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IRENE IDDESLEIGH.
IRENE IDDESLEIGH.
BY
MRS. AMANDA M‘KITTRICK ROS.
PRINTED BY W. & G. BAIRD, Limited,
124 Royal Avenue;
AND IN LONDON AND DUBLIN.
1897.
CONTENTS.
PAGE. | |
Chapter I. | 9 |
Chapter II. | 13 |
Chapter III. | 20 |
Chapter IV. | 25 |
Chapter V. | 32 |
Chapter VI. | 40 |
Chapter VII. | 49 |
Chapter VIII. | 60 |
Chapter IX. | 73 |
Chapter X. | 79 |
Chapter XI. | 92 |
Chapter XII. | 102 |
Chapter XIII. | 116 |
Chapter XIV. | 126 |
Chapter XV. | 138 |
Chapter XVI. | 150 |
Chapter XVII. | 163 |
Chapter XVIII. | 174 |
Chapter XIX. | 186 |
CHAPTER I.
Sympathise with me, indeed! Ah, no! Cast your sympathy on the chill waves of troubled waters; fling it on the oases of futurity; dash it against the rock of gossip; or, better still, allow it to remain within the false and faithless bosom of buried scorn.
Sempathize with me? Not at all! Send your sympathy to the cold waves of troubled waters; throw it onto the future's oases; smash it against the rock of gossip; or, even better, just let it stay in the deceitful and untrustworthy place of hidden disdain.
Such were a few remarks of Irene as she paced the beach of limited freedom, alone and unprotected. Sympathy can wound the breast of trodden patience,—it hath no rival to insure the feelings we possess, save that of sorrow.
Such were a few comments from Irene as she walked along the beach of limited freedom, alone and unprotected. Sympathy can hurt the heart of worn patience,—it has no equal to assure the feelings we have, except that of sorrow.
The gloomy mansion stands firmly within the ivy-covered, stoutly-built walls of Dunfern, vast in proportion and magnificent in display. It has been built over three hundred years, and its structure stands respectably distant from modern advancement, and in some degrees it could boast of architectural 10 designs rarely, if ever, attempted since its construction.
The gloomy mansion stands solidly within the ivy-covered, sturdy walls of Dunfern, large in size and impressive in appearance. It has been around for over three hundred years, and its structure remains admirably separate from modern developments, boasting architectural designs that are rarely, if ever, attempted since it was built. 10
The entrance to this beautiful home of Sir Hugh Dunfern, the present owner, is planned on most antique principles; nothing save an enormous iron gate meets the gaze of the visitor, who at first is inclined to think that all public rumours relative to its magnificence are only the utterances of the boastful and idle; nor until within its winding paths of finest pebble, studded here and there with huge stones of unpolished granite, could the mind for a moment conceive or entertain the faintest idea of its quaint grandeur.
The entrance to this stunning home of Sir Hugh Dunfern, the current owner, is designed according to very traditional principles; nothing but a massive iron gate greets the visitor, who initially might think that all the public speculation about its beauty is just the talk of the bragging and lazy. It’s not until one walks along its winding paths made of smooth pebbles, dotted here and there with large pieces of rough granite, that one could even begin to imagine its charming grandeur.
Beautiful, however, as Dunfern mansion may seem to the anxious eye of the beholder, yet it is not altogether free from mystery. Whilst many of its rooms, with walls of crystal, are gorgeously and profusely furnished, others are locked incessantly against the foot of the cautious intruder, having in them only a few traditional relics of no material consequence whatever, or even interest, to any outside the ancestral line of its occupants.
Beautiful as Dunfern mansion may appear to the eager observer, it isn’t completely without mystery. While many of its rooms, with their crystal walls, are lavishly and beautifully furnished, others are constantly locked against cautious visitors, containing only a few traditional relics that hold no real significance or interest for anyone outside the family line of its occupants.
It has often been the chief subject of comment amongst the few distinguished visitors welcomed 11 within its spacious apartments, why seemingly the finest rooms the mansion owned were always shut against their eager and scrutinizing gaze; or why, when referred to by any of them, the matter was always treated with silence.
It has often been the main topic of discussion among the few notable guests welcomed 11 in its spacious rooms, why the apparently best rooms in the mansion were always closed off from their curious and examining gaze; or why, when any of them brought it up, the subject was always met with silence.
All that can now be done is merely to allow the thought to dwindle into bleak oblivion, until aroused to that standard of disclosure which defies hindrance.
All that can be done now is to let the thought fade into complete nothingness, until it is awakened to a level of openness that cannot be stopped.
Within the venerable walls surrounding this erection of amazement and wonder may be seen species of trees rarely, if ever, met with; yea, within the beaded borders of this grand old mansion the eye of the privileged beholds the magnificent lake, studded on every side with stone of costliest cut and finish; the richest vineries, the most elegant ferns, the daintiest conservatories, the flowers and plants of almost every clime in abundance, the most fashionable walks, the most intricate windings that imagination could possibly conceive or genius contrive. In fact, it has well been named “The Eden of Luxury.”
Within the impressive walls of this amazing structure, you can see trees that are rarely, if ever, found elsewhere. Yes, within the beautiful grounds of this grand old mansion, those who are lucky enough to enter can gaze upon the stunning lake, surrounded on all sides by exquisitely cut stone. There are lush vineyards, elegant ferns, charming conservatories, and a variety of flowers and plants from nearly every climate in abundance. The most stylish pathways and intricate trails that the imagination could dream up or creative minds could design are all here. In fact, it is aptly named “The Eden of Luxury.”
Dunfern mansion was handed down as an heirloom since its purchase by Walter, third Earl of Dunfern, in 1674; and since then has been tenderly cared for internally, and carefully guarded externally, 12 by the skilful hands of noted artisans. The present owner is only son of Sir John Dunfern, by Irene, adopted daughter of Lord and Lady Dilworth, of Dilworth Castle, County Kent.
Dunfern mansion has been passed down as a family heirloom since Walter, the third Earl of Dunfern, bought it in 1674. Since then, it has been lovingly maintained inside and carefully protected outside, 12 by skilled artisans. The current owner is the only son of Sir John Dunfern and Irene, the adopted daughter of Lord and Lady Dilworth from Dilworth Castle in County Kent.
CHAPTER II.
The December sun had hidden its dull rays behind the huge rocks that rose monstrously high west of Dunfern mansion, and ceased to gladden the superb apartment Sir John occupied most part of the day. They had withdrawn their faint reflection from within the mirrored walls of this solitary chamber to brighten other homes with their never-dying sheen.
The December sun had hidden its dim light behind the massive rocks that towered high to the west of Dunfern mansion, and stopped warming the beautiful room that Sir John spent most of his day in. Its faint reflection had withdrawn from the mirrored walls of this solitary space to shine upon other homes with its everlasting glow.
As the dull, grey evening advanced to such a degree as to render a look of brightness imperative to the surroundings of its sole occupant, Sir John requested that his favourite apartment should be made bright as possible by adding more fuel to the smouldering ashes within the glistening bars which guarded their remains. This being done, three huge lamps were lighted, and placed at respectable distances from each other, when Sir John, with his 14 accustomed grace, began to peruse some of his evening papers.
As the dull, gray evening progressed to the point where some light was essential for the surroundings of its only occupant, Sir John asked for his favorite room to be brightened as much as possible by adding more fuel to the smoldering ashes behind the shiny bars that protected them. Once that was done, three large lamps were turned on and positioned at a good distance from each other. Then, Sir John, with his 14 usual grace, started to read some of his evening newspapers.
Though a man of forty summers, he never yet had entertained the thought of yielding up his bacheloric ideas to supplace them with others which eventually should coincide with those of a different sex; in fact, he never had bestowed a thought on changing his habits and manner of living, nor until fully realising his position of birthright, that had been treasured by his ancestors for such a lengthened period, and which, sooner or later, must pass into strangers’ hands, did the thought ever occur to him of entering into the league of the blessed.
Though he was a man of forty years, he had never considered giving up his single lifestyle to adopt ideas that would align with those of the opposite sex. In fact, he never thought about changing his habits or way of living, until he fully understood the significance of his inherited status, which had been valued by his ancestors for so long and which would eventually end up in the hands of strangers. Only then did it occur to him to think about joining the ranks of the married.
The clock had just chimed nine when a maid entered with a note, neatly laid on a trim little tray, which she placed on the table close beside her master, and then retired. It was rather unusual for him to receive letters so late in the evening, nor until he was in full possession of its contents he could not form the faintest imagination of its worth.
The clock had just struck nine when a maid walked in with a note, neatly set on a small tray, which she placed on the table next to her master before leaving. It was quite unusual for him to receive letters this late at night, and until he read its contents, he couldn't begin to guess its significance.
Not far from Dunfern Mansion may be seen situated on a rising hill the beautiful Castle of Lord and Lady Dilworth, a prominent building commanding the finest view in the county. It had been 15 remodelled by the present owner, after inheriting it from his late maternal uncle—Lord Leyburn; and, although equipped with all modern improvements and inventions necessary, yet there dwelt a lack of design and beauty about it possessed by Dunfern Mansion.
Not far from Dunfern Mansion, you can see the stunning Castle of Lord and Lady Dilworth situated on a rising hill, a prominent building offering the best view in the county. It had been 15 renovated by the current owner after inheriting it from his late maternal uncle—Lord Leyburn; and while it was equipped with all the modern conveniences and innovations, it still lacked the design and beauty that Dunfern Mansion had.
The bountiful owner of Dilworth Castle differed much in many respects from Sir John Dunfern. He was a nobleman of rare tact and capacities; a keen sportsman; a Turf frequenter; an ardent politician; and, in fact, a lover of everything which served to promote the interests of his extended and varied social circle in particular, and entire community in general.
The generous owner of Dilworth Castle was very different from Sir John Dunfern in many ways. He was a nobleman with exceptional skill and abilities; an enthusiastic sportsman; a regular at the racetrack; a passionate politician; and, really, someone who loved anything that helped advance the interests of his broad and diverse social network in particular, and the whole community in general.
Lady Dilworth, it may here be mentioned, was never of a very robust nature, and often had she felt the great strain of society press rather heavily on her weak frame, so much so, as to render the adoption of the subject of this book indispensable. Drawing his chair closer to the table, on which one of the great lamps stood, Sir John proceeded to peruse the contents of the note. It was an invitation from Lord and Lady Dilworth to attend a ball at Dilworth Castle on 22nd prox., given by them in honour of the 16 marriage of Henry, fifth Marquis of Hill-Hall, with Ethel, Countess of Maidstone.
Lady Dilworth, it should be noted, was never very strong, and she often felt the significant pressure of society weigh heavily on her fragile body, making the topic of this book essential. Drawing his chair closer to the table, where one of the large lamps was placed, Sir John began to read the note. It was an invitation from Lord and Lady Dilworth to attend a ball at Dilworth Castle on the 22nd of next month, hosted by them in honor of the 16 marriage of Henry, the fifth Marquis of Hill-Hall, and Ethel, Countess of Maidstone.
Lord Dilworth and the Marquis were personal friends of Sir John, and to accept this kind and courteous invitation would mean a step towards the summit of the matrimonial ladder, by meeting the majority of the fully-fledged belles in and around Canterbury, and especially Irene Iddesleigh, Lord Dilworth’s adopted daughter, more generally known as “The Southern Beauty.” He slept over the matter that night, with the result that next morning he wrote accepting the kind invitation, more through curiosity than desire.
Lord Dilworth and the Marquis were good friends of Sir John, and accepting this kind invitation would be a step toward the top of the marriage game by meeting most of the eligible young women in and around Canterbury, especially Irene Iddesleigh, Lord Dilworth’s adopted daughter, who was commonly referred to as “The Southern Beauty.” He thought it over that night, and the next morning he wrote back to accept the invitation, driven more by curiosity than by desire.
Although he led a quiet and retired life, generally speaking, still he did not absent himself totally from a few social meetings occasionally, and if imagination painted his future in the manner so artfully designed by Lady Dilworth, no doubt this visit to Dilworth Castle might convert it into reality.
Although he lived a quiet and secluded life, he still didn’t completely pull away from a few social gatherings now and then. If his imagination shaped his future as skillfully as Lady Dilworth had, then this visit to Dilworth Castle could definitely make it come true.
Arriving at the elegant castle, with its tower of modern fame, and spires of Gothic structure, Sir John was met in its great hall by the genial hostess, who conducted him to the brilliant reception-room, superbly laid out for the comfort of its guests; and 17 being the first to arrive, was thus afforded a good opportunity of inspecting the many valuable relics and works of art that adorned its huge and velvety walls.
Arriving at the elegant castle, with its tower of modern fame and Gothic spires, Sir John was greeted in the grand hall by the friendly hostess, who led him to the beautifully arranged reception room, designed for the comfort of its guests; and 17 being the first to arrive, he had a great chance to look at the many valuable relics and artworks that decorated its large, plush walls.
On the centre wall right opposite where he sat hung a painted portrait, life-size, an admirable production of the well-known artist, “Peto,” and not knowing where such an original of perfection and beauty could be found, he resolved to inquire, when opportunity offered, whose portrait it might be.
On the center wall directly across from where he sat hung a life-size painted portrait, an impressive work by the famous artist “Peto.” Not knowing where he could find such an original piece of perfection and beauty, he decided to ask, whenever he got a chance, whose portrait it might be.
At this stage the numerous guests began to assemble, including the majority of the leading gentry in and around Canterbury, as it was looked upon as the chief social event of the season. Mothers were most fidgetty that their daughters should don their costliest gowns and brilliants, as rumour had it that the noble heir to Dunfern estate should honour the assembly with his august presence.
At this point, a large number of guests started to gather, including most of the prominent families in and around Canterbury, since it was considered the main social event of the season. Mothers were particularly anxious for their daughters to wear their most expensive dresses and jewelry, as it was rumored that the noble heir to the Dunfern estate would grace the gathering with his esteemed presence.
Report gained ground that Sir John, having quietly crept out of boyhood for a lengthened period, would end his days harnessed singly, but idle gossip, flying at all times kite-high, soon gave place in the wavering minds of society belles to that of more serious consideration and welcome expectancy.
Report gained traction that Sir John, having quietly moved out of his youth for some time, would spend his later years alone. However, idle gossip, always soaring high like a kite, quickly made way in the uncertain minds of society women for more serious thoughts and hopeful anticipation.
On being introduced to all those outside his present circle of acquaintance on this evening, and viewing the dazzling glow of splendour which shone, through spectacles of wonder, in all its glory, Sir John felt his past life but a dismal dream, brightened here and there with a crystal speck of sunshine that had partly hidden its gladdening rays of bright futurity until compelled to glitter with the daring effect they soon should produce. But there awaited his view another beam of life’s bright rays, who, on entering, last of all, commanded the minute attention of every one present—this was the beautiful Irene Iddesleigh.
Upon being introduced to everyone outside his current circle that evening, and seeing the dazzling glow of splendor that sparkled like a wonder, Sir John felt his past life was just a gloomy dream, only brightened occasionally by a tiny speck of sunshine that had partially concealed its joyful rays of a promising future until it was forced to shine with the bold impact it would soon create. But there was another radiant presence awaiting him, capturing the full attention of everyone in the room—this was the beautiful Irene Iddesleigh.
How the look of jealousy, combined with sarcasm, substituted those of love and bashfulness! How the titter of tainted mockery rang throughout the entire apartment, and could hardly fail to catch the ear of her whose queenly appearance occasioned it! These looks and taunts serving to convince Sir John of Nature’s fragile cloak which covers too often the image of indignation and false show, and seals within the breasts of honour and equality resolutions of an iron mould. On being introduced to Irene, Sir John concluded instantly, without instituting further 19 inquiry, that this must be the original of the portrait so warmly admired by him. There she stood, an image of perfection and divine beauty, attired in a robe of richest snowy tint, relieved here and there by a few tiny sprigs of the most dainty maidenhair fern, without any ornaments whatever, save a diamond necklet of famous sparkling lustre and priceless value.
How the look of jealousy, mixed with sarcasm, replaced those of love and shyness! How the sound of tainted mockery echoed through the whole apartment, and could hardly escape the notice of the one whose queenly presence created it! These looks and jeers served to remind Sir John of Nature’s fragile disguise, which often hides true feelings of anger and false appearances, while concealing within the hearts of honor and equality unyielding resolutions. When he met Irene, Sir John immediately concluded, without asking further questions, that she must be the original of the portrait he had admired so much. There she stood, a picture of perfection and divine beauty, dressed in a robe of the richest white, accentuated here and there by delicate sprigs of the finest maidenhair fern, with no other accessories except a diamond necklace of renowned sparkling brilliance and immense value.
As the evening rolled into the small hours of the morning, the numerous guests began to repair to their respective homes, none of the weaker sex having had the slightest advancement in the direction of their coveted intentions, save Irene, who was fortunate in securing the attention of Sir John Dunfern during the happy hours that fled so quickly.
As the evening turned into the early hours of the morning, the many guests started to head home, with none of the women making any progress toward their desired goals, except for Irene, who was lucky enough to catch the attention of Sir John Dunfern during the brief, joyful hours that passed by so quickly.
Immediately before taking his departure he pressed firmly her snowy hand, and left the pretty-gilded area which surrounded his first hopes of matrimony to enter what he was beginning to believe the weary apartments of Dunfern Mansion, that previously had held him bound to them in hermit-like fashion.
Immediately before leaving, he pressed her soft, white hand tightly and walked away from the beautifully decorated area that had sparked his first hopes of marriage to head into what he was starting to see as the dull rooms of Dunfern Mansion, which had once kept him confined there like a hermit.
CHAPTER III.
Arouse the seeming deadly creature to that standard of joy and gladness which should mark his noble path! Endow him with the dewdrops of affection; cast from him the pangs of the dull past, and stamp them for ever beneath the waves of troubled waters; brighten his life as thou wouldst that of a faded flower; and when the hottest ray of that heavenly orb shall shoot its cheerful charge against the window panes of Dunfern Mansion, the worthy owner can receive it with true and profound thankfulness. Three weeks had scarcely passed ere Sir John was made the recipient of another invitation to Dilworth Castle. This second effusion of cordiality required neither anxious thought nor prolonged decision how to act, knowing as he did that it would again serve to bring his present thoughts into practice by affording him another opportunity of sharing in the 21 loving looks of one for whom he feared there dwelt a strong inclination on his part to advance his affection.
Awake up the seemingly lifeless creature to the level of joy and happiness that should define his noble journey! Fill him with the dew of affection; release him from the pain of a dull past, and bury it forever beneath the waves of troubled waters; brighten his life as you would that of a withered flower; and when the warmest rays of that heavenly body shine through the windows of Dunfern Mansion, the grateful owner can welcome it with true and deep appreciation. Barely three weeks passed before Sir John received another invitation to Dilworth Castle. This second display of warmth required no anxious deliberation or extended decision about how to respond, knowing as he did that it would again help bring his current thoughts into action by giving him another chance to share in the 21 loving gazes of someone for whom he felt a growing desire to express his affection.
Irene stood looking out on the lake beyond the richly draped window, ruminating on the days of her childhood, which lent a look of dullness to the beautiful face that beamed with delight as Sir John Dunfern entered. The evening was very pleasantly and quietly spent, Irene commanding the greater part of his time and attention, on account of Lady Dilworth being slightly ailing, whose health, generally speaking, at this period was not so robust as formerly, and consequently failed to warrant too many callers. As the clock struck eleven Sir John began to think of returning home, feeling quite happy, fancying his great affection was returned in full by Irene.
Irene stood looking out at the lake beyond the beautifully draped window, thinking about her childhood, which brought a dull look to her lovely face that lit up with joy when Sir John Dunfern walked in. They spent the evening pleasantly and quietly, with Irene getting most of his time and attention because Lady Dilworth was feeling a bit unwell. Her health, in general, wasn’t as strong as it used to be, which meant they didn’t have too many visitors. As the clock struck eleven, Sir John started to think about heading home, feeling quite happy, believing that his deep affection was fully returned by Irene.
Being very domesticated, and having the stiff ideas of a bachelor of long standing so firmly imprinted in his nature, he felt very diffident in asking the object of his visit when next they should meet. But Lady Dilworth entering before taking his departure, saved him putting the shy question by placing herself in his position and demanding the required reply. Sir John promised without further 22 ceremony to visit them more frequently in future, and left their midst with hasty step, lingering in the hall to cast another look at the lovely form which stood not far distant. Leisurely leaning back in his carriage, and burying himself in his great and costly cloak demanded by the night’s icy aspect, he rolled along towards his home drowned in sweet thought of the beautiful girl whom he only recently knew, but whose regard for her raged with such rambling anxiety as to convince him of the propriety of making her aware how he meant to play the part of lover.
Being quite domesticated and having the rigid mindset of a long-time bachelor deeply ingrained in him, he felt very hesitant to ask his visit's purpose when they'd meet again. But Lady Dilworth entered before he could leave, saving him from asking the awkward question by taking the initiative and asking it herself. Sir John promised without any further fuss to visit them more often in the future and hurried away, pausing in the hallway to take one last look at the beautiful figure nearby. As he leisurely leaned back in his carriage, wrapping himself in his heavy and expensive cloak needed for the chilly night, he traveled home, lost in sweet thoughts of the lovely girl he had only recently met but whose affection stirred such restless anxiety within him that it convinced him he needed to let her know he intended to pursue her as a suitor.
Until now he was inclined to be prejudiced against the snares and allurements of women, but he strongly resolved to try gradually and abandon every unkind thought harboured in his mind against them, fearing lest all his conjured imaginations were both unjust and selfish; and determined to drown them for ever in the clashing gulf of fate, felt a prouder and happier mortal than before.
Until now, he had been biased against the traps and charms of women, but he made a strong decision to gradually let go of any negative thoughts he held about them, worried that all his imagined perceptions were both unfair and self-centered. Determined to bury them forever in the turbulent sea of fate, he felt prouder and happier than before.
But time would solve the problem and heal the wound which penetrated so deeply his bosom. Yea, a short time he hoped would bring his creeping fever of endearment under the binding stay of 23 appointed authority, and heal its weakening effects with the sacred salve of truth.
But time would resolve the issue and heal the deep wound in his heart. Yes, he hoped that a little while would bring his slow-burning affection under the control of 23 appointed authority, and restore its fading power with the healing balm of truth.
Not until the horses dashed up the winding avenue with increased alacrity was he shaken from his meditating attitude, to be ushered once more into his home of boundless wealth. The lonely stare of grave bewilderment took the place of happiness that formerly seemed built in abundance for him within its walls, as he entered the palatial and gorgeously equipped abode he principally inhabited, feeling the tinge of the dull past filling him with entire despair, whilst meditating on the happy future which presented itself to him. How in a trivial period this lonely spot, he thought, should prove the beacon of never-dying bliss, when once furnished with the most precious treasure on earth—a virtuous woman! Ah! the very thought of his embosomed and anticipated alliance made him nervously happy; and believing a bright and noble future lay in store for the lonely owner of Dunfern Estate, he resolved to indulge nature in a few hours of calm repose.
Not until the horses raced up the winding avenue faster did he snap out of his deep thoughts, ready to step back into his home of unlimited wealth. The lonely look of serious confusion replaced the happiness that once felt abundant within those walls as he entered the luxurious and beautifully furnished house he mainly lived in, filled with a sense of gloom from the past while thinking about the bright future ahead of him. How in a short time, he mused, this lonely place could become the source of endless happiness, once it was filled with the most valuable treasure on earth—a virtuous woman! Ah! Just the thought of his cherished and hoped-for partnership made him nervously happy; and believing a bright and noble future awaited the lonely owner of Dunfern Estate, he decided to treat himself to a few hours of restful calm.
The days moved along more quickly Sir John believed than formerly; and possibly he may have imagined this was so, as he felt no longer fettered 24 with fear of fighting with his inward friend—obstinacy, whose hand of drowsy bachelorism seemed for ever closed to his changing charity; he had at last thrown aside the garb of female dislike, and patronised that of a warm-hearted lover.
The days passed by faster, Sir John thought, than before; and maybe he imagined this was true, as he no longer felt trapped by the fear of battling with his stubborn inner self, whose lazy bachelor habits seemed permanently shut off from his evolving kindness. He had finally set aside the clothing of female disdain and embraced that of a loving partner. 24
Irene did not lead Lady Dilworth to believe that she really cared for Sir John, and, when his name cropped up occasionally, she allowed herself always to keep the coast of conversation clear that would likely convict her views most, and managed cleverly thereby to deceive the friend who came not a day too soon to her rescue. Perhaps had Lady Dilworth proved less concerned about the orphan charge she freed from a life of toil, apparently, and instructed her more on the branches of integrity, then the lovely youthful Irene could have decided more honorably in all cases of questioning, and would have done justice, not alone to herself, but to all concerned; but, like many others similarly surrounded with lovers, battling in the war of extremes, and encompassed on all sides with apparent luxuries, she was confident she would some day come off victorious by acting the clever Corinthian.
Irene didn’t let Lady Dilworth think she truly cared for Sir John, and whenever his name came up, she always made sure to steer the conversation in a way that wouldn’t reveal her true feelings, successfully misleading her friend who arrived just in time to help her. If Lady Dilworth had shown less concern for the orphan she rescued from a hard life and had given her more guidance on integrity, then the beautiful young Irene might have made more honorable decisions in challenging situations, doing justice not just for herself but for everyone involved. However, like many others in similar circumstances, surrounded by admirers and caught in the struggle between extremes, believing she would eventually come out on top by playing the clever strategist, she felt confident in her choices.
CHAPTER IV.
When on the eve of glory, whilst brooding over the prospects of a bright and happy future, whilst meditating upon the risky right of justice, there we remain, wanderers on the cloudy surface of mental woe, disappointment and danger, inhabitants of the grim sphere of anticipated imagery, partakers of the poisonous dregs of concocted injustice. Yet such is life.
WThen on the verge of success, while contemplating the possibilities of a bright and joyful future, while reflecting on the precarious nature of justice, we find ourselves as wanderers in the cloudy realm of mental anguish, disappointment, and risk, residents of the dark world of imagined troubles, sharing in the bitter remnants of fabricated injustice. Yet that’s just life.
Sir John’s visits began now to be numerous at Dilworth Castle, each visit serving further to strengthen the link of relationship, and bury, in the heaving breast of seeking solace, the dull delight of the weary past. As the weeks wore on, he reckoned them only as days, when comparing their loving length with those of the bleak years he tried to enjoy alone, before taking such steps—yes, serious steps—as those fancied by the would-be bachelor.
Sir John’s visits to Dilworth Castle became more frequent, each one deepening their connection and helping him set aside the dull memories of a tiring past. As the weeks passed, he saw them as just days, contrasting their joyful moments with the bleak years he attempted to endure alone before making the serious choices typical of a would-be bachelor.
At first he was careless and indifferent to the flowery harangues of mothers who paid him periodical visits, with their daughters, of apology, and firmly retained the obstinate qualities of an autocratic ruler, until softened in the presence of one he found he was learning to steadily love. He believed now that the chief stripes, viz.—observation, inclination, advancement and accomplishment, in the well-spun web of matrimony, must harmonise with the groundwork of happiness, without which our lives are not worth an unstamped coin.
At first, he was careless and indifferent to the flowery speeches of mothers who occasionally visited him with their daughters, offering apologies. He strongly held onto his stubborn traits like an autocratic ruler, until he began to soften in the presence of someone he realized he was learning to genuinely love. He now believed that the main elements—observation, inclination, advancement, and accomplishment—in the carefully woven web of marriage must align with the foundation of happiness, without which our lives aren't worth even a penny.
Love’s path, on which Sir John was known now to tread with the step of intensity, seemed smooth as the ice of Inglewood. There were no obstacles in his way of which he was yet aware, save imagination; this, also, was chased from his mind by the evident and ample return of Irene’s polished affection, the foul gloss of which he failed to notice, and whose pretentions were so cleverly carried out as to defy detection.
Love’s path, on which Sir John was now known to walk with a sense of purpose, felt as smooth as the ice in Inglewood. There were no obstacles in his way that he was aware of, except for his imagination; this too was pushed aside by the clear and generous return of Irene’s refined affection, whose unpleasant hints he didn’t recognize, and whose pretentions were so skillfully managed that they went unnoticed.
Irene was an accomplished and clever girl, and well able to sustain her hidden regard throughout for one who for years previous had been endeavouring to remove the great barrier of position which 27 blocked his path of approach towards her affection. As yet her parentage was totally unknown to Sir John; still, he felt it must not have belonged to the rude and ridiculous, since she possessed all the qualities, outwardly, and features, of a highly refined race. And when only a girl of eleven summers, when the worthy hand of benevolence, friendship, and love clutched the tiny fingers of absolute want, there visibly seemed nothing lacking in appearance, manner, or education to solicit the pity or suspicion of her charitable guardian and protector.
Irene was a talented and smart girl, entirely capable of keeping her hidden feelings for someone who had been trying for years to overcome the significant barrier of social class that stood in the way of winning her affection. So far, her background was completely unknown to Sir John; however, he felt it couldn’t have been from a coarse or ridiculous lineage, as she exhibited all the traits and features of an incredibly refined family. Even at just eleven years old, when the kind hand of generosity, friendship, and love held her tiny fingers, there was clearly nothing in her appearance, behavior, or education that would arouse the pity or suspicion of her caring guardian and protector.
Sir John Dunfern’s many visits of late to Dilworth Castle had been creating quite a sensation throughout the quiet corners of costly curiosity, until an announcement appeared in Mack’s Society Journal to the following effect:—
Sir John Dunfern’s recent visits to Dilworth Castle had been causing quite a stir in the subtle world of luxury curiosity, until an announcement appeared in Mack’s Society Journal stating the following:—
“A marriage is arranged to take place in August between Sir John Dunfern, of Dunfern Mansion, County Kent, and Irene Iddesleigh, adopted daughter of Lord and Lady Dilworth, of Dilworth Castle, in same county.”
“A marriage is set for August between Sir John Dunfern, of Dunfern Mansion in County Kent, and Irene Iddesleigh, the adopted daughter of Lord and Lady Dilworth, of Dilworth Castle, also in the same county.”
This notice, no doubt, caused the partakers in drawing-room tetè-a-tetès to share in the pangs of jealousy, with silent resentment. Perplexity, a little, 28 would find refuge within the homes of many who led Society by the string of superficial show and pompous importance; and during the interval that elapsed between such an announcement and its important celebration, many and infamous were the charges poured forth against Irene Iddesleigh.
This notice undoubtedly made those involved in drawing-room tête-à-têtes feel jealousy and silent resentment. Confusion, to some extent, would take refuge in the homes of many who led Society with shallow appearances and self-importance; and during the time that passed between this announcement and its significant celebration, many infamous accusations were directed at Irene Iddesleigh.
The month preceding Irene’s wedding was one of merriment at Dilworth Castle, Lord and Lady Dilworth extending the social hand of fashionable folly on four different occasions. They seemed drunk with delight that Irene, whom they looked upon as their own daughter, should carry off the palm of purity, whilst affluence, position, and title were for years waiting with restless pride to triumph at its grasp.
The month leading up to Irene's wedding was filled with joy at Dilworth Castle, where Lord and Lady Dilworth hosted fashionable celebrations on four different occasions. They seemed overjoyed that Irene, whom they considered their own daughter, would win the prize of purity, while wealth, status, and title had long been eager to achieve their victory.
It was at the second of these social gatherings that the first seed of jealousy was sown within the breast of Sir John Dunfern, and which had a tendency to remain until it gradually grew to such a rapid state of maturity as to be rooted, if possible, for ever from its dusty bed of ambush.
It was at the second of these social gatherings that the first seed of jealousy was planted in the heart of Sir John Dunfern, which lingered until it quickly matured enough to be firmly rooted, if possible, forever from its hidden place of ambush.
Yes, when the merriment was at its height, and the heat too oppressive to allow much comfort to the corpulent, the espoused of Irene dropped unexpectedly 29 out of the midst of the aristocratic throng, and being passionately an ardent admirer of the fairy-like fruits of the efforts of the horticulturist, directed his footsteps towards the well-filled conservatory at the south wing of the building.
Yes, when the celebration was at its peak, and the heat was too much for the heavier guests, Irene's husband suddenly stepped out from the crowd of aristocrats. Being a huge fan of the beautiful fruits of the gardener's hard work, he made his way to the well-stocked conservatory in the south wing of the building. 29
The different-shaded lights which dangled from its roof bestowed a look of Indian exquisiteness on the many quaint and delicate productions of nature that rested daintily in their beds of terra-cotta tint.
The differently colored lights hanging from the ceiling gave an exotic Indian vibe to the various charming and delicate natural creations that rested gently in their beds of terracotta color.
But before leaving the room he vaguely scanned the throng to catch a glimpse of Irene, and failed to notice her amongst the many who danced so gaily to the well-timed tunes of the celebrated pianist, Charles Wohden, whose musical touch was always capable of melting the most hardened sinner into moods of mellow softness, or cheering the most downcast and raising their drooping look of sadness to that of high-strung hilarity.
But before leaving the room, he took a quick look around the crowd to spot Irene but didn’t see her among the many people dancing joyfully to the well-timed music of the famous pianist, Charles Wohden. His musical talent was always able to turn even the toughest person into a state of gentle softness or lift the spirits of the most downhearted, transforming their sad expressions into one of lively joy.
Sir John wandered in and out through the numerous windings of sweetest fragrance, until arriving at the farthest corner, of rather darkened shade, and on a wire couch beheld the object of his pursuit, in closest conversation with her tutor, 30 whose name he had altogether failed to remember, only having had the pleasure of his acquaintance a few hours before.
Sir John wandered in and out through the many curves of the sweetest fragrance until he reached the farthest corner, where it was quite shaded. There, on a wire couch, he saw the person he was looking for, deep in conversation with her tutor, 30 whose name he completely forgot, having only met him a few hours earlier.
“Can it be possible?” exclaimed Sir John, in profound astonishment. “Why, I have been searching for you for some time past, and have accidentally found you at last!” Irene, rising to her feet in a second, was utterly dazed, and had the dim lights shewed her proud face to advantage, the ruddy glow of deepest crimson guilt would have manifested itself to a much greater degree. Making multitudinous apologies, etc., she at once joined Sir John, who led her back, in apparent triumph, to share the next waltz.
“Is this even real?” Sir John exclaimed, completely shocked. “I’ve been looking for you for a while, and I finally found you by chance!” Irene quickly stood up, completely stunned, and if the dim lights had highlighted her proud face properly, the deep crimson of her guilt would have shown even more. Apologizing profusely, she immediately joined Sir John, who triumphantly led her back to share the next waltz.
How the true heart beat with growing passion during the remainder of the merry festivity, and as the final announcement of separation was whispered from ear to ear, the gradual wane of Love’s lofty right would fain have dwindled into pompous nothing as the thought kept tickling his warm enthusiasm with the nimble fingers of jealousy. That she whom he had ardently hoped should share his future with sheer and loving caresses of constant companionship 31 and wife-like wisdom should be trapped in probably vowing to another her great devotion for him!
How the true heart throbbed with growing passion during the rest of the joyful celebration, and as the final announcement of parting was whispered around, the slow decline of Love’s elevated claim seemed to drift into meaningless nothingness as the thought poked at his warm enthusiasm with the quick fingers of jealousy. That she, whom he had passionately hoped would share his future with genuine and loving companionship and supportive wisdom, should be caught in what was likely promising her deep devotion to another! 31
But better allow the sickening thought to die on the eve of insult rather than live in the breast of him who, at no distant date, would hear the merry peals of wedding bells ring with gladness, and naturally rejoice at the object of their origin.
But it's better to let the disgusting thought fade away before the insult rather than let it live in the heart of someone who, soon enough, would hear the joyful sound of wedding bells ringing with happiness and naturally feel happy about the reason behind it.
CHAPTER V.
Our hopes when elevated to that standard of ambition which demands unison may fall asunder like an ancient ruin. They are no longer fit for construction unless on an approved principle. They smoulder away like the ashes of burnt embers, and are cast outwardly from their confined abode, never more to be found where once they existed only as smouldering serpents of scorned pride.
Our hopes, when raised to that level of ambition that requires harmony, may collapse like an old ruin. They aren’t suitable for rebuilding unless based on an accepted principle. They fade away like the ashes of burned coals, cast out from their limited space, never to return to where they once lingered as smoldering symbols of lost pride.
The little chat that Irene apparently enjoyed in the conservatory would gladly have become an act of forgetfulness on her part had not Sir John reminded her of its existence a few days afterwards. The spark of jealous passion had not fully died out after the incident referred to, and awaiting silently its decease, Sir John almost had grown a mourner to its imagined demise, following its undying remains so far as the village of Opportunity, when it was again to revive and shine as luminously as before.
The brief conversation that Irene seemed to enjoy in the conservatory could have easily turned into a forgotten moment for her if Sir John hadn't brought it up a few days later. The spark of jealousy hadn’t completely faded since the incident mentioned, and as he quietly waited for it to die down, Sir John had almost become a mourner for what he thought was its end, tracking its lingering presence all the way to the village of Opportunity, where it could once again come back to life and shine just as brightly as before.
It happened about three weeks preceding the day set apart for their holy union, on Sir John arriving at the castle, he was informed of Irene’s recent exit, and gently turning away, he resolved to have a stroll in the tastefully laid-out gardens with the sole object of meeting her.
It happened about three weeks before the day scheduled for their wedding. When Sir John arrived at the castle, he was told that Irene had just left. He quietly turned away and decided to take a walk in the beautifully arranged gardens with the sole purpose of running into her.
Walking leisurely along, and stooping to pick up some fallen fruit, he suddenly heard a faint sound issue amongst the trees. Remaining breathless for a few seconds, lest he might be deceived by the rippling sounds of the adjacent waves, he again heard the same sweet strain, but of much longer duration than before, and quietly moving towards the spot whence it issued, another sound met his ear in the distance, which seemed to be the hasty tread of some one making good an escape, before he got time to view the object he would eagerly have pursued, but checking his desire somewhat, he allowed the matter to sink into silence. Boldly moving towards the spot whence the sound of music issued, how delightfully surprised was he to find a magnificently-constructed little summer-house, a charming pyramidal Gothic structure, robed internally with mossy mantles of nature, and brightened beyond conception with the 34 instrument of humanity which gave origin to such pathetic and sweetened strains.
Walking casually along and bending down to pick up some fallen fruit, he suddenly heard a faint sound coming from the trees. Holding his breath for a few seconds, so he wouldn’t be fooled by the gentle sounds of the nearby waves, he heard the same lovely tune again, but this time it lasted much longer. Quietly making his way toward the source of the sound, he also caught another noise in the distance that sounded like someone hurriedly escaping before he had a chance to see what he would have eagerly chased after. Nevertheless, suppressing his impulse a bit, he let the moment fade into silence. As he boldly approached the spot where the music was coming from, he was delightfully surprised to discover a beautifully constructed little summer house, a charming pyramidal Gothic structure, adorned inside with nature's mossy fabrics and brightened beyond belief by the 34 instrument of humanity that created such moving and sweet melodies.
Politely offering an apology for intruding on the private little palace of Irene, who failed completely to hide her gross confusion from the keen gaze of her espoused, who never seemed to notice in the least the sudden change that swept so swiftly over her pallid cheeks at his unexpected visit, Sir John sat down.
Politely apologizing for intruding on Irene's private little sanctuary, who couldn’t hide her obvious confusion from her fiancé, who seemed completely unaware of the sudden flush that quickly spread across her pale cheeks at his unexpected visit, Sir John sat down.
Irene held in her snowy palms a roll of Italian music, which she earnestly endeavoured to conceal from his penetrating stare, probably on account of the words contained therein, which for ever would be unknown to his varied sphere of knowledge, and which would undoubtedly have betrayed her feelings, never dreaming that they should strike other ears than those for whom they practically were intended.
Irene clutched a roll of Italian music in her pale hands, trying hard to hide it from his intense gaze, likely because of the words inside, which would always remain a mystery to his diverse knowledge and would definitely have revealed her feelings, not expecting that they would reach anyone else's ears apart from those for whom they were truly meant.
Perceiving her great excitement at the unexpected appearance of him, who ever afterwards kept his jealous thoughts in silent motion, he absolutely evaded making any inquiry whatever, or slightest allusion to the name and nature of the parchment she so firmly retained. Sir John chatted gaily until he gained good 35 ground for delivering to her the message that instinct had so prompted him to utter.
Noticing her intense excitement at his unexpected arrival, he, who would forever keep his jealous thoughts to himself, completely avoided asking any questions or even hinting at the name and details of the parchment she held so tightly. Sir John chatted cheerfully until he had the right moment to share the message that he felt strongly compelled to convey to her. 35
“Irene, my beloved one,” he began; “it is now only about a score of days until I hoped for ever to call you mine; a hope which unmercifully has haunted me since I fortunately gazed on your lovely face; a hope which I trusted should be fully appreciated by both you and me, and which, I now must own, can never be realised until the clearance of the barrier that since our engagement has been but too apparent.
“Irene, my dear,” he started; “it’s now only about twenty days until I hoped to finally call you mine; a hope that has relentlessly haunted me since the moment I was lucky enough to see your beautiful face; a hope I believed we would both fully understand, and which, I now have to admit, can never come true until we remove the obstacle that has been all too clear since our engagement.”
“The sole object of my visit, my dear Irene”—here Sir John clasped her tender hand in his—“tonight is to elicit from you a matter that lately has cast a shadowy gloom over my anticipated bright and cheerful future. I am not one of those mortals who takes offence at trifles, neither am I a man of hasty temper or words—quite the contrary, I assure you; but it has, fortunately or unfortunately, been probably a failing amongst my ancestors to court sensitiveness in its minutest detail, and, I must acknowledge, I stray not from any of them in this particular point.
“The only reason for my visit tonight, my dear Irene”—here Sir John took her delicate hand in his—“is to discuss something that has recently cast a shadow over what I had hoped would be a bright and cheerful future. I’m not the type of person who gets upset over minor things, nor am I quick to lose my temper or speak harshly—quite the opposite, I assure you. However, it seems to be a trait passed down from my ancestors to be sensitive to even the smallest details, and I must admit, I’m no different in this regard.”
“I must acquaint you, though it pains me deeply to do so, that lately you have not treated me with 36 such respect or attention as you certainly lavished upon me before the announcement of our engagement, and for what reason or reasons I now wish to be apprised. You seem when in company with others to ignore my remarks to you entirely, and treat them with proud disdain, as if shame took the place of pride at my wordy approach! I felt and do feel quite hurt, and am resolved that no such repetition shall take place in future. I promised to be at the castle last night, but unfortunately I felt indisposed, and only that I wished to have a thorough understanding relative to your recent conduct, and which has pained me acutely, I should not have ventured out of doors this evening either. I was, in consequence, obliged to write you last night, asking a written reply, which you failed to give! And this evening, instead of being doubly rejoiced at my presence, you, on the contrary, seem doubly annoyed! I therefore pray, my dearest Irene, that you will, and I am persuaded honestly, not hesitate to satisfy me regarding this unpleasantness, that should anything of which you are now aware cause your conduct to be changed towards me, do not allow it a lair within your breast, but confide in me as thou wouldst in a dearly-trusted and faithful lover.”
“I need to let you know, even though it really hurts me to say this, that lately you haven’t treated me with the same respect or attention that you used to give me before we got engaged, and I want to understand why. When we’re around others, you seem to ignore what I say completely and treat my words with arrogance, as if shame has replaced pride in how you respond to me! I felt really hurt by this, and I’m determined that it won’t happen again. I had promised to be at the castle last night, but unfortunately, I wasn’t feeling well. If it weren’t for my desire to understand your recent behavior, which has caused me a lot of pain, I wouldn’t have even gone out tonight. Because of this, I had to write to you last night, asking for a written response, which you didn’t provide! And tonight, instead of being happy to see me, you seem even more annoyed! So, I ask you, my dearest Irene, to honestly tell me what’s bothering you. If there’s something troubling you that has caused you to act differently toward me, please don’t keep it to yourself; confide in me as you would with a trusted and loving partner.”
At this stage Irene began to consider seriously the earnestness that accompanied the words of Sir John, knowing well she had been guilty, grossly guilty, of the charges with which he impeached her, and which were mixed with child-like simplicity, descriptive only of a world-famed bachelor. She pondered whether or not honesty should take the place of deceit—too often practised in women—and concluded to adopt the latter weapon of defence. Raising her hazel eyes to his, and clearing the weft of truth that had been mixing with the warp of falsehood to form an answer of plausible texture, fringed with different shades of love, she thus began:
At this point, Irene started to seriously think about the sincerity behind Sir John's words, fully aware that she had been guilty—very guilty—of the accusations he made against her, which were expressed with a child-like simplicity, typical of a world-famous bachelor. She contemplated whether honesty should replace the deceit that women often resort to and decided to go with the latter as her defense. Raising her hazel eyes to meet his, and sorting through the mix of truth and lies to create a response that was believable and tinged with varying shades of love, she began:
“My dearest and much beloved, I assure you your remarks have astounded me not a little! Your words sting like a wasp, though, I am quite convinced, unintentionally. You are well aware that within a short period I will be marked out publicly as mistress of Dunfern mansion—an honour revered in every respect by me; an honour to which I at one time dare never aspire; an honour coveted by many much more worthy than I, whose parentage is as yet bathed in the ocean of oblivious ostentation, until some future day, when I trust it shall stand out 38 boldly upon the brink of disclosure to dry its saturated form and watery wear with the heat of equality. You are about to place me in a position which cannot fail to wring from jealousy and covetousness their flaming torch of abuse. Yes, Sir John, on me you have not ceased to lavish every available treasure and token of your unbounded love. You have been to me not only a loyal admirer, but a thoroughly upright and estimable example of life’s purest treasures. You have resolved to place me by your side as your equal, whilst wealth in boundless store is thirsting for your touch. You have elevated my unknown position to such a pitch as to defy taunt or jeer, and at any time if I may have, seemingly, ignored your advances, it was purely want of thought, and not through any underhand motive or scheme whatever.
“My dearest and most beloved, I assure you your remarks have truly amazed me! Your words sting like a wasp, though, I believe you meant no harm. You know that soon I will be publicly recognized as the mistress of Dunfern mansion—an honor I greatly respect; an honor I once thought I could never aspire to; an honor many much more deserving than I crave, whose backgrounds are still lost in a sea of oblivious showiness, until one day, when I hope it will stand out 38 boldly at the edge of revelation, drying off its soaked essence and watery appearance in the light of equality. You are about to place me in a position that will surely ignite jealousy and greed, fanning the flames of abuse. Yes, Sir John, you have not stopped showering me with every available treasure and symbol of your endless love. You have been to me not just a loyal admirer, but a truly upright and admirable example of life's greatest blessings. You have decided to place me by your side as your equal, even while wealth in abundance longs for your attention. You have raised my previously unknown status so high that it defies any mockery or ridicule, and if I ever seemed to overlook your advances, it was purely unintentional, and not because of any secret motive or scheme at all.
“I assure you your allusion to my verbal answer last night is very pronounced, and may be overlooked on the ground of pure disappointment. Our time of singleness is now short, and begging your forgiveness for my seeming neglect or indifference, I hope the tide, which until now has flown so gently, may not be stayed on the eve of entering the harbour of harmony, peace, and love.”
“I assure you that your reference to my response last night is very clear and could easily be dismissed due to pure disappointment. Our time without each other is now limited, and I apologize for my apparent neglect or indifference. I hope that the calm before us, which has been so gentle until now, won't come to a halt just as we are about to reach the shores of harmony, peace, and love.”
At the commencement of Irene’s answer of lavishing praises and flimsy apologies, her affianced moved to the opposite corner of the rustic building to scan the features of her he wholly worshipped and reluctantly doubted. Every sentence the able and beautiful girl uttered caused Sir John to shift his apparently uncomfortable person nearer and nearer, watching at the same time minutely the divine picture of innocence, until at last, when her reply was ended, he found himself, altogether unconsciously, clasping her to his bosom, whilst the ruby rims which so recently proclaimed accusations and innocence met with unearthly sweetness, chasing every fault over the hills of doubt, until hidden in the hollow of immediate hate.
At the start of Irene’s response, filled with compliments and half-hearted apologies, her fiancé moved to the opposite corner of the rustic building to study her features that he both adored and hesitated about. Every word the talented and beautiful girl spoke made Sir John inch closer, closely observing the divine image of innocence, until finally, when she finished her reply, he found himself—without even realizing it—holding her close, while the red rims that had recently signaled accusations and innocence met with an otherworldly sweetness, sweeping away every doubt, until they were obscured by the depths of immediate disdain.
CHAPTER VI.
The silvery touch of fortune is too often gilt with betrayal: the meddling mouth of extravagance swallows every desire, and eats the heart of honesty with pickled pride: the impostury of position is petty, and ends, as it should commence, with stirring strife. But conversion of feminine opinions tries the touchy temper of opposition, and too seldom terminates victoriously.
The shiny allure of luck is often tainted by betrayal: the excessive nature of extravagance consumes every desire and devours the essence of honesty with pretentious pride: the impostury of status is trivial, and concludes, as it should start, with causing conflict. However, changes in women's opinions test the sensitive nature of opposition, and too rarely end in success.
“Great mercy! Only another week and I shall almost cease to be a free thinker! Just seven days more and what!—I shall openly have to confess to the world an untruth! Would there be any means of flight from the dangerous dragon that haunts me night and day? Could anything possible be done to save myself from false alliance? Too late!—too late!
“Wow! Just one more week and I’ll almost stop being a free thinker! Just seven more days and what!—I’ll have to openly confess an untruth to the world! Is there any way to escape the dangerous dragon that haunts me day and night? Is there anything I can do to save myself from this false alliance? Too late!—too late!
“Only seven days and this beautiful boudoir shall own me no more, with its walls of purest white and gilded borders!
“Only seven days and this beautiful bedroom will no longer be mine, with its pure white walls and gold trims!
“Just seven days and I shall be fettered with chains of dragging dislike and disappointment! Only seven days and thus shall end my cherished hopes, my girlish pride, my most ardent wish, but, alas! not my love! Seven days more shall see my own darling Os”—— Suddenly Irene was aroused by the ringing of the breakfast bell, before she got time to finish the sentence that troubled her weary brain for months before. Dressing herself with frantic expertness, she dashed down the winding staircase with an alacrity better imagined than described, and rushing into the breakfast room where Lord and Lady Dilworth eagerly awaited her, presented the outward mocking appearance of being the happiest of mortals. Her beloved benefactors, who had been the prime movers in the matter of matrimony, saw plainly a saddened look about the lovely face, which Irene tried hard to suppress, and asking why it appeared at this gay time, was answered evasively. Indeed, Lord and Lady Dilworth were wholly ignorant of the present state of affairs, nor did Irene reveal at any time to Lady Dilworth her great hatred for Sir John, or her maddened desire to become the wife of a poor tutor.
“Just seven days and I’ll be stuck with chains of overwhelming dislike and disappointment! Only seven days left, and that’s when my cherished hopes, my youthful pride, and my deepest wish will come to an end, but, sadly, not my love! In just seven more days, I’ll see my dear Os”—— Suddenly, Irene was jolted from her thoughts by the ringing of the breakfast bell, cutting short the sentence that had troubled her weary mind for months. Quickly getting dressed, she rushed down the winding staircase with an energy that’s better felt than described, and burst into the breakfast room where Lord and Lady Dilworth were eagerly waiting for her, putting on a facade of being the happiest person alive. Her beloved benefactors, who had orchestrated her marriage plans, noticed the worried look on her beautiful face, which Irene was trying hard to hide, and when they asked about it during such a cheerful time, she responded vaguely. In truth, Lord and Lady Dilworth were completely unaware of her current situation, and Irene never revealed to Lady Dilworth her intense dislike for Sir John or her desperate wish to marry a poor tutor.
Had she only taken into her confidence her whose wise counsel and motherly example were at all times a prompt step to decision; or had she only hinted to Lady Dilworth her manifest inability to return Sir John’s great affection, matters would probably have reached another climax. But owing to the present precarious position in which Lord and Lady Dilworth stood, and as yet unknown to both Irene and other most intimate acquaintances, great was Lady Dilworth’s desire to see Irene permanently settled, knowing as she did that ere the sun of another August day would flash its shimmering rays against the crystal stays of Dilworth Castle she would be beyond easy access to Irene either in time of rejoicing or sorrowing.
Had she only trusted in the wise advice and motherly example of someone who could have helped her make a decision; or if she had just hinted to Lady Dilworth about her clear inability to return Sir John’s profound affection, things might have turned out differently. But because of the unstable situation Lord and Lady Dilworth were in, which was still unknown to both Irene and their closest friends, Lady Dilworth was very eager to see Irene settled down for good. She was aware that before the sun of another August day shone its bright rays onto the beautiful grounds of Dilworth Castle, she would no longer have easy access to Irene in times of happiness or hardship.
Preparations were at last almost completed for such an auspicious event. Invitations were issued numerously for the reception to be held at Dilworth Castle after Irene’s marriage, but sparingly during the ceremony; all of which were mostly accepted. Costly, multiplying, and varied were the gifts received by Irene; enough to make a princess stare with startling bewilderment.
Preparations were finally nearly finished for this exciting event. Invitations were sent out in large numbers for the reception at Dilworth Castle after Irene's wedding, but only a few were given for the ceremony itself; most of them were accepted. Irene received expensive, numerous, and diverse gifts; enough to leave a princess in complete shock.
Amongst the many, none came from Irene’s tutor, 43 Oscar Otwell! And although he was the first to whom Lady Dilworth addressed an invitation, still there was no reply, much to the annoyance and astonishment of hostess on the one hand and knowledge of Irene on the other; as, verily, it was not unknown to Irene that absolute indifference to facts, seemingly of domestic importance, was a positive point in Oscar, and never better exemplified than in the present existing state of affairs, which, sickly as it proved to Irene, was deadly so to Oscar.
Among all the guests, none was more surprising than Irene’s tutor, 43 Oscar Otwell! Even though he was the first person Lady Dilworth invited, he never responded, much to the annoyance and surprise of the hostess and the awareness of Irene; for it was clear to Irene that Oscar’s complete indifference to matters that seemed important at home was a notable trait of his. This was especially evident in the current situation, which, while distressing to Irene, was utterly insignificant to Oscar.
But future facts had to be solved, which undoubtedly would be treated with more comparative reverence than heretofore, by him who suffered severely—yea, acutely—from the blow struck him on the eve of aspiration and achievement. Love, alas! when smitten with the sword of indifference, dieth soon, but once struck on the tunnelled cheek of secrecy with the hand of pity there leaves a scar of indelible intolerance, until wiped out for ever with the curative balsam of battled freedom.
But future events needed to be addressed, and they would certainly be handled with more respect than before, by the one who was deeply—yes, painfully—affected by the blow dealt to him right before his dreams and successes. Love, unfortunately, when wounded by indifference, dies quickly, but when marked on the concealed cheek of secrecy by the hand of compassion, it leaves a lasting scar of unending intolerance, until it is healed forever by the soothing balm of hard-won freedom.
Sir John and Irene met in Dilworth Castle for the last time on the morning of the third day of August, being the day set apart for the celebration of their marriage. It commenced with the ringing 44 of the village bells; the sun shone forth in all his universal glory; emblems of the approaching festivity did not fail to appear on the housetops of the humblest village peasant; gladness reigned throughout the household, and all hearts, save two, rejoiced with unabated activity.
Sir John and Irene met at Dilworth Castle for the last time on the morning of August 3rd, the day set for their wedding celebration. It started with the ringing 44 of the village bells; the sun shone brightly in all its glory; symbols of the upcoming festivities were visible on the rooftops of even the humblest village homes; joy filled the household, and all hearts, except for two, celebrated with enthusiasm.
It was a morning never to be forgotten by Lord and Lady Dilworth, who, on that day, would be robbed of the treasure held firm and fast by them for the lengthened period of nine years, and which they yielded up with hearts of sorrow, not because of the change in which Irene should have taken deep interest, but on account of the burthen of trouble which loaded them with leaden weights of which they could not possibly free themselves. The intense excitement that for weeks before had found such refuge within their cherished and much-loved home had not long now to live: it would die on the doorstep of apparent bereavement never more to appear within Dilworth Castle under similar circumstances. They knew well that the gnawing jaws of poverty, which for years had failed to expose their grinding power, had reached the last and only bite of sudden termination, and thereby stamped their 45 marks of melancholy so impressively upon the noble brows of the worthy owners of Dilworth Castle, that time could never blot them from observation. As before stated few were those invited to be present at the wedding ceremony, which was to take place about twelve o’clock noon.
It was a morning that Lord and Lady Dilworth would never forget, as that day they would lose the treasure they had held dear for nine long years. They relinquished it with heavy hearts, not because of the change that Irene should have been deeply invested in, but due to the burden of troubles that weighed them down like lead, from which they couldn't possibly escape. The intense excitement that had taken refuge in their beloved home for weeks was about to fade away: it would die on the doorstep of seeming loss, never to return to Dilworth Castle under similar circumstances. They knew well that the relentless grip of poverty, which had failed to show its true power for years, had finally delivered its last crushing blow, marking the faces of the noble owners of Dilworth Castle with a sadness that time could never erase. As previously mentioned, very few were invited to witness the wedding ceremony, which was set to take place around noon.
Sir John arrived at the Castle shortly before that time, looking charming indeed, whilst Irene, though departing from the rules laid down by Lady Dilworth, demanded from all present remarks bordering on similarity. She looked nervously pale, but queenly, and mastered thoroughly the exposure of the painful agony through which she was passing, knowing as she did and fully believed that “all is not gold that glitters.”
Sir John arrived at the Castle just before that time, looking quite charming, while Irene, although straying from the guidelines set by Lady Dilworth, asked everyone present for comments that were somewhat alike. She appeared nervously pale, yet regal, and perfectly concealed the painful struggle she was experiencing, fully aware and believing that “all that glitters is not gold.”
It may interest some to know that Irene silently and secretly resolved not to array herself in white; she was reconciled that neither the marriage robe of purity nor the too beaming wedding face was to appear before such devout and reverential Church dignitaries as the Bishop of Barelegs and Canon Foot, with highly impressed and open falsehood, as that practised by her in the absence of labouring under such a solemn vow.
It might be interesting for some to know that Irene quietly and secretly decided not to wear white; she accepted that neither the pure wedding dress nor the overly bright wedding smile would be seen by such devoted and respected Church leaders as the Bishop of Barelegs and Canon Foot, who were highly impressed and openly dishonest, just like she was when she didn’t have to deal with such a serious vow.
What must have been the breathless surprise of Lady Dilworth chiefly, and those present also, who, only the evening previous, had been pouring such praises over the magnificent duchesse satin gown, which eligible Parisian dressmakers pronounced their chief production of the season, when Irene appeared arrayed in an Irish poplin of the darkest visible shade of green, without either train or flower of distinction, not even a speck of ribbon or border of lace, and no ornament only the valued necklet which graced her pearly throat when first Sir John was tempted with her enhancing beauty to bestow upon her his choice collection of love’s purest fragrance, which should cast the sweetest scent of mutual relationship throughout the dazzling apartments of the mansion she was about to grace.
What must have been the breathless surprise of Lady Dilworth and everyone else present, who just the night before had been raving about the stunning duchesse satin gown that top Parisian dressmakers declared their best creation of the season, when Irene showed up wearing a dark Irish poplin dress with no train or special embellishments, not even a hint of ribbon or lace trim, and the only accessory she had was the cherished necklace that adorned her smooth throat. It was the same necklace Sir John had given her when he was first captivated by her beauty, wanting to bestow upon her his carefully chosen collection of love's purest fragrance, which would fill the magnificent rooms of the mansion she was about to enter with the sweet scent of their bond.
So thunderstruck and grievously horrified did Lady Dilworth seem at the vague departure of Irene from her orders, that she dare not trust herself to offer her the first motherly embrace! Irene, perceiving the great embarrassment of her beloved Lady Dilworth, glided across the room, and sitting down to the right of her upon whom she had that day flung, in the face of devotion, the last dregs of 47 defiance, “begged to offer an apology for such unruly conduct,” and added “that all would be revealed at a future date when least expected.”
Lady Dilworth looked so shocked and deeply upset by Irene's vague disregard for her orders that she didn't dare to offer the first motherly hug. Noticing the great discomfort of her beloved Lady Dilworth, Irene smoothly crossed the room and sat down next to her, the person she had just thrown the last remnants of defiance at that day, right in the face of devotion. She "apologized for her unruly behavior" and added, "everything will be explained at a future time when you least expect it."
In the very room where Sir John was first puzzled concerning the beautiful portrait, was he now made the recipient of the original. After the important ceremony was performed, and the register signed, Sir John and Lady Dunfern, when the usual congratulations were ended, left by the one o’clock train en route for the Continent. Thus were joined two hearts of widely different beat—one of intense love, which hearsay never could shake; the other of dire dislike, which reason could never alter.
In the same room where Sir John was first confused about the beautiful portrait, he was now given the original. After the important ceremony was completed and the register signed, Sir John and Lady Dunfern, once the usual congratulations were finished, left on the one o’clock train en route to the Continent. Thus, two hearts with very different rhythms became united—one full of intense love that gossip could never shake; the other filled with deep dislike that reason could never change.
“Born under a lucky star,” was the whispered echo throughout the distinguished guests who sat down to breakfast after the junction of opposites. Yea, this was a remark of truth visibly, and might have kept good during the remainder of their lives had not the tuitional click of bygone attachment kept moving with measured pace, until stopped after months, or it may be, small years of constant swinging.
“Born under a lucky star,” was the whispered echo among the distinguished guests who sat down to breakfast after their chance meeting. Yes, this was a true statement and could have remained so for the rest of their lives if it weren’t for the rhythmic pull of past connections that continued to move steadily until it finally stopped after months, or perhaps even a few years, of constant back-and-forth.
Did Lady Dunfern ever dream that her apology for disobedience to Lady Dilworth’s orders, in not 48 arraying herself in the garb of glistening glory, could ever be accepted, even by the kind and loving Lady Dilworth?
Did Lady Dunfern ever imagine that her apology for not following Lady Dilworth’s orders to dress in shining glory would ever be accepted, even by the kind and loving Lady Dilworth?
Did she imagine for a moment that she, to whom she owed anything but disobedience, even in its simplest form, should be wrested from her arms of companionship ere her return to Dunfern Mansion? Did the thought ever flash through her mind that never again would she be able to pour into the ear of her trusted helper the secrets of the heart of deception, which, for the past seven months, had raged so furiously within her?
Did she ever think for a moment that she, to whom she owed anything but disobedience, even in its simplest form, would be taken from her companionship before she returned to Dunfern Mansion? Did the idea ever cross her mind that she would never again be able to share the secrets of her heart of deception with her trusted helper, which had been raging so intensely within her for the past seven months?
Better leave her to the freedom of a will that ere long would sink the ship of opulence in the sea of penury, and wring from her the words:—“Leave me now, deceptive demon of deluded mockery; lurk no more around the vale of vanity, like a vindictive viper; strike the lyre of living deception to the strains of dull deadness, despair and doubt; and bury on the brink of benevolence every false vow, every unkind thought, every trifle of selfishness and scathing dislike, occasioned by treachery in its mildest form!”
Better to let her have the freedom of a will that will soon drown the ship of wealth in the sea of poverty, and force her to say:—“Leave me now, lying demon of false mockery; stop lurking around the valley of vanity like a vengeful snake; play the tune of living deception to the sounds of dull deadness, despair, and doubt; and bury at the edge of kindness every false promise, every unkind thought, every bit of selfishness and nasty dislike caused by betrayal in its gentlest form!”
CHAPTER VII.
Distant shores have great attractions and large expectations. They harbour around their beaches the exile and patriot, the king and peasant, the lawyer and artisan, the rising swindler and ruined prince. Spotted throughout the unclaimed area of bared soil may be seen the roughly-constructed huts and lofty homes of honest industry. Yes, and concealed therein are hearts yearning for the land of nativity and national freedom; hearts which sorrow after bygone days, and sink low when brooding over the future tide of fortune which already has stopped its gentle flow.
Distant shores attract us with their promises and dreams. They hold a mix of exiles and patriots, kings and peasants, lawyers and craftsmen, aspiring con artists and fallen royals. Scattered across the open ground, you can see the makeshift huts and grand homes built by hardworking people. Deep down, there are hearts that long for their homeland and freedom; hearts that mourn for the past and feel weighed down when thinking about a future that has already lost its hopeful flow.
The reception on the evening of Irene’s marriage was glorious and brilliant, as were all those given by Lord and Lady Dilworth, and, although attended by society’s cream alone, there appeared a visible and unhidden vacancy in the absence of her who 50 so often lent a glow of gaiety to the high-toned throng.
The reception on the evening of Irene’s wedding was stunning and vibrant, just like all the ones hosted by Lord and Lady Dilworth. Even though it was attended only by the elite, there was a noticeable and obvious emptiness in the absence of the person who 50 often brought a spark of joy to the sophisticated crowd.
There seemed to be no rival now of buried lineage to mar their desire, or incur the jealousy of would-be opponents; no one to share sympathetically with the afflicted sister of equality and worth; nor was there any one present of such knightly and commanding dignity as he, who, not many hours previous, had taken upon him the sad duty of delivering up the keys of devotion to her who kept the door of ardent adoration locked against his approach.
There didn’t seem to be any rival from a hidden background to ruin their desire or provoke the jealousy of potential challengers; no one to share a sympathetic bond with the suffering sister of equality and worth; and there was no one there with the same knightly and commanding presence as he, who, just a few hours earlier, had taken on the sad task of handing over the keys of devotion to the one who kept the door of passionate love closed to him.
It would probably be a long time ere such a scene of silly jealousy and ire would take place as that witnessed, in which the greater majority of those present were then partakers! And, further, it would surely be a much longer period before these guests would again share alike in the generosity so often extended them by Lord and Lady Dilworth.
It would likely be a long time before such a scene of ridiculous jealousy and anger happened again, especially since most of those present were involved! Additionally, it would certainly be an even longer time before these guests would experience the generosity that Lord and Lady Dilworth so often showed them again.
Next day after Irene’s marriage was a busy one at Dilworth Castle; hasty and numerous were the preparations for desolation and departure. Weeks preceding the joyful event, or what should have been, were leisurely devoted to the artistic arrangements 51 in every room within the lordly manor. But, alas! so sudden now was joy’s termination, that hours alone were the boundary of command.
The next day after Irene’s wedding was hectic at Dilworth Castle; there were frantic and numerous preparations for leaving and sadness. The weeks leading up to what should have been a joyful event were spent leisurely on artistic arrangements in every room of the grand manor. But, unfortunately, joy ended so abruptly that they had only hours to get everything done. 51
It may be stated that Lord Dilworth owned three very extensive estates, namely—Dilworth, Ayrtown, and Howden. The first-mentioned extended around the castle of that name, encompassing a spacious tract of soil indeed, and might have done justice to moderation in its most expensive form. The Ayrtown Estate, which entirely covers the southern portion of Cheshire, owns a magnificent Hall, the residence of the Earl of Tukesham, and, although not considered so lucrative as Dilworth, may be estimated a handsome dowry for the son of any rising nobleman in the realm. The Howden Estate, on which are elegantly formed two buildings of note—namely, Blandford Castle and Lauderdale Lodge, both exquisite constructions of architecture and skilled workmanship, and occupied respectively by Sir Sydney Hector and Admiral Charles Depew—lies chiefly around the south-west of Yorkshire, and is not quite so desirable or adapted for agriculture as the two first mentioned, being mostly rented for grazing purposes by the numerous and varied owners 52 of its rugged plots. These estates became so heavily mortgaged that prompt sale was indispensable, and, the matter being quietly arranged six months beforehand, the sixth day of August was the day set apart for the disposal of same.
Lord Dilworth owned three large estates: Dilworth, Ayrtown, and Howden. The first, Dilworth, surrounded the castle of the same name and covered a substantial area of land, showcasing grandeur in its most extravagant form. The Ayrtown Estate, which makes up the southern part of Cheshire, features a stunning Hall, the home of the Earl of Tukesham. Although it’s not as profitable as Dilworth, it could be considered a valuable asset for the son of any emerging nobleman in the kingdom. The Howden Estate has two notable buildings—Blandford Castle and Lauderdale Lodge, both beautiful examples of architecture and craftsmanship, occupied by Sir Sydney Hector and Admiral Charles Depew, respectively. This estate is primarily located in the southwest of Yorkshire and is not as desirable or suitable for farming as the first two, being mainly leased for grazing by various owners of its rough terrain. These estates became heavily mortgaged, making immediate sale necessary, and the details were quietly arranged six months in advance, with August 6 selected for the sale.
Bidders were numerous and offers low. Eventually the purchasers were as follow:—The Marquis of Orland bought Dilworth Estate; Lord Henry Headen purchased Ayrtown Estate, whilst the lot of Howden fell upon Sir Rowland Joyce, the famous historian and national bard.
Bidders were plentiful and offers were low. In the end, the buyers were as follows:—The Marquis of Orland bought Dilworth Estate; Lord Henry Headen purchased Ayrtown Estate, while the Howden lot went to Sir Rowland Joyce, the well-known historian and national poet.
Thus were wrested from Lord and Lady Dilworth their luxurious living. They were driven from their nursery of rich and complicated comforts, their castle of indolence and ease. They were now thrown upon the shivering waters of want, without a word of sympathy in the dreadful hour of their great affliction, without home or friend to extend shelter or sustenance, and cast afloat upon the ocean of oscillating chance to speed across it as best they could.
Thus, Lord and Lady Dilworth lost their luxurious lifestyle. They were forced out of their world of rich and complex comforts, their castle of laziness and ease. Now, they were left to face the harsh realities of need, without a word of sympathy in this terrible time of their suffering, without a home or friends to provide shelter or support, cast adrift on the unpredictable sea of chance to navigate as best they could.
Was Lord Dilworth therefore to be pitied? Were the torrents of gold which were bound to trickle from these enormous lands and dwellings, 53 manufactories and villages, too trifling for his use? Not a morsel of pity was offered either him or Lady Dilworth as their circumstances became known in the homes of their associates, who so often fed on the fat of their folly and graced their well-lined tables always covered with dainties of deserving censure.
Was Lord Dilworth really someone to be pitied? Were the streams of wealth that would flow from his vast lands and properties, 53 factories and villages, not enough for him? No one showed any sympathy for him or Lady Dilworth when their situation became known among their friends, who often indulged in their own foolishness and filled their richly stocked tables with food that deserved criticism.
Could human mind contemplate that she who reigned supreme amongst society, she who gave the ball in honor of Irene Iddesleigh’s marriage, should ere four days be a penniless pauper? Yet such was fact, not fiction.
Could anyone believe that the woman who ruled society, the one who hosted the ball for Irene Iddesleigh’s wedding, would be a broke pauper just four days later? Yet this was reality, not a story.
The seventh day of August saw Lord and Lady Dilworth titled beggars, steering their course along the blue and slippery waves of the Atlantic, to be participators in the loathing poverty which always exists in homes sought after destruction, degradation, and reckless extravagance.
The seventh day of August saw Lord and Lady Dilworth, now titled beggars, navigating the blue and slippery waves of the Atlantic, to partake in the deep poverty that always lurks in homes marked by destruction, degradation, and reckless extravagance.
So soon may the house of gladness and mirth be turned into deepest grief! How the wealthiest, through sheer folly, are made to drink the very essence of poverty and affliction in its purest form! How the golden dust of luxury can be blown about with the wind of events, and is afterwards found buried 54 in the fields of industry and thrift! Their names, which were as a household word, would now be heard no more, and should sink into abject silence and drowned renown, leaving them to battle against the raging war of ruin and hunger, and retire into secluded remorse.
So quickly can a place of joy and happiness be turned into deep sorrow! How the richest, through their own foolishness, end up tasting the true bitterness of poverty and suffering! How the glitter of luxury can be scattered by the winds of circumstance, only to be found later buried in the hard work and effort of others! Their names, once well-known, would now be forgotten, sinking into silence and lost glory, leaving them to fight against the fierce battles of destruction and hunger, retreating into lonely regret. 54
On the return of Sir John and Lady Dunfern from their honeymoon, after four weeks sojourn, what was her ladyship’s consternation on perceiving Dilworth Castle in darkness as she and Sir John swept past its avenue on their way to their own brilliantly-lighted mansion? She was rather more taciturn on the night of her return than even during her stay in Florence, and it was only on her approaching her former place of temporary retreat and touchy remembrances that words began to fall from her ruby lips in torrents.
On the return of Sir John and Lady Dunfern from their honeymoon, after a four-week stay, how shocked she was to see Dilworth Castle in darkness as she and Sir John drove past its entrance on their way to their brightly lit mansion! She was much quieter on the night of her return than she had even been during her time in Florence, and it was only as she got closer to her former temporary retreat and those sensitive memories that words started pouring out from her ruby lips.
“Tell me, I implore of you, Sir John and husband, why the once blithe and cheerful spot of peace is now apparently a dismal dungeon on the night of our home-coming, when all should have been a mass of dazzling glow and splendour?
“Please tell me, I’m begging you, Sir John and husband, why the once joyful and cheerful place of peace now feels like a gloomy dungeon on the night of our return home, when everything should have been bright and beautiful?”
“Can it be that she who proffered such ecstacy for months before, on the eve of our return, is now no more? or can it be possible that we have crossed 55 each other on the wide waters of tossing triumph or wanton woe?
“Could it really be that she who gave us such joy for months before, on the night before our return, is now gone? Or is it possible that we have passed each other on the vast waters of chaotic success or reckless sorrow?”
“Speak at once, for pity’s sake! and do not hide from me the answer of truth and honest knowledge? Oh, merciful heavens!”
“Speak right away, for goodness’ sake! Don’t hide the truth and what you really know from me. Oh, merciful heavens!”
Here Lady Dunfern drooped her head before Sir John got time to even answer a word, and drawing from his pocket a silver flask, proceeded to open its contents, when the horses suddenly stopped, and a gentle hand politely opened the carriage door to eagerly await the exit of his master and future mistress from its cushioned corners of costly comfort and ease.
Here, Lady Dunfern lowered her head before Sir John had a chance to respond, and pulling a silver flask from his pocket, he began to open it just as the horses suddenly stopped. A gentle hand politely opened the carriage door, eagerly waiting for his master and future mistress to step out from their cushioned seats of luxury and comfort.
“Tom,” cried Sir John, in great and rending agony, “kindly wait for a few minutes, as her ladyship has been frightfully overcome only a short time ago by the blank appearance in and around Dilworth Castle. She fears something dreadful must surely have happened Lady Dilworth in her absence, since she has failed to make the occasion of our home-coming a merry torchlight of rejoicing.” Tom, who had been in Sir John’s service for the past twenty years, was about to testify to the truth of his remarks, when he was joined by other members of the household, 56 who rushed to welcome their beloved master home once more, accompanied by his beautiful bride, of whom they all had heard so much.
“Tom,” shouted Sir John in deep distress, “please wait a few minutes, as her ladyship has just been seriously shaken by the strange atmosphere around Dilworth Castle. She’s worried that something terrible must have happened to Lady Dilworth during her absence, especially since she hasn’t made our return a joyful celebration.” Tom, who had served Sir John for the past twenty years, was about to agree with him when other members of the household rushed in, 56 eager to welcome their beloved master home again, along with his beautiful bride, whom they had all heard so much about.
Sir John saw that delay was dangerous, and helping to remove his darling Irene from the seat on which she unconsciously reclined, succeeded in placing her on a low couch in the very room he so often silently prayed for her presence. Bathing her highly-heated temples with a sprinkling of cooling liquid concealed in his flask, Sir John lost no time in summoning the village doctor, who, on arrival, pronounced Lady Dunfern to have slightly recovered, and giving the necessary orders left the room.
Sir John realized that waiting was risky, and as he helped move his beloved Irene from the chair where she was resting, he managed to lay her on a low couch in the very room where he often silently wished for her presence. He cooled her feverish forehead with some refreshing liquid from his flask and quickly called for the village doctor, who, upon arriving, declared Lady Dunfern to be slightly better and gave the required instructions before leaving the room.
It was fully two hours ere she partly recovered from her ghastly swoon, to find herself the object of numerous onlookers of the household of which she was now future mistress.
It took her a full two hours to partially wake up from her terrible faint, realizing that she was the focus of many curious eyes from the household that she would soon be in charge of.
Pale and death-like did she appear in the eyes of her husband, who was utterly overcome with grief at the sudden collapse of his wife under such a stroke of anticipated sorrow; and more grieved was he still when he found on inquiry that the removal of Lord and Lady Dilworth from their heightened haunt of highborn socialism must sooner or later be revealed to 57 her, who, as yet, had only tasted partly of the bitter cup of divided intercourse and separated companionship.
Pale and lifeless, she looked to her husband, who was completely overwhelmed with grief at the sudden collapse of his wife under such an anticipated blow of sorrow; and he felt even more heartbroken when he discovered that the departure of Lord and Lady Dilworth from their elevated circle of high society would sooner or later be revealed to 57 her, who had only just begun to experience the pain of divided relationships and separated companionship.
Many, many were the questions asked by Lady Dunfern relative to Lady Dilworth when Dr. Corbett arrived next morning to pronounce her almost recovered, and, strange, yet true, that no one could possibly have humoured her in such a manner to warrant recovery as the village doctor, until she felt really strong enough to battle against the sorrowful tale of woe with which Sir John should shortly make her cognisant.
Many, many questions were asked by Lady Dunfern about Lady Dilworth when Dr. Corbett arrived the next morning to declare her almost recovered. Strangely but truly, no one could have soothed her in such a way to encourage recovery like the village doctor, until she felt truly strong enough to confront the sad story of woe that Sir John would soon make her aware of.
On learning from his lips, so soon as her ability occasioned, the real state of affairs concerning the emigrants who were now compelled to wander on the track of trouble, she received the truth with awe and smothered distress. The new sphere in which Lady Dunfern was about to move seemed to her strange; the binding duty which tied her firmly to honour and obedience was kept prominently in vague view; the staff of menials would probably find the rules of her husband more in accordance with their wishes than those which she was beginning to already arrange. She commenced her married life with falsehood, 58 and she was fully determined to prove this feature more and more as the weeks and months rolled along. She was not now afraid of the censure of one whose face she may never more behold, and who was the sole instigation of plunging her into a union she inwardly abhorred. Perhaps, had she never been trained under the loving guidance of Oscar Otwell, her revered tutor, she would only have been too eager to proclaim her ecstacy at her present position more vigorously. But all fetters of power were visibly broken which she wished should remain united, leaving her mother of her future premeditated movements.
Upon learning from him, as soon as she could grasp the reality of the situation regarding the emigrants who now had to navigate through hardship, she accepted the truth with a mix of awe and suppressed distress. The new environment that Lady Dunfern was about to enter felt foreign to her; the obligation that strongly tied her to honor and obedience loomed in her mind. The staff of servants would likely find her husband's rules more aligned with their preferences than those she was beginning to set in motion. She started her married life with dishonesty, 58 and she was determined to let this become more apparent as the weeks and months passed. She was no longer concerned about the judgment of someone whose face she might never see again, and who was the sole reason for pushing her into a marriage she secretly loathed. Perhaps, had she not been nurtured under the loving care of Oscar Otwell, her esteemed tutor, she might have been more eager to express her excitement about her current situation. But all the bonds of control she wished to keep together were visibly shattered, leaving her to consider her future plans alone.
As time moved on, Sir John and Lady Dunfern seemed to differ daily in many respects, which occasioned dislike in the breasts of both, and caused the once handsome, cheerful face of the much-respected owner of Dunfern to assume a look of seriousness.
As time went on, Sir John and Lady Dunfern seemed to disagree more and more every day, which led to resentment in both of them and made the once charming, happy face of the well-respected owner of Dunfern take on a serious expression.
These differences arose chiefly through his great disinclination to attend the numerous social gatherings which awaited them after their marriage. Sir John, finding it almost impossible to stare socialism in the face, seemed inclined rather to stick to the old rule 59 of domestic enjoyment, never forgetting to share fully his cheerful conversation with his wife, when so desired, which, sorrowful to relate, was too seldom.
These differences mainly came from his strong reluctance to go to the many social events that followed their wedding. Sir John, finding it nearly impossible to confront socialism directly, seemed more inclined to adhere to the old routine of enjoying their domestic life, always making sure to share his cheerful conversation with his wife whenever she wanted, which, sadly, was all too infrequent. 59
Now that Lady Dunfern was an acknowledged branch of society, her elegant presence would have been courted by all those who so often favoured Lady Dilworth with their distinguished patronage, but her social hopes being nipped in the bud by her retiring husband, she dare not resent, and determined, in consequence, to make herself an object of dislike in her home, and cherish her imprisoned thoughts until released, for good or evil.
Now that Lady Dunfern was recognized as part of society, her graceful presence would have attracted everyone who frequently favored Lady Dilworth with their high-profile support. However, since her social aspirations were stifled by her introverted husband, she didn’t dare to show resentment. As a result, she decided to become an object of dislike in her own home and hold onto her trapped thoughts until they were set free, for better or worse.
CHAPTER VIII.
A word of warning tends to great advantage when issued reverently from the lips of the estimable. It serves to allay the danger pending on reticence, and substantiates in a measure the confidence which has hitherto existed between the parties concerned. Again, a judicious advice, extended to the stubborn and self-willed, proves futile, and incurs the further malice and fiery indignation of the regardless, the reckless, and the uncharitable.
Aword of warning is very valuable when it comes respectfully from those we respect. It helps to reduce the risks that come from silence and reinforces the trust that has existed between those involved. On the other hand, wise advice given to the stubborn and willful often fails and can provoke even more anger and resentment from the indifferent, the reckless, and the unkind.
Lady Dunfern began now to grow both cross and careless, and seemed not to interest herself so much (since her propositions were so emphatically denounced by her husband) concerning the management of the household staff. She grew daily more retired, and often has her conduct been so preposterously strange as to cause alarm both to Sir John and all over whom he had immediate control.
Lady Dunfern was starting to become both upset and indifferent, seeming less interested in managing the household staff since her husband strongly criticized her ideas. She became more withdrawn each day, and her behavior became so unusually odd that it worried both Sir John and everyone under his authority.
Indeed, three months of married life scarcely elapsed until she cast a glow of despair within the breast which too often heaved for her with true piety and love. And what was meant by such strange conduct on her part, her husband often wondered. Only the mighty cessation of friendship caused by the flight of her beloved guardians, never attributing such silence and stubbornness to any fault he justly committed.
Indeed, three months of married life barely passed before she brought a sense of despair into his heart, which often swelled with genuine piety and love for her. Her husband frequently pondered the meaning behind her strange behavior. It was only the deep loss of friendship caused by the departure of her beloved guardians that led him to not attribute her silence and stubbornness to any fault of his own.
Yes, the duped husband, when being fished for with the rod of seeming simplicity and concealed character, and quickly caught on the hook of ingenuity, with deception for a bait, was altogether unable to fathom its shallowest meaning. Was he not, therefore, to be sympathised with, who so charitably extended the hand of honour and adoration to the offspring of unknown parents, and placed her in position equal to any lady of title and boasted parentage within the boundary of County Kent? Should Sir John Dunfern not have been almost worshipped by a wife whose binding duty it was to reverence her husband in all things pertaining to good? No doubt this would have been so had he gained the affections he 62 imagined he possessed, but later on he would inevitably be made aware of matters which as yet only bordered on supposition.
Yes, the deceived husband, when he was lured in by the façade of simplicity and hidden intentions, and quickly caught on the hook of cleverness, with deceit as the bait, was completely unable to grasp its most basic meaning. Wasn't he, therefore, deserving of sympathy, having so generously reached out with honor and admiration to the child of unknown parents, elevating her to the status of any lady with a title and prestigious lineage within County Kent? Shouldn't Sir John Dunfern have been almost revered by a wife whose main duty it was to honor her husband in all things good? No doubt this would have been the case if he had truly won the affections he believed he had, but later on, he would inevitably learn of realities that were, for now, only suspicions.
Day after day Lady Dunfern pined like a prisoner in her boudoir, and scarcely ever shared a word with the great and good Sir John, who many times wished in former days that she had occupied his home and all its joys. She formed an inward resolution that if prohibited from enjoying life, to which she was accustomed at Dilworth Castle, she would make her husband, whom she knew too well made her his idol, feel the smart, by keeping herself aloof from his caresses as much as possible.
Day after day, Lady Dunfern felt trapped like a prisoner in her bedroom, hardly ever speaking to the esteemed Sir John, who had often wished in the past that she filled his home with happiness. She decided internally that if she couldn't enjoy the life she was used to at Dilworth Castle, she would make her husband—who she knew adored her—feel the sting of her absence by staying distant from his affection as much as she could.
Often would he be found half asleep in deep thought, not having any friend of immediate intimacy in whom he could confide or trust, or to whom he could unbosom the conduct of his wife, whose actions now he was beginning to detest.
Often, he would be found half asleep, lost in deep thought, without any close friend he could confide in or trust, or to whom he could open up about his wife's behavior, which he was starting to loathe.
The thoughts of disappointment and shame were building for themselves a home of shelter within him—disappointment on account of cherished hopes which unmistakably were crushed to atoms beneath the feet of her who was the sole instigation of their origin; shame, in all probability, lest the love he 63 sought and bought with the price of self might not be his after all! and may still be reserved against his right and kept for another much less worthy! The little jealous spark again revived and prompted him to renew its lustre, which had been hidden for a length of time behind the cloud of dread so silently awaiting the liberty of covering the hill of happiness.
The feelings of disappointment and shame were settling in him—a disappointment because of cherished hopes that were clearly shattered by the very person who inspired them; and shame, likely because the love he sought and paid for with his own self might not really be his after all! It could still be held back from him and given to someone far less deserving! The little spark of jealousy flared up again, urging him to reignite its glow, which had been concealed for a long time under the cloud of fear that silently waited to cover the peak of happiness.
Quietly ruminating over his wife’s manner before marriage, about which he was compelled, through observation, to demand an explanation, and pondering carefully her strange and silent habits since it, he became resolved to probe the wound that had swollen so enormously as to demand immediate relief. Ringing furiously for a maid, he handed her a note, to be delivered without delay to Lady Dunfern, the nature of which might well be suspected. Be that as it may, its contents were instrumental in demanding immediate attention.
Quietly reflecting on his wife's behavior before their marriage, which he felt he needed to understand due to what he had observed, and thoughtfully considering her odd and quiet habits since then, he became determined to investigate the issue that had grown so large it needed immediate attention. He rang furiously for a maid and gave her a note to deliver right away to Lady Dunfern, the contents of which could easily be guessed. Regardless, what was written in it required urgent action.
Soon after its delivery a slight tap was heard at the door of Sir John’s study, this room being always his favourite haunt, where he sat beside a bright and glowing fire, engaged in sullen thought; and with an imperious “Come in!” he still remained in the same 64 thinking posture; nor was he aware, for fully five minutes or so, that his intruder was no other than she whom he so recently ordered into his presence!
Soon after it was delivered, a light knock was heard at the door of Sir John's study, which was always his favorite place. He sat next to a bright, warm fire, lost in gloomy thought. With a commanding “Come in!” he continued in the same thinking posture, unaware for about five minutes that his visitor was none other than the person he had so recently summoned!
Gazing up in a manner which startled the cold-hearted woman not a little, he requested her “to have a seat right opposite his,” to which she instantly complied. At this moment the snow was wafting its flaky handfuls thickly against the barred enclosures of Dunfern Mansion, and chilly as nature appeared outside, it was similarly so indoors for the fond and far-famed husband of Lord Dilworth’s charge.
Gazing up in a way that surprised the cold-hearted woman, he asked her “to take a seat directly across from him,” to which she immediately agreed. At that moment, the snow was falling heavily against the barred windows of Dunfern Mansion, and as cold as it was outside, it felt just as chilly inside for the beloved and well-known husband of Lord Dilworth’s charge.
Matters had appeared so unpleasant and altogether bewildering of late that Sir John formed a resolution to bring them to a crisis. Looking fully into the face that seemed so lovely just now, with the dainty spots of blazing ire enlivening the pale cheeks of creeping sin, Sir John began—
Matters had seemed so unpleasant and completely confusing lately that Sir John decided it was time to confront them. Gazing intently at the face that looked so beautiful just moments ago, with the delicate spots of fiery anger brightening the pale cheeks of emerging guilt, Sir John began—
“Irene, if I may use such familiarity, I have summoned you hither, it may be to undergo a stricter examination than your present condition probably permits; but knowing, as you should, my life must be miserable under this growing cloud of unfathomed dislike, I became resolved to end, if within my power, such contentious and unladylike 65 conduct as that practised by you towards me of late. It is now quite six months—yea, weary months—since I shielded you from open penury and insult, which were bound to follow you, as well as your much-loved protectors, who sheltered you from the pangs of penniless orphanage; and during these six months, which naturally should have been the pet period of nuptial harmony, it has proved the hideous period of howling dislike!
“Irene, if it’s alright to be so familiar, I wanted to talk to you here. I hope this isn’t too difficult for you to handle right now; but knowing, as you should, that my life has become miserable under this growing cloud of unexplained dislike, I felt I had to put an end to the contentious and unladylike behavior you’ve been showing towards me lately. It’s been six months—yes, six long months—since I protected you from open poverty and insults that were sure to come your way, along with your beloved guardians who kept you safe from the pain of being a penniless orphan. Instead of these months being a time of marital bliss, they’ve turned into a nightmarish period of intense dislike! 65”
“I, as you see, am tinged with slightly snowy tufts, the result of stifled sorrow and care concerning you alone; and on the memorable day of our alliance, as you are well aware, the black and glossy locks of glistening glory crowned my brow. There dwelt then, just six months this day, no trace of sorrow or smothered woe—no variety of colour where it is and shall be so long as I exist—no furrows of grief could then be traced upon my visage. But, alas! now I feel so changed! And why?
“I, as you can see, have some slightly snowy patches, which come from my suppressed sadness and worry about you alone; and on the memorable day of our union, as you know, my black and shiny hair crowned my head in all its glory. Exactly six months ago today, there was no sign of sorrow or hidden pain—no change in color, which is how it will be for as long as I live—no lines of grief could be seen on my face. But, alas! I feel so different now! And why?
“Because I have dastardly and doggedly been made a tool of treason in the hands of the traitoress and unworthy! I was enticed to believe that an angel was always hovering around my footsteps, when moodily engaged in resolving to acquaint you 66 of my great love, and undying desire to place you upon the highest pinnacle possible of praise and purity within my power to bestow!
“Because I have been used as a tool of betrayal in the hands of a traitor and unworthy person! I was led to believe that an angel was always watching over me, while I was struggling to figure out how to tell you 66 about my deep love and unwavering desire to elevate you to the highest level of admiration and purity that I could offer!”
“I was led to believe that your unbounded joy and happiness were never at such a par as when sharing them with me. Was I falsely informed of your ways and worth? Was I duped to ascend the ladder of liberty, the hill of harmony, the tree of triumph, and the rock of regard, and when wildly manifesting my act of ascension, was I to be informed of treading still in the valley of defeat?
“I was led to believe that your immense joy and happiness were never as great as when we shared them together. Was I misled about who you are and what you feel? Did I get tricked into climbing the ladder of freedom, the hill of peace, the tree of success, and the rock of affection, only to find out that I was still stuck in the valley of failure?”
“Am I, who for nearly forty years was idolised by a mother of untainted and great Christian bearing, to be treated now like a slave? Why and for what am I thus dealt with?
“Am I, who for nearly forty years was idolized by a mother of pure and great Christian character, to be treated now like a slave? Why am I being dealt with like this?”
“Am I to foster the opinion that you treat me thus on account of not sharing so fully in your confidence as it may be, another?
“Am I meant to think that you treat me this way because I don't share your confidence as much as someone else does?”
“Or is it, can it be, imaginative that you have reluctantly shared, only shared, with me that which I have bought and paid for fully?
“Or is it, could it be, your imagination that you have hesitantly shared, only shared, with me what I have completely bought and paid for?”
“Can it be that your attention has ever been, or is still, attracted by another, who, by some artifice or other, had the audacity to steal your desire for me 67 and hide it beneath his pillaged pillow of poverty, there to conceal it until demanded with my ransom?
“Could it be that your interest has ever been, or still is, drawn to someone else who, through some trickery or another, dared to take away your feelings for me 67 and hide them under his stolen pillow of misery, keeping them hidden until my ransom is requested?”
“Speak! Irene! Wife! Woman! Do not sit in silence and allow the blood that now boils in my veins to ooze through cavities of unrestrained passion and trickle down to drench me with its crimson hue!
“Speak! Irene! Wife! Woman! Don’t just sit there in silence and let the blood that’s boiling in my veins seep through the gaps of unrestrained passion and trickle down to soak me in its crimson color!
“Speak, I implore you, for my sake, and act no more the deceitful Duchess of Nanté, who, when taken to task by the great Napoleon for refusing to dance with him at a State ball, replied, ‘You honoured me too highly’—acting the hypocrite to his very face. Are you doing likewise?” Here Sir John, whose flushed face, swollen temples, and fiery looks were the image of indignation, restlessly awaited her reply.
“Please, I urge you, speak up for my sake and stop acting like the deceitful Duchess of Nanté, who, when confronted by the great Napoleon for refusing to dance with him at a State ball, replied, ‘You honored me too highly’—being completely hypocritical right in front of him. Are you doing the same?” Here, Sir John, with his flushed face, swollen temples, and fiery gaze, showed his indignation as he impatiently awaited her response.
Lady Dunfern began now to stare her position fully in the face. On this interview, she thought, largely depended her future welfare, if viewed properly. Should she make her husband cognisant of her inward feelings, matters were sure to end very unsatisfactorily. These she kept barred against his entrance in the past, and she was fully determined 68 should remain so now, until forced from their home of refuge by spirited action.
Lady Dunfern now started to fully confront her situation. She believed that her future wellbeing depended a lot on this meeting, if she thought about it the right way. If she revealed her true feelings to her husband, things were bound to end very badly. She had kept those feelings hidden from him before, and she was absolutely determined 68 to keep them that way now, until she was pushed out of their safe home by strong circumstances.
Let it be thoroughly understood that Lady Dunfern was forced into a union she never honestly countenanced. She was almost compelled, through the glittering polish Lady Dilworth put on matters, to silently resign the hand of one whose adoration was amply returned, and enter into a contract which she could never properly complete. All she could now do was to plunge herself into the lake of evasion and answer him as best she could.
Let it be clearly understood that Lady Dunfern was pushed into a relationship she never truly supported. She was nearly pressured, due to the shiny facade Lady Dilworth presented, to quietly accept the proposal of someone whose love was genuinely reciprocated, and enter into an agreement she could never truly fulfill. All she could do now was dive into a sea of excuses and respond to him as best as she could.
“Sir and husband,” she said, with great nervousness at first, “you have summoned me hither to lash your rebuke unmercifully upon me, provoked, it may be, by underhand intercourse. You accordingly, in the course of your remarks, fail not to tamper with a character which as yet defies your scathing criticism. Only this week have I been made the recipient of news concerning my deceased parents, of whom I never before obtained the slightest clue, and armed with equality, I am in a position fit to treat some of your stingy remarks with the scorn they merit.
“Sir and husband,” she said, initially very nervous, “you’ve called me here to unleash your harsh criticism on me, perhaps provoked by secret dealings. So, in your comments, you don’t hesitate to attack a character that so far stands strong against your biting remarks. Just this week, I learned some news about my deceased parents, about whom I had never before found any clue, and now, feeling equal to the situation, I am ready to respond to some of your petty remarks with the disdain they deserve.
“You may not already be aware of the fact that I, whom you insinuate you wrested from beggary, 69 am the only child of the late Colonel Iddesleigh, who fell a victim to a gunshot wound inflicted by the hand of his wife, who had fallen into the pit of intemperance. Yes, Earl Peden’s daughter was his wife and my mother, and only that this vice so actuated her movements, I might still have lent to Society the object it dare not now claim, and thereby would have shunned the iron rule of being bound down to exist for months at a time within such a small space of the world’s great bed.
“You may not know that I, whom you suggest you rescued from poverty, 69 am the only child of the late Colonel Iddesleigh, who died from a gunshot wound inflicted by his wife, who had succumbed to alcoholism. Yes, Earl Peden’s daughter was his wife and my mother, and if it weren't for this addiction controlling her actions, I might still have contributed to society in a way it can no longer claim, escaping the harsh reality of being trapped for months in such a small part of the world's vast expanse.
“If my manner have changed in any way since our union, of it I am not aware, and fail to be persuaded of any existing difference, only what might be attributed to Lady Dilworth’s sudden and unexpected removal from our midst, which occasioned me grief indeed.
“If my behavior have changed in any way since we became united, I am not aware of it, and I’m not convinced that any difference exists, except for what might be attributed to Lady Dilworth’s sudden and unexpected departure from our midst, which truly caused me grief."
“It behoves elderly men like you to rule their wives with jealous supervision, especially if the latter tread on the fields of youth. Such is often fictitious and unfounded altogether, and should be treated with marked silence.
“It’s important for older men like you to watch over their wives closely, especially if they’re surrounded by younger people. Often, these concerns are imaginary and completely unfounded, and should be met with notable silence."
“I may here say I was mistress, in a measure, of my movements whilst under the meek rule of Lady Dilworth; nor was I ever thwarted in any way from 70 acting throughout her entire household as I best thought fit, and since I have taken upon me to hold the reins of similarity within these walls, I find they are much more difficult to manage. I, more than once, have given orders which were completely prohibited from being executed. By whom, might I ask, and why? Taking everything into consideration, I am quite justified in acquainting you that, instead of being the oppressor, I feel I am the oppressed.
“I can say that I had a certain level of control over my actions while under the gentle guidance of Lady Dilworth; I was never hindered from 70 operating within her household as I thought best. However, now that I’ve taken on the responsibility of managing things within these walls, I find it’s much harder to handle. More than once, I’ve given orders that were completely forbidden from being carried out. By whom, I wonder, and why? Considering everything, I feel justified in telling you that instead of being the one in power, I feel like the one being controlled.
“Relative to my affections, pray have those courted by me in the past aught to do with the present existing state of affairs? I am fully persuaded to answer, ‘Nothing whatever.’
“Regarding my feelings, should those I’ve pursued in the past have any connection to the current situation? I am completely convinced that the answer is, ‘Not at all.’
“You speak of your snowy tufts appearing where once there dwelt locks of glossy jet. Well, I am convinced they never originated through me, and must surely have been threatening to appear before taking the step which links me with their origin.
“You talk about your white hair showing up where there used to be shiny black locks. Well, I’m sure they didn’t come from me and must have been on their way to appearing before I ever became part of their story.
“I now wish to retire, feeling greatly fatigued, and trusting our relations shall remain friendly and mutual, I bid thee good-night.”
“I’m ready to retire now, feeling very tired, and I hope our relationship stays friendly and mutual. Good night.”
Lady Dunfern swept out of the room, and hurrying to her own apartment, burst into an uncontrollable fit of grief.
Lady Dunfern rushed out of the room and, hurrying to her own apartment, broke down in an uncontrollable fit of grief.
She had surely been awaked from her reverie by Sir John, and felt sharply the sting of his remarks, which were truly applied, indeed. She now resolved to let matters move along as quietly as possible until after she should pass the most critical period of her existence. She was prepared to manifest her innocence throughout, without detection if possible. But amongst the household there moved a matron under whose hawk-like eye Lady Dunfern was almost inclined to shrink. She felt when in her presence to be facing an enemy of unbounded experience. She abhorred her stealing tread, but not without cause. It was to this dame she so often issued orders that never were carried out; and when intimating to Sir John the necessity of instantly dismissing such a tyrant, he quietly “rebelled,” adding “that she had been almost twenty years in his service, and presently could not think of parting with such a valued and much-trusted friend.”
She had definitely been jolted out of her daydream by Sir John and felt the sharp sting of his comments, which were quite accurate. She decided to let things unfold as smoothly as possible until she got through the most critical time of her life. She was ready to show her innocence without getting caught if she could. But among the household, there was a woman with a hawk-like gaze that made Lady Dunfern want to shrink away. In her presence, she felt like she was facing a highly experienced enemy. She couldn’t stand the woman’s stealthy movements, but for good reason. It was this lady whom she often gave orders to that were never followed. When she told Sir John that he needed to fire such a tyrant immediately, he simply “rebelled,” adding, “she’s been with me for nearly twenty years, and I really can’t think of letting go of such a valued and trusted friend.”
This woman’s name was Rachel Hyde, and proved the secret channel of intercourse between Sir John and Lady Dunfern, evidently paving the way for her ladyship’s downfall; as Rachel, being mistress for such a period over Dunfern Mansion, could never step 72 the fence leading to abolition of power, which she so unwillingly tried to mount since Sir John’s marriage, and failing totally in her attempt, was lifted and thrown over by her mistress, an act she could never forget, and consequently carried all news, trivial or serious, concerning Lady Dunfern to her master, and delivered it in such an exaggerated form as to incur his wrath, which already had been slightly heated.
This woman's name was Rachel Hyde, and she was clearly the secret link between Sir John and Lady Dunfern, obviously setting the stage for her ladyship's downfall. Rachel, having been in charge of Dunfern Mansion for such a time, could never escape the situation that threatened to strip her of power, which she had desperately tried to maintain since Sir John's marriage. When she failed completely in her effort, her mistress not only dismissed her but tossed her aside in a way that Rachel could never forget. As a result, she took all news—whether trivial or serious—about Lady Dunfern to her master and delivered it in such an exaggerated manner that it fueled his anger, which was already simmering.
A few months elapsed again, during which time matters went on much as usual, until an event happened that should have chased the darkest cloud of doubt and infidelity from the noble brow of the mighty and revered master of Dunfern Mansion.
A few months passed again, during which things went on pretty much as usual, until an event occurred that should have cleared away the darkest doubts and disloyalty from the noble brow of the great and respected master of Dunfern Mansion.
CHAPTER IX.
The thickest stroke of sadness can be effaced in an instant, and substituted with deeper traces of joy. The heart of honest ages, though blackened at times with domestic troubles, rejoices when those troubles are surmounted with blessings which proclaim future happiness.
The heaviest sadness can disappear in a moment, replaced by stronger feelings of joy. The heart of truthful times, even when darkened by personal troubles, celebrates when those troubles are overcome with blessings that promise future happiness.
On the tenth day of June, following Lady Dunfern’s interview with her husband, she gave birth to a son and heir. This great event brought with it entire forgiveness on the part of Sir John of his wife’s recent conduct. It served for a short time only, a trivial portion too, to stifle the alienation which existed between them, and to heal the sore of evident separation that marred their happiness for months before.
On June 10th, after Lady Dunfern's conversation with her husband, she had a son and heir. This big event brought complete forgiveness from Sir John regarding his wife's recent behavior. However, it only temporarily eased the distance between them and didn’t do much to heal the deep divide that had affected their happiness for months.
The glad and happy father was only too eager now to snatch a smile from his wife’s face, and anxious was he to bury any little obstacle that may have existed in the past, and expel it for ever from its 74 lurking corner of tempting repose. He saw that Lady Dunfern’s life was hanging by a flimsy hair, and who could, for an instant, depict the great despair of her husband when told that all hope must be abandoned!
The happy father was more than eager to bring a smile to his wife’s face, and he was determined to put any past issues behind them for good, banishing them from their comfortable corner. He realized that Lady Dunfern’s life was hanging by a thread, and who could even begin to imagine the deep despair of her husband when he was told that all hope was gone!
The frantic father wrung his hands in a frenzy of momentary madness, and in spite of authoritative advice he timidly moved in the direction of the bed on which his beloved lay, and knelt beside it to fervently offer up a prayer “for the speedy recovery of her who was the chief object of his existence.” Raising himself up and clasping his darling in his arms, he whispered in her ear a word of encouragement, and gently laying her highly-heated head on the silken pillow he again prayed, in deepest and gravest earnestness, “that she might be spared only a little longer.”
The frantic father wrung his hands in a fit of temporary madness, and despite all the authoritative advice, he hesitantly moved toward the bed where his beloved lay. He knelt beside it and passionately offered a prayer “for the quick recovery of the one who was the center of his world.” As he lifted himself up and embraced her, he whispered words of encouragement in her ear. Then, tenderly laying her feverish head on the soft pillow, he prayed again, with deep seriousness, “that she might be spared just a little longer.”
No doubt his prayer was no sooner offered than answered, as she at this stage slightly rallied, and appeared somewhat strengthened. Day by day the still fond and loving husband sat by the bedside of the invalid until strong enough to battle fully against the weakening hand of her malady; and at the very time Sir John sat beside the bed of sickness, inwardly “showering blame upon himself for hindering his 75 wife’s social enjoyment, and for which he believed he acted wrongly;” she, on the contrary, was outwardly pouring rebuke on her own head “for ever entering into a league of life-long punishment by marrying a man she simply abhorred, and leaving her noble and well-learned tutor, Oscar Otwell, whom she yet loved, to wander in a world of blighted bliss!”
No doubt his prayer was answered as soon as it was offered, since at this point she slightly perked up and seemed a bit stronger. Day by day, the still devoted and loving husband sat by the bedside of the sick woman until she was strong enough to fully fight against her illness; and at that moment, Sir John sat beside the bed, inwardly “blaming himself for ruining his wife’s social enjoyment, something he felt he did wrong;” while she, on the other hand, was openly criticizing herself “for entering into a lifelong punishment by marrying a man she truly despised and leaving her noble and well-educated tutor, Oscar Otwell, whom she still loved, to suffer in a world of unfulfilled happiness!”
Ah! to be sure! It was during these days of unremitting attention that he was afforded an opportunity of storing up a multitude of touchy remarks uttered by his wife when the relapse of raging fever reached its defiant height! She never ceased to talk in a most gentle manner of “Oscar Otwell,” “her darling and much-loved tutor.” She even expressed sorrow, in the course of her broken remarks, “at the false step she had taken to satisfy, not herself by any means, but Lady Dilworth!” She strongly protested her “hatred for him” who sat listening, with grave intensity, to every word that escaped her lips! She even spoke of “a cavity in her jewel-case in which was safely deposited a ring, given her by Oscar during her happy period of instruction under his guidance,” adding, in her painful discourse, that “she loved it as well as himself,” etc., etc.
Ah, for sure! It was during these days of constant attention that he had the chance to gather a ton of sensitive remarks made by his wife when her fever hit its peak. She kept talking in a very gentle way about “Oscar Otwell,” “her beloved and cherished tutor.” She even expressed regret, amid her fragmented thoughts, about “the mistake she made to please, not herself by any means, but Lady Dilworth!” She strongly insisted that she had a “hatred for him” while he listened intently to every word that came out of her mouth! She even mentioned “a space in her jewelry box where a ring, given to her by Oscar during her happy time of learning under his tutelage, was safely kept,” adding, in her painful ramblings, that “she loved it as much as him,” etc., etc.
These rambling statements when ended, in an instant caused Sir John’s resolutions, made by him so recently, to become worthless remarks; and if partly charged with jealousy before, he was doubly so now.
These long-winded statements, once they ended, instantly rendered Sir John’s recent decisions meaningless; and if he was somewhat jealous before, he was now even more so.
No onlooker could fail in the least to pity the sneered husband, whose livid countenance during the course of her remarks, rambling though they were, was a sight never to be forgotten. How he gazed with astonished indifference at the invalid so charged with deceit! She who acted the emblem of innocence at all times, and attempted to attach entire blame to her husband! She who partly promised peace in future to him who never again could enjoy it!
No bystander could help but feel sorry for the sneering husband, whose pale face during her remarks, though disjointed, was a sight that would never be forgotten. He stared with bewildered indifference at the person so full of deceit! She, who always portrayed herself as innocent, tried to lay all the blame on her husband! She, who partly promised to bring peace to someone who could never enjoy it again!
How his manner became so abrupt and his speech so scanty within such a short period was verily a proof of the belief he fostered relative to his wife’s statements, which were yet to her unknown.
How his behavior became so abrupt and his speech so limited in such a short time was truly a sign of the belief he held about his wife's statements, which she was still unaware of.
The doctors in attendance endeavoured strongly to imprint upon Sir John the fact that “such remarks as those uttered by his wife should be treated with silence and downright indifference,” adding that “patients smitten with fever, of what kind soever, were no more responsible for their sayings than the most outrageous victim to insanity.”
The doctors present worked hard to impress upon Sir John that “comments like those made by his wife should be met with silence and absolute indifference,” adding that “patients suffering from fever, of any kind, are no more accountable for what they say than someone who is completely insane.”
Sir John listened attentively to their statements, but failed to be altogether convinced as to their truth. Wondering what sin could be attached to an act he felt was his duty to perform, he moved softly to the bedside of his wife, and being in a sleepy mood, he resolved to sift some of her remarks to the very bottom.
Sir John listened carefully to what they said, but he wasn't completely convinced it was true. He wondered what wrongdoing could be connected to something he thought was his responsibility, so he quietly approached his wife’s bedside. Feeling a bit drowsy, he decided to dig into some of her comments more deeply.
Entering the room she so often occupied, and taking from a chink in her dressing-table a key of admittance to the jewel-case she spoke of, he lost no time in viewing its valuable contents; and, in the very spot in which she vowed dwelt her tutor’s gift, there it lay! A golden band with pearl centre, and immediately underneath it there rested a note. At first he felt rather diffident about perusing its contents, but instinct so prompted his curiosity that he yielded to its tempting touch. It ran thus:—
Entering the room she frequently stayed in, and taking a key for the jewel case from a small space in her dressing table, he quickly examined its valuable contents; and right where she claimed her tutor’s gift was located, there it was! A gold bracelet with a pearl in the center, and just below it rested a note. At first, he felt a bit hesitant about reading it, but his curiosity got the better of him, and he couldn't resist. It said:—
“Hedley,
Hedley,
Berks,
Berks
July 3rd.
July 3.
“Ever beloved Irene,
“Dearly beloved Irene,
“I am after reading your gentle yet sorrowful epistle. You cannot possibly retract the step you so publicly have taken without incurring the malice of Lord and Lady Dilworth, who have sheltered you from every sorrow and care with which you otherwise were bound to come in contact.
“I just read your kind but sad letter. You can't possibly take back the bold move you made so publicly without facing the anger of Lord and Lady Dilworth, who have protected you from every sorrow and worry you would have had to deal with otherwise.
“They received you into their elegant home, and shielded you, by so doing, from the tyrannical rule of Miss Lamont of ‘The Orphanage,’ in which you were placed for a period of eight years. They failed not to give you a thorough and practical education, which in itself would enable you to achieve independence, if necessary, or so desired.
“They welcomed you into their beautiful home, protecting you from the harsh control of Miss Lamont at ‘The Orphanage,’ where you stayed for eight years. They made sure to provide you with a comprehensive and practical education, which would allow you to gain independence if needed or wanted.”
“This you received under one whose heart now beats with raging jealousy and vehement hatred towards the object of Lady Dilworth’s choice, being well convinced, through your numerous letters to me lately, it never was yours.
“This you received from someone whose heart now beats with intense jealousy and strong hatred towards the person Lady Dilworth has chosen, knowing well, from your many recent letters to me, that it was never yours.”
“Dearest Irene, the thought of parting from you for ever is partly sustained with the hope of yet calling you mine! Through time you suggest an elopement, which as yet can only be viewed in the hazy distance; but it seems quite clear to me, dearest, and surely evident, that you abhor the very name of him who a month hence shall place you in a position considerably more elevated and lucrative than that which I now could bestow. But Irene, my beloved, my all! reluctantly I yield my precious treasure to him who, it may be this moment, is rejoicing at his capture.
“Dear Irene, the thought of parting from you forever is partly eased by the hope of still calling you mine! You’ve hinted at the idea of running away together, which for now can only be seen in the distant future; but it feels quite clear to me, my dearest, and surely obvious, that you despise the very name of the man who, a month from now, will put you in a much better and more profitable position than I can offer right now. But Irene, my darling, my everything! I reluctantly give up my precious treasure to him who, perhaps at this very moment, is celebrating his win.”
“I shall ever remain forlorn, dejected, and ruined until such time as we suitably can accomplish the clearance of the cloud of dissatisfaction under which you are about to live. Please write by return.
“I will always feel lost, sad, and hopeless until we can properly clear away the cloud of dissatisfaction that you’re about to experience. Please reply as soon as you can.”
“Ever your own
"Always your own"
“Oscar.
“Oscar.”
“Miss Iddesleigh,
"Ms. Iddesleigh,"
Dilworth Castle.”
Dilworth Castle.
CHAPTER X.
When dreading the light of day contentment hath fled; imagination oftentimes proves a forerunner to reality; corners of horror shelter themselves within the castles of the queenly, the palaces of the powerful, the monuments of the mighty, and the cottages of the caretaker; but sunshine brings universal joy wherever its beams are wont to dazzle, and often allays the anxiety which precedes its appearance.
Wthen fearing the light of day, happiness has vanished; imagination often leads to what’s real; corners of dread hide within the castles of the noble, the palaces of the strong, the monuments of the mighty, and the homes of the caretakers; but sunlight brings joy everywhere its rays shine, and often eases the worry that comes before it shows up.
“Great heaven!” murmured Sir John, as the tutor’s note fell from his nervous grasp, “Am I blind to touch or truth? Am I at last to labour under the fact that my wife loves another! she who only some months since protested her innocence in such strains as to cause the most doubtful to stay alarm. Here is the ring, and there lies the note—the note of him who claims to be not only her tutor but suitor. 80 Why did she accept the former or cause the latter to be written?”
“Good heavens!” murmured Sir John, as the tutor’s note slipped from his nervous grip, “Am I blind to feeling or truth? Am I finally going to realize that my wife loves someone else! She, who just months ago insisted on her innocence in a way that made even the most doubtful pause in alarm. Here is the ring, and there lies the note—the note from the man who claims to be not just her tutor but her suitor. 80 Why did she accept the former or make the latter necessary?”
“Then, the date! Just one month exactly before our marriage; and how I pined for it to elapse whilst another would eagerly have prolonged it. Oh, Irene!—false and low woman! Think you that any longer I can own you as wife or treat you with the respect a wife deserves!” Sir John, ever open to forgiveness, tried hard to master the dreadful spirit of jealousy which arrived at last at its highest point, if he could feel convinced that his wife’s correspondence with her tutor ceased after her marriage, believing if still it continued that other proofs of their dastardly plots would be forthcoming. Thrusting his hand again into the aperture from which he took the two tributes of his wife’s tutor, there appeared nothing to arouse further suspicion, save a Christmas card, written with the same bold hand. The lines were these:—
“Then, the date! Exactly one month before our wedding; and how I longed for it to pass while another would have eagerly stretched it out. Oh, Irene!—you deceitful and despicable woman! Do you think I can still call you my wife or treat you with the respect a wife deserves?” Sir John, always willing to forgive, struggled hard to control the awful jealousy that had finally reached its peak, believing that if his wife’s communication with her tutor had stopped after their marriage, he could hold onto that hope. But if it continued, he feared more evidence of their cowardly scheming would emerge. Reaching into the space where he had taken the two tokens from his wife’s tutor, he found nothing to raise further suspicion, except a Christmas card written in the same bold handwriting. The lines were these:—
“Accept my warmest greeting, friendship, love,
“Accept my warmest greetings, friendship, love,
Thou art my charming Irene, pet and dove;
You are my lovely Irene, darling and sweetheart;
Although another claims thee for a time,
Although someone else claims you for a while,
I trust to call you some day ever mine.
I hope to call you mine one day.
Oh! pray for parting soon with fettered chains,
Oh! please pray for a quick end to these locked chains,
To live and move regardless of those reins
To live and move without being held back by those reins.
That bind your Christmas sprigs of worldly woe
That tie your Christmas branches of worldly sadness
To him, whom you have hated long ago.”
To him, whom you have hated a long time ago.”
This was a second effusion of Otwell’s, and must have been received by Lady Dunfern since her marriage; and, thought he who held it clutched in his trembling hand, Why did she deposit this card amongst her valuables—had she not held it as a treasure of priceless worth?
This was Otwell's second message, and it must have been received by Lady Dunfern after her marriage; and, as the person holding it grasped it in his shaking hand, he wondered, Why did she keep this card among her treasures—did she not see it as something of priceless value?
Nothing more was wanting now to convince the distracted husband of his wife’s infidelity. Depositing the note, card, and ring in the drawer whence he had taken them, Sir John at once proceeded to Lady Dunfern’s bedroom, and found her awake. Being a nobleman of sterling worth, and one on whose word the greatest dependence was always manifested, he could scarcely fail to inform her of the great and trying scene he had just come through. Struggling, however, manfully from mentioning anything that would serve to retard her recovery, he moved towards the bed on which she lay, and before a word was uttered by him he suddenly staggered and fell.
Nothing more was needed now to convince the distraught husband of his wife’s infidelity. After placing the note, card, and ring back in the drawer he took them from, Sir John immediately went to Lady Dunfern’s bedroom and found her awake. Being a man of genuine character, and one whose word was always greatly trusted, he could hardly avoid telling her about the intense and difficult situation he had just experienced. However, trying hard not to mention anything that would delay her recovery, he approached the bed where she lay, and before he could say a word, he suddenly staggered and fell.
Who could then perceive the wan and haggard appearance of him who apparently lay lifeless without being totally terror-stricken—could she, whom he bathed in golden comfort, behold this outstretched form with calm silence? Surely not!
Who could then see the pale and exhausted look of someone who seemed lifeless without feeling completely terrified—could she, whom he surrounded with warmth and comfort, look upon this motionless figure in silence? Surely not!
Instantly ordering a maid to send for Doctor Doherty, the false invalid lay back on her pillow, appearing not much concerned. On the doctor’s arrival he applied restoratives, but without the desired effect. Then he ordered his instant removal to his bed-chamber, where every care and watchfulness was extended him by Rachel Hyde.
Immediately requesting a maid to call Doctor Doherty, the fake invalid reclined on her pillow, seeming largely unconcerned. When the doctor arrived, he administered some restorative treatments, but they didn't have the intended effect. He then instructed that she be taken to her bedroom, where every possible care and attention was provided by Rachel Hyde.
It was nearly two hours ere he manifested the remotest symptoms of animation, and on inquiry the doctor pronounced the sudden shock he had nervously sustained to be grave indeed. Sir John lay in an unconscious condition until next morning, when his first inquiry was relative to his son.
It was almost two hours before he showed any signs of life, and when asked, the doctor said the sudden shock he had experienced was very serious. Sir John remained unconscious until the next morning, when his first question was about his son.
Gradually regaining strength, and venturing in the doctor’s absence out of bed, he walked slowly into his wife’s room to make personal his recovery. He looked pale, and much annoyed, and could only with difficulty refrain from acquainting her of what he had in store to communicate. Each day found both invalids, just and unjust, rapidly recovering, and a few weeks found both completely restored to health and strength.
Gradually regaining strength and, with the doctor away, getting out of bed, he slowly walked into his wife's room to take charge of his recovery. He looked pale and quite frustrated, and he could only barely hold back from telling her what he really wanted to share. Each day, both he and his wife, whether deserving or not, were recovering quickly, and in just a few weeks, they both were fully restored to health and strength.
Lady Dunfern could not help noticing the strange and frozen manner of her husband since the eve of his 83 illness. At first she was inclined to fear his approach, but gradually she felt convinced he was slightly affected with a mild form of insanity; and making minute inquiries from the oldest inhabitants in the neighbourhood and adjoining village as to the accuracy of her fears, she was informed that “such never existed amongst his ancestors, so far as they knew or heard.”
Lady Dunfern couldn't help but notice the odd and distant behavior of her husband since the night before his 83 illness. At first, she was afraid to be near him, but over time, she became convinced that he was experiencing a mild form of madness. She began to ask the oldest residents in the area and nearby village about her concerns, and they told her, “Such a situation has never occurred in his family, as far as we know or have heard.”
Was it strange that Sir John felt a changed man towards her who was so fully charged with deceit? Would it have been acting in accordance with his conscience to overlook her wily artifice? Could the once fond and loving husband, the brave and gallant knight, still trust in her whom he felt convinced would bring a world of disgrace, not alone upon himself, but upon one who in after years, he trusted, would proudly sustain the honourable reputation of his race?
Was it weird that Sir John felt like a different person towards her, someone so filled with deceit? Would it have been right for him to ignore her clever manipulation? Could the once loving husband, the brave knight, still trust her, knowing she would likely bring shame not just on him, but also on someone he hoped would uphold the honorable reputation of his family in the future?
Ah! no matter in what light he viewed her conduct now he was brought to loathe her very look, and was fully determined to shut her in from the gaze of an outside world, or the cunning tricks of a trifling tutor. He was resolved, so far as lay in his power, to treat her with the conduct she merited, and never 84 again allow himself to be persuaded to postpone the visitation of his anger by her villainous pitiful appeals.
Ah! No matter how he looked at her behavior now, he couldn’t stand her face and was completely set on keeping her away from the judgment of the outside world or the sly antics of a petty tutor. He was determined, to the best of his ability, to treat her the way she deserved, and never 84 let himself be convinced to delay the expression of his anger due to her despicable, pitiful pleas.
After serious thought, Sir John began to act; he was inclined to think delay would be dangerous, and on approaching his breakfast table one morning soon after his recovery, he hinted to his housekeeper that he “wished a private interview with her after his morning repast.” This Rachel punctually obeyed.
After giving it some serious thought, Sir John started to take action; he felt that waiting would be risky. One morning soon after he got better, as he approached his breakfast table, he mentioned to his housekeeper that he “wanted a private meeting with her after his breakfast.” This Rachel promptly obliged.
Seeing her master’s trembling hand twitch the tips of his beard, she feared something dreadful must surely be disturbing his peace of mind, and commanding her to “lock the door” lest they should be interrupted, he informed her of all that had happened.
Seeing her master's trembling hand brushing against his beard, she feared that something terrible must be bothering him. Telling her to "lock the door" so they wouldn't be interrupted, he explained everything that had occurred.
Rachel, ever ready to sow doubt in the mind of her master regarding his wife, manifested her want of surprise by relating some incidents which occurred under her notice. Nothing, however monstrous, could astonish Sir John at this time regarding his wife’s movements, and informing Rachel of his intention he ordered the key of one of the rooms that yet had been shut against the entrance of Lady Dunfern.
Rachel, always eager to plant doubts in her master’s mind about his wife, showed her lack of surprise by sharing some events she had witnessed. However, nothing could shock Sir John at this point concerning his wife’s actions, and after telling Rachel of his decision, he requested the key to one of the rooms that had still been kept locked against Lady Dunfern’s entry.
Hastening to fulfil her master’s order, Rachel returned with the mighty key, and handed it to Sir John, who moved to the door, and thrusting the rusty key into its aperture, succeeded with great difficulty in effecting an entrance. Rachel followed, and both entered, locking the heavy-panelled oak door from within. “This,” said Sir John, “is the room of mycorr, the room of death. It defies escape or secretion. It has been so long as I remember held in abhorrence by my late lamented parents, and, so far as I can understand, by many of my ancestors.
Hurrying to fulfill her master’s command, Rachel came back with the large key and handed it to Sir John, who approached the door. After struggling, he managed to fit the rusty key into the lock and successfully unlocked it. Rachel followed him inside, and they locked the heavy oak door from the inside. “This,” Sir John said, “is the room of mycorr, the room of death. It offers no way to escape or hide. As long as I can remember, my late parents despised this place, and it seems many of my ancestors did as well.”
“First of all, the lady who shared its midst was a born imbecile, the eldest daughter of my great great grandfather—Sir Sydney Dunfern. She was nursed and tenderly cared for within these walls for a period of thirty-six years, and through the instantaneous insanity of her ward, was marked a victim for his murderous hand. Yes, it has been related that during midnight, when she was fast asleep, he drew from that drawer” here Sir John pointed to the wardrobe, “a weapon of warlike design, and severed her head almost from her body, causing instant death.
“First of all, the woman in the middle was a natural fool, the eldest daughter of my great-great-grandfather—Sir Sydney Dunfern. She was cared for and nurtured within these walls for thirty-six years, and through the sudden madness of her keeper, she became a target for his murderous intentions. Yes, it’s been said that at midnight, while she was fast asleep, he took out that drawer” here, Sir John pointed to the wardrobe, “a weapon designed for battle, and nearly severed her head from her body, resulting in immediate death.
“It was not known until next day about noon that anything extraordinary had happened. It was first 86 detected by Sir Sydney himself, who became alarmed at not having seen Wade—the ward’s name was Hector Wade—as usual at ten o’clock, and tapping at the door, was surprised to hear some noise issue from within. Being of a hasty temper, he became indignant at the ward’s indifference, and calling loudly, finally gained admittance.
“It wasn’t until the next day around noon that anyone knew anything unusual had happened. It was first 86 noticed by Sir Sydney himself, who got worried when he didn't see Wade—the ward’s name was Hector Wade—as usual at ten o’clock. When he knocked on the door, he was surprised to hear some noise coming from inside. Being quick-tempered, he got angry at the ward’s indifference and called out loudly until he finally got in.”
“The murderer had her stretched on this floor, and every article capable of being removed piled upon her corpse. Horrified at such a sight, Sir Sydney became wild with grief, and at once handed the pitiful lunatic over to those in authority.
“The murderer had her laid out on this floor, and every item that could be taken was stacked on her body. Horrified by such a sight, Sir Sydney was overcome with grief and immediately handed the tragic lunatic over to those in charge.
“The next inhabitant doomed to share in its dull delight was Kathleen, wife of my beloved grandfather, a beautiful woman, whose portrait you now see. She, I am sorry to relate, proved more an accomplice than the honoured wife of him who added so much to the welfare of those who now benefit by his great economy. The hand of death visited her here likewise with its separating touch.
“The next person destined to partake in its boring pleasure was Kathleen, the wife of my beloved grandfather, a beautiful woman, whose portrait you now see. Unfortunately, I must say she turned out to be more of an accomplice than the respected wife of the man who contributed so much to the well-being of those who now benefit from his great generosity. The hand of death also came to her here with its parting touch.”
“The last person inhabiting its cheerless enclosure was a distant relative of my mother, a gentleman named Rodney Rupert, who fell from the path of virtue and trod the field of vice, until confined within 87 this prison of pathetic account, and who, in a moment of passion, ended his days with that pistol which hangs on yonder hook, and on that bed all these lay, and which shall again be made use of by a traitoress of no mean account either.”
“The last person who lived in that dreary place was a distant relative of my mom, a man named Rodney Rupert, who strayed from the path of goodness and ventured into wrongdoing until he was locked up in 87 this sad excuse for a prison. In a moment of anger, he took his own life with the pistol that’s hanging on that hook over there, and on that bed, where everything happened, it will again be used by a traitor of no small significance either.”
Sir John then proceeded to give orders to “have the room made as comfortable as its scanty furniture permitted,” which consisted only of one small table, one chair, and an old-fashioned wardrobe, with several small drawers attached, one dressing-table and wash-stand, all of which were magnificently carved oak and richly panelled.
Sir John then gave instructions to “make the room as comfortable as the limited furniture allowed,” which included only one small table, one chair, an old-fashioned wardrobe with several small drawers, and a dressing table and washstand, all of which were beautifully carved from oak and richly paneled.
There was only one large window, made up of iron bars and a multitude of small panes of glass not larger than three inches square, all of equal dimensions, and inside this window were strong bars of iron looped on every side and firmly fastened.
There was just one large window, consisting of iron bars and a lot of small panes of glass no bigger than three inches square, all the same size, and inside this window were sturdy iron bars looped on every side and securely fastened.
The cocoa matting which served as a carpet, parts of which were grim with gore, was almost worn past recognition. These were all the articles this badly-lighted room contained, save several oil-paintings of enormous size. On the whole, it presented the appearance of a private prison.
The cocoa matting that acted as a carpet, some parts stained with blood, was nearly unrecognizable from wear. These were the only items in this dimly lit room, apart from several large oil paintings. Overall, it looked like a private prison.
An icy atmosphere pervaded throughout the room, 88 damped with an odour of something inert, which Sir John believed would be rendered extinct in the presence of a fire.
A cold vibe filled the room, 88 tinged with a smell of something lifeless, which Sir John thought would disappear with a fire.
Rachel, after receiving orders in confidence from her master, set matters to right by lighting a fire, dusting the old and much-worn furniture, airing the bed-clothes, etc., being strictly charged to admit, on no pretence whatever, now or at any time, any member of the household or visitor to the mansion.
Rachel, after getting secret instructions from her master, took care of things by starting a fire, dusting the old and worn furniture, airing out the bed linens, and so on, being strictly instructed to not allow, under any circumstances, any household member or visitor to the mansion at any time.
When everything was in perfect readiness for the reception of its guest, Sir John directed Rachel to “bring her Ladyship into his presence.” What could have astonished Lady Dunfern more on being ushered into a room which never before was open for her inspection? Nothing save the information her husband eagerly awaited her to receive. On being informed of her vast deception, which was proved beyond doubt, and to which she felt wholly incompetent to reply, she was absolutely dumb-stricken.
When everything was perfectly set for welcoming their guest, Sir John told Rachel to “bring her Ladyship in to see him.” What could have surprised Lady Dunfern more than entering a room that had never been open to her before? Nothing except the news her husband eagerly wanted her to hear. After learning about her huge deception, which was proven beyond any doubt, and which she felt completely unprepared to respond to, she was absolutely speechless.
It required no further questioning now concerning her husband’s recent strangeness of manner and rigid coolness with which he was forced to treat her whom he scorned to call wife.
It didn't need any more questions now about her husband’s recent odd behavior and the coldness he showed her, the woman he refused to call his wife.
“You, madam,” said he, “have by your conduct, both before and after marriage, forced me to keep you a prisoner within these walls so long as you live or I exist.
“You, ma'am,” he said, “by your behavior, both before and after marriage, have made me keep you locked up in this place for as long as you live or I do.”
“You have not failed to act the infamous by kissing me with the lips of a Judas! You have at last plunged me into deepest disgrace, not alone me, but him whom you should have been liberated to succour and chastise. Mocking wretch! your foul deeds shall have plenty of scope here for improvement, and a prisoner you shall be during the remainder of your life.”
“You have not failed to be infamous by kissing me with the lips of a traitor! You have finally plunged me into the deepest disgrace, not just me, but also the one you should have set free to help and correct. Mocking scoundrel! Your wicked actions will have plenty of room for improvement here, and you will be a prisoner for the rest of your life.”
Sir John, without another word, glided from before the presence of her who once was treated as a goddess by him, and turning the great key that locked her for ever from his view, handed it to Rachel, who was to have sole admittance to, and full charge of, his wife.
Sir John, without saying anything else, smoothly stepped away from the woman he once revered like a goddess, and after turning the large key that would forever separate him from her, gave it to Rachel, who would have exclusive access to and complete responsibility for his wife.
When left to herself in the ghostly and spacious closet of crippled right, which until now she never dare approach, Lady Dunfern, instead of shewing signs of grief, which Sir John felt assured must burst from its midst, gloried in being aloof from the occasional rebukes to which she was subject 90 whilst occupying the rooms free to her access. She would now have full opportunity of guiding her thoughts to self-advantage or disadvantage. She felt free to try and act as she in any case would have done, regarding very little the shame brought on her husband by her intrigue with the tutor, whom she simply idolized, never once casting a thought on her infant, knowing well it would be passionately cared for.
When she was alone in the eerie and spacious closet of crippled right, which she had never dared to enter until now, Lady Dunfern, instead of showing signs of sorrow that Sir John was sure would come, took pride in being separate from the occasional criticisms she faced while enjoying access to the rooms available to her. She now had the perfect chance to focus her thoughts on her own advantages or disadvantages. She felt free to try and act as she would have anyway, caring very little for the shame brought on her husband by her affair with the tutor, whom she simply idolized, never once thinking about her baby, knowing it would be taken care of with great passion. 90
Oceans of thought took hold on her as she vacantly viewed the damp and darkened walls of her monstrous cell, now and then moving forward to inspect the many paintings of great and historic worth which hung from their lofty support, mostly all more or less resembling him who probably should ere long add to their number.
Oceans of thought consumed her as she blankly stared at the damp, dark walls of her huge cell, occasionally stepping closer to examine the many valuable paintings that hung high above, most of which resembled him, who would likely soon be added to their number.
Lady Dunfern allowed the weeks and months to pass unheeded until afforded ample opportunity of resorting to some means that might not alone free her from such death-like surroundings, but snap the chain of obligation in two which presently connected her with a husband she cared not for.
Lady Dunfern let the weeks and months slide by without paying attention until she had enough opportunity to find a way that could not only free her from the lifeless environment she was in but also break the bond of obligation that currently tied her to a husband she didn't care about.
She longed for the hour of flight from the dismal shelter under which she was doomed to dwell. She 91 yearned for the days that had fled, and more so for her who had shared in their pleasure. She pined for him whom she so long lived to adore, and hesitated not to do so still.
She longed for the moment to escape the bleak shelter where she was trapped. She 91 missed the days that had passed, and even more so the person who had shared in their joy. She ached for the one she had loved for so long and didn’t hesitate to still love him.
Could she only acquaint him of her husband’s cruelty, how he might assist her in effecting her release. What could be done, she frequently asked herself, to brighten her future only a little?
Could she just tell him about her husband's cruelty, he might help her escape. What could she do, she often asked herself, to make her future a little brighter?
Could she possibly escape? She feared not.
Could she really escape? She didn't think so.
Every two hours that villainous woman entered during the day since first she was snared in the net of revenge and compelled to remain within its enclosures of shivering fear. Still, she never lost hope of flight, and cheered with the thought of future stratagem, she tried to remain somewhat consoled.
Every two hours, that wicked woman came in during the day since she was first caught in the web of revenge and forced to stay within its confines of trembling fear. Still, she never lost hope of escaping, and encouraged by the thought of future plans, she tried to keep her spirits up.
CHAPTER XI.
The trickling tide of fortune sometimes ebbs slowly. It meets with occasional barriers of boisterous worth, and reaches its haven of intent too often with obstruction. Its waters drip on the proud and humble, the mighty and pitiful, the meek and unholy, and refuse to overlook even the weary and careworn confined in the cell. It ceases not to store within its waters of wonder intricate windings of wealth and poverty, triumph and torture, joy and misery, and does not hesitate at any time to safely deposit its various burthens on the numerous beaches along which it must pass.
The flow of fortune can sometimes move slowly. It runs into occasional obstacles of bold merit and often arrives at its destination with resistance. Its waters fall on the proud and humble, the powerful and the needy, the gentle and the wicked, and it doesn’t disregard even those weary and worn out in their cells. It continues to gather within its depths intricate pathways of wealth and poverty, success and suffering, happiness and pain, and is never shy about safely depositing its various loads on the many shores along its journey.
When almost a year of Lady Dunfern’s private imprisonment was about drawing to a close, she was beginning to partly believe the truth of her husband’s dogmatic remarks. She had strongly been endeavouring during this time to arrive at some possible means of communication with Marjory Mason, 93 her much-loved maid, whose services Sir John still retained; but every endeavour she yet formed proved absolutely vain. She often thought had she been attended by any of the household staff, only her on whom she never could dream to rely, she might have made good her escape long since; but being watched and visited so regularly by Rachel Hyde, she felt her task much more difficult of performance than at first imagined. Sometimes she would bring her table close to the window and mount on its shaky leaf, then step into the great window-sill, pull out her handkerchief and rub the puny panes to try and catch a glimpse of nature and probably chance to see some of the servants pass.
As Lady Dunfern’s nearly year-long private imprisonment was coming to an end, she was starting to somewhat believe her husband’s stubborn comments. Throughout this time, she had been trying hard to find some way to communicate with Marjory Mason, 93 her beloved maid, who was still employed by Sir John; but every attempt she made turned out to be completely useless. She often thought that if she had been accompanied by any of the household staff, except for the one person she could never rely on, she might have escaped a long time ago; but with Rachel Hyde watching her and visiting regularly, she found her task much more challenging than she had initially assumed. Sometimes she would bring her table close to the window and stand on its wobbly leaf, then step onto the wide window-sill, pull out her handkerchief, and wipe the small panes in hopes of catching a glimpse of nature and possibly seeing some of the servants passing by.
This heavily-barred window stood considerably high, and if viewed from a distance, or even from the ground adjacent, seemed small in consequence. It was, therefore, very difficult for her to recognise one menial from another, yet she often imagined she could not be mistaken in perceiving a form in the garden, right opposite, that surely strongly resembled her favourite maid.
This heavily barred window was very high up, and if you looked at it from a distance, or even from the ground nearby, it seemed pretty small. It was really hard for her to tell one servant from another, yet she often thought she couldn't be wrong in thinking she saw a shape in the garden right across that looked just like her favorite maid.
What course was she, then, to adopt in order to discover the accuracy of her thoughts? How could she manage to be positive regarding Marjory’s 94 appearance? She felt it almost miraculous to identify her who trod so far beneath her heightened gaze. Each day she resolved to mount the window at the same hour, believing her constant watching might through time convince her who the object of her anxiety might be.
What should she do to find out if her thoughts were right? How could she be sure about Marjory’s 94 appearance? It felt almost miraculous to recognize someone so far below her elevated view. Every day, she promised herself she would go to the window at the same time, hoping that by watching regularly, she might eventually figure out who was causing her anxiety.
But the distance between them still remained the same, and ended with the same disappointing result. A thought at last crowned her precious efforts. She fancied if she could succeed in breaking one of the small window panes she could, with the aid of a telescope found in one of the drawers, define exactly who the maid might chance to be.
But the distance between them still stayed the same, ending with the same disappointing result. Finally, a thought crowned her efforts. She imagined that if she could break one of the small window panes, she could use a telescope found in one of the drawers to figure out exactly who the maid might be.
The same hour each day found the eager mistress and anxious maid in their respective places, the former mounted on the window-sill, the latter gazing pitifully towards the window of her mistress’s hateful cell. But discernment was altogether impossible for Lady Dunfern, who was resolved not to be baffled much longer in ascertaining who the constant visitor was. Snapping from her finger an exquisite diamond ring, and studying which pane of glass would be least noticed, she arrived at the wise conclusion of extracting the lowest corner pane, which she cleverly and 95 effectually succeeded in doing. Wondering, first of all, how she would hide the opening from the cute eye of her who proved her only visitor, she placed her fleecy wrap carelessly against it, and resuming her seat, was persuaded fully to believe she had successfully accomplished the first step to her freedom.
Every day at the same hour, the eager mistress and anxious maid were in their usual spots, the former perched on the window-sill and the latter gazing sadly at the window of her mistress’s dreaded cell. But Lady Dunfern was determined not to be kept in the dark any longer about who the regular visitor was. She snapped an exquisite diamond ring off her finger and, figuring out which pane of glass would go unnoticed, she wisely decided to remove the bottom corner pane, which she skillfully and 95 successfully achieved. As she wondered how to hide the opening from her only visitor, she casually draped her soft wrap against it and, settling back down, fully convinced herself that she had successfully taken the first step toward her freedom.
Rachel, arriving now with luncheon, failed to notice, or if noticed, to mention the article in the window. Next day, with great confidence, Lady Dunfern was found in her usual recess, and drawing forth the telescope, viewed keenly the object of her constant search, and to her wild delight she at once beheld Marjory Mason with grave face staring, she fancied, at her. At last, her Ladyship had achieved a mighty work, indeed, which she hoped would yet prove of more practical importance.
Rachel arrived with lunch but didn’t notice, or didn’t mention, the article in the window. The next day, with a lot of confidence, Lady Dunfern was in her usual spot, and pulling out the telescope, she carefully looked at the object of her ongoing search. To her great excitement, she immediately saw Marjory Mason with a serious expression, staring, as she imagined, back at her. Finally, her Ladyship had accomplished something significant, which she hoped would turn out to be even more practically important.
It may be mentioned that Marjory Mason visited the same plot of ground at the same hour every available morning since she was robbed of the pleasure of waiting on her mistress, merely to get a glimpse of the window she knew must belong to her Ladyship’s haunt of hardship; and could honest Marjory have only seen the handkerchief that every day was pointed to its little transparent enclosures, how she 96 would so gladly have waved hers in return. But other means had to be resorted to, through Lady Dunfern’s great perspicacity, to try and establish a line of communication with one she could trust. This being now arrived at cast a world of grief from the mind of her who, under such a roof of suspense as that beneath which she existed, felt if aid were not forthcoming, she would shortly have to yield to the imperative command of the King of Conquering Divines.
Marjory Mason visited the same spot every morning at the same time since she lost the joy of serving her mistress, just to catch a glimpse of the window she believed belonged to her Ladyship’s place of struggle. If only honest Marjory could have seen the handkerchief that was pointed at its little transparent enclosures every day, she would have happily waved hers in return. However, other methods had to be found, through Lady Dunfern’s keen insight, to try to establish a way to communicate with someone she could trust. Finally achieving this lifted a heavy burden from the mind of someone who, under the constant stress she lived with, felt that if help didn’t come soon, she would have no choice but to surrender to the inevitable call of the King of Conquering Divines.
Who could now recognise the “Southern Beauty” of Dilworth Castle? Who could visit the once beautiful bride of Dunfern Mansion without naturally betraying signs of heartfelt sorrow? She who so often graced the assemblies of the proud and famous; she who adorned society with her majestic presence; she who, by her charming manner and elegant bearing, failed not to steal the affection of him who treated her so, was an object of abject commiseration where her conduct wasn’t questioned. She was no longer the cheerful associate, the bright converser, the lively, robust Irene Iddesleigh. She, the pride of her guardians, the once adored of her husband, the envied object of socialism, must bear to exist, though by any means within her power, not where she 97 existed presently. The next part to be enacted was to attract Marjory’s attention. This could easily be tried, and tying her cambric square firmly round the top of a small poker, she timidly sent it through the cavity, at the same time viewing Marjory by means of her telescope. At first Marjory was seen to shade her eyes with her hand, and move a little forward, then suddenly stop. She would again move slightly nearer to the wafting emblem of despair, and quickly advancing, until she neared the spot where best the snowy sign could be seen, instantly concluded that she must be observed by her ladyship.
Who could now recognize the “Southern Beauty” of Dilworth Castle? Who could visit the once stunning bride of Dunfern Mansion without naturally showing signs of deep sorrow? She who so often graced the gatherings of the proud and famous; she who enhanced society with her grand presence; she who, with her charming personality and elegant demeanor, won the affection of the one who treated her this way, became an object of pity wherever her behavior wasn’t questioned. She was no longer the cheerful companion, the engaging conversationalist, the lively, vibrant Irene Iddesleigh. She, once the pride of her guardians, the beloved of her husband, the envied figure of social circles, had to endure her existence, although by any means available to her, not in the place she currently occupied. The next step was to get Marjory’s attention. This could easily be attempted, and tying her delicate scarf firmly to the top of a small poker, she nervously sent it through the gap, all while observing Marjory using her telescope. At first, Marjory shaded her eyes with her hand and moved a bit closer, then suddenly stopped. She would again inch closer to the fluttering symbol of despair, quickly advancing until she was near enough to see the white sign clearly, and instantly concluded that she must be seen by her ladyship.
When Lady Dunfern perceived that Marjory could by no means be closer to her, she pulled the flag of victory back, leaving her maid in breathless confusion, never for an instant flinching until she might again have an opportunity of rendering her assistance whom she worshipped.
When Lady Dunfern realized that Marjory couldn't get any closer to her, she pulled back the victory flag, leaving her maid in stunned confusion, never wavering for a moment until she had another chance to help the one she admired.
In less than five minutes another signal appeared through the open space in the form of a small piece of paper, the meaning of which Marjory knew well. It appeared to be making its way with wonderful alacrity towards her, who now was in nervous despair lest she should be detected by her master, or 98 some of the other members of his staff. At last the missive reached its destination, and, wildly grasping it, Marjory loosed the cord, that was swiftly drawn back, and plainly written by her mistress’s hand were the words, “To Marjory, my trusted maid.” Shrieking with delight, she pushed the note into her pocket, and, speedily hastening to the mansion, entered her own room. Securing the door from within, she instantly tore asunder the cover, and read with tearful eyes as follows:—
In less than five minutes, another signal appeared through the open space in the form of a small piece of paper, the meaning of which Marjory knew well. It seemed to be moving quickly toward her, as she was now in nervous despair, fearing that her master or 98 some of the other staff might catch her. Finally, the message reached her, and eagerly grabbing it, Marjory untied the cord that was swiftly pulled back. Written clearly in her mistress’s handwriting were the words, “To Marjory, my trusted maid.” Shrieking with delight, she stuffed the note into her pocket and hurried back to the mansion, entering her own room. Once she secured the door from the inside, she quickly tore open the cover and read with tearful eyes as follows:—
“Room No. 10.
Room #10.
“Dearest Marjory and Friend,
“Dear Marjory and Friend,
“You at last have proof of the confidence reposed in you by me. How I have thought of you since I was severed from you no one knows. That you have been aware of my imprisonment I can no longer doubt. However, I shall not presently give you any particulars, but beg to say that if you could by any means you thought safe let me hear if you have ever received any letters for me from Oscar, I should ever feel grateful and reward you accordingly. My reason for such inquiry I shall explain further on. Dear Marjory, keep this dark. Might I suggest that you slip a note under my door this evening at five o’clock precisely. This you can do I believe at this hour with safety. Trusting you are keeping strong, and hoping soon to thank you personally for such secret kindness,
"You finally have proof of the trust I’ve placed in you. No one knows how much I’ve thought about you since we were separated. I can no longer doubt that you know about my imprisonment. However, I won’t go into details right now, but I’d be really grateful if you could let me know—by any safe means—if you've ever received any letters for me from Oscar. I would reward you for your help. I’ll explain my reason for asking later. Dear Marjory, please keep this private. Could you slip a note under my door this evening at exactly five o'clock? I believe you can do this safely at that hour. I hope you’re staying strong, and I look forward to thanking you personally for your discreet kindness soon."
“Believe me,
“Trust me,
“Sincerely yours,
"Best regards,"
“Irene.
Irene.
“To Marjory.”
"To Marjory."
This note was ample explanation of the confidence Lady Dunfern had in her maid. She well knew from previous experience how she could trust her, and felt assured she was not a victim to misplaced confidence. Marjory would sooner have suffered death than betray her whom she had served so long at Dilworth Castle, and so short a time at Dunfern Mansion, and, carefully folding the note she held in her hand, proceeded to reply.
This note clearly showed how much confidence Lady Dunfern had in her maid. She knew from past experiences that she could trust her and felt certain that her trust was well-placed. Marjory would rather face death than betray the woman she had served for so long at Dilworth Castle and for such a short time at Dunfern Mansion. Carefully folding the note she held, she began to write her response.
Lady Dunfern, at the hour appointed, stood in agony behind the massive door, underneath which she soon felt sure of receiving news that would either increase or diminish her varied stock of fears. Nor was she disappointed. At the very hour referred to, the note appeared. Who could picture the ecstatic relief of Lady Dunfern as she paced her prison floor, whilst carefully scanning the contents of Marjory’s note. In it she stated that her husband received all letters direct, not alone for himself, but for all his servants, and delivered them personally to each, this only happening since she was subject to his cruel treatment.
Lady Dunfern, at the appointed time, stood in agony behind the massive door, sure that she would soon get news that would either heighten or lessen her many fears. And she was not disappointed. Right on schedule, the note arrived. Who could imagine the ecstatic relief of Lady Dunfern as she paced her prison-like room, carefully reading Marjory’s note? In it, she explained that her husband received all letters directly, not just for himself, but for all his servants, and personally delivered them to each, a practice that only started since she was subjected to his cruel treatment.
Lady Dunfern was a little surprised at not receiving through Marjory some news of Oscar. 100 But when informed of her husband being the recipient of all letters, she felt confident his were amongst the many for his inspection, and would not therefore aid his aspect of matters much. Safely depositing the prayed-for epistle of Marjory in her drawer, she seemed to suddenly grow quite cheerful and animated, so much so that Rachel, on entering some short time afterwards, was so struck with the change as to acknowledge that her ladyship must surely appreciate the book she held in her hand to an extraordinary extent, since it had altered her demeanour so.
Lady Dunfern was a bit surprised that she hadn't received any news about Oscar through Marjory. 100 However, once she learned that her husband was the one getting all the letters, she felt sure that his letters were among the many he would look over, so it wouldn’t really change his view on things. After safely putting Marjory’s much-anticipated letter in her drawer, she suddenly seemed much happier and more lively. When Rachel walked in a little while later, she was so taken aback by the change that she had to admit that Lady Dunfern must really be enjoying the book she was holding, since it had such a noticeable impact on her mood.
Could this attendant only have known the true nature of Lady Dunfern’s much-changed manner, how, with a conquering air, she would so soon have conveyed the tidings to Sir John. This, however, was not to be. Lady Dunfern believed that such a line of intercourse as that which she had so artfully managed with one on whom she could ever place implicit confidence, must surely yet be the means of freeing her from the fetters of a fierce and prejudiced race.
Could this attendant have realized the true nature of Lady Dunfern's changed behavior, she would have confidently shared the news with Sir John right away. However, this wasn't meant to happen. Lady Dunfern believed that the communication she had skillfully maintained with someone she could always trust would surely help her break free from the restraints of a fierce and biased lineage.
Every morning, at the same hour, mistress and maid were at their respective posts, the former, with 101 brightened eye, mounted on her favourite pedestal of triumphant account and gazing intently on the object of rescue; the latter, casting that grave and careworn look in the direction of the niched signboard of distress, stood firmly and faithfully until she received the watchword of action and warning.
Every morning, at the same time, the lady and her maid were at their usual spots. The lady, with a bright eye, stood on her favorite pedestal of triumph, focusing intently on the object of rescue. The maid, wearing a serious and tired expression, looked toward the signboard of distress and stood resolutely and loyally until she received the signal to act.
CHAPTER XII.
Torture trifleth not. It manifests in many instances the deserving censure imposed upon its stinging touch. It acts like the poisonous fangs of the serpent, unless extracted from its burning crypt of chastisement by hands of wily witchcraft. So frightened did Lady Dunfern become lest the eye of the straggler might chance more than once to catch the meaning of Marjory’s loitering about the grounds immediately below her window, that she deemed it imperative to alter her arrangements, and, acquainting Marjory in the usual way, appointed an hour that would almost defy matters to be made conspicuous. This change made both of them more free to act, and proved a decided success.
Ttorture doesn't mess around. It shows up in countless ways, bringing the harsh criticism that comes with its painful sting. It's like the venomous fangs of a snake, unless pulled from its fiery lair of punishment by clever magic. Lady Dunfern was so worried that the wandering eye might catch onto the meaning behind Marjory's lingering around the grounds right below her window that she felt it necessary to change her plans. Informing Marjory in the usual way, she set a time that would make it almost impossible for anything to stand out. This adjustment allowed both of them to act more freely and turned out to be a clear success.
Only some weeks elapsed since Lady Dunfern’s first missive reached Marjory until word was forthcoming from Oscar Otwell. Her heart beat wildly 103 with joy on reading the following, slipped to her in the usual way:—
Only a few weeks passed since Lady Dunfern’s first letter arrived for Marjory before she heard from Oscar Otwell. Her heart raced with joy upon reading the following, given to her in the usual way:— 103
“Hedley,
Hedley,
Berks.
Berks County.
“Dearest Lady Dunfern,
"Dear Lady Dunfern,"
“You may well guess my gross astonishment on receipt of your long looked-for note, and the dire news it contained. My heart bleeds for you, and believe me, no stone shall be left unturned until your release from that heathenish cell of woe shall be proclaimed. Often have I looked for an answer to my letters from you, but, alas! in vain. I began to be convinced that something must have driven your love for me into hate. I am further surprised that my uncle, who purchased Dilworth Estate, and who permanently resides at the castle with his wife and daughters, never alluded in any way in his letters to me to your retirement as it were from public life. His answers to my many questions concerning you he entirely evaded, and never having had an opportunity of a personal interview with him since I entered Chitworth College, I unfortunately have been debarred from rendering long since the aid you now seek.
“You can probably imagine my shock when I received your long-awaited note and the terrible news it carried. My heart aches for you, and I promise I will do everything I can until your release from that dreadful place is announced. I’ve often looked for a reply to my letters, but, unfortunately, with no luck. I started to think that something must have turned your love for me into hate. I’m even more surprised that my uncle, who bought Dilworth Estate and lives permanently at the castle with his wife and daughters, never mentioned anything about your withdrawal from public life in his letters to me. He completely avoided answering my many questions about you, and since I haven’t had the chance to meet with him in person since I started at Chitworth College, I’ve regrettably been unable to provide the help you now need.”
“Your suggestion shall undoubtedly have my prompt attention, and I’ll now say no more, until I rejoice in your freedom.
“Your suggestion will definitely get my quick attention, and I won’t say anything more until I’m happy about your freedom.
“Ever your loving
“Always your loving
“Oscar.”
“Oscar.”
The mind of him who was in full possession of the facts regarding Lady Dunfern’s present position became perfectly distracted, and on entering College next morning, after receiving her note, was so 104 overcome with grief as to cause grave alarm amongst the many students who benefitted so much by his strenuous efforts to insure success. Doctor O’Sullivan, the eminent President of the College, on seeing Oscar, whom he lately observed was labouring under some weight of sorrow, in such a state of despair, strongly advised a change of air, at the same time kindly offering him a substitute for four weeks, at the end of which time, if he still found himself unable to resume his tuitions, he would prolong his vacation by two weeks. This was the very thing Oscar wanted—absence from duty—and he gladly availed himself of the worthy president’s generous offer.
The mind of the person who knew all the details about Lady Dunfern’s current situation became completely overwhelmed, and when he arrived at College the next morning after receiving her note, he was so filled with grief that it caused serious concern among the many students who greatly benefited from his hard work to ensure their success. Doctor O’Sullivan, the respected President of the College, noticing Oscar, who he had recently seen struggling under some burden of sorrow, in such a state of despair, strongly recommended a change of scenery. He also kindly offered Oscar a substitute for four weeks, and after that, if he still felt unable to continue his teaching, he would extend his break by another two weeks. This was exactly what Oscar needed—time away from his duties—and he happily accepted the generous offer from the esteemed president.
How Oscar quitted the college on receiving the news which liberated him, not only for four weeks, but for ever!—how he sped along to his room in Upper Joy Street, and there wrote a few words to her who longed for his presence and aid, wondering how the clever trick, so ably concocted by Lady Dunfern, would be accomplished, or if attempted, would succeed!—better leave it to her who had so well managed to even reach the length of liberty which marked her heroism already.
How Oscar left college when he got the news that set him free, not just for four weeks, but for good!—how he rushed back to his room on Upper Joy Street, and there wrote a few words to her who eagerly awaited his presence and support, wondering how the clever scheme, so skillfully put together by Lady Dunfern, would play out, or if it would even work if attempted!—better to leave it to her, who had already shown such heroism by even achieving this level of freedom.
Lady Dunfern was busily engaged, during her hours of uninterruption, in marking notes, with great caution and clearness, on paper for Marjory’s use; and well guarded and guided must the steps be that should again lead her into the open field of freedom and health.
Lady Dunfern was busy, during her uninterrupted hours, carefully and clearly taking notes on paper for Marjory to use; and the steps leading her back into the open field of freedom and health had to be very well planned and protected.
The heavy rain beat furiously against the darkened window of Lady Dunfern’s confined and much-detested abode as Rachel approached her with supper on the night of 24th December.
The heavy rain pounded relentlessly against the dark window of Lady Dunfern’s small and much-hated home as Rachel came towards her with dinner on the night of December 24th.
As the next day brought many touching remembrances with it, Rachel, this iron-willed attendant, spoke in rather soothing strains to her whom more than once she tried to betray. Lady Dunfern, being so fully charged with thoughts edging on her flight, remained in perfect indifference to all her cunning remarks, never betraying the least outward symptom of the excitement that then raged so terribly within her; she was resolved that no word of any description whatever should be conveyed to him who so eagerly awaited Rachel’s retracing footsteps outside the cell.
As the next day brought many emotional memories, Rachel, the determined attendant, spoke to the woman she had tried to betray more than once in a calming manner. Lady Dunfern, overwhelmed with thoughts about her escape, completely ignored Rachel's clever comments, never showing any sign of the intense turmoil inside her. She was determined that no words should reach the man eagerly waiting for Rachel's return outside the cell.
Prompted strongly by Sir John before entering, Rachel carried with her messages of a rather condoling 106 character, to be delivered to her ladyship in such pitiful phrases as to twist from her remarks for the use of him who feared that something dreadful was about to happen owing to a miserable dream he had only a couple of nights before.
Prompted strongly by Sir John before entering, Rachel brought with her messages of a rather comforting nature, to be delivered to her ladyship in such sorrowful phrases as to divert from her comments for the benefit of the one who feared that something terrible was about to happen because of a disturbing dream he had just a couple of nights ago. 106
But Lady Dunfern was too watchful to allow even one word to escape her lips that might innocently convict her; and steadfastly guarding against the tongue of the treacherous maiden, remained in silence. The evil-intended Rachel lingered around the room fully fifteen minutes, thus affording Lady Dunfern every opportunity of saying something, but all of no avail; and angrily snatching up the large silver tray, bounced out of the room, banging the great door after her, probably in order to frighten her mistress, but not a nerve did the rude and audacious act disturb.
But Lady Dunfern was too careful to let even one word slip that might accidentally get her in trouble; and, making sure to stay quiet about the scheming girl, she remained silent. The malicious Rachel hung around the room for a full fifteen minutes, giving Lady Dunfern every chance to say something, but it was all pointless; and, angrily grabbing the large silver tray, she stormed out of the room, slamming the big door behind her, probably to scare her mistress, but not a single nerve was rattled by the rude and brazen action.
Turning the light very low, the confined woman slipped on tip-toe behind the defiant door, and heard faint sounds proceed from the adjoining corridor, the voices she well knew to be those of both her husband and Rachel. Her heart sank somewhat at the discourse that followed Rachel’s recent visit, lest it might be concerning either herself or Marjory; or, worse still, she thought, relative to her intended 107 flight within five hours, which she earnestly implored should not be prevented.
Turning the light way down low, the woman quietly tiptoed behind the stubborn door and heard soft sounds coming from the nearby corridor—she recognized the voices of both her husband and Rachel. Her heart sank a little at the conversation that followed Rachel’s recent visit, worrying that it might be about either her or Marjory; or worse, she thought, about her planned escape in five hours, which she desperately hoped wouldn’t be stopped. 107
The voices, however, after a lengthy conversation, suddenly ceased, and gently moving to the fire, she sat quietly down to heat her icy limbs, that were almost benumbed with cold.
The voices, however, after a long conversation, suddenly stopped, and she quietly moved to the fire, sitting down to warm her frozen limbs, which were almost numb from the cold.
The thoughts which she allowed to disturb her anxious mind she found were very numerous, the principal one being that of flight, which she trusted strenuously should be fully accomplished within the time specified. The first hour slipped in, the second moved round too, likewise the third; and, gazing in wild despair in the direction of her dainty-jewelled watch, which she kept suspended from a trivial hook above the mantelpiece of richly carved oak, could scarcely refrain from tears.
The thoughts that filled her anxious mind were overwhelming, with the main one being the need to escape, a goal she hoped to achieve within the given timeframe. The first hour passed, then the second, and finally the third; while she stared in frantic despair at her delicate, jeweled watch, which hung from a small hook above the beautifully carved oak mantelpiece, she could hardly hold back her tears.
The smallest hand of her little timekeeper could not fail to show that the hour of eleven had just been reached; this was precisely the time all the household retired, including Sir John, on whose part it was not a case of command, but option.
The smallest hand of her little clock clearly indicated that it was now eleven o'clock; this was exactly the time when everyone in the house went to bed, including Sir John, who chose to do so rather than being told to.
On this particular night the staff of servants was not so fully represented as usual. Marjory Mason had not been amongst the number who sought sleep, 108 neither was it known by any one whether or not she was in her own room.
On this particular night, the staff of servants was not as fully present as usual. Marjory Mason was not among those who sought sleep, 108 and no one knew whether she was in her own room or not.
Immediately adjoining Marjory’s room was Rachel Hyde’s, both of which it was Marjory’s duty always to keep in perfect order, thus affording the great friend of Lady Dunfern a daily opportunity of viewing the drawer in which the great key of her ladyship’s room was at rest.
Immediately next to Marjory's room was Rachel Hyde's, and it was Marjory's responsibility to always keep both rooms in perfect condition, giving Lady Dunfern's close friend a daily chance to see the drawer where the big key to her ladyship's room was kept.
It was a habit with Rachel to sleep with her bedroom door ajar, by order of her master, lest a fire might originate during the hours of repose, or burglars enter and carry with them some valuables of no slight worth or interest.
It was Rachel's habit to sleep with her bedroom door slightly open, as her master had instructed, in case a fire started during the night, or burglars came in and took valuables of significant worth or interest.
About ten o’clock, an hour before Marjory’s usual time to retire, she ably feigned a very severe attack of indigestion, and, trying to look as dejected and sick as she could in consequence, requested that she might be permitted to go to her own room for the night; a request which Rachel readily granted, as Marjory and she always travelled by the express train of friendship. Rachel added that she would act in her stead by clearing her master’s supper table herself.
About ten o’clock, an hour before Marjory's usual bedtime, she convincingly pretended to have a serious case of indigestion and, trying to appear as miserable and ill as possible, asked if she could go to her room for the night; a request that Rachel quickly approved, as Marjory and she always shared a strong friendship. Rachel mentioned that she would take care of her master’s supper table herself.
No sooner had Rachel granted Marjory’s request than she dashed up the many and winding steps of 109 ascent until she reached the object of her premeditated scheme by boldly entering the housekeeper’s room and taking therefrom the choicest treasure it contained—namely, the key which was so soon to prove the nature of the severe illness she so capitally assumed.
No sooner had Rachel agreed to Marjory’s request than she hurried up the many winding steps of 109 until she reached the target of her carefully planned scheme by confidently entering the housekeeper’s room and taking the most valuable item it held—the key that would soon reveal the truth about the serious illness she was pretending to have.
Rachel, on entering the room in which Sir John sat, was quickly asked where Marjory was; and after satisfying him as to her illness, she hastily removed the articles used at supper, and repaired to rest. When passing Marjory’s door, Rachel tapped lightly, and failing to gain admission, called on her to admit her with a cup of hot milk. Still no reply came from within. Then, slowly turning the handle, she tried to admit herself without awaking Marjory, feeling sure that she must be sound asleep.
Rachel walked into the room where Sir John was sitting and was quickly asked where Marjory was. After explaining her illness, she quickly cleaned up the items used at dinner and went to bed. As she passed Marjory’s door, Rachel lightly tapped and, not getting a response, called out for her to let her in with a cup of hot milk. Still, there was no reply from inside. So, slowly turning the handle, she attempted to let herself in without waking Marjory, convinced that she must be fast asleep.
It was only during her third attempt to seek entrance that she found the door locked. Moving into her own room, she muttered something that did not distinctly reach the ear of her who was safely secreted underneath the housekeeper’s bed. Divesting herself of her clothing, Rachel soon put herself in a position to guarantee slumber. She wrapped herself well within the fleecy folds of nature, and in less than 110 ten minutes was safely sailing in the boat of dreamland.
It was only on her third try to get in that she discovered the door was locked. Heading to her own room, she mumbled something that didn’t quite reach the ears of her friend, who was safely hidden under the housekeeper’s bed. After taking off her clothes, Rachel quickly got comfortable enough to fall asleep. She wrapped herself up snugly in the soft blankets and, in less than 110 ten minutes, was happily drifting off to dreamland.
Marjory, for it was she who lay stretched under the bed of her who never at any time doubted her word or actions, when fully convinced of Rachel’s safe retirement, crept along the carpeted floor on hands and knees, carrying with her the key to victory. Proudly and much agitated did Marjory steal her way along the many winding corridors of carpeted comfort, until at last she came to the bottom of the ghost-like marble steps which led to her mistress; and swiftly running up the icy heights, until reaching the door of danger and blood-thirsty revenge, she, with the caution of a murderess, thrust with great and exceptional care the key into its much-used opening, and heroically succeeded in gaining admittance.
Marjory, who lay stretched out under the bed of someone who never doubted her words or actions, after being completely sure of Rachel’s safe escape, crawled quietly along the carpeted floor on her hands and knees, carrying the key to her victory. Proud and anxious, Marjory made her way through the many twisting corridors of cozy carpet until she finally reached the bottom of the eerie marble stairs that led to her mistress. Swiftly climbing the cold steps, she arrived at the door of danger and revenge. With the caution of a criminal, she carefully inserted the key into the well-worn lock and bravely managed to gain entry.
Behind the door lay Lady Dunfern, as if dead. With great presence of mind Marjory locked the door from within, struck a match, and tried to light the lamp, which had been extinguished not long before; this with difficulty she nervously did. Then, turning to her mistress, whose changed countenance was a sight Marjory never forgot until her dying day, she tried every effort to arouse her who so soon was likely 111 to track the path of powerful pursuit. It was fully some minutes until she saw the faintest glimpse of animation, and gently raising the shadowy form in her strong arms, used every means in her power to quickly prepare her for the most trying part of all.
Behind the door was Lady Dunfern, looking as if she were dead. With remarkable quick thinking, Marjory locked the door from the inside, struck a match, and managed to light the lamp, which had gone out not long before; she did this with some difficulty, feeling nervous. Then, turning to her mistress, whose changed face was something Marjory never forgot for the rest of her life, she did everything she could to wake her, knowing she would soon need to face a powerful pursuit. It took several minutes before she saw even the slightest sign of life, and gently lifting the shadowy figure in her strong arms, she did everything possible to prepare her for the most challenging part ahead.
At last Marjory’s efforts were completely baffled; and knowing it was approaching the time at which Oscar was to be in readiness at the gate farthest away from the mansion, that was seldom or never used, the poor trembling girl had now enough to bear. She believed the cup of sorrow had been drained to its last dregs; still she hoped on, never giving place to the remotest trace of doubt, being fully assured of achieving the topmost tier of triumph.
At last, Marjory’s efforts were completely in vain; and knowing it was almost time for Oscar to be ready at the gate farthest from the mansion, which was seldom or never used, the poor, trembling girl felt overwhelmed. She thought she had experienced every bit of sorrow imaginable; still, she held on to hope, never allowing a hint of doubt to creep in, fully convinced she would achieve the highest point of success.
Lady Dunfern had, through pure fear of being caught in her adventure, stood an hour or so behind the door before Marjory’s welcome steps were heard, and momentarily on hearing her trusted maid’s nimble tread make such rapid strides towards her release was with overjoy so quickly stricken down, at a time when two-fold energy was most required, that she utterly failed to regain the slightest strength; and in this sad state her helper found her!
Lady Dunfern had, out of sheer fear of being caught in her adventure, stood behind the door for about an hour before she heard Marjory’s familiar footsteps. As she heard her trusted maid moving quickly towards her, Lady Dunfern was filled with joy, but it was so overwhelming that it left her utterly drained at a time when she needed strength the most. And in this weak state, her helper found her!
The moments were passing more quickly now 112 than Marjory wished, and bestowing one final look at her ladyship’s watch so firmly clutched in her fingers, was about to break down in despair, when she was suddenly aroused by a dash of sandy pebble thrown against the window, which unmistakably announced the arrival of him who so soon was to shield the shaken form of her once lovely mistress from the snares of jealousy and intrigue.
The moments were flying by faster now 112 than Marjory wanted, and after giving one last glance at her ladyship's watch, tightly held in her fingers, she was on the verge of breaking down in despair when a splash of sandy pebbles hit the window, which clearly signaled the arrival of the one who would soon protect her once beautiful mistress from the traps of jealousy and intrigue.
Oscar, who stood at the gate appointed, was very uneasy, no doubt, as the hour slowly approached that should make him the recipient of the treasure he at first should have honestly secured, and fearing lest the escape might be detected in time for rescue, he was unable to remain any longer where he was. Mounting the iron gate, he soon flung himself over its speary top, and hurriedly making his way towards Lady Dunfern’s window, where he perceived the dim light, he announced his arrival in the manner described.
Oscar, who stood at the designated gate, was clearly anxious as the time drew near for him to receive the treasure he should have initially secured honestly. Worried that the escape might be discovered in time for a rescue, he couldn't stay there any longer. Climbing the iron gate, he quickly threw himself over the sharp top and hurried towards Lady Dunfern’s window, where he noticed the faint light, and announced his arrival as described.
Wringing her hands in wild despair, Marjory touchingly prayed for speedy release from such cruel torture, and opening the door for the last time she carried her mistress into the corridor, and there deposited her until again locking the giant block of 113 oak, then she lightly tripped down the ashen steps, along the corridors, until at last she reached the open door of Rachel’s room. Pausing for a moment lest the housekeeper might be awake, she satisfied herself this was not so. She then courageously entered and safely deposited the key in the exact spot whence she took it, retracing in a wonderfully quiet manner her shaking footsteps until arriving to convey her precious charge to a place of safety. Clasping Lady Dunfern once more in her arms, she crept down the chilly steps of fate along the well-padded paths of tapestry, down numerous flights of wiry-carpeted stairs, until finally reaching the lofty hall, where she paused for an instant, being a complete example of exhaustion, and dreading the least delay, approached the door with safety. She then deposited her ladyship on a lounge that lay right behind it until she secured the key which from previous observation she noted, in case of emergency, hung on a silver hook not eight feet distant.
Wringing her hands in utter despair, Marjory desperately prayed for a quick escape from such cruel torture. Opening the door for the last time, she carried her mistress into the hallway and set her down until she locked the massive oak door once again. Then, she hurried down the dusty steps and through the hallways until she finally reached the open door of Rachel’s room. She paused for a moment, making sure the housekeeper wasn't awake, and once satisfied that it was safe, she bravely entered and returned the key to the exact spot from which she had taken it. She retraced her steps quietly, her hands still shaking, until she was ready to take her precious charge to safety. Holding Lady Dunfern in her arms once more, she crept down the cold steps of fate along the soft tapestry-covered paths, navigating the many flights of carpeted stairs until she finally reached the grand hall. There, she stopped for a moment, completely exhausted and fearing any delay, before moving toward the door cautiously. She placed her ladyship on a lounge just behind it, then secured the key that she had previously noticed hanging on a silver hook not eight feet away, ready in case of emergency.
With the air of a duchess, Marjory dashed open the outer door, at the left wing of the building, and, with her liberated load of love, swept for ever from its touch. Blowing faintly a whistle she bought for 114 the purpose, she soon was released of her charge by him who instantly appeared to shield them both from the breezy blast which bitterly swept that night o’er hill and dale.
With the grace of a duchess, Marjory flung open the outer door on the left side of the building and, with her newfound sense of freedom, easily moved away from its grasp. Letting out a soft whistle she got for 114, she was quickly relieved of her burden by someone who appeared right away to protect them both from the chilly wind that harshly swept over the hills and valleys that night.
Taking Lady Dunfern in his arms, Oscar paced the broad and pebbled walks, speedily arriving at the spot where stood a vehicle in readiness to convey them to their destiny. Not a word was spoken by Oscar, neither did Lady Dunfern betray the slightest symptoms of recovery until safely driven to the pretty home Oscar had previously arranged for her rescue, some twenty miles distant from Dunfern Mansion.
Taking Lady Dunfern in his arms, Oscar walked quickly along the wide, pebbled paths, soon reaching the place where a vehicle was waiting to take them to their destination. Oscar didn't say a word, and Lady Dunfern showed no signs of recovering until they were safely taken to the charming home Oscar had arranged for her rescue, about twenty miles away from Dunfern Mansion.
It was situated nearly in the centre of Dilworth Park, and generously handed over to Oscar as a conditional gift from his uncle, the Marquis of Orland, who owned its many acres. Marjory’s joy at this stage fully balanced her previous hours of sorrowful and dangerous adventure. She could hardly refrain from tears as she viewed the weary night before through the telescope of trickery. She seemed confident of having performed a great and good work by liberating from the pangs of emotional imprisonment the weak and forlorn, who so soon would have been 115 ordered to separate herself from a closet of chastisement to enter the home of joy everlasting, which ever has its door of gladness open to the ring of the repentant and contrite.
It was located almost in the center of Dilworth Park and was generously given to Oscar as a conditional gift from his uncle, the Marquis of Orland, who owned all the surrounding land. Marjory’s happiness at this point completely outweighed her previous hours of sorrowful and dangerous adventures. She could hardly hold back tears as she reflected on the exhausting night before, viewing it through the lens of deception. She felt sure that she had done something great and good by freeing the weak and helpless from the pains of emotional imprisonment, who soon would have been told to leave a place of punishment to enter a home of eternal joy, which always has its door of happiness open to those who are repentant and sorry.
After leaving Lady Dunfern in the careful charge of Marjory, Oscar proceeded to handsomely reward his uncle’s coachman, who drove them so quickly from Dunfern Mansion to Audley Hall, requesting him at the same time to treat the matter with profound silence.
After leaving Lady Dunfern in Marjory's care, Oscar generously rewarded his uncle's coachman for driving them quickly from Dunfern Mansion to Audley Hall, asking him to keep the matter to himself.
The rescued form now opened her eyes, and suddenly a convulsive twitch shook her feeble frame. Casting her heavily-laden orbs of blinded brilliancy around the cosy well-lighted room, had not to be informed by any one what had happened; she gasped, “Thank Heaven, I’m safe!”
The rescued woman now opened her eyes, and suddenly a convulsive twitch shook her weak body. Looking around the warm, well-lit room with her heavily-laden, dazzled eyes, she didn’t need anyone to tell her what had happened; she gasped, “Thank God, I’m safe!”
Oscar, tenderly bidding Lady Dunfern “Good night,” instructed Marjory to carefully administer to her wants until daybreak.
Oscar, gently saying “Good night” to Lady Dunfern, told Marjory to take good care of her needs until morning.
CHAPTER XIII.
It is astounding to view the smallest article through a magnifying glass; how large and lustrous an atom of silver appears; how fat and fair the withered finger seems; how monstrously mighty an orange; how immeasurably great the football of youth; but these are as nought when the naked eye beholds the boulder of barred strength—a mountain of mystery.
It is astounding to see the tiniest object through a magnifying glass; how big and shiny a silver atom looks; how plump and pale the withered finger appears; how incredibly large an orange is; how impressively huge the football of youth is; but these seem insignificant when the naked eye catches sight of the boulder of immense strength—a mountain of mystery.
The usual hour for arousing the inmates of Dunfern Mansion was designated by the ringing of a bell, constructed at the back part of the building, and connected by means of a wire with the room of the footman, whose duty it was to ring fully three minutes every morning at the hour of seven o’clock in winter and six in summer.
The usual time for waking up the residents of Dunfern Mansion was marked by a bell located at the back of the building, which was wired to the footman's room. It was his job to ring it for a full three minutes every morning at seven o’clock in winter and six in summer.
On Christmas morning, only a short time after Lady Dunfern’s escape was effected, it rang somewhat 117 later, arousing from sleep all the servants, with the exception of Marjory Mason, who failed entirely to put in an appearance, even when called thrice by Rachel. However, believing that she was still fast asleep, Rachel ceased to further call on her until after serving her ladyship’s breakfast.
On Christmas morning, shortly after Lady Dunfern escaped, the bell rang, waking up all the servants except for Marjory Mason, who didn't show up at all, even when Rachel called her three times. Thinking she was still deeply asleep, Rachel stopped calling her until after she served her lady's breakfast.
On this festive day the breakfast served in the servants’ spacious hall was a sumptuous repast, truly, and required longer time to prepare than was customary. This being so, evidently delayed the housekeeper a considerable time in attending to the wants of her mistress, whose breakfast was always punctually served at nine o’clock. This rule was violated to the extent of about half an hour on the memorable morning of Lady Dunfern’s flight.
On this festive day, the breakfast served in the servants' large hall was a lavish meal, and it took much longer to prepare than usual. Because of this, the housekeeper was significantly delayed in attending to her mistress's needs, as her breakfast was always served promptly at nine o'clock. This schedule was disrupted by about half an hour on the memorable morning of Lady Dunfern’s departure.
Sir John breakfasted at fifteen minutes after nine, and looked both careworn and sad, intimating to Rachel his inability to sleep the previous night. Ordering her to prepare a dainty dish for Lady Dunfern, he proceeded to read the daily paper, that had been so customary for years. Rachel, hastily executing her master’s orders, and having all in readiness for her mistress, hurried to her room for the key. Sharply telling the usual maid to follow her with the 118 tray, she wended her way towards the door that twice had been locked since her last visit. Unlocking it, turning the handle and pushing it open, she took from the servant the tray, as was her custom, by strict orders of her master, never allowing the maid further than the door.
Sir John had breakfast at a quarter past nine and looked both stressed and sad, letting Rachel know he hadn’t been able to sleep the night before. He asked her to make a nice dish for Lady Dunfern and then started reading the daily newspaper, something he had done for years. Rachel quickly followed his orders, making sure everything was ready for her mistress, and rushed to her room for the key. She sharply told the regular maid to come with her 118 tray, then headed toward the door that had been locked twice since her last visit. She unlocked it, turned the handle, and pushed it open, taking the tray from the servant, as per her master’s strict instructions, never allowing the maid to go further than the door.
Depositing it upon the table, she swiftly turned to the door, and locking it from within, began to gaze around for Lady Dunfern, who sometimes breakfasted in bed. Moving in its direction with tray in hand, no Lady Dunfern appeared! The bed remained unused since she settled it the previous day. Wildly shouting with momentary pain, Rachel let fall the tray, smashing the china, &c., and thickly spotting the matting in some places with its contents. In deep despair she cast one delirious stare around the room, but all to no effect. Heaven help me! has she fled? Oh, what!—what shall I do? Thinking that she might have hidden under the couch of rest, she threw herself on the floor to try and catch only a glance of her hidden form, but was disappointed once more.
Depositing it on the table, she quickly turned to the door, and after locking it from the inside, started looking for Lady Dunfern, who sometimes had breakfast in bed. Moving toward that direction with the tray in hand, there was no sign of Lady Dunfern! The bed had been untouched since she made it up the day before. Crying out in a moment of panic, Rachel dropped the tray, shattering the china, etc., and thickly staining the rug in several places with its contents. In deep despair, she cast one frantic glance around the room, but it was useless. Oh no! Has she run away? What will I do? Thinking that she might be hiding under the couch, she threw herself on the floor, trying to catch a glimpse of her hidden form, but she felt disappointed again.
Running to the door and frantically opening it, she ran to Marjory’s room. Failing to be admitted, she hurried down to acquaint some of the men, who 119 attempted to open Marjory’s door, but all their masculine efforts to arouse her were futile. What was there left to be done, save to acquaint Sir John of the matter. Agitated did Rachel enter without signifying her approach to her master, who sat in silence. “Oh, sir,” cried she, drowned in tears, and uttered in broken accents the words, “Your wife has escaped—she is not in her room!” “What!” gasped Sir John. “It cannot be!”
Running to the door and hurriedly opening it, she dashed to Marjory’s room. Unable to be let in, she rushed down to inform some of the men, who 119 tried to open Marjory’s door, but all their efforts to wake her were in vain. What else could be done but to inform Sir John of the situation? Rachel entered, anxious, without signaling her approach to her master, who sat in silence. “Oh, sir,” she exclaimed, overcome with tears, and in broken words, she said, “Your wife has escaped—she isn’t in her room!” “What!” gasped Sir John. “It can’t be!”
Following Rachel to the room of terror he found her information too true. “How on earth has this happened?” asked the horrified husband. “Had you the key?” he fiercely asked of Rachel. Ever ready to substitute the truth with a lie, where the former especially would convict her, she replied, with a stamp of her foot, “that it never was out of her drawer of safe deposit.” Thinking probably she may have trifled with the window, Sir John moved forward, and the wrap never being removed, he thought it had not in any way been tampered with until Rachel espied the corner pane. “Ah!” said she, “this is the clue to her cursed craft. This must have had something to do with her escape.” Then the thought of Marjory’s room being still closed to view she fancied 120 might have something also to do with the mysterious and marvellous mark of ingenious intrigue.
Following Rachel to the room of terror, he found her information to be completely true. “How did this happen?” asked the horrified husband. “Did you have the key?” he demanded fiercely of Rachel. Always ready to replace the truth with a lie, especially when the truth would incriminate her, she replied, stamping her foot, “It was never out of my safe deposit drawer.” Thinking she might have fiddled with the window, Sir John moved closer, and since the wrap was never removed, he assumed it hadn't been tampered with until Rachel spotted the corner pane. “Ah!” she exclaimed, “this is the clue to her cursed scheme. This must be connected to her escape.” Then, thinking about Marjory’s room still being closed off, she wondered if 120 might also relate to the mysterious and clever mark of intricate plotting.
Both Sir John and Rachel tottered to Marjory’s door, and demanding it to be broken open, Sir John entered to be further astonished at her absence, to be sure. On her bed she cannot have lain the previous night, which was proof positive that she was an announced accomplice. But the mystery had yet to be solved as to the action of their flight. Guilt took strong hold on Rachel. She knew the key was always kept in a drawer in her own room, which drawer was constantly kept locked by her and the key hidden inside the little clock that ticked so gently on the mantel-piece in her room; but on second thought, she was so busily engaged during the Christmas season that actually she forgot to lock the drawer the whole week. Never dreaming that this overlook on her part was so cleverly taken notice of by her who not alone committed the ruffianous act, but caused all the blame to be thrown on the party in charge. The housekeeper, who felt sadly and very much annoyed about the affair, grasped the whole thing—first, she thought of Marjory’s professed illness the evening previous, then how she tried her door before going to 121 bed, and in this attempt to enter was unsuccessful, and that very morning there was no answer, and, finally, she was missing as well as Lady Dunfern. The well-arranged plot pictured itself in a most vivid manner to her who in one respect, regarding the key’s safety, was entirely to blame.
Both Sir John and Rachel stumbled to Marjory’s door and demanded it be broken open. Sir John entered, astonished to find her missing, that's for sure. She couldn't have slept in her bed the previous night, which clearly indicated she was an accomplice. But the mystery of their escape still needed to be figured out. Guilt weighed heavily on Rachel. She knew the key was always kept in a drawer in her room, which she always locked and hid the key inside the little clock that ticked softly on her mantelpiece; but upon reflection, she had been so caught up in the Christmas season that she completely forgot to lock the drawer all week. She never imagined that this oversight would be so cleverly noticed by the one who not only committed the ruffianous act but also shifted all the blame onto the person in charge. The housekeeper, who was quite upset about the situation, pieced everything together—first, she recalled Marjory’s claimed illness the night before, then how she had tried Marjory’s door before going to bed and was unsuccessful, and that very morning there had been no response. Finally, both Marjory and Lady Dunfern were missing. The carefully plotted scheme became clear to her, even though she bore full responsibility regarding the key's safety.
Sir John, summoning all his men, ordered them to go at once and intimate to the officers of the law the sudden flight of the miscreants, and to try and find out their whereabouts; but no trace of them was as yet nigh at hand.
Sir John, calling all his men, ordered them to go immediately and inform the authorities about the sudden escape of the criminals, and to try to find out where they were; but there was still no sign of them nearby.
The deceived husband appeared greatly crushed under such a weight of sorrow, and wondering whether or not they could be found, or if Oscar Otwell, he who so often wrote to his wife during her period of imprisonment, had ought to do with her daring adventure, aided by Marjory Mason! It is no longer an unsolved problem that Oscar Otwell was from first to last the chief irritating item of Sir John Dunfern’s unhappiness, and whose supposed underhand communications with Lady Dunfern were the principal features depicted in this escape.
The betrayed husband looked completely devastated by the heavy burden of his grief, questioning whether they could be found or if Oscar Otwell, who frequently wrote to his wife during her imprisonment, had anything to do with her bold escape, possibly assisted by Marjory Mason! It’s no longer a mystery that Oscar Otwell was from start to finish the main source of Sir John Dunfern’s misery, and his suspected secret correspondence with Lady Dunfern was a key element in this escape.
These letters of Otwell’s Sir John still retained, never reaching her for whom they were intended. 122 Opening his large Davenport that stood close by, he extracted therefrom all the letters of the vaguish tutor, and coming to the one received lastly, found it bore the address, “Chitworth College, Hedley, Berks.” This was so much information regarding the rascal who was the sole means of separating Sir John Dunfern and his wife.
These letters from Otwell’s Sir John were still kept, never reaching the person they were meant for. 122 Opening his big Davenport that was nearby, he pulled out all the letters from the vague tutor, and when he got to the most recent one, he saw it was addressed to “Chitworth College, Hedley, Berks.” This was quite a bit of information about the scoundrel who was the only reason Sir John Dunfern and his wife were apart.
The husband, paralysed with sorrow, instantly wrote to Doctor O’Sullivan, the President of the College, who in youthful years was his most intimate acquaintance, and whose name appeared so often in Oscar’s letters, making the necessary inquiries relative to one of the teaching staff named “Oscar Otwell.”
The husband, overwhelmed with grief, quickly wrote to Dr. O’Sullivan, the President of the College, who was a close friend in his youth and whose name came up frequently in Oscar’s letters, to ask for information about a teacher named “Oscar Otwell.”
This he sealed in an envelope, and walked to the village to post it himself. After two days’ rending agony and suspense, he received the following reply:—
This he sealed in an envelope and walked to the village to mail it himself. After two days of intense anxiety and waiting, he received the following reply:—
“Chitworth College,
Chitworth College,
Berks.
Berks County.
“Dear Sir John,
"Dear Sir John,"
“I am very sorry to inform you that, owing to a grave despondency which of late troubled Oscar Otwell, one of my able and talented assistants, I was compelled, though reluctantly, to allow him either one month’s leave of absence or six weeks’ if he so desired, in order to recruit him somewhat. 123 I strongly advised him to seek a change of air, which I believe he did. I myself, on receipt of your note, visited his lodgings to ascertain from his landlady when he was likely to return. She informs me she has never heard from him since he left, and cannot give the least clue as to his present quarters. She adds that he took all his belongings with him.—Trusting you enjoy good health.
“I’m very sorry to inform you that, due to a serious depression that has recently affected Oscar Otwell, one of my skilled and talented assistants, I was forced, albeit reluctantly, to grant him either one month’s leave of absence or six weeks if he preferred, to help him recover a bit. 123 I strongly encouraged him to get some fresh air, which I believe he did. After receiving your note, I visited his place to find out from his landlady when he might return. She told me she hasn’t heard from him since he left and can’t provide any clues about his current whereabouts. She also mentioned that he took all his belongings with him.—I hope you are in good health.
“Believe me,
“Trust me,
“Very sincerely yours,
Sincerely yours,
“D. O’Sullivan,
“D. O’Sullivan,”
Pres.”
Pres.
“Merciful Father!” exclaimed Sir John, as he finished reading the President’s note, which he laid on the table. “God strengthen me to bear this un-Christian-like calamity. Oh, my son, my son! What disgrace shall this not bring upon you, my child, my all!”
“Merciful Father!” exclaimed Sir John, as he finished reading the President’s note, which he laid on the table. “God give me strength to endure this un-Christian-like disaster. Oh, my son, my son! What shame will this not bring upon you, my child, my everything!”
Pacing the floor in profound agony, Sir John rang for his housekeeper to convey the tidings he had just received. Rachel suspected this beforehand, but dare not even hint at such a thing to him, who had already enough to bear. Speaking in terms which shewed manifest symptoms of sorrow, combined with rage and perplexity, he ordered her for ever from his service. “You,” said he, “are solely to blame. Of 124 this I am positively convinced, and through that door march, as I never wish again to set eyes on such a worthless woman.” Here Rachel, who was grievously affected, passed for ever from the presence of him who dared to be questioned.
Pacing the floor in deep agony, Sir John called for his housekeeper to deliver the news he had just received. Rachel suspected this beforehand but didn’t dare hint at it to him, as he had enough to deal with already. Speaking in words that clearly showed his sorrow mixed with anger and confusion, he fired her on the spot. “You,” he said, “are completely to blame. I’m absolutely convinced of that, and through that door, you can leave, as I never want to see such a worthless woman again.” At this, Rachel, who was deeply hurt, left the presence of the man who dared to be questioned.
Next of all, he ordered the footman, Tom Hepworth, into his room. “You,” said he, “are well aware of my present calamity, and might I ask of you how my wife and Marjory Mason effected their escape from below? Had you not the hall doors locked and likewise all the others?” Replying in the affirmative, the footman shook like a poplar, knowing well that instead of having in his room during the hours of repose all the keys of the various doors which led to the outside, he allowed them to remain where they were during the day. “Had you all those keys in your own room at night, according to my orders since Lady Dunfern was obliged to be dealt with in the manner already described?” demanded Sir John angrily. The honest-hearted footman, being trapped, frankly acknowledged he had not.
Next, he ordered the footman, Tom Hepworth, into his room. “You,” he said, “know all about my current disaster, so can you tell me how my wife and Marjory Mason managed to escape from downstairs? Didn’t you have the hall doors locked, along with all the others?” Nodding in agreement, the footman trembled like a leaf, knowing full well that instead of keeping all the keys to the various doors that led outside in his room during the night, he had left them where they were during the day. “Didn’t you have all those keys in your own room at night, as I instructed, since Lady Dunfern needed to be handled as previously described?” Sir John asked angrily. The honest-footed footman, caught in a lie, admitted he had not.
“Go, then,” said his master “and seek employment elsewhere. You are no longer fit to be here. You have neglected to carry out my orders, therefore 125 you must go.” So saying, the sturdy footman bowed and retired.
“Go then,” said his master, “and find work somewhere else. You’re no longer suitable to be here. You haven’t followed my orders, so 125 you need to leave.” With that, the strong footman bowed and left.
It no doubt caused Sir John a vast amount of pain to part with two such helps as Rachel Hyde and Tom Hepworth; but once he formed a resolution, nothing save death itself would break it.
It definitely caused Sir John a great deal of pain to say goodbye to two such valuable supports as Rachel Hyde and Tom Hepworth; however, once he made up his mind, nothing except death itself would change it.
Terror seized every dependent in the mansion lest Sir John would visit his anger on each and all in like manner. However, this was not so, as Rachel and Tom, being longer in his service than any of the others, caused him to intrust them with the chief care of matters of importance in preference. And when he found out that they had so carelessly disobeyed his injunctions, they were then compelled to reap the result.
Terror gripped everyone in the mansion, fearing that Sir John would take out his anger on them all. However, this wasn't the case, as Rachel and Tom, having served him longer than the others, earned his trust with the key responsibilities. But when he discovered that they had so recklessly ignored his orders, they had to face the consequences.
Tom and Rachel, in less than an hour after their master issued his words of censure and dismissal, left the beautiful home, of such lengthy shelter, in which they had shared their help so willingly, to plough the field of adventure on which they now might wander.
Tom and Rachel, less than an hour after their boss expressed his disapproval and let them go, left the beautiful home where they had so willingly shared their support for so long, to venture out into the world of adventure that now lay before them.
CHAPTER XIV.
The affections of youth never die. They live sometimes to lift the drooping head, and help to chase sorrow from the heart of the oppressed. If fostered unduly they generally prove to be more closely interwoven than if retained through honesty alone, and fight the battle of union with cannon strength until gained for good or evil.
The feelings of youth never fade away. They often help lift a heavy head and drive sadness away from the hearts of the troubled. If these feelings are nurtured too much, they usually become more tightly woven together than if kept through genuine honesty, and they will battle for connection with great force, whether for good or for bad.
Awaking from the deep sleep she so much enjoyed after her troublesome adventures in the past, Christmas Day seemed wreathed with flowers of heavenly fragrance for the once fair bride of Dunfern Mansion. She now felt free to act as she thought best without undergoing an examination which demanded answers of evasive tact—free from the hovering cloud of dislike under which she so solemnly moved since her marriage day—free from the wild gaze of that detestable of mortals, Rachel Hyde, who proved as false as she was foul—free from reposing on the suicidal 127 couch of distrust and distress—free from the surveillance of a so-called philanthropist; and free from the traps of tyrannical power.
Waking up from the deep sleep she had so enjoyed after her challenging adventures, Christmas Day felt like it was surrounded by flowers with a heavenly scent for the once beautiful bride of Dunfern Mansion. She now felt free to act as she believed was right without facing the scrutiny that demanded cleverly evasive answers—free from the hovering cloud of dislike that had weighed her down since her wedding day—free from the wild gaze of that loathsome person, Rachel Hyde, who turned out to be as deceitful as she was unpleasant—free from lying on the suffocating couch of distrust and distress—free from the watchful eye of a so-called philanthropist; and free from the traps of oppressive power.
She had no longer to fear the opening door of creaking custody or crushed hopes, and well might she now enjoy her Christmas dinner with rural relish and savoury zest. She found in Audley Hall every simple and inexpensive comfort, and rejoiced once more to be under the gentle rule of him whom she would have died to serve. She seemed now to have reached joy’s greatest height, and never hoped that she should again be dashed into the dam of denounced riches, where love was an absenter to its silvery depth; since she had aspired to and achieved the greatest aim of her ambition.
She no longer had to fear the creaking door of confinement or shattered dreams, and she could now truly enjoy her Christmas dinner with a rustic pleasure and flavorful excitement. At Audley Hall, she found every simple and affordable comfort, and she was happy to be under the gentle guidance of the person she would have done anything to serve. It felt like she had reached the peak of happiness, and she never expected to be thrown back into the trap of criticized wealth, where love was absent from its shining depths, since she had aimed for and achieved the greatest goal of her ambitions.
Oscar Otwell’s happiness knew no bounds. The trusted tutor had at last secured the only hope he ever wished realised, although gained with daring enterprise and false advances. He believed that life at last possessed some charms for him, viewing matters lightly. But behind the silvery rock of fortune there lies a hollow filled with darkened traces of fate.
Oscar Otwell was incredibly happy. The trusted tutor had finally achieved the one hope he always wanted, even if it came through risky ventures and deceitful actions. He thought life finally had some appeal for him, looking at things with a carefree attitude. But beneath the shiny surface of his good fortune lay a void filled with the shadows of fate.
The love dream of youth had hardly time to be 128 told until the future dream of wonder and dread was about to be prophesied. A couple of months or so after Lady Dunfern took up her residence at Audley Hall found her more a dependent than a patroness. She had recently fled from a dungeon, still it was not one of either starvation or poverty. Whilst occupying its darkened midst she never had any cause for complaint regarding food or attendance, both of which could not possibly have been excelled. It was only when staring her lover’s scanty table fully that thoughts of any nature, save cruelty, haunted her and caused a sad expression to appear which before seemed invisible.
The dream of youthful love barely had time to be shared before the future filled with both wonder and fear was about to be foretold. A couple of months after Lady Dunfern moved into Audley Hall, she found herself more of a dependent than a hostess. She had just escaped from a dungeon, but it wasn’t one of starvation or poverty. During her time there, she had no complaints about food or service, which couldn’t have been surpassed. It was only when she took a good look at her lover’s meager table that thoughts other than cruelty started to haunt her, bringing a sad expression to her face that had previously gone unnoticed.
Oscar, who had no means whatever of a private nature, soon commenced to feel the touch of want as well as Lady Dunfern. He had no situation, neither had he the means to afford the homeliest fare, and although made owner of his present habitation, yet it was only conditionally he obtained it from his uncle. Must not the great love they naturally had for each other have been of very superlative strength, since it bade adieu to boundless wealth on the one hand and a comfortable allowance on the other, to face the future with penniless pride!
Oscar, who had absolutely no personal resources, quickly began to feel the pinch of poverty just like Lady Dunfern. He had no job, and he couldn’t even afford the simplest meals. Even though he technically owned his current home, he only got it from his uncle under certain conditions. The deep love they had for each other must have been incredibly strong, since it led them to give up immense wealth on one side and a comfortable income on the other, choosing instead to face the future with pride despite being broke!
Advertisements were often seen in the leading journals for a situation, and once the name “Oscar Otwell” appeared below. It was treated with muffled silence, so much so that after a month’s daily appealing to a praiseworthy public, the result proved a decided failure.
Advertisements were often found in the top journals looking for a situation, and once the name “Oscar Otwell” showed up below. It was met with quiet, so much so that after a month of daily appeals to a commendable public, the outcome turned out to be a clear failure.
Did he imagine his conduct in robbing Sir John Dunfern of his youthful wife would be appreciated by a public band of critics? Did he by his various attempts to enter the minds of the needy ever think to solicit their assistance or gain their confidence by tearing asunder the lawful bond of superficial union and right, casting it upon the sieve of shattered shelter to separate the corn of crowded comfort from the chaff of crafty want?
Did he really think that his actions in taking Sir John Dunfern's young wife would be recognized by a public group of critics? Did he, through his attempts to understand the minds of those in need, ever consider asking for their help or earning their trust by breaking apart the legitimate bond of basic connection and rights, throwing it into the filter of broken safety to distinguish the grain of true comfort from the debris of clever desperation?
Oscar Otwell, whose literary abilities were proved beyond doubt, and which were the sole source of his existence, was, by his conduct and craving desire, driven into the pit of trifling tenure and allowed to lie dormant until again aroused in a clime to which he soon must wend his wasted way.
Oscar Otwell, whose writing skills were undeniable and the only thing keeping him alive, was pushed by his actions and insatiable longing into a meaningless existence and left to stagnate until he was stirred once more in a place he would soon have to travel to with a weary spirit.
It was now that the heated passion of youth’s folly became abated as Oscar was beginning to near his purse’s wrinkled bottom, and failing in his 130 strenuous efforts to secure a tutorship, was smartly made to feel that he must visit a land of strangers, where height of ability and depth of character were alike unquestioned. It was at this stage, too, that Lady Dunfern was made to taste of the dish of fanciful wish in which she often dipped her slender fingers to sprinkle her body of dishonesty. She got time now to brood over her actions of silly execution and hatch them with heated hunger. The orphan, the pampered, the honoured was at this period the deluded, the mocked, the hungered.
It was now that the intense passion of youthful mistakes started to fade as Oscar was getting close to the worn-out bottom of his wallet, and failing in his 130 strenuous attempts to land a tutoring job, was sharply reminded that he needed to go to a place full of strangers, where both talent and character were beyond question. It was at this point that Lady Dunfern began to indulge in her fanciful wishes, often using her delicate fingers to stir up her web of dishonesty. She now had time to reflect on her foolish actions and brood over them with a burning desire. The orphan, once pampered and honored, was now deceived, mocked, and hungry.
This was only the beginning of what must follow; and where did the blame attachable rest? But on the shoulders of her who had edged the road of unreasonable revenge, and stripped herself of the covering of coveted cost to array herself in linen of loose lore and lengthy wear, and die, it may be, on the wayside of want.
This was just the start of what was to come; but who was to blame? It rested solely on the shoulders of the one who had chosen the path of irrational revenge, shedding the protection of her treasured wealth to dress in the rags of misguided knowledge and prolonged suffering, and perhaps die along the road of desperation.
The shaft of poverty still kept striking the inmates of Audley Hall, until forced to withdraw its clumsy blow. There was evidently now plenty of scope for the talent of the learned Oscar to develop; he must plan how to arrive at an idea that would bring to the occupants of his temporary home the necessaries 131 of which they stood immediately in need. Failing in his efforts to gain one step towards relief, Lady Dunfern advised the disposal of Audley Hall privately, which, she strongly hinted to Oscar, was their only path of safety from the door of starvation. To this suggestion she succeeded in gaining his consent.
The burden of poverty continued to hit the residents of Audley Hall until it had to pull back its heavy blow. Clearly, there was now plenty of room for the talent of the educated Oscar to grow; he needed to figure out how to come up with an idea that would provide the necessities 131 that they urgently needed. When he struggled to find even a small way to help, Lady Dunfern suggested selling Audley Hall privately, which she hinted was their only way to avoid starvation. She was able to get his agreement on this idea.
He accordingly, acting upon her advice, wrote to Doctor O’Sullivan, President of Chitworth College, intimating to him his present circumstances and intention, and begged of him to use his best efforts in sending him a purchaser, the sale to be kept strictly private for reasons which, presently, he felt too delicate to explain.
He followed her advice and wrote to Doctor O’Sullivan, the President of Chitworth College, letting him know about his current situation and plans. He asked him to do his best to find a buyer, with the sale kept completely private for reasons he felt too sensitive to explain at the moment.
In a week or so after, a gentleman was seen approach the door of Oscar’s home, and making the necessary inquiries regarding the price Oscar meant to accept for it, offered the sum of one thousand pounds, which, needless to say, was gladly accepted.
In about a week, a man was seen approaching the door of Oscar’s home. After asking about the price Oscar was willing to accept, he offered one thousand pounds, which, of course, was happily accepted.
The purchaser was rather an elderly gentleman, with chiselled features, tall and straight, and seemed to have borne the melting heat of a far-off clime to a large extent. He informed Oscar that being a retired army pensioner, named Major Iddesleigh, 132 he chose to leave the foreign land in which he sojourned for upwards of thirty-five years and reside in his native county, adding that he was a widower, having had two sons, both of whom predeceased him, and preferred a home of his own rather than take up quarters he could not solely claim.
The buyer was an older man with sharp features, tall and straight, who seemed to have carried the intense heat of a distant place with him. He told Oscar that he was a retired army pensioner named Major Iddesleigh, 132 and that he decided to leave the foreign land where he lived for more than thirty-five years to settle in his home county. He mentioned that he was a widower and had two sons who both passed away before him, and he preferred to have his own place instead of staying in accommodations he couldn’t fully claim.
He went on to say he had an only brother, a colonel, who formerly resided at Flixton, a quaint little town on the east coast of Kent. He had not heard from him for many years, and was resolved on arriving in England to lose no time in finding out his whereabouts, and, much to his grave disappointment and vexation, he was informed, whilst staying for a few days with President O’Sullivan, that he and his wife had long since been dead, leaving an only daughter, of whom he was now in earnest pursuit. Oscar’s deadly countenance during the latter part of Major Iddesleigh’s remarks filled the mind of the purchaser of Audley Hall with thoughts of wonder, and on casting a sharp and penetrating stare at her who passed as Oscar’s wife, he was similarly struck with intense awe at the sudden change that swept over her handsome face.
He continued by saying that he had a brother, a colonel, who used to live in Flixton, a charming little town on the east coast of Kent. He hadn’t heard from him in years and was determined, upon arriving in England, to quickly find out where he was. Much to his deep disappointment and frustration, while staying for a few days with President O’Sullivan, he learned that his brother and sister-in-law had passed away a long time ago, leaving behind an only daughter, whom he was now actively seeking. Oscar’s lifeless expression during the latter part of Major Iddesleigh’s comments filled the buyer of Audley Hall with intrigue, and when he cast a sharp and piercing glance at the woman who was thought to be Oscar’s wife, he was equally struck by the sudden change that came over her beautiful face.
Her brain whirled with dire excitement on being 133 at last informed of him who for years previous she considered had been a member of the missing majority.
Her mind spun with intense excitement upon finally learning about him, someone she had thought for years was part of the missing majority. 133
“Great and Merciful Forgiver!” thought Lady Dunfern, “am I at last face to face with Major Iddesleigh, whose name has been so often the subject of conversation with both Lord and Lady Dilworth?” Gathering her thoughts and submitting them to subjection, she tried to subdue her shattered nerves and lock them under proper restraint, until her uncle should safely be out of sight on his way back to the home of the kind-hearted President of Chitworth College.
“Great and Merciful Forgiver!” thought Lady Dunfern, “am I finally face to face with Major Iddesleigh, whose name has come up so often in conversations with both Lord and Lady Dilworth?” Gathering her thoughts and calming herself, she tried to control her frayed nerves and keep them in check until her uncle was safely out of sight on his way back to the home of the kind-hearted President of Chitworth College.
She had not, however, the slightest thought of making him cognisant of the fact that she was the proud and lovely daughter of his brother, the late Colonel Iddesleigh—the once-adored wife of the widely respected and generous owner of Dunfern Estate, and now the tempted tool of emigration.
She had not, however, the slightest intention of letting him know that she was the proud and lovely daughter of his brother, the late Colonel Iddesleigh—the once-adored wife of the well-respected and generous owner of Dunfern Estate, and now the tempted pawn of emigration.
She prayed in her bewilderment that she might escape unknown to him, rather than make him aware of the disgrace into which her past conduct had unmistakably plunged her. Bidding Oscar and her “Adieu,” Major Iddesleigh left what was to be his 134 future home, and returned to Doctor O’Sullivan to acquaint him of his purchase.
She prayed in her confusion that she could leave without him knowing, rather than let him find out about the shame her past actions had clearly brought upon her. Saying goodbye to Oscar and her, Major Iddesleigh left what was supposed to be his 134 future home and went back to Doctor O’Sullivan to tell him about his purchase.
Before he had even reached the College on his way from Audley Hall, Oscar Otwell, Lady Dunfern, and Marjory had booked for New York, on board the “Delwyn,” and when the worthy President was informed of the purchase, the dashing waves of Atlantic waters were raising themselves to a considerable height before the eyes of the fugitives, who nervously paced the deck of danger in despair and deepest thought of their foul transaction and Major Iddesleigh, lest before they reached their destiny he would be made possessor of his niece’s conduct, and, with the warlike will of a soldier of strength, follow her, and bring her back to Audley Hall to administer to his many wants and comforts, and bequeath to her all he possessed.
Before he even reached the College on his way from Audley Hall, Oscar Otwell, Lady Dunfern, and Marjory had booked a trip to New York on the “Delwyn.” When the respected President found out about the purchase, the rough waves of the Atlantic were crashing high in front of the fleeing trio, who anxiously paced the deck in despair, consumed by thoughts of their wrongdoings and Major Iddesleigh. They worried that before they reached their destination, he would discover what his niece had been up to and, with the determined spirit of a strong soldier, come after her to bring her back to Audley Hall, where she could attend to his many needs and inherit everything he had.
Nor did Oscar Otwell, whose nerves were reaching their shaky height, feel free until safely ensconsed in a trim little cottage on the outskirts of Dobbs Ferry, some miles distant from the suburbs of New York. Oscar’s first thought, after being quietly settled in his new home, was to bind himself for life to be the husband of her who had risked so much to bring 135 him the joy he long sought after; and within one month after their safe arrival in New York borders, the pretty little church, situated at the east end of Dobbs Ferry, was the scene of a charming group of wealthy sight-seers and warm admirers of the handsome bride of Oscar Otwell, who had lately regained some of her former spirits, which enlivened her to a pleasing extent, and manifested signs of joy where lines of sorrow so lately lived.
Nor did Oscar Otwell, whose nerves were really on edge, feel at ease until he was safely settled in a neat little cottage on the outskirts of Dobbs Ferry, a few miles away from the suburbs of New York. Oscar's first thought, once he was quietly settled in his new home, was to commit himself for life to the woman who had risked so much to bring him the happiness he had longed for; and within a month after their safe arrival in New York, the charming little church at the east end of Dobbs Ferry hosted a beautiful gathering of wealthy onlookers and enthusiastic admirers of Oscar Otwell's lovely bride, who had recently regained some of her former cheerfulness, which brightened her up significantly and showed signs of joy where sorrow had once taken root.
It was for this celebration that Lady Dunfern arrayed herself in the gorgeous gown of purest duchesse satin, which bore such a train of past remembrances. Why its puffs of pearly wealth surrounded her well-formed figure on the celebration of her marriage with him who long ago should have claimed its shining folds, may be considered mysterious. But in this, as well as in many other instances, the busy brain of Marjory Mason was prime mover.
It was for this celebration that Lady Dunfern dressed in a stunning gown made of the finest duchesse satin, which carried with it a history of memories. The way the soft, pearl-like puffs framed her elegantly shaped figure on her wedding day to the man who should have claimed her long ago remains a bit of a mystery. However, in this case, as in many others, the active mind of Marjory Mason was the driving force behind it all.
During Lady Dunfern’s confinement in the mansion over which she unjustly was appointed mistress, Sir John Dunfern, never suspecting the maid of her on whom he was driven to lavish mycorr, appointed Marjory mistress of her ladyship’s 136 wardrobe, and it was during her term of office that she stole from its midst the box containing the beautiful Parisian outfit which failed to put in an appearance on Lady Dunfern’s previous wedding-day. This Marjory kept, until safe in the shady cot of comfort which encompassed within its wooden walls the trio of adventure. Lady Dunfern resolved that this gown should be kept a prisoner until either worn with a face of happiness and prided ambition or never worn at all.
During Lady Dunfern’s time locked away in the mansion she was unjustly put in charge of, Sir John Dunfern, unaware of the maid’s deception, appointed Marjory as the head of his wife's wardrobe. It was during her time in this position that she stole the box containing the beautiful Parisian outfit that didn't show up on Lady Dunfern’s previous wedding day. Marjory kept it safe until it was hidden away in the cozy little space that held the trio of adventurers. Lady Dunfern decided that this gown would remain a prisoner until it was either worn with joy and proud ambition or never worn at all.
On entering the church on the morning of her marriage with Oscar, how every eye was turned towards the beautiful woman whose radiant smile gained the hearts of each and all of its occupants. There she stood before the holy altar with calm resolution and undaunted fear, and her elegant bearing and manner throughout the trying ceremony were thoroughly appreciated by the assembly.
On entering the church on the morning of her wedding to Oscar, every eye was drawn to the stunning woman whose bright smile won the hearts of everyone present. There she stood before the holy altar with calm determination and no fear, and her graceful presence and demeanor throughout the challenging ceremony were truly admired by the congregation.
Oscar bore slight traces of nervousness throughout the oratorical ordeal, and was rejoiced indeed as he turned to leave the scene of such outbursts of praise, taking with him her who was to be his coveted partner for life; her, whose footsteps he so often worshipped in days gone by; her, who entered into 137 treaty legally with a man she never could learn to love; her, whom he now claimed as his own, and for whom he stumbled over many an awkward and winding stile, until at last his footsteps had reached the path of level tread, on which he hoped to travel until his journey would be ended to that distant land where strife is a stranger.
Oscar showed a little bit of nervousness during the speech, and he was genuinely happy as he turned to leave the scene filled with praise, taking with him the woman who would be his beloved partner for life; the woman whose footsteps he had often admired in the past; the woman who had entered into a legal agreement with a man she could never truly love; the woman he now claimed as his own, and for whom he navigated many awkward and complicated obstacles, until finally his steps joined the smooth path, which he hoped to walk on until his journey ended in that distant place where conflict doesn't exist.
CHAPTER XV.
The wealthy, the haughty, the noble must alike taste of disappointment. They court ideas whilst surrounded with bountiful store to be fostered and fed with heaven-bordered hopes which nothing save denial could thwart. The meek, the humble, the poor share equally in its visitation, and learn not to frown at its unwelcome intrusion while they bear the load of blighted hopes with unshrinking modesty.
The wealthy, the arrogant, and the noble all experience disappointment. They pursue dreams while surrounded by abundance and nurtured by hopeful aspirations that only denial can disrupt. The meek, the humble, and the poor face this reality too and learn not to scowl at its unwelcome arrival as they carry the burden of shattered dreams with quiet dignity.
At Dunfern Mansion matters seemed at a standstill, since that Christmas Day which began with such sunshine and ended with such misery. Energy had fled from the able-bodied staff of servants who occupied its rooms of plentiful repast. Each and all of them seemed as if death had entered their midst and snapped from amongst them their sole support.
At Dunfern Mansion, things felt like they were at a standstill ever since that Christmas Day that started off so bright and ended in such despair. The once lively crew of servants who filled its rooms with plenty of food seemed drained of energy. It was as if death had walked among them and taken away their one source of strength.
Was it because of Rachel Hyde’s hasty departure? No! They had now no domineering inflicter of 139 petticoat power to check their honest actions or words; no eyes of dreaded terror viewing through spectacles of sin their little faults, and submitting them, in exaggerated form, to the ear of him who now lay so dangerously ill; no false face masked in brasen mould, nor tongue of touchy cut to divide their friendship. Rachel Hyde, whose word, nay, look, was law, was driven from the presence of him who too long was blind to her false approaches, and who always treated her with more leniency and consideration than she really deserved, never again to mount a pinnacle of trust and truth, or share in the confidence of such a just and true specimen of humanity as Sir John Dunfern. She had been made to reap the crops of cunning falsehood, sown so oft in the fields of honour and true worth, and pocket the result of their flimsy income. She, by her long service of artifice, had scattered the seeds of scepticism so thickly around the corners of harmony, goodwill, and peace as to almost defy their speedy removal; but time would swamp their silent growth and supplant in their stead roots of integrity, justice, and benevolence. She had at last been cast on the mercy of a world of icy indifference to facts of long 140 standing, and made to taste of the stagnant waters of pity, which flung their muddy drops of rancid rascality on the face of dogmatic dread, until crushed beneath their constant clash she yielded her paltry right to Him Whose order must never be disobeyed.
Was it because Rachel Hyde left so abruptly? No! They no longer had a domineering figure to control their honest actions or words; no fearful eyes judging their small faults through a lens of sin, exaggerating them to the ear of the man who lay dangerously ill; no false face hiding deceit, nor a sensitive tongue to divide their friendship. Rachel Hyde, whose word—no, whose look—was law, was driven away from the presence of a man who had been blind to her deceit for too long and who always treated her with more kindness and consideration than she deserved. She would never again reach a place of trust and honesty or share in the confidence of such a just and true individual as Sir John Dunfern. She had been forced to reap the bitter harvest of cunning deceit, sown repeatedly in the fields of honor and true worth, while pocketing the meager outcomes. Through her long service of trickery, she had spread the seeds of skepticism so thickly around the corners of harmony, goodwill, and peace that their swift removal seemed nearly impossible; but time would drown their silent growth and replace it with roots of integrity, justice, and kindness. In the end, she had been left to the mercy of a world coldly indifferent to long-standing truths, forced to taste the stale waters of pity, which splashed their dirty drops of rancid injustice onto the face of dogmatic fear, until, crushed beneath their ongoing conflict, she surrendered her trivial rights to Him Whose order must never be disobeyed.
Tom Hepworth, whose absence was partly the cause of sorrow within the breasts of his fellow-workers in Dunfern Mansion, was much to be pitied; he was the very soul of honour, and was highly respected by all who knew him. In his presence every care vanished like snow in sunshine; the pitiful look that shot from the eye of the down-trodden in Rachel Hyde’s presence was thrown aside when Tom appeared. He acted as a father and friend on all occasions where trouble reigned supreme, and never failed to hear the light laugh of youth proceed from its hidden bed, where it too often reposed untouched.
Tom Hepworth, whose absence caused a lot of sadness among his coworkers at Dunfern Mansion, was truly someone to feel sorry for; he was the epitome of integrity and was greatly respected by everyone who knew him. Whenever he was around, all worries seemed to disappear, just like snow melting in the sun. The sad expressions that often appeared on the faces of the downtrodden vanished when Tom showed up. He was like a father and a friend during tough times, always bringing out the joyful laughter of youth that had been hiding away for too long.
Tom Hepworth, whose race was nearly run, when leaving Dunfern Mansion took refuge in the home of Mrs. Durand, his sister, who lived only a short distance from where he had spent more than a third part of his existence. A few months only elapsed whilst under her roof when he was seized with a fit of apoplexy, terminating in a few hours a life of usefulness 141 and blameless bearing. The shock of his sudden demise, when conveyed to his master, whom he revered, brought on a severe attack of hemorrhage, under which Sir John Dunfern now lay prostrate.
Tom Hepworth, whose time was nearly up, sought refuge in the home of his sister, Mrs. Durand, when he left Dunfern Mansion. She lived just a short distance from the place where he had spent over a third of his life. Just a few months passed while he was under her roof when he suffered a stroke, ending a life of service and integrity in just a few hours. The news of his sudden death, when told to his respected boss, triggered a serious bout of bleeding, leaving Sir John Dunfern now incapacitated. 141
Not a week passed after Lady Dunfern took up residence at Audley Hall until Sir John was informed of her whereabouts. Had her escape been effected unknown to Oscar Otwell, it would scarcely have taken such hold on the mind of him who, unfortunately, claimed her as his wife; but to think he had again been duped by a rascally pauper tutor was a pill too difficult to swallow without being moderately reduced. The troubles that visit the just are many, and of these Sir John had ample share. He knew, when too late, that he had jumped the drain of devotion with too much intensity to gain a worthless reward.
Not a week passed after Lady Dunfern moved into Audley Hall before Sir John found out where she was. If her escape had been achieved without Oscar Otwell’s knowledge, it wouldn’t have affected the man who, unfortunately, considered her his wife as much. But the thought of being deceived again by a crooked, broke tutor was a hard pill to swallow, leaving him feeling pretty down. The troubles that come to the righteous are many, and Sir John had his fair share. He realized, too late, that he had devoted himself way too intensely for a completely worthless reward.
He was tempted to invest in the polluted stocks of magnified extension, and when their banks seemed swollen with rotten gear, gathered too often from the winds of wilful wrong, how the misty dust blinded his sense of sight and drove him through the field of fashion and feeble effeminacy, which he once never meant to tread, landing him on the slippery rock of 142 smutty touch, to wander into its hidden cavities of ancient fame, there to remain a blinded son of injustice and unparallelled wrong! All these thoughts seized the blighted protector of the late Colonel Iddesleigh’s orphan daughter; and being gradually augmented by many others of private and public importance, rose, like a tumour of superfluous matter, and burst asunder on receiving the last blow relative to poor old Tom Hepworth.
He was tempted to invest in the toxic stocks of exaggerated expansion, and when their banks seemed overflowing with worthless assets, gathered too often from the winds of deliberate wrongdoing, how the hazy dust blinded his vision and pushed him through a world of trends and weak femininity, which he never intended to enter, landing him on the slippery rock of 142 disgraceful touch, to wander into its hidden depths of ancient fame, there to remain a blind son of injustice and unmatched wrong! All these thoughts seized the troubled guardian of the late Colonel Iddesleigh’s orphan daughter; and being gradually enhanced by many others of personal and public significance, rose, like a mass of unnecessary matter, and burst forth upon receiving the final shock about poor old Tom Hepworth.
Sir John in a few weeks gradually grew stronger, until finally he baffled his severe illness with Christian bravery, and was again able to keep the ball of industry moving in the direction indicated during his years of singleness, on which he now looked back, alas! not with sorrow, but pride.
Sir John gradually got stronger over a few weeks, until he finally overcame his serious illness with brave perseverance, and was once again able to drive the progress of work in the direction he had established during his years of being single, which he now viewed, unfortunately, not with regret, but with pride.
During all this trying time, however, it must be admitted there shone one bright star of filial attraction which seemed to shoot its reflected lines of loving brightness towards him, whose face always beamed with delight in return. Yes, his little son Hugh, who had been placed under the care of Madam Fulham, since Lady Dunfern, by her conduct, could no longer fill the post of mother, had grown to be a bright child, able to totter around his nursery toys of cost 143 and variety. He always seemed a cheerful, intelligent boy, and extremely beautiful, but inclined to be slightly self-willed, a trait which developed itself more and more as years rolled on.
During this difficult time, it must be acknowledged that there was one shining source of love that seemed to send out its warm light towards him, and his face always lit up in response. Yes, his little son Hugh, who had been placed under Madam Fulham's care since Lady Dunfern could no longer fulfill her role as mother due to her behavior, had grown into a bright child who could waddle around his colorful nursery toys. He always appeared to be a cheerful, intelligent, and very beautiful boy, but he also showed a bit of a stubborn streak, a trait that became more prominent as the years went by. 143
At the age of six, Sir John, abhorring the advice of his many friends to procure for him a tutor, had him sent to Canterbury High School, where he remained for a period of five years as boarder, under the careful charge of Professor Smeath, a man of the highest literary attainments, and whose exemplary training of the many youths placed under his august rule was so pronounced as to leave no room for doubt in the minds of the many parents who intrusted their respective charges to him. Each week during this period found Sir John a visitor at Canterbury; he gave every instruction necessary to Professor Smeath that would serve to interest his son in any way, and strictly prohibited him from allowing any outsider whatever, male or female, an interview with his boy, always treating with dread the wily ways of her who claimed to be once his partner, and who had brought a shower of everlasting shame upon himself and child. This order had only to be issued once to the stern professor carrying out on all possible occasions any 144 instructions received from the parents of the pupils under his control with unflinching and undeniable reliance.
At six years old, Sir John, rejecting the suggestions from many friends to hire a tutor, was sent to Canterbury High School. He stayed there for five years as a boarder, under the careful guidance of Professor Smeath, a highly educated man whose excellent training of the many students in his charge left no doubt in the minds of the parents who entrusted their kids to him. Every week during this time, Sir John visited Canterbury; he provided Professor Smeath with all the instructions necessary to engage his son and strictly forbade him from allowing any outsiders, male or female, to meet with his boy. He was always wary of the cunning ways of the woman who once claimed to be his partner and who had brought lasting shame upon himself and their child. This order only needed to be given once, and the stern professor carried it out on all possible occasions, following any instructions received from the parents of the students under his care with unwavering reliability.
During these five years of Hugh Dunfern’s instruction at Canterbury, Sir John was seen to gradually grow careless and despondent. The healthy glow of youth disappeared daily since domestic affliction entered his home, and wrote its living lines of disgust with steady hand on the brow which was now thickly marked with them. He got too much time to meditate on the immediate past, which was considerably augmented by the absence of his son.
During the five years of Hugh Dunfern’s teaching at Canterbury, Sir John was seen to slowly become careless and despondent. The youthful glow he once had faded daily since hardship came into his life, leaving noticeable lines of discontent etched deeply on his forehead. He had too much time to reflect on the recent past, which was made even worse by the absence of his son.
He was known to sit for hours at a time in deep and painful thought, and it was only when aroused by Madam Fulham that he ever cared to stir from his much-frequented couch of rest; she whom he appointed housekeeper in Rachel Hyde’s stead, and who acted as well mother to his little son until removed to school—she extended him every attention, of which he stood in great need, after his severe attack of illness and trial, bodily and mentally.
He was known to sit for hours lost in deep and painful thoughts, and it was only when Madam Fulham nudged him that he ever bothered to get up from his well-used couch. She was the one he appointed as housekeeper in Rachel Hyde's place, and she also acted like a mother to his little son until he went off to school. She gave him all the attention he really needed after his serious illness and the hardships he faced, both physically and mentally.
Time rolled along until his son’s return from Canterbury, whose very presence should have healed the gaping wounds his absence inflicted, and chased 145 away all gloomy cavities from the mind of Sir John. On the day of Hugh’s home-coming, after five years’ training under Professor Smeath, which should have been a day of gladness and rejoicing throughout Dunfern Mansion, it was only one of sadness for the heart-broken father.
Time went by until his son returned from Canterbury, whose very presence should have healed the deep wounds his absence had caused and chased away all the dark thoughts from Sir John's mind. On the day of Hugh’s homecoming, after five years of training under Professor Smeath, which should have been a day of joy and celebration throughout Dunfern Mansion, it was only a day of sadness for the heartbroken father.
Bouncing into the room with boyish pride, Hugh ran and proudly embraced him, who, in return, stood face to face with the very image of her whom he could never again own.
Bouncing into the room with youthful pride, Hugh ran and happily hugged him, who, in return, stood facing the very image of the one he could never have again.
There were the rounded forehead, the aquiline nose, the hazel eyes, the nut-brown hair, the ruby lips, the pearly teeth, the dimpled cheeks and tiny chin of his mother, who probably was grappling at the crumbs of pauperism! However, Sir John manfully tried to hide from his boy the source of his grave looks, until some day of revelation would demand their blackened origin to be boldly announced to him who as yet was solely ignorant of his mother being alive.
There was his mother's rounded forehead, aquiline nose, hazel eyes, nut-brown hair, ruby lips, pearly teeth, dimpled cheeks, and tiny chin, who was probably struggling with poverty! However, Sir John bravely tried to hide from his son the reason for his serious expression, until a day of revelation would require him to openly admit the dark truth to someone who still believed his mother was dead.
Six weeks’ holiday passed too quickly, Hugh thought, until he would another time be compelled to quit his home of unbounded luxury and enter Chitworth College, Berks, for a further period of instruction, the length of which events alone would define.
Six weeks of vacation flew by too fast, Hugh thought, until he would once again have to leave his life of endless comfort and head to Chitworth College, Berks, for another round of schooling, the length of which would be determined by circumstances.
Although the very name of Chitworth College brought reminiscences of dislike to him who suffered so much from one of its former staff, yet those days had fled, and with them the footsteps of flaming stratagem.
Although the name Chitworth College reminded him of his dislike for a member of its former staff, those days were gone, along with the remnants of fiery schemes.
Being a personal friend of Professor O’Sullivan, Sir John preferred his son to reside with him, and receive under his able control all the necessary acquirements devolving upon a son of such a proud and distinguished race. The morning at last arrived for Hugh to start on his college career, and, accompanied by his father, was not long in completing the journey.
Being a personal friend of Professor O’Sullivan, Sir John preferred his son to live with him and gain all the essential skills expected of someone from such a proud and distinguished family. The day finally came for Hugh to begin his college journey, and, accompanied by his father, they quickly completed the trip.
The interview between Sir John and his attached friend, Doctor O’Sullivan, was affecting in the extreme, so much so that Hugh, being an entire stranger to such outbursts of grief, and not being prepared for such sudden emotional and silent greeting as that now witnessed by him, began to feel it impossible to refrain from joining in their sorrow.
The interview between Sir John and his close friend, Dr. O’Sullivan, was incredibly emotional. Hugh, who was completely unfamiliar with such expressions of grief and not ready for the sudden outpouring of silence and emotion he was witnessing, found it hard to hold back his own feelings of sadness.
Throwing his youthful arms around his father’s neck, he sobbed hysterically, and could only be quieted when his father again appeared cheerful.
Throwing his youthful arms around his father’s neck, he sobbed uncontrollably and could only calm down when his father once again looked cheerful.
Leaving his son in charge of Doctor O’Sullivan, 147 the latter retired from duty that day, and begged Sir John to remain over-night, adding that he would so much like to have a chat with him over matters he had known, and was persuaded to believe caused heartfelt pity to be secreted where once there dwelt heartfelt pride. To this proposal Sir John consented willingly, not caring to leave his gentle and much-loved boy so soon after such a trying meeting as that which he not alone witnessed between friends of old standing, but in which he modestly and sympathetically joined.
Leaving his son in the care of Doctor O’Sullivan, 147 the doctor took a break from work that day and asked Sir John to stay overnight, saying he would really like to have a conversation with him about things he had known and believed had turned heartfelt pride into heartfelt pity. Sir John agreed to this suggestion eagerly, not wanting to leave his gentle and beloved son so soon after such a difficult meeting that he not only witnessed between long-time friends but also participated in with modesty and sympathy.
All the past gravity which marred Sir John Dunfern’s mirth and usefulness, and which he kept attracted to one common centre, crept from its crazy cell on this evening. So soon as dinner was over the President and Sir John retired to a room of seclusion, and the intense relief it gave the trodden and blighted messenger of manhood to at last have a friend in whom he could confide no one could half imagine!
All the past burdens that dimmed Sir John Dunfern’s happiness and usefulness, which he kept focused on a single point, slipped away from their troubled confines this evening. As soon as dinner ended, the President and Sir John went to a private room, and the sheer relief it brought to the worn and troubled man to finally have a friend to confide in was beyond what anyone could truly understand!
For fully five hours both sat talking confidentially to each other and sympathising when necessary, and it was only during this conversation that Sir John was first made acquaint either of his wife’s marriage with Oscar or her present abode, neither of which, in 148 the President’s estimation, moved the husband of treachery in its most mischievous form much.
For a full five hours, they sat and talked privately, sharing their thoughts and sympathizing when needed. It was during this conversation that Sir John first learned about his wife's marriage to Oscar and her current living situation, neither of which, in the President’s view, seemed to bother the husband much at all, despite the betrayal being particularly harmful. 148
The news of his wife being Mrs. Otwell, instead of the honourable name her conduct ordered her to bury, only served to cast for ever the gentle words of practical remembrance Sir John had in his last will and testament concerning her into an unknown chasm. Until now the forgiving husband, the meek adviser, the patient sufferer, the wounded knight, the once attached partner, the loving father, and the son of justice, gratitude, and chastity was ready to share a little of his ransom with her whom he thought he may have probably wronged by too rigorous punishment. But President O’Sullivan, whose well-guided words and fatherly advice had on this evening so sealed the mind of forgiveness with the wax of disinterested intent that Sir John, on his arrival home, at once sent for his solicitors, Messrs. Hutchinson & Harper, and ordering his will to be produced, demanded there and then that the pen of persuasion be dipped into the ink of revenge and spread thickly along the paragraph of blood-related charity to blank the intolerable words that referred to the woman he was now convinced, beyond doubt, had braved the 149 bridge of bigamy. Some slight alterations, in consequence, were necessary to be made, and these being righted, the will of Sir John Dunfern remained a prisoner until released on the day of execution, which as yet could not possibly be named.
The news that his wife was Mrs. Otwell, instead of the respected title her actions had forced her to abandon, only served to forever bury the gentle words of practical remembrance that Sir John had included in his last will and testament concerning her into an unknown void. Until now, the forgiving husband, the humble advisor, the patient sufferer, the wounded knight, the once devoted partner, the loving father, and a person of justice, gratitude, and purity was ready to share a part of his fortune with her, believing he might have wronged her through too harsh punishment. But President O’Sullivan, whose wise words and fatherly advice had on this evening sealed Sir John’s mind of forgiveness with sincerity, led him, upon returning home, to immediately call his solicitors, Messrs. Hutchinson & Harper. He ordered his will to be brought forth and demanded that the pen of persuasion be dipped into the ink of revenge, spreading it thickly along the paragraph about blood-related charity, to erase the unbearable words referring to the woman he was now convinced, without a doubt, had crossed the span of bigamy. Some minor adjustments were necessary as a result, and once these were corrected, Sir John Dunfern's will remained locked away until it could be released on the day of execution, which could not yet be specified.
CHAPTER XVI.
Hark! The bell tolled its death-like strains, faint as the far-off fatherland, steady as the starlight, and sweet as the scent of the blooming woodbine. The hour of departure is sure and settled, the loss is sharply felt, the gain completed, and vigorous attempts to retain both are oftentimes multiplying on the exertions of the benefitted.
Hark! The bell rang its mournful tones, faint like a distant homeland, steady like the starlight, and sweet like the smell of blooming honeysuckle. The time to leave is certain and final, the loss is keenly felt, the benefit is achieved, and efforts to hold onto both often multiply with the efforts of those who have gained.
During all these years of revolution the wheel of action rounded its roads of revelling, riot, and separation. Shandon Cottage, the little house of Oscar Otwell, where he took up residence when first a visitor to the land of laudable ingenuity, was a pretty structure, and would doubtless have proved a little palace of peace to two such lovers had the means been forthcoming to keep the glare of poverty within its bed of stillness, and prohibit its visitation where least desired.
During all these years of revolution, the wheel of action took its paths of celebration, chaos, and separation. Shandon Cottage, the small home of Oscar Otwell, where he first lived as a visitor in this land of remarkable creativity, was a charming building. It surely would have served as a little palace of peace for two lovers like them if they had the resources to keep the harshness of poverty at bay and prevent its unwelcome presence.
Oscar, who, during his English career, never was possessor of aught but a slight pittance derived from the sources of his mental labours, and who courted the vain idea, on being made the recipient of £1,000, which he pocketed under false pretences by the underhand sale of Audley Hall, that he was a man of wealth for life, and when safely settled in his trim little cottage, squandered his trifle in a very short time, leaving himself and wife on the mercy of strangers’ sympathy, which more or less presents an icy aspect to the eye of the needy.
Oscar, who throughout his career in England never had anything more than a small income from his intellectual work, believed foolishly that upon receiving £1,000—money he obtained under false pretenses through the secret sale of Audley Hall—he would be financially secure for life. Once he settled into his neat little cottage, he quickly wasted that small amount of money, leaving himself and his wife at the mercy of strangers' sympathy, which often feels cold and unwelcoming to those in need.
Marjory Mason, who just spent twelve months under Oscar’s roof, was fortunate in securing a husband, whose calling kept her during her short lifetime aloof from the imaginative pinches of the uncertain future.
Marjory Mason, who just spent a year living with Oscar, was lucky to find a husband whose job kept her away from the unpredictable challenges of the uncertain future during her short life.
It was only when Oscar was forced to evade starvation that he deemed it imperative to accept an appointment in a public school, at the yearly income of one thousand dollars, an office he retained until compelled to resign through courting too great love for the all-powerful monster of mangled might—Intemperance. After a number of years the partaker of maddened love was the imparter of maddened might.
It was only when Oscar was pushed to avoid starvation that he felt it essential to take a job at a public school, earning a yearly salary of one thousand dollars, a position he held until he had to resign due to his overwhelming affection for the all-powerful monster of excessive drink—Intemperance. After several years, the person who had been consumed by a wild love became the one sharing that wild strength.
With beastly force did Oscar Otwell enter Shandon Cottage on the night of his open dismissal from Waketown Public School, and arousing from sleep his wife, with monster oaths inflicted upon her strokes of abuse which time could never efface.
With brutal force, Oscar Otwell burst into Shandon Cottage on the night he was officially kicked out of Waketown Public School, waking his wife from sleep and unleashing a torrent of harsh insults and abusive words that would never be forgotten.
Ah! it was now the actions of youthful frivolity stood before her mountain high and baffled her sickly retort. It was now she pored over her journal of events, which seemed a burthen unbearable for such a fragile frame, and begged the credit side to be for ever closed to her view, whilst she prayed that the debit be left open until she would enter therein all her past debts to him whom she deceived, deluded, denounced, and despised.
Ah! The actions of youthful silliness loomed large before her and left her sickly response speechless. She now poured over her journal of events, which felt like an unbearable load for her fragile frame, wishing to never see the credit side again, while hoping the debit side would remain open until she could write down all her past debts to the one she had deceived, misled, condemned, and scorned.
Next morning mended matters little for Oscar Otwell’s wife. Still raging with drunken horror, he lavished upon her torrents of insinuations, which she found impossible to overlook, and which forced her to take refuge in the house of the Reverend Bertram Edgar, near by. This man of true piety, at whose church she had occasionally worshipped, extended the refuge she presently implored, and proved instrumental in securing for her the position of governess in a nobleman’s family some miles distant.
The next morning didn’t help Oscar Otwell’s wife at all. Still consumed by drunken rage, he unleashed a flood of accusations that she couldn't ignore, forcing her to seek shelter in the home of Reverend Bertram Edgar, located nearby. This man of genuine faith, whose church she had occasionally attended, provided the refuge she desperately needed and helped her secure a position as a governess in a nobleman’s family a few miles away.
Disposing of all the household effects, Oscar pocketed their dainty worth, and left Shandon Cottage in earnest pursuit of his wife, intending to again return to their native county in England.
Disposing of all the household items, Oscar took their small value and left Shandon Cottage, seriously searching for his wife, planning to return to their home county in England.
His various inquiries regarding her whereabouts proved vain as the vanishing shadow of Venus, and finally, when completely overcome with sober thoughts of his riotous conduct towards the loving and faithful object of his choice, who had risked so much for him, he cursed his very existence.
His various questions about her location turned out to be pointless, like the fading shadow of Venus, and finally, when he was completely overwhelmed with serious thoughts about his reckless behavior towards the loving and loyal person he had chosen, who had sacrificed so much for him, he cursed his very existence.
A few weeks found him in utter destitution, without either house or chattels to illegally dispose of in case of emergency, and line his pockets of pauperism with coin of dishonest stamp and flashing forgery. Unsuccessful in his worthless attempts to further manifest a standing in the literary world, and being driven almost crazy in his eager efforts to ascertain whither his wife had bent her footsteps, he, in a moment of madness, resolved to resign himself to that ever-anxious defender of Satanic rights who prowls about in ambush until safely securing his prey with the crooked claws of callous craft.
A few weeks later, he found himself completely broke, with no home or possessions to sell off in case of an emergency, and unable to fill his pockets with ill-gotten money or forged cash. After failing in his desperate attempts to make a name for himself in the literary world, and nearly losing his mind trying to find out where his wife had gone, he, in a moment of madness, decided to give in to that ever-watchful advocate of evil who lurks in the shadows, ready to trap its victims with its ruthless cunning.
Walking along in the moonlight in the direction of Afton Lake, which sometimes offers its deep 154 waters too freely to victims of sin and suffering, Oscar Otwell resolved to bathe his body of perilous adventure in its darkened waters of deepest death, never more to face the troubles and trials of weak man and share them with weaker woman—never again to approach the wife of his bosom with language of lowest type or lift to her the hand which he so often had sworn should extend her the aid she now must seek.
Walking in the moonlight towards Afton Lake, which sometimes freely offers its deep waters to those burdened by sin and suffering, Oscar Otwell decided to wash away his risky adventures in its dark, deadly waters, never to confront the troubles and trials of weak men again or share them with weaker women—never again to speak to the wife he loved with crude words or raise a hand to her that he had often sworn would always provide the help she now must seek.
Arriving at the water’s edge, Oscar Otwell divested himself of his scanty attire, and in another moment was struggling in the freezing element which soon should shroud his future with robe of blackest doubt.
Arriving at the water’s edge, Oscar Otwell took off his minimal clothing, and in a moment was struggling in the freezing water that would soon cover his future with a cloak of darkest uncertainty.
Dunraven Hall was situated only a mile from Afton Lake, and was inhabited by the Honourable Eric Eustace, a nobleman of unbounded wealth, whose extension of charity was both wide and varied. It was in this family that Mrs. Otwell was fortunate enough in securing the position before referred to through the instrumentality of her spiritual adviser.
Dunraven Hall was located just a mile from Afton Lake and was home to the Honorable Eric Eustace, a wealthy nobleman known for his extensive and diverse charitable acts. It was in this family that Mrs. Otwell was lucky enough to secure the position mentioned earlier, thanks to her spiritual advisor.
On the night that Oscar Otwell resigned his worldly career, there beat one heart in Dunraven Hall with wild emotion. Mrs. Otwell, retiring to bed 155 as usual, found sleep had altogether fled, and rising from her springy structure of restlessness, dressed herself and paced the bedroom floor enveloped in dread. She was convinced something was about to happen, and struggling in her great efforts to baffle the fear that haunted her night and day lately, she resolved, so soon as daybreak peeped its cheerful face through her window, to take a walk along the road in order to cast her fears upon the highway of forgetfulness.
On the night that Oscar Otwell left his job, one heart in Dunraven Hall was filled with intense emotion. Mrs. Otwell, going to bed as usual, found that she couldn’t sleep at all. Rising from her restless bed, she got dressed and paced the bedroom floor, wrapped in anxiety. She felt certain that something was about to happen, and in her struggle to overcome the fear that had been haunting her day and night lately, she resolved that as soon as the morning light peeked through her window, she would take a walk along the road to try to shake off her fears.
Wrapping herself in her warmest cloak, she soon was found walking rapidly along in silence on the road that swept round Afton Lake. She had not gone far when people were seen to mount the fence that conducted them to the nearest point of its watery expanse, which lay about fifty perches from the main road.
Wrapping herself in her warmest cloak, she soon found herself walking quickly and quietly along the road that circled Afton Lake. She hadn't gone far when she saw people climbing the fence that led them to the nearest point of its waters, which was about fifty yards from the main road.
Courting her curiosity with nervous fear, she walked along, wondering what had happened to attract such crowds. And finding it rather difficult to refrain from making inquiry from some of the gathering, who by this time had hurriedly been retracing their flighty footsteps from the imaginative scene of death, Mrs. Otwell, modestly approaching a 156 female who swiftly hopped over the fence in tears, asked what had happened.
Courting her curiosity with nervous fear, she walked along, wondering what had happened to attract such crowds. Finding it hard to hold back her questions from some of the people who had hurriedly returned from the imagined scene of death, Mrs. Otwell, modestly approaching a 156 woman who quickly jumped over the fence in tears, asked what was going on.
“Oh, madam,” cried the woman, “the clothing of a gentleman was seen early this morning as David Gillespie, a labourer, was engaged at a drain hard by. It was neatly folded and deposited on the brink. Surely some one must have been demented and drowned himself in Afton Lake. The authorities are now on the spot and refuse to mention who the gentleman is.”
“Oh, ma’am,” cried the woman, “a gentleman's clothes were spotted early this morning while David Gillespie, a laborer, was working on a drain nearby. They were neatly folded and left at the edge. Someone must have been out of their mind and drowned in Afton Lake. The authorities are here now and won’t say who the gentleman is.”
Thanking her for kindly informing her of what she had both seen and heard, Mrs. Otwell hurried back to Dunraven Hall in nervous astonishment, and hastily proceeded to her bedroom to prepare herself for what soon must follow.
Thanking her for kindly letting her know what she had seen and heard, Mrs. Otwell hurried back to Dunraven Hall in nervous shock and quickly went to her bedroom to get ready for what was about to happen.
The breakfast being shortly afterwards announced, Mrs. Otwell, pale as death, entered the room, and taking her accustomed seat to partake of it, as best she could. She had scarcely got properly seated ere two officers of the law were seen approach Dunraven Hall. Ringing furiously, they demanded an interview with the Hon. Eric Eustace.
The breakfast was soon announced, and Mrs. Otwell, as pale as a ghost, walked into the room and took her usual seat to eat, as best she could. She had barely settled in when two law enforcement officers were seen approaching Dunraven Hall. Ringing the doorbell furiously, they demanded to speak with the Hon. Eric Eustace.
Satisfied as to the name of his present governess, they wished to be allowed to see her, which request 157 was willingly granted. Being told that morning by the gardener at Dunraven Hall, who ran to the spot on hearing the news, that a lady named Mrs. Otwell permanently resided at the Hall as governess, the authorities immediately grasped the fact that she might be the unfortunate widow, and on putting the usual questions to her concerning her husband, they were still further convinced as to her identity. Drawing from his pocket a parcel containing Oscar’s card, photo, and a letter addressed to Mrs. Oscar Otwell, the officer in charge asked her to read it aloud, which she did in a rather trembling voice, without betraying such signs of grief as anticipated. The letter ran thus:—
Satisfied that they knew the name of their current governess, they requested to meet her, which was readily granted. That morning, the gardener at Dunraven Hall, who rushed over upon hearing the news, informed them that a woman named Mrs. Otwell lived at the Hall as a governess. The authorities quickly realized she could be the unfortunate widow, and after asking her the usual questions about her husband, they became even more convinced of her identity. Pulling out a package containing Oscar’s card, photo, and a letter addressed to Mrs. Oscar Otwell, the officer in charge asked her to read it aloud. She did so in a somewhat shaky voice, managing to conceal the signs of grief that had been expected. The letter read as follows:—
“Dobbs’ Ferry,
"Dobbs Ferry,"
Friday Night,
Friday Night,
11 p.m.
11 PM
“Dearest Irene and Wife,—
"Dear Irene and Wife,"
“Should ever this reach your length, I trust you will pardon me for the rash act I am about to commit.
“Should this ever reach you, I hope you will forgive me for the bold move I'm about to make.
“Since the morning you left me at Shandon Cottage my sorrow has been greater than my present frame of mind can well support. I, therefore, have decided on ending my days of starvation by hiding for ever beneath the glassy surface of Alton Lake to shield my wicked body from further inflicting upon you the wrongs I have perpetrated in the past, and for which I am grievously tormented.
“Since the morning you left me at Shandon Cottage, my sadness has been more than I can handle right now. So, I’ve decided to end my days of suffering by hiding forever beneath the calm surface of Alton Lake to protect my wicked self from causing you more pain for the wrongs I’ve done in the past, which torment me deeply.”
“Dearest Irene, I hope you, in your past great warmth of devotion for me (your poor tutor and husband), will forgive my late ungentlemanly conduct in striking you so cowardly on the eve of my downfall, and thereby breaking the confidence you reposed in me for such a lengthened period of our existence.
“Dearest Irene, I hope that you, with your deep affection for me (your unfortunate tutor and husband), will forgive my recent inconsiderate behavior in hurting you so cowardly right before my downfall, and in doing so, breaking the trust you placed in me for such a long time in our lives.”
“From what I know of your noble character, I have every faith in your forgiveness, and rest assured, I never mean to face death without imploring you to rectify, if ever in your power, the wrong you accomplished, partly at my request, in breaking the holy cord of union which bound you during your natural existence to Sir John Dunfern, and again uniting it under foul auspices.
“Based on what I know about your noble character, I have complete faith in your ability to forgive. Rest assured, I never intend to face death without asking you to make right, if it's ever within your power, the wrong you did, partly at my request, by breaking the sacred bond that tied you to Sir John Dunfern during your life and then reuniting it under terrible circumstances.”
“Had I been so fortunate as to secure you first of all, my conscience, certainly, would at this moment be both clear and unclouded. But feeling persuaded I have robbed that nobleman who now possibly is pining for separation from a world of shame and sorrow underneath the lordly roof of Dunfern Mansion, I am positively convinced, under such dangling dishonour, that never more can this world of sin extend to me the comfort I in vain have tried to seek.
“Had I been lucky enough to win you first, my conscience would definitely be clear and calm right now. But since I believe I have taken something from that nobleman who is probably longing to escape a life of shame and sadness under the grand roof of Dunfern Mansion, I am absolutely convinced that, with such lingering dishonor, this world of sin can never offer me the comfort I have desperately tried to find.”
“Awake, then, my beloved, to whom I attach not the slightest blame, to a sense of feeling and justice, and go, I implore of you, and cast yourself at the feet of him and beg his forgiveness, who loved you with a love unspeakable—who severed nearly all his self-indulgence with the instrument of intensity and hesitated not to lavish it upon the head of her to whom I offer my last advice. Then shall you meet the messenger—death—not with shrinking fear (like me), but daring bravery.
“Wake up, my beloved, to whom I don’t blame even a little, to a sense of feeling and justice, and please go and throw yourself at his feet and ask for his forgiveness. He loved you in a way that can't be put into words—he gave up almost all of his self-indulgence with sheer determination and didn’t hesitate to pour it out on the person to whom I’m giving my final advice. Then you will face the messenger—death—not with fear like I do, but with bold courage."
“Of your present position or abode I am totally unaware, but, dearest wife, I trust your race of penury is almost run, and 159 that your latter years may be crowned with Christian fortitude and ease, and freed from the thorny dart of the wicked, in whose grave I must soon lie unwept.
“Of your current location, I have no idea, but, my dearest wife, I hope your struggles with poverty are nearly over, and 159 that your later years will be filled with strength and comfort, free from the troubles caused by the wicked, among whom I will soon lie without anyone to mourn me.
“Good bye, for ever!
Goodbye forever!
From your affectionate
From your loving
“Oscar.
“Oscar.”
“Mrs. Oscar Otwell
“Mrs. Oscar Otwell”
(Address unknown).”
(Address unknown).
Folding the letter, and handing it to the officers, together with Oscar’s card and photograph—all of which would prove indispensable for their future use—Mrs. Otwell quietly moved again to the breakfast room, and, strange to say, finished her meal in silence.
Folding the letter and handing it to the officers along with Oscar’s card and photo—all of which would be essential for their future use—Mrs. Otwell quietly walked back to the breakfast room and, oddly enough, finished her meal in silence.
Then turning to him in whose service she was, intimated her intention to sail for England when the missing body would be recovered, which she meant to bury in Greenwood Cemetery. She lingered on in eager expectation of casting one final look at her husband, but week after week died away without any sign of it being forthcoming, and all hope being fled, Mrs. Otwell resolved to lose no further time in returning to her home of nativity, in order to obey the last instructions from the hand of Oscar Otwell, from whom she was reluctantly obliged to part in the manner described.
Then she turned to the person she worked for and shared her plans to sail to England once the missing body was found, which she intended to bury in Greenwood Cemetery. She waited eagerly for one last look at her husband, but week after week passed with no sign of it happening. With all hope gone, Mrs. Otwell decided not to waste any more time returning to her hometown to follow the last instructions from Oscar Otwell, from whom she had to part in the way described.
Another side the picture of futurity presented for 160 the anxious mother, and that was to try and obtain an interview with her son, who at this period must be a boy of some fifteen summers. Having everything in readiness for her journey to her native land, Mrs. Otwell left Dunraven Hall amidst torrents of sympathy and warm expressions from every member of the family; and it was when driving past Afton Lake for the last time on her way to the deck of the “Delwyn” that the crushed widow of Oscar Otwell and legal wife of Sir John Dunfern was made to taste of the unlimited sorrow of her sad career.
Another aspect of the future presented for 160 the worried mother was her desire to get an interview with her son, who by this time would be about fifteen years old. With everything ready for her trip back to her homeland, Mrs. Otwell left Dunraven Hall amidst a flood of sympathy and warm wishes from every member of the family. It was while driving past Afton Lake for the last time on her way to the deck of the “Delwyn” that the grieving widow of Oscar Otwell and the legal wife of Sir John Dunfern experienced the overwhelming sadness of her troubled life.
There she was, a stranger in a foreign land—an outcast to the society she shone so brilliantly amongst during years that were now no more, the fostered orphan, the adopted daughter of heiressed nothing, the wife of devotional distinction, the illegal partner of crutchy poverty, and the penniless widow of undeniable woe.
There she was, a stranger in a foreign land—an outcast from the society she had once stood out in during the years that were now gone, the foster orphan, the adopted daughter of an empty legacy, the wife of significant devotion, the secret partner of hobbled poverty, and the broke widow of undeniable grief.
She was not even granted the ghostly pleasure of viewing her lover’s lifeless body, that would have ended her thoughts relative to him, at least for a time, but as matters stood encircled in doubt, there was nothing left save trouble and anxiety for her whose futurity must ever be shaded.
She wasn't even allowed the faint comfort of seeing her lover's lifeless body, which might have given her some closure, at least for a while. Instead, surrounded by uncertainty, all she had left was worry and stress for a future that would always be darkened.
On approaching the harbour of New York, her attention was attracted by a tall gentleman standing not many yards distant, and being so long familiar with his appearance, she found the object of attraction to be no other than Lord Dilworth. Ordering the cabman to a standstill, she popped her head out in utter astonishment, and shouted in such a strain as to instantly attract his attention. Alighting with ardent enthusiasm in the very midst of her troubles, she soon found herself in the arms of Lord Dilworth, who appeared utterly dazed.
On her way to the New York harbor, she spotted a tall man standing a short distance away, and since she was so used to his look, she realized it was none other than Lord Dilworth. She told the cab driver to stop, stuck her head out in complete shock, and yelled in a way that immediately caught his attention. Jumping out with excited energy despite her problems, she quickly found herself in Lord Dilworth's arms, who looked completely bewildered.
“Protector of Powers? can it be Irene? Lady Dunfern, I mean?” gasped he in bewilderment. To which she bowed, blinded in tears, and in as few words as possible, he related a short narrative concerning both himself and Lady Dilworth, who had long since been dead. On hearing of the death of the once noble mistress of Dilworth Castle, Mrs. Otwell seemed as lifeless as a marble statue, and trying vigorously to regain strength after such a sudden shock, she, in a few broken snatches, related her plotted career; but misery having likewise carpeted Lord Dilworth’s floors of fate so much of late, he consequently did not seem so astonished as imagined.
“Protector of Powers? Could it be Irene? Lady Dunfern, I mean?” he gasped in confusion. She bowed, her eyes filled with tears, and he quickly shared a brief story about himself and Lady Dilworth, who had passed away long ago. When Mrs. Otwell heard about the death of the once-great mistress of Dilworth Castle, she looked as lifeless as a marble statue. As she tried to regain her strength after such a sudden shock, she managed to share parts of her troubled life; however, because misery had also heavily impacted Lord Dilworth’s fate lately, he didn't seem as shocked as one might expect.
Leaving Mrs. Otwell so far as his time permitted, he pathetically took his final farewell, and shortly after was busy pouring over his books in Franklin Street, office No. 715, where he was employed as a clerk at five hundred dollars a year.
Leaving Mrs. Otwell as much as his time allowed, he sadly said his final goodbye, and soon after, he was focused on his books in office No. 715 on Franklin Street, where he worked as a clerk for five hundred dollars a year.
On the other hand, the mighty ocean palace was steering firmly against the clashing breakers with unobstructed speed, acting as protector and friend to all those who entrusted themselves to its unsettled shelter.
On the other hand, the powerful ocean palace was moving confidently against the crashing waves at full speed, serving as a protector and friend to everyone who relied on its unpredictable shelter.
CHAPTER XVII.
The mighty orb of gladness spreads its divine halo over many a harrowed home—it encircles the great expanse of foreign adventure and home-hoarded enterprise, and wields its awakening influence against the burthened boroughs of bigotry and lightened land of liberty to a sense of gilded surprise.
The powerful sphere of joy casts its heavenly glow over countless troubled homes—it encompasses the vast area of foreign adventures and local businesses, and exerts its uplifting power against the heavy weights of prejudice and the bright land of freedom, creating a sense of golden wonder.
The laurels of separation were twining their oily leaves and speedily constructing a crown for the brow of Sir John Dunfern. After returning from Chitworth College, and ordering the last few finishing touches to be made in his will, he grew more drooped and heartless every year, and seemed almost indifferent to life’s ploughing changes.
The laurels of separation were wrapping their shiny leaves and quickly making a crown for Sir John Dunfern's head. After coming back from Chitworth College and adding the final touches to his will, he became more and more downcast and indifferent each year, seeming almost unaffected by life's turbulent changes.
He felt acutely the information imparted to him by President O’Sullivan regarding the wife he now for ever despised, and who unlawfully belonged to Oscar Otwell. He even felt more severely the effect of such 164 on account of his beloved boy, who was steadily endeavouring to increase his slight store of knowledge under the watchful eye of the most scholarly personage of the day.
He felt deeply affected by the information President O’Sullivan shared with him about the wife he now despised forever, who was unlawfully with Oscar Otwell. He felt even more intensely the impact of this 164 because of his beloved son, who was diligently trying to expand his limited knowledge under the watchful eye of the most learned person of the time.
He knew ere long—owing to his present state of health, brought to such a low ebb by the mother of his son—that he would be obliged to open to Hugh the book of nature as it stood past and present, and instruct him in its disagreeable pages.
He realized soon enough—due to his current health, which had been brought so low by the mother of his son—that he would have to explain to Hugh the book of nature as it existed in the past and present, and teach him about its unpleasant truths.
The thought of opening up the past, with its stains of dissipation, perhaps acted on the mind of Sir John more severely than the reality. Yet he must brave himself for the trial when opportunity offered, lest it might be too late.
The idea of revisiting the past, with all its marks of excess, probably affected Sir John’s mind even more than the actual experience. Still, he had to prepare himself for the challenge when the chance arose, or it might end up being too late.
The time for Hugh Dunfern’s fourth summer vacation was close at hand. The boy’s genial manner, affability, and frankness, gained for him hosts of friends at Chitworth College, and equally numerous were the sharers in his sorrow on receiving a telegram a very short time before his summer holidays commenced to the effect that his father had taken suddenly ill, and asking him to delay as little as he possibly could during his journey to Dunfern Mansion, which must commence immediately.
The time for Hugh Dunfern’s fourth summer vacation was approaching. The boy’s friendly demeanor, kindness, and honesty earned him many friends at Chitworth College, and just as many shared in his sadness when he received a telegram shortly before his summer break informing him that his father had suddenly fallen ill, asking him to leave for Dunfern Mansion as soon as possible.
The poor, sorrow-stricken boy, who was deeply attached to his father, was quite overcome with grief. Bidding “Good bye” to all his college companions, and taking affectionate leave of his masters and President O’Sullivan, he left the much-loved seat of learning, never more to compete in its classes of clever instruction and high moral bearing—never again to watch with craving eye the distribution of letters, and rejoice on observing his father’s crested envelope being gently reached him by the President; and no more to share in the many innocent games of youth, at some of which he was an unequalled expert.
The poor, heartbroken boy, who was very close to his father, was completely overcome with grief. Saying “Goodbye” to all his college friends and taking a heartfelt leave from his teachers and President O’Sullivan, he left the beloved place of learning, never to compete in its classes of brilliant instruction and strong moral values again—never to eagerly watch for the distribution of letters and feel joy when he saw his father’s crested envelope being handed to him by the President; and no longer to take part in the many innocent games of youth, in which he was unmatched.
The dull hum of voices in the hall of his home met his anxious ear on the eve of his home-coming, and told a tale without further inquiry. Meeting the three most eminent London physicians—namely, Doctors Killen, Crombie, and Smiley, in the library, where they held a long consultation, Hugh was nerved somewhat before entering the chamber of death with words of truth regarding his father’s hopeless condition; and, on moving quietly to his father’s bed, how the lad of tender years was struck with awe at the bleached resemblance of what used to be a rosy, healthy father!
The low murmur of voices in the hallway of his home reached his anxious ears on the night before his return, telling a story without needing to ask any questions. When he met the three top London doctors—Doctors Killen, Crombie, and Smiley—in the library, where they held a long consultation, Hugh felt a bit steadier before entering the room of death with the truth about his father's hopeless condition. As he quietly approached his father's bed, the young boy was struck with awe at the pale image of what had once been a vibrant, healthy dad!
Perceiving his son’s bent and weeping form hang over him with meekest resignation, Sir John cast aside the bedclothes, and, extending his hand, caught firm hold of his son’s. Hugh spoke not a word, by order of the doctors, lest his father, who was now bereft of speech, would feel the pain of not being able to reply in return.
Seeing his son's broken and weeping figure lean over him with quiet acceptance, Sir John pushed aside the blankets and reached out, firmly taking hold of his son's hand. Hugh didn’t say a word, following the doctors' orders, so his father, now unable to speak, wouldn’t feel the hurt of not being able to respond.
The suffering patient lingered on in this dumb condition for six weeks, when suddenly he regained speech partly, but only for some hours—a great dispensation of the Almighty, no doubt, in answer to the silent prayers of the invalid. It was first noticed by Madam Fulham, who proved a mighty help to Sir John since his wife’s flight.
The suffering patient remained in this silent state for six weeks, when suddenly he started to speak a little, but just for a few hours—undoubtedly a great blessing from God, in response to the silent prayers of the patient. It was first noticed by Madam Fulham, who had been a tremendous support to Sir John since his wife left.
On entering the chamber of sickness one morning with a new bottle of medicine, sent direct from London, Sir John raised himself slightly on his left elbow and made inquiry about his son.
On entering the sickroom one morning with a new bottle of medicine sent straight from London, Sir John propped himself up slightly on his left elbow and asked about his son.
With hurried and gladdened step was Madam Fulham seen to glide from the presence of her master, and hasten to find Hugh, who was noticed to pace the topmost corridor in agony.
With a quick and joyful step, Madam Fulham was seen gliding away from her master’s presence and rushing to find Hugh, who was pacing the upper corridor in distress.
On observing his father had regained speech after his paralytic attack had somewhat abated, how great 167 was his son’s delight! Drawing forth a chair to the bedside of the august patient, Hugh, quite unprepared, received the awful intelligence of his mother’s conduct and life from the lips of the afflicted, who, in broken accents, related the tale of trouble which for years had kept him a prisoner to its influence.
On seeing that his father had recovered his ability to speak after his stroke had slightly improved, how joyfully surprised his son was! Pulling up a chair to sit by the bed of the esteemed patient, Hugh, totally unprepared, heard the shocking news about his mother's actions and life from the suffering man, who, in shaky words, recounted the story of the pain that had kept him trapped for years.
Taking his son’s hand in his, Sir John Dunfern, after audibly, yet a little indistinctly, offering up a prayer of thanks to Him Who never overlooks the words of the just, for His great mercy in again enabling him to regain his sense of speech, of which he so lately had been deprived, began:—
Taking his son’s hand in his, Sir John Dunfern, after clearly, yet a bit indistinctly, offering a prayer of thanks to Him Who never overlooks the words of the righteous, for His great mercy in allowing him to regain his ability to speak, which he had so recently lost, began:—
“My much-loved and faithful son, I, your father, am now stricken down in the middle almost of manhood, and am sensitive to the fact that a short space of time—yea, a short space too—must inevitably elapse until I shall be ordered from this temporary abode, which now to me seems only a floating speck of shelter in the great ocean of time. I am more than thankful that recovery of speech has been granted me for many reasons, which, I fear, my strength cannot permit to be fully explained. However, my great wish to acquaint you of my 168 miserable married career shall, I trust, not be barred from your knowledge by any further visitation of Kingly Power.
“My beloved and loyal son, I, your father, am now struck down in the prime of my life and am aware that a brief time—yes, a very brief time—must inevitably pass until I am taken from this temporary place, which now feels like just a tiny shelter in the vast ocean of time. I am incredibly grateful that I've been able to regain my ability to speak for many reasons, which, unfortunately, I don’t have the strength to explain completely. However, my strong desire to share with you the details of my unhappy married life will, I hope, not be kept from you by any further decree from the powers that be.
“You are aware, my son, that this mansion which soon shall own me no more has been the scene of my frolicking boyhood, my joyful manhood, and, I must now tell you, the undying trouble of a blighted married life.
“You know, my son, that this mansion, which will soon no longer belong to me, has been the backdrop for my playful childhood, my happy adulthood, and, I must now confess, the lasting pain of a troubled marriage.
“Your mother’s name was Irene Iddesleigh, the orphan daughter, I understand, of one Colonel Iddesleigh, of Flixton, in this county. Her father and mother both died about the same time, leaving their daughter absolutely unprovided for. She was taken to an orphanage at the early age of three years, and there remained for a period of eight more, when, through the kindness of one Lord Dilworth, of Dilworth Castle, of whose existence I have already acquainted you, she was brought under his charge, and remained as his adopted daughter until, unfortunately, I brought her here as my wife.
“Your mother’s name was Irene Iddesleigh, the orphaned daughter, I understand, of Colonel Iddesleigh from Flixton in this county. Her parents both passed away around the same time, leaving her completely unprovided for. She was taken to an orphanage at the young age of three and stayed there for eight more years. Thanks to the kindness of Lord Dilworth from Dilworth Castle, whose existence I’ve already mentioned to you, she was taken under his care and became his adopted daughter until, unfortunately, I brought her here as my wife.”
“I cannot help informing you that she was the most beautiful and prepossessing young lady I ever met, and, on making her acquaintance at a ball given by Lord and Lady Dilworth, at Dilworth Castle, 169 not far distant, as you know, I became so intoxicated with her looks of refinement and undoubted beauty that I never regained sobriety until she promised to become my wife!
“I have to let you know that she was the most beautiful and charming young woman I’ve ever met. When I first met her at a ball hosted by Lord and Lady Dilworth at Dilworth Castle, 169 not too far from here, as you know, I was so captivated by her elegance and undeniable beauty that I didn’t feel like myself again until she agreed to be my wife!”
“The beginning of our married career was bright enough, I dare say, for some weeks only, when she grew very strange in her manner towards me. So remarkably strange, that I was reluctantly compelled to demand an explanation. Being satisfied with her false apologies, used as a way out of her difficulty, I remained content. She still continued nevertheless to maintain the same cold indifference towards me until your birth.
“The start of our marriage was pretty good, I must say, for a few weeks, but then she started acting really weird toward me. So weird that I had to ask her to explain what was going on. I accepted her insincere apologies, which seemed like just a way to avoid the issue, and I stayed okay with it. Still, she kept being cold and indifferent to me until you were born.
“Knowing that a son was born to me, who, if spared, would still keep up the good old name of Dunfern, I became altogether a foreigner to her past conduct, and it was only when recovering from her illness, after your birth, that I caught hold of the trap of deception she had laid since long before our marriage.
“Knowing that a son was born to me, who, if spared, would still uphold the good old name of Dunfern, I completely became a stranger to her past actions. It was only after she started to recover from her illness, following your birth, that I realized the trap of deception she had set long before our marriage.”
“She was found out to be the idolized of one man named Oscar Otwell, who occupied the position of tutor to her during her years of adoption; and not even did her love in return for him cease when I 170 claimed her as my lawful wife, but continued, so far as I know, until now!
“She was discovered to be the beloved of a man named Oscar Otwell, who was her tutor during her adoption years; and her love for him didn’t stop even when I 170 took her as my legal wife, but continued, as far as I know, until now!”
“I was therefore obliged through her mal-practices to shut her in from the gaze of outsiders, and also from my own. I chose Room No. 10 of this building as her confined apartment. You were only a child then of some two months, and, since, I have never beheld her face, which was false as it was lovely.
“I was forced because of her wrongdoings to keep her away from the eyes of others, and even from my own. I picked Room No. 10 in this building as her locked-up space. You were just a baby then, only about two months old, and since then, I’ve never seen her face, which was as deceitful as it was beautiful.”
“My rage was boundless on the day I ordered her into my presence in that room, and, labouring under the passion of a jealous husband, I told her I would confine her within its walls so long as she existed.
“My anger was limitless on the day I summoned her to meet me in that room, and, overwhelmed by the feelings of a jealous husband, I told her I would keep her confined within its walls for as long as she lived.
“Over a year passed along, every month of which I grew more and more repentant, until the second Christmas of her seclusion, when I fully resolved to free her once more; at the same time, never again to share in my society or companionship.
“More than a year went by, and each month I felt increasingly remorseful, until the second Christmas of her isolation, when I decided for sure to set her free again; at the same time, I promised myself that I would never again be part of her life or companionship."
“But, behold! the mischievous hand of her maid, Marjory Mason, whose services I retained after her imprisonment, was busy working its way for her escape, which she nimbly succeeded in effecting, exactly on the morning of Christmas Day, by stealing from the room of Rachel Hyde, Madam Fulham’s 171 predecessor, the key of her door, and thereby released your mother. Ah! my son, from that hour my life has been a worthless coin, the harp of hideous helplessness struck forth its tunes of turmoil, trouble, and trial, and poured its mixed strains of life and death so vividly in my ear, that since I have, in a measure, been only a wanderer between their striking sounds of extremes.
“But look! The clever hands of her maid, Marjory Mason, whom I kept on after her imprisonment, were working hard to help her escape, which she managed to pull off nimbly on Christmas morning by stealing the key to Rachel Hyde’s room, Madam Fulham’s predecessor, and freeing your mother. Ah! my son, since that moment, my life has felt worthless, like a useless coin. The harp of helplessness has played its chaotic tunes of turmoil, trouble, and struggle, mixing the sounds of life and death so vividly in my ear that I've become nothing more than a wanderer between those extreme echoes.
“I shortly afterwards learned she took refuge in Audley Hall, a residence on the estate of its present owner—the Marquis of Orland, and situated some twenty miles distant, and, horrifying to relate, had been living with Oscar Otwell!
“I soon learned she was staying at Audley Hall, a residence on the estate of its current owner—the Marquis of Orland—and located about twenty miles away, and, shockingly, she had been living with Oscar Otwell!
“The dreadful news of her conduct irritated me so that I only, in my last will and testament, bequeathed to her what would grant the ordinary comforts of life, provided I predeceased her. This reference to her remained until I accompanied you to Chitworth College, when President O’Sullivan revealed to me in silent friendship the fact of which I was wholly unaware, viz.—that she had long since sailed for America, at the same time handing me a New York Herald sent him by Otwell, and there I beheld the announcement of her marriage with him 172 who ruined my life, and who has been the means of driving me into the pit of tearful tremor, out of which I never more shall climb.
“The terrible news about her actions upset me so much that in my last will and testament, I only left her enough for the basic comforts of life, in case I died before her. This mention of her stayed with me until I went to Chitworth College with you, when President O’Sullivan quietly shared with me something I had no idea about—namely, that she had already left for America. He also gave me a New York Herald that Otwell had sent him, and there I saw the announcement of her marriage to him 172 the one who wrecked my life, and who has caused me to fall into this pit of despair, from which I will never escape.”
“On returning home from Chitworth College I at once blanked the reference to her in my will, and never more wished to behold the face that swore to me such vows of villainy; the face that blasted my happiness for life; the mother of you, whom I now earnestly implore never to acknowledge, and who possesses every feature she outwardly bore.
“Upon returning home from Chitworth College, I immediately removed her reference from my will, and I never wanted to see the face that promised me such treachery again; the face that ruined my happiness for life; the mother of you, whom I now urgently urge never to recognize, and who has every characteristic she outwardly displayed.”
“It may be yours to meet her face to face ere she leave this tabernacle of torment; but, my child, for my sake avoid her cunning ways and works, and never allow her shelter underneath this roof she dishonoured and despised. And I trust God in His great mercy shall forgive her errors, and grant you the blessing of a Father of Love.”
“It might be your chance to meet her in person before she leaves this place of torment; but, my child, for my sake, stay away from her sly tricks and actions, and never let her find shelter under this roof that she has dishonored and disdained. I hope God, in His great mercy, will forgive her mistakes and grant you the blessing of a Loving Father.”
Sir John Dunfern now lay back exhausted on his pillow, and muttered quietly “Thank God.”
Sir John Dunfern now lay back, tired on his pillow, and muttered quietly, "Thank God."
Next morning the Angel of Death was seen to spread its snowy wings over his wasted form, and convey the departed spirit into that region of bliss where sorrow, sighing, sin, and suffering are cast for ever from its rooms of glory.
Next morning, the Angel of Death was seen spreading its snowy wings over his frail body, carrying the departed spirit into that place of bliss where sorrow, sighing, sin, and suffering are forever banished from its glorious realms.
Thus passed away another link of a worthy ancestral chain, who, during his tender years of training, had been guided by the charitable Christian example of a mother of devotion, and who was, during the brighter battle of her son’s creeping years of care and caution, summoned before the Invisible Throne of purity, peace, and praise everlasting, shrouded in hopes of sunshine concerning his future happiness, which, never after his marriage, was known to twinkle in Dunfern Mansion.
Thus passed away another link in a worthy family legacy, who, during his formative years, was inspired by the caring Christian example of a devoted mother, and who, during the challenging times of her son’s growing years of worry and concern, was called before the Invisible Throne of purity, peace, and everlasting praise, shrouded in hopes for a bright future for his happiness, which, after his marriage, was never seen to shine in Dunfern Mansion.
CHAPTER XVIII.
Mocking Angel! The trials of a tortured throng are naught when weighed in the balance of future anticipations. The living sometimes learn the touchy tricks of the traitor, the tardy, and the tempted; the dead have evaded the flighty earthly future, and form to swell the retinue of retired rights, the righteous school of the invisible, and the rebellious roar of raging nothing.
Mocking Angel! The struggles of a tormented crowd mean nothing when compared to the hopes for the future. The living sometimes pick up the deceitful habits of the traitor, the sluggish, and the tempted; the dead have escaped the uncertain earthly future and join the ranks of established justice, the virtuous realm of the unseen, and the defiant scream of utter emptiness.
The night was dark and tempestuous; the hill rather inclined to be steep; the clouds were bathed in wrinkled furrows of vapoury smoke; the traffic on the quiet and lonely roads surrounding Dunfern Mansion was utterly stopped, and nature seemed a block of obstruction to the eye of the foreigner who drudged so wearily up the slope that led to the home of Mrs. Durand, who had been confined to bed 175 for the past three years, a sufferer from rheumatism.
The night was dark and stormy; the hill was quite steep; the clouds were filled with swirling trails of mist; the traffic on the quiet and lonely roads around Dunfern Mansion had completely stopped, making nature appear like a barrier to the eye of the stranger who trudged wearily up the slope to Mrs. Durand's home, who had been bedridden for the past three years due to rheumatism. 175
Perceiving the faint flicker of light that occasionally flung its feeble rays against the dim fanlight of faithful Fanny’s home—the aged sister of the late Tom Hepworth—the two-fold widowed wanderer, with trembling step, faltered to the door of uncertain refuge, and, tapping against it with fingers cold and stiff, on such a night of howling wind and beating rain, asked, in weakened accents, the woman who opened to her the door, “If she could be allowed to remain for the night?”—a request that was granted through charity alone. After relieving herself of some outer garments, and partaking of the slight homely fare kindly ordered by Mrs. Durand, the widow of Oscar Otwell and Sir John Dunfern warmed herself and dried her saturated clothing before going to bed. She had just arrived the day previous, and hastened to take up her abode as near her former home of exquisiteness as she could, without detection.
Seeing the faint flicker of light that occasionally cast its weak rays against the dim light of faithful Fanny’s home—the elderly sister of the late Tom Hepworth—the twice-widowed traveler, with shaking steps, hesitated at the door of uncertain refuge. Tapping on it with cold, stiff fingers on that night of howling wind and pouring rain, she asked, in a weak voice, the woman who opened the door, “Can I stay for the night?”—a request that was granted out of pure kindness. After shedding some outer clothing and having the simple home-cooked meal kindly provided by Mrs. Durand, the widow of Oscar Otwell and Sir John Dunfern warmed herself and dried her soaked clothes before going to bed. She had just arrived the previous day and quickly moved in as close to her former elegant home as she could without being discovered.
On extinguishing the light before retiring, and casting one glance in the direction of the little window, the innumerable recollections of the abundant 176 past swept across the mind of the snowy-haired widow, and were further augmented by the different starlike lights which shone from the numerous windows in Dunfern Mansion, directly opposite where she lay.
On turning off the light before going to bed and taking a quick look at the little window, the countless memories of her rich past flooded the mind of the white-haired widow, intensified by the various starlike lights shining from the many windows in Dunfern Mansion, right across from where she was lying.
A couple of days found her almost rested after such a trying night as that on which she arrived, and observing the sharpest reticence lest she might be known, she nerved herself to appear next day at Dunfern Mansion, to accomplish the last wish of her late lover and husband, for whom she ventured so much and gained so little, and particularly to try and see her son.
A couple of days later, she was feeling almost rested after the challenging night she had when she arrived. Being extremely cautious to avoid being recognized, she prepared herself to show up the next day at Dunfern Mansion to fulfill the last wish of her late lover and husband, for whom she had risked so much and received so little, especially to try and see her son.
The morning was warm and fine; numerous birds kept chirping outside the little cottage of Mrs. Durand. The widow, with swollen eyes and face of faded fear, prepared herself for the trying moment, which she was certain of achieving. Partaking of a very slight breakfast, she told Mrs. Durand not to expect her for dinner.
The morning was warm and beautiful; many birds were chirping outside Mrs. Durand's small cottage. The widow, with puffy eyes and a face showing signs of stress, got ready for the challenging moment she was sure she would face. After having a light breakfast, she informed Mrs. Durand not to expect her for dinner.
Marching down the hill’s face, she soon set foot on the main road that led direct to Dunfern Mansion. Being admitted by Nancy Bennet, a prim old dame, who had been in charge of the lodge for 177 the last eighteen years, the forlorn widow, whose heart sank in despair as she slowly walked up the great and winding avenue she once claimed, reached the huge door through which she had been unconsciously carried by Marjory Mason a good many years ago.
Marching down the face of the hill, she soon stepped onto the main road that led directly to Dunfern Mansion. After being let in by Nancy Bennet, a proper old lady who had managed the lodge for 177 the last eighteen years, the sad widow, whose heart felt heavy with despair as she slowly walked up the grand and winding avenue she once called her own, reached the massive door through which she had been unknowingly brought by Marjory Mason many years ago.
Gently ringing the bell, the door was attended by a strange face. Reverently asking to have an interview with Sir John Dunfern, how the death-like glare fell over the eyes of the disappointed as the footman informed her of his demise! “Madam, if you cast your eyes thence—[here the sturdy footman pointed to the family graveyard, lying quite adjacent, and in which the offcast of effrontery had oftentimes trodden]—you can with ease behold the rising symbol of death which the young nobleman, Sir Hugh Dunfern, has lavishly and unscrupulously erected to his fond memory.”
Gently ringing the bell, a strange face appeared at the door. Respectfully requesting to speak with Sir John Dunfern, she felt a lifeless look wash over her eyes when the footman informed her of his death. “Ma'am, if you look over there—" the sturdy footman pointed to the family graveyard nearby, where those lacking respect had often walked—"you can easily see the grand symbol of death that the young nobleman, Sir Hugh Dunfern, has extravagantly and shamelessly built in his loving memory.”
The crushed hopes of an interview with the man she brought with head of bowed and battered bruises, of blasted untruths and astounding actions, to a grave of premature solitude were further crumbled to atoms in an instant. They were driven beyond retention, never again to be fostered with feverish fancy. After 178 the deplorable news of her rightful husband’s death had been conveyed to the sly and shameless questioner, who tried hard to balance her faintish frame unobserved, she asked an interview with Sir Hugh Dunfern. This also was denied, on the ground of absence from home.
The crushed hopes from an interview with the man she brought, with his head down and battered bruises, filled with lies and shocking actions, to a grave of early solitude shattered into pieces in an instant. They were pushed beyond retention, never again to be nurtured with intense desire. After 178 the heartbreaking news of her rightful husband’s death was delivered to the cunning and unashamed questioner, who struggled to steady her weak frame without being noticed, she requested a meeting with Sir Hugh Dunfern. This too was denied, on the basis that he was not home.
Heavily laden with the garb of disappointment did the wandering woman of wayward wrong retrace her footsteps from the door for ever, and leisurely walked down the artistic avenue of carpeted care, never more to face the furrowed frowns of friends who, in years gone by, bestowed on her the praises of poetic powers. Forgetful almost of her present movements, the dangerous signal of widowhood was seen to float along the family graveyard of the Dunferns.
Heavily weighed down by disappointment, the wandering woman of troubled choices retraced her steps away from the door for good and slowly walked down the beautiful avenue of soft comforts, never to face the disapproving looks of friends who, years ago, praised her poetic talents. Almost forgetting her current situation, the troubling sign of widowhood was seen drifting over the family graveyard of the Dunferns.
Being beforehand acquaint with the numerous and costly tombstones erected individually, regardless of price, the wearied and sickly woman of former healthy tread was not long in observing the latest tablet, of towering height, at the north-east end of the sacred plot.
Being previously acquaint with the many expensive tombstones erected one by one, regardless of cost, the weary and frail woman, once healthy, quickly noticed the newest tablet, of impressive height, at the north-east end of the sacred area.
There seemed a touchy stream of gilded letters carefully cut on its marble face, and on reading them 179 with watery eye and stooping form, was it anything remarkable that a flood of tears bathed the verdure that peeped above the soil?
There was a delicate stream of gold letters carefully carved into its marble surface, and when reading them 179 with watery eyes and a hunched back, was it really surprising that a wave of tears soaked the greenery that peeked above the ground?
The lines were these:—
The lines were these:—
I.
The hand of death hath once more brought
The hand of death has once again brought
The lifeless body here to lie,
The dead body lies here,
Until aroused with angels’ voice,
Until stirred by angels’ voice,
Which calls it forth, no more to die.
Which calls it forth, no longer to die.
II.
This man, of health and honest mind,
This man, fit and honest,
Had troubles great to bear whilst here,
Had a lot of difficulties to handle while I was here,
Which cut him off, in manhood’s bloom,
Which interrupted him in the prime of his life,
To where there’s neither frown nor tear.
To a place where there are neither frowns nor tears.
III.
His life was lined with works of good
His life was filled with acts of kindness.
For all who sought his affluent aid;
For everyone who sought his rich support;
His life-long acts of charity
His lifelong charitable acts
Are sure to never pass unpaid.
Are sure to never go unpaid.
IV.
Sir John Dunfern, whose noble name
Sir John Dunfern, whose esteemed name
Is heard to echo, far and wide,
Is heard to echo, far and wide,
In homes of honour, truth, and right,
In homes of honor, truth, and fairness,
With which he here lies side by side.
With whom he lies here side by side.
V.
The wings of love and lasting strength
The wings of love and enduring strength
Shall flap above his hollow bed;
Shall hover above his empty bed;
Angelic sounds of sweetest strain
Heavenly sounds of sweetest melody
Have chased away all tears he shed.
Have chased away all the tears he cried.
VI.
Then, when the glorious morn shall wake
Then, when the beautiful morning comes
Each member in this dust of ours,
Each person in this world of ours,
To give to each the sentence sure
To make sure everyone gets their sentence
Of everlasting Princely Power—
Of eternal royal power—
VII.
He shall not fail to gain a seat
He will definitely get a seat.
Upon the bench of gloried right,
Upon the bench of honored justice,
To don the crown of golden worth
To wear the crown of great value
Secured whilst braving Nature’s fight.
Secured while facing Nature’s struggle.
After carefully reading these lines the figure of melting woe sat for a long time in silence until a footstep came up from behind, which alarmed her not a little. Looking up she beheld the face of a youth whose expression was very mournful, and asking after her mission, was informed she had been casting one last look on the monument of her lamented husband.
After reading these lines carefully, the figure of melting sorrow sat in silence for a long time until she heard footsteps approaching from behind, which startled her. Looking up, she saw the face of a young man whose expression was very sad. When he asked about her purpose, she told him that she had been taking one last look at the monument of her beloved husband.
“Mighty Heavens!” exclaimed Sir Hugh Dunfern, “are you the vagrant who ruined the very existence of him whom you now profess to have loved? You, the wretch of wicked and wilful treachery, and formerly the wife of him before whose very bones you falsely kneel! Are you the confirmed traitoress of the trust reposed in you by my late lamented, dearest, 181 and most noble of fathers? Are you aware that the hypocrisy you manifested once has been handed down to me as an heirloom of polluted possession, and stored within this breast of mine, an indelible stain for life, or, I might say, during your known and hated existence?
“Mighty Heavens!” exclaimed Sir Hugh Dunfern, “are you the wanderer who destroyed the very life of the one you claim to have loved? You, the scoundrel of wicked and deliberate betrayal, and once the wife of the man whose very remains you falsely kneel before! Are you the confirmed traitor of the trust my late, beloved father placed in you? Do you realize that the hypocrisy you once displayed has been passed down to me as a burden of shame, stored within my heart as an indelible stain for life, or, I might say, for the duration of your known and hated existence? 181
“False woman! Wicked wife! Detested mother! Bereft widow!
“Fake woman! Evil wife! Hated mother! Grieving widow!
“How darest thou set foot on the premises your chastity should have protected and secured! What wind of transparent touch must have blown its blasts of boldest bravery around your poisoned person and guided you within miles of the mansion I proudly own?
“How dare you set foot on the property that your innocence should have protected! What kind of brave wind must have blown around your tainted self and led you within miles of the house I proudly own?
“What spirit but that of evil used its influence upon you to dare to bend your footsteps of foreign tread towards the door through which they once stole unknown? Ah, woman of sin and stray companion of tutorism, arise, I demand you, and strike across that grassy centre as quickly as you can, and never more make your hated face appear within these mighty walls. I can never own you; I can never call you mother; I cannot extend the assistance your poor, poverty-stricken attire of false don silently 182 requests; neither can I ever meet you on this side the grave, before which you so pityingly kneel!”
“What evil spirit gave you the idea to step towards the door that you once entered in secret? Ah, woman of sin and misguided companion, rise up, I demand, and cross that grassy center as fast as you can, and never let your despised face come back to these grand walls. I can never accept you; I can never call you mother; I can’t offer the help your pitiful, poverty-stricken appearance silently asks for; nor can I ever encounter you before the grave, where you kneel in such pity!” 182
Speechless and dogged did the dishonoured mother steal for ever from the presence of her son, but not before bestowing one final look at the brightened eye and angry countenance of him who loaded on her his lordly abuse. The bowed form of former stateliness left for ever the grounds she might have owned without even daring to offer one word of repentance or explanation to her son.
Speechless and determined, the disgraced mother quietly left her son’s presence forever, but not before giving one last glance at his brightened eye and angry face, the same face that had hurled insults at her. The once-proud figure walked away from the grounds she might have claimed, without even daring to say a single word of remorse or explanation to her son.
Walking leisurely along the road that reached Dilworth Castle, how the trying moments told upon her who shared in pangs of insult and poverty!—how the thoughts of pleasant days piled themselves with parched power upon the hilltop of remembrance and died away in the distance! The whirling brain became more staid as she heard the approach of horses’ feet, and stopping to act the part of Lot’s wife, gave such a haggard stare at the driver of the vehicle as caused him to make a sudden halt. Asking her to have a seat, the weary woman gladly mounted upon its cushion with thankfulness, and alighted on reaching its journey’s end, about three miles from 183 Audley Hall. The drive was a long one, and helped to rest the tired body of temptation.
Walking slowly along the road to Dilworth Castle, the challenging moments weighed heavily on her as she dealt with the pain of insult and poverty!—how the memories of happier days stacked up with dried-out intensity at the peak of remembrance and faded away into the distance! Her racing thoughts slowed as she heard the sound of approaching horses' hooves, and stopping to play the part of Lot's wife, she gave such a weary look at the driver of the vehicle that he came to an abrupt stop. He offered her a seat, and the exhausted woman gratefully climbed onto the cushion, getting off when they reached their destination, about three miles from 183 Audley Hall. The ride was long and helped to refresh her tired body against temptation.
Returning thanks to the obliging driver, she marched wearily along until she reached the home of her first refuge after flight.
Returning thanks to the helpful driver, she walked wearily along until she reached the home of her first refuge after escaping.
Perceiving the yellow shutters firmly bolted against the light admitters of Audley Hall, she feared disappointment was also awaiting her. Knocking loudly twice before any attempt was made to open the door, there came at last an aged man with halting step and shaking limb.
Noticing the yellow shutters tightly closed against the light at Audley Hall, she worried that disappointment was waiting for her too. She knocked loudly twice before anyone tried to open the door, and finally, an old man appeared, moving slowly and with a trembling body.
“Is Major Iddesleigh at home?” asked the saddened widow. “Oh, madam, he has been dead almost twelve years, and since then no one has occupied this Hall save myself, who am caretaker. The Marquis of Orland was deceived by his nephew, who sold it in an underhand manner to the major, and he resolved that never again would he allow it to be occupied since the major’s death by any outsider.”
“Is Major Iddesleigh home?” asked the grieving widow. “Oh, ma'am, he’s been dead for nearly twelve years, and since then, no one has lived in this Hall except for me, the caretaker. The Marquis of Orland was tricked by his nephew, who secretly sold it to the major. After the major’s death, he decided that no one else would ever live here again.”
“You are rather lonely,” said the widow. “Yes, yes,” replied he; “but I have always been accustomed living alone, being an old bachelor, and wish to remain so. It is better to live a life of singleness 184 than torture both body and soul by marrying a woman who doesn’t love you, like the good Sir John Dunfern—a nobleman who lived only some miles from this, and who died lately broken-hearted—who became so infatuated with an upstart of unknown parentage, who lived in Dilworth Castle, with one Lord Dilworth, the previous owner, that he married her offhand, and, what was the result, my good woman?—why she eventually ran off with a poor tutor! and brought the hairs of hoary whiteness of Sir John Dunfern to the grave much sooner than in all probability they would have, had he remained like me.”
“You're quite lonely,” said the widow. “Yes, yes,” he replied; “but I’ve always been used to living alone, being an old bachelor, and I’d like to keep it that way. It’s better to live a single life than to torture both body and soul by marrying a woman who doesn’t love you, like the good Sir John Dunfern—a nobleman who lived just a few miles from here and who recently died heartbroken—who became so infatuated with a woman of unknown background, living in Dilworth Castle with Lord Dilworth, the previous owner, that he married her on a whim. And what was the result, my good woman?—she eventually ran off with a poor tutor! and that drove the once dark hair of Sir John Dunfern to the grave much sooner than it likely would have if he had remained like me.”
Facing fumes of insult again, thought the listener. And asking after Major Iddesleigh’s will, eagerly awaited his reply.
Facing the fumes of insult once more, thought the listener. And inquiring about Major Iddesleigh’s will, eagerly awaited his response.
Placing one hand upon her shoulder, and pointing with the other, “Behold,” said he, “yonder church? that was his last will—Iddesleigh Church. It was only when the jaws of death gaped for their prey that the major was forced to alter his will, having had it previously prepared in favour of his niece, whose whereabouts could never be traced until after his death.” “Enough—enough, I must go,” said the 185 painful listener, and thanking the old man for his information, which, like her son’s, had screwed its bolts of deadly weight more deeply down on the lid of abstract need, turned her back on Audley Hall for ever.
Placing one hand on her shoulder and pointing with the other, “Look,” he said, “that church over there? That was his final wish—Iddesleigh Church. It was only when death was at his door that the major had to change his will, which he had previously set up in favor of his niece, whose location was never found until after he passed away.” “That’s enough—I need to go,” said the painful listener, and thanking the old man for his information, which, like her son’s, had added more weight to the heavy burden she carried, turned her back on Audley Hall forever.
CHAPTER XIX.
Hope sinks a world of imagination. It in almost every instance never fails to arm the opponents of justice with weapons of friendly defence, and gains their final fight with peaceful submission. Life is too often stripped of its pleasantness by the steps of false assumption, marring the true path of life-long happiness which should be pebbled with principle, piety, purity, and peace.
Hhope fills a world with imagination. It almost always gives the defenders of justice tools for protection, and ultimately wins through peaceful surrender. Life is too often robbed of its joy by the missteps of false beliefs, which distort the true path to lasting happiness—a path that should be paved with principles, respect, purity, and peace.
Next morning, after the trying adventure of the lonely outcast, was the scene of wonder at Dilworth Castle. Henry Hawkes, the head gardener under the Marquis of Orland, on approaching the little summer-house in which Irene Iddesleigh so often sat in days of youth, was horrified to find the dead body of a woman, apparently a widow, lying prostrate inside its mossy walls. “Lord, protect me!” shouted poor Hawkes, half distractedly, and hurried to Dilworth 187 Castle to inform the inmates of what he had just seen.
The next morning, after the challenging adventure of the lonely outcast, a scene of wonder unfolded at Dilworth Castle. Henry Hawkes, the head gardener for the Marquis of Orland, was shocked to discover the lifeless body of a woman, seemingly a widow, lying inside the little summer-house where Irene Iddesleigh often sat during her youth. “Oh my God, help me!” yelled poor Hawkes, nearly frantic, and he rushed to Dilworth 187 Castle to tell the residents what he had just found.
They all rushed towards the little rustic building to verify the certainty of the gardener’s remarks. There she lay, cold, stiff, and lifeless as Nero, and must have been dead for hours. They advised the authorities, who were soon on the spot.
They all hurried towards the small rustic building to confirm the gardener’s remarks. There she was, cold, stiff, and lifeless like Nero, and she must have been dead for hours. They informed the authorities, who quickly arrived at the scene.
What stinging looks of shame the Marquis cast upon her corpse on being told that it was that of the once beautiful Lady Dunfern—mother of the present heir to Dunfern estate!
What sharp looks of shame the Marquis gave her lifeless body upon hearing that it belonged to the once beautiful Lady Dunfern—mother of the current heir to the Dunfern estate!
Lying close at hand was an old and soiled card, with the words almost beyond distinction, “Irene Iddesleigh.” In an instant her whole history flashed before the unforgiving mind of the Marquis, and being a sharer in her devices, through his nephew Oscar Otwell, ordered her body to be conveyed to the morgue, at the same time intimating to Sir Hugh Dunfern her demise.
Lying nearby was an old, dirty card with the almost illegible words "Irene Iddesleigh." In an instant, the entire history of her life rushed through the unforgiving mind of the Marquis. Being complicit in her schemes through his nephew Oscar Otwell, he ordered her body to be taken to the morgue, while also notifying Sir Hugh Dunfern of her death.
It transpired at the inquest, held next day, that she was admitted the previous night to the grounds of Dilworth Castle by the porter at the lodge, giving her name as “Irene Iddesleigh.”
It came out at the inquest, held the next day, that she was let into the grounds of Dilworth Castle the night before by the porter at the lodge, identifying herself as “Irene Iddesleigh.”
She must have taken refuge in the little construction 188 planned under her personal supervision whilst inhabiting Dilworth Castle during her girlhood, and, haunted with the never-dying desire to visit once more its lovely grounds, wandered there to die of starvation.
She must have sought shelter in the small building 188 that she personally oversaw while living at Dilworth Castle in her childhood, and, driven by an unending desire to walk its beautiful grounds again, ended up wandering there to die of starvation.
No notice whatever was taken of her death by her son, who obeyed to the last letter his father’s instructions, and carried them out with tearless pride.
No notice was taken of her death by her son, who followed his father's instructions to the letter and carried them out with emotionless pride.
The little narrow bed at the lowest corner on the west side of Seaforde graveyard was the spot chosen for her remains. Thus were laid to rest the orphan of Colonel Iddesleigh, the adopted daughter and imagined heiress of Lord and Lady Dilworth, what might have been the proud wife of Sir John Dunfern, the unlawful wife of Oscar Otwell, the suicidal outcast, and the despised and rejected mother.
The small, narrow bed in the southwest corner of Seaforde graveyard was chosen for her remains. Here rests the orphan of Colonel Iddesleigh, the adopted daughter and supposed heiress of Lord and Lady Dilworth, what could have been the proud wife of Sir John Dunfern, the unrecognized partner of Oscar Otwell, the tormented outcast, and the scorned and rejected mother.
She who might have swayed society’s circle with the sceptre of nobleness—she who might still have shared in the greatness of her position and defied the crooked stream of poverty in which she so long sailed—had she only been, first of all, true to self, then the honourable name of Sir John Dunfern would have maintained its standard of pure and noble distinction, without being spotted here and there with 189 heathenish remarks inflicted by a sarcastic public on the administerer of proper punishment; then the dignified knight of proud and upright ancestry would have been spared the pains of incessant insult, the mockery of equals, the haunted diseases of mental trials, the erring eye of harshness, and the throbbing twitch of constant criticism.
She who could have influenced society with her noble character—she who could have embraced the greatness of her status and challenged the endless struggles of poverty that she endured for so long—if only she had been true to herself, then the honorable name of Sir John Dunfern would have preserved its reputation for purity and nobility, without being tainted by 189 harsh comments from a sarcastic public on the one enforcing proper consequences; then the dignified knight of esteemed heritage would have been spared the agony of constant insults, the mockery from peers, the burdens of mental anguish, the critical gaze of judgment, and the relentless sting of ongoing scrutiny.
It was only the lapse of a few minutes after the widowed waif left Dunfern Mansion until the arrival of her son from London, who, after bidding his mother quit the grounds owned by him, blotted her name for ever from his book of memory; and being strongly prejudiced by a father of faultless bearing, resolved that the sharers of beauty, youth, and false love should never have the slightest catch on his affections.
It was just a few minutes after the widowed girl left Dunfern Mansion when her son arrived from London. After telling his mother to leave the property that belonged to him, he erased her name from his memory forever. Influenced by his father, who was always proper, he decided that those who shared beauty, youth, and false love would never have any hold on his feelings.
ERRATA.
The printed book was typeset and proofread more carefully than most books of similar literary quality. The author’s Errata slip was attached to the beginning of the book. It is included here for completeness; all listed changes have been made in the text. Notes in the final column are added by the transcriber.
The printed book was typeset and proofread more thoroughly than most books of similar literary quality. The author's Errata slip was attached at the beginning of the book. It's included here for completeness; all listed changes have been made in the text. Notes in the final column are added by the transcriber.
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82 | Read—“was extended him.” | Original form (“were” for “was” with two subjects) is technically correct. |
154 | “senk” should read “seek.” | |
156 | “took” is unnecessary. | Context: entered the room, and taking her accustomed seat to partake of it, Author may have intended “... taking her accustomed seat, partook of it as best she could”. |
179 | Read “which calls it forth.” | |
184 | “ofthand” should be “offhand.” | Author may have intended “out of hand”. |
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