weapons
Of warring nations, in their madness bent
[Pg 284]To steer this way; no merchant knowingly
Has ever directed his ship to this unlucky sea;
Its name isn’t written on any sailor’s map,
Though worn-out mariners speak of it
Around the fire on a winter night,
When all inside is warm, safe, and bright,
And the wind howls outside: but against their will
Some people are driven here, and all their skill
Against this wicked rock proves useless,
And the sailors soon meet their doom;
For then the keel, drawn as by a giant’s hand,
Is pulled toward that mockery of land,
And soon it crashes against its sides;
When if they escape swift death, none can leave
The narrow confines of that desolate isle,
And thus they’re slain by starvation in a while
Mocked, as they say, by night with visions
Of noble castles among groves of trees,
By day with sounds of cheerful music.

The sun now sets below this desolate sea,
The clouds have vanished, and all the sky is bright;
The moon rises over the encroaching night,
And by its light you can see the bones
Of generations of these unlucky souls
Scattered around the rock; but near the sea
Sits one alive, who patiently
Awaits his death. He is white-haired and old,
Dressed in royal garments, bright with gold,
[Pg 285]But tarnished by the waves and rough salt air;
He is large with a noble and fair face,
Though toil and age
Have lined the cheeks that once melted the hearts of ladies—Nay, listen, for he speaks!
"God, You have made me strong! It's been almost seven weeks
Have passed since we salvaged our supplies from the wreck,
And five long days have passed since my last companion died,
With my last piece of bread between his teeth, and yet I am still here.
Yes, but for this I would have been strong enough
To display my sword in some final bloody battle.
What does it matter? Soon all will be over,
Wherever I die, I must have died alone:
Yet, Caraheu, it would have been a good death
To die with your face above me,
And hear my banner flapping in the wind,
Then, though my memory had not left your mind,
Hope and fear would no longer trouble you
When you knew that everything was over;
But now you wait, still expecting me,
Whose sail shall never cross your bright blue sea.
"And you, Clarice, you can call the merchants,
To tell you stories in your decorated hall,
But they will never tell true stories of me:
Whatever sails the Kentish hills may see
Swept by the tide toward your fortified town,
They will no longer look upon my sails.
"Find another leader, Charlemaine,"
[Pg 286]For you will soon look in vain for my shield,
When in the beautiful fields of the Frankish land,
Thick as the grains they tread, the heathens stand.
"What does it matter? You'll learn to live your lives;"
Husbands and children, other friends and wives,
Will wipe clean the tablets of your memory,
And all will be as if I had never existed.

"And now, God, I am alone with You;
It seems such a small thing
To give up this life, since it must end
Sometime or another; now at last I know
How foolish men are to act on the earth,
When to them a year of life seems worth
Honor and friends, and these vague hopes and pleasures
That like real things greet my dying heart,
Unreal while I lived on the earth,
And apart from myself, I knew no other god.
Behold, I thank You for sweetening
This end, which I had thought most pitiful,
If I had heard it told of another."

Who is this man, weak, weary, and old?
Gives up his life on that dreadful isle,
And can smile at the terrifying arrival of death?
Alas! this man, so battered and weary,
Is none other than he, who, on that summer morning,
Received such promises of glorious life:
Ogier the Dane, this is, for whom all strife
[Pg 287]Was simply a wine to stir his blood,
For whom all life, however difficult, was good:
This is the man, unmatched in heart and body,
Ogier the Dane, whose sight has not dimmed
For all the years he has dwelled on earth;
Ogier the Dane, who has never felt fear,
Since he understood good from evil; Ogier the Dane,
The heathen's terror, the evil-doer's bane.

 

 

Bright had the moon grown as his words were done,
And no more was there memory of the sun
Within the west, and he grew drowsy now.
And somewhat smoother was his wrinkled brow
As thought died out beneath the hand of sleep,
And o'er his soul forgetfulness did creep,
Hiding the image of swift-coming death;
Until as peacefully he drew his breath
As on that day, past for a hundred years,
When, midst the nurse's quickly-falling tears,
He fell asleep to his first lullaby.
The night changed as he slept, white clouds and high
Began about the lonely moon to close;
And from the dark west a new wind arose,
And with the sound of heavy-falling waves
[Pg 288]Mingled its pipe about the loadstone caves;
But when the twinkling stars were hid away,
And a faint light and broad, like dawn of day,
The moon upon that dreary country shed,
Ogier awoke, and lifting up his head
And smiling, muttered, "Nay, no more again;
Rather some pleasure new, some other pain,
Unthought of both, some other form of strife;"
For he had waked from dreams of his old life,
And through St. Omer's archer-guarded gate
Once more had seemed to pass, and saw the state
Of that triumphant king; and still, though all
Seemed changed, and folk by other names did call
Faces he knew of old, yet none the less
He seemed the same, and, midst that mightiness,
Felt his own power, and grew the more athirst
For coming glory, as of old, when first
He stood before the face of Charlemaine,
A helpless hostage with all life to gain.
But now, awake, his worn face once more sank
Between his hands, and, murmuring not, he drank
The draught of death that must that thirst allay.

But while he sat and waited for the day
A sudden light across the bare rock streamed,
Which at the first he noted not, but deemed
The moon her fleecy veil had broken through;
But ruddier indeed this new light grew
Than were the moon's grey beams, and, therewithal
[Pg 289]Soft far-off music on his ears did fall;
Yet moved he not, but murmured, "This is death.
An easy thing like this to yield my breath,
Awake, yet dreaming, with no sounds of fear,
No dreadful sights to tell me it is near;
Yea, God, I thank Thee!" but with that last word
It seemed to him that he his own name heard
Whispered, as though the wind had borne it past;
With that he gat unto his feet at last,
But still awhile he stood, with sunken head,
And in a low and trembling voice he said,
"Lord, I am ready, whither shall I go?
I pray Thee unto me some token show."
And, as he said this, round about he turned,
And in the east beheld a light that burned
As bright as day; then, though his flesh might fear
The coming change that he believed so near,
Yet did his soul rejoice, for now he thought
Unto the very heaven to be brought:
And though he felt alive, deemed it might be
That he in sleep had died full easily.
Then toward that light did he begin to go,
And still those strains he heard, far off and low,
That grew no louder; still that bright light streamed
Over the rocks, yet nothing brighter seemed,
But like the light of some unseen bright flame
Shone round about, until at last he came
Unto the dreary islet's other shore,
And then the minstrelsy he heard no more,
[Pg 290]And softer seemed the strange light unto him,
But yet or ever it had grown quite dim,
Beneath its waning light could he behold
A mighty palace set about with gold,
Above green meads and groves of summer trees
Far-off across the welter of the seas;
But, as he gazed, it faded from his sight,
And the grey hidden moon's diffused soft light,
Which soothly was but darkness to him now,
His sea-girt island prison did but show.
But o'er the sea he still gazed wistfully,
And said, "Alas! and when will this go by
And leave my soul in peace? must I still dream
Of life that once so dear a thing did seem,
That, when I wake, death may the bitterer be?
Here will I sit until he come to me,
And hide mine eyes and think upon my sin,
That so a little calm I yet may win
Before I stand within the awful place."
Then down he sat and covered up his face.
Yet therewithal his trouble could not hide,
Nor waiting thus for death could he abide,
For, though he knew it not, the yearning pain
Of hope of life had touched his soul again—
If he could live awhile, if he could live!
The mighty being, who once was wont to give
The gift of life to many a trembling man;
Who did his own will since his life began;
Who feared not aught, but strong and great and free
[Pg 291]Still cast aside the thought of what might be;
Must all this then be lost, and with no will,
Powerless and blind, must he some fate fulfil,
Nor know what he is doing any more?

Soon he arose and paced along the shore,
And gazed out seaward for the blessed light;
But nought he saw except the old sad sight,
The ceaseless tumbling of the billows grey,
The white upspringing of the spurts of spray
Amidst that mass of timbers, the rent bones
Of the sea-houses of the hapless ones
Once cast like him upon this deadly isle.
He stopped his pacing in a little while,
And clenched his mighty hands, and set his teeth,
And gazing at the ruin underneath,
He swung from off the bare cliff's jagged brow,
And on some slippery ledge he wavered now,
Without a hand-hold, and now stoutly clung
With hands alone, and o'er the welter hung,
Not caring aught if thus his life should end;
But safely amidst all this did he descend
The dreadful cliff, and since no beach was there,
But from the depths the rock rose stark and bare,
Nor crumbled aught beneath the hammering sea,
Upon the wrecks he stood unsteadily.

But now, amid the clamour of the waves,
And washing to-and-fro of beams and staves,
[Pg 292]Dizzy with hunger, dreamy with distress,
And all those days of fear and loneliness,
The ocean's tumult seemed the battle's roar,
His heart grew hot, as when in days of yore
He heard the cymbals clash amid the crowd
Of dusky faces; now he shouted loud,
And from crushed beam to beam began to leap,
And yet his footing somehow did he keep
Amidst their tossing, and indeed the sea
Was somewhat sunk upon the island's lee.
So quickly on from wreck to wreck he passed,
And reached the outer line of wrecks at last,
And there a moment stood unsteadily,
Amid the drift of spray that hurried by,
And drew Courtain his sword from out its sheath,
And poised himself to meet the coming death,
Still looking out to sea; but as he gazed,
And once or twice his doubtful feet he raised
To take the final plunge, that heavenly strain
Over the washing waves he heard again,
And from the dimness something bright he saw
Across the waste of waters towards him draw;
And hidden now, now raised aloft, at last
Unto his very feet a boat was cast,
Gilded inside and out, and well arrayed
With cushions soft; far fitter to have weighed
From some sweet garden on the shallow Seine,
Or in a reach of green Thames to have lain,
Than struggle with that huge confuséd sea;
[Pg 293]But Ogier gazed upon it doubtfully
One moment, and then, sheathing Courtain, said,
"What tales are these about the newly dead
The heathen told? what matter, let all pass;
This moment as one dead indeed I was,
And this must be what I have got to do,
I yet perchance may light on something new
Before I die; though yet perchance this keel
Unto the wondrous mass of charméd steel
Is drawn as others." With that word he leapt
Into the boat, and o'er the cushions crept
From stem to stern, but found no rudder there,
Nor any oars, nor were the cushions fair
Made wet by any dashing of the sea.
Now while he pondered how these things could be,
The boat began to move therefrom at last,
But over him a drowsiness was cast,
And as o'er tumbling hills the skiff did pass,
He clean forgot his death and where he was.

At last he woke up to a sunny day,
And, looking round, saw that his shallop lay
Moored at the edge of some fair tideless sea
Unto an overhanging thick-leaved tree,
Where in the green waves did the low bank dip
Its fresh and green grass-covered daisied lip;
But Ogier looking thence no more could see
That sad abode of death and misery,
Nor aught but wide and empty ocean, grey
[Pg 294]With gathering haze, for now it neared midday;
Then from the golden cushions did he rise,
And wondering still if this were Paradise
He stepped ashore, but drew Courtain his sword
And muttered therewithal a holy word.
Fair was the place, as though amidst of May,
Nor did the brown birds fear the sunny day,
For with their quivering song the air was sweet;
Thick grew the field-flowers underneath his feet,
And on his head the blossoms down did rain,
Yet mid these fair things slowly and with pain
He 'gan to go, yea, even when his foot
First touched the flowery sod, to his heart's root
A coldness seemed to strike, and now each limb
Was growing stiff, his eyes waxed bleared and dim,
And all his stored-up memory 'gan to fail,
Nor yet would his once mighty heart avail
For lamentations o'er his changéd lot;
Yet urged by some desire, he knew not what,
Along a little path 'twixt hedges sweet,
Drawn sword in hand, he dragged his faltering feet,
For what then seemed to him a weary way,
Whereon his steps he needs must often stay
And lean upon the mighty well-worn sword
That in those hands, grown old, for king or lord
Had small respect in glorious days long past.

But still he crept along, and at the last
Came to a gilded wicket, and through this
[Pg 295]Entered a garden fit for utmost bliss,
If that might last which needs must soon go by:
There 'gainst a tree he leaned, and with a sigh
He said, "O God, a sinner I have been,
And good it is that I these things have seen
Before I meet what Thou hast set apart
To cleanse the earthly folly from my heart;
But who within this garden now can dwell
Wherein guilt first upon the world befell?"
A little further yet he staggered on,
Till to a fountain-side at last he won,
O'er which two white-thorns their sweet blossoms shed.
There he sank down, and laid his weary head
Beside the mossy roots, and in a while
He slept, and dreamed himself within the isle;
That splashing fount the weary sea did seem,
And in his dream the fair place but a dream;
But when again to feebleness he woke
Upon his ears that heavenly music broke,
Not faint or far as in the isle it was,
But e'en as though the minstrels now did pass
Anigh his resting-place; then fallen in doubt,
E'en as he might, he rose and gazed about,
Leaning against the hawthorn stem with pain;
And yet his straining gaze was but in vain,
Death stole so fast upon him, and no more
Could he behold the blossoms as before,
No more the trees seemed rooted to the ground,
A heavy mist seemed gathering all around,
[Pg 296]And in its heart some bright thing seemed to be,
And round his head there breathed deliciously
Sweet odours, and that music never ceased.
But as the weight of Death's strong hand increased
Again he sank adown, and Courtain's noise
Within the scabbard seemed a farewell voice
Sent from the world he loved so well of old,
And all his life was as a story told,
And as he thought thereof he 'gan to smile
E'en as a child asleep, but in a while
It was as though he slept, and sleeping dreamed,
For in his half-closed eyes a glory gleamed,
As though from some sweet face and golden hair,
And on his breast were laid soft hands and fair,
And a sweet voice was ringing in his ears,
Broken as if with flow of joyous tears;
"Ogier, sweet friend, hast thou not tarried long?
Alas! thine hundred years of strife and wrong!"
Then he found voice to say, "Alas! dear Lord,
Too long, too long; and yet one little word
Right many a year agone had brought me here."
Then to his face that face was drawn anear,
He felt his head raised up and gently laid
On some kind knee, again the sweet voice said,
"Nay, Ogier, nay, not yet, not yet, dear friend!
Who knoweth when our linkéd life shall end,
Since thou art come unto mine arms at last,
And all the turmoil of the world is past?
Why do I linger ere I see thy face
[Pg 297]As I desired it in that mourning place
So many years ago—so many years,
Thou knewest not thy love and all her fears?"
"Alas!" he said, "what mockery then is this
That thou wilt speak to me of earthly bliss?
No longer can I think upon the earth,
Have I not done with all its grief and mirth?
Yes, I was Ogier once, but if my love
Should come once more my dying heart to move,
Then must she come from 'neath the milk-white walls
Whereon to-day the hawthorn blossom falls
Outside St. Omer's—art thou she? her name
Which I remembered once mid death and fame
Is clean forgotten now; but yesterday,
Meseems, our son, upon her bosom lay:
Baldwin the fair—what hast thou done with him
Since Charlot slew him? All, mine eyes wax dim;
Woman, forbear! wilt thou not let me die?
Did I forget thee in the days gone by?
Then let me die, that we may meet again!"

He tried to move from her, but all in vain,
For life had well-nigh left him, but withal
He felt a kiss upon his forehead fall,
And could not speak; he felt slim fingers fair
Move to his mighty sword-worn hand, and there
Set on some ring, and still he could not speak,
And once more sleep weighed down his eyelids weak.

Bright the moon had gotten bigger as he finished speaking,
And there was no memory of the sun
In the west, and he felt drowsy now.
His wrinkled brow smoothed slightly
As thoughts faded away beneath the hand of sleep,
And forgetfulness crept over his soul,
Hiding the image of swift-coming death;
Until he breathed as peacefully as he had
On that day, gone a hundred years,
When, amidst the nurse's quickly-falling tears,
He drifted off to his first lullaby.
The night transformed as he slept, with white clouds above.
Began to close around the lonely moon;
And from the dark west, a new wind arose,
Bringing the sound of heavy-falling waves
[Pg 288]Mixing its pipe around the loadstone caves;
But when the twinkling stars were hidden away,
And a faint, broad light, like dawn of day,
The moon shed light upon that dreary land,
Ogier woke, lifted his head
And smiling, murmured, "Not again;
Rather, some new pleasure, some different pain,
Some unthought form of struggle;"
For he had awakened from dreams of his old life,
And had seemed to pass through St. Omer's archer-guarded gate,
And saw once more the condition
Of that triumphant king; and still, though everything
Seemed changed, and people called others by different names,
He recognized faces he knew from before, yet still felt
He was the same, and, amidst that mightiness,
Felt his own power, and grew more eager
For coming glory, just like when
He first stood before Charlemagne's face,
A helpless hostage with everything to gain.
But now, awake, his weary face dropped
Between his hands, and without murmuring, he drank
The cup of death that must quench that thirst.

But as he sat and waited for the day
A sudden light streamed across the bare rock,
Which at first he didn't notice, thinking
The moon had broken through her fluffy veil;
But indeed, this new light grew
Reddish, far brighter than the moon's grey beams,
[Pg 289]Soft distant music fell on his ears;
Yet he didn't move, but murmured, "This is death.
An easy thing to yield my breath,
Awake, yet dreaming, with no sounds of fear,
No dreadful sights to tell me it's near;
Yes, God, I thank You!" But with that last word,
It seemed to him he heard his own name whispered,
As if the wind had carried it past him;
With that he finally got to his feet,
But stood a moment, with his head hung low,
And in a quiet, trembling voice he said,
"Lord, I am ready, where shall I go?
I pray You show me some sign."
And as he said this, he turned around,
And in the east saw a light burning
As bright as day; then, though his body might fear
The coming change he believed was very near,
His soul rejoiced, for now he thought
He would be brought to heaven:
And though he felt alive, he thought it might be
That he had easily died in sleep.
Then he started to walk toward that light,
And still he heard the soft strains, distant and low,
That did not grow louder; still that bright light streamed
Over the rocks, yet nothing seemed to shine brighter,
But like the light of some unseen bright fire
Shone all around, until at last he came
To the other shore of the dreary islet,
And then the music he heard no more,
[Pg 290]And the strange light seemed softer to him,
But just before it had grown quite dim,
Under its fading light, he could see
A mighty palace set in gold,
Above green meadows and groves of summer trees
Far across the restless seas;
But as he gazed, it faded from his sight,
And the grey hidden moon's soft diffused light,
Which truly was nothing but darkness to him now,
Only revealed his sea-girt island prison.
But he still looked longingly across the sea,
And said, "Alas! when will this go by
And leave my soul in peace? Must I still dream
Of a life that once seemed so dear,
That, when I wake, death may be even harsher?
Here will I sit until he comes to me,
And hide my eyes and think upon my sins,
So that I may yet win a little calm
Before I stand within the dreadful place."
Then he sat down and hid his face.
Yet despite this, he couldn't hide his trouble,
Nor could he await death in this way,
For, though he didn't realize it, the yearning pain
Of hope for life had touched his soul again—
If only he could live a little longer, if he could live!
The mighty being, who once gave
The gift of life to many trembling men;
Who did his own will since life began;
Who feared nothing, but strong and great and free
[Pg 291]Still cast aside any thought of what might come;
Must all this then be lost, and without will,
Powerless and blind, must he fulfill some fate,
Without knowing what he is doing anymore?

Soon, he got up and walked along the shore,
And gazed seaward for the blessed light;
But he saw nothing but the old sad sight,
The endless tumbling of grey waves,
The white spouts of spray
Amongst that mass of timbers, the shattered bones
Of the sea-houses of the unfortunate,
Once cast like him upon this deadly isle.
He stopped walking after a short while,
And clenched his strong hands, gritting his teeth,
And gazed at the wreckage beneath,
He swung from the jagged brow of the bare cliff,
And on some slippery ledge he wavered now,
Without a hand-hold, and now sturdily clung
With just his hands and hung over the turmoil,
Not caring whether this was how his life would end;
But safely amidst all this he descended
The dreadful cliff, and since there was no beach,
But from the depths, the rock rose stark and bare,
Nor crumbled at all beneath the crashing sea,
Upon the wrecks he stood unsteadily.

But now, in the midst of the sounds of the waves,
And the washing to and fro of beams and staves,
[Pg 292]Dizzy with hunger, dreamy with distress,
And all those days of fear and loneliness,
The ocean's tumult sounded like the battle's roar,
His heart grew hot, as when in days of old
He heard the cymbals clash amidst the crowd
Of dusky faces; now he shouted loudly,
And began to leap from crushed beam to beam,
And yet somehow he kept his footing
Amidst their tossing, for indeed the sea
Was somewhat calm on the island's leeward side.
So quickly he passed from wreck to wreck,
And finally reached the outer line of wrecks,
And there he stood for a moment unsteadily,
Amidst the spray being hurried by,
And drew Courtain his sword from its sheath,
And poised himself to meet the coming death,
Still looking out to sea; but as he gazed,
And once or twice raised his doubtful feet
To take the final plunge, that heavenly strain
Over the washing waves he heard again,
And from the dimness saw something bright
Drawing across the vast waters toward him;
And hidden now, now raised high, at last
A boat was cast right at his feet,
Gilded inside and out, and well decorated
With soft cushions; far more fit to have floated
From some sweet garden on the shallow Seine,
Or in a stretch of green Thames, than to struggle
With that huge confused sea;
[Pg 293]But Ogier gazed upon it doubtfully
For a moment, and then, sheathing Courtain, said,
"What tales are these the newly dead
The heathens told? What does it matter, let it all pass;
This moment I indeed was dead,
And this must be what I have to do,
I may perhaps stumble upon something new
Before I die; though perhaps this keel
Is drawn to the wondrous mass of charmed steel
Like others." With that, he leaped
Into the boat and crawled over the cushions
From stem to stern, but found no rudder there,
Nor any oars, nor were the cushions fair
Wet from any splashes of the sea.
As he thought about how these things could be,
The boat began to move away at last,
But a drowsiness was cast over him,
And as it passed over tumbling hills,
He completely forgot his death and where he was.

Finally, he woke up to a bright sunny day,
And looking around, saw that his boat lay
Moored at the edge of some fair tideless sea
By an overhanging thick-leaved tree,
Where in the green waves the low bank dipped
Its fresh, green, grass-covered daisies;
But Ogier looking from there could no longer see
That sad place of death and misery,
Nor anything but a wide and empty ocean, grey
[Pg 294]With gathering haze, for it was nearing midday;
Then from the golden cushions, he rose,
And still wondering if this were Paradise,
He stepped ashore but drew Courtain his sword
And muttered in addition a holy word.
The place was beautiful, like it was the middle of May,
Nor did the brown birds fear the sunny day,
For their quivering song sweetened the air;
Thick grew the field flowers beneath his feet,
And blossoms rained down on his head,
Yet amidst these lovely things, slowly and with pain
He began to go, even as his foot
First touched the flowery ground, to his heart's core
A coldness seemed to strike, and now each limb
Was growing stiff, his eyes grew bleary and dim,
And all his stored-up memories began to fade,
Nor would his once mighty heart grieve
For the changes in his lot;
Yet driven by some desire, he didn't know what,
Along a little path between sweet hedges,
With his sword drawn, he dragged his faltering feet,
For what seemed to him a weary way,
Where he needed often to stop
And lean upon the mighty well-worn sword
That in those aged hands, for king or lord
Had small respect in glorious days long past.

But he kept moving forward, and finally
Came to a gilded gate, and through this
[Pg 295]Entered a garden fit for utmost bliss,
If such might last which needed must soon go by:
There against a tree, he leaned, and with a sigh
He said, "O God, a sinner I have been,
And it's good I have seen these things
Before I meet what You have set aside
To cleanse earthly folly from my heart;
But who within this garden can dwell
Where guilt first fell upon the world?"
He stumbled a bit further,
Until he finally reached a fountain,
O'er which two white-thorn trees shed their sweet blossoms.
There he sank down, and laid his weary head
Beside the mossy roots, and soon
He slept and dreamed he was within the isle;
That splashing fountain seemed the weary sea,
And in his dreams the fair place was just a dream;
But when again he woke to weakness
Upon his ears broke that heavenly music,
Not faint or far as it was in the isle,
But as if the minstrels now passed
Close to his resting place; then caught in doubt,
As best he could, he rose and looked around,
Leaning against the hawthorn stem in pain;
And yet his straining gaze was in vain,
Death crept so fast upon him, and no longer
Could he see the blossoms as before,
No more did the trees seem rooted to the ground,
A heavy mist seemed to gather all around,
[Pg 296]And in its heart, something bright seemed to be,
And around his head there breathed deliciously
Sweet odors, and that music never ceased.
But as the weight of Death's strong hand increased
He sank down again, and Courtain's noise
In the scabbard sounded like a farewell voice
From the world he loved so well of old,
And all his life felt like a story told,
And as he thought of it, he began to smile
Like a child asleep, but soon
It was as if he slept, and while sleeping dreamed,
For in his half-closed eyes, a glory gleamed,
As if from some sweet face and golden hair,
And on his chest were laid soft hands and fair,
And a sweet voice rang in his ears,
Broken as if with flow of joyous tears;
"Ogier, dear friend, have you not stayed too long?"
Alas! your hundred years of strife and wrong!"
Then he found the voice to say, "Alas! dear Lord,
Too long, too long; yet one little word
Many years ago could have brought me here."
Then to his face that face was drawn near,
He felt his head lifted and gently placed
On some kind knee, and again the sweet voice said,
"Nay, Ogier, nay, not yet, not yet, dear friend!
Who knows when our linked life shall end,
Since you have come unto my arms at last,
And all the turmoil of the world is past?
Why do I linger before I see your face
[Pg 297]As I longed for it in that mourning place
So many years ago—so many years,
You did not know your love and all her fears?"
"Wow!" he said, "what a joke is this?
That you will speak to me of earthly bliss?
No longer can I think of the earth,
Have I not finished all its grief and joy?
Yes, I was Ogier once, but if my love
Should come once more to ease my dying heart,
Then she must come from 'neath the milk-white walls
Where today the hawthorn blossoms fall
Outside St. Omer's—are you she? Her name
Which I remembered once amidst death and fame
Is completely forgotten now; but yesterday,
It seems, our son lay upon her bosom:
Baldwin the fair—what have you done with him
Since Charlot killed him? All, my eyes grow dim;
Woman, spare me! Will you not let me die?
Did I forget you in the days gone by?
Then let me die, so we may meet again!"

He tried to distance himself from her, but it was all in vain,
For life had nearly left him, but he felt
A kiss upon his forehead fall,
And could not speak; he felt slim fingers fair
Move to his mighty sword-worn hand, and there
Set on some ring, and still he could not speak,
And once more sleep weighed down his weak eyelids.

 

 

But, ah! what land was this he woke unto?
What joy was this that filled his heart anew?
Had he then gained the very Paradise?
Trembling, he durst not at the first arise,
Although no more he felt the pain of eld,
Nor durst he raise his eyes that now beheld
Beside him the white flowers and blades of grass;
He durst not speak, lest he some monster was.
But while he lay and hoped, that gentle voice
Once more he heard; "Yea, thou mayst well rejoice
Thou livest still, my sweet, thou livest still,
Apart from every earthly fear and ill;
Wilt thou not love me, who have wrought thee this,
That I like thee may live in double bliss?"
Then Ogier rose up, nowise like to one
Whose span of earthly life is nigh outrun,
But as he might have risen in old days
To see the spears cleave the fresh morning haze;
But, looking round, he saw no change there was
In the fair place wherethrough he first did pass,
Though all, grown clear and joyous to his eyes,
Now looked no worse than very Paradise;
Behind him were the thorns, the fountain fair
Still sent its glittering stream forth into air,
And by its basin a fair woman stood,
And as their eyes met his new-healéd blood
[Pg 299]Rushed to his face; with unused thoughts and sweet
And hurrying hopes, his heart began to beat.
The fairest of all creatures did she seem;
So fresh and delicate you well might deem
That scarce for eighteen summers had she blessed
The happy, longing world; yet, for the rest,
Within her glorious eyes such wisdom dwelt
A child before her had the wise man felt,
And with the pleasure of a thousand years
Her lips were fashioned to move joy or tears
Among the longing folk where she might dwell,
To give at last the kiss unspeakable.
In such wise was she clad as folk may be,
Who, for no shame of their humanity,
For no sad changes of the imperfect year,
Rather for added beauty, raiment wear;
For, as the heat-foretelling grey-blue haze
Veils the green flowery morn of late May-days,
Her raiment veiled her; where the bands did meet
That bound the sandals to her dainty feet,
Gems gleamed; a fresh rose-wreath embraced her head,
And on her breast there lay a ruby red.
So with a supplicating look she turned
To meet the flame that in his own eyes burned,
And held out both her white arms lovingly,
As though to greet him as he drew anigh.
Stammering he said, "Who art thou? how am I
So cured of all my evils suddenly,
That certainly I felt no mightier, when,
[Pg 300]Amid the backward rush of beaten men,
About me drooped the axe-torn Oriflamme?
Alas! I fear that in some dream I am."
"Ogier," she said, "draw near, perchance it is
That such a name God gives unto our bliss;
I know not, but if thou art such an one
As I must deem, all days beneath the sun
That thou hadst had, shall be but dreams indeed
To those that I have given thee at thy need.
For many years ago beside the sea
When thou wert born, I plighted troth with thee:
Come near then, and make mirrors of mine eyes,
That thou mayst see what these my mysteries
Have wrought in thee; surely but thirty years,
Passed amidst joy, thy new born body bears,
Nor while thou art with me, and on this shore
Art still full-fed of love, shalt thou seem more.
Nay, love, come nigher, and let me take thine hand,
The hope and fear of many a warring land,
And I will show thee wherein lies the spell,
Whereby this happy change upon thee fell."

Like a shy youth before some royal love,
Close up to that fair woman did he move,
And their hands met; yet to his changéd voice
He dared not trust; nay, scarcely could rejoice
E'en when her balmy breath he 'gan to feel,
And felt strange sweetness o'er his spirit steal
As her light raiment, driven by the wind,
[Pg 301]Swept round him, and, bewildered and half-blind
His lips the treasure of her lips did press,
And round him clung her perfect loveliness.
For one sweet moment thus they stood, and then
She drew herself from out his arms again,
And panting, lovelier for her love, did stand
Apart awhile, then took her lover's hand,
And, in a trembling voice, made haste to say,—
"O Ogier, when thou camest here to-day,
I feared indeed, that in my play with fate,
I might have seen thee e'en one day too late,
Before this ring thy finger should embrace;
Behold it, love, and thy keen eyes may trace
Faint figures wrought upon the ruddy gold;
My father dying gave it me, nor told
The manner of its making, but I know
That it can make thee e'en as thou art now
Despite the laws of God—shrink not from me
Because I give an impious gift to thee—
Has not God made me also, who do this?
But I, who longed to share with thee my bliss,
Am of the fays, and live their changeless life,
And, like the gods of old, I see the strife
That moves the world, unmoved if so I will;
For we the fruit, that teaches good and ill,
Have never touched like you of Adam's race;
And while thou dwellest with me in this place
Thus shalt thou be—ah, and thou deem'st, indeed,
That thou shalt gain thereby no happy meed
[Pg 302]Reft of the world's joys? nor canst understand
How thou art come into a happy land?—
Love, in thy world the priests of heaven still sing,
And tell thee of it many a joyous thing;
But think'st thou, bearing the world's joy and pain,
Thou couldst live there? nay, nay, but born again
Thou wouldst be happy with the angels' bliss;
And so with us no otherwise it is,
Nor hast thou cast thine old life quite away
Even as yet, though that shall be to-day.
"But for the love and country thou hast won,
Know thou, that thou art come to Avallon,
That is both thine and mine; and as for me,
Morgan le Fay men call me commonly
Within the world, but fairer names than this
I have for thee and me, 'twixt kiss and kiss."

Ah, what was this? and was it all in vain,
That she had brought him here this life to gain?
For, ere her speech was done, like one turned blind
He watched the kisses of the wandering wind
Within her raiment, or as some one sees
The very best of well-wrought images
When he is blind with grief, did he behold
The wandering tresses of her locks of gold
Upon her shoulders; and no more he pressed
The hand that in his own hand lay at rest:
His eyes, grown dull with changing memories,
Could make no answer to her glorious eyes:
[Pg 303]Cold waxed his heart, and weary and distraught,
With many a cast-by, hateful, dreary thought,
Unfinished in the old days; and withal
He needs must think of what might chance to fall
In this life new-begun; and good and bad
Tormented him, because as yet he had
A worldly heart within his frame made new,
And to the deeds that he was wont to do
Did his desires still turn. But she a while
Stood gazing at him with a doubtful smile,
And let his hand fall down; and suddenly
Sounded sweet music from some close nearby,
And then she spoke again: "Come, love, with me,
That thou thy new life and delights mayst see."
And gently with that word she led him thence,
And though upon him now there fell a sense
Of dreamy and unreal bewilderment,
As hand in hand through that green place they went,
Yet therewithal a strain of tender love
A little yet his restless heart did move.

So through the whispering trees they came at last
To where a wondrous house a shadow cast
Across the flowers, and o'er the daisied grass
Before it, crowds of lovely folk did pass,
Playing about in carelessness and mirth,
Unshadowed by the doubtful deeds of earth;
And from the midst a band of fair girls came,
With flowers and music, greeting him by name,
[Pg 304]And praising him; but ever like a dream
He could not break, did all to Ogier seem.
And he his old world did the more desire,
For in his heart still burned unquenched the fire,
That through the world of old so bright did burn:
Yet was he fain that kindness to return,
And from the depth of his full heart he sighed.
Then toward the house the lovely Queen did guide
His listless steps, and seemed to take no thought
Of knitted brow or wandering eyes distraught,
But still with kind love lighting up her face
She led him through the door of that fair place,
While round about them did the damsels press;
And he was moved by all that loveliness
As one might be, who, lying half asleep
In the May morning, notes the light wind sweep
Over the tulip-beds: no more to him
Were gleaming eyes, red lips, and bodies slim,
Amidst that dream, although the first surprise
Of hurried love wherewith the Queen's sweet eyes
Had smitten him, still in his heart did stir.

And so at last he came, led on by her
Into a hall wherein a fair throne was,
And hand in hand thereto the twain did pass;
And there she bade him sit, and when alone
He took his place upon the double throne,
She cast herself before him on her knees,
Embracing his, and greatly did increase
[Pg 305]The shame and love that vexed his troubled heart:
But now a line of girls the crowd did part,
Lovelier than all, and Ogier could behold
One in their midst who bore a crown of gold
Within her slender hands and delicate;
She, drawing nigh, beside the throne did wait
Until the Queen arose and took the crown,
Who then to Ogier's lips did stoop adown
And kissed him, and said, "Ogier, what were worth
Thy miserable days of strife on earth,
That on their ashes still thine eyes are turned?"
Then, as she spoke these words, his changed heart burned
With sudden memories, and thereto had he
Made answer, but she raised up suddenly
The crown she held and set it on his head,
"Ogier," she cried, "those troublous days are dead;
Thou wert dead with them also, but for me;
Turn unto her who wrought these things for thee!"
Then, as he felt her touch, a mighty wave
Of love swept o'er his soul, as though the grave
Did really hold his body; from his seat
He rose to cast himself before her feet;
But she clung round him, and in close embrace
The twain were locked amidst that thronging place.

Thenceforth new life indeed has Ogier won,
And in the happy land of Avallon
Quick glide the years o'er his unchanging head;
[Pg 306]There saw he many men the world thought dead,
Living like him in sweet forgetfulness
Of all the troubles that did once oppress
Their vainly-struggling lives—ah, how can I
Tell of their joy as though I had been nigh?
Suffice it that no fear of death they knew,
That there no talk there was of false or true,
Of right or wrong, for traitors came not there;
That everything was bright and soft and fair,
And yet they wearied not for any change,
Nor unto them did constancy seem strange.
Love knew they, but its pain they never had,
But with each other's joy were they made glad;
Nor were their lives wasted by hidden fire,
Nor knew they of the unfulfilled desire
That turns to ashes all the joys of earth,
Nor knew they yearning love amidst the dearth
Of kind and loving hearts to spend it on,
Nor dreamed of discontent when all was won;
Nor need they struggle after wealth and fame;
Still was the calm flow of their lives the same,
And yet, I say, they wearied not of it—
So did the promised days by Ogier flit.

But, wow! Where was this that he woke up to?
What joy was this that filled his heart once more?
Had he truly found Paradise?
Trembling, he dared not get up right away,
Though he no longer felt the pain of age,
Nor could he lift his eyes to take in
The white flowers and blades of grass nearby;
He dared not speak, fearing he might be dreaming.
But as he lay there hoping, he heard that soft voice
Once more say; "Yes, you can rejoice
That you still live, my dear, you still live,
Free from all earthly worries and troubles;
Will you not love me, who has brought you this,
So that I, like you, may live in double bliss?"
Then Ogier stood up, not feeling like one at all.
Whose earthly life was nearly over,
But as he might have risen in olden times
To see the spears cut through the fresh morning mist;
Yet, looking around, he noticed no change
In the beautiful place he had first passed through,
Though everything, now clear and joy-filled to his eyes,
Looked no less than true Paradise;
Behind him were the thorns, the fair fountain
Still sent its sparkling stream into the air,
And by its basin stood a beautiful woman,
And as their eyes met, his newly healed blood
[Pg 299]Rushed to his face; with unfamiliar thoughts and sweet
And hurrying hopes, his heart started to race.
She appeared to be the most beautiful of all beings;
So fresh and delicate, you’d think
She had blessed the happy world for hardly eighteen summers;
Yet, in her glorious eyes such wisdom resided
That a wise man would have felt like a child beside her,
And with the joy of a thousand years
Her lips were formed to bring either joy or tears
To the longing souls where she might dwell,
To finally give the kiss unspeakable.
She was dressed like anyone else could be,
Who, without shame of their humanity,
For no sad changes of the imperfect year,
Wear clothing for added beauty;
For, as the heat-predicting blue-grey haze
Veils the green, flowery mornings of late May,
Her clothing covered her; where the straps met
That held her delicate sandals to her feet,
Gems shone; a fresh rose wreath crowned her head,
And on her breast lay a ruby red.
With a hopeful expression, she turned
To meet the flame that burned in his own eyes,
And extended both of her white arms lovingly,
As if to greet him as he came closer.
Stammering, he said, "Who are you? How am I
Suddenly cured of all my troubles,
When I certainly felt no stronger when,
[Pg 300]Amidst the retreat of defeated men,
The axe-torn Oriflamme drooped around me?
Alas! I fear I must be dreaming."
"Ogier," she said, "come closer, maybe this is
A name God gives to our happiness;
I don’t know why, but if you are who I think you are,
All the days you’ve had beneath the sun
Shall be only dreams compared to those I have given you when you needed them.
For many years ago, by the sea
When you were born, I promised my love to you:
Come near then, and let my eyes show you,
So you may see what these mysteries of mine
Have created in you; surely only thirty years,
Filled with joy, your newborn body carries,
And while you are with me and on this shore
You shall still be filled with love, and that’s all you’ll need.
No, love, come closer, and let me take your hand,
The hope and fear of many a warring land,
And I will show you where the magic lies,
That brought this wonderful change upon you."

Like a shy young person in front of some royal romance,
He moved closer to that beautiful woman,
And their hands met; yet he couldn’t trust his changed voice;
He hardly dared to rejoice
Even when he began to feel her soft breath,
And felt a strange sweetness wash over his spirit
As her light clothing, driven by the wind,
[Pg 301]Wrapped around him, and, bewildered and half-blind,
His lips pressed against the treasure of her lips,
And around him was her perfect beauty.
For one sweet moment, they stood like that, and then
She withdrew from his arms again,
And panting, lovelier for her love, she stood
Apart for a while, then took her lover's hand,
And, in a trembling voice, hurried to say,—
"O Ogier, when you arrived here today,
I truly feared that in my game with fate,
I might have seen you even one day too late,
Before this ring should embrace your finger;
Look at it, love, and your keen eyes may trace
Faint figures etched upon the reddish gold;
My father, before he died, gave it to me, nor told
The story of its making, but I know
That it can make you as you are now
Despite the laws of God—don’t shrink from me
Because I give you this forbidden gift—
Has not God made me too, who can do this?
But I, wishing to share my happiness with you,
Am one of the fays, living their unchanging life,
And like the ancient gods, I see the conflicts
That move the world, moving unmoved if I choose;
For we, the fruit that teaches good and bad,
Have never touched like you of Adam’s race;
And while you dwell with me in this place
Thus you shall be—ah, and you really think,
That you shall gain no happy reward
[Pg 302]Deprived of the joys of the world? nor can you realize
How you have entered a happy land?—
Love, in your world the priests of heaven still sing,
And tell you many joyous things about it;
But do you think, bearing the world’s joys and pains,
You could live there? No, no, but born again
You would be happy with the angels’ bliss;
And so it is with us, no other way,
Nor have you fully cast your old life away
Even yet, though that shall happen today.
"But for the love and the country you've earned,
Know that you have come to Avallon,
That is both yours and mine; and as for me,
Morgan le Fay is what they commonly call me
In the world, but I have fairer names than this
For you and me, between each kiss."

Ah, what was this? And was it all for nothing?
That she had brought him here to gain this life?
For, before she finished speaking, like one going blind
He watched the kisses of the wandering wind
Within her clothing, or as someone sees
The finest crafted images
When he is blind with grief, he beheld
The wandering locks of her golden hair
Upon her shoulders; and no longer did he hold
The hand that lay at rest in his own:
His eyes, now dull with changing memories,
Could find no answer to her glorious gaze:
[Pg 303]Cold grew his heart, weary and distressed,
With many cast-off, hateful, dreary thoughts,
Unfinished from the old days; and he
Could not help but think of what might come
In this new life begun; and good and bad
Tormented him, because as yet he still had
A worldly heart within his renewed form,
And to the actions that he was used to do
His desires still turned. But she stood
Gazing at him with a doubtful smile,
And let his hand drop; and suddenly
Sweet music sounded from somewhere nearby,
And then she spoke again: "Come, love, with me,
So you may see your new life and delights."
And gently with that word, she led him away,
And though now he felt a sense
Of dreamy and unreal confusion,
As hand in hand through that green place they went,
Yet at the same time, a thread of tender love
Still stirred his restless heart.

After moving through the rustling trees, they finally arrived.
At a wondrous house casting a shadow
Across the flowers and over the daisy-covered grass
Before it, crowds of lovely people passed,
Playing carelessly and joyfully,
Unburdened by the uncertain deeds of the earth;
And in the midst appeared a group of beautiful girls,
With flowers and music, greeting him by name,
[Pg 304]And praising him; but everything felt like a dream
That he couldn’t break, all seemed to Ogier.
And he desired his old world even more,
For in his heart still burned an unquenched fire,
That had once burned so brightly in the world:
Yet he longed to return that kindness,
And from the depth of his heart he sighed.
Then the beautiful Queen led the way to the house.
His aimless steps, seeming to take no thought
Of his furrowed brow or wandering, confused eyes,
But still with kind love lighting up her face
She led him through the door of that beautiful place,
While about them the maidens crowded;
And he was moved by all that beauty
As one might be, who, lying half asleep
In the May morning, notices the light wind swirl
Over the tulip beds: no longer did it matter
To him, gleaming eyes, red lips, and slim bodies,
In that dream, although the first surprise
Of hasty love with which the Queen's sweet eyes
Had struck him still stirred in his heart.

And so he finally arrived, guided by her.
Into a hall with a beautiful throne,
And hand in hand to the throne they passed;
And there she asked him to sit, and when alone
He took his place upon the double throne,
She knelt down before him,
Embracing his feet, and greatly heightened
[Pg 305]The shame and love that troubled his heart:
But then a line of girls parted the crowd,
More beautiful than all, and Ogier could see
One among them holding a crown of gold
In her slender hands, delicate;
She, drawing near, beside the throne did wait
Until the Queen arose and took the crown,
Who then bent to Ogier's lips
And kissed him, saying, "Ogier, what was worth
Your miserable days of struggle on earth,
That your eyes are still turned to their ashes?"
As she said these words, his transformed heart came alive.
With sudden memories, and he would have responded,
But she suddenly raised the crown she held and placed it on his head,
"Ogier," she cried, "those troubled days are over;
You were dead with them as well, but for me;
Turn back to her who made these things happen for you!"
Then, as he felt her touch, a powerful wave
Of love swept over his soul, as if the grave
Really held his body; from his seat
He rose to throw himself at her feet;
But she held on to him, and in close embrace
The two were locked within that thronging place.

From that point on, Ogier really gained a new life,
And in the happy land of Avallon,
The years glide quickly over his unchanging head;
[Pg 306]There he saw many men the world thought were dead,
Living like him in sweet forgetfulness
Of all the troubles that once oppressed
Their vainly struggling lives—ah, how can I
Describe their joy as if I had been near?
Suffice it to say that no fear of death they knew,
For there was no talk of false or true,
Of right or wrong, for traitors came not there;
That everything was bright and soft and fair,
And yet they were not weary of change,
Nor did consistency seem strange to them.
They knew love, but not its pain,
But with each other's joy were they made happy;
Nor were their lives marred by hidden fire,
Nor did they know the unfulfilled desire
That turns to ashes all the joys of earth,
Nor did they feel yearning love amidst the lack
Of kind and loving hearts to share it with,
Nor dreamed of discontent when all was gained;
Nor did they need to struggle for wealth and fame;
The calm flow of their lives remained the same,
And still, I say, they never grew tired of it—
So did the promised days drift by for Ogier.

 

 

Think that a hundred years have now passed by,
Since ye beheld Ogier lie down to die
Beside the fountain; think that now ye are
[Pg 307]In France, made dangerous with wasting war;
In Paris, where about each guarded gate,
Gathered in knots, the anxious people wait,
And press around each new-come man to learn
If Harfleur now the pagan wasters burn,
Or if the Rouen folk can keep their chain,
Or Pont de l'Arche unburnt still guards the Seine?
Or if 'tis true that Andelys succour wants?
That Vernon's folk are fleeing east to Mantes?
When will they come? or rather is it true
That a great band the Constable o'erthrew
Upon the marshes of the lower Seine,
And that their long-ships, turning back again,
Caught by the high-raised waters of the bore
Were driven here and there and cast ashore?
Such questions did they ask, and, as fresh men
Came hurrying in, they asked them o'er again,
And from scared folk, or fools, or ignorant,
Still got new lies, or tidings very scant.

But now amidst these men at last came one,
A little ere the setting of the sun,
With two stout men behind him, armed right well,
Who ever as they rode on, sooth to tell,
With doubtful eyes upon their master stared,
Or looked about like troubled men and scared.
And he they served was noteworthy indeed;
Of ancient fashion were his arms and weed,
Rich past the wont of men in those sad times;
[Pg 308]His face was bronzed, as though by burning climes,
But lovely as the image of a god
Carved in the days before on earth Christ trod;
But solemn were his eyes, and grey as glass,
And like to ruddy gold his fine hair was:
A mighty man he was, and taller far
Than those who on that day must bear the war
The pagans waged: he by the warders stayed
Scarce looked on them, but straight their words obeyed
And showed his pass; then, asked about his name
And from what city of the world he came,
Said, that men called him now the Ancient Knight,
That he was come midst the king's men to fight
From St. Omer's; and as he spoke, he gazed
Down on the thronging street as one amazed,
And answered no more to the questioning
Of frightened folk of this or that sad thing;
But, ere he passed on, turned about at last
And on the wondering guard a strange look cast,
And said, "St. Mary! do such men as ye
Fight with the wasters from across the sea?
Then, certes, are ye lost, however good
Your hearts may be; not such were those who stood
Beside the Hammer-bearer years agone."
So said he, and as his fair armour shone
With beauty of a time long passed away,
So with the music of another day
His deep voice thrilled the awe-struck, listening folk.

[Pg 309]Yet from the crowd a mocking voice outbroke,
That cried, "Be merry, masters, fear ye nought,
Surely good succour to our side is brought;
For here is Charlemaine come off his tomb
To save his faithful city from its doom."
"Yea," said another, "this is certain news,
Surely ye know how all the carvers use
To carve the dead man's image at the best,
That guards the place where he may lie at rest;
Wherefore this living image looks indeed,
Spite of his ancient tongue and marvellous weed,
To have but thirty summers."
At the name
Of Charlemaine, he turned to whence there came
The mocking voice, and somewhat knit his brow,
And seemed as he would speak, but scarce knew how;
So with a half-sigh soon sank back again
Into his dream, and shook his well-wrought rein,
And silently went on upon his way.

And this was Ogier: on what evil day
Has he then stumbled, that he needs must come,
Midst war and ravage, to the ancient home
Of his desires? did he grow weary then,
And wish to strive once more with foolish men
For worthless things? or is fair Avallon
Sunk in the sea, and all that glory gone?
Nay, thus it happed—One day she came to him
And said, "Ogier, thy name is waxing dim
[Pg 310]Upon the world that thou rememberest not;
The heathen men are thick on many a spot
Thine eyes have seen, and which I love therefore;
And God will give His wonted help no more.
Wilt thou, then, help? canst thou have any mind
To give thy banner once more to the wind?
Since greater glory thou shalt win for this
Than erst thou gatheredst ere thou cam'st to bliss:
For men are dwindled both in heart and frame,
Nor holds the fair land any such a name
As thine, when thou wert living midst thy peers;
The world is worser for these hundred years."
From his calm eyes there gleamed a little fire,
And in his voice was something of desire,
To see the land where he was used to be,
As now he answered: "Nay, choose thou for me,
Thou art the wisest; it is more than well
Within this peaceful place with thee to dwell:
Nor ill perchance in that old land to die,
If, dying, I keep not the memory
Of this fair life of ours." "Nay, nay," said she,
"As to thy dying, that shall never be,
Whiles that thou keep'st my ring—and now, behold,
I take from thee thy charmed crown of gold,
And thou wilt be the Ogier that thou wast
Ere on the loadstone rock thy ship was cast:
Yet thou shalt have thy youthful body still,
And I will guard thy life from every ill."

[Pg 311]So was it done, and Ogier, armed right well,
Sleeping, was borne away by some strong spell,
And set upon the Flemish coast; and thence
Turned to St. Omer's, with a doubtful sense
Of being in some wild dream, the while he knew
That great delight forgotten was his due,
That all which there might hap was of small worth.
So on he went, and sometimes unto mirth
Did his attire move the country-folk,
But oftener when strange speeches from him broke
Concerning men and things for long years dead,
He filled the listeners with great awe and dread;
For in such wild times as these people were
Are men soon moved to wonder and to fear.

Now through the streets of Paris did he ride,
And at a certain hostel did abide
Throughout that night, and ere he went next day
He saw a book that on a table lay,
And opening it 'gan read in lazy mood:
But long before it in that place he stood,
Noting nought else; for it did chronicle
The deeds of men whom once he knew right well,
When they were living in the flesh with him:
Yea, his own deeds he saw, grown strange and dim
Already, and true stories mixed with lies,
Until, with many thronging memories
Of those old days, his heart was so oppressed,
He 'gan to wish that he might lie at rest,
[Pg 312]Forgetting all things: for indeed by this
Little remembrance had he of the bliss
That wrapped his soul in peaceful Avallon.

But his changed life he needs must carry on;
For ye shall know the Queen was gathering men
To send unto the good King, who as then
In Rouen lay, beset by many a band
Of those who carried terror through the land,
And still by messengers for help he prayed:
Therefore a mighty muster was being made,
Of weak and strong, and brave and timorous,
Before the Queen anigh her royal house.
So thither on this morn did Ogier turn,
Some certain news about the war to learn;
And when he came at last into the square,
And saw the ancient palace great and fair
Rise up before him as in other days,
And in the merry morn the bright sun's rays
Glittering on gathered helms and moving spears,
He 'gan to feel as in the long-past years,
And his heart stirred within him. Now the Queen
Came from within, right royally beseen,
And took her seat beneath a canopy,
With lords and captains of the war anigh;
And as she came a mighty shout arose,
And round about began the knights to close,
Their oath of fealty to swear anew,
And learn what service they had got to do.
[Pg 313]But so it was, that some their shouts must stay
To gaze at Ogier as he took his way
Through the thronged place; and quickly too he gat
Unto the place whereas the Lady sat,
For men gave place unto him, fearing him:
For not alone was he most huge of limb,
And dangerous, but something in his face,
As his calm eyes looked o'er the crowded place,
Struck men with awe; and in the ancient days,
When men might hope alive on gods to gaze,
They would have thought, "The gods yet love our town
And from the heavens have sent a great one down."
Withal unto the throne he came so near,
That he the Queen's sweet measured voice could hear;
And swiftly now within him wrought the change
That first he felt amid those faces strange;
And his heart burned to taste the hurrying life
With such desires, such changing sweetness rife.
And yet, indeed, how should he live alone,
Who in the old past days such friends had known?
Then he began to think of Caraheu,
Of Bellicent the fair, and once more knew
The bitter pain of rent and ended love.
But while with hope and vain regret he strove,
He found none 'twixt him and the Queen's high seat,
And, stepping forth, he knelt before her feet
And took her hand to swear, as was the way
Of doing fealty in that ancient day,
And raised his eyes to hers; as fair was she
[Pg 314]As any woman of the world might be
Full-limbed and tall, dark-haired, from her deep eyes,
The snare of fools, the ruin of the wise,
Love looked unchecked; and now her dainty hand,
The well-knit holder of the golden wand,
Trembled in his, she cast her eyes adown,
And her sweet brow was knitted to a frown,
As he, the taker of such oaths of yore,
Now unto her all due obedience swore,
Yet gave himself no name; and now the Queen,
Awed by his voice as other folk had been,
Yet felt a trembling hope within her rise
Too sweet to think of, and with love's surprise
Her cheek grew pale; she said, "Thy style and name
Thou tellest not, nor what land of thy fame
Is glad; for, certes, some land must be glad,
That in its bounds her house thy mother had."
"Lady," he said, "from what far land I come
I well might tell thee, but another home
Have I long dwelt in, and its name have I
Forgotten now, forgotten utterly
Who were my fellows, and what deeds they did;
Therefore, indeed, shall my first name be hid
And my first country; call me on this day
The Ancient Knight, and let me go my way."
He rose withal, for she her fingers fair
Had drawn aback, and on him 'gan to stare
As one afeard; for something terrible
Was in his speech, and that she knew right well,
[Pg 315]Who 'gan to love him, and to fear that she,
Shut out by some strange deadly mystery,
Should never gain from him an equal love;
Yet, as from her high seat he 'gan to move,
She said, "O Ancient Knight, come presently,
When we have done this muster, unto me,
And thou shalt have thy charge and due command
For freeing from our foes this wretched land!"
Then Ogier made his reverence and went,
And somewhat could perceive of her intent;
For in his heart life grew, and love with life
Grew, and therewith, 'twixt love and fame, was strife.
But, as he slowly gat him from the square,
Gazing at all the people gathered there,
A squire of the Queen's behind him came,
And breathless, called him by his new-coined name,
And bade him turn because the Queen now bade,
Since by the muster long she might be stayed,
That to the palace he should bring him straight,
Midst sport and play her coming back to wait;
Then Ogier turned, nought loath, and with him went,
And to a postern-gate his steps he bent,
That Ogier knew right well in days of old;
Worn was it now, and the bright hues and gold
Upon the shields above, with lapse of days,
Were faded much: but now did Ogier gaze
Upon the garden where he walked of yore,
Holding the hands that he should see no more;
For all was changed except the palace fair,
[Pg 316]That Charlemaine's own eyes had seen built there
Ere Ogier knew him; there the squire did lead
The Ancient Knight, who still took little heed
Of all the things that by the way he said,
For all his thoughts were on the days long dead.
There in the painted hall he sat again,
And 'neath the pictured eyes of Charlemaine
He ate and drank, and felt it like a dream;
And midst his growing longings yet might deem
That he from sleep should wake up presently
In some fair city on the Syrian sea,
Or on the brown rocks of the loadstone isle.
But fain to be alone, within a while
He gat him to the garden, and there passed
By wondering squires and damsels, till at last,
Far from the merry folk who needs must play,
If on the world were coming its last day,
He sat him down, and through his mind there ran
Faint thoughts of that day, when, outworn and wan,
He lay down by the fountain-side to die.
But when he strove to gain clear memory
Of what had happed since on the isle he lay
Waiting for death, a hopeless castaway,
Thought, failing him, would rather bring again
His life among the peers of Charlemaine,
And vex his soul with hapless memories;
Until at last, worn out by thought of these,
And hopeless striving to find what was true,
And pondering on the deeds he had to do
[Pg 317]Ere he returned, whereto he could not tell,
Sweet sleep upon his wearied spirit fell.
And on the afternoon of that fair day,
Forgetting all, beneath the trees he lay.

Meanwhile the Queen, affairs of state being done,
Went through the gardens with one dame alone
Seeking for Ogier, whom at last she found
Laid sleeping on the daisy-sprinkled ground.
Dreaming, I know not what, of other days.
Then on him for a while the Queen did gaze,
Drawing sweet poison from the lovely sight,
Then to her fellow turned, "The Ancient Knight—
What means he by this word of his?" she said;
"He were well mated with some lovely maid
Just pondering on the late-heard name of love."
"Softly, my lady, he begins to move,"
Her fellow said, a woman old and grey;
"Look now, his arms are of another day;
None know him or his deeds; thy squire just said
He asked about the state of men long dead;
I fear what he may be; look, seest thou not
That ring that on one finger he has got,
Where figures strange upon the gold are wrought:
God grant that he from hell has not been brought
For our confusion, in this doleful war,
Who surely in enough of trouble are
Without such help;" then the Queen turned aside
Awhile, her drawn and troubled face to hide,
[Pg 318]For lurking dread this speech within her stirred;
But yet she said, "Thou sayest a foolish word,
This man is come against our enemies
To fight for us." Then down upon her knees
Fell the old woman by the sleeping knight,
And from his hand she drew with fingers light
The wondrous ring, and scarce again could rise
Ere 'neath the trembling Queen's bewildered eyes
The change began; his golden hair turned white,
His smooth cheek wrinkled, and his breathing light
Was turned to troublous struggling for his breath,
And on his shrunk lips lay the hand of death;
And, scarce less pale than he, the trembling Queen
Stood thinking on the beauty she had seen
And longed for, but a little while ago,
Yet with her terror still her love did grow,
And she began to weep as though she saw
Her beauty e'en to such an ending draw.
And 'neath her tears waking he oped his eyes,
And strove to speak, but nought but gasping sighs
His lips could utter; then he tried to reach
His hand to them, as though he would beseech
The gift of what was his: but all the while
The crone gazed on them with an evil smile,
Then holding toward the Queen that wondrous ring,
She said, "Why weep'st thou? having this fair thing,
Thou, losing nought the beauty that thou hast,
May'st watch the vainly struggling world go past,
Thyself unchanged." The Queen put forth her hand
[Pg 319]And took the ring, and there awhile did stand
And strove to think of it, but still in her
Such all-absorbing longings love did stir,
So young she was, of death she could not think,
Or what a cup eld gives to man to drink;
Yet on her finger had she set the ring
When now the life that hitherto did cling
To Ogier's heart seemed fading quite away,
And scarcely breathing with shut eyes he lay.
Then, kneeling down, she murmured piteously,
"Ah, wilt thou love me if I give it thee,
And thou grow'st young again? what should I do
If with the eyes thou thus shalt gain anew
Thou shouldst look scorn on me?" But with that word
The hedge behind her, by the west wind stirred,
Cast fear into her heart of some one nigh,
And therewith on his finger hastily
She set the ring, then rose and stood apart
A little way, and in her doubtful heart
With love and fear was mixed desire of life.
But standing so, a look with great scorn rife
The elder woman, turning, cast on her,
Pointing to Ogier, who began to stir;
She looked, and all she erst saw now did seem
To have been nothing but a hideous dream,
As fair and young he rose from off the ground
And cast a dazed and puzzled look around,
Like one just waked from sleep in some strange place;
But soon his grave eyes rested on her face,
[Pg 320]And turned yet graver seeing her so pale,
And that her eyes were pregnant with some tale
Of love and fear; she 'neath his eyes the while
Forced her pale lips to semblance of a smile,
And said, "O Ancient Knight, thou sleepest then?
While through this poor land range the heathen men
Unmet of any but my King and Lord:
Nay, let us see the deeds of thine old sword."
"Queen," said he, "bid me then unto this work,
And certes I behind no wall would lurk,
Nor send for succour, while a scanty folk
Still followed after me to break the yoke:
I pray thee grace for sleeping, and were fain
That I might rather never sleep again
Then have such wretched dreams as I e'en now
Have waked from."
Lovelier she seemed to grow
Unto him as he spoke; fresh colour came
Into her face, as though for some sweet shame,
While she with tearful eyes beheld him so,
That somewhat even must his burnt cheek glow,
His heart beat faster. But again she said,
"Nay, will dreams burden such a mighty head?
Then may I too have pardon for a dream:
Last night in sleep I saw thee, who didst seem
To be the King of France; and thou and I
Were sitting at some great festivity
Within the many-peopled gold-hung place."
The blush of shame was gone as on his face
[Pg 321]She gazed, and saw him read her meaning clear
And knew that no cold words she had to fear,
But rather that for softer speech he yearned.
Therefore, with love alone her smooth cheek burned;
Her parted lips were hungry for his kiss,
She trembled at the near approaching bliss;
Nathless, she checked her love a little while,
Because she felt the old dame's curious smile
Upon her, and she said, "O Ancient Knight,
If I then read my last night's dream aright,
Thou art come here our very help to be,
Perchance to give my husband back to me;
Come then, if thou this land art fain to save,
And show the wisdom thou must surely have
Unto my council; I will give thee then
What charge I may among my valiant men;
And certes thou wilt do so well herein,
That, ere long, something greater shalt thou win:
Come, then, deliverer of my throne and land,
And let me touch for once thy mighty hand
With these weak fingers."
As she spoke, she met
His eager hand, and all things did forget
But for one moment, for too wise were they
To cast the coming years of joy away;
Then with her other hand her gown she raised
And led him thence, and o'er her shoulder gazed
At her old follower with a doubtful smile,
As though to say, "Be wise, I know thy guile!"
[Pg 322]But slowly she behind the lovers walked,
Muttering, "So be it! thou shalt not be balked
Of thy desire; be merry! I am wise,
Nor will I rob thee of thy Paradise
For any other than myself; and thou
May'st even happen to have had enow
Of this new love, before I get the ring,
And I may work for thee no evil thing."

Now ye shall know that the old chronicle,
Wherein I read all this, doth duly tell
Of all the gallant deeds that Ogier did,
There may ye read them; nor let me be chid
If I therefore say little of these things,
Because the thought of Avallon still clings
Unto my heart, and scarcely can I bear
To think of that long, dragging, useless year,
Through which, with dulled and glimmering memory,
Ogier was grown content to live and die
Like other men; but this I have to say,
That in the council chamber on that day
The Old Knight showed his wisdom well enow,
While fainter still with love the Queen did grow
Hearing his words, beholding his grey eyes
Flashing with fire of warlike memories;
Yea, at the last he seemed so wise indeed
That she could give him now the charge, to lead
One wing of the great army that set out
From Paris' gates, midst many a wavering shout,
[Pg 323]Midst trembling prayers, and unchecked wails and tears,
And slender hopes and unresisted fears.

Now ere he went, upon his bed he lay,
Newly awakened at the dawn of day,
Gathering perplexéd thoughts of many a thing,
When, midst the carol that the birds did sing
Unto the coming of the hopeful sun,
He heard a sudden lovesome song begun
'Twixt two young voices in the garden green,
That seemed indeed the farewell of the Queen.

Think about how a hundred years have now gone by,
Since you saw Ogier lie down to die
Beside the fountain; think that now you are
[Pg 307]In France, made dangerous with relentless war;
In Paris, where around each guarded gate,
Gathered in groups, the anxious people wait,
And surround each newcomer to learn
If Harfleur has been burnt by the pagan raiders,
Or if the Rouen people can hold their ground,
Or if Pont de l'Arche still stands unburnt by the Seine?
Or if it’s true that Andelys is in need of help?
That Vernon's people are fleeing east to Mantes?
When will they come? or is it true
That a large group was defeated by the Constable
In the marshes of the lower Seine,
And that their long ships, turning back again,
Caught by the high waters of the tide
Were tossed about and washed ashore?
They asked such questions, and, as new individuals
Came rushing in, they asked them over again,
And from scared folks, or fools, or ignorant,
Still got new lies, or news very scant.

But now, among these men, one finally arrived,
A little before sunset,
With two strong men behind him, well-armed,
Who, as they rode along, to tell the truth,
With uncertain eyes stared at their master,
Or looked around like troubled, scared men.
And he they served was noteworthy indeed;
His arms and attire were of ancient style,
Rich beyond what was common in those sad times;
[Pg 308]His face was bronzed, as if by scorching lands,
But beautiful like the image of a god
Carved in the days before Christ walked the earth;
But serious were his eyes, and grey like glass,
And like ruddy gold was his fine hair:
He was a mighty man, much taller
Than those who must bear the war
The pagans waged; he stayed by the guards
Barely looked at them, but straight obeyed their words
And showed his pass; then, asked about his name
And from what city in the world he came,
Said that men called him now the Ancient Knight,
That he had come among the king’s men to fight
From St. Omer’s; and as he spoke, he gazed
Down on the crowded street as one amazed,
And answered no more to the questioning
Of frightened people about this or that sad thing;
But before he moved on, turned about at last
And cast a strange look at the wondering guard,
And said, "St. Mary! do men like you
Fight against the raiders from across the sea?
Then surely, you are lost, however good
Your hearts may be; not such were those who stood
Beside the Hammer-bearer years ago."
So he said, and as his bright armor sparkled.
With the beauty of a time long gone,
So with the music of another day
His deep voice thrilled the awestruck, listening crowd.

[Pg 309]But from the crowd, a mocking voice shouted out,
That cried, "Be merry, masters, fear not,
Surely good help has come to our side;
For here is Charlemagne returned from his tomb
To save his faithful city from its doom."
"Yes," said another, "this is definitely true news,[Pg 310]
You must know how all the sculptors love
To carve the image of the deceased at its finest,
Which watches over the spot where he will rest;
So this living image appears indeed,
Despite his old-fashioned speech and stunning clothing,
To be just thirty years old."
At the mention
Of Charlemagne, he turned toward the source of the mocking voice,
His brow slightly furrowed,
As if he wanted to speak, but struggled to find the words;
So with a half-sigh, he sank back again
Into his thoughts, shook his beautifully crafted reins,
And silently continued on his way.

And this was Ogier: on what fateful day
Did he happen to arrive that he must come,
Amidst war and chaos, to the ancient home
Of his desires? Did he grow tired then,
And wish to confront once more the foolishness of men
For trivial things? Or has fair Avallon
Sunk into the sea, taking all that glory?
No, this is how it happened—One day she approached him
And said, "Ogier, your name is fading away
[Pg 311]From the world you scarcely remember;
The heathens are widespread in many areas
Your eyes have seen, and which I love therefore;
And God will no longer grant His usual aid.
Will you help us? Can you find it in your heart
To raise your banner once more?
For you shall earn greater glory from this
Than you ever gathered before you reached bliss:
For men have diminished in heart and form,
And this beautiful land bears no name
Like yours, when you lived among your equals;
The world has worsened over the last hundred years."
From his calm eyes there sparked a flicker of fire,
And in his voice was a hint of longing,
To see the land where he once belonged,
As he now replied: "No, choose for me,
You are the wisest; it is more than good
To stay in this peaceful place with you:
Nor is it perhaps bad to die in that old land,
If, when I die, I do not forget the memory
Of this beautiful life of ours." "No, no," she said,
"As for your dying, that will never happen,
As long as you possess my ring—and now, look,
I take from you your enchanted crown of gold,
And you will be the Ogier you once were
Before your ship was cast upon the loadstone rock:
Yet you shall keep your youthful body still,
And I will protect your life from every harm."

[Pg 312]So it was done, and Ogier, well-armed,
Asleep, was carried away by a powerful spell,
And placed upon the Flemish coast; then
He turned towards St. Omer’s, with a vague feeling
Of being in a wild dream, while he knew
That the great joy he had forgotten was his due,
That all which might happen there was of little worth.
So onward he went, and sometimes his attire
Brought laughter from the local folk,
But more often when strange words slipped
From him about men and things long dead,
He filled listeners with awe and dread;
For in such wild times like these people were
Quickly filled with wonder and fear.

Now through the streets of Paris he rode,
And at a certain inn did stay
Throughout that night, and before he departed the next day
He saw a book lying on a table,
And opening it began to read casually:
But long before he even realized, he had stood there,
Not noticing anything else; for it detailed
The deeds of men he once knew well,
When they were living flesh alongside him:
Yes, he saw his own deeds, now strange and dim
Already, with truths mixed with lies,
Until, with many memories rushing back
From those old days, his heart felt heavy,
He began to wish for rest,
[Pg 313]Forgetting all: for he
Barely remembered the bliss
That enveloped his soul in peaceful Avallon.

But he must continue his changed life;
For you must know the Queen was gathering men
To send to the good King, who at that time
In Rouen lay, surrounded by many bands
Of those spreading terror through the land,
And still by messengers for help he prayed:
Therefore, a huge gathering was being formed,
Of weak and strong, brave and timid,
In front of the Queen at her royal house.
So that morning, Ogier turned there,
To learn news about the war;
And when he finally arrived in the square,
And saw the ancient palace, grand and beautiful
Rise up before him as in other days,
And in the bright morning the sun’s rays
Sparkling on gathered helms and moving spears,
He began to feel as he had in the distant years,
And his heart stirred within him. Now the Queen
Came from within, looking regal and majestic,
And took her seat beneath a canopy,
With lords and captains of the war nearby;
And as she arrived, a mighty shout arose,
And all around began the knights to assemble,
Their oath of loyalty to swear anew,
And learn what service they had to perform.
[Pg 314]But so it happened that some had to pause their shouts
To gaze at Ogier as he made his way
Through the crowded place; and quickly he reached
The spot where the Lady sat,
For people made way for him, fearing him:
For he was not only large in stature,
And formidable, but there was something in his face,
As his calm eyes surveyed the crowd,
That filled men with awe; and in ancient days,
When men might hope to gaze upon gods,
They would have thought, "The gods still love our town
And from the heavens have sent a great one down."
He came so close to the throne,
That he could hear the Queen's sweet measured voice;
And now within him worked the change
That first stirred amid those unfamiliar faces;
And his heart burned to feel the vibrant life
With such desires, such shifting sweetness.
And yet, how could he live alone,
Who in the past had known such friends?
Then he began to think of Caraheu,
Of the lovely Bellicent, and felt once more
The bitter sorrow of lost love.
But while he struggled with hope and vain regret,
He found nothing between him and the Queen's high seat,
And stepping forward, he knelt before her feet
And took her hand to swear, as was the custom
Of pledging loyalty in that ancient day,
And lifted his eyes to hers; as fair was she
[Pg 315]As any woman of the world could be,
Full-bodied and tall, dark-haired, from her deep eyes,
The lure of fools, the ruin of the wise,
Love looked open; and now her delicate hand,
The well-crafted holder of the golden wand,
Trembled in his, she cast her eyes down,
And her sweet brow was creased with a frown,
As he, who once took such oaths of old,
Now to her swore all due obedience,
Yet gave no name; and now the Queen,
Awed by his voice as others had been,
Yet felt a hopeful tremor within her rise
Too sweet to fathom, and with love's surprise
Her cheek paled; she said, "You do not tell your name or style,
Nor from what famous land you come,
Surely some land must rejoice,
That in its bounds your mother had her home."
"Lady," he said, "from what distant land I hail
I might well tell you, but I have long dwelt in another place,
And its name I have
Utterly forgotten,
Who my companions were, and what deeds they performed;
Therefore, indeed, shall my first name be hidden
And my first country; call me today
The Ancient Knight, and let me go my way."
He rose as she withdrew her fair fingers
And began to study him
As one fearful; for something terrible
Was in his words, and she knew this well,
[Pg 316]Who began to love him, and feared that she,
Kept out by some strange deadly mystery,
Might never gain from him an equal love;
Yet, as he began to step away from her high seat,
She said, "O Ancient Knight, come to me soon,
When we have completed this muster,
And you shall have your charge and due command
For freeing this wretched land from our enemies!"
Then Ogier made his bow and departed,
And somewhat understood her intent;
For in his heart, life grew, and love with life
Grew, and therewithin, between love and fame, was conflict.
But as he slowly left the square,
Gazing at all the people gathered there,
A squire of the Queen's called out to him from behind,
And breathlessly addressed him by his new name,
And told him to turn because the Queen now summoned,
As by the muster she might be delayed,
That he should bring him straight to the palace,
In the midst of merriment, waiting for her return;
Then Ogier turned, pleased, and followed him,
And to a postern gate his steps were directed,
A gate Ogier knew well from old days;
It was worn now, and the bright hues and gold
On the shields above had faded over time:
But now Ogier gazed
Upon the garden where he had walked before,
Holding the hands he would never see again;
For all was changed except the lovely palace,
[Pg 317]That Charlemagne himself had seen built there
Before Ogier knew him; there the squire led
The Ancient Knight, who still hardly paid attention
To the conversations along the way,
For all his thoughts were on the days long gone.
There in the painted hall he sat again,
And under the painted gaze of Charlemagne
He dined, feeling as if it were a dream;
And amidst his growing longings, he still thought
That he would soon awaken from sleep
In some fair city by the Syrian sea,
Or on the brown rocks of the loadstone isle.
But yearning to be alone, after a while
He made his way to the garden, passing
By curious squires and ladies, until at last,
Far from the merry folks who must play,
If the world were facing its last day,
He sat down, and through his mind ran
Faint memories of that day when, worn out and weak,
He lay down by the fountain to die.
But when he tried to grasp a clear memory
Of what had happened since he lay on the isle
Waiting for death, a hopeless castaway,
Thought, failing him, would rather bring again
His life among the peers of Charlemagne,
And torment his soul with unfortunate memories;
Until finally, drained by thoughts of these,
And hopelessly striving to discover what was true,
And contemplating the deeds he needed to fulfill
[Pg 318]Before he returned, to where he could not tell,
Sweet sleep fell upon his weary spirit.
And on the afternoon of that beautiful day,
Forgetting all, he lay beneath the trees.

Meanwhile, the Queen, after her affairs of state were done,
Walked through the gardens with only one lady
Searching for Ogier, whom she at last found
Laying asleep on the daisy-strewn ground.
Dreaming, I know not what, of other days.
Then for a while, the Queen gazed at him,
Drawing sweet pleasure from the lovely sight,
Then turned to her companion, "The Ancient Knight—
What does he mean by this word of his?" she asked;
"He'd be well-matched with some beautiful maiden
Just pondering the newly heard name of love."
"Quietly, my lady, he begins to wake,"
Her companion said, an old grey-haired woman;
"Look now, his arms are from another time;
No one knows him or his deeds; your squire just mentioned
He asked about the state of men long dead;
I fear what he might be; look, can’t you see
That ring he's wearing on one finger,
Where strange figures are carved on the gold:
God grant he has not come from hell
To bring us confusion in this sad war,
Of which we already have enough trouble
Without such aid;" then the Queen turned away
For a while, to hide her troubled face,
[Pg 319]For hidden dread stirred within her heart;
But she said, "You speak foolishly,
This man has come to fight our enemies
To assist us." Then down upon her knees
Fell the old woman by the sleeping knight,
And from his hand, she took with nimble fingers
The wondrous ring, and could barely rise
Before the trembling Queen's bewildered eyes
The change began; his golden hair turned white,
His smooth cheek wrinkled, and his light breathing
Changed to struggling gasps for breath,
And upon his shrunken lips lay the hand of death;
And scarcely less pale than he, the trembling Queen
Stood thinking of the beauty she had seen
And longed for, just a little while ago,
Yet with her terror still her love grew,
And she began to weep as if she saw
Her own beauty even drawing to such an end.
And beneath her tears waking, he opened his eyes,
And struggled to speak, but nothing but gasping sighs
His lips could say; then he tried to reach
His hand to them, as if he would plead
For the return of what was his: but all the while
The crone gazed at them with an evil smile,
Then holding out toward the Queen that wondrous ring,
She said, "Why do you weep? Having this fair thing,
You, losing nothing of the beauty you possess,
May watch the world struggle in vain,
Yourself unchanged." The Queen held out her hand
[Pg 320]And took the ring, and there she stood for a while
And tried to consider it, but still in her
Such all-consuming longings love did stir,
So young she was, of death she could not think,
Or what a cup age gives to man to drink;
Yet on her finger had she placed the ring
When now the life that had clung
To Ogier's heart began to fade away,
And barely breathing with closed eyes, he lay.
Then kneeling down, she murmured painfully,
"Ah, will you love me if I give it to you,
And you grow young again? What should I do
If with the eyes you gain anew
You should look down upon me with disdain?" But with that word,
The hedge behind her, stirred by the west wind,
Cast fear into her heart of someone nearby,
And then, on his finger hastily
She set the ring, then rose and stood apart
A little way off, and in her uncertain heart
With love and fear was mixed a desire for life.
But standing there, a scornful look
The older woman, turning, cast on her,
Pointing to Ogier, who began to stir;
She looked, and all she had seen now seemed
To have been nothing but a horrible dream,
As fair and young he rose from off the ground
And cast a dazed and puzzled look around,
Like someone just awoken from sleep in a strange place;
But soon his serious eyes rested on her face,
[Pg 321]And grew even graver seeing her so pale,
And that her eyes were filled with some tale
Of love and fear; she under his gaze all the while
Forced her pale lips to pretend a smile,
And said, "O Ancient Knight, are you sleeping then?
While through this poor land the heathens roam
Unmatched by anyone but my King and Lord:
Come, let us see the deeds of your old sword."
"Queen," he said, "then ask me for this task,
And surely I would not hide behind any wall,
Nor call for help, while a scanty folk
Still followed me to break the yoke:
I seek forgiveness for sleeping and would rather
That I might never sleep again
Than endure such wretched dreams as I have just
Awakened from."
She seemed lovelier to him
As he spoke; fresh color returned
To her face, as if for some sweet shame,
While she with tearful eyes looked at him,
That somewhat made even his burnt cheek glow,
His heart raced. But again she said,
"No, will dreams burden such a mighty head?
Then may I too be pardoned for a dream:
Last night in sleep I saw you, and you seemed
To be the King of France; and you and I
Were sitting at some grand festivity
In a lavish golden hall full of people."
The blush of shame faded from his face
[Pg 322]She gazed, and saw him understand her meaning clearly
And knew that no cold words she had to fear,
But rather that for gentler speech he longed.
Therefore, with love solely her smooth cheek burned;
Her parted lips were hungry for his kiss,
She trembled at the approaching bliss;
Yet, she held back her love for a bit,
Because she sensed the old woman's curious smile
Upon her, and she said, "O Ancient Knight,
If I read last night’s dream correctly,
You have come here to be our very help,
Perhaps to restore my husband to me;
Come then, if you are eager to save this land,
And show the wisdom you must surely have
To my council; I will give you what charge I may
Among my brave men;
And surely you will do so well in this,
That soon something greater you shall win:
Come now, savior of my throne and land,
And let me touch just once your mighty hand
With these weak fingers."
As she spoke, she met
His eager hand, and they forgot everything
For just one moment, for they were too wise
To throw away the coming years of joy;
Then with her other hand, she lifted her gown
And led him out, and over her shoulder cast
A doubtful smile at her old attendant,
As if to say, "Be wise, I know your deceit!"
[Pg 323]
But slowly she followed the lovers,
Muttering, "So be it! You shall not be denied
Your desire; be merry! I am wise,
Nor will I rob you of your Paradise
For anyone but myself; and you
May even find you’ve had enough
Of this new love before I claim the ring,
And I may work for you no evil thing."

Now you shall know that the old chronicle,
Wherein I read all this, tells
Of all the brave deeds that Ogier did,
There may you read them; nor let me be reprimanded
If I therefore say little of these things,
Because the thought of Avallon still clings
To my heart, and I can hardly bear
To think of that long, dragging, useless year,
Through which, with dulled and glimmering memory,
Ogier was content to live and die
Like other men; but this I have to share,
That in the council chamber on that day
The Old Knight showed his wisdom quite well,
While even fainter with love, the Queen did grow
Hearing his words, observing his grey eyes
Flashing with the fire of soldierly memories;
Yes, finally, he seemed so wise indeed
That she could now give him the charge to lead
One wing of the great army that set out
From Paris' gates, amidst many a wavering shout,
__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_17__Amidst quaking prayers, and unchecked wails and tears,
And slender hopes and unresisted fears.

Now before he went, upon his bed he lay,
Newly awakened at the dawn of day,
Gathering perplexed thoughts of many things,
When, amidst the songbirds singing
To welcome the hopeful sun,
He heard a sudden lovely melody start
Between two young voices in the green garden,
That indeed seemed the farewell of the Queen.

Track.

HÆC.

In the white-flowered hawthorn brake,
Love, be merry for my sake;
Twine the blossoms in my hair,
Kiss me where I am most fair—
Kiss me, love! for who knoweth
What thing cometh after death?

In the hawthorn bush with white flowers,
Please be happy for me, my love;
Weave the flowers into my hair,
Kiss me where I'm at my most beautiful—
Kiss me, my love! Who knows?
What happens after we die?

ILLE.

Nay, the garlanded gold hair
Hides thee where thou art most fair;
Hides the rose-tinged hills of snow—
Ah, sweet love, I have thee now!
Kiss me, love! for who knoweth
What thing cometh after death?

No, the golden hair in a crown
Conceals you where you look the best;
Hides the pink, snow-covered hills—
Oh, sweet love, I have you with me now!
Kiss me, love! Because who knows
What happens after death?

HÆC.

Shall we weep for a dead day,
Or set Sorrow in our way?
Hidden by my golden hair,
Wilt thou weep that sweet days wear?
Kiss me, love! for who knoweth
What thing cometh after death?

Should we grieve for a day gone by,
Or should sadness block our way?
Hidden by my golden hair,
Will you weep as those beautiful days come to an end?
Kiss me, my love! Because who knows
What happens after death?

ILLE.

Weep, O Love, the days that flit,
Now, while I can feel thy breath,
Then may I remember it
Sad and old, and near my death.
Kiss me, love! for who knoweth
What thing cometh after death?

Weep, oh Love, for the days that slip away,
Now that I can still feel your breath,
Then can I look back on it
Feeling sad and old as I near the end of my journey.
Kiss me, love! Who knows what might happen?
What happens after death?

 

Soothed by the pleasure that the music brought
And sweet desire, and vague and dreamy thought
Of happiness it seemed to promise him,
He lay and listened till his eyes grew dim,
And o'er him 'gan forgetfulness to creep
Till in the growing light he lay asleep,
Nor woke until the clanging trumpet-blast
Had summoned him all thought away to cast:
Yet one more joy of love indeed he had
Ere with the battle's noise he was made glad;
For, as on that May morning forth they rode
[Pg 325]And passed before the Queen's most fair abode,
There at a window was she waiting them
In fair attire with gold in every hem,
And as the Ancient Knight beneath her passed
A wreath of flowering white-thorn down she cast,
And looked farewell to him, and forth he set
Thinking of all the pleasure he should get
From love and war, forgetting Avallon
And all that lovely life so lightly won;
Yea, now indeed the earthly life o'erpast
Ere on the loadstone rock his ship was cast
Was waxing dim, nor yet at all he learned
To 'scape the fire that erst his heart had burned.
And he forgat his deeds, forgat his fame,
Forgat the letters of his ancient name
As one waked fully shall forget a dream,
That once to him a wondrous tale did seem.

Now I, though writing here no chronicle
E'en as I said, must nathless shortly tell
That, ere the army Rouen's gates could gain
By a broad arrow had the King been slain,
And helpless now the wretched country lay
Beneath the yoke, until the glorious day
When Ogier fell at last upon the foe,
And scattered them as helplessly as though
They had been beaten men without a name:
So when to Paris town once more he came
Few folk the memory of the King did keep
[Pg 326]Within their hearts, and if the folk did weep
At his returning, 'twas for joy indeed
That such a man had risen at their need
To work for them so great deliverance,
And loud they called on him for King of France.

But if the Queen's heart were the more a-flame
For all that she had heard of his great fame,
I know not; rather with some hidden dread
Of coming fate, she heard her lord was dead,
And her false dream seemed coming true at last,
For the clear sky of love seemed overcast
With clouds of God's great judgments, and the fear
Of hate and final parting drawing near.
So now when he before her throne did stand
Amidst the throng as saviour of the land,
And she her eyes to his kind eyes did raise,
And there before all her own love must praise;
Then did she fall a-weeping, and folk said,
"See, how she sorrows for the newly dead!
Amidst our joy she needs must think of him;
Let be, full surely shall her grief wax dim
And she shall wed again."
So passed the year,
While Ogier set himself the land to clear
Of broken remnants of the heathen men,
And at the last, when May-time came again,
Must he be crowned King of the twice-saved land,
And at the altar take the fair Queen's hand
[Pg 327]And wed her for his own. And now by this
Had he forgotten clean the woe and bliss
Of his old life, and still was he made glad
As other men; and hopes and fears he had
As others, and bethought him not at all
Of what strange days upon him yet should fall
When he should live and these again be dead.

Now drew the time round when he should be wed,
And in his palace on his bed he lay
Upon the dawning of the very day:
'Twixt sleep and waking was he, and could hear
E'en at that hour, through the bright morn and clear,
The hammering of the folk who toiled to make
Some well-wrought stages for the pageant's sake,
Though hardly yet the sparrows had begun
To twitter o'er the coming of the sun,
Nor through the palace did a creature move.
There in the sweet entanglement of love
Midst languid thoughts of greater bliss he lay,
Remembering no more of that other day
Than the hot noon remembereth of the night,
Than summer thinketh of the winter white.
In that sweet hour he heard a voice that cried,
"Ogier, Ogier!" then, opening his eyes wide,
And rising on his elbow, gazed around,
And strange to him and empty was the sound
Of his own name; "Whom callest thou?" he said
"For I, the man who lie upon this bed,
[Pg 328]Am Charles of France, and shall be King to-day,
But in a year that now is passed away
The Ancient Knight they called me: who is this,
Thou callest Ogier, then, what deeds are his?
And who art thou?" But at that word a sigh,
As of one grieved, came from some place anigh
His bed-side, and a soft voice spake again,
"This Ogier once was great amongst great men;
To Italy a helpless hostage led;
He saved the King when the false Lombard fled,
Bore forth the Oriflamme and gained the day;
Charlot he brought back, whom men led away,
And fought a day-long fight with Caraheu.
The ravager of Rome his right hand slew;
Nor did he fear the might of Charlemaine,
Who for a dreary year beset in vain
His lonely castle; yet at last caught then,
And shut in hold, needs must he come again
To give an unhoped great deliverance
Unto the burdened helpless land of France:
Denmark he gained thereafter, and he wore
The crown of England drawn from trouble sore;
At Tyre then he reigned, and Babylon
With mighty deeds he from the foemen won;
And when scarce aught could give him greater fame,
He left the world still thinking on his name.
"These things did Ogier, and these things didst thou,
Nor will I call thee by a new name now
Since I have spoken words of love to thee—
[Pg 329]Ogier, Ogier, dost thou remember me,
E'en if thou hast no thought of that past time
Before thou camest to our happy clime?"

As this was said, his mazed eyes saw indeed
A lovely woman clad in dainty weed
Beside his bed, and many a thought was stirred
Within his heart by that last plaintive word,
Though nought he said, but waited what should come
"Love," said she, "I am here to bring thee home;
Well hast thou done all that thou cam'st to do,
And if thou bidest here, for something new
Will folk begin to cry, and all thy fame
Shall then avail thee but for greater blame;
Thy love shall cease to love thee, and the earth
Thou lovest now shall be of little worth
While still thou keepest life, abhorring it
Behold, in men's lives that so quickly flit
Thus is it, how then shall it be with thee,
Who some faint image of eternity
Hast gained through me?—alas, thou heedest not!
On all these changing things thine heart is hot—
Take then this gift that I have brought from far,
And then may'st thou remember what we are;
The lover and the loved from long ago."
He trembled, and more memory seemed to grow
Within his heart as he beheld her stand,
Holding a glittering crown in her right hand:
"Ogier," she said, "arise and do on thee
[Pg 330]The emblems of thy worldly sovereignty,
For we must pass o'er many a sea this morn."
He rose, and in the glittering tunic worn
By Charlemaine he clad himself, and took
The ivory hand, that Charlemaine once shook
Over the people's heads in days of old;
Then on his feet he set the shoes of gold.
And o'er his shoulders threw the mantle fair,
And set the gold crown on his golden hair:
Then on the royal chair he sat him down,
As though he deemed the elders of the town
Should come to audience; and in all he seemed
To do these things e'en as a man who dreamed.

And now adown the Seine the golden sun
Shone out, as toward him drew that lovely one
And took from off his head the royal crown,
And, smiling, on the pillow laid it down
And said, "Lie there, O crown of Charlemaine,
Worn by a mighty man, and worn in vain,
Because he died, and all the things he did
Were changed before his face by earth was hid;
A better crown I have for my love's head,
Whereby he yet shall live, when all are dead
His hand has helped." Then on his head she set
The wondrous crown, and said, "Forget, forget!
Forget these weary things, for thou hast much
Of happiness to think of."
At that touch
He rose, a happy light gleamed in his eyes;
[Pg 331]And smitten by the rush of memories,
He stammered out, "O love! how came we here?
What do we in this land of Death and Fear?
Have I not been from thee a weary while?
Let us return—I dreamed about the isle;
I dreamed of other years of strife and pain,
Of new years full of struggles long and vain."
She took him by the hand and said, "Come, love,
I am not changed;" and therewith did they move
Unto the door, and through the sleeping place
Swiftly they went, and still was Ogier's face
Turned on her beauty, and no thought was his
Except the dear returning of his bliss.
But at the threshold of the palace-gate
That opened to them, she awhile did wait,
And turned her eyes unto the rippling Seine
And said, "O love, behold it once again!"
He turned, and gazed upon the city grey
Smit by the gold of that sweet morn of May;
He heard faint noises as of wakening folk
As on their heads his day of glory broke;
He heard the changing rush of the swift stream
Against the bridge-piers. All was grown a dream
His work was over, his reward was come,
Why should he loiter longer from his home?

A little while she watched him silently,
Then beckoned him to follow with a sigh,
And, raising up the raiment from her feet,
[Pg 332]Across the threshold stepped into the street;
One moment on the twain the low sun shone,
And then the place was void, and they were gone
How I know not; but this I know indeed,
That in whatso great trouble or sore need
The land of France since that fair day has been,
No more the sword of Ogier has she seen.

Soothed by the joy the music brought
And sweet desire, along with vague, dreamy thoughts
Of happiness it seemed to promise him,
He lay and listened until his eyes grew dim,
And forgetfulness began to creep in
Until, with the growing light, he fell asleep,
Not waking until the loud trumpet blast
Called him to put all thoughts aside:
Yet he had one more joy of love indeed
Before the noise of battle made him glad;
For, as on that May morning they rode out
[Pg 325]And passed before the Queen’s beautiful home,
She was waiting at a window for them
In fine clothing with gold on every hem,
And as the Ancient Knight passed beneath her,
She threw down a wreath of white blossoms,
And looked farewell to him, as he set off,
Thinking of all the pleasure he would get
From love and war, forgetting Avallon
And all that lovely life he had won so easily;
Yes, now the earthly life he had left behind
Before his ship was cast upon the loadstone rock
Was fading, nor did he learn at all
To escape the fire that once had burned his heart.
He forgot his deeds, forgot his fame,
Forgot the letters of his ancient name
As one who wakes fully forgets a dream,
That once seemed to him a wondrous tale.

Now I, although not writing any record here
Must still briefly say
That before the army could reach Rouen's gates,
The King was slain by a broad arrow,
And now the poor country lay helpless
Beneath the yoke, until the glorious day
When Ogier finally fell upon the enemy,
And scattered them as if they were nameless men:
So when he returned to Paris once more
Few people remembered the King in their hearts,
[Pg 326]And if the people wept
At his return, it was indeed with joy
That such a man had risen to their aid
To achieve such great deliverance,
And they loudly called on him to be King of France.

But if the Queen’s heart was on fire
For all she had heard of his great fame,
I do not know; rather, with some hidden fear
Of fate to come, she learned of her lord’s death,
And her false dream seemed to be coming true at last,
For the clear skies of love seemed overcast
With clouds of God's great judgment, and the fear
Of hatred and final separation drawing near.
Now, when he stood in front of her throne
Amidst the crowd as the savior of the land,
And she raised her eyes to his kind eyes,
There before everyone she had to praise him with love;
Then she fell to weeping, and people said,
"Look how she grieves for the newly dead!
Amidst our joy, she must think of him;
Wait, her grief will surely fade,
And she will marry again."
So the year went by,
While Ogier set out to clear the land
Of the broken remnants of the heathen men,
And finally, when May returned,
He was crowned King of the twice-saved land,
And at the altar took the fair Queen's hand
[Pg 327]And married her for himself. By this time,
He had completely forgotten the pain and happiness
Of his old life and was as glad
As other men; he had hopes and fears
Like everyone else, and did not at all think
Of the strange days that lay ahead
When he would live and these would again be dead.

Now it was time for him to get married,
And in his palace, on his bed, he lay
At dawn on the very day:
Twixt sleep and waking he was, and could hear
Even at that hour, through the bright, clear morning,
The hammering of workers who toiled to make
Well-crafted stages for the celebration,
Though hardly yet the sparrows had begun
To twitter as the sun was coming up,
Nor did a creature move through the palace.
There in the lovely twist of love
In luster and thoughts of greater bliss he lay,
Remembering no more of that other day
Than the hot noon remembers the night,
Than summer remembers the white winter.
In that gentle hour, he heard a voice calling out,
"Ogier, Ogier!" and then, opening his eyes wide,
And rising on his elbow, he looked around,
And the strange, empty sound
Of his own name puzzled him; "Whom do you call?" he said,
"For I, the man lying upon this bed,
[Pg 328]Am Charles of France, and shall be King today,
But a year has passed since I was known
As the Ancient Knight: who is this,
You call Ogier, and what deeds are his?
And who are you?" But at that word a sigh,
As from someone grieving, came from a spot nearby
His bedside, and a soft voice spoke again,
"This Ogier was once great among great men;
He was a helpless hostage led to Italy;
He saved the King when the false Lombard fled,
Carried forth the Oriflamme, and won the day;
He brought back Charlot, whom others had taken,
And fought a long day-long battle with Caraheu.
He killed the ravager of Rome with his right hand;
And did not fear the might of Charlemagne,
Who for a dreary year besieged in vain
His lonely castle; yet at last caught then,
And shut in a hold, he had to return
To give a surprising great deliverance
To the burdened, helpless land of France:
He gained Denmark thereafter, and he wore
The crown of England drawn from great trouble;
At Tyre he then reigned, and Babylon
With mighty deeds he took from the enemies;
And when hardly anything could give him greater fame,
He left the world still remembered for his name.
"Ogier did these things, and you did these things,"
Nor will I call you by a new name now
Since I have spoken words of love to you—
[Pg 329]Ogier, Ogier, do you remember me,
Even if you have no thought of that past time
Before you came to our happy place?"

As this was said, his puzzled eyes really saw.
A beautiful woman dressed in delicate clothing
Beside his bed, and many thoughts stirred
Within his heart by that last mournful word,
Though he said nothing, just waited for what would come.
"Love," she said, "I am here to bring you home;
You have done well everything you came to do,
And if you stay here, for something new
The people will begin to shout, and all your fame
Will bring you only greater blame;
Your love will stop loving you, and the earth
You love now will become of little worth
While you keep life, hating it.
Look, in men's lives that flit by so fast,
This is how it is, how then shall it be with you,
Who has gained some faint image of eternity
Through me?—alas, you do not heed!
On all these changing things, your heart is set—
Take this gift I have brought from far,
And then you may remember who we are;
The lover and the loved from long ago."
He shook, and more memories began to surface.
In his heart as he watched her stand,
Holding a shining crown in her right hand:
"Ogier," she said, "arise and put on
[Pg 330]The symbols of your worldly sovereignty,
For we must cross many seas this morning."
He stood up, wearing the shining tunic
By Charlemagne he clothed himself,
And took
The ivory hand that Charlemagne once shook
Over the people's heads in days of old;
Then he put on the golden shoes.
And over his shoulders threw the splendid mantle,
And set the gold crown on his golden hair:
Then he sat on the royal chair,
As if he thought the town elders
Should come to hear him; and in all he seemed
To do these things as if he were dreaming.

And now down the Seine, the golden sun
Shone out as that lovely one approached him
And took off the royal crown from his head,
And smiling, laid it on the pillow
And said, "Lie there, O crown of Charlemagne,
Worn by a mighty man, and worn in vain,
Because he died, and all he achieved
Were changed before his face when buried;
I have a better crown for my love's head,
By which he shall still live when all are dead
His hand has helped." Then on his head she set
The wonderful crown and said, "Forget, forget!
Forget these weary things, for you have much
Of happiness to think about."
At that moment
He rose, a happy light gleamed in his eyes;
[Pg 331]And overwhelmed by the rush of memories,
He stammered out, "O love! how did we get here?
What do we in this land of Death and Fear?
Have I not been away from you for a long while?
Let us return—I dreamed of the isle;
I dreamed of other years of struggle and pain,
Of new years full of long and vain struggles."
She took his hand and said, "Come on, love,
I have not changed;" and with that, they moved
To the door, and through the sleeping space
Swiftly they went, and still Ogier's gaze
Was fixed on her beauty, and no thought was his
Except the dear return of his bliss.
But at the entrance of the palace gate
That opened to them, she paused for a moment,
And looked her eyes toward the rippling Seine
And said, "O love, look at it once more!"
He turned and gazed at the gray city
Touched by the gold of that sweet May morning;
He heard faint sounds of waking people
As his day of glory dawned;
He heard the changing rush of the swift stream
Against the bridge-piers. All felt like a dream
His work was done, his reward had come,
Why should he linger longer away from home?

For a short time, she watched him quietly,
Then beckoned him to follow with a sigh,
And, lifting up her garments from her feet,
[Pg 332]Across the threshold stepped into the street;
One moment the low sun shone on the two,
And then the place was empty, and they were gone
How I do not know; but this I know well,
That in whatever great trouble or dire need
The land of France has faced since that fair day,
No more has she seen the sword of Ogier.

 

 

Such was the tale he told of Avallon.
E'en such an one as in days past had won
His youthful heart to think upon the quest;
But to those old hearts nigh in reach of rest,
Not much to be desired now it seemed—
Perchance the heart that of such things had dreamed
Had found no words in this death-laden tongue
We speak on earth, wherewith they might be sung;
Perchance the changing years that changed his heart
E'en in the words of that old tale had part,
Changing its sweet to bitter, to despair
The foolish hope that once had glittered there—
Or think, that in some bay of that far home
They then had sat, and watched the green waves come
Up to their feet with many promises;
Or the light wind midst blossom-laden trees,
In the sweet Spring had weighted many a word
Of no worth now, and many a hope had stirred
Long dead for ever.
Howsoe'er that be
Among strange folk they now sat quietly,
As though that tale with them had nought to do,
[Pg 334]As though its hopes and fears were something new
But though, indeed, the outworn, dwindled band
Had no tears left for that once longed-for land,
The very wind must moan for their decay,
And from the sky, grown dull, and low, and grey,
Cold tears must fall upon the lonely field,
That such fair golden hopes erewhile did yield;
And on the blackening woods, wherein the doves
Sat silent now, forgetful of their loves.
Yet, since a little life at least was left,
They were not yet of every joy bereft,
For long ago was past the agony,
Midst which they found that they indeed must die;
And now well-nigh as much their pain was past
As though death's veil already had been cast
Over their heads—so, midst some little mirth,
They watched the dark night hide the gloomy earth.

Such was the tale he shared about Avallon.
Just like the ones from days gone by that had captured
His young heart, making him think about the quest;
But to those old hearts close to finding rest,
It didn’t seem like much to desire now—
Maybe the heart that had once dreamed of such things
Couldn’t find the words in this death-filled language
We use on earth to express them;
Maybe the passing years that changed his heart
Also affected the words of that old story,
Turning its sweetness into bitterness, into despair,
The foolish hope that once shone bright—
Or maybe, in some bay of that distant homeland,
They had once sat, watching the green waves come
Up to their feet with so many promises;
Or the light breeze among blossom-filled trees,
In the sweet Spring, had carried many words
That now were worthless, stirring many hopes
Long dead forever.
However that may be
Among strange people, they now sat quietly,
As if that story had nothing to do with them,
[Pg 334]As if its hopes and fears were something brand new
But even though the tired, shrinking group
Had no tears left for that once-desired land,
The very wind must mourn for their decay,
And from the sky, dull, low, and grey,
Cold tears must fall on the lonely field,
Where such fair golden hopes once flourished;
And on the darkening woods, where the doves
Now sat silent, forgetting their loves.
Yet, since at least a little life was left,
They were not completely deprived of joy,
For the agony was long past,
In which they realized that they must indeed die;
And now their pain was nearly gone,
As if death’s veil had already been cast
Over their heads—so, amidst some little laughter,
They watched the dark night cover the gloomy earth.

 

 

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