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Wessex Tales
by Thomas Hardy
Contents
Preface |
An Imaginative Woman |
The Three Strangers |
The Withered Arm |
Fellow-Townsmen |
Interlopers at the Knap |
The Distracted Preacher |
PREFACE
An apology is perhaps needed for the neglect of contrast which is shown by presenting two consecutive stories of hangmen in such a small collection as the following. But in the neighbourhood of county-towns tales of executions used to form a large proportion of the local traditions; and though never personally acquainted with any chief operator at such scenes, the writer of these pages had as a boy the privilege of being on speaking terms with a man who applied for the office, and who sank into an incurable melancholy because he failed to get it, some slight mitigation of his grief being to dwell upon striking episodes in the lives of those happier ones who had held it with success and renown. His tale of disappointment used to cause some wonder why his ambition should have taken such an unfortunate form, but its nobleness was never questioned. In those days, too, there was still living an old woman who, for the cure of some eating disease, had been taken in her youth to have her ‘blood turned’ by a convict’s corpse, in the manner described in ‘The Withered Arm.’
An apology might be in order for the lack of variety shown by featuring two consecutive stories about hangmen in such a small collection as this one. However, around county towns, stories of executions used to make up a big part of local traditions. Although the author of these pages never personally met any main figures involved in such events, he had the chance as a boy to speak with a man who applied for the job and fell into deep sadness after being turned down. To cope with his grief, this man would often recount notable moments in the lives of those who had successfully held the position. His story of disappointment sparked curiosity about why his ambition took such a gloomy path, but no one questioned the nobility of his desire. Additionally, during that time, there was still an elderly woman alive who, to treat a eating ailment, had undergone a process in her youth where her 'blood was turned' using a convict’s corpse, as mentioned in ‘The Withered Arm.’
Since writing this story some years ago I have been reminded by an aged friend who knew ‘Rhoda Brook’ that, in relating her dream, my forgetfulness has weakened the facts out of which the tale grew. In reality it was while lying down on a hot afternoon that the incubus oppressed her and she flung it off, with the results upon the body of the original as described. To my mind the occurrence of such a vision in the daytime is more impressive than if it had happened in a midnight dream. Readers are therefore asked to correct the misrelation, which affords an instance of how our imperfect memories insensibly formalize the fresh originality of living fact—from whose shape they slowly depart, as machine-made castings depart by degrees from the sharp hand-work of the mould.
Since I wrote this story a few years ago, an old friend who knew 'Rhoda Brook' reminded me that my forgetfulness has blurred the details of the story's origins while recounting her dream. In reality, it was during a hot afternoon while she was lying down that the incubus weighed her down, and she managed to push it away, resulting in the physical effects as described in the original. I believe that experiencing such a vision during the day is more striking than if it had occurred in a midnight dream. Therefore, I ask readers to correct this misrepresentation, which shows how our imperfect memories gradually distort the fresh reality of living experiences—much like how machine-made castings gradually stray from the precise craftsmanship of the original mold.
Among the many devices for concealing smuggled goods in caves and pits of the earth, that of planting an apple-tree in a tray or box which was placed over the mouth of the pit is, I believe, unique, and it is detailed in one of the tales precisely as described by an old carrier of ‘tubs’—a man who was afterwards in my father’s employ for over thirty years. I never gathered from his reminiscences what means were adopted for lifting the tree, which, with its roots, earth, and receptacle, must have been of considerable weight. There is no doubt, however, that the thing was done through many years. My informant often spoke, too, of the horribly suffocating sensation produced by the pair of spirit-tubs slung upon the chest and back, after stumbling with the burden of them for several miles inland over a rough country and in darkness. He said that though years of his youth and young manhood were spent in this irregular business, his profits from the same, taken all together, did not average the wages he might have earned in a steady employment, whilst the fatigues and risks were excessive.
Among the many ways to hide smuggled goods in caves and pits, placing an apple tree in a tray or box over the mouth of the pit is, I think, unique. This method is described in one of the stories exactly as told by an old carrier of 'tubs'—a man who later worked for my father for over thirty years. I never figured out from his memories how they managed to lift the tree, which, along with its roots, soil, and container, must have been quite heavy. However, it’s clear that it was done for many years. My informant also often mentioned the intensely suffocating feeling caused by the two spirit-tubs hanging from his chest and back, after trudging for several miles inland through rough terrain in the dark. He said that despite spending his youth and early adulthood in this irregular line of work, his profits did not even match the wages he could have earned in a regular job, while the exhaustion and dangers were extreme.
I may add that the first story in the series turns upon a physical possibility that may attach to women of imaginative temperament, and that is well supported by the experiences of medical men and other observers of such manifestations.
I should mention that the first story in the series revolves around a physical possibility related to women with imaginative temperaments, which is well backed by the experiences of doctors and other observers of such phenomena.
T. H.
T. H.
April 1896.
April 1896.
AN IMAGINATIVE WOMAN
When William Marchmill had finished his inquiries for lodgings at a well-known watering-place in Upper Wessex, he returned to the hotel to find his wife. She, with the children, had rambled along the shore, and Marchmill followed in the direction indicated by the military-looking hall-porter
When William Marchmill finished looking for a place to stay at a popular resort in Upper Wessex, he went back to the hotel to find his wife. She had taken the kids for a walk along the shore, and Marchmill followed the direction the imposing hall porter had pointed out.
‘By Jove, how far you’ve gone! I am quite out of breath,’ Marchmill said, rather impatiently, when he came up with his wife, who was reading as she walked, the three children being considerably further ahead with the nurse.
‘Wow, you’ve really gone far! I’m completely out of breath,’ Marchmill said, a bit impatiently, as he caught up with his wife, who was reading while she walked, while the three kids were much further ahead with the nurse.
Mrs. Marchmill started out of the reverie into which the book had thrown her. ‘Yes,’ she said, ‘you’ve been such a long time. I was tired of staying in that dreary hotel. But I am sorry if you have wanted me, Will?’
Mrs. Marchmill snapped out of the daydream the book had put her in. ‘Yes,’ she said, ‘you’ve been gone for so long. I was getting tired of being in that boring hotel. But I'm sorry if you’ve been looking for me, Will?’
‘Well, I have had trouble to suit myself. When you see the airy and comfortable rooms heard of, you find they are stuffy and uncomfortable. Will you come and see if what I’ve fixed on will do? There is not much room, I am afraid; hut I can light on nothing better. The town is rather full.’
‘Well, I’ve had a hard time finding a place I like. When you hear about the airy and comfortable rooms, they actually turn out to be cramped and uncomfortable. Will you come and see if what I’ve chosen works for you? I’m afraid there isn’t much space; but I can’t find anything better. The town is pretty crowded.’
The pair left the children and nurse to continue their ramble, and went back together.
The couple left the kids and the nurse to keep wandering and went back together.
In age well-balanced, in personal appearance fairly matched, and in domestic requirements conformable, in temper this couple differed, though even here they did not often clash, he being equable, if not lymphatic, and she decidedly nervous and sanguine. It was to their tastes and fancies, those smallest, greatest particulars, that no common denominator could be applied. Marchmill considered his wife’s likes and inclinations somewhat silly; she considered his sordid and material. The husband’s business was that of a gunmaker in a thriving city northwards, and his soul was in that business always; the lady was best characterized by that superannuated phrase of elegance ‘a votary of the muse.’ An impressionable, palpitating creature was Ella, shrinking humanely from detailed knowledge of her husband’s trade whenever she reflected that everything he manufactured had for its purpose the destruction of life. She could only recover her equanimity by assuring herself that some, at least, of his weapons were sooner or later used for the extermination of horrid vermin and animals almost as cruel to their inferiors in species as human beings were to theirs.
In an age of balance, they appeared well-matched in looks and home life, but they differed in temperament. While they didn’t often conflict, he was calm, if not a bit dull, while she was clearly anxious and lively. Their tastes and preferences were so unique that they couldn’t be compared. Marchmill thought his wife’s interests were somewhat silly; she thought his were petty and practical. The husband worked as a gunmaker in a prosperous northern city, and his whole focus was on that business. The wife could best be described by the old phrase "a follower of the muse." Ella was sensitive and emotional, often avoiding the details of her husband’s work since she realized that everything he made was for taking lives. She could only regain her peace by convincing herself that some of his weapons were eventually used to eliminate pests and animals that were almost as cruel to others of their kind as humans were to theirs.
She had never antecedently regarded this occupation of his as any objection to having him for a husband. Indeed, the necessity of getting life-leased at all cost, a cardinal virtue which all good mothers teach, kept her from thinking of it at all till she had closed with William, had passed the honeymoon, and reached the reflecting stage. Then, like a person who has stumbled upon some object in the dark, she wondered what she had got; mentally walked round it, estimated it; whether it were rare or common; contained gold, silver, or lead; were a clog or a pedestal, everything to her or nothing.
She had never really thought about his job as a reason not to marry him. In fact, the need to secure a stable life, a key lesson that all good mothers teach, kept her from considering it until she had made a commitment to William, gone through the honeymoon, and reached a more thoughtful phase. Then, like someone who has found an object in the dark, she wondered what she had gotten herself into; she mentally examined it, assessed whether it was special or ordinary, if it contained gold, silver, or lead, and whether it was a burden or something uplifting—everything to her or nothing at all.
She came to some vague conclusions, and since then had kept her heart alive by pitying her proprietor’s obtuseness and want of refinement, pitying herself, and letting off her delicate and ethereal emotions in imaginative occupations, day-dreams, and night-sighs, which perhaps would not much have disturbed William if he had known of them.
She reached some unclear conclusions, and since then, she had kept her heart alive by feeling sorry for her owner’s dullness and lack of sophistication, feeling sorry for herself, and releasing her delicate and ethereal emotions through creative activities, daydreams, and nighttime sighs, which probably wouldn't have bothered William much if he had known about them.
Her figure was small, elegant, and slight in build, tripping, or rather bounding, in movement. She was dark-eyed, and had that marvellously bright and liquid sparkle in each pupil which characterizes persons of Ella’s cast of soul, and is too often a cause of heartache to the possessor’s male friends, ultimately sometimes to herself. Her husband was a tall, long-featured man, with a brown beard; he had a pondering regard; and was, it must be added, usually kind and tolerant to her. He spoke in squarely shaped sentences, and was supremely satisfied with a condition of sublunary things which made weapons a necessity.
Her figure was small, elegant, and slender, moving with a light bounce. She had dark eyes, sparkling with a bright, watery gleam that often defines people like Ella, which all too often causes heartache for her male friends and sometimes for herself as well. Her husband was a tall man with a long face and a brown beard; he had a thoughtful gaze and was generally kind and patient with her. He spoke in clear, straightforward sentences and was completely fine with a world that required weapons.
Husband and wife walked till they had reached the house they were in search of, which stood in a terrace facing the sea, and was fronted by a small garden of wind-proof and salt-proof evergreens, stone steps leading up to the porch. It had its number in the row, but, being rather larger than the rest, was in addition sedulously distinguished as Coburg House by its landlady, though everybody else called it ‘Thirteen, New Parade.’ The spot was bright and lively now; but in winter it became necessary to place sandbags against the door, and to stuff up the keyhole against the wind and rain, which had worn the paint so thin that the priming and knotting showed through.
Husband and wife walked until they reached the house they were looking for, which was on a terrace facing the sea, featuring a small garden of wind-resistant and salt-resistant evergreens, with stone steps leading up to the porch. It had its number in the row, but since it was a bit larger than the others, it was also carefully referred to as Coburg House by its landlady, although everyone else called it ‘Thirteen, New Parade.’ The place was bright and lively now, but in winter, it became necessary to put sandbags against the door and stuff the keyhole to block the wind and rain, which had worn the paint so thin that the primer and knots were visible.
The householder, who had been watching for the gentleman’s return, met them in the passage, and showed the rooms. She informed them that she was a professional man’s widow, left in needy circumstances by the rather sudden death of her husband, and she spoke anxiously of the conveniences of the establishment.
The homeowner, who had been waiting for the gentleman to come back, greeted them in the hallway and showed them the rooms. She told them that she was the widow of a professional man, in difficult financial situations after her husband’s sudden passing, and she expressed her concerns about the facilities of the place.
Mrs. Marchmill said that she liked the situation and the house; but, it being small, there would not be accommodation enough, unless she could have all the rooms.
Mrs. Marchmill said that she liked the location and the house; however, since it was small, there wouldn't be enough space unless she could have all the rooms.
The landlady mused with an air of disappointment. She wanted the visitors to be her tenants very badly, she said, with obvious honesty. But unfortunately two of the rooms were occupied permanently by a bachelor gentleman. He did not pay season prices, it was true; but as he kept on his apartments all the year round, and was an extremely nice and interesting young man, who gave no trouble, she did not like to turn him out for a month’s ‘let,’ even at a high figure. ‘Perhaps, however,’ she added, ‘he might offer to go for a time.’
The landlady sighed with disappointment. She really wanted the visitors to become her tenants, she said sincerely. But unfortunately, two of the rooms were permanently occupied by a bachelor. It was true he didn’t pay seasonal rates, but since he used his rooms year-round and was a really nice and interesting young man who caused no trouble, she didn’t want to kick him out for a month’s rental, even at a high price. “But maybe,” she added, “he might be willing to leave for a while.”
They would not hear of this, and went back to the hotel, intending to proceed to the agent’s to inquire further. Hardly had they sat down to tea when the landlady called. Her gentleman, she said, had been so obliging as to offer to give up his rooms for three or four weeks rather than drive the new-comers away.
They refused to listen to this and returned to the hotel, planning to go to the agent's office for more information. They had barely settled down for tea when the landlady came in. She said her gentleman had been nice enough to offer to give up his rooms for three or four weeks instead of sending the newcomers away.
‘It is very kind, but we won’t inconvenience him in that way,’ said the Marchmills.
‘That’s really generous, but we don’t want to put him out like that,’ said the Marchmills.
‘O, it won’t inconvenience him, I assure you!’ said the landlady eloquently. ‘You see, he’s a different sort of young man from most—dreamy, solitary, rather melancholy—and he cares more to be here when the south-westerly gales are beating against the door, and the sea washes over the Parade, and there’s not a soul in the place, than he does now in the season. He’d just as soon be where, in fact, he’s going temporarily, to a little cottage on the Island opposite, for a change.’ She hoped therefore that they would come.
‘Oh, it won’t be a problem for him, I promise!’ said the landlady passionately. ‘You see, he’s not like most young men—he’s dreamy, solitary, and a bit melancholic—and he actually prefers being here when the south-westerly winds are howling against the door, and the sea crashes over the promenade, with not a single person around, rather than during the busy season. He’d be just as happy going to a little cottage on the island across the way for a change.’ She really hoped they would come.
The Marchmill family accordingly took possession of the house next day, and it seemed to suit them very well. After luncheon Mr. Marchmill strolled out towards the pier, and Mrs. Marchmill, having despatched the children to their outdoor amusements on the sands, settled herself in more completely, examining this and that article, and testing the reflecting powers of the mirror in the wardrobe door.
The Marchmill family moved into the house the next day, and it seemed like a great fit for them. After lunch, Mr. Marchmill took a walk toward the pier, while Mrs. Marchmill sent the kids off to play outside on the sand and got herself settled in, checking out various items and testing how well the mirror in the wardrobe door reflected.
In the small back sitting-room, which had been the young bachelor’s, she found furniture of a more personal nature than in the rest. Shabby books, of correct rather than rare editions, were piled up in a queerly reserved manner in corners, as if the previous occupant had not conceived the possibility that any incoming person of the season’s bringing could care to look inside them. The landlady hovered on the threshold to rectify anything that Mrs. Marchmill might not find to her satisfaction.
In the small back sitting room that used to belong to the young bachelor, she found more personal furniture than in the rest of the house. Worn-out books, of standard rather than rare editions, were stacked in a strangely reserved way in the corners, as if the previous occupant couldn't imagine that any new guest during the season would want to look inside them. The landlady stood at the doorway, ready to fix anything that Mrs. Marchmill might not find satisfactory.
‘I’ll make this my own little room,’ said the latter, ‘because the books are here. By the way, the person who has left seems to have a good many. He won’t mind my reading some of them, Mrs. Hooper, I hope?’
‘I’ll make this my own little room,’ said the latter, ‘because the books are here. By the way, the person who has left seems to have quite a few. He won’t mind if I read some of them, Mrs. Hooper, will he?’
‘O dear no, ma’am. Yes, he has a good many. You see, he is in the literary line himself somewhat. He is a poet—yes, really a poet—and he has a little income of his own, which is enough to write verses on, but not enough for cutting a figure, even if he cared to.’
‘Oh no, ma’am. Yes, he has quite a few. You see, he’s a bit of a writer himself. He’s a poet—yes, actually a poet—and he has a small income of his own, which is enough to write poetry, but not enough to live a flashy lifestyle, even if he wanted to.’
‘A poet! O, I did not know that.’
‘A poet! Oh, I didn’t realize that.’
Mrs. Marchmill opened one of the books, and saw the owner’s name written on the title-page. ‘Dear me!’ she continued; ‘I know his name very well—Robert Trewe—of course I do; and his writings! And it is his rooms we have taken, and him we have turned out of his home?’
Mrs. Marchmill opened one of the books and noticed the owner's name written on the title page. "Oh my!" she said. "I know that name really well—Robert Trewe—of course I do; and his writings! And it’s his rooms we've taken, and we've kicked him out of his home?"
Ella Marchmill, sitting down alone a few minutes later, thought with interested surprise of Robert Trewe. Her own latter history will best explain that interest. Herself the only daughter of a struggling man of letters, she had during the last year or two taken to writing poems, in an endeavour to find a congenial channel in which to let flow her painfully embayed emotions, whose former limpidity and sparkle seemed departing in the stagnation caused by the routine of a practical household and the gloom of bearing children to a commonplace father. These poems, subscribed with a masculine pseudonym, had appeared in various obscure magazines, and in two cases in rather prominent ones. In the second of the latter the page which bore her effusion at the bottom, in smallish print, bore at the top, in large print, a few verses on the same subject by this very man, Robert Trewe. Both of them had, in fact, been struck by a tragic incident reported in the daily papers, and had used it simultaneously as an inspiration, the editor remarking in a note upon the coincidence, and that the excellence of both poems prompted him to give them together.
Ella Marchmill, sitting down alone a few minutes later, thought with surprising interest about Robert Trewe. Her own recent history explains that interest best. As the only daughter of a struggling writer, she had recently started writing poems to express her bottled-up emotions, which seemed to be losing their clarity and vibrancy due to the monotony of daily life and the sadness of raising children with an ordinary father. These poems, published under a male pseudonym, appeared in various obscure magazines and even in a couple of more well-known ones. In one of those prominent magazines, the page featuring her poem at the bottom, in smaller print, was topped with a few verses on the same topic by none other than Robert Trewe. Both of them had, in fact, been inspired by a tragic event reported in the daily papers and had used it simultaneously for inspiration, with the editor noting the coincidence and the quality of both poems, prompting him to publish them together.
After that event Ella, otherwise ‘John Ivy,’ had watched with much attention the appearance anywhere in print of verse bearing the signature of Robert Trewe, who, with a man’s unsusceptibility on the question of sex, had never once thought of passing himself off as a woman. To be sure, Mrs. Marchmill had satisfied herself with a sort of reason for doing the contrary in her case; that nobody might believe in her inspiration if they found that the sentiments came from a pushing tradesman’s wife, from the mother of three children by a matter-of-fact small-arms manufacturer.
After that event, Ella, also known as ‘John Ivy,’ closely followed any printed verses signed by Robert Trewe, who, showing a typical male indifference to gender issues, never considered pretending to be a woman. Of course, Mrs. Marchmill had justified her opposite approach, believing that no one would take her seriously if they discovered the sentiments came from the ambitious wife of a tradesman, the mother of three kids with an ordinary small-arms manufacturer.
Trewe’s verse contrasted with that of the rank and file of recent minor poets in being impassioned rather than ingenious, luxuriant rather than finished. Neither symboliste nor décadent, he was a pessimist in so far as that character applies to a man who looks at the worst contingencies as well as the best in the human condition. Being little attracted by excellences of form and rhythm apart from content, he sometimes, when feeling outran his artistic speed, perpetrated sonnets in the loosely rhymed Elizabethan fashion, which every right-minded reviewer said he ought not to have done.
Trewe’s poetry stood out compared to the recent wave of lesser poets because it was passionate rather than clever, and rich rather than polished. He wasn’t a symboliste or a décadent; instead, he was a pessimist, seeing both the worst and the best aspects of human nature. He wasn’t very interested in the nuances of form and rhythm aside from the meaning, which sometimes led him to write sonnets in a loosely rhymed Elizabethan style when his emotions outpaced his artistic skill, a move that every sensible reviewer said he shouldn’t have made.
With sad and hopeless envy, Ella Marchmill had often and often scanned the rival poet’s work, so much stronger as it always was than her own feeble lines. She had imitated him, and her inability to touch his level would send her into fits of despondency. Months passed away thus, till she observed from the publishers’ list that Trewe had collected his fugitive pieces into a volume, which was duly issued, and was much or little praised according to chance, and had a sale quite sufficient to pay for the printing.
With sad and hopeless envy, Ella Marchmill often looked at the rival poet’s work, which was always so much stronger than her own weak lines. She had tried to imitate him, and her inability to reach his level would plunge her into despair. Months went by like this until she noticed on the publishers’ list that Trewe had gathered his scattered pieces into a book, which was released and received varying degrees of praise depending on luck, and sold enough copies to cover the printing costs.
This step onward had suggested to John Ivy the idea of collecting her pieces also, or at any rate of making up a book of her rhymes by adding many in manuscript to the few that had seen the light, for she had been able to get no great number into print. A ruinous charge was made for costs of publication; a few reviews noticed her poor little volume; but nobody talked of it, nobody bought it, and it fell dead in a fortnight—if it had ever been alive.
This step forward made John Ivy think about collecting her works too, or at least putting together a book of her poems by including many from her manuscripts along with the few that had been published, since she hadn't managed to get a lot into print. The costs of publication were exorbitant; a few reviews mentioned her modest volume, but nobody was talking about it, nobody bought it, and it faded away in two weeks—if it had ever really been noticed.
The author’s thoughts were diverted to another groove just then by the discovery that she was going to have a third child, and the collapse of her poetical venture had perhaps less effect upon her mind than it might have done if she had been domestically unoccupied. Her husband had paid the publisher’s bill with the doctor’s, and there it all had ended for the time. But, though less than a poet of her century, Ella was more than a mere multiplier of her kind, and latterly she had begun to feel the old afflatus once more. And now by an odd conjunction she found herself in the rooms of Robert Trewe.
The author's thoughts were pulled in a different direction when she discovered that she was going to have a third child. The failure of her poetry project seemed to affect her less than it might have if she had more time on her hands. Her husband had settled the publisher’s bill alongside the doctor’s, and that was the end of it for now. However, although she wasn’t as prominent a poet as others in her time, Ella was more than just a simple homemaker, and recently she had started to feel that familiar burst of inspiration again. Then, in an unexpected turn of events, she found herself in the rooms of Robert Trewe.
She thoughtfully rose from her chair and searched the apartment with the interest of a fellow-tradesman. Yes, the volume of his own verse was among the rest. Though quite familiar with its contents, she read it here as if it spoke aloud to her, then called up Mrs. Hooper, the landlady, for some trivial service, and inquired again about the young man.
She carefully got up from her chair and looked around the apartment with the curiosity of someone in the same trade. Yes, his own collection of poems was there with the rest. Even though she knew it well, she read it as if it were speaking to her, then called for Mrs. Hooper, the landlady, for a small favor, and asked again about the young man.
‘Well, I’m sure you’d be interested in him, ma’am, if you could see him, only he’s so shy that I don’t suppose you will.’ Mrs. Hooper seemed nothing loth to minister to her tenant’s curiosity about her predecessor. ‘Lived here long? Yes, nearly two years. He keeps on his rooms even when he’s not here: the soft air of this place suits his chest, and he likes to be able to come back at any time. He is mostly writing or reading, and doesn’t see many people, though, for the matter of that, he is such a good, kind young fellow that folks would only be too glad to be friendly with him if they knew him. You don’t meet kind-hearted people every day.’
‘Well, I’m sure you’d be interested in him, ma'am, if you could see him, but he’s so shy that I don’t think you will.’ Mrs. Hooper didn’t mind satisfying her tenant’s curiosity about her predecessor. ‘Has he lived here long? Yes, nearly two years. He keeps his rooms even when he’s not here: the gentle air in this place is good for his lungs, and he likes being able to return anytime. He spends most of his time writing or reading and doesn’t see many people, but honestly, he’s such a good, kind young guy that people would be more than happy to be friends with him if they got to know him. You don’t come across kind-hearted people every day.’
‘Ah, he’s kind-hearted . . . and good.’
‘Ah, he’s kind and good-hearted . . .’
‘Yes; he’ll oblige me in anything if I ask him. “Mr. Trewe,” I say to him sometimes, “you are rather out of spirits.” “Well, I am, Mrs. Hooper,” he’ll say, “though I don’t know how you should find it out.” “Why not take a little change?” I ask. Then in a day or two he’ll say that he will take a trip to Paris, or Norway, or somewhere; and I assure you he comes back all the better for it.’
‘Yes; he’ll help me with anything if I ask him. “Mr. Trewe,” I sometimes say to him, “you seem a bit down.” “Well, I do, Mrs. Hooper,” he’ll reply, “though I’m not sure how you noticed.” “Why not have a little change of scenery?” I suggest. Then in a day or two, he’ll tell me he’s going to take a trip to Paris, Norway, or somewhere; and I can assure you he comes back feeling much better.’
‘Ah, indeed! His is a sensitive nature, no doubt.’
‘Oh, definitely! He has a sensitive nature, for sure.’
‘Yes. Still he’s odd in some things. Once when he had finished a poem of his composition late at night he walked up and down the room rehearsing it; and the floors being so thin—jerry-built houses, you know, though I say it myself—he kept me awake up above him till I wished him further . . . But we get on very well.’
‘Yes. Still, he is strange in some ways. Once, after he finished writing a poem late at night, he walked back and forth in the room rehearsing it; and since the floors were so thin—cheaply built houses, you know, even if I say so myself—he kept me awake above him until I wished him further ... But we get along very well.’
This was but the beginning of a series of conversations about the rising poet as the days went on. On one of these occasions Mrs. Hooper drew Ella’s attention to what she had not noticed before: minute scribblings in pencil on the wall-paper behind the curtains at the head of the bed.
This was just the start of a series of conversations about the up-and-coming poet as the days went by. On one of these occasions, Mrs. Hooper pointed out to Ella something she hadn’t noticed before: tiny pencil scribbles on the wallpaper behind the curtains at the head of the bed.
‘O! let me look,’ said Mrs. Marchmill, unable to conceal a rush of tender curiosity as she bent her pretty face close to the wall.
‘Oh! let me see,’ said Mrs. Marchmill, unable to hide a wave of gentle curiosity as she leaned her lovely face close to the wall.
‘These,’ said Mrs. Hooper, with the manner of a woman who knew things, ‘are the very beginnings and first thoughts of his verses. He has tried to rub most of them out, but you can read them still. My belief is that he wakes up in the night, you know, with some rhyme in his head, and jots it down there on the wall lest he should forget it by the morning. Some of these very lines you see here I have seen afterwards in print in the magazines. Some are newer; indeed, I have not seen that one before. It must have been done only a few days ago.’
‘These,’ said Mrs. Hooper, like someone who knows things, ‘are the very beginnings and first thoughts of his poems. He has tried to erase most of them, but you can still read them. I believe he wakes up at night with some rhyme in his head and writes it down on the wall so he won’t forget it by morning. Some of these lines you see here I have seen later published in magazines. Some are newer; in fact, I haven’t seen that one before. It must have been written just a few days ago.’
‘O yes! . . . ’
‘O yes! . . . ’
Ella Marchmill flushed without knowing why, and suddenly wished her companion would go away, now that the information was imparted. An indescribable consciousness of personal interest rather than literary made her anxious to read the inscription alone; and she accordingly waited till she could do so, with a sense that a great store of emotion would be enjoyed in the act.
Ella Marchmill felt herself blush without understanding why, and suddenly wished her companion would leave now that the information had been shared. An indescribable feeling of personal interest rather than literary curiosity made her eager to read the inscription by herself; so she waited until she could do so, sensing that reading it would be a deeply emotional experience.
Perhaps because the sea was choppy outside the Island, Ella’s husband found it much pleasanter to go sailing and steaming about without his wife, who was a bad sailor, than with her. He did not disdain to go thus alone on board the steamboats of the cheap-trippers, where there was dancing by moonlight, and where the couples would come suddenly down with a lurch into each other’s arms; for, as he blandly told her, the company was too mixed for him to take her amid such scenes. Thus, while this thriving manufacturer got a great deal of change and sea-air out of his sojourn here, the life, external at least, of Ella was monotonous enough, and mainly consisted in passing a certain number of hours each day in bathing and walking up and down a stretch of shore. But the poetic impulse having again waxed strong, she was possessed by an inner flame which left her hardly conscious of what was proceeding around her.
Maybe because the sea was rough outside the Island, Ella's husband found it much more enjoyable to go sailing and cruising around without her, as she wasn't great on the water. He didn't mind heading out alone on the cheap tourist steamboats, where people danced under the moonlight and couples would suddenly stumble into each other's arms; since, as he casually explained to her, the crowd was too mixed for him to bring her into such situations. So, while this successful businessman enjoyed a lot of fresh air and adventure during his stay, Ella's life, at least on the surface, was quite dull, mainly consisting of spending hours each day swimming and strolling along the beach. However, her poetic spirit started to grow stronger again, fueling an inner passion that made her barely aware of what was happening around her.
She had read till she knew by heart Trewe’s last little volume of verses, and spent a great deal of time in vainly attempting to rival some of them, till, in her failure, she burst into tears. The personal element in the magnetic attraction exercised by this circumambient, unapproachable master of hers was so much stronger than the intellectual and abstract that she could not understand it. To be sure, she was surrounded noon and night by his customary environment, which literally whispered of him to her at every moment; but he was a man she had never seen, and that all that moved her was the instinct to specialize a waiting emotion on the first fit thing that came to hand did not, of course, suggest itself to Ella.
She had read until she had memorized Trewe’s last little book of poems and spent a lot of time trying to match some of them, until, feeling frustrated, she broke down in tears. The personal connection she felt to this unattainable genius of hers was much stronger than any intellectual or abstract reason she could think of, and she just couldn’t grasp it. Of course, she was surrounded day and night by his usual surroundings, which constantly reminded her of him; but he was a man she had never met, and the fact that all her feelings were just her instinctively channeling her pent-up emotions onto the first suitable thing she encountered didn’t occur to Ella at all.
In the natural way of passion under the too practical conditions which civilization has devised for its fruition, her husband’s love for her had not survived, except in the form of fitful friendship, any more than, or even so much as, her own for him; and, being a woman of very living ardours, that required sustenance of some sort, they were beginning to feed on this chancing material, which was, indeed, of a quality far better than chance usually offers.
In the natural course of passion and the overly practical conditions that society has created for it to thrive, her husband's love for her had only lasted as a sporadic friendship, just as her feelings for him had faded; and being a woman of strong passions who needed some kind of nourishment, they were starting to rely on this random connection, which was actually of a much higher quality than what chance typically provides.
One day the children had been playing hide-and-seek in a closet, whence, in their excitement, they pulled out some clothing. Mrs. Hooper explained that it belonged to Mr. Trewe, and hung it up in the closet again. Possessed of her fantasy, Ella went later in the afternoon, when nobody was in that part of the house, opened the closet, unhitched one of the articles, a mackintosh, and put it on, with the waterproof cap belonging to it.
One day, the kids were playing hide-and-seek in a closet, and in their excitement, they pulled out some clothes. Mrs. Hooper explained that they belonged to Mr. Trewe and hung them back up in the closet. Caught up in her imagination, Ella went back later that afternoon, when no one was in that part of the house, opened the closet, took one of the items, a raincoat, and put it on, along with the waterproof cap that went with it.
‘The mantle of Elijah!’ she said. ‘Would it might inspire me to rival him, glorious genius that he is!’
‘The cloak of Elijah!’ she said. ‘I wish it could inspire me to match him, that brilliant genius!’
Her eyes always grew wet when she thought like that, and she turned to look at herself in the glass. His heart had beat inside that coat, and his brain had worked under that hat at levels of thought she would never reach. The consciousness of her weakness beside him made her feel quite sick. Before she had got the things off her the door opened, and her husband entered the room.
Her eyes always filled with tears when she thought like that, and she turned to look at herself in the mirror. His heart had beat beneath that coat, and his mind had functioned under that hat at levels of thought she would never achieve. The awareness of her own weakness next to him made her feel quite nauseous. Before she could remove the things from herself, the door opened, and her husband walked into the room.
‘What the devil—’
‘What the heck—’
She blushed, and removed them
She blushed and took them off.
‘I found them in the closet here,’ she said, ‘and put them on in a freak. What have I else to do? You are always away!’
‘I found them in the closet here,’ she said, ‘and threw them on in a moment of spontaneity. What else am I supposed to do? You're always gone!’
‘Always away? Well . . . ’
‘Always away? Well . . . ’
That evening she had a further talk with the landlady, who might herself have nourished a half-tender regard for the poet, so ready was she to discourse ardently about him.
That evening she had another talk with the landlady, who might have secretly had a soft spot for the poet, since she was so eager to passionately discuss him.
‘You are interested in Mr. Trewe, I know, ma’am,’ she said; ‘and he has just sent to say that he is going to call to-morrow afternoon to look up some books of his that he wants, if I’ll be in, and he may select them from your room?’
‘You’re interested in Mr. Trewe, I know, ma’am,’ she said; ‘and he just sent word that he’s planning to come by tomorrow afternoon to pick up some of his books, if I’ll be around, and he might choose them from your room?’
‘O yes!’
"Yes!"
‘You could very well meet Mr Trewe then, if you’d like to be in the way!’
‘You might just run into Mr. Trewe then, if you want to be in the way!’
She promised with secret delight, and went to bed musing of him.
She promised with hidden joy and went to bed thinking about him.
Next morning her husband observed: ‘I’ve been thinking of what you said, Ell: that I have gone about a good deal and left you without much to amuse you. Perhaps it’s true. To-day, as there’s not much sea, I’ll take you with me on board the yacht.’
Next morning her husband said, “I’ve been thinking about what you mentioned, Ell: that I’ve been out and about a lot and left you with little to entertain you. Maybe that’s right. Today, since the sea isn’t that rough, I’ll take you with me on the yacht.”
For the first time in her experience of such an offer Ella was not glad. But she accepted it for the moment. The time for setting out drew near, and she went to get ready. She stood reflecting. The longing to see the poet she was now distinctly in love with overpowered all other considerations.
For the first time in her experience with such an offer, Ella wasn't happy about it. But she accepted it for the time being. The moment to leave was approaching, so she went to get ready. She paused to think. The desire to see the poet she was now clearly in love with overshadowed all other thoughts.
‘I don’t want to go,’ she said to herself. ‘I can’t bear to be away! And I won’t go.’
‘I don’t want to go,’ she said to herself. ‘I can’t stand being away! And I won’t go.’
She told her husband that she had changed her mind about wishing to sail. He was indifferent, and went his way.
She told her husband that she no longer wanted to sail. He didn’t care and continued on his way.
For the rest of the day the house was quiet, the children having gone out upon the sands. The blinds waved in the sunshine to the soft, steady stroke of the sea beyond the wall; and the notes of the Green Silesian band, a troop of foreign gentlemen hired for the season, had drawn almost all the residents and promenaders away from the vicinity of Coburg House. A knock was audible at the door.
For the rest of the day, the house was quiet since the children had gone out to the beach. The blinds fluttered in the sunlight, swaying gently with the steady rhythm of the sea beyond the wall. The sounds of the Green Silesian band, a group of foreign musicians hired for the season, had drawn almost all the residents and visitors away from the area around Coburg House. A knock could be heard at the door.
Mrs. Marchmill did not hear any servant go to answer it, and she became impatient. The books were in the room where she sat; but nobody came up. She rang the bell.
Mrs. Marchmill didn’t hear any servant go to answer it, and she grew impatient. The books were in the room where she sat, but no one came up. She rang the bell.
‘There is some person waiting at the door,’ she said.
‘Someone is waiting at the door,’ she said.
‘O no, ma’am! He’s gone long ago. I answered it.’
‘Oh no, ma’am! He left a long time ago. I took care of it.’
Mrs. Hooper came in herself.
Mrs. Hooper came in personally.
‘So disappointing!’ she said. ‘Mr. Trewe not coming after all!’
‘So disappointing!’ she said. ‘Mr. Trewe isn’t coming after all!’
‘But I heard him knock, I fancy!’
‘But I think I heard him knock!’
‘No; that was somebody inquiring for lodgings who came to the wrong house. I forgot to tell you that Mr. Trewe sent a note just before lunch to say I needn’t get any tea for him, as he should not require the books, and wouldn’t come to select them.’
‘No; that was someone asking for a place to stay who came to the wrong house. I forgot to mention that Mr. Trewe sent a note just before lunch saying I didn’t need to prepare any tea for him, as he wouldn’t need the books and wouldn’t come to pick them out.’
Ella was miserable, and for a long time could not even re-read his mournful ballad on ‘Severed Lives,’ so aching was her erratic little heart, and so tearful her eyes. When the children came in with wet stockings, and ran up to her to tell her of their adventures, she could not feel that she cared about them half as much as usual.
Ella was feeling miserable, and for a long time, she couldn't even bring herself to re-read his sad song about 'Severed Lives,' as her heart was so heavy and her eyes so filled with tears. When the kids came in with wet socks and rushed up to her to share their adventures, she realized that she didn't care about them as much as she normally did.
‘Mrs. Hooper, have you a photograph of—the gentleman who lived here?’ She was getting to be curiously shy in mentioning his name.
‘Mrs. Hooper, do you have a photo of—the man who lived here?’ She was becoming oddly shy about saying his name.
‘Why, yes. It’s in the ornamental frame on the mantelpiece in your own bedroom, ma’am.’
‘Of course. It’s in the decorative frame on the mantelpiece in your bedroom, ma’am.’
‘No; the Royal Duke and Duchess are in that.’
‘No; the Royal Duke and Duchess are in that.’
‘Yes, so they are; but he’s behind them. He belongs rightly to that frame, which I bought on purpose; but as he went away he said: “Cover me up from those strangers that are coming, for God’s sake. I don’t want them staring at me, and I am sure they won’t want me staring at them.” So I slipped in the Duke and Duchess temporarily in front of him, as they had no frame, and Royalties are more suitable for letting furnished than a private young man. If you take ’em out you’ll see him under. Lord, ma’am, he wouldn’t mind if he knew it! He didn’t think the next tenant would be such an attractive lady as you, or he wouldn’t have thought of hiding himself; perhaps.’
‘Yes, they are; but he’s behind them. He rightfully belongs to that frame, which I bought specifically; but as he was leaving, he said: “Cover me up from those strangers coming, for God’s sake. I don’t want them staring at me, and I’m sure they won’t want me staring at them either.” So I temporarily placed the Duke and Duchess in front of him since they didn’t have a frame, and royals are more appropriate to display than a private young man. If you take them out, you’ll see him underneath. Lord, ma’am, he wouldn’t care if he knew! He didn’t think the next tenant would be such an attractive lady as you, or else he wouldn’t have thought about hiding himself; maybe.’
‘Is he handsome?’ she asked timidly.
'Is he good-looking?' she asked shyly.
‘I call him so. Some, perhaps, wouldn’t.’
‘I call him that. Some, maybe, wouldn’t.’
‘Should I?’ she asked, with eagerness.
"Should I?" she asked eagerly.
‘I think you would, though some would say he’s more striking than handsome; a large-eyed thoughtful fellow, you know, with a very electric flash in his eye when he looks round quickly, such as you’d expect a poet to be who doesn’t get his living by it.’
‘I think you would, though some might say he’s more impressive than handsome; a thoughtful guy with big eyes, you know, who has a really intense spark in his gaze when he looks around quickly, like you’d expect from a poet who doesn’t make a living doing it.’
‘How old is he?’
‘How old is he now?’
‘Several years older than yourself, ma’am; about thirty-one or two, I think.’
‘Several years older than you, ma’am; around thirty-one or thirty-two, I think.’
Ella was, as a matter of fact, a few months over thirty herself; but she did not look nearly so much. Though so immature in nature, she was entering on that tract of life in which emotional women begin to suspect that last love may be stronger than first love; and she would soon, alas, enter on the still more melancholy tract when at least the vainer ones of her sex shrink from receiving a male visitor otherwise than with their backs to the window or the blinds half down. She reflected on Mrs. Hooper’s remark, and said no more about age.
Ella was actually a few months over thirty, but she didn’t look it at all. Even though she was a bit immature, she was starting to reach the stage in life where emotional women begin to wonder if their last love might be stronger than their first. Soon, unfortunately, she would find herself facing the even sadder phase when, at least for the more vain women, receiving a male visitor would mean turning their backs to the window or having the blinds half-drawn. She thought about Mrs. Hooper’s comment and decided not to say anything more about age.
Just then a telegram was brought up. It came from her husband, who had gone down the Channel as far as Budmouth with his friends in the yacht, and would not be able to get back till next day.
Just then, a telegram was delivered. It was from her husband, who had gone down the Channel as far as Budmouth with his friends on the yacht, and wouldn't be able to return until the next day.
After her light dinner Ella idled about the shore with the children till dusk, thinking of the yet uncovered photograph in her room, with a serene sense of something ecstatic to come. For, with the subtle luxuriousness of fancy in which this young woman was an adept, on learning that her husband was to be absent that night she had refrained from incontinently rushing upstairs and opening the picture-frame, preferring to reserve the inspection till she could be alone, and a more romantic tinge be imparted to the occasion by silence, candles, solemn sea and stars outside, than was afforded by the garish afternoon sunlight.
After her light dinner, Ella lingered by the shore with the kids until dusk, thinking about the undisclosed photograph in her room, with a calm sense of something wonderful about to happen. For this young woman, skilled in the subtle art of daydreaming, had decided that since her husband would be away that night, she would hold off on quickly rushing upstairs to open the picture frame. Instead, she wanted to wait until she could be alone, allowing a more romantic atmosphere to enhance the moment with silence, candles, and the solemn sea and stars outside, which was a much better backdrop than the bright afternoon sunlight.
The children had been sent to bed, and Ella soon followed, though it was not yet ten o’clock. To gratify her passionate curiosity she now made her preparations, first getting rid of superfluous garments and putting on her dressing-gown, then arranging a chair in front of the table and reading several pages of Trewe’s tenderest utterances. Then she fetched the portrait-frame to the light, opened the back, took out the likeness, and set it up before her.
The kids had been sent to bed, and Ella soon went to her room, even though it wasn’t quite ten o’clock yet. To satisfy her intense curiosity, she got ready, first shedding unnecessary clothes and slipping into her bathrobe, then setting up a chair in front of the table and reading several pages of Trewe’s most heartfelt words. After that, she brought the picture frame into the light, opened the back, took out the photo, and placed it in front of her.
It was a striking countenance to look upon. The poet wore a luxuriant black moustache and imperial, and a slouched hat which shaded the forehead. The large dark eyes, described by the landlady, showed an unlimited capacity for misery; they looked out from beneath well-shaped brows as if they were reading the universe in the microcosm of the confronter’s face, and were not altogether overjoyed at what the spectacle portended.
It was an impressive face to see. The poet had a thick black mustache and beard, and a slouched hat that shaded his forehead. His large dark eyes, as the landlady described, had an endless capacity for sadness; they peered out from under well-formed brows as if they were trying to understand the universe within the small world of the person in front of him, and they weren't exactly thrilled with what they saw.
Ella murmured in her lowest, richest, tenderest tone: ‘And it’s you who’ve so cruelly eclipsed me these many times!’
Ella whispered in her softest, richest, most affectionate tone: ‘And it’s you who’ve so cruelly overshadowed me all this time!’
As she gazed long at the portrait she fell into thought, till her eyes filled with tears, and she touched the cardboard with her lips. Then she laughed with a nervous lightness, and wiped her eyes.
As she stared at the portrait, she got lost in thought until her eyes filled with tears, and she pressed her lips to the cardboard. Then she let out a nervous laugh and wiped her eyes.
She thought how wicked she was, a woman having a husband and three children, to let her mind stray to a stranger in this unconscionable manner. No, he was not a stranger! She knew his thoughts and feelings as well as she knew her own; they were, in fact, the self-same thoughts and feelings as hers, which her husband distinctly lacked; perhaps luckily for himself; considering that he had to provide for family expenses.
She thought about how wrong she was, a woman with a husband and three kids, to let her thoughts wander to someone unfamiliar in such an unacceptable way. No, he wasn't a stranger! She understood his thoughts and feelings just as well as her own; they were really the exact same thoughts and feelings she had, which her husband clearly did not share; maybe that was for the best for him, given that he had to support the family financially.
‘He’s nearer my real self, he’s more intimate with the real me than Will is, after all, even though I’ve never seen him,’ she said.
‘He’s closer to my true self, he knows the real me better than Will does, even though I've never met him,’ she said.
She laid his book and picture on the table at the bedside, and when she was reclining on the pillow she re-read those of Robert Trewe’s verses which she had marked from time to time as most touching and true. Putting these aside, she set up the photograph on its edge upon the coverlet, and contemplated it as she lay. Then she scanned again by the light of the candle the half-obliterated pencillings on the wall-paper beside her head. There they were—phrases, couplets, bouts-rimés, beginnings and middles of lines, ideas in the rough, like Shelley’s scraps, and the least of them so intense, so sweet, so palpitating, that it seemed as if his very breath, warm and loving, fanned her cheeks from those walls, walls that had surrounded his head times and times as they surrounded her own now. He must often have put up his hand so—with the pencil in it. Yes, the writing was sideways, as it would be if executed by one who extended his arm thus.
She placed his book and picture on the bedside table, and as she lay back on the pillow, she reread the verses by Robert Trewe that she had marked as especially moving and genuine. After setting them aside, she propped the photograph up on its edge on the comforter and studied it while lying there. Then she looked again, by candlelight, at the faint pencil marks on the wallpaper beside her head. There they were—phrases, couplets, bouts-rimés, beginnings and middles of lines, rough ideas, just like Shelley’s scraps, and even the smallest of them felt so intense, so sweet, so vibrant, that it was as if his warm, loving breath was gently brushing her cheeks from those walls, walls that had enclosed his head countless times just as they did hers now. He must have often raised his hand like that—with the pencil in it. Yes, the writing was sideways, just as it would be if someone extended their arm in that way.
These inscribed shapes of the poet’s world,
These carved shapes of the poet's world,
‘Forms more real than living man,
Nurslings of immortality,’
‘Forms more real than living humans,
Nurtured by immortality,’
were, no doubt, the thoughts and spirit-strivings which had come to him in the dead of night, when he could let himself go and have no fear of the frost of criticism. No doubt they had often been written up hastily by the light of the moon, the rays of the lamp, in the blue-grey dawn, in full daylight perhaps never. And now her hair was dragging where his arm had lain when he secured the fugitive fancies; she was sleeping on a poet’s lips, immersed in the very essence of him, permeated by his spirit as by an ether.
were, without a doubt, the thoughts and deep aspirations that had come to him in the middle of the night, when he could truly express himself without worrying about the chill of judgment. They had likely been written down quickly by moonlight, the glow of a lamp, in the blue-grey dawn, and perhaps never in broad daylight. And now her hair was scattered where his arm had rested when he captured those fleeting ideas; she was sleeping on a poet’s lips, completely immersed in his essence, infused with his spirit like a delicate mist.
While she was dreaming the minutes away thus, a footstep came upon the stairs, and in a moment she heard her husband’s heavy step on the landing immediately without.
While she was lost in her dreams, she heard a footstep on the stairs, and a moment later, she heard her husband's heavy footsteps on the landing just outside.
‘Ell, where are you?’
‘Hey, where are you?’
What possessed her she could not have described, but, with an instinctive objection to let her husband know what she had been doing, she slipped the photograph under the pillow just as he flung open the door, with the air of a man who had dined not badly.
What took over her, she couldn't explain, but with an instinctive urge to keep her husband in the dark about what she had been up to, she slipped the photograph under the pillow just as he swung open the door, looking like a man who had enjoyed a decent meal.
‘O, I beg pardon,’ said William Marchmill. ‘Have you a headache? I am afraid I have disturbed you.’
‘Oh, I’m sorry,’ said William Marchmill. ‘Do you have a headache? I’m afraid I’ve interrupted you.’
‘No, I’ve not got a headache,’ said she. ‘How is it you’ve come?’
‘No, I don’t have a headache,’ she said. ‘How did you get here?’
‘Well, we found we could get back in very good time after all, and I didn’t want to make another day of it, because of going somewhere else to-morrow.’
‘Well, we realized we could get back in plenty of time after all, and I didn’t want to extend it into another day since we’re going somewhere else tomorrow.’
‘Shall I come down again?’
"Should I come down again?"
‘O no. I’m as tired as a dog. I’ve had a good feed, and I shall turn in straight off. I want to get out at six o’clock to-morrow if I can . . . I shan’t disturb you by my getting up; it will be long before you are awake.’ And he came forward into the room.
‘Oh no. I’m as tired as can be. I’ve had a good meal, and I’m going to bed right away. I want to get up at six o’clock tomorrow if I can... I won’t disturb you when I get up; it will be a long time before you’re awake.’ And he stepped into the room.
While her eyes followed his movements, Ella softly pushed the photograph further out of sight.
While her eyes watched him move, Ella gently pushed the photograph out of view.
‘Sure you’re not ill?’ he asked, bending over her.
“Are you sure you’re not sick?” he asked, leaning over her.
‘No, only wicked!’
‘No, just evil!’
‘Never mind that.’ And he stooped and kissed her.
‘Forget about that.’ Then he bent down and kissed her.
Next morning Marchmill was called at six o’clock; and in waking and yawning she heard him muttering to himself: ‘What the deuce is this that’s been crackling under me so?’ Imagining her asleep he searched round him and withdrew something. Through her half-opened eyes she perceived it to be Mr. Trewe.
Next morning, Marchmill was called at six o'clock; and as she woke up and yawned, she heard him mumbling to himself, "What on earth is this that's been crackling under me?" Thinking she was still asleep, he looked around and pulled something out. Through her half-open eyes, she saw it was Mr. Trewe.
‘Well, I’m damned!’ her husband exclaimed.
‘Well, I’ll be damned!’ her husband exclaimed.
‘What, dear?’ said she.
"What, dear?" she asked.
‘O, you are awake? Ha! ha!’
"Oh, you're up? Haha!"
‘What do you mean?’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Some bloke’s photograph—a friend of our landlady’s, I suppose. I wonder how it came here; whisked off the table by accident perhaps when they were making the bed.’
‘Some guy's photo—a friend of our landlady’s, I guess. I wonder how it ended up here; maybe it got accidentally knocked off the table while they were making the bed.’
‘I was looking at it yesterday, and it must have dropped in then.’
‘I was looking at it yesterday, and it must have dropped in then.’
‘O, he’s a friend of yours? Bless his picturesque heart!’
‘Oh, he's a friend of yours? Bless his charming heart!’
Ella’s loyalty to the object of her admiration could not endure to hear him ridiculed. ‘He’s a clever man!’ she said, with a tremor in her gentle voice which she herself felt to be absurdly uncalled for.
Ella's loyalty to the person she admired couldn't handle hearing him mocked. "He's a smart guy!" she said, her soft voice trembling in a way that seemed ridiculous even to her.
‘He is a rising poet—the gentleman who occupied two of these rooms before we came, though I’ve never seen him.’
‘He is an up-and-coming poet—the guy who had two of these rooms before we arrived, although I’ve never met him.’
‘How do you know, if you’ve never seen him?’
‘How do you know that if you’ve never seen him?’
‘Mrs. Hooper told me when she showed me the photograph.’
‘Mrs. Hooper told me when she showed me the picture.’
‘O; well, I must up and be off. I shall be home rather early. Sorry I can’t take you to-day, dear. Mind the children don’t go getting drowned.’
‘Oh, well, I have to get going. I should be home pretty early. Sorry I can't take you today, dear. Make sure the kids don’t drown.’
That day Mrs. Marchmill inquired if Mr. Trewe were likely to call at any other time.
That day, Mrs. Marchmill asked if Mr. Trewe was likely to stop by at any other time.
‘Yes,’ said Mrs. Hooper. ‘He’s coming this day week to stay with a friend near here till you leave. He’ll be sure to call.’
‘Yes,’ said Mrs. Hooper. ‘He’s coming this time next week to stay with a friend nearby until you leave. He’ll definitely call.’
Marchmill did return quite early in the afternoon; and, opening some letters which had arrived in his absence, declared suddenly that he and his family would have to leave a week earlier than they had expected to do—in short, in three days.
Marchmill came back pretty early in the afternoon; and, after opening some letters that had arrived while he was gone, he suddenly announced that he and his family would have to leave a week earlier than they had anticipated—basically, in three days.
‘Surely we can stay a week longer?’ she pleaded. ‘I like it here.’
‘Can we please stay a week longer?’ she begged. ‘I really like it here.’
‘I don’t. It is getting rather slow.’
‘I don’t. It’s getting kind of slow.’
‘Then you might leave me and the children!’
‘Then you could leave me and the kids!’
‘How perverse you are, Ell! What’s the use? And have to come to fetch you! No: we’ll all return together; and we’ll make out our time in North Wales or Brighton a little later on. Besides, you’ve three days longer yet.’
‘How twisted you are, Ell! What’s the point? And I have to come to get you! No: we’ll all head back together; and we’ll figure out our time in North Wales or Brighton a bit later. Plus, you’ve still got three days left.’
It seemed to be her doom not to meet the man for whose rival talent she had a despairing admiration, and to whose person she was now absolutely attached. Yet she determined to make a last effort; and having gathered from her landlady that Trewe was living in a lonely spot not far from the fashionable town on the Island opposite, she crossed over in the packet from the neighbouring pier the following afternoon.
It seemed she was destined never to meet the man for whom she had a hopeless admiration and to whom she was now completely drawn. Still, she decided to make one last attempt; after learning from her landlady that Trewe was living in a remote area not far from the trendy town on the island across the way, she took the ferry from the nearby pier the next afternoon.
What a useless journey it was! Ella knew but vaguely where the house stood, and when she fancied she had found it, and ventured to inquire of a pedestrian if he lived there, the answer returned by the man was that he did not know. And if he did live there, how could she call upon him? Some women might have the assurance to do it, but she had not. How crazy he would think her. She might have asked him to call upon her, perhaps; but she had not the courage for that, either. She lingered mournfully about the picturesque seaside eminence till it was time to return to the town and enter the steamer for recrossing, reaching home for dinner without having been greatly missed.
What a pointless trip it was! Ella only had a vague idea of where the house was, and when she thought she had found it and asked a passerby if he lived there, he replied that he didn’t know. And if he did live there, how could she even approach him? Some women might have the confidence to do that, but she didn’t. He would think she was ridiculous. She could have asked him to visit her, but she didn’t have the guts for that either. She wandered sadly around the picturesque seaside hill until it was time to head back to town and board the steamer for the return trip, getting home for dinner without anyone really missing her.
At the last moment, unexpectedly enough, her husband said that he should have no objection to letting her and the children stay on till the end of the week, since she wished to do so, if she felt herself able to get home without him. She concealed the pleasure this extension of time gave her; and Marchmill went off the next morning alone.
At the last minute, surprisingly, her husband said he had no problem with her and the kids staying until the end of the week, since she wanted to, as long as she felt she could get home without him. She hid the happiness that this extra time brought her, and Marchmill left the next morning by himself.
But the week passed, and Trewe did not call.
But the week went by, and Trewe didn't call.
On Saturday morning the remaining members of the Marchmill family departed from the place which had been productive of so much fervour in her. The dreary, dreary train; the sun shining in moted beams upon the hot cushions; the dusty permanent way; the mean rows of wire—these things were her accompaniment: while out of the window the deep blue sea-levels disappeared from her gaze, and with them her poet’s home. Heavy-hearted, she tried to read, and wept instead.
On Saturday morning, the last members of the Marchmill family left the place that had stirred so many emotions in her. The somber train, the sun shining through the dusty windows onto the hot seats, the grimy tracks, and the sparse rows of wire were her only companions. As she looked out the window, the deep blue sea faded from view, taking her poet's home with it. With a heavy heart, she tried to read but ended up crying instead.
Mr. Marchmill was in a thriving way of business, and he and his family lived in a large new house, which stood in rather extensive grounds a few miles outside the city wherein he carried on his trade. Ella’s life was lonely here, as the suburban life is apt to be, particularly at certain seasons; and she had ample time to indulge her taste for lyric and elegiac composition. She had hardly got back when she encountered a piece by Robert Trewe in the new number of her favourite magazine, which must have been written almost immediately before her visit to Solentsea, for it contained the very couplet she had seen pencilled on the wallpaper by the bed, and Mrs. Hooper had declared to be recent. Ella could resist no longer, but seizing a pen impulsively, wrote to him as a brother-poet, using the name of John Ivy, congratulating him in her letter on his triumphant executions in metre and rhythm of thoughts that moved his soul, as compared with her own brow-beaten efforts in the same pathetic trade.
Mr. Marchmill was doing well in business, and he and his family lived in a large, new house set on spacious grounds a few miles outside the city where he worked. Ella's life felt lonely here, as suburban life often does, especially during certain times of the year; she had plenty of time to indulge her passion for writing lyrics and elegies. She had barely returned when she came across a piece by Robert Trewe in the latest issue of her favorite magazine, which must have been written just before her trip to Solentsea, since it included the exact couplet she had seen scribbled on the wallpaper near the bed, which Mrs. Hooper had said was recent. Ella couldn't hold back anymore; grabbing a pen on impulse, she wrote to him as a fellow poet, using the name John Ivy, congratulating him in her letter on his impressive mastery of meter and rhythm in expressing thoughts that touched his soul, especially when contrasted with her own struggles in the same emotional craft.
To this address there came a response in a few days, little as she had dared to hope for it—a civil and brief note, in which the young poet stated that, though he was not well acquainted with Mr. Ivy’s verse, he recalled the name as being one he had seen attached to some very promising pieces; that he was glad to gain Mr. Ivy’s acquaintance by letter, and should certainly look with much interest for his productions in the future.
To this address, a response arrived a few days later, even though she hadn’t dared to hope for it—a polite and brief note. In it, the young poet mentioned that, while he wasn't very familiar with Mr. Ivy's poetry, he recognized the name as someone associated with some very promising works. He expressed his pleasure in making Mr. Ivy's acquaintance through letter and assured that he would definitely look forward to his future works with great interest.
There must have been something juvenile or timid in her own epistle, as one ostensibly coming from a man, she declared to herself; for Trewe quite adopted the tone of an elder and superior in this reply. But what did it matter? he had replied; he had written to her with his own hand from that very room she knew so well, for he was now back again in his quarters.
There must have been something childish or hesitant in her own letter, as someone would expect from a man, she thought to herself; because Trewe definitely took on the tone of someone older and more experienced in his response. But what did it matter? He had replied; he had written to her with his own hand from that very room she knew so well, since he was back in his quarters.
The correspondence thus begun was continued for two months or more, Ella Marchmill sending him from time to time some that she considered to be the best of her pieces, which he very kindly accepted, though he did not say he sedulously read them, nor did he send her any of his own in return. Ella would have been more hurt at this than she was if she had not known that Trewe laboured under the impression that she was one of his own sex.
The correspondence that started continued for two months or more, with Ella Marchmill occasionally sending him what she thought were her best pieces. He kindly accepted them, although he didn’t mention that he carefully read them, nor did he send any of his own in return. Ella would have felt more hurt about this than she did if she hadn’t known that Trewe mistakenly believed she was one of his own gender.
Yet the situation was unsatisfactory. A flattering little voice told her that, were he only to see her, matters would be otherwise. No doubt she would have helped on this by making a frank confession of womanhood, to begin with, if something had not happened, to her delight, to render it unnecessary. A friend of her husband’s, the editor of the most important newspaper in the city and county, who was dining with them one day, observed during their conversation about the poet that his (the editor’s) brother the landscape-painter was a friend of Mr. Trewe’s, and that the two men were at that very moment in Wales together.
Yet the situation was unsatisfactory. A flattering little voice told her that, if he just saw her, things would be different. No doubt she would have helped with this by making an honest confession of womanhood, to start with, if something delightful hadn’t happened to make it unnecessary. A friend of her husband’s, who was the editor of the most important newspaper in the city and county, was having dinner with them one day and mentioned during their conversation about the poet that his (the editor’s) brother, a landscape painter, was friends with Mr. Trewe, and that the two men were currently in Wales together.
Ella was slightly acquainted with the editor’s brother. The next morning down she sat and wrote, inviting him to stay at her house for a short time on his way back, and requesting him to bring with him, if practicable, his companion Mr. Trewe, whose acquaintance she was anxious to make. The answer arrived after some few days. Her correspondent and his friend Trewe would have much satisfaction in accepting her invitation on their way southward, which would be on such and such a day in the following week.
Ella was somewhat familiar with the editor’s brother. The next morning, she sat down and wrote to him, inviting him to stay at her house for a little while on his way back and asking if he could bring his friend Mr. Trewe, whose company she was eager to get to know. After a few days, she received a response. Her correspondent and his friend Trewe would be pleased to accept her invitation on their way south, which would be on a specific day the following week.
Ella was blithe and buoyant. Her scheme had succeeded; her beloved though as yet unseen one was coming. “Behold, he standeth behind our wall; he looked forth at the windows, showing himself through the lattice,” she thought ecstatically. “And, lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone, the flowers appear on the earth, the time of the singing of birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land.”
Ella was cheerful and full of life. Her plan had worked; her beloved, though still unseen, was on the way. “Look, he’s standing behind our wall; he peeks through the windows, revealing himself through the trellis,” she thought excitedly. “And, look, the winter is over, the rain is gone, the flowers are blooming on the earth, the time for birds to sing has come, and the sound of doves is heard in our land.”
But it was necessary to consider the details of lodging and feeding him. This she did most solicitously, and awaited the pregnant day and hour.
But it was important to think about the details of where he would stay and what he would eat. She took care of this very carefully and looked forward to the significant day and hour.
It was about five in the afternoon when she heard a ring at the door and the editor’s brother’s voice in the hall. Poetess as she was, or as she thought herself, she had not been too sublime that day to dress with infinite trouble in a fashionable robe of rich material, having a faint resemblance to the chiton of the Greeks, a style just then in vogue among ladies of an artistic and romantic turn, which had been obtained by Ella of her Bond Street dressmaker when she was last in London. Her visitor entered the drawing-room. She looked towards his rear; nobody else came through the door. Where, in the name of the God of Love, was Robert Trewe?
It was around five in the afternoon when she heard a ring at the door and the editor’s brother’s voice in the hallway. Although she considered herself a poetess, she hadn’t been too absorbed in her thoughts that day to get dressed with great care in a stylish gown made of luxurious fabric, which vaguely resembled the chiton of the Greeks. This style was currently popular among women with artistic and romantic inclinations, and Ella had gotten it from her Bond Street dressmaker during her last trip to London. Her visitor stepped into the drawing-room. She looked behind him; no one else came through the door. Where, in the name of the God of Love, was Robert Trewe?
‘O, I’m sorry,’ said the painter, after their introductory words had been spoken. ‘Trewe is a curious fellow, you know, Mrs. Marchmill. He said he’d come; then he said he couldn’t. He’s rather dusty. We’ve been doing a few miles with knapsacks, you know; and he wanted to get on home.’
‘Oh, I’m sorry,’ said the painter after their initial conversation. ‘Trewe is an odd guy, you know, Mrs. Marchmill. He said he’d come; then he changed his mind. He’s a bit dirty. We’ve been trekking a few miles with our backpacks, you know; and he wanted to head home.’
‘He—he’s not coming?’
"Is he not coming?"
‘He’s not; and he asked me to make his apologies.’
'He's not; and he asked me to say sorry for him.'
‘When did you p-p-part from him?’ she asked, her nether lip starting off quivering so much that it was like a tremolo-stop opened in her speech. She longed to run away from this dreadful bore and cry her eyes out.
‘When did you break up with him?’ she asked, her bottom lip trembling so much that it was like a tremolo-stop had activated in her speech. She wanted to run away from this terrible boredom and cry her eyes out.
‘Just now, in the turnpike road yonder there.’
‘Right now, over on that highway there.’
‘What! he has actually gone past my gates?’
‘What! He actually went past my gates?’
‘Yes. When we got to them—handsome gates they are, too, the finest bit of modern wrought-iron work I have seen—when we came to them we stopped, talking there a little while, and then he wished me good-bye and went on. The truth is, he’s a little bit depressed just now, and doesn’t want to see anybody. He’s a very good fellow, and a warm friend, but a little uncertain and gloomy sometimes; he thinks too much of things. His poetry is rather too erotic and passionate, you know, for some tastes; and he has just come in for a terrible slating from the —— Review that was published yesterday; he saw a copy of it at the station by accident. Perhaps you’ve read it?’
‘Yes. When we reached them—beautiful gates they are, really, the best piece of modern wrought-iron work I’ve seen—we paused there for a bit, chatting, and then he said goodbye and moved on. The truth is, he’s feeling a bit down right now and doesn’t want to see anyone. He’s a really good guy and a close friend, but he can be a bit uncertain and gloomy sometimes; he overthinks things. His poetry is a bit too erotic and passionate, you know, for some people’s tastes; and he just received a harsh review from the —— Review that came out yesterday; he stumbled upon a copy of it at the station. Maybe you’ve read it?’
‘No.’
‘Nope.’
‘So much the better. O, it is not worth thinking of; just one of those articles written to order, to please the narrow-minded set of subscribers upon whom the circulation depends. But he’s upset by it. He says it is the misrepresentation that hurts him so; that, though he can stand a fair attack, he can’t stand lies that he’s powerless to refute and stop from spreading. That’s just Trewe’s weak point. He lives so much by himself that these things affect him much more than they would if he were in the bustle of fashionable or commercial life. So he wouldn’t come here, making the excuse that it all looked so new and monied—if you’ll pardon—’
‘So much the better. Oh, it’s not worth thinking about; just one of those articles written for the sake of pleasing the narrow-minded group of subscribers that support the circulation. But he’s really bothered by it. He says it’s the misrepresentation that hurts him the most; that, while he can handle a fair criticism, he can’t deal with lies that he can’t refute or stop from spreading. That’s just Trewe’s weakness. He spends so much time alone that these things affect him way more than they would if he were in the hustle and bustle of high society or business life. So he wouldn’t come here, using the excuse that everything looks too new and wealthy—if you’ll forgive me—’
‘But—he must have known—there was sympathy here! Has he never said anything about getting letters from this address?’
'But—he must have known—there was understanding here! Has he never mentioned receiving letters from this address?'
‘Yes, yes, he has, from John Ivy—perhaps a relative of yours, he thought, visiting here at the time?’
‘Yes, yes, he has, from John Ivy—maybe a relative of yours, he thought, visiting here at the time?’
‘Did he—like Ivy, did he say?’
‘Did he—like Ivy, did he say?’
‘Well, I don’t know that he took any great interest in Ivy.’
‘Well, I don’t think he was really that interested in Ivy.’
‘Or in his poems?’
'Or in his poetry?'
‘Or in his poems—so far as I know, that is.’
‘Or in his poems—as far as I know, that is.’
Robert Trewe took no interest in her house, in her poems, or in their writer. As soon as she could get away she went into the nursery and tried to let off her emotion by unnecessarily kissing the children, till she had a sudden sense of disgust at being reminded how plain-looking they were, like their father.
Robert Trewe didn’t care about her house, her poems, or her as their writer. As soon as she could escape, she went into the nursery and tried to release her emotions by excessively kissing the kids until she suddenly felt disgusted at being reminded of how plain they were, just like their dad.
The obtuse and single-minded landscape-painter never once perceived from her conversation that it was only Trewe she wanted, and not himself. He made the best of his visit, seeming to enjoy the society of Ella’s husband, who also took a great fancy to him, and showed him everywhere about the neighbourhood, neither of them noticing Ella’s mood.
The oblivious and focused landscape painter never realized from their conversation that it was only Trewe she wanted, not him. He made the most of his visit, appearing to enjoy the company of Ella’s husband, who also liked him a lot and showed him around the neighborhood, neither of them aware of Ella’s mood.
The painter had been gone only a day or two when, while sitting upstairs alone one morning, she glanced over the London paper just arrived, and read the following paragraph:-
The painter had only been gone a day or two when, sitting upstairs alone one morning, she glanced at the London paper that had just arrived and read the following paragraph:-
‘SUICIDE OF A POET
‘POET'S SUICIDE
‘Mr. Robert Trewe, who has been favourably known for some years as one of our rising lyrists, committed suicide at his lodgings at Solentsea on Saturday evening last by shooting himself in the right temple with a revolver. Readers hardly need to be reminded that Mr. Trewe has recently attracted the attention of a much wider public than had hitherto known him, by his new volume of verse, mostly of an impassioned kind, entitled “Lyrics to a Woman Unknown,” which has been already favourably noticed in these pages for the extraordinary gamut of feeling it traverses, and which has been made the subject of a severe, if not ferocious, criticism in the —— Review. It is supposed, though not certainly known, that the article may have partially conduced to the sad act, as a copy of the review in question was found on his writing-table; and he has been observed to be in a somewhat depressed state of mind since the critique appeared.’
‘Mr. Robert Trewe, who has been well-known for some years as one of our rising songwriters, died by suicide at his apartment in Solentsea last Saturday evening by shooting himself in the right temple with a revolver. Readers probably don’t need to be reminded that Mr. Trewe has recently drawn the attention of a much larger audience than he previously had, thanks to his new collection of poems, mostly passionate, titled “Lyrics to a Woman Unknown,” which has already been positively reviewed in these pages for its extraordinary range of emotion, and which has also faced harsh, if not brutal, criticism in the —— Review. It is believed, though not confirmed, that the article may have contributed to this tragic act, as a copy of the review was found on his writing desk; and he has been seen to be in a somewhat depressed mood since the critique was published.’
Then came the report of the inquest, at which the following letter was read, it having been addressed to a friend at a distance:-
Then came the report of the inquest, at which the following letter was read, as it had been sent to a friend far away:-
‘DEAR ——,—Before these lines reach your hands I shall be delivered from the inconveniences of seeing, hearing, and knowing more of the things around me. I will not trouble you by giving my reasons for the step I have taken, though I can assure you they were sound and logical. Perhaps had I been blessed with a mother, or a sister, or a female friend of another sort tenderly devoted to me, I might have thought it worth while to continue my present existence. I have long dreamt of such an unattainable creature, as you know, and she, this undiscoverable, elusive one, inspired my last volume; the imaginary woman alone, for, in spite of what has been said in some quarters, there is no real woman behind the title. She has continued to the last unrevealed, unmet, unwon. I think it desirable to mention this in order that no blame may attach to any real woman as having been the cause of my decease by cruel or cavalier treatment of me. Tell my landlady that I am sorry to have caused her this unpleasantness; but my occupancy of the rooms will soon be forgotten. There are ample funds in my name at the bank to pay all expenses. R. TREWE.’
‘DEAR ——,—By the time you read this, I will have escaped the discomforts of seeing, hearing, and knowing more about the world around me. I won’t bother you with the reasons for my decision, but I can assure you they are well thought out. If I had been lucky enough to have a mother, a sister, or a close female friend who truly cared for me, I might have found it worthwhile to continue living. I’ve long imagined such an impossible person, as you know, and this imaginary woman inspired my last book; there is no real woman behind the title, despite what some may say. She has remained a mystery, unseen and unattained until the end. I mention this to make clear that no real woman should be blamed for my death due to any cruel or indifferent treatment. Please let my landlady know that I’m sorry for the trouble I’ve caused her; however, my time in these rooms will soon be forgotten. There are enough funds in my name at the bank to cover all expenses. R. TREWE.’
Ella sat for a while as if stunned, then rushed into the adjoining chamber and flung herself upon her face on the bed.
Ella sat for a moment, as if in shock, then rushed into the next room and threw herself face down on the bed.
Her grief and distraction shook her to pieces; and she lay in this frenzy of sorrow for more than an hour. Broken words came every now and then from her quivering lips: ‘O, if he had only known of me—known of me—me! . . . O, if I had only once met him—only once; and put my hand upon his hot forehead—kissed him—let him know how I loved him—that I would have suffered shame and scorn, would have lived and died, for him! Perhaps it would have saved his dear life! . . . But no—it was not allowed! God is a jealous God; and that happiness was not for him and me!’
Her grief and distraction broke her apart, and she lay in this whirlwind of sorrow for over an hour. Broken words escaped her shaking lips occasionally: “Oh, if he had only known about me—known about me—me! … Oh, if I had just met him once—just once; if I could have touched his hot forehead—kissed him—let him know how much I loved him—that I would have endured shame and scorn, would have lived and died for him! Maybe it would have saved his dear life! … But no—it wasn’t meant to be! God is a jealous God; and that happiness was not meant for him and me!”
All possibilities were over; the meeting was stultified. Yet it was almost visible to her in her fantasy even now, though it could never be substantiated—
All possibilities were gone; the meeting was pointless. Yet she could almost see it in her imagination even now, even though it could never be proven—
‘The hour which might have been, yet might not be,
Which man’s and woman’s heart conceived and bore,
Yet whereof life was barren.’
‘The hour that could have been, yet never was,
Conceived and carried by the hearts of men and women,
Yet from which life was empty.’
She wrote to the landlady at Solentsea in the third person, in as subdued a style as she could command, enclosing a postal order for a sovereign, and informing Mrs. Hooper that Mrs. Marchmill had seen in the papers the sad account of the poet’s death, and having been, as Mrs. Hooper was aware, much interested in Mr. Trewe during her stay at Coburg House, she would be obliged if Mrs. Hooper could obtain a small portion of his hair before his coffin was closed down, and send it her as a memorial of him, as also the photograph that was in the frame.
She wrote to the landlady at Solentsea in the third person, using the most restrained tone she could manage, enclosing a postal order for a pound, and letting Mrs. Hooper know that Mrs. Marchmill had seen in the news the sad report of the poet’s death. Since she had been, as Mrs. Hooper knew, very interested in Mr. Trewe during her time at Coburg House, she would appreciate it if Mrs. Hooper could get a small lock of his hair before his coffin was closed and send it to her as a keepsake, along with the photograph that was in the frame.
By the return-post a letter arrived containing what had been requested. Ella wept over the portrait and secured it in her private drawer; the lock of hair she tied with white ribbon and put in her bosom, whence she drew it and kissed it every now and then in some unobserved nook.
By the return mail, a letter arrived with what had been requested. Ella cried over the portrait and kept it in her private drawer; she tied the lock of hair with a white ribbon and kept it close to her heart, from where she would take it out and kiss it now and then in some hidden spot.
‘What’s the matter?’ said her husband, looking up from his newspaper on one of these occasions. ‘Crying over something? A lock of hair? Whose is it?’
‘What’s wrong?’ her husband asked, glancing up from his newspaper during one of those moments. ‘Are you upset about something? A lock of hair? Whose is it?’
‘He’s dead!’ she murmured.
"He's gone!" she murmured.
‘Who?’
'Who?'
‘I don’t want to tell you, Will, just now, unless you insist!’ she said, a sob hanging heavy in her voice.
“I don’t want to tell you, Will, right now, unless you really want to know!” she said, a sob weighing heavily in her voice.
‘O, all right.’
‘Oh, fine.’
‘Do you mind my refusing? I will tell you some day.’
‘Do you mind if I say no? I'll explain it to you someday.’
‘It doesn’t matter in the least, of course.’
‘It doesn’t matter at all, of course.’
He walked away whistling a few bars of no tune in particular; and when he had got down to his factory in the city the subject came into Marchmill’s head again.
He walked away humming a few random notes; and when he reached his factory in the city, the topic popped back into Marchmill’s mind.
He, too, was aware that a suicide had taken place recently at the house they had occupied at Solentsea. Having seen the volume of poems in his wife’s hand of late, and heard fragments of the landlady’s conversation about Trewe when they were her tenants, he all at once said to himself; ‘Why of course it’s he! How the devil did she get to know him? What sly animals women are!’
He also knew that a suicide had recently happened at the house they had lived in at Solentsea. After noticing the book of poems his wife had been carrying lately, and catching bits of the landlady’s conversations about Trewe when they were her tenants, he suddenly thought, 'Of course, it’s him! How on earth did she meet him? What sneaky creatures women are!'
Then he placidly dismissed the matter, and went on with his daily affairs. By this time Ella at home had come to a determination. Mrs. Hooper, in sending the hair and photograph, had informed her of the day of the funeral; and as the morning and noon wore on an overpowering wish to know where they were laying him took possession of the sympathetic woman. Caring very little now what her husband or any one else might think of her eccentricities; she wrote Marchmill a brief note, stating that she was called away for the afternoon and evening, but would return on the following morning. This she left on his desk, and having given the same information to the servants, went out of the house on foot.
Then he calmly brushed off the matter and got back to his daily routine. By this time, Ella at home had made a decision. Mrs. Hooper, in sending the hair and photograph, had informed her of the day of the funeral; and as the morning and afternoon went by, an overwhelming desire to know where they were burying him took hold of the compassionate woman. Not caring much anymore what her husband or anyone else thought of her odd behavior, she wrote Marchmill a short note, stating that she had to be away for the afternoon and evening but would be back the following morning. She left this on his desk, and after informing the servants, she left the house on foot.
When Mr. Marchmill reached home early in the afternoon the servants looked anxious. The nurse took him privately aside, and hinted that her mistress’s sadness during the past few days had been such that she feared she had gone out to drown herself. Marchmill reflected. Upon the whole he thought that she had not done that. Without saying whither he was bound he also started off, telling them not to sit up for him. He drove to the railway-station, and took a ticket for Solentsea.
When Mr. Marchmill got home early in the afternoon, the servants seemed worried. The nurse pulled him aside and suggested that her employer had been so sad lately that she might have gone out to drown herself. Marchmill thought about it. Overall, he believed she hadn’t done that. Without mentioning where he was headed, he left, telling them not to wait up for him. He drove to the train station and bought a ticket to Solentsea.
It was dark when he reached the place, though he had come by a fast train, and he knew that if his wife had preceded him thither it could only have been by a slower train, arriving not a great while before his own. The season at Solentsea was now past: the parade was gloomy, and the flys were few and cheap. He asked the way to the Cemetery, and soon reached it. The gate was locked, but the keeper let him in, declaring, however, that there was nobody within the precincts. Although it was not late, the autumnal darkness had now become intense; and he found some difficulty in keeping to the serpentine path which led to the quarter where, as the man had told him, the one or two interments for the day had taken place. He stepped upon the grass, and, stumbling over some pegs, stooped now and then to discern if possible a figure against the sky.
It was dark when he got there, even though he took a fast train, and he figured that if his wife had arrived before him, it must have been on a slower train that got in not too long before his. The season at Solentsea was over: the boardwalk was dreary, and there were only a few cheap cabs around. He asked for directions to the Cemetery and quickly found it. The gate was locked, but the caretaker let him in, noting that there was no one inside. Even though it wasn't late, the autumn darkness had deepened significantly, and he struggled to stay on the winding path that led to the area where, as the man had mentioned, the few burials of the day had taken place. He stepped onto the grass, tripping over some pegs, and occasionally bent down to try to make out a figure against the sky.
He could see none; but lighting on a spot where the soil was trodden, beheld a crouching object beside a newly made grave. She heard him, and sprang up.
He couldn’t see anyone, but when he noticed a spot where the ground was disturbed, he saw a crouching figure next to a freshly dug grave. She heard him and jumped up.
‘Ell, how silly this is!’ he said indignantly. ‘Running away from home—I never heard such a thing! Of course I am not jealous of this unfortunate man; but it is too ridiculous that you, a married woman with three children and a fourth coming, should go losing your head like this over a dead lover! . . . Do you know you were locked in? You might not have been able to get out all night.’
"Wow, how ridiculous is this!" he said angrily. "Running away from home—I can't believe it! Of course I'm not jealous of this unfortunate guy; but it’s just absurd that you, a married woman with three kids and another on the way, should be losing your mind over a dead lover! . . . Did you know you were locked in? You could have been stuck here all night."
She did not answer.
She didn't respond.
‘I hope it didn’t go far between you and him, for your own sake.’
‘I hope you didn’t get too far away from him, for your own good.’
‘Don’t insult me, Will.’
"Don't disrespect me, Will."
‘Mind, I won’t have any more of this sort of thing; do you hear?’
‘Listen, I won’t put up with this kind of behavior anymore; do you understand?’
‘Very well,’ she said.
"Sure," she said.
He drew her arm within his own, and conducted her out of the Cemetery. It was impossible to get back that night; and not wishing to be recognized in their present sorry condition, he took her to a miserable little coffee-house close to the station, whence they departed early in the morning, travelling almost without speaking, under the sense that it was one of those dreary situations occurring in married life which words could not mend, and reaching their own door at noon.
He linked his arm with hers and led her out of the cemetery. It was impossible to go back that night, and not wanting to be seen in their current sorry state, he took her to a rundown little coffee shop near the station. They left early in the morning, traveling mostly in silence, feeling that it was one of those bleak situations in married life that words couldn’t fix, and arrived at their own door around noon.
The months passed, and neither of the twain ever ventured to start a conversation upon this episode. Ella seemed to be only too frequently in a sad and listless mood, which might almost have been called pining. The time was approaching when she would have to undergo the stress of childbirth for a fourth time, and that apparently did not tend to raise her spirits.
The months went by, and neither of them ever dared to bring up this incident. Ella seemed to frequently be in a sad and apathetic mood, which could almost be described as longing. The time was coming when she would have to face the anxiety of giving birth for the fourth time, and it clearly didn't help to lift her spirits.
‘I don’t think I shall get over it this time!’ she said one day.
‘I don’t think I’m going to get over this time!’ she said one day.
‘Pooh! what childish foreboding! Why shouldn’t it be as well now as ever?’
‘Pooh! What a silly worry! Why shouldn’t it be just as good now as it always has been?’
She shook her head. ‘I feel almost sure I am going to die; and I should be glad, if it were not for Nelly, and Frank, and Tiny.’
She shook her head. “I’m almost sure I’m going to die; and I’d be okay with it, if it weren’t for Nelly, and Frank, and Tiny.”
‘And me!’
'Me too!'
‘You’ll soon find somebody to fill my place,’ she murmured, with a sad smile. ‘And you’ll have a perfect right to; I assure you of that.’
‘You’ll quickly find someone to take my place,’ she said quietly, with a sad smile. ‘And you’ll have every right to; I promise you that.’
‘Ell, you are not thinking still about that—poetical friend of yours?’
‘Well, you’re not still thinking about that poetic friend of yours, are you?’
She neither admitted nor denied the charge. ‘I am not going to get over my illness this time,’ she reiterated. ‘Something tells me I shan’t.’
She neither admitted nor denied the charge. ‘I’m not going to get over my illness this time,’ she repeated. ‘Something tells me I won’t.’
This view of things was rather a bad beginning, as it usually is; and, in fact, six weeks later, in the month of May, she was lying in her room, pulseless and bloodless, with hardly strength enough left to follow up one feeble breath with another, the infant for whose unnecessary life she was slowly parting with her own being fat and well. Just before her death she spoke to Marchmill softly:-
This perspective was a pretty bad start, as it usually is; and, in fact, six weeks later, in May, she was lying in her room, lifeless and pale, with barely enough strength to take another weak breath, while the baby for whose unnecessary life she was dying was chubby and healthy. Just before she died, she spoke to Marchmill softly:
‘Will, I want to confess to you the entire circumstances of that—about you know what—that time we visited Solentsea. I can’t tell what possessed me—how I could forget you so, my husband! But I had got into a morbid state: I thought you had been unkind; that you had neglected me; that you weren’t up to my intellectual level, while he was, and far above it. I wanted a fuller appreciator, perhaps, rather than another lover—’
‘Will, I want to confess everything about that—about you know what—that time we visited Solentsea. I can’t explain what got into me—how I could forget you like that, my husband! But I had slipped into a dark place: I thought you had been unkind; that you had neglected me; that you weren’t on my intellectual level, while he was, and even above it. I wanted someone who could appreciate me more, perhaps, rather than just another lover—’
She could get no further then for very exhaustion; and she went off in sudden collapse a few hours later, without having said anything more to her husband on the subject of her love for the poet. William Marchmill, in truth, like most husbands of several years’ standing, was little disturbed by retrospective jealousies, and had not shown the least anxiety to press her for confessions concerning a man dead and gone beyond any power of inconveniencing him more.
She couldn't go on any longer due to sheer exhaustion, and she collapsed a few hours later, without saying anything more to her husband about her feelings for the poet. In reality, William Marchmill, like most husbands who had been married for several years, was not bothered by past jealousies and didn't show any interest in pressing her for confessions about a man who was long gone and couldn’t cause him any more trouble.
But when she had been buried a couple of years it chanced one day that, in turning over some forgotten papers that he wished to destroy before his second wife entered the house, he lighted on a lock of hair in an envelope, with the photograph of the deceased poet, a date being written on the back in his late wife’s hand. It was that of the time they spent at Solentsea.
But after she had been buried for a couple of years, one day, as he was going through some old papers he wanted to get rid of before his second wife came home, he stumbled upon a lock of hair in an envelope, along with a photo of the deceased poet. On the back, there was a date written in his late wife’s handwriting. It was from the time they spent at Solentsea.
Marchmill looked long and musingly at the hair and portrait, for something struck him. Fetching the little boy who had been the death of his mother, now a noisy toddler, he took him on his knee, held the lock of hair against the child’s head, and set up the photograph on the table behind, so that he could closely compare the features each countenance presented. There were undoubtedly strong traces of resemblance; the dreamy and peculiar expression of the poet’s face sat, as the transmitted idea, upon the child’s, and the hair was of the same hue.
Marchmill stared thoughtfully at the hair and the portrait, as something caught his attention. He brought over the little boy who had caused his mother’s death, now a noisy toddler, and placed him on his lap. He held the lock of hair against the child’s head and set the photograph on the table behind them to closely compare their features. There were definitely strong similarities; the dreamy and unique expression of the poet’s face was reflected in the child’s, and the hair was the same color.
‘I’m damned if I didn’t think so!’ murmured Marchmill. ‘Then she did play me false with that fellow at the lodgings! Let me see: the dates—the second week in August . . . the third week in May . . . Yes . . . yes . . . Get away, you poor little brat! You are nothing to me!’
‘I can’t believe it!’ murmured Marchmill. ‘Then she really did cheat on me with that guy at the lodgings! Let me think: the dates—the second week in August... the third week in May... Yes... yes... Get lost, you poor little brat! You mean nothing to me!’
1893.
1893.
THE THREE STRANGERS
Among the few features of agricultural England which retain an appearance but little modified by the lapse of centuries, may be reckoned the high, grassy and furzy downs, coombs, or ewe-leases, as they are indifferently called, that fill a large area of certain counties in the south and south-west. If any mark of human occupation is met with hereon, it usually takes the form of the solitary cottage of some shepherd.
Among the few features of agricultural England that still look the same after centuries are the high, grassy, and bushy downs, coombs, or ewe-leases, as they are variously known, which cover a large area of certain counties in the south and southwest. If there’s any sign of human presence here, it’s usually just the solitary cottage of a shepherd.
Fifty years ago such a lonely cottage stood on such a down, and may possibly be standing there now. In spite of its loneliness, however, the spot, by actual measurement, was not more than five miles from a county-town. Yet that affected it little. Five miles of irregular upland, during the long inimical seasons, with their sleets, snows, rains, and mists, afford withdrawing space enough to isolate a Timon or a Nebuchadnezzar; much less, in fair weather, to please that less repellent tribe, the poets, philosophers, artists, and others who ‘conceive and meditate of pleasant things.’
Fifty years ago, a lonely cottage stood on a hill, and it might still be there today. Despite its isolation, the location was only about five miles from a county town. However, that didn't change much. Five miles of uneven land, especially during harsh seasons with sleet, snow, rain, and fog, can create enough distance to isolate even the most solitary of figures, like a Timon or a Nebuchadnezzar. In fair weather, it could satisfy a less aloof crowd, like poets, philosophers, artists, and others who think about and imagine beautiful things.
Some old earthen camp or barrow, some clump of trees, at least some starved fragment of ancient hedge is usually taken advantage of in the erection of these forlorn dwellings. But, in the present case, such a kind of shelter had been disregarded. Higher Crowstairs, as the house was called, stood quite detached and undefended. The only reason for its precise situation seemed to be the crossing of two footpaths at right angles hard by, which may have crossed there and thus for a good five hundred years. Hence the house was exposed to the elements on all sides. But, though the wind up here blew unmistakably when it did blow, and the rain hit hard whenever it fell, the various weathers of the winter season were not quite so formidable on the coomb as they were imagined to be by dwellers on low ground. The raw rimes were not so pernicious as in the hollows, and the frosts were scarcely so severe. When the shepherd and his family who tenanted the house were pitied for their sufferings from the exposure, they said that upon the whole they were less inconvenienced by ‘wuzzes and flames’ (hoarses and phlegms) than when they had lived by the stream of a snug neighbouring valley.
Some old dirt camp or mound, a group of trees, or at least a thin remnant of an ancient hedge is usually used when building these lonely homes. But in this case, that kind of shelter was ignored. Higher Crowstairs, as the house was called, stood completely separate and unprotected. The only reason for its exact location seemed to be the crossing of two footpaths at right angles nearby, which might have been there for a good five hundred years. Because of this, the house was open to the elements on all sides. However, even though the wind up here blew clearly when it did blow, and the rain hit hard whenever it fell, the various types of winter weather were not as daunting in the coomb as those living on lower ground thought. The harsh frosts weren’t as bad as in the valleys, and the winter chill was hardly as severe. When the shepherd and his family living in the house were sympathized with for their struggles with exposure, they said that overall, they were less bothered by ‘wuzzes and flames’ (hoarses and phlegms) than when they lived by the stream in a cozy nearby valley.
The night of March 28, 182-, was precisely one of the nights that were wont to call forth these expressions of commiseration. The level rainstorm smote walls, slopes, and hedges like the clothyard shafts of Senlac and Crecy. Such sheep and outdoor animals as had no shelter stood with their buttocks to the winds; while the tails of little birds trying to roost on some scraggy thorn were blown inside-out like umbrellas. The gable-end of the cottage was stained with wet, and the eavesdroppings flapped against the wall. Yet never was commiseration for the shepherd more misplaced. For that cheerful rustic was entertaining a large party in glorification of the christening of his second girl.
The night of March 28, 182-, was just one of those nights that typically drew out expressions of sympathy. The heavy rainstorm pounded walls, hills, and hedges like arrows in the battles of Senlac and Crecy. The sheep and other outdoor animals that had no shelter huddled against the wind, while the little birds trying to roost on a scraggy thorn had their tails blown inside-out like turned-up umbrellas. The side of the cottage was soaked, and the rainwater dripped noisily against the wall. Yet, sympathy for the shepherd was never more misplaced. That cheerful farmer was actually hosting a big party to celebrate the christening of his second daughter.
The guests had arrived before the rain began to fall, and they were all now assembled in the chief or living room of the dwelling. A glance into the apartment at eight o’clock on this eventful evening would have resulted in the opinion that it was as cosy and comfortable a nook as could be wished for in boisterous weather. The calling of its inhabitant was proclaimed by a number of highly-polished sheep-crooks without stems that were hung ornamentally over the fireplace, the curl of each shining crook varying from the antiquated type engraved in the patriarchal pictures of old family Bibles to the most approved fashion of the last local sheep-fair. The room was lighted by half-a-dozen candles, having wicks only a trifle smaller than the grease which enveloped them, in candlesticks that were never used but at high-days, holy-days, and family feasts. The lights were scattered about the room, two of them standing on the chimney-piece. This position of candles was in itself significant. Candles on the chimney-piece always meant a party.
The guests had arrived before the rain started, and they were all gathered in the main or living room of the house. A look into the room at eight o’clock on that eventful evening would have suggested that it was as cozy and comfortable a spot as one could want in stormy weather. The occupation of the owner was indicated by several highly-polished sheep-crooks without stems, which were decoratively hung over the fireplace. Each shining hook varied in style from the old-fashioned type seen in family Bibles to the latest trend from the recent local sheep fair. The room was lit by half a dozen candles, with wicks only slightly smaller than the grease that surrounded them, in candlesticks that were only used on special occasions, holidays, and family gatherings. The lights were scattered around the room, with two of them on the mantelpiece. The placement of these candles was meaningful; candles on the mantelpiece always signified a party.
On the hearth, in front of a back-brand to give substance, blazed a fire of thorns, that crackled ‘like the laughter of the fool.’
On the hearth, in front of a back-brand for stability, a fire of thorns blazed, crackling 'like a fool's laughter.'
Nineteen persons were gathered here. Of these, five women, wearing gowns of various bright hues, sat in chairs along the wall; girls shy and not shy filled the window-bench; four men, including Charley Jake the hedge-carpenter, Elijah New the parish-clerk, and John Pitcher, a neighbouring dairyman, the shepherd’s father-in-law, lolled in the settle; a young man and maid, who were blushing over tentative pourparlers on a life-companionship, sat beneath the corner-cupboard; and an elderly engaged man of fifty or upward moved restlessly about from spots where his betrothed was not to the spot where she was. Enjoyment was pretty general, and so much the more prevailed in being unhampered by conventional restrictions. Absolute confidence in each other’s good opinion begat perfect ease, while the finishing stroke of manner, amounting to a truly princely serenity, was lent to the majority by the absence of any expression or trait denoting that they wished to get on in the world, enlarge their minds, or do any eclipsing thing whatever—which nowadays so generally nips the bloom and bonhomie of all except the two extremes of the social scale.
Nineteen people were gathered here. Among them, five women in colorful gowns sat in chairs along the wall; both shy and outgoing girls filled the window bench; four men, including Charley Jake the hedge carpenter, Elijah New the parish clerk, and John Pitcher, a neighboring dairyman and the shepherd’s father-in-law, lounged on the settle; a young man and woman, who were blushing over tentative discussions about sharing their lives, sat beneath the corner cupboard; and an older engaged man, fifty or older, moved restlessly from places where his fiancée wasn’t to where she was. The atmosphere was generally enjoyable and felt more relaxed due to the absence of social restrictions. Total trust in each other’s opinions created a sense of ease, while most had a calm demeanor, lacking any sign that they wanted to get ahead in life, expand their horizons, or do anything noteworthy—which often stifles the spirit and friendliness of everyone except those at the far ends of the social spectrum.
Shepherd Fennel had married well, his wife being a dairyman’s daughter from a vale at a distance, who brought fifty guineas in her pocket—and kept them there, till they should be required for ministering to the needs of a coming family. This frugal woman had been somewhat exercised as to the character that should be given to the gathering. A sit-still party had its advantages; but an undisturbed position of ease in chairs and settles was apt to lead on the men to such an unconscionable deal of toping that they would sometimes fairly drink the house dry. A dancing-party was the alternative; but this, while avoiding the foregoing objection on the score of good drink, had a counterbalancing disadvantage in the matter of good victuals, the ravenous appetites engendered by the exercise causing immense havoc in the buttery. Shepherdess Fennel fell back upon the intermediate plan of mingling short dances with short periods of talk and singing, so as to hinder any ungovernable rage in either. But this scheme was entirely confined to her own gentle mind: the shepherd himself was in the mood to exhibit the most reckless phases of hospitality.
Shepherd Fennel had married well; his wife was the daughter of a dairyman from a nearby valley who brought fifty guineas with her—and she kept them safe for when they would be needed for their growing family. This careful woman was a bit concerned about the kind of gathering they should have. A sit-down party had its perks, but letting everyone lounge around in chairs and sofas often led to the men drinking way too much and sometimes emptying the house of all its drinks. A dance party was another option, but while it would avoid the drinking problem, it had the drawback of leaving little food for guests since exercise would make everyone hungry and cause a big mess in the pantry. So, Shepherdess Fennel settled on a middle-ground plan of mixing short dances with brief chats and singing, trying to keep everyone from getting too wild. However, this idea was entirely in her own gentle mind; the shepherd himself was in the mood to show off the most extravagant hospitality.
The fiddler was a boy of those parts, about twelve years of age, who had a wonderful dexterity in jigs and reels, though his fingers were so small and short as to necessitate a constant shifting for the high notes, from which he scrambled back to the first position with sounds not of unmixed purity of tone. At seven the shrill tweedle-dee of this youngster had begun, accompanied by a booming ground-bass from Elijah New, the parish-clerk, who had thoughtfully brought with him his favourite musical instrument, the serpent. Dancing was instantaneous, Mrs. Fennel privately enjoining the players on no account to let the dance exceed the length of a quarter of an hour.
The fiddler was a local boy, around twelve years old, who had amazing skill with jigs and reels, even though his fingers were small and short, making him constantly adjust for the high notes, from which he would scramble back to the starting position with sounds that weren’t perfectly pure. By the age of seven, this kid's high-pitched tweedle-dee had started, accompanied by the deep bass from Elijah New, the parish clerk, who had thoughtfully brought along his favorite instrument, the serpent. Dancing was immediate, with Mrs. Fennel privately urging the musicians not to let the dance go longer than fifteen minutes.
But Elijah and the boy, in the excitement of their position, quite forgot the injunction. Moreover, Oliver Giles, a man of seventeen, one of the dancers, who was enamoured of his partner, a fair girl of thirty-three rolling years, had recklessly handed a new crown-piece to the musicians, as a bribe to keep going as long as they had muscle and wind. Mrs. Fennel, seeing the steam begin to generate on the countenances of her guests, crossed over and touched the fiddler’s elbow and put her hand on the serpent’s mouth. But they took no notice, and fearing she might lose her character of genial hostess if she were to interfere too markedly, she retired and sat down helpless. And so the dance whizzed on with cumulative fury, the performers moving in their planet-like courses, direct and retrograde, from apogee to perigee, till the hand of the well-kicked clock at the bottom of the room had travelled over the circumference of an hour.
But Elijah and the boy, caught up in the excitement of the moment, completely forgot about the rule. Meanwhile, Oliver Giles, a seventeen-year-old dancer who was infatuated with his partner, a pretty girl of thirty-three, had foolishly given a new crown coin to the musicians as a bribe to keep playing for as long as they could. Mrs. Fennel, noticing the steam beginning to rise on her guests' faces, crossed over and touched the fiddler’s elbow while placing her hand over the serpent’s mouth. But they ignored her, and worried she might lose her reputation as a friendly hostess if she interfered too much, she retreated and sat down feeling helpless. And so the dance continued with increasing intensity, the performers moving in their orbit-like paths, both forward and backward, from high point to low point, until the hand of the well-worn clock at the end of the room had moved around for a full hour.
While these cheerful events were in course of enactment within Fennel’s pastoral dwelling, an incident having considerable bearing on the party had occurred in the gloomy night without. Mrs. Fennel’s concern about the growing fierceness of the dance corresponded in point of time with the ascent of a human figure to the solitary hill of Higher Crowstairs from the direction of the distant town. This personage strode on through the rain without a pause, following the little-worn path which, further on in its course, skirted the shepherd’s cottage.
While these cheerful events were taking place in Fennel's rural home, a significant incident was happening outside in the dark night. Mrs. Fennel's worry about the increasing intensity of the dance coincided with the arrival of a figure climbing the lonely hill of Higher Crowstairs from the direction of the distant town. This person walked steadily through the rain, staying on the barely-used path that later ran alongside the shepherd's cottage.
It was nearly the time of full moon, and on this account, though the sky was lined with a uniform sheet of dripping cloud, ordinary objects out of doors were readily visible. The sad wan light revealed the lonely pedestrian to be a man of supple frame; his gait suggested that he had somewhat passed the period of perfect and instinctive agility, though not so far as to be otherwise than rapid of motion when occasion required. At a rough guess, he might have been about forty years of age. He appeared tall, but a recruiting sergeant, or other person accustomed to the judging of men’s heights by the eye, would have discerned that this was chiefly owing to his gauntness, and that he was not more than five-feet-eight or nine.
It was almost full moon, and because of this, even though the sky was covered with a steady sheet of dripping clouds, ordinary things outside were clearly visible. The dim, sad light revealed that the solitary walker was a man with a flexible build; his walk indicated that he had somewhat outgrown the age of perfect and instinctive grace, but he was still quick on his feet when necessary. Roughly speaking, he looked to be around forty years old. He appeared tall, but a recruiting sergeant or anyone else experienced at estimating men's heights by sight would have noticed that this was mainly due to his skinny frame, and that he was actually only about five feet eight or nine inches tall.
Notwithstanding the regularity of his tread, there was caution in it, as in that of one who mentally feels his way; and despite the fact that it was not a black coat nor a dark garment of any sort that he wore, there was something about him which suggested that he naturally belonged to the black-coated tribes of men. His clothes were of fustian, and his boots hobnailed, yet in his progress he showed not the mud-accustomed bearing of hobnailed and fustianed peasantry.
Notwithstanding the regularity of his steps, there was a sense of caution in his gait, like someone who is mentally navigating their way; and even though he was not wearing a black coat or any dark clothing, there was something about him that made it seem like he naturally belonged to the black-coated groups of men. His clothes were made of sturdy fabric, and his boots had nails in them, yet as he moved, he didn’t have the disheveled demeanor typical of someone used to muddy conditions and wearing rough clothes.
By the time that he had arrived abreast of the shepherd’s premises the rain came down, or rather came along, with yet more determined violence. The outskirts of the little settlement partially broke the force of wind and rain, and this induced him to stand still. The most salient of the shepherd’s domestic erections was an empty sty at the forward corner of his hedgeless garden, for in these latitudes the principle of masking the homelier features of your establishment by a conventional frontage was unknown. The traveller’s eye was attracted to this small building by the pallid shine of the wet slates that covered it. He turned aside, and, finding it empty, stood under the pent-roof for shelter.
By the time he reached the shepherd's property, the rain started pouring down with even more intensity. The edges of the small settlement offered some protection from the wind and rain, which made him stop for a moment. The most noticeable structure on the shepherd’s land was an empty pigpen at the front corner of his garden, since around here, people didn't hide the more basic aspects of their homes with a fancy facade. The traveler’s eye was drawn to this small building by the dull shine of the wet slates on its roof. He stepped aside, found it empty, and stood under the overhang for shelter.
While he stood, the boom of the serpent within the adjacent house, and the lesser strains of the fiddler, reached the spot as an accompaniment to the surging hiss of the flying rain on the sod, its louder beating on the cabbage-leaves of the garden, on the eight or ten beehives just discernible by the path, and its dripping from the eaves into a row of buckets and pans that had been placed under the walls of the cottage. For at Higher Crowstairs, as at all such elevated domiciles, the grand difficulty of housekeeping was an insufficiency of water; and a casual rainfall was utilized by turning out, as catchers, every utensil that the house contained. Some queer stories might be told of the contrivances for economy in suds and dish-waters that are absolutely necessitated in upland habitations during the droughts of summer. But at this season there were no such exigencies; a mere acceptance of what the skies bestowed was sufficient for an abundant store.
While he stood there, the loud music from the serpent in the nearby house and the softer tunes from the fiddler filled the air, mixing with the steady hiss of the pouring rain on the ground. It pounded harder on the cabbage leaves in the garden, on the eight or ten beehives barely visible along the path, and dripped from the eaves into a row of buckets and pans set up under the cottage walls. At Higher Crowstairs, just like at other high-up homes, the biggest challenge of housekeeping was a lack of water; a random rainfall meant bringing out every container the house had to catch it. There could be some strange stories about the inventive ways people saved on soap and dishwater that are absolutely required in rural homes during summer droughts. But at this time of year, there were no such worries; simply accepting whatever the skies provided was enough for a plentiful supply.
At last the notes of the serpent ceased and the house was silent. This cessation of activity aroused the solitary pedestrian from the reverie into which he had lapsed, and, emerging from the shed, with an apparently new intention, he walked up the path to the house-door. Arrived here, his first act was to kneel down on a large stone beside the row of vessels, and to drink a copious draught from one of them. Having quenched his thirst he rose and lifted his hand to knock, but paused with his eye upon the panel. Since the dark surface of the wood revealed absolutely nothing, it was evident that he must be mentally looking through the door, as if he wished to measure thereby all the possibilities that a house of this sort might include, and how they might bear upon the question of his entry.
At last, the sound of the serpent stopped, and the house was quiet. This sudden silence pulled the lone walker out of his daydream, and, stepping out of the shed with a new purpose, he walked up the path to the front door. Once he reached it, his first action was to kneel on a large stone next to a row of containers and drink deeply from one of them. After quenching his thirst, he stood up and raised his hand to knock but hesitated while looking at the door. Since the dark wood didn’t show anything at all, it was clear he was mentally trying to see through the door, as if he wanted to consider all the possibilities a house like this might hold and how they related to his decision to enter.
In his indecision he turned and surveyed the scene around. Not a soul was anywhere visible. The garden-path stretched downward from his feet, gleaming like the track of a snail; the roof of the little well (mostly dry), the well-cover, the top rail of the garden-gate, were varnished with the same dull liquid glaze; while, far away in the vale, a faint whiteness of more than usual extent showed that the rivers were high in the meads. Beyond all this winked a few bleared lamplights through the beating drops—lights that denoted the situation of the county-town from which he had appeared to come. The absence of all notes of life in that direction seemed to clinch his intentions, and he knocked at the door.
In his uncertainty, he turned and looked around. There wasn't a single person in sight. The garden path sloped down from his feet, glistening like a snail trail; the roof of the small well (mostly dry), the well cover, and the top rail of the garden gate were all coated with the same dull liquid sheen; while, far off in the valley, a faint patch of white indicated that the rivers were high in the meadows. Beyond all this, a few dim lamplights flickered through the falling raindrops—lights that marked the location of the county town he seemed to have come from. The complete lack of any signs of life in that direction seemed to seal his decision, and he knocked on the door.
Within, a desultory chat had taken the place of movement and musical sound. The hedge-carpenter was suggesting a song to the company, which nobody just then was inclined to undertake, so that the knock afforded a not unwelcome diversion.
Within, a casual conversation had replaced movement and music. The hedge-carpenter was proposing a song to the group, but nobody felt like taking it on at that moment, so the knock was a welcome distraction.
‘Walk in!’ said the shepherd promptly.
‘Come in!’ said the shepherd quickly.
The latch clicked upward, and out of the night our pedestrian appeared upon the door-mat. The shepherd arose, snuffed two of the nearest candles, and turned to look at him.
The latch clicked up, and out of the night our pedestrian stepped onto the doormat. The shepherd got up, sniffed two of the closest candles, and turned to look at him.
Their light disclosed that the stranger was dark in complexion and not unprepossessing as to feature. His hat, which for a moment he did not remove, hung low over his eyes, without concealing that they were large, open, and determined, moving with a flash rather than a glance round the room. He seemed pleased with his survey, and, baring his shaggy head, said, in a rich deep voice, ‘The rain is so heavy, friends, that I ask leave to come in and rest awhile.’
Their light revealed that the stranger had dark skin and was quite attractive. His hat, which he didn't take off for a moment, was pulled low over his eyes, but it didn't hide the fact that they were large, wide open, and intense, darting around the room quickly rather than casually. He looked satisfied with what he saw, and after removing his shaggy hat, he said in a rich, deep voice, ‘The rain is so heavy, friends, that I’d like to come in and take a break for a while.’
‘To be sure, stranger,’ said the shepherd. ‘And faith, you’ve been lucky in choosing your time, for we are having a bit of a fling for a glad cause—though, to be sure, a man could hardly wish that glad cause to happen more than once a year.’
‘For sure, stranger,’ said the shepherd. ‘And honestly, you’ve picked a good time to be here, because we’re having a bit of a celebration for a happy reason—though, to be honest, a person could hardly wish for that happy reason to come more than once a year.’
‘Nor less,’ spoke up a woman. ‘For ’tis best to get your family over and done with, as soon as you can, so as to be all the earlier out of the fag o’t.’
‘Not at all,’ said a woman. ‘It’s better to get your family taken care of as quickly as possible, so you can be free from it sooner.’
‘And what may be this glad cause?’ asked the stranger.
‘And what might this happy reason be?’ asked the stranger.
‘A birth and christening,’ said the shepherd.
‘A birth and christening,’ said the shepherd.
The stranger hoped his host might not be made unhappy either by too many or too few of such episodes, and being invited by a gesture to a pull at the mug, he readily acquiesced. His manner, which, before entering, had been so dubious, was now altogether that of a careless and candid man.
The stranger hoped his host wouldn’t be upset by either too many or too few of those experiences, and when invited by a gesture to take a sip from the mug, he readily agreed. His demeanor, which had been so uncertain before entering, was now completely that of a relaxed and open man.
‘Late to be traipsing athwart this coomb—hey?’ said the engaged man of fifty.
‘Late to be wandering across this valley—hey?’ said the engaged man of fifty.
‘Late it is, master, as you say.—I’ll take a seat in the chimney-corner, if you have nothing to urge against it, ma’am; for I am a little moist on the side that was next the rain.’
‘It’s late, sir, as you say.—I’ll sit by the fireplace if you don’t mind, ma’am; I’m a bit damp on the side that got wet from the rain.’
Mrs. Shepherd Fennel assented, and made room for the self-invited comer, who, having got completely inside the chimney-corner, stretched out his legs and his arms with the expansiveness of a person quite at home.
Mrs. Shepherd Fennel agreed and made space for the unexpected guest, who, having comfortably settled into the chimney corner, stretched out his legs and arms like someone totally at ease.
‘Yes, I am rather cracked in the vamp,’ he said freely, seeing that the eyes of the shepherd’s wife fell upon his boots, ‘and I am not well fitted either. I have had some rough times lately, and have been forced to pick up what I can get in the way of wearing, but I must find a suit better fit for working-days when I reach home.’
‘Yes, I’m a bit worn out in the vamp,’ he said openly, noticing the shepherd’s wife looking at his boots, ‘and I’m not dressed well either. I’ve had a tough time lately and have had to grab whatever I could find to wear, but I need to get a better outfit for workdays when I get back home.’
‘One of hereabouts?’ she inquired.
"One of the locals?" she asked.
‘Not quite that—further up the country.’
‘Not quite that—further up the country.’
‘I thought so. And so be I; and by your tongue you come from my neighbourhood.’
‘I thought so. And so am I; and from your speech, it sounds like you come from my neighborhood.’
‘But you would hardly have heard of me,’ he said quickly. ‘My time would be long before yours, ma’am, you see.’
‘But you probably wouldn’t have heard of me,’ he said quickly. ‘I was around long before you, ma’am, you see.’
This testimony to the youthfulness of his hostess had the effect of stopping her cross-examination.
This comment about the youthfulness of his hostess made her stop the questioning.
‘There is only one thing more wanted to make me happy,’ continued the new-comer. ‘And that is a little baccy, which I am sorry to say I am out of.’
‘There’s just one more thing I need to make me happy,’ the newcomer continued. ‘And that’s some tobacco, which unfortunately I’ve run out of.’
‘I’ll fill your pipe,’ said the shepherd.
‘I’ll fill your pipe,’ said the shepherd.
‘I must ask you to lend me a pipe likewise.’
‘I need to ask you to lend me a pipe too.’
‘A smoker, and no pipe about ‘ee?’
‘A smoker, and no pipe around?’
‘I have dropped it somewhere on the road.’
‘I dropped it somewhere on the road.’
The shepherd filled and handed him a new clay pipe, saying, as he did so, ‘Hand me your baccy-box—I’ll fill that too, now I am about it.’
The shepherd filled and handed him a new clay pipe, saying, as he did so, ‘Give me your tobacco box—I’ll fill that too, while I’m at it.’
The man went through the movement of searching his pockets.
The man searched through his pockets.
‘Lost that too?’ said his entertainer, with some surprise.
“Lost that too?” said his entertainer, sounding a bit surprised.
‘I am afraid so,’ said the man with some confusion. ‘Give it to me in a screw of paper.’ Lighting his pipe at the candle with a suction that drew the whole flame into the bowl, he resettled himself in the corner and bent his looks upon the faint steam from his damp legs, as if he wished to say no more.
‘I’m afraid so,’ said the man, looking a bit confused. ‘Hand it to me in a piece of paper.’ He lit his pipe using the candle, pulling the whole flame into the bowl, then settled back into the corner and focused on the faint steam rising from his damp legs, as if he didn’t want to say anything more.
Meanwhile the general body of guests had been taking little notice of this visitor by reason of an absorbing discussion in which they were engaged with the band about a tune for the next dance. The matter being settled, they were about to stand up when an interruption came in the shape of another knock at the door.
Meanwhile, the group of guests had barely noticed this visitor because they were caught up in a heated discussion with the band about a song for the next dance. With that issue resolved, they were getting ready to stand up when they were interrupted by another knock at the door.
At sound of the same the man in the chimney-corner took up the poker and began stirring the brands as if doing it thoroughly were the one aim of his existence; and a second time the shepherd said, ‘Walk in!’ In a moment another man stood upon the straw-woven door-mat. He too was a stranger.
At the sound of this, the man in the corner by the fireplace picked up the poker and started poking the logs as if that were the only purpose of his life; and a second time the shepherd said, ‘Come in!’ In a moment, another man stood on the straw-woven doormat. He was also a stranger.
This individual was one of a type radically different from the first. There was more of the commonplace in his manner, and a certain jovial cosmopolitanism sat upon his features. He was several years older than the first arrival, his hair being slightly frosted, his eyebrows bristly, and his whiskers cut back from his cheeks. His face was rather full and flabby, and yet it was not altogether a face without power. A few grog-blossoms marked the neighbourhood of his nose. He flung back his long drab greatcoat, revealing that beneath it he wore a suit of cinder-gray shade throughout, large heavy seals, of some metal or other that would take a polish, dangling from his fob as his only personal ornament. Shaking the water-drops from his low-crowned glazed hat, he said, ‘I must ask for a few minutes’ shelter, comrades, or I shall be wetted to my skin before I get to Casterbridge.’
This guy was completely different from the first one. He had a more down-to-earth vibe, and there was a cheerful worldly air about him. He was several years older than the first arrival, with a bit of gray in his hair, bushy eyebrows, and trimmed whiskers. His face was quite round and soft, but it also had a sense of strength. A few broken capillaries were visible around his nose. He threw back his long, dull overcoat, revealing a completely gray suit underneath, with large, shiny seals made from some metal hanging from his pocket as his only accessory. As he shook the raindrops off his low-crowned glossy hat, he said, “I need to ask for a few minutes of shelter, friends, or I’ll be soaked to the skin before I get to Casterbridge.”
‘Make yourself at home, master,’ said the shepherd, perhaps a trifle less heartily than on the first occasion. Not that Fennel had the least tinge of niggardliness in his composition; but the room was far from large, spare chairs were not numerous, and damp companions were not altogether desirable at close quarters for the women and girls in their bright-coloured gowns.
‘Make yourself at home, master,’ the shepherd said, maybe a bit less warmly than before. It wasn’t that Fennel was at all stingy; it’s just that the room was pretty small, there weren’t many spare chairs, and having damp guests close by wasn’t ideal for the women and girls in their colorful dresses.
However, the second comer, after taking off his greatcoat, and hanging his hat on a nail in one of the ceiling-beams as if he had been specially invited to put it there, advanced and sat down at the table. This had been pushed so closely into the chimney-corner, to give all available room to the dancers, that its inner edge grazed the elbow of the man who had ensconced himself by the fire; and thus the two strangers were brought into close companionship. They nodded to each other by way of breaking the ice of unacquaintance, and the first stranger handed his neighbour the family mug—a huge vessel of brown ware, having its upper edge worn away like a threshold by the rub of whole generations of thirsty lips that had gone the way of all flesh, and bearing the following inscription burnt upon its rotund side in yellow letters
However, the second newcomer, after taking off his coat and hanging his hat on a nail in one of the ceiling beams as if he’d been specifically invited to do so, walked over and sat down at the table. This table had been pushed tightly into the corner by the fireplace to make more space for the dancers, so its inner edge touched the elbow of the man who had settled himself by the fire; as a result, the two strangers found themselves in close proximity. They nodded to each other to break the ice of not knowing one another, and the first stranger handed his neighbor the family mug—a large brown ceramic vessel, its upper edge worn down like a threshold by countless thirsty lips from generations past that had long since passed away, and with the following inscription burned into its rounded side in yellow letters
THERE IS NO FUN
UNTiLL i CUM.
THERE IS NO FUN
UNTIL I CUM.
The other man, nothing loth, raised the mug to his lips, and drank on, and on, and on—till a curious blueness overspread the countenance of the shepherd’s wife, who had regarded with no little surprise the first stranger’s free offer to the second of what did not belong to him to dispense.
The other man, not hesitating, brought the mug to his lips and drank repeatedly—until a strange blueness spread across the face of the shepherd's wife, who watched in surprise as the first stranger freely offered something that didn't belong to him to the second man.
‘I knew it!’ said the toper to the shepherd with much satisfaction. ‘When I walked up your garden before coming in, and saw the hives all of a row, I said to myself; “Where there’s bees there’s honey, and where there’s honey there’s mead.” But mead of such a truly comfortable sort as this I really didn’t expect to meet in my older days.’ He took yet another pull at the mug, till it assumed an ominous elevation.
‘I knew it!’ the drunkard said to the shepherd, feeling quite pleased. ‘When I walked past your garden before coming in and saw the hives lined up, I thought to myself, “Where there are bees, there’s honey, and where there’s honey, there’s mead.” But I honestly didn’t expect to find mead as truly delightful as this in my later years.’ He took another swig from the mug, raising it to a concerning height.
‘Glad you enjoy it!’ said the shepherd warmly.
‘Glad you like it!’ said the shepherd warmly.
‘It is goodish mead,’ assented Mrs. Fennel, with an absence of enthusiasm which seemed to say that it was possible to buy praise for one’s cellar at too heavy a price. ‘It is trouble enough to make—and really I hardly think we shall make any more. For honey sells well, and we ourselves can make shift with a drop o’ small mead and metheglin for common use from the comb-washings.’
‘It’s decent mead,’ agreed Mrs. Fennel, with a lack of enthusiasm that suggested buying praise for one’s cellar might cost too much. ‘It’s troublesome to make—and honestly, I doubt we’ll make any more. Honey sells well, and we can manage with some cheap mead and metheglin for everyday use from the comb-washings.’
‘O, but you’ll never have the heart!’ reproachfully cried the stranger in cinder-gray, after taking up the mug a third time and setting it down empty. ‘I love mead, when ’tis old like this, as I love to go to church o’ Sundays, or to relieve the needy any day of the week.’
‘Oh, but you’ll never have the heart!’ the stranger in cinder-gray said reproachfully after picking up the mug for the third time and putting it down empty. ‘I love mead when it’s old like this, just like I love going to church on Sundays or helping those in need any day of the week.’
‘Ha, ha, ha!’ said the man in the chimney-corner, who, in spite of the taciturnity induced by the pipe of tobacco, could not or would not refrain from this slight testimony to his comrade’s humour.
‘Ha, ha, ha!’ said the man in the corner by the fireplace, who, even though the tobacco was making him quiet, couldn't help but let out this small laugh at his friend's joke.
Now the old mead of those days, brewed of the purest first-year or maiden honey, four pounds to the gallon—with its due complement of white of eggs, cinnamon, ginger, cloves, mace, rosemary, yeast, and processes of working, bottling, and cellaring—tasted remarkably strong; but it did not taste so strong as it actually was. Hence, presently, the stranger in cinder-gray at the table, moved by its creeping influence, unbuttoned his waistcoat, threw himself back in his chair, spread his legs, and made his presence felt in various ways.
Now the old mead from back in the day, made from the finest first-year or maiden honey, four pounds per gallon—along with the usual mix of egg whites, cinnamon, ginger, cloves, mace, rosemary, yeast, and the methods of making, bottling, and storing—tasted surprisingly strong; but it didn’t taste as strong as it really was. So, before long, the stranger in cinder-gray at the table, affected by its gradual influence, unbuttoned his waistcoat, leaned back in his chair, spread his legs, and made his presence known in various ways.
‘Well, well, as I say,’ he resumed, ‘I am going to Casterbridge, and to Casterbridge I must go. I should have been almost there by this time; but the rain drove me into your dwelling, and I’m not sorry for it.’
‘Well, well, as I said,’ he continued, ‘I’m going to Casterbridge, and I have to go to Casterbridge. I would have almost been there by now; but the rain forced me into your place, and I’m not upset about it.’
‘You don’t live in Casterbridge?’ said the shepherd.
‘You don’t live in Casterbridge?’ said the shepherd.
‘Not as yet; though I shortly mean to move there.’
'Not yet; but I plan to move there soon.'
‘Going to set up in trade, perhaps?’
‘Thinking about starting a business, maybe?’
‘No, no,’ said the shepherd’s wife. ‘It is easy to see that the gentleman is rich, and don’t want to work at anything.’
‘No, no,’ said the shepherd’s wife. ‘It’s clear that the gentleman is wealthy and doesn’t want to do any kind of work.’
The cinder-gray stranger paused, as if to consider whether he would accept that definition of himself. He presently rejected it by answering, ‘Rich is not quite the word for me, dame. I do work, and I must work. And even if I only get to Casterbridge by midnight I must begin work there at eight to-morrow morning. Yes, het or wet, blow or snow, famine or sword, my day’s work to-morrow must be done.’
The cinder-gray stranger stopped, as if he was thinking about whether he wanted to accept that description of himself. He quickly dismissed it by saying, “Rich isn’t exactly the right word for me, ma’am. I do work, and I have to work. And even if I only make it to Casterbridge by midnight, I’ve got to start working there at eight tomorrow morning. Yes, whether it’s hot or cold, rain or snow, hardship or danger, my work for tomorrow has to get done.”
‘Poor man! Then, in spite o’ seeming, you be worse off than we?’ replied the shepherd’s wife.
‘Poor man! So, despite everything, you’re worse off than we are?’ replied the shepherd’s wife.
‘’Tis the nature of my trade, men and maidens. ’Tis the nature of my trade more than my poverty . . . But really and truly I must up and off, or I shan’t get a lodging in the town.’ However, the speaker did not move, and directly added, ‘There’s time for one more draught of friendship before I go; and I’d perform it at once if the mug were not dry.’
“It’s the nature of my job, guys and girls. It’s the nature of my job more than my lack of money... But honestly, I need to get going, or I won’t find a place to stay in town.” However, the speaker didn’t move and immediately added, “There’s still time for one more drink of friendship before I leave; I’d have it right away if the mug wasn’t empty.”
‘Here’s a mug o’ small,’ said Mrs. Fennel. ‘Small, we call it, though to be sure ’tis only the first wash o’ the combs.’
‘Here’s a cup of small,’ said Mrs. Fennel. ‘Small, we call it, although it's really just the first wash of the combs.’
‘No,’ said the stranger disdainfully. ‘I won’t spoil your first kindness by partaking o’ your second.’
‘No,’ the stranger said with contempt. ‘I won’t ruin your first act of kindness by accepting your second.’
‘Certainly not,’ broke in Fennel. ‘We don’t increase and multiply every day, and I’ll fill the mug again.’ He went away to the dark place under the stairs where the barrel stood. The shepherdess followed him.
‘Definitely not,’ interrupted Fennel. ‘We don’t grow and expand every day, and I’ll refill the mug.’ He walked away to the dark space under the stairs where the barrel was. The shepherdess followed him.
‘Why should you do this?’ she said reproachfully, as soon as they were alone. ‘He’s emptied it once, though it held enough for ten people; and now he’s not contented wi’ the small, but must needs call for more o’ the strong! And a stranger unbeknown to any of us. For my part, I don’t like the look o’ the man at all.’
‘Why would you do that?’ she said disapprovingly as soon as they were alone. ‘He’s emptied it once, even though it was enough for ten people; and now he’s not satisfied with the little he has, but needs to call for more of the strong stuff! And he’s a stranger none of us know. Personally, I don’t trust the look of that guy at all.’
‘But he’s in the house, my honey; and ’tis a wet night, and a christening. Daze it, what’s a cup of mead more or less? There’ll be plenty more next bee-burning.’
‘But he's in the house, my love; and it’s a rainy night, and a christening. Seriously, what’s one more cup of mead? There’ll be plenty more at the next bee-burning.’
‘Very well—this time, then,’ she answered, looking wistfully at the barrel. ‘But what is the man’s calling, and where is he one of; that he should come in and join us like this?’
‘Alright—this time, then,’ she replied, looking longingly at the barrel. ‘But what does the man do, and where is he from; why is he joining us like this?’
‘I don’t know. I’ll ask him again.’
‘I don’t know. I’ll ask him again.’
The catastrophe of having the mug drained dry at one pull by the stranger in cinder-gray was effectually guarded against this time by Mrs. Fennel. She poured out his allowance in a small cup, keeping the large one at a discreet distance from him. When he had tossed off his portion the shepherd renewed his inquiry about the stranger’s occupation.
The disaster of having the mug emptied in one go by the stranger in gray was successfully prevented this time by Mrs. Fennel. She served him his share in a small cup, keeping the larger one far away from him. After he finished his drink, the shepherd asked again about the stranger’s job.
The latter did not immediately reply, and the man in the chimney-corner, with sudden demonstrativeness, said, ‘Anybody may know my trade—I’m a wheelwright.’
The latter didn’t respond right away, and the man in the corner by the fireplace, suddenly more expressive, said, ‘Anyone can tell what I do—I’m a wheelwright.’
‘A very good trade for these parts,’ said the shepherd.
‘A great deal for this area,’ said the shepherd.
‘And anybody may know mine—if they’ve the sense to find it out,’ said the stranger in cinder-gray.
‘And anyone can know mine—if they have the sense to figure it out,’ said the stranger in cinder-gray.
‘You may generally tell what a man is by his claws,’ observed the hedge-carpenter, looking at his own hands. ‘My fingers be as full of thorns as an old pin-cushion is of pins.’
‘You can usually tell what a person is like by their hands,’ said the hedge carpenter, looking at his own. ‘My fingers are as full of thorns as an old pin cushion is of pins.’
The hands of the man in the chimney-corner instinctively sought the shade, and he gazed into the fire as he resumed his pipe. The man at the table took up the hedge-carpenter’s remark, and added smartly, ‘True; but the oddity of my trade is that, instead of setting a mark upon me, it sets a mark upon my customers.’
The man by the fireplace instinctively reached for the shade as he stared into the flames and picked up his pipe again. The man at the table responded to the hedge-carpenter's comment, adding cleverly, "True; but the weird thing about my job is that, instead of marking me, it marks my customers."
No observation being offered by anybody in elucidation of this enigma, the shepherd’s wife once more called for a song. The same obstacles presented themselves as at the former time—one had no voice, another had forgotten the first verse. The stranger at the table, whose soul had now risen to a good working temperature, relieved the difficulty by exclaiming that, to start the company, he would sing himself. Thrusting one thumb into the arm-hole of his waistcoat, he waved the other hand in the air, and, with an extemporizing gaze at the shining sheep-crooks above the mantelpiece, began:—
No one offered any insights to clarify this mystery, so the shepherd’s wife once again asked for a song. The same issues arose as before—one person had no voice, and another had forgotten the first verse. The stranger at the table, feeling more comfortable now, solved the problem by declaring that he would sing himself to kick things off. With one thumb tucked into the armhole of his waistcoat, he waved his other hand in the air and, glancing at the shiny sheep-crooks above the mantelpiece, began:—
‘O my trade it is the rarest one,
Simple shepherds all—
My trade is a sight to see;
For my customers I tie, and take them up on high,
And waft ’em to a far countree!’
‘Oh, my job is the rarest one,
Just simple shepherds all—
My job is something to behold;
For my clients, I bind them, lift them up high,
And send them off to a distant land!’
The room was silent when he had finished the verse—with one exception, that of the man in the chimney-corner, who, at the singer’s word, ‘Chorus! ‘joined him in a deep bass voice of musical relish—
The room was quiet when he finished the verse—except for the man in the corner by the chimney, who, at the singer's word, 'Chorus!' joined him with a deep bass voice full of musical enjoyment—
‘And waft ’em to a far countree!’
‘And send them to a distant country!’
Oliver Giles, John Pitcher the dairyman, the parish-clerk, the engaged man of fifty, the row of young women against the wall, seemed lost in thought not of the gayest kind. The shepherd looked meditatively on the ground, the shepherdess gazed keenly at the singer, and with some suspicion; she was doubting whether this stranger were merely singing an old song from recollection, or was composing one there and then for the occasion. All were as perplexed at the obscure revelation as the guests at Belshazzar’s Feast, except the man in the chimney-corner, who quietly said, ‘Second verse, stranger,’ and smoked on.
Oliver Giles, John Pitcher the dairyman, the parish clerk, the engaged man in his fifties, and the row of young women against the wall all appeared deep in thought, and not in the happiest way. The shepherd stared thoughtfully at the ground, while the shepherdess looked closely at the singer, with a hint of suspicion; she was wondering whether this stranger was simply singing an old song from memory or if he was making one up on the spot for this moment. Everyone was as confused by the unclear revelation as the guests at Belshazzar’s Feast, except for the man in the chimney corner, who calmly said, ‘Second verse, stranger,’ and kept smoking.
The singer thoroughly moistened himself from his lips inwards, and went on with the next stanza as requested:-
The singer fully wet his lips and continued with the next stanza as asked:---
My tools are but common ones,
Simple shepherds all—
My tools are no sight to see:
A little hempen string, and a post whereon to swing,
Are implements enough for me!’
My tools are just ordinary ones,
Simple shepherds all—
My tools aren’t much to look at:
A little hemp string, and a post to swing from,
Are all I really need!
Shepherd Fennel glanced round. There was no longer any doubt that the stranger was answering his question rhythmically. The guests one and all started back with suppressed exclamations. The young woman engaged to the man of fifty fainted half-way, and would have proceeded, but finding him wanting in alacrity for catching her she sat down trembling.
Shepherd Fennel looked around. It was clear now that the stranger was responding to his question in a rhythmic manner. The guests all gasped in surprise. The young woman who was engaged to the fifty-year-old man fainted partway through, and would have fallen fully, but since he was slow to catch her, she sat down, shaking.
‘O, he’s the—!’ whispered the people in the background, mentioning the name of an ominous public officer. ‘He’s come to do it! ’Tis to be at Casterbridge jail to-morrow—the man for sheep-stealing—the poor clock-maker we heard of; who used to live away at Shottsford and had no work to do—Timothy Summers, whose family were a-starving, and so he went out of Shottsford by the high-road, and took a sheep in open daylight, defying the farmer and the farmer’s wife and the farmer’s lad, and every man jack among ’em. He’ (and they nodded towards the stranger of the deadly trade) ‘is come from up the country to do it because there’s not enough to do in his own county-town, and he’s got the place here now our own county man’s dead; he’s going to live in the same cottage under the prison wall.’
‘Oh, he’s the—!’ whispered the people in the background, mentioning the name of a threatening public official. ‘He’s come to do it! It’s supposed to happen at Casterbridge jail tomorrow—the guy for sheep-stealing—the poor clockmaker we heard about; he used to live out in Shottsford and had no work—Timothy Summers, whose family was starving, so he went out of Shottsford by the main road and took a sheep in broad daylight, challenging the farmer, the farmer’s wife, the farmer’s son, and every man among them. He’ (and they nodded towards the stranger in the deadly trade) ‘has come from upstate to do it because there’s not enough work in his own county seat, and he’s got the position here now that our own county man is dead; he’s going to live in the same cottage under the prison wall.’
The stranger in cinder-gray took no notice of this whispered string of observations, but again wetted his lips. Seeing that his friend in the chimney-corner was the only one who reciprocated his joviality in any way, he held out his cup towards that appreciative comrade, who also held out his own. They clinked together, the eyes of the rest of the room hanging upon the singer’s actions. He parted his lips for the third verse; but at that moment another knock was audible upon the door. This time the knock was faint and hesitating.
The stranger in gray didn't seem to notice the whispered comments, but he moistened his lips again. Seeing that his friend in the corner was the only one matching his cheerful mood, he lifted his cup toward that supportive buddy, who lifted his own in return. They clinked their cups together while everyone else in the room watched the singer's actions. He opened his mouth for the third verse, but at that moment, there was another knock on the door. This time, the knock was soft and uncertain.
The company seemed scared; the shepherd looked with consternation towards the entrance, and it was with some effort that he resisted his alarmed wife’s deprecatory glance, and uttered for the third time the welcoming words, ‘Walk in!’
The company appeared anxious; the shepherd glanced with concern at the entrance, and it took considerable effort to ignore his worried wife’s disapproving look as he said for the third time, “Come in!”
The door was gently opened, and another man stood upon the mat. He, like those who had preceded him, was a stranger. This time it was a short, small personage, of fair complexion, and dressed in a decent suit of dark clothes.
The door was slowly opened, and another man stood on the mat. He, like those who had come before him, was a stranger. This time it was a short, slight individual, with a fair complexion, dressed in a nice dark suit.
‘Can you tell me the way to—?’ he began: when, gazing round the room to observe the nature of the company amongst whom he had fallen, his eyes lighted on the stranger in cinder-gray. It was just at the instant when the latter, who had thrown his mind into his song with such a will that he scarcely heeded the interruption, silenced all whispers and inquiries by bursting into his third verse:-
‘Can you tell me how to get to—?’ he started to ask, but as he looked around the room to see what kind of people he was with, his gaze fell on the stranger in cinder-gray. This was just as the stranger, who was so focused on his song that he barely noticed the interruption, quieted all whispers and questions by launching into his third verse:-
To-morrow is my working day,
Simple shepherds all—
To-morrow is a working day for me:
For the farmer’s sheep is slain, and the lad who did it
ta’en,
And on his soul may God ha’ merc-y!’
Tomorrow is my working day,
Just simple shepherds all—
Tomorrow is a working day for me:
For the farmer’s sheep is killed, and the boy who did it
taken,
And may God have mercy on his soul!
The stranger in the chimney-corner, waving cups with the singer so heartily that his mead splashed over on the hearth, repeated in his bass voice as before:-
The stranger in the corner by the fireplace, enthusiastically raising his cup with the singer so much that his drink splashed onto the hearth, repeated in his deep voice as before:-
‘And on his soul may God ha’ merc-y!’
‘And may God have mercy on his soul!’
All this time the third stranger had been standing in the doorway. Finding now that he did not come forward or go on speaking, the guests particularly regarded him. They noticed to their surprise that he stood before them the picture of abject terror—his knees trembling, his hand shaking so violently that the door-latch by which he supported himself rattled audibly: his white lips were parted, and his eyes fixed on the merry officer of justice in the middle of the room. A moment more and he had turned, closed the door, and fled.
All this time, the third stranger had been standing in the doorway. Noticing that he wasn’t moving forward or saying anything, the guests began to pay special attention to him. To their surprise, they saw that he looked utterly terrified—his knees were shaking, his hand trembled so much that the door latch he was leaning on rattled loudly. His white lips were parted, and his eyes were locked on the cheerful officer of justice in the middle of the room. A moment later, he turned, closed the door, and ran away.
‘What a man can it be?’ said the shepherd.
‘Who could that man be?’ said the shepherd.
The rest, between the awfulness of their late discovery and the odd conduct of this third visitor, looked as if they knew not what to think, and said nothing. Instinctively they withdrew further and further from the grim gentleman in their midst, whom some of them seemed to take for the Prince of Darkness himself; till they formed a remote circle, an empty space of floor being left between them and him—
The rest, caught between the shock of their late discovery and the strange behavior of this third visitor, appeared unsure of what to think and said nothing. Instinctively, they distanced themselves more and more from the grim man among them, whom some of them seemed to regard as the Prince of Darkness himself, until they formed a distant circle, leaving an empty space on the floor between them and him—
‘ . . . circulus, cujus centrum diabolus.’
‘ . . . circle, whose center is the devil.’
The room was so silent—though there were more than twenty people in it—that nothing could be heard but the patter of the rain against the window-shutters, accompanied by the occasional hiss of a stray drop that fell down the chimney into the fire, and the steady puffing of the man in the corner, who had now resumed his pipe of long clay.
The room was so quiet—despite having more than twenty people in it—that the only sounds were the rain tapping against the window shutters, the occasional hiss of a stray drop falling down the chimney into the fire, and the steady puffing of the man in the corner, who had now started smoking his long clay pipe again.
The stillness was unexpectedly broken. The distant sound of a gun reverberated through the air—apparently from the direction of the county-town.
The silence was suddenly disrupted. The distant sound of a gun echoed through the air—coming from the direction of the county town.
‘Be jiggered!’ cried the stranger who had sung the song, jumping up.
‘No way!’ cried the stranger who had sung the song, jumping up.
‘What does that mean?’ asked several.
“What does that mean?” asked several.
‘A prisoner escaped from the jail—that’s what it means.’
‘A prisoner escaped from the jail—that’s what it means.’
All listened. The sound was repeated, and none of them spoke but the man in the chimney-corner, who said quietly, ‘I’ve often been told that in this county they fire a gun at such times; but I never heard it till now.’
All listened. The sound was repeated, and none of them spoke except the man in the fireplace, who said quietly, ‘I’ve often been told that in this county they fire a gun at times like this; but I’ve never heard it until now.’
‘I wonder if it is my man?’ murmured the personage in cinder-gray.
‘I wonder if it is my guy?’ murmured the figure in cinder-gray.
‘Surely it is!’ said the shepherd involuntarily. ‘And surely we’ve zeed him! That little man who looked in at the door by now, and quivered like a leaf when he zeed ye and heard your song!’
‘Of course it is!’ said the shepherd without thinking. ‘And we’ve definitely seen him! That little guy who peeked in at the door a moment ago and trembled like a leaf when he saw you and heard your song!’
‘His teeth chattered, and the breath went out of his body,’ said the dairyman.
‘His teeth were chattering, and he couldn't catch his breath,’ said the dairyman.
‘And his heart seemed to sink within him like a stone,’ said Oliver Giles.
‘And his heart felt like it was dropping within him like a stone,’ said Oliver Giles.
‘And he bolted as if he’d been shot at,’ said the hedge-carpenter.
‘And he took off like he’d been shot at,’ said the hedge-carpenter.
‘True—his teeth chattered, and his heart seemed to sink; and he bolted as if he’d been shot at,’ slowly summed up the man in the chimney-corner.
‘It's true—his teeth were chattering, and he felt like his heart was dropping; he took off as if he’d been shot at,’ the man in the corner by the chimney slowly summarized.
‘I didn’t notice it,’ remarked the hangman.
‘I didn’t see it,’ the hangman said.
‘We were all a-wondering what made him run off in such a fright,’ faltered one of the women against the wall, ‘and now ’tis explained!’
‘We were all wondering what made him run off in such a fright,’ faltered one of the women against the wall, ‘and now it’s explained!’
The firing of the alarm-gun went on at intervals, low and sullenly, and their suspicions became a certainty. The sinister gentleman in cinder-gray roused himself. ‘Is there a constable here?’ he asked, in thick tones. ‘If so, let him step forward.’
The alarm gun fired repeatedly, quietly and ominously, and their suspicions turned into certainty. The shady guy in grayish-black stirred. “Is there a cop around?” he asked in a deep voice. “If so, let him come forward.”
The engaged man of fifty stepped quavering out from the wall, his betrothed beginning to sob on the back of the chair.
The engaged man in his fifties stepped unsteadily away from the wall, while his fiancée started to cry on the back of the chair.
‘You are a sworn constable?’
"Are you a sworn officer?"
‘I be, sir.’
"I am, sir."
‘Then pursue the criminal at once, with assistance, and bring him back here. He can’t have gone far.’
‘Then go after the criminal right away, with help, and bring him back here. He can't have gone far.’
‘I will, sir, I will—when I’ve got my staff. I’ll go home and get it, and come sharp here, and start in a body.’
‘I will, sir, I will—once I have my team. I’ll go home, grab it, and come right back here to get started.’
‘Staff!—never mind your staff; the man’ll be gone!’
‘Staff!—forget about your staff; the guy will be gone!’
‘But I can’t do nothing without my staff—can I, William, and John, and Charles Jake? No; for there’s the king’s royal crown a painted on en in yaller and gold, and the lion and the unicorn, so as when I raise en up and hit my prisoner, ’tis made a lawful blow thereby. I wouldn’t ‘tempt to take up a man without my staff—no, not I. If I hadn’t the law to gie me courage, why, instead o’ my taking up him he might take up me!’
‘But I can’t do anything without my staff—can I, William, John, and Charles Jake? No; because there’s the king’s royal crown painted on it in yellow and gold, and the lion and the unicorn, so when I raise it and strike my prisoner, it counts as a legal blow. I wouldn’t dream of trying to take on a man without my staff—definitely not. If I didn’t have the law giving me courage, instead of me taking him down, he might take me down!’
‘Now, I’m a king’s man myself; and can give you authority enough for this,’ said the formidable officer in gray. ‘Now then, all of ye, be ready. Have ye any lanterns?’
‘Now, I’m a king’s man myself; and I can give you enough authority for this,’ said the imposing officer in gray. ‘Alright then, everyone, be ready. Do you have any lanterns?’
‘Yes—have ye any lanterns?—I demand it!’ said the constable.
‘Yes—do you have any lanterns?—I’m asking!’ said the constable.
‘And the rest of you able-bodied—’
‘And the rest of you who are able-bodied—’
‘Able-bodied men—yes—the rest of ye!’ said the constable.
‘Able-bodied men—yes—the rest of you!’ said the constable.
‘Have you some good stout staves and pitch-forks—’
‘Do you have some strong wooden poles and pitchforks—’
‘Staves and pitchforks—in the name o’ the law! And take ’em in yer hands and go in quest, and do as we in authority tell ye!’
‘Clubs and pitchforks—in the name of the law! Grab them and go on a quest, and do what we in charge tell you!’
Thus aroused, the men prepared to give chase. The evidence was, indeed, though circumstantial, so convincing, that but little argument was needed to show the shepherd’s guests that after what they had seen it would look very much like connivance if they did not instantly pursue the unhappy third stranger, who could not as yet have gone more than a few hundred yards over such uneven country.
Thus motivated, the men got ready to chase after him. The evidence was, while not direct, so convincing that it took barely any discussion to convince the shepherd’s guests that, given what they had witnessed, it would seem very much like collusion if they did not immediately go after the unfortunate third stranger, who couldn’t have gotten more than a few hundred yards over such rough terrain.
A shepherd is always well provided with lanterns; and, lighting these hastily, and with hurdle-staves in their hands, they poured out of the door, taking a direction along the crest of the hill, away from the town, the rain having fortunately a little abated.
A shepherd always has plenty of lanterns; and, quickly lighting them, they rushed out the door with hurdle-staves in hand, heading up the hill away from the town, as the rain had fortunately eased up a bit.
Disturbed by the noise, or possibly by unpleasant dreams of her baptism, the child who had been christened began to cry heart-brokenly in the room overhead. These notes of grief came down through the chinks of the floor to the ears of the women below, who jumped up one by one, and seemed glad of the excuse to ascend and comfort the baby, for the incidents of the last half-hour greatly oppressed them. Thus in the space of two or three minutes the room on the ground-floor was deserted quite.
Disturbed by the noise, or maybe by bad dreams about her baptism, the baby who had just been christened started crying sadly in the room above. The sounds of her distress traveled down through the gaps in the floor to the ears of the women below, who each jumped up, seeming relieved to have an excuse to go upstairs and comfort the baby, as the events of the last half-hour weighed heavily on them. So, in just two or three minutes, the room on the ground floor was completely empty.
But it was not for long. Hardly had the sound of footsteps died away when a man returned round the corner of the house from the direction the pursuers had taken. Peeping in at the door, and seeing nobody there, he entered leisurely. It was the stranger of the chimney-corner, who had gone out with the rest. The motive of his return was shown by his helping himself to a cut piece of skimmer-cake that lay on a ledge beside where he had sat, and which he had apparently forgotten to take with him. He also poured out half a cup more mead from the quantity that remained, ravenously eating and drinking these as he stood. He had not finished when another figure came in just as quietly—his friend in cinder-gray.
But it didn’t last long. As soon as the sound of footsteps faded, a man appeared around the corner of the house from where the pursuers had gone. He peeked in at the door, saw no one there, and casually walked in. It was the stranger from the fireplace, who had left with the others. The reason for his return became clear when he helped himself to a piece of skimmer-cake that was sitting on a ledge where he had been, which he had apparently forgotten to grab. He also poured himself another half cup of mead from what was left, eagerly eating and drinking as he stood. He hadn’t finished when another figure quietly entered—his friend in cinder-gray.
‘O—you here?’ said the latter, smiling. ‘I thought you had gone to help in the capture.’ And this speaker also revealed the object of his return by looking solicitously round for the fascinating mug of old mead.
‘Oh—you here?’ said the latter, smiling. ‘I thought you had gone to help with the capture.’ And this speaker also showed the reason for his return by looking around anxiously for the enticing mug of old mead.
‘And I thought you had gone,’ said the other, continuing his skimmer-cake with some effort.
‘And I thought you were gone,’ said the other, continuing his skimmer-cake with some effort.
‘Well, on second thoughts, I felt there were enough without me,’ said the first confidentially, ‘and such a night as it is, too. Besides, ’tis the business o’ the Government to take care of its criminals—not mine.’
‘Well, on second thoughts, I felt there were enough without me,’ said the first confidentially, ‘and such a night as it is, too. Besides, it’s the Government's job to take care of its criminals—not mine.’
‘True; so it is. And I felt as you did, that there were enough without me.’
‘That's true; it is. And I felt like you did, that there were plenty without me.’
‘I don’t want to break my limbs running over the humps and hollows of this wild country.’
‘I don’t want to hurt myself running over the bumps and dips of this rugged land.’
‘Nor I neither, between you and me.’
‘Me neither, between you and me.’
‘These shepherd-people are used to it—simple-minded souls, you know, stirred up to anything in a moment. They’ll have him ready for me before the morning, and no trouble to me at all.’
‘These shepherds are used to it—simple-minded folks, you know, who can get worked up easily. They’ll have him ready for me by morning, no trouble for me at all.’
‘They’ll have him, and we shall have saved ourselves all labour in the matter.’
‘They’ll take him, and we’ll have spared ourselves all the effort in this.’
‘True, true. Well, my way is to Casterbridge; and ’tis as much as my legs will do to take me that far. Going the same way?’
‘Yeah, that’s right. Anyway, I’m headed to Casterbridge; and it’s all my legs can manage to take me that far. Are you going the same way?’
‘No, I am sorry to say! I have to get home over there’ (he nodded indefinitely to the right), ‘and I feel as you do, that it is quite enough for my legs to do before bedtime.’
‘No, I’m sorry to say! I have to get home over there’ (he nodded vaguely to the right), ‘and I feel the same way you do, that it’s quite enough for my legs to handle before bedtime.’
The other had by this time finished the mead in the mug, after which, shaking hands heartily at the door, and wishing each other well, they went their several ways.
The other had at this point finished the mead in the mug, and then, shaking hands warmly at the door and wishing each other well, they went their separate ways.
In the meantime the company of pursuers had reached the end of the hog’s-back elevation which dominated this part of the down. They had decided on no particular plan of action; and, finding that the man of the baleful trade was no longer in their company, they seemed quite unable to form any such plan now. They descended in all directions down the hill, and straightway several of the party fell into the snare set by Nature for all misguided midnight ramblers over this part of the cretaceous formation. The ‘lanchets,’ or flint slopes, which belted the escarpment at intervals of a dozen yards, took the less cautious ones unawares, and losing their footing on the rubbly steep they slid sharply downwards, the lanterns rolling from their hands to the bottom, and there lying on their sides till the horn was scorched through.
Meanwhile, the group of pursuers had reached the end of the ridge that overlooked this area of the downs. They hadn’t decided on a specific plan of action, and, realizing that the person they were after was no longer with them, they seemed completely stuck on what to do next. They scattered down the hill in all directions, and immediately, several members of the group fell into the trap that Nature sets for all lost night wanderers in this part of the chalky terrain. The flint slopes, which surrounded the escarpment at intervals of about twelve yards, caught the less careful off guard. Losing their balance on the rocky incline, they quickly slid down, letting their lanterns roll from their hands to the bottom, where they rested on their sides until the horn got burned through.
When they had again gathered themselves together, the shepherd, as the man who knew the country best, took the lead, and guided them round these treacherous inclines. The lanterns, which seemed rather to dazzle their eyes and warn the fugitive than to assist them in the exploration, were extinguished, due silence was observed; and in this more rational order they plunged into the vale. It was a grassy, briery, moist defile, affording some shelter to any person who had sought it; but the party perambulated it in vain, and ascended on the other side. Here they wandered apart, and after an interval closed together again to report progress.
When they had gathered together again, the shepherd, being the one most familiar with the area, took the lead and guided them around the dangerous slopes. The lanterns, which seemed to more dazzle their eyes and warn the fugitives than actually help them explore, were turned off, and a moment of silence was observed. In this calmer atmosphere, they entered the valley. It was a grassy, thorny, damp area that offered some shelter to anyone who might need it, but the group moved through it in vain and climbed up the other side. They wandered off separately for a while, then came back together to report their progress.
At the second time of closing in they found themselves near a lonely ash, the single tree on this part of the coomb, probably sown there by a passing bird some fifty years before. And here, standing a little to one side of the trunk, as motionless as the trunk itself; appeared the man they were in quest of; his outline being well defined against the sky beyond. The band noiselessly drew up and faced him.
At the second time they closed in, they found themselves near a lonely ash tree, the only tree in this part of the valley, likely planted there by a passing bird about fifty years ago. And here, standing a bit to one side of the trunk, as still as the trunk itself, was the man they were looking for; his shape clearly outlined against the sky behind him. The group silently halted and faced him.
‘Your money or your life!’ said the constable sternly to the still figure.
‘Your money or your life!’ said the constable sternly to the motionless figure.
‘No, no,’ whispered John Pitcher. ‘’Tisn’t our side ought to say that. That’s the doctrine of vagabonds like him, and we be on the side of the law.’
‘No, no,’ whispered John Pitcher. ‘That’s not something we should say. That’s the belief of drifters like him, and we are on the side of the law.’
‘Well, well,’ replied the constable impatiently; ‘I must say something, mustn’t I? and if you had all the weight o’ this undertaking upon your mind, perhaps you’d say the wrong thing too!—Prisoner at the bar, surrender, in the name of the Father—the Crown, I mane!’
‘Well, well,’ replied the constable impatiently; ‘I have to say something, right? And if you had all the pressure of this situation on your mind, maybe you’d say the wrong thing too!—Prisoner at the bar, surrender, in the name of the Father—the Crown, I mean!’
The man under the tree seemed now to notice them for the first time, and, giving them no opportunity whatever for exhibiting their courage, he strolled slowly towards them. He was, indeed, the little man, the third stranger; but his trepidation had in a great measure gone.
The man under the tree now seemed to notice them for the first time, and without giving them any chance to show their bravery, he walked slowly toward them. He was, in fact, the little man, the third stranger; but most of his fear had disappeared.
‘Well, travellers,’ he said, ‘did I hear ye speak to me?’
‘Well, travelers,’ he said, ‘did I hear you speaking to me?’
‘You did: you’ve got to come and be our prisoner at once!’ said the constable. ‘We arrest ‘ee on the charge of not biding in Casterbridge jail in a decent proper manner to be hung to-morrow morning. Neighbours, do your duty, and seize the culpet!’
‘You did: you’ve got to come and be our prisoner right now!’ said the constable. ‘We’re arresting you for not staying in Casterbridge jail in a proper manner to be hanged tomorrow morning. Neighbors, do your duty and take the culprit!’
On hearing the charge, the man seemed enlightened, and, saying not another word, resigned himself with preternatural civility to the search-party, who, with their staves in their hands, surrounded him on all sides, and marched him back towards the shepherd’s cottage.
On hearing the accusation, the man looked enlightened and, without saying another word, calmly accepted the search party, who surrounded him with their staffs in hand and led him back to the shepherd’s cottage.
It was eleven o’clock by the time they arrived. The light shining from the open door, a sound of men’s voices within, proclaimed to them as they approached the house that some new events had arisen in their absence. On entering they discovered the shepherd’s living room to be invaded by two officers from Casterbridge jail, and a well-known magistrate who lived at the nearest country-seat, intelligence of the escape having become generally circulated.
It was eleven o'clock when they got there. The light coming from the open door and the sound of men's voices inside indicated to them as they neared the house that something new had happened while they were away. Upon entering, they found the shepherd's living room filled with two officers from Casterbridge jail and a well-known magistrate from the nearby estate, since news of the escape had spread widely.
‘Gentlemen,’ said the constable, ‘I have brought back your man—not without risk and danger; but every one must do his duty! He is inside this circle of able-bodied persons, who have lent me useful aid, considering their ignorance of Crown work. Men, bring forward your prisoner!’ And the third stranger was led to the light.
‘Gentlemen,’ said the constable, ‘I’ve brought your man back—not without some risk and danger; but everyone has to do their duty! He is standing inside this circle of capable people, who have helped me despite not knowing much about the Crown’s business. Guys, bring your prisoner forward!’ And the third stranger was brought into the light.
‘Who is this?’ said one of the officials.
‘Who is this?’ asked one of the officials.
‘The man,’ said the constable.
"The man," the officer said.
‘Certainly not,’ said the turnkey; and the first corroborated his statement.
'Definitely not,' said the guard; and the first person confirmed his statement.
‘But how can it be otherwise?’ asked the constable. ‘Or why was he so terrified at sight o’ the singing instrument of the law who sat there?’ Here he related the strange behaviour of the third stranger on entering the house during the hangman’s song.
‘But how can it be any different?’ asked the constable. ‘Or why was he so scared when he saw the instrument of the law sitting there?’ Here he described the strange behavior of the third stranger when he entered the house during the hangman’s song.
‘Can’t understand it,’ said the officer coolly. ‘All I know is that it is not the condemned man. He’s quite a different character from this one; a gauntish fellow, with dark hair and eyes, rather good-looking, and with a musical bass voice that if you heard it once you’d never mistake as long as you lived.’
‘Can’t understand it,’ said the officer calmly. ‘All I know is that this is not the condemned man. He’s a completely different person; a thin guy, with dark hair and eyes, pretty good-looking, and he has a deep, musical voice that once you hear it, you’d never forget it for as long as you live.’
‘Why, souls—’twas the man in the chimney-corner!’
‘Why, souls—it was the guy in the corner by the fireplace!’
‘Hey—what?’ said the magistrate, coming forward after inquiring particulars from the shepherd in the background. ‘Haven’t you got the man after all?’
‘Hey—what’s going on?’ said the magistrate, stepping forward after asking the shepherd for details in the background. ‘Don’t you have the man after all?’
‘Well, sir,’ said the constable, ‘he’s the man we were in search of, that’s true; and yet he’s not the man we were in search of. For the man we were in search of was not the man we wanted, sir, if you understand my everyday way; for ’twas the man in the chimney-corner!’
‘Well, sir,’ said the constable, ‘he’s the guy we were looking for, that’s true; but he’s not the guy we actually wanted. Because the guy we were looking for wasn’t the one we needed, sir, if you catch my drift; it was the man in the chimney corner!’
‘A pretty kettle of fish altogether!’ said the magistrate. ‘You had better start for the other man at once.’
‘What a mess this is!’ said the magistrate. ‘You should head over to the other guy right away.’
The prisoner now spoke for the first time. The mention of the man in the chimney-corner seemed to have moved him as nothing else could do. ‘Sir,’ he said, stepping forward to the magistrate, ‘take no more trouble about me. The time is come when I may as well speak. I have done nothing; my crime is that the condemned man is my brother. Early this afternoon I left home at Shottsford to tramp it all the way to Casterbridge jail to bid him farewell. I was benighted, and called here to rest and ask the way. When I opened the door I saw before me the very man, my brother, that I thought to see in the condemned cell at Casterbridge. He was in this chimney-corner; and jammed close to him, so that he could not have got out if he had tried, was the executioner who’d come to take his life, singing a song about it and not knowing that it was his victim who was close by, joining in to save appearances. My brother looked a glance of agony at me, and I knew he meant, “Don’t reveal what you see; my life depends on it.” I was so terror-struck that I could hardly stand, and, not knowing what I did, I turned and hurried away.’
The prisoner finally spoke for the first time. The mention of the man in the corner by the fireplace seemed to touch him more than anything else could. “Sir,” he said, stepping forward to the magistrate, “don’t spend any more effort on me. The time has come for me to speak. I haven't done anything wrong; my only crime is that the condemned man is my brother. Earlier this afternoon, I left home in Shottsford to walk all the way to Casterbridge jail to say goodbye. I got caught in the dark and stopped here to rest and ask for directions. When I opened the door, I saw right in front of me the very man, my brother, who I thought I would find in the condemned cell at Casterbridge. He was in this corner by the fireplace, and squeezed up against him, so tightly that he couldn't have escaped if he tried, was the executioner who had come to take his life, singing a song about it and completely unaware that his victim was so close by, joining in to maintain appearances. My brother gave me a look of desperation, and I understood that he meant, ‘Don’t reveal what you see; my life depends on it.’ I was so terrified that I could barely stand, and, not knowing what I was doing, I turned and rushed away.”
The narrator’s manner and tone had the stamp of truth, and his story made a great impression on all around. ‘And do you know where your brother is at the present time?’ asked the magistrate.
The narrator spoke with an honest tone, and his story left a strong impact on everyone present. “Do you know where your brother is right now?” asked the magistrate.
‘I do not. I have never seen him since I closed this door.’
‘I don’t. I haven’t seen him since I closed this door.’
‘I can testify to that, for we’ve been between ye ever since,’ said the constable.
‘I can confirm that, because we’ve been between you ever since,’ said the constable.
‘Where does he think to fly to?—what is his occupation?’
‘Where does he think he’s going?—what does he do for a living?’
‘He’s a watch-and-clock-maker, sir.’
"He's a watch and clock maker, sir."
‘’A said ’a was a wheelwright—a wicked rogue,’ said the constable.
‘’A said he was a wheelwright—a wicked rogue,’ said the constable.
‘The wheels of clocks and watches he meant, no doubt,’ said Shepherd Fennel. ‘I thought his hands were palish for’s trade.’
‘He’s talking about the gears of clocks and watches, for sure,’ said Shepherd Fennel. ‘I thought his hands were a bit pale for his job.’
‘Well, it appears to me that nothing can be gained by retaining this poor man in custody,’ said the magistrate; ‘your business lies with the other, unquestionably.’
‘Well, it seems to me that keeping this poor guy in custody won’t do any good,’ said the magistrate; ‘your issue is with the other one, no doubt.’
And so the little man was released off-hand; but he looked nothing the less sad on that account, it being beyond the power of magistrate or constable to raze out the written troubles in his brain, for they concerned another whom he regarded with more solicitude than himself. When this was done, and the man had gone his way, the night was found to be so far advanced that it was deemed useless to renew the search before the next morning.
And so the little man was let go without much thought; however, he still looked sad because no law enforcement could erase the worries in his mind, which were about someone else he cared about more than himself. Once this was settled and the man had left, it was clear that the night was so far along that it made no sense to continue the search until the next morning.
Next day, accordingly, the quest for the clever sheep-stealer became general and keen, to all appearance at least. But the intended punishment was cruelly disproportioned to the transgression, and the sympathy of a great many country-folk in that district was strongly on the side of the fugitive. Moreover, his marvellous coolness and daring in hob-and-nobbing with the hangman, under the unprecedented circumstances of the shepherd’s party, won their admiration. So that it may be questioned if all those who ostensibly made themselves so busy in exploring woods and fields and lanes were quite so thorough when it came to the private examination of their own lofts and outhouses. Stories were afloat of a mysterious figure being occasionally seen in some old overgrown trackway or other, remote from turnpike roads; but when a search was instituted in any of these suspected quarters nobody was found. Thus the days and weeks passed without tidings.
The next day, the search for the clever sheep-thief became intense and widespread, or at least it appeared that way. However, the punishment planned was incredibly harsh compared to the crime, and many locals in that area sympathized strongly with the fugitive. Additionally, his astonishing coolness and boldness in mingling with the executioner during the unusual circumstances of the shepherd’s party gained their admiration. It raises the question of whether everyone who seemed so busy searching through woods, fields, and lanes really examined their own attics and outbuildings as thoroughly. There were rumors of a mysterious figure sometimes spotted in some old, overgrown paths, far from the main roads; but whenever a search took place in these suspected areas, no one was found. As a result, days and weeks went by without any news.
In brief; the bass-voiced man of the chimney-corner was never recaptured. Some said that he went across the sea, others that he did not, but buried himself in the depths of a populous city. At any rate, the gentleman in cinder-gray never did his morning’s work at Casterbridge, nor met anywhere at all, for business purposes, the genial comrade with whom he had passed an hour of relaxation in the lonely house on the coomb.
In short, the deep-voiced man by the fireplace was never seen again. Some claimed he went overseas, while others said he simply hid away in the heart of a busy city. Regardless, the man in gray never returned to work in Casterbridge, nor did he encounter the friendly companion with whom he had spent a relaxed hour in the secluded house on the hill.
The grass has long been green on the graves of Shepherd Fennel and his frugal wife; the guests who made up the christening party have mainly followed their entertainers to the tomb; the baby in whose honour they all had met is a matron in the sere and yellow leaf. But the arrival of the three strangers at the shepherd’s that night, and the details connected therewith, is a story as well known as ever in the country about Higher Crowstairs.
The grass has been green for a long time on the graves of Shepherd Fennel and his thrifty wife; the guests who attended the christening have mostly followed their hosts to the grave; the baby they all gathered to celebrate is now an older woman. But the arrival of the three strangers at the shepherd’s house that night, along with the details surrounding it, is a story that's still well-known in the area around Higher Crowstairs.
March 1883.
March 1883.
THE WITHERED ARM
CHAPTER I—A LORN MILKMAID
It was an eighty-cow dairy, and the troop of milkers, regular and supernumerary, were all at work; for, though the time of year was as yet but early April, the feed lay entirely in water-meadows, and the cows were ‘in full pail.’ The hour was about six in the evening, and three-fourths of the large, red, rectangular animals having been finished off, there was opportunity for a little conversation.
It was an eighty-cow dairy, and the team of milkers, both regular and extra, were all busy; because, even though it was still early April, the feed was completely in water-meadows, and the cows were 'in full pail.' It was around six in the evening, and with three-quarters of the large, red, rectangular animals taken care of, there was a chance for a bit of conversation.
‘He do bring home his bride to-morrow, I hear. They’ve come as far as Anglebury to-day.’
‘He’s bringing home his bride tomorrow, I hear. They’ve made it as far as Anglebury today.’
The voice seemed to proceed from the belly of the cow called Cherry, but the speaker was a milking-woman, whose face was buried in the flank of that motionless beast.
The voice appeared to come from the belly of the cow named Cherry, but it was actually a milking woman, her face pressed against the side of that still animal.
‘Hav’ anybody seen her?’ said another.
‘Has anyone seen her?’ said another.
There was a negative response from the first. ‘Though they say she’s a rosy-cheeked, tisty-tosty little body enough,’ she added; and as the milkmaid spoke she turned her face so that she could glance past her cow’s tail to the other side of the barton, where a thin, fading woman of thirty milked somewhat apart from the rest.
There was a negative response from the first. “Even though they say she’s a rosy-cheeked, dainty little thing,” she added; and as the milkmaid spoke, she turned her face so she could look past her cow’s tail to the other side of the farm, where a thin, fading woman in her thirties was milking somewhat apart from the others.
‘Years younger than he, they say,’ continued the second, with also a glance of reflectiveness in the same direction.
'They say he's years younger than him,' the second one continued, also glancing reflectively in the same direction.
‘How old do you call him, then?’
‘How old do you say he is, then?’
‘Thirty or so.’
‘About thirty.’
‘More like forty,’ broke in an old milkman near, in a long white pinafore or ‘wropper,’ and with the brim of his hat tied down, so that he looked like a woman. ‘’A was born before our Great Weir was builded, and I hadn’t man’s wages when I laved water there.’
‘More like forty,’ interrupted an old milkman nearby, wearing a long white apron or ‘wropper,’ with the brim of his hat tied down, making him look like a woman. ‘I was born before our Great Weir was built, and I didn’t earn a man’s wages when I carried water there.’
The discussion waxed so warm that the purr of the milk-streams became jerky, till a voice from another cow’s belly cried with authority, ‘Now then, what the Turk do it matter to us about Farmer Lodge’s age, or Farmer Lodge’s new mis’ess? I shall have to pay him nine pound a year for the rent of every one of these milchers, whatever his age or hers. Get on with your work, or ’twill be dark afore we have done. The evening is pinking in a’ready.’ This speaker was the dairyman himself; by whom the milkmaids and men were employed.
The discussion got so heated that the flow of milk became uneven, until a voice from another cow broke in authoritatively, "Now then, what does it matter to us how old Farmer Lodge is or who his new wife is? I still have to pay him nine pounds a year for the rent of each of these cows, no matter their age or hers. Get back to work, or it'll be dark before we're done. The evening is already fading." This speaker was the dairyman himself, who employed the milkmaids and milkmen.
Nothing more was said publicly about Farmer Lodge’s wedding, but the first woman murmured under her cow to her next neighbour, ‘’Tis hard for she,’ signifying the thin worn milkmaid aforesaid.
Nothing more was said publicly about Farmer Lodge’s wedding, but the first woman muttered under her cow to her neighbor, “It's tough for her,” referring to the thin, worn milkmaid mentioned earlier.
‘O no,’ said the second. ‘He ha’n’t spoke to Rhoda Brook for years.’
'O no,' said the second. 'He hasn't talked to Rhoda Brook for years.'
When the milking was done they washed their pails and hung them on a many-forked stand made of the peeled limb of an oak-tree, set upright in the earth, and resembling a colossal antlered horn. The majority then dispersed in various directions homeward. The thin woman who had not spoken was joined by a boy of twelve or thereabout, and the twain went away up the field also.
When the milking was finished, they washed their buckets and hung them on a forked rack made from a stripped oak branch, which was planted upright in the ground and looked like a giant antler. Most of them then scattered in different directions toward home. The quiet woman who hadn’t spoken was joined by a boy who was about twelve, and the two of them walked up the field as well.
Their course lay apart from that of the others, to a lonely spot high above the water-meads, and not far from the border of Egdon Heath, whose dark countenance was visible in the distance as they drew nigh to their home.
Their path was different from the others, leading to a secluded area high above the wetlands, not far from the edge of Egdon Heath, whose dark presence was noticeable in the distance as they approached their home.
‘They’ve just been saying down in barton that your father brings his young wife home from Anglebury to-morrow,’ the woman observed. ‘I shall want to send you for a few things to market, and you’ll be pretty sure to meet ’em.’
‘They’ve just been saying down in Barton that your dad is bringing his young wife home from Anglebury tomorrow,’ the woman said. ‘I’ll need you to grab a few things from the market, and you’ll probably run into them.’
‘Yes, mother,’ said the boy. ‘Is father married then?’
‘Yeah, Mom,’ said the boy. ‘Is Dad married then?’
‘Yes . . . You can give her a look, and tell me what’s she’s like, if you do see her.’
‘Yeah . . . You can take a look at her and let me know what she’s like if you see her.’
‘Yes, mother.’
"Sure, Mom."
‘If she’s dark or fair, and if she’s tall—as tall as I. And if she seems like a woman who has ever worked for a living, or one that has been always well off, and has never done anything, and shows marks of the lady on her, as I expect she do.’
‘If she’s dark or light-skinned, and if she’s tall—just as tall as I am. And if she looks like a woman who has ever had to work for a living, or one who has always been well off and has never had to do anything, and shows signs of being a lady, as I expect she does.’
‘Yes.’
'Yes.'
They crept up the hill in the twilight, and entered the cottage. It was built of mud-walls, the surface of which had been washed by many rains into channels and depressions that left none of the original flat face visible; while here and there in the thatch above a rafter showed like a bone protruding through the skin.
They quietly made their way up the hill at dusk and entered the cottage. It was made of mud-walls, with many rains having worn the surface into channels and dips that obscured the original flatness; here and there, a rafter poked through the thatch above like a bone sticking out from the skin.
She was kneeling down in the chimney-corner, before two pieces of turf laid together with the heather inwards, blowing at the red-hot ashes with her breath till the turves flamed. The radiance lit her pale cheek, and made her dark eyes, that had once been handsome, seem handsome anew. ‘Yes,’ she resumed, ‘see if she is dark or fair, and if you can, notice if her hands be white; if not, see if they look as though she had ever done housework, or are milker’s hands like mine.’
She was kneeling in the corner by the fireplace, with two pieces of turf placed together and the heather facing inwards, blowing at the glowing ashes until the turves ignited. The light illuminated her pale cheek and made her dark eyes, which had once been beautiful, appear beautiful again. "Yes," she continued, "check if she has dark or light skin, and if you can, see if her hands are white; if not, notice if they look like they’ve done any housework, or if they’re like mine, which are from milking."
The boy again promised, inattentively this time, his mother not observing that he was cutting a notch with his pocket-knife in the beech-backed chair.
The boy once again promised, this time without paying much attention, while his mother didn't notice that he was carving a notch with his pocket knife into the chair with a beech back.
CHAPTER II—THE YOUNG WIFE
The road from Anglebury to Holmstoke is in general level; but there is one place where a sharp ascent breaks its monotony. Farmers homeward-bound from the former market-town, who trot all the rest of the way, walk their horses up this short incline.
The road from Anglebury to Holmstoke is mostly flat; however, there is one spot where a steep rise disrupts the uniformity. Farmers heading home from the former market town, who ride at a trot for the rest of the journey, lead their horses up this brief slope.
The next evening, while the sun was yet bright, a handsome new gig, with a lemon-coloured body and red wheels, was spinning westward along the level highway at the heels of a powerful mare. The driver was a yeoman in the prime of life, cleanly shaven like an actor, his face being toned to that bluish-vermilion hue which so often graces a thriving farmer’s features when returning home after successful dealings in the town. Beside him sat a woman, many years his junior—almost, indeed, a girl. Her face too was fresh in colour, but it was of a totally different quality—soft and evanescent, like the light under a heap of rose-petals.
The next evening, while the sun was still bright, a sleek new carriage, with a lemon-yellow body and red wheels, was cruising westward along the flat road behind a strong mare. The driver was a farmer in the prime of life, clean-shaven like an actor, his face tinged with that bluish-red hue that often brightens a successful farmer’s features when heading home after a good day in town. Next to him sat a woman, many years younger than him—almost a girl, really. Her face was fresh in color too, but it had a completely different quality—soft and fleeting, like the light under a pile of rose petals.
Few people travelled this way, for it was not a main road; and the long white riband of gravel that stretched before them was empty, save of one small scarce-moving speck, which presently resolved itself into the figure of boy, who was creeping on at a snail’s pace, and continually looking behind him—the heavy bundle he carried being some excuse for, if not the reason of, his dilatoriness. When the bouncing gig-party slowed at the bottom of the incline above mentioned, the pedestrian was only a few yards in front. Supporting the large bundle by putting one hand on his hip, he turned and looked straight at the farmer’s wife as though he would read her through and through, pacing along abreast of the horse.
Few people traveled this way, since it wasn’t a main road; and the long stretch of gravel ahead of them was empty, except for one small, slowly moving dot, which soon turned out to be a boy who was creeping along at a snail’s pace and constantly looking back—his heavy bundle being some excuse for, if not the reason for, his slowness. When the bouncing gig-party slowed at the bottom of the mentioned incline, the boy was only a few yards in front. Supporting the large bundle by resting one hand on his hip, he turned and looked straight at the farmer’s wife as if trying to read her completely, walking alongside the horse.
The low sun was full in her face, rendering every feature, shade, and contour distinct, from the curve of her little nostril to the colour of her eyes. The farmer, though he seemed annoyed at the boy’s persistent presence, did not order him to get out of the way; and thus the lad preceded them, his hard gaze never leaving her, till they reached the top of the ascent, when the farmer trotted on with relief in his lineaments—having taken no outward notice of the boy whatever.
The low sun was shining directly on her face, highlighting every feature, shade, and contour, from the curve of her small nostril to the color of her eyes. The farmer, although annoyed by the boy’s constant presence, didn’t tell him to move aside; so the boy led the way, his intense gaze fixed on her, until they reached the top of the hill, when the farmer moved ahead with a sense of relief—having not acknowledged the boy at all.
‘How that poor lad stared at me!’ said the young wife.
‘How that poor guy stared at me!’ said the young wife.
‘Yes, dear; I saw that he did.’
‘Yes, dear; I saw that he did.’
‘He is one of the village, I suppose?’
‘Is he one of the villagers, I guess?’
‘One of the neighbourhood. I think he lives with his mother a mile or two off.’
‘One of the neighbors. I think he lives with his mom about a mile or two away.’
‘He knows who we are, no doubt?’
‘He knows who we are, right?’
‘O yes. You must expect to be stared at just at first, my pretty Gertrude.’
‘Oh yes. You can expect to be stared at at first, my lovely Gertrude.’
‘I do,—though I think the poor boy may have looked at us in the hope we might relieve him of his heavy load, rather than from curiosity.’
‘I do,—though I think the poor boy might have looked at us hoping we could help him with his heavy load, rather than out of curiosity.’
‘O no,’ said her husband off-handedly. ‘These country lads will carry a hundredweight once they get it on their backs; besides his pack had more size than weight in it. Now, then, another mile and I shall be able to show you our house in the distance—if it is not too dark before we get there.’ The wheels spun round, and particles flew from their periphery as before, till a white house of ample dimensions revealed itself, with farm-buildings and ricks at the back.
‘Oh no,’ her husband said casually. ‘These country boys can carry a hundred pounds once they get it on their backs; plus, his pack was more bulky than heavy. Now, just another mile and I’ll be able to show you our house in the distance—if it’s not too dark by the time we get there.’ The wheels turned, and bits of dirt flew from the edges as before, until a large white house came into view, along with farm buildings and stacks in the back.
Meanwhile the boy had quickened his pace, and turning up a by-lane some mile and half short of the white farmstead, ascended towards the leaner pastures, and so on to the cottage of his mother.
Meanwhile, the boy had picked up his pace, and turning into a side road about a mile and a half before the white farm, he headed up towards the thinner pastures, and then on to his mother's cottage.
She had reached home after her day’s milking at the outlying dairy, and was washing cabbage at the doorway in the declining light. ‘Hold up the net a moment,’ she said, without preface, as the boy came up.
She arrived home after milking at the distant dairy and was washing cabbage at the doorway in the fading light. "Hold the net up for a second," she said, without any introduction, as the boy approached.
He flung down his bundle, held the edge of the cabbage-net, and as she filled its meshes with the dripping leaves she went on, ‘Well, did you see her?’
He dropped his bundle, grabbed the edge of the cabbage net, and as she filled its pockets with the dripping leaves, she continued, "So, did you see her?"
‘Yes; quite plain.’
"Yes, very straightforward."
‘Is she ladylike?’
"Is she classy?"
‘Yes; and more. A lady complete.’
‘Yes; and even more. A complete lady.’
‘Is she young?’
"Is she young?"
‘Well, she’s growed up, and her ways be quite a woman’s.’
‘Well, she’s grown up, and her ways are quite feminine.’
‘Of course. What colour is her hair and face?’
‘Of course. What color is her hair and her face?’
‘Her hair is lightish, and her face as comely as a live doll’s.’
‘Her hair is light, and her face is as charming as a living doll's.’
‘Her eyes, then, are not dark like mine?’
‘So, her eyes aren’t dark like mine?’
‘No—of a bluish turn, and her mouth is very nice and red; and when she smiles, her teeth show white.’
‘No—her hair has a bluish tint, and her lips are a beautiful red; and when she smiles, her teeth are bright white.’
‘Is she tall?’ said the woman sharply.
"Is she tall?" the woman asked sharply.
‘I couldn’t see. She was sitting down.’
‘I couldn't see. She was sitting down.’
‘Then do you go to Holmstoke church to-morrow morning: she’s sure to be there. Go early and notice her walking in, and come home and tell me if she’s taller than I.’
‘Are you going to Holmstoke church tomorrow morning? She'll definitely be there. Go early, pay attention to her as she walks in, and come home to let me know if she's taller than I am.’
‘Very well, mother. But why don’t you go and see for yourself?’
‘Alright, mom. But why don’t you go and see for yourself?’
‘I go to see her! I wouldn’t look up at her if she were to pass my window this instant. She was with Mr. Lodge, of course. What did he say or do?’
I go to see her! I wouldn’t even look up at her if she passed by my window right now. She was with Mr. Lodge, of course. What did he say or do?
‘Just the same as usual.’
‘Just like always.’
‘Took no notice of you?’
"Didn’t notice you?"
‘None.’
‘None.’
Next day the mother put a clean shirt on the boy, and started him off for Holmstoke church. He reached the ancient little pile when the door was just being opened, and he was the first to enter. Taking his seat by the font, he watched all the parishioners file in. The well-to-do Farmer Lodge came nearly last; and his young wife, who accompanied him, walked up the aisle with the shyness natural to a modest woman who had appeared thus for the first time. As all other eyes were fixed upon her, the youth’s stare was not noticed now.
The next day, the mother put a clean shirt on the boy and sent him off to Holmstoke church. He arrived at the old little building just as the door was being opened, and he was the first to go in. He took a seat by the font and watched as all the parishioners filed in. The well-off Farmer Lodge came almost last, and his young wife, who was with him, walked up the aisle with the bashfulness typical of a modest woman making her appearance for the first time. Since everyone else's eyes were on her, the young man's gaze went unnoticed.
When he reached home his mother said, ‘Well?’ before he had entered the room.
When he got home, his mom said, ‘Well?’ before he even stepped into the room.
‘She is not tall. She is rather short,’ he replied.
‘She isn’t tall. She’s pretty short,’ he replied.
‘Ah!’ said his mother, with satisfaction.
"Ah!" his mother said, pleased.
‘But she’s very pretty—very. In fact, she’s lovely.’
‘But she’s really pretty—really. In fact, she’s beautiful.’
The youthful freshness of the yeoman’s wife had evidently made an impression even on the somewhat hard nature of the boy.
The youthful freshness of the yeoman’s wife had clearly made an impression even on the boy’s somewhat tough nature.
‘That’s all I want to hear,’ said his mother quickly. ‘Now, spread the table-cloth. The hare you caught is very tender; but mind that nobody catches you.—You’ve never told me what sort of hands she had.’
‘That's all I want to hear,’ said his mother quickly. ‘Now, lay out the tablecloth. The hare you caught is very tender, but make sure no one catches you. You've never told me what kind of hands she had.’
‘I have never seen ’em. She never took off her gloves.’
‘I have never seen them. She never took off her gloves.’
‘What did she wear this morning?’
‘What was she wearing this morning?’
‘A white bonnet and a silver-coloured gownd. It whewed and whistled so loud when it rubbed against the pews that the lady coloured up more than ever for very shame at the noise, and pulled it in to keep it from touching; but when she pushed into her seat, it whewed more than ever. Mr. Lodge, he seemed pleased, and his waistcoat stuck out, and his great golden seals hung like a lord’s; but she seemed to wish her noisy gownd anywhere but on her.’
‘A white bonnet and a silver gown. It made such a loud wheezing and whistling sound when it brushed against the pews that the lady turned even redder out of embarrassment and tried to pull it in to stop it from touching; but when she sat down, it wheezed even more. Mr. Lodge looked pleased, and his waistcoat stuck out, with his big gold seals hanging like a lord’s; but she seemed to wish her noisy gown was anywhere but on her.’
‘Not she! However, that will do now.’
‘Not her! However, that will work for now.’
These descriptions of the newly-married couple were continued from time to time by the boy at his mother’s request, after any chance encounter he had had with them. But Rhoda Brook, though she might easily have seen young Mrs. Lodge for herself by walking a couple of miles, would never attempt an excursion towards the quarter where the farmhouse lay. Neither did she, at the daily milking in the dairyman’s yard on Lodge’s outlying second farm, ever speak on the subject of the recent marriage. The dairyman, who rented the cows of Lodge, and knew perfectly the tall milkmaid’s history, with manly kindliness always kept the gossip in the cow-barton from annoying Rhoda. But the atmosphere thereabout was full of the subject during the first days of Mrs. Lodge’s arrival; and from her boy’s description and the casual words of the other milkers, Rhoda Brook could raise a mental image of the unconscious Mrs Lodge that was realistic as a photograph.
These descriptions of the newly married couple were shared from time to time by the boy at his mother’s request, after any chance meeting he had with them. However, Rhoda Brook, even though she could easily see young Mrs. Lodge for herself by walking a couple of miles, would never make the effort to go to the area where the farmhouse was located. Nor did she ever bring up the recent marriage during the daily milking in the dairyman’s yard at Lodge’s outlying second farm. The dairyman, who rented the cows from Lodge and knew the tall milkmaid’s background very well, always managed to keep the gossip in the cow barn from bothering Rhoda. But the atmosphere was filled with discussion about it during the first days of Mrs. Lodge’s arrival; and from her boy’s descriptions and the casual remarks of the other milkers, Rhoda Brook could create a mental picture of the unaware Mrs. Lodge that was as clear as a photograph.
CHAPTER III—A VISION
One night, two or three weeks after the bridal return, when the boy was gone to bed, Rhoda sat a long time over the turf ashes that she had raked out in front of her to extinguish them. She contemplated so intently the new wife, as presented to her in her mind’s eye over the embers, that she forgot the lapse of time. At last, wearied with her day’s work, she too retired.
One night, two or three weeks after the wedding, when the boy had gone to bed, Rhoda sat for a long time looking at the ash from the turf fire she had raked out in front of her to put it out. She was so focused on the new wife, as she imagined her over the glowing embers, that she lost track of time. Finally, tired from her day's work, she also went to bed.
But the figure which had occupied her so much during this and the previous days was not to be banished at night. For the first time Gertrude Lodge visited the supplanted woman in her dreams. Rhoda Brook dreamed—since her assertion that she really saw, before falling asleep, was not to be believed—that the young wife, in the pale silk dress and white bonnet, but with features shockingly distorted, and wrinkled as by age, was sitting upon her chest as she lay. The pressure of Mrs. Lodge’s person grew heavier; the blue eyes peered cruelly into her face; and then the figure thrust forward its left hand mockingly, so as to make the wedding-ring it wore glitter in Rhoda’s eyes. Maddened mentally, and nearly suffocated by pressure, the sleeper struggled; the incubus, still regarding her, withdrew to the foot of the bed, only, however, to come forward by degrees, resume her seat, and flash her left hand as before.
But the figure that had consumed her thoughts during this and the previous days wouldn't leave her at night. For the first time, Gertrude Lodge invaded Rhoda Brook's dreams—despite her claim that she truly saw her before falling asleep being hard to believe. Rhoda dreamed that the young wife, dressed in a pale silk dress and white bonnet, but with features horribly twisted and aged, was sitting on her chest as she lay down. The weight of Mrs. Lodge felt heavier; the blue eyes stared cruelly into her own. Then, the figure mockingly extended her left hand to make the wedding ring she wore sparkle in Rhoda's eyes. Driven to madness and nearly suffocated by the weight, Rhoda struggled. The oppressive figure, still watching her, moved to the foot of the bed, only to gradually come back, reclaim her spot, and flash her left hand as before.
Gasping for breath, Rhoda, in a last desperate effort, swung out her right hand, seized the confronting spectre by its obtrusive left arm, and whirled it backward to the floor, starting up herself as she did so with a low cry.
Gasping for air, Rhoda, in a final desperate attempt, swung out her right hand, grabbed the looming figure by its annoying left arm, and hurled it backward to the floor, jumping up herself with a quiet cry.
‘O, merciful heaven!’ she cried, sitting on the edge of the bed in a cold sweat; ‘that was not a dream—she was here!’
‘Oh, merciful heaven!’ she exclaimed, sitting on the edge of the bed in a cold sweat; ‘that wasn’t a dream—she was here!’
She could feel her antagonist’s arm within her grasp even now—the very flesh and bone of it, as it seemed. She looked on the floor whither she had whirled the spectre, but there was nothing to be seen.
She could still feel her opponent’s arm in her grip—even the actual flesh and bone of it, it seemed. She glanced at the floor where she had tossed the specter, but there was nothing there.
Rhoda Brook slept no more that night, and when she went milking at the next dawn they noticed how pale and haggard she looked. The milk that she drew quivered into the pail; her hand had not calmed even yet, and still retained the feel of the arm. She came home to breakfast as wearily as if it had been suppertime.
Rhoda Brook didn't sleep at all that night, and when she went out to milk the cows at dawn, everyone could see how pale and exhausted she appeared. The milk she poured into the pail shook; her hand was still unsteady and felt like it was vibrating. She returned home for breakfast feeling as tired as if it were suppertime.
‘What was that noise in your chimmer, mother, last night?’ said her son. ‘You fell off the bed, surely?’
‘What was that noise in your room last night, mom?’ her son asked. ‘You must have fallen out of bed, right?’
‘Did you hear anything fall? At what time?’
‘Did you hear something fall? What time was it?’
‘Just when the clock struck two.’
‘Just when the clock hit two.’
She could not explain, and when the meal was done went silently about her household work, the boy assisting her, for he hated going afield on the farms, and she indulged his reluctance. Between eleven and twelve the garden-gate clicked, and she lifted her eyes to the window. At the bottom of the garden, within the gate, stood the woman of her vision. Rhoda seemed transfixed.
She couldn't explain, and once the meal was finished, she quietly went about her chores, with the boy helping her because he disliked working in the fields, and she indulged his hesitation. Between eleven and twelve, the garden gate clicked, and she raised her eyes to the window. At the bottom of the garden, just inside the gate, stood the woman from her vision. Rhoda appeared frozen.
‘Ah, she said she would come!’ exclaimed the boy, also observing her.
‘Ah, she said she would come!’ the boy exclaimed, also watching her.
‘Said so—when? How does she know us?’
'Said that—when? How does she know us?'
‘I have seen and spoken to her. I talked to her yesterday.’
‘I saw her and talked to her. I spoke to her yesterday.’
‘I told you,’ said the mother, flushing indignantly, ‘never to speak to anybody in that house, or go near the place.’
‘I told you,’ said the mother, her face turning red with anger, ‘never to speak to anyone in that house or go near the place.’
‘I did not speak to her till she spoke to me. And I did not go near the place. I met her in the road.’
‘I didn't talk to her until she talked to me. And I didn't go near the place. I ran into her on the road.’
‘What did you tell her?’
"What did you say to her?"
‘Nothing. She said, “Are you the poor boy who had to bring the heavy load from market?” And she looked at my boots, and said they would not keep my feet dry if it came on wet, because they were so cracked. I told her I lived with my mother, and we had enough to do to keep ourselves, and that’s how it was; and she said then, “I’ll come and bring you some better boots, and see your mother.” She gives away things to other folks in the meads besides us.’
‘Nothing. She said, “Are you the poor boy who had to carry the heavy load from the market?” And she looked at my boots and said they wouldn’t keep my feet dry if it rained because they were so cracked. I told her I lived with my mom, and we had enough to do to take care of ourselves, and that’s how it was; and she then said, “I’ll come and bring you some better boots and meet your mom.” She gives things away to other people in the meadows besides us.’
Mrs. Lodge was by this time close to the door—not in her silk, as Rhoda had seen her in the bed-chamber, but in a morning hat, and gown of common light material, which became her better than silk. On her arm she carried a basket.
Mrs. Lodge was now near the door—not in her silk dress, like Rhoda had seen her in the bedroom, but wearing a morning hat and a simple, lightweight gown that looked better on her than silk. She carried a basket on her arm.
The impression remaining from the night’s experience was still strong. Brook had almost expected to see the wrinkles, the scorn, and the cruelty on her visitor’s face.
The impression from that night was still vivid. Brook had almost anticipated seeing the wrinkles, the disdain, and the harshness on her visitor’s face.
She would have escaped an interview, had escape been possible. There was, however, no backdoor to the cottage, and in an instant the boy had lifted the latch to Mrs. Lodge’s gentle knock.
She would have avoided the interview if there had been a way to get out. There was, however, no backdoor to the cottage, and in a moment the boy had lifted the latch at Mrs. Lodge’s soft knock.
‘I see I have come to the right house,’ said she, glancing at the lad, and smiling. ‘But I was not sure till you opened the door.’
‘I see I’ve come to the right house,’ she said, looking at the boy and smiling. ‘But I wasn’t sure until you opened the door.’
The figure and action were those of the phantom; but her voice was so indescribably sweet, her glance so winning, her smile so tender, so unlike that of Rhoda’s midnight visitant, that the latter could hardly believe the evidence of her senses. She was truly glad that she had not hidden away in sheer aversion, as she had been inclined to do. In her basket Mrs. Lodge brought the pair of boots that she had promised to the boy, and other useful articles.
The figure and action were those of the ghost, but her voice was indescribably sweet, her gaze so captivating, her smile so gentle, so different from Rhoda’s midnight visitor, that the latter could hardly believe her senses. She was genuinely relieved that she hadn’t hidden away out of pure dislike, as she had been tempted to do. In her basket, Mrs. Lodge brought the pair of boots she had promised the boy and other useful items.
At these proofs of a kindly feeling towards her and hers Rhoda’s heart reproached her bitterly. This innocent young thing should have her blessing and not her curse. When she left them a light seemed gone from the dwelling. Two days later she came again to know if the boots fitted; and less than a fortnight after that paid Rhoda another call. On this occasion the boy was absent.
At these signs of kindness towards her and her family, Rhoda felt a deep sense of guilt. This innocent young girl deserved her blessing, not her curse. When she left them, it felt like a light had gone out of the house. Two days later, she returned to see if the boots fit, and less than two weeks after that, she visited Rhoda again. This time, the boy was not there.
‘I walk a good deal,’ said Mrs. Lodge, ‘and your house is the nearest outside our own parish. I hope you are well. You don’t look quite well.’
‘I walk a lot,’ said Mrs. Lodge, ‘and your house is the closest outside our own parish. I hope you’re doing well. You don’t look quite well.’
Rhoda said she was well enough; and, indeed, though the paler of the two, there was more of the strength that endures in her well-defined features and large frame, than in the soft-cheeked young woman before her. The conversation became quite confidential as regarded their powers and weaknesses; and when Mrs. Lodge was leaving, Rhoda said, ‘I hope you will find this air agree with you, ma’am, and not suffer from the damp of the water-meads.’
Rhoda said she was doing fine; and, in fact, even though she was the paler of the two, her strong features and tall frame showed more lasting strength than the softer-cheeked young woman in front of her. Their conversation turned quite personal as they discussed their strengths and weaknesses; and as Mrs. Lodge was about to leave, Rhoda said, “I hope this air suits you, ma’am, and that you don’t have any issues with the damp from the meadows.”
The younger one replied that there was not much doubt of it, her general health being usually good. ‘Though, now you remind me,’ she added, ‘I have one little ailment which puzzles me. It is nothing serious, but I cannot make it out.’
The younger one replied that there wasn't much doubt about it, as her general health was usually good. 'Though, now that you mention it,' she added, 'I do have one minor issue that puzzles me. It's nothing serious, but I can't figure it out.'
She uncovered her left hand and arm; and their outline confronted Rhoda’s gaze as the exact original of the limb she had beheld and seized in her dream. Upon the pink round surface of the arm were faint marks of an unhealthy colour, as if produced by a rough grasp. Rhoda’s eyes became riveted on the discolorations; she fancied that she discerned in them the shape of her own four fingers.
She revealed her left hand and arm, and their shape met Rhoda’s gaze as the exact same limb she had seen and grabbed in her dream. On the smooth pink surface of the arm were faint marks of an unhealthy color, as if caused by a harsh grip. Rhoda’s eyes were fixated on the discolorations; she thought she could see the impression of her own four fingers in them.
‘How did it happen?’ she said mechanically.
‘How did it happen?’ she asked, almost like a robot.
‘I cannot tell,’ replied Mrs. Lodge, shaking her head. ‘One night when I was sound asleep, dreaming I was away in some strange place, a pain suddenly shot into my arm there, and was so keen as to awaken me. I must have struck it in the daytime, I suppose, though I don’t remember doing so.’ She added, laughing, ‘I tell my dear husband that it looks just as if he had flown into a rage and struck me there. O, I daresay it will soon disappear.’
‘I can’t say,’ replied Mrs. Lodge, shaking her head. ‘One night when I was deep asleep, dreaming I was in some strange place, a sharp pain suddenly shot into my arm and woke me up. I must have hit it during the day, I guess, but I don’t remember doing it.’ She laughed and added, ‘I tell my dear husband it looks like he got angry and hit me there. Oh, I’m sure it will go away soon.’
‘Ha, ha! Yes . . . On what night did it come?’
‘Ha, ha! Yes . . . What night did it happen?’
Mrs. Lodge considered, and said it would be a fortnight ago on the morrow. ‘When I awoke I could not remember where I was,’ she added, ’till the clock striking two reminded me.’
Mrs. Lodge thought for a moment and said it would be two weeks ago tomorrow. ‘When I woke up, I couldn’t remember where I was,’ she added, ‘until the clock striking two reminded me.’
She had named the night and the hour of Rhoda’s spectral encounter, and Brook felt like a guilty thing. The artless disclosure startled her; she did not reason on the freaks of coincidence; and all the scenery of that ghastly night returned with double vividness to her mind.
She had named the night and the hour of Rhoda’s ghostly encounter, and Brook felt guilty. The innocent revelation surprised her; she didn’t think about the oddities of coincidence; and all the images from that creepy night came back to her mind even more clearly.
‘O, can it be,’ she said to herself, when her visitor had departed, ‘that I exercise a malignant power over people against my own will?’ She knew that she had been slily called a witch since her fall; but never having understood why that particular stigma had been attached to her, it had passed disregarded. Could this be the explanation, and had such things as this ever happened before?
‘Oh, can it be,’ she said to herself, after her visitor had left, ‘that I have some kind of negative influence over people without wanting to?’ She knew that since her downfall, people had secretly referred to her as a witch; but since she never really understood why that label was applied to her, she had ignored it. Could this be the reason, and had anything like this ever happened before?
CHAPTER IV—A SUGGESTION
The summer drew on, and Rhoda Brook almost dreaded to meet Mrs. Lodge again, notwithstanding that her feeling for the young wife amounted well-nigh to affection. Something in her own individuality seemed to convict Rhoda of crime. Yet a fatality sometimes would direct the steps of the latter to the outskirts of Holmstoke whenever she left her house for any other purpose than her daily work; and hence it happened that their next encounter was out of doors. Rhoda could not avoid the subject which had so mystified her, and after the first few words she stammered, ‘I hope your—arm is well again, ma’am?’ She had perceived with consternation that Gertrude Lodge carried her left arm stiffly.
The summer went on, and Rhoda Brook almost dreaded running into Mrs. Lodge again, even though she felt almost affection for the young wife. Something about her own identity made Rhoda feel guilty. Yet sometimes fate seemed to lead her to the outskirts of Holmstoke whenever she left her house for anything other than her daily work; and so it happened that their next meeting was outside. Rhoda couldn’t avoid the confusing topic that had been on her mind, and after a few awkward words, she stammered, “I hope your—arm is better now, ma’am?” She noticed with dismay that Gertrude Lodge carried her left arm stiffly.
‘No; it is not quite well. Indeed it is no better at all; it is rather worse. It pains me dreadfully sometimes.’
‘No; it's not okay. In fact, it's not better at all; it's actually worse. It really hurts me sometimes.’
‘Perhaps you had better go to a doctor, ma’am.’
‘Maybe you should see a doctor, ma’am.’
She replied that she had already seen a doctor. Her husband had insisted upon her going to one. But the surgeon had not seemed to understand the afflicted limb at all; he had told her to bathe it in hot water, and she had bathed it, but the treatment had done no good.
She said that she had already seen a doctor. Her husband had made her go. But the surgeon didn’t seem to understand her injured leg at all; he told her to soak it in hot water, and she did, but the treatment didn’t help at all.
‘Will you let me see it?’ said the milkwoman.
‘Will you let me see it?’ asked the milkwoman.
Mrs. Lodge pushed up her sleeve and disclosed the place, which was a few inches above the wrist. As soon as Rhoda Brook saw it, she could hardly preserve her composure. There was nothing of the nature of a wound, but the arm at that point had a shrivelled look, and the outline of the four fingers appeared more distinct than at the former time. Moreover, she fancied that they were imprinted in precisely the relative position of her clutch upon the arm in the trance; the first finger towards Gertrude’s wrist, and the fourth towards her elbow.
Mrs. Lodge rolled up her sleeve and showed the spot, which was a few inches above her wrist. As soon as Rhoda Brook saw it, she could barely keep herself together. There wasn't a wound, but the skin on that part of her arm looked shriveled, and the shapes of her four fingers were more pronounced than before. Additionally, she thought that they were marked in exactly the same position as when she had gripped the arm during the trance; the index finger pointing towards Gertrude's wrist, and the pinky towards her elbow.
What the impress resembled seemed to have struck Gertrude herself since their last meeting. ‘It looks almost like finger-marks,’ she said; adding with a faint laugh, ‘my husband says it is as if some witch, or the devil himself, had taken hold of me there, and blasted the flesh.’
What the mark looked like seemed to have affected Gertrude herself since their last meeting. ‘It looks almost like fingerprints,’ she said, adding with a soft laugh, ‘my husband says it’s as if some witch, or the devil himself, had grabbed me there and scorched the flesh.’
Rhoda shivered. ‘That’s fancy,’ she said hurriedly. ‘I wouldn’t mind it, if I were you.’
Rhoda shivered. "That's fancy," she said quickly. "I wouldn't mind it if I were you."
‘I shouldn’t so much mind it,’ said the younger, with hesitation, ‘if—if I hadn’t a notion that it makes my husband—dislike me—no, love me less. Men think so much of personal appearance.’
"I wouldn't mind it so much," said the younger woman, hesitating, "if—if I didn't have a feeling that it makes my husband—dislike me—no, love me less. Men care so much about looks."
‘Some do—he for one.’
"Some do—he's one of them."
‘Yes; and he was very proud of mine, at first.’
‘Yes; and he was really proud of mine at first.’
‘Keep your arm covered from his sight.’
‘Keep your arm hidden from his view.’
‘Ah—he knows the disfigurement is there!’ She tried to hide the tears that filled her eyes.
‘Ah—he knows the scar is there!’ She tried to hide the tears welling up in her eyes.
‘Well, ma’am, I earnestly hope it will go away soon.’
‘Well, ma’am, I really hope it will disappear soon.’
And so the milkwoman’s mind was chained anew to the subject by a horrid sort of spell as she returned home. The sense of having been guilty of an act of malignity increased, affect as she might to ridicule her superstition. In her secret heart Rhoda did not altogether object to a slight diminution of her successor’s beauty, by whatever means it had come about; but she did not wish to inflict upon her physical pain. For though this pretty young woman had rendered impossible any reparation which Lodge might have made Rhoda for his past conduct, everything like resentment at the unconscious usurpation had quite passed away from the elder’s mind.
And so the milkwoman's mind was once again bound to the topic by a strange kind of spell as she headed home. The feeling of having committed an act of malice grew stronger, no matter how much she tried to dismiss her superstition. Deep down, Rhoda didn't completely mind a slight decrease in her successor's beauty, no matter how it came about; but she didn't want to cause her any physical pain. Because even though this attractive young woman had made it impossible for Lodge to make amends to Rhoda for his past behavior, any feelings of resentment toward the unknowing usurper had completely faded from the older woman's mind.
If the sweet and kindly Gertrude Lodge only knew of the scene in the bed-chamber, what would she think? Not to inform her of it seemed treachery in the presence of her friendliness; but tell she could not of her own accord—neither could she devise a remedy.
If the sweet and kind Gertrude Lodge only knew about what happened in the bedroom, what would she think? Not telling her felt like a betrayal given her friendliness, but she couldn't bring herself to share it—nor could she come up with a solution.
She mused upon the matter the greater part of the night; and the next day, after the morning milking, set out to obtain another glimpse of Gertrude Lodge if she could, being held to her by a gruesome fascination. By watching the house from a distance the milkmaid was presently able to discern the farmer’s wife in a ride she was taking alone—probably to join her husband in some distant field. Mrs. Lodge perceived her, and cantered in her direction.
She thought about it for most of the night, and the next day, after milking the cows in the morning, she headed out to catch another glimpse of Gertrude Lodge, drawn to it by a strange fascination. By observing the house from a distance, the milkmaid was soon able to see the farmer's wife on a ride she was taking alone—probably to meet her husband in a faraway field. Mrs. Lodge noticed her and rode over in her direction.
‘Good morning, Rhoda!’ Gertrude said, when she had come up. ‘I was going to call.’
‘Good morning, Rhoda!’ Gertrude said when she arrived. ‘I was just about to call you.’
Rhoda noticed that Mrs. Lodge held the reins with some difficulty.
Rhoda noticed that Mrs. Lodge was having a bit of trouble holding the reins.
‘I hope—the bad arm,’ said Rhoda.
‘I hope—the bad arm,’ said Rhoda.
‘They tell me there is possibly one way by which I might be able to find out the cause, and so perhaps the cure, of it,’ replied the other anxiously. ‘It is by going to some clever man over in Egdon Heath. They did not know if he was still alive—and I cannot remember his name at this moment; but they said that you knew more of his movements than anybody else hereabout, and could tell me if he were still to be consulted. Dear me—what was his name? But you know.’
‘They told me there might be a way for me to find out the cause, and maybe even the cure, for it,’ the other replied nervously. ‘It’s by going to some smart guy over in Egdon Heath. They weren’t sure if he was still alive—and I can’t remember his name right now; but they said you knew more about his whereabouts than anyone else around here, and could tell me if he’s still someone I can talk to. Gosh—what was his name? But you know.’
‘Not Conjuror Trendle?’ said her thin companion, turning pale.
‘Not Conjuror Trendle?’ said her thin friend, going pale.
‘Trendle—yes. Is he alive?’
‘Trendle—yes. Is he still alive?’
‘I believe so,’ said Rhoda, with reluctance.
‘I think so,’ said Rhoda, hesitantly.
‘Why do you call him conjuror?’
‘Why do you call him a magician?’
‘Well—they say—they used to say he was a—he had powers other folks have not.’
‘Well—they say—they used to say he had powers that other people don’t have.’
‘O, how could my people be so superstitious as to recommend a man of that sort! I thought they meant some medical man. I shall think no more of him.’
‘Oh, how could my people be so superstitious as to suggest a man like that! I thought they were talking about a doctor. I won’t think about him anymore.’
Rhoda looked relieved, and Mrs. Lodge rode on. The milkwoman had inwardly seen, from the moment she heard of her having been mentioned as a reference for this man, that there must exist a sarcastic feeling among the work-folk that a sorceress would know the whereabouts of the exorcist. They suspected her, then. A short time ago this would have given no concern to a woman of her common-sense. But she had a haunting reason to be superstitious now; and she had been seized with sudden dread that this Conjuror Trendle might name her as the malignant influence which was blasting the fair person of Gertrude, and so lead her friend to hate her for ever, and to treat her as some fiend in human shape.
Rhoda seemed relieved, and Mrs. Lodge continued on her way. The milkwoman had, deep down, realized that from the moment she learned she was mentioned as a reference for this man, there was likely a sarcastic attitude among the workers, thinking a sorceress would know where to find an exorcist. They were suspicious of her. Not long ago, this wouldn’t have bothered a woman with her common sense. But now she had a nagging reason to be superstitious; she suddenly feared that this Conjuror Trendle might identify her as the evil force ruining Gertrude’s beauty, causing her friend to despise her forever and view her as some kind of monster in human form.
But all was not over. Two days after, a shadow intruded into the window-pattern thrown on Rhoda Brook’s floor by the afternoon sun. The woman opened the door at once, almost breathlessly.
But it wasn't over yet. Two days later, a shadow crossed the window pattern cast on Rhoda Brook’s floor by the afternoon sun. The woman opened the door immediately, almost gasping for breath.
‘Are you alone?’ said Gertrude. She seemed to be no less harassed and anxious than Brook herself.
‘Are you alone?’ Gertrude asked. She looked just as stressed and worried as Brook herself.
‘Yes,’ said Rhoda.
"Yes," Rhoda said.
‘The place on my arm seems worse, and troubles me!’ the young farmer’s wife went on. ‘It is so mysterious! I do hope it will not be an incurable wound. I have again been thinking of what they said about Conjuror Trendle. I don’t really believe in such men, but I should not mind just visiting him, from curiosity—though on no account must my husband know. Is it far to where he lives?’
‘The spot on my arm seems worse, and it's bothering me!’ the young farmer’s wife continued. ‘It’s so strange! I really hope it’s not a permanent injury. I’ve been thinking again about what they said about Conjuror Trendle. I don’t really believe in those kinds of people, but I wouldn’t mind checking him out, just out of curiosity—though my husband must never find out. Is it far to where he lives?’
‘Yes—five miles,’ said Rhoda backwardly. ‘In the heart of Egdon.’
'Yeah—five miles,' Rhoda said reluctantly. 'Right in the center of Egdon.'
‘Well, I should have to walk. Could not you go with me to show me the way—say to-morrow afternoon?’
‘Well, I guess I’ll have to walk. Could you come with me to show me the way—how about tomorrow afternoon?’
‘O, not I—that is,’ the milkwoman murmured, with a start of dismay. Again the dread seized her that something to do with her fierce act in the dream might be revealed, and her character in the eyes of the most useful friend she had ever had be ruined irretrievably.
‘Oh, not me—that is,’ the milkwoman whispered, suddenly alarmed. Once more, the fear gripped her that something about her intense actions in the dream might come to light, and her reputation in the eyes of her most valuable friend could be destroyed forever.
Mrs. Lodge urged, and Rhoda finally assented, though with much misgiving. Sad as the journey would be to her, she could not conscientiously stand in the way of a possible remedy for her patron’s strange affliction. It was agreed that, to escape suspicion of their mystic intent, they should meet at the edge of the heath at the corner of a plantation which was visible from the spot where they now stood.
Mrs. Lodge pushed, and Rhoda eventually agreed, though she felt quite uneasy about it. As difficult as the trip would be for her, she couldn’t honestly prevent a potential solution for her patron’s unusual condition. They decided that, to avoid raising any suspicions about their mysterious purpose, they would meet at the edge of the heath at the corner of a plantation that was visible from where they were standing now.
CHAPTER V—CONJUROR TRENDLE
By the next afternoon Rhoda would have done anything to escape this inquiry. But she had promised to go. Moreover, there was a horrid fascination at times in becoming instrumental in throwing such possible light on her own character as would reveal her to be something greater in the occult world than she had ever herself suspected.
By the next afternoon, Rhoda would have done anything to avoid this inquiry. But she had promised to attend. Besides, there was a disturbing curiosity at times in playing a part in shedding some light on her own character, potentially showing her to be something greater in the mysterious world than she had ever suspected.
She started just before the time of day mentioned between them, and half-an-hour’s brisk walking brought her to the south-eastern extension of the Egdon tract of country, where the fir plantation was. A slight figure, cloaked and veiled, was already there. Rhoda recognized, almost with a shudder, that Mrs. Lodge bore her left arm in a sling.
She began just before the time they had talked about, and after a half-hour of fast walking, she reached the southeastern part of the Egdon area, where the fir plantation was. A slender figure, cloaked and veiled, was already there. Rhoda recognized, almost with a shiver, that Mrs. Lodge had her left arm in a sling.
They hardly spoke to each other, and immediately set out on their climb into the interior of this solemn country, which stood high above the rich alluvial soil they had left half-an-hour before. It was a long walk; thick clouds made the atmosphere dark, though it was as yet only early afternoon; and the wind howled dismally over the hills of the heath—not improbably the same heath which had witnessed the agony of the Wessex King Ina, presented to after-ages as Lear. Gertrude Lodge talked most, Rhoda replying with monosyllabic preoccupation. She had a strange dislike to walking on the side of her companion where hung the afflicted arm, moving round to the other when inadvertently near it. Much heather had been brushed by their feet when they descended upon a cart-track, beside which stood the house of the man they sought.
They hardly talked to each other and immediately started their climb into the heart of this solemn landscape, which rose high above the fertile soil they had left just half an hour earlier. It was a long walk; thick clouds darkened the atmosphere, even though it was only early afternoon; and the wind howled mournfully over the heath’s hills—not unlikely the same heath that had witnessed the suffering of the Wessex King Ina, later remembered as Lear. Gertrude Lodge did most of the talking, with Rhoda responding in short, distracted words. She had a peculiar aversion to walking on the side of her companion where the injured arm hung, instinctively moving to the other side whenever she got too close. They brushed aside a lot of heather with their feet as they came down onto a cart track, next to which stood the house of the man they were looking for.
He did not profess his remedial practices openly, or care anything about their continuance, his direct interests being those of a dealer in furze, turf, ‘sharp sand,’ and other local products. Indeed, he affected not to believe largely in his own powers, and when warts that had been shown him for cure miraculously disappeared—which it must be owned they infallibly did—he would say lightly, ‘O, I only drink a glass of grog upon ’em—perhaps it’s all chance,’ and immediately turn the subject.
He didn't openly talk about his healing methods or worry about keeping them going; his main interests were in selling gorse, turf, ‘sharp sand,’ and other local goods. In fact, he pretended not to have too much faith in his own abilities, and when warts he had been asked to cure mysteriously vanished—which they definitely did—he would casually say, ‘Oh, I just drink a glass of grog after treating them—maybe it's just luck,’ and quickly change the topic.
He was at home when they arrived, having in fact seen them descending into his valley. He was a gray-bearded man, with a reddish face, and he looked singularly at Rhoda the first moment he beheld her. Mrs. Lodge told him her errand; and then with words of self-disparagement he examined her arm.
He was at home when they showed up, having actually seen them come down into his valley. He was an older man with a gray beard and a reddish face, and he stared at Rhoda in a unique way the first time he saw her. Mrs. Lodge explained why she was there; then, with some humble words, he checked her arm.
‘Medicine can’t cure it,’ he said promptly. ‘’Tis the work of an enemy.’
“Medicine can’t fix it,” he said quickly. “It’s the work of an enemy.”
Rhoda shrank into herself, and drew back.
Rhoda recoiled and pulled back into herself.
‘An enemy? What enemy?’ asked Mrs. Lodge.
“An enemy? What enemy?” asked Mrs. Lodge.
He shook his head. ‘That’s best known to yourself,’ he said. ‘If you like, I can show the person to you, though I shall not myself know who it is. I can do no more; and don’t wish to do that.’
He shook his head. “That’s something only you know,” he said. “If you want, I can show you the person, even though I won’t know who it is myself. I can’t do any more than that, and I don’t want to do that.”
She pressed him; on which he told Rhoda to wait outside where she stood, and took Mrs. Lodge into the room. It opened immediately from the door; and, as the latter remained ajar, Rhoda Brook could see the proceedings without taking part in them. He brought a tumbler from the dresser, nearly filled it with water, and fetching an egg, prepared it in some private way; after which he broke it on the edge of the glass, so that the white went in and the yolk remained. As it was getting gloomy, he took the glass and its contents to the window, and told Gertrude to watch them closely. They leant over the table together, and the milkwoman could see the opaline hue of the egg-fluid changing form as it sank in the water, but she was not near enough to define the shape that it assumed.
She urged him, and he told Rhoda to wait outside where she stood, and took Mrs. Lodge into the room. It opened right from the door, and since it was slightly open, Rhoda Brook could see what was happening without getting involved. He grabbed a glass from the dresser, filled it nearly to the top with water, and after getting an egg, he prepared it in a special way; then he broke it on the rim of the glass, letting the white fall in while the yolk stayed behind. As it was getting darker, he took the glass and its contents to the window and told Gertrude to watch them closely. They leaned over the table together, and the milkwoman could see the opalescent color of the egg liquid changing shape as it sank in the water, but she was too far away to make out the exact shape it took.
‘Do you catch the likeness of any face or figure as you look?’ demanded the conjuror of the young woman.
“Do you see any resemblance to a face or figure as you look?” the conjuror asked the young woman.
She murmured a reply, in tones so low as to be inaudible to Rhoda, and continued to gaze intently into the glass. Rhoda turned, and walked a few steps away.
She whispered a response, so quietly that Rhoda couldn't hear, and kept staring intently into the glass. Rhoda turned and took a few steps away.
When Mrs. Lodge came out, and her face was met by the light, it appeared exceedingly pale—as pale as Rhoda’s—against the sad dun shades of the upland’s garniture. Trendle shut the door behind her, and they at once started homeward together. But Rhoda perceived that her companion had quite changed.
When Mrs. Lodge stepped outside and the light hit her face, it looked very pale—almost as pale as Rhoda’s—against the dreary brown colors of the landscape. Trendle closed the door behind her, and they immediately began their walk home together. But Rhoda noticed that her companion had completely changed.
‘Did he charge much?’ she asked tentatively.
‘Did he charge a lot?’ she asked hesitantly.
‘O no—nothing. He would not take a farthing,’ said Gertrude.
‘Oh no—nothing. He wouldn’t take a penny,’ said Gertrude.
‘And what did you see?’ inquired Rhoda.
‘And what did you see?’ asked Rhoda.
‘Nothing I—care to speak of.’ The constraint in her manner was remarkable; her face was so rigid as to wear an oldened aspect, faintly suggestive of the face in Rhoda’s bed-chamber.
‘Nothing I—care to talk about.’ The tension in her demeanor was striking; her face was so stiff that it looked older, faintly reminiscent of the face in Rhoda’s bedroom.
‘Was it you who first proposed coming here?’ Mrs. Lodge suddenly inquired, after a long pause. ‘How very odd, if you did!’
‘Did you suggest coming here first?’ Mrs. Lodge suddenly asked after a long pause. ‘How strange, if you did!’
‘No. But I am not sorry we have come, all things considered,’ she replied. For the first time a sense of triumph possessed her, and she did not altogether deplore that the young thing at her side should learn that their lives had been antagonized by other influences than their own.
‘No. But I’m not sorry we came, all things considered,’ she replied. For the first time, she felt a sense of triumph, and she didn’t completely regret that the young person beside her would understand that their lives had been affected by other influences besides their own.
The subject was no more alluded to during the long and dreary walk home. But in some way or other a story was whispered about the many-dairied lowland that winter that Mrs. Lodge’s gradual loss of the use of her left arm was owing to her being ‘overlooked’ by Rhoda Brook. The latter kept her own counsel about the incubus, but her face grew sadder and thinner; and in the spring she and her boy disappeared from the neighbourhood of Holmstoke.
The topic was never brought up again during the long, dull walk home. However, a story circulated that winter about the lowland with many dairies, suggesting that Mrs. Lodge’s slow loss of use in her left arm was due to being "overlooked" by Rhoda Brook. Rhoda kept her thoughts to herself about the burden, but her face became sadder and more worn. By spring, she and her son vanished from the Holmstoke area.
CHAPTER VI—A SECOND ATTEMPT
Half-a-dozen years passed away, and Mr. and Mrs. Lodge’s married experience sank into prosiness, and worse. The farmer was usually gloomy and silent: the woman whom he had wooed for her grace and beauty was contorted and disfigured in the left limb; moreover, she had brought him no child, which rendered it likely that he would be the last of a family who had occupied that valley for some two hundred years. He thought of Rhoda Brook and her son; and feared this might be a judgment from heaven upon him.
Six years went by, and Mr. and Mrs. Lodge’s marriage turned dull and worse. The farmer was usually moody and quiet: the woman he had pursued for her grace and beauty was now twisted and marked on her left leg; besides, she hadn't given him a child, which made it likely he would be the last of a family that had lived in that valley for about two hundred years. He thought about Rhoda Brook and her son; and worried that this might be a punishment from above for him.
The once blithe-hearted and enlightened Gertrude was changing into an irritable, superstitious woman, whose whole time was given to experimenting upon her ailment with every quack remedy she came across. She was honestly attached to her husband, and was ever secretly hoping against hope to win back his heart again by regaining some at least of her personal beauty. Hence it arose that her closet was lined with bottles, packets, and ointment-pots of every description—nay, bunches of mystic herbs, charms, and books of necromancy, which in her schoolgirl time she would have ridiculed as folly.
The once carefree and enlightened Gertrude was becoming an irritable, superstitious woman, spending all her time trying out every quack remedy she could find for her illness. She genuinely loved her husband and secretly hoped against all odds to win back his heart by at least regaining some of her former beauty. As a result, her closet was filled with bottles, packets, and ointment pots of every kind—along with bundles of mystical herbs, charms, and books on the occult that she would have dismissed as nonsense in her schoolgirl days.
‘Damned if you won’t poison yourself with these apothecary messes and witch mixtures some time or other,’ said her husband, when his eye chanced to fall upon the multitudinous array.
‘You’re going to end up poisoning yourself with these pharmacy concoctions and witch brews sooner or later,’ said her husband, when he happened to notice the countless assortment.
She did not reply, but turned her sad, soft glance upon him in such heart-swollen reproach that he looked sorry for his words, and added, ‘I only meant it for your good, you know, Gertrude.’
She didn’t respond, but she fixed her sad, gentle gaze on him with such a hurt look that he felt regret for his words and added, “I only meant it for your own good, you know, Gertrude.”
‘I’ll clear out the whole lot, and destroy them,’ said she huskily, ‘and try such remedies no more!’
"I'll get rid of everything and destroy them," she said hoarsely, "and I won't try those remedies again!"
‘You want somebody to cheer you,’ he observed. ‘I once thought of adopting a boy; but he is too old now. And he is gone away I don’t know where.’
‘You want someone to support you,’ he noted. ‘I once considered adopting a boy; but he’s too old now. And he’s gone away, and I have no idea where.’
She guessed to whom he alluded; for Rhoda Brook’s story had in the course of years become known to her; though not a word had ever passed between her husband and herself on the subject. Neither had she ever spoken to him of her visit to Conjuror Trendle, and of what was revealed to her, or she thought was revealed to her, by that solitary heath-man.
She figured out who he was referring to; Rhoda Brook’s story had become known to her over the years, even though neither she nor her husband had ever mentioned it to each other. She also hadn’t talked to him about her visit to Conjuror Trendle and what she believed was revealed to her by that lonely man from the heath.
She was now five-and-twenty; but she seemed older.
She was now twenty-five, but she seemed older.
‘Six years of marriage, and only a few months of love,’ she sometimes whispered to herself. And then she thought of the apparent cause, and said, with a tragic glance at her withering limb, ‘If I could only again be as I was when he first saw me!’
‘Six years of marriage, and only a few months of love,’ she sometimes whispered to herself. And then she thought of the apparent cause, and said, with a sad look at her fading limb, ‘If I could only be as I was when he first saw me!’
She obediently destroyed her nostrums and charms; but there remained a hankering wish to try something else—some other sort of cure altogether. She had never revisited Trendle since she had been conducted to the house of the solitary by Rhoda against her will; but it now suddenly occurred to Gertrude that she would, in a last desperate effort at deliverance from this seeming curse, again seek out the man, if he yet lived. He was entitled to a certain credence, for the indistinct form he had raised in the glass had undoubtedly resembled the only woman in the world who—as she now knew, though not then—could have a reason for bearing her ill-will. The visit should be paid.
She obediently got rid of her remedies and charms, but there was still a lingering desire to try something different—some other kind of cure entirely. She hadn't gone back to Trendle since Rhoda had taken her to the hermit's house against her wishes, but it suddenly occurred to Gertrude that she would, in one last desperate attempt to escape this apparent curse, seek out the man again, if he was still alive. He deserved some level of belief because the vague figure he had conjured in the glass definitely looked like the only woman in the world who—as she now realized, though not then—could have a motive for resenting her. The visit was necessary.
This time she went alone, though she nearly got lost on the heath, and roamed a considerable distance out of her way. Trendle’s house was reached at last, however: he was not indoors, and instead of waiting at the cottage, she went to where his bent figure was pointed out to her at work a long way off. Trendle remembered her, and laying down the handful of furze-roots which he was gathering and throwing into a heap, he offered to accompany her in her homeward direction, as the distance was considerable and the days were short. So they walked together, his head bowed nearly to the earth, and his form of a colour with it.
This time she went alone, though she almost got lost on the heath and wandered quite a distance off course. Eventually, she reached Trendle’s house; he wasn’t inside, so instead of waiting at the cottage, she headed over to where she spotted his hunched figure working far away. Trendle recognized her, and after putting down the handful of furze roots he had been gathering, he offered to walk with her as it was quite a distance and the days were short. So they walked together, his head lowered almost to the ground, blending in with the earth around him.
‘You can send away warts and other excrescences I know,’ she said; ‘why can’t you send away this?’ And the arm was uncovered.
‘You can get rid of warts and other growths, I know,’ she said; ‘why can’t you get rid of this?’ And the arm was uncovered.
‘You think too much of my powers!’ said Trendle; ‘and I am old and weak now, too. No, no; it is too much for me to attempt in my own person. What have ye tried?’
‘You think too highly of my abilities!’ said Trendle; ‘and I’m old and weak now, too. No, no; it’s too much for me to try to do it myself. What have you attempted?’
She named to him some of the hundred medicaments and counterspells which she had adopted from time to time. He shook his head.
She listed some of the hundreds of medicines and counterspells she had tried over time. He shook his head.
‘Some were good enough,’ he said approvingly; ‘but not many of them for such as this. This is of the nature of a blight, not of the nature of a wound; and if you ever do throw it off; it will be all at once.’
‘Some were good enough,’ he said with approval; ‘but not too many for something like this. This is more of a blight than a wound; and if you ever do overcome it, it will happen all at once.’
‘If I only could!’
"If only I could!"
‘There is only one chance of doing it known to me. It has never failed in kindred afflictions,—that I can declare. But it is hard to carry out, and especially for a woman.’
‘There is only one way to do it that I know of. It has never failed in similar situations—that I can say for sure. But it's difficult to execute, especially for a woman.’
‘Tell me!’ said she.
"Tell me!" she said.
‘You must touch with the limb the neck of a man who’s been hanged.’
‘You have to touch the neck of a man who’s been hanged with your hand.’
She started a little at the image he had raised.
She flinched at the image he had brought up.
‘Before he’s cold—just after he’s cut down,’ continued the conjuror impassively.
‘Before he’s cold—just after he’s cut down,’ continued the magician impassively.
‘How can that do good?’
"How can that help?"
‘It will turn the blood and change the constitution. But, as I say, to do it is hard. You must get into jail, and wait for him when he’s brought off the gallows. Lots have done it, though perhaps not such pretty women as you. I used to send dozens for skin complaints. But that was in former times. The last I sent was in ‘13—near twenty years ago.’
‘It will mess with your blood and change your body’s makeup. But, like I said, it’s not easy to pull off. You have to get yourself into jail and wait for him when he’s taken down from the gallows. A lot of people have tried it, though maybe not as attractive as you. I used to send tons of people for skin issues. But that was a long time ago. The last one I sent was in ’13—almost twenty years ago.’
He had no more to tell her; and, when he had put her into a straight track homeward, turned and left her, refusing all money as at first.
He had nothing more to say to her; and, after he had set her on the clear path home, he turned and walked away, refusing any payment just like before.
CHAPTER VII—A RIDE
The communication sank deep into Gertrude’s mind. Her nature was rather a timid one; and probably of all remedies that the white wizard could have suggested there was not one which would have filled her with so much aversion as this, not to speak of the immense obstacles in the way of its adoption.
The communication really stuck with Gertrude. She was pretty timid by nature, and likely of all the options the white wizard could have suggested, none would have made her feel as much dread as this one, not to mention the huge obstacles to putting it into action.
Casterbridge, the county-town, was a dozen or fifteen miles off; and though in those days, when men were executed for horse-stealing, arson, and burglary, an assize seldom passed without a hanging, it was not likely that she could get access to the body of the criminal unaided. And the fear of her husband’s anger made her reluctant to breathe a word of Trendle’s suggestion to him or to anybody about him.
Casterbridge, the county town, was about twelve to fifteen miles away; and back then, when people were executed for things like horse theft, arson, and burglary, it was rare for an assize to go by without a hanging. It was unlikely she could get to the criminal's body on her own. Plus, the fear of her husband's anger made her hesitant to mention Trendle's suggestion to him or anyone else.
She did nothing for months, and patiently bore her disfigurement as before. But her woman’s nature, craving for renewed love, through the medium of renewed beauty (she was but twenty-five), was ever stimulating her to try what, at any rate, could hardly do her any harm. ‘What came by a spell will go by a spell surely,’ she would say. Whenever her imagination pictured the act she shrank in terror from the possibility of it: then the words of the conjuror, ‘It will turn your blood,’ were seen to be capable of a scientific no less than a ghastly interpretation; the mastering desire returned, and urged her on again.
She did nothing for months and patiently endured her disfigurement as before. But her femininity, longing for renewed love through renewed beauty (she was only twenty-five), constantly pushed her to try something that couldn’t possibly do her any harm. “What came with a spell will surely go with a spell,” she would say. Whenever she imagined the action, she recoiled in fear from the possibility of it; then the conjurer's words, “It will turn your blood,” seemed to have both a scientific and a horrifying meaning; the overwhelming desire returned and drove her forward again.
There was at this time but one county paper, and that her husband only occasionally borrowed. But old-fashioned days had old-fashioned means, and news was extensively conveyed by word of mouth from market to market, or from fair to fair, so that, whenever such an event as an execution was about to take place, few within a radius of twenty miles were ignorant of the coming sight; and, so far as Holmstoke was concerned, some enthusiasts had been known to walk all the way to Casterbridge and back in one day, solely to witness the spectacle. The next assizes were in March; and when Gertrude Lodge heard that they had been held, she inquired stealthily at the inn as to the result, as soon as she could find opportunity.
At this time, there was only one local newspaper, which her husband occasionally borrowed. But back in those days, news spread through word of mouth from market to market or from fair to fair. So, whenever something like an execution was about to happen, almost everyone within a twenty-mile radius knew about it; in fact, some avid spectators from Holmstoke were known to walk all the way to Casterbridge and back in a single day just to see the event. The next court sessions were in March, and when Gertrude Lodge found out they had taken place, she quietly asked at the inn about the outcome as soon as she got the chance.
She was, however, too late. The time at which the sentences were to be carried out had arrived, and to make the journey and obtain admission at such short notice required at least her husband’s assistance. She dared not tell him, for she had found by delicate experiment that these smouldering village beliefs made him furious if mentioned, partly because he half entertained them himself. It was therefore necessary to wait for another opportunity.
She was, however, too late. The time for the sentences to be carried out had arrived, and making the journey and getting in on such short notice needed at least her husband's help. She couldn't tell him, as she had found through careful testing that these lingering village beliefs made him really angry if brought up, partly because he somewhat believed in them himself. So, it was necessary to wait for another opportunity.
Her determination received a fillip from learning that two epileptic children had attended from this very village of Holmstoke many years before with beneficial results, though the experiment had been strongly condemned by the neighbouring clergy. April, May, June, passed; and it is no overstatement to say that by the end of the last-named month Gertrude well-nigh longed for the death of a fellow-creature. Instead of her formal prayers each night, her unconscious prayer was, ‘O Lord, hang some guilty or innocent person soon!’
Her determination got a boost when she learned that two epileptic kids from the village of Holmstoke had attended many years ago and had positive outcomes, even though the local clergy had strongly criticized the experiment. April, May, and June went by, and it’s no exaggeration to say that by the end of June, Gertrude almost wished for the death of someone. Instead of her usual nightly prayers, her unspoken prayer was, ‘O Lord, hang some guilty or innocent person soon!’
This time she made earlier inquiries, and was altogether more systematic in her proceedings. Moreover, the season was summer, between the haymaking and the harvest, and in the leisure thus afforded him her husband had been holiday-taking away from home.
This time she asked questions earlier and was much more organized in what she did. Plus, it was summer, between the haymaking and the harvest, and during the free time that gave him, her husband had been on a holiday away from home.
The assizes were in July, and she went to the inn as before. There was to be one execution—only one—for arson.
The court sessions were in July, and she went to the inn like she did before. There was going to be one execution—just one—for arson.
Her greatest problem was not how to get to Casterbridge, but what means she should adopt for obtaining admission to the jail. Though access for such purposes had formerly never been denied, the custom had fallen into desuetude; and in contemplating her possible difficulties, she was again almost driven to fall back upon her husband. But, on sounding him about the assizes, he was so uncommunicative, so more than usually cold, that she did not proceed, and decided that whatever she did she would do alone.
Her biggest challenge wasn’t figuring out how to get to Casterbridge, but how to gain entry to the jail. Though access for that purpose had never been refused before, it had fallen out of practice. As she considered the potential difficulties, she almost felt compelled to rely on her husband again. However, when she tried to discuss the assizes with him, he was so tight-lipped and unusually distant that she chose not to pursue it any further. Instead, she decided that whatever she did, she would do on her own.
Fortune, obdurate hitherto, showed her unexpected favour. On the Thursday before the Saturday fixed for the execution, Lodge remarked to her that he was going away from home for another day or two on business at a fair, and that he was sorry he could not take her with him.
Fortune, stubborn until now, showed her unexpected favor. On the Thursday before the Saturday set for the execution, Lodge told her that he was leaving home for another day or two on business at a fair and that he was sorry he couldn't take her with him.
She exhibited on this occasion so much readiness to stay at home that he looked at her in surprise. Time had been when she would have shown deep disappointment at the loss of such a jaunt. However, he lapsed into his usual taciturnity, and on the day named left Holmstoke.
She showed so much enthusiasm for staying home this time that he looked at her in surprise. There was a time when she would have been really disappointed to miss out on such an outing. However, he fell back into his usual silence, and on the scheduled day, he left Holmstoke.
It was now her turn. She at first had thought of driving, but on reflection held that driving would not do, since it would necessitate her keeping to the turnpike-road, and so increase by tenfold the risk of her ghastly errand being found out. She decided to ride, and avoid the beaten track, notwithstanding that in her husband’s stables there was no animal just at present which by any stretch of imagination could be considered a lady’s mount, in spite of his promise before marriage to always keep a mare for her. He had, however, many cart-horses, fine ones of their kind; and among the rest was a serviceable creature, an equine Amazon, with a back as broad as a sofa, on which Gertrude had occasionally taken an airing when unwell. This horse she chose.
It was her turn now. At first, she thought about driving, but then realized that wouldn’t work since it would mean sticking to the main road, drastically increasing the chances of her horrifying mission being discovered. So she decided to ride and avoid the usual paths, even though there wasn’t a horse in her husband’s stables that could be remotely considered a lady's mount, despite his promise before they got married to always keep a mare for her. However, he did have several strong cart horses, and among them was a dependable one, a real powerhouse, with a back as broad as a couch, which Gertrude had occasionally used for a ride when she wasn’t feeling well. She chose that horse.
On Friday afternoon one of the men brought it round. She was dressed, and before going down looked at her shrivelled arm. ‘Ah!’ she said to it, ‘if it had not been for you this terrible ordeal would have been saved me!’
On Friday afternoon, one of the guys brought it over. She was dressed, and before going downstairs, she looked at her shriveled arm. “Ah!” she said to it, “if it hadn’t been for you, this awful experience could have been avoided!”
When strapping up the bundle in which she carried a few articles of clothing, she took occasion to say to the servant, ‘I take these in case I should not get back to-night from the person I am going to visit. Don’t be alarmed if I am not in by ten, and close up the house as usual. I shall be at home to-morrow for certain.’ She meant then to privately tell her husband: the deed accomplished was not like the deed projected. He would almost certainly forgive her.
When she was tying up the bag with a few pieces of clothing, she took a moment to tell the servant, “I’m taking these just in case I don’t make it back tonight from the person I’m visiting. Don’t worry if I’m not home by ten, and just lock up the house like usual. I’ll definitely be home tomorrow.” She intended to privately share with her husband: the act done wasn’t the same as the act planned. He would most likely forgive her.
And then the pretty palpitating Gertrude Lodge went from her husband’s homestead; but though her goal was Casterbridge she did not take the direct route thither through Stickleford. Her cunning course at first was in precisely the opposite direction. As soon as she was out of sight, however, she turned to the left, by a road which led into Egdon, and on entering the heath wheeled round, and set out in the true course, due westerly. A more private way down the county could not be imagined; and as to direction, she had merely to keep her horse’s head to a point a little to the right of the sun. She knew that she would light upon a furze-cutter or cottager of some sort from time to time, from whom she might correct her bearing.
And then the lovely, anxious Gertrude Lodge left her husband’s home; but even though she was heading to Casterbridge, she didn’t take the straight path through Stickleford. Instead, she initially went in the exact opposite direction. Once she was out of sight, though, she turned left onto a road that led into Egdon, and upon entering the heath, she turned around and set off in the right direction, heading west. It was hard to imagine a more secluded route through the countryside, and in terms of direction, she just had to keep her horse heading a bit to the right of the sun. She knew she would come across a furze-cutter or a cottage person now and then, whom she could ask for directions.
Though the date was comparatively recent, Egdon was much less fragmentary in character than now. The attempts—successful and otherwise—at cultivation on the lower slopes, which intrude and break up the original heath into small detached heaths, had not been carried far; Enclosure Acts had not taken effect, and the banks and fences which now exclude the cattle of those villagers who formerly enjoyed rights of commonage thereon, and the carts of those who had turbary privileges which kept them in firing all the year round, were not erected. Gertrude, therefore, rode along with no other obstacles than the prickly furze bushes, the mats of heather, the white water-courses, and the natural steeps and declivities of the ground.
Though the date was relatively recent, Egdon was much less fragmented than it is now. The attempts—some successful, some not—at cultivation on the lower slopes, which break up the original heath into small isolated patches, hadn’t gone very far; Enclosure Acts hadn’t taken effect, and the banks and fences that now keep out the cattle of those villagers who once had common rights there, along with the carts of those who had turbary privileges that allowed them to collect firewood all year round, hadn’t been built yet. Gertrude, therefore, rode along without any obstacles other than the prickly furze bushes, mats of heather, white water-courses, and the natural slopes and dips of the ground.
Her horse was sure, if heavy-footed and slow, and though a draught animal, was easy-paced; had it been otherwise, she was not a woman who could have ventured to ride over such a bit of country with a half-dead arm. It was therefore nearly eight o’clock when she drew rein to breathe the mare on the last outlying high point of heath-land towards Casterbridge, previous to leaving Egdon for the cultivated valleys.
Her horse was reliable, even if it was heavy-footed and slow. It was a draft animal but moved at a comfortable pace; if it hadn’t, she wouldn’t have been able to ride across such rough terrain with a nearly useless arm. So, it was almost eight o’clock when she stopped to let the mare catch its breath on the last elevated stretch of heathland before heading towards Casterbridge, just as she was about to leave Egdon for the cultivated valleys.
She halted before a pool called Rushy-pond, flanked by the ends of two hedges; a railing ran through the centre of the pond, dividing it in half. Over the railing she saw the low green country; over the green trees the roofs of the town; over the roofs a white flat façade, denoting the entrance to the county jail. On the roof of this front specks were moving about; they seemed to be workmen erecting something. Her flesh crept. She descended slowly, and was soon amid corn-fields and pastures. In another half-hour, when it was almost dusk, Gertrude reached the White Hart, the first inn of the town on that side.
She paused in front of a place called Rushy-pond, surrounded by two hedgerows; a railing ran through the middle of the pond, splitting it in two. Over the railing, she could see the low green landscape; above the green trees, the rooftops of the town; and above those, a white flat front that marked the entrance to the county jail. She noticed figures moving on the roof; they looked like workers constructing something. It made her skin crawl. She gradually made her way down and soon found herself among cornfields and pastures. In another half-hour, as dusk approached, Gertrude arrived at the White Hart, the first inn in town on that side.
Little surprise was excited by her arrival; farmers’ wives rode on horseback then more than they do now; though, for that matter, Mrs. Lodge was not imagined to be a wife at all; the innkeeper supposed her some harum-skarum young woman who had come to attend ‘hang-fair’ next day. Neither her husband nor herself ever dealt in Casterbridge market, so that she was unknown. While dismounting she beheld a crowd of boys standing at the door of a harness-maker’s shop just above the inn, looking inside it with deep interest.
Little surprise was shown by her arrival; farmers' wives rode on horseback more often then than they do now; however, Mrs. Lodge wasn’t thought to be a wife at all; the innkeeper assumed she was some reckless young woman who had come to attend the ‘hang-fair’ the next day. Neither she nor her husband had ever done business in the Casterbridge market, so she was a stranger there. As she got off her horse, she noticed a crowd of boys standing at the door of a harness-maker’s shop just above the inn, peering inside with great interest.
‘What is going on there?’ she asked of the ostler.
‘What’s happening over there?’ she asked the stable worker.
‘Making the rope for to-morrow.’
"Making the rope for tomorrow."
She throbbed responsively, and contracted her arm.
She pulsed in response and tightened her arm.
‘’Tis sold by the inch afterwards,’ the man continued. ‘I could get you a bit, miss, for nothing, if you’d like?’
‘It’s sold by the inch afterwards,’ the man continued. ‘I could get you a piece, miss, for free, if you’d like?’
She hastily repudiated any such wish, all the more from a curious creeping feeling that the condemned wretch’s destiny was becoming interwoven with her own; and having engaged a room for the night, sat down to think.
She quickly dismissed any such wish, especially because of a strange feeling that the doomed person's fate was becoming connected with hers; and after booking a room for the night, she sat down to think.
Up to this time she had formed but the vaguest notions about her means of obtaining access to the prison. The words of the cunning-man returned to her mind. He had implied that she should use her beauty, impaired though it was, as a pass-key. In her inexperience she knew little about jail functionaries; she had heard of a high-sheriff and an under-sheriff; but dimly only. She knew, however, that there must be a hangman, and to the hangman she determined to apply.
Up to this point, she had only the foggiest idea of how to get into the prison. The words of the crafty man came back to her. He had suggested that she should use her beauty, even though it was somewhat diminished, as a way in. In her naivety, she didn't know much about prison officials; she had only vaguely heard of a high sheriff and an under-sheriff. However, she was aware that there had to be a hangman, and she decided to approach the hangman for help.
CHAPTER VIII—A WATER-SIDE HERMIT
At this date, and for several years after, there was a hangman to almost every jail. Gertrude found, on inquiry, that the Casterbridge official dwelt in a lonely cottage by a deep slow river flowing under the cliff on which the prison buildings were situate—the stream being the self-same one, though she did not know it, which watered the Stickleford and Holmstoke meads lower down in its course.
At this time, and for several years afterward, there was a hangman for almost every jail. Gertrude learned, after asking around, that the Casterbridge official lived in a lonely cottage by a slow-moving river that flowed under the cliff where the prison buildings were located—the same river, though she didn’t realize it, that watered the Stickleford and Holmstoke meadows further down its path.
Having changed her dress, and before she had eaten or drunk—for she could not take her ease till she had ascertained some particulars—Gertrude pursued her way by a path along the water-side to the cottage indicated. Passing thus the outskirts of the jail, she discerned on the level roof over the gateway three rectangular lines against the sky, where the specks had been moving in her distant view; she recognized what the erection was, and passed quickly on. Another hundred yards brought her to the executioner’s house, which a boy pointed out It stood close to the same stream, and was hard by a weir, the waters of which emitted a steady roar.
Having changed her dress, and before she had eaten or drunk—since she couldn't relax until she figured out some details—Gertrude made her way along a path beside the water to the indicated cottage. As she passed the edge of the jail, she noticed three rectangular shapes against the sky on the flat roof over the gate, where the specks had been moving in her distant view; she recognized what the structure was and quickly moved on. Another hundred yards brought her to the executioner’s house, which a boy pointed out. It stood close to the same stream and was near a weir, the water of which roared steadily.
While she stood hesitating the door opened, and an old man came forth shading a candle with one hand. Locking the door on the outside, he turned to a flight of wooden steps fixed against the end of the cottage, and began to ascend them, this being evidently the staircase to his bedroom. Gertrude hastened forward, but by the time she reached the foot of the ladder he was at the top. She called to him loudly enough to be heard above the roar of the weir; he looked down and said, ‘What d’ye want here?’
While she stood there unsure, the door opened, and an old man came out, holding a candle in one hand. He locked the door behind him and turned to a set of wooden steps fixed to the side of the cottage, starting to climb them—clearly the stairs to his bedroom. Gertrude hurried forward, but by the time she got to the bottom of the ladder, he was already at the top. She shouted to him, loud enough to be heard over the noise of the weir; he looked down and said, “What do you want?”
‘To speak to you a minute.’
‘Can I talk to you for a minute?’
The candle-light, such as it was, fell upon her imploring, pale, upturned face, and Davies (as the hangman was called) backed down the ladder. ‘I was just going to bed,’ he said; ‘“Early to bed and early to rise,” but I don’t mind stopping a minute for such a one as you. Come into house.’ He reopened the door, and preceded her to the room within.
The candlelight, dim as it was, illuminated her pleading, pale, upturned face, and Davies (the hangman) stepped back down the ladder. "I was just about to go to bed," he said, "Early to bed and early to rise, but I don't mind taking a minute for someone like you. Come inside." He opened the door again and led her into the room.
The implements of his daily work, which was that of a jobbing gardener, stood in a corner, and seeing probably that she looked rural, he said, ‘If you want me to undertake country work I can’t come, for I never leave Casterbridge for gentle nor simple—not I. My real calling is officer of justice,’ he added formally.
The tools for his daily job as a gardener were in a corner, and noticing that she seemed country-like, he said, "If you want me to take on outdoor work, I can't come, because I never leave Casterbridge for anyone—no way. My true calling is to be an officer of the law," he added seriously.
‘Yes, yes! That’s it. To-morrow!’
“Yeah, that's it. Tomorrow!”
‘Ah! I thought so. Well, what’s the matter about that? ’Tis no use to come here about the knot—folks do come continually, but I tell ’em one knot is as merciful as another if ye keep it under the ear. Is the unfortunate man a relation; or, I should say, perhaps’ (looking at her dress) ‘a person who’s been in your employ?’
‘Ah! I figured that. So, what’s the issue with that? There’s no point in coming here about the knot—people come all the time, but I tell them one knot is just as forgiving as another if you keep it close to the ear. Is the unfortunate guy a relative; or, I should say, maybe’ (looking at her dress) ‘someone who’s worked for you?’
‘No. What time is the execution?’
‘No. What time is the execution?’
‘The same as usual—twelve o’clock, or as soon after as the London mail-coach gets in. We always wait for that, in case of a reprieve.’
‘The same as always—twelve o’clock, or as soon after as the London mail-coach arrives. We always wait for that, just in case there’s a reprieve.’
‘O—a reprieve—I hope not!’ she said involuntarily,
‘Oh—a break—I hope not!’ she said involuntarily,
‘Well,—hee, hee!—as a matter of business, so do I! But still, if ever a young fellow deserved to be let off, this one does; only just turned eighteen, and only present by chance when the rick was fired. Howsomever, there’s not much risk of it, as they are obliged to make an example of him, there having been so much destruction of property that way lately.’
‘Well,—hee, hee!—as a business matter, so do I! But still, if any young guy deserves to get off, it's this one; just turned eighteen, and only there by chance when the rick was set on fire. However, there’s not much chance of that, as they have to make an example of him since there’s been so much property damage lately.’
‘I mean,’ she explained, ‘that I want to touch him for a charm, a cure of an affliction, by the advice of a man who has proved the virtue of the remedy.’
‘I mean,’ she explained, ‘that I want to touch him for a charm, a cure for an affliction, based on the advice of a man who has proven the effectiveness of the remedy.’
‘O yes, miss! Now I understand. I’ve had such people come in past years. But it didn’t strike me that you looked of a sort to require blood-turning. What’s the complaint? The wrong kind for this, I’ll be bound.’
‘Oh yes, miss! Now I get it. I've had people like that come in over the years. But it didn't occur to me that you seemed the type to need a blood transfusion. What's the issue? I'm sure it's not the right fit for this.’
‘My arm.’ She reluctantly showed the withered skin.
‘My arm.’ She hesitantly revealed the shriveled skin.
‘Ah—’tis all a-scram!’ said the hangman, examining it.
‘Ah—it’s all a mess!’ said the hangman, examining it.
‘Yes,’ said she.
"Yes," she said.
‘Well,’ he continued, with interest, ‘that is the class o’ subject, I’m bound to admit! I like the look of the place; it is truly as suitable for the cure as any I ever saw. ’Twas a knowing-man that sent ‘ee, whoever he was.’
‘Well,’ he continued, with interest, ‘that is the kind of subject, I have to admit! I like how the place looks; it's definitely as good for the recovery as any I've ever seen. It was a smart person who sent you, whoever he was.’
‘You can contrive for me all that’s necessary?’ she said breathlessly.
‘Can you arrange everything I need?’ she asked breathlessly.
‘You should really have gone to the governor of the jail, and your doctor with ‘ee, and given your name and address—that’s how it used to be done, if I recollect. Still, perhaps, I can manage it for a trifling fee.’
'You really should have gone to the jail's governor, and taken your doctor with you, and provided your name and address—that's how it used to work, if I remember correctly. But maybe I can handle it for a small fee.'
‘O, thank you! I would rather do it this way, as I should like it kept private.’
‘Oh, thank you! I’d prefer to do it this way, since I want to keep it private.’
‘Lover not to know, eh?’
‘Lover not to know, huh?’
‘No—husband.’
'No—husband.'
‘Aha! Very well. I’ll get ee’ a touch of the corpse.’
‘Aha! Alright. I’ll get you a bit of the body.’
‘Where is it now?’ she said, shuddering.
‘Where is it now?’ she asked, shivering.
‘It?—he, you mean; he’s living yet. Just inside that little small winder up there in the glum.’ He signified the jail on the cliff above.
‘It? —he, you mean; he’s still alive. Just through that little window up there in the gloom.’ He pointed to the jail on the cliff above.
She thought of her husband and her friends. ‘Yes, of course,’ she said; ‘and how am I to proceed?’
She thought about her husband and her friends. ‘Yes, of course,’ she said; ‘so what should I do next?’
He took her to the door. ‘Now, do you be waiting at the little wicket in the wall, that you’ll find up there in the lane, not later than one o’clock. I will open it from the inside, as I shan’t come home to dinner till he’s cut down. Good-night. Be punctual; and if you don’t want anybody to know ‘ee, wear a veil. Ah—once I had such a daughter as you!’
He walked her to the door. “Now, make sure to wait at the small gate in the wall that you’ll see up the lane, no later than one o’clock. I’ll open it from the inside since I won’t be home for dinner until he’s taken down. Good night. Be on time, and if you don’t want anyone to see you, wear a veil. Ah—once I had a daughter like you!”
She went away, and climbed the path above, to assure herself that she would be able to find the wicket next day. Its outline was soon visible to her—a narrow opening in the outer wall of the prison precincts. The steep was so great that, having reached the wicket, she stopped a moment to breathe; and, looking back upon the water-side cot, saw the hangman again ascending his outdoor staircase. He entered the loft or chamber to which it led, and in a few minutes extinguished his light.
She left and climbed the path above to make sure she could find the gate the next day. Its shape quickly came into view—a narrow opening in the outer wall of the prison grounds. The climb was so steep that once she reached the gate, she paused for a moment to catch her breath; looking back at the riverside cottage, she saw the hangman climbing his outdoor staircase again. He entered the loft or room it led to, and after a few minutes, turned off his light.
The town clock struck ten, and she returned to the White Hart as she had come.
The town clock chimed ten, and she went back to the White Hart just like she had arrived.
CHAPTER IX—A RENCOUNTER
It was one o’clock on Saturday. Gertrude Lodge, having been admitted to the jail as above described, was sitting in a waiting-room within the second gate, which stood under a classic archway of ashlar, then comparatively modern, and bearing the inscription, ‘COVNTY JAIL: 1793.’ This had been the façade she saw from the heath the day before. Near at hand was a passage to the roof on which the gallows stood.
It was one o'clock on Saturday. Gertrude Lodge, having been admitted to the jail as described earlier, was sitting in a waiting room just inside the second gate, which was located under a classic stone archway that, at the time, was relatively modern, and had the words, ‘COUNTY JAIL: 1793’ engraved on it. This was the façade she had seen from the heath the day before. Close by was a passage to the roof where the gallows were located.
The town was thronged, and the market suspended; but Gertrude had seen scarcely a soul. Having kept her room till the hour of the appointment, she had proceeded to the spot by a way which avoided the open space below the cliff where the spectators had gathered; but she could, even now, hear the multitudinous babble of their voices, out of which rose at intervals the hoarse croak of a single voice uttering the words, ‘Last dying speech and confession!’ There had been no reprieve, and the execution was over; but the crowd still waited to see the body taken down.
The town was crowded, and the market was on hold; but Gertrude had barely seen anyone. After staying in her room until the time of the appointment, she made her way to the site by a route that avoided the open area below the cliff where the spectators had gathered; yet even now, she could hear the numerous voices chattering, among which at intervals emerged the deep croak of one voice saying, ‘Last dying speech and confession!’ There had been no reprieve, and the execution was done; but the crowd was still waiting to see the body taken down.
Soon the persistent girl heard a trampling overhead, then a hand beckoned to her, and, following directions, she went out and crossed the inner paved court beyond the gatehouse, her knees trembling so that she could scarcely walk. One of her arms was out of its sleeve, and only covered by her shawl.
Soon the determined girl heard footsteps above her, then a hand signaled for her to come. Following the directions, she stepped out and crossed the inner paved courtyard beyond the gatehouse, her knees shaking so much that she could barely walk. One of her arms was out of its sleeve and only covered by her shawl.
On the spot at which she had now arrived were two trestles, and before she could think of their purpose she heard heavy feet descending stairs somewhere at her back. Turn her head she would not, or could not, and, rigid in this position, she was conscious of a rough coffin passing her shoulder, borne by four men. It was open, and in it lay the body of a young man, wearing the smockfrock of a rustic, and fustian breeches. The corpse had been thrown into the coffin so hastily that the skirt of the smockfrock was hanging over. The burden was temporarily deposited on the trestles.
At the spot where she had just arrived, there were two trestles. Before she could figure out their purpose, she heard heavy footsteps coming down the stairs behind her. She wouldn’t, or couldn’t, turn her head, and as she remained stiff in that position, she felt a rough coffin pass by her shoulder, carried by four men. It was open, and inside lay the body of a young man dressed in a rustic smock and worn-out trousers. The corpse had been tossed into the coffin so carelessly that the skirt of the smock was hanging over the edge. The burden was briefly placed on the trestles.
By this time the young woman’s state was such that a gray mist seemed to float before her eyes, on account of which, and the veil she wore, she could scarcely discern anything: it was as though she had nearly died, but was held up by a sort of galvanism.
By this point, the young woman was in a state where a gray mist floated before her eyes, making it hard for her to see anything clearly because of the veil she wore. It felt as if she had almost died but was being kept alive by some kind of jolt.
‘Now!’ said a voice close at hand, and she was just conscious that the word had been addressed to her.
‘Now!’ said a voice nearby, and she realized that the word had been directed at her.
By a last strenuous effort she advanced, at the same time hearing persons approaching behind her. She bared her poor curst arm; and Davies, uncovering the face of the corpse, took Gertrude’s hand, and held it so that her arm lay across the dead man’s neck, upon a line the colour of an unripe blackberry, which surrounded it.
By one final strenuous effort, she moved forward, while also hearing people coming up behind her. She bared her unfortunate arm; and Davies, uncovering the face of the corpse, took Gertrude’s hand and positioned it so that her arm rested across the dead man’s neck, on a line the color of an unripe blackberry that surrounded it.
Gertrude shrieked: ‘the turn o’ the blood,’ predicted by the conjuror, had taken place. But at that moment a second shriek rent the air of the enclosure: it was not Gertrude’s, and its effect upon her was to make her start round.
Gertrude screamed, "The turn of the blood," as the conjurer had predicted, had happened. But at that moment, a second scream tore through the air of the enclosure: it wasn't Gertrude's, and it startled her enough to turn around.
Immediately behind her stood Rhoda Brook, her face drawn, and her eyes red with weeping. Behind Rhoda stood Gertrude’s own husband; his countenance lined, his eyes dim, but without a tear.
Immediately behind her stood Rhoda Brook, her face tight, and her eyes red from crying. Behind Rhoda stood Gertrude’s own husband; his face lined, his eyes dull, but without a tear.
‘D-n you! what are you doing here?’ he said hoarsely.
“Damn you! What are you doing here?” he said hoarsely.
‘Hussy—to come between us and our child now!’ cried Rhoda. ‘This is the meaning of what Satan showed me in the vision! You are like her at last!’ And clutching the bare arm of the younger woman, she pulled her unresistingly back against the wall. Immediately Brook had loosened her hold the fragile young Gertrude slid down against the feet of her husband. When he lifted her up she was unconscious.
‘Hussy—to come between us and our child now!’ Rhoda shouted. ‘This is what Satan showed me in the vision! You’re just like her now!’ Grabbing the bare arm of the younger woman, she pulled her back against the wall without any resistance. As soon as Brook let go of her, the delicate young Gertrude slid down to the floor at her husband's feet. When he lifted her up, she was unconscious.
The mere sight of the twain had been enough to suggest to her that the dead young man was Rhoda’s son. At that time the relatives of an executed convict had the privilege of claiming the body for burial, if they chose to do so; and it was for this purpose that Lodge was awaiting the inquest with Rhoda. He had been summoned by her as soon as the young man was taken in the crime, and at different times since; and he had attended in court during the trial. This was the ‘holiday’ he had been indulging in of late. The two wretched parents had wished to avoid exposure; and hence had come themselves for the body, a waggon and sheet for its conveyance and covering being in waiting outside.
The mere sight of the two had been enough to suggest to her that the dead young man was Rhoda’s son. At that time, the relatives of an executed convict had the right to claim the body for burial if they wanted to; and Lodge was waiting for the inquest with Rhoda for this reason. He had been called by her as soon as the young man was arrested for the crime and had shown up in court during the trial at various points since then. This was the ‘holiday’ he had been taking lately. The two grieving parents wanted to avoid any attention; so they had come themselves for the body, with a wagon and sheet ready outside for transport and covering.
Gertrude’s case was so serious that it was deemed advisable to call to her the surgeon who was at hand. She was taken out of the jail into the town; but she never reached home alive. Her delicate vitality, sapped perhaps by the paralyzed arm, collapsed under the double shock that followed the severe strain, physical and mental, to which she had subjected herself during the previous twenty-four hours. Her blood had been ‘turned’ indeed—too far. Her death took place in the town three days after.
Gertrude’s situation was so serious that it was deemed necessary to call the nearby surgeon. She was taken from the jail to the town; however, she never made it home alive. Her fragile health, perhaps weakened by the paralyzed arm, gave out under the combined shock from the intense physical and mental strain she had put herself through in the previous twenty-four hours. Her blood had indeed been ‘turned’—too much. She died in town three days later.
Her husband was never seen in Casterbridge again; once only in the old market-place at Anglebury, which he had so much frequented, and very seldom in public anywhere. Burdened at first with moodiness and remorse, he eventually changed for the better, and appeared as a chastened and thoughtful man. Soon after attending the funeral of his poor young wife he took steps towards giving up the farms in Holmstoke and the adjoining parish, and, having sold every head of his stock, he went away to Port-Bredy, at the other end of the county, living there in solitary lodgings till his death two years later of a painless decline. It was then found that he had bequeathed the whole of his not inconsiderable property to a reformatory for boys, subject to the payment of a small annuity to Rhoda Brook, if she could be found to claim it.
Her husband was never seen in Casterbridge again; he was only spotted once in the old marketplace at Anglebury, a place he used to visit often, and very rarely anywhere in public. Initially burdened by moodiness and regret, he eventually improved and became a more reflective and thoughtful person. Shortly after attending the funeral of his young wife, he decided to give up the farms in Holmstoke and the nearby parish. After selling all his livestock, he moved to Port-Bredy, at the other end of the county, where he lived alone in a small place until he passed away two years later from a painless illness. It was later discovered that he had left all of his significant property to a reformatory for boys, contingent upon a small annuity being paid to Rhoda Brook, if she could be found to claim it.
For some time she could not be found; but eventually she reappeared in her old parish,—absolutely refusing, however, to have anything to do with the provision made for her. Her monotonous milking at the dairy was resumed, and followed for many long years, till her form became bent, and her once abundant dark hair white and worn away at the forehead—perhaps by long pressure against the cows. Here, sometimes, those who knew her experiences would stand and observe her, and wonder what sombre thoughts were beating inside that impassive, wrinkled brow, to the rhythm of the alternating milk-streams.
For a while, she couldn't be found; but eventually she showed up again in her old community, completely refusing to engage with the support that was offered to her. She returned to her repetitive milking at the dairy, a task she did for many long years, until her body became hunched, and her once thick dark hair turned white and thinned out at the front—maybe from pressing against the cows for so long. Sometimes, those who knew her story would stand by and watch her, wondering what heavy thoughts were going through her expressionless, wrinkled face, in sync with the rhythm of the flowing milk.
(‘Blackwood’s Magazine,’ January 1888.)
(‘Blackwood’s Magazine,’ January 1888.)
FELLOW-TOWNSMEN
CHAPTER I
The shepherd on the east hill could shout out lambing intelligence to the shepherd on the west hill, over the intervening town chimneys, without great inconvenience to his voice, so nearly did the steep pastures encroach upon the burghers’ backyards. And at night it was possible to stand in the very midst of the town and hear from their native paddocks on the lower levels of greensward the mild lowing of the farmer’s heifers, and the profound, warm blowings of breath in which those creatures indulge. But the community which had jammed itself in the valley thus flanked formed a veritable town, with a real mayor and corporation, and a staple manufacture.
The shepherd on the east hill could easily shout lambing updates to the shepherd on the west hill, over the town's chimneys, without straining his voice, since the steep pastures nearly reached the town's backyards. At night, you could stand right in the middle of the town and hear the gentle lowing of the farmer’s heifers from their paddocks on the lower levels of grass, along with the deep, warm sounds of their breath. But the community that had squeezed itself into the valley, surrounded like this, formed a real town, complete with a genuine mayor and local government, and a main industry.
During a certain damp evening five-and-thirty years ago, before the twilight was far advanced, a pedestrian of professional appearance, carrying a small bag in his hand and an elevated umbrella, was descending one of these hills by the turnpike road when he was overtaken by a phaeton.
During a damp evening thirty-five years ago, before twilight had set in too much, a well-dressed pedestrian, holding a small bag and an open umbrella, was walking down one of these hills along the main road when a carriage caught up with him.
‘Hullo, Downe—is that you?’ said the driver of the vehicle, a young man of pale and refined appearance. ‘Jump up here with me, and ride down to your door.’
‘Hello, Downe—is that you?’ said the driver of the vehicle, a young man with a pale and refined appearance. ‘Hop up here with me, and I'll give you a ride down to your door.’
The other turned a plump, cheery, rather self-indulgent face over his shoulder towards the hailer.
The other turned a chubby, cheerful, somewhat indulgent face over his shoulder toward the person calling out.
‘O, good evening, Mr. Barnet—thanks,’ he said, and mounted beside his acquaintance.
‘Oh, good evening, Mr. Barnet—thanks,’ he said, and climbed up next to his friend.
They were fellow-burgesses of the town which lay beneath them, but though old and very good friends, they were differently circumstanced. Barnet was a richer man than the struggling young lawyer Downe, a fact which was to some extent perceptible in Downe’s manner towards his companion, though nothing of it ever showed in Barnet’s manner towards the solicitor. Barnet’s position in the town was none of his own making; his father had been a very successful flax-merchant in the same place, where the trade was still carried on as briskly as the small capacities of its quarters would allow. Having acquired a fair fortune, old Mr. Barnet had retired from business, bringing up his son as a gentleman-burgher, and, it must be added, as a well-educated, liberal-minded young man.
They were fellow residents of the town below, and while they were old and good friends, their situations were quite different. Barnet was wealthier than the struggling young lawyer Downe, which was somewhat noticeable in Downe’s attitude towards his friend, though Barnet never showed any sign of that in his demeanor towards the solicitor. Barnet’s status in the town wasn’t something he created himself; his father had been a very successful flax merchant there, where the trade still thrived as much as the town’s limited resources would allow. After building a decent fortune, old Mr. Barnet retired from business, raising his son to be a gentleman and, it should be noted, a well-educated and open-minded young man.
‘How is Mrs. Barnet?’ asked Downe.
‘How is Mrs. Barnet?’ asked Downe.
‘Mrs. Barnet was very well when I left home,’ the other answered constrainedly, exchanging his meditative regard of the horse for one of self-consciousness.
‘Mrs. Barnet was doing really well when I left home,’ the other replied awkwardly, shifting his thoughtful gaze from the horse to one of self-awareness.
Mr. Downe seemed to regret his inquiry, and immediately took up another thread of conversation. He congratulated his friend on his election as a council-man; he thought he had not seen him since that event took place; Mrs. Downe had meant to call and congratulate Mrs. Barnet, but he feared that she had failed to do so as yet.
Mr. Downe seemed to regret asking and quickly switched to another topic. He congratulated his friend on being elected as a councilman; he realized he hadn't seen him since that happened. Mrs. Downe intended to call and congratulate Mrs. Barnet, but he worried she hadn’t done that yet.
Barnet seemed hampered in his replies. ‘We should have been glad to see you. I—my wife would welcome Mrs. Downe at any time, as you know . . . Yes, I am a member of the corporation—rather an inexperienced member, some of them say. It is quite true; and I should have declined the honour as premature—having other things on my hands just now, too—if it had not been pressed upon me so very heartily.’
Barnet seemed stuck in his responses. ‘We would have been happy to see you. I—my wife would be happy to have Mrs. Downe over anytime, as you know . . . Yes, I am a member of the corporation—an inexperienced member, some say. That’s true; and I would have turned down the honor as too soon—since I have other things to deal with right now—as it hadn't been pushed on me so enthusiastically.’
‘There is one thing you have on your hands which I can never quite see the necessity for,’ said Downe, with good-humoured freedom. ‘What the deuce do you want to build that new mansion for, when you have already got such an excellent house as the one you live in?’
‘There’s one thing you have on your hands that I just don’t get,’ said Downe, jokingly. ‘Why on earth do you want to build that new mansion when you already have such a great house as the one you live in?’
Barnet’s face acquired a warmer shade of colour; but as the question had been idly asked by the solicitor while regarding the surrounding flocks and fields, he answered after a moment with no apparent embarrassment—
Barnet's face took on a warmer hue; however, since the question had been casually posed by the solicitor while he looked at the nearby flocks and fields, Barnet replied after a moment without any visible embarrassment—
‘Well, we wanted to get out of the town, you know: the house I am living in is rather old and inconvenient.’ Mr. Downe declared that he had chosen a pretty site for the new building. They would be able to see for miles and miles from the windows. Was he going to give it a name? He supposed so.
‘Well, we wanted to leave town, you know: the house I’m living in is pretty old and inconvenient.’ Mr. Downe said he had picked a nice spot for the new building. They would be able to see for miles from the windows. Was he going to name it? He thought so.
Barnet thought not. There was no other house near that was likely to be mistaken for it. And he did not care for a name.
Barnet didn't think so. There wasn't any other house nearby that could be confused with it. And he didn't care about a name.
‘But I think it has a name!’ Downe observed: ‘I went past—when was it?—this morning; and I saw something,—“Château Ringdale,” I think it was, stuck up on a board!’
‘But I think it has a name!’ Downe noted: ‘I walked by—when was it?—this morning; and I saw something,—“Château Ringdale,” I think it was, posted on a sign!’
‘It was an idea she—we had for a short time,’ said Barnet hastily. ‘But we have decided finally to do without a name—at any rate such a name as that. It must have been a week ago that you saw it. It was taken down last Saturday . . . Upon that matter I am firm!’ he added grimly.
‘It was an idea she—we had for a little while,’ Barnet said quickly. ‘But we’ve finally decided to go without a name—at least not that kind of name. You must have seen it about a week ago. It was taken down last Saturday… On that issue, I’m resolute!’ he added with a serious tone.
Downe murmured in an unconvinced tone that he thought he had seen it yesterday.
Downe murmured doubtfully that he thought he had seen it yesterday.
Talking thus they drove into the town. The street was unusually still for the hour of seven in the evening; an increasing drizzle had prevailed since the afternoon, and now formed a gauze across the yellow lamps, and trickled with a gentle rattle down the heavy roofs of stone tile, that bent the house-ridges hollow-backed with its weight, and in some instances caused the walls to bulge outwards in the upper story. Their route took them past the little town-hall, the Black-Bull Hotel, and onward to the junction of a small street on the right, consisting of a row of those two-and-two windowed brick residences of no particular age, which are exactly alike wherever found, except in the people they contain.
Talking like this, they drove into the town. The street was unusually quiet for seven in the evening; a light drizzle had been falling since the afternoon, creating a misty layer across the yellow lamps and gently trickling down the heavy tiled roofs, which sagged under its weight, causing the house ridges to curve and, in some cases, making the walls bulge out on the upper floors. Their route took them past the small town hall, the Black Bull Hotel, and on to the intersection of a small street on the right, lined with those identical two-windowed brick houses of no particular age, which look the same everywhere, except for the people living in them.
‘Wait—I’ll drive you up to your door,’ said Barnet, when Downe prepared to alight at the corner. He thereupon turned into the narrow street, when the faces of three little girls could be discerned close to the panes of a lighted window a few yards ahead, surmounted by that of a young matron, the gaze of all four being directed eagerly up the empty street. ‘You are a fortunate fellow, Downe,’ Barnet continued, as mother and children disappeared from the window to run to the door. ‘You must be happy if any man is. I would give a hundred such houses as my new one to have a home like yours.’
“Wait—I’ll drive you to your door,” Barnet said as Downe got ready to get out at the corner. He then turned into the narrow street, where the faces of three little girls could be seen close to the panes of a lighted window a few yards ahead, along with that of a young mother, all four eagerly looking up the empty street. “You’re a lucky guy, Downe,” Barnet continued as the mother and kids vanished from the window to rush to the door. “You must be happy if any guy is. I would trade a hundred houses like my new one for a home like yours.”
‘Well—yes, we get along pretty comfortably,’ replied Downe complacently.
‘Well—yeah, we get along pretty well,’ replied Downe confidently.
‘That house, Downe, is none of my ordering,’ Barnet broke out, revealing a bitterness hitherto suppressed, and checking the horse a moment to finish his speech before delivering up his passenger. ‘The house I have already is good enough for me, as you supposed. It is my own freehold; it was built by my grandfather, and is stout enough for a castle. My father was born there, lived there, and died there. I was born there, and have always lived there; yet I must needs build a new one.’
‘That house, Downe, isn’t mine to decide,’ Barnet exclaimed, revealing a bitterness he had kept hidden, pausing the horse for a moment to finish his words before letting off his passenger. ‘The house I have now is good enough for me, as you thought. It’s my own property; it was built by my grandfather, and it’s strong enough to be a fortress. My father was born there, lived there, and died there. I was born there, and I’ve always lived there; yet I have to build a new one.’
‘Why do you?’ said Downe.
"Why do you?" said Downe.
‘Why do I? To preserve peace in the household. I do anything for that; but I don’t succeed. I was firm in resisting “Château Ringdale,” however; not that I would not have put up with the absurdity of the name, but it was too much to have your house christened after Lord Ringdale, because your wife once had a fancy for him. If you only knew everything, you would think all attempt at reconciliation hopeless. In your happy home you have had no such experiences; and God forbid that you ever should. See, here they are all ready to receive you!’
‘Why do I? To keep the peace at home. I’d do anything for that; but I still can’t make it work. I was adamant about not accepting “Château Ringdale,” though; it’s not that I couldn’t have dealt with the ridiculous name, but it was just too much to have your house named after Lord Ringdale, just because your wife once had a crush on him. If you knew everything, you’d think that any effort to reconcile was pointless. In your happy home, you haven’t gone through anything like that; and God forbid you ever do. Look, they’re all ready to welcome you!’
‘Of course! And so will your wife be waiting to receive you,’ said Downe. ‘Take my word for it she will! And with a dinner prepared for you far better than mine.’
‘Of course! And your wife will be waiting for you,’ said Downe. ‘Believe me, she will! And she’ll have a dinner ready for you that’s way better than mine.’
‘I hope so,’ Barnet replied dubiously.
‘I hope so,’ Barnet replied with uncertainty.
He moved on to Downe’s door, which the solicitor’s family had already opened. Downe descended, but being encumbered with his bag and umbrella, his foot slipped, and he fell upon his knees in the gutter.
He headed over to Downe’s door, which the solicitor’s family had already opened. Downe came down, but since he was carrying his bag and umbrella, he slipped and fell on his knees in the gutter.
‘O, my dear Charles!’ said his wife, running down the steps; and, quite ignoring the presence of Barnet, she seized hold of her husband, pulled him to his feet, and kissed him, exclaiming, ‘I hope you are not hurt, darling!’ The children crowded round, chiming in piteously, ‘Poor papa!’
‘Oh, my dear Charles!’ said his wife, rushing down the steps; and, completely ignoring Barnet, she grabbed her husband, pulled him to his feet, and kissed him, exclaiming, ‘I hope you’re not hurt, sweetheart!’ The kids gathered around, chiming in sadly, ‘Poor papa!’
‘He’s all right,’ said Barnet, perceiving that Downe was only a little muddy, and looking more at the wife than at the husband. Almost at any other time—certainly during his fastidious bachelor years—he would have thought her a too demonstrative woman; but those recent circumstances of his own life to which he had just alluded made Mrs. Downe’s solicitude so affecting that his eye grew damp as he witnessed it. Bidding the lawyer and his family good-night he left them, and drove slowly into the main street towards his own house.
‘He’s fine,’ said Barnet, noticing that Downe was just a bit muddy and paying more attention to the wife than the husband. Almost any other time—definitely during his picky bachelor years—he would have found her too overly affectionate; but the recent events in his life that he had just mentioned made Mrs. Downe’s concern so touching that he felt a tear come to his eye as he watched her. After saying goodnight to the lawyer and his family, he left them and drove slowly down the main street toward his own house.
The heart of Barnet was sufficiently impressionable to be influenced by Downe’s parting prophecy that he might not be so unwelcome home as he imagined: the dreary night might, at least on this one occasion, make Downe’s forecast true. Hence it was in a suspense that he could hardly have believed possible that he halted at his door. On entering his wife was nowhere to be seen, and he inquired for her. The servant informed him that her mistress had the dressmaker with her, and would be engaged for some time.
The heart of Barnet was easily touched by Downe’s parting prediction that he might not be as unwelcome at home as he thought: the gloomy night might, at least this once, make Downe’s forecast come true. So, he found himself in a suspense he could barely believe as he stopped at his door. Upon entering, his wife was nowhere in sight, so he asked the servant where she was. The servant told him that his wife was with the dressmaker and would be busy for a while.
‘Dressmaker at this time of day!’
'Dressmaker at this time of day!'
‘She dined early, sir, and hopes you will excuse her joining you this evening.’
‘She had an early dinner, sir, and hopes you’ll understand why she can’t join you this evening.’
‘But she knew I was coming to-night?’
‘But she knew I was coming tonight?’
‘O yes, sir.’
"Yes, sir."
‘Go up and tell her I am come.’
‘Go up and tell her I’ve arrived.’
The servant did so; but the mistress of the house merely transmitted her former words.
The servant did what was asked; but the lady of the house simply repeated her earlier words.
Barnet said nothing more, and presently sat down to his lonely meal, which was eaten abstractedly, the domestic scene he had lately witnessed still impressing him by its contrast with the situation here. His mind fell back into past years upon a certain pleasing and gentle being whose face would loom out of their shades at such times as these. Barnet turned in his chair, and looked with unfocused eyes in a direction southward from where he sat, as if he saw not the room but a long way beyond. ‘I wonder if she lives there still!’ he said.
Barnet said nothing more and soon sat down to his lonely meal, eating absentmindedly, still affected by the domestic scene he had just witnessed, which felt so different from his current situation. His thoughts drifted back to pleasant memories of a kind and gentle person whose face would emerge from his memories during moments like this. Barnet turned in his chair, looking with unfocused eyes in a southerly direction from where he sat, as if he were seeing not the room, but something far beyond it. "I wonder if she still lives there!" he said.
CHAPTER II
He rose with a sudden rebelliousness, put on his hat and coat, and went out of the house, pursuing his way along the glistening pavement while eight o’clock was striking from St. Mary’s tower, and the apprentices and shopmen were slamming up the shutters from end to end of the town. In two minutes only those shops which could boast of no attendant save the master or the mistress remained with open eyes. These were ever somewhat less prompt to exclude customers than the others: for their owners’ ears the closing hour had scarcely the cheerfulness that it possessed for the hired servants of the rest. Yet the night being dreary the delay was not for long, and their windows, too, blinked together one by one.
He suddenly stood up defiantly, put on his hat and coat, and left the house, making his way along the shiny pavement as the clock struck eight from St. Mary’s tower, and the apprentices and shopkeepers were slamming the shutters shut all over town. Within just two minutes, only those shops that had no staff but the owner remained open. These owners were always a bit slower to close up compared to the others: the closing time didn’t feel as cheerful for them as it did for the hired help. However, since the night was gloomy, the wait wasn’t long, and soon their windows blinked shut one by one.
During this time Barnet had proceeded with decided step in a direction at right angles to the broad main thoroughfare of the town, by a long street leading due southward. Here, though his family had no more to do with the flax manufacture, his own name occasionally greeted him on gates and warehouses, being used allusively by small rising tradesmen as a recommendation, in such words as ‘Smith, from Barnet & Co.’—‘Robinson, late manager at Barnet’s.’ The sight led him to reflect upon his father’s busy life, and he questioned if it had not been far happier than his own.
During this time, Barnet had moved purposefully in a direction away from the main street of the town, down a long road heading south. Even though his family was no longer involved in the flax business, he still saw his name on gates and warehouses, used by small up-and-coming tradesmen as a way to endorse themselves, with phrases like “Smith, from Barnet & Co.” and “Robinson, former manager at Barnet’s.” Seeing this made him think about his father’s active life, and he wondered if it had been much happier than his own.
The houses along the road became fewer, and presently open ground appeared between them on either side, the track on the right hand rising to a higher level till it merged in a knoll. On the summit a row of builders’ scaffold-poles probed the indistinct sky like spears, and at their bases could be discerned the lower courses of a building lately begun. Barnet slackened his pace and stood for a few moments without leaving the centre of the road, apparently not much interested in the sight, till suddenly his eye was caught by a post in the fore part of the ground bearing a white board at the top. He went to the rails, vaulted over, and walked in far enough to discern painted upon the board ‘Château Ringdale.’
The houses along the road became less frequent, and soon open land appeared between them on either side, with the path on the right rising to a higher level until it joined a small hill. At the top, a line of construction scaffolding reached into the hazy sky like spears, and at their bases, the early stages of a recently started building were visible. Barnet slowed down and stood for a few moments in the center of the road, seemingly uninterested in the view, until suddenly something caught his eye. A post at the front of the area had a white sign at the top. He went over to the rails, jumped over them, and walked in far enough to see the words ‘Château Ringdale’ painted on the board.
A dismal irony seemed to lie in the words, and its effect was to irritate him. Downe, then, had spoken truly. He stuck his umbrella into the sod, and seized the post with both hands, as if intending to loosen and throw it down. Then, like one bewildered by an opposition which would exist none the less though its manifestations were removed, he allowed his arms to sink to his side.
A grim irony seemed to be in the words, and it irritated him. Downe had spoken the truth. He stuck his umbrella into the ground and grabbed the post with both hands, as if he planned to pull it loose and throw it down. Then, like someone confused by a conflict that would still be there even if its signs were gone, he let his arms fall to his sides.
‘Let it be,’ he said to himself. ‘I have declared there shall be peace—if possible.’
‘Let it go,’ he said to himself. ‘I’ve said there will be peace—if it can happen.’
Taking up his umbrella he quietly left the enclosure, and went on his way, still keeping his back to the town. He had advanced with more decision since passing the new building, and soon a hoarse murmur rose upon the gloom; it was the sound of the sea. The road led to the harbour, at a distance of a mile from the town, from which the trade of the district was fed. After seeing the obnoxious name-board Barnet had forgotten to open his umbrella, and the rain tapped smartly on his hat, and occasionally stroked his face as he went on.
Grabbing his umbrella, he quietly left the area and continued on his path, still facing away from the town. He felt more determined since passing the new building, and soon he could hear a low roar in the distance; it was the sound of the sea. The road led to the harbor, about a mile away from the town, which fueled the local trade. After noticing the annoying name sign, Barnet had forgotten to open his umbrella, and the rain fell steadily on his hat, occasionally brushing against his face as he walked.
Though the lamps were still continued at the roadside, they stood at wider intervals than before, and the pavement had given place to common road. Every time he came to a lamp an increasing shine made itself visible upon his shoulders, till at last they quite glistened with wet. The murmur from the shore grew stronger, but it was still some distance off when he paused before one of the smallest of the detached houses by the wayside, standing in its own garden, the latter being divided from the road by a row of wooden palings. Scrutinizing the spot to ensure that he was not mistaken, he opened the gate and gently knocked at the cottage door.
Though the streetlights were still up along the roadside, they were placed farther apart than before, and the pavement was replaced by a regular road. Each time he passed a light, an increasing shine appeared on his shoulders until they were shiny with moisture. The sound from the shore grew louder, but it was still quite far away when he stopped in front of one of the smallest houses by the road, which had its own garden separated from the road by a row of wooden fences. Checking the spot to make sure he wasn’t mistaken, he opened the gate and lightly knocked on the cottage door.
When he had patiently waited minutes enough to lead any man in ordinary cases to knock again, the door was heard to open, though it was impossible to see by whose hand, there being no light in the passage. Barnet said at random, ‘Does Miss Savile live here?’
When he had waited long enough that any reasonable person would have knocked again, the door opened, though it was impossible to see who opened it since there was no light in the hallway. Barnet said randomly, "Does Miss Savile live here?"
A youthful voice assured him that she did live there, and by a sudden afterthought asked him to come in. It would soon get a light, it said: but the night being wet, mother had not thought it worth while to trim the passage lamp.
A young voice confirmed that she lived there and, after a quick thought, invited him to come in. It said it would soon get bright, but since it was a rainy night, her mother didn't think it was worth it to trim the passage lamp.
‘Don’t trouble yourself to get a light for me,’ said Barnet hastily; ‘it is not necessary at all. Which is Miss Savile’s sitting-room?’
‘Don’t worry about getting a light for me,’ Barnet said quickly; ‘it’s not needed at all. Which room is Miss Savile’s sitting room?’
The young person, whose white pinafore could just be discerned, signified a door in the side of the passage, and Barnet went forward at the same moment, so that no light should fall upon his face. On entering the room he closed the door behind him, pausing till he heard the retreating footsteps of the child.
The young person, whose white apron was barely visible, pointed to a door in the side of the hallway, and Barnet moved forward at the same time, ensuring that no light illuminated his face. Upon entering the room, he shut the door behind him and waited until he heard the child's footsteps fade away.
He found himself in an apartment which was simply and neatly, though not poorly furnished; everything, from the miniature chiffonnier to the shining little daguerreotype which formed the central ornament of the mantelpiece, being in scrupulous order. The picture was enclosed by a frame of embroidered card-board—evidently the work of feminine hands—and it was the portrait of a thin faced, elderly lieutenant in the navy. From behind the lamp on the table a female form now rose into view, that of a young girl, and a resemblance between her and the portrait was early discoverable. She had been so absorbed in some occupation on the other side of the lamp as to have barely found time to realize her visitor’s presence.
He found himself in an apartment that was simple and neat, but not poorly furnished; everything, from the small chest of drawers to the shiny little photograph that was the main decoration on the mantelpiece, was in meticulous order. The picture was in a frame made of embroidered cardboard—clearly crafted by female hands—and it was a portrait of a thin-faced, elderly naval lieutenant. Behind the lamp on the table, a female figure emerged into view, a young girl, and it was quickly noticeable that she resembled the portrait. She had been so focused on something on the other side of the lamp that she had barely noticed her visitor's presence.
They both remained standing for a few seconds without speaking. The face that confronted Barnet had a beautiful outline; the Raffaelesque oval of its contour was remarkable for an English countenance, and that countenance housed in a remote country-road to an unheard-of harbour. But her features did not do justice to this splendid beginning: Nature had recollected that she was not in Italy; and the young lady’s lineaments, though not so inconsistent as to make her plain, would have been accepted rather as pleasing than as correct. The preoccupied expression which, like images on the retina, remained with her for a moment after the state that caused it had ceased, now changed into a reserved, half-proud, and slightly indignant look, in which the blood diffused itself quickly across her cheek, and additional brightness broke the shade of her rather heavy eyes.
They both stood silently for a few seconds. The face that faced Barnet had a beautiful shape; the Raffaelesque oval of its contour was unusual for an English face, especially one found in a remote country road leading to an unknown harbor. However, her features didn’t quite match this stunning start: Nature seemed to remember that she wasn’t in Italy; and the young woman’s features, while not plain enough to be overlooked, would be seen more as charming than exact. The distracted look that had lingered with her for a moment after the cause of it had faded now shifted into a reserved, somewhat proud, and slightly upset expression, as the flush of color spread quickly across her cheek, adding a new sparkle to her rather heavy eyes.
‘I know I have no business here,’ he said, answering the look. ‘But I had a great wish to see you, and inquire how you were. You can give your hand to me, seeing how often I have held it in past days?’
‘I know I shouldn't be here,’ he said, responding to the look. ‘But I really wanted to see you and check in on how you are. You can take my hand, considering how often I've held it in the past?’
‘I would rather forget than remember all that, Mr. Barnet,’ she answered, as she coldly complied with the request. ‘When I think of the circumstances of our last meeting, I can hardly consider it kind of you to allude to such a thing as our past—or, indeed, to come here at all.’
‘I would rather forget all of that, Mr. Barnet,’ she replied, as she coolly followed his request. ‘When I think about how our last meeting went, I hardly see it as kind of you to bring up our past—or even to come here at all.’
‘There was no harm in it surely? I don’t trouble you often, Lucy.’
‘It can't be that bad, can it? I don't bother you that much, Lucy.’
‘I have not had the honour of a visit from you for a very long time, certainly, and I did not expect it now,’ she said, with the same stiffness in her air. ‘I hope Mrs. Barnet is very well?’
‘I haven’t had the honor of a visit from you in a long time, and I certainly didn’t expect it now,’ she said, with the same stiffness in her demeanor. ‘I hope Mrs. Barnet is doing well?’
‘Yes, yes!’ he impatiently returned. ‘At least I suppose so—though I only speak from inference!’
‘Yeah, yeah!’ he replied impatiently. ‘I guess so—though I’m just inferring!’
‘But she is your wife, sir,’ said the young girl tremulously.
‘But she is your wife, sir,’ the young girl said nervously.
The unwonted tones of a man’s voice in that feminine chamber had startled a canary that was roosting in its cage by the window; the bird awoke hastily, and fluttered against the bars. She went and stilled it by laying her face against the cage and murmuring a coaxing sound. It might partly have been done to still herself.
The unusual sound of a man’s voice in that feminine space had startled a canary roosting in its cage by the window; the bird woke up quickly and bumped against the bars. She approached and calmed it by pressing her face against the cage and softly murmuring. She might have done it partly to soothe herself.
‘I didn’t come to talk of Mrs. Barnet,’ he pursued; ‘I came to talk of you, of yourself alone; to inquire how you are getting on since your great loss.’ And he turned towards the portrait of her father.
‘I didn’t come to talk about Mrs. Barnet,’ he continued; ‘I came to talk about you, just you; to ask how you are doing since your huge loss.’ And he turned towards the portrait of her father.
‘I am getting on fairly well, thank you.’
"I'm doing well, thanks."
The force of her utterance was scarcely borne out by her look; but Barnet courteously reproached himself for not having guessed a thing so natural; and to dissipate all embarrassment, added, as he bent over the table, ‘What were you doing when I came?—painting flowers, and by candlelight?’
The strength of her words didn’t really match her expression; however, Barnet politely blamed himself for not having figured out something so obvious. To clear the awkwardness, he leaned over the table and added, “What were you up to when I arrived? Were you painting flowers by candlelight?”
‘O no,’ she said, ‘not painting them—only sketching the outlines. I do that at night to save time—I have to get three dozen done by the end of the month.’
‘Oh no,’ she said, ‘I’m not painting them—just sketching the outlines. I do that at night to save time—I need to finish three dozen by the end of the month.’
Barnet looked as if he regretted it deeply. ‘You will wear your poor eyes out,’ he said, with more sentiment than he had hitherto shown. ‘You ought not to do it. There was a time when I should have said you must not. Well—I almost wish I had never seen light with my own eyes when I think of that!’
Barnet looked like he really regretted it. “You’re going to wear your poor eyes out,” he said, sounding more emotional than he had before. “You shouldn’t do this. There was a time when I would have insisted you couldn’t. Well—I almost wish I’d never seen the light of day when I think about that!”
‘Is this a time or place for recalling such matters?’ she asked, with dignity. ‘You used to have a gentlemanly respect for me, and for yourself. Don’t speak any more as you have spoken, and don’t come again. I cannot think that this visit is serious, or was closely considered by you.’
‘Is this the right time or place to bring up such things?’ she asked, with dignity. ‘You used to treat me and yourself with respect. Stop speaking the way you have, and don’t come back. I doubt this visit is sincere, or that you thought it through.’
‘Considered: well, I came to see you as an old and good friend—not to mince matters, to visit a woman I loved. Don’t be angry! I could not help doing it, so many things brought you into my mind . . . This evening I fell in with an acquaintance, and when I saw how happy he was with his wife and family welcoming him home, though with only one-tenth of my income and chances, and thought what might have been in my case, it fairly broke down my discretion, and off I came here. Now I am here I feel that I am wrong to some extent. But the feeling that I should like to see you, and talk of those we used to know in common, was very strong.’
‘Considered: well, I came to see you as an old and good friend—not to beat around the bush, but to visit a woman I loved. Don’t be mad! I couldn’t help it; so many things reminded me of you . . . This evening I ran into someone I knew, and when I saw how happy he was with his wife and kids welcoming him home, even with only one-tenth of my income and opportunities, and thought about what might have been for me, it completely threw me off, and I came here. Now that I’m here, I feel like it’s a bit wrong. But the desire to see you and talk about the people we used to know was really strong.’
‘Before that can be the case a little more time must pass,’ said Miss Savile quietly; ‘a time long enough for me to regard with some calmness what at present I remember far too impatiently—though it may be you almost forget it. Indeed you must have forgotten it long before you acted as you did.’ Her voice grew stronger and more vivacious as she added: ‘But I am doing my best to forget it too, and I know I shall succeed from the progress I have made already!’
‘Before that can happen, a little more time needs to pass,’ Miss Savile said softly; ‘a time long enough for me to look back with a bit more calmness on what I currently remember with too much impatience—though you might have almost forgotten it. In fact, you must have forgotten it long before you did what you did.’ Her voice became stronger and more lively as she added: ‘But I'm doing my best to forget it too, and I know I will succeed with the progress I’ve already made!’
She had remained standing till now, when she turned and sat down, facing half away from him.
She had been standing until now, when she turned and sat down, facing slightly away from him.
Barnet watched her moodily. ‘Yes, it is only what I deserve,’ he said. ‘Ambition pricked me on—no, it was not ambition, it was wrongheadedness! Had I but reflected . . . ’ He broke out vehemently: ‘But always remember this, Lucy: if you had written to me only one little line after that misunderstanding, I declare I should have come back to you. That ruined me!’ he slowly walked as far as the little room would allow him to go, and remained with his eyes on the skirting.
Barnet watched her with a dark look. “Yeah, it’s exactly what I deserve,” he said. “Ambition pushed me forward—no, it wasn't ambition, it was just stubbornness! If I had only thought about it... ” He suddenly exclaimed, “But always remember this, Lucy: if you had just sent me even a short message after that misunderstanding, I swear I would have come back to you. That’s what destroyed me!” He slowly walked as far as the small room would let him, keeping his gaze on the baseboard.
‘But, Mr. Barnet, how could I write to you? There was no opening for my doing so.’
‘But, Mr. Barnet, how could I write to you? There was no way for me to do that.’
‘Then there ought to have been,’ said Barnet, turning. ‘That was my fault!’
‘Then there should have been,’ said Barnet, turning. ‘That was my mistake!’
‘Well, I don’t know anything about that; but as there had been nothing said by me which required any explanation by letter, I did not send one. Everything was so indefinite, and feeling your position to be so much wealthier than mine, I fancied I might have mistaken your meaning. And when I heard of the other lady—a woman of whose family even you might be proud—I thought how foolish I had been, and said nothing.’
‘Well, I don’t know anything about that; but since I hadn’t said anything that needed a letter to explain, I didn’t send one. Everything felt so unclear, and knowing your situation was so much better than mine, I thought I might have misunderstood what you meant. And when I heard about the other lady—a woman from a family that even you would be proud of—I realized how foolish I had been and didn't say anything.’
‘Then I suppose it was destiny—accident—I don’t know what, that separated us, dear Lucy. Anyhow you were the woman I ought to have made my wife—and I let you slip, like the foolish man that I was!’
‘Then I guess it was fate—an accident—I don’t know what, that pulled us apart, dear Lucy. Either way, you were the woman I should have married—and I let you go, like the foolish man I was!’
‘O, Mr. Barnet,’ she said, almost in tears, ‘don’t revive the subject to me; I am the wrong one to console you—think, sir,—you should not be here—it would be so bad for me if it were known!’
‘Oh, Mr. Barnet,’ she said, almost in tears, ‘please don’t bring this up again; I’m not the right person to comfort you. Think about it, sir—you shouldn’t be here—it would be so bad for me if anyone found out!’
‘It would—it would, indeed,’ he said hastily. ‘I am not right in doing this, and I won’t do it again.’
‘It really would,’ he said quickly. ‘I know I shouldn’t be doing this, and I won’t do it again.’
‘It is a very common folly of human nature, you know, to think the course you did not adopt must have been the best,’ she continued, with gentle solicitude, as she followed him to the door of the room. ‘And you don’t know that I should have accepted you, even if you had asked me to be your wife.’ At this his eye met hers, and she dropped her gaze. She knew that her voice belied her. There was a silence till she looked up to add, in a voice of soothing playfulness, ‘My family was so much poorer than yours, even before I lost my dear father, that—perhaps your companions would have made it unpleasant for us on account of my deficiencies.’
“It’s a pretty common mistake in human nature to believe that the path you didn’t take must have been the best,” she continued gently, following him to the door of the room. “And you don’t know that I would have said yes if you had asked me to be your wife.” Their eyes met for a moment, and she looked away. She realized her tone didn’t match her words. There was a pause until she looked up again and added, in a light and playful tone, “My family was so much poorer than yours, even before I lost my dear father, that—maybe your friends would have made things uncomfortable for us because of my shortcomings.”
‘Your disposition would soon have won them round,’ said Barnet.
"Your attitude would have quickly won them over," Barnet said.
She archly expostulated: ‘Now, never mind my disposition; try to make it up with your wife! Those are my commands to you. And now you are to leave me at once.’
She pointedly replied, “Forget about my feelings; try to make things right with your wife! That's my order to you. Now, you need to leave me right away.”
‘I will. I must make the best of it all, I suppose,’ he replied, more cheerfully than he had as yet spoken. ‘But I shall never again meet with such a dear girl as you!’ And he suddenly opened the door, and left her alone. When his glance again fell on the lamps that were sparsely ranged along the dreary level road, his eyes were in a state which showed straw-like motes of light radiating from each flame into the surrounding air.
‘I will. I guess I have to make the best of it,’ he said, sounding more cheerful than he had before. ‘But I’ll never meet someone as wonderful as you again!’ Then he suddenly opened the door and left her alone. When his eyes returned to the lamps scattered along the bleak road, they reflected tiny beams of light radiating from each flame into the surrounding air.
On the other side of the way Barnet observed a man under an umbrella, walking parallel with himself. Presently this man left the footway, and gradually converged on Barnet’s course. The latter then saw that it was Charlson, a surgeon of the town, who owed him money. Charlson was a man not without ability; yet he did not prosper. Sundry circumstances stood in his way as a medical practitioner: he was needy; he was not a coddle; he gossiped with men instead of with women; he had married a stranger instead of one of the town young ladies; and he was given to conversational buffoonery. Moreover, his look was quite erroneous. Those only proper features in the family doctor, the quiet eye, and the thin straight passionless lips which never curl in public either for laughter or for scorn, were not his; he had a full-curved mouth, and a bold black eye that made timid people nervous. His companions were what in old times would have been called boon companions—an expression which, though of irreproachable root, suggests fraternization carried to the point of unscrupulousness. All this was against him in the little town of his adoption.
On the other side of the street, Barnet noticed a man under an umbrella, walking parallel to him. Soon, this man left the sidewalk and gradually moved in Barnet’s direction. Barnet then recognized it was Charlson, a local surgeon who owed him money. Charlson was a capable man, but he wasn’t doing well. Several factors worked against him as a medical practitioner: he was struggling financially; he wasn’t particularly nurturing; he chatted more with men than with women; he had married someone from outside the town instead of one of the local girls; and he often acted like a buffoon in conversation. Furthermore, his appearance was all wrong. He lacked the typical features of a family doctor, like the calm eye and thin, straight lips that never twist into a smile or a sneer in public. Instead, he had a full, curved mouth and a bold black eye that made timid people uneasy. His friends were what would have been called "boon companions" in the past—an expression that, while originally innocent, implies a close camaraderie that may border on recklessness. All of this worked against him in the little town he had chosen to live in.
Charlson had been in difficulties, and to oblige him Barnet had put his name to a bill; and, as he had expected, was called upon to meet it when it fell due. It had been only a matter of fifty pounds, which Barnet could well afford to lose, and he bore no ill-will to the thriftless surgeon on account of it. But Charlson had a little too much brazen indifferentism in his composition to be altogether a desirable acquaintance.
Charlson had been in trouble, and to help him out, Barnet had signed a bill; just as he anticipated, he was asked to cover it when it was due. It was only for fifty pounds, which Barnet could easily afford to lose, and he held no grudges against the careless surgeon over it. However, Charlson had a bit too much bold indifference in his personality to be the most appealing friend.
‘I hope to be able to make that little bill-business right with you in the course of three weeks, Mr. Barnet,’ said Charlson with hail-fellow friendliness.
‘I hope to sort out that little bill issue with you in about three weeks, Mr. Barnet,’ said Charlson with a friendly tone.
Barnet replied good-naturedly that there was no hurry.
Barnet cheerfully replied that there was no rush.
This particular three weeks had moved on in advance of Charlson’s present with the precision of a shadow for some considerable time.
This specific three weeks had passed ahead of Charlson's arrival with the precision of a shadow for quite some time.
‘I’ve had a dream,’ Charlson continued. Barnet knew from his tone that the surgeon was going to begin his characteristic nonsense, and did not encourage him. ‘I’ve had a dream,’ repeated Charlson, who required no encouragement. ‘I dreamed that a gentleman, who has been very kind to me, married a haughty lady in haste, before he had quite forgotten a nice little girl he knew before, and that one wet evening, like the present, as I was walking up the harbour-road, I saw him come out of that dear little girl’s present abode.’
‘I had a dream,’ Charlson continued. Barnet could tell from his tone that the surgeon was about to start his usual nonsense, so he didn’t encourage him. ‘I had a dream,’ repeated Charlson, who didn’t need any encouragement. ‘I dreamed that a gentleman, who’s been really kind to me, married a stuck-up lady in a rush, before he had completely moved on from a sweet little girl he knew before. And on a rainy evening like tonight, as I was walking up the harbor road, I saw him come out of that sweet little girl’s current home.’
Barnet glanced towards the speaker. The rays from a neighbouring lamp struck through the drizzle under Charlson’s umbrella, so as just to illumine his face against the shade behind, and show that his eye was turned up under the outer corner of its lid, whence it leered with impish jocoseness as he thrust his tongue into his cheek.
Barnet looked over at the speaker. The light from a nearby lamp shone through the drizzle under Charlson’s umbrella, just enough to light up his face against the shadow behind him and reveal that his eye was rolled up under the outer corner of its lid, where it had a mischievous gleam as he poked his tongue into his cheek.
‘Come,’ said Barnet gravely, ‘we’ll have no more of that.’
‘Come on,’ Barnet said seriously, ‘let’s not do that anymore.’
‘No, no—of course not,’ Charlson hastily answered, seeing that his humour had carried him too far, as it had done many times before. He was profuse in his apologies, but Barnet did not reply. Of one thing he was certain—that scandal was a plant of quick root, and that he was bound to obey Lucy’s injunction for Lucy’s own sake.
‘No, no—of course not,’ Charlson quickly replied, realizing that his humor had gone too far, just like many times before. He apologized profusely, but Barnet didn’t respond. One thing he knew for sure was that gossip spreads quickly, and he had to follow Lucy’s request for her own sake.
CHAPTER III
He did so, to the letter; and though, as the crocus followed the snowdrop and the daffodil the crocus in Lucy’s garden, the harbour-road was a not unpleasant place to walk in, Barnet’s feet never trod its stones, much less approached her door. He avoided a saunter that way as he would have avoided a dangerous dram, and took his airings a long distance northward, among severely square and brown ploughed fields, where no other townsman came. Sometimes he went round by the lower lanes of the borough, where the rope-walks stretched in which his family formerly had share, and looked at the rope-makers walking backwards, overhung by apple-trees and bushes, and intruded on by cows and calves, as if trade had established itself there at considerable inconvenience to Nature.
He did exactly that; and even though, just like the crocus comes after the snowdrop and the daffodil follows the crocus in Lucy's garden, the harbor road was a pretty nice place to walk, Barnet never set foot on its stones, let alone approached her door. He avoided taking a stroll that way as if it were a dangerous drink, choosing instead to walk a long way north among the neatly squared, brown plowed fields where no other townsfolk ventured. Sometimes he took the longer route through the lower lanes of the borough, where the rope walks stretched that his family used to be involved in, and he watched the rope-makers working backwards, surrounded by apple trees and bushes, and mingled with cows and calves, as if business had taken root there at a significant inconvenience to nature.
One morning, when the sun was so warm as to raise a steam from the south-eastern slopes of those flanking hills that looked so lovely above the old roofs, but made every low-chimneyed house in the town as smoky as Tophet, Barnet glanced from the windows of the town-council room for lack of interest in what was proceeding within. Several members of the corporation were present, but there was not much business doing, and in a few minutes Downe came leisurely across to him, saying that he seldom saw Barnet now.
One morning, when the sun was warm enough to create a mist from the southeastern slopes of the beautiful hills overlooking the old rooftops, but made every low-chimneyed house in town as smoky as hell, Barnet looked out the windows of the town council room, bored with what was happening inside. Several members of the council were there, but not much was going on, and a few minutes later, Downe casually walked over to him, mentioning that he hardly saw Barnet anymore.
Barnet owned that he was not often present.
Barnet admitted that he wasn't around very often.
Downe looked at the crimson curtain which hung down beside the panes, reflecting its hot hues into their faces, and then out of the window. At that moment there passed along the street a tall commanding lady, in whom the solicitor recognized Barnet’s wife. Barnet had done the same thing, and turned away.
Downe looked at the red curtain that hung next to the windows, its warm colors reflecting onto their faces, and then out the window. At that moment, a tall, authoritative woman walked down the street, and the solicitor recognized Barnet's wife. Barnet noticed her too and turned away.
‘It will be all right some day,’ said Downe, with cheering sympathy.
“It will be okay someday,” said Downe, with encouraging sympathy.
‘You have heard, then, of her last outbreak?’
'So, you've heard about her latest episode?'
Downe depressed his cheerfulness to its very reverse in a moment. ‘No, I have not heard of anything serious,’ he said, with as long a face as one naturally round could be turned into at short notice. ‘I only hear vague reports of such things.’
Downe instantly wiped the smile off his face. “No, I haven’t heard anything serious,” he said, managing to look as glum as someone with a naturally round face could on such short notice. “I only hear vague rumors about that stuff.”
‘You may think it will be all right,’ said Barnet drily. ‘But I have a different opinion . . . No, Downe, we must look the thing in the face. Not poppy nor mandragora—however, how are your wife and children?’
‘You might think everything will be fine,’ Barnet said dryly. ‘But I see it differently... No, Downe, we need to face the reality. Not poppy nor mandragora—anyway, how are your wife and kids?’
Downe said that they were all well, thanks; they were out that morning somewhere; he was just looking to see if they were walking that way. Ah, there they were, just coming down the street; and Downe pointed to the figures of two children with a nursemaid, and a lady walking behind them.
Downe said they were all doing well, thanks; they were out that morning somewhere; he was just checking to see if they were walking this way. Ah, there they were, just coming down the street; and Downe pointed to two kids with a nanny and a lady walking behind them.
‘You will come out and speak to her?’ he asked.
‘Are you going to come out and talk to her?’ he asked.
‘Not this morning. The fact is I don’t care to speak to anybody just now.’
‘Not this morning. Honestly, I don’t feel like talking to anyone right now.’
‘You are too sensitive, Mr. Barnet. At school I remember you used to get as red as a rose if anybody uttered a word that hurt your feelings.’
‘You’re too sensitive, Mr. Barnet. I remember back in school, you would blush bright red if anyone said anything that upset you.’
Barnet mused. ‘Yes,’ he admitted, ‘there is a grain of truth in that. It is because of that I often try to make peace at home. Life would be tolerable then at any rate, even if not particularly bright.’
Barnet thought for a moment. ‘Yeah,’ he confessed, ‘there is some truth to that. Because of that, I often try to keep the peace at home. Life would be manageable then, even if it’s not exactly exciting.’
‘I have thought more than once of proposing a little plan to you,’ said Downe with some hesitation. ‘I don’t know whether it will meet your views, but take it or leave it, as you choose. In fact, it was my wife who suggested it: that she would be very glad to call on Mrs. Barnet and get into her confidence. She seems to think that Mrs. Barnet is rather alone in the town, and without advisers. Her impression is that your wife will listen to reason. Emily has a wonderful way of winning the hearts of people of her own sex.’
"I’ve thought about suggesting a small plan to you," Downe said hesitantly. "I’m not sure if it aligns with your thoughts, but you can take it or leave it as you wish. Actually, it was my wife’s idea. She would be really happy to visit Mrs. Barnet and gain her trust. She believes that Mrs. Barnet feels somewhat isolated in town and lacks guidance. Her impression is that your wife will be open to reason. Emily has an amazing ability to win the hearts of women."
‘And of the other sex too, I think. She is a charming woman, and you were a lucky fellow to find her.’
‘And of the other gender too, I think. She’s a charming woman, and you were a lucky guy to find her.’
‘Well, perhaps I was,’ simpered Downe, trying to wear an aspect of being the last man in the world to feel pride. ‘However, she will be likely to find out what ruffles Mrs. Barnet. Perhaps it is some misunderstanding, you know—something that she is too proud to ask you to explain, or some little thing in your conduct that irritates her because she does not fully comprehend you. The truth is, Emily would have been more ready to make advances if she had been quite sure of her fitness for Mrs. Barnet’s society, who has of course been accustomed to London people of good position, which made Emily fearful of intruding.’
‘Well, maybe I was,’ Downe said with a smirk, trying to act like the last person you'd expect to feel pride. ‘But she’s probably going to figure out what’s bothering Mrs. Barnet. It might be a misunderstanding, you know—something she feels too proud to ask you to clarify, or a small detail in how you act that annoys her because she doesn’t quite get you. The truth is, Emily would have been more willing to reach out if she’d felt confident about fitting in with Mrs. Barnet’s circle, who, of course, is used to well-to-do London folks, which made Emily nervous about stepping in.’
Barnet expressed his warmest thanks for the well-intentioned proposition. There was reason in Mrs. Downe’s fear—that he owned. ‘But do let her call,’ he said. ‘There is no woman in England I would so soon trust on such an errand. I am afraid there will not be any brilliant result; still I shall take it as the kindest and nicest thing if she will try it, and not be frightened at a repulse.’
Barnet offered his heartfelt thanks for the thoughtful suggestion. He acknowledged Mrs. Downe’s concern. “But please let her reach out,” he said. “There’s no woman in England I would trust more for such a task. I'm worried there won't be a great outcome; still, I'll see it as the kindest and nicest gesture if she tries, and I hope she won't be put off by any rejection.”
When Barnet and Downe had parted, the former went to the Town Savings-Bank, of which he was a trustee, and endeavoured to forget his troubles in the contemplation of low sums of money, and figures in a network of red and blue lines. He sat and watched the working-people making their deposits, to which at intervals he signed his name. Before he left in the afternoon Downe put his head inside the door.
When Barnet and Downe said their goodbyes, Barnet headed to the Town Savings Bank, where he was a trustee. He tried to distract himself from his problems by focusing on small amounts of money and the numbers laid out in a mix of red and blue lines. He sat there and watched the workers making their deposits, occasionally signing his name. Before he left in the afternoon, Downe popped his head in the door.
‘Emily has seen Mrs. Barnet,’ he said, in a low voice. ‘She has got Mrs. Barnet’s promise to take her for a drive down to the shore to-morrow, if it is fine. Good afternoon!’
‘Emily has seen Mrs. Barnet,’ he said softly. ‘She has Mrs. Barnet’s promise to take her for a drive down to the beach tomorrow, if the weather is nice. Good afternoon!’
Barnet shook Downe by the hand without speaking, and Downe went away.
Barnet shook Downe's hand silently, and Downe left.
CHAPTER IV
The next day was as fine as the arrangement could possibly require. As the sun passed the meridian and declined westward, the tall shadows from the scaffold-poles of Barnet’s rising residence streaked the ground as far as to the middle of the highway. Barnet himself was there inspecting the progress of the works for the first time during several weeks. A building in an old-fashioned town five-and-thirty years ago did not, as in the modern fashion, rise from the sod like a booth at a fair. The foundations and lower courses were put in and allowed to settle for many weeks before the superstructure was built up, and a whole summer of drying was hardly sufficient to do justice to the important issues involved. Barnet stood within a window-niche which had as yet received no frame, and thence looked down a slope into the road. The wheels of a chaise were heard, and then his handsome Xantippe, in the company of Mrs. Downe, drove past on their way to the shore. They were driving slowly; there was a pleasing light in Mrs. Downe’s face, which seemed faintly to reflect itself upon the countenance of her companion—that politesse du coeur which was so natural to her having possibly begun already to work results. But whatever the situation, Barnet resolved not to interfere, or do anything to hazard the promise of the day. He might well afford to trust the issue to another when he could never direct it but to ill himself. His wife’s clenched rein-hand in its lemon-coloured glove, her stiff erect figure, clad in velvet and lace, and her boldly-outlined face, passed on, exhibiting their owner as one fixed for ever above the level of her companion—socially by her early breeding, and materially by her higher cushion.
The next day was as nice as could be expected. As the sun reached its peak and started to dip in the west, the long shadows from the scaffold poles of Barnet’s new house stretched across the ground all the way to the middle of the road. Barnet himself was there, checking on the progress of the work for the first time in several weeks. A building in an old-fashioned town thirty-five years ago didn’t, like today, pop up from the ground like a fair booth. The foundations and lower levels were laid and allowed to settle for many weeks before the upper structure was constructed, and a whole summer of drying hardly did justice to the significant matters at stake. Barnet stood in a window nook that hadn’t been framed yet, looking down a slope into the road. He could hear the wheels of a carriage, and then his beautiful Xantippe, along with Mrs. Downe, drove by on their way to the shore. They were going slowly; there was a lovely light in Mrs. Downe’s face, which seemed to faintly reflect on her companion’s expression—that politesse du coeur which came so naturally to her might have already begun to have an effect. But no matter the situation, Barnet decided not to interfere or do anything that might spoil the pleasant day. He could easily leave the outcome to someone else when he could only manage it to end badly for himself. His wife’s tightly held reins in their lemon-colored glove, her stiff upright figure dressed in velvet and lace, and her boldly defined face passed by, presenting her as someone permanently elevated above her companion—socially due to her upbringing, and materially by her higher seat.
Barnet decided to allow them a proper time to themselves, and then stroll down to the shore and drive them home. After lingering on at the house for another hour he started with this intention. A few hundred yards below ‘Château Ringdale’ stood the cottage in which the late lieutenant’s daughter had her lodging. Barnet had not been so far that way for a long time, and as he approached the forbidden ground a curious warmth passed into him, which led him to perceive that, unless he were careful, he might have to fight the battle with himself about Lucy over again. A tenth of his present excuse would, however, have justified him in travelling by that road to-day.
Barnet decided to give them some proper time alone and then walk down to the shore to drive them home. After hanging around at the house for another hour, he set off with this plan. A few hundred yards below ‘Château Ringdale’ was the cottage where the late lieutenant’s daughter stayed. Barnet hadn't been that way in a long time, and as he got closer to the forbidden area, he felt a strange warmth inside him, making him realize that unless he was careful, he might have to deal with his feelings for Lucy all over again. However, even a fraction of his current reason would have justified him taking that route today.
He came opposite the dwelling, and turned his eyes for a momentary glance into the little garden that stretched from the palings to the door. Lucy was in the enclosure; she was walking and stooping to gather some flowers, possibly for the purpose of painting them, for she moved about quickly, as if anxious to save time. She did not see him; he might have passed unnoticed; but a sensation which was not in strict unison with his previous sentiments that day led him to pause in his walk and watch her. She went nimbly round and round the beds of anemones, tulips, jonquils, polyanthuses, and other old-fashioned flowers, looking a very charming figure in her half-mourning bonnet, and with an incomplete nosegay in her left hand. Raising herself to pull down a lilac blossom she observed him.
He walked up to the house and took a quick look at the little garden that stretched from the fence to the door. Lucy was inside the garden; she was walking around and bending down to pick some flowers, probably to paint them, as she moved quickly, eager to save time. She didn't notice him; he might have gone by unnoticed, but a feeling that was different from his earlier mood that day made him stop and watch her. She moved nimbly around the beds of anemones, tulips, jonquils, polyanthuses, and other old-fashioned flowers, looking quite charming in her half-mourning bonnet, with an incomplete bouquet in her left hand. As she reached up to pick a lilac blossom, she caught sight of him.
‘Mr. Barnet!’ she said, innocently smiling. ‘Why, I have been thinking of you many times since Mrs. Barnet went by in the pony-carriage, and now here you are!’
‘Mr. Barnet!’ she said with an innocent smile. ‘I’ve been thinking about you several times since Mrs. Barnet passed by in the pony carriage, and now here you are!’
‘Yes, Lucy,’ he said.
"Yeah, Lucy," he said.
Then she seemed to recall particulars of their last meeting, and he believed that she flushed, though it might have been only the fancy of his own supersensitivenesss.
Then she appeared to remember details of their last meeting, and he thought she blushed, although it could have just been a product of his own heightened sensitivity.
‘I am going to the harbour,’ he added.
‘I’m heading to the harbor,’ he added.
‘Are you?’ Lucy remarked simply. ‘A great many people begin to go there now the summer is drawing on.’
‘Are you?’ Lucy said simply. ‘A lot of people are starting to go there now that summer is approaching.’
Her face had come more into his view as she spoke, and he noticed how much thinner and paler it was than when he had seen it last. ‘Lucy, how weary you look! tell me, can I help you?’ he was going to cry out.—‘If I do,’ he thought, ‘it will be the ruin of us both!’ He merely said that the afternoon was fine, and went on his way.
Her face came more into his view as she talked, and he noticed how much thinner and paler it was than the last time he had seen her. “Lucy, you look so tired! Can I help you?” he almost shouted. “If I do,” he thought, “it’ll be the end for both of us!” He just said the afternoon was nice and continued on his way.
As he went a sudden blast of air came over the hill as if in contradiction to his words, and spoilt the previous quiet of the scene. The wind had already shifted violently, and now smelt of the sea.
As he walked, a sudden gust of wind swept over the hill, contradicting his words and disturbing the earlier calm of the scene. The wind had already changed direction aggressively, and now carried the scent of the sea.
The harbour-road soon began to justify its name. A gap appeared in the rampart of hills which shut out the sea, and on the left of the opening rose a vertical cliff, coloured a burning orange by the sunlight, the companion cliff on the right being livid in shade. Between these cliffs, like the Libyan bay which sheltered the shipwrecked Trojans, was a little haven, seemingly a beginning made by Nature herself of a perfect harbour, which appealed to the passer-by as only requiring a little human industry to finish it and make it famous, the ground on each side as far back as the daisied slopes that bounded the interior valley being a mere layer of blown sand. But the Port-Bredy burgesses a mile inland had, in the course of ten centuries, responded many times to that mute appeal, with the result that the tides had invariably choked up their works with sand and shingle as soon as completed. There were but few houses here: a rough pier, a few boats, some stores, an inn, a residence or two, a ketch unloading in the harbour, were the chief features of the settlement. On the open ground by the shore stood his wife’s pony-carriage, empty, the boy in attendance holding the horse.
The harbor road soon started to earn its name. A gap appeared in the line of hills that blocked the sea, and on the left side of the opening, a steep cliff rose, glowing a fiery orange in the sunlight, while the cliff on the right was grey with shade. Nestled between these cliffs was a small harbor, resembling the Libyan bay that sheltered the shipwrecked Trojans, seemingly crafted by Nature herself as the perfect harbor, which seemed to need just a bit of human effort to complete it and make it well-known. The ground on either side, stretching back to the flower-covered slopes that framed the inner valley, was merely a layer of blown sand. However, the residents of Port-Bredy, a mile inland, had over ten centuries responded many times to that silent invitation, only to find that the tides filled their efforts with sand and pebbles as soon as they were done. There were only a few houses: a rough pier, a handful of boats, some storage buildings, an inn, a couple of residences, and a ketch unloading in the harbor were the main features of the settlement. On the open area by the shore stood his wife’s empty pony carriage, with the boy holding the horse.
When Barnet drew nearer, he saw an indigo-coloured spot moving swiftly along beneath the radiant base of the eastern cliff, which proved to be a man in a jersey, running with all his might. He held up his hand to Barnet, as it seemed, and they approached each other. The man was local, but a stranger to him.
When Barnet got closer, he noticed a dark blue spot moving quickly along the bright base of the eastern cliff, which turned out to be a guy in a jersey, running as fast as he could. He raised his hand to Barnet, or at least it seemed that way, and they got closer to each other. The man was from the area, but Barnet didn’t know him.
‘What is it, my man?’ said Barnet.
'What's going on, my guy?' Barnet asked.
‘A terrible calamity!’ the boatman hastily explained. Two ladies had been capsized in a boat—they were Mrs. Downe and Mrs. Barnet of the old town; they had driven down there that afternoon—they had alighted, and it was so fine, that, after walking about a little while, they had been tempted to go out for a short sail round the cliff. Just as they were putting in to the shore, the wind shifted with a sudden gust, the boat listed over, and it was thought they were both drowned. How it could have happened was beyond his mind to fathom, for John Green knew how to sail a boat as well as any man there.
‘A terrible disaster!’ the boatman quickly explained. Two women had capsized in a boat—they were Mrs. Downe and Mrs. Barnet from the old town; they had driven down there that afternoon—they had gotten out, and it was so nice that after walking around for a bit, they were tempted to go for a short sail around the cliff. Just as they were heading back to shore, the wind suddenly gusted, tipping the boat over, and it was believed they had both drowned. How it could have happened was beyond him to understand, because John Green knew how to sail a boat as well as anyone there.
‘Which is the way to the place?’ said Barnet.
‘Which way is it to the place?’ Barnet asked.
It was just round the cliff.
It was just around the cliff.
‘Run to the carriage and tell the boy to bring it to the place as soon as you can. Then go to the Harbour Inn and tell them to ride to town for a doctor. Have they been got out of the water?’
‘Run to the carriage and tell the boy to bring it to the spot as quickly as possible. Then head to the Harbour Inn and ask them to ride into town for a doctor. Have they been pulled out of the water?’
‘One lady has.’
‘One woman has.’
‘Which?’
‘Which one?’
‘Mrs. Barnet. Mrs. Downe, it is feared, has fleeted out to sea.’
‘Mrs. Barnet. Mrs. Downe, it is feared, has drifted out to sea.’
Barnet ran on to that part of the shore which the cliff had hitherto obscured from his view, and there discerned, a long way ahead, a group of fishermen standing. As soon as he came up one or two recognized him, and, not liking to meet his eye, turned aside with misgiving. He went amidst them and saw a small sailing-boat lying draggled at the water’s edge; and, on the sloping shingle beside it, a soaked and sandy woman’s form in the velvet dress and yellow gloves of his wife.
Barnet ran to the part of the shore that the cliff had hidden from his view, and there he spotted a group of fishermen in the distance. As he approached, a couple of them recognized him and, not wanting to meet his gaze, looked away anxiously. He moved among them and noticed a small sailing boat lying in disarray at the water’s edge; beside it, on the sloping stones, was the soaked and sandy figure of his wife in her velvet dress and yellow gloves.
CHAPTER V
All had been done that could be done. Mrs. Barnet was in her own house under medical hands, but the result was still uncertain. Barnet had acted as if devotion to his wife were the dominant passion of his existence. There had been much to decide—whether to attempt restoration of the apparently lifeless body as it lay on the shore—whether to carry her to the Harbour Inn—whether to drive with her at once to his own house. The first course, with no skilled help or appliances near at hand, had seemed hopeless. The second course would have occupied nearly as much time as a drive to the town, owing to the intervening ridges of shingle, and the necessity of crossing the harbour by boat to get to the house, added to which much time must have elapsed before a doctor could have arrived down there. By bringing her home in the carriage some precious moments had slipped by; but she had been laid in her own bed in seven minutes, a doctor called to her side, and every possible restorative brought to bear upon her.
All that could be done had been done. Mrs. Barnet was in her own house, receiving medical care, but the outcome was still uncertain. Barnet acted like his dedication to his wife was the main focus of his life. He had a lot to figure out—whether to try to revive the seemingly lifeless body on the shore, whether to take her to the Harbour Inn, or whether to drive her straight to their house. The first option seemed hopeless without any skilled help or equipment nearby. The second option would have taken almost as long as driving to town, due to the surrounding ridges of shingle and the need to cross the harbor by boat to reach the house, not to mention that a doctor would take a while to arrive down there. By bringing her home in the carriage, some valuable time was lost, but she was placed in her own bed within seven minutes, a doctor was called to her side, and every possible restorative treatment was administered.
At what a tearing pace he had driven up that road, through the yellow evening sunlight, the shadows flapping irksomely into his eyes as each wayside object rushed past between him and the west! Tired workmen with their baskets at their backs had turned on their homeward journey to wonder at his speed. Halfway between the shore and Port-Bredy town he had met Charlson, who had been the first surgeon to hear of the accident. He was accompanied by his assistant in a gig. Barnet had sent on the latter to the coast in case that Downe’s poor wife should by that time have been reclaimed from the waves, and had brought Charlson back with him to the house.
At what a fast pace he had driven up that road, through the yellow evening sunlight, the shadows irritatingly flashing into his eyes as each roadside object rushed past him toward the west! Tired workers with their baskets on their backs had turned on their way home to marvel at his speed. Halfway between the shore and Port-Bredy town, he had run into Charlson, the first surgeon to hear about the accident. He was with his assistant in a carriage. Barnet had sent the assistant to the coast in case Downe’s poor wife had been retrieved from the waves by then, and he had brought Charlson back with him to the house.
Barnet’s presence was not needed here, and he felt it to be his next duty to set off at once and find Downe, that no other than himself might break the news to him.
Barnet didn't need to be here, and he decided that his next responsibility was to leave immediately and find Downe, so that only he could deliver the news to him.
He was quite sure that no chance had been lost for Mrs. Downe by his leaving the shore. By the time that Mrs. Barnet had been laid in the carriage, a much larger group had assembled to lend assistance in finding her friend, rendering his own help superfluous. But the duty of breaking the news was made doubly painful by the circumstance that the catastrophe which had befallen Mrs. Downe was solely the result of her own and her husband’s loving-kindness towards himself.
He was certain that Mrs. Downe had not missed any opportunity because he had left the shore. By the time Mrs. Barnet was settled in the carriage, a much larger crowd had gathered to help find her friend, making his own help unnecessary. However, delivering the news was even more painful because the tragedy that had struck Mrs. Downe was entirely due to the loving kindness shown to him by her and her husband.
He found Downe in his office. When the solicitor comprehended the intelligence he turned pale, stood up, and remained for a moment perfectly still, as if bereft of his faculties; then his shoulders heaved, he pulled out his handkerchief and began to cry like a child. His sobs might have been heard in the next room. He seemed to have no idea of going to the shore, or of doing anything; but when Barnet took him gently by the hand and proposed to start at once, he quietly acquiesced, neither uttering any further word nor making any effort to repress his tears.
He found Downe in his office. When the lawyer realized the news, he turned pale, stood up, and froze for a moment, as if he couldn’t think straight; then his shoulders shook, he pulled out his handkerchief, and started crying like a child. His sobs could possibly be heard in the next room. He didn’t seem to have any intention of going to the shore or doing anything, but when Barnet gently took his hand and suggested they leave immediately, he quietly agreed, not saying another word or trying to hold back his tears.
Barnet accompanied him to the shore, where, finding that no trace had as yet been seen of Mrs. Downe, and that his stay would be of no avail, he left Downe with his friends and the young doctor, and once more hastened back to his own house.
Barnet went with him to the beach, where he discovered that no sign of Mrs. Downe had been found yet, and knowing that staying would be pointless, he left Downe with his friends and the young doctor, and quickly returned to his own home.
At the door he met Charlson. ‘Well!’ Barnet said.
At the door, he ran into Charlson. "Hey!" Barnet said.
‘I have just come down,’ said the doctor; ‘we have done everything, but without result. I sympathize with you in your bereavement.’
‘I just got here,’ said the doctor; ‘we’ve done everything we can, but it hasn’t worked. I’m really sorry for your loss.’
Barnet did not much appreciate Charlson’s sympathy, which sounded to his ears as something of a mockery from the lips of a man who knew what Charlson knew about their domestic relations. Indeed there seemed an odd spark in Charlson’s full black eye as he said the words; but that might have been imaginary.
Barnet didn’t really value Charlson’s sympathy, which came off to him as a sort of mockery from someone who was well aware of their personal situation. In fact, there seemed to be a strange gleam in Charlson’s dark eye as he spoke, but that might have just been his imagination.
‘And, Mr. Barnet,’ Charlson resumed, ‘that little matter between us—I hope to settle it finally in three weeks at least.’
‘And, Mr. Barnet,’ Charlson continued, ‘I hope to wrap up that small issue between us in at least three weeks.’
‘Never mind that now,’ said Barnet abruptly. He directed the surgeon to go to the harbour in case his services might even now be necessary there: and himself entered the house.
‘Forget about that for now,’ Barnet said abruptly. He told the surgeon to head to the harbor in case he might still be needed there, and then he entered the house.
The servants were coming from his wife’s chamber, looking helplessly at each other and at him. He passed them by and entered the room, where he stood mutely regarding the bed for a few minutes, after which he walked into his own dressing-room adjoining, and there paced up and down. In a minute or two he noticed what a strange and total silence had come over the upper part of the house; his own movements, muffled as they were by the carpet, seemed noisy, and his thoughts to disturb the air like articulate utterances. His eye glanced through the window. Far down the road to the harbour a roof detained his gaze: out of it rose a red chimney, and out of the red chimney a curl of smoke, as from a fire newly kindled. He had often seen such a sight before. In that house lived Lucy Savile; and the smoke was from the fire which was regularly lighted at this time to make her tea.
The servants were coming from his wife’s room, looking helplessly at each other and at him. He walked past them and entered the room, where he stood silently staring at the bed for a few minutes. Then he went into his own dressing room next door and started pacing back and forth. After a minute or two, he realized how strange and completely quiet it had become in the upper part of the house; his own movements, muffled by the carpet, felt loud, and his thoughts seemed to disturb the air like spoken words. He glanced out the window. Down the road to the harbor, a roof caught his eye: from it, a red chimney rose, and from the red chimney curled a wisp of smoke, as if from a fire just lit. He had seen that scene many times before. In that house lived Lucy Savile, and the smoke was from the fire that was regularly started at this time to make her tea.
After that he went back to the bedroom, and stood there some time regarding his wife’s silent form. She was a woman some years older than himself, but had not by any means overpassed the maturity of good looks and vigour. Her passionate features, well-defined, firm, and statuesque in life, were doubly so now: her mouth and brow, beneath her purplish black hair, showed only too clearly that the turbulency of character which had made a bear-garden of his house had been no temporary phase of her existence. While he reflected, he suddenly said to himself, I wonder if all has been done?
After that, he went back to the bedroom and stood there for a while, looking at his wife's silent form. She was a few years older than him, but she definitely hadn't lost her good looks or vitality. Her passionate features, well-defined, strong, and statuesque in life, appeared even more pronounced now: her mouth and forehead, framed by her purplish-black hair, made it clear that the fierce character that had turned their home into chaos wasn't just a passing phase for her. As he pondered this, he suddenly thought to himself, I wonder if everything has been done?
The thought was led up to by his having fancied that his wife’s features lacked in its complete form the expression which he had been accustomed to associate with the faces of those whose spirits have fled for ever. The effacement of life was not so marked but that, entering uninformed, he might have supposed her sleeping. Her complexion was that seen in the numerous faded portraits by Sir Joshua Reynolds; it was pallid in comparison with life, but there was visible on a close inspection the remnant of what had once been a flush; the keeping between the cheeks and the hollows of the face being thus preserved, although positive colour was gone. Long orange rays of evening sun stole in through chinks in the blind, striking on the large mirror, and being thence reflected upon the crimson hangings and woodwork of the heavy bedstead, so that the general tone of light was remarkably warm; and it was probable that something might be due to this circumstance. Still the fact impressed him as strange. Charlson had been gone more than a quarter of an hour: could it be possible that he had left too soon, and that his attempts to restore her had operated so sluggishly as only now to have made themselves felt? Barnet laid his hand upon her chest, and fancied that ever and anon a faint flutter of palpitation, gentle as that of a butterfly’s wing, disturbed the stillness there—ceasing for a time, then struggling to go on, then breaking down in weakness and ceasing again.
The thought arose from his feeling that his wife's features didn't fully show the expression he usually associated with those whose spirits were gone forever. The absence of life wasn't so obvious that, if he had walked in unaware, he might have mistaken her for just sleeping. Her complexion was like those faded portraits by Sir Joshua Reynolds; it was pale compared to living skin, but on closer inspection, you could see a trace of what had once been a blush—the balance between her cheeks and the hollows of her face was still there, even though the color was gone. Long orange rays of the evening sun filtered through gaps in the blinds, hitting the large mirror and bouncing off the crimson drapes and the woodwork of the heavy bed, creating a warm overall light; it’s likely that this contributed to the scene. Still, he found it odd. Charlson had been gone for more than fifteen minutes: could it be possible he had left too early, and that his efforts to bring her back were so slow that they were only just now becoming noticeable? Barnet placed his hand on her chest, convinced he felt a faint flutter of a heartbeat, gentle like a butterfly's wing, disturbing the stillness—pausing for a moment, then struggling to continue, then fading in weakness and stopping again.
Barnet’s mother had been an active practitioner of the healing art among her poorer neighbours, and her inspirations had all been derived from an octavo volume of Domestic Medicine, which at this moment was lying, as it had lain for many years, on a shelf in Barnet’s dressing-room. He hastily fetched it, and there read under the head ‘Drowning:’-
Barnet’s mother had been actively practicing healing among her less fortunate neighbors, and her knowledge came from an octavo book on Domestic Medicine, which had been sitting on a shelf in Barnet’s dressing room for many years. He quickly grabbed it and read under the section titled ‘Drowning:’-
‘Exertions for the recovery of any person who has not been immersed for a
longer period than half-an-hour should be continued for at least four hours, as
there have been many cases in which returning life has made itself visible even
after a longer interval.
‘Should, however, a weak action of any of the organs show itself when the
case seems almost hopeless, our efforts must be redoubled; the feeble spark in
this case requires to be solicited; it will certainly disappear under a
relaxation of labour.’
‘Efforts to revive anyone who hasn’t been submerged for more than half an hour should go on for at least four hours, as there have been many instances where signs of life have appeared even after a longer time.
‘However, if any of the organs show weak activity while the situation seems nearly hopeless, we must intensify our efforts; that faint spark needs encouragement; it will definitely fade away if we stop working.’
Barnet looked at his watch; it was now barely two hours and a half from the time when he had first heard of the accident. He threw aside the book and turned quickly to reach a stimulant which had previously been used. Pulling up the blind for more light, his eye glanced out of the window. There he saw that red chimney still smoking cheerily, and that roof, and through the roof that somebody. His mechanical movements stopped, his hand remained on the blind-cord, and he seemed to become breathless, as if he had suddenly found himself treading a high rope.
Barnet checked his watch; it had been just two and a half hours since he first heard about the accident. He tossed aside the book and quickly reached for a stimulant he had used before. Pulling up the blind for more light, he glanced out the window. There he saw that red chimney still puffing away, and that roof, and through the roof, that person. His movements froze, his hand lingered on the blind cord, and he seemed to be gasping for air, as if he had suddenly found himself walking a tightrope.
While he stood a sparrow lighted on the windowsill, saw him, and flew away. Next a man and a dog walked over one of the green hills which bulged above the roofs of the town. But Barnet took no notice.
While he stood there, a sparrow landed on the windowsill, spotted him, and flew away. Next, a man and a dog walked over one of the green hills that rose above the roofs of the town. But Barnet didn't pay any attention.
We may wonder what were the exact images that passed through his mind during those minutes of gazing upon Lucy Savile’s house, the sparrow, the man and the dog, and Lucy Savile’s house again. There are honest men who will not admit to their thoughts, even as idle hypotheses, views of the future that assume as done a deed which they would recoil from doing; and there are other honest men for whom morality ends at the surface of their own heads, who will deliberate what the first will not so much as suppose. Barnet had a wife whose pretence distracted his home; she now lay as in death; by merely doing nothing—by letting the intelligence which had gone forth to the world lie undisturbed—he would effect such a deliverance for himself as he had never hoped for, and open up an opportunity of which till now he had never dreamed. Whether the conjuncture had arisen through any unscrupulous, ill-considered impulse of Charlson to help out of a strait the friend who was so kind as never to press him for what was due could not be told; there was nothing to prove it; and it was a question which could never be asked. The triangular situation—himself—his wife—Lucy Savile—was the one clear thing.
We might wonder what exactly went through his mind during those minutes while he looked at Lucy Savile’s house, the sparrow, the man, and the dog, then back to Lucy Savile’s house again. There are honest people who won’t admit to their thoughts, even as idle musings, ideas about the future that assume a deed has been done which they would flinch from carrying out; and there are others who think that morality stops at their own heads, who will consider what the first group wouldn't even dare to imagine. Barnet had a wife whose pretense made his home uncomfortable; she now lay as if dead; by simply doing nothing—by allowing the thoughts he had shared with the world to remain undisturbed—he could achieve a release for himself that he had never hoped for, and create an opportunity he had never even dreamed of until now. Whether this situation arose from some thoughtless, impulsive action of Charlson to help a friend who was kind enough not to press him for what he owed could not be determined; there was no evidence to prove it; and it was a question that could never be asked. The triangular situation—himself—his wife—Lucy Savile—was the only clear thing.
From Barnet’s actions we may infer that he supposed such and such a result, for a moment, but did not deliberate. He withdrew his hazel eyes from the scene without, calmly turned, rang the bell for assistance, and vigorously exerted himself to learn if life still lingered in that motionless frame. In a short time another surgeon was in attendance; and then Barnet’s surmise proved to be true. The slow life timidly heaved again; but much care and patience were needed to catch and retain it, and a considerable period elapsed before it could be said with certainty that Mrs. Barnet lived. When this was the case, and there was no further room for doubt, Barnet left the chamber. The blue evening smoke from Lucy’s chimney had died down to an imperceptible stream, and as he walked about downstairs he murmured to himself, ‘My wife was dead, and she is alive again.’
From Barnet’s actions, we can infer that he thought for a moment that a certain outcome was possible, but he didn’t really think it over. He pulled his hazel eyes away from the scene outside, calmly turned, rang the bell for help, and worked hard to find out if there was still life in that still body. Soon after, another surgeon arrived, and Barnet’s guess turned out to be correct. The faint signs of life cautiously stirred again; however, a lot of care and patience were required to grasp and hold onto it, and it took quite a while before it could be said for sure that Mrs. Barnet was alive. Once it was confirmed, and there was no longer any doubt, Barnet left the room. The blue evening smoke from Lucy’s chimney had faded to an almost invisible wisp, and as he walked around downstairs, he murmured to himself, ‘My wife was dead, and she is alive again.’
It was not so with Downe. After three hours’ immersion his wife’s body had been recovered, life, of course, being quite extinct. Barnet on descending, went straight to his friend’s house, and there learned the result. Downe was helpless in his wild grief, occasionally even hysterical. Barnet said little, but finding that some guiding hand was necessary in the sorrow-stricken household, took upon him to supervise and manage till Downe should be in a state of mind to do so for himself.
It was different for Downe. After three hours of searching, they found his wife’s body, and she was obviously dead. When Barnet got back, he went straight to his friend’s house and learned what had happened. Downe was lost in his overwhelming grief, sometimes even acting hysterically. Barnet didn’t say much, but seeing that the family needed someone to help them through the pain, he took it upon himself to oversee things until Downe was in a better frame of mind to handle it.
CHAPTER VI
One September evening, four months later, when Mrs. Barnet was in perfect health, and Mrs. Downe but a weakening memory, an errand-boy paused to rest himself in front of Mr. Barnet’s old house, depositing his basket on one of the window-sills. The street was not yet lighted, but there were lights in the house, and at intervals a flitting shadow fell upon the blind at his elbow. Words also were audible from the same apartment, and they seemed to be those of persons in violent altercation. But the boy could not gather their purport, and he went on his way.
One September evening, four months later, when Mrs. Barnet was in excellent health and Mrs. Downe had a fading memory, a delivery boy stopped to take a break in front of Mr. Barnet’s old house, resting his basket on one of the window sills. The street wasn’t lit yet, but lights were on in the house, and every now and then a quick shadow passed over the blind beside him. He could also hear voices from the same room, and they sounded like people were having a heated argument. However, the boy couldn’t make out what they were saying, so he continued on his way.
Ten minutes afterwards the door of Barnet’s house opened, and a tall closely-veiled lady in a travelling-dress came out and descended the freestone steps. The servant stood in the doorway watching her as she went with a measured tread down the street. When she had been out of sight for some minutes Barnet appeared at the door from within.
Ten minutes later, the door of Barnet’s house swung open, and a tall woman in a travel outfit, wearing a veil, stepped out and walked down the stone steps. The servant stood in the doorway, watching her walk down the street with a steady pace. After she had disappeared from view for a few minutes, Barnet appeared at the door from inside.
‘Did your mistress leave word where she was going?’ he asked.
“Did your boss say where she was going?” he asked.
‘No, sir.’
'No, thank you.'
‘Is the carriage ordered to meet her anywhere?’
‘Is the carriage arranged to pick her up anywhere?’
‘No, sir.’
'Not a chance.'
‘Did she take a latch-key?’
"Did she take a key?"
‘No, sir.’
'No, thank you.'
Barnet went in again, sat down in his chair, and leaned back. Then in solitude and silence he brooded over the bitter emotions that filled his heart. It was for this that he had gratuitously restored her to life, and made his union with another impossible! The evening drew on, and nobody came to disturb him. At bedtime he told the servants to retire, that he would sit up for Mrs. Barnet himself; and when they were gone he leaned his head upon his hand and mused for hours.
Barnet went in again, sat down in his chair, and leaned back. Then, alone and in silence, he reflected on the painful emotions that filled his heart. This was the reason he had selflessly brought her back to life and made his union with someone else impossible! The evening went on, and nobody came to bother him. At bedtime, he told the servants to leave, saying he would wait up for Mrs. Barnet himself; and when they were gone, he rested his head on his hand and thought for hours.
The clock struck one, two; still his wife came not, and, with impatience added to depression, he went from room to room till another weary hour had passed. This was not altogether a new experience for Barnet; but she had never before so prolonged her absence. At last he sat down again and fell asleep.
The clock struck one, then two; still his wife hadn’t come back, and, feeling both impatient and sad, he moved from room to room until another tiring hour passed. This wasn’t entirely a new experience for Barnet; however, she had never been gone for so long before. Finally, he sat down again and fell asleep.
He awoke at six o’clock to find that she had not returned. In searching about the rooms he discovered that she had taken a case of jewels which had been hers before her marriage. At eight a note was brought him; it was from his wife, in which she stated that she had gone by the coach to the house of a distant relative near London, and expressed a wish that certain boxes, articles of clothing, and so on, might be sent to her forthwith. The note was brought to him by a waiter at the Black-Bull Hotel, and had been written by Mrs. Barnet immediately before she took her place in the stage.
He woke up at six o’clock to find that she hadn’t come back. While searching the rooms, he discovered she had taken a case of jewels that had belonged to her before their marriage. At eight, a note was delivered to him; it was from his wife, stating that she had taken the coach to a distant relative’s house near London and requested that certain boxes, clothing, and so on be sent to her right away. The note was brought to him by a waiter at the Black-Bull Hotel and had been written by Mrs. Barnet just before she boarded the stagecoach.
By the evening this order was carried out, and Barnet, with a sense of relief, walked out into the town. A fair had been held during the day, and the large clear moon which rose over the most prominent hill flung its light upon the booths and standings that still remained in the street, mixing its rays curiously with those from the flaring naphtha lamps. The town was full of country-people who had come in to enjoy themselves, and on this account Barnet strolled through the streets unobserved. With a certain recklessness he made for the harbour-road, and presently found himself by the shore, where he walked on till he came to the spot near which his friend the kindly Mrs. Downe had lost her life, and his own wife’s life had been preserved. A tremulous pathway of bright moonshine now stretched over the water which had engulfed them, and not a living soul was near.
By evening, this order was completed, and Barnet, feeling relieved, walked out into the town. A fair had taken place during the day, and the large, bright moon rising over the most prominent hill cast its light onto the booths and stalls that still lined the street, mixing its beams interestingly with the glow from the bright naphtha lamps. The town was packed with country folks who had come in for some fun, allowing Barnet to stroll through the streets unnoticed. With a bit of recklessness, he headed towards the harbor road and soon found himself by the shore, walking until he reached the spot where his friend, the kind Mrs. Downe, had lost her life, and where his own wife had been saved. A shimmering path of bright moonlight stretched over the water that had swallowed them up, and there wasn't a soul in sight.
Here he ruminated on their characters, and next on the young girl in whom he now took a more sensitive interest than at the time when he had been free to marry her. Nothing, so far as he was aware, had ever appeared in his own conduct to show that such an interest existed. He had made it a point of the utmost strictness to hinder that feeling from influencing in the faintest degree his attitude towards his wife; and this was made all the more easy for him by the small demand Mrs. Barnet made upon his attentions, for which she ever evinced the greatest contempt; thus unwittingly giving him the satisfaction of knowing that their severance owed nothing to jealousy, or, indeed, to any personal behaviour of his at all. Her concern was not with him or his feelings, as she frequently told him; but that she had, in a moment of weakness, thrown herself away upon a common burgher when she might have aimed at, and possibly brought down, a peer of the realm. Her frequent depreciation of Barnet in these terms had at times been so intense that he was sorely tempted to retaliate on her egotism by owning that he loved at the same low level on which he lived; but prudence had prevailed, for which he was now thankful.
Here he thought about their personalities, and then about the young girl he now felt a deeper interest in than when he had the chance to marry her. As far as he knew, nothing in his behavior had ever indicated that such an interest existed. He had been very careful to prevent that feeling from affecting how he treated his wife, and it was easier for him because Mrs. Barnet demanded very little from him and showed great disdain for it; this unwittingly gave him the comfort of knowing that their separation was not due to jealousy or any personal actions of his. Her focus was not on him or his feelings, as she often pointed out to him; rather, she lamented that in a moment of weakness, she had wasted herself on an everyday man instead of aiming for someone much higher in social status, like a peer. Her constant belittling of Barnet had been so extreme at times that he was tempted to respond to her selfishness by admitting that he loved at the same low level at which he lived; but he chose to be prudent, and he was now grateful for that decision.
Something seemed to sound upon the shingle behind him over and above the raking of the wave. He looked round, and a slight girlish shape appeared quite close to him, He could not see her face because it was in the direction of the moon.
Something seemed to make a noise on the shingle behind him, over the sound of the waves. He turned around, and a slender girlish figure appeared right next to him. He couldn’t see her face because it was turned toward the moon.
‘Mr. Barnet?’ the rambler said, in timid surprise. The voice was the voice of Lucy Savile.
‘Mr. Barnet?’ the walker said, in hesitant surprise. The voice belonged to Lucy Savile.
‘Yes,’ said Barnet. ‘How can I repay you for this pleasure?’
‘Yes,’ Barnet said. ‘How can I pay you back for this pleasure?’
‘I only came because the night was so clear. I am now on my way home.’
‘I only came because the night was so clear. I'm heading home now.’
‘I am glad we have met. I want to know if you will let me do something for you, to give me an occupation, as an idle man? I am sure I ought to help you, for I know you are almost without friends.’
‘I’m really glad we met. I want to know if you’ll let me do something for you, to give me something to do since I’m just hanging around? I feel like I should help you because I know you don’t have many friends.’
She hesitated. ‘Why should you tell me that?’ she said.
She paused. “Why would you say that to me?” she asked.
‘In the hope that you will be frank with me.’
‘Hoping you’ll be honest with me.’
‘I am not altogether without friends here. But I am going to make a little change in my life—to go out as a teacher of freehand drawing and practical perspective, of course I mean on a comparatively humble scale, because I have not been specially educated for that profession. But I am sure I shall like it much.’
‘I don't completely lack friends here. But I'm about to make a small change in my life—to start working as a teacher of freehand drawing and practical perspective. Of course, I mean this on a relatively modest level, since I haven't been formally trained for that profession. But I'm confident that I’ll enjoy it a lot.’
‘You have an opening?’
“Do you have a position?”
‘I have not exactly got it, but I have advertised for one.’
‘I don't have it yet, but I've put out an ad for one.’
‘Lucy, you must let me help you!’
‘Lucy, you need to let me help you!’
‘Not at all.’
'Not at all.'
‘You need not think it would compromise you, or that I am indifferent to delicacy. I bear in mind how we stand. It is very unlikely that you will succeed as teacher of the class you mention, so let me do something of a different kind for you. Say what you would like, and it shall be done.’
‘You don’t have to worry that it would compromise you, or that I don't care about sensitivity. I remember where we stand. It’s pretty unlikely that you’ll succeed as the teacher of the class you mentioned, so let me help you in another way. Just tell me what you want, and I’ll make it happen.’
‘No; if I can’t be a drawing-mistress or governess, or something of that sort, I shall go to India and join my brother.’
'No; if I can’t be an art teacher or a tutor, or something like that, I’ll go to India and join my brother.'
‘I wish I could go abroad, anywhere, everywhere with you, Lucy, and leave this place and its associations for ever!’
‘I wish I could go abroad, anywhere, everywhere with you, Lucy, and leave this place and everything tied to it behind for good!’
She played with the end of her bonnet-string, and hastily turned aside. ‘Don’t ever touch upon that kind of topic again,’ she said, with a quick severity not free from anger. ‘It simply makes it impossible for me to see you, much less receive any guidance from you. No, thank you, Mr. Barnet; you can do nothing for me at present; and as I suppose my uncertainty will end in my leaving for India, I fear you never will. If ever I think you can do anything, I will take the trouble to ask you. Till then, good-bye.’
She played with the end of her bonnet string and quickly turned away. “Don’t ever bring up that topic again,” she said, her tone sharp and tinged with anger. “It makes it impossible for me to see you, let alone take any advice from you. No, thank you, Mr. Barnet; you can’t help me right now, and since I think my uncertainty will end with my leaving for India, I doubt you ever will. If I ever believe you can do anything, I’ll make the effort to ask. Until then, goodbye.”
The tone of her latter words was equivocal, and while he remained in doubt whether a gentle irony was or was not inwrought with their sound, she swept lightly round and left him alone. He saw her form get smaller and smaller along the damp belt of sea-sand between ebb and flood; and when she had vanished round the cliff into the harbour-road, he himself followed in the same direction.
The tone of her later words was unclear, and while he was unsure if there was a hint of gentle irony in her voice, she gracefully turned and walked away, leaving him alone. He watched her figure shrink along the wet stretch of sand between the low tide and high tide, and when she disappeared around the cliff into the harbor road, he followed in the same direction.
That her hopes from an advertisement should be the single thread which held Lucy Savile in England was too much for Barnet. On reaching the town he went straight to the residence of Downe, now a widower with four children. The young motherless brood had been sent to bed about a quarter of an hour earlier, and when Barnet entered he found Downe sitting alone. It was the same room as that from which the family had been looking out for Downe at the beginning of the year, when Downe had slipped into the gutter and his wife had been so enviably tender towards him. The old neatness had gone from the house; articles lay in places which could show no reason for their presence, as if momentarily deposited there some months ago, and forgotten ever since; there were no flowers; things were jumbled together on the furniture which should have been in cupboards; and the place in general had that stagnant, unrenovated air which usually pervades the maimed home of the widower.
That Lucy Savile's hopes from an ad were the only thing keeping her in England was too much for Barnet. When he arrived in town, he went straight to Downe's house, now a widower with four kids. The young motherless kids had been put to bed about fifteen minutes earlier, and when Barnet walked in, he found Downe sitting alone. It was the same room where the family had been looking out for Downe at the start of the year, when he had slipped into the gutter and his wife had been so enviably caring toward him. The neatness that used to define the house was gone; items were strewn in places that made no sense, as if they had been left there months ago and forgotten; there were no flowers; things were piled together on the furniture that should have been stored in cupboards; and the whole place had that stagnant, stale feel that often hangs over the broken home of a widower.
Downe soon renewed his customary full-worded lament over his wife, and even when he had worked himself up to tears, went on volubly, as if a listener were a luxury to be enjoyed whenever he could be caught.
Downe soon started his usual lengthy complaint about his wife, and even when he had worked himself up to tears, he kept talking animatedly, as if having someone to listen was a treat to savor whenever he could find an audience.
‘She was a treasure beyond compare, Mr. Barnet! I shall never see such another. Nobody now to nurse me—nobody to console me in those daily troubles, you know, Barnet, which make consolation so necessary to a nature like mine. It would be unbecoming to repine, for her spirit’s home was elsewhere—the tender light in her eyes always showed it; but it is a long dreary time that I have before me, and nobody else can ever fill the void left in my heart by her loss—nobody—nobody!’ And Downe wiped his eyes again.
‘She was a treasure like no other, Mr. Barnet! I will never meet anyone like her again. There's no one here to take care of me—no one to comfort me through those everyday troubles, you know, Barnet, that make comfort so essential for someone like me. It wouldn’t be right to complain, since her spirit has moved on—the gentle light in her eyes always showed that; but I have a long, lonely stretch ahead of me, and no one else can ever fill the void she left in my heart—no one—no one!’ And Downe wiped his eyes again.
‘She was a good woman in the highest sense,’ gravely answered Barnet, who, though Downe’s words drew genuine compassion from his heart, could not help feeling that a tender reticence would have been a finer tribute to Mrs. Downe’s really sterling virtues than such a second-class lament as this.
‘She was a good woman in the highest sense,’ Barnet replied seriously. Although Downe’s words genuinely touched his heart, he couldn’t shake the feeling that a gentle silence would have been a more fitting tribute to Mrs. Downe’s truly admirable qualities than such a mediocre expression of grief.
‘I have something to show you,’ Downe resumed, producing from a drawer a sheet of paper on which was an elaborate design for a canopied tomb. ‘This has been sent me by the architect, but it is not exactly what I want.’
‘I have something to show you,’ Downe continued, pulling out a sheet of paper from a drawer that had an intricate design for a canopied tomb. ‘The architect sent this to me, but it’s not quite what I’m looking for.’
‘You have got Jones to do it, I see, the man who is carrying out my house,’ said Barnet, as he glanced at the signature to the drawing.
‘I see you've got Jones to handle it, the guy who's managing my house,’ said Barnet, as he looked at the signature on the drawing.
‘Yes, but it is not quite what I want. I want something more striking—more like a tomb I have seen in St. Paul’s Cathedral. Nothing less will do justice to my feelings, and how far short of them that will fall!’
‘Yes, but it's not exactly what I want. I want something more eye-catching—more like a tomb I've seen in St. Paul’s Cathedral. Nothing less will express my feelings, and that will fall far short of them!’
Barnet privately thought the design a sufficiently imposing one as it stood, even extravagantly ornate; but, feeling that he had no right to criticize, he said gently, ‘Downe, should you not live more in your children’s lives at the present time, and soften the sharpness of regret for your own past by thinking of their future?’
Barnet quietly thought the design was impressive enough as it was, even overly elaborate; but feeling he had no right to judge, he said softly, “Downe, shouldn’t you focus more on your children’s lives right now and ease the regret about your own past by considering their future?”
‘Yes, yes; but what can I do more?’ asked Downe, wrinkling his forehead hopelessly.
‘Yeah, yeah; but what else can I do?’ asked Downe, furrowing his brow in despair.
It was with anxious slowness that Barnet produced his reply—the secret object of his visit to-night. ‘Did you not say one day that you ought by rights to get a governess for the children?’
It was with nervous hesitation that Barnet finally gave his answer—the real reason for his visit tonight. 'Did you ever mention that you really should get a governess for the kids?'
Downe admitted that he had said so, but that he could not see his way to it. ‘The kind of woman I should like to have,’ he said, ‘would be rather beyond my means. No; I think I shall send them to school in the town when they are old enough to go out alone.’
Downe admitted that he had said it, but he just couldn't see how it would work. ‘The type of woman I’d want to be with,’ he said, ‘would be way out of my league. No; I think I’ll send them to school in town when they’re old enough to go out on their own.’
‘Now, I know of something better than that. The late Lieutenant Savile’s daughter, Lucy, wants to do something for herself in the way of teaching. She would be inexpensive, and would answer your purpose as well as anybody for six or twelve months. She would probably come daily if you were to ask her, and so your housekeeping arrangements would not be much affected.’
‘Now, I know of something better than that. The late Lieutenant Savile’s daughter, Lucy, wants to do something for herself in the way of teaching. She would be affordable, and would serve your needs just as well as anyone for six or twelve months. She would likely come every day if you asked her, so your housekeeping arrangements wouldn’t be greatly impacted.’
‘I thought she had gone away,’ said the solicitor, musing. ‘Where does she live?’
‘I thought she had left,’ said the lawyer, thinking out loud. ‘Where does she live?’
Barnet told him, and added that, if Downe should think of her as suitable, he would do well to call as soon as possible, or she might be on the wing. ‘If you do see her,’ he said, ‘it would be advisable not to mention my name. She is rather stiff in her ideas of me, and it might prejudice her against a course if she knew that I recommended it.’
Barnet told him that if Downe thinks she’s a good match, he should reach out as soon as he can, or she might be gone. “If you do run into her,” he said, “it’s best not to bring up my name. She has a pretty rigid view of me, and it could sway her against something if she finds out I suggested it.”
Downe promised to give the subject his consideration, and nothing more was said about it just then. But when Barnet rose to go, which was not till nearly bedtime, he reminded Downe of the suggestion and went up the street to his own solitary home with a sense of satisfaction at his promising diplomacy in a charitable cause.
Downe promised to think about the issue, and nothing more was discussed at that moment. However, when Barnet got up to leave, which wasn't until almost bedtime, he reminded Downe of the suggestion and walked up the street to his lonely home, feeling satisfied with his promising efforts in a good cause.
CHAPTER VII
The walls of his new house were carried up nearly to their full height. By a curious though not infrequent reaction, Barnet’s feelings about that unnecessary structure had undergone a change; he took considerable interest in its progress as a long-neglected thing, his wife before her departure having grown quite weary of it as a hobby. Moreover, it was an excellent distraction for a man in the unhappy position of having to live in a provincial town with nothing to do. He was probably the first of his line who had ever passed a day without toil, and perhaps something like an inherited instinct disqualifies such men for a life of pleasant inaction, such as lies in the power of those whose leisure is not a personal accident, but a vast historical accretion which has become part of their natures.
The walls of his new house were nearly at their full height. Interestingly, though not unusually, Barnet’s feelings about that unnecessary structure had changed; he became quite invested in its progress as a long-neglected project, while his wife had grown tired of it as a hobby before she left. Plus, it was a great distraction for a man stuck living in a small town with nothing to do. He was likely the first in his family to spend a day without work, and maybe there’s something in inherited instincts that makes such men unsuited for a life of easy relaxation, unlike those whose free time isn’t just a personal coincidence but a long-standing part of who they are.
Thus Barnet got into a way of spending many of his leisure hours on the site of the new building, and he might have been seen on most days at this time trying the temper of the mortar by punching the joints with his stick, looking at the grain of a floor-board, and meditating where it grew, or picturing under what circumstances the last fire would be kindled in the at present sootless chimneys. One day when thus occupied he saw three children pass by in the company of a fair young woman, whose sudden appearance caused him to flush perceptibly.
Thus, Barnet got into the habit of spending many of his free hours at the construction site of the new building, and he could be seen most days at that time testing the mortar by poking the joints with his stick, examining the grain of a floorboard and wondering where it had come from, or imagining the circumstances that would lead to the last fire being lit in the currently soot-free chimneys. One day, while he was engaged in these thoughts, he noticed three children walking by with a beautiful young woman, whose sudden appearance made him blush noticeably.
‘Ah, she is there,’ he thought. ‘That’s a blessed thing.’
‘Ah, she’s here,’ he thought. ‘That’s a good thing.’
Casting an interested glance over the rising building and the busy workmen, Lucy Savile and the little Downes passed by; and after that time it became a regular though almost unconscious custom of Barnet to stand in the half-completed house and look from the ungarnished windows at the governess as she tripped towards the sea-shore with her young charges, which she was in the habit of doing on most fine afternoons. It was on one of these occasions, when he had been loitering on the first-floor landing, near the hole left for the staircase, not yet erected, that there appeared above the edge of the floor a little hat, followed by a little head.
Casting a curious glance at the rising building and the busy workers, Lucy Savile and little Downes walked by; after that, it became a regular, almost automatic habit for Barnet to stand in the half-finished house and watch from the bare windows as the governess headed toward the beach with her young charges, which she tended to do on most nice afternoons. It was during one of these moments, while he was hanging out on the first-floor landing near the gap where the staircase would eventually go, that a little hat appeared above the edge of the floor, followed by a little head.
Barnet withdrew through a doorway, and the child came to the top of the ladder, stepping on to the floor and crying to her sisters and Miss Savile to follow. Another head rose above the floor, and another, and then Lucy herself came into view. The troop ran hither and thither through the empty, shaving-strewn rooms, and Barnet came forward.
Barnet stepped back through a doorway, and the child reached the top of the ladder, stepping onto the floor and calling for her sisters and Miss Savile to come up. Another head appeared above the floor, then another, and finally, Lucy herself came into view. The group ran around the empty, shaving-strewn rooms, and Barnet approached.
Lucy uttered a small exclamation: she was very sorry that she had intruded; she had not the least idea that Mr. Barnet was there: the children had come up, and she had followed.
Lucy let out a little gasp: she was really sorry for interrupting; she had no idea that Mr. Barnet was there: the kids had come up, and she had just followed them.
Barnet replied that he was only too glad to see them there. ‘And now, let me show you the rooms,’ he said.
Barnet replied that he was really happy to see them there. "And now, let me show you the rooms," he said.
She passively assented, and he took her round. There was not much to show in such a bare skeleton of a house, but he made the most of it, and explained the different ornamental fittings that were soon to be fixed here and there. Lucy made but few remarks in reply, though she seemed pleased with her visit, and stole away down the ladder, followed by her companions.
She agreed quietly, and he showed her around. There wasn't much to see in such a basic house, but he made the most of it and explained the different decorative features that would soon be added here and there. Lucy didn't say much in response, but she appeared to enjoy her visit and slipped down the ladder, followed by her friends.
After this the new residence became yet more of a hobby for Barnet. Downe’s children did not forget their first visit, and when the windows were glazed, and the handsome staircase spread its broad low steps into the hall, they came again, prancing in unwearied succession through every room from ground-floor to attics, while Lucy stood waiting for them at the door. Barnet, who rarely missed a day in coming to inspect progress, stepped out from the drawing-room.
After this, the new home became even more of a hobby for Barnet. Downe’s children didn’t forget their first visit, and when the windows were fitted and the beautiful staircase unfolded its wide, shallow steps into the hall, they returned, joyfully bouncing through every room from the ground floor to the attic, while Lucy waited for them at the door. Barnet, who rarely missed a day to check on the progress, stepped out from the living room.
‘I could not keep them out,’ she said, with an apologetic blush. ‘I tried to do so very much: but they are rather wilful, and we are directed to walk this way for the sea air.’
‘I couldn’t keep them out,’ she said, blushing with embarrassment. ‘I really tried to, but they are quite stubborn, and we’re instructed to walk this way for the sea air.’
‘Do let them make the house their regular playground, and you yours,’ said Barnet. ‘There is no better place for children to romp and take their exercise in than an empty house, particularly in muddy or damp weather such as we shall get a good deal of now; and this place will not be furnished for a long long time—perhaps never. I am not at all decided about it.’
‘Let them use the house as their regular playground, and you stick to yours,’ Barnet said. ‘There’s no better spot for kids to run around and get their exercise than an empty house, especially in muddy or damp weather like we’re going to have a lot of now; and this place won’t be furnished for a long, long time—maybe never. I’m really not sure about it at all.’
‘O, but it must!’ replied Lucy, looking round at the hall. ‘The rooms are excellent, twice as high as ours; and the views from the windows are so lovely.’
‘Oh, but it has to!’ replied Lucy, glancing around at the hall. ‘The rooms are amazing, twice as tall as ours; and the views from the windows are so beautiful.’
‘I daresay, I daresay,’ he said absently.
‘I must say, I must say,’ he said absentmindedly.
‘Will all the furniture be new?’ she asked.
‘Will all the furniture be brand new?’ she asked.
‘All the furniture be new—that’s a thing I have not thought of. In fact I only come here and look on. My father’s house would have been large enough for me, but another person had a voice in the matter, and it was settled that we should build. However, the place grows upon me; its recent associations are cheerful, and I am getting to like it fast.’
‘All the furniture is new—that’s something I hadn’t considered. Honestly, I just come here and watch. My dad’s house would have been big enough for me, but someone else had a say in the decision, and it was decided that we should build. Still, I’m starting to warm up to the place; its recent memories are positive, and I’m beginning to really like it.’
A certain uneasiness in Lucy’s manner showed that the conversation was taking too personal a turn for her. ‘Still, as modern tastes develop, people require more room to gratify them in,’ she said, withdrawing to call the children; and serenely bidding him good afternoon she went on her way.
A certain discomfort in Lucy's demeanor indicated that the conversation was becoming too personal for her. "Still, as modern tastes evolve, people need more space to indulge in them," she said, stepping back to call the kids; and calmly wishing him a good afternoon, she continued on her way.
Barnet’s life at this period was singularly lonely, and yet he was happier than he could have expected. His wife’s estrangement and absence, which promised to be permanent, left him free as a boy in his movements, and the solitary walks that he took gave him ample opportunity for chastened reflection on what might have been his lot if he had only shown wisdom enough to claim Lucy Savile when there was no bar between their lives, and she was to be had for the asking. He would occasionally call at the house of his friend Downe; but there was scarcely enough in common between their two natures to make them more than friends of that excellent sort whose personal knowledge of each other’s history and character is always in excess of intimacy, whereby they are not so likely to be severed by a clash of sentiment as in cases where intimacy springs up in excess of knowledge. Lucy was never visible at these times, being either engaged in the school-room, or in taking an airing out of doors; but, knowing that she was now comfortable, and had given up the, to him, depressing idea of going off to the other side of the globe, he was quite content.
Barnet's life during this time was exceptionally lonely, yet he was happier than he expected. His wife's estrangement and absence, which seemed permanent, allowed him the freedom of a boy in his movements. The solitary walks he took provided plenty of time for thoughtful reflection on what his life might have been if he had been wise enough to pursue Lucy Savile when there were no barriers between them, and she would have been his for the asking. He occasionally visited his friend Downe's house, but there was barely enough in common between their personalities to make them more than the kind of friends who know each other's histories and characters too well to be close, reducing the chance of being torn apart by emotional conflicts, unlike friendships that develop through too much closeness without sufficient understanding. Lucy was never around during these visits, either busy in the schoolroom or out for a walk; but knowing she was comfortable now and had given up the, to him, troubling idea of moving to the other side of the world, he felt quite content.
The new house had so far progressed that the gardeners were beginning to grass down the front. During an afternoon which he was passing in marking the curve for the carriage-drive, he beheld her coming in boldly towards him from the road. Hitherto Barnet had only caught her on the premises by stealth; and this advance seemed to show that at last her reserve had broken down.
The new house had advanced to the point where the gardeners were starting to lay down grass in the front yard. One afternoon, while he was out marking the curve for the driveway, he saw her walking confidently toward him from the road. Until then, Barnet had only seen her on the property in secret, and this approach seemed to indicate that she had finally let her guard down.
A smile gained strength upon her face as she approached, and it was quite radiant when she came up, and said, without a trace of embarrassment, ‘I find I owe you a hundred thanks—and it comes to me quite as a surprise! It was through your kindness that I was engaged by Mr. Downe. Believe me, Mr. Barnet, I did not know it until yesterday, or I should have thanked you long and long ago!’
A smile grew stronger on her face as she came closer, and it was really bright when she reached him and said, without any hint of awkwardness, “I feel like I owe you a hundred thanks—and it honestly surprised me! It was because of your kindness that Mr. Downe hired me. I swear, Mr. Barnet, I only found out yesterday, or I would have thanked you ages ago!”
‘I had offended you—just a trifle—at the time, I think?’ said Barnet, smiling, ‘and it was best that you should not know.’
‘I had upset you—just a bit—at the time, I think?’ said Barnet, smiling, ‘and it was better that you didn’t know.’
‘Yes, yes,’ she returned hastily. ‘Don’t allude to that; it is past and over, and we will let it be. The house is finished almost, is it not? How beautiful it will look when the evergreens are grown! Do you call the style Palladian, Mr. Barnet?’
‘Yes, yes,’ she replied quickly. ‘Let’s not bring that up; it’s in the past, and we’ll leave it there. The house is almost done, isn’t it? It’s going to look gorgeous when the evergreens are fully grown! Do you call the style Palladian, Mr. Barnet?’
‘I—really don’t quite know what it is. Yes, it must be Palladian, certainly. But I’ll ask Jones, the architect; for, to tell the truth, I had not thought much about the style: I had nothing to do with choosing it, I am sorry to say.’
‘I really don’t know what it is. Yes, it must be Palladian, for sure. But I’ll ask Jones, the architect; honestly, I hadn’t thought much about the style: I didn’t have any part in choosing it, I’m afraid.’
She would not let him harp on this gloomy refrain, and talked on bright matters till she said, producing a small roll of paper which he had noticed in her hand all the while, ‘Mr. Downe wished me to bring you this revised drawing of the late Mrs. Downe’s tomb, which the architect has just sent him. He would like you to look it over.’
She wouldn't let him dwell on this dark topic and kept the conversation light until she said, pulling out a small roll of paper that he had noticed she was holding the whole time, “Mr. Downe asked me to give you this updated drawing of the late Mrs. Downe’s tomb, which the architect just sent him. He wants you to review it.”
The children came up with their hoops, and she went off with them down the harbour-road as usual. Barnet had been glad to get those words of thanks; he had been thinking for many months that he would like her to know of his share in finding her a home such as it was; and what he could not do for himself, Downe had now kindly done for him. He returned to his desolate house with a lighter tread; though in reason he hardly knew why his tread should be light.
The kids brought their hoops, and she went off with them down the harbor road like she always did. Barnet was happy to hear her words of thanks; he had been thinking for a long time that he wanted her to know about his part in helping her find a home, however modest it was. What he couldn't do for himself, Downe had now kindly done for him. He headed back to his empty house feeling a bit lighter, even though logically he wasn’t sure why he felt that way.
On examining the drawing, Barnet found that, instead of the vast altar-tomb and canopy Downe had determined on at their last meeting, it was to be a more modest memorial even than had been suggested by the architect; a coped tomb of good solid construction, with no useless elaboration at all. Barnet was truly glad to see that Downe had come to reason of his own accord; and he returned the drawing with a note of approval.
On looking at the drawing, Barnet realized that, instead of the large altar-tomb and canopy that Downe had decided on during their last meeting, it would be a more modest memorial than what the architect had proposed; a sturdy tomb with a sloped top, built simply without any unnecessary details. Barnet was genuinely pleased to see that Downe had come to his senses on his own; and he sent back the drawing with a note of approval.
He followed up the house-work as before, and as he walked up and down the rooms, occasionally gazing from the windows over the bulging green hills and the quiet harbour that lay between them, he murmured words and fragments of words, which, if listened to, would have revealed all the secrets of his existence. Whatever his reason in going there, Lucy did not call again: the walk to the shore seemed to be abandoned: he must have thought it as well for both that it should be so, for he did not go anywhere out of his accustomed ways to endeavour to discover her.
He continued his house chores just like before, and as he walked around the rooms, sometimes looking out the windows at the rolling green hills and the calm harbor between them, he quietly murmured words and fragments of thoughts that, if someone had listened closely, would have exposed all the secrets of his life. Whatever his reason for being there, Lucy didn't reach out again: the walk to the shore seemed forgotten; he must have thought it was for the best for both of them, as he didn't stray from his usual routines to try and find her.
CHAPTER VIII
The winter and the spring had passed, and the house was complete. It was a fine morning in the early part of June, and Barnet, though not in the habit of rising early, had taken a long walk before breakfast; returning by way of the new building. A sufficiently exciting cause of his restlessness to-day might have been the intelligence which had reached him the night before, that Lucy Savile was going to India after all, and notwithstanding the representations of her friends that such a journey was unadvisable in many ways for an unpractised girl, unless some more definite advantage lay at the end of it than she could show to be the case. Barnet’s walk up the slope to the building betrayed that he was in a dissatisfied mood. He hardly saw that the dewy time of day lent an unusual freshness to the bushes and trees which had so recently put on their summer habit of heavy leafage, and made his newly-laid lawn look as well established as an old manorial meadow. The house had been so adroitly placed between six tall elms which were growing on the site beforehand, that they seemed like real ancestral trees; and the rooks, young and old, cawed melodiously to their visitor.
The winter and spring had come and gone, and the house was finished. It was a beautiful morning in early June, and Barnet, who usually didn’t get up early, had taken a long walk before breakfast, coming back by the new building. A good reason for his restlessness today might have been the news he received the night before: Lucy Savile was going to India after all, despite her friends saying it wasn’t a good idea for an inexperienced girl unless there was a clear benefit to it, which she couldn’t prove. As Barnet walked up the slope to the building, it was clear he was feeling dissatisfied. He barely noticed how the dewy morning added a fresh look to the bushes and trees that had just put on their summer foliage, making his newly-laid lawn look as well-established as an old estate meadow. The house had been cleverly positioned between six tall elms that were already there, making them appear like true ancestral trees, and the rooks, both young and old, cawed melodically to their visitor.
The door was not locked, and he entered. No workmen appeared to be present, and he walked from sunny window to sunny window of the empty rooms, with a sense of seclusion which might have been very pleasant but for the antecedent knowledge that his almost paternal care of Lucy Savile was to be thrown away by her wilfulness. Footsteps echoed through an adjoining room; and bending his eyes in that direction, he perceived Mr. Jones, the architect. He had come to look over the building before giving the contractor his final certificate. They walked over the house together. Everything was finished except the papering: there were the latest improvements of the period in bell-hanging, ventilating, smoke-jacks, fire-grates, and French windows. The business was soon ended, and Jones, having directed Barnet’s attention to a roll of wall-paper patterns which lay on a bench for his choice, was leaving to keep another engagement, when Barnet said, ‘Is the tomb finished yet for Mrs. Downe?’
The door was unlocked, and he walked in. There were no workmen around, so he moved from sunny window to sunny window in the empty rooms, feeling a sense of isolation that could have been quite nice if it weren't for the underlying knowledge that his almost fatherly care for Lucy Savile was about to be wasted due to her stubbornness. He heard footsteps in a nearby room and, turning to look in that direction, he saw Mr. Jones, the architect. He had come to inspect the building before giving the contractor his final approval. They toured the house together. Everything was finished except for the wallpapering; it had the latest upgrades of the time in lighting, ventilation, chimneys, fireplaces, and French doors. The business wrapped up quickly, and as Jones pointed out a roll of wallpaper samples on a bench for Barnet to choose from, he was about to leave for another appointment when Barnet asked, ‘Is the tomb ready yet for Mrs. Downe?’
‘Well—yes: it is at last,’ said the architect, coming back and speaking as if he were in a mood to make a confidence. ‘I have had no end of trouble in the matter, and, to tell the truth, I am heartily glad it is over.’
‘Well—yes: it finally is,’ said the architect, returning and speaking as if he wanted to share a secret. ‘I’ve had endless trouble with this, and honestly, I’m really glad it’s all done.’
Barnet expressed his surprise. ‘I thought poor Downe had given up those extravagant notions of his? then he has gone back to the altar and canopy after all? Well, he is to be excused, poor fellow!’
Barnet voiced his surprise. “I thought poor Downe had abandoned those extravagant ideas of his? So, he’s gone back to the altar and canopy after all? Well, he can be forgiven, poor guy!”
‘O no—he has not at all gone back to them—quite the reverse,’ Jones hastened to say. ‘He has so reduced design after design, that the whole thing has been nothing but waste labour for me; till in the end it has become a common headstone, which a mason put up in half a day.’
‘Oh no—he hasn’t gone back to them at all—it's actually the opposite,’ Jones quickly said. ‘He has simplified design after design so much that the whole thing has just been a waste of my effort; in the end, it’s become a basic gravestone that a mason put up in half a day.’
‘A common headstone?’ said Barnet.
"One shared headstone?" said Barnet.
‘Yes. I held out for some time for the addition of a footstone at least. But he said, “O no—he couldn’t afford it.”’
‘Yes. I held out for a while for at least a footstone to be added. But he said, “Oh no—he couldn’t afford it.”’
‘Ah, well—his family is growing up, poor fellow, and his expenses are getting serious.’
‘Ah, well—his family is growing, poor guy, and his expenses are getting serious.’
‘Yes, exactly,’ said Jones, as if the subject were none of his. And again directing Barnet’s attention to the wall-papers, the bustling architect left him to keep some other engagement.
‘Yes, exactly,’ said Jones, acting like it was none of his business. And once more, pointing Barnet's focus to the wall coverings, the busy architect moved on to his next appointment.
‘A common headstone,’ murmured Barnet, left again to himself. He mused a minute or two, and next began looking over and selecting from the patterns; but had not long been engaged in the work when he heard another footstep on the gravel without, and somebody enter the open porch.
‘A typical headstone,’ Barnet muttered, once again left to his own thoughts. He contemplated for a minute or two, then started browsing through and picking from the designs; but he hadn’t been at it long when he heard another footstep on the gravel outside, followed by someone entering the open porch.
Barnet went to the door—it was his manservant in search of him.
Barnet went to the door—it was his butler looking for him.
‘I have been trying for some time to find you, sir,’ he said. ‘This letter has come by the post, and it is marked immediate. And there’s this one from Mr. Downe, who called just now wanting to see you.’ He searched his pocket for the second.
‘I’ve been trying to find you for a while, sir,’ he said. ‘This letter just arrived, and it’s marked urgent. And there’s this one from Mr. Downe, who just called wanting to see you.’ He rummaged through his pocket for the second letter.
Barnet took the first letter—it had a black border, and bore the London postmark. It was not in his wife’s handwriting, or in that of any person he knew; but conjecture soon ceased as he read the page, wherein he was briefly informed that Mrs. Barnet had died suddenly on the previous day, at the furnished villa she had occupied near London.
Barnet picked up the first letter—it had a black border and had a London postmark. It wasn't in his wife's handwriting or in the handwriting of anyone he knew; but any guesses quickly ended as he read the letter, which briefly informed him that Mrs. Barnet had died suddenly the day before at the furnished villa she had been staying at near London.
Barnet looked vaguely round the empty hall, at the blank walls, out of the doorway. Drawing a long palpitating breath, and with eyes downcast, he turned and climbed the stairs slowly, like a man who doubted their stability. The fact of his wife having, as it were, died once already, and lived on again, had entirely dislodged the possibility of her actual death from his conjecture. He went to the landing, leant over the balusters, and after a reverie, of whose duration he had but the faintest notion, turned to the window and stretched his gaze to the cottage further down the road, which was visible from his landing, and from which Lucy still walked to the solicitor’s house by a cross path. The faint words that came from his moving lips were simply, ‘At last!’
Barnet looked around the empty hall, at the bare walls, and out the doorway. Taking a deep, shaky breath, and with his eyes cast down, he turned and slowly climbed the stairs, as if he questioned their stability. The fact that his wife had, in a sense, died once before and come back to life had completely removed the idea of her actual death from his mind. He reached the landing, leaned over the railing, and after a daydream whose length he barely registered, he turned to the window and gazed at the cottage further down the road, which was visible from his landing, and from which Lucy still walked to the solicitor’s house by a side path. The faint words that escaped his lips were simply, “At last!”
Then, almost involuntarily, Barnet fell down on his knees and murmured some incoherent words of thanksgiving. Surely his virtue in restoring his wife to life had been rewarded! But, as if the impulse struck uneasily on his conscience, he quickly rose, brushed the dust from his trousers and set himself to think of his next movements. He could not start for London for some hours; and as he had no preparations to make that could not be made in half-an-hour, he mechanically descended and resumed his occupation of turning over the wall-papers. They had all got brighter for him, those papers. It was all changed—who would sit in the rooms that they were to line? He went on to muse upon Lucy’s conduct in so frequently coming to the house with the children; her occasional blush in speaking to him; her evident interest in him. What woman can in the long run avoid being interested in a man whom she knows to be devoted to her? If human solicitation could ever effect anything, there should be no going to India for Lucy now. All the papers previously chosen seemed wrong in their shades, and he began from the beginning to choose again.
Then, almost without realizing it, Barnet dropped to his knees and murmured some jumbled words of thanks. Surely, his act of bringing his wife back to life had been rewarded! But, as if the thought unsettled his conscience, he quickly got up, brushed the dust off his pants, and focused on his next steps. He couldn't leave for London for a few hours, and since there wasn't much to prepare that couldn’t be done in half an hour, he automatically went back to flipping through the wall papers. They all seemed brighter to him now. Everything had changed—who would sit in the rooms they were supposed to decorate? He continued to think about Lucy’s behavior, how she often came to the house with the kids, her occasional blush when talking to him, her clear interest in him. What woman can really avoid being intrigued by a man she knows is devoted to her? If human persuasion could ever change anything, Lucy shouldn't be going to India now. All the papers he had picked out before now seemed off in their colors, so he started over to choose again.
While entering on the task he heard a forced ‘Ahem!’ from without the porch, evidently uttered to attract his attention, and footsteps again advancing to the door. His man, whom he had quite forgotten in his mental turmoil, was still waiting there.
While starting on the task, he heard a forced 'Ahem!' from outside the porch, clearly meant to get his attention, and footsteps approaching the door again. His assistant, whom he had completely forgotten in his mental chaos, was still waiting there.
‘I beg your pardon, sir,’ the man said from round the doorway; ‘but here’s the note from Mr. Downe that you didn’t take. He called just after you went out, and as he couldn’t wait, he wrote this on your study-table.’
‘I’m sorry to bother you, sir,’ the man said from the doorway; ‘but here’s the note from Mr. Downe that you missed. He came by just after you left, and since he couldn’t wait, he wrote this on your study table.’
He handed in the letter—no black-bordered one now, but a practical-looking note in the well-known writing of the solicitor.
He submitted the letter—no more of the black-bordered kind, but a straightforward note in the familiar handwriting of the lawyer.
‘DEAR BARNET’—it ran—‘Perhaps you will be
prepared for the information I am about to give—that Lucy Savile and
myself are going to be married this morning. I have hitherto said nothing as to
my intention to any of my friends, for reasons which I am sure you will fully
appreciate. The crisis has been brought about by her expressing her intention
to join her brother in India. I then discovered that I could not do without
her.
‘It is to be quite a private wedding; but it is my particular wish that
you come down here quietly at ten, and go to church with us; it will add
greatly to the pleasure I shall experience in the ceremony, and, I believe, to
Lucy’s also. I have called on you very early to make the request, in the
belief that I should find you at home; but you are beforehand with me in your
early rising.—Yours sincerely, C. Downe.’
‘DEAR BARNET’—it read—‘I hope you’re ready for what I’m about to share—that Lucy Savile and I are getting married this morning. I haven’t mentioned my plans to any of my friends before now, for reasons I’m sure you’ll understand completely. The situation changed when she told me she intended to join her brother in India. That made me realize I couldn’t imagine my life without her.
‘It’s going to be a small, private ceremony; however, I really want you to come here quietly at ten and attend the service with us. It would mean a lot to me and, I believe, to Lucy as well. I called on you very early to extend this invitation, thinking you’d be home; but it seems you’re ahead of me in rising early.—Yours sincerely, C. Downe.’
‘Need I wait, sir?’ said the servant after a dead silence.
‘Should I wait, sir?’ said the servant after a long pause.
‘That will do, William. No answer,’ said Barnet calmly.
‘That’s enough, William. No answer,’ said Barnet calmly.
When the man had gone Barnet re-read the letter. Turning eventually to the wall-papers, which he had been at such pains to select, he deliberately tore them into halves and quarters, and threw them into the empty fireplace. Then he went out of the house; locked the door, and stood in the front awhile. Instead of returning into the town, he went down the harbour-road and thoughtfully lingered about by the sea, near the spot where the body of Downe’s late wife had been found and brought ashore.
When the man left, Barnet read the letter again. Eventually, he turned to the wallpaper he had carefully chosen, tore it into halves and quarters, and threw it into the empty fireplace. Then he left the house, locked the door, and stood in front of it for a while. Instead of going back into town, he walked down the harbor road and thoughtfully lingered by the sea, near the spot where Downe’s late wife had been found and brought ashore.
Barnet was a man with a rich capacity for misery, and there is no doubt that he exercised it to its fullest extent now. The events that had, as it were, dashed themselves together into one half-hour of this day showed that curious refinement of cruelty in their arrangement which often proceeds from the bosom of the whimsical god at other times known as blind Circumstance. That his few minutes of hope, between the reading of the first and second letters, had carried him to extraordinary heights of rapture was proved by the immensity of his suffering now. The sun blazing into his face would have shown a close watcher that a horizontal line, which he had never noticed before, but which was never to be gone thereafter, was somehow gradually forming itself in the smooth of his forehead. His eyes, of a light hazel, had a curious look which can only be described by the word bruised; the sorrow that looked from them being largely mixed with the surprise of a man taken unawares.
Barnet was a man with an extraordinary talent for suffering, and there’s no doubt he was experiencing it to the fullest right now. The events that had, in a sense, collided over the course of just half an hour today showed a strange kind of cruelty in how they unfolded, often a result of the capricious force known as blind Circumstance. The few minutes of hope he felt between reading the first and second letters had taken him to astonishing heights of joy, which only made his current pain feel even more immense. The sun glaring directly into his face would have revealed to a careful observer a horizontal line, which he had never noticed before but would forever bear, gradually forming in the smooth skin of his forehead. His light hazel eyes had a strange look that could only be described as bruised; the sorrow in them mixed heavily with the surprise of someone caught off guard.
The secondary particulars of his present position, too, were odd enough, though for some time they appeared to engage little of his attention. Not a soul in the town knew, as yet, of his wife’s death; and he almost owed Downe the kindness of not publishing it till the day was over: the conjuncture, taken with that which had accompanied the death of Mrs. Downe, being so singular as to be quite sufficient to darken the pleasure of the impressionable solicitor to a cruel extent, if made known to him. But as Barnet could not set out on his journey to London, where his wife lay, for some hours (there being at this date no railway within a distance of many miles), no great reason existed why he should leave the town.
The details of his current situation were strange enough, though for a while they seemed to occupy little of his mind. No one in town knew about his wife's death yet, and he felt he owed it to Downe to keep it under wraps until the day was over: the circumstances surrounding Mrs. Downe's death were peculiar enough that if the news reached the sensitive solicitor, it would seriously dampen his mood. However, since Barnet couldn’t start his trip to London, where his wife was, for several hours (there wasn't a railway for many miles at that time), there was no pressing reason for him to leave town.
Impulse in all its forms characterized Barnet, and when he heard the distant clock strike the hour of ten his feet began to carry him up the harbour-road with the manner of a man who must do something to bring himself to life. He passed Lucy Savile’s old house, his own new one, and came in view of the church. Now he gave a perceptible start, and his mechanical condition went away. Before the church-gate were a couple of carriages, and Barnet then could perceive that the marriage between Downe and Lucy was at that moment being solemnized within. A feeling of sudden, proud self-confidence, an indocile wish to walk unmoved in spite of grim environments, plainly possessed him, and when he reached the wicket-gate he turned in without apparent effort. Pacing up the paved footway he entered the church and stood for a while in the nave passage. A group of people was standing round the vestry door; Barnet advanced through these and stepped into the vestry.
Impulse in all its forms defined Barnet, and when he heard the distant clock strike ten, his feet began to carry him up the harbor road like a man who needed to do something to feel alive. He passed Lucy Savile’s old house, his own new one, and soon saw the church. At that moment, he felt a noticeable jolt, and his mechanical state faded away. In front of the church gate, there were a couple of carriages, and Barnet realized that the marriage between Downe and Lucy was taking place inside. He was suddenly filled with a proud self-confidence and an unyielding desire to walk calmly despite his grim surroundings. When he reached the wicket gate, he turned in without any visible hesitation. Walking along the paved path, he entered the church and paused for a moment in the nave passage. A group of people was gathered around the vestry door; Barnet pushed through them and stepped into the vestry.
There they were, busily signing their names. Seeing Downe about to look round, Barnet averted his somewhat disturbed face for a second or two; when he turned again front to front he was calm and quite smiling; it was a creditable triumph over himself, and deserved to be remembered in his native town. He greeted Downe heartily, offering his congratulations.
There they were, busy signing their names. When Barnet saw Downe about to look around, he quickly turned his somewhat troubled face away for a second or two; when he faced forward again, he was calm and smiling. It was an impressive victory over himself and deserved to be remembered in his hometown. He warmly greeted Downe and offered his congratulations.
It seemed as if Barnet expected a half-guilty look upon Lucy’s face; but no, save the natural flush and flurry engendered by the service just performed, there was nothing whatever in her bearing which showed a disturbed mind: her gray-brown eyes carried in them now as at other times the well-known expression of common-sensed rectitude which never went so far as to touch on hardness. She shook hands with him, and Downe said warmly, ‘I wish you could have come sooner: I called on purpose to ask you. You’ll drive back with us now?’
It looked like Barnet was expecting to see a guilty look on Lucy’s face, but no, aside from the natural flush and nervousness from what she had just done, she didn’t show any signs of being troubled: her gray-brown eyes held the familiar look of common-sense honesty that never crossed over into being harsh. She shook hands with him, and Downe said warmly, "I wish you could have come sooner: I called on purpose to ask you. You’ll drive back with us now?"
‘No, no,’ said Barnet; ‘I am not at all prepared; but I thought I would look in upon you for a moment, even though I had not time to go home and dress. I’ll stand back and see you pass out, and observe the effect of the spectacle upon myself as one of the public.’
‘No, no,’ said Barnet; ‘I’m not at all prepared; but I thought I’d stop by for a moment, even though I didn’t have time to go home and get ready. I’ll step back and watch you leave, and take in how the whole thing affects me as a member of the audience.’
Then Lucy and her husband laughed, and Barnet laughed and retired; and the quiet little party went gliding down the nave and towards the porch, Lucy’s new silk dress sweeping with a smart rustle round the base-mouldings of the ancient font, and Downe’s little daughters following in a state of round-eyed interest in their position, and that of Lucy, their teacher and friend.
Then Lucy and her husband laughed, and Barnet laughed and stepped back; and the quiet little group glided down the nave toward the porch, Lucy’s new silk dress making a crisp rustling sound as it brushed against the base-mouldings of the old font, while Downe’s little daughters followed in wide-eyed curiosity about their position and that of Lucy, their teacher and friend.
So Downe was comforted after his Emily’s death, which had taken place twelve months, two weeks, and three days before that time.
So Downe found some comfort after Emily's death, which had happened twelve months, two weeks, and three days prior to that moment.
When the two flys had driven off and the spectators had vanished, Barnet followed to the door, and went out into the sun. He took no more trouble to preserve a spruce exterior; his step was unequal, hesitating, almost convulsive; and the slight changes of colour which went on in his face seemed refracted from some inward flame. In the churchyard he became pale as a summer cloud, and finding it not easy to proceed he sat down on one of the tombstones and supported his head with his hand.
When the two flies had left and the onlookers were gone, Barnet walked to the door and stepped out into the sunlight. He didn’t bother to maintain a polished appearance anymore; his walk was unsteady, hesitant, almost erratic, and the subtle shifts in color on his face seemed to reflect some inner turmoil. In the churchyard, he turned as pale as a summer cloud, and finding it hard to continue, he sat down on one of the tombstones and rested his head on his hand.
Hard by was a sexton filling up a grave which he had not found time to finish on the previous evening. Observing Barnet, he went up to him, and recognizing him, said, ‘Shall I help you home, sir?’
Nearby, a grave digger was finishing a grave he hadn't had time to complete the night before. Noticing Barnet, he approached him and, recognizing him, asked, “Do you want me to help you get home, sir?”
‘O no, thank you,’ said Barnet, rousing himself and standing up. The sexton returned to his grave, followed by Barnet, who, after watching him awhile, stepped into the grave, now nearly filled, and helped to tread in the earth.
‘Oh no, thank you,’ Barnet said as he collected himself and stood up. The gravekeeper went back to his work, with Barnet following him. After observing for a moment, Barnet climbed into the grave, now almost full, and helped pack down the earth.
The sexton apparently thought his conduct a little singular, but he made no observation, and when the grave was full, Barnet suddenly stopped, looked far away, and with a decided step proceeded to the gate and vanished. The sexton rested on his shovel and looked after him for a few moments, and then began banking up the mound.
The sexton seemed to think Barnet's behavior was a bit strange, but he didn’t say anything. Once the grave was filled, Barnet abruptly paused, glanced into the distance, then walked purposefully to the gate and disappeared. The sexton leaned on his shovel and watched him for a moment before getting back to piling up the dirt.
In those short minutes of treading in the dead man Barnet had formed a design, but what it was the inhabitants of that town did not for some long time imagine. He went home, wrote several letters of business, called on his lawyer, an old man of the same place who had been the legal adviser of Barnet’s father before him, and during the evening overhauled a large quantity of letters and other documents in his possession. By eleven o’clock the heap of papers in and before Barnet’s grate had reached formidable dimensions, and he began to burn them. This, owing to their quantity, it was not so easy to do as he had expected, and he sat long into the night to complete the task.
In those brief minutes after stepping over the dead man, Barnet had come up with a plan, but the people in that town wouldn’t figure it out for quite a while. He went home, wrote several business letters, visited his lawyer, an older man from the same town who had been Barnet's father's legal advisor before him, and spent the evening going through a large stack of letters and other documents he had. By eleven o'clock, the pile of papers in and around Barnet's fireplace had grown quite large, and he started to burn them. Because there were so many, it was harder to do than he had anticipated, so he stayed up late into the night to finish the job.
The next morning Barnet departed for London, leaving a note for Downe to inform him of Mrs. Barnet’s sudden death, and that he was gone to bury her; but when a thrice-sufficient time for that purpose had elapsed, he was not seen again in his accustomed walks, or in his new house, or in his old one. He was gone for good, nobody knew whither. It was soon discovered that he had empowered his lawyer to dispose of all his property, real and personal, in the borough, and pay in the proceeds to the account of an unknown person at one of the large London banks. The person was by some supposed to be himself under an assumed name; but few, if any, had certain knowledge of that fact.
The next morning, Barnet left for London, leaving a note for Downe to tell him about Mrs. Barnet’s sudden death and that he had gone to bury her; but after more than enough time had passed for that, he was not seen again in his usual spots, or in his new house, or in his old one. He was gone for good, and nobody knew where he had gone. It was soon found out that he had authorized his lawyer to sell all his property, both real and personal, in the borough and deposit the proceeds into an account of an unknown person at one of the big London banks. Some people speculated that it was him using a fake name, but few, if any, knew for sure.
The elegant new residence was sold with the rest of his possessions; and its purchaser was no other than Downe, now a thriving man in the borough, and one whose growing family and new wife required more roomy accommodation than was afforded by the little house up the narrow side street. Barnet’s old habitation was bought by the trustees of the Congregational Baptist body in that town, who pulled down the time-honoured dwelling and built a new chapel on its site. By the time the last hour of that, to Barnet, eventful year had chimed, every vestige of him had disappeared from the precincts of his native place, and the name became extinct in the borough of Port-Bredy, after having been a living force therein for more than two hundred years.
The stylish new home was sold along with the rest of his belongings, and the buyer was none other than Downe, who was now a successful man in the borough. With a growing family and a new wife, he needed more space than what the small house on the narrow side street offered. Barnet's old home was purchased by the trustees of the Congregational Baptist community in that town, who tore down the historic house and built a new chapel in its place. By the time the final hour of that, for Barnet, significant year had struck, every trace of him had vanished from the area of his hometown, and his name disappeared from the borough of Port-Bredy, after having been a notable presence there for over two hundred years.
CHAPTER IX
Twenty-one years and six months do not pass without setting a mark even upon durable stone and triple brass; upon humanity such a period works nothing less than transformation. In Barnet’s old birthplace vivacious young children with bones like india-rubber had grown up to be stable men and women, men and women had dried in the skin, stiffened, withered, and sunk into decrepitude; while selections from every class had been consigned to the outlying cemetery. Of inorganic differences the greatest was that a railway had invaded the town, tying it on to a main line at a junction a dozen miles off. Barnet’s house on the harbour-road, once so insistently new, had acquired a respectable mellowness, with ivy, Virginia creepers, lichens, damp patches, and even constitutional infirmities of its own like its elder fellows. Its architecture, once so very improved and modern, had already become stale in style, without having reached the dignity of being old-fashioned. Trees about the harbour-road had increased in circumference or disappeared under the saw; while the church had had such a tremendous practical joke played upon it by some facetious restorer or other as to be scarce recognizable by its dearest old friends.
Twenty-one years and six months don't go by without leaving a mark, even on solid stone and bronze; for humanity, such a time leads to nothing less than transformation. In Barnet’s old hometown, lively young kids with flexible bodies have grown up to be stable adults, while those adults have aged, stiffened, withered, and slipped into decrepitude; meanwhile, people from every social class have been laid to rest in the nearby cemetery. The biggest change is the railway that has come to town, connecting it to a main line at a junction about ten miles away. Barnet’s house on the harbor road, once brand new, has gained a respectable, mellow character, adorned with ivy, Virginia creepers, lichens, damp spots, and even its own quirks like its older counterparts. Its architecture, once considered very modern and improved, has already become outdated in style, without earning the status of old-fashioned. Trees along the harbor road have either grown wider or been cut down; meanwhile, the church has undergone such a ridiculous makeover by some joking restorer that it’s barely recognizable to its oldest friends.
During this long interval George Barnet had never once been seen or heard of in the town of his fathers.
During this long period, George Barnet had not been seen or heard from in the town of his family.
It was the evening of a market-day, and some half-dozen middle-aged farmers and dairymen were lounging round the bar of the Black-Bull Hotel, occasionally dropping a remark to each other, and less frequently to the two barmaids who stood within the pewter-topped counter in a perfunctory attitude of attention, these latter sighing and making a private observation to one another at odd intervals, on more interesting experiences than the present.
It was the evening of market day, and a few middle-aged farmers and dairymen were hanging out at the bar of the Black-Bull Hotel, occasionally chatting among themselves and less often speaking to the two barmaids who stood behind the counter, trying to look attentive. The barmaids sighed and exchanged private comments with each other from time to time about more interesting experiences than what was happening at that moment.
‘Days get shorter,’ said one of the dairymen, as he looked towards the street, and noticed that the lamp-lighter was passing by.
‘Days are getting shorter,’ said one of the dairymen, as he looked towards the street and noticed that the lamp-lighter was passing by.
The farmers merely acknowledged by their countenances the propriety of this remark, and finding that nobody else spoke, one of the barmaids said ‘yes,’ in a tone of painful duty.
The farmers simply nodded to show they agreed with the comment, and since no one else said anything, one of the barmaids reluctantly replied, “yes.”
‘Come fair-day we shall have to light up before we start for home-along.’
‘On fair day, we’ll have to light up before we head home.’
‘That’s true,’ his neighbour conceded, with a gaze of blankness.
‘That’s true,’ his neighbor agreed, looking blank.
‘And after that we shan’t see much further difference all’s winter.’
‘And after that, we won't see much more difference throughout the winter.’
The rest were not unwilling to go even so far as this.
The others were also willing to go this far.
The barmaid sighed again, and raised one of her hands from the counter on which they rested to scratch the smallest surface of her face with the smallest of her fingers. She looked towards the door, and presently remarked, ‘I think I hear the ‘bus coming in from station.’
The barmaid sighed again and lifted one of her hands from the counter where they rested to scratch a small spot on her face with her fingertip. She glanced towards the door and then said, “I think I hear the bus coming in from the station.”
The eyes of the dairymen and farmers turned to the glass door dividing the hall from the porch, and in a minute or two the omnibus drew up outside. Then there was a lumbering down of luggage, and then a man came into the hall, followed by a porter with a portmanteau on his poll, which he deposited on a bench.
The eyes of the dairymen and farmers were fixed on the glass door that separated the hall from the porch, and in a minute or two, the bus pulled up outside. Then there was a heavy thud of luggage being unloaded, and a man walked into the hall, followed by a porter carrying a large suitcase on his head, which he placed down on a bench.
The stranger was an elderly person, with curly ashen white hair, a deeply-creviced outer corner to each eyelid, and a countenance baked by innumerable suns to the colour of terra-cotta, its hue and that of his hair contrasting like heat and cold respectively. He walked meditatively and gently, like one who was fearful of disturbing his own mental equilibrium. But whatever lay at the bottom of his breast had evidently made him so accustomed to its situation there that it caused him little practical inconvenience.
The stranger was an old man, with curly gray hair, deeply lined eyelids, and skin tanned by countless suns to a terracotta color, contrasting his hair like heat versus cold. He walked thoughtfully and softly, as if he were afraid of disrupting his own mental balance. But whatever weighed on his heart seemed to have settled there so comfortably that it didn't cause him much trouble.
He paused in silence while, with his dubious eyes fixed on the barmaids, he seemed to consider himself. In a moment or two he addressed them, and asked to be accommodated for the night. As he waited he looked curiously round the hall, but said nothing. As soon as invited he disappeared up the staircase, preceded by a chambermaid and candle, and followed by a lad with his trunk. Not a soul had recognized him.
He paused in silence, his uncertain eyes on the barmaids as he seemed to reflect on himself. After a moment, he spoke to them, asking to stay the night. While he waited, he looked around the hall with interest but didn’t say anything. As soon as he was invited, he went up the staircase, followed by a chambermaid holding a candle and a boy carrying his trunk. Not a single person had recognized him.
A quarter of an hour later, when the farmers and dairymen had driven off to their homesteads in the country, he came downstairs, took a biscuit and one glass of wine, and walked out into the town, where the radiance from the shop-windows had grown so in volume of late years as to flood with cheerfulness every standing cart, barrow, stall, and idler that occupied the wayside, whether shabby or genteel. His chief interest at present seemed to lie in the names painted over the shop-fronts and on door-ways, as far as they were visible; these now differed to an ominous extent from what they had been one-and-twenty years before.
A quarter of an hour later, after the farmers and dairymen had driven back to their homes in the countryside, he came downstairs, grabbed a biscuit and a glass of wine, and stepped out into the town. The brightness from the shop windows had grown so much in recent years that it filled every cart, barrow, stall, and bystander along the way with cheerfulness, no matter how shabby or fancy they were. His main focus now seemed to be on the names displayed over the shop fronts and doorways, as far as they were visible; these had changed significantly compared to what they had been twenty-one years earlier.
The traveller passed on till he came to the bookseller’s, where he looked in through the glass door. A fresh-faced young man was standing behind the counter, otherwise the shop was empty. The gray-haired observer entered, asked for some periodical by way of paying for admission, and with his elbow on the counter began to turn over the pages he had bought, though that he read nothing was obvious.
The traveler continued on until he reached the bookstore, where he peered through the glass door. A young man with a fresh face was standing behind the counter, and the shop was otherwise empty. The gray-haired observer walked in, requested a magazine to pay for his entrance, and rested his elbow on the counter as he flipped through the pages he had bought, even though it was clear he wasn’t actually reading anything.
At length he said, ‘Is old Mr. Watkins still alive?’ in a voice which had a curious youthful cadence in it even now.
At last, he asked, ‘Is old Mr. Watkins still alive?’ with a tone that still had an oddly youthful ring to it.
‘My father is dead, sir,’ said the young man.
‘My father is dead, sir,’ the young man said.
‘Ah, I am sorry to hear it,’ said the stranger. ‘But it is so many years since I last visited this town that I could hardly expect it should be otherwise.’ After a short silence he continued—‘And is the firm of Barnet, Browse, and Company still in existence?—they used to be large flax-merchants and twine-spinners here?’
‘Oh, I’m sorry to hear that,’ said the stranger. ‘But it’s been so many years since I last visited this town that I can hardly expect it to be any different.’ After a brief pause, he went on—‘And is the firm of Barnet, Browse, and Company still around?—they used to be big flax merchants and twine makers here?’
‘The firm is still going on, sir, but they have dropped the name of Barnet. I believe that was a sort of fancy name—at least, I never knew of any living Barnet. ’Tis now Browse and Co.’
‘The firm is still around, sir, but they've dropped the name Barnet. I think that was just a fancy name—at least, I never knew of any actual person named Barnet. It’s now Browse and Co.’
‘And does Andrew Jones still keep on as architect?’
‘And is Andrew Jones still working as the architect?’
‘He’s dead, sir.’
"He's gone, sir."
‘And the Vicar of St. Mary’s—Mr. Melrose?’
‘And the Vicar of St. Mary’s—Mr. Melrose?’
‘He’s been dead a great many years.’
‘He’s been dead for many years.’
‘Dear me!’ He paused yet longer, and cleared his voice. ‘Is Mr. Downe, the solicitor, still in practice?’
‘Oh my!’ He paused even longer and cleared his throat. ‘Is Mr. Downe, the lawyer, still practicing?’
‘No, sir, he’s dead. He died about seven years ago.’
‘No, sir, he’s dead. He passed away around seven years ago.’
Here it was a longer silence still; and an attentive observer would have noticed that the paper in the stranger’s hand increased its imperceptible tremor to a visible shake. That gray-haired gentleman noticed it himself, and rested the paper on the counter. ‘Is Mrs. Downe still alive?’ he asked, closing his lips firmly as soon as the words were out of his mouth, and dropping his eyes.
Here, the silence stretched on even longer, and a keen observer would have seen that the paper in the stranger's hand went from a barely noticeable tremor to a clear shake. The gray-haired man noticed it too and put the paper down on the counter. “Is Mrs. Downe still alive?” he asked, closing his lips tightly as soon as he spoke and looking down.
‘Yes, sir, she’s alive and well. She’s living at the old place.’
‘Yes, sir, she’s alive and doing fine. She’s staying at the old place.’
‘In East Street?’
'On East Street?'
‘O no; at Château Ringdale. I believe it has been in the family for some generations.’
‘Oh no; at Château Ringdale. I think it’s been in the family for a few generations.’
‘She lives with her children, perhaps?’
'Does she live with her kids, maybe?'
‘No; she has no children of her own. There were some Miss Downes; I think they were Mr. Downe’s daughters by a former wife; but they are married and living in other parts of the town. Mrs. Downe lives alone.’
‘No; she has no children of her own. There were some Miss Downes; I think they were Mr. Downe’s daughters from a previous wife; but they are married and living in other parts of town. Mrs. Downe lives alone.’
‘Quite alone?’
"Really alone?"
‘Yes, sir; quite alone.’
"Yes, sir; completely alone."
The newly-arrived gentleman went back to the hotel and dined; after which he made some change in his dress, shaved back his beard to the fashion that had prevailed twenty years earlier, when he was young and interesting, and once more emerging, bent his steps in the direction of the harbour-road. Just before getting to the point where the pavement ceased and the houses isolated themselves, he overtook a shambling, stooping, unshaven man, who at first sight appeared like a professional tramp, his shoulders having a perceptible greasiness as they passed under the gaslight. Each pedestrian momentarily turned and regarded the other, and the tramp-like gentleman started back.
The newly arrived man returned to the hotel and had dinner; afterward, he changed his clothes, trimmed his beard to the style that was popular twenty years ago, when he was young and appealing. Once he was ready, he headed toward the harbor road. Just before reaching the spot where the sidewalk ended and the houses stood alone, he bumped into a slouching, hunched, unshaven guy who, at first glance, looked like a professional homeless person, his shoulders noticeably greasy under the streetlight. Each man briefly turned to look at the other, and the homeless-looking man pulled back.
‘Good—why—is that Mr. Barnet? ’Tis Mr. Barnet, surely!’
‘Good—why—is that Mr. Barnet? It’s definitely Mr. Barnet!’
‘Yes; and you are Charlson?’
"Yes, and you’re Charlson?"
‘Yes—ah—you notice my appearance. The Fates have rather ill-used me. By-the-bye, that fifty pounds. I never paid it, did I? . . . But I was not ungrateful!’ Here the stooping man laid one hand emphatically on the palm of the other. ‘I gave you a chance, Mr. George Barnet, which many men would have thought full value received—the chance to marry your Lucy. As far as the world was concerned, your wife was a drowned woman, hey?’
‘Yes—ah—you notice how I look. The Fates haven’t treated me well. By the way, about that fifty pounds. I never paid it, did I? . . . But I wasn’t ungrateful!’ Here the hunched man placed one hand firmly on the palm of the other. ‘I gave you an opportunity, Mr. George Barnet, that many men would consider a fair trade—the chance to marry your Lucy. As far as the world was concerned, your wife was a drowned woman, right?’
‘Heaven forbid all that, Charlson!’
"God forbid all that, Charlson!"
‘Well, well, ’twas a wrong way of showing gratitude, I suppose. And now a drop of something to drink for old acquaintance’ sake! And Mr. Barnet, she’s again free—there’s a chance now if you care for it—ha, ha!’ And the speaker pushed his tongue into his hollow cheek and slanted his eye in the old fashion.
‘Well, well, it was a bad way to show gratitude, I guess. And now a drink to honor old times! And Mr. Barnet, she’s single again—there’s a chance now if you’re interested—ha, ha!’ And the speaker poked his tongue into his cheek and gave a sideways glance in the familiar way.
‘I know all,’ said Barnet quickly; and slipping a small present into the hands of the needy, saddening man, he stepped ahead and was soon in the outskirts of the town.
"I know everything," Barnet said quickly, and handing a small gift to the struggling, sorrowful man, he moved ahead and soon reached the edge of the town.
He reached the harbour-road, and paused before the entrance to a well-known house. It was so highly bosomed in trees and shrubs planted since the erection of the building that one would scarcely have recognized the spot as that which had been a mere neglected slope till chosen as a site for a dwelling. He opened the swing-gate, closed it noiselessly, and gently moved into the semicircular drive, which remained exactly as it had been marked out by Barnet on the morning when Lucy Savile ran in to thank him for procuring her the post of governess to Downe’s children. But the growth of trees and bushes which revealed itself at every step was beyond all expectation; sun-proof and moon-proof bowers vaulted the walks, and the walls of the house were uniformly bearded with creeping plants as high as the first-floor windows.
He reached the harbor road and paused in front of the entrance to a familiar house. It was so surrounded by trees and shrubs planted since the building was constructed that you would hardly recognize it as the spot that had been just a neglected slope before it was chosen as a site for a home. He opened the swing gate, closed it quietly, and gently walked into the semicircular drive, which looked just like it had when Barnet marked it out on the morning that Lucy Savile came in to thank him for getting her the job as governess for Downe’s children. However, the growth of trees and bushes that unfolded at every step was far more than expected; sun-proof and moon-proof canopies arched over the paths, and the walls of the house were completely covered with climbing plants up to the first-floor windows.
After lingering for a few minutes in the dusk of the bending boughs, the visitor rang the door-bell, and on the servant appearing, he announced himself as ‘an old friend of Mrs. Downe’s.’
After hanging around for a few minutes in the twilight beneath the bending branches, the visitor rang the doorbell, and when the servant came to the door, he introduced himself as 'an old friend of Mrs. Downe’s.'
The hall was lighted, but not brightly, the gas being turned low, as if visitors were rare. There was a stagnation in the dwelling; it seemed to be waiting. Could it really be waiting for him? The partitions which had been probed by Barnet’s walking-stick when the mortar was green, were now quite brown with the antiquity of their varnish, and the ornamental woodwork of the staircase, which had glistened with a pale yellow newness when first erected, was now of a rich wine-colour. During the servant’s absence the following colloquy could be dimly heard through the nearly closed door of the drawing-room.
The hall was lit, but not very brightly, with the gas turned down low, as if visitors were uncommon. There was a sense of stagnation in the house; it felt like it was waiting. Could it really be waiting for him? The walls, which had been poked by Barnet's walking stick when the mortar was still wet, were now a deep brown from age, and the decorative woodwork of the staircase, which had once shone with a pale yellow freshness when it was first built, now had a rich wine color. While the servant was away, the following conversation could be faintly heard through the nearly closed door of the drawing room.
‘He didn’t give his name?’
"Didn’t he give his name?"
‘He only said “an old friend,” ma’am.’
‘He just said “an old friend,” ma’am.’
‘What kind of gentleman is he?’
‘What kind of guy is he?’
‘A staidish gentleman, with gray hair.’
'A somewhat serious gentleman with gray hair.'
The voice of the second speaker seemed to affect the listener greatly. After a pause, the lady said, ‘Very well, I will see him.’
The voice of the second speaker seemed to impact the listener significantly. After a pause, the woman said, ‘Alright, I will see him.’
And the stranger was shown in face to face with the Lucy who had once been Lucy Savile. The round cheek of that formerly young lady had, of course, alarmingly flattened its curve in her modern representative; a pervasive grayness overspread her once dark brown hair, like morning rime on heather. The parting down the middle was wide and jagged; once it had been a thin white line, a narrow crevice between two high banks of shade. But there was still enough left to form a handsome knob behind, and some curls beneath inwrought with a few hairs like silver wires were very becoming. In her eyes the only modification was that their originally mild rectitude of expression had become a little more stringent than heretofore. Yet she was still girlish—a girl who had been gratuitously weighted by destiny with a burden of five-and-forty years instead of her proper twenty.
And the stranger was brought face to face with Lucy, who had once been Lucy Savile. The round cheeks of that once young lady had, of course, alarmingly flattened in her modern counterpart; a widespread grayness covered her once dark brown hair, like morning frost on heather. The part down the middle was wide and jagged; it had once been a thin white line, a narrow crevice between two high banks of shade. But there was still enough left to form a nice bun in the back, and some curls mixed with a few strands like silver wires looked very good. The only change in her eyes was that their originally gentle expression had become a bit stricter than before. Yet she still seemed youthful—a girl who had been unfairly burdened by fate with the weight of forty-five years instead of her rightful twenty.
‘Lucy, don’t you know me?’ he said, when the servant had closed the door.
‘Lucy, don’t you recognize me?’ he asked, after the servant had shut the door.
‘I knew you the instant I saw you!’ she returned cheerfully. ‘I don’t know why, but I always thought you would come back to your old town again.’
‘I knew you the moment I saw you!’ she replied happily. ‘I don’t know why, but I always believed you would return to your old hometown again.’
She gave him her hand, and then they sat down. ‘They said you were dead,’ continued Lucy, ‘but I never thought so. We should have heard of it for certain if you had been.’
She offered him her hand, and then they sat down. ‘They said you were dead,’ Lucy continued, ‘but I never believed it. We definitely would have heard if that were true.’
‘It is a very long time since we met.’
‘It’s been a really long time since we last met.’
‘Yes; what you must have seen, Mr. Barnet, in all these roving years, in comparison with what I have seen in this quiet place!’ Her face grew more serious. ‘You know my husband has been dead a long time? I am a lonely old woman now, considering what I have been; though Mr. Downe’s daughters—all married—manage to keep me pretty cheerful.’
‘Yes; what you must have seen, Mr. Barnet, in all your years of wandering, compared to what I have experienced here in this peaceful place!’ Her expression became more serious. ‘You know my husband has been gone for a long time? I’m a lonely old woman now, considering my past; although Mr. Downe’s daughters—all married—do a good job of keeping me fairly cheerful.’
‘And I am a lonely old man, and have been any time these twenty years.’
‘And I am a lonely old man, and have been for these past twenty years.’
‘But where have you kept yourself? And why did you go off so mysteriously?’
‘But where have you been? And why did you leave so mysteriously?’
‘Well, Lucy, I have kept myself a little in America, and a little in Australia, a little in India, a little at the Cape, and so on; I have not stayed in any place for a long time, as it seems to me, and yet more than twenty years have flown. But when people get to my age two years go like one!—Your second question, why did I go away so mysteriously, is surely not necessary. You guessed why, didn’t you?’
‘Well, Lucy, I've spent some time in America, some in Australia, some in India, some at the Cape, and so on; I haven't stayed in one place for long, it seems to me, and yet more than twenty years have passed. But when people reach my age, two years feel like one!—As for your second question about why I left so mysteriously, I'm sure that's not really needed. You figured out why, didn’t you?’
‘No, I never once guessed,’ she said simply; ‘nor did Charles, nor did anybody as far as I know.’
‘No, I never guessed,’ she said plainly; ‘nor did Charles, nor did anyone else that I know of.’
‘Well, indeed! Now think it over again, and then look at me, and say if you can’t guess?’
‘Well, really! Now think it over again, and then look at me, and tell me if you can’t figure it out?’
She looked him in the face with an inquiring smile. ‘Surely not because of me?’ she said, pausing at the commencement of surprise.
She looked him in the face with a curious smile. “Surely not because of me?” she said, pausing at the start of her surprise.
Barnet nodded, and smiled again; but his smile was sadder than hers.
Barnet nodded and smiled again, but his smile was sadder than hers.
‘Because I married Charles?’ she asked.
‘Because I married Charles?’ she asked.
‘Yes; solely because you married him on the day I was free to ask you to marry me. My wife died four-and-twenty hours before you went to church with Downe. The fixing of my journey at that particular moment was because of her funeral; but once away I knew I should have no inducement to come back, and took my steps accordingly.’
‘Yes; only because you married him on the day I was finally able to ask you to marry me. My wife passed away just twenty-four hours before you went to the church with Downe. I scheduled my trip for that specific time because of her funeral; but once I left, I knew there would be nothing to bring me back, so I planned my actions that way.’
Her face assumed an aspect of gentle reflection, and she looked up and down his form with great interest in her eyes. ‘I never thought of it!’ she said. ‘I knew, of course, that you had once implied some warmth of feeling towards me, but I concluded that it passed off. And I have always been under the impression that your wife was alive at the time of my marriage. Was it not stupid of me!—But you will have some tea or something? I have never dined late, you know, since my husband’s death. I have got into the way of making a regular meal of tea. You will have some tea with me, will you not?’
Her face took on a look of gentle reflection, and she studied him with great interest in her eyes. "I never thought about it!" she said. "I knew, of course, that you had once hinted at some feelings for me, but I thought those feelings had faded. And I always assumed that your wife was still alive when I got married. Wasn't that silly of me? But you'll have some tea or something, right? I haven't eaten late since my husband passed away. I've gotten into the habit of having tea as a regular meal. You'll join me for some tea, won't you?"
The travelled man assented quite readily, and tea was brought in. They sat and chatted over the meal, regardless of the flying hour. ‘Well, well!’ said Barnet presently, as for the first time he leisurely surveyed the room; ‘how like it all is, and yet how different! Just where your piano stands was a board on a couple of trestles, bearing the patterns of wall-papers, when I was last here. I was choosing them—standing in this way, as it might be. Then my servant came in at the door, and handed me a note, so. It was from Downe, and announced that you were just going to be married to him. I chose no more wall-papers—tore up all those I had selected, and left the house. I never entered it again till now.’
The traveled man readily agreed, and they brought in tea. They sat and chatted over the meal, not caring about the time flying by. "Well, well!" Barnet said after a moment, as he took a leisurely look around the room; "it's so similar and yet so different! Right where your piano is now, there used to be a board on a couple of trestles with wallpaper samples when I was last here. I was choosing them—standing just like this, probably. Then my servant came in through the door and handed me a note, like this. It was from Downe, letting me know you were about to marry him. I didn't choose any more wallpapers—I tore up all the ones I had picked out and left the house. I never came back until now."
‘Ah, at last I understand it all,’ she murmured.
‘Ah, finally, I get it all,’ she murmured.
They had both risen and gone to the fireplace. The mantel came almost on a level with her shoulder, which gently rested against it, and Barnet laid his hand upon the shelf close beside her shoulder. ‘Lucy,’ he said, ‘better late than never. Will you marry me now?’
They both got up and went to the fireplace. The mantel was almost at her shoulder level, which gently rested against it, and Barnet placed his hand on the shelf right next to her shoulder. ‘Lucy,’ he said, ‘better late than never. Will you marry me now?’
She started back, and the surprise which was so obvious in her wrought even greater surprise in him that it should be so. It was difficult to believe that she had been quite blind to the situation, and yet all reason and common sense went to prove that she was not acting.
She stepped back, and the shock that was so clear on her face surprised him even more that it was so. It was hard to believe that she had been completely unaware of what was happening, yet all logic and common sense suggested that she wasn’t pretending.
‘You take me quite unawares by such a question!’ she said, with a forced laugh of uneasiness. It was the first time she had shown any embarrassment at all. ‘Why,’ she added, ‘I couldn’t marry you for the world.’
‘You really caught me off guard with that question!’ she said, nervously forcing a laugh. It was the first time she had shown any signs of embarrassment. ‘Well,’ she continued, ‘I couldn’t marry you for anything.’
‘Not after all this! Why not?’
‘Not after all this! Why not?’
‘It is—I would—I really think I may say it—I would upon the whole rather marry you, Mr. Barnet, than any other man I have ever met, if I ever dreamed of marriage again. But I don’t dream of it—it is quite out of my thoughts; I have not the least intention of marrying again.’
‘It is—I think I can honestly say this—I would overall rather marry you, Mr. Barnet, than any other man I have ever met, if I ever thought about marriage again. But I don’t think about it—it’s completely off my mind; I have no intention of marrying again.’
‘But—on my account—couldn’t you alter your plans a little? Come!’
'But—couldn't you change your plans a bit for me? Come on!'
‘Dear Mr. Barnet,’ she said with a little flutter, ‘I would on your account if on anybody’s in existence. But you don’t know in the least what it is you are asking—such an impracticable thing—I won’t say ridiculous, of course, because I see that you are really in earnest, and earnestness is never ridiculous to my mind.’
‘Dear Mr. Barnet,’ she said with a little flutter, ‘I would do it for you more than for anyone else. But you don’t really understand what you’re asking—it’s such an unrealistic thing—I won’t call it ridiculous because I can tell you’re genuinely serious, and I never see seriousness as ridiculous.’
‘Well, yes,’ said Barnet more slowly, dropping her hand, which he had taken at the moment of pleading, ‘I am in earnest. The resolve, two months ago, at the Cape, to come back once more was, it is true, rather sudden, and as I see now, not well considered. But I am in earnest in asking.’
‘Well, yes,’ Barnet said slowly, letting go of her hand that he had held while pleading, ‘I’m serious. The decision, two months ago, at the Cape, to come back again was, I admit, quite sudden, and I can see now that it wasn’t well thought out. But I’m serious about asking.’
‘And I in declining. With all good feeling and all kindness, let me say that I am quite opposed to the idea of marrying a second time.’
‘And I am declining. With all goodwill and kindness, let me say that I am completely against the idea of getting married a second time.’
‘Well, no harm has been done,’ he answered, with the same subdued and tender humorousness that he had shown on such occasions in early life. ‘If you really won’t accept me, I must put up with it, I suppose.’ His eye fell on the clock as he spoke. ‘Had you any notion that it was so late?’ he asked. ‘How absorbed I have been!’
‘Well, no harm has been done,’ he replied, with the same quiet and gentle humor he had shown in his younger days. ‘If you really won’t accept me, I guess I’ll just have to deal with it.’ His gaze landed on the clock as he spoke. ‘Did you have any idea it was this late?’ he asked. ‘I’ve been so absorbed!’
She accompanied him to the hall, helped him to put on his overcoat, and let him out of the house herself.
She walked with him to the hall, helped him put on his overcoat, and let him out of the house herself.
‘Good-night,’ said Barnet, on the doorstep, as the lamp shone in his face. ‘You are not offended with me?’
'Good night,' said Barnet on the doorstep, the lamp shining on his face. 'You're not mad at me, are you?'
‘Certainly not. Nor you with me?’
‘Definitely not. And you don't feel the same way?’
‘I’ll consider whether I am or not,’ he pleasantly replied. ‘Good-night.’
‘I’ll think about it,’ he replied with a smile. ‘Goodnight.’
She watched him safely through the gate; and when his footsteps had died away upon the road, closed the door softly and returned to the room. Here the modest widow long pondered his speeches, with eyes dropped to an unusually low level. Barnet’s urbanity under the blow of her refusal greatly impressed her. After having his long period of probation rendered useless by her decision, he had shown no anger, and had philosophically taken her words as if he deserved no better ones. It was very gentlemanly of him, certainly; it was more than gentlemanly; it was heroic and grand. The more she meditated, the more she questioned the virtue of her conduct in checking him so peremptorily; and went to her bedroom in a mood of dissatisfaction. On looking in the glass she was reminded that there was not so much remaining of her former beauty as to make his frank declaration an impulsive natural homage to her cheeks and eyes; it must undoubtedly have arisen from an old staunch feeling of his, deserving tenderest consideration. She recalled to her mind with much pleasure that he had told her he was staying at the Black-Bull Hotel; so that if, after waiting a day or two, he should not, in his modesty, call again, she might then send him a nice little note. To alter her views for the present was far from her intention; but she would allow herself to be induced to reconsider the case, as any generous woman ought to do.
She watched him safely through the gate, and when his footsteps faded away down the road, she closed the door quietly and went back to the room. There, the modest widow thought for a long time about what he had said, her eyes lowered to an unusually low level. Barnet's calm demeanor in response to her refusal really impressed her. After all the time he had spent waiting for her decision, he had shown no anger and had accepted her words as though he expected nothing better. It was very gentlemanly of him, definitely; it was more than gentlemanly; it was heroic and noble. The more she reflected, the more she questioned the propriety of her actions in rejecting him so abruptly, and she went to her bedroom feeling dissatisfied. When she looked in the mirror, she realized that there wasn’t much left of her former beauty to make his honest declaration feel like a spontaneous compliment to her looks; it must have come from a genuine, long-held fondness he had, which deserved her careful consideration. She remembered with pleasure that he had mentioned he was staying at the Black-Bull Hotel, so if he didn’t come back after waiting a day or two, she could send him a nice little note. Changing her mind right now was not her plan, but she would allow herself to be open to reconsidering the situation, as any generous woman should.
The morrow came and passed, and Mr. Barnet did not drop in. At every knock, light youthful hues flew across her cheek; and she was abstracted in the presence of her other visitors. In the evening she walked about the house, not knowing what to do with herself; the conditions of existence seemed totally different from those which ruled only four-and-twenty short hours ago. What had been at first a tantalizing elusive sentiment was getting acclimatized within her as a definite hope, and her person was so informed by that emotion that she might almost have stood as its emblematical representative by the time the clock struck ten. In short, an interest in Barnet precisely resembling that of her early youth led her present heart to belie her yesterday’s words to him, and she longed to see him again.
The next day came and went, and Mr. Barnet didn’t stop by. Every time someone knocked, a faint blush touched her cheeks, and she seemed lost in thought around her other visitors. In the evening, she wandered around the house, unsure of what to do; everything felt completely different from how it had just twenty-four hours earlier. What had started as a teasing, fleeting feeling was starting to settle into a real hope within her, so much so that by the time the clock struck ten, she could have easily been seen as its symbol. In short, the interest she felt for Barnet, similar to that of her youth, made her current heart contradict what she had told him the day before, and she yearned to see him again.
The next day she walked out early, thinking she might meet him in the street. The growing beauty of her romance absorbed her, and she went from the street to the fields, and from the fields to the shore, without any consciousness of distance, till reminded by her weariness that she could go no further. He had nowhere appeared. In the evening she took a step which under the circumstances seemed justifiable; she wrote a note to him at the hotel, inviting him to tea with her at six precisely, and signing her note ‘Lucy.’
The next day she left early, hoping to run into him on the street. The excitement of her romance consumed her, and she wandered from the street to the fields, and from the fields to the shore, completely unaware of the distance, until her fatigue reminded her that she couldn’t go any farther. He hadn’t shown up anywhere. In the evening, she made a decision that felt reasonable given the situation; she wrote him a note at the hotel, inviting him to tea with her at exactly six, and signed it 'Lucy.'
In a quarter of an hour the messenger came back. Mr. Barnet had left the hotel early in the morning of the day before, but he had stated that he would probably return in the course of the week.
In 15 minutes, the messenger returned. Mr. Barnet had left the hotel early the morning before, but he mentioned that he would likely come back sometime this week.
The note was sent back, to be given to him immediately on his arrival.
The note was sent back to be handed to him as soon as he arrived.
There was no sign from the inn that this desired event had occurred, either on the next day or the day following. On both nights she had been restless, and had scarcely slept half-an-hour.
There was no indication from the inn that this anticipated event had taken place, either the next day or the following one. She had been restless on both nights and had hardly slept for half an hour.
On the Saturday, putting off all diffidence, Lucy went herself to the Black-Bull, and questioned the staff closely.
On Saturday, putting aside all her shyness, Lucy went to the Black-Bull herself and asked the staff a lot of questions.
Mr. Barnet had cursorily remarked when leaving that he might return on the Thursday or Friday, but they were directed not to reserve a room for him unless he should write.
Mr. Barnet had briefly mentioned when he was leaving that he might come back on Thursday or Friday, but they were told not to save a room for him unless he wrote to confirm.
He had left no address.
He didn't leave an address.
Lucy sorrowfully took back her note went home, and resolved to wait.
Lucy sadly took back her note, went home, and decided to wait.
She did wait—years and years—but Barnet never reappeared.
She waited—year after year—but Barnet never came back.
April 1880.
April 1880.
INTERLOPERS AT THE KNAP
CHAPTER I
The north road from Casterbridge is tedious and lonely, especially in winter-time. Along a part of its course it connects with Long-Ash Lane, a monotonous track without a village or hamlet for many miles, and with very seldom a turning. Unapprized wayfarers who are too old, or too young, or in other respects too weak for the distance to be traversed, but who, nevertheless, have to walk it, say, as they look wistfully ahead, ‘Once at the top of that hill, and I must surely see the end of Long-Ash Lane!’ But they reach the hilltop, and Long-Ash Lane stretches in front as mercilessly as before.
The north road from Casterbridge is dull and isolated, especially in winter. For part of its route, it connects with Long-Ash Lane, a boring path with no village or settlement for miles, and very few turns. Travelers who are too old, too young, or otherwise too weak for the journey, yet have to make it, often look ahead and say, “Once I reach the top of that hill, I must be able to see the end of Long-Ash Lane!” But when they get to the top, Long-Ash Lane stretches out before them just as relentlessly as before.
Some few years ago a certain farmer was riding through this lane in the gloom of a winter evening. The farmer’s friend, a dairyman, was riding beside him. A few paces in the rear rode the farmer’s man. All three were well horsed on strong, round-barrelled cobs; and to be well horsed was to be in better spirits about Long-Ash Lane than poor pedestrians could attain to during its passage.
A few years ago, a farmer was riding down this lane on a dark winter evening. His friend, a dairyman, was riding next to him. A short distance behind rode the farmer's worker. All three of them had sturdy, well-built horses, and riding well-made horses made them feel much better about Long-Ash Lane than the unfortunate pedestrians could manage while crossing it.
But the farmer did not talk much to his friend as he rode along. The enterprise which had brought him there filled his mind; for in truth it was important. Not altogether so important was it, perhaps, when estimated by its value to society at large; but if the true measure of a deed be proportionate to the space it occupies in the heart of him who undertakes it, Farmer Charles Darton’s business to-night could hold its own with the business of kings.
But the farmer didn't say much to his friend as he rode along. The task that had brought him there occupied his thoughts because it was genuinely significant. It might not seem as important when considering its value to society as a whole, but if the true value of an action is determined by how much it matters to the person doing it, then Farmer Charles Darton’s work tonight could compete with the affairs of kings.
He was a large farmer. His turnover, as it is called, was probably thirty thousand pounds a year. He had a great many draught horses, a great many milch cows, and of sheep a multitude. This comfortable position was, however, none of his own making. It had been created by his father, a man of a very different stamp from the present representative of the line.
He was a big farmer. His turnover, as it's called, was probably thirty thousand pounds a year. He had a lot of draft horses, a lot of dairy cows, and countless sheep. This comfortable situation, however, wasn't of his own making. It had been established by his father, a man very different from the current representative of the family.
Darton, the father, had been a one-idea’d character, with a buttoned-up pocket and a chink-like eye brimming with commercial subtlety. In Darton the son, this trade subtlety had become transmuted into emotional, and the harshness had disappeared; he would have been called a sad man but for his constant care not to divide himself from lively friends by piping notes out of harmony with theirs. Contemplative, he allowed his mind to be a quiet meeting-place for memories and hopes. So that, naturally enough, since succeeding to the agricultural calling, and up to his present age of thirty-two, he had neither advanced nor receded as a capitalist—a stationary result which did not agitate one of his unambitious, unstrategic nature, since he had all that he desired. The motive of his expedition to-night showed the same absence of anxious regard for Number One.
Darton, the father, was a one-track kind of person, with a buttoned-up pocket and a shrewd eye full of business acumen. In Darton the son, this business savvy had transformed into emotional depth, and the harshness was gone; he might have been seen as a sad man if it weren't for his constant effort to stay in sync with his lively friends. Reflective, he let his mind be a peaceful space for memories and hopes. So, naturally, since taking over the farming life and up to his current age of thirty-two, he hadn't moved forward or backward as a capitalist—an unchanged situation that didn't trouble someone of his laid-back, unambitious nature, since he had everything he wanted. The reason for his outing tonight reflected the same lack of concern for his own interests.
The party rode on in the slow, safe trot proper to night-time and bad roads, Farmer Darton’s head jigging rather unromantically up and down against the sky, and his motions being repeated with bolder emphasis by his friend Japheth Johns; while those of the latter were travestied in jerks still less softened by art in the person of the lad who attended them. A pair of whitish objects hung one on each side of the latter, bumping against him at each step, and still further spoiling the grace of his seat. On close inspection they might have been perceived to be open rush baskets—one containing a turkey, and the other some bottles of wine.
The group continued at a slow, steady trot that was suitable for nighttime and rough roads, with Farmer Darton’s head bobbing awkwardly up and down against the dark sky, and his movements mirrored even more dramatically by his friend Japheth Johns. Japheth's movements were further exaggerated by the young man who accompanied them. On each side of the young man, a pair of pale objects swung back and forth, hitting him with each step and making his seat even less graceful. A closer look would reveal that these were open rush baskets—one held a turkey, and the other had some bottles of wine.
‘D’ye feel ye can meet your fate like a man, neighbour Darton?’ asked Johns, breaking a silence which had lasted while five-and-twenty hedgerow trees had glided by.
"Do you feel like you can face your fate like a man, neighbor Darton?" asked Johns, breaking a silence that had lasted while twenty-five hedgerow trees passed by.
Mr. Darton with a half-laugh murmured, ‘Ay—call it my fate! Hanging and wiving go by destiny.’ And then they were silent again.
Mr. Darton chuckled softly and said, “Yeah—call it my fate! Getting hanged and getting married are all in the cards.” Then they fell silent again.
The darkness thickened rapidly, at intervals shutting down on the land in a perceptible flap, like the wave of a wing. The customary close of day was accelerated by a simultaneous blurring of the air. With the fall of night had come a mist just damp enough to incommode, but not sufficient to saturate them. Countrymen as they were—born, as may be said, with only an open door between them and the four seasons—they regarded the mist but as an added obscuration, and ignored its humid quality.
The darkness thickened quickly, occasionally blanketing the land like the sweep of a wing. The usual end of the day was hastened by a simultaneous haziness in the air. With the onset of night, a mist settled in, just damp enough to be annoying, but not enough to soak them. As country folks—born, you could say, with just an open door between them and the four seasons—they saw the mist merely as an extra layer of obscurity and overlooked its dampness.
They were travelling in a direction that was enlivened by no modern current of traffic, the place of Darton’s pilgrimage being an old-fashioned village—one of the Hintocks (several villages of that name, with a distinctive prefix or affix, lying thereabout)—where the people make the best cider and cider-wine in all Wessex, and where the dunghills smell of pomace instead of stable refuse as elsewhere. The lane was sometimes so narrow that the brambles of the hedge, which hung forward like anglers’ rods over a stream, scratched their hats and curry-combed their whiskers as they passed. Yet this neglected lane had been a highway to Queen Elizabeth’s subjects and the cavalcades of the past. Its day was over now, and its history as a national artery done for ever.
They were traveling in a direction that was void of any modern traffic, heading towards Darton’s destination in an old-school village—one of the Hintocks (there are several villages with that name, each having a unique prefix or suffix in the area)—where the locals produce the best cider and cider-wine in all of Wessex, and where the dung heaps smell of pomace instead of the usual stable waste. The lane was sometimes so narrow that the brambles from the hedgerow, which hung over like fishing rods above a stream, scratched their hats and brushed against their faces as they went by. Yet this neglected lane had once been a main road for Queen Elizabeth’s subjects and the grand processions of the past. Its time had passed now, and its history as a crucial route was gone forever.
‘Why I have decided to marry her,’ resumed Darton (in a measured musical voice of confidence which revealed a good deal of his composition), as he glanced round to see that the lad was not too near, ‘is not only that I like her, but that I can do no better, even from a fairly practical point of view. That I might ha’ looked higher is possibly true, though it is really all nonsense. I have had experience enough in looking above me. “No more superior women for me,” said I—you know when. Sally is a comely, independent, simple character, with no make-up about her, who’ll think me as much a superior to her as I used to think—you know who I mean—was to me.’
‘The reason I’ve decided to marry her,’ Darton continued (in a calm, confident voice that showed a lot about him), as he checked to make sure the guy wasn’t too close, ‘is not just that I like her, but that I can’t find anyone better, even from a practical standpoint. It might be true that I could have aimed higher, but honestly, that’s just nonsense. I’ve had enough experience trying to reach for someone above my level. “No more superior women for me,” I said—you know when. Sally is a lovely, independent, down-to-earth person, with no pretense, who’ll see me as much of a superior to her as I used to think—you know who I mean—was to me.’
‘Ay,’ said Johns. ‘However, I shouldn’t call Sally Hall simple. Primary, because no Sally is; secondary, because if some could be, this one wouldn’t. ’Tis a wrong denomination to apply to a woman, Charles, and affects me, as your best man, like cold water. ’Tis like recommending a stage play by saying there’s neither murder, villainy, nor harm of any sort in it, when that’s what you’ve paid your half-crown to see.’
‘Yeah,’ said Johns. ‘But I wouldn't call Sally Hall simple. First of all, no Sally is; and second, if any could be, this one wouldn’t be. It’s an unfair label to put on a woman, Charles, and it bothers me, as your best man, like a splash of cold water. It’s like recommending a play by saying there’s no murder, villainy, or anything bad in it, when that’s exactly what you paid your two-and-six for.’
‘Well; may your opinion do you good. Mine’s a different one.’ And turning the conversation from the philosophical to the practical, Darton expressed a hope that the said Sally had received what he’d sent on by the carrier that day.
‘Well, I hope your opinion works out for you. I have a different one.’ Shifting the conversation from the philosophical to the practical, Darton hoped that Sally had received what he sent via the carrier that day.
Johns wanted to know what that was.
Johns wanted to know what that was.
‘It is a dress,’ said Darton. ‘Not exactly a wedding-dress; though she may use it as one if she likes. It is rather serviceable than showy—suitable for the winter weather.’
‘It’s a dress,’ said Darton. ‘Not exactly a wedding dress; though she can use it as one if she wants. It’s more practical than flashy—suitable for winter weather.’
‘Good,’ said Johns. ‘Serviceable is a wise word in a bridegroom. I commend ye, Charles.’
‘Good,’ said Johns. ‘Serviceable is a smart choice of word for a groom. I commend you, Charles.’
‘For,’ said Darton, ‘why should a woman dress up like a rope-dancer because she’s going to do the most solemn deed of her life except dying?’
‘For,’ said Darton, ‘why should a woman dress up like a tightrope walker just because she’s about to do the most serious thing in her life besides dying?’
‘Faith, why? But she will, because she will, I suppose,’ said Dairyman Johns.
‘Faith, why? But she will, because she will, I guess,’ said Dairyman Johns.
‘H’m,’ said Darton.
‘Um,’ said Darton.
The lane they followed had been nearly straight for several miles, but it now took a turn, and winding uncertainly for some distance forked into two. By night country roads are apt to reveal ungainly qualities which pass without observation during day; and though Darton had travelled this way before, he had not done so frequently, Sally having been wooed at the house of a relative near his own. He never remembered seeing at this spot a pair of alternative ways looking so equally probable as these two did now. Johns rode on a few steps.
The road they were on had been almost straight for several miles, but now it took a turn and wound uncertainly for a bit before splitting into two options. At night, country roads tend to show awkward features that go unnoticed during the day; and even though Darton had traveled this route before, he hadn't done so often since Sally had been courted at a relative's house near his. He couldn’t recall seeing at this spot two paths that looked so equally promising as these did now. Johns rode on a few steps.
‘Don’t be out of heart, sonny,’ he cried. ‘Here’s a handpost. Enoch—come and climm this post, and tell us the way.’
‘Don’t lose hope, kid,’ he shouted. ‘Here’s a signpost. Enoch—come climb this post and tell us which way to go.’
The lad dismounted, and jumped into the hedge where the post stood under a tree.
The boy got off his horse and jumped into the bushes where the post was located under a tree.
‘Unstrap the baskets, or you’ll smash up that wine!’ cried Darton, as the young man began spasmodically to climb the post, baskets and all.
‘Unstrap the baskets, or you’ll break that wine!’ shouted Darton, as the young man started to awkwardly climb the post, baskets and all.
‘Was there ever less head in a brainless world?’ said Johns. ‘Here, simple Nocky, I’ll do it.’ He leapt off, and with much puffing climbed the post, striking a match when he reached the top, and moving the light along the arm, the lad standing and gazing at the spectacle.
‘Was there ever less sense in a mindless world?’ said Johns. ‘Here, simple Nocky, I’ll handle it.’ He jumped down and, breathing heavily, climbed the post, striking a match when he got to the top and moving the light along the arm, with the boy standing and staring at the sight.
‘I have faced tantalization these twenty years with a temper as mild as milk!’ said Japheth; ‘but such things as this don’t come short of devilry!’ And flinging the match away, he slipped down to the ground.
‘I’ve been teased for twenty years with a temper as calm as milk!’ said Japheth; ‘but things like this are nothing short of devilry!’ And tossing the match aside, he jumped down to the ground.
‘What’s the matter?’ asked Darton.
"What's wrong?" asked Darton.
‘Not a letter, sacred or heathen—not so much as would tell us the way to the great fireplace—ever I should sin to say it! Either the moss and mildew have eat away the words, or we have arrived in a land where the natyves have lost the art o’ writing, and should ha’ brought our compass like Christopher Columbus.’
‘Not a single letter, sacred or not—not even one that could guide us to the big fireplace—I'd never dare to say it! Either the moss and mold have destroyed the words, or we've come to a place where the locals have forgotten how to write, and we should have brought our compass like Christopher Columbus.’
‘Let us take the straightest road,’ said Darton placidly; ‘I shan’t be sorry to get there—’tis a tiresome ride. I would have driven if I had known.’
"Let's take the quickest route," Darton said calmly. "I won't be disappointed to arrive—it's a long ride. I would have driven if I had known."
‘Nor I neither, sir,’ said Enoch. ‘These straps plough my shoulder like a zull. If ’tis much further to your lady’s home, Maister Darton, I shall ask to be let carry half of these good things in my innerds—hee, hee!’
‘Me neither, sir,’ said Enoch. ‘These straps dig into my shoulder like crazy. If it’s much further to your lady’s place, Master Darton, I’m going to ask if I can carry half of these goodies in my stomach—hee, hee!’
‘Don’t you be such a reforming radical, Enoch,’ said Johns sternly. ‘Here, I’ll take the turkey.’
‘Don’t be such a radical reformer, Enoch,’ Johns said sternly. ‘Here, I’ll take the turkey.’
This being done, they went forward by the right-hand lane, which ascended a hill, the left winding away under a plantation. The pit-a-pat of their horses’ hoofs lessened up the slope; and the ironical directing-post stood in solitude as before, holding out its blank arms to the raw breeze, which brought a snore from the wood as if Skrymir the Giant were sleeping there.
This done, they continued on the right-hand path, which went up a hill, while the left veered off beneath a grove. The sound of their horses' hooves faded as they climbed; and the ironic signpost stood alone as before, stretching its empty arms to the chilly breeze, which carried a snoring sound from the woods as if Skrymir the Giant were sleeping there.
CHAPTER II
Three miles to the left of the travellers, along the road they had not followed, rose an old house with mullioned windows of Ham-hill stone, and chimneys of lavish solidity. It stood at the top of a slope beside King’s-Hintock village-street; and immediately in front of it grew a large sycamore-tree, whose bared roots formed a convenient staircase from the road below to the front door of the dwelling. Its situation gave the house what little distinctive name it possessed, namely, ‘The Knap.’ Some forty yards off a brook dribbled past, which, for its size, made a great deal of noise. At the back was a dairy barton, accessible for vehicles and live-stock by a side ‘drong.’ Thus much only of the character of the homestead could be divined out of doors at this shady evening-time.
Three miles to the left of the travelers, along the road they hadn't taken, stood an old house with mullioned windows made of Ham-hill stone and sturdy chimneys. It was perched at the top of a slope next to King’s-Hintock village street, and right in front of it was a large sycamore tree, its exposed roots forming a convenient staircase from the road below to the front door of the house. Its location gave the house its only distinctive name, ‘The Knap.’ About forty yards away, a small brook trickled by, making a surprising amount of noise for its size. At the back was a dairy yard, accessible for vehicles and livestock via a side track. This was all that could be understood about the character of the homestead from outside during this shady evening hour.
But within there was plenty of light to see by, as plenty was construed at Hintock. Beside a Tudor fireplace, whose moulded four-centred arch was nearly hidden by a figured blue-cloth blower, were seated two women—mother and daughter—Mrs. Hall, and Sarah, or Sally; for this was a part of the world where the latter modification had not as yet been effaced as a vulgarity by the march of intellect. The owner of the name was the young woman by whose means Mr. Darton proposed to put an end to his bachelor condition on the approaching day.
But inside, there was plenty of light to see, as "plenty" was understood in Hintock. Next to a Tudor fireplace, its beautifully shaped four-centered arch almost concealed by a patterned blue cloth, sat two women—mother and daughter—Mrs. Hall and Sarah, or Sally; for this was a place where the more informal name hadn’t yet been considered outdated by the rise of intellect. The owner of the name was the young woman through whom Mr. Darton planned to end his bachelor status on the upcoming day.
The mother’s bereavement had been so long ago as not to leave much mark of its occurrence upon her now, either in face or clothes. She had resumed the mob-cap of her early married life, enlivening its whiteness by a few rose-du-Barry ribbons. Sally required no such aids to pinkness. Roseate good-nature lit up her gaze; her features showed curves of decision and judgment; and she might have been regarded without much mistake as a warm-hearted, quick-spirited, handsome girl.
The mother's grief had happened so long ago that it barely showed on her now, neither in her face nor her clothes. She had gone back to wearing the mob-cap from her early married days, brightening its white fabric with a few rose-du-Barry ribbons. Sally didn't need any such embellishments to show her pinkness. A cheerful warmth shone in her eyes; her features reflected determination and insight; and she could easily be seen as a kind-hearted, lively, attractive girl.
She did most of the talking, her mother listening with a half-absent air, as she picked up fragments of red-hot wood ember with the tongs, and piled them upon the brands. But the number of speeches that passed was very small in proportion to the meanings exchanged. Long experience together often enabled them to see the course of thought in each other’s minds without a word being spoken. Behind them, in the centre of the room, the table was spread for supper, certain whiffs of air laden with fat vapours, which ever and anon entered from the kitchen, denoting its preparation there.
She did most of the talking while her mother listened with a distant look, picking up glowing pieces of wood with the tongs and stacking them on the fire. However, the number of words exchanged was quite small compared to the understanding between them. Their long experience together often allowed them to grasp each other's thoughts without saying a word. Behind them, in the middle of the room, the table was set for dinner, with occasional whiffs of rich scents drifting in from the kitchen, signaling that the meal was being prepared.
‘The new gown he was going to send you stays about on the way like himself,’ Sally’s mother was saying.
‘The new dress he’s going to send you is just like him, hanging around on the way,’ Sally’s mom was saying.
‘Yes, not finished, I daresay,’ cried Sally independently. ‘Lord, I shouldn’t be amazed if it didn’t come at all! Young men make such kind promises when they are near you, and forget ’em when they go away. But he doesn’t intend it as a wedding-gown—he gives it to me merely as a gown to wear when I like—a travelling-dress is what it would be called by some. Come rathe or come late it don’t much matter, as I have a dress of my own to fall back upon. But what time is it?’
‘Yeah, not finished, I bet,’ Sally exclaimed confidently. ‘Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if it never shows up! Young guys make all these grand promises when they're around you, but then forget them as soon as they leave. But he doesn’t mean it as a wedding dress—he’s just giving it to me as a dress to wear whenever I want—a traveling outfit, as some would call it. Whether it comes early or late doesn’t really matter, since I have a dress of my own to rely on. But what time is it?’
She went to the family clock and opened the glass, for the hour was not otherwise discernible by night, and indeed at all times was rather a thing to be investigated than beheld, so much more wall than window was there in the apartment. ‘It is nearly eight,’ said she.
She walked over to the family clock and opened the glass because the hour was hard to see at night, and honestly, it was always more something to be explored than just looked at, since there was way more wall than window in the room. "It's almost eight," she said.
‘Eight o’clock, and neither dress nor man,’ said Mrs. Hall.
‘It’s eight o’clock, and there's no dress or man,’ said Mrs. Hall.
‘Mother, if you think to tantalize me by talking like that, you are much mistaken! Let him be as late as he will—or stay away altogether—I don’t care,’ said Sally. But a tender, minute quaver in the negation showed that there was something forced in that statement.
‘Mom, if you think you're teasing me by saying that, you're really mistaken! Let him be as late as he wants—or not show up at all—I don't care,’ said Sally. But a slight, shaky tone in her denial revealed that there was something forced in that statement.
Mrs. Hall perceived it, and drily observed that she was not so sure about Sally not caring. ‘But perhaps you don’t care so much as I do, after all,’ she said. ‘For I see what you don’t, that it is a good and flourishing match for you; a very honourable offer in Mr. Darton. And I think I see a kind husband in him. So pray God ’twill go smooth, and wind up well.’
Mrs. Hall noticed it and dryly remarked that she wasn't so sure that Sally didn't care. "But maybe you don't care as much as I do, after all," she said. "Because I see what you might not—this is a good and promising match for you; a very honorable offer from Mr. Darton. And I believe he's going to be a kind husband. So let's hope it all goes well and ends happily."
Sally would not listen to misgivings. Of course it would go smoothly, she asserted. ‘How you are up and down, mother!’ she went on. ‘At this moment, whatever hinders him, we are not so anxious to see him as he is to be here, and his thought runs on before him, and settles down upon us like the star in the east. Hark!’ she exclaimed, with a breath of relief, her eyes sparkling. ‘I heard something. Yes—here they are!’
Sally ignored the doubts. “It’s definitely going to go smoothly,” she said. “You’re so up and down, mom!” she continued. “Right now, no matter what’s holding him back, we’re not as eager to see him as he is to be here. His mind is already with us, and it feels like it's settling down on us like the star in the east. Listen!” she said, letting out a sigh of relief, her eyes shining. “I heard something. Yes—here they come!”
The next moment her mother’s slower ear also distinguished the familiar reverberation occasioned by footsteps clambering up the roots of the sycamore.
The next moment her mother’s slower ear also picked up the familiar sound of footsteps climbing up the roots of the sycamore.
‘Yes it sounds like them at last,’ she said. ‘Well, it is not so very late after all, considering the distance.’
‘Yeah, it finally sounds like them,’ she said. ‘Well, it’s not that late after all, given the distance.’
The footfall ceased, and they arose, expecting a knock. They began to think it might have been, after all, some neighbouring villager under Bacchic influence, giving the centre of the road a wide berth, when their doubts were dispelled by the new-comer’s entry into the passage. The door of the room was gently opened, and there appeared, not the pair of travellers with whom we have already made acquaintance, but a pale-faced man in the garb of extreme poverty—almost in rags.
The footsteps stopped, and they stood up, expecting a knock. They started to think it might have been a nearby villager, maybe a bit tipsy, trying to avoid the center of the road when their doubts were cleared by the newcomer entering the passage. The door to the room was quietly opened, and instead of the two travelers we've already met, a pale-faced man dressed in extreme poverty—almost in rags—came into view.
‘O, it’s a tramp—gracious me!’ said Sally, starting back.
‘Oh, it’s a tramp—wow!’ said Sally, stepping back.
His cheeks and eye-orbits were deep concaves—rather, it might be, from natural weakness of constitution than irregular living, though there were indications that he had led no careful life. He gazed at the two women fixedly for a moment: then with an abashed, humiliated demeanour, dropped his glance to the floor, and sank into a chair without uttering a word.
His cheeks and under-eye areas were deeply hollow—possibly due to a natural weakness in his health rather than a reckless lifestyle, even though there were signs that he hadn't lived carefully. He looked at the two women intensely for a moment, then, feeling embarrassed and humiliated, glanced down at the floor and sat down in a chair without saying anything.
Sally was in advance of her mother, who had remained standing by the fire. She now tried to discern the visitor across the candles.
Sally was ahead of her mother, who was still standing by the fire. She now tried to make out the visitor through the candlelight.
‘Why—mother,’ said Sally faintly, turning back to Mrs. Hall. ‘It is Phil, from Australia!’
‘Why—mom,’ said Sally faintly, turning back to Mrs. Hall. ‘It’s Phil, from Australia!’
Mrs. Hall started, and grew pale, and a fit of coughing seized the man with the ragged clothes. ‘To come home like this!’ she said. ‘O, Philip—are you ill?’
Mrs. Hall jumped, turned pale, and a coughing fit took hold of the man in the ragged clothes. "To come home like this!" she exclaimed. "Oh, Philip—are you sick?"
‘No, no, mother,’ replied he impatiently, as soon as he could speak.
‘No, no, mom,’ he replied impatiently, as soon as he could speak.
‘But for God’s sake how do you come here—and just now too?’
‘But for heaven's sake, how did you get here—and just now too?’
‘Well, I am here,’ said the man. ‘How it is I hardly know. I’ve come home, mother, because I was driven to it. Things were against me out there, and went from bad to worse.’
‘Well, I’m here,’ said the man. ‘How I got here, I’m not so sure. I came home, Mom, because I had to. Things were tough out there, and they just kept getting worse.’
‘Then why didn’t you let us know?—you’ve not writ a line for the last two or three years.’
‘Then why didn’t you let us know? You haven’t written a line in the last two or three years.’
The son admitted sadly that he had not. He said that he had hoped and thought he might fetch up again, and be able to send good news. Then he had been obliged to abandon that hope, and had finally come home from sheer necessity—previously to making a new start. ‘Yes, things are very bad with me,’ he repeated, perceiving their commiserating glances at his clothes.
The son sadly admitted that he hadn’t. He said he had hoped and thought he might return and send some good news. Then he had to give up that hope and ultimately came home out of sheer necessity—before trying to start over. “Yeah, things are really bad for me,” he repeated, noticing their sympathetic looks at his clothes.
They brought him nearer the fire, took his hat from his thin hand, which was so small and smooth as to show that his attempts to fetch up again had not been in a manual direction. His mother resumed her inquiries, and dubiously asked if he had chosen to come that particular night for any special reason.
They brought him closer to the fire, took his hat from his thin hand, which was so small and smooth that it was clear his efforts to get back on his feet hadn’t involved any physical work. His mother continued her questions and uncertainly asked if he had decided to come that particular night for any specific reason.
For no reason, he told her. His arrival had been quite at random. Then Philip Hall looked round the room, and saw for the first time that the table was laid somewhat luxuriously, and for a larger number than themselves; and that an air of festivity pervaded their dress. He asked quickly what was going on.
For no reason, he told her. His arrival had been completely random. Then Philip Hall looked around the room and noticed for the first time that the table was set rather lavishly, and for more people than just the two of them; and that there was a festive vibe to their outfits. He quickly asked what was happening.
‘Sally is going to be married in a day or two,’ replied the mother; and she explained how Mr. Darton, Sally’s intended husband, was coming there that night with the groomsman, Mr. Johns, and other details. ‘We thought it must be their step when we heard you,’ said Mrs. Hall.
‘Sally is getting married in a day or two,’ replied the mother; and she explained how Mr. Darton, Sally’s future husband, was coming over that night with the groomsman, Mr. Johns, and other details. ‘We figured it must be their step when we heard you,’ said Mrs. Hall.
The needy wanderer looked again on the floor. ‘I see—I see,’ he murmured. ‘Why, indeed, should I have come to-night? Such folk as I are not wanted here at these times, naturally. And I have no business here—spoiling other people’s happiness.’
The needy wanderer looked down at the floor again. “I get it—I get it,” he murmured. “Why on earth did I come tonight? People like me aren’t wanted here at times like this, obviously. I don’t belong here—messing up other people’s happiness.”
‘Phil,’ said his mother, with a tear in her eye, but with a thinness of lip and severity of manner which were presumably not more than past events justified; ‘since you speak like that to me, I’ll speak honestly to you. For these three years you have taken no thought for us. You left home with a good supply of money, and strength and education, and you ought to have made good use of it all. But you come back like a beggar; and that you come in a very awkward time for us cannot be denied. Your return to-night may do us much harm. But mind—you are welcome to this home as long as it is mine. I don’t wish to turn you adrift. We will make the best of a bad job; and I hope you are not seriously ill?’
‘Phil,’ his mother said, with a tear in her eye but her lips pressed thin and her manner strict, which was probably justified by past events; ‘since you’re speaking to me this way, I’ll be honest with you. For the past three years, you haven’t thought about us. You left home with plenty of money, strength, and an education, and you should have made good use of it all. But you’ve come back like a beggar, and it’s undeniable that your return comes at a really bad time for us. Your showing up tonight might do us a lot of damage. But remember—you’re welcome in this home as long as it’s mine. I don’t want to kick you out. We’ll make the best of a bad situation; and I hope you’re not really sick?’
‘O no. I have only this infernal cough.’
'O no. I just have this awful cough.'
She looked at him anxiously. ‘I think you had better go to bed at once,’ she said.
She looked at him nervously. "I think you should go to bed right now," she said.
‘Well—I shall be out of the way there,’ said the son wearily. ‘Having ruined myself, don’t let me ruin you by being seen in these togs, for Heaven’s sake. Who do you say Sally is going to be married to—a Farmer Darton?’
‘Well—I'll be out of the way there,’ the son said wearily. ‘Having messed up my life, don’t let me mess up yours by being seen in these clothes, for heaven's sake. Who do you say Sally is going to marry—a Farmer Darton?’
‘Yes—a gentleman-farmer—quite a wealthy man. Far better in station than she could have expected. It is a good thing, altogether.’
‘Yes—a gentleman farmer—pretty wealthy. Much better off than she could have imagined. Overall, it's a good thing.’
‘Well done, little Sal!’ said her brother, brightening and looking up at her with a smile. ‘I ought to have written; but perhaps I have thought of you all the more. But let me get out of sight. I would rather go and jump into the river than be seen here. But have you anything I can drink? I am confoundedly thirsty with my long tramp.’
‘Well done, little Sal!’ her brother said, cheering up and looking up at her with a smile. ‘I should have written; but maybe I thought of you even more. But let me get out of sight. I’d rather go jump into the river than be seen here. Do you have anything I can drink? I’m really thirsty after my long walk.’
‘Yes, yes, we will bring something upstairs to you,’ said Sally, with grief in her face.
‘Yes, yes, we’ll bring something up to you,’ said Sally, her face filled with sorrow.
‘Ay, that will do nicely. But, Sally and mother—’ He stopped, and they waited. ‘Mother, I have not told you all,’ he resumed slowly, still looking on the floor between his knees. ‘Sad as what you see of me is, there’s worse behind.’
‘Yeah, that will do nicely. But, Sally and Mom—’ He paused, and they waited. ‘Mom, I haven't told you everything,’ he continued slowly, still looking down at the floor between his knees. ‘As sad as what you see of me is, there’s worse behind it.’
His mother gazed upon him in grieved suspense, and Sally went and leant upon the bureau, listening for every sound, and sighing. Suddenly she turned round, saying, ‘Let them come, I don’t care! Philip, tell the worst, and take your time.’
His mother looked at him with a worried expression, and Sally leaned against the dresser, straining to hear every noise and letting out sighs. Suddenly, she turned around and said, “Let them come, I don't care! Philip, tell me everything, and take your time.”
‘Well, then,’ said the unhappy Phil, ‘I am not the only one in this mess. Would to Heaven I were! But—’
‘Well, then,’ said the unhappy Phil, ‘I’m not the only one in this mess. I wish I were! But—’
‘O, Phil!’
‘Oh, Phil!’
‘I have a wife as destitute as I.’
‘I have a wife who is as poor as I am.’
‘A wife?’ said his mother.
"You're getting married?" said his mother.
‘Unhappily!’
"Sadly!"
‘A wife! Yes, that is the way with sons!’
‘A wife! Yes, that's how it is with sons!’
‘And besides—’ said he.
"And besides," he said.
‘Besides! O, Philip, surely—’
"Besides! Oh, Philip, surely—"
‘I have two little children.’
"I have two kids."
‘Wife and children!’ whispered Mrs. Hall, sinking down confounded.
‘Wife and kids!’ whispered Mrs. Hall, sinking down in shock.
‘Poor little things!’ said Sally involuntarily.
‘Poor little things!’ Sally said without thinking.
His mother turned again to him. ‘I suppose these helpless beings are left in Australia?’
His mother turned to him again. ‘I guess these helpless beings are left in Australia?’
‘No. They are in England.’
‘No. They’re in England.’
‘Well, I can only hope you’ve left them in a respectable place.’
‘Well, I can only hope you’ve left them in a decent spot.’
‘I have not left them at all. They are here—within a few yards of us. In short, they are in the stable.’
‘I haven't left them at all. They're here—just a few yards away from us. In short, they're in the stable.’
‘Where?’
‘Where at?’
‘In the stable. I did not like to bring them indoors till I had seen you, mother, and broken the bad news a bit to you. They were very tired, and are resting out there on some straw.’
‘In the stable. I didn't want to bring them inside until I had seen you, Mom, and eased you into the bad news a bit. They were really tired and are resting out there on some straw.’
Mrs. Hall’s fortitude visibly broke down. She had been brought up not without refinement, and was even more moved by such a collapse of genteel aims as this than a substantial dairyman’s widow would in ordinary have been moved. ‘Well, it must be borne,’ she said, in a low voice, with her hands tightly joined. ‘A starving son, a starving wife, starving children! Let it be. But why is this come to us now, to-day, to-night? Could no other misfortune happen to helpless women than this, which will quite upset my poor girl’s chance of a happy life? Why have you done us this wrong, Philip? What respectable man will come here, and marry open-eyed into a family of vagabonds?’
Mrs. Hall's strength visibly crumbled. She had been raised with some degree of refinement, and she was even more affected by such a breakdown of polite aspirations than a typical widow of a substantial dairyman would be. “Well, we have to endure this,” she said quietly, her hands tightly clasped. “A starving son, a starving wife, starving children! So be it. But why has this happened to us now, today, tonight? Couldn’t any other misfortune befall helpless women than this, which will completely ruin my poor girl’s chances of a happy life? Why have you done us this wrong, Philip? What respectable man would come here and knowingly marry into a family of drifters?”
‘Nonsense, mother!’ said Sally vehemently, while her face flushed. ‘Charley isn’t the man to desert me. But if he should be, and won’t marry me because Phil’s come, let him go and marry elsewhere. I won’t be ashamed of my own flesh and blood for any man in England—not I!’ And then Sally turned away and burst into tears.
‘That’s ridiculous, Mom!’ Sally exclaimed passionately, her face reddening. ‘Charley isn’t the type to abandon me. But if he does and won’t marry me because Phil’s here, then he can go and marry someone else. I won’t be ashamed of my own family for any man in England—not a chance!’ And then Sally turned away and started crying.
‘Wait till you are twenty years older and you will tell a different tale,’ replied her mother.
“Just wait until you’re twenty years older, and you’ll have a different story to tell,” her mother replied.
The son stood up. ‘Mother,’ he said bitterly, ‘as I have come, so I will go. All I ask of you is that you will allow me and mine to lie in your stable to-night. I give you my word that we’ll be gone by break of day, and trouble you no further!’
The son stood up. ‘Mom,’ he said bitterly, ‘I came here, and I’ll leave the same way. All I ask is that you let me and my family stay in your stable tonight. I promise we’ll be gone by sunrise and won’t bother you anymore!’
Mrs. Hall, the mother, changed at that. ‘O no,’ she answered hastily; ‘never shall it be said that I sent any of my own family from my door. Bring ’em in, Philip, or take me out to them.’
Mrs. Hall, the mother, reacted to that. “Oh no,” she replied quickly; “I'll never let it be said that I sent any of my own family away from my home. Bring them in, Philip, or take me out to them.”
‘We will put ’em all into the large bedroom,’ said Sally, brightening, ‘and make up a large fire. Let’s go and help them in, and call Rebekah.’ (Rebekah was the woman who assisted at the dairy and housework; she lived in a cottage hard by with her husband, who attended to the cows.)
‘We’ll put them all in the big bedroom,’ said Sally, her face lighting up, ‘and start a big fire. Let’s go help them in and call Rebekah.’ (Rebekah was the woman who helped with the dairy and household chores; she lived in a nearby cottage with her husband, who took care of the cows.)
Sally went to fetch a lantern from the back-kitchen, but her brother said, ‘You won’t want a light. I lit the lantern that was hanging there.’
Sally went to grab a lantern from the back kitchen, but her brother said, ‘You don’t need a light. I already lit the lantern that was hanging there.’
‘What must we call your wife?’ asked Mrs. Hall.
‘What should we call your wife?’ asked Mrs. Hall.
‘Helena,’ said Philip.
"Helena," Philip said.
With shawls over their heads they proceeded towards the back door.
With shawls over their heads, they made their way to the back door.
‘One minute before you go,’ interrupted Philip. ‘I—I haven’t confessed all.’
‘One minute before you go,’ Philip interrupted. ‘I—I haven’t told you everything.’
‘Then Heaven help us!’ said Mrs. Hall, pushing to the door and clasping her hands in calm despair.
‘Then heaven help us!’ said Mrs. Hall, pushing against the door and clasping her hands in quiet despair.
‘We passed through Evershead as we came,’ he continued, ‘and I just looked in at the “Sow-and-Acorn” to see if old Mike still kept on there as usual. The carrier had come in from Sherton Abbas at that moment, and guessing that I was bound for this place—for I think he knew me—he asked me to bring on a dressmaker’s parcel for Sally that was marked “immediate.” My wife had walked on with the children. ’Twas a flimsy parcel, and the paper was torn, and I found on looking at it that it was a thick warm gown. I didn’t wish you to see poor Helena in a shabby state. I was ashamed that you should—’twas not what she was born to. I untied the parcel in the road, took it on to her where she was waiting in the Lower Barn, and told her I had managed to get it for her, and that she was to ask no question. She, poor thing, must have supposed I obtained it on trust, through having reached a place where I was known, for she put it on gladly enough. She has it on now. Sally has other gowns, I daresay.’
‘We passed through Evershead on our way,’ he continued, ‘and I just stopped by the “Sow-and-Acorn” to see if old Mike was still around as usual. The delivery guy had just come in from Sherton Abbas, and guessing I was headed this way—since I think he knew me—he asked me to take a dressmaker’s parcel for Sally that was marked “urgent.” My wife had walked ahead with the kids. It was a flimsy parcel, and the paper was torn, and when I looked at it, I saw it was a thick warm gown. I didn’t want you to see poor Helena looking shabby. I was embarrassed that you might—it’s not what she was meant for. I untied the parcel in the road, took it to her where she was waiting in the Lower Barn, and told her I had been able to get it for her, and that she shouldn’t ask any questions. She, poor thing, must have thought I got it on credit, since I had reached a place where I was recognized, because she happily put it on. She’s wearing it now. I’m sure Sally has other gowns, anyway.’
Sally looked at her mother, speechless.
Sally stared at her mom, lost for words.
‘You have others, I daresay!’ repeated Phil, with a sick man’s impatience. ‘I thought to myself, “Better Sally cry than Helena freeze.” Well, is the dress of great consequence? ’Twas nothing very ornamental, as far as I could see.’
‘You have others, I bet!’ Phil repeated, with the irritation of a sick person. ‘I thought to myself, “Better for Sally to cry than for Helena to be cold.” So, does the dress really matter? It wasn't anything very fancy, as far as I could tell.’
‘No—no; not of consequence,’ returned Sally sadly, adding in a gentle voice, ‘You will not mind if I lend her another instead of that one, will you?’
‘No—no; it’s not a big deal,’ replied Sally sadly, adding in a soft voice, ‘You won’t mind if I lend her another one instead of that one, right?’
Philip’s agitation at the confession had brought on another attack of the cough, which seemed to shake him to pieces. He was so obviously unfit to sit in a chair that they helped him upstairs at once; and having hastily given him a cordial and kindled the bedroom fire, they descended to fetch their unhappy new relations.
Philip’s anxiety over the confession triggered another coughing fit that seemed to break him apart. He looked so clearly unwell that they immediately assisted him upstairs; and after quickly giving him a drink to steady him and lighting the bedroom fireplace, they went downstairs to get their unfortunate new relatives.
CHAPTER III
It was with strange feelings that the girl and her mother, lately so cheerful, passed out of the back door into the open air of the barton, laden with hay scents and the herby breath of cows. A fine sleet had begun to fall, and they trotted across the yard quickly. The stable-door was open; a light shone from it—from the lantern which always hung there, and which Philip had lighted, as he said. Softly nearing the door, Mrs. Hall pronounced the name ‘Helena!’
It was with mixed emotions that the girl and her mother, who had been so happy recently, stepped out of the back door into the fresh air of the farm, filled with the smell of hay and the earthy scent of cows. A light sleet had started to fall, and they hurried across the yard. The stable door was open; a light was shining from it—from the lantern that was always hanging there, which Philip had lit, as he mentioned. Quietly approaching the door, Mrs. Hall called out, "Helena!"
There was no answer for the moment. Looking in she was taken by surprise. Two people appeared before her. For one, instead of the drabbish woman she had expected, Mrs. Hall saw a pale, dark-eyed, ladylike creature, whose personality ruled her attire rather than was ruled by it. She was in a new and handsome gown, of course, and an old bonnet. She was standing up, agitated; her hand was held by her companion—none else than Sally’s affianced, Farmer Charles Darton, upon whose fine figure the pale stranger’s eyes were fixed, as his were fixed upon her. His other hand held the rein of his horse, which was standing saddled as if just led in.
There was no response for a moment. As she looked inside, she was taken by surprise. Two people appeared before her. Instead of the dull woman she had expected, Mrs. Hall saw a pale, dark-eyed, elegant woman, whose personality shone brighter than her outfit. She was wearing a beautiful new dress, but an old bonnet. She stood there, visibly agitated; her hand was held by her companion—none other than Sally’s fiancé, Farmer Charles Darton, whose well-built figure the pale woman was staring at, just as he was looking at her. He held the reins of his horse with his other hand, which stood saddled as if it had just been led in.
At sight of Mrs. Hall they both turned, looking at her in a way neither quite conscious nor unconscious, and without seeming to recollect that words were necessary as a solution to the scene. In another moment Sally entered also, when Mr. Darton dropped his companion’s hand, led the horse aside, and came to greet his betrothed and Mrs. Hall.
At the sight of Mrs. Hall, they both turned to look at her, aware yet unaware of their gaze, and without realizing that they needed to say something to address the situation. Moments later, Sally walked in too, and Mr. Darton let go of his companion’s hand, moved the horse aside, and went to greet his fiancée and Mrs. Hall.
‘Ah!’ he said, smiling—with something like forced composure—‘this is a roundabout way of arriving, you will say, my dear Mrs. Hall. But we lost our way, which made us late. I saw a light here, and led in my horse at once—my friend Johns and my man have gone back to the little inn with theirs, not to crowd you too much. No sooner had I entered than I saw that this lady had taken temporary shelter here—and found I was intruding.’
‘Ah!’ he said, smiling—almost with a strained calm—‘you might say this is a roundabout way of arriving, my dear Mrs. Hall. But we got lost, which made us late. I saw a light here, so I brought my horse in right away—my friend Johns and my guy went back to the little inn with theirs, so we wouldn’t crowd you too much. As soon as I came in, I noticed that this lady was taking temporary shelter here—and realized I was intruding.’
‘She is my daughter-in-law,’ said Mrs. Hall calmly. ‘My son, too, is in the house, but he has gone to bed unwell.’
‘She is my daughter-in-law,’ Mrs. Hall said calmly. ‘My son is also in the house, but he has gone to bed feeling unwell.’
Sally had stood staring wonderingly at the scene until this moment, hardly recognizing Darton’s shake of the hand. The spell that bound her was broken by her perceiving the two little children seated on a heap of hay. She suddenly went forward, spoke to them, and took one on her arm and the other in her hand.
Sally had been standing there, staring in amazement at the scene until this moment, hardly noticing Darton’s handshake. The enchantment that held her was shattered when she noticed the two little kids sitting on a pile of hay. She quickly moved forward, spoke to them, and picked one up in her arms while holding the other by the hand.
‘And two children?’ said Mr. Darton, showing thus that he had not been there long enough as yet to understand the situation.
‘And two kids?’ said Mr. Darton, making it clear that he hadn't been there long enough to grasp what was going on.
‘My grandchildren,’ said Mrs. Hall, with as much affected ease as before.
‘My grandchildren,’ said Mrs. Hall, trying to sound as casual as before.
Philip Hall’s wife, in spite of this interruption to her first rencounter, seemed scarcely so much affected by it as to feel any one’s presence in addition to Mr. Darton’s. However, arousing herself by a quick reflection, she threw a sudden critical glance of her sad eyes upon Mrs. Hall; and, apparently finding her satisfactory, advanced to her in a meek initiative. Then Sally and the stranger spoke some friendly words to each other, and Sally went on with the children into the house. Mrs. Hall and Helena followed, and Mr. Darton followed these, looking at Helena’s dress and outline, and listening to her voice like a man in a dream.
Philip Hall’s wife, despite this interruption to her first meeting, seemed hardly affected enough to notice anyone else's presence besides Mr. Darton’s. However, gathering her thoughts, she shot a quick, critical glance from her sad eyes at Mrs. Hall; apparently finding her acceptable, she approached her with a gentle initiative. Then Sally and the stranger exchanged some friendly words, and Sally took the children into the house. Mrs. Hall and Helena followed, with Mr. Darton trailing behind them, gazing at Helena’s outfit and figure, listening to her voice as if he were in a dream.
By the time the others reached the house Sally had already gone upstairs with the tired children. She rapped against the wall for Rebekah to come in and help to attend to them, Rebekah’s house being a little ‘spit-and-dab’ cabin leaning against the substantial stone-work of Mrs. Hall’s taller erection. When she came a bed was made up for the little ones, and some supper given to them. On descending the stairs after seeing this done Sally went to the sitting-room. Young Mrs. Hall entered it just in advance of her, having in the interim retired with her mother-in-law to take off her bonnet, and otherwise make herself presentable. Hence it was evident that no further communication could have passed between her and Mr. Darton since their brief interview in the stable.
By the time the others got to the house, Sally had already taken the tired kids upstairs. She knocked on the wall for Rebekah to come in and help with them, since Rebekah’s place was a small, shabby cabin next to Mrs. Hall’s bigger stone house. When Rebekah arrived, a bed was set up for the little ones, and they were given some dinner. After making sure everything was taken care of, Sally went downstairs to the sitting room. Young Mrs. Hall walked in just ahead of her, having gone upstairs with her mother-in-law to take off her bonnet and tidy herself up. So, it was clear that no further conversation could have happened between her and Mr. Darton after their quick chat in the stable.
Mr. Japheth Johns now opportunely arrived, and broke up the restraint of the company, after a few orthodox meteorological commentaries had passed between him and Mrs. Hall by way of introduction. They at once sat down to supper, the present of wine and turkey not being produced for consumption to-night, lest the premature display of those gifts should seem to throw doubt on Mrs. Hall’s capacities as a provider.
Mr. Japheth Johns arrived just in time and interrupted the formality of the group after exchanging some standard weather talk with Mrs. Hall as a way of saying hello. They immediately sat down for supper, holding off on serving the wine and turkey for tonight so that showcasing those gifts wouldn't make people question Mrs. Hall’s abilities as a host.
‘Drink hearty, Mr. Johns—drink hearty,’ said that matron magnanimously. ‘Such as it is there’s plenty of. But perhaps cider-wine is not to your taste?—though there’s body in it.’
‘Drink up, Mr. Johns—drink up,’ said the matron generously. ‘As it is, there’s plenty to go around. But maybe cider-wine isn’t your thing?—even though it has substance.’
‘Quite the contrairy, ma’am—quite the contrairy,’ said the dairyman. ‘For though I inherit the malt-liquor principle from my father, I am a cider-drinker on my mother’s side. She came from these parts, you know. And there’s this to be said for’t—’tis a more peaceful liquor, and don’t lie about a man like your hotter drinks. With care, one may live on it a twelvemonth without knocking down a neighbour, or getting a black eye from an old acquaintance.’
‘Quite the opposite, ma’am—quite the opposite,’ said the dairyman. ‘For even though I inherit the beer-making tradition from my father, I come from a cider-drinking background on my mother’s side. She was from around here, you know. And there’s this to say about it—it’s a more peaceful drink and doesn’t lead to trouble like your stronger beverages. With some care, one can live on it for a whole year without starting a fight with a neighbor or getting a black eye from an old friend.’
The general conversation thus begun was continued briskly, though it was in the main restricted to Mrs. Hall and Japheth, who in truth required but little help from anybody. There being slight call upon Sally’s tongue, she had ample leisure to do what her heart most desired, namely, watch her intended husband and her sister-in-law with a view of elucidating the strange momentary scene in which her mother and herself had surprised them in the stable. If that scene meant anything, it meant, at least, that they had met before. That there had been no time for explanations Sally could see, for their manner was still one of suppressed amazement at each other’s presence there. Darton’s eyes, too, fell continually on the gown worn by Helena as if this were an added riddle to his perplexity; though to Sally it was the one feature in the case which was no mystery. He seemed to feel that fate had impishly changed his vis-à-vis in the lover’s jig he was about to foot; that while the gown had been expected to enclose a Sally, a Helena’s face looked out from the bodice; that some long-lost hand met his own from the sleeves.
The conversation that started up was carried on energetically, although it mainly involved Mrs. Hall and Japheth, who honestly didn’t need much help from anyone else. With little need for Sally to speak, she had plenty of time to do what she really wanted, which was to observe her fiancé and her sister-in-law to understand the strange moment they had stumbled upon in the stable with her mother. If that moment meant anything at all, it showed that they had met before. Sally noticed there hadn’t been a chance for explanations, as their expressions were still filled with astonishment at seeing each other there. Darton's eyes kept drifting to the dress Helena was wearing, as if it added another layer of confusion to his situation; however, for Sally, that was the one part that made sense. He seemed to realize that fate had playfully switched his partner for the dance he was about to start; what should have been a dress for Sally now framed a face of Helena peering out from the bodice, and some long-lost hand was reaching for his from the sleeves.
Sally could see that whatever Helena might know of Darton, she knew nothing of how the dress entered into his embarrassment. And at moments the young girl would have persuaded herself that Darton’s looks at her sister-in-law were entirely the fruit of the clothes query. But surely at other times a more extensive range of speculation and sentiment was expressed by her lover’s eye than that which the changed dress would account for.
Sally could tell that no matter what Helena knew about Darton, she didn't understand how the dress contributed to his embarrassment. Sometimes, the young girl almost convinced herself that Darton's glances at her sister-in-law were solely about the clothing issue. But there were definitely times when Darton's gaze expressed a broader range of feelings and thoughts than just the situation with the changed dress could explain.
Sally’s independence made her one of the least jealous of women. But there was something in the relations of these two visitors which ought to be explained.
Sally’s independence made her one of the least jealous women. However, there was something in the relationship between these two visitors that needed clarification.
Japheth Johns continued to converse in his well-known style, interspersing his talk with some private reflections on the position of Darton and Sally, which, though the sparkle in his eye showed them to be highly entertaining to himself, were apparently not quite communicable to the company. At last he withdrew for the night, going off to the roadside inn half-a-mile back, whither Darton promised to follow him in a few minutes.
Japheth Johns kept chatting in his familiar way, mixing in some personal thoughts about Darton and Sally. While the glint in his eye made it clear he found them amusing, it seemed the rest of the group didn’t quite get it. Finally, he left for the night, heading to the roadside inn half a mile back, where Darton promised to join him shortly.
Half-an-hour passed, and then Mr. Darton also rose to leave, Sally and her sister-in-law simultaneously wishing him good-night as they retired upstairs to their rooms. But on his arriving at the front door with Mrs. Hall a sharp shower of rain began to come down, when the widow suggested that he should return to the fire-side till the storm ceased.
Half an hour went by, and then Mr. Darton got up to leave. Sally and her sister-in-law both said goodnight to him as they headed upstairs to their rooms. However, when he reached the front door with Mrs. Hall, a sudden downpour started. The widow suggested that he should head back to the fireplace until the storm passed.
Darton accepted her proposal, but insisted that, as it was getting late, and she was obviously tired, she should not sit up on his account, since he could let himself out of the house, and would quite enjoy smoking a pipe by the hearth alone. Mrs. Hall assented; and Darton was left by himself. He spread his knees to the brands, lit up his tobacco as he had said, and sat gazing into the fire, and at the notches of the chimney-crook which hung above.
Darton accepted her proposal but insisted that, since it was getting late and she was clearly tired, she shouldn’t stay up for him. He could let himself out and would actually enjoy smoking a pipe by the fireplace alone. Mrs. Hall agreed, and Darton was left by himself. He spread his knees to the fire, lit his tobacco as he mentioned, and sat staring into the flames and at the notches on the chimney hook above.
An occasional drop of rain rolled down the chimney with a hiss, and still he smoked on; but not like a man whose mind was at rest. In the long run, however, despite his meditations, early hours afield and a long ride in the open air produced their natural result. He began to doze.
An occasional drop of rain trickled down the chimney with a hiss, and yet he continued to smoke; but not like someone who was at peace. Ultimately, though, despite his thoughts, early mornings outside and a long ride in the fresh air took their toll. He started to doze off.
How long he remained in this half-unconscious state he did not know. He suddenly opened his eyes. The back-brand had burnt itself in two, and ceased to flame; the light which he had placed on the mantelpiece had nearly gone out. But in spite of these deficiencies there was a light in the apartment, and it came from elsewhere. Turning his head he saw Philip Hall’s wife standing at the entrance of the room with a bed-candle in one hand, a small brass tea-kettle in the other, and his gown, as it certainly seemed, still upon her.
How long he stayed in this half-conscious state, he didn't know. He suddenly opened his eyes. The branding iron had burned itself in half and stopped glowing; the light he had placed on the mantel had almost gone out. But despite these shortcomings, there was still light in the room, coming from another source. Turning his head, he saw Philip Hall's wife standing at the entrance of the room with a bed candle in one hand, a small brass teapot in the other, and his gown, as it clearly seemed, still on her.
‘Helena!’ said Darton, starting up.
“Helena!” Darton exclaimed, startled.
Her countenance expressed dismay, and her first words were an apology. ‘I—did not know you were here, Mr. Darton,’ she said, while a blush flashed to her cheek. ‘I thought every one had retired—I was coming to make a little water boil; my husband seems to be worse. But perhaps the kitchen fire can be lighted up again.’
Her face showed shock, and her first words were an apology. "I—I didn't know you were here, Mr. Darton," she said, a blush rising to her cheeks. "I thought everyone had gone to bed—I was just coming to boil some water; my husband seems to be getting worse. But maybe the kitchen fire can be rekindled."
‘Don’t go on my account. By all means put it on here as you intended,’ said Darton. ‘Allow me to help you.’ He went forward to take the kettle from her hand, but she did not allow him, and placed it on the fire herself.
‘Don’t change your plans for me. Go ahead and set it up here like you wanted,’ Darton said. ‘Let me help you.’ He stepped forward to take the kettle from her, but she didn’t let him and put it on the fire herself.
They stood some way apart, one on each side of the fireplace, waiting till the water should boil, the candle on the mantel between them, and Helena with her eyes on the kettle. Darton was the first to break the silence. ‘Shall I call Sally?’ he said.
They stood a bit apart, one on each side of the fireplace, waiting for the water to boil, with the candle on the mantel between them, and Helena watching the kettle. Darton was the first to break the silence. "Should I call Sally?" he asked.
‘O no,’ she quickly returned. ‘We have given trouble enough already. We have no right here. But we are the sport of fate, and were obliged to come.’
‘Oh no,’ she replied quickly. ‘We’ve caused enough trouble already. We don’t belong here. But we’re at the mercy of fate, and had no choice but to come.’
‘No right here!’ said he in surprise.
‘No way!’ he said in surprise.
‘None. I can’t explain it now,’ answered Helena. ‘This kettle is very slow.’
‘None. I can’t explain it right now,’ Helena replied. ‘This kettle is really slow.’
There was another pause; the proverbial dilatoriness of watched pots was never more clearly exemplified.
There was another pause; the saying about how watched pots never boil was never clearer.
Helena’s face was of that sort which seems to ask for assistance without the owner’s knowledge—the very antipodes of Sally’s, which was self-reliance expressed. Darton’s eyes travelled from the kettle to Helena’s face, then back to the kettle, then to the face for rather a longer time. ‘So I am not to know anything of the mystery that has distracted me all the evening?’ he said. ‘How is it that a woman, who refused me because (as I supposed) my position was not good enough for her taste, is found to be the wife of a man who certainly seems to be worse off than I?’
Helena had a face that seemed to silently ask for help, without her even realizing it—completely the opposite of Sally’s, which radiated self-reliance. Darton’s eyes moved from the kettle to Helena’s face, then back to the kettle, and lingered on her face for a bit longer. “So I’m not supposed to know anything about the mystery that’s been distracting me all evening?” he asked. “How is it that a woman who turned me down because, as I thought, my situation wasn’t good enough for her is now married to a man who definitely seems to have it worse than I do?”
‘He had the prior claim,’ said she.
‘He had the first claim,’ she said.
‘What! you knew him at that time?’
‘What! you knew him back then?’
‘Yes, yes! Please say no more,’ she implored.
‘Yes, yes! Please don't say anything else,’ she pleaded.
‘Whatever my errors, I have paid for them during the last five years!’
'No matter my mistakes, I've paid for them over the past five years!'
The heart of Darton was subject to sudden overflowings. He was kind to a fault. ‘I am sorry from my soul,’ he said, involuntarily approaching her. Helena withdrew a step or two, at which he became conscious of his movement, and quickly took his former place. Here he stood without speaking, and the little kettle began to sing.
The heart of Darton was prone to sudden outbursts of emotion. He was too kind for his own good. “I’m truly sorry,” he said, moving closer to her without thinking. Helena took a step back, and he realized what he was doing, quickly returning to his original spot. He stood there in silence as the small kettle started to whistle.
‘Well, you might have been my wife if you had chosen,’ he said at last. ‘But that’s all past and gone. However, if you are in any trouble or poverty I shall be glad to be of service, and as your relation by marriage I shall have a right to be. Does your uncle know of your distress?’
‘Well, you could have been my wife if you had chosen,’ he finally said. ‘But that’s all in the past now. Still, if you’re facing any trouble or hardship, I’d be happy to help, and as your relative by marriage, I have a right to do so. Does your uncle know about your situation?’
‘My uncle is dead. He left me without a farthing. And now we have two children to maintain.’
‘My uncle has passed away. He left me with nothing. And now we have two kids to take care of.’
‘What, left you nothing? How could he be so cruel as that?’
‘What, you left him nothing? How could he be that cruel?’
‘I disgraced myself in his eyes.’
‘I embarrassed myself in his eyes.’
‘Now,’ said Darton earnestly, ‘let me take care of the children, at least while you are so unsettled. You belong to another, so I cannot take care of you.’
‘Now,’ Darton said earnestly, ‘let me take care of the children, at least while you’re feeling so unsettled. You belong to someone else, so I can’t take care of you.’
‘Yes you can,’ said a voice; and suddenly a third figure stood beside them. It was Sally. ‘You can, since you seem to wish to?’ she repeated. ‘She no longer belongs to another . . . My poor brother is dead!’
‘Yes, you can,’ said a voice; and suddenly a third person appeared beside them. It was Sally. ‘You can, since you seem to want to?’ she repeated. ‘She no longer belongs to anyone else... My poor brother is dead!’
Her face was red, her eyes sparkled, and all the woman came to the front. ‘I have heard it!’ she went on to him passionately. ‘You can protect her now as well as the children!’ She turned then to her agitated sister-in-law. ‘I heard something,’ said Sally (in a gentle murmur, differing much from her previous passionate words), ‘and I went into his room. It must have been the moment you left. He went off so quickly, and weakly, and it was so unexpected, that I couldn’t leave even to call you.’
Her face was flushed, her eyes sparkled, and all the women stepped forward. "I heard it!" she continued to him passionately. "You can protect her now as well as the kids!" She then turned to her anxious sister-in-law. "I heard something," Sally said softly, sounding very different from her earlier passionate self, "and I went into his room. It must have been right after you left. He faded away so suddenly and weakly, and it was so surprising that I couldn’t even leave to call you."
Darton was just able to gather from the confused discourse which followed that, during his sleep by the fire, this brother whom he had never seen had become worse; and that during Helena’s absence for water the end had unexpectedly come. The two young women hastened upstairs, and he was again left alone.
Darton could only figure out from the mixed-up conversation that, while he was sleeping by the fire, this brother he had never met had gotten worse, and that during Helena’s trip for water, the end had unexpectedly arrived. The two young women rushed upstairs, leaving him alone once more.
After standing there a short time he went to the front door and looked out; till, softly closing it behind him, he advanced and stood under the large sycamore-tree. The stars were flickering coldly, and the dampness which had just descended upon the earth in rain now sent up a chill from it. Darton was in a strange position, and he felt it. The unexpected appearance, in deep poverty, of Helena—a young lady, daughter of a deceased naval officer, who had been brought up by her uncle, a solicitor, and had refused Darton in marriage years ago—the passionate, almost angry demeanour of Sally at discovering them, the abrupt announcement that Helena was a widow; all this coming together was a conjuncture difficult to cope with in a moment, and made him question whether he ought to leave the house or offer assistance. But for Sally’s manner he would unhesitatingly have done the latter.
After standing there for a little while, he walked to the front door and looked outside; then, softly closing it behind him, he moved forward and stood under the large sycamore tree. The stars were flickering coldly, and the dampness from the recent rain brought a chill from the ground. Darton was in an unusual situation, and he felt it. The unexpected appearance of Helena, now in deep poverty—a young woman, the daughter of a deceased naval officer, raised by her uncle, a solicitor, who had previously turned down Darton’s marriage proposal years ago—the passionate, almost angry attitude of Sally upon seeing them, and the abrupt news that Helena was a widow; all these events happening at once were hard to handle, making him wonder whether he should leave the house or offer help. If it hadn’t been for Sally’s behavior, he would have confidently chosen to assist her.
He was still standing under the tree when the door in front of him opened, and Mrs. Hall came out. She went round to the garden-gate at the side without seeing him. Darton followed her, intending to speak.
He was still standing under the tree when the door in front of him opened, and Mrs. Hall came out. She walked around to the garden gate on the side without noticing him. Darton followed her, planning to say something.
Pausing outside, as if in thought, she proceeded to a spot where the sun came earliest in spring-time, and where the north wind never blew; it was where the row of beehives stood under the wall. Discerning her object, he waited till she had accomplished it.
Pausing outside, as if lost in thought, she walked over to a place where the sun first shone in the spring and where the north wind never reached; it was where the row of beehives stood against the wall. Understanding her intent, he waited until she finished.
It was the universal custom thereabout to wake the bees by tapping at their hives whenever a death occurred in the household, under the belief that if this were not done the bees themselves would pine away and perish during the ensuing year. As soon as an interior buzzing responded to her tap at the first hive Mrs. Hall went on to the second, and thus passed down the row. As soon as she came back he met her.
It was a common practice in the area to wake the bees by tapping on their hives whenever someone in the household died, based on the belief that if they didn't do this, the bees would suffer and die in the following year. As soon as she heard a buzzing response from the first hive after tapping, Mrs. Hall moved on to the second and continued down the line. When she returned, he was there to meet her.
‘What can I do in this trouble, Mrs. Hall?’ he said.
‘What can I do in this situation, Mrs. Hall?’ he said.
‘O—nothing, thank you, nothing,’ she said in a tearful voice, now just perceiving him. ‘We have called Rebekah and her husband, and they will do everything necessary.’ She told him in a few words the particulars of her son’s arrival, broken in health—indeed, at death’s very door, though they did not suspect it—and suggested, as the result of a conversation between her and her daughter, that the wedding should be postponed.
‘Oh—no, thank you, nothing,’ she said with a tearful voice, just now noticing him. ‘We have called Rebekah and her husband, and they will take care of everything necessary.’ She briefly explained the details of her son’s arrival, in fragile health—indeed, at death's door, though they didn’t realize it—and suggested, based on a conversation she had with her daughter, that the wedding should be postponed.
‘Yes, of course,’ said Darton. ‘I think now to go straight to the inn and tell Johns what has happened.’ It was not till after he had shaken hands with her that he turned hesitatingly and added, ‘Will you tell the mother of his children that, as they are now left fatherless, I shall be glad to take the eldest of them, if it would be any convenience to her and to you?’
‘Yes, of course,’ Darton said. ‘I think I’ll head straight to the inn and tell Johns what happened.’ It wasn’t until after he shook her hand that he turned back, hesitated, and added, ‘Could you let the mother of his children know that, since they’re now fatherless, I’d be happy to take the eldest of them if that would help her and you?’
Mrs. Hall promised that her son’s widow should he told of the offer, and they parted. He retired down the rooty slope and disappeared in the direction of the inn, where he informed Johns of the circumstances. Meanwhile Mrs. Hall had entered the house, Sally was downstairs in the sitting-room alone, and her mother explained to her that Darton had readily assented to the postponement.
Mrs. Hall promised that her son's widow would be informed of the offer, and they said their goodbyes. He walked down the rooty slope and vanished toward the inn, where he told Johns about the situation. Meanwhile, Mrs. Hall had gone inside the house, and Sally was alone in the sitting room downstairs. Her mother explained to her that Darton had easily agreed to the delay.
‘No doubt he has,’ said Sally, with sad emphasis. ‘It is not put off for a week, or a month, or a year. I shall never marry him, and she will!’
‘No doubt he has,’ said Sally, with a heavy heart. ‘It’s not just delayed for a week, or a month, or a year. I will never marry him, and she will!’
CHAPTER IV
Time passed, and the household on the Knap became again serene under the composing influences of daily routine. A desultory, very desultory correspondence, dragged on between Sally Hall and Darton, who, not quite knowing how to take her petulant words on the night of her brother’s death, had continued passive thus long. Helena and her children remained at the dairy-house, almost of necessity, and Darton therefore deemed it advisable to stay away.
Time went by, and life at the Knap returned to a calm state thanks to the comforting effects of daily routines. A scattered and rather unenthusiastic exchange of letters continued between Sally Hall and Darton, who, unsure of how to interpret her moody comments on the night of her brother's death, had chosen to remain passive for now. Helena and her children stayed at the dairy house, almost out of necessity, so Darton thought it best to keep his distance.
One day, seven months later on, when Mr. Darton was as usual at his farm, twenty miles from Hintock, a note reached him from Helena. She thanked him for his kind offer about her children, which her mother-in-law had duly communicated, and stated that she would be glad to accept it as regarded the eldest, the boy. Helena had, in truth, good need to do so, for her uncle had left her penniless, and all application to some relatives in the north had failed. There was, besides, as she said, no good school near Hintock to which she could send the child.
One day, seven months later, while Mr. Darton was at his farm, twenty miles from Hintock, he received a note from Helena. She thanked him for his generous offer regarding her children, which her mother-in-law had communicated, and mentioned that she would be happy to accept it for the eldest, the boy. In reality, Helena really needed to do this because her uncle had left her with no money, and all attempts to reach out to relatives in the north had been unsuccessful. Furthermore, as she pointed out, there was no good school nearby in Hintock where she could send the child.
On a fine summer day the boy came. He was accompanied half-way by Sally and his mother—to the ‘White Horse,’ at Chalk Newton—where he was handed over to Darton’s bailiff in a shining spring-cart, who met them there.
On a nice summer day, the boy arrived. He was accompanied halfway by Sally and his mother—to the ‘White Horse’ at Chalk Newton—where he was handed over to Darton’s bailiff in a shiny spring-cart, who met them there.
He was entered as a day-scholar at a popular school at Casterbridge, three or four miles from Darton’s, having first been taught by Darton to ride a forest-pony, on which he cantered to and from the aforesaid fount of knowledge, and (as Darton hoped) brought away a promising headful of the same at each diurnal expedition. The thoughtful taciturnity into which Darton had latterly fallen was quite dissipated by the presence of this boy.
He was enrolled as a day student at a popular school in Casterbridge, about three or four miles from Darton’s place, having first learned to ride a pony from Darton. He rode back and forth to the school, which Darton hoped would help him come home each day with a good amount of knowledge. The thoughtful silence that Darton had recently fallen into vanished completely in the presence of this boy.
When the Christmas holidays came it was arranged that he should spend them with his mother. The journey was, for some reason or other, performed in two stages, as at his coming, except that Darton in person took the place of the bailiff, and that the boy and himself rode on horseback.
When the Christmas holidays arrived, it was decided that he would spend them with his mother. For some reason, the trip was made in two parts, just like when he came, except this time Darton himself replaced the bailiff, and the boy and he traveled on horseback.
Reaching the renowned ‘White Horse,’ Darton inquired if Miss and young Mrs. Hall were there to meet little Philip (as they had agreed to be). He was answered by the appearance of Helena alone at the door.
Reaching the famous ‘White Horse,’ Darton asked if Miss and Mrs. Hall were there to meet little Philip (as they had agreed to). He was answered by Helena appearing alone at the door.
‘At the last moment Sally would not come,’ she faltered.
‘At the last minute, Sally decided not to come,’ she hesitated.
That meeting practically settled the point towards which these long-severed persons were converging. But nothing was broached about it for some time yet. Sally Hall had, in fact, imparted the first decisive motion to events by refusing to accompany Helena. She soon gave them a second move by writing the following note
That meeting pretty much finalized the issue that these long-separated individuals were heading towards. However, it wasn't discussed for quite a while afterward. Sally Hall had actually initiated the first significant action by refusing to go with Helena. She quickly prompted another action by writing the following note
‘[Private.]
‘DEAR CHARLES,—Living here so long and intimately with Helena, I
have naturally learnt her history, especially that of it which refers to you. I
am sure she would accept you as a husband at the proper time, and I think you
ought to give her the opportunity. You inquire in an old note if I am sorry
that I showed temper (which it wasn’t) that night when I heard you
talking to her. No, Charles, I am not sorry at all for what I said
then.—Yours sincerely, SALLY HALL.’
‘[Private.]
‘DEAR CHARLES,—Having spent so much time with Helena, I’ve naturally learned about her background, especially the parts that involve you. I’m confident she would consider you as a husband when the time is right, and I think you should give her that chance. You asked in an old note if I regret being upset (which I wasn’t) that night when I overheard you with her. No, Charles, I don’t regret anything I said back then.—Yours sincerely, SALLY HALL.’
Thus set in train, the transfer of Darton’s heart back to its original quarters proceeded by mere lapse of time. In the following July, Darton went to his friend Japheth to ask him at last to fulfil the bridal office which had been in abeyance since the previous January twelvemonths.
Thus set in motion, the process of returning Darton’s heart to its original place continued with the passage of time. The following July, Darton went to his friend Japheth to finally request that he perform the wedding ceremony that had been pending since the previous January.
‘With all my heart, man o’ constancy!’ said Dairyman Johns warmly. ‘I’ve lost most of my genteel fair complexion haymaking this hot weather, ’tis true, but I’ll do your business as well as them that look better. There be scents and good hair-oil in the world yet, thank God, and they’ll take off the roughest o’ my edge. I’ll compliment her. “Better late than never, Sally Hall,” I’ll say.’
‘With all my heart, man of consistency!’ said Dairyman Johns warmly. ‘I’ve lost most of my fancy fair complexion haymaking in this hot weather, it’s true, but I’ll do your business just as well as those who look better. There are scents and good hair oil in the world still, thank God, and they’ll smooth out my rough edges. I’ll compliment her. “Better late than never, Sally Hall,” I’ll say.’
‘It is not Sally,’ said Darton hurriedly. ‘It is young Mrs. Hall.’
‘It’s not Sally,’ Darton said quickly. ‘It’s young Mrs. Hall.’
Japheth’s face, as soon as he really comprehended, became a picture of reproachful dismay. ‘Not Sally?’ he said. ‘Why not Sally? I can’t believe it! Young Mrs. Hall! Well, well—where’s your wisdom?’
Japheth’s face, as soon as he fully understood, turned into a display of disappointed disbelief. ‘Not Sally?’ he said. ‘Why not Sally? I can’t believe it! Young Mrs. Hall! Wow—where’s your judgment?’
Darton shortly explained particulars; but Johns would not be reconciled. ‘She was a woman worth having if ever woman was,’ he cried. ‘And now to let her go!’
Darton briefly outlined the details, but Johns couldn’t come to terms with it. ‘She was a woman worth having if there ever was one,’ he exclaimed. ‘And now to let her go!’
‘But I suppose I can marry where I like,’ said Darton.
'But I guess I can marry whoever I want,' said Darton.
‘H’m,’ replied the dairyman, lifting his eyebrows expressively. ‘This don’t become you, Charles—it really do not. If I had done such a thing you would have sworn I was a curst no’thern fool to be drawn off the scent by such a red-herring doll-oll-oll.’
‘Hmm,’ replied the dairyman, raising his eyebrows dramatically. ‘This doesn’t suit you, Charles—it really doesn’t. If I had done something like this, you would have sworn I was a cursed northern fool to be misled by such a red-herring nonsense.’
Farmer Darton responded in such sharp terms to this laconic opinion that the two friends finally parted in a way they had never parted before. Johns was to be no groomsman to Darton after all. He had flatly declined. Darton went off sorry, and even unhappy, particularly as Japheth was about to leave that side of the county, so that the words which had divided them were not likely to be explained away or softened down.
Farmer Darton reacted so strongly to this brief opinion that the two friends ended their relationship in a way they never had before. Johns decided not to be Darton's groomsman after all. He outright refused. Darton left feeling disappointed and even sad, especially since Japheth was about to leave that part of the county, making it unlikely that the words that drove them apart could be clarified or softened.
A short time after the interview Darton was united to Helena at a simple matter-of fact wedding; and she and her little girl joined the boy who had already grown to look on Darton’s house as home.
A little while after the interview, Darton married Helena in a straightforward, no-frills ceremony; she and her daughter joined the boy who had already begun to see Darton’s house as his home.
For some months the farmer experienced an unprecedented happiness and satisfaction. There had been a flaw in his life, and it was as neatly mended as was humanly possible. But after a season the stream of events followed less clearly, and there were shades in his reveries. Helena was a fragile woman, of little staying power, physically or morally, and since the time that he had originally known her—eight or ten years before—she had been severely tried. She had loved herself out, in short, and was now occasionally given to moping. Sometimes she spoke regretfully of the gentilities of her early life, and instead of comparing her present state with her condition as the wife of the unlucky Hall, she mused rather on what it had been before she took the first fatal step of clandestinely marrying him. She did not care to please such people as those with whom she was thrown as a thriving farmer’s wife. She allowed the pretty trifles of agricultural domesticity to glide by her as sorry details, and had it not been for the children Darton’s house would have seemed but little brighter than it had been before.
For a few months, the farmer felt an unprecedented happiness and satisfaction. There had been a flaw in his life, and it was fixed as best as possible. But after a while, things began to feel less clear, and there were shadows in his thoughts. Helena was a fragile woman, lacking resilience both physically and morally, and since he'd first known her—eight or ten years ago—she had been through a lot. She had exhausted her love for herself, and now she sometimes fell into a funk. Occasionally, she would nostalgically talk about the finer aspects of her earlier life, and instead of comparing her current situation to her time as the unfortunate Hall's wife, she would reflect on what her life was like before she made the fateful decision to marry him in secret. She didn’t care to impress the kind of people she encountered as a successful farmer’s wife. She let the charming aspects of farm life slip by her as trivial, and if it weren't for the children, Darton’s house would have seemed hardly brighter than it was before.
This led to occasional unpleasantness, until Darton sometimes declared to himself that such endeavours as his to rectify early deviations of the heart by harking back to the old point mostly failed of success. ‘Perhaps Johns was right,’ he would say. ‘I should have gone on with Sally. Better go with the tide and make the best of its course than stem it at the risk of a capsize.’ But he kept these unmelodious thoughts to himself, and was outwardly considerate and kind.
This sometimes created tension, until Darton often told himself that his attempts to fix past mistakes in matters of the heart by going back to what was familiar mostly didn’t work. “Maybe Johns was right,” he would think. “I should have stayed with Sally. It’s better to go with the flow and make the most of it than to fight against it and risk flipping over.” But he kept these unpleasant thoughts to himself and acted outwardly considerate and kind.
This somewhat barren tract of his life had extended to less than a year and a half when his ponderings were cut short by the loss of the woman they concerned. When she was in her grave he thought better of her than when she had been alive; the farm was a worse place without her than with her, after all. No woman short of divine could have gone through such an experience as hers with her first husband without becoming a little soured. Her stagnant sympathies, her sometimes unreasonable manner, had covered a heart frank and well meaning, and originally hopeful and warm. She left him a tiny red infant in white wrappings. To make life as easy as possible to this touching object became at once his care.
This somewhat empty period of his life had lasted less than a year and a half when his thoughts were interrupted by the loss of the woman at its center. After she was buried, he thought more highly of her than when she was alive; the farm was a worse place without her than with her, after all. No woman, except perhaps a divine one, could have gone through what she did with her first husband without becoming a little bitter. Her stagnant sympathy and sometimes unreasonable behavior masked a heart that was genuine and kind, originally hopeful and warm. She left him a tiny red infant wrapped in white. Making life as easy as possible for this delicate child became his immediate concern.
As this child learnt to walk and talk Darton learnt to see feasibility in a scheme which pleased him. Revolving the experiment which he had hitherto made upon life, he fancied he had gained wisdom from his mistakes and caution from his miscarriages.
As this child learned to walk and talk, Darton began to see the potential in a plan that appealed to him. Reflecting on the experiences he had previously faced in life, he thought he had gained insight from his errors and learned to be cautious from his failures.
What the scheme was needs no penetration to discover. Once more he had opportunity to recast and rectify his ill-wrought situations by returning to Sally Hall, who still lived quietly on under her mother’s roof at Hintock. Helena had been a woman to lend pathos and refinement to a home; Sally was the woman to brighten it. She would not, as Helena did, despise the rural simplicities of a farmer’s fireside. Moreover, she had a pre-eminent qualification for Darton’s household; no other woman could make so desirable a mother to her brother’s two children and Darton’s one as Sally—while Darton, now that Helena had gone, was a more promising husband for Sally than he had ever been when liable to reminders from an uncured sentimental wound.
What the plan was doesn’t need much thought to figure out. Once again, he had the chance to change and fix his poorly managed situations by going back to Sally Hall, who still lived quietly under her mother's roof in Hintock. Helena had brought emotion and elegance to a home; Sally was the one who could bring joy to it. She wouldn’t, like Helena, look down on the simple comforts of a farmer’s home. Plus, she had the perfect qualities for Darton’s family; no other woman could be a better mother to her brother’s two kids and Darton’s one than Sally—while Darton, now that Helena was gone, was a more suitable husband for Sally than he had ever been when still dealing with his unresolved feelings.
Darton was not a man to act rapidly, and the working out of his reparative designs might have been delayed for some time. But there came a winter evening precisely like the one which had darkened over that former ride to Hintock, and he asked himself why he should postpone longer, when the very landscape called for a repetition of that attempt.
Darton wasn't the type to act quickly, and it might have taken him a while to figure out his plans for fixing things. But one winter evening, just like the one that had overshadowed his previous ride to Hintock, he wondered why he should wait any longer when the landscape itself seemed to urge him to try again.
He told his man to saddle the mare, booted and spurred himself with a younger horseman’s nicety, kissed the two youngest children, and rode off. To make the journey a complete parallel to the first, he would fain have had his old acquaintance Japheth Johns with him. But Johns, alas! was missing. His removal to the other side of the county had left unrepaired the breach which had arisen between him and Darton; and though Darton had forgiven him a hundred times, as Johns had probably forgiven Darton, the effort of reunion in present circumstances was one not likely to be made.
He told his servant to saddle the mare, got himself ready with boots and spurs like a younger rider, kissed the two youngest kids, and rode away. To make the trip just like the first one, he really wished his old friend Japheth Johns could be with him. But Johns, unfortunately, was gone. His move to the other side of the county had left the gap between him and Darton unhealed; even though Darton had forgiven him many times, just as Johns had likely forgiven Darton, the effort to reconnect in the current situation was not something that seemed likely to happen.
He screwed himself up to as cheerful a pitch as he could without his former crony, and became content with his own thoughts as he rode, instead of the words of a companion. The sun went down; the boughs appeared scratched in like an etching against the sky; old crooked men with faggots at their backs said ‘Good-night, sir,’ and Darton replied ‘Good-night’ right heartily.
He got himself as cheerful as he could without his old friend around and found comfort in his own thoughts as he rode instead of the words of a companion. The sun set; the branches looked like they were scratched into the sky like an etching; old crooked men with bundles on their backs said, “Good-night, sir,” and Darton replied, “Good-night” very warmly.
By the time he reached the forking roads it was getting as dark as it had been on the occasion when Johns climbed the directing-post. Darton made no mistake this time. ‘Nor shall I be able to mistake, thank Heaven, when I arrive,’ he murmured. It gave him peculiar satisfaction to think that the proposed marriage, like his first, was of the nature of setting in order things long awry, and not a momentary freak of fancy.
By the time he got to the fork in the roads, it was getting as dark as it had been when Johns climbed the directing-post. Darton didn't make any mistakes this time. “Thank God, I won't make a mistake when I arrive,” he murmured. It gave him a strange satisfaction to think that the proposed marriage, like his first, was about putting things right that had been wrong for a long time, rather than a fleeting whim.
Nothing hindered the smoothness of his journey, which seemed not half its former length. Though dark, it was only between five and six o’clock when the bulky chimneys of Mrs. Hall’s residence appeared in view behind the sycamore-tree. On second thoughts he retreated and put up at the ale-house as in former time; and when he had plumed himself before the inn mirror, called for something to drink, and smoothed out the incipient wrinkles of care, he walked on to the Knap with a quick step.
Nothing interrupted the ease of his journey, which felt much shorter than before. Even though it was dark, it was only around five or six o'clock when the large chimneys of Mrs. Hall's house came into view behind the sycamore tree. After a moment of consideration, he turned back and stayed at the pub like he used to; and once he had tidied himself up in the inn's mirror, ordered a drink, and smoothed out the early signs of worry, he walked quickly toward the Knap.
CHAPTER V
That evening Sally was making ‘pinners’ for the milkers, who were now increased by two, for her mother and herself no longer joined in milking the cows themselves. But upon the whole there was little change in the household economy, and not much in its appearance, beyond such minor particulars as that the crack over the window, which had been a hundred years coming, was a trifle wider; that the beams were a shade blacker; that the influence of modernism had supplanted the open chimney corner by a grate; that Rebekah, who had worn a cap when she had plenty of hair, had left it off now she had scarce any, because it was reported that caps were not fashionable; and that Sally’s face had naturally assumed a more womanly and experienced cast.
That evening, Sally was making 'pinners' for the milkers, who had now increased by two, as her mother and she no longer participated in milking the cows. Overall, there was little change in the household routine, and not much in its appearance, except for small details like the crack over the window, which had been widening for a hundred years; the beams which were a bit darker; the influence of modernism replacing the open chimney corner with a grate; Rebekah, who used to wear a cap when she had plenty of hair, had stopped wearing it now that she had hardly any, because it was said that caps were no longer in style; and Sally's face had naturally taken on a more mature and experienced look.
Mrs. Hall was actually lifting coals with the tongs, as she had used to do.
Mrs. Hall was actually picking up coals with the tongs, just like she used to.
‘Five years ago this very night, if I am not mistaken—’ she said, laying on an ember.
‘Five years ago this very night, if I’m not mistaken—’ she said, placing an ember down.
‘Not this very night—though ’twas one night this week,’ said the correct Sally.
‘Not tonight—though it was one night this week,’ said the correct Sally.
‘Well, ’tis near enough. Five years ago Mr. Darton came to marry you, and my poor boy Phil came home to die.’ She sighed. ‘Ah, Sally,’ she presently said, ‘if you had managed well Mr. Darton would have had you, Helena or none.’
‘Well, it’s close enough. Five years ago, Mr. Darton came to marry you, and my poor boy Phil came home to die.’ She sighed. ‘Ah, Sally,’ she soon said, ‘if you had played your cards right, Mr. Darton would have chosen you, Helena or not.’
‘Don’t be sentimental about that, mother,’ begged Sally. ‘I didn’t care to manage well in such a case. Though I liked him, I wasn’t so anxious. I would never have married the man in the midst of such a hitch as that was,’ she added with decision; ‘and I don’t think I would if he were to ask me now.’
‘Don’t get all sentimental about that, Mom,’ Sally pleaded. ‘I didn't want to handle that situation well. Even though I liked him, I wasn’t that invested. I would never have married him with that kind of complication going on,’ she said firmly; ‘and I don’t think I would if he asked me now.’
‘I am not sure about that, unless you have another in your eye.’
‘I’m not sure about that, unless you have something else in mind.’
‘I wouldn’t; and I’ll tell you why. I could hardly marry him for love at this time o’ day. And as we’ve quite enough to live on if we give up the dairy to-morrow, I should have no need to marry for any meaner reason . . . I am quite happy enough as I am, and there’s an end of it.’
‘I wouldn’t, and I’ll tell you why. There's no way I could marry him for love at this point in my life. Plus, we have more than enough to live on if we stop the dairy business tomorrow, so I wouldn’t need to marry for any lesser reason... I’m perfectly content as I am, and that’s that.’
Now it was not long after this dialogue that there came a mild rap at the door, and in a moment there entered Rebekah, looking as though a ghost had arrived. The fact was that that accomplished skimmer and churner (now a resident in the house) had overheard the desultory observations between mother and daughter, and on opening the door to Mr. Darton thought the coincidence must have a grisly meaning in it. Mrs. Hall welcomed the farmer with warm surprise, as did Sally, and for a moment they rather wanted words.
Now it wasn't long after this conversation that there was a light knock at the door, and in a moment, Rebekah walked in, looking like she had seen a ghost. The truth was that the skilled skimmer and churner (now living in the house) had overheard the casual remarks between mother and daughter, and upon opening the door to Mr. Darton, she thought the coincidence must have a sinister meaning. Mrs. Hall greeted the farmer with warm surprise, as did Sally, and for a moment, they were at a loss for words.
‘Can you push up the chimney-crook for me, Mr Darton? the notches hitch,’ said the matron. He did it, and the homely little act bridged over the awkward consciousness that he had been a stranger for four years.
‘Can you push up the chimney crook for me, Mr. Darton?’ said the matron. He did it, and the simple little action eased the uncomfortable awareness that he had been a stranger for four years.
Mrs. Hall soon saw what he had come for, and left the principals together while she went to prepare him a late tea, smiling at Sally’s recent hasty assertions of indifference, when she saw how civil Sally was. When tea was ready she joined them. She fancied that Darton did not look so confident as when he had arrived; but Sally was quite light-hearted, and the meal passed pleasantly.
Mrs. Hall quickly realized what he was there for and left the two of them together while she went to get him a late tea, smiling at Sally's recent claims of indifference, especially seeing how friendly Sally was. When the tea was ready, she joined them. She thought that Darton didn’t seem as confident as when he first arrived, but Sally was in a cheerful mood, and the meal went well.
About seven he took his leave of them. Mrs. Hall went as far as the door to light him down the slope. On the doorstep he said frankly—‘I came to ask your daughter to marry me; chose the night and everything, with an eye to a favourable answer. But she won’t.’
About seven, he said goodbye to them. Mrs. Hall walked with him to the door to see him down the slope. On the doorstep, he said honestly, "I came to ask your daughter to marry me; I picked the night and everything, hoping for a positive response. But she won’t."
‘Then she’s a very ungrateful girl!’ emphatically said Mrs. Hall.
‘Then she’s a really ungrateful girl!’ Mrs. Hall said emphatically.
Darton paused to shape his sentence, and asked, ‘I—I suppose there’s nobody else more favoured?’
Darton stopped to gather his thoughts and asked, ‘I—I guess there’s no one else more favored?’
‘I can’t say that there is, or that there isn’t,’ answered Mrs. Hall. ‘She’s private in some things. I’m on your side, however, Mr. Darton, and I’ll talk to her.’
‘I can’t say there is or isn’t,’ answered Mrs. Hall. ‘She keeps some things to herself. I’m on your side, though, Mr. Darton, and I’ll talk to her.’
‘Thank ‘ee, thank ‘ee!’ said the farmer in a gayer accent; and with this assurance the not very satisfactory visit came to an end. Darton descended the roots of the sycamore, the light was withdrawn, and the door closed. At the bottom of the slope he nearly ran against a man about to ascend.
‘Thank you, thank you!’ said the farmer with a brighter tone; and with that reassurance, the not-so-great visit ended. Darton went down the roots of the sycamore, the light faded, and the door shut. At the bottom of the slope, he almost collided with a man who was about to go up.
‘Can a jack-o’-lent believe his few senses on such a dark night, or can’t he?’ exclaimed one whose utterance Darton recognized in a moment, despite its unexpectedness. ‘I dare not swear he can, though I fain would!’ The speaker was Johns.
‘Can a jack-o’-lantern trust his limited senses on such a dark night, or can’t he?’ exclaimed someone whose voice Darton recognized instantly, despite the surprise. ‘I can’t say for sure he can, though I’d love to believe it!’ The speaker was Johns.
Darton said he was glad of this opportunity, bad as it was, of putting an end to the silence of years, and asked the dairyman what he was travelling that way for.
Darton said he was thankful for this chance, terrible as it was, to break the silence of years, and asked the dairyman why he was traveling this way.
Japheth showed the old jovial confidence in a moment. ‘I’m going to see your—relations—as they always seem to me,’ he said—‘Mrs. Hall and Sally. Well, Charles, the fact is I find the natural barbarousness of man is much increased by a bachelor life, and, as your leavings were always good enough for me, I’m trying civilization here.’ He nodded towards the house.
Japheth instantly displayed his usual cheerful confidence. “I’m going to visit your—family—because that’s how they always seem to me,” he said. “Mrs. Hall and Sally. Well, Charles, to be honest, I think living as a bachelor makes a person more uncivilized, and since your leftovers were always good enough for me, I’m trying out some civilization here.” He gestured toward the house.
‘Not with Sally—to marry her?’ said Darton, feeling something like a rill of ice water between his shoulders.
‘Not with Sally—to marry her?’ said Darton, feeling something like a chill run down his spine.
‘Yes, by the help of Providence and my personal charms. And I think I shall get her. I am this road every week—my present dairy is only four miles off, you know, and I see her through the window. ’Tis rather odd that I was going to speak practical to-night to her for the first time. You’ve just called?’
‘Yes, thanks to fate and my own charm. I really think I’ll win her over. I travel this way every week—my current place is only four miles away, and I can see her through the window. It’s kind of strange that I was planning to have a serious conversation with her tonight for the first time. Did you just stop by?’
‘Yes, for a short while. But she didn’t say a word about you.’
‘Yeah, for a little bit. But she didn’t mention you at all.’
‘A good sign, a good sign. Now that decides me. I’ll swing the mallet and get her answer this very night as I planned.’
‘A good sign, a good sign. That settles it for me. I’ll take a swing with the mallet and get her answer tonight, just like I planned.’
A few more remarks, and Darton, wishing his friend joy of Sally in a slightly hollow tone of jocularity, bade him good-bye. Johns promised to write particulars, and ascended, and was lost in the shade of the house and tree. A rectangle of light appeared when Johns was admitted, and all was dark again.
A few more comments, and Darton, wishing his friend good luck with Sally in a somewhat insincere tone of humor, said goodbye. Johns promised to send details, went inside, and disappeared into the shadows of the house and tree. A rectangle of light showed up when Johns was let in, and then everything was dark again.
‘Happy Japheth!’ said Darton. ‘This then is the explanation!’
‘Happy Japheth!’ said Darton. ‘So, this is the explanation!’
He determined to return home that night. In a quarter of an hour he passed out of the village, and the next day went about his swede-lifting and storing as if nothing had occurred.
He decided to go home that night. In fifteen minutes, he left the village, and the next day he went about lifting and storing his swedes as if nothing had happened.
He waited and waited to hear from Johns whether the wedding-day was fixed: but no letter came. He learnt not a single particular till, meeting Johns one day at a horse-auction, Darton exclaimed genially—rather more genially than he felt—‘When is the joyful day to be?’
He waited and waited to hear from Johns about when the wedding day was set, but no letter arrived. He didn’t find out a single detail until he ran into Johns one day at a horse auction. Darton said, a bit more cheerfully than he actually felt, “When is the big day?”
To his great surprise a reciprocity of gladness was not conspicuous in Johns. ‘Not at all,’ he said, in a very subdued tone. ‘’Tis a bad job; she won’t have me.’
To his great surprise, there was no sign of shared happiness from Johns. ‘Not at all,’ he said in a very quiet tone. ‘It’s a bad situation; she won’t have me.’
Darton held his breath till he said with treacherous solicitude, ‘Try again—’tis coyness.’
Darton held his breath until he said with deceitful concern, "Try again—it's just shyness."
‘O no,’ said Johns decisively. ‘There’s been none of that. We talked it over dozens of times in the most fair and square way. She tells me plainly, I don’t suit her. ’Twould be simply annoying her to ask her again. Ah, Charles, you threw a prize away when you let her slip five years ago.’
‘Oh no,’ said Johns firmly. ‘There’s been none of that. We talked it over dozens of times in the most straightforward way. She tells me clearly, I’m not her type. It would just annoy her to ask her again. Ah, Charles, you let a real opportunity go when you let her slip five years ago.’
‘I did—I did,’ said Darton.
"I did—I did," said Darton.
He returned from that auction with a new set of feelings in play. He had certainly made a surprising mistake in thinking Johns his successful rival. It really seemed as if he might hope for Sally after all.
He came back from that auction with a whole new set of feelings. He had definitely made a surprising mistake by thinking of Johns as his successful rival. It actually felt like he might have a chance with Sally after all.
This time, being rather pressed by business, Darton had recourse to pen-and-ink, and wrote her as manly and straightforward a proposal as any woman could wish to receive. The reply came promptly:-
This time, feeling quite busy, Darton decided to write with pen and ink, crafting a proposal that was as direct and honest as any woman could hope for. The response arrived quickly:-
‘DEAR MR. DARTON,—I am as sensible as any woman can be of the goodness that leads you to make me this offer a second time. Better women than I would be proud of the honour, for when I read your nice long speeches on mangold-wurzel, and such like topics, at the Casterbridge Farmers’ Club, I do feel it an honour, I assure you. But my answer is just the same as before. I will not try to explain what, in truth, I cannot explain—my reasons; I will simply say that I must decline to be married to you. With good wishes as in former times, I am, your faithful friend,
‘DEAR MR. DARTON,—I fully appreciate the kindness that leads you to extend this offer to me again. Better women than I would feel proud of such an honor, especially when I read your lengthy speeches on topics like mangold-wurzel at the Casterbridge Farmers’ Club; I truly consider it an honor, believe me. However, my answer remains unchanged. I won’t attempt to explain what I honestly can’t explain—my reasons; I will simply say that I must decline your proposal for marriage. With warm wishes as always, I remain your faithful friend,
‘SALLY HALL.’
‘SALLY HALL’
Darton dropped the letter hopelessly. Beyond the negative, there was just a possibility of sarcasm in it—‘nice long speeches on mangold-wurzel’ had a suspicious sound. However, sarcasm or none, there was the answer, and he had to be content.
Darton dropped the letter in despair. Aside from the negativity, there was just a hint of sarcasm in it—‘nice long speeches on mangold-wurzel’ sounded off. But whether it was sarcastic or not, there was the answer, and he had to accept it.
He proceeded to seek relief in a business which at this time engrossed much of his attention—that of clearing up a curious mistake just current in the county, that he had been nearly ruined by the recent failure of a local bank. A farmer named Darton had lost heavily, and the similarity of name had probably led to the error. Belief in it was so persistent that it demanded several days of letter-writing to set matters straight, and persuade the world that he was as solvent as ever he had been in his life. He had hardly concluded this worrying task when, to his delight, another letter arrived in the handwriting of Sally.
He started looking for relief in a job that was currently taking up a lot of his time—clearing up a strange mistake going around the county, which claimed he had been almost ruined by the recent failure of a local bank. A farmer named Darton had taken a big hit, and the similarity of their names probably caused the confusion. The belief in this rumor was so strong that it took several days of writing letters to clarify the situation and convince everyone that he was just as financially stable as he had ever been. He had barely finished this frustrating task when, to his joy, another letter came in the handwriting of Sally.
Darton tore it open; it was very short.
Darton ripped it open; it was really short.
‘DEAR MR. DARTON,—We have been so alarmed these last few days by the report that you were ruined by the stoppage of —‘s Bank, that, now it is contradicted I hasten, by my mother’s wish, to say how truly glad we are to find there is no foundation for the report. After your kindness to my poor brother’s children, I can do no less than write at such a moment. We had a letter from each of them a few days ago.—Your faithful friend,
‘DEAR MR. DARTON,—We've been really worried these past few days by the news that you were ruined by the closing of —‘s Bank, so now that it's been denied, I’m quickly writing, at my mother’s request, to express how truly relieved we are to hear there's no truth to the rumor. After your kindness to my poor brother’s kids, I couldn't do anything less than reach out at a time like this. We received a letter from each of them a few days ago.—Your faithful friend,
‘SALLY HALL.’
‘SALLY HALL.’
‘Mercenary little woman!’ said Darton to himself with a smile. ‘Then that was the secret of her refusal this time—she thought I was ruined.’
‘Selfish little woman!’ said Darton to himself with a smile. ‘So that was why she turned me down this time—she thought I was finished.’
Now, such was Darton, that as hours went on he could not help feeling too generously towards Sally to condemn her in this. What did he want in a wife? he asked himself. Love and integrity. What next? Worldly wisdom. And was there really more than worldly wisdom in her refusal to go aboard a sinking ship? She now knew it was otherwise. ‘Begad,’ he said, ‘I’ll try her again.’
Now, Darton felt increasingly generous toward Sally as time passed, so he couldn't bring himself to judge her harshly for this. What did he want in a wife? he asked himself. Love and honesty. What else? Practicality. And was there truly anything beyond practicality in her decision not to get on a sinking ship? She now realized it was different. "You know what," he said, "I'll give her another shot."
The fact was he had so set his heart upon Sally, and Sally alone, that nothing was to be allowed to baulk him; and his reasoning was purely formal.
The truth was he had fixed his heart on Sally, and only Sally, so nothing was going to stop him; his reasoning was completely technical.
Anniversaries having been unpropitious, he waited on till a bright day late in May—a day when all animate nature was fancying, in its trusting, foolish way, that it was going to bask out of doors for evermore. As he rode through Long-Ash Lane it was scarce recognizable as the track of his two winter journeys. No mistake could be made now, even with his eyes shut. The cuckoo’s note was at its best, between April tentativeness and midsummer decrepitude, and the reptiles in the sun behaved as winningly as kittens on a hearth. Though afternoon, and about the same time as on the last occasion, it was broad day and sunshine when he entered Hintock, and the details of the Knap dairy-house were visible far up the road. He saw Sally in the garden, and was set vibrating. He had first intended to go on to the inn; but ‘No,’ he said; ‘I’ll tie my horse to the garden-gate. If all goes well it can soon be taken round: if not, I mount and ride away’
Anniversaries having been unlucky, he waited until a bright day late in May—a day when all of nature seemed to believe, in its naive way, that it was going to enjoy the outdoors forever. As he rode through Long-Ash Lane, it was hardly recognizable as the path from his two winter journeys. There was no mistake now, even with his eyes closed. The cuckoo’s call was at its peak, balancing between the uncertainty of April and the weariness of midsummer, and the sunbathing reptiles acted as charmingly as kittens on a hearth. Though it was afternoon, around the same time as his last visit, it was bright and sunny when he entered Hintock, and he could see the details of the Knap dairy-house far up the road. He spotted Sally in the garden, and it stirred him. He had initially planned to continue on to the inn; but he said, ‘No, I’ll tie my horse to the garden gate. If all goes well, he can be taken around soon; if not, I’ll just mount and ride away.’
The tall shade of the horseman darkened the room in which Mrs. Hall sat, and made her start, for he had ridden by a side path to the top of the slope, where riders seldom came. In a few seconds he was in the garden with Sally.
The tall shadow of the horseman darkened the room where Mrs. Hall was sitting, making her jump, as he had taken a side path up the slope, where riders rarely went. In just a few seconds, he was in the garden with Sally.
Five—ay, three minutes—did the business at the back of that row of bees. Though spring had come, and heavenly blue consecrated the scene, Darton succeeded not. ‘No,’ said Sally firmly. ‘I will never, never marry you, Mr. Darton. I would have done it once; but now I never can.’
Five—well, three minutes—did the job at the back of that row of bees. Even though spring had arrived, and the sky was a beautiful blue, Darton didn't succeed. ‘No,’ Sally said firmly. ‘I will never, ever marry you, Mr. Darton. I might have considered it once; but now I can never do that.’
‘But!’—implored Mr. Darton. And with a burst of real eloquence he went on to declare all sorts of things that he would do for her. He would drive her to see her mother every week—take her to London—settle so much money upon her—Heaven knows what he did not promise, suggest, and tempt her with. But it availed nothing. She interposed with a stout negative, which closed the course of his argument like an iron gate across a highway. Darton paused.
‘But!’—pleaded Mr. Darton. And with a surge of genuine passion, he went on to promise all kinds of things he would do for her. He would drive her to visit her mother every week—take her to London—set aside a substantial amount of money for her—Heaven knows what else he didn't promise, suggest, and tempt her with. But it was all in vain. She interrupted with a firm 'no,' which shut down his argument like an iron gate across a highway. Darton paused.
‘Then,’ said he simply, ‘you hadn’t heard of my supposed failure when you declined last time?’
‘So,’ he said plainly, ‘you didn’t know about my supposed failure when you turned me down last time?’
‘I had not,’ she said. ‘But if I had ’twould have been all the same.’
'I hadn't,' she said. 'But even if I had, it would have been the same.'
‘And ’tis not because of any soreness from my slighting you years ago?’
‘And it’s not because of any hurt feelings from when I dissed you years ago?’
‘No. That soreness is long past.’
‘No. That soreness is long gone.’
‘Ah—then you despise me, Sally?’
"Ah—so you hate me, Sally?"
‘No,’ she slowly answered. ‘I don’t altogether despise you. I don’t think you quite such a hero as I once did—that’s all. The truth is, I am happy enough as I am; and I don’t mean to marry at all. Now, may I ask a favour, sir?’ She spoke with an ineffable charm, which, whenever he thought of it, made him curse his loss of her as long as he lived.
‘No,’ she replied slowly. ‘I don’t completely despise you. I don’t see you as the hero I once did—that’s all. The truth is, I’m happy enough as I am; and I don’t plan to get married at all. Now, may I ask you for a favor, sir?’ She spoke with an indescribable charm, which, whenever he thought about it, made him regret losing her for the rest of his life.
‘To any extent.’
“As much as needed.”
‘Please do not put this question to me any more. Friends as long as you like, but lovers and married never.’
‘Please don’t ask me this question again. Friends for as long as you want, but never lovers or married.’
‘I never will,’ said Darton. ‘Not if I live a hundred years.’
‘I never will,’ said Darton. ‘Not even if I live to be a hundred.’
And he never did. That he had worn out his welcome in her heart was only too plain.
And he never did. It was obvious that he had overstayed his welcome in her heart.
When his step-children had grown up, and were placed out in life, all communication between Darton and the Hall family ceased. It was only by chance that, years after, he learnt that Sally, notwithstanding the solicitations her attractions drew down upon her, had refused several offers of marriage, and steadily adhered to her purpose of leading a single life
When his step-children grew up and started their own lives, all contact between Darton and the Hall family stopped. It was only by chance that, years later, he found out that Sally, despite the attention she received, had turned down several marriage proposals and was committed to living a single life.
May 1884.
May 1884.
THE DISTRACTED PREACHER
CHAPTER I—HOW HIS COLD WAS CURED
Something delayed the arrival of the Wesleyan minister, and a young man came temporarily in his stead. It was on the thirteenth of January 183- that Mr. Stockdale, the young man in question, made his humble entry into the village, unknown, and almost unseen. But when those of the inhabitants who styled themselves of his connection became acquainted with him, they were rather pleased with the substitute than otherwise, though he had scarcely as yet acquired ballast of character sufficient to steady the consciences of the hundred-and-forty Methodists of pure blood who, at this time, lived in Nether-Moynton, and to give in addition supplementary support to the mixed race which went to church in the morning and chapel in the evening, or when there was a tea—as many as a hundred-and-ten people more, all told, and including the parish-clerk in the winter-time, when it was too dark for the vicar to observe who passed up the street at seven o’clock—which, to be just to him, he was never anxious to do.
Something held up the arrival of the Wesleyan minister, and a young man came in temporarily to take his place. It was on January 13th, 183- that Mr. Stockdale, the young man in question, made his modest entry into the village, unknown and almost unnoticed. However, when those among the residents who considered themselves connected to him learned about him, they were rather pleased with the substitute than otherwise, even though he had hardly developed the character necessary to steady the consciences of the one hundred and forty pure-blooded Methodists who lived in Nether-Moynton at that time. Additionally, he was meant to provide extra support to the mixed group that attended church in the morning and chapel in the evening, or whenever there was a tea—adding up to as many as one hundred and ten more people in total, including the parish clerk during the winter when it was too dark for the vicar to see who passed up the street at seven o'clock—which, to be fair to him, he was never particularly eager to do.
It was owing to this overlapping of creeds that the celebrated population-puzzle arose among the denser gentry of the district around Nether-Moynton: how could it be that a parish containing fifteen score of strong full-grown Episcopalians, and nearly thirteen score of well-matured Dissenters, numbered barely two-and-twenty score adults in all?
It was because of this clash of beliefs that the famous population puzzle emerged among the wealthy residents of the area around Nether-Moynton: how could it be that a parish with fifteen hundred strong, fully grown Episcopalians, and almost thirteen hundred well-established Dissenters, had barely two hundred and twenty adults in total?
The young man being personally interesting, those with whom he came in contact were content to waive for a while the graver question of his sufficiency. It is said that at this time of his life his eyes were affectionate, though without a ray of levity; that his hair was curly, and his figure tall; that he was, in short, a very lovable youth, who won upon his female hearers as soon as they saw and heard him, and caused them to say, ‘Why didn’t we know of this before he came, that we might have gied him a warmer welcome!’
The young man was personally intriguing, so those he interacted with were willing to set aside the more serious question of his capabilities for a time. It’s said that at this point in his life, his eyes were warm, though lacking any hint of frivolity; that his hair was curly, and he was tall; in short, he was a very charming young man who captivated his female listeners as soon as they saw and heard him, making them think, ‘Why didn’t we know about him before he arrived, so we could have given him a warmer welcome!’
The fact was that, knowing him to be only provisionally selected, and expecting nothing remarkable in his person or doctrine, they and the rest of his flock in Nether-Moynton had felt almost as indifferent about his advent as if they had been the soundest church-going parishioners in the country, and he their true and appointed parson. Thus when Stockdale set foot in the place nobody had secured a lodging for him, and though his journey had given him a bad cold in the head, he was forced to attend to that business himself. On inquiry he learnt that the only possible accommodation in the village would be found at the house of one Mrs. Lizzy Newberry, at the upper end of the street.
The truth was that, understanding he was only temporarily chosen and not expecting anything exceptional about him or his teaching, everyone, including the rest of his congregation in Nether-Moynton, felt almost as indifferent about his arrival as if they were the most devout churchgoers in the country with him as their rightful and appointed pastor. So, when Stockdale arrived in town, no one had arranged a place for him to stay, and despite having caught a bad cold during his journey, he had to take care of that himself. After asking around, he found out that the only place he could stay in the village was at the home of one Mrs. Lizzy Newberry, located at the top of the street.
It was a youth who gave this information, and Stockdale asked him who Mrs. Newberry might be.
It was a young person who shared this information, and Stockdale asked him who Mrs. Newberry could be.
The boy said that she was a widow-woman, who had got no husband, because he was dead. Mr. Newberry, he added, had been a well-to-do man enough, as the saying was, and a farmer; but he had gone off in a decline. As regarded Mrs. Newberry’s serious side, Stockdale gathered that she was one of the trimmers who went to church and chapel both.
The boy said she was a widow who had no husband because he was dead. Mr. Newberry, he added, had been fairly well-off, as the saying goes, and a farmer; but he had passed away after a decline in health. Regarding Mrs. Newberry’s serious side, Stockdale understood that she was one of those who went to both church and chapel.
‘I’ll go there,’ said Stockdale, feeling that, in the absence of purely sectarian lodgings, he could do no better.
‘I’ll go there,’ said Stockdale, realizing that, since there were no strictly sectarian accommodations available, he couldn’t find anything better.
‘She’s a little particular, and won’t hae gover’ment folks, or curates, or the pa’son’s friends, or such like,’ said the lad dubiously.
‘She’s a bit particular, and won’t have government people, or curates, or the parson’s friends, or anything like that,’ said the guy doubtfully.
‘Ah, that may be a promising sign: I’ll call. Or no; just you go up and ask first if she can find room for me. I have to see one or two persons on another matter. You will find me down at the carrier’s.’
‘Ah, that might be a good sign: I’ll call. Or no; just go up and ask first if she can make room for me. I need to see one or two people about something else. You’ll find me down at the carrier’s.’
In a quarter of an hour the lad came back, and said that Mrs. Newberry would have no objection to accommodate him, whereupon Stockdale called at the house.
In fifteen minutes, the boy returned and said that Mrs. Newberry wouldn’t mind helping him out, so Stockdale went over to the house.
It stood within a garden-hedge, and seemed to be roomy and comfortable. He saw an elderly woman, with whom he made arrangements to come the same night, since there was no inn in the place, and he wished to house himself as soon as possible; the village being a local centre from which he was to radiate at once to the different small chapels in the neighbourhood. He forthwith sent his luggage to Mrs. Newberry’s from the carrier’s, where he had taken shelter, and in the evening walked up to his temporary home.
It was nestled within a garden hedge and looked spacious and cozy. He spotted an elderly woman, and they made plans for him to come that same night since there was no inn in the area, and he wanted to settle in as soon as he could; the village was a local hub from which he would immediately head out to the various small chapels nearby. He quickly had his luggage sent to Mrs. Newberry’s from the carrier’s, where he had been staying, and in the evening, he walked up to his temporary home.
As he now lived there, Stockdale felt it unnecessary to knock at the door; and entering quietly he had the pleasure of hearing footsteps scudding away like mice into the back quarters. He advanced to the parlour, as the front room was called, though its stone floor was scarcely disguised by the carpet, which only over-laid the trodden areas, leaving sandy deserts under the bulging mouldings of the table-legs, playing with brass furniture. But the room looked snug and cheerful. The firelight shone out brightly, trembling on the knobs and handles, and lurking in great strength on the under surface of the chimney-piece. A deep arm-chair, covered with horsehair, and studded with a countless throng of brass nails, was pulled up on one side of the fireplace. The tea-things were on the table, the teapot cover was open, and a little hand-bell had been laid at that precise point towards which a person seated in the great chair might be expected instinctively to stretch his hand.
As Stockdale now lived there, he thought it was unnecessary to knock at the door; and as he entered quietly, he enjoyed the sound of footsteps scurrying away like mice into the back rooms. He made his way to the parlor, as the front room was called, even though its stone floor was hardly hidden by the carpet, which only covered the areas that were walked on, leaving sandy patches under the bulging legs of the table, which was decorated with brass furniture. But the room felt cozy and inviting. The firelight shone brightly, flickering on the knobs and handles, and casting strong shadows on the underside of the chimney piece. A deep armchair, covered in horsehair and studded with countless brass nails, was positioned on one side of the fireplace. The tea items were on the table, the teapot lid was open, and a small handbell had been placed right where a person sitting in the big chair would instinctively reach out for it.
Stockdale sat down, not objecting to his experience of the room thus far, and began his residence by tinkling the bell. A little girl crept in at the summons, and made tea for him. Her name, she said, was Marther Sarer, and she lived out there, nodding towards the road and village generally. Before Stockdale had got far with his meal, a tap sounded on the door behind him, and on his telling the inquirer to come in, a rustle of garments caused him to turn his head. He saw before him a fine and extremely well-made young woman, with dark hair, a wide, sensible, beautiful forehead, eyes that warmed him before he knew it, and a mouth that was in itself a picture to all appreciative souls.
Stockdale sat down, not minding his experience in the room so far, and started his stay by ringing the bell. A little girl came in at the call and made tea for him. She introduced herself as Marther Sarer and mentioned she lived out that way, nodding towards the road and the village. Before Stockdale had made much progress with his meal, there was a knock on the door behind him, and when he told the person to come in, the rustle of clothes made him turn his head. He found before him a lovely and well-proportioned young woman, with dark hair, a broad, sensible, beautiful forehead, eyes that warmed him unexpectedly, and a mouth that was a work of art for anyone who appreciated beauty.
‘Can I get you anything else for tea?’ she said, coming forward a step or two, an expression of liveliness on her features, and her hand waving the door by its edge.
‘Can I get you anything else for tea?’ she asked, stepping forward a bit with a lively expression on her face and her hand gesturing towards the door.
‘Nothing, thank you,’ said Stockdale, thinking less of what he replied than of what might be her relation to the household.
‘No, thank you,’ said Stockdale, focusing less on his response and more on what her connection to the household might be.
‘You are quite sure?’ said the young woman, apparently aware that he had not considered his answer.
‘Are you really sure?’ said the young woman, clearly realizing that he hadn’t thought through his answer.
He conscientiously examined the tea-things, and found them all there. ‘Quite sure, Miss Newberry,’ he said.
He carefully checked the tea items and found everything in place. “Absolutely sure, Miss Newberry,” he said.
‘It is Mrs. Newberry,’ she said. ‘Lizzy Newberry, I used to be Lizzy Simpkins.’
‘It’s Mrs. Newberry,’ she said. ‘Lizzy Newberry, I used to be Lizzy Simpkins.’
‘O, I beg your pardon, Mrs. Newberry.’ And before he had occasion to say more she left the room.
‘Oh, I’m sorry, Mrs. Newberry.’ And before he could say anything else, she left the room.
Stockdale remained in some doubt till Martha Sarah came to clear the table. ‘Whose house is this, my little woman,’ said he.
Stockdale was unsure until Martha Sarah came to clear the table. ‘Whose house is this, my little lady?’ he asked.
‘Mrs. Lizzy Newberry’s, sir.’
"Mrs. Lizzy Newberry's, sir."
‘Then Mrs. Newberry is not the old lady I saw this afternoon?’
‘So, Mrs. Newberry isn’t the old lady I saw this afternoon?’
‘No. That’s Mrs. Newberry’s mother. It was Mrs. Newberry who comed in to you just by now, because she wanted to see if you was good-looking.’
‘No. That’s Mrs. Newberry’s mother. It was Mrs. Newberry who came in to see you just now because she wanted to check if you were good-looking.’
Later in the evening, when Stockdale was about to begin supper, she came again. ‘I have come myself, Mr. Stockdale,’ she said. The minister stood up in acknowledgment of the honour. ‘I am afraid little Marther might not make you understand. What will you have for supper?—there’s cold rabbit, and there’s a ham uncut.’
Later in the evening, just as Stockdale was about to start dinner, she arrived again. "I’ve come myself, Mr. Stockdale," she said. The minister stood up to acknowledge the honor. "I’m afraid little Marther might not explain it well. What would you like for dinner?—there’s cold rabbit, and there’s a ham that hasn’t been sliced yet."
Stockdale said he could get on nicely with those viands, and supper was laid. He had no more than cut a slice when tap-tap came to the door again. The minister had already learnt that this particular rhythm in taps denoted the fingers of his enkindling landlady, and the doomed young fellow buried his first mouthful under a look of receptive blandness.
Stockdale said he could enjoy those dishes, and dinner was served. He had barely cut a slice when there was a knock at the door again. The minister had already figured out that this specific rhythm in knocks indicated it was his enthusiastic landlady, and the unfortunate young man concealed his first bite under a look of polite indifference.
‘We have a chicken in the house, Mr. Stockdale—I quite forgot to mention it just now. Perhaps you would like Marther Sarer to bring it up?’
‘We have a chicken in the house, Mr. Stockdale—I totally forgot to mention it just now. Maybe you’d like Marther Sarer to bring it up?’
Stockdale had advanced far enough in the art of being a young man to say that he did not want the chicken, unless she brought it up herself; but when it was uttered he blushed at the daring gallantry of the speech, perhaps a shade too strong for a serious man and a minister. In three minutes the chicken appeared, but, to his great surprise, only in the hands of Martha Sarah. Stockdale was disappointed, which perhaps it was intended that he should be.
Stockdale had come far enough in the journey of being a young man to say that he didn't want the chicken, unless she brought it up herself; but when he said it, he blushed at the boldness of the remark, maybe a bit too much for a serious guy and a minister. Three minutes later, the chicken showed up, but to his surprise, only in Martha Sarah's hands. Stockdale felt let down, which might have been the point all along.
He had finished supper, and was not in the least anticipating Mrs. Newberry again that night, when she tapped and entered as before. Stockdale’s gratified look told that she had lost nothing by not appearing when expected. It happened that the cold in the head from which the young man suffered had increased with the approach of night, and before she had spoken he was seized with a violent fit of sneezing which he could not anyhow repress.
He had finished dinner and wasn’t at all expecting Mrs. Newberry again that night when she tapped and entered like before. Stockdale’s pleased expression showed that she hadn’t missed anything by not showing up when expected. It turned out that the cold the young man was dealing with had worsened as night fell, and before she could say anything, he was hit with a sudden, uncontrollable fit of sneezing.
Mrs. Newberry looked full of pity. ‘Your cold is very bad to-night, Mr. Stockdale.’
Mrs. Newberry looked really concerned. “Your cold is really bad tonight, Mr. Stockdale.”
Stockdale replied that it was rather troublesome.
Stockdale replied that it was quite annoying.
‘And I’ve a good mind’—she added archly, looking at the cheerless glass of water on the table, which the abstemious minister was going to drink.
‘And I’ve a good mind’—she said playfully, glancing at the dreary glass of water on the table, which the sober minister was about to drink.
‘Yes, Mrs. Newberry?’
"Yes, Mrs. Newberry?"
‘I’ve a good mind that you should have something more likely to cure it than that cold stuff.’
‘I think you should have something more effective to treat it than that cold stuff.’
‘Well,’ said Stockdale, looking down at the glass, ‘as there is no inn here, and nothing better to be got in the village, of course it will do.’
‘Well,’ Stockdale said, glancing at the glass, ‘since there’s no inn around and nothing better in the village, it will have to do.’
To this she replied, ‘There is something better, not far off, though not in the house. I really think you must try it, or you may be ill. Yes, Mr. Stockdale, you shall.’ She held up her finger, seeing that he was about to speak. ‘Don’t ask what it is; wait, and you shall see.’
To this, she replied, “There’s something better, not too far away, but not in the house. I really think you should try it, or you might get sick. Yes, Mr. Stockdale, you will.” She held up her finger, noticing that he was about to speak. “Don’t ask what it is; just wait, and you’ll see.”
Lizzy went away, and Stockdale waited in a pleasant mood. Presently she returned with her bonnet and cloak on, saying, ‘I am so sorry, but you must help me to get it. Mother has gone to bed. Will you wrap yourself up, and come this way, and please bring that cup with you?’
Lizzy left, and Stockdale waited in a good mood. Soon, she came back wearing her bonnet and cloak, saying, “I’m really sorry, but you have to help me get it. Mom has gone to bed. Will you bundle up and come this way, and please bring that cup with you?”
Stockdale, a lonely young fellow, who had for weeks felt a great craving for somebody on whom to throw away superfluous interest, and even tenderness, was not sorry to join her; and followed his guide through the back door, across the garden, to the bottom, where the boundary was a wall. This wall was low, and beyond it Stockdale discerned in the night shades several grey headstones, and the outlines of the church roof and tower.
Stockdale, a lonely young man who had been longing for someone to invest his extra interest and even affection in, was glad to join her. He followed his guide through the back door, across the garden, to the far end, where a wall marked the boundary. This wall was low, and beyond it, Stockdale could see several gray headstones and the outline of the church roof and tower in the darkness.
‘It is easy to get up this way,’ she said, stepping upon a bank which abutted on the wall; then putting her foot on the top of the stonework, and descending a spring inside, where the ground was much higher, as is the manner of graveyards to be. Stockdale did the same, and followed her in the dusk across the irregular ground till they came to the tower door, which, when they had entered, she softly closed behind them.
‘It’s easy to get up this way,’ she said, stepping onto a bank that was adjacent to the wall; then putting her foot on the top of the stonework and descending into a spring inside, where the ground was much higher, as graveyards often are. Stockdale did the same and followed her in the dim light across the uneven ground until they reached the tower door, which she gently closed behind them once they entered.
‘You can keep a secret?’ she said, in a musical voice.
‘Can you keep a secret?’ she asked, in a melodic voice.
‘Like an iron chest!’ said he fervently.
‘Like an iron chest!’ he said passionately.
Then from under her cloak she produced a small lighted lantern, which the minister had not noticed that she carried at all. The light showed them to be close to the singing-gallery stairs, under which lay a heap of lumber of all sorts, but consisting mostly of decayed framework, pews, panels, and pieces of flooring, that from time to time had been removed from their original fixings in the body of the edifice and replaced by new.
Then she pulled out a small lit lantern from under her cloak, which the minister hadn’t realized she had. The light revealed that they were near the stairs to the singing-gallery, underneath which was a pile of various types of wood, mostly made up of old frameworks, pews, panels, and pieces of flooring that had been removed from their original spots in the building and replaced with new ones.
‘Perhaps you will drag some of those boards aside?’ she said, holding the lantern over her head to light him better. ‘Or will you take the lantern while I move them?’
‘Maybe you can move some of those boards aside?’ she said, holding the lantern up high to give him more light. ‘Or will you hold the lantern while I move them?’
‘I can manage it,’ said the young man, and acting as she ordered, he uncovered, to his surprise, a row of little barrels bound with wood hoops, each barrel being about as large as the nave of a heavy waggon-wheel.
‘I can handle it,’ said the young man, and following her instructions, he uncovered, to his surprise, a line of small barrels held together with wooden hoops, each barrel being roughly the size of the center of a heavy wagon wheel.
When they were laid open Lizzy fixed her eyes on him, as if she wondered what he would say.
When they were opened up, Lizzy stared at him, as if she was curious about what he would say.
‘You know what they are?’ she asked, finding that he did not speak.
‘Do you know what they are?’ she asked, noticing that he didn’t respond.
‘Yes, barrels,’ said Stockdale simply. He was an inland man, the son of highly respectable parents, and brought up with a single eye to the ministry; and the sight suggested nothing beyond the fact that such articles were there.
‘Yeah, barrels,’ Stockdale said plainly. He was from inland, the son of very respectable parents, raised with a sole focus on becoming a minister; and the sight only made him think about the presence of those items.
‘You are quite right, they are barrels,’ she said, in an emphatic tone of candour that was not without a touch of irony.
‘You’re absolutely right, they are barrels,’ she said, with an emphatic tone of honesty that had a hint of irony.
Stockdale looked at her with an eye of sudden misgiving. ‘Not smugglers’ liquor?’ he said.
Stockdale looked at her with a sudden feeling of doubt. “Not smuggler’s liquor?” he asked.
‘Yes,’ said she. ‘They are tubs of spirit that have accidentally come over in the dark from France.’
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘They’re barrels of liquor that have accidentally come over in the dark from France.’
In Nether-Moynton and its vicinity at this date people always smiled at the sort of sin called in the outside world illicit trading; and these little kegs of gin and brandy were as well known to the inhabitants as turnips. So that Stockdale’s innocent ignorance, and his look of alarm when he guessed the sinister mystery, seemed to strike Lizzy first as ludicrous, and then as very awkward for the good impression that she wished to produce upon him.
In Nether-Moynton and the surrounding area, people always laughed at what the rest of the world called illicit trading; those little kegs of gin and brandy were as familiar to the locals as turnips. So when Stockdale displayed his innocent ignorance and looked alarmed at the hint of something shady, Lizzy first found it amusing and then felt it was pretty awkward for the impression she wanted to make on him.
‘Smuggling is carried on here by some of the people,’ she said in a gentle, apologetic voice. ‘It has been their practice for generations, and they think it no harm. Now, will you roll out one of the tubs?’
‘Some of the locals are involved in smuggling,’ she said in a soft, apologetic tone. ‘It’s been a tradition for generations, and they don’t see it as a problem. Now, could you roll out one of the barrels?’
‘What to do with it?’ said the minister.
‘What should we do with it?’ said the minister.
‘To draw a little from it to cure your cold,’ she answered. ‘It is so ‘nation strong that it drives away that sort of thing in a jiffy. O, it is all right about our taking it. I may have what I like; the owner of the tubs says so. I ought to have had some in the house, and then I shouldn’t ha’ been put to this trouble; but I drink none myself, and so I often forget to keep it indoors.’
‘To take a little from it to help your cold,’ she said. ‘It’s so strong that it gets rid of that kind of thing in no time. Oh, it’s fine for us to take it. I can have whatever I want; the owner of the tubs says so. I should have had some at home, and then I wouldn’t have had to deal with this hassle, but I don’t drink any myself, so I often forget to keep it stocked indoors.’
‘You are allowed to help yourself, I suppose, that you may not inform where their hiding-place is?’
‘You’re allowed to help yourself, I guess, but you can’t tell anyone where their hiding place is?’
‘Well, no; not that particularly; but I may take any if I want it. So help yourself.’
‘Well, no; not that specifically; but I can take any if I want. So go ahead and help yourself.’
‘I will, to oblige you, since you have a right to it,’ murmured the minister; and though he was not quite satisfied with his part in the performance, he rolled one of the ‘tubs’ out from the corner into the middle of the tower floor. ‘How do you wish me to get it out—with a gimlet, I suppose?’
‘I will, to help you out, since you deserve it,’ murmured the minister; and although he wasn’t completely satisfied with his role in the performance, he rolled one of the ‘tubs’ from the corner to the center of the tower floor. ‘How do you want me to get it out—with a gimlet, I suppose?’
‘No, I’ll show you,’ said his interesting companion; and she held up with her other hand a shoemaker’s awl and a hammer. ‘You must never do these things with a gimlet, because the wood-dust gets in; and when the buyers pour out the brandy that would tell them that the tub had been broached. An awl makes no dust, and the hole nearly closes up again. Now tap one of the hoops forward.’
‘No, I’ll show you,’ said his intriguing companion; and she lifted a shoemaker’s awl and a hammer with her other hand. ‘You should never use a gimlet for this because wood-dust gets in, and when the buyers pour out the brandy, it would indicate that the tub had been opened. An awl doesn’t create dust, and the hole almost closes up again. Now, push one of the hoops forward.’
Stockdale took the hammer and did so.
Stockdale grabbed the hammer and did it.
‘Now make the hole in the part that was covered by the hoop.’
‘Now create the hole in the area that was covered by the hoop.’
He made the hole as directed. ‘It won’t run out,’ he said.
He made the hole as instructed. “It won’t run out,” he said.
‘O yes it will,’ said she. ‘Take the tub between your knees, and squeeze the heads; and I’ll hold the cup.’
‘Oh yes it will,’ she said. ‘Hold the tub between your knees and squeeze the heads, and I’ll hold the cup.’
Stockdale obeyed; and the pressure taking effect upon the tub, which seemed, to be thin, the spirit spirted out in a stream. When the cup was full he ceased pressing, and the flow immediately stopped. ‘Now we must fill up the keg with water,’ said Lizzy, ‘or it will cluck like forty hens when it is handled, and show that ’tis not full.’
Stockdale complied, and as the pressure took effect on the tub, which seemed thin, the spirit flowed out in a stream. When the cup was full, he stopped pressing, and the flow immediately ceased. "Now we need to fill the keg with water," Lizzy said, "or it will rattle like a bunch of hens when handled, and it will show that it's not full."
‘But they tell you you may take it?’
'But they say you can take it?'
‘Yes, the smugglers: but the buyers must not know that the smugglers have been kind to me at their expense.’
‘Yes, the smugglers: but the buyers must not know that the smugglers have been nice to me at their cost.’
‘I see,’ said Stockdale doubtfully. ‘I much question the honesty of this proceeding.’
"I see," Stockdale said, sounding unsure. "I really question the honesty of this process."
By her direction he held the tub with the hole upwards, and while he went through the process of alternately pressing and ceasing to press, she produced a bottle of water, from which she took mouthfuls, conveying each to the keg by putting her pretty lips to the hole, where it was sucked in at each recovery of the cask from pressure. When it was again full he plugged the hole, knocked the hoop down to its place, and buried the tub in the lumber as before.
By her instructions, he held the tub with the hole facing up, and as he alternated between pressing and stopping, she took a bottle of water and drank from it, transferring each mouthful to the keg by placing her pretty lips on the hole, where it got sucked in each time the barrel lifted back up from the pressure. When it was full again, he plugged the hole, knocked the hoop back into place, and hid the tub among the junk as before.
‘Aren’t the smugglers afraid that you will tell?’ he asked, as they recrossed the churchyard.
‘Aren’t the smugglers worried that you’ll say something?’ he asked, as they walked back across the churchyard.
‘O no; they are not afraid of that. I couldn’t do such a thing.’
‘Oh no; they aren't afraid of that. I couldn't do something like that.’
‘They have put you into a very awkward corner,’ said Stockdale emphatically. ‘You must, of course, as an honest person, sometimes feel that it is your duty to inform—really you must.’
‘They've put you in a really tough spot,’ Stockdale said firmly. ‘You have to, of course, as an honest person, sometimes feel it's your responsibility to let them know—really, you do.’
‘Well, I have never particularly felt it as a duty; and, besides, my first husband—’ She stopped, and there was some confusion in her voice. Stockdale was so honest and unsophisticated that he did not at once discern why she paused: but at last he did perceive that the words were a slip, and that no woman would have uttered ‘first husband’ by accident unless she had thought pretty frequently of a second. He felt for her confusion, and allowed her time to recover and proceed. ‘My husband,’ she said, in a self-corrected tone, ‘used to know of their doings, and so did my father, and kept the secret. I cannot inform, in fact, against anybody.’
‘Well, I’ve never really seen it as a duty; and, besides, my first husband—’ She stopped, and there was a hint of awkwardness in her voice. Stockdale was so straightforward and naive that he didn’t immediately realize why she hesitated: but eventually, he understood that her words were an accidental slip, and that no woman would casually mention ‘first husband’ unless she had often thought about a second. He empathized with her embarrassment and gave her a moment to regain her composure and continue. ‘My husband,’ she said, in a self-corrected tone, ‘used to know about their actions, and so did my father, and he kept the secret. I truly can’t report on anyone.’
‘I see the hardness of it,’ he continued, like a man who looked far into the moral of things. ‘And it is very cruel that you should be tossed and tantalized between your memories and your conscience. I do hope, Mrs. Newberry, that you will soon see your way out of this unpleasant position.’
‘I see how tough it is,’ he continued, like someone who deeply understands the moral of things. ‘And it’s really unfair that you should be tossed around and teased between your memories and your conscience. I truly hope, Mrs. Newberry, that you will soon find a way out of this uncomfortable situation.’
‘Well, I don’t just now,’ she murmured.
‘Well, I don’t know right now,’ she murmured.
By this time they had passed over the wall and entered the house, where she brought him a glass and hot water, and left him to his own reflections. He looked after her vanishing form, asking himself whether he, as a respectable man, and a minister, and a shining light, even though as yet only of the halfpenny-candle sort, were quite justified in doing this thing. A sneeze settled the question; and he found that when the fiery liquor was lowered by the addition of twice or thrice the quantity of water, it was one of the prettiest cures for a cold in the head that he had ever known, particularly at this chilly time of the year.
By this time, they had crossed the wall and entered the house, where she brought him a glass and hot water, and left him to his own thoughts. He watched her disappear, wondering if he, as a respectable man, a minister, and a shining light—albeit only of the halfpenny-candle variety—was really justified in doing this. A sneeze answered that question; and he realized that when the fiery drink was diluted with twice or
Stockdale sat in the deep chair about twenty minutes sipping and meditating, till he at length took warmer views of things, and longed for the morrow, when he would see Mrs. Newberry again. He then felt that, though chronologically at a short distance, it would in an emotional sense be very long before to-morrow came, and walked restlessly round the room. His eye was attracted by a framed and glazed sampler in which a running ornament of fir-trees and peacocks surrounded the following pretty bit of sentiment:-
Stockdale sat in the comfy chair for about twenty minutes, sipping and thinking, until he finally started to feel more positive and looked forward to tomorrow when he would see Mrs. Newberry again. He then realized that, even though tomorrow was just a little while away, it felt like a long time emotionally, so he walked around the room restlessly. His attention was caught by a framed and glass-covered sampler that had a pattern of fir trees and peacocks surrounding the following lovely sentiment:-
‘Rose-leaves smell when roses thrive,
Here’s my work while I’m alive;
Rose-leaves smell when shrunk and shed,
Here’s my work when I am dead.
‘Rose leaves smell when roses bloom,
Here’s my work while I’m alive;
Rose leaves smell when they’re dried and gone,
Here’s my work when I’m dead.
‘Lizzy Simpkins. Fear God. Honour the King.
‘Aged 11 years.
‘Lizzy Simpkins. Fear God. Honor the King.
‘Aged 11 years.
‘’Tis hers,’ he said to himself. ‘Heavens, how I like that name!’
'It's hers,' he said to himself. 'Wow, how much I love that name!'
Before he had done thinking that no other name from Abigail to Zenobia would have suited his young landlady so well, tap-tap came again upon the door; and the minister started as her face appeared yet another time, looking so disinterested that the most ingenious would have refrained from asserting that she had come to affect his feelings by her seductive eyes.
Before he finished thinking that no name from Abigail to Zenobia would suit his young landlady better, there was another knock on the door; and the minister jumped a bit as her face appeared once again, looking so uninterested that even the cleverest person wouldn't dare claim she had come to influence his feelings with her alluring eyes.
‘Would you like a fire in your room, Mr. Stockdale, on account of your cold?’
‘Would you like a fire in your room, Mr. Stockdale, because of your cold?’
The minister, being still a little pricked in the conscience for countenancing her in watering the spirits, saw here a way to self-chastisement. ‘No, I thank you,’ he said firmly; ‘it is not necessary. I have never been used to one in my life, and it would be giving way to luxury too far.’
The minister, still feeling a bit guilty for supporting her in seeking comfort, saw this as a chance for self-discipline. ‘No, thank you,’ he said firmly; ‘it's not necessary. I've never used one in my life, and it would be giving in to luxury too much.’
‘Then I won’t insist,’ she said, and disconcerted him by vanishing instantly.
‘Then I won't insist,’ she said, and surprised him by disappearing instantly.
Wondering if she was vexed by his refusal, he wished that he had chosen to have a fire, even though it should have scorched him out of bed and endangered his self-discipline for a dozen days. However, he consoled himself with what was in truth a rare consolation for a budding lover, that he was under the same roof with Lizzy; her guest, in fact, to take a poetical view of the term lodger; and that he would certainly see her on the morrow.
Wondering if she was upset by his refusal, he wished he had decided to start a fire, even though it would have forced him out of bed and challenged his self-control for several days. However, he comforted himself with what was actually a rare piece of comfort for a budding lover—that he was under the same roof as Lizzy; her guest, to put a poetic spin on the term lodger; and that he would definitely see her the next day.
The morrow came, and Stockdale rose early, his cold quite gone. He had never in his life so longed for the breakfast hour as he did that day, and punctually at eight o’clock, after a short walk, to reconnoitre the premises, he re-entered the door of his dwelling. Breakfast passed, and Martha Sarah attended, but nobody came voluntarily as on the night before to inquire if there were other wants which he had not mentioned, and which she would attempt to gratify. He was disappointed, and went out, hoping to see her at dinner. Dinner time came; he sat down to the meal, finished it, lingered on for a whole hour, although two new teachers were at that moment waiting at the chapel-door to speak to him by appointment. It was useless to wait longer, and he slowly went his way down the lane, cheered by the thought that, after all, he would see her in the evening, and perhaps engage again in the delightful tub-broaching in the neighbouring church tower, which proceeding he resolved to render more moral by steadfastly insisting that no water should be introduced to fill up, though the tub should cluck like all the hens in Christendom. But nothing could disguise the fact that it was a queer business; and his countenance fell when he thought how much more his mind was interested in that matter than in his serious duties.
The next day arrived, and Stockdale woke up early, his cold completely gone. He had never been so eager for breakfast as he was that day, and right at eight o’clock, after a quick walk to check out the place, he walked back into his house. Breakfast happened, with Martha Sarah attending, but no one came, like they had the night before, to ask if he needed anything else that he hadn’t mentioned, which she would try to help with. He felt let down and went out, hoping to see her at dinner. When dinner time came, he sat down for the meal, finished it, and lingered for a whole hour, even though two new teachers were waiting at the chapel door to speak with him by appointment. It was pointless to wait longer, so he slowly made his way down the lane, feeling a bit better knowing he would see her in the evening. He thought he might join in the fun of filling the tub in the nearby church tower again, and he decided to keep it more proper by firmly saying that no water should be added, even if the tub clucked like all the hens in the world. But there was no hiding the fact that it was a strange situation, and he felt deflated when he realized how much more interested he was in that than in his serious responsibilities.
However, compunction vanished with the decline of day. Night came, and his tea and supper; but no Lizzy Newberry, and no sweet temptations. At last the minister could bear it no longer, and said to his quaint little attendant, ‘Where is Mrs. Newberry to-day?’ judiciously handing a penny as he spoke.
However, guilt disappeared with the end of the day. Night arrived, along with his tea and dinner; but there was no Lizzy Newberry and no lovely distractions. Finally, the minister couldn’t take it anymore and asked his quirky little assistant, ‘Where is Mrs. Newberry today?’ cleverly handing her a penny as he spoke.
‘She’s busy,’ said Martha.
"She's busy," Martha said.
‘Anything serious happened?’ he asked, handing another penny, and revealing yet additional pennies in the background.
“Did anything serious happen?” he asked, handing over another penny and showing more pennies in the background.
‘O no—nothing at all!’ said she, with breathless confidence. ‘Nothing ever happens to her. She’s only biding upstairs in bed because ’tis her way sometimes.’
‘Oh no—nothing at all!’ she said, with a burst of confidence. ‘Nothing ever happens to her. She’s just lying upstairs in bed because that’s what she does sometimes.’
Being a young man of some honour, he would not question further, and assuming that Lizzy must have a bad headache, or other slight ailment, in spite of what the girl had said, he went to bed dissatisfied, not even setting eyes on old Mrs. Simpkins. ‘I said last night that I should see her to-morrow,’ he reflected; ‘but that was not to be!’
Being a young man of some honor, he wouldn’t pry any further, assuming that Lizzy must have a bad headache or some minor issue, despite what the girl had said. He went to bed feeling unhappy, not even seeing old Mrs. Simpkins. “I said last night that I would see her tomorrow,” he thought; “but that wasn’t meant to be!”
Next day he had better fortune, or worse, meeting her at the foot of the stairs in the morning, and being favoured by a visit or two from her during the day—once for the purpose of making kindly inquiries about his comfort, as on the first evening, and at another time to place a bunch of winter-violets on his table, with a promise to renew them when they drooped. On these occasions there was something in her smile which showed how conscious she was of the effect she produced, though it must be said that it was rather a humorous than a designing consciousness, and savoured more of pride than of vanity.
The next day, he had better luck—or worse—when he ran into her at the foot of the stairs in the morning, and received a visit or two from her throughout the day. Once, she came by to kindly check on his comfort, just like the first evening, and another time she put a bunch of winter violets on his table, promising to replace them when they wilted. During these moments, there was something in her smile that showed she was aware of the effect she had on him, although it was more of a humorous awareness than a scheming one, and carried more of a sense of pride than vanity.
As for Stockdale, he clearly perceived that he possessed unlimited capacity for backsliding, and wished that tutelary saints were not denied to Dissenters. He set a watch upon his tongue and eyes for the space of one hour and a half, after which he found it was useless to struggle further, and gave himself up to the situation. ‘The other minister will be here in a month,’ he said to himself when sitting over the fire. ‘Then I shall be off, and she will distract my mind no more! . . . And then, shall I go on living by myself for ever? No; when my two years of probation are finished, I shall have a furnished house to live in, with a varnished door and a brass knocker; and I’ll march straight back to her, and ask her flat, as soon as the last plate is on the dresser!
As for Stockdale, he clearly realized that he had an endless capacity for slipping back into old habits and wished that he could have some guiding spirits like others. He watched his tongue and eyes for an hour and a half, after which he decided it was pointless to keep fighting and surrendered to the situation. “The other minister will be here in a month,” he told himself while sitting by the fire. “Then I’ll be out of here, and she won’t occupy my mind anymore! . . . But will I really live alone forever? No; once my two years of probation are over, I’ll have a furnished place with a shiny door and a brass knocker; and I’ll go straight back to her, and ask her directly, as soon as the last plate is on the shelf!”
Thus a titillating fortnight was passed by young Stockdale, during which time things proceeded much as such matters have done ever since the beginning of history. He saw the object of attachment several times one day, did not see her at all the next, met her when he least expected to do so, missed her when hints and signs as to where she should be at a given hour almost amounted to an appointment. This mild coquetry was perhaps fair enough under the circumstances of their being so closely lodged, and Stockdale put up with it as philosophically as he was able. Being in her own house, she could, after vexing him or disappointing him of her presence, easily win him back by suddenly surrounding him with those little attentions which her position as his landlady put it in her power to bestow. When he had waited indoors half the day to see her, and on finding that she would not be seen, had gone off in a huff to the dreariest and dampest walk he could discover, she would restore equilibrium in the evening with ‘Mr. Stockdale, I have fancied you must feel draught o’ nights from your bedroom window, and so I have been putting up thicker curtains this afternoon while you were out;’ or, ‘I noticed that you sneezed twice again this morning, Mr. Stockdale. Depend upon it that cold is hanging about you yet; I am sure it is—I have thought of it continually; and you must let me make a posset for you.’
So, a lively couple of weeks went by for young Stockdale, during which things went on pretty much like they have throughout history. He saw the woman he was interested in a few times one day, didn't see her at all the next, unexpectedly ran into her at random times, and missed her when hints and signs about where she was meant to be at certain times almost felt like a plan. This little game of flirtation was probably fair enough since they lived so close together, and Stockdale dealt with it as best as he could. Being in her own house, she could easily annoy him or disappoint him with her absence, but then win him back by showering him with those little attentions that her role as his landlady allowed her to give. When he had waited indoors half the day to see her, and after being frustrated that she wouldn’t show up, had stomped off to the most gloomy, damp walk he could find, she would bring things back to normal in the evening with, “Mr. Stockdale, I thought you might feel a draft at night from your bedroom window, so I put up thicker curtains this afternoon while you were out;” or, “I noticed you sneezed twice again this morning, Mr. Stockdale. I’m sure that cold is still lingering; I’ve been thinking about it a lot, and you have to let me make you a hot drink.”
Sometimes in coming home he found his sitting-room rearranged, chairs placed where the table had stood, and the table ornamented with the few fresh flowers and leaves that could be obtained at this season, so as to add a novelty to the room. At times she would be standing on a chair outside the house, trying to nail up a branch of the monthly rose which the winter wind had blown down; and of course he stepped forward to assist her, when their hands got mixed in passing the shreds and nails. Thus they became friends again after a disagreement. She would utter on these occasions some pretty and deprecatory remark on the necessity of her troubling him anew; and he would straightway say that he would do a hundred times as much for her if she should so require.
Sometimes when he got home, he found his living room rearranged, with chairs moved where the table used to be, and the table decorated with the few fresh flowers and leaves that could be found this time of year to bring a fresh look to the room. Sometimes she would be standing on a chair outside the house, trying to nail up a branch of the monthly rose that the winter wind had knocked down; and naturally, he would step in to help her, their hands getting tangled as they passed the scraps and nails. That’s how they became friends again after a disagreement. She would make some charming and apologetic comment about needing to bother him again; and he would immediately say that he would do a hundred times more for her if she needed it.
CHAPTER II—HOW HE SAW TWO OTHER MEN
Matters being in this advancing state, Stockdale was rather surprised one cloudy evening, while sitting in his room, at hearing her speak in low tones of expostulation to some one at the door. It was nearly dark, but the shutters were not yet closed, nor the candles lighted; and Stockdale was tempted to stretch his head towards the window. He saw outside the door a young man in clothes of a whitish colour, and upon reflection judged their wearer to be the well-built and rather handsome miller who lived below. The miller’s voice was alternately low and firm, and sometimes it reached the level of positive entreaty; but what the words were Stockdale could in no way hear.
Things were progressing this way, so Stockdale was somewhat surprised one cloudy evening, while sitting in his room, to hear her speaking in low tones of urgency to someone at the door. It was almost dark, but the shutters weren’t closed yet, and the candles weren’t lit; Stockdale was tempted to lean his head toward the window. He saw a young man outside the door in light-colored clothes, and after thinking about it, he figured the man was the well-built and somewhat handsome miller who lived below. The miller’s voice was sometimes low and firm, and at other times it rose to a level of genuine pleading; however, Stockdale couldn’t make out any of the words.
Before the colloquy had ended, the minister’s attention was attracted by a second incident. Opposite Lizzy’s home grew a clump of laurels, forming a thick and permanent shade. One of the laurel boughs now quivered against the light background of sky, and in a moment the head of a man peered out, and remained still. He seemed to be also much interested in the conversation at the door, and was plainly lingering there to watch and listen. Had Stockdale stood in any other relation to Lizzy than that of a lover, he might have gone out and investigated the meaning of this: but being as yet but an unprivileged ally, he did nothing more than stand up and show himself against the firelight, whereupon the listener disappeared, and Lizzy and the miller spoke in lower tones.
Before the conversation ended, the minister noticed a second incident. Across from Lizzy’s house was a cluster of laurel bushes that provided thick, permanent shade. One of the laurel branches began to shake against the light sky, and a man’s head suddenly appeared, remaining still. He seemed really interested in the conversation at the door and was clearly hanging around to watch and listen. If Stockdale had been in any relationship with Lizzy other than that of a lover, he might have gone out to find out what was going on; but since he was still just an unofficial ally, he only stood up to show himself in the firelight, which caused the listener to disappear, and Lizzy and the miller started speaking in hushed tones.
Stockdale was made so uneasy by the circumstance, that as soon as the miller was gone, he said, ‘Mrs. Newberry, are you aware that you were watched just now, and your conversation heard?’
Stockdale was so unsettled by what happened that as soon as the miller left, he said, ‘Mrs. Newberry, did you know someone was watching you just now and overheard your conversation?’
‘When?’ she said.
"When?" she asked.
‘When you were talking to that miller. A man was looking from the laurel-tree as jealously as if he could have eaten you.’
‘When you were talking to that miller, a guy was watching from the laurel tree, looking at you with such jealousy that it seemed like he wanted to eat you.’
She showed more concern than the trifling event seemed to demand, and he added, ‘Perhaps you were talking of things you did not wish to be overheard?’
She seemed more worried than the small event called for, and he added, ‘Maybe you were discussing things you didn’t want others to hear?’
‘I was talking only on business,’ she said.
‘I was just talking about business,’ she said.
‘Lizzy, be frank!’ said the young man. ‘If it was only on business, why should anybody wish to listen to you?’
‘Lizzy, be honest!’ said the young man. ‘If it was just about business, why would anyone want to listen to you?’
She looked curiously at him. ‘What else do you think it could be, then?’
She looked at him with curiosity. "What else do you think it could be, then?"
‘Well—the only talk between a young woman and man that is likely to amuse an eavesdropper.’
‘Well—the only conversation between a young woman and a man that is likely to entertain a listener.’
‘Ah yes,’ she said, smiling in spite of her preoccupation. ‘Well, my cousin Owlett has spoken to me about matrimony, every now and then, that’s true; but he was not speaking of it then. I wish he had been speaking of it, with all my heart. It would have been much less serious for me.’
‘Oh yes,’ she said, smiling despite her worry. ‘Well, my cousin Owlett has brought up marriage every now and then, that's true; but he wasn't talking about it then. I really wish he had been talking about it, because it would have made things a lot less serious for me.’
‘O Mrs. Newberry!’
‘Oh Mrs. Newberry!’
‘It would. Not that I should ha’ chimed in with him, of course. I wish it for other reasons. I am glad, Mr. Stockdale, that you have told me of that listener. It is a timely warning, and I must see my cousin again.’
‘It would. Not that I should have joined in with him, of course. I wish it for other reasons. I’m glad, Mr. Stockdale, that you’ve informed me about that listener. It’s a timely warning, and I need to see my cousin again.’
‘But don’t go away till I have spoken,’ said the minister. ‘I’ll out with it at once, and make no more ado. Let it be Yes or No between us, Lizzy; please do!’ And he held out his hand, in which she freely allowed her own to rest, but without speaking.
‘But don’t leave yet until I’ve said what I need to,’ said the minister. ‘I’ll get straight to the point and not waste any more time. Let’s keep it simple, Yes or No between us, Lizzy; please do!’ And he extended his hand, which she willingly placed hers in, but didn’t say anything.
‘You mean Yes by that?’ he asked, after waiting a while.
‘You mean yes by that?’ he asked, after waiting a bit.
‘You may be my sweetheart, if you will.’
‘You can be my sweetheart, if you want.’
‘Why not say at once you will wait for me until I have a house and can come back to marry you.’
‘Why not just say you’ll wait for me until I have a house and can come back to marry you?’
‘Because I am thinking—thinking of something else,’ she said with embarrassment. ‘It all comes upon me at once, and I must settle one thing at a time.’
‘Because I'm thinking—thinking about something else,’ she said, feeling embarrassed. ‘It all hits me at once, and I need to tackle one thing at a time.’
‘At any rate, dear Lizzy, you can assure me that the miller shall not be allowed to speak to you except on business? You have never directly encouraged him?’
‘Anyway, dear Lizzy, you can promise me that the miller won’t be allowed to speak to you except for business? You’ve never directly encouraged him, have you?’
She parried the question by saying, ‘You see, he and his party have been in the habit of leaving things on my premises sometimes, and as I have not denied him, it makes him rather forward.’
She dodged the question by saying, ‘You see, he and his party sometimes leave things on my property, and since I haven't refused him, it makes him a bit too bold.’
‘Things—what things?’
"Stuff—what stuff?"
‘Tubs—they are called Things here.’
‘Tubs—they're called Things here.’
‘But why don’t you deny him, my dear Lizzy?’
‘But why don’t you just tell him no, my dear Lizzy?’
‘I cannot well.’
"I can't do that."
‘You are too timid. It is unfair of him to impose so upon you, and get your good name into danger by his smuggling tricks. Promise me that the next time he wants to leave his tubs here you will let me roll them into the street?’
‘You are too timid. It's unfair for him to put you in that position and risk your good name with his smuggling tricks. Promise me that the next time he wants to leave his barrels here, you'll let me roll them into the street?’
She shook her head. ‘I would not venture to offend the neighbours so much as that,’ said she, ‘or do anything that would be so likely to put poor Owlett into the hands of the excisemen.’
She shook her head. ‘I wouldn’t dare to upset the neighbors that much,’ she said, ‘or do anything that might lead to poor Owlett getting caught by the tax collectors.’
Stockdale sighed, and said that he thought hers a mistaken generosity when it extended to assisting those who cheated the king of his dues. ‘At any rate, you will let me make him keep his distance as your lover, and tell him flatly that you are not for him?’
Stockdale sighed and said he thought her kindness was misplaced when it came to helping those who cheated the king out of what was owed. “In any case, will you let me make sure he stays away as your lover, and tell him outright that you’re not interested in him?”
‘Please not, at present,’ she said. ‘I don’t wish to offend my old neighbours. It is not only Owlett who is concerned.’
‘Please don't, for now,’ she said. ‘I don’t want to upset my old neighbors. It’s not just Owlett who is worried.’
‘This is too bad,’ said Stockdale impatiently.
"This is really disappointing," Stockdale said impatiently.
‘On my honour, I won’t encourage him as my lover,’ Lizzy answered earnestly. ‘A reasonable man will be satisfied with that.’
“Honestly, I won't treat him as my lover,” Lizzy replied seriously. “A reasonable man should be okay with that.”
‘Well, so I am,’ said Stockdale, his countenance clearing.
‘Well, I guess I am,’ said Stockdale, his expression lightening.
CHAPTER III—THE MYSTERIOUS GREATCOAT
Stockdale now began to notice more particularly a feature in the life of his fair landlady, which he had casually observed but scarcely ever thought of before. It was that she was markedly irregular in her hours of rising. For a week or two she would be tolerably punctual, reaching the ground-floor within a few minutes of half-past seven. Then suddenly she would not be visible till twelve at noon, perhaps for three or four days in succession; and twice he had certain proof that she did not leave her room till half-past three in the afternoon. The second time that this extreme lateness came under his notice was on a day when he had particularly wished to consult with her about his future movements; and he concluded, as he always had done, that she had a cold, headache, or other ailment, unless she had kept herself invisible to avoid meeting and talking to him, which he could hardly believe. The former supposition was disproved, however, by her innocently saying, some days later, when they were speaking on a question of health, that she had never had a moment’s heaviness, headache, or illness of any kind since the previous January twelvemonth.
Stockdale started to pay more attention to a detail about his kind landlady’s life that he had only casually noticed before. He realized she had a really inconsistent routine for getting up. For a week or two, she would be relatively prompt, arriving on the ground floor just a few minutes after half-past seven. Then suddenly, there would be days when she didn’t appear until noon, sometimes for three or four days in a row, and twice he knew for sure she didn’t leave her room until half-past three in the afternoon. The second time he noticed her being so late was on a day when he really wanted to talk to her about his plans, and he assumed, as he often did, that she must have a cold, headache, or some other issue, unless she was deliberately avoiding him, which he found hard to believe. However, that assumption was proven wrong when she casually mentioned a few days later, while they were discussing health, that she hadn’t experienced any heaviness, headache, or illness of any kind since the previous January.
‘I am glad to hear it,’ said he. ‘I thought quite otherwise.’
"I’m glad to hear that," he said. "I thought differently."
‘What, do I look sickly?’ she asked, turning up her face to show the impossibility of his gazing on it and holding such a belief for a moment.
‘What, do I look sick?’ she asked, tilting her face to show the absurdity of him looking at it and believing that for even a moment.
‘Not at all; I merely thought so from your being sometimes obliged to keep your room through the best part of the day.’
‘Not at all; I just thought that because you sometimes have to stay in your room during the best part of the day.’
‘O, as for that—it means nothing,’ she murmured, with a look which some might have called cold, and which was the worst look that he liked to see upon her. ‘It is pure sleepiness, Mr. Stockdale.’
‘Oh, as for that—it means nothing,’ she murmured, with a look that some might describe as cold, and it was the one expression he hated to see on her. ‘It’s just pure sleepiness, Mr. Stockdale.’
‘Never!’
‘No way!’
‘It is, I tell you. When I stay in my room till half-past three in the afternoon, you may always be sure that I slept soundly till three, or I shouldn’t have stayed there.’
‘It is, I tell you. When I stay in my room until 3:30 in the afternoon, you can always be sure that I slept soundly until 3, or I wouldn’t have stayed there.’
‘It is dreadful,’ said Stockdale, thinking of the disastrous effects of such indulgence upon the household of a minister, should it become a habit of everyday occurrence.
‘It’s terrible,’ said Stockdale, considering the disastrous impact of such indulgence on the household of a minister, if it were to become a daily habit.
‘But then,’ she said, divining his good and prescient thoughts, ‘it only happens when I stay awake all night. I don’t go to sleep till five or six in the morning sometimes.’
‘But then,’ she said, sensing his positive and insightful thoughts, ‘it only happens when I stay awake all night. Sometimes I don’t fall asleep until five or six in the morning.’
‘Ah, that’s another matter,’ said Stockdale. ‘Sleeplessness to such an alarming extent is real illness. Have you spoken to a doctor?’
‘Oh, that’s a different story,’ Stockdale said. ‘Severe insomnia is a real medical issue. Have you talked to a doctor?’
‘O no—there is no need for doing that—it is all natural to me.’ And she went away without further remark.
‘Oh no—there’s really no need to do that—it comes naturally to me.’ And she walked away without saying anything more.
Stockdale might have waited a long time to know the real cause of her sleeplessness, had it not happened that one dark night he was sitting in his bedroom jotting down notes for a sermon, which occupied him perfunctorily for a considerable time after the other members of the household had retired. He did not get to bed till one o’clock. Before he had fallen asleep he heard a knocking at the front door, first rather timidly performed, and then louder. Nobody answered it, and the person knocked again. As the house still remained undisturbed, Stockdale got out of bed, went to his window, which overlooked the door, and opening it, asked who was there.
Stockdale might have waited a long time to find out the real reason for his sleeplessness if it hadn't been for one dark night when he was sitting in his bedroom, casually jotting down notes for a sermon. This kept him busy for quite a while after the rest of his family had gone to bed. He didn't get to sleep until one o'clock. Just before he dozed off, he heard a knocking at the front door—first softly and then louder. No one answered, so the person knocked again. Since the house was still quiet, Stockdale got out of bed, went to his window that overlooked the door, and opening it, asked who was there.
A young woman’s voice replied that Susan Wallis was there, and that she had come to ask if Mrs. Newberry could give her some mustard to make a plaster with, as her father was taken very ill on the chest.
A young woman's voice responded that Susan Wallis was there, and that she had come to see if Mrs. Newberry could give her some mustard to make a poultice since her father was seriously ill with chest issues.
The minister, having neither bell nor servant, was compelled to act in person. ‘I will call Mrs. Newberry,’ he said. Partly dressing himself; he went along the passage and tapped at Lizzy’s door. She did not answer, and, thinking of her erratic habits in the matter of sleep, he thumped the door persistently, when he discovered, by its moving ajar under his knocking, that it had only been gently pushed to. As there was now a sufficient entry for the voice, he knocked no longer, but said in firm tones, ‘Mrs. Newberry, you are wanted.’
The minister, without any bell or servant, had to handle things himself. "I’ll call Mrs. Newberry," he said. Partly getting dressed, he walked down the hallway and tapped on Lizzy’s door. She didn’t respond, and remembering her unpredictable sleeping habits, he banged on the door repeatedly until he realized it was only slightly ajar from his knocking. Now that there was enough space for his voice, he stopped knocking and said firmly, "Mrs. Newberry, you are needed."
The room was quite silent; not a breathing, not a rustle, came from any part of it. Stockdale now sent a positive shout through the open space of the door: ‘Mrs. Newberry!’—still no answer, or movement of any kind within. Then he heard sounds from the opposite room, that of Lizzy’s mother, as if she had been aroused by his uproar though Lizzy had not, and was dressing herself hastily. Stockdale softly closed the younger woman’s door and went on to the other, which was opened by Mrs. Simpkins before he could reach it. She was in her ordinary clothes, and had a light in her hand.
The room was completely silent; not a breath or rustle could be heard from anywhere. Stockdale then called out loudly into the open doorway: “Mrs. Newberry!”—still no reply or movement at all inside. Then he heard sounds coming from the room across, which was Lizzy’s mother, as if she had been alerted by his shouting, while Lizzy had not, and was getting dressed quickly. Stockdale quietly closed the younger woman’s door and moved to the other one, which Mrs. Simpkins opened before he could reach it. She was in her usual clothes and had a light in her hand.
‘What’s the person calling about?’ she said in alarm.
‘What’s the person calling about?’ she asked anxiously.
Stockdale told the girl’s errand, adding seriously, ‘I cannot wake Mrs. Newberry.’
Stockdale told the girl what she needed to do, adding seriously, ‘I can’t wake Mrs. Newberry.’
‘It is no matter,’ said her mother. ‘I can let the girl have what she wants as well as my daughter.’ And she came out of the room and went downstairs.
‘It’s no big deal,’ said her mother. ‘I can give the girl what she wants just like I do for my daughter.’ Then she left the room and went downstairs.
Stockdale retired towards his own apartment, saying, however, to Mrs. Simpkins from the landing, as if on second thoughts, ‘I suppose there is nothing the matter with Mrs. Newberry, that I could not wake her?’
Stockdale walked back to his apartment but paused on the landing to say to Mrs. Simpkins, as if reconsidering, “I guess there’s nothing wrong with Mrs. Newberry that I couldn’t wake her for?”
‘O no,’ said the old lady hastily. ‘Nothing at all.’
‘Oh no,’ said the old lady quickly. ‘Nothing at all.’
Still the minister was not satisfied. ‘Will you go in and see?’ he said. ‘I should be much more at ease.’
Still, the minister wasn't satisfied. “Will you go in and see?” he said. “I would feel much better.”
Mrs. Simpkins returned up the staircase, went to her daughter’s room, and came out again almost instantly. ‘There is nothing at all the matter with Lizzy,’ she said; and descended again to attend to the applicant, who, having seen the light, had remained quiet during this interval.
Mrs. Simpkins went back up the stairs, entered her daughter's room, and came out again almost immediately. "There’s nothing wrong with Lizzy," she said, and went back down to help the person waiting, who had stayed quiet during this time since they saw the light.
Stockdale went into his room and lay down as before. He heard Lizzy’s mother open the front door, admit the girl, and then the murmured discourse of both as they went to the store-cupboard for the medicament required. The girl departed, the door was fastened, Mrs. Simpkins came upstairs, and the house was again in silence. Still the minister did not fall asleep. He could not get rid of a singular suspicion, which was all the more harassing in being, if true, the most unaccountable thing within his experience. That Lizzy Newberry was in her bedroom when he made such a clamour at the door he could not possibly convince himself; notwithstanding that he had heard her come upstairs at the usual time, go into her chamber, and shut herself up in the usual way. Yet all reason was so much against her being elsewhere, that he was constrained to go back again to the unlikely theory of a heavy sleep, though he had heard neither breath nor movement during a shouting and knocking loud enough to rouse the Seven Sleepers.
Stockdale went to his room and lay down like before. He heard Lizzy’s mother open the front door, let the girl in, and then the low conversation between them as they headed to the pantry for the medicine they needed. The girl left, the door was secured, Mrs. Simpkins came upstairs, and the house fell silent again. Still, the minister couldn’t fall asleep. He couldn’t shake a strange suspicion that was even more troubling because, if true, it was the most baffling thing he had ever encountered. He just couldn’t convince himself that Lizzy Newberry was in her bedroom when he was making such a racket at the door; even though he had heard her come upstairs at the usual time, go into her room, and lock herself in like she always did. Yet all logic pointed against her being anywhere else, forcing him to return to the unlikely idea that she was in a deep sleep, even though he had heard neither breath nor movement during his shouting and banging that were loud enough to wake the Seven Sleepers.
Before coming to any positive conclusion he fell asleep himself, and did not awake till day. He saw nothing of Mrs. Newberry in the morning, before he went out to meet the rising sun, as he liked to do when the weather was fine; but as this was by no means unusual, he took no notice of it. At breakfast-time he knew that she was not far off by hearing her in the kitchen, and though he saw nothing of her person, that back apartment being rigorously closed against his eyes, she seemed to be talking, ordering, and bustling about among the pots and skimmers in so ordinary a manner, that there was no reason for his wasting more time in fruitless surmise.
Before reaching any positive conclusion, he fell asleep and didn’t wake up until morning. He didn’t see Mrs. Newberry in the morning before he stepped out to greet the rising sun, which he enjoyed doing when the weather was nice; but since this was not unusual, he didn’t think much of it. At breakfast, he could tell she was nearby by hearing her in the kitchen, and even though he couldn’t see her since that back room was completely closed off, she seemed to be talking, organizing, and busying herself with the pots and utensils in such a normal way that he felt there was no reason to spend more time in useless speculation.
The minister suffered from these distractions, and his extemporized sermons were not improved thereby. Already he often said Romans for Corinthians in the pulpit, and gave out hymns in strange cramped metres, that hitherto had always been skipped, because the congregation could not raise a tune to fit them. He fully resolved that as soon as his few weeks of stay approached their end he would cut the matter short, and commit himself by proposing a definite engagement, repenting at leisure if necessary.
The minister struggled with these distractions, and his off-the-cuff sermons didn’t get any better. He often mixed up Romans and Corinthians while preaching and introduced hymns in awkward meters that had never been sung before because the congregation couldn’t find a tune to match them. He was determined that as his few weeks there were nearing their end, he would wrap things up and make a solid commitment, allowing himself to rethink it later if needed.
With this end in view, he suggested to her on the evening after her mysterious sleep that they should take a walk together just before dark, the latter part of the proposition being introduced that they might return home unseen. She consented to go; and away they went over a stile, to a shrouded footpath suited for the occasion. But, in spite of attempts on both sides, they were unable to infuse much spirit into the ramble. She looked rather paler than usual, and sometimes turned her head away.
With this in mind, he suggested to her the evening after her mysterious sleep that they should take a walk together just before it got dark, mentioning that this way they could return home without being seen. She agreed to go, and off they went over a stile, onto a hidden footpath perfect for the occasion. However, despite their efforts, they couldn’t really bring much energy to the walk. She looked a bit paler than usual and occasionally turned her head away.
‘Lizzy,’ said Stockdale reproachfully, when they had walked in silence a long distance.
‘Lizzy,’ Stockdale said disapprovingly after they had walked in silence for a long time.
‘Yes,’ said she.
“Yeah,” she said.
‘You yawned—much my company is to you!’ He put it in that way, but he was really wondering whether her yawn could possibly have more to do with physical weariness from the night before than mental weariness of that present moment. Lizzy apologized, and owned that she was rather tired, which gave him an opening for a direct question on the point; but his modesty would not allow him to put it to her; and he uncomfortably resolved to wait.
‘You yawned—what great company I am for you!’ He phrased it like that, but he was actually contemplating whether her yawn was more about being physically tired from the night before than mentally drained at that moment. Lizzy apologized and admitted she was somewhat tired, which gave him a chance to ask her directly about it; however, his shyness stopped him from doing so, and he awkwardly decided to wait.
The month of February passed with alternations of mud and frost, rain and sleet, east winds and north-westerly gales. The hollow places in the ploughed fields showed themselves as pools of water, which had settled there from the higher levels, and had not yet found time to soak away. The birds began to get lively, and a single thrush came just before sunset each evening, and sang hopefully on the large elm-tree which stood nearest to Mrs. Newberry’s house. Cold blasts and brittle earth had given place to an oozing dampness more unpleasant in itself than frost; but it suggested coming spring, and its unpleasantness was of a bearable kind.
The month of February went by with a mix of mud and frost, rain and sleet, east winds, and strong northwesterly gales. The low spots in the plowed fields turned into pools of water, which had collected from higher ground and hadn’t had a chance to soak in yet. The birds started to get active, and a single thrush showed up just before sunset each evening, singing hopefully in the large elm tree closest to Mrs. Newberry’s house. Cold winds and hard soil were replaced by a dampness that was more unpleasant than frost, but it hinted at the arrival of spring, and its discomfort was manageable.
Stockdale had been going to bring about a practical understanding with Lizzy at least half-a-dozen times; but, what with the mystery of her apparent absence on the night of the neighbour’s call, and her curious way of lying in bed at unaccountable times, he felt a check within him whenever he wanted to speak out. Thus they still lived on as indefinitely affianced lovers, each of whom hardly acknowledged the other’s claim to the name of chosen one. Stockdale persuaded himself that his hesitation was owing to the postponement of the ordained minister’s arrival, and the consequent delay in his own departure, which did away with all necessity for haste in his courtship; but perhaps it was only that his discretion was reasserting itself, and telling him that he had better get clearer ideas of Lizzy before arranging for the grand contract of his life with her. She, on her part, always seemed ready to be urged further on that question than he had hitherto attempted to go; but she was none the less independent, and to a degree which would have kept from flagging the passion of a far more mutable man.
Stockdale had been planning to have a serious conversation with Lizzy at least half a dozen times; however, between the mystery of her strange absence on the night their neighbor visited and her odd habit of lying in bed at random times, he felt a block when he wanted to speak up. So, they continued living as indefinitely engaged lovers, each hardly acknowledging the other's claim to being the chosen one. Stockdale convinced himself that his hesitation was due to the delayed arrival of the ordained minister, which meant he didn’t need to rush his courtship. But maybe it was really that his caution was kicking in, reminding him that it would be better to understand Lizzy more clearly before committing to the most important decision of his life with her. On her part, she always seemed willing to push the conversation further than he had dared to go, but she remained independent to a degree that would have cooled the passion of a much less steady man.
On the evening of the first of March he went casually into his bedroom about dusk, and noticed lying on a chair a greatcoat, hat, and breeches. Having no recollection of leaving any clothes of his own in that spot, he went and examined them as well as he could in the twilight, and found that they did not belong to him. He paused for a moment to consider how they might have got there. He was the only man living in the house; and yet these were not his garments, unless he had made a mistake. No, they were not his. He called up Martha Sarah.
On the evening of March 1st, he casually walked into his bedroom around dusk and noticed a greatcoat, hat, and breeches draped over a chair. Not remembering leaving any of his clothes there, he went to check them out in the dim light and realized they didn’t belong to him. He stopped for a moment to think about how they could have ended up there. He was the only man living in the house, and yet these were definitely not his clothes unless he was mistaken. No, they weren’t his. He called for Martha Sarah.
‘How did these things come in my room?’ he said, flinging the objectionable articles to the floor.
‘How did these things end up in my room?’ he said, throwing the unwanted items to the floor.
Martha said that Mrs. Newberry had given them to her to brush, and that she had brought them up there thinking they must be Mr. Stockdale’s, as there was no other gentleman a-lodging there.
Martha said that Mrs. Newberry had given them to her to clean, and that she had brought them up there thinking they must belong to Mr. Stockdale, since there was no other man staying there.
‘Of course you did,’ said Stockdale. ‘Now take them down to your mis’ess, and say they are some clothes I have found here and know nothing about.’
‘Of course you did,’ said Stockdale. ‘Now take them down to your mistress, and say they are some clothes I found here and know nothing about.’
As the door was left open he heard the conversation downstairs. ‘How stupid!’ said Mrs. Newberry, in a tone of confusion. ‘Why, Marther Sarer, I did not tell you to take ’em to Mr. Stockdale’s room?’
As the door was left open, he heard the conversation downstairs. “How silly!” Mrs. Newberry said, sounding confused. “Marther Sarer, didn’t I tell you to take them to Mr. Stockdale’s room?”
‘I thought they must be his as they was so muddy,’ said Martha humbly.
‘I thought they must be his since they were so muddy,’ said Martha humbly.
‘You should have left ’em on the clothes-horse,’ said the young mistress severely; and she came upstairs with the garments on her arm, quickly passed Stockdale’s room, and threw them forcibly into a closet at the end of a passage. With this the incident ended, and the house was silent again.
‘You should have left them on the drying rack,’ the young mistress said sternly. She went upstairs with the clothes over her arm, quickly passed Stockdale’s room, and forcefully threw them into a closet at the end of the hallway. With that, the incident was over, and the house fell silent once more.
There would have been nothing remarkable in finding such clothes in a widow’s house had they been clean; or moth-eaten, or creased, or mouldy from long lying by; but that they should be splashed with recent mud bothered Stockdale a good deal. When a young pastor is in the aspen stage of attachment, and open to agitation at the merest trifles, a really substantial incongruity of this complexion is a disturbing thing. However, nothing further occurred at that time; but he became watchful, and given to conjecture, and was unable to forget the circumstance.
There wouldn’t have been anything unusual about finding such clothes in a widow’s house if they had been clean, or worn out, or wrinkled, or moldy from sitting around for too long; but the fact that they were splattered with fresh mud bothered Stockdale quite a bit. When a young pastor is in the tender stage of falling in love and gets upset over the smallest things, a real contradiction like this is unsettling. However, nothing else happened at that moment; still, he became observant, started to speculate, and couldn't shake off the incident.
One morning, on looking from his window, he saw Mrs. Newberry herself brushing the tails of a long drab greatcoat, which, if he mistook not, was the very same garment as the one that had adorned the chair of his room. It was densely splashed up to the hollow of the back with neighbouring Nether-Moynton mud, to judge by its colour, the spots being distinctly visible to him in the sunlight. The previous day or two having been wet, the inference was irresistible that the wearer had quite recently been walking some considerable distance about the lanes and fields. Stockdale opened the window and looked out, and Mrs. Newberry turned her head. Her face became slowly red; she never had looked prettier, or more incomprehensible, he waved his hand affectionately, and said good-morning; she answered with embarrassment, having ceased her occupation on the instant that she saw him, and rolled up the coat half-cleaned.
One morning, as he looked out from his window, he saw Mrs. Newberry herself brushing the tails of a long, dull greatcoat, which, if he wasn't mistaken, was the very same coat that had been draped over the chair in his room. It was heavily splattered up to the back with mud from nearby Nether-Moynton, judging by its color; the spots were clearly visible in the sunlight. Since it had been wet for the past day or two, it was clear that she had recently been walking quite a distance through the lanes and fields. Stockdale opened the window and looked out, and Mrs. Newberry turned her head. Her face gradually turned red; she had never looked prettier or more puzzling. He waved his hand affectionately and said good morning; she responded shyly, having stopped what she was doing the moment she saw him, and rolled up the coat that was only half-cleaned.
Stockdale shut the window. Some simple explanation of her proceeding was doubtless within the bounds of possibility; but he himself could not think of one; and he wished that she had placed the matter beyond conjecture by voluntarily saying something about it there and then.
Stockdale shut the window. There might have been a simple explanation for her actions, but he couldn't come up with one himself; he wished she had made things clearer by just saying something about it right then and there.
But, though Lizzy had not offered an explanation at the moment, the subject was brought forward by her at the next time of their meeting. She was chatting to him concerning some other event, and remarked that it happened about the time when she was dusting some old clothes that had belonged to her poor husband.
But, even though Lizzy hadn't explained herself at the time, she brought it up during their next meeting. She was talking to him about something else when she mentioned that it occurred around the time she was dusting off some old clothes that had belonged to her late husband.
‘You keep them clean out of respect to his memory?’ said Stockdale tentatively.
"You keep them clean out of respect for his memory?" Stockdale asked hesitantly.
‘I air and dust them sometimes,’ she said, with the most charming innocence in the world.
'I air and dust them sometimes,' she said, with the most charming innocence in the world.
‘Do dead men come out of their graves and walk in mud?’ murmured the minister, in a cold sweat at the deception that she was practising.
‘Do dead men rise from their graves and walk in the mud?’ murmured the minister, in a cold sweat at the deception she was pulling.
‘What did you say?’ asked Lizzy.
‘What did you say?’ Lizzy asked.
‘Nothing, nothing,’ said he mournfully. ‘Mere words—a phrase that will do for my sermon next Sunday.’ It was too plain that Lizzy was unaware that he had seen actual pedestrian splashes upon the skirts of the tell-tale overcoat, and that she imagined him to believe it had come direct from some chest or drawer.
‘Nothing, nothing,’ he said sadly. ‘Just words—a line I can use for my sermon next Sunday.’ It was obvious that Lizzy didn’t realize he had seen real mud splashes on the hem of the incriminating overcoat, and that she thought he believed it had come straight from a chest or drawer.
The aspect of the case was now considerably darker. Stockdale was so much depressed by it that he did not challenge her explanation, or threaten to go off as a missionary to benighted islanders, or reproach her in any way whatever. He simply parted from her when she had done talking, and lived on in perplexity, till by degrees his natural manner became sad and constrained.
The situation had now become significantly more troubling. Stockdale was so affected by it that he didn’t question her explanation, didn’t suggest he would leave to become a missionary among clueless islanders, or criticize her at all. He simply walked away after she finished speaking, and continued to feel confused, which gradually made his usual demeanor become somber and stiff.
CHAPTER IV—AT THE TIME OF THE NEW MOON
The following Thursday was changeable, damp, and gloomy; and the night threatened to be windy and unpleasant. Stockdale had gone away to Knollsea in the morning, to be present at some commemoration service there, and on his return he was met by the attractive Lizzy in the passage. Whether influenced by the tide of cheerfulness which had attended him that day, or by the drive through the open air, or whether from a natural disposition to let bygones alone, he allowed himself to be fascinated into forgetfulness of the greatcoat incident, and upon the whole passed a pleasant evening; not so much in her society as within sound of her voice, as she sat talking in the back parlour to her mother, till the latter went to bed. Shortly after this Mrs. Newberry retired, and then Stockdale prepared to go upstairs himself. But before he left the room he remained standing by the dying embers awhile, thinking long of one thing and another; and was only aroused by the flickering of his candle in the socket as it suddenly declined and went out. Knowing that there were a tinder-box, matches, and another candle in his bedroom, he felt his way upstairs without a light. On reaching his chamber he laid his hand on every possible ledge and corner for the tinderbox, but for a long time in vain. Discovering it at length, Stockdale produced a spark, and was kindling the brimstone, when he fancied that he heard a movement in the passage. He blew harder at the lint, the match flared up, and looking by aid of the blue light through the door, which had been standing open all this time, he was surprised to see a male figure vanishing round the top of the staircase with the evident intention of escaping unobserved. The personage wore the clothes which Lizzy had been brushing, and something in the outline and gait suggested to the minister that the wearer was Lizzy herself.
The following Thursday was changeable, damp, and gloomy, and the night looked like it was going to be windy and uncomfortable. Stockdale had gone to Knollsea that morning for some commemoration service, and when he returned, he was greeted by the charming Lizzy in the hallway. Whether it was the cheerful mood he had felt throughout the day, the drive in the fresh air, or just a natural tendency to let the past go, he found himself captivated enough to forget about the greatcoat incident and ended up having a pleasant evening—not so much in her company, but listening to her voice as she chatted in the back parlor with her mother until the latter went to bed. Shortly after Mrs. Newberry retired, Stockdale got ready to head upstairs too. However, before he left the room, he stood by the dying embers for a while, lost in thought about various things, and was only brought back to reality by the flickering of his candle as it suddenly went out. Knowing there was a tinderbox, matches, and another candle in his bedroom, he carefully made his way upstairs in the dark. When he got to his room, he felt around for the tinderbox but struggled to find it for quite some time. Finally locating it, Stockdale struck a spark and was trying to ignite the brimstone when he thought he heard a movement in the hallway. He blew harder at the lint, the match flared up, and as he looked through the open door, illuminated by the blue light, he was surprised to see a male figure disappearing around the top of the staircase, clearly trying to slip away unnoticed. The individual was wearing the clothes Lizzy had been brushing, and something about their shape and stride made Stockdale suspect that it was Lizzy herself.
But he was not sure of this; and, greatly excited, Stockdale determined to investigate the mystery, and to adopt his own way for doing it. He blew out the match without lighting the candle, went into the passage, and proceeded on tiptoe towards Lizzy’s room. A faint grey square of light in the direction of the chamber-window as he approached told him that the door was open, and at once suggested that the occupant was gone. He turned and brought down his fist upon the handrail of the staircase: ‘It was she; in her late husband’s coat and hat!’
But he wasn't sure about it; feeling really excited, Stockdale decided to look into the mystery and do it his way. He blew out the match without lighting the candle, went into the hallway, and quietly tiptoed towards Lizzy's room. A faint gray square of light from the direction of the window as he got closer indicated that the door was open, which immediately made him think that the person inside was gone. He turned and slammed his fist down on the handrail of the staircase: “It was her; wearing her late husband's coat and hat!”
Somewhat relieved to find that there was no intruder in the case, yet none the less surprised, the minister crept down the stairs, softly put on his boots, overcoat, and hat, and tried the front door. It was fastened as usual: he went to the back door, found this unlocked, and emerged into the garden. The night was mild and moonless, and rain had lately been falling, though for the present it had ceased. There was a sudden dropping from the trees and bushes every now and then, as each passing wind shook their boughs. Among these sounds Stockdale heard the faint fall of feet upon the road outside, and he guessed from the step that it was Lizzy’s. He followed the sound, and, helped by the circumstance of the wind blowing from the direction in which the pedestrian moved, he got nearly close to her, and kept there, without risk of being overheard. While he thus followed her up the street or lane, as it might indifferently be called, there being more hedge than houses on either side, a figure came forward to her from one of the cottage doors. Lizzy stopped; the minister stepped upon the grass and stopped also.
Somewhat relieved to discover there was no intruder in the house, yet still surprised, the minister crept down the stairs, quietly put on his boots, overcoat, and hat, and tested the front door. It was locked as usual; he went to the back door, found it unlocked, and stepped into the garden. The night was mild and moonless, and it had been raining recently, though it had stopped for now. Every now and then, a sudden drop from the trees and bushes would be heard as the wind shook their branches. Among these sounds, Stockdale heard the faint sound of footsteps on the road outside, and he guessed it was Lizzy. He followed the sound, and since the wind was blowing in the direction she was walking, he got quite close to her without being heard. As he followed her up the street or lane, as it could be called since there were more hedges than houses on either side, a figure emerged from one of the cottage doors to meet her. Lizzy stopped, and the minister stepped onto the grass and also stopped.
‘Is that Mrs. Newberry?’ said the man who had come out, whose voice Stockdale recognized as that of one of the most devout members of his congregation.
‘Is that Mrs. Newberry?’ asked the man who had stepped out, whose voice Stockdale recognized as that of one of the most devout members of his congregation.
‘It is,’ said Lizzy.
"It is," Lizzy said.
‘I be quite ready—I’ve been here this quarter-hour.’
‘I’m quite ready—I’ve been here for fifteen minutes.’
‘Ah, John,’ said she, ‘I have bad news; there is danger to-night for our venture.’
‘Oh, John,’ she said, ‘I have some bad news; there’s trouble tonight for our plan.’
‘And d’ye tell o’t! I dreamed there might be.’
‘And did you hear about it? I dreamed there might be.’
‘Yes,’ she said hurriedly; ‘and you must go at once round to where the chaps are waiting, and tell them they will not be wanted till to-morrow night at the same time. I go to burn the lugger off.’
‘Yes,’ she said quickly; ‘and you need to go right now to where the guys are waiting, and tell them they won’t be needed until tomorrow night at the same time. I'm going to destroy the lugger.’
‘I will,’ he said; and instantly went off through a gate, Lizzy continuing her way.
‘I will,’ he said, and immediately walked through a gate while Lizzy kept going on her path.
On she tripped at a quickening pace till the lane turned into the turnpike-road, which she crossed, and got into the track for Ringsworth. Here she ascended the hill without the least hesitation, passed the lonely hamlet of Holworth, and went down the vale on the other side. Stockdale had never taken any extensive walks in this direction, but he was aware that if she persisted in her course much longer she would draw near to the coast, which was here between two and three miles distant from Nether-Moynton; and as it had been about a quarter-past eleven o’clock when they set out, her intention seemed to be to reach the shore about midnight.
On she went at an increasing pace until the lane turned into the turnpike road, which she crossed to get onto the path for Ringsworth. Here, she confidently climbed the hill, passed the quiet village of Holworth, and went down into the valley on the other side. Stockdale had never taken any long walks in this direction, but he knew that if she kept going much longer, she would get close to the coast, which was about two to three miles away from Nether-Moynton. Since it was around a quarter past eleven when they left, her plan seemed to be to reach the shore by midnight.
Lizzy soon ascended a small mound, which Stockdale at the same time adroitly skirted on the left; and a dull monotonous roar burst upon his ear. The hillock was about fifty yards from the top of the cliffs, and by day it apparently commanded a full view of the bay. There was light enough in the sky to show her disguised figure against it when she reached the top, where she paused, and afterwards sat down. Stockdale, not wishing on any account to alarm her at this moment, yet desirous of being near her, sank upon his hands and knees, crept a little higher up, and there stayed still.
Lizzy quickly climbed a small hill while Stockdale skillfully moved around it on the left. A dull, constant roar echoed in his ears. The hill was about fifty yards from the edge of the cliffs and seemingly offered a full view of the bay during the day. There was enough light in the sky to outline her disguised figure when she reached the top, where she stopped and then sat down. Stockdale, not wanting to alarm her at that moment but eager to be close, got down on his hands and knees, crawled a bit higher up, and stayed still there.
The wind was chilly, the ground damp, and his position one in which he did not care to remain long. However, before he had decided to leave it, the young man heard voices behind him. What they signified he did not know; but, fearing that Lizzy was in danger, he was about to run forward and warn her that she might be seen, when she crept to the shelter of a little bush which maintained a precarious existence in that exposed spot; and her form was absorbed in its dark and stunted outline as if she had become part of it. She had evidently heard the men as well as he. They passed near him, talking in loud and careless tones, which could be heard above the uninterrupted washings of the sea, and which suggested that they were not engaged in any business at their own risk. This proved to be the fact: some of their words floated across to him, and caused him to forget at once the coldness of his situation.
The wind was cold, the ground was damp, and he was in a spot where he didn't want to stay long. But before he could decide to leave, the young man heard voices behind him. He couldn't tell what they meant, but worried that Lizzy might be in danger, he was about to run forward and warn her to be careful. Then he saw her slip into the cover of a small bush that barely survived in that exposed area; her figure blended into its dark, stunted shape, as if she had become part of it. She had clearly heard the men too. They passed close to him, talking loudly and carelessly, their voices cutting through the constant noise of the sea, which indicated they weren’t worried about their safety. This turned out to be true: some of their words reached him, making him forget all about how cold he was.
‘What’s the vessel?’
‘What’s the ship?’
‘A lugger, about fifty tons.’
‘A lugger, around fifty tons.’
‘From Cherbourg, I suppose?’
"From Cherbourg, I guess?"
‘Yes, ’a b’lieve.’
‘Yes, I believe.’
‘But it don’t all belong to Owlett?’
‘But it doesn’t all belong to Owlett?’
‘O no. He’s only got a share. There’s another or two in it—a farmer and such like, but the names I don’t know.’
‘Oh no. He’s only got a share. There’s another couple of people involved—a farmer and someone like that, but I don’t know their names.’
The voices died away, and the heads and shoulders of the men diminished towards the cliff, and dropped out of sight.
The voices faded, and the heads and shoulders of the men shrank away towards the cliff and disappeared from view.
‘My darling has been tempted to buy a share by that unbeliever Owlett,’ groaned the minister, his honest affection for Lizzy having quickened to its intensest point during these moments of risk to her person and name. ‘That’s why she’s here,’ he said to himself. ‘O, it will be the ruin of her!’
‘My darling has been tempted to buy a share by that nonbeliever Owlett,’ groaned the minister, his genuine care for Lizzy having intensified during these moments of risk to her safety and reputation. ‘That’s why she’s here,’ he thought to himself. ‘Oh, it will be the ruin of her!’
His perturbation was interrupted by the sudden bursting out of a bright and increasing light from the spot where Lizzy was in hiding. A few seconds later, and before it had reached the height of a blaze, he heard her rush past him down the hollow like a stone from a sling, in the direction of home. The light now flared high and wide, and showed its position clearly. She had kindled a bough of furze and stuck it into the bush under which she had been crouching; the wind fanned the flame, which crackled fiercely, and threatened to consume the bush as well as the bough. Stockdale paused just long enough to notice thus much, and then followed rapidly the route taken by the young woman. His intention was to overtake her, and reveal himself as a friend; but run as he would he could see nothing of her. Thus he flew across the open country about Holworth, twisting his legs and ankles in unexpected fissures and descents, till, on coming to the gate between the downs and the road, he was forced to pause to get breath. There was no audible movement either in front or behind him, and he now concluded that she had not outrun him, but that, hearing him at her heels, and believing him one of the excise party, she had hidden herself somewhere on the way, and let him pass by.
His anxiety was interrupted by a sudden burst of bright and intense light from the spot where Lizzy was hiding. A few seconds later, before it became a full blaze, he heard her rush past him down the hollow like a stone from a sling, heading toward home. The light now flared up high and wide, clearly showing its location. She had ignited a bough of gorse and stuck it into the bush where she had been crouching; the wind fanned the flames, which crackled fiercely and threatened to consume both the bush and the bough. Stockdale paused just long enough to notice this and then quickly followed the path taken by the young woman. His intention was to catch up to her and reveal himself as a friend; but no matter how fast he ran, he couldn't see her. He darted across the open land near Holworth, twisting his legs and ankles in unexpected ruts and dips, until he reached the gate between the downs and the road, where he had to stop to catch his breath. There was no sound in front or behind him, and he concluded that she hadn't outrun him, but instead, hearing him close behind and believing he was one of the customs officers, she had hidden somewhere along the way and let him pass.
He went on at a more leisurely pace towards the village. On reaching the house he found his surmise to be correct, for the gate was on the latch, and the door unfastened, just as he had left them. Stockdale closed the door behind him, and waited silently in the passage. In about ten minutes he heard the same light footstep that he had heard in going out; it paused at the gate, which opened and shut softly, and then the door-latch was lifted, and Lizzy came in.
He walked at a more relaxed pace toward the village. When he reached the house, he found his guess was right, as the gate was unlatched and the door was unlocked, just like he had left them. Stockdale shut the door behind him and waited quietly in the hallway. After about ten minutes, he heard the same light footsteps he had heard when leaving; they paused at the gate, which opened and closed quietly, and then the door latch was lifted, and Lizzy came in.
Stockdale went forward and said at once, ‘Lizzy, don’t be frightened. I have been waiting up for you.’
Stockdale moved closer and said immediately, “Lizzy, don’t be scared. I’ve been waiting for you.”
She started, though she had recognized the voice. ‘It is Mr. Stockdale, isn’t it?’ she said.
She jumped, even though she recognized the voice. ‘It’s Mr. Stockdale, right?’ she said.
‘Yes,’ he answered, becoming angry now that she was safe indoors, and not alarmed. ‘And a nice game I’ve found you out in to-night. You are in man’s clothes, and I am ashamed of you!’
‘Yes,’ he replied, getting angry now that she was safe inside and not scared. ‘And what a nice game I’ve caught you in tonight. You’re dressed like a man, and I’m ashamed of you!’
Lizzy could hardly find a voice to answer this unexpected reproach.
Lizzy could barely find her voice to respond to this unexpected criticism.
‘I am only partly in man’s clothes,’ she faltered, shrinking back to the wall. ‘It is only his greatcoat and hat and breeches that I’ve got on, which is no harm, as he was my own husband; and I do it only because a cloak blows about so, and you can’t use your arms. I have got my own dress under just the same—it is only tucked in! Will you go away upstairs and let me pass? I didn’t want you to see me at such a time as this!’
‘I’m only partially in men’s clothes,’ she hesitated, backing against the wall. ‘I’ve just got his greatcoat, hat, and trousers on, which isn’t wrong since he was my husband; I do it just because a cloak blows around so much, and you can’t use your arms. I’m actually wearing my own dress underneath—it's just tucked in! Can you please go upstairs and let me get by? I didn’t want you to see me like this!’
‘But I have a right to see you! How do you think there can be anything between us now?’ Lizzy was silent. ‘You are a smuggler,’ he continued sadly.
‘But I have a right to see you! How do you think there can be anything between us now?’ Lizzy was silent. ‘You’re a smuggler,’ he continued sadly.
‘I have only a share in the run,’ she said.
‘I only have a share in the run,’ she said.
‘That makes no difference. Whatever did you engage in such a trade as that for, and keep it such a secret from me all this time?’
‘That doesn’t matter. Why did you get involved in something like that and keep it a secret from me all this time?’
‘I don’t do it always. I only do it in winter-time when ’tis new moon.’
‘I don’t always do it. I only do it in the winter when it’s a new moon.’
‘Well, I suppose that’s because it can’t be done anywhen else . . . You have regularly upset me, Lizzy.’
‘Well, I guess that’s because it can’t be done any other time . . . You have constantly annoyed me, Lizzy.’
‘I am sorry for that,’ Lizzy meekly replied.
‘I’m sorry about that,’ Lizzy replied quietly.
‘Well now,’ said he more tenderly, ‘no harm is done as yet. Won’t you for the sake of me give up this blamable and dangerous practice altogether?’
‘Well now,’ he said more gently, ‘no harm has been done yet. Would you please, for my sake, give up this blameworthy and risky habit altogether?’
‘I must do my best to save this run,’ said she, getting rather husky in the throat. ‘I don’t want to give you up—you know that; but I don’t want to lose my venture. I don’t know what to do now! Why I have kept it so secret from you is that I was afraid you would be angry if you knew.’
‘I have to do everything I can to save this situation,’ she said, her voice getting a bit hoarse. ‘I don't want to lose you—you know that; but I don’t want to lose what I’ve started. I’m not sure what to do now! The reason I kept it a secret from you is that I was worried you would be upset if you found out.’
‘I should think so! I suppose if I had married you without finding this out you’d have gone on with it just the same?’
‘I would think so! I guess if I had married you without knowing this, you would have continued on like nothing happened?’
‘I don’t know. I did not think so far ahead. I only went to-night to burn the folks off, because we found that the excisemen knew where the tubs were to be landed.’
‘I don’t know. I didn’t think that far ahead. I just went out tonight to scare the people off because we found out that the excisemen knew where the tubs were supposed to be unloaded.’
‘It is a pretty mess to be in altogether, is this,’ said the distracted young minister. ‘Well, what will you do now?’
‘This is quite the mess to be in,’ said the distracted young minister. ‘So, what will you do now?’
Lizzy slowly murmured the particulars of their plan, the chief of which were that they meant to try their luck at some other point of the shore the next night; that three landing-places were always agreed upon before the run was attempted, with the understanding that, if the vessel was ‘burnt off’ from the first point, which was Ringsworth, as it had been by her to-night, the crew should attempt to make the second, which was Lulstead Cove, on the second night; and if there, too, danger threatened, they should on the third night try the third place, which was behind a headland further west.
Lizzy quietly explained the details of their plan, the main points being that they intended to try their luck at a different spot on the shore the following night; that three landing places were always decided upon before they attempted the run, with the understanding that if the boat was 'burnt off' from the first spot, which was Ringsworth, as had happened tonight, the crew would try to reach the second spot, Lulstead Cove, on the second night; and if danger was still present there, they would attempt the third location, which was behind a headland further west, on the third night.
‘Suppose the officers hinder them landing there too?’ he said, his attention to this interesting programme displacing for a moment his concern at her share in it.
‘What if the officers stop them from landing there too?’ he said, momentarily distracted from his worry about her involvement in this intriguing plan.
‘Then we shan’t try anywhere else all this dark—that’s what we call the time between moon and moon—and perhaps they’ll string the tubs to a stray-line, and sink ’em a little-ways from shore, and take the bearings; and then when they have a chance they’ll go to creep for ’em.’
‘Then we won’t look anywhere else during this dark time—that’s what we call the period between full moons—and maybe they’ll tie the tubs to a stray line, sink them a bit away from the shore, and take their bearings; and then when they get the chance, they’ll go to sneak up on them.’
‘What’s that?’
'What's that?'
‘O, they’ll go out in a boat and drag a creeper—that’s a grapnel—along the bottom till it catch hold of the stray-line.’
‘Oh, they’ll take a boat and drag a grapnel along the bottom until it catches the stray line.’
The minister stood thinking; and there was no sound within doors but the tick of the clock on the stairs, and the quick breathing of Lizzy, partly from her walk and partly from agitation, as she stood close to the wall, not in such complete darkness but that he could discern against its whitewashed surface the greatcoat and broad hat which covered her.
The minister was lost in thought, and the only sound inside was the ticking of the clock on the stairs and Lizzy's quick breaths, partly from her walk and partly from anxiety, as she stood close to the wall. It wasn't completely dark, so he could make out the greatcoat and broad hat that she was wearing against the whitewashed surface.
‘Lizzy, all this is very wrong,’ he said. ‘Don’t you remember the lesson of the tribute-money? “Render unto Caesar the things that are Caesar’s.” Surely you have heard that read times enough in your growing up?’
‘Lizzy, this is all very wrong,’ he said. ‘Don’t you remember the lesson of the tribute money? “Give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar.” You must have heard that often enough while you were growing up?’
‘He’s dead,’ she pouted.
"He's gone," she pouted.
‘But the spirit of the text is in force just the same.’
‘But the essence of the text still holds true.’
‘My father did it, and so did my grandfather, and almost everybody in Nether-Moynton lives by it, and life would be so dull if it wasn’t for that, that I should not care to live at all.’
‘My dad did it, and so did my grandpa, and almost everyone in Nether-Moynton makes a living from it, and life would be so boring without it that I wouldn't even want to live.’
‘I am nothing to live for, of course,’ he replied bitterly. ‘You would not think it worth while to give up this wild business and live for me alone?’
‘I have nothing to live for, obviously,’ he replied bitterly. ‘You wouldn’t consider it worthwhile to give up this crazy lifestyle and live for me alone?’
‘I have never looked at it like that.’
‘I’ve never seen it that way.’
‘And you won’t promise and wait till I am ready?’
‘And you won’t promise to wait until I’m ready?’
‘I cannot give you my word to-night.’ And, looking thoughtfully down, she gradually moved and moved away, going into the adjoining room, and closing the door between them. She remained there in the dark till he was tired of waiting, and had gone up to his own chamber.
‘I can’t promise you anything tonight.’ With a thoughtful expression, she slowly walked away into the adjoining room and closed the door behind her. She stayed there in the dark until he became tired of waiting and went up to his own room.
Poor Stockdale was dreadfully depressed all the next day by the discoveries of the night before. Lizzy was unmistakably a fascinating young woman, but as a minister’s wife she was hardly to be contemplated. ‘If I had only stuck to father’s little grocery business, instead of going in for the ministry, she would have suited me beautifully!’ he said sadly, until he remembered that in that case he would never have come from his distant home to Nether-Moynton, and never have known her.
Poor Stockdale was incredibly down the entire next day after what he found out the night before. Lizzy was definitely a captivating young woman, but as a minister’s wife, she was hardly a practical idea. ‘If only I had stuck to my father's small grocery store instead of pursuing the ministry, she would have been perfect for me!’ he said sadly, until he remembered that if that had happened, he would never have left his distant home for Nether-Moynton and would never have met her.
The estrangement between them was not complete, but it was sufficient to keep them out of each other’s company. Once during the day he met her in the garden-path, and said, turning a reproachful eye upon her, ‘Do you promise, Lizzy?’ But she did not reply. The evening drew on, and he knew well enough that Lizzy would repeat her excursion at night—her half-offended manner had shown that she had not the slightest intention of altering her plans at present. He did not wish to repeat his own share of the adventure; but, act as he would, his uneasiness on her account increased with the decline of day. Supposing that an accident should befall her, he would never forgive himself for not being there to help, much as he disliked the idea of seeming to countenance such unlawful escapades.
The distance between them wasn't complete, but it was enough to keep them apart. Once during the day, he ran into her on the garden path and said, looking at her reproachfully, ‘Do you promise, Lizzy?’ But she didn't answer. As evening approached, he knew well that Lizzy would go out again that night—her somewhat sulky attitude made it clear she had no intention of changing her plans. He didn’t want to go through the anxiety of the night again; still, no matter what he did, his worry for her grew as the sun set. If something happened to her, he would never forgive himself for not being there to help, even though he hated the idea of appearing to support such reckless behavior.
CHAPTER V—HOW THEY WENT TO LULSTEAD COVE
As he had expected, she left the house at the same hour at night, this time passing his door without stealth, as if she knew very well that he would be watching, and were resolved to brave his displeasure. He was quite ready, opened the door quickly, and reached the back door almost as soon as she.
As he expected, she left the house at the same hour at night, this time walking by his door openly, as if she knew he would be watching and was determined to face his anger. He was fully prepared, opened the door quickly, and got to the back door just about the same time she did.
‘Then you will go, Lizzy?’ he said as he stood on the step beside her, who now again appeared as a little man with a face altogether unsuited to his clothes.
‘So, you're leaving, Lizzy?’ he said as he stood on the step next to her, looking like a small man whose face just didn’t match his outfit.
‘I must,’ she said, repressed by his stern manner.
‘I have to,’ she said, feeling restrained by his serious demeanor.
‘Then I shall go too,’ said he.
‘Then I’ll go too,’ he said.
‘And I am sure you will enjoy it!’ she exclaimed in more buoyant tones. ‘Everybody does who tries it.’
‘And I'm sure you’ll love it!’ she said with a brighter tone. ‘Everyone who tries it does.’
‘God forbid that I should!’ he said. ‘But I must look after you.’
“God forbid that I do!” he said. “But I have to take care of you.”
They opened the wicket and went up the road abreast of each other, but at some distance apart, scarcely a word passing between them. The evening was rather less favourable to smuggling enterprise than the last had been, the wind being lower, and the sky somewhat clear towards the north.
They opened the gate and walked up the road side by side, but at a bit of a distance from each other, hardly saying a word. The evening was less favorable for smuggling than the previous one, with the wind being calmer and the sky a bit clearer towards the north.
‘It is rather lighter,’ said Stockdale.
"It feels a bit lighter," said Stockdale.
‘’Tis, unfortunately,’ said she. ‘But it is only from those few stars over there. The moon was new to-day at four o’clock, and I expected clouds. I hope we shall be able to do it this dark, for when we have to sink ’em for long it makes the stuff taste bleachy, and folks don’t like it so well.’
“It's unfortunate,” she said. “But it's only from those few stars over there. The moon was new today at four o’clock, and I was expecting clouds. I hope we can do it in this darkness because if we have to let it sit too long, it makes the stuff taste bleachy, and people don’t like it as much.”
Her course was different from that of the preceding night, branching off to the left over Lord’s Barrow as soon as they had got out of the lane and crossed the highway. By the time they reached Chaldon Down, Stockdale, who had been in perplexed thought as to what he should say to her, decided that he would not attempt expostulation now, while she was excited by the adventure, but wait till it was over, and endeavour to keep her from such practices in future. It occurred to him once or twice, as they rambled on, that should they be surprised by the excisemen, his situation would be more awkward than hers, for it would be difficult to prove his true motive in coming to the spot; but the risk was a slight consideration beside his wish to be with her.
Her path was different from the one they took the night before, veering left over Lord’s Barrow as soon as they exited the lane and crossed the highway. By the time they reached Chaldon Down
They now arrived at a ravine which lay on the outskirts of Chaldon, a village two miles on their way towards the point of the shore they sought. Lizzy broke the silence this time: ‘I have to wait here to meet the carriers. I don’t know if they have come yet. As I told you, we go to Lulstead Cove to-night, and it is two miles further than Ringsworth.’
They arrived at a ravine on the outskirts of Chaldon, a village two miles down the road toward the shore they were headed to. Lizzy broke the silence this time: “I have to wait here to meet the carriers. I’m not sure if they’ve arrived yet. As I mentioned, we’re going to Lulstead Cove tonight, which is two miles further than Ringsworth.”
It turned out that the men had already come; for while she spoke two or three dozen heads broke the line of the slope, and a company of them at once descended from the bushes where they had been lying in wait. These carriers were men whom Lizzy and other proprietors regularly employed to bring the tubs from the boat to a hiding-place inland. They were all young fellows of Nether-Moynton, Chaldon, and the neighbourhood, quiet and inoffensive persons, who simply engaged to carry the cargo for Lizzy and her cousin Owlett, as they would have engaged in any other labour for which they were fairly well paid.
It turned out that the men had already arrived; while she was talking, two or three dozen heads appeared over the slope, and a group of them immediately came down from the bushes where they had been waiting. These workers were men whom Lizzy and other owners regularly hired to carry the tubs from the boat to a hiding spot inland. They were all young guys from Nether-Moynton, Chaldon, and the surrounding area—quiet and harmless people—who simply agreed to transport the cargo for Lizzy and her cousin Owlett, just as they would have accepted any other job for which they were reasonably compensated.
At a word from her they closed in together. ‘You had better take it now,’ she said to them; and handed to each a packet. It contained six shillings, their remuneration for the night’s undertaking, which was paid beforehand without reference to success or failure; but, besides this, they had the privilege of selling as agents when the run was successfully made. As soon as it was done, she said to them, ‘The place is the old one near Lulstead Cove;’ the men till that moment not having been told whither they were bound, for obvious reasons. ‘Owlett will meet you there,’ added Lizzy. ‘I shall follow behind, to see that we are not watched.’
At her cue, they gathered around. "You might as well take it now," she told them, handing each a packet. It contained six shillings, their payment for the night’s job, given upfront regardless of whether it was successful or not; but on top of that, they had the chance to sell as agents when the run went smoothly. Once that was settled, she informed them, "The location is the old one near Lulstead Cove;" until that moment, the men hadn't been told where they were headed, for obvious reasons. "Owlett will meet you there," Lizzy added. "I'll follow behind to make sure we aren’t watched."
The carriers went on, and Stockdale and Mrs. Newberry followed at a distance of a stone’s throw. ‘What do these men do by day?’ he said.
The carriers continued on, and Stockdale and Mrs. Newberry followed at a distance of a stone's throw. 'What do these men do during the day?' he asked.
‘Twelve or fourteen of them are labouring men. Some are brickmakers, some carpenters, some shoe-makers, some thatchers. They are all known to me very well. Nine of ’em are of your own congregation.’
‘Twelve or fourteen of them are working men. Some are brickmakers, some are carpenters, some are shoemakers, and some are roofers. I know all of them very well. Nine of them are from your own congregation.’
‘I can’t help that,’ said Stockdale.
‘I can’t help that,’ Stockdale said.
‘O, I know you can’t. I only told you. The others are more church-inclined, because they supply the pa’son with all the spirits he requires, and they don’t wish to show unfriendliness to a customer.’
‘Oh, I know you can’t. I just wanted to let you know. The others are more into the church scene because they provide the pastor with all the drinks he needs, and they don’t want to come off as unfriendly to a customer.’
‘How do you choose ’em?’ said Stockdale.
"How do you pick them?" said Stockdale.
‘We choose ’em for their closeness, and because they are strong and surefooted, and able to carry a heavy load a long way without being tired.’
‘We pick them for their proximity, and because they are strong and sure-footed, able to carry a heavy load over long distances without getting tired.’
Stockdale sighed as she enumerated each particular, for it proved how far involved in the business a woman must be who was so well acquainted with its conditions and needs. And yet he felt more tenderly towards her at this moment than he had felt all the foregoing day. Perhaps it was that her experienced manner and hold indifference stirred his admiration in spite of himself.
Stockdale sighed as she listed each detail, showing how deeply a woman had to be involved in the business to understand its conditions and needs so well. Yet, at that moment, he felt more compassion for her than he had the entire previous day. Maybe it was her confident demeanor and apparent indifference that stirred his admiration despite his best efforts to resist it.
‘Take my arm, Lizzy,’ he murmured.
“Take my arm, Lizzy,” he said softly.
‘I don’t want it,’ she said. ‘Besides, we may never be to each other again what we once have been.’
‘I don’t want it,’ she said. ‘Besides, we might never be what we used to be to each other again.’
‘That depends upon you,’ said he, and they went on again as before.
‘That depends on you,’ he said, and they continued on as before.
The hired carriers paced along over Chaldon Down with as little hesitation as if it had been day, avoiding the cart-way, and leaving the village of East Chaldon on the left, so as to reach the crest of the hill at a lonely trackless place not far from the ancient earthwork called Round Pound. An hour’s brisk walking brought them within sound of the sea, not many hundred yards from Lulstead Cove. Here they paused, and Lizzy and Stockdale came up with them, when they went on together to the verge of the cliff. One of the men now produced an iron bar, which he drove firmly into the soil a yard from the edge, and attached to it a rope that he had uncoiled from his body. They all began to descend, partly stepping, partly sliding down the incline, as the rope slipped through their hands.
The hired carriers walked over Chaldon Down without hesitation as if it were daylight, avoiding the cart path and leaving the village of East Chaldon behind, aiming to reach the top of the hill at a remote, unmarked spot near the ancient earthwork known as Round Pound. After about an hour of brisk walking, they could hear the sea, just a few hundred yards from Lulstead Cove. Here they stopped, and Lizzy and Stockdale caught up with them, continuing together to the edge of the cliff. One of the men pulled out an iron bar, which he firmly drove into the ground a yard from the edge, and tied a rope he had unwound from his body to it. They all began to descend, partly stepping and partly sliding down the slope as the rope slipped through their hands.
‘You will not go to the bottom, Lizzy?’ said Stockdale anxiously.
'You aren't going to dive down, Lizzy?' Stockdale asked anxiously.
‘No. I stay here to watch,’ she said. ‘Owlett is down there.’
‘No. I’m staying here to watch,’ she said. ‘Owlett is down there.’
The men remained quite silent when they reached the shore; and the next thing audible to the two at the top was the dip of heavy oars, and the dashing of waves against a boat’s bow. In a moment the keel gently touched the shingle, and Stockdale heard the footsteps of the thirty-six carriers running forwards over the pebbles towards the point of landing.
The men stayed quiet when they got to the shore; the next sound the two at the top heard was the splash of heavy oars and the waves crashing against the front of a boat. In a moment, the bottom of the boat gently touched the stones, and Stockdale heard the footsteps of the thirty-six carriers rushing over the pebbles toward the landing spot.
There was a sousing in the water as of a brood of ducks plunging in, showing that the men had not been particular about keeping their legs, or even their waists, dry from the brine: but it was impossible to see what they were doing, and in a few minutes the shingle was trampled again. The iron bar sustaining the rope, on which Stockdale’s hand rested, began to swerve a little, and the carriers one by one appeared climbing up the sloping cliff; dripping audibly as they came, and sustaining themselves by the guide-rope. Each man on reaching the top was seen to be carrying a pair of tubs, one on his back and one on his chest, the two being slung together by cords passing round the chine hoops, and resting on the carrier’s shoulders. Some of the stronger men carried three by putting an extra one on the top behind, but the customary load was a pair, these being quite weighty enough to give their bearer the sensation of having chest and backbone in contact after a walk of four or five miles.
There was a splash in the water like a group of ducks diving in, indicating that the men hadn’t been careful about keeping their legs or even their waists dry from the salty water: but it was impossible to see what they were doing, and in a few minutes, the shore was trampled again. The iron bar supporting the rope, which Stockdale’s hand rested on, began to sway a little, and the carriers started appearing one by one as they climbed the sloping cliff; dripping noticeably as they came and holding on to the guide rope. Each man, upon reaching the top, was seen carrying a pair of tubs, one on his back and one on his chest, the two being held together by cords going around the side hoops and resting on the carrier’s shoulders. Some of the stronger men carried three by adding an extra one on top behind, but the usual load was a pair, which were heavy enough to make their bearer feel like his chest and backbone were pressed together after walking four or five miles.
‘Where is Owlett?’ said Lizzy to one of them.
‘Where is Owlett?’ Lizzy asked one of them.
‘He will not come up this way,’ said the carrier. ‘He’s to bide on shore till we be safe off.’ Then, without waiting for the rest, the foremost men plunged across the down; and, when the last had ascended, Lizzy pulled up the rope, wound it round her arm, wriggled the bar from the sod, and turned to follow the carriers.
‘He won’t come this way,’ said the carrier. ‘He’s going to wait on shore until we’re safely off.’ Then, without waiting for the others, the lead men hurried across the hill; and when the last one had climbed up, Lizzy pulled up the rope, wrapped it around her arm, removed the bar from the ground, and turned to follow the carriers.
‘You are very anxious about Owlett’s safety,’ said the minister.
‘You’re really worried about Owlett’s safety,’ said the minister.
‘Was there ever such a man!’ said Lizzy. ‘Why, isn’t he my cousin?’
‘Was there ever such a man!’ said Lizzy. ‘Wait, isn’t he my cousin?’
‘Yes. Well, it is a bad night’s work,’ said Stockdale heavily. ‘But I’ll carry the bar and rope for you.’
‘Yes. Well, it’s a tough night’s job,’ said Stockdale with a sigh. ‘But I’ll carry the bar and rope for you.’
‘Thank God, the tubs have got so far all right,’ said she.
"Thank God, the tubs have made it this far safely," she said.
Stockdale shook his head, and, taking the bar, walked by her side towards the downs; and the moan of the sea was heard no more.
Stockdale shook his head and, grabbing the bar, walked alongside her towards the hills; and the sound of the sea was gone.
‘Is this what you meant the other day when you spoke of having business with Owlett?’ the young man asked.
‘Is this what you meant the other day when you talked about having business with Owlett?’ the young man asked.
‘This is it,’ she replied. ‘I never see him on any other matter.’
‘This is it,’ she said. ‘I never see him about anything else.’
‘A partnership of that kind with a young man is very odd.’
'A partnership like that with a young guy is pretty strange.'
‘It was begun by my father and his, who were brother-laws.’
‘It was started by my father and his brother-in-law.’
Her companion could not blind himself to the fact that where tastes and pursuits were so akin as Lizzy’s and Owlett’s, and where risks were shared, as with them, in every undertaking, there would be a peculiar appropriateness in her answering Owlett’s standing question on matrimony in the affirmative. This did not soothe Stockdale, its tendency being rather to stimulate in him an effort to make the pair as inappropriate as possible, and win her away from this nocturnal crew to correctness of conduct and a minister’s parlour in some far-removed inland county.
Her companion couldn’t ignore the fact that with tastes and interests as similar as Lizzy’s and Owlett’s, and with the risks they shared in every venture, it would be quite fitting for her to say yes to Owlett’s ongoing question about marriage. This didn’t comfort Stockdale; instead, it pushed him to try to make the two seem as mismatched as possible and pull her away from this nighttime crowd to a proper life and a minister’s living room in some distant inland county.
They had been walking near enough to the file of carriers for Stockdale to perceive that, when they got into the road to the village, they split up into two companies of unequal size, each of which made off in a direction of its own. One company, the smaller of the two, went towards the church, and by the time that Lizzy and Stockdale reached their own house these men had scaled the churchyard wall, and were proceeding noiselessly over the grass within.
They had been walking close enough to the group of carriers for Stockdale to notice that when they reached the road to the village, they divided into two groups of different sizes, each heading in its own direction. The smaller group went toward the church, and by the time Lizzy and Stockdale got home, these men had climbed over the churchyard wall and were silently moving across the grass inside.
‘I see that Owlett has arranged for one batch to be put in the church again,’ observed Lizzy. ‘Do you remember my taking you there the first night you came?’
‘I see that Owlett has set up another batch in the church,’ Lizzy noted. ‘Do you remember when I took you there the first night you arrived?’
‘Yes, of course,’ said Stockdale. ‘No wonder you had permission to broach the tubs—they were his, I suppose?’
‘Yeah, of course,’ said Stockdale. ‘No surprise you were allowed to open the tubs—they were his, right?’
‘No, they were not—they were mine; I had permission from myself. The day after that they went several miles inland in a waggon-load of manure, and sold very well.’
‘No, they weren't—they were mine; I had given myself permission. The day after that, they went several miles inland in a wagon-load of manure and sold really well.’
At this moment the group of men who had made off to the left some time before began leaping one by one from the hedge opposite Lizzy’s house, and the first man, who had no tubs upon his shoulders, came forward.
At this moment, the group of men who had gone left a while ago started jumping one by one from the hedge in front of Lizzy's house, and the first man, who wasn't carrying any tubs on his shoulders, stepped forward.
‘Mrs. Newberry, isn’t it?’ he said hastily.
‘Mrs. Newberry, right?’ he said quickly.
‘Yes, Jim,’ said she. ‘What’s the matter?’
‘Yeah, Jim,’ she said. ‘What’s up?’
‘I find that we can’t put any in Badger’s Clump to-night, Lizzy,’ said Owlett. ‘The place is watched. We must sling the apple-tree in the orchet if there’s time. We can’t put any more under the church lumber than I have sent on there, and my mixen hev already more in en than is safe.’
‘I find that we can’t put any in Badger’s Clump tonight, Lizzy,’ said Owlett. ‘The place is being watched. We need to stash the apples in the orchard if there’s time. We can’t put any more under the church lumber than I’ve already sent there, and my mixen has more in it than is safe.’
‘Very well,’ she said. ‘Be quick about it—that’s all. What can I do?’
‘Okay,’ she said. ‘Hurry up—that's all. What can I do?’
‘Nothing at all, please. Ah, it is the minister!—you two that can’t do anything had better get indoors and not be zeed.’
‘Nothing at all, please. Ah, it’s the minister!—you two who can’t do anything should just go inside and not be seen.’
While Owlett thus conversed, in a tone so full of contraband anxiety and so free from lover’s jealousy, the men who followed him had been descending one by one from the hedge; and it unfortunately happened that when the hindmost took his leap, the cord slipped which sustained his tubs: the result was that both the kegs fell into the road, one of them being stove in by the blow.
While Owlett was talking, sounding anxious in a sneaky way and not jealous at all, the men following him were climbing down one by one from the hedge. Unfortunately, when the last one jumped down, the cord holding his tubs slipped, causing both kegs to fall onto the road, one of them getting crushed from the impact.
‘’Od drown it all!’ said Owlett, rushing back.
‘’Oh, drown it all!’ said Owlett, rushing back.
‘It is worth a good deal, I suppose?’ said Stockdale.
‘It's worth quite a bit, I guess?’ said Stockdale.
‘O no—about two guineas and half to us now,’ said Lizzy excitedly. ‘It isn’t that—it is the smell! It is so blazing strong before it has been lowered by water, that it smells dreadfully when spilt in the road like that! I do hope Latimer won’t pass by till it is gone off.’
‘Oh no—it's about two guineas and a half for us now,’ Lizzy said excitedly. ‘It’s not just that—it’s the smell! It’s so incredibly strong before it’s diluted with water that it smells terrible when it spills on the road like that! I really hope Latimer won’t come by until it’s cleared away.’
Owlett and one or two others picked up the burst tub and began to scrape and trample over the spot, to disperse the liquor as much as possible; and then they all entered the gate of Owlett’s orchard, which adjoined Lizzy’s garden on the right. Stockdale did not care to follow them, for several on recognizing him had looked wonderingly at his presence, though they said nothing. Lizzy left his side and went to the bottom of the garden, looking over the hedge into the orchard, where the men could be dimly seen bustling about, and apparently hiding the tubs. All was done noiselessly, and without a light; and when it was over they dispersed in different directions, those who had taken their cargoes to the church having already gone off to their homes.
Owlett and a couple of others picked up the broken tub and started to scrape and stomp on the ground to spread out the liquid as much as possible; then they all walked through the gate to Owlett’s orchard, which was next to Lizzy’s garden on the right. Stockdale didn’t want to follow them, since several people had looked at him curiously when they recognized him, but said nothing. Lizzy left his side and went to the end of the garden, peeking over the hedge into the orchard, where the men could be faintly seen bustling around and seemingly hiding the tubs. Everything was done silently and without any light; and when they finished, they scattered in different directions, with those who had taken their loads to the church already heading home.
Lizzy returned to the garden-gate, over which Stockdale was still abstractedly leaning. ‘It is all finished: I am going indoors now,’ she said gently. ‘I will leave the door ajar for you.’
Lizzy walked back to the garden gate, where Stockdale was still absentmindedly leaning. “It’s all done: I’m going inside now,” she said softly. “I’ll leave the door open for you.”
‘O no—you needn’t,’ said Stockdale; ‘I am coming too.’
'O no—you don’t have to,' Stockdale said; 'I’m coming, too.'
But before either of them had moved, the faint clatter of horses’ hoofs broke upon the ear, and it seemed to come from the point where the track across the down joined the hard road.
But before either of them moved, the faint sound of horses' hooves reached their ears, and it seemed to be coming from where the path across the field met the paved road.
‘They are just too late!’ cried Lizzy exultingly.
"They're just too late!" Lizzy exclaimed triumphantly.
‘Who?’ said Stockdale.
“Who?” said Stockdale.
‘Latimer, the riding-officer, and some assistant of his. We had better go indoors.’
‘Latimer, the officer on horseback, and one of his assistants. We should probably go inside.’
They entered the house, and Lizzy bolted the door. ‘Please don’t get a light, Mr. Stockdale,’ she said.
They walked into the house, and Lizzy locked the door. ‘Please don’t turn on the light, Mr. Stockdale,’ she said.
‘Of course I will not,’ said he.
‘Of course I won’t,’ he said.
‘I thought you might be on the side of the king,’ said Lizzy, with faintest sarcasm.
‘I thought you might be on the king’s side,’ said Lizzy, with a hint of sarcasm.
‘I am,’ said Stockdale. ‘But, Lizzy Newberry, I love you, and you know it perfectly well; and you ought to know, if you do not, what I have suffered in my conscience on your account these last few days!’
‘I am,’ said Stockdale. ‘But, Lizzy Newberry, I love you, and you know that perfectly well; and you should know, if you don’t already, what I’ve been going through in my conscience because of you these last few days!’
‘I guess very well,’ she said hurriedly. ‘Yet I don’t see why. Ah, you are better than I!’
‘I guess I understand quite well,’ she said quickly. ‘Still, I don’t see why. Ah, you’re better than I am!’
The trotting of the horses seemed to have again died away, and the pair of listeners touched each other’s fingers in the cold ‘Good-night’ of those whom something seriously divided. They were on the landing, but before they had taken three steps apart, the tramp of the horsemen suddenly revived, almost close to the house. Lizzy turned to the staircase window, opened the casement about an inch, and put her face close to the aperture. ‘Yes, one of ’em is Latimer,’ she whispered. ‘He always rides a white horse. One would think it was the last colour for a man in that line.’
The sound of the horses' hooves seemed to fade away again, and the two listeners briefly touched each other's fingers in the cold 'Good-night' of those who are seriously separated. They were on the landing, but before they had taken three steps apart, the noise of the horsemen suddenly picked up, almost right next to the house. Lizzy turned to the staircase window, opened it about an inch, and leaned her face close to the opening. 'Yes, one of them is Latimer,' she whispered. 'He always rides a white horse. You would think that was the last color for a guy in that line of work.'
Stockdale looked, and saw the white shape of the animal as it passed by; but before the riders had gone another ten yards, Latimer reined in his horse, and said something to his companion which neither Stockdale nor Lizzy could hear. Its drift was, however, soon made evident, for the other man stopped also; and sharply turning the horses’ heads they cautiously retraced their steps. When they were again opposite Mrs. Newberry’s garden, Latimer dismounted, and the man on the dark horse did the same.
Stockdale looked and saw the white shape of the animal as it went by; but before the riders had gone another ten yards, Latimer pulled back on his horse and said something to his companion that neither Stockdale nor Lizzy could hear. Its meaning was soon clear, though, as the other man also stopped; and sharply turning the horses’ heads, they carefully made their way back. When they were once again in front of Mrs. Newberry’s garden, Latimer got off his horse, and the man on the dark horse did the same.
Lizzy and Stockdale, intently listening and observing the proceedings, naturally put their heads as close as possible to the slit formed by the slightly opened casement; and thus it occurred that at last their cheeks came positively into contact. They went on listening, as if they did not know of the singular incident which had happened to their faces, and the pressure of each to each rather increased than lessened with the lapse of time.
Lizzy and Stockdale, focused on listening and watching what was happening, instinctively leaned their heads as close as possible to the narrow opening of the slightly ajar window. As a result, their cheeks ended up touching. They continued to listen, seemingly unaware of the unusual situation with their faces, and the pressure between them only grew stronger over time.
They could hear the excisemen sniffing the air like hounds as they paced slowly along. When they reached the spot where the tub had burst, both stopped on the instant.
They could hear the tax collectors sniffing the air like dogs as they walked slowly by. When they got to the spot where the tub had burst, both of them stopped immediately.
‘Ay, ay, ’tis quite strong here,’ said the second officer. ‘Shall we knock at the door?’
‘Yeah, it’s pretty strong here,’ said the second officer. ‘Should we knock on the door?’
‘Well, no,’ said Latimer. ‘Maybe this is only a trick to put us off the scent. They wouldn’t kick up this stink anywhere near their hiding-place. I have known such things before.’
‘Well, no,’ said Latimer. ‘Maybe this is just a trick to mislead us. They wouldn’t make such a fuss close to their hiding spot. I’ve seen things like this before.’
‘Anyhow, the things, or some of ’em, must have been brought this way,’ said the other.
'Anyway, some of those things must have been brought this way,' said the other.
‘Yes,’ said Latimer musingly. ‘Unless ’tis all done to tole us the wrong way. I have a mind that we go home for to-night without saying a word, and come the first thing in the morning with more hands. I know they have storages about here, but we can do nothing by this owl’s light. We will look round the parish and see if everybody is in bed, John; and if all is quiet, we will do as I say.’
‘Yes,’ Latimer said thoughtfully. ‘Unless it’s all done to lead us the wrong way. I’m thinking we should head home for the night without saying a word and come back first thing in the morning with more people. I know they have storage around here, but we can’t do anything in this dim light. Let’s look around the neighborhood and see if everyone is in bed, John; and if everything is quiet, we’ll do what I suggested.’
They went on, and the two inside the window could hear them passing leisurely through the whole village, the street of which curved round at the bottom and entered the turnpike road at another junction. This way the excisemen followed, and the amble of their horses died quite away.
They continued on, and the two inside the window could hear them casually making their way through the entire village, the street of which curved at the end and connected to the main road at another point. This was the path the tax collectors took, and the sound of their horses eventually faded away.
‘What will you do?’ said Stockdale, withdrawing from his position.
‘What are you going to do?’ Stockdale asked, stepping back from his position.
She knew that he alluded to the coming search by the officers, to divert her attention from their own tender incident by the casement, which he wished to be passed over as a thing rather dreamt of than done. ‘O, nothing,’ she replied, with as much coolness as she could command under her disappointment at his manner. ‘We often have such storms as this. You would not be frightened if you knew what fools they are. Fancy riding o’ horseback through the place: of course they will hear and see nobody while they make that noise; but they are always afraid to get off, in case some of our fellows should burst out upon ’em, and tie them up to the gate-post, as they have done before now. Good-night, Mr. Stockdale.’
She realized he was hinting at the upcoming search by the officers, trying to distract her from their own intimate moment by the window, which he wanted to be forgotten as more of a dream than a reality. “Oh, nothing,” she replied, maintaining as much composure as she could manage despite her disappointment with his attitude. “We often have storms like this. You wouldn't be scared if you knew how foolish they are. Just imagine riding through the area: of course, they won't see or hear anyone while they make that racket; but they're always too scared to get off their horses, worried some of our guys might surprise them and tie them up to the gatepost, like they’ve done before. Goodnight, Mr. Stockdale.”
She closed the window and went to her room, where a tear fell from her eyes; and that not because of the alertness of the riding-officers.
She closed the window and went to her room, where a tear fell from her eyes; and not because of the watchfulness of the patrol officers.
CHAPTER VI—THE GREAT SEARCH AT NETHER-MOYNTON
Stockdale was so excited by the events of the evening, and the dilemma that he was placed in between conscience and love, that he did not sleep, or even doze, but remained as broadly awake as at noonday. As soon as the grey light began to touch ever so faintly the whiter objects in his bedroom he arose, dressed himself, and went downstairs into the road.
Stockdale was so excited by everything that happened that evening and the struggle he faced between his conscience and love that he couldn’t sleep or even doze off; he stayed as wide awake as if it were noon. As soon as the faint gray light started to touch the lighter objects in his bedroom, he got up, got dressed, and went downstairs into the street.
The village was already astir. Several of the carriers had heard the well-known tramp of Latimer’s horse while they were undressing in the dark that night, and had already communicated with each other and Owlett on the subject. The only doubt seemed to be about the safety of those tubs which had been left under the church gallery-stairs, and after a short discussion at the corner of the mill, it was agreed that these should be removed before it got lighter, and hidden in the middle of a double hedge bordering the adjoining field. However, before anything could be carried into effect, the footsteps of many men were heard coming down the lane from the highway.
The village was already buzzing. Several of the carriers had recognized the familiar sound of Latimer’s horse while they were getting ready in the dark that night, and had already talked with each other and Owlett about it. The main concern seemed to be about the safety of those tubs that had been left under the church gallery stairs. After a brief discussion at the corner of the mill, they agreed to move these before it got light and hide them in the middle of a double hedge along the neighboring field. However, before anything could be done, the sound of many footsteps was heard coming down the lane from the highway.
‘Damn it, here they be,’ said Owlett, who, having already drawn the hatch and started his mill for the day, stood stolidly at the mill-door covered with flour, as if the interest of his whole soul was bound up in the shaking walls around him.
‘Damn it, here they are,’ said Owlett, who, having already opened the hatch and started his mill for the day, stood firmly at the mill door covered in flour, as if the focus of his entire being was tied to the trembling walls around him.
The two or three with whom he had been talking dispersed to their usual work, and when the excise officers, and the formidable body of men they had hired, reached the village cross, between the mill and Mrs. Newberry’s house, the village wore the natural aspect of a place beginning its morning labours.
The two or three people he had been talking to went back to their usual tasks, and when the tax officers and the intimidating group of men they had hired arrived at the village cross, located between the mill and Mrs. Newberry’s house, the village looked like any other place starting its morning activities.
‘Now,’ said Latimer to his associates, who numbered thirteen men in all, ‘what I know is that the things are somewhere in this here place. We have got the day before us, and ’tis hard if we can’t light upon ’em and get ’em to Budmouth Custom-house before night. First we will try the fuel-houses, and then we’ll work our way into the chimmers, and then to the ricks and stables, and so creep round. You have nothing but your noses to guide ye, mind, so use ’em to-day if you never did in your lives before.’
‘Now,’ said Latimer to his associates, who numbered thirteen men in total, ‘what I know is that the things are somewhere in this place. We have the whole day ahead of us, and it’s hard to believe we can’t find them and get them to Budmouth Custom House before nightfall. First, we’ll check the fuel houses, then we’ll make our way into the chimneys, and then to the ricks and stables, and so we’ll move around. You only have your noses to guide you, so make sure to use them today like never before.’
Then the search began. Owlett, during the early part, watched from his mill-window, Lizzy from the door of her house, with the greatest self-possession. A farmer down below, who also had a share in the run, rode about with one eye on his fields and the other on Latimer and his myrmidons, prepared to put them off the scent if he should be asked a question. Stockdale, who was no smuggler at all, felt more anxiety than the worst of them, and went about his studies with a heavy heart, coming frequently to the door to ask Lizzy some question or other on the consequences to her of the tubs being found.
Then the search began. Owlett, in the early part, watched from his mill window, while Lizzy stood at her door, completely composed. A farmer down below, who also had a stake in the run, rode around keeping one eye on his fields and the other on Latimer and his men, ready to throw them off the trail if he was asked anything. Stockdale, who wasn’t involved in smuggling at all, felt more anxious than the worst of them and went about his studies with a heavy heart, frequently coming to the door to ask Lizzy various questions about what would happen to her if the tubs were found.
‘The consequences,’ she said quietly, ‘are simply that I shall lose ’em. As I have none in the house or garden, they can’t touch me personally.’
‘The consequences,’ she said softly, ‘are just that I’ll lose them. Since I don’t have any in the house or garden, they can’t affect me personally.’
‘But you have some in the orchard?’
‘But do you have any in the orchard?’
‘Owlett rents that of me, and he lends it to others. So it will be hard to say who put any tubs there if they should be found.’
‘Owlett rents that from me, and he lends it to others. So it will be difficult to say who put any tubs there if they are found.’
There was never such a tremendous sniffing known as that which took place in Nether-Moynton parish and its vicinity this day. All was done methodically, and mostly on hands and knees. At different hours of the day they had different plans. From daybreak to breakfast-time the officers used their sense of smell in a direct and straightforward manner only, pausing nowhere but at such places as the tubs might be supposed to be secreted in at that very moment, pending their removal on the following night. Among the places tested and examined were
There was never such a huge sniffing event as the one that happened in Nether-Moynton parish and its surroundings today. Everything was done systematically, mostly on hands and knees. Throughout the day, they had different strategies. From dawn until breakfast, the officers used their sense of smell in a direct and simple way, stopping only at spots where the tubs might be hidden at that moment, before their removal the next night. Among the places checked and examined were
Hollow trees | Cupboards | Culverts |
Potato-graves | Clock-cases | Hedgerows |
Fuel-houses | Chimney-flues | Faggot-ricks |
Bedrooms | Rainwater-butts | Haystacks |
Apple-lofts | Pigsties | Coppers and ovens. |
After breakfast they recommenced with renewed vigour, taking a new line; that is to say, directing their attention to clothes that might be supposed to have come in contact with the tubs in their removal from the shore, such garments being usually tainted with the spirit, owing to its oozing between the staves. They now sniffed at—
After breakfast, they started up again with fresh energy, shifting their focus; in other words, they directed their attention to clothes that likely had come into contact with the tubs during their removal from the shore, as such garments were typically contaminated with the spirit due to its leaking between the staves. They now sniffed at—
Smock-frocks | Smiths’ and shoemakers’ aprons |
Old shirts and waistcoats | Knee-naps and hedging-gloves |
Coats and hats | Tarpaulins |
Breeches and leggings | Market-cloaks |
Women’s shawls and gowns | Scarecrows |
And as soon as the mid-day meal was over, they pushed their search into places where the spirits might have been thrown away in alarm:-
And as soon as lunch was over, they expanded their search into areas where the spirits might have been discarded in fear:
Horse-ponds | Mixens | Sinks in yards |
Stable-drains | Wet ditches | Road-scrapings, and |
Cinder-heaps | Cesspools | Back-door gutters. |
But still these indefatigable excisemen discovered nothing more than the original tell-tale smell in the road opposite Lizzy’s house, which even yet had not passed off.
But still, these tireless tax collectors found nothing more than the original unmistakable smell in the road across from Lizzy’s house, which still hadn’t faded away.
‘I’ll tell ye what it is, men,’ said Latimer, about three o’clock in the afternoon, ‘we must begin over again. Find them tubs I will.’
"I'll tell you what it is, guys," said Latimer, around three o'clock in the afternoon, "we have to start over. I'll find those tubs."
The men, who had been hired for the day, looked at their hands and knees, muddy with creeping on all fours so frequently, and rubbed their noses, as if they had almost had enough of it; for the quantity of bad air which had passed into each one’s nostril had rendered it nearly as insensible as a flue. However, after a moment’s hesitation, they prepared to start anew, except three, whose power of smell had quite succumbed under the excessive wear and tear of the day.
The men, who had been hired for the day, looked at their hands and knees, muddy from crawling on all fours so often, and rubbed their noses, as if they were about done with it; the amount of bad air that had gone into each one’s nostrils had made their sense of smell nearly numb. However, after a moment’s pause, they got ready to start again, except for three, whose sense of smell had completely given out from the exhausting day.
By this time not a male villager was to be seen in the parish. Owlett was not at his mill, the farmers were not in their fields, the parson was not in his garden, the smith had left his forge, and the wheelwright’s shop was silent.
By this time, there wasn't a single man from the village in sight. Owlett wasn't at his mill, the farmers weren't in their fields, the parson wasn't in his garden, the blacksmith had left his forge, and the wheelwright's shop was quiet.
‘Where the divil are the folk gone?’ said Latimer, waking up to the fact of their absence, and looking round. ‘I’ll have ’em up for this! Why don’t they come and help us? There’s not a man about the place but the Methodist parson, and he’s an old woman. I demand assistance in the king’s name!’
‘Where the hell have all the people gone?’ said Latimer, realizing they were missing and looking around. ‘I’ll make them pay for this! Why aren't they coming to help us? There's not a single man around except for the Methodist pastor, and he's useless. I demand help in the king’s name!’
‘We must find the jineral public afore we can demand that,’ said his lieutenant.
‘We need to find the general public before we can demand that,’ said his lieutenant.
‘Well, well, we shall do better without ’em,’ said Latimer, who changed his moods at a moment’s notice. ‘But there’s great cause of suspicion in this silence and this keeping out of sight, and I’ll bear it in mind. Now we will go across to Owlett’s orchard, and see what we can find there.’
‘Well, well, we’ll manage just fine without them,’ said Latimer, who was quick to change his mood. ‘But this silence and hiding away make me suspicious, and I’ll remember that. Now let’s head over to Owlett’s orchard and see what we can find there.’
Stockdale, who heard this discussion from the garden-gate, over which he had been leaning, was rather alarmed, and thought it a mistake of the villagers to keep so completely out of the way. He himself, like the excisemen, had been wondering for the last half-hour what could have become of them. Some labourers were of necessity engaged in distant fields, but the master-workmen should have been at home; though one and all, after just showing themselves at their shops, had apparently gone off for the day. He went in to Lizzy, who sat at a back window sewing, and said, ‘Lizzy, where are the men?’
Stockdale, who overheard this conversation from the garden gate he was leaning on, felt quite alarmed and thought it was a mistake for the villagers to stay out of sight like this. He had also been wondering for the last half hour where they could have gone. Some workers were inevitably occupied in distant fields, but the master craftsmen should have been at home; still, every one of them had just briefly shown themselves at their shops before seemingly disappearing for the day. He walked in to find Lizzy, who was sewing by a back window, and asked, “Lizzy, where are the men?”
Lizzy laughed. ‘Where they mostly are when they’re run so hard as this.’ She cast her eyes to heaven. ‘Up there,’ she said.
Lizzy laughed. ‘Where they usually are when they’re pushed this hard.’ She looked up at the sky. ‘Up there,’ she said.
Stockdale looked up. ‘What—on the top of the church tower?’ he asked, seeing the direction of her glance.
Stockdale looked up. "What—on top of the church tower?" he asked, noticing where she was looking.
‘Yes.’
"Yeah."
‘Well, I expect they will soon have to come down,’ said he gravely. ‘I have been listening to the officers, and they are going to search the orchard over again, and then every nook in the church.’
‘Well, I expect they will have to come down soon,’ he said seriously. ‘I’ve been listening to the officers, and they’re going to search the orchard again, and then every corner of the church.’
Lizzy looked alarmed for the first time. ‘Will you go and tell our folk?’ she said. ‘They ought to be let know.’ Seeing his conscience struggling within him like a boiling pot, she added, ‘No, never mind, I’ll go myself.’
Lizzy looked shocked for the first time. ‘Are you going to tell our family?’ she asked. ‘They should be informed.’ Noticing his inner conflict bubbling up like a pot of boiling water, she continued, ‘No, forget it, I’ll go myself.’
She went out, descended the garden, and climbed over the churchyard wall at the same time that the preventive-men were ascending the road to the orchard. Stockdale could do no less than follow her. By the time that she reached the tower entrance he was at her side, and they entered together.
She went outside, walked down the garden, and climbed over the churchyard wall as the guards were heading up the road to the orchard. Stockdale had no choice but to follow her. By the time she reached the tower entrance, he was by her side, and they entered together.
Nether-Moynton church-tower was, as in many villages, without a turret, and the only way to the top was by going up to the singers’ gallery, and thence ascending by a ladder to a square trap-door in the floor of the bell-loft, above which a permanent ladder was fixed, passing through the bells to a hole in the roof. When Lizzy and Stockdale reached the gallery and looked up, nothing but the trap-door and the five holes for the bell-ropes appeared. The ladder was gone.
Nether-Moynton church tower was, like in many villages, without a turret, and the only way to get to the top was by going up to the singers’ gallery, and then climbing a ladder to a square trap-door in the floor of the bell loft, above which a permanent ladder was installed, going through the bells to a hole in the roof. When Lizzy and Stockdale reached the gallery and looked up, all they saw was the trap-door and the five openings for the bell ropes. The ladder was gone.
‘There’s no getting up,’ said Stockdale.
‘There’s no getting up,’ Stockdale said.
‘O yes, there is,’ said she. ‘There’s an eye looking at us at this moment through a knot-hole in that trap-door.’
‘Oh yes, there is,’ she said. ‘There’s an eye watching us right now through a knot-hole in that trap-door.’
And as she spoke the trap opened, and the dark line of the ladder was seen descending against the white-washed wall. When it touched the bottom Lizzy dragged it to its place, and said, ‘If you’ll go up, I’ll follow.’
And as she talked, the trap opened, revealing the dark ladder descending against the whitewashed wall. When it reached the bottom, Lizzy pulled it into position and said, ‘If you go up, I’ll follow.’
The young man ascended, and presently found himself among consecrated bells for the first time in his life, nonconformity having been in the Stockdale blood for some generations. He eyed them uneasily, and looked round for Lizzy. Owlett stood here, holding the top of the ladder.
The young man climbed up and soon found himself surrounded by sacred bells for the first time in his life, as nonconformity had been in the Stockdale family for generations. He glanced at them nervously and looked around for Lizzy. Owlett was there, holding the top of the ladder.
‘What, be you really one of us?’ said the miller.
‘What, are you really one of us?’ said the miller.
‘It seems so,’ said Stockdale sadly.
‘It seems that way,’ Stockdale said sadly.
‘He’s not,’ said Lizzy, who overheard. ‘He’s neither for nor against us. He’ll do us no harm.’
‘He’s not,’ said Lizzy, who overheard. ‘He’s neither for us nor against us. He won’t cause us any harm.’
She stepped up beside them, and then they went on to the next stage, which, when they had clambered over the dusty bell-carriages, was of easy ascent, leading towards the hole through which the pale sky appeared, and into the open air. Owlett remained behind for a moment, to pull up the lower ladder.
She stepped up next to them, and then they moved on to the next stage, which, after they climbed over the dusty bell-carriages, was easy to go up, leading towards the opening where the pale sky showed through, and into the open air. Owlett stayed back for a moment to pull up the lower ladder.
‘Keep down your heads,’ said a voice, as soon as they set foot on the flat.
‘Keep your heads down,’ said a voice as soon as they stepped onto the flat.
Stockdale here beheld all the missing parishioners, lying on their stomachs on the tower roof, except a few who, elevated on their hands and knees, were peeping through the embrasures of the parapet. Stockdale did the same, and saw the village lying like a map below him, over which moved the figures of the excisemen, each foreshortened to a crablike object, the crown of his hat forming a circular disc in the centre of him. Some of the men had turned their heads when the young preacher’s figure arose among them.
Stockdale saw all the missing parishioners lying on their stomachs on the tower roof, except for a few who were on their hands and knees, peeking through the openings in the parapet. Stockdale joined them and looked down at the village spread out like a map below, with the excisemen moving about, each one looking like a crab, their hats making a circular shape on top. Some of the men turned their heads when they noticed the young preacher among them.
‘What, Mr. Stockdale?’ said Matt Grey, in a tone of surprise.
‘What, Mr. Stockdale?’ Matt Grey said, surprised.
‘I’d as lief that it hadn’t been,’ said Jim Clarke. ‘If the pa’son should see him a trespassing here in his tower, ’twould be none the better for we, seeing how ’a do hate chapel-members. He’d never buy a tub of us again, and he’s as good a customer as we have got this side o’ Warm’ll.’
“I’d prefer it hadn’t happened,” said Jim Clarke. “If the parson sees him trespassing here in his tower, it won’t be good for us, since he really dislikes chapel members. He’d never buy another tub from us, and he’s our best customer this side of Warm’ll.”
‘Where is the pa’son?’ said Lizzy.
‘Where is the pastor?’ said Lizzy.
‘In his house, to be sure, that he mid see nothing of what’s going on—where all good folks ought to be, and this young man likewise.’
‘In his house, of course, that he might see nothing of what’s happening—where all the good people should be, and this young man too.’
‘Well, he has brought some news,’ said Lizzy. ‘They are going to search the orchet and church; can we do anything if they should find?’
‘Well, he has brought some news,’ said Lizzy. ‘They are going to search the orchard and the church; is there anything we can do if they find something?’
‘Yes,’ said her cousin Owlett. ‘That’s what we’ve been talking o’, and we have settled our line. Well, be dazed!’
‘Yeah,’ said her cousin Owlett. ‘That’s what we've been discussing, and we've made our decision. Well, this is surprising!’
The exclamation was caused by his perceiving that some of the searchers, having got into the orchard, and begun stooping and creeping hither and thither, were pausing in the middle, where a tree smaller than the rest was growing. They drew closer, and bent lower than ever upon the ground.
The shout came when he noticed that a few of the searchers had entered the orchard and started bending and crawling around. They stopped in the middle, where a tree that was smaller than the others was growing. They moved in closer and crouched down even lower to the ground.
‘O, my tubs!’ said Lizzy faintly, as she peered through the parapet at them.
‘Oh, my tubs!’ Lizzy said weakly as she looked through the parapet at them.
‘They have got ’em, ’a b’lieve,’ said Owlett.
‘They’ve got them, I believe,’ said Owlett.
The interest in the movements of the officers was so keen that not a single eye was looking in any other direction; but at that moment a shout from the church beneath them attracted the attention of the smugglers, as it did also of the party in the orchard, who sprang to their feet and went towards the churchyard wall. At the same time those of the Government men who had entered the church unperceived by the smugglers cried aloud, ‘Here be some of ’em at last.’
The interest in the officers' movements was so intense that everyone was focused on them; but at that moment, a shout from the church below caught the smugglers' attention, as well as that of the group in the orchard, who jumped to their feet and headed towards the churchyard wall. At the same time, those Government officials who had entered the church unnoticed by the smugglers shouted, "Here are some of them at last."
The smugglers remained in a blank silence, uncertain whether ‘some of ’em’ meant tubs or men; but again peeping cautiously over the edge of the tower they learnt that tubs were the things descried; and soon these fated articles were brought one by one into the middle of the churchyard from their hiding-place under the gallery-stairs.
The smugglers stayed silent, unsure if ‘some of ’em’ referred to tubs or people; but by carefully looking over the edge of the tower again, they realized it was the tubs that were spotted. Soon, those doomed items were brought one by one into the center of the churchyard from their hiding spot under the gallery stairs.
‘They are going to put ’em on Hinton’s vault till they find the rest!’ said Lizzy hopelessly. The excisemen had, in fact, begun to pile up the tubs on a large stone slab which was fixed there; and when all were brought out from the tower, two or three of the men were left standing by them, the rest of the party again proceeding to the orchard.
‘They’re going to put them in Hinton’s vault until they find the rest!’ said Lizzy hopelessly. The excisemen had actually started stacking the tubs on a large stone slab that was set there; and when all were brought out from the tower, two or three of the men stayed by them, while the rest of the group moved on to the orchard.
The interest of the smugglers in the next manoeuvres of their enemies became painfully intense. Only about thirty tubs had been secreted in the lumber of the tower, but seventy were hidden in the orchard, making up all that they had brought ashore as yet, the remainder of the cargo having been tied to a sinker and dropped overboard for another night’s operations. The excisemen, having re-entered the orchard, acted as if they were positive that here lay hidden the rest of the tubs, which they were determined to find before nightfall. They spread themselves out round the field, and advancing on all fours as before, went anew round every apple-tree in the enclosure. The young tree in the middle again led them to pause, and at length the whole company gathered there in a way which signified that a second chain of reasoning had led to the same results as the first.
The smugglers' interest in their enemies' next moves grew painfully intense. Only about thirty tubs were hidden among the lumber in the tower, but seventy were stashed in the orchard, making up all they had brought ashore so far; the rest of the cargo had been tied to a sinker and dumped overboard for more operations later. The excise officers, having gone back into the orchard, acted as if they were sure the remaining tubs were hidden there and were determined to find them before nightfall. They spread out around the field, crawling on all fours as before, and approached every apple tree in the enclosure again. The young tree in the middle made them stop once more, and eventually, the whole group gathered there, indicating that a second line of reasoning had led to the same conclusion as the first.
When they had examined the sod hereabouts for some minutes, one of the men rose, ran to a disused porch of the church where tools were kept, and returned with the sexton’s pickaxe and shovel, with which they set to work.
When they had looked over the ground for a few minutes, one of the men got up, ran to an old porch of the church where the tools were stored, and came back with the sexton's pickaxe and shovel, with which they started working.
‘Are they really buried there?’ said the minister, for the grass was so green and uninjured that it was difficult to believe it had been disturbed. The smugglers were too interested to reply, and presently they saw, to their chagrin, the officers stand several on each side of the tree; and, stooping and applying their hands to the soil, they bodily lifted the tree and the turf around it. The apple-tree now showed itself to be growing in a shallow box, with handles for lifting at each of the four sides. Under the site of the tree a square hole was revealed, and an exciseman went and looked down.
‘Are they really buried there?’ the minister asked, because the grass was so green and undamaged that it was hard to believe it had been disturbed. The smugglers were too interested to respond, and soon they saw, much to their dismay, the officers stand on either side of the tree; and, bending down and touching the soil, they easily lifted the tree along with the turf around it. The apple tree was revealed to be growing in a shallow box, with handles for lifting on each of the four sides. Beneath where the tree stood, a square hole was uncovered, and an exciseman went over to take a look.
‘It is all up now,’ said Owlett quietly. ‘And now all of ye get down before they notice we are here; and be ready for our next move. I had better bide here till dark, or they may take me on suspicion, as ’tis on my ground. I’ll be with ye as soon as daylight begins to pink in.’
‘It’s all set now,’ Owlett said quietly. ‘Now you all get down before they see us here; and be ready for our next move. I should stay here until dark, or they might suspect me since this is my land. I’ll join you as soon as the first light starts to show.’
‘And I?’ said Lizzy.
"And what about me?" said Lizzy.
‘You please look to the linch-pins and screws; then go indoors and know nothing at all. The chaps will do the rest.’
‘You just check the linch-pins and screws; then go inside and stay out of it. The guys will take care of the rest.’
The ladder was replaced, and all but Owlett descended, the men passing off one by one at the back of the church, and vanishing on their respective errands.
The ladder was swapped out, and everyone except Owlett came down, the men leaving one by one at the back of the church and disappearing on their individual tasks.
Lizzy walked boldly along the street, followed closely by the minister.
Lizzy walked confidently down the street, closely followed by the minister.
‘You are going indoors, Mrs. Newberry?’ he said.
‘Are you going inside, Mrs. Newberry?’ he said.
She knew from the words ‘Mrs. Newberry’ that the division between them had widened yet another degree.
She realized from the words ‘Mrs. Newberry’ that the gap between them had grown even larger.
‘I am not going home,’ she said. ‘I have a little thing to do before I go in. Martha Sarah will get your tea.’
‘I’m not going home,’ she said. ‘I have one more thing to do before I go in. Martha Sarah will get your tea.’
‘O, I don’t mean on that account,’ said Stockdale. ‘What can you have to do further in this unhallowed affair?’
‘Oh, I don’t mean for that reason,’ said Stockdale. ‘What do you have left to do in this forbidden matter?’
‘Only a little,’ she said.
"Just a bit," she said.
‘What is that? I’ll go with you.’
‘What is that? I’ll come with you.’
‘No, I shall go by myself. Will you please go indoors? I shall be there in less than an hour.’
‘No, I’ll go by myself. Can you please go inside? I’ll be there in less than an hour.’
‘You are not going to run any danger, Lizzy?’ said the young man, his tenderness reasserting itself.
‘You’re not going to be in any danger, Lizzy?’ said the young man, his tenderness coming back.
‘None whatever—worth mentioning,’ answered she, and went down towards the Cross.
‘Not a thing—nothing worth mentioning,’ she replied, and headed down towards the Cross.
Stockdale entered the garden gate, and stood behind it looking on. The excisemen were still busy in the orchard, and at last he was tempted to enter, and watch their proceedings. When he came closer he found that the secret cellar, of whose existence he had been totally unaware, was formed by timbers placed across from side to side about a foot under the ground, and grassed over.
Stockdale walked through the garden gate and paused behind it, observing. The excisemen were still occupied in the orchard, and eventually, he felt drawn to step in and see what they were up to. As he got closer, he discovered that the hidden cellar, which he hadn’t known about at all, was made of beams laid across from side to side about a foot underground, and covered with grass.
The excisemen looked up at Stockdale’s fair and downy countenance, and evidently thinking him above suspicion, went on with their work again. As soon as all the tubs were taken out, they began tearing up the turf; pulling out the timbers, and breaking in the sides, till the cellar was wholly dismantled and shapeless, the apple-tree lying with its roots high to the air. But the hole which had in its time held so much contraband merchandize was never completely filled up, either then or afterwards, a depression in the greensward marking the spot to this day.
The excisemen looked up at Stockdale’s fair and smooth face, clearly thinking he was above suspicion, and went back to their work. Once all the tubs were taken out, they started tearing up the turf, pulling out the timbers, and breaking apart the sides until the cellar was completely dismantled and unrecognizable, with the apple tree lying on its side, roots exposed to the air. However, the hole that once held so much illegal merchandise was never fully filled in, leaving a depression in the grass that still marks the spot today.
CHAPTER VII—THE WALK TO WARM’ELL CROSS AND AFTERWARDS
As the goods had all to be carried to Budmouth that night, the excisemen’s next object was to find horses and carts for the journey, and they went about the village for that purpose. Latimer strode hither and thither with a lump of chalk in his hand, marking broad-arrows so vigorously on every vehicle and set of harness that he came across, that it seemed as if he would chalk broad-arrows on the very hedges and roads. The owner of every conveyance so marked was bound to give it up for Government purposes. Stockdale, who had had enough of the scene, turned indoors thoughtful and depressed. Lizzy was already there, having come in at the back, though she had not yet taken off her bonnet. She looked tired, and her mood was not much brighter than his own. They had but little to say to each other; and the minister went away and attempted to read; but at this he could not succeed, and he shook the little bell for tea.
As the goods needed to be taken to Budmouth that night, the excisemen's next goal was to find horses and carts for the trip, so they went around the village for that purpose. Latimer walked around with a piece of chalk in his hand, marking broad arrows so energetically on every vehicle and set of harness he encountered that it seemed like he would chalk broad arrows on the hedges and roads too. The owner of any marked conveyance was required to give it up for government use. Stockdale, who had had enough of the situation, went inside feeling thoughtful and downcast. Lizzy was already there, having come in the back, though she still hadn’t taken off her bonnet. She looked tired, and her mood was not much better than his. They didn’t have much to say to each other; the minister tried to read but couldn’t focus, so he rang the little bell for tea.
Lizzy herself brought in the tray, the girl having run off into the village during the afternoon, too full of excitement at the proceedings to remember her state of life. However, almost before the sad lovers had said anything to each other, Martha came in in a steaming state.
Lizzy herself brought in the tray, the girl having dashed off into the village during the afternoon, too caught up in the excitement of the events to think about her situation. However, almost before the unhappy couple had said anything to each other, Martha rushed in, looking flustered.
‘O, there’s such a stoor, Mrs. Newberry and Mr. Stockdale! The king’s excisemen can’t get the carts ready nohow at all! They pulled Thomas Ballam’s, and William Rogers’s, and Stephen Sprake’s carts into the road, and off came the wheels, and down fell the carts; and they found there was no linch-pins in the arms; and then they tried Samuel Shane’s waggon, and found that the screws were gone from he, and at last they looked at the dairyman’s cart, and he’s got none neither! They have gone now to the blacksmith’s to get some made, but he’s nowhere to be found!’
‘Oh, there’s such a mess, Mrs. Newberry and Mr. Stockdale! The king’s tax men can’t get the carts ready at all! They dragged Thomas Ballam’s, William Rogers’s, and Stephen Sprake’s carts into the road, and off came the wheels, and down went the carts; and they discovered there were no linch-pins in the arms; and then they tried Samuel Shane’s wagon and found that the screws were missing from it, and finally they looked at the dairyman’s cart, and he doesn’t have any either! They’ve gone to the blacksmith’s to get some made, but he’s nowhere to be found!’
Stockdale looked at Lizzy, who blushed very slightly, and went out of the room, followed by Martha Sarah. But before they had got through the passage there was a rap at the front door, and Stockdale recognized Latimer’s voice addressing Mrs. Newberry, who had turned back.
Stockdale glanced at Lizzy, who blushed a little, and left the room, followed by Martha Sarah. Just as they reached the hallway, there was a knock at the front door, and Stockdale recognized Latimer’s voice talking to Mrs. Newberry, who had turned back.
‘For God’s sake, Mrs. Newberry, have you seen Hardman the blacksmith up this way? If we could get hold of him, we’d e’en a’most drag him by the hair of his head to his anvil, where he ought to be.’
‘For God’s sake, Mrs. Newberry, have you seen Hardman the blacksmith around here? If we could find him, we’d practically drag him by his hair to his anvil, where he belongs.’
‘He’s an idle man, Mr. Latimer,’ said Lizzy archly. ‘What do you want him for?’
‘He’s a lazy guy, Mr. Latimer,’ Lizzy said with a playful tone. ‘What do you need him for?’
‘Why, there isn’t a horse in the place that has got more than three shoes on, and some have only two. The waggon-wheels be without strakes, and there’s no linch-pins to the carts. What with that, and the bother about every set of harness being out of order, we shan’t be off before nightfall—upon my soul we shan’t. ’Tis a rough lot, Mrs. Newberry, that you’ve got about you here; but they’ll play at this game once too often, mark my words they will! There’s not a man in the parish that don’t deserve to be whipped.’
‘Well, there isn’t a horse around here that has more than three shoes on, and some only have two. The wagon wheels are missing their straps, and there are no linchpins for the carts. With that, plus the fact that every set of harness is out of order, we won’t be leaving until after dark—no way we will. It’s a rough crowd you’ve got around here, Mrs. Newberry; but they’re going to play this game one too many times, trust me on that! There isn’t a man in the parish who doesn’t deserve a good whipping.’
It happened that Hardman was at that moment a little further up the lane, smoking his pipe behind a holly-bush. When Latimer had done speaking he went on in this direction, and Hardman, hearing the exciseman’s steps, found curiosity too strong for prudence. He peeped out from the bush at the very moment that Latimer’s glance was on it. There was nothing left for him to do but to come forward with unconcern.
It just so happened that Hardman was a little further up the lane, smoking his pipe behind a holly bush. When Latimer finished talking, he walked in that direction, and Hardman, hearing the exciseman’s footsteps, couldn't resist his curiosity. He peeked out from the bush just as Latimer was looking at it. There was nothing to do but step out casually.
‘I’ve been looking for you for the last hour!’ said Latimer with a glare in his eye.
“I’ve been looking for you for the past hour!” said Latimer with an intense look in his eye.
‘Sorry to hear that,’ said Hardman. ‘I’ve been out for a stroll, to look for more hid tubs, to deliver ’em up to Gover’ment.’
“Sorry to hear that,” said Hardman. “I’ve been out for a walk, looking for more hidden barrels to hand over to the government.”
‘O yes, Hardman, we know it,’ said Latimer, with withering sarcasm. ‘We know that you’ll deliver ’em up to Gover’ment. We know that all the parish is helping us, and have been all day! Now you please walk along with me down to your shop, and kindly let me hire ye in the king’s name.’
‘Oh yes, Hardman, we know it,’ said Latimer, with biting sarcasm. ‘We know that you’ll hand them over to the government. We know that the whole parish is supporting us, and has been all day! Now please walk with me to your shop, and kindly let me hire you in the king’s name.’
They went down the lane together; and presently there resounded from the smithy the ring of a hammer not very briskly swung. However, the carts and horses were got into some sort of travelling condition, but it was not until after the clock had struck six, when the muddy roads were glistening under the horizontal light of the fading day. The smuggled tubs were soon packed into the vehicles, and Latimer, with three of his assistants, drove slowly out of the village in the direction of the port of Budmouth, some considerable number of miles distant, the other excisemen being left to watch for the remainder of the cargo, which they knew to have been sunk somewhere between Ringsworth and Lulstead Cove, and to unearth Owlett, the only person clearly implicated by the discovery of the cave.
They walked down the lane together, and soon they heard the sound of a hammer coming from the blacksmith's, not struck very vigorously. The carts and horses were prepped for travel, but it wasn't until after six o'clock that the muddy roads began to shine in the fading light of the day. The smuggled barrels were quickly loaded into the vehicles, and Latimer, along with three of his helpers, drove slowly out of the village toward the port of Budmouth, many miles away, while the other customs officers stayed behind to look for the rest of the cargo, which they knew had been hidden somewhere between Ringsworth and Lulstead Cove, and to find Owlett, the only person clearly connected to the discovery of the cave.
Women and children stood at the doors as the carts, each chalked with the Government pitchfork, passed in the increasing twilight; and as they stood they looked at the confiscated property with a melancholy expression that told only too plainly the relation which they bore to the trade.
Women and children stood at the doors as the carts, each marked with the Government's pitchfork, rolled by in the fading light; and as they stood there, they gazed at the seized property with a sorrowful look that clearly revealed their connection to the situation.
‘Well, Lizzy,’ said Stockdale, when the crackle of the wheels had nearly died away. ‘This is a fit finish to your adventure. I am truly thankful that you have got off without suspicion, and the loss only of the liquor. Will you sit down and let me talk to you?’
‘Well, Lizzy,’ said Stockdale, as the sound of the wheels faded away. ‘This is a perfect ending to your adventure. I'm really glad you got away without raising any suspicions, and that the only loss was the liquor. Will you sit down and let me talk to you?’
‘By and by,’ she said. ‘But I must go out now.’
‘Soon enough,’ she said. ‘But I need to go out now.’
‘Not to that horrid shore again?’ he said blankly.
‘Not to that horrible shore again?’ he said blankly.
‘No, not there. I am only going to see the end of this day’s business.’
‘No, not there. I’m just going to check the end of today’s tasks.’
He did not answer to this, and she moved towards the door slowly, as if waiting for him to say something more.
He didn't respond to this, and she walked slowly toward the door, as if she were waiting for him to say something else.
‘You don’t offer to come with me,’ she added at last. ‘I suppose that’s because you hate me after all this?’
‘You’re not offering to come with me,’ she finally said. ‘I guess that’s because you really hate me after everything that’s happened?’
‘Can you say it, Lizzy, when you know I only want to save you from such practices? Come with you of course I will, if it is only to take care of you. But why will you go out again?’
‘Can you really say that, Lizzy, when you know I just want to protect you from things like this? Of course I’ll go with you, even if it’s just to look after you. But why do you want to go out again?’
‘Because I cannot rest indoors. Something is happening, and I must know what. Now, come!’ And they went into the dusk together.
‘Because I can’t stay inside. Something’s going on, and I need to find out what it is. Now, let’s go!’ And they walked into the twilight together.
When they reached the turnpike-road she turned to the right, and he soon perceived that they were following the direction of the excisemen and their load. He had given her his arm, and every now and then she suddenly pulled it back, to signify that he was to halt a moment and listen. They had walked rather quickly along the first quarter of a mile, and on the second or third time of standing still she said, ‘I hear them ahead—don’t you?’
When they got to the turnpike road, she turned right, and he quickly noticed they were heading in the direction of the excisemen and their load. He had offered her his arm, and now and then she suddenly pulled it back, indicating that he should stop for a moment and listen. They had walked pretty fast for the first quarter of a mile, and on the second or third time they stopped, she said, "I hear them up ahead—don't you?"
‘Yes,’ he said; ‘I hear the wheels. But what of that?’
‘Yeah,’ he said; ‘I can hear the wheels. But so what?’
‘I only want to know if they get clear away from the neighbourhood.’
‘I just want to know if they move away from the neighborhood.’
‘Ah,’ said he, a light breaking upon him. ‘Something desperate is to be attempted!—and now I remember there was not a man about the village when we left.’
‘Ah,’ he said, realizing something. ‘We’re going to have to try something bold!—and now I remember there wasn’t anyone in the village when we left.’
‘Hark!’ she murmured. The noise of the cartwheels had stopped, and given place to another sort of sound.
‘Listen!’ she murmured. The sound of the cartwheels had stopped, and was replaced by a different kind of noise.
‘’Tis a scuffle!’ said Stockdale. ‘There’ll be murder! Lizzy, let go my arm; I am going on. On my conscience, I must not stay here and do nothing!’
“It’s a fight!” said Stockdale. “There’s going to be murder! Lizzy, let go of my arm; I’m going in. I swear, I can’t just stand here and do nothing!”
‘There’ll be no murder, and not even a broken head,’ she said. ‘Our men are thirty to four of them: no harm will be done at all.’
‘There won’t be any murder, and no one will even get hurt,’ she said. ‘Our guys outnumber them thirty to four: nothing will happen at all.’
‘Then there is an attack!’ exclaimed Stockdale; ‘and you knew it was to be. Why should you side with men who break the laws like this?’
‘Then there is an attack!’ Stockdale shouted; ‘and you knew it was coming. Why would you stand with people who break the laws like this?’
‘Why should you side with men who take from country traders what they have honestly bought wi’ their own money in France?’ said she firmly.
‘Why should you support men who take from country traders what they have honestly bought with their own money in France?’ she said firmly.
‘They are not honestly bought,’ said he.
'They aren't bought honestly,' he said.
‘They are,’ she contradicted. ‘I and Owlett and the others paid thirty shillings for every one of the tubs before they were put on board at Cherbourg, and if a king who is nothing to us sends his people to steal our property, we have a right to steal it back again.’
‘They are,’ she disagreed. ‘I, Owlett, and the others paid thirty shillings for each of the tubs before they were loaded onto the ship at Cherbourg, and if a king who means nothing to us sends his people to take our stuff, we have the right to take it back.’
Stockdale did not stop to argue the matter, but went quickly in the direction of the noise, Lizzy keeping at his side. ‘Don’t you interfere, will you, dear Richard?’ she said anxiously, as they drew near. ‘Don’t let us go any closer: ’tis at Warm’ell Cross where they are seizing ’em. You can do no good, and you may meet with a hard blow!’
Stockdale didn’t stop to debate the issue but quickly moved toward the noise, with Lizzy by his side. “Please don’t interfere, will you, dear Richard?” she said worriedly as they approached. “Let’s not get any closer: they’re seizing them at Warm'ell Cross. You can’t help, and you might get hurt!”
‘Let us see first what is going on,’ he said. But before they had got much further the noise of the cartwheels began again; and Stockdale soon found that they were coming towards him. In another minute the three carts came up, and Stockdale and Lizzy stood in the ditch to let them pass.
‘Let’s see what’s happening first,’ he said. But before they got very far, the sound of the cartwheels started up again, and Stockdale quickly realized they were approaching him. In another minute, the three carts arrived, and Stockdale and Lizzy stepped into the ditch to let them pass.
Instead of being conducted by four men, as had happened when they went out of the village, the horses and carts were now accompanied by a body of from twenty to thirty, all of whom, as Stockdale perceived to his astonishment, had blackened faces. Among them walked six or eight huge female figures, whom, from their wide strides, Stockdale guessed to be men in disguise. As soon as the party discerned Lizzy and her companion four or five fell back, and when the carts had passed, came close to the pair.
Instead of being led by four men, like when they left the village, the horses and carts were now accompanied by twenty to thirty people, all of whom, to Stockdale's astonishment, had their faces painted black. Among them were six or eight large female figures, whom Stockdale suspected were men in disguise because of their wide strides. As soon as the group spotted Lizzy and her companion, four or five of them fell back, and when the carts passed, they came closer to the pair.
‘There is no walking up this way for the present,’ said one of the gaunt women, who wore curls a foot long, dangling down the sides of her face, in the fashion of the time. Stockdale recognized this lady’s voice as Owlett’s.
'You can't walk this way right now,' said one of the thin women, who had curls a foot long hanging down the sides of her face, just like everyone else at the time. Stockdale recognized this woman’s voice as Owlett’s.
‘Why not?’ said Stockdale. ‘This is the public highway.’
‘Why not?’ said Stockdale. ‘This is the public road.’
‘Now look here, youngster,’ said Owlett. ‘O, ’tis the Methodist parson!—what, and Mrs. Newberry! Well, you’d better not go up that way, Lizzy. They’ve all run off, and folks have got their own again.’
‘Now listen here, kid,’ said Owlett. ‘Oh, it’s the Methodist preacher!—what, and Mrs. Newberry! Well, you’d better not go that way, Lizzy. They’ve all left, and people have got their own back again.’
The miller then hastened on and joined his comrades. Stockdale and Lizzy also turned back. ‘I wish all this hadn’t been forced upon us,’ she said regretfully. ‘But if those excisemen had got off with the tubs, half the people in the parish would have been in want for the next month or two.’
The miller quickly moved on and rejoined his friends. Stockdale and Lizzy also headed back. “I wish we hadn’t been put in this situation,” she said sadly. “But if those tax collectors had gotten away with the barrels, half the people in the village would have been struggling for the next month or two.”
Stockdale was not paying much attention to her words, and he said, ‘I don’t think I can go back like this. Those four poor excisemen may be murdered for all I know.’
Stockdale wasn’t really listening to her, and he said, ‘I don’t think I can go back like this. Those four poor excisemen might be murdered for all I know.’
‘Murdered!’ said Lizzy impatiently. ‘We don’t do murder here.’
‘Murdered!’ Lizzy said, clearly frustrated. ‘We don’t do murder here.’
‘Well, I shall go as far as Warm’ell Cross to see,’ said Stockdale decisively; and, without wishing her safe home or anything else, the minister turned back. Lizzy stood looking at him till his form was absorbed in the shades; and then, with sadness, she went in the direction of Nether-Moynton.
‘Well, I’ll go as far as Warm’ell Cross to check,’ said Stockdale firmly; and, without wishing her a safe journey home or anything else, the minister turned back. Lizzy watched him until he disappeared into the shadows; and then, feeling sad, she headed toward Nether-Moynton.
The road was lonely, and after nightfall at this time of the year there was often not a passer for hours. Stockdale pursued his way without hearing a sound beyond that of his own footsteps; and in due time he passed beneath the trees of the plantation which surrounded the Warm’ell Cross-road. Before he had reached the point of intersection he heard voices from the thicket.
The road was empty, and after dark at this time of year, there was often no one around for hours. Stockdale continued on his way without hearing anything except for his own footsteps; eventually, he passed under the trees of the plantation that surrounded the Warm’ell Cross-road. Just before he reached the intersection, he heard voices coming from the thicket.
‘Hoi-hoi-hoi! Help, help!’
‘Hey, hey, hey! Help!’
The voices were not at all feeble or despairing, but they were unmistakably anxious. Stockdale had no weapon, and before plunging into the pitchy darkness of the plantation he pulled a stake from the hedge, to use in case of need. When he got among the trees he shouted—‘What’s the matter—where are you?’
The voices were not weak or hopeless, but they were definitely anxious. Stockdale had no weapon, and before diving into the thick darkness of the plantation, he pulled a stake from the hedge to use if necessary. Once he was among the trees, he shouted, "What’s going on—where are you?"
‘Here,’ answered the voices; and, pushing through the brambles in that direction, he came near the objects of his search.
‘Here,’ answered the voices; and, pushing through the thorns in that direction, he got closer to what he was looking for.
‘Why don’t you come forward?’ said Stockdale.
‘Why don’t you step up?’ Stockdale said.
‘We be tied to the trees!’
‘We are tied to the trees!’
‘Who are you?’
"Who's that?"
‘Poor Will Latimer the exciseman!’ said one plaintively. ‘Just come and cut these cords, there’s a good man. We were afraid nobody would pass by to-night.’
‘Poor Will Latimer the tax collector!’ said one sadly. ‘Just come and cut these ropes, please. We were worried nobody would come by tonight.’
Stockdale soon loosened them, upon which they stretched their limbs and stood at their ease.
Stockdale soon let them go, and they stretched their limbs and relaxed.
‘The rascals!’ said Latimer, getting now into a rage, though he had seemed quite meek when Stockdale first came up. ‘’Tis the same set of fellows. I know they were Moynton chaps to a man.’
‘Those rascals!’ said Latimer, now getting angry, even though he had seemed pretty calm when Stockdale first arrived. ‘It’s the same group of guys. I know they were all from Moynton.’
‘But we can’t swear to ’em,’ said another. ‘Not one of ’em spoke.’
‘But we can’t promise them,’ said another. ‘Not one of them said a word.’
‘What are you going to do?’ said Stockdale.
‘What are you going to do?’ Stockdale asked.
‘I’d fain go back to Moynton, and have at ’em again!’ said Latimer.
‘I’d really like to go back to Moynton and take them on again!’ said Latimer.
‘So would we!’ said his comrades.
‘So would we!’ said his friends.
‘Fight till we die!’ said Latimer.
“Fight until we die!” said Latimer.
‘We will, we will!’ said his men.
‘We will, we will!’ said his crew.
‘But,’ said Latimer, more frigidly, as they came out of the plantation, ‘we don’t know that these chaps with black faces were Moynton men? And proof is a hard thing.’
‘But,’ said Latimer, more coldly, as they left the plantation, ‘we don’t know that these guys with black faces were Moynton men? And proof is a tough thing.’
‘So it is,’ said the rest.
"That's right," the others said.
‘And therefore we won’t do nothing at all,’ said Latimer, with complete dispassionateness. ‘For my part, I’d sooner be them than we. The clitches of my arms are burning like fire from the cords those two strapping women tied round ’em. My opinion is, now I have had time to think o’t, that you may serve your Gover’ment at too high a price. For these two nights and days I have not had an hour’s rest; and, please God, here’s for home-along.’
‘And so we won’t do anything at all,’ said Latimer, without any emotion. ‘Honestly, I’d rather be in their shoes than ours. The cuts on my arms are burning like fire from the ropes those two strong women tied around them. Now that I’ve had time to think about it, I believe you can serve your government at too high a cost. For the past two nights and days, I haven’t had a moment’s rest; and, please God, I just want to go home.’
The other officers agreed heartily to this course; and, thanking Stockdale for his timely assistance, they parted from him at the Cross, taking themselves the western road, and Stockdale going back to Nether-Moynton.
The other officers wholeheartedly agreed with this plan; and, thanking Stockdale for his timely help, they said goodbye to him at the Cross, taking the western road while Stockdale headed back to Nether-Moynton.
During that walk the minister was lost in reverie of the most painful kind. As soon as he got into the house, and before entering his own rooms, he advanced to the door of the little back parlour in which Lizzy usually sat with her mother. He found her there alone. Stockdale went forward, and, like a man in a dream, looked down upon the table that stood between him and the young woman, who had her bonnet and cloak still on. As he did not speak, she looked up from her chair at him, with misgiving in her eye.
During that walk, the minister was deep in thought, feeling a lot of pain. As soon as he got home, before going to his own rooms, he walked over to the door of the small back parlor where Lizzy usually sat with her mother. He found her there alone. Stockdale approached and, like someone in a dream, looked down at the table between him and the young woman, who still had her bonnet and cloak on. Since he didn’t say anything, she looked up from her chair at him, uncertainty in her eyes.
‘Where are they gone?’ he then said listlessly.
‘Where have they gone?’ he then said tiredly.
‘Who?—I don’t know. I have seen nothing of them since. I came straight in here.’
‘Who?—I have no idea. I haven't seen anything of them since. I came straight in here.’
‘If your men can manage to get off with those tubs, it will be a great profit to you, I suppose?’
‘If your guys can manage to get away with those tubs, it should be a big win for you, right?’
‘A share will be mine, a share my cousin Owlett’s, a share to each of the two farmers, and a share divided amongst the men who helped us.’
‘I'll get a share, my cousin Owlett will get a share, each of the two farmers will get a share, and we'll divide a share among the men who helped us.’
‘And you still think,’ he went on slowly, ‘that you will not give this business up?’
‘And you still think,’ he continued slowly, ‘that you’re not going to give up on this business?’
Lizzy rose, and put her hand upon his shoulder. ‘Don’t ask that,’ she whispered. ‘You don’t know what you are asking. I must tell you, though I meant not to do it. What I make by that trade is all I have to keep my mother and myself with.’
Lizzy stood up and placed her hand on his shoulder. “Don’t ask that,” she whispered. “You don’t realize what you’re asking. I need to tell you, even though I didn’t plan to. What I earn from that job is all I have to support my mother and myself.”
He was astonished. ‘I did not dream of such a thing,’ he said. ‘I would rather have swept the streets, had I been you. What is money compared with a clear conscience?’
He was shocked. "I never imagined anything like this," he said. "I would have preferred to sweep the streets if I were you. What is money compared to a clear conscience?"
‘My conscience is clear. I know my mother, but the king I have never seen. His dues are nothing to me. But it is a great deal to me that my mother and I should live.’
‘My conscience is clear. I know my mom, but I've never seen the king. His demands don't matter to me. But it matters a lot that my mom and I should live.’
‘Marry me, and promise to give it up. I will keep your mother.’
‘Marry me, and promise to let it go. I will take care of your mom.’
‘It is good of you,’ she said, trembling a little. ‘Let me think of it by myself. I would rather not answer now.’
‘That’s really kind of you,’ she said, shaking a bit. ‘I’d like to think about it on my own. I’d rather not answer right now.’
She reserved her answer till the next day, and came into his room with a solemn face. ‘I cannot do what you wished!’ she said passionately. ‘It is too much to ask. My whole life ha’ been passed in this way.’ Her words and manner showed that before entering she had been struggling with herself in private, and that the contention had been strong.
She held off on her answer until the next day and entered his room with a serious expression. “I can’t do what you asked!” she said fiercely. “It’s too much to ask. My whole life has been lived this way.” Her words and demeanor made it clear that she had been battling with herself in private before coming in, and that the struggle had been intense.
Stockdale turned pale, but he spoke quietly. ‘Then, Lizzy, we must part. I cannot go against my principles in this matter, and I cannot make my profession a mockery. You know how I love you, and what I would do for you; but this one thing I cannot do.’
Stockdale turned pale, but he spoke quietly. ‘Then, Lizzy, we have to say goodbye. I can’t go against my principles in this situation, and I can’t make my profession look ridiculous. You know how much I love you and what I would do for you; but this one thing I can’t do.’
‘But why should you belong to that profession?’ she burst out. ‘I have got this large house; why can’t you marry me, and live here with us, and not be a Methodist preacher any more? I assure you, Richard, it is no harm, and I wish you could only see it as I do! We only carry it on in winter: in summer it is never done at all. It stirs up one’s dull life at this time o’ the year, and gives excitement, which I have got so used to now that I should hardly know how to do ‘ithout it. At nights, when the wind blows, instead of being dull and stupid, and not noticing whether it do blow or not, your mind is afield, even if you are not afield yourself; and you are wondering how the chaps are getting on; and you walk up and down the room, and look out o’ window, and then you go out yourself, and know your way about as well by night as by day, and have hairbreadth escapes from old Latimer and his fellows, who are too stupid ever to really frighten us, and only make us a bit nimble.’
‘But why would you want to be in that profession?’ she exclaimed. ‘I have this big house; why can’t you marry me and live here with us, and stop being a Methodist preacher? I promise you, Richard, it’s not a bad thing, and I really wish you could see it the way I do! We only do it in the winter; in the summer, it doesn’t happen at all. It breaks up the monotony of this time of year and adds some excitement, which I’ve gotten so used to now that I wouldn’t know how to do without it. At night, when the wind blows, instead of feeling dull and out of it, not even noticing whether it’s blowing or not, your mind wanders, even if you're not out there yourself; you wonder how the guys are doing; you pace around the room, look out the window, and then you go outside, knowing your way around just as well at night as during the day, having close calls with old Latimer and his crew, who are too clueless to really scare us and just make us a bit quicker.’
‘He frightened you a little last night, anyhow: and I would advise you to drop it before it is worse.’
‘He scared you a bit last night, anyway: and I would recommend you to let it go before it gets worse.’
She shook her head. ‘No, I must go on as I have begun. I was born to it. It is in my blood, and I can’t be cured. O, Richard, you cannot think what a hard thing you have asked, and how sharp you try me when you put me between this and my love for ‘ee!’
She shook her head. “No, I have to continue as I started. I was meant for this. It’s in my blood, and there’s no way to change that. Oh, Richard, you can’t imagine how difficult your request is and how much you test me by putting me in this position against my love for you!”
Stockdale was leaning with his elbow on the mantelpiece, his hands over his eyes. ‘We ought never to have met, Lizzy,’ he said. ‘It was an ill day for us! I little thought there was anything so hopeless and impossible in our engagement as this. Well, it is too late now to regret consequences in this way. I have had the happiness of seeing you and knowing you at least.’
Stockdale was leaning his elbow on the mantelpiece, covering his eyes with his hands. "We shouldn’t have ever met, Lizzy," he said. "It was a bad day for us! I never imagined there was anything so hopeless and impossible about our engagement. Well, it’s too late now to regret things like this. I’ve at least had the happiness of seeing you and getting to know you."
‘You dissent from Church, and I dissent from State,’ she said. ‘And I don’t see why we are not well matched.’
‘You disagree with the Church, and I disagree with the State,’ she said. ‘And I don’t see why we aren’t a good match.’
He smiled sadly, while Lizzy remained looking down, her eyes beginning to overflow.
He smiled sadly, while Lizzy kept her gaze down, her eyes starting to well up.
That was an unhappy evening for both of them, and the days that followed were unhappy days. Both she and he went mechanically about their employments, and his depression was marked in the village by more than one of his denomination with whom he came in contact. But Lizzy, who passed her days indoors, was unsuspected of being the cause: for it was generally understood that a quiet engagement to marry existed between her and her cousin Owlett, and had existed for some time.
That was a gloomy evening for both of them, and the days that followed were filled with sadness. Both she and he went about their tasks in a daze, and his gloom was noticed in the village by several members of his community he encountered. However, Lizzy, who spent her days indoors, wasn't seen as the reason for it all; it was generally believed that a low-key engagement to marry had been going on between her and her cousin Owlett for a while.
Thus uncertainly the week passed on; till one morning Stockdale said to her: ‘I have had a letter, Lizzy. I must call you that till I am gone.’
Thus uncertainly the week went by; until one morning Stockdale said to her: ‘I got a letter, Lizzy. I have to call you that until I'm gone.’
‘Gone?’ said she blankly.
“Gone?” she said blankly.
‘Yes,’ he said. ‘I am going from this place. I felt it would be better for us both that I should not stay after what has happened. In fact, I couldn’t stay here, and look on you from day to day, without becoming weak and faltering in my course. I have just heard of an arrangement by which the other minister can arrive here in about a week; and let me go elsewhere.’
‘Yes,’ he said. ‘I’m leaving this place. I think it would be better for both of us if I didn’t stay after what happened. Honestly, I couldn’t stick around and see you every day without becoming weak and second-guessing myself. I just heard that the other minister can get here in about a week; so please let me go somewhere else.’
That he had all this time continued so firmly fixed in his resolution came upon her as a grievous surprise. ‘You never loved me!’ she said bitterly.
That he had all this time remained so determined in his decision shocked her deeply. “You never loved me!” she said bitterly.
‘I might say the same,’ he returned; ‘but I will not. Grant me one favour. Come and hear my last sermon on the day before I go.’
‘I could say the same,’ he replied; ‘but I won’t. Do me a favor. Come and listen to my last sermon the day before I leave.’
Lizzy, who was a church-goer on Sunday mornings, frequently attended Stockdale’s chapel in the evening with the rest of the double-minded; and she promised.
Lizzy, who went to church on Sunday mornings, often attended Stockdale’s chapel in the evening with the rest of the undecided crowd; and she promised.
It became known that Stockdale was going to leave, and a good many people outside his own sect were sorry to hear it. The intervening days flew rapidly away, and on the evening of the Sunday which preceded the morning of his departure Lizzy sat in the chapel to hear him for the last time. The little building was full to overflowing, and he took up the subject which all had expected, that of the contraband trade so extensively practised among them. His hearers, in laying his words to their own hearts, did not perceive that they were most particularly directed against Lizzy, till the sermon waxed warm, and Stockdale nearly broke down with emotion. In truth his own earnestness, and her sad eyes looking up at him, were too much for the young man’s equanimity. He hardly knew how he ended. He saw Lizzy, as through a mist, turn and go away with the rest of the congregation; and shortly afterwards followed her home.
It became known that Stockdale was going to leave, and a lot of people outside his own group were sorry to hear it. The days leading up to his departure flew by quickly, and on the Sunday evening before he left, Lizzy sat in the chapel to hear him speak for the last time. The small building was packed, and he chose to discuss the topic everyone expected: the illegal trade that was so commonly practiced among them. His audience, reflecting on his words, didn't realize that they were specifically aimed at Lizzy until his sermon grew intense and Stockdale nearly broke down with emotion. In truth, his deep sincerity and her sad eyes gazing up at him were too much for the young man's composure. He could hardly remember how he finished. He saw Lizzy, as if through a fog, turn and leave with the rest of the congregation; shortly after, he followed her home.
She invited him to supper, and they sat down alone, her mother having, as was usual with her on Sunday nights, gone to bed early.
She invited him to dinner, and they sat down alone, her mother having gone to bed early, as she usually did on Sunday nights.
‘We will part friends, won’t we?’ said Lizzy, with forced gaiety, and never alluding to the sermon: a reticence which rather disappointed him.
‘We're parting as friends, right?’ said Lizzy, trying to sound cheerful, without mentioning the sermon at all: a silence that left him a bit disappointed.
‘We will,’ he said, with a forced smile on his part; and they sat down.
‘We will,’ he said, forcing a smile; and they sat down.
It was the first meal that they had ever shared together in their lives, and probably the last that they would so share. When it was over, and the indifferent conversation could no longer be continued, he arose and took her hand. ‘Lizzy,’ he said, ‘do you say we must part—do you?’
It was the first meal they had ever shared together, and likely the last they would share. When it was over, and the boring conversation couldn’t go on any longer, he got up and took her hand. “Lizzy,” he said, “do you really think we have to say goodbye—do you?”
‘You do,’ she said solemnly. ‘I can say no more.’
‘You do,’ she said seriously. ‘I can't say anything else.’
‘Nor I,’ said he. ‘If that is your answer, good-bye!’
‘Neither do I,’ he said. ‘If that's your answer, then goodbye!’
Stockdale bent over her and kissed her, and she involuntarily returned his kiss. ‘I shall go early,’ he said hurriedly. ‘I shall not see you again.’
Stockdale leaned over and kissed her, and she instinctively kissed him back. "I need to leave soon," he said quickly. "I won't see you again."
And he did leave early. He fancied, when stepping forth into the grey morning light, to mount the van which was to carry him away, that he saw a face between the parted curtains of Lizzy’s window, but the light was faint, and the panes glistened with wet; so he could not be sure. Stockdale mounted the vehicle, and was gone; and on the following Sunday the new minister preached in the chapel of the Moynton Wesleyans.
And he did leave early. He thought, as he stepped out into the gray morning light, that he saw a face between the parted curtains of Lizzy’s window, but the light was dim, and the glass was wet, so he couldn’t be sure. Stockdale got onto the vehicle and left; and the following Sunday, the new minister preached at the chapel of the Moynton Wesleyans.
One day, two years after the parting, Stockdale, now settled in a midland town, came into Nether-Moynton by carrier in the original way. Jogging along in the van that afternoon he had put questions to the driver, and the answers that he received interested the minister deeply. The result of them was that he went without the least hesitation to the door of his former lodging. It was about six o’clock in the evening, and the same time of year as when he had left; now, too, the ground was damp and glistening, the west was bright, and Lizzy’s snowdrops were raising their heads in the border under the wall.
One day, two years after they parted ways, Stockdale, now settled in a town in the Midlands, took the carrier to Nether-Moynton in the usual manner. As he rode in the van that afternoon, he asked the driver questions, and the answers he got piqued the minister's interest deeply. As a result, he went straight to the door of his old place without any hesitation. It was around six o'clock in the evening, the same time of year as when he had left; the ground was damp and shiny, the west was bright, and Lizzy's snowdrops were poking up in the border under the wall.
Lizzy must have caught sight of him from the window, for by the time that he reached the door she was there holding it open: and then, as if she had not sufficiently considered her act of coming out, she drew herself back, saying with some constraint, ‘Mr. Stockdale!’
Lizzy must have seen him from the window, because by the time he reached the door, she was there holding it open. Then, as if she hadn’t fully thought through her decision to come out, she stepped back, saying a bit awkwardly, “Mr. Stockdale!”
‘You knew it was,’ said Stockdale, taking her hand. ‘I wrote to say I should call.’
‘You knew it was,’ Stockdale said, taking her hand. ‘I wrote to let you know I’d be stopping by.’
‘Yes, but you did not say when,’ she answered.
‘Yes, but you didn’t say when,’ she replied.
‘I did not. I was not quite sure when my business would lead me to these parts.’
‘I didn’t. I wasn’t exactly sure when my work would bring me to this area.’
‘You only came because business brought you near?’
‘You only came because work brought you close?’
‘Well, that is the fact; but I have often thought I should like to come on purpose to see you . . . But what’s all this that has happened? I told you how it would be, Lizzy, and you would not listen to me.’
‘Well, that’s the truth; but I’ve often thought I should come just to see you . . . But what’s all this that’s happened? I told you how it would be, Lizzy, and you wouldn’t listen to me.’
‘I would not,’ she said sadly. ‘But I had been brought up to that life; and it was second nature to me. However, it is all over now. The officers have blood-money for taking a man dead or alive, and the trade is going to nothing. We were hunted down like rats.’
‘I wouldn't,’ she said sadly. ‘But I was raised for that life; it became second nature to me. However, it's all over now. The officers have a price on taking a man, dead or alive, and the trade is dying out. We were hunted down like rats.’
‘Owlett is quite gone, I hear.’
‘Owlett is totally gone, I hear.’
‘Yes. He is in America. We had a dreadful struggle that last time, when they tried to take him. It is a perfect miracle that he lived through it; and it is a wonder that I was not killed. I was shot in the hand. It was not by aim; the shot was really meant for my cousin; but I was behind, looking on as usual, and the bullet came to me. It bled terribly, but I got home without fainting; and it healed after a time. You know how he suffered?’
‘Yes. He’s in America. We had an awful fight last time they tried to take him. It’s a miracle he made it through; and it’s surprising I wasn’t killed. I got shot in the hand. It wasn’t aimed at me; the shot was meant for my cousin, but I was just standing behind, watching as usual, and the bullet hit me. It bled a lot, but I got home without passing out; and it eventually healed. Do you know how much he suffered?’
‘No,’ said Stockdale. ‘I only heard that he just escaped with his life.’
‘No,’ Stockdale said. ‘I just heard that he barely got away with his life.’
‘He was shot in the back; but a rib turned the ball. He was badly hurt. We would not let him be took. The men carried him all night across the meads to Kingsbere, and hid him in a barn, dressing his wound as well as they could, till he was so far recovered as to be able to get about. He had gied up his mill for some time; and at last he got to Bristol, and took a passage to America, and he’s settled in Wisconsin.’
‘He was shot in the back, but a rib deflected the bullet. He was seriously injured. We wouldn’t let him be taken away. The men carried him all night across the meadows to Kingsbere and hid him in a barn, dressing his wound as best as they could, until he recovered enough to move around. He had given up his mill for a while, and eventually, he made it to Bristol, took a ticket to America, and settled in Wisconsin.’
‘What do you think of smuggling now?’ said the minister gravely.
‘What do you think about smuggling now?’ the minister asked seriously.
‘I own that we were wrong,’ said she. ‘But I have suffered for it. I am very poor now, and my mother has been dead these twelve months . . . But won’t you come in, Mr. Stockdale?’
‘I admit that we were wrong,’ she said. ‘But I’ve paid for it. I’m very poor now, and my mother has been gone for a year… But will you come in, Mr. Stockdale?’
Stockdale went in; and it is to be supposed that they came to an understanding; for a fortnight later there was a sale of Lizzy’s furniture, and after that a wedding at a chapel in a neighbouring town.
Stockdale went in; and it’s assumed that they reached an agreement; because two weeks later, there was a sale of Lizzy’s furniture, and after that, a wedding at a chapel in a nearby town.
He took her away from her old haunts to the home that he had made for himself in his native county, where she studied her duties as a minister’s wife with praiseworthy assiduity. It is said that in after years she wrote an excellent tract called Render unto Caesar; or, The Repentant Villagers, in which her own experience was anonymously used as the introductory story. Stockdale got it printed, after making some corrections, and putting in a few powerful sentences of his own; and many hundreds of copies were distributed by the couple in the course of their married life.
He took her away from her old familiar places to the home he had created in his hometown, where she diligently studied her responsibilities as a minister’s wife. In later years, it’s said she wrote a great pamphlet called Render unto Caesar; or, The Repentant Villagers, using her own experiences anonymously as the opening story. Stockdale had it printed after making some edits and adding a few impactful sentences of his own, and hundreds of copies were handed out by the couple throughout their married life.
April 1879.
April 1879.
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